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My Thoughts...
I would like to thank all that have read my past few blogs...stepped on the scale a little sooner than I should, I have now lost about 8 pounds!!! I can't wait!!! 32 more left to go!!! With the girls, Bre is doing better now, the insurance company of the pharmacy is supposed to be getting in touch with me now. It seems that they don't want this to go public, since it is a huge chain, I would say not. We will see what happens there. Peanut is doing good, tics are at a minimum right now. Her fathers side of the family is refusing to believe that, even now with the doctor diagnosing her, she has Tourettes. That's ok though, I think it gives her an added touch of personality. I have a video of her, that Jamie uploaded for me and the doctor, it is in my stash. If you would like to see it!!! Finally, for those that have read about my boyfriend and I breaking up. He is not a bad person, I never meant for it to sound that way. He is a great guy, and he brought it to my atten
My Thoughts On This Site
I have met alot of good peaple here, and I have friens that I'v known fore wile whom are here as well. This is a good place to network meet new peaple and conect whith friends. But there are alot of people who are here to do nothing but make trouble, just like whith Myspace, they are here too. One former friend here comes out or has decided that she's a neo nazi. Now this is the thing, she came to me requesting to be freinds, I just comented on the graphic on her page, then go the request frome her. Now I welcome new freinds, I have no problems whith friends requests, but don't bother if you have alot of bull shit bring. So if you have issues whith someones race, gender(espesaly whith women), beliefs(depending on the belief like what I'm talking about here), sexual preferance, nationality, the way they drees like goth, punk, or their sise or sutch as big women or small men, don't bother making a freind request, we have nothing to talk about, and I don't need you! And if there are any
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This was originally posted on myspace and trust me, it caused quite a stir. Once again....ADULT WARNING....STRONG LANGUAGE and SEX************************************************************ Ok, I know the shit-storm this is gonna bring down on me. I'm gonna get letters from perverts, called names, prayed at, and worse yet...sympathy. But like I said in an earlier blog, it's just words on a screen. But maybe if I talk about this others will too, and it will help them. Trust me, there's lots of others..more than you can imagine. And we all think it's our fault and are ashamed..or afraid of what a lot of people will say to/about us. Fuck that, I'm not ashamed and I don't give a rats ass what anyone says. Lots of adults like to fuck children, often their own children. So I'm gonna write about this and repost it alot. And if you even think to ask me if I got any pleasure out of getting fucked by my father, you're as big a sicko as he is...seek help u asshole. When I was eleven years ol
My Thoughts On The Day (7)
My Thoughts
TEXAS ! Rules of Texas : 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle &oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 go east and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. Yeah, we eat
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Just another saturday night blown off I go cosmic bowling (Really fun by the way) I pay and everything, and then no one shows up that I invited...so I spend 40 min bowling and then leave...it was a total waste of time. Damn I wish I just had one good friend or even girlfriend or something just anyone that would be there for me. ~Ethyn
Mythical Creature
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon100%Faerie92%Angel75%Mermaid67%Demon67%WereWolf33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com
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THERE IS ONE THING IN THIS WORLD I CAN NOT STAND IS WHEN A MAN LIES, TO A WOMAN ABOUT HOW THEY FEEL OR WHEN U SAY LETS GET TOGETHER U SET UP A TIME AND DAY TO DO THIS AND THEN THEY DONT SHOW UP AND CALL WITH ALL KINDS OF EXUSES. I HAVE A FRIEND THAT MET SOMEONE AND SHE WAS REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING THIS PERSON AND WOULDNT U KNOW IT WHEN THE TIME CAME THIS MAN HAD ALL KINDS OF EXCUSES ONE HE WAS ARRESTED AND SITTING IN JAIL A COUPLE DAYS AND HE BROKE HIS CELL AND ANOTHER WAS BIKE BROKE DOWN FIXING IT WILL BE THERE BY MORNING AND U KNOW WHAT SHE NEVER HEARD FROM HIM AGAIN NO ONE CALL NOT ONE OFFLINE NOT ONE EMAIL. I HAVE GONE THRU WHAT SHE WENT THRU AND IN AWAY IT IS KINDA ODD WE MET TWO MEN THE SAME TIME AND SAME TIME TO MEET AND AT THE SAME TIME NO WORD FROM THESE MEN WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF ALL THAT HAPPENING MAKES ONE THINK IS THIS THE SAME MAN OR JUST COINCIDENCES. IF A MAN WANTS TO SEE SOMEONE MAKE THE HONEST TO GODS TRUTH ABOUT WANTING TO BE WITH U AND NOT JUST TO PLAY MIN
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SHould I be a bad ass or a nice guy? Here is my answer, and my resolve.... Women like the bad ass as a distraction until they meet prince charming. That at the end of the day, nice guys may finsh last, but they finish. It sounds like a cheesy line, but i told one girl i truly loved that I dont care if im not her first. I just want to be her last. AWWWWWWWW Well it doesnt work. shes not with me.... But what ive learned boils down to this: The bad ass will eat your pussy, but the Prince will get you a towel afterwards! And in the end this is all she wants..a towel. She wants to be loved, by one she can love equally. She wants to be appreciated. She wants to be secure. But not till she is ready. So the bad ass wins while he's young and dumb, he will use her, fuck her, steal from her and then leave high fiving his buddies when he tells them the tale, but the nice guy is someone you can depend on to hold your hair back when youre sick, feed you soup as he rubs your fe
My Thoughts On The Day (8)
My Thoughts And My Life
In this dream, I'm with you I'm always with you before you i was nothing i was lost,and alone,confused,hurt and scared, closed, turned-off, to human feelings and touch now my icy black heart is melting it's returning to normal i can feel your touch your heart beat with mine i can see the love in your eyes and hear it in your voice the concern and care you give me is tearing away my walls I'm so scared that I'll lose you and I'll be alone again but your gentle voice and touch helps me understand you're not leaving and if you do it's because you have to, not really because you want to I'm beginning to understand that now I love you and i hope you know that, through all my problems and disbeliefs,you can see that and feel it the way i feel it through you you have opened up my heart and unlocked all those chains i put around it,to block the human touch, and let yourself in and i hope you never decide to walk out and make me let you go i know we hav
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hurt again scared that you'll leave me but afraid this time i won't be okay. about to cry cause the person i loved went away then i gave you my heart an now i hear your gonna go away. trying to hold on to my life already but if you leave i'll just let my self die an be gone an never be okay again.. trying to love you but i'm scared too. trying to keep my emotions from showing this time. trying to run away from my life not wanting to get hurt again especially not with you. i should break it off now before i get in to deep an instead of letting go you hurt me. sorry i led you on baby but i can't get hurt again for tears for tears. blood for blood. your life for mine i will always love you i shall til the end of time. when your sad an feelin down you can come to me like i do when i'm sad i come to you. i love yous in exchange for you love me. life for death mine for yours. i'll love you til the end of time plus even more. love for love hurt for pain brokin hearted for ha
My Thoughts!!
Ive had a lot of people tell me that I shouldnt date anyone with kids. To me thats a bunch of crap! theres only one thing to say to that WHO cares ! Its all in how you feel!!! There is a lot of changes you will have to take in your life and if you really care for them you will take your chances and do the best you can and try to give 110 % for i believe there is for without of doubt the best feeling in the world to have someone care for u and love you for who you are,And for you to do the same in return! I know a few single mothers that work really hard to keep everything going and to keep the family close and to have the support from there kids! I see it and I am glad that a lot of them respects there mothers for that! To know there mother is working really hard to support them Thats what Love is all about one day I hope to be blessed with a family with my own or with someone already blessed with kids!!!!
My Thoughts And Rambelings!
1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Hot Chocolate 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Depends on what it is and how big it is…..Ms. Santa hates trying to wrap something like a new bike…LOL……Sometimes he hides them in the Christmas tree also! 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? Colored….Christmas is all about making my kids happy, and they love driving by a house that is so bright with all the different colors and such….lol. 4. Do you hang mistletoe? LOL in every place possible, that is the only way my little “boys” want kisses from momma…LOL…..they are getting to old for that chit now…LOL 5. When do you put your decorations up? The day after Thanksgiving…lol 6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? Baked Ham with that oh so sweet glaze I am not supposed to have…LOL 7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child: When I was about 13 my mother was in a really bad car accident (hit by an 18 wheeler) and couldn’t walk due to all the pins
My Thoughts
DEPRESSION Leave me alone, NEVER come back You have been with me long enough. I need to heal I need to feel better. You are making ME, Someone else. Because of you, I have forgotten how to smile, I have forgotten what happiness is. Laugh, HA, what is that? You have destroyed me now, There is not much more damage that can be done. I wish I had the strength, to overcome you, but you have taken it all, my strength, my hope, my furture goals, and my hapiness. LEAVE ME ALONE, NEVER COME BACK. miss_blueeyes Jan. 19, 2000 What Did You Do? Why do people fall in love? What good does it do? All it does is hurt you. Whats the point? You think he's a good one, But as soon as he knows you are hooked, It all fucks up, The truth comes out, He wants a good fuck, That's it, He doesn't really care. He is just pretending, Your feelings don't count, The selfish bastard. You know you could do better, But you don't want to. You care f
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STREP THROAT FUCKIN SUCKS!!!!! x-mas shopping sux shit. got mine done in an hr today for like 20 ppl nd if they don't like what they got tough shit cuz i'm not goin back. 12 Signs You love someone! (yes it is right!) TWELVE When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was m
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this is sooo tru but.....( why do guys have to be playas...wen cant they see that a girl really does care about them... but they play around or go to some girl that is a whore or doesnt really care When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who cal
My Things Going On
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My Thoughts And Words
Wow it was a long daY ` toay I need to fuck soon Today is a brand new day. Live for each moment and do what feels right. Regret is all consuming. My cousin was murdered Thursday of last week. I loved him eminsly. It is time for me to take a stand. The man who shot my cousin has been labled a good samaritan by the media. Where is his justic? I am on a mission now to make sure the world knows how wonderful he was. I hop-e no one in this world has to feel the pain and lose I do right now. God bless.
My Thoughts On The Day (9)
Current Mood sick currently doing Playing My Ps2 so as Everyone Knows I havent been on Lc In awhile the reason why is about a week ago I Got sick I still am sick and getting worse I Might have to be admitted to The Hosptial so Ive been praying and trying to get better i wasnt able to eat dinner yesturday and My head hurts ive been getting really dizzy and My stomach hurts I cant seem to hold anything down anymore Im trying my best to eat lil bits of stuff but its not working so I just wanted to tell everyone where ive been so Peace out and have a Great christmas
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One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. I have received this twice now on pictures that I already had marked NSFW and placed in the naughty file...So, My response to the CT staff... For CT information all the pictures that CT staff is informing me about, which are NSFW, have already been placed in a NSFW file since I placed them on CT..So why am I receiving notices that these are NSFW when they are already marked NSFW? I am wondering about this issue as it has already been d
My Thoughts..
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll
Mythology
The oldest culture in the world to utilize dragons in their mythology and beliefs, are the Chinese. For them, the dragon is a divine, mythical creature that brings good fortune, prosperity and bounty. It is the symbol of emperors and imperial rule, and its legends have shaped a good portion of modern Chinese culture. The dragon is a positive force, and represents power, excellence, and striving for goals, as well as being a benevolent force, which radiates goodwill, good luck, and blessings. Shrines to them can be found in many places in China,usually near the sea, since Eastern dragons tended to be water creatures. In Eastern culture, the dragon represents the essential forces of Nature. While Emperors consulted them as revered advisors, they did not always follow that advice, and consequently the dragons’ anger would either produce storms and floods though the clouds they breathed out, or such things as water shortages, when they beat their tails about,
My Thoughts
im freakin bored so bored. people come talk to me please. he goes out and partys leaves me alone at home. but damn i so fuckin broke. id do anything for some extra cash im sick of sittin home alone at night people. im looking for peoplein the area to chat with. mabey even hook up. hang out. somthin.
My Thoughts
Well I am here I guess but see alot of changes. I hope you all have a great weekend Well Micah was rushed and admitted to ER last night,and then transported him to Chapel Hill by 6 am.My son says he is sleeping now but afraid he might not be out by Christmas. Apparently he caught a bug and started running a high temp, will know more as i hear it.
My Thoughts And Feelings
I do not understand why men feel like they have to treat women like dogs and Always Cheat.Good Women like me always get the bad men and I don't understand it at all.I treat men pretty good and I still get cheated on and lied to and its BS. ARE THERE ANY GOOD GUYS LEFT OUT THERE? I don't Understand Guys in here or Anywhere for that matter....They all go on looks and it's dumb,They should look at what's inside a person.I am a very Sweet Loving Girl and I'm very caring too,But I get Judged on my looks all the time and That's bullcrap.Does anyone else think that guys are stupid for going based on looks cause that will one day fade on a woman.I think I am a good caring person and Have alot to offer Any guy that can look past looks,But I know most won't..Will someone tell me what you think of this... My Name is Alyssa and I'm from Mountain Home,Arkansas I'm 25 years old.I'm new to Cherry Tap and I am looking forward to making some new friends.I was told about this site from some people
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My 30th Birthday
It came and went, and nobody on CherryTap remembered...It was the 16th...Feeling a little hung over right now, but had to come and write...Hope you all have a great holiday...
My Thoughts
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.
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'Twas the night before Jesus came And all through the house Not a creature was praying, not one in the house. Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without care, In hopes that Jesus would not come there. The children were dressing to crawl into bed, not once ever kneeling or bowing a head. And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lap, Was watching The Late Show while I took a nap. When out of the East there arose such a clatter, I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash! When what to my wondering eyes should appear But angels proclaiming that Jesus was here. With a light like the sun sending forth a bright ray, I knew in a moment that this must be The Day. The light of His face made me cover my head; It was Jesus! Returning just like he said. And though I possessed worldly wisdom and wealth, I cried when I saw Him in spite of myself. In the Book of Life which He
My Thoughts... Feelins... And Bullshit
My son is now 6 years old and Christmas has always been a HUGE deal with my family.. But this year my son has been questionin me about "Santa" ... How does he get down chimmneys, what about people with no chimmney... how does he get past security systems. ect ect... Is it time I tell him the truth , that I buy that shit or do I try to stretch the shit out longer? I have been asked just some general questions lately.... my likes and dislikes, funny lil quirks I have... ect.. So I figured it best ta get em all out in the open -- I'am a South Park Fanatic -- I carry a bottle of hotsauce with me at all times -- I love house shoes... always gotta pair on -- I refuse to eat offa glass plates or drink outta glass cups -- I hate my hands to have anything on them, makes me sick ta my stomach -- Iam deathly afraid of clowns -- I sing and dance around the house neckid -- My shirts always have to match the color thread in my jeans -- I have over 200 pairs of shoes -- I hate Ice in m
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Please do not delete! You will be glad you didn't. Deck of Cards It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. The Two
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I am so pissed. As you maybe know, I work with mental ill agressive people. Most of the people think that its a rough, macho culture at my work. It can be, but most of the time its pretty nice to work there. Most of my collegues hate the macho culture everybody thinks it is. Now I will tell you: I am small, normal lenght, love to wear 2 tales in my hair and tight bright clothes. For 1/2 a year ago I suffered from a depression and I had broke my rib during a fight. I got the feeling that some of my collegues now think that I am weak, just because of my looks and deseases. That really pisses me of! Any ideas what to do? http://cgi.omroep.nl/cgi-bin/streams?/id/VARA/serie/VARA_101163309/VARA_101179441/bb.20081214.asf&end=0:8:56.197 http://cgi.omroep.nl/cgi-bin/streams?/id/VARA/serie/VARA_101163309/VARA_101179441/bb.20081214.asf?start=0:16:3.71&end=0:20:58.971 My BF is always singing with my cats! Strange, but most of the times my cats like it! I wanted to share this with y
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Ok so i'm gettin this site figured out. I've been uploading pics, sending comments, adding, rating and fanning people and i even have a blast. Now i jusy need to know how to make a private photo album...you know maybe upload some adult content pics that i dont want just anyone to see....are we even allowed to do that on this site?....If anyone knows please fill me in. Thanks....;)) So heres the thing, I am finding it really hard to navigate this site. I thought it would be kinda like myspace which is pretty much self explanatory, but it's not. So if ya'll send me comments or messages and I dont reply in a timely manner it's just because i dont know how to yet..LOL... Thanks for all the pic comments and messages i have received so far. Ya'll certainly are a friendly bunch. Kisses and Hugs Angie Well with it being Christmas Eve and all, I probably wont be on to much in the next few days. Just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas
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Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push ha
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well i think i am bound by the rules of the upcoming new year..i plan to quit smoking..lose weight..and finish my associates this year..wish me luck..we all know how long these new years dreams last..but we shall see..i really am feeling more motivated this year than i ever have...kisses
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Was it a boy or a girl to text you last? lol it was u crystal Who was it? a great friend crystal What is one question people always ask you? not sure What does the 6th text in your inbox say? for football? What is the last thing you said out loud? goodnite baby ( to my 10 yr old) Name something you are doing tomorrow? waking up i hope Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? neither really.. lactose doesnt like me Who was the last person to message you on fubar? fla princess Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo? tattoo of kids names Do you sleep on your stomach? sometimes What are you listening to? ESPN Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? nopoe Where are you going to be at 4 PM tomorrow? no clue Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where? 4th of july.. my kids Are you missing someone? sorta What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? LMAO no clue it wa
My Thoughts On The Day (10)
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There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year. Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete anyone!!) DONT REPLY! Copy and paste and make a new bulletin!!!!!!!! January 1- Eddie E. January 2 - January 3 -jackie d:] January 4 - Han Lee January 5 - January 6 - January 7 - January 8 - January 9 - January 10- January 11- January 12 - January 13 - January 14 - Sam & Sawyer B. January 15 - January 16 - January 17- January 18 - January 19 - January 20 January 21 - Justin Ashford January 22 - January 23 - January 24 - January 25 - January 26 - January 27 - Kit January 28 - January 29 - January 30 - January 31 - Alexandra G. February 1 - February 2 - Alun February 3 February 4 - Februar
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Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,
My Thoughts!
Ernie VegasPeople Iced:Eighty FiveCar Bombs Planted:ElevenFavorite WeaponBowling BallsArms Broken:ThirteenEyes Gouged:TwentyTongues Cut Off:NineBiggest Enemy:The Tooth PullerGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME In 1970 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US A federal jury finds the "Chicago 7" innocent of conspiring to incite riots during the 1968 Democratic National Convention The lunar spacecraft Apollo 13 splashes down in the Pacific after near catastrophe The first Earth Day is marked by millions of Americans participating in anti-pollution demonstrations
My Thoughts On Cherry Tap
Well as most can see by my name I am bi... and latley i have been getting rude comments...people thinking cause I have nsfw pics that I wanna cyber...well I like to have fun but don't hit me right off our first convo with can I lick ur pussy or my dick is hard... Talk to me...I can be as big a perv as the rest but don't be rude... Thanx to al those who care enough to be a friend...and not just the perv...I like playing with u... Profile junkies I hate them...I try and show all my friends love some how...weather it be in a shout, a raiting, or a comment...sometimes i don't get a chance to cause I also have 2 babies and a hubby that get attention 2...but I hate when people add just to get there points... why not make a couple friends...leave a hi something
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Yes I was born in Massachusetts and have lived there a few times and have friends and family that live there thought I would share it here...LOL YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't f
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I think it is sad, that some men wait till a day on the calendar to be nice to their spouse. When I finally get to be with the woman of my dreams, I won't celebrated Feb. 14th as the day of love. Every day should be that day. If the only time you are loveable, sweet, buy her flowers, show affection, or do thing nice is on a made up holiday.... Then you are wrong. A woman should get flowers though out the year...... Just because you love her. A woman should get affection all the time.......Just because you love her. A woman should be made to feel special EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE YEAR. If a man has to wait to surprise her with dinner, flowers, candy just because of the date, then they are no man. And what does most men expect for this "kindness"? SEX. Yep, some men think that because it is valentines day, and they did the extra stuff, they are going to get lucky that night. What a crock of shit. In my house, everyday will be Valentines Day. She won't have to wait for one day on the
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My Thoughts And Beliefs From The Heart...
Online or in person, to me, a friend is a friend. I'm thinking, though, to erase some on my list simply because there have been many a time that I have sent comments of different kinds and letters to some and I NEVER hear from them. I can understand if one is busy and hasn't been able to write for a couple of weeks to a month. Heck, I even think sometimes two months can be understandable...but once a year or never?? I mean, I'm not always good at letter writing...not always anyhow. BUT I try to get back to a person ALWAYS in reply or apologize if it takes me longer than usual which doesn't happen often. Well, I heard, from a friend, that some just want to be popular and think it's a game. Well, I've outgrown that since high school. I wasn't really popular and I didn't care. I had friends and that's what was and is important to me. I believe in quality, not quantity. I just see it this way...if one is going to be one's friend, BE A FRIEND! Do you agree with me? To me, a friend isn't a w
My Thoughts On The Bs
I Love him, obviously. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Still, after all the time we've been together, I feel like a teenager again, when i am with him. I have had the worst relationships immaginable. But that broken road took me to him. I have never b4 been with someone worth fighting for. I plan on marrying this man he is my heart and soul. I was never the jealous type, til him. I don't care if all theses females on here talk dirty to him. It's just fantasy. Because it's me he's coming home to. It's me he plans on spending forever with. And to theses females that think their his priority. Think again. Look at his page. If he wanted to be with you, I wouldn't be smack dab in the middle of it. I am fully supportive of all you females that think he's cute, he is, and many many of you have come to my page to say hi. But to those of you who think you are gonna get somewhere with him,other than friendship and fantasy, let me tell
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When I got her she was a rescue, she was in rough shape. I nursed her back to health but it didnt last long. I lost her last night. R.I.P. Pookah
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well this is new but im still finding out things about this site well thats it for now
My Thoughts For The Day
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You? Balance Partners Reality is about the return to balance. Balance Partners are the people you meet along the way who help you create balance in your life. In a time of the evoluti
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Yesterday talking to my friend, haha, I was thinking about the little nuisance that dwells in your stomach commonly known as "butterflies". Well so questioning why I had them I decided to research it, since I do that quite often. Anyways, I’ve found that this man named Greshon believes that we have a smaller brain connected to our main frame brain, or our "big brain" as he referred to it. It also said that the reason we get butterflies is because our brain recognizes something is wrong and sends it to our small brain, then from there as a reaction of anxiety our stomach creates a feeling of fluttering. Our smaller brain doesn’t need the big brain to function however. It can work alone and carries out menial tasks. Idk I thought it was interesting , I want to read more about it&&&such.
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why must i always do this to myself, it really not good for my health. I try to show eveyone around, that im not fool but my hands are bound. By my own fear of fucking that up as well, shhh... quite im sure no one will tell. Living each day tring to make the best of whats to come, to much, to fast, forget this im done out from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream There's something about my love, it seem's never ending, with you around now all it wants to keep on sending. From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending, I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending. When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became
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When Change Is Not Enough: Seven Steps to Revolution By Sara Robinson, Campaign for America's Future Posted on February 22, 2008, Printed on February 22, 2008 http://www.alternet.org/story/77498/ "Those who make peaceful evolution impossible make violent revolution inevitable." -- John F. Kennedy There's one thing for sure: 2008 isn't anything like politics as usual. The corporate media (with their unerring eye for the obvious point) is fixated on the narrative that, for the first time ever, Americans will likely end this year with either a woman or a black man headed for the White House. Bloggers are telling stories from the front lines of primaries and caucuses that look like something from the early 60s -- people lining up before dawn to vote in Manoa, Hawaii yesterday; a thousand black college students in Prairie View, Texas marching 10 miles to cast their early votes in the face of a county that tried to disenfranchise them. In recent months, we've also been gobstopped by th
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Mythtery's Madness
The longest one-syllable word in the English language is "screeched." "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Almonds are members of the peach family. The symbol on the "pound" key (#) is called an octothorpe. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle. Ingrown toenails are hereditary. The word "set" has more definitions than any other word in the English language. "Underground" is the only word in the English language that begins and ends with the letters "und." There are only four words in the English language which end in"-dous" tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural. The longest place-name still in use is Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateaturipukakapikima
My Thoughts Are Running Astray
Umm does anyone know of a site I can find an image of a dude riding an elk holding a sword?? I want it ti be a drawn type thing..its for a comment for a friend I was talking to someone last night and our convo is still bothering me. They were giving me a hard time because I wasn't inviting them over for a fuck when 1) I wasnt in the mood and 2) it was 1 am. We continued the convo and they made the comment to me " I don't think you are as nughty as you say you are. You want a guy to like you for more than just sex and if you were truly naughty you would have me over right now fucking me instead of just talking to me on the phone." I was really too tired last night to do anything but get upset and say I had to go. See what he was wanting was a slutty gal. And I'm not saying there is anything wrong with that yes I can be slutty from time to time. But I am choosie on who I'm naughty with. But trust me once I am with you the naughty side of me will come out. Anyways, just some ramblings h
My Thoughts Of Today That I Put Into A Poem
I WANT SOMEONE WHO WOULD MOVE THE HAIR AWAY FROM MY EYES AND THEN KISS ME. HOLD MY HAND IN THE MALL AND MAKE ALL THE GIRLS JEALOUS. SOMEONE WHO WOULD SING TO ME AT RANDOM MOMENTS. WHO WOULD LET ME SLEEP ON THEIR CHEST. SOMEONE WHO IS MORE GOOFY THAN ROMANTIC BUT KNOWS THE RIGHT THINGS TO SAY AND DO IT AT THE RIGHT TIMES. A GUY THAT WOULD BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF SOMEONE IF THEY CALLED ME FAT. I WANT SOMEONE WHO WOULD CALL ME 3 TIMES A DAY. HE WOULD APOLOGIZE FOR CALLING TO MUCH NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TELL HIM ITS OK. HE WOULD THROW STUFFED ANIMALS AT ME WHEN I ACTED DUMB AND TACKLE ME AND KISS ME A MILLION TIMES. AND SOMEONE WHO WOULD MAKE FUN OF ME JUST TO MAKE ME LAUGH AND HE WOULD SURPRISE ME WITH 25-CENT RINGS. SOMEONE WHO WOULD KISS MY NECK JUST TO HAVE A REASON TO TELL ME HOW MUCH HE LIKES MY NEW PERFUME AND AT NIGHT WE WOULD DANCE IN OUR PAJAMAS AND WE'D ALWAYS TAKE PICTURES IN PHOTO BOOTHS. AND WE'D PLAY TAG ON THE BEACH. HE WOULD TELL ALL HIS FRIENDS ABOUT ME AND SMILE WHEN HE
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I have been thru alot of trials and tribulations in my life, there were times I just did not want to live any more nor did I even know how I would. But I am really glad I didn't do any of the stupid things I thought of doing to myself at those times and that I am still in this world. I have a GREAT husband and 2 teenagers that totally drive me in sane and ya know thats ok with me too cuz atleast if I am going crazy I know im not dead! lol. For any of you who are going through a rough time in your life please know that IT DOES GET BETTER! Even thought I know it does not feel like it right now.
