Fubar Blog Posts 4

Cellular
Dunno if anyone's seen a film called Cellular, but I watched it recently. Problem was that night, almost every hour on the hour I'd dream about people being shot and killed. I'm talking serious clockwork here, it was damn freaky, as well as damn annoying. It's weird to 'cause that's only the second film after Congo to give me nightmares. And I watched Congo many many years ago....

Will Pay Fubucks For 100 Photo Comments
I am in a 1 month V.I.P contest I have less then 2000 comments needed to reach my goal of 6000 comments so I am willing to pay 50,000 fubux for 100 comments.. All you need to do is send me a private message when you have left that many comments.. there is no limit to how many times you leave 100 comments so have fun and comments away... All you have to do is click on the picture below to get to my picture.. Thank you

Someone To Watch Out For
THIS MAN HERE I THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND TO ME WHEN I FRIST JOINED THE SITE HE WAS KIND AND ALL THEN HE TURNED ON ME AND STARTED SAYING NASTY THINGS TO ME TRYING TO HURT ME SO I BLOCKED HIM FROM MY PAGE AND I THOUGHT EVERY THING WAS OVER WITH UNTIL AFRIEND OF MINE SEEN PHOTOS OF ME ON HIS PAGE THAT I NEVER GAVE HIM SAYING RUDE THINGS UNDER IT FOR EVERYONE TO SEE. WELL I TOLD HIM TO TAKE IT DOWN HE LAUGHED AT ME AND SAID NO AND GO REPORT ME THEY CANT DO ANYTHING TO ME SO I DID AND THE MOST THIS SITE CAN DO IS MARK THE PIC NSFW I READ THE RULES OF THE SITE SO THIS PIG STILL HAS THE PICS UP ON HIS PAGE AND ALL I CAN DO NOW IS JUST TELL EVERY WOMEN TO WATCH OUT FOR HIM HE ACTS ALL SWEET MAKES U PICS SO HE CAN LOOK THOUGH ALL YOUR PICS AND COPIE THEM I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSA HE'S DONE WITH THEM IM HURT AND HE STILL BORTHER'S ME SAYING SICK STUFF TO ME AND HE TOLD ME HE LOVE'S ME TO DEATH AND THAT HE WONT STOP THATS SCARY TO HEAR THE MAN IS NOT WELL AT ALL COME TO FIND OUT HES DOING THIS TO

Drugs Much?
OK, this convo had me so confused. start at the bottom: erkan: ok hun l am distrub u so sory ->erkan: on this sight? Or at my current location? erkan: have u man here erkan: l dont kno this...what do u want how ->erkan: for what erkan: because l want u ->erkan: I'm fine. I still don't know why you are calling me a bitch though, I've never done anything to you erkan: have u man erkan: howa re u this ia first ->erkan: hello erkan: hi ->erkan: I've never even talked to you, what are you talking about? erkan: omg l am distrub u sory erkan: only say erkan u are asshole ->erkan: yes to what? erkan: u dont say yes ->erkan: why? what did I do? erkan: ruby are u bitch And in case you sere wondering, yes, he is from Turkey

The First Night
HE EASES HER BACK ONTO THE SHEETS.COVER HER GENTLY WITH HIS FORM.AS HE SLOWLY BEND DOWN TO KISS HER LIPS.HARD,WET.INTENSE.SHE MOVES TO HIS INVITE.BRINGING HERSELF TO MEET HIS HARD CORE FRAME.HE WATCHES HER AS SHE MELTS INTO HIS FLESH.AND HE IS LOVING WHAT HER BODY IS TELLING HIM.SHE SPREAD WIDE,AND WETNESS SIPS OUT,AND HE KNEW,SHE WAS TO BE HIS TONIGHT.HE WAS TOUCHING PLACES THAT NEVER WAS FELT BEFORE,AND THIS EXCITED HER.,AND HE WAS GIVING IT ALL TO HER.HE BREATHED UPON HER SKIN,AND HE WAS HOT.HOTTER THAN HE EVER HAD BEEN BEFORE.AND SHE KNEW TONIGHT HE WOULD BE HERS.HE MOVED INTO HER.SLOWLY,AND THIS SET HER ON FIRE.HE TOUCHED HER LIKE A VIRGIN,AND THIS TURNED HER ON MORE.SHE HADNT FELT LIKE THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME,AND HE KNEW IT.HE WOULD BE HER FIRST TONIGHT,AND THIS TURNED HIM ON MORE.HE KISSED HER NECK.BITING,SUCKING,AND SHE WANTED MORE.SHE ACHED FOR THIS,AND SHE KNEW,THAT HER FANTASY OF HIM,OF THEIR FIRST NIGHT WAS ABOUT TO COME TRUE.HE MOVED DOWN HER HIPS LIKE A HUNTER IN SEARCH

I Hope Not To Offend
I am going to try to word this where it doesn't offend anyone or cause any drama, but I need some input, and a blog was safer then a mumm. Have you ever found yourself giving all you have for others and just not getting any appreciation in return? I'm not talking about specifically being rated in return or actually GIVEN anything, but a simple thank you, a drop by a page to say hi, anything. I'm sure a lot of my feelings right now revolve around stress, but the way things have bene going right now, fubar even stresses me. I'm having some issues with the way some of my friends have been running things lately, and am actually thinking about taking some steps to remove myself from the sittuation, but there are friends that I don't want to lose. Some of you who read this are going to have an idea what I'm talking about, others won't, and that's ok. If you understand what I'm saying then please give me some ideas, cause I'm tapped out. If you don't, well even just a "hi there" works f

I Try To Be Nice... Tired Of Being Kicked In The Ass!!!
I hate to leave a blog like this cuz I hate to bitch!! But I am tired of being nice and doing everything that can and not receiving any of it back!! I always repost peoples bulletins, but no one ever reposts mine!! I just joined the New Breed Bombing Family, I thought it would be a really cool family, so far only about half are cool, I go and f/a/r everyone and at least half will accept my friend request but thats it!!! They don't go and rate and fan me!! Now I don't want to sound petty cuz that is not me, but a person gets tired of it after a while!!Now don't get me wring, I have had a lot of great people as friends... a lot!!!! ANd I have had a lot of great experiences, but sometimes I get upset, just because I am not one of the popular girls on here doesn't mean that what I have to say isn't important!! I have made quite a few bulletins and i think only had one of them get reposted!! I'm sorry to be bitchy, but it would be nice if I got back what I gave!!I don't know, I guess I am j

New Games, New Job, And A Fond Farewell For Now
It's that time again. The time when I realize I've been stuck somewhere too long. I needed a change, and picked up a new job. I don't have the info on where, exatly, but I know it's in Montana. I get to go home for a week before the job (sweeeeeeet.) Meanwhile, in Hickville, I've just gotten my bonus for being here 3 months. Whoopee.... The Games section of Fubar has been turned back on, and the games look awesome. Go check it out! Now for the sadness: I have NO clue if I'll be able to access the internet while in Montana, so I've informed the higher-ups that I must respectfully step down. This makes me sad. I LIKE bein a Bouncer... As to the rest of my Fu-social life, I hope to log on at least once or twice while there, but no guarantee. I'll miss you all. -SchweißerMann, the HyPerverted.

Randomness
What is your favorite word? fuck or cunt What is your least favorite word? the N word What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally? guitars, tits, Jager What turns you off creatively, spiritually or emotionally? teh dumbness of some people What sound or noise do you love? breaking glass and someone moaning my name What sound or noise do you hate? the noise from the Grudge What is your favorite curse word? fuck or cunt What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? fluff girl (Y) What profession would you not like to do? daycare If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? Yes, you can come in! lmaooooooooooo

My Reason For Living
I wrote this when I thought all in my life was lost and there was no reason to live. I looked at my daughter and then began to write and this is what came out. A daughters love I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. You love without reason No matter what the season I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. You don't know pain or shame, You don't know greed to how to blame. I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. You know no hate you have no fear, Your lifes not hidden in suffering and tears. I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. I see your love so true, I see the life inside of you.. I look at you and I see The kind of person I know I can be. I see the love of a beautiful daughter, I see a child who loves her father and mother. I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. My sacrifice I'll make for you, To show to you my love is true. I look at you and I s

Gregorian
I know this should probably be a stash entry, but if I stashed it I realise also that no one would ever see it. It has been known for an 'alternative' kind of music to catch my ear - The kind of music that I would not normally consider listening to. Often it's for no apparent reason. Sometimes it is to the great annoyance of the people around me. The last time this happened it was the piano stylings of Maksim Mrvica, a man who I now consider to be a musical genius, incidentally. This time it is Gregorian. They are a German band that fuse traditional Gregorian chants with musical accompaniment. Most of this music is their own unique take on various modern pop songs. Indulge me, if you will, and feast on the glory that is Gregorian...

I'm An Ever Rolling Wheel....
The title to the blog comes from one of my favorite songs "Going in Circles"...which is exactly how these two particular guys in my life have me feeling. So...i don't date. At all...my last relationship crashed and burned on such an epic scale that a pimp and crack whore are a successful couple by comparison. Sooo..i figure i'd stick to what i do best and fix other people's messes while avoiding making another one of my own. i have no idea why i thought that would work. i must have been smoking the aforementioned crack whores pipe cause romantically speaking, i'm going down in flames like a bad audition on American Idol. I get attached really easily, pretty quickly but its hard for me to take it beyond the surface level. I think that is a defense mechanism because I tend to be attracted the most to men that I am fundamentally incompatible with. Hence my current situation. Short non whining version is that i am into someone who isn't really reciprocating in the attention

Why Are Ppl So Stupid
Show Recent Messages (F3) kingsstuffy is currently not in your Messenger List. Add to your Messenger List (Ctrl+Shift+A) Report as Spam (Alt+Shift+R) kingsstuffy: merci.... mercilynn_1973: yes...? kingsstuffy: hi i am back... mercilynn_1973: hi wb kingsstuffy: r u disturbed... mercilynn_1973: mentally? maybe lol kingsstuffy: am i bothering u ? mercilynn_1973: no mercilynn_1973: well shoot..i thought my first answer was funny..guess you didn't lol kingsstuffy: Hi am back,,,changed from lap top to desk top,,, kingsstuffy: having too many dc's honey,,, kingsstuffy: r u there ? mercilynn_1973: AHH mercilynn_1973: yep mercilynn_1973: mercilynn_1973: no mercilynn_1973: well shoot..i thought my first answer was funny..guess you didn't lol kingsstuffy: Hi am back,,,changed from lap top to desk top,,, kingsstuffy: having too many dc's honey,,, kingsstuffy: r u there ? mercilynn_1973: AHH mercilynn_1973: yep kingsstuffy: cutie,,,u r always there ..., its so sooth

Making Love.... (with A Lil Twist)
Talking with you on the phone, I feel the sensations burning in "the zone". I put my hands up under my nightdress, Starting with my breast softly I caress. Licking my fingers and drawing a line, Running it down my tummy, mmm, so.... divine! Getting to the top of my most precious spot, My body is just quivering, its so damn hot. The wetness is building, as I picture your face, Your lips are near, as I tear off my pantie lace. sliding my fingers in between my lips, Oh....ohhh, my god, your on-top, don't slip. My breathing is getting louder, I cannot hide As I enter my fingers deeply inside. Thrusting in then out, grabbing the sheets, Omg i scream, im dripping wet, oh, oh, oh, im trembling all over my body is in heat. Thinking of how much i love the thickness of your dick, Picturing you entering me, or just longing to give it a lick. My body arches up, as I let out a groan. I imagen you saying sweetly, baby i love to hear you moan. Panting as a lioness, I let out

Birthday Adventure
OMG...I don't even know where to begin or if I'm adequately capable of putting this into words...But here it goes...Saturday afternoon my loving and adoring man decided to surprise me with a spontaneous trip to the Oregon Coast, that would last until today...I was floored, overwhelmed, excited, giddy...You see, I've never been to the Pacific Ocean before...I'm going to try to recap for you everything I saw, all of my firsts...I saw the most beautiful beaches with white sand...crystal blue waters...beautiful formations in the ocean...He had a nice bottle of wine for me...he built the most amazing fire at the beach...we slow danced while he sang to me...he even had fireworks for me...It was beautiful, romantic, breath-taking! The man proposed to me right there on the beach, and of course I said YES!!! We camped out by the ocean, and made love! Could a girl really ask for anything more storybook romantic? Yes, I was pinching myself, and it was for real...I saw sea gulls, elk, squirrel

Testing....1,2,3...
Meh. Is it true? YOU tell me :) Your score on this personality test was 71% Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.Personality QuizTake More Quizzes -REL

Pervert Alert! ^~dj Minion~^:
DO NOT ADD THIS GUY! HE WAS A PERVERT AND I REFUSED TO TALK TO HIM AND HE WENT AND RATED ALL MY PICTURES A 2 !!! BOMB HIM BACK AND DO THE SAME.. HE'S A REAL ASS!! ^~DJ Minion~^: http://www.fubar.com/user/264956 LOTS OF LOVE MY WONDERFUL FREINDS! XOX BAD KITTY

Becareful
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God Counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet To be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, But from the side To be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be Loved."

Stress
ok,,not sure why i am doing this but i have a few of you notice i have been quiet and acting funny. well the family life isnt to good right now ,being blamed for shit i didnt do,,esp when not around to do it,drunk bro has convinced family i am a lier and thief,well the whole time he is the one,sigh. and now sister has somehow convinced the boys to not wanna toss the ball or just go out and play,and those of you that know me,,kids are my life.so am looking to get out of here soon,i hope.i have never really knew what true stress was until now. i guess losing 20 pounds in 2 weeks kinda woke me up to the fact something needs to change. but not asking for pity,no, just explaining to anyone out there if i seemed quiet or stranger then usual,lol, that is why.nuthin more.and now,my friends i need more coffee,3 hours sleep just doesnt seem enough,haha

Own Me?
Would you like some Sherry with that? Sherry noun A fortified wine ranging from very dry to sweet and from amber to brown. Now available vie auction from *Drew* Click on the picture above to place your bid, and get yourself a fine glass today.

Things Could Be Worse...
I just found out that one of my favorite people, ever, lost his job today, due to downsizing. I'm going into worry overdrive about this. I know he'll be ok financially, but I can't help it. He sounded so sad when I talked to him. It sucks not being able to comfort someone due to miles. These are some shitty times.

Start Now, Mf'er!
Today's Pat on the back goes to a man for his efforts a week ago... MILWAUKEE - A Milwaukee man was accused of shooting his lawn mower because it wouldn't start. Keith Walendowski, 56, was charged with felony possession of a short-barreled shotgun or rifle and misdemeanor disorderly conduct while armed. According to the criminal complaint, Walendowski said he was angry because his Lawn Boy wouldn't start Wednesday morning. He told police quote, "I can do that, it's my lawn mower and my yard so I can shoot it if I want." A woman who lives at Walendowski's house reported the incident. She said he was intoxicated. Walendowski could face up to an $11,000 fine and six years and three months in prison if convicted. Now, I don't know about you, but I am sick and tired of fancy machines dictating our lives! A man pays good money for a mower and gas and he expects it to work when needed, damnit! I suppose the liberal nanby-pamby legal system wants us to just lay down and be mowe

Baseball
I'm gonna do something here, that I never thought that I would do. And it pains me to do it more than most of you can imagine. I would like to take this moment to commend the Boston Red Sox. I hate the Red Sox more than any other sports team, but they did good in dealing away Manny. No more Manny being Manny BS, the guy is 100% with what is wrong with baseball. He is a guy who is an incredible hitter. He's put up Hall of Fame numbers. But I'd like to be the first to say, in my book, he's not close to being a Hall of Famer. On the plus side, he's a great hitter, good power and average numbers. By all accounts, he's a great teammate, with many players saying that they love being around him. He's a fan favorite, well, sometimes he is. Big Friggin Deal! He made millions a year. But that was NEVER enough. He was always crying that he never felt wanted. They pay you $20000000 a year retard, that's plenty reasons showing that they want you. He always has an injury a ye

Why I Hate The Mumms.
I just had a friend's mumm deleted, and I'm sure they'll take her priveledges away, because she asked the fucktard Mummers to go to her pics, and pic the best tattoo that she's done, to submit to a magazine. That is the link to the tattoo she did on me, so if you want to see her work, click on that, then go look at the others. But the Fucktard Possee got it deleted, saying she's self promoting her shop. They've done this before. But I see tattoo artists all the time on here putting out their work. She's proud of her art, and she should be. I don't flag the people who post their sketchings, or their paintings. So she wanted people to go to her page. Big fucking deal! She didn't ask that you rate them all. Hell, she just asked for a comment on which tattoo people liked best. She sure as hell isn't going to level from that. This is why I quit going to Mumm's in the first place. The whiny ass babys who cry about everything, and get their clever remarks in, and

Its My Time Now
Like you told me its my time now...My time to do what i need 2 do 2 improve myself..I'm striving for perfection...Striving to be the one that makes a difference in this society..Its my time to be all I can be..My time to give and recieve...My time to put away all childish things...My time to let you go...My time to move on to better things...My time to basicly do me and not worry about what others think..My time to just be free!!! Thanks big bro for giving me that tough, crazy love that you are always giving me...Dang..I'm still going 2 miss all the times we shared together...All the nights that we spent 2gether talking and you comforting me that everything will be ok..Dang i'm really going 2 miss the relationship change that we had since u are going off getting married soon..lol..

Be Careful
Be careful do not speak For some are strong And some are weak Be careful, choose wise For some are true and Some just tell lies Be careful of who you love For some take for granted of What we were sent from above Be careful, Be very aware For some takes our love and Some doesn't really care Be careful of what you thought You have to gain For some will say I Love You And turn around and leave you in pain Be careful do turn and run For some will love you and Some will say it was only for fun!!!!

Needing A Break
Hi..... I just wanted to let all my friends know.. Today will be my last day on line for a while. I have alot of things going on at the moment that I need to take care of. Also work is going to start mandatory overtime soon. Will miss chatting with everyone but need to get things in my life straightened out first. Not sure when I will be back on ...might pop in here and there but that would be about all. Should be on yahoo very seldom also...just gotta take care of things love u all.... Tima aka MsBratt

Disillusioned
i am taking a break from FUBAR and i have no idea when i will be back or if i will be back. i have become so disillusioned by all the buying of rates/points. it is not the site i joined, and there is no fun in rating peoples stuff anymore. everyone wants a quick fix to the top or next level and will quickly tell you to bling them to level them when you are rating them instead of rating their stuff....yes, it has happened to me several times. it use to mean something to level someone by rating their stuff, now people just spend their money, throw a bling or 2 or 10 to someone and it is all done..that quickly. i use to go begin rating someone, and chat with them while i was rating their stuff and made some friends that way, but since i left the old acct behind, i just cannot find those people anymore...and if you go to rate someone these days, you barely get a thank you...everyone wants you to bling them to the next level. so this is my farewell for awhile...maybe forever...m

Withdrawls
Ok for those of you who know me or have read my MUMM's I have been contemplating whether to stay in Indiana or move back to Florida. Two of my daughters are pregnant. My 1st grandchild will be due in 1 week, but my daughter moved to Florida so its kinda hard to be there for her since we live so far apart. My other daughter isnt due until December, but is having a lot of complications due to her SLE Lupus. They both need me but the one in Florida is all alone, its just her and her fiance. I feel at this time she needs me the most. My other daughter (isnt pregnant thank God) just turned 18 and is very sad that I have made the choice to go back to Florida. I will be leaving on August 7th. You can read my past mumm for more info on my past choice. It will be a little while before I get internet again. So to all my awesome friends please dont forget me. Leave me lots of love and as I can I will check in on everyone. Lots of love, Siesta btw this is titled Withdraw becau

I'm Sorry Guys But It's Time
LETTING THE POSSE GO OHHHHHHH WHAT STRESS This is very hard for me to do and I have thought it over for a long time.. I don't have time on here like I use to have.. There is so many things in my real life that I need to get done.. The hardest part about letting go of the Posse was the feeling of letting down the ones that have been with me from the start.. Like Retta, Matt, and Mister B.. But its came to my attention that Retta let go of the Posse name and after talking to me for a while Matt did also.. Mister B is the only one left that hasn't talked about or let go of the name.. ( I'm talking from the ones who joined we me around the start). OMG I love you Mister B.. I have to let go of the Posse.. I'M SORRY As far as bombing here goes at Fubar it sucks.. It sucks so freaking bad now trying to bomb anything.. Its not fun no more.. I guess they have to do what they have to do that best works for their business.. I don't blame them there but as far as us game

Head Over Feet
I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to liking that You ask how my day was You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You're so much braver than I gave you credit for That's not lip service You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience You're the best listener that I've ever met You're my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long I've never felt this healthy before I've never wanted something rational I am aware no

Thinking(long Blog)
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if you can go back in time and take back something you did. I think we all have but also to have to think of the consequences of what could happen. There's somethings that I have done to ruin stuff in my life whether it would be with friends or relationships. I've learned that you should always tell someone how you feel and never keep feelings bottled up. This doesn't just go for that one woman or man you care about but also family. I've lost my dad in September 28, 2004 and the one thing I regret is not telling I loved him before he died and I don't know when the last time I told him I loved him in person. I've heard it all like "he knows you loved him". Never leave something unsaid cause it can come back and kick you in the butt. So you treasure your family and friends and hold no grudges no matter how hard it is. A grudge can leave you bitter inside and eat away at you. It's hard to forgive someone. I wish I could go back and re

Some People Just Won't Let Up
This guy has hit me up repeatedly in my shoutbox for the last several days about my nsfw pics. Some people just won't take no for an answer. He went from whining about the pics to the verge of becoming Stalkerish. Take the "NO" and move on!***Start at the bottom:*** ->NJ Original: Not really, amd I think this conversation is over. Have a nice day NJ Original: UR A BIT PARANOID ->NJ Original: Look, sorry but I don't know you from a whole in the wall so I'm not going to tell you where i live. Can we change the subject? NJ Original: NICE TO KNOW WHERE PEOPLE ARE FROM.... ->NJ Original: that's fine, but you seem to be pretty adamant about where I am. Its not important to the conversation NJ Original: MAKING CONVO HERE.. ->NJ Original: What's the big deal about needing to know? NJ Original: JEEZ WHAT S THE BIG DEAL ->NJ Original: I don't think its necessary for you to know that NJ Original: JEEZ A GENERAL I DEA WOUD BE NICE ->NJ Original: That doesn't mean you need

Make Yourself
If I hadn't made me I would've been made somehow If I hadn't assembled myself I'dve fallen apart by now If I hadn't made me I'd be more inclined to bow Powers that would have swallowed me up, but thats more than I can allow If you let them make you, they'll make you paper-mache At a distance your strong until the wind comes, then you crumble and blow away. If you let them fuck you, there will be no foreplay. But rest assured they'll screw you complete 'til your ass is blue and grey. You should make amends with you. If only for better health. But if you really want to live, why not try and Make Yourself? If I hadn't made me I'dve fallen apart by now I wont let em' make me, it's more than I can allow. So when I make me I wont be paper-mache. And if I fuck me.... I'll fuck me in my own way. You should make amends with you If only for better health. But if you really want to live, why not try and Make Yourself? Make Yourself.

Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucking Ruby Cairo man. She's insane. I told her I was going to have Gibraltar kick her back to the US. She says: "Exported? Imported? Deported? Reported?" i mean seriously. lol. and now she's giggling about it in my ear and I'm whiping tears out of my eyes. she's fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunny!

