Fubar Blog Posts 4

Random Facts About Me
Everything on my desk has be in a certain order im obsessed with blankets i only buy black shoes i only own plain colored t shirts i still have everything anyone has ever given me i am a pack rat i have more ties than i do clothes (i never wear ties tho) i take my american flag down every night and fold it to military regulation my favorite color is baby blue my favorite season is fall i have to have a fan on me while i sleep i am a workaholic i am a recoverying drug addict the things that have made me who i am today i have told no one i have a photographic memory i can not sleep unless im holding someone or something my favorite poem is 'footprints in the sand' i go insane when im not listening to music i belive eyes are the key to the soul i hate having my shades up for some reason i clean my whole house daily i am a neat freak at times everything in my house has a specific spot it has to be in i need to learn something everyday i love learning about common kn

Sue Or Not To Sue ..comments Welcome
OK SO I NEED SOME ADVICE. I KNOW WHAT MY HUSBAND AND I NEED TO DO BUT WE WANNA MAKE SURE ITS RIGHT BEFORE PROCEEDING. WE TOOK OUR 3 YR OLD TO THE DENTIST TODAY AND HE WAS ONLY SUPPOSE TO HAVE 2 SILVER CAPS PUT ON 2 BACK TEETH WHICH IS WHAT WE SIGNED FOR AND SAID OK TO. WELL OUR BABY COMES OUT WITH HIS TWO FRONT TOP TEETH DONE AS WELL. THIS F*CKING DENTIST DID A BABY ROOT CANAL ON MY 3 YR OLD. THERE WAS NO REASON TO DO IT OTHER THAN HE HAD A VERY VERY SMALL CHIP IN THE CORNER OF ONE. MIND YOU IT NEVER BOTHERED HIM. THIS DENTIST NEVER CAME OUT AND ASKED US FOR PERMISSION NOR ASKED UP TO SIGN ANY PAPERS OTHER THAN THE PAPER FOR HIS 2 SILVER CAPS. I FLIPPED OUT IN THE OFFICE AND SAID " WHY IN THE HELL DID U DO THAT TO MY BABY WHEN THEY ARE JUST BABY TEETH AND WILL FALL OUT IN A COUPLE YEARS? NO RESPONSE FROM NO ONE. HE WONT EAT, DRINK AND IS IN PAIN AND THERES NOT A DAMN THING I CAN DO FOR HIM RIGHT NOW. IM F*CKING PISSED AND ANGRY. THIS DENTIST SAYS OH WE FILED IT DOWN AND HIT A NERVER SO

A Little About Me
Pisces, Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own. Their natures tend to be too otherworldly for the practical purposes of living in this world as it is. They sometimes exist emotionally rather than rationally, instinctively more than intellectual

Memories :(
wish i could just forget I hate it that when things happen .... they hurt us still weeks later... month later... sometimes years later... and u cant get it out of ur head... it just sticks there... and everything reminds u on it.... u hear a song... u walk a street... u read a sign... u see a face... and BOOM its back.... i am doing better at the moment... i only think every 2nd minute about what happened a month ago... i wish i could just forget it... and not think about it at all anymore... the first time i was just sitting home doing absoloutly nothing anymore... hoping things will be okay..... now i at least leave the house again.... and sometimes i have fun :) i feel like i waste so much time with being depressed about something i knew would go the way it did.... but why would u hold urself back when everything seem so perfect.....i always do the same mistakes again..... i hate it i dont really wanna talk about the details what happened.... but i feel bad... and i do

Random Thoughts Of Fubar
I have been on fubar less than a year.I have made some good friends but no where near what my friends list totals not no where near what my Family list totals. I have to many non friends on my friends list. Which that will be changing soon. I have to many on my family list that are not even friendly some of them will be removed soon as well. That is all for today will add more another time. Thanks to any who read this. Anna

Tag! You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Hmmmm.....10 things 1. I'm usually pretty quiet until I get to know you, and sometimes after that it's hard to make me shut up. 2. I get embarrassed easily and blush a lot. 3. I worked for 3 nights as an exotic dancer but had to stay too drunk to do it so I stopped. I have nothing against dancers, have a few friends who did it, just not for me. 4. I went to a nudist camp when my oldest daughter, Suzy, was 5. Loved it! Especially watching the male tennis players wearing their hats and sneakers. 5. Sex...let's see now...lol...I love sex! I've even been called a nympho, but I don't think that's true, just a

Going Away For Surgery
Okay guys my 8 month old baby is going in for surgery tommorrow morning. This wil be surgery number 6 for him. Those of you close to me know the deal with everything. Those of you who arnt he has a detached retina and glaucoma in the left eye which has made him blind. And he has a heart murmer and seizure disorder. He has a hard time with surgerys and being put to sleep. This is the last of the surgerys and the most intense and important. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. I dont know how long i will be gone but i wanted to let you all know what was going on. Thank you all for your support. It means alot to me and to him.

Guess Im It.....ten Things About Me
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. *Thanks Suze....* 1. i collect keys, i have a key for every house, apt, or car i have ever owned or lived in. i also have stolen a few sets when i was a kid dont know why but hey i guess every one collects something. 2. as i guy i should be big into sports, cars and video game, well im not. didnt even watch the super bowl, cant tell you whats under the hood of any thing, and nope i dont know where the trap door in halo is, my bad. 3. i dont drink soda. 4. when i brush my teeth before i go to bed i dont use tooth paste, i just cant stand that slimy grit taste in my mouth when im going to sleep. 5. ive had every girl ive bee

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am a mother of 2 daughters 2) I have 2 grandchildren, 1 boy and 1 girl 3) I love to draw, I am a wanna be artist….lol 4) been with same man 34 years….omg where has the time gone? 5) I sing when no one can hear me…... 6) I will be a half a century old in 2008. 7) I love to travel, not only have I traveled several states in the U.S, I have also Been to Jamaica, Cozumel, and the Grand Caymans 8) I have won BEST of Show in a photography contest 9) I love chai tea 10) I love to cook I am tagging , Angelface, Beboe,Natural Witch, Bubblewrap, Mirrored Image,ßrøñx59 Have Fun Guys :)

The Divine Comedy
Listed in the same order used by both Pope Gregory the Great in the 6th Century AD, and later by Dante Alighieri in his epic poem The Divine Comedy the seven deadly sins are as follows: 1. Luxuria (extravagance, lust) 2. Gula (gluttony) 3. Avaritia (greed) 4. Acedia (sloth) 5. Ira (wrath) 6. Invidia (envy) 7. Superbia (pride) Ranked in ascending order of sanctity, the seven holy virtues are: 1. Castitas (chastity) — purity, opposes lust, ie, luxuria — 2. Frenum (abstinence) — self-control, opposes gluttony, ie, gula — 3. Liberalitas (liberality) — will, generosity, opposes greed, ie, avaritia — 4. Industria (diligence) — ethics, opposes sloth, ie, acedia — 5. Patientia (patience) — peace, opposes wrath, ie, ira — 6. Humanitas (kindness) — satisfaction, opposes envy, ie, invidia — 7. Humilitas (humility) — modesty, opposes pride, ie, superbia —

Gluttony
Gluttony Derived from the Latin gluttire, meaning to gulp down or swallow, gluttony is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. In the Christian religions, it is considered a sin because of the excessive desire for food, or its withholding from the needy. Depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. Where food is relatively scarce, being able to eat well might be something to take pride in (although this can also result in a moral backlash when confronted with the reality of those less fortunate). Where food is routinely plentiful, it may be considered a sign of self control to resist the temptation to over-indulge. Medieval Church leaders (e.g., Thomas Aquinas) took a more expansive view of gluttony (Okholm 2000), arguing that it could also include an obsessive anticipation of meals, and the constant eating of delicacies and excessively costly foods.[2] He went so far as to prepare a list of six ways to comm

It's Time.. Bye
for now i feel i need to quit. some day i may come back. but to the few special friends i have made you know how to get ahold of me. these special people know who you are. i so want you to know i could never repay you for your kindness, friendship and just being there when i needed you. for that i'm so blessed. bye

Rest In Peace . Uncle Stuart( 1910-2008 )
I just wanted to Sat goodbye to my U. Stuart who passed away tonight , He was 98 and had lived a very full and productive life . Rest in peace U. Stuart . I will miss you . Love you . Comments & MySpace Layouts

Tag!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1.I have been in school most of my life and still haven't graduated. Lmao! 2.I was born with dyslexia, but have over come any problems with it. 3.I have a big habit flirting with the ladies, but I'm harmless as can be.I find ladies interesting and amusing and all of them Beautiful. and seems like they never run out of things to say. 4. I'm what they call a "Metrosexual" clean freak . I bathe around 4 or 5 times a day, brush my teeth about 12 times a day, change clothes about 4 times a day.etc: 5. I was born in NYC, but raised mainly in the south. My Dad is Native American, My mother 1/2 Native American and 1/2 American. 6. I love all k

Bombers Needed-plz Help!!
There is still about another week left in this contest. I think it ends somewhere around Valentines Day. Please stop by and leave me a few comments. I know people hate these things and they're a pain in the butt. I normally don't enter contests but I am doing it to help a friend out as he is not far from leveling to become godmother (lvl 25) For those of you that have helped me so far, thank you so much. For those that haven't I'm only asking for a couple comments. Come on, you've already made it this far!! Just click on my picture below and it will take you to where the comments are needed! xoxo ~E aka "That Girl" I'm in a new contest, Please click on the picture below and leave me a few comments if you have a minute or two to spare it would be greatly appreciated! Much love ~That Girl

God Better Wear A Cup.....
Hi everyone! Its been a long time since my last blog but I’ve been in hospital for the past few days for yet more tests and scans. The news isn’t good. The cancer in my left kidney has grown and has also spread to my right kidney now. This, coupled with the mass in my liver, means I now have to go to hospital once a week for dialysis. I’ll be honest, I haven’t been feeling good for the past week or so - at least I know the reason now. The mass in my lung has grown slightly and there’s signs that its going to cross over to the other pretty soon which not only sucks but blows as well. Ironic really…… Again, I apologise if my obviously odd sense of humour wierds anyone out. I know how strange it must be for people to read this and notice that I’m joking around about whats happening to me but I came to terms with the whole situation a long time ago, I accepted the fact that there’s not a whole lot that can be done. So I generally stick my middle finger up at God and t

Sts-122 Atlantis Launches!
STS-122 Atlantis Launches!! Feb. 7, 3:00 p.m. EST 2:20 p.m. - The Mission Management Team is being polled for launch and everyone has reported they are "go" for launch today. The MMT, as it is known, reports that the space shuttle Atlantis is ready for the mission. 2:35 p.m. – At T-9 minutes and holding . . . Weather is green and all remains on schedule for a 2:45 p.m. liftoff. 2:36 p.m. – T-9 minutes and counting . . . The countdown has resumed for the launch of space shuttle Atlantis on the STS-122 mission. The last minutes of the countdown will see the orbiter access arm retracted to the tower, the “beanie cap” withdrawn from the top of the external tank and, of course, the launch itself. The liftoff is on schedule for the planned 2:45 p.m. launch time and weather is not expected to be an issue. Atlantis will be aiming for a precise corridor in space so it can catch the International Space Station on Saturday. 2:38 p

Pagan Denominations Some Organized Some Not
ALEXANDRIAN WICCA: Founded by Alex Sanders in England. Alex claimed to have been initiated as a Hereditary Witch by his grandmother, when he was seven years old in 1933, but critics claim many Alexandrian rituals are almost identical to Gardnerian ones, with a little more emphasis on ceremonial magic. The tradition\'s rituals, while basically Gardnerian, are modified with many Judeo-Christian and Ceremonial Magick elements. Covens work skyclad. The eight Sabbats are observed and the Goddess and God are revered. Alexandrian Wiccans are considered to be Traditional Witches who trace their line of initiatory descent from Alex and Maxine Sanders, through a line of Alexandrian High Priests and High Priestesses, according to the Alexandrian Book of Shadows, and who practice the Alexandrian Tradition of Wicca. ALGARD WICCA: Mary Nesnick, an American who was initiated into both Gardnerian and Alexandrian traditions, combined them in 1972 and created a new tradition called Algard. AMERICA

My Very Rare Personality Quiz.
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Tag!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I spend way too much time online. 2. I have a thing for dark hair and eyes. 3. I hate it when people are having a chat conversation with me (even just a here and there one) and sign out without saying goodnight. 4. I eat almonds almost every day... Usually in the morning at work with coffee. 5. I'm an Ozzy freak and will bang my head anytime I hear 80's metal. 6. I was in the National Honor Society and on the Deans and Presidents list in college. 7. I'm a poet and a writer. Words on a page turn me on. 8. I am part bionic... 9. I love the mountains and camping out. 10. I'm part Jewish, Spanish, D

Hot To The Touch
I close my eyes; feeling the heat arise. I find the burning spot; all moist and all so hot. I touch the sensual flower; giving my fingers all the power. Thinking of you; Oh, if you only knew. Touching it real nice and slow; letting the hot lava flow. Anxiety gets the best of me; freeing up the desires in me. Rubbing harder, faster now; Getting all the pleasures I T will allow. As I scream and thrash about. Passion overcomes me without a doubt. Creamy eruptions float to the surface.; Huge explosions burn through me like a furnace. I cannot withhold any longer! letting out one last moan; the volcano erupts as I groan. Smelling the erotic odor of my passions scent. Lifting my fingers up to my nostrils letting it liqueur . Putting them to my lips; I taste the sweet nectar, wishing U were here to make it all that much sweeter.This is all I have to give for the moment. Until the day comes when yourself can enjoy the sweet seductive scent. As

Devlin's Bday
Well, i have been without him for 4 years and i have dealt with not seeing him on his most special day of days, but this time it is much, much harder... He is just across town instead of 6 hours away. I can't see him because the retarded 'sperm donor' says he talked with devlin about me being behind on child support cause i was out of work for 2 months over the holidays. He talked devlin into saying that he didn't want to see me till i was caught up. I have been working my ass off all week trying to find another job, pretty close to being a stripper for a weekend or two till i find something... but really don't think i look good enough and how do you dance like that anyway? I just don't think i'm sexy enough, oh well... we shall see what the remainder of the day holds for clumsy and silly old me... think about me today!!!

So Far On 2/8/08
Finally, Mya is getting back to her regular routine!!! They are increasing her breast milk intake today [again] Daddy got to hold her for the first time last night, and I took lots of pictures (of course!!!) I will be uploading more pictures later, thanks to Noexquz and Luger for the VIP, btw:) && I'm proud (now, anyway) to report that Mya's hair is slowly turning blonde lol Mya's docotr is also letting us hold her atleast 2 times a day=] She is still breathing on her own, perfectly!!! So basically as of right now...we're waiting for our little angel to gain enough weight to come home... which btw, we could use the time, we're sooooo not even close to being ready, yikes! Mya is weighing in at 2lbs 1oz, same as birth weight, which is GOOD, and she continues to gain weight steadily, thank God=] It's been only a little over a week since she was born, but it's crazy just how different she looks, and acts. W're soooo in love=} More updates

Stillness Of The Night
Stillness Of The Night In the stillness of the night In the quiet of the moment A whisper echoes calling my name Softly, gently taking me over He Whispers! passing through the distance through time and life Completely engulfing me With just a few words "I Love You"

His Name Is Muhammad
Every day I see the same headlines Crimes committed in the name of the divine People committing atrocities in his name They murder and kidnap with no shame But did he teach hatred, violence, or bloodshed? No... Oh No He taught us about human brotherhood And against prejudice he firmly stoodHe loved children, their hands he’d hold And taught his followers to respect the old So would he allow the murder of an innocent child? Oh No... Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya habiballah Muhammad ya khalilallah Muhammad Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya shafi’allah Muhammad ya bashirallah Ya rasulallah Muhammad the light of my eyes About you they spread many lies If only they came to realise Bloodshed you despise Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya habiballah Muhammad ya khalilallah Muhammad Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya shafi’allah Muhammad ya bashirallah Ya rasulallah

Perfect Husband
THE PERFECT HUSBAND Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. MAN: 'Hello.' WOMAN: 'Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?' MAN: 'Yes.' WOMAN: 'I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?' MAN: 'Sure, go ahead if you like it that much' WOMAN: 'I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2008 models. I saw one I really liked.' MAN: 'How much?' WOMAN: '$90,000.' MAN: 'OK, but for that price I want it with all the options.' WOMAN: 'Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000.' MAN: 'Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will

Job Situation...
I found out today that the job I have been pinning my hopes on, I can't get. The reason given was that my work history wasn't up to par. I n the past 10 years I have had a few jobs. I only listed the ones that I spent any real amount of time at. Here is the list: 1995-1998 Sam's Town Casino----CLOSED 1998-1999 Station Casino---Bought- NOW AMERISTAR 1999-2000 Flamingo Casino---bought- NOW ISLE OF CAPRI 2000-2001 Papa Johns Pizza--high turnover rate for management 2001-2002 Northern Light's Pizza-CLOSED 2002-2003 Realiable Automotive--CLOSED 2003-2005 GY Janitorial--CLOSED 2005-PRESENT--SELF EMPLOYED JANITORIAL SERVICE Now I can't get a job because of the reasons seen above. Every place is either closed or has different management who have no clue who I am. Am I to blame for this? NO. But it appears as though I am in their eyes. Am I no longer able to get a decent job because of something I have no control over? If it weren't for my kids, Suicide is looking good. Or

I Need.....
I need a woman. Plain and simple. I thought I was happier playing around, fucking different women, but I'm not. A lot of the women who are supposed to be "friends with benefits" I end up wanting to be emotionally attached to...even ones I haven't physically met. I don't hold a lot of stock in Astrological stuff, but being Pisces I tend to be over-emotional. No matter the emotion, love, hate, anger....all the same intensity. I am interested in one woman right now, very interested, but she is somewhat taken by a soldier in Iraq. She is moving to Ft. Benning, GA soon when he comes back stateside. I am trying to change her mind, but haven't had a real chance to talk to her like I want to. I want to tell her that, in all likelihood, he will ship back out at the first opportunity and leave her alone, in a strange place. I want to tell her that I can offer her a stable home, so she can get her kids back from her sister, and away from the kids meth head father. But for some inexplicable r

Dad...
R.I.P Dad.. I love and miss you..... Dec. 7, 1931 - Feb. 10, 2005 If I had my life to do over, I'd have chosen you to be my dad once more. Even if it meant losing you again, It's worth all the tears in the world. You were my sunshine when skies were gray. I loved you and honored you; You took all my tears away. I was happy to be with you, Proud to be your little girl. Sometimes we would argue, But to me you meant the world. Your love was always pure; You treated me as your own. Your time seemed all too short and I feel so alone. What can I take from this? My heart is completely crushed. But nothing loved is ever lost - And you are loved so much. --------------------------------------------- God looked around his Garden, Which was a beautiful sight. He knew there would be others, Who could come to him tonight. He tended to his Garden daily, To make it a beautiful view. Because he knew that others, Would help him to tend it too. He prep

Tag! You're It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Tess said do it - and I listen. Passed on from Sproet and I listen to her! :D 1. I am the black sheep of my family. 2. I lived in New Orleans from 1987 - 2004. 3. I worked as a bartender for over 20 years. 4. I managed strip clubs in the French Quarter for 12 of those years. 5. I miss my husband every day.(He passed away 2-11-99) 6. I feel guilt because my younger sister was killed in a car wreck, and I feel that I deserved that and not my sweet Melissa! 7. I went back to college when I was 47 to get my degree, graduated with a 3.88 GPA, and I love my new career as a medical coder. I passed the AAPC"s national certification

Stupid
cause i was 'tagged' (x2 actually) so i gotta post 10 random shits about me. if i tag you, do the same. thanks for the gayness fathead. 1. i got hit by a car when i was 12. 2. i didnt break anything when hit by said car, but after i was healed and could walk okey and such, i tripped while running backwards and broke my right wrist. 3. i broke the same bone in my left wrist 2 years prior. 4. i hate olives. black, green, who gives a fuck...theyre the taint of life. 5. i shaved my legs once in highschool, and the hair on my calves didnt grow back. 6. a picture of my chuck taylors is in the pictures of a CD for a fairly large band. 7. i love chicago hotdogs. 8. when i was in 6th grade i won the 'guess how many M+M's are in the giant container'. 9. i recently had a mullet. 10. i wear a size 12 shoe, give or take. oeky that is all. lilhoochie sidnee scumbag fathead erin jo and thats all because i cant think of anyone else.

New Voice Blog~
I'm taking the blog to a new level! Im going to try this voice feature, and if you crazy kids enjoy it, give me a ballsss! Or if not tell me to shut the fuck up! This is your blog, Im just the janitor! Make on Snapvine | Copy This

The Instant Message Stalker
A pest Imed me today, He emailed me too, He asked if I were single, and asked, how do you do? He asked all kinds of questions, wanted all the details, of my very private life, demanded that I tell, Age, sex and location, he insisted that I share, along with exact sizes, of my bras and underwear, I politely said no, refused all his requests, I told him very sternly, Stop this, don't be a pest, His Im kept on poppin up, he asked if I were wed, by then I was quite annoyed, by all the things he'd said, I asked him which part of NO, he didn't understand, I told him I was 85, and wore 6 wedding bands, but all my husbands now were gone, and I had all their money, you want to know about, their accidents now, honey? I told him I fart when I walk, the hair's gone from my head, I keep my teeth in a jar, at night I wet the bed, Sometimes I wander nekkid, till somebody brings me home, you wanna get together, so I won't be all alone? Suddenly the

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Im ocd about my alarm clock and locking my doors..i dont know why 2. I cant stand my 2 dogs..i wanna give em away 3. I hate rap music..i wanna fight all rappers 4. I hate veggies...They all suck. Well i lie i like green beans 5. I love heavy metal than most people. I wake up to Lamb of God on my alarm clock and go to sleep to Trivium. 6. I like fucking with people while im driving. Ill stop at a red light and roll down the windows and blast some metal and headbang the whole time scaring old people. 7. Im a loner.. i go to the movies alone and to concerts alone sometimes. I also go on roadtrips alone to j

You're It !
YOUR IT TAG cuz Furby said Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1.- I like to eat greasy Cheeseburgers which are bad for you. 2.- I love doing the un-expected to people, but usually get in trouble for it. 3.- I love giving to people but find it hard to receive, but working on it! 4.- I likely think about sex to often and just light another Cigarette. 5.- Been smoking too much lately. lol 6.- Know the unexpected entertainer at the Party it was likely me. 7.- It kills me to hurt anyone, I can't be mean! Damn-it. 8.- I am to damn shy ! Then I am too Damn bold! ya never know what I may do! lol 9.- I wish I was taller

Dont Know What To Think....
Im in a situation... Its one thats hard to explain.. Well I'll try.. Do u think u can read a childs reaction even before they are old enough to speak? & Would those reactions cause u to think somethings going on? Or that nothing is going on? There have been instances where I've read my childs body language to understand what they were trying to say, whether it be that they didnt wanna go to a specific person, for reasons unknown.. Or woke up screaming in the middle of the night from a nightmare.. I guess its mothers instinct or just an intuition in my gut that gives me a funny feeling or even nightmares for that matter.. Sometimes I check them making sure theres no bruises I didnt notice from before & question "Could that really happen?" "Would they actually do that?" "What should I do?" Its suspicion that I think my gut feeling kicks in.. But Im stuck.. I dont know what I should do..

