EVERYTHING AT ONCE
TRANSLATES INTO NOTHING
EXCEEDING STABLE CAPACITY
~SATURATED THOUGHTS
THEY ARE WORTHLESS
SCRAMBLED, UNMANAGEABLE
INDECISION HAUNTS ME
CAUSES ME TO REMAIN STAGNANT
~ATTITUDE IS QUICKLY CHANGING
NEGATIVITY SEEPS IN
QUICKLY FINDS COMFORT UNDERNEATH MY SKIN
CLOGGING MY POURS WITH DESTRUCTIVE EMOTIONS
MY MIND BECOMES A HAZARD TO MY OWN SOUL
~EMPTINESS NOW
I BEGIN TO FEEL IT
~THOUGH I FIND IT
RATHER OUTLANDISH AS
IT IS SMOTHERING ME
~THAT I AM SUFFOCATING
IN A SEA OF NOTHING~
PHYSICAL SELF
FINDS COMFORT
~A PARALYZED STATE
NAKED ON MY BEDROOM FLOOR
GRAY CARPET AGAINST MY SKIN
SCRATCHY YET GRATIFYING
~ENDURING THE INTRUSION
SLOW SINKING SENSATION
ALLOWING THIS FEELING TO TAKE HOLD
I EMBRACE IT
AND THEN AGAIN IT COMES
~EVERYTHING AT ONCE
I SUCCUMB TO THE DISORDER
TRANSLATES CLEARLY NOW
NO LONGER FORMING IN EXCESS
ORDER NOW TAKES PLACE WITHIN
QUICKLY FIND MYSELF STANDING
ARMS IN A MOST UPRIGHT MANNER
NO LONGER IN A STATE OF INABILITY
~A DISPLAY OF STRENGTH AND UNDERSTANDING EMERGES
SENSE OF SELF IS RECOVERED
NO LONGER SUBMERGED IN NOTHINGNESS
~REMEMBER THE WILL TO LIVE
EMBRACE IT
~AWARE NOW
REJECT SUBMISSION
EMBRACE EMOTIONS THAT TRANSCEND UNDERSTANDING
~KNOW I SELF~
KNOW THAT IN THIS LIFE
I SHALL PREVAIL