Sour Grapes
In my shout box this afternoon: MAKE ME YOURS: wanna roleplay/ I don't answer...but I rate his profile a 10 and fan him...which I routinely do to all on this site. It's only polite. It says he's 27... which is pretty normal--I get hit on by guys younger than that on this site with great frequency... (and they want to call US cougars??? ) He has no salute--though he's been on the site for nearly 2 years. He has three pictures...one is of a rose...the other two are of a nice looking, fit, shirtless guy. He has no about me. No nothing. In my fubar experience this means you are most likely a big old faker. In my shout box I get: MAKE ME YOURS: is that a no? I am kind of busy so I don't answer rigth away so then I get in my shout box: MAKE ME YOURS: ?????????????????? Fubar is running sluggish so I send a yellow rose with the following message: "I appreciate the offer but have several reasons for saying no thanks... not the least of which are 1) I'm marrie

Thank You
i can't stay onlong i just wantes to thank all my friends forthere prayersa nd well wishes. i did a very stupid thing and i am sorrry i did it. i love you all very much. most thanks to ian and ange for all their special things theyy did for me an my family. i might be goin home next week Nd i promise to be here more often. armistead sorry itis hard for me to typestill

Fake Ass Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. I'm not looking for attention....just checking to see who pays attention to stuff on here is all.

Things Learned By Hearing My Neighbor Having Sex...
1) It is still unacceptable to use the word “cunt” while in the throes of passion. For example, saying “Yeah…I’m gonna pound that cunt” will still get you a swift kick in the balls. Even worse, you’re not getting any pussy from the girl whatsoever. You fail. 2) “Can I? Can I?” = May I please stick my penis in your butt. Now, if you’re going to ask this question, you better be damn sure she’s going to say “Yes, you may.” Because if she says no, she’ll act like you just called her a cunt. You fail again. 3) She would always come home with a guy she met at the bar. And the guy would always have a bag from Taco Bell in his hands. So…Guy and Girl meet at bar. Girl invites Guy back to her apartment. Guy and Girl stop at Taco Bell. Guy and Girl have sex. Therefore, Guy + Girl + Girl’s apartment + Taco Bell = Sex. So guys, buy a girl Taco Bell and then go to her apartment and you’re in like Flynn. 4) Thugs/Gangsta-types last no more than an hour. For the physical act of sex itself, th

Just A Note
i know i dont chat much with everyone, but i try to. i think i say more by just stopping by your page every so often and rating your stuff. lol i am busy sometimes and it is hard to get to your blogs and hard to chat in them. i just want to thank all those who put forth the effort the last few days rating my pic in drew's auction. if at anytime my friends need help with trying to level just let me know and i will do my best to help. since getting on this site i have made some good friends and it makes life out here on the road easier to deal with. be safe everyone and enjoy the weekend.

Small Talk
We all have certain things that we hate and find completely and utterly annoying. For me, one of those things is small talk with people I could not give a rat's ass about, like co-workers or neighbors (small talk is a very typical American habit. In Eastern Europe you can avoid this unpleasantry by giving that person an evil eye or condemning them to hell. In Somalia, you can feed that person to a pack of hungry lions or people) There is always that awkward moment upon encountering that said person and making a forced eye contact, when I feel obliged to break the daunting silence in fear of being considered rude or unwelcoming. There is always that wonderment of who is going to start talking first (usually its the other person), always followed by a severely pointless question or comment like: "Its nice outside, isn't it?" which always makes me want to answer: "I'll be darned! I had no idea, since I was locked up in a cage for the past few days and did not just walk in here behind y

Something Everybody Should Never Do
Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones. This is not just for lovers but friends also .

Some People Make Me Wonder...!!
Maybe, I'm just me and outgoing....but maybe someone can help me hmmm understand more so this is a comment and rate thing okkkkk?? So anyhow, here it goes....I make it a point to really spread my self out whether a friend or someone floating on by....I spend my over 1500+ rates to everyone that comes and goes...but why is it when I've rated someone multiple times/fanned/added etc...and you let them know in a friends request they still choose to ignore you. Do they feel the time I spent on them isn't worth their while to maybe take the same time to give back. I don't expect much, but why is it in today's society people can take and take without sometimes giving a little back. I spend my retirement doing that now assisting other Veterans in trying to achieve some sanity and self worth back from a country that seems not to give much at all. I don't expect special treatment, but the same respect I've given them would be appreciated. There are those that are on my friends list I de

The Closing Of Rejects In The Rafters
Ok I am going to clarify a few things here about why Rejects closed. For starters, I want to say thank you to the ones that really helped me out. There was only a select few that worked to keep it up and going. Others I feel just spread themselves too thin and was working other lounges. It got to be very stressful for me cause I was feeling to have to be there all the time. I can't, I have a real life just like everyone else. I miss rejects; that was MY baby. When rejects first opened up I was happy and felt that I was making a difference. Towards the end; I was stressed out to the max, unhappy and felt that I was fighting a losing battle. I am not blaming anyone for the falling of Rejects. Just do me one favor; remember the good times of rejects. Now on to happier times: I am currently dj'n in CK2, so I hope that you stop by and jam out with me and the rest of CK2 - we all have a wonderful time. So come on in and join us!

Stolen From Stacie
It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?...............L (none of your business) 2. 4 letter word..............................Lawn 3. Vehicle: ...................................Lexus 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............London 5. Boy Name: ...............................Larry 6. Girl Name: .................................Liz 7. Occupation: ................................Landscaper 8. Something you wear:..................Leggings 9. Food: .....................................Lima beans 10. Found in a bathroom:...........Listerine 11. Reason for Being Late...........Lost 12. Something you shout..............LOSER!

I Was Assautled Today And Need You Help
As some of you know, I like to go to the lake sometimes and watch the water. It helps me think and put things into perspective. Today was one such day. I was sitting there about 45 minutes and there were plenty of people around. When people started leaving and it was down to just two of us, I started gathering up my stuff to leave The next thing I know, the man had wrapped his arm around me and was spraying mace into my eyes. He then wrestled me to the ground. I, luckily, was able to fight him off. But when he finally realized I would not be his victim and was preparing to leave, he saw me on my cell calling the police. He then tackled me again and threw my cell phone into the lake. He then climbed onto his motorcycle and left I was very lucky. I walked away with abrasions, bruises, a black eye, burned red eyes from the spray, and assorted sore muscles. He, however, rode away with my teeth marks in both arms and I'm sure some bruises of his own from me fighting him So the

The Storm
This was wrote for me by a very special friend who have the patience to find out what's hiding behind my mask. TY Bryan. **hugs hun** The Storm From over the horizon, I watched your storm slowly roll in. Filled with electricity and thunder its mystery gathered the interest of my curious soul. Gray dreary clouds of sorrow and despair rumbled it’s warning to me. Many would take shelter and hide from the turmoil and possible destruction offered by the surface of your ominous nimbus. Some would choose to exploit your storms natural path of searching for a relief, merely for their own entertainment and ego. I chose to stand and experience the awesome depth of heavenly creation. Alone on a hill I offered myself to your power of confused grace and strength. But I sustained no fear. Looking beyond the storms confusion I saw more than destructive winds, more than the fires influenced by the fierce punch of your lightning. The stratosphere I gazed upon offered so much that was

This Turmoil
I despise you with every fiber of my soul. You sucked everything I had out of me and kept coming back for more. Knowing you're breathing the same air as me makes me want to slit my own wrists. And die...slowly...painfully...just to get away from you. Years...WASTED. Can't get them back. I want to desecrate everything you hold dear. I want to burn your house down while you slumber inside. I want to rip the flesh from your bones and expose the evil within. These thoughts, this rage, this overwhelming need to wrap my hands around your neck and choke the life out of you so I can get mine back. My heart is black and in pieces. Hatred will staple it back together. Even after the battle, you're still in my head. Because really, the battle has just begun, For my mind, my spirit, my soul. To know you're alive and breathing wreaks havoc on my insides. Desperate am I to make you hurt, make you bleed, make you suffer. The way I did. The way I AM. -REL

Auction
[ fubar.com photo: 2964576925 ] ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CLICK THIS 2 PLACE BID! What I'll do for my master. 1) Rate all pics and stash 10's 11's during HH. 2) Owned by_____________ in my name. 3) Top friend and family for a month. 4) 2 Sexy Salutes. 5) 1 Daily Comment. 6) 1 Daily Gift- of any kind. 7) Keep you shitfaced. 8) One bling of my choice weekly. 9) Your homepage link on my homepage. 10) Other perks may be included and will be discussed at a later time.

Me? Block Someone?
yup... another block.. but this time it is personal and if anyone wants to block him after reading this.. i will link to his page at the end. My favorite person on this site The first person to actually befriend me she was hurt badly by a man on here. He told her he loved her told her daughter he wanted her to call him daddy. all kinds of things.. seemed like a great guy THEN... he started asking her oldest daughter for nude pictures of her younger sister. (daughter told me this) and one day Isis could not get her new camera to work well.. he flipped out calling her stupid and ugly and many other names Normally, I just ignore them and move on.. but this woman is the one person on this site that I would actually seriously hurt someone over. Normally, I would not ask people to block someone over something like this.. but like I said.. I would kill for her and her kids.. they don't call me their aunt for just any reason... Please. Block. This. Stupid

Freek420
Well yanno how these things work. ->freek420: Oh, so you like the dumb and silent type. I see. freek420: well u were till u opened ur mouth ->freek420: Nice, you just told me I was 'yummee' and now I am a fat ass. You seem like you are really confused. freek420: go lose sum weight and then talk me fat ass ->freek420: Talking to invisisble friends doesn't count as normal unless you are 5. Just thought you should know. freek420: go away im havin good convo with normal ppl ->freek420: When did we get on the subject of memory loss? You seem to be rather confused. freek420: um dear ive forgotten more than u will ever kno so go play with ur dolls ->freek420: It's ok. I'd be butt hurt if I were you, too. freek420: way ffs sheesh ->freek420: You know, punctuation can be your friend. It's ok to use it. freek420: guess u dont understand english i see so fuk off ->freek420: I see the English language is a difficulty for you. Try taking your hand out of your ass and maybe you co

Tongue Fucking
…..I turn you around and push you to the closest wall, I raise both your hands high over your head and together so I can hold you with one hand and have one free hand. Spreading your legs with my foot my free hand gracefully caresses the inside of your arm then flipping your long dark hair over your left shoulder placing my hand back on your shoulder blade kissing sucking your neck and slowly dropping my right arm as to caress your side down lower toward your perfectly shaped ass. I planted the palm of my right hand firmly flat against the inside of your left thigh and slide it tightly into your warm and very wet pussy lifting you slightly onto your toes! You now feel both my hands on your waist and I start to bite you softly high on your back and slowly working my way down your back speeding up and getting harder the closer I get to your ass. I now squat down with my thumbs pointing inward grabbing the back of your legs sliding them higher till they nestle well into the crevice of whe

My Boo
I wanna be where you are i wanna feel your warm embrace i wanna feel your soft kisses i wanna feel your hugz i wanna feel your sweet touch i love feeling your love you have for me i love the care you show me i wanna hold you in my arms and never let go i wanna be the light when you cant see an be understanding when you cant be i wanna be there for you allways i wanna show you nothing but love my boo by cleon

Lets Godmother Who Knows
Ok my owner wanted to make godmother for her birthday which has come and gone. Yes I know she is on vacation this week but I think we can still get her to godmother before she comes back.So I am asking everyone to just help out just a little bit over the next few days. I am not asking for an all out attack on her profile just a little bit each day.Please help her reach godmother. Who Knows owns Whoremaster & dammit dave.:.is Fu-Øwñëd by Radio X Show@ fubar

That's Amore'©
Garlic, Basil, Oregano, Summer Savory, Marjoram, Crushed Red Pepper, Parsley, Rosemary, and Thyme. No it's not a Simon and Garfunkle song. Well it is, but not this time. I love cooking, REAL cooking. Doing everything from scratch, nothing from a jar or can. Italian or Cajun cooking are a couple of my passions. So a dinner date where I get to do the cooking and we get to do the eating, and we're each others dessert....mouth watering. Getting back from the market, I got myself in gear. A lot to do with very little time to get it done. Cooking Italian is simple but oh so time consuming, the way I cook anyhow. Starting with cold pressed extra virgin Olive oil, meaning fresh from the tree to the olive press. It has the best flavor. Placing all the spices into my food processor then placing them into the pan before adding just a touch of the oil over a low heat. Doing this brings the full flavors alive. Awaking their hidden secrets, bringing them together in a symphony of flavor.

Good News, Bad News
so.........you want the good news right?? the good news is .....its offical! i dided good on the interveiw so they going to send another letter or call for my pee test date .....then im going to start this new gig ..AT 15 AN HOUR TO START!! (i almost nutt myself when they said that) the bad news.........my final on fubar will be comming with in the month! ...no it isn't fuicide im leaving gracefully (or tring to) i just won't have time to fubar w/ yall anymore so its time to bow out and move along ......sooooooo my final act will be comming ...ill let you know don't worry

My Daughters Audition
Yes my daughter had her audition for American Idol, and she didn't make it which I am still just as proud of her anyway... not important, but the reasoning s and what goes on at these are a whole other story. We spent 5 hours Monday in line and getting inside to register for this audition, and that went fine they give you a seat ticket for the one auditioning and one person friend or parent there for you. Today Aug 13, 2008 we got there again at 5 am to find out the rules that say there will be no camping out or early line up was broke by hundreds so by the time we got there the line was as long as it could possibly go. It rained and we got wet.. but made in inside the Arena. When they do the auditions the have 24 producers that they split up and put two at each desk about 20 ft apart with a small partition wall between them. This is all set up in the center of the arena. They divide the people auditioning into 4 lines in front of each desk, so each group is judged by a diff

Questions That Haunt Me...
QUESTIONS THAT HAUNT ME! > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting? > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Can you cry under water? > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... But it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? > > > -------------------------------

The Spoon Theory--but You Don't Look Sick!
This is a link to the actual story because copyright requires you not to copy and paste it...but directs to the site. It is so worth reading if you have yourself, a friend, family member, co-workers that suffers from what are often called silent diseases. As with both of mine, I can often mask the symptoms, so since I don't look sick, it is very difficult for people to understand why I may not feel like going out shopping that day or some other planned activity.....Please read---not only is it informative but insightful as well. It not only covers some of my illnesses, but lupus and many other illnesses that come to mind if you think of your friends and how most of the time, they are able to hide that illness and then they start losing spoons--you'll understand if you read the story. http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/the_spoon_theory/

Wtf!
Here's the link to an article the Washington Post did on this subject. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2008/07/30/AR2008073003238.html Subject: Contraception is abortion? Hi, I had to share something with you. Can you imagine living in a place where birth control is considered an "abortion" and health insurers won't cover it? Where even rape victims are denied emergency contraception? It seems unbelievable, but the Bush Administration is quietly trying to redefine "abortion" to include birth control. The Houston Chronicle says this could wipe out dozens of state laws that protect women's reproductive freedom and protect rape victims. And this proposed "rule change" doesn't need congressional approval. I just signed a message to Health and Human Services Secretary Mike Leavitt, whose department is considering this rule change, telling him: "Contraception is NOT abortion." Can you add your voice to this cause? Click here to sign the message: http://

Octopus Gift Guide
PSA from Hugh for all those who face the difficult task of getting a gift for an Octopus. From Reuters BERLIN - Octopuses' eight tentacles divide up into six "arms" and two "legs," a study published by a chain of commercial aquariums said on Thursday. So go ahead and get them one pair of shoes and three pairs of gloves.

Come One Come All
Ok All Its Time For A Little Leveling Come Help Him Level .. We Want To Make Him To Level 22 In A Week .. So Come One And All And Lets Make Him Level .... He Is Back Left For Awhile and Was Almost A Godfather Let's Get Him Back Up There!! Brought To You By :

Me And Rubeth Have The Best Phone Convos
I was on the phone with her earlier and we were talking about happy hours. Anyway i said, Me: You know if I'm paying $100 for an hour I better be getting some kind of sexual services. Rubeth: Or violent ones at least. Me: Seriously. Violent and/or sexual services! We rule. hahahahahahahahahaha!

Say By John Mayer
Take all of your wasted honor Every little past frustration Take all your so-called problems Better put 'em in quotations Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to saaaay... Walking like a one man army Fighting with the shadows in your head Living out the same old moment Knowing you'd be better off instead If you could only Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to saaay... Have no fear For giving in Have no fear For giving over You better know that in the end It's better to say too much Then never to say what you need to say again Even if your hands are shaking And your faith is broken Even as the eyes are closing Do it with a heart wid

Private Hotel Party Chapter 5
Chapter 5 – The Elevator Ride If You Have Not Read All The Chapters That Have Lead Up To This Point Than You Can Read Chapter One By Clicking Here As soon as the doors closed to the elevator Gordon pushed me up to the wall of the elevator. I could feel the handrail press up against the lower part of my back. Gordon held my head between his hands and stared into my eyes with such intensity that I have never seen before. It was obvious that he had lust in his mind and his loins as he leaned forward and planted a kiss on my full lips. He pressed hard against my lips and I could feel his tongue split my lips and slither between them as to pry them open. He succeeded with his prying and I welcomed his large moist tongue to enter my mouth ands dance around inside playing with my tongue and explore the inner sides of my cheeks. His hands dropped from my face to my shoulders and I could feel the elastic that was holding my peasant top up around my shoulders begin to tug dow

To My Friends
Hi For those of you that I send comments to regularly I am sorry that I won't be sending as many as I use too. I am working two full time jobs and just dont have the time to spend online like I use too. Please keep intouch I do really miss sending them out. I have a few that I will miss chating with as much as I do. I will be on a few days a week so say hello if you see me To my wife I Love You so much!!!!!!!! I know it will not be easy but it will be better in the long run. I will miss my top 16 friends you are all very sweet and very nice people Thank You for being there. Paul

Attractive Corpse
So, I am rotting on the internet, as usual, when i come across a site called "Attractive Corpse".Has anyone else heard of this? Evidently, this is a service provider for the emotionally bereft, and they offer suicide consultation, design, planning, and after discovery photography. All in the hopes that the client will end up dead (obviously), but not only that, they will also leave behind a pleasing death scene... complete with beautiful lighting, clothing and make-up.Can you say FUCKED UP?So I guess that not only is it trendy to be an emo, but now there are also levels of emo, with the top being 'elitist trendy dead'. Fashionable suicide now comes with a price tag.In case you are curious, they offer 20% discounts for double suicide (for all you romantic idiots out there), and a 20% fee reimbursment in the event that something goes amiss and you don't end up finishing the job. So, you get some of your money back if you end up not able to shuffle yourself loose of the mortal coil. That'

Bwuaha.
Now, as many of you remember, Pat and I are no longer dating beyond a reason of a doubt. I haven't talked to him since the day we broke up, and I have no desire to talk to him. I changed all my passwords he knew, and I'm assuming he changed all his. I even handed over various accounts to him that were under my email. I'll tell you what. It was a pain in the ass, but I didn't care. I was happy to have it all separated so I never had to deal with him again. Minor detail. Jenny is my best friend. Jenny is the ex of his best friend. Jenny still has to live with that fat son of a bitch ex, therefore she has to see Pat. I guess for whatever reason, Pat seems to think I took the time out of my day to hack his Halo and photobucket accounts. Yeah right. You want to know what I've been busy doing? Having a life. Taking care of my daughter. Playing COD4. Having fun with my boyfriend. BOYFRIEND. The guy I'm going to move in with. The guy I'm so fucking happy with its ridiculous. The guy tha

Seafood Gumbo
*Submitted by Licks, and I just remembered to post it, cause like, my life is crazy right now. Although, if I can interject one thing, it takes WAY longer than 20 minutes to get a dark brown roux. Anyway, here are the yum-yums!* Ingredients: * 1 cup vegetable oil * 1 cup flour * 2 cups chopped onions * 8 ribs celery, chopped * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 8 cups chicken broth, canned or from base * 2 large cans (28 ounces each) tomatoes, diced * 2 packages (10 ounces each) frozen okra, sliced, thawed * 1 pound crab claws * 1/4 cup Worcestershire sauce * 1 tablespoon hot sauce * 2 large dried bay leaves * 1/2 cup fresh minced parsley * 2 teaspoons dried leaf thyme * 2 teaspoons dried leaf basil * 2 teaspoons dried leaf oregano * 1 teaspoon sage * 1 teaspoon pepper * 2 pounds shrimp, medium, unpeeled * 1 quart oysters, undrained * 1 pound crab meat * 1 pound fish fillets, such as catfish or other firm white fish, cut in 1-inch pieces * hot cooked rice * file

Evolution
It started a little over a year ago when I started really paying attention to mumms and enjoy the people there. I noticed him there occasionally and thought he was funny. There was enough of a draw for me to actually notice when he was there, to take note that he was around, although I'd never actually talked to him. Then, Van started a lounge. It was a cool place to hang out, and he started hanging out in there. I was hanging out in there anyway, but I think that was about the first time that we actually spoke. I enjoyed having him in the lounge when I was in there. I always noticed what he said. He would post links, and while I would deny that I was clicking on his links, I always did. Always. It was during a conversation about putting our crushes on someone as a joke that I found out that he was in a relationship. He said that the only person that his crush would be on was his woman. I went and checked her out, out of curiosity, so I would know who he was wit

All For Master............
I stand before you, waiting. Will you approve of me or will I disappoint in some way? I have taken care to dress as you directed, the short, almost indecent skirt, with the slit at the front. The bra is darker than the top that goes over it. It does the job it was designed for too, pushing my breasts up, making my cleavage look even fuller than usual. The top is sheer and clings to my overheated skin. My make-up is subtly overdone, if there can be such a thing. It is also more dramatic than usual, making a focal point of dark red lips and slumberous eyes. My nails are long and dipped in the same shade of stain as my lips. My stockings are sheer and black and the lines up the back are military straight, albeit allowing for the curve of calf and thigh. The heels are high, black and shined to a mirror sheen. All just as you directed. As you sit, one leg crossed over the other at the knee, the middle finger of your right hand at your mouth, examining my efforts; there is no indication of y

Torn Ligaments
AS SOME OF YOU ALREADY KNOW AND SOME WILL NOW KNOW I FELL LAST SATURDAY FOLDING MY RIGHT LEG UNDER MY BODY AS I FELL BACKWARDS. I HEARD A POP AND WAS TAKEN TO THE ER BECAUSE MY KNEECAP WAS DISLOCATED, AFTER POPPING IT BACK INTO PLACE THEY TOOK X-RAYS AND FOUND NO BROKEN BONES, BUT RECOMMENDED I SEE A ORTHOPEDIC DOCTOR TO GET AN MRI BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE I MAY HAVE TORN EITHER TENDONS OR LIGAMENTS. I SEE THE ORTHO DOCTOR TOMORROW BUT AM VERY LIMITED IN MY MOVEMENTS. IT HAS GOTTEN A LITTLE BETTER THE LAST 2 DAYS BUT STILL UNABLE TO PLACE TOO MUCH PRESSURE ON MY RIGHT LEG WITHOUT IT FEELING LIKE IT WILL COLLAPSE UNDER MY OWN WEIGHT. WE SHALL SEE. THANK YOU TO ALL MY LOVED ONES WHO HAVE SENT ME WELL WISHES, AS YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH. IT WILL BE A FEW DAYS BEFORE I CAN BE ON HERE DAILY AS IT IS STILL VERY HARD TO SIT AT COMPUTER & I DON'T HAVE A LAPTOP

Book
I'm writing one. I've been working on it for a few weeks. Things are going decent. I decided I'd share a part of it with Fubar since I know no ones on right now to read it. This is paragraph 4 in chapter 14. Thats subject to change. "Autumn was two months old and had to go in for her well baby check up. She looked great. Her weight was right on, her height was right on, but what’s this? Something wasn't right about her head. I thank god that we had a great pediatrician at the time. She took that measuring tape to Autumn’s head and noticed it was just a fraction of an inch too small. It seemed like nothing big, no pun intended. She was just a small baby; she should have a small head right? Just an eighth of an inch too small. All it took was an eighth of an inch to change my life forever. Fuck I hate math."

