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My Owner
Please visit this site. It is so Important for the people who have and are serving this country. Please go and donate. Thank You! REMEMBER THOSE WHO SERVE@ fubar THANKS FOR STOPPING BY. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLEASE TAKE A MOMMENT TO ADD FAN & RATE MY OWNER AND FRIEND MASTER CHRIS HE ROCKS. ~~MASTER~~OWNED BY LYNNE OWNER OF LYNNE & SWEET&INNOCENT~SHADOW LEVELER~~@ fubar
My Owner In Twisted's Contest
***~my Owners~***
★~MY 1st Fu-OWNER~★ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ is my first owner. Friends, show him your much much or lot lot of loves,and he will love you too! He is very sweet and gentle men,and he is real GREAT OWNER and FRIEND! So girls, CLICK MY OWNER'S LINK BELOW NOW! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Tippy162008~@ fubar THIS BLOG BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ★.SAY.★~Fu-Owned By 'Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler'@ fubar ___Please Repost and Thank You___
My Own Words To Live By
A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.” As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”
My Own Heart
From the mystic shambles of lifes embezzeled moments i see a glimpse of her a breath in me seizes to exzist heat arises blood begins to scramble in a stir Her beauty is without a blemish her romance is true to the core even creation pauses for a moment for her beauty is to adore Her love is never ending her candle will not go out at night and in her chambers are meadows of peace love joy and light Most are blind to her majesty her wings are always spread to fly she is most austeer and embracing her love is kind ,seated in the sky This for you my love my gem my hearts desire for truely my desire my dream is to be your sire dreams as I waken from the nights sweet peace I see what is most lovely of all for beside my heart is a love to true so much more lovely than august fall ever breath I take is like the first drink of water for a soul that thirst because she has held me loved me and captured my being she is first I will embrace her cheri
My Owned Lil' Craziblueyes....
My Owner :o)
I HAVE A NEW OWNER!! TY ♦CinDragon♦ FOR BUYIN ME. YOU WON'T REGRET IT. WHY NOT GO CHECK HER OUT? MAKE SURE TO SHOW SOME LOVE WHILE YOU'RE THERE :) ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar Woo Hoo!! I'm owned by Gary Go show my new owner lots of love :) GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo
My Owner Kicks Your Owners Butt!
Guidomedic Sold to Guidomedic for 30 day Blast! Give him much love people! Show him some love people,
My Owner/ownee!!!
Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World THIS IS MY NEW OWNER!! AND I ALREADY KNEW THAT SHE WAS A FANTASTIC PERSON, SWEET, CARING, AND HELPFUL, BUT LESS THAN ONE WEEK AFTER SHE BOUGHT ME, SHE WAS UP FOR AUCTION AND I BOUGHT HER RIGHT BACK! COULD NOT LET ALL THAT LOVE GO TO SOMEONE ELSE, LOL!!! BUT SOMEHOW, SHE STILL FINDS A WAY TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE THAT SHE IS SHOWN, SO GO SPANK HER PAGE HARD! YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT, AND YOU WILL GAIN A TRUE AND LOYAL FRIEND! TELL THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU! ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~Owner of and owned by CinDragon~~ *Shadow Levelers*~~@ fubar ############################################################### Chromaluna on imikimi - Customize Your World
My Own Personal Thoughts.
Ok everyone, I have a new account....as many of you may have noticed.......Im not on this one as much....that's because im on my new one. So help me raise the level ♥ do a e-mail search for krissy.nichole@gmail.com or you can just go here.......http://fubar.com/user/1953612 peace love and mad chicken grease. Ok, so I don't talk much about my family but it's for good reasons. But this blog is all about my real dad. I didn't know him till I was 17, and Im thankful that I have him in my life now. I was so upset at him growing up that he wasn't ever there, and I've gotten over that now. I lived with him for about 2 years, and they were the best two years of my life. I learned so much from him, and I grew as a person. I moved back to Michigan after a while, and now I don't see him often. Last time I saw him was back in 05. Im planning a trip to Memphis to see him tho soon. But anyways, he made me some websites. The first one, is the very first website he made for me aft
My Owner
This is my new owner Mario. He is a great friend of mine. Please stop in and show him some mad love!! He will return the love. Thanks MsMaine Marioooooooo{Owner of MsMaine}@ fubar
My Owner For The Next 30 Days!!
DJ SlimHefty!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And when you're done doing that, come play in Leather and Lace!!!!!
My Owners
HAVE YOU EVER MET A MAN WHO COULD MAKE YOU THINK OF AN ANIMAL?!!! IF NOT THEN COME MEET MY OWNER PASSIONMAN 71!!! HEY ALL HAVE YOU MET MY OWNER PASSIONMAN71 YET? IF NOT THEN YOU SHOULD HE IS ONE AWESOME MAN AND HE IS A GREAT GUY TO KNOW!!! WHENEVER YOU NEED TO TALK OR NEED SOMETHING HE IS THERE FOR YOU NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!! HE LOVES TO MEET NEW PEOPLE!!! SO IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY GO BY RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/BLING HIM HE SO DESERVES IT!!! TELL HIM MISS CRYS SENT YA!!! PASSIONMAN71 IS ONE OF THE BEST MEN I KNOW HERE ON THE FU AND IM GLAD THAT HE OWNS ME!!! HE IS THE 1ST PERSON THERE IF YOU NEED HELP WITH SOMETHING AND YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON HIM!!! SO ONCE MORE IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY GO BY AND RATE/FAN/ADD/BLING/CRUSH HIM!!! I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO HIS PROFILE!!! SHOW HIM LOTS OF MAD LOVE LADIES N GENTS!!!! ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Scarlett~@ fubar THIS
My Owners
My Owner
glitter-graphics.com Let me introduce to you my new owner Manda she is wonderful, kind, funny and she rocks my fu!! Go show her some wonderufl fu luvin she will return all!! tell her tHe CofFeE LaDy sent you!! Manda!! glitter-graphics.com this is wonderful announcement is brought to you by her slave tHe CoFfEe LaDy™
My Owners!!!
PROBABLY ONE OF THE BEST GUYS ON FUBAR,GREAT OWNER, GREAT BROTHER , GREAT FRIEND, AND GREAT LOVER WHEN KARSWAY AINT AROUND LOL!!!! CHECK HIS PROFILE OUT, FAN,RATE,ADD AND HELL ILL EVEN GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO CRUSH HIS SEXY BUM !!! JETT mfkn SETT ?S.E.W.C? owned by NILLA@ fubar CHECK HER OUT!!! FAN. RATE. ADD. AND CRUSH HER. ? N@UGHTY GURL™ ? ~Owned By PureEvilness~@ fubar
My Owner
That’s right. Kanan has started a new lounge. ~~~The Dragon’s Lair~~~ Looking for new members, promoters, greeters, bouncers, and DJ’s. (Country and 70’s through 90’s music please). We need new members and we’re offering a morph to every new member who signs up made by Kanan, Master Morpher himself! Just click the dragon to enter & check it out! Cindy aka 'CinDragon~ FounderClubMystic~IBIC~ CinDragon~FounderClubMystic~IBIC~fuOwner of 1969,MissCrys,LisaMarie&many others!@ fubar
My Owners Past And Present
IF YOU BUY ME A VIP FOR 30 DAYS! 1. 2 SFW salutes. 2. 75 11's per day 3.Pimpout in my blog for lifetime. 4.Pimpout on my profile for 6 months. 5.daily 3 drinks 6.daily gift 7.all stash rated within 30 days 8.Tag made of your choice to go with your name. 9.40k fubucks 10.yahoo/aol messanger name...I dont cam sorry IF YOU BUY ME 30 DAY BLAST!!! you get # 1,3,4,6,7,10 as stated above 1. 25 11's per day 2.Daily 5 drinks 3.2 tags made to match your name. 4.60 fubucks. EXTRAS ask me about! If you wanna bling me please message me and I will discuss prizes for those :) come by and show this sexy,beautiful sweet girl some love she is my owner for the next 30 days as of the 18th thanks hun and thanks for owning me hope enjoy. please be gentle and kind and show her some love she will return it! ~ms2dmngood2u ~~ Assistant Manager of FORCE~3~BOMBERS~Fu~Owned by Jimmie Mac &@ fubar
My Owners Past And Present
PLEASE PUT YOUR NAME ON THE LIST AND I WILL BE LOOKING AT THE TIME YOU POST.. THANK YOU CLICK TO SHOW MY OWNER SOME LOVE (PRESENT OWNER)
My Owner Teresa
My Owner!!!
MEET MY WONDERFUL OWNER *~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~* THIS AWESOME GUY BELOW IS MY FIRST OWNER. HE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS I HAVE MET ON FUBAR. IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO SHOW HIM LOTS OF LOVE. FAN HIM, RATE HIM, ADD HIM, AND BLING HIM. HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE HE GETS.HE HAS JUST UNDER 330K TO FU KING AND I WANNA SEE IF BEFORE HIS OWNERSHIP OF ME IS OVER IF I/WE CAN GET HIM THERE. SO PLEASE GO NOW AND SHOW THE SWEETEST MAN ON FUBAR LOTS OF LOVE. RadioGuy@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE DEVIL'S ANGEL...OWNED BY RADIOGUY@ fubar MEET MY WONDERFUL OWNER *~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~* THIS AWESOME GUY BELOW IS MY FIRST OWNER, AND MY TIME WITH HIM IS ALMOST UP. HE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS I HAVE MET ON FUBAR. HE HAS JUST over 117K TO FU KING SOO I WANNA KNOW IF YOU WILL JOIN ME TONIGHT AND GET HIM THERE.WE HAVE 5 BACK TO BACK HAPPYHOURS TONIGHT SOO IM THINKING IT WOULD BE A GREAT NIGHT
My Owners
Please meet my new owner. She is the greatest thing that has come into my life since my son and husband! She has been so good to me since the day I met her! She is also my fu-lover and she loves me up hardcore! She is the sweetest person! You need to go show her the love! She always gives love right back and out of the kindness of her heart she gives love to people who never show her love back! This chick will bendover backwards for you in a heart beat and give you the shirt off her back if she could! I love this girl so much I don't know what I would do without her and neither will you! We are two peas in a pod and will always be! ~☮HippyChick☮~{Owned By~J+A+B=ME~}@ fubar
My Owners
My Owner!
My Owner
This is my new amazing, awesome, gorgeous owner X(c)ITEME! If you, by chance, don't know her yet, you need to go shower her with rates, fans and bling!! She always returns the love! So if you want to meet a REAL person on fu, you have to get her on your list! So go get her, and tell her I sent ya!! 'X©ït€M€ *Fan Me First* 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia*@ fubar Please repost for me! Thanks Check out my AWESOME new owner! He needs lots of love from ya'll, so go show him some and don't forget to let him know that poison sent y
My Owner Starchaser
Just wanting to send out a Pimp out Blog for my wonderful owner STARCHASER Come and show him some love. starchaser@ fubar
My Owner Goofylady
Meet my owner... GoofyLady Stop by her page.... ~GoofyLady~ *FuAngel * Bad Girls*Proud Member Of Love Shack*@ fubar Show her some Love!!! Meet my owner... GoofyLady Stop by her page.... ~GoofyLady~ *FuAngel * Bad Girls*Proud Member Of Love Shack*@ fubar Show her some Love!!!
My Owner
imikimi - Customize Your World Dr@gonMaster© ~ Walking Boldly From The Dark, Back Into The Light ~@ fubar
My Owners! Give Them Lots Of Love!
this is a neat guy meet Mr big Mr big fu owned by barefoot goddess@ fubar we Fu Own eachother...and this is my pimp for him come show this big man what fu love really means! rate his pix he only has 38 do the 2 stash items he has please? repost the bully so everyone can meet him thanx bunches i am proud to share my owner luBell240 luBell240-~-ShAdOwLeVeLeR*~PROUDLY OWNED BY-Blueeyes {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar and we all know as a good fu slave its my job to let you all know how awesome she really is! as you can see
My Owner
Plz show her much luv. a/f/r her,she does luv back. Naughty by Nature-Owner ☠Craven Moorehead,$Dj' BABY BOY${DSC},Choppie~Spankers~& Shawntill@ fubar
My Owner
I am officially owned for the month by my who you ask.....well it is the one and only J! Show my husband/Owner some love :D
My Owner
naughty&precioussub ***FAST LANE LEVELERS***OWNER OF BOBBYBONES@ fubar THIS IS MY NEW OWNER NAUGHTY & PRECIOUS SUB! BEAUTIFUL, WONDERFUL, & FUN-LOVING
My Own Hands
Going to bed last night I thought of, or realized, something. Anything I have done or anything I have I've done with my own 2 hands. I don't count on others to buy me things or give me things. Part of my brain makes me proud of that fact. Another part asks another question, which I will not mention here. The thought started in Fu, but expanded to that real world out there. Another thought was all those people out there who are the exact opposite. Who have things handed to them, most of the time because of how they look or maybe because of who they are. One thing I need to realize in those times of diffucult choices is not to further their ego by handing them over things like many others. It only hurts them in the end really :D.
My Owner
My Owners
COME AND LEAVE HER A LOT OF LOVE SHE IS MY NEWEST OWNER!! I WANT TO THANK HER FOR GIVING ME A VIP!!! ^tag not made by me^ SHE IS SWEET UNIQUE AND NICE TO GET TO MEET!!! SO CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO UNWRAP THIS SPECIAL XMAS GIFT ♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do@ fubar SO PLEASE RATE FAN AND ADD HER AND TELL HER I SENT U!!! ♪P♥♥ĶĨę♫ owned by ♥xmasbaby73@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: * AngelDawnKris*Master of Desire's Fuwife*@ fubar (repost of original by '* AngelDawnKris*Master of Desire's Fuwife*' on '2008-11-14 19:29:41')
My Owner
Meet My New Owner!!! (Don't forget to show him LOTS OF luv!!!) TώåunεVålêntïnô™ §näke Ëyeš ®ädïð «d♫j» *@ fubar Pimpout Brought To You By: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ ☯ YdaFnot's Light ☯@ fubar
My Owners
A/F/R my new owners. They are great friends and sweethearts. Show them fu luv and yes theyll; show it back. })i({«☆«(¯`¤LîÑz¤´¯)»☆»})i({@ fubar AND ♥SuBmIsSiVe♥BiBraT♥Fu-WiFey To☆LiNz☆&FuOwned By Got Ink?@ fubar
My Owner Is The Bomb!!
ATTENTION ATTENTION ONE AND ALL! CHECK THIS OUT!!! SHE'S AT IT AGAIN! SHE'S CLAIMED THE DARKEMAN AS HER OWN! So if you dont know this sexy lil Lady please run out and get to know her... shes hot and spunky cute and very sexy... she can make you laff ya A$$ off and shes the greatest friend. OHHHHHHH DAMN CHECK THIS OUT!!!! SOMEBODY WAS ALL LOCKED UP IN THE HOOOOOOUSCOW! and guess who came to the rescue.... that's right... your Onery Nawty-hood DarkeMan... and now shes in the clutches of Damien Darke so now this sexy lady is the Owned and the Owner... damn what will happen next ... hahahahaha so nows the time to go off and make a new friend and meet a really great and sexy lady... just click the pic and get exported away into her world... just becareful cus once youre there....you may not want to leave. MzBooti2Big "HEAD BB TO THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATEZ OWNED BY D ROC OWNER OF DAMIEN DARKE
My Own Or Not...
hmm how do you know when nothing is nothing?` let me see... because some one els say it... or because you self mean its nothing... I DONT KNOW.... HELP!
My Own Stuff
I have been judged. How you asked?...You judged me by my negatives, weakness and life history and it allowed you to be clouded to see what is REALLY  inside of my heart & soul. Don't you EVER realize love WILL and CAN conquers everything else, even more powerful?!? Or are you so completely BLINDED?! You choose to listen and see the other side of me instead of love me for who I am, therefore you judged for who I AM! What is in my heart, soul and love shows the real ME and you don't want or see it. It's the most saddest day ever of my life when you gave my judgment day. Can't you even hear my heart & soul screaming for you and for your love? Now that I see what you had chose the judgment day instead to contiune on loving and love me. Is it the end?? You tell me!
My Owners
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME BID IF YOUR READING THIS,THEN YOU WILL WANT TO GO CHECK THIS AWESOME WOMAN OUT F/A/R HER IF NOT ALREADY DONE PLEASE,THEN GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE SHE DOES DESERVE IT ♥ Tat2BunnyLuv ♥ FuOwned by JOHNNY & Sniper@ fubar >
My Owner
What we are doing is giving a fantastic man credit where credit is due. Tony411 has gone out of his way to help his closest friends in every way possible. He is the sweetest, most caring man on Fubar, and an amazing friend. Click the picture to go to Tony's Page!!! Take a few minutes out of your busy day, and stop by his page and fan, rate, add, bling, or even crush him. If anyone on this site deserves it he does!! This unbelievable man is so close to Prophet that it would be appreciated if you would rate him hard and see if we can get him there!!! When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.- Helen Keller
My Owner
Check out my owner and show her love. She just made it to godmother. http://www.fubar.com/user/1695554 I recently had my first auto 11 running. I know this is just a "Game", but someone spent hard earned money to try to help me level. I try to help everyone I can level when I see they need help. Only 5 people actually took advantage of my autos and helped me. I belong to a "family" on here and I try my hardest to see who has autos and who needs help. It is disturbing that I got no help and the autos were a wast of my friends money. This is a stupid blog but I needed to vent about this!!!
My Owner
GO CHECK OUT MY AWESOME OWNER! YOU WON'T REGRET IT!!!! hd4ever_99@ fubar
My Owner
            I LOVE MY OWNERS!   SHOW MY OWNERS SOME LOVE!! Please R/F/A my lovely OWNERS! Simply Erotic & JMO. They are both AMAZING woman and incrediable FRIENDS! Show them Lots of LOVE! PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: please don't steal my layout, thank you sO FrESH♥_[diAMond dAveS gUrL & LuCkyChArm xox]_♥Owned by JMO & Simply Erotic@ fubar
My Owner!
I am introducing my fu-Owner Show her lots of love! Always Dropping Skittles in BAD places to go to her profile Brought to you by SEXY SKITTLE PIRATE JOLLY ROGER (OWNED BY Always Dropping Skittles in BAD places) Created by ♥Dragonphyre {J}♥ Sexy Skittle's Girl
My Own Lil Contest!
