Living CoLour's blog: "An Ultra guy"

If any of yous didn't know http://fubar.com/user/377378 is my account, but it's abandoned.

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With that being said, the question(s) that baffle alot of ppl's minds is why I've never dated or had anyone. The answer is a couple of things. One, is that I have to be sure I can handle it. Another is that Im admiting I'm too busy trying to find mS. Right, because I don't want to waste my time. Now there's a start for ya...

    I have seen alot and have experienced alot in my years leading to my late twenties. I am very visual and Im a watcher, and I have learned from mistakes that I have made and others. It's made me a stronger person. I came on Fubar as a 'safe' means of flirting and mingling with girlfriends. I keep my list short so I can better attend to those special to me.

    I have safe habits I eat healthy, my addiction is moretheless Vault soda I LOVE IT* not cigarettes, weed ganja or all everyone's crap so I say it. I'm not nor was ever out to win a 'how many people can I bang contest' no that's plain wrong and gross! I knew a collegue at work named Nikki that did just that, and this  (now 21) year old now has HIV. So I'm not a wrong ful individual I just like to have my space and keep life simple.

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Here are some random # 's I've kept track of on studd on and off the site

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1. # of times I've been caught around smokers: 1,055

2. # of times I've been ignored by a woman on fubar (for any instance): 980

3. # of times I've heard aww :10,551

4. total $ of actual money spent on this site :$1,115

5. # of girls I've actually met on this site :1

6. # of times I thought I was getting mixed into a possible relationship with someone on Fubar :39<img src="http://b.pcb2.fubar.com/17/25/2005271/3594681303.jpg" width"350" height"250" </

Content with keeping you blocked for years....But when you went after a good friend of mine and told her to 'go ahead and delete him' that's when you crossed the line big guy.
Why don't you take your no good, sagging hairy balled ass away from the computer and get a real life. Another piece of advice, some Botox and hair plugs. Yeah.. I saw the pics of yourself that you didn't doctor up.
  Lucky for you, there's some pretty naive woman on this site huh? I know your little childish petty scheme, creating fake woman or girl profiles to entice the real woman into thinking your a nice, charming guy. but gettting them to add you to family, just so you can see their 'Nsfw' pics.. that's just plain sick.
   If I could of hit a delete button- on you, I would of donw it the second I could, you loathy, self-fullfilled piece of junk. Lucky for my friend, she knows how much a loser you are.
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I have worked this 'job' since 2000, yes, 2000 I got hired in the produce dept. my first ever job, and it pretty much took good care of me as time went on.. I went to college in 2001-04, and then in '05 went to a full time position in a store I knew the manager well of.

   Make a lonnng story short, in '06 Is when I got promoted to a manager and worked (head on) with the essentials of the dept. I had to work on some self fullfilling strengths including leadership. Holding the guys respeonsible etc. for my plans. In other words, carrying out necessary task in an orderly manner. Often, because of my babyface or youthful look, I got no respect from my guys. So this year, in my 2nd store as a manager, (having been moved) closer to home, I got dropped down a level (took a pay cut) and it felt like tears wanting to shed my usual tough guy-self. It was my life. It was the very reason I had a roof over my head, nice car. But no, I gotta give up the car and start hitting the check book closer, and more accurate. I was dropped because I missed a mop order one night that I was told to do or get one of my guys to do it. Something as little and kindergarten as that I lose my position over, now Im working less hours and making less. But Im determined to get it back this YEAR.

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Hi, I am a looong time single guy, pretty basic, that has his own  beliefs. I think you'll find Im quite unique, I' haven't had a house hold pet since 1989, I never smoked, or did drugs, had tattoos. The are alot of things I had regreted, not done etc. I don't get out much, my partying days are pretty much faded..Im mellowed out.
Im in my own world alot, quite the outcast. On spare time, (which is rare) I journey around, wander around. Right now, Im at the point where, I (having just got shit straightened out) finally  am able to see where I should be going in my life. Never having had a g/f, being in a relationship or mingling, perhaps now before my 28th birthday is the time to be somebody"
Any objections? Is this the Ultra idea?