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Not Saying Goodbye
Theres been times in many peoples lives that you never get t so something to someone before they die.I recently just went through that. This past Thursday I was on a brb, when I came back a friend of mine had imed me. He had just found a friend of ours had just died from internal injuries suffered from a head on car collision. Within the last 8 months everything had gone very good for her. From a better paying to In California, just got married , to her and her husband starting up a consulting firm. Of course this stunned everyone who knew and loved her. But this what bothers me, I never got to tell her how happy and proud of her I was and that she deserved it. I know shes in a better place and that how proud I was of her, but its not the same as telling her that. As I end this I just want to say. Sandy I was very pround of you and I will miss you very dearly. Love your friend Dustin Straight from the Heart

I Was Thinking Today...
So I was driving along today thinking about two "Funny" statements I have seen around in various mediums. 1. Friends don't let friends date ugly people. 2. Life's to short to date ugly people. So now I see why I'm single. I hate these little revelations that I have.

Poll For Worst Character Portrayal
Doing this on a bunch of different sites. Combined answers will result in a Top 10 list. A bunch of books, comics, video games and cartoons have been made into movies. What's the single worst character from which actor? Pick the 1 worst you've ever seen? My pick: Jim Carrey as the Riddler (If someone has already written your answer, write it in anyway)

Screw It, I Give In
i really didn't want to be asking for anything that actually costs money on this site, but i'd really like a vip if anyone feels so inclined. i don't have the ability to upload any new pics which sucks because my red hair looks fucking awesome and i only have like 5 pics with it, i also can't rip any salutes or pictures that my friends have made for me :( really i just want it for the picture upload space... whoever gets it for me will get as many 11's as i can use on them for at least the first two weeks and i'll add them to family for their generosity which basically just gives you access to my famliy only blogs. there's pictures that are family only but that's SO not a fuckin reason to get me a vip, if all you're interested in is naked pics, don't bother, i will remove you from family if you're a dick regardless of the vip. ~Sin

The Six Stones
The Six Stones Lying on the nightstand next to her bed, were five smooth white stones, left over from some aromatherapy massage miracle treatment, and one acrylic stone with Raphael the Archangel of Healing embedded in it. Her breath was very labored now, her lungs filling minute by minute with fluid too deep to be suctioned, gurgling like bong-water without the smoke, the oxygen tube puffing air in her nose barely keeping her skin pink. The end of this four year battle to stay alive, and alert, to be mother, wife and friend, was near, so very near, that there was now a hush in the room, and peoples eyes started with tears at the instinctual recognition of Death’s presence. Her son, barely five years old, who had without fail, tossed as many coins in every fountain as I would let him, who never failed once, to say a prayer for his mothers healing at every meal, and before bed, was lying next to her, peacefully holding her hand. Every few minutes, he would rise up, and as he had

Thoughts Of Peopel On Fubar
is it me or does everyone on here sound greedy as hell. i mean i see some profiles with messages saying "bling me now". really???? and if i dont then what. im sorry but i work my ass off to earm my money so y should i spend it on somethign that is meaninless here let me pay money to buy u a stupid icon.... sorry but not happening. and fo rthe peopel who fall for that bullcrap im sure are the same peopel who are always scrounging people for money cause they spend it on here. and aother thing about the blings is that i must give u a bling to see nudes of people...... guess what still not interested. sorry but in my opinion if im buying u bling to see ur nudes doesnt that basically make u a prostitute????? and further more it makes u look slutty if u have more than 10 nudes. yeah sure ur gonna say im just showing what i have and comfy with my body. well i dont mid anyone saying they are comfy with their body but showing it to guys on here who are nly here to get nudes and do crap with the

I Just Don't Understand What Is Going On Anymore
Well I will probably have my account deleted for this but I am to the point.........does it matter anymore? I have tried for days on end to log into my account and our homepage account. By going through http://www.fubar.com and to my surprise it will not let me log in and go to my logged in page. Also it seems, I am logged in on the fubar side, but not on my side because it keeps redirecting me to yet ANOTHER log in page. I tried EVERYTHING to get online, and guess what! Finally I logged in but, in order for me to log in I had to hit this link fubar. It goes to the "MEET US" page. I can either create another account or I can log in there. What is really going on with FUBAR? Is it finally "Fugged Up Beyond All Recognition"? The bombing families cannot bomb anymore due to it supposedly flooding the servers. You can't rate pics anymore, due to flooding the servers. What is the point in buying VIP's etc, if you can't even level without buying different things that FUBAR gain

Ted Nugent...
i was listenin to the radio this mornin...rod ryan(the dj for the mornin show i listen to) was talkin bout make a wish...he said that a 6 year old lil girl was given a wish...of all the things she could wish for she wanted to meet ted nugent!! just thought it was kinda interesting... ...yall know my blogs are always useless..lol

Master, Please Let Me Be Your Slave
In Japan, maid fetish is big among the boys. It's a common theme in Japanese porn, and there are even Maid cafes where the waitresses dress up as cute maids to serve the customers teas and cakes. The costume is of course easily available anywhere. Being a costume lover and a sweet lady who loves to please her guys, naturally I had to own them and take some photos! You like it? More photos are available in my photos folder!

The First Step In Recovery...
My daughter and sister were shopping the other night. Apparently,money,fubar and I came up in a conversation. =/ dies. The amount of money I have spent was a great topic. My sister informed my daughter that I was an idiot,which is her way of being loving. :-) Shelby concured as normal. In the car last night Shelby and I are talking about this and I said "yes,I am an idiot,but it's my money and I can spend it when and how I want" You really have to know my daughter. She said "admiting your such an idiot is the first step in recovery,great job mom! You can see what the problem is and fix it from there" She has got to stop reading books!

Na Na Na Na
Hey Hey Hey Goood bye Ok, just giving you all a heads up I am official moving today. I don't know when I will be on the internet again. If you wanna talk though feel free to text my number [dont call it though you cheeky bastards >_>] 219-730-9595 I'll try and be back A.S.A.P.

The Reality Of Fubar.com (a Must Read)
My Collection of FuObservations and FuKnowledge Tip of the Day: Never miss a good chance to Shut Up!!!... Moving on....With regards to fubar.com..... (( i hv been here Over 2 yrs)) The Following are things I have noticed and My own opinions about what takes place here.... Thank U For Reading this in it's entirety. I appreciate your interest.... OMG!!! some of u really need to Get a life. To the point where i feel sorry for u....seriously tho, This site, like any other, is a great time killer, especially if you're an insomniac. But its not reality. Don't get caught up in the drama, or mistake it for real life. Please read on..... First Off... friend requests from chics......... Look, with all due respect, I don't usually trust most. Why? Because I am smart enuff to know MOST are hateful and jealous over a chic like me unless they are cool enuff to get to know me (which most are not) and are usually just here looking for men on my page or trying to check up on someone..or possibly

Squirting Orgasm
I lay back and let him do as he pleased. My legs spread wide apart and my hands tied behind my head to the bed. He began by gently stroking my pussy. One finger just touching me running along my pussy. Slowly he pushed it inside me and began to slide it in and out very delicately. The thumb touched my clit as he inserted two fingers into me. I had closed my eyes and begun to really enjoy the pleasures. He let his fingers move around inside me, his thumb gently rubbing against me. The pleasure I felt grew. On the third finger he began to push a little harder and a little deeper. The slippy wet fingers reaching deeper inside and pushing against me more. I felt the rise of pleasure again and the anticipation. I felt teased. I wanted more. I knew it would come but he was going so damn slowly. I knew I couldn't ask for more or he'd stop. Those were the rules. My brain begged but my mouth stayed shut. I could moan and enjoy all that he did but no pleas for something extra. He wanted to t

~love...random Guido Open Words~
~Take My Hand.... and Walk with Me... ~From Where We Are.... to Where We'll Be.... ~Love is a Mystery... ~We'll Learn what Life is.... as We Go... ~No Map...No Answers... ~All I know is this: I Love You So..... Peace.

Contest Results :-)
Ok, I know everyone is been waiting and watching for this, Just to let you know, because of the responses to the Contest there were some slight changes. The TOP 5 will still be named as planned and as they have proved themselves. But, there were more than 5 that took the contest to a whole new level (Big Smile). So there will be 5 second place winners also, as well as 10 third place winners. And Trust me, it was a very close race, and my decisions were very painstaking. The TOP 5 are as follows: Miss Who lol, Jewel O'Fubar, Kimmie Kinz, Sexy Lil Sassy, TheSpoiled01 Your Prizes are included in the Original Blog of the Contest announcement. Second Place Winners are: Rhonda aka Strawberries, TNdreamer, LuvBug**FFM Member, FREEDOM, BakFromDisaztr Your Prizes are: A Salute, 150 pics per 2 weeks rated (11) for a month, 1-Big Pimpin Gift every two weeks for a month. Third Place Winners are: Miss Monneypenny, Princess Beakers, Stiletto Girl, Sexy Southerner, Chaotic Dirty D

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep - Written By Mary Frye
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep.I am in a thousand winds that blow, I am the softly falling snow. I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rushOf beautiful birds in circling flight, I am the starshine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom, I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing, I am in each lovely thing. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there. I do not die.

No Love Like A Mother's Love
There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children need her most, a mother's love will shine. God bless these special mothers, God bless them every one... for all the tears and heartache, and for the special work they've done. When her days on earth are over, a mother's love lives on... through many generations, with God's blessings on each one. Be thankful for our mothers, for they love with a higher love... from the power God has given, and the strength from up above. Myspace Graphics, Mother's Day Graphics at WishAFriend.com

Gone For The Day
I'm going to be gone for most of the day today. The boys are here early and they are BOTH sick. I'll be taking them to the doctor later. Anyway, I'll be on tonight. Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms out there =]

Most Common Tattoos Girls Get
Over the years tattoos have become more and more popular, so more and more people are going out and getting inked. However, over the years a lot has changed in the tattoo world, like how they are administered, and new inks that have been created. The one thing that has remained the same for years on end is the designs that most women tend to get. Even though the number of women getting tattooed seems to be slowly growing and catching up with the percentage of tattooed men, women still seem to gravitate more towards the same femine tattoos. Below is a list of the most common tattoos that women tend to get. 1. The very popular butterfly tattoo- this design is the number one design women tend to get tattooed on them. 2. Tribal tattoos- women find them pretty and love to put them on their lower back AKA “Tramp Stamp” 3. Stars and shooting stars-the symbol of the star had been around for almost as long as the earth has. They come in sorts of shapes and sizes they can be simp

I Know My Brother Will Get Me Back Lmao
So my brother took me out on saturday night. we went to dinner then we went out to the bars dancing having fun lmao...anyways he had his back to the next table it was two girls there and this guy went up bent over to ask them to dance..when my bro was lookn away at something else i pinched that guys ass ..and that guy thought it was my brother that pinched his ass he gaves my brother a mean look lmao my bro is wtf r u lookn like that for omg i was laffin so hard he turns to me wtf did u do this time lmao omg i was laffin i still am the bouncer comes over i saw that ur pure evil i love it wish i had a camera that was a kodak moment lmao i just love my bro i will pay for that sooner or later lmao

Updaet On Whats Going On
Well Im still in Texas for another 3 weeks. Looking for an apartment. Its very expensive here. The apartment have a lot of extras, swimming pools, work out room, rec rooms, washer dryers, dish washers....ect. My granddaughters mother left her here in Texas with us she doesn't want to be a mother she never did. Shes making threats that I will be arrested for kidnapping for bring Reanne back to Texas and threats to my son for domestic violence when she flipped and started throwing rocks at him and the breaking the windows out in his mobile home. The cops came and took her to a shelter then her mom and sister drove from Michigan to Texas to get her. I really thought a lot of her until she told me I would never see Reanne again. I miss my daughter very much shes still in Michigan, cant wait to see her. Shes been having issues with a boyfriend, girls you know how that goes, but I think shes doing ok with it. Well thats about it for now. I really miss everyone Im not on m

Haiku
[for those of you who don't know, Haiku is a Japanese poem form consisting of 3 lines. The first line is 5 syllables, the second is 7, the third line is 5 as well. While this "form" is not difficult the essense of Haiku is subtlty. There should be very little adjectives or other "devices" typical in western poem forms, illiteration for example is a no no. Yet the poem should convey emotion & power or beauty. I have been studying this form for many decades.] As a hummingbirdalites upon a willowtwig. So rests my soul (now my contest. This Haiku is posted elsewhere on FUBAR. Find it and send me the link and I'll give you 1/2 of whatever fubucks I have...)

Fu-divorce
Evidently, some people on Fubar do not like to communicate. They woo you to fu-marry you but then ignore you on here: no rates, no points, no gifts, no presence...while at the same time still doing all these things to other women on here who "bare more than I do"! Rather one-sided...are all people from Turkey like that? Goodness! I guess he beat me to the punch! Here is a MUMM inside this blog for you: Do you think I should have removed all the NSFW pics from my site? I feel mine have been tasteful and not showing as much as many other females here. We were cyber friends here, never met...Evidently, CHAUVENIST "people" think that women are possessions/belongings/servants. HAHAHAHHAHa.. Oh well, at least I am free! ...not a good batting average,though: I was married for 33 years when I was LEGALLY married..MARKLEE just wanted a trophy on his page.. a strange culture, anyway...he did not like the fact that I told him I would not webcam with him! Below is what I was able to paste o

Opinion Needed/wanted
Keep in mind, please. That this was brought to my attention, and is not personal. I am asking everyone, as a friend, to help me see this situation from another's eyes.... Boy moves to town Girl meets Boy Boy likes Girl Boy states he's in town to stay 'indefinitely' Girl likes Boy, Girl has boyfriend Boy has girlfriend Both relationships are already 'doomed' Boy tells Girl he wants to be with her. Girl wants to be with Boy They engage in sexual conduct. Boy tells Girl he wants to be with her. HOURS (not even the next day) later... Boy tells Girl that he's moving far away. Does Girl have a right to be upset? Does this girl have the right to be disappointed? To be upset? To anything? This Boy, apparently, made promises, that turned into empty ones. There are minor 'details' missing to this story. But, that is the just of it & what I get out of the situation. I have decided to post this in a few different places to get different opinions. So..... What is yours?

Why Did I Let You Catch Me
Why Did I Let You Catch Me Why did I let you catch me When I was falling down Couldn't I just let myself Finally hit the ground Would've been much better there Instead I held on to you Let you take control of me Now it's time we're through Never thought it would come to this You left me here with no choice Thought you would call all the shots But today I finally have a voice It's telling you to leave me alone To cut your losses and be on your way All this time you caused me pain I opened my eyes and now I won't stay I'll walk away and not look back You were never anything to look back on Neither were our dreams and memories Everything we had is too far gone We can't get any of it back You can blame yourself for that one I tried my hardest to make it work But it looks as though you finally won You got exactly what you wanted And that was to be rid of me I can't say that I am too surprised This was how it was supposed to be So I will sit here and

My Bling Rehab Statment
hi, my name is AZ.... and i'm a bling addict......... (HI AZ) it um..... it started out very slowly and innocently, ya know a few here and there, maybe a sports car or a kitten maybe 2 on the weekends, but as it grew so did my hunger for bling. I guess i thought i had it all under control but i was wrong as it got worse for me i started to see the bigger blings come to my page. Goofy bats, jason masks, ect. but after that i was hooked but would never admit it, soon i found myself going after other bigger bling thrills. 10 credit blings turned into 15 credit blings, and i still didnt have enough then when the auto 11's and cherry bombs came into the public i was to deep into my addcition to care and went full speed ahead and before i knew it i was asking strangers for bling..... even stealing credits from friends and family...... spinning more and more out of control untill i would do just about anything to get my fix of useless cartoon pictures on my page. i even traded NSFW pic to ge

To The Montanaland225 Family!!!!!
"GREETINGS FROM MONTANALAND225!!!!!, FIRST OFF,I'd want to wish EVERY MOTHER,"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!" After seeing the sacrifices my own mother made in my life,I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'D BE WITHOUT HER!!!!!" SECONDLY,as some of ya'll know we've recently had a death in the family,my 9 year old niece died as a result of a head injury that required surgury on her brain to relieve pressure so she could breathe,but in my heart i knew she was already gone!!!!!"As a result I've been gone for quite a while goin' through a VERY ROUGH TIME being there for Family and quite Honestly for myself too!!!!!"I HAVEN'T SEEN THAT MUCH PAIN IN QUITE A WHILE AND IT OPENED MY EYES TO A LOT OF THINGS,FOR MYSELF AND OTHERS AROUND ME!!!!!"My personal WALK IN LIFE HAS BEEN CHANGED BY THIS AND IN MANY WAYS,"I WILL NEVER BE THA' SAME!!!!!"In my struggle, THE LORD Came and said to me,"IT RAINS ON BOTH THA' JUST AND UNJUST,BUT BY MY COVENANT,IT WON'T RAIN ALL

A Soldier's Life
A SOLDIER'S LIFE THEY JOIN FOR MANY REASONS MOST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT IS NOT FOR FAME NOR GLORY, BUT JUST BCAUSE THIER A MAN THEY JOIN FOR PRIDE, HONOR AND DIGNITY, BUT FOR MOST THEY JOIN OUT OF A LOVE THAT THEY FEEL DEEP WITH IN, THEY CAN'T EXPLAIN IT NOR DO THEY TRY THEY ARE YOUNG AND MOST THE TIMES HAVE NOT GROWN TO THE MAN THAT THEY HAVE KNOWN BUT WHEN IT COMES TIME FOR THEM TO GO, TO FAR OFF PLACES THAT MOST DO NOT KNOW THEY NEVER QUESTION THEY JUST SAY HOOAH, FOR THAT IS WHAT IS UNDERSTOOD THEY ARE MEN AND WOMEN ALIKE, AND THEY STAND SIDE BY SIDE AND FIGHT THEY LIVE IN PLACES THAT MOST PEOPLE JUST CAN'T IMAGINE AND DON'T COMPLAIN CAUSE THEY ARE GLAD TO HAVE THEM AND WHEN IT COMES TIME AND LORD LETS HOPE IT NEVER DOES THEY WILL DIE TO PROTECT THE LAND THEY LOVE AND PEOPLE OFTEN ASK ME WHY I DO WHAT I DO AND I JUST REPLY CAUSE I LOVE THE RED WHIT AND BLUE.....jro

Deleting My Profile
To all my friends, the time has come for me to delete my profile - life has just crashed down on my in a HUGE way and I need to focus on saving my home and Fixing My life - if i can I will miss my friends on here - but if you would like to keep in touch via email - then just send me a PM thanks for all the fun - much love and good luck to all of you! may life bring you nothing but happiness :) xo rebecca

Drama Or Wave????
Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are not but when it comes to love and friendship and and trust why is the word drama always used??? I see on these sites all the time, No Drama, Sick of the Drama, she is drama, he is drama.. Wow have you considered the fact that life has differences, and some can call that Drama, I would rather call it life...Are you the creator of the Drama? Or are you the creator of the waves in life!!!! Drama to me is going to watch a GREAT PLAY...

This Is For A Person From My Past..crazy Am I?
you call me fucking crazy you call me weird you call me nothing you kick me into the ground. no longer can you hurt me no longer can you beat me no longer will you make me cry ive reached the point of no return i stalk you in the night i wait for my moment cold sweat pours from my face warm tears stain my cheeks you think this is a game? you think i won't snap now your crying now your bleeding now your tied up now your all alone now your begging forgiveness now your dying i sit and laugh at your demise i have no remorse for my sins you made me cry ill make you die. so slowly you die i make it painful your so fake in your apoligies as i kick your face into the concrete you never know who will snap you never know the pain you cause

Annoyed
I wasn't going to go out tonight... but my friends were like YOU HAVE TO COME!!! so i did... Ok for future reference... if you say i HAVE TO GO then fucking talk to me... i stayed for two fucking hours in a fucking chair doing NOTHING one girl walks off to go talk to some guy she went out with years ago... probably so she can bring him home tonight.. the other goes off with some of her other friends and disappears... i don't know people at that bar.. fuck i barely know people as it is.. do not fucking ditch me UGH fuck this... no more.. I seriously doubt i am going out anymore

1 Year
Well, as of today (May 14,2009), I've been sober 1 year. I got away from the dope 4 1/2 years ago (November 14,2004) but alcohol still had a grip on me. For a short time after I quit drinking, I had myself believing that I had 2 sober dates...1 for drugs and the other for booze. I learned that to be clean and sober you had to give up both and there is only one date for that. But I'm still very proud of both accomplishments individually. However, I realize that I've only been "Clean and Sober" for one year. But I'm happy with that. May 14 will be a special and life changing day forever etched into my life and I hope and pray there will be many more years to come. I hope that I die at a very ripe old age and I'm confident that whenever that may be, I'll be sober when it happens. I want to thank all the people that helped and supported me along the way individually but there are just too many to list so I say this to them now "THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT. I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOU

I'm An Uncle!!!
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Laser Surgery
becuse iam tire of telling one by one what happen i thought i just do another blog on may14 i had my laser surgery to blast the kidney stone in my body it hurts like hell but i had worse specially the time i had my spneel removed anywaysits going to take me a long time to recover some times its hard to walk and half the time i sleep alot for the people who think iam making this up i do got pics to prove i did have this done i already uploaded one pic its not the best but you have to do with what you got

The Swing Set
There is a swing set that stands alone. Right outside of the house she once called her home. Her laughter still fills the air in my memories of when she played there. Opening my eyes again and looking through the window of my soul I feel the cold rust of lonliness just like the rust that now eats away at her swing and all the other things. Broken memories A rusted reminent of happiness that once was her laughter and joy. They say that time heals all I say time just rusts and destroys things left unattended...Rotting like a wound untreated. I think I will tear that swing set down now. Maybe a wooden one this time it wont rust And when she returns with the l

New Contest
There is a new contest going on. Im a big fan of a nice booty in some boy shorts. So heres the deal. 1st Place- Happy Hour 2nd Place- 65 Bling Pack or the (2) 11 or cherrybomb blings mix or match to your liking 3rd Place- 7 day blast and 25 bling pacl My Personal Favorite- Whatever I wanna get them!!! Here are the rules: 1.You must be wearing a pair of boyshorts (any color is good) 2. You have to have a salute on your page so I know your real. 3. Your responsible for gettin your pic out there 4. If I receive a bling on your behalf, you will get points based on how much the bling is worth. A 1 credit bling is equal to 100 points. a 10 credit bling is equal to 1000 points. 5. The contest will begin on May 27th and go until June 27th. At the end, I will tally up all scores and notify the winners. Their winnings will be sent within 24 hours. Please remember im in Iraq and something might come up. Im not doing this for points so if your pic is NSF

4 Bidden Desire
U long 4 me U saw me as I walked across the white sandy beachU saw me as I watched the sun riseU saw me as I ate my mealsU fantasized as i ate my fruitU saw me take my bathU fantasized as i washed my armsU fantasized as I washed my legsU fantasized as I washed my backU licked ur lips as I wash my breastsU saw my naked body as I oiled my dark skinU saw me as I put on my tight shirt wit no bra nipples ripping thru the laceU saw me pull up my short short skirt tight fitting with no pantiesU got excited as I pull up my thigh high bootsU came when I walked over to U n whispered in ur earUr breathing so hardUr chest racing Ur heart beating so loudI heard ur heartI felt ur sweaty hands n mineI cum closer n whisper n ur ear againMy breath on ur neckI can c the hairs standing up on the back of ur neckI can tell that u want meI can tell that u desire me

