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My Life
This is real life and I would lke to know if there is anyone who would like to become friends.....by that I mean by keeping in touch and talking to each other on a regular basis. If this sounds like you please feel free to leave a comment for me!!
My Life
My Little One.
Hola Fubar Viewers, Chad and I lost our triplets. but we are currently pregnant again. its a long story, and We are happy we are having another baby together. I cant wait. i am hoping for a son. if its a boy its gonna be Aiden Mikeal Lovato, and if its a girl i aint sure yet. but cant wait. no matter what it comes out to be i will love it. and i am hoping and praying we have a healthy baby. FOR ALL YOU WHORES who are pist we are having a baby kiss my ass. it aint my fault you never got his baby. I love you chad, more than anything. Love Gretchen. Hey all Chad and I had our lil boy, Aiden Lovato, on March 2 2008. He was 10 pds, 3.7 oz and 21 inches long, Hes got blue eyes and red auburn hair, hes soo handsome. I had a rough labor and delivery, but he was worth it. I almost died, but we are home and safe. Chad & I arent together no more. But i have the best part of chad NO ONE will ever have. Thats Aiden. I just wish chad GROW up & be a good dad, and quit being an ASSHOLE. I Still love h
My Life
Well school is going and I am crazy so I guess they aint much new to report.
My Life
I'm not sad. I don't want to cry. I'm not mad. I don't want to hurt anyone. I'm frustrated, confused and irritated, we all have this moment in our life. I just wish you would tell me why you won't talk to me, things are different this time, and it really does scare me. I'm pacing in my head, what I possibly could've of done wrong, but I've been so careful, so safe. Making sure not to make the wrong move. Am I being punished? I mean I am trying so very hard to mend all the bad things I've done and did, and there's nothing that can change those. Honestly though, what did I do to YOU. I never did a thing. Not one thing. You did a lot to me, and I'm still here. So tell me, please. Before I lose my head. This is why I'm frustrated. I also don't see why everyone cares about what everyone else is doing anymore. If they aren't in your life, there must be a reason for that. So why not move on? If you want to keep them, they resolve your differences! I hate being confused, so
My Life Atm
Heya all, it's been a while since I last wrote a blog... There has been some major changes in my so-called life... First, I went to Sweden a few weeks ago, on a survival trip... Kinda fun, but I'm afraid of heights....... Secondly, my communication/IT and english teacher is homeworking the poo outta me and I got almost none spare time and I'm like dead when I come home at 5 in the afternoon... School in general is kinda harsh, but we do party too.. Hehe... I went to my first real party last thursday and almost drank my brains out in Dooley's (some kind of Bailey's, just more caramellish in the taste) Uhmmmm... *EDIT* ok I didn't drink my brains out i got funny to listen to -.- To the people who misunderstood this... Sorry! What to write... Oh, yeah. I'm thinking about starting drawing on my manga about satan's life again ^^ I love the way I draw him sooo cute... God's the evil nerd!!!Haha Those people i showed the first chapter to really likes it... Anyway, that
My Life Right Now
Right now life is alittle stressful.... My health is going down hill faast... We found out last August that I have cancer cells and now I have to go through treatment but cause I have no insurance I ahve to wait... Well the dr told me 2 weeks ago that she thinks its getting worse and I need to get stuff done now...I have a 13 year old is my rock she keeps me sain... My best friend Tanya and her hubby Jake are a big help too they keep me busy and make it so I don't sit around and think about it... I guess I just worrie about it all the time ... I am a tough women and I know I will be ok ( or so I hope).... I know the next few monthes are gonna be hard for me but I have my family and friends to help me out..... I love you all and I am soooooooooo lucky to have u in my life.... Thanks for letting me vent and explain what I am going through.... I will keep yall posted on everything....
My Life...
My Lil World
My Life As I Know It...
well everyone its official..i am havin his baby..im happy and im scared to death at the same time...this one is already kickin my ass..im feelng more of the nausea that i didnt really feel with my other 3..back to another spring baby..lol..my first 2 were in march and february...my youngest one was in august..this one is gonna be another march one..you all who read this can either be happy or not be happy its doesnt matter to us either way..but we all ask that everyone please be respectful of our decisions and our private lives when we are not online..if we feel like sharing then we will let everyone know ..thnk you to all our well wishers...thank you for all the prayers and thoughts.. i am posting this blog to tell the world and al my friends about what is goin on in my life right now..i am in a seriuos relationship with someone i am in love with.. i have discovered i might be pregnant with his child.. now you can all be happy for us or you can stay mad at me for the rest of your live
My Life!
This song is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck Verse One: I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net I'm popping perkasets, I'm a nervous wreck I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged Full of venom and rage Especially when I'm engaged And my daughter's down to her last diaper That's got my ass hyper I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders These overnight stars becoming autograph signers We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us Along with the small fry's and average half pinters While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless
My Life As A Funwhoopee Diva
The past few days have been hell. Last week I got T-boned by a man shooting out of a parking lot. I'm ok but I couldn't get my car into a body shop until this past Monday. So I was without a car for almost a week right before school started for all 3 of my girls. It will be 2 weeks or so before I get it back. I am finally starting to think what am I gonna fill my days with? Lunch and margaritas with the girls, shopping, Fubar...so many choices! And then yesterday my littlest fell off the monkey bars and broke her wrist. Second day of kinder. poor baby. Man when it rains it pours....This momma needs a little FUN for a change! So today is Tuesday. I slept in with the little ones today. Nice not having to get up and join the rat race. My "job" is so cool...I had a couple of ladies call me today to see if I could squeeze them in for a party. My girlfriends IMed me all day today wanting to know if I was going to be at Bravos this Wed. for Margaritas. But of course! Man I have
My Life
My Life
4:30 in the afternoon and I still feel like shit. I swear I quit until next weekend. Fuckin Jim Beam.
My Life Sucks
I've placed my heart, back on it's shelf. Way up high, keeping it for myself. Having it hurt, is no small matter. But why do I feel, Bruised...and battered? I never ask for anything, never expect it either. This way the disappointment, goes much easier. I will go through life, all by my self. I'll keep my heart safe, up high on that shelf. Written:9-18-07 0135 Written By:Dreamcatcher I have learned a few things, over the years. There is not enough laughter, and to many tears. I can't see a future for me. When I look ahead, fog is all I see. My daughter is my only light. Today, tomorrow and the rest of my life. I don't have many, that I can truly count on. That's a sad truth to face. It's what I have to embrace. I have loved, I have lived. I have been hurt, yet I still give. I give all of myself, to those a care for. My heartbeat is fading. My heart is on the floor. This is not meant for anyone in particular...just felt like writing tonight
My Life
The way she makes me feel is amazing. The way she looks at me lets me know that she loves me and only me. When we kiss I see fireworks every time. When she hurts I hurt. When she is happy I am happy. When she smiles it's like her face lights up and nothing else in this crazy world matters. When I hear her sweet voice it is like music to my ears! I love being with her. She is my other half, without her I am not whole! She is the best thing that has ever happened to me! Every night I go to bed and thank god for bringing me the greatest gift he could ever give me. Every night I pray to god that he never takes her away from me. When she looks at me with those big beautiful blue eyes my heart melts! I love the way that she pinches me with her cute little toes! I love the way that we wrestle and goof around! I love it when she is always singing every song on the radio when we are in the car! I love the cute little puppy dog face she makes when she wants something! My weakness is that I can n
My Life
I am getting married next year and also trying for a baby next year... I've been with my fiance for 9 months.. We started dating in Nov of last year. Is it too soon to get married and have a baby?
My Life In Music !!!!
Your Life: The SoundtrackOpening credits: The Last Dance - NightmaresWaking up: Evereve - Fall Into OblivionAverage day: Rob Zombie - Sinners INCFirst date: Xandria - RavenheartFalling in love: Moonspell - VampiriaLove scene: Nightwish - Wish I had an AngelFight scene: Prodigy - smack my bitch upBreaking up: Enigma & Enya - Pure Moods - Return to innocenceGetting back together: Wiccan - Lorena McKennitt - Snow Wiccan PaganSecret love: Inkubus Sukkubus - Vampyre KissLife's okay: A Perfect Circle - 3 LibrasMental breakdown: Children Of Bodom - Taste Of My ScytheDriving: Beborn Beton - Deeper than the usual feelingLearning a lesson: Arch Enemy - We Will RiseDeep thought: Opeth - Black Rose ImmortalFlashback: Sisters Of Mercy - Cry Little SisterPartying: Razed in black - Oh my goth dj rib trance remiHappy dance: VNV Nation - BelovedRegreting: Within Temptation - DestroyedLong night alone: My Dying Bride - For YouDeath scene: Morbid Angel - God of EmptinessClosing credits: Type O Negetive -
My Life Being Jinxxed
So.....we're going to Cape Cod tomorrow. Gotta spread mom's ashes. The rest of the time I'm going to be hanging out. Probably spend at least two days playing in P-town. I LOVE Provincetown. I love going to the shows and hanging out with the drag queens afterwards. I hope they have the show we went to the last time we were there. It wasn't your typical Liza, Barbra, etc. It was a bunch of gay, lesbian, tranny's having fun on stage. I still remember the group of lesbians doing short skits in between the "acts". They were pretending to do the different kinds of orgasms - it was freakin hysterical. I hope Nick is still bartending at Bayside Betsy's. We had so much fun with him. He kept feeding me the extra mixed drinks that he had to make for the restaurant that's attached. When we first go there, Bob asked him where the bumpin places were and Nick told him....."my house, after I get off work". I thought Bob was going to die - he didn't expect that answer, and I just damn near pissed myse
My Life, Spoken In Drunk, With The Mighty Spell Check!!
ok... so elementary school, kindergarten, i remember being always closer to the females.... (call me gay.. well fuck you i was pimpin young ... so there) we played such kid games for our era... at that time was Disney;s 101 Dalmatians... hahhah i was always ummm Pongo yeah ya know the FATHER OF ALL 101 AND KIDS...(who's pimpin now LMAO) till the day i ran into a steel fucking garter.. and knocked out both my front teeth, granted they were loose and ready to come out, but shit 2 at once???? i felt like i couldnt talk .. yeah it was like TTally TTellls TTheTTellhts by TThe TTheThore... hhahahah for you dumb asses that translates to Sally Sells Seashells by the seashore... *shakes head.. idiots) i was that kid with the damn leather bomber jacket.. ya know with the patches and the zippers.. shit i thought i was bad ass.. i never was the fucker who thought girls had cooties... hahah a i had the cootie shot when i was born, or so i thought. i used to beat up all the little boys in kider
My Life
so i am single once again... sadly things didnt work out with me and casey... it was probalay the whole lying thing that got to me but i told him i would stay friends with hime and all that fun stuff.... ya there is an date so you see here i am being all me and stuff. I am miss catherine k... the wicked! Im born in ireland and classified as gothic, but thats not all there is to me. I quiet out going. i mean come on not everyone can work 18 hour days and be fine lol. i love read, write, danceing, music, and taliking!! well if you want to know more jut write me ill write back unless you like 40! so im so in love right now!! turly un beleive head over heels in love with this guy... he has stolen my herat and i wear his around my neck!! He is my everything right now... he nows just how to make me smile... or make me cry... in a good way of course...the crying thing anyways!! lol By the way his name is Casey we meet at my work and have been dating for a little over a month now... i know i h
My Life As I Know It
well today im sitting here all fucked up because of a slip i had in my recovery....there are nothing but good things that came from today... i realized that the disease of addiction will be with me for the rest of my life,however it is my choice to do what is nassacary to do what it takes to seek my recovery... i was coming up an a year clean and uuuhhh yeah i slipped ...i feel it was a message from my higher power whom i care to call god.... he put my ass in check by sending back out cause i thought i no longer needed to take my medication. (which consists of meetings and alot of looking into self) for those that actually call themselves my friends on here have helped alot by just being there for me today.. both in and outside of the fellowship ... i also learned that regaurdless of what i think of myself i am a decent person.. regaurdless of what i have done in my past i cant hold my self hostage about all that.. and believe me i have done and witnessed some foul shit.....
My Life Up Till Now
well here we go.....my name is krystal and i live in green ohio and i go to green high school but i will also be attending the plcc and i will be doing the cosmotology class there and i am so excited to do that. well i think that me and my ex are going back out but i dont no but i hope so cause i really really love him and i just hope that he knows that ...well i am 17 years old and i live with my grandma because me and my mom dont get along to good well i do have a car but i dont drive well i just thought that u wanted to know well i got to go talk to u all later Krystal
My Life
i dont know what to do i am falling into a whole and it seems to be a bottemless one. my mom married a guy when i was 8 years old. it was all good for the first year but when i was 9 almost 10 he started to hit her and me. untill iwas was 13 and i could fight back. from there after we were always seeing who could send each other the the hospital first and in worse shape. until we started using bats, and knifes then i sent him to jail for hitting a little 8 year year old girl cause my mom did not give him his vodka and it is a year later from then and he is now back into the picture cause my mom is a dumb ass. so he told me that i am a disrespectful asshole cause i dont call him dad anymore. i told him he does not diserve to be called dad by me or anyone else cause he does not have the respect for anyone and no one respects him cause he dont diserve it and i turned away from him for a secound and he hits me in the back of the head so i get up turn around to him in my face pointing at m
My Life !!!
oh my goodness not quite sure how to feel tomorrow i go to enroll my daughter in school i think i am more excited than she is, ready to let her go i gave her five awesome years of what i could on my own i am ready to set her off into the world of school kinda scared in a way but i'll know she'll like it she loves to learn my days at home will be different i love all my children but at times the curly blonde was my bestfriend and the person to keep me a float when times got rough for me as a single mom before i met phillip oh my i am crying i am just so proud of her and myself i hope if u read this blog u don't make fun but my life is my children and they are who i live for i am so going to miss her every day she goes but she has gotta grow and i hope she grows to ba a strong wowan inside and out like her mother
My Life
WELL FOR THOSE THAT HAVE NO CLUE WHO DESS IS HERE IS A LIL INTRO !! IMA 27 YEAR OLD FEMALE FROM ALABAMA( YEA A SOUTHERN GAL ). WELL IM VERY SHY WHEN IT COMES TO SOME .. OTHERS IM VERY OUTGOING .. I HAVE A SOFT HEART THAT USUALLY GETS STEPPED ON ALOT !! I RUN FROM LOVE.. IT SCARES THE CRAP OUTTA ME!! I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE .. JUST TO LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST .. IM NOT ON HERE LOOKING FOR ANYTHING BUT FRIENDS, IF ANYTHING ELSE COMES THEN GOOD .. WELL SOME SAY I PLAY HARD TO GET ( I DONT THINK I DO BUT MAYBE I DO OH WELL ) BUT I ENJOY TALKIN TO MY FRIENDS ON HERE WE ALL USUALLY HANG OUT IN THE LOUNGE WET N WILD U CAN FIND IT ON MY PAGE UNDER MY LOUNGES SO MAYBE U SHOULD COME STOP BY SAY HEY !! I ALSO ENJOY GAZIN AT THE STARS.. LONG SHOWERS.. CUDDLING(WHICH I HAVENT DONE ALOT OF THESE DAYS ) ..LISTENIN TO MUSIC .. DANCIN IN THE RAIN..RIDING 4 WHEELERS WITH THE GUYS . MY TURN ONS: SOMEONE THAT KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A LADY LIKE A LADY , GORGEOUS EYES (BROWN OR GREEN ), IM
My Life With My Better Half
We met when he was 15 yrs. old when he was walking by my house, and I am 24 yrs old . He wanted to go with me then but I was nice to wait till he was old enough to go with him. then when he was 21 yrs old we got together in a bar that we met again and i had him and his cousin buying me beer all night long. now back to this to fill u in on what happened since i wrote this , we it has been 3 months, and all was good until he decided to go back to visit his ex-girlfriend who cheated on him and lied to him but he was surprised when i found out when he got home on friday night that i found out that he was there and he tried to figure out who told me that he was there. well all of the sudden this girl showed up to my home saturday night and asked him him and i told her that we were together and he never told her that we were togother . he made is mind up after he asked who cheated on him and lied to him and he chose the lier and the cheater and that girl lives in addison ny .
My Little World
I tell you later, I begin new, I am very tiried.
My Life
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My Life
So basically my life iz great at thiz point in time. I am in a great relationship with Steven A. Turnage. And I have a great frind that I can Depend on and that would be Taylor M. Nesse. Withouth these two I don't know where I wuld be in my life. They are what I wake up for each and everyday. They can put a HUGE smile on my face no matter what kind of mood I am in. My life can't get any better at thiz point in time.
My Life Story...duh!!
My Little Words
W a i t ing for the last day a day to end all days what to do with the t i c k i n g one more dance with the wind falling from the sky? Another kiss upon A child's button nose With such tenderness? Or a rainy day Curled in a bundle With hot drink? Or maybe wild ride Upon a bumping kayak In rushing white water? Wait not for the last Live for the first. The elusive dream of a touch, the memory of a hope of a kiss, the dance of a heart, spiraling. Up into the night sky, upon the notes of a song, the whisper of a wish.
My Life
could someone please tell me where the justice is?? my landlord jus left here and told me that i had to be out in 2 days...so i guess my time here has been cut shorter than expected...so i hope to see u all cum thru and show me sum luv and i wish all of u the best and u r gonna be missed...goodye..much luv kells :(
My Life
You know sometimes i wonder if some people have a life of thier own. I was asked a personal question about my life tonight and if any of you on here know me at all then you know i don't share my personal life with just anyone. I told these few people that asked that it was really none of thier business, so they automatically thought that the rumor was true. I'm not saying one way or the other if it's true or not. That should keep them wondering for awhile, don't ya think. It was a personal question about who i am dating or sleeping with and so on.....one of the people said that she thought we were friends. I have very few close friends and i prefer it that way...i had only met this woman one time and very seldom talk to her...so why would she think we were friends? As for my personal life i think that i am 43 years old and i will sleep with whoever i want to...as long as they are willing...LMAO I had to delete a few people because they were just as bad as the others and said they t
My Life
People for thousands of generations, claim that they have found their True Love. The truth is, not many people find their true loves, very easily. Couples around the globe, stay together for long periods of time. But, just because they can stay with each other for that long, doesn't exactly mean their love is true. Now, that I have your attention. What exactly is tryue love and How do you know, your feeling true love? In my opinion, True Love, is the unconditional love, the love that never falters. The love that you share with that special someone. To me, the feeling of true love doesn't always come from the heart, it comes from the entire body. True love is the overall sensation when your with somone that you really care about. True love should be the way you miss your siginificant other, when their not around. The way they make you feel, when they are around you. The way they hold you at night, while your sleeping. Thats they way I have felt, well.........About a month now.
My Life In 1971
I take my basic training at Fort Dix in New Jersey.Take my A.I.T. at Fort Polk LA. On jan.5,1971 I was send to go VIETNAM as 11B10 infantry went to C 2/12 1st AIR CAVALRY spend three month their the 1st cav went home and i went to C 4TH /21 23D INFANTRY DIVISION I spend rest if my time 4/21 11 months and 11day in vietnam. I was grunt in field my hold time you name i did it walk point had m60 ,m79. I just don't talk about it . I came home and spend rest time at Fort Riley, Kansas I'm going VA for all my medial for my back problem and going because if agent orange ,diabetes few any thing . Plus still dealing with PTSD. This only time I write or talk about . The only resent I'm writing about this for our troops today went you came home talk let people know how you feel get help if you need .
My Life
Well i just woke up, its saturday morning, i am truely bored with nothing to do today, i wish there was something to do but knowing me i will probably just sit here again all day on my computer doing nothing Well its another boring day at work...go figure most days are....but im getting ready to head back over to play in that giant sand box again....and this time for a year to 15 months...hopefully i can still get to fubar over there we will see....but oh well...for anyone reading this my birthday is in 10 days its the only reminder anyone will get...lol
My Life Sucks
hi well my life sucks and i dont know where i well be all i know is that i lost my soulmate over 3 mo now im sad all the time and i do lot of crying im trying to move on with life but i well always love her for very i miss her very much she was my life i dont know much langer i can go with life i dont have anyone that i can say i love i dont know how much longer i can go on so what is there left in life to go on with if i not have my soulmate . i well always love her to the end of my life i well never love anyone as much i love her . I LOVE YOU SHERYL and always well
My Life As It Is Now!
My Life
-Suprisingly little baggage. -Simple name(i.e, Bob Spoon, Jack Johnson). -You found him wandering the streets with a bandage on his head. -Honestly perplexed about the origin of his tattoo. -Doesn't think he's ever loved like this before. Should you break up with him? Are you kidding? He's a clean slate. You can dress him how you like, you choose all the movies, and he has no annoying friends or family. Jackpot! The only downsides are :(1) he could regain his memory, and with it, some control of the relationship; and (2) his family and/or friends may find and relcaim him. But they might not recognize him with the makeover you gave him. Keep him while you can. As I sit here in my room, AllI can think of is you. Your laugh Your Smile Your Touch Your Love I can't help but to think if it is me to blame for the fallout. If I pushed too hard, If I moved too fast, If I pressured you at all, If.... Who knows what happened? Was it you? Was it me? Was it time?
My Life
There have been a lot of people since I came onto Fu Bar who claim they are my friends or say they want to be friends. Some will friend you and never come back to your page. Others friend you and then delete you. I thought I had made some friends or those who would be honest with me. But I found out that honesty goes as far as anyone can truly see you in cyberspace. I found out some of these people went off and blocked me and then got upset that I would remove things that no longer mattered to me since I was blocked. So to all those on my friends list who read this and wish to no longer be my friend I understand please just quietly delete me from your friends list and stop fanning me. Those who wish to remain my friend just drop me a little note once in a while to tell me that we are still friends. I do try to return any love shown to me.
My Life
This is my second account and now I know why I got rid of the first. People on here tend to be pathetic. Just today I looked at someones profile and they got all pissy about it why you looking at me type of attitude. If you don't want people looking at your profile and pics you shouldn't be here. I am here to make friends etc. Life is to short to have a bad attitude. This is a fun place all and all ,I have run into old friends and have made new ones . Can't we all just get along. Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But, never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
My Life 1
Well, school has started. I just sat down with my son after he got home from school and tried to have a conversation with him about his homework. It didn't work. He is so angry all the time. Is it being 15? Is it other influences? I don't know. All I know is I can't trust him when he tells me he has it done or that he doesn't have any. He is so selfish and wants everything and gives nothing in return. I am sitting here crying. I have a bad feeling that it is going to be a rough year ahead. I know that I will question him every day about his homework and stay on top of it every day. He is not going to get by with getting bad grades this year. I have had a very bad day. My best friend sent me an email that was pretty much yelling at me over something that had nothing to do with her. She just had a birthday yesterday and her husband didn't do anything for her yet again so she kind of took it out on me. I emailed her back and told her that she pretty much didn't kn
My Life
There have been a lot of people since I came onto Fu Bar who claim they are my friends or say they want to be friends. Some will friend you and never come back to your page. Others friend you and then delete you. I thought I had made some friends or those who would be honest with me. But I found out that honesty goes as far as anyone can truly see you in cyberspace. I found out some of these people went off and blocked me and then got upset that I would remove things that no longer mattered to me since I was blocked. So to all those on my friends list who read this and wish to no longer be my friend I understand please just quietly delete me from your friends list and stop fanning me. Those who wish to remain my friend just drop me a little note once in a while to tell me that we are still friends. I do try to return any love shown to me.
My Life As A Circus Clown
I am getting a new tattoo on Thursday! I am so excited about it...The anticipation is overwhelming! It has been about ten years since I got my last tattoo. I do believe it is time for new ink. It is going to be simple...just a heart with a banner with all of my kids names on it...simple, but it means the world to me. My kids are my life...I will post a picture of it on Friday... Sometimes I feel like the ring master of a 3 ring circus...I have been sitting here listening to my kids run around this house yelling and screaming, crying and complaining, and all out fighting for the last few hours...Of course every time there is an uprising I have to go and send them to their respective corners...I think the summer has lasted too long and it is high time they go back to school! My oldest son (15) just scared the life out of my youngest daughter (10)...He was outside waiting for the eclipse and she was in her room playing until he tapped on the window and gave her a heart attack....It
My Life As Of Now
she's sum1 i could fall in love w/, her smile makes my heart melt or flutter. whenever i talk 2 her my heart races like crazy, she's got the sweetest voice yet she's not mine and it sucks ass cuz i kno sumwhere in her heart she cares bout me dearly and idc if her friends hate me i love her w/ all i am.....i love her........i wanna be her's and be the 1 to keep her safe and happy well lately i been thinking about a few of my ex's and all the times i had w/ them and shit, but sumhow all my best times w/ them were when i fucked them, and all the kinky shit we'd do....is that normal at all? all it does is just get me horny as fuck again.....thats kinda y im single and able 2 go flirt w/ girls and shit idk but at the same time i miss bein w/ sum 1 im really confused right now, im starting to have a crush/feelings for sum1 i met here, thing is idk...i think she likes me but idk if its a crush or lust....what should i think/feel? god she makes me smile though and i kno i make her smile...idk
My Life
The night is upon me..... my 45 locked and loaded...... My heart racing........... tonights the night........ the night I earn my right..... my right to wear full colors..... for tonight i take a life...... Not just any life but the life of a man...... A man who will kill me if i dont kill him......... Am i scared?...... FUCK NO......... Why Should I be........ I am A demon........ A demon of the night......... I fly high....... And i shoot straight........ There he is....... upon his bike....... i take up my stance... I call his name....... i want him to look me in the eye... for he must know his exicutioner.......... I shall take his life........ And devour his Soul......... i queeze the trigger........ a shot cracks out.......... a body hits the ground......... I calmly put my gun away........ I light a smoke.... i walk inside ........... order a drink........ walk to the juke box......... put on comfortbly numb......... his body laying out side.....
