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Hello to my fu friends and family.....my family is in great need of prayers....i have a cousin that was ran over yesterday and is in icu in chattanooga.....he is in really bad shape...his skull is broken and he has some broken ribs and a broken hip, one foot is barely hanging, and they are having to give him blood, also his lungs are swollen pretty badly. please pray for him ....thank you all
I Wonder Which Song
Qatari emir buys six Greek islands for a song
Hamad bin Khalifa Al Thani pays €8.5m for Ionian retreats for family with seller happy to strike deal after 18 months of red tape
The suitor is one of the world's wealthiest men; the location happens to be the eurozone's poorest country. But in an unlikely coming together of economic circumstances, the emir of Qatar, Hamad bin Khalifa Al Thani, has opted to splash out €8.5m (£7.35m) on six idyllic isles in the Ionian sea.
Closure of the deal – the latest in a global shopping spree that has seen the sheikh's property portfolio spread from London to Beijing – has been met with glee in Greece, the west's most bankrupt state, and Doha, where the royal household experienced 18 months of excruciating drama to take possession of the outcrops.
"Greece is that kind of place," said Ioannis Kassianos, Ithaca's straight-talking Greek-American mayor. "Even when you buy an island, even if you are the emir of Qatar, it takes a ye
As a solider is on his way home from the fight for peace and love to all he has before his vision of the sweetest of passions fall before his eyes on his way back home does he find the day or moment where he opens his eyes only to see the purest of angels on a day that has the sweetest temptations and passions of the smallest sins of being on a balcony of true love with the sweetest of strawberries or fruit on the clearest summer day with the most beautiful breeze he has ever felt for she is there with him on that balcony just for to share a single moment and be truly at peace with just that moment if that shall be all she shares with him for he has held so much pain in his heart as she has for they no not of the reasons as of yet until she says no words and allows him only to just look into her eyes to journey to her heart and see what truly exists in her heart of which he never has seen such beauty at that very moment when he opens his eyes that were bleeding and blind for all he wa
Can You Be A Christian -witch
Can you be a Christian Witch? And, while we are on the topic: Can you be a Christo-pagan? A Christo-eclectic? or a Christian Wiccan?The simple answer is: yes. But since a simple answer never clarifies anything complex...we shall have to go on to the complex answer.The reason it is not an oxymoron to call oneself a Christian Witch, Christo-pagan, Christo-eclectic or Christian Wiccan is very simple...it all dependson your definition of the terms. Religion is a man-made institution anywayso it would seem appropriate to form "religion" in such a way that most closely defines each individual.
Buddah said: “In theory there is but one religion, in practice, thereare as many religions as there are people.”
Some people don't care about labels and some do. For some a label likeChristian Witch...is meant more to clarify a concept within their own mindthan to be agreed upon by the public at large. But I'm rambling and getting off the topic here: Basically we have to look at what some
My Gyno Appt
I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week.Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor’s office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn’t have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn’t going to be able to make the full effort
So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment.I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I’m sure you do, I hopped up on the table, looked over at
Awake at night i lay,
thinking of you in my own special way.
Some may think me strange, crass or crude.
But i want you to take me, is that rude?
To be wrestled, tickled, and seduced till i give in.
With kisses and bites and tiny little touches make me spin.
You gain my trust bit by bit,
until finally colors are swirling and control exits.
I will do anything for you, my love so strong.
i will let the ripples of your touch turn me on.
I hand my leash to you, giving my full trust.
you already know what i need because its a must.
You kneel me before you with a special need,
But never do so before a token i have recieved.
You pull my hair, and start warming my back.
starting slow at first, then right on track.
Then the heat, it turns me on.
As you have my mouth upon.
You make me do so many things,
sometimes blindfolded, sometimes seeing.
Sometimes tied down,
But always always hot...
Harder the lashes they come as closer
I get to that sweet release.
True Love Does Exist
I am lost in the darkness without your love.
I see only glimpses of hope from the corners of my eyes.
I hear your soft voice behind me only to find nothing.
I climbed the highest mountains to look upon your beauty.
I swam the largest oceans to feel your touch.
I explored the deepest caverns to discover your treasure.
I went to the gates of Heaven to inquire of the angels where you are at.
I walked knee-deep in the pits of Hell to learn if you needed rescuing.
I flew to the ends of the universe to find you among the stars.
I fell to my knees in my own tears when you were nowhere to be found.
Sorrow laughed at me saying, "You will never find your true love."
I pimp-slapped that hoe saying, "Bitch, get the fuck out of my way because I will find my true love!"
I left Sorrow in its own filth, and continued to look for you.
I learned that you were looking for me, and I stopped in shock.
That is when you came into my life, and I knew I had found my one true love.
My friends told me I had no chance with you because you are a princess, and I am just a commoner.
I told them, "Boys, just watch how it is done," as I made my way towards you, and your royal guards.
I got as close as I could before the guards would stop me.
They demanded that I would turn around if I wanted to live, and I did as I spoke to you.
I said, "Princess, even if the sun were to never shine again, then your beauty would glow forever."
I walked over to where some urchin boys were playing, and got them some food as you watched.
I helped an old lady to carry some stuff for her from the market to her home.
She offered me some gold in thanks for me helping her, but I politely refused it saying she could keep it.
You noticed this also, and you were curious as to why I would refuse gold being a commoner.
You watched as I fixed a doll for some girls to play with again.
I told them to start singing how you are the most beautiful lady in the cosmos.
You tried to keep up with
One Night Stand
what will come to be of love that comes your way give your all to the one may walk away are you sure love will stand by your side wounder life of true love hold so dear to your heart with pain your eyes see love your body feels love listen words of love last one day one year or more then you can feel have to walk away what will come of love you say your in love are you or is it just a funny kind of love you cry out for love hold out your hands
for love you die for love lie for love you take for love run from love move for love love another want them back for love dream of love kiss for love hate for love fuck for love you run to love one night stand for love you meet for love you don't know her name fall in love one look at her is love you kill for love steal for love hold her all night long tell her how much means to you tell a story of love take her to your bed lay next to her hold her tell her sweet words kiss her on her lips love moving faster as you move with the wind love is
Have you ever looked at the sky, and wonder why?
Have you ever wished you could fly, and started to cry?
Have you ever wanted to try, but all you could do was sigh?
Have you ever been so high, and all you wanted to do was die?
I know what it is to look up into the sky, and ask why would anyone want to create it.
I have wished I could fly, and I have cried because I was not able to.
I have wanted to try something new, but I was paralyzed with fear so I just ended up with a big sigh
I have been so high that I should have died, and I begged God to let me die quickly.
I was in a puddle of my own tears on my knees when my ex wife told me she wanted a divorce.
I knew I had lost her so long ago, but until then I didn't give up on us.
I swore to never drink again, I vowed to never do drugs again, and I made an oath to never smoke again.
I cursed God telling Him to leave me in the darkness because I hated Him.
I spent several years feeling like I was completely lost, but something k
Just For You
I heard the angels singing just for you.
I watched the cosmos give life to creatures just for you.
I spoke with celestial beings that dedicate their beings just for you.
I felt the warmth of the sun that shines just for you.
I tasted the sweetness of the fruits that grow just for you.
I sensed the joy that all life has just for you.
I have only one more thing to say, and I will be done.
This poem was made for someone special, and it was made like this:
Just For You
I have done nothing to you expect show you kindness.
I have spoken only words of truth to you with the honesty that is in my heart.
I am nice to you because you are a person that deserves it.
I compliment you because that is what I believe about you.
I know exactly what I feel in my heart for you because I have had this feeling before in life.
I won't tell you how I feel because I don't want to lose you.
I am afraid that you will not have nothing to do with me if I open my soul to you.
You have told me that you just want to be friends, then you contradict yourself by saying the opposite next.
You are surprised that I can call you out so fast, and tell you what you are thinking before you can.
You think I am stalking you, but there are plenty of ladies that show me attention without me doing anything.
You need to get your head on straight, and stop trying to play mind games with me.
You should just tell me how you feel straight up from your heart, and not your mind.
You are a beautiful lady.
You are a great friend.
You are a super family member.
You shoot me down every time I try to flirt.
I talked to you one time, and your voice was angelic.
I am always drunk because you always SF me.
You think that I won't like you if I am not drunk.
I can see your light shining in the darkness.
Your eyes are pools of divine radiance.
Your smile is heartfelt.
The poem you wrote for me made me cry when you told me that it was for me.
Your young beauty makes you no older than 20 at most.
I dedicate this poem to my Friend/Family member on here patti the brat because she deserves this, and more as praise to her worthiness to be called divine.
there must be something wrong with me... like really wrong..
i go out with a guy a time or two and then they disappear... (no sex involved)
other guys say things about how i am fuckable but they wouldn't date me...
i really don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.
I am a good person.. I pay my own bills.. i dont' care about the money a guy makes... if he treats me well then i am his.. but all i am is a hole to fuck apparently..
i get cheated on constantly.. i hate this crap..
maybe i should just be a fucking slut.. fuck everyone.. why not.. maybe then i won't get upset when people use me because then i know going in that he is a douchebag
I am willing to listen to you as you talk about your day, and your problems.
I will always have something ready for you to eat when you get home.
I will wash the dishes as you watch your tv shows.
I will clean the house as you are away.
I will take out the trash, and I will clean up all of my messes.
I will leave the toilet seat down for you, and put my clothes in the laundry basket.
I will wash the clothes, and dry them so you don't have to worry about it.
I will hold you when you cry, be there to comfort you, and be there to keep you warm.
I will give you massages all the time to ease the aches in your body.
I will kiss you passionately all the time, and I will even kiss you with my bedroom eyes.
I will take care of the kids making sure they get to school on time with their lunches.
I will take care of the pets so they can be happy.
I will show you love, compassion, kindness, niceness, caring, and concern for you all the time.
This is my offer to you for the rest of my l
10 Of The Worst Examples Of Management-speak
Only if you have the core competencies will you be able to action the key deliverables ... Steven Poole drills down into the strangled vocabulary of office jargon.
Among the most spirit-sapping indignities of office life is the relentless battering of workers' ears by the strangled vocabulary of management-speak. It might even seem to some innocent souls as though all you need to do to acquire a high-level job is to learn its stultifying jargon. Bureaucratese is a maddeningly viral kind of Unspeak engineered to deflect blame, complicate simple ideas, obscure problems, and perpetuate power relations. Here are some of its most dismaying manifestations.
1 Going forward
Top of many people's hate list is this now-venerable way of saying "from now on" or "in future". It has the rhetorical virtue of wiping clean the slate of the past (perhaps because "mistakes were made"), and implying a kind of thrustingly strategic progress, even though none is likely to be made as long as the working
I Am A Confident Woman..
I am the new woman. I am a born fighter. You can bend me sometimes for your selfish motives but you can never break me because I am invincible. I am not jealous of any one because I am very confident about my own capabilities. I believe that there is nothing in this world which I cannot accomplish because nothing can stop me from being an achiever in any field I want to master. I will not allow anyone to manipulate me or belittle my soul with deceitful conduct. I will not allow anyone to define or change me because I am free spirited and I have my own unique personality. I know how to fight back and survive on my own terms. If I am shattered I come back even stronger because I am determined to be a survivor and not a victim. Each day the challenges of life deepen the conviction in my soul and make me more determined to achieve my goals
This Is Plain Sick, I'm Warning You.