LOL I am In my OWN contest and I need my friends help, I need you to rate and comment on my contest folder, If your not yet a friend please Rate Fan Add me (Only My Friends Can Few The Pic) after that I will send 1k to everyone that F/A/R's And Comments (No dirty or NSFW Comments your that person WILL be deleted from my friends list AND Blocked! Thanks for your help! Thanks Again ~*MysticLadyWolf~*
My Owner
My Owner
aGEM4life [SinnersFamily-SBG] --Proudly Owned By Willie -- FU Owned By GANGSTA - DESIGNZ & Muma_e@ fubar This my truly awesome owner Donna, aGEM4life. Ive been friends with her on here for awhile now. Shes great and deserves lots of fu love guys.. Wish I could make this into one of the frilly blogs with backgrounds and stuff but hey I cant so here it is...Love you Donna
My Own Sins,,,,,[my Own Writings]
You made a lot of mistakesAnd a lot of bad thingsBut every time you were coming back with tearsWith all kind of sorrow and apologiesThis time is differentAll words and sentences won’t solve any thingNone of those mistakesYour sorrow nore I am sorry wordsWon’t give you my forgivenessThat crowing of cock my dearDoesn’t always mean it’s the dawn- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: far7an moussa Sadness knocked my doorMy tears opened that doorWho took my lover??!!I lost my love now?!!Maybe it’s my mistake??Maybe it’s just a running lifetime ‘Maybe ‘word, it has a thousand meaning Maybe it’s not my faultMaybe my time has goneMaybe word is a sea of secretsA sea there is no harbors forOn that painful sea shores, her steps Those steps prince like a wounds wide openedAnd my eyes filling them with tearsMy days are lostMy dreams are burnedThe sun, that shining sunIt set long time now, sleep my poor eyesSleep over my wounds, but please
My Own Swan
no time for me anymore....they'll see when i wash up on shore....i'll die until i live...i didnt want that string to give...they left it up to me....one day they'll see....but instead of taking my own life...i'll put away this knife...i'll show them i dont need them.....i'll make my life a worthy gem....they all said i was worthless....without their help i'll clean up the mess...one day they'll notice i'm gone.....but don't look for my swan song....look for the life gone wrong turned into something that was meant to be....and there, you'll find me...so to all that dont think i'll be my own swan....dont look for me because i'll be gone
My Own Sins, But No Regrets
In the beginning your eyes created  my earth and heavensAt the first day your lips created my night and dayAt the second day your breasts created my land and seasAt the third day your smile created my plants and treesAt the fourth day your hair created my moons and starsAt the fifth day your voice created my fish beasts and birdsAt the sixth day your meeting created me ,the humanWhich god took a rest after he saw himThough the seventh day was for restThat rest which I felt when you said I love youThen you became my eve and I am your AdamWe walked in our heaven wearing nothing but our loveAnd the holy spirit of love fluttering around usBut the fault brought us apartA mistake not like our mom and dadThat we didn’t eat the fruit of knowledgeBut our fault was unknowledgeableWhat is the life and how to move onOur love qaeen killed our feelings haeenSo we lost in the life desertEvery one looking in sideAnd it’s impossible that east and west can ever meet- - - - - - - - - - - -- -
My Owner
who wants to own me and also a marriage 
My Own Apocalypse
My Own Apocalypse Category: Writing and Poetry Ringing in my ears, my worlds a blurHoping for sweet kisses tonightSinging in my head, placing all trust in youDreaming of bubble gum kisses tonightVoices from the past singing my demiseAngelic tears fall from heaven aboveWhat is right I no longer knowHere comes my own ApocalypseTime passes by, forever seems like yesterday One day with a future unclearOne year with many roads to chooseOne life with a milkyway of memoriesFate locked in chains, cursed destinies without hopeDemons set ablaze in the hells belowForget the past and live for todayJust one more day in my own apocalypse   Bum me a buck to play my song The jukebox is kicking tonight Eighteen shots way past sober I feel like dancing tonight   Breath falling short as I lay in silent slumber Hearts racing faster with every single beat Who cares about tomorrow live for today Let's hear it for my own apocalypse   Lonely swirls around pale moon light Bitter sweet darkne
My Own
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My Owner
[[my Own Passenger]]
My Own Skin
i need help with making my own skin cause the background stays black!
My Own Sin!
  My Own Sin by Amanda Chafin   The darkness lay like a blanket on a sultry summer night. Everything that is good and pure inside me trying to resist this fight. Longing for your touch needing to feel your kiss; My blood pulsing wildly like an addict in need of a fix. The battle that's raging in my soul I'm not sure I can win; resisting the temptation of your lust being my only sin. Not knowing why I cant fight you; afraid of letting these feelings win. Suddenly hearing the wolfs howling cry echoing in the wind! Like a siren "Whispering Come to Me" I realize I cant win. The call of the wild is pulling me; deeper than I have ever been! I see the fireflies dancing lighting my pathway to sin! Raw Hunger raging inside me; The feast will soon begin! For you are the forbidden fruit
My Own Self Hatred
So here I am, writing of my own personel hell and self loathing.  I am now 30 years old and feel tired brokedown and hopeless for the future.  First off yes I realize many have it worse than me and many others will say you should be happy to be still alive as many others loose their lives daily.  Well my answer to that, Im not alive.  Yes I breath, I have a pulse, I even have a career but being alive isnt living.  Every day of my life Im in pain, I had a motorcycle accident and planted into the side of a Honda civic at 45 Mph, breaking my wrist and destroying my knee.  Since then I have had surgery to repair an 8mm gouge in the cartlage of my knee, removing old rotten cartlage from my knee cap and cleaning up the rest of the inside of my knee which my Dr. described as crab meat and coconut.  Its been 2 years since and Im still seeing a specialist and unable to run or barely even walk some days.  Now I wish I could just blame my social inadaquacies on this but I know better.  My first w
My Own Darkness
Was I bewitched so by the thin red lineTo notice not that time released its holdAnd let pale Iris snip the silver twineTo steal sweet youth before it turned to gold.Existence now is not what I was told;No seraphim and harps to grace my ear,Just silence, painful silence, and the coldDiscomfort of my masochistic fear,So icy cold, yet somehow seems to searMy soul until the ache's too much to bare,As mortal life mirages now appear:Intangible are they; away they tear.Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soonWhen razor's edge did charm me like the moon. Alone Again Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do i
My Own Personal Hell
My Own Creations ..
   CAN YOU SEE ME ? FOR I AM HERE .. CAN YOU SEE ME FOR WHO I REALLY AND ... I AM HUMAN JUSXT LIKE THE NEXT PERSON  ... MY HEART  IS BIG  AND MY SOUL IS EVEN BIGGER... CAN YOU SEE ME  FOR WHO I REALLY AM  YES I WEAR MY SHIELD  STRONG AND PROUD  .. BUT I AM HERE PLEASE  CAN YOU SEE ME ... MY LIFE MAY NOT BE PERFECT  .. BUT  I TRULY BELIEVE   NO ONE IS ..                                                                                                                                             WRITTEN BY TAMARA JULY,1,2011                                                                                                                                                        WHO ARE YOU .. ARE YOU THE MAN NEXT DOOR,OR THE ONE  IN MY DREAMS , THE ONE THAT KEEPS COMING TO ME  IN THE PIT OF THE NIGHT AND WHISPERS SWEET NOTHINGS  AS I SLEEP ... WHO ARE YOU ... ARE YOU THE ONE  I HAVENT MET BEFORE  BUT SURELY  IN MY FUTURE .. BUT HAVENT YET  HAD THAT CHANCE IN TIME TO MEET ... WHO ARE  YOU .. WIL
My Own (summer) Blog
this is just a salute to all my friends, i hope you will show me some love here (h)
My Oxymoron Mumblings
http://fubar.com/user/140500 I am entering a contest held by 'STIXX - Founder of the Top Shelf Crew'. It starts about 10 pm Eastern time. I don't have a link to my page and might not be on in time to get it before he starts. Please rate and message my pic! It is the same one that is my profile pic. I left his page link for you to fan him and if you would like to comment and rate me please!!!!! Hey everybody! I hate to promote myself in a contest, but I am in the process of moving and don't get more then a couple of hours in a day to bomb myself! I was wondering if you guys wouldn't mind helping me? I need 13,000 comments and have a little over 1,000!! just click on the link below, email me and let me know if you do, so I can give you back the fu-love! If you have or are rating and commenting me on the contest, please leave a message letting me know so I can return the favor!
My Past And History.
This is hard to write, but I want to let ya'll know what I know. I am in a sad mood at this time because I have been thinking about the past. I want everyone to know what I have told just a few close friends. Not even my parents know everything about me. I don't share my personall life that much. When I was younger I lost a brother to a drive by shooting that happened in Houston, TX. I was 13 at the time. It happened on June 21, 1992. It was Father's day morning. He was 26 years old. He was on his way home when a car pulled up next to his truck and there was four black guys in the car. They opened fire on my brother and one bullet hit him in the left temple that killed him instantly. It was later said that they had three of the four in jail, but they let them go because they didn't have the driver. It is still a open case. Nothing more has been done about it. It has hurt my parents very badly. He had two sons that never got to know their father. We get to see them once a year and th
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Mypace
Nauthiz "now-these" n as in "need" Nov 13 - Nov 27 For all forms of success and all types of achievement. However, remember that a gift, and take note of the associated god. Useful for harnessing internal power, intuition and creativity, the ability to achieve, as with a sudden rush of adrenaline or creation of momentum. The fourth of Odin's runes frees one from locks and fetters, which ties in well with the meaning of nyd. Cooper, Esoteric Rune Magic. Need fastens on the nameless, With naught of wealth or near kin, Nith seizes a landless one, with none to serve, A useless wight, and woeful for it, In hunger and shame, hearthless, shivering, The one who lacks longs for warmpth, For hard from the north night winds are howling: Like iron bands
My Paintshop Creations
These are just a few PSP creations I have done . I will post more as I get time. I couldn't get them to look right or animate when I uploaded to store as pictures. Oh and anyone is welcome right click and save as if they fine one they like although most of these have been personalized for family and friends. But hey if you share their name you're more than welcome to snag them. :)
My Path
May the stars carry your sadness away, May the flowers fill your heart with beauty, May hope forever wipe away your tears, And, above all, may silence make you strong. Suddenly my heart feels lighter full of sunshine smiles and laughter,someone had filled me with sadness now that is behind me. For now my path I walk alone I need no one to define me,strong woman with a wild temper like my eyes part of my heritage why try to be different? Tsalagi I was born,Tsalagi I will die I would not change it if I could,today to myself I make a promise just be who and what I am. Trust again in my ancestors find the road that I should follow,each must make their own choice to take what you have and be happy. Life is not fair and never promised to be but I do not have to live with dark clouds over me,each day I will take and be glad I get the chance to say goodmorning. So many only see the bad things and suffer more than they have to,reach out to another share y
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My Parking Drama
i will probably post something everyday or once a week, usually whenever something really irks me. today's irk is that richmond needs more parking!!! i know we've all been there before. trying to find either the perfect parking space, or better yet, any parking space. well, yesterday, i went to my gym. it is downtown in a very busy city, anyway, i was trying to get to the gym for a 6pm class and didn't find a parking space until 20 minutes later. i know that sounds ridiculous, and most people would've left after circling the parking lot once or twice, but i was determined to get to the gym yesterday. i started to get pissed off and discouraged, there was actually a moment where i wished i was one of those people in a mentos commercial and had a can of white spray paint so i can draw my own parking space, (you know the mentos commercials always have a solution for everything). anyway, i circled the two parking lots to the gym twice more, and i eventually ended up parking a block
My Pages
check out one of my pages,but it is still in the works but check it out anyways here it is ....http://bammer4ah.piczo.com/?preview=y&cr=4&rfm=y
My Passion
I hope someday, I'll be happy, To be held tight, Made to feel right, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be cared for, To be cheer'd for, Made to feel compassion, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be touched, To be kissed, Made to feel special, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be loved, To be worth it, Made to feel I deserve it, I hope. I hope someday, I'll have that special someone, To hold, Made to feel whole, I hope. I hope these things will come to be... Until then I'm just me. Empty. Thinking about the past again, Realizing what could have been and what will never be. The following is a very touchy subject for me... I recently found out not to long ago the woman I was with miscarried my twin girls, It tears me up inside to even think about it. When I first found out she was pregnant it made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be the mother of my children. Then I had it pulled away from me just like everything els
My Pains
i feel pain with every passing moment, i am not with the one i love, and i lose those quicly and for ever. the pain of lose does not leave me, and i wish i was like those of you who might red this, for i feel that u deal with pain better than i. for i feel it everyday. i first lost a girlfreind t gang violence, then my mentor and best freind to cancer, then another freind to drug overdose, then soon after another to suicide. all before high school. thats when the real shit hit the fan. one goes down on a mtorcycle, nother a shot to the head. a third goes brain damaged for good after a fight. then another person to drag raceing and another to a swiming accedent. even the bastered grandfather i had scarcly know. then high school is over and i think the worse is behind me, but i was soon t see i was wrong, i had a scare of loseing the only real grandfather i have ever had, and my father, bot again to cancer. not to long after i have to watch a freing be carted off from achole poining, and
My Paranoia
Will try to be around more now. Hope to hear from old friends and make some new ones. Hello to all my friends. hugs n kisses to any who may want them. Sorry my health took a bad turn, computer probs have also seen me offline for several weeks. Am back up and mobile a little more now, will try to check in on a weekly basis from now on. Today has not really been a good day. Weekend was good but today has seen me thinking over a few things. Why oh why can some say im sweet, caring, heart of gold, trustworthy, honest, lovable when no one seems to want or need me. Just feel like cutting off ties to everyone, going somewhere remote and just living there for a couple of days and dieing. For the most part i have no one else, hence why im online. Even that doesn't seem to be helping the loneliness, which is almost constant right now.
My Passions In Life
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My Page Rules: A Must Read If You Wish To Be Added To My Friends List.
These are a list of rules you must respect and follow if you wish to remain or be allowed on my friends list. If you feel you can not follow and respect my rules then please feel free to remove yourself. Thank you! #1. I will not accept blank friends request. #2. I will not accept friends request that have no pics of themselves. #3. I will not accept friends request where they do not have a profile up. #4. Absolutely no camming so don't bother asking. #5. Only friends and family will be allowed to see my blogs. #6. Absolutely no cyber sex so don't bother asking. #7. Do not come here looking for more than a friendship. #8. Do not ask me about messenger. #9. Do not ask me about my private folder, if I wish for you to see whats inside you will know. #10. Do not bother asking for my phone number or asking about phone sex, its not happening! #11. If I do not accept your friends request please don't keep sending request. I have the right to refuse anyone if I
My Past Lives
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale of a fateful trip, that started from this tropic port, aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty sailin' man, the Skipper brave and sure, five passengers set sail that day, for a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, the tiny ship was tossed. If not for the courage of the fearless crew the Minnow would be lost. The Minnow would be lost. The ship aground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle with Gilligan, the Skipper too. A millionaire and his wife, a movie star, the proffessor and Mary Ann, here on Gilligan's Isle. (Ending verse) So this is the tale of our castaways, there here for a long long time. They'll have to make the best of things, it's an uphill climb. The first mate and his Skipper too will do their very best, to make the others comf'terble in their tropic island nest. No phone ,no lights, no motor car, not a single luxury like Robinson Crusoe i
My Pain Is Your Gain
My Paper For School So Be Nice I Got An A
My Page
I changed Everything all around go on my page and tell me what you guys think!!! Thanks!
My Panthers
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My Partner
im so fing tired of my job, of my life, of my house, of ppl, of my friends saying they will be there and then when i need them they aren't, im tired of loving a woman and not being able to be with her, im tired of not having my own car, im tired of being sick, and people talking shit, im tired of trying to help ppl and not being appreciated for it, im tired of my emotions and feelings,im tired of being spyed on and not trusted,im tired of being broke all the time, and having bills i can't pay, im tired of being blamed for ish i havent done, and im tired of other people trying to control my life,im tired of people telling me what i should and should not do, im tired of ppl trying to control my life,im tired of everything and everyone, im tired of feeling like im being walked on and im tired of feeling anything at all my partner she treats me right my partner wont hurt me my partner shows me the stars and moon everytime we are togeather my partner watchs out for our truck my partne
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My Passion In Life
Today someone asked me, “What is your passion in life”? Hell, I had no answer at all. I thought about it for a while and couldn’t come up with a damned thing that I am really passionate about. Well, except for my two boys but then again what good parent is not passionate about their children. Right now I am in an empty void in my life. I wake up and think to my self, “What the fuck is this shit all about”? Meaning life as it is, I sit on the edge of the bed dreading to have to get up and do the shit all over again. I get my fat ass up and walk out to the front room and there are my two silly ass boys getting into some shit they know damned well they ain’t supposed to be in and I fucking smile my ass off and give them both a big hug and tell them I love them. There, right there is when I realize that’s why I am doing this shit all over again another fucking day. I have to, I mean if I don’t who the fuck else is gonna love them better then their own father. So my only pass
My Passion For Asian Women !!!
As a single Father I was wondering. How many are there at this site. Who knows ? As a single father I have had to forgo many obstacles and still have some to overcome. Because for many father's the constitution is ignored as well as many of the child support laws. This is not being said for the many single mothers that do the best they can. It is more said for the single mothers that do not allow visitation for the fathers and the many other ones who do not paty their child support. The numbers a greater of mothers that do not pat than are the fathers that do not pay. These are the real statistics. The numbers a growing of women who could not care less about their kids whether they have custody of them or not. And the ones that really care less are the ones that do not have custody and that is for good reason. So while you drink up tonight, just think about this? How much are your kids being abused by a non-caring parent? How many are doing the abusing? And who the hell
My Past
My past written by my sister, i dont think i could have done any better! well, when i was in the 10th grade my father commited suicide. For a long time I thought it was my fault. He had told me right before he did it that he loved me and if I did not move in with him so we could be a family again that I would never see him again. Now this is the father that had abused drugs and been an alcoholic since I can remember. But if I did not do what he wanted this time then he was going to kill himself. Me being the rebelling teenager that I was told him that I wanted to stay at my Uncle's house because there I actually felt loved. So he then told me he loved me and always would. When we hung up the phone I felt it inside me that tonight was the night. I was so worried that he was going to go through with his threat I actually slept by the phone in the living room. Sure enough the phone rang probably about 3 or so in the morning. When I answered it was the Port Charlotte hospital. It was
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SO SOME BITCH IN CONN STATE I GUESS CLAIMED THAT SHE LOVED ME. BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HOLLA AT HER SHE HAD A GUY HACK MY YAHOO. NOW MY YAHOO ACCOUNT IS GONE. I HATE TO BE EVIL BUT HERE IS HER NUMBER.508-738-4499 HER NAME IS STACEY.
My Past And Well My Life Now!