The Biker
EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE US, RESPECT OUR RIGHTS TO RIDE WHAT WE CHOOSE AND TAKE A FEW EXTRA SECONDS TO BE SURE WE'RE NOT IN 'YOUR' WAY LIVE TO RIDE . . . RIDE TO LIVEI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the store as I walked in. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you , roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten i

Rather Bored
I'm rather bored. It's in that everybody else is doing their own thing time frame, so I went to bed. Yet, all there is to do in bed (current;y) is read or play on the internet. I've got a book I haven't started yet, but I'm not really motivated to get to it yet. So the internet gets my attention! The internet is full of wonderful distractions. But sometimes I feel like my time on the internet is spent basically going through the same routine. I have several websites I check daily, in a particular order, simply because that's the way I always do them. Normally in the order of the least interesting to the most interesting. Speaking of interesting. I use a chat app called Digsby wich feeds you facebook updates as well as serve as IM's for yahoo, aim, msn, ect. And I saw today that one of the guys I went to high school with had the status "Getting ready for Nate's wedding" and it made me think of my cousin Nathan, who we called Nate. During my infamous dad call he told me Nathan was gett

Every Real American Should Read
The White House> 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW> Washington, DC 20500>> Mr. Obama:>> I have had it with you and your administration, sir. Your> conduct on your recent trip overseas has convinced me that> you are not an adequate representative of the United States> of America collectively or of me personally.>> You are so obsessed with appeasing the Europeans and the> Muslim world that you have abdicated the responsibilities of> the President of the United States of America. You are> responsible to the citizens of the United States. You are> not responsible to the peoples of any other country on> earth.>> I personally resent that you go around the world> apologizing for the United States telling Europeans that we> are arrogant and do not care about their status in the> world. Sir, what do you think the First World War and the> Second World War were all about if not the consideration of> the peoples of Europe? Are you brain dead? What do you think> the Marshall Plan was all about? Do you no

Why Acid Is Bad
On Sunday night i had a horrible acid flashback and tripped out bad, really bad. (I didn't do more acid, i just tripped out unprovoked) Things started off ok, colors became more vivid, i started seeing things a little. Then it got progressively worse. Those vivid colors started flashing wildly. The first major thing besides the colors was that my left wall started to breathe in and out. The posters on my right wall started to "dance" to the music i was listening to. They then started to rearrange themselves. The crooked ones straightened, the straight ones became crooked. That wall also started to breathe in and out. I noticed someone was watching me from inside my closet. I could see him move, but i couldn't see his face. The walls kept breathing harder, more angrily. The posters started to meld together and the walls started to melt. Keep in mind that i was listening to music the whole time. More people appeared. One was crouching down on the right side of my bed, but

Party Night Part 1
Its Party Time!!! As I think as I look into the mirror as I am getting ready for work. I can see the glow covering my face in anticipation of the evening to come, because I know that this evening we will be having a few friends coming over to watch the game . Only they don’t know they wont be watching the game very much As I look up I see you coming into the bathroom, you come up to me wrap your arms around me and murmur good morning as you kiss my neck. I can feel your semi hard cock through the thin material of your pj bottoms so I move my ass against your cock To make him get hard for me because I love the feel of your hard cock against my ass. Than I think oh the hell with it I’m going to be late for work so lets make the most of it I turn around in your arms and kiss you deeply as I trail my kiss to your check and down your neck slowly down to your chest and even lower the lower I go you look down and Say hoarsely baby do you know what your startin

Why Have I Done This???
Hello, my darlin' lil' friends! If you have found me...CONGRATULATIONS! No, I wasn't leaving or anything like that.I just felt the need to relocate and start new.New life. New start. New... everything!But I am still very much me!Yes, I am still very much the goddess that I am.I have not lowered my goddess status.Just taking all things in a new direction.So, do not fret. Do not worry. I am pulling myself together for the benefit of me.Only one thing that has changed....I have done this to prove to myself about what I am about.I am about you, my sweet friends! YOU!You all mean a lot to me! I care about you!What is important to you, is important to me!I am also here if you just need someone to talk to.Or.... if you feel to weak to struggle alone...I am here to say a pray for you!And.... most importantly....I do love each and every one of you!You have been a blessing to me!Thank you, for being a friend to me!Many blessings on your souls!Muah!

Auction House Preparing To Open!
I am going to host my first auction! I have been in multiple auctions and co-hosted one as well..... now I am doing one myself! =) *50k to enter *PM me your offers: See my Auctions folder for ideas *Auction will run from May 27-June 3 *Entry cut-off May 26th @ midnight EST *For every entrant you refer, I will offer you either an additional free bulletin pimp out for the auction (up to one) and/or I will take 5k off of your entry fee. *I am not responsible for ensuring obligations are met. Entrant chooses their winner and the winner and entrant are responsible for making sure everything is paid/taken care of to one another. *I will provide one free pimp-out bulletin. You can repost it as you wish and are free to make your own. If you want me to make you another one it will be 5k per additional bulletin. *I will make the tags for the auction folder. The cost for this is in the entry fee. Let me know if you want in!

Ouch!!!
I was just outside recording my flowers on my cell phone. Rich was next to me smoking and when I went to record one flower..I didn't see him and his cig went right onto my ear and hair. It caught on fire a little, heard the sizzling...so I started to pat down my ear and hair and I yanked one of my earrings out...luckily i got it back on....that hurt.... now my ear is all red

If You Only Knew - Shinedown
If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating Heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that wen't wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go, Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I Spent, nights we shared, Or letters that I sent [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Wit

Choosy Sergeants Choose Jif!
My wife worked with a sergeant (long after her basic training) who at one time was a Drill Sergeant. For those of you that don't know, being a Drill Instructor is not a permanent job, it usually goes on a 2 year assignment, and then you go back to the real Army and try to un-dickhead yourself. So sitting around one night at work, he's telling everybody his Drill Sergeant stories. He relayed how his favorite prank was one he loved to pull every time he had a female platoon. Females made up 20-25% of new recruits at that time, so you could figure every 4th or 5th cycle you would have females. Well the morning routine goes as such, get up and be outside for PT formation at 5am, do that for an hour, then come back to the barracks, shower, get dressed in uniform, get your area squared away, and be in formation for breakfast at 7am. While they are eating, the Drill Sergeant does a walk thru inspection of the barracks, with the squad leaders. Everyone has to take a turn being squad leader f

~more Guido Zen~
Women are the most Beautiful of all Creation....and I Strongly feel that there are only 3 Priceless Gifts that any man could ever have in his life is he is lucky.....1. A Woman's Trust.....2. A Woman's Heart....3. If she takes his name as hers.....here are other things I believe...... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences andnot in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose. `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS`THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S`THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES.`THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL.`IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE`SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY `GROWS... ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL**********

Xbox
My mother won 800 bucks worth of XBox crap... and then gave it to the kids and I... XBox 360, Tha game Lips, with 2 microphones, the game In the Movies with the webcam, a car racing game (forgot the name) with 1 yr gold membership to Netflicks and XBox site... It comes with an ethernet cord, but the problem is... my net is hooked up through an ethernet cord all ready. From the cable box to the PC and there's only 1 ethernet hookup on the PC.... Should I try the USB hub cord for the net so I can hook up the ethernet to the XBox? Or is there something else I could do?

Miss A Little, Ya Miss Alot
Grrrr. I hate being unaware. What happened with Jen? All I've heard is that she got IP banned. Anyone know what the score is? No one leg-humps me quite the same. *looks all forlorn & shtuffs*

Nom Nom Nom
So I'm having some company over today and I'm preparing a small feast for all of us.. BBQ Ribs with a Apple Cider dipping sauce Salsa Burgers with a picante sauce, cheddar cheese, and fresh cilantro Hot dogs (no need to get fancy with em) Corn on the cob with herb butter Roasted Potatoes with peppers, onions, and fresh rosemary Beer, beer, whiskey, and more beer. It's gonna be a good day

Update May 26th
Hey everyone, I just wanted to give people some updates on what has been going on with me.. Well, as of yesterday I finished my last 2 Hypobarics treatments yay!! Its where I went and layed in this machine and it went down in sea level and my ears popped and it filled my sores with 100% oxygen and took all the bad crap out of it.. I had to do 20 treatments of them and ur in this machine for 90 minutes.. and there was only the 1 time i over heated in there and sweated so bad and got really light headed and a fever and really pale and my eyes started to go in the back of my head that they had to take me out after 70 mins otherwise i have lasted the rest of the time.. The sore on left knee is healed quite a bit ,but its still there its just small.. Then the one on my right knee is getting smaller its just pretty good sized still so they do that dressing changed 2 times a day.. Then the one on my right thigh is still very big it has only gotten smaller by like a half an inch or so and its

A Woman's Ultimate Fantasy!
A Woman's Ultimate Fantasy A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying a cocktail after work one night, when the bar door opened and the most gorgeous hunk of a man she had ever seen entered. He was tall, muscular, and handsome, with thick dark hair and beautiful, sparkling green eyes, and his every movement was so masculine and sensuous that the woman could not help but stare. The man noticed that he was the object of the woman's rapt attention, and with a sly, sexy smile, approached her. Blushing, she prepared to apologize for staring, but he leaned close and whispered in her ear. "I'll do anything," he whispered in a deep, soft voice. "Anything, absolutely anything you want, anything you have ever fantasized, for fifty dollars. There's just one condition..." Trembling with anticipation, the woman asked him the condition. The man said, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words."

$&!@$&^$@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you ever have one of those days when your children/or friend/familes children get so much under your skin not even a scalple could dig em out?????? grr my daughter is driving me nutso today and I am at my wits end. why do kids now adays think screaming in a parents face is a smart choice??specially when they're only 3 apples tall??? what good do they think comes outta it?? Keep in mind that she is my step daughter and prob is still trying to settle into a new place and family being with my boys and I different from what she was used to before coming here. anyway I gave her a tap on her butt for the outburst she presented to the table now shes in her room screaming "I hate this place" "this place is not nice!!" because my hand found its way to her bottom for lashing out at me for puttin her in her room due to not listening to me for the 5th time today thus far. I remember even looking at my parents the wrong why when I was younger would have me sent to my room with more then

Dont Even Go There
I'm a slut because I'll wear shorts & a tanktop.. I'm anorexic because I eat as much as I want & don't gain weight.. I'm a bitch because I don't let you push me around., I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything.. I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong.. I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect.. I'm queer because I like Girls.. I'm annoying because I'm not chill enough.. I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group.. I'm fake because most of the time I'm happy.. I'm weird because I'm not like you.. I'm controlling because I get mad sometimes.. I'm clingy because I like to be around people.. I'm greedy because I like to be satisfied.. I'm naive because I'm younger than you.. I'm conceited because I'm proud of who I am.. I'm rude because my manners aren't perfect.. I'm unappreciative because I don't praise you.. Don't try to tell me who I am because I already know! So a very personal close friend of mine said i missed a few, so here they are I'm a tr

What Can You Say?
The stage when we are ready for True Love, is when we no long want the "falling in love" drug that only comes from our body. It comes when we are ready for the Love that comes within our Soul! A Love that comes back to us the way we Deserve! Acording to how much we Gave, not only to how much we recieved

Something A Bit Macabre
Take a look at yourself he saidWhat do you see?Do I even like me?This small statementbringing me to my kneesThe realization of self rejectionand self hatredThat I have carried with me for so many yearsNot realizing it is thereI cannot look at myself in the mirrorWith out seeing the pain, the hate, the scarsThis broken soul with no chance of redemptionThe pain and anguish cutting away at me,like a knife cutting against my skinslowly bleeding outtil I am no more

Fu Marriage Announcement
First off, I'd like to say sorry in advance for the site glitch in which you all did not receive your formal announcements.Everyone had the right to be informed, and come celebrate with us,hence the reason for this blog. Without further ado, I present to you Princess Leia (Lauren)and DJ Army Medic (Chris), fu-married on 5/23/09 at 10:30pm.Princess LeiaDJ Army MedicHappy hours, Cherry Bombs, Auto-11s, Blasts, whatever gifts you'dlike to give us at this time to help us celebrate our fu-marriage,we can now accept.

The World Is Still Turning
The World Is Still Turning The world is still turning The sky is still blue The windows still open For me and for you. The breeze is still blowing The air crisp and clear Does not matter if we are far Or if we are near. The clouds may still come But they surely will go As long as you, and I Always know. That within us is all

Are You Thin Skinned Or Thick Skinned?
You Are Thick-Skinned People may not always love you, but that's totally fine. You're happy with who you are, and you don't really crave outside approval. You love yourself, and that's the most important thing. You have high self esteem. And because you don't care what other people think, they tend to like you a lot! Are You Thin Skinned or Thick Skinned?

Welcome Black
That I thought I saw the sun, what a fool i was and staring into the pit until all i see is -black- so cool, safe, i can hide again, the darkness, the womb the safety the - STOP!!!! you know you wanted the light... and the black... is blind suffocating i feel the cobwebs it crushes, i'm scared - someone... come please... and yet, i so love... THE BLACK!!!

Yeah So....
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted? my sister in law.[2] You were in the car with?My mother[3] Went to the mall with?my 15 year old nephew and my oldest brother[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Pizza shop[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?CrystalT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?False...so far...lolQ: Been searched By Cops?FalseQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?FalseQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?trueQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?False...i workout at homeQ: Shot a gun?FalseQ: Donated Blood?FalseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?both?[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Btw
A lot has been happening and I haven't had much time to come on like I used to. All is good. Been busy trying to get my body and life in order and time off here is what helps. I will keep an eye out for messages and stuff ... Shout outs will be answered when I pop on and off to check up on all you deviates ... I love you all ........................ Catch ya soon xoxoxo

*~distorted Emotion~*
Within your heart lies shallowed emotion You run your mouth before thinking the motion The words they fell unto deafened ears The concequense which reached beyond your fears Unknowingly you walk to the lions den When the lion ralises what then? You stalk your prey as tho you are one Failing to see that mere words are easily undone Murmer the truth that none can yet see Tell it once you still wont be free If you say it out loud will it become truth? Confusion has taken the words you once saught Twisted them Still they taunt Running thru your mind Take your time... Don't rush... Unwind Cuffed to your tarnished beliefs Your words are one with the rock bottom theives Stolen not felt Fate has you dealt

At The Bar...
First of all, got your attention!!! I was at my bar last night that I dance at, hence my name, dansin, & basically I know almost everyone who goes there, it's a friendly, small place. Anyway, I was out on the dance floor & I saw a friend who had on a dinner jacket, kind of wierd, but he hadn't been there long, & he had on a tshirt that had interesting lettering. I went past him a few times & couldn't read the whole thing, but it did say dancing, he does dance professionally, & the bottom of the shirt I saw con, but not the rest. So after I had looked at it several times, I walked over to him & ripped the jacket open, he didn't see me coming, & the people around starting laughing, one told me to do it again, & he made the comment he liked women like this at the bar. The shirt did not say dancing condoms, it said dancing elk conders, I think but when I told him what I thought it said, he thought it was funny too, & when I told his girlfriend, she said they were the best kind! I couldn

Emergency Tooth Extraction
On Thursday, May 28th I had a very badly abscessed tooth that I had to have pulled, I also had to have a puss pocket popped, drained, and sucked out of my mouth, and I currently have a tube sticking out of my neck to let the rest of the infection drain from the pocket. I get the tube out Monday after noon at 4:15, but it is rather annoying having a tube poking out of my neck.. Kinda gross too! LMAO! Anyways I figured since I had something to write about I would finally do so. "This also answers everyones "what happened" question".

Alone She Waits
Alone She Waits From deep her light shines An Angel glowing in the dark She waits for her love His voice is love’s spark Patiently waiting here Hoping another second not pass Until his light shines through And illuminates her path Her light does surround her But can not pierce the forest Her beacon may be overlooked Would her patience past the test?

It's A Heartache
Days go by. Rain falls. Thunder rolls and Lightning flashes. Storms abound both outside and in .. There are all kinds of storms. Resolve to weather them no matter what the cost or take the very real chance of the loss of something or someone precious and irreplacable. A question of faith, a question of trust. Find shelter! Guard your heart? Open to the elements and take your chances? Leave behind all that fear and pain and accept that you must wait and hope. Do you have the strength to endure? Is the prize worth the cost to your soul or is it your very soul you fight for? Lifetimes have passed and will again. But this is the one that matters. This Storm must be weathered!! The heart wants what the heart wants.. there is no question Its a heartache,. the waiting is a heartache.. This Storm will not Break it..resolved, in hope and trust. Forever and a Day.

Halp!?!?!!
I started making jewelry many years ago and I really like to do so. Last few years I just lack the motivation to make anything. I have plenty of supplies and so on to make anything I could ever want and time is not an issue either. What I need is motivation! So what I'm asking for is suggestions... Does anyone have any ideas for me? To light a fire under my ass to get me going again. Comments are greatly appreciated...

I'm Ian Holmly And I Have No Idea
First, I am not the above-named Minot High graduate among those honored Sunday at Bethany Lutheran. I wouldn’t be surprised (and have to come up with a hasty explanation) if he does a Google search for his name on the Internet and finds this. But when he said it as he was the last person Pastor Janet gave the microphone to after she asked them if they knew what their plans after high school were, I thought when I heard it and we laughed that it would make a great title! Very often I have no idea either … heck, the first person asked this just gave his name! School ended Thursday, and that night after work I went to my sister-in-law Margaret’s house where Martha and the kids were visiting for the evening. By the time I arrived, Martha and Margaret were inside singing karaoke with a computer game version of Nashville Star while my kids, my nieces Breanna and Josceline, and some of their friends were jumping on the trampoline. I got up there with the kids for a whi

Vampyre Hotness
(Disclaimer: Most won't see this as hot, sexual or whatever..some will see this as distasteful or bad, but I love this picture and I am not sorry if I offend, since this is MY rendiction of what I think of Vampyre Hotness)

Margret Vs. Mil
This is cut/pasted from here: http://www.mil-millington.com/ ((Sorry for the huge size, the blog thing is being an ass.)) I'm not going to paste the whole thing because it is too long but omg... so much funny! Nothing keeps a relationship on its toes so much as lively debate. Fortunate, then, that my girlfriend and I agree on absolutely nothing. At all. Combine utter, polar disagreement on everything, ever, with the fact that I am a text-book Only Child, and she is a violent psychopath, and we're warming up. Then factor in my being English while she is German, which not only makes each one of us personally and absolutely responsible for the history, and the social and cultural mores of our respective countries, but also opens up a whole field of sub-arguments grounded in grammatical and semantic disputes and, well, just try saying anything and walking away. Examples? Okey-dokey. We have argued about:

#1
People who leave "Read my 'About ME' before adding" as their status message, and the About me is filled with 10 music videos, 153 flashy graphics and text in a font that is impossible to read. I don't mind having to read through someone's profile before adding them. Hell, 90% of the time, I'll read it anyway, and I always read it before I accept a friend request. I don't mind people with flashy profiles, either. If they think the gaudier, the better, well, more power to 'em. But both? Hell no! You need to be shot!

Social Networking...
This isnt technically a rant (OMG is it possible that I can make a blog and not bitch about something or someone?), but just some thoughts I wanted to share. We have this relatively new genre of websites called Social Networking Sites. Maybe I should be a little more specific, like here for example. This site is designed for others to make friends, and level up. I was having a discussion on another site that I cannot name due to admins getting all kinds of butthurt over here (That is a farce IMO) , and were talking about people on here who you just sit there scrolling across your page. U may think "Oh this person is interesting, lemme see their profile and see what their deal is". So, you sit there and if you are one of those unfortunate people who do not have a Cherry Bomb (Or just refuse to conform and buy like me) sit there, leave a random comment or 2, and rate their 4,000 other pics of penguins and whatever else they have. See I am the kind of person that likes to go "Hey!!!! how

Bad Luck Comes In Three's
hey all fu's!!!!this blog is to tell my friends where i've been & to let others know bad luck really does happen in three's..... 2 months ago my puppy knocked my laptop into the floor causing my harddrive to crash,,so i wait to get it fixed,,2 weeks later going outside to work in the garden my shoes being kinda muddy caused me to slip on my kitchen floor landing on my back n landing me in traction,,,,,2weeks later trying to get up n move i start to fall putting my right hand out to catch myself & end up breaking the bone going to my pinkie.... so after u laugh which i hope u do cause i have died laughin over my luck for real just remeber bad luck does come in 3's in I AM proof!! love you guys! xoxox

Fibromyalgia
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm here

Bubble
You ever have one of those days where everything seems to be all cloudy and like you are looking at everything through a bubble or a mist of fog or something? That has been the way I have been all day. I am exhausted as hell but can't sleep. I am not used to everything hitting me all at once like an 18 wheeler. I am sure I have made some irrational decisions just out of the blue the past few days, and eventually I will fix those. Not sure if I am going to the funeral or not yet, I think I am going to try, I have to, I don't want it to weigh down on me anymore then it is now. At the same time I need to be excited for my daughter graduating Saturday, it's her day! All she kept saying to me today is mom I can't believe I did it. I am super proud of her, and it will be such an extreme joy to watch her walk on Saturday. Then she will have her senior all nighter. I feel bad that all this has happened with my grandmother passing away right at the time of her graduation. I also called the

David Carradine
BANGKOK – Actor David Carradine, star of the 1970s TV series "Kung Fu" who also had a wide-ranging career in the movies, has been found dead in the Thai capital, Bangkok. A news report said he was found hanged in his hotel room and was believed to have committed suicide. A spokesman for the U.S. Embassy, Michael Turner, confirmed the death of the 72-year-old actor. He said the embassy was informed by Thai authorities that Carradine died either late Wednesday or early Thursday, but he could not provide further details out of consideration for his family. The Web site of the Thai newspaper The Nation cited unidentified police sources as saying Carradine was found Thursday hanged in his luxury hotel room. It said Carradine was in Bangkok to shoot a movie and had been staying at the hotel since Tuesday. The newspaper said Carradine could not be contacted after he failed to appear for a meal with the rest of the film crew on Wednesday, and that his body was found by a hotel maid a

A Slightly Better And Odd Day...
Today I was helping a friends parents fix up their place before a party they are having tomorrow. Last minute stuff... We'll we were cleaning up the living room, moving furniture around. We moved the couch and I saw something on their floor I REALLY didnt need to see... Part of their porn collection (not the normal stuff either... the box made it look like it was a borderline snuff film) and some... "toys" Needless to say, Im NOT gonna be looking at them the same way ever again On the plus side, my mom came home today. I saw her, she looks like she lost some weight. She's walking around a lot slower and is still shakey, but other than that she says shes feeling better

Just Don't!
Ok..I am having major issues with many of you so-called "fu-friends." I come onto FUBAR to have fun, rate people and just chill but alot of you asshats are starting to burn my ass. First of all...I do not care if you are in a contest on FUBAR....so please stop asking me to rate and comment on your hideous ugly fat pictures. I will do that on my own if I feel like it. Now this does not apply to all of you...the ones I am really close to because you know I will always be here for you. I am talking about the people that don't talk to me for months at a time and show up out of the blue with a link that will lead me to some bullshit contest. All you fake bitches can go fuck yourselves. So do me a favor and just don't ask me for help in a contest. I have NO problem deleting you stupid bitches. Thank you. PS: If anybody has a problem with this...you all know that I really don't give a fuck!