Girl, 14, forced to become pregnant with donor sperm bought by mother
Judge describes 'wicked and selfish' motive of using daughter to provide parent with a fourth child.
A mother forced her 14-year-old adopted daughter to inseminate herself with donor sperm to provide a baby for her after she was prevented from adopting any more children, it can be revealed.
The daughter, a virgin, is believed to have miscarried at 14, but went on to have a baby at 16 after regularly inseminating herself with sperm bought over the internet by her "domineering" mother because she was too scared to refuse.
Details of the shocking case have emerged in a previously secret court judgment, which can be reported today for the first time and which raises serious questions over loopholes in international adoptions and the regulation of the global traffic in gametes.
The adoptive mother, who cannot be identified for fear of identifying her daughter and grandchild, is now serving a five-year prison sentence
War Of The Sexes Secret Handbook
Heads up for men:
We know when you are lying (and trap you by letting you think you got away with it)
We know when you are angry (and use that knowledge to manipulate you)
We know when you are afraid (and resent your denial and inaction)
We know when you are weak (and try to strengthen you so we don't have to for fucking ever & ever)
We know when you are lost (and pull over to the gas station for fucking directions because you won't)
We know when you fuck up (and keep that in our memory bank for a future argument)
We know when you are a man (and no longer treat you as a child to be coddled)
Heads up for women:
They know when you are lying (and slowly over time accept it finally)
They know when you are angry (and hope it will go away after your period ends)
They know when you are afraid (and try to make you more afraid so that you will cling to them)
They know when you are weak (and revel in that...Sir Galahad etc...)
They know when you are lost (and take you on a journe
So This Is It
So where do I begin (or rather end?) Aptly enough , with my last fubar blog. I’ve been on this site since ,geez, 2007 or so and it’s has had it’s up’s and down’s (mostly downs.)
I’ve met –virtually of course – some interesting people. I made a rl friend here. I loved someone dearly (and f’d that up) and so on. I've watched "friends" here having falling outs over trivial things. I've seen the good and the bad in people. Yes I'm guilty of being a major dick to some people. Others I've tried (to no avail) to reach out too. Ya win some, you loose some I suppose.
I suppose I got to the point in my life where fubar doesn’t matter anymore. The faces change the angst, agita , drama and the associated crap remains and stays the same. I can’t look for love or companionship via the shout box. It’s not realistic nor doable. Sure I can buy your attention/affection with credits but I want true love. Not this. I don’t
Crumbling Moss Part One
Yet ANOTHER two part lucid dream last night. This one was unusual in it's detail though. I am sure that I will have to break this up over at least 2 blogs because FU, in it's infinite wisdom, decided to put a LIMIT on the number of characters that are allowed in one blog...so we shall see how it goes....at least TWO maybe three so let's just see shall we?
A bunch of friends and I were walking from one party to another party in Downtown LA and all of a sudden people started screaming. I looked back to see what was going on and I saw a huge lightening BALL explode from the ground about what seemed a half mile away. My first thought was "some idiot decided to nuke LA...great" so I looked around for shelter but soon realized it was not a nuke.....it was a regular explosion because I saw puffs of debris wafting down the street like after 9/11...slowly...not like a nuke that wipes you away, before you can even see it coming, by the shockwave first. So I relaxed and assumed it was just a reg
"my Slut Whore"
My slut whore kept sucking hard cleaning my dick and getting me revived for her itching asshole. the young woman knew she would burn in hell for continuously indulging in such perverted lusts, but she couldn't help herself now. Her ass hole was hopelessly addicted to my black hard driving dick and that tiny little tunnle had to have it every bit if it. Black Rose was hungrily feasting on Denise's oozing pussy slit now. While three fingers were in her ass, his tongue and lips coaxed more of her lusts into his own swallowing mouth. God this hot vixen tasted good. His dick ached to fuck her pussy. Her ass was tighter than her pussy and he liked to hear the screams and sex cries that Denise made when he took his pleasure inside her tight white ass. ......Will add more later:)
An Ode And Two Seasons...
As you wake on a tuesday winter's mornand the climate for me is of summer borni am thinking these thoughts, they are romancei envision us soflty as we dancewe are gliding in motion and spinningas our gaze locks our eyes we are grinningi draw you so closely to my faceour lips touch together in warm embracei brush through your hair like the wind does the tree leavesjust thinking of you makes me weak in the kneesi can't help it this feeling, i am floatingi don't want to lose all of this i'm emotingyou have taken the place of my nightmaresi am constantly captured by your starei cannot ever get you off my mindyou have worn smooth my rough spots and i findthere is no room in my heart for no otheri am running toward you and not coveryou have blanketed my soul from the insideit is for your love and toward you i glide
Answer To Many Questions
I'm posting this because so many people have sent me messages asking what happened, so...for those of you that give two shits this is what dumbass Rubberslave did yesterday...
I am allgeric to shell fish, I thought just raw shrimp, but, I was terribly wrong. I ordered a shrimp basket from a local restaurant here in WI and went home with my youngest daughter to eat it. Was fine for a few, talking on my cell to my oldest daughter who still lives in IN when I felt very ill. Long story short my tongue, throat and lips swelled terribly and I had to be transported to the ER. My youngest called 911 for me, literally saving my life...again. Angels take many forms and I have the privelidge of calling one of them not only my daughter but my friend.
It's one of those days. It's mixed with horrible feelings and great things happening. Today would have been my Moms birthday. First one since she passed. But on the bright side, I had my boys 2 nights. I know that sounds weird to some people, but I do have a really good reason and I don't want to get into it.
We played games, made popcicles, had a picnic inside (it rained) and just had fun. Now I just wish they would go to sleep, lol. I know they are just fighting it....they've been busy all day.
I also have this feeling that I'm losing some of my friends. It's sad. Not that I'm some "great catch", but yeah. I thought we were friends.....
Make me sickI want you to hole up inside
this sicksweet disease and
rest your tender cheek right here,against my chest
There is no ailment as
beautiful as you,the thread of silk that webs my soul and attracts
nothing but a dream
Wide hurtful smiles
Eyes so sparkling I look mad
but fuck it makes me freeand isn't that what love is?
My arms stay as empty as the promises
that pile to just steady my feet and run crashing into you
Underneath i know
It's really o.k to love you the way I do
when you have deserved it and begged for itwithout asking outloud
Intention is just that
no bandages or healing
beyond what you already give me are necessary
Competitive Drama Is Not Welcomed
A message to Kimclen when she unblocks me for the 2nd time tonight, and to everyone else who should understand. I am trying to settle this, but unfortunately I have to make this a public blog message.
Why do you always think I am racing or competing against you? I am not. I have never even imagined doing that with anyone. I am not trying to be better than anyone here. I am new, Kim. Only less than three months. You told me to play the game. I am.
I am sorry I am stretching out my VIP as much as I can before it expires. I just can't be lazy and not utilize my VIP effectively and efficiently. I am playing the game like you are. Meet friends, learn more about them, develop relationships, help them out, and move forward together hand and hand. I've always been a peaceful guy. You always assume this is a competition. Kim, it's not. Spend time with your son, Kim. Please. Just do what you promised earlier. You'll thank me later. After my second interview tomorrow, things
I only write about butterflies
if we are pulling off their wings
Damaged and freckled
dust covered fingers that
aren't so delicate anymore
Humming slowly about Jack & Diane
my heart in
wingless beatless flight
Congealed in another time
between your filthy
The Show Must Go On Xxx
openanother drop of my lids
only to glimpse the velvet curtain's billowing
center parting like the salty oceans
of crimson streaming down my thighsTender caresses
attack and remind my sweat stained fever thati am no longer running this production
Your control, my lovely desperationthreatens to devouryourun-rehearsedscript
Tension in my calves shoot flame
A subtle upbeat within my fear tangled
heart betrays my paralysis
The foundation of my non-chalant stage crumbling
beneath the dripping lights
"Have you forgotten your lines ,faggot..hrrm?"Your teeth against my lobe
gnashing the questionmy answeras stuffed as the vicious hole of my mouth
I felt your breath
heated moist dangerThe nape of my neck your megaphoneMy skin an audience to delicious incantations
quickly whispered warnings of your desire"Your mind is beautiful when broken,boi.. Ripped and shattered like my will to leave you on this set
Not For The Easily Depressed
People have been asking the question “Why are we here?” for centuries. I think I have found the answer. The question needs clarification first than the answer will be given.
When people ask “Why are we here?” they mean “What is our purpose to live?” or “Why do we exist?” Ask a religious person and their answer might be to serve their god or something along those lines. This answer is unacceptable. I wouldn’t want to serve a god that created me just to serve him/her. Would you?
The answer to the ultimate question is…. 42. I’m jesting, of course. The real answer is that we have no purpose. Before you blow my answer off, you should think about it. Everything else has a purpose; either to feed other things, clean other things, or to protect other things. Even excrement and urine have a purpose. Excrement gets rid of unwanted things in the body, be it human or animal and urine is used in a variety of ways
I walk through fields of clocksand watch time stray aimlessly in the breezeIf only I could be carried away so easily...
My Friend John
He is a friend when in need
A good friend indeed With cartoons and funnies
Charm that flows like honey
He is Johnplanedude Not the least bit rude
Always good for a laugh and a smile
A friend that will last more than a little while
Always ready for fun and good times
I'm proud to say he's a friend of mine
ok well one time Me and my ex went to my Ex mother in laws house and my ex was in the mood so we went outside and we parked the car in her back yard and i sat on the hood of the car and he slid my panties to the side and was playing as i was sliding off the hood i was falling onto his manhood and i put my legs on his shoulders to push myself back up to the top of the car hood
An Outspoken Source Commandeered My Mind...
a rippled candle scar
streaks across the page
a rippled candle scar
is seared across my face
it unlocks the pen that contains my rage
i'm unswallowed and disgraced
i hate myself today!
every golden apple molds inside a day
blood intensifies the pain
whilst sunlight stops no rain
my life is altogether course
and set against the grain
i keep a tiny picture
i've misplaced the little frame
i bear the burden of the image
i speak only to my shame
i pray shouting from my knees!
"do i harbour anger for a reason
or is this symptomatic of disease?
and is it all the same to stray
or am i stone mixed in with clay?
regardless of the windfall
it's my feelings i betray
and if only for my treason
i'm sure my debt remains
is there something else to say?
oh yeah, i fuckin' hate myself today!"
I Don't Think So
What I want you to know is, just because I dated a guy I met on fubar once, it does not mean that I am looking to do it again. It was the worst mistake that I have ever made. I would give anything to rewind my life back two years and do things differently. I couldn't imagine after all that I have been through putting myself through the same shit again.
When you start talking to someone on the internet. You don't really know them. You don't even know if they real. You only know what they want you to know about them. Maybe when you find out who they really are, they make you feel guilty for being unhappy about it, telling you that they are the same person that you had always been talking to. Maybe you meet them and it seems okay for a little while, but before long, they get controlling and possessive and you feel like you are stuck. Maybe they threaten you and hold things over your head to try to keep you in the relationship. Maybe they get you 1200 miles away from home and then they de
A colorless rainbow in a sky of imagination,
a camereless tourist on a summer vacation.
A cloud without rain, but a sky without sunshine,
a constellation for admiration for a blind man's cloud nine.
A stemless flower in a competitve ecosystem,
the prey born with one leg, the predator without any eyes.