I have walked the path of light for too many years then I care to remember, yet now all I know is the darkness. All I once cared about is long dead, not than I really cared about anything but sill, those that once cared about me are all gone! I guess in hindsight this is a good thing as it freed me up to explore the darker sides of life... I seem to be compelled to tell you all this but just don’t know why... Oh... I do understand that in some way or another you will get all shitty with what I do...but I really could not give a shit and why should I ay? Not like any of you are going to believe what I have to say anyway! So might just as well go for it! So HA!?! I couldn’t care less! Now lets see... I was in a bad way after my wife killed her self so to get away from her memory I travelled to many different places... some of whitch where very dark... I fell in with a cult in the west indeas knowen as “The sacred rose” but they where just a bunch of pompus windbags! So I left... T tr
My Parents
Monday, February 11, 2008 loving the ones that you miss Category: Life Today 73 years ago there was a woman that came into this world a beautiful woman and then 9 years ago at the age of 64 she was called home. some may not have thought of her as beautiful but she was to me in the end.as we may have had our problems while i was growing up she still was a special woman to me. i miss her so very much that sometimes i still cry cause she is not here to give me guidence even if sometime i didnt feel it was the best but it may have been her best. and to day if mom was still here she would be 73 today so mom happy birthday i miss you and love you so very much. and hope that you and dad are togeather again we will all see you again when we get called home some sooner than others just know that i love you mom. may you rest in peace. this is for my father, RIP dad, my brother wrote this in memory of my father Leslie Maxim Colvill born sept 1, 1929,bend oregon and passed away
My Past
I WANNA SAY SORRY TO ANYONE I HAVE EVER HURT IN ANYWAY IM LETTING MY PAST CONTROL MY FUTURE AND IM A SELF CENTERED SON OF A BITCH AND A FUCKING ASSHOLE FOR LETTING MY PAST CONTROL ME IT HAS COST ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL PERSON I HAVE EVER KNOWN I JUST WANNA SAY THINGS ARENT ALWAYS ABOUT ME BUT IM SORRY I PUSHED YOU AWAY N HURT YOU N IM DEEPLY SORRY FOR THAT NO THIS BLOG ISN'T ONLY ABOUT ME IT'S ALSO ABOUT THE PERSON I HURT AND DIDN'T MEAN TO I GUESS I NEED TO GET OVER MY PAST I WANT THIS PERSON TO KNOW I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT THEM DEEPLY BUT I GUESS I BLEW ANY CHANCE OF US TALKING THIS OUT N IM SORRY BUT I WANT THEM TO KNOW I DO CARE BUT IM A JERK BECAUSE I LET MY PAST CONTROL MY EMOTIONS IM SORRY FOR THAT
My Paper Back Sex Novel (part Of It)
If he were here, he’d hold my hand and wrap his arms around me and keep me warm. Then he’d whisper in my ear and say “hey babe, lets go back to my place.” Of course I’d accept. We’d get in his car and I would lean against him as he drove home. He’d put his arms around me holding me close. On the way home I doze off. When we get home I’m sound asleep. Not wanting to wake me, he lifts me from the car and carries me into the house, through the front door and into the bedroom. When he lays me down I awaken, my eyes open and he’s the first thing I see. I smile. He strips down to his boxers and lies down next to me. His right arm is around my waist and his left arm over the top of my head, running his fingers through my hair. We fall asleep together, a peaceful night. I wake up first and he is again the first thing I see. The one thing, one person I want to see is here, lying next to me. The one place I want to be is here in his arms. He’s so beautiful, even in his sleep. I just lay there
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This time, this place, can never trace, must win this race. no more crying, no more lying. This time I must face what is left of what it use to be. I can never see you again. This time I must say goodbye, this time is the end, you once were my friends, but i have come to the bend, not playing your games, dont need no fame. with every tear, was it really for real could you really feel the pain, or see the chains that i couldnt break. Did you ever really hear me calling, everytime i was falling. I must awake, I must live, so i can give back the life you took from me, never allowing me to be, but i can see. This time I say goodbye. Time to close the door, can't take no more. I feel the pain, going in sane. These broken wings, will learn how to fly, time to say goobye. I fall on my knees, and look out into the empty sea. it is time to close the door. nothing left to say, I know i am going to be okay, I can't stay. I wonder why, i walk away with a
My Passions
I need some help!!! I am the co-captain of a HipHop/Street dance squad(yea ok please get your white chick jokes out now). We have been invited to the qualifying round for the dance championships. We have our first dance all laid out to a slammin' reggaeton mix and our moves are tight! But our second dance which is what we are working on now is in need of some serious help from a fly ass DJ!!!!! This dance is the one that is left wide open for one of the other teams to battle us should they be feeling "froggy". I have the program needed to make the mix and know exactly how I want it to sound, the problem is I can't get it to sound like I hear it in my head :(. For most of you this will prolly sound like some chick boo hooin' like a lil bytch. But the thing is if we make it thru qualifying we get a bid to nationals in Florida and if we win there we win a 350G grant thats used to get more kids in the metro NY area the chance to goto better art based schools rather than the broke ass 2nd r
My Patience
I have been very patient these days. I have to say that there is only one person that is responsible for teaching me to be patient. which in my eyes means P-Persistence A-Amazing T-Tremendous I-Intuition E-Exquisite N-Nice T-Terrific
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My Paper 4/4
OMG!! I just got my grade back on my paper for "Organizational Analysis: Centers for Disease Control and Prevention" AND I ACED IT!!!! YAY!!!!! That was such a hard paper to write!! And get this! I actually taught the professor something about the CDC! No shit, right? HA!! Check it! Comments: Chelle, this really was an excellent paper. I really learned a lot about the CDC, and the impact that the organization has on the communities and people that it serves. Fantastic job! Hellz YEAH! Had to share!!
My Past
Ok for those of you that would like to know about my past here goes nothing lol. Well, when i was really young my dad got taken outta of the house because he was physically abusing me and my sisters. For some of my sisters they were even more unlucky they got sexually abused by him. Needless to say he was taken to jail (he's not in jail anymore ugh). My mom divorced him and well she didn't know how to do a lot of things drive, she wasn't working, didn't go to college and what not. So she took it out on me and my 4 sisters. July 11, 1998 I was in a car accident. No i wasn't driving it was my sister she didn't stop at a stop sign on a country road and a truck plowed into her at 60mph. We spun outta control and when the van stopped my 2 sisters that were in the van also looked for me. They ended up finding me with my foot out the window and my head lodge between the middle and the back seat. I do not remember any of this because i was unconcious but I have heard the stories
My Pain
Who feels my pain? Only one, the one they say feels nothing The one they say uses "mind control". Who feels my sorrow? He does, the one they call cruel, the one they fear and do not understand I tell you this, He knows me more than society, More than family, friends Without having met or spoken to me. I know he understands, He has undergone real anguish, He truly feels my pain.
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My Parents
Just wanted to let my friends know that I have been busy with my Parents... My Mom had surgery this past Saturday and she is doing good, as for my Dad I have been taking him to his Doctor Appts. And I am also working so I come on every chance I can... Thanks to all who continue to leave me comments, you guys are the greatest... Love To You All!
My Page
this is a follow on from this blog http://fubar.com/blog/247034 i was hoping to make godfather before this VIP ran out, it finishes today and i'm still over 700k from godfather :(. oh well maybe in the new year. right i'm not adding anyone right now,i had some pix flagged NSFW about 7 in one day so i changed all but 2 of my albums to friends only. Well i added some new people today and one of my pix got flagged,i have asked a very nice bouncer to look at it for me and are waiting to see what they think. So thats it no more adding people to my list for now anyway !!!! awww thank you all for the wonderful birthday gifts and messages. now i have a challenge i have 1,509,153 to godfather. a very sweet person got my a VIP for my birthday so i'm wondering if you can godfather me before it runs out in 1 month!!!! are you up for it?
My Past And Future
My Pain
In life you experience pain and it is something no one can avoid. Pain is normally a thing that goes away so it only effect your life for a brief period yah it sucks but you know it will pass. For me is it a content thing, sleepless night after night so many tears pushing me to the point of just wanting to end it,these are the bad days and they are hard on me, not only the pain but the disappointment in myself of not being able to take care of myself let alone my home and my children and as if that isn't enough stress I have to be strong in front of my children so they don't have to see that it is too much on me, if I show I am weak in front of them then it effects their lives. I lie in my bed in the dark try to fight my way through the day in hope tomorrow will be better
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My Pain!
MY SURGERY WENT WELL ON JULY 20TH. THE DOCTOR WENT IN AND SCRAPED AWAY MY SPINAL BONE FOR THE DISK THAT WAS GETTING CRUSHED. HE ALSO MADE A WINDOW FOR THE NERVES THAT WERE CRUSED AS WELL. MY BACK IS STILL SORE BECAUSE HE HAD TO MOVE MY MUSCLES TO GET TO MY SPINE. I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE DOCTOR SAY'S I CAN GO BACK TO WORK. COME AROUND THE FIRST WEEK OF JUNE I WILL BE GOING IN FOR SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK. FROM WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID I WILL GOOD AS NEW AFTER IT IS DONE AND I'M ALL HEALED UP. I'M GOING TO BE CROSSING MY FINGERS AND HOPEING FOR THE BEST. I'M SCARED AS SHIT BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE SO I CAN START DOING MORE WITH MY KIDS. THIS IS ALL FOR NOW WHEN I HEAR MORE I WILL POST IT.
My Painting!!!!
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My Pain
Here I sit bleary eyed and tattered, focused upon my glowing screen of dreams. The possibilities are boundless, the reality is mockingly clear.  My mind wonders moresely towards the darker side of my personality, the older I get the more bitter I become, lost dreams, forgotten friends, fractured love.  When I am on a high I soar, when I am low I dig in deeper in to depair. When I look into the mirror my sorrow stares back begging me to follow...
My Path
When is it enough?  No particular "thing" just in general..... What is strong?  Is it the will to stay and fight or being big enough to walk away? When you hit the wall and you push and kick until you are out of breath, then you take a step, get a drink of water, look at that wall and decide you're ready to try it again because you can move it. Does it move, can you with sheer will, faith and belief move that wall?  Or does it just stand there impenetrable, unwilling to give an inch? I have reacted when I should have been pro-active.  I thought (wrongly) that others actions justified my reactions.  I lashed out not once, but many times and it was uncalled for, unjustified.   I have been a person I don't want to be and irrational when I should not have been.  I have been unloyal to myself if only in my actions and all the while thinking it would do some good. I've let myself down more times than I can count in the last few days, more times....than I could have imagined.  My alte
My Past!!!
                                       THIS IS MY PAST I DID DRUGS AND NEVER GOT CAUGHT FOR IT (LAUGH OUT LOUD) BUT I GOT BUSTED FOR LIKE FIGHTING WITH MY STEP DAD AT THE TIME I TOTAL OF THREE MONTHS AND THREE WEEKS IN JUVENAL HALL IN TWO PART FIRST I DID THREE WEEKS IN EAST LAKE JUVENAL HALL IN EAST LOS DOWN THE STREET FROM GENERAL HOSPITAL THEN GOT OUT ON PROBATION THEN GOT BUSTED FOR HANGING OUT WITH A GANG MEMBER AND DRINKING THEN DID A MOUTH IN SYLMAR JUVENAL HALL IN SYLMAR, CA. SHIT I GOT BUSTED CAUSE I HAD A SUBSTITUTE PROBATION OFFICER THAT JUST DIDN'T LIKE ME FROM THE START AND WAS LOOKING FOR A LAME ASS REASON TO PUT ME BACK IN THE HALLS LIKE PUNK BITCH THAT HE WAS, I HAD A COOL PROBATION OFFICER WHEN I FIRST GOT ON PROBATION THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER I THINK IT WAS SHE GOT PROMOTED TO ANOTHER CITY OR SOME SHIT I CAN'T REMEMBER BUT THEN I FINALLY GOT OUT AND BACK IN THE STREETS OF ALHAMBRA, CA AND THEN I STARTED TO HANG OUT WITH A GUY I WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL WITH AND HE
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My Parents !!!!
this happened after I went to work this morning. we had a home invasion of sorts... Couple guys tried to get in from back and front of our house. Luckily my Dog (Cindy Lou) was here because she stopped the guy in back. Mom went out for morning cigarette and coffee. didnt see him in the back yard. Cindy Lou chased him and got a piece of him.... Dad went out front and the other guy fought with him. Mom came back in with the dog. Dad was screaming and fighting. the dog went after that guy and mom dialed 911.... My dog is ok after being kicked ... My dad is not all that ok. hes in the hospital after fighting this guy. hit over the head with something and cuts / bruises.... Im so upset right now because the police never notified me until hours later before I left work.. I got home and began writing this.... Now im more pissed off at the police and these 2 idiots who tried or did hurt my family. before coming home I went to the Hospital for Mom and see how dad was doing... I
My Past Caught Up With Me...
First off, let me begin by apologizing for any typos, grammatical errors or spelling mistakes i may make ahead of time. I have never "blogged", so i beg urindulgence. however ,something pretty neat happened to me a few weeks ago and i feel the need to share the story. If no one reads it, oh well.... Many years ago,(i wont say exactly how m olany), i was working as a server at a popular waterfront restaurant on the beach. It was one of my first jobs and the restaurant still exists! One day i came to work and discovered we had hired a new dishwasher. I had always been one to make people feel  welcome ad i soon discovered that this young man was painfully shy and quiet. for good reason, as his knowledge of English was limited. For some reason i cant fathom, all of my co-workers had difficulty with his name.He was from Morrocco and before you knew it, he had been nickamed "Vic" a shortened version of his name....      Vic was . a hard worker and reliable and despite the language barrier w
My Path
My desires have overcome me, My will now belongs to her. She is all things bautiful in the world, Of this my mind is sure. Though she says shes no Goddess, I can see nothing else. She is my light from the sun, I hold this true to myself. Anything I have I would give her, Even my will to breathe. All I ask in return is, That from my eyes you never leave So deep in her thoughts,Is where I long to be.Buried into her heart,Will this she ever see.In days of old,This would be my lifelong quest.To search only for her,Forsaking all the rest.I wish my God would smile on me,And make this beautys heart mine.Then I would have the greastest treasure,And cherish it for all time. Hearts come in many ways, Some tattered beaten and torn. Especially when on your sleeve, You choose for yours to be worn. To guard one heart,protected, It never seeing the light of a new day. Constanly keeping it sheltered, This truely cannot be the way. My heart has seen regrets, Itself many blames on it lie. Th
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My Pc
My Pc Please Read
i will not be online for a while as my pc in going for repairs but please keep popping by and saying hi as i have use of the pc at work and also have the library will miss you all may take up to 2 weeks before i get it back miss you all already hugs paul p.s i love you di
My Peaches
If you dont like my Peaches, Dont shake my Tree!
My Personal Life
My Penis
So I think I have the flu. And I can't sleep. 15 minute soup. cook up some garlic and onion in alittle olive oil and butter ... add a packet of 90 minute rice .. add some chicken brooth. Cook till hot .. add in carrot, sald, pepper, chilli oil, honey, chicken and enough chicken broth to completly cover... stir and boil .. for some damn good sweet and spicy soup ... ... Nobody else was gonna make it for me. Is bigger then yours.
My Peoms
I -----SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special, I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know-I get a little each month, but not enough to live on.” II -----LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "It wakes me up!" III -----QUIET SEX Tired of a lifeless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She looked at him casually and replied, ”You're never home!" IV -----CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhoo
My Personality
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage92%Biting83%Blind Folds83%Whips67%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Your Reputation Is: Maneater You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate... And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in. What's Your Reputation? You scored as Popular Bitch.
My Personal Feelings
every day i read about victims of violent crime and people who serve our country dying i read about those who fight to protect our freedom and then i read about those children who get abused badly its a cruel sad world we live in today the abuse doled out to our children is disgusting and cruel not to mention unethical and harsh sure as a child i took my share of whippings but compared to now those were mild too many children have been abused to death and it sickens me any person who abuses a child needs a lobotomy you have to disipline ur child but where do you draw the line? too often i see abusive men hurting their woman and it bothers me i used to be that way but i grew out of that stage any man who beats on a woman is only half a man and needs a reality check now as for our men and women serving our country proud....i salute them even though i don't agree with us fighting a war with iraq i do support our troops we've lost a lot of men and women overseas but i wil
My Peeps
One year ago today the greatest woman that ever lived passwed away. She wasn't famous and she didn't have alot of money. She wasn't a great physical beauty. However she gave everything she had to anyone who needed it. If you were hungry she would give you her own dinner before she would let you go hungry another day, if you had no place to live she would toss you a pillow and a blanket and let you stay at her place. No matter who you were or what you may have done to her in the past she never left anyone sleep in out in the cold or go hungry when she had food. She forgave all in time and her life though not easy was rich in love and laughter. One smile from her could heal a broken heart and one glance from her could dry a river of tears. Everybody who's life she ever touched will never be able to forget her. Without her my life will never be the same. I pray only that I can make her proud and find the strengtth to live my life as she did. May I forgive in time those who have done me wr
My Personal Thoughts
My Personal Only If You Want To Know Me For Real Stuff
try not to conform the world to your image for it has greater plans instead imagine you conforming to the world and its needs-Sarai (yes i thought of it) damn fortune cookie things going threw my head all day Ok guys so you know i am going to apologize for not telling everyone personally right now. over the last couple of days i recently made a new friend who then quickly became my girlfriend and her son my son and my son her son so i want ever one to know this about me I love everyone i have met on here but i am now involved so continue to be my sweet sexy cherries that i love but be nice to me too ok much love Sarai TURBO EG6@ CherryTAP
My Personal Side & Other Stuff
A friend is someone.... A friend is someone true and for real, A friend is someone who means a great deal. A friend won't hurt you, A friend won't lie, A friend will never permanantly say good-bye. A friend is there through the good times and bad, A friend is there to cheer you up when your sad. A friend is always there with a shoulder to cry on, A friend is always there that you can rely on. So, friend if you ever need someone honest and true, Just remember ill always be here for you . by Jodi Kenyon Why is it that parents look down on their grown children, when they finally get to do what they want without having to ask them?? Over the xmas holidays, I had preceded to tell my parents about where I had started to visit church and they weren't pleased with it one bit...I grew up in a strict Church of Christ home, that didn't believe in instrumental music in the church...Growing up, my beliefs in the church changed; and my parents were in disbelief...Like, why is our
My Personal Journal
Read my resultz, lemme kno wat u think and den go take da test 4 urselfz and lemme kno ur resultz....promise u'll be amazed......;-} You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Bondage50%Chains/Handcuffs< td>33%Blind Folds25%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com "It is perfectly possible for a man to be out of prison, and yet not free- to be under no physical constraint and yet to be a psychological captive, compelled to think, feel, and act as the representatives of the national state, or of some private interest within the nation, wants him to think, feel, and act. The nature of psychological compulsion is such that those who act under constraint remain under the impression that they are acting under their own initiative. The victim of mind-manipulation
My Peeps!
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My Peeps.
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My Personality
Your Birth Month is January You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean? a href="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=418428&i=2770117506" target=_blank> You scored as seducer. your fetish is seductionseducer92%Blind Folds83%role playing83%bondage67%Young67%school girl50%What is your fetish (fixedcreated with QuizFarm.com
My Personality
What occult Power best suits you ? Your Result: Telepathy You have the ability of direct mind to mind communitcation of thoughts and images ,from other people , this could also mean you can hear the thoughts of others . Precognition Clairoyance Healing Psychometry Premonition Astral projection Dreamwalking
My Personal Stuff
OK JUST BECAUSE I HAVE JASON AS MY THEME ON MY PAGE NEW PEOPLE REALLY THINK IAM A PSYCO COME ON WTF THIS SHIT IS GETTING OLD AS SHIT JUST LIKE THE SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT YOU DO A BUNCH OF SHIT FOR THEM AND ALL THEY DO IS USE YOU AS A RATE BUIDER IF I SEEM LIKE I AM WHINING WELL TO FUCKING BAD I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS PLACE CHERRY TAP IS COOL BUT PICK YOUR FRIENDS WISELY PEOPLE WILL SHIT ON YOU DAMN QUICK ON HERE TO MANY PEOPLE HAVE LOST THE POINT OF THIS PLACE !!!!! SOME JACKASS ON HERE HAD THE GULL TO LEAVE ME A SMART ASS PRIVATE MESSAGE ABOUT MY PAGE BEING OVER BOARD AND SO ON WELL I WONT BROADCAST HIS ASS LIKE I SHOULD BECAUSE I DONT DO THT SO HERE IS TO YOU < YOU SLIPKNOT HATING AND JASON HATING POSER THAT YOU ARE PAL This is a awesome Slipknot song be a real friend ,friend's and tell me what u think !!! Music Codes - MySpace Layouts She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through the cover in me Id do an
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My Perfect Woman!