Bottle Of Merlot
Bottle of Merlot A man asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an unusually attractive woman sitting alone at a table in a cozy little restaurant. So the waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman who is seated over there." ..and indicated the sender with a nod of his head. She stared at the wine coolly for a few seconds, not looking at the man, then decided to send a reply to him by a note. The waiter, who was lingering nearby for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: "For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank and 7 inches in your pants " After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to deliver it to the lady. It read: "Just to let you know things aren't always what they appear to be, I have a Ferrari Maranello, Bentley Conver

Tagged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have been hearing impaired since I was a very young 2. my favorite color is green 3. I prefer to look at black and white photos 4. I love silent movies. especially ones with Buster Keaton or Charlie Chaplin 5. I secretly love watching old cartoons 6. my favorite authors are Edgar Allan Poe and H.P. Lovecraft 7. I have 4 sisters, no brothers 8. I like visiting art museums 9. I have a dog I named Fubar and want to get another pet named Snafu 10. I've been told that I am too damn nice to people I'm not gonna bother tagging anyone else with this crap lol

Tag Your It
Ten things about me.. 1. I'm a country boy. 2. I will do just about anything once. 3. I'm a raver. 4. I have been many place and seen many things. 5. I fallow my heart even if it takes me down the wrong road in life. 6. I dream big and work hard. 7. I hate silence i always have music playing. 8 I met the woman of my dreams on fubar. (TrippinDaizy) 9. I have great repesct for my friends and family. 10. I'm 100% a Taurus. ok so ten random facts about me..Now I am going to tag ten people to do the same..here goes TrippinDaizy nametaken85 DJ Minou DJ sexy shell AudioSlut prizmatic FREEK Jusscuzzz Mary Jane Groovy

Tag
ok so now ive been tagged by a dozen of u and i can't remember u all except for angeleyes and daisy.....so here goes 10 things about my boring ass :D 1. best time of the day is bed time i love my sleep 2. love spending time with my partner which is why im never here lmao 3. i have a weird fetish with my underwear and bras, if they dont match i wont wear them( yeah i know its a bit overboard ) 4. love spending time in the mumms with all my hot mummer friends 5. love taking the piss outta (picking on) angeleyes all day at work oh yeah in the mumms too.... she loves it 6. COFFEE lots and lots 7.worst part of the day is when i have to drag my ass to work :( 8.im a hopeless cook, but it works out coz my partner cooks just fine so he can do it roflmfao 9.would love to move out but am too poor to do so 10. i can loose my temper very quickly, just ask my boss lmao ok ill send this to some of u im not sure who yet since i cant tag anyone thats tagged me and th

Sweet Dreams
Sweet Dreams Dreams filled with velvet shadow Moving pressing wings enfolding Unseen watcher stroking stoking Dancing moving, rhythm rising Closing brushing tantalising. Glances hot tracing caressing Lacy dampness passions pleasing Touching stirring throbbing moaning Heart is racing fires mounting Desires need is penetrating Berth quickening gasping panting Moistened fingers violating Twisting probing masturbating Cries release frustration releasing Squeezing tight electric shocking Muscles taught twitching contracting Breath releasing laying sighing Sun is rising warming revealing Flesh exposed dreams are fleeing. Smiles infectious thinking dreaming.

Tag....your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I'm a born and bred Scot. 2. I am 28 years with the railway, 18th February. 3. I'm terrified of Spiders. 4. I worked in London for 1 year. 5. I was a scout instructor for 6 years. 6. I am getting my first tattoo in March. 7. I left home because my parents objected to my motorbike. 8. I have two younger sisters. 9. My dad's house is over 400 years old. 10.I despise cruelty and hypocrisy. Passing the torch to. Peeps, Manly, Ej, Loey and Sandy. Tag you're it now pass it on

I've Been Tagged
YOU CAN ALL THANK/BLAME JENN (AradiaDawn) FOR THIS. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Salt goes on before pepper... no matter what! 2. I am a walking sports encyclopedia. 3. A framed 8x10 of a midget wearing a hockey helmet and a cape would make my life complete. Want to help? 4. Peanut butter? 5. I'm retardedly competitive. 6. I'm take some things too seriously. 7. I wish the military allowed goatees. I love growing random facial hair. 8. I'm insane. No really, I am. 9. I'm a Viking. 10. Beer ♥ These people better be random: 1. Emma 2. Alison 3. Kelley 4. Desirée 5. Ambie

Lovers
Pleasures of the body and soul unite… In a union between a man and woman… day or night It’s a time of expressions… where individuality rules And sessions of connecting, and unifying reign supreme Sex is an experience that is desired perpetually by lovers… It is the magnet that attracts, and pulls two together in a profound and unique way… Sex is mysterious, and it is the language of a spiritual culture… One that is grossly misunderstood… Lovers know what it means… sweethearts hold it dearly It is the gift between a male and a female… not to be taken for granted Sex is the natural source of life, and its fruits are appreciated by so many. It is truly sacred… There is no playbook for sex, because it’s a matter of personal desires… Sex in the morning, for lunch, for dinner or between breaks… Whenever the time, enjoy it… take it in strides and do it right Keep coming… the appetite Do not be shy in your expressions… give your lover all that you have to offer

Tattoooo
Ok.. So i've been wanting a tattoo for a while and Im VERY picky about where I put it. I have a great office job and I won't doin anything crazy like my arms so I need help! I have two tattoo's already One on the top left of my back and I have one on My calf. I want another and need ideas of where to put it!

Don't Bother...
[EDIT] This WAS family only. It's not anymore. I'm NOT going to be ranting in here anymore. It's going to be for fun stuff, so if you read this or the previous post, don't take it personally - it most probably wasn't about you... If you're going to be judgemental, stop here. Don't read any further. I don't need someone taking what I say here and twisting it, or using it against me like I've had done with some of the other things I've posted about. If you do take offense, or hold this against me, don't say I didn't warn you (like that's gonna fucking matter anyway) To begin with, I posted something right before Christmas, and it seems that certain people have avoided me like the fucking plague ever since. I know most people don't agree with the idea of making "real friends" on the internet, but it's what I've done since the damned internet started, and I'm not going to stop because some other people can't be themselves, and lie about everything to make people like them and accept th

Auction Yourself Off
I'm going to have an auction anyone who is interested in joining in on the fun let me know..You decide what you are willing to give your new owner..So let me know if your interested thanks!!!!

My First Poem
"NIGHTWIND" The night is cold, brisk, clear. Uncertain where the night will end. It envelopes me and I fear it this night. The specters are here too. My demons have come to greet me for this is their night as well, but they find comfort in this whereas I find a fear incomprehensible to any I've known in the past. I can't sleep cause my soul awaits impending doom. I do find comfort with my black steed. She stands strong against the whirlwind of dispair smashing against her steel flank and tail. I know for now she is my sanctuary. Oh the horrific deeds that hath caused me this suffrage and my enemy is the face that stares back at me in the mirror. One I know so well yet one I can't kill. The nightwind calls to me to the sounds of slamming doors which I swiftly silence with

One
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Arrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhh
Up is down, down is up, look at me, do I give a fuck? Black is white, white is black, fuck me, a manic attack! There's the demon, approaching with stealth fucking up my mental health. The lights are on it's dark, surrounded by love but lonely. I can't see shit, I can't see fuck all beyond 5 square feet of the fuckin cell I've built myself. The rollercoaster ups and downs, I feel sick, there's an itch I just can't fucking scratch. There's no sense, no stability, no guardian angel and no fucking guiding light. A cage without bars is a cage non-the-less, hiding what I am from those I could hurt, running in my head. Limitless. Freedom from thought. Continuous inane ramblings. No sleep in the dark for me, friends. No captain guiding this voyage. Fuck it all. Serenity in a package. Tired ALL THE FUCKIN TIME. Sheeeeit.

Nsfw
So I was wondering why is it when most men take NSFW pics their faces are never in them? Do men think women only want to look at what is below the belt? I myself like to look at the whole package and besides without the face how do we know if it is really you? Seems to me women work a lot harder at making their pics enticing even going so far as to have backdrops or cropping the pics. Now don't get me wrong some men do and kudos to you but you seem to be few and far between to coin a phrase. What is the deal with all the fuzzy pics is that so we stare at them longer? Let me tell you something if that's why you do it we are only trying to figure out what the pic is and are baffled as to why you would post a blurry pic. On that note how ticked off would you be if you couldn't see a woman's NSFW pic clearly and you had to squint your eyes while you were trying to picture us, while you do what it is we all know you do to when looking at NSFW pics. And I don't mean admire them for their

Heres How I Feel Right Now
OK FRIENDS IM SORRY BUT I CANT KEEP GOING THRU THIS IF YOU HAVE A ISSUE WITH ME BEING HEAVY AND THINGS THEN IM SORRY I AM ME AND I AM REAL I HAVE A CURSE ON ME AND IM FEELING REALLY DOWN I FEEL LIKE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE IM NOTHING BUT A LOSER AND THIS IS HOW IM FEELING I WISH LIFE WOULD JUST GIVE ME A BREAK

Taking A Break~
Ok kids, I in no way want pity, questions, or bullshit for this. I decided its time for a break. Im mentally drained , and I have a case of the writers block. I've tried and hoped Ive entertained you guys. I had big hopes for the blog and the show, I wanted to start but, it seems like Ive reached a dead end. I want to personally thank you all that are daily readers and supporters, I am truly humbled by your love and support. I will be back, could be soon could take awhile, but you all take care and I hope to be back soon. Ballssssss~

Appologies To Studio 54
I deeply regret what i posted on my earlier blog, and hope that studio 54 will welcome me back. I did that out of anger and i realize i shouldent have done that. I appologise to all of studio 54 for what i have done.

About Me
OK I really don't like to do these about me things because 95% of the time no one reads it anyway BUT...I am going to put something you should know about me. I am 100% real I don't like games I HATE liars, I am who I am if you like me you'll grow to love me if not then guess you're gonna hate me because I don't make apologies for who I am. I am very honest and loyal to my friends, you r/f/a me great I'll do my best to return all love given me, but I'm only one person and can only do so much. Some guy got mad because I only rated one of his photos when he rated like 8 of mine. I do my best to return the same amount of love or more that is shown to but sometimes I am busy and just don't have the time to do it all. Anyway he got an attitude about it...got blocked came back on a bogus name and rated me and a couple of my photos 2,3,4 wow that hurt...NOT I still got points & I posted a bulletin letting my friends know so they wouldn't have to deal with his stupidity. This is a website it's

Fubucks For Rates
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN EARNING FUBUCKS THEN I HAVE SOMETHING TO SHARE WITH YOU I HAVE A FOLDER THAT CONTAINS 100 ITEMS IN IT I WILL GIVE YOU 10,000 FUBUCKS FOR 100/10'S. WITH AN ADDITIONAL 500 FUBUCKS SHOULD YOU HAPPEN TO COMMENT ALL 100 ITEMS IN THAT FOLDER ◊ OR ◊ I WILL GIVE YOU 20,000 FUBUCKS FOR 100/11'S WITH AN ADDITIONAL 500 FUBUCKS SHOULD YOU HAPPEN TO COMMENT ALL 100 ITEMS IN THAT FOLDER ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU INFORM ME OF YOUR INTENTIONS TO RATE THAT FOLDER AND THAT YOU RATE THAT FOLDER DURING HAPPY HOUR ONLY. ONCE YOU HAVE RATED THE FOLDER, PLEASE MESSAGE ME AND AFTER I HAVE VERIFIED THAT YOU INDEED DID RATE EVERY THING IN THE FOLDER. YOU WILL BE PAID SOON THEREAFTER. REMEMBER THAT 100 RATES MUST BE UTILIZED IN ORDER TO BE PAID. THERE IS NO NEED TO BE IN MY SHOUTBOX BUT SEND ME A MESSAGE ONCE YOU ARE RATING MY FOLDER. SO TO RECAP ◊ I SEEK RATES EITHER 10 OR 11 ON ALL 100 ITEMS IN MY FOLDER ST. PATRICK'S DAY PARADE. COMMENTS ARE OPT

Why?
i sit in silence wonderin why Why do i get these feelings? These urges, the need to run my hand slowly up your thigh over your nice round ass up over your beautiful breasts then to place my lips upon yours to massage your tongue with mine why do i feel the need to kiss your neck to run my lips down your stomach the need to please your every fantasy the urge to hear you softly moan while i rub your clit why do i feel the need to taste your sweet juices to lick you to kiss your private spots to make you moan in Ecstasy to make you feel every bit of my need for you

Fake People
I am so tired of people saying "I am your friend". Then they turn around and want to judge you because of who you are goin out with or what you are doing with your life!!!!! Such BS, if you are a TRUE friend you stand by that person NO MATTER who they are with or what they have done. You pick up the phone and try to make an effort to see your "friend" if they really are your "friend". You can't replace them but you can move on. If thats what you want to do then let me know so I stop waisting my time!!! I am who I am and if you don't like it GET OUT!!!!

Amazing How People Are
Just wondering if anyone out there in fu land has the same feelings I do. dont anyone other than me find it amazing how you meet someone whether its male or female an chat back and forth and have chemistry going with each other then poof out of nowhere you get hit with I have found someone else and we really connected. is it wrong to find that disrespectful toi put time effort and focus and energy into someone for them to turn around and say hey ya know I like you we have a lot in common but i found someone else PLEASE some explain that to me

Tomorrows
I stand with you at the edge of today. I softly brush your hair. You invitingly lean your head into my hand. I look at you smiling as always. We look forward to tomorrow and all the tomorrows yet to come. We see nothing, a blank page followed by another and another. Tomorrow is yet to be written but if it is like our yesterdays, I look forward to all the tomorrows with no fear or reservation. Tomorrow may be a good day. Tomorrow may be a bad day. Either way, I want to experience it, and all those yet to come, with you. No matter how bad of a day it could be…it would be worse without you. No matter how good of a day it could be it becomes a great day next to you. When you are ready, take my hand and we will take that step into tomorrow. I promise I will not let your hand go. It will be held tightly to let you know I am here and will always be.

Something You Couldnt Glimpse In Passing
i was fed a small piece of gossip today that gave me hope and excited me extremely..it was a hint that my kids may be moving back closer to me..i will still have to wait until this school year is over before their mom will want to move...and yet still its not something definite but its a possibility they are coming home!....it gives my heart another reason to smile again...i cant explain what it would mean to me to have them so close to me once again...i can feel my heart filling with hope and already it is so full that it could burst wide open from the love for them that i have and the love of the thoughts that soon they may be back and once again we can see each other everyday if we want...they might even be moving as close as two or three houses down from me!!...i admit having their mom live that close to me would be weird....really weird!...still the joyous fact remains tho...they would be at my house all the time...everyday i have hated this distance that separates us now...alw

Written For Sin
New story written for my 'Fuowner'. She has a self admitted 'oral fixation' and I wanted to appeal to what she wanted. So this one was written for Sin. Hope she likes it, and hope that anyone else that may read it does as well. The cold winters draft took its toll day after day and I longed for a much needed vacation. Somewhere warm, somewhere not near here. In the months since most of my friends had moved away to Dallas Texas, Id been lost. Unsure what to do with my time. This extra free time was spent mostly online looking for ways to entertain myself. It was then that I had discovered a site called Fubar. It didn’t take long to become addicted to it, trying to get levels to be able to access more features. Features that I didn’t know what they meant, but they sounded cool. So I kept randomly adding people and posting everything that I could find to try to get points. In the meantime, I started meeting some pretty cool people. One of the cool people that I had

The Capture
Yes, Yes, Yes Last night my dream stalker came back. I still haven't seen who it is, but I did see how he captured me. The dream was like in the past. Him watching me. Following me. Tracking me. As in the past I dressed and undress in front of my open window. Wearing the outfits, he'd lay out when he broke in. Yes, I did it all hoping, knowing he was watching. This time in the dream, the cheerleading competition was very very real. I could feel his eyes burning through my little spandix top and bottoms. Oh, I know he was there. I know he was watching. It made me perform at my best. He wanted a show. He got a show. As before he stopped me and talked to me between show. What was different this time was the second time he stopped. I was out in the parking lot. I had just put my cheerleader bag in my back of jeep. I had no idea he was right behind me. Until he shoved my face to floor of my jeep. I tried to scream but my mouth was pinned in the carpet. I hit him with w

Just A Wish
Just a wish Just one wish? To be with you Unite our love to be strong and true Just one chance to hold you again just a moment to last forever Just one belief to have your love perfect and lasting till the end of time

I Love You Bob
Bob Johnson 28.01.1947 - 20.02.2008 I remember the first time we met you gave me the biggest hug, I thought you were going to crush my ribs, but then that was just you..always ready to hand out the hugs and kisses when they were needed...You took me into your heart and made me feel so loved...and I want to thank you for the Onion lessons you gave me I never knew there was so much to learn about the humble onion but you made the stories so interesting and then we cooked them on the BBQ and you told me even more stories Thank you for being the best Step Dad anyone could ask for...I know distance made it hard for us to keep in touch but our times together over the past 7 yrs were just that much more special...when ever I hear a poker Machine go ka-ching I will think of you and smile as l remember the fun times we had trying to guess how much we would get on the free spins..somehow you were always a better guess than me I will miss you greatly but you will live in my heart for ev

Lil Somethin From Feb 2008
I can not help the feelings inside The warmth they bring I can not hide An angel straight down from the sky Beauty that brings tears to the eye A heart so pure Soul that can cure Wisdom of 1000 wisemen Good inside that has no end Though we are not near My memories are clear Perhaps the future will hold A happy ending to be told

Can You Tell Me??
Can you cry under water? _________________________________________________________ How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? _______________________________________________________ Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? ___________________________________________________ Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? ___________________________________________________ Why does a round pizza come in a square box? ______________________________________________________ What disease did cured ham actually have? ________________________________________________________ How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? __________________________________________________ Why is it tha

Special
Are there any songs that make you feel like you want to stab yourself in the eyeball with a fork just so it goes to your brain and gets you out of crap induced mysery? This song right now is "I'm Special", by whoever the fuck it is. And I wish years of suffering on a stupid bitch that is singing it, just so she knows how I feel.

Final Update
I got my intra-webs back YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY GO TEAM ME! Took forever but im finally back up and running..... thanks to those of you who showed me ya missed me while i was gone, and to those who didnt, well Im back so toooooo baaaaaaaaaaad *sticks tongue out* anyway life should be gettin back to normal fairly soon here once I get all my programs going. toodles my fellow fu-nuts

Sts-122 Atlantis Home Safe/ Landing Video
STS-122: Atlantis home after perfect re-entry and landing To enlarge video- right click/zoom/200% Image above: STS-122 Atlantis lands at Kennedy Space Center, Fla. Feb. 20 2008 09:07 A.M. EST Photo credit: NASA TV KENNEDY SPACE CENTER, FLA. -- After greeting the media on the Shuttle Landing Facility at NASA's Kennedy Space Center, the STS-122 crew stands in front of space shuttle Atlantis for a final group photo. From left are Mission Specialists Leland Melvin, Hans Schlegel, Rex Walheim and Stanley Love, Pilot Alan Poindexter and Commander Steve Frick. Schlegel represents the European Space Agency. After a round trip of nearly 5.3 million miles, space shuttle Atlantis and crew returned to Earth with a landing at 9:07 a.m. EST. The shuttle landed on orbit 202 to complete the 13-day STS-122 mission. Main gear touchdown was 9:07:10 a.m. Nose gear touchdown was 9:07:20 a.m. Wheel stop was at 9:08:08 a.m. Mission elapsed time was 12 days, 18 hours, 21 minute

I Enjoy Shoes That Fit
So, Today I was rocking out with my cock out. I sought some shoes that were stylish and made me look wealthy and rad, all for under $25. (Nothing but the best for my twinkle toes.) In one store I located two nifty styles and asked for either in a size 12. The tiny Asian lady behind the counter informed me they had neither in a 12...but they did have both an 11 and 11.5. What the hell? My shoe size isn't up for debate. I can't haggle over what size shoe I'm going to wear today. I wasn't trying to play a joke on her and get a better value for my money by buying bigger shoes than I wore. I looked at her strangely... She offered me a shoe horn... She was a retard. I declined and told her those sizes wouldn't fit unless I cut off all of my toes, and I honestly didn't want to chainsaw off my 5 little piggies from my fancy feet for any shoe, no matter how hip it made me appear. A few minutes later I found another pair of shoes. I approac

A Teaser
Imagine this... It's early morning and you're in the shower... when you see my hand slip in and nudge you towards the back of the tub.. I step in naked and under the hot water. My hands come up and pull back my hair, then slide slowly down my chest and stomach, feeling the water drip over me. Reaching forward... i grab your cock and gently pull you to my body and press into you. My lips begin to kiss your neck as my hands massage your dick. My lips start down your chest, kissing you softly. My hands glide to your hips as i begin to get on my knees... Moving to your hips... i give them each a gently sucking kiss. Then i take my tongue and lick from the base of your balls slowly to the tip of your dick... and slide it all the way into my warm wet mouth... my tongue rolling down every inch of you. I slide up the shaft, the tip of my tongue pressing against your hard throbbing cock.. I suck on the tip, just before releasing it from my mouth... then i tongue the hole a little and slide y

Genesis
i sit and stare into eternity invisible lips brush my neck push back my hair remnants of the touch from lifetimes ago imprinted on my soul and cannot be extracted through death... through birth... living body in inner turmoil mental anguish incomplete

Information For The Guys In The Auction
I will not be home tomorrow until tomorrow night possibly not until some time Friday I have to take my daughter to Minneapolis for an exam under anesthsia and possibly surgery on her right eye. If they have to do surgery I will not be back until Friday keep it clean while I am gone and if anyone choses to close their auction post a comment letting bidders know. We've had two people so far close their auction early. Please make sure you promote the auction/yourself as much as possible esp. since I will not be here to post my bulletins. Thank you for understanding and have fun!

The Insurance Salesman
This guy at my office is really superficial and doensn't think much when he opens his mouth. This is why when I can get in a good crack at him I always jump on the opprotunity. He was telling me how difficult one of his clients was being and continues by saying, "and you thought my job was easy." I responded, "I never said that, I just think you don't do a lot of it." My boss heard me and he cracked up.

Superstition
So I was thinking..since a black cat crossing ur path is bad luck what if you own a black house cat. Eventually you will end up crossing paths with that black cat. So now you have to live with this black cat and all that bad luck right? What is while u was sitting down the black cat walked across your lap? Does that mean you only have half the bad luck? or does it mean only the lower half will have bad luck? Or does the top half have the bad luck? Fucking black cats...selah

Continued...dun Dun Dunnnn
Him: OMG why on earth would you put pics like that online? Wow... I'm offended Me: What pics? Him: I'm just sayin... you don't even live anywhere close to me! But you are sending me requests? Actin like every dude in America that looks like me wants to see some pics of some girl that looks like you? Sweetie... I am not a very heavy man and I would still be embarassed to send some random person an invite too look at me like that, lol. Just tryin to put it in perspective... cuz you're shoutin at me tryin to say you don't know what pics I was sayin were offensive, lol. Me: Um, I ddidn't know what pics you were talking about. And I still don't. lol. Yeah, I sent you a friend request-- but its up to you wether or not you want to accept it... And look at my pics. I'm not saying every man on here wants to look at me-- in fact-- I expect a lot of guys to NOT want to. But that's their thing. Not mine. And a dude that looks like you? What do you mean 'looks like you'? And looks like me?

Support The Fight Men And Women
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair redone. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight. He waits fo

Manic? Maniac. :/
You Are 89% Manic You're not just manic ... you're a complete maniac! You never stop to do anything, including think things through. While your mania is definitely a wild ride, maybe you should consider pacing yourself. Are You Manic?

My Next Males Only Auction
Next Males Only Auction will start around the 18th probably won't start accepting entries until around the 15th so I can take a few days break after the Females Only Auction ends. Leave a comment here if you'd like me to contact you when I start taking entries.

Species 4563
->Jedi Maste...: I accept said offer! ->Jedi Maste...: Jacking....You are offering to expel semen into my mouth. aaaniiiima...: keep jaw jacking aaaniiiima...: want a beat down? aaaniiiima...: and split, i mean your jerry curl fuckin wig ->Jedi Maste...: By find me, you mean ass rape me? Jedi do not get ass raped. Padawans get ass raped. You are a Padawan. aaaniiiima...: rick, i am serious....funny this aint...i'll find you...fuck off ->Jedi Maste...: By split me, are you saying you would commit to copulation with a MALE Jedi? Faggotry must be eliminated.... ->Jedi Maste...: we will acquire. Resistance is futile. Though, we will accept an offer of 6 rimjobs and your anus, to be used at master yodas discretion, as a substitute aaaniiiima...: and get the fuck off my kids or i'll split you ->Jedi Maste...: species 4563 is directly above said photo, again, and it is alluded to that you are the father of said ewok aaaniiiima...: she likes me better...ask her

Big Wyll Sent Me To Fan, Rate And Add You
Big Wyll sent me to fan, rate and add you. Help me win a give away by rating, fanning and adding Stephanie. She's willing to give me a prize for refering my friends. To give me credit just state in your friends request say Big Wyll sent me to fan, rate and add you. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar REMEMBER Big Wyll sent me to fan, rate and add you.

2008 St. Patrick's Day Contest
> HaPpY St. Patricks Day CONTEST Alright EVERYONE... it's that time of the year... WhooooooooooooooT!!! Lets Pimpout all your GREEN!! If you wish to enter just send me a photo or link sporting your GREEN!!! (psssssssst gotta have the green or you might get pinched~~but that's all) **STARTS** March 1st @ Noon {EST} Ends March 17th @ Noon {EST} ~~~~PRIZES~~~~ 1st Place- HAPPY HOUR!! (40k min) 2nd Place- 1 month VIP (30k min) 3rd Place- 7 day BLAST (20k min) 4th Place- 100k FU-BUCKS (10k min) Winners will be based on Comments AND Rates {Rates are worth 3 comments} So The More The BETTER!!! ~~~~RULES~~~~ 1. No Drama ... it starts you're gone! 2. Photos entered must be SFW! 3. No Scripting or Blasting allowed! 4. But Most Of All~~HAVE FUN! ~~~~HOSTESS~~~~ LadyღKATE //Proud Member of the Spanker♥Family//

Blown Away
Sometimes people do things for you that blow you away.... Photo Video Made For Me By Countryboy Superman! Artist: Staind | Song: Epiphany Misbehavin2 StaindAdd to My Profile | More Videos Please show him some fu love by rating/fanning and adding him.... Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The Southern Sex Symbols) & (Pride of the Se7en Sins) @ fubar PS: Check out his other awesome videos that he has made on his profile page & stash!!!