... a chaotic compromise.
A mannequin selling fashion and deadly sins,
a homeless man searching through trashcan bins.
A chalkboard without a budget, a teacher without hope,
the Valedvictorian hanging from a rope.
It's just mental complexity like congested New York city,
daily traffic jams with mental crams, and I don't take pity.
Flash flood warning, a fair reason to vent.
Drowning those who don't appreciate how much time I have spent.
Tears of a stranger, throw me some lemons and a stand,
time to sell drama out in the front yard to prove that the supply isn't up to its demand.
Blurred vision, bullet proof heart, it's just a decision, it's tim
Justice 4 Max The Dog (shot By The Cops)
AFTER SEEING THIS VIDEO ON THE INTERNET I FELT VERY STRONGLY TO GET INVOLVED WITH THIS SO I LOOKED TO SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON ABOUT IT TODAY AND THERE IS A PETITION FOR IT SO I AM URGING YOU TO HAVE A LOOK AT THE VIDEO AND CONSIDER SIGNING THE PETITION. IT DOES NOT REQUIRE YOU TO HAVE AN ACCOUNT TO SIGN AND YOU CAN ALSO SIGN IT ANONYMOUSLY ie. "hide your name" IF YOU PREFER .
YOU CAN SEE THE VIDEO ON YOUTUBE HERE
****WARNING!!! THIS VIDEO CONTAINS GRAPHIC CONTENT!!!!!
HERE YOU CAN READ MORE ABOUT IT AND SIGN THE PETITION FOR MAX.
i think all of you know i have no real life friends. i have interweb friends but noone i can hang out with, talk to. i think this is seriously
starting to get on my nerves and it may be harming me. i think i need friends now more than ever at this point in my transition and its probably why i think im stunted emotionally and socially.
so how do i make friends, i worry that paula will get jelouse (sp) and i will just climb back into my shell, but i tried to make friends at work but they just see me a s the token trans person. i dont think anyone really sees the real me. i swear i feel like that 10 yr old kid that noone wants to play with (again). i just dont know what to do. i need friends, i need people to help me develop and expand myself. from make up tips to style, to life in general.
i think i now know why the suicide rates are so high for ts people. the loss of family and friends is hard to overcome :(
thanks for listining to me ramble
not feeling to funny anymore
Un Tresor Pas Si Lointain...
on a july winter night
i can see you in my sight
i want to sprout wings like a dove
and fly to you, my love
you have changed so much inside of me
your winds have blown away the dust so now i can see
i had become a dried up river bed
i stumbled along parched and half past dead
but i feel a fresh well spring inside me flowing
my lips put forth to smile and my face is glowing
these thoughts of you are embedded in my mind
i have found all there is to find
i can stow away my bags and let down my sails
and stop the journey of these lonely trails
i have searched and searched and the search is over
for never in my life will there be someone other
i will set up my camp until the end of time
for there is nothing left for me to find
Today marks my 28th day clean from a certain shit drug! I never thought i could go this long without using.. was addicted for 3 years... i feel AMAZING! && i ain't ever looking back!!! Now all i have to do is quit smoking cigarettes && drinking ... yeh.. eventually lol
Ass To Mouth: When Is It Ok?
Some people are kinkier than others, some get to be Freak McNasty's during the heat of the moment and some people are just so vanilla.The question is: When is it ok to go Ass-to-Mouth?
You never go A-2-M!
Always go Ass-to-Mouth
Sometimes it's ok to go Ass-to-Mouth
Never go Ass-to-Mouth
Not an option cuz no anal!
Please leave your answer as a comment below. Thanks!
God Here I Am Humbled In Yo Grace
The Lord is my sheppard, I shant not want He lead me beside still waters
He maketh me to lay down in green pastures yea thought I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death. I fear no evil, for thy rod and staf comfort me.
God prepare my table in the mist of thine enemies, my cup surely
runneth over. for I delight my inner man in God s Laws.live in the ways of the Rightious
Thy mercy and goodnest shall follow me throughout the days of my life.
To read this prayer is to understand what type of man I am & thine woman of my dreams is out there. so it is writen in my destiny.
All that I do that is not of my destiny is a set back. My spirit understands. In order to get that which is ment for me in the for of a
blessing. My character will have to line up. err day my flesh must be sacrificed for my will to be surrendered to God. On my jouney I
my path is inlightened. she who I choose will please my body. The one chossen for me will soothe my Body,nurture m
Mmm two nicely trimmed balls one nice juicy cock and a helping heaping of sticky cum all over my buns
On The Wings Of Angels
I have a friend on another site that is lying right now in the Hospital , had throat cancer and he is scared and all alone so I wrote these words for him , I hope they bring him comfort in the long road back to recovery. His surgery was yesterday . If , that is if he recovers. If not the Angels can read it to him , I believe there is life after this one ends we begin anew. So my dear friend this ones for you :
Time stands still , when I feel your love around me ,
Eternal we will be , Frozen in time ,
Thats you and me .....
So wrap your arms around me tight ,
And call upon my strength ;
Cause my love will be there
To lift you up when-ever you feel weak......
I hope the Angels play his favorite tunes , and I pray he remembers his childrens first cries ,
Let him always know there's prayers to guide him through the night , and let him remember
friendships that has been frozen in the space of time. Let my Spirit surround him in his time of need ,
And let him know dear Je
Pearls Of Different Sizes On A Necklace
So I love pearls now I wander how good it would feel if I just put them next to my clitt and slowly pull them up maybe the clit might enjoy this hmm must try and take a pic
"the Debt " Part2
Bo put the dildo into her moist pussy and teased her an inch at a time, pushing it in and removing it completely. She writhed with angush at the teasibg and grew a little impatient. Finally Bob shoved it home and she yelped with sursrise.
"That didn't hurt did it?" Bob asked with concern in his voice. It took her a moment to catch enough breath to asswer and whisper, "No." She turned her head tothe side and bit her lower lip.
Kathy moved her hips again against the pressure. Bob turned the vibe up. She arched her back and bit her lip harder. Her fingertips pulled on her nipples. she moved one hand down to her clit and rubbed across it very fast. soon she shook woth orgasm.
Bob just watched amazed as Kathy filled with lust. He was struck with the beauty of her pleasure and how simple yet elegant. She was in her own world of feelings and he helped get her there. He moved the large dildo in and out of her as it vibrated then left it deep inside her for a second and a half each t
I was just told by someone I wasn't being real after telling him my pics on here aren't recent... I said at least I told ya about it that's as real as it gets and his pic is 4 yrs old..lol so that's not as he says being real either...so My question is ..Do u think I'm not being real cause I don't have any recent pics? To me looks aren't everything u could be hella good looking but ur personality could suck and make u look ugly in my option, so let me know what u think and plz be real..lol tell the truth good or bad.. Looking forward to ur responses. Thank u for ur time....
New (as Yet Un-named) Band Set List
The band is:
Kyu Han - Lead Vocals + various weird noises
Brian Buzzell - Lead and rhythm guitars + lead vocals
Daren Howe - Drums
Mark Stevens - Bass + lead vocals
Here is our set list so far:
Heavy - Collective Soul
Sex Type Thing - Stone Temple Pilots
Again - Alice In Chains
Godzilla - Blue Oyster Cult (Me on lead vocals)
Check My Brain - Alice In Chains
The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson
Sober - Tool
Face To The Floor - Chevelle
Dragula - Rob Zombie (Brian on lead vocals)
Awake - Godsmack
Brain Stew/Jaded - Green Day
Symphony Of Destruction - Megadeth (Me on lead vocals)
Ring Of Fire - Social Distortion
Voodoo - Godsmack (Brian on lead vocals)
Control - Puddle Of Mudd
Them Bones - Alice In Chains
The Red - Chevelle
Moon Baby - Godsmack
More Human Than Human - White Zombie
Ariels - System Of A Down
Bodies - Drowning Pool
Man In The Box - Alice In Chains
She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mudd (Me on lead vocals)
Smells Like Teen Spirit -
Thankyou My Beautiful Black Rose,i Love You
Thankyou for coming into my life and accepting for who I am.my love grows stronger and stronger for you each day.our meeting is no coincidence,I believe we are meant to be together.we say why we couldn't met long ago,just why.it wasn't our time yet.we met this time for a reason.it could've been something we both needed to learn before we met or it could've been something we had to go through first,only god knows.our time is now my love.i Thank you for being who you are as a human being.youre beautiful to me baby.you have a gift that you thought you never had and a talent you may had never exercised,and that's your heart baby.your heart is what makes you gifted in every way as a person and to others.i fell in love with your gift you have.i love you so much booby.i really do and so unexplainable how feel and care for you.thankyou for taking the time for me.you have become a part of me in my life and its an honor to share my love with you.i didn't want to let you go that day,I so much did
Reading A Little Saves A Lot Of Typing.
Rock N Roll Animal
Rock N Rol...: well hello there
Rock N Rol...: how are you tonight?
Oppressive...: fine and you?
Rock N Rol...: great now! LOL
Rock N Rol...: have a question if i may?
Convo With Babyj. Quit Begging.
Yes..it does happen :)
Per: Well hello there
Per: How are ya?
babyjesus: ok, you?
Per: decent I guess, lol. Finally on here for the first time in a week
babyjesus: meto, been out of town! hah
Per: I've just been busy with cardiac rehab, 2 kids, a boyfriend and a job hahaha.
Per: Saw something in a MuMM and it made me think of you, kinda. Do you ever get tired of people asking you for things..like bling or some crap? I'm assuming that you get that done a lot, lol. I'd probably want to punch them in the face.
babyjesus: not really... i just ignore them
Per: hahaha. Far more tollerant than I'd be. =/ Good thing I don't run this place.
Per: I think that's all the random questions I have for today. Have a great one
Note To Fubar
Really disgusted that u all would promote a date rape drug as bling as if its some sort of trophy of some sort! And anyone that has been victim to a roofie because this is the real SICK world that we live in...isnt seeing at all the humor or reasoning that a site like this would give shitheads the mindset to think roofies are at all cool WTF r u all thinking!!!!Absolutely turned my stomach !!Completely a disrespectful and insensitive Bling why dont u just PROMOTE RAPE ALREADY!!! OHH U JUST DID!
Why I've Been Mia Lately 09-09-13
Some of you may have (or may not have) noticed that this last few weeks (or months really) I have not been around much. Probably none of you really cares or probably more accurately no one really noticed, but there are a number of reasons for this, for those who are interested.
I'm currently enrolled in a 10 week (once a week) course that will not end, until late October, so, there's that.Some (probably most) of you know that I'm a mother of three children, the oldest of which, has Right Hemi-Paretic Cerebral Palsy. What this means is that his intellect is NOT affected, his body however, is. He has right-sided weakness that runs the length of his body, and he also has a leg length discrepancy on that side (one leg is shorter than the other). He will have this for the rest of this life, and requires a lot of therapy sessions, special bracing and casting, and several neurological appointments to check on his brain functioning and make sure that he's not at risk for seizures a
What Game Should I Create?
Since my mumm didn't work so well I figured I'd try here instead. I'm new to game design, and I'm planning to make an old school 8 or 16 bit style RPG, but I can't decide which genre it should be inspired by. Should I make a steampunk style RPG? I know there are already several steampunk games out there, specifically Final Fantasy 6 and 7. Or should I make a horror inspired game? The west never got Sweet Home, so maybe that's something to consider. Or should it be something entirely different and wacky kinda like Earthbound or a combination of different things?