Life At Sea
To live by the sea and not die, means to trust the sea and know the sky. There was a multitude of clever sayings about life on the water, but being half of a two man crew under constant sail lent plenty of time to think of my own.Only fictional characters could be painted as accurate portrayals in the depth of solitude that was mine. We fancied ourselves as the "fly by the seat of your pants" sort of men, who always find more trouble than that which was sought. Our attitudes would bring our adventure. Gods willing there was plenty of that. The first major voyage on our homely vessel took us south along the Intracoastal Waterway into the West Coast of the Florida Keys. We were aboard an ancient 26 foot catalina with a 40 foot mast. The newest part of the ship was her engine which had been rendered obsolete before I was born. We were too proud to rely on such trivial things as charts. Our navigational instrument was the compass, and our radio was used to request bridge openings. Ju

Surve, Blame Nicole!!!
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you say?Treat her like my Queen of Hearts =P Everything happens for a reason?Yessur. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?Like in R/L or what?!? Colleen was the last I texted. Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?lmFao!!! What can you say about the first girl on your top?My top is random soooo.... Where's your phone right now?at my 11 O'Clock Name something you are doing tonight?This,duh! Is a best friend or ex pissing you off at the moment?God, I hope not! Do you ever say thank you to the bus driver?Havent been on a bus for years, but always showed respect. Never know when they'll drive into a Wal-Mart wall... Who's bed were you in last?Heh... Is your hair naturally curly or straight?North? Straight. South? curly. Do you think two people can last forever?Nothing's forever... Plan on getting drunk or high today?Working on the lat

Kins Questions
1. What is the last thing you eated? TV DINNER BC I'M LAZY LIKE THAT 2. And the last thing you drank? MOUNTAIN DEW!!!!!!!!!! 3. What doe sit say on your favourite mug? I DON'T HAVE ANY MUGS 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? NEVER WATCHED IT. PLZ DON'T KILL ME 5. Who would win in a fight between the Batman and Superman? SUPERMAN FO SHO...... HE'S GOT REAL POWERS.. HE'D JUST TAKE OFF BATMAN'S BELT AND BE FINE. 6. Robots or ninjas? NINJA'S BC THEY'RE ORIENTAL AND ORIENTAL PPL ARE HOT 7. Pirates or cowboys? COWBOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!11 8. Dinosaurs or aliens? DO ALIENS GROWL? NO THEN DINOSAURS 9. Are you good at crosswords? I'M NOT SMART. LOL 10. DC or Marvel? MARVEL FO SHO 11. What is better, a man who is handsome and a fireman or something, or a guy what is fat and has a beard and makes you lol in MuMMs? MY FAV QUESTION SO FAR... HOW ABOUT A DR WHO MAKES ME LOL IN THE MUMMS WHO IS GOOD LOOKIN.

Sex Talk
Listen up boys (yeah, most of this site is crawling with boys, regardless of age) I am about to keep it real...If you are offended, that is just because you only think with the small head below your waist..the one that has more intelligence than the one on your shoulders., (sad, true story)..... But here goes...just because I post a nude, partially nude, picture doesn't mean i want to talk sex with you.. just because I rate your pictures surely doesn't mean I want to talk sex with you and the most importantly.... JUST BECAUSE I SAY HI TO YOU..REALLY DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO FUCK YOU! TRUST ME, I DON'T!! You are all acting like doggies dry humping pillows..let's face with, with the behavior you are doing here.. that is ALL the action you will be getting. My sex talk and my flirting is reserved to those that actually talk TO me...and not talk to my body parts. Soo "BOYS" save it.. I am not interested. If this constitutes me as being a bitch.. so be it.. and B.I.T.C.H Only means.. Babe

It Would
Guess this means you're sorry You're standing at my door Guess this means you take back All you said before Like how much you wanted Anyone but me Said you'd never come back But here you are again 'Cause we belong together now, yeah Forever united here somehow, yeah You got a piece of me And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight I know that I've got issues But you're pretty messed up too Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you 'Cause we belong together now, yeah Forever united here somehow, yeah You got a piece of me And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you Being with you Is so dysfunctional I really shouldn't miss you But I can’t let you go Oh yeah 'Cause we belong together now, yeah Forever united here somehow, yeah You got a piece of me And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you 'Cause we belong together n

Random Factoids
about me 1) I dont like being touched 2) I hate being called Natalie 3) I have a phobia of worms 4) I am obsessed with Moomin Trolls (its a Russian thing) 5) I can drink a gallon of sauerkraut juice 6) I dont care for guys with 6packs 7) I have paranoia 8) I have a hot step sister who is Russian/Panaman 9) I bite my nails once in a while 10) I am a nerd 11) I LOVE British series like Poirot, Jeeves and Wooster, Ms Maple, Keeping Up Appearances, etc.

The Gentleman's Club (again)
was deleted somehow and so here it is again... The Gentleman’s Club Copyright 2008 by Ms. Cleavage The dance music in the gentleman’s club this night was very sultry and alluring as the couples danced on the small dance floor. The lights were flashing and the different colored bulbs changed with intensity with the beat of the music. Some good old classic 80’s music was playing all night long and all of us middle aged couples were mentally going back in time as the pulse of the music took over. Some real dirty dancing was taking place as we watched from our booth off along the side of the club. My husband and I were commenting to one another about some of the couples and how flagrant they were in front of all. We could sure tell whom the exhibitionists were simply by watching them groove to the tunes. Some of the guys made their way around the dance floor and asked women seated in chairs and in the booths to dance with them. These guys were attempting to see

Her New Lover
Sitting in a dark room Bullets on the table Reflect the moonlight I feel unstable Cold and alone I don't care to be alive My heart as hollow As the barrel of my .45 I don't know what's wrong with me I guess it's everything I miss her laughter All I hear is silence ring I miss her soft lips And her sweet embrace Every night in my dreams I see her face I fell in love with her The first time that I met her Oh my God How can I forget her Her memory haunts me And it drives me insane Knowing that she's found a new love Cocaine

Feeling Terrible
I am still feeling god awful. Now I am getting the severe blech with it. I have the pain going on and now its semi like flu symptoms. I better feel better tomorrow, we are suppose to be leaving around 5 to go to Montana for the funeral. I am not taking my laptop, so you wont see me online till sometime Wednesday evening. All day today I have been laying here dozing off and on and still feeling horrible. Was gonna go back to dr today, but would you believe I feel too horrible to go anywhere?

Something Once...
Hardship of time &space creates nothing except a hole; containing what was possible to believe in and the dispare of dreams. I hold on & you let go... Believing is too forget. I once wrote: "Roses may die; yet when it lived the scent carries beyond time. All can be forgotten. I still remember." Wrote 2003 by: John Belcher

Spotlight Pipe Dream
I was informed by a friend of mine here that once you reach Disciple, you can't bid on the Spotlight anymore. I therefore decided that I would like to bid on it, now preferably - but certainly before Disciple. Of course, any who have seen the winning bids knows doing this on one's own is a pipe dream at best - witness the winner today, 6/9/2009 is 45M+ fubucks. I would happily accept donations, but I'd rather earn the fubucks than beg for them - just the way I am, I guess. So I am asking all my Fufriends and family - what can I do to earn fubucks from you? I have no bling, not until next month. (Which KILLS me - there's a dragon bling up now - It's 3 lousy credits! *cries*), but I'll do rates and links. I'd offer the ticker - I did that already, and I need to wait a few more days to do it again... What else?No NSFW or cam shows - I don't wanrt to scare anyone, nor can I stand laughter at me (I'm very sensitive)...Any ideas? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller? Bueller? Rock on!Durham, AKA Shawn

Lunar
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour.She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field.From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what creatures might

Lonely
Just wish I could find someone who cares about me, ask me how I'm doing, how my day went and show they want me... Is that so hard to ask for now days some days i feel so alone and hurting... Just want to feel that warm feeling inside and feel wanted and loved....

None
ok heres the deal i would like to think i have made a few friends here but i think i am dead wrong ... everybody wants something i try to be decent i get 1o profile views a week if i am lucky i get maybe one friends request a week ... those on my list i rate pretty regular but never get a return .... i level myself when i choose but blings and hustles but i stopped that some so now my friends dontt even rate me so please nby all means define friends today i have met some people rated pics and just realized not one rated me ......... so go figure what does it take to be a fu friend cause i think even my real friends here are not much at this point but know there are exceptions to every rule if you consider me to be a friend and not just on your list show me the hustle is back soon so if you give you get but i would like to thank you all for anything you have done to rate add or fan ,,,,, have a great day

Bull Shit I Tell U
Four Chinese Muslim detainees who had been held at the Guantanamo Bay detention facility have been resettled in Bermuda. Premier Dr. Ewart Brown made the announcement this morning at a press conference and stressed that the men were innocent. The four men —aged 25 to 35— are Chinese Muslims called Uighurs and arrived by air last night. They will be given the opportunity to get Bermudian status. Dr. Brown said: “These men are landed in Bermuda in the short term provided with the opportunity to become naturalised citizens and therefore afforded the right to travel and leave Bermuda potentially settling elsewhere. Today one of the men, Abdul Nasser, issued a statement through his lawyers, saying: “Growing up under communism we always dreamed of living in peace and working in free society like this one. Today you have let freedom ring.” The Obama administration has been under pressure to resettle the detainees, as it tries to fulfill its p

How I Met My Husband
It was 2001. I was on a red line L train at 12am. he was too. He was one of the 10 ppl in a car, and the only cute one. He was lookin at me throught the reflection, I did too At my stop, I and came up to the door to get ready to get off (or to get him to notice me), and he said that I had a a cool necklace (it had a spider on it) he followed me to a parking lot, and I thought he was cute, so I wasn't freaked out. He was kinda behind, so I pretended to be tying my shoe lace so he would catch up. He started talkin to me about music, where I was going, etc. We wound up talkin next to my car for an hour. He lost his .com job, and was going to move home to CA next month He went back to Cali for a friend's wedding, and when he came back, he called me and we went out on a date. We went to a park by my house, where we made out in the grass, then a hot dog place. After that we went to his house, and watched movies for awhile. That was followed by going to a Mexican hole in the wall,

Here We Go Again!!!!
so had left my hotshot job a couple weeks ago and was very relieved as i probobly hated it as much as anything i have ever done. but after a few days of calls from the company to continue, with an agreement to only run the west and more pay..i agreed to stay on.i made a trip to the southwest and back and during that trip realized this was just a dead end road.being paid by the mile you spend lots of time doing tasks taht you get no compensation for..like spending 10 hours in las vegas on tuesday to deliver and pick up.....NO PAY. plus the fact that the job had no benifits at all...just the milage. everything else was..""PART OF THE JOB""".. SORRY, I DON'T WORK FOR FREE... so i will pursue a new position, with a company that will pay me for my time,,,reward me for my experience and at least offer the basic benifits. won't be easy in this economy, but can be done.hope you all have a wonderful weekend..big hugs..marty

Blah Blahhhhh Blahhhhhhhhh
I wish I could be ,all you want and need , instead of being such a burden , then maybe you wouldn't full so much contempt for me. you are constantly telling me that you want and love me but then you end up telling me you hate me . make up your mind before we run out of time AND NOW ......A HAIKU bubbles are to her heaving bossomsass that can make the Earth shakeand ass has hidden wonders that tit can not compete

My Baby Girl Is Having Surgery!
Found out a week ago that my baby girl has to have surgery on July 17th. She was injured at birth and has what is called Erb's Palsy. Basically her bracial plexus nerve was damaged when they pulled on her too hard after she got stuck. She literally had no ability to move her right arm for the first few months of her life. After a lot of therapy she was able to start moving it. I remember the first day I saw that happened I was so ecstatic i cried! She had therapy up until she was about 3 years old and for someone that knew nothing about her birth injury, she looked fine. However, we recently learned that due to a muscle imbalance if we don't do something now to correct it, when she is in her teens, her shoulder could come out of the socket and it could require extensive surgery! So in this surgery they are going to take some of the strong muscles from the front of her arm/shoulder and transfer to the back of the arm/shoulder. She will be in an arm brace 24/7 for at least 6 weeks. She w

2009 The First Half
Isn't it amazing how life is one continuous chain of new beginnings and endings. I began 2009 unemployed (laid off Oct 17 2008) frightened of what lie ahead and more than a lil depressed over where I had found myself in this new year. The amazing turn of events that have led me now in June to being a full time student at the age of 47 were something that Ifelt the need to share to drive home a point to all of those that are still where I was in January. Back in September I took a low paying nothing job at Foxwoods. Not much more than my unemployment but it fulfilled my need to be around people and feel productive. Only six weeks in I was laid off. Struggling to survive yet again. Without friends help, I might add, I would not have. By March, going stir crazy and more than a lil fearful of what lie ahead I decided to change direction and inquire on information to go back to school in an area that I was familiar with....medicine. For 20 odd years I had worked in various hospita

My Pictures
Hello, About my pictures, I have deleted all my nude folders.. they are gone.. and for those that were only interested in me for them, you can take me off your lists now.. :( I am not stupid, I know most ...90% of you just come to my page for them. And that hurts, so I took them all down. They will never be put up again. If my face pictures aren't good enough for any comment or any rate.. or even a hello in the shoutbox.. there is nothing I can do about it.. i know I am not like the top Fubarian women here..I am am just plain and ordinary. Nothing flashy about me at all.. and now that my nudes are gone.. I faced the facts that most of you will leave me now. I am used to rejection. From now on, I will be just posting pictures clothed and of my face. My REAL friends.. be it just a handful I hope will understand.. they know ME.. not the girl in the pictures trying to show her body for attention. I feel like i lost some of their respect when i posted them back up here in the first plac

Our Justice System
For those of you who do not know. I am going away for at least three years. I was involved in a fatal car accident, now I must pay the consequences. By no means am I saying I do not deserve punishment. I just think our judicial system is fucked up beyond belief.I just saw on the news that a football player with the same charges I have received 30 days imprisonment and 10 years probation. I am looking at at LEAST 3 years with no early release for good behavior or earned time.Just goes to show where America's priorities are. Here I, a United States Marine Veteran, with no prior arrests, am getting a minimum of three years imprisonment. This jerk off who plays football, gets thirty fucking days and ten years probation.If you wish to write me contact my #1 or #2 family. My #2 will be on more since my #1 lost her internet for now. Once they have the address they will give it to whoever wishes to write me. I have until July 13th as of now before I go away.Thank you for your time,Ed Dunphy (

My Life In Combat...last Tour.."lessons Learned"
Veterans Day was yesterday and we are well past the one year mark in our deployment so I wanted to take a few moments to reflect on our year here and some lessons learned. First off I just wanted to extended my gratitude to the friends,family and even strangers who have supported me and my fellow soldiers along the way. It is an unpopular war,but It makes me feel good to know that everyone is behind us back home. As we reach the end of our deployment I look at my fellow soldiers and myself and cant help but think how much we have aged. We as a platoon, have grown so much together. The closeness of a combat soldier is like no other. For a year we have lived together, worked together,fought together,sometimes fought eachother,sweat together,bled together,laughed together,and cried together. In a way Im kind of sad we are almost done because once we return back to America, most will be moving on. Many are getting out,many are going to different units and very few will be staying in the p

Sick - If U Wonder Where I Been?
I HAVE A BAD SINUS INFECTION, STREAP THROAT, AND MY FIBRMYALGIA IS FLARED ALONG WITH MY BACK AND HIPS IN PAIN I HAVE NARROWING AND BULGGING DISC IN BACK AND NECK SO I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN HIT BY A TRUCK. SO THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN DAYS. SLOWLY BUT IM GETTING BETTER AND TAKING MED AND HAVE BEEN IN BED FOR DAYS. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!TY FOR ANY SUPPORT U HAVE SHOWN.

Through The Darkness
Through the darkness I see your lightGuiding me through this endless nightI feel you there just out of reachAs I walk along this endless beachI can hear your voiceLetting me know I have a choiceThe choice is for me to makeI count the moments my choice will takeReach out your handTo help me make this standTo have this moment foreverMakes us so very clever.I put my hand to my heartFinally our moment will start.Dedicated to a very wonderful and dear friend.I love you.

Untitled
I OFTEN FEEL I AM ALONE A NOMAD WITH NO PLACE TO CALL HOME NO ONE TO BELONG TO THERE'S ONLY ME NO IDEA OR SENSE AS TO WHO ID LIKE TO BE LIFE HAS NO MEANING WITHOUT PURPOSE IT SEEMS IVE NEVER FELT I COULD LIVE THE AMERICAN DREAM MOTHERLESS AT 8, FATHERLESS ALWAYS I LOOK TOWARDS THE HEAVENS AND PRAY FOR BETTER DAYS IF I MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY WITH OUT A TEAR IVE ACCOMPLISHED MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ONE YEAR I CAN'T FACE MY FEARS SO INSTEAD I CHOOSE TO HIDE IT EATS AWAY AT MY VERY CORE AND ROTTENS ME INSIDE I AM SCARED TO LOVE, BUT I REFUSE TO HATE DESTINED IN THE GAME OF LOVE TO END WITH STALEMATE THE ONLY THING I HAVE YET TO TRY IS DEATH ITS COMFORTING TO KNOW THAT AFTER IT, THERE'S NOTHING LEFT

Scream-avenged Sevenfold
Caught up in this madness, too blind to see Woke animal feelings in me Took over my sense and I lost control I'll taste your blood tonight You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me, baby But no, it's too late, you've wasted all your time Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time Ooh, you know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me, baby But no, it's too late, you've wasted all your time Cherishing those feelings Pleasuring Cover me Unwanted clemency Scream 'til there's silence Scream while there's life left vanishing Scream from the pleasure Unmask your desire, perishing We've all had a time where we've lost control We've all had our time to grow I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right I'll hunt again one night Ooh, you know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me, baby But no, it's too late,

A Day In A Lycan's Life
My body is racked with pain as I wake up screaming, was it a dream? It couldn't have been a dream, it was so vivid but it must have been a dream. I look out the window and see the sun coming over the horizon and continue to ponder that dream, if it was a dream. I think of the look of terror on that woman's face, see her as she runs away and I begin to chase her, I feel my heart beating as if chasing her is thrilling to me, I pounce and that is the last thing I remember from the dream. I get up and take a shower, don't have to work but I have a date tonight. I turn on the T.V. as I towel off and see a special news report, another woman was found dead, that is the second one in as many days. I stand shaken though as they show a picture of the woman that was in my dream but how could this be, it was only a dream wasn't it? I brush it off as coincedence and continue on my day, my date is only a few hours off. I take a quick glance at the clock and see it's 6:27, I better get going to pick

Psychoville
So did anyone see 'Psychoville' last night? The new comedy from half of the League of Gentlemen. Way way way fuckered up. Like, as dark and twisted as the League was, this is ten times less pleasant. And, needless to say, absolutely brilliant. Hysterically funny, if you like that kind of thing, and brilliantly pitched. If you missed it, get yourself to http://www.bbc.co.uk/psychoville/ to check it out.

Making Something
So I'm wanting to try out this jibjab thing, yeah I know I'm super late to the "trend". Thing is..I don't want to make one of me. =/ Who wants me to make one for them? lol. I'll leave it on your page if you want me to. Just let me know. Oh! If you're a father, Happy Father's Day!!

Giving In
Will you, walk me To the edge again Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Caught up, in life Losing all my friends Family has tried, to heal all my addictions Tragic it seems, to be alone again I'm giving in ... to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you I look forward, to dying tonight Drink 'til i'm myself, life's harder every day The stress has got me I'm giving in giving in, Giving in, no! Take me under (I'm killing all the pain) I'm dying tonight (I'm sick of all this faith) Watch me crumble (I'm killing all the pain) I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me, crumbl

Bad Day.....agghh
Ever had a really bad day that lasted more than a day lol. I been having one of those this last week lol. My AC went out on my van and with 3 little ones and over 90 degree heat and errands like crazy that is never fun. My husband was offshore so it was hard to bring to get fixed. I needed it so I couldn't be without it. We had a weeding to go to 3 hours away do I didnlt want to drive in the heat all dressed up. So my mom was like meet me 1/2 way the day before the wedding I will take your van you take my truck. My truuck had AC. She also live 3 hours away. It was ok if we sweated the day before just not all dressed up. She said she would take my van to get fixed she had another wya to get to wedding where she did not havd to go in hot van. OK we thought problem solved. So we thought...... So we go to the wedding yesterday. Was nice we had fun. We head on after wedding there is a back up in interstate do to some construction so we take some back roads home. We are in my moms truck s

Work
I'm having a great day(sarcasm). I had some asshole customer come in and start trouble so I had to call the cops to get him to leave. Two more steps toward me and I would have laid his ass out. How is everyone else's day?

Me Singing :)
Check it out :) I was messin' around...tryin' to figure out a song to sing for a try out and found out I like this...so yea...:) here goes nothing!! Oh yea...firefox doesn't work...use in IE :) http://www.zshare.net/audio/6173864369d67d18/]GiveMeOneReason.mp3

Ed Mcmahon
(CNN) -- Ed McMahon, the longtime pitchman and Johnny Carson sidekick whose "Heeeeeeerre's Johnny!" became a part of the vernacular, has died. McMahon passed away peacefully shortly after midnight at the Ronald Reagan/UCLA Medical Center, his publicist, Howard Bragman, said Tuesday McMahon, 86, was hospitalized in February with pneumonia and other medical problems. He had suffered a number of health problems in recent years, including a neck injury caused by a 2007 fall. In 2002, he sued various insurance companies and contractors over mold in his house and later collected a $7 million settlement. Though he later hosted a variety of shows -- including "Star Search" and "TV's Bloopers and Practical Jokes," McMahon's biggest fame came alongside Carson on "The Tonight Show," which Carson hosted from 1962 to 1992. The two met not long after Carson began hosting the game show "Who Do You Trust?" in 1957 "Johnny didn't look as if he was dying to see me," McMahon, who was hosting a show

R.i P
~*~In Loving Memory of~*~ John Thomas Anthony Brewer His life began December 6th 2007 and ended June 22nd 2009. He passed away 12:20 est JT was taken from us way before his time. He was sweet and innocent. He is with the angels now watching over his dad. He is his dads guardian angel.Jt you will be missed even from people who didnt even know you. WE LOVE YOU

How Prescient
I searched through my various virtual identities and found what I'd posted last year on my birthday.make a wishJune 22, 2008When my mother went to the hospital 29 years ago, the fluffy seed from the cottonwood trees was flying - it was, in essence, snowing in dakota territory. A warm, cottony blizzard. And so my mother called me this morning to wish me a happy day, to tell me that it's snowing cotton.Of course, she also sent me presents, one of which was a tea set. Very thoughtful. Minus the fact that it's "Tea for One." A tiny kettle, a tiny teacup. Just one."Mom, are you suggesting I'm never going to have anyone to drink tea with?"She tried to deny it, explaining that she'd received one for her birthday and loves it. It still seemed like a not-so-subtle hint at spinsterhood.Last night I attended a gala, and I took a girlfriend as my date. We drank, ate, socialized, celebrated my birthday. We woke early in the morning, and I made crepes and coffee. She lingered for a while, but heade

How To Make A Fubar Skin
=============HOW TO MAKE A FUBAR SKIN========================== ========================WITH HEADBAR======================= (This is what the skin should look like) 1. body,tbody,table, tr, th, td, = the look of the fonts on every part of the skin itself 2. div.alert_box_scroll,div.shout_box_scroll_content,div.blast_scroll = well of course the image that will show up in the shout box, the bar tab and the Blast box! 3. body, html = Background image 4. td.userprofile_headerbar = What you want on the top under your name 5. td.userprofile_primarycolumn = The column behing your main default pic! 6. textarea {background-color:transparent; = Where people go to write you a comment on your profile! 7. a:hover = Picture behind the shout box name when you click a person in your shoutbox to type... the pic is in there: 8. div#fixedtipdiv = Image behind their name when you click them: =========OTHER STUFF============= 1. In Each one ther

Also, Why I May Seem Out Of Sorts Today...
We all have laptops at work now, which we keep in locked drawers overnight. It's hot as hell today, so I was all hot and sweaty when I got in, cos I walk into work. That's when I realised I left my keys at home. So I got to do my 25 minute walk three times today. Not happy.