Colors?
Another blog to find out a little something more about my friends. Sometimes a person's favorite color says a lot about them. My favorite color is black. I always associate black with a way of hiding things. And normally, unless it's one of my weak moments, I try to keep my feelings and emotions hid. This is one of the reasons that black is my color of choice. My second favorite color is orange. It's for those times that I am feeling like I am on top of the world and want to express myself in brightness. So what is your favorite color and why?

A New Beginning
The distance of a ocean can never stretch farther then the desire of a loving heart. The expanse of a bright blue sky can never express the size of a caring heart. The brightness of the stars in the heaven can never light the path of love as bright as love itself. Beyond all that we see, beyond all that we know, beyond all that we share, There is one thing beyond all. Love out reaches everything, it encompasses more then imagintaion, and in a single dream of compassion, We can reach past all and feel love with just one New Beginning. copyright 22 feb 08, j.stacy

Back In Hollywood
So, lucky me. My movie blog and my frinds at E! entertainment have brought me back to Hollywood. I am at the coolest OG Hollywood hotel (The Roosevelt) which is also said to be haunted. I hardly ever sleep and tonight should be no differen't. After a trip to their ultra shiek bar (complete with leather couches) I wondered around and snapped like 100+ pics, Digital and film. I managed to catch a huge orb in the main dinning room where all the celebs would eat. I did wander around the grounds at 3am for awhile Directly across the street is Mann's chinese theatre where u can be all over the stars foot and hand prints they left their. I miss what it felt like to be in Hollywood at night. You can really get a sense of the history. I look forward to the Oscar party on sunday. I hope to take more pix (if I can) they really don't like people wandering around taking pix,lol In hollywood? Imagine that. However if you feel the need to add some REAL hollywood art to your home.....t

Physics & My Boner
I often measure the successfulness of a day by the number of steaming hot boners strength testing the crotch of my stone washed Jordache Jeans. Recently I've noticed a disturbing trend regarding my dingie's presence. He is still performing like an all-star, but it seems the bigger the red wood is; the harder it's falling. What happens is I'll have this regular boner of around 2 feet and after 13 seconds of good sex, I'll cream a stream of man jam. The ol boy doesn't deflate back to it's standard flaccid length of 8 inches, instead it seems to over compensate by ducking like a turtle. Suddenly I have a 3 inch mushroom planted on my balls. Since gaining my attention I've observed that a small stiffy will be followed by a normal sized 'post-hard-on' penile unit, while a great big boner will shrink to laughable stature immediately following the skeet session. Basically the greater the dong's intensity, the less substantial it is afterward. I thought maybe it just lo

Not Too Much Longer
Here I am, sitting in the hell of a country called Iraq. Been here since Feb of last year...Had some close calls, but we're all still here and accounted for..We have about 55 some odd days until we get our asses back home! I cant wait that way I can see my two adorable kids, whom I miss the world of! But thats just about it for my first blog....Its been forever since I"ve been on here still trying to get used to everything again...spent about a year or so away from it....I joined when it was CheryTap...yeah, a while ago. So, feel free to send me messeges, all that good stuff, or just say HI...Thank you all.... Jrich

Does Your Drink Make You A Pussy?
I WAS WATCHING THE TOILET BOWL A FEW SUNDAY'S AGO AT A LOCAL BAR ENJOYING THE COMPANY OF ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS, JOHNNY WALKER BLACK, AND....... ZACK. I WILL HAND IT TO THAT GENETIC PONY ELI, HE PULLED OFF A MIRACLE. WHAT HAPPENED TO BRADY? DID HE BREAK A NAIL? AND TYREE, WHEN HE IS COACHING THE WHITE PLAINS NEW YORK DRAGONS IN 20 YEARS HE CAN ALWAYS TELL THE KIDS ABOUT THAT CATCH. WHO IS THIS GUY? I THINK HE WAS THIRD STRING TO THE THIRD STRING. IT WAS A GOOD GAME AND TOM PETTY LOOKED LIKE A FUCKING ZOMBIE. I LOVE HIS MUSIC, BUT I AM SURE HE BROKE THE NECK OF A BY STANDER AND ATE THEIR BRAINS AFTER THE SET. NOW TO THE SUBJECT OF THIS BLOG. DOES YOUR DRINK MAKE YOU A PUSSY? THIS BLOG PRIMARILY APPLIES TO GUYS, I THINK MEN ARE JUDGED BY MANY STRANGE THINGS. WHAT HE DRIVES, HIS FAVORITE COLORS, THE SIZE OF HIS WANG, AND I AM GOING TO SAY HIS DRINK. DRINKS SAY A LOT ABOUT THE MAN. ODDS ARE IT TELLS YOU THE GUYS INDUSTRY, A LITTLE ABOUT HIS DAD AND A LOT ABOUT HIS PERSONAL MA

Dessert
You Are Strawberries with Cream Fresh and uncomplicated, you are always enjoyed but often overlooked. You're confident in who you are. You don't need a facade to feel better about yourself. What Dessert Are You Most Like?

I Hate Guys
It sucks being a guy because it means I'm genetically programmed to be horny and gross. I don't go out of my way to think boobs are hot, or farts are funny, it just happens. What I hate the most about guys is how they hit on girls. All guys think they are pimps. No guy will accept the fact that he's ugly as butt-fuck. Guys think hitting on girls is like the lotto - if you play long enough, you're sure to pick a winner. We look at people like Kevin Federline and think "Well, if jerk off landed Britney - and I'm not a dumbass like he is, surely I can do better than Britney Spears". This is where it all falls down. Everything to guys is a competition, and getting the hottest girl possible is the prize we all want. What most guys fail to realize is Britney Spears is a red-neck and was woo'd by Kev's 1984 Camero. Guys just don't get it. The worst specimens of male-kind will be at the clubs. I've seen a guy hit on 20 girls in a row, and call them all bitches for not g

What I Am And Am Not
I am....... #1 a Lover of Jesus Christ! #2 a Mother #3 a Wife #4 a Daughter #5 a Friend A "BEAUTIFUL" PERSON, In and (some say) Out! That is definitely an opinion. But the things that I am not is........ Gorgeous- so please, please, don't say that to me. Gorgeous in my opinion is someone that thinks that they are so "attractive" to look at that no one can touch them, in most cases,not even themselves (I just take it as a very conceited term) NOT ME AT ALL Hott- Oh pa-leez, save it for someone who really gives ah shit. The last thing I wanna be is Hot. Why don't ya just come in the shout box and say I'm trying to get in your pants and I'd like to eff the shit out of you, so so NOT a turn on, and I fa sho don't ever want to be anyone's definition of a "HOTTIE" ca-peeeesh! lmfao I'll take the compliment beautiful or bitch, BUT you will respect me , I got jokes this mornin, Love all of you, It's "BEAUTIFUL" if ya callin me anything......... Peace outtttttttt xoxoxoxo. Pyrogu

Honest And Sincere
To Whom It May Concern: I really don’t know were to start so let me start by saying that this woman is one of the most amazing women I have ever met in my life. Krystal is a resident in Manitoba Canada. She is a single mother of a wonderful young boy, Jaren. He too is an amazing person in his own. He has Asperger’s Syndrome, High Functioning Autism. I got to know Krystal over the course of several months and was truly inspired by her resolve and determination. Krystal had suffered during her pregnancy and gained an excessive amount of weight. She was abused as a child, mentally, physically, sexually and emotionally. She was seperated around the time of her son’s 3rd birthday and has now been divorced for over a year and one half. Here is where the problem lies. Krystal has lost an amazing amount of weight and is still loosing today. She has set her goals and works with determination and an effort one can only imagine to obtain these goals. With all the excessive weight loss ( 1

Check Out All This Sexi
WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR? GET TO BIDDING...PLZZZZ...LOL > SAMANTHA HAVE A SECRET GIFT FOR HER OWNER... > BEN HAS CRAZY PROGRAMS TO OFFER IF PRICE IS RIGHT... > MILF IS GIVING AN NSFW SALUTE... > PLUS LOTS MORE THINGS SO CHECK US OUT..CLICK OUR PIC AND IT WILL BRING U STRAIGHT TO THE AUCTION TO START BIDIING =) > > DONT FORGET TO TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND WATCH FOR BULLETINS TO REPOST!

Paul Is A Meanie! (edit. Paul Is Not A Meanie)
So yepp. Mr. Paulkins (this fellah below) Pâµ|@ fubar tagged me a while ago ~ and i never got the chance to write out my blog ... lol so here it goes. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I'm a smoker. Have been for 6 years and wont stop til I am ready. Don't like that? Go fuck yourself. LOL. 2: I absolutely HATE feet. Put em anywhere near me and i'll probably puke all over you. LOL. kidding. 3: Tattoos and piercings turn me on. 4: I am a total work-a-holic. 5: I will do anything for others. I'd rather hurt myself and have someone happy than be happy myself. 6: I am ADDICTED to victorias secret, but im not materialistic. 7: I am

What's In Your Wallet?
People can be pack rats. I know. I'm a female and I know what the inside of my purse looks like....kleenex, candy, make up and my wallet. The Wallet. The inside scoop into every person's secret world. The Cell Phone. The world is at your finger tip and it's also a personal file of friends, family and ne'er do wells. Notice I said family. Last week my brother was in a car accident. It occured at 3 in the morning in St Louis. I didn't find out until 12 hours later. Why? He's a member of the species called "Males". Apparently one of the rigid Golden Rules of being a member of that Man Club, is that you don't identify emergency numbers....or who to call. I, myself, at least have my relatives identified in my contact list. Gaby-the sister; Mick-the brother. When I finally made it down to St Louis the following evening, the nurses gave me his wallet, car keys and phone. While sitting around watching the clock tick, I decided to go thru his wallet and phone. I nor

Ontario Snow
HERE I SET WITHIN THESE WALLS LOOKING OUTWARD OF A PICTURE WINDOW.THE FALLING FLAKES ENTICE MY MINDS THOUGHTS.WITH IN THEM I SEE A DREAM OF MANY WISHES,ONLY FOR THEM TO COME TRUE.I HEAR THE WHISPER OF THE CHILL THAT SEEPS THROUGH THE CRACKS,AND I SEE GLISTENING PARTICLES OF THIS UNIGUE PART OF THE ONTARIO SNOW.EACH ITS'OWN LIL SOUL.I STAND HERE LOOKING OUT THIS FROSTY GLASS,AND I SEE VISIONS OF YOU AND ME.YOU MADE ME YOURS AND YOU BECAME MINE.TWAS A OCTOBER MORN.I STAND BEFORE YOU WITH MY HEART OPEN,AND MY SOUL FREE,AND I DID THIS SO UNCONDITIONALLY.AS I LOOK BEYOND THE ONTARIO SNOW I SEE A PLACE,A TIME WHEN OUR LOVE WILL GROW LIKE THE BLOSSOM OF A TREE OR A FLOWER FROM THE SPRING TO THE FALL.ITS' BEAUTY WITHIN.I SEE THE GLISTENING OF THE ONTARIO SNOW,AND I SEE THE SHINE AMIDST YOUR EYES.WITHIN ITS'BLANKET OF WHITE I SEE THE WARM BENEATH IT.THE NEW,AS THE OLD FALLS TO SLEEP.WITHIN EVERY LITTLE SPARKLE I SEE A JOY THAT ONLY ONE CAN HAVE WITHIN ITS CARE.AWWW THIS ONTARIO SNOW SHALL TRAV

How To Win An Argument With A Black Woman
I tell you what. If I had to wear one of those faggy ass uniforms all day. Sticking the taser to a loud mouth bitch would be a job perk. The police were not charged with brutality because the judge said, “It is the duty of police to protect and serve. Any girl with an ass that big wearing a thong is a threat to the local neighborhood.”

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and

Dumb People Piss Me Off!
Ok, Whether this will pisses people off or not, I dont give a flying fuck! When I take the time to offer you dumb fucks a salute, Why do you take up space in my shout box with ignorant questions like this: 1:Ready for ...: could you crush me hun? 2:Fre¥a ...: i want one what will it cost me? 3:Lloth73: and what do you gotta do to get a salute?? And Lastly......♥~D...: k...i want a salute....lol?????????????????????????? WTF is funny or wrong with someone trying to be nice to you ignorant fucks? I dont whore myself here for point and ur bullshit play money! You see boneheads I actually have a little bit of "KINDNESS" in my heart!Write this word down and look it up! Blow Me, I have spoken!

Nothing...
This really happened. The names have NOT been changed cause this bitch ain't innocent. Maldita123: hi ->Maldita123: Hello Maldita123: wanna have fun with me? ->Maldita123: how much does it cost? Maldita123: Its a little less than $5 bux for 24 hour access to the site and to my webcam (and lots of other girls too). It's fun! come play. Maldita123: I do anything ya want, you're the director. lol except animals. ->Maldita123: So if I told you to fuck yourself with a soda bottle, you'd have to do it? Maldita123: if (you) can afford to pay ->Maldita123: ah. so it costs per demand then. ->Maldita123: I cant afford what it would take for you to turn me on

Fubar Friends
i have an "FUBAR FRIEND'S" album with my friends in it i am just wondering for those who are not in it yet, if you would like to be in it? please let me know either by comment, email, or shoutbox that you want to be in it or not? also new friends can be in it as well no matter when you became my friend!!!! anyways have a good day and hope to hear from you soon.

Stalkers
Ok now enough is enough.. I will keep quiet until I get pissed and now I am.... If you are a stalker then leave Queen Robin and I alone. I will answer all the Questions right now...... Yes we are together if it wasn't obvious and YES we love each oter AGAIN if it wasn't obvious.... We know who you are we see you go to one page then the next we are blocking everyone who shows any disrespect after we warn them......I hope this is the last I need to say about it allllllll......... Twisted P.S who ever reported this can go to hell

My Account
Hello everybody, I am writing this to let everyone know that I am deleting my account here on FUBAR. This place has become too much drama and too much bullshit for my liking. My business is kicking pretty good and this place was to be a place where I could stop and chill. PFFT! That wasn't happening now was it? LMAO, Anywho.......those that I have met I appreciate all you have done for me and the friendships I have made. For those of you that I haven't had the chance to talk to or get to know......GOOD LUCK! Alot of drama in that computer screen when you type in www.fubar.com..BEWARE! I tried to stay away from the drama and bullshit and I am proud that I have done a very good job at it. I have my business to run and my children to finish raising. As well as the sunlight of spring nearing us! I will be out in it! I love the outdoors, so when I am not working thats where I will be. Having fun and living my life and not for those in the drama of "As the FU Turns" So on that note

Fly Away
In this time, I have grief to spare, For it is a time where I mourn That you will no longer be here To talk, to laugh or to wipe away my tears. But still I feel you standing, Watching my every move, Only you don't speak to me so I can hear, You speak so that I feel. In my heart, and in my memories, You will always come to me. When I hear your favorite song, Or smell your perfume, you are there, But I cannot see you. I feel the pain of you being gone, Even though you have been released From your own suffering. I am saddened that you had to go, But in my heart and soul, I know that time will heal, That time will lessen the pain I feel. Now, today, I cry tears, and know that I will always miss you, But today, you had to fly away. You flew to were angels go To watch over us- To watch over me, And without telling me what to do, You still guide me- I still hear you voice, And it causes the tears to flow, But today you had to fly away. I cannot tell you when i

Blinded
I lead you into the room where i force you to turn around. Your body moves so fluidly when i watch you pivot upon your feet to turn your back on me. As i stand there i lift a long strand of fabric to bind your arms behind your back and then just afterwards i force you to drop down to your knees. Taking whats left of the long fabric i tight your bound arms to your ankles as you kneel there with loose slack. I come around to the front of you. Kneeling ever slow slowly in front of you. Brown orbs peer at you as i lean forward and let my tongue slide along your lips just until you attempt to open your mouth to attack my tongue with yours. Pulling away you narrowly miss it. Black takes over your vision as i raise a black silk cloth to tie around your head. "You will not be allowed to touch or see." You whimper and tell me how much of a tease that will be to you. "I dont care" Is all you get from me as a reply. From that moment you hear what sounds to be the unbuckling of a belt. Leather

Grr. Stacie.. Matt.. Screw You Guys, I'm Goin Home. :p
1. Where is the person who has your heart now? - filling out this damned survey... not givin my heart out anymore... gotta take it if ya want it... :/ 2. What are you doing tonight? - *blinks* 3. What does your fubar name mean? - *blinks* It's a Metallica song/album about being addicted to cocaine. 4. Last person you text messaged? - Danielle ♥ 5. Who was the last person to call you? - My son 6. What are you doing right now? - This and shouting to Danielle 7. What is your current problem? - Not enough space to put them all here 8. What color are your eyes? - They change. Blue-Happy, Grey-Sad Green-Duh. 9. What is your favorite song? - Does my username say anything? 10. Are you dating the last person you kissed? - *sighs* 11. Last place you ordered food from? - Chinese food place near my daughter's house 12. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? - Depends on how ya mean it... 13. What color is your hair? - Depends on how

A Big Fat Nothing
well, bj just called to rub it in some more... i've always dreamt of haveing a small farm. maybe 20-30 acres, enough to have a sizeable garden, some horses, cows, chickens, etc... and a tractor, lol... silly i know, but it is something that i have wanted. so, bj told me if i still wanted the house in elkins (turn of the century home i was gonna turn into a bed and breakfast 30 mins away from snowshoe ski resort) that i had to hurry up and get it done cause he was gonna let it go into foreclosure... and that he was getting a 20 acre farm through a land contract deal.... that mf thinks he is gonna get away with this? him, his little hooker bitch and their bastard child which was born in my fucking marriage are gonna have nothing, not even a shirt to put on their fucking backs when i get through with them. ha, don't fuck me over... EVER!!!!

To The Ex.
I loved the time we spent together, Those times when we smoked pot, Until the day you said, "Get Lost!" and ditched me on the spot, you treated me like so much dirt I really was disgusted, so this is my way of telling you, Who went and got you Busted.

My Friends Are The Best!!!
Well I just want to start out by saying that I feel like a very lucky person for having the wonderful friends that I do have. Ive been gone for a couple months and I missed everyone ALOT. There are 3 very special people who made my welcome back so very special. Thank you shell, lilbamagirl, and hot momma! They had me crying (happy tears of course) So again thank you for such a warm welcome back!!! You all have no idea what it means to me to know that I have each and every one of you in my life!!! I love you all!

Pneumonia
I currently have pneumonia, it started with a cold a week ago when I got back from London. I was admitted to hospital on Wednesday night straight after seeing my doctor. Luckily for me the antibiotics that they administered to me via a drip worked quickly. Within hours I was moved to a different bed and by Friday I was staying on my third different ward. I could hardly say that I enjoyed my time but at least I only had to stay three nights in hospital. I had been told that I would probably have to wait until Monday to be allowed to go home. Our hospitals only seem to work five days a week! My consultant on Friday morning had stated that I could probably be able to go home on Saturday if I was able to improve using oral antibiotics. On Saturday morning I was feeling much better and I managed to get permission to go home. I will see my local doctor in the next couple of days. I have antibiotics to take for another four days. I have been told to expect to take a couple of

Rest In Peace My Sweet Prince ...
You Meant So Much by Cassie Mitchell You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They have all poured out like rain I know that you are happy now And no longer in any pain. ♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU JOHNNY!!! Bows head in great respect ...

Assyrians Religion
Religion .. Assyrians became Christians during the first century AD,[53] though not until during the third century had they all become Christians.[29] Some Assyrians also claim that their ancestors became Christians during the lifetime of Jesus.[66] Jesus spoke of "Men of Nineveh", repenting from their old sins; this refers to when the prophet Jonah visited the Assyrian capital Nineveh: The men of Nineveh shall rise up in the judgment with this generation, and shall condemn it: for they repented at the preaching of Jonas; and, behold, a greater than Jonas is here. – Luke 11:32, King James Version

My Birthday 2008
ok, i finally figured it out!!!!!!!! What i want for my birthday this year is a happy hour!!! that would be so cool, don't you think? and if anyone buys me a happy hour, i will have to come up with something EXTRA special for them... winx love to all my peeps, suzy

Omg I Can't Believe It
omg i cant believe this but i was trying to program the remote i have for the tv right well the x box was on and yes i have a remote sensor for it well now go figure i cant control the tv but i can make the x box do the dvd controls that also work with the music saves u can put on it now i cant get it to control the tv any one have any ideas? lol i know you are laughing your ass off right now but i can't help it lol SOME ONE HELP ME PLEASE!!

With Sex.....numbers Are Always Important
Average time of intercourse is 4 minutes Average strokes per minute is 36 Average length of a man's dick is 6 inches Average woman gets 216 inches pf dick per intercourse Average woman has intercourse 3 times a week 3x216 = 647 inches or 54 feet of dick per week Average woman has intersourse 50 weeks a year 54 ft of dick x 50 weeks per year equals 2,700 feet of dick or just a trifle over 1/2 mile IF you are NOT getting your 1/2 mile of dick per year: Call: someone who gives a FUCK Phone: 1 800 fuck you

Things That Irritate Me
Things that piss me off! 1. Ignorance…in all shapes and forms. Too bad for me the world is full of it… 2. Closed-Minded people who don’t know when to shut the fuck up…case in point, #4 3. Jealous Catty Bitches…yep, again, too many of them running around in the world, male & female. 4. Politics – really, just go fuck yourselves already and leave me the hell alone. 5. Overly happy people…rub it in already you selfish pricks. 6. Hypocrisy 7. Religion in general…refer to #s 6 and 4 8. Religious zealots…of EVERY kind…see #2…however, I have found that if you answer the door naked wearing a pentagram, the Jehovah’s Witnesses will NEVER bother you again. 9. Reality TV… such an oxymoron 10. Arrogance & Conceit…just because you think that you are better doesn’t mean that you are… Things that really annoy me: 1. Pouring a huge bowl of cereal to find that there isn’t any milk in the fridge. 2. CDs that skip 3. Redundancy 4. Waiting in lines & waiting rooms 5. Shopping – s

My Friend
I’m crying, The tears are slowly going, I’ve got a problem, I can find a way out, I’ve got a friend. My friend has got a friend. I’m a friend with my friend. A friend is not a friend, Without a friend, That’s my friend, My friend, Who’s got a friend. But when I get ready to die, will my friend let me go or hold me close. Wish I knew the true answer to this longed question By: YOUR BELOVED TWEETY

I Need Romance
I cannot explain the way I feel about you Girl, you're always on my mind Everytime I often think of you I get a funny feeling that I'm so in love with you I want to give you all my love Let me show you that I'm real The love that I have shall never fade away I'm tired of being broken hearted I need a little romance in my life Can't you see I need little romance? Take my hand May I have this dance No one can love the way that I can love I'm telling you I need a chance I need a little romance in my life BY: TWEETYBIRD aka YOUR LOVE AND LIFE

"feelings"
My eyes have witnessed so much pain in this world I tread upon Will your anger continue to infect those around you Can a heart ache ever be mended or will blackness forever fill your veins Do we entail the ensample to leave on for those to laugh & scorn at Can love be forever at my finger tips and dicarded ever so frequently As the victims remain in the wake of my past, I can not go back now Its forever burned into enternity and I shall not live in regret or shame I have no one else to blame for this heart ache and pain

Downrater
Ms Cj Timberlak... re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! 1 hr ago · Ms Cj Timberlak... rated you a '10'! 1 hr ago · Ms Cj Timberlak... just checked you out! 1 hr ago FU BRATZ MAKE SURE SHE IS OFF YOUR FRIENDS AND FANS

Ghtbvlhgitöh
I just got my ticket for the Hurricane festival. i´m so fucking stoked to go there. beer, good music and random acts of stupidity. shit will be of the hook. i cant wait to see the beatsteaks, foo fighters,radiohead,flogging molly, deichkind,jan delay,nofx,chemical brothers, etc. now all i have to do is wait for june to come. nhgänähjtärjesgeäö.yepp.thats how i feel.

