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My Dad had a heart attack yesterday and is in the hospital he has had a heart catheter putin and we are praying for him to be okJust please pray for my dad he is a strong guy and he means the world to me
My dad is in the hospital right now. He has many health problems, at age 27 he had polo, but over came it and Served his country in Vietnam. He also suffer from High blood pressure and heart attacks. He has been on high bolld pressure med since his 30's. He has since due to his high bloood pressure meds, is on dyalsisis, his polo came back, its now called post polo, and his knees have given out. He has 4 stints in his heart. He can't walk. I see this strong man, who is a graduate of West Point and a retired LTC, my heart breaks. He been in the hospital for over 2 weeks now, due to get him ready for a knee replace, this was done Tuesday. now he still has the polo leg also to deal with. He has soo much. sorry I am just so down over everything. I cam home from PA yesturday, we finally find him a good place to go after leaving the hospial, what was offered to him I would not put my dog in!!! But my mom and I just went out on out own and found a place. So remember my dad in your thoughts t
ok people, I am a total Daddy's girl, I am the first to admit it, i got away with MURDER growing up, they adopted me when i was 15, took me in as a foster when i was 13, fought the system to be ALLOWED to adopt me, because they were gonna send me to a group home in Phoenix, because they didnt usually allow fosters to be adopted in the same town.... well today my dad was taken in to the hospital at 3AM they think he either HAd a stroke or was on the verge of having one, his blood sugar is still over 1000... and he is incoherent, but improving as they try to get it under control, he is still unable to talk, but is able to nod, and write to communicate now... they are moving him to the ICU... as he is still considered critical... i am asking you for thoughts, prayers, wishes... whatever faith or beliefs you may have... please send them his way... i just can NOT lose my Daddy.... thank you all in advance, i am a basket case, but i firmly believe in the power of faith and love... and you gu
My Dad..my Hero 05/20/1942-11/25/2008
I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE HERE. YOU ALL DO MEAN ALOT TO ME. I NEED TO TAKE THIS BREAK FOR NOW AND I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING THIS. I WAS GOING TO DELETE MY PROFILE BUT SO MANY OF YOU SAID NOT TO SO FOR NOW, I WILL KEEP MY ACCOUNT. I WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY AND HOPE TO HEAR FROM EVERYONE IN 2008. AND EVEN THOUGH I MAY NOT HAVE MET ALL OF YOU, I FEEL THAT YOU ARE ALL VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND I VALUE EACH ONE OF YOU VERY MUCH....SO FOR NOW, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND YOUR FAMILIES..THANK YOU AGAIN.....GOODBYE :) I LOST MY FATHER, MY BEST FRIEND YESTERDAY...
I DONT THINK IVE EVER FELT SO LOST AS I DO NOW, SO FAR AWAY FROM ALL OF MY FAMILY AND TOTALLY ALONE..THANK YOU TO THE FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ME DEAL WITH THIS..I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL..
I LEAVE FOR OHIO TOMORROW (THANKSGIVING DAY) TO SEE MY DAD AND SAY GOOD-BYE TO HIM FOR THE LAST TIME...NEVER, HAVE I NOT WANTED TO TAKE A TRIP LIKE I DO NOT WANT TO NOW!!
TO MY D
My Daughter Skye-logan Prigmore
skye in her moses basket, talkin to mummy and smiling hehe
Make your own Zing!
This video is is of my Daughter Skye-Logan she was only 1 and a half weeks old at this point. She pulls some really funny faces and i thought it would be nice to take a video of them to remind us of the early days of her life. Oh yeah and sorry for the music, i was having a funny half hour lol, i usually listen to either terror brothers radio or the Pagan Radio.
My Daughters Surgery
Hi yall so i found out when my daughters surgery is gonna be......it is january 16th, it is to remove a cyst in her throat please keep her in you thoughts and hope that she makes a full recovery...
My Daughter's Needs Help
My Daughter is going for the VIP now, and needs some help, so who ever can help her it would be appreciated alot.... She has only got 4300 comments as of today Thur Jan 3rd.
She really needs help now cause our internet went down for a couple of days.. and now we are behind.
I know a few of you have been there, but she has helped alot more then what has shown up to help her so far.
Here is the link to her photo that needs the comments..
My Date Nite
Please go to this web address and read all about my husband's perspective of the night I went out and fucked a stranger
My Dark World
i block the world
from my view
so i don't hurt agian
i prefure to be blind
it all offend
i wish it all
could be sweet
but that just isn't right
i wave my hand
everything will be alright
i know now
i was wrong
to think those stupid thoughts
how the hell
can the world go on
knowing all i've fought
if i just
lie here now
and give it one more try
maybe i'll just get lucky
and wave away and die
my dark world
the senseless creepy find
the place where i
welcome to my mind
My Daughter "bristine "
I'M IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING MY DIVORCE IN MICHIGAN, IM LIVING IN CANADA I HAVNT HEARD FROM MY DAUGHTER IN OVER 2 WEEKS THE LAST TIME WE TALK SHE SAID HER DAD WAS HEADING TO WYOMING AT THE END OF FEB BUT I FEAR THEY ALREADY LEFT I HAVE PICS OF MY DAUGHTER IN PROFILE PLEASE KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR HER SHE 14 YRS OLD BROWN/BLONDISH HAIR ,BLUE EYES , SHE WANTS TO LIVE WITH ME BUT HER DAD IS KEEPIN HER AWAY FROM ME , I FEEL SHE BEING KIDNAPPED BY HER OWN DAD WHO SHE HATES IF ANYONE HAS ANY INFO PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ON MY PAGE PLEASE OR EMAIL ME :firstname.lastname@example.org
Lost in thoughts of the past,
The anguish of the years
Darkness is my only friend,
Darkness hides my tears.
I've lost the only light,
The embers fade and die.
The memories of days long gone
Refuse to ignite.
Lost in thoughts of the past,
The anguish of the years.
Darkness is my only friend,
Darkness hides my tears.
I've lost the only light,
The embers fade and die.
Can this be all that's left?
This love has gone amiss.
And why am i left to die,
To perish here for all to see?
Why? Can this be all that's left?
This love has gone amiss
I just wanted to let all my friends on here know why I have not been on here for awhile. Not only have I been working alot of overtime at my job, which some of you know, it is hard to be working 12 hr shift everyday, raising two kids and trying to get on-line when you can, so I had to stop doing one of them and that was getting on-line. Another reason that I have not been on for a while and this is a big thing is that back on Dec. 19 I had to take my daughter to the doctor because she had lost a lot of weight, she was getting alot of headaches and she said that she was having problems with eyesight. We thought that the weight lose and the headaches was because of stress at her mom's but boy was I way off. For the first time in her young life she had to spend a couple of night in the hospital. It turned out that my 10yr old daughter is a Type 1 Diabetic. WOW!!! what a blow to everyone. She is doing alot better now except for having to have four shot of insulin aday, pricking her fingers
My day was full of fun. My mum played with me. I played with grandmum's feet and I got a free ride on a blanket! I got to take a few naps. I also got a cool new toy! It's a squeaky newspaper with "The Daily Growl" on it! I love it. Well I better go and play with my new toy.
My Daughter's Contest
Yep she is in another contest already... This one is on Marks page... the link is below..
Here is the link to Jennifer's contest first.....
Here is the link to Marks Page. ... check his blogs out while your there...
Hi, i been getting a lot of emails asking why i have you blocked in the shout box..
I have my shout box turned off today. This time is for my mom and myself, and i really don't feel up to talking much.
It is nothing personal...Read my blog about "Dad", then i think you will understand..
For those in the contest just send me an email and i will get back to you as soon as i can....
Thank you for understanding...
I love and miss you.....
Dec. 7, 1931 - Feb. 10, 2005
If I had my life to do over,
I'd have chosen you to be my dad
Even if it meant losing you again,
It's worth all the tears in the
You were my sunshine when skies
I loved you and honored you;
You took all my tears away.
I was happy to be with you,
Proud to be your little girl.
Sometimes we would argue,
But to me you meant the world.
Your love was always pure;
You treated me as your own.
Your time seemed all too short and
I feel so alone.
My Daughter Comes First
My Daughters Come First
Please forgive me my love but my daughters come first.
Being in love with you and needing you has my heart roaring to burst.
But the feelings I have for two little ladies so pure.
Wanting their daddy in their lives and nothing more.
So if there is a choice that I must make I will not have their lives at stake.
I can not allow that to ever happen to them.
My emotional feelings will never go dim.
In love with you, yes I am. But I can not leave them out on the land.
Innocent young bystanders knowing nothing about life.
And losing their daddy would be a hell of a price.
They are my heart, my joy, my gifts from the Lord.
I would rather hang myself with an extension cord!
Or rip my heart out and look at it with a stare!
Then feed it to a lion, a tiger or a bear.
My Danny Vaughn From Tyketto Photos
NOT TOO LONG AGO I USED TO WORK FOR WILDCHILDMAG.COM , THAT JOB GAVE ME THE OPPORTUNITY AND INTERVIEW OF A LIFETIME -- DANNY VAUGHN FROM THE BAND TYKETTO !!!!! THE MAN IS BLOODY GORGEOUS , THE PICTURES I AM ENLCOSING CAME STRAIGHHT FROM DANNY AND HIS NEW BAND VAUGHN , I WAS THE VERY FIRST PERSON TO GET THE PRIVILAGE OF THESE PHOTOS !!! MY INTERVIEW IS INCLUDED
Thank you Danny for taking the time to do this interview !!
Always a pleasure!
Tell me about your latest project ?
There are a lot of thing going on right now. I co wrote the title track of Richie Zito's new album "Avalon", which was great fun as I haven't done anything with Richie since "Don't Come Easy". I've written a song with Spanish guitar shredder, Jorge Salan on his new cd, and I'm working with guitarist Davis Ramay in Brazil on a couple of tracks as well. Ever since making myself generally available to work on people's demos or recording projects, I've been able to experience a lot of new music from al
WELL TODAY WAS A BUSY DAY AT WORK. I SHOULDN'T CALL IT WORK, I REALLY LOVE MY JOB. WHAT IS IT THEY SAY WHEN YOU LOVE YOUR JOB. "IF YOU LOVE THE WORK YOU DO, THEN YOU REALLY NEVER HAVE WORKED A DAY IN YOUR LIFE" GUESS THAT IS HOW I AM FEELING TODAY.
GOT FOUR DOGS OUT OF SHELTER TODAY, THAT IS FOUR THAT WENT IN TO RESCUE. HAVE 8 ON HOLD TO LEAVE OUT. THAT IS A GREAT FEELING IN IT'S SELF. NOW TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. AND I HAVE TO MAKE A CHOICE OF WHAT DOGS GET ON HOLD, AND WHAT DOGS HAVE TO GO DOWN IN ORDER TO MAKE ROOM FOR OTHER DOGS TO COME IN. THAT IS NOT A GOOD DAY FOR ME. I DON'T REALLY LIKE HAVING TO MAKE THAT CHOICE, BUT SOME ONE HAS TO DO IT I GUESS, IT IS A PART OF MY JOB. JUST GET VERY ANGRY AT THAT CHOICE. BUT UNTIL OWNER'S OF ANIMALS REALIZE THAT A PET IS A LIFE LONG THING, THEN IT IS NOT GOING TO CHANGE. ANIMALS THAT COME INTO THE SHELTER ARE AFRAID, AND ALONE. I DO MY BEST TO SEE THAT THEY ARE LOVED ON FOR WHAT EVER TIME THEY HAVE IN THERE. MOST ARE LUCKY AND GET INTO GOOD LOVI
My Darker Friends!
Yes, another pimpout. This is for my "darker" friends...not all of them are "dark" so to speak, but by names and pic's that they may have in their collection of pictures...They are great people and return love!
Stop by and check them out (here they are in no particular order....:D)
Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_Pixis Real Life Fiance~@ fubar
Pierced tattooed texas gurl R/L best m8 to aussiecraig1971 R/L sister to BB@ fubar
Twisted&Transparent~ Wifey to My soldier John~@ fubar
Dark Angel@ fubar
~And last but not least ~The Angelic Enigma~
The Angelic Enigma ~Protector to cRaZy BiTcH, D.A., Wenchie and BrownSugar~@ fubar
i have pimped out some on this page before and some I have not. Sorry for the redundancy :P
This pimpout brought to you by me :
♈ BrownSugar ♈ Protected by The Angelic Enigma ♈@ fubar
My Day Today
Ok here has been my day lol its been a gr8 day so i decided to share it with all y'all :D
First i had a lie in this morning but once 9 am got here i woz up and made a few moves of chess :D
Then wen my kids dad got back with Ryan (my youngest) i went to my local garage and fixed Ryans bike lol (he needed the seat and handlebars putting higher as with the training wheels) then wen i got back i re coloured my hair (only the roots lmao :D ) then i went out for the aftanoon
When i got back i picked my other son (6yr old Patrick) from school and took him down to the park to learn how to ride WITHOUT training wheels :D and while we woz out had a lovely dinna at the diner in the park :D
Then we had a lovely evening watching a movie ....
wow now lol i think just about covers it :D
Today was good. Not too long, but not too short. Got back into college, so that was good. Other than that not too bad. TTYL.
My Dad And Friends
Hey all my friends my dad needs all the help he can get. I'am asking my friends to come an help him out in his contest...all my friends know that if you need my help I'll help you out when you need it.... Plz come help me out.... The link to the pic is below...... thank you
There is also a wonderful friend that is in a contest also and can use some help, so stop by to help her out also. Just remember every little bit Helps..
Here is another Friend that could use some help also... Please every bit counts...
When is it time to say goodbye,
To all the love I've known,
When is it time to end your pain,
And leave me all alone?
I've watched you on your good days when
I feel your strength renewed;
But shortly after little ups,
The down days then ensue.
We ride this roller-coaster of
Emotions as we try,
To make it through another day,
And yet, I can't deny ...
That as I look into your face
On days that have been bad,
I see a look that beckons me
It's tired, and hurt, and sad.
The little spark I used to see
Behind those loving eyes,
Is growing ever clouded
By life's cruel inhumane side.
I try to see beyond the pain
You feel with every step;
And softly whisper to myself
This may get better yet.
If I can bear to watch you
Just another day or two;
I justify my reasons to
Ensure I cling to you.
For letting go is harder for
The person left behind;
It means that if I let you go,
I cannot turn back time.
Back to the days I long for now,
When you were full
My Daddy Hurts Me!!!
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlies bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work
to everybody that been there for me, thank you.
tomorrow is my dad big day. he going in his first surgery friday. i just ask all the people that been there for me and my family to keep praying and having faith for me and them. thank you
My Dad is dying of panceras cancer and spreading rapidly. I know the Lord is watching over him. I know he will be in a better place where he can breathe well. He is a amazing guy! He adopted when I was 2yrs from Siagon Vietnam. He put mke under his wing. I want everyone to put my Dad in your prayers! I love you Daddy and always will!
I just recieved a Instant Message from my date from yesturday. She didn't think it went as good for her as it did for me. We kissed over and over again during the movie. Which at times she started. And now she says she is not ready for a relationship. Ok what ever. Its just one more rejection in my life. But again what ever. My date went greater than expected. We went to Dennys. Which was her idea . We had fun. Went back to her place and watched half of a movie called Knocked Up. We will finish it tomarrow
My dad has had alot of problems for years,he has trouble swallowing food, liquid, anything, he has lost alot of weight. Recently he went to the Dr. because he had a knot on his neck, they took a biopsy and come back cancer, he has advanced stage 4 lung cancer, and is expected to live 6-8 months. The cancer has spread through out his body, it is eating away at the bone of his shoulder so they might have to amputate it. I seen him yesterday and he looks terrible, from where they took the biopsy his face and neck is swollen hardly recognized him. He know has another growth on the other side of his neck.the knot on his neck is pressing against his jugular if he turns the wrong way it cuts the blood flow to his brain... I will keep you updated when I can, I probably won't be on much... Please keep us in your prayers...
The darkness closes in
Squeezing my dreams from my grasp
Squeezing the love from my heart
Squeezing everything from me
'Til I am nothing
Nothing but a shell
Weaping in despair
Tugging at my hair
Wanting it to end
Needing to escape
The darkness get only deeper
As the pain slips away
As up becomes down
Left becomes right
As tears become rain
Sliding down unfeeling cheeks
Bloody lips, coughing into exhaustion
Everything has fallen apart
All my dreams,
All that's left a shattered heart
The darkness makes it's last attack
As the blade cuts deep
As the blood runs thick
My last whisper,
Words of love to you
Words of farewell
I never wanted it to end this way
I never wanted to leave this day
But I could not escape this darkness...
My Daughter Is Missing. Please Help.
I wanted to let eveyone know that my daughter has been found!! She is alive and safe and doing ok.
Thank you all for your prayers and kindness!!
Irish This is a link to Jordon's poster on the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children's website.
There is also a picture of her on my profile photo's in my Default album thing.
Thank you Jordon is still missing. Sunday, June 22, is her 16th birthday and I don't know how I'm going to make it.
My Daddy My Hero!
JUST WANNA LET MY FATHER KNOW THAT I LOVE AND MISS HIM MORE THAN HELL EVER KNOW. HE WAS THE ONLY MAN WHO WAS EVER REALLY THERE FOR ME. ALWAYS SUPPORTED EVERYTHING I DID. MOST OF ALL TAUGHT ME THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE GETS DONT FORGET TO LAUGH. HE ALSO MADE ME SEE HOW YOU JUST NEVER KNOW WHEN UR LAST DAY ON EARTH WILL BE SO DONT WASTE A MINUTE. MY DAD DIED IN 1985 I WAS JUST 15 YEARS OLD SO AS U CAN IMAGINE I NEEDED HIM ALOT DURING THOSE TOUGH TIMES. HE WAS A GREAT SOLDIER AND EVER GREATER FATHER. HE NEVER GOT TO MEET ANY OF HIS GRANDCHILDREN BUT NO DOUBT WOULDVE BEEN GREAT AND IN SEPT. WOULD'VE HAD HIS FIRST GREAT GRANDCHILD, YES IM GONNA BE A GRANDMA. I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT NOT A DAY GOES BY I DONT THINK ABOUT HIM OR MISS HIM AND ILL OF COURSE NEVER FORGET WHAT A GRAT MAN ROBERT LEONARD STRICKERT MY HERO MY DAD WAS. I LOVE YOU DADDY! AND THANKS TO ALL WHO TOOK THE TIME TO READ AND CELEBRATE MY HERO! R.I.P. DADDY
Daddy, Take my hand in yours and you will plainly see,
How very much I need you now to love and care for me.
As my little hand grows, I will need you even more,
Everything I do in life, I have never done before.
Teach me to be kind and loving, sharing and forgiving,
Show me through your acts of love the pure joy of living.
The years will pass by quickly and one day I will be grown,
I will pass what you have taught me onto children of my own.
Hold me always in your thoughts and remember when we are apart,
The special love between a child and a daddy's heart.
This is for My Dad, the man that raised me and loved me no matter
what I did or got into. I miss him everyday but I still have many
memories of him that can never taken away. He has my heart and lives
in my soul all the time.
Love You Dad may you rest in peace (11/19/43-2/3/01)
Monday night, my dad woke up with terrible pain in his ankle and foot. My mom saw him jump out of bed (which is very bad with his BP) so she followed him towards the bathroom. He was extremely wobbly, so she put her arm around his waist from the back. When he got into the bathroom, he collapsed and she couldn't do anything to break his fall. Andrew and Shane (in my family list as the Beer Guy) went running and immediately started first aid. I heard the crash and went flying upstairs to see what was going on. My dad had lost consciousness and Andrew and Shane were trying to bring him out of it. At first we thought it was his sugar, so Mom checked that, but it was fine.
Andrew checked my Dad's pulse, and Shane checked his eyes and kept talking to him to get him to respond. Once he regained consciousness, Shane and Andrew tried to get him to stand up, but he couldn't. So I called 911, in a panic, and waited outside for the police and ambulance. I sent the first cop and medi
My Darling Rayne
Secondhand SerenadeFall For YouMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
MY DARLING RAYNE I LOVE YOU YOU ARE MY LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS THAT SEE'S ME THOUGH MY YEN TO MY YANG THE OTHER PART OF MY SOUL THAT MAKES ME COMPLETE I WAS A FOOL WHEN I WALKED AWAY THE FIRST TIME I LEFT YOU TO BE HURT AND I GIVE YOU MY PROMISE YOU WILL NEVER BE HURT AGAIN I LOVE YOU YOU ARE MY HEART MY SOUL EVERY BREATH I TAKE I AM YOUR EDWARD YOU ARE MY BELLA AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF ME I LOOK FORWARD TO GETTING UP EVERYDAY N SEEING UR SMILING FACE I LOVE CHANGEING THE DAYS WITH YOU AS WE TALK I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF ME AND I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU AS MY WIFE AND SHARE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU I LOVE YOU MY DARLING WIFE RAYNE
my daughter finally came in to this world her wieght was 5lb 7onces she is 19 in long and here birthday is july 18 she was born at 10:47 am and shes the most beautiful baby in the world i know every parent says that but i think she is
My Daughter Is Going To Iraq!
Today I remember those who lost their live to the horrible events from the hands of the evil. I sit here with tear running down my cheeks. First I grieve for those lost and second I pray for those serving. As a mother of a young woman who is serving today my heart aches. The mixed emotions Im feeling today are those of Extreme pride for her yet fear for her. In my heart I know what she is doing today is what she needs to do as a woman, a soldier and as a AMERICAN! I love her and miss her dearly! Well, as a mom of a soldier I got the new a week or so ago! Suzanne is heading to the Sand Box.... The mixed emotions are here. Proud, supportive, scared, just to name a few. It will be a long 400 days.... She is my baby girl Yet a Strong and vibrant Woman.. She a SOLDIER! She is doing what she signed up for because she an American Soldier. My 5lb 2 oz baby at birth is doing what many cant/wont, defend our country. Proud? OMG Never been so proud of her.
Hey everyone. not sure how many people are going to read this but i am going to start posting up things that i do through out my days. if you have not noticed i am really horney all the time. and i love to go out and have fun. I am bi just in case you were wondering. I love to hear your comments. so lets see how things are going to go. hope you all enjoy hearing what i do. and i hope you heare from you all.
lexi lillyan fowler
was born at 1:16pm on 1st september 2008
she waighs 9bl 12oz
more info cumin soon
My Daughter Adrieanna
Hes My Son - Mark Schultz
Do You Remember Me
I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you,
I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true.
It's been 9 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity,
Do you still remember me?