Come Get Me , I Wanna ......
It's still raining , as I look out at the darkening sky. Dark clouds are rolling by with nary a care. I'm lonesome tonight just thinking and longing for you darlin' but you're no-where near. A fireplace would be lovely tonight , as I lose myself in a day-dream at bed-time , I can feel your caliused hands running down my back to rest upon my hips , you twist me around and bring your lips to my neck for a long sensual kiss , licking at my ear lobes and cupping my ass in , pulling my body as far into you as it would go. You find my lips again , parting them with your tongue to taste of my mouth , awwwww baby I do need you so and you don't even know or care but that wont stop me from wanting you. Please come and get me if you've crossed over to the other side. I'm ready to leave this realm , trying my luck at another roulette table . Baby come fuck me please , as the rain is gently hitting the window pane . Standing in the open window feeling the rain come through the screen. I can feel yo
Fu Whores At It Again!
You know I think it's real funny how men don't get much attention on here till they start running bling.. Then as soon as the whores see it they start talking to them and making them salutes sending them naked picture or videos, prob handing out phone numbers telling these men they love them when they are 20 plus years older than them.. DUDES!!!!! Are you seriusly that desperate to spend all your hard earned money on these girls who wouldent have given you time a day if you wernt spending your money on them? Open your eyes!
If someone asked you to choose one 90s tune..which one would it be? One that makes you move that ass (fat or not...we don't care) every fucking time you listen to it!
Random question time again.
Would you rather trade some of your intelligence to be better looking or some of your looks to be more intelligent?
What makes Greek yoghurt..Greek?
The origin of its ingredients?
The way it is produced?
The country where it was produced?
I do not get it..really. It seems that people will buy any crappy (or not crappy for that matter) yoghurt JUST CAUSE the label says it's Greek.
People, get a grip..if Greek Yoghurt is REALLY that important to you..at least buy a fucking yoghurt MADE I GREECE!
Terry stood in the museum and stared at the statue . APOLLO, the sign said and he was , in fact , a Greek god . Although carved from a block of cold marble , his body looked warm,almost alive. His arms were strong and beautifully muscled , his legs were long , an athlete's legs. His groin was covered by a leaf , but she knew that he was well-endowed. She walked around to his back and gazed t his buttocks and the muscle definition in his back and shoulders. Slowly , she circled the statue , eyes gazing where her fingers itchedto touch. It was as if she knew that , had he been alive , they would be together forever. It was going to be a long drive home so better hit the ladies room first. When she came out the museum was silent. She looked around noticed that the lights were dimmed.How would her god look in this soft glow ? She retraced her steps back to the statue , she gazed into his eyes and touched his calf. It was warm beneath her fingers. How was that ? It might appear warm , but i
Funny As Hell
At first I was afraid, I was petrified.When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died!But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, thatI grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on...But there you are, another lie,I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry!I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dreamShould have known there was no Anaconda lurking in thoseJeans!Go on now - go! , Walk out the door,Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4!Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!?Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!!I will survive! I will survive!Cuz as long as I have batteries,My sex life's gonna thrive!I will always have good sex,With a handful of latex!I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey!It took all my self control not to laugh out loud,When I saw your little wiener standing tall and proud!But to hell with your ego and to hell with all your needs,Now I'm savi
Someone Be Me!!!
Not my shout box, but it was left as a comment on my profile. I guess I should have thought something like that would come up with the name I have on here..but yeah.
terryst43 secsyes please i would love to do more than that , my tongue has a gift for you, you wont be disappointed , also im into any thing for pleasure, video text or pic me 12182779196, sorry not a full member , i would like to get to know you more , im single and your pretty as a peach , serious relationship, no drama
Walking Hand In Hand In The Sand
We were walking along the beautiful sandy beach , holding hands and watching the waves come rolling in . " You've been a great friend Kiki and I will always love you " BJ said in a soft tender voice . My heart dropped , like I knew what he was going to say , I had felt the distance sense we had met on the beach. " I have met the woman of my dreams , and Kiki I really love her. "What's her name ?I asked. " It's Latasha ", BJ answered . I knew this day was coming , I was really too old for him and had made him promise he would still look for a younger woman. I wanted his happiness , his joy would be my joy too. I had always been able to make him laugh so I went into action and it wasn't long until my silly shit had him rolling. The mood had switched from seriousness to gleeful. I said to myself , " It's now or never " So I preceded to start talking about sex, I knew what turned him on so I was going to try everything in the book. I was going to seduce him. We were still holding hands , a
Lance Is Back To Bitch And Complain About Stuff!
You know what I hate?
When they show one commercial TWICE in one commerical break from my favorite television shows.
You might be asking, "well why don't you change the channel during the commerical break?"
Well because when I'm watching 'Are You Smarter Than A Fifth Grader' and Jeff Foxworthy says, "For the question: what country is the furthest EAST of these three: Brazil, Argentina, or Uraguay, Brian answered, Brazil, is he correct?...... We'll find out AFTER the break!"
And with the studio audience, I give a big OHHHHHHHaaaahhhh. And even though I know the answer is Brazil and the fifth grader MacKenzie who said Argentina is WRONG, I can't stand thinking I will miss coming back from commercial break to see the 35 year old investment banker rub it into the face of poor little 11 year old MacKenzie because she got the answer wrong and in this one case, he is indeed smarter than a fifth grader. Congratulations, want a cookie?But anyways, to get back to the point.
I'm sitting ther
You And Me
Every once in a while, the impossible comes true.
There is no explaining, the way I feel for YOU.
Do I love you? Yes, more than life itself.
But even love doesn't compare, to all that I have felt.
You rebuilt me, healed me from the inside out.
And each time I hear your name, there is no room for doubt.
Doubting is for the weak, and you and I are strong.
Holding onto one another, through everything gone wrong.
I once walked with millions, down the Hall of Shame.
Pretending to be someone else, ashamed of my own name.
But you loved me regardless, through all that I was not.
I have learned a lot from you, and the lessons you have taught.
Some don't understand, but really I don't care.
They can call me crazy, knowing you are there.
My soul is not mine anymore, it has been yours all along.
Pride is what I feel, knowing I'm right where I belong.
Inside your heart as well, and if it takes a lifetime.
I will wait patiently, to place your hand in mine.
Because you are worth it,
Giới Thiệu Game Iwin
Tai iwin là game trực tuyến trên mobile kết hợp mạng xă hội, với cách chơi mới lạ cùng với các tính năng mạng xă hội vô cùng hấp dẫn, iWin đang là một trong những game có số lượng người chơi nhiều nhất hiện nay. Tai Game iWin, vừa chơi game vừa kết bạn cùng sở thích và thoải mái chia sẻ cảm xúc của ḿnh mọi lúc mọi nơi.Đăng nhập dễ dàngChỉ cần đăng kư tài khoản và tự tạo mật khẩu là người chơi đă có thể tham gia tṛ chơi mà không cần khai báo bất cứ thông tin cá nhân nàoĐăng nhập iwin Hăy chứng tỏ bạn là một cao thủ trong làng giải trí bằng các màn chơi tích lũy t
Game Iwin 420 Phiên Bản Dành Cho Iphone
Từ khi ra mắt đến nay , iwin được khá nhiều người biết đến và yêu thích . Để đáp lại sự ủng hộ của mọi người, BQT đă cho ra mắt phiên bản game iwin cho iphone.Hăy cùng t́m hiểu phiên bản mới này nhé các bạn.
Các thể loại game rất đa dạng trong game iwin,nhiều thành viên ra vào hằng ngày để t́m đối thủ và luôn khao khát chiến thắng và vô địch trong cờ tướng,cờ vua và trở thành một thần bài là những mục tiêu của các thành viên muốn chơi game iwin này.
Tải game iwin cho iphone nào các bạn
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Chúc các bạn chơi game iwin vui vẻ !
Sửa Laptop Uy Tín ở đâu?
Góp mặt trong lĩnh vực sửa chữa laptop, máy tính, máy in từ năm 2008 ATLcomputer đă dần được người dùng tin tưởng và trở thành một địa chỉ sửa laptop uy tín.Cùng với đội ngũ nhân viên nhiệt t́nh, có trách nhiệm cùng tay nghề cao ngay từ khi mới bắt đầu vào xuất hiện ATL computer đă nhận được không ít sự tín nhiệm cũng như là lời khen từ phía khách hàng. Không những thế rất nhiều khách hàng c̣n giới thiệu cho người thân, bạn bè xung quanh mỗi khi ai đó hỏi về địa chỉ sửa laptop uy tín.Đến với ATLcomputer, chúng tôi luôn cam kết mang đến khách hàng dịch vụ sửa chữa laptop,
Máy ấp Trứng Lin Convection 20.000 Trứng Qui Mô Công Nghiệp
Hệ thống trong may ap trung L.in CONVECTION (LIC) là 1 hệ thống tân tiến, tiết kiệm điện, tỷ lệ nở trứng đạt mức hoàn thiện, hệ thống LIC sử dụng toàn bộ nhiệt năng của thanh điện trở nhiệt không để t́nh trạng thừa thải nhiệt độ, ṛ rỉ nhiệt độ ở góc cạnh nào làm hao tốn điện năng , hệ thống có thể tự lọc không khí sạch khử trùng bằng tia cực tím cung cấp cho trứng luồng không khí trong sạch hoàn toàn và hệ thống tạo ẩm c̣n tự động cảm biến mực nước trong máy, tự động bom nước khi gần hết nước, đảm bảo h
Spooking For Fu-bling
I am having a little Halloween themed salute contest. The only rules are that your entry has to include my screenname in the physical shot (ie not shopped in or captioned in) and that it must costued or tied into Halloween in some way.
You may put your entry in a custom folder or you may email it to me (I will provide the email addy privately upon request). It must be in by this weekend (10/26 10/27) **EDIT: DEADLINE EXTENDED TO THE END OF 10/28 PDT**
Multiple entries or series entries are allowed,
If for any reason you wish your entry to be anonymous (posted but not named) or non public, please specify that when you submit your entry and your request will be honored although I recommend you have at least one published for the people's choice prize.
Speaking of people's chpice, there will be a HH awarded to the entry with thr most rates, with the rating average and comment count being used to break a tie. (
The grand prize is a Godmode and suite of Halloween blings fo
The Sexual Encounter
I decided it was a nice evening to stroll in the woods. Time was of no Interest, halfway down a crooked path I noticed a Wood cutter with no shirt and he was chopping some wood. But as I stopped to stare, he glisened of sweat rolling down his back oh how i long to Lick it and Taste him. He was tall in stature, with long flowing black hair half his body down his back but his body was that of a Greek Adonis all rippled with muscle. He stirred a most unusual feeling upon my senses. As i kept looking he noticed me and slowly released his ax and walked towards me. No words were said but he felt as I did for I saw the look of Desire in those Blue eyes and hansome face. He slowly grabbed me and kissed me tenderly sticking his tongue in my mouth with such longing. He smelled of sweat and man drove me wild with anticipation. I slowly cupped his Ass in my hands as he cupped a breast in his. He moved my bra to the side and slipped his hand to flicker my nipple, hard as a small pebble a grunt esc
Finally Some Good News!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I just got home and Im so excited!Finally, we have a game plan & things are moving forward!