Gotta Say This Cause I Think You Should Know
I JUST HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY...........I PUT MY HEART IN TO THE DB CREW........IT STARTED WITH ME A LONG TIME AGO AND THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN IN THE CREW THE O.D.B.'S KNOW HOW I AM........I DON'T FUCK ANYONE OVER, IF I HURT ANYONE I AM SORRY FOR THAT CAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS.........BUT LET ME SAY THIS NOW AND I MEAN THIS...........!!!!!!!!!DON'T FUCKING PLAY ME!!!!!!!!!!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!I DON'T HAVE TO SAY WHO CAUSE YOU KNOW.......DON'T MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR STUPIDITY........CAUSE YOU WHAT I WONT FUCKING STAND FOR IT........I WILL SHUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE COMPLETELY...IF YOU CARE ABOUT MY FRIENDSHIP THEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT.......I GET MY GUT FEELINGS ABOUT CERTAIN PEOPLE AND RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING LIKE I AM AT THE BEGINNING OF GETTING FUCKING PLAYED.........DON'T FUCKING BE A WOLF IN SHEEPS CLOTHING CAUSE YOU WILL BE CALLED OUT........I'M NOT A VINDICTIVE PERSON AND I DON'T FUCKING DESERVE BEING PLAYED......BE STRAIGHT WITH ME.......I'M SICK AT MY STOMACHE OVER TH

The Day We Met
The day we met I won’t forget, the moments we shared I will never regret . The times we had when we were young, were full of wonder and full of love. The time did fly like the best always do, even the day we walked down the isle to say I do. The wedding was so very short and sweet, just a gathering of family that for the first time they meet. After the wedding we took time alone, not a romantic get-a-way but to our home. Those were the happiest of days when all we had was love to guide our way As time went by we drifted apart, each to our own with our dreams and thoughts Many years have passed, We haved lived our own lives Some good times , yet others full of strife. But we still remain as we did back then, more than lovers and more than friends. (For someone I still care about and love)

The Shower, Part 1
As the last of my nightclothes hit the bathroom floor, my thoughts are drawn back to you. Your touch upon my skin, your lips pressed against my own, and your aroma that fills my every breath. I look back in the bedroom to see you still sleeping handsome and peaceful. The very sight of you brings excitement to my soul. I can feel my heart race and my pulse ignited to speed up, all of this brings a hard throbbing between my legs as the heat rises and my lips begin to moisten. I step back to bathroom and start up the water. Trying so hard to control my thoughts of you. The water is warm, just below the point of HOT. My first step under the water brings goose bumps to my skin. My nipples harden and add to my excitement, my lust, my desire for your touch. I submerge my face under the stream of water pulsating down from the showerhead. The heat feels good against my skin, much like the heat your touch brings to me. I reach up to smooth the water across my face; run my fingers through

One Event
It's amazing how one very unrelated event, can ruin a perfectly fine day. Here I was thinking that most things were really damned good today, and I come back to my room this afternoon after getting my certificate of Achievement for Equal Opportunity Leader's course, stop by the mailroom, get the USB 2.0 cables and the additional 2 GB of RAM I had ordered from Newegg. I spend about 45 minutes troubleshooting my computer, and realize that one of the two sticks of RAM is bad. Gotta get ahold of Newegg and ship one back. Still not a bad day. I have accomplished something else for the day. I hang out in a lounge a little bit. It's usually a really friendly joint, but dang, was I to be shocked today. I had been going in there for awhile, and had followed the founder over from another lounge. She and I talked back and forth quite a bit. I am not sure, but think that she and I have talked since right after I joined FUBAR. I click on the link, it's a little slow, then it'

Why Is Intellect So Dayum Sexy????
There's something so Dangerous....so Seductive about a man with intelligence. His intellect shows in his eyes....he has wisdom beyond his years. He has the ability to provoke erotic thoughts without ever expressing the words. Intellect is definitely a factor in the attraction equation. A man that is able to stimulate a woman's mind with conversation can easily stimulate the passion of her flesh. When a woman expresses her feelings...she wants to know that she's been heard....all she needs from him is an ear to insorb the steam of her being...a sexy man will see this and oblige. A man equipped with a sense of humor automatically wins points on the sexy scale. With his mighty use of his expression and wits combined, He becomes an addiction that most women cannot get enough of. A man who takes on an aura of confidence, self-assurance, and authority will breeze through life. His ability to take charge of any situation will forever be endeared by women. Is it in his sexy smil

Trivia 6 Of 10 Today.
Read each line aloud without making a mistake. If you make a mistake you MUST start again without going any further. This is this puzzle This is is puzzle This is how puzzle This is to puzzle This is keep puzzle This is an puzzle This is idiot puzzle This is busy puzzle This is for puzzle This is forty puzzle This is seconds! puzzle Enjoy.

Pm's Suck
I had my bi-weekly conference call today and it kind of pissed me off..Since I have been out of the Marine Corps I have had 3 seperate jobs as a contractor. Every job I have had my project manager has been a complete waste of space..The one I have now is no better...I took an exam almost a month ago and did not pass. I missed it by less then 50 points..Now this exam is in the top three for my field on how difficult it is to learn. Plus all the credidations and stuff you have to do...He has known that I failed from the day I found out. Well today during the call he had to ask me how I did...This erked me cause this call has everyone in my project in it...From all over the world. He just wanted to hear me say that I failed. Now to me this was a big kick in the ass cause not only do I not know half the people but it really doesn't concern any of them..It is confidential..This made me very upset and now I am stressed cause I keep tryin gto make up for it...I am going to retake this e

Bored
Well... it's finally happened. I'm bored and feeling unappreciated by most that have me as a friend. Except for a small handful of you all, I get no fu love. I try to rate every photo, blog, stash & mumm you all post but I hardly ever get anything in return. Oh, except the nsfw stuff I post.. most of you are all over it like white on rice. Should I just quit and move on? I just don't know. I get sick and tired of folks going thru my pics and just viewing them. I know you're viewing them because you comment in my shoutbox about them all the time. How hard is it to click the rate button before moving onto the next one? really... come on. ok.. going back to being bored now.

Sad Sad News
ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i am not jokin it is the truth. he had surgery yesterday and had a hard time in recovery but they still let him come home. and today he took his pain meds and layed down and never woke up. i tried to bring him back and so did the paramedics and the dr's at the hospital but it was to late he had been down for to long. i will be leavin his account open till the end of the month then i will delete it but i will still be here. goin to end this now thanks for readin this i guess i just don't know what to do right now. thanks berta lynn 13's wife

Thank You All :d
width="100%"> Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsTHANK YOU ALL MY FRIENDS yes thank you all for the the gifts over 300 i get yesterday...thank you for the love you all showing me....i want too thank you all from the deepest of my heart it was overwhelming ...i cant sent ll thank you back i get lost in the mail he he he but this is how i wane thank you for the love the gifts the comments you all made my day special ..... a special thank you too my best friend Angel and Lady T they know why .... and a thank you to them who game too the lounge and made my lounge full of happy people.. thank you thank you thank you ... Music Video:Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Remembering....
Today is a sad day and im weighed down by many emotions and unanswered questions. Its been just over 3 months now that i come home like any other day and found my brother hanging in the garage...his eyes wide open, tongue hanging out of his mouth, so pale...an image i fight from my mind with every breath i take. He left no note, no reason as to why death was his only answer..just his cold hard body. I still remember the last day i seen him alive, it was the day before Thanksgiving and he was gettin ready to spend the night at his wifes house (they had been seperated )..he was jokin, laughin, the happy go lucky Jason ive always known..he had given my youngest 20 bucks to go to mcdonalds and yelled at me as he was walkin out the door...love ya sis, see ya tommorow. Unfortunately his wife got sick the next day and claimed she was to sick to bring him home so we didnt get to spend thanksgiving with him but he made our mom promise to save him some pumpkin pie..his favorite. Apparently he

All Feel Free To Read And Comment
HELLO ALL, I was just trying to answer everyone's questions about what was wrong last night and today and might be for a little while longer. Well the first thing is my money situation. Well there is none because I have none. Iam looking for a job everyday to pay my bills and support to kids and payback mom and lift all this stress Iam writting about. ok first i dont like barrowing a dime off anyone unless i can pay them back and it kills me that i cant and my mom is the worst. She has helped me out alot if it was not for her i would be out on the streets but the only thing i hate is she wont let me forget how much money she spends on me it makes me feel bad enough iam living off a 67 year old woman who cant retaire because she is working to support her son who cant support himslef I love her to death but i cried for like a week after she told me that. Also running to mailbox and hopping there is no warrent out for my arrest for child support. I know that i have been lookin

Rate Contest
Hey all, I'm a new member of the Freak Show and have a commenting / rating contest going on, so....show this pic some lovin!!! If you would please leave one comment on this picture I would really appreciate it! And feel free to share this with your friends! I will return the love !! Send a friend add to Pebbles http://fubar.com/user/1332328 to see the pics in her FREAK SHOW FOLDER !!! Thanks so much!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1332328&albumid=883582&i=798796239&idx=2

About My Son
I've had a decent amount of people ask me about my son. So I figured blogging it and referring people to it would be one hell of a lot easier than repeating myself twenty times. Yes, I had a baby when I was 19 years old. No, he was in no way an accident. The condom didn't break, I didn't forget my pill. We intentionally got pregnant. Because when I first started seeing a gyno, he told me my uterus was unusually scarred. When I turned 18, I went to a specialist about it. He told me if I waited until 25 like I had wanted before trying to concieve, the odds would not at all be in my favor. It was important to us to be parents. So we started trying to concieve that same week. I had three miscarriages before I finally carried a baby to term and had our son, Liam. I had severe morning sickness, but I was as well nurished as I could get with that diagnosis. I did not smoke (I don't smoke period, actually) or drink or use drugs while pregnant. Liam was born with congenital cataracts. He

Much Ado About Everything?
A book was written a century ago called "The Criminal Prosecution and Capital Punishment of Animals", by E.P. Evans. I kid you not. I am serious as a heart attack. Before you sink into the abyss of animal husbandry, the book laid forth a phenomenon that we would laugh at today. In olden days......older then most of us....the people had unusual responses to injuries. If someone fell over a rock and died or a child was run over by a wild boar. They didn't die in vain. The surviving people took ACTION!! The killer rock was most likely broken down into gravel and the boar would be hung. Leave it to Ye Old Peeps. They certainly knew how to take care of their own. These days we call an attorney and we would sue the rock and the boar and all their relatives for their life sustenance. You may think I am digressing at this point. But not really. Cole Hall, at Northern Illinois University, where the Feb. 14 killing of some NIU students occurred, has been scheduled for demolition

Hey Guess What???
I want to win a VIP so I will have "11;s" to give all my friends during Happy Hours!!! You have done so much for the Family and worked so hard that this is only one way I can help repay your kindness... Thank you!! FU*Bombers are the GREATEST!!!! WE RAWK!!!!!

Ok.....photshop Ideas For Magazine/cancerbenefit
Hey all...I was offered a modeling shoot for a tattoo magazine...here in my hometown, and I want something creative from photoshop. I have a friend that will be making me this. I need help, and I don't normally do this type of thing. I have cancer, and I want to make sure my kids, and my niece and nephews are taken care of if i shall not make it. I am not passing this opportunity up. So please give me suggestions on what to do with Photoshop, because my webpage for this will have the most creatives pic and a shout out. I appreciate all of your love, and support here to MY TRUE FRIENDS....Love Life, Live Life, before you can live......HUGS...here is my link below...if your not family...add me...ok..Much Love, Skeeterville1976/AKA Tabatha...http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=896152

Cant Believe It
can u believe ths old man named friendly don or dom whtevr wrote a comment on my pic that says a lil heavier thn i prefer or sumthn like tht ths so rude but i guess he knows he will never have a chance with this hahaha but im still the topic of his thoughts heavy or not huh well he is alot older thn i likem but i didnt go and call him out to make him feel bad well i jst wntd to vent that really hurt i hve gained alot of weight ths year but iv also been clean a yr in december and im proud of that extra weight or not ill trade it for a life anyday well to all us bouncy blessed babes keep ya head up dont let old men get us down they need to grow up anyway hahaha

Ok I Did Thi This Morning
and Holy crap! it's driving me crazy! hahahaha I can't stop doing this, yes.......I feel stupid ! LMAO Try THis How Smart Is Your Right Foot? This will boggle your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your right foot, but you can't. It's preprogrammed in your brain! 1. WITHOUT anyone watching you (They will think you are nuts!!) and while sitting where you are at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make 'Clockwise Circles.' 2. Now......while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with your Right Hand. (Your foot will change direction.) I told you so ... and there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done, you will try it again. Send it to your friends to frustrate them, too.

Gonna Die A Rockstar
Gonna Die A RockStar I've had blisters on my fingers, Stayed up all night in bars, Seen morning while night lingers And played with girls in fancy cars. You can take your regal robes, And all your splendid finery, Don't wanna be no F-top Ueberlord, I know I'm gonna die a RockStar. I've slept in crazy jellybeans, Had escorts to the social scenes, I've had a piece, know what it means, Pursued by screaming crowds. You can have your peace and tranquil life, I'll play guitar and create strife, Don't wanna be no F-top Ueberlord, I know I gonna die a RockStar.

The South
The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right; your head isn't crooked. And always remove it @ the dinner table no matter where that may be. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of ducks are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You just better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season. It's a religious holiday, held the closest Saturda

Thank You...your A Good Friend
As I stand tap tap tapping @ your hotel room door,I find myself thinking back to the first time I saw you on a silly lil website called FUBAR.A vision of beauty w/long blonde hair,the kinda hair that makes me wanna pull you close just so I can smell its bouquet.Amazing blue eyes that have this exotic appeal to them.the kind of eyes that make me melt when I think of their sparkle,and a mouth that I could kiss forever.After chatting for months online the day has arrived when we finally get to meet.I hear u call out,"Just a second",from the other side of the door and the sound of your voice makes my heart skip a beat.Moments later the door opens and we stand face to face for the first time,both of us smiling like school kids on the last day of class.I enter your suite carrying my massage table and a duffle bag,and let them drop so I can squeeze you hello.as we hug I breathe in your scent,ahhh the scent of a woman,and find myself intoxicated for a moment,by the lovely smell and the feel of

Please Pray For My Mom!
Hello everyone. My names Crystal and I'm 21 years old... I am currently staying with my parents in their home in Florida, preparing to move with them back to NY. When I awoke this morning I found that I was home alone, and the house was left with lights on and a general mess, so just a few moments ago, I called my parents cell phone to find out where they were. My dad has just informed me that my mother was admitted to the hospital this morning. She has been coughing up blood. This happened to her before when I was 13 years old, and my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer. She beat it, and has been getting yearly screenings, though I'm not sure about this past year. All I am asking is that you all keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers. I am having my baby in June, and she needs to be in his/her life. My mom is 68 years old, and my best friend. I cannot lose her. TO MY MOTHER Mom, Everything will work out, because if you can survive raising me for 21 years, you can

Please Do Not Vote
Thank you to all of you who say that you will not vote on election day because you do not like the choices. I know that I should say, well then, you cant complain about the results. I should say that tens of thousands of Americans have died to give you this right. I should say that there are people all over the world that do not have this right. However, Im glad you will be staying home because it allows those of us with brains, education and common sense to make the decisions for you. You are clearly not able to do it so we will plunge you into the electoral charity pool and take care of it. I believe in being kind and taking care of those less fortunate. So, stick with all your favorite things and we will take care of this one for you.

I Like Orchids Even With A Brown Thumb
What These Orchids Say About You You are exotic and intricately beautiful. You possess a unique grace that's both delicate and strong. You are thoughtful and refined. You are the definition of class. What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

Yeah... Soo Not Sure.. ?? Any Ideas?
So I met this realy great guy. we had an amazing first date. (3 days long) talked to him almost ever day for the last 14 days or so. saw him last weekend. My kids love the crap out of him, they bonded realy quickly, kinda freaky but still kinda cool. My demented family and friends have us married off with kids now.. but he seems to take that great. and then there was last night. typical friday is i go and pick him up and we spend the weekend. due to chaos in my life my house was thrashed... my OCD kicked in about 12 noon and when he called at 4 30 EVERYTHING in my house that can be washed was on the floor in the livingroom and my kitchen was not yet clean. by 7 pm he was still on base waiting for me to get my chit together. One of my friends, friends picked him up for me cause she was already at the base. this loud mouth tramp called him everything but white and pissed me off... he showed up with nothing but a toothbrush and his heart burn meds and his deod. he was quiet and

Lol
There's a 20% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens There's virtually no chance you've been abducted by aliens. But there's always hope for the future! What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens?

Orly?
You Are 52% Sociopath You're not a sociopath, but you're very prone to antisocial behavior. Other people's opinions matter little to you. You live your own fringe life - for better or worse. Are You A Sociopath?

Are You A Hippie?
You are a Hippie You are a total hippie. While you may not wear birks or smell of incense, you have the soul of a hippie. You don't trust authority, and you do as you please. You're willing to take a stand, even when what you believe isn't popular. You like to experiment with ideas, lifestyles, and different subcultures. You always gravitate toward what's radical and subversive. Normal, mainstream culture doesn't really resonate with you. Are You a Hippie?

What Type Of Womens Shoes I Am
You are Barefoot! You're a total free spirit, go with the flow girl You can't be restricted by shoes for very long And unsuprisingly, the same goes for men Your match is out there - and he's as carefree as you are What Kind Of Women's Shoe Are You?

What Kind Of First Impression Do You Make?
You Make a Great First Impression You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones. Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly. Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to. Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic. You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you. Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression. What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

The Halo 3 Tournament
Well in case anyone didn't know, I went to a Halo 3 tournament this weekend. Just got back. It was sponsered by the National Guard so everyone had to deal with recruiters all day but thats not what this blogs about. It's about the tourny. The set up they had there was awesome. They had a military tent sent up with 4 360s on projector screens, and a sound system that made everyone even outside of the building deaf. It was a 4v4 tournament and my team was Me, Nick, Doug, and Brandon. Unfortunately we got 3rd out of the 15 teams that were playing and we lost the second place spot by 1 point.

To All Sister4life
hey there I just wanted to thank Sister4life and Brothers 4Life for helping me level up and for all the comments I have received by all of you, I can tell this is going to be a great family... Thank you again :) Ohh and by the way.. You are my first blog, so this must mean you are ALL a special bunch :) Thanks again once again XOXOX

Just Me Ranting
Why and not just why but how? I write alot of dark stuff about my emotions, I like to think I'm actually a good person and someday I'll come across a woman who thinks that. but this isn't what this blog is about. I'm asking why do people think emotions are just things to toy with and be careless with. How can people lie to others or just plain hide the truth when they know that they care? Recently I have had a few friends that have been messed with emotionaly and I dont understand why or how someone can do this. who do these people think they are to lead people on. Do they do it for the fun? Are they that low and self centered they don't care what they do to others? I've had this kind of thing done to me and these people I'm talking about are great people honest caring people that didn't deserve to have their emotions toyed with. not sure if this makes sence to anyone but just thought I'd throw this in -- Smoking guns and smoking mirrors Taken together and lumpe

Mind Monopoly Anyone?
Mind Monopoly Sucks I am going through a divorce, which all of you know (or most of you know), and this is what I am thinking, "I don't get it. Why do I have to play these silly games? It sucks. I just want to be me and who I am is kind and giving (well that's true to a certain extent). Why do I have to pretend to not give a shit?" While I certainly feel for me, and other women in my shoes (Lord knows I'm not alone) and totally know that most of the games are nonsense someone still told me "because you have to." Until you truly meet that guy who allows you to be the true person you are, the game must be played. Otherwise, you'll look back at your life somewhere down the road while you're sitting alone in a rocking chair and have tons of regret. Does this game ever end? Do you ever really find that one person who rocks your world? The one who makes it impossible for you to not let your guard down. Or does that person just exist in our mind? Do we even want this game to end?

Strippersher
Your Stripper Song Is I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears "I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! What Song Should You Strip To?

Violence, O'rly!?
You Could Easily Become Violent You generally deal with problems and conflicts peacefully. However, your emotions are intense - and your temper is a bit out of control. You may want to work on some anger management... before your anger gets you in trouble. Could You Be Violent?

Letter To My Friends
Hello Family, Friends, and Anyone Wishing to Know Me, Allow me to begin by thanking you for taking the time out of your day to spend some time with me and get to know me better. A person’s time is their most valuable asset and yours is appreciated. I want to talk to you about Fibromyalgia (FM) and Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome (MPS). Many have never heard of these conditions and for those who have, many are misinformed. And because of this judgments are made that may not be correct… So I ask you to keep an open mind as I try to explain who I am and how FM/MPS has assaulted not only my life but those whom I love as well. You see, I suffer from a disease that you cannot see; a disease that there is no cure for and that keeps the medical community baffled at how to treat and battle this demon, who’s attacks are relentless. My pain works silently, stealing my joy and replacing it with tears. On the outside we look alike you and I; you wont see my scars as you would a person who

Memories
I am often telling stories to friends about growing up and my family. This almost always ends up with us laughing very hard and someone telling me I should write this all down and some even telling me it would make a great book...LOL I am not so sure about that but having a record of some of my fav's would be really cool. So I decided to blog it that way I can get a reaction from you all while I try to remember and keep track of all the crazy happenings in my family....reality TV has nothing on us!!! one of my favorite stories is about my Mom and Dad ...long before they had any of us girls. Dad used to say that was when you where just a twitch in my loins ( he was a strange man lol) They had married and immigrated to Canada. Were living in a renovated chicken coop of all places and had one of their first fights. I don't know about what I doubt that even Mom remembers that. Dad lost his cool however and grabbed the coffee pot and threw it out the kitchen window. Mom info

Round 3... Any Takers?!
NEW MONTH.. THEREFORE I NEED A NEW OWNER! I'LL MAKE IT WORTH IT, TRUST ME! IF YOU WIN YOU WILL RECIEVE: *2 SFW SALUTES! *FU-OWNED BY _______ FOR 1 MONTH! *WEEKLEY BULLETIN PIMPOUT FOR 1 MONTH! *YOUR LINK ON MY PAGE FOR 1 MONTH! *ALL PICS, ALL STASH, ALL BLOGS RATED! *ADDED TO FAMILY FOR 1 MONTH, AND IF I END UP LIKING YA, MAYBE LONGER!* *ADDED TO YAHOO MESSENGER* *ONE SFW PHONE CALL* *IF YOU ARE A LOUNGE TYPE OF PERSON, I'LL BRING AT LEAST 20 NEW MEMBERS INTO YOUR LOUNGE IN THE FIRST WEEK!!! DRINK DRANK DRUNK! RULES: * SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE! * NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. * THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. * MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS. * BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. * YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. * REAL CASH OF COURSE BEATS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS

My Obituary...
A bit morbid, but I've been feelin a bit morbid lately... World-renowned Banker David died today in a hospital in Pittsburgh. Doctors are still unsure of what exactly caused the death, but believe it was due to complications after David drove too fast and suffered pains in his chest. He was 33 years old. David was a witty person, who enjoyed everything about life. He was known for his passion for pie, which he often ate 2 times a day. He loved to share pie with everyone, and would even offer pie to strangers. David also enjoyed traveling, especially to historical landmarks, and loved meeting people around the world. On his trip to Austin he even met the president (and yes, he offered him pie). After meeting him, David said the President was bald. David is survived by his partner Eliza, their 4 children, and their pet raccoon named creepy.

St. Pattys Day
I cant wait for this month to be over!!! first i need to let my friends know that if luTin and myself seem distant this will explain it to you. We lost our son due to a freak accident 15 years ago. He was 2 months from his 5th birthday. The reason that this month is so hard on us is the fact that he died on St Pattys day in 1993. WOW he would of been turning 20 may 18th. this is the reason we just aren't ourselves. Thank you all!

Today
Good morning to you! Well.....I woke up this morning and I started to have a s shitty day :(. Then I get on teh computer. I see a message from my friend JIM... we said hi and blah blah, then I told him I was eating cereal, he asked what kind I was eating, my rersponse was; honey bunches of oats lol. His was something about me eating old womans cereal, that made me laugh out loud it honestly did, well now thanks to my friend JIM...I'm no longer feeling shitty, he made me smile and that's all it takes for me to make my day better. Thank you JIM! *yes i'm a dork!

Thoughts Questions Feelings
you know i so dont get people anymore how can you jump all over someone for asking you if your f*cking fog lights are really needed when it isnt foggy. i mean come on and where do they get off telling you that you better be nicer and treat them with more respect or else they are going to your boss because they are tired of coming to work and you cussing them out when truely you havent even talked to them anymore you always talk to the person in the truck with them i dont get it the messed up part is i get along with everyone i work with but this person wants to be a jerk wtf?

Would You????
This is because I'm bored, sad, and tired!!!! Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..

