Yesterday didn't start out the way I was hoping. But ended pretty good I think. Okay yesterday was the Emerson Drive concert in Green Bay. I left my house to get Jenny. My car was running fine. I was excited to see Jenny. I got into Omro and I get lost. I took the wrong turn. so i called her and she got me to her house. Of course I feel like a dumbass but it happens. So we are talking. Heading up to Appleton to have lunch. I get on the on ramp in Oshksoh and my car wasn't going up to speed. I kept trying to get it to go. It makes a loud popping noise and I had to pull over. I was on Butte Des More bridge in Oshkosh the worst bridge to have a car die on it. I called Brian and told him that my car died and I told him where I was. While we waited for him, my car started smoking. Jenny and I didn't think anything of it so we stayed inside. It started smoking more and we rolled down the windows. The smoke got really bad and Jenny was like I think we should get out of the car.. I'm like good idea. At this point the car is smoking like you wouldn't believe. we move away from it. I'm about to call Brian because we think my car's on fire. He got there and the smoke was so bad you couldn't see in front of you or in back of you. He helped us to the truck because of my asthma. I'm shaken up from it. I look back and ther'es more smoke. I look back a few minutes later. My cars on fire. I see that and i start bawling. I realized if Jenny and I wouldn't have gotten out, we both could have died. So I am shaken up for the whole day. All I can think about and see in my mind is my car being up in flames. Thankfully we were okay. I gotta a little smoke in my lungs. My insurance company is going to cover everything. I had alot in my car and it's gone but I am just happy that Jenny and I are still alive. We are very shaken up yet. We definetly had angels on our side yesterday. I couldn't sleep last night because I kept seeing my car. It was the most scary thing I've ever had to do. So now I am carless. Well not this weekend. I have Brian's mom's car. Brian and I are meeting them in the dells tomorrow and we are going to take her car so they just let me use it. Anyways, Jenny and I did make it to the Emerson Drive concert. Angie (Brian's sister) Took us there and stayed in Green bay. IT was just what we needed after what we dealt with yesterday. We got to meet them after the show. That made a scary day much better. After I dropped Jenny off at home, I went to Brian's and before I went to bed, I prayed to God for helping us through today and keeping us here on this earth. It scared Brian so much. He told me if something bad would have happened to me, he wouldn't know what he would have done. It's hard to drive now because I freak out. I am so scared that something like that will happen again. I thank god that I have Brian. I don't know what I would have done if I wasn't with him and this happened. The smoke was so bad. I woke up today still scared and shaken up but so grateful for everything.
