Why must all these feelings go though my head . anger, . Sadness, . Love, . Happiness all thrown away by the spiraling into the darkness no end in sight and yet i have been falling for so long. When will the light take me to another place.A place where i dont have to be so alone in my brainthat it drives me mad. How must i resist my feelings of sadness when it comes so easily. So it angers me that so many have left my path to lead somone else and leave me to rott in my sorrow of loss. Why must alone make me so psyco??I should turn my back so things will come to me lead me to happiness as so many have thrown me into saddness, anger, pity, self doupt, as many have left me alone. NO trace but memories lost behind my hazel eyes past the skull and into the squeshy pink thing. I am so afriad of whats to come of what to come of me. Will the angel fly from my nest and find another vampiress??Will my eyes decieve me and my life go into over load melt down. Why must things drag me to the pit of no return and make my heart to stone??why must life tempt me with fruit and give me a stone. So i may throw it and hurt my self. Why cant i just fall asleep to never wake up. Waking is a sorrow in side it self.SLeep is dreaming and waking is dieing, to die apon this earth would be a blessing unto it self. where the sun rises and sets where the moon goddess shall shine above me till i was reborn to a body of great love and to never be mistreated.For that it shall live its life to the fullest and never know the pain in my heart, soul and brain. A wounded soul travels for so long to find it will be alone all its life.ALONE< ALONE
Why must it sound so cute inviting. Calling out my name to be alone for my days. Why must life be so revolting?SO unapproving, telling me to end it all?HELP the willing not the unwanted...Why do dogs hate me so?Do they see the anger the fear in my eyes deep into my soul.See the anger the fear in my eyes.It stays hidden deep within me but they drive it out of me till it flood out of my small pouty lips.Why does it reside so deep inside of me when it should be unleashed and let me be me??