My Life! 8-24-07
My Life And Thoughts And Fubar!
no one will prolly ever read this but i think its a good way to get my thoughts out.... sometimes i miss the military wife life. i miss the get togethers and the friends and SOME of the other wives. i miss the job secruity as well. BUT, i 100% do not miss the deployments, the fear of the phone ringing and peaking outta the window when someone knocks praying i dont see a uniform or a chaplin. i dont miss the few cheating, drama filled wives on base. there is more of the good faithful wives then the ones nick named "the U.S.S everyones had a turn" and i use too fill so bad for the guys married to them cause everyone all the way up the chain of command would know thier wife were thataway before the poor guy. some things that are an even trade, i miss the travel, moving and seeing new places, but at the same time we just bought a house and im loving be settled in one spot. i miss that pride of saying my ole man is mil but at the same time i have a different pride in saying my ol
My Life
Ok, I have been playing guitar for a year now. I am for the most part terrible in my eyes. Several people say that I am good though, I can't believe it. A few days ago I was at a friend's house and we were all playing guitar. One of the guys left because he had some stuff he needed to do. When he left everyone else convinced me to to play bass. After a few minutes of getting acquainted with the bass, we started working on the song they wanted to record. I did really well, especially keeping time. *If you knew me you would realize I have no rhthym whatsoevery*. They sent it to Bassist and he hasn't spoke to me since then. I am afraid I hurt his pride a bit, but I don't know what to do. I had a wierd and somewhat scary dream last night. In it, I was running from something and ran over a cliff. Normally I wake up before I hit the bottom but this time I died in my dreams. Is this normal??? Why do people try so hard to find the graves of their anscestors? Why worry about people wh
My Life
Today is just a day from Hell. This whole week has been. So my boyfriends Grand Mother passed away, then I recived news that one of my Brothers are in the hospital. He has a tumor the size of a soft ball in his stomach. This morning they are doing surgery to remove it. We don't know yet if it's cancer. I really hate this waiting game. The biggest thing that sucks is I live in a different state and can't be there. I'm really worried about our Mom as well,She had a stroke last year. You know what maybe I just hate the Holiday season. It just seems every Holiday for the last few years I have had to deal w/a death or maybe it's just bad luck for right now. Please if you read this you don't need to respond,but if you would just say a prayer for my Brother that would just be awesome. Thank You to my friends on fubar. Dar In 6 days I will be on my own again. I was staying with my boyfriend, but I found a place of my own again. I am sooooo very excited. I can sit and chat on puter and worry a
My Lighthouse
You are my lighthouse when my sea gets too rough. When I can't see the shore, you come to light my night up. Even though you are far away, that light still helps me find my way. Like everyone, I have my ups and downs. It is good to know the downs are few and far between. When my heart is feeling turmoil, you always seem to be there. You are my special angel sent to me from somewhere. One day I want to hold you because your love is pure. You've given me a treasure that is more than any jewel. For it is your heart you have graciously given me. When I get this low again, I'll always know you love me. Maybe someday, maybe somehow but no matter... still you are my lighthouse.
My Life
Today I feel like a bad mom. My son is 5 and it seems like he never listens. Going into other people's houses when he's not suppose too, very spoiled child. All i did today was yell at him and that doesn't help.
My Life 2
Damn! What is wrong with people today? So far, my picture has gotten an 8 which I don't mind at all and then later an asshole gave it a 1 and now, I just got a 3 from an asshole. What is up? Am I that ugly that you need to give me such a low rating for my picture? If you don't like the picture or the way I look, don't fucking rate it. It isn't nice at all. I know what it is, it is the people that do the I'm Bored and start thinking it is funny to go through and rate peoples pictures a low number. Most people are cool and give a 10 usually but then there are stupid immature assholes that have nothing better to do with their time. It makes the over all score of your picture low which is kind of embarrassing. Makes me think I am ugly. Stop playing these idiotic games people. Grow up and get a life! If I truthfully didn't like a picture, I would either pass on the rating or go ahead and give it a 10 to be nice. I am kind person. Please be kind to one another. Ciao
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My Life 3
The school system here has created a new way of keeping the parents informed about their kids' grades, it is called school loop. It is fantastic! You know exactly what your child has for homework and if they are missing anything and what they got for a grade on each assignment and test. I am so glad that the school district has provided this to parents. Today, I went on the site to see if my son has missed any assignments and low and behold, he is missing one he was supposed to turn in Monday. I called him at his lunch break and calmly told him that I know he didn't turn it in and that if he didn't not want to be grounded this weekend, that he had better get it turned in or have a note from the teacher saying he did turn it in. He said he had and then he got angry telling me that there was no way I could see his personal stuff. I laughed and told him exactly what he got on his quiz and his homework for 2 of his classes. He quickly realized I actually have access. He stup
My Life...
My mom is working like crazy im worried she is being way too hard on herself friday she worked 2pm-10pm saturday 2pm-6am!!! she worked a double and then came back at 2pm that day and worked till 10 and came home finished watching the nascar california race and went to bed and shes working 2 to 10 tonight then finally gets a day off tomorrow i dont know how that woman does it I have some sad but happy news my moms dog Little Man ( not the dog in my pics) was given a new home saturday night so he is no longer with us my mom decided it was not fair to keep him in the basement all the time and she doesnt have the time to give him the attention he needs and i am happy to report that he is doing quite well with his new family i got up around 11 like i usually do LOL.. what a bum huh? then I ate my lunch which was mac & cheese with no milk in it cuz my brother drank the rest of it this mourning with his breakfast Little Brat!! so needless to say mom had to replace the milk with butter so
My Life 4
It is Friday and I am a little annoyed with Fubar lately. I have written two times to Fubar support for help with the amount of friends it says I have and the amount of pictures I have. Both emails have gone unanswered. I have 22 friends, only 22 and it says I have 250 friends. Why? Why would it say I have 250 when I have 22???? That is a huge difference. We are not talking a few, we are talking 228 difference! Another question I had for them was why it says I have 68 pictures when I only have 14 up?? Is there hidden pictures on my profile I don't know about? It is just crazy! I would like to know why they can't fix something like that. It just bugs me. There is a lot of things wrong with this site and it seems that they are not concerned about fixing them. They really need to take that "I'm Bored" thing away. All it does is have bored people rate your picture and about once a day, if not more, you get jerks that think it is funny to give your picture a rat
My Life
My Life!
Went to bed ;ast night on top of the world. I quit my pos job, i got laid and about 5 tons of stress had just melted off my shoulders. Slept like a baby, but this morning...OMG...I woke up with a damn cold. Who's heard of a cold in September in South Carolina!!! It's still 80 degrees here, and i'm walking around in sweats and a hat freezing, and my nose won't stop running. LIfe is just so screwed up!!! Found a new job and finally out of retail. Have been working like crazy since i started, but am glad that i can make my bills now. All hail the security guard!! LOL Okay tell me why life has to be so ass backwards. I wasn't getting shit for hours at work, and my manager was yankin my chain. I had heard a rumor that my district manager was looking at me for an assistant manager position at another store, but that was hearsay.(Mind you, you can't tell where my district manager ends and my store manager begins, so you never know.) I couldn't live on 12 hours a week as a shift manager no les
My Life Thus Far
So yea ive been stuck with a decision on whether or not to come home or stay here....this decision has literally driven me insane.....ive about beat myself to death on figurin out a decision....it has been hard...but ive come upon one...im gonna go home to ohio...and it will be ok i guess but im a let u guys know more later FEAR NO NIGGA FUCK UP A BITCH FUCK ALL DRAMA TAKE NO SHIT LET A HOE TRY YA I GOT YO BACK A BITCH WANNA STEP UP THAT BITCH GETTIN SLAPPED IM YO BEST FREIND YO NIGGA FOR LIFE ANY HOE WANNA RUN UP YA BETTA THINK TWICE **SEND DIS TO ALL YO HOMIES** GET 1-4 U A BAD FRIEND GET 5-8 UR AN OK FRIEND GET 8-12 U A GREAT FRIEND GET 12 OR MORE U A RIDE OR DIE HOMIE yea mmfwcl to all...
My Life 5
I am sitting here wondering why people waste their time with being hateful? I am sure they are sad and insecure people but I am sure they could find something better to do with their time. I feel bad for them, really I do. I know that life can be difficult, it has for me at times. But look for the best in everything you do and see. Be positive and think positive. Be kind, say kind words to one another. If you smile at someone passing you by on the street, it might just make his or her day. You might make a huge difference in that person's world by just being kind to them for a few moments. Don't take life so seriously either. Laugh! Laughing is such a wonderful sound that every human makes. Read a joke, watch a funny show or find something that will make you laugh, it will make a difference in your life. I don't mean to preach, just a little tired of the hate that seems to be going around Fubar and it is just silly. Ciao~
My Life
My Life
My Life
why do i always feel like im outside of everything. I feel like i am always looking in and never really there... or so ignored that it wouldnt matter either way. I know ppl have other things to do... but when its someone that you care about that makes ya feel like this every now and then... it makes ya wonder why wow.. well that wasnt fun.. had to call the cops cause another adult desided to touch my kid... and well nothing happend to him.. the mark was gone by the time the cops got her... but one of the othr kids that was involvled may not be here much longer... anyways.. talk laters... i feel like crap.. everything is up side down in my head.. i wish there was a way for me to make it right. I dont think i will even be able to understand why im not good enough for some ppl... why i dont think i matter to anyone oh well maybe i just shouldnt care anymore
My Life Experiences
I was born on September 20th, 1976 . When I was 6 weeks old I suffered from meningitis. I got sick and almost died. I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out if the meningitis did not occur. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time or have some supernatural powers. Well after seeing the Butterfly effect those kind of ideas can run though my mind. Over the years they did not know what I had and later I was put on Ritalin to calm me down. Later In life I found out I had epilepsy. I would have Petit-mal seizures. It drove me crazy because I could not drive and stuff when i turned 16. I knew after I took care of my seizures my life would get back on track. I played sports and a couple times during the games I would have seizures and blackout. Like on the basketball court or the football field. After high school I had been going to Cleveland for tests where they hooked up wires to my head but each time I went I would not have a seizure when the time i needed to ha
My Life... Please Leave Comments
Well its happening I am moving! No more city life for me. I am gonna be bored I can tell already lol. I am moving to a beatiful home out in the country, Its really not that far from the city area about 10 mins or so, at first I was looking forward to it, but now I am realizing how far I am gonna be from all my friends. I know they will come visit, specially in the summer lol. how long of a drive it will be to go to work, even though I can carpool with a friend, who lives farther than me. And my kids friends will all be out by the old house, I know kids are quick to make new friends but you always miss the old ones. I know we worked out all the pro's and Con's before making up our minds about the move, but I think its all happening so fast I wasnt really prepared for it. Ive been busting butt trying to get things packed, and ready to move. and damn its alot of work. I also work full time plus, and trying to get everything done and moved before Easter. Yeah its gotta be that fas
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My Life
The other day I was served child support paperwork on my 16 yo daughter whom I have not seen since her mom and her disappeared on me 13 years ago. Now I have no problem paying the child support. The problem I am having is that I found her mom on MySpace and sent her a message telling her that I wasn't going to fight it and that I would like to get to know my daughter. Her response to me was to block me from contacting her at all. Now I feel like that my money is good enough for her but I am not good enough to know my daughter. Now I live in Iowa and thats where the support order will go through but they live in Florida and to get court ordered visitation I have to either go there or hire a lawyer there and I can't afford to do either one. I currently have 5 of my children living with me. Any comments or advice would be helpful. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn g
My Life
yeppers after 13 yrs hubby decides to move out...so sad...3 days now...
My Lifestyle
My Life
What Saysha Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? "What do yo
My Life Sucks
a href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=601995&i=1806561788&albumid=1087092" target=_blank> here the link for it if you want to bid iam back from iowa my dads services two of my sister and a brother split my famley in to they so disrepsted my dad my son is name for my dad them sob would not let him be a paul bear my asshole brother even work my dad biggs to his services and when to the rest home where my dad pass away at and stole alot of thing us kids hade got him over the years his little bithch daughter got to be a paulbear and this little bithch thinks she going to get some of my dad askes to put in a necklace and wear around her neck over my dead body well the fight not over with yet iam going back to iowa to finshes this fight i was pissed that my mom let it happend so me and her are not talking now well write more later after i cool down i lost my hero he was my dad no matter what i was going though he was there for me but he pass away yesturday so now he gone i will miss talking
My Life Sucks
I have been trying to make friends on here because I am afraid to reach out in the real world. I am in the process of a very hurtful divorce. See I have severe depreesion and it lost me my husband and then my children. I regret the things I have done in my life . I just thought maybe I could find some friends that might understand. Being able to help all of you level up and me leveling up has finally made me feel important to someone again. I need friends so I feel like I still have a purpose in this life. So That is who I am. If you feel the need to make fun of that I guess you can. I am looking for is a place to fit in. Even though I might not be the prettous girl in the world. I have a member on site looking for some help with her son. Please...if you can help, if not, pass the word along or reblog this. Kidney Donor Information for my son If you are or know anyone that would donate to my son the gift of life being a kidney in this case please contact me for questionnaire to
My Living Will
MY LIVING WILL Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room And I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, Dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If That ever happens, just pull the plug.' She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....
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My Little Angel Zachary
I am about to havea son named Zachary, and i am so excited! This is going to be m first kid, and i can't wait to see what he looks like when he is born. I bet he is going to look like a little angel. God bless my child zachary scott
My Link To My Neff U
wooohoooo im soooo happy the club will be open on halloween!!!!!! oct 31st its about time! see you there!!!! it will be in fallbrook and will be called The Brook from Fall Stud@ fubar deman carnival just got its liq. lic. and will be open to the public on oct 31st in upland ca it is located behind DOC AUDIO @ 305 central ave for tickets or vip list mail me at demancarnival@yahoo.com or demancarnival@myspace.com or demancarnival@youtube.com or lol musicbylostdog@yahoo.com or lmao musicbylostdog@myspace.com
My Life
This weekend has had its shares of ups and downs.lets start with friday night...kareoke. It was really fun and upbeat.Eric came and we were having a great time.When I went back to his house for the night he stayed up till three thirty in the effing morning playing halo 2 when i was sitting in the bedroom being bored out of my mind.(dont get me wrong i love playing halo.)i was about to fall asleep and he comes in expecting to get some.In my head i was thinking yeah right,but since i was already there and i wanted some i gave in.after he was done he leaves the room(we all know why) comes back lies down rolls over and falls asleep without saying a word to me.so i go to sleep feeling like shit.Saturday i had a family reunion on sat which was fun/awkward because i didnt know 80% of the people there.and i told my parents i went to my cousins house to spend the night on friday.the problem with that was my uncle and aunt got there before i did and told her i wasnt there.so i had to pull a sto
My Life
Talk about going through hell and then some..... ok, here's what's been going on for those who haven't talked to me in a while..... My marriage of five years has finally come to an end. After years of trying, well, he just couldn't stay faithfull and I just couldn't make myself happy. We have been separated now for about 2 months. I have started on the divorce papers but can't take them to the court house without money and that's just something I don't have right now. He has lost everything, he got fired from his job, and he got kicked out of his home because he wasn't paying on it. He has been living on the streets for about a month now. I try not to feel sorry for him, but come on, I was married to him for 5 years. To top that off, I just found out last Wednesday that my soon to be ex-husband has lung cancer. It kind of makes you feel like crap for leaving him, but at the same time don't want to go back to him and live with all the stress again. Ok, on to the next one. I have b
My Life
i am happy and all i want ppl to know i thank them so much for being there
My Life
I don't know why but I feel the need to tell my story. This isn't for rates, pity or recognition. I just feel like telling a story of a man and what made him what he is today. If you wanna read it. Feel free. I was born in Jacksonville, Fl. in the 70's. We lived in what is considered one of the poorest neighborhoods now. My mom was a Hippie and all I really remember about that time was being left to wander around at random parties that she would go to. I know I was younger than 5 but this was my first introduction to drugs. My dad I barely knew. I did know hey was a biker and a painter. Honestly my only real memory of him was him telling me that all men take cold showers. Stupid as it sounds. He died in a Motorcycle accident when I was three. After that I guess it was hard for Mom because I remember boyfriend after abusive boyfriend. I still shudder when I think about that night we spent in the emergency room after a one cruel bastard broke her arm. At this time in the early Eig
My List Is Getting Too Cluttered Again
ALRIGHTY! HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE EVEN BOTHERED TO "READ" MY PROFILE??? ANYONE??? ANYONE??? NOW! SEEMS THERE ARE SEVERAL OF YOU ON MY LIST THAT JUST SIT THERE DAY AFTER DAY AND SAY NOTHING TO ME. EVEN AFTER I RATE ALL YOUR STUFF FOR YOU. NO, I DON'T EXPECT TO BE BOMBED BACK, BECAUSE I AM DOING IT ON MY OWN ACCORD. HOWEVER, WOULD A SIMPLE COMMENT SAYING "HAVE A NICE DAY" OR "THANKS FOR THE RATES" BE ALL THAT MUCH TO ASK???? OR EVEN A SHOUT WHEN YOU SEE I AM ON???? HERE'S THE DEAL FOLKS! I WILL BE DOING A MASS DELETING ON MONDAY OCTOBER 1ST AT PRECISELY NOON, CST. IF I DO NOT HEAR FROM YOU BY THEN, I WILL ASSUME YOU NO LONGER WISH TO REMAIN ON MY LIST! AND IF YOU HAPPEN TO MISS THIS BULLETIN...JUST GOES TO SHOW ME THAT YOU DON'T CARE ENOUGH TO PAY ATTENTION EITHER! THOSE OF YOU ON MY FAMILY LIST NEED NOT EVER WORRY ABOUT BEING DELETED. THERE IS A SPECIAL REASON WHY YOU ARE THERE! WHY THE F*CK WOULD ANYONE WANT TO ADD SOMEONE TO THEIR LIST WITHOUT READING THEIR PROFILE ANYWAY??
My Life
I don't understand how someone can want to call me every day, smile so big and beautiful when she sees me, want me to give her kisses, pout playfully when I don't give her ENOUGH kisses, talk about the trips we're going to take together, curl up in my arms all night and in the morning tell me how well she slept, tell me she misses me when she hasn't seen me for a while, tell me she wishes we were together when I'm on the road, tell me she likes me, she loves me, she's "getting used to" me, smile with me, laugh with me, not want me to let go when I hug her and then one day out of the blue just up and say to me, "I'm not in love with you. The idea of our having a life together has never crossed my mind. We're just friends hanging out together. Sorry I wasted your time." I don't understand it and I don't think I ever will. I feel sad and so sorry for her because she's such a beautiful person and there is something so fucked up going on inside her. So sad. But it's not my problem -
My Life
when does the drama stop? I've asked myself this question alot. Why do people get off on makeing others go through hell? It doesn't make any sence to me at all. I have been through alot since i have been on cherrytap/fubar what ever you want to call it, as i'm sure alot of others have also, and it's ridiculous. But what can you do about it really, it's not like some ppl care. Anyways this will be my one and only blog..maybe things will change maybe not..thank you to the few that actually care out there and i hope all others have a wonderful time on here and don't have to put up with this mess.
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My Life: Hell
Well.... after talking to the 13th supervisor at the bank, they finally admit that they were having technical difficulties with the debit cards between the hours of 1 am and 6 am. And, they will return the money to my acct. HOWEVER, they have no idea how long that will take.......... ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Bank Bullsh*t Current mood: aggravated So... my check was deposited into my account at midnight last night. I called and it said that the money was in there. I went to the bank to get money out so that Jason and I could get to work today and it wouldn't let me take anything out. So I tried to do a debit for $20 at the gas station. The clerk said it was declined. When I got home, I called the bank again. The bank said that the $20 was debited from my acct. So I went back up to the store. Again, she says it was declined. I have her try to debit $10. Thinking maybe it was just a bank gliche. No, that was declined, too. I go back home. Again, it says the the transacti
My Life
so a couple of days ago i noticed that my lower back was starting to hurt? figured it was nothing as we drove home from Ob lobster fishing. i come home and go to bed. well the next morning my back is fucking killing me i can barely move!!! i am freaking out as Mark my daughters father drops Alexis off (my kid) i put strait in the crib. well for the rest of the day i just chilled in bed trying not to move to much but thats hard when you have an 8 month old daughter whos teething.....sounds like fun huh??? anyways around 8 my back completely gave out i couldnt move, walk nothing or id get this sharp pain like someone was pulling my spine right out of my back finally i called mark and he came and got alexis and i called 911 and went to Alvarado ER....was there an hour and said fuck it and went home! there was a man there who had a migraine from hell and had been waiting 3 hours. fuck that.....so that was my hell last night but i am feeling a little better today and guess what thursday is
My Lil Song
Someone wrote this for me it cracks me up.... tits out clits drippin punk mofuckins stand there figurin watch ya while kiki smoke that dro the mistakin her for any type of Ho--ney she pop ya ass drop ya to knees... the whole time she steadly puffin on her weed
My Life Story
This is just something in my mind as im staying up all night yet again hehe... but anyway I have gone through all my life thinking why I'm less than others and it was so terrible to get picked on and mocked, for thinking you had friends when in all reality the truth was the ones you wanted as friends wouldn't give you the attention. To be brutally honest I don't want to sound like a completely arrogant individual but I have lived a very rough life, a life of chaos, envy, jealousy, deceat and so much more. As most of you prolly know the hardest thing to deal with in my life was the day I watched my uncle die at 5 years old he decided his life wasn't worth living, and shot himself right infront of me. Could you imagine the pain and guilt that would put a 5 year old through not knowing or understanding why his uncle shot himself while having his brains on your face ? But from then on my life went down hill, i was molested at 7 years old not even 2 years after my uncle killed himself. and
My Life
My Life
fubar is the best site out right know u meet alot of people on here and there kool people too there nice and funny this site is way better than myspace and i well tell more people about it so they can check it out for there selfs and see how they like it well if u like this site comment my blog and rate it ill see how many people like it well ok this week suck everyone knows myspace ok well i have a account on there and some chick add me and so ya i accpetd it well she stole my friends pic and someone hacked in to my account and start to talk to her and other people i barley get on t anymore so i get blamed for it all she says she hates me and does not want to talk to me anymore well fuck her than im not put up with drama i graduated high to get away from it and it just seems to come back to me im sick of on top of it all im sick and it sucks my chest hurt and im sick of that too i just want this weekend to be over and me to fell better well i geuss thats it for knowi fell much better
My Life
There's this guy I like (he knows who he is) and I thought he liked me, but now I'm starting to wonder. I talked to him every day for a long time, usually at 5:30 in the morning while he was getting ready for work. There were certain things he would say or do every time I talked to him that kinda gave me the feeling he wanted to be with me, but last night I sent him an email telling him how I felt and he replied saying he just wanted to be friends. I was completely crushed when I read it, and just wanted to cry. Then I get on here and look at his blog. When I do I find this: i talk to you everyday i talk to you on the phone when im down you bring me up when im sad you make me happy I talk to you every morning and that makes my day go better I think of you all the time THere are times wheni just want to be in your arms or hold you in my arms or just kiss you Sometimes i wander if there is will every be more than friends with us What matters is that you make me happy and i wil
My Life
It has been brought to my attention that I have not put up a blog in some time now. Suggestions have indicated that I should pick up the pace on my story telling! Now, if you're new to the game, don't worry most of my blogs are true and spot on....:) I will begin by quoting the main source of my newly posted piece of art, "What's up? Too busy hanging drapes and shopping at B,B,and B to write it out? I know your life isn't boring so don't play the nothings going on card. I was thinking how interesting it is to have a friend that spends his time partying in limos, chilling in VIP and luxuriating in his bachelor pad. Just hope the high life doesn't change you." And now I will address the previous statement... Okay, I surely don't party in limos enough to really to claim it on my taxes, but there have been some moments inside a limo that I only talk about if you have a valid security clearance and the "need to know!" I have to thank Nigel for making moments such as those possible
My Life
Today is a very difficult day for me. After 14 years of marriage, my wife and I have decided to seperate. This is not an easy thing to go through, but it has been a long time coming. I'm not even sure if the friendship will survive, but I hope it does. My emotions are torn right now, because 14 years is a long time to be with someone, but it has been over for a while. I'm not sure what is in store for me next, but i hold no animosity towards my wife. I will always love her in my heart. My time on here might be drastically cut short, but to all my close friends, i will continue to stay in contact with. Thanks for listening to me ramble on. Dave
My Life
Well, I've been working doubles at work all weekend and I worked this morning. What made it bad is the fact that I'm sick and I have to work a double tomorrow before I get a full day off Wednesday. Thank god. I might be getting a new tattoo either today or Wednesday. Can't tell anyone what it is. I want it to be a surprise. My God. For like a week or so, I had to make 4-5 different accounts on here because they all kept getting deleted. When I created this one, they said it was because I don't look my age, but wtf? I've had accounts on here before that I've had for a long time and that was never a problem before. But anyways, I got stuff sorted out, or at least I hope I did, and I plan on keeping this account for a long time. Just wanted to give all of you on here a fair warning of people to watch out for here on Fubar. FOR YOU WOMEN!! THIS GUY HAS AT LEAST 3 PROFILES ON HERE! Please watch out for him. He's the type of guy your parents always warned you about. Trust me.