These People Will Rawk Your World!
Thank You For Being A Friend - Andrew Gold I want to thank everyone for helping me level to DISCIPLE last night. If these people aren't your friends, they should be! They're the greatest! Fan, Rate, and Add them! Show them lots of luv! They all deserve it and more! If I've missed anyone, I'm so sorry. My bartab was flying last night! (in no particular order) ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Scarlett~@ fubar ~*~♥Sassy♥~*~Proud Owner Of Mike Hubbell~*~Proud Slave to Passionman71~*~Proud Member of Shadow Levelers/Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar Sinful Pleasures * Shadow Leveler * BB Of The Pu$$ycat Playmate Owned By Carrie@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪@ fubar RevMichelle~FuWife n r/l fiance to Towman1231~Shadow Leveler~Owner at Hendricks Pit Stop~

Olympic Rounding The Last Turn
So, it's hard to remember all the olympic stuff that has happened since I haven't been blogging it. Let me see if I can remember the things that seemed worth remembering. First, let's give credit to the Chinese for kicking royal ass in men's gymnastics and all the diving. Holy crap their divers are on a different level. I think MTV has ruined American divers forever. I was very happy for Jonathan Horton and Shawn Johnson for winning medals. Shawn finally got her well deserved gold. Alvin and her other brothers will be really pleased! But seriously, she is such a sweet girl and I got choked up a bit watching her parents crying and hugging. Our female gymnasts were pretty awesome. Both the beach volleyball teams made it to the final. I mean, I think they were expected to but it's still nice when people live up to their expectations. On top of that I think Misty May's got one of the nicest hiney's at the Olympics. Ok over to track where the biggest story for me was Lolo Jon

Gimme Gimme Gimme
IM NOT POINTING FINGERS BUT IF THE SHOE FITS WEAR IT! I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE FOR MONTHS WATCHING THE GIMME GIMME GIMME GOING ON. GIMME THIS GIMME THAT WHAT HAPPEN TO GIVE? REPOST THIS FOR ME REPOST THAT FOR ME..... BUT WHEN IT COMES TIME TO GIVE BACK WHERE ARE YOU AT? YOU IGNORE PEOPLE YOU ARE TO BUSY TO HELP? BEING A LEVELUP COMMENTS A SIMPLE RATE? OR EVEN A REPOST? THE PEOPLE IM REFERING TO KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT AND IF YOUR SITTING THERE WONDERING IS HE TALKING ABOUT ME I MOST LIKELY AM! I AM FED UP WITH SEEING THIS GO ON DAY BY DAY SO FROM NOW ON IF YOU SHOUT ME OR PM ME ASKING FOR HELP AND I DONT ANSWER THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT THIS..... WAS HE TALKING ABOUT ME? FUBAR ROCKS...OR DOES IT?

Hug Me?
you sound like you need a long hug. Seeing you sitting there on the couch, tired from a long stressful day, I craw on top of your lap, legs on either side of you and give you a hug. I could sit like that for a long time, still within our own world. Instead I unbutton your shirt, or pull it up a little at a time, until i feel your skin on my cheek. Just lying there,breathing in your scent, maybe a little kiss over your heart. My hands under your shirt rubbing from your sides to your back, sitting up a little to remove my shirt and yours, so our skin can touch, get more warmth, so i can smell you on me. Feeling your hands on my back.With my shirt open and your hands on my sides and back, I pull back , cup your face and steal a long kiss. Snuggling back into your neck, my lips on your pulse feeling it race for me, yearning for my touch. Feeling brave I start all over again, touching you while I lay there soaking in all the feelings coming through every touch on my skin. No

Frozen
Shivering in your bed on a cold wintry night reaching for the blanket you only pull up fright They all had warned you, you got to beware But you stand there frozen with a cold glassy stare A song echoes in your head with a haunting refrain As you write her name across the frosty window pane Icy fingers reminding that you are alone The deep chill reaching right down to the bone cutting you deeper with another crystal slice You are a frozen victim of the Queen of ice

Hehe
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me. ' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear.... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man. ' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her.

The Lover
With a tenderness he will cradle you, And whisper his words of love to be true, As your heart races he will kiss you then, A shiver passes along your spine as you give in, You taste the hunger in his kiss, As he shows you this new bliss, Into his kiss you moan as you grab his head, Kissing softly he makes his way down the bed, With a gentle grip he slides your legs apart, He teases with his warm breath before he will start, You sight as he disappears between your legs, Your grip growing tighter on sheets of the bed, When he is finished you lay panting, Your mind is racing is this happening, Kissing your lips lovingly he enters you, To complete this joining of souls you know is true.

Rate Me Here, Please !!!!
Im in a CONTEST! Imagine that ..... Trying to Help the Bubble Chick Disciple! (9/9/08- Well, she already made it but I still want to make the calendar!!) She's made a Rates Only Contest For a Calendar ! Do ya want all of me in a calendar? Then ... Hit me UP !!! Easy Enough to do .... Push my button and ur DONE!! TY TY TY Hit Me With Your Best Shot - Pat Benatar (repost of original by 'Tappinit =FuBaron and loyal servant to Her Highness, Linda' on '2008-08-21 23:30:25') (repost of original by '♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫' on '2008-08-21 23:32:48')

Illyanna
please xcuse my typing as i type and babble on. i guess i just might feel better if i write and get things out. i lost my daughter illyanna chanel yesterday am , and my life is turned upside down. i was shocked when i found out about being pregnet, and then i feel in love with her, her lil feet kickin me and moving around, made me realize she was a blessing. i dont understand why god has taken her away . bless her soul, and i will be there with her some day .... RIP Illyanna Chanel

Pet Peeve # 2 Of ?
Though it really ticks me off, I often do the exact thing. When did people stop reading English? When did they stop caring about stuff like cross walks, stop signs, stop lights etc? This has been growing on my nerves for some time. While all Wal-Mart how many people actually go in the Enter and out the Exit? Then when you stare at them they act like you are the idiot! It wouldn't be so bad if it was children or the younger generation, but it is also the older generation, and they will not move out of your way when they see you have a full basket. The same inside the store, people will walk right in front of you and not care at all, and then look like your at fault! Where is the American I knew and grew up with, respectful and had manners. Have we fallen so far that we don't care about no one but ourselves? Am I the only one that feels this way?

Medical Update...
So, to update everyone on the Lupus situation... ->Spoke with the dr's office, they DID do a second test in regards to the Lupus testing. The first test WAS positive, but the second test was inconclusive. They will probably re-run the bloodwork in the near future. Current situation, I was sitting down Tuesday evening, and my left arm started to drop outta socket. So I went to the dr today (Friday). Turns out I have a partial dislocation of my left shoulder. The dr ordered x-rays on my shoulder, will only hear about those if they see something bad. I have another appt on Sept 10, but this appt is with the orthopedic specialist. Until then, I am supposed to keep my arm in a sling. I will post another update when I know more. I appreciate all the thoughts and well-wishes from everyone!! Love all my friends! ~Tina

What I Want I Can't Have Or Find!
What I want I can’t have or find! Current mood: forgotten Category: Romance and Relationships I want a man who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then put his hand on my face as he kisses me passionately. Who will hold my hand in the line at the mall and make all the other woman jealous. A man that thinks I am b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. A man who will sing to me at random moments, and who will let me sleep on his chest. I want a man who will tell his mother I have beautiful eyes, and a man that would bring me orange juice when I'm sick, who writes songs about me because he doesn't know any other way to tell me how he feels. I want a man that is just as goofy and he is romantic, but knowsthe right things to say at the right times. I want a man who will call me all the time if we were apart. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him it's okay, he'd still do it. I want a man that wants me as much as I want him, that is not afra

Musings Of An Outcast
Leave, for you know not who Who I am, my life alone With only my mind for company And my wits to calm me Leave, for you have not the wisdom Wisdom revealed through the strife of difference What do you care, he who lives the normal life What of those who don't, what of me Leave, for you know not why Why this wall stands Look, oh, you can and will But like most, you have not the eyes to see or the ears to hear Leave, for you have created Created that which is my life That which is knowledge strewn aside You carelessly toss away the wisdom we hold Stay, for now you hear Hear their tortured screams The wails and pleas of those like me Know their pain Stay, for now you see See what you have forced upon us Those who would be different Those not like you, whom you think vile and repulsive Stay, for now you wish to Not because I command Because now you feel Now you understand Stay, for now you would have the wisdom Join your brothers Those whom yo

What Color Glasses Do You See The World Through?
You See The World Through Red Colored Glasses You live your life with intensity. You have strong emotions and experience everything vividly. You judge all interactions through the lens of power. You determine who has the most power and how to improve your position. You face challenges with courage and strength. You can will your way through any problem. You see love as the utmost expression of your passions and desires. Your romantic life is very passionate and overwhelming. At your worst, you are easily angered and quick to fight. You will go to war with anyone. You are happiest when you are expending a lot of energy. And you love the feeling of danger! What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

Master Is Training Her.........
Gwen lay face down on the bed her arms were pinned tightly behind her back. She struggled but the weight on her back held her to the bed. Her breathing came in ragged gasps. Her hair was stuck to her forehead and strands of hair worked their way into her mouth as she struggled to free herself. She screamed as she felt His knees urging her legs apart spreading them wide open. She writhed on the bed, helpless. She felt the cold clink of metal around her wrists as the handcuffs clamped down holding her arms tightly behind her back. The pressure on her back eased slightly as she felt Him move down her body. His fingers stroking the delicate curve of her ass through her nightdress. He took one ankle in his hand and opened her legs wider. Gwen gasped and struggled to lift her head, her arms burning. Her neck ached and her mouth was bone dry. She started to sob feeling exposed and vulnerable. He smiled broadly. She looked so beautiful, struggling, gasping, open to Him and his will. He

My Thoughts On Parenting.....
This is how I parent. Is it perfect? Of course not. Does it work for us? Certainly. Respect your kids as much as you want them to respect you. Before you raise your voice to condemn them, take a second to reverse the role and realize how you would feel if someone was talking to you that way. Support their failures. Explain to them how they can do better without telling them how YOU would do it. Ask them for their input on how they think they could do it better. Celebrate their victories. Teach them that winning is a great thing. But in general, life is not a series of winning. Explain to them that even if their winning and their failures balance out at 50% each, that the failures remain in your mind much longer than the victories. Teach them that it is OK to lose, and that they can't be good at everything. Show them good sportsmanship on the court, on the field, and in life. Losing with grace is much more important than winning with pride. Teach them early that life is n

Pharmaecopia - Mudvayne
Pharmaecopia lyrics Does your god come in a capsule, To sedate you tear the walls down, Headless prison cannibals chew, to consume you bring the alien, Halcium and morphine, 5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyltryptamine, Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin, histomine, Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD, Ayahuasca, harmine give it all to me I want it These are just a few of my favorite things [X 2] Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogaine, dopeamine, Tetra-hydro-chloride, atenolol, Amanita muscaria, Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine, Cylotec and harmaline Give it all to me I want it Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you, Tear the walls down, headless prison, Cannibals chew to consume you, Bring the alien You can't kill me, I'm already dead Inside my hole, Inside my head, We just beg for any way to be sedated, It's all about escaping, Numb to me, Numb body from this hell, I can feel them pushing, I can feel them

Stolen From Mel....what Piercing Are You?
You Are a Tongue Piercing You are a very naturally sexy person. People can't help but notice you. Part of what makes you sexy is your deep sensuality. You enjoy indulging all five senses. You are hedonistic and a total pleasure seeker. You're all about what feels good. You give in easily to temptation, which gets you (and your accomplices) in trouble. Despite your lack of self control, you are popular and well liked. You flirt with everyone. You are happy to live in the moment. If it gives you in trouble, so what? Better to enjoy life now! What Piercing Are You?

Life Experience
You've Experienced 92% of Life You have an amazing amount of life experience. In fact, you've seen and done more than most people. So congratulate yourself on what you've done so far. The future is only going to be more of the same! How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

Silently In Love
I pretend that you're not here, listening to what I say But really you're the only one, that can make everything okay I pretend that I don't care, when you don't talk to me But really I'm dying inside, I just wish you could see I pretend that I'm fine, with us being just friends but really I want to tell you, I don't want this to be how it ends I pretend that I don't, dream of you at night But really you're the only one, that can make my wrongs right. I pretend that I don't care, but really I do I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm in love with you As I speak to you, Shying away from the inner me, I valiantly try to hide What you shouldn't see Yet I still giggle Here standing next to you For no one can make me laugh The way you do I spoke to you one night Seeking assurance and consolation Then everything seemed all right 'Twas like a dream of jubilation I fail to comprehend Why I feel this for you But I know that what I harbor Is t

Ten Things I Hate About All Of My Fubar Friends.
1. I hate that I cant hug you when you need it. 2. I hate that I cant hold your hand when you feel alone. 3. I hate that I cant comfort you when you are sick. 4. I hate that I cant eat ice cream with you when you are hurt by a loved one. 5. I hate that we cant go for drinks and laugh at all the drunks. 6. I hate that we cant have a lazy day at the pool. 7. I hate that we cant go to a concert and get shitfaced together. 8. I hate that we cant go shopping at the mall and then have shopper's remorse at Starbucks. 9. I hate that I cant give you a ride when your car is broken. 10. I hate that you farted on your last date and near killed the poor person!

Complete Liar
The person in the link below has lied to so many people on this site especially me. PARTYWOMAN@ fubar But really it was this person in the link below that was behind the PARTYWOMAN aka Bendi acct. as of right now the PARTYWOMAN acct has been deleted b/c i confronted the person below! ~SEXYBLUE~CLUB F.A.R.~FANTASY FLYER~@ fubar she even blocked me b/c i caught her and have talked to the real PARTYWOMAN on the phone. she had no idea what was being done on this site at all. Sexyblue asked the real girl if she could do a couple of salutes for her. which she thought that Sexyblue was going to use them on her own page and not some other acct as she did. Sexyblue pretended to be going out with so many guys on the site and miss leading them on. From what i seen when i was friends with Bendi. she was going out with at least 17 guys on the site. But when the other guys would say something about the other guys. Sexyblue as Bendi would say there just my stalkers and that is it

Drunk
Very simple tonight kids. I'm drunk. I made my date with the guy who I was supposed to see on Sunday night and I made him wait until tonight. I was supposed to be abstaining until the weekend but he harrassed me to such a degree I relented. To be fair, I didn't take THAT much pursuading and I just went round to his apartment with a bottle of wine and a huge dildo rather than mess about making small talk all night in a pub. I'd already downed a good few JDs while I got ready at home so was feeling like I could have done a football team! We both knew what was needed, and I was happy to play along. I just toddled along in my high heels, little denim skirt and slutty bra top, produced the wine and dildo and we pretty much got down to it there and then. He was solid as a rock straight away and desperate to fuck me but I took my time with him, teased him, made him take some pics with my camera (below hopefully) then he savaged me! I don't think I've ever seen such a big dick on

Wild Dreamland
Welcome to Wild Dreamland ..... where all your wildest dreams come true! It's easy! First please rate the pictures in the Dream Folder starting with this one. Please leave a comment on the last one. Then just fan, rate, and add everyone who has joined before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "I'm a wild dreamer!" or something similar. When you receive a request or comment, please rate, fan, and comment back. When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you. We're all here to have fun, so no drama please! In my dreams...or yours? ~Head Hippie~~CONVOY leader~*~Fantasy Flight Pilot~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar ~vitamin de~ get your daily dose::fu~owner of ~SazzyGal~:: DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel**@ fubar ~Phoenix~@ fubar ~*~ Spirit ~*~ ~*~Asst. Mgr. For Force~3~Bomber~*~W.W.S.~*~Shadow Levelers~*~N.A.P~*~Club

Inside These Tears
inside these tears continue to rain the realization of a loss so deep and so painful it only mounts with time building and swirling th realization that i most likely will never feel those arms that held me like no other or see the eyes that would turn me to butter never to kiss the one who holds my heart forever my pain is my own through no fault but mine i was confused i was a mess the world was spinning and i screwed up the one thing that mattered more than the rest i couldnt see clearly and ended up acting my own fool so now i sit alone drink in hand regreting something at last

Sweet Caroline...neil Diamond Lol
Where it began, I can't begin to know when But then I know it's growing strong Oh, wasn't the spring, whooo And spring became the summer Who'd believe you'd come along Hands, touching hands, reaching out Touching me, touching you Oh, sweet Caroline Good times never seem so good I've been inclined to believe it never would And now I, I look at the night, whooo And it don't seem so lonely We fill it up with only two, oh And when I hurt Hurting runs off my shoulder How can I hurt when holding you Oh, one, touching one, reaching out Touching me, touching you Oh, sweet Caroline Good times never seem so good Oh I've been inclined to believe it never would Ohhh, sweet Caroline, good times never seem so good Sweet Caroline - Neil Diamond

My Fantasies U Ask?
Ok soo..to all u fu men who think they know me..yeah asking me what my fantasies are,Sorry i dont have any cause i live mine out... Heres just one about 2 years ago i was taking a class to be a ultrasound tech cause im already a nurse,so i was taking a bus cause the school was downtown and i hate traffic.Bus drivers are normally ok lookin ..but when i got on the bus infront of my house i looked up and bam there was this young hott ass bus driver.Everytime i got on we'd smile and i noticed he would stare at me through his mirror.I guess u can say our eyes did the talking.The sexual tension was so strong that i would start breathing heavy and as time moved on and i would ride the bus we would flirt.So one day he had said to me that he is so attracted to me..i just giggled.Now my stop was always the last stop ,then he had a layover for 20 min or so b4 beginning again.The next day i had the day off so no school either, so i waited to get on the bus on his last stop,I flagged him and whe

Week 1 Schedule
FUBAR FOOTBALL POOL Thurs. (1)Redskins AT Giants(2) Sun. (3)Lions AT Falcons(4) (5)Bengals AT Ravens (6) (7)Seahawks AT Bills (8) (9)Jets AT Dolphins(10) (11)Chiefs AT Patriots (12) (13)Bucs AT Saints (14) (15)Rams AT Eagles (16) (17)Texans AT Steelers (18) (19)Jaguars AT Titans (20) (21)Cowboys AT Browns (22) (23)Panthers AT Chargers (24) (25)Cardinals AT 49ers (26) (27)Bears AT Colts (28) Mon. (29)Vikings AT Packers (30) (31)Broncos AT Raiders (32) Total Points_

What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An ENTP The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but you are not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love. And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear! You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor. At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision. How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial What's Your Personality Type?

Is He Doing This Again???
BEWARE OF THIS SPOTLIGHT SCAM!! WHEN I TOLD HIM WHEN HE SENT ME THE HH I WOULD SEND HIM THE MILLION FUBUCKS BUT THAT WE WANTED TO SEE THE HH FIRST HE AGREED>AFTER TWO DAYS I SENT HIM THE FOLLOWING AND THIS IS WHAT I GOT BACK AS YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE I HAVE THE MONEY AND MORE IF I NEED TO GET IT IFTHIS IS NOT FALSE ADVERTISING FOR A SPOTLIGHT THEN PUT UP THE HH OR RETRACT THAT BULLETIN! HERE IS THE LINK FOR THE ORIGINAL BULLY I GAVE HIM PLENTY OF TIME TO ANSWER WHEN I ASKED HIM WHY ADVERTISE AS WELL http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2248942772#

Love
Love Love is happy and sad? The good times and the bad Love can make or break your heart Make you feel great things u never felt before but also make you feel thing u never want to feel again. Love is pain and love is also happiness Love is holding hands and taking moolit walks on beach. A hug and a kiss when you come home from a long day at work Love come in many forms. Love from or for family kids or one you care about. Love of a certin things favorit food sports team or band. You can love everyone but first and formost you must love yourslef. LOVE put it in your mind body and soul. The ending to this one sucks because I got so much on my mind about this subject I could go on forever. Its a gay ending but tell me what you think

My 2nd Happy Hour - Thanks Liberate
I am hosting my 2nd Happy Hour in hopes to level to GodMother!! It is on Thursday September 4th @ 10 p.m. Central.... 8 p.m Pacific time! Thanks again to Liberate Tu Me Ex Inferis™ for being so kind in buying me in Twaune's Auction. I am asking a few favors... if anybody could help me out, I will definitely return the ♥love♥ #1) Definitely be here for my Happy Hour... & bling me hard! I have a long way to go to get there, 2.7 mill to be exact! ;) #2) If anybody is interested in hookin a sexy italian woman up with a bling pack, Or a few :D that would be AWESOME! I am trying to offer blings to everyone who rates my Happy Hour albums, so that way we all have a chance to get some points & sum perty bling on their page during my GODMOTHER HH EVENT! #3) If anybody would be able to make me a bulletin for my Happy Hour all purty and stuff.... I will pay you fubucks! Just gimme the price! If anybody else is interested in hooking me up with a ticker or 3 day

Everyone Who Bombed Me
ok i would like to take this time to thank everyone who bombed my contest now if you would since the page is closed leave a comment in here saying that you bombed my contest for me and ill do my best to pimp you out ty

Mum Update ......
Hi I hope you had a great weekend and your week is off to a great start. I went with mum to the hospital today to get the results of her MRI scan. Great news!! The cancer has all gone!It hasn't spread anywhere, so she doesn't have to have any more treatment! They did say that there is one lymph node that couldn't be removed with the other couple that had some cancer cells in it when she had her surgery. So mum will have to go for scans and checks every 4 months. But the prognosis is positive!! They also said her brain scan was clear, so no leisions. They think the paralysis in her arm and hand was due to the chemo and now she isn't having any treatment the feeling and use should come back completely over time!! Thank you so much for all your words of comfort and support over the last months, it's been a very difficult time for me and my family.Your friendship and support means so much to me. Hugs Linda xx

Angry
I am a little pissed off... I went to California for my brother's wedding over the weekend.. Well due to Hurricane Gustav heading my way I cut it short and flew back to Louisiana because my husband wanted to get here with enough time to evacuate my father in law. I was fine with that even though that meant I had to miss the reception. (after not seeing my brother in 3 years..) We get here and my husband and father in law announce that we don't need to evacuate (even though my parish was under mandatory evacuation orders) because it wasn't going to be bad. Needless to say I am a bit PISSED.. I was fine with coming back early so we had plenty of time to get out of Louisiana.. but for them to announce (without asking my opinion at that) that we weren't leaving makes me mad. I had to pay $300 bucks to get back early PLUS pay the full price for the car we rented even though we got back early. Luckily the hotel didn't charge for the final night. and to top it off.

Been Gone For A Year
Ok here it goes. In 2 days it will the 1 year anniversary of my deceased boyfriend. I haven't thought about it much, with taking care of the kids and getting a new job. I have Wednesday off. I was thinking about taking the kids to their dads grave to pay our respects. I miss him so much and when i do think about things, I think like if he was still here we wouldn't be where we are at, and we would still be in Florida and if he was here my kids wouldn't treat my badly like they do. Yes they will be getting counseling, but that isn't going to start till October cuz it is a group thing. I live in a little rinky dink town that has nothing and the closest city is like 30 miles away. I can't afford to go that far every week for counseling. I am so lonely without with him, and i know things WILL never be the same. I also know i will never find anyone like him. I think I am still in love with, i wish i knew when i wold get over this so i can move on. he has 5 kids with his ex-wife,a couple

Can U Handle Me?
I am selfish, impatient, & a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, & at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best. -Marilyn Monroe

Waiting For My Real Life To Begin
This song says it all Colin Hay - Waiting For My Real Life To Begin Any minute now, my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon I'll stand on the bow, feel the waves come crashing Come crashing down, down, down, on me And you say, be still my love Open up your heart Let the light shine in But don't you understand I already have a plan I'm waiting for my real life to begin When I awoke today, suddenly nothing happened But in my dreams, I slew the dragon And down this beaten path, and up this cobbled lane I'm walking in my old footsteps, once again And you say, just be here now Forget about the past, your mask is wearing thin Let me throw one more dice I know that I can win I'm waiting for my real life to begin Any minute now, my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon And I'll check my machine, there's sure to be that call It's gonna happen soon, soon, soon It's just that times are lean And you say, be still my love Open up your

Reaping Sorrow
Knocking inside my shuddering breast to the rhyme of its own breaking wounded heart beats counterpoint My soul itself is aching. Singing a soft crooning ballad to the midnight lost inside The deepest love is burning bright though the hope itself has died. Sodden ashes a bleak memory of fiery inferno blazing there. drowned it was, in bitter salt And left forlorn and scared. The world itself could not have conquered when you built me up so far but with one word, you so sundered; and all that's left are scars. I crashed down when reality spoke the stars they came with me My heart in pieces, dust and fragments when I gave my soul to thee. Death in all his fearsome forms looks down on me with scorn He relieves me not of this pain merely leaves me be to mourn. Courting his presence with every sigh my only desire to cease He refuses my every flowery rhyme and only continues to tease. I will move on, with my next breath or perhaps the next one yet but till

The One
wrote this a few years ago. doesn't rhyme or anything special. just thoughts written down... Wednesday, November 22, 2006 the one -the one- i guess you can say i've never been "that guy". the one im jealous of. the one that is closest to a girl and have a history together. the one who she tells all her secrets to. the one she always runs back to. the one that makes her laugh. the one she turns to when she needs someone the most. the one that her family adores. the one that all her friends like. the one that keeps her calm when she starts to go spastic. the one that she can't wait to see. the one that keeps her grounded. and the one she would never be without. the one that she loves....