My perfect Woman... NOTE: Now i am just describing what i usually go for physically in a chick, and what i think goes well with me mentally on a chick. But as we all know the heart wants what it wants, and you could be NONE of these things and still have me wanting you. Life is silly like that... Mentally: Smart, not a procrastinator (because I am), feminine (you know girly), affectionate with good motherly instincts, likes to take care of her man and support my choices. Good sense of humor. Knows how to talk. A sprinkle of jealousy (just a sprinkle tho not a scoop). Good listener. DOES NOT DISTRUST ALL MEN! Loves movies, travel, and yummy restaurants :) Would not mind doing my bills, basically would be a part time personal helper because I am useless J A girl that does not really NEED me to be with her, but wants me to be with her. There is a difference, some girls got no friends and they base their life around yours, i need to be able to go hang out with my frien
My Personality
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My Personal Life Things
wow, i cant beleive how hard this has hit me. I have only been here in texas at ft. sam for 4 days. Im here for more advanced training as i go for my flight paramedic specalist. and wow. I am just thinking now, how much i miss my family. I was all happy to be comming down here, and now i have only been here for 4 days, and already missing my family back home. I have also not been talking to a lot of you here on tap, and im sorry, just i have been very busy with all my training. I did pass my finals for the EMT-B part. Well till next time i post, if i talk to you i talk to you. so if you see me online, send me a shout!!! And just remember that i love ya all, you are all my best of best friends. till next time. Bonnie Thats right im on this fun site as well. come and check it out for yourself.   OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here th
My Personality
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My Personal Thoughts
-I love argueing till I get my way or atleast get my point across not to mention having to have the last word. -I don't like very much chocolate at one time or candy at all.. -I laugh at most things and try to make others laugh as well -I love morroccan themes -Being tickled makes me scream very loud...I can't laugh I just scream -When I don't know something I usually look it up (
My Personality, Through Poems And Such
I thought you said forever, or was it in my mind? Cause now your saying never, and the heart thats broke is mine! What happened to our living, our loving, our laughter? For if I should cry, Its only because theres no life after. And if sometime tomarrow I should hear my maker say, "the time has come to meet me, so kneel down and pray" Once that decisions made and theres nothing I can do. Ill ask for just one favor...That I might wait for you. Cause your all that I live for my single ray of sun. And if life ends tomarrow you were the only one. Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont wan
My Peotry
The sea of gold before me The endless days of growing old With a life long story left untold. Who would have foretold Who would have fore known With the vast ocean of wealth Laying buried in dust and corpses. The abandon temple With treasure unimaginable Lay buried in the tomb With an empty vessel Abandon by all hope Abandon by all truth. Seeking the light from the darkness Below the sinking ages of sand The more I reach out The more I struggle The more I sink into the hell below. The dark, misty jungles Amidst the fresh vegetation Lurks the venomous creatures Seeking to poison my very soul With offers of boldness and power Only to fill my soul with darkness And to remove the scales from my eyes My soul comes to despise life My soul comes to despise common welfare. I’m consume by the darkness within To find myself by crush it’s destruction. The morning day The after noon night To await my pay From the daily fight The constant stress The heavy press
My Perception Is My Reality - My World
Sometimes I really had wondered if this thing called "love" is real. If there is un imagineable feeling that just sweeps out from no where n just fills you full of emotion. I am 30 years old now, (and a slow learner mind you), n I guess Ima learning that love doesn't really exist if you can't let yourself be loved. I guss some days, if you don't follow your heart and take a chance and let someone in, it won't be real. Lets face it, we have all followed our hearts from time to time, and most of us have gotten completely screwed over because of it. Did it once, fuck that, Ima listening to my mind from now on.. Unfortunately, when you talk about my mind in perticular, its a pretty fucked up little area. I have mastered ignoring my heart and definately after all these years, learned how to very effectivly run for the hills when feelings start to develop and completly shade myself from letting anyone close. And for what reason? So I don't feel my heart break again??? These very thought
My Personal Jagermeister Song I Came Up With That I Made And Got Copy Righted
Create a Myspace LED Scroller COPY AND PAST THIS YOU'LL LOVE IT! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?1=6251 SOME WHERE OVER THE RAINBOW!!!! MY JAGER FLOWS! RIGHT THERE BY MY PALS Splendid Chaos! WE SURE WILL TOKE! TOKE THAT SHIT !SNORT THAT SHIT !DRINK THAT SHIT !words by yours truly. the WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW
My Perfect Day(ladies Only) No Haters
my Idea perfect day....I would awaken to fresh air and a beautiful dawn with the sound of waves crashing beneath my window and the love of my life beside me. I`d appreciate at least an hour of quiet time then awaken her with a kiss that would slowly deepen into something more passionate. (Miraculously, neither of us would have morning breath.) After several -censored- minutes, we`d jump in the huge two-person bath with loads of bubbles and two loofahs our hair would not be an issue because...well, just because it`s my perfect day. After more -censored- minutes, during which we`d get very, very clean. We`d bundle up in freshly laundered fluffy white terry cloth robes and have breakfast in front of a nice fire that just takes the chill off. we prepare maybe waffles, maybe some fruit, cream cheese and toasted bagels, and peach mimosas. We`d read the morning paper and tell each other about the good parts. After which we`d get dressed and go meet a couple of friends to hang out with for the
My Perfect Day(ladies Only) No Haters
My Personal Thoughts
Wow this morning was a shocker! I woke up as normal,fixed my kids breakfast,did a little house work.Started watching The young and the Restless and started thinking to myself,wow my period is a little late.So i had a spare test in my dresser,decided to take it and Well Im having a baby!! It is positive as positive can be.I will keep you all updated and posted with news.Im a little overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.I know this news will upset some people and others i know will be completly happy for me.Which everything happens for a reason. As this is my 3rd pregnancy,i never had complications with my other 2 children.Well i had a very early ultrasound because im high risk.Well at 7 weeks they should of seen something in the sac,but there was nothing there.So they are thinking that it is a very early pregnancy or that there is something wrong with the development.So im sitting here playing a waiting game to even see if there is a little person inside of me.Its hard to even thin
My Personal Blogs
Signs showing you might be from Canada... You're not offended by the term "HOMO MILK". You understand the phrase "Could you pass me a serviette, I just dropped my poutine, on the chesterfield." You eat chocolate bars, not candy bars. You drink Pop, not Soda. You know that a Mickey and 2-4's mean, "party at the camp, eh!!!" You don't care about the fuss with Cuba. It's a cheap place to go for your holidays, with good cigars and no Americans. You know that a pike is a type of fish, not part of a highway. You drive on a highway, not a freeway. You have Canadian Tire money in your kitchen drawers. You know that Casey and Finnegan were not part of a Celtic musical group. You get excited whenever an American television show mentions Canada. You brag to Americans that: Shania Twain, Jim Carrey, Celine Dion, Michael J. Fox, John Candy, William Shatner, Tom Green, Matthew Perry, Mike Myers, Neve Campbell, Pamela Anderson Lee & many more, are Canadians. You
My Personal Jorunal
My Personal / Private Blogging
My Personal Opinion
ok, so as a few of you close friends know, i was close to a a guy named will, and and we have known eachother fooorrrr,, hhmmmmm a LONG time now, and since i am Engaged to Rob, i do not have any feelings for him anymore, but will has this pet girl living with him and from what he told me,, he said,,,, she screwed him out of alot of $$$$$, then just left with no warning, oh and then he asked me if i wanted her Dog,, LOL and thennnnnn, she comes back, and now she says shes in LOOOOVVEEEE with him LMAO and he just seems to have said nothing but terrible things about her and wow, its like we should all have our own drama show. now i know shes probably reading this and honestly, i dont really care,lol. so go ahead and email be some bullshit like "i dont like what you posted" "blahh dee daahhh" plus, will even admitted to having a tendency of leaning twards the ppl who hurt him more than the ppl who help him because there have been A SHIT LOAD of times we have ar
My Personal Journey
I have been struggling with my weight for about 16 years.. I have tried everything under tha sun.. I have tried pills after pills and I was walking everyday.. I try to do cardio but I have to stop after a few minutes because my back starts to shoot sharp pains thru my spine.. I cant afford to get a personal trainer or pay for a gym membership.. I get really depressed because i cant seem to get rid of my pouch.. its around my lower ab.. if i have those lol.. But I cant get it right... It depresses me so much i just want to stay in tha house.. i dont like to go out much because i am constantly worrying if ppl are looking at me and making fun of me.. I feel like everyone that looks at me is just lookin at my fat butt and judging me.. Im afraid my husband will leave if a better female came along.. also i guess my biggest thing is that Diabetes runs in my family and i want to be healthy for my kids.. I get so depressed sometimes that i dont want to be here anymore.. I dont know why it is su
My Peeps!!!...
Wut it do peoples...I hope all of your weekends are starting off great. I gather you all here cause I'm being crazy n i'm bored like usual...lol... My sis is on Fubar aka CherryTap aka Lost Cherry now....If you gots time how bout stoppin by n showin her some luv....mucho thnx!!!:P Tia Bia@ fubar
My Perfect Date…
At any beautiful beach, (I would love it to be at the beach at Cafe Del Mar Ibiza), along with my lover, under the stars before the sunset. sitting on a thin but comfortable long cloth with many rose petals on it, a lit lavender candle on top of the cloth, with a picnic basket, including some minute maid apricot juice, lemon hinted chicken, a dozen purple grapes, a star fruit, and chocolate brownies. also a music player and a c.d that plays love or relaxing music, and while eating the chocolate brownie last, finally enjoying the view of the beautiful and magnificent sunset, by the side of the one I love…
My People
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My Personal Crap
Well I'm back!!!! Had to take a trip to the county :( but at least now I got my probation taken care of YAY!!!! No more warrants on me :D I missed you all so much!! I hope everyone has been doin good. Lovers Ya, Lexi well, I have NEVER ever known my real father, so I looked him up on the internet the other day and got his number and called. well I got voicemail and left a message, blah, blah...well, he called em and I talked to him for the first time in my life, I mean seriously, I have never even sen apic of him or nothing. So ling story short, I talked to him and he was happy to hear from me, yeah I know maury moment right, but I got pics from him and I am shocked, seriously, look at this shit, Im sorry Im just emotional as hell right now, I dont know how I should feel.... but look at these pics... Oh I miss him sooo badd right now...Its Close to our would have been 8 year anniversary, I dont know, I was a dumb ass, we broke up because I didnt wa
My Personality
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?
My Personal 911 On 9-11
I checked my bag, and headed toward my gate. Arriving at my gate, I called my wife to let her know when my plane was landing. My call also had a secondary effect of calming me down. She happened to be few months pregnant at the time, and she was adament I not fly. Unfortunately there was no way to get out of the training that was required. I said my goodbyes as I started to board the plane, and grabbed my seat. I had a window seat just over the wing. I prefer window seats for two reasons: Firstly I don't like getting up every two seconds to allow whomever is next to me to get out and do whatever it is they are doing every two seconds. Secondly I want to "see" what the plane is doing. I know I've no control over what the plane does, but I feel more in control if I can see for myself what's happening. As the old adage goes, it's not the plane you need to worry about, it's the pilot. The plane landed in NYC around 10:30PM, and after telling my wife I had landed okay, I picked up my
My Personal Poetry And Various Writings (please Don't Take Unless I've Given Permission)
Realization Realization: The time you know that the term "social outcast" is beyond your identification. Realization: Though you are the blacksheep of the family, you're still under persecution by others. Realization No matter how many times you try to do the right thing, they keep insisting that it's wrong. Realization: To become "one with society" you must "look and act" like evryone else. Realization: To be "different" is supposed to be "accepted"; but anything out of the "norm" is made out to be "evil and wrong." Realization: Those that don't understand and don't accept anything that is different are hypocrites. Realization: Those who do understand and accept anything that is different have gained the ultimate power: KNOWLEDGE (c) Natasha Wismer 10/13/97 True True to wisdom True to thought True to the other side True to hate True to love True to the endless night True to loss and misery True to depression and shame True to the darker real
My Perfect Date?
My Personal Blogs
FOR A REAL MAN, YES THE PICS ARE SEXY, BUT I AM NOT ALL ABOUT SEX.. I WANT A MAN WHO WILL LOVE ME, NHOLD ME, TREAT ME GOOD, THE BEDROOM BENIFITS ARE JUST A PLUS!!!!! SO YEAH ITS GREAT TO BE TOLD YOUR SEXY, BUT I WANT MORE.. I WANT IT ALL. LOVE HAPPINESS AND A DAMN GOOD RELATIONSHIP.. BELIEVE ME THE SEX WILL BE MIND BLOWING WHEN THAT 1 GUY FINDS ME.. LOOK AT ME DEEPER THAN MY PHYSICAL APPERANCE YOU WILL LIKE WHAT U SEE UNDERNEATH TALL OF THE PHYSICAL STUFF.. IF THIS INTRESTS YOU THEN HIT ME UP.. LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG.. U wanted 2 know who I am right??? I am just me. I am benevolent, generally but I can be a little demanding. My over-analyzing is going to be the woe of me. I am older than you. I am boring and plain and nothing special. I am over discomposure, searching for placidity. I dislike most of those whom I meet. I probably figured you out before you figured out yourself or me. HA, you won't figure me out. I don't fall in love often. I have been in love once a
My Personality Is "likeable" Whats Yours?
Do you have a likable personality? I took this quiz- Do you have a likable personality?My Result Was: You have a likable personality. Take this quiz- Do you have a likable personality? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.
My Personal Vids
My Personal Poems
My heart bleeds in pain. but your love patches it up. Your eyes comforts me to my very soul. Love has lost love has won. I close my eyes and only see darkness Where has my light gone to? Without my light im lost in darkness Surrounds me in a lone cold night. I ask myself why? Things happen around me and i dont die. Im sorry my friends that it was you i would rather happen to me. Without light there is no reason for me to live but to wait an eternity and get the same. I hate what i am and i hate what im feeling. My heart in pain wouldnt you know its bleeding. So as i lay in my bed. Waiting for my time. I hold a black rose. and never wake up.
Mypersonal Stuff
9/11 World Trade Center Beams- Indiana Motorcycle Escort Ride in Calendar, Motorcycle Rides Expected to be completed by the tenth anniversary, Indianapolis is expanding it’s memorial to the 9/11 terriorist attacks with addition of two beams from the World Trade Center. These beams will be arriving in Indiana on April 9 with the assistance of a motorcycle escort from the American Legion Riders, Indiana State Police and other parties. Those steel beams will be the focal point of Project 9/11 Indianapolis. The Memorial will be dedicated on September 11, 2011, the 10th anniversary of one of the darkest days in American history. Project 9/11 Indianapolis will be built at 421 West Ohio Street along the White River Canal. It will become a part of the city landscape that includes the USS Indianapolis Memorial and the Medal of Honor Memorial. The steel beams are currently being stored in Hangar 18 at JFK Airport in New York. Hangar 18 is an 80,000 square foot hangar that houses all the ar
My Perceptions
Sad today because a good e friend passed away... and was given an assignment by another dear friend to divert my mind. do the following... questions are below go to google on the images pages search the answer to the question post an image that appears on the first page. 1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 2. A place you'd like to travel: 3. Your favorite place: 4. Your favorite object: 5. Your favorite food: 6. Your favorite animal: 7. Your favorite color: 8. The town in which you were born: 9. The town in which you live: 11. The first name of a past love: 13. Your nickname/screenname: 14. Your first name:
My Personal Notebook :-)
I know not many of you know me, so broadcasting this out to the land of internet is less personal than calling up some of my friends and letting them in on how I am feeling this particular day. I keep this bottled up inside for some silly reason, and there is no reason to keep it that way. Most people heal by talking about things, and this should be no different. I know some people won't understand where I am coming from and others will be able to relate... If you don't understand, please don't say hurtful things to me... Here I go... I once was married, for several years - had two children... I thought life was good... Had everything I asked for and then some. And with one swift punch, it all ended. He left and my life changed forever... We all do dumb things when we are hurt, angry, sad, confused... I was lonely and needed some companionship. I went out looking for a one night stand... I found him alright... Not quite the experience I was expecting and definitely lack
My Personal Struggles
i OPENED UP TONIGHT AND TOLD A PERSON SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT I FEELS IS VERY SENSITIVE! I THOUGHT SHE WOULD APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT I'M REVEALING SOMETHING PRIVATE WITH HER! BUT WHEN SHE CALLED ME A LIAR AND MADE FUN OF ME THAT REALLY HURT ME, MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!! FROM HERE ON OUT, I TELL NOTHING OF A SENSITIVE NATURE TO ANYONE...I'M TIRED OF BEING HURT AND CALL A LIAR.... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. You are correct if a man wants you nothing will keep him away.....EXCEPT ....His pride, sence of loyalty, fear, stupid friends, family, and last but not least his ego! If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. A man will stay where ever he feels wanted and loved unless he has that somewhere else! Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. There is only one excuse for a mans behavior............A woman! Or he's just stupid! Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Your Intuition is not always right.............you couldve
My Perfect Lady
Features: Head: Long Hair that are full of life Beautiful Eyes Gorgeous Face sooo beautiful that i can never take my eyes off her Cute Nose Pretty Smile Bubbly Kissable Cheeks Biteable Neck Body: Has Meat on her Bones (or just big boned) Nice Thighs and Legs C-DD Nice Perky Boobs 5'3''-6'5'' and weight proportionate to the height. (so if you're 5'6'' about 110-130ish) Tight Spankable Butt Personality: Has a sense of humor Can make me laugh Likes Biting, Kissing, Scratching, Spanking, Wrestling etc. Puts a smile on my face Kinky Joyous If she needs help or anything she comes to me Doesn't bitch about little things Talkative Crazy (not in a psycho way) Doesn't play too damn hard to play Open-minded Likes to/Offers to/Doesn't mind paying for things once in a while Watches TV with me and we laugh our asses off together :) Always there for me Has her own Opinions Likes to try new things Always there for me Outgoing Laidback Isn't a ditcher ( i se
My Personal Views....
My friend of 23 years has just went thru a rather emotionally painful divorce and is turning to me for support thru her rough times. Last night, in her emotional state, she offered herself to me. Now I KNOW, WITH OUT A DOUBT, that she's in a vunerable state of mind to do ANYTHING and that's why I said NO. My question is..Could you sleep with a friend in this condition knowing their state of mind? Remember this movie...
My Peepers *blah*
I had to go get my eyes checked the other day and the dr said that I had to get glasses. Well I didn't really want to hear that, but I knew that I had to get them. I can't see the television, pc screen, or hell, much of anything. Most of my friends have tried to tell me that glasses are sexy and stuff like that but I REALLY am having a problem with the thought of wearing them. The had to put all these coating on them and blah blah blah... I just don't want to wear them. So if you have any positive advice I would be glad to hear it.
My Personal Thoughts
First off let me send you the best and warmest of Greetings if you are reading this and I hope you enjoy the stuff that gets posted here. Next I want to say I write a little bit and that they may not be suitable for work but I hope you enjoy them. They are very rough drafts and should be taken that way and I would love to hear what you think but remember I am not a professional. Lastly I am going to post here my general thoughts on a somewhat regular basis I hope. Its hard for me to stay motivated about this kind of thing as it normally creates problems as I am outspoken and think my own way. Well thank you for reading. Jaroth Now I know this is going to upset some of you before I post it so please finish reading it before you comment....if anyone does. Here goes: Love is a corruption of the soul. Now before you get all mad or upset about this statement I want you to follow my thinking. When someone falls into love they change the way they think about everythi
My Personal Thoughts 2night
Well i just came back from my uncles wake and 2morrow is the funeral i got to get up early to get ready and go.I am sad but yet i am okay its just sad to know he passed already.He is in no pain and not suffering anymore so that is a good thing.May he rest in Peace!I keep his memories alive inside my heart.I am glad before he passed i told him i love him and he told me back.He knew he was dying and did'nt wanna go through anymore pain.my mood right now is saddness but yet i am like okay with it.well thanks for hearing me out hugs xoxoxox kisses2
My Personality
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Op
My Pen
Each and every time I pick up my pen thoughts flow to places I have never been my thoughts through my pen can go anywhere as I can go here and I can go there. The ink flowing from my pen to words I create and when I am done there is no debate there are many who actually await for the next set of words I will create. My talent is created in the form of words they will touch both your ears and your heart so if you want to enjoy and feel my words you must open and let them into your heart. So please encourage me to pick up my pen and I will take you to wonderful places again hopefully my words will touch your heart and with that thought, Now I Must Part...