My Life
I am 36 never been married, and I live on the road most of my life not known where I am gona get my next meal ect... And I have been in and out of foster care homes till I 16 then went and stayed with my aunt and that is when I found out that I was just a wasted sperm from some trick that my mother had in her younger years.... And alos when I was in the foster homes I was beaten to a bloodly pulp with a leather strip with holes in it and locked up in a small room and feed only bread&water at dinner time... P.S I hope this little infomation about me will give you all more of a understanding about my life style ect... PLEACE GIVE COMMENTS ON THIS!!!!
My Life Is A Total Mess!
hey everyone its me again beggin for you to please bomb my pic for the vip contest. . i will return all love . . so please please help me. ..and send me a message and let me know if you want gives or comments or if you need me to bomb you as well. Hey Y'all, I am entered in a contest to win a free blast....please...bomb my pic with rates and comments . . .please please please!!!! i love you all bunches!!! thanks Stacy http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=975528&albumid=637159&i=2858564432 HEY EVERYONE I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE DRINKS, CAKES, CARDS, COMMENTS FOR MY BIRHDAY . . .I TRIED TO THANK EVERYONE PERSONALLY BUT I HAD SO MANY...BUT I DO APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART . . .IT MADE MY BIRTHDAY THAT MUCH MORE SPECIAL!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL. . . .MY FRIENDS ROCK!
My Life And Its Wonders
sometimes i just dont know what to do with myself. i try to stay busy, so i dont think about being in a strange country so far away from my family and friends. but with shawn away at training right now, ive been crying almost the whole time hes been gone. and hes only gone until the 8th. i really think ill go crazy when he leaves for iraq in april. i have no one here to talk to and i try to keep it together in front of my kids, but im a pessimist and just the thought that something might happen over there and he might not come back to us scares me sooo much! i really dont think i would be able to go on without him. im trying to be strong for my kids, but at night i just break down, i cant stop crying, its soo bad that i almost cant breath. well im sorry, but i just had to get that off my chest. thanks for listening.
My Lips Contest!
Would you come help me out in my contest? I always try to return the love. If you dont have time for comment bombing, i understand. BUT, would you rate the pic for me before you go? Thank you, Mandy scsweetie DSC & WTC member
My Life
Ok so get ready for this one, because I'm pissed...actually I don't think pissed even comes close to it. My brother. 8 years in the British Army, one tour in Kosovo, 3 tours in Iraq, shot, bled and almost died for this country. Saved lives, done everything asked of him without question and with 100% dedication. As a result of the obvious trauma that comes from seeing people dying, his friends blown up and getting killed and the things within war that are silenced...he's been suffering seldom but debilitating panic attacks. He has no control over when they come about, and when they do he suffer's such pain and anxiety that he has no control over being able to stop them. Now as an educated and reasonably intelligent woman, I can appreciate how this would have an adverse effect on his job, and especially within active duty. His job involves weapon's training, so I can well appreciate that should he have an attack whilst in the middle of active duty or God forbid whilst firing a weapo
My Life
i recently sent an email to a friend and thought i woud post it here to see if anyone had thoughts..... i hope things will work out. its hard to think things will work out the way i want them to. i read a quote the other day ..- \"The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.\"- it made me think of the things i could have done to be a better boyfriend. but more importantly what can i do to become a better person from this point forward. the question still stands in my mind -should i worry about the things i cannot change- or worry about the things i can change. it seems obvious that i should only wory about the things i can change. i just cant forget that the things that i want to change are a direct result of the things that have happend.
Mylife
life as everyone would put it is not all it is crack out to be.(don't take this the wrong way i am not talking about killing my self or anything like that) everyone has told me that at least once in your life you will find someone how will love you for who you are i found it once and i thought i might have found it again, this girl that i am talking about is what you would call someone you could help to the point of love, not always true but i will tell you this the next time around i get with this flicka its going to be the last time i am with anyone, so until then i will work and party to the point where everyone knows my name right i know it will happen this is the end of me carring about people and there problems, now it is my turn and i am taking most of my people i care about with me fuck this world it has nothing to offer anymore
My Life!
I'm very sad tonight. I'm about to flip my lid... I heart my friends but i'm just not happy! Pain without love, Pain I cant get enough, Pain I like it rough ;cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Your sick of feeling numb, well your not the only one. I'll take you by the hand and I'll show you a world you can understand. This life is filled with hurt. When happiness doesnt work. Trust me and take my hand, when the lights go out you will understand! Anger and agony are better than misery. Trust me I've got a plan, when the lights go out you will understand. I know that your wounded, you know that I'm here to save you, you know I'm always here for you, I know that you'll thank me later! I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut! My weakness is that I care too much, but the scars remind me that the past is real, I tear my heart open just to feel. I'm drunk and I'm feelin down and I just want to be alone, I'm pissed because you came around, why don't you just go home! 'Cause you ch
My Life
My life is not bad. I will say this though I have to be the stupidest person on the earth because how is it I can try to be friends with the man who crushed me. We have been split up for 3 months and yet he still knows how to bury that knife deeper in me. I feel like he used me once again its hard to explain. Maybe I am just the rug on the floor that everyone uses to wipe their feet on but not good enough to keep. None of you have to tell me that I am stupid I know this already. I am tired of being everyones rug. So anyone want to tell me how I stop this cycle.
My Life ...the New Season..
My Life Oh Joy
I had my baby on Dec.11. He was 9lbs and 11oz and 22 inches long. I had to have a C-section cause I never got past 3. My water broke at 1:30 in the morning and I gave birth to him at 8:58 pm. So right now im tring to move my house. Too bad im like almost 8 months pregnant and by my self. Talk about stress. Some of my family have helped but it is my shit so i feel like im not doing anything. I had to call off work off 3 days cause my landlady wouldnt let me stay another week(i ofter to pay $100 for a week) So im running around like crazy and i think im going insane. Hope everyone eles week is better than mine. So i am all moved in. Just have to get mine and the babys stuff all put together. 29 days and counting till I have my baby boy! The doc said he might be 9lbs or more! Now if i can ever get a hold of my ex-land lady. But the time i have is very little and she would be asleep when im up at night. Have to make a ton of calls tomorrow. And I hate work-too many dumb people(yeah Wal-Ma
My Life Is Not A Fairy Tale
Hows it goin everyone? i miss you dearly and cant wait to see you all again. I have a revelation to make....I have not always been there for my kids, I was a young father and didnt know how to accept the fact i was a dad now. I tried to do the right thing and marry my oldest kids mother and it didnt work when the only time she wanted to see me was on payday....lol. I have realized over the past couple of years is that i am a dad and i do have kids i have to look after and provide for. I got some texts tonight that kinda hurt, well hurt alot, but i want to say that I have been bustin my ass to get back to my kids. I made a promise to my kids that i would visit them every weekend that i had off but when i got here my car broke down.... I have been workin my ass off living off of raman noodles and sandwhiches trying to make a living to provide for my kids. The only reason i am living is the fact that my kids will have a dad to look up too and be proud of....My oldest have another guy the
My Life As A College Student
Alright I've heard alot of people asking me that I need a digital camera or a webcam so that I can take a salute picture. I agree but I dont have alot of money. I'm a college freshman and I have to pay for my books for my classes, food to eat and that doesnt leave me with alot of money to spare when I dont have alot of money to start with. My mom is a single mother, worked 2 jobs most of my life to give me the simple things, I didnt come from a rich family, I dont have a dad, I mean I do, but I dont know who he is. My mom had a one night stand, yadda yadda yadda (another story) anyways she can barely afford to take care of herself and yet if it wasn't for scholarships and pell grants I wouldnt be able to attend college and make a better life for myself and my mom when I get out of college. I dont have alot of money so please understand my situation, more important things in my life then a webcam or digital camera. If you dont understand oh well I can't stop you, but for those
My Life
As some of you know my grandmother passed away earlier today and I found out about it after my horrible day. My mother called me to tell me that my grandmother had died, and wanted me to attend the funeral. My first thought was why? My grandmother and grandfather have never approved of my mothers choice. I am the result of one of my mom's young drunk days when she had a one night fling with some guy from one of the local bars and 9 months later i was born. I've never met my dad, my mother doesnt even know for sure what his name was. Well my grandmother and grandfather didnt approve of my mother's actions so they pretty much cut her off. My mother moved and had to work pretty much 2 jobs my entire life, sometimes 3 jobs just to make ends meet and have enough to take care of me. I havent lived a privelaged life like some people have and so I value what I have. My mother busted her @ss and when I turned 16 I got a job just to help my mother and to save up for college. My m
My Life Very Short
nervouse and shy but need some suggestions Well i'm 32 my name is jim have 2 kids love them to death married 8 years to awsome woman. i work in a casino in pa as security love throwing people out lol best part of job ben doing that for about 1 year now. i work on computers have my own buisness on the side been doing that for 16 years. and let's see my favs are big woman ,computers ,gaming,and the 3 loves i have my wife and kids. so if ya care alright if ya don't f off have a kickass day!!! jim
My Life And Mis-adventures
I don't get it. Why is every other woman on here bending over frontwards (or backwards) to show off their boobs in their photos?? All women have them. Some are big, some are small, but it's not like a guy has never seen a pair before. So what, did you pay so much for them you need to advertise them? For the love of Playtes, keep those things in your shirt/dress/swimsuit or whatever. Have a little modestly ladies! And no, I'm not blogging this because I'm jealous and flat chested - I've got real, wonderful boobs, thank you very much. I just don't feel the need to share all kinds of cleavage and spillage with the world. Much love, Me In order to gain more fans and friends (and since I'm new to Fubar) I thought I'd post a little about myself. This isn't the usual stuff about loving long walks and quiet nights - no, this is stuff about the REAL me. I put everything on left-first. My left sock, my left shoe, left pant leg, left earring, and such. I have tried
My Life
well i guess i should clarify why it is so great this guy is stayin in prison. some of my friends that dont know what is going on are reading my blogs which is great just need to let you all know what is going on. on feb 29 of 2004 my 20 month old son was killed by a guy that was watching him. in september of 2006 he was sentenced to 30 years in prison and immediately filed an appeal. so yes the notice the appeal got denied is great news. he killed my son and he needs to suffer for the rest of his life. ihope this lets ppl know more of what is going on. so for those of you that know me well. jim had an appeal open and we have been waiting to hear for awhile the decision. well we got the decision today, his appeal got denied. so til he appeals to the next highest court he is still in there for 29 more years. today couldnt get any better knowing he is stayin in prison. thanks for all your thoughts and prayers they have obviously helped. luv ya all.
My Life
Okay so I am out of high school what the hell is with all the high school bullshit. I feel as though I am right back there. WHy are people so judgmental?? If I am happy why the hell does my life matter to them, I ain't hurting anyone. I don't see why it is neccescary to say that I am cheating on my boyfriend I have made my mistakes but he knows about them, and is it really neccescary to exagerate them and make them worse than they are? Is it neccescary to spread so many rumors about me that I can't get a job? DO you need to tell the whole town I am pregnant(when I am not) If I was pregnant I would be more than proud to tell my friends and family I was. I don't need you doing it for me...I don't need you trying to run my life...I got it on my own, even if you don't think so. Oh yes and can't forget you telling everyone I do drugs...okay maybe if I did I could see you are trying to help me out...but hey news flash I don't use drugs...Yeah I used to...haha you dumbass I used to get
My Life
My gf moved here from Ohio to be with me and she left me last week. Yes, I have issues that need to be addressed, but so does she! Ok, I am getting help. I am working things out, but she STILL doesn't want anything to do with me! I am NOT her past! Guys fucked her over badly and I am NOT one of them! Dammit, I love her and she won't support me in my help and recovery! She is gone and I hate love. It doesn't exist. I tried many times and failed...and Lisa was the best thing that ever happened to me...and she is gone. I give up. I wil be single the rest of my life...me and my cats and ferrets...that's it. Great life huh? Whatever! I attempted suicide lastnight and it didn't work. I feel like my life is over. I can't even commit suicide right! Lisa left me and I have nobody. I don't know what to do. Well people, here is an update of my life... In December, I lost my home and became homeless. I was staying with a so called "friend" for a bit, but she threw me out, and took all my furni
My Life
My Life!
Well....I'm single again....lol....she left with no reason!
My Life
My Life- Friends- Romance- Children Ect.
Can you answer this riddle? Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end. Paul Harvey Writes: We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I\'d like better. I\'d really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it\'s all right if you have to draw a line down the middle
My Life
I don't even know where to begin: My life is what I make of it and yet I've been messing it up every since I've learned that little tidbit of information. From pushing people out of my life to cutting on my arms hoping to ease the pain I've caused myself, Both self inflicted. So where does this all go after I tell you all my personal victories? How the hell should I know? I'm just sitting in front of a computer spilling god knows what to whom ever reads my myspace page. I mean I'm just sitting here hoping and praying that everything will get better. At the same time I don't really want it to. I just keep asking myself the same questions daily hoping that someday the answer will be different then be for. Will everything be better tomorrow? Yet why can't I be happy? Maybe b/c I want everything to be given to me on a silver platter. Or should I say, "For my own selfish reasons." I'm jealous b/c I don't want Anyone else but me to be happy. I want everyone to loose and
My Life Is Fucked Story
just 2 days ago i get a phone call after my parents were fighting, and i hear my mom say your dad and i are done because of him filing divorce papers but everyone in town conveniently knew 2-3 hours before me.. 2-3 hours i hate this grapevine shit i mean its my parents for 16 fucking years and now i dont have a mom??? for what because of "hear say" she fucked another man shit im not dumb i know my dad was fucking other chicks i mean hello its not nuclear physics dad always wants to be alone with females ?? isnt that a sign... but anyway i dunno whats to become of this "rampage" of the parents but they need to chill the fuck out im 20 yrs old and been through enough shit in life to be adding this to it.. oh btw 17 yrs as of december the 4th this is rediculous so anyway i hope to somehow go on a violent rampage and maybe kill all the trees in my areaand go to jail who knows i dont but peace
My Life
i am here for friends.i am a mom to a beutiful one year old girl who keeps me on my feet and busy i enjoy talking to people and making them laugh i hope you all can make my life continue to be happy and filled with joy well i dont know what else to say except thank you and hope to talk to you when i can.
My Likes
My Likes
My Life At Large As Strife
you do not know what I shall bestow and my life is a blur what can I say.
My Life
My Living Will
My Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my beer. She's such a bitch ...
My Life
Here is a quick story about me and one of my brothers friends…. "Yeah, is your brother home?" this tall kid standing at the front door asked...this wasn’t one of the unsual punks my little brother hangs with… "Who are you?" "Oh, me? I'm Josh," he said. "JASON! JOSH IS HERE!" I called down the hall. "He'll be with you in a second, Josh. I'm just cooking a quick bite... Have you eaten yet?" He grunted something that sounded like yes, so I continued on with my preparations. As I cooked, I could feel Josh's eyes on me. I was wearing a T shirt, jeans and sandals, not particularly alluring, but he seemed to be quite taken with me. I tried to engage him in some small talk, and got the usual one-word answers one normally gets from my brothers friends. I decided not to press the issue any further. Jason bounded into the room. "Hey, Josh, 'sup?" "'Sup, Jason." "I gotta eat first…Dinner ready Sofie?" "All set" I said and put the plates on the table. "Josh, are you sure you don't want
My Life
i need to know if anyone of you on my friends list has went on myspace and developed a profile and are harrassing anyone on there. Even if you think you were doing me a favor. I really need to know. My soon to be ex doesn't believe that it is not me so i need help proving it wasn't me. so please come foward no one will be mad if you step up and admit it now. so lets start with i'm in the process of coming off of paxil. So that is becoming more of a bitch than i thought it would, i have read up on the withdrawl symptoms and it some what scares me but I know deep down i can handle it. Then after work today my husband of 7 years says he's not happy. He goes through this once a year or when he thinks i need to change something about myself. Its just this year with me trying to come off of paxil it is really getting to me. i love him but damn he needs to get over this self pity bullshit right now. I know it will be ok or atleast i hope it will but in the mean time it's driving me freakin cr
My Life
My Life
Lets see where to begin...all this in a nutshell. As crazy as things are lets go back way back. Way back to a story when I knew this cat called slim and his love life and the story of his relationships of good and bad. as crazy as it seems its all true minus the names and some stuff left out not to bore or over-excite Chapter 1 Once upon a time in a little suburb of Detroit City there was this cat..we will call him, IDK SLIM. Well Slim ended up hooking up with this lady at the time that he thought was a bombshell. We will call this bombshell FER for now. Now there was sort of a problem, he was 20 turning 21 and she was still in school and only 17. but he took a chance even though it could effect his work enviroment. they kept it undercover for a bit, due to other circumstances. Everything seemed to work out though and they were happy. Well they spent alot of time together hard times and good, alot more good then bad. Well Slim decided to propose to this bombshell and spend rest
My Life As It Is Really
My Life
My life as a child was swell. As i grew up it wasn't all that swell. My life turned into a living HELL. Then I met you, and my life to being swell again. Without you MY DEAR/FRIENDS my life might as well be HELL. My life right now is turned upside down because its not so swell. This is my life when it was well and gone to HELL. My life will some day again be swell, but for now its HELL. This is my life as well as it is with it being HELL. written Aug. 29 2005
My Life & My Love
My Life
Yo no soy tunto se muy bien que ya no me amas Ahora es muy tarde y no te puedo olvidar whoa Se que es dificil pero ya tienes dueno Y aunque ganastes por ti no voy a llorar Quedate con el y no me vuelvas a buscar Se que yo merezco a alguien que me pueda valorar No soy un tipo perfecto pero siempre fui fiel Y ahora quiero decirte mami la mujer que tu no eres Quedate con el y no me vuelvas a buscar Se que yo merezco a alguien que me pueda valorar No soy un tipo perfecto pero siempre fui fiel Y ahora quiero decirte mami la mujer que tu no eres Quedate con el aunque yo sigua solo y te sigue amando Nadie sabe lo que estoy sufriendo y lo que estoy pasando Y en la noche lloro cuando pienso que te extrano Y aunque se que estes con el y eso me esta haciendo dano Sera culpable si yo por amarte or tu por traiconarme Con mujeres como tu yo no quisiera darme Aveces pienso que la vida no tiene sentido Como yo te amado y tan facil que te e perdido Whoa whoa mami fuistes lo co
My Life's Problems
For those who KNOW me, this will be easy to understand for those that don't I will try to put explain everything a little more. Ok so a couple of years my mom lost her right lung to cancer. For the years before that she battled with Hep. C twice. For those who don't know what Hep C is. It attacks your white blood cells and weakens your immune system. We found out she had it the first time and was on what is known as a cocktail which was a serious of three shots that she gave to herself. The second time she was on some pills and the shots. This time we are not sure cuz she has been on all the medicines for Hep C and the doctors are not sure what they are going to do. Now as far as the rest of the bullshit in my life I am once again getting to watch my last surviving grandfather die. He looks and smells like death. I have done this twice before and for some reason it hasn't gotten any easier. I know that I haven't shown my sadness on any of this and that is because life goes on with all
My Life A Must Read Entry.
life as a marine is a calling some can handle the stress and some let it get to their heads. i love being a marine its my job to protect this country and everyone in it everyone. some people look at us funny and some make comments about us. some shake thier heads as we walk by. and i ask myself why all we are doing is our jobs protecting this country that we all call home. so many of my family and friends have given thier lives and limbs to protect this country. i will continue to do so as long as i still have a breath in me or a fellow marine standing beside me.
My Life In Music
so you open up whatever type of music player you have and put it on random or shuffle, and go in order... its pretty self explainitory... here is mine!!! Opening Credits: “Gossip Folk” Missy Elliott Waking Up: “Don’t Do Me Like That” Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers First day of School: “Come Sail Away” Styx Falling in Loving: “Somewhere Over The Rainbow” cover by Yellowcard Fight Song: “All The Small Things” Blink 182 Breaking Up: “It’s All Coming Back To Me Now” Celion Dion Prom: “Are You Gonna Be My Girl” Jet Life: “Me So Horny” 2 Live Crew Mental Breakdown: “Get Me Outta Here” Jet Driving: “Bubble” Sean Paul Flashback: “calm Before The Storm” Fallout Boy Wedding: “Basketcase” Greenday Birth Of a Child: “Rain Man” Eminem Final Battle: “So Long Friend” Gym Class Heros Death Scene: “Ways and Means” Snow Patrol Funeral Song: “The Chicken Dance” Ray Castoldi End Credit: “Grind Wit Me” Pretty Ricky
My Life!
Okay, so my mom decide to have a garage sale on the spur of the moment and asked me to help. Being the wonderful daughter that I am I said, sure!!! Well would you belive that like 3 women that were just short of being called totally insane stopped by. I found out the entire life history of one of them, including a list of miscarriages, now mind you i bad for her but i don't know her so i don't think she should have told me all of that, and how crappy her inlaws treat her and so forth and so on. WOW!!!! How crazy. Anyways she finally left, and then this other lady gets there and starts complaining about her crappy job. Yet another woman stops by and makes faces at me about the first lady who got there then leaves. The other lady who was still there tells me that the one who left is a thief and that they can't stand each other. I swear to you that I didn't have a therapy offered sign on my house. I have a tendancy of attracting people who spill their guts to me while i just sit there and
My Life
Love has long avoided me, Yes I have been in love many times . Was it true love ? I don't believe so. I have found that person that makes my heart beat out of my chest, and make me lose sleep because I miss them so. The days go by slow as I wait to hold them again. When will I see my beautiful lady again ? I hope very soon because my life is not the same without her. She completes me in every way. I know you are out there waiting for me to. We are like two pieces of a puzzle that fit together perfectly. Someday we will be together sharing life and all it has to offer . I will stand by your side your equal in every way . Giving you support when you are down ,celebrating when life is good. Soon the new chapter of my life will begin will you join me. I have the landlady from hell. She started eviction procedings on me on Nov 30th. She has issues and taking it out on me and my son. I have always paid my bills and always tried to be the perfect tenant. I am looking at surgary on the 1
My Lil Dancer
Thats my boy!! lol :D I dono exactly where all his moves came from but they're pretty good for an almost 2yr old!! #1 #2 #3
My Life With Fibromyalgia
Some people ask why I am lazy. Some ask why I don't work to help support my family. So I going to try and explain it. I am not here for pity or anything like that I am just trying to explain to everyone at once I was in a car accident in 2003. It broke my foot and crused the joint. That injury alone as made it impossible to stand for any length of time and squatting is out of the question. So that alone limits what I can do. As for the fibromyalgia, I either got this as a result from the accident or because of my mom also having it or a combination thereof. Here is a description of what fibromyalgia is.. What are the Symptoms? FM is characterized by the presence of multiple tender points and a constellation of symptoms. Pain The pain of FM is profound, widespread and chronic. It knows no boundaries, migrating to all parts of the body and varying in intensity. FM pain has been described as stabbing and shooting pain and deep muscular aching, throbbing, and twitching.
My Life...lol
My Life In Colarado!
hello all i want for christmas is my sister to talk to me and a place to live of my own justin wants toys and stuff like that but if i could have just one wish it would be that my sister talks to me and if i could have jus one thing it would be for my own living space with my own stuff in it thats all i want for christmas ok i was accept to move in to my new house and now the programes dont match and noone can agree on the lease so im looking again now i have two weeks to find a house here in fort collins for around 800.00 if you can help let me know thanks angel today justin lost his right frount tooth i got my colarado id and i found some aptments to look at now i need to find some gas and some coffee!well we havd a pinic in the park today we had ham & cheese sandwitches (lol) and chip with hot coco the mountains are so beatuiful got to get michael from work love you have a great day keep smiling and angels are watching !!Angel (aka)Krazy lil sister
My Life
A New Day What is that saying, today is the first day of the rest of your life? Well, I am ready to make the changes needed to take that first step into my future....to actually start "the rest of my life"... So what exactly does that entail you ask? I guess my first step in my new adventure/ life is my divorce. My marriage is over, has been for quite a while now, so the obvious answer to that problem is divorce. This is a difficult path for all involved, but it is necessary. I wish the children didn't have to endure this yet again, but it is all for the best for everyone, in the long run. Lately I have met several new friends, whom have become very close to my heart, and reconnected with old friends, which is always wonderful. Each and every one of you have touched me in a special way, and I don't know what I would have done without you. You have been my rocks when I needed a solid foundation to stand on, thank you for that. Those special new friends, you know who y
My Life
you know one of my biggest pet peeves is people that stick their nose into others business. I truly hate the fact that people cant act like adults and be upfront with their feelings. I despise no I HATE games like this, I don't play them and I would appericiate it they weren't played with me. Sadly it doesn't appear that other people can be adults and mind their own business and because of this people get hurt. So I say to you if you are afraid of saying what you truly think or feel or can't be forth right with me Go AWAY!! and dont send your" Friends" To give me messages cause they will just be ignored. I think that I will just stay to myself, take care of my girls and to hell with even trying to date.