My Thoughts
When you least expect it Is when you definately get it Stop searching and then you will find it Pretend to be blind And it will pop up in your face Be unaware and you will get to that place Open the door but Go through the window Don't pace yourself Just let go and ride with the flow Expand your mind And watch your soul grow Say nothing and everyone will hear Open your mouth and your voice Will fall upon deaf ears Don't hesitate or be consumed by fears Learn to cry without shedding any tears Come inside but don't lock yourself in When you are angry be sure to grin Don't think about losing Just assume that you will win Deceive noone but yourself You will be in Heaven Even though you can see the flames of Hell Act crazy they will say you are normal Be normal and you will go insane Because you are one in a zillion Never meant to be plain Learn to derive pleasure from pain And you will see beauty in the ugliest of stains Don't distinguish between what is real

All Over Cept The Cryin!
hey you guys!! im so gonna win!!! if you want to add to the winners pot, and make my winnings even more...contact philemon!! he is holding the winners pot! Philemon [I own Per! Yay!]@ fubar fupal him your donation to the pot with a message that says "for j-roxxx" or sumfin :D as little or as much as youd like!! 100 fu or 100k fu :D the pot is going to me (y) you can bet on that :) i even put 50k fu on myself at the beginning cause i had confidence i would win :) thats just how i roll. and i owe it to my wonderful friends for making me feel like i could win. thanks. im so late for work, and this catfight really turned into a catfight!! it was awesome :D lol...all in good fun of course, but yeah. i have the best group of friends on fubar. thats for real (y) godfather level means nothing to me. my friends, and my freedom to express myself here does. not trying to be famous, just trying to show people who i am :) check out this mumm. total drama i kno

"fear Of Commitmen!"
Im thinking today is a good day to write about the"Fear of Commitment!" In this day and age, wouldnt you agree that it is far to easy to give up on the word commitment! The definition of the word "Commitment," is the state of being bounded emotionally or intellectually to another person or persons or an obligation to a job or friendships. I think there are many people on FuBaR and in real life who are committed to different values in their lives, whether it is a romantic love interests or perhaps even a good friendship or job. So why is it then that it is so easy to break that commitment or commitments? Or maybe even still there is just a feeling or emotion to "Fear a Commitment?" Is it because so many of us have had a bad relationship, or did things not go right at a job or in a friendship? There are so many excuses that could be used here that I could write a fifteen paragraph explanation on excuses of why not commit! I think that most of us just dont have the fortitude to commit cau

Guys Speak Out
Guys, you have listened to me tell you that I LOVE PAIN. I love guys drugging me so they can control me for sex. Blackmail, force, or violence are just a few other ways to get deep in my pussy, or ass. Add what ever other ways you can trap me under your control, and this little 18 year old body is all yours. Now it is your chance to speak out. Guys, do you like hurting girls? Do you like being in control, her being worth nothing more then satisfying your animalistic sexually desire? Does my little body, cuffed out naked, with a big fat ball gagging in my mouth turn you on? Does the thought of my little pussy working your cock, like my life depends on it make your dick hard? Does seeing the tears flowing down my cheeks as your ram my ass violent make you want to rip into me now Ok guys you've heard my stories about the stalker I've been dreaming about, Mark and Blake blackmailing drugging beating raping and pimping me, also the guys in my past who have made sure they got t

Coming Undone
Coming Undone Keep holding on when my brain's ticking like a bomb Guess the black bots have come again to get me Sweet bitter words unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird, you don't affect me That's right Deliver into my heart Be straight Be deliverant Wait I'm coming undone Unleashed I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Choke, choke again I thought my demons were my friends Pitty me in the end they're out to get me Since I was young I tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet chugga gun does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now Wait I'm coming undone Unleashed I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so s

Nice Way To Say "hello"
Isn't this guy all kinds of full of himself? Check This Out: misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive. misterak25 "Owner of 3 Fubar Slavegirls"@ fubar

3/19/72 - 3/14/97
TORREY , IF GOD WAS SITTING ACROSS FROM ME AT THE TABLE TODAY , I WOULD TELL HIM THANK YOU GOD FOR LEANING TORREY TO ME , AND THE SONG BY KENNY CHESNEY WHO YOU BE TODAY , I CRY BECAUSE I THINK OF YOU . YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE NO SUFFERING , NO PAIN , NO BULLSHIT , NO MISERIES , NO WANTS . AND SOME DAY MOMMIE WILL SEE YOU . WE MISS YOU BABY . I LOVE YOU . I WILL ALWAYS SMILE UP AT YOU , I PROMISED KAGE I WOULD ALWAYS SMILE . imikimi - Customize Your World

Crushes
well i get to actually looking at my home page and notice that i have 9, yes 9, crushes... i'm callin' ya'll out, who are you and why do you have a crush on me.... xoxoxo suzy PSPSPS........ come on you chicken shits!!!

Please Read To My Firiends
Everyone is reaching out to me cause of my grandma she is critically ill and in intensive care unit her name is angela serrano, for those that believe in god please pray for our family and her in this time of crisis. And those who dont just ask for peace in our hearts to accept watever life has in stored. love, prbabygirl yari

Pacey Memoirs:the Mcdonald's Years
When I was but a wee lad I worked at the McD's. Hilarity ensued in the form of grill karaoke, killing flies with slices of cheese, and drinking packets of honey. I have many fond memories, a few of which I'd like to share. McCancer There was a girl named Beth that worked with me. She was 27 and earned 5 bucks an hour. We'll just say she wasn't the smartest peanut in the turd. One day she came to work and wasn't her normal bubbly self. I asked what was wrong and she seemed very concerned but answered "Well, my family is going through a tough time right now" "Why, what's happening?" I questioned. She continued "My uncle is dying" I was shocked but said "Oh shit, I'm sorry to hear that" "Yeah" she continued "he only has 6 months to live" I asked "What does he have?" "Cancer" she answered I shook my head and said "Oh man...what kind?" "Well, he was a smoker, and now has cancer of the asparagus" she replied

With A Woman In Mind
With A Woman in Mind With a woman in mind a man can feel like he can do anything anything can be achieved And nothing is to great to overcome with just one thought of holding her by his side with love in both of their hands and a open heart to guide them toward there dreams nothing is ever to big and the world belongs to just them but when he is alone he tries to look so tough an yet when she walks bye he can be so gentle as the wind across your cheek with his arms wide open to hold her close to his heart and he will now shed a tear for the happiness he now holds deep inside feeling whole now for the first time with a woman in mind and gently standing bye your side anything can be possible so dont be affraid to try.

Encounter 1 A Kiss
A Kiss Eyes convey interests spark I touch your hand brush your cheek With lips caress, gentle prelude Your eyes project intensities fire We dance around intimacies boundaries. I whisper in your ear inhaling your perfume. You turn and face me locking my gaze. Your pupils dilate cornflower blue irises Your blush lips part slightly full of promise I move closer you press against me Your warmth transfers expectant energy You tilt your face up to mine eye brow raised I look into your eyes searching depths unknown My lips brush yours, light explorations quest My heart beats to the rhythm of your heart I savor the moment of kisses first touch You responds gently eyes closed lips linger Pressed together I feel there texture silk and cherries I pull back eyes closed your lips quest forward. A smile curls those silken lips your eyes open Desire reflects in those clear blue orbs. I touch your neck pulling you forward and tease your lips Nibbling and brushing lowe

Ugh! Connectivity Issues!
I apologize ya'll! My internet went down a few hours ago and I am in and out everytime I can catch a wireless signal from a neighbor strong enough to support the fu. UGH! As soon as I am back up and running strong I will get the auction updated. If you see me on and shout me and don't get a response it may be my hunny just making sure no ones offers are buried and such. I will be pimpin' ya hardcore as soon as I am back up and runnin'! I got tons of people thanked this morning but wasn't near done sending out Thank Yous by any means so if you haven't heard from me I apologize. It's taking like 2 minutes to load a page right now and I want to throw my lappy through the window! lol. I'll be back as soon as I can. xoxo PebblesinAZ

And You Just Thought These Were Gone
IN THE PAST WEEK IVE HAD TO DO ALOT OF SOUL SEARCHING IVE HAD TO DIG DEEP DOWN AND THINK ABOUT ALOT FROM HERE AT HOME TO HERE IN FU-LAND. I HAVE A ISSUE WITH ALOT OF THINGS BUT WHATS REALLY IN MY CRAWL IS ALL THE NAME CALLING ALL THE CRAP THATS GOING ON HERE! IT NEEDS TO STOP! THE DRAMA NEEDS TO STOP! I WONDER AT TIMES THAT SINCE MY ACCOUNT WAS DELETED MAYBE I SHOULD OR SHOULD HAVE NOT COME BACK! BUT I DID AND I BROUGHT SOME VERY GOOD FRIENDS WITH ME IVE LOST ALOT AND MORE THEN ANY OF YOU WILL EVER KNOW BUT I FOUND ALOT. THERE IS GOOD ON BOTH SIDES BELIVE ME I LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS AND MY NEW FAMILY AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED YOU ALL ARE MY FAMILY IF I COULD PUT ALL OF YOU IN MY LIST I WOULD BLAME FU ON THAT:p ALL I AM SAYING IS GIVE PEACE A CHANCE NOT THE DRAMA. I FOR ONE WILL HAVE ANYONE IN MY LISTS AND WILL HELP ANYONE I WANT AND IF ITS A PROBLEM THEN OH WELL ITS YOURS NOT MINE OK? OK IM DONE IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR I THANK YOU! ROCK ON FUBAR! THE WATCHER

Epiphany
i just spent the morning job shadowing on a cancer floor at the hospital. one of the patients was dying...very close to death. she is 57 . her husband of 37 years has been by her side for days on end....holding vigil. two things i realized........ one....this is where i belong. this is were i feel fulfilled and validated, caring for the dying. two....this is what i want..a man to stand by me when i am at my worst no matter how painful it may be for him, selflessness... this is not what i ever had....and so, it has made this day a good one, as i go thru the grieving process of another failed relationship.

Schizophrenia
If this god is so wonderful, why does He speak through narrow-minded, cynical fools? WHY HAVEN’T THOSE PEOPLE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH SCHIZOPHRENIA YET? I would like to point out that usually when someone claims god has been talking to them we classify them as insane and send them to therapy. And yet a regular recipient of god's personal messages is currently running this country and now others are making even more headline news by telling the masses that Jesus Christ is coming. It really saddens me that people who say things like "God spoke to me and told me to help the poor" are thought of as insane and the ones who say "God spoke to me of terrible things to come!" or "God told me to kill the unbelievers!" are allowed to have positions of power. When you talk to God, that's Religion; When He talks to you, that's schizophrenia. I predict that no later than the end of 2008 the religious BULLIES will make other stupid predictions! God spoke to me and said he does not exist.

Surgery Canceled For Now
o.k... went to the doctor today and he said that my condition has changed/ got worse and that he wants more test before he does any surgery. when i first went in it was for pain down the left leg and hip....now both legs are numb up to the knees....woohoo...so no surgery for the time being. I want to thank all my friends for being there for me I apperciate u!!! I think i will have to have surgery at sometime down the road though.

All Fu*bombers Read...
This is short notice... but we are THE BEST... we can do this... BOMBFEST TONIGHT ST PADDY'S DAY 8pm CENTRAL........... 9pm EASTERN Here's the link blog... http://fubar.com/blog/197812/734896#

Baby Bugz ~ Update!
Today (March 17th, 2008) (St. Patrick's Day)... I went today for Genetic Counseling. Since I'm 40 years old, they do this to make sure the baby doesn't have any genetic defects. I talked to the counselor for quite a while, giving family history, etc. He gave me some choices on what I could do: Do nothing Schedule an Amniocentesis Schedule CVS testing Get Ultrasound Get Integrated Screening So, I chose to get the ultrasound and the Integrated Screening. They can measure the fluid behind the baby's neck to determine if it's at risk for Down's Syndrome. This measurement was good, so that's a good sign. They also took the first tube of blood for the Integrated Screening to check my blood for abnormalities. The can check for Down's Syndrome, Trisomy 18, and Open Neural Tube defects. They will take my blood and do another ultrasound on May 1st. The heartbeat was 160 beats per minute. The baby was moving around and even standing on his/her head at one point,

No Words Can Ease The Pain!
As I talked with my friend Holley tonight she learned that a good friend had just died. My heart go out to her, her family and the her friends wife who I can only imagine is just devistated. Love and Prayers to all of you. To me death is one of life's greatest mysteries. It is creates the most important questions, because the answers affects how we live our lives. One question is simple; what comes after this? When we are faced with the death of a friend or relative, we are stunned with grief. We don't understand, he was here and now he's not, where did he go? Where does the spirit go and how is my spirit supposed to go on without you? This is the greatest and most diffucult spiritual quest that anyone must endure. To lose a dear friend a child or a spouce never seams fair, and that raises the question of why? Why this good man, good husband? Why not the rapist I saw on TV last night? Why him? Why do this to me? Why??? All these are questions I cannot answer. Nor d

My Soulmate
Moon, We met be chance..6+months ago. From the moment we started talking a connection was formed. As we shared with each other our lives, and hopes and dreams, a funny thing happened. I fell in love. Through all the drama that has swirled around us (caused by me, you have stuck by my side like glue. You have become my best friend. As we progressed, we started to feel each others touch and emotions. This is a new experience for me, and confirmed in my heart that you are my soulmate. When we finally met, we fit together like pieces of a puzzle. I have fallen hard for you, and all I want is your happiness. I know this is a rambling thought, but I am not much of a writer. I am not sure what hand life is going to deal us, but I do know that you will always be my best and closest friend, and I will ALWAYS be here for you. I love you unconditionally, and am grateful for the love you give in return. Thank you for answering me on that 1st day, and letting me into your circle of friends. You

Latest On Jeff Hardy
The Jeff Hardy Saga continues… Filed under: Personal — on March 15, 2008 JR"S BLOG FROM WWE The fall out of the 60 day suspension of Jeff Hardy for a second violation of the WWE Wellness Policy is still making news. Sadly, Friday night, Jeff’s home in North Carolina burned to the ground and he lost essentially every thing he had and most sadly his dog. Losing an animal one is close to is just like losing a family member to many people and we just experienced that with the death of our 18 year old cat Molly who had to be put down after suffering a serious of strokes. Apparently Matt Hardy saw smoke coming from Jeff’s home on Friday night, discovered that no one was home, but arrived at the house too late to do any thing but watch it burn to the ground. These are challenging times for Jeff to say the least. Not only has he incurred his second strike with only one remaining before he would be terminated from the WWE, his situation has been underscored by the fact that his sus

Help Me Plz In Giveaway
Hi to all of us I am trying to win my 2nd Happy Hour wiz this giveaway, all help is welcome and most of yu know that i return the love showed to me, so : I give yu the link to my pic to comment I need 50.000 comments TYVM to all helpers I wish yu a great day Miz

How Can I
How can I fall in love with only words? Words and pictures, grainy and compressed? A jaypeg love is truly for the birds. You'd have to wonder whether I'm repressed. But love it is, through all the bits and bytes, For someone who's like no one else I've met: Tender, charming, bright, queen of my nights, All I've ever dreamed of, on the Net. And though she's living in a distant place, I love her as I've loved no one before. Will I ever get to touch her face, Hold her in my arms and, perhaps, more? Ay, me! No matter what, I'm still in love. Through modems must our e-mailed passions move!

26 Levels To Become Ex-mrs. Pacey
I have given you the 26 Levels of Pacey Love, and now I will let you in on the things that can make it all come crashing down. These are the 26 Levels to Become Ex-Mrs.Pacey... First Level - She has socks with the 5 toes built in. (And they are striped) Second Level - She wants to watch Sex and the City. Third Level - That was a great massage. What do ya mean your turn?? Fourth Level - Yes, I did say one more round of X-box Hockey. Fifth Level - Does she think standing in front of the TV is gonna make me stop. It's called the pause button. Sixth Level - Oh no. Not a scented candle. Seventh Level - She did NOT just take the last Yoohoo. Eighth Level - I don't care where we eat. You pick. No, you. I don't care. I'll eat anything, you're the picky one! Fine, Taco Bell. See, I knew you wouldn't want that. Ninth Level - Why is this in my room? That is clearly PINK. Tenth Level - That better be a new candy bar named Easy Breeze cause I know I'm not seeing

Sabbatical
I is offski. To a new office. The problem is it is open plan and we have proper IT and all those other problems that nsfw was invented for, so I might not be about much. Bummer. Or woo hoo, I don't know. :-( is there one of these for crying? (b) no I lubs you all and hopes to be mumming some time soon nearer to home, ie in my bedroom where I can mumm naked and not worry about sexual harrassment issues. xxx

From Government Archives
Operation Paperclip Casefile http://greyfalcon.us/restored/Operation%20Paperclip%20Casefile.htm Home Page After WWII ended in 1945, victorious Russian and American intelligence teams began a treasure hunt throughout occupied Germany for military and scientific booty. They were looking for things like new rocket and aircraft designs, medicines, and electronics. But they were also hunting down the most precious "spoils" of all: the scientists whose work had nearly won the war for Germany. The engineers and intelligence officers of the Nazi War Machine. The U.S. Military rounded up Nazi scientists and brought them to America. It had originally intended merely to debrief them and send them back to Germany. But when it realized the extent of the scientists knowledge and expertise, the War Department decided it would be a waste to send the scientists home. Following the discovery of flying discs (foo fighters), particle/laser beam weaponry in German military base

My Ex
March 19, 2008 @ 1:52 am Hey watch out for george he is a lier and cheater. He is my husband and has never been able to keep his in his pants. Im his third wife he has pictures up of my son his profile using him to try and find woman he is not his son and george has said he wants nothing to do with him. Watch out for him This is interesting coming from my soon to be ex I am going to court on the 7th of next month to hopefully get the marriage disolved . Now yes this is my 3rd marriage < no I am not using pic's of the little boyu i have helped raise to pick up women. I have several friend she has harrassed and sent out there phone numbers to guys on line I have had to create like 3 name in the last 7 months because she steals the passwords and make me look like a pedophile or major homosexual. I am sick how ppl can just go on and say stuff to make ppl look that bad when i am no doing what is going on GEORGE

Check Out Digsby
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Da Frog (has 2 Accounts With Same Pic)
this ass had a problem bc i wouldn't give a person with no pic my yahoo or msn. im sorry guys like this fuckhead make it harder for the nice guys out there. i'll get back to ya'll with a link to him cuz he blocked me after his last remark. no loss to me lol

Freakshow Biz!
ATTENTION FREAKS!!! There are some new FREAKS seated in the THIRD ROW OF THE FREAK SHOW! Please be sure you are keeping up and have Rated and Fanned all of your fellow FREAKS! Now that some of my fu business is winding down we are going to get the FREAK SHOW FREAK'N AGAN! So, watch your bulletins and remember to repost anything FREAKY! xoxo PebblesinAZ co founder of THE FREAK SHOW with the ORIGINAL....FREAK! THE FREAK SHOW Are you a part of the FREAK SHOW? If so, make sure you have showed lots of Freak'n love to your fellow FREAKS! If you don't have your ticket yet... IT'S NOT TOO LATE! STEP INSIDE! We will start the 3rd Row Seating TODAY! The first 5 will get a Bling from PebblesinAZ! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride!

I'm Better Than Superman
One thing that has always confused me more than Confucius' sayings was the fact that nobody in Superman's world was smart enough to figure out that Superman and Clark Kent were in fact the same freak of nature. Not one citizen ever seemed to notice that Clark and Superman are the same height, same build, same well formed buttocks, same voice, etc. Apparently everyone in Metropolis is deaf, blind, and dumb. Equally ridiculous are the tools who will defend the man of steel against my brutal, kryptonite-like attacks. Hey nerds – go read a comic....err, I mean graphic novel. I'd love to know what Superman's inventor was thinking when he was designing the character. "Yeah, what we'll do is give Superman glasses when he's not in Superman mode, and a jerry curl when he IS Superman – BRILLIANT!" ...wow...glasses....nice disguise there buddy...very creative. If glasses hide superheros then I'd imagine it means grandparents, Star Trek fans, and all Japanese men who had ever appeared in

Men And Their Ego's
most men want some one to be with that will take care of them all the time. well guess what that dose not mean that we set at home 24/7 rasieing ur child cooking and cleaning and be at ur every bek-in-call. U can also get up off ur asses and help out. It is hard now a day to find some one that is kind hearted and will be there no matter what happens. And when we want to go out with our girl friends to have a nite out on the town, dont be askin where we're goin what time we'll be back and who's goin to be there. Ur not our daddy's! And no guys most girls r not high maintance! We just want some one to luv us for who we r not what we look like. U dont judge a book by its cover. But maybe im just old fashion. What do u think ?

Its Just The Internet
This Morning I read a blog and this blog has been on my mind all day. Yes I know this the internet and we can meet all kinds of wierdos.We can meet people that really arent who they say they are we can meet people that are total freaks. Hell its hard to tell sometimes who we really are typing to. But sometimes we take it a step further and call some of these people and start to kinda get to know them enough that yes you do get a feel for who they are. Then even after that some decide to take it another step further and actually meet ... and it works for them. My cousin met his wife 7 yrs ago on the net in a chatroom and they have two beautiful little girls and very happy. So sometimes these things work. But as for the blog I read today, was a friend I have on here and I read some really sad things that really made me think .. yes again this is the internet but sometimes I think we do really need to consider the people we see or type to on a daily basis are real whether there pics are a

This Chick Is The Hottest Dj On Fubar!!!
I love this girl!!!She's my R/L family and she rawks!!!Sweetest girl...If you haven't already go RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/SPANK AND SHE REALLY LOVES STALKERS!!! I LOVE HER MORE THAN SHE KNOWS! CpT.SlaP A HoE~ ***DJ For Centerfolds*** +I &hearts Tequila+@ fubar PLEASE SHOW MY BABY GIRL LOTS OF LOVE:)

Finally A Godfather Bulletin
Finally i made GODFATHER Hm i haven't a clue what to say ... the above statement is pretty much all... what will change now that im godfather... lots of me "me time" i will have time to find myself... just me and my lesbian porn lmao Hm i haven't a clue what to do now it will take me months to get the millions of points needed to get to disciple so a friend suggested while trying to get the points to disciple i try and go for a spotlight so i figure what the hell, i been in contest, held contest, had blast, happy hours, gave out several happy hours and many blast so i figure spot light pretty much the only thing i haven't had is spotlight so what the hell would be cool to have at least once before i am 26, i am not good at asking for Fubucks so if you wanna give i will appreciate it just click below give what you can if not ... its cool just send me lesbian porn... that will give me hours of masturbatory (lmao actually is a word) fun with me and the inch worm lmao

Disclaimer
I was talking with my (only) friend Alexis about peoples' bad habits. She made the comment that she wished everyone came with a disclaimer, forewarning those they encounter of possible failings and flaws. She thought they should have it tattooed on their forehead to be read upon first approach. So I was thinking about mine. It would go something like this: Intense, prone to over reaction. Loyal to a fault, quick to defend friends. Loner, arrogantly intelligent, with serious blonde tendencies. Brutally honest. Tends to speak before thinking. Horribly sarcastic I know there is more, but that's all I have for now. Please feel free to add anything to you want.