My Perfect Guy
Somewhere between 5'7" and 5'11" Short hair worn spikey and blonde Eyes as blue as the ocean Or as green as mountains Not too fat and not too thin But right in the middle A great smile that Makes me week in the knees A personality that's sugar sweet A kiss so powerful That I forget all my problems And melt in his arms When he holds me I feel so safe and secure That I know he wouldn't Let anything happen to his girl This has always been The kind of guy I was looking for And when I meet him I'll grab and hold him tight Never letting go of him I do, till death do us part I will love you till the end
My Perfect Woman
My perfect woman... 1. A woman who can go horseback riding all day long, picnic included, have a great time and not complain about the bugs or the ants. 2. A woman who lets me be a gentleman without complaining or making a big deal out of it, but still understands that from time to time my testosterone will get the best of me and make me do/say "dumb" guy things. 3. A woman who lets me get away with those occasional "dumb guy" moments and doesn't remind me about them for weeks on end (bonus points if every once in a while she thinks they're an endearing quality). 4. A woman who can participate in a heated discussion about who's better, Hugo or Hawthorne, and then cuddle on the couch with me and watch Austin Powers (for the 100th time). 5. A woman who can dress up and do dinner and the symphony and act the part, but can put on jeans and a t-shirt the next night and shoot darts and/or pool with me in the local bar, listen to my country music selections on the jukebox, and act tha
My Perfect Faded Memories
Have you ever fucked up? well I can honestly say that I have fucked up in my life. Alot as a matter of fact. Usualy I would try not to worry about it, but it seems that i kept on fuckin up! Have you ever fucked up with someone who thought nothing but themselfs, but the felt the need to keep reminding you of your fuck ups and not read in between the lines, but they think that they are perfect and they can do no wrong? My inbetween the lines is the fact that I ask for forgiveness. But I won't get it for the simple fact that your cought up in your own little world of i am the victim. The world is against you, and nothing goes right for you soemthing along those lines. You think that I can't change?? Your right about that, but i did redefine myself for those who actualy give a shit about me NOT THEM FUCKIN SELFS. Too bad your not going to be around much longer to see the redefinition for yourself! You want to cry and bitch about shit like "oh you fucked me over blah blah blah".
My Personal Godmother List
My Personal Godmother List (update)
MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks HisSweetObsession need 977.318 to godmother ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~ *Rate Spankers* ~~ *Shadow Levelers*@ fubar cheen need 961.879 to godmother Cheen@ fubar gem need 1.435.247 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 2.155.410 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 1.284.643 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks gem need 847.000 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 1.771.900 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 850.700 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar
~ My Personea~
Good sir, I now present myself before you. With velvet robes and lilies in my hair, My ladies do their best with what they're given, And I only pray that you will find me fair. I ask you leave a penny for the bargeman And one in penance for the heart you will break. And keep these words forever as reminder Of what sends a dying Lily to the lake. Dear dark one, my sorrow clad in silver, You see my thoughts return to you again. You came to me as others come a-courting But nothing is with you as other men. I ask you leave a penny for the sermon And another as penance for the errors that I make. And keep these words forever as reminder of what sends a dying Lily to the lake. With trembling hands I held your life inside you But failed to earn your favour for my own. Your coppers were an empty consolation, For my needs are met by you, and you alone. I ask you leave a penny for the water And another for the liberties you take. And keep these words forever as re
My Peircings
My Perrrrty
My Perception
I know I am just being ridiculous but I can not help myself. I have a boy and I love him but I can not help but feel I am over saturating him with my presence. I want to be able to just give him time away but it hurts me when I don't get to see him or hear from him. I feel like I have nobody all my friends are to far or to busy to hang out with me anymore, things are just so different than it use to be. I use to be without a guy just fine I don't know why he effects me so. I just wish I didn't have to ask him to hang out with me every time. Today has been a worse day than normal. I was so ready to hang out with him after work I brought over my computer and my cuddle blanket and he just took off after work and hasn't called me since I was really looking forward to seeing him today too... so much suckage ... I'm not okay. ~All I ever wanted was to be rescued from myself~
My Peotry About Me And My Wife
My Personal Crap Blog (living Situations, Work, Everyday Living Stuff)
I give up. For about two months, all of a sudden nobody really wants to talk to me anymore. The strangest thing was the 3 people I was closest to (online) all just stopped talking to me at the same time. Only one of them as given me any kind of reason, the other two won't respond to emails or anything :( I don't even know what I did. It really sucks when people say such wonderful things about you, and then one day you're just a stranger to them. They act like they really care about you and then they treat you like we're back in Junior High and you're not cool enough for them to even say one word to you. I mean wow......I think if I dropped off of the face of the planet right now, nobody would even notice. These days I am so lonely. I've totally given up on EVER having a girlfriend again. How in the hell is it possible anymore? Women always have their pick of the litter and there is always going to be someone they want more then me. Couple that with my self respect of
My Person Linked Pictures
JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life w/o the use of drugs. JUST FOR TODAY i will have the faith in someone in N.A. friends who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. JUST FOR TODAY i will have a program. i will try to follow it to the best of my ability. JUST FOR TODAY through N.A. i will try to get a better perspective on my life. JUST FOR TODAY i will be unafriad, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. SO LONG AS I FOLLOW THAT WAY, I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR! if u know somw who suffers from drugs pls keep this going, it could save there life it saved mine.
My Personality
Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...ESFJ-The Provider Providers, a subgroup of the Guardians, take it upon themselves to arrange for the health and welfare of those in their care, as well as being quite sociable. Wherever they go, Providers take up the role of social contributor, happily giving their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, that traditions are supported and developed, and that social functions are a success. Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them rather self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Because of this Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and will work most effectively when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the service they give to others. This is not to say that Providers are afraid to express their own emotional reactions. T
My Personal Thanks To All Of You
What makes people play another person? I find it so amusing how people use the internet for so many varied reasons of entertainment but since being on this site in particular (it's like any other i've found).... i've had various people speak to me both men and women of such levels of a so 'called love' one they believed to be true deep and meaningful, and that they were going to meet and spend the rest of their lives together with his/her so called loved one. But only to find that the very person they thought/believed they were in love with had disappeared,dropped off the face of the earth so to speak just to take on a new identity perhaps or cant face up to the music in the end,or had no real intentions of ever making it come true. So why is it people do this? 1. is because they can? 2. is it because they are a player? 3. is it because they have nothing else better to do in life? 4. is it because they do this is their own relationships 5. is it because they are lacking in
My Personal Thanks To All Of You
My Personality Test Results...
Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html
My Personal Fav~
My Perverted Blog
Hey help out a friend With Auto 11's.... Rate the hell outta her...lol AND it's HH all day so points increase Auto 11"s !!!sunbug72(%)@ fubar Click the Picture to go to her page Please leave a comment on this blog...:p Yes it's that time of year where the warm weather is fading and cabin fever begins.   So let's have an orgy. Yeah if ya didn't know I'm the Ultimate perv (swinger). Of course this limits to local people. Even have a club/resort that this can take place.. seen here: http://www.themountainretreat.net/ It's a fun clean resort. And Affordable.. September 19-20th I'll be there for the Fall orgy...hehe Reply here to apply to be there..
My Personality
And I meant every word I said, when I said that I loved you I meant that I love you forever. And I'm going to keep on loving you, 'cause it's the only thing I wanna do! When it hurt I ease the pain, girl Caress your frame, get them worries off your brain, girl I'm in your corner do what you want it's your thing,girl Opposites Attract, but we one in the same, girl It ain't a game so I can't play with you I wanna lay with you, stay with you, pray with you Grow old and gray with you In good and bad times we'll always make it through Cause what we got is true No matter what they say to you I can straight lace you, not just appearance Stimulate your mind, strengthen your spirits Be the voice of reason when you ain't tryin' hear it You want it but you fear it, but you love it when you near it Knew you was the one, that's why I chose ya Cause you get down for yours and ride like a soldier. I'm the light when you can't see I'm that air when you can't breathe I'm that feel
My Perspective
Falling a downward spiral Trying your hardest But you can't give up Public enemy is where you'll end up Constant testing Insistant oppressing Becoming an insomniac Because your head will not let you down Forced out of your shell Comfort becomes foreign And what do you have? Time cannot be wasted You only have one single short life to live And this is it This is your test People will sooner kick you when your down than help you up And people will love to watch you fall
My Pet
My Peeps
i have alot goin on in my life i have love i have hate i have gotten alot on my mind my life is always full of love the pepole are the heart of me my daughter is always gonna be my baby the cutest girl ill ever create i got a great girlfriend she is the best i dont doubt her i dont belive in my heart that she is shady i understand things and stuff happen in life its ok theres forgive and forget but stay on youre toes just prove not only to youreself but youre peers that everything is not what it seems its better we are better than this in life so much hate in this world where is the love at where is the ohnest pepole at is there any out there is there such a thing as a faithfull person or dedacated person its good and bad mixed its everything in one bag and when you look in that bag its something you dont wanna see but what can we do about it just learn from it and just be good the stressess of life nobody can do anything about just have fun with it its ok to lose it break down just re
My Perfect Match
Virgo & Cancer When Cancer and Virgo make a love match, a strong, down-to-earth relationship with staying power is the happy result. This is a relationship with great potential to get better and better over the passing years. Both Cancer and Virgo are goal-oriented and disciplined. They are sincere and devoted to one another and share a strong sense of purpose. No lightweight love here: These two were not really built for flings! Cancer and Virgo deeply admire one another: Virgo respects Cancer's quiet strength and dedication while Cancer appreciates Virgo's keen adaptability and intelligence. These lovers may get off to a slow start, but over time, bonds will only grow stronger. The Cancer-Virgo love match prides itself on common sense and strong principles over fluff and inconsequential or fleeting connections. They enjoy the material comforts of life, but they will only feel good about their bounty if it has come as a result of honest hard work. There could be tiffs if Virgo b
My Pet Peeves
One thing I'll never fathom is seeing a beautiful woman who is dressed in such a way as to draw attention to her figure, then blow her lid if I happen to notice. Several times in the course of my existence, something similar has happened. I've seen women of varying ages wearing sheer tops with no bras; "Daisy Dukes" that have been cut shorter than you'd expect or believe; very low-cut cleavage-exposing tops, among other things. I, being human and a male, have naturally noticed these things. Pretty much all of these women have caught me noticing (I don't stare, heh heh), and a lot of them have given me smiles in return, which tells me that they've dressed that way specifically to be noticed, and their reasons for this are their own; I don't make assumptions. The flabbergasting thing happens to be the few - the very few - who dress this way, then get indignant when they get noticed. I've even been chewed out a couple times, enough that I have started responding by pointing out to
My Pet Peeve
My Pet Peeve
Being an Army Veteran and proud of the fact, it gives me great pride when I see other people take pride in their country in dispalying our Flag. It does however sadden me that many of these people do not know the proper way to display the flag and in doing so inproperly it is a disgrace. It has become one of my biggest pet peeves. I have even gone so far as in my hometown to knock on one of the city councilmen's door and ask him if he could not afford a new flag since the one he was displaying was torn to shreds. I see many people having their picture taken in front of flag, trying to show they are patriotic ( and I applaud them for the effort) but the flag will be backwards, and this in intself irks me. SO I have decided to list the proper ways to display the flag, perhaps there are some that just do not know there is a right way and a wrong. .1 When the flag is displayed over the middle of the street, it should be suspended vertically with the union(blue) to the north in a
My Personal Club/group Comments
red white and blue hazeleyed soldier birthday HB - love you! HB to a special friend! regular happy birthday regular happy birthday leaving birthday love
My Personal Poems
All of the times when When your lips touch my own, so soft and sweet, and your tounge would gently glide across mine. When you would caress my body, so softly indeed, and I would hold your heart and keep it in line. When I would feel your love so deep and true, and you would love me until the end of days, When my love would wrap around only you, and heal your pain in so many ways. When my heart starts beating to the rythym of yours, and you just want to fall into my loving arms. When passion breaks through loves open doors, and you finally give into my tender charms. When these tender words are all that you hear, and a new life is just about to begin. When my eyes have not shed a single tear, I will start to wonder about, all of the times when. Written by: Matthew 02/14/2009 Figure me out I sit here and shout blah...blah...blah...overanalyzing But feeling bruised and cut My happiness seems on the line Wanting, wanting, and longing Where is my lo
My Peanut
Well, we are less than two months away from the big due day...  Sometimes I could show a little more enthusiasm, but I am very much looking forward to meeting my daughter for the very first time.   CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!? WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!
My Personal Collection All By Me
HI... My name is Ashley Nichole. I go by Sexichica88 on this site.   My friends call me sexi or chica.   I am the "Queen" of STFU (Sexi Twisted Females Uncensored) We are a group of women who's sole purpose is to love each other and have each others backs.. We are here not to fight with other groups but to embrace the friendships and love from everyone in our group. However we are not afraid to back each other up and tell you to STFU if you give any of us problems. We are family. We do  whatever it takes to make our members feel welcome. STFU is growing day by day. Our members are made to feel loved and important. They are made to feel like they're not alone which everyone knows is something that they want to feel. We don't claim to be better than anyone else. We don't claim to be anything but ourselves. We accept all and we love having new members.   PinkSugar is my number 2 STFU girl. She is an AMAZING woman who I would say would go above and beyond for anyone. She has a H
My Perfect Man
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries
My Peoms
The train of heartach has come to the station making us climb abroad with dispear moving along the tracks of alone and coldness  gripping at are seat's we look around and all we see is  all the pain in are life play back  like a bad movie rerun just in color  making us dive in the river of lost tear's  fear sneaking up at us showing it's evil head it and we run from it but you know if you run and hide it away it will only make us cold and the people who have hurt you have won  the reason people hurt other people is simple this (they have been hurt and want everyone else to feel there pain so it makes them hide there own fears of hurt and then they move on to the next person until it is there turn to have it happen again to them it is very rude and childish to hurt others and why people  can't just come out forward and tell how they really feel instead of hidding it away and coping out taking the easy way out of what goes could have been this what goes threw are minds when we reach the
My Perverted Shit!!
  Her nipples ached with desire.....a desire that no man had yet been able to fulfill. At 32 years old she never thought she would find anyone that made her feel like she was fulfilled. Then at work she saw him a nice looking young man that seemed like the all American guy. After a few weeks of talking to him he asked her on a date she was hesitant at first but accepted. Now after 6 months of dating he seemed like her perfect match. He was so different than all the other men she had been with. He was sweet and caring but still dominate and wild! Just the kind of man she had longed for. He was tall and thin with blue eyes and light blonde hair. Very clean cut looking and his large thick cock that she could not get enough made him even better! He made her wet just day dreaming about him. The way he would kiss her thighs and softly kiss her pussy made her mad with desire.  He would tease her till she was ready to scream. He was the only man that could make her beg him to lick her clit. T
My Personality
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like that....rest easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine and worth being treated like you are
My Peom
beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.
My Personal Opinion "warning You Might Not Agree"!
Don'ts for parents: 1. Don't throw your 3yr olds b-day party with strippers and kegs. 2. use your kid to pick up chicks no matter how cute he/she is. 3. bet with kids and collect when they lose the bet. 4. help with homework when drunk because your kid will be put in special classes for thinking 2+2=chair. 5. teach your kid or anyone elses kid to fetch beer even if you are to drunk to make it to the fridge/cooler. 6. let your kid give the family pet a hair cut (fiddo will not be happy) 7. let you kid have coffee even if they say the other parent said they could it is a trick don't fall for it. 8. let your kid use aluminum foil instead of a bicycle helmet it is not the same. Know matter how much you put on. 9. let your kid stand on top of the tv in place of the antenna even if you throw cheez it crackers at them for food, if they have a sippy cup and you get better reception with the kid. 10. give the kid something to drink by opening the bathroom door and flushin
My Peanut
I am 9 weeks and 6 days My baby's heart rate is 165 beats per minute I didn't get a picture cause it looks like a little bean. but you could see its legs a kicking.... I said its twitching. Jeff says it has A.D.D. which of course it does coming from him... (swear to god) I believe in Ritalin. I cant stop smiling cause my baby was twitching... Next time Jan 23 be there for pics.... Wicked and Fetus.   PS its not nice to drink a litre of water then have a lady ram a thingy against your stomach and bladder... i suffered in silence!
My Perfect Loving Man:)
My Personal Mental Thoughts
I wish that I could save you from the mental thoughts you are having. I wish that I could save you from the terrors you are having with the world and how things are suppose to be. I wish that I had a chance to hold you and help you any way that I can. Distance is away for the truth on how you feel. But theres nothing I can do. Theres nothing I can say that will make everything for the moment just go away. I wish that I was able to walk with you, sharing moments from the past until now. I wish that I was able to smile for you, just making sure you did that, if not only once. I wish that I could watch the sunset, the morning sun rise, the sounds of the earth waking up..just you and me. I wish that I could be a better friend. I wish that I could give you better advice, but what I say is only from what Ive learn. We all have different lessions. Teaching you is what you already know. I wish that I could start your life over but then you'd have to start over with the he
My Personal Life Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person.   let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.   iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more   my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.   as for my mother like i said she r
My Personal Letter To You...
JDRF WALK  February 27, 2011 Mall of America     Dear Family & Friends,   On February 27, 2011, I’m going on a 1-mile walk at Mall of America. I’m sure most people don’t write you to announce their walking schedule. However, this is an important event for me, for the hundreds of thousands of young people, like my daughter Triniti, who suffer from diabetes. On February 27th the walk to benefit the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation will take place. I will be there because I want to find a cure for my daughter's disease.   Triniti was diagnosed with Type I diabetes when he was two years old. For the past six years living with diabetes has been a daily struggle. Each day, we test his blood sugar four to four-six times a day. She also receives bolus' through her insulin pump throughout the day. Often times, she doesn't want to check her blood sugar and get bolus' but she understands that she must take the insulin to survive. But insulin is not a “cure&rdqu
My Peace
I'm standing on the top of that ledge..looking down...it's a long fall...but it is also worth it....at the bottom lies sharp rocks...jaded edges...but no pain lies within it..that is where the pain stops....I have stepped off...in limbo..somewhere between the past the present and wat lies at the bottom of this ledge...looking up I see everything...illusions...my mother's face appears..but that's all it is..an illusion...she was never my mother...regardless of how bad I wanted and needed her to be...same with my father and countless others....then I see me....it's not them at all....it is me....I am the illusion...never letting anyone in..shutting myself off from everyone and everything....fear...worry...wonder...doubt...pain...responsible because of no one other than myself...at the bottom of this ledge lies my peace...there is nothing sad about it....I actually look forward to it....when I reach the bottom....that's when my fear...worry..wonder..doubt and pain all stops...when I final
My Perspective
Can you make a living without money? Just my words;reputation & character!!! I that is an interesting question to ask cause many people have just that. Although I think many people can do more than one. I seem to get strange reactions to people when I walk down the street, some cross to the otherside, some walk all out in the street to avoid me and I had not said a word, I took a shower of cousrse I could of shaved some, maybe that is it. I did not do this blog to even talk about that but, how someone or anyone can make some money without any? I think their should be a plan but, what is the purpose other than to make money? Will you give a service or sell a product? How will you market it and where will you market it? How will you set your business apart from the rest? I think I have one but, I need a computer and that seems hard for me to do. I really like systm 76 Laptops they are nice looking and the specs are great as well!!