It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head,
Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you,
Even after all this time,what am I going to do?
Maybe this is the way mommys are suppose to feel,
Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal.
If I could ask but one question why,
How is it God could need you more than I?
Watching DVR of Obama's address to congress.Ate more fries and now on my 4th boilermaker of 101 proof Wild Turkey and Milwaukee's Best Ice. Just sitting here blogging on fubar for the first time. I'm debating whether to go grocery shopping now or tomorrow. The sun is out now and I get heat rash being out in it.Tomorrow there is rain in the forcast.I don't mind going out in the rain.
Been working this past week on my bed frame project.
I raised the bed up off the floor about 2 feet and now using the space to store my junk. I have more room now.
I face another work nite and it would be my last 1 of the week but I told a associate I would fill in for her Friday for 5 hours. I face the weekend with 12 hour shifts Sat and Sunday. Hopefully a co worker will fill in for me Mon and Tues so I can have some time off to relax and drink a few boilermakers.
Well My Daughter is safely back in Honduras. I took her to Houston this morning for her flight back. That was a long stressful trip. The hardest part was saying goodbye. Stephanie leaving still has me pretty much bummed out. But still it was an amazing trip.
Even though this is the first time I have seen my daughter in almost 21 years. Even though we have been talking by e-mail, messenger and by phone, everyone knows that isn't the same. but we just clicked. it was like we had been together everyday of her life. I am very blessed to have a bond like this with my daughter. I know many aren't that lucky, and I wish I could have a bond like this with my son.
For my daughter it was quite an adventure, comming in ahead of huricane Gustav. So that kept us indoors for a few days watching tv and talking. Got her hooked on a couple of my shows. Sharing music and stuff like that. We did the tourist thing, took her to jefferson, did shopping there, saw a lot of kool museums.
9-11 & My Daddy
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my dreams to keep...
as they are too lonely for one heart bare.
Much too cruel to wake and find nobody is really there
Sitting here the lonliness moves in just as quickly as the smile fades from my face.
With a heart this large & nobody to share....
Needing to have someone touch my face, just let me know they are there.
To wake next to love
oh how divine!!
I know this lonely feeling too shall pass....
My dad passed away Sept. 18, 2008... I miss him dearly..... He was struggling with cancer and he finally gave up the fight....It's really weird not having him around! gone but never forgotten!
R.I.P DAD MARCH 18, 1947....SEPT 18,2008
Hi everyone....my baby girl is in a contest please everyone go vote for her....you can vote once per day....let help my baby win......please repost and let get all our friends and family to help her win too....her is the link just copy and paste it........https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=799564&x=.JPG
My Dark World
My heart is like a whore
For I've given it to many men.
Without questions, without expectations;
With only one exception:
The only thing I've ever asked for;
The only thing I've ever expected
Was for their love in return.
But without exception, without fail
Each one took my heart,
Crumpled it up, and threw it away.
Like my love was worthless, a simple piece of trash;
Something that was easily and frequently discarded.
So now pieces of my heart are floating around,
Like pieces of paper tumbling in the wind
And I have to gather them up.
But some of them will be lost forever;
Some of them I'll never be able to find again.
But those pieces that I do regain,
I will try to put back together with what remains
So my fragmented heart will once again be whole.
For now I realize that it isn't worthless
My love is valuable, priceless
And I'm saving it for someone who will treasure it;
Who will treat it like a special gift
That I've given to him and no one else.
And I hope
My Daily Life
I am gonna start a log of what is in store for ole' maverick today is an exciting for me and my little brother as today Total Non-Stop Action Wrestling is coming tonight to the phantasy theater in cleveland i excited cause this is history in wrestling form thier will be more historical wrestlers at this show tonight than i have ever seen. Anyway my day has started wierd i couldnt sleep much of the night but as of right now i am listening to an awesome band called the mighty stef and getting ready to go pick up a pack of smokes. This day will start boring this will be an opposite of spring where it comes in like a lamb and goes out like a lion. I am excited tho because i found out yesturday i will probably have 3 jobs this summer 2 out of 3 will be the most fun jobs i have ever had and the other eh but hey i need money to pay stuydent loans lol. So i hope everyone will like this dailey(sp) log of my life becuase this is better than a fucking twitter account lol LONG LIVE THE FU-NATION
My daughter Amy lives in Illinois and had a baby girl this past July. Amy And I haven't had the best relationship in the past mostly due to the lies her mother told about me.
The tides have turned and Amy has been uncovering the truths and dicovering that her mother was actually the evil parent. Amy has been talking to me quite a bit more. This is has been good and has made me happy.
Here is the problem and leads me to ask the question of "what is she doing?"
Shortly before my granddaughter was born , my daughter asked for money to keep her boyfriend out of jail. I sent them the money they needed and extra to help them out. It wasn't long after that that Amy stopped talking and writing etc..
It has been a couple months and I just figured that Amy was too busy with the baby to get online. (That is our primary connection because she can't afford a phone) However I discovered that she has been online and just not answering me yadda yadda.... Two days ago she wrote me 3 pages
So I was going to go vote this morning and Kayla informed me that I needed to go vote at her school because that was my polling place. She then informed me that I could vote until 7pm. She said my choices were Barak Obama or John McCain. I asked her who she would vote for if she could vote….. she told me…..
Elvis!!!! LMAO! She is too funny sometimes… apparently our service dog in training would be the best presidential candidate according to my 6 year old!
My Dad ( 1908-1974) I was very fortunate growing up, I had a wonderful man for my dad. My Dad was born on Novemeber 15, 1908 in Burlingame CA. After all these years the house is still standing. My Dad and his parents moved to Reno, Nevada and thats where he met my mom. I was born March 19, 1952 in Reno Nevada. It was great growing up there. Dad use to race boats on Lake Tahoe and he really enjoyed it. My Dad and Grandpa had their own construction busines in Reno WAtkins and Son Millwork so I learned from an early age all about construction and yes I can still read blue prints lol. Daddy was Coast Guard certified so he could patrol the lakes in the Reno-Tahoe area. He loved it. I remember always going on the boat with him, yes i had to be certified too. Daddy could always take a gloomy day for me and turn it into a smile. He had this little tune he would always whistle. This time of the month is very hard on me as Daddy.s birthday is the 15th of this month. Had my Dad liv
If I were to put an "Man Wanted" ad out...here's what it would read:
Between the ages of 20-27, 6'0+, preferably country, or from the south.
Love blonde hair, but not required. No thin guys, but no overweight one's either. Work out once or twice a week. Must love: horses, country music, trucks. Driving a truck is bonus points, and guys with cars need not apply.
Applicants apply within.
Rachel passed away at 7:30 on 12.24.08 & i'll miss her so much. All because some 19 year old kid was too impatient to just wait for her to turn. He hit her while she was trying to make a left turn into a driveway. He and his girlfriend walked away from it all. I've never hated someone so much, so instantly. I know he didn't mean to hurt her, but it just hurts so bad.
R.I.P. Rachel Maggie! We'll love you forever!!!
10. My favorite color is blue.
9. I have an irrational fear of needles.
8. My folks divorced on my 8th birthday.
7. I will NEVER have c
Two days ago my family was gathered at the hospital,they had taken my dad off the ventilator but, he couldn't breath on his own.They put him back on it and read him his last rights. My mom had almost given up she just didn't know what to do but us kids said don't give up yet. My mom has been staying at my house threw all this. It was a long night and for me and mom pretty much a sleepless night.We were driving to the hospital early Tues morning when my sister call my mom from the hospital,my dad was off the ventilator, sitting up in bed and talking to my sister. Although he was not making a lot of sense he was breathing on his own. Only 10 hours earlier he had been given last rights.Today they moved him to CCU into his own room and has a lot of the tubes out of him. We are still waiting on the results to see if they got all of the cancer but today he is here, still pretty sick and in the hospital but, alive. That's one reason my dad is my hero and why i believe in prayers. to be cont.
I miss you so much daddy and i wish you were here with me. But i know you are here beside me and looking over me right now. I wish i could of hugged you one last time before you passed away. I had my chance to come and see you but i kept on holding it off and i hope you can forgive me for not coming to see you. I couldn't come and see you the way you were and with you being so weak. I know you had to go so you wouldn't have to suffer with all the problems you were having. Now that i am getting your ashes i get to have a part of you or all of you in my room and talk to you whenever i can. I know it is not the same as in person but if i could have u in person right now it would be great to see you. Please daddy if you are reading this right now please give me a sign knowing that u are here beside me so i know you are still in my heart, even though you always will be in my heart. We all miss you daddy(Elijah Hyson). I love you, love Jerry
My Daughter's Poetry
the moment i saw you i felt lifted,
the moment our chemicals reacated,
the moment you touched me,
the time you kissed me,
i felt alive and out there,
you make me breathless when i come near you,
you say i love you and i choke tryin to say it back,
when you catch me when im fallin...
i get so taken
that my lungs get cut off
and i cant stand the feeling of it,
i get high off your words
as they spill out into my mind,
all i think is that your words are breathless
and so taken to my heart i go numb,
the moment i love the most
is when you said-
BABY DO YOU WANNA OWN ME
DO YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR MAN FOR LIFE
AND NEVER LET GO! A real man would be proud
Of who he's with
A real man would buy flowers
When you are sad
A real man could tell
If you are mad or not
A real man wouldn't hit on your friends
When you are not around
Most of all,
A real man would love you
If he truly loves you
He would never let you go
No matter what you say You st
This month has been a hard month. my 6 year old daughter was backed up over by a one ton duely pickup. she has got a lot of fractured bones. she is back home and doing well. its going to take time for things to get back to normal. im just so thsnkful she was tough and fought through it and i have her back home with me. lots of prayers and support is needed. thank you for the ones that has been there for me and my daughter!!!!
My Dark Place
I Hate This...
In My Life There Are Only A Few Things That I Ask For... But Time And Time Again, There Is Something That Constantly Prevents My Goals From Becoming Reality. First, I Would Love To Have A Career As A Police Officer ANYWHERE!!! But Apparently You Can't Achieve That Goal Without Joining The Police Academy... Which Costs Money, Which Thanks To An Ex-Girlfriend Who Stole Every Penny I Ever Saved Up, I Don't Have Too Much Of Anymore.
Second, Military!!! I Want To Join The Military With All My Heart, But Apparently I Have Had One Too Many Surgeries, And Broken Bones... So They Pretty Much Look At Me Like I Am Damaged Goods, I Have Been Told By Recruiters That They Will Take Anyone, As Long As You Have The Heart. Well I Have Been Shot Down Several Times, So Fuck What Recruiters Say... Its All Bullshit.
And Last But Most Certainly Not Least... A Companion To Spend The Rest Of My Life With, I Have Loved And I Have Lost, But For Once It Would Be N
My Dark Angels
This Blog is taken word for word from a Yahoo conversation I was having with a friend one nite right before Lent began...My life has been in turmoil for a while now...And the beginning of Lent was giving me pause...Making me consider some things...And as I tried to explain to my friend just what motivates my profiles, my profile names, and what lies underneath the surface of my shattered ideas...I wrote what I considered something very interesting...Something I had never tried to put into words...
So for the record...And the sake of many a person's curiosity...I am adding that conversation here to give you the reader a slight peek into my jumbled and fevered brain...One that swirls with thousand upon thousands of thoughts and random ideas...
Take a minute or two...And read this Blog...And maybe leave a comment on what you think...Peace and hugs to you....
This conversation begins in the middle of what my friend and I were talking about... it is all from my side as he didn't in
well i see my daugher every 2 weeks and im trying to get her back and i go to court on the 31st of march 2009...
My Daughter's Father
Well my daughter got to see her father on sunday for the 3 hour time he is allowed. He lives in Missouri in New Bloomfeild so she got to see her sisters Chelsea and Lucy and her Aunt Chris and her other grandma and grandpa Gerstenberger. I just wish he would have more respct fro her and want to see ehr more but he chooses to not come visit when he needs to she calls him Jason because my friend Jason talks to her more then her own father does. He dont really act like he really cares to see her but cares to see me more then his own daughter. I dont care to see him because we got a divorce for a reason and he still thinks he can pull my strings and i will follow and i dont. So it is very stressful when i pick up my daughter from her visitations and he looks at me like he wants shit and i wont give him nothing. So this next time he sees her will in june on the 21st. we will see if it follows thru if not that is his problem not mine if my mom wants to go on vacation with my daughter then so
My Damned Angel
Stayed in the shadows so long,
The moon was burned into his eyes
Around that moon, sallow and pale
Was unbreakable darkness in the skies
His eyes are everything black and white
A portrait far too pure
A honey warmth when he's calm,
But solid black when he's unsure
I can't see anything past those screens
I've never seen anything like them on earth.
It's in my heart when they change
From depression to unshakeable mirth.
What has God done to such an angel?
And why is he so sad?
Poor angel, my damned angel,
The injustice makes me mad.
Promise after promise is made
Not one can be carried out.
Poor angel, my cruel angel,
I hear him as he shouts.
He says he wants to see the sun
Once more before, too much at steak.
I can't watch my angel, my broken angel,
He slowly starts to break.
My angel, my everlasting angel.
I love him with all the power of the sun.
My heart burns and I'm on fire,
My angel, my precious angel is the one.
Eyes lance through my soul
Well I am here thanks to a friend lets see where it goes shall we
My Daugher Keira Rip
well it's mother's day here and i am having a really hard time dealing with it. In August my youngest daughter Keira was drown by my sister and I had to bury her. I am spending my mother's day visiting my baby's headstone and wishing she was here to hug and kiss. I miss you baby girl. I think of you 24/7.
HERES THE BAD PART MY SISTER GOT 15 MONTHS IN PRISON FOR IT....THAT'S JUSTICE FOR MY LITTLE GIRL. FUCK THE SYSTEM
SO IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE SOME NICE COMMENTS OR ANYTHING FOR ME FOR MOTHER'S DAY I KNOW IT MIGHT HELP MY MORE THE BROKEN HEART!
My Day Out
I HAD A BLAST WITH MY ROOMMATES KIDS... WE ALL WENT TO THE POOL STAY TILL ABOUT 5:00 P.M... I AM BURN FROM HEAD TO TOE.... I STILL HAD A BLAST... NOW FOR THOSE WHO SAY THAT I DONOT GET OUT AND DOING NOTHING HMMM LOOK ON MY PIC PAGE AND YOU WELL SEE MY FACE I AM RED BUT I WE TAN THE NEXT DAY...... STILL HAD A BLAST...... WHEN IT GET HOT I AM OUT SIDE MOST OF THE TIME.. I DONOT LIKE BEING IN SIDE THAT MUCH... I AM LIKE HELL NO GOT TO GET OUT AND DOING SOMETHING...... CAN'T WAIT TO GO RAFTING SOON WITH MY BABY.... OH NO NOT THE WAIT THING DAMN IT.... OOOOOO I LOVE CAMPING TOO.... LOVE THE NIGHT TIME WHEN IT IS JUST YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONE AT THE CAMP SITE NOT A DAMN SOUL AROUND... HMMMMM NOW WOULDA YOU LIKE TO KNOW... HA HA I AM NOT TELLING YOU ANY THING YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO GUESS AND BE IN THE GUTTER.... AHHHH YES THE GUTTER IS A VERY FUN PLACE TO BE....
Your morning thought for the day:
He didn't tell me how to live -- he lived, and let me watch him do it.
Clarence Budington Kelland
My Daily Video Of Wtf??
As promised I am posting another AVGN link. So this video is funny on it's own however seeing the Top Gun episode "Check Previous blog." first will make the episode that much funnier. I was a jealous poor child who had few accesories with the my NES "providing it was not sold for drugs that week" as well as few games so when I saw exacally what I missed out on I felt that much more greatful for what i did have and no longer felt like I was missing out on something cool as a child. Hope you enjoy! ~Brodie
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As always, Feel free to check out MY videos and links.
www.youtube.com/randomclips The AVGN is hands down one of my favortie internet celebs. in this episode he explores both top gun games for the NES. Hands down one of my favorite episodes, tomorrow I will be posted another video from this user. If you have not seen him before and you have been pla
Fact of the day: The average four year-old child asks over four hundred questions a day.
“Someone save me”
Joke of the day:
Why sex is like riding a bike….
1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You c
Why do men treat women so badly on here, why cant they have respect for them for who they are. Am glad i was raised treat every female with respect n with love no matter how bad the treat me,
Am glad not like them, i treat everyone with respect no matter what less they lie or cheat on me then yeah be ass hole!
Am way different from most these guys on here, looks n age don't mean shit to me. It's the feelings you have for the person that matters the most the feelings from your heart is the most important. Not the looks or the age!
whats up these guys talking dirty, to women that some fucked up shit!! Men should have alot more respect for these gorgeous ladys if wasn't for them we all be gay!
I all ways treat my friend's loved ones with respect no matter what because want to be treated the same way!
My Daisy Blue Is In An Auction
YO BISHES, MY GIRL DAISY BLUE IS IN AN AUCTION, YOU ALL NEED TO GO & CHECK OUT WHAT SHE IS OFFERING IF YOU'RE THE LUCKY ONE TO PLACE THE WINNING BID...NOW FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT CAN'T AFFORD TO PURCHASE THIS AWESOME FRIEND OF MINE, YOU NEED TO RATE HER PIC....RATE HER PIC....RATE HER PIC, DID I MENTION, SHE NEEDS RATES ON HER PIC??? IF NOT, THEN YOU NEED TO GO RATE HER PIC TOO...THANK YOU FOR GOING OVER THERE AND RATING HER PIC AND BIDDING ON HER....TY TY TY...NOW CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND RATE HER PIC
I think of you more and more each passing day. I have loved and ive missed you ever since ive first laid eyes on you. I see your beautiful face every time I close my eyes. Hurts me so, knowing that I will only have my memories of you. I will never be able to hold you, nor will I be able to kiss you.
I blame myself for you not staying in my lyf. But it wasnt myne, something jus werent right. What ever happen was jus an accident. It was no ones fault.
Your lyf hadnt even begun. You had passed from the start. I know that when a tear falls its you, trying to rub out that black spot from my heart.
You are my precious Angel, and will be always jus that. You have touched me in ways no one has ever done in my entire lyf, and I dont see it to ever happen again.
For now this I must close for it is getting hard to see through all the tears. Jus remember my little Angel daddy loves you, I will see you really soon. Good night Princess.
Thank you to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and words of support. As I sat here reading this, I thanked God for each and everyone of you.
As of last nite when we left, my dad was still strong and holding his own. The doctor said that they are doing they're best to keep him comfortable. During the time we were up there, he was clear for only about a half hour.
Last nite was a revelation for me in a lot of ways. And the most shocking one was, that I am unable to trust the woman who has married him only recently. I'm alone in a sea of confusion. In the middle of two women warring over a man who will soon be gone.
And all my kids and I are wanting is to spend time with him before he is gone. Peaceful time to talk, let him know how much we love him, trying to encourage him.
And I am sitting here right now, not knowing what to do. Only wanting to see his wishes followed thru. And finding out in a three hour conversation that he has divulged those wishes to only one person who won't
It has almost been a year since my daddy was ripped away from our lives and i just wanted to take a moment and say that i'm the luckiest daughter in the world to have gotten to have the chance to know him. And now i can finally have peace in my heart because i know that i have the greatest Guardian Angel ever. We love and miss you Daddy...
In Memory Of:
Gerald Lee Willingham
August 28,1964 - October 27,2008
My Damn Blog
What are the craziest and funniest shirts you have ever seen? I just love these. They make us smile, and think about the best times in our lives.
I had no clue we had a blog here..Well its like this up until 2007 I was rollling along lifes highway feeling so good..Then the dragon raised his bufugly head..When I got sick well I got sick..Started tx in the fall of that year...It was real bad..First off loosing the money I use to make was bad then this tx crap well hell man whats next? Well suicide attempt was next..The tx had me crazy..I mean truly nuts..I couldnt sleep eat think nothing was the same and since then nothing has returned to true sanity...My daughter was so use to being spoiled the littel brat and having to loose my business due to the dragon well money left us..I live on disability now and well who the hell can live on that tiny bit of cash..So this last couple of years I have lost...So much but mostly I have lost Savannah..her innocence was taken away due to my sickness..She is so out there it scares me daily..I love this child more than my own breath..She was my late in life child..So needless to say she was unex
My Daily Horoscope (according To Facebook...hehehe)
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope
Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope
You're feeling the urge to socialize, and it is a great day to expand your network.
Lucky Time of Day:12am
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope
Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope
If you don't want to climb out of your shell, that's really okay! Don't feel guilty.
How are u ding I'm doing allright you know dad has cancer. Has ben one year sins you died, dad fount uot he had cancer about 2 months later. Mom had a pace maker put in about a month after that.Dad is on his way to be with you. Take care of him.You will have someone to go fishing & hunting with.Now when he gets there yall don't be caseing al those prity angle al over heaven!
love always Phlip My dad has lung cancer has had it for one year. He is my step dad but the only dad I ever realy new.We a good life together. Going to mis diog things with him. He allready can't git out of bed half the time,it's hard wachting someone you love go fram bing heathy to bing able to hardly move.Whent out with my sis for mine an my dads bithday hi the 26 mine the 27. Dad did not go he was not up to it. I saw a man danceing he reamined me of how dad love to dance, an now can bearly walk his leggs heart so bad.Hate to say it I h
I see the twinkle of my dad's eyes in my son's smile. I hear the I love yous of my father in my son's voice. I know my dad is watching my son grow up. Just wish Pop was here so The Boy can watch him grow old. I will forever be the bridge between them as they never met. My promise is to ensure they will know each other through stories and prayer.
My Dad, My Hero
My step dad, Charlie was a good guy....he became my dad shortly after i was born. He treated my two older sisters and brother like his own. So, i only knew him as my dad. We did alot of things as a family. One particuliar summer, i was 3 and just as curious to explore everything around me. i love the water. We had a pond the size of a football field. Unfortunately i fell in and drown. My little sister seen me fall in and rush to get my mom then went to get my dad. My mom pulled me out as my dad came flying out of the house. He was a navy man and did alot of water rescues. Dad started cpr on me immediately. I wasnt breathing and my heart had stopped for over a minute. Finailly, by the grace of God, he pounded on my chest one more time and it started to beat again. He continued to give me mouth to mouth til the ambulance arrived. The firemen worked on me and we re able to get the water out of my lungs and breathing again. So, i stayed overnight in the hospital and there was no da
My Daily Take..
GRRRRRRRRR..WHERE DO I BEGIN TODAY??