Trying To Help A Friend
Ok heres the deal... I have a friend trying to put her son through college. I am trying to help her out. I am not asking for money or anything like that I am simply asking you to go to the site I provide and sign up you dont ever have to use the site and it doesnt cost you anything. However if you have some spare time and want to make alittle extra cash it is an easy site to use. You simply take 30 second surveys and give an opinion once you reach $75.00 made you can have it sent to paypal. Most of the surveys pay $4.00 each and you make $1.25 for each person that you can get to sign up for them. However like I said you dont ever have to do them just simply sign up and feel good about yourself knowing that you helped a mother with sending her son to college. Now if you choose to help me out and I am hoping that most of my friends will please use the http link that I provide so that she will be given the credit for getting you to join the site. ONCE AGAIN YOU WILL NOT BE OUT ANY MONEY

Family And Friends
imikimi - Customize Your World! This goes out to all my Family and Friends here on Fubar: I just wanted to take a minute to let you all know just what you all mean to me. In the last year you have been here to lend an ear, a shoulder even your heart. I wanted to let you all know that I appreciate everything that you’ve done. Most of all though I wanted to say that you all have a piece of my heart. I love and care for each and every one of you. You have brought me laughter smiles and love. You are all very special in your own way to me. Love always: Mare

Why
WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD...I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN JUST LET YOU GO!!!!! LOVE DOES HURT REALLY BAD I AM SO LOST W/MYSELF RIGHT NOW AND DON'T KNOW WHAT 2 DO...HOW DO YOU GET OVER THE PAIN OR WILL I EVER GET OVER IT I DON'T KNOW I NEVER FELT THIS B4 AND I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN EVER............

Save The Economy. Legalize Maryjane.
Help save the economy. Call this number 973 409 3274 And listen to a 30 second explanation of how legalizing marijauna will help save the economy. Press pound at the end if you agree. 1 million endorsements and the proposal gets sent to Barack Obama. Spread the word!

Why??
Why is it that i am so disappointed in the male species??...i know i am a man, and i should be lumped in here as well but i dont hate myself.....I dont do dumb things( on purpose) to make myself look stupid but I cannot understand why we as men make ourselves look dumber than we actually are...... /end rant

Clarfication
Just because I added you, doesnt mean I like you. I am too lazy to filter who I add. Its only FuckinBar, so I just click on ADD ALL Just because I talked to you, doesnt mean I like you. I am a nice person like that,mkay? Just because you are nice to me, doesnt mean I like you. Chances are, you are either snoopin around and tryin find out thingies about my life, or are kissin my ass so I won't tear you another asshole. Just because I respond to your inquiries, doesn't mean I am tellin the truth. I really dont care much for convos about your mundane life, and dont expect you to care about mine. Unless you are one of my fubees (and you know who you are ). Chances are, if you are a single mom with 5 kids, and are level 87987 , or one of the local drama queens, I won't be talkin to you. ciao

If You're Not In Love With A Soldier...
If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know adventure. You don't know smelly grey PT uniforms that require daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflage bags flooding the bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes: "Honey, I am leaving to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I'm going, but I want you to know that I love you-always!". If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't kow what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying, wondering if you will ever see the love of your life alive again. If you're not in love with a so

Meet-what?
Blah. This is the second time in two weeks that I have had an early morning meeting. I usually try to avoid them because I am not really a morning person. Now I am sitting in a lobby, waiting for the client to show up, twenty minutes after we were scheduled to meet. To make things worse, I had to drive an hour to get here this morning. Which means that I'll have two wasted hours dedicated to this. Plus the time I spend waiting on this person, plus the gas I wasted driving here. I'm slightly perturbed. Such is life, I guess. How's the rest of the world?

Explanations And Reasons And More
i went to the psychiatrist yesterday, and as predicted he wouldn't prescribe xanax because of my multiple overdoses. he did however prescribe clorazepate which is another benzo, and best i can tell, although it is startinng to calm my anxiety, i'm thinking with how long its half life is, i may end up just sleeping most of it away. this does nothing for my depression which causes me to isolate and avoid most of the day as it is. i've been hiding from the world again, not only by avoiding talking to people online, but even in the house, the times i'm sleeping are completely opposite to anyone else, i hide in the bedroom. i'm so afraid that things won't work that i'm sabotaging them into not working. my dad's supposed to send out the shit i need to start working again, he still hasn't done that, he hasn't sent the money out to pay for my doctor's bills and he tore his achilles tendon so i have no idea when that will happen. as an aside: don't feel bad for him, he's in his fifties treatin

Pimp This
· ^_^ Jodieme... smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Rating blocked! I love it when some random person can take away your abilities for no reason at all. This site is really getting stupid. http://fubar.com/user/2762886

[the Vermin Which We Know As Man]
I have determined that we are all the same lifeforma walking, talking complex amino acid some of us with the parasitic mytochondria. We are all DNA in varying degrees of development and adaptation. All life on this planet has this in common, from single celled organisms, plants, to animals, to virus. And we're in constant competition trying to figure out the most adaptive and efficient form of life- and I propose that life has been found I introduce to youthe true master of evolution Grass. :) You see, we have a reversed perspective on evolution, where we SHOULD value efficiency adaptivity, survivability, and reproductive capabilities- we think advanced evolution to be the capacity of language and abstract thought when you think about it- the grass in your front lawn outnumbers the bugs in a square mile, and the people in an average sized urban mile. Grass is a self sustaining and self contained life form, and it is so numerable that if we were to be overrun with locusts and s

Farrah Fawcet Dead At 62 ...
Farrah Fawcett News Birthplace: Corpus Christi, Texas Birthday: February 2, 1947 'Charlie's Angel' Farrah Fawcett dies at 62 By BOB THOMAS, Associated Press Writer 1 hour and 21 minutes ago Farrah Fawcett, the "Charlie's Angels" star whose feathered blond hair and dazzling smile made her one of the biggest sex symbols of the 1970s, died Thursday after battling cancer. She was 62. The pop icon, who in the 1980s set aside the fantasy girl image to tackle serious roles, died shortly before 9:30 a.m. in a Santa Monica hospital, spokesman Paul Bloch said. Ryan O'Neal, the longtime companion who had reunited with Fawcett as she fought anal cancer, was at her side, along with close friend Alana Stewart, Bloch said. Email This Story IM This Story Print This Story "After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away," O'Neal said. "Although this is an extremely difficult time for her family and friends, we take comfort in the beautiful times t

I Dunno *shrugs*
SO THE "CANDY SHOP" WAS??? HOLDING A "SEXIEST MAN" CONTEST. IT HAS RECENTLY BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THAT THE PAGE IS NO LONGER THERE. WELL, IT IS THERE (IT IS NOT AN INVALID PAGE) IT JUST HAS NO PICS AND A BAGHEAD DEFAULT. I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT IS GOING ON OR WHAT HAS HAPPENED. YOU WILL HAVE TO CONTACT THE OWNER OF THAT PAGE. THE CANDY SHOP PAGE http://fubar.com/user/2516067 THE OWNER OF THE CANDY SHOP http://fubar.com/user/2033286 THE CEO OF THE CANDY SHOP http://fubar.com/user/2033286

Take This Pain
Take this pain from my life Stab me with a knife let me bleed As long as I need Take my sorrow So I may have a tomorrow I stand here and my heart dies As I listen to all your lies I don't want this pain anymore So cast my blood on the shore Shed my blood If it makes you feel good I don't want this pain Don't make me feel it again I don't want this pain to kill me Just set me free Give me peace So the anger I can release Let my anger be shown Leave me the hell alone I don't want to hurt you Since you haven't a clue Just back away Give me room to say I hate what you put me through

Men
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. ------------------------------------------ 1. Men are like ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.

Moments In Life
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real... When the door of happyness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has opened for us...Don't go for looks, they can decieve... Don't go for wealth, even that fades away... Go for someone who makes you smile, to make a dark day seem bright... Find the one that makes your heart smile... Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go... Be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do...May you have enough happyness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy... The happyest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they make the most of everything that comes their way... The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past... You can

I Haz Teh Emo
Circle of Friends-Edie Brickell Me, I'm a part of your circle of friendsand we notice you don't come around Me, I think it all depends on you touching ground with us. But, I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody elseit seems. And I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems. And being alone is the best way to be. When I'm by myself it's the best way to be. When I'm all alone it's the best way to be. When I'm by myself nobody else can say goodbye. Everything is temporary anyway. When the streets are wet -- the color slip into the sky. But I don't know why that means you and I are- that means you and.... I quit -- I give up.Nothin's good enough for anybody else it seems. But I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems. And being alone is the best way to be. When I'm by myself it's the best way to be. When I'm all alone it's the best way to be.When I'm by myself nobody else can say... Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends an

Socially Acceptable
To all the closed minded pricks this is for you. Before you judge someone based on what they look like based on body modifications. You should be taken out back and shot right between the eyes. I absolutely love my tattoos and piercings. So before you tell me to look at what an example I am setting for the children and people around me take a good fucking look at what example you and your so called "Society" are setting for the future.Physical Features - Super models who pay for their body to be accepted not as a person but a icon. A sex symbol. Drug addict. Alcohol abuse. Shall I go on? You have all these young women aging from pre teens to adults who binge to lose weight because you cant accept that they have some extra weight. Some cases leading to them die from lack of eating and popping pills, or doing drugs to become skinny and socially acceptable . Fucking hypocritical bastards. Degrading someone because they dont have the same beliefs as you. Religion or otherwise. We are not a

Cheating
And yet another primate is posting one of those "is it cheating?" mumms. Its like if a married woman meets a guy, that means she is gonna swallow his cock and dine on his man chum. WTF?? I am not a very social person in RL, so the net gives me the opportunity to meet equally disgusting, politically incorrect people and start friendships with them. I talk to guys, and I have met a couple in RL. Does it mean I fuck them, and start off road relationships with them? Fuck no. I dont meet MEN, I meet PEOPLE. My husband knows I'm not gonna trade him in for a cyber cock, and I know he is not gonna trade me in for his female friends. SO its all good. Insecure people are hard to deal with, and irritate the fuck out of me. Grrrr

The Jungle Test
You Are Imaginative You are a creative, innovative person. You're not afraid of great risks. Right now, you are seeking a new challenge and a complete life change. You are drawn to people who are passionate and deep. You feel like there are a few minor things in your life that need to be changed. You make a lot of course corrections in your life. Your first reaction is usually not your final verdict. The Jungle Test

How Many F's
There are no Tricks to the test. Read this sentence: FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE- SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIF- IC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS. Now count aloud the F's in that sentence. Important, count them ONLY ONCE: do not go back and count them again.. Answer Below No PEEKING !! keep going and going a little more almost there Finally Answer is given now !! One of average intelligence finds three of them. If you spotted four, you're above average. If you got five, you can turn your nose at most anybody. If you caught six, you are a genius. There is no catch. Many people forget the "OF"'s. The human brain tends to see them as V's and not F's.

Once In A Lifetime..
Once in a lifetime you find something special, Your lives intermingle and somehow you know this is the beginning of all you have longed for A love you can build. A love that will grow. Once in a lifetime to those who are lucky, a miracle happens and all dreams come true. I know it can happen, it happened to me, for I've found the "Once in a lifetime" in you-

Bling Credit Auction
Auctioning Off bling credits... Taking offers on 50 bling credits (thats 2 $20 bling credit packs) the highest bid will win auction only fu bucks. The bidding begins today and ends tomorrow July 2nd at 10am west coast time and u can bid more than once... Comment on blog all bids ty and bling will be given right after paid for... I will send you a message that u won the auction...

I Will Not Be Around For A While....
I finally got an apartment and while at this point it will be more like camping til I can get my stuff from up north, it will be sane. There is insanity here I can tolerate no longer. I'm moving as much as I can into the apartment tonight and will come back and get the rest of it when the opportunity presents itself. Thank you Psyche for agreeing to hang with me at the apt tonight after work!! It means more than you can possibly imagine given my circumstances right now. LOL So...we do have internet at work we can use so I will check in when I can. Weekends I will not be around at all. Y'all will be missed more than you know but I'll be back as soon as I can!! Take care everyone...and play nice!! Let the adventure begin! AGAIN! LOL

About Me
Hey everyone! I am doing this blog 2 let yall know more about me! I am a 31 year old stay at home mom! I have a beautiful 2 year old little girl..she is my life! I have a wonderfull man...he is the love of my life! He has 4 wonderful kids that I love as if they were mine! We r not married but we have been 2gether a little over 4 years! We r swingers...I am bi & he is straight! I was born & raised in Brmingham, AL but now live in Strawberry Plains, TN! I was married once b4 but he was a real a**hole! Lets see what else 2 tell yall....hmmm! I am 5'9" tall with blue eyes & strawberry blonde hair with blonde highlights! 4 those who wanted 2know what size my tit r....44DDD! I am a very honest person! I get along with just about anyone...till u piss me off! I am a very out going, open minded person! I love music...all kinds...rock & metal r my favs though! My fav bands r: Metallica, Korn, Ozzy, Mudvayne, Buckcherry, Nickleback, Puddle Of Mud & Marlyn Manson! Things I like 2 do: Dance, party

Silly Email
Bricklayer's Accident Report ~ Possibly the funniest story in a while. This is a bricklayer's accident report, which was printed in the newsletter of the Australian equivalent of the Workers' Compensation board. This is a true story. Had this guy died, he'd have received a Darwin Award for sure.... Dear Sir: I am writing in response to your request for additional information in Block 3 of the accident report form. I put "poor planning" as the cause of my accident. You asked for a fuller explanation and I trust the following details will be sufficient. I am a bricklayer by trade. On the day of the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six story building. When I completed my w ork, found that I had some bricks left over which, when weighed later, were found to be slightly in excess of 500 lbs. Rather than carry the bricks down by hand, I decided to lower them in a barrel by using a pulley, which was attached to the side of the building on the sixth floor. Securing the rope

Personality Type
Type B Although you are an assertive, natural born leader, you don't mind being led. No doubt, you may procrastinate at times but you really are a hardworker. However, you know when to cool down and have fun. You make sure you incorporate rest into your day and often feel agitated without a good dose of alone time.

Remembering The 4th
The Shadow of a Soldier A silhouette is seen through the smoke and haze. Watching all the images A country set ablaze. Standing tall with confidence and poise The image in the distance tunes out the battle noise Tanks and trucks Roll across the land America's finest Walk the desert, hand in hand Hearts are heavy Eyes, full of tears This war could take months Maybe even years Images of pain Etched into our minds

First Impression
Thank Facebook again. I do like that the picture was a bear though =] Guess what?! You love meeting new people and you are good at it. You strike up easy conversation topics you listen attentively. Your personality is very inviting and people are naturally drawn towards you.

Me
I've been sitting here thinking and thinking.. I don't know how to look good.. I don't know how to be seductive.. I don't know how to be flirtation... I don't know how to tease.... I don't know the basics of being feminine.. I don't know how to be what most men want.. BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I DO KNOW IS.. I KNOW HOW TO BE ME... AND YOU KNOW WHAT... THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!!!

Angel Vs Demon Contest!!!
ANGELS vs DEMONS OKAY, HERE IS THE PLAN: MANY KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN ADDING A LOT OF PPL TO MY FRIENDS LIST. I AM COMPILING 2 LISTS FROM MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOLDERS. ONE LIST IS STRICTLY ANGELS THE OTHER IS STRICTLY DEMONS. THESE ARE BOMB LISTS. I WILL BE BOMBING THE ANGELS AND THE DEMONS SEPERATELY. WHICHEVER LIST NETS THE HIGHEST SCORE, (SO TURN ON YOUR 11'S PRIOR TO THE TIME I BOMB), THE HIGH SCORING GROUP WILL BE BOMBED A SECOND TIME AFTER THE TALLY IS COMPUTED. I FEEL THAT THIS WILL NOT ONLY BE EXTREMELY FUN BUT IT WILL ALLOW ME TO HELP LOTS OF PEOPLE LEVEL. THANK YOU TO SHADOW DANCER FOR HELPING ME DECIDE ON WHAT TO GIVE THE WINNERS:D PS: THERE WILL BE A SET NUMBER OF PPL FOR EACH OF THE BOMBS TO JUDGE THE CONTEST. 105 ANGELS AND 105 DEMONS. I HIT AN AVERAGE OF 115-118 PROFILES WITH A SINGLE BOMB EVERY TIME I BOMB I WILL CALL WHATEVER TIME IS LEFT OVER ON MY BOMB A LOSS FOR THE CONTEST AFTER I HAVE HIT THE REQUIRED NUMBER OF PROFILES. THAT WAY THERE IS NO W

Cold Water
(True Story. I did this today! hehe gotta keep your imaginations going) She should have known that today would lead to a lot more than she bargained for. This morning, she woke up with a large damp area in her light blue panties, darkened to a deep azure by the wetness seeping through. Without much thought, she continued throughout the day without even an inkling of feeling any sexual desire. It wasn't until night fell that her desires came raging out suddenly. At first she merely stripped out of her clothes and wandered throughout her apartment. She sat at her computer and went about her routine of checking her email. Nothing special tonight. She thought about the package of surprises she received today. She had bought a few things to share with her man later in the week. She smiled as she thought about using that feather to dust the berry-flavored powder on his skin just before she licked it off. She thought about the new lube she intended to drip onto his cock before taking him

Plant Your Own Garden
After a while you learn the difference,Subtle difference,Between holding a hand andChaining a soul.You learn that loveDoesn't mean leaning andCompany doesn't mean security.You begin to learnThat kisses aren't contracts andPresents aren't promises.You begin to accept your defeatsWith your head up and your eyes open,With the grace of an adult,Not the grief of a child.You learn to buildAll your roads on todayBecause tomorrow's groundIs too uncertain for plans.After a while you learnThat even sunshine burnsIf you get too much.So you plant your own garden and Decorate your own soulInstead of waitingFor someone to bring you flowers.You learnThat you really can endure.That you really are strong. You really do have worth.Author Unknown This has been my favorite poem since I was about 12...

Did You Know??
Did you know that you can't rank in the tops without a verified salute? Did you know that if your red you don't show up in the users online section? Did you also know that if your level 31+ you no longer show up in the users online section? Just wanted to throw those three little tidbits of information out there. Now I need to rant about something.... I am ALL for the parents that are all for their kids. I really really am. However! It is wrong on so many levels to join ANY networking website using a photo of your child as the default photo. I rate newbies on a daily basis and its something I see often. It's gross that people join an ADULT networking site and are willing to upload a photo of their child as their default yet aren't willing to upload a photo of themselves. Whats scary is...who knows if thats actually their children or just a photo of children they stole off the web. Example:

This Is Bs
My original account screen name was Ravinglunitic. That account was closed on me by Fubar on the 3rd. Reason for closing, I appeared to be a scammer... Whats the deal, plain and simple, i started surfing using a proxy. Apparently the proxy address I was using cross referenced with a scammers addy, my account immediately deleted... At least thats what Im able to gather from Scrapper between "read my blog". So, there's 6 months of fulife errased with no warning, gone. There is no mention of proxy addys anywhere in the terms of use and if they actually reviewed the accounts before deleting they would see I was not who they thought. Thanks a ton fu and scrapper.... I appreciate having all that taken from me for BS reasons.

Tomorrow
Just giving you all heads up.. tomorrow I will be a mess and the next few days... you probably won't want to talk to me.. I am going to break down and probably crying all day...My daughter goes back home tomorrow.. her two weeks here visiting me is over tomorrow. And it is already killing me.. I have swallowed so many tears so she won't see me crying so much.. but thought I would give you all heads up. I might be even more fucked up than I already am. I don't know when I will see her again. So, I am really sorry ahead of time. Cassie.

A Great Big Thank You To You All
OK so tonight I levelled to Henchman - yay - basically this blog is to thank you all for your great help and rates and comments and friend adds etc - if you are one of the ones that helped me level - please leave a comment on this blog so that I know who to rtf to - also please bear with me if I take time to get back at you.. Once again THANK YOU ALL xxxxxx

Fuck Fuck Fuck
I'm in a mood again! I'm so sick of life! I just want to be happy, and everytime I get close to it, something pushes it away!And now I have to go spend 8 hours at a job that I utterly dispise!FUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

What Would You Think
ok so to speak this is nothing new to me or any 1 else but i was married for 8 years once... the x wife didnt want every 1 on fubar knowing she was my wife... she wouldnt add me to her name or anything ... well needless to say she left me for some 1 else n yes it was someone from fubar.....which brings me to this i said something to my gf about adding r/l bf gf to each other in the about me section ..... she said do what i need to do ... so i asked her if she was going to add it to hers ... her responce was I dont know .... so speaking from the past this raised a another huge red flag... so what do you my friends all think about this

New Bartab
YOU CAN GO TO YOUR BARTAB SETTINGS AND TURN THE NEW BARTAB OFF..CLICK ON FILTERS AND TURN IT ALL OFF. THE BULLETIN BOARD IS ON THE LOW RIGHT HAND SIDE THIS NEW STYLE SUCKS~ THEY NEED TO USE MY MOTHERS MOTTO IN LIFE IF IT IS NOT BROKE DON'T FIX IT~!

Nominations
Nominations come from YOU the FABA members send all nominations in a MESSAGE to FABA when someone rates your FABA album and comments last pik FABA love thats a nomination when someone pimps you/shitfaces you thats a nomination when somone makes you a tag/pik thats a nominations when love is shown to you nominate that member love other members to get nominated we have FABA albums i suggest you use this for FABA love...FABA can watch these aswell for nominations FABA offers you a few ways to get nominated on your own... Rate the Bomb album and comment you did = 5 nominations Bomb the FABA Bomb album = 3 nominations send FABA a ticker for 1 nomination salute FABA for 1 nomination bling FABA for 1 nomination get your friends to rate all the ID tags and comment last one you sent them...for every 5 friends that do this you get 2 nominations play FABA games and send finished games to FABA 1 nomination

Status Messages
I have gotten a few messages about mine and what it means. I am a firm believer in personal responsibility, and seeing what is going on around you. Too many people are blinded by personal feelings to see things for what they are. I implore all of you to remove the veil from your eyes and take a good look at what is going on around you. At home, at work, in your daily activities. Ignorance is never an excuse. Just because you choose to live in the dark, does not make what is happening any less wrong. We can all make this world a better place for future generations if we simply take time to take responsibility. That is all.