My doc sent a referral to the Neuro Surgeon today!!! YAY!Also ordered the EMG and a TENS UNIT... and gave me some pain medicine!
Im soooooo excited @ the possibility of the pain almost being over! I know its
going to take time to heal from the surgery but Im ready & willing!Thank the Lord! YAY! :) :) :)
When I know when things are happening I will post again!Love & Respect!
#3 Picrrating Contest For Family
The new Pic Rating Contest...Frist of all Thanks to the Winners of the last contest..Elvis 1st prize winner Lady in Red second Prize winner and Princess lea third ..Now to kick it up a lil more.this should be fun an get the blood pumping lol...Frist prize for the #3 contest is 1st prize will be a Happy Hour with a Boomy but you must rate all pics..even if you have to use tens..This must be done all Month.. Now to the second prize..Second prize will be a Rockstar an a Limited Edition Bling but you must rate pics all Month Even if you have to use tens..Third prize will be a Boomy and Bling of my Choice.Same rules apply..Must pic rate all Month if You have to use Tens...Make sure you comment and leave the amount of pics you have rated on each folder...All prizes will be Awarded on December 3 2013..
Samantha woke up and tried to stretch and found that her hands and feet were tied to the bed and she was blindfolded. "WHAT THE FUCK!!!!" she exclaimed, being surprised. "Shut the fuck up and enjoy!" she heard her Master, Jonathan reply. "You will enjoy this I am sure". Not wanting to displease her Master, Sam was silent, and full of nervous anticipation.
Jonathan smiled to himself at Sams compliance. "Good girl" he told her, taking out a feather and starting to lightly run it over her face. He noticed her shudder at the touch and as she started to open her mouth to squeal, he quickly said " Shut up or ill gag you. I don’t want to hear a peep. Send all that energy down to your pussy". Sam quickly closed her open mouth.
As soon as Sam closed her mouth, Jonathan continued. The feather slowly followed her jaw line and neck, her ears, and earlobes. She felt it travel down further, sending tingling waves of pleasure to her pussy which was starting to get wet with antici
The Many Facets Of Maynard
I was looking through some very interesting message boards today regarding the "true meaning" behind many of Tool's songs, and I found myself laughing at the commentators more often than not. If you're not a fan of the band, the music, or even the genre, you can still appreciate what I'm going to dive into here...
The beauty of Tool's music, or of anything Maynard has his talents in, is that the lyrics are generally VERY open to interpretation. The words can be extremely elusive, at times almost impossible to decipher as he uses his voice much like any other instrument, and while they have meaning to the writer, that meaning is rarely so easily picked out. That is something I have always loved about the band. You can waste all the breath you have in a lifetime trying to argue what you think a song, or simply a lyric, means...and you'd probably end up only half-right if you're so lucky. A few of his songs are very blatant (take Ænema, for example), and there is not a lot of dep
Private Club In Full Swing
The Night-Club was softly lit to a romantic glow , where harsh lines were dimmed and people could relax .There was music playing low of violins and pianos and a stage with curtains to conceal til it was time to be opened. This was a private special club and not just any riffraff or judgemental people could obtain emission. You were screened very carefully. Here we could be ourselfs and enjoy the company of others like us.It was a BDSM club. I helped run it and seen that there was no unwarrented violence. Our game isn't a one of pain or force, PLEASURE was our goal. And I am a Switch , being both a Dom & a Sub. I liked to control and feel helpless to submit. I was sipping a glass of white wine , was soothing to me. Alexi came in and walked straight up to me , " aaawww Darlin' are you sure you want to do this " , I asked her quietly.Her head was bowed and she whispered respectfully " Yes , I want him so bad , are you sure he will be here tonight " ? He will be , I replied. Carlile was
A Night Of Love ( Lmao )
It was a cold rainy night , I was out strolling the street slowly , I was so hot tonight and in really bad need of a good fucking sense talking to my man earlier on the phone this evening, I hoped I made him so horny that he'd come get me .But I knew that wasn't going to happen. So after walking as far as I wanted to decided to head back home to take a hottub warm-up before bed. There were storm clouds rolling in and a bolt of lightening flashed with thunder following , I quicken my steps but was enjoying the beauty of the moment . I had always loved storms and guess I always would , think it was the violence of the whole thing but it would purify the air and leave things fresh an clean smelling.Unlocking the front door , kicking off my wet shoes I head for the sunken pool , turning the jet streams on of hot bubbling water.Stripping off my clothes and going onto the steps leading down to the hot water , one step at a time . Deeper and deeper until I was waist deep and stopped , runn
I Don't Think You Know .....
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me.These words are from my heartLove you
My entire life I have fought fiercely for what I want. I would work way too hard to try to maintain friendships or relationships when clearly the other person involved was not as invested in me as I was in them. It is exhausting and just ends up making me feel hurt in the end. Maybe it is even selfish of me to be that way... as if I would be forcing my friendship upon other people.
Truthfully, friendship is a two way street and people need to be invested in each other for it to grow over time. I have been really sick recently and I have seen who has taken the time to be there for me, both in my real life and even on an online community like fu. I am appreciative and grateful when people don't abandon me without explanation.
I would never try to make anyone get to know me or spend time with me or any such thing. People tend to have a habit of just disappearing without telling me what's going on, and I think my inherent flaw here is expecting others to be as considerate as I am.
Thank You To My Family And Friends (second Try)
Ok first off Hello everyone!!! Hope all of you are well and life is going great for you. I would like to thank everyone who helped me make and keep Red for the last few weeks, Thank you all so much!!!! You all Rock!!!! I am glad I came back to Fubar (Lost Cherry). I have reconnected with some old friends and made some new friends as well. I think you are all such really great people and I feel privileged to call you my friends. I would really like to thank my to Family for all their help and support in relearning the parts of the game that I had forgotten and the new parts that have changed. I would like to especially thank my regular top 4, Brown Eyed B3auty, Niki Marie, Jersey Girl and WARnPEACE, you guys are GREAT and have been so helpful to me and I appreciate it all, thank you. As for everyone else in My Family thank you all as well. You all have made playing the game fun, enjoyable and interesting. We have made such great connections on here and I hope we will continue to have
Tom is my boyfriend. I love him and I do not want to lose him. I will choose him if forced to choose between friendships or the man who holds my heart. You don't have to like this but you will respect it or I will cease any and all communication with you immediately, no matter how long we have known one another. If you care about me and my happiness you will respect my decision. My friends mean a lot to me and I know most of you will be happy for me and I appreciate that! I do hope we can continue on as such and laugh whenever possible.
Forever in darkness and in fear
Forever in pain and in tears
Forever is longer and loney its true
Till the forever when i found you.
Now forever is blissful and sweet.
You shine on forever with love and grace.
holding it brightly within you'er hands.
Now i know why forever is used
I have forever cuse i'm with you!
A Love Poem I Wrote...
The Dreams of Me & You...
Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go
Thoughts of you never fade into the distant sun..
Only makin My wants & dreams stronger,
As time passes on..
All my wants & dreams sink deeper into my heart,
Knowing the feelings I feel..
Knowing I got to do what it takes,
To be with you...
Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go
My ever lasting thoughts of you..
Make My Dreams come true,
Knowing I am going to be with you..
Old dreams Reached, never forgotten,
New Dreams formed..
I found my dream to be with you,
New dreams wanting to be with you now,
And til the end of time...
To be your Support,
To be your Baby Boy,
Is first dream come true...
To be in your beautiful presence,
Is Next dream to come true...
To hug you & never let go,
Is Best Dream to Soon come true...
Kisses to the wonderful thoughts,
About our dreams of our Future...
The Perfect Thoughts of Me & You,
Growing together Lovingly,
To be Our Dream
This Is A Tribute To The Girls That Get Pushed
This is a tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in t
the other members blog entries goes into the "for me" section instead of "by friends" one? that's not good so it will be kinda chaotic don't you think? they should put the other's blog entries into the by friends section :| and personal blog comments into the for me cus u all know how much ppl loves theese blogs (bleah lol) so since lots of ppl will post entires the for me section will have only friends blog entries and it's not right or we'll lost all our personal notifies and comments and all :| if someone knows hot to let the webmastars know that i would love it :)
A Poem I Totally Love.....
Kajira looks inside her soul
and sees that she's failing.
Soft tears roll down her cheeks one by one
as she stares out of the window
watching the raindrops hit the glass.
Her eyes travel upward to the dark clouds
and dimly, she's aware of lightning
slicing through the sky.
The tears feel hot against her skin
but don't warm the chill spreading through her.
swan is not supposed to think of her needs
but of her master's,
Yet here she sits
her heart filled with sorrow
Loneliness consuming her
In his absence.
kajira knows that Her master is doing what must be done,
and even though she doesn't have him to hold
she should be content in the knowledge
that he knows best which path to tread.
Where is her slave's courage?
Where is her inner kajira strength?
Where has all her training gone?
Why does she weep
for something she cannot change?
Alone, Kajira asks herself these questions
Unable to come up with the answers.
Her fingertips trace Ma
whatever i liked this site now with blogs i'm sure i'll hate it night :/
The (true) Story Of How Zepman Met Jimmy Page
"HOW I MET JIMMY PAGE"
This is Zepman’s fantastic-but-true story of how a business trip to England led to a definite highpoint of my life, actually meeting Jimmy Page (my favorite all-time guitarist and songwriter) at his house in Windsor.
By the summer of '99, I had already done many favors for the Director of Product and Customer training at the last company where I worked, filling in for other instructors when they couldn't make it for customer classes that were imminent and couldn't be rescheduled or cancelled. Besides my normal job responsibilities with INRANGE - installing and servicing Channel Switches, Directors, Channel Extenders, Data Comm Matrix Switches, etc. - I also was assisting the training department by conducting product training at customer accounts all over the US.
Just before the Director left the company, a choice training class request came in for an overseas customer, the Royal Navy, located at a NATO base just north of London. She re
My first blog entry...whoop whoop...it ends here..
hehehe oh hahahaha ah hehehehe
Aight,Just saying..Finally reached the 1300 LB. club @ the gym after trying for close to 6 months now..Benching over 400 Pounds,Leg Pressin over 800 and maxed out on curling at 175 Lbs...Makin Progress..Stay tuned,Cuz I'll have some new pics up as soon as I can find a beautiful woman to come be my photographer...
I'll Never Be That Girl
i'll never be that girl
Current mood: crushed
so it was a fantasy right? i knew it could never really happen but i let myself believe for just a night it could. i let my heart believe there might be something there in his heart. maybe i could make him see what he didnt know about me... maybe i could lure him in with physcial aspects, with my humor, my hints i constantly dropped, the fact that ill be seeing him soon. man was i an idiot... just when i feel good here comes the other girl... the one who he doesnt know if she likes him but shes just absoultely amazing. will i ever be that girl to a guy?
that girl who walks into a room and makes you gasp, the one you look into the eyes of and feel what she is feeling, you know that one day you have to have her, you want to do everything you can to make her happy and make it so she doesnt shed anymore tears, you dont notice her flaws but find every great quality she has, you just want to hold her till she falls asleep so yo
Words To Live By
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
4. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7. Believe in love at first sight.
8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
10.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
For You My Dear......