IT SEEMS LIKE YOU CAN EASILY GO DAY TO DAY, MICRO MANAGE STUFF AND THEN ONE DAY WAKE UP AND BOOM!
I WORK IN TECH SALES AND HAVE INTRICATE KNOWLEDGE OF WEBSITES AND BUSINESSES THAT REQUIRE ACCEPTANCE OF
CREDIT CARDS FOR PAYMENT ONLINE. MY JOB IS VERY STRESSFUL..THERES A LOT OF DEADLINES, CONFERENCE CALLS AND
LOT OF TECH TO KNOW FOR EACH CLIENT..AND THE MORE YOU KNOW, THE MORE YOU FIND OUT HOW MUCH YOU DO NOT KNOW.
I WORK WITH ENGINEERS, PROGRAMMERS, WEB DESIGNERS & DESIGN FIRMS, MERCHANT PROCESSORS, BANKS, OFFSHORE MERCHANTS,
AND SOME OF THE BIGGEST NAMES IN RETAIL HAVE CONSULTED WITH ME FOR SERVICES..& CUSTOM PAYMENT SOLUTIONS.
ITS CRAZY. AND THE FALL QUARTER IS THE BUSIEST BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO "OPEN" FOR HOLIDAY BUSINESS.
TODAY..IM NOT FEELING GREAT..HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING GOOD FOR A WEEK NOW.. MY IMMUNITY IS A LITTLE ROCKED..AND REGARDLESS
HOW I FEEL, IM USUALLY UPBEAT, FUNNY, SARCASTIC AND GOING WIT THE FLOW.. IM LOSING MY VOICE.
The final inspection:As the policeman stood and faced his god, which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, policeman. how shall i deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek? to my church have you been true?" the police man squared his shoulders and said, "no, lord i guess i aint, because those of us who carry badges cant always be a saint.i've had to work most sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes i've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But i never took a penny that wasnt mine to keep....Though i worked alot of overtime, when the bills got too steep.and i never passed a cry for help, though at times i shook with fear.And sometimes, God forgive me, Ive wept unmanly tears.I know i dont deserve a place among these people here, they never wanted me around, except to calm their fear.If you've a place for me here , lord, it neednt be so grand. I never expected or had too much, But
My David And Chris
True Story Two Days After David And Kris
Well The hot tub incident that happened on saturday night called herb, david and kris. i Was feling kind of ashamed never cheated and slept with someones wife before especially my best friends drunk or not. Kris called me on Sunday and asked if was coming for the dallas game i said no i felt bad about the hot tub thing. so she said "can i come over on monday" I was living with my parents at the time. i knew mom was going to be there and nothing could happen so i said "cool come on". Thats when it fell apart right, before she got there mom got a call and had to leave. Mom Was leaving as kris got there, wow now i would be alone with my friends wife. so now i was alone with chistina, chris is 145 5'7 36d breast and cute. we started talking about the birthday, and it didn't take long for her to change the subject about what happened saturday night. she told me how hot the hot tub night was and how my cock was bigger then my friends and she wanted m
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YOU ARE A PERFECT SPIRIT
I am fucking everywhere :-) Not bad for an old dude!
you never said you im leaving you never said goodbye
you were gone before i knew it and only god knows why
there are no words to tell you just what i feel inside
the shock.the hurt.the anger
might gradually subside
a million times ill need you
a million times ill cry
if love alone could have saved you
you would have never died
in life i loved you dearly
in death i love you still
in my heart you hold a place
that no one could ever fill
it broke my heart to lose you
but you didnt go alone
for a part of me went with you
the day god took you home
things will never be the same
and all though it hurt so bad
i will smile whenever i hear your name
and be proud you were my dad
in loving memory of my daddy
My Dark Corner
I hear knock at the door. Maybe if I’m quiet they will go away. They’re still knocking; for fucks sake. I open it and there he stands, I know it’s him right away, though we have never met… “It’s you! You came!”“Yes, Dear, I’m here, but only for a moment. I heard you calling for me, so persistent are your cries.”“I’ve been so lonely, so lost for so long. I’m so glad you are here.”“I know of your pain, but I cannot help you right now, I have other matters to attend to and must be on my way. You know now that I have heard you, that I am real and am paying attention. I will be back for you, one day.”“But, I want to go with you, I want to go now! Please, don’t leave me here to suffer anymore! Please, take me with you.”“I’m sorry Dear, that’s just not how it works. I cannot take you with me, for it is not time for you to go.”“Don’t abandon me!
My Dark Place Alone
i personaly think fu-owned is a very good idea i think it's fun, interesting and a great way to get fubucks and points
but i say some people take this game a little too far. for example "oh no someone just bought the person i just bought off of me we'll se about this i'm gonna make sure no one else can aford them" that eliminates the whole point fo the game it's no called fu-owned-by-the-same-person now it it the point of the game is to have fun and stop taking it too far or you spoil it for everyone and just because your bought by someone you don't like dosn't mean you have to beg some one to buy you off of them all it is is someone bought you they don't control you, you havn't got to talk to them tbh for the whole time they own you they might not even say one word to you so chill out a little bit and just enjoy the game for the reason it was originally made
it's great you chose to come join fubar but start showing people who were here before you a little respe
My Dads Drunk Friends
there was a superbowl party at my house tonight that my parents were having for them and their friends. but of course my mom only has like one friend lol and my dad has like 7 different guys that he works with over. Which they are still here. And thanks to the Patriots loosing this superbowl they are very angry and getting more and more drunk lol bt its kinda funny, they arent getting too out of control at least :p but i just find it funny how the more they drink, the more i notice each one of them staring at me at different times. and when i walk out in the living room to go to the kitchen they all stop talking and watch me walk by :p i like the attention :] but now my mom and dad are arguing in the other room. they all see me in my room on here cause my doors open hehe OMG! I just looked out there at them and they were all looking in!! :D lololol what a night this will be!
My Days ...
.........and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm here to stay! I hear you're going to see a doctor who can get rid of
I just want to let people know that i do know, that i am loved out here . i never talk about my problems or life on this site ,cause it is a game. But now i have some people asking questions.so i guess it is time after 3 years of being on here to talk and not hide my daughter.
I have a 15 year old daughter named jessica, she was born with many medical problems.
she is G-tube fed and has a seizure disorder and she does not feel and pain.
she is roded and fused in her back . she is my Angel.Some people think i am a low life and just sit on fu all day, but i don't. i have a full time job. keeping my daughter alive.she has not gag so she can choke and turn blue and stop breathing at anytime.you have no clue what it is like to resuscitate ur own child .this isnt not for ppl to feel bad for me. but maybe for ppl to understand me.
and DONT FEEL BAD FOR HER SHE IS A FIGTHER . she has made it agaist all odds and she walks and tries to talk and can understand everything,BUT FORM TI
My Daughter In Law`s Story Of 9/11
I don't always bring up today. I used to avoid it. Partly because I was so thankful, and at the same time, ashamed that I thought "it wasn't my loved one." But today I will, because I can never forget. My mother and my uncle Larry Rose, both worked at the Pentagon. I remember the night before staying at my aunt and uncle's house for movies and games. Then I went to sleep in the guest bedroom. I never had to worry about going back home because mom had to work and I didn't. So I just stayed where I was. Early in the morning the phone wouldn't stop ringing. At first it took multiple times for it to penetrate through my sleep. Then I ignored it to try to go back to sleep. But then finally...someone said something other than "call me back." They said "I watched the news. Please tell me you're still alive." That jolted me. I ran to the phone and picked it up. It was one of their sons. He told me to turn on the television. That's when I saw them repeating the n
I'm so very curious about the "news" these days.
How is it that, when you are friends with someone or know someone and they fail to accept reality and always talk crap or or completely unrealistic about things, you basically ignore or learn to write them off, for the most part? Usually, "oh, that guys a dooosh," or "that dude is crazy, he has no idea what he's talking about."
YET ... when public figures or politicians do the same thing, supported by the spin and/or presentation in the media, people seem to soak it up and just fall in line like little minions?
For example, Europe is BROKE. They have spent their future on completely non-producing assets. Building infrastructure and long term projects are minimal and fall behind improving government offices and spending on government pensions and public sector benefits. The same holds true for the US, though we are not as close to the cliff as the one they fell off.
SO ... IF each or any of us were in the same spot, as in, we were
When my father passed away, losing him was unlike any emotional pain I'd ever experienced. His death literally sucked the oxygen out of my body. Suddenly felt like a large chunk of who I was; was no longer tangible. I couldn’t just pick up the phone and hear his voice, I couldn’t wrap my arms around him and envelop him in a bear hug becauseI was simply out of time. I’d never felt the sting of death in this way.
The truth is none of us have enough time. There’s never enough time to be with those you love.
The loss of my dad has forced me to re-evaluate the limits I put on myself and the relationships I hold dear. It’s brought my tolerance for other people’s bad energy to zero, and so if I don’t feel like being in a situation where I know I’ll be uncomfortable, where I would have sucked it up in the past, now I just won’t do it. It’s also made me acutely aware of how utterly short our time is here, and that once the switch on
My Deep Dark Thoughts
I can't quite explain how I feel right now, the only people who know are Jaime and Chris and they tease me quite often for it. I just can't wait for my boyfriend to come back home.
My Deepest Thoughts
I am depressed as hell and need chering up can anyone help. and i dont know y i am depressed i feel so shitty. A Daddy Daughter Poem
Daddy: Honey what do you want to be when you grow up?
Daughter: What if i wanna be a Butterfly?
Daddy: You would be the most beautiful butterfly to ever flutter from flower to flower.
Daughter: What if i wanna be a firefly?
Daddy: You would be the brightest firefly in the meadow.
Daughter: What if i wanted to be a bumblebee?
Daddy: You would be the busiest bumblebee in the whole hive.
Daughter: What if i wanted to be a songbird?
Daddy: You would be the best songbird singer in the nest.
Daughter: What if i wanted to be an angelfish?
Daddy: You would be the most graceful angelfish in the ocean.
Daughter: What if i wanted to be your little girl forever.
Daddy: You would be the best, most beautiful, wonderful little girl in the while world.
My Deepest Of Thoughts
Yeah.... November 25, 1978 28 whole years ago!! Pictures in a Scroll Box
I am broken
My thoughts unspoken
Out of fight
Am I alright?
Guess I have to be.
It is not about me
My Dead Life
Well I have not been on this site for a very long time. I think it was still Lost Cherry when I checked things out last. Lets see if I can do a rundown of major events.
1) Dallas and I moved into our own house. We rent so we don't own it, but its a huge house. We love it.
2) Soon after moving we got married. We got married Oct. 31st 2007. We are very very happy. I love him so much it still bugs me to be away from him while I'm at work all day. I know...its sickening.
3) We've been through some bad times where we were jobless and then got new jobs that didn't work out, then jobless again...I finally found the perfect job working for a University. I get benefits and time off and all that good stuff. Its heaven and I get a long with all my co-workers. I think I've found my place.
4) Dallas is doing his own thing by running a mobile mechanic business. Its starting to do pretty well. If you need some work done to your vehicle and you're within a reasonable driving
Silent tears fall.
They hit the ground and break.
My screams escape,
for silent tears fall.
Crimson blood pours,
down from my wrists.
No one ever noticed,
for crimson blood pours.
Fake smiles are made,
to hide this frown,
From all your put-downs,
for fake smiles are made.
This child,alone tonight.
Daddies gone,and mommies late.
They don't care,it is my fate,
for this child,alone tonight.
Hunger is always there.
I will waste myself away.
It's my disorder until my dying day.
For hunger is always there.
The music gets louder,
to drown out the voices,
Who make my choices,
for the music gets louder.
Mistakes are made.
It's myself I blame.
Now I cry tears of shame,
for mistakes are made.
Silent cries again.
They're my "help cries".
You can't hear above my lies,
for silent cries again.
Silence is made,
6 feet under,where I lay.
Because of my mistakes,
silence is made.
I see a white door,
and I want it to be black.
The door is open,
My Dear Friend!!
Chocolate said to a lollipop, "You are damn sweet".
The lollipop replied "I'm Not as sweet as the person reading this"!
"Ur smile makes me smile"..."ur talks make me glad"...
"Ur company makes me happy"..."But ur absence makes me sad"...
"Be always with me my dear friend"!!!
Send this 2 all ur friends in ur list, and also back 2 me if i am ur friend...
If u get more than 7 u r lovable
My Desires And Thoughts
From me to You from Downunder on New years day 2007 I trust you all have a fantastic year and may all ur deepest fantasies and dreams come true. Cause every 1 of my friends here whom I adore and try to touch base with when I get the opportunity due to our time zone difference are very important and help to keep me well grounded.
I send you all the very wicked best of wishes for 2007. Stephen As anyone who has read my profile info will know I am a great fan of all things to do with BBW , no matter if its chat groups. info web pages or with ladys with real curves in real like I just am in luv with it.
Am starting this blog with the hope that like minded friends who I have met here over the recent weeks will join me here and add there thoughts and desires about there lives and hopes, cause I plan to do just that with my own posts to this blog over the coming months.
Please read my profile info and see what I am into and we can get this rolling along and am hoping that we can gr
This one of all of them most describes whats going on in my head...
I feel that pain again, deep inside my mind,
It strikes again, digging into my heart, soul, and mind;
It is an unconquerable demon, which many must deal with,
Medicine and therapists are what they prescribe, but there are other options;
I know, for I’ve chosen to drift and die.
The pain we feel inside goes unanswered,
The answers we seek are unreachable,
The love that we want is hard to find and receive,
The only way out… is to drift and die.
The pain haunts us all from time to time,
Yet for some, the monster has taken up residency inside,
It’s slowly killing us, both inside and out;
The only option we have… is to drift and die. The following poem my friend esme wrote when he was depressed and it described my feelings right now and i want you guys to know.. this is really how im feeling.. and its not a joke...
I slowly fall,
My mind is jaded,
Why do I bother at all?
Well my deployment is getting closer and closer. I got back from leave on Friday and luckily had today off, but sadly have to go back tomorrow. Honestly, I aint feelin anything. i guess I am thinking of it like when I was in Korea. Of course, my thinking will change either once it deploy or when I get to Iraq.
I really hope and pray that nothing happends to me or any other soldier. I would like to see all of us come back.
"Fallout" My address is
SPC Stillings, Jamie
HHC 1-64 AR
Unit # 43433
Things here are pretty good. Had mortar fire and small arms fire the first 4 days here, but things have quitin down some. Haven't really heard too much since. Just a IED going off the other night. But anyway, I am still livin the life just a little depressed from time to time but that is normal. Baghdad is a awesome place just as long as you don't go down the wrong road. lol I am at Camp Liberty which is one of many small FOB's
ive feel that i have now made the decision...well ive been trying to give wal-mart a chance to redeem it self but no, for the past 3 to 4 months they have been runnin my team (2nd shift remix) ragged. they have only hired one person for 2nd shift since about nine months of waiting for them to replace jamal who left for HHgreg... jose vegga (my supervisor) went to the new super center about 2 months ago that left 5 people on the entire 2nd shift remix(broken down its 3 people there a day...then we got our first new guy...ok now its 6 and we still have days where there is only 3 people some days(usually side by side with a large 1500 or 1600 piece truck..now lets get to the managers, who half the time dont know what the other is doing (this has inproved lately) we do have a decent store manager and a couple assitant managers that are worth a damn (john,the 2 new managers, helga and brad) well lets get to the asses of the management team, allison(hardcore bitch, feels like s
My Demons + Your Pleasure= Chemical Marriage
I left the dream world with hopes of forgetting you. But to NO avail it isn't working. Your face, scent,taste and the way you felt against my body is over powering. Yeah, Your on my mind night and day. I thought by keeping away and watching from a distance it would make a difference. It hasn't, not one damn bit. Stop looking around the rm you won't see me. But i see you, the way your playing with your hair. while your typing on the comp. I heard something was wrong, but i tried not to seem like i was concern. But i knew i had to check for myself, you didn't sound like yourself, your aura is sad and i don't like that. Watchin you walk to the bed and just sitting deep in thought. All you need to do is drift off in thought and your mine. Gotcha.
You can stop acting like your surprised now. Yes, were in my world now. Where i can create any scene esp the one on the beach with us just chillin. I just look deep into your eyes, i see things i don't like, i want to take them away, but all i ca
My Dearest Dad..................
I hope you don't mind me calling you *Dad*. I know we never had the chance to meet in person, but you know who I am. I also know that you can hear me, and feel what is in my heart, now that you are Dan's special Angel in Heaven. This song I am playing, is dedicated to you. I know it's not the kind of music you once listened to, but it's a beautiful song, and the words come from my heart. I don't know if Dan has ever heard it before, but I know this is the way that he has always felt, since you've gone away to Heaven. I also know that Dan is waiting for the "One Sweet Day" when he can be reunited with you. But before I go, there is something else that I want to tell you. I LOVE YOU, Dad, even though I never actually knew you in person. I can feel your presence around us, and it is such a peaceful & warm feeling when you fill the room with your love. Dan always speaks of you, and he loves you soooo much. He is soooo proud that you are the one that God chose to be his
My Demented Thoughts
If I die tonight it would be because that is the only aspect of my life that I have control over. Don’t pass your petty judgment on me and call me a coward. Say what you want about my life and my death, but I fought my way through to the very end. I gave it everything I had. There is nothing left of me. I am drained of every last drop of life that’s runs through me, yet my heart still beats and my brain still function, but anything that use to be me is just an illusion brought on by your desire not to notice. So if you can’t see and don’t want to see, what should you care if I take razor to skin and finally be free from my tortured hell.
My Definition Of A Friend
Even though we dont always get along, we may not like what the other has to say, and we aren't going to agre on the same point of view all the time, and there may even be a time or two when we don't even like each other.
But no matter what we are doing, no matter where we are at in our lives, if one or the other happens to be in trouboe, the other one is always right by their side to the first out and walk them through the hard times.
****You Gotta Take The Good With The Bad****
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Date of Death:
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My Dear And True Friends
I have decided to delete my profile because I feel that babyjesus (definite lower case due to minionhood) has a power trip going on. Freedom of speech is a constitutional right and who is mike to decide if it's okay or not, Fuck You! You are NOT Jesus nor are you Godlike or even being nominated for sainthood! I realize that this is his site and he can do as he pleases with it, and ya'll, but there is no sense in his being a pussy whipped, ass-wipe of a faggot about it! Damn california gay boy! His point of view is too far up his ass for me to even try to see it. Here is his photo to prove it...
You folks have a wonderful day!
once I thought that love making was for teenagers and boy was I wrong!! Now that I have finally grown up and met a real man , wow , love making is a wonderful thing. Patience and honest true feelings are what it takes to make sex a fabulous experience!!! Ain't love great and for those of you that are like I used to be , I only hope and wish for you all the joy
~my Devotion To Mymaster Is Soul Deep~
You scored as Very horny, You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far.
Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny94% Normal Horny63% Super Horny50% A little horny25% Not horny0% How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Passion, You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion58% Mysterious50% Eyes full of Pain
My Dear Email Buddies
Now that the Holidays are over, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all
of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the
past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and
a.. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on
envelopes, cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal
b.. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason.
c.. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can
remove toilet stains.
d.. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr Pepper since the people who make these
products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans.
e.. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer.
f.. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be
pricked with a needle infected with AIDS.
g.. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a
My Deleted Mumm
For all those that posted to the mumm that was deleted.......feel free to add me or send comments to me....I was really interested in knowing all of your alls opinions on the sunject...Thanks
What is your demon type?Fallen AngelYou are a fallen angel the cursed of the damned By many's standards you are thought to have lost the most. By being once graced by god but in the end falling by betraying his trust and power. You have many who know of you and adore you but in sense of it all you are quite enough alone.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
My Dear Friend Columbus Heart
Columbus Heart, is one of those special people I have met here on CherryTap/FUBAR. A cherished gift of friendship she has offered. I know she has a true heart and is a kind soul. She has talent and wonderful special spirit and you can't help but feel her sincerity. I am blessed that our paths crossed.
This is a poem she left me on my comments, as you can see how special she is, I wish I knew how to copy and place here the graphic she done as well *.
By heavenleigh at 2007-07-24
Anyone Who knows you, Knows how special you really are, One of those perfect friends you find when wishing on a star. One of those Special people Who'll be beside you till the end. Always better than an Acquaintance, Someone special you call a friend.
You are a wonderful person, so you got a 2 for 1 special.. a graphic and a poem both created by me. HUGS MY FRIEND
I have placed some of my custom stone jewelry designs on my page to see if anyone likes the current designs that I have made.. feedback is all ways good. I hope to start my own custom stone jewelry business and you guys get to see the first designs. I hope you like what has up til now just been a hobby. I will keep everyone that is interested updated as I go...
A friend of mine wrote this and I thought I would share it with all of you.. Hope you enjoy it..
Boy and Mistress
by Mrs.~~~Tainted Love~~~
Normally, I didn't check my personal email at work. My boss said he didn't monitor communications, but I didn't trust him. It was a Friday night, my girlfriend was out of town, and I didn't have anything to do. I was feeling a little lonely and was hoping my girlfriend sent a message saying she missed me.
I scrolled down the inbox looking for her email address. Something else caught my eye. It was my mistress's email address. My lungs moved to my stomach and my stomach moved to m
What Am I:
As the cold steel of the blade digs deeper and deeper into my skin and releases the pain held within i close my eyes as all the life flows from my body and everything goes numb. What is this feelin that has come over me is it pain, no, it doesnt hurt anymore i have been released from all the pain of life. I am finally free from the pain in my heart no longer burdened by love only filled with hate. and as i regain control of myself i know that all i have left is hate. A hate for all life. I no longer have feelins in my heart it is as cold as ice and as hard as stone unable to be moved by anything except the pain of others. I have finally found my role in life i am satisfied with what i do now. but there is still that feelin of emptyness but it doesnt burden me anymore i am finally at peace with what i am. but i have yet to figure out what exactly that is yet. but i will before to long. all i know is that i live in the shadows lurkin through them waitin for the moment to s
My Destination (make My Journey Complete) (song Lyrics)
I climbed over the mountain, though the mountain was high.
I climbed over the mountain and it reached to the sky.
Lord, the mountain was high!
Girl, I’ve come a long way just to look in your eyes.
You’ve probably heard the same thing from a lot of other guys.
But I’ve come a long way and the mountain was high.
Lord, the mountain was high!
I crossed over the ocean, though the water was cold.
I crossed over the ocean for my kettle of gold.
Lord, the water was cold!
Girl, I’ve come a long way. Am I being too bold?
I finally make it to your side and your beauty behold.
Now, I’m afraid all that glitters isn’t gold.