For Those Who Know Me.
I just found out that I have Cervical disc degeneration is a common cause of neck pain, most frequently felt as a stiff neck. Cervical degenerative disc disease is much less common than disc degeneration in the lumbar spine because the neck generally is subjected to far less torque and force. Nonetheless, a fall or a twisting injury to the disc space can spur degeneration, and accumulated wear and tear on the disc over time can also lead to neck pain caused by disc degeneration. Finding out that this is a injury that happoned in my early childhood. DR. told me that I was in much to bad of shape for my age. In addition to having the low-grade pain of a stiff or inflexible neck, many patients with cervical disc degeneration have numbness, tingling, or even weakness in the neck, arms, or shoulders as a result of nerves in the cervical area becoming irritated or pinched. For example, a pinched nerve root in the C6-C7 segment could result in weakness in the triceps and forearms, wrist

Enough Is Enough!!!!!!
Others Have Died This Month Sooooooo True!! With no disrespect intended to the Jackson family, this sure does reveal the shallowness of our value system in this country. While the focus today, tomorrow and for the next God-knows-how-many-days will be the death of a pop culture icon; while many will mourn, wail and quite literally make fools of themselves over it and while many will speak endlessly about it, allow me, if only for a moment, to remind us all that others have died this month; others whose lives were cut short; others who leave behind loved ones and whose families will dearly miss them; families who'll suffer with much more dignity and honor than we'll be exposed to on the tube in the coming days. Yes... it's true... we've suffered a great loss... but forgive me while I tell you that I'm not talking about the king of pop music. These American military members died in Iraq this month: Sergeant Justin J. Duffy Specialist Christopher M. Kurth Specialist Charles

15 Jul 05
This is my account of what occured on the day of 15 Jul 05 while serving in combat operations in Baghdad Iraq. I was on a special security team called a Personal Security Detatchment, or PSD for short. We were pulled from our Infantry line units, and thrown into HHC (HQ). Our main objective for our 12 man team was to provide critical close security for our upper echelon chain of command, reporters, government officials, VIPs (not of the FU type) and on site static security for meetings. Essentially, we would mostly take commanders to meetings, pull security and bring them back. I was fortunate enough to be in a real good unit 3rd Batallion 156th Infantry out of Lake Charles, LA (Louisiana Army Guard). They led from the front, as we did raids, Traffic Control Points (TCPs), route clearance, humanitarian aid. It was great. And since you are on a PSD, you don't get a small area of operations. Because you work for a command, they have several smaller line units under them, so the HQ

Real Men Bleed Bbq Sauce!
So several years ago, when my kids were smaller, we had some neighbors over for a BBQ. They had brought down their Go-Kart, and all my kids and their kids, plus other neighborhood kids, were all taking turns tearing up the yard in it. I noticed one of the foam pads that protect you from face-planting into the metal bar was hanging off and about to come off completely, so I called out to whoever was driving it at the time to come over to me. I grabbed a couple of tie-wraps and cinched it down nice & tight. Flipped my trusty Buck knife open to cut off the ends of the tie wraps, but because my knife was somewhat dull, I had to really press down hard, and oops, sliced right thru the tie-wrap and stuck myself in the leg. It went in about an inch (tip first), blood immediately starting coming out and going down my leg, soaking my sock & shoe. My daughter Rachel (my youngest, she was about 5 at the time) was there watching this, and started freaking out! Her face was white as a ghost and she

Spotlight Fund! Means Alot To Me.
I have been craving that spotlight since I started on fu.I would loooove so much if I could get it.I can only get it on wednesday's since I am above level 25. Please! Please! If you can spare any fubucks I will be more then appreciative.Anyone who donates over 1 million will recieve one safe for work salute from me.Can I do this? I believe that with the awesome friends I have I'll be able to get spotlight.Help a girl out? If not I will have to cut off all your heads.=) J/k J/k.

Stalker
Stalkers herestalkers therestalker follows me everywhereblocked him on yahoorun him off hereHe pops up againand i dont really careHe thinks i dont see himits plain as dayHes looking for his next victimthat he can playHe is demandinghe crys like a bi**chhe wonders why ppl dont like himhe needs to stop being a snitchI hope he reads thisand really understandsthat being a stalker is theworse in the land.Cry me a riverstalk someone elsehope she is readyfor your selfish BS

Funny Text Messages
1.(631): Just chased the kids into the backyard with kitchen knives. Best. Babysitters. Ever. 2.(775): Not good, Ive never been this late. We need to talk. (504): Error 1684C: You're last text was undeeliverable. Subscriber is our to the aera. 3.(302): Would you rather have a 10 inch but pencil thin penis or a 2 inch very fat one? (845): Fat, it's not about touching the bottom it's about raising hell of the sides. 4.(614): I'm not going to blow you while you look at fish on the internet. 5.(402): I shaved my pubes to make my cock look like it has a lions mane. to surprise the girl that works at the zoo when she comes over. 6.(215): After she swallowed she let out a hurge burp. No BS. I'm the cock of the walk. (610): I think you have the wrong number. But at any rate, respect. 7.(440): yea ive hooked up with like half those guys (1-440): and i've hooked up with the other half...when our powers combine, we are captain slutbag 8.(205): we were exchanging secrets last night... sh

Gee Thanks Cracker
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am obsessed with the Daisy of Love show. I will cry when it ends. And I will beat the shit out of her if she doesn’t pick Flex. 2. My shoulder hurts like hell and if my friend ever tries to pull me through a revolving door again to look at some chick with double D tits, I will rip his eyes out. I am VERY serious. 3. I hate Buffalo wings and buffalo wing pizza and ranch dressing. I know I’m a communist. Sue me! 4. Rayne was the native name given to me the day I was born because I wouldn’t stop crying till it started storming. It was smooth sailing for my parents’ every time it rained. I s

Sex
Mission for a missionaryMissionary quite contraryHow does your garden growA sixty niner is always finerCome on lets go, dont be slowDiggy doggy, bend overAnd i'll do you, real slow, no really slowWe both stand up you pretendYoure looking over my shoulderFor a four leaf cloverWe both pretend that we dont knowWe sit up and face each otherWe'll just sit till the cows come homeI'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the trackYou saddle me like you would a coltI'll just lie there try not to bolt

Tag Your It, Tagged By Crazy Cracker
Tag your it Blog game, I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going. HAVE FUN! 1- Since I was a child I have gagged at the smell of hot dogs, they make me sick as a dog! 2-I'm left handed, but I do most activities with my right hand excluding writing. 3-I was chosen to play on the all star softball team when I was in High school, it was then that I realized just how much I sucked! Those girls rocked. 4-I can't for the life of me sleep at night no matter how hard I try, or how sleepy I may feel, if I do fall asleep, I'll wake up within the next hour or before. 5- I hate the Tag your it game. 6- I wear a size 5 1/2 shoe and it's rare to walk in and find a pair of shoes that fit. 7-I'm addicted to powdered donuts, I'm going to counseling for it ;-)~ 8-I absolutely

Doing A 360
Doing a 360 is cool..if you're on a skateboard. Doing a 360 in life blows. Those of you who are close to me know the absolutely horrible things I've had to face lately. So here I am, on the other side of this awful situation, well several situations, and I'm stuck with this onslaught of emotions. I had a plan, a purpose, and was executing that plan. I gained confidence and strength in myself and then life smacked me right in the face. I fought through one bad situation, and in the end it took a lot out of me. I'm a fighter though, I didn't give up. And then I got hit again with something else, and then again with something else. It got to where the bad things were happening so fast that things were kind of spinning out of control. I'm a good person, so it's bizarre that I've had to go through so much.Anyway, I have all these emotions and nothing to do but sit here and work through them. I don't even know where to start. I have never been one of those people that knows beyond a doubt wh

Friday Night Forgets... Maybe Regrets Lol
We went to the bar last Friday night, my best friend and I. The bar owner says to Sandi, "Oh I heard you were on the bar a few weeks ago." Sandi looks at me.. and we both say.. " I don't remember that." The bad thing is, I don't drink, I should remember things. lol We talk a little further and all of a sudden Sandi says, "Ohhhh I remember now." She mumbles a few things and I pop up and say, "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh I remember now." Bless little Sandi's heart, she was up on the bar with her legs in the air and someone was using a twister game mat to diaper her with. I sure as hell hope they powdered her ass too. What the F did I have to remember that for? I don't think I will ever be the same again..... *blank stare* help me.........

Where Do I Go From Here?
Mkay.I'm jobless(no longer a dj at GFR;and before you jump and assume they screwed me over let me assure you it was MY fuckup..shoulda called in sick the 3 sets I missed but wasn't able to), and I never did much like FuBar.I refuse to dj for anyone else, being in my opinion, I suck as a dj.And MUMMS are full of bitter, life-hating trolls.So..where do I go from here?This ain't self-pity, this is an honest question.Any input, even nasty, hateful input, is appreciated. Thanks. My YiM is sithlordfenris_x138 btw should any of you wish to stay in contact with me.

Tater Tots Maybe?
Now for the record, I have had my tubes tied,burnt and cut but I am three weeks late. Is this possible??? could I really be??? or am I just too overly excited that I might be? arg i dunno. should I get a test? or is it a waste of time?? OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

What It Takes To Get Further In Fu
Leveling Requirements created @ 2009-06-29 13:31:41 A lot of people are not aware of the requirements for each level after 30, so I am posting them for easy reference. I will do ANGELS first, and then DEMONS. At the bottom of this, I will also be putting the Level 31+ User Agreement. ANGELS Level 31~ 105,000,000 Points Must have had 100 ability points spent on you. Must have been added as family by at least 50 people at time of levelup. Level 32~ 120,000,000 Points Must have at least 25,000,000 fuBucks at time of levelup check. Must have won the spotlight after reaching level 31. Level 33~ 140,000,000 Points Must have been rated 11 by fubar family. Requirement must have been met within the last two weeks and after reaching level 32.

Broken Hearts
This is to both men and women!!! We all know this is the internet but when you play with peoples hearts it's def not cool:( When you hurt some one with your games and lies and deception you need to be careful because one day it may come back to you with your heart being broken. There is that right person out there for everyone and I hope everyone finds that but until then please watch the heart strings u step on. We are all grownups and adults so some of you need to fucking act like it on here!!!! I am here to make some awesome friends whether it be male/female and would NEVER step over any boundries or talk to anyones bf/gf , please show some respect to those you know are in relationships on here. Thats all for now, I vented! Lol. OH P.S. Love you all:)

Changes
I have recently made some changes....physical ones, but still changes none the less. I've pulled away as I am so good at doing for several reasons, because in solitude I can eventually find peace. So I yanked up my stakes and moved my sons to a land far, far away (yes, that is sarcasm). While I don't regret this decision by any means, I am having a reality check and it has sunk it what I have done. We have a tendency to get lost and since it's just been days, as of yet we have no friends or comfort zone. Now this appeals greatly to me and my sense of adventure but....now I am scared. I've always been in places where I have friends and family (if I choose to go around them) but now I have neither. I know my reasons for doing what I have done and it's too late to change it even if I wanted to. I just wonder if I am the only person who is constantly looking for something. Punishing yourself for invisible "wrongs" and all the while saying I don't deserve it or if I just do th

Fishing Advice
Two buddies are fishing, but they haven't caught anything all day. Then, another fisherman walks by with a huge load of fish. They ask him "excuse me, but where did you get all those fish?" The other fisherman replies," If you just go down the stream until the water isn't salty, there are a ton of hungry fish." They thank him and go on their way. 15 minutes later, one fisherman says to the other "fill the bucket up with water and see if the water is salty." He dips the bucket in the stream and drinks some. "Nope. Still salty." 30 minutes later, he asks him to check again. "Nope, still salty." One hour later they check again. "Nope. Still salty." "This isn't good," the fisherman finally says. "We have been walking for almost two hours and the water is still salty!" "I know," says the other. "And the bucket is almost empty!"

Would Have Been So Much Better With A Picture
i was in my sisters car earlier and spotted a shop. it was called "the way women are" it was empty as it had closed down. but somebody had put a poster for a fireworks display on the window. it really made me fucking lol in my sisters car

An Update On The Update
The DR is redid the biopsy and took it to the lab personally. I did find out that is NOT CANCER. I am not out of the woods yet. I have to have surgury on the 31st but there expecting a full recoverory.

Lost In Your Eyes
Debbie GibsonElectric YouthLost In Your Eyes Verse 1:I get lost in your eyesAnd i feel my spirits riseAnd soar like the wind..Is it love that i am in?I get weak in a glanceIsn't that what's called romance?...and now i know'cause when i'm lost i can't let goChorus:I don't mind not knowing what i'm headed forYou can take me to the skies...It's like being lost in heavenWhen i'm lost in your eyesVerse 2:I just fell, don't know why[ Debbie Gibson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Something's there we can't deny...And when i first knewWas when i first looked at youAnd if i can't find my wayIf salvation seems worlds awayOh, i'll be foundWhen i am lost in your eyesChorus:I don't mind not knowing what i'm headed forYou can take me to the skies...Oh it's like being lost in heavenWhen i'm lost in your eyesVerse 3:I get weak in a glanceIsn't this what's called romance?Oh, i'll be foundWhen i am lost in your eyes

Chapter 1a: B.d.s.m. Acronym Examined. ~ Manual & Memoirs Of A Master.
Chapter 1a: B.D.S.M. Acronym Examined. This segment covers the Principles, Ideologies, Symbolism's, Aspects, Nuances, and Intricacies of B.D.S.M. The counterculture microcosm has many terms and analogies to help identify and classify where exactly one would ‘fit in’. Labels are frowned upon and are not intended to stereotype or be negative. B.D.S.M. categories only attempt to classify ones condition so others may understand their desires, and ‘type’. To avoid any confusion, this book will attempt to cover all areas, A-Z, so as to be read and used by everyone from the fledgling neophytes to the seasoned vets. The Trinity Emblem: Symbolic Divisions of Thrice I. B.D.S.M.: B/D – D/s – S/m The acronym B.D.S.M. includes psychological and physiological facets. • B/D: Bondage & Discipline. • D/s: Dominant & submissive. • S/M: Sadism & Masochism. II. Disposition: Temperament/Fetish Divisions • Top • Bottom • Switch III. Etiquette Motto: Ethics & Morality • Safe

Thoughts Ii
----------------My son Neil starts junior high tomorrow. I take the boys to school every morning. Neil and I had this short conversation tonight (he was at his mom's house, I was at mine): Me: you have to get up early!Neil: i knowMe : get in bed soon!Neil: i willMe: big day tomorrow....i'll see you in the morningNeil: okNeil: i've got everything ready Me : sweet...good job.....i'm so excited for youNeil: yeahMe: get a good nights sleep ok?Neil: okMe: you're gonna do great ...i am so proud of you...damn...6th grade neil.....cache65: quit growing up so fast!Neil: i can't!Me: lol....Me: i love you son...see ya in the morning ok?Neil: okMe: sleep well!Neil: k I'm so in love with this young man! In our family, it seems to become a "right of passage" once the boys get into sixth grade. No more hugging them in public, no self assurance that I can control their every move, no more walking them into school to meet their teachers. It makes me sad sometimes that I only have one young one left t

Friends Over The Computer
You know it is so hard being friends with someone over the computer.. This morning I got an email from a very old and dear friend.. he suddenly vanished and I hadnt seen nor spoken to him in two years.. he just up and vanished...leaving me to wonder...but anyways.. in his email he said he suffered from his third heartattack and it brought on a stroke.. I didnt know all of this.. cause we are only friends on the computer. It sucks, when one of us is hurt, can't get online or even worse death!...No one will ever know. And that hurts a lot. I have a few people on my family list right now that passed away, thank Gods their family knew me and knew how to get ahold of me to tell me.. others ae vanished and it has me scared, the thoughts of what may have happened..leaves me sad. I have thought of this before, but getting that email this morning just drove it home for me.. and made me see.. we could lose each other and never know it.. It bothers me a lot.. the friends I have made here a

Fubreak
look im not doin this for attention or for anyone to feel sorry for me im doin this for me im taking a fubreak i'll get on n do my 11s, if u want em one day send me a sb n you can have em idc if u rate me or not when im gone u do as you please if u want my yim, aim or email just ask n i'll give it to you Josh

Spooked.
let me start by saying i absolutely do not believe in superstitious anything at all. but i have to admit to being fucking totally spooked. in less than two hours these things happened. i had to give my address to my wife in a private message earlier today. anyways someone added me and read my blog about things finally moving about the divorce. shoutboxed me about it, the same instance i get a reply from my wife. little later i am looking through old photo album, folder with about 100 pics in it. one and only one of those pictures has one of my nieces in it. the same instance i get to that pic i get a text from her for the first time in about 2 weeks maybe. finally i had a kinda play fight that got a little out of hand with someone earlier. i was talking to a third party that i think i really pissed her off. i sb'ed i am sorry. left it for a while then sb'ed the other person that i still getting nothing but silence. the same instance the person i thought i had pissed o

Whats In A Name
Enforcer- a man who couldn't enforce wiping his own ass in real life, but who is great at onlinez machismo. Shirtless pics are a must, ofcourse, to lure women that consider themselves goddesses...online. Goddess- an overweight woman that was raised on fairy tales about a success of an ugly duckling; failure started in grade school, when she was nominated for "the most successful to fail". Chances are, she turned bitter after a crush stood her up at a homecoming dance, to which she wore a floor length pink gown and crimped hair. Scouting bars and seedy joints, she complains why there is no prince Charming to sweep her and her 5 kids away on his horse. The answer is- because he is too busy courting a Hottie. Hottie- a woman that is aimlessly trying to make her appearance look as artificial as possible in order for people not to see the real thing. Because if they did, chances are, they wouldn't want that in a first place. She usually is busy spreading air or pompousness.making pe

Tats
Soo, my 19 yo niece went to a tattoo shop today. Her mom (my sis in law) is always playing that responsible concerned mother, yet... There is no fuckin WAY my teen daughter (if I had one) would be gettin a nasty tat. Well, the mom got herself a butterfly tat herself, so I guess she cant be talkin. I am dumbfounded by the desire of some people to mark their bodies for LIFE because of some on a whim decision. Esp shit like names, flowers, skulls, demons, other stupid garbage they will regret later on for sure. Jsut dumb

Point Whoring Mommas
Are there really that many useless tubs of shit in one place? Every time I turn around, theres a high level skank with a colored name and a status message involving bling packs and/or crushes and NSFW. A closer look reveals a collection of illegitimate children of various ethnicities and/or daddies playing on the floor behind them, surrounded by the debris of another drunken night of cam whoring and neglect. Is it REALLY so hard to lift your immense bulk out of youre sweat, cum, and food scrap encrusted chair every once in a while and take care of your kids, or lean against a snow shovel long enough to push the trash off of your living room floor and either down the cellar stairs, or more likely, since youre living in a filthy rodent ridden trailer, out the door and onto your front lawn? If this is too much stress to handle in your busy fubar day, please shove a hand grenade up your cunt so you can never reproduce again. Seriously.

Natural Cures For Poor Memory - More Than Home Remedies
To improve your memory, take a good multi-vitamin. And, be sure to get at least 100 percent of the daily requirement of Vitamin B-12, Vitamin B-6, folic acid, Vitamin E, zinc, and lecithin. Take ginkgo biloba and evening primrose oil daily. Play a memory game, like Concentration, daily. Use your brain more. Take up crossword puzzles, scrabble, solitaire, etc., to exercise your mind. Get enough sleep, and exercise daily.

You Are Not...
This is your life and its ending one minute at a time.. This is your life and it only happens once... This is your life and you don't get another one... This is your life and it gets shorter with each breath.. You are not your job... You are not your paycheck... You are not your bills... You are not your college degree... You are not the car you drive... You are not the house you live in... You are not the state you live in... You are not your clothes.... You are not the music you listen to... You are not your friends you hang out with... You are not the way you talk.. You are not your exercise routine... You are not your cleavage.... You are not your penis.... You are not your waist line... You are not your own home porn pictures... You are not your hobby... You are not your myspace profile... You are not your profile pictures... You are not your friends list... You are not your point total... You are not your fu level.... You are not your fucking bling... Y

And The Depression Continues....
This depression is killing me slowly. But I gotta give the guy credit No man has ever reduced me to this severe of a depression before. So WTG Mr. Not-so-dreamy-anymore. I have never cried so much for so long ever in my life. I have to get out of here. Staying here only reminds me of what was and what will never be again. I haven't slept in days I haven't eaten much All I do is hibernate in my bed. This is so far out of character for me. I can usually bounce right back, get back up on that proverbial saddle. Why is this time so different? I don't get it. :(

One Trillion Dollars Visualized
It's official, trillion is the new billion. No longer is government spending talked about in terms of a mere ten digits. With the recent flurry of government spending, we are going to need another three zeros to make sense of it all. One trillion dollars is a number that few people can comprehend, let alone your standard nine digit calculator. So what does one trillion dollars look like? Click here

Ugh...
You kno im tired tired of all the jerks,fakers,liars, know-it-all's etc... Well ive been in a bit of realtionships and they all dont work out ive seen em all the bad, the jerks, the sensative ones. the know-it alls, the jealous ones and lets just say im tired of it all and im about to give up on guys.Better for me ive tried my hardest i swear i have ive been the sweetest person i can be in a realtionship and nothing seems to work i always just get hurt and im sick and tired of it.Some are just jerks who dont give me a chance to prove myself just because I might be pretty doesnt mean im stupid and arrogant or a hoe just b/c im kinda rich doesnt mean im stuck up heartless and dont know how to work for shit. Some guys are just there and they don't tell me their feelings about things and all of a sudden they blow up about stuff thats not even my fault i'm not a damn mind reader how was I supposed to know?. Also im tired of trying to be put in a category like rich and snobby or beaut

Strongly Dislike
Ok,just me being bored gonna talk about the things/people I strongly dislike the most... 1.) Well I strongly dislike fakers people whoo pretend to be what they really arent 2.)Strongly dislike liars 3.)Strongly dislike lazy people who don't know the deffinition of hard work 4.)Strongly dislike all the bitches who say their fat when their skinny as a rail 5.)Strongly dislike people who think they know stuff but really don't 6.)Strongly dislike people who don't know how to work for stuff in life and just like stuff handed to them on a silver platter 7.)Strongly dislike rubber duckies(their stalkers they watch you take a bath) o-O 8.)Strongly dislike jerks 9.)Strongly dislike werewolves(no offence to you werewolves out there...) 10.)Strongly dislike guys who only go after one thing (you know what that thing is) 11.)Strongly dislike stairs (not my fault...actually it is i'm the one who reads while gong down the stairs...) 12.)Strongly dislike beggers

.....or.......
Just a quick update on whats going on in my so called wonderful life... Today I had the finacial appt trying to get on the grant for the counseling, they couldnt set me up with another appt till Aug 11, but she told me to try to come in and be a walk in at 7:30 in the morning to see if I can be seen before that. I am getting a little more used to the house for the most part. Next Friday will be my cook night for the 1st time, so I plan on doing something easy the 1st night then after that attempting to do harder things, its just I have never in my life cooked for 12 people. My caseworker will be back next week, she has been on vacation since before I moved in, and I hear out of the two, she is the one that will keep me on my toes more. I have a list of goals made up to work on, along with strategies to get them done. They range from getting this grant, getting a physical, going to a 6 week class called reponsible renters, and would you believe she even put down learning to play the

That Is The Thing About A First Impression...
You only get one chance to do it. Hi folks, I am a friend to many fu-folks here, and this is not my first campaign. Anytime I am on a social network, I like to take the power of the first amendment and assert it. Blogging is of course the way to go these days, but as an aspiring screenwriter and someone who already writes lyrics and poetry, I find it more fascinating to have what I write be published into the printed community. Unfortunately, that takes college and a tad more ambition than I find interest in, at the moment. One thing to know about me is that I am big on music. I live with music wherever I can listen to it, I sing lyrics when im alone or when it plays in my car. I aspire to play it in a band, or perhaps sing it. Lately I have been approached to learn some aspects of producing it, because I have a knack for observing what a bands chemistry is like. That is above my head though, and so that will be something that comes as it does. Here I am, writing. I started witho

My Daddy Said "boy You Gonna Drive Me To Drinking If You Don't Stop Driving That Hot Rod Lincoln"
When my son was younger, I tried very hard to turn him into a gear head. I'd bring him to car shows, I brought him to NHRA drag races, and NASCAR races, and I'd have him help me when I was wrenching. Me being a "Ford" guy I would have loved to bring him up to follow in my shoes, but none of this worked in the long term; he was then and remains today a gaming nerd. But for one shining moment in time when he was about 10, he was almost one:My wife had the kids in the minivan, Chris was in the front passenger seat wearing a pair of my sunglasses. Had his arm up on the window sill with the window down, rocking the shades. Oh yeah, he's as cool as can be in the minivan with his mom, lol.Sitting at a red light, this old hot rod pulls up next to him, with an older man driving it. No one who was there can even tell me what KIND of car it was but by description I'm assuming some 1930's roadster. It had a hot rod engine with a loud exhaust, and when he pulled up next to him at the red light, Chr

Rating Guide
RATING GUIDE (without using money) A lot of people want to level fast but don't have the money for blings and bombs. Having money is NOT the problem. I will be the first to admit that it is the fastest way to level. However, there is hope with leveling fast without spending money. This is my guide on rating! Some of the information you may already know. Rating: As you can tell from the chart above profile rates give you and the person your rating the best amount of points. Also rating during happy hour gives you and them double points. However, that doesn't mean ONLY rate profiles during happy hour. 1 point is ALWAYS better then no points. Bitching about not being rated will not get you rates. If it does then eventually it will wear off and people will get sick of you crying for rates yet never giving rates in return. The best way to get rates is to do the work yourself and RATE. Don't expect everyone else to do the work for you. Create a system for yourself but spread things out

I'm Featured @ Asylum.com
Hello all. Just want to let you guys know to check me out at asylum.com! They were gracious to do a story about myself being overseas. Just alittle more to know about me! Thank you very much. P.S. Much love to the mummers!

