xPoexBeesMommeex's blog: "Scrawlings of a Mad Theorist"

[This poem totally contradicts itself.. like 4 times..]

I do not feel.
I have no pain.
There is nothing to lose,
and nothing to gain.

So cut out my heart with that razor blade.
Throw in some salt.
Go straight ahead
Even bring my damn life to a halt!

It won't burn.
It won't sting.
Hell,
it won't even make my ears ring.

One life here.
One life gone.
Have no fear,
you're not wrong.

I want to go,
I want to be.
Let my soul fly,
let it free.

Go ahead and
stab me here.
Burn me there.
Do what you wish,
It's not like I fucking care.

Kiss me.
Kill me.
Abuse me.
Thrill me.

Have fun.
I'll play your game.
If you enjoy it,
you'll have no shame.

Suck the blood.
Lick the face.
I double dog dare you!
Make my heart race.

But wait.. 
There's something else..

All I really long for.. is someone's embrace.