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My Life
I was born on the 4th of September 1975 and was born with jet black hair and was a beauty baby with a devilish smile or so I have been told I was walking by 8 months and by 8 and half 9 months I was starting to talk first word I ever said that came out of my moth was shit and from that moment on the first 5 years of my life would be filled with fun not that I can remember just what I was told by my folks and other family members when I was 2 years old I was feeling adventurous and I got out of the house and saw a milk cart so I decided to get in it and see what happened when I started it I drove it right up a curb almost hitting a lamp post the milk man went grey over night aren’t I a sweetie when I was 2 almost 3 I locked myself in my uncles flat and my mum and uncle had to call the fire service to come get me out he had only just moved in again aren’t I sweet at 3 I got my first bike and I rode it with out training wheels god im good then
My Life..another Year
Another year has gone by, Another year that i didnt die. In my big book of life, A page turns to add more strife. Lovers came and went Like the air through a vent. I am aging turning old Pages yet still untold. Everyday 24 hours I leave them with such great power. Today i recieved no great gifts Except the one that i didnt drift Another year waiting to blossom Another year to bring more gossip. The years before a memory Just like an aging tree. "He" watches us through our pains And never once ever complains. So many sorrows told to"Him" Stories long and grim. Yet "He" listens without a word Up in a branch a singing bird. A song that makes you smile But it only lasts a mile. Another year waiting to spring Another year has yet to bring. A year with lots of laughs Things that cant be put in graphs. Friends always together A friendship that lasts forever. A chain so long Nothing ever goes wrong. The time spent between you two The giggles and smiles that al
My Life
My Life
Let me tell you a little about my life. I grew up in a house with two parents who thought I was their slave. I did all the cleaning and cooking from the age of 12 on. I got pregnant at the age of 17 then got married at the age of 18 and divorced by the age of 20. After leaving my ex my mother took my two older kids away from me with the help of my ex who lived with her for three months after I left him. I am now remarried to the man of my dreams and have two wonderful children by him. I am currently going to college to become a teacher plus working as a recruiter for an insurance company. My life as changed a lot just in 8 years. My children are 12, 10, 5, and 3. I also have one that is in heaven waiting for me and his daddy to come join him. So now that you kinda know a little more about my life please look at my profile and rate me.
My Life
My Life
Right now I'm working a lot of hours I'm kinda seein someone its not really official but he's the one I want to be with right now. Not much new going on in my life I'll post another blog when something new happens
My Life
My name is Jeremy Scot Hernandez, I have cerebral palsy. I was born with my umbrellacord wrapped around my neck and got pinched during labor. I have many surgery in my life, I been in a wheelchair my whole life until the age of 13th I learn how to walk with a walker for few years and the doctors told my mom that I was never support to walk or talk but I prove everyone wrong. My mom is my hero because she saves me from dieing and never giving up on me, also she taught me never gives up at all. I have accomplish many things in my life like for example walking or graduate high school.
My Life
My Living Will
Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug.' So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.
My Life
he did leave me cause he has been cheating so i told him to take that car and shove it took me a whole 10 min to relpace him with someone i know that loves me and wants to be with me. Problem is theres 2 and im confused. but i know i will decided and when i do someone will get hurt but things should get better. Well as of Sunday My great grandfather has passed away so things are really hard on all of us right now well im finally going back to a normal life and i have found the love of my life, i would not let him go well unless of course he let me go, then thats ta different story. But hes the one that bought me the car in my pics
My Life As It Goes...
So... My best friend proposed to me about 6 months ago... Ring and everything. I love it, right? So I said yeah, why not. I wasn't finding anyone else worth bothering with. So... We set the date for in about 2 1/2 years or so... Hahaha... So he started dating some girl... This girl I hate with a passion. And I dated a couple guys on and off. Well... He's a Marine... And he continually kinda disappears for months at a time... No one really knows where he goes... Haha... So, he did it again the past 2 months... So I sent him a message on myspace & called him multiple times & he appeared again 2 days ago... And I got a message from him on myspace... Saying that he's fine and he knocked up his girlfriend and that they're getting married... And I'm like the last person to know about the wedding or the baby... I'm not as pissed off about the fact that he's marrying her... But... It's the fact that it's her... She's a psychotic, crazy bitch... And the only reason she got pregnant was to
My Life As It Runs...
Once again... Someone that I felt I was somewhat close to... Has now proposed to a girl he barely knows... When do I get that? When do I get to be happy? When do I get to find the guy that will sweep me off my feet? That will meet me and want to be with me forever? Don't worry... I won't be that lucky... I've realized that... So, whatever. Thanks, slut. So... My best friend proposed to me about 6 months ago... Ring and everything. I love it, right? So I said yeah, why not. I wasn't finding anyone else worth bothering with. So... We set the date for in about 2 1/2 years or so... Hahaha... So he started dating some girl... This girl I hate with a passion. And I dated a couple guys on and off. Well... He's a Marine... And he continually kinda disappears for months at a time... No one really knows where he goes... Haha... So, he did it again the past 2 months... So I sent him a message on myspace & called him multiple times & he appeared again 2 days ago... And I got a message fr
My Life
Sue the blog you posted "this promise to my baby" has moved my heart and my soul. The words on that page made me smile and know what the love of a woman truly is a love that is not just said but felt. Those words are that of someone willing to do what it takes and fight for her love not runaway when things get to hard, but the love to fight and make it. I know that love is not what you say or what you have but the true joy and the smile you get being in each others life. If what someone says or they have is all you care about that is not love. I gave the kinda love you displayed to another and it was not returned. The pain of myself and my 4 children is evidence of that and the pain still trying to be inflicted shows that. But I have no more pain I have you in my life. We have only talked on the phone and on the PC we have never met and never slept together. But your words your actions have shown more love than any person that have had their arms around me. That promise is the promis
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My Life And Feelings
I'm going crazy. I question my sanity??? I can't stop these feelings, I think of you daily, I get butterflys in my stomache, When i see your face. I know the feelings are there and real, I just don't know how to express the feelings I have, When I hear you voice , You take my breathe away. I don't know what to do or say, My head feels like it's gonna burst, So much stuff running through it,when I can't Explain them bc I'm scare you run away, Please someone help me understand.... Can this be real? Or am i dreaming? Well i can't be dreaming bc im wide awake....... I've never felt this good about my feelings before I know they have to be real!!!!!!! I think of you daily, then it drives me crazy. I start to wonder how you feel, then i get the chills. I start thinking about the situation, I'm here and your there. It just huts because we're so far apart, I want you close to me, So i can hold you tightly. I love hearing you voice, when i can't hear it it huts and
My Life, Outside 'the Box'
I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h
My Life
Well My name is Shantel and I'am 20 years old!!! I have a beautiful daughter and I'am expecting my son in April!!! I'am married to a wonderful man with whom I love very much!! I love to chat with friends as well as spend time with my family....!!! So needless to say I'am very family oriented for my age!! SCARY thought if you knew what I was like growing up!! LMAO
My Life As Is Now....
My Life as is now.... Current mood: excited I just wanted everyone to know what is going on in my life right now at this very moment...I am very happy right now...I am taking time for me...Something I have not yet done...I am in Med. school studying to be a Dr....My expectations are to become a pediatrician someday....It has always been my dream but will no longer be a dream...God has helped me overcome some pretty rough spots the past couple weeks and I give Him all the Glory and Honor for getting me through...God is good!! I am now currently working at the local gym and loving it...I love working with children and fitness...God has been a real inspriation in my life ....He has picked me up and dusted me off...He is there through the good and the bad times...Well that is what is going on in my life at this moment in time...Oh and guys I am FREE and available for the taking!!! LOL....
My Life
Alright you all. I am on the air right now at http://stinkeyeradio.com or you can find me in the stinkeye radio lounge http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51165 Or hit me up on yahoo at awas46710. I will play your requests, dedications, or what have you.
My Life In Icons
My Life
Here is just a summary of how my life has gone the past 6 years. Freshman year: I was in the band , ROTC, and a damn bookworm honors student. Just hitting puberty at the time as well didn't help much. I was pretty much the nerd that was at the blunt of every joke people loved to drive me over the edge because I was "different". I was smarter than they were and I was in the two main cliques that were abused. Sophmore Year: The summer before I ran into this guy named Mike "Jesus" Wagner who was a wiccan/goth. we hit it off pretty well because he was also a hardcore gamer like me. The more we hung out the more I loved his lifestyle and the way he presented himself. He cared about nothing other than himself and let nothing hurt him. Hence the gothic phase came forth. I then became the guy that if looked at the wrong way would slam you against a wall and threaten suck your eyes from their sockets for lunch or somthing sadistic like that. This didn't make things go any better. I flunk
My Life
How does your personality affect your love life? Given the strong degree of confidence that you have, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner. As someone who enjoys the excitement of a night on the town and is uncertain about the prospects of settling down in a serious romantic relationship, you would probably be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that shares these qualities. For this reason, you would probably be quite content in a romantic relationship with someone who also enjoys going out to parties and stay
" My Life "
I have a wall you can't see, because it's deep inside of me, it blocks my heart on every side' and it helps emotions there to hide' you can't reach in,and i can't reach out, you wonder what it's all about,the wall i built that you can't see'results from insecurity..... Each time my tender heart was hurt,the scars within grows worse and worse...... so stone by stone i built a wall........... thats now so thick it will not fall....... please understand that its not you...... continue trying to break through....... i want so much to show myself...... and love from you will really
My Life
i am the ups man, i deliver good things, until i am over loaded with drama, people just feel i can give them cheap rates on. sadly 2 say, if the mailman don't deliver hazards material, then u best believe i can't accommodate u either. don't get the facts about ups twisted. ups stands 4 ultimiate problem solver. no i am not a shrink, but do believe if u hand me a plate full of bullshit, i don't need no toliet paper 4 where i am going 2 dump it at. i don't tolerate ignorance, so people, if u refuse 2 deal with the facts of ur personality, i have no problem makin it rain on ur parade. i learned along time of ago, people will fuck u and then fuck wit u. well i have clear my throat many of times and blocked pages, til it look like a telephone book of rejects. i am the boss of my life, not the employee, i won't be fired. i hand out pink slips and it is not because i need 2 downsize. i just destroy negative company and keep on truckin. i don't eat, cook, or hold coversations where
My Life!!
Have u ever wondered as time goes what all has happened in your life have u ever thought of all the good things and all the bad that u been through.Do u think everyone has a purpose in life are we here for reason.Well i have asked myself all of those questions lately.I am 30 years old and when i look back i see a fucked up life.Every since i was a little kid i can remeber life bein so hard i can remembe rmy parents not having any money,i can remeber not having nice clothes i can remebe rbein made fun of in school for things like that.I know my parents did the best they could u know i love them both greatly for what they been through and they did do the best they could for us it wasnt easy time.i can remeber bein so young and my sister dying i was with her when they took her to the hospital i can remeber looking at her when we was driving to the hospital.she laid there so quite like nothing was wrong but they was she had pnemonia thats what the doctors said anyways.And what so fucked u
My Life*
Well i figured iw ould start a blog on ME** Who better right !! Well life these past few months have sucked. I have really BAD asthma and i get to the point where i ned 911 and cant breathe. I had a really bad attack 2 yrs ago that landed me in a COMA for 4 days.. ( Wicked sucked ) I apparently died for 3 min and i dont remember anything, besides starting to lose my vision and loss of hearing. Well i made it thru all that, and for the last month my asthma has been bothering me. Last night actually i was almost rushed to the ER. I had the EMTs at my house basically until I felt fine. I decided to stay home from work today soo I am relaxing and feeling a lil better.. : )
My Life Lately!!
Wow life sure has a way of throwing curve balls @ u! I have been going through a lot lately thought this might help writing it out, getting some feed back for u all , Well I just started to luv who and what i stand for a woman and not just any woman I stand up for the BBW of the world I have been on here for a year and came across some real haters for us bbw's , Well Luv to the haters as well maybe it will rub off on u! I am happy in my life I am a mother of three so that does keep me busy And as most know i am also 19 weeks pregnant, So i have decided that i will make a pregnant folder of me while i am pregnant I will be taking so new ones very soon So fuck the haters! I would luv to understand one thing why the haters take the time to vote on lots of your pictures why take the time,Anyways I have been going through a lot lately My brother just moved back to Toronto yesterday so our hearts are broken the three kids got very attached! , I lost contact with my bother for over 7 years t
My Lil Bit Of Fun Transferred To Fubar!!!
One taste of you Was all it took To get me hooked And now I need more... Come on, indulge me Let me taste you one more time I'm getting that urge And I need to make you mine Just let me have you One more time... Sweet and seductive Is what you are You've got me Giving in To the fantasy I Never thought would be I need you to always Make love to me... Come on, indulge me Let me taste you one more time I'm getting that urge And I need to make you mine So let me undress you One more time Let's make love And let's make it last Just let me have you One more time... o I used to write a lot of these and posted them on 360...well now here on Fubar here they are.. To hear your voice in my minds eye, my hands caress my body, over supple curves and down slender legs. I ache with wanting you, my desires raw and uninhibited. My head falls back as moans are trapped in the back of my throat. Imagining your heavy hands tangled in my hair, pulling my head
My Life
My Life
Hey what's up everyone im in this contest and i am not doing so well so if you be so kind to bid on me i would love you forever [ fubar.com photo: 27824239 ]
My Life
im sober now and life looks a lot diffrent. thing's r slower and plain. theres to much sun light and ppl just dont care.i care to much life is hard and confussing. friends lost and family close.i dont want to be an evil person anymore but the pain is getting worse. i wanna numb it but i cant.if i go back i will lose everything. i wanna feel the warm prick of my pleasure flowing throw my body. to many worrys to much pain what the hell do i do know ? i guess make a new life for myself new ppl new places new begaining. Ok march 8th at the ridglea theater is having metal underground 2 thats where my party is being held alot of drink's and to much metal for one hand its going to be rocking so if ur in my area and wanna come help me party shoot at me and tell me it starts at 8pm A couple that was married for 20 years always made love with the lights off. Well, after 20 years, the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while
My Life...
Just letting you all now that with my hubby coming home I really won't be on at all. We have a lot of time to make up for. I'm sure you all understand that. Thank God this deployment is finally over! I think it's really sad that people want to bash Michael Jackson. The man is dead show some respect! He was never convicted of any crime. I believe he was just very misunderstood. And ok a lot of things may have seemed weird to us. But unless you've walked in that man's shoes it isn't your place to judge him. He is an icon and a musical legend. He was a superstar and that is why he was attacked the way he was. I'm glad he's at peace now. RIP MICHAEL FARRAH ED I just want to wish everyone that I couldn't leave a comment for a.... MyHotComments I hope you all enjoy the holiday with your family and friends. And please remember all those who are serving overseas right now and can't be with their families. My husband is one of them. I hope no one takes for granted the opportunities t
My Life I Love It
There has been so much going on in my life The last year...Lets see I meet back up with chris after not talking to him sence my 10 grade year of high school..We stared talking last November of 2006 Said we did want to hook up...We Got together December 6,2006 we have a great relationship June 19,2007 I found out we were haveing a baby...On October 17,2007 we found out we were haveing a baby girl....We are still together we have been together for a little over a year...Our baby girl will be here any day now...I have to admit i never thought i could love someone as much as I love him i would give up evrything for him and Kirah...they are my world
My Life
Check out my web page that my baby had given me for my birthday in 2006 and was torn down but a good friend rebuilt it for me . http://unleasheddesirespaints.110mb.com/BedofRoses.htm Hello everyone as you have guessed by now my name is Rosie. I was born to a full bird Colonel in 1957. We traveled some but stayed stateside mostly. I am the baby of 4. I have a boy Christopher who is 18 and will attend University of Georgia this fall and a daughter Jennifer who will be in her 3rd year at Mercer in the fall. They are very bright kids.I am proud of them. I am alone now since NOv 8th 2005. I live with my 3 female cats who keep me sane and also work 40 plus hours a week. I love anything with wolves and lighthouses. I love hard rock mainly groups like guns and roses, ac/dc, led zepplin,narviana,hinder, seether to name a few. I was a dj for a while but need to get dsl or cable again. I miss doing that. When i am off i enjoy talking to my friends or watching movies. I am a big harry potter
My Life Sucks
love is like roses love makes you happy love can make you sad too love hurts love is so amazeing love plays with your mind love has layers when one layer is gone the rest desappears love is full of suprisses you never know what you get yourself into when you fall in love make sure that your loved back bye the girl that your in love with if she dont feel the same as you then leave it at that dont keep hounding the girl because you well pay for it later hope you guys and girls that reads this have fun and meet that right person. my life sucks i feel in love with this one girl that i thought was the one for me but i guess i was wrong i still love her and always will love her wish i was still with her but now i gotta go on with my life but o well just remember this i'll always love you.
My Life
Just wanted to let all of my wonderful friends know that I may not be on here as much for the rest of this month. My family and I are in the process of packing. We are moving the 15th of next month and not sure exactly how long it will be after that before I am back online. So if I dont talk to you anytime soon you will know why. Have a great week and much love to all my friends and fans. Ok for all my friends, I need your help. This is Kat and she is a dear friend who is in a contest. She needs comments in order to win, so please show her some of that fubar love and help her out. Huggs and kisses to everyone that helps her out.
My Life V1
ok for those of you who dont know me... they call me V or Destroyer. if you wish to know why ask anyone who really knows me, its a long story... anyways a week ago today, i became an ordained minister in a non-denominational church...scary... and not much has changed since i did so, i still drink on occasion and i still smoke the grasses too, just like anyone else who likes to party ALOT.. but i got rid of my ex and her friend for good, and i got myself a new chica, shes kinda like me in alot of ways, got with her 2 nights ago after about 2 months of hangin out with her... it was a party for me, a couple friends plus me and her so yeah nice party, lol... i go to church wednesday and sometimes sundays... but i still delve in some dark stuff as a true necrowiccan would... if you'd like more info on me... ask anyone who knows me... i'm the shiznit and laid-back as hell... dueces biotch! i'm out!
My Life
Hey Guys was up...well not much here i dont guess just thought id make a blog about how tired i am of my life im going through so much fucking hell between my father and brother....i get blamed for everything...nothings right to them me jody(my boyfriend) and my brother went out yesterday and all day i had to hear bullshit from my brother he acts likes im still 5 and i have to mind him and hear him bitch and my father...the same fucking way the only 2 ppl in my life that dont bitch is jody and my mother and thats cause they dont wanna fucking hear it and i know jody does cause he lives with my brother i mean the only day this week i didnt hear bitching is when me and jody went to his home town...and god that made me happy cause i didnt have to hear bitching nor nagging and today i woke up with my ankle hurtin but i have to go with my day without hurting i feel like the fucking slave around this goddamn town no one knows how hard my life is really they dont i mean goddamn im tired of p
My Life
1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you...
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My Life
SO WHY THE HELL DOES IT SEEM THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY WE CAN NEVER STAY STRESS FREE. TODAY IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE, THIS MORNING I MEANT TO WAKE UP GO GET MY SECOND SERIES OF ANTHRAX VACCINATIONS AND THEN GET SOMETHING PERSONAL CHECKED OUT. INSTEAD I GOT MY ANTHRAX SHOT, THEN BLOOD DRAWN, THEN A PPD DONE ON MY LEFT ARM, AND FINALLY ON THE SAME ARM I GOT THE SMALLPOX VACCINATION. AFTER ALL THAT WAS DONE AND IT ONLY TOOK FIVE HOURS I THOUGHT THE STRESS WAS DONE. NONONONONO. MY MOM IS GOING TO HAVE SURGERY AROUND HER HEART NOW. TODAY IS AWESOME AND I HOPE EVERYONE ELSE CAN BASK IN THE GREATNESS THAT IS TODAY JANUARY THE TWENTY NINTH. GOOD DAY SIR.
My Life
On the morning of August 21, 2007, I had a big change in my life. Something was taken away from me. That something was the ability to walk. Broken knee cap and an aray of other complications to both legs left me in a wheelchair. This injury not only postponed my career but effected some major things in my life. I had some HUGE changes in my life in the new year. Those changes caused some depression and slowed my healing progress because I decided to put my physical health on the back burner and concentrate more on the mental side of me. Getting past these issues is something that will take a long time so I started, once again, to focus on my physical fitness. Today is May 7, 2008. It has been 8 months and 17 days since my injury. Today I have been cleared of my medical restrictions. I am fully fit. My career is no longer on hold. It's a day to celebrate. Many of you have supported me in my recovery, both physically and mentally. Two of you especially have been there
My Life
Today has been one of those days..I have felt so alone and out of touch. I havent felt like this in a very long time and i dont know why. I have met some great people who have put me back into a place of happiness and joy. And then today someone who i have been very close to said that no one really cared about me and that i would never find anyone to ever want to take the time out of their lives to give me a chance. For the first time in a long time I cried. It hurts because I dont want to believe this person, but then in a way I have to because of the way people have just stopped talking to me lately. These last few months have been a drain on me physically and emotionally with the divorce and the custody stuff. I havent been this drained since i had to bury my mom and dad. For all my friends who happen to read this. If i have done anything to any of you I am sorry. Please give this now lost and wandering soul a second chance at redemption. I know my son will always be by m
My Life
last year me and mark broke up over stupied shit. well it only took 2 months to come back to me. now we are happy 2gether and we are taking things slow.
My Life
well i meet someone in march of last year and it was awesome, she had the most beautifulest smile and them eyes would light up the night sky! i thought she was perfect and i was right. every thing about her was and she had one thing that made me like her more then any one i had meet!she had the looks and the smarts to knock out half of a high school, she didnt have what other gurls had. well what im saying is that i regret every time i was jealous of her and how i treated her! but now that i lost her i wish i could take it all beck and rewind time to fix what i did to make today better, im even to the point that moving is only going to make it hard to get over and heal what has been hurt in the mind and heart. if i knew the word to heal her hurt and pain that i made i would try hi everyone can you drop by my friends page and say a prayer for her please! she went to the doctors yesterday and got shocking news that she has cancer and well you may know the rest is you to friends and su
My Life
My Life
My Life
why does it hurt so bad, me and russ broke up and its for good this time we are done . and it hurts like my heart has been torn out of my chest, its for the best because he didnt treat me right but i loved that man to death and would do anything for him.... my kids love him... its sooo hard, i cant stop cryin this happens all the time we break up but this was the worsed and well he has the rings and everything this time. so it is finshed cant take the abuse nomore.... just dont know why something good for u can hurt so damn bad.......... we sit here and take things forgranted, but u never know when ur time is up,it could be tommorow or it could be 20 yrs from now we dont know. so why dont you do stuff that u want to take time out for urself for ur kids family and spend time wit them.. Ann i will miss you u were to young to go only 30 sweetie. we had some good times back in the days i will never for get them .. workin the haunted house in the old sears buildin when it use to be there
My List
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.i love hanging with my kids there my world and my life and always comes first 2. i would love to go to a nase car race just one time 3.always wanted to fly a jet to to feel the rush flying over the ocean 4.my pet peeve is people talking on cell phones while driving i hate that with a passion 5.i have a habit of chewing gum while im driving never fails just gotta have it 6. i love to act crazy in front of my kids to get a reaction the facial expression r to funny 7.i think some of the gifts on fubar are stupid like the candle what the hell??????? is it scented or what 8.i refuse to get old not happening just dont feel
My Life
This has been one hell of a week. For a week that started off so horribly, it sure ended on a bizarrely high note. For those of you that didn't know, I was in a really bad car accident last Friday, courtesy of a drunken driver. Yay. I was bruised, sprained, battered, and smashed.... but amazingly, did not break a single bone. Which is even more amazing considering I got a really bad concussion from putting my face through my side window. The bruising is only now starting to go away from my face. The only thing that tells me is my doc is going to have one HELL of a time cutting into my head, but that's another story for a later blog. So I was supposed to chill, rest, and relax this week. After Monday, I was ready to kill people, so I begged my way into getting a rental, and drove myself to work. Yeah, most of you will think I'm a fucking moron, but hey...that's just the way I am. So, yesterday (Friday) rolls around, and I get a surprise that makes everything worth while. N
My Life
My Life
I mentioned in my previous blog that I was going to be reposting another blog of mine. This is it. I have certain things that I look for in friends, dates, and men that I would like in a relationship. These are those things. In a friend I know that whatever I expect I know I should be willing to give myself. I expect for a friend to be honest, curtious, straight forward, and compassionate. Some one who can know how to have fun doing anything from just walking the beach to going to a rock concert. I would like them to be able to enjoy my interests and want to participate in some of them. Things like logical games like chess, or risk are fun and i like to go to the lap pool and swim from end to end. I want to be able to kick it at the simpilest of places. Spending quality time with a freind whether it be on the phone or on the internet does not matter as long as it is quality and it is honest. If I find you lie to me I will understand the first time, question the second and
My Life
to find happines with n have a life with the man i been miss-n n want-n so bad u know who u r u dogged me out but i still got mad love 4 u come to my house give me a second chance......