Am I being too bold?
I waited for a message from you.
I wanted to let you know,
everything that I go
through I do for you (it’s true).
I crossed into the desert with no shoes on my feet.
I walked down through the desert in the hell and the heat –
with no shoes on my feet.
I know another man might have been beat.
I finally made it to
I have come to a decision. I have decided that I no longer believe in love or realionships, and I don't need and of that noise. I don't even want sex! Had more that my share of it and don't need. See I realize that I am broken. I have a lot of issue's in life, I'm mistrusting and paranoid. I feel that I need to keep my troubles to myself. I know I am hard to handle being bi-polar. So I feel this is for the best. Just don't need things like that in my life, I'm quite happy with the way things are. I have been told that I am giving up, but I don't feel that it is. I'm just tired of getting hurt, used, abused, made to feel like I don't matter, like I don't have any feelings what so ever. So this is just a way to keep all of that from happing anymore.
My Deepest Sympathy Goes Out To You!!!
A dear friend of mine in real life that had just joined the Fu has suffered a great loss. He has not only lost a brother but his identical twin very suddenly and very unexpected. While he is new and does not know a lot of people here I think it would be great to have him lots of support waiting on him for his return. Please stop by his page and show him some luv, if anyone here on Fubar needs it its him today!!
Luvs ya Dave and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!!
True Felt Heart@ fubar
My Dearest Friends
hello there!my 2 dearest friend are in the contest.your help is highly apprecieted.THANK YOU SO MUCH...:-):-):-)
If you don't have anything nice to say. . . be specific. The art of making things special. The rule for being sarcastic is; "Only if you weigh 150lbs or more."
if any of my freinds have actually listened to my player on my profile you will know what I am talkin about the fourth song on the player I have deicated to both of my ex wives in real life. So if you have not listened you should lmao if you want If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you let me pull your hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
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i had a decision basically forced down my throat today but it aint so much that as wat my reaction is. Basically im tired everyone says that the pain in life is part of it and to get over it and move on. or that if it dont kill u then it makes u stronger. well im tired of always haveing to be the strong one im tired of ppl useing me to fix their problems then turning around and kicking me in the teeth for my troubles. personallly death would be a blessing for me. at least then i would be at peace from the memories and the pain. yes i have thought about eating the bullet, i have gone so far as to have the loaded gun under my chin and my finger caressing the trigger. y didnt i apply the 3 lbs of pressure idk. today the woman i love that i truly love told me that she is pregnant. now for the other shoe it aint mine she broke up with me the night before thanksgiving. and then went and got pregnant. wat am i supposed to say to this i have no idea im the one that everyone runs to with a prob
My Dear Friend
Well, I just have to share this because it is so funny...
My kids have been on spring break this week and my mother in law came and picked up my son Ashton, who is four years old and very hyper... he stayed the night and the next day she took him to the movies... while they were in the movies he ended up getting stuck in his seat... they were unable to get him out so the fire department was called and two big firetrucks with a total of seven men came in the movie theatre to take the seat apart and free my screaming son... during all of this everyone had to leave and recieved free passes to return to the movies...
My mohter in law called and explained it all and said she was bringing him home then... she was exhausted, mentally and physically... I can just picture all the commotion going on at the movies and it is so funny now that it is over...
Just had to share... :) This may seem weird to some, but I have always wanted to go to Spain and do the running of the bulls... to me
My Dear Friends
Just wanted to let my friends know that due to some personal reasons i will be gone from here for a while. dont know how long it will be for.
want to say that ive made some wonderful connections here that i dont want to loose. you can feel free to still show me love on here or for those of you who have my conacts. i would really love to keep in touch with you.
if you dont, if you want them, just ask.
I ask that if you have a free minute or sec, just say a short prayer for me.
its been fun and real. hope to talk to you all soon. and if not, like my man Ozzy says, "I'LL see you on the other side"
Won't you be my QP tonight?
With rough tumble arms I'll hold you firm,
Not too tightly as I love how you squirm.
And lay yourself on me a loving pillow all yours,
Forget all your worries and those daily chores,
And breath in a rhythm that is all our own,
For wrapped in your arms is where I am home.
Take not your love from this ancient old heart,
Let not deep sorrows tear us apart.
Just keep up those smiles, those struts and those squeaks,
And merge with my soul where we sleep deep in peace.
A small ranch house
In our quiet little town;
A talk with our friends
Whenever they come around;
Kids -- lots of kids --
Running in and out;
Let's teach these kids
What life's all about;
Two, or three dogs,
And, a few cats;
They like to eat mice,
And chew on some rats;
With you at my side,
Or, with me in bed;
There's nothing we can't do
I'm positive in my head;
And, with these things,
They're all heaven sent,
My life will be complete,
And, I will be content.
It will be soon, baby.
All of my love,
My life’s news
Well what can I say.... I have been confused as of late and I know why but I am not telling you all... one of you knows... probably two... but meh that is not a major problem... I am still looking for work... but I am thinking I should go ahead with this Freelance journalism course... what do you think? Ether way... I do not like this damn Microsoft word... its strange and weird!..... Grrrrrrrrrr
Anyhow... on to my other news I think...
Well I am currently working on a few good projects’s one is my lovely Demon *Part 2* this is going to be longer then the firs one and I'm also going to be adding my good friend Nekochi20 http://nekochi20.deviantart.com/ fenrir character. and well I am also going to be doing a collaboration with him it is going to be a big project so some of my things will be put on hold like my new yiff fur stories ^_^ hmmm well I'm still working out the details. Therefore, when I start to work I will let you all know how this is wo
TO MY DEAR WIFE:
During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times.
I have succeeded 36 times, w hich is an average of once every ten days.
The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often:
54 times the sheets were clean
17 times it was too late
49 times you were too tired!
20 times it was too hot
15 times you pretended to be sleep
22 times you had a headache
17 times you were afraid of waking the baby
16 times you said you were too sore
12 times it was the wrong time of the month
19 times you had to get up early
9 times you said weren't in the mood
7 times you were sunburned
6 times you were watching the late show
5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo
3 times you said the neighbors would hear us
9 times you said your mother would hear us
Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because:
6 times you just lay there
8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling
4 times you told me to hurr
Just wanted to let you all know that I'm over in Afghanistan now. I'll be here for about 12-15 months. Talk to you all soon. Hi to all my friends,
Just letting you all know that come Monday I will be offline for a few days. I'll be on my way to Afghanistan. Will be there 12-15 months. Once I get settled and such I will be back on and letting you all know.
My Deepest Poems That I Made
a little girl sits in her chair
still like a porcelain doll
she's so sweet
but what were her childlike thoughts saying
for they will remain implicit
in fear if she falls
pieces of her life will docile
she sits still in her tall chair
for she knows she's to fragile
sip on some tea in a world of fantasy
he tips his hat and sits back in his thrown
no hope for reality
imagination is over grown
a rabbit with a hat
spoke of how he journeyed the world
everyone saw him as a hoodwink
as the mischievous cat did not persist
and devoured the rabbit with a mouth
larger than his fist
the little girl sits so still frightened with fear
caution but careful not to speak
high up in her chair with out a blink
scared that they would hear her think
the little girl sits in her chair
still like a porcelain doll
waiting to wake from this awful nightmare
then she wakes under a tree to her mothers call
feeling safe at last from wonderland A man with a cheating heart
My Dear Friends I Love
i love all my friends they mean alot to me and i care alot for them and wouldnt trade them for anything hugs n kisses
My Dear Caitlyn
I know you dont know me and i dont know you,
theres something you should know,that we love you,
it doesnt matter color,sex religion or raze,
but we know we will always remember your face,
you're too beautiful and too young to go,
we go back & forward thinking but only god knows,
we all suffer so we dont know why of our pain,
its so hard to accept,its driving us insane,
but enough pain and suffering youre not dead,
youre just gone for the ride,i can see you in your bed.
Your father loves you and your family too,
this is not something hes use to,its something new,
he has to go on without you in his arms,
what he doesnt know is that youre his lucky charm,
that youre talking to him but he cant listen now,
"daddy! hey look at me,listen to me somehow",
"im good,im safe,ill always be by your side",
"im not dead daddy im just gone for the ride",
when hes done crying & shouting your name out loud,
he just has to look at you somewhere in the clouds,
he will then understand th
this is for any woman that reads this that i am growing tired of finding a woman that doesn't want to be with me. i have three different job offers that i am making my decision within the next month at least. so if there is any of those woman that say that they really do like me and i do believe one since she live in Michigan. as for the others i got to say i might be heading that way soon for her.
My Deepest Thoughts
Often I like to wander,
To walk with no purpose or care
To run through ideas and ponder
To breathe in sweet night air
Ideas, revelations, dreams
That all run through my mind
Take the shape of many things
Trees, animals, and streets lined
With pebbles and flowers lit bright
They shine around me on the ground
Though it be only night.
My footsteps alone they pound
Since I am alone, I dance
No one is present to assume
Why, by myself, I like to prance
Through the night's quiet gloom
I take this journey by night
But always I'm in bed
I try to sleep, tucked in tight
As shaped dreams float through my head.
Can you see it beyond the horizon
a one way departure from all a heart
has ever known to be true
Suddenly it has turned cold
beyond these tears falling
angry and cruel
once you held me in your arms
now I am sitting here alone
Suddenly it's too overwhelming
tired of waiting on stars that never fall
I wake in the pouring rain
bouncers are helpfull people they will help you were is needed ask any question they will help as they have been trained to high standard go to fubar support ask away but dont use capitals as its shouting and dont use support as a chat i was pretraining as a bouncer when there was none pretraining lol so if i can help you dont hesitate to ask the owners of site are very busy and mantainance of site is hard so lets have fun and when in need or need help go to fubar support lounge as the bouncers are there to help but dont pester them or stop them from there work thankyou everyone have fun godbless all derekandcandy in the begining adam was first man on earth then eve was created from a rib from adam as a partner so he was not alone they were in the garden of eden and god said dont eat the apples of that tree but one day a snake tempted eve to have a bite of one from the tree and then she passed it to adam which he ate all the apple was of a tree which once eating gave you the knowledge
My Deepest Fears
Deep Inside I feel the pain
Seems like only I know its name
Hatred beyond hates
Blackened heart darkened mind
Life with out love
Is the life that is mine?
Can I find love that is true?
Or am I cursed to this darkness
Try as I might
My mind dies slowly
It to the darkest realms
When I am through
Will I find me?
Or a product of society
These minions of hate
That life is done
But I want
To see the light
My heart is cold
But I crave the fire
The fire of love
I see it deep inside people
But where is it in me
Deeply I search
But all I find is fears
So am I afraid to love
Or am I afraid to be loved?
My Deep Thought Of The Day
When you are good at what you do, you need not concern yourself with the actions of others.
Cheating and sucker punches are no match for skill, experience and strength.
You're a small man with a small plan. Making yourself feel large and important in a virtual fantasy world.
You're NOTHING without your weak army of mindless followers that help your game. Just so they can be part of "something".
Real recognition and respect comes by being real, gaining respect of mofos that know the deal.
Posing hard is just a facade.
As you all slept, I came up with a great idea.
The implementation of "Voluntary Sterilization Centers."
That's right folks! Cleaning up the gene pool will be a snap.
All we have to do, is put this idea to work.
Of course, the Voluntary Sterilization program will be just that.
It won't be hard to sell this idea to the general public with the right media coverage, and corporate sponsorship for advertising.
Centers will be set up around the country first in
My Dear Friends
THANK YOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND YOUR HELP!!
I want to give a special Thank You to all of my friends who helped me Godmother tonight.
This is a special thank you for all of my friends who are on my page faithfully every single day; rating, leaving me daily comments and keeping me shitfaced even when I’m not online, and also for the ones who were here to help me level tonight!
In no special order are the people I most want and need to thank. I apologize in advance if I’ve missed anyone. Please PM me and I will happily add you to this bulletin.
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My Desert Friend
Thanks to Preston and the idea of playing yahoo pool, I agreed to play. Seems we have a common interest. Rare to find I know. Well 1/2 way through the game I decided the game would be more interesting to make a friendly non sexual wager. Yeah bad idea. Being that I have played yahoo pool many of times and can confess I do have some skill, I met my match. Whoever got to 8 games won first, would win the best. Mine was a salute, something cool and his was to fuown me. Yeah being the cocky lil shyt that I am and already behind my main thought was *bring the rain* we'll needless to say I drown in my own storm.. Here ya go Preston a Blog wrote just for you. You bent my ass in a game of pool! Cheers bro! With sand in your boots, beads of sweats rolling down your face..you have walked many more miles than the average man. Night mares, cold sweats the fear of maybe today is the day that you no longer come back as more than a dog tag..people protesting to bring the willing home. You go back, you
As everyone knows I am getting ready to go back to Iraq on my 4th Deployment over there. Just so everyone knows, I will get back on here as soon as I can after I get over there. I wish everyone all the luck and everything else after I am gone. I should be back around October/November time frame.......
To all my friends and family here on Fu-Bar: I love you all and I will miss you for the time that I am gone. I know that I won't get to sit all night up with all of you for awhile, but I will be coming around when I can get net over there.
To Kristi: I love you with all my heart and soul my wonderful and beautiful wife. I know that times are going to be rough the rest of the year as you sit back here going through a pregnancy that I will not be able to be by your side as you go through. I may not physically, but I will be there every step of the way with you, holding your hand even if you can not see me. I wish more than anything that I could stay back and be by your side ev
My Deepest Apologies
I would like to take this time and write this blog to apologize to everyone that i have ever hurt, lied to and pissed off. My sincerest apologizes. i know a lot of the time i can be selfish and narrow minded. I admit i jump the gun quite often and this is not a good thing. So in order for me to keep the friends i have and once had i need to be more open minded and less judgmental. I don't expect the friends i once had to come running back, but to just let them know that i am sorry for the wrong i said and did and hope for their forgiveness. Thank you for taking the time in reading this. Won't walk the earth a specter Won't hold my tongue from lashing out This is my writ of honor Drawn by the blood that i have shed The beasts will soon assemble Conjoining in their putrid flesh Their hearts don't beat desire They pump violence and poison Flesh opens up, blood's retreating Flesh opens up, blood's retreating Death's embracing, all is ending Death's embracing, all is ending Time will not
My Definition Of Beautiful
Some people don't know the concept of beauty, The qualities a person needs to have to be that, Some people can hear beauty but not see it, An extraordinary kind of person and heart.Mom always told me, "It's not what's outside;It's what's inside that counts." Remember?Some people use their outside beauty-As a disguise for what they have inside of them.As defined, beauty is- qualities of pleasure, That you can hear, think and even see, Delighting to the senses and to the mind,Of any human being impacted by them.Most of the time, I can see beauty in the eye, Eyes on a person can tell you a lot about them,If you really look and observe closely, you'll see, Exactly what I'm saying and what I mean.Lying, stealing and cheating isn't a sign of beauty, It's the exact opposite of beautiful, it's ugly, It's not appealing to the mind or my senses, Sometimes people can be beautiful outside.But, most times people are hideous looking, On the inside- I see it a lot these days, Very seldom do I come ac
My Deepest, Darkest Fantasies
im sorry. dont care, She says. Get naked, lay on My lap. yes maam WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. dont cry, bitchboy, that'll only make it worse. WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. keep it inside, smile, tell Me how much you like it, slut. i like it, Ma'am please Ma'am, give me more. WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. And, again WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. And, again WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. Red and swollen and throbbing, Her fingers trace lightly over the crack of the slut's boy pussy. Then WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. Now, stand in the corner slut, She says. I wanna see nothin' but ass. Gladly ma'am, thank You Ma'am the slutboy whispers, kneeling to kiss, lick and suck Her toes, before taking its place in the corner, its shame on display for all to see. Holding in the tears until She permits it to cry.
101 again today.
I was walking down t
its now june 9th and deanna is almost 3 weeks old and i dont know what to do....... i cant afford a good attorney to defend me so i and resorting to a public defender :( well i go to court tomorrow i'll let every one know how that went!!! As i sit here its june, 2 2009. My daughter has been away from me almost 2 weeks now and god how i miss her. I hope both me and her father can get her back soon. Damn them cps people all they like to do is make peoples life miserable and turn our lifes upside down....
If anyone who reads this has any advise or any ways to beat them bastards please contact me at Dragon_Lady_2069@yahoo.com thanx very much
A broken hearted mother
My Dear Friends...
Much love & appreciation to my dear friends that haven't forgotten me while I have been unable to be here...I miss you & have you close to my heart. We have a family crisis right now...my brother in law has been in a terrible accident. It was life threatening but as of now he is in critical but stable condition. Each day is one of new hope. Please keep him in your thoughts & prayers. I'll check in when I can...
Hugs from my heart to yours ~ Loey Stopping in to say hello to everyone & tell you how much I miss you all!
My heart is so touched, my dear & wonderful family of friends. I really appreciate all the love, caring, concern, support, thoughts & prayers from each & everyone of you.
I want to let you know my brother in law is well on the road to a full recovery. He is awake now & there are no signs of brain damage, thank God. He is still healing & having physical therapy for his bodily injuries with hopes of coming home soon. It has been a long journey for him & all of us
My Dear Friend
Thursday, April 10, 2008
A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND
A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND
A poem for my dear friend Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry
The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn’t be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn’t know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn’t see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn’t yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly
Once long ago, a wise person told me something that has come true.
That person told me that "My Demons" will be the one to cause me the most pain in my life.
At the time I didin't want to belive what I was told, but it comes to fact that yes they have come to be a big part in my life and have caused me the most pain.
My Demons, are all from my past, and it is a past that I am not very proud of.
I have hurt the person that means the most to me, and I am sorry for that. But now that person knows what my demons are and is going to help me try to conquer them.
Now if I wish to brings things back to how they used to be, I have to learn to be more patient, and not let my past come back to haunt me.
My Devil Doll
Sultry, slutty tunes jazzy blues wrapped around my skullI had a devil doll on my shoulderSmoky sounds pounded out from a local band reverberated against my chestI had a devil doll on my shoulder
I looked for my tatoo gurl but she was goneMy devil doll was lostSitting at the table i could not help but feel the empty chair beside meMy devil doll was lost
I still feel the bites against my chest, bruised with an intensity i craveMy tatoo queen was goneNights of twisted love upon wet sheetsMy tatoo queen was gone
Songs from Pink Martini echoed insideMy poetic kisses have done and goneWhispers among soft and hard embraces cut across my soulFor you see my poetic kisses have done and gone
Old pictures seen, songs played pollute my mind of herHer salty kisses have been stolen backSalty lips once grazed my tongue, her taste forever rememberedHer salty kisses have been stolen back
I feel her through the miles stillMy devil doll is goneHer soul of great dark and lightMy devil doll is gone...f
My Deepest Sincere's
So i am extremely and overally emotional right now. i HATE this time of year, its sad most people are all excited, they are with their kids, picking out their halloween costumes and getting ready for halloween, or if ur single ur getting ready for one of the biggest party day nights at bars of the year. I am not on either one of those. I am NOT looking forward to this halloween at all. That day has got to be the worst for me ever yet. I have been acting over emotional lately and saying wrong things and pissing everyone off and being overlly needy and this is why. In a week, it will be the annv and death of my baby. I had a miscarriage in 07, i never knew i was preg, the doctors told me i'd never get preg. i was 6 mnths along and i had a miscarriage at my house, not knowing at all what was happenening to me. I had been going to the doc off and on all those 6 mnths and they were treating me for kidney stones, never once did a preg test on me. well i had the miscariage and went
My Dirty Horocope (libra) Hilarious
Symbol: the Scales
Ruling Planet: Venus
Ruling House: Seventh House
Body Parts: kidneys
Date with destiny: Gemini, Aquarius
Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn
Where you glow: mediating
What makes you tick: charm
Fitness forecast: rowing
Play date: flying first class to Paris
Perfect jobs: beautician, personal shopper
Best accessory: a bottle of water
A sure thing: flirting
Pleasure: cooperation, fair play, conversation
Pain: disharmony, solitude, decision-making
Kindness: Your peaceful nature soothes those who suffer, while your willingness to work with others ensures the job will be done.
What's my line? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
--Don't tease them. It will only piss them off. Taureans are realists. If you say that you are horny: Prepare to be fucked. Taureans are heavy indulgers, though. All forms of indulgence: Sex-drugs-wine-food...whatever their vic
My Diabolical Madness - My Darkness - My Light
The waves that move like life have bound many for eternity.
The sands we walk upon that burn or scorch your feet will be soothed by the coolest of waters.
The deepest part of the ocean is like my mind, deep, dark as well mysterious.
To understand and know anything about me... you must be me.
That in itself is completely impossible.
I have found peace in things that scare the life out of most.
Too many do not get the concept of my darkness and never will.
I will never explain in detail, many are not worthy and never will be.
To know what is real and not real is your choice.
To grasp what is beauty is a one in a lifetime, like love.
Surrounded by mountains of decsions, unable to create the one path I thrive for the most, maybe one day I will finally get my absolution I have gone beyond to seek for more in this damned world we live within.
-ME- 2006 Darkness Cometh
And Darkness cometh to lay upon his wrath
on those who face the one who many thought w
My Dirty Story Blog
What in the hell was I doing? Meeting someone I met off the Internet? The Internet is filled with crazy people, rapists, stalkers, and murderers. And here I was, excited and nervous about meeting one of them. We started talking on-line about a year ago. I was cautious about giving him my cell phone number when he asked for it, but he was cute in his picture and I needed to put a voice to his face, see if he sounded like he looked. So I gave it to him.
He called me late that night and we talked for about an hour. He kept me laughing the entire time, which is always a good thing. After a little bit more of regular chatting, the conversation started getting dirtier and dirtier. He knew what I preferred sexually and knew where my "spots" were. Conversation tends to go in that direction over the Internet when two people are attracted to each other. The conversation had turned into full-blown, hot, dirty, sexy phone sex. As he was telling me what he wanted to do to me, I couldn't help my ha
sorry i have not been all that active here lately, been going thru some things at home and needed to get my thoughts and head together. will be back soon.. hugs to all
My Dirty Mind
The Drive to build life is very strong
Lost is the feeling cause something’s wrong
Search for the meaning it’s so hard to find
Am I the only seeing soul in a world gone blind ?
Living to consume in this express lane
Wonder why my body feels so much pain
Push for the perks and things that pass away
Am I the only soul seeing in a world gone astray ?
Seeking to fill the void of an empty life
No laughter of children, no love of wife
Only the things that cold hard cash can buy
Am I the only soul seeing this world pass by ?