Jerry Reed Dead At 71
NASHVILLE, Tenn. (AP) - Jerry Reed, a singer who became a good ol' boy actor in car chase movies like "Smokey and the Bandit," has died of complications from emphysema at 71. His longtime booking agent, Carrie Moore-Reed, no relation to the star, said Reed died early Monday. "He's one of the greatest entertainers in the world. That's the way I feel about him," Moore-Reed said. Sony BMG Nashville Chairman Joe Galante called Reed a larger-than-life personality. "Everything about Jerry was distinctive: his guitar playing, writing, voice and especially his sense of humor," Galante said. "I was honored to have worked with him." Reed's catalog of country chart hits, from 1967 through 1983, were released under the label group's RCA imprint. As a singer in the 1970s and early 1980s, Reed had a string of hits that included "Amos Moses," ''When You're Hot, You're Hot," ''East Bound and Down," ''She Got the Goldmine (I Got the Shaft)" and "The Bird." In the mid-1970s,

Leveling...
Hi everyone, this site is always mind on leveling, You will always do everything just to gain and earn Fubucks just to make your page be on a higher level. I hope my Family, friends here in Fubar would help me level up my page, And I will surely Help anyone who R/F/A me.

Pimpout!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE I'VE MET ON FUBAR!! I have tried to reach Godfather 3 times now.. I was reset the first time at level 23, and hacked and deleted the 2nd time at level 24... So this is my 3rd round and these people here have stood by me and helped me greatly each time... So I just wanted to show some love to them all and thank them...

Next Hitler :d
Your Hidden Talent You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! What's Your Hidden Talent?

Good Ole Pa
For those who think we 'talk funny' or use 'big words', here's why ... Talking Pennsylvanian Once a Pennsylvanian, ALWAYS a Pennsylvanian! About Pennsylvanians: You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but 'Philly' and New Jersey has always been ' Jersey . ' We don't go to the beach, we go 'down the shore. ' You refer to Pennsylvania as 'PA' (pronounced Pee-Ay). How many other states do that?? 'You guys' (or even 'youze guys', in some places) is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men and women. You know how to respond to the question 'Djeetyet?' (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre , Schuylkill , the Pocono's, Tamaqua, Tunkahannock, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne and Monongahela. And we know Lancaster is pronounced Lank-ister, not Lan-kaster. You know what a 'Mummer' is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. You know what ' Punxsuta

Penis Facts!
For those of you that are feeling insecure or unsure about your size :P~ I have googled this information and thought I should share it with you lol.... Average penis length (flaccid/not erect): from 3.4 inches to 3.7 inches (8.6 cm to 9.3 cm) Average penis length (erect): from 5.1 inches to 5.7 inches (12.9 cm to 14.5 cm) Average penis girth (circumference when erect): from 3.5 inches to 3.9 inches (8.8 cm to 10 cm)

Points Update
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Yesterday
Ok this is just a rant and rave kinda thing...I'm extremely frustrated and just wanted to get it out in writing. Yesterday evening my little dog, Sadie, was hit by a car. In front of my house...the SOB that did it was speeding...AND did not even try to swerve to miss her. Then to top it off, the FAWKER kept on driving....nope, he didn't even STOP!! Would you consider this hit and run? I did! Well my doggie rolled under his tires, witnessed by MY CHILDREN and two of my neighbors, then she must have been in shock and got up fast and ran. My children, friends and I searched for her for over 3 hours...after that time it was dark at I really had lost hope of finding her...I thought she probably crawled under something to die. Obviously my kids and I were devastated. By the act of God, and the power of prayer, Sadie came running home about half hour after our search ended. My kids and I went outside once again, and called for her, and she came running home. Happy ending? ....read

A Long Time Waiting
Well we finally met just like we did 10 years ago same place same people only our current ages and knowledge. I saw you and you were wearing this sexy outfit obvious it was the holiday season and you had some big shindig you had to go to well as usual I was dress in an outfit that would knock the socks off of Fred Austere. You were with out a date for some reason he could not make it so you asked me to join you and since I had nothing else going on I obliged you with a yes. So we went to this ballroom somewhere that was truly amazing (let me explain your attire here long silky black dress long triple looped mother of pearl necklace a pair of ¾ arm length black velvet gloves with a matching tennis bracelet. Your hair was up in a bun with beautiful locks hanging for bangs. You were very stunning, and you walked with an elegance about you I can’t quite explain) You made your way over to the people you knew there which seamed to me every one there was in complete and utter awe of you and e

Whatev
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Sexiest Dude Contest...am I Sexy?
I am entered in the Sexiest Dudes Contest that begins today and ends next Friday. I'm pitted aainst 16 other guys with the the top prize is a Happy Hour and a custom skin, the second prize is a 30 day blast. Since I have never had a Happy Hour or a blast, I entered the contest. It's easy, just click on the link below and leave me one rating. That's it....no comments, just one rating. You can rerate next week after the ratings reset. Thanks again for all of your help!

Feeling Freaky Then Join This Freak Train! Look In Here!
Freak It Like You Want It - Kilo Ali HERE THE FREAKY TRAIN FOR ALL THAT FEEL IT GOING DOWN ON FUBAR! JUMP ON AND RATE/FAN AND ADD ALL ON THIS TRAIN! PLEASE E-MAIL AKAMRS. T TO BE ADDED TO THE FREAKY TRAIN. ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar Daddyslilangel * DREAM TEAM BOMBER* GF of Mr Keep it Real, member of the hot momma club,FU BAD GIRL

The Worst Hospital Visit Ever!
9-6-08 Yesterday Morning i started having some cramping and some spotting and so i told my fiancee that if it continued i would go to the hospital. I went to the bathroom around 4pm and there was more blood, so i grab my cousin and off we go to the hospital. Well i get there and there is nowhere to park. They are soooo busy that theres not even anywhere to sit in the waiting room. They brought me into triage and told me that there was 12 people ahead of me that had priority because they had chest pains, and that people were coming off of ambulances like crazy. I asked them if they could possibly take me to minor emergency or up on the labor and delivery floor, or even just check on the baby real quick. I told them i didnt care if i had a room because i was worried that i might be having a miscarrage and i just wanted to make sure my baby was ok. They proceeded to tell me that l&d wont take you untill your atleast 21 weeks pregnant and that even if i was having a miscarrage there was

Moment In Time
This poem was written to bring to life an experience with a lady that passed through my life and left me touched. If I see her again or not, it was a very special moment. This poem emphasizes the important of special moments and to appreciate them no matter how long or short they are...............We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is she alone? Why does she sit so quiet, all alone? Is she sad? Is she glad to be alone? Is she alone? Is she lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, why her When so many people pas

Let Me Be Myself
"Let Me Be Myself" I guess i just got lost Bein' someone else I tried to kill the pain Nothin ever helped I left myself behind Somewhere along the way Hopin to come back around To find myself someday Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Just let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself Would you let me be myself I'll never find my heart Behind someone else I'll never see the light of day Living in this cell It's time to make my way Into the world i knew Take back all of these times That i gave in to you Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light And let me be myself For a while, if you don't mind Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself That's all i've ever wanted from this world Is to let me be me Please would you one time L

You Drama Queen-susan Lucci Wanna Be's Finally Pissed Me Off
ADULT LANGUAGE-PARENTAL GUIDANCE ADVISED!!! Leave now if you're easily offended. Fair warning, you fuckers have finally pissed me off, and that's no simple task. I'm without question the most easy-going, mild-mannered person on this site, if not anywhere. But you fucking drama queen, Susan Lucci-wanna bes have finally managed to piss me off. I"ve been on this site since Jan 2007, I've seen people come and go, the vast majority I really couldn't care less what they do. But I've also had several friends, close friends, REAL friends also be driven away by you ameoba's and I'm finally fed up. Another wonder, true, REAL friend has decided to delete her profile and leave. But the bullshit continues without any care or concern for the feelings of others. First, there was Lori. She what the very first person I met on here. Guided me through the site, showed me what to do, what each area of the site has, and turned into a very good, true friend. One I thought would never leave, but she

That Was Sweet.
i just got a text from my sister telling me saved a worm. at the risk of sounding like a total weirdo... i always help worms whenever i see them. it just makes me sad to see them dried up or stepped on because someone couldn't take 5 seconds to bend down and pick the poor thing up and put it back in the dirt. so anyway, i just thought that was cool and i wanted to share it. save the worms! hahahahaha

Wtf?!!?!?
Yesterday I was talking with a person about random things. One of the things was that he thanked me for rating his profile. I told him I always return rates when I see them in the bartab. He says he always waits until Happy Hour. I told him, I do it when I see it, I never wait until Happy Hour. He told me he would rate my pics during Happy Hour. I guess he did, because when I got online this morning he said to me... ...14...: Emily, pretty sad, you knew i was waiting for HH....you knew it was to come back and rate you...I rated 3 files over 100 pics....I spoke a second after I did ...as a joke and then you don't rate anything ...sad hun!!!!!! (THE MESSAGE CAME TO ME AT 3 OR 4 AM FU-TIME~LIKE I WAS ONLINE THEN, SHEESH) The messed up thing is I told him I would BBL, which I ended up having to take care of my children and then I went to bed. I come online this morning and I have that message. I was like WTF, so I tried to message him and I am blocked. So YES, blocked for no

Shadow Warriors
Shadow bred and Shadow born Through scales of grey descending Skating through the fogs of night Breath of Dark is rending. Gliding here and lurking there Wherever you must turn Light not the wicked candle This darkness will not burn. Sliding through the grounded clouds No step heard nor felt But gathering shades of warriors Into the shadows melt. Look not too hard, or you may see Those long lost returning Bygone heroes with eldritch light Their restless eyes are burning. T'is not safe to stroll alone Through midnight's gathered mass But wait for dawn, and with its light, This madness soon shall pass. (c) 2008 D. R. Hyden 9/8/2008

To The One It Concerns.
Just reach out and take my hand. Everything is going to be okay I'm sorry things got complicated They'll get better somehow.. They have to. We can draw a map together and find our way again when the time is right. You bring the paper, I'll bring the pen. If you need me, I'm here.

Asian Thug!?!?
----Here is the mumm of his I posted in... China Phatt Online (Online) 48088 open relatinships ! created @ 09/8/2008 02:52 pm expires in: 23 hrs [NSFW] [EVERYONE] who decides what goes or what doesnt in a open relationship? I mean its almost 2009 why not just call it a booty call? or a buss it baby? really though i need some feed back on how far is too far in a open relationship! booty call ** OR ** buss it baby ----I put.. September 8, 2008 @ 2:59 pm #30 of 40 September 8, 2008 @ 2:58 pm #24 of 24 yo yo yo....is all i can say by your lame gangsta default pic. I thought he was saying ET Phone Home. (replying to another mummer's comment) ----He sends me this... China P... member is on tap! lame is pharr from it hater and with or without that pic, im still gangster so hollar at an asian thats pharr east of the murder mitten !

You Are Exactly My Brand Of Herion.
Earlier this week I had a book thrown my way. Literally. Joe's mom decided to tell me about this little book called "Twilight". I've seen like quotes from it all around the internet that reminded me of the Harry Potter fandom. I wasn't exactly up for reading it. Figured I'd give it a try while I was dying my hair because I had nothing else to do. I absolutely hate myself for liking this book so much. I read it in two days and absolutely fell in love with the main character. I want to kick myself in the ass for that. People don't have epic love stories. No man will ever come up to me sincerely saying anything remotely close to anything quoted from that book. Love is simply a chemical inbalance in the brain that is only there to last long enough to reproduce & repopulate (6 months to a year). But I've always been a sucker for believing in hopeless love stories. The first movie I ever cried to was Bride of Frankenstein for christ sakes! I'm definitely female in my mentality just a little

Queensrhyche - Bridge
Never realised how good the lyrics to this were 'till just now You called me up on the phone today struggling with the right words to say. Time can change a thing or two. Time has changed the lives of me and you, but you know... it could have been different dad. The word brings back a sweet memory. I'm sitting on a bluff on a broken tree, by my side a distinguished man giving me encouragement, telling me I can, and you know... you're not there. You say, "Son, let's forget the past, I want another chance, gonna make it last." You're begging me for a brand new start, trying to mend a bridge that's been blown apart, but you know... you never built it dad. So I sit here through the night, and I write myself to sleep, and time keeps ticking... Time has made you finally realize your loneliness and your guilt inside. You're reaching for something you never had, turning around now you're looking back, and you know... I'm not there. You say, "Son, l

Ike
well looks like ike isn't touching me (thank god) if you are in texas and in his path... and we are CLOSE... let me know.. i MAY be able to get you a room where i work.. MAYBE... depends on what we have available if not.. i can give you some numbers to some that MAY have rooms..

My Yahoo
I see that if the mumms change for the worst im gonna give most of the mummers my yahoo......I can see myself not spending as much time here as i enjoy.....because i see that one bad apple spoils it for the rest of us........... wesleyalexander34@yahoo.com *for those of you that have it...you know how to get in touch.......i do enjoy yahoo conferences......... Supe

Island Fever©
The water, sparkling clear, almost like looking into an aquarium. The warm air caressing the skin like a lover. The salt air tickling the nose. There is nothing like the ocean in the Caribbean. The water stays warm year around and the weather almost always nice. Soft tropical breezes, the sound of the waves as they pass beneath the boat. A few seagulls trail in our wake squawking for a free meal. Coconut oil never smells as sweet as it does on your lover on a warm southern day. On a lark I had decided to bring my "Toy" on adventure. We had arrived yesterday,but with the connecting flights and long layovers, we were too pooped to have much fun last night. A few daiquiris and in bed for the fun today. We got up early and rented a boat, and snorkel gear, bought what we would need for a day at the local market. I had asked around to find a private,out of the way place to snorkel and be alone, and with quick GPS coordinates,we were off. Twenty minutes later we had the entire ocean to

Time Wasting Away
Time is there really enough of it We go about our daily not really thing of it. Kids grow up people grow old. You think you have all the time in the world. I will get to that later I got time to do that. You never have time to hold a grudge or be mean to someone but at the time you may feel lost or hurt . You never know when it to late to say goodbye. Love the one your with and never take them for granted. Do or try and do everything you set out to do and reach your goals that you set for yourself and dont let anything get in the way. Time 24 hours in a day is not enough hours in a day but make the best out the time you have on this Earth and leave with no regrets. Time is wasting away dont let it slip away.

A Horse Story...
A Horse Story Just up the road from my home is a field with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and looks back, mak

Pearl Jam - Jeremy
I love this song Artist - Pearl Jam Song Title - Jeremy Song Length - 5:18 Album - Ten Album cover - Video - Jeremy - Pearl Jam Taken From Wikipedia: "Lyrical meaning One of Pearl Jam's first singles, the song was inspired by a newspaper article about a 16-year-old boy named Jeremy Wade Delle from Richardson, Texas who shot himself in front of his English class in Richardson High School on the morning of January 8, 1991. Delle was described by schoolmates as "real quiet" and known for "acting sad". After coming in late to class and being told to get an admittance slip from the school office, Delle left the classroom, returning armed with a .357 Magnum revolver. He walked to the front of the classroom, announced "Miss, I got what I really went for", put the barrel of the firearm in his mouth and pulled the trigger before anyone could react. Pearl Jam frontman Eddie Vedder was quoted on the subject of the song: It came from a small paragraph in a

So I Don't Lose It - Pimpout By Tappinit
This lovely Lady has only 450k to get to GodMomma!! She's -always- helping others... It's time to return the favor! Reeka@ fubar Hit her up! Rate her pix! Spank her page! (She likes that!!) Bling her with the shiny stuff. She ALWAYS brings a smile to your face in the MuMMs ... Now it's your turn! Pimped with Love: Tappinit@ fubar Dont Fear The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-09-11 20:59:58')

New Members ...
Recently it comes to my attention that people say their real lives are the main thing...as is mine but I MAKE TIME for FRIENDS too here or physically... I always hate doing this but to make my point to the non-raters.... I bring you them. Don't get me wrong we all have importance in our "REAL LIVES," but I was once a full time college student, husband, father and ACTIVE DUTY...which means I worked a lil longer a day than mot and at times 24 hour swings... if you do and great but I hate excuses why ones doesn't take the 5 minutes I gave to them!! Ok, here it goes to the non-rates!! Minou Minou http://fubar.com/user/1182239 Gave this person well over 120 rates and nothing, but complains her life is too busy but begs, for the rates adds or whatever!! This is the same for!! 'Irresistable Beauty¢â ¡æSER PROMOTER¡ç' http://fubar.com/user/1750174 Rated over 200 of hers...yesterday...yet people think they can beg and roll over people...they got their way for begging

"grab Your Crayolas" And Hop On Board The "i Love To Color Train!" (40 Riders Plenty Room For More)
Hop on Board Come Color With Us! To join this train all you need to do is F/R/A (that's Fan/Rate/Add) EVERYONE on the train Please be sure to put something in the friend request like "I Love Coloring!", or "I color alot!" Well you get the idea! If you already have them on your list be sure to re-rate them if you can and leave a profile comment on their page saying you are "I'm coloring with you!" or something of the sorts! You must F/R/A everyone on this train! Also everyone that joins after you as well! Or you may be removed from the train! Official I Love To Color Train Tag If you would like an official tag for the train please rate the folder starting with this picture. Leave a comment on the last picture so I know you have rated all 50 of the pictures and that you wish a tag to be made. Also please include a link to a colored picture that either yourself, child, or grandchild has colored and I will add it place of my

A Poem I Wrote For My Best Friend Robert Who Was Called Home *tears* & My Sissy Put It In This Beautiful Blog For Me The Song He Use To Call Me On The
RIP DARLIN I LOVE YOU 9/06/1954 to 9/15/2008 My Dearest Robert My Dearest Robert, You are My Heart, My Life, My Love, & My Best Friend All The Good Times We Have Shared nothing could compare all the fun times We've had & Memories we hold even though some of our times were sad All the secrets that we have shared letting each other know that we cared all the fears we conquered together this friendship will never sever until the end of time i will always be here for you anything that happens anything we do when your day is lonely,dark and cold my hand will always be here for you to hold There are so many things I'd like to say But that would take me all day Now I wonder where to start Guess I'll say whats in my heart There is one thing I know that's true I'm blessed to have a friend like you Thanks for always being there And showing me how much you care As my new life started to unfold With you by my side I learned how to take hold There are times I didn'

Comments
OK IVE GOT TOLD TODAY THAT PEOPLE THINK ITS STRANGE THAT I SEND EVERYONE THE SAME COMMENT I DO THAT AS IT SAVES TIME AND ITS EASIER FOR ME SO IF IT BOTHERS ANYONE PLEASE TELL ME OK THANKS FOR UR TIME ON THIS MATTER JUST WANT TO KNOW IF EVERYONE FEELS THE SAME WAY OR NOT

Our Welcome Letter
Hello, and welcome to our family Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew. Im so Happy To have you all in the family I will tell you what we expect as a family. First of all We are going to be a bombing and leveling family so please keep an eye on the blogs for any info on either side. BassTracker will be in charge of our bombing side of the family so when he posts on where we need to bomb please all be there. Angel Eyes is in charge of the leveling side so when she posts on who to work on please support them by being there. MsBratt is in charge of our recruiting for our family so anyone wanting to join our family must go through her. The three of us will be watching everyone each month to see who is helping where needed and will decide who each month will receive our monthly prize. Thank you, Angel Eyes, MsBratt, BassTracker

Reflecting Lies
The wind brushed against the daisy's in the window, and filled the bathroom with their dewy scent. The air freshener released its mist of coconut fumed perfume, with a hissing sound coming almost a second after the cloud entered the air. A candle, colored red and scented with raspberries. The flame dancing slowly, as if to a tune only it could hear. But she did not smell the raspberries, or the daisy's, or even the coconut, despite it being only inches from her head. Instead she was face down in the toilet, smelling the bile she had produced just seconds before, to rid her body of the breakfast she had just an hour before that. Wiping her mouth on her a small yellow towel she had purchased at K-mart, she stood up and looked in the mirror. She doesn't see the sunken cheeks, the bulging eyes, or the almost purple bags located just beneath them. Instead she see's what she has always longed for, and is so close to having. Beauty. Beauty that would make the previous boyfriends sor

~ She Belongs To Another ~
~ Just Once ~ One night is all I would like to ask, For you to hold me close at last. To be the one you come to love, The man you're always thinking of. To hold my hand along the street, Together our hearts create a beat. To pick you a rose from the ground, Say I love you without a sound. Move the hair that was in my eye, Make me laugh without a try. Kiss my cheek when its time to go, Leaving me with the romantic glow. Calls me the same minute you leave, Just to make sure you're home safely. To say you love me right before bed, And left a note in my room unread. "You are everything I want and need, You take my breath as you breathe . I love you, always and forever my girl, To be with you I'd give up the world". One night is all I would like to ask, For you to be with me at last. But as the nights slowly pass by, I realize you will never give me a try. Peace.

Fu Asshole
to all My friends, enjoy the reading of a fu asshole, Im sure most woman and poeple can handle being called names and stuff,, but what about your kids,, and a special needs kid at that personally I hope any on My list who reads what was said will stand up for children, and will say something or down rate, say something in profile comments ect,, I dont think any woman or child should be treated in this manner, ive left the text and also the link to this assholes page any questions feel free to message me read from the bottom up it was a shout box message 765611: ur on ignore bitch ->765611: i found u to fun to ignore lol 765611: bitch im well hung no need to talk about ur lil husbands diick.lol ->765611: ur just pissed cuz i actually took time to read ur profile instewad of rating u right away cuz ur ego NEEDS to be rated to feel important 765611: well welcome to ignore whore later. ->765611: hey u started being the asshole here not me ->765611: yea its been

Daddy Daddy
DADDY, DADDY A little boy goes to his father and asks, 'Daddy, how was I born? ' The father answers, 'Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom, and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: You Have A New Son

School Days 1
Thought it about time I added to this blog set, so I'm gonna do some stories from school days. First point of call I reckon is to explain one of my jobs, sort of. I was the class punching bag kind of. All the kids who thought they were strong, and the "rude boys" would pretty much just come up and hit me randomly, trying to inflict some sort of pain. Knowing that I wasn't someone who'd run to a teacher Now, it never really quite worked, 'cause on the whole they were a bunch of pansies. Plus they could only ever really hit me on the arm. There's one example of this that brings back fond memories. One P.E lesson (sport) we were doing hockey and this one little guy who used to do this was really annoying me. I threatened him with my hockey stick and he left me alone after that :P Anyways, that's enough of that for now, thanks for reading.

