Perfectly ImperfectI Love Dragon Lover's blog: "THE ULTIMATE FEAR FACTOR"

WEE HOURS WHEN I GOT HOME, WEE HOURS OF DAWN. I THOUGHT OF YOU THEN WENT ON.I NEVER FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE.BUT NOW YOU GOT ME WANTING MORE.I WANT TO LEARN, TO LEARN FROM YOU.SOME ONE ELSE, JUST WONT DO! YOU CAN TEACH ME THINGS I NEED TO KNOW, HELP ME LEARN, HELP ME GROW. THE RAIN HAS STOPPED, HE LIGHTS ARE DIM, I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT OF HIM. I WAKE WITH DAWN, AND FIND HIM THERE, I SNUGGLE UP CLOSE, JUST THANKFUL TO HAVE HIM NEAR. THE UPS ARE SO MANY, THE DOWNS ARE SO FEW, I NOW FELT THE LOVE ONLY OTHER PEOPLE KNEW!

ATTITUDE DETERMINES OUTCOME I WOKE UP EARLY TODAY EXCITED OVER ALL I HAVE TO DO BEFORE THE CLOCK STRIKES MIDNIGHT. I HAVE RESPONCIBILITIES TO FULLFILL TODAY. I AM IMPORTANT! MY JOB IS TO CHOOSE WHAT KIND OF DAY I WILL HAVE. TODAY I COULD COMPLAIN BECAUSE THE WEATHER IS RAINY OR I CAN BE THANKFULL THAT THE GRASS IS GETTING WATERED FOR FREE.I CAN FEEL SAD THAT I DONT HAVE MORE MONEY OR I CAN BE GLAD THAT MY FINANCES ENCOURAGE ME TO PLAN MY PURCHASES WISELY AND GUIDE ME AWAY FROM WASTE. I COULD ALWAYS GRUMBLE ABOUT MY HEALTHOR I CAN REJOICE THAT IM ALIVE! TODAY I CAN LAMENT OVER ALL THAT MY PARENTS DIDNT GIVE ME WHEN I WAS GROWING UP, OT I CAN BE GRATEFUL THAT THEY ALLOWED ME TO EVEN BE BORN. TODAY I CAN CRY BECAUSE ROSES HAVE THORNS OR CELEBRATE THAT THORNS HAVE ROSES. TODAY I CAN MOURN MY LACK OF FRIENDS OR I CAN EXCITEDLY EMBARK UPON THE QUEST TO DISCOVER NEW RELATIONSHIPS. TODAY I COULD WHINE BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO TO WORK OR I CAN SHOUT FOR JOY, BECAUSE I HAVE A JOB TO DO! I CAN ALWAYS COMPLAIN BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL EAGERLY OPEN MY MIND AND FILL IT WITH RICH NEW TIDBITS OF KNOWLEDGE. TODAY I CAN MURMUR DEJECTLY BECAUSE I HAVE TO DO HOUSEWORK OR I CAN FEEL HONORED BECAUSE THE LORD HAS PROVIDED ME WITH SHELTER FOR MY MIND, BODY, AND SOUL. TODAY STRETHCHES AHEAD OF ME AND HERE I AM, THE SCULPTOR WHO GETS TO DO THE SHAPING. WHAT TODAT WILL BE LIKE IS UP TO ME. I GOT TO CHOOSE WHAT KIND OD DAY I WILL HAVE.

AS I PULLED UP TO THE SHOP, I WAS ONLY ANTICIAPTING THE OBVIOUS....I WALKED IN WITH MY CHEERING SECTION. I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT BUT WAS EAGER TO GET IT OVER WITH. AS I SAT IN WAITING, I WAS GETTING MORE NERVOUS. HE CALLED MY NAME AND I FELT MY HEART SINK INTO MY STOMACH. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF "THIS IS IT" I WALKED OVER AND SAT IN THE CHAIR.....AS I WATCHED HIM GET THINGS READY I WAS GROWING MORE ANIXOUS. I HEARD HIM SAY "STICK YOUR TOUNGE OUT" HUH. WHAT. DID I HEAR HIM RIGHT? LOL AS I STUCK MY TOUNGE OUT HE THEN PUT A PURPLE DOT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY TOUNGE, HE THEN PLACED A CLAMP ON IT AND HELD MY TOUNGE HALF WAY OUT OF MY MOUTH. I HEARD HIM THEN SAY "TAKE A DEEP BREATHE........................." I FELT A QUICK POP AND IT WAS OVER! I WAS DONE! AS MY MOUTH HAD SO MUCH SENSATION IN IT AT THAT TIME I THOUGHT I WAS GUNNA LOOSE IT. BUT I DIDNT AND I HEARD MY STEP SON SAY......"UR F-ING AWESOME TRACII" ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT IS HOW I COULD FEEL MY TOUNGE GETING FATTER AND FATTER! THIS WAS 1 DAY I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SEE BECOME. BUT THRU IT ALL .........I DID FACE MY FEAR