Pb And J
The things I do to earn a living! Granted, I shouldn't complain. I shouldn't moan, I shouldn't get cross. I mean, after all, it isn't like I am doing anything physically demanding out in the hot sun or flipping burgers at the local greasy spoon (is there such a thing any more? And do burgers actually get flipped? I see at McDonalds they flat fry them on some sort of grill press and at the Burger King, they are 'broiled' on an evil conveyor belt...anyways, I digress.) So, my job, in various forms, is nothing to complain about. I write, I travel, I meet interesting people, I go to cool events, on occasion. Sometimes, it is boring. Sometimes, I have to go through things that other people have written and re-write them. Most of the time, when I do that, I have very little idea of what they have written about. It is often way too technical for my little brain. But, that doesn't matter. I just have to re-write or edit it into something that reads reasonably well. Mostly, though, la

Girls First Time
A girls first time As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him-he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an ease entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod f

First Hh Ever
Wednesday 6 PM FU-Time.... Double the points. Half the price for drinks and gifts and it's all because of DJ*CuffedDesire* Save your 11's, show her plenty of love. Go rate crazy when it's her happy hour! Rate everyone's stash! Vote on mumms till you can't vote anymore! Rate pics till you hit your max level! Leave pic comments till you can't leave anymore! Show as much fu-love during her happy hour as you can. Whether it's on her page or other people's pages! But be sure to drop by and at least rate her and show her a little love So drink up while rating like crazy all over the FU! Just remember...show a little love to the host who made it all possible for double the points and cheaper drinks during this happy hour! While you're at it buy her some bling Get your player at Mp3Profiles.com

Another Childs Funeral
I write this thru watery eyes so please forgive the errors. Over this Past weekend, when it's supposed to be a joyous weekend, with me going home for Easter and being baptised and all, it turned out to be a miserable weekend. A good friend of my oldest daughter sister was killed. Shannon was 1 day before her 21st birthday when her life ended so horibly. She was killed in the flood waters in southern Ill. My heart goes out to family. I wrote this after losing my god-daughter to murder, and when my god-son was killed at the age of eight by an elderly lady who drove her car through wall of the school cafeteria. So I thought I'd post it now. I'm just numb and tired of going to childerns funerals, and yet again asblog I said in a previous blog it's that damn question of why and it makes me question my faith WHAT MAKES A PARENT I THOUGHT OF YOU AND CLOSED MY EYES AND PRAYED TO GOD TODAY. I ASKED WHAT MAKES A PARENT AND I KNOW I HEARD HIM SAY. PARENTS HAVE A BABY

Try Me...
I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the blanks... leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (comment or private mesage ) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! 1.Your Full Name: - 2. Age: - 3. Favorite Color? - 4. Favorite Movie: - 5. Favorite Song: - 6. Favorite Band: - 7. Most Embarassing Moment: - 8. Are you a virgin? - HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? - 2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me? - 3. Would you kiss me? - 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you? - 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: - 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? - 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? - 11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? - 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? - 13. Do you think I'm a good person? - 14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? - 15. Do you think I'm attract

Help Level A Friend
shes close to leveling again and im askin for lil help to get her there would u all be so kind and help a friend level up shes at 1,583 Points to go! to level up AngelEyes (-¦-åñğΞŁ♥Ξ¥Ξ§-¦-)@ fubar

Forever In My Heart
I lost my only brother on March 19, 2008. He had been sick for some time. I loved him so much and he will be missed by all his friends and family. He was 49 years old. Please keep my family in your prayers. Thank you and God Bless you.

I Had To Save This One, It Made Me Cry
This is one of those good stories that keeps getting to you when you hear it. I just had to share it with you all again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately

Hehe
if you care to look the link is ttp://i110.photobucket.com/albums/n107/Mr_D_Long/aMouthFULL-1.jpg ->Mr_D_Long: you're kind of obsessed with your penis aren't you? Mr_D_Long: MONSTERcock_24_7@yahho.com ->Mr_D_Long: what? do you do some kind of cam show that envolves a snickers? kinky Mr_D_Long: I CAN PROVE IT ON MY WEB-CAM BABY...XOXOX ->Mr_D_Long: just saying Mr_D_Long: LMAO!!! ->Mr_D_Long: they have those little fun size ones by the registers here Mr_D_Long: the SIZE in the check out lines baby!!! xoxoxo ->Mr_D_Long: what size snickers? Mr_D_Long: GIRTH!! THAT IS A SKNICKERS CANDY BAR....I HAVE NEVER FOUND ONE WOMAN BRAVE ENOUGH 2 TRY 2 TAKE IT IN DA ASS!!!!!!? ->Mr_D_Long: did you send me that pic of the little kok? that is too funny ->Mr_D_Long: oh ok. Mr_D_Long: no, west coast ->Mr_D_Long: ok... do you live near me or something? Mr_D_Long: What's good beautiful? I just wanted to show some Love, introduce myself, let ya' know U caught my eye!!! xoxoxo....Holla @ y

Thank You
INSERT PRETTY BACKGROUND.......AND COLORED LARGER FONT, SHHHH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM... I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU THAT RATED ME, COMMENTED ME AND BOMBED ME DURING THE CONTEST I HAD ENTERED FOR MISH...I WON FIRST PRIZE, WHICH I WOULD HAVE NEVER DONE WITHOUT THE HELP OF ALL OF MY FRIENDS HELPING ME OUT....I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS TO MOLLY & LIBERATED SPICE FOR MAKING THE BULLY'S FOR ME PROMOTING THIS CONTEST...YOU ALL ROCK AND I LOVE ALL THE HELP THAT WAS SO WILLINGLY GIVEN TO ME...HUGSSSSSSS & MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU...I REALLY DO HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ON HERE...TINA

A Friend In Need, Is A Friend Indeed
MEET CUTTERBUM * Spank His page with a Add, Fan, & Rate * Tell him JC sent you * Send him a gift * Rate his pics * Rate his stash * Bling him * Send him Fu-bucks Show him a ton of love..... cutterbum Proud owner of PurpleSky@ fubar Brought to you by: Be sure to click the DLS logo and stop in Dirty Little Secrets Lounge and chat with me!!

For The Fam
YESTERDAY WAS THE FIRST DAY I VOLUNTEERLY SHED TEARS. ONE OF MY BESTFRIENDS KILLED OVER SOME BULLSHIT. I TRIED TO SMOKE THE PAIN AWAY, BUT EVEN WEED COULDNT FILL THE VOID I HAD IN MY HEART. I WAS READY TO GO MURK THEM NIGGAZ, AND I'M THE FIRST TO ADMIT, I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO ME. TO BE REAL I DONT KNOW WHERE I WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH OUT MY FAMILY LAST NIGHT. YA JUST DONT UNDERSTAND, I FEEL MORE LOVE FROM YA THAN I DO FROM MY REAL FAMILY. SO FOR THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YA. I APOLOGIZE TO YA IF I HAD YA WORRIED, UPSET, OR WHATEVER FEELINGS YA WENT THROUGH LAST NIGHT. SO IF THERE'S ANYTHING I CAN DO, CONSIDER IT ALREADY DONE. BECAUSE AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, I MAY HAVE LOST 1 BESTFRIEND, BUT I GAINED 1 REAL FAMILY AND FOR THAT I WILL FOREVER LOVE AND BE THERE FOR YA.

Funny...that's What My Husband Said Last Night Too. :-s
Your Stripper Song Is Super Freak by Rick James "That girl is pretty wild now The girl's a super freak The kind of girl you read about In new-wave magazine" Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny. What Song Should You Strip To?

No More Mr. Nice Guy
NOW WHEN I SAY NO MORE MR. NICE GUY THATZ WHT I MEAN, THINKIN BOUT HOW I GREW UP I WAZNT NICE BACK THEN SO HENCE THA TERM "IMA TURN BACK INTO THA OLD ME" CUZ I FIND OUT THAT IF U TRY & TREAT A FEMALE ALL NICE & DO SHIT THAT NO1 HAZ EVA DONE THEM THA WAY THAT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN DONE B4 THEY DNT KNOW HOW TA ACT NOW THAT I DNT UNDERSTAND...GET TREATED LIKE SHIT VS GETIN TREATED LIKE A QUEEN! NOW GET ME WHEN I WAZ YOUNGER ME & MY HOME BOYZ USED TA LAUGH AT MUTHA FUCKAZ LIKE THAT BUT I FIND MYSELF BEIN 1 OF THOSE MUTHA FUCKAZ OVER WANTIN TA TRY & lOVE SUM1 BUT IT NEVER WORKZ OUT SO WHY TRY ANYMORE JUST GO BACK TA THA WAY I USED TA B & JUST FUCK & GET UP ITZ MORE EAZYER THAT WAY NO FEELINZ OR NUTIN TA GET N THA WAY!THA WAY I FEEL NOW IZ THAT I DNT HAVE NUTIN LEFT 4 NOBODY ITZ LIKE MY FAV SONG N THA WORLD SAYZ "I GOT A ICE BOX WHERE MY HEART USED TA B" & THATZ HOW IM GONNA B NOW CUZ NICE GUYZ FINISH LAST..RIGHT!!

Monk
A man is driving down the road and breaks down near a monastery. He goes to the monastery, knocks on the door, and says, “My car broke down. Do you think I could stay the night?” The monks graciously accept him, feed him dinner, and even fix his car. As the man tries to fall asleep, he hears a strange sound—a sound like no other that he has ever heard. The next morning, he asks the monks what the sound was, but they say, “We can't tell you. You're not a monk.” The man is disappointed but thanks them anyway and goes about his merry way. Some years later, the same man breaks down in front of the same monastery. The monks again accept him, feed him, and even fix his car. That night, he hears the same strange mesmerizing sound that he had heard years earlier. The next morning, he asks what the sound was, but the monks reply, “We can't tell you. You're not a monk.” The man says, “All right, all right, I'm dying to know. If the only way I can find out what that sound

No...i Think They Notice :s
You Are 45% Normal While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You?

Help Me Plzzz My Friends
i need more help so plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz help me pllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i need more comments plzzzzzzzzzzzzz this is my first contest and i like to win plzzzzzz help me and here is the link to it [ fubar.com photo: 3675934908 ] thank you very much

How Did I Become An Emt?
I get asked all the time how I became an EMT Well here is how. It started in 1997. I was on my way to becomeing a Doctor, I was having trouble in school and wasn't feeling very good about myself at the time. I was use to getting a 4.0 GPA in all my courses and all of a sudden I am getting 3.5 and a 3.0 in physics. I was starting to worry I couldn't handle pre-med. I phoned a friends and asked what I should do. This friend was a paramedic and he said I should look into EMS, my friend told me to meet him at the station for his next shift. The next night I end up at the EMS station and get to do a ride-a-long. The first call was an easy one, a pick up at a nursing home and take the guy to the ER due to breathing problems. My friend asked me to try doing an assessment and asked me what was wrong. I jumped in there and did what I could, I pulled up the shirt and noticed what was wrong, the guy has subcutaneous emphysema, at this point I asked what should I do. My friend said give

Need Your Help
This is a bombing family and I have noticed there are people online not helping with bombing the family member in the contest. I don't expect you all to max out your comments everyday but I do expect some comments to be left... She is far behind and we need all the help we can get so please go to this pic and leave comments... thanks

To My Best Friend, My Whole World, My Reason For Living~
Ive been out of sorts lately, Depression has a firm grip on me. Then I look at this precious little boy, and my heart melts. I love you Landon, I hope one day I can make you proud....~ Please play the video with the slide show, Im too emotional to figure out how to mix a song and pics together. Thanks for the support~

Domestic Abuse: My Story.
I was born into it. My mother married my father, a man who couldn't resist violence as his outlet for emotion. I remember the way he would scream at her. I remember how he would grab hold of her arm and threaten her. I remember the day, when I was two years old, and he came home. He went into the bedroom because my mother had been crying. 1982 was the year her brother, my Uncle Brian, committed suicide. It was the year my then seven-year-old sister had a tumor removed. It was not cancerous. On top of that, my mother and I were in a car accident where a Minnegasco truck sideswiped us. As a result of that accident, my mom had whiplash. She was forced to stay in bed all day because of the pain she was in. My sister had to watch me, but she was not always attentive as kids should be kids. I remember him walking into their bedroom. My mom was crying uncontrollably. He grabbed her by the neck and started choking her. She kicked him hard, grabbed him by the ear and dragged him down the stairs

How Much I Love Her
More than you! I Love her more than a cop loves donuts. More than a puppy loves being scratched behind the ear. More than a pimp loves a caddie with rims. More than Oprah loves being a whiny cunt. More than a stripper loves pasties. More than a hooker loves anti-rash creme. More than that

Is He Gonna Be Ok.....
YESTERDAY, MY TWO BOY'S AND MYSELF WENT TO DINNER WITH MY DAD. LIKE ANY OTHER DAY IT WAS OK TILL.....WE PULLED UP AT MY PLACE AND THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED... HE GRABBED HIS HEAD AND SAID....NO..NO..NO..NO.. NOT AGAIN..... I SAID... DAD WHAT'S WRONG... WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT AGAIN.... HE COULDN'T RESPOND.. LIKE SOMETHING HAD KEPT HIM FROM TALKING.... DAD... WHAT'S WRONG.. TALK TO ME DAD... MY BOY'S WERE FREAKIN OUT AND STARTED SAYING.. BUMBA WHAT'S WRONG.. DADDY WHAT'S WRONG WITH BUMBA... HE FINALLY SAID HE IT HAD HAPPENED BEFORE... I SAID DAD PLEASE TALK TO ME.. HE SAID HE FELT LIKE A ELECTRIC CHARGE AND PRESSURE IN HIS HEAD.. LIKE HIS HEAD WAS GONNA EXPLODE.. IN ALMOST 31 YEARS I HAVE NEVER SEE MY DAD CRY...HE CRIED LIKE SOMETHING WAS GONNA HAPPEN TO HIM AND HE KNEW IT... HE WAS IN SOOO MUCH PAIN FOR BOUT 20 MINS AND I STAYED WITH HIM IN THE CAR AND TOLD HIM TO GET IN THE PASSANGER SEAT SO I COULD DRIVE HIM TO THE HOSPITAL... HE WOULDN'T DO IT... I'M GONNA BE FINE HE SAID... D

This Could Be Fun
I am going to steal an old idea. I want to see what kind of questions would get asked when a guy posts one of these. I know what the women get. Here it goes: You can ask me one question. It can be anything at all. I will answer all questions and I will be totally honest with my answers. There are no questions I wont answer, but some may be answered through PM's. BUT, if you ask me one, I get to ask you one and you have to answer honestly. Lets have fun!!

Lounge Invites
As we all may or may not know, I don't like lounge invites. I don't like that they can't be blocked. Anyway Here I was, Minding my own beezwax when up pops a lounge invite. I enter the lounge and tell (snickers) "DJ" Rayne that I don't want lounge invites and scince I got one, He's now perminently blocked. have a nice day! Out of nowhere come his, for lack of a better word, 'groupies' and the onslaught begins. Dodging '1's left and right. Blocking as fast as possible while taking the text format lashings from these psycho-bitches in my shoutbox. Angel of D...: YOU TRUELY ARE A DUMB PIECE OF SHIT!!! GO FUCK YOURSELF AND THE DICK YOU RODE IN ON YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!! and ...... just broken: leave rayne alone ass and .... ~HOTTIEFAL...: dont come back in the lounge So naturally I go back and say ... I was spammed and suddenly I'M the asshole ??? then I got banned. If anyone reading this ...... (and I know the number is very small) are a member of the saints

Every Plz Read Dont Forget To Rate.. Lol Help For Real ..
MY SHOUT READ BOTTOM UP .... DEAR GOD.. OMG OMG WHAT A LOON. DONT HE SEE IM TRYING TO BOMB A CONTEST.. WRITE A BLOG... GET BACK TO RATING SOMEONE I SAID ID BE RIGHT BACK TO.. AND TRYING TO GET BACK TO MY FAMILY IN THE LIVING ROOM WHO ARE WATCH A MOVIE I KEEP SNEAKING OUT ON TO ATTEND TO FUBAR STUFF. I'M SORTA BUSY HERE.. MY GOD.. IS IT A FULL MOON..???? AND YET ANOTHER PROFILE HE JUST MADE CAUSE I BLOCKED THE OTHER TWO.. yep: PS.......u said that u should stop your life.........u dont have a fuckin life........your a loser THIS HIM COMING AT ME AGAIN IN ANOTHER PROFILE... ->EE: ITS THE WAY I LIKE IT HUNI NOW GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU LOON EE: and always will ->EE: LOL IT ALREADY DOES BABY EE: wake the fuck up already EE: as God is my wittness.........your lile is always gonna suck I BLOCK HIM AT THIS POINT BUT MIND YOU ALL I HAVE ABOUT TEN OTHERS IN MY SHOUT TALKING TO ME AT THE SAME TIME AS IM TRYING TO GET MY WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY BLOG A

Hot Pocket
I just found a Hot Pocket that I snagged from work at some point in my freezer. I should feel happy, but for some reason the love is just not there anymore. Not as awful of a feeling tho when I realized that my love for #7 with sour cream on the taco from Taco Bell, the love of my life for 7 years, was gone. I still try to pretend its still there and eat that damn chicken quesadilla.

In That Kind Of Mood - Hehe
Skin chilled by cooling rain Body loosened by languored kisses Flesh exposed by eager fingers Breath expelled by erratic measures Heartbeat intensified by inhibitions released Mind dazed by deliberate intentions Hands fevered by fire from without Marrow scorched by sparks from within Spirit obsessed by orgasmic connection Life renewed by rampant emotion Soul captivated by cathartic expression Existence empowered by erotic conclusion

Stars
The stars are all out tonight shining bright. They call to me with their endlessness and light. Once so comforting, now they just feel vast and far away. i long for them to come closer and talk to me again. What is it they are trying to say to me. i'm open and listening, teach me.

Shuggas Darkest Blog Peom
DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT In the darkness of the night The One creeps around silently lurking about for his prey, he has to pick and choose carefully for it could be his last. The One, is silent quiet slick moving in the darkest of the night his prey generally does not know when he approaches ,he is like a poof of smoke one minute he is there next he is gone he is quick and never feel what happens to u till its too late. The One, knows he is invincible he is a very strong individual and if you met him is a regular person like his prey. The One, has strength of 5 men and can put his fist through steel he is built like steel he has fangs that are sharp like razors that one puncture to victims jugular will go in with ease. The One has found his prey and now its time to feed he swoops up prey faster than u can say run, then drains blood from his victim till nothing is left. The One has no heart ,no soul, and does not know how to love but can make u think he is The One to possess thee. So

To All My True Fu Friends
I have met alot of ppl on fubar some of you i dont really know that well but the ones i do im glad i met you i have a wonderful staff in my new lounge Sweet Addiction and my co owner is one of the most wonderful friends i have met on here she always has my back when ppl talk shit as i do her i was asked at one time not to be her friend no more but i said no and now she is my best friend in the whole world Miss Addiction i love you babe and to the rest of my staff i love all of you as well and my members i didnt forget you guys yall are gr8 too you are what makes our lounge the best and if anyone has anything to say about they way me and my girl run our lounge plzzzz keep your comments to yourself ty and have a wonderful life

Things Change
You find someone to love and then all of a sudden things change. You change trying to make the other happy and yet you lose who you are. You thought the person loved you for who you are and in time learn you don't know how to make that person happy. Then you stop saying anything because it feels every time you do you've said something wrong again or done something the other doesn't like and then you feel like your life is spinning out of control. The only thing that hasn't changed is your feelings for that person. In fact I find myself loving that person more but yet feel very sad for some reason which I should be happy. My heart belongs to this person and yet I am not sure his belongs to me eventhough he says it does.

Honesty, Is This Such A Hard Concept?
Seriously, why is this so hard for some people? I would much rather a person be upfront and honest with me then lie to me and hurt me. I may not act like I give a fuck a lot of the time but I do have feelings. Just something that has been bothering me the past few days.

Shuggas Poetry
If you could only see If I could only see the world the way it should be I would not have to worry about vengeance and violence upon thee. If I could only see the day light sky I would fly to the heavens to be with God. If I could only see the night sky it might be right to say that peace and prosperity could be brought amongst thee. If I could only see the world the way it should be, God would not allow us to be hateful and resentful towards one another. If you could see the world the way I see, would you want to live on earth where there is hate and death, or would you want to be free to fly to the heavens where there is nothing but serenity and tranquility amongst thee. It might be rightful to say that, for those who walk hand in hand with their heads high, chins up should always have positives‘, and peace with in thee. That is how you should be if you could see the world the way I want to see. Security , prosperity with no vengeance upon thee is how I truly wa

Daydreaming
Daydreaming by Mike Hubbell I sit and ponder to allow my head to fill the clouds when no one else is around I dream of seeing her To feel my heart lifting to the heavens above and feel the weightlessness of my heart when she walks by To have my arms around her to smell the sweet sent of her hair my heart jumps at the possibility and my soul cries for more I know it's just a dream I know that she will never come but still I daydream of the day she comes home to me

Grrr...
Sick and tired of hurting people I care deeply about. How in the hell do I manage to do this? MORE THAN ONCE? I have a very special bond with several people on here. I know their flaws, their special circumstances, and I try to work within them all. And I still manage to crush those I care deeply for. People with real hearts, and real lives. I know, it's only the Fu. It does make me wonder though... am I that truly lacking in my capacity to prioritize? Do I truly lack social skills? I promise, my next blast will give me all the credit for ineptitude that one could ever hope to hide. :-( Shoot me now, or forever hold your peace...

Are We There Yet?
Hello, my minions! The trip to DC was one for the books. No matter what I thought, the kids did their best to undermine the supervision. But then again, a 13 year old has delusions of grandeur....and I learned to curtail mine. The bus was supposed to leave the school at 5am. Needless to say, at 5:10 we were still waiting for some Johnny Come Latelies ( is that a word?). Not one, but three. Apparently, no one owns an alarm clock in those houses and they wait for the sun to come peeking into their rooms. That set the tone for that day. The other teachers, Sue and Jeff, and I thought we should have just left them behind. But the Principal was a no go on that thought. So, we still rewarded tardiness with a trip to DC!!!! YEA!!! We got to the airport and the place is a madhouse at 6am. Business travelers are not in the mood to deal with 40 kids that early in the morning. Trying to keep all the kids in line made me feel like a border collie. And of course, all the thing

Damage Report
I keep finding myself asking myself the question, "When is it ever gonna end?" almost every day when it pertains to my health, and I don't see an answer coming anytime soon. But I really don't need an answer for down the road at this point - I'll settle for what is happening right now! Let me bring everybody up to speed as best I can. A lot of this I don't remember - a lot I am hearing from other people such as doctors and my family, but some of my thought processes and memories are pretty bad right now. Just please remember (or know - for the benefit of those who don't know already), I am typing this from a hospital bed! Saturday afternoon I was brought to the hospital by ambulance because I had a massive seizure. (My mother and sister found me convulsing and called 911.) I was brought into the ER and then into the ICU in critical condition. Many tests were run to find out what caused the seizure and how bad this one really was (if they have answers, I don't know them).

Oh You Nasty
so im trolling once again and someone said i was nasty for asking to see boobies and pour hot sauce and or chocolate on them (whoopty do). like im suposed to be all e-hurt because one person said i was nasty and i have no life. (regardless of the working 50-60 hrs a week and doing the part time thing in the army, and also tring to raise my son)I GUESS I HAVE NO LIFE, but then again i don't troll mumms just to insult people and to hear myself talk. so what i like to bust balls. so what i like breasts. SO WHAT IM NASTY doesn't bother me so it shouldn't bother ya'll. name one straight guy in the entire world that doesn't like tits!! anybody well?? DIDN'T THINK SO!!! my thoughts, my actions, what i do, how i work, how i do things is me not you it's me get over yourself. you want to come through and say stupid stuff on the internet like your 18 or something still waiting on some mook to ask you to prom you better kick rocks with that noise and take it back to myspace. if you just c

In The Storm
Thunder rolls and lightning strikes Lovers touch in the pouring rain Face to face their passions rise above the clouds Breast to chest their miraculous caresses float Lips press gently together and bring Waves and chills down their spines Smooth skinned thighs wrap around one another Rhythmic pelvic movements bring moans and heavy breaths A moment of oneness cloaked in spring’s tornadic blanket Pressure builds as pulses pound They lay down in the wet grass Heavy rain unnoticed while groping and rolling silent screams of nature calls them higher Touch me! Touch me! Feel me! Hands work in unison to appease Light butterfly kisses become like a lion’s meal Ravenous bites add more fuel to the flame Soaked clothes torn in a ceremonious removal Thunder Rolls and Lightning strikes While both shake and groan Joyful reverence to the upcoming finale Her pink wet swollen lips pressed against him as the hairs entwine and still the

The End Of Another Era In My Life...
My oldest memories of my uncle (my mother's brother) was him chasing a jackrabbit around the back yard of my grandparents house, of his old car that he had, of the country music he and my family all played on saturday nights around the kitchen table (which i used to fall asleep under listening) to getting my ass beat for being to lazy to go into the house to go to the bathroom and getting caught peeing in the yard behind a rock lol. He passed away tonight. One of the last two people on earth who remember me from baby on up. Who dried my tears, fixed my boo boos, beat my ass and loved me no matter what. He had a hard life. Was an alcoholic most of it moving around from job to job with a wife and two kids. She stuck by him ...35 years. Now with two grown children and several grandchildren. The years of abusing his body took its toll. Cardiovascular disease, diabetes and emphysema. I wish i could say what I am feeling at this very moment. Given the previous blog I did of

Gm's Responce To Bill Gates
BILL GATES VS GENERAL MOTORS At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated that :- "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving twenty-five dollar cars that got 1000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating (by Mr. Welch himself, the GM CEO): "If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics: 1. For no reason whatsoever your car would crash twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines on the road you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason, and you would just accept this, restart and drive on. 4. Occasionally, executing a maneuver such as a left turn, would cause your car to shut down and refuse to restart, in which case you would have to reinstall the engine

Emotions...
Emotions...It's funny how they get bottled up and build up inside of a soul. A Failure to Cope Human hearts bottle up emotions for a number of diffrent reasons. Things can get out of hand quickly when matters of the heart are present. So we put our emotions on the backburner and ignore them completely...but as any logical person knows even if we keep a lid on our emotions it's only a matter of time before they quell and burst into flame. So why do we do this to ourselves when most of the time storing emotions makes it worse? We don't want to hurt the ones we love even if it means hurting ourselves. It's a basic failure to cope with a situation, and a failure to find the right words when precious moments draw near... OKAY, now that you've heard my opinon I want to hear yours

Brothers First Poem
Beauty has such deep reasoning But never does it sing to me As much as when you smile As much as when you look at me All I see all I do All I am because of you I whisper softly the truth For which soon will find your heart Yet softly you say My eyes do water My heart grows weary I cried, I withered And there you stand Fresh smile, soft glance Picks me up a new Your eyes do carry me So sweetly, a melody I can’t imagine a day without My love for which you are right now I start to cry I start to wonder My heart grows more Then twice as bold You rise me up I do say Bright eyed and full of Love I look at you and say I Love thee now, I love thee later I love thee for all my life So as simple put as one can say I LOVE YOU

Attention Sarges Bad Girls!!
Ok so Im taking Sarges idea. Post a comment letting me know who wants my 11s during a HH. Im at work from 3-1130 central time but I will definately get to it when I get home or before work!