Pink Floyd Founding Member/keyboardist Richard Wright
LONDON (AP) - Richard Wright, a founding member of the rock group Pink Floyd, died Monday. He was 65 Pink Floyd's spokesman Doug Wright, who is not related to the artist, said Wright died after a battle with cancer at his home in Britain. He says the band member's family did not want to give more details about his death. Wright met Pink Floyd members Roger Waters and Nick Mason in college and joined their early band, Sigma 6. Along with the late Syd Barrett, the four formed Pink Floyd in 1965. The group's jazz-infused rock and drug-laced multimedia "happenings" made them darlings of the London psychedelic scene, and their 1967 album, "The Piper at the Gates of Dawn," was a hit. In the early days of Pink Floyd, Wright, along with Barrett, was seen as the group's dominant musical force. The London-born musician and son of a biochemist wrote songs and sang. The band released a series of commercially and critically successful albums including 1973's "Dark Side of the Moo

Ty To All My Fubar Friends!!
OMG I'M A HENCHMAN!!! MY FRIENDS ARE THE BEST TY ALL FOR YOUR HELP IN MAKING ME HENCHMAN This Pimpout brought to you by ?Kevin? >TY to all my friends!! All who helped are very appreciated. I LOVE ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS. spazzy69@ fubar MyNameIsFaith~FUBARs Charity Case Donations Accepted~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew Mem@ fubar Cheryl~Proud Member of The Thunder&Lightning Leveling Family~@ fubar ~SassyMysticDawn~ Shadow Bombers~FU-OWNED by ~Kevin~He Rocks!!!@ fubar

Those Little Drinks...
People send them to you and you put them on your page. But then what? Do they sit on display collecting dust and fermenting further? Is this some sick prohibition joke or is it just because tiny is cute? Is there only purpose, points? Do people drink for points all the time? I don't know man, this shit has me in deep though...

Whore From The Door And Born Again Virgins
I get this question asked of me all the time... Why is it okay for a guy to sleep with a shitload of women, but when a woman has sex with large number of men, it makes them a whore? Well, I'm not really sure what the answer to that is, but I can venture a guess and give a few reasons to back it up. To be honest, when I hear that a guy has fucked a large number of women the word "MAN WHORE" doesn't really pop into my head. What does, sad to say, is "PLAYER" or "PIMP." Now, that doesn't mean that I would sleep with the last girl they've slept with! Not without wearing at least 4 rubbers at the same time. It just means that I have to tip my hat for an accomplishment that is, at least somewhat, impressive. Conversely, when I hear that a woman has fornicated with say…a 100 different men, I get turned off instantly. I guess the word "Whore" would apply at that point. I understand that most women aren't virgins, but that's a large number and I don't think I'

Thousands Mob Funeral Of Sf Hells Angels Leader
DALY CITY (CBS 5 / AP / BCN) ¯ There can be no quiet goodbye for a slain Hells Angel leader. The funeral of Mark "Papa" Guardado, the 46-year-old president of the San Francisco chapter shot down after a barroom brawl, brought about 2,000 Hells Angels to Duggan's Serra Mortuary in Daly City, most driving the biggest, baddest, loudest Harleys ever. They came from chapters all over the country, not to mention Stuttgart, Germany, Alberta, Canada and Melbourne, Australia. An overflow crowd of hundreds of members sat or stood in the funeral home parking lot for two hours, creating a spectacle that attracted hundreds of gawkers, a full court press and police from three cities: San Francisco, Daly City and Colma. They then led what police said may have been the largest motorcycle procession ever in the San Francisco Bay Area from Daly City to the Cypress Lawn Cemetery in Colma. The mass of bikers and other vehicles took an indirect route, cutting through San Francisco along D

Halloween Party On Imvu
This Is Halloween - Danny Elfman This is for my friends on IMVU. At 5 PM on Halloween, I'm going to have a Halloween party. Dress in a Halloween outfit and let's party hearty. There is a 6 person limit on the party, so please RSVP below. Post your IMVU name and what you're going to be. I'm going to be Sally from Nightmare Before Christmas. One lucky person will recieve a gift bought from their wishlist! If you're not on my friends list on IMVU, you can sign up under me by clicking on the IMVU part of my page. Or just message me your username and I'll add you, but remember to RSVP.. I added a public room for the party! Link is imvu://room/lesindy/-Halloween+Roo-& I'll post lots of screenies of the party. Let's actually show up, huh? I had a birthday party where no one showed up!

Rules
INTRODUCING~OMEGA BOMBERS~We are a new family here on the Fu and want to have some fun.BUT...As with all families, we have to have some rules.#1 - Everyone is required to Rate/Fan/Add ALL family members. This can be easily accomplished because their is a folder that has every members picture in it. Each one is ripped so that you can go directly to their page. If it is found that you haven't done so, you will be asked to correct the situation or submit your resignation. Those are the only 2 choices.#2 - If you are CURRENTLY in a contest or have one coming up in the near future, DO NOT ask to join this family. The reason is, we are about fairness to all family members and if you are just joining for help, scroll on by.#3 - There will be NO MORE THAN 2 family members in a contest at the same time. Before you enter into a contest, please submit a request to the homepage for approval. ALSO, before submitting a request, you MUST be actively bombing for no less than 2 weeks before hand

I've Finally Arrived
For all of you reading this blog first and foremost thanks for your support and more importantly thanks for your interest in this blog. As most of you know already I’m currently deployed in Afghanistan and am writing this blog about my adventures in this country. I felt that I should put a lot of my experiences in writing so that it can serve as a living document about my experiences and hopefully use this as a springboard to potentially write a book later on in my life. I will post a blog later about why I chose to come to this country to serve mine, and the factors behind my decision later. My adventure began on September 9th at Tampa International Airport, my best friend, John “White Owl”, dropped me off and wished me the best in my journey. A couple of hours later in was waiting in Atlanta waiting for my flight to Dubai Int’l and then onward to Afghanistan. The flight to Dubai was bumpy and very uncomfortable; I was sitting in the middle seat and between two guys that out weighed

Do You Know Me?
I want to know how many of my friends know me. If you read this please comment this if you read this with anything you may know about me or think you know about me. Do you know what I like what my real name is am I in a relationship anything a goal I may have who my best friend is i want to know who wants to know me for real and who does know me and what they know about me. Be honest dont read what other ppl put cause they may be wrong what am i here for? please and if you really do want to learn ask questions i will answer them. thanks so much cutie?????

Accident
My sister in law Kandi my mother in law and my youngest daughther was in a wreck about 45 minutes ago. A 18 wheeler truck slammed in to the car and smashed the driver side in. The car flipped over into a ditch. My mother in law is ok and my daughter seems to be. But Kandi is being cut out of the car as I type this. She was stuck and her legs twisted. The last time mom talked to her outside the car she was crying hysterically and then just lost consciousness. I will update later. Please pray for her. She is in surgery. She has a crushed or fractured hip. Will know more how things will go with her legs tomorrow im guessing. Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers. If you drive a 18 wheeler please please slow down for intersections. You never know just how fast the lights gonna change and whos life you could be taking. 9:30 Thursday Kandis real mom is here now! She had her hip reconsructed and a pin or rod or something like that put in last night. She still has no feeling in h

Upcoming Surgery.....
An update for my friends.....Some of you know that I have been living with some serious neck and arm pain for a while now....I dealt with a quack of a doctor for over a year now that put me through some really tough stuff....... I finally went back to an awesome doc that is honestly one of the best in the country....He redid all of my tests tests and when the results came in he knew right away what is wrong with me..... I have a severe disc herniation at c 5/6 and another one at c 6/7... I am so relieved! I have been losing the use of my left arm and the last "doctor" left me thinking I was crazy! I did my research and knew my symptoms were classic and since I have had a lumbar fusion I knew I wasn't crazy but the last "doc" made me feel like I was being a baby.... So.....Surgery is set for Oct. 9th....I'm having a double fusion.....I have chosen to use my own pelvic bone for the fusion instead of donor bone and I know this is a major cause of pain after the surgery since that's

From What I Am Being Told
currently i am still in school. i should be done by next fall. hopefully by that time i will have my own place, i really thinking on leaving Charlotte. things with my dad are slowly getting worse n worse his condition is worsening every day. its now our job to make sure he is eating cause he not eating if we don't. it sucks to know that i am going to lose my dad. I cant control the fact that the day that my dad draws his last breath is coming up n fast at that. all wondering what the hell i am saying or talking about. well for the ones that do read this here it is i got woke up this morning by my sister asking me if i wanted some of my dads ashes when he dies. well she asked i heard but i couldn't answer i was as i will say dazed. really didn't want to hear what she was saying to me. then find out my uncles on my dad side are a total bastards. i pray to god they can live with the fact that their own brother is dieing and they act like they don't give a fuck. not a shocke

Ldc Family Love For The Week Of 9-17-08 To 9-24-08
Please show each of these members love this week……shaniqua™~Owner of LDC~@ fubarLady of Chaos of Dark Covenant Family@ fubar~Fu-Married to Brad~Lost Civeteto True Queen Witch~@ fubar~Ðj Tåttøøgìr£@Rè£èñt£è§§~Ðý£øñ'§ Ðìvå Måfìå~£.Ð.©.~TåĶèñ ß¥ ÐJ ÞhåtĶìÐ M¥ MFKN Må§tè®@ fubar

I Want To Be Yo Bish...
I'm the Bish Yo Mamma and Yo Pappa warned you about...Why not defy what they tell you and try me out...I'll be the best darn Bish Yo ever had :P All you have to do is follow my link below...Come on, I DOUBLE DOG DARE YA... While you're there don't forget to rate fan and add DaisyB and LarryB they RAWK!!!

Dunnooo Stuff
Love bug Well from day one you captured my heart, I don't know what u did to me. Put something inside this happen just like that.Your my friend, your My girl your my world and your my everything.Your the fu that makes my heart skip and jump like a broken skipped love sick record. Your the first thing I think of when awake in the fresh morn dew, your the last thing I think of when I go to bed cause I always look outside before I lock the door to look at the stars and the moon that remind me of that planet.You said something a few days ago I never forget I wonder if it's really true, as true blue it can be. It went something like I think a real piece of me has really fallen in love with you, I was so excited cause that's what happen to me along ago.When i am with you I can here my heart playing i want to bebop with you baby all night long I am sure you know the song, if not I am sure you be listening to it soon lol.You will always be my love bug my love bug you will always be, just hold

Help Tom Godfather
Hey there, Tom aka Talas Blastmor (prev Dr Strangelove) needs our help. He's been stuck on Fuking, well seems like forever! He now has only 657,614 Points to go! and could really use a boost. Please stop by and help all you can - he's always helping his mates out, it's his turn :D Talas Blastmor@ fubar Thank you very much and please repost my bulletin ;) BROUGHT TO YOU BY tra71@ fubar

Wahhhhh
But sleep is where I escape from reality now that I have nobody to flirt with on fubar! How will I die? Your Result: You will die in your sleep. A peaceful departure into the next life. You are blessed with the good fortune of passing from sleep into eternity. Do not fear sleep. To dream into the next life is a rare gift. You will die while having sex. You will die while saving someone's life. You will die of boredom. You will die from a terminal illness. You will die in a car accident. You will die in a nuclear holocaust.

Rip Peace Wetkitty U Will Be Sorely Missed
Wet Kitty Funeral PlansWET KITTY~ FANTASIA HEAD GREETER~Wet KittyOctober 20, 1977 - September 21, 2008The funeral for Wet Kitty is scheduled forSaturday, September 27, 2008Silver Glyn Baptist Church115 Arlington Rd. NorthJacksonville, FloridaArlington Rd North, North of Berry Ave11:00am EasternFuneral officiated by Rev. Wild HorseAll of Wet Kitty's friends are welcome to attend.Please leave your respects for Wet Kitty on her page, she will be missed by all who know her. (repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~~Fubar's 12th Prophet~~Hotties Token Male Officer (I supply the hose)~' on '2008-09-25 05:58:59') IN LOVING MEMORY...YOU WILL BE MISSED !

Im Here!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey everyone :) Just wanted to let everyone know that I am here in North Carolina finally. My flight was a good one, and over all trip was pretty uneventful and safe :) *hugs* to those of you that have sent messages to me saying you miss me. I really miss you all too but I have to let you all know that I will not be online much until I find myself a job/car and get myself set up on what I need to get in order here in NC. Ill try to peek in from time to time and check on messages but please dont take offense if i dont respond right away. I have to get my stuff straight before I can play on fu :P~ Luv ya'll!!!! Desi

Weekend From Hell...
Let me set the stage for you. 0630 friday morning, I wake up in agonizing pain. I figure it's my back I deal with back pain on a daily basis. It doesn't go away, I go to the doctors office. They send me to radiology to do an ultrasound of my upper GI. Turns out I have a huge gall stone in my gallbladder and have to go in for emergency surgery. (Yay) Anyway, they remove my gallbladder in a 2 hr surgery, and I'm doing much better. Not as much pain, feeling better. Stitches out next tues, jpdrain out tomorrow. I'm sorry if I worried anyone, cause I know some of you, my friends, I told what was going on. Just so you know tho...I am doing fine. Thanks for the calls and texts wishing me well. Dan

Vip Contest
VIP Contest Do you want to be pink or blue? Want to win it instead of buying it? Enter Willie's VIP Contest ********************************** The Rules: 1. Send Willie a Private Message saying you want to be in the contest. He will be accepting 10 participants. Be sure to send him a link to the picture you want to use for the contest. 2. Contact your friends and get them ready to bomb your picture. All comments must be SFW. 3. The person with the most comments on September 30th at 8pm CST will win a one month's VIP. ********************************** Private Message NOW to enter. There is NO entry fee, either. Willie - Squad Leader @ 76th Nighthawk Leveler ( Owner of Party Pad ) (repost of original by 'Carrie' on '2008-09-21 21:14:29')

Woman & Wolves
Women and Wolves A healthy woman is much like a wolf, strong life force, life-giving, territorily aware, intuitive and loyal. Yet seperation from her wildish nature causes a woman to become meager, anxious, and fearful. The wild nature carries the medicine for all things. She carries stories, dreams, words and songs. She carries everything a woman needs to be and know. She is the essence of the female soul... With the wild nature as ally and teacher, we see not through two eyes only, but through the many eyes of intuition. With intuition we are like the starry night, we gaze at the world through a thousand eyes. It does not mean to lose one's primary socializations. It means quite the opposite. The wild nature has a vast integrity to it. It means to establish territory, to find one's pack, to be in one's body with certainty and pride, to speak and act in one's behalf, to be aware, to draw on the innate feminine powers of intuition, to find what one belongs to, to rise wi

I Commend Her Restraint....
So yesterday Sibi tells me that this boy in her kindergarten class that has been bothering her has resorted to pulling her hair and slapping her in the face. Her father has already been sent to talk to the teacher and take care of this, and if need be to talk to this kid's parents. Sibi goes to me yesterday: "I told the teacher, but what I reall wanted to do was this!" *Insert swift kick between the legs motion here* LOL She's worked hard on controlling her anger, because the old Sibber would've beat the holy hell out of him. This boy needs to keep his hands off of her before I tell her it's okay to mop the floor with him.

~ You And I ~
~ You And I ~ You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond Romance....Beyond Friendship, Beyond what we've ever had before. It will Defy Time, Distance, and Changes in Ourselves and In Our Lives. And It will defy every explanation ...........Except One: Purely and Simply...We are Kindred. We Are Soul Mates. I can't explain it...I just Feel It. It's there in the way my spirit subtly lifts whenever we talk, how the sound of your voice brings me home in a way I can't explain. It's in the delight I feel when we laugh at exactly the same things. When I'm with you, it's like a tiny part of the Universe shifts into the plac it's supposed to be, and all is right with the World. These things, and so many more.... have made me understand that this is a Once-In-A-Lifetime, Forever Connection that could only exist between You and Me. And Deep In My Soul....... I know that our relationship is A Rare Gift..... One that will bring us an

Sober-tool
Probably one of my all time favorite songs. There's a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like the stalking butler Whom upon the finger rests Murder now the path called "must we" Just because the Son has come Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but what's past and done? Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but what's past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start this over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down Mother Mary, won't you whisper Something but what's past and done? Mother Mary, won't you whisper Something but what's past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this

I Feel
I FEEL ALONE LOST IN A NEVER ENDING SEA WITH NO LAND IN SIGHT NO EAR TO HEAR MY CRIES TRAPPED IN THIS NEVER ENDING TIDE SEEING MY GOAL BUT NEVER BEING ABLE TO REACH IT I FEEL LOST LIKE I AM ON A NEVER ENDING ROAD I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM GOING OR HOW TO GET THERE I FEEL HOPELESS LIKE I WILL NEVER REACH THE STARS THAT TAUNT ME FROM THE SKIES I FEEL HURT FOR THE ONE I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AS I WATCH THEM TURN AND WALK AWAY I FEEL ABANDONED LIKE EVERYONE HAS LEFT ME HERE TO DIE ALONE. I FEEL SADDENED FOR THE ONES WHO DO NOT SEE THE TRUTH AROUND THEM WHO DO NOT HERE THE CRIES OF THOSE LEFT TO DIE I FEEL PAIN FOR ALL THOSE I SEE AROUND ME I WANT TO REACH OUT TO HELP BUT THEY DO NOT SEE MY HAND. I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP BUT I KNOW SOME DAY MY TRIALS WILL END I MUST PUSH ON FOR IF I QUIT I WILL NEVER SEE WHAT I CAN DO I MUST NOT GIVE IN TO MY FEARS OF BEING ALONE I AM MY OWN COMPANION I MUST NOT STOP CRYING AND REACHING FOR THE ONES WHO HURT MORE THAN ME I MUST HELP THEM SEE THE LIGHT I F

The Rub Of Things
i suffer from bipolar affective disorder as some of you may or may not know. i have been medicated and not had an episode for nearly 6 months. well last week my medication was changed and i am in transition between the two and it has not been going well at all. i have been paranoid to the nth degree , i cant sleep or eat and i have been slowly destroying all my personal relationships with family etc... its causing me problems on here too in other ways. i have been remedicated with some tranquilisers in the meantime to ease the transition between the two drugs. if i have offended anyone in the last 3-4 days , i am sorry. and if i haven't don't worry you are on my list of to do's

Admiration,desire
Seeing new faces i stop, a picture of u is what i know. You respond with kindness and i wonder why, your eyes, tell me who you are and drive my imagination wild. Wanting and needing to know more. This stranger so amazing, could he be. Questioning why, my heart beats so rapid and thoughts of you linger. True feelings i have acclimated. A picture, how can this be? Nervous, and waiting, to see words from you. I wonder what your thoughts could be. Do you sense it? Do you want more? A genuine heart, honesty, and laughter is my desire. Could i fall? i can see a future, i will keep to myself because of the circumstance. You are a light or is this a shock to my senses from your written words. You are amazing! Think about my words and how you really feel? To feel you; I have felt in my dreams. Not feeling a void but you have me and i don't know why. Could it be, could you be?

I Can't Believe She Did It Again....
I’m not much for blogging, those who know me well, know my mind, my feelings to a very intimate degree. To that end, I rarely spout my insights onto those who are casual acquaintances, or just perusing. There has been a fu-drama going on for far too long. Lies have been spouted, people hurt and more vindictive behavior than I have seen in ages. It was part of why I left fubar so long ago, to relieve myself of the drama. There have been attacks on someone I love dearly, my darling Rob. For those of you who have fallen prey to the lies about him not having brain cancer, I pity your narrow minded, short sighted, inferior capability to think for yourselves. Why in a million years would all of his family, his girlfriends, his close friends, all come up with the same “story” AND PERPETUATE IT?? Who in their right minds would want to go through multiple surgeries? The pain and agony of being sliced open, let alone the treatments, the poking, prodding, stigma, recovery and facing p

Are You Cool Enough To Be Pink?
The Pink Panther - The Pink Panther Are you cool enough to be pink? Are you ready for this? If you could answer yes, It's time to join the Ultimate Pink Panther train! It's easy! First please rate the pictures in the Pink Panther Folder starting with this one. Please leave a comment on the last one. Then just fan, rate, and add everyone who has joined before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "Cool enough to be pink!" or something similar. When you receive a request or comment, please rate, fan, and comment back. When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you. We're all here to have fun, so no drama please!

And So It Continues...
We just heard from the landlord that our apartment complex is most likely going to be closed within the next month or so. Our roof is only one third of a way done & our crew has been fired because they dont know how to put a roof on.. code is giving her a certain amount of time to hire a new crew and get it done.. which coming up with another 8k or so to get it done is not easy... So right now, I dunno what I am going to do. I have NOBODY to help me... and its not easy to up and move 3 people, when you dont have money to do so. I wont have internet or a home phone soon... I dont even know if I will have minutes on my cell phone... :( So if anybody would like to keep contact with me... please send ur phone number... and ur real name if I only know you by your fubar name. in a message before I post my last blog and change my status to something along the lines of.. I dont know when I'll be back again! And if anybody would like to help me out... it is appreciated! Love You Guys! Re

Drugs, Weapons, And Islamic Extremists
As I walk to my vehicle from the main terminal at Kabul International Airport, I felt a sense of jubilation, excitement, and simultaneously, worry. Afghanistan, one of the world's most historically rich countries is spiraling out of control with an enormous narcotics problem. 93% of the world's Heroin originates from this poor ridden country, 93%, no that's not a "typo". My job, to attempt to turn the corner on this crisis before it gets out of control, which many experts believe it already has, by providing keen insight to senior military and civilian leaders. Some believe my experience, albeit limited, will greatly assist the Afghan Government in taking back control of this enormous problem. I understand the problem, I've been tracking it for years. That's a lot of pressure for anyone, let alone a 28 year old. But that's what I am fascinated by this challenge, as great as it may seem, I'm up to the task. I have always been, since my days of a young adolescent been intrigued by immens

*le Sigh*
So I'm trying to find a new job. The one I have now is not challenging enough and I'm bored silly. I uploaded my resume on this website, filled all the silly little questionaires out, then I clicked that lil button that says "best picks" and got this awesome message that said "we're sorry, we cannot find any picks for you at this time." *sigh* I have failed at life. I am doomed to be patient registration until the end of time.

Still Waitn On New Baby!!
I just wanted to post this and say thxxxx to all who have left love on my page. I am still @ Mandi's...no baby yet. She is due saturday...but was hopin he would come by now..LOL This laptop is sooooooo hard to leave comments on ppl's page using the fingertip option cause my mouse don't work here....and i just hate it that i can't return all the love...so plzzz take this thank u and know all is appreciated!!!!! U All RAWK!!!!! Laura ♥

Speaking English
Why it's important to understand English... I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. In the shortest line there was just one lady in front of me...an Asian lady who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and she was a little irritated. She asked the teller, "Why it change? Yesterday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian lady says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

New Schedual
To all my friends & family, starting next week my job will be switching my working hours to the grave yard shift! for the entire month of Oct. Starting Sept 29th, I will be working from 7:30pm - 5:30 am so U wont be seeing me on here at night at all for about 5 wks. I will check in from time to time during the day so if U need to get a hold of me leave me a msg or send me a email at etaylorzoo@aol.com & I will try to get back to u as soon as I can. Will miss U all and hope that U will still be here when I can come hang out again! Sending all my love and hope that U all have a great month!

She
Sometimes when she falls.... Sadness radiates from her every pore, except for the area where the dimples of her smile lay. There lays a pain masked by years of repression and forced doubt. A pain that begs to be stopped, but is kept on, due to not knowing any alternative action. Her eyes are heavy with every smiled turned to lie, and her face contorts between motions to reveal a hell known by no man, but by this one woman. The tears she cries in silence are dry and unnoticeable. The sighs she lets out are as loud as screams and as absent as oxygen in a vacuum. She lives to decide the next moment, hoping that in some way, the next moment will somehow decide her. She never really embraces anyone, and or really lets them go. If you're in her life you're probably there for the rest of it, whether you intend to be, or not. Or even if you're aware of it. But all she knows is horror. All she feels is pain. All she'll ever ask for is an hello. And all she'll ever expect is goo

Contact Your Congressmen
For the people by the people...not the theiving corporations Now here's a bail out plan that works! I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG.` Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in "We Deserve It Dividend". To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bona fide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 ± counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billion that equals $425,000.00 each. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a "We Deserve It Dividend". Of course, it wo uld NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.0

An Fyi About Perception....
To the many people which isn't many these days TY for all the crazy rating you do for me I can't say ty enough....I know each of you have lives out there you maitain as I do as well. I rate nearly if not all my 5k pic rates a day that's 5000 ty~~~ Apparently, it came to me today and i'll leave people nameless as sometimes it should but this kind person wrote, "if this is your problem with me and my husband please let me know. as levelers it is very hard to return all random love but we do get around to you as best we can. the best way to get our attention is get in my private messages. my shout box is far to small and my bar tab is crazy some days because people rating pics and bidding on auctions and doing my fubuck giveaway that i cant just open it and say hey this dude gave me 500 rates and go return. as owner of w.w.s. if you send me a message and 90% of your pics are not ripped or nsfw i will get you rates. you are to far from godfather at this time to level however if requeste

Can't Sneak Up On Death In A Tank...
I was running late, per usual. I turn right onto the street where I work at a fast pace (hehe) and see all these cars wanting to turn out in front of me from a side street. They all stop inching forward because they see me comin in my tank. Trust me, they hit me, NUTHIN' is happening to my car. But then this idiot (green car) creeps up on the side and pulls out!! Not only does he NOT move, he sits there (in the middle of the street) and stares at me (while I'm wildly flipping him off and cursing his name) with the DUMBEST look on his face! I had one thought: "How convienient to die in front of a cemetery/mortuary. Plus I work there so my funeral would be discounted..." Nice, huh? :P -REL EDIT: My pic sucks, I know. Shut up.

Your Salute For And To Me
ok everyone, this is for the ladies only, no men, ok now if any of u want to do a salute for me, all u have to do is make a sign with my screen name, address url no. and if u want my name too, u have 3 options, u can be topless and hold up the sign, or still be topless, but cover your boobs with the sign or stay covered up and hold the sign, but really n seriously, ladies plz do the first one for me, if u dont want to then, ok, i understand, now if there are any of u that want to write my salute on your boobs or your ass or anywhere else plz do so n let me know thanks, when u read this plz message me back, thanks

Fade Into You Mazzy Star
I want to hold the hand inside you I want to take a breath thats true I look to you and I see nothing I look to you to see the truth You live your life You go in shadows Youll come apart and youll go black Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with whats not there. Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think its strange you never knew A strangers light comes on slowly A strangers heart without a home You put your hands into your head And then smiles cover your heart Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think its strange you never knew Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think its strange you never knew I think its strange you never knew ================== a friend and I were discussing Mazzy Star the other night, her voice is simply amazing. So much meaning so much passion in her music.

One Of My Faves
Storming outside, rain She keeps me home Quiet conversation makes me warm So Summer rain Whispers me to sleep And wakes me up again Sometimes i swear i hear her call my name To wash away the pain My summer rain In the middle of the night when i'm alone I feel her kisses on me even when she's gone Can't wait 'till she gets home Summer rain Whispers me to sleep > And wakes me up again Sometimes i swear i hear her call my name To wash away the pain My summer rain I don't mind if it rains forever Let it rain, rain, let it rain I said i don't mind if it rains forever Let it rain, rain, let it rain So go ahead and make it rain You bring the sunshine back again So go ahead and make it rain Your tender touches wash away my rain Summer rain Whispers me to sleep And wakes me up again Sometimes i swear i hear her call my name To wash away the pain My summer rain Summer rain Whispers me to sleep And wakes me up

So Now On To Grandma's
Ok here is a convo between my cousin and I.... brweed75: kinda like my g'ma saying that my g'pa would be happy that he went first since he always preferred her on top? dilatedpixiedust: kinda like my grandma saying that she liked sex better when she was fat cause grandpa did a whole lot more licking and kissing? Does my family have a defect in females or are we just crazy...

Why Make Excuses...why Not Just Say Goodbye????
AIGHT SO HERE IT IS..TIME TO RAMBLE AGAIN...FIRST LET ME SAY....FUCKIN WOMEN ARE SHOT....WHEN U DONT WANT SOMEONE...WHY NOT JUST COME OUT AND SAY IT....CUZ LETS BE REAL....WHEN WE REALLY WANT SOMETHING....WE GO AFTER IT....NOT FIGHT IT....OR TRY AND DENY IT....NOT RUN THE OTHER WAY WHEN THAT CLOSENESS YOU CLAIM TO WANT BECOMES TOO MUCH....WHY SEE WHAT THERE IS IF YOU ARE JUST GONNA TURN YOUR BACK ON IT ANYWAY....WHATS THE FUCKIN POINT????? HOW CAN U LOOK AT SOMETHING THAT IS PERFECT FOR YOU....THAT IS ALL YOU HAVE EVER WANTED....THAT OFFERS YOU THEMSELVES AND THEIR HEART....THAT OFFERS TO BE ALL YOU DESERVE AND WANT IN LIFE....AND JUST TURN AWAY????? ITS CUZ WOMEN ARE SHOT....THE ISSUES PLAGUING THE MIND ALWAYS MORE THAN THE FEELINGS IN THEIR HEART....THEIR HEART ALWAYS DIVIDED....THEN THERE IS THAT GREAT LINE...ITS NOT U ITS ME....BULLSHIT.....THE ONE YOU REALLY WANT AND LOVE...DONT YOU PUT THEM ABOVE WHAT YOU WANT AND FEEL....ALL THEY WANT AND NEED IS ALL THAT MATTERS....MAYBE IM THE

What Kind Of Music Are You?
You Are Classical Music You are a somewhat serious person who enjoys studying subjects deeply. Art of all kinds interests you, and a good piece of art can really effect you emotionally. You are inspired by human achievement, and you appreciate work that takes years to accomplish. For you, the finer things in life are not about snobbery - they're about quality. What Kind of Music Are You?

Are You My True Friend?
THIS IS NOT FOR THE PEOPLE ON MY FAMILY LIST. I sick of just having people on my friends list that dont do anything, whats the point of being my list if i dont even talk with you or only get talk to when your in a contest or need help leveling you wanna stay on my friends list let me know in a email or comment. buy the end of the week if I dont here from you i asume you just want to be deleted off my list.

To Much Pain
I can't seem to get things right anymore. I always fall for the wrong girl. The pain I feel is what I deserve. I will never get the one I really want in life. I guess she doesn't exsist. All I wanted is for someone to love me for who I am. someone who is family orientated and puts family first. Non smoker preferable, D/D free. Some one who is beautiful inside and out. Someone who can appreciate that I give to my community. Since she doesn't exsist, I have put my heart in a vault behind a wall, never to be opened again. I can be a friend but my heart no longer exists. If you want to be my friend let me know.

Mmmm
I am waiting for the day I can take a deep breath. Feel the pain leave my body. My heart in a million pieces not sure where they all are either, friends have tried to pick them up and they don't fit right anymore I think the right man is the only one that knows how the puzzle will fit back together. I want to find him and make him happy and for me to smile again a real smile. I am just worried I have missed my chance. I have never looked a person in their eyes and said I Love you and not meant it. I just don't know if anyone that has said it to me has meant it. I want someone to grab me and lift my spirit off the ground, take my soul and look deep in it. I take chances and they never work, people never give me the chance to prove myself. I am not perfect by any means, I make mistakes and I learn from them. Can I find the one who was made for me or am I alone for life? Kati Published 2001

One Of The Most Important Things I've Ever Been Apart Of
In August of 2007, 35 year-old Monica (Sprague) Jorge went into the hospital to give birth to her baby girl, Sofia. After delivering that day by Cesarean section, she developed an infection. By the time the infection was diagnosed and Monica was transferred to Massachusetts General Hospital on August 12th, her body was being ravaged by Necrotizing Fasciitis. The devastating bacteria traveled through Monica’s body, destroying all the soft tissue and muscles of her abdominal wall and down past her upper thighs, destroying many of her internal organs. The fight to keep her alive left her in a deep coma. Surgeons at the Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston were able bring her back from the brink of death… but at a horrific cost. Monica awoke from the 3-week long coma only to learn she would be scheduled for amputation surgery. Sadly, all 4 of her limbs had to be amputated. The everlasting challenges from a transformation like this are hard to even imagine. Monica came home to care for

I Love The Fall!
The Rules: First drop in and rate the "I love fall folder" below: Next, rate/fan/add/comment each person on the train list. If you're already friends with someone, make sure you've re-rated them and leave a comment like "I love the fall" or "Playin in the fall leaves" Then private message me, Thru_a_diff_i, when you've finished rating each train member so that I can make you a tag & add you to the train listing. Make sure When new people join the party that you rate/fan/add/comment each person that visits your page for this train. DON'T just accept the friend request. After all, the train is to help one another out! Once you're done, repost the bulletin so that all your friends & family can join in with you on the train. PLEASE NO DRAMA!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ FALL LOVERS Thru_a_diff_i Proud Member of The Life Saver Family@ fubar ~~Tat2BunnyLuv~~@ fubar JÁkè the §Ñåke Real Life B/F of Jamie-Lynn {Shadow Leveler}

One!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Can't Remember Anything Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream this Terrible Silence Stops Me Now That the War Is Through with Me I'm Waking up I Can Not See That There Is Not Much Left of Me Nothing Is Real but Pain Now Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me > Back in the Womb its Much Too Real in Pumps Life That I must Feel but Can't Look Forward to Reveal Look to the Time When I'll Live Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me Just like a Wartime Novelty Tied to Machines That Make Me Be Cut this Life off from Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God Help Me Darkness Imprisoning Me All That I See Absolute Horror I Cannot Live I Cannot Die Trapped in Myself Body My Holding Cell Landmine Has Taken My Sight Taken My Speech Taken My Hearing

Fantasy 2
Well I meet you at the bar and you act like you don't even know me. I think to myself I know how to get your attention, I will walk over and ask you if you would like a game of pool. I had dressed for you tonight a short skirt no undies and a nice shirt that you could have looked down, but no you want to play this game and all. I walk past some men and they whistle and I don't even notice. I get my drink and change for the game. I walk over to you and I place my money down and say I have winner. You speak and say " Honey this is a mans game maybe you should put that in the box over there and play you some music" I say "I can handle my own, Thank you!" You win the game I get up and grab the rack and rack the balls and then grab my stick, and bust the balls sinking 4 of all the same color and ask "Is this how its played?" I go to shoot again but this time your in my way so I back up on to u and give my ass a little shake against your crotch, then you move back and see that I have no pa

007 Adventure Ride
007 I'm a Bond Fanatic!! Join me as another Bond, Bond Girl, Villian or Femme Fatales. Here is the link to pick your character for your tag. There are 3 Simple Rules: 1. Please choose a character from above link and message me with: Which character and what movie they were in. 2. F/R/A everyone on this list, or comment if you are already a friend with "007 Adventure". 3. Buy everyone a Martini (500 fu-bucks during non-HH or 250 during HH). ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LoneStarStateCowboyMscFrkEvonneTonyaMzCaBiBBWDuckyTexas AngelRebelicious Dixie AngelDBrown1004Vitamin DESinful BratWhispers Haunt MeEmily IMAX

Arachnophobia
So yesterday, I finally threw in the towel and decided I was going straight home and starting over on the errand running some other time. Let me kind of set the stage for what happened. My minivan...yes minivan (grrr)is a Dodge which translates into the power windows won't roll down. It's usually just a pain when I want to drive thru not walk in or cure my claustrophobia by opening the window and getting some fresh air. Yesterday a new dilemma presented itself. I guess while my van was sitting for a few days, due to the muffler falling off (Gotta love you Dodge!) a wicked spider, one of those flat thick ones started crawling along the windshield. Moral of this story, don't drive and try to swat creepy crawly things...not a good combo ;) Heading to my appt. be back later. *MUAH*

~i Confess ~
I confess: I’ve been thinking about fucking all day. Thinking about fucking You. But you'd have guessed that already, hadn’t you? You’d felt it instinctively? There’s no need to be coy, no need for pretence. I know that you had. With every salacious word you covetously read, you knew precisely what was on my mind. That’s OK. I want you to know what I’m thinking. I like it. Because I enjoy picturing you at work, or shopping in a store, or relaxing in some trite coffee shop or wine bar, or enjoying an urbane dinner with friends, when you recall with sudden, certain clarity all the decadent, lustful things I’m thinking about doing with you, doing to you, and abruptly, your cunt is plump with need, wet with desire, and no matter the setting or the circumstances or the company, all you can think about is my hard, thick cock filling you, fucking you, taking you. Does knowing that moisten you? Does it tempt you to touch yourself? To let your fingertips wander over the coverings of

Please Answer This I Want To Know The Truth
i want to know what would you do if you cameonline and saw a message saying this " hello to everyone on this yahoo thing this Lost In The Dark aka albert's mother i am sorry to tell you all this but albert has passed away he could not live his life anymore and he did himself in last nite he made sure no one could stop him from doing it but now he is resting in peace thank you " now what would you do i want serious answers not laughing joking shit i want the truth form everyone one of you people on my friends list thank you Lost In The Dark

Drink Up America!
If you had purchased $1,000 of shares in Delta Airlines one year ago- You will have $49.00 today. If you had purchased $1,000 of shares in AIG one year ago- You will have $33.00 today. If you had purchased $1,000 of shares in Lehman Brothers one year ago- You will have $0.00 today. But........ If you had purchased $1,000 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer- Then turned in the aluminum cans for a recycling refund- You will have received a $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment plan is to drink heavily & recycle- It is called the 401-

45-shinedown
Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, One not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply So absurd In these times of doing what you're told, Keep these feelings No one knows Whatever happened To the young man's heart? Swallowed by pain, As he slowly fell apart... And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, [Forty-five] Swimming thru the ashes of another life, [Another life] No real reason to accept the way Things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45... Send a message to the unborn child, Keep your eyes open for a while. In a box high up on the shelf, Left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life, Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight. Whatever happened To the young man's heart? Swallowed by pain, As he slowly fell apart! And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, [Forty-five] Swimming thru the ashes of another life [Another life] No real reason to accept the way things have changed, Staring d

Gettin Political........
I see some people here or there on the fu ready to vote for Obama. I'm not voting for him. Let me tell you why. 1. For 20 years he attended trinity united church in Chicago, Illinois...... his place of residence. This church has a history of black liberation theology which promotes black supremacy, not equality. 2. When he started seeking political office in Illinios he sought the support of William Ayers, someone who is part of "weather underground" a terrorist network here in the united states that has bombed New York City police headquarters and the Pentagon. Mr Ayers on 911 said publicly that the terrorists had not done enough. This oviously means hes not a repentant man. Obama has not distanced himself, or for that matter even publicly scolded Mr. Ayers for those actions. The president of the united states (and anyone wishing to become one) should at the very least hold some kind of adverse stance to those who want to cause chaos and terror in the united states. 3

Something That For Me Worths.....
Once a book got in my hands. It was a small book with big letters within the pages "I will read it when i will have nothing to do..." i said to myself. I was in the 4th year of university. A lot of exams, my license degree to prepare....but this book was sitting next to me..(it belonged to one of my room mates from the dorm). "Well, what the hell, i will read just few pages." I was never able to resist a book so this time was the case again. A simple story....about a young man looking for a treasure... The pages were running fast...the story simple. But oh, the meanings inside... In 2 hours i finished reading it. My room mate was there all the time doing God knows what. I raised my eyes from the book after finishing it and with tears running down my face i told her while hugging her : " I will never betray my heart or give up a dream i have. I will always stay true to what i believe coz that is the only way i can be ME." Bellow i posted some

Guster - Satellite
Last night someone sent me this song...and my heart was happy. Le sigh. satellite - guster Shining like a work of art Hanging on a wall of stars Are you what I think you are? You're my satellite You're riding with me tonight Passenger side, lighting the sky Always the first star that I find You're my satellite Elevator to the moon Whistling a favorite tune Trying to get a closer view You're my satellite You're riding with me tonight Passenger side, lighting the sky Always the first star that I find You're my satellite Maybe you will always be Just a little out of reach You're my satellite You're riding with me tonight Passenger side, lighting the sky Always the first star that I find You're my satellite You're my satellite

Love And Pain
I gain but yet i lose----when i lose i hope to gain and sometimes i feel like i am making it--like i am actually moving towards something....but BAM another obstacle...i stay as silent as i can for fear of waking some sleeping anger in people--that seems to happen so much my feelings enraging something in people....so much so that i want to close my heart and board it up where it cant hurt anyone anymore---where it cant hurt me.....i love very deeply---to the point that it rips me apart inside when i feel out on a limb alone---i beg and i plead and i scratch every surface till everything is raw and exposed and still it isnt enough---i still stay pushed beneath the surface drowning on emotion always battling alone---i am broken i am sad and i am low---when i reach my hand out for some sort of savior to pull me to the surface---i feel weighted down to the bottom even more-----i dont know what to say i dont know what to do--i am lost inside my own self---trying to save everything that is

Empty Rooms Gary Moore
(Gary Moore/Neil Carter) Loneliness is your only friend. A broken heart that just won't mend is the price you pay. It's hard to take when love grows old. The days are long and the nights turn cold when it fades away. You hope that she will change her mind, but the days drift on and on. You'll never know the reason why she's gone. You see her face in every crowd. You hear her voice, but you're still proud, so you turn away. You tell yourself that you'll be strong. But your heart tells you, this time you're wrong. You hope that she will change her mind, but the days drift on and on. You'll never know the reason why she's gone. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty

Two Friends Need Help!!!
I currently have two friends in two different contests. The first one's ends in four days and the second on Oct. 11. Would you please be so kind as to rate each one's pics and maybe even leave a few comments for each. Both of them help MANY others and now need some help themselves. Thanks!!!!!!! Sweet Thing Rhonda Thank you AGAIN for ANY and ALL help you can give...*smiles*!

The End Has Come .....sorry All
Well this is it for me and fubar..I know a lot of people write it and do not mean it but I am giving this site up come monday morning, the drama that is to be had on this site is too much for myself to take, I have made a lot of really good people on here, and hope that I can keep in touch with the ones that I am close with...through my email those who have it already please feel free to write me, if you would like, if not then its cool too, and for those who want my email....request it on here..in my blog and I will send it to those who ask for it. I will not be here all weekend to check so dont feel offended if I do not reply I will reply to everyone on monday morning....if you are not going to be online then, my messages back will most likely not be recieved because my account will be deleted so if you would like to keep in touch also try leaving your email, which ever works. TY all to those who did show love over the past few months, for the most part I have hada decent time on thi

Love To All!!
I have found So many Of you to be sooooo true...And Love ya for it...There are times I can't get on this damn thing or So busy with my two boys that I can't return all the love...But I want you all to know that I TRUELY DO love each and everyone of you....There are times when people get down and feel overwhelmed (especially in today's society it's nice to get on here on FULAND at have a release). You all make my day, and May God Be With All Of You...Some of you I might not talk to very much, or then some of you only came for naughty pics which I don't have nor will ever have but Thanks for the attention...BUT, still when I'm on I will try to give all of you some friendship if I can...If you ever need a friend I'm here to talk to...Cause I know what it is like to have a bad time and have no one to talk too...LOVE TO ALL OF YOU...GOD BLESS US ALL...Paula

Personal Tags
So...you want a cool tag made? Well...you've come to the right place! I will make a tag... for you or your fu-friend just because or for a special occasion! If you'd like a tag... Here's what I'm asking: 200 10's, 50 11's or a 1 credit bling during Happy Hour will get you a basic tag with your favorite pic or color background, your pic and your name... 500 10's, 100 11's or a 3 credit bling during Happy Hour will get you a more detailed tag or 3 basic tags... A 5 credit bling during Happy Hour will get you a morph, a simple animation, 6 basic tags or 3 detailed tags... A 10 credit or higher bling or any "real money gifts" will get you an animation (either still pics put together or an animation made from a video clip) and 3 basic tags...

My First Contest Help!!!
These Contestants Are Going To Need Your Help In Winning! There Is Only One Winner! The First To Reach 60,000 Comments Win! The Contest Starts Saturday, Oct. 4th At 10AM PT And There Is No Time Limit On This Contest, But The First To Reach 60,000 Comments Ends The Contest! Here's What They Win! One Month VIP One Blingy Package 3 Day Blast Comment Bombing A Must! Self Bombing Too! No Scripting! This Contest Has Monitors Watching And If Someone Is Caught Running Script, The One Being Bombed Will Be Disqualified! No Drama Please! Lets Have Fun Firstly! Anyone Under Level 5 Will Not Be Allowed To Bomb And Those Bombing Must Be Saluted! My Page Is Set To Friends, So I Must Be Rated, Fanned & Added! No Blank Friend Requests! Here Are The Contestants They Are Going To Need Your Help IKISSEDAGIRL HELP ME WIN HELP ME WIN PLEEEAAAAASSSSEEEE! Contest Starts Sat. October 4th At 10AM - PT, 11AM - MT, 12PM - CT, 1PM ET Ends When The First Contestant Reached

Just A Little Info For You
I just wanted to take a minute and let you all know that i havent been around much since ive got this new job. Its a full time job this time...WHOOT!!!!! Something i really needed. I do miss all my friends terribly and try to get on when i can...usually a little at night and on the weekends!!! One of the things ive changed is the numbering of my friends and family, not for any reason other than i dont believe in puttin a number on them....if you really talk to me and know me...you know how i feel about you and i dont need to put a number on you, cause the number i give you may not be how i feel anyway!! So Please dont take it to heart that your not a number anymore...if you are on my friends.... and family list especially, you know how i feel!! So yea i guess im making some changes in my life, but they are changes i need to make, just know i love you all dearly and will be here when i can ... just as before!! and if you cant get me here, then you know other ways to

What Color Hair Should You Have?
Your Hair Should Be Brown You are an intelligent, well respected person. You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too. You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life. You motivate people well, and you command respect easily. You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos. Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist. What Color Hair Should You Have?

Do You Use The Internet Like A Man Or A Woman?
Your Surfing Habits are 80% Male, 20% Female If we had to guess, we would guess that you are a man. You use the internet to make your life more efficient - and to make you smarter. For you, the internet is like a vast encyclopedia. You search and surf extensively. You look up everything online. Do You Use the Internet Like a Man or a Woman?

All About Shugga
THE SUGAR IN ME Sugar is sweet but so is thee the one and only me. I bring happiness every where I go, I try to go out my way for people no matter what, I put others before me even though I’m in need first. One thing is for certain I’m defiantly not the granulated sugar you all know so well but I touch peoples hearts and souls every where I go this is truly me and that’s the way its going to be I’ll never change this about me If I have a problem with someone I’ll just walk away never to be seen again and one would think I disappeared off the face of the earth when that happens you can bet no more shugga for you and you better hope you find someone just as sweet as me cause there really is none other than me. CREATED BY THE ONE AND ONLY SHUGGA

In Loving Memory
My very dear friend just lost someone very close to them. Times like these make me appreciate those around me. I wish I had the beautiful words that so many do to say the right thing and help make to make it better. All I can do is sit and pray,hoping that he knows I am there from him whenever or if ever he needs me. That I'm a hug and phone call away. Please if you do nothing else today reach over and hug your loved one loved ones ,those friends that are special to you.Today truly is an important day to someone. We all know one day we will be called to rest,be sure to live this day while you can. God Truly is my Driver Ride with Him Sometime... Much love...:::huggz:::

~ Meet Me ~
Meet me. A large town, a convenient city. We can check ourselves into a double room in some nondescript, corporately-favored hotel. Somewhere reputable and unassuming. Functional. The ideal location in which two people embarked upon a journey of discovery can blend into the background. Wear a dress, or a blouse and a long flowing skirt. High-heeled shoes, or maybe knee-high boots. Choose lingerie that leaves you feeling at your most desirable, sensual, wanton. Please don’t omit the sheer stockings. You see, I have this image of you in my mind, flowing into the lobby, turning heads everywhere with your poise, your beauty, your quint-essential femininity. I’m not trying to control; I know that this is about reality, a reality that can impose constraints. But this was a fantasy first, and I want to preserve every detail, every nuance that made those delicious longings so enticing for us both. Let’s have drinks in the bar, something strong to still our jangling nerves. I want to l

A Halloween Warning
I was sitting at home just relaxing after work when some sort of message came to me. I'm not really sure how I received this message, or from whom, but it felt like a warning. Should we take the warning seriously? You be the judge. Here is that warning. A Night Of New And Terrible Beginnings ------------------------------------ It was the night known for screams and all thru the towns... Little children were happy but their smiles would soon turn to frowns. --- This is the time when the spirits would rise... It's more than just the children that would be in disguise. --- On this special night, the one chance they have to bet... If the spirits want to remain it's the souls they must get. --- Parents keep your children close and within your reach... Because when the spirits get them you won't like what they teach. --- But the worst is yet to come and more than you have ever seen... The angriest of evil spirits are coming to bring on a new kind of Halloween.