My Life.
you know what it's like to go through something alone. no exceptions. what the hell is wrong with the world. To make someone feel so small. She died the night they said she was through. She wasn't good enough. They said she never will be. Look at yourself in the mirror little girl. Don't you see. Perfect....no, far from it. Flaws you see. Are the cause of social distruction. Unable to breath while they smile around her. Picture you with him...never. She torments them back. Only feeling good for a while. The pain is restored. Can I just say, this world is full of retarded sick bastards who love to belittle the less fortunate. This girl had enough. She was going to put an end to useless tears. Suffering is not worth living. a box, a rope, and a bag of skittles. she emptied out her room, started giving her things away little by little. soon all was left was the rope. the box. and the bag of skittles. One day she sat on the box and ate her skittles. Tadting the rainbow she hung the rope
My Life
I've gotten some emotional highs this week. I'm a patient guy when it comes to sexuality. IN the sense that I get turned on by stupid things that other guys don't see valid :P. There are some days where I look into the mirror either with my underwear on or completely naked and start a perverted dirty dance that gets me feeling groovy. Just wanted to share that with you. HI people. I haven't been on here in a couple of months. I got super busy with lots of stuff online and activities away from home. I'm only on periodically and hopefully I'll be able to chat with you occasionally and still meet some new people. --Jon
My Life
My Life
My life was dark and dismal Going forward without purpose No reasons for caring Out of the blue You entered my life Darkness subsided Life gained purpose Shadows of misery Transformed to light You entered my life I found purpose at last Finally I am Out of the darkness
My Life
well well i know there are a few out there wanderin wtf where i been well im in florida spendin time with my fam and friends so dont feel like i have forgot yall i havent.. jus takin this tim while i can
My Life
If only I could describe into words the feeling I have inside. As if Im under water and no matter how hard I kick my feet I just keep sinking deeper and deeper, until finely there is no more room for me to sink and Im stuck, as if Im a prisoner in my own pain. And I float there, at the bottom of everything and everyone. And I watch as the world slowly picks at my heart and soul until I no longer float but fall, and no one is there to catch me. And I scream, but nothing comes out, and I cry, but no one takes time to listen. So I fall. Thinking of the moments of pain the drove me sink so deep that I float and to float so far that I scream and cry and finely fall until I can fall no more it seems to simply be a reminder to get up and face the world. But as I do that and as my soul and heart crumble beneath my feet and I use every ounce of courage to stay standing, head up high, then I realise no matter how hard I kick my feet I will always end up sinking back down, so deep into pain, t
My Life
silly little girls! HONESTLY how could you ever think that MY MAN would want you! you know who you are... those desperate girls that gotta jump on whatever dick shows just the littlest bit of attention. Look at me than at yourself see the difference I'm what you'll never be a woman who is happy being herself. He tells you that he loves you {bullshit} he tells you that we are getting a divorce {really bullshit} even if he left he would come back cause NO-ONE does it like me. He might talk to you ....he holds me! He might call you... he kisses me! he might get you off...he MAKES LOVE TO ME! If you believe you are anything more than a game your wrong sorry to burst your bubble. so keep blowing up his cellphone and playing the clingy bitch... hes my husband and i don't give up MY THINGS without a fight. that ring is like a brand his ass is mine along with his heart. so really if I'm a skanky hoe or a fat bitch i must be doing something right if it takes him 7 days to recover from me fuckin
My Life...past, And Present
So my Fiance and I were going to wait till next winter to get married but it changed once again. I've been feeling like I want to explore with other men to reassure myself that he's the one and well yesterday while I went to tell him how I feel I completely feel apart. I was shaking really bad and I knew that I broke down the way I did because he's my soulmate and I know he's the one. I was also afraid that he didn't want to be with me or have my child cause he's scared of children and me I'm just the opposite I love kids so much although I know that they can be hecktic. So he told me that we're going to get married as soon as we get the car road worthy which I think we should do anyway. And besides we have to order rings, by a nice dress to wear so I look nice and how ever much it is for our marriage certificate and services to get married from the Justice of the Peace. I have my good friend Mike whos on Fubar as one of my Witnesses since we need 2. I know I love Kiel so much but it's
My Life
Well i am 26 years old and married I have been married since 8-3-05 to a wonderful man we are living in the lakes and enjoying life to the fullest i have one best friend name dani and she is the most awsome person you will ever want to meet we have no kids and still enjoying life
My Life
OMG...I don't even know where to begin or if I'm adequately capable of putting this into words...But here it goes...Saturday afternoon my loving and adoring man decided to surprise me with a spontaneous trip to the Oregon Coast, that would last until today...I was floored, overwhelmed, excited, giddy...You see, I've never been to the Pacific Ocean before...I'm going to try to recap for you everything I saw, all of my firsts...I saw the most beautiful beaches with white sand...crystal blue waters...beautiful formations in the ocean...He had a nice bottle of wine for me...he built the most amazing fire at the beach...we slow danced while he sang to me...he even had fireworks for me...It was beautiful, romantic, breath-taking! The man proposed to me right there on the beach, and of course I said YES!!! We camped out by the ocean, and made love! Could a girl really ask for anything more storybook romantic? Yes, I was pinching myself, and it was for real...I saw sea gulls, elk, squirrel
My Lil Angel
It's been 8 yrs today that my lil angel, Justin, was taken from me. I'm content and at peace but it's hard. The older I get the harder it gets tho I thought the opposite would occur. I have two other beautiful children that I have been blessed with and tho they are not at risk of a young death, I worry more and more everyday. I still have a lot of questions for my creator about his reasons for taking my first born but I know that it is also not my place to question. For anyone with children, no matter how old...please make sure they know how much they are loved each and every day. I wasn't there when my angel died but I know he is with me each and every minute now and I cherish him more now than ever. Let love into your heart...
My Life
I want for my life to be mine. Soon I'm hoping it will be again. All I have ever wanted was to be loved. I'm a hopefull romantic. I believe in soul mates. Knowing that what I have right now is far from that. I don't want to be treated like I'm a child anymore. I do not act like it. I deserve respect and being cherished. I want to be able to enjoy life out side of these four walls he calls his castle. For me it is more of a prison. I want to find the part of me that has been hiding for so long. I think about how my life could and should be and then I wake up and realize that I'm living in a miserable marriage and having a hard time finding a way out. I have plans but then there is doubt instilled in me that makes me think that maybe I won't be able to do it. However, I have a life to look forward to on the out side. And I will get outta here soon. I have friends that mean the world to me. I have people I've been kept away from for far to long. I've lost a lot just to remain in this so c
My Life Is Problematic
damn...I went from three crushes to one in just a week! I mustve gotten ugly :( this makes me le sad got a whole bunch today :(   http://www.fubar.com/user/2909353 http://www.fubar.com/user/2908262   http://www.fubar.com/user/2292326 http://www.fubar.com/user/2895126   rated me a 2 :(
My Lil' Sis Has A Page..
hey everybody..my lil' sis has a page now on here..show her love the same way you all showed me..plz..she is on my friends the first one and on my family..the first one too..all the love will be return from both of us..
My Life
My Little Blurbs...
AN IRISH VIAGRA! An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his advise in reviving her husband's libido. 'What about trying Viagra?' asked the doctor. 'Not a chance', she said. 'He won't even take an aspirin.' 'Not a problem,' replied the doctor. 'Give him an 'Irish Viagra' It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went.' It wasn't a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to her progress. The poor dear exclaimed, 'Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!' 'Really? What happened?' asked the doctor. 'Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent me cups and tablecloth flying, ripped me clothes to tatters and took me th
My Life Soundtrack
My Life
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go
My Life
Well not sure where to start. As my my close family members knows ive been having some problems with my husband. On February 14 we had split up and we had worked things out and went back together. Things wasnt getting and easier. So we had split up again. Well I went through alot of thinking about what was going on and today I had decided to end the relationship with him because he had put his friends first. It looks like i wasted 10 and a 1/2 years trying and hoping he would change. But nothing worked. So now im sitting here wondering is there really love out there? As of right now I dont believe in love.
My Life
Hey hey....I just got one of them snapvine comment things. It is located under my music player. You can either use ur puter mic or call the phone number to leave me a voice comment. I would love to hear everyones sexE selves or if u just want to hear me...take a listen I guess. Oh and Fox is not talking about Fu people. She is talking about snapvine staff who leave u annoying messages about snapvine crap. I delete them when I get them so it sounds like Fox is referring to fu people but she is not....lol So when u get a chance...I command u to leave me a voice comment. That is all ;p Besides Roxxanne I also have a Beta Fighting fish. His name is Beta Man!! He is pretty bad ass and evil. Jumps out of the bowl to attack my finger....I really like the mean lil buggar so I wrote a song bout him. Its called beta man and its sung to the toon of Pearl Jam's Better Man Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's time to eat Feed him, clean his bowl, he prac
My Life My Thoughts
ok here is my new bitch. ok so I am sitting here minding my own business and shit commenting my friends pics and leaving there page love when now apparently I can't do that. so i think from here on out I am not going to leave comments and I am taking a break from all this bullshit that surrounds me. Apparently I am nothing more then a shit starter and I only cause Drama. I am really getting sick and tired of all these girls thinking that I am out to take "their men" away from them. Ok well first of all I am not trying to do shit. I am who I am and if that means people want to call me a whore or a slut then have fun but at least I know who I am and I know what is in my heart. My heart belongs to one guy and one guy only and that is my son. No one else has it but him. I am married and love my hubby for who he is. I love my life and the way I have choosen to live it. I may not be the most hottest girl out there or the skinniest for that matter but I do have a good heart and I care for
My Lil Angel..
My Lil Brother
Hydrovamp Please go show him some of that famous Fubar love He's a sweet guy and he'll return the love And he has a great sense of humor so please show him a good time lol
My Life
my life is great. it is good to be me
My Lil Brother
A Lil Brother damn ya can work a nigga nerves, but we love when ya do it, it shows you care A Lil Brother someone we can guide and try to help them grow, tho we gotta let them grow on their own A Lil Brother he who looks up to us even when we're wrong so now we gotta do right A Lil Brother can hold it down by himeself but if he gets his big brothers involved ya niggaz done A Lil Brother so damn bad but yet so innocent cause all he know is violence and pain A Lil Brother who's pain is never to great for me or any real brother not to feel A Lil Brother Big P you are the true definition but you already know, because my lil brother aint so lil no mo
My Life!!
Who Is Code Blue? Code Blue is a group of friends who have joined together like family to help kids in need the best we can. We want to bring smiles to the faces of children who may need an extra one. The children of Code Blue are those who may be terminally ill, chronically ill or maybe they just need someone to let them know they are being thought of in a special way. We will do this in various ways, i.e buying each child a monthly, birthday and Christmas gift and mailing it to them, emails on a weekly basis or by using snail mail to send a special card. In other words, we will do whatever it takes to bring joy to the life of a child in need of an extra smile or hug! Thank you for your interest in Code Blue and for visiting with us and all of "our" children. ~~ THE CODE BLUE FAMILY~~ Click the pic below to visit us and our wonderful children.
My Life, As A Realtor Sitcom
Ok, so if you have read Realtor Sitcom, part one, you know a few things: 1-I work very hard to get things done for my clients, no matter how it complicates my day, and 2-I was hoping to sell two houses today. Well, in spite of #1, #2 was a NO GO. Why? Because sometimes, no matter how hard you work, it doesn't make up for other people being unprofessional/retarded. The first deal didn't close because the seller has yet to pay the taxes. My investor is buying the house for $5,000, and the seller (a corporate entity/bank) owes $6,000 in back taxes, not including the final water bill. They are upside down no matter how you slice it, especially after closing costs and commissions are paid, but I don't feel bad for them. They have known for well over 30 days this deal was to close today, so Why the Hell didn't they pay the taxes? The title company will NOT close the deal until those are paid. We could have closed in escrow, but that would mean my investor would be
My Life
I think that some ppl have just gone off the deep end... For me instance i cant stand this place we call home. It drives me insane.. I'm in my own personal hell of debt, unemployment and suffering. dont get me wrong I know pity is a great sin of some sort but how much can you take before it all comes crashin down? You know ppl push you towards greatness trying to help you giving words of inspiration and encouragement. Did they ever think to just leave you be, maybe its them who torments your very being, maybe its them who makes you feel the guilt of why you can't succedd, maybe its them you feel this endless guilt for you try so hard and the look on theere faces of utter dissapointment digs deep into your flesh.I hate to feel sorry for myself I only have me to blame for every choice im ever made, but when does it get better... When do tings change.. cause if this is what is classified as life.. I don't want no part of it !!!!!
~my Life~
I've had so many new things happening in my life it would take forever to type it all.... I am currently enrolled in Photography classes, after completion I will have a certificate for Photography .... I have recently enrolled to The University of Pheonix to earn an Associates Degree in Business.... Which I'm thinking about following up with an Associates Degree in Graphic Design.... I've found out sooo much good news today that has made my day just totally estatic.... My student loan for the Associates Degree was granted.... My Pell Grant was also granted !!!! The good thing about the grant is that I do not have to use it to pay for my schooling, so NEW CAR HERE I COME !!!!! I ended up not moving to Virginia But as soon as I finish my Associates Degree Im getting the hell out of this town.... Not really sure where Im going but Im going to leave everything that doesnt matter behind.... No furnaiture (except maybe my bed because I love my bed), No problems, No drama, and no fucked u
My Life
I met you when my crippled heart no longer believed in love. Love wasnt what we were about. A little fun, a lil wild, some hot sweaty sex for sex'x sake. Poor Larry. One day he decided he had nothing worth having, off he went in cyber land looking for the missing pieces. We met online, but I got to know him on the phone, and I fell for him in his arms, in hotel rooms, the back of the truck, in empty parking lots at 2am. No one under stood him, he was all alone in his "lifestyle". I was coming off a strong man who decided he didnt want me anymore, and told me so, in kind but definite words. A rare man among men. I needed a strong man, I thought. And I thought I had found one. A master to subdue me. I was daddees slut. My love promised to show me the world, to open my eyes to things unknown, to make the family "we" both wanted. I found that I was the only one trying to live that dream. The man I was sleeping with wasnt who I thought he was. Larry is whomever you dream him to be. He fills
My Life, And How I Live It
I JUST SAW ZUG IZLAND ON STAGE, LAST NIGHT AT AUGY'S BAR AND GRILL!!! Syn is SO hot! And so sweet! He's so down to earth. I am SO happy that I got to see them, before I had to leave for SC in August... :D OMG!!!! *squeals in excitement*!!!!!
My Life
Alright so as you now I had an account on RMB as itskacibitch, cuteasakitten on here is also on RMB, she faved all my pictures, and added me to her friends list. I wanted her to leave me alone, so I was trying to hide from her, so I re-registered. Thinking she won't find me and leave me alone, turns out she found my new name, and added me to her friends list and faved my pictures again. WTF STOP IT I AM SICK AND DONE WITH THAT SHIT! I AM DONE DONE DONE! cuteasakitten is an evil evil person, I mean throughout the years she has said these evil things to me I don't do crack like you. That's why you have an ugly fUcked up eye. from all the crack you smoke, and your mom when she was pregnant with you. ROFL ROFL ROFL left by cute_as_a_kitten 53 minutes ago there she is all cracked up laying on her bed trying to be sexy. ROFL ROFL ROFL left by cute_as_a_kitten 6 hours ago (I had a picture of me and my best friends neice and cute said:) scary. those poor kids. notice
My Life
After a long emotional week I'm going back to Durham today. My heart is still broken and will be for a very long time. My Uncle meant the world to me. I promised him I would make sure the baby I have in September will know of him and love him just as much as Joshua and Sara do. I still can't really eat. I sleep maybe an hour at the time. It's gonna be rough. It still doesn't seem real. Like a horrible nightmare that I'll wake up from at any moment. Thought I'd be out of tears to cry, but they seem to have a continuous streak down my cheeks. I don't know when I'll be back online but to all my old friends and new on fubar, love you all and please be safe. Please remember that life is too short to taken anything for granted. My uncle died on Monday. He was only 42. He and his wife had gone to take a nap, but later on he wouldn't wake up. They worked on him for an hour before they pronounced him dead from cardiac arrest. My heart is so completely shattered. He was the greatest guy ever. We
My Lifestyle
I mentioned the word Duckstock at an event this weekend. I was trying my best to explain it. The issue is not many people understand BDSM. Most people are extremely closed minded, so BDSM is a subject that you try not to go into. However; in this case I mentioned some clue words (like being tied up and leather) He immediately knew what I talking about. But, in many cases I mention those "clue" words and just get looked at with a blank look. How do I explain BDSM to people?? I hate to say I should be ashamed of my lifestyle (I'm not) however; where do I draw the line of being proud of it? Why is it I seem to always have to explain my lifestyle? It's simple. I dabble in BDSM. I dabble is swinging. I dabble in this and that. My life isn't governed by any of my "playtime" hobbies. People that are deep into BDSM wonder we I don't do it more. Contrary to the "norms" that automatically call you a freak, because you dabble in other "non-christian" approve sex. WTF?? Am I alone
My Life
My Life Being Single Since 1995
i enjoy my income now i am seperated with my husband.my income is VERY good.but money isnt everything.when you have to raise your child by yourself,i was so used to being with my husband for 12 years now having to learn how to adapt to being with just my daughter.there is this guy that everyday of the week asking me to go with him every week, i got a phone call from different ones,or email from different ones but i tell them im married and not going with anyone unless im not married.not ready to be involved with anyone.you live with somebody for 12 years your so used to that person,its not easy to jump into something with someone else.i got a friend who lives in red level alabama who wants to meet me,and i guess its ok to have friends...but i cant see myself "dating" and im still married.just 'cuz my husband has a gf and is still a married man doesnt mean its right for me to do the same exact thing.however i do feel like a lucky woman to have soo many guys wanting to be with me.i feel
My Life!
Its fucking stupid...I get up every morning and run around like a crazy chicken just to repeat the process. And if its no bad enough I am jobless and trying to find one before May 8th. FIRE AND ICE TOUR comes to Worcester MA at the palladium!!!WHOOP WHOOP!!! I am still with Juggalo420. we have been together almost 2 fucking years...I am going through this bad self esteem stage right now so he suggested that I get on this site and it might help I have a myspace and a face book but all my friends are kinda too busy to write...my friends really do hang out much they do but there college students and I got to a different college than them and the ones that aren''t in college think that me and my college friends are bitches cause we want more from our lives that four scummy walls and cat shit all over our rinky dink ass apartment. I want a nice house and money to spend when I want and to marry my baby and just get through life in one piece...maybe...I write alot and post randomness all the
My Life
My Life
I sit back and reflect on how life used to be..Of kids playing games out side and not glued to the tv. when parents would sit on there steps while the kids played outside..But those days are gone and as I think about them sometmes I wanna cry. hustlers on every corner serving all the feans. is this what they fought for? This couldn't have been Christine dream. Ihope some one is feeling this even if it is coming through s screen Done By Christine
My Life
looking forward to meeting new friends on Fubar. If you are wanting the same thing add me so we can chat.
My Life
hey everyone i got bad news i wont be online anymore after tonight cause i got kicked out of the house for alot of reasons i dont wana get into. but dont worry ill be fine this happens alot to me so its kool. thing that suxs the most is i had a job lined up for me at pizza hut maken 9 bucks an hr wtf am i supose to do if im haven trouble sleepen from thinken way to much and u have to much on ur ming to even pay attention to wuts going on in ur life. is there something i can do to help? wut to do when u have nothing to lose?? wish if i knew think u could tell me
My Life And Living With An Abuser
Am going to start blogging here cause my husband doesn't have and isn't on this site as of yet! ugggggh. He thinks am cheating on him. No am not! Am just looking for friends TRUE HEARTED FRIENDS right now. But, I have lived with an abuser, and am getting my life in gear soon very soon! I worked out at physical therapy today the person who did my therapy today was a guy and he pushed me to do things I didn't think I could do. Am hoping I become strong enough to start being more aggresive when need to be.... so that a MAN can't hurt me again! I can't believe the nerve of some MEN to think we are the weaker SEX and they start taking advantage of us etc. WELL am here to tell ya NO MORE ABUSE For this WOMAN am not going to put up with it NO MORE!! Am not going to be a welcome MAT not more! My husband stole all my stocks about 6 years ago and left me high and dry so to speak, he keeps getting into credit card issues and tries to relay on me to get him out of the messes he gets
My Life
I got girl friend she is so nice i care about her alot!!! I enjoy talk to her and spending all the time i can with her!!! Plus i been talk with with for about a months she is alot differnce anyone i have ever been with in my life!!! She works and plus we are talk about me going to see her and she will come see me too!!! I love you Jane
My Life As It Seems To Be Right Now..
well i thought i could get some where with this cps case...everytime we feel things are getting better they fall worse..i was supposed to be at the doctors with my tristan and i get there just about 2 o'clock...and my ex mother in law is already there with him and the doctor is already halfway done...no one waited for me and i never got the chance to sign for him..i am sick and tired of being treated like the piece of shit parent here...i am sitting here trying to see through my tears and hurting sooooooooooooo much...i miss my babies..and all everyone wants to do is tear my family apart...I JUST WANT MY KIDS BACK..WHY IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD TO GET THROUGH TOPEOPLE????ESPECIALLY TO THE ONES WHO GOT THEM REMOVED FROM ME IN THE FIRST PLACE...THEY DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THE CRYING I DO BECAUSE I MISS MY KIDS...I AM STRUGGLING TO JUMP THROUGH THE HOOPS THAT CPS WNTS US TO JUMP THROUGH..WHY DO PEOPLE WANT TO TAKE MY KIDS???...ARE THEY TOOOOOOOOO CHICKEN SHIT TO HAVE THEIR OWN OR JUST VOL
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My Life
Okay, my first real blog on here. How many people hate drama and bitching, raise your hands. *Counts how many hands are raised.* Okay, you people can leave now, then, because you aren't really going to like what this blog's about. LOL. ANYWAYS...yeah. Where to start? Well, I have a migraine and people know that, yet they come to me expecting me to fix every little fucking goddamn problem they have. Hello, do I have the words "Come to me, I'm Ms. Fixit" tattooed on my forhead? Didn't think so. So when I say I have a migraine, please don't say "I'm sorry" then turn around and start laying all your fucking problems at my feet so you can have that weight lifted from your shoulders. I have enough fucking problems to deal with, and I don't need yours too!!! Please people! I feel like I'm dying here. I need help too. I'm not the girl next door who has no problems or no life. How about the next time I have a problem I need to work on, you help me with it instead of bitching tha
My Life
MY LIFE IS LIKE A MYSTERY UNTOLD......SOME THINGS I DO AND THE ANSWERS ARE UNKNOWN......WHY DO I DO WHAT I DO ALL I REALLY WANTED WAS TO LIVE LIFE WITH YOU.....BUT HERE I AM ALL ON MY OWN WONDERING WHY I DID WHAT I DID TO MY HOME....FORGET THE WHISPERS AT NIGHT FORGET THE TEARS AND FIGHTS HEAR LAUGHTER FEEL LOVE I'M CLOSING A CHAPTER THAT SHOULD OF SOARED ABOVE...I LOVED MY LIFE I FOUGHT FOR WIFE I DID WHAT NEEDED TO BE DONE AND IN THE END EVIL WON....NOW I HEAR SILENCE AND AND FEEL PAIN IN THE AIR.....WE WERE SUPOSED TO CLIMB MOUNTIANS AND THIS ISN'T FAIR.....YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND ME AND YOU TILL THE END OUR WORLDS CRASHED I SLIPPED DOWN INTO THIS PLACE WHERE I NEVER THOUGHT 'D GO NOW WHAT AM I TO DO CAUSE I DON'T KNOW......
My Life, Such As It Is
Happy New year my fubar family and friends! I hope all of you had a wonderful holiday and personally I am glad it is over for another 12 months! I have kept my New Year's resolution, so far and have not smoked a cigarette in 24 days I am so proud! I am also proud of my daughter who is doing very well in school academically and in orchestra and color guard. I could be happier in my personal (love) life, I am still waiting on my husband to get a job, yeah hes been here since August and still doesnt have a job which really really SUCKS! I am getting a little tired of supporting someone who is entirely capable of supporting themselves. I am still missing being in the south and all my family and friends down there, especially my aunt and all my favorite hang outs. This place is so small and boring I feel like I am losing my mind! There is absolutely NOTHING to do in this little bitty one horse town :( I guess I cannot complain too much, I could still be stuck in that miserable box (motel
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My Life
I just want to let my all my friends know that that I’m having a tough time, And its not that I don’t care and I will try to return all your love, But I can not promise that I will... I will get though this and be stronger when this week is over, Just didn’t want you all thinking id turned into a moody old cow… For those that don’t know November the 6th last year my Ex died aged 42. This week marks two special dates the 4th that was our wedding day and the 7th that was his birthday The first we all knew was when the police came round. It hit my girls and me hard as he wasn’t ill we had split but we was still good friends, just couldn’t live together. we shared looking after of our girls and still did lots of things together. I know I’m not alone in this and many of you have lost a loved one. but I have to be there for my girl’s to help them though. so I hope you will understand if I’m not there to answer the shout box and return mail straight away
My Life....