Bite me...Kiss me...Tease me...Pray for me...Spoil me...Entertain me...Live with me...Enjoy me...Penetrate me...Blindfold me...Caress me...Please me...Take me...Anger me...Spoil me...Blow me...Annoy me...Cry for me...Stalk me...Moan for me...Kneel for me...Delay me...F#*! me...Wink at me...Understand me...Grow for me...Isolate me...Remove me...Joke with me...Serve me...
I Love It
music is like a drug. Icant get enough. Dont you agree
Military Rules For Non-military Personnel
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel
Current mood: grateful
We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:
1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass.
2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass.
3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass.
4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT prete
Popping my first cherry blog. More real blogs to come soon I promise.
Luv you all!
Life is funny sometimes
in the hands it deals to everyone
You can turn your life around
only to have it taken away
You can pick a road to travel
only to end up none the wiser
That is what she did
this girl who was so lost
Lost inside herself
feeling even more lost to the world
You could not hold her hand
for she would eventually let go
You could not guide her with light
for she would eventually extinguish it
You could not hold her up
for she would eventually fall again
You could not make her listen
for she would eventually do it again
You could not show her the good road
for she would eventually wander astray
You could not make her see it through your eyes
for inside, she was blind to everything
But only show her the love
she thought she would never earn
The trust she thought she did not have
the shoulder she wanted so badly
The arms she wanted to comfort her
the eyes telling her it would all be okay
As much as she was promised all
BDSM TOTAL MIND CONTROLL
( Just my thought's on mind controll part )
In the BDSM world alot of Dom's use mind controll to keep the submissive in
controll ...Why you may ask ....To bend the mind into giving up free will ( or so I have been told ) But as a person and humanbeing in my thought's total mind controll is the worst way to treat a submissive.As I have said befor ......Submmising is a gift not something that should be takin lightly and to give such a thing is one of the hardest and most giving way a sub can say I love you
Striping away ones self and molding the sub's mind to acept and do the thing's the Dom wants.But is this love ? Is it truly submissing ?I say no...In my thought's it is a way of robing one of their true self and a way of being selfish. We are who and what we are to make us a indivusal. In time the sub will go threw a burn out stag ( i have been there so I know this one frist hand ) It's where the min
ILL be a son of a bitch a blog....haha wellim just happier than i dont know what...ill be able to bitch alday if i wanna!! haha..XOXO
Sorry about not being able to get to everyones pages that has come by and become fans or friends, or even leaving comments. I will get to everyone, I promise! I would also like to extend special thanks to tazman, ggizmo69, saber, and rulebreaker, for being patient with me and helping through one of the most trying times of my life, Thanks everyone,
ok so now this is officially myspace jr. i think it's cool that we finally can have our own blog, but i think that "new blog entries" should be placed in informational or by friends on our alerts. is it just me? whatever. anyways, i'm tired and uh hungry. i just got done reading 20 million pages for my english class tomorrow and i still got to study for my math exam. blah i just want tomorrow to be over so i can sleep in on friday and not do shit. i have to go to my cousin's baptism on saturday where i will be crowned his god-mother. i'm excited about it, i think it's gonna be cool.
how many people are actually gonna read this?
how often am i going to type in here?
ah we'll see..
i'll have more interesting things to bitch about later.
One Of Mine
Be kind...this is one of my jokes...I used it onstage a couple of time
I'm short. Its an obvious statement....see me and it'll be obvious to you too. I wasn't supposed to be this way! I was SUPPOSED to be 6'5, but my mother was dyslexic, so I ended up 5'6" on a good day.
Dyslexia isn't a bad thing though. Every fellatio afficionado is dyslexic. They just don't realize it. They keep sucking through every blowjob. I'm kinda thankful for that. A penis is NOT, I repeat NOT a balloon.
Here at SBC, the Sadistic Broadcasting company, we are very mindful of how impressionable our viewers and listeners are. It is our goal to provide programming that is insightful, informative, and most of all, cheap.
With that in mind, we are delighted to provide audience appropriate messages as a public service and are thankful for the tax breaks these messages provide...It is in that interest that we present the following PSA:
Masochicsts hit your head here ----
Sadists, make someone hit h
What The Fuck!!
I got a fucking pop-up a few minutes ago and I close it and ever since then I have been getting a documentary over my speakers of Paris HILTON!! Goddammitt! I am restarting my computer before I shoot myself in the fucking HEAD!!!
since everyone else is posting a blog i thought that i would do the same, although i have no idea what a blog is, it seams like the thing to do so somebody take a minute and tell what,why and how come a blog, why not a message or phone call or e-mail or post card why a blog yes i'm being a smart ass but its fun
hey i am so excited LC finally got blogs..
check back i will definitely post as often as possible!!
*big hugs to everyone*
did ya know i love you all?
in one way or another.. i surely do!
Hear now the words of the witches,
The secrets we hid in the night,
When dark was our destiny's pathway,
That now we bring forth into the light.
Mysterious Water and Fire,
The Earth and the far-reaching Air,
By hidden quintessence we know them,
And will keep silent and dare.
The birth and rebirth of all nature,
The passing of winter and spring,
We share with the life universal,
Rejoice in the magcial ring.
Four times in the year the Great Sabbat
Returns, and the witches are seen
At Lammas and Candlemas dancing,
On May Eve and old Hallowe'en.
And when day time and night time are equal,
When sun is at greatest and least,
The four lesser Sabbats are summoned,
Again witches gather in feast.
Thirteen silver moons in a year are,
Thirteen is the coven's array.
Thirteen times at Esbat make merry,
For each golden year and a day.
The power was passed down the ages,
Each time between woman and man,
Each century unto the other,
Ere time and ages began.
ok dunno know what to write...i just got off work and am brain dead so blah....maybe in the morning lol!!!
You said you loved me
Both here and there
You signed in blood
That you would always care
And yet I am made
To be the one punished
Because of outside interference
I am made to die
How can I love or care
For anyone else,
For fear I have chosen wrong again
Or that my feelings have led me stray
Thank you for showing me
That friendship means running away
And hurting those who care and love you
But know this AND Remember this always………
To you my friend
When the sun warms your skin
That is my love for you
And when a gentle breeze kisses your face
That is my love for you, gentle and true
And when the cold wind chills you
That is the hurt I am feeling, because
Of my love for you
And when the clouds ride across the sky
That is my love always growing
And when the night stars shine their best
That is my unconditional love I have for you
The Simple Things
The Simple Things
Sometimes it’s the simple things that mean so much....................
The touch of the raindrops against your face..........
The rising of the sun …..
The smile you put on a friends face.................
The sharing of something fun ……….
The hug that was shared............
The knowing that someone cares...........
The love that was passed on.........
For you to share ........
Hugs and smooches
men are 99.9% percent jerks where are that 1 percent im looking if you see them let me know thanks ~reyna~
Finish This Poem
Just for kicks... finish this well known poem but with your own words :o)
ROSES ARE RED....
VIOLETS ARE BLUE.....
simple... now just click the comment thingy and let me see who can be the most creative...
don't be scared, there's no wrong answers!!!
*Hugs n Kissies*
Rant #4: Welfare
This rant is one of my all-time favorite rants from the archive. So, here it is:
Your fucking right, I'm picking on you this time.
What is Welfare? Well, here's my version of what Welfare is. It's when some dumb fuck sits at home and collects a cheque/check (I am Canadian. Forgive me) from the government. Where does this money come from? Us hard WORKING members of society.
Know what I think? I think they should either modify it or ebolish it. Plain and fucking simple. Disability, I got no problem with. People are crippled and can't work, thats fine. No beef with you guys. Its the workable people I got a problem with. You fucking dipshits sit at home and fucking either surf the web looking at porn all day, do blow or watch fucking soap operas. You fuckers are pathetic. Get a fucking job. Even if it's shoveling horse shit or selling the drugs your cranking. It's because of you fuckers that our economy is fucked. And whats fucking it up even more is the fact you testical licking
I can not beleave I am posting a blog...lol
This ISSSSS Lost cherry, so I guess I can say whatever the fuck I want...so...
I am PUMPED about my radio show. I am looking forward to having one of the founders on there soon in an interview. PLUS the responce to the show has been GREAT... thank you all for listening and showing some love.
I have been very busy with my full time job. I work about 80 hours a week, but the money is GREAT. PLUS, there is not many people out there who REALLY like thier jobs like I do (at least for now).
My kids are good... driving me NUTS, but good none the less. Just incase some of you reading did not know, I am a single father and happy about it too.
I am loving LC... thanks guys for getting this site up.
Rock on ..
~step into the unknown and discover reality~
I Wanna Die
in Hawaii getting high on the beach when I'm old and grey
Disappearing From View
Fighting the darkness that surrounds me
Hearing them cry out in fear and anger
Their hearts beating in my mind
Their blood running in my veins
Taking over my body and mind
Leaving the empty shell of who I once was
I scream out in anger
Yet no one hears me
My lips move with out sound
Tears of blood stain my cheeks
My eyes darken with emptiness
My heart bleeds
Searching for answers
To questions unknown
Feeling the bitterness
That seeps from their pours
Fighting to get out
Clawing at the darkness
Reaching for light
I whimper to be heard
I curl into my self
Disappearing from view
So There I Was...
So there I was, sitting in my 100$ office chair... which was all I got one birthday, and I'm sittin here finally listening to Mellon Collie and the infinite sadness after uh 6 years? I can't help it, my brother took it with him when he moved out so I had to burgal it.
Anyhow, my roommate is playing WoW in the next room, and I'm throwing my hackey sack at the wall.
I bet you thought I had something interesting to say.
Nope. My hip flask is empty, no one's online, and my muscles are too sore to bust out some tai chi (stupid jogging), so I thought I'd just say something. Something about nothing.
A whole lot of boredom in this room.
Tell me a story and I promise you a cookie.
Artist Pat Benatar
Song We Belong
We Belong, We Belong to the light
Many times I've tried to tell you
Many times I've cried alone
Always I'm surprised how well you
Cut my feelings to the bone
Don't want to leave you really
I've invested too much time
To give you up that easy
To the doubts that complicate your mind
We Belong to the light
We Belong to the thunder
We Belong to the sound of the words
We've both fallen under
Whatever we deny or embrace
For worse or for better
We Belong, We Belong
We Belong together
Maybe it's a sign of weakness
When I don't know what to say
Maybe I just wouldn't know
What to do with my strength anyway
Have we become a habit
Do we distort the facts
Now there's no looking forward
Now there's no turning back
When you say
Close your eyes and try to sleep now
Close your eyes and try to dream
Clear your mind and do your best
To try and wash the palette clean
We can't begin to k
Lost Cherry Love
just want to thank you all for the comments on my pics. they are pretty hilarious!!! i have met so many great people here. just wanted to say thanks, cherries!!!
Repost Of About Me Section
Okay, I know this is in the About Me section of my profile but I wanted to post it here for some who may have trouble reading the words there. And, besides, I couldn't decide what to post for my first blog yet. lol
FIRST OFF, FOR ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ACTUALLY READS PROFILES, I AM A GUY. YOU MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THAT IF YOU HAD READ THE PROFILE TO START WITH CONSIDERING I MENTION THAT I AM A PROUD FATHER. I GET VERY IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO READ THE PROFILE BEFORE THEY LEAVE COMMENTS OR SEND ME SHOUTS. THANK YOU...CARRY ON.