Woes Me
I guess tonight is the straw that broke the camel's back. Being a night auditor, and working 100% alone, I never know what to expect at my hotel. Ever since the AGM switched to a different propertyand left a fully incompetent GM to run this place, things have been going downhill. No one is pressuring the Housekeeping to do a better job, there is very little communication between the shifts, the maintenance ppl are not doing shit. So as a result, there are a lot of pissed off ppl because their needs and requests have not been met. And whom do they come to bitch about all this stuff? Yup, you guessed it right. Tonight, on a weekend, when our hotel is PACKED, the complete morons left me with no master key. A little fact that prevented me from being able to get ppl stuff from the housekeeping. And coincidentally, within an hour of me being here, someone needed a plunger, towels, blankets, sheets, and some other crap that is ofcourse locked up in the housekeeping room. My night just blew

Globals Assholes
How the fuck did I lose my globals when I made all NSFW mumms? Fuckin Fubar is becoming like fuckin Pakistan. Someone should take the plug out of Baby J's asshole. Its a fuckin online bar, not a church. Grrr.

Suicidal Confessions
[This poem totally contradicts itself.. like 4 times..] I do not feel. I have no pain. There is nothing to lose, and nothing to gain. So cut out my heart with that razor blade. Throw in some salt. Go straight ahead Even bring my damn life to a halt! It won't burn. It won't sting. Hell, it won't even make my ears ring. One life here. One life gone. Have no fear, you're not wrong. I want to go, I want to be. Let my soul fly, let it free. Go ahead and stab me here. Burn me there. Do what you wish, It's not like I fucking care. Kiss me. Kill me. Abuse me. Thrill me. Have fun. I'll play your game. If you enjoy it, you'll have no shame. Suck the blood. Lick the face. I double dog dare you! Make my heart race. But wait.. There's something else.. All I really long for.. is someone's embrace.

Who Wants 2 Own Me For A Month
THIS IS MY 2nd AUCTION SO GET YOUR BUTTS OVER HERE AND BID ON ME LOL. CLICK ON PIC BELOW & YOU'LL BE There this is what i am offering below. 250 11's a week 4 a month during hh. 250 10's a week 4 a month during hh. rate alll stash during happy hour. will wear owners name 4 a month owners midget added to my page for 3 months 1 sfw salute to owner. 1 sfw phone call to owner 1/2 hour 1 nsfw pic of your choice name and page link to my page for 3 months. 5 morphs made 4 owner of your choice. yahoo addy. daily gifts and drinks daily for a month. big pimpin gift once a week for a month. 1 pimped out bully per week for a month. permanent blog pimpout. more can be disscussed. (repost of original by '♥ßlondie ♥Slave & Real Life Wife 2 Sr White Knight ♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhern' on '2008-10-18 08:53:24') (repost of original by 'Mr. Horny..aka Illinois Transplant' on '2008-10-18 10:03:00') (repost of original by '♥ßlondie ♥Sl

Dreamer
What kind of dreamer are you?Nightmare DreamerSweet dreams rarely come. You dream about your worst fears almost every night. Darkness, Zombies, Spiders etc. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

September Winner Is
~SEPTEMBER WINNER~ Ok the moment you have all been waiting for our first monthly winner of a $20 bling pack for the ~Devils Advocates Bombing And Leveling Crew~is: Sexy T~~ {{*Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew*}}@ fubar Congrats To her please go show her mad love and congratulate her. Great Job Sexy T and good luck to you all next month.

Go Me!?!?
I'm all about being selfish and shit, and figured I'd self advertise... I'm activating my Auto-11 Bling. ♠In A Van Down By The River♠Owned By SherryMH♠@ fubar Go, molest me..... If not, well, fuck you too. I'll remember when you ask me to rate your shit :)

Fubar Is Greedy
as u have seen over the few day the auto 11 blind has gone from 10crdeits to 35 credits in less then a week i think thats really f_cked of fubarrstaff trying to pray on ppl so they can get more bang out of there bucks thats just pure greed that now means that ppl will have to spend 50 bux to get 1 auto 11 bling thats a f_cking rip off i think it is wrong of fubar to do this to there mebers i know some members r made of money but the rest of us r broke and will now NEVER be ABLE to get an auto 11 bling thanks for screwing us rubar i speak for the pissed off ppl plz leave a comment with ur option on this ty

Days Go By This Is Long!
YESTERDAY WAS A DAY FOR ME TO REMEMBER AFTER THREE TIMES I MADE IT! I DID SOOOO MUCH WRONG THE 2ND TIME IM GLAD I WAS DELETED.IT TAUGHT ME SOMETHING AND AS DAYS GO BY I LEARN SOMETHING NEW ABOUT MY LIFE AND MY FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR. NORMALY I DONT SINGLE OUT BUT THIS TIME I WILL. TWO SISTERS ARE TO THANK FOR ME TO BE HERE TODAY FIRSTLY I WATCHED THIS ONE BECOME WHAT SHE IS TODAY THRU HER INCARNATION OF WHO SHE WAS TIL SHE MADE THE ULTIMATE THE OTHER DAY CHRISTINA YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL PERSON TO ME AND EVERY ONE ELSE ON HERE! YOU MADE ME REALIZE THAT TO HELP IS BETTER THEN TO GET. I THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU GAVE ME!! TO THE PERSON HERE ON FUBAR THAT IS THE CLOSEST DAM THING I HAVE TO A REAL SISTER! I GOTTA DISGRESS FOR A MOMMENT SORRY! ON NEW YEARS EVE 07 THIS ONE MADE A STATEMENT TO ME.. ALL I WANT IS PEACE BETWEEN US SHE WAS REFERING TO WHO I WAS THEN AND WHO I AM NOW WELL I THINK IVE DONE IT SIS:) THIS PERSON TOLD ME ON MARCH 12TH AND DAYS AFTER YOU ARE NEEDED HERE WE NE

That Hurts
Shrek, Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt were all having lunch together. Shrek said, 'I have always thought that I'm the strongest man in the world, but how can I be sure?' Angelina Jolie agreed. 'I'm told I'm the most sexiest of them all, but sometimes I wonder.' Brad Pitt said, 'I'm pretty sure I'm the most handsome man alive but I've never had it confirmed.' They all decided that the best way to find out if their beliefs were true was to ask the famed talking 'mirror, mirror on the wall' to confirm for them whether Shrek was the strongest, Angelina Jolie was the most gorgeous and Brad Pitt was the sexiest. They agreed to meet again the next day for lunch to discuss their findings. The next day Shrek walked up with a smile. 'Well, it's true. The mirror told me that I am the strongest man in the world.' Angelina Jolie smiled and said " I am the sexiest woman there is according to the mirror. Brad Pitt lifted his sad, handsome face and said... "Who t

What The Hell Was She Thinking
So there is a guy here in town that is disabled and a Muslim he called asked if I can take him to the local spice shop. I put on my abaya and iron and pin on my hijab. While I wait out side for him at the store a woman approaches me hands me a card for the local domestic violence agency. Then proceeds to speak to me like I am an idiot.I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs "Just because I am Muslim doesn't mean I am abused" Instead I calm say to her "I do not need this your ignorance has been proven. He is not my husband and I am not abused." she looked at me like the whole world just fell apart "oh, you speak english...." I just walked away. Since 9/11/2001 Muslims have come under scrutiny. the so called movement to free the oppressed women of Islam. I am not oppressed! their is all these stories that Muslim women are beaten, not all Muslim men abuse their wives. That's like saying all Hispanic men beat their wives. yes there is a high percentage that do but truth is if e

Damnit
I'm FUCKING PISSED!!!! Just...am. Can't work at Banana Republic and Gap at the same time...I'm out of smokes...I won't get a paycheck for at least 3 weeks...I'm out of gas...being hounded....etc etc etc. One million little things, and I've just fucking had it. I dare someone to fuck with me right now. I am about to rip someone's throat out, and it might not be someone I intended to do it to. DAMNIT, I am FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!! AGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGH

Not Doing Well....
Mom is now on a ventilator...her kidneys have shut down but we are still not giving up hope. There has been some function with them and they are improving slowly. The pnenumonia is gone but she has a long road ahead....keep her in your prayers!!

Venting
Ok well its time i need to vent my frustrations about people on this site again! Ok first of all ive come to realize that 90% of people on this site are greedy! So im gonna be blunt.....if you cant at least come and rate my page or say hi, DONT ASK ME FOR ANYTHING....im tired of seeing people begging for shit for nothing....i always at least thank people who stop by my page or send a gift or some rates...doesnt anyone have the same courtesy anymore? Ok second...im so tired of seeing people reset their status every 2-5 minutes...if your gonna reset it at least change it up damn....from now on when i see people being greedy or reseting their status constantly with the same thing IM DELETING YOU!!! I am here for friends not to pay for your shit or buy you shit or spend every minute im on rating your shit for nothing! Call me a bitch i do not care...those who truelly have taken the time to get to know me know im a good friend to those who are real!

The Last One
I WAS GONNA WAIT TIL TOM TO DO THIS BUT WHAT THE HECK! AMANDA TOUCHED ON A SUBJECT IN HER BLOG ABOUT BEGGING SHE SAID IT ALL! SOME OF YOU MY FRIENDS ARE PATHETIC! YOU COME ON HERE SAYING YOUR GONNA DO THIS AND YOUR GONNA DO THAT BUT YOU NEVER DELIVER! I HAVE SEEN ALOT OF CRAP SINCE LAST SATURDAY FROM A CHEATER CALLING US CHEATERS...GIRL YOU NEED A LIFE! NOT ONCE DID YOU DENY ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS IF WE ARE THEY ARE.YOUR NOT EVEN LAUGHABLE...GO AWAY AND THE I WANT I WANT I WANT! YOU KNOW WHAT I WANNA SEE?TO ACTUALLY SEE YOU PEOPLE DO SOMETHING OTHER THEN SUCK OFF PEOPLE WHO YOU CALL FRIENDS! I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE FOR A WEEK LOOKING AT THE BEGGING GOING ON AND I CANT EVEN BELIVE THE PITIFUL EXAMPLES OF HUMANITY OUT THERE! STAND AND DELIVER GIVE THEN GET. IVE SEEN PEOPLE TAKNIG MONEY AND AUTO BLINGS ETC FOR BOMBING! LEMME TELL YOU IF YOU HAVE TO TAKE SOMETHING TO GIVE SOMETHING YOU DONT BELONG ON MY LIST! I AM SO SO FED UP WITH SEEING THIS DAY IN AND DAY OUT! WHY DO I EV

Seriously
OK this is a very serious blog and I only want serious comments on it. Anyone that dares to laugh at me will be given the CLaire FUrey stare of disapproval and a glass of water !!!!!!!! Right a few very serious facts about me that you never knew. (1) I can write my own name and spell it how I want. (2) I know I am 40 years old but I act like a teen cos Im young at heart or as young a the man I feel. (3) I have a different sense of humour to the rest of you and if you dont like it read this carefully FACE LOOK BOTHERED (4) Adam Ant is hot (5) SOme one on my fu family is not as hot but just as hot. (6) I am prone to sudden outbursts of madness, such as throwing my fag across the room when I shout ROCK WITH IT. (7) I dont drink alcohol (very often!) or smoke (only after ***) There you are - 7 things you dont know about me.

My Auto 11's Are On Get Fubucks And Bling!
Please read the full blog. Please rate my blog! Please Rate my profile/ Fan & Add Me I will return the favor! This is required, but you do not have to wait for me to approve your request to rate. I will randomnly be giving away Fubling!!! For each folder with 100 pics you get 5,000 Fubucks If you rate with an actual 11, you get 114 (double) points per picture you rate ! That means you get 11,400 additional Fubucks and Points from Fubar! If you rate with a 10 that turns into an 11, you get 57 points per picture you rate ! That means you get 5,700 additional Fubucks and Points from Fubar! You can rate as many folders as you want!! All of this preferably during Happy Hour. After you rate please send me a message stating which folder or folders you rated so I can verify. Please don't leave me a comment because I won't see it! Thanks, Vixen! P.S. be patient for me to send you the fubucks!

One For The Books!
Good GAWD! Some people I swear!!! This was a convo in my shout from an 18 yr old kid. Read from bottom up. ->chucho100: there isnt anything you can do EVER. Turning off my shouts now. You have disgusted me completely. way to go. chucho100: wat does it take? wat do i have to do? ->chucho100: but at this point I wouldnt do you at gunpoint. You got a lot to learn. ->chucho100: a time machine to zap you 30 yrs older and me not having a bf. chucho100: i am sorry about that ok. but wat would it take to do u? ->chucho100: well, I can tell you this, offering to pay women for sex is NOT the way to get it. It's rude. You obviosly got a LOT of growing up to do. chucho100: calm down please not looking for trouble here ok. i just think ur really hot n i would like do u but oh well u dont want thsts fine. ->chucho100: I'll give you credit for having balls but you dont know who you are messin with. I would be very careful. ->chucho100: Are you trying to get blocked?????? I am not a wh

Tied Up
I wrote this one a while ago...enjoy *wicked smile* I have been dreaming of you just like this. Helpless. Wanting. Aching. My name on your lips. I consider removing the blindfold. Not yet, soon. Tenderly I caress your cheek. You need so much more. You try to kiss my hand, naughty boy. I lick across your stomach. Your sharp intake of breath lets me know how badly you want me. A playful nip on your chest… a moment sucking on your neck, marking you mine. My hands lightly tracing a line from your ankle, inside your thigh…stopping just short. Leaning forward so you smell my hair, know how close I am… my hair caresses your chest…your cock… your thighs… you shudder, moaning. I remove your blindfold and your eyes are almost my undoing… so dark with desire. I watch your face as you see what I’ve worn for you… red lace bra with front clasp… tiny matching panties that tie at the sides… perfect for removing with your teeth… and you know that’s exactly why I chose them. You start t

The Pizza Test
Your Pizza Says: You like strong flavors. A lot of the food you like is an “acquired taste.” You prefer savory food. You are not big on sugar or junk food. Pizza Topping You Should Try: Capers Stay away from: Hamburger pizza The Pizza Test

Mccain -vs- "that One"
Here's my two cents: I'd like to comment on the McCain campaign, which has been disoriented at best since the onset of the economic meltdown. I have seen Republican and Democratic pundits alike equate McCain's descent in the polls to the economic emergency. I'd beg to differ. McCain's nosedive in the polls has more to do with his RESPONSE to the economic meltdown than the actual state of the economy itself. Did everyone forget that the day the news broke he said the fundamentals of our economy are strong? Then the next day, we were in a crisis? Am I the only one that sees signs of senility in McCain? (My fellow prisoners?!) I can't imagine Rick Davis, Steve Schmidt, and Doug Holtz-Eakin are THIS bad at managing a campaign or generating a sturdy and consistent message. Rather, I think they are constantly trying to figure out how to manage all of the things cantankerous McCain blurts out extemporaneously. (i.e. his profound plan on the mortgage crisis dropped by surprise in the l

Fake People
So i've come to notice there are a few fake ppl on fubar. We'll start with Baby T, owner of Hot and Wild Passion's Lounge. Most of her pics on her profile are not of her, but in fact of a girl that looks similar to her named Jennifer Ellison, I'll bet that if you google Jennifer Ellison just as I did, you will find alot of the pics on Baby T's profile are of Jennifer Ellison. The real one doesn't have the mole on her neck like Baby T. That is about the only difference in the two girls. »-(¯`v´¯)-»ßãßÿ †®èª§üR£ ♥Öwñër♥H☺† & Wî£d På§§î☺ñ'§ »-(¯`v´¯)-»@ fubar Fake girl number 2. Aly Cat, Well she is completely posing as someone she is not. The real person she is posing as is named Alyson Sax, go ahead and feel free to google that name as well, you will see that she is a musician in Canada, not living in Bakersfield, CA like 'Aly Cat' is claiming to be from. The real Alyson has 2 myspace pages, her's and her music one, i've done my homework on this.

~ Two Princes ~
Friggin Awesome Song....Enjoy..... One, two princes kneel before you That what I said now Princes, princes who adore you Just go ahead now One has diamonds in his pockets That's some bread, now This one said he wants to buy you rockets Ain't in his head, now This one he got a princely racket That's what I said now Got some Big Seal upon his jacket Ain't in his head now You marry him, your father will condone you How 'bout that now You marry me, your father will disown you He'll eat his hat, now Marry him, marry me I'm the one that loved you baby can't you see? Ain't got no future or family tree But I know what a prince and lover ought to be I know what a prince and lover ought be Said if you want to call me baby Just go ahead now And if you like to tell me maybe Just go ahead now And if you wanted to buy me flowers Just go ahead now And if you like to talk for hours Just go ahead now Said one, two princes kneel before you That what I

Gar
you know what tics me off... when some chick posts some picture of some hottie as her main and i ...being who i am is like "oh..look...a hottie" ...then you click on the pictures to further investigate the hotness and you are bombareded by images of some fatty or other varient of woofer its false advertisement and they should be Fu-sue'd

There Is A God....
Ok this is a long story but a good one... Got some time read..you will have chills running up your back!!!! So anyway my friend came to Town w/her husband and we decided to get Cabin...up at Elkhorn Hotsprings...check out the Beautiful Scenery and BS....Swim and have some fun. So the Boys Decided to go up the Mountain for a Ride while we stayed behind and went swimming. We got done Swimming and Started talking about Music...I Love Music...So anyways...I told her I Love the Song the Rose and I wanted it to be played at my Funeral..Yeah lol I know..but you gotta talk about it...so she said that her Husband Would Like the Bagpipes played at his funeral the song "AMAZING GRACE"...I love that song. So we went into the Cabin and stoked up the fire...went outside on the patio and it started to snow lightly...all of a Sudden out of no where the BAGPIPES starting playing and guess what Fricken song they where playing...you got it "AMAZING GRACE" Omg...I got tears in my eyes turned aroun

Ugh
I'm so fucking sick of immature douchebags in the mumms...and fuckers just egg them on...they aren't funny, or interesting in the least but for some god damn reason people just kiss their asses. all they are is highly fucking annoying!!! im gonna start deleting you moron ass kissers too...its old...the game is played out...and its douchebags that have ruined the mumms...not the point whores.

About Me
so i guess i need to tell alil about myself.. lets see well start were the hell began.... at around 13 i started runnin away, thought i new everything thought i knew how life was, finally on the fourth time my parents sent me to a homeless shelter for kids, they signed their rights away and changed their number, if i wanted to talk to them i had to call their lawyer.Ii have 2 kids , abused in bth.. i have major teust issues. i have had long term relationships but got hurt ieveryone... i dnt ask for alot i just want honesty loyalty, 50/50 and affection, loving affection. is that alot. i dnt care if u go out i aint one of those bitches that wana hide their man. if the trust is their, then why not let them do wat they want, ur only chasin them away by holdin them down. ull also learn that i write alot of blogs when im feelin down. i write better that way. what i say is my word. i dont lIE. it only catches up to u. and i HATE drama, so dont NEVER bring it to me. i get down on myself for th

Keepin Up
FRIENDZ & FLIRTZ ALIKE.......THINGZ I SAY GET TAKEN THE WRONG WAY.....ALL I WANT IZ PEOPLE TO STOP ACTIN LIKE THEY BETTER THEN SOMEONE...I SPEAK MY MIND BUT IF IM NOT SPEAKIN ABOUT YOU,I JUST HOPE YA DONT TAKE IT PERSONALLY.....I MAKE MISTAKEZ AND NOT RESPOND TO PEOPLE ON A WEEKLY BASIS,BUT DONT LET THAT STOP YOU FROM STILL COMIN BY AND SAYIN HELLO TO ME.....I HAVE OVER 200 FRIENDZ AND THEY BARELY SPEAK TO ME CUZ IM IN A RELATIONSHIP.....I THOUGHT BEING A FRIEND WAZ TO STICC AROUND AND STILL SHOW LOVE..........LIKE MY WOMAN SAID I SHOULD WATCH WHAT I SAY WHEN I SPEAK,BUT IM ALWAYZ COMIN FROM MY MIND AND HEART AND IM NOT ALWAYZ PERFECT...MATTER FACT I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT.SO IF YOU REALLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO ME ANYMORE.......GET THE FUCC OF MY PAGE AND I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU AROUND AGAIN...................& IF YA WANT TO BE MY FRIEND SAY FUCCIN HI DAMMIT AND IM OUT TIL NEXT TIME P.S. ANY FEMALE THAT THINKZ THIZ IZ DIRECTED TO MY WOMAN...ITZ REALLY DIRECTED TO YA AZZ..............

Some Of You Have The Game All Fued Up
Okay, this is a HUGE rant, and I own it for what it is. I love the Fu, I’ve been here for about two and a half years now an I’ve seen a lot of things change. Nah, I’m not talking about the rules and all of that, that’s going to be what it is, we can take it or leave it, I’m talking about some of the people. I’ve made some really amazing, real life friends on the Fu, I’ve seen real life couples come on the Fu together and some couples who meet here and become happy but when did people start selling their souls for points and blings? I’m not talking about people who offer to show their NSFW pics to people for stuff, to each his/her own but I am totally astonished at the number of REAL people who are selling out their REAL friends and REAL lovers or rates, blings and points? When some of you kiss your kids at night, do they care if you’re an Oracle now or do they care that some jackass rated you a one before you came to tuck them in? I know that I may sound like I’m being extre

Kids...
Alright, this was cute......... Yesterday afternoon, Lil' Man was sitting in the hallway with all his toys, just..makin' a mess and fully enjoying the new ginormous truck he just got. He drops something in his hand and decided to announce that he was NOT happy about it....by saying this... "SHIT!" (He's only 2 1/2, mind you so that word is NOT allowed to be heard from him for many years to come.) We all stopped and his mother quickly yelled to him "WHAT WAS THAT YOU JUST SAID, MISTER!?" Without so much as skipping a beat he nonchalantly turned to her and responded.... "Poop, momma" All cute like and fully aware of just wtf he was doing, then goes back to playing like nothing had happened. He sent the house into a wave of laughter that everyone is still kinda giggling about. Little wiseass punk, we've taught him well.Just thought I'd share that with you all as well. Everyone could use a good laugh now and then. =) ~Gigglesnorts, ends paragraph~

Members With Auto-11's, & Lynne Is Having A Hh @ 5pm Futime!!! Time To Oracle!
THESE MEMBERS HAVE AUTO-11'S ACTIVE!!! *~~Lynne~~*@ fubar ACTIVE UNTIL ABOUT 9AM FU-TIME 10-16-08 ATTENTION! ATTENTION! ATTENTION! IT IS TIME TO MAKE LYNNE AN ORACLE! SHE IS HOSTING ANOTHER HAPPY HOUR TONIGHT AT 5PM FU-TIME, THAT IS 7PM CST, AND 8PM FOR YOU EAST COASTERS! LET'S GET HER THERE, WE CAN DO THIS! ANYONE ELSE HAVE ACTIVATED AUTO-11'S, OR PLAN TO ACTIVATE THEM, PLEASE LET ME KNOW!~ OH, AND BY THE WAY, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! WOOT! WOOT! (YES, I AM OLD!)