What's The Point?
So here I am yet again back on fubar...I don't know what keeps bringing me back here it must be some warped addiction or a need for strangers approval maybe?I guess we all need and want that approval even from strangers.My having no name seems to be quite the topic for some here,I have had some good suggestions and of course the obvious perverted disgusting suggestions.The thing is that I kind of like the anonymous me I don't think I could pull off one of those sex kitten names or a sickly sweet one so I shall remain nameless. A friend here also pointed out that I have gotten some nice gifts and yes that is true but I do wonder what people think when they see my bling...I don't point whore nor do I beg for anything I make friends by being me and nothing more.I don't know if anyone reads these things or even care what anyone here has to say.This is fubar after all and it's all about the points and levels to most.I actually enjoy some of the people I have talked with here I would rather

Sex And Romance...
I had a guy, the other day ask me if I liked "Romance". Now I had to be honest, and tell him, I have never had romance. I have heard of it, read about it, but never actually experienced it for myself. Same man for 23 years folks, and nothing close to romance. *grins* But that is another story. Well come to find out, after we talked for a little while, what he really meant was sex. Now I am thinking, is he kidding? He doesn't know the meaning of the word romance. Can you imagine? Thinking romance is sex. It got me thinking. Do men really think that? Do they think that being bent over a sink with a toy up my ass, while he is fucking me romantic? I find it sexy, but not romantic. *grins* Romance to me is showing you are thinking of them. A delivery of flowers for no good reason. Dinner made for me when I get home, romantic weekends spent in bed. Sweet, naughty texts sent during the day. A foot massage. Waking me up slowly with kisses and whispers. Any and all of these t

Vote Vote Vote
Hello all my gorgeous fufriends. I have a favour to ask you, pretty please? 1. Add this user as soon as possible http://www.fubar.com/user/1573896 2. you need to add this user to be able to vote for me in the boob-contest. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 3. And now, please vote, already behind... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 I love you all. let me know if you'd like something in return. Xoxo Anni

Rebel
written by wtfbbq, cause he is the awesome $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Tonight we delve into the world of the self professed/expressed rebel. He or she is usually found around the fringes of society, ostensibly to look in on all the conformist dolts he/she despises, without realizing that he/she is the very epitome of badly cliched, anti-conformist conformism. The rebel usually expresses himself through anti social behavior and the willingness to die an early death in accordance with some honor code that better men than himself live by, but somehow thinks that calling himself a "true up soldier" actually makes it so. What a joke, and good fucking riddance when this piece of shit removes himself from the face of the earth with his inherent stupidity. The rebel can often be found with a generous helping of skin ink, typically making him look like the splash damage victim of an explosion at a sewage treatment plant, festooned with blueberry black, pea green, and standard brown exc

Superman
This song has been in my head for some reason tonight... Superman Five For Fighting I cant stand to flyIm not that naiveIm just out to findThe better part of me Im more than a bird...Im more than a planeMore than some pretty face beside a trainIts not easy to be me Wish that I could cryFall upon my kneesFind a way to lieAbout a home Ill never see It may sound absurd...but dont be naiveEven heroes have the right to bleedI may be disturbed...but wont you concedeEven heroes have the right to dreamIts not easy to be me Up, up and away...away from meIts all right...you can all sleep sound tonightIm not crazy...or anything... I cant stand to flyIm not that naiveMen werent meant to rideWith clouds between their knees Im only a man in a silly red sheetDigging for kryptonite on this one way streetOnly a man in a funny red sheetLooking for special things inside of meInside of meInside meYeah, inside meInside of me Im only a manIn a funny red sheetIm only a manLooking for a dream Im

Understanding Who I Am
Hello I am Sumin New Let me explain me I am the light after the tunnel I am the darkness in between I am the question to you answer I am the answer to you question I am the felon that commited the crime I am the judge that gave him time I am the bullet that kill your major I am the birth that created the labor I am your tainted shame you see I am your your loving brother of your family I am you the arms that hold is there for the scare I am the the main nightmare I am the great innovator I am the great decapitator I am the fire that keeps you snug I am also that fire on your body that you moms its beatin off with the rug I am the lazy man's tired I am the hungry man's fire I am the fountain of youth I am death's truth I am god disciple I am the devil minion I am everything you can imagine and more I am the ceiling and the floor I am the player of the game I am the game of the player I am the the huslter supplier I am the same husltlers feen I am the alcoho

Asking Again Lol
Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be very grateful.Thanks to everyone who has helped me be so successful the last 5 1/2 months I've been on fu.I love it here most of the time and it's fun.Love my fu family... P.s....Still taking donations for the spotlight fun any help given at all will be appreciated.

Witness Of A Death
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide

Revealed: The Secret Evidence Of Global Warming Bush Tried To Hide
Photos from US spy satellites declassified by the Obama White House provide the first graphic images of how the polar ice sheets are retreating in the summer. The effects on the world's weather, environments and wildlife could be devastating Satellite images of polar ice sheets taken in July 2006 and July 2007 showing the retreating ice during the summer. Photograph: Public Domain Graphic images that reveal the devastating impact of global warming in the Arctic have been released by the US military. The photographs, taken by spy satellites over the past decade, confirm that in recent years vast areas in high latitudes have lost their ice cover in summer months. The pictures, kept secret by Washington during the presidency of George W Bush, were declassified by the White House last week. President Barack Obama is currently trying to galvanise Congress and the American public to take action to halt catastrophic climate change caused by rising levels of carbon dioxide in the

To Congressman Or Senator
Please Send This to your Congressman or SenatorRe: FDA Fast track Approval of Promising Treatments for HCV and Other Liver DiseasesAs my representative, you ought to know liver disease is one of the major killers in America today.Hepatitis C alone has been called a "silent epidemic" by former surgeon general Everett Koop, MD.It is estimated that as many as 4 million Americans are infected. The death rate due to complications from this disease is expected to quadruple in the next 10 years. It is the number one cause for liver transplants and those numbers are rising exponentially.There is no known cure and current treatment has an inadequate success rate (while often causing debilitating side effects).The FDA needs to fast-track treatment development for this deadly disease.A study presented at the American Association for the Study of Liver Diseases meeting on Tuesday November 9, 1999 concluded that long-term damage from hepatitis C infections may cost the U.S. economy more than $81 bi

Ok Check Out These Text Messages From Rhino
This is a dude who is butt-hurt cauz someone fu-owned me from him!! WTF does the think he owns me in real life? This dude is nothing but a head game player, a loser and a liar!!! 7/28/09 3:05am(from rhino)-slut 7/-28/09 5:32am(from me)-LEAVE ME ALONE! 7/28/09/532AM(FROM RHINO)-fuck off 7/28/095:35am(from Rhino)-leave me alone text again I will get the cops on your ass 7/28/095:36AM(FROM ME)-UR the one buggin me get this one, the messages dont stop either, hes now in YIM tryin to tell me it wasnt him!! LMFO

Dj Shadow Fans! We Got News!
Hey everyone... The Sites up and running!! Take a few to check out the new and improved www.djshadow.com and www.shopdjshadow.com. Digital Downloads, New Merch, Touring Updates and all the other stuff you expect from DJ SHADOW, Theres all kinds of stuff that you'll only be able to get from the site, so make sure you take a good look around! For those of you that arnt familiar with this guy...He's been a part of shaping hiphops future for some number of years now, He's responsible for such classics as The Lessons with Cut Chemist and Steinski,Six Days, Organ Donor,The BrainFreeze project again with CutChemist,Massive Attack, U.N.K.L.E just to name a few...Part of the Bay Area Collective Quannum Projects, working along side such greats as The Gift Of Gab, Lyrics Born, E-40, Keek da Sneek and countless others he's definately left his mark on hiphop as we know it.... Here he is with Dj Numark and Cut Chemist showing cats how true masters rock the MPC.. http://www.youtube.co

12-step Internet Recovery Program
1. I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read myNewspaper like I used to, before the Internet.2. I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one Hand typing.3. I will get dressed before noon.4. I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, andPlan dinner before even thinking of the Internet.5. I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few Friends and family that are Internet-deprived.6. I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via theInternet.7. I will read a book... If I still remember how.8. I will listen to those around me and their needs and stop Telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on theInternet.9. I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check forEmail.10. I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if It is necessary or not.11. I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget toBalance my checkbook because I was too busy on the Internet.12. Last, but not least, I will rem

Government Job
A guy goes to the post office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks Him, '"Are you allergic to anything?" He replies, "Yes - caffeine." "Have you ever been in the military service?" "Yes," he says. "I was in Iraq for two years." The interviewer says, "That'll give you five extra points toward Employment." Then he asks, "Are you disabled in any way?" The guy says, "Yes...an IED exploded near me and I lost both of my Testicles." The interviewer grimaces and then says, "O.K. You've got enough points for Me to hire you right now. Our normal hours are from 8:00 A.M. To 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow at 10:00 - and plan on starting at 10:00 A.M. Every Day." The guy is puzzled and says, "If the work hours are from 8:00 A.M. To 4:00 P..M., why don't you want me to be here until 10:00?" "This is a government job," the interviewer says. "For the first two hours We just stand around drinking coffee and scratching our nuts. No point in You coming in for that."

Industrial Hemp Does Everything But Get You High
When people hear hemp they immediately think hippies and bongs and the apocalypse. Well, some people think that–mostly idiots. Fortunately, U.S. states are starting to abandon antiquated assumptions about hemp, and instead, are starting to realize it as a legitimate and budding industry with great potential to not just create jobs, but lessen the load on the environment by saving trees. Oregon and Vermont have both taken the plunge into legalizing the plant, and in these times when new industries are needed, it probably wouldn’t be a bad idea to start placing bets on the next state to see hemp as more than the thing hippies weave into necklaces. Hemp, the non-euphoria inducing strain of the Cannabis plant, is a useful resource that despite being a growing industry in over 30 countries such as Canada, New Zealand, and Australia is still illegal to produce in the United States–it instead must be imported at a cost that is certainly higher than the cost of growing it in America.

Just Gotta Brag!
Now this entry is all about me me and more me Ok to cut a long story short (but not too short or you wont have anything to read!) but I have a broken leg THAT IS TAKEN LONGER THAN EXPECTED TO HEAL but oh well, because of that I have been fighting with local authorities over here for nigh on 12 months now for help and assistance in the house with the housework etc etc - well just as I was giving up all hope of everything I get a new social worker last week and for once in my life I get told something and its actually happening - next friday I have got a company coming in to clean the house from top to bottom (the full works if I require!) and then after that I have got some one coming in twice a week to help with the housework!!!!!!!!!!! A few of you may think wow what a lazy bitch she is - think on, unless you actually know me and real life, you only know what I choose to put on here but there are a select few that know more about me :) To be totally honest - I dont give two sh

Bbc Please Help Out!
Hey my daughter is in a Beautiful Baby Contest for WGN America. First prize is $5,000 for her college. Please help her win by voting as many times as possible and getting others to do so as well. Thanks Katie and Sarah Copy and Pastesite below to start voting: http://beautifulbabies.trb.com/wgnamerica/babies_home_gallery,0,7517665,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=alangel1314

Results
tower work......that which doesnt kill ya,makes ya stronger...welllllll maybe. C, after much scratchin of noggins by the powers that be...the owner..and the supervisors...a conclusion was reached about when my injury took place...and when it got worse. follow along dear readers...we go back to june 16....while removing a rather large television antenna from a tower said antenna tangled in the tower at about 90 ft. now little ol me had to climb down and untangle messy situation made worse by supervisor/owner when he begins yanking the rope...causing 50 pounds of aluminum and steel to begin bouncing...and becoming further entangled. me.....cursing softly under my breath all the while...STOP YANKING THE ROPE ..@#$%#@#$^&&%$...PINHEAD..#$#@^%$#$.....yesss...freedom achieved....shithead yanks again at same time..end results? 50 pound paperweight swings rapidly clockwise..pulling yours truly left ....HARD. owwwwwwwwie @#$#$%%6%$#...injury sustained. end of day right....wrong oh follower o

Disability...yep!
First i must admit,i should not have even mentioned my disability but, anyone that knows me at all knows my mouth sometimes goes on without me....lol. So for those that have wondered...my disability is Chronic Depression.I have lived with this my whole life is why i said it did not matter.it just "is" for me. Waking up every day,i must convince myself,today is a wonderful day...some days i do well and others i just can't...bear with me please.Alot of things hurt my feelings easily and others just make me work harder at believing.... Life has been dfficult but i am a survivor and always will be.I love people and genuinely care for all i cross paths with.This gift helps keep me from drawing inside myself and never coming out. My heart is much bigger than my disability (Thank You God) Love You All...Melanie

Wtf?!
I have a few friends who I KNOW don't rate. that's fine. But for the others who repeatedly "perv" my page and don't even drop a rate for the profile... YOU ARE GONE! I WILL START BLOCKING FU's WHO DON'T RATE! I'm not asking you to rate every picture in every folder but damn, if you gonna check me out to see what I'm up to then rate my profile! If you a a frequent flyer to my profile and its too soon to rate the profile pick one pic and drop a rate, hit me up in my SB. DO SOMETHING so i know you aren't just "perving" and getting off on my pics! NO RATING STALKERS ARE NOT WELCOME! RATE ME AND YOU CAN STALK ME ALL YOU WANT!!!

Night With Him
1/11/2009 11:40:46 PM I get this text from Josh, my son, that asked me if D was supposed to come by. I told him no and he said he thought it was D but wasn’t sure. So I texted Dand asked him if I missed him. He said “yep” and so I asked him if he could go back and he said yes. I got home right before he got there. I was so excited to see him! My heart was beating so hard in my chest; I could hardly believe he was there. He was so animated about his night out by himself; I love to just watch him talk. How he moves his whole body to describe something he has done. We laughed and then I walked up and hugged him. Oh how sweet his arms feel when they encircle me and once again I am sucked into him. The very essence of his maleness, the smell of musk from his sweaty night of dancing mingled with his cologne. The way he looks at me when he wants me, that look gets my body so excited it trembles at his presence. To watch him remove his shirt and feel his stoma

Hope,promise And Truth For These L-a-s-t Days!!!!!!
GOOD SHALL COME UNTO THEE SO BE YE KNID TO ANOTHER,FOR HE SHALL SUSTAIN THEE.BLESSED ARE THE PURE IN HEART FOR THOU SHALT MAKE THY WAY PROPSEROUS SO LET THERE BE NO STRIFE.FOR GOD LOVETH A CHEERFUL GIVER AND HIS UNDERSTANDING IS INFINITE.YOUR BURDENS SHALL BE TAKEN AWAY BECAUSE HE BE NOT FAR FROM EVERY ONE OF US,SO HOW GREAT IS HIS GOODNESS!!!!!PLEASE,BE GENTLE UNTO ALL AND CONTINUE YE IN MY LOVE FOR THE LORD PRESERVETH THE FAITHFUL!!!!!BE NOT HASTY IN THY SPIRIT TO BE ANGRY BUT TO MAKE YOURSELVES FRIENDS,FOR THY WORK SHALL BE REWARED!!!!!FOR THEY THAT SEEK THE LORD UNDERSTAND A-L-L THINGS,FOR THE LORD IS MY ROCK AND THE JOY OF THE LORD IS YOUR STRENGTH!!!!IN E-V-E-R-T-H-I-N-G,YE ARE ENRICHED BY HIM SO REJOICE IN THE LORD!!!!!BE THANKFUL UNTO HIM.AND BLESS HIS NAME,HAVE FAITH,AND DOUBT N-O-T AND COMFORT YOUR HEARTS!!!!!"ALWAYS LOVE AND PEACE BE UNTO A-L-L FOR I HAVE PUT MY TRUST IN THE LORD!!!"WE WILL WALK IN HIS PATHS,FOR MY CUP RUNNETH OVER!!!!!"I BEHELD THE DRAGON IN HIS GLORY,MOCKI

Digging Up Dad
THETFORD, Vt. -- A Vershire man has been accused of digging up his father's remains and bringing them home with him because he missed his late father. Dominik A. Bailey Jr., 43, has been charged with felony removal of human remains after allegedly digging up the cremated man's remains from a Vershire graveyard. Thetford police said they received a call from Bailey's mother on Friday telling authorities that she believed her son had gone and dug up her husband's cremated remains, taking the remains and the headstone home with him. The mother said she was going to check the grave site and later told police all she saw at the site was a hole in the ground. According to court papers, Bailey phoned his aunt in Connecticut admitting he took the remains home. The aunt said Bailey had talked about taking his father's remains home for months, but said she did not believe he would actually do it. The aunt also told police Bailey has made several threats to shoot relatives. The au

Srsly?
He thinks he will have success?... "am looking for the hottest women on fu for 2009 i havent made the folder yet,but as soon as i do i will personally say on the folder who was the first to belong to that folder as well as permanantly say it in my status bar.The Kicker is you get to name the folder,please invite all your hot girlfriends... nothing from fu will be added,only new and personalized pics,and iam a huge lover of a nice butt,thighs,hips,and you have all three and a pretty face,Oh and we cant forget those nice ta's the skimpier the better all the way to nude,please dont add them till i proof them first and add a b/g to them nothing in there will go in without it,must have your sexy face in any pose and do send a few so i can pick the best shot,and for your booty id love to show that off in a full booty shot no side shot for it,u have a beautiful bum, anyways rite2ripp@gmail.com is my addy"

Night On The Town©
I knew this was going to be one for the record books. I could hear the smile in her voice when I called so say I was on my way. Toy could bring a smile to my lips with the slightest though of her. There is just something about this woman that has grabbed me in a way few others have. There is a peace that settles over you when you find that really "special" person. Someone that seems to be cut from the same cloth,from the same mold. Someone that fits you like a puzzle piece. She looked amazing,just stunning. Her eyes,even in sadness,shined a stellar light, in joy nothing shined brighter. The way the light caught her hair and made it dazzle. Her shape as stunning and beautiful as any famous sculpture in the world. But what always melts my heart...is her smile. I can picture it as if she was right before me. There is no sweeter smile in the world to me. Toy was dressed in a sundress, the color of which brought out her beautiful skin. It was going to get dark soon so we h

Please Pass On.
Posted on Friday, July 24, 2009 6:12:23 PM by CMS • Page 16: States that if you have insurance at the time of the bill becoming law and change, you will be required to take a similar plan. If that is not available, you will be required to take the gov’t option! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure!• Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process) • Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None. • Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free healthcare services. • Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Healthcard. • Page 59: The federal government will have direct, real-time access to all individual bank accounts for electronic funds transfer. • Page 65: Taxp

Gone For The Weekend
I have a chance to go see a friend of mine stuck in Iowa. I am leaving this morning and I won't be home until late Tuesday evening. I'll miss being on line with all of you, but I will try and pop in from time to time to catch up with y'all! If you have my Yahoo or cell, I will have it with me, and Yahooing from it the whole time! :) Love y'all Rock on!Shawn

Love Today
Perhaps love is like a resting placeA shelter from the stormIt exists to give you comfortIt is there to keep you warmPrehaps Love will cause you troubleLeave you broken and aloneThe memory of love can burn your bonesPass by the open windowTrust no open doorIt invites you to come closerTo bleed you ever moreYou will eventually lose yourself And before the night is throughThe memory of love will swallow you...

Complete F Word Interview
First Name, Age and Location: Andy 34 PhillyFubar Screen Name: TZRWhy did you choose that name? Give me a spray paint can or a marker and I'll show you.Relationship Status: Recently dumped. Do people say "dumped" anymore?What is your “RJ?” (real job): Dude you call when your computer doesn't work. PS: The problem is usually an 1D-10-T Error.What Tunes will we find in your Trackz?: Anthony Hamilton, Jedi Mind Tricks, The Fray, Marc Anthony, Dave Matthews Band. I'm all over the place when it comes to music. My mood is easily influenced by what I am currently listening to. Sample based music production is a hobby of mine so I keep my ear open to different sounds. Give me a good drum break and a jazzy piano sample to chop up and I'm happy. Any Piercings/Tattoos (How many? Where?): I been a lil ink crazy lately. I have a shark on my left bicep with the letters "AJ" floating in the water. It was a gift to my son for his 10th birthday. I have a "Philadelphia" Themed half sleeve

Wow, Very Sweet
When I outted myself for being a fake.. I was so freakin' stupid and deleted every picture I had posted.. of my art, my pets, my guitars, so on and so forth.. and now I have nothing for people to rate and I surely have nothing that represents who I am and what I am about (that will be fixed soon when I add more pictures ABOUT who I am and what makes me...me) but I have been so down about all this.. all my pictures being gone.. and a friend and I have been talking in the shoutbox just now and he said something that made sense and thought I'd share it with you.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Forsaken: well, it's a good way to filter out the assholes...lol->Forsaken: Wow.. never thought of it that way before..Forsaken: that's all the more reason to chat with you, since you don't have many pics to go by, i have to get to know your personality->Forsaken: Now I have nothing here for people to rate or anything that represents who i am anymore.. its all lost.

