ARA's blog: "poetry"

I need this The words The terror The dismantling My mind screams for more The hands fail The words fly past I catch 2 out of 20 Yet ppl read this meandering nonsense My memories My fantasies The dementia trapped And surfacing All just more words And phrases Lines on a page And I still continue i should write more maybe but the word escapes and rapes me in its escape trapped in this world seeking the moment and that darkness that we all see the crashing and clashing continues on like a demented carnival ride blood flowing and spilling lives altered lived ended and it continues welcome to reality whatever version you have chosen or had foisted upon you we all have to deal with that and each other and the spiral deepens as the incline steeping running forward down? Up? Around? To ground The connections bend and break As they strengthen And anew Cracked souls Scream and continue to dream The shine And the dark And twisted gumbo Of life The strife a spice The barrier inches closer I can feel it rise from my minds core Waves of words wash onto me The body weak They get lost And come back It drives me crazy Sanity.... The refuge of the tame and scared STR 2:27 am 10-30-06