I am a proud FATHER of a little boy named Holden. He is my world! I love being with my family. I have a very rare family. We are a tight-knit family. You hurt one of us, you hurt all of us. We are also rare because we all get along. If you look at families today, they are always fighting, kids are getting into trouble in school and with the law. It's a crazy world. This family has its disagreements but we never go to bed angry and we don't do a lot
where were you when the world stopped turning that september day
Out in the yard with your wife and children
Or working on some stage in l.a.
Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke
Rising against that blue sky
Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighbor
Or did you just sit down and cry
Did you weep for the children who lost there dear loved ones
And pray for the ones who don't know
Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble
And sob for the ones left below
Did you burst out in pride for the red, white and blue
And the heros who died just doin' what they do
Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer
And look at yourself and what really matters
I’m just a singer of simple songs
I’m not a real political man
I watch cnn but i’m not sure i can tell you
The difference in iraq and iran
But i know jesus, and i talk to god
And i remember this from when i was young.
Faith, hope and love are some good things he gave us
Have You Ever
have you ever had feelings you are afraid to express..afraid of what the other person might think? wether he or she will ever speak to you again if you let it all out?well i say express yourself and if the person was a tru friend he or she would say that that wa nice but they would rather be friend if tehy totally blow ya off then they were not true to begin with. i am sayin this b/c i am speaking from experience.anyone else agree feel free to comment
Give Me A Break!!!
ok, ok,....i understand that these things are supposed to be cool and everything so i won't start out by saying how myuch i hate them. yes, i'm using it to vent BUT that's because it's mine and very different from a bulletin. being that it's mine, if you don't like what i write, you can leave. i didn't ask you to come here and i won't ever ask you to. i'll be stepping on toes and people will be cursing me left and right (like i care) and maybe even leaving nasty comments (like i care) and i may possibly make some people cry (if you're that weak, leave now!). that being said, here goes.....
#1) what in the hell is up with all the contests around here? yes, i do vote if i have a friend that i REALLY like in one of them but i would NEVER enter one. i think they only present lc members with the chance to be judgemental, to make one person feel very special or to make another feel like dirt. who's to say who's sexiest, has the sexiest eyes, has the sweetest disposition, has the smelliest a
Frustration Of Trying To Blog
Seeing the new blog option (or is it amenity)? I was excited with thoughts of catching any of my friends or page visitors a little update or at least worthwhile read.
Well, after my fifth attempt, I've finally got to yet another nice thing the "LOST CHERRY" has to offer -yet- I'm probably never going to be able to use.
So to clarify, instead of said joyful introduction to me or a happy update to my few friends here ... I state why this took me five times to finally post. It might clear up peoples curiosities as to why I don't visit their page (or for those who have known me for a long while) ... why they dot get my daily 'Over the top' totally hand made messages from me any longer.
Simple as me having the biggest piece of crap computer! Top that off with AOL dial-up service ... I CANT!
I'm OCD and as impatient as they come ... so to wait up to 5 to 10 minutes for a page to load -- only to be disconnected while trying to post something isn't easy to live with.
Have I Ever
Have I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?
Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
whispering into my ear?
Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
and so I sat and cried?
Have I ever told you
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
I could reach in
and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
like some newly discovered s
A True Soul Mate
A True Soul Mate Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they
Before You Send Me That Friend Request...
Before you send me a friend request there's some things I'd like to say...
1) If you are a member of Fat Sonny's family other than CntryGoth, ~Darkness~ or Shylo...get the fuck away from my page and stay away. This isn't high school and I don't deal well with cliques.
2) If you're just here for points...get the Hell out of here. I'm here to meet new ppl not to participate in a popularity contest.
3) If you are a man or woman seeking validation on how you look...go away. You have come to the wrong place if you want your ego stroked.
4) If you are going to give ratings...give nothing but 10's please. I wouldn't give you anything less than a 10 whether I like your pics or not. It's just rude. So please show me the same courtesy and respect. This is supposed to be a friendly community so don't be an asshole.
5) If you are looking to hook up and screw...leave me alone. I don't do one night stands and I'm very much in love with some one anyway.
6) If you're only making frie
Me im insane from rage, and an excess of everything. so i wander in search of my Gypsy women . and a warm dry place to sleep , Dont let Things be the bindings of salvery, live for the moment live FREE .
I have gained and lost so much in life. but for the most part the dark shadow of a tree has become my greatest comfort and the sorce of all my sorrow . The shimmring light of the river calls forth to my spirit , but the fear in my heart holds fast. I have nothing but my mind and my pain .
You have just stumbled opon the residue of a faultering artists spirit . No want or need just pain and the wisdom that springs forth from it..
Good Morning To All
i have been just so busy trying to get back to every one since i got my internet back on with comments and getting there new pictures so if i haven't recently stopped by your page give me a hollar back and i will gladly stop by your page and return the love back. always your good friend pussycat with many thanxs.
Today I Am Upset
My dad called me this morning. My uncle passed away last night. After i got off the phone i went to the bathroom to cry so my daughter wouldnt see me. Did my husband come in to see how i was? No. He knew something was wrong by the tone of my voice when i was on the phone. He saw the look on my face. Then when i came out to finish getting kloe ready for school, he didnt say nothing as he heard me call mom to tell her incase she wanted to call my aunt. (by this time i told kloe) Jon didnt say anything to me at all! Not even that he was sorry! Im pretty beaten up over this news as just a couple months ago i lost my last living grandparent and im still not over her death. (Miss you grandma!)
Then before he left the house to take kloe to school for me he was standing right next to me, walked to the door and as if i was a last thought turned around and held out his arms for a hug! I hadnt moved from where i was standing where he could have hugged me, and he wanted ME to walk over to HIM! W
An Older One...
Yesterday, I thought I knew.
It came to me quickly, like summer lightning.
So bright I could not stand it.
But only for a moment- before it vanished.
Like the smoke from a match lit in the dark.
So i get in my bf's car today to take the kids to school and then drop it off at the garage to get the new tranny put in it and since it's raining out the set was SOAKED! and my ass is all soaking wet argh! i shoulda known since it was raining that it'd be wet cuz the sunroof leaks! plus i had to walk back from the garage to my house and i'm still sick with bronchitis! ugh! it's going to be a no good very bad day!
The Last Walk
The Last Walk
Hand in hand we walk alone
Along the beach at night
Waves gently breaking on the shore
Stars twinkling in the sky
There reflection glittering in the sea
Hand in hand we slowly go
Knowing this will be our last
A gentle kiss we share
Under the moon tonight
The last we will ever share
Words unspoken, hearts broken
Loves young dreams
Lies around us shattered
Tomorrow you'll be gone
A thousand miles away
A new life
A new start
But your memories will remain
Let me hold you
One more time
Let me dry your tears
Let us make this moment special
Make it a moment to remember
Dedicated to Lori, we never did get to say goodbye
For years and years they told me, Be careful of your breasts.
Don't ever squeeze or bruise them. And give them monthly tests.
So I heeded all their warnings, And protected them by law.
Guarded them very carefully, And I always wore my bra.
After 30 years of astute care, My gyno, Dr. Pruitt,
Said I should get a Mammogram. "O.K," I said, "let's do it."
"Stand up here real close" she said, (She got my boob in line),
And tell me when it hurts," she said, "Ah yes! Right there, that's fine."
She stepped upon a pedal, I could not believe my eyes,
A plastic plate came slamming down, My hooter's in a vice!
My skin was stretched and mangled, From underneath my chin.
My poor boob was being squashed, To Swedish Pancake thin.
Excruciating pain I felt, Within it's vise-like grip.
A prisoner in this vicious thing, My poor defenseless tit!
"Take a deep breath" she said, Who does she think she's kidding?
My chest is mashed in her machine, And woozy I am getti
Today is it! I want to tell you I want you here with me, if only for one night. I live day to day thinking of you. I picture in my mind everything about you, as if you were really here beside me. When I fall asleep I dream that you're next to me and I can feel your skin underneath my hand. I dream of you running your hands through my hair, down my back, and over every part of my body. I want to share my bed with you. My world is spinning; I can feel defeat, why can't I sleep? Why does my throat close whenever you speak? My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around. My eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me, that bashful smile - I want you so badly! This tension, it kills me. My unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes. How can I get close to you? I'm too shy to talk to you; so at this moment it feels safer to watch you from afar with no rejections. You have taken up residence in my mi
The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman isn't in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes; Because that's the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman isn't in a facial mole; But true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her soul. It's the caring that she cares to give, the passion that she shows; And the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows
i want to thank everyone for their rates and comments. hell yeah i made it to level 9!!!!!!!!!
Damn i love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, what are we supposed to blog about? I am not much for blogs, not even on myspace, so I dunno.. am I supposed to put more pictures of my cat? Another survey of all those vital stats no one cares about? A series of meaningless polls and what-is-your-goth-superhero name? I dunno..
Well in the meantime, I will just put random shit I suppose..lets see...I am a avid watcher of movies, almost borderline fanatic, but I have never seen The Godfather series, Fight Club, Seven or Titanic. Go figure. That is all for now. Stay tuned for my incessant daily ramblings.
I have posted 5 other blogs and even posted the links on the bullitens..I dont know how else to get you all to read some things I have wrote , that mean so much to me. I look forward to hearing from you all about my other blogs.
as you all have seen,i changed my name.it is due to me wanting to get back to my roots.my father was a full blooded white mountain apache.lately i have been leaning more that way,not just here,but adapting it to my everyday life.so,ty for your patience and understanding.i am still me.the funny thing is,there is no word in my native tongue for "phantom".not for devil,or such words.but i did keep phantom as my name.well,i guess yall was right,i will get the hang of this.hmmmmm,i wonder if it will let me put a pic in here?lets find out,lol.
A group of kindergartners were trying very hard to become accustomed to the first grade. The biggest hurdle they faced was that the teacher Insisted on NO baby talk! "You need to use 'Big People' words," ... she was Aways reminding them.
She asked Chris what he had done over the weekend. "I went to visit my Nana." "No, you went to visit your GRANDMOTHER. Use big people words!
She then asked Mitchell what he had done, "I took a ride on a choo-choo." She said "No, you took a ride on a TRAIN. You must remember to use ' Big People' words."
She then asked little Alec what he had done. "I read a book," he replied "That's WONDERFUL!" the teacher said. "What book did you read?" [I love this] Alec thought real hard about it, then puffed out his chest with greatpride, and said Winnie the SHIT!"
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their
family member lay gravely ill.
Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber.
"I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news," he said as he surveyed the worried
"The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant.
It's an experimental procedure, very risky but it is the only hope.
Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the brain
The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great
length of time, someone asked, "Well, how much does a brain cost?"
The doctor quickly responded, "$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a
The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding eye
contact with the women, but some actually smirked.
A man unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone
wanted to ask,
"Why is the male brain so much mo
Perfect Things End....
Perfect Things End
Hoping for victory, wishing and dreaming
Then it comes true and you can’t believe what’s happening
So much joy, so much perfection
I guess I should have learnt my lesson
Too full of joy to understand reality
Because the truth is there was no victory
I don’t want to let go of this joy I feel
The wounds it’ll make would surely not heal
Why is the world so cruel to me?
Is this really reality?
If this real, I’d rather fall asleep
To never wake, to never weep
Why is happiness snatched away?
Why are there shadows in my bright day?
Why can’t the world let me smile?