Questions?
So I've been getting a lot of questions on how I get my teeth so white. I figured I'd let the secret out publicly. Concentrated lemon juice every other day and brushing twice a day. Thats it. Nice and easy. Swish and spit. Nothing hard.

My Son
OKAY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME, KNOW ABOUT MY 10 MONTH OLD BABY'S HEALTH ISSUES. I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL TODAY FROM OUR GENETICS DOCTOR WITH SOME ANSWERS..... MY SON IS 1 IN 3 IN THE WORLD WHO HAS THIS CONDITION.... I CANT PRONOUNCE OR EVEN BEGIN TO SPELL WHAT IT IS!!!!! WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS THIS, HE IS MISSING 1 OF HIS CHROMOSOMES # 20. THE OTHER TWO REPORTED CASES HAVE HAD LEARNING DISABILITIES, SEIZURES, SLOWED DEVELOPMENT, SPEECH PROBLEMS, AND HEARING PROBLEMS. ONE OF THEM DIED AT AGE 7!!! AARON HAS SIEZURES AND IS ABOUT THREE MONTHS BEHIND IN HIS DEVELOPMENT. A SOCIAL WORKER IS GOING TO COME OUT AND EVALUATE HIM TO TRY AND TRY TO SET US UP WITH HOME VISITS TO HELP!!!! HIS FATHER AND I NEED TO BE TESTED TO THEY CANNOT GIVE US ANY REAL ANSWERS AS TO WHAT TO DO OR WHAT TO EXPECT THEY DO WANT TO DO ALOT OF TESTING AND EXPERIMENTING AND I'M OT SURE ABOUT THAT. I DONT WANT HIM TO BE A FREAK SHOW. BUT ANYWAYS THERE IS NOTHING WITH THIS DISORDER THAT LINKS TO HI

Woman Arrested For Wow Love Affair
An Australian woman is facing child abduction charges in the US after trying to bring her 17-year-old World of Warcraft boyfriend back to Oz. Tamara Broome, a 31-year-old university student, was arrested on June 26 after she flew from Adelaide to the boy's home in Greenville, North Carolina to pick up her internet beau. Broome allegedly had an online relationship with the boy for more than a year, which began in the online game World of Warcraft. The two had also exchanged copious amounts of email and even discussed marriage. The Azerothian love-affair has sent Broome to Pitt County Detention Centre where she will get a July 11 court date. Police have seized her laptop computer and charged Broome with attempting to abduct a child. If convicted she will face more than two years in a US jail. Broome is currently being held on a $2.35m bond. (WoW equipment could not be seized by authorities, as it is soulbound.) Tamara Broome According to Australian news sources, Broome

Gail Update!!
Well, we went for the pre-surgery consutation and what's gonna happen is June 16th she'll have 2 operations, the 1st to insert electrodes in and on the brain to show exactly where the seizures are starting and the 2nd to remove the tumor, Then on the 28th she'll have the section of brain removed that is the culprit. 70%-85% of her seizures will end and she'll be off her meds. in about 1 year. Risks are 3% chance of infection, 0.25% stroke and they have never had anybody die on the table so death is 0%. I'll update when we get more info! Rich

My Special Love
I hid you away from all to see From how much i loved thee I'm sorry Dominique But here i am to tell all My heart has grown to love you more I saw your face, it made my heart race So here is my poem to my First & last love I have had, guys in the past. When I told them bout love, they were gone way too fast. This time I was certian, 'guys never change'; but i got with you any way, awaiting the strange. It felt different this time, it's like we had grown; this relationship was better, cuz I didn't feel alone. In others past, I was always afraid, he would leave too fast - or I would get played. things had changed, everything was new, and I liked it more- being with you. But I told myself, 'don't say those 3 words' and so i waited... till those 3 I heard. The night was good, there were stars in the sky; the night was lit up, I looked into your eyes.

Thanks For The Affirmation Drew : )
You Are 81% Bitchy Ouch, you've got a heart of steel, and you don't mind throwing out cutting insults to whomever you hate. Those who know you well know not to mess with you. And those who don't know you well are plain scared of you! How Bitchy Are You?

Pete And Repeat *bawk*
You Were a Parrot You are a master of language, and you use your wit to mock and tease others. But you are also wise, and you often think carefully before you speak. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Risen
I know it's there within my soul I fight it everyday The darkness urging my demise In the hope I'll loose my way The fog comes in around me The lights all disapear Silent is the place now My hearbeat's all I hear I don't know where I'm heading I've survived the place I've been They say it makes you stronger Conquering bad things seen So when you look into my eyes Look past the girl there crying Before you see me giving up I'd sooner stand there dying Beaten down I may have been Whipped with chains and lashes But countless times I've risen The Phoenix from the ashes

Mom Gravely Ill
My mom has been in the hospital for 8-9 weeks now going back and forth from ccu to the regular hospital room to the rehab center and back into ccu. This time, she hasnt awaken yet since saturday, 3-29-08 and still unresponsive. Doctor said "be prepared" Me and my brothers contacted all family and friends about this and as i walked around my house, a few things saddened me a lot. 1. Her shoes and slippers she will never see again 2. Her pocketbook that i never went into, i may have to go in soon. 3. All her medicine will have to be thrown away. 4. All pictures of her grandkids she will never recognize or see again. All of theses small thing meant a lot to her and me and now reallity is going to take place and i have to be ready for this. Those are the reasons and then some why its a very sad day for me. I HOPE IM WRONG AND A MIRACLE COMES THROUGH. 4-4-08

If I Could Sing Just One Song To My Dick...
Now I know what you fuckers are thinking, "This bastard has lost it!" Well I will admit my sense of humor would make Ron Jeremy blush like a school girl, but the truth is I just look at my dick in frustration, and simply shake my head and say, "What the fuck have you gotten me into"? "I hope she will make me a sammich before she leaves. " Oh and hold the mayo"!!!!

Temp Postponed................fubar Party ~ July 19, 2008 - Tulsa, Ok!!!
Alrighty, we had a BLAST in Arlington, Texas in April for our FIRST Traveling Sistas Fu Party! See my three folders of party pictures!!! ++++++++++++++++++++ OUR SECOND FU PARTY HAS BEEN POSTPONED TO AN UNCERTAIN DATE ++++++++++++++++++++++ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXOur SECOND Traveling Sistas Fubar party will be in Tulsa, Oklahoma scheduled for Saturday, July 19th at SoCo's Bar and Grill. (918) 477-7551 8161 S Harvard Ave Tulsa, Oklahoma http://www.socossportsbarandgrill.com/location.html The band will be Usual Suspects and will start by 10:00 PM. This is their myspace page: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=136154072 Some of us will be there by 9:00. Rock / hip hop. There's a separate room for karaoke and smoking. They serve delicious food until 1:30. So far going: ~ Barb ~ Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team Captain/Sarge's Bad Girl/RisingStar ~@ fubar ~Bev ~ tarnishedhalo@ fubar ~ Deb ~ from TX

Hser Nay Moo's Funeral April 3, 2008
4/3/08 1PM I'm riding to south parc today to honor Su's Family. Please pray for them, and be protectors of the children. No child should live in fear... 4/3/08 3PM There were literally hundreds of stuffed bears, ribbons, cards, and flowers under a tree in front of their apartment. I left my card and watched as a police officer escorted her father out to see the tokens of support. He buried his head in his hands, and was escorted back inside. Overwhelming. Hser Nay Moo's funeral scheduled for Monday April 3rd, 2008 @ 5:05pm (KSL News) Funeral services for slain 7-year-old Hser Nay Moo will be held in Salt Lake City on Monday afternoon. Her body was found Tuesday evening in the apartment of a neighbor following an exhaustive 24-hour search. Twenty-one-year-old Esar Met was taken into custody on suspicion of kidnapping and murder. Formal charges are expected to be filed against Met tomorrow or early next week. A local mortuary is said to be donating its services fo

Not Again
Sorry I haven't been around much(and probably won't be for awhile), but we just lost my 20 year old neice to a diabetic coma. She died on her mother's birthday. She'll be burried next to her six-day old sister who died on the same Goddamned(and I mean that litteraly) day 27 years earlier. I just can't seem to grasp why a good, church-going, clean-living woman like my sister gets all this grief heaped upon her when a soul-less, selfish prick like myself gets off easy. If this is all part of God's plan I sure would apretiate him/her explaining it to me.

Bad Girls Check This Out
I Just Made This New Animation To Let Everyone Know That Sarge's Bad Girls Are The ORIGINAL & BEST.. So If You Would Like This For Your Profile I Will Give You The Code..It's Also In My Pic Folders If You Want To Upload It That Way..

Prayers Needed
My aunt has a matter of time all of her vital organs are shutting down, I just want to thank everyone who has thought of me and my family I just ask for your prayers at this time ty guys so much. LuchiousToya

Children Or Adults
Why is it that there are so many people on Fubar that feel it is okay to bash others, make nasty comments, and make people feel bad and call others children, when in reality they are the children. Children are the ones that make fun of each other and pick on each other. Adults are the ones that are suppose to be the role models and teach children what is right and wrong. Is it me or do others see the same thing. Just because you are 18 years old that does not make you an adult. I feel people need to stop and think before they really hurt somebody by their words. You never know who you are making fun of and what that persons situation is. Stop and think would you want someone doing that to you and dont say i dont care because everybody does care. Please comment and let me know if others feel the same as I do .

Send Me A Cowboy
SEND ME A COWBOY,THAT WILL SING TO ME ON A MOONLIT NIGHT,BY THE SOUND OF THE WATERS EDGE.SEND ME A COWBOY THAT WILL RIDE THE PLAINS UNDER THE STARS,AND TAKE ME WITH.SEND ME A COWBOY THAT LIVES BY THE CODE,AND YET KNOWS HOW TO HOLD A LADY.SEND ME A COWBOY WITH A BLACK HAT,AND A DUSTER AND SPURS ON HIS DUSTED BOOTS.SEND ME A COWBOY THAT RIDES THE BRONCO ROUGH,AND TREATS HIM WITH RESPECT.SEND ME A COWBOY,THAT DANCES ARM IN ARM WITH HIS LADY,AND ROPES THE MEANEST STEER.SEND ME A COWBOY THAT DREAMS OF THE LAND,BUT WAKES UP WITH ME IN HIS THOUGHTS.SEND ME A COWBOY THAT CAN TALK FROM THE HEART,AND YET, LOOK STRAIGHT IN YOUR EYES ,AND BLUSH.SEND ME A COWBOY THAT DON'T TEAR MY WORLD APART,BUT ROPE ME THE MOON.IF YOU SEND ME A COWBOY JUST LIKE THIS ,THEN THIS COWGIRL,WILL SMILE UPON THE HEAVENS,CARE FOR NO OTHER.AND SHALL DANCE IN A MOONLIT NIGHT,BY THE WATERS EDGE

Bad November - Track 2 - Mystery Girl
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involed sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Mystery Girl: Mystery girl/ We met under the moonlight/ Your lips taste like wine/ And I want to get drunk/ Mystery girl/ We kissed under starlight/ Will your love free m

Let's Show Bratt Some Love Friends!!
OK HERE IS THE SCOOP,I AM IN A CONTEST AND MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN FANTASTIC.FOR THE FRIENDS THAT DON'T BOMB STOP BY AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT. RATE THE PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT OF SUPPORT. LOVE TO KNOW YOU ARE THERE KEEPING AN EYE ON ME. MUAH! HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL OF YOU.LUV YA MY FRIENDS!!!! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE CONTEST,CLICK ON IT,STOP BY AND RATE AND JUST SAY HI. ♥~BRATT~♥

Sneakers :p
You Are Sneakers You are creative, funky, and forward thinking. You are cool, but you are still approachable. You are stylish and edgy, but you aren't a slave to fashion. You tend to put your own spin on trends. You tend to have a fast paced, busy lifestyle. Not a lot of people can keep up with you! You should live: Near nature You should work: In a job that keeps you on the go What Kind of Shoe Are You?

Lost Inside Myself,
Lost inside myself, Have you ever closed your eyes and saw the life you wanted , not the life you live, thats lost dreams. it is what your deepest desire long for, you will find the person you want with out a face everything would be better then they really are, you want for nothing and you are always loved so much. Have you ever set there and tears started to run down your checks for no reason, thats lost dreams, something you wanted was taking away, you don't know how or how to get it back. you began to lost yourself, to hurt to shut down. Have you every Loved someone so much that it hurt, thats lost dreams. you live in fear, worried that this is not real, and that it will soon come to and end. so if you are living in Lost Dreams Open your eyes there is so much more to this world waiting for you. all you have to do is reach out your hand and ask. Lost dreams take away from your life. start living!

Why Women Rock... Read And Listen~
I am an equal opportunity blogger after all. My last blog was why men rock, here’s my take on women, and I love taking women. Multi Tasking: From the early evolution of man, when we were hunter and gatherers the woman gathered. She collected edible fruits, vegetables, roots, while man was hunting. The ability to catalog where all the good stuff was evolved into modern woman being able to efficiently manage a wide variety of tasks simultaneously. It also allows a woman to find shit...simply impossible for a man. We are straight forward, and all about the hunt. Whether we’re on the hunt for women, a business deal, or something at the store, we’re only after one thing. Motherly Love: Nothing compares to the love a mother has for her children. Men can’t comprehend the emotion that 9 months of carrying, and the pain of giving birth to a child can create. Men can love their children deeply. Men can love their spouses, jobs and possessions, but the mother chi

When Was The Last Time You Had A Conversation With The Moon?
When was the last time you had a conversation with the moon? Made a wish on a falling star? Held hope from a string of delicate things When was the last time you got lost in an enchanged wood, Or were kissed by a prince , who turned into a frog ... Consulted a caterpillar? Or kidnapped a myth? Had a visit from your faery godmother ... Who turned pumpkins into coaches and wishes into wings When was the last time you cried lost tears into the lake of longing? Or sipped inspiration from the pool of wonder, Or rose, victorious, like a phoenix from the ashes? When did you last ... lay your head in the lap of awe ... and listen to a song ... from a distant shore ... called home? THE TIME IS NOW Leap... soar... explore... remember your dreams ... and unseen things ... Sing with rapture ... and dance ... dance ... dance like a dervish And when imagination knocks ... open the Duir (door) ...

They Call Me A Hero?
I get called a hero for doing EMS, I don't really understand why. I don't view myself as a hero, I am just a EMT who does what I am trained. I treat the sick and injured to the best of my abilities. I try to save lives and treat what is wrong with you, so you can get the help you need to have another day with your family and loved ones. I treat anyone who needs it, no questions asked. I don't judge you, I don't care if your Black, White, Asian, Hispanic, Gay, Straight, a drug addict, alcoholic, homeless or a criminal. I look at you and see someone who needs help thats all. I want you to feel safe in my hands and know I will treat you no matter what. I put myself at risk to help people and make sure that I do everything I can. I expose myself to AIDS, Hepatitis and other diseases everyday. I risk getting sick to help everyone when they need it. I do have ways to protect myself, but even this isn't 100% effective. I am still at risk of getting stuck with needles and other shar

We Won!!!!!!!
I am sooo exhausted. This was one trip I would hope to never relive. I landed and got to what was to be the room I was to stay at, hell no. A crack whore might stay there, but any undrugged person would know better. My dad is who picked me up at the airport, we put my things back in his truck, I checked right back out, and off to Fort Worth we went from San Antonio. I had no sleep, no shower, but was on my way to the race. LOL The race was so awesome, but I was soo tired. I will be loading pics from it here soon. I have discovered so many changes since I stopped actively following Nascar. LOL I now must not only follow Tony Stewert (but he remains tops with me) but also Dale Jr and Mark Martin. It was such a blast!!!! Heading back from the race, about half way back to San Antonio, had to stop and get a room. My dad and I were so tired it was insane. I had to be ready for court the next morning so if anything had to get a shower and change clothes. I did get about 3-4

How Long Will It Take???
Ok Bad Girls ..One Of Our Own Is About 500 K From Godmother..How Long Will It Take For Her To Get There?? Let's Do What We Can To Get Her There A.S.A.P. Here Is Her Link Spank Her Good With Rates Twisted and Transparent

1979 - Few Yrs Off Lol
You Belong in Generation Y You fit in best with people born between 1982 and 2001. You are cooperative, flexible, and adaptable. You know the world changes quickly, and you're eager to change with it. You are socially responsible, forward thinking, and open minded. What Generation Do You Belong In?

Trusting Your Mate
My boyfriend and I had broke up for two weeks, but we never stopped sleeping with one another (I know TMI) but I find myself having TRUST ISSUES with him now. Maybe they were already there, before. But I am trying not to drive myself and him CRAZY worrying.

So I Haven't Been Here
much lately. I had some stuff to start taking care of. Big changes soon, and my health was/is an issue. I'm glad that at least some of you missed me. I miss you as well. Hugs and kisses to you all.

Random Thoughts
Ya know I was sitting here thinking, No matter how dangerous that sounds, But I was reflecting on Past and present drama, Of courese there isn't realy any with me present but I still see it all over FUBAR. It occured to me there is one big way to stop the drama across the board. The solution is simple, See I deleted my old account to PROVE there is more going on in my life than to rack up points and crawl to the top. The solution to stop 99% of Drama is to simply disable levels ya know the Newbie to screw me over levels, The levels therefore have a trickle effect, Disable Levels and Bombing goes away, Bombing goes away no need to cheat, no need to cheat does away with fake friends, do away with fake friends do away with 99% of the drama. Now the 1 % left are liars, Thieves and just plain loosers some of them taking their child support checks or welfare money to get their VIP's or throw contest they cant afford. DRAMA FREE is Just that DRAMA FREE, That is when you see DRAMA

Me
As i sit here with tears running down my face, I wonder if i will ever be happy anytime or anyplace. I am so very torn up inside, So much that all I can do is hide. My true emotions I never let show, Because I am afraid of what you may think if you truelly did know. Ive built this big wall around me, As to not set any emotions free. I always push those who truely care away, For fear that they may too walk out some day. Noone can truelly understand who I am deep down inside, For I have let the fear make me hide. I want so bad to let it all go, To let it all show. But I dont know how to knock down this big wall, For fear that I may have another big fall.

Update On Daddy
just wanted to let you all know that it will only be days before daddy goes to heaven. I am going to be stopping by to on and off if I can. Thank you all for all your prayers and support. LOVE and HUGS~ more news to come

Sorry Wm!!
Yeah I gotta do it... a married couple on here are competing on who can reach Fubarlord first. I gotta back the hot chick wife ya know.. Please help out and go show her some love ~The Master's Whore~@ fubar Sorry WM!! the ladies gotta stick together :D

Going To Move Soon
As some of you know for months i have busy of moveing from here to another small village about 2,5 hours drive from here..Had tought to be able to move before winter last year and almost everything allready been packed and moved over there around 8 months ago Place here fortunatelly sold now and the new owners will coming here in may..when everything goes 'well'now (i really don't want to leave this place and the sooner it gets of leaving the more i don't want 2:-)will miss this beautiful place so much and my dogs will mis it even more:-(.Anyway soon i will have to ask the phonecompany to disconnect the phoneline and because of my dial up i will also be without internet..for about 2 --5 weeks I will miss chatting with some of you here a lot..1 person in particulary,think you all know who i mean ;-)

Dick And Shit
So I take on a new job because they say they want to try me out 3 days a week. so i cut my hours at my regular dick shit ass fucking garbage peanuts job. then they tell me they dont need me last week, and then this week. so im sitting on my ass on a day i cancelled work at my steady job because the new company is a fucking sack of shit. fuck all this shit fucking balls dick ass cock.

Ash's Hh Tomorrow Night!
EVILASH HAS A HAPPY HOUR!!! THAT’S RIGHT ONE OF THE EVILEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR HAS GOT HERSELF IN TROUBLE WITH A HAPPY HOUR!! ~EvilAsh~BCK~Killer~@ fubar HER HAPPY HOUR IS AT 8PM PST/11PM EST THIS FRIDAY NIGHT!!! GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND MAKE SURE YOU LIGHT THIS PLACE UP!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!

Fu Dummies
OK, SO I HAD MY FIRST FU-HUBBY I DONT THINK I WANT ANOTHER ONE. I KNOW MARRIAGE IS HARD IN REAL LIFE, THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE FUN TO PRETEND. I WAS SO WRONG! THERE WAS DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA. SOMETHING ALWAYS LOOKS BETTER WHEN IT BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE, GUESS I FORGOT ABOUT THIS LITTLE TENDENCY. WELL MISS PIGGY, YOU CAN HAVE HIM. IM HERE FOR FUN, NOT DRAMA. I THINK THE NEXT TIME, IF THERE IS A NEXT TIME, ID RATHER HAVE A GIRLFRIEND OR A WIFE. OVER AND OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

The Drunken Sex Chronicles Of +bauer+ - Vol. 3 (the Stink Files)
I have never claimed to be normal. One thing that may be a bit abnormal about me is how much importance I put on the power of smell. I like girls with nice natural smell. They way their skin smells to me can be the vital cog as to whether or not I love them for a month, a week, or forever. It’s something perfume can’t help or fix. In like manner, the rare time a girl has been stinky has effected if I want to be with a girl at all. Here are a few drunken encounters I have had involving the stinkyness of girls. -I was on a party bus and we were leaving a barbecue. I had been drinking in the sun all day and I looked tired. This hot girl who I had been bullshitting with was sitting in the seats in front of me. She stuck her head around the seats and said, "What’s wrong?" (Say it. It’s almost a complete exhale. "Whhhhatsss Wwwwroooong?") Well that question was a fully loaded dose of Doritos and stale beer. Up to that point that only thing that bothered me was the fact that I had to dro

Stormy Nights
Stormy Nights You stand at the window and watch the sights, Of the raw power released on this Stormy Night, Lighting flashes, filling the sky with fire, This display of power awakes in you a desire. The thunder rolls, feeling it deep inside of you, The vibrations adding to the tingling deep in you, As you watch this awesome power display, Your hand wanders to your nipple, starting to play. As the lighting streaks across the night sky, Your nipples hardens as you let out a sigh, Slowly unbuttoning your shirt, letting it fall to the floor, Knowing anyone could see, but you don't care anymore. Your hand lightly caresses your soft skin, There is no stopping what the storm did begin, Goose bumps rising as you feel the ache, Watching all that power, your legs begin to shake. Your fingers pinch your nipples tight, The desires you can no longer fight, Pulling, squeezing, needing the touch, Enjoying the pleasure of it oh so much. Watching as a flash of lightin

The Scars Of Life
Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south Florida , a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could. Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him. >From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the father, but the father was much too passionate to let go. A farmer happened to dri

Where Were You, A Poem By Me!
I know where i was that night Forty weeks before April Ninth, Making love to you in your bed, I remember where you were then A few months later love got greater, When we welcomed our son, I remember you there, We named him Sean Two years passed, We didnt last, Sean got older, We got colder, Winter came, and the sky turned blue Where were you? I moved today to get away Hardly speaking, We both were led astray And we both got lost along the way I'm here, Where are you? Two kids and to jobs I sustain Four months we cant communicate April Ninth again, You missed his birthday, Dammit, where are you? Your married with a step kid, Can't see what he did, That my son didn't do, To deserve you as a dad, When my son never had you, Where Are You? For potty training and barber shop appointments There is no cure or ointments For sickness and scrapes, When your dad is in another state, I do what I can do, But where are you? You will see him aga

About Me, Full Strength
I have very strong feelings for people I'm fond of and I'm not afraid to express those feelings openly and honestly for all the world to see! This causes some misunderstandings unfortunately because lots of folks have trouble with this. If you don't know me well you might feel claustrophobic about my attention. Once you get to know me however you see that in fact I am a very independent, self-sustaining, self-supporting, headstrong and opinionated person who doesn't need outside validation for my continued happiness. Those who know me best can vouch for that. If I give you my undivided attention it's because I feel you deserve it because I so enjoy your company. One of my very best friends said it best I think, so I will quote him here: "You can appear anxious and seemingly over-zealous! That can scare the shit out of men especially....they may read it as being "clingy or desperate". You're just diggin them is all and showin' it. Some aren't able to handle it...some are. It wo

This House
Here is the house Where it all happens Those tender moments Under this roof Body and soul come together As we come closer It happens here In this house I feel your warmth It feels like home There's someone Calling on the telephone Let's stay home It's cold outside I have so much To confide to you With or without words I'll confide everything So we stay at home I'm by your side Only you know What's going on inside Inside my heart Inside this house I just want to Let it out for you With or without words I'll confide everything.