We live each day trying to achieve that ultimate goal of happiness. Love, promotion at work, buying that brand new car or whatever it is that you want. Why is it that once we achieve these goals we find ourselves always wanting more. Can anyone ever really find true happiness? The answer is no because we will always want more. If we won the lottery and gained a million dollars, we will always want anther million, why? because its never enough. We will need something to want/need next. I try and live each day for those small satisfactory goals of happiness. I look forward to hearing from an old friend, gas prices going down, getting paid. I dont stop trying to looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, I just make everyday count. Happiness should happen everyday and we should do all that we can to make it happen. So while you are working towards your ultimate goal of happiness, you shouldnt forget about yourself until then. I live each day as if it was my last and without regret. Y
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My Life
well so far i finaly got my new apartment its been a month now since i have it for the most part everything is going great iam trying to get into school and finaly found someone willing to teach me how to drive the reason why i never drive before its becuse i dont no how to all becuse i have a very bad temper and it got me in all kinds of problem but i dont have to worry abount that so thats one thing down on my what to do list the next is looking for work not really sure on what i want to do probly go into beta testing i can make anywhere from 50 to 80 a hour doing it in my own home so iam thinking of doing that it be another good thing so i can watch out for my cat stretch he likes to nock over the trach can you think i never feed him the way he eats lol anyways my roomate is somewhat helpful more now since we moved and as for my grandmother she lives with my dad and his gf so its just me mostly here and iam fucking bored out of my head you no i thought liveing by my self
My Life
I am pain I am real. I'm not a dream I'm the chain around your neck as you scream Surrender now You can't beat death at his ruthless game Make your bow Hang your head in shame I can't believe there is no way out... You'll find you are wrong You fill me with doubt... You were never that strong I am pain I am the wound that never heals It's all in vain No compromise, no deals... This is how i feel in my life all i want is to love someone and to hev them love me back, but it seems i will never find it, it seems its just one night stands and it hurts me so. will i eve get what i am looking for, i dont think so why cause i am to nice and nice guys finsh LAST! My life is spining out of control and i cant stop it i lose my father then my family, my house,truck,dog dont get to see my son as much as i want and now i have heart disease. My mind is going 2,000 mph and i cant seem to stop it i cant think right and now i am told that i have to stop al
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My Life
My Day Sometimes I just don't think it pays to get out of bed, ugggghhhhh. I know you guys don't know it, but I have been really struggling with alot of personal issues lately, I wish someone could explain to me why I always seem to attract men, that seem to really want to be with me, be around me and then just POOF!, they are gone without so much as a good bye. It has really been weighing on me lately. So day before yesterday I was finally starting to get past this a little, then I wake up yesterday, lol....should have just stayed in bed. First I go outside to my car and discover someone has been in my car! It's not that they took anything of value, lol, actually it's pretty funny what they did take...a case of bottled water, 12 empty cd cases, lmao, I wish I could have seen their faces when they discovered the cases were empty, lmao. Anyway, its not what they took, it's that they were in my car, i feel violated. Then I had to go to my bank, change accounts because I am
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My Life
ok...so over time i might be posting A LOT more blogs. but since this is my first one...here is a lil bit about me. im spunky, outgoing, engergetic, yet calm. i love going out and playing pool, hanging with friends, a lil partying, etc.. i like to read and dance and have a blast! wanna know more about me...let me know!
My Life So Far
My Life An My Unborn Child
I never knew what life was gonna bring me. I never thought i would meet a man that would bring me happiness. I met my soulmate back in october off the internet his name is alec. Weve been together ever since now im pregnant with his baby. We have our fights but i know our love only grows stronger after each an everyone. He thinks its going to be a gurl i think its going to be a boy he wants to name her prescilla Leigh we dont have a boys name yet but were still thinking i love him with all my heart an he loves me too i know that for a fact.
My Little Boy
My Life....my Story
I spent way to much time away from Arizona; stuck in the freaking woods of West Virginia. Cant wait to bask in the sun. Get back in shape, get rock hard arms and rippled abs once again. AZ here I come!
My Life
My Life.
Well lets see where to start.  A few months ago I allowed my ex to come back into my life.  Things were going great.  We were "working" on things.  Then I found out he was living with his ex gf and her bf.  Her and her bf broke up so it went back to just my ex, her and her son living at the house.  When she broke up with her bf my ex decided that he didnt know what he wanted anymore.  Today he finally came clean and told me that the reason shit went downhill when her and Matt broke up was because he realized he didnt know if he wanted to be with me or her.  Then he said He was lonely thats why he wanted me back into his life. Now he is saying that he still wants to be with her but she doesnt want to be with him.  So pretty much he is wanting to keep me around incase nothing ever happens with them again.  I am so tired of being lead on and used.  I am done.  I am done with him and I am going to once again pick up the million pieces of my heart and try and move on.  I am so tired of alwa
My Life
i am alone lost in the forest away from society yet close enough for chaos but not missed at all i grasp for a limb. reaching only a leaf caring hands clasp as the leave crumbles in spite naive eyes watch the forest act and tease my mind i grasp for a limb. the limb pulls back the forest laughs at my tears and trees dance while i cry gullible hands i grasp for a limb. the forest disappears i am alone
My Life
an IM to my "Ex-wife" michael porter (6/4/2008 5:15:31 AM): thank you for leting me speak to my daughter on my birht day oh wait you didn't that would mean you acutally was a decent human being an dgod knows i did such awfull things to you like give up 2 career's paid of your debt's not mine which i will be seeking compensation for love you stayed faithfull to you never cheated and give you all you wanted those are such bad things so you keep our child from a daddy that loves her and would give his life for her to bring in a man that threw is child out in the cold from her warm bed so he could have a clear way to be with you and let's not forget abot the unfeeling and lack of caring you have shown for three little girls that called you mommy that loved you as thier momy and love thier sister no if that bothered you that would mean your human michael porter (6/4/2008 5:27:49 AM): no you are a uncareing selfish child that must do everything her mommy says like leave your loving
My Life
My Life
Anyway I've never written a blog on here before and most on here probably don't care but it's just something that I can't seem to get off of my mind litereally. Yesterday I went to my dr and found out that I have a brain tumor on my left frontal lobe. To a lot of people they are like yea big deal. Well to me it is a big deal. I'm 25 and a mother to the most precious 5 year old little boy in the world and im scared shitless right now. I feel lost and alone and don't even know which way to turn. People say there are dr's out there. Yea but that also means I get to trust "Dr's" to eventually cut into MY brain and not to mess up. To make sure I come out alive so that I am alright to take care of my son. This is the scariest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life and I never thoght something like this would ever happen to me. I have spent the past two days crying. Looking at my son wondering what tomorrow is going to bring. Praying that I get to see his future... something that
My Life
Ok, let's put this out here for everyone, and aimed at no one in particular. If you don't like me, that's fine, that's great, that's lovely....But give me the respect of telling me instead of playing games. Don't make plans to cancel on me 100 times...don't tell me to call and never answer....don't pretend to be my friend, then tell me you can't even listen to me when I need someone to talk to. I'm done with it, i'm tired of it. Nobody here can help me. Nobody here can save me. I'm sorry if I sound messed up.....deal with it. For whatever reason, I am emotionally fucked up right now...and if you can't deal with that, then leave me alone!
My Little Secret!
I have been asked, from time to time, why I am still single. My answer is always that no one wants me. Which is not true at all. I know that there are women out there that want me, I really do, I just don’t want to sound stuck on my self by saying so. No the real reason is much different. I tell people that I am ugly and not very good looking which is untrue, I say all that so people won’t think I am stuck on my self, which I am not. I am single because it’s the right thing for me. Please let me explain that. As every knows and would agree, that relationships can be hard to say the least. Well I have some mental problems that make it much harder. I am bi-polar, and it’s hard at times for me to function. I can get mean, depressed and moody, without any reason. Things like that make it hard for others to deal with, and love don’t last long under these conditions, at least in my case. I have had a hard life, and I am sure that has some to do with why things are harder for me. Because of a
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My Life Not So Great Right Now!
lattly my life been good but a few days ago i went to the stor and when i got home something told me to cheak the mail and when i cheaked it i got a letter telling me i have to come in to get tested cuss a test came back not normal so now they want me come back in the 8th so they can take some tissue out and see if its cancer. i been so scard and really hopeing its not. i have friend here to sport me but they really arent leting me try to tell them its scareing me as fuck right now.. well i am gonna go. lata im sorry for all the times i lost my temper for the times when i was rude for all the gifts that were given and never received thank yous. for all the love you've given me and i havent given back for all the times you were patient a virtue that i lack. i couldnt see past your imperfections i couldnt see past my pride your feelings i trampled all over on my high horse i would ride. im sorry for all the times i lied for the ppl i hurt along the way nlot a day goes by that i
My Life Today
My Life...
My Lil Girlz Mom Pt. 2
here's yet more to my fight for my lil queen,the court has decided that my lil mama's mom will have supervised visits 1 time a week and that makes me somewhat happy cause i get more time with my child and can have her over night 2 times a week until the 14th of July and then I'll have full time. Here's more form the police report on how stupid a woman can be. " I walked back out the sally port area and checked underneath the backseat cushion of my patrol car. I located a black ock underneath the removable seat cushion. Inside the sock was a fully loaded .357 magnum revovler handgun. the cylinder of the handgun was fully loaded containt hollow ponit bullets. My lil girls mom admitts to puttin the gun under the seat and told the cops some bullshit story but it don't matter her ass is goin to prison. more to come plz repost
My Life...an Update
Wow it has been sooooooooooooooo long since I have been on here! I do miss all my friends! I am soooo sorry I have been away. For those that still remember me, I am so close to popping now it isn't funny! I never knew it was such hard work growing a baby. I am thankful it's almost over and there is finally a light at the end of the tunnel. I have very little to do in these last days, I hope I can get on here more and get back in touch with my loverly's!!!!! This place has changed alot in a short amount of time. Anyways I miss you guys!!!!! So I went to the Dr. on Thursday and had my second sonogram. Everything is going well, and I got to hear my little baby's heartbeat. I can't wait till I can feel something going on in there. It's been two weeks so I thought I would update. I had to go to the Lab to have blood work done, since it's so early in my pregnancy the doctors want to make sure everything is going okay. I got the results today and they say so far so good. I will have m
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instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was a Car insurance Sales person for 5 years 2. I Drove Semi Truck across country for a short time 3. Ive been married twice...divorced twice.. 4. Im addicted to Mountain Dew 5. I have 3 kids, 2 boys 1 girl, 2 are biologically mine and i adopted my girl. 6. Im very sceptic, i dont beleive things unless i see them for myself. 7. I have trust issues lol 8. I hate talking on the phone 9. Im an internet junkie haha 10. Im very into the paranormal community 11. Me and my brother fight like cats and dogs 12. I hate being skinny wish i could gain weight 13. I want to get pug hehe 14. Im a b
My Little Girl, My Little Boy
A single tear, that love bears no boundaries. A simple touch, to wrap my arms around you. Within your smiles my heart embraces, Within your laughter my heart caresses your joy. In every story you have to tell me, In everything you do in play, In everything you dream to see, I love you more for this each day. In every way you want for the spotlight, In everything that you must bear, With every day you learn wrong from right, I look inside myself - I see a child who was once there. Let me dry the tears that hold you in sadness, Let me hold you in your joy, Let me show you all I know in lovliness, I shall love you forever. My little girl, my little boy, Unconditional love for you forever, My little girl, my little boy. Samantha and Joseph this is just for you. You brighten up my day, with your smiles, and your thoughts. I love you both so much.
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My List Of Things To Do Before I Die
I'm not sure if anyone else has a list like this but here is mine. =] 1. Make out with a rock star 2. Fly in an airplane 3. Jump out of an airplane 4. Bungee Jump 5. Learn to play guitar 6. Swim with dolphins 7. Own a 1968 Shelby Mustang
My Life
my life is just like the video made by slipknot called left behind. it explain my life to a T. I still keep moving on even if the people in my life hate my guts. i need to find a women who can change my sorry life around and tell me how to treat a women right and the way she wants to be treated. i also need to stop asking women to just sleep with me and quit be a little kid who just want to fuck the titty off a female. but my life is so fucked up i work a sluaghter house here in wapak ohio and make below mim wage doing it lol!!!!!!!!! so if some think they can help me please give me a call at 419 296 9183. but is true friend even think he can too better if he just buts his mind too it!!!!!!!!
My Life In The Last Month
My g/f broke up with me a month ago. She said she has some shit she needed to work out. She started hangin out with this girl who's 19. She said they were only friends who had similar issues and that's why she's hanging out with her. I knew in my heart there was something else going on but I gave her the benefit of the doubt (well, kinda).Anyway, all these little clues are leading me to believe otherwise. About two weeks after we broke up (oh did i mention we live together...so much fun and she's my best friend too..double whammy)she tells me the real reason she broke up with me is cuz she fell out of love with me months ago and she started to have feelings for the 19 yr old (which I knew in my gut). I approached the 19 yr old and asked her what and if anything was going on and she replied "we're just talking". I go on vacation for a week and when I come home I find out that they have been hooking up since they day after I left for vacation and they stayed in my house on MY BED! Now te
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My Life
Well this weekend Me an One of my best friends cristy are heading down to summerland key part of the keys to suprise our best friends that are now married ben an beth. Its gunna be a blast its my first time to the keys but when me,beth,ben an cristy are togther its epic an im in rare for im able to be my wild an crazy self that not meny people get to see cuz there my best friends. ill make sure to get lots of pictures of action. Im so excited iv given up one love it does not exist iv been single two years iv come to realize that for people like myself unless you got money or a big load of game your fucked women do not want a great personlilty nore do they want a guy with a guy thats funny now if hes some hot guy thats funny omg . im drunk an writing this but women are just as bed as men an im tired of being the friend in womens ,ives being the door mate to wash away the tears but when it comes to dating just come out an say it" your not not you can be my dooor m
My Little Batch Of Nonsense
13 Steps to Recovery/Integration for Soldiers becoming civi Body: 13 Steps to Recovery/Integration for Soldiers becoming civilians. 1. Admit: "I was in the Army; I have a problem." This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0430 or 1400; it is 4:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). Words like latrine, overhead, fourth point of contact, bunk, and "PT" will get you weird looks; bathroom, ceiling, and workout... get used to it. "Fuck" cannot be used to -replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". Grunting is not talking. Nobody knows what "hooah" means. Admit it: you don't even know what it really means. It's a phone, not a radio; do not use words like roger, say again, send it and conversations on a phone do not end in "out" People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you are coming from Fort Huachuca with the platoon or that you spent a deploymen
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My List Of Haters & Downraters!
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My Life The Past Two Weeks
I would like to apologize to all my friends for not being here as I should be ... The past 2 weeks have been hell to say the least ... last weekend we had 4 funerals in 2 days including that of my childhood friend Julie ... and on Tuesday evening of this week, our dear friends lost their 14 month old son Damien, so we have another funeral on Monday ... to top things off, my aunt and uncle had their baby (a girl) early this morning and she is having some heart and lung trouble so please say a prayer for my little cousin Dianna Dawn .. I love you all and hope to be back in the swing of things soon ... hugzzzzzzz, Sexy LiL Sharky the Angel of HRR and the Mad Man's Wife
My Life And My Kids
HEY IT IS JULY 27,08 I AM JUST SITTING HERE BEING BORED SO I FIGURED I WOULD DO A BLOG...I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE 4 GREAT KIDS & A NEW GRANDCHILD ON THE WAY..MY DAUGHTER IS DUE ON MARCH 7,09...BOY I AM SO TICKLED PINK ABOUT IT....MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE & SOUL
My Life In Words
GILAD-TODAY IS THE DATE THAT HAMAS TOOK U AWAY. WE HOPED U WILL BE HOME SOON BUT ITS OVER 3 YEARS NOW.U WERE TAKEN AS AN18 BOY N NOW U R A MAN- WE WILL NOT STOP FIGHTING 4 U N YOUR FREEDOM. WE PRAY N WE DO ALL WE CAN SO THE WORLD WILL KNOW. DONT BRAKE.KEEP HEADS UP-PLZ-YOUR MOM DAD N BROTHER R DOING EVERYTHING THEY CAN.N SO US PPL WHO FEEL 4 U N KNOW U WERE THERE TO DEFEND US. GILAD-HUG N KISS- PLZ REMAIN STRONG http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVVfxD4i2C0 LOOK AT MY PROFILE PLZ THERE IS A VIDEO ON HIM-THANK U GRANDPA.TODAY IT HAS BEEN 21 YEARS WITH OUT U. I MISS U SO MUCH.THERE ARE THINGS N PPL I WANT U TO KNOW.I LOVE U SO MUCH. THAT DAY U DIED U TOOK AWAY MY HERO. U WERE THE ONLY PERSON I KNEW I CAN TRUST WITH MY EYES CLOSED. U TOOK ME TO MY FIRST BIKE RIDE. YOU CAME ALL THE WAY FROM YOUR HOME WHEN I CALLED U N BACK THEN IT WASNT SIMPLE. IM GLAD U DIDNT SEE MY FALLOUTS CUSE IT WOULD BRAKE YOUR HEART.IM ALSO GLAD U WERENT ARROUND DURRING THE WARS N THE TERROR ATACKS.THEY HAVE GOT
My Life In Words
My Life And So On
Sometimes u have to wonder about ur friends, wonder who's really ur friend and who isnt, who lies to u and who doesnt, who cares for u and who dont, who turns their back on u and who wont. Who's selfish and who cares, who's never around and who's always there, who listens to ur problems and who shrudges, who can forgive and who holds grudges, who lies to be that decieving and who's honest enough to believing. I never turn my back on my friends and I am always there to listen, sometimes I dont get the same back, sometimes I get lied to and sometimes I get told things for spite, sometimes answers are said not to be honest but to cover tracks and sometimes forever doesnt always mean that. So tell me, do u really want that as a friend? I dont... A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're Sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to tal
My Life...
I don't understand why in my life nothing ever goes right.I am 20 and married, was happily married until another guy made me realize i could have what I crave. I don't know how to handle this emotion. This overwhelming emotion of wanting and needing something I have never had , only gotten a taste of. In my mind I am in a room that is forever spinning and I can't slow it down enough to even think straight. I love my husband and want to be with him but yet i have this emotion that is overtaking me.
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y do people think they can cheat and then lie about it and still when they get busted they lie even more!!!!!! its makin me sick cuz i got cheated on the i busted him out and that and all he can do is lie and try turn it on me!!1 Why its makin me sick and pissin me off to no end all i can ask is y and say karma!!!
My Life & Family
Something I wrote... Just let me sleep for eternity please, I'm so tired. All the fighting and struggle to live a "normal" everyday life has finally taken a toll on me not only physically but emotionally. I'm tired...of the pain, the disappointment, the loneliness of no one REALLY getting it, not even the ones that claim to know you more than you know yourself. I'm tired of being the warrior, trooper, & whatever else you'd like to call it, I haven't the strength for it anymore....so PLEASE just let me sleep!! This song will have no meaning to those of you that don't know me or my situation but it has AWESOME meaning to me. Please don't message me and ask what is wrong or what you can do to help if you aren't someone I have talked to at least more than a few times I don't want nosy inquiries about what is "wrong" besides nothing is wrong really I just needed to do this for myself to kind of just "get it out of my system" it's my type of therapy I guess, thanks for r
My Life
I met the most amazing man in my life and his name is Parrish, he treats me so good and my family dislikes him. No one understands why i love my husband so much and they think that i can do better then him. My family and friends tried so hard to run my life like they want it and there is no way that im going to let go the most important person in my life up. They tried telling me that he did this and did that, i just found out that they were just making lies up so they can make me marry someone else that i never wanted to be with. They tried to make me marry someone else that i wasnt in love with and tried to make me love that person and hate the one that i married. I dont talk to any of my family or friends no more because they tried to ruin my life with someone else that i didnt want to be with and they always put shit into my head. They had me convinced that i would have a good life with the guy they wanted me to marry and to be with but then i can to my senses that i married the ri
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HEY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FANS!!!! I NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN A CONTEST!!!! GO TO WWW.GETYOURRATING.COM AND CLICK ON WHO'S RATED THEN TYPE 32824 ZIP CODE AND VOTE FOR ME VANESSA SO I CAN GET MY PICTURE PUT ON A BILLBOARD IN TIME SQUARE!!!! PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!! I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT why do we look for love.? Its the thing that brings us the biggest pain, but at the same time, it brings us our greatest joy. Our purpose, to find that one true special someone that we will spend the rest of our life with, but sometimes it seems like you find that person, but something goes wrong. All of us in this world share one common thing. That common thing is love. I dont know why must we look for it. It just seems that we want that feeling in our life. In a sense love is like a drug. You try it and it feels good, and u want more of that feeling, but what happens when that feeling goes away.? Do you go out and fulfill your need for it, or do u just sit there miserable because you dont have the drug.?
My Life
@ 33 I sit and think a common emotion that haunts the very days of my Life my every fear, my every dream that taunt the breaths i take each day the past that never seems to disappear and the new ones made always having my emotional discomforts trying to run away each one my life at 33 i look back at over the years i see are two sided like that of a coin trying to make both sides the same but can't to not be what i once was and become something i never knew to conform to think i am happy yet to fall into what i have always been an apparition to those who think they know me i appear to them and let them see my youth has turned into adulthood hidden behind the lenses i wear keep the eyes to my soul darkened to conceal my every being my life @ 33
My Life
Well this is the beautiful city that im alone in right now. Sometimes i fell like crying. This has been a stressful year no doubt. Will anyone fall in love with me again. I know that i need to take care of myself but i cant help think what it would be like to get maried and have a sweet lil girl. Im 33 now and i wanna spent the rest of my life with someone. Just kind of hard because im in front of my computer being all depressed. Im usally a pretty strong person but call me human. I dont look the same as i do in that pic i took a year ago. Things are changing and i need a warm touch. I wanna spend my life with someone that is charming and sweet. We can hold each other threw the night. We can cuddle and watch romantic movies. I dont base my life of on judging people, i dont expect them to do the same. I cant help but think someone is out there thinking about me back. Well i talked too a freind that was on my messenger. She dosent rember me but i rember her beautiful face. She see
My Life
What you resist, you attract, because you are powerfully focused on it with emotion. To change anything, go within and emit a new signal with your thoughts and feelings. You cannot help the world by focusing on the negative things. As you focus on the world's negative events, you not only add to them, but you also bring more negative things into your own life. Instead of focusing on the world's problems, give your attention and energy to trust, love, abundance, education, and peace. We will never run out of good things because there's more than enough to go around for everyone. Life is meant to be abundant. You have the ability to tap into the unlimited supply through your thoughts and feelings and bring it into your experience. Praise and bless everything God brings into your life. You will disolve negativity and discord and align yourself with the highest frequency- love. Amanda Bear Most of us were taught to put ourselves last, and as a consequence we attracte
My Life So Far Good /bad/who Knows
As many might know i have bipolar they classified it as bipolar 1 and 2 so actually a 3,well today i was staying with my mother her boyfriends mother wanted me to pay rent even though they pay her already but wanted money from me which i don't have. So in my lost mind set i left packed all my belongings and went to my wife's,I moved out couple months and with bipolar i afraid with my kids.I have a real great wife/friend she tries so hard to be my friend I just can't see anything anymore i have so many racing thoughts and can't stop. All i want to be happy and now seems i have lost that. If you know me you know i am a nice guy i try to be everyone's friend,put my personal things aside and care for other people. i really just want to be happy in life well i guess that isn't gonna happen:( I just wish i could go back in my mind and fine peace. But there is no peace in my mind it's all over the place nothing is what it seems to me anymore. If people new how my mind works th
My Life.
Hi everyone my name is Chris, an aspiring writer, poet, and soon to be a co writer for a B rated movie. ANYWAY, just want to let you know to keep your eyes out on this thing and watch me grow in name only.