Even just for a little while
My shattered dreams are thrown to my face
My shattered dreams nothing will replace
I don’t care for it, I’ll have to pretend
I should have known that perfect things end...
Ok....i'm Over It Right Now!
WHY IS EVERYONE BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT ALL THE LEWD COMMENTS BEING MADE TO ALL THESE WOMEN ON HERE? IS THERE SOME REASON WHY THESE WOMEN THINK THAT THERE'S A "SAFE" INTERNET SITE? A SITE WHERE THEY WON'T BE BOTHERED, HARRASSED OR EVEN STALKED BY SOME PERVERTED MAN THAT WASN'T BREASTFED ENOUGH AS A BABY? SOMETHING TELLS ME THAT THERE ARE TOO MANY WOMEN LIVING "OVER THE RAINBOW". IF YOU POST HALF NAKED (OR IN SOME CASES TOTALLY NAKED) PICS ON THE INTERNET, YOU SHOULD EXPECT A NASTY RESPONSE FROM SOME OF THE MEN. ACTUALLY, YOU SHOULD EXPECT A NASTY RESPONSE FROM SOME OF THE WOMEN TOO. AS A WOMAN WHO REFUSES TO POST ANYTHING ALONG THE LINES OF NUDITY, I CAN TELL YOU, IT CUTS DOWN ON THE MEAN AND DISGUSTING COMMENTS YOU GET FROM PEOPLE WHEN YOU KEEP IT CLEAN. MAYBE THERE'S SOME UNSPOKEN RULE SOMEWHERE THAT I DON'T KNOW ABOUT WHICH STATES THAT A WOMAN CAN TEASE THE LIVING HELL OUT OF A MAN AND EXPECT TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT? IF SO, I WISH SOMEONE WOULD INFORM THE MEN ABOUT THIS RULE S
screeching winds plucking at your skin
tearing at your hair
as if it hates you.
driving through you with bloody vengeance
in its pouring intent
does it hate you?
bellowing its discontent through shattered ears
showing no mercy
it hates you.
burning its electric whip through your broken heart
searing your soul
why does it hate me?
©2006 d. r. hyden
bad day the day i wrote this...can u tell?? lol
Since I had to live without love I have been lost in blackness
Desperately looking for a kind caress
wishing for that special gift from up above
with the purity of a dove
Every night I wish upon a star
wishing I was where you are
living like this is pure hell
and I know it all to well
feeling sad and so very alone
It chills me to the bone
I will make amends for all I done
so we can be together as one
all I need is one more chance
to prove to you this ain't no song and dance
I want to give you all I can give
and cherish you for as long as I live
I finally realize love comes from the heart not the head
and It should not be taken for granted
I am a new man because of this
and I will do anything just to feel your loving kiss
Friends And Fans....
Hey there!!! Just thought there here would be just as good as posting it on the bulletin...some things have came up in my life.....and i won't be online for a few days....hopefully anyways....but will be back soooon...again...hopefully *lol** i'll miss you all and hope everyone has a FANTASTIC WEEKEND!!! hugs and kisses to all!!!
I suppose that Mike and crew had a hella time trying to create a journal tool useable by all and not completely bug-ridden. I'm glad it has come to pass. DOn't know what Iwill talk about from day to day, but i will TRY to make it interesting - to ive up to my "headline" from my Myspace acccount.
WHich sound like as goo a topic as any to explore - Myspace. I still maintain my account. Why? WHat would posses me to maintain an account on a website with constantly overloaded servers, perpetually perplexing personages pestering you to purchase a membership with her (at least it's always girls asking me) webcam service. Or 20-30 bands a day scoping out comments I m,ake to my 135+ friends to use as a spam list to get me to listen to their lame crap, which sounds like 3/4 the others you JUST denied? WHy do I?
Simple. The list of 135+ friends I have there, and continue to append. Along with the 41 I have here, I connect with everyone from time to time, some more than others. Do you know h
I originally wrote this in janurary of 2004....For a true romantic, Romance is dead. Girls themselves killed it. (Not all girls, but girls nonetheless). As much as they want to blame it on men, when women stopped wantin romance and started wanting material things, they killed it. Not that I'm a big believer of "true love" or their being only one guy for one girl. Of course, I do believe in love. Love for family and friends is very important. I believe in romantic love as well, but, much like I started this rant, Romance, including love is dead. This is also the cause of "Nice guys finish last". Nice guys still believe in romance, so since this is useless to most girls, of course the nice guy wont get the girl. Girls killed the nice guy. Most nice guys would love to find a girl that still believes in Romance. to be able to romance a girl and have her enjoy it would be the best.
I have added to this lately, while I still believe romance is dead, and girls are the cause, the reas
Hey everyone just wanted to say how happy I am right now. I have recently reunited with someone that actually started out that we both disliked each other. We met playing poker online and had a big ass brawl, added each other to Yahoo and have been talking. He is great. I find myself getting closer to him every day. Check him out and say hi. Just had to get that out....lol.
Im with ~*Lips of an Angel*~@ LostCherry
does anyone ever reads these things....they remind me of the bulletins...u only read whatever tickles ur fancy..
I am in need of people .. male and female .. into the goth / fetish scene that can ballroom dance .. or at leastwilling to learn to work a Victorian Masquerade Fetish Ball Dec. 30th in Detroit. Message me here or at firstname.lastname@example.org for details .... also .. there will be weekly rehersals until the week of the event
Have you ever been going along like you usually do and noticed that every one around you is going through what you thought only you go through, only you arent going through it at the moment? Yeah, kinda like that. But this time there is one going through it, and you would give all that you had to take the burdon.
Sitting quietly and listening is about the most I can offer. Frustrating and maddening.
Not that I am any kind of hero, but I would take her burdon if I could. I grew up surviving, not living. I know how to do it. She has fucking kids!
One f the few people I have met in my life that really impacted me. She never made me feel like flavor of the week. She never gave me more than an inch of slack, but treated me like a man.
There is a strength in her I admire and wish for myself (although Id never tell her) She knows me inside and out.
If I could be half the man she deserves, I would be more successful than I ever dreamed possible.
So you can imagine how hard it is to
Pffffft One Of!
well its been one of those damn days and i just cant seem to get a break....had my hair done oh fuck i really hate it....dont worry i will not be keeping it they fucked up the color i said no dark and its all dark *cries* wtf...........ok so everyone knows i forgot i was signed on so im not a stuck up bitch just didnt realize it....im sowwwwwwwwwy lol ill make it up to all my messages i promise check out this cool shit pistol sent me see who you look like to damn cool!! im goin to see buckcherry and staind avenge sevenfold and oh fuck cant rember lol this weekend im excited anyone wanna cum with....ok im out much lovins!!!!....xoxo
....and just gotta say where the hell is everyone.......brandon come home!lol
In secret places no one has reached before.
In silent places where words only interfere.
In sad places where only whispering makes sense.
In the morning when the night still clings.
At midday when confusion crowds upon me. At twilight, as I begin again to know who
I am, In the evening when
I see you and
I hear you...
best of all.
Like a child
who will never have enough love, For I am
a person who wants to be lost in your arms,
An individual who has known pain to love,
An adult who is strong enough to give.
In crowds, when a single look says everything,
In solitude when it's too dark to even look,
In absence when I reach for you through time and miles.
When I ask,
When I'm afraid to ask.
With your lips,
Your presence in the room.
Gently, for I am fragile,
Firmly, for I am strong,
Often, for I am alone.
Through Black Colored Glasses
He walks in a daze
Content in his bleakness
Knowing what's really there
Yet denying it's existence
A time once spent
living a cold and dark life
Not seeing what's really there
Looking through black-colored glasses
Is it a coward's way of life
to live as a turtle
not facing adversity
but retreating into himself
Comfort and warmth among friends
their care and concern undeniable
A much better road to be taken
when travelled, not seen
through black-colored glasses.
Awakened from a deep slumber I am acutely aware of a presense around me. As a veil of opaque obsidian falls from atop my eyes I glance to the right...to the left...and see nothing. I wipe the slumber from my dark eyes and search again to no avail. I call to my heightened sense of hearing and lay still, but alas hear nothing but the precise ticking of the clock on the opposite wall.
I rise to sit on the edge of my bed throwing the comforter aside and reach for my robe to cover my nakedness from whomever may be present. Its fine silk feels cool on my pale skin immediately hardening my darkened nipples revealing themselves through soft cloth. My legs dangle over the side with my toes barely able to touch the floor. As I lean forward, my feet outstretched reaching for my slippers I feel a slight tingle on my neck as if a cool breath brushed over my skin. I turn quickly and again, nothing is visible.
I walk to the balcony doors and pull apart the draperies now that the sun has set...r
By: Danny-Bob Dude
You told me you love me
You told me you care
Today I am having the wrost day
Are you going back to him
I thought we were getting closer each day that goes by
This is just bullshit
I just might say fuck it
And try to move on
I don't know want to go a day without knowing that I can't be with you
I love you
I care for you
I just want us to be happy
So fuck it
I cant do any shit
So fuck it
I don't like not being able to be with you like we used to
So fuck it
As I was listening to music
I always think of you
I don't think I can make it without being with you
I think we should be together no matter what people say
We love and care for each other
There is so much more for us to learn
We had so much fun
I hope you do come back to me
I hope you can realize how much I care and love you
So fuck it
I just be lonely and get fucked up
I could never mov
Mother Up In Heaven
Dearest mother up in heaven,
I know God has you in his hands.
But the last three years have been hard on me,
without you here to help me understand.
You were always there to help me,
you would never let me down.
You believed in me when I didn't,
without making the slightest sound.
I want to tell you I love you.
I want to see you face to face.
But I know God had a plan,
When he took you into his grace.
I know that you are watching me,
I hope I've made you proud.
And I will always be thinking of you,
When I see your face pass in the clouds.
Written by: Jennifer Fischer
I wrote this for a friend of mine from myspace so his mother could use it in the newspaper.
PEACE AND HOPE
JOY AND LOVE
THESE ARE THINGS
I KNOW NOT OF
IF I OPNE MY HEART
AND LET YOU IN
WILL YOU TEAR IT
The 7 Wonders Of The World
A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present Seven Wonders of the World.
Though there was some disagreement, the following got the most votes:
1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. Taj Mahal
3. Grand Canyon
4. Panama Canal
5. Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall
While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one quiet student hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many."
The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help."
The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of the World are:
1. to touch
2. to taste
3. to see
4. to hear
She hesitated a little, and then added
5. to feel
6. to laugh
7. and to love
The room was so full of silence you could have heard a pin drop.
Those things we overlook as simple and "ordinary" a
Guess what number Im thinking of right now! LOL
...I came up to him, my fists were at ease at my sides. I went with my normal procedure of "Hi, i'm alright, yourself" while walking away from him to avoid further conversation. I was in an especially volatile mental state today. I wanted to inflict pain on anyone that crossed my threshold, but I begged myself to stand down, "You don't wanna do this, just walk away and calm down" I urged. My reputation would be tarnished, though not much, but still a tarnish and it would begin a streak of cruelty that would not end.
I have to keep the rage hidden in its secluded mountain as long as I can. The whole thing is in vain because I only prolong the inevitable...the inevitable pain I will inflict one way or another.
I am my own worst enemy. They say there's two types of anger in people: the consistent, daily whiny attitude who takes it out on some random joe on the street or the quieter, reserved one that builds it up and shoots up an entire supermarket.
I do my best to avