Draco's blog: "ugh"

why is it i am an evil hateful person....i wish i knew...what i say and what i do...makes me angry at times that i lose control ...makes me feel like i have no soul...i know i have said it a million times before....to you it's just a bore...i wish i knew what to do....cause in reality i do care for you why am i the way i am...i have no clue and i am losing myself all the time forgive me please when you are ready

Ok I just made the worst mistake in my life...I ended a 7 year friendship for nothing...I was completely mean and an azz about the whole damn thing.....and now this person is out of my life...not that i can't blame her...someone get a barbwire baseball bat and bash my skull in thanks