My Life As A Hotwife
I have been married to the same guy for over 30 years and I love him very much but one guy has never been enough for me. I have cuckold him for most of the 30 years we have been married and with many different guys. I have been with over 100 different guys, some many times and some only one time. I have fucked my hubby's friends, my friends, his co-workers, my co-workers. complete strangers and three of my first cousins. I always go bareback and love to swallow cum. I have fucked them in my bed, their bed, in Motels, in cars, in trucks, in restrooms, on the groundin public parks or about anywhere else they wanted me. I have my hubby sometimes take pics. and video the action and then clean me afterwards. He is a good cuck and has sucked guys hard for me and has clean my cum off their cocks as well as suck their cum from my pussy. I've had him set up dates for me, take me to a Motel and pay for the room so he can watch me getting fucked. I have fucked about twenty different black guys an
My Life.... In Many Forms
this is for you Daddy this pretty much says it all "She wore blue jeans and a rosary Believed in God and believed in me All her friends think she's a little crazy She wears a smile, heart on her sleeve Don't give a damn what the world thinks of me She tells me it's all good She's happy with a bad seed Happy to be misunderstood" === '°°«MîñX»°°☆Owner of FETISH☆Owned by Fixing the Broken☆' wrote the following at '2008-09-08 08:45:41'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
My Life
Ok, so my life is really strange. I have been thinking of breaking up with my boyfriend since like a year and a half ago. He just isn't what I need or want in my life. He is always either at work or in front of the Playstation 3. He refuses to get a better job, move(even in the same town), or even get his driver's liscense. I am 23 years old, and a few years ago, I decided to get on the ball with constructing my life the way I wanted it to be. I have lost 80 lbs, gotten pierced and tattooed(lol it was something I had to do eventually), began college, and I have recently gotten my driver's permit. Yesterday, I got a letter in the mail that said I owed a bank money. I called the bank, and it is physically impossible for me to have spent the money 4 states away from where I was, so now idk what to do, someone stole my freaking identity or atleast my debit card! Now the bank wants me to give them money! Today, three days after I got my driver's permit, I have been driving well. I ha
My Life After Gustav.....;)
Hey Guys and Gals, Just a word or two to let those who care know I and my family are just fine! The eye wall passed right over my house, but by the time it reached my house it had lessened to a cat1. We never lost water or sewage, but I did lose electricity and cell phone service. I justttttttt got back cell phone service today (to my kids ELATED joy) and we're hoping to get electricity back soon. My generator has been picking up the slack until that time comes. I'm working on battery power because I just don't trust plugging in my laptop to the generator so until such time as I get my power back you can expect that I won't be on much. Take care folks......and I'll be back soon enough.....Brad Greetings my friends, To those that I've spent many moments with, and even to those with whom I've only exchanged a few words, I'd like to wish you a day of joy, peace, and love from those around you. I'm presently knee deep in recipe's and ingredients, and hopefully by a
My Life
OK LOOK IF YOU HAVE ARE "FU-MARRIED, HAVE A FU-GF', A R/L GF WHATEVER IT MAY BE! DO NOT AND I REPEAT DO NOT EVEN ATTEMPT TO TALK TO ME AS MORE THAN FRIENDS. I WILL FIND OUT AND I WILL EXPOSE YOUR DIRTY LIL SECRETS. I  AM ONE OF THE FEW REAL PPL ON THIS SITE. I DO WHAT I SAY AND MEAN WHAT I SAY. SO FAIR WARNING FUKKERS I AM NOT THE ONE TO PLAY YOUR GAME WITH. DONT DO IT. YOU WILL REGRET IT I PROMISE YOU!!! OK IM GOING ON A RANT. HAS THE CONCEPT OF PERSONAL SPACE BEEN THROWN OUT THE WINDOW? I MEAN EVERYONE HAS AN AREA AROUND THEM THAT THEY FELL COMFORTABLE IN. CALL IT YOUR COMFORT ZONE, PERSONAL SPACE, WHATEVER, BUT ITS THERE. EVERYONE HAS IT. SO WHY DO PEOPLE INVADE THAT SPACE I WONDER? ESP UNINVITED? EXAMPLE: I MADE A SHORT TRIP TO WALLYWORLD (WAL-MART) YESTERDAY TO PICK UP A FEW ITEMS. OK, I GOT WHAT I NEEDED AND MADE MY WAY TO THE CHECKOUT. NOW MIND YOU THIS WAS A "TEN ITEMS OR LESS CHECKOUT LANE" AND OF COURSE SOME STUPID PEOPLE WHO OBVIOUSLY CANNOT READ WAS UNLOADING A BUGGY FULL
My Life
Seeing that I ganked the last few adventure blogs... I get to write this one. I will try to flavor it nicely for you... It started out with my idea to go to the movies... Brandon and I decided to see Max Payne. We proceeded to round up people to accompany us. Amy was down, but we couldn't seem to rally any more friends. Needless to say, the movie quest was abandoned and we made haste to the Red Apple. There I met, for the first time, Nikki, R2 [Josh], and Yaccob. TJ was there too, but we previously met. TJ and I slow danced, lol. awkwardly Anyway... Coffee, hashbrowns, cigarette smoking, and chit chat insued. Yaccob's hash browns took a million years to come. Brando and I had the swell idea to get drunk, so Amy, Mike, and I went to the Regal [liquor store] and picked up supplies. Two 40's for Brandon and a Pint of Jack Daniel's for myself. From there we went to Nikki's apartment and commenced to drinking. Before we could leave TJ and Brandon had t
My Life
My Life
I tend to have a lot of alone time these days. Sometimes my mind gets to wandering and I thought about a few songs I wanted to have played at my eulogy. Is that a bad thing? Here are the songs (possibly in this order): Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here Smashing Pumpkins - Soma Faith No More - Zombie Eaters Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise Chris Daughtry - Home Here are the meanings: The Pink Floyd song reminds me of my life sometimes. There are many days when I feel like I'm a lost soul swimming in a fish bowl year after year. Soma's chorus reminds me of how I feel sometimes. Even in a room of people extending everything I have... I still feel all by myself... as I've always felt. Zombie Eaters is basically a song for my mother who I never really felt wanted me in the first place. Mayonaise just reminds me of me. Home pretty much says it all. If I'm on my way out... I'm going back to where I came from. Sorry for the babble. Just thought I'd look to the blogs
My Life !!!
Why am I hurting more now that I ever had before? Why does the pain in my heart not subside from the worst loss in my life ? Why does the future in my life seem to look like it will never get better no matter how hard I try to remain postitive about it ? Why can't I face the reality that it is over and let go ? Why do I hold out hope that the only thing that ever mattered to me will someday return to make my life whole again ? Why does this depression get worst day after day ? Why is God making me hurt so bad, have I really done so many terrible things in my life to deserve all this pain ? I hope the answers come soon, because I don't know how much longer I can live my life like this before I have to do something I don't want to do to make the pain go away. God please send some kind of sign to make me understand - WHY ? I know I shouldn't feel like this... But I can't help that I do. I feel like I've been forgotten; Now just a memory to you. I guess I'
My Life
We just heard from the landlord that our apartment complex is most likely going to be closed within the next month or so. Our roof is only one third of a way done & our crew has been fired because they dont know how to put a roof on.. code is giving her a certain amount of time to hire a new crew and get it done.. which coming up with another 8k or so to get it done is not easy... So right now, I dunno what I am going to do. I have NOBODY to help me... and its not easy to up and move 3 people, when you dont have money to do so. I wont have internet or a home phone soon... I dont even know if I will have minutes on my cell phone... :( So if anybody would like to keep contact with me... please send ur phone number... and ur real name if I only know you by your fubar name. in a message before I post my last blog and change my status to something along the lines of.. I dont know when I'll be back again! And if anybody would like to help me out... it is appreciated! Love You Guys! Re
My Life
My Life At Random
The medic stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped his uniform was clean, He'd gotten dressed kinda fast. "Step forward now, paramedic. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my church have you been true?" The medic squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord I guess I ain't, cause those of us who wade in blood, can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough. And at times I've been violent, cause the streets are awful rough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep... although I worked alot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fears. If you have a place for me, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or hand too mu
My Life
Hi my name is Chuck i am 6'3" 250lbs i have been a firefighter for about 20 yrs i am a EMT i love to play sports and i have 3 great kids 10/4/and 2 they are my life i am married to a very sexy bi girl that is 10 yrs younger than me lol she keeps me young we love to meet new and exciting people on anf off line so give us a yell never know we could hook up some time
My Life
My Little Princess
I have to tell you about my daughter, she is the most wonderful little girl ever (even though she makes me want to pull my hair out sometimes.) the other day we went to the movies and she told me on the way home that she was happy. Most parents, the good ones anyway, that is all that they want for children, and when they actually vocalize that, it is the most amazing thing in the world. I live my life for this little one, she comes before anything or anyone else, and i know that this will pay off in the end. I dont like the fact that it seems like only a couple of weeks and then a year has passed. She is growing too fast, i wish that time would slow. I do, however, spend as much time with her as I possibly can. We have a lot of memories, and she talks to me constantly. I dont use the tv or games as babysitters, when she is awake, i am being active with her. I guess that i am just fed up with the way parents treat their kids now a days... (keep in mind that i do not mean all pa
My Life
As most of y'all probably know I was arrested may 2, 2008 on the charges of Aggrevated Stalking and Aggrevated Assault. Some of y'all may have even seen me on Fox29 news or in the Hometown News and Fort Pierce Tribune newspapers. Unfortunately, a lot of you have decided it's a fair assuption that since it was in the news that I must really be the kind of onster they attempted to make me out to be.Now since the fact that the state dropped the charges didn't make the news like my arrest did I am on my own to clear my name so Ican quit receiving strange looks from mpeople when I'm mout in public and hopefully reduce the number of people that are intending to kick my ass when they see me because they think I really intended to do what the police implied. Now for those of you that didn't know(hindsight leads e to think that there's more of you then I originally thought) Sarah and I started talking to each other and hangginggg out when I ggot back fro GA back in Feb. Of course, we never se
My Life
Today marks three months since I lost my sweet Angel. I lost her at 19 weeks due to an incompetent cervix. I lost her on July 2nd 2008. I still hurt everyday thinking about her. I still think of the what if's and the could be's but I'll never be able to know them. At least I can know and remember her face, her hands, and her feet. I can remember the touch of her skin and the love and pain she brought to our family. Rest in peace Bridget. Your family loves you..
My Life In A Nutshell
this is my question in general right now. basically it took approx. 2 days for everything in my life to fall apart at the same time. it's rather sad really, yet somehow i'm able to smile and carry on anyway. so basically how this started is: wednesday night of last week my mom and her boyfriend came to pick me up from school as usual. and as always he was rambling on and on about things he's already told me and things NOBODY cares about (not even him i don't think)and i just got so sick of it that i snapped. i told him to shut his fucking mouth and stop being so goddamn arrogant for once and listen to what other people in the vehicle had to say. and this started some kind of avalanche type senario apparently because the rest of the night consisted of nothing but constant arguing. then my mother proceeds to tell me that if my attitude doesn't improve that i'm out of her house. i'm like fucking great my mother hates me now. fine. so i called my sister. as i was packing things my mo
My Little Auction
I am putting myself up for auction until 6:00PM Eastern Time today. For clicking the link below and placing your bid this is what you will win... 1. Added to my family for a month 2. Added to my top friends for a month 3. 200 pictures rated an 11. 4. Will keep you shitfaced for the week. 5. My YIM address so we can chat (and if Blast/VIP /Bling Pack offered I will make it NSFW). Below please find the link. Remember, place your bid soon cause bidding ends promptly at 6:00PM. Thanks.
My Life
wat up y'all this is my first day here and im just tellin u that im gonna be gettin kicked out of my house and ill be couch surfin so i might not get on all that much... ill check in as often as i can.
My Life
im so happy im moving out to FL in 3 days to be with a wonderful man he is sweet as can be and has made me so very happy i cant wait to be in his arms this will be the best thing of my life :D
My Life
My Life
Nothing fancy. No profound words or heartfelt analogies this time around. Let me just say that it feels really good being able to let go of everything and finally live my life. For once I'm looking ahead instead of dwelling of what's in back of me. Finally I'm able to appreciate what I've done and acknowledge the fact that I've done quite a bit. I'm able to realize that people are going to care a whole lot and people can care less. I'm finally able to let go of people who don't bring me happiness. I've finally stopped trying too hard. I've finally realized that while I was busy being there for everyone else, I stopped being there for myself. I'm finally ready to accept the fact that holding on will be extremely difficult, but in the end everything will fall into place. I'm ready to let things happen the way they're meant to happen. I'm ready to live my life the way I should have been living all along. Loving others, doing big things. And an i
My Life.
Don't you wonder what life could have been if you did thing right the first time around? Some day I wish I could go back and change everything in my life except my baby boy. If I could go back in time adn take back the time I overdoesed I would. If I could take back me messin up and doing drugs I would. Now I have one thing in my life that I need to worry about and that is my son. He is my everything. If I would lose him I would drive myself Crazy and I would go nuts. I don't think I could bare anyone takin him from me. Do you Blame me? If I could take back the day my ol man then I would cause I would do anything to get him back this day. I would do anything just to have one day with him and have my son there to see him.
My Liferight Now
I've been going though some pains. I get to see the doc November 6. Still have morning sickness, and a pinched nerve in my neck. We have a lot of stress in the house. My ex is being a world class prick, he bounces from ignoring me and being a negative piece of shit, to trying to be the god send. Either way it is very annoying. I'll write more later.
My Life
Thank you all for welcoming me to your site with open arms! I only ask that I don't get turned away from this thing by annoying ads and chain mail. I hate that crap! Live loud, rock hard!
My Life
well to let you all know i am healing up very well from surgery. but to my dissatisfaction my daughter is having some complications and has to see a heart specialist.. well if it comes down to it and if she needs a heart transplant and i am compadible with her i will die for my kids so yes i would kill myself for my daughter to have my heart.. so i am giving heads up if i just come up missing.... love you all.. Angel AKA @Evil_Minded@
My Life
Ya kno I just dont get it...y do guys feel the need to b full of the bullshit?? Do u honestly think its gna get u somewhere? I do so much for people n get nothing in return. Im so tired of bein used n treated like crap. I just give up.... Ok so one of the things I do when I need to sort things out is write(I have a ton of blogs on my myspace) so I thought I would share a lil on here so y'all can c a lil bit into me...Im going through a phase right now I think. Im picking guys that r sooo not my type because they are safe and I know I won't get hurt but I hurt them in the process. I feel awful about the last guy. He's the sweetest guy in the world, but he just wasn't for me and I broke his heart and I feel awful. Ive tried to get away from my old habits with guys cuz thats how I always get into trouble. I am attracted to the alpha male, I love a guy that is hard and don't put up with shit and is gna make me feel like "DAMN!!!!!" I love watching a guy work and sweat and don't think ther
My Life!!
My Life As A Mom
i am a mother of one little boy he is a the greatest thing that could have happened to me. God was nice enough to bless me with my son when i was 19yrs old and i have had the best 2 yrs i could ask for other than the fact that my baby daddies walked out on me and doesn't want to be there but i am over that. He is just missing out and it sad because how do you not want to see your son grow up. but god blessed me with a good best friend that doesn't mind being there and raising him as his own son. Being single is okay and all and the guy that helps me raise him and is there for him is my high school boyfriend we stay friends after we broke up. maybe oneday i will have more kids ecause i would love too
My Life Be Like
I am Jessica. I live in a Podunk town, I have a huge family with no sense of pride for themselves(them not Me). I live at home to take car of my mom. I just turned 21 and have hundred of those one time I was drunk and I did...stories, and more stories sober than most. I have done some crazy things. To start I moved here from a great place named Laconia. I wasn't popular or cool or even friendly towards pretty much any human. I had friends but that doesn't always mean I liked them. I 2 separate dating experiences. Then my parents said, " Were moving to be closer to your stepfathers family." I remember thinking Fucking Awesome loons I barely knew hanging around more and more. Then after various quiet days here, I started to open up and people I guess really liked me, I wasn't like cheerleader popular but I had many friends. And didn't really date until senior year. Where to begin about Dustin....We were made for each other, he was perfect for me then. He opened my eyes and add fr
My Little Blog
My Life In General
I was getting ready to shut everything down and go to lay down and get some rest,when out of nowhere my front door handle and door sound like someone was trying to get in. The only person i was expecting never showed up to bring her dog over so i could watch him.Breath in, hold and breath out, it is not like i am not safe i have tons of homes around me it is just that SOMEONE tried walking through my front door. I keep my door locked at all times I watch trutv and it five in the morning what the hell. maybe it was some drunk neighbor that forgot where they lived. it is strange my husband has complained that people watch him through our windows and we our suppose to keep the drapes and blinds closed as tightly as possible. now i have an uneasy feeling becuz if what he says is true, than someone could be watching me right now, and that creeps me out. I gotta clear my head it was just the wind. or something. yes, my overactive imagination is on overdrive i need to just find a cigarette
My Life
I'M VERY SAD CUZ I WAS JUST TOLD I DON'T GET TO SEE MY BABY GIRL (SAVANNAH) ANY MORE.. BUT HER FATHER GET TO SEE HER AND HE IS THE ONE THAT GET HER TAKEN AWAY FROM US CUZ HE HERT HER WHEN SHE WAS 3 YEARS OLD.. BUT WHAT I FIND THAT IS SO FUCKED UP IS THAT HE GET TO STILL SEE HER.. BUT I CAN SEE HER AT ALL.. BUT ONE OF THIS DAY I WILL GET TO SEE MY BABY GIRL.. YEA I NOW I HAVE TO WHAT UNTIL SHE IS 18 YEARS OLD.. AND SHE IS ONLY 10 YEARS OLD.. BUT I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO JUST SO I CAN SEE HER.. BUT I WILL SAY THIS I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING MY BABY GIRL (SAVANNAH).. AND I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF HER AND MISS HER.. HI MY NAME IS MELISSA.. I'M 29 YEARS OLD.. I'M A MOTHER OF 4 BEAUTIFUL KIDS.. I HAVE 3 GIRLS AND 1 BOY.. THERE AGES ARE 12,11,10,6..MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR MY KIDS.. I'M IN ENGAGED TO THE BEST MAN EVER.. HE IS VERY GOOD TO ME AND MY KIDS.. HE HAS 2 KIDS OF HIS OWN.. AND THERE AGES ARE 7,5.. AND THEY WILL SOON BE MY STEP KIDS.. HE HAS A BOY AND GIRL.. I LOVE T
My Life
in life they say you dont get to chose your family but for me that isnt true ,my biological family didnt except me for who i am or the things i have done n life but my wifes family they chose to except me and have been more of a family to me then my own .So this last 11 days has been the hardest for me because i had to say goodbye to a true brother .a man that not only never judged me but he said i was good enough for his sister .a man that was a great father to his kids no matter what they did .a man that was a good friend to everyone no matter who they were in life. buck you will be missed but never forgotten! ok so i was trained not to show emotions this doesnt mean i dont have them ,i just keep them inside until i am alone and then i release in a blast of  primal instinct allowing the emotion to become a tool used to create a stronger outer shell .some people say i dont know how to understand or show emotions but the fact is i was trained all my life not to show them  s
My Life
We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight And yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh... My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find And yet I find Repeating in my head If I cant be my own Id feel better dead Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh...
My Life Sucks ( But Not To Bad)
Ok, so we got sims 3, which I LOVE by the way, but its only under my brother in laws user name on the comp. Well sissy stayed up till like 4 this morning playing, like I knew she would. The only issue is...before I went to bed I asked her, " sissy would you please stay logged into Mitch's account, I wanna play Sims when I wake up?" She said yes. I wake up this morning and not only is the computer NOT logged into Mitch's user name.... BUT THE DAMN THING IS TURNED OFF!!!!! Fucking bitch.
My Life With My Mother!
I am starting this blog in lu of my mumm that I created for those of you that don't know my mother or my realtionship with her.. I am not trying to say I was the perfect kid cause none of us are! But I really can't afford therapy so this is the next best thing hehe... Well before I was even born my mother wanted to have an abortion an my grandfather told her no way in hell so thank god for that!! When I was 4 yrs old my mother took me to my grandfather an left me with the words " take her I don't want her she never shuts up!" ( great start right?) so my grandfather took me an basicly raised me till I was 4 yrs old,, he then got sent to prision ( i know not the perfect settin but hey it is all i had) mom had no other choice but to take me at that point.. i don't remeber alot from that point on utill i was like in 3rd grade.. i just remember being really afraid of my mother..i can remember havin the chit beat out of me at one point an being drug around the living room by the hair of my h
My Life
well its just the same ol stuff just a different day i am really looking forward to getting on with my move and living it up a little... just not sure i can do it without my daughter..... any thoughts..
"my Little Game"
“My Little Game” You, the masterpiece in my gallery of screams, You a dangling caricature within my darkest dreams. Your flesh will be my sketchpad, a tapestry of pain, My brush it has nine tails, it leaves a crimson stain. There is no admission fee, to see this display, For you my love are part of it, I like you this way. My painting it sweats and shrieks stretched tight within it’s frame, Some may call this sick but it’s just my little game. Most critics would say “Boring”; no color, no hue But they lie; your hands and feet have turned a lovely blue. And there is also red, not boring at all. It drips down from the nails that pin you to my wall. You see, I’m easily amused, a man of simple needs, For me it’s just the basics... I want a canvas that bleeds. Modern art or abstract, for me that’s just too tame. Because I really like the “old ways” when I play my little game. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved “My Psychic Café” There’s a psyc
My Life As Of Now...
My Life
i'm sick and tired of people running their mouth. if you have something to say,say it to my face. don't go running off like the pussy you are, to others expecting them to care. you feed off of people's reactions to your stupidity. you're an adult whos acting like a little child. grow the fuck up, and get a life. [this is implaied to a gay guy in my class] It never fails;as usual my brothers go at it yet again.Every holiday,birthday or special occasion;as long as there is alchol invovled.My brothers always bump heads,over the most stupidist things.There will never be a nice moment with the family, as long as my brothers are in the same room together.
My Life And Feelings
Here is part 2 of my last blog. Like i said in my last blogi thought that i would never kno what tru love is. And you kno i was right. I tryed things out wit my kids mom again. And you kno what i got hurt again. So now when i look at my son he knows that i am hurting and the only thing he could say to me was daddy everything is ok and give me a hug and kiss. And my lil girl just gives me hugs and kisses. If there is one thing that i kno that they are not goin to break my heart. I love you renzo and nikita. You two are my life and soul.  I just hope that the one that i am wit knows that i really do care for her and love her. I just dont want to get hurt again. I thank god everyday for my two kids. I am truly one lucky guy to have to wonderful kids that bring joy to my life everyday that i am wit them. I want to shout out to all the single mothers out there i kno that you have a hard job to do and i got noffin but love for ya. But you kno what all the single fathers out there that s
My Life Is Rapidly Becoming The Punchline For A Seriouly Disturbed Joke
Barren of events. Rich in pretensions. My earthly life. Obscurity. My real name. I am all alone, between failure and frustration. I am the red thread between nothingness and eternity. As each day passes, it seems to get more and more depressing out here. I cant stand it. I am slowly watching myself slip deeper and deeper into a situation I might never come fully out of, and I see what it's doing to the ones I love as well. Yakima has drained my creativity, my money and is slowly devouring my soul. I feel completely lifeless here. I need out... and I want out. I have never hated a place as much as I hate it here, and I should have known, I did know... I thought this was going to be temporary, I never thought I would be here this long. I could win the fucking lottery and still be in debt... I just don't know what to do anymore. And I am sick of trying and it never going anywhere. How can a company seem to think that giving someone 12 hours one week and 16 the next
Mylife.......
I am walking in the dark. I hate myself for it and I hate where I am in my life. I put on a happy face infront of my children but that is about it. I don't know which way to go. There are so many things on my mind. I'm doing my best to deal with it but its hard when you don't have any friends close by. I apologize for being so distant but that is just the way that I feel. I very rarely get onto the computer anymore and when I do, it is fairly brief. I'm trying to deal with everything that is happening and so close to the holidays. I don't really have alot of people I can depend on and no one that is really close. I disguise my unhappiness by throwing myself into the gym. To no avail at that. I'm not dropping the weight and have actually gained a bit back. I think it is muscle weight but I'm not honestly sure. I don't want to go back on the pills that I was taking b/c they make me so irritable. I can't handle that on top of everything else. I just don't know how to deal
My Life
why is it that i feel all alone. i dont understand. am i that bad that all my friends bail on me until they need something. i know i work alot but i still try to make time. soemtimes i just wana go sit in a corner and cry.wats worse is i have someone wonderful in my life and yet i cant seem to keep the loneliness away. maybe its the distance between us but i dono. i dono whats so bad about me that even my family dont wana see me alot of the time. am i seriously that bad.maybe im just goin insane. i wish someone would rescuse me from this hell. he knows who he is too. whats worse is i asked my friends that if i moved away if they would come see me and they told me no. i would drop anything at the tip of a hat to help them or even road trip to see them but they wouldnt even take the time to see me. maybe im not that important to anymore?
My Life As A Bartender
Bartenders do not know every drink there is....especially when customers make up their own names for an otherwise popular cocktail Stop being a conusure...if you want grey goose but we only have Kettle one stop with the long drawn out deciction....its the same stuff especially when you want it with oj and other stuff. Let the bartender do his thing...We don't need you jumping the gun, correcting us before were done...we know the order to make your drink...you will get your napkin..yes I know it gets a cherry...and yes I will wipe the bar area for you....I'm not done yet! When you sit down in front of me and you see I am making seven drinks and I say I will be with you in a second... I dont want to here the preview or the type or how to get ready to make your drink or what your friend will have...I will be with you in a second! Dont order your first ever Cosmo and say its too strong....A cosmo is almost all liquer! I dont care what other bartenders do for you. If a
My Life
show my fuho all the luv!! Merry xmas :) Hinder – Without You I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together Cause something changed, you were acting so strange And it’s taken its toll on me It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it
My Link On Ggw
GimpsGoneWild is a disabled modelling site. I do nudity, but nothing explicit.. I will soon do corsets, fishnets, braces, ect. The link is NSFW, obviously. http://www.gimpsgonewild.com/Stacie.htm
My Life
I was born in California in 1951 on an army post. Went to Germany until 1954. Then to Mississippi until 1956. Then to New Orleans until 1958. Then to Washington St. until 1962. Then to Metz France until 1963. Then to Athens Greece until 1965. Then to North Dakota until 1967. Then to New Orleans until 1971. Then to Houston until 1973. Then to New Orleans until 1978. Then to Houston until 1980. Then to Dubai in 1087. Then to where I live now in Lafayette Louisiana. And people wonder why I'm alone.
My Life
This'll sound very vague to most who dont' KNOW me but I have some weird things in my life and I'm not sure what to do about them... I need to sort out some major dilemma's in my mind as they eat at me. Sorry I can't be very specific at the moment.. maybe I'll expand on that soon.
My Life
My Life..
Where 2 begin...hmmm Well I was raised in Washington Born in Montana..My Father was a Hellsangel and my Mother she just had me well my Father got into trouble and had 2 leave town so they had 2 leave me behind w/friends...well lived w/them till I was like 12...Tried to find my mother and did by the time I had come 2 find her it was 2 late she had already passed...... My Mother who's name Is Connie, My Grandmother who I have never knew seen the add in the paper and I found my real family and went to live w/her through my highschool yrs...she has passed on as well my aunts and uncle hate me bcause she had to raise me for 4 yrs sooo they can have themselves lol...anyways this is why I love fubar so much plus Frank Lonewolf he is the best and helped me through alot since I have been here and ty Frank from the bottom of my Heart...xoxo Cindalicious
My Life.
It is realy hard in the world know that evething is going down hill no job's and what are us people to do i thnk there is going to be Riot soon i don't know about you all.
My Little Pain Slut.........
Our relationship was going in a totally different direction to what I had ever imagined. It had started out as just two people having some fun, granted it was what many people would consider perverted fun, but harmless fun in reality. But now, it was as if we were both on an express train to sado-masochistic depravity. The really scary thing was of course that neither of us new where the final destination would be, but neither of us wanted to get off. And now as I waited for you to answer the door, the train was going to speed up some more, I just hope it did not leave the tracks. You open the door, dressed as I had instructed. My favourite leather under bust corset, black of course, pushing your beautiful breasts up and outwards. I could still see the faint red marks from when I had used the flogger to torture them the last time we were together. As instructed you were wearing stockings, attached with suspenders to the corset, but no panties. Your freshly shaved cunt glowed pink fr
My Life And Ice Cream.
On September 11, 2001. I was getting ready for a field exercise with my unit in the 10th Mountain Division (that would be the active army division in New York - Fort Drum - about an hour north of Syracuse). We were on the trucks getting ready to go out (I think it was a Monday) when some guys came running down. They had just seen on the news where the Twin Towers had fallen. After that day, I was deployed on four wartime operations. One was for security in the US (Operation Noble Eagle). I've spent nearly 2 years in combat overseas on the other three deployments (which included Uzbekistan, Afghanistan, Djibouti, Ethiopia, and Iraq). I was infantry. My job was to "close with and neutralize the enemy." For layman terms, that means our job is to kill people and blow shit up. Seen some pretty bad shit. It's been 9 years since that day. Nine... Wow. I'm out of the army now. Honorable discharge, of course. So, yeah... I did that. It was pretty amazing to be a part of it. It was pretty trau
My Life Part 1
To start with, if you think this is about you, and only you. Get over yourself. This is about how I feel at this point in my life! Reflections from the past as well as thoughts from the present. This blog covers several years and will probably not make sense to many people. It will I am sure slap some right in the face. This is not my intention. I just feel the need to write this as it come to mind. My life from the start According to my birth certificate I was born December 8Th 1957. And was the third child. I wonder why I grew up as an only child? I wonder why I was told at a very young age that my mother gave me up for adoption, yet the mothers name on my birth certificate was the same as the one that told me that? Did I misunderstand being as young as I was? Or was I mislead for some reason? None of that really matters at this point. I can not help but wonder though, how much that information had to do with the way I look at the world now? I remember as a small child go
My Life Part 2
My life starts to change. My so called "Step Dad" could not wait to get rid of me. He took me home and commenced to totally blow me off. I went to live with my newspaper route manager and his wife for about a week. They were good people. His wife introduced me to cottage cheese and pepper. I still love it. I had hair down to the middle of my back. That was promptly cut off and new clothes were bought for me to attend moms funeral. I never understood the need to cut my hair. After all, mom had no problem with it. I guess they did. After about a week I was picked up and taken to my "Sisters". This is where I remained until I joined the United States Army. Now about my sister.....I had been to their house before, played with their kids and spent the night. Yet, I never knew she was my sister. Strange that she was my sister and yet much older than me. She had kids about my age. A son and a daughter. They my brother and sister. I still don't understand it. Guess I never will. At th
My Life Part 3
My return home I left the Army and returned home. It did not take long to see that some things never change. Hell, even my wife could see it. Nothing I did was good enough for the rest of the family. Not my wife, the car I had, my job. Nothing.....Looking back at it. They were correct on the wife part! After the buying and furnishing of a new house. The wife got home sick and just would not let up on it. So I sold it all and moved to Charlotte NC where her sister and her husband lived. So there I was in a strange town. No job and what money I had in my wallet. With a wife and my two step boys to take care of. Things couldn't look any worse. Especially with a wife that continued to spend money like I was getting paid next Friday. I stopped in an Exxon station for gas at the corner of Woodlawn Drive and I 77 to get gas. They had a sign on the door for help wanted. I talked with the manager there his name was Al. And left with a job a whole $3.90 an hour plus commission. Now that
My Life Part 4
Returning home again I left California pulling a small U-Haul trailer behind my car. (The one that's in my pics) I had intended on going back to Atlanta. But coming through Oklahoma City, Oklahoma during the morning rush hour I was in the wrong lane and could not get over. So there I was heading toward Tulsa on I 44. So I said what the hell. I'll go visit for a day or two then continue to Atlanta. I never left. Things went well with the family for awhile, but as usual that didn't last. I left and have not been back around them at all. I have no desire to be either. Enough is enough and I have had enough! They can take their sniveling back stabbing holier than tho shit and keep it. I will not return...... So. There I was. Just me. Life was boring dull and repetitive. Just the same shit everyday. Work home eat sleep. over and over again. the only excitement I had was riding my bike. It released me from the everyday bullshit. Made me feel good. Took away the stress. But something
My Life Part 5
The need for medical insurance Well, I got very ill no insurance in and out of the hospital, no one could figure out what was wrong, severe pain that brought me to my knees in my chest. I just knew I was going to die. Then they figured it out. I had a gahlbladder that was not functioning correctly causing all the pain. I had surgery was off work and got very far behind in bills. My wife did not work and she didn't then. She should have. I went back to work sooner than my doctor wanted me to. I had a wife and three step kids to support, but It was killing me I hurt it seems that some people recover more quickly than others. I was in the "Other Category" It took me a long time to get back to making good money again. I was paid by commission, so speed was important. I just did not have it at that time. We had to bail on the house and the car went back, I was barely making enough for utilities and food, much less anything else. My beginnings into Motorcycle clubs I had a fri
My Life Part 6
Me and The Bandidos Motorcycle Club I was invited to attend one of the National runs I found this to be a great honor and I gladly accepted. I got to see a lot that some only dream of. I was able to talk with 30 plus year members and even one member. Who was in a Military club much like I was before he became a Bandido. I seen prospects working their asses off to get what they wanted. None of them were just sitting around shooting the shit. This impressed me. This looked like exactly what I was looking for. I was asked and I accepted the opportunity to Prospect for the Bandidos. I was then and am now Proud to have done it. I worked my ass off. Rode more in a month than some do all year. I learned club history, was told stories of things funny and not so funny. I earned the privilege to be called a Bandido I have earned my One Percenter Diamond and will defend my club and my brothers to the death if need be. I am now again more than just another person. I am a One Percenter!
My Life Part 7
Love, Trust, Betrayal, Disrespect and Selfishness This title pretty much says it all. So be warned! This is the open, honest, straight forward and to the point. This is how I have come to see things over the years. I am not the only man that feels like this to some degree. And there are plenty of women out there that feel this way toward men to some degree as well. In order for me to get my point across. I need to give you a little of my thoughts on life in each of the categories in this title. So please be patient as you read. As I grew up, I believed that Marriage was a life time commitment. To love honor and Cherish til death do us part. I believed that once you were married, that was the one you were with period. It was to be strictly monogamous. The man worked and took care of his family. Defended them at all cost and could trust without hesitation what his spouse told him. Man...What fantasy world was I living in? Life is not what The Wonderful World of Disney po
My Life!
I Got My Apt An Im Been Livin In It For Over Two Wk Now. Im So Glad I Got My Own Place To Live. I Hope Things Still Get Better For Me An I Enjoy Bein A New Mom To My Baby Girl. Yes I Didnt Give My Baby Up. So Glad I Didnt Give Her Up An She Makes Me Happy When She Smiles At Me, my birthday went well yesterday. i'm hopin i get this apt. soon come jan 2011 i have lived in my apt for 2yrs.well my daughter is gettin so big now an she 2 yrs old now,she just turned 2 on Oct 15,2010.she been walkin since end of feb 2010,o wait back in feb of this yr my baby brother passed away on feb 5-i miss him.Im workin on gettin my daughter potty train.
My Life Story
I have been writting to my mom since 2005. The year she died you gotta share though when it gets tough. So I am venting here. I don't know how much of you believe in the supernatural. I do know. I was cleaning the house one day, crying contemplating my marriage. When i saw out the corner of my eye a person at the top of my stairs. I looked up it was my mom. What do you think that means. I meen i was bawling around thinking of my marraige and there she appears. A woman who wouldnt leave a man if they killed her. Which i think her bastard husband did. but I have dreamed that one day that i would get to know here. I was in and out of foster care. I lived with my dad from the ages 5-12, not a picnis i tell ya. My step mom hates me she kicked me out after some crazy shit went down. My mom was proud of me though, I was the first from her side of the family to graduate, the 2nd to join the military. by choice. I miss her. If you read this feel free to geve me advise on how to coop i still don
My Life
well what can i say i am with the greatest guy in the world we are just not in love with each other we are bestfriends to and i have two great kids that he takes great care of and they are not his now thats a man. baby i know you are going to read this i love you with all my heart
My Lil Midget
My Life...
You look at me & have already decided what I am. Who am I to make you the fool. Few people actually realize it's your ears..not your mouth...that hears. There is more than 1 way to live, yet there is only 1 way to be right. Hmmmmm, how many of lifes lessons are not taught nor learned due to those who already know it all? I can babble like an idiot or be as quiet as a mouse, either way, I'm sure I was listening more than you. I don't have to be right to you, so long as I know I'm not wrong to me. Those old sayings carry much wisdom, " Never Judge a Book by it's Cover", you might just miss out on the best novel you'll ever find. I am a full time single mother of 2 daughters. My oldest daughter is epileptic & has other medical problems with her stomach. Which she is under going numerous tests to find the source of what is making her so ill. I am not looking for anyones pity or using her condition has a means to draw attention. Point blank.....I am not on the haters committee nor would I
My Life
WEll i am 23/f/ny and my name is heather and i have 2 kids that are my life. i have a lot of sister and bro. i also have a best friend names kaite she is there when i need her the most and for the good tiems and bad ones. I just brock up with a guy that told me he was not the same as the oher but guess what he was just like them so there for i am just a lil pissed off about it all how is had to end you know. So if u reading there and u want to know more just wright to me ok
My Life (more Personal)
I think I have finally settled on the notion that the more I try to understand how a website like this works (and the kind of people who use it) - the less I will truly get it.  Women on here ask for, beg for, command and demand respect - yet sell their naked pictures for flashy pictures on a computer screen that have 0 value in every day life. Women using fake pictures to be more appealing, and not caring that they lie to every single person that talks to them and may consider them a friend by not being real. Women say they want a nice guy that treats them well, yet the more effort you put into being nice to some of these girls, the less they pay attention to you or just ignore you altogether. They fall for the "bad boy" that tells 15 different women the same fuckin thing, and they're all dumb enough to believe he means it "just for them." Then you get those ones who had a baby with some complete fuckin turd - and makes every other man in history jump through 15,000 hoops just to pro
My Life!
Take me away from the hood like a state penitentiary. Take me away from the hood in a casket or a Bentley. Take me away... Like I overdosed on cocaine, or take me away... like a bullet from Kurt Cobain. Suicide. I'm from a windy city like do or die. From a block close to where Biggie was crucified. That was Brooklyn's Jesus shot for no fucking reason. And you wonder why Kanye wear his Jesus pieces. Cause that's Jesus people, and Game he's the equal. Hated on so much Passion Of The Christ need a sequel. Yeah, like Rockefeller need a Segal. Like I needed my father but he needed a needle. I need some meditation so I can lead my people. They askin’ why? Why did John Lennon leave the Beetles? And Why every hood nigga feed off evil? Answer my question before this bullet leave this Desert Eagle!!
My Life
Glittering dark, dancing Before my eyes, closed Everything I see, shadowed In roaring silence I hear Falling A feather Soundless, a brush My lovers touch Bitter, life's bile Sweet, love's taste Shadows of tomorrow Darken the path of yesterday What was will not be What is, stands Before my eyes, open My life
My Life
COPY AND PASTE the links into your browser. May not redirect you from fubar! You can keep track of me on facebook: http://www.facebook.com/people/Edain-Wild/1633758518 Or add me on Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/edain You have NO excuse! I know I have a lot of cool Fu-friends on here. And I need your help! PLEDGE instead of buying me fu-gifts and blings or give me ratings! click here to get to my fundraiser! I need to get roughly 5K together to pay for everything. I have set a goal of $1981.00 to pay at least for the main stuff (like tickets, vet and a small part of the move), but everything above that will help a whole lot! My parents are pitching in as much as they can, but some things are just missing. I do not want to move with just a kid and two bags under the arm. I have a great dog and would like to take as much as possible with me. I have a nice saying: a friend in need is a friend indeed. Are you a friend? PLEDGE NOW! How does that work? Everyone can pledge fr
My Life
My Life
my life has never been better i have a beautiful daughter shes my world shes 3yrs old i dont think i could live if i didnt have her! thats bout all more to come lol :)
My Life
As the days grow closer, And your face enters my mind, I begin to realize something. My life revolves around you. Breaths one by one, Are taken for you. My eyes are God's gift to me, So I may see the glorious wonders of your feature. I smell so as not to miss you, When the wind blows your perfume. I wake every morning, To see a smile flash in my direction. I live for you and you alone. No matter what happens, Then, now or later... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART! by: Michael the Smokin' Gator
My Life
Wow. Wow. Wow. WOW... That's all I can really say. As some of you know, I am a full-time, single mom of 2 kids - a boy that will be 4 next month, and a girl that will be 16 in May. I am also a college student. The new semester for me started on Tuesday. I am overwhelmed. That's not necessarily a bad thing. I enjoy learning, for the sake of learning and also for advancement and personal growth - I consider myself a sponge of sorts. My MT (Medical Terminology) class is whopping my behind. 6 hours of classroom time per week, coupled with about 4 hours of homework each night. I also have a CCC (required, idiotic class - Computer for College and Career) with 7 hours of classroom time per week, and an additional 4-5 hours of homework and projects per week (and this is just my FIRST week!) I have not had any time for Fubar this week, for a few reasons - my children and school being the main two, and a new 'complication' (albeit a delightful one!) that has suddenly
My Life
What to do i'm inlove with this guy and he says he loves me but he's with someone else and i dont want this other party to get hurt. but yet i want to be with him. What should i do. Does anyone have any advice for me ????? i'm going crazy out of my mind trying to decide what i should do about this situation. its really bugging me.                                                                    Crazy but in love
My Life & The Army
Well we found out 2 days ago that my hubby is getting deployed between March 1st and 7th. Yippee! Yeah I know its more money for us when he comes back but what about missing the baby's birth? I get to continue to do this pregnancy alone. Of course I have the support of my friends on here that will be there for me to talk to when I have a bad day, but who is going to hold my hand and let me cry on their shoulder? If it wasnt for all the shit we have been through already and me being pregnant the deployment wouldnt bother me so much. But I dont want to be in TN anymore and I dont want to finish out this pregnancy alone. The most I can do is hope I can get him back home before the baby is born otherwise the baby will be 2 months old before he gets to hold her and that will break my heart more than anything. He wont get to cut the cord or hear the first cry with me. He wont even get to be at the Dr appt when I find out what we are having. He gets to find out through email or maybe a phone
My Life
Im going to complain here because no one else cares to listen. My hub (soon to be x) is moving in with his highschool sweetheart gf this summer; with our kids. Now, currently he makes more then 2x times the income that I do, so add in hers and WOW they will be living a nice comfortable life style. I figured a small increase in child support shouldnt be a problem. Right now I have to decided to pay the bills off or put food on the table. Not Fun!! I wont get into much more detail, but Im swimming hard to stay afloat and its wearing me out. So is it wrong on my part to ask for more support considering the amount of money they will have to raise the kids? I think its fair, im not worried about me, but Id like to keep my kids comfortable, and not worried if they are gonna eat or play in the dark! Comment back, tell me what you think! So Ive got to get this off my chest..my husband, whom Im divorcing has decided to purchase a house with his new gf (highschool sweetheart), who
My Life
Today I was off from work. I woke up took my son to daycare. I had an appointment after I dropped him off. My appointment went well. After the appointment was over I went back home to try to get some house work done. I accomplished alot. Although I didn't quite finish everything on my to do list. I felt good about what I did get done. I even got to take a nap before going back to pick up my son. After I picked him up from daycare we went back to the house. I needed to cut his hair so I took care of that. He looks like a cute little man now instead of shaggy. lol...
My Life
Now That I’m 27, not really looking forward to heaven. My soul feel dead, like I never been alive. So maybe when I die, I well finally be alive. If loving is healing and hating is killing, Then what is being broken? Maybe it is when the heart feel the healing of  love, then feel pain of losing the love. Maybe why I feel dead inside or broken from being alone. Oh boy who we live your lives, with silly things that we try to feel so alive.  A true Story about a man that nothing to live for. ”Hell found me” I said as I lay on the floor of this run down apartment. Stall feeling the pain and hit from the night before running through me. Looking up from the floor with darkness and hot summer’s night air surrounded me, holding me to the floor like a Sumo is on top of me. I shake me head to clear it from the weighed down like feeling. I struggled to get on my feet, standing upright with my head down. I ran my hand through my hair bring my head up with the pain of last n
My Little Corner Of The Universe
For those who don't know what's been going on with us of late.. here it is.. Friday February 6th my daughter Chelsea (10 years old) was up at 3 am practically screaming in pain, we took her to the children's outpatient clinic at the one hospital in town, they thought it might be her appendix and sent her for an ultrasound and instead of that, they found a kidney stone. The first person said it was 4 mm but later we were told 5 mm. They said they expected her to pass it over that weekend, and sent us home with a prescription for codeine if she had another bout of pain, and that was that. That Saturday night she was in some terrible pain, the codeine didn't help but it did eventually settle for her. She was a bit crampy that Sunday but was otherwise fine the rest of the week. We figured she must have passed the stone Saturday night and just missed catching it in the sieve they'd given her. She was fine at school and all seemed well. Saturday February 14th she was in excruciat
My Lighthouse
Sometimes my life is dark, empty, and foreboding Like a ship in the night out at sea But you are there for me You are the tower of strength that I rely on. Sometimes I'm sad and alone Like the captain at the wheel, wanting to be home But you are there for me You shine your bright light for me to reach out to Sometimes I'm confused, not sure what to do Like the seaman who looses his way in the fog But you are there for me Your voice tells me the right direction. Sometimes life is as rough as the uncaring sea It causes panic, frustration, and despair But you are there for me A quiet entity on the edge of a rugged cliff. You are my beacon, my lighthouse.
My Lil Angel
I lie awake here in the dark, Listening to my baby’s heart beat, And as I feel my baby’s breath, I began to grow weak. I look at him sleep and thank the lord that Each night that I am the one that holds Him tightly and here by his side, I want him desperately. My Lil Angel I look outside my window and watch the rain pour down and I listen to the thunder clap as I feel the world go around I wonder beyond the sun and dream past the shining stars and as the moon disappear, she becomes the wind and it draws my tears. I fade and into glory hoping she's happy for I love that lil angel so dearly.
My Life
I just wanna say thank you for all who sent me kind & thoughtful emails about dad. I just have no reason to be on here or anywhere on the computer as I try to deal with his passing & try to build a life to where I’m not tearing up. Some of you that I’ve gotten to know on here have asked me what happened & I appreciate all of the concerns. Instead of repeating myself, I’ll just explain here… Dad had a leg infection called Cellulitis. Since his regular doctor didn’t send him to the hospital to be treated like last year when he had it, my sister that dad lived with dragged him to the ER (literally) the night of Aug 30th cause he was having symptoms of Sepsis. The following day which was suppose to be a happy day cause it was Shaun’s birthday, he went into Septic shock which made him stop breathing & had cardiac arrest. Took them 14 minutes to get a pulse & was transferred to their ICU. They don’t know how long we wasn’t breathing so they
My Life To Give An Insight
when i was 12 my mom met a guy and started dating again after 10 years of being alone with just me and my siblings.... no one in the family knew about him or met him except me and my sister..... my grandfather was more like my father... my real father left when i was a year old and all i knew was my grandpa... my mom has this story she tells about when she used to do news radio and one of ehr stories was on children of divorced homes... she told a story about a day that we were all at my grandparents house and i was about 5 or 6 at the time and i heard my mom call my grandpa daddy... yes some people think its wierd for a grown woman to call their father daddy but she did... grandpa was her daddy and grandma was her mother. anywho i heard my mom call him daddy and i flipped! i ran to her and smacked her leg and scolded her telling her no mommy he my daddy not yours!!!! and she had to sit me down adn explain it to me.... needless to say i still looked to him as a father.. so when
My Life Edit
My Life
My life is happy and full of life I wake up and get cooffe i chat i cry i dance this is my life
My Life
She is more alert now and talking a lot more. My grandfather asked her today if she had any pain anywhere and this is what she said "No but my ass hurts" lmao. She has a sore on her tailbone . I'm going to call & talk to her soon. if the kids will be quiet enough for me to hear something lol. But thats the update! My gram is dieing. She is full of cancer & its in its advanced stages. She's not comming out of this. I am going to miss her soooooo much. But she will always be in my heart. She lived a long life and gotsee many things. They will be taking the ventalator off after my aunt has gotten to say goodbye andshe will be here tomorrow afternoon. Plz pray for our family. Kitty I'm going to step away from the fu for a little while. Its brought me nothng but trouble and with everything going on in my life right now i just need to step away. If Any of you want to keep in contact with me my yim is livinnlovinlife84. When i come back i will have made a decision on if i want to stay o
My Libido.
I've come to realize something. I love sex. Love it, love it, love it!! So much that I think that if I was a chick, I'd be an uber slut. I don't feel ashamed about it, either. I just wish that it would calm down. It's interfering with my daily life. I'm like mad ass horny all the time and I can't get it off my mind. I get enough tail not to be like that, but since I hit my 30's I really wanna bone. Not just like regular sex, hot, freaky, monkey sex! I think I needs me a freak. I don't need a girlfriend (not that I couldn't handle one) I just need someone who has a mutual view on how we're feeling. I'm cool with the no strings attached, but I'd be cool with being able to hang out a little, too. I know that there's a lot of women out there who just need 2 be boned just to take the edge off for the week, and I'm more than willing to be that guy. I don't involve myself in the drama (baby daddy, ex-boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, etc)and on top of that what we do is what we do. But, I digress
My Little Cousin
she is in so much pain but she no longer feels it a coma she was put into to keep the tears from sliding down her sweet little face her family is torn they are falling apart they have only God's love left so many people pray for this little girl her big sister stands by the window not allowed to enter this germ free room she doesn't understand why she is not able to hug her sister she cries cause her sister is her best friend her tears bring even more grief to my already tear filled eyes there is nothing i can do but pray i want to hold my little cousin and let her know i am there but she wouldn't hear she wouldn't know for the child sleeps in a painless world of darkness silent slumber little one peaceful dreams wrapping you in loving arms no sadness to consume your soul you no longer feel the pain that makes you cry out you are sleeping now so softly you sleep in a dreamless wonderland wrapped in caring arms of people that love you your angles are watc

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