Well since the very first time I saw this girl, I knew i was in love. Tingles shot down my back. My stomach did that knot thing and I just knew we were destioned to be together. Then life slapped me in the face. She was my friends girlfriend who i was supposed to meet, not a room mate like i soooo deeply hoped. I felt sick. I felt like crying. I felt like shouting to GOD or whoever was in control of my fucked up existance. I went home called my girlfriend and tried to put it out of my mind. I blew my friend off for weeks. I just Knew I couldn't stand seeing the one woman i felt such a deep Soulful connection to so far out of reach. I tryed to tell myself "you dont even know her." "She won't like you" "you have a good girlfriend don't fuck that up" but of course it didn't work. My friend invited me over tryin to convince me to let him tattoo me. I broke down and we Hung out and i saw her. I had been having a shitty day. Worked sucked, my girlfriend offered no real attention, and i was just crawling in my skin.
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To Be Continued
(when im not so tired)