Did I Mention I Was In An Auction?
^^^Click Click^^^ I don't know if you have heard yet, but I'm in an auction and well all bids/rates have come to a stand still. *snickers* So if you haven't already go bid on me or at least rate. SomeONE thinks they are going to own me, already. *snickers* I'm a horrible sub. *snickers*

Bad November - Track 3 - Anarchy
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Anarchy - Anarchy, anarchy/ Throw your books away/ Anarchy, anarchy/ Question what they say Track 3 - Anarchy College indeed flew by during September. I barely

Floetry
(Sometimes the road we travel must come to an end and when you look up and are in need of a friend ill be posted up right there to help you through watever it is god throws at you) ill be there if ya need a shoulder for tears or juss a friend to go out and drink some beer ill be there through the happy and the sad the good and the bad ill have ya back in a fight even if i know your not rite and ill be sittin with you in jail when its all done laughin and saying "that was a lot of fun" juss remember im only a call away and ill stand and fight for you anyday tru friends stick through the ups and downs the smiles and the frowns (sometimes the road we travel must come to an end and when you look up and are in need of a friend ill be posted up right there to help you through wateva god throws at you ill be there when everyone else is gone ill be there drinkin with ya till dawn if i got 20 in my pocket then you got ten and if i got it then im the first to

Quote
One of my uncles told me this story, here's the main gist of it. Got into a fight, other guy massive so my uncle said "the bigger they are the harder they fall". Other guy replied "the smaller they are the further they fly". No fight occured 'cause they were too busy laughing. Moral of the story, far better to laugh than knock someones teeth out :)

Do You Like Pain? Closer To God.
"But those mine enemies, which would not that I should reign over them, bring hither, and slay them before me." – Luke 19.27 * If yes, can I use "The Popes Pear" on you? I'd love to beable to use it on some preggo chick right about now. The Pope's Pears: The vaginal pear was used on woman who had sex with the Devil or his familiars. The rectal pear was used on passive male homosexuals and the oral pear was used on heretical preachers or lay persons found guilty of unorthodox practices. Inserted into the mouth, anus or vagina of the victim, the pear was expanded by use of the screw until the insides are ripped, stretched and mutilated, almost always causing death. The pointed ends of the 'leaves' were good for ripping the throat, intestines or cervix open. Or.. This one, Judas Cradle. The Judas Cradle: The victim is raised up by the rope or chain and then lowered until the vagina, anus or the coccyx rests on the point. The torturer could vary the

I Just Dont Know!!
why is it that always end up gettin hurt? am i to nice of a guy? i feel that i just may be cause i keep gettin walked on over and over again,but i guess thats what i get for being on this site!should i start being a dick and have an attitude all the time is that what you ladies like cause being the nice guy isnt working out to well for me!!im trying to be with someone now and people keep interfering with it i belive and its causeing problems.i just dont know what to do anymore i always think i found the one and always ends up being something that blows up in my face!!just like this one did i believe!i have always been a guy who has treated ladies with respect and always thought of them first before myself and always make sure she is takin care of and always make sure that im available if she needs someone to talk to.but i guess im doin something all wrong!..any advice?

Someone Finally Said It.........
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ..And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' ..And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink, ..You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Hispanic History Month. You have Martin Luther King Day.

Superficial City: My 1 To 10 Scale
I was pretty drunk. Just after a shot, a really hot girl tugged on my shirt and asked me this in an appalled tone, "What would you rate me and my friend and I on a scale of 1-10? These guys here seem to think we are eights. Can you believe that? Me: "No, those guys are idiots." Silly hot bitch: "So?" Me: "I would give you a seven." Silly hot bitch: "What?!?! How do you figure? I have a very specific scale, and I am going to explain it to you, as I explained it to her. 10: Doesn't exist. Even the hottest women in the world are not perfect. Carmen Electra, uber hot... but she is short. Keira Knightly is amazing, but needs bigger boobs. 9: These are the Carmens, and the Pamela Andersons, all those girls. Lets face it. These women are hot, and they have all that cosmetic technology has to offer. I have never fucked a 9. I did fuck a girl who was probably a nine when she was 22, but I got her at 40. Does that still count? 8: A step below a

Some Older But Childish Fubarians Lol
So alot of you are here for the points...not me i honestly could not care less...I'm here for fun..to chat...and if by chance i meet people who i feel are real...meet...and become friends. Anyway (and i don't care if they read it under their fake fubar accts) remember Princess Cindy? (http://fubar.com/user/1533709) apparently she acts nice to me in lounges because she knows her ass will be banned/booted if she doesn't but now she felt the need to ask one of her online lovers to add me then rate me all 1's lol oh cindy that is so cute thank goodness he wrote me to tell me it was from you. At 40 years old your games are so amusing...and your 38 year old friend..unless your a man disguised online with fake pictures is too funny. You really should think about good choices at your age. Ok so if you want people rate this dude 1's ..he rated me all 1's for her then blocked me. I will not stoop to their level and make a fake account. So if you rate them do tell them you did it for

Angel In The Night
Who are you my ANGEL OF THE NIGHT? Who is this vision of beauty before me? Are you here for me to reach out and touch? Or are you only a beautiful dream in the night? Who are you my beautiful ANGEL IN THE NIGHT? You are to me so very much the complete woman Are you only the goddess of my dreams? Just my vision of perfection created from my desires? Do you shine only as a reflection of my fantasies? Only a vision as seen thru the mirror of my mind? Are you as the ripple upon the tranquil blue waters? Shall you fade back into the darkness from which you came? Who are you, my fantasies realized in the flesh? Just an illusion that shall disappear to the touch? Are you an angel cast down to me? To share a fragment of heaven here on earth? Who are you, my lustful desires fulfilled? My playful banter expressed and returned? An angel cast down into mortal bondage, Thrust into my visions of ecstasy? You come to me like a midnight breeze So new, so refreshing upon

Dominique
My dearest Bubby..Dominique is not well & i pray for him & i ask my friends & those who know my special angel to remember him in there thoughts & i pray he comes back to me soon all better as i am having the hardest time being apart from him,i can't sleep much or eat i am so worried & i don't think he realises how much he means to me,thank you Bubby for always being special & never ever being nasty to me,you have showed me that there are men out there who respect women & you never once get angry or be abusive you just give me so much love & adore me,so if i have not said to you in awhile thank you baby you are such a wonderful person inside & out,i just miss you so so much it hurts deeply:( Alone with my thoughts, Alone in my dreams, Alone in the night, Alone with my screams. Alone in that place between sleep and awake, I lay here alone and wait for daybreak. Alone in my room, Alone in my bed, But I’m not alone in my in my heart or my head. For your love is foreve

I Stoled This From Chris Oh Im A Bad Little Girl..
Little Carol came into the kitchen where her mother was making dinner. Her birthday was coming up and she thought this was a good time to tell her mother what she wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Now, Little Carol was a bit of a troublemaker.. She had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Carol's mother asked her if she thought she deserved to get a bike for her birthday. Little Carol, of course, thought she did. Carol's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted her to reflect on her behavior over the last year, and write a letter to God and tell him why she deserved a bike for her birthday. Little Carol stomped up the steps to her room and sat down to write God a letter. LETTER 1: Dear God: I have been a very good girl this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend, Carol Carol knew this wasn't true. She had not been a very good girl this year, so she tore up the letter and started ov

“america's Road To Ruin” By Marq ~ My Dissertation - Thesis
“America's Road to Ruin” The Earth, today, is a very complex planet, with many peoples, beliefs, and governments. One essential part of any nation’s success is the relationship that is maintained between it and other peoples. Diplomacy determines whether a government is considered honorable, just, respected, feared, and/or hated. Basically, American policies and diplomacy dictate our reputation. We, the United States, have assumed policies that have brought about a growing anti-American sentiment abroad. South Americans denounce the United States for imperialism, colonialism, and oppression. Islamic fundamentalists label Americans infidels, and the country as evil. Europeans criticize American capitalism, and culture. Nearly every country in the Middle East, most in Europe & East Asia, as well as many countries in South America, protest American policies; virtually, the entire world opposes the impact, and influence that America has on their lives. Foreign relations are critical;

I Got My Morning Off To A Good Start...
You know how it goes..read from the bottom up..LMAO...I heart this asshole and it makes my day to talk to him. misterak &...: i just see a average female... in a dirty house with a difficult life.. so perhabs it is better to work on that instead of trying to be a tough female... bye misterak &...: i am normally a very open mind... everybody can do what they like... but people with your social status... that have done nothing in life to start up a better way make me sick when they start to judge about someones way of life... you can't accept the situation that i don't care what you say, do, look like or how you act... instead of you i am important in my daily life and due my slavegirl... i have a well payed job, my mental stability is perhabs a bit better then yours... i made something out of my life... you too? ->misterak &...: in all fairness sir i can dish back ->misterak &...: maybe slave girls makes you feel important ->misterak &...: You don't look like you could get real

Naughty Test
honest answers only. 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me?

Weight Issues
Okay, so I'm having some issues. I just can't seem to get motivated to lose the rest of my weight. I have to find a way to do it. I'm down because I seem to stay at the same weight but I'm happy I've lost this much. It seems like a never ending struggle. i have to figure out a way to get motivated. How do I do it?? I want to lose it to look good and to feel better. I'm not doing it for anyy guy or anything like that. Please..............anyone, any ideas??? I just moved to the area that I'm at and I havent' really meet anyone that I could have to be a motivational partner or to workout with. I have 3 kids so money is a little tight....... Any ideas would be wonderful.......... Please.........

Gone, Baby, Gone!
I just deleted my MySpace account today. I had hundreds of "friends" and contacts and a great blog there, but I've been spending so much time on fubar that it just didn't seem worth keeping it up. So for any of you who might miss me being there, I'm sorry... but all things must pass! lol Have a good one.

The Letter...
Most of you know that I submitted my college application a week or so ago. Well today as I was checking my mail, I noticed a letter from Pikes Peak Community College...Inside of the envelope was this letter... Dear Stacey, Congratulations on your admission to the Summer 2008 semester at Pikes Peak Community College. There is more to the letter, but that first line was all that I needed to see to bring happy tears to my eyes. Again I started laughing and crying. It's funny the different emotions one can go through when life brings about changes. I made it past the first year of being divorced and celebrated my one year anniversary on this past Sunday. What a great way to celebrate. I went snowboarding....How fun. So yeah, life is opening up doors for me. Isn't that wonderful? It's about time that the tears that are flowing now, are due to joy instead of the pain that I have felt for far too long. Hugs and pray for my children and I. I love you all. Stacey

Yoinked
What is your name?: Gianna How old are you?: 27 When is your Birthday?: December 18 What is your zodiac sign?: Sagitarrius Where were you born?: Southern California Where do you live now?: The OC What color eyes do you have?: Brown What color hair do you have?: Dark brown, almost black How tall are you?: short. Fuck you for asking How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): 135, and no you can't weigh me What is your race?: human What is your worst fear?: being burned alive Do you smoke?: smoke weed for 8 years Do you drink?: sometimes Do you cuss?: Like a drunken longshoreman in a brawl Do you use drugs?: see above Have you ever or will you ever steal?: I have. Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: Extremely Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: learning guitar (ish) Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: 5 tattoos and counting, 6 piercings If you had a favorite serial killer wh

Hustler69
He got up in my sb after a mumm comment. It really wasn't even that good, but I guess it struck a nerve. After our convo he sent me a shot of Jack and said that he hoped I wasn't mad at him. Bottom to top! ->@ Hustler69 @: Gotta be in this life. @ Hustler69 @: yup I can see that....you're fast ->@ Hustler69 @: Don't be sorry, I'm not @ Hustler69 @: I didn't notice you retook the comment of someone else @ Hustler69 @: I am so sorry ->@ Hustler69 @: That was a direct copy of someone else's comment dumbass... he was pointing out spelling errors and he had several himself. I was commenting on HIS comment. Can you NOT read? @ Hustler69 @: comment you left me in my mumm.....April 16, 2008 @ 4:55 pm #24 of 32 ->@ Hustler69 @: My birthday is long past, tyvm. ->@ Hustler69 @: Like I give a flying fuck @ Hustler69 @: well,well...it's alomost your B-Day....sorry for you....if you wouldn't of called me and asshole....you would of gotten a rate from me and more...

Standardized Testing
Hey Everyone!! :) I know I have been logged in and not around, I also know I haven't updated the List of Levelers in the past few days... I am so sorry. I have been working and sleeping, packing and throwing things in storage, and then... on top of it all, my kids have the annual standardized testing that starts NEXT WEEK!!! We just came off of Spring Break and we were all sick before then, so the kids missed a lot of the starter info before vacation, and now.. ITS CRAM TIME!!! I am going to update the list real quik, and hopefully once exams are done, my life will be back to some level of normalcy. I have been signed on the internet, as the kids were using the computers in the house to go online to take practice test, research things they weren't sure and so I apologize for all the shouts not being returned right away, fumails and everything else.. Thanks for your understanding!! With Much Love To All... AngL

I Love You!!!
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent sometimes I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you when I watch you speak to me through wires, cords, bytes and ram I imagine your voice whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you I wait out each day ancicipating, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you there have been times when I ached for you so badly the emotions overwhelmed me so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you sometimes I reach out touching your name on the cold screen before me wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, a thousand miles away, I sat up all night turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it like a new species of flower? Have I ever told you I would give up EVERYTHING just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel the rise and fall of yo

Hold Me
Hold me close as my body trembles.. Hold me close as I feel the pain.. Hold me close in the pouring rain.. Hold me close when the sun shines.. Hold me close when the moon lights the sky.. I know your out there...I wish we would meet.. I get so lonely, and wish your arms were around me. I wish you could hold me close...your lips touching mine...our bodies entwined. I will wait for you...I will not settle.. Until then my love...My heart will be patient. My heart will ache.

Dorkiness
jus wanna see how many of my friends on here are WoW-dorks.. if you are, post your toons info as a comment (server, race, name, level etc) btw, i have 21 toons on 10 realms... yeah... im a dork... and theyre all low level (under 40) cause i cant seem to make myself play any one of them seriously enough to get anywhere

Please Read My Update ......
Hi If you have read my previous blog you will know that my mum has recently had surgery for cancer. We were told originally that the cancer was contained and it was all removed during the surgery. We have since learned that this was not the case and the cancer had infact spread to at least one lymph node and now my mum has to go through chemo once again (she had breast cancer 4 years ago which spread and she had to have 6 months of aggressive chemotherapy which made her extremely ill). She is due to see her consultant in a few days and we should know exactly whats what then. Please keep her in your prayers and keep your fingers crossed for a positive outcome. Thanks for reading. Love Linda x

A Place Called Love
When I look around the world Don't feel love there's only hurt I'm just living for my freedom Every heart around is cold There's no faith no one to hold Let me take you out there There's a dream that we can share Someplace where you don't have to care A place called love Let me take you somewhere Where people smile and don't care I know you wanna be there I just wanna shout it Wanna fight it Don't wanna hide it That we can't just go on Let's prove we can be strong I can't breathe the hate around See some people lose their ground I'm just living for my freedom I wonder how we can go on Eyes are blind don't see the wrong Let's prove we can be strong In a place called love

Hmmm
i have a date or a hang out with this girl today. a local state park, 1.5 mile walk to the beach with huge sand cliffs, collect fossils from the dinosaur age, and skip stones on water, and bullshit, and talk about how awesome i am. should i pack lunch, or take her to eat after all that////////

Bad November - Track 4 - Who I Am
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Track - 4 - Who I am Lyrics from the song Who I am When I dream/ I am dreaming of you/ Every time I take a step/ I'm one step closer to the truth/ Do you see me?/ Like I see you?/ Do y

Text Messaging...
I'm riding the fence on this little conundrum...I love to text now that I can and have had practice thanks to my loving friends...ha, but I still find it rather impersonal and sometimes feel that I might get the wrong impression on the "intension" of the text and or text(s) being sent my direction. Did you get that? It's a bit like here, writing a blog, you as the writer know what you are feeling but the job at hand is trying to convey that to your potential reader...and, sometimes...the reader just doesn't "get" it! Maybe it's just that I'm a bit sarcastic and sarcasm is lost on many a fool! Although, you can't deny the "convenience" of a text. It can allow you to send a message without interupting the receiver...or allow you to flirt...or vent...or just plain say hello.. Of course, my main objective is to flirt because I (heart) my text friend...he knows I do :)

Why Me
there is something I don't understand about myself. why is it every time i start to feel a certain way towards someone. something happens to prevent it from fully happening. but everything does happen for a reason. it bothers me now b/c there is someone I truly care about and i'm afraid to tell her my true feelings.

Pow Help!!!
Hello Fiesta Tappers, We are writing this blog because we noticed there were a few of you(we won't mention names, you know who you are) that did not help out with the POW. We picked Evonne due to the vote we held and some of you that suggested her did not even go in there to help. That is not fair to the few of us that used multiple accts. Please keep in mind that you can't expect help if you don't help in return. Also, we will pick POW and giveaways according to who helps. Please step up and make sure you are doing your part. Also a few tappers had outside help come in to help level her. with as many that is in our crew we shouldn't have to count on outside help. Also would like to thank everyone that has helped!! Your work will not go unnoticed. Thank you!!

Update On Cameron, Carson, & Caleigh
I want to THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU who have reposted, commented, prayed and passed on for more prayers. There is some to update on my cousins. You guys... all of you... are truly wonderful!!! Cameron's CT Scan came back and she has a cracked forehead and one eye socket is pretty banged up, but her sight should be fine. The seizures have slowed to an almost stop. They took her off the ventilator this morning and she is currently awake in the hospital. She is being responsive and we are still waiting to hear how she is doing overall and what her extended prognosis will be. However, it is seeming that she is doing much better. Carson came out of his surgery last night and it went really well. He has over 100 stitches on his face, but he still has his eye and hopefully in time, he will regain the sight in that eye. *crosses fingers* Caleigh went to church this morning with my daughter and sister's family. They all prayed there for the quick and full recovery of C

This Week Is My Last On Here Sorry
I have made alot of good friends and my share of enemies on here as well I just ain't doing the lounge drama or putting up with the bullshit anymore and I don't have to either you all know I loved you all as my friends, and those who started shit can kiss my fucking ass too!!. I love you all for those that got to know me but there are things in my life I need to take care of first and this ain't one of them either!!, people can be so fake on here its not even funny to me anymore its a joke, sometimes I think it is a joke. all there is on here people who play favorites and shit and I ain't wasting no more time on it, I got better things to do than to watch fake relationships and fake marriages boy I'm speaking my mind today haha must be in a mood or something, oh well who the fuck cares anyways?? its just like myspace and yahoo where there's always drama of some sort. Anyways why the hell or fuck should I stay anyways?? like it would matter to some or not anyways whats the point of stay

The Endless Potential Of An Accounting Degree
As I have said many times, I am happy where I am currently working. I have a part-time gig as a professor and work full-time as an auditor. I make good money with a growing aerospace/defense company and my coworkers are pretty awesome too. My dilemma started about 3 weeks ago when I was on careerbuilder/monster (something like that) and clicked an APPLY button on a consulting job. From there I have gone through two interviews with a small consulting firm that currently has a contract with a government agency to perform A-123 work (an accounting thing) and associated consulting and policy development. I would be up for a big salary increase (potentially $10-15K higher), 3-4 days working from home, up to 25% profit sharing, and numerous other benefits that are equal or above what I currently have. But the contract is for 2 years... I have been with my currently employer for only 2 years... before that was 6 months (but I left because of potential fraudulent activity by the CEO

Made For Me By Micki Blue Eyes After My Account Got Hacked And Deleted
His account was hacked into and deleted~!~!can you please add/rate/fan this wonderful friend of mine??(he will return all the love) click on this pic to take you there~! (repost of original by 'Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle' on '2008-04-21 21:42:12')

[just A Boy]
Jesus christ... who am I? I'm not sure if I ever was somebody. I've always been mislabeled by others I consider myself invisible a nonfactor a nonentity I am. And apparently that's not enough. I'm dedicated. I hate quitting. I hate giving up. I think that all limitations are self imposed AND FUCK YOU FOR GIVING UP! You can be me, you can be BETTER than me, grow a pair and try. I define myself by my kindness. I hate being misunderstood, or thought of as cruel or malicious. I want to be an elite, well dressed, well payed, hard working and constructive. I might seem like a prick sometimes in a serious conversation about personal problems, but really if I offer advice, I want it taken and delivered directly like an assassin's cut. I might sometimes think I'm wiser, smarter, faster, stronger, more sensitive, or more tortured than you, sorry. I come across that way so I'll seem worth following in the case that you'd ever need me. I'd like to be needed. I'd like to b

Just So Tired
I've been working as a CNA for the last 14 years...It wasn't my intention to stay in it so long...I wanted to go on and become a nurse...Being single...and the kids small at the time...I put it off...Having to work full time and go to school full time..when would I be home with my kids...Yeah..that's the excuse I've always used...Just no time... I worked psych for 10 yrs of that...I loved it...I believe that those patients brought me out of my shell that I was comfortable in...Let's just say I was a doormat to most anyone that came in contact with me...But with psych patients..you can't be that way...They are a tough bunch of people...Whether it be physical or mental...either way...they came at you full force... Now..I'm back in geriatrics...And it's quite the change...I like it...It's ok...A little bit more slower paced and the residents aren't ready to kill you every time you turn your back...In fact..they're grateful for any kind of help that you give them... But with both.

'nother Stolen From Crystal
A - Available: no A - Age: 20 A - Annoyance: impolite people B - Bestest Friend[s]: Jen, Erika, Tharna B - Birthday: oct 16 C - Crush: they know C - Car: dodge viper (dont have one, just like it) C - Candy: too many to name D - Day or night: both D - Dream Car: see above E- Easiest person to talk to?: Erika F - Favorite Month: N/A F - Favorite color(s): green F - Favorite Memory: not answering this G - Gummy Bears or Worms: bears G - Giver or taker: giver.. H - Hair Color: brownish H - Height: 6'0 H - Happy: yes sir I - Ice Cream: rose I - Instrument: guitar (although cant play it) J - Jewelry: 1 gold chain + greek eye medallion thing on it J - Job: security guard...soon...hopefully J - Jail: never K - Kids: am one K - Kickboxing or Karate: whatever i'm not on the receiving end of K - Kindergarten: dont even remember it L - Longest Car Ride: london to blackpool, dunno exact time M - Milk Flavor: erm...milk flavoured M - Most miss

Last Chance!!!!
I've decided to do a contest! This scavenger hunt requires u to take pictures of items (on a list I will provide at a later date). U must be in the pic with the item. U may have other people help u and they may be in the pics with u. But it will be a competition, so obtaining some of the items maybe challenging. Each item is worth different points. The person who has the most points at the end of the contest wins! There is nothing gross on this list, I promise. *Admission fee is 5, 000 Fu-bucks *Must submit entrance fee by 4/23/08 at 12:00 a.m. *Contest will end at 12:00 a.m. on 4/30/08 *Prize will be 50,000 Fu-bucks and you will own me, [~The Master’s Whore~] for one month (this will start on 5/17/08 because I am already owned by another Fu-friend until then) *I will send the list of scavenger hunt items out in a private message to each contestant after midnight on 4/24/08. *Each contestant must post each of their pics as a comment under their picture in my Scave

Ponderings...
did you ever have a time in your life when u feel so in control yet so vulnerable... a person can set standards and try to live up to them to be different than everyone else... i want to believe that the one i have dremt of has finally come to me... but in my heart there is a hesitation...i am not like the others...and i strive to prove this point... but still i wait...