Time that just flies with nothing to show
The young grow old before they know
That living is more than things and money
Am I the only soul left in this world to see ?
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
I long to take you in my arms
And all your defenses disarm
To kiss you deep and long
Feeling you is never wrong
To make sweet passion to you alone
make you cum harder than you have known
To take y
I GOT TAGGED BY SOMEONE ELSE SO DOING IT AGAIN :p
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1.hate asian meatballs
2.dip fries in ice-cream
4.I was in the basketball team and got girl groupies when I was in high school
5.I was a cheerleader
7.collected sailor moon and slam dunk stuffs lol
8.love 90s music/movies
9.craziest and funniest girl in class
10. but I won first place award in my schools contest for best manner lady (teachers love me):-P
Can’t Get Enough!
Tommy (aka Mr Lime Green)
I have a new page that describes my disability pretty good, and its a support page for people who have health problems. I hope u check it out.
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A friend posted this as a bulletin, I loved it so much i had to put it on a Blog.
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the
room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right?
can I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy
My Dirty Little Secret!
Every one has a dirty little secret, don't deny it. I know I do, and I am ready to share it with you! For as long as I can remember, I have always loved being the center of attention. As I've grown older, it has turned into a fetish of mine. I LOVE being watched doing all sorts of naughty things! So I've gotten a cam and taken to the net and would LOVE to perform for you! It's not quite free, although not very much, and I'll make sure it's worth your every penny. I'm not shy and definitly have a BIG imagination. So if your ready for some sexy fun, cum see me! I'll give you a show you won't soon forget!
or, message me on Yahoo at passionate_Jadore
My Discombobulated Thoughts
I feel myself falling.
Deeper within you.
You look so different to me.
Yet still so much the same.
So much time has passed.
It still seems like a dream.
A dream I definitely need to wake from.
Before I prematurely fall again.
Someone pinch me.
Knock me out.
Because it sincerely frightens me.
All you had to do was look at me.
And I fell.
Dawn F Someone take the knife out of my back.
It is burning with deception and lies.
Hand over the KY to make it easier.
So I can bend over as I am asked to do.
Misery loves company.
I wouldn't want the misery your life is then.
Caviar lifestyle on a beer budget.
Your life is so full of clichés.
I am bound and gagged with a promise.
That is SCREAMING to be set free.
My brain and heart are begging.
Let loose all that you think is true.
Such clarity of life you claim.
How can that be?
When it has been congested with
Sometime this morning between 3 a.m. to 4.30 this morning, my Yorkie, Rocky, died after he got sick last night. I can't believe it, he was just running around yesterday when I was out in the yard today and now, he's gone. I guess he never did get over losing his "brother", A. J., my long haired chihuahua, after he went missing a couple of months ago. His health has been deteriorating ever since A. J's dissapearance but i thought he was getting better after I acquired my best friend's chihuahua/schnauzer, Squirt, to keep him company. I will miss him, I can't believe in a few short months, I have lost both my dogs...May there indeed be a Heaven for dogs. Goodbye Rocky, may he at last found peace and health with Him. I just found out about an hour ago that all that's happened to my wife was my fault. Months ago, she had told me to call the wound care center to make an appointment for a follow up check up but I had brushed it of time and again. I don't know why I didn't do it but now its t
My Diet Is Working!!!
HEY YA'LL! 2 ALL MY FRIENDS & THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE JUST READ MY PROFILE. I'M SURE U ALL KNOW I HAVE BEEN TRYING 2 LOOSE WEIGHT. WELL I WENT 2 THE FAT DR 2DAY & I HAVE LOST A TOTAL OF 39LBS! THAT MAY NOT SEEM LIKE MUCH 2 YA'LL. BUT IT'S A WHOLE HELL OF A LOT 2 ME. IT'S HELPING ME REGAIN MYSELF. LOL. I KNOW YA'LL PROB DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT. SO LET ME BREAK IT DOWN 4 YA REAL QUICK. I WAS PREG FOR ABOUT 4 YEARS STRAIGHT.THEN MY HUSBAND CHEATED ON ME FOR ABOUT A YEAR AFTER I HAD OUR LAST SON & STARTED TREATING ME LIKE DOG SHIT. ALL THAT HELPED ME PACK THE WEIGHT ON! I HAVE NOT BEEN HAPPY FOR MANY,MANY YEARS! AND IT HAS SHOWN! NOT JUST IN MY WEIGHT, BUT EVERYTING ELSE IN MY LIFE 2. I LOST MY SELF THREW ALL THE TRIALS THAT WAS THROWN MY WAY. I'M STILL UNHAPPY 2 A POINT. AND THAT IS SOMETHING I'M GONNA HAVE 2 DEAL WITH. CAUSE THAT IS ONE THING I'LL NEVER TRUELY BE WITH MY HUSBAND! AND I'LL NEVER LEAVE HIM DUE 2 OUR KIDS! I WILL NEVER HURT THEM!!! NO MATTER WHAT. SO I TAKE THEIR HAPPINESS AS MY
Well today I went and signed all the paperwork nessacary to get this shit done and over with! so in about 2 weeks from now I will be FREE at last FREE at last...lol....I am just so excited seeings how we have been seperated for so long....8 years we have been separated so what's the sense of not getting it done and over with?....I truely am thankful that he has cooperated with everything and was not a dick to me in any shape way or form....til he get's the final copy of the divorce papers then I am sure that I will be hearing from him....lol....gotta love the ignore button on yer cell phone! So anywho I can finally start setting plans and a date for my wedding to happen!
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who voted, left a comment and advice on my current situation. Your advice was very helpful and I am going to use it tonight to have the talk with her. Thanks again!!
My Distraught Heart Seeps...
Will you be my friend?
There are so many reasons why you never should:
I’m sometimes sullen, often shy, acutely sensitive, My fear erupts as anger, I find it hard to give, I talk about myself when I am afraid
And often spend a day without anything to say.
But I will make you laugh
And love you quite a bit
And hold you when you’re sad
I cry a little almost every day
Because I’m more caring than the strangers ever know,
And if at times, I show you my tender side
(The soft and warm part I hide)
I wonder, will you be my friend?
Who far beyond the feebleness of any vow or tie
Will you touch the secret place where I am really I,
To know the pain of lips that plead and eyes that weep,
Who will not run away when you find me in the street
Alone and lying mangled by quota of defeats
But will stop and stay-to tell me of another day
When I was beautiful.
Will you be my friend?
There are so many reasons why you never should:
Often I am too serious, se
My Dirty Thoughts
Sitting here thinking about things.... This can happen when you are alone. Have you ever wondered where you are going in life. Some people know what lies ahead in their life and maybe they are the luck ones.... or are they? Some people figure out what they want to do in high school and set their sites on it and there are others that have not a clue until their life hits them in the face. I think I am one of those people. My life got handed to me by the (fly by the seat of my pants) decisions I made. In high school I became pregnant with my son JC and in the same time my parents made the decision we were moving to Charleston. Life changed. I really didn't got to college so I still didnt know what I was supposed to do other then raise my son. Then I met the amazing man who was in the military and we fell in love and he wanted to make me his wife and JC his son. Life changed. Nothing was ever planned. Then I found myself a military wife. I was in a world of NEVER knowing where you are g
My Dirty Little Secrets...
Friday night I went on a date with a guy named Jimmy, a nerdy guy from my office… Jimmie was too shy to ask me out, so I asked him. He was kind of cute, even if he was really straight-laced. He tended to wear his shirts buttoned up to the throat, even
on the hottest days. He had nice blonde hair though, and a really nice ass. We went to a movie where he almost had a heart attack after I slid my hand into his pants and grabbed his cock. I almost had to drag him back to my place! Jimmie backed away from me when we were inside, and practically fell onto the loveseat. His eyes were bulging as I looked down at him out of lustful eyes. I slid into the chair on top of him. My legs straddled his
body as I faced him. My hot round ass cheeks rubbed against his lap, where I could feel his erection already blooming. I slid my arms around his neck and leaned down slightly to kiss him. My mouth touched his gently, my lips sliding back and forth against his. My tongue snaked out and licked over his
I got this from Brad's blog, we both have Spina Bifida.
BRAD - ©REAL MEN WEAR PINK ™® I.A.R member@ fubar
What is Spina Bifida?
Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in wh
Is tomorrow morning. I am really nervous. I have no idea whats going to happen. I really just want to get this over with and I hope to be able to just move on. I am tired of his anger and all the childish crap he throws at me all the time. I am trying to avoid getting a restraining order against him but the look in his eyes the last time he was angry with me scared me. He has always been abusive mentally and he has always thrown things. I have only been in the way once or twice. I left him, I dont need to now.It will be over soon. Be thinking of me. Wish me luck, send me hugs and support. I would really appreciate it. I
My Diet That Worked
A SIMPLE DIET THAT WORKS
The reader needs to keep in mind that I have a relatively small frame (I'm 5'-6" tall) and I have a fairly normal build, but have been just a bit paunchy for around 28 or 29 years. Even strenuous physical work and exercise never seemed to take it off. I was not heavy enough or even disciplined enough for any of the popular weight-loss programs. I weighed 172 pounds in May. With this diet I lost about 2 pounds a week until I reached my present weight--158 pounds, and my energy level never decreased--in fact, it went up. I have rather puffy eyes, like Bill Clinton and J.F.K., and the bags under them decreased in size.
All of that changed this past summer. I had been in a funk regarding relationships, and I met someone who really sparked my interest in a huge way. She was 49, and built like a really buff female athlete, yet totally feminine. Her job was not physically strenuous, though I'm sure it creates enormous stress. She worked
The weed i had wore off
i dont have any alcohol
and my friend is being a fuckin asswipe
i cant take this any more
GOD DAMN IT!!!
My Distant Horizon
Death leaves me with infatuation
I embrace the pain it has left me with
Because I don’t want to forget the sound of her voice
The compassion in her eyes that reached straight for your soul
I can’t help it
I can’t fix it
I can’t end it
I’ll never accept it.
I’m blind to my own torture
I can’t resist the pain, so tempting
A phantom of who I used to be,
Ultimately bearing a cross for all the world to see.
Hoping a lifetime lasts only for a moment
Wishing to let it all fall away
Ripping it apart until it can no longer exist.
Counting each day that passes by,
Yearning for something to believe in anymore
Listening for the words of truth
Opening my heart to anything new
A day I would erase from all history and all of the future
The day that you left and departed this world
My heart nearly died with you
You were my best friend, my inspiration
The light in my world when everything else was dark
You understood me better than anyone ever has, and maybe ever will
My Differnt Names
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad )
3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fave color, fave drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The blue Butter Nipple
7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
8. GANGSTA NAME: ( fave ice cream flavor, fave cookie)
Cookies and Cream M&M
9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Soljier falls creek
10. STRIPPER NAME: ( name of your fave perfume/cologne, fave candy)
Eternity Kit tak
11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Sparkie Goose Bay
*~* My Diary! *~*
Has anyone been getting or have received a phone call and when you answer it they dont say nothing then u hear a busy signal! But then they keep calling and then you let the answer machine get it and you hear a phone ringing and then it saids im sorry you have a dial a long disence number you must redial etc. Has everyone ever got one of those? If so how did you stop it or got any advice? EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU!
Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"
Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"
1. Your Name:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number with area code:
8.Hair (color and style):
10.your sizes (bra,pants,panties):
HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theat
~*~Like A Diamond~*~
Love on these smexi fu's hard!These ppl right here are amazing friends!There Real!Honest!Trustworthy!
And will always have a place in my heart!I have mad respect for them and u should to!Go f/r/a them!Show them mad luv!
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I was only 6 months when you chose to walk away
you decided motherhood was just not for you
i suffered deeply for your actions
i couldn't count how many times a step-mom said
your just not my daughter.
When i was eight i first heard your voice
you were telling me u were comming to see me
I waited weeks by the window and cried every night
over the next ten years i searched for you
everytime i found you two weeks later your phone number changed
what was i suppose to think
i was a child your child
and yet i still welcomed you into my world with open arms
always telling myself this time was different
i always thought that if i could get the first person to ever walk out on me to love me
then just maybe i could really be loved
when i was 19 i met you for the first time
i spent 24 hours with you and in that short amount of time you fucked my world up.
you trashed the only constant in my life and tried to tell me he wasn't my father
and yet i still made excus
2008 my review
So this is the review of my life in the last year.....
It started ok..I wasnt liking my job by this point. I seemed to have co workers conspiring againist me . But I made it thru it in Jan. I was starting to get sick. I was in and out of the hospital at this point and they didnt know what was wrong but I will say that I had some great friends that took care of me.
In Feb. I was still sick but feeling better...I was doing well in poker it was my only safe place it seemed. I had met this guy who has turned out to be a friend after everything that had happened. He even bought me a cake on my birthday which means the world to me becuz no one else has ever done that. Which brings me up to my birthday weekend..It was a blast thanks to Jenn my sister her friend Wendy Becca Michael Chris and everyone else who helped celebrate it.I never thought my sister would ever come down ..Thanks Michelle for being one of the best times in my life.
March I was getting sick
Well, so I am a thousand miles away from my husband.
He is in New Orleans and I am up in PA. We have been away from each other since the November 1st and it is staring to get to the both of us. Him more than me, but he keeps asking me to send him pics.
Well, I am very self concious as it is and now with the whole picture thing, I am very self concious, so I have decided I need very much so to go on a diet. And start exercising.
I plan on starting tomorrow. And I hope to lose at least 5lbs before Chad gets here for Thanksgiving.
Then I hope to lose at least another 10-15 before Christmas.
My goal is to lose 30-40 lbs before I go home for Mardi Gras.
I weigh 160 now, which is not that bad, but I want to be 120.
So cheer me on...because this is going to be tough!
Especially with my sister around baking sweets everyday-she is a sabotoger!
Reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome (RSDS), also known as complex regional pain syndrome, is a rare disorder of the sympathetic nervous system that is characterized by chronic, severe pain. The sympathetic nervous system is that part of the autonomic nervous system that regulates involuntary functions of the body such as increasing heart rate, constricting blood vessels, and increasing blood pressure. Excessive or abnormal responses of portions of the sympathetic nervous system are thought to be responsible for the pain associated with reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome.
The symptoms of reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome typically begin with burning pain, especially in an arm, finger, palm of the hand, and/or shoulder. In some individuals, RSDS may occur in one or both legs or it may be localized to one knee or hip. Frequently, RSDS may be misdiagnosed as a painful nerve injury. The skin over the affected area may become swollen (edema) and inflamed. Affected skin may be ext
OK SO I HAVE COME TO TERMS OF AGREEMENT ON SOMTHING THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS NOW - AND I HAVE COME TO NOTICE A LARGE AMMOUNT OF THIS OCCURING - AND NOW I GUESS I NEED TO LET IT PUBLICLY KNOWN AS IT STANDS FOR EVERYONE TO SEE IT AND READ IT - AND UNDERSTAND IT - THIS IS THE VIEWS I HAVE COME TO WITH HEAVY THOUGHT - AND IF YOU WISH TO COMMENT TO IT - THAT IS FINE - EVERYONE HAS THEY OWN OPINION AND HERE IS MINE.
FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS I HAVE SAT BACK AND NOTICED A LARGE INCREASE IN THE "MFKN" NAME - WEATHER ITS BEING SPORTED AS A FASHION STATEMENT - A FAMILY - AN ONLINE "MAFIA" IN TERMS PEOPLE HAVE USED - AND I HAVE NOTICED A LARGE AMMOUNT OF "MY FRIENDS" TALKING ABOUT THIS "FAMILY" - NOW I HAVE TO LET EVERYTHING OUT THE WOODWORK ON MY OPINION TO THIS.
IN MY OPINION YOU DO NOT NEED LETTERS IN YOUR NAME TO HAVE FRIENDS OR GAIN HELP FROM OTHERS - I HAVE NEVER DISCRIMINATED TO THESE USERS - BUT AS OF NOW I REFUSE TO BOMB AN MFKN MEMBER - YOU HAVE A FAMILY S
My Disease Needs To Feed!
sunset: i dont even know you
To sunset: i'm spending my ability points on you! and i'm not asking for any form of payment
sunset: not me lol
sunset: my friend
sunset: and to buzz kill is bad
sunset: it takes your drinks and lowers your points
sunset: bites you
My Dirty Little Mind...
Tender skin. An open palm or leather flogger. The anticipation before the hand or instrument meets flesh. The thrill as the sound reaches your ears at precisely the same moment the sensation reaches every inch of your body. And you only get another if you ask very, very nicely.
Oh, the joys of spanking. It may have been a dreaded punishment as a kid. But as part of consensual adult play, it can be delicious fun. Much of the thrill comes from the expectation and build-up. When will it happen? How will it feel? Will it happen again? And no matter how many times you may indulge, those same questions always seem to arrive since each spanking encounter is different.
People enjoy spanking, because in a safe environment, it can be exhilarating to command and to relinquish all power. The spanker is in control of how many spanks and how hard (within the agreed upon scenario, of course.) The “spankee” is left to wait and wonder. Many people find themselves aroused before the paddle
Wicca (pronounced [wike]) is a Neopagan religion and a form of modern witchcraft. It is often referred to as Witchcraft or the Craft by its adherents, who are known as Wiccans or Witches. Its disputed origins lie in England in the early 20th century, though it was first popularised during the 1950s by Gerald Gardner, a retired British civil servant, who at the time called it the "witch cult" and "witchcraft", and its adherents "the Wica". From the 1960s the name of the religion was normalised to "Wicca".Wicca is typically a duotheistic religion, worshipping a Goddess and a God, who are traditionally viewed as the Triple Goddess and Horned God. These two deities are often viewed as being facets of a greater pantheistic Godhead, and as manifesting themselves as various polytheistic deities. Nonetheless, there are also other theological positions within the Craft, ranging from monotheism to atheism. Wicca also involves the ritual practice of magic, largely influenced by the ceremo
My Dj App!!!!!
Maybe i did the first two apps wrong...who knows. So i'll just explain myself a little better. I am Amber, I am 25 yrs. old, i have a gift for gab and making friends... i am very popular with alot of up and coming artist...some of which are almost there. Just to name a few...Lyric Inforca, Ad The Voice, Dramasquad, Rapz, Semisoul, The Lenzmen, Ryan Huston, Mr. CRF, and much much more... I also have friends in the record biz. Like Baltic Avenue Entertainment.... oh and how about Grind Mode Magazine... OH YEAH... THATS RIGHT... I SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING ROCK!!!! Not only can i bring in new tallents i can bring in hundreds if not thousands of listeners. I am one of the great undiscovered tallents... so im saying to you " DO YOU REALLY WANNA BLOW ME OFF FOR SOMEONE WHO CANT BRING IN THE PUBLIC?" Totally up to you...have a nice day :)
My Dj Show
OH NOW YOU ALL DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE...
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JOIN THIS LOUNGE JOIN THIS STATION THERE IS NONE BETTER THAN HERE... YOU KNOW IT I KNOW IT. JOIN THE BEST OR DIE LIKE THE REST!
Come home to the original biker bar on ct
Allway looking for bartenders/dancers/and lounge help
what no way dj Rage is on air right now ? and hanging with dj Kaijaw
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My Dj Bully
♥~♥IT'S THE WEDDING OF ALL WEDDINGS! YOU NEED TO COME IN TO FIND OUT WHAT THE FUSS IS ABOUT!♥~♥
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~BE THERE OR BURN IN HELL~
♥~♥THE WEDDING WILL TAKE PLACE DIRECTLY FOLLOWING A LIVE NO HOLDS BARRED INTERVIEW WITH THE K.O.P.E. FOUNDER AND DIRT HIMSELF K.O.P.E. CO-FOUNDER. INTERVIEW WILL BEGIN AT 9:30pm EST. THIS IS ONE YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS!♥~♥
My Dj Bully....
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Death, be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow, Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell; And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die
close your eyes,
to the field of dreams,
where you will stay
and find your rest
in deep slumber,
but blackness comes,
the meadow becomes swamp,
the river becomes blood,
and there you lie,
your flesh cold
but still alive,
as life fades
from your dream,
my ex said this looks like me toi like this one
I would just like it to be known that despite what people think about my dog he is an AMERICAN BULLDOG, go look up the picture of an american bulldog and you will see a dog that looks just like Max. My dog is 5'6 and 155 pounds and is purebred and AKC registered so trust me they would have told me he was a pitbull if infact he was. I want to clear this up because I'm tired of people saying he is a pitbull when he is an AMERICAN BULLDOG! I have nothing against pitbulls but I've raised american bulldogs all my life. I know when I see one..
My Dose Of Daily Laughter !
This is an actual job application that a 17 year old boy submitted to McDonald's in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny!
NAME: Greg Bulmash.
SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person.
DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place.
DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle.
LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility.
SALARY: Less than I'm worth.
MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes.
REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked.
HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any.
PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday.
DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment.
You shall not acquire her. You shall love her, but never have her. I am a possession of life and only that. No human shall ever possess this lady's soul. Capture her heart if you will, but leave her soul run free.
The thoughts crumble from my mind like stale bread for the birds. Feeding my mind for a short time. Feeling satisfaction for the time being. Soon to be off again, flying through the skies; weightless and free. Wings spread wide.
A romanticism quickly rushed upon. Passion and lust both imbedded deeply while all other depths are lost amongst the pleasures of the flesh.
The light falls upon the room, pulling the darkness away and uncovering all that was once hidden. The shadows push back against the light, but they fail to overtake the bright rays of brilliance. Sulking, they retreat to a far away place to plot their revengeful return.
Uninspired, I danced blindly not caring to see the colors of life as they sped past me. Spinning me in circles until I was unable to
My Dog Foxxy
Well, I just took my dog Foxxy to the vet yesterday (Fri the 13th) for the first time since I got her in March. A friend told me about a vet that will do an exam for free. So I got her in. She's got some lumps on her belly I wanted to get looked at. The vet said she has a heart murmur and bad teeth and could be 10+ years old and she has breast cancer! I have never heard of a dog getting breast cancer. But I guess so. I can do 1 of 2 things for her. Pay $3-400 for the surgery and get her fixed at the same time or just let it go and it'll eventually kill her in a few years. I think I'm gonna let it go and give her a good life and love her to death (in a good way lol). I don't want to pay the money and maybe lose her anyway plus still pay all that money I don't have to throw away. Should I let it go? It sounds cruel to me in a way to let it go. But at her age I don't want to risk her life!! Sorry so long!!!!
My Dollar Store
this is the good store to a wide variety of things you can by the best part is every thing is
1 dollar. come check me out type in my web site like this.or copy and paste.