Never Understood.....
The question, "So you want to have your cake and eat it too?" As a matter of fact, yes! Yes, I want to have my cake and eat it too. Why the hell would someone get cake if they didn't want to eat it? Just to stare at it? Show it to people? AND... why the hell didn't George Carlin ever cover this topic? Seriously!

Axis Of Idiots
The Axis of Idiots I don't know the accuracy of every remark made but most are true. Something very bad will have to happen against our country before anything like this will ever be enacted. I hope that it will not be too late. Too bad we don't have folks on Capitol Hill willing to speak out like this. J. D. Pendry is a retired Marine Sergeant Major who writes for Random House. He is eloquent, and he seldom beats around the bush! This is a sharp man. He has it nailed down pretty good. Too bad it won't do any good. There won't be 1 in 10 who receive this who will forward it. It sure loses steam that way. 'The Axis of Idiots' by J.D. Pendry Jimmy Carter, you are the father of the Islamic Nazi movement. You threw the Shah under the bus, welcomed the Ayatollah home, and then lacked the spine to confront the terrorists when they took our embas

No More Of My Money!!
Fubar is constantly raising prices and lowering the value of what you get around here. I went ahead and canceled my VIP renewal and the 3 bling I plan on giving away today will be the last of my money spending on Fu. The only time I will spend money here will be to buy a VIP just long enough to add pics and cancel it again... if I don't just send people over to my MYSPACE page to see them. (For those interested: www.myspace.com/yakuza850 ) So here is my farewell salute to giving this place my money!

Bid On Me!!!
Do you want to own me? Do you want me as your slave for a month Do you want me to rate all your pics 11's Do you want me to make you a NSFW Salute? Then COME BID ON ME Diana has put me up for auction So come and take advantage of me I promise you, you will be happy

Vice Around My Heart
GO AWAY. Leave me in peace pieces. I'm trying to rebuild my life. Somehow you sense I'm moving on and decide to twist the knife you left in my back. Is this fun for you? This twisted little dance, This sadistic torture. Satan himself couldn't be so cruel. Let dead dogs lie. Lie here where you left me. I've found the strength to stand up on my own, Like a newborn deer, shaky and awkward... I will NOT let you take this from me! Hearing your voice on the other line is like a vice around my heart. "Despise" is not an adequate word. I can feel the bile inching up my throat. Evil has a face and I see yours. Take your boot off my neck. Remove your hands from my wrists. I will not let you - control me - suffocate me I'm not that person any longer. That person you shoved down in that dark hole. I now will claw and scratch my way out. I will not be a victim of your insecurities, Or your shortcomings as a man. Please, God. Just let it be over. I just w

Just A Few Fakers I Found
i seem to find them all.. u have any?? send them to me!! http://fubar.com/user/2154660 sexycanadiangirls.com http://fubar.com/user/2265723 planet summer http://fubar.com/user/2255896 Andi Pink http://fubar.com/user/2283430 Andi pink http://fubar.com/user/2261419 Dawson Miller http://fubar.com/user/2265046 Dawson Miller http://fubar.com/user/1892784 Sweet Krissy http://fubar.com/user/2261545 Sweet Krissy http://fubar.com/user/2260330 Brooke Marks http://fubar.com/user/2252986 Nikki Sims http://fubar.com/user/2275282 pamala spice http://www.fubar.com/user/2239161 Karla Spice http://fubar.com/user/2264552 Karla Spice again http://fubar.com/user/2232885 faker... using sandy summers pic http://fubar.com/user/2276845 sandy summers http://fubar.com/user/2253284 sandy summers again http://fubar.com/user/2265463 sandy summers http://fubar.com/user/1183743 raven riley pics http://fubar.com/user/2248487 Raven Riley again http://fubar.com/user/2230308 allison angel

Nice Guys.
I hear self-proclaimed 'nice guys' bitching all the time about how women never want to date them, and they always finish last. I have a few things to say about that. Nice guys DON'T finish last, pussies do. You can still be nice and maintain a backbone. It's when you're morbidly acquiescent and a pathological whiner that women do not want a mother fucking thing to do with you. Don't give me that 'woman pussy wet for bad boy only' shit. GIRLS want bad boys, women want MEN. Quit chasing the shetards who are just going through a damn phase. And for the guys who swear they are 'too nice' and are actually pussies-Part of what attracts women to 'bad boys' is sexuality. Sexuality is VERY important, yet 'nice guys' don't exhibit themselves as sexual because they are afraid of the way the female will react to it. Cutting off your penis to spite your love life is not appealing in any potential lay. The other part that attracts women is confidence (not to be confused wit

Oct 17 12:16 Am
ok i cant get to all of my dear friends to say goodnight, i wanted to say it to you all, not sure what day i will be back on..but i will pop on and keep you all updated on my awesome dad who i love dearly..and how he is doing after the surgery this morning..i am going to try and sleep , although i doubt i sleep much..my daughter is going with dad and i so i wont be alone..she is 30 so she will help me alot..well going to try and sleep, please keep the positive vibes and thoughts and best wishes and prayers coming our way , please..thank you all..have a great and safe weekend..love and many hugsssssss...your friend .....rose

It Finally Hits Home...
I know I'm not going by my normal "blog" schedule, but homesickness has finally hit. Its hit in the past few days, talking to my kids on cam, on the phone etc....but today it finally hit when I received a care package from my kids, with books, candy, hair gel (they know me too well lol) and other items....But what really hit the spot sort of speak was a book, titled "my hero" in which they signed and drew pictures on and had quotes of encouragement. After weeks of being strong, it finally hit, being away from the two little people i love the most in this world, having them sending me these items, i couldn't help but get a bit teary eyed...December 19th can't come soon enough....

Thank You Everyone .
I wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the cards and prayers I got about my Great Aunt . My family and I appreciate all the thoughts and prayers . I'm sorry I have not been on much . I will be on more as time permits . I hope everyone is doing well. Have a great weekend . Thank you all so much . Miss all of you . Tom

A Dream
I'm on a business trip and staying in a motel for the night. I go out of my room to buy a drink, and when I return, the door is open. I think to myself that I must have left it open. After I enter and close the door, I sit down on the bed and turn on the TV, which has cable. The TV has a kinky porno film on, and I feel my dick getting hard. I decide to take matters into my own hands and begin jacking off. As soon as I begin, a beautiful woman steps out of the bathroom. She looks at me, shocked, and I stare at her. She is stark naked, and is very very beautiful. She looks at my 8 inch cock and starts to get excited. Without saying a word, she smiles and starts to go down on me. The wonderful sucking action of her mouth starts to drive me crazy. As I feel my come in my balls stirring, I pump harder and harder into her face. She gets really hot and sticks her finger in her pussy. She sucks harder and harder, sticking more and more fingers into her slit, until her whole hand is

Crazy
It's odd....how emotions can cloud your thinking. It's interesting how your heart can make your brain stop functioning. When all you truly have to do is sit back, clear your mind, and focus on what is around you instead of your heart. Logic, it's a great tool. Once you realize that things happen for a reason, or you aren't to blame, or you are to blame, or nobody is to blame, or there is no blame, or you were trying too hard, or not enough, or whatever myriad reasons may be for your emotions...once you sit back and recognize the truth of the matter, it's easy. The truth shall set you free. Sometimes you can stumble upon something that makes you realize the truth of the matter, sometimes an epiphany hits you square in the eyes. Sometimes the pain fades enough for you to think straight...whatever happens, once you get past your emotions and let your head do your thinking...it's easy. Everything has an end, nothing is eternal. Sometimes people promise, but that promise is changed

I'm A Mommy Too
I enjoy all the new friends I have and my old friends. I have heard some people are upset that I have not been helping or showing appreciation for their help yesterday in leveling me. Please forgive me. I will get to everyone as soon as I can and I do apologize if I can't get there when you need me too :( Please do not think I am not grateful. I am sooooo very very thankful for all that everyone have done for me in the last few days with leveling and all the love. I also just want to remind that I also am a single parent of a child with Asperger's Syndrome (High Functioning Autism) And I love my son and we like to spend time together on the weekends doing our things. I come online when he is not home.. or in bed for the night and sometimes I am able to come on when he watches his movies. But the point is.. I am not at my computer all the time... My child means more than Fubar

Yim Convo
R L: what's up? Squirt: not much watching The Breed and still rating started out at 518 pics and i think 50 more and i am done, lol R L: u have a cell? Squirt: yes i do and i have about 1/8 of a battery charge on it, i lost my charger lol R L: Number? Squirt: why do you wanna call me ? Squirt: just asking R L: maybe..number? Squirt: but why do you want to talk to me ? R L: First name? R L: u have text messaging? Squirt: yes and it is gwen R L: State & age? Squirt: why do you want this info about me R L: Curious R L: 87-542-5402 Squirt: what state are you in ? what's your first name ? how old are you ? Squirt: and 87 is not a area code R L: IL, Rob 41 area code 847 R L: what u doing? Squirt: wondering something R L: text me then' Squirt: Mmmmmmmmm i am being advised not to, so............... R L: call me R L: Gwen Squirt: again i am being advised not too............ because you just creeped me and 2 of my friends out totally with you acting like a potenti

Dumbass Of The Day 10-19-2008
Meet Linda the spammer. She sends emails to people hoping to hook one idiot. Here is her email: linda303fred@yahoo.com My name is miss linda fred i saw your profile today and became intrested in you,i will also like to know you more,and i want you to send an email to my email address so i can give you my picture, for you to know whom i am. Here is my email address( linda303fred@yahoo.com) I believe we can move from here! I am waiting for your mail to my email address above. linda. (Remeber the distance or colour does not matter but love matters alot in life) ( linda303fred@yahoo.com) Here is my Reply: Oh Linda, thank you for your kind words. Im just wondering why you need me to go to yahoo to get your pictures when this website allows you to upload your pictures. Maybe its because you are a spammer? Im sure you are. Now fuck off back to Myspace.

If You Say All Love Will Be Returned....do It!!!!
I have been laid off from work now for over 2 months and I have been careful about how much i spend on fubar. I have been rating for hrs a day to maintain rank and continue to level. I have been rating many HH Host that i thought would return the rates, lol. I have helped 2 ppl that have Oracle with what lil bling i had and didn't even get a TY back. So if u want help from me...i want help back! I will tell u right now, i will not bling till i see i have made a fu friend that isnt selfish and willing to rate me as i rate them. If you send me bling...i will send hrs on ur page rating but dont expect me to be able to bling u back. I have given up on the receiving bling packs, blast and HH in exchange of taking care of u the best i can. If you say all love will be returned....DO IT!!!!

My Role Models.
You might have to refresh the page till the video shows up. I don't know why I keep having this problem when I upload vids from Myspace :/ Mom & Dad 35 years and still going strong. I'm so blessed to have role models like this. Because I know one day I'll have what they have. Excuse my old man laugh. I had been choking earlier on a piece of bread. Screwed up my voice. Huh, Jae? :P -REL

Phobic
You Are 8% Phobic Wow, you're scared of very little. And you're always conquering new fears that come up. Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs! How Phobic Are You?

Shes Awesome
Ok so I suck at making bullys/blogs that are all fancy smancy, but I will say this, Vodkagurl is my owner and she's awesome. Bought me bling packs, rated me, fam added , etc. She talks to me and is over all pretty darn nifty. GO to her page, r/f/a/bling her and tell her THE Slut sent ya!!! VODKAGURL (slave to:Photobug, Lady Moonlight, Suggadaddy)@ fubar

Yup, Hosting Another Auction
It will be a fall themed auction... It will open this friday October 24th so I will need your 10k entry fee, your picture & your list of offers by Thursday the 23rd. It will last 2 weeks... SELF PROMOTION IS A MUST! If u want good bids, plz make ur offers good... PLEASE SEND SFW PICTURES ONLY! Heres what the pictures will look like Thanks

Shower Stories
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tile cleaner. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a

Check In And Ideas Plz...
Hey bbws i need for everyone to check in with me plz... also i need your help.. I want to do a contest or something fun for the group... if u have any ideas.. let me know.. I'm having a auction for the bbws right now.. but its over on sat.. but i want to do whatever anyone wants to do.. let me know..

Oracle Gift
i just have one qestoin why was there no messge after ieveld or help to sort a giift out no one new or ones that did wereint talking i realy dont care about the gift just let down big time and i qestoin why i should help the site when it dusint help me i dont no any more guted

Hitman6 To Fuking! Spank Him Hard! Let's Get Him On His Way To Godfather Too!
HITMAN6 NEEDS YOUR HELP! IN AN EFFORT TO LEVEL HIM SOMEONE HAS BEEN KIND TO BLING HIM AN AUTO 11! HE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND AND FAMILY SO THERE'S NO DOUBT YOU WON'T EVER HAVE LOVE RETURNED! COME ON EVERYONE YOU SEE HE'S TRYIN' TO TAKE A SNOOZE! LOL R/F/A AND/OR BLING HIM LET'S GET HIM LEVELED TO FUKING! HECK LET'S SEE HOW CLOSE WE CAN GET HIM TO GODFATHER! LOOK AT THAT CUTE LITTLE PUP! YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST THOSE LITTLE PUPPY EYES! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? JUST CLICK ON ANY OF THE ABOVE PICTURES TO HELP MAKE HIM FU KING! AND ON HIS WAY TO GODFATHER! ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by:◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

Update.
For those of you who don't know, the reason I'm not around as much is because my mom had brain surgery on Monday for her aneurysm. She's still in ICU, but they are looking to get her a room tomorrow. Hopefully she will come home this weekend or early next week. For those who have my YIM, I'll be around on that at night. -Smexi-

Gently ...when I Am With You I See( My Poem)
When I am with you I do see ..... Things seem natural you, me. I tend to express, I laugh, even cry .... Most of the time when I do, I know why. Your warmth I wait and can't deny your tender kisses, your touch .....Oh MY! It's amazing the passion you share... Seek for it I do and with much care. My wage is lofty, not to be taken in vain. This body mimics dry ground; quenching you; awakened in a mist of clarity, deeply tranced, more desire I gain. Are you running from loneliness? Or simply yearning for me? Ask I won't about tomorrow, the way things are; I plea, beg, steal,even borrow. The time you allow me for however long stay in your arms where it is safe so strong. Lost sight of what Love was and sadly to say you never been there.... just because? The moment we spend are priceless no doubt. Do you think this can be it, if so just shout!Awakened by this feeling.. .... when I am with you I do see.

Where I Have Been :)
Long time eh? i know, since may-june i have been almost dissapeared. No notice. Ok i'll tell what has been going on. First i got a job, fulltime job in a company, cause i wanted to stop doing the freelance development thing at home. Very very good but, then? no time for almost anything, sometimes washing clothes each 2 weeks haha, and forget about cooking at home in the evening. Some milk and cereals or yogurt and that's all. My boyfriend, that angel that i have found is SO very patient with me! Of course the freetime i give it all to him. That's usually from friday evening till the monday morning. I come home on the evenings during the week, but i'm kind of tired, and almost everyday, only wanting to smoke some cigs, drink a beer, watch tv, and then fall asleep wishing it was friday again to see my baby. Yes, i'm working right now, but taking a 5 mins break. I wanted to see what's going on in fuland, that gave me so much satisfactions and happy moments! I loved the

Appreciation
I can only speak for myself when I say it is easy to take friends for granted. They are always around, and if they are true friends they are always available, even if only in spirit. If you know me, you know that I am easily distracted, easily consumed by passion, by fantasy. As I walk my path I look up to the sky and might stumble, or watch where I walk to avoid stumbling and forget to look up. Sometimes I am free, floating, dreaming, without weight. Other times I feel like I am walking with walls on both sides, oblivious to my surroundings. When I feel freedom and unity and love, everything is illuminated, each tree dances in the wind for me, for the universe. Each drop of dew on each flower glistens with Heaven's light, and my self, my ego, is without limit, connected and overflowing. When I am paranoid or with boundary, when I am driven by fear, I am blind to the world. I cannot see a way out, I cannot find the tools to escape. That is when friends hand me a new

Opening So Called Nsfw
from what i understand these are the flags for nsfw pics........ I had a folder open and someone marked some as nsfw. I would like to re open the pics but i dont want my account deleted and the pics are fine to me.... so how do you fight someone flagging your pics as nsfw? Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations Overtly tasteless Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there’s a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as Primary Photos. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes your Home page, Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs

Wtfever...
Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch... Just another day in Fuville, someone griping about this, or griping about that. I have to tip my hat to Dawn for posting a bulletin yesterday that mirrored the opinion of myself. The self proclaimed "return all love" gang. Now I'm well aware that it's damn near IMPOSSIBLE to return all love given especially the popular on here. With the first run w/ auto 11s, I was so far behind in returning the love that I am 100% sure I missed someone, or several someones. To them I apologize and do thank them for their help. To those of you that just want to grumble and bitch just to hear yourself type, get a new hobby.. that game is played out. Instead of bitching and whining about nobody rating your new pics or stash, ask yourself this.. when is the last time you left your own lil corner of FuVille and actually talked to your "family" members here? Or for that matter, when's the last time you visited their profiles? I can answer that.. the last

Dreams
Let my heart talk without talking Let my soul sing you a song Let every inch of my body Let you know,, How I have been waiting for you for so long Without even knowing so, Every thing in life I have come across, Since the day I met you, it seems To let me know How lucky I am, Because I have found the man of my dreams, So please don’t ever, ever let me go. I have discovered the best of things This life could offer a girl like me For I know now that only you, Can show me how, to be who I always wanted to be. It takes a man like you To make a woman of a little girl, It takes someone big and strong, To reach his hand down, Save her, and show her the world. And that is what I found on you, With you I can learn to do, Things I have never even thought I could do. Just after my world turned up side down, When I felt all helpless, hopeless and bound You have come to turn my life around And to show me that my life is still w

Angel With One Wing
I know an angel with only one wing, with a song in her heart she has yet to sing. She wanders without aim between earth and sky, searching for her soulmate to help her fly. She asked the Lord one lonely night, with only one wing, Lord, will I ever take flight? The Lord then answered in his mysterious way, the wing you are missing will find you one day. I created my angels with only one wing, each one a queen in search of her king. When you see him, then you'll know why, he too is without aim between earth and sky. Until that time, angel, don't lose sight. Your missing wing is searching tonight. And when he finds you, then you'll see, that your wings joined together will set you free

Could This Be ??
This could be the love i come home to everyday This could be the love i cuddle next to at night This could be the love you only see in movies This could be that unbeleivable, to good to be true love This could be the love that last a life time This could be the love that heals all with her hug This could be the one who makes my heart skip a beat when she smiles and laughs This could be the one who is different This could the my soul mate love This could be the mother of my children love This could be the one with the special ringtone love This could be the one who changes my life love This could be the blessing of real love This could be the one whom i share my world This could be you love We only know if we try. . . .

Friend And Family Member, Ironica Is Having Emergency Surgery!!!!
We have a family member and dear friend that is having emergency surgery! I'm asking for everyone to plz go show her some love and give her your best wishes. She deserves our support and love. She will be returning sometime next week and I would love for her to sign on and see how badly she was missed and just how much everyone cares for her! ¢¾(Bi)Ironica¢¾/Fu-Wifey Of Metal Baby & Dark Prince /Fu-owned by Metal Baby, &Sweet One@ fubar

I Went...
To a fun party... WOOHOO.. haha My sister in law didn't want to go OUT for her bachelorette party.. SOOO... we went to dinner and had a fun party... (FYI.. fun party... basically porn shops bring stuff over... tell you what it is... let you taste the lubes and stuff from the sample bottles.. and let you look over the other stuff.. hehe its fun) had a good time... bought some spray stuff that makes your normal bed sheets feel soft soft and satiny... and smells really good.. and has pheromones... YAY FOR BED THAT MAKES YOU HORNY! andddd I got a nifty 10x bullet! holy cow that thing is neat... it has 10 different settings that do different vibrations and pulses... its NEAT my sister in law got 200 bucks worth of stuff.... 92 bucks were paid by us partiers... 8 by her.. and 100 of free stuff from the company LOL yay for fun parties!!!!!

The Life Of The Dark Lord Part 1
he sits in his favorite seat in the dineing room of a restaurant.as he does every night.hopeing to see the woman who has caught his attention so many times of him eating here.and as alway the lady arrives as alway and sit in the same spot she always does haveing dinner alone as she always does.he looks at her and she looks up to see him as always and she smiles at him.but he quickly looks away.not wanting her to notice him to much.as the night passes slowly he eats his meal and then goes to leave.makeing sure the woman who has captivated him has left.he pays for his meal and walks down the sidewalk heading to the beach for a nice long walk before heading home.but when he gets to the beach he sees the woman walking along the beach.he is embaressed and ducks into the shadows of the alley near by not wanting her to see him.he watches her start to leave and keeps watching to make sure she has left before he walks out and down the beach.the whole time he is thinking to himself.you know all

Fubar Lamedick Of The Year
Im being blackballed by a butthurt Mummer who posted a copied and pasted email forward as a mumm who got her MUMMs pulled. Siempre Fidelis sent me a shout with a threat calling me a "ratfuck" and telling me I should be "wacked" because I did not believe her bogus forwarded email mumm. When I had a friend post in her mumm her threats towards me from a screen capture she attemtpted to deny that it was real and that the capture had been doctored. Where do these morons come from? She shouts me with immature bullshit then tells me to grow up? Here is the morons blog posting

Trust Me With Your Heart
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.

My First "blind Date" 3
My "blind date" was a not only disappointing but rather humiliating. It all started out well enough. When I arrived at the restaurant Glen was waiting for me in the lobby. Wanda was right. He was cute; tall, blonde curely hair, blue eyes, nice build (a little on the stocky side). He wore black jeans and a powder blue golf shirt. When spotted me and smiled it felt WONDERFUL! But as I came down the steps and crossed the foyer to meet him his expression changed to one of confusion, as if he were expecting someone else. This made me most uncomfortable. After our greeting we made our way to our table and ordered drinks. When we had chatted on the phone our conversation was light and easy but being face to face things felt completely different. I didn't know where to look or how to react. I was terribly nervous and keenly aware of each akward lull. After half an hour of talking about work, Wanda and Britney's up coming visit we sort of ran out of things to say. It was becoming painfully

Angels And Prayers
What can be said about the power of prayer? If you are a believer, then you already know the power of prayer. Those of you who don’t believe, I will never be able to change your mind, but really don’t know that if I don’t at least try. Prayer is something more, on the spiritual level you call on the power of God, and ask all His people and angels to pray for you and ask God to help whatever you are praying for. In the spiritual world this power is for real, ancient peoples believed in its power, even our Native Americans did. They even believed in the spirits, as most of us do, some of us call them angels. Even if one does not believe, the power of the mind to hold that belief has been proven to be extra ordinary, how much more so for those believers in God? Prayer to believers is very powerful. We believe that where ever two or three are gathered in the name of God, then God is there also. Studies have also been documented that with pray, people get better faster and miracles,

Frustrating
AGHGHGH!!!! I'm tired of idiots. My temper has been short-fused lately, and today I swear I'm going to kill someone. I had a couple of interviews, not bad not good...but I was supposed to go into orientation at 2. Turns out orientation is TOMORROW, they told me the wrong day. Monday the 27th is far from Tuesday the 28th. True, they are only a day apart...but they look/sound NOTHING like each other. WTF?! So now I gotta call and reschedule 4 interviews...merely because a job allows idiots to use their phones. That is a big mistake, and I'm more than a little pissed about it. This is the 8th time I've had schedule conflicts in the last 3 weeks due to someone else being a moron. My other job still doesn't have the schedule for me. I was supposed to have gotten it last Friday..turns out it won't be ready till this Friday. We'll have to wait and see. All because they got a "new system" and the moron who is supposed to work it knows nothing of what he/she is doing. Fucking idiots