ARA's blog: "poetry"

inside these tears continue to rain the realization of a loss so deep and so painful it only mounts with time building and swirling th realization that i most likely will never feel those arms that held me like no other or see the eyes that would turn me to butter never to kiss the one who holds my heart forever my pain is my own through no fault but mine i was confused i was a mess the world was spinning and i screwed up the one thing that mattered more than the rest i couldnt see clearly and ended up acting my own fool so now i sit alone drink in hand regreting something at last