My Dog Sam
i had to put my dog sam to sleep tonight. he was the best thing ever. he was a short haired lab. i was friends with him for 15 years. ive lost most of the things in life that i loved. but he was always there. when i came home from iraq he was there. he never lied to me he was always true.
My Docs Apt Today
For my friends that are concerned about my health and what the doctor said today....
The doctor said...I have full blown cervical cancer now.. and I was diagnosed with diabetes..
What is the worst part.. I can't afford the medications the doctor prescribed to me..
That is an update on what's going on..
Thank you for my friends that have stuck by me through all this..
I love you all
Saturday night was an awesome FISHNET & HEELS PARTY with all those SEXY LADIES LOOKING so HOT in their Fishnet & Heels. It was a VERY EROTIC ATMOSPHERE and it was a great party that you miss. The Ladies was so SEXY dancing on the stage and in the dance areas that the EROTICISM was filling the HOUSE. There will be a Meet and greet Here in Tulsa. Just for couples and single Females, Check out the web page at: Http//www.anglefire.com/ok5/aarc
John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gimmick. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a robot that John claimed was actually a lie detector.
It was about 5:30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son, returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late.
'Where have you been? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?' asked John.
'Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project,
My Dog (my Baby)
PEBBLES HAS BEEN WITH ME ALL OF HER LIFE, I GOT HER WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT 4 WEEKS OLD, BOTTLE FED HER AND EVERYTHING , SHE IS ABOUT 9 YEARS OLD NOW
THIS IS HER
I DONT WANT TO HAVE HER PUT DOWN BECAUSE SHE IS ALL I HAVE BUT HER BACK LEGS ARE GIVING OUT ON HER. SHE CAN'T EVEN JUMP UP ON MY BED ANYMORE I HAVE TO PUT HER UP ON IT JUST TO GO TO BED
My Doctor Appointment
Well the doctor went and amputated my leg today. I am only joking. There was no amputation at all. They did tell me I no longer need my brace . As long as I am in the house. If I go anywhere outside then I need it. I think thats great. I still am not ready for driving. I couldn't hit the brake quick if needed. But I got the brace off. And thats great to me. I have just went to the doctors on Oct, 3rd. He has me walking again on both feet. Although I am still in the brace. I am also still useing a walker to. And getting around kind of quick. That was a surprise. Every bone in my foot feels like it could snap. Even though there is not actual pain involved. Just a lot of crack and pops .
Well I had another doctor appointment. They took the 1st step in setting the brace so it can bend. Although they see no bone browth. So I don't know how bad of a thing that is. Can't be good though. I'll keep ya's updated .
My Doors Of Perception!
so i watched the debate and normally im hardcore democrat, but i really dont like either of these guys! i feel like mccain is immature taking shots at obama and i just dont know about obama period. i think that they both dodged the questions last night and just fought back and forth about each other. how can you run a country if you cant answer a damn question! or how are you prepared to run the nation if neither can even keep the time limit that was set!! craziness! how could i vote for a guy who looks like he is about to croak and appears not to be able to move his arms from the elbow up? and on the other hand i cant understand obama for stuttering and pausing to say "uh". i wish they would just stick a damn redneck in office...if they didnt get us out of debt at least i bet there would be a sale on beer and pork rinds and we could drink the problems away! kiss in the rain right now...
call my ex (not ex husband) for a booty call...
write a book...
take a photo
My Dog Scrappy Doo
OK FU LAND NEED SOME REAL HELP.....
PLEASE BE REAL ON THIS,,,,
I HAVE A CHOCOLATE PITBULL HE IS ALMOST 2 YEARS OLD
PERFECT HEALTH, BEAUTIFUL ANIMAL.. MY BABY SO MUCH IT IS NOT FUNNY!
MY QUESTION IS SHOULD I HAVE SCRAPPY DOO FIXED?
I WILL NEVER EVER MATE HIM, NEVER!
SO AGAIN, SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?
My Down Raters Hall Of Shame!
subject: Ok People Got A Downrater/Stalker/Psycho (repost)
date: 2008-11-25 22:08:17
Her name is Marley.
Heres the story.
She came to me page I went to hers.
I rated her a 10,fanned,requested her,and rated her 2 pics 10's.
Then she started babblin in shout and rated me a 3.
I was like a 3?
No answer babblin on and on still no answer.
Anyway she went to my #1 and stalked her for a while and started askin about her.
Asked who I was in the pics....duh
She got mad when my #1 went to her page.
Spewed off some crap about me hittin on her which haha noo not my type too donkeyish.
Anyway slammed her with a 1 so I expect she got more of my friends list so be expectin psycho stalkin and downratin.
My advice...downrate her first and block her ass haha
(repost of original by 'Demonhunter666...*Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers*' on '2008-11-25 20:52:10')
This woman (and I use that term loosely), Marley, came to Demonh
Yes,the dogs name is Scooby Doo. he looks and acts like him too. I don't know what this dogs deal is lately,but he wont leave me alone. I can't leave the house anymore without him searching for me the whole time I am gone. I come home and he is so far up my ass I want to kill him. This dog is not small! If he isn't sitting on me he is in my bed or under my feet. I love this dog,but he is starting to worry me. :P
My Dog Chopper
my sweet chopper got loos and got hit last night some time?
well got him taken to the vet this morning, they took x-rays (2) his right leg is broken and the left hip is dislocated! its going to take a lot ofcare and love to get him back to health!! but i know i can do i he is like one of my kids, i couldnt let them put him to sleep!! so far there putting his hip back in place wraped up for 2 weeks, ( there is a 50% ) chance that it will stay, he's about 85 lbs, then bring him back in 2 weeks .. and hope that it stays and that he wont need surgery, on that hip... also the right leg there going to splint it up, and that could take up to about 3 mos to heal? its broken in a way that there is a big chip taken out thats y it take so long to heal.. but even when i get him home theres lots of work id have to keep him from moving, and move him from side to side every 2 hrs! and have to carry him out to potty 3 to 4 times a day... also hes going to be on pain meds, and some atibiotic, to help
Kiss me, cause i havent heard the words i love you in longer then i can stand, and i know i could tell if you still felt the same by the feel of your lips. Kiss me cause i need something strong and powerful to reach in a touch my soul, cause I havent been in a good mood lately. Every chance i get i hope and pray to get a kiss from you, cause those soft sweet kisses that you give elevate the senses throughout my entire body and fills my mind, body and soul with love, hope, and enough power to give me the will to feel as if i can fly. Fly to a world of our own. To a place so high that nothing or no one could ever accomplish bringing us down. Kissing you, is similar to living on the edge because i lose all control the moment our lips touch. Its scary in a good way, but since i trust you not to abuse this power you have over me it also feels like the safest place in the world i could be. Wrapped in your arms standing up to the great power of your kiss although it weakens my knees and send
it has been over a year since I have enjoyed anyones company in the flesh!! damn how time flies when you have to go without. I really don't have much of a point just reflecting on that thought. OH my god, now when i say a hot young girl you have to understand i am not a sick perv. I am in my 40's so to me anyone in their late 20's is a youngster. normally i have my standard sex dreams about my last partner who just thrilled me to no end being i was her first woman and so many things she was innocent at. so often sex was new and exploritory between us. but she is my x and she was my age. this young girl was easily just under 30 cause in my dream i thought man if she was 4 years older i could justify this.
I was sitting in a small room almost like a cabin of some sort such as on a train but there was no movement so it was just a very small enclosed room. I was sitting on the bed and i heard her voice say i had to take my shirt off. almost dare I say like a changing roo
My Drunken Rant
more then onece we find ourselfs seeking the un-findable,
we all have this vision of who it is that we want,be it the social fantasy
built upon a dream or something more tangible,solid,more reasonable profile based on the needs of the now..
truth is,we can not control who we meet,no matter how we try,but with that said,neither can we control who it is that we fall for.
the human race has come all this way in uncertin times only to find its self still hopelessly lost among the vast sea of knowldge that it so takes pride in
discovering.that being said,with all that we know,and all the more that there is to know,why havent we just givin into the fact that we can not control that which we can not understand,
now i know that this blog may seem to have a certin subjet, a point to be made on any one issue,and even though ive hinted on some things,its really just an all around ,hey what if, kinda thing..
a sort of make u think,or fill in the blanks.
man kind gets arrog
Remembering my late Father this weekend What is Spina Bifida?
Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from
My Dream Man
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
SO NOW I WILL SAY:
I like you because of who you are to me..A true
A good friend will come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ..
WE screwed up, but we had fun! "
Proud to be your Friend!
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead.
I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned...that we shou
My Drunk Ass Goth Self
I am really fucked up right now from my favorite goth bar the castle here in tampa florida! I would rate this bar a 8 or 9 on the bar level for fun.
If you become a regular here you can pretty much count on geting fucked up because there isnt such a thing as a double here. They are all doubles! ROFL Im going to go ahead and let you all go before I make a serious grammar or mispelling mistake. Later!
AFTER A WHILE YOU LEARN THE SUBTLE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HOLDING A HAND AND CHAINING A SOUL....AND YOU LEARN THAT LOVE DOESN'T MEAN LEANING AND COMPANY DOESN'T ALWAYS MEAN SECURITY. AND YOU BEGIN TO LEARN THAT KISSES AREN'T CONTRACTS AND PRESENTS AREN'T PROMISES....AND YOU BEGIN TO ACCEPT YOUR DEFEATS WITH YOUR HEAD UP AND YOUR EYES AHEAD WITH THE GRACE OF WO/MAN,NOT THE GRIEF OF A CHILD....AND YOU LEARN TO BUILD ALL YOUR ROADS ON TODAY...BECAUSE TOMARROW'S GROUND IS TOO UNCERTAIN FOR PLANS AND FUTURES HAVE A WAY OF FALLING DOWN IN MID- FLIGHT. AFTER A WHILE YOU LEARN THAT EVEN SUNSHINE BURNS IF YOU GET TOO MUCH....SO YOU PLANT YOUR OWN GARDEN AND DECORATE YOUR OWN SOUL INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO BRING YOU FLOWERS . AND YOU LEARN THAT YOU REALLY CAN ENDURE ...THAT YOU REALLY ARE STRONG ...AND YOU REALLY DO HAVE WORTH .... You walked towards me...smiling at me you asked me what i wanted to do....and i told you that i would show you......i pulled you towards me..kissing you long and
My Dream Last Night
I dreamt of a man, he was in a land far away, a land I did not know, there he met a princess that he fell for. He could tell she liked him as well. Days later she offered him a pendant, and told him that she made this pendant for him alone, and that the design was inspired by him. He felt on top of the world, there was no greater feeling. Hours later she came back and said that she wanted to duplicate the pendant and sell it across the land. He did not know how to tell her that he would not like that, in fact at that very moment he thought it a wonderful idea. He told her to duplicate it and sell it around the land, she did so. That very day after seeing his pendant on other men and women chests he no longer felt the same about the pendant that she had made especially for him. He could not bare to throw it away, as it was a precious gift in the begining. Yet when he looked at it, he got discomfort from it, instead of the joy and high as he had once did. There was no way he coul
My Driving Test
Just to let everybody who cares know that i passed my driving test on the 16th march 2007 yay. Iam now a qualified driver yippee.
My Drama Rants
I need some friends on livejournal & Myspace. I got a new myspace. I hope i can keep this one. Anybody has a livejournal or myspace. Add me. ^_^
I failed to say, my journal is mostly friends only. This is a new website kind of like myspace. Everyone is welcome to join it..http://geek-space.ath.cx/ No email confirmation on there yet. Spread the word to everybody you know. My very good friend Joe runs it. ^_^ Thanks.
where do i fit. im traveling this bumpy road finding it hard to place myself. to lite to hang out with the black kids. to dark to hang out with the black kids. i like rock and roll but if i want to be cool i should listen to rap. i love base ball but im tall so i should play basketball. dont know where to turn. but i fit in with you. you never turn from me. your always there to cheer me up. gives me that false pretence that im untouchable. almost as if i can fly. i never wanna leave you but your killing me. your my pleasure and my poison at the same time.
Your my drugs
As the sun sets and reflects a glow on my face... I stand on the balcony thinking of you.... feeling the breeze across my body and smelling the scent of you all around me.. just the thought of your presence starts to arouse me in a very sensual and passionate way... I feel my nipples hardening with every moment that passes.... my thoughts are drifting... dreaming that you are there on the balcony with me reaching around to touch me... the soft touch of your hands along my body... your hands on my breasts caressing them and kissing the back of my neck... I place my hands on top of yours to help guide your hands along my body... I feel the wetness occurring between my thighs......
I slowly start to move your hands down to my stomach but not stopping there... I continue to move them down until you reach the end of my skirt... you lift my skirt and slide your hand underneath it... down into my panties to feel the wetness you have created.... I began to start gasping for air.... I love
Sex is like a gas station. Sometimes you get full service, sometimes you got to ask for service and sometimes you have to settle with self service....... Why do midgets laughwhen they run through the grass?????
Cause the grass tickles their nuts!!!! A recent survey asked-why men like blowjobs....
12%like the feeling, 8%like the pleasure and 80% like the silence
My Dream World
My Dream World
So peaceful as the moon shinesWithin my dreams I see The glow of your perfection Always here with me Upon the stars and moonbeams Each one that falls from high I gather them while dreaming Not one of them gets by No matter where I go now While sleeping or awake We travel to the places Where angels bring daybreak
My Dreams Have Came True!!
Well For Once I Think I Have Found The Man That I Have Always Wanted In My Life...Thanks To Cherrytap For That One!! He Is Just Soo Sweet,Loving And Caring....Gotta Love Him To Death...But Dont Wanna Scare Him Away By Telling Him Those Words Just Yet....I Have Never Had Feelings For A Man In My Life Like I Do For Him!! He Is My One And Only True Love And Maybe SumthinGood Will Come Out Of This And Maybe We Will Be Together And Be One Happy Family (Just Maybe)...
Well Gotta Go For Now!!
*Peace* Well, Tonight I Finally Got To Meet The Man Of My Dreams...He Drove All The Way From Zephyrhills,Fla To Come And Seen Me(How Sweet...At First When He Told Me That He Was On His Way To Come And See Me I Didnt Believe Him And Then There He Was Right Before My Eyez...Looking Hot And Very Handsome..I Couldn't Help But To Wait For Him To Get Outta His Nice Ass Dodge Truck And I Gave Him A Hug Before Getting Into His Truck...We Talked And Shared Laughters As WE Went Out To The Beach, When We Go
My Drink Is Different Than Yours!
Some people think of drinking as going to a bar, sitting down and having an ice cold beer, or even a stiff drink of hard liquor. But I have found a drink that far exceeds that of any kind of liquor. If you do not understand what I saying, please stay with me, and I will explain it, as I go along. First I want to say that in 1982, I became a born again Christian and I love the Lord Jesus Christ with all of my heart. It was on a Friday evening and I was invited to a Evangelistic meeting in a small town that I lived next to. I knew a few people there. The evangelist spoke on witnessing and sang some songs. Then about half way through the evening, the evangelist asked if there was anyone would would like to ask Jesus Christ into their hearts. I responded and asked Jesus Christ into my life, to serve Him for the rest of my life. Before the night was up, one more request came forth. The evangelist asked if anyone needed prayer for healing. In response, I asked prayer for headaches
My dreams for my life don't seem like they are going to happen so I think I should let them be known at least. My life dream is to find someone that will love me for me, not want to change me in anyway. I want to find someone that will not tell me lets just be friends. I want this person to be patient, understanding, knows how I am feeling without having to ask, will never hit me or lie to me. I want this person to be honest and open with me about everything in his life past, present and future. I dream of eventually marrying this person, not a big wedding just friends and family maybe outside like in the spring or something like that. I wanted to wear a white gown but that is probably out of the question for certain reasons that are best left unsaid. I want to have at least 4 kids becaue I want more than just 2. My reason for that is because it is only me and my sister and I don't like the idea of that. I sort of been thinking of names for my kids which I don't think I will ever have.
My dreams are something that comes and something that goes but its ok because when i look at life in the face i know that no matter what comes around goes around and i will always manage to make it through whatever is tossed at me....
I have had many dreams and alot of them have either come true or they have fallen down... But its all ok because i will make it through it all because i am something that alot of people think im not and thats strong. I dont have to prove myself to anyone but myself, and i dont even have to do that because i know who i am and i know what i need to do and i know what i want in life.
Kiss of faith is a kiss of death. You have to watch were you land. For you dont know what the death will bring you of the kisses. The walk to take to open things for old and new things to end. I kissed my death, i walked my line now i open my eyes and make it worth all i can do and work towords makeing things all better. I will kiss my faith for death every now and then bu
My Dream Of Dreams
My Dream of Dreams!
A gentle hand like soft rain across my cheek ...A kiss on the wind, strengthening words when im weak, small things that open my heart ..like souls ..2 bodies one mind...kindred spirits running blind...where from here ? Only heaven knows...where from here..my paths unknown..truths not easy to find..searching for that place in time..craving your warm familiar embrace..split second glimpse of you in my mind, as my eyes close..bringing forth happiness untold..my fairytale..my knight on high horse..my dream of dreams..like movie scenes..sunset kisses.. sparks ignite...choreographed movement..Perfect fit so tight..nothing short of sewn seams..sweetest touch devours me..your taste, your scent ..eyes lock..my fears faced..a moment purely of gods grace..this I see in daylights mist..night time dreams blessed with sunlights kiss..foggy memories of love untamed...vicious lust..unashamed..afternoons, evenings too..memories of me and you...Fate entangles pure determination..f
She is my dream within a dream
The warmth to comfort my heart
Her love a symphony to my soul
Played from the strings of a harp.
Her passion felt through her lips
Her beauty, seen beyond the eye
Her touch is so warm and gentle
Her love, fulfills my heart inside.
She caresses my mind and body
With her so tender loving touch
Her love brings me a happiness
Into my life that I enjoy so much.
Her love like a rose in the winter
Our love is so beautiful and rare
I will capture our every moment
And every memory we will share.
but I won't
you will become
I will hold
you will wonder
I will stand
she tries hard
she wants it
her anger shows
I brought it
her pain flows
I caused it
Chase me I found out that Jose Quervo tequilla gold tastes awesome in coke zero!!! The rain was pouring
She came in
Climbed into bed
I pulled my fleece blanket over her
She pulled her panties
The thunder roared
The rain poured
She climbed on top of me
We kissed and hugged
She slid down
The thunder roared
She took her top off
Mashed my face in her breasts
The rain became hail
She rode hard
She worked hard
The rain poured
The thunder crashed
We became frozen
Enjoy the moment
it isnt like neone reads these things and if they do it isnt like they do to really give input it is usually to insult someone or put someone down ust like on the mumms right now i feel like a failier in life i have been getting this way often for some reason it is weird nothing has changed in my life i am still single and pathetic cause i wont do nething about it to change it so i am at the fault of my own demise it has been getting worse lately with my roomate flaunting her new man in front of me all the time and how happy she is and going out everynite as i stay hme and babysit her daughter and the sad part when i do go out which isnt often i dont go out of my way to talk to neone cause i almost feel like i dont deserve to be happy because i have been miserable for so long i dont know nething else i am sure that i am going to get some rude comments but to be honest i could care less i am my own worst enemy you cant say nething to me i havent said to my self it is like i am afraid to
My Dream Lover
My Dream Lover . . .
Beneath the soft glow
Of the moon tonight,
I dream of you
As this fantasy takes flight . . .
Your kiss is carried
To me from afar
As I make countless wishes
Upon a star . . .
A breeze gently blows
In the night air.
While I imagine your fingers
Tangled in the length of my hair . . .
Upon my skin;
This is my undoing ~
Then I begin
As my body quivers
In an ever growing need. . .
To my mind's logic
I no longer take heed.
Longing to feel
You in my arms
Will you succumb
To all my charms?
My body's on fire
With this burning desire
As passion consumes me
I'm on the brink of ecstasy
Desperately needing release
Won't you answer my heart's plea?
. . . Oh Please. . .
Come unto me. . .
© E.A. Brown ~ 2007
My Drinkin Story....
well i started drinkin when most kidz were still playin in the sand box... i was prolly 5 or 6 when i started stealin my first beers... my folks would go over to a friends and skeet shoot, while the adults were down shootin some of us kids were up by the house gettin cups of beer out of the keg... this went on for a few years till my father quit drinking... i still drink but switched to hard liquor cuz that was all that was in the house... when i was a freshman in collage i alreadyknew i was an alcholic but didn;t care, shortly after that i had my first dui... i was trippin on acid and drank bout a case of beer, was headin to the woodstock reunion in 1997... i drove down a road that didn;t exist and rolled my car... that was the accident that landed me in the marine corps.. i came home on leave one weekend and was in the pocono's driving around got my second dui, luckily it was a friends dad that arrested me and since i was a service member he let me go the next mornin.. all the rest o
My Dragon's Passion
To feel the Passion of a Dragon
Is to feel the fire from within
To bathe in the glow and warmth
As never before could you experience
The Passion of a Dragon
Comes from deep within
Their powerful Heart
And runs very strongly for their love
To have this passion and love
Directed to oneself from a True Dragon
Is to feel as if Heaven has opened
And has chosen to shine down on you
Feelings run stronger then ever possible
When you have the Passion and Love
Of a True Dragon shinning down on you
And are able to hold the Heart of a Dragon
The Heart of a Dragon
Is a very precious gift indeed
For that would mean to the Dragon
You are their one and only True Love
My Dragon's Warmth
In the dark of the night
I see the bright glow
Of you warm fire
With a smile on my face
I move towards your warmth
As you sit there very proud
With your massive wings spread wide
Head held high you wait calmly
With a knowing look in your eye
As ever so slowly I walk
Closer to your massive form
I hear you call my name so softly
And that's when I know for sure
You're the one that makes my Heart sing
For I've been searching for you
With a knowing smile and a softer eye
I come to rest on your front right flank
As I feel the warmth of your fire
And your majestic wings fold down and around
Resting my head on your right shoulder
I snuggle up close as your wings wrap around
And my eyes slowly close as I gather warmth
Knowing that I'll be loved and protected by you
Gentle faceless stranger
I have met you in my dreams
Just a re-appearing vision
I’m uncertain what it means
I have danced with you in twilight
Till’ the daylight set you free
Hoping when I fall asleep again
You would return to me
I’ve waited for you many nights
When my eyes closed, you held me tight
Then finally my dream
Revealed your face
Your eyes green like a glowing moon
Your hair that feels like silk and soon
I wished for something real
To take dream’s place
Then every day I opened eyes
And hoped to see my “dreamy guy”
Alas…I did awake BEFORE you fled
Asleep in my arms next to me
I thank the dream that came to be,
And now is a REALITY instead.