Az Here We Come
well tomorrow we head off into the great unknown .... leaving NC and heading to AZ ... i have been only on the east coast pretty much my whole life cept vacations as a kid we went to Cali and texas and such... im nervous but so excited ... im bout to jump right outta my skin im so ready to roll out... Harley is calm .... i envy his conviction and ease which he handles things .. he calms me but not enuf in this circumstance ... getting all the last minute stuff done tomorrow and leaving in the evening/nite... will be a 30 hour trip or so ... with two kids and one more driving with us in his car.. when Master said "I am coming to take you and the kids back with me " he was serious. im lucky and excited and nervous and giddy all at once... send up prayers that no road hazards hit us and that we all get there safely if yall will ... i am blessed by God to be able to be with the man who lights my life with His smile and calms my soul with His sure voice.. and starts passion with a mere loo

End Of World..
2012, a subject i can talk about for hours..i really believe that something life changing to our planet will happen arnd that time frame. all the different prophecy's and natural disasters happening more intense every day. Mayan Ancestors, December21 2012 GALACTIC ALIGNMENT, Nostradimous, The Book Of Revelations, Newton, Einstein, Darwin, Global Warming, Sun peaks, I Ching, Indian prophecies.Global Warming needs to be addressed to congress way before other things..and they need to wake up!! i mean they are the government, u think they have undercover files that hold info on all this and yet they just ignore ignore ignore. they are pumping 72million tons A DAY of CO2 into our protective ozone and its heating up our planet and one day our planet EARTH, the place we love and call home, is going to say enough & flush us out like the trash we treat her as..all the government has to do is say ok thats enough we have to GO GREEN & delay this destruction before its too late..it seems to me th

Kinda Creepy Accurate...how Sad
Soul You are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot. But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they often lack the soul behind it. You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't. You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused. You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life. You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes wonder why you are where you are. You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it.

When I Look Into Your Eyes... By Kevin Hill
When I Look Into your Eyes When I look into your eyes I know I've found the ultimate prize Because you are someone worth giving my life for Those eyes, there beautiful they make my heart swore Your eyes are more elegant than the rarest flower They must have some magical powers Because when I see them I freeze in shock And only you have the key to the lock

A Letter To Obama From A 4th Grade Teacher.
A Letter to Obama by a 4'th Grade Teacher EVERY AMERICAN SHOULD BE THIS OUTRAGED! PASS IT ALONG. WOW!!! This lady should run for President!! She is right on the money, and she's not afraid to take credit for it either!! She left her name and phone number at the end! This letter you are about t o read was written by a 4th grade teacher. She even gave the world her telephone and fax numbers. We are in dire need of more true American citizens who are proud of OUR United States of America. WAKE UP AMERICA . . . please . . . before it is too late! The White House1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NWWashington , DC 20500 Mr. Obama: I have had it with you and your administration, sir. Your conduct on your recent trip overseas has convinced me that you are not an adequate representative of the United States of America collectively or of me personally. You are so obsessed with appeasing the Europeans and the Muslim world that you have abdicated the responsibilities of the President o

"cove" Movie Hopes To End Japans Dolphin Hunt
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/20... Many have heard of the popular Japanese Whalers who kill whales in the name of "Scientific Purpose", but these Japanese fishermen are open about what their intentions are: and that is to kill dolphins. "Every year on the first of September, in a small town called Taiji on the southeast coast of Japan's Honshu Island, a new fishing season begins: the dolphin season. Twenty-six fishermen in 13 boats corral a few dozen dolphins into a small cove, where they kill the animals by stabbing them repeatedly with long harpoons and knives. The 50-square-foot (4.6-square-meter) inlet turns crimson, as if filled only with blood. In the course of a six-month season, fishermen kill roughly 2,000 dolphins and sell the meat to local supermarkets for about U.S. $500 a dolphin. " - check out link for more info -

Magical Powers
Magical Powers One of the great things about dreams, especially lucid dreams where you are aware of dreaming and can practically control the outcome, is that you can acquire unusual powers. These may include almost any conceivable ability needed to solve the problem at hand. The problem is that you may lose them without explanation at a critical moment. The acquisition of magical powers may come from a number of sources. You may simply conjure them from within yourself. You may be given an article of clothing that contains special powers, or you may find a rock or other object that projects power into you. The implication is that you can solve problems with available resources. However, this may simply be a wish-fulfillment dream to dispose of problems without working through them. The loss of powers is often a reality-check dream. While you may think you have power in your dream to do great and glorious things, the truth in waking is that problems do not always solve themselves.

'alien Scene' Of Tadpoles' Feast
""Alien-like" scenes of tadpoles feasting on eggs emerging from their mother have been caught on camera. The footage marks the success of a captive breeding programme for the critically endangered mountain chicken frog, one of the world's largest frogs." This is some messed-up shit right here from BBC Online.

Why Things Happened
Alright so i kinda suck at writting blogs or anything .. im going to try to get this done as quickly and painlessly, :) . Bare with my random thought or if they dont make sence i tend to ramble. Some of you know that i was in a relationship with Chris or (syber) i was with him for over a year and a half. I just reciently broke up with him and i want to get my story out so people under stand why i did what i did. Alot of things went wrong. between the both of us. was it both of our fault. yes , we should have talked more and whatnot . i tried in my own lil way that he didnt understand. The big reason that i did what i did was he was super strict to my son ( say i baby my son go for it.. HES MY SON. HE IS ONLY 5 YEARS OLD!!!!) When he got here my son was having accidents in pants.. When i was at work to find out that he stuck my son in a cold shower. Did it help. yes.. but i think that doing that is cruel! There would be times that my son would do something either cry or

This Is Me. True Story.
I hate drama any kind of drama...life drama or imaginary drama! If you like drama...GTFO! I'm here for FRIENDS. I'm a flirt. Can't be helped. It's the Gemini in me. I like to believe people are good. Sometimes I have poor judgement or invest my time, feelings, & emotions into the wrong people. Whatever. I'm human. I'm extremely shy on first meeting. People who know me do not remember this lil fact! Wonder why?? Hmmm... ANYway, I'm messy, funny, goofy, friendly, flirty, I am nosy, noisy, sometimes lazy. I'm definately messy. I have a weakness for ice cream...vanilla with caramel on top is my fav....MMMMMM! I love Italian food. I am probably the whitest Mexican you're ever gonna meet. I don't know Spanish but I can understand most of it. Like my page says, I should haved been a southern girl. I love my country but Metal/Rock is my roots. I may be a country girl one day and have my boots and cowboy hat on the next listening to Metallica, Bon Jovi, Mellencamp, or Chevelle. You just neve

Family- Does It Matter?
Ok- so as I go along and try to figure this all out- I keep getting brought back to the subject of John's family. On top of all of our personal stuff, there is a problem with his family------for some reason, they don't like me. This is weird for me because families LOVE me! I can't help it- I am funny and lovable and fun. But I am also opinionated and outspoken and I don't take crap. I come from a family of very strong women. When my cousin was here the other day we talked a lot about our family and that is one thing I realized. Very Very strong women in our family- and we tend to outlive the men. LOL- But my cousin and I also decided that we are strong like the other women- but we also have more tact. We don't walk into a room dropping f-bombs and thinking we are the only ones who are right and not listening to others. We have more balance. So I am strong- but not offensive. Anyways- J comes from a family that does not talk about problems or anything. They talk behind everyone's back

Please Report Me!!!
Hey, I Just Joined the "Enemies List" Or I Rock "You just made the List, buddy". -Breakfast Club, 1986 I just volunteered to join the "Enemies List" (copyright B. Obama). It's true. See, I just wrote a blog comment to Cnn.com/ricksanchez, and was critical of the administration. In fact I'm pretty sure I just made TWO lists. See, I'm an enemy of the state (because I dared to question the Administration), and I'm a racist (because I dared to question the administration). I Rock TWICE!!! Now, if the Obama admin has not already registered me for "The List", and if they have not fulfilled my request of getting a seat next to the window on the train to the extermination chamber (Auschwitz jokes ROCK, too), then PLEASE help me out here. PLEASE send my name to the government, and my email, to our Glorious Leader (the sun rises for He says so, and sets for He says so ...all praise be to Him). See, if enough of you, reports me to the regime, then I will be sure to

Ranting About My Relationship.
Ok. I'm a bit pissy so bare with me. This is a rant. 100% Now explaine to me, if you supossedly care about the woman your dating, why you visit her once, MAYBE twice a week?I've been dating my best of 5 years for the past month and 2 weeks. It started fun don't get me wrong. But heres the issue. I see him twice a week if I'm lucky. Now I wouldn't have a problem if it was just that. My guy works 5 days a week. Ok I can under stand that. but get out at 930 pm. doesnt need to be at work usually till 930 am, and in some cases I found out, until 2 pm. Instead of driving 15-20 min for a home cooked meal, a back and foot rub, and sx, he plays poker. EVERY NIGHT. I mean really? I understand he wants to make a career out of it. Like tonight. He got out at 7pm. 9 30 if he stayed late (I dont know any more) I took the night off for my band and for him. Rather then come over he played poker. Doesn't have work until noon. Comes over at 12. Takes a shower. Goes to sleep. Not even a good night kiss

Hangovers Part 2
Remedies Folk Activated charcoal Take one tablet of activated charcoal per drink while you are drinking. The charcoal absorbs the impurities in the alcohol which are the cause of the hangover. The charcoal also absorbs important nutrients, so if you are a heavy drinker, don't use this remedy daily as you will end up with nutritional deficiencies. Apples eaten on an empty stomach the day after drinking is an effective remedy. Bananas One of the quickest ways to cure a hangover is to make a banana milkshake sweetened with honey. The banana helps calm the stomach, and with the honey, builds up the depleted blood sugar levels. The milk soothes the stomach and rehydrates your system. Bananas are also rich in the important electrolytes, magnesium and potassium, which are severely depleted during heavy drinking. B-vitamins Take the vitamins before you go to bed and let them work their magic while you sleep. If you forget, take them immediately upon arising. B-Vitamins are important in

The Lighthouse..........
The Lighthouse The Lighthouse stands......... unknowing the weather or wind that besiege it. It knows just....that it is to be!!! To be....is enough. The light that it emits, allows the ships to pass safely by..... on their journeys to places unbeknown to the Lighthouse. But that does not matter or concern it…..for it knows its purpose!!

If My Body Were A Car...
If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish, and my paint job is getting a little dull. But that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus, and it's especially hard to see things up close.My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently.But here's the worst of it - Every time I sneeze, cough or laugh

Ok Folks Here We Go..another Dumb Ass Of The Week...
And for gods sake its only Monday! *LOL* Short version: Young single mommy can't handle life so she mumms about it and gets slammed..then of course promptly insults and blocks people including me *LOL* I saved my fave part of the post :) Ok comment away fuckers! :P

For A Friend...
17 huh? the death of youth...the condemnation of adults around wanting you to be an adult...the battle with friends over moving on to new things...god i remember 17...a time of pain...lonliness...isolation...being adopted by grandparents and dealing with a generation who had watched people my parents age go thru the world of rebellion, freedom, peace, love, drugs...the age of aquarius and woodstock...manson and the family...viet nam...oh my god...when i think of how i would have thrived in that world...that age...i would have been long gone from the world i lived in...off to hitchhike across america and just being who i am...someone who has no clue about why the hell their conception was allowed...an accident that was brought into this world in the name of a catholic god...abortion was not an option...and when i think that ten years later i may not have existed...it boggles the mind...i read this poem...and think of the wars we all go thru in our minds...good against evil...the id want

Today's Oncology Visit...
Well... the good news: She doesn't know why I have the pain in my chest when I sneeze or take a deep breath. She says the fatigue I'm having is normal and to expect it to continue another 3-6 months from the radiation treatments. The extra soreness I am having is totally normal and is because the nerves are healing so I'm feeling it now when I wasn't before. The not-so-good news... She did a breast exam on both sides and ordered an MRI for Friday, and was tight-lipped about why. *sigh*

Florida Man Spends Three Months In Jail For Possession Of Breath Mints
http://carlosmiller.com/2009/08/18/florida... Donald May spent three months in jail because a central Florida cop thought the breath mints in his mouth were crack cocaine. The Kissimmee cop even claims he field tested the mints, which proved the mints were crack. The cop also claimed he saw May buy the drugs and even went as far as claiming that May admitted to buying the drugs. However, May was pulled over for an expired tag, not for purchasing drugs. Unable to bond out of jail, May ended up losing his job, apartment and car during the three months he was incarcerated. It wasn’t until further testing proved the mints to be mints that he was released. May is now suing, according to the article.

Been Fun....gotta Go
well being here on the fu....it's been fun but it is time for me to move on. I have made some amazing friends on here and I will miss several but the ones that I love the most...well we have yahoo and the phone. thanks to all who helped me through your kind words and messages while I went through my battle with breast cancer. I am on the final 'leg' of the battle. I had some reconstrutctive surgery in June and will have the final surgery in a few months. Your thoughtfulness will never be forgotten. I will miss you all dearly and pray only the best for everyone I know on here. I am waiting a couple of days so everyone will see this blog (in case anyone really cares)....I don't want to just 'drop off the face of the Earth' and delete my page without anyone knowing how I feel. much love and many ~smooches~ to all....... ~~smooches~~

It's Going To Happen.
well... it's in the early stages of planning, but sometime in December or January I am going to be heading out.. Leaving NY. Will I be back? Dont know... There's a lot of time between now and then and things may change. At this time I know this, there is little left for me in NY/NJ anymore. I have some friends sure but thats about it. Not much besides the kids to hold me here so the options have to expand at this point. So sometime in Mid December/January I'll be packing up and heading south west.. I will be attending the wedding of a friend in the Houston Texas area and stopping to visit friends along the way. Once I get to Texas that might be as far as I go , or maybe it'll be the halfway point to somewhere else. I have learned a lot here on Fubar, I met the woman I thought I loved, I found out that she had lied to me from the beginning of our relationship and that she only waited 5 months to start cheating on me. I thought it was the last great love of my life... Boy...Was I ever

Excito Staff Expectations
Recently it has come to question what a Good Staff Member is. Recently we have had problems with our staff being forced to choose between the lounge they agreed to protect, and their friends who feel the need to cause problems in the lounge. A Good Staff Member Realizes that THEIR FRIENDS WHO ARE CAUSING PROBLEMS FOR THE LOUNGE THEY WORK FOR ARE THE ONES WHO ARE FORCING THEM TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM AND THE LOUNGE THEY WORK FOR! A Good Staff Member REALIZES that if those people were their friends, they wouldn't attack what they value. They would bow out gracefully when fired, not cause problems for the lounge that their friends work for. Let's say that YOU are staff in Excito Diabolus. And your friend George (a fake person) was just fired because he lied to the lounge owner saying that he couldn't DJ anymore because it was interfering with work, when the truth was that he wanted to DJ for another lounge. Jesus 666 Fires this person, and this person runs all over fubar telling that he

Biography Of A Cracker
Captian Cooter did my bio a while back, I finally found it and wanted to post it here where I'll always be able to refer back to it! Crazy Cracker was born in 1969, the year of herpes, in a backwoods lot in Louisiana to the last two goblins in existence. He has since led a lonely life, wandering the streets of Chino, looking for another troll to mate with..however the only ones he could find were too hideous to even consider, and now the only chance he has to save his species is to go fuck himsel.

Everybody Has Something...
I know it seems most everyone on Fubar has something they deal with.. and why not? After all..FUBAR IS (fucked up beyond all recongition) is it not? soft smiles. I have explained this to several friends and it has gotten to the point it is so drawn out, I will just put it here and you can read it ya wanna! lol. All I ask is your prayers...NO pity please..I am NOT a drama queen and I despise pity. Empathy is one thing.. to feel love and compassion for someone.. but Sympathy is only for those who have lost loved ones.. not for me!! So here is my lil story! In 2002, I was diagnosed with Ecosophillia (spelling is not quite right) Granuloma of my lungs. This was found when doing a biopsy and my lung collapsed. Now this is caused by asbestos, which I am sure I contracted through the old ass school I attended and then worked in for 17 years..but I couldn't afford to fight the BOE and their lawyers..so I just do what I gotta do. I am doing well with this.. for about 6 months I ha

Mexico Legalizes Possession Of Heroin, Marijuana, Lsd, And Cocaine
http://rawstory.com/blog/2009/08/mexico-le... Mexico decriminalized small amounts of marijuana, cocaine and heroin on Friday — a move that prosecutors say makes sense even in the midst of the government's grueling battle against drug traffickers. Prosecutors said the new law sets clear limits that keep Mexico's corruption-prone police from shaking down casual users and offers addicts free treatment to keep growing domestic drug use in check. "This is not legalization, this is regulating the issue and giving citizens greater legal certainty," said Bernardo Espino del Castillo of the attorney general's office. The new law sets out maximum "personal use" amounts for drugs, also including LSD and methamphetamine. People detained with those quantities no longer face criminal prosecution. Espino del Castillo says, in practice, small users almost never did face charges anyway. Under the previous law, the possession of any amount of drugs was punishable by stiff jail se

What Happen To True Friends
YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN ON FU FOR AWHILE AND I HAVE NOTICE THAT MOST PEOPLE ARE OUT FOR POINTS OR TO SEE WHAT THEY CAN GET WHAT HAPPEN TO FRIENDS AND HELPING EACH OTHER THIS IS CRAZY IF YOUR MY TRUE FRIEND THEN LET ME KNOW IF NOT LET ME KNOW

Too Evil,america Is.
BEFORE YOU SPEW RIDICULOUS AMOUNTS OF UNDUE GARBAGE ON THIS I NEED A-L-L TO KNOW,"I LOVE MY COUNTRY,UT I HATE WHAT IT HAS BECOME. AMERICAIS BECOMING"THE LAND OF ME AND THE HOME OF THE DEAD!"LOOK AROUND AND WHAT DO YOU SEE,CHRISTIANS CALLING THEMSELVES,"VAMPIRES,DEMONS,WICCANS AND WITCHES!!!!!"GROWN PEOPLE WHO HAVE FORGOTTEN THE FUTURE IS WITH O-U-R CHILDREN,AND O-U-R CHIDREN ARE DYING AT BREAKNECK SPEED!!!THE TERRIBLE PRICE PAID FOR IN BLOOD BY O-U-R FAMILIES(GRANDFATHERS AND GRANDMOTHERS)SO WE CAN DESTROY E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G AROUND US.FAMILY,FRIENDS OR ASSOCIATES,IT DOESN'T MATTER WE WILL FIND A WAY TO DESTROY THOSE RELATIONSHIPS LIKE CHAFF IN THA'WIND.GROWN ASS PEOPLE LIVING IN FANTASY WORLDS WHERE THEIR GETTING "D.P'ED"BY EWOKS AND GREMLINS OR SMURFS,WANTING TO DIE CUZ NO ONE'S GIVING THEM STUFF EVERY,MINUTE,SECOND AND HOUR OF THE DAY.FOR YOU PEOPLE YOU'RE DEAD ALREADY.DON'T P-R-E-T-E-N-D YOU LOVE JESSUS INTHE LIGHT OF DAY,THEN WORSHIP YOURSELF AND SATAN IN THE DEAD OF

Thinking About Taking A Fu Break :o:o
Just wanted to let everyone know that i am thinking about taking a Fu break due to lack of interest and fun on my part :O:O .I also seem to have lost my funny as far as my mumm comments are concerned and hopefully in the time that i am gone i can find it once again (pffft like i was ever funny) :O:O.I don't really even know if i can actually "force" myself to stay off of here though or if i do actually stay off ,how long it will last :O:O .

Please Don’t Smoke The Walls
http://www.inquisitr.com/34563/please-dont... It is absolutely amazing the diversity of materials we are using these days as building materials for our homes and business. As we move further into a world looking for sustainability and ways not to damage the environment around us the ideas are coming hot and heavy about even newer materials. Considering that in the US buildings account for thirty-eight percent of the CO2 emissions the demand for carbon neutral and/or zero footprint building the demand for building materials to meet these needs will only increase. One new (to the United States) material that is getting a lot of attention is from a UK-based business, Lhoist Group, and their Tradical® Hemcrete® concrete substitute. This a product made from mixing hemp, lime and water and is 7x as strong as normal concrete as well as being carbon negative.

The Voices In My Head
You're Own Head Is The Worse Place To Be Caught Lonely In All It Is Nothing But Darkness Emptiness And Just Full On Negative Voices Telling You Are Nothing But A Worthless Scum That Will Never Be Happy Again And That Real Love Is Not You're Future And That Other Peoples Happiness And They're Love Is Like A Window That You're Stuck Outside Of And That You Are Banging On And Hitting With Every Strength You Have And With Everything You Can Possibility Bust It With But No Luck What So Ever And It Starts To Kill You Inside And All You Do Is Start Crying Wishing You Can Just Break The Window And Just Get A Taste And Wonderful Feeling That Is On The Other Side Of The Window That You Get So Sick From Crying Inside And Out That Pain From The Inside Starts To Make You're Heart Slowly Turn To Black And Becomes Cold As Ice That You Stop Caring And Not Wanting What Other People Have And Just Turn Into This Dark Soul Kind Of Emo That Looks At Everyone As His Enemy And All

Clockwork
I will be posting some of my personal running blog here. This is one of them: So Lauren txtd me and asked if I was down with her "short" run. After being achy all day I started to feel better towards the end of my work day so I decided to reschedule the Kelly Drive run and join her. It was a struggle today I admit. If it was up to me 2.5 would have been sufficient. But Lauren had done some "speed work" earlier in the day so I felt compelled to get that next 2.5 done. She stressed to me the imprtance of rest and said since I was ahead of schedule I should rethink when I want to step it up to the 8.37 of Kelly Drive.So, the title of this post is "Clockwork". Ray Kline was a good friend of mine. He was known as Clockwork in the music biz. His production landed on the OuterSpace album "Blood Brothers". We would chat about music in the beginning and then evolved our friendship into a lot of laughs in between speaking beats and rhymes. He lived 2 hours away in a town called Frackville, P

Questions
I realize that no-one probably reads this, and I guess I am just trying to get my thoughts out as clearly as possible, so maybe I can understand something that is going on in my life. I've recently broken up with someone who I thought would be the one....but I screwed things up, and I made mistakes, and so the relationship has been ended. I understand that I bear the responsibility for the ending of our relationship. But I am still left with lots of unanswered questions because of this break-up, and the treatment I've received from this person. I care for her deeply, and thought that she cared for me, but I really don't think she ever really did. I think maybe she was in love with the idea of being in love, in love with the thought of someone caring for her so deeply they would give their own life in order to preserve hers. But again, I made the mistakes, and the relationship ended because of my mistakes.....but lets start back at the beginning. When we first got together, I had as

What Color Is Your Love?
Your Love is Purple When you love someone, their life becomes your life. And you want to help them be the best person possible. You are a natural visionary, and you tend to be the teacher in your romantic relationships. You have a lot of wisdom to impart. You are inspiring and powerful. Many people look up to you, and you often fall in love with those who admire you. It's hard for you to find someone who's your equal. And to be honest, you enjoy having a bit of a power imbalance in your relationships. What Color Is Your Love?

Please Help
OK, this awesome guy is 17K away from GF. I already rated everything of his, even his stash. Please go help him! I will repay the favour as best as I can. Just message me and let me know what you did to help and I will return the love (I can't return blings and things like that, I don't have credits) However, I will rate the hell out of you, until my A.D.D. kicks in. So please, go show him some love, he's an awesome guy! ÑeêÐ£è in Ä hå¥$tã¢K@ fubar

Eve....
I have had this recurring dream...for the past three nights.... This girl walks up to me...kisses me, and says that everything is going to be ok. She has long black hair, and white skin. I look at her, in my dream, and feel completely at rest..... I kiss her back and ask her name.... She says....Eve....... *good night*... And she's gone..... /Strummer is a dork... //I'm not lying....for reals.....