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ok ive had alot of people beggin me and askin me if i have naughtier pics.. well this is ur chance to see one of those. for everyone that can send me a naughty story that turns me on..to deadlycherryangel@yahoo.com along with their email address will recieve a pic. it has to be a story U wrote.. not one u found someplace online or in a mag. if u think this is a good trade then send away. i look forward to hearing ur stories. (hint: include details and make it believeable) the good girl - by ezlivingguy in fl (not from this site) I had been in an art class with Barb four or five times and really thought this tall, trim, big titted woman was a knock out. I spoke to her a few times and she seemed like a real prude. Yet I couldn't help thinking about her. Her long brunette hair and the freckles on her chest just above her barely exposed cleavage turned me on so much. I began to stand very close and behind her when I spoke to her, while she was painting. I was so close I could sme
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Its all supposed to be a game, but to me its not. I am here to get a break from my real life, but finding fu getting into it. its not supposed to... it hurts... over and over, and I am powerless to do anything...  why do I bother anymore?? I open up and all I get is rejection. I do one thing and expected to do something completely different. I act one way and get told to be different because no one likes the way I am. Will I ever be loved for who/ what I am? What is love anyways? anyone care to answer? Have you ever been in a point in life where you didnt know which way to turn? Then out of the blue comes a stranger who helps you and is there from you through it all. To have found someomne like that is rare but I have found someone like that. He is going thru the same things I am and we get along great. We can talk for hours on end and not repeat anything, we can give each other advice that makes us think about what we are doing. how is it that we can talk to someone we hardly kn
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This past weekend was just stressful. I was sick on saturday but went to clinicals anyways. My instructor made me go home after i made my first rounds. I was making stupid little mistakes the whole time i was there. I went home and had to take care of the kids because apparently my husband assumed since I came home that he got a break. Then on sunday while i was out studying for my test tonight, I got 2 phone calls. First one was to tell me that my 17 year old cousin is in the hospital with somthing wrong in her abdomen but the tests they've run are inconclusive. She's having more procedures done today. Then I found out my uncle (on the other side of the fam) passed away unexpectedly with my 28 year old cousin kneeling in front of him begging him to take another breath. I'm just done....
My Thoughts And My Poems(pls Comment)
Fallen Heroes The tears that stained her pillow And the ones that slowly fall Are remainders of the life She once knew and came to love. She touches her lips and recalls The feel of his goodbye still lingers She is reminded of his love, Realizing she's alone after all. She reaches for the his letter His handsome face she sees again She caresses her stomach And tears fall for their little man. He promised to come home safe To return to their life they lived He was away doing his duty, For his country, his home, his love. Now she is left to raises their baby And try to explain why his not there. To be a mom and dad for her little man, While people whisper that they care. Still no one really realizes The pain that they all live When a letter and a soldier No longer come home to keep. Or the feeling of the taxi that comes to call The passengers, another soldier and a chaplain The message, that their loved one no longer lives The grief of realizing
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Why do women complain there are not enough good men to go around, yet the bullshit the good ones? Bad men aren't made, no, bad women make them bad. Men who were once on top of the world were brought down by a bad woman. It's not to say all women are bad. There are some good ones still left, but where are they? They're rare. Posted new salute.Waiting to be verified. Salute Accepted. I'm offical.
My Thoughts And Observations
simply put, if you were alone with me for one night would you: A) take me out to dinner B) take me out dancing C) take me out to dinner and dancing D) screw all that stuff and hop in the sack with me ok put simply, vote on what you prefer more: A) make it thick B) make it long C) gimme a thick and long schlong D) I just love the small ones E) I only like pussy im not going to rant here, just a general question to everyone. are we TOO politically incorrect?? everyday there is some news story on about someone who is getting offended by something. are we all living with our head stuck too far up our own ass??? your thoughts
My Thoughts, Poems And Stories
I find it rather ‘odd’ as I peruse through CherryTAP, looking at profiles, pictures, and watching the picture marquee bar scrolling across my screen that 8 out of every 10 women are portraying themselves as sluts, half-clothed and loose. Have we as women lost so much of our self respect we feel that the only way to get a man’s attention is through his dick? Come on girls!!!!!! What happened to the virtue, integrity, morals and equality that the women of so long ago fought for?!?!?! I have no doubt those women are turning over in their graves at how women have trashed their rep.... The even sadder part of all of this is that it is these very same women that complain, moan and groan about how they are treated like crap. They flaunt their bodies and then get upset when the men respond in a manner in which they don’t feel is justified. Just what the hell did you expect? I think it’s time that women of class, respect, integrity and morals stand up, keep our clothes on and act
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Stats Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population. Characteristics private sensitive quiet leaders great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves introverted abstract in communicating live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life abstract in communicating artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired very independent orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand Towards the self INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are
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You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's
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The perfect end to my week from hell is now in my right hand. Beer can make everything seem a bit better. I have been hitting the books every night for 4 to 5 hours after work this past week, now it is finally time for me to head out and let loose tonight. I hope everyone has a fanfuckingtastic weekend! I have pretty much been MIA over the last week. Someone was kind enough to give me one hell of a cold (during final exam week at that). I am slowly starting to feel a little bit better, but not much. Has anyone been up to anything exciting? I aced my statistics and economics class and next week I move on to global marketing and some bullshit class I have to take called "The adult learner", WTF is that? I heard it is pretty easy, that is why I elected to take it over the summer. That's all for now, have a great evening!
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sign my guestbook?...it looks kinda pathetic with just me on there...lol, it is on my profile, in the about me! MUAH! ~Lucie A different kind of SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHi, my name is:LucieNever in my life have I been:worthlessThe one person who can drive me nuts is:just 1?..lolHigh school was:fun, I didn't go!When I'm nervous:I giggleThe last time I cried was:about 5 days ago?If I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be:NikkiMy hair is:ickyWhen I was 10: I was sadLast Christmas:was funI should be:acceptingWhen I look down I see:boobsThe happiest recent event was:getting marriedIf I were a character on 'That 's Show' I'd be:??????????????By this time next year:I want to be rested and have energyMy current gripe is:I am tiredI have a hard time understanding:lifeThere's this girl I know that:never smiles....:-(You know I like you when: I say I do If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: MelissaTake my advice: don't listen to me!!! LOLSo
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I'm stuck in a rut. Somedays I feel great, somedays I feel like I have accomplished nothing. I will graduate in May, with an Associates Degree in Accounting. I am 43 and I am sure we all at one point in our lives, sit back and wonder where it all went, what have I accomplished. I love meeting new people and chatting on here and yahoo messenger. Everyone is great. I love the 10s, picture comments, love comments, gifts, and most of all, the awesome friends I have met on here. Thanks to you that, I get up wanting to show my friends love, and chatting. Thank you all very much, for the love and support, that you have given me, since I have joined Lost Cherry/now Cherry Tap. Angel
My Theory On Friends...
Someone asked me this morning why I'm so loving to my friends and family. They asked me if I thought that my friends would be there for me like I am for them. My Reply, they already are, their my friends. I don't have to see someone every day to love them, I don't have to talk to someone every night to know they care. I don't have to buy things for them or send cards all the time for them to know I care. My true friends know, in the thick of the fight, I'm beside them, not behind them, in times when they have a heavy heart, mine is right there with them, no matter how far they are away from me. When things are good and we're busy, I know they're there, with my in heart and spirit to share my joy and happiness. I tend to be the person who can read an other and be there to let them know I care. I on the other hand disappear off the face of the earth when things get to be too much. I go take photo's, write, read, but I need to be on my own to work it out. My friends know this ( they hate
My Thoughts And Stuff
OK now I know this is just venting, but some thinggs really piss me off. for starters, people, specifically PARENTS who seem to think "Nothing will happen". Ya know, maybe once it DOES happen you will learn a tough lesson! Why rant and anger? I know, I am not an angry person, but I am right now. Today at work, I was on patrol, when I cam across a jet black Rav4 SUV, and jet black tinted indows, with some movement inside. Now mind you, its 8pm right this second and its the coolest been in 4 days an rigth now its 89 degrees, about 4pm when I found this car, it was close to 98 degrees. And a black car, averages an 16 degere higher temp inside. Now, remembering this, as I got closer, I found a 1 yr old, in a car seat, a 5 yr old and a 7yr old. Locked inside, windows up, car OFF! I talked the 7 yr old into opening the car and got them out, with bright red flushed cheeks, the baby was sweating badly. Now WTF????? About 20 min later, the uncle, who had brought them comes strolling out of the
Mythical Creature
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "So, you're a cannibal." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be? You Are a Chimera You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?
My Thoughts..feelings And Emtions
Almost Love How can you yern for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How can a voice be so etched into your mind? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem so fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of
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Mythical Clown
all rite boys and girls Here it is its finally here.Give it up for The clown pride the one and only Joker love. Now its time for that mythical adventure that you all have been waiting for.it took me a wile but i finally did. now come on down And take a seat in the first row Because your going to find Out what joker love is all about. Now i don't care who it may be i don't care who May hate me. the nasty things you may say. I'm going to tell you rite here and now.That i have love for every body It don't matter who. you can spit in my face thats all rite but you will never keep the jokerlove Down.
My Thirst
My Thirst As I lay in bed, trying to sleep She sneaks into bed with me, with nary a peep She never tries touching me but her intentions are clear It's to whisper to me about whiskey, wine, vodka, and beer " Wake up my love it's already 4:20." " I'm running on empty and you have slept plenty." " I have a surprise for you, if you even care." " I invited all your friends over, they're waiting downstairs." I followed her warily, cause something's not right Why would my friends be here in the middle of the night? As we walk into the kitchen I let out a cry " You were telling the truth! You did not lie!" Sitting on the table were 24 brothers They were having a party, a party like no other " Where da fuck you been nigga?!?!" Bud One tried to scold " We've been sitting here for hours, we're no longer cold!" I didn't even reply for there was really no need I just cracked open his skull, consuming his soul with greed
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I have come to a decission. I have decided to make my life experiences mean something. The way I grew up had to have been for a reason - born and raised in Compton, attending a school in the middle of Wilmington, being subjected to so many cultures, backgrounds, and religious beliefs. To be exposed to street gang life, and experiencing a stable household in the midst of all this, I feel it is too much understanding for one person to have, and not be able to help or give back in some kind of way. The root of hatred is lack of understanding. Let's face it, most of us hate what we don't understand. How can one know the road, if it hasn't been walked by them? I may have never been affiliated, but I understand it. I understand it comes about for the need of comrodery, for protection, for a family love that that individual may be lacking at home. To be raised by a single parent (usually the mother) who either works so much, she has no time for her child, or is cracked out and don't realiz
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SUCKS! it cuts off half my main pic! need to be back the way it was! dont really care if u agree with me or not i just wanted to say i dont like this new layout! ok soo i understand many of u have these adult or as they call it here NSFW pics wich is fine, but keep them off your main pic! i swear if i see one more guys dick or ass when im browsing this site im going to fucking PUKE! Well some things have come to my attention about this site.. that well kinda annoy me... first off: why is every one begging to be added as a fan, i dont really understand the concept behind the whole fan thing on this site... i dont know about most people on here but i would much rather have FRIENDS then Fans... soo im not looking for fans just FRIENDS! i see all these people that say Fan me befor u add me or whatever, thers way too many people desprate for attention on this site... and the sad part is most of them are alot older then i am. Secondlly: i know its not just this site there are many
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There is a lot going on in your life -- or at least your inner life. Let your emotions run their course, because trying to fix them or even understand their root causes only complicates things for the time being. Havent really posted anything in a while...but the horoscope kinda hit home again...which is a lil scary...Fubar is startin to understand my life a lil too much again. You need to slow down a bit and use your best judgment when confronted with new arrangements of any kind. Your instincts are strong right now, but they may be crowded out by too much information. Mayb i should of read this on sat nite...and i wouldnt of ended up in the ER on Sunday...LOL... Oh well i made it thru it all...and im finally back home...still in some pain but they figured out what my problem was b4 it was too late and now im on the ROAD to RECOVERY!!! Home is where the heart is. You'll gain inspiration and a sense of security if you pay attention to your living situation. Figuring out wh
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A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she had stayed by his bedside every single day. One day, he motioned for her to come nearer. She sat by him, he whispered, eyes full of tears, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you stayed right here. When my health started failing, you were still by my side...You know what?" "What dear?" she gently asked, smiling as her heart began to fill with warmth. "I think you're bad luck, get the fuck away from me." I'm passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me and we all could use more calm in our lives. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed that the way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things
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A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life,Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence' as he put i
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YES, I DO HAVE A CAM AND YES, I DO HAVE YAHOO.. IF I WANT YOU TO HAVE ACCESS TO EITHER OF THEM, I WILL GIVE YOU MY SCREENNAME. DON'T ASK ME FOR IT OUT OF THE BLUE AS SOON AS YOU SAY HELLO TO ME. THAT'S ONE OF THE QUICKEST WAYS TO GET YOU BLOCKED.. AND IF YOU DO GET MY YAHOO ID AND I ALLOW YOU TO VIEW MY CAM, JUST LETTING YOU KNOW RIGHT NOW, I DO NOT GIVE CAM SHOWS OR SEX SHOWS, WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. I WILL NOT SHOW YOU ANYTHING MORE THAN YOU SEE IN MY "YUP IT'S ME" ALBUM ON MY PAGE. I DO HAVE SMALL CHILDREN, AND FROM TIME TO TIME THERE MAY BE TOYS ON MY FLOOR IN VIEW OF THE CAM. IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH THAT FACT THAT WITH CHILDREN, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE TOYS, THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER ASKING TO VIEW MY CAM. I ALSO MAY LEAVE THE CAM VIEW ABRUPTLY FROM TIME TO TIME. BUT DON'T GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE THINKING I'VE DESERTED YOU OR ANYTHING, I WILL BE BACK. MORE THAN LIKELY, I'M JUST CHECKING ON MY KIDS OR GOING TO GET SOMETHING FROM THEM THAT THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE. OF COURSE, THE MOTHER
My Thoughts And Stuff...
She was hurt, left to sit in the dark when other were in a line walking out the door. That’s when she realized that she was forever to be left alone. She was found later, broken like a glass dolly left in a Thunderstorm. She became use to the Loneliness and fond of the Darker side of life. She cut herself to feel better… to feel anything but the fake pain that presses against her heart… Wishing for Rainbows, never to find the right color…. She is often sad. Her heart hurts… a lot. She cries when she is angry. She enjoys small, intimate settings. She is not outgoing. Sometimes She pushes people away to see if they will come back. She has very few friends. She has a hard time making friends. She loves to be LOVED. She loves love and is in love with LOVE. She loves animals and finds people a little too harsh. Her feelings get hurt easily and she is too sensitive. She feels Alone. She would cry for no reason. She laughs at inappropriate moments. She is often confused. She often confuses
My Thoughts And Moods
many have assked me why I am stressed and depressed well alot is going on right now in my life. I am having a problem with my hands that is affecting my job, another is dealing with a friend and what she is going with her. I wonder if a friend is a friend when you try toi help them and they seem to ignore you when you are just trying to make sure that yourself doesn't get lose in the process of helping them. how far do you go to help someone that you care about without giving up more than you have. hi everyone of my friends and family that want to keep in touch. I am not getting on here as much anymore not because I don't want to stay in touch with the ones that are in my heart just some personal issues going on. if you want to keep in touch my e-mail is mykesmagik1@yahoo.com I will try and get on this site when I can well it is typical I was chattinmg with one of my babygirls and a so called guy came on her shout box and she had told him she was already chatting with her Dadd
My Thoughts And Things I Wrote..
you know youre inlove when,first off when, you have a fight or a arugement this is what happins. you cant sleep or eat or even get ya mind off the person and you keep saying to youre self damn why i say that how i let it get that far. ya figure things would be ok cause they told you they love you more then anything and no matter how bad we fight ill still never leave you and that they will always be there no matter what, well that dont always help, you still think about all the negative shit. and it hurts more then anything and you keep thinking that shit, and ya wonder have they moved on do they still love you do they still want to really be with you, ya wonder if theres some one else, ya know all the bad shit that could happin ya think that i mean her parents could have got in the way and got in to our lil dispute and messed thinsg up you still 4 give and you keep trying . ok now second reason ya know youre in love. is when things or going great there no problems you feel fuull
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As I look out to a ne morning, I see the fog rising to relieve the earth. The chill in the air, birds singing and the day begins. Hoping you are seeing the same , keeps me going and keeping me sane. The light of day clears the plains, as it makes its way to me. It begins to get closer and closer, until it stops right before my feet. The birds have stopped and the breeze has stilled. Feeling like it has been forever I drift into sorrow. My sorrow lasts for days it seems, until finaly you are back for a moment. A moment in time recharges me for days. So my light until we meet again, I will long for you, ache for your words to brighten my day again. For you are my light to every dark day. Thank you for being my light. *KISS* Cold By Natalie Limardo Where had the heat gone? I am so cold inside and out. It is so dark and cold. My light has gone. Leaving me in the dark cold and alone. There is so much anger and fear. My life has changed because of you.
My Thoughts
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore Lust Driven by lust and darkness untold Loving the carnal acts to unfold Seeking the freedom found in flesh
My Thoughts
this is a poem i wrote along time ago tell me what u think i know we've both been wrong and i know we've both been true i can see the lust in your eyes and i pray u see it to i carry your love around with me the whole day through i love to feel your arms around me each and every day they make me feel warm they make me feel safe and i pray i never have to wake without a smile upon my face
My Thoughts
So I totally love how a song or its lyrics can totally help you cope with something or help change your opinion of something...That happen to me recently. Anyone that knows me fairly well knows I've been fighting my heart in a truly screwed up situation and allowing it to bring me down time and time again...Well you know what...FUCK IT! I'm over it.... I've truely decided to overcome it for good. I'm done letting myself feel shitty over it. It's not worth it, and it's obvious that it's nothing good for me....so there it is...I'm finished trying to figure it out...and thank you Sugarland...you help provide my epiphany in deciding I don't have to live this way..it's not worth it .
My Thoughts And More...
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all.... Okay so The Family and Children's services j
My Thoughts...
Hey all, Well, I'm in the middle of working on my latest song. I'm tired of being a creeper magnet, and I somehow managed to attract the most creepy, eerie guy in the world this weekend. I wrote him a song :P Voila: Hey there sugar I know what you want But you're not gonna get it from me Flirtatious smiles And puppy dog eyes You gotta do better than that phony disguise Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar Hey there sugar The way you saunter It makes me feel a little sick Why don't you see? Your tactics don't work I can see right through you and I know you're a jerk Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar And maybe your tricks Have gotten you somewhere before But I'm not that dumb I'm not that kind of woman Just get it through your head, Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar. You tell me that you're broken But assure me that you're still alive I know that this has got you down But you can make the choice to survive Staring through your windowpane You're waiting on the
My Thoughts!!!
O tangled webs you weave, Thinking that I can't see. Naively you think they are strong Enough to entangle me. O fool you become Even now you don't see Your lies they come to surface Your deceit breaks and crumbles. Time for you to leave my path Go far away and weave new webs. Do so before I lose my senses And crush you beneath my thumb. You senseless fool To think that fantasy Is better than life that's so real. Life that takes pure precious moment, And encapsules them in our hearts For all eternity. Too bad you will miss out On what this short life is all about. Your heart will always be full Of nothing but poison, So that you can continue To weave your web of deceit and lies. Written by Paulette ~4-11-08~ Every waking moment I ponder... My mind working overtime... The biggest question of my life... That has yet to be answered... Who Am I? Many put labels on my soul... Thinking they know me best... They shine on the eccentricities That p
My Thoughts
You're in such a big hurry to get everything done. The stars, however, say there's no point in getting all flustered when you know where the final destination is. Remind yourself that patience is a virtue, and slow down. Now's the time to patch up any differences of opinions you've had with a loved one. Not only will this make you feel better, but other parts of your life will smooth out too. Afterward, you can breathe a sigh of relief.
My Thoughts
Today has been the most aggravating day I have had in a really long time. One person that I genuenly care about has decided to be a asshole to me for no reason...than blame it on me being grumpy...which i wasnt but whatever.. Than I managed to piss off the one person that has been managing to put a smile on my face lately... Im willing to take full blame for pissing them off... but it wasnt something I did on purpose...but apparently that doesn't matter much to them because they are no longer talking to me... im sicking of playing lifes games... i guess im just a sore loser....
My Thoughts
The thunder so loud it makes you jump,the lighteneing so bright it looks like daytime.The rain pounding the ground,wind blowing you can hear it in the trees.I love thunderstorms,the roar of the thunder,the lihtening as it streaks acoss the sky.Listening to the rain as it hits the ground.Thunderstorms are magical sights,you can feel its strenth,hear its fiery,feel the wild untamed wonder.then as it calms and all that left is the soft sound of the rain.Some are afraid of them.They are nature releasing its freedom upon the earth.You cuddle to the sound of the rain,you release passion to the thunder and lightening,feel the wildness of it,just sit back and let the sounds move through you.Work with the magic of it not against it.Thunderstorms are romantic and passionate!!!!! In this life I'm a woman,In my next life,I'd like to come back as a bear,you get to hibernate,you do nothing but sleep for six months.I could deal with that. Before you hibernate,you're supposed to eat yourself stupid
My Thoughts
When the day comes and I am not there to tell you hi, know that I am smiling down upon you waving and saying hi to you. When the day comes and I am not there to tell you I love you back, know that I will always love you and that you will always be in my heart. When the day comes and I am not there to wipe away your tears, know that I am there trying to hand you a tissue to wipe them away. When the day comes and I am no longer there to great you at the door with a great big hug and kiss, know that I am there in spirit and soul and holding you tight. When the day comes and I am not there when you have a bad day, know that I am the one that handed you the pillow to scream into because I was not there to lend you an ear. When the day comes and you have found a new love to be there for you, know that I will be smiling down at you and wishing you the best when you take his hand in marriage. When the day comes please just know this, I may not be there in person, but I will be there in y
My Thouhgts
Every day of my life i thankgod for showing me life can only get better the day i met the women of my life (krysten). I truly beleive that life is a spectalur thing. I have so many goals in life and they are starting to come together. That is truly amazing that i can now breath life clearer, Knowing i have a great start to a life that will be so amazing. There is not one second i don;t think about the women of my dreams by girlfriend. She makes everything amazing she is the kinda of women that walks into a room and makes it brighter. Her smile is something of a angel. She makes me melt everytime i see her or talk to her. I just wanted to tell everyone that. Love is the greatest thing people that don;t think so cause of a few bad relationships will never live life to the fulliest cause you only live once. thank you for reading this. Damian
My Thoughts And Feelings
I've decided that I'm in my "Quarter-life Crisis" so this is what I've realize and come to a conclusion about: It's when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. It's where you start feeling insecure and wondering where you will be in a year or two but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. It's where you start realizing that people are selfish and that maybe - those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you. It's where you look at your job and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you're looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start
My Thoughts About You!
That you suck and if you actually read this garbage then you really don't have anything better to do and I was being sarcastic with my first blog...... I really don't want to know how you feel and further more I do believe that if you truly think that life is great then maybe you should marry my ex. Don't comment my blog and don't rate it. If you do that you're a horrible person for not respecting my wishes.:| HA!!!! Let's talk about our feelings.. They can be good or bad, sad or glad, what ever you want them to be. So lets see how you are doing today. How are you? What do you feel like right now? Do you feel this way for a reason? Why makes you feel this way? Tell me all about you... Age? Gender? State? Married? Children? Work? Do you have a life besides cherry tap? Tell me about your problems.... Do you hate life? Do you want to make a difference? Do you cut? Do you do drugs? Are you looking forward to 4/20? Do you tripp
My Thoughts...in Poetry
My Thoughts For Today
Life of course takes on various paths and you never know from one minute to the next where you will end up. But then something happens and slaps you back into reality then you realize there is just so much going on in this world around you and you are just missing out on all of it. Ok well been there done that and slowly moving away from it. There are just so many things in this world you take for granted. But oh well life goes on. It may be a bitch to live in sometimes but you only live once. I have had so much happen lately but my goals and priorities are slowly falling into place where I need them all to be. Its only a matter of time when all things will be exactly where I want and need them all to be...Anyways you have to take the good with the bad and go from there. We all make mistakes and either we live with it or die trying to make a difference. Well of course I guess I would be one that will fight my way through until I croak...hahaha (((Yea insert laughter here)))) OK well I
My Thoughts
First of All I want to make it clear that I am White Female who dates men and women of all races. Including white men, Shocking huh? I admit I haven't dated a white male in a minute, but when I was out Saturday night the hottest man I seen was a Caucausian. Don't fall over. That being said, I have something to say to some of the White females who think they are So Hip because they date Bruthas. !. You didn't become a Sista , because you had sex with a black man. You might wear your makeup a certain way, your hair in a certain style, even form your words in certain tone. When its all said, Gurlfriend, you are still a White Female. 2. Learning to cook Collards Greens, and Chitterlings doesn't make you black either. It's just puts you at risk for heart disease. Mind you, I run to Stang's House when her Daddy's makes greens but doesn't change the fact. My Momma makes greens, too, but she's from Kentucky and hers just taste different, LOL. I digress, Gurlfriends., cooking soulfood
My Thoughts
BILLY PITTMAN R.I.P Hi.. I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard
My Thoughts
THIS IS JUST ME VENTTING... BUT WHY THE HECK DO I FEEL SO DAMN BAD.... I HATE PPL WHO F'IN SAY ONE THING BUT DO SOMETHING ELSE... IM SICK OF BEING IN THIS MARRAGE WHERE IM NOTHING... IM SICK OF THINKIN I FOUND SOMEONE AND BAMB SOMTHING F'S THAT UP.... IM JUST BBETTER OFF ALONE... SO GUYS IM NOT WORTH THE TIME OF DAY AS FAR AS I SEE RIGHT NOW... PEACE OUT IM NOT GOIN TO GET MY HERAT STOMPED ON ANYMORE.... IM SICK OF CRYING... LATER...
My Thoughts
i was at work last night and worked a car wreck. This wreck was due to a drunk driver. there was two people hurt in the other car.one was a 57year old lady and the othe was a 7 year old girl.I was fine working on the lady,but when it came to the child is was hard for me to handle.she suffered many injuries that placed her in icu at childrens.I was so pissed that I went to baptist where the driver was. Once I got there I cussed the guy out for what he did to the child.All I could think about was how this wreck is going to impact this childs life.My boss did not write me up for my actions,because he has a child the same age. Was I wrong for what I did? please leave comments. While at work last night I had to work a car wreck.this call was not like the others I got last night. The call was dealing with a 19 yeard old guy.He was speeding and took a curve to fast and smashed his car head on into a tree. The guy was DOA when when got there.On a call like this you have got to be able to see a
Myths
My Interpretatons by luna Once you start you will want more and engage in increasingly risky play. The truth is that when one starts out in BDSM they will want more and more. However, it's not like a fall off a cliff, you don't keep progressing farther and farther. I like to think of it more like climbing a mountain with a lot of plateaus on it. It's a long way to that first plateau as you learn who you are and what you want, what you need in a relationship and in play. Then when you get to that plateau, most will stay there for awhile, dabbling in what they have learned and are supremely happy there. Still others will stay there awhile, but yet find more they would like to try and then climb once more to another plateau. Within the BDSM scene there are all sorts of people on this mountain, and none of them are on the same plateau. They extend the length of the mountain, happy with where they have landed, or planning on moving up the mountain yet again. It's all about the jour
My Thoughts
I'm taking a break from CT for awhile. Close friends know how to contact me. :) I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I didn't change mine Now here I am trying to make sense of it all We were best friends now we don't even talk You broke my heart Ripped my world apart Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone You couldn't be more gone From falling apart to fighting mad From wanting you back to not giving a BLEEP I've felt it all I've been to the wall Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't
My Thoughts And Ramblings
I find it hilarious that someone would be offended by a picture of me in JEANS showing my tattoo on my lower back and actually mark it as NSFW.. come on i thought that we were supposed to have some freedom here and actually act like adults... Just wanted to say hi to all my friends. Please understand if im not sitting here or take a moment to answer. I am dealing with some circulation issues in my legs and have to get up often. ok so sorry my last two posts were messed up for some reason i could not continue to post on the first one. Life will go on either way and my girls will always continue to be number one in my priorities and my life but when your friends dont even follow through on their promises it makes it hard to have hope that one day you might find love again.
My Three Mistakes
MY THREE MISTAKES Your once hazel eyes are now so god damned transparent.. Your true intentions have now become so fucking apparant. Look me right in the eye you piece of shit and lie to me.. Ill look right back at your sorry ass and pretend to believe. In a place where the butterflies once fluttered inside... Has been replaced with feelings of disgust that I chose not to hide. Im tired ...This game to me has now grown old... That once warm feeling has now turned so fucking cold. The day I laid eyes upon you I knew it was a fucking mistake.. But against all odds I chanced it..The FIRST mistake I would make. The words you spewed to me all of which were untrue... I ate them right up..stupid me. MISTAKE NUMBER TWO This dissidence is too much for me to take.. Deep down I knew you were just a big fucking fake.. I hope you fucking read this and take a glimpse into my soul... Then figure out how a heart so full of love can turn black as coa
My Thoughts About The Distance Between .....
i sit alone in dreams your photograph in my hand iknow its hard for you to understand i try to play it cool when im away oh how i long for your smile today something betwen me and you i dont want to hide thers nothing more its love so true can you see the look of love in my eyes when i hold you i would give you every star in the sky... the look of love i never felt before the way i feel right now life has changed for me somehow...... were thousands of miles apart and im looking at you just remember deep in my heart whatever i do i do it for you can you see the look of love in my eyes when i hold you i would give you every star in the sky.... i can see the look of love in your eyes when i hold you feeling your heart beat just like mine time after time my days are much too long without you cant wait to come back home but theres nothing i can do can you see the look of love in my eyes when i hold you i would give you every star in th
My Thoughts...
This poem was wrote Wednesday night, while a storm passed through town. Twas the rain that lured me sleep, twas the rain that helped me slumber do deeply. The tiny patterings on my window, molded my dream into a great fantasy. A fantasy that could never be told described, but yet will always entertain the eyes. A fantasy of a dashing prince, and a wicked witch casting her evil spells. How does this fantasy end, for I do now know. Before the prince's final strike, I wake to lightning strike. I wake to find everyone okay, still tucked in their beds with their dreams. I go to the window, lightning dances across the sky. Who was the prince in my dream, will I ever know if he save the fair maden? I look out the window once more, for a second I though I saw the prince at my door. another weekend went by as fast as it came and im not happy about it. I'd love to have stayed in bed all weekend cause i felt like shit but that was not happening. Im about s
My Thoughts
My Thoughts
I wish I could figure out why ones emotions can be so confusing. For example, I recently broke off a 3 year relationship. Short of sitting here listing all the reasons why I did it and making my ex look like this horrible person I am just going to say there were reasons. She is a good person there is just some issues that I don't want to deal with anymore (and no it is not children). But the problem I am having now is that in one sense I am glad it is over because I feel there is alot of stress removed from me, while in the other sense I sometimes find myself sitting alone in the apartment feeling depressed that I am alone. I hate emotions sometimes cause they are so damn confusing. I should be happy that I am single now and out from the stress of a bad relationship, but then there are times that I wish I was in a relationship. I am so confused. Is there anyone out there that might be able to shed some light on my plight? I am guessing that this is just the downslide from the
My Thoughts And Writings
Last night i had a dream. i dont know what to call it. whether it be bad or good. i was at like some sort of carnival. a guy i still love today, Matt, was there. it was a short dream but a big enough message to make me cry when i woke up. at that carnival he realized that he still wanted to be with me. and he hugged me. and we were together. he loved me once again. i was happy. like i once was with him. it really hurt when i woke up. because it wasnt real. im still crying as i write this now. god it hurts so much. i wish i could get him out of my thoughts. i have tried so hard. and now the dreams are coming. i dont know what to do.
My Thoughts
well, guess what ya all. im preggers... im 7 weeks along now...they told me i am due in october. talk about exciteing.... i tested feb 13th and the test come back pos. and then it was confirmed a few days later... take care everyone! i love my man! i am so lucky to have him in my life. he treats me like i NEVER thought possable! i am one lucky girl! i cant wait , next weekend we are going camping well kinda camping in my parents yard with my sisters and stuff so that is going to be fun , and then the weekend after that we are going away for the weekend , just me and him!!!!! so long cell phones so long family , so long stress so long everything!!!!! i cant wait !!!!! and guess what , he is planning everything , i dont have to lift a finger! this rules!!! he spoils me so! sorry girls hes 100% mine mine MINE!!!!!! LMAO!!!! well that is my blog for now , i know really sappy stuff but ya know what , bite me , you know you love seeing me this way for once instead of in mega @itc
My Thoughts About Life And People
If there is anything I have learned from meeting people on CherryTAP, it is the strength that resides in single mothers and their determination to provide a good home for their children. What an enormous burden it is to know that you are the only person in the world who is able to provide the lifeline for your children for everything from income to food, clothing, shelter, and parenting providing the roles of both mother and father. And what a sacrifice to give up one’s own social life and opportunities for love and companionship in order to fulfill that responsibility. Mothers who do this are awesome beyond belief. Single fathers in the same situation are awesome too, but it is so much more often the mother who is faced with this burden and who accepts this responsibility so readily. To all mothers who support your children alone, I salute you for your strength, courage, and resolution. Your children are so very lucky to have you.
My Thoughts
i sit here typing and thanking you with tears of joy. You have been there for my since my grandmother has died. You didnt half to care for me or even love but you treated me as if i was your own. You have been the greatest mom in my life and i just want to thank you over and over. You took care of my family for easter and that will never be forgotten. You lended me pillow to sleep on A plate to eat on A bed to sleep on A bath to shower in and a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for taking me in and being the best mother ever. i She changed my diapers. She dressed my for school. She took my to Mc.donalds for breakfest. She drove me to school. She took me shopping. She gave me money. She gave me her love and kindness. She was a mother i never had. March 28, 2003 i told her i hate her and wish she would die and walked out the door. 3:00 pm i came walking threw the door. My dad sits me down and tells me the worse new i could ever h
My Thoughts About Stuff So Far...
Do not sit there and tell me shit that I knew before signing in. Ok. I did ask my friend a lot of different things before I agreed to try this site. IM is the same as a shout box. why leave the site when I have one on my page? Why put things out for others to get into if I do not have to? I am not stupid. Wanting to learn about something does not make me your slave or anything at all. But a fan and or friend. got it. Good! I am not to tell you personal shit when I know nothing about you. Share!Or get your ass on down the road someone else will take your place. I have not agreed to do anything with anyone. So get over yourself...I am not the best looking, but I am beautiful still.Maybe not to all, but to enough. God made us all different for we all would be bored to death with the same man and woman running around,To me all people are beautiful on the out side but if you see in side something that is off. then leave that person to figure it out. Or Block them. simple as that. I do not w
My Thoughts And Stuff...
You, you are the stars to me And you, you bring the waves to me This world of mine will never be the same Because you, you are the only thing That makes me want to feel alive With you I don't have to pretend That in my life there is a flame And no fears left to defend Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away I, I now will close my eyes And I, will leave my fears behind This darkend place feels safe when you are here I will never be alone when you are near A world so bright, alive I feel with you The burden so light, and left behind for you I close my eyes and feel you touch me now Everything that lives inside burns with flame Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away Love sought misery here is our stage. Strength alone can not take it all away Fear fought tears flowing from her pain And she'd be laying flowers for me today Night beget
My Thoughts And Etc
It's been a month since I discovered the truth and on my own nonetheless the truth that will forever be burned into my memory heart and soul yet you ask for forgiveness how can that be? after causing so much pain physically & emotionally how does one do that? it's been a month since I discovered the truth and I have no feelings left for you it's been a month since I left your side and will never return Yes, there are times when I did miss you but I reminded myself of all that you did now, life has changed for the better for I have now by my side someone who cares someone who showed me to love again someone who showed me to trust again someone who showed me it's okay to care once again someone to love.
My Thoughts.
To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and affection of children; to win the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayed of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better; whether by a healthy child, a redeemed social condition, or a job well done; to know even one other life has breathed because you lived- this is to have succeeded. Ralph Waldo Emerson Chemistry is funny. Sometimes it can strike twice, and other times you can have one great meeting and then -- nothing. Just remind yourself that if it can happen a few times, it can happen a lot more. Keep on trucking!
My Thought Of The Day
MY THOUGHT FOR THE DAY LOL We all get heavier as we get older, Because there's a lot more information in our heads. So I'm not fat, I'm just really Intelligent, And my head couldn't hold any more, So it started filling up the rest of me! That's my story and I'm sticking to it ! Have an awesome day
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i don't understand y some people chose 2 drank than get behind the wheel. most of the bars here n my town will pay 4 u a cab 2 get home yet people still drank and drive all the time. next time u think it would b a good idea think about this. u make that chose but what if doing so u hit a family and u kill them. beter yet what if someone hit ur family and killed them because they desided 2 drink and drive and all they could tell u is i'm sorry. i was put in a wheel chair because my friends decided 2 pull over and let the drunk guy drive. the really sad part is not that i'll never be able 2 teach my kids 2 swimm or play ball but that my drunk friend died. he never got 2 be married or have kids. all because he use 2 drank and drive so much his friend thought it would b ok. if u get a dwi and lose ur liseans consider ur self lucky because the next time u my not be or someone else may not be. could u live with ur self the rest of ur life knowing u killed someone or some ones little kid
My Thoughts On Men Who Likest To Play Games!
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Lusting in my heart, loving the pleasure Lusting in my heart, I've got to release this pressure Lusting in my heart, your body I want Lusting in my heart, on my mind you are! Finding someone unlike anyone you've ever met. You're not sure what makes everything about them so special, but you're going with the flow for a while. There are limitations to this new friendship you have encountered. You know them and understand your boundaries. When you see him/her you feel that bubbly feeling in your heart that you just love. You can look into a mirror and sure enough, that smile has now returned. When you walk, you can feel that extra bounce in your step. When you have to walk away, you feel that deep throb in your heart that aches to see them again. You still aren't sure what it is about them, but you really like being around and seeing this beloved person. The sound of their name, when you close your eyes you can almost make a perfect image, the sound of their voice when they sa
My Thoughts...or Lack There Of
Hello to all Haunted's Friends and Family, This is Cheryl (Haunted's) mom Tina. As some of you may know, she was in an accident last night, following a dispute with her ex husband. She has 4 broken ribs and a broken wrist, and is currently in the hospital, heavily sedated due to the extreme pain. Her husband is in custody and was denied bail this morning. Thank you to all her friends for the support that you have given me, expecially a big thank you to Cherokee Warrior. I seen her thi smorning, and she was awake for about 5 minutes, and I was to pass on to the ones shes loves, shes promises she will get better and come back bitchier than ever. Again thank you so much. Tina Ok ever had this happen? U go out...try to get drunk....drinks a whole shit load......drink for hours...and walk out totally sober??? I was like wtf??? LMFAO...Oh well!!! There is this song called Beautiful lier. Its perfect because me and my freind Gena know this guy, and it suits him perfect!!!! Here are t
My Thoughts..or Lack Ther Of
My Thoughts Of My 2girlfriends That I Love Very Much
My Thoughts On Religion
ok.... I was one of those that thought she needed to "go to church" all my life.... I've wised up in my mature years :) I'm beginning to think it's nothing but brainwashing and cult like... even those happy religions like christianity... Why should i have faith in something that focuses it's principles on fearing this omnipotent being they call "god"? Why should i believe that there is this one "mighty hand" that controls anything and everything i do? and yet supposedly we still have free will under this control??? right.... Now i do believe in a kind of destiny i guess... that some things are just meant to be. But that has nothing to do with "god". You all don't have to agree with my thoughts. They're just mine to share.
Mythology
Cat Sidhe or Cait Sith (Pronounced caught shee)is a fairy creature from Celtic mythology said to resemble a large black cat with a white spot on it's breast. It is said to haunt the Scottish Highlands. Some common folklore suggested that the Cait Sidhe was not a fairy, but a transformed witch. The myths surrounding this creature are more common in Scottish Folklore, but a few myths originate in Irish folklore as well. The name comes from the root words "Cait" which means "Cat" in both Irish and Scottish Gaelic and "Sidhe" which is the word for faery folk or other otherworldly beings. It is possible that the legends of the Cait Sidhe were inspired by Kellas Cats, which are probably a hybrid between European Wildcats and domestic cats only found in Scotland (the European Wildcat is absent from elsewhere in the British Isles). Typically, Kellas Cats resemble large black wildcats, but with some features closer to domestic cats, and have probably been present in Scotland for centuries,
My Thoughts On This And That
Myth Of The Full-body Orgasm
Why is everybody hyped up on this "full body orgasm" crap? I'm serious, you see it everywhere, all the magazines in the checkout line at grocery stores "Find ALL his pleasure spots" or "Stay in bed all day and enjoy it!" I do, it's called sleep. Might not start till 8 o'clock in the morning, but I can garauntee it'll last till 6 pm. But honestly, it's not hard to have a full body orgasm. Not hard... and not fun. Because the full body orgasm does not originate in the genital region. I'm sorry ladies, it's just not there. No, the full body orgasm is when you get that spasm where you burp, sneeze, hiccup, cough, fart, laugh and crap your pants all that same time. It's like "HIccUrpchooGAahchUAgppfftTThaHAHaoops...uhoh" Now all of a sudden you're rolling on the ground, foaming at the mouth because a warhead just went off in your chest cavity. It's like mini-marines are doing a shock'n'awe from your testicles, (or what have you), through your diaphragm and up into your brain
My Thoughts
Having trouble sleeping, almost to the 5 year anniversary of Mom's death. Tomorrow Aug 9 at 1:12 pm. Woke up Tue morning at 1 am. Thought it was time for me to be on watch with Mom. Realized I have reverted to 5 years ago and felt the huge empty ache again. Went and watched tv till about 3:30, then tried to get some sleep. I guess I got about 2 to 3 hours, then was up and off to work. Here I sit now at 4:20 am afraid to go to sleep. It's gonna be a long day and Thursday will be pure hell. My old friend the empty ache is back. I guess my last couple of weeks have built up enough crap on me all I can do is feel like shit. All I want to do is just go to bed and stay there. Nothing else to do tonight, it's late and nothing is keeping my interest. It's Monday night at 11 pm. My cousin from California was in town from Fri to today. Tonight I am going over the weekend, we had a great time! Only problem, not enough hours to do everything!! LOL. I hope everyone else had a great weekend too
My Thoughts
I hate when you have one of those days, or more then one, when nothing seems to go right. But EVERYTHING goes wrong. You just want to sit and cry, or pull your hair out or scream at the top of your lungs or all of the above. Then when you break down, the tears stream down your face and because your cheeks are so hot they sting like crazy as they reach your chin.Sometimes you just want to sit inside and avoid the world. Avoid everything and everyone around you. Til the next day where the stinging tears have finally washed away. And a new day begins where hopefully it will be better then the last.At least thats what you hope for. A friend suggested I join CT almost a month and a half ago..and first i wasnt sure that i really wanted to. And then after some coersing from my friend i thought why not, What do i have to lose. And now that Ive been on here for almost 2 months now, I can truly say that i have nothing to lose but have gained soo much. I have met some awesome people on here.and
My Thoughts
Standing in the spot light... All a glow... Never feeling so alone... When it seems... No one understands... Wanting more than... Needing less than... Main stage... Faces... Staring from all around... PPosers... Not a friendly one... Amidst the crowd... Just one voice... Above the mob... Tickles your ear... Calling your name... Tryin in vien... Searching for a face.. Light beatin... As sweat pours... Down your face... Body goes cold... In a panic... Spinning round and round... Faces melting together... Loosing your mind... Lights fade out... Body teeters on the spot... A hand on your shoulder... Stops.... You from falling... When all seemed lost... A kinder... Gentler voice... Upon your ear... I understand... I'll always be here... Why I love you... Cause that voice... Isn't always mine.... Thank you... Kissssssssesssssss... Love you... (c)BBE...Ehhh 2
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I am so tired of people pretending to be a friend on here just to get points. honistly if thats all ya want say so, ill help ya out. just be honist. please i know that this is preety much a fun and games type of site but come on. i was thinking one day about how time seems to fly by and how short life really is. and how when we get cought up in our own stuff we miss the important things. I just found out a good friend of mine ended his life in feb this year and my heart brakes. I have learned that people come into our lives for a special reason and saome only for small amounts of time, but those of us who have been beaten, batered, cheated on, and used put up a wall and push people out of our lifes, and thats when we loose those that are real , that a true friends because were to focused on the whats if and the past we don't see whats in frount of us tell its too late. I am trying to live each day as if it were my lAST, tell those dear to me how much i care just in case im not h
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pink floyd - what shall we do now? What shall we use to fill the empty spaces Where waves of hunger roar? Shall we set out across the sea of faces In search of more and more applause? Shall we buy a new guitar? Shall we drive a more powerful car? Shall we work straight through the night? Shall we get into fights? Leave the lights on? Drop bombs? Do tours of the east? contract diseases? Bury bones? Break up homes? Send flowers by phone? Take to drink? Go to shrinks? Give up meat? Rarely sleep? Keep people as pets? Train dogs? Race rats? Fill the attic with cash? Bury treasure? Store up leisure? But never relax at all With our backs to the wall. Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and ther
My Thoughts And Other Shit
DON'T SPOIL IT. Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... NO CHEATING! 1. Destenie 2. Scott 3. Missy 4. Henry 5. Lisa DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP! 1. How did you meet number 3? I met her on fubar 2. On a scale 1-10 rate your friendship with number 2 . 10 3. How long have you known number 4? since November when I started working for FedEx 4. How do you know number 2? He's not heavy, he's my brother 5. What would you do if 5 told you they loved you? she already has 6. A fact about number 1. She is the one that is on my mind right now, and not in a good way 7. Who is 4 going out with?. Hes married to Jennifer 8. What is 2 doing? right now he is probably packing...but I will be over his house to hang out later in the day 9. Would you live with number 3
My Thoughts ... My Words ...
hmmm ... i'm new and this is my 1st blog so i dont know what to write ... i'm engaed i have a beautiful little girl and another on the way ... i'm bi- sexual and havent had a women ...in forever but then agian i am pregnant though so ... but i'm 23 and i'm due in sept and getting married in oct ...
My Thank You To Everyone
I'm greatful for all the love that each and everyone has given to me. You all have went above and beyond what I ever even dreamed of. I hope to be able to return all the love in the near future to you. Thank you to all my new friends for Fanning, Adding, and rating me. I'm returning the love as quickly as I can. To my Family and Friends thank you for continuing to always show love.You all are awesome!!!! Thank you to everyone for reposting bulletins to help me. I love Cherry Tap and there are a lot of wonderful people on here. Have a great weekend..Much Love and Respect to all...BooBoo:) Special Thanks to I Love Sporks for my pimpout. Please stop by and show her some love. href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=158234&friend=158234" target=_blank>I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend- @ CherryTAP I'm greatful for all the love that each and everyone has given to me. You all have went above and beyond what I ever even dr
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This is a favorite picture of mine. I love the peacefulness and the art and the everything. I'm a huge dolphin fanatic. They are creatures that are so gentle and tame but will strike out and kill one of the oceans most feared creatures, the shark, to protect themselves and their family. They are majestic and beautiful. They are also unbelievably smart and loyal. This is how women should be. There are so many females in this world that give women a bad name. They are manipulative and conniving. Men are too afraid to be hurt to trust women. I would be too if I were a man. I have seen first hand what females can do to people. Females have this power and they take advantage of it. They use people to get what they want and then they drop them like a bad habit. They are sneaky and vicious. I believe that many men act like dogs because they have been treated like dogs by these females. Why take that risk again. Why not get them before they get you right? We women need to step
My 19th Bday I Want
ADD ME PLEASE AND HELP ME LEVEL I WANNA LEVEL TO 19 B4 MY BDAY ON THE 29TH AND I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS SO PLEASE HELP ME ADD ME RATE ME RATE STASH PAGE PICS COMMENT ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP U LEVEL AND I LEVEL AT THE SAME TIME I WANT THIS AS MY BDAY PRESENT SO PLEASE SHOW SOME MAD LUV TO A SEXY WIKID LETTE WIKID LETTE I HAVE 1158 STASH ADD ME AND LOVE ME I THINK IM FALLIN IN LOVE WITH JD@ CherryTAP ADD ME PLEASE AND HELP ME LEVEL I WANNA LEVEL TO 19 B4 MY BDAY ON THE 29TH AND I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS SO PLEASE HELP ME ADD ME RATE ME RATE STASH PAGE PICS COMMENT ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP U LEVEL AND I LEVEL AT THE SAME TIME I WANT THIS AS MY BDAY PRESENT SO PLEASE SHOW SOME MAD LUV TO A SEXY WIKID LETTE WIKID LETTE I HAVE 1158 STASH ADD ME AND LOVE ME I THINK IM FALLIN IN LOVE WITH JD@ CherryTAP ADD ME PLEASE AND HELP ME LEVEL I WANNA LEVEL TO 19 B4 MY BDAY ON THE 29TH AND I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS SO PLEASE HELP ME ADD ME RATE ME RATE STASH PAGE PICS COMMENT ANYTHING THAT
My Thoughts About Different Things.
What type of partier are you? Your Result: The Lurker You like to go out and party, go to bars, concerts, etc - but stay more on the sidelines. You and part of the action, but people have to approach you more than you jumping into the middle of the action. You typically don't get 'hammered', just buzzed enough to come out of your shell and talk to a few people, usually other 'lurkers'. Large groups of people talking at once intimidate you and you tend to drift away from the pack often.The Socialite The designated driver Hardcore drunk Bar Slut Bar Social Butterfly The rock-star party animal
My Thought's On Friend's....
My Thoughts On Paper (computer)
I was looking around for other people that I might be able to help out with the number sequences. (333, 444, 1111, 222, 555) Mines always differant depending on what the Angels are trying to tell me. Your spirit has woken up inside of you. Ive been seeing these for over a year. At first I thought of it as a coincidence, or that I was going crazy. But after reading alot of books of people going through the same thing, and talking to people. I figured out some stuff. (333)= Father-Son-Holy Ghost Is Sending me a message (444)=Father-Son-Holy Ghost-Mary Magdelene Is Sending me a message (222) I found out is a sign of "The Cathers" Reunilting. Heres some books I read that will help explain alot. "The Messengers" By: Julie Ingram "Healing with the Angels" By: Doreen Virtue http://www.angeltherapy.com/ "The Magdalene Awakening" By: L. Shannon Andersen http://www.themagdaleneawakening.com/ "Angel Numbers" By Doreen Virtue The Angel Numbe
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Why men are just happier people! Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time! Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vaca
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I have three blogs on here and all of them are about Erich, this one is no different. Today, I saw the buses coming down the Interstate. I got to see the second and third shift of buses coming into to Trumann. It was a very moving and emotional experience. It is something I know I will not soon forget. I still can't believe that Erich and JT were not on the buses. That's where they should have been. Erich should be here. JT shouldn't have been home for four months, he shouldn't have had his wreck and he shouldn't be half brain dead. And JT and I should be hanging out and being nice to each other. JT should still be a big brother. Taylor should have both her uncles. She shouldn't have to grow up without one of the greatest men on earth to spoil her rotten. Terah should still have her baby brother. Amanda should be planning a wedding. There's a lot of things that should be happening, and us missing Erich isn't something that should be happening. I am thankful everyday t
My Thoughts For What Its Worth
After an evening of Disgust and anger over people who hate on the military, I Find myself rather disappointed in my own self. Why? For many months the drama here at CT has been thick with people who have nothing better to do then, lie, twist things to benefit how they appear to others, down grade and tear part people who they do not know. Unfortunetly due to the fact I speak my mind, I got caught up in drama, because I was an easy target for those types of people. Ok no problem I can hold my own. After time and a death Wish to my son by a mummer, I had my fill and left for a bit. when I came back I promised myself not to allow these types of people to get under my skin, however I am human like the rest of world and some things hit to deeply. This is NOT just the internet, there are people with feelings and things going on in their lives, that some subject matter hits a raw nerve. For me it is the Military as my son is in it and on his 3rd tour to Iraq. No to mention I recently
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OMFG! Anyone want any kids I have 2 of them a 14yr old and 10yr old both boys if they don't kill each other I'm going to... The killing part is just a joke so don't think its for real I LOVE my boys they are after all my world. But now I can truely say I understand what my mom meant by it when I was growing up My nephew was in a really bad car accident the other day. It was so bad we did think he would live but the cops told us the only reason he's alive is because he was drunk. Mind you his jaw is broke in 3 places(he got 15 pins and a plate in yesterday). If you guys are wondering no he wasn't the the blame of the car accident He had a green light the person who hit him ran the red light. The good thing about that is they have it on tape. Yes I want to kill him for drinking and driving. But anywho If any of you have anything to tell please feel free to comment... People sometimes tell me being gay is a sickness. Well I'm going to say this only once being gay(GLBT) isn
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ANARCHY and I are in a Happy Hour Giveaway we need to reach 50,000 comments each. I know it sounds like alot but with your help we will get there.... So if you could stop by and leave a couple of comments we'd really appreciate it :) ANARCHYS CONTEST PIC: MINE: Also FAN/RATE/ADD the hosts while you're there they are great ladies!! bbG©... Have You Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL, HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT Ok im not sure if some1 was nice enough to reneiw my vip last month or not so im just writing a letter to first off thank them if some1 did and to ask them to drop in and let me no if they did so i no who im thanking for the kind gift unfortunetly fubar bein all great like it is didnt inform me of where this vip came from again thanks very much if some1 bout me one and if not thanks fubar for given me longer with it lol you may think this is stuped or what over i dont really care to be honest but my old dog died th
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My Thoughts
Nobody will give a fuck about who you were or what you did. I for one have thought about this for several years. Do you know what I've come to grips with? I don't care if they do or not. I am living my life the best I can. I am trying to enjoy every day and to learn at least one new thing every day. I help others without expecting or wanting compensation. I work my ass off because I have pride in my workmanship. I don't make very much money doing the job, but hey its better than nothing. I do have several challenges in my life. I want to give more than I have time for. I want to please everyone (impossible I know, but I still try). I try to start all my customers days off so they are smiling, and its starting to work. Some people are just destined to be miserable as that's the way they want and like it. I understand that and don't let them bring me down. I, like most people have financial obligations. I am slowly getting those tended to as well. It doesn't leave anything extra
My Thoughts
Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who shows love and says nice things.I enjoy CT and hope to make many friends. J Sometimes i just hate life! I want to die so bad sometimes..then i think about my daughter and how she would hate me...I love my lil girl so much!! It is just so hard being a single mom...My ex has made it so hard for me...I feel like i have failed her as a mom...Not sure how im going to survive this...Maybe she would be better off without me??
My Thoughts
Okay, so I finally got on here and updated my page. I don't know if its worth reading, but I'm me and that will not change. I do not change for anyone and do not expect others to change for me. I am willing to communicate with anyone who would like to talk. I do not, however, associate with those who only like talking about sex, drugs, or anything else that I would rather not associate myself with. I'm not a goodie goodie, but I'm not a nympho or a druggie either. Thanks. As I have stated, I am somewhat new to this website, which means I have not yet been rated. Sooo, get to rating people! =P Later. --Amanda--
My Thoughts.......love It Or Hate It!!
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of havi
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I just wanted to say thank you to everyone I have met here. I love reading your profile comments and picture comments, it always puts a smile on my face...to all of you... THANK YOU SO MUCH...I LOVE YOU ALL...XOXO I thought this would be the easiest way to reach everyone...I could use some help levelling...Please!!! I will be sure to return all the help I get...even some gifts...been stuck here forever...lol Thanks in Advance...Luv you all... I wanted to say thank you so much to my friends who have always been supportive and who are now trying to help me level up...you guys ROCK...and you know who you are...xoxo... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
My Thoughts
Robin Williams has a plan for the war. I have one for the immigration problem. Me personally I think we should put an Ellis Island type of thing on the border. Make them come though this country like my relatives did, like your relatives did. Make them get jobs, all twenty of them living in the house down the street. Make them pay taxes. You want to live in this country learn the damn language. My relatives had to, so every did everybody else who came over here. Why are they given an exception? If we went to Mexico tomorrow to live. We would be expected to speak Spanish. No translator is going to be provided to us. Better question, when our relatives came though Ellis Island were they given a translator? Did this country in anyway coddle them with somebody who spoke their language? Did they have to learn not only to communicate, but read and write in this language? I say we give them, I’ll be nice, two year, to learn to speak read, and write in English. What you do
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My Thoughts And Observances Of A World Gone Amok!
It's been a while since news broke out on Michael Vick's alleged involvement with illegal dogfighting. And since then I've kept somewhat a casual observance over the developments since then. First off, I'm just sick to death over the detailed accounts listed in the federal indictment papers where they put a "losing" dog to death by hosing it down with water and then electrocuting the dog. Well, being a dog lover myself, I've come to the conclusion. If I was the judge, I would impart with Solomon-like wisdom and have Michael Vick hosed with water and then electrocuted. Then at the very least he would FEEL the pain the dog felt, he would know what it is to die horribly. But then again, I'd have to snap back to reality and know THIS would never happen. The ACLU would be demanding my head on a platter. Ha! But I do applaud the sportscard companies (Upper Deck, Donruss), the football retail wear companies (Reebok, NFL.com) for shutting down Vick's image in their products and recalling
My Thoughts...
I've learned we want what we cannot have and can never have enough. I've learned all the money in world won't get you into heaven. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back, but that's ok. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people, it's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving word
My Thoughts Part 2
The sound of silence can be a great sound. Or not sound? Which is it? Who cares! All I know is, as of about 2 hours ago the last of my 3 kids left for vacation! One left Monday, one last night and one this morning.....yippppppeeeee! I will be working on my tan with no tan lines. I will sleep in. I will not answer my door. I will read a book. I will dance naked in my living room singing at the top of my lungs. I hope to be able to chat with Martin as much as possible. I will enjoy life! Sound like fun? I think so. Well, it is time for me to go work on my tan. Ciao!
My Thoughts Part 3
It is my first day completely alone with no kids. I woke up with no one in the house but myself. Kind of nice. The other day, we bought an espresso machine. It has been at Starbucks for a while. It is a $1,200.00 machine! Now, we didn't pay $1200 for it! My daughter works for Starbucks and it went on sale plus we got her discount. It ended up being a little over $400 which is still a lot but damn worth it! It is the DeLonghi Magnifaca machine and it does everything for you! It looks complicated but this morning, I got up, went in the kitchen and pushed the button for 2 shots, then poured it over ice! As simple as that. I am in love with this machine and glad the girl that works with my daughter talked me into it! I get free starbucks espresso beans because my daughter works there and it will be worth the money spent on the machine in the long run! Now, I shou get some work done before going out in my pool and working on my all over tan! Ciao! kisses!
My Thoughts Part 4
I am sure all of you are a little confused as to why all of you but 12 were deleted from my friends list (stupid fubar says that I have 241 friends), they can never get anything right on this site! Just like it says I have 61 pictures when I only have 7! All of the 3,000 people on my list were here for one thing and not really my friend. Anyway, I am only on here for friends and friends only. I have made a few that I can call my friends. If I post some pictures of me on here, it will only be rated pg, not X! If I do post a nsfw picture, it is only for 1 person to see. Please don't ask me to see it. I was hurting someone I love very much and never meant to hurt him. I never want to hurt him again! Ciao!
My Thoughts Part 5
It is Sunday night and I am laying in bed with my lap top. My knee is in so much pain and I have no idea why? I am not sure how I hurt it? I just got a call from my son in Hawaii. He was at a luau (spelling?) and said he was having a great time. My daughter called me from Huntington Beach earlier and she has been having a good time. Funny how much I can miss them when they are gone. It has been nice having a quiet house but now I miss them. I have gotten a lot of stuff done. Before I know it, school will be starting. It starts August 23 this year. It gets earlier and earlier every year. Hopefully when I wake up in the morning, my knee will not be hurting any more. Ciao! I need some water ;) hee hee
My Thoughts
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilitiesof an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That
My Thoughts.....
I have maybe three favorite songs but one sticks out... And when I hear it I think of one person?? Have you ever loved someone so much you given all for?? Well I have and when I look back at that I know it was worth it all. I don't regret any of it. And because of it I am a better person. Sometimes in life you have to have walk into the dark so you can walk into the light. And when you get a call saying they are gone it changes everything. But you have the memories of them in youre heart and every night you know they are looking down on you as you sleep. But somehow you know it is okay even though they are no longer walking this earth. You remember the last thing they said to you and the last thing you did with them. And your greatful. Well Next month is my birthday and I LOATHE my birthday with a passion. And the funny part nobody ever remembers it because of 9-11...So I stopped celebrating it when I was 21...And people have yet to figure out why?? Here is the reason why I am a Navy b
My Thoughts
Have you ever said something you didn't mean?? Whether it was from anger, or frustration, or any other emotion....and once its been said, you can't take it back. No matter how much you didn't mean it, its out there now...floating around, drifting above you...and there is nothing you can do...nothing you can say...to reverse the damage that has been done. I did it...last night, I said those awful words....and how I wish I could take them back, but I can't. And I want to talk and work things out, but it won't happen. No matter what words I may say now, the only ones that seem to matter are the ones I spoke last night... I just want to wrap my arms around you, hold you close to me....to not let you go away...
My Thoughts
 "I hate the way you talk to me,             The way you cut your hair.  I hate the way you drive my car.             I hate it when you stare.  I hate your big dumb combat boots,             And the way you read my mind.  I hate you so much it makes me sick             It even makes me rhyme.  I hate the way you're always right
My Thoughts.....
I keep reading online and in the papers about women being beaten to death. I feel very sorry for them but they forget to mention is the children. Please dont go off on me if you dont like this. But these are my thoughts and memories. See im a survivor! My dad beat all the women at least 4 or 5 times a week. If he didnt beat you he would put you down.(ie. in my case it was "Your fat and lazy. You wont amount to much) Now you all may think that you can get past that but you cant. Those words go thru my head 24/7. Cause of that and all i went thru as a child i have been told i need to be on 2 anti-depressants. Oh yeah and a pill they give vets for sleep. I guess im writing all this down is that ....DONT YOU THINK ITS TIME TO END THE VIOLENCE!!!!!!!!!!! Read these song lyrics, it might just surprise you..... Lyrics for: Hell Is For Children They cry in the dark so you can't see their tears, They hide in the light so you can't see their fears, Forgive and forget, all the while,
My Thought Process
Sometimes, I lose my way..... but then, I'll remember who the fuck I am, and I stand up tall again. I love my friends. To all of you, God bless you all. Most especially, Cat: You are the best of the best, and if it weren't for you, I dont know where I'd be. Teresa: It's all good, baby! I got a flip top head! Trish: Its good to know you got my back no matter what.. I got yers too James: Anytime I call, yer right there, brother. My third most awesome friend! Annette: Thank you for sharing your husband with me when I need to cry on a shoulder! Jerry Dean: Lets tear it up and burn it down, brother. Dennis: Something sweet...special... one day at a time. I have a whole nother plethora of friends who I did not specifically name. I still love you all, and even if your name isn't on this list, you are still special to me. Sometimes, I lose my way, but you guys... my friends, are the ones who help me remember who the fuck I am... and make me stand tall. Ne
Mythology
In ancient Egyptian mythology and in myths derived from it, the phoenix is a mythical sacred firebird. Said to live for 500, 1461 or for 12594 years (depending on the source), the phoenix is a male bird with beautiful gold and red plumage. At the end of its life-cycle the phoenix builds itself a nest of cinnamon twigs that it then ignites; both nest and bird burn fiercely and are reduced to ashes, from which a new, young phoenix arises. The new phoenix embalms the ashes of the old phoenix in an egg made of myrrh and deposits it in Heliopolis ("the city of the sun" in Greek), located in Egypt. The bird was also said to regenerate when hurt or wounded by a foe, thus being almost immortal and invincible - a symbol of fire and divinity. Although descriptions (and life-span) vary, the phoenix became popular in early Christian art and literature as a symbol of the resurrection, of immortality, and of life-after-death. Originally, the phoenix was identified by the Egyptians as a stork or hero
My Thoughts
I'm one of the biggest fans of buffy the vampire slay TV show and I just what to know is there any one else as big of a fan as me on Fubar I hate this whole only Blu-ray and HD DVD formats that a lot of movie companies are doing. I mean I know that things improve, but what about people that can't afford to get a new DVD player ever other day. why don't they make a there new DVD's so you can play them in old models and so you can still see the freaking movie.
My Thoughts,andlife.
Okay i got no bif with what color you are,or if your happy with your color of your skin.If your white be happy.If you yellow,brown,black,or white be proud with what you are .Just don't let it get thru your head.I fell in love with my friend who used to call herself One Love.She was proud of her heritage.I mean she was an awsome gal.I did for her whatever she ask me.I design some tattoos for her,even did a drawing of her,to show her how i felt about her,and it make me happy that she like my design.Untill she started changeing her title to german names.She told me she was happy,and proud of her white heritage.See it's not bad to love the color of your skin,but we are all created equal even in blood,body,or soul.I was happy with who she is,but she change during the days.Now the idiot is posting the shwastica symbol,and flag.Even putting racist pictures,and sayings.She even posted a picture of the dumb idiot Hitler.and her doing the salute.Damn sad,and the idiot calls ignorant.Yeah whose t
The Myth Of "just Friends"
The Myth of "Just Friends" or Sleep Deprived Thoughts Vol. 3 Current mood: apathetic Category: Blogging There is a scene in the movie "When Harry Met Sally," where Harry (played by Billy Crystal) tells Sally (played by Meg Ryan) that Men and Women can never be friends. Sally, of course, is insulted that he would say such an awful thing and rejects the notion. Ironically, they end up being friends for years before sleeping together, which changes everything. If you haven't seen the movie, I won't spoil the ending for you. Does Harry have a point? The writer of the movie poses a question through this dialog that few people consider: 'Do intimate but purely platonic male-female friendships exist or are we just kidding ourselves?' I would assume that most people, especially women, agree with Sally and take for granted that they do exist. I, on the other hand, see some truth in what Harry is saying. While I am not so naïve as to believe that these types of friendship have never e
My Thoughts And Naughty Ideas
How do you decide who to marry ? You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 What is the right age to get married ? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 How can a stranger tell if two people are married ? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 What do you think your mom and dad have in common? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age e 8 What do most people do on a date? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette
My Thoughts
I was sent a bulletin today about a competition The best Cleavage competition incase I was interested and to let me know it was starting. Well I thought I might just enter that, I might have a small chance and I got a pic thats not too bad. Then I read the rules, You must inform all your friends and get them to comment bomb etc, Surley the person who wins is the person who has the most friends to comment and rate etc not the lady who has the best cleavage? Being a relative newbie here... I got no chance. On the other hand I spose thats what Fubar is all about. What are your thought on this if any? Just a thought for the day :)
My Thought's, Feeling's & Opinions On Internet Relationships.
It is total Bullshit! 1st if ur married or have a significant other it is sad you are even online looking for others. Obviously your relationship sucks sooo bad you have to find thrills outside the relationship. Get out of it & move on, it is pathetic to be with someone u r unhappy with. To those that think ur going to find the love of your life in a virtual world....U don't know the person behind the keyboard, u most likely have never seen them face to face, felt their touch, or looked into their eyes. It's bullshit to say you love a fantasy and face it ppl. that is exactly what it is. Find someone that is real you deserve it. DO NOT give ur number to someone on here regardless of how long u have been talking to them, the reward you get is phone calls every hour from them leaving voicemails of how much they love u, and u hurt them because you do not partake in their little fantasy. It is sooo freak'en annoying. Your Friend Lynne Stay away from my page, stop making new ac
My Thoughts-all: Present, Past And Future!
This Blog is thanks to the most wonderful man i know. He has opened my eyes to so many things and one of those things is putting in writting things we remember about life, lessons we have learned, and things we notice about everyday life. Thank you!! This will be an ongoing blog about those things. I hope you enjoy them and find some kind of humor, or knowledge in all that i will write. _________________________________________________ August 30, 2007 The key to happiness is not having everyones else's American dream it is making your own. If anyone tells you that they know who they are then they have lied to you...you will never know who you are as long as you continue to grow and learn from life experiences. Some things that i am coming to realize about myself....1. I am not grateful enough for the ones who care about me.2.I am not super woman(who would have thought that one?)3.It's ok to ask for help when you need it and not feel guilty about asking.4. I am scared to
My Thoughts
I'm sitting here at work thinking about all of my friends and family that are in the armed forces. I've got guys and girls in every kind of force such as the Army, Navy, Air Force, and the Marines. I support them and I'm so very proud of them doing something so great but at the same time I am so tired of getting the horrible phone calls telling me that someone else that I love has died. My best friend in the world (hes like a brother to me) is leaving for the Marines tomorrow. I've spent so much time with him and I talk to him everyday and now I wont be able to see him until he gets back from boot camp around Christmas time. I dont want him to go but at the same time I understand how much he needs and wants to do this. Hes been talking about it since we were so little. Does anyone have any advice for me on how to deal with this? By now it sould be pretty obvious that my name is Sierra. People close to me call me Sia because my beautiful 3 year old niece cant say my name so she dubbed m
My Thoughts!
Well here iam starting this blog in hopes to vent all my anger issues! The last time i started blogging someone got nasty with me, hopefullly noone w ill this time! Ill try not to make anyone upset. As i go on in my blogs you will hear stories of my life or fantisies i thought about to happen. I have a great imagination and I love writing! I have written many of stories and would love to share them with all of you. I write stories from Erotic to horror. Anyway this is all for now till nest time. It was another long road trip. I was working for a computer company that kept me on the road for months at a time doing repairs, setting up server farms, etc. I was in Madison, Wisconsin when I just couldn't take the aloneness anymore. I'd been out to bars and clubs but being a shy guy I hardly ever hooked up. And this trip was lonelier than most. I looked online for some escort sites. One was an add for a voluptuous woman with 38d breasts. I've always liked my women on the heavier side so tha
My Thoughts On Back To School
The end of summer is here. While this is one my favorite times of year because the kids go back to school. The summer is full of sun and hope and promise lazy days by the pool with the kids. I love when school starts because theres finally time for me, time to go have coffee with friends or just sit outside for a lil bit and enjoy the peace and quiet. Fall and winter are coming and theres so much to do. Its wonderful to me watching my kids be amazed at the things they learn. Full of wonderful questions and plans for the future. At the same time one of my least favorite times of year. Once school starts again life gets so very hectic theres school work and soccer practice gymnastics and dance. Always busy running and not lots of quality time spent with the kids. I miss the noise and the laughter and the time spent with my little girls the funny things they say. Im so torn about having quiet and listening to their noise the smiles and hugs that are given so freely as we make cookie
My Thoughts
Well during the last couple of days since the incident we have been doing a lot of talking and soul searching, I realize that I am partly to blame for what happened. We are going to go through marriage counceling. We have decided that e want to work things out, for ourselves and the kids. It is going to be a lot of hard work but it will definately be worth it. She is and always will be the love of my life no matter what. I thank you for those that talked to me and tried consoling me. I realize now that I did over react to the situation, however I could not help how I feel, and neither could she. I lay no blame on anyone involved and have put the incident behind me. A marriage is a lot of work and a lot of struggle, but it also a joining, and growing, of sharing and combining. I actually would like to get to know the other person. I cant say that I will be friends with him, but i cant say I couldnt either at this point only God knows. My wife she is my guiding star, she is the seas
My Thoughts
WELL IM BACK FOR GOOD WOULD BE NICE TO HEAR FROM SOME PPL *ROLLS EYES* I KNOW THAT WOULD BE TO MUCH TO ASK FOR HAHAHAHA ANYWAY HIT ME UP SOMETIME Just lettin everyone know I am still here but i dont have internet right now so i will be on when i can hope everyone is doin good i love ya'll and miss ya'll i start a new job monday so i will be back as soon as i can Much Love So I figure I can vent somewhat here... Im really fed up sick and tired of EVERYTHING! Seems as if nothing is going right nor does it look like things are gonna get better anytime soon! Im ready to say FUCK IT and give up because really Im tired of caring....No matter what I do its not good enough the harder I try the more shit gets fucked up not to mention people and there drama that love to bring me in the middle of it all sick of that shit to Igot my own shit to worry about but does anyone care ? FUCK NO ... Yea people claim to care and give a shit but when it comes down to it they really dont .. Im always there
My Thoughts
Hey everybody whats up? Well this is my first blog and its sad that it had to take me to get sick and tired about something for me to write. This is mainly meant for all the male friends on my page. I know on my about me section of the profile says that I'm married and my nickname says it all. I would really appreciate it if you would respect that. I am getting tired of men asking to see my body, again I'm married and I'm not going to be showing something that is only meant for my man's eyes. Stop asking me for nude pics because its not going to happen. The only thing that will happen is that you are going to meet the bitch side of me and its not pretty. So those of you who can't respect that, fuck off! So please do me a favor and remove me off your friends list, if you have a problem with that. Thanks for your time. Hey peeps, I'm just here letting y'all know that its going to be awhile til y'all hear from me after tonight. Tomorrow is a big day for me and my husband, I'm having anoth
My Thoughts
Have you met that special someone? I did almost a year ago and still I am all alone she is the love of my life. She is my wife, my love, my queen, and my soulmate. And yet all of these are still not strong enough to overcome our distance. I guess the only reason I am writting this is in despiration. I have had feelings that I wondered if I'll ever feel with and away from her. So here I ponder things of what if? And still I get no answers from her on my cries for togetherness. I don't know if she'll ever talk to me again but all I have now is wishful thinking that all of this is to surprise me with the first touch, first kiss, first hug, first everything but in the same breath be the last she'll ever need to complete her life and our children together. I am stuck on questions like Did I do or say something wrong?...Is it something I didn't do or say?...Why does this happen with what seemed to be real and something to be cherished, loved, kept safe from harm? I know I wasn't very go
9-11/ My Thoughts
My Thought And Feeling
On This Beautiful, God-Given day, I saw an Angel, flying her way Up in the sky, with soul so worn, I sighted her, in perfect form She looked as I thought An Angel might I knew she was there To help with my plig She wafted through the spring air, Arms outstretched,flowing hair, I wanted to take a photo of her But,couldn't find where The cameras were Perhaps God put her there for me. Just for me to be able to see Seeing her through the sun's glare Made me wonder if I saw her there. Did they take the time to look To follow God's great open book Well at any rate, I know it wasn't fate That made me step outside just then Else who knows where she may have been Yes, God gave me an Angel today I know was meant to show me the way
My Thoughts On Life
My Thoughts & Passions
I first posted this entry on another site on October 18, 2006. I was recently asked to provide some resources regarding Family Law. I am NOT an attorney. However, I have argued cases in Utah and California. My research on the Violence Against Women Act has been recognized in court. Since I've been researching family law issues for over 10 years it would take me a very long time to list all of my resources. When researching issues of family law it quickly becomes obvious that this is an emotionally charged and politically motivated issue. My recommendations when looking for reliable sources is to avoid those sources that aren't gender-neutral. There exist groups purporting to represent women's rights, men's rights and even children's rights. Be aware of organizations willing to use a noble cause to pervert justice. Here are some of my book marks. Family Law Search tool for state codes & case law http://lawcrawler.findlaw.com/ Downloadable sections of Utah Code http://www.l
My Thoughts
WE understand -- Dedicated to all of the military girls I was replying to someone's message today, and wrote this. I kind of like it and wanted to share it. Everyone says I'm stupid for being with him when he's so far away. That I should be with someone here. I complain how hard it is and they say I shouldn't do it, but they don't understand. Only we understand. We hate this game we play, but we must do it anyways because we love our men and would do anything to be with them. They just don't understand. WE understand. We understand that no matter how much we cry, no matter how hard it is and how much it hurts, he will always be worth it. We understand that even when we get angry at him for joining the service, or being in danger, we don't love him any less. We understand that every moment is precious, every phone call is special, and every letter is cherished always. We understand that it's ok to want to give up because we know we won't. WE understand, they don't. We understa
My Thoughts
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in his arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you... I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one.... I don't know about this all the time i forget alot I'm the girl who will brag about you
My Thoughts...
How to lose weight....Just follow this program: 1. Get up at 7 am, drink cup of coffee, smoke cigarette....repeat until coherent enough to walk to kitchen without bumping into walls. 2. Get baby a bottle, turn on Sesame Street. Feed other children. 3. Wash everyone from breakfast mess, and clean up mess (if running out of time, leave mess till you get home later) 4. In frenzy to get everyone ready and yourself forget to eat breakfast, smoke a quick cigarrette instead. 5. Either clean up house or go and run errands. 6. Stop for lunch, feed baby and kids, change diapers... 7. Realize that you are ravenous from skipping breakfast yet again, and find something small and fast to eat. 8. Clean up kids and baby.... 9. Continue running errands or cleaning house 10. Baby is crying, put down for nap where he falls asleep instantly. Attempt to put kids down as well, but their cries of protest wake baby..... 11. Make a bottle and repeat step 10 until baby is finall
My Thoughts And Feelings..dont Like Them Dont Read Them!
Why is it someone acts a certain way around u and its all b/c they want something? Isnt someone beautiful on the inside? If u dont think they r beautiful on the outside dont tell them they r just b/c u want something. Thats just wrong! I know people lie to get what they want, especially sexually, its a shame..And sometimes the ugliest person is really beautiful to the person who said u were beautiful but they were lying to get something from u. Cuz trust me SHE AINT BEAUTIFUL! I dont understand why people cant just be real and why they gotta lie. It really hurts someones feelings. And when u know u could never be that lucky to be with the person who tells u this crap, it sux also...ah I dont understand and guess I never will... Come Check Out My Lounge!
Mythbusters
mythbusters was in my community airport back in may shoting a segment of taxi drove to close to a jet engine so in that myth the flimed tests of size of vehicles drivein behind a jet engine to see the effects of it types of vehicles car, school bus, and a small airplain its suppose to air sept 25 on the discovery channel
My Thoughts
I am having a problem lately. Why do people have to treat people like shit then get all mad when they arent treated like gold.When you ask someone you care about to spend time with you and they dont or they do but they are on their phone the whole time. I mean come on what ever happened to treating people the way you want to be treated. there are to many people out there who treat people like shit and insist on being treated like gold.I have more than one person doing this to me at this time. one gets mad when i dont read their mind and be there to help them out when they dont call and ask. and the other is the person i care most about and they never spend any time with me but they are always in conversation with someone else. its just bothering me and i needed to say something.
My Thoughts On It
My Thoughts
isn't it ironic how the 1 thing that you don't need is the 1 thing you fight your hardest to get ************************************************* if there were no pain there would be no compassion if there were no hurt there would be no compassion when we see that someone we care about is hurt or in pain its then that we show compassion compassion often leads to love so if there were no pain there would be a lot less love so in order to experience love one must experience pain
My Thoughts
i mean damn i make time out fa ppl be more concerned bout wtf dey gon do den get slapped in da face time and time again i guess dis is wat friendship suppose to be like i guess yo i mean i alreayd dont feel good i feel sick and out of all days my moms decides she wanna be supportive of my lifestlye and let me invite mafukkas ova no one shows up so while my moms is wit her man and my lil sis is wit her bf i'm sittin in da livingroom lookin around at errbdy else enjoying dey self waiting on someone to call me and tellin my moms dey coming dey comin and all i dunno i guess its me make i need to just disappear cuz i stay being da only mafukka wit dey feelings hurt time and in and time out another lonely day and night is wat i have to look forward too since ppl seem to think i'm too emotional and all but hey it is wat it is its been holla at me wen i have my funeral!!!!! ONCE AGAIN I LET MY GAURD DOWN TO GIVE DIS GUH APART OF ME AND DO ME IN WIT NO REGAURD TOWARDS MY FEELINGS WHICH REALLY H
My Thoughts
Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide You There comes a time when you must stand alone. You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams. You must be willing to make sacrifices. You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved. Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged. There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities. Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better. Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by. Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life. Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way. ~~ Your Kind of Friendship ~~ It takes more than caring To be a real friend; The nature of friendship; Requires a blend Of warmest compassion And love de
My Thoughts...remember They Are Mine, You Do Not Have To Agree, Just Respect I Have A Right To Them
Is dating today really all that different than when we were teenagers? Not really. We still get the butterflies when we meet someone that catches our interest. We still feel the excitement, the anticipation, and yes..the giddiness. And we still feel the disappointment and hurt that they did not notice us, or feel the same. The only true differences between teen / young dating and mature / older dating is that being more mature we are more aware and less accepting of the flaws, mistreatments etc...of the people we meet. That and maybe we expect MORE from the people we meet because of the level of maturity we are apparently supposed to have achieved. The choice in venue for a date is a bit different too...a teen is happy to go to a movie, and hang out at Burger King after, cause they just want a place to hang out. Where as adults, we expect to converse with our date and want to emit a sense of style because we are more concerned, at first, about the image we present, than we are spendi
My Thoughts...
A blonde is watching the news with her husband when the newscaster says, "Two Brazilian men die in a skydiving accident". The blonde starts crying to her husband, sobbing "That's horrible!!! So many men dying that way"! Confused, he says, "Yes dear, it is sad, but they were skydiving, and there is always that risk involved". After a few minutes, the blonde, still sobbing, says,--- "How many is a Brazilian?" 2000 B.C. - Here, eat this root. 1000 A.D. - That root is heathen. Here, say this prayer. 1850 A.D. - That prayer is superstition. Here, drink this potion. 1940 A.D. - That potion is snake oil. Here, swallow this pill. 1985 A.D. - That pill is ineffective. Here, take this antibiotic. 2000 A.D. - That antibiotic is artificial. Here, eat this root. ~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, 'Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.'
My Thoughts
If it ain't one thing, it's another! Early Sunday morning, Joey and I decided to take Andrew out to breakfast at Denny's after he got out of work. We all were starving and looking forward to feeding our bellies with not so healthy food. LOL As we pulled up to a stop sign at the end of the exit ramp (which is only about half a mile from Denny's) Joey made a comment about how heavy the traffic was for being 12:30am. All of the sudden, our Blazer got hit from behind by another Blazer! We all had our belts on, thank God!, but Joey and I got thrown forward. Andrew did also, but didn't seem to be affected by it. Joey and the other driver pulled up onto the overpass so as not to block the exit ramp, and he and Andrew got out of the car to check the damage and get the other driver's info. I was pretty shook up, and started having neck pain and pvc's. Andrew came back to me and took my pulse, checked my eyes, asked me questions to assess my alertness, and kept me as calm as he c
My Thoughts On X And Y
I am math challenged and I hate the "idea of finding unknown values but adding subtracting and multiplying and dividing FUCKING LETTERS". I mean honestly if x hadn't wandered off y wouldn't have to find it. Stupid bastard ass x... always getting lost and shit. I just wanted to point that out to everything. If it's not 1+1=2 or 4/2=1 I want no part in it. gawwwdddd I need a drink RIGHT NOW! WHO'S GAME? Fucking math (shakes head)
My Thoughts And Stuff
Should it stay or should it go? I like it in all. its just not clickin for me.
My Thoughts
Okay, am I just being too much of a bitch or what? I HATE it when I'm on the phone with someone talking to them and telling them something about me and then they AREN'T EVEN LISTENING TO ME! For instance...I was just on the phone with my cousin and I was asking her if she was done with my radio/cd player/tape player she borrowed and I was trying to explain to her that I found OUR FAVORITE BOOK on tape and wanted my radio back to listen to it...plus since I don't have tv I like to listen to the radio while I'm online. Anyway...she just COMPLETELY ignores what I'm saying and carries on a conversation with someone else in the background!!!! I couldn't BELIEVE IT!!!! Anywho...it just pissed me off and needed to vent. OKAY...NOW I'M PISSED. My cousin was supposed to cut my husband's hair cause we are getting out pictures taken today as a family with the kids, but she just called me and said that "her wrist hurts too much" but the truth being that she is hanging out at Wal-Mar
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I ANIT ALL HERE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THERES A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE THAT IS IN A COMA BUT WE ARE ALL THINKIN ABOUT THIS CLOSE FRIEND AND SOME OF US THAT KNOWS HOW TO READ BULLETINS WOULD KNOW WHO SHE IS FOR THE REST OF YOU LEARN TO READ THEM IF IT WAS A PIMPOUT OR SOMETHING ELSE PEOPLE WOULD BE ALL IN THEM BUT THE ONES THAT READ IT THANK YOU SO MUCH I DONT KNOW ABOUT SOME PEOPLE BUT I DO KNOW THE ONES THAT DID READ IT AND REPOSTED THE BULLY !! MOST OF ALL LETS KEEP LEEANN AND HER KIDS AT HEART AND PRAY FOR THEM LOTS OF LOVE LEEANN FROM ALL OF US AT THE REBEL LOUNGE WE GOT YOU AT HEART AND IN OUR THOUGHTS
My Thoughts Such As They Are
Now I don't mean to sound like a dork or anything, but I LOVE halloween! Dressing up, acting like someone (or something) else has always held an appeal to me. This year I get to dress up (will post a pic once im in costume) and take my son trick or treating. Its also good that he is still so young, he does not realize when I dip into his stash. "No honey, I never touched your candy. I think you ate that kit kat last night" Hmmm, that sounds pretty bad eh. Well thats all I have for now, will post again soon.
Myths Of The Stay At Home Dad (aka) Full Time Father
While gender roles have often been set in stone so to speak in western culture, those roles are changing and the line between what guys and gals are supposed to be doing becoming blurred or erased all together. In an age where women can be astronauts and brain surgeons, why cannot men be stay at home dads? The trend is becoming more and more popular as the marketplace opens up for women to earn and do as much as their male counterparts in predominately male occupations. Couples choose to have the man stay at home and raise their children for many reasons. Sometimes the woman has a higher income or is on a fast paced career track that is monetarily beneficial for the family than the mans. Sometimes the man decides to stay home to be more accessible to his children and deal with a child crisis such as an illness or behavior problem. Sometimes the couple decides even before they have children who will stay at home. Whatever the reason, Stay at home dads are just as vital to the up rearing
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I am deeper than you think. If you would like to contradict me, I'm game. I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you. I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out. I like to be fascinated by the anomalous. I yearn for those that put a smile on my heart. I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back. I do not belong in anyone's Virus. Satisfaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See... Desire what you know. We all have a path to chose and those choices help to make up the attributes of who I am now. So When I look at the saddest things that happened to me, I just stay strong and don't back down. I'm gonna be here when the smoke settles no doubt, but many people often ask how. Well when the wind blows away your rose petals, just focus on the moments you had until you can smile. Everybody Hurts...It's not just an R.E.M. song, it's actually true. If you are born with a heart, it will get
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With every breath I take, I pray it is my last. Something's taken over I long for death & fast I'm tired of my feelings I keep burried deep inside I want something more than these pothetic tears I cry Something to end the pain that hangs over me Something quick & painless Something to set me free Make the voices stop I try to silence in my head Maybe they're the reason I'm wishing I was dead They won't leave me alone, always mocking me Why won't they go away, and just let me be ? Something's gotta give 'casue I can't take this shit Life let me go, I'm breathing my last breath Goodybye to those I know & the few that gave a fuck Death comes to all It happens & it sucks Can you dry the tears I cry & capture the horrors i dream each night ? Save me from my morbid hell ; free me from my fucking shell ? Each day I wake, is this life ? I close my eyes & roll the dice Wanting the end to come right now Please God take me... somew
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I put myself up for auction. Even get a chance to Fu-Marry me. 1st 200 11's 2nd personal phone call or yahoo phone call 3rd Fu-owned on my name for a week 4th SFW salute 5th NSFW salute (can not choose what I do) 6th Fu perm Blog pimpout 7th pimp out on my page for 1 week 8th A folder with a few of their pictures in it 9th 4 Pimp out Bulletins ( 1 a week) 10th FU-Marriage 11th See me on cam ( SFW ) Click below to check it out Meowzette@ fubar And Looking for a Fubar Valentine's Date All you have to do is leave ONE comment on why you believe you should be my fubar valentine's date. The person with the best answer will get me for Valentine's Day! It will be up to me to which answer I think is "best" I will send the winner at least one Fubar gift on Valentine's day and also attach to my name that you are my Valentine's date. This is NOT an actual AUCTION, so that means you can save your fubucks and real money!!! How sweet is THAT
My Thoughts
Life and death are the only two things in this life guaranteed to happen.We come into the world in a burst of light and leave it in a cloud of darkness.Everything in between is the sprinkling of star dust and moon beams.We choose whether or not they shine or fade out into nothingness.Giving it our all and trying to reach the sun,for one tiny moment in time,to say we did it all.We have lived life to the fullest,gotten our kicks and enjoyed the time we had.We need to remember that in the small moments of time every little thing matters,and to do the best we can with what we have.Don't take for granted the things we are given,the love we receive freely,the holding hands,walks in the dark,snuggling up on the couch with the loves of our lives.Give unconditionally so that our consciences are guilt free and our lives are balanced with everyday duties...We must respect those around us and help where we can.Give to those in need and ask for forgiveness whe we screw up.Take the time to say "I lo
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These are a collection of my thoughts about fubar and I could really careless who I affend!! Cause they are my thoughts. ---------------------------------------------------- Well I am just going to have to say it "I think theres to many women who have gotten the impression that somewhere along the line someone actually thought their nude pics where interesting". If this offends anyone then sorry. But theres to many women on here showing their stuff and its not even remotely sexy. Matter of fact its pretty darn disgusting. Please do everyone a favor mark it private we honestly just dont want to see it. Especially if it looks like a warn out baseball mit soaked in vegetable oil. We also dont want to see pictures marked as squirting and its someone pissing. Thats just retarded, if i wanted to watch a woman piss id go hide out in womens bathrooms. Also I dont want to see 2 400 lb women wrestling naked and doing things that werent supposed to be done by over weight women, yack. But tha
My Thoughts On Life
Giving Up wine... I was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it instead of dinner? 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me. 'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?' I asked. 'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive.' 'Will you spend this on a nail salon instead of food?' I asked. 'Are you NUTS !' replied the homeless woman. ' I haven't had my nails done in 20 years!' 'Well,' I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.' The homeless woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.' I said
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I have been with Danijel for 4 months, and it has been the most wonderful time in my life. I have never loved someone so much and so completely. He is absolutely amazing and always knows exactly how I feel. I met him after a slew of hardships in my life and he has been the most understanding person and listens and comforts me in the most caring way. I never thought I would or even could care for another person , till the day I came on this site and got bored, and because I just happened to like the movie "Pitch Black" I rated his pics and profile. The next day I got a black rose and a thank you.. after that was the doorway to my future. I spoke with him just about every night... about nothing in particular and found that we have so much in common. Then one day, I get a phone call, looking at the phone all weird cause there were just too many numbers.. I answered to the sweetest "helloooo" and just fell head over heals. We grew closer and closer both realizing that we were made for each
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So many times people only see the physical beauty. To some that's all that matters. But, to meet someone and know that they are beautiful inside is a rare, yet special thing to find. For it is that beauty that makes you happy, just to see that beautiful smile, or to see the way their eyes light up. To know that when they love you, it's real it's pure. When you have a beauty within, you see people not on the physical, but on an emotional level. When you hurt they hurt with you. When you have joy, they have joy with you. That beauty helps them understand the need to love completely, with their whole heart. To alot of us (myself included) we have that need to be intimate. Sure that closeness can never be replace. But, I'd much rather have that emotional bond to know that when the physical isnt possible, the beauty they care within gives them the will to stay true and focused on you. Alot of people feel that internet dating is bullshit, and use to be one of those people. Not a
My Thicka Chicks
I love me a "thicka" woman...Referred to as 'BBW's'...From the hips to the lips, from the ankles to the thighs, these women are purely stacked well- from the top to the bottom and the front to the back. Men can always go for the in-shape, work out 5 days a week type, thin no ass or chest...that's all good too..but to have that thickness all up on me and in my face keeps me hyped. I love that big chest and that big butt baby, let it shake. I'm kool with them love handles, a lil extra weight. That ensures me you're not fake. Don't be jealous of the magazine model looking women, 4real...Cus I know when I cum to your crib, I'm getting a real damn good meal. I ain't gotta watch no carb or trans-fat intake, brotha ready to eat you up like a big ass lil debbie cake! And I'll never disrespect you or call you fat, maybe PHAT cus your "thick-a-licious" body is sexxy like that!!!
My Thanksgiving
Well my Thanksgiving was great this year! I started out Wednesday at my Grandfathers he is doing fine. Then on Thanksgiving day I went to my mom's house for dinner. I left to meet up with SuzyQ for Thanksgiving drove 5 hours to just to meet her. Got there and almost passed out when I saw her.She is one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen..her pictures do her no justice. She is smart,beautiful and very funny..and OMG sexy as hell. I would do anything and almost did anything for her. I meet her family they are really wacky but they are also some really good people. I felt really comfortable around them. Her sister made the most awesome rum cake it was so damn good it gave me the worst hangover I have ever had....lol. I can't wait her sister is going to email me the recipe for the that awesome rum cake. All in all I loved her family they are a really a great bunch of people. Then Suzy and I spent about 24 hours in my room drinking beer. I would not trade my time with her for anyt
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Calloused,cold,unscathed,unshattered Foot hold stronge,bared shoulder against the current of conformity. Tired and weiry ,yet determined to keep true identity intact for all to see. To be hated ,envied for the strength they did not possess. I stand in a vast sea of solitude, but with head high and chest out. Proud of my own existance As shards of life torchers the mortal soul. Sheilds of shallow hides the truth of the depth of the wounds Smiles are the cloak of the pain left in the shadows. So not to reveal the weakness on the under side of the beast There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!
My Thoughts
It's crazy how our wants over rides our minds. I have this want, this strong desire to be held by you. I know this want, this desire cannot come to pass but I want to feel your hands on my body. I want to feel your lips on my lips A passionate kiss that breaths in all of you with the brush of our tongues and the slow and eager movements of our mouths. I look in your eyes and I see that want reflict in mine and I begin to feel a tightness that I never felt before And I want to devour you I want to feel the full and hardness of you in my mouth and my tongue I want to hear you moan in pleasure and scream my name And it is getting harder and harder to resist my wants My want to lose my fingers in your long thick hair and gently but forcefully pull that hair feeling you quiver hearing the sound of pure ecstasy ecscape your lips. I want to hear how much you want me, how much you crave and long to be inside of me to feel my wetness around you. I want so badly to feel you inside o
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I dream a dream, a great big dream to see the world far and wide. I go where the wind takes me and follow the night sky. Paint the stars red, blue or even pink add a little shine to life. I am not scared of what I do not know, I take hope in the future. Maybe I shouldn't? Politics and nations corrupt as the world falls apart. Natures wilting, iceberg's are bleeding and the Earth is drowning. Centuries of misuse and careless life styles will led to the end of this planet. Maybe not in my time but in generations to come. It makes me feel remorse, sorry for those who have to deal with the past's mistakes. Maybe I can help change it, someway, somehow. One day at a time do something that brings back life to this planet. I want to help something that can't help theirselves, maybe a child in a third world country or a blue whale in the Pacific Ocean. One day at a time can led to a future of change.
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I try to post things that are fun, exciting, and makes each of us think. I want us to examine ourselves and if I can get any blackmail information on you it is a bonus. Lets discuss kissing.......... How much tongue is too much? When do you first kiss a woman? Tell me of your best kiss? I am like all men in hoping I am the best kisser, lover, friend......... well not so much friend LOL I also love to kiss. It is something that is pleasurable, arousing, and if done correctly painless....and not too messy I personally like to initially do light lip kisses, and let the moment simmer. I then take my cue from the woman as to how to proceed. My most memorable kiss was a woman I was meeting for the first time. I was on a three hour flight, and had another 45 minute bus ride so I had some time to think about this. When she arrived to pick me up, I walked up to her kissed her deeply, and for about a minute but it seemed longer. She must have been impressed since three but
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*Why did this happen? He shouldn't have been let free!! Our system is on the down fall!!!! By Jacinda Howard Nov 28 2007 By JACINDA HOWARD, The Mirror The bright faces and frequent smiles of Brian and Beverly Mauck will be remembered by those in Federal Way and Des Moines, where the two were respectively raised. The Federal Way Community Center was packed Saturday with friends, family and acquaintances who came to celebrate the short-lived lives of Brian and Beverly Mauck, who were violently killed in their Graham home on Nov. 17. Brian, 30, and Beverly, 28, will be remembered and mourned by many. “They lived life to the fullest,” Brian’s sister Jennifer Heilbrun said. “There was not anything that went undone.” Questions remain: While family and friends remember Brian and Beverly Mauck, questions about their deaths linger. The couple was found shot to death three times, execution style, in their home Nov. 17, according to charging papers. The motive for th
My Thoughts And Such
I AM a Strong Black man and as such . . . · I will speak to women as human beings, not as potential sex partners, not as someone with less value than myself, not someone I must dominate in order to validate my manhood. · I will not plan out how I can get a woman into bed before I even introduce myself. · I will not judge a woman's beauty, worth or value by the length of her hair, the length of her fingernails, the roundness of her behind or the size of her feet, and most importantly, the color of her skin, just as I would not want to be judged by the length of my penis, the size of my wallet, the car I drive, or the amount of money I make. · I will make every effort to make sure women know that they are safe when they are in my presence. I will not touch, grope, or physically intimidate them and I will not make unwanted sexual advances towards them. · I will NOT strike, restrain, or threaten a woman. · I will accept that if a woman says no, she means she?s not in
My Thoughts
In life, it is so easy to forget the small things that are so important. We instinctively focus on the bad. If we could all, for just a moment, step out and away from ourselves, and just be thankful for the simple things that we have been given, it would make such a huge difference in our lives. We all make mistakes, we all have heartaches, but it can only make us stronger. Live for the future, don't live in the past. Take every waking moment and live life like there will be no tomorrow. There is only so much that can bring you down yet so much more that can bring you back again.
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Your words warm my heart. Your laugh makes my soul sing. How I long for the day I am finally in your arms. I can't wait for the day I am finally with you, for on that day I will feel complete. Little does he know what he is doing to me. Has me all warm, damn this is extreme. Does he realize the effect he has on me? Little does he know that he has me going out of my mind. Thinking of him all the time. Does he realize just what I feel for him? Little does he know just how much I love him. The clouds begin to gather. The wind echoing my fate. Darkness surrounds me. How heavy its weight. My cries have now become silent. Not a word I can speak. The feeling as though I no longer have a tongue. I try to break free only to be held down tighter. Their wicked laughs and taunting ways have lead me to my end. The sadness feels my heart. My thoughts no longer heard. I feel their claws dig deep into my skin. They tear away at my flesh, leaving behind a bloody mess. My tears f
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I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts, my heart, and my soul. Those are the words that fill my head, this book, and the hole That continued to grow with every mistake I made, every person that I lost Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay, so my heart had to pay the cost. Those are the words that are my gift, my nepenthe, and my pain. Those are the words that make me happy, make me crazy, and make me sane. I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow. The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow. Those are the words that open my heart up to you To show you how I feel about everything you do. Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside. All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide. I love you. Those are the words that is my gift to you from me. To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy. Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories They bring my
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Why is it that women want a man that does nice wonderful things but then turn around and walk all over them when they are? just a little thought from my mind.
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received: 03/23/2008 08:39 am Ahhh Harold...I am one of a kind..and its not all good. As you have seen, I'm possessive and jealous...I want a one woman man....cuz thats what he will get from me! Loyalty, honesty, integrity, passion, love, affection, compassion, passion, companionship, love, passion...lol You get the idea....I'm old fashioned in this regard...no compromise..no settling. Just a few hours later she told me that she had a boy friend the whole time! Talk about a lying hypocrite "Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torments of man." - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche Hope is the substance of what gets us through hard times. However when hope never comes to fruition, hope becomes a never ending string of disappointments that leads to a life time of misery. I'm sick and tired of people who say that if you debate and disagree with this administration, somehow you're not patriotic. We need to stand up and say we're Americans, and we have the right to debate
My Thoughts On Santa
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No more.. I sit here thinkin as tears run down my cheeks, is love really out there is it really for me..? Sometimes it hurts to even wanna speak.. of love so endless, can this really be..? Each day i awaken to my broken heart.. I wonder where it all went wrong.. No more letting myself fall apart.. I gotta be strong.. So before i find my one true love, I must first let my heart restore.. Each day i grow smarter n pray to the Lord above.. For my broken heart, that shall be no more.. By: Me..
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Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:I cant stop licking my lip ring (damn it) 2:I love to see a guy cum 3:I hate my car 4:I hate to be bit and scratched. 5:I think that hot people should be shot lol 6:I know that 90% of what people say when they are jokin is TRUE 7:I dont know if i have ever had an orgasm 8:I dont like to be ate out 9:I love my sister very much 10:I am negative most of the time. 5 People: 1. Brian 2. Krissy 3. James 4. Beth 5. Bobby So i have this ex. My ex is 29. His name is Shane. Well Shane and i work together and i decided that i would give him a chance. Well we hooked up and he kept pushing the sex issue and i knew i wou
My Thoughts On All This Crap
BEFORE YOU AUTOMATICALLY JUDGE ME...TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF. OPEN YOUR MIND FOR A MINUTE AND THINK FOR YOURSELF. IF YOU CANT EVEN HOLD A CONVERSATION ABOUT WHAT YOU SEE THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME. IF YOU ARE NOT EVEN WILLING TO THINK ABOUT THIS THAN YOU ARE NOT BETTER THAN ME. I AM WILLING TO THINK FOR MYSELF. Proving that Jesus is imaginary Proving that the Pope has never read the Bible Proving that God's Plan is impossible The best optical illusion in the world! 10 questions that every intelligent Christian must answer How do we know that Christians are delusional? Proving that the Bible is repulsive Proving that prayer is superstition Proving that nobody can get into heaven I am a Apathetic/Pragmatic Agnostic for those who know not what that means here ya go: # Apathetic agnosticism—the view that there is no proof of either the existence or nonexistence of God or gods, but since any God or gods that may exist appear unconcerned for the u
My Thoughts Hope They Matter To Someone Lol
This world is crazy now I am all alone in life literally the one I thought loved me can stand me no longer. I need someone who can devote time. lol It is a mad mad desperate plea lol and I do mean desperate. Let me give a quick heads I find an old friend by that I mean someone who I once dated on this site the other found out about this and started a huge fight. Of course it was ok for her to send her ex a christmas card and hide it from me. My question to you out there is this. I am old and worn out. I have become tired of fighting to get my head above water for the longest time. I call myself a warrior one who can stand against anything and help anyone out who needs it. But this battle with her has been ongoing for 10 years and I am tired of drowning anyone out here want to help me get my head above water so to speak even as a friend to chat with. I need company as I hate being alone. I come here cause it is cool and have talked to a few cool peoples, but now more than anything I
My Thoughts ~ Lol
The older I get the less I like Holidays like Christmas!!! It seems like just another day... Am I the only person that feels this way??? I would prefer to just stay home and relax rather than go to my brothers (2,1/2 hour drive). I'm trying to decide if I should go today or come up with a reason to go tomorrow.... Anyways, I just thought I's share my thoughts, cuz I'm sure there r others out there that prob. feel the same way as I do.... Well I guess Have a Happy & Safe Holiday!!! DC~Angle4eva
Mythological/fantasy Creatures
I want anybody who reads this to send me a message telling me what they would want to be in a fantasy type world... Something like this is fine: A vampire because it is what I have always liked and I feel a close connection with what they are... Condemned, forsaken, and abused for what they are...
My Thoughts
I try everyday with everyone i know online and offline both to undertand how they feel in every converstaion i have. yet no matter what i do i always feel like what im saying only i understand i feel as though no matter how many ppl tell me they get me no one does and im going to die alone and misserable i think ive said to much to ppl in shouts and in lounges tonight that is why im bloging all this i hope someone out there can help me Thanks to those that have tried to break down my walls Micheal Jackson - You are not aloneAdd to My Profile | More Videos All I want from a girlfriend, wife whatever is someone that sees me as flawed as I am and doesnt care who looks at me in a way that tells me theres no one else shed rather be with Im not realy concerned with much else sure I can be a perv But arnt most guys anyway ? Guess Im only writeing this out of sheer frustration but its better than holding it in ? But anyways it really doesnt matter because no one will mostlikely read thi
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soo... this site is weird, but im getting used to it. sorry for those of you who wasted about three mintutes of your life reading this. :] peathe. [rachel]
My Thoughts And Ramblings About Current Events And Issues
I got one of them cool looking guestbood things in the "shows" area of my stash. Go there and sign it. The link is below: http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=4759197&bl=1 Here is a blog that I posted on my Myspace. Thought it would be an okay one to start out my blog thing on here. ------------------------------------------------- I think that the quote in the subject line perfectly falls hand in hand with a current situation that I just read about in Yahoo News. A young Lt. in the U.S. Army is going to be on court martial tomorrow for refusing orders to go to Iraq. In the article from the, it provides the transcript from the interview with the reporter. It just BOGGLES my mind to know that there are people in this country, much less already in the service, that feel like this. I will spare a long blog that you would have to scroll forever by just giving the link the article. Telling the story is not my intentions in this mornings blog, but merely to conv
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ive come to understnd that love for a single individual, for the better part of ones own mental health, is sometimes better... denied
My Thoughts Of You
There isn't a moment That my mind don't wander to you. There isn't a night That I don't fall asleep thinking of you. In my dreams You will always love me. I long to hear your voice For it always made me feel good. I long for your touch And the tenderness in it. I want to feel your gentle kiss And the love behind it. My heart wonders if you love me Or have I hurt you too much. Will I ever feel the touch I long for? Only time will tell if I will Ever be in your Loving arms again.
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Lately there has been alot of rumors going around on the internet about everyone. Some of which have been about me. Let me tell you something right now. Keep my name out your mouth if you dont know the truth. dont spread rumors about me because i turned you down for sex with you and your ole man. people who do shit like this cause problems in my family and household. if you cant tell people the truth then dont say nothing at all. find out the truth before you speak. better yet just keep my name out your mouth period.
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My Thoughts On 2007!
IN THE LAST YEAR I HAVE GONE THREW SO MUCH AND I HAVE REALIZED THAT DRUGS AND ALCOHOL JUST ARNT WORTH IT WHEN YOU HAVE CHILDREN, AROUND THIS TIME OF LAST YEAR I WAS A HEAVY POT SMOKER AND A WHISKY PUKING ALCHY , WITCH EVENTUALLY ENDED UP WITH THE DHS COMING TO TAKE MY 2 BEAUTFULL LITTLE GIRLS FROM ME, ANANYA WHO WAS ONLY 4 AT THE TIME AND KENDLE WHO WAS ONLY 3 MONTHS OLD, I HAVE DONE ALOT TO MAKE SHURE THAT I GET THEM BACK, I HAVE GONE TO A.A AND I HAVE GONE TO DRUG TREATMENT AND IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL I SHOULD HAVE THE ORDER TO GET THEM BACK AT THE END OF THIS MONTH WITCH IM VERY EXCITED ABOUT. BUT I WISH NONE OF IT WOULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED KENDLE WHO IS NOW A YEAR OLD HAS GROWN UP SO SO SO MUCH AND IVE MIST ALOT IN HER LIFE, HER LEARNING TO CRAWL HER FIRST WORD HER FIRST STEP ALOT OF THINGS I WISH I COULD HAVE BENE THER FOR. ANANYA WHO IS NOW 5 ALWAYS ASK ME WHY SHE CANT COME HOME AND STAY WITH MOMMY AND THERE ISNT AN ANSWER I FEAL I CAN GIVE HER IM SO SORRY I LET MY CHILDREN DOWN
My Thoughts And Blabs!
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'Lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a
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So I am liking this guy, he is an absolute sweetheart. But I am scared. I haven't felt this way about anyone since my ex (who I fell truly and MADLY in love with) so I know if I continue liking him I could feel the same way about him. He likes me too, but I fear he won't when he meets me. I fear that someone else will snatch him up before I have the chance to. I fear that I will fall more for him and that I won't be able to keep him or he won't feel the same way about me. I feel like a school girl with a major crush, the butterflies and heart skipping beats and it feels great. Yet I am scared if I get too close I will end up getting hurt. So I take things slow, but it is SOOO hard to with him! I have been single for a year and a half, its about time I find someone special, could it be him? Is it a chance I am willing to take? Is he worth it? Should I get my hopes up? Yes. I think I will take the chance. I know the risks, and he is DEFINITELY worth it! Wish me luck! S
My Thoughts On This And That
To Someone Special: ...I can't wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can't wait to feel you near It's your moan I long to hear... ...I want to run my hair along your naked chest kiss your lips, make it your best... ...I want to feel you beside me love me, remind me... ...I want to feel your lips on my neck and on my hips... ...I want to feel you behind me to my left, and then to my right... I can't wait to hold and caress you each and every night...   What He's Done For Me: For so long I've been lonely drowning in my tears, no one there to listen or help me face my deepest fears. No one there to shelter me from this world so full of pain, no one showed me rainbows everytime I saw the rain. No one there to give a damn about my broken heart, no one to pick up the pieces everytime I fell apart. But, finally someone came along and took the time to know, all the hurt and pain that I tried hard not to show. He took the time to realize how much I've had to pay,
My Thoughts....lmao
Ok, so let me start off by saying, that i am in no way a brittany fanatic...although crazy chicks can be cool, i am one of them after all...but every one is going ape shit about brit losing her kids, and her just plain erratic behavior. and i for one, am sick of the media that is being wasted on this subject. i actually saw on youtube the other day, a 3 minute video of brit picking up thai food, i mean, wtf, what is so psycho about that? and why is it worth Dr. Phil sticking his stupid ass into it? and why the fk did i spend three minutes and watch it? so much concern over her diet, so the bitch likes taco bell!!! whatev. now, shes flippin because she is losing her kids...well, hell, wouldn't you be? i mean, seriously...i work with alot of low income families, and alot of dysfunctional ones as well, and i have seen so many people lose their kids for extreme reasons, as well as glitches in paperwork. it sucks, yes, there are those who do not deserve to be parents, but those t
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Because love has given up on me. Every time I start to like a guy they pull the whole "oh I just want to be friends" after all I do. Or they get what they want or realize that they won't get it and then they leave me hanging. I am sick of it. I am tired of giving them everything only to get nothing in return. I knew that my fears were right. I am destined to be alone. Guys are jerks and they have no respect for women. All they care about is getting what they want. Fulfilling their needs. Well what about my needs damn it? What about my feelings? Why don't guys ever think of anything but themselves? Why do they run? Are they really that fucking scared of love? And if they are why do they run from it instead of facing it like we do? they just don't understand us. They don't understand anything other than what their dick tells them. I swear I am just going to go full on lesbian. I am sick of this crap. UGH...Fuck men and their cold hearts.............. Excited about this
My 25th Birthday Party
Hey Everyone, For those Who know who I am! I need everyones email address. So i could post out an evite . For those who want to celebrate with me for my 25th bday bash. Its not really confirmed yet. I might want to either to go Club Aura in Pleasanton or either a divebar with a live dj. Also I may want to go to dinner b4 the night life begins. I so want to get my drink on and get FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!! Or better yet which one sounds more appealing Aura or either Menconi's or either Whisky Town. Everyone let me know. Still debating what is good. Im planning to crawl out of the club or bar lol On the Feb. 28th I am for sure going to Whiskey Town and get FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!! There will be Live DJ and lots of drinking. So most likely be on a Saturday March 1st. I would totally appreciate if you either call me or either email me here or Im me on yahoo messenger. Give you my info. Hollar @ your girl. Yahoo Messenger : JPnayDevine Email: jllanto83@gmail.com
My Thoughts And Opinions
At times of my life.I wish for things that i want.Like a close relationship,or finally get married,but Can't have it,cause it's hard to win the heart of a woman.All of my relationship with women turn out short.They lasted a half a year,a month,half a month,weeks,and even 1 freaking day.Don't know what i do wrong thou,but i guess it had to be that i'm to damn nice.Well found out that women don't see me for my heart,they see me for my wheelchair.People don't what to bother with the wheelchair.I know,cause my family does.I can see it in their faces.anyways another thing i wish for is that to have a case of beer,a bottle of Jack,or Vodka,so when i feel sad or down.I could just drink my sadness away,and sleep it the hell of.I think i'm becoming my father.He used to spent his hardworking money to booze,and left us without food for the week.Funny thou all my life i never wanted my father life,and i had.I quit being my father and just minimize my drinking.Now i can't drink,cause i'm diabetic.
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I try to see myself in the mirror and I cant theres this stranger blocking me. I look at this stranger and I wonder who he is. He tells me that he is me but I dont believe him. I know myself and that isnt me. He tells me of stories of losing 9 closest friends in one summer. He speaks of not knowing his father since he was 5. He speaks about never wanting to fall in love again because of the hurt. /> He speaks of broken promises made by old friends that said they would be there till the end. He speaks of blaming himself for his friends death. He also speaks of a life wasted away by alcohol and the sanity that leaves him every shot he takes. I begin to realize me and this stranger have alot in common and just maybe I can help him. "How can I help you sir" I say. He looks at me and with a tear he says "Make it all go away." "How do I do that??" I say. He looks at me in the eye and says"I have no clue I am starting to
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How could the one I gave my heart to, break me heart so bad? How could the one that made me happy, make me feel so sad? Wont somebody tell me, so I can understand. If you love me, how could you hurt me like that? How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away? How could the one that said I love you, say the things ya say? How could the one I was so true to, just tell me lies? How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart of mine? Tell me. How could you be so cold to me? When I gave you everything. All my love, all I had inside. How could you just walk out the door? How could you not love me anymore? I thought we had forever, I cant understand. How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dream from me? How could the love that brought such pleasure, bring such misery? Wont somebody tell me, somebody tell me please. If you love me, How could you do that to me? Tell me. How could you just walk out the door? How could you no
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~The day you wake up and realize how special I am, the one who already knew will be lying next to me~ ~It is what it is~ ~He who angers you controls you~ ~The ones walking behind you, talking about you behind your back, should come to realize you are already two steps ahead of them~ ~I'd rather have a moment of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special.~ ~Life becomes precious and more special to us when we look for the little everyday miracles and get excited about the privileges of simply being human~ ~A broken heart is what makes life so wonderful five years later, when you see that special guy in an elevator and he is fat and smoking and saying 'Long time no see~ ~What we see, mainly depends on what we look for~ ~Several excuses are always less convincing than one.~ ~Time spent in getting even would be better spent in getting ahead.~ ~consequences of today are often determined by the actions of the past~ ~Experience is what you get when you didn'
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I know this is not new but this has got to be the silliest thing I have ever heard of. Some men are offended when another man views their page why? And the men who refuse to go to another mans page because they say they do not want the man to think they are gay. What a line of crap. There is beautiful art work on alot of mens pages and in their pics. All the men that cop this attitude are missing out on the beauty. Also they are not showing how manly they are it shows weakness to me. I loose some respect for every man that has told me this. I gain more respect for a man that is confident in him self who will see the beauty of another mans page. Most women have no problem with viewing another womans page. The ones of us that do are more rounded in life and have more confidence in our selves. Anna I have found another side of myself. I did not know I could be jealous. How could I have lived this long and never have been jealous before? is this a good thing?
My Thoughts, Feelsing And Etc.
Well today is my first day on here and without meaning to I manged to really upset and offend some people on here. As a result of this I got myself banned from a lounge which I was enjoying being in. If there is one thing I could do differently it would be to never have mentioned the subject (which shall remain nameless) which got me banned. I really am sorry for everything I caused and hope there is no ill will between all those involved. Once again my sincerist apologies. Blood Raven
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Pick-up lines by the Signs You use the line of the sign the person is that you are saying the line to. Not what sign you are. Aries: I'm on fire. Can I run through your sprinkler? Taurus: I just had to come talk with you. Sweetness is my weakness. Gemini: Do you have any overdue library books? 'Cause you've got the word "fine" written all over. Cancer: Can I borrow a quarter? I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the person I'm going to marry. Leo: Is it hot in here, or is it just me? Virgo: Baby, you must be a broom, 'cause you just swept me off my feet. Libra: If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd be walking through my garden forever. Scorpio: Your place or mine? Sagittarius: Hi, I'm writing a term paper on the finer things in life. Can I interview you? Capricorn: Have you always been this cute, or did you have to work at it? Aquarius: You're hot. You must be the reason for global warming. Pisces: Are you as bea
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My Friend Needs comments about 5000 of them please lend a hand if ya can my friends contents ends in a few hours please help if you can this guy needs help
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To often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want. 'm unpredictable, moody, weird, multi-generational, crazy, undecided, independent, traveled, bossy, arrogant, rude, silly, beautiful, bitchy, spoiled, dingy, dominate, submissive, angry, loving, a freak, compassionate, intelligent, de-de-de! and just plain strange sometimes. I may look sweet & innocent on the outside but that is your first mistake. Don't think you know me because you have no idea of the complexities of my mind. I am constantly reinventing myself to keep people on their toes. I have been known to be country, preppy, rocker, biker, river rat, a freak, a redneck, gothic, oh and just plain weird. I refuse to grow up but look forward to getting older cause it just keeps getting better. I am a Johns, from the long lin
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so you say im just a friend and thats all ill be...ill find the one that will be right for me...together well be happy, but not as friends but lovers... every time i try harder it doesn't do any good...they just throw me out like day old food...that feeling of aloneness tears my heart..which some people will never know... the truth is im alone....single...and unhappy...and theres not much people can say or do to change that...but bring me down more...when it comes down to it...there is no thing in this world called friends.. just people acting to give a shit and speak words they do not back up...so therefore people are not worth my time in explaining my life...its pointless to describe someone the things ive been through when they themselves do not have my trust friends are not important to me..family is what matters...they are the only ones that have a chance in guidance in life...since they seem to know me more than anyone yet they have no inclination of the things that go on in
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So this evening myself and curt will be going to retreive the rest of my furniture and such at my old place. Its gonna be a long nite, but good. Closing a chapter on my life while beginning a New and better life with him. He is my world as i his, He is one of the kindest, yet sometimes quite mean men i have ever known :p ( mean in a good way :p) Still a little sketchy with the health issues , but the meds they have me on are helping a bit, im not as severe and not having as many episodes. I go for a 4 hour epilepsy test on the 18th to rule out seizures, though if they arent seizures, they are doing quite well in portraying them. Im looking around this house , 4 bedrooms and all...large florida room and large two story shed out back ( kinda looks like yours tracy ) and wondering where my furniture is going to fit. It is already quite full here. Poor curt has had to put up with my whining ass for the past week while ive been pulled out of work on temp disability because the episo
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Thats right, I have adopted a new way of thinking. I AM FAT, fluffy, more to love, or what ever you want to call it. Still I AM BEAUTIFUL!!!! Thats right I said it I am beautiful. Who in the hell came up with the bullshit of you have to be a stick to be beautiful. I will tell you who......THE SKINNY PEOPLE. Well to HELL with that. I have seen a damn lot of skinny ass chicks walking around that looks like that have been eat up by something. Hell I would rather be happy then to worry about what would happen if I ate something I wanted to eat. So what if I can't run a marathon, does that mean I am lazy NO!!! It means that I don't do that kind of thing. It means I have things that I consider fun and interesting. NO not just sitting around on fubar all day. Another thing just because a person I big doesn't mean they are going to eat alot. Hell I barely eat and still am big. So you skin chicks watch out cause your not always going to be so pretty. Well not all of you. I m
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My Thoughts,feeling,and Opinions
You know something I found out that friends,Good friends never exist in this world.No matter what kind wither it be a girlfriend,and boyfriend,or just a plain friend in my opinion they never exist.No matter how good you are to them it will always end up breaking your heart.How do i know this?Cause i used to have friends,now i have none in this world.I live my life being alone.even in school i was what people call a lone wolf.Eating my lunches alone,doing my work alone,passing my classes,and failing them alone.Never had a girlfriend,so i never went to the prom.Also i graduated alone.not even my family came to see me walk the stage,and get my diploma.Hell right now i feel lonely.Maybe i was intended to just be alone in my house drawing.For one day i just wish i could go back and change my way of living.Being a good person,and haveing friends around.Well thats all i gotta say here.like a song i heard from a black person name seal.Lonelines can be a killer.Later people.
Myth(s)
The devil is a myth...knowledge battles wisdom throughout your life experience... Adam and Eve represent (Man and pleasures) NOT a Man and Woman...The "spirit" in YOU creates and defines "states of hell" or "states of heaven"...dimensional experiences... Sex alone is unfulfilling and actually SUCKS with the wrong opposite--If sexual immorality is so Great..why did grandpa Hilton change the heir(s) of the Hilton estate...Why do strippers, porn stars, and excessive sexual conduct enduce levels of suicide, at times, death? Bill Gates would NEVER marry a Paris Hilton b/c his image and legacy is at stake...A Man with discipline and control is a King who will be honored and heard; regardless of where he's standing tall. Life makes no sense without Soldiers fighting to Live. Envy--You want to be like so and so--You wish you had etc...you live in pictures of this or that...Your truth may be Better than someone else's Truth--Stars commit suicide too...Envy and false Idols can lead t
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I've always assumed that the big difference between men and women is the emotional attachment to sex. Women cannot separate the two but men have the ability. Over time this has proven not realistic in some scenarios. I've seen women who are just as non-attached and men who are very attached. Truthfully I've seen something that I would have never suspected. Now before anyone gets offended on what I'm about to say I advise you to read the whole thing before you may agree or disagree. Men and women have a totally different opinion of friendship and priorities in life as well as trust and stinginess. Women surprisingly you have failed in every category listed and before you pass judgement on me, let me explain the guys point of view to you. You may then tell me otherwise. In a guys point of view a friend maybe someone you met 10 minutes ago or someone you have known since you both were in diapers. Trust is inharently given, not earned.. It doesn't really matter if it's a boy or a gir
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Perhaps i've been mistaken, all that i've talken, can' t stand to be alone. Since my damn's been breakin, my foundations shakin. Since their so flow. Come down on on me with ever drop of rain. I can't hold the pain, and sometimes the levee breaks. Well there's too much to swallow, I've been stuck here every day, and my insides are hollow cause Lord you built me this way! So I break down. Go with me. It's a simple destination, every road i've taken but i'm still alone. Since my damn's been breakin, would it be forsakin if all the rain was gone?? You come down on me with so many things, you come down on me with every single drop of rain, so come on cause i can't hold the pain, cause sometimes the levee breaks. So i break down, and hide behinds these walls, cause Lord you built me this way...so now the levee has been broken!
My Thoughts, Your Misfortune
I would like to take this time to tell my readers that the following blogs are 100% fictional. Now with that said...LET THE BLOOD FLOW!!! One day I found that an aquaintance had betrayed me. I vowed that the asshole would pay, yet i played it off as if not even bothered the least bit. Three days later, after coming home to an empty house from another shitty day at work, this shithead decides to call me to apologize. I told him to apologize in person, so he decided to come over and we would talk over a case of beer. I had other plans I decided to play my Xbox while waiting for him to bring the case of beer for what seemed like a very long time. When he finally arrived I grabbed my knife before answering the door. I let him in and as he was shoving the last beer into the refridgerator I pulled his hair back to make his back arch and drove the blade of my blood-thirsty knife into the flesh of his back, just between the vertabrae. He dropped like a rock, an
My Thoughts And Short Stories!
Camping, who would have guessed that being in the woods could be so much fun? We have been out here for a full day now. The first day was nothing more than setting up the camp, the tents and collecting firewood. During that time is when I found this place in the woods. It is away from the rest of the rest of the sites. The area is grassy, surrounded by trees. I will remember this place for later. Later that night, we are sitting around the campfire with a few other people from the campground. As it gets later in the night, you get tired and retire off to the tent to get to sleep. A light rain has started to fall and the mood around the fire is dampened as much as the wood is. You go off to bed in the tent, get naked and crawl into your sleeping bag. I give you about 20 minutes, then I unzip the canvas opening. I lay a prewritten note on my pillow. It gives you directions to where I am. The rain continues to drizzle down and I wait in the clearing. I have a blan
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the first time i looked in your eyes i knew you were the one your eyes told a story the story of your bleeding heart searching for the love of your life the first touch made me feel as if i was the only one on this earth your kiss made a everlasting bond that will never end i am the one who is destined for you I have waited for you so long now your here and I get weak at the sight of you I will always be there to take care of you my love is everlasting and it will belong to you for eternity dark skies dark skies all around me, no one to comfort me no one to bring me towards the light To hold your this hand to wipe these tears the cries of the night are but of echoes within this soul so lost so alone you took the meaning of light away from these eyes still i reach and yet your so far dark skies dark skies are here to keep me prisoner the day and night feel the same look the same bring back the light bring back the wa
My Thoughts,opinions,and Dreams
"Dream as if you'll live forever.Live as if you'll die today.The choice is yours."-James Dean
Myth And Lore Of Trees
The Reed (Cytisus scoparius) is more of a shrub plant than a tree but still considered sacred to Wicca/Witchcraft and was revered by the ancients of long ago. The reed symbolizes Purification, Protection, and Fertility. It also represents established power, wands, rods and scepters made from reeds were carried as symbols of authority. The common reed in England is called Broom and is better known by its folk name “Scotch Broom”. Broom is a densely growing shrub plant indigenous to England and the temperate regions of Europe and northern Asia. It can be being found in abundance on sandy pastures and heaths were it commonly grows wild. In the sandy soils of America due to its proliferation, the broom has been regulated as a “Class B” noxious weed under state law, and is designated for control in most counties of Washington and Oregon where Local, County and State weed control boards have regulations controlling its movement and harvest. The broom is a member of the Leguminosae
My Thoughts On Life!
Isn't it strange how some people can appear to be so nice but then they can start to get nasty as you get fond of them? This has happened to a friend of mine. Her emotional suffering has made me feel sad and angry at how this person has got a kick out of making her miserable. Promises unkept, affections left in midair, ignoring calls and texts, sadness is the result! You will read this my dear. You have to move on, no matter how hard that is. I will try and help you through it as best as I can, if you will let me. Please let me be there for you! xxxx
My Thought's & Feeling's
It's been ALONG time since i have written a blog but right now i am crying and i need honest opinion's about myself. I need you to tell me what is it that i am missing to attact and keep a man in my life ?? Ok, i will tell you about myself.... My real name is Samantha. I am 24 year's old and i am living in Nova Scotia Canada. Orginally i was born and raised in Ontario except for 9 month's when i was 9 year's old and my family moved to Alberta hopeing to find more work with it being in the end very disappointing but we moved back to Ontario and in 1998 we moved to Nova Scotia as my father is from here and me only having 1 grandparent left (she live's here of course) and my parent's thought that us moving here would give me one last chance to have a grandparent in my life, that really didn't turn out good, won't get into detail's about that. When i was 14 year's old i met my husband, we were high school sweetheart's and when i was 17, we ended up getting married and loosing bot
Mythology & Mythological Creatures That Move Me Or Inspire Me...
God of the winds. With his six sons and six daughters he lived, feasting eyernally, on the bronze-bulwarked island of Aeolia, where he kept the winds chained. In the Odyssey he gave Odysseus a bull's hide within which all contrary winds were confined. But just as Odysseus and his crew came in sight of Ithaca, there homeland, Odysseus fell asleep and the men, thinking the leathern bag to contain a treasure, opened it and were swept by the released winds across the sea and none of them except Odysseus ever saw him homeland again. One of the greatest of the Greek heroes who took part in the siege of Troy. He was the son of Peleus and the Nereid Thetis. He is a warrior of irresistible prowess but is subject to violent fits of anger, in which fits he is barbarically cruel. Indeed Homer announces, in the very first line of the Iliad, that the subject of his great epic is "the wrath of Peleus' son." The most famous instance of this is his quarrel with Agamemnon over the maiden Briseis.
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My family and friends expect so much from me that most of the time I try doing things for them instead of myself. The things I do are about me but as far as the choices I make have a lot to do with them. I don't like people thinking bad things about me so I tend to do what they say just to keep them happy even though I feel bad inside. I sometimes feel like a little girl not ready to make her own decisions. Don't get me wrong I lnow what I want and what I have to do to get it. Some of you are thinking what the hell is she talking about, It's hard to explain I guess. Here is an example: When I became pregnant with my daughter Jay, I couldn't tell anybody,. it was so hard. Everyone knew I was waiting to get married before I had any kids. Some family didn't even know I had started having sex. So my mother pretty much spread the word for me. Deep down I knew everyone would see me different in their eyes and that's what worries me. Some family wouldn't talk to me about for a while, other
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I'm tired of all this political correctness BULL SHIT!!! If you look hard enough someone will be offended by something. And i'm sorry to say but life is offensive. there is humor in everything if you just let yourself laugh life is too short to be doom and gloom. There are many happy things in life you just have to find them. But on the same hand don't be one of those barney asswipes and stick your head in the sand, and pretend it doesn't exist. so "say what you mean and mean what you say!" now the other part freedom of speach one of our country's greatest treasures. but it swings both ways not only can you not control what people say but they can't control what you say. but here is the biggest kicker of speach doesn't mean guaranty you listenership. so if i don't like what you have to say or you don't like what i have to say. THEN DON'T GOD DAMB FUCKING LISTEN!!! Now for the second part of this What the Fuck is up with this african american or mexican american or anything else / a
My Thoughts.........for What They Are Worth......
can find htis article here http://cpluhna.nau.edu/Tools/archaeoastronomy.htm A Primer on the Evolution of Astronomical Calendars A special CP-LUHNA essay by Bryan C. Bates In the world of nature, light is known to stimulate numerous biological activities. Coral reefs initiate their reproductive frenzy with the full moon following the summer solstice. Flowers track the pathway of the transiting sun, gathering the electromagnetic energy for metabolic and reproductive purposes. Bees vibrate through a complicated dance angled to the sun that conveys the exact location of pollen while accounting for the time of sun transit. Birds use the migration of the sunrise and solar pathway as one of their radar sensors in the thousand mile migrations between continents. Humans have also been using the changes in celestial sphere as a mechanism for determining when to conduct certain ceremonial-survival activities. Over 7000 years ago, humans in the Nile Valley laid out large stones to m
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Birthday Roll out of bed, look in the mirror and wonder who you are- another year has come and gone today is your birthday but it might be... the last day of your life so what will you do if tomorrow- its all gone You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life, who do you want to be- before you die? Look at your life, and what do you want to do? Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die Look at your life, you haven't got forever (it all comes back to you) hmmmmmmm and tell me what really matters is it the money & the fame? or how many people might eventually know your name? but maybe you touch one life and the world becomes a better place to be maybe you give their dreams another day, another chance to be free... You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life,
Mythology
These are the thirteen goddesses after whom the months in the Goddess Lunar Calendar are named. 1. Astarte, Hebrew and Canaanite goddess. Her oldest temple at Byblos dates back to the Neolithic and she flourished in the Bronze Age where she was also known as Demeter in Greece and Ishtar in Babylonia. ... Her symbol was the dove and coinage portrayed Astarte as the heavenly dove of Wisdom ... Christian iconography will preserve her in her dove form with "seven rays emanating from the dove of the Holy Ghost: an image that went back to some of the most primitive manifestations of the Goddess". — Astarte and Yahweh 2. Bast, an Egyptian goddess, the sister of Heru Sa Aset (Horus), and thus the daughter of Aset (Isis) and Asar (Osiris). She is an aspect of both Tefnut and Sekhmet. She is represented as a cat-headed woman holding in her right hand a sistrum and in her left an aegis. In her cat persona she was originally associated with the rising sun (and later, by the Greeks, with
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http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/23856723 This story hurt my heart. They manage to keep the wolf from going instinct and now certain states have okayed hunting them. When will they learn? i was always taught you only hunt, fish, trap or kill what you need to survive. You don't hunt just to kill or to have a trophy. Will they ever learn?
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If I could be an angel I�d make your every wish come true But I am only human Just a girl in love with u
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When my dream of love seemed like it would never come true, I closed my eyes and imagined you. When I least expected it, Love found me. Together, forever, we will be. Our hearts are conected. Our souls are one. Our life together has just begun. Though there will be good times and bad. As long as you love me, My heart will never be sad. I feel so empty, I feel so sad I show no emotion, I am so mad Why did he have to leave me, leave us He had so much life to live So many adventures to go on So why did he have to leave so soon Why can't I cry, I don't under stand I just lost my best friend And yet I don't show any emotion It's all bottled up inside me I loved him like a brother, and as a friend He was so full of life and laughter He could make a joke out of any disaster He was there in good times and in bad So where is he now, when i feel so sad I wish he wouldn't have left us He had so many loved ones I can't wait to see him Smiling face and Loving heart.
My Thoughts
I hold my head up high. Facing the laughing people. I try to hold the tears back, but they roll down my cheeks anyway. They all knew what was happening. They all knew what a fool i was making of myself. But did anyone care? The answer to that question is no. For now my heart is breaking, shattering into tiny little pieces. I thought I ment something to you. I thought I was more than just a cheap thrill. I was wrong, about you, about so many things in my life. I have nothing left. No illusions to see. Not even my pride, my one saving grace. Nothing you took it all from me when you played me for a fool. I hope you laughed and had a good time. Now i am crying and hurting. You did a good job. I once told you that you would make a great player. I never wanted to find out for myself, but i was right. The one time i wish that i had been wrong. I believed every word you said. I wanted to believe. I forced myself to believe. He cares to m
My Thoughts And Poems
Cutting me like a knife; you exposed me to the light; showing me where i was wrong; but now it must end for you never where a friend; never my friend only my pain; like all things before it wasnt ment to be for me This poem is what its like to live with borderline personality disorder Broken Heart Deep in the world; Is a broken heart; In the heart is two pictures; one of me the other of you; two worlds away; but so close; that they could almost touch; The heart belongs to me; because of you; only you, heartbreaker Betrayal I lick my lips and taste your kiss. The wind is clear and crisp, how I wish you were near. The smell of lilies in the air, the night cold and long just like my song now that your gone. Gone from me you flew out of the room to the one so sick and twisted! Can't believe you lied to me and I believed you so easily. She tried to comfort my fears as she took my tears. She has you now and I have the memories and gone are the tears you gave me. C
My Thank You Too All Of Fubar
WOW............ Thank you just doesnt seem too be enough too say too all of you. I want too thank everyone for all the love you you poured on me for the last few days. Im simply still in awe. Fubar you Rock.. There is no way too individually put you all in here because I had too sleep and there was rates going straight through the night and all day. Yesterday I watched for over 14 hours straight I had someone or many people rating me all at once. I will do my best in the next days too come too show love too all but this is going too take a long time too return all the love that was showed. Thank you for every bulletin reposted, Rates, bling, picture comments, profile comments, and too all of you that maxed on rates and was bombing my pictures thank you from the bottom of my heart. If I can ever help any of you pleas feel free too ask and I will do my best too return the favor back too all of you.. Have a great weekend... Much love and respect to
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I'm sick of the computer, but sick of having no where to go. i'm tired of little kids and talk of relationships. my insides are melting together...I'm kind of worried. I'm tired of medication and step by step repeditive days. I'm sick of hearing that i'm not liked " like that" so i'm giving up...sticking my nose in a book and ripping the word love anything close to it from my vocabulary. it just causes me to much heart ache then its worth.
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MY SON IS LEAVING FOR BOOT CAMP MAY 12,2008 AND THE TIME IS CLOSING IN ON ME....ALTHOUGH I AM EXTREAMLYYYY PROUD OF HIM...AS A MOM I AM LOOSING MY BABY!! HE'S OFF TO START HIS LIFE AND I CANT HELP BUT SELFISH BECAUSE I AM SAD AND DONT WANT HIM TO GO!! THIS IS MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IS WAS GOING TO BE!! :-( MY HEART IS BREAKING..... Trust me a girl knowsss when a man wants her!!! and if you dont know what I am talking about ya proly never will!!! much love to ya all!! THESE HATNG ASS BITCHES CAN KISS MY WHITE ASS....STOP REPORTING MY PICS AS NSF AND GET A DAMN LIFE LOOSERS!!! SOMEONE REPORTED MY LEG PICTURE AS NSF ALONG WITH ANOTHER ONE AND I AM FULLY CLOTHED!! WOWWW FUBAR IS PISSING ME OFF BADDD!!! I AM THINKING OF CLOSING MY ACCOUNT!!! PEACE YOU ASSHOLE WHO EVER YOU ARE THAT REPORTED ME!! BRIDGET!!!
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Mythology Of Cupid
Real Name: Eros Identity/Class: Olympian God Occupation: God of love, Archer for Venus Affiliations: Olympian Gods; Avengers, Avengers West Coast (encountered and fought both under mistaken circumstances); Mahkizmo, She-Hulk (former pawns) Enemies: The Titans Known Relatives: Venus (Aphrodite,mother); Hephaestus (possible father) ;Psyche (wife); Harmonia, (half-sister); Deimos, Phobos, (half brothers); Aeneas (half-brother,deceased); Hercules, Apollo, Ares, Hermes, Dionysus (uncles); Athena, Artemis, Eileithyia, Hebe, Discord, Persephone, Helen (aunts); Asclepius, Pan, Triton (cousins); Zeus (grandfather); Dione (grandmothers); Hades, Poseidon (grand-uncles); Demeter, Hera, Hestia (grand-aunts) Aliases: Himeros, Anteros Base of Operations: Mt. Olympus Powers: Cupid possesses the conventional attributes of the Olympian Gods such as superhuman strength (Class 25), endurance and longevity. He also has extensive archery skills in shooting love arrows, physical p
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I, every so often, reflect back to a scene from The Pursuit of Happyness where the kid, Christopher, played by Jaden Smith, tells his father, Chris Gardner, played by Will Smith a story of a man floating out at sea. A boat comes by and asks the man if he needs help and the man replies “No, my God will save me. “ Later, another boat comes by and asks if the man needed help, again the man replied “No thank you, My God will save me.” Later on another boat comes by and once again asks the man if he needs help. “The man politely replies “No, my God will save me.” A short time later the man drowns and dies. When he goes to heaven he asks God “Lord, why did you let me drown?” God replies “I sent you 3 boats you dummy” Many years ago I made a very poor decision to jump into that ocean and swim away from a very important person in my life. Irresponsibility, immaturity, selfishness, and stupidity. These are just a few of the waves that were crashing over my head and clouding my judgment. Thi
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How do u tell u online friends something that only a few people around u has know for years.I been asking that same question for 4 years now.Well tonight I reveled the big secret my friend cyandie she is a sister to me.The secret I've been battling and health problem since I was 4 years it called growth hormone def.I remember the first I meet the doctor when I was 5 years old sitting in the room with an there alot doctors around me talking my mom.I siting on the table the table drawing on that paper stuff.I really didn't understand what was doing at time.All I know was something was wrong with and then that when the test started hell how many people can say they had repeat k-g I can.My first year of k-g was at Unc hospital in chapel hill,north carloina.My specialist at was Dr.Underwood he had just finished study's on growth hormone def. that I have.Years went by only my closest friends know what was wrong with me.It was hard for me going to school kids pick me cause at age of 7 years i
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So I have decided that I am completely done...DONE getting stomped on DONE getting used, DONE being hurt by you. I have had this problem in the past of getting attached to something (way to soon) and then it completely backfires. So now I have put my heart on lock down. No feelings will you receive from ME. I will just be one of those girls that stands at a distance, protects her heart from being torn apart. No more will guys stomp on me and break me down. It's going to take a chisel to get to my sacred heart. So guys bring it on.. I am ready, to be uncommitted, un-apprehensive and ready for FUN!! Well this is gonna be short.. I am just really upset with myself right now.. I let myself get completely fooled by someone. They completely fucked me over good. I can't believe it.. I just realized i am not only out of some important medication. but now my Nintendo ds. is conveniently missing. I am livid! How can someone just walk all over someone like that. Not even caring about them or t
Mythic Truth
Mythic Truth A love of mythic proportions unbeknownst to most men like the golden hues of nature a song carried by the wind most people only dream about love without an end we live and breathe in the arms of faith that is where we begin For we are the myth, the fantasy living, breathing proof the ancients seemed to have blessed us we are each others truth 1/14/08 3:00am
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I really am not much of a blogger and please don't spell check me but I had some thought that i needed to get out. I am writing this on the7th anniversary of my fathers death. Today is a very hard day for me because when I was younger my father and I were not very close. In fact my gradfather was more like a father to me at times than my dad was. I understand that my dad had to work to keep us fed but he was hardly home with driving truck and stuff.As I got older and things slowed down and eased up for my dad we became much closer and became very good friends plus father and son. I could finally talk to my dad about things that I was once afraid to mention to him. It felt real nice to have a friend, buddy, and father all in one. I also realize that I had my father in my life than a lot of other people, but concidering that I didn't really have my of a relationship with him until i was in my mid to lat 20's I didn't have that relationship long. Unfortunately My dad passed away when
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With Memorial day right around the corner i would like to take the time to thank all of The men and women who have served this country in the pursuit of freedom and happiness!!! I have reflected back and looked back at all the wars that we have fought and the ways they have ended....War is not a pretty thing. Just ask the Japanese that survived the blasts from the two A-Bombs that hit them. I am not saying we are wrong i am simply saying how come we cant find a more Civil way to Resolve issues?? Again lets reflect this weekend on all the men and women and children that have kept this country safe and secure for us and lets not forget all the wars we have fought to keep this country where it is today!!
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I am almost done with first semester classes. I think that I am doing awesome in school. I was always told that i wouldn't amount to anything since I had a learning disability. It's sad because i thought my family was suppose to support me in everything that i did in life. I have been out of my parents house for 2 years. I am doing alot better than i was doing back when i was living with them. My mind is alot clearer now. I know what i want out of life. I am more focused on graduating with a 4.0 GPA. I have alot of great friends who have helped me out through alot of problems. I think that it wasn't for certain friends that I have made online. I have a great fiance. He and I have been through so much in the past year and 5 months that we have been together. First miscarrying our first child in Oct 2007. Than having to move out of our apt in November 2007. Moving into a shared living situation(something out of the real world), living there for two months. Than finding our current
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The ultimate sex personal questionnaire 1.How old were you when you lost your virginity? I was 18... 2.Who was it with? The best friend of my best friends boyfriend. 3.How long was your first time? Long enough for both parties involved... 4.Were you dating your first at the time? Nope. I knew him for 2 weeks, and had hung out with him twice before. 5. Who was the first person you told you loved them? I believe it was to one of the guys I dated in high school... 6. Have you ever had a one night stand? Yep. A bunch of them. They're quite enjoyable... 7. Would you sleep with one of your friends of the opposite sex? I have before haha... 8. Would you sleep with one of your friends of the same sex? Haha, I have before... 9. How many people have you kissed passionately? I have no idea...but a lot. I get drunk, kissing starts to happen... 10. What is your favorite position? Hm, I like pretty much all of them...haha, sometimes missionar
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hey all. In the last 3 days I've had over 30 friend requests, and have already cleared out my list twice in the last month with people that don't talk to me..lol So this is a test. Many people friend to earn points, or to see how many friends they can accumulate.. so I'm wondering how many actually want to be my friend, or who is looking for points. This should be interesting :p I was just looking at the new bling and there is a Fu-pony that looks like a my little pony..cute right? They want 1,000 credits for it. Call me crazy but anyone that would spend that kind of money on a little blinky horse is insane. Hey all! So I have been thinking, with the upcoming football season just underway, I was thinking a fun way to get people to interact on here is to have an online football poll. Basically it would be a number of members who wanted to join and every Sunday you would pick your winners of the games. Then on Tuesdays (cause Monday games are also included) we would tall
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You say You love me You say You care You say You want me in Your life Yet You don't acknowledge me anywhere Not the way You do others This hurts i know You may not understand but to me, it's important It feels like You're hiding me Or ashamed of me.... i don't know But that's one of the things that's troubling my mind....
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I am currently taking donations for my spotlight fund. Any and all will help. Anyone that makes a donation I am bookmarking your profile to create a pimp out blog/bully! Being in the spotlight is now the only thing I have not done on Fu! Don't want to make a donation but would rather pay me for rates, graphics, and so on. Any thoughts, ideas, etc are welcome. I really want to make this happen! Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†+Rating Revolution+{Shadow Leveler}~Owned by Ashley~ I have been extremely busy with the kids and their activities so I have not been on as much as I would like lately. When I do make it on sometimes it is only long enough to burn my 11's and other times I am here for a little bit. I will be back on more normally as soon as we figure out a better way of getting the kids where they need to be. To all Demon Crew, Rating Revolution, and Shadow Levelers members I apologize for my absence but I will make up for
Mythological Poems Written By Kristnrd...
Tale of a Dragon and His Siren The siren awaits for his arrival ...head bowed ...eyes downcast a fragile heart, happiness rarely found to last but the Dragon fulfills his victory in his care she feels secure, loved and at peace powerfully embraced by him she finds true release. She quickens at his every footstep body trembles beneath his gaze longing for the sound of the Dragon's praise. With each touch her blood turns to liquid fire in constant thought to fulfill this dragon's deepest desire. beneath the bite of his lash the curves of her body dance her screams, moans, her cries newly become the Dragon's romance. She gives her complete trust an oath she has loudly made willingly captivated by the Dragon's steel blade; cold metal shines bright from the mouth of the dragon the curves of her bod in sight become the Dragon Warrior's delight. He shields it with skill unlike anyone she has known with the warrior's blade of life the Drag
My Thoughts
He thought everything was going so well. They'd been dating for a while, things were progressing nicely, but as they began to grow more comfortable, he occasionally saw a side of her he didn't like. And the longer they dated, the more that side came out. She was critical. Highly critical. It seemed nothing he ever did was good enough. Just a few months in, she was complaining that he never brought her flowers or took her to dinner anywhere nice anymore. He'd sent her flowers once, on Valentine's Day, and he'd maybe taken her to moderately priced restaurants a couple of times. Yet her selective memory seemed to be painting him as a fallen Romeo. The more she complains, the less compelled he feels to do anything romantic for her. The less romantic he is, the more frustrated she gets. It's a vicious cycle...with no hope of a happy ending. From where he sits, it seems she's not happy with their relationship. He's not being the man she needs him to be. He's failing as a boyfriend
My Thoughts Of The Day
For most of you who know me, you know I am a very messed up person, I use to think of myself as happy alot, but I havent been that person in a long time. Here I am 31, 3 beautiful kids I have a roof over my head and I am a good mother, so I should have plenty to be happy about, But the truth is I aint I am good at making people believe I am happy But inside I just am not. growing up I had the vision of me at this age being thin beautiful having children and a wonderful husband a career as a writer . The truth is I think even if I did have it all, I dont think I would be happy, so what is gonna make me happy I wish I knew. I am 31 i have children my writing career well I am still at a amatur level on that I am divorced and living with my youngest babys father still even though we are not together.But we are friends, I think. I am not sure where I am going with all this but I had to write this down and get it out of my head even though it will still be on my mind for awhile . I use
My Thursday Night Fishing Trip
decided to go fishing in St. Catharines tonight, but the good stuff didn't happen until I was on the way home.. I was following an suv that was swerving all over the highway.. so I called the highway patrol.. gave them a play by play of what was going on.. then they exited in Niagara Falls.. so I followed them, got transfered to the city cops.. gave them a street by street of where they were.. after 20 minutes of following them, the cops finally pulled them over... so that was my fun.. oh, and I managed to catch a few rock bass.. lol Mike
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my first day or shall i say night was fun on fubar... i made quite a few friends on here. im unsure what to do about kate lick though... shes trying to come back into my life though...
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i wonder why you have to be a level 3 to post a salute but you can veiw nsfw pics at level one...hmmmm
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Peace be with you and also with me. People wonder why I stay friends with those that many not seem worthy of that title. I have never tried to get anyone to realize the reason behind that. But it is my belief that everyone has a place in this world and not to recognize that would be a great disrepect to those that are lost and seem forgotten. In the wake of the death of a person who I discovered years ago, last sight of for awhile, but remerged back in to the light. Now that person's flame has gone out in this world to awaken in another. We don't want to say goodbye but the gaulet must be run to start to finish. Life must realize that that there must be death to also have life and that you must have life to have death. Those left behind are the ones that suffer while the ones that have gone on are the ones that are truely blessed. So let us not fear for those that have gone on but let us remember them with reverence and good memories. The road is long and weary. We are all b
My 37th
My 37th Birthday is coming up and I have been thinking about my life. I never thought I would be alone, this far down the line. I thought I would still be with my first wife, rasining our son together, I would have a good paying job. Boy how wrong I was. Life throw me a curve ball or two, and I chocked. I have never in my life felt like I do now, I feel so unwanted it is unreal. I have given up on love altogether, its just that no one wants me, and if they do they most likely are just wanting for someone else to come along. My own family don't want me, not allowed to see my kids, I wont go into the ways and such right now. Just never thought it would be like this......"If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain the same?"........
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I get called a snob alot. And this morning got a very nasty message. :( When i first joined i talked to alot of people, and made some nice friends. But most of the people in my shoutbox were very rude and disrespectful. I know this is a website, and i don't blame those so called boys. But i am very happily married and don't need to hear how men want to bone, fuck, bang, cam, etc. me. I turned off my shoutbox when my husband saw someone say "if i send you my dirty pictures, will you masturbate to them?" He was livid. And i didn't come on for awhile. My husband in home for a few weeks, and we have talked about me talking to people again. No, i don't need his permission to do things, just respect his judgment. I'll be turning my shout-box back on in a few days. For friends only. (didn't know you could do that until yesterday LOL) Please be friendly and respectful is all i ask. Thx. :D PS, not today cause i'm nursing a sore hand that i caught in the car door yesterday. :(
My Thoughtful Side
I had a great day. I had two awesome interviews for a job I think I might get. I bought smaller jeans. So why am I not dancing around in circles? Because, no matter how hard I fight to declare my single-dom, a great day really is nothing without someone to tell it all to. That red couch you all have seen? It sits empty most of the time. I can't bear to sit on it alone, aware of how much real estate is spanning out next to me. It can't be just anyone. Who is it? Someone I have yet to meet? Someone I've just met? Someone who has been there a long time? I don't expect answers to anything...just needed to purge so I can sleep. So now I'm being told to hurry up with my info to file for divorce because its been six months and its time to get this done. Six? Its September right? He left in May. That's four months. Okay, we had the big confrontation in April...that's five months. I guess he gets to start the timer from when he met his girlfriend, even though I was still clue
My Thoughts Of You
My Thoughts of You* How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you, when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mis
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what I have found out from people on here is that most everyone is very insecure and cannot except honesty. They like people to tell them what they want to hear. and wow people get in a tiss if you don't give ALL their pictures a 10.....are we all so stuck on ourselves that we cant take the truth, just because someone give a picture a lower rating does that mean its bad......NO! Can people be mature enough to handle real people and people who are honest for a change......... sorry people I will not give every picture a 10 and that doesn't mean you are less than who you are. I know I have pictures that might get a 1 or whatever because not ever photo will turn out that good. the only thing that matters in life is you like you for you. It will refreshing to know real people in life, people that refuse to be puppets without their feelings on their sleeves.
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The Devil Left His Bags ======================= You put the devil out, but you let him leave his bags. Never quite looked at it like this before... You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad, but you are still resentful and angry. You let the devil leave his bags. You got out of financial debt, but you still can't control the desire to spend on frivolous things. You let the devil leave his bags. You got out of a bad habit or addiction, but you still long to try it just one more time. You let the devil leave his bags. You said, I forgive you, but you can't seem to forget and have peace with that person. You let the devil leave his bags. You told your unequally yoked mate that it was over, but you still continue to call. You let the devil leave his bags. You got out of that horribly oppressive job, but you're still trying to sabotage the company after you've left. You let the devil leave his bags. You cut off the affair with that married
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So whats your reason to blindly rating a STRANGER a 10 10 10 10 10?...y'all do know there's 9 other numbers don't you?...there's only 2 ways to rate.by personality & by looks.but when its a stranger then you don't know there personality so it has to be by looks.For you know not everyone you come across will look physically good to you.so is it because your all about kissing ass or points?...why rate so blindly?...You Weigh In. Why do you think women go so over board when a male talks sex to them where there on a ADULT! site?...I have also noticed that women aver react to things more then men.Like on the net.why do you think this is?...I'm sure it has something to do with them showing more emotions. ~Michael~ So Hows Team Won Today?..My 49ers Lost.They Suck.But i went 11-1 in the local football contest.what team do you like?
My Thoughts And Ramblings...
Mentally, i feel like i have my head on straight and i feel like i am going where i need to be. BUT if someone has feelings for me i cant help but reciprocate. funny thing is, 6 days isnt enough time to develop feelings. i tend to leave marks and scars on people in my path of self destruction and what i call free love. im not going to apologize for what i have done. I made a choice with my head and not with my heart. It makes sense. So, please...use caution when dealing with me and for your own sake...DO NOT get your emotions involved. I'm cold. I'm a bitch. and im DEFINITELY NOT sorry for anything ive done or anyone who gets hurt along the way. the only person i can trust is me. I like someone...but i already fucked it up in a matter of 3 days. I'm not sure if i want another relationship this soon, but i do want/need/crave attention and feeling loved. thats why im so self destructive when it comes to being committed. i think thats also why i (stupidly) called someone the other nig
My Things
For everything you do, I'd like to swallow youAnd everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify every fucking bullshit lie, it only makes me want to break you You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playing 'Cause I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playing 'Cause I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, do
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well to start things off my name is Samantha or you can call me Sam whatever!! anywho i was born and raised in the BEST state ever TEXAS!! WOOT WOOT! then moved to Florida in '06 i have a wonderful son. i love him to pieces... i work at a restruant you might know... Ryan's buffet.. been there for almost two years now.. i'm a really easy goin person i love to make people laugh.. it comes easily to me.. i'm quite the smartass so if u think u've met ur match think again! for those who don't know this.. my grandma passed away on christmas day.. and i have had a really hard time letting it go.. i don't want to let her go i want to hold on to her forever... how do u get better from this? i was fine until this past saturday i was at work and i felt this presence on my right i thought a good friend of mine that had passed which i just found out he's still around.. i thought it was him... then i start to think... my family is in texas.. she would of visted me last because i'm in florida... i n
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"I won't hurt you, I won't be like them, I'm not that kind of guy, I'll be better than them." --Translation-- "I will tear you to pieces, Worse than they did, I'm just like the others, Only I'll play you better than them." && Why does this seem to be so [true] most of the time??? Knowing You Have Changed My Whole Life Knowing You Have Given Me Courage To Face Tomorrow Whatever It May Bring Knowing You Have Been The Greatest Thing You Are The Light Of My Life You Show Me How To Make Things Right You Have Taken Time To Get To Know Me Well I Know That For You I Am Not An Ornament On A Shelf Never Change The Way You Are You Light Up My Life Day And Night You Are The Sunshine In My Days You Are The Stars And Moon In My Nights It was my destiny to be with you. You are my enchanted love, with a sensational point of view. You give me power. You give me strength. You give me the will to carry on. You are my destiny. And nothing can come between us. You give
My Thoughts On Life And Situations Of Life
Laying down side by side Arms tight around my waist Fingers running slowly and smoothly... Through my soft, silky hair Whispering sweet something’s in my ear Making me feel like a nubian queen Our bodies slowly and surely turn face to face And when our faces meet... We say we love each other We lean in to kiss... And as my soft, sweet, and juicy lips touch yours... Your hand starts to slowly slip down my pants And my legs start trembling from your warm touch You start going down my thighs And I feel my sweet juices overflowing As you get closer....and closer...and closer I wake up And tears form in my eyes Because I realize That it was all...in...my....dreams all i want is someone who treats me with the love and respect i deserve. all i want is someone who will keep it real at all times no matta the circumstances. all i want is someone who doesnt lie and lead me on. all i want is someone who aint on some childish shyt and games bc i really truly d
My Thoughts!
I am a simple woman I dont ask for anything I am not willing to give or do myself. But I feel like this whole world has gone to shit, I mean all anyone seems to care about is money,I have noticed in the relationsjip I have been in they always seem to be alot happier when we have money but once the money is gone or almost goneit is like they have this green monster that comes out and suddenly I am the evil woman who is making them live with a poor ass woman. Yeah I am poor and i feel I am better off being poor for i know who are an arent my true friends . It is like people see money as the only reason to live, me personally wish it was neve created cuz it causes more heartache then anything else. I look at all these rich people and they complain about oh how hard thir life is they hae such a bad life they have all these possesions and family but they kill off their souse or family to get even more money, now as or poor people if we kill anyone it is usually to protect ourselves or be
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I have two young children and the cartoons today are just plain dumb. Why can't they bring back the old ones like bugs bunny, mighty mouse, and woody woodpecker. My kids would rather watch tom and jerry or popeye on boomerang than things like flapjack or fairly odd parents. The old ones are the best but you can't find them. I have on demand but they play the same ones and you only have 5 to choose from. So I feel like we need to petition the makers of these cartoons to bring them back.
My Thoughts
My Thoughts
does any one these days know what love is it seems like every where you turn and look there is another guy trying to get in some girls pants guys need to chill out and get to know the girl talk to her find out what she like dont just rush straight in think you will get luck girls realy want more they want to know how much they mean to you and that when some one else comes along your not going to just get up and walk away to fuck this other girl then when your done with her come back it does not work like that girls need to be held and cuddled to be let known they are loved for who they are not how they look or what they do cause love is more then just have sex it is when 2 people care about each other and dont want to hurt the other preson so in words guys get to know the girl be for you tell her you love her just saying you love some one to get in there pants is wrong have a heart and treat a girl like a princess it was a cold christmas morning one of my brothers and i woke
My Thoughts
Most people who know me know that I'm a pretty easy going girl. I'm really responsible and I take care of things that I need to take care of. But there are some people who still feel the need to treat me like I'm a damn child. People tell me what I need to do or have to do or make sure I did something that I was supposed to do. They even feel the need to tell me how I should raise my own child. She needs this, you have to do this for her, don't do that.... blah blah blah. I am sick and fuckin tired of people telling me how I should live my life. Its my life and I will live it as I see fit. And if ya'll don't like it then just kiss my ass.
My Thoughts
What is the Story Behind These Flags? Why is the Confederate Flag Often Referred to as The Southern Cross By Supporters? Why is called a flag of hate by others? Why is it such a big deal, especially in South Carolina, where the NAACP is holding a boycott of state tourism? What is the deeper meaning behind the Confederate flag and can there be a compromise and an objective view to this hotbutton issue? What does the Bible say about this issue? The flag on the left is the most-known version of the Confederate battle flag; the one on the right is the St. Andrew's cross, the Scottish battle flag. There are obvious similarities between the two flags. The St. Andrew's cross is named as such because St. Andrew felt that he was not worthy of being crucified the way Jesus was, so he was crucified in the direction shown in the flags above. Why the Southern Cross? The deep South have been known as the Bible belt because of its religious conservatism. By the time the Confederate Battle
My Thoughts
Where has all the time gone? In January it will be 3 years since you moved here to Michigan. We are so much alike and different at the same time. Where one of us is weak, the other is strong and vice versa. The upcoming months are hard for both of us, but we will make it through. Life has made it so we don't get much "girl" time, but always know I am here and always will be. I was listening to music and this song came on and the first thing I thought of was you... *runs before I get slapped* Come one, Come all!! Tuesday, December 23rd at 9 p.m. $$The Dogg House$$ is having a Candy Cane Sucking Contest. There will be 4 ladies on cam sucking down the candy canes to see who can win the 150k prize being given out by lounge owner: DJ$$LUCKYDOGG$$OWNER@$$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$& FU-MARRIED TO (CRAZY-BITCH).@ fubar Hope to see you there!! Click this link to visit us in $$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$- {NSFW}-NOW HIRING APPLY WITHIN!!: COME AN JOIN US AT THE F
My Thanksgiving Prayer
My Thoughts On God
You know someone told me that they believe in GOD. Ok that is their right. Someone once told me there is no GOD. Ok that is their right. Then I thought about it and I believe that there is A GOD.. maybe not what most people think of as GOD but there is someone that watches out for the people here...OK OK you ask me well then how come children die. How come good people die. How come people have to suffer. I have been thinking alot about this over the last year since my mom was taken from me quite suddenly. WHY?! What am I suppose to do without her? Why did she have to die? Why was I not there when she went? Why is (my) GOD taking her from me and my children? Why did he make it so my daughter had to be the one home with her when it happend? What does it all mean? THEN!! I worked thru most of it and here is what I have come up with. Since (my) GOD is the only one that can give me the answers then he is the one I have to ask. So I did, and here is what I have been told (figativly).
My Thoughts
For those of you who know me, ya'll know I'm not really into mushy love movies, but last night I had a moment of envy. I was in bed watching tv, mad as hell from a series of events that probably shouldn't have happened. I was channel suring and came across a movie that I've always been fond of. Diary of a mad black woman. I realized after watching this moving, fuming and steaming that I was envious of the romance that I was watching. After finishing the movie and having a few quiet moments of self reflection. I found myself thinking...damn, why can't I have that? *Inhale....* Yep...I hate my life. Why can't I have a love like that, someone who's genuine and kind. Oh freaking wake up...that crap doesn't exsits... I think. Catchy title I think. It resembles the title to a 4NonBlondes album in the 90's. People are so driven by sex they will probably read the title and automatically think I'm writing sex stories. Sorry kids I save that for my personal time at home, and
My This And That Blog
What a real man would do.... • Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?" If you do post this in the next four
My Thoughts
Everyone asks me why I call myself Jayded and yes I know I spell it different than its supposed to be. But to put it simply...... life, love and men have jaded me. And I honestly believe at my age everyone is a little jaded , its what molds us to who we are so I dont see it in a bad way. When you have been betrayed, used, pushed around, walked on and just plain hurt by someone it will make you jaded a little everytime. But I wouldnt trade any of my experiences cause it makes me the strong women I am today. Does it mean that every guy that comes into my life is going to pay for the mistakes of the last relationship? NO..........Every relationship that has ever ended good or bad ive learned something from it and moved on and tried to make it better the next time, its all you can do. But everytime Ive been hurt my heart gets a little more guarded and harder to get to. I dont wear it on my sleeve like I used to for someone to crush. The one that grabs a hold of my heart again wil
My Thoughts And Dreams
i was there for you my heart was open for you i cared for you i listened when you needed it and i loved you like no one in my life i smiled for you i dreamed of you my heart sang for you i overlooked my perchance of not trusting i overlooked the nagging feelings that where there things going on that i could not see and i loved you you were that song my heart would sing when i was sad your face was the face i saw when i was down your smile was what i saw when i closed my eyes your green eyes sparkling with mischief you just had no place for me. no time for me and my son, we cared for you even if you were not here so many miles away... but you were still the song my heart sang and now i need to let you go to be happy.. i want you to smile i want you to find your own song.. i wish we could sing it together but its not what you want.. be happy my song be happy my heart i love you you live in my heart and always will i will miss you so much but its time for me t
My Thoughts And Opinions!
Being fat is an epidemic in the US so they say. But they never take the time to show one other side of the coin. I have Cushings Syndrome. Its the "fat disease". My body makes a chemical which is absorbed into the thyroid and caused me to gain weight at an unimaginable rate. You also get this hump on your back right below the neck. I gained 200 lbs in 6 months. And they thought I was just over eating. I had not changed my eating habits in that time. I did try to change things like going vegetarian for awhile to no avail. Millions suffer from it and most are undiagnosed. There is treatment for it but it is mostly a diet and some thyroid meds. After I divorced in 2000 I went into therapy cuz of the divorce and started working on losing the weight. I lost 150 lbs in a year and a half but it doesnt appear anymore will come off. The moral of this blog is, maybe, just maybe some of those people the skinny people make fun of cuz of their weight may just have no co
My Thoughts And Other Craziness.
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 Please pass it on. *** I am an Army wife and this message came to from my husband's company. It is legetimate(sp?). ***
My Thoughts
Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. T
My Thoughts And Such
We, the undersigned Fubarians, are tired of seeing people begging for things by using their statuses and posting MuMMs that go against guidelines (and getting away with it), so we hereby propose a new ability bling: Beggin' Strips.   The Beggin' Strips ability bling would, when used, strip a person of ALL Angel/Demon abilities, the capability of making a blast, or buying a Happy Hour, MuMMing abilities, and even the ability to make a status (along with clearing theirs), for 6 hours. Of course, it would be a limited use bling, being able to be used only 5 times, or for 3 hours, whichever comes first. Baby J, we ask you to create and sell this bling. It would be a good way to get people who have never spent money on Fubar before, to buy something. I know I would.   Sincerely, The undersigned Fubarians who want to ENJOY this site again.     If you agree, comment below with "Signed". Also, if you REALLY want this, share this for everyone else to sign. When it reaches 250 signature
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My Theory Of 9
Ahhh...Today has simply reminded me that I need to get back to writing about my theory of the number 9...so keep looking for updates real soon...=) I also feel that this may be the most beautiful day in history...at least on a personal level...=)...Nothing exceptional happened today...butI woke up today and found myself loving life...It really is one of the better days I can remember in regards to my confidence and self image...and I'm just hoping to ride this wave for quite some time! So before I bore you all to tears and scare you off from reading all my future blogs..I will cut this short..The message I am trying to convey..look forward to the little pleasures in life...ones that are truly once in a lifetime...like today is for me...little coincidences can take us a long way in life and its important to take advantage of every one of them...and also to just enjoy life and enjoy yourself...because life is too short not to feel that way...=) Nathan Wisnefske BlackHand9 Well...I've
My Thoughts
I find it interesting and hilarious to see people spend so much time on being mean and hateful to eachother. I posted a mumm, http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=510817 today, and the theme of it was for attention AND to get 1 ratings just for shits and giggles. People who "don't care" obviously want me to know that they don't care... which means they do care in the slightest bit if nothing else, to tell me I'm someone who has absolutely nothing compared to this person. I thought that the downtrodden populous of the internet who loves to bash and berate others would jump easily on this bandwagon. How can someone determined to make everyone else's life miserable pass up an open invitation? I'm starting to see that these people who make it their online mission to verbally (textually) abuse others receive enjoyment in just being an ass. Although this may seem like an obvious conclusion, it's further enhanced with the results of inviting the behavior openly and receiving negative rem
My Thoughts According 2 Me
4 years ago today a beautiful little girl was born. She had red hair and blue eyes. She was so tiny. She was born 6 weeks early and couldnt breath on her own. We all knew something was wrong, but no one could prepare us for the next 21 days. I never knew that in that moment in time I would fall in love with a little girl who wasnt even related to me. She had no blood relation to me, but she looked just like my daughter. That would be because she was my daughter and sons 1/2 sister. She was born early in the morning on Jan 19 2005. She had a hole in her abdomen and she was not stable enough to have the surgery that would save her life. Some days were good days and gave us hope. But the bad days, were pretty bad. Then early in the morning on Feb 11th 2005, that beautiful little girl was taken to heaven. I never got to say goodbye. My life forever changed on that day. I never looked at life the same again. Because you never know when someone you love will be gone. I know her mommy and dad
My Theme Songs
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My Thoughts
because you made me feel like i belonged, you made me feel beautiful You brought me happiness and that feeling i had never felt before But you also brought sorrow and I learned to forgive i never stopped caring about you, nor will i ever. Just dont forget it, because I love you I always will because Love never dies. If there ever is another chance, please let me have it.
My 34th Birthday
I WOULD REALLY LOVE FOR SOMEONE TO SUPRISE ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY WITH A BDAY SALUTE TO ME OR MAKE ME A CREATIVE PIC SO I CAN PUT IN MY BDAY FOLDER THANKS SO MUCH LOVE RAINY
My Thoughts
I personally think the human race stinks! nothing but liars and thieves and back stabbers! there i said it i think the human race is fucking stupid minus a few that i know. yeah that is a good thought :)
My Thoughts On Paper..... I Mean Internet Lol
Looking for the end. Separation, words to say. chasing demons, running away. Solitary confinement Just a good front Making a commitment A big fucking stunt Masking over feeling Wish I had some wings Jumping when the phone rings Somewhere that fat bitch sings Desperation, sad to say. Still chasing demons. Still running away Never wanting to look back Just one night in the sack Maybe this shot will keep me on track My hearts just turning black I always need just one more dollar, I'll never thank my FUCKING FATHER NO, I'm not a scholar I just figure why bother Confrontation, need to stay. Stop chasing demons Stop running away. Written by shannon ryan.... 2-2-09
My Thoughts
Your conversation was no surprise up with bob telling lies Wish I could remember where I met you, trying to remember so I can forget ya Changed my number 30 times you called and got my number from a friend 30 times Milkshakes brought you to the yard must've got caught up because you fell so hard You wasn't cheating ,could've believed in, we wasn't even like that Wasn't even trying, why you lying we wasn't even like that All up on myspace looking for my name, hoping that I would just write back, if somebody said your name to me who? huh? What? it wasn't that serious it wasn't that serious All up on my Celly blowin it up, all around your homies just throwin it up it wasn't that serious You was just something to do You always talk amongst the guys always fail to satisfy Used my names in conversations cause you ain't that interesting Acting like we best of friends no you don't know where I live Wishing it was something else, boy you know you need some help I
My Thoughts
I am still new to this Fubar thing. I get lost whenever I come on, so have yet to figure it out. My page is so busy that I can't figure the crazy thing out Anyway, that is what is on my mind today. Just trying to figure out how everything works and what is worth bothering with.
My Thoughts
I believe- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I beli
My Thought's
Ok today i'll talk about what goes through my mind as I walk through a crowded market..... First some background---We were sent out to patrol a market in this village. It has been the site of numerous attacks on both American forces and Iraqi forces. Last week alone there were 3 attacks on U.S forces out of this market with one of the attacks resulting in serious casualties. So our patrol was to go into this area to look for and possibly catch any of the names that are on our targeted list. We ride up to this area and dismount from our armored vehicles about 500 meters away. As we are riding up you start to get amped up for what is about to take place. The adrenaline starts to pump, you bump fists with your team, give them each a nod and a wink. You can feel the bond between each other as they wink back. The order comes to dismount and you exit the vehicle. Spread out on the street you make eye contact with the closest guy as you begin your walk into the unkown. Every few steps you
Mythos
The son of the god of mischief and his giantess bride. Fenrir the wolf is a monstrous creature whose hunger is never ending and grows continuously without end. It is his destiny to one day grow so large that he consumes the sun and moon. At this moment the Twilight of the Gods will have arrived and Ragnarok, the final battle, will begin. Fenrir is one of Loki's three children who collectively represent the flaws in all of mankind. His particular exemplified flaws are those of greed, gluttony, and spite. His gluttony causes him to grow ever larger and more destructive to those around him. The gods insist upon binding him in order to try to prevent him causing harm. It is the same in us all. If we do not practice restraint we may feel good about the immediate results but we are only feeding the desire for more. There is no satiation to be found in that realm and we might only harm ourselves and those around us. His greed causes him to be an abrasion to everyone he come
My Thoughts
1: I believe in setting goals, they help you to reach toward the future with ambition and drive. But I don’t think you should strive for the reward as an end to those goals. You can’t think of yourself but of the good that can come from the goals you set. Rewards and goals are related, but when the trophy comes, you have to stand aside. This could be said for life or love. If you’re always looking to win, you will most often lose. Anyone agree? 2: Funny, you can do something good over and over for someone and they eventually forget. But if you ever mess up one time with a person, they will remember that for as long as they live. 3: Have you ever been on a plane and looked down at a city and thought, wow, everything looks in order and in its place. Then you get down there into to the city and see that everything is not in its place and its all chaos and moving fast. I think that’s the way with life. You look at it and see the plan and think hey, I can do this, I can
My Thoughts
If I want your opinion, I’ll ask you to fill out the necessary form. He who laughs last probably doesn’t understand the joke She’s wound up tighter than the girdle of a baptist minister’s wife at an all-you-can-eat pancake breakfast. My sister is soooooo ugly, we had to tie a pork chop around her neck to get the dogs to play her. You may be a redneck if . . . you have spent more on your pickup truck than on your education. He fell out of the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down He’s so stupid, he couldn’t find his ass with both hands.
My Thoughts (like You Care) Twisted But Logical
Funny the twist and turns life brings us though you can go in the course of a few months you can go from having every thing to having nothing and then while you down you realize its not that bad and that you will survive. I feel i had to go down to rediscover myself now i am happy and good friends with the one who helped put me down. to that person i have only one thing to say. thank you! i needed this to every one else watch out cuse here i come
My Threesomes....stolen From Joel
I hope this shows up..... Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Jami 2. Mommy 3. Baby Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Bartender 2. Corrections Officer 3. Fraud Three Places I have lived 1. Westampton 2. Marlton 3. Port Penn Three TV Shows that I watch 1. 24....Jack Bauer is the shit 2. Law and Order SVU 3. Idol Three places I have been 1. Africa 2. Germany 3. Austria Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Mom 2. Work 3. Jamie Three of my favorite foods 1. Seafood 2. Mexican 3. Italian Three things I would like to do 1. Get married 2. Move 3. Have another baby Three friends I think will respond 1. None 2. " 3. " Things I am looking forward to 1. Getting married
My Threesome
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Bobby 2. Robert 3. Daddy Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Aircraft handler 2. Mechanic 3. Butchers Helper Three Places I have lived 1. California 2. Japan 3. SouthCarolina Three TV Shows that I watch 1. CSI 2. The Tonight Show 3. Sponge Bob Square Pants Three places I have been 1. Mt Fuji 2. Hawaii 3. Hong Kong Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Wifey 2. Hall 3. Dewayne Three of my favorite foods 1. Smoked anything 2. Steak 3. Fish Three things I would like to do 1. Sky Dive 2. Drive a race car 3. Spend a week of so in Amsterdam Three friends I think will respond 1. Carolinat 2. Susie and Todd 3. Hopefully MIA Things I am looking forward to 1. Ha
My Therapy
You hide behind your mask and i can't make you come out most people only see what they wish yet most people aren't me you tell me to leave yet i stay and try to befriend you i miss you in your mask you hide in that mask of lies you hold me close and share your dreams yet i know you're only telling me what i wish to hear don't do this to yourself don't hurt yourself like this i could make it all better if you'd only believe i am the mask you were people only see me and people only see what i want them to see let me back in let me help you heal your hurts i only wish to encourage this person i see within so hold me even closer lover and let me heal your wounds let me be to you what no one was to me in childhood let me say the words i always longed for they to say i love you lover, until death do us part i love you lover so hold on tight i love you lover I'll never let them win the fight i love you lover just say you love me back Imperfection is only a mask hiding what really is the u
My Thoughts..... If U Dont Like Them Dont Read Them
WELL I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE LONG .... AND I JUST WONT TO SAY THAT SOME OF THESE PEOPLE MOSTLY WOMEN PUT THEMSELVES OUTTHERE LIKE HOES... IF U WONT TO BE ON THATS FINE BUT THE WHOLE WORLD DOESNT NEED TO SEE UR SLUTY PIC ON THE NET.... COVER THE FUCK UP I HAVE A WONDERFUL HUSBAND AND I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH... WE HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL BOYS AND WE HAVE EVERYTHING WE NEED IN EACH OTHER.... LOVE AND LIFE IF GREAT.. IM LIVING IN BLISS.... FOR ETERNITY
My Thoughts
Hey all, I know its been a while since I have wrote anything or even been on. Well I have something I have been thinking about & I just wanted to get it out before it festers. For the past month I have been working & have been going over to my former girlfriends house (b4 work & on my days off). We have been talking & I know that we are just friends, but I need to get this out. It does hurt that we are only friends, I miss her like you wouldn't believe & YES I'm still very much in love with her. She is helping me with A LOT & for that I am very thankful. I made a new year's wish that If I had 1 more chance to have her in my life I would take it. Well I guess this is my chance. I do miss saying I Love You, I Miss You, calling her baby, hunny, etc. Its very hard not to say it. I enjoy my time with her in whatever we do. Well I feel better that I got that out. I'm headed to work now so I will chat at y'all later. Dave
My Thoughts Into Words
Shall a spare a small moment to write, dear readers? To sneak in a moment of stolen passion with you? Besides myself and Emma, everyone else in the household lie abed. Snoring, huffing and...coughing. I sip from my searing rainbow cup and glance now and then behind me. This is a stolen moment....with you. Even as I type, I sigh. I hear Shane coming down the hall, coughing all the while. He will wake up at least one person and that chain will continue, until I am busy once more. I sigh. And then immediately feel guilty about it. I feel badly, he is sick. Has been all week. But I need my time. I need it badly. Yesterday I went in for an eye exam. When they called me into the backroom and asked me to sit down I looked at the Lady with concern. "Are you ganna poof my eyeball?" She smiled...and nodded "Yes." "Pleeeeeeease don't POOF my eyeball!!! I'm allergic to it!" She smiled once more "It's just air." "Oh...I mean...it really, really freaks me out
My Theme Song
much luv and thanks to my girl lisasweet my girl lisasweet strikes again! lol she's got my #
My Thoughts And Feelings..
Love...the most uncontrollable feeling in the world. The emotion that takes your breath or breaks your heart without any warning its taking over. The one feeling that everyone in the world wants to experience more than anything.It has finally found me or maybe has taken me this long to realize what it really is. I feel as if I have searched my entire life for something that was out of my grasp only to realize that it was there..I just had to find the right person to share it with. I have discovered that love is... That feeling you get when you look in his eyes and wonder how you ever got so lucky to capture the heart of someone so amazing....or when you get that tingle or cold chill all over just from his touch...or that warm feeling you get when he pulls you close ...or that smile that spreads across your face just because he smiles at you. The way you want to melt from the way he smells...or the way you get weak from his kisses...or that feeling of safety and security from being in
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My Thoughts
So I did a lil thinkin; when I first got on here I made my profile so privet a lot of people didnt even know I was real. Talkin with some friends, I have relised there is no need for it. I know he wont bother me, and I sure in the hrll aint going to bother him. I wish him the best of luck with his wife, and hope they grow old and happy together. I know I loved him truly once, and I see that he didnt love me the same; but its ok. I have the one I am supose to be with, and we are more then happy together. I have the most perfect life I could ever ask for, and I have everything I want, need, and for that matter desire, We are a dam stronge family; and my wonderful sons father and Red are really good friends. My son loves him so much, and we ave built our home from scratch. Everythinh that we have, him and I have worked for; down to the bills and house payments. My son has everything from name brand shoes and cloths, to name brand toys, video games, and video game systems. All because he h
My Thought Of The Day
well, I'm not normally a blogger, but I need to vent on something, and this is safer than the people around me. my status atm is day's got me down, feels like a kick in the teeth, kick in the gut is more truthfull. my med board came back today, fit for continued service, when my medical hasn't been taken care of, and I'll be kicked out due to admin sep. can't say it surprises me much, but I had hoped it wouldn't happen. I was granted a formal hearing, but if things don't change after that, I'm stuck. this is literally my last ditch to get this taken care of and get myself home with my medical benefits and my various other benefits intact, otherwise I lose not only what the Navy owes me, but also my ability to help support my family. just doesn't seem right to me, I came in able to carry over 300 lbs, and I'll be going home barely able to carry my seabag off the bus.
My Thoughts!
Just a quick thought! Not really a fan of either one. But I'm sick of the entire incident. Yes it is horrible what happened to her but I think that whatever it was to make him behave that way was probably equally as horrible. So instead of just calling him terrible how about admitting that he needs help. He is still young and with enough therapy this never has to happen again. Most people are trying to save Rhianna, I'm interested in saving both of theml.
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My Thrid Week As Dj!!
My Thoughts And Ramblings
Ok, so I'm not exactly sure where this is going to go, but I havent blogged in way too long, (not as if anyone will prolly read this anyway) so I figured I would go ahead and jot something down... Since I have no specific agenda here, I think I am going to do what we did in college and that was just "free write"... so if this makes no sense at all, then so be it... here we go... I was contemplating the other day the fact that after 5 years since my divorce I still have no one special in my life!! This totally sucks ass, and is disappointing to me. I mean, I dont think that I am UGLY by any means, but I know that I am not a drop dead handsome man either... Kinda somewhere in between. I am an intelligent guy, and have a pretty decent head on my sholders, so WHY THE FUCK cant I find someone to share some time with me??  I'm not talking about getting married or anything like that, but someone to hang out with, share my thoughts and feelings with and someone whom I can cuddle up at night n
My Thoughts
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.Friends are like balloons: once you let them go, you can't get them back.So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you This is dedicated to Rodney J Smith,My Fiance' Born 7-18-64 Died 12-30-08 A new day dawns once again. I stare at where you used to lay your head. I close my eyes, your face I plainly see. That smile that could always bring me to my knees. Those eyes that saw into the very soul of me. My heart aches for the touch of your hands on my skin. The taste of your kiss on my lips. I've come to understand what the meaning of lonliness is. I wipe away a tear.It's almost more than I can bear. I pray for the strength to get me thru another day without you! By: San
My Thoughts
              Want me to be your slave for a month?! Come place your bids on me, in the Fubar Addict Auction! (if you can't place a bid, please atleast rate the picture) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=1559674564&albumid=1666344#1559674564   Thanks to all my awesome friends! *muah* I always say that life is an endless path and which ever way we take on that path is how we are going to live our lives. Some paths take us on enless adventures while others are bumpy obsticals. Whatever decision we make, it gets us to where we are all today. My life has been an endless obstical but rewarding in the same aspect. For those who don't know me as well, I'm a single moth
My Therapy
Out of my ashes will rise a new phoenix. A soaring being returning from death proving once again that life is eternal. I live forever because the spirit never dies. I will return in another body in another time, but it is me. The me who is me now will always be. As long as I live, I learn. And I live F o r e v e r The sound of your laughterIs what pulls me throughThe harshest winterThe sound of your laughterMakes every bright summer dayBrighterThe sound of your laughterIs what gets me up in the morningWith itI can take anything life can bringNot to make too much out of itBut to meEveryday Is a good day To liveTo The sound of your laughter Come take my hand and walk with me Share my likes . . . my wishes . . . my life Don't judge me . . . just love me Accept me for who I am For if I try to change for you Then you'll no longer know me As I am no longer happy with whom I am Always remember where we are going So you don't forget where we have been If we hold on to each other's hearts
My Thoughts & Ramblings
Most of you know my situation if not check out my blog entitled "My Life" and it'll explain a little bit of what my life is like for the most part.  But for now on to the reason of this blog...Dating.   I was always kind of shy around women and never really did the whole dating thing.  I guess I just never had any self confidence when it came down to it.  But, when I was about 19-20 I started to come out of my shell and found it easier to talk to some women.  Then my health went down hill and subsequently ended up where I am today, in a wheelchair.  It seems as though by shyness is back ten fold and I don't know what to do.    Every morning as I go through my daily routine with my aide the same thoughts go through my head...Will I ever find that special someone or will I end up alone?  If I do find someone how will everything work out in the long run?  I can do some things on my own but for most part I need a fair amount of assistance.  If I end up finding that special someone wha

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