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My Dream Girl!
My Dream Girl
I guess you already know of my dream girl.
So sweet and lovely as a precious pearl.
The most Gorgeous young lady I have ever seen.
Has some how jumped right out of my dream.
But still out of reach from a single touch.
That forces me to beg and pray for so much.
A feeling of warmth and joy she gives.
With her beauty and style just the way she is.
I know she can dance like an Angel you see.
Because my dream girl has just smiled at me.
Giving me joy and making me free.
And now I feel that she’s just dancing for me.
A sweetheart I will never really know,
for she is on my screen just for a show.
I wish I knew her more intimately,
dreaming of her standing
My Dream Girl!
My Dream Girl
I guess you already know of my dream girl
So sweet and lovely, a precious pearl.
The most Gorgeous woman I have ever seen
Has some how jumped right out of my dream.
But still out of reach or a single touch
That forces me to beg, and pray for so much.
A feeling of warmth and joy she gives
With her beauty, and style, and the way she lives.
I know she can sing like an Angel you see
Because my dream girl has just smiled at me.
Giving me joy and making me free
And now I feel that she’s just singing to me.
A sweetheart I will never really know
For she is on my screen, just for a show.
I wish I knew her more intimately
Dreaming of her standing right next to me.
Would I melt in awe and lose my gift of words
Knowing she is more precious than any dove.
Fall to my knees for they grow weak
Standing no more but bowing at her feet.
Not able to move or even speak
Yes, she has the power to make me so weak.
Not because she is so fine you see
My Dream I Had Last Night
ok guys here is the dream i had last night and you guys tell me what you think of it i thought it was weird as hell.
I was standing in the street with like 9 other ppl.
next thing i hear is a bunch of screaming and a bunch of ppl pail and all dressed like pharo's.
there had to be 50 to 100 or more of these things.
I think they were daywalkers (if you all dont know what daywalkers are they are vampires that walk during the daytime)
well me and the ppl i was with we all hid behind a wall so these things couldnt see us at all.
well as these things got closer we all ran into a school and hid in the halls the next thing we knew these things were coming into the school killing everyone well me and the ppl i was with happen to be hiding by a class the next thing we know a teacher come out told us to put our hands over our head i guess to hide our faces.
well the next thing i know i poped up and looked i saw these things coming and i told the ppl i was with we need to get out of here.
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I had a certain dream one night
That has not left my mind
A dream that I was able to call a certain beauty mine
The beauty that could leave anyone thinking of him for days
His beauty that parts the clouds
That could leave any person in awe
A dream that I was able to touch the soft lips of my angel
My angel of grace that is so special to many
By seeing the angel that is him makes my days complete
Even if he were not to feel the same way
It would not take away the feeling that I get when I see him
Wishing he felt the same
It would make my life perfect
And wonder if it was heaven
A dream that is only a dream
Making the dream a reality would be perfection
Perfection that would make my life breath taking
The beauty and angel is the same person all in one
The same man I dream about
This really is a special dream of mine
So I write to an empty sky.
repair to memories' regret,
and regret's recall of yesteryears.
where went the miles,
all marched beyond the pale,
no pale horse ridden,
no pale rider a threat,
no pale blade beheld,
no pale foe unmet..
where raged the peace,
of whispered content,
where soared the phoenix,
on fated karma bent,
yet still to vent..
taste the wind,
and see the skirl,
raising all from a slumber
pillowed on steel.
frozen in time ,
without all trace,
without all life,
within the dead,
where set we down,
in history's play.
where found we,
to lose the way.
the path, the tao,
the course of arrows
lost from flight,
the rage of blades denied their fight..
and still.soft pipes,
lament in my soul,
in sounds I feel,
and felt ever of old...
and still I can see,
My Drunken Ramblings
Ok, well, I spent an hour and a half typing tonight's entry up and, wouldn't ya know it, it didn't take. Well, needless to say, I am not going to sit here and retype it...... especially since I really can't remember half of what I typed. (LOL) All I can really say is I suppose this is one of the drawbacks of today's technology.
It sucks, but oh well, what can you do? The basics of tonight's entry was that Alan and I are getting better and John is becoming more of a "momma's boy" and Chris and I are still having our ups and downs. It's funny really, we have absolutely nothing in common with each other, but yet, we seem to be completely and totally in love.
Yeah, we bitch and moan about how difficult the other is, but we never talk of leaving one another and still do things for each other. I guess it's like having that one friend that you can't live with, but you just can't live without. Once, again she is sick, gassy and puking like crazy.
I don't know what to do for her. I f
You greet me at the door after a long days' work, I look exhausted but you can see that there is an appetite for something in my eyes that needs to be satisfied. You know just what I need……. To be submissive and not in control for this evening, and you am happy to oblige me. You take my purse from my hands and throw it on the floor, seemingly not caring about the welfare of it contents, but unbeknownst to me, you had already removed the breakable items the night before.
You forcefully move behind me and pull the blindfold out of your pocket, place it over my eyes and whisper into my ear, " Don't speak or make a sound, your ass is mine for the rest of the evening, if you speak it will only delay what it is that you want for even longer" while you pull the blindfold a little too tight drawing a small whimper from me. " I told you, not a sound" that was my one and only warning, after that, I will be punished for my insolence. You take my hand and pull me around the house
My Dreams With You
My dreams with you
Have started to blossom - like morning lilies
That miraculously bloom in the coldest dawn
And the warmth of your firm body
Daily holds me captive in this ember of sweet joy
That never, ever dies.
When the darkness comes sudden,
It only sweeps through this land of fears
And happily binds our bodies,
Under the sparkling blue shadow
Of the dazzling moonlight of August.
Your embrace purges my heart
Your soft midnight kisses fuel my passion
To consummate the feral fantasies gleaming
In your dreamy eyes – eyes that tell of my death, my birth,
A precious new beginning,
To die of immortal joy
And never to want to live without it again.
My Dream Man
Ok Misty is gonna make her official want list now :)
1. Must be compassionate
2. Must have love for life
3. Great children skills
4. Good morals
5. Knows how to have fun
6. Similar interests as Misty
7. Long term goals
7. Steady job
9. NOT a momma's boy
10. Takes care of body
13. CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN (hygiene)
14. Loves trucks
15. Loves hunting
16. Loves camping
17. Dog lover
18. Likes cool weather
19. Taller than Misty (she is 5'7)
20. AWESOME IN BED!!!!!!
Well here we go its a back peice imagine when christ died after they took him down and the sky got dark then behind the cross flys up a dragon getting ready to grab the arms of the cross with his claws (puase right before he touches) his wings open wide tips almost touching his head cocked and open like hes screaming
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My Drunken Code-fu Is Tight
I used to make mead. Srsly! It's a fun little hobby, easy once you get the hang of it, and is great for gift giving and artistry. Store-bought mead is very, very sketchy. Probably not for you Brit's though.Here's an "ad hoc" recipe for mead-like goodness in a pinch.- 2 quart cooking pan, stainless steel preferably- 1 stove- 3 lbs. honey (I guess that's about 1.5 kg of honey)- 2 to 3 cups of scotch or whiskeyRoughly, 1 part whiskey to 3 parts honey. Obviously I like a little more scotch than that...Pour in the scotch and honey. Put on a low heat, above 185 degrees F (85 degrees C) but below boiling. Wait about 20 minutes and stir it occasionally.The heating is something you MUST pay attention to. This is primarily for two reasons:1) If you boil honey for too long you'll change the "flavor" of it. Honey is a delicate flavor. It can get a slightly burnt taste to it even though it remains liquid.2) As I found out today, do NOT boil honey and scotch. Just don't do it. Especially do not cove
Time is passing by and I have not been able to kiss you, to give you love, to hold you. I know you feel the same as I do, but I’m tired of not being with you. When you call me, I am able to pretend that I am happy with it, but as soon as I hang up the phone there is great sadness.
I am tired of all the “I like you” and the thousands “I want you” that you send me through email. Come here and tell me face to face, because through the computer I can’t feel a thing.
You are keeping me from seeing your body laid on my bed. I notice time passing by and you are so far. Come here and make my life longer, come here and heal this wound, come here because through pictures I can not touch you and less give you love. Come here baby, because none can be adored by chatting on the computer. Come here because is not the same to talk to you, than to touch you, and feel your warmth. Oh my love. If I am under the swaying of your legs, if I’m b
Summers heat bearing down above,
The sweat drips down my hand as i slide it in my glove,
Adjusting my cap, I ich my head,
Ball in hand, spinning it with my fingers,
I look in my glove, there is nothing to be said,
With a pain in my arm, that stings and lingers,
I peak over my mit, getting my sign,
The opposing players on the fence in a line,
Being shut out, just looking for a hit,
I start my motion with an evil grin,
I unload my pitch, knowing he's chomping at the bit,
Seeing it leave my hand, he misses again,
Pop goes the catchers glove, the ball gets thrown around,
I love my home, here on the mound,
With the ball in my hand, I feel alive,
The pace of the game, when the ball will arrive,
I could go fast, i could go slow,
Thats up for me to know,
But he can't touch me,
So, i stare him down begging him to try,
Little does he know, this is my dreamland,
And without this baseball I would die,
Because the burdon is on my shoulders, with this ball in my hand.
My Drug Of Choice
I have never considered myself an addictive personality. I started acting a fool while drinking so I quit. No big deal. Yeah I started up again a couple of years later, but its not like I ever really NEED alcohol.
Same deal with smoking. Casual smoker at best. When I got a gnarly resperatory infection, I just quit.
Now its becoming painfully clear that I am literally addicted to sex. I realized the last time I did it that my entire personality changed after. It wasn't just the release of endorphins and whatnot. I slept well for the first time in days. Finally felt like eating. Suddenly the world was right on its axis.
In general this probably wouldn't be a problem. The fact that I'm not in a safe, stable, secure relationship with someone who wants sex all the time is a problem. And the fact that self-inflicted orgasms do not have the same effect is an issue as well.
I realize that putting so much value on something I have to get from someone else is the unhealthiest
My Dream Came True!
When i created this fubar page i remember i was single and just got out of a horrible relationship. I didn't think i would ever be truly happy. Then November 9th 2007. I met Gerardo. We fell for each other so fast! We got engaged Feb. 3rd. 2008. Later on we found out i was pregnant. Our little boy was born and every since, i look forward to getting up in the morning and seeing what he is going to discover. He is so smart and learns quickly. He is almost 9 months old and stands by himself without help! Im proud of our little boy and can't wait to see what he does next. He never sits still so i am always on my toes. I have been blessed and im with the most wonderful man of my life and we have an amazing son. This is the life i always wanted. And i finally got it. I thank God everyday for giving me this, and letting me understand that i wasnt with the right person to achieve my dream. Now i have a hard working man who doesnt want me to work because of my disability, and he always makes su
My Dream Man...
Just in case you missed it on my profile because you did not look at it.
A little about myself...I am 5'8" and about 175 pounds. I have hazel eyes, fire engine red hair. I am a mom of three beautiful children. Below is a short list that I have developed after suffering many broken hearts. Hit me up if you think you can fill this imaginary man's shoes.
I am looking for a good man. "Definition of a good man?" you may ask...to me the PERFECT man would be the following:
1. Faithful; meaning that he will not play games with my head or screw another woman behind my back.
2. Strong; (not in a physical sense, well...ok in a physical sense as well, but I digress)...he would be emotionally strong...mentally strong, someone that won't let me run them over "all the time". Now, male common sense will tell you that there is a certain amount of B.S that you have to put up with, but not all of it. I want a man that will be by my side with pride and loyalty. A man that stands with his head held hig
After 4 long years I finally had a dream of my ex wife and both my children... It was beyond my imagination... I was, for once, happy... idk what to really think about it...it maybe is because her birthday is coming up on thanksgiving, but she told me in the dream she missed me... idk, maybe its just a dream. but it felt so real... for the first time. i woke up happy. four long years. the first dream... maybe thats why I haven't been feeeling well for so long. this dream made me miss them again... A Dream, or was it a nightmare?
At the start of my dream, it seemed innocent enough.
Gone out riding with my friend.
next thing I know, we pick up someone.
they seem to know us. the guy asks us to go to this place.
when we arive the place has been broken into.
some kind of furniture company...
the place is being looted.
for some reason, I join in!
All of us were taking everything we could...
someone yells out one minuet...
then the cops show up...
Next thing I notice, the cops wer
My Dream Trip!!
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My Dream Girl And My Soulmate
Hello all. It took me 32 yrs to find my special someone. But I am so glad i finally found her. I never would of guessed that she would be from Spain. But the lord workes in mysterious ways. I feel like the luckiest man alive. I've never felt a love like this b4. I want to go to the highest mountain top and yell it as loud as i can "I Love u Kelly" u r my missing puzzle piece. I will never hurt u or ever let u go. U r my Angel sent from Heaven. I can only hope everyone will find the true love that i have been blessed to find. Later ya'll
My Durty Thoughts
across the table...spread me across the tablelike butter on hot toastmelting over smooth edgesdripping in impish iniquity..ravish me in fruity jam delightscirculating seedy treatsin the appetizing areas ofintimate starvation..pink champagne nipplesfizzing against hot tonguesrambunctious little bubblestitillating the taste buds..sweet sugary lips locked injuicy watermelon kisseshydrating lovers entryfeeding our voracious cravings...
...lets have a feast of each other...i am ravenous for you my love, i want to taste you with my lips and tongue....you are so delicious...
tiger eyes glare at me
i know damn well that i should flee,
but fear itself holds me down
in his gaze, i feel bound..
i try to run, but my legs won't move
i know he can kill me, he has nothing to prove,
his shoulders shift, as he gets ready to pounce,
now i flee, with all my energy..every ounce..
he chases me, as a cat would play with a toy
he wants to make me suffer, oh how ver
My Durty Lil Secrets
1.Whats in your wallet? alot of credit cards and bizness cards
2.Whats under your bed? ummm nuthin
3.Whats on the top shelf way in the back of your closet? shoes, shoes, and more shoes
4.Whats in your underwear drawer? panties, bras, and socks
5.Whats in the trunk of your car? nuthin, i drive a truck
6.whats in your desk? junk, lol
7.Do you have a super secret hiding spot? If so whats in it? not really... i have no1 to hide anything from
8.Do you feel guily about something right now? If so what is it? nopes
9.Whats the most embarassing thing in your bedroom right now? pornos, probly... and durty laundry (going to do it as soon as i get off of here)
10.Have you done something recently you hope noone finds out about? nopes
11.Whats your last thought before you fall asleep? my boyfriend
12.How long have those leftovers been in the fridge? sinz 2 days ago...
13.If I kidnapped your computer and looked around on it what would I find? nakey pics of me! lol
My Dumb Thoughts (and Other Stuff)
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
My Dumb Ass Ex Husband
Okay, so I'm gonna start this blog with a disclaimer---if you don't wanna read it DON'T! This is my freaking blog--if you see the damn subject and you think oh, hum, that might be a good read, then you are the one taking your chances on reading it! Again, YOU read this at your own will. This is MY page and I'm not gonna change myself just because someone might get their feelings hurt. Okay, we all clear on this?!
So, as my subject of this blog says, I have a crappy ass ex husband. He's a freaking dead beat dad. I know that I made the decision to marry him and have children with him but you know, that is MY bad decision, not our two children, yet they are the ones that suffer. In April, it will be TWO damn years since he has even seen them. TWO YEARS! What kind of dad does that? Don't sit there and blame this one on me, because it isn't my fault. I have left those ties open to him. Take this for example--he called back the end of October and wanted to get the girls over their
My Dumb Ass Life!
so i figure sure i cant take pics......i bought my camera........my friends make appointments all the time.........none of them keep the appointments.
so i sit and wonder. do they just make them to get me to shut up about being broke? or do they do it cause they feel sorry for me, and then realize "oh shit he actually thinks im going to pay him!" then they cancel.
so now i sit here broke and pissed off cause my bills are going into the shitter and i cant do anything about it. thy all say "dont sell your camera dude you are sooo good" but they never help me out with the business. when they need something and i help its expected. but when i need it its like pulling teeth, thier shit is more important and i can wait its just my phone or its just formula for my daughter, who cares right?
My 3-d Ultra Sound
Today, June 30th, 2008.
At 5:30pm I went for my 3-D ultra sound of my unborn baby girl Nevaeh...Was AWESOME...Once inna lifetime kinda experience. :)
Was so beautiful...I heard her heart beat, Again...Was soooo STRONG...And I got to see a 3-D video of her as well...Got to see her smile (Precious)...Movin around in my tummy, All kinds of neat stuff...
But we couldn`t really get a great head shot of her cos she was playin shy LOL She always had her hands over her face...LOL...Too cute!
My Dumb Ass Ex.
DAN YOU THINK YOUR SO FUCKING SMART YOUR NOT YOUR NOTHING TO ME NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL BE YOU THINK I AM A BITCH NOW WELL YOU MADE ME THIS WAY IM GLAD I LEFT YOUR SORRY ASS ALL YOU DO IS TALK SHIT ABOUT OTHERS AND YET LOOK AROUND YOU YOU CALL AFRICAN AMERICANS THE N WORD AND YET YOU HAVE AFRICAN AMERICANS AS FRIENDS THAT YOU SAY ARE YOUR HOME BOYZ DO THEY KNOW WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT THEM BEHIND THERE BACKS I BET NOT CUZ YOUR STILL ALIVE YOU CALL FEMALES DUMB CUNTS AND HOES AND FAT BITCHES BUT LOOK AT YOUR GIRL FRIEND SHE FAT SHE DOES THAT MAKE HER A CUNT AND A HOE.I KNOW ALOT OF AFRICAN AMERICANS I RESPECT THEM I WILL NEVER USE THE N WORD YOU HAVE PISSED ALOT OF PEOPLE OFF IM STILL THINKING TO THIS DAY MY GOD DAN IS STILL ALIVE AFTER ALL THE SHIT HE HAS SAID ABOUT PEOPLE.ALL YOU WANT IS SOMEONE TO PAY FOR YOUR SHIT LIKE I DID I PAID FOR TWO CARS THAT YOU DONT EVEN HAVE ANYMORE I PAID TO HAVE YOUR COURT COST AND FINES TAKEN CARE OFF AND YOU GOT A JOB AND STILL CANT GET A LICENSE TO DRIVE
This is so true! They always ask at the doctor's
office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it.
An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting
room and approached the desk....
The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?"
"There's something wrong with my dick", he replied.
The receptionist became irritated and said, "You
shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that."
"Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told
you," he said.
The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some
embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with
your ear or something and discussed the problem
My Ebay Store
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WOW!! ADDED EVEN MORE !!YESTERDAY!! I FOUND SOME TROLLS AND SHOT
My Ebay Page
does anyone ever wanna just die because you want to but cant because you know that it will hurt all the ones around you??????? http://myworld.ebay.com/wickidmike1988 hope i got something you like i will be starting an adult store and sex toy parties so let me know whats up my peeps http://www.wickidmikesmerchandise.com please check out my new site for my colorado business thanks friends........
My Effin Blog Isn't Here
I know this is going to seem kind of weird but I really didn't even come here to make friends. I have a lot on my plate right now. IF you want go ahead and stalk me up on myspace or on livejournal. How do we do this well I posted my livejournal link in the first blog entry. That journal if you go to the user info section will give you enough information to track me down if you are indeed bound and determined to talk to me. ITs no offense to anyone really I just don't have ehough time to keep up with all these different sites especially with my own domain not even being up and running yet and my little one suffering right now as she is If you want to see it go to http://adrimybaby.livejournal.com
Http://www.adrimybaby.com coming soon
Muchos se quedaron muy decepcionados cuando Apple anunciaba el iPhone 4S el pasado mes de octubre. Los consumidores esperaban un iPhone totalmente rediseñado y con la pantalla más grande. Ahora resulta que el “iPhone 5”, o al menos un iPhone completamente renovado, ya era una realidad, según informa Nicholas Carlson en Businessinsider.-iphone 5 precio libre
Ya existía un prototipo que fue descartado unos tres meses antes del anuncio del iPhone 4S. De hecho, ahora se tienen noticias de una persona que pasó dos semanas probando ese prototipo. Y esto es lo que ha contado sobre las características de ese smartphone que podría haber sido el iPhone 5. Lo más reseñable era la diagonal de la pantalla, que era más grande que la del modelo actual; tenía 4 pulgadas.
La parte trasera de ese prototipo estaba hecha de aluminio, igual que el iPad 2. También hay rumores de que Apple quería emplear su tecnología de metal líquido para fabricar iPhones de colores. Asimismo hab
Your Element Is Earth
You excel at planning and strategizing.
You could be a champ at chess or Survivor.
Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize.
On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you.
You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through.
Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step.
What's Your Element?
1. Do you think I'm cute?.
2. Would you have sex with me?
3. lights on or off?
4. Would you have to be drunk?
5.Would you take a shower with me?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
9.Condom or skin?
10. Have sex on the first date?
11.Would you kiss me during sex?
12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
13. Would you use me as a booty call?
14.Can I use you as a booty c
My Element Is Water
Your Element Is Water
A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.
That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.
Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.
You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.
You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.
You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.
What's Your Element?
My Element...what's Yours?
Your Love Element Is Earth
In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.
You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.
Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.
You connect best with: Fire
You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation
What Element Is Your Love?
My Election Rant
There is a lot of ignorance surrounding Obama and a lot of ignorance and racism that surrounded and clouded this election. Obama wasn't my choice, but ignorance and stupidity isn't going to help this country move forward. I, for one, will stand beside my fellow Americans and work towards a better tomorrow. Whether or not this "change" is going to be a welcome breath of air or a stifling backstep into deprivation and stagnation remains to be seen. One thing is certain... Unless this country bands together and works to unravel the noose we've placed around our own necks, we are headed down a very uncertain road.... and that, my friends, scares the holy shit out of me....
My Elf Name
Your Elf Name Is: Spicy Sweet Cheeks
Son of a nutcracker!
What's Your Elf Name?
keep me company....yahoo: tormented_angel1224 omg!! such a fuckin awesome concert....went to see godsmack, soil, and shinedown on the 7th...it was fuckin sick, im not a huge concert goer but this fuckin made my night, got 2nd row on the floor got pushed, got fondled, got the crap beat out of me....it was grand So yeah....had a great week till like.....last night....My mom comes in an tells me she brought phoebe to the vet and she had breast cancer which spred to her lungs.....my baby...had her since i was 8, my everything....so they decided to put her down.....i wasnt even there to say goodbye...i miss her sooo much she was like my best friend...when my pepere (basically my dad he raised me) died she stayed with me everyday and just laid with me and was just my comfort...and i couldnt even comfort her, ive been crying alot just thinking about her....she was my fat cat, my other half...i know youre all thinking...shes just a damn cat but she was MY cat....