What Chakra Are You?
You Are the Navel Chakra You are confident and assertive. You have the self esteem to stand up for yourself and what you believe in. You are persuasive and intuitive. You are good at leading a group, even if its members don't get along. You are inspiring. You understand when people need encouragement or nurturing, and you're able to give it to them. You have a lot of will and are very determined. You are able to see tasks through, and you have the courage to aim high. What Chakra Are You?

Mind, Body, Or Spirit...
You Are Spirit You are resilient, hopeful, and inspiring. You have a lot of emotional, physical, and mental energy. You nurture and nourish yourself. You know that you need fulfillment and downtime if you want to be your best. You stay present in every moment. You don't allow yourself to be distracted or flustered. You appreciate the life you have been given. You embrace all that is beautiful in the world.

Bling Ideas And Site Feature Suggestions
Hello all my friends and hopefully soon to be friends, I am posting this blog to get your feedback on some new bling ideas and or feaure requests for the site. If you have an idea please drop it here...I would love to hear from ya'll. Happy Fubaring my friends!!! Storm_______~Fubar Bouncer~

One-third Of The Year To Go
Before I left for work this morning, I took Sarah and Jeffrey for a walk around the block. Since school’s started up again in our area (our nephew Mathew started sixth grade in the school our house is behind) I can’t bring them to the park there during the day and when I get home on a weekday it’s usually late enough that even after we eat I don’t have time to take them outside before they need to get ready for bed. (If we don’t get the kids used to a regular bedtime now, when they start school in a few years they will be disasters to deal with!) Sometimes it is really not fun to be the parent … Sunday night we were all home with the kids and they wouldn’t touch dinner for no health-related reason, so no snacks or dessert and an early bedtime was theirs; it was also Jeffrey’s last night after dinner when he threw his empty water bottle at Sarah. I’m the one having to do more of the tough stuff, in my view, and I pray that is no

Long Distance Relationships
i was reading in a mum about a subject Do long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they? ------------------------------------------ and this is what i said yes they do but they are something you have to really dedicate you and the other person to really make sure there is something there try and make time for them either by talking on here or on the phone or some other way of communication and be honesty with one another and be understanding with one another even if they have kids you have to rember they come first before anything else like i have always said before it can work but so many people don't want to put up any kind of effort into things at all

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True Friends!!!
"""Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a truefriend... Annette

Sample Moon Report
OMG this site is starting to scare me... I mean, FFS, did someone go tell them all my private shit?? Summary of your Birth Chart Planet Deg Sign Min Sun 10° Scorpio 02' Moon 13° Leo 43' Mercury 1° Scorpio 33' Venus 19° Libra 56' Mars 28° Capricorn 28' Jupiter 21° Libra 31' Saturn 5° Taurus 06' Uranus 6° Libra 34' Neptune 27° Scorpio 45' Pluto 26° Virgo 30' Ascendant 26° Sagittarius 39' Midheaven 19° Libra 43' Tropical Placidus Standard time GMT: 15:22:00 Time Zone: 5 hours West Moon in Leo: Playing by Heart With your Moon in Leo, you may have experienced a bit of glamour around your mother, or other primary caregiver. Life may have been a party whenever she entered the room. On the other hand, a Leo Moon can indicate a mother who never grew up. The shadow side of this Mother Moon tends toward arrogance and melodrama. It may be that you had to vie for attention and love. Whatever the case, early childhood experiences made you crave big life and big l

Sample Psyche Report
I'm really scared now. Really. How the fvck do they know all this shit??? Chapter 1. How Robert Relates to Other People Gemini on the 7th house cuspAny kind of confinement - mental, physical or emotional - is abhorrent to you. You cannot and will not be emotionally stifled by your partners. Thus, you may often be close to more than one person simultaneously in order to avoid feeling too dependent. When you make a commitment (and you may do so more than once), your partner must be as intellectually stimulating and curious and restless as you are. Your boredom tolerance is noticeably low. You don't form emotional ties unless there is mental rapport. Your dreams, ideals and speculations about matters which transcend day-to-day living are so central to your existence that any person you feel close to must be someone with whom you can discuss these ideas since no one else seems to understand them. Your partners are bright, verbal, curious people who, on the surface may not appear

Who's Ya Mutha?
This cracked me up. My daughter Stephanie was working at Yankee Candle out at the outlet center, and one of her co-workers saw her last name and realized he had another friend with the same last name. So he asked her "wow, do you know Rachel M****?". And Stephanie said "Yes, of course". He says "Oh! Cool, how do you know her?" Steph answers "Umm I know her because my mother squeezed her out of her crotch; how do YOU know her?".

Love Block
you say that you believe in love at first sight?that ain't right, lust is possible.... but love doesn't even come over nightif love was that easy i wouldn't have this constant fightgoing on inside my heart about if living loveless is alrightnot sure if it's alright, but it sure does sound cleverpain in heart? ignore it, show no emotion as if it were severedsometimes ya slip up though and let the heart pitter patyou start singing love songs in your head yet try to hold backgot somebody on your mind, love everytime ya'll interactafter some time goes by you mite give into the factthat love can be real ya just gotta know how to actbut it does go deeper then that, gotta be on the same pagerage ensues if you ''love'' but the one you love is in on the ''like'' stagebeen on both sides of the struggle never a good feelingyou don't love the person that loves you is what you're constantly thinkingthe person you love doesn't love you the same and it leaves your heart reelingya'll both try to work

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This?
For the first time in 15 years, this Tuesday night, my friend and i will be playing some guitar at a local drinking establishment. This song, which I know don't embed so it's in a comment, was the last song i ever played in public. I want to close things out with it it again... whaddya think... hey this is sounding like a MuMM... wow a free MuMM... will the powers that be get pissed? http://www.youtube.com/v/jbrzZWLu6Qw&hl=en&fs=1&">

The Realest Blog I'll Ever Post
Pay attention to the lyrics. I don't think they could be any more real or anymore from my heart on how I'm feeling more and more these days. I don't care what anybody says; I love Eminem's songs. Period. The last few years have not been good or kind to me. In fact, last year was the worst year of my life and there isn't anything I wouldn't give, or give up, to forget it. It's probably not a smart idea to sit here and pretend like shit didn't happen, but for the time being, it's the only way I cope with things. And in the midst of everything, I still feel like people are walking all over me, taking advantage of me, using me, and playing a fucking game with my head despite how much stronger I've become, despite how much smarter I've become, despite everything. And it still comes down to the fact that those I love, trust, and care about the most in my life are constantly letting me down. I'm not being over dramatic by any means. That's just how it's been with pe

Changes In Scenary...lol
Good morning fuzzies! Have you ever thought about that to sleep in differnt places around the house is good for you? I realized it now. The other night I slept on the floor in my livingroom - woke up feeling like someone had stepped on me. Dont sound good but ... Last night - new place...lol....my bedroom! Yes! BUT - the change was : on the other side of the bed. That was a new experience. Never done that before. But I figured : why not? Bed is BIG enough for it. So off I went to bed. The other side of my bed felt strange...not where Im supposed to sleep I tell you this! Tossed and turned - looked over at MY side.. I kept my cool...hard as it was! I managed to stay at the wrong side...Finally fell asleep - but the thing is - My body needed to go where it is used to sleep, woke up at 4.30 am - my time - on, yes the right side of the bed. So much for that adventure... I will be roaming my house today to see what next sleepingplace will be. I gotZ a plan already! Not

Dragon Massage Studio
hey everyone out there in Fu-land. i just recently started up my massage practice again. and am looking for clients. my rates are very fair and i will travel if need be. travel fee is dependent on distance. my rates are as follows: $60- for a full body massage $45- for a combination massage ( neck and back, legs and arms, chest and shoulders, feet and legs, etc) $30- for a partial massage ( neck, arms, legs, back, etc) travel fees are: 0-10 miles - free 10-20 miles - $10 20-30 miles - $15 30-40 miles - $20 40-50 miles - $30 will negotiate a price break for anything over 50 miles. i have traveled to other states in the past. but must have more than 1 massage lined up to make it worth my time. if you want to book an appointment either leave me a message here on fubar or you can e-mail me @ the_tribal_dragon@excite.com if you e-mail me please put massage in the subject as i get a lot of spam mail on that account lately. thank you for taking the time to read this blog a

Cancer Update
when I first found out I had Cancer my boyfriend decided that brain tumors or chronic illness is not something he felt like facing, so he abandoned me.As I was going through treatment toward recovering. I live with my mom.I am and do remain extremely lucky, despite the deficits and disablities from this disease and the reason I went to share this is because I am very thankful to have done so well. I wish everyone who reads this to NEVER GIVE UP your search for wellness, your search for hope and dreams for a cure. I remember waking up in my hospital bed. Music on the little radio, cello and piano, my two favorite instruments. My life flew before my eyes. I just cried. It all came out. I felt the time ahead would be the toughest time of my life. And it has been ... 9/9/09-Update on brain tumor... no new growth. surgery, chemo, and radiation have stopped this thing. at least for the time being. :-) So Now I SIT AT HOME HEALING MY BRAIN FROM BRAIN CANCER SURGERY.And I am thankful to have

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Ummmm
None of this is really directed at a particular person. Just things that I've been thinking about. Somehow, some of them turned into questions. Anyway, here goes. 1. Why does the act of me drinking one cup of coffee make me pee so damn much? I mean really. I went to my Moms about 3 hours ago and I've already peed 5 times. It's annoying as hell. 2. Why do people feel the need to put their brakes on every time a car is coming "toward" them in the other lane? Just pisses me off. 3. If a person is in a relationship and they aren't happy. Does the other person expect them to put on an act? Seriously. I don't understand that. 4. Men are men. They will look at boobs. There is nothing anyone can do about it. Even in a relationship, men will look. I don't understand why MOST women get so bent out of shape over it. 5. Some of my friends from here have found me on Facebook. I haven't accepted them yet. Why, you may ask? Well that's because I needed to get this out, lol. My family is on the

Race Card R.i.p.
Came across this wonderful piece By Larry Eldred today, Who has more wisdom then Obama and all of his cronies combined. Please read and comment, Rates are nice but comments are better, I like a nice discourse, provided its respectful. The scenario usually plays out this way. A white person says something about a nonwhite person -- a statement perceived as racially insensitive, purportedly reinforcing a stereotype, or otherwise considered racist. "Black leaders" or members of the "civil rights community" pitch a fit and make demands. Off with his head! The offender apologizes, denies that the comment reflects how he "truly feels," agrees to take racial sensitivity courses, grovels and then often ends up losing his job anyway. Recognizing and accepting that sometimes people say silly, stupid, illogical or disagreeable things won't do. Writing someone off as wrongheaded isn't enough. He or she must pay. Golfer and widely known jokester Fuzzy Zoeller lost millions in endorseme

Don't Laugh Or Judge, Just Help If You Can Please...
First off, I know there are a lot of people out there who don't believe in the super natural, that is ok, I don't blame you or judge you for that. If you don't believe, then move on, because that's what this blog is about, and I am seriously seeking some help here, I don't need criticism or to be judged or heckled, thanks!! As most of my friends know, I am Wiccan, or something close to it, I don't follow the rules exactly I guess...I'm spiritual, not religious. Since my son was born, there has been something present in my house. My husband and I both have always had the ability to sense energy, wether you want to call it spirits, demons, ghosts, whatever...Some things have specific names. Whatever this entity is, it was not here prior to the birth of my son. When it first showed up, (and I'm not sure that what was here at first is the same thing that is here now). I sensed a feeling of peace and calm. One night when my son woke up crying, I jumped out

My Cousins Unlce Speaking About Him
LIBERTY, Mo. -- Relatives of a man hit and killed in an alley said he was a young father trying to get his life back on track. Early Sunday morning, Channing May, 25, was near Northmoor when a driver hit several people with a car, killing May. Jack Martin was charged in the case. Steve May, Channing's uncle, said his nephew was about to be married. "On Sunday morning I told my sister, 'We're going to take this minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day," Steve May told KMBC's Jim Flink. He said the situation is even more difficult because Channing had recently lost his job. He had gone back to school, but all of his insurance policies had lapsed. "It's a downward slide," May said. Channing leaves behind two children, including an infant daughter he'd written a poem about. "My special someone is my daughter, someone I've wanted to meet for a long time," said May, reading his nephew's poem. Police are still trying to determine what happened in the alle

Advantages Of Being A Woman
Number 1 of alll and i didnt mean to forget but here it is WE HAVE BOOBS 1. We got off the Titanic first.2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers.3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours.4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers.5. We can cry and get off speeding fines.6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game.7. Taxis stop for us.8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance.9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point).11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay.12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay.13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life.14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower.15. We don't hav

9/10, 9/11, 9/12...the Three Day Effect
NOTE: This is a reposting of a piece I oritginally wrote and posted on September 10th, 2005. It's unedited, definitely has a few typos, and isn't the cleanest piece of writing I've ever done - but I didn't feel it needed to be for what I wanted to say....I wasn't trying to impress anyone. I was just speaking from the heart. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - So tomorrow is 9/11. The day that four years ago, as Toby Keith puts it, America took a mighty sucker punch. There will be four seperate moments of silence in the city of New York tomorrow. One for each plane that struck, and then one for the time each tower collapsed. I'm sure ceremonies like this will go on for years in memory and out of respect of those who died that day. September 11, 2001 is, quite obviously, one of the most momentous days in civilized history. But has anyone ever stopped to think of just how important that the day before - 9/10, and the day after - 9/12, really are in the entire mix of thi

Demons
Alone again in my head Battling demons, nothing left unsaid. The fear of anxiety growing higher and higher All that this body is left with is no desire. Looking through the blinds of life Walls up, armed with strife. When I lay my head, you won't know all that I am feeling I won't allow it to show The tears that run down my face Once again are quiet, I show no trace.

Just Read
Another day and another lost soul in a sea of emptiness.A world of confusion sometimes not worth living through.Making decisions based on what would make everyone else happy and or satisfied.The devil used to be a friend of mine,he kept me level giving me alcohol and drugs to help me ease my troubled mind.When the numbness dissappeareAd and the pain crept back in guilt or the pain of living through a sea of misery is all I felt. A sudden force showed and gave me an angel to help motivate my will to live.She then got stolen away.Was it a test? Was it a chance at renewed faith or a will to quit the harmful path of addiction? The feeling of someone giving up when they actually never left my side is a show of support and a courage that brings you a true friendship. You never lose a sense of love or comradirie when your friends remain true or faithful.An act of loyalty is never a fools gold;it is a true entity you can rely on and gives you a sense of security that wraps around you like a he

Relationships
What part of in a relationship do people not get? I'm getting really sick of men on here trying to get my g/f to send naked pics, or the ones who think they are being sly by being all nice and shit, and then try to make a date with her? She knows who these people are and it pisses me off to no end. I don't get on here and flirt with other women, I don't have them hitting on me. You so called fucking friends of my g/f show a little RESPECT!!!! In a relationship does not mean SINGLE!

Need To Get This Off My Chest
IT HAS BEEN SAID TO ME WITH IN THE PAST 10 MINS THAT SOMEONE IS GOIN AROUND SAYING I AM SENDING PPL TO MESS WITH SOMEONE ON THIS SITE. I'M SORRY LAST TIME I CHECKED I WAS A GROWN WOMEN WHO DOES THING FOR MYSELF AND FOR OTHER WHO HAVE HELPED ME ALONG THE WAY. I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR U TO COME TO MY PAGE AND SHOUT ME A MESSAGE SAYING WHAT MY PLACE IS AND WHAT NOT. IF U HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY PLZ SAY IT TO ME. I DON'T DO DRAMA AND WILL NOT ALLOW IT.

On Socialism And Medical Care Coverage
Given the current debate i the U.S. over health care coverage, the word Socialism is getting tossed around like beach ball at a lakeside picnic. Unfortunatly, most of the people tossing the word have no more idea of what that word means than the average picnicer. At best, most folks simply don't know the difference and misuse the word, at worst the word is being thrown as a red herring to scare the HELL out of people. Capitalism: the means of production, (industry, business and such) is controlled by the owners, (those who have POWERFUL CAPITAL) Government can be an elected republic... but need not be. Socialism: the means of production is controlled by the WORKERS not necessarily the government. That is, that which produces the economy is controlled, possibly owned, by those that work there. If the government controlled by the workers as well is a communism. What the president is suggesting in the change of health care system, is making health care coverage a right and respons

Which Reminds Me...
So I was thinking about my traffic ticket and thinking about karma and how maybe I deserved it for wrong doings not caught or perhaps it was going to prevent an accident because I would now be hyper aware of my driving. But then I remembered one night about 3 or 4 years ago. I was driving home from the strip club, working not patronizing, and about a mile down the road I got pulled over. This young officer came up to the door, I rolled down my window. It was raining and winter so it was even more bothersome. He told me he pulled me over because my license plate light was out. I had recently had the car worked on so I figured that was a result of it. However, something about his demeanor seemed a little too casual. So I asked him his name not seeing a name tag on his uniform. He said his name was Steve. "Officer Steve?" I asked him suspiciously. "Yeah." He said kind of cocky. Then his partner waved him over to leave. Then he told me he'd let me go with a warning and to have a

The Circle ...
Have you ever spoken to people and realised that some are just so single minded they can't see that a tree not only grows to provide shade, but also, for its' beauty and its' uses ... It is a multi dimensional being, of the Universe. Just as we are ... I have found that being a circle ... I can fit anywhere ... but not everyone else can fit me. In order to move effectively a circle must move on smooth territory to run effectively ... the circle can take the ruff roadway and bounce off, perhaps get damaged too, but being a circle it can gently get moving again. What's the box doing ??? It sits there firm, and steadfast due to its' shape. Unless someone knocks it down hill in which case all the edges get knocked off and the descent down the hill causes it to become more circle like. If nothing causes it to move the edges may firm up again. If there is movement, it rolls down the hill smoothly and in control, until it decides to park itself somewhere again becoming immobile and h

New Songs From "helicopter Man"!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everybody! I'm pretty excited about this! My live CD, "Helicopter Man" will be available in November (late October if things go faster)! I've put 3 of the 9 songs up on my music page at myspace for your listening pleasure! http://www.myspace.com/seanfaust The 3 songs I chose for myspace are: Inside Again For Whom It May Concern The Other Song I hope you enjoy them! I will be sure to keep you posted on the release of my first live solo cd!!!!!!!!!! Don't have the "Inside Again" cd yet? What are you waiting for? It's only $5!!!!!!!!!!! FIVE BUCKS!!!!! FIVE DOLLARS!!!! It's true!!!!!! Hurry and get it! http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/seanfaust Enjoy!!!!!

Blows My Mind
yea so where do i begin? it is so funny to me how serious people get about this site. i am 22 and have 2 kids. i am finishing school. those are my priorities. not fubar BS. some people use this site as a dating site. think about wut this site IS. its a ONLINE BAR. not e harmony or match.com. in my opinion its unlikely you will meet the love of your life here. but if you do dont let them go and give this shit up. it will only bring more problems. so far i have kept myself out of the drama. but it seems like every1 wants to involve you in something. i have my IN REAL LIFE problems. i am NOT gonna have fubar problems. though let me set the record str8 here some people have some things wrong. not once have i tried to start fubar drama. like i said IN REAL LIFE NOT FUBAR. and i never start anything people in real life people know how much shit i have been through and they come to me. im like oprah for my friends. hahahahahahaha. and i need to set the record str8 here too. DONT FLATTER yours

Private Isn't Completely Private
Did you know that your "private" photos here on Fubar aren't really private? Oh sure, for the most part, someone without an account, or who's not on your friends/family list, won't be able to get into your photos by the normal means. But that doesn't mean they still can't see them. Ever notice that there's a link on your page for recent photo updates? You know, to see who's posted what photos recently? Ever post a photo to a "private" album that you didn't mark NSFW, but should have? Well, if you look in the recent photo updates, there's a chance that one you didn't really want the world to see will be there. Sure, it's the small thumbnail view, and if someone clicks on it who doesn't have access, they'll get the "photo marked private" message. IF, however, they right-click on the photo, and select image properties, they see a line in there for the image address (URL) if using IE, or Location, if using Mozilla. This will be something like the following (taken from th

B.k.p.s. - Fupoetry - Fence Wit Us
Status response on Savv's profile. Saving it here so I wont lose it. Savv's status: You can't decipher this. You can't attack my tactics, or block 'em. You can't decipher my plans, you can't recite my mantra. You can't parry my blows, you can't riposte 'em - Savvage Baresark shit... My Reply: (I wrote some of this last night but today.. more kept comin to me.. I ended up with this ill shit.) Engarde! So busta's want'ta fence? Bk'll leave ya limbless! Dare'ta vers'us wit verses? Ya'cant be serious! Rapier hilt to da helm, now stay out our business! No dechipherin such sickness, it confounds the witless. No way to teach sense... not even with a syllabus. How can ya decrypt this, enigmatic wickedness? Intelligence is my law, & criminal is ignorance.

Gratitude
Okaaaaaay! I know some of you are new to the group....and I understand some of you are new to Fubar,I also understand some of you arent able to BE on here a lot,I understand some of you AREN'T new to fu and some of you ARE on here a lot. SO I want to take this time.....to explain to every member of the group get the message and understanding as to EXACTLY why we are a group and EXACTLY why....you are here. I created this group because a LOT of my friends and people I rated would tell me thanks...because I.......if I like a person or think they are cool can,have and will rate up to 2000 pics in a session if you don't believe me ask ANYONE in my family that has over 1000,1400,2000,2700 pics if I at ONE TIME OR ANOTHER rated every single one of their pics and they will TELL YOU I have. Now I haven't been able to do that because of my illness,working WITH my illness,getting the group together,rating new mambers,ATTEMPTING to rate current ones,making cards for the new members,helping out

Edgy
I am in an edgy fucked up mood and ready to jump down someones throat in real life and not anyone imparticular just that type of mood if that makes sense!! UGH! Can someone fucking distract me or make me think different thoughts plz!!

Douchebag #5
This one here is a repeat offender who has had multiple profiles and deleted them only to come back and harrass me and Donna both. His great quest as he says here is to see how many times in a fu-session he can get off???? He forgets I remember him from his last pathetic attempts so have a read and laugh lol! Read bottom to top its from shout box lol! ->Tony: ya know what i cant afford it but i live on $900 a month and pay all my bills myself feed me and a kid and go to school full time so go fuck yourself you DONT KNOW what i go through and I WILL not be judged by some pissant bastard who is here to beat off to ass many girls as he can how pathetic is that ->Tony: hahah i already got one so i dont need to listen to you beat off to get one lmao Tony: cuz u cant afford ur own Tony: whatever.... go bum vips bich ->Tony: opinions are like assholes everyone has one and yours smells just as bad as anyone elses so why dont you go find some other poor person to torture so your self

Warning: This Contains The Word "fuck", Alot.
i'm sick and fuckin tired of just about everything today. i'm absolutely sick of life. don't get me wrong, i love bein' a mother, but honestly. she's the only one that doesn't piss me the fuck off. serrriously. if you can't pick up after yourself, fuck off. if you're going to eat my groceries, and not buy any next week, fuck off. just because i buy a new car, you expect me to pay 200 in taxes on it every year? fuck off. if you can't take your sorry ass to the dentist every six months, fuck off. if you think just because i'm a fat bitch, i like fat dudes, fuck off. my checkin account is like a fuckin' rollercoaster, fuck you man. &why tf am i writing this, if you're thinkin' that, fuck the fuck off. and fuck him for not being what he said he was. if you can't grow the fuck up, fuck off. if you can't drive the big ass truck you just bought asshole, drop it back off at the dealership, and fuck off. if you feel the need to be 35 minutes late for every appointment you make