My People/close Ones = Added To Daily
My Goddess RaWR/Kat is amazing and I wish I had Her ballsyness.  I love the fact that She's not afraid to speak Her mind and if She has something to say She'll say it.  I adore Her for numerous reasons and She's all kindsa epic.  Having feelings for a Woman that I have never met is hella weird. But I am weird. She gets Me and keeps Me sane when things go kinda wrong. I met Her in Zombie Massacre while I was with 20 Dolla Tony.  I started flirting with Her hardcore and I never expected anything. But I got the best surprise ever when She told Me She loves Me.  I love Her and She completes My Fuworld.  We are both as forthright as each other and don't stand for any bullshit. Her more so than Me.  We are like poles apart different with music tastes and everything. Yeah We have had our ups and downs mainly because of Men, but We stand strong. Thank You Kathryn. Your an amazing Woman and You mean alot to Me. (h) 
My Photos
My Photo Yes Or No
My Photography
Our newest addition to our stray family...Frankie and Cuddles Listen to the Chess Master....wrong move!!!
My Photo Blog
I'll be doing some new photo's over the weekend. I'm always after suggestions as to what you ladies like to see. If you have any theme's in mind or specific requests, then please let me know. You can reply by commenting on my Blog entry (I think) or you can leave me a message, or email me direct (at xxxJB69@yahoo.com) I might also be on cam this weekend, so if you want to connect then you need to be in my messenger friends list. If you've not added me already then my messenger id is: xxxJB69@yahoo.com Look forward to hearing from you soon. Joe
My Phone Number... Call Me
Both take up too much space on the bed. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. Both are threatened by their own kind. Both mark their territory. Both are bad at asking you questions. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. Neither does any dishes. Both pass gas shamelessly. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. Both like dominance games. Both are suspicious of the postman. Neither knows how to talk on the telephone. Neither understands what you see in cats. 201-808-6011 Ok.. so it's not really my phone number, and it's not a sex line... just call it and listen... too funny. Don't forget to rate me~
My Philosophy On Women
A woman deserves care, for she feels treasured. A woman deserves trust, for in that she finds security. A woman deserves faith, for she feels well esteemed. A woman deserves respect, for she sees her true worth. A woman deserves honor, for in that she feels highly regarded. A woman deserves commitment, for she values her dear heart. A woman deserves honesty, for she knows what opens her soul. A woman deserves love, for she was made to be love. Lil-Shaq
My Philosophy On Myspace/ct-friends
Okay...now, everybody knows that it's cool to have a HUGE number of friends (especially on myspace), BUT, it's absolutely useless havin' those friends if they serve no purpose at all. Myspace or CT isn't Super Mario Brothers where friends are coins and the more you have earns you somethin' special. I would rather have 4 friends that I actually talk to then have 2000 that are just takin' up space on my bulletin board. Then the people that may add you because they think that you're attractive or you seem like a cool person. But really...are we in elementary school? Is a friend request equivalent to one of those notes you used to write that says "Do you like me? Check yes or no." I don't think so!!! I really appreciate it when you rate my Pics a "10" but to be honest, i couldnt care less. "Your Hot" isnt the cleverest line to start a conversation. So, with that bein' said...either actually start to act semi-friendly and actually drop a line or two or feel free to delete me. Don't worry..
My Philosphy!!!!!
Never make someone your priorty when your their options!!!!
My Philosophy
I like meeting and talken to new people. I always say you can never have to many friends...I also use myspace if you want the link send me a message and ill give i to you i use face box also. Cool ways to meet new people.
My Photo Slide
Id like to see more people addign themselves to my photos slide. All of my frieds and family should be on it and they arent so come on people.
My Photo Collage
Free MySpace slideshows, photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com
My Photo Contest
Well the contest will be over in less than a week....and there is no way I will win. To all my friends who spent time going and commenting many times...you know who you are...thank you very much and I love you all!! Maybe next time huh :) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=1766651619 OK for some reason the link doesn't work from here, but I find if you copy this and open a new window and past in the address bar...it will take you there. This is my first contest on CT for me so HELP!! :) Vote by commenting many many times on my pic in that link!! THANKS MY LOVING PEEPS!!! MUAH!!!
My Photos
if you like my photos you can get some prints, mousepad, mugs.. go to http://yannickmcfly.deviantart.com/
My Philosophy On Life
Never feel underestimated by your enemies. Don't let others intimidate you for who you really are. Become the intimidator. Becoming your own leader is the true path in life. Being a follower leads to being a slave. Don't be a follower. Take the bull by the horns. Don't let the bull horns take you. I'm a complex person with a complex life. Never be too soft in this world. You only live once. Live your life to the fullest. Drive hard. Live hard. Be hard-core. Once you get in the pit, stay in the pit. Don't walk out. Keep fighting! Don't bite the dust. In this world, it is hard to trust. Trust only the ones closest to you. Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies even closer. Live your American dreams inspite of the criticism you recieve. Let no one drag you down in life. It's a weakness. This is my life. Think you can handle it? If you can't handle the path I'm on, go home and stay home!
My Phone Number
Again, I guess I have to say this..I have had one of you "men" here..bombard me to call him.. over and over and over I tell him.. I don't call someone that I don't know. No woman would unless she was a slut and doesn't have self respect. Guess what? I am not a slut. If you want me to call you.. try getting to know me first.. if you can't do that.. go back to the sluts, I am sure they are more than happy to oblige you. TRY GETTING TO KNOW ME FIRST!! People might like what they see in me, if they took the time. Thank you and have a great day. Cassie.
My Photos...
As you can see I have tons of gothic and other pictures alike but my best stuff is kept in my photobucket. I am inviting for you all to see it and tell me what you think. If you really like one of my pictures and want to rip one, please ask me.. Thanks and here is the site.. http://s211.photobucket.com/albums/bb118/Black_N_Tainted_Kisses/ Enjoy!!!
My Photography
first i like to thank everyone for stopping by and rating/commenting on my photos,i do appreciate it. Its a great hobby and yes i took all of them, so please leave comments. And if there is one you really like just ask and ill give ya a copy of it thanks again
My Photo's
Hi Ladies and how are you? I just wanted to say hi and that I am an exhibitionist (albeit a nice one). I mention sometimes to rate and comment on my photo's. The ratings do not mean much really. However, it lets me know you've dropped by and checked out my photo's. I know my photo's are not for everyone. For the Ladies that enjoy nude men I hope you enjoy :)
My Phone Broke
hi all sorry to inform u but my phone broke i hope to get it turned back on some time soon but in the mean time you can reach me at myspace or here thank you all again and this place rocks
My Photo Contest
My Photo Editing
Add this effect to your own photos
My Phone Really Is Dead
My Photography
My Photos
I don't know what happened but all the photos I had up of me are gone..they went poof. I was in the middle of uploading more of me and noticed I had only 3 in my album. I am so confuzzled...I am not gonna upload them again for this has totally freaked me out.
My Phones:(
My Phone.....
My Photographs
My Phsycal Ailments
The Facts on Fibromyalgia Fibromyalgia means pain in the fibrous tissues of the body, such as muscles, tendons, and ligaments. Primary fibromyalgia syndrome (FMS) is a form of fibromyalgia where pain occurs in muscles, tendons, and ligaments throughout the body. The cause is not known. It is most common in young and middle-aged women, but can also be found in MEN, children, adolescents, and older adults. Secondary fibromyalgia is a form of fibromyalgia that is caused by another disorder. It may also be associated with overuse or trauma to the muscles, such as that experienced following a motor vehicle accident. In secondary fibromyalgia, the pain is often localized (it occurs in a specific area of the body). Men are more likely to have secondary fibromyalgia than primary fibromyalgia. Concomitant fibromyalgia is a form of fibromyalgia that co-exists with another condition that causes muscle pain, such as arthritis, or other diseases of the connective tissue. Causes of Fi
My Phone Number And Page
http://www.visibility0.com/
My Photo Reading..
Hi Ar vu vuLovely picture so don't apologise. Thank you for posting so I could do a reading.As soon as I connected to your picture I wanted to start giggling. You are so full of bubbly, happy energy that it comes towards me in great waves. There is a twinkle in your eye that tells me you are in command really, no matter who else thinks they are. This twinkle comes from a really strong sense of nymph energy. I feel you should be running in & out of trees & woodland tempting poor, lonely men into your power. :) It has been a strength in your life that you have this elemental connection as being human has not been a comfortable transition for you. Everything here is so slow & solid. You are used to quicksilver magic & dancing with moonbeams.You hear the call of the Moon Goddess & she has had a major effect on your life path. Sometimes, like her, people have thought you fickle & easily bored - appearing & disappearing & never quite revealing all about yourself. The Moon Goddess has a dark
My Photo Albums
so i have decided to pursue my career in photography so i need your help!! please go through my photo albums pick out the ones you like and please rate and comment them let me know what ones you like the ones that are picked since its a hard choice for me i'll put onto a disk and bring with me when i go visit the college im looking into attending.   so please help me out this is something i enjoy doing i love taking pictures, and as my fiance told me there will always be a need for photography for weddings, graduation photos, ect. so please help me pick some photos to add to show the teachers some of my "work".   thank you!!
My Philosophy
My Photos
http://s644.photobucket.com/home/Chris8_8_8_photos/allalbums
Mypissandmoanspace
For the record, avoid Greyhound at all costs...they're not safe, and had the driver of the bus I was on in the middle of the Arizona desert not had 28 years of accident free service with the company, I think our loaded down bus would've ended up on it's side. We left Flagstaff at midnight, headed for Las Vegas and a few points in between. Then, at 2 am, the THUMP THUMP THUMP that had been keeping me awake for 2 hours finally gave way and the bus had not one, but TWO blowouts. We sat on the side of the very cold desert highway for FIVE HOURS waiting to get going again. I missed my connection to Barstow, and had to wait for the next one. Do you think Greyhound took ANY responsibility for this? HELL NO!!! And I suppose you're asking WHY I think they should take responsibility? Because those very bad tires were NOTED on the bus' maintenance log, which the driver had showed to me. In other words, to get every mile they could from those tires, they risked the lives of all 55 passengers
My Pimp Name
Your Pimp Name Is... Bootylicious Glider What's Your Pimp Name?
My Picture
is my pic. ok? is it good? waz good about it? u no who it is?u like it? is it bad? tell me tell me!!!
My Pics!!
Hey guys! I finally got some freee time and posted a lot of pics today!! Check them out when you get a chance. For those of you who are in my family (and you know who you are!) there are a lot of pics for you!! And please, don't ask to be in my family if I don't even know you!!! family is for those special people that I'm close to. Ladies, I'd really love to hear back from you!!!! Kisses
My Pirate Name
Your Pirate Name Is... Iron Neck Snapper Ned What's Your Pirate Name?
My Pics.
I was thinking about adding somemore pics to my profile. I was wanting to know what all of you ladies out there thought i should put on there. Just let me know and keeping checking back for more pics. You might just see something you like.
My Picture Drawer!!
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My Pics.
take a look at my pics. and comment them.
My Pics!
Hear my cry in my hungering search for you Taste my breath on the wind See the sky as it mirrors my colours Hints and whispers begin I am living to nourish you, cherish you I am pulsing the blood in your veins Feel the magic and power of surrender to life Every finger is touching, searching Until your secrets come out In the dance as it endlessly circles I linger close to your mouth I am living to nourish you, cherish you I am pulsing the blood in your veins Feel the magic and power of surrender to life A beautiful love song that i wanted to share with everyone. Bloody ThumbsPeople Iced:Twenty TwoCar Bombs Planted:FifteenFavorite WeaponShankArms Broken:FourEyes Gouged:Twenty TwoTongues Cut Off:TenBiggest Enemy:Buck-Eyed BartGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME
My Pictures Blog....
My Pics....
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My Pictures
Name:_____________ Number:_______________ Best time to call:____________ Text messaging (yes or no): _________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me your number if u lucky u just might get mines too!!! if you like me to call you this weekend cool and we can chat rob hey there everyone... My guess that I'm maybe leaving for good but I will still log-on to say hi to everyone. I really don't know what to do anymore because me and my girlfriend for 3 years has broke my heart. Now I'm thinking of going somewhere that I will be appretation where I'm going in June. She very cool and nice. But my problem is if i leave do I wanna see my son grow up without a daddy? Im going to miss my little man because he means a lot to me and nikki too. I need some input on things please feel free to give me some ideas what to do?? rob
My Pics
i want to update my private pics but have no ideas, so thought be fun if i asked my friends for requests. steve
My Pics
hey all... i am not sure why you cant access my pics.... i have checked and double checked all the settings....seems cherry tap is acting up...i dont know any other reason i am not mad at anyone or denying anyone access to them hugs and kisses kels
My Pics
I have opens my naughty pics upto everyone for the next 24 hours, please come and look,comment & vote, more will be added soon, message me if theres anything you'd like to see GG
My Pics
hey people come comment on my pics please
My Pics
Hey friends, I have a new pic online. check it our and comment.
My Pics
I have finally uploaded some pics. Take a look at my page and leave me some comments and ratings.
My Piss Poor Existance Without The Love Of My Life!
Well...its been 22 days since we broke up .. and hes still telling me , i'll come around , holdon to hope .. don't walk out of my life .. I think he's just telling me that so he doesn't have to be alone .. WELL FUCK HIM!! .. last night i said goodbye in my heart .. and while yes i do still love him .. i will live my life or whatever without him .. why should i waste my time waiting for something/someone who may never get his shit together right ? So in another few days/weeks i should be ready to face the world as a single woman once again .. Hell i had fun for 5 yrs last time .. i'm sure i can have more fun this time around ...Hmmmm anyone wanna help me LoL I just got home from the mall , was supposed to get a new tattoo today but alas .. he wasn't there .. Dammit !!.. Oh well guess i'll get it later in the week if i have a babysitter *fuck josh that bastard LoL*...N-E wayz .. Since Edd and i , *broke up, took a break , seperated...what the fuck ever* i've seen him 4 times , talked
My Pictures Am Making For My Babe
You complete me babe Luvers you
My Pics
ok so i work 6 days a week have one day off. my girl works every other day 4 hours a day and she is suppose to be looking for a new job. but instead she is laying by the pool working on her tan with her friends. taking her friends out shopping. driving around doing what ever. and when she comes and gets me from work she is a hour late. making my day much longer. And when i come home the place is trashed from her eatin, showering, or what ever she was doing that day after i spent the day pryor cleaning the whole dam place.... should i be wrong for getting mad!? Some times i think i was better off living alone!! hi cherrytap friends i have new photos rate the and comment them please thank you
My Pimp Ass Blog.
My Pics
I was just wondering why nobody shows me any love and leaves me comments on my pic. I have almost 200 hundred friends and I have 4 comments. Come on ladies show me some love and throw me some comments.
My Pictures
My Pics
My Pics
To whoever is rating my pic a 1,7,0r 8,don't even bother. If you can't rate me a 10,stay the hell off my page,have a great day!!!
My Pics
Just letting everyone know I will be adding new pics soon. I hope to be shotting them tomorrow and I am opened to ideas. So if there is anything you would like to see please write me and let me know. They can be Naughty or Nice or both... Just to let everyone know I hate Shauna 'Lips like Morphine' Bailey.... I have never met another person so rude in my life... If you see her on her please tell her to kiss my ass... Thanks
My Pics
I'M HORNY AND I NEED SOME HELP!!!!!! Thank you for all the nice ratings and comments on my pictures. I'm going to try to get more out there very soon!! some real good sex pics etc. and one thing i haven't understood yet, why if you don't like a picture do you have to downrate it? just pass it by and rate the good ones a 10, but i mostly get those from other guys who i think are jealous.
My Pics
are cureently in process........ bye........
My Pictures.....
To all my friends, If you have visited my page recently you found that all my pictures were suddenly blocked and private.. Let me explain. The other day a very mean person visited my page. A very racist person filled with alot of hate. He proceeded to not only rate my profile a 1. Which didnt really bother me. Then started rating the pictures of my black husband 1's. Now this started to bother me, but to each their own right? THEN he decided to start going through my precious beautiful bi racials sons pictures and rating them 1's. NOW THIS PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF! So I decided to see who this person was doing this, To make a long story short, This person proclaimed himself to be all about WHITE POWER...And so were all his "white" friends. So soon after I had been visiting his page, I then started recieving flags left and right for just about ALL my sexy pictures, no nudity mind u, as NSFW. At this point I was ready to jump thru this computer and beat the shit out of this racist piece o
My Pimpout
Just keeping this..She is definetely right when she says that noone will complain..Thank you to all my new friends and fans.I Love Sporks thank you so much for helping me. It's insane that all I ever see this lady doing is help other people. I never see her asking for anything for herself, so it's time someone did it for her She actually does return all of the love that she gets so, you guys know what to do I very rarely pimp people out, but when I do, I have yet to have ONE person complain that they didn't get anything in return! RATE her FAN her ADD her thanks :D BooBoo.......@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2007-06-22 15:50:00') Just keeping this..She is definetely right when she says that noone will complain..Thank you to all my new friends and fans.I Love Sporks thank you so much for helping me. It's insane that all I ever see this lady doing is help other people. I ne
My Pitures Are In Nsfw Folder Plus Marked Nsfw What Is The Problem
all my stuff is in nsfw folder plus marked nsfw why are you picking on me gorilla monster@ CherryTAP
My Pic
My Pictures
Hey everybody! I have put some slide shows on my page. The top one is just pictures of me and my family/pets. The other one is of my photography work. I was hoping people could take a peek and let me know what they think about my work. So, check out my pictures and let me know what you think! Thanks so much ya'll!! Forgive me if I dont return the love right away, I am new here and have never used a page like this. So its going to take me some time to figure all this stuff out!! Thanks!!
My Pimp Days
My Pics Are Back Open!!! :)
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO......HOOOOOOOOOO.. I HAVE DECIDED TO OPEN UP ALL MY PICS BACK UP AGAIN..... :) LOL.... SO PLAY NICE... OR I WILL CLOSE THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN AND MAKE THEM PRIVATE YET AGAIN .... LOL..... SO COME SHOW THIS DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL SOME LUV... YOU KNOW SHE ALWAYS SHOWS IT BACK!!!! MUCH LOVE....
My Pimpout
This is my real first pimpout.I have pimped people maybe for having a bad day or someone saying that they get no love from there friends.I always say my friends are the best.My first pimpout is going to be friends that have been with me since day or close to day one on what was Lost Cherry. They have always been there no matter the situation. Even when things get crazy with me on leveling they are always there. Stop by Rate, Fan and Add them I garentee you wont be sorry to have them as friends.They all show love and are true friends to have. Karen@ fubar ~WÇKÐ GÖÐÐȧ§~@ fubar Fireman 7 C.T. FIRE DEPARTMENT@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar Captain Caveman -nWo-CT Pimp & Ho Society*Jessie's CT Hubby*@ fubar wishful thinking@ fubar **Christie**@ fubar ~JaMie~ I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~CLUB F.A.R.~FAN ADD RATE ME -------->@ fubar Thanks for checking out my friends
My Pimpouts
I TOTALLY LOVE THESE 2 PEOPLE (MY A&A's)... FOR SOOO MANY DIFFERENT REASONS...NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE EITHER OF YOU...I TRULY CHERISH OUR FRIENDSHIP!!! IF THEY AREN'T ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YOU ARE MISSING OUT.... GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!!! **MAKE SURE YOU TELL THEM SHELL LOVES THEM** ~~AARON/LSD~~ Love Sex n Death@ fubar ~~ANDREA~~ Andrea@ fubar ~~SEALED WITH A KISS~~ LSD's SHELL@ fubar Happy Halloween Fubar !! Help Godfather RebelBreed For Halloween. He Is 1.8 Million From Godfathering. ~RebelBreed™~@ fubar He has Auto-11s Active. If You Don't Already Have Him As A Friend, F/A/R Him While You Are There. You Won't Regret It!!
My Pimp Outs
Pimping my wolf again... Show him some love... even if it's not as much as I show him... and continue pimping him out by reposting this for your friends/fans... Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Rytx Kingdom Of Wolves Alpha Male to Shadow@ fubar commentburner.com commentburner.com
My Pics
if anyone wants any of the pics i have you need to rip them now they will all be deleted tonight if anyone has myspace you can add me to it i will put link at bottom of this also if you have msn you may add me to it my addy is my_immortial@hotmail.com been nice knowing you all but this account will be gone before the weekend is over http://www.myspace.com/misstress_of_darkness66 this is link to myspace hope to see you there good luck to all and blessed be
My Pics
I tryed to place new pics but i'm out of space i guess so when i get more room i will post more pics if u want a pic just ask and i will send u one
My Pics
so everyone has been wondering what they did wrong to not be able to view my pics...my pics are not visible anymore because it was my choice... i have had a few stalkers, many haters, rude comments and private messages, people dont answer my shouts a lot of times, i have had friend requests from people that are only trying to be my friend so they can view my pics.. im tired of being judged and everyone wanting something from me every minute..so i have decided to close my private pics and if i choose to open them from time to time that is my choice and i will do so... if people have crushed me just because of my pics then i dont want them to be my friend either..thats is not a good reason to add me..i want real friends....and please read my profile before sending me a friend request... i am scarred by life, caged by society, leashed by morality, held my love, and smothered my commitment. a rushing of wind, eternal in it's simplicity- a scream of unimaginable entrapment; tears
My Pictures
Most of my folders I have set to private. Im so sick of all this NSFW bullshit. Most of my pics have been marked now. I have found another site I like and it doesn't matter what pics you put up. If it wouldn't be for the few friends I have made on here. I probably would have already deleted my account by now. This shit is F**ked up. And I thought we was all adults on here. I guess some of us still need to grow up!!!! Now you have to be on my family list to see my pics!
My Pictures
I wanna Thank Thom for all the wonderful Pictures he took of me..Thanks Love..Great work..Love them
My Pimpouts!
WHATS UP ALL OF MY FRIENDS? THE FOLLWOING PEOPLE ARE VERY DEAR FRIENDS OF MINE AND PROBABLY OF YOURS TOO. SO HOOK THEM UP AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE ON THERE PAGES RATES/COMMENTS/FAN AND ADD IF U HAVEN'T ALREADY. DON'T BE SHY SPREAD THE LOVE!!! LOL CONNIE~ELIJAHS WIFEY~REPPIN FUBAR'S AFTER HOUR'S@ fubar ~VoMiT~...yep.@ fubar *Roxann*~INDIAN PRINCESS~*~Spirit Bombers Greeter~*~{WTC}~Club F.A.R. member*@ fubar ♥JustAGirl♥Club F.A.R.~Member of Explosive Drama Free Bombers~BFF to Rikan Baller@ fubar ~*SeXxI iTaLiA maMi~* {{club far}}@ fubar ~AradiaDawn's Broken~@ fubar BUC-B.A.M.N!!! MMAReporter / L.M.S.S.-Batcave owner. R.O.E. Aka- CARNAGE@ fubar Mrs. Undercover@ fubar ~MIZZ.Cali Queen~(GET OFF MY SWAGG CUZ IT GO HARD!)!@ fubar IM ABOUT 36,079 POINTS AWAY FROM LEVELING TO BE A FUBARLORD AND I WAS HOPING THAT ANYONE THAT HAS THE TIME OR WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME OUT COULD RATE ANYTHING OF MINE THEY HAVENT RATED. AND
My Pics
So I know I have to put some pics on my profile. Question is what would you like to see? Do you like face shots, body shots or private parts? Tell me what you like and I'll put it on here. once I figure out how :)
My Pimpin Bulletins :p
I love theses people they are dear to me and you should get to know these amazing people. Sometimes its not always about points on here. True friends are rare in this world. Dont just rate fan and add get to know who they are. Love you all ~Lonewolf92 WickedAzzBeotch owned by ring of fire,,member of club united, and few other clubs@ fubar 100%NSFW SWÊÊTCHÊÊKS UR NÊXT WÊT DRÊAM!(MEMBER: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club)NO FAN NO ADD!@ fubar Miss Wild....@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by Passionman71@ fubar ~*~sailor saturn~*~fu owned by lonewolf92 & Big Tom~*~
My Pink Hair!
HEY TELL ME WAT U THINK ABOUT MY PINK HAIR....I THINK IT LOOKS SEXI, but thats just me.... thx xoxoxo ~KiWi~ i now have 10 piercings....i did go get both nipples pierced....which is sweet...and it didnt hurt at all...so....ill maybe put some pix up of them once they fell a lil better to move around..lol...and arnt all red!.... xoxoxo ~Brittney Rocele~ When she stares at your lips [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist fro
My Pick For The Presidential Candidate
Hello all, thanks for getting this far. I just wanted to show you my choice since he isn't getting any "air" time. Most people don't know he's running. Dennis Kucinich has 100% of my trust AND vote!!! AND all I want from you all is to listen to what he says and after the movie see what he stands for, that's it! I'm not asking for you to vote for him, I'm just asking for you to educate yourself with him. I love you all for doing this for me! XOXOXOXOX
My Pimpout For Cherryeater
HEY LADIES AND FELLAS... SHOW THIS SEXY BEAST SOME LUVIN. cherry eater:)@ fubar
My Picture!
My Pics
I have NOT deleted anyone from my list. I think people need to chill and take a step back rom time to time and this is my time. I have hidden all my pics from everyone just to find out who's real and who's not. I put my heart on the line everyday for my friends...those who really REALLY know me as a person know this is true. I would give my last breath for a friend...that's who I am but I've realized in return I'm getting hurt and just disrespected by many after all I do for them. So this is my time of reflection and truth...please accept this and bare with me.
My Pimpout
You are cordially invited to witness the joining of two hearts, lives and souls as one. On this blessed day this man Sean....Andrea's Love a.k.a. IrishPunk Club F.A.R...Fu-Fiance 2 Andrea And This Woman Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to Sean aka Irishpunk~Co-Owned by Irishpunk & LSD's Shell Will be joined in fu-matrimony on Thursday the 14th of February in the year 2008 at 3 O'Clock in the afternoon Pacific Standard Time. Please click the picture to join in this joyous event at the appointed time. This event will be presided over by the honorable Rev.۞Sexy Succulence۞ Ŧ.©.M (repost of original by 'Rev.۞Sexy Succulence۞ Ŧ.©.M.- fu-owned by BOBBYBONES~DSC 4LIFE' on '2008-02-13 22:04:53')
My Pictures
I recently added some awesome pictures to an album marked Blood Pictures. They are NSFW and you can look if you want. I find them very sexy and erotic not only because of the blood but because of the excellent photography. Someone told me the pictures were weird and I may be a little disturbed, and that he didn't find death and suicide hot. So my question to my mummer riends who know me best, am I sick and twisted? (Damn, I so should have sent this to Ask Chantilly)
My Pimpout...from My Baby
My Pics?
My Pics
My Pimpout
COME HELP THIS CELLBLOCK69 PLAYMATE MAKE IT TO FUBARLORD!!! SHES ONE OF THE SWEETEST WOMEN ON FUBAR AND YOU WONT BE DISAPPOINTED I PROMISE!Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com SHE LOVES YOU BACK TENFOLD, AND IS A DEVOTED FRIEND!SO TAKE A SECOND TO MEET A NEW FRIEND. ALSO CHECK HER OUT ON CAM OFTEN IN THE CELLBLOCK69 LOUNGE U NEVER KNOW WHAT SHES GONNA BE UP 2 :) SHES ALSO LOOKIN FOR MORE PLAYMATES COME JOIN THE TEAM AND MEET THE COOLEST AND BADDEST PEOPLE AROUND :) SO LETS DO THIS MAKE HER FUBARLORD AND JOIN THE LOUNGE AND PARTY WITH HER!!!!
My Pic
My Pimpout From Stewie
I JUST WANTED TOO KEEP THIS RePost This! She Deserves It! (repost of original by 'StewieGriffin - FuBaRs ONLY Source For Games, Fun, TV & More - PLS RATE PAGE!' on '2008-05-17 20:41:01')
My Pics
the first person to buy me a vip will be in my family for life and get to see my nsfw pic
My Pimpouts When Helping My Friends Level
My Pimpout From Copperheads
CONGRATULATIONS!!
My Piercings
hey people, this is my first blog. i hope you enjoy it. please excuse that i look like shit. i was a little down that day and i thought maybe piercings would make my happy and it did. it may look like it did hurt me but it did, i can handle pain pretty well. just a lil info 8 strangers was in the room while i was getting it done, i really don't know why, most of them were guys, i thought it was kinda funny. thanks for your time sad gurl.
My Pictures
Well i decided im leaving fubar..... if anyone wants to keep taling to me or something msg me on msn waitnbleed434@hotmail.com or AIM xsyotosx i want to take new pics of myself but i need to know what kind of pics u ladys want to see of me.... so any suggestions comment me with them.... u wont regret it
My Pimp Outs
> > > Let's POUR OUT SOME SUGAR and help her celebrate her Birthday!!! If you do NOT yet know one of the sweetest people on the FU, you really should! She is one of the nicest people on the FU, AND she is the founder of The Burning Desires Leveling Crew also. She is a GIVER, not a taker, or user, and she has a heart of gold! SHE HAS BEEN THERE FOR YOU when you have needed her, so NOW it IS YOUR TURN to repay her, and help her get as close to PROPHET as she can. So POUR SOME SUGAR ON HER,(you KNOW you want to) by clicking below: BIRTHDAY GURL♥AUTO'zzz on ♥ FAN/R8/BLING ♥ SeXiMilf ♥"™@ fubar She has Auto 11's on, through Tomorrow, Thursday, Feb. 5th @ midnight CST, FU-time 10pm!!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 115k in points and Fubucks available on her page, along with some SEXY pictures (no nudes, sorry).. And This Birthday Present to ALL of us was given to her, by her Fu-Hubby Yanni 5: Yanni5 ~CoOwner of Burn
My Pink Floyd Tribute Band Think Pink
THINK PINK FLOYD is the tri-state's most popular Pink Floyd tribute show. july26TH SWEENY'S SALOON 13639 Philmont Ave. cross st.busleton ave phila pa 19116 ******************************* people really enjoy the music of Pink Floyd. Their music was magical, epic, psychedelic with awesome musicianship and bizarre imagery in the lyrics. THE ULITIMATE PINK FLOYD TRIBUTE BAND MORE INFO AT ----------- WWW.THINKPINKFLOYD.COM ******** *************************. next up; kenstock july 5th Ken & Renee’s house 500 E Maple Ave Langhorne, 19047 215 868 3854 10$ - AUG 9th(cancelled) sept 20 (cancelled) - Sept 6th beef beer and THINK PINK (all ages) North Penn VFW 676 2519 Jenkintown Road Glenside, PA 19038 ******but tickets online http://www.brownpapertickets.com/event/38040 - OCT 4th Walsh's Tavern 63 York Rd Warminster, PA 18974-4501 Phone: (215) 675-0149 - OCT 18th SWEENY'S SALOON 13639 Philmont Ave
My Pimpouts And Bullies
INTRODUCING THE OWNER OF THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE! DJ MASS...STOP BY AND R/F/A HIM...HE RETURNS THE LUV! If you can't take the heat, don't tickle the dragon. DJ MASS~OWNER OF THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE~FU-HUBBY TO DJ MAHA~OWNER OF MAHA,TOKE AND MICKI@ fubar AFTER SHOWIN HIM LUV FEEL FREE TO STOP BY THE LOUNGE FOR A DRINK...MAYBE EVEN JOIN THE FAMILY! WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YA!! This Pimpout was brought to you by: DJ MAHA~FU WIFE TO DJ MASS~OWNED BY DJ MASS~GENERAL MANAGER @ THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE Red Dragon Adult Lounge! Click here to enter!@ fubar
My Pimpout From Jake
I would like to introduce you to an amazing lady. She is getting close to Godmothering and since she is always here to help others I was hoping you would stop by and show her some love. Rate her pics, rate her stash and lets get her closer to Godmother level. ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ Real Life G/F ؃ ϟϟJÁkè the §Ñåkèϟϟ {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World
My Pimpouts
My Pimpout Updates*for Add Ins*
My Pimpout Updated*for Add Ins*
My Piercings.
ok I get alot of questions about my piercings so here you go... I have 15 piercings, they are: my eyebrow, nose, lip, tongue, both nipples, bellybutton twice and 7 in my ears... no I do not have specific pictures of them, look in my folders and see if you can spot them in the pictures I have uploaded lol :D tattoos: frog with some tribal on the back of my neck pink rose on my left hip heart with devil horns and a halo on my right hip silhouette of a womans face on my left shoulder blade evil butterfly with tribal on my lower back *I have a few more tattoos I am planning on getting, I want a sun on one ankle and a moon on the other...also something with my kids names...and a fairy :)    
My Pics
hey everybody come to my site and check out my new pics and give me some love k thanks
My Pics
Rate and comment my pics please...friends can see the NSFW's. Send me a friend request if you'd like to be my friend. Thanks.
My Piece Of Paradise...
Current mood: depressed Will you ever really understand what I feel? Will you ever know what the stories woven into the delicate tangles of scars that sadly decorate the skin of my pale arms will ever really entail? When the truth is told, will you ever truly believe it? Will you be able to distinguish the real happiness from the fake? And when it comes down to it, will I ever be able to know all of that for you? I guess you can read my words and relate. You will interlace your experiences with mine in vague attempt to know what it feels like. You will tell me stories of your own pain and tell me you've felt the same. I will claim that no one has ever felt this hurt. Not like I have. I mean, it's hard to comprehend someone, somewhere in the world is experiencing the same things and reacting in the exact same way. Then something will enter my mind, the words I've read from someone else, words that I could have sworn were my own. A paragraph that I am so tempted to put my name next t
My Pic
Well here you go guys. That's the only pics I have of me. No I don't have any nudes. Usually I don't post pics of myself, but I saw most everyone else had some, so there you go. I may put up some pics of some of my friends or places I've been, but it will be a while. Enjoy yourself.. I know you guys want a pic.. Well I don't have one on this new computer yet. I just moved to Panama City a couple of weeks ago, and this is the first time I've really had to get online. As soon as I can I will upload some pics. So be patient.
My Pic
My Pics
This is a collection of Forces Of Nature Storm Wallpapers.Nature's StormsIf you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha Wintery ChristmasThis is a collection of HR Christmas Wallpapers with some Winter Scenes mixed in.Image size 1024 x 768 and larger.101 Christmas WallpapersChristmas Wallpapers 01Christmas Wallpapers 02Christmas Wallpapers 03140 Christmas HD Wallpapers150 Christmas WallpapersIf you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha You are welcome to save any pics that are in my albums. I resize most of them not only for easier ratings, but for easier uploading also.I have lost all of my pics lately due to my external failing twice, and for those of you that would love to get the full size images, i will be backing them up on my 4shared acct and will be blogging the links to the zipped files as I collect them once again.Feel free to download any zips that you would like. E
My Pimpout By Bbw Goddess
BBW Goddess' Pimpout For jadeandjaksonsmomGo Show These fU'S Some Love! Show Sum Luv To My Fu-Owner!jadeandjaksonsmom!!A Great Fu To Know! & These are Her Friends She's Chosen to Pimpout With Her In This Bully!! So Stop By & Leave Them Sum Luv Too!! ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar gaigeandmorgynsmom~ Club Mystic@ fubar Faithful1~Proud Member of Club Mystic@ fubar *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Fu Trains I Run You Give Me Butterflies Train On The Wings of A Fairy, I Believe Train Heaven Sent & Hell Bound Train Goddess' Fu-Luv Train *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* My FU-Owners Tulsa's AngelOwned For Life... ♦CinDragon♦
My Pimpout Bully
PLEASE HELP MY HUBBY TO LEVEL TO 14. HE IS UNABLE TO GET ON RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO SUPRISE HIM FOR WHEN HE GETS BACK ON. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. COUNTRY MAN FROM HELL/FU MARRIED AND R/L BF 2 MY LOVE ANGEL EYES/OWNER OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD16,773 TO LEVEL TO MINION CLICK HIS PIC AND RATE,FAN,ADD,AND BLING HIM AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BULLY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ ANGEL EYES FROM HELL- Fu Wife&r/l g/f to Country Man from Hell@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!
My Pics...
Recently I have taken to using PhotoShop on pics using models bodies and my face or head...now some of you might see this as cheating or lying or whatever...However I do not claim those are me and I always add in the caption that it is PhotoShop or to see my REAL pics...I spend what little time I am actually on here checking out people and seeing who is real...I only do these pics to prove a point...I make them for friends as well but they never use them to mislead or I would not make them anymore...I mostly do it for Holidays...Anyhow...if you wanna see real fakes then you need to go to JohnnyDevil's page and read his blogs and look thru his albums...he is quite the detective and can spot fakes like no other...I simply adore him!!! I cannot stand the peeple on here that use fake pics or NSFW pics to gain something from fellow members rather than pay for it themselves...I also HATE those women on here that cannot get it thru their heads that when a guy is in a relationship that means b
My Pimp Out!!!
RATE-ADD-FAN-CRUSH-BLING-BLAST-VIP MY FU-BRO, SIR LICK A LOT,PLEASE!!!??? AND MAKE SURE TO RATE & BID ON HIM IN THE AUCTION HE'S IN, CLICK AUCTION PIC TO DO THAT!! CLICK THE LINK PIC BELOW TO GET TO HIS PROFILE!! «$!® L!©k ¤L؆» Original «$!® L!©k ¤L؆» RATE/FAN/ADD~ FU-Own Me~Crush Me) HAVE A NICE DAY!!!@ fubar LOVE YA BRO!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY JADE ™JÁÐʁ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar (repost of original by '™JÁÐʁ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES' on '2009-01-07 02:52:33')
My Pix Works (animations N More)
My Pimpout
Here we go I'm hosting another auction. Auction fee will be 10k If you want to enter please send me your auction pic,and your offers and the fee to my fu mail Auction will start as soon as I have a minimum of 5 people and it will end when the participants take a bid So come on by and join this hot auction and if you aren't in the auction make sure to come by to rate and bid Here are the ones who have joined already so come on by and place a bid and own these hotties Ninja~Casper~24/7 ~*~Trippy Bitch~*~ If you are interested in joining the auction I am stil taking entries so come one by and check it out just click link to my profile and join in on the fun Ecuadorian Goddess* Sgt.Raider's FuWife*-SBG-Keno's KO-Make Me Bday Salutes@ fubar SBG Ecuadorian Goddess is a little over 1 million points to Godmomma! Please help this bad girl her reach that goal! * Ecuadorian Goddess * Stop by and rate Ecuadorian Goddess' pict
My Pic's
To my Friends I dont need to lie about my pic;s i have worked over 15 years to look like this and make dam good money for it. I dont know any of you so why not tell the truth. The truth will set you free. I try real hard to be my self you can take it for what it worth. Your Friend Nick
My Pic
My Pics
My Pictures
Hello,   About my pictures, I have deleted all my nude folders.. they are gone.. and for those that were only interested in me for them, you can take me off your lists now.. :( I am not stupid, I know most ...90% of you just come to my page for them. And that hurts, so I took them all down. They will never be put up again. If my face pictures aren't good enough for any comment or any rate.. or even a hello in the shoutbox.. there is nothing I can do about it.. i know I am not like the top Fubarian women here..I am am just plain and ordinary. Nothing flashy about me at all.. and now that my nudes are gone.. I faced the facts that most of you will leave me now. I am used to rejection. From now on, I will be just posting pictures clothed and of my face. My REAL friends.. be it just a handful I hope will understand.. they know ME.. not the girl in the pictures trying to show her body for attention. I feel like i lost some of their respect when i posted them back up here in the first plac
My Pics
Hello everyone come chec mt profile out and tell me what pic i should use for my default pic
My Pics
My Pics With My Daughters
My Pink Ribbon
                                                     My Pink Ribbon                                                 ( in memory of Joella Goodwin)       I never thought,   it would happen to me   after-all I was always   so Healthy.    No family history  just out of the blue,  neither me nor my family  had a clue.    They seemed so normal  and always there,  it couldn't happen to me,  so I never cared.    Then one day,  I would be stumped,  while taking a shower  I felt a lump.    " Dear God" why   did this happen to me?,   I sit here and wait   for a mastectomy.     Will I still be a woman?,   Will I still be the same?,   or will I be some kind of freak,   living in shame?    Would it have been differant,  if I had checked before?,  instead I just stood there  it was something I would ignore.    I feel differant,  but I'm still the same,  and it's something of which,  I no-longer have to live in shame.    So please check yourself,  it's em
My Pink Ribbon
                                                                                     My Pink Ribbon                                                                         ( in memory of Joella Goodwin)       I never thought,   it would happen to me   after-all I was always   so Healthy.    No family history  just out of the blue,  neither me nor my family  had a clue.    They seemed so normal  and always there,  it couldn't happen to me,  so I never cared.    Then one day,  I would be stumped,  while taking a shower  I felt a lump.  
My Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon      ( in memory of Joella Goodwin)       I never thought,   it would happen to me   after-all I was always   so Healthy.    No family history  just out of the blue,  neither me nor my family  had a clue.    They seemed so normal  and always there,  it couldn't happen to me,  so I never cared.  
My Piece Of Shit Brother In Law Thinks
DJ MASTER ...: REALLY U THINK THAT HIGHLY OF YOUR NEW MOTHER N LAW 12:28pm more To DJ MASTER ...: i hate ur fuckin stupid mom or that is wat she calls urself neway 12:28pm more To DJ MASTER ...: my new mother in laws name is Cindy btw 12:34pm reply DJ MASTER ...: tHIS ISN'T cHUCJ NO MORE BITCH AND U CAN TELL THAT 2 FACED WHORE U CALL A WIFE THAT HER SHIT'S GETTIN WRECKED. U WANNA GET IN THE WAY, U CAN GET IT TO. I DONT FUCKIN PLAY WITH BITCHED LIKE U. BANK ON THAT! 12:36pm reply DJ MASTER ...: Think I'm playin. I dare ur motherfuckin Jim The Anvil Neidhart lookin ass bitch! 12:37pm reply DJ MASTER ...: better bring some friends with u also 12:39pm more To DJ MASTER ...: and tommy u can go fuck ur self u dont fkn scare me at all 12:39pm more To DJ MASTER ...: ur a stupid son of a bitch also 12:41pm more To DJ MASTER ...: wat chucky can run his fkn mouth but he needs sum1 else to fight his battles i s
My Pink Ribbon By Danny K Winchester Ii
My Pink RibbonI never thoughtit would happen to me,after-all I was alwaysso healthy.No family historyjust out of the blueneither me nor my familyeven had a clue.They seemed so normaland always there"it couldn't happen to me"so I never cared.Then one day I would be stumped,while taking a showerI felt a lump."Dear God" why,did this happen to me?as I sit here and waitfor a mastectomy.Will I still be a woman?Will I still be the same?or will I be some kind of freakliving in shame.Would it have been differantif I had checked before?,instead I just stood thereit was something I would ignore.I feel differantbut I'm still the sameand it's something of whichI no-longer have to live in shame.So please check yourselfit's embarrasing that is truebut it's worth being embarrasedif it can save you.This Pink RibbonI'll proudly wearand I'll carry it for foreverbecause I care.Danny K. Winchester II
My Place
Thanskgiving that is, today is a different matter entirely. Yesterday we ate at my Aunts at 12:00pm I had a spoonful of everything here and then when we were done, we headed out to Emilys. We got there around 1:30pm...and I helped them finish cooking, and us girls talked and had a blast listening to the men yapping about their deep fried turkeys (by the way those are damn good).....We caught up on old times, laughed about new ones...and just had a down right ball. We ate at 5:15pm and then all converged to the front porch to smoke, and to talk some more. We discussed life, our lives now, our lives back then how we all grew up, how we all changed, and then how some of us had learned our hard lessons in life. At about 8:30 we all decided to go to the living room and play Win, Lose or Draw....that was hilarious as hell. Anyone know how hard it is to draw Nuclear Warfare? It was a trip..then we hung out somemore, and about 10:30 I left to come back to my Aunts house, got back here
My Place Of Business
Nasty Past Times Nite Flirts Phone Encounters Hi I am Kayla every young boys dream.My Daughter refuses to bring any of her guy friends home from college for fear I may come out in a real slutty outfit and tease them. Then I would whisper in their ear and and invite them and their hard cock back over for a late night snack...*WINK* So if you think you can handle this Hott MILF give me a call... Sexy Elaine@ LostCherryKinky Kayla@ LostCherryLickable Lacey@ LostCherryTantalizing Trina@ LostCherry
My Plans
Hey everyone just wanted to put out there were im at and my plans. I was heading to cali but not anymore I have more important things to help with. Im in Ada, OK on the 16th im heading to Denver, CO I dont really plan on staying there too long just long enough to get some food for the road and smokes then im heading up toward twin falls ID.
My Place
My Plea
Where does this demon inside come from?, Why do I find myself depressed God what have i done?, Can someone out there help? Does any care?, That im alone in this life and i have nothing left to spare, I need something to cure the itch or a supernatural rescue, Will anyone ever care like you, Or should i say used to because now im forgotten, Left in this grave lifeless and letting my soul become rotten, I close my eyelids and feel my eyes roll into the back of my head, Asking and wondering to myself am i alive or dead?, Im not quite sure but i know what i wish i was, The reason is not you, me, or them but just because, Do you know where i am? Or how i might feel, No you dont so just let me kill, Not you or just anyone else but me, myself, and I, All three of us just wish i would creep into a closed crypt and die, I held out my hand once before in search of help, But no one cares or knows exactly how bad the pain felt,
My Platoon-the Wolf Pack In Iraq 2003-2004
If you have small children you may not want them to see some of these... Pictures of the best friends a man could ever have. 14 are permanetly wounded now. 7 have passed away from us to the Spirit Army who's footsteps make no fall... Please forgive me if I mistype anything-I'm crying as I write this... The view of Kurdistan in March 2003 as we were about to rope in from a Chinook: CPL Ramirez reloading a SAW: PFC Johnson at his 50 Cal: Getting ready to go in for a mission: Fighting and various pics:
My Playlistbest Video Codes
My Plans....
Good morning! :) Hope that everyone is waking up to a glorious day! After all, this is going to be a short week for most of us as yesterday was a holiday! Hope that you all had a wondeful weekend and got to spend the last "official" weekend of summer doing what you wanted to do... Well...I was rather busy all weekend. After many thoughts, considerations and deliberations within my heart, I called my very best friend and talked to her for a very long time. She listened very intently...letting me pour my heart out to her without any interruptions. After everything was said...my heart and soul bared...tears shed...she told me to follow my heart. If it was meant to be then it would be. If not, then I could always come to her...that she would always be here for me no matter what. I guess that's what best friends are for, huh? I have never been one to talk about such personal things with her...I know how much she has going on in her life and I've always felt that it would just be an added
My Pledge Of Friendship
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask, "Because you are my friend"... and friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth
My Place To Speak
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: tiffany Date: Dec 11, 2007 1:26 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~blake's girl~Date: Dec 10, 2007 8:45 PMThese were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND
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Planet Jupiter: Jupiter is the largest planet in our solar system and is related symbolically to optimism, a love of freedom, new experiences,generosity, and expansiveness. A relationship with the universe in the form of religion and philosophy is provided by the planet Jupiter. The children of Jupiter has a sense of legal justice whether man made or natural; it also allows its children to grow through impositions and challenges. Jupiter protected the city of Rome and he both blessed warriors as they went off to war and then greeted them when they returned from the battle. He had the power to punish and reward them, he was also a frequent hurler of thunderbolts. Jupiter is associated with the sign of Sagittarius and once it was also associated with Pisces, It can make its children overly-optimistic, self indulgent and conceited. Planet Jupiter is ruler of Sagittarius
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The life I walk is hard, I live with loved ones that know nothing of the pain I carry, They keep my feet bolted to the ground, But they don’t realizs that stops me from finding the true me, I’ve learned from the past that you must live as your own person, Not as a slave of another, To help the needed, And to keep those with full lives in mind is my mission so far, Although you might feel there is no one with your problems, You should know, You’re not alone in the world The tears I cried for you could fill a sea or two, For the day I lost you I suddenly turned blue, My heart slowed down, And my body seemed to shut off, Know matter what you will stay in my heart, You know I will always love you, My love for you is still strong, Every day that passes by my memories stay, I will never forget you, And the love that we once shared, Will always stay, Forever and a day! All I am Is not very much But I pledge that much to you Forever My scars
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Hey My loyal viewers! I'm not in here much, but I love it when I am here. You all make me fill so wonderful! I think I added a playlist to my profile. All you have to do is click on stand alone player. then move on to what you were doin. It should krrp playing? LOL!!! IDK! If it does work for ya, let me know k? MUAH! Kisses for you all!
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I’ve started to look at the world through new eyes. I have come to terms with the fact that I am not perfect,no one is..;I am a pretty laid back girl, easy to get along with,But I understand not everyone will always love me, appreciate me, or approve of the things I do or who I am. And you know what? That's perfectly okay. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Either way I am not going to change what I do, who I am,I know that not everyone will always be there for me. However, I've learned to not count on anyone being there for me, the only thing I can really count on is the unexpected- and most importantly; myself. I get in life what I truly believe I deserve. And trust me, I have had my fair share of liars, backstabbers, and cheaters... and all along they thought they got the best of me. But today, I’m standing right here laughing in their faces. After all that I know what I deserve, and I deserve to be treated with love, sensitivity, kindness, and most importantly RESPECT. And
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I go into the bathroom and light 4 candles. Just enough light. I turn on the water and pour some vanilla bubble bath. I take off my shirt and jeans. I take my bra off, and last my panties. I stand there and look at myself in the mirror. Looking over my body, I start to think about you. I wait for the tub to fill. I turn off the water. I grab a towel and set it on the counter. I ease myself into the bath. The water is hot, not too hot but just right. I lay down till the water is at my neck and lay there for a minute. I close my eyes and think of you. I can see you standing there looking at me. You are naked. I am lying on the bed and waiting. Your cock is hard. I smile and lick my lips. You walk closer to me. I am wearing a black corset and black thongs with my boots. I have placed handcuffs on the night table. I start to rub my breasts. I take my nipples in my fingers and twist gently. I rub them. I sit up so that the water is not covering my breasts. The water runs down my chest. I g
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I've been doing a whole lot of thinking in the past hours, and I have an idea what I need to do.  I need to fix myself before I help other people, cause I have a lot of growing up and learning to do.  So I'm gonna just stay away from women and leave relationships alone until I get myself straighten up.  So I'm not accepting any applications, I'm just gonna do me for now on, cause just like I said, I got a lot of growing up to do and a lot of soul searching cause I'm a real bad mess, and bad with women.  I don't have any other choice.  I smother them way too much and Amy's right.  I should learn how to give people space.  So I'm gonna work on myself and get therapy.  I'm making things worse as it is, cause I'm bad at dealing with women or people in general.
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They say the eyes are the gateway, to the soul. Stories lie within them, yet to be told. But not everyone, cares to look. They only want, what can be took. To add to the pain, not to take it away. To gain from it, it pains me to say. That I have closed my eyes, due to the pain. I don't wanna play anymore, tired of the game. I hope and I reach only adding, to the tears. Bringing to life, my worst fears. That there is no good, left in this world. That this plague I'm corrupted with, can never be cured. How can I be strong, when I feel so damn weak. So here I am on bended knee, please hear me. For this is my plea. I'm begging you to prove me wrong, somebody.
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Darkness is here and I don't understand, What will come of the world at hand? Death and destruction seems to be the plan For what can a mortal do to stave off deaths hand The gods have abandond their children to the abyss To drown in the fire of hopelessness and fear. I want to feel you here with me Your breath, your caress, your warmth I want to feel this all over my body So I can believe, if only for a moment I am worshipped as the goddess I should be Winter has come and there's no sound at all. The ground is white and there's no leaves at all Mother Nature sleeps and winter has come Dreams of summer have faded with the sun.
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Open your angel eyes wide don't get lost in the lavender sky shake all the stars from your hair taste your sweet, salty, bitter skin cut the poison from your tongue dont sleep beneath the candy acid sun please don't follow the fairy dust Don't sleep too heavy in your cherry blossom bed peel the razor peddles from your skin don't get lost in the fairy dust don't look at the fairy don't look at the fairy that fairy's not pretty she's ugly, evil, and deadly are you still dying are you still dying Peddle red, peddle blue, kill the fairy end the doom peddle red, peddle blue, the girl power will save you peddle red, peddle blue, if you're crazy then so am i are you still dying in the fairy dust are you still dying are you still dying kill the fairy Begone Oh Lofty Wenches to your Catwalks in the sky Begone and take thine graven image from before mine eye Stalk your way to paradise on six- inch, spike- heeled shoes And prattle to the Maker about fashion's changin
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Detox I've purged you from my life every now and then I still get the shakes I still get the thirst your toxic this i know your toxicity boils my blood gives my brian a rush makes me seem like i ride the short bus makes me numb seems like im all thumbs im sick of being uncomfortably numb so here i sit in detox As I stare Out into The darkness Of this Void, Searching for Someone, Maybe you Have seen Her. I don't know Her name, But she's The one. When I see Her, I Will Know She's for me Her beauty brigtens up my day with its resonating light melts all my fears makes all my tears wash away makes my heart want come out and play her eyes captivate me inprision my soul binding it to hers our 2 lost souls become as one forever
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The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,
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All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name from mocked fame But nobody's ever been there for you So, you sit alone Just you and you....... Silently planning your revenge Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry
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  Love unrequited, dreaming of better daysdoesn't seem to mattermuch anyways  I thought you were an angelsent to save mefrom this hell that I createdhere on my own.  long hours thinkingshadows on the wallthe day disappears and leaves me with nightfallthat's when it happensin the long, strange hours of the nightI lie still thinkinglistening to my heart beatso loud so alonea rhythm in my headpounding and demandingdrums on a distant shorewhere has it gonethe days we spent lost but not forgottenlost or stolen  demons in my headsnakes in my bedtorn like so much paperburning, burning, burningit's goneso far gonetoo, too lateto do anything but crywhy did it endbefore it begandistant memoriesnothing left but tears and ashesof my paper heart. We all live with our choices broken homes and distant voices I sit here in this dark room close my eyes and think of you Oh my God it's too late now to ever stop this breakdown I've closed that door walked that hall burned that bridg
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Jamie! When I was at the age of sixteen, I had a secret , Which should have been seen. No one saw it, So I didn’t tell. I managed to hide it So very well. I carried on As though nothing was wrong, But it seemed to go on For far too long. The night I went to the labour ward, I was frightened of what was to come. I was glad I had a hand to hold,- That same night I had told my mum. When it was over I was so confused. It’s not nice to have loved, And only been used. I missed the life I’d had inside me, For nine months he had grown. But after all the hiding, I could not call him my own. But I gave him a name,- I called him Jamie, I think of him every day, I loved him then, and always will, And no one can take that away. Rebecca Duncan (copyright) On Being Beci! When i think of all the pain i've felt, over my 35 years, it makes me feel quite queezy, always results in tears. It started when i was very small, close to
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CAN YOU HEAR IT IN THE AIR? THE WHISPER OF MY HEART AS IT CALLS OUT TO YOU THE SOUND OF THE WAY MY BREATH HITS YOUR CHEEK? THE GENTLE WAY I CARESS YOUR FACE AND LOOK INTO YOUR EYES CAN YOU SEE IT? CAN YOU SEE WHAT IS WITHIN MY HEART MY SOUL THE REALNESS OF THE MOMENT ? THE REALNESS OF ME? THE ENERGY OF THE HEAT BETWEEN US? THERE IT IS..ITS IN THE AIR THE AIR WE BREATH AS OUR BODYS BECOME ONE THE PASSION, THE LONGING TO MEET YOU AT YOUR HIGHEST POINT. TO FALL WITH YOU AS IF WE ARE SNOWFLAKES FLUTTERING TO THE GROUND IN A WHITE ABYSS OF BEAUTY..... BY, SAMANTHA SHOULD I LET MY SELF FEEL AGAIN? BROKEN HEARTED SO MANY TIMES. UNSURE OF LOVE AND OF ME. WHEN IS IT TIME TO TRUST TO TRUST IN SOMEONE WHO IS SO RIGHT. WHO I THINK OF DAY N INTO THE NITE HOW DO I KNOW WHEN I SHOULD LET MYSELF FEEL
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She sits looking out her front window, watching clouds float by on a dusty blue evening sky She stands watching at the door, as cars pass by on the road outside on their way home from work She lays staring at the ceiling, thinking of nothing and everything from bed upon pillows with blankets First minutes pass by and then slowly hours, heart keeps on beating as lungs keep on breathing with so many wishes in her head Her mind fills with vivid images and thoughts, most of which are of the precious times that she has been given to share with him Waiting for her eyes to shut and sleep to come, wheels of her mind keep turning as the tears slowly continue to slip from her eyes Longing and want begin to fill and consume her soul, tender touch of his hands with sweet kiss from his lips would still and calm this night A blanket of darkest black above me as I lay to rest A thousand diamonds sparkle and shine against the darkness White cotton clouds blow and drift acros
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********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* He’s in a web, A web of loving, A web of memories, A web that works together, A web that has up’s and down’s, A web that has each other close together, A web that has bined us together, A web that won’t let us apart, A web that kept us together, We’ve been to hell and back, But that web of love, Has always been there in our heart. ********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* I stand still, the world spins, I can’t keep up though the world wins. I get confused, and I get frustrated. I hear these voices, screaming at me, though I can’t quite figure out on what they tend to speak. I find myself talking in circles, I find myself pointing towards a window. I tell myself jump, I find myself landing into a garbage dump. I cry myself to sleep, calling myself a creep. Never again will I have to explain. Here I am in a coffin, no more coughing. No more cigarettes, no more sweats. *********************
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A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss… I am: A poet A painter A writer A priestess A Goddess A lover A fighter A wife A friend A FemDom A spiritual mutt An optimist An angel A devil A cynic... Often a walking contradiction Contrary Goddess...... Heartless Compassionate Loving cruel Dominant submissive Sadistic pain slut Tough vulnerable Fierce

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