....And in better news
Welcome to me. Who am I? I'm not really sure. I know I am very complex but simple, quiet but loud, shy but outgoing, nice but mean, good but bad. I am my own worste enemy, by far. I like to be in control, but don't like to impose. I'd rather you be satisfied than me, to some extent. Maybe I just listed to my dad bitch and moan too much, and now I don't want to hear your shit. I am a nice guy, reformed I must say, especially considering where I came from; da hood, it wasn't the hood in the begining, but time changed that. Never joined a gang, didn't want to do that to my parents and I didn't like people telln me what to do. But I was a shorty, putting in dirt. We formed our own clicka, we rode under two gangs, it was safer that way. Never killed or murdered; or did a drive by cause I actually knew how to hit what I shoot at (hunter). Ya, been shot at, friends shot, stabbd, killed; all that really molded me into a real dick for a while. But now I am grown up and
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me and scott hoblit the love of my life are getting married on his 31st b-day feb 23rd 2008 downtown but were haven a bangin reception may 10th 2008 on are 4th year anniversary your all invited location and time to be anounced on a later date hope to see you all there lovey muah.
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My Empty Life
Why does my soul hold on
to this pointless life
no good ever comes
only pain and hurt
are all that i ever feel
all these scars i bare
overlay day after day year after year
love is just a mirage
always seeing it, but never able to attain
no matter what i do
nothing ever changes
just a new wound and more pain
my heart, soul, and mind left staind
Ozzie_1980@yahoo.com is another way to reach me
Electromyogram: An electromyogram (EMG) is a test that measures the electrical discharges made by the muscles. It can determine whether muscle weakness or paralysis is due to a nerve problem or to a problem with the muscle itself.
During an electromyogram, a thin needle is placed in a muscle to measure its electrical activity at rest and during use. The needle is attached to a machine with a viewing screen (like a TV) that displays electrical activity in the muscles as waves on the screen.Nerve conduction studies:Nerve conduction studies are tests that measure how well individual nerves can send an electrical signal from the spinal cord to the muscles. Nerve conduction studies are often used to help diagnose nerve disorders, such as carpal tunnel syndrome or Guillain-Barré syndrome.
During a nerve conduction test, a health professional places a shock-emitting electrode directly over the nerve to be studied, and a recording electrode over the muscles supplied by that nerve. The shock-
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**I am a VERY SENTIMENTAL person and I was thinking about all of my childhood memories of growing up in Hampton Roads. In addition, I have included a lot of my own personal memories. I hope these bring back good thoughts for you too. If you have more to add to the list, I'd love to hear them**Do you remember when...* Northside Park had a skateboard ramp and a dirt bike trail. Also, I used to love to go swim at Northside Pool. I used to wish it had an outdoor pool instead of an inside one.* When Burger King used to be across the street from Northside Park where the Pollards Chicken is now. Sarah and I walked up there to meet a guy named Jimmy who went to high school with me and then we snuck out the backdoor after he poured salt in my shoe ;-)* When McDonald's used to have outdoor play equipment. I used to love to bounce in the big purple Grimace and climb up inside the Hamburglar.* When Waterside first opened and they didn't have any clubs and bars. They used to give out free fudge sam
My Encounter With The Lake Stevens Police
i went on a walk.
and on my way back
i was looking down at my ipod changing the song
and i look up and theres a cop parked in front of me
i stop walking and he gets out
and he says
"you look like a reported run away. Whats your name"
and i say my name
and the question i was asking for was asked
"Why aren't you in school"
so i explain.
and then he asks for my address
i tell him
and he sends me on my way
my heart was beating pretty hard.
but i knew i did nothing wrong
My Endearingly Fascist Homeland
Because most people still aren't aware of the widespread use of torture and recent official revokation of the habeas corpus supplied in our bill of rights, I've posted a few articles everyone should read.Rolling stone has the most compelling story about torture in the guantanamo bay detainment facility. This article is sure to breed outrage in any reader.http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/story/11128331/follow_omar_khadr_from_an_al_qaeda_childhood_to_a_gitmo_cell/printI would need independent confirmations for this op. article to completely endorse it, but it seems like a reliable recap of Bush's fight for torture policies.http://www.salon.com/opinion/blumenthal/2006/09/21/torture/index.htmlAn msnbc broadcast about Bush's signing into law the revoking of habeas corpus and his torture policy.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igycXBseoAg&NRAfter watching please note they actually make a number of minor mistakes in this broadcast.... silly msnbc. Hilarious coming from such a major news sou
My Endless Rants & Raves!
One today is worth two tomorrows....
What the hell does this quote mean?
can anyone tell me? Seems to be my day to rant some!....This is to the few guys out there that seem to want to talk to me in a private manner only...
Why is it you think I am not worthy to openly give me the attention I see you give the beautiful women out here?....oh and believe me I see and pay attention to the things you do on here...
What makes you think that you are worth my time when I am not worth your open and public pursual?
It's a romantic full moon, when Pedro said, "Hey, mamacita, let's do
Oh no, not now, let's look at the moon!" said Rosita.
Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you and it's the
perfect time," Pedro begged.
"But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon." replied Rosita.
Please, corazoncito, just once, do Weeweechu with me."
Rosita looked at Pedro and said, "OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu."
Pedro grabbed hi
~my Endless Love For Y/you B/both~
A true F/friend is more than S/someone W/who wipes
Y/your tears when Y/you are sad.
T/they are more than the P/person Y/you call when
S/someone makes Y/you incredibly mad.
A true F/friend does not have to be a P/person
Y/you spend time with every weekend,
Or even S/someone W/who lives
Just around the bend.
A true F/friend can be a P/person with W/whom
Y/you shared a single moment,
But Y/you felt like it was just for
Y/you T/they were sent.
Friendship does not always have to
Build up over years
It, like love, sometimes
Thank Y/you myMaster & mylil' lei sis
for being there for me through out this whole
trial, thanks for not giving up on me, and having
the same shared dream/goal. i love Y/you B/both very much!
i am engaged to a wonderful man and i can't wait to go home and see him, i have talked to his mother and sister, and i can't wait to see them either, my family sucks and i'm not too thrilled for the other end, but we're gonna have to travel together so that we can see eachothers family...
My Entry Essay For School...
Slaying the Monster
By Sally M Smith
This isn’t going to be a typical essay; you may not consider it an essay at all, but a story. This is a true story, this is my story. Let me share with you how I got here, how I came to know exactly what I am meant to do with my life.
I plan to spend my life helping kids slay the Monster named addiction. I say Monster because it takes over, eats at you bit by bit and is out to destroy not only you, but those who love you as well. We often find ourselves asking why we are here. What is the meaning of life? Why was I created? I feel that I have found the answer to those questions, and while I know I may be wrong I honestly hope that I am not. I believe we are here to struggle and suffer and use what we have learned from our own experiences to help others overcome similar struggles in their own lives.
As a child I was introduced to drugs very early on by my mother. She would give me prescription pai
The day started ordinary, decided to drive toward the Beach in late afternoon. I set up a towel to lay upon. Fell asleep and awoke to almost it deserted. My gaze fell upon a broad shouldered,lean, hard handsome man in his early 30s. He was coming out of the water walking towards me. Arm extended he took my hand and placed it on his muscled abs gliding down to his bulge in his swimming trunks. Oh the length of him made me utter a moan.I wanted to lick his nipples and chest as he placed my hand inside. Definately was enjoying the feel of his Cock and desire was begining to take its course. He released my hand to lay next to me on that towel. Tipping my head to his, he thrust his tongue in my mouth licking mine, than kissing more deeply. He lay on me knees between mine, nudging them open spreading me. Oh the feel of his hard body on my soft being, was intoxicating. Between my thighs i felt warm, wet, excited as he started to release a nipple from my swim suit into his mouth. he licked
" Believe none of what you hear, and only half of what you see"
" No matter how far you travel in life, remember...never do any half steppin'" First off I don't want a last name added to my headstone. I'll be going home to my father & God don't have a last name...but under my name I'm having this verse put on my headstone..."I'm going to dance my way through Heaven, because I've already walked my way through Hell"
So, I have come to realize something important in my life. Most people either like me or they hate me. The people who like me, like me because I am sweet, kind, helpful, caring, smart, talented, independant, can handle my own shit, and because I am absolutely beautiful. Those who hate me, hate me because I am sweet, kind, helpful, caring, smart, talented, independant, can handle my own shit, and because I am absolutely beautiful. I used to wonder why so many people hated me and treated me badly, but I finally realized that they hate me, because they ain't me and will never be me. So in turn they want to bring me down to thier level and make me feel bad about myself so that I stop being the person that I am. I used to let that bother me and would change to make people happy. But, I finally realized that I don't give a good god damn what these people think, because they only want to make themselves feel better. So to all the haters out there, if you spent as much time worrying about your
Who will finally understand me
And all I am cracked up to be
Who will take the time to find
The precious thoughts inside my mind
Is anyone like that out there
That would genuinely care
That wants to know every detail
Of what my life does entail
Who can accept the times I cry
Without even knowing why
Who knows that my emotions run deep
In times awake and times at sleep
Who laughs at time when I get mad
Knowing it's not all that bad
One that loves me pure and true
One who'll love me through and through
I think it's time I take a break
Reflect on all my past mistakes
That person out there should be clear
It's who I see inside the mirror
Within myself I first must start
To fill up all that's in my heart
And not rely on someone else
For love I should bring to myself
My Eq Friend
woo hooo.. I get to finally meet my best friend from Everquest this weekend. 4wheeler riding and picnic and all sorts of fun stuff. The weather is finally nice enough to go and get outside for some real fun.
My Erotic Meanderings
He stared in silence
as she slowly dropped
willow green silk outer and
white lace under coverings
like flags of surrender
at the conqueror’s feet
Standing with back straight
sweet passion melons
thrust forward seductively
buds darkened with desire
Her emerald eyes smoldered
with untamed animal enticement
His ravenous eyes caught fire
reciprocating flame for flame
Boldness as unflinching as hers
taking in each subtle nuance
Of pink tonal differentiation
in satin smooth nakedness
contrasting highlight, shadow
of black silk lying gentle against
feminine ivory shoulders and
lush shadowed lawn between
inviting creamy alabaster thighs
Then fastening on twin roundness
His hands ached to embrace
with tender gentle squeezes
the rotund beauty of her breasts
Fingers flexing uncomfortable
with excess heat, to caress
deep rose buds that hardened
under his intent stare
like well trained soldiers at the
approach of a five star general
Lips burned to sample
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My Erotic Tales
I had a dream......
You were in it, you and only you. I watched you from my slumber, as you teased your way into my head. Taunting me with your body, haunting me with your mind.
I stirred in sleep, turned, blinked my minds eye. You were still there! Provocative, alluring, endless in your pursuit for lust. Your eyes blazing with an inner fire, your spirit trying to break free from your relentless search......for love.
I hear your voice enticing me deeper into dream, into fantasy and all things my mind can create. I never created you, you are your own being, an entity, a martyr for love and lust.
A power radiates from you, in my dream. It flows like a river, closing in on me on all sides. I let it. I wait expectantly for the swell to tug at me. I wait, for the waters of your desire to drown me.
I feel no fear, i feel only a longing. a yearn that needs satisfying, I know your the one. The one to satisfy my cravings, my needs and wishes. I fe
My Erotic Stories
This was written from my hospital bed. The meds are making me think some very naughty thoughts so I thought I would put into a story form on what is going through my mind while lying here. I hope you enjoy this ... please leave me your comments for it has been awhile since I have written any stories. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The Gentleman’s Club Copyright 2008 by Ms. Cleavage
The dance music in the gentleman’s club this night was very sultry and alluring as the couples danced on the small dance floor. The lights were flashing and the different colored bulbs changed with intensity with the beat of the music.
Some good old classic 80’s music was playing all night long and all of us middle aged couples were mentally going back in time as the pulse of the music took over. Some real dirty dancing was taking place as we watched from our booth off along the side of the club.
My husband and I were commenting to one
My Erotic Story
The add at the newspaper said: "investigator looking for a woman to participate in an experiment about the power and length of the female orgasm". Shannon, who wasn't satisfied by her husband, because he was focused on his own satisfaction than hers, decided to investigate.
She wondered whether her physical reactions to making love are similar to those that other girls have and thought that maybe this investigator can help her.
The address at the add said that he is doing his research at his home in a small village, "looks safe enogh" thought to herself.
Shannon drove to that village, while she passed the park she was trying to imagine what she is going to encounter and without paying attention her right hand was on her breast, her fingers slightly pinched a nipple. A driver that passed her car saw that and honked at her. Shannon bent forward and saw a young guy, dressed in a suit with his new car, she gave him the finger and drove away.
Taking the exit and she park her car near th
My Erotic Stories
My name is Barb. I am a 53 year old, white female, 5’ 5”, 138 pounds, with 38D breasts. I think I still look very good for my age with a nice body. I have two sons, 25 and 28, and a 32 year old daughter. This is a true story that happened just over three years ago, a month before my 50 th birthday.It was the night my divorce was final from my second husband a couple years ago and I had gone out with my girlfriends to celebrate. I came home a little tipsy, but not drunk. My youngest son had some friends over partying and playing cards. I knew everyone and said hi. I then went upstairs and took a bath, laid down on the bed and started masturbating. A few minutes later I heard a loud bang downstairs so I jumped up, grabbed one of my robes and went down to see what happened. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I realized I still had my vibrator in my hand. I stuck it in the pocket of my robe before anyone saw it. This robe happened to be missing the tie for it, so I just had
My Erotic Story
Not really knowing what to do but to do as he says I continue to move the toy in and out. I stare straight up into his eyes as I stroke, my pussy wetter and wetter with every stroke knowing he is watching me. I have never been watched at least to my knowledge and it was turning me on to see him stroke his hard cock above me. I was dying to taste it with the head so big and looking just beautiful. He was easily nine inches long. And I longed for the taste and feel of him.
“Would you like to feel” he asked me as if reading my thought. I didn’t know what to do. I just slowly nodded my head to him still unsure if I spoke he would just vanish. He leaned down and slowly moved my hand away from my toy. He moved it to his cock slowly and let me start exploring. As my hand wraps around his cock slowly rubbing it up and down I feel my toy matching the rubbing going in and out of me. This turning me on more and more I move my hands faster and faster up and down him. The toy ma
Im jus sitting here,
Throwing my life away,
Living my life,
Day by day,
Wishing and wanting,
So much more,
I no longer adore,
I don't like these faces,
The glares that i get,
To run and hide,
Would be my best bet,
I will run,
I've ran so long,
Now I'm a stray,
I will come back,
But for now,
I will remain far away,
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there is one man in my life that I love and will always love for the rest of my life, Hunter. I can not have him due to certain circumstances. He is not married. He lives very far away. He has goals in his life and so do I, this is the reason why we can not be together. he knows me better than anyone ever will.
I tried to put him out of my life because it hurt too bad to know I couldn't have him. I moved on slowly. I found a friend that I am becoming more with every day.
Recently I have been having indications that Hunter is checking on me again. He is leaving me messages on my myspace page and has left me an email on my emtcity email. I am not sure quite what to think about it.
I love him, I would pick up and leave everything if he asked me to, but have tried to put him out of my life so I can move on, but its obvious he is still interested.
What do I do? What do I say? do you ever have so much to say and not sure how to express it?
I hate being alone, al
My Escapades, Education And Family
I came back to my dorm room after lunch today to find three campus policeman searching my room. They told me that someone tipped them off that they smelled pot burning and that they thought it was coming from our room.
During their search they found a 1/4 ounce of weed. I know that it belonged to my roommate Carl. He came back after they found it and completely denied it of course.
They took us both down to the security office and after two hours of questioning they let us go.
They say that I will have a hearing in front of the admissions dean tomorrow and based upon prior cases, at the very least I will lose my on campus housing, and quite possibly I will lose my scholarship. The new admistration here is zero tolerance to the max.
I can stand to lose my room since my mom lives only 20 minutes away, but if I lose my scholarship I will be lost. I don't know what I will do with only one year left to go. I can't afford to pay the tuition and my family certainly can't.
My Esl Student
I am a member of VITA(Volunteer Instructors Teaching America). I have been instructing a Viet Namese Lady for nearly 2 years. This lady came to America in 2000 and did not speak a word of english. Within 2 days of arriveing here her appartment burnt down with the cause being faulty wireing.
From that shaky beginning this Lady and her family have built a successful business and all have become U.S. citizens.
When Lan entered the VITA program(Nov. 2006) she tested out at a grade level of 5.7 reading ability in english. In May 2008 her grade level had improved to a grade level of 9.6.
Also during the month of May Lan and I reviewed for her U.S. citizenship test. On June 3 Lan took the test and aced the test. She was sworn in as a U.S. citizen on June 5,2008.
My Eternal Love
I could never tell you my true feelings,
That I feel for you.
I'll keep them to myself,
What I feel is true, you see.
But I know we can never be,
Too many things to get in our way.
I can only dream of you holding me one day,
I think of you with every waking minute,
And long for you each night.
Wish I could share with you, what is in my heart.
But I am afraid you don't feel the same,
And my heart will be torn apart.
So for now, I'll keep my secret to myself,
I'll just keep Praying that someday,
You'll take me by the hand, and tell me you feel the same way.
Until then I'll just keep loving you,
And hope that one day, you will love me too... Family, people who you know,
Family, that will never let you down,
And in case you get in trouble,
They will always be at your side.
Family, they help me in ways
some people wouldn't understand,
Family, loves me no matter what the problem is and how impossible the solution should be. My life is like my family in
My Eternal Rose
my eternal rose
black as midnights stony kiss
a petal head of cold abyss
forever motionless as they stand
embeded in the muddy sand
without a mind
without a thought
my roses truth forever lost
and as i sail away from this dream
going home as it may seem
i look back to the banks below
forever haunted by my eternal rose
My Eternal Nightmare...
I don't know how it is for most people, but damn...trying to find a decent guy to date is like searching for a toothpick in a haystack...I'd rather search for a toothpick in a haystack, at least I know I'd find what I'm looking for. I'm ready to throw in the towel. At this point it seems like a completely worthless endeavor...just like this post is on a site like cherrytap. Oh well.
My E True Hollywood Story Part 1
Ok so like many of you who have profiles on here not many seem to take the time to tell about the real you due to the fact that all u care about is who is gonna buy you your next bling or get you that vip or whos gonna give you money to see your nsfw pics. Like really people……
So with that being said I am gonna give you some real isight to who I am and I guess maybe ull figure out why I am the way I am and if not go FU yourself lol.
So like any person theres a point in your life where u can remember your first images or first memories, mine starts when I was 3 almost 4.
It was a warm spring day not hot but warm. A gentle breeze filled the air as the leaves flowed in it. Sitting in my bedroom which was pretty bare, a bed, dresser, closet , and one blue plastic dumptruck with black tires. As I recall my only toy. Peering out my bedroom door the sound of slamming and banging immurged from downstairs. Like any child curiosity kicked in, as I crept down the stairs not
My Everlasting Love
Today while at my family reunion I met a man known simply as Sarge. He wasn't with our family, he was with his Church who come out to that park every Sunday for lunch and to also give food to the homeless who stay in the Park. It was only when Duckee and I decided to go for a walk after we were so stuffed full of food that we met this man. He stopped to ask us about our piercings, like so many that day had already done. He told us about one of his son's who has an eyebrow piercing. He asked if it was any different from his time, that when you got into a fight people went to rip out your piercings if possible. We answered his question and told him how it was no different now then it was back then. From there the man named Sarge went into his life. Not too involved at first, just enough to start up a conversation about his life as it is now. He is a recovering drug addict and lives in what I believe to be a half way home with 3 other men. Two of which are black, one of which is
My Every Day Life
~the dorky me~ Current mood: chipper
I was asked a while back what made me change my personality so drastically....( this from a girl I knew way back in elementary school)... I told her I didnt really change all that much... I have just become free to express myself differently... I am free from the fear that was making me hide who i truely was and am! I was thinking of this because I was recently asked why I think I am suck a dork and retard... this person(s) dont think im a dork or retard! but then again they havent seen me in YEARS!!! I decided that I would write a blog to describe exactly what I am talking about, so here goes:When I was a child I was afraid of my own shadow let alone what other people thought of me. I would be so afraid of even talking to people that I would do just about anything to make me disappear. I wouldnt talk unless spoken to, then just answer the question and be quiet again... that all changed when I was in high school in St Regis Montana. That was w
I have had such a terrible day, I couldn't stop crying. I feel like my world is going to collapse and I don't know what to do! I just found out that my grandmother is sick and my family wants me to go stay with them for a little while. The only problem is that I have all of these bills that my ex left me and if I don't pay them, the bank will come take everything that own.
This really sucks because I have a web cam that I absolutely love. I love when men tell me what to do and how to do it. It makes me feel so sexy and feminine. But no one wants to come watch me. I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I'm just not sure I can take this much longer.
I'd really like your help. Please look at my pictures and tell me what you think. And if you really like them please please please help me out and watch my web cam. You can also watch some of my girlfriends and a lot of other girls that aren't. I don't know what else to do! Help!
My Everyday Blogs
i want to make sure that i have added u as a friend and a fan so if u look and i am a fan but not a friend or visa versa please message me and let me know. if u see i have and u havent added me as a fan please do thanks mrmarine 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Ref
My Everyday Blogs
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My Ever Growing List
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there are certan rules that I apply to everyone and I think I have been more than equally fair to all here
- if you treat me with disrespect
- downrate me just to be a jerk
- harass me
- treat my fiends poorly
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My Evil Side
Today is one of those days that i know i need this that i want this i look through the seas of faces looking for that one look you know that looking into their eyes and they quickly look down oh yes there it is hello there do you want to be my new slave i am taking applications i have always thought a true real life 24 7 bdsm relationship just was diffcult but i have come to realize that is what i need i have to have someone here for me to take care of pamper and then time for the amusment i want to look deep into those eyes see the look of pain suffering feeling the welts on the back as i smack it with my flooger nothing else is going to satisisfy it completly i need to do this i think about it fantasy about it wanting to just come home grabb the rope and just start wrapping it around the balls moving my way up to the base of the cock making a nice tight little nose then just wrapping the rope around the head of the cock tying it up tight like a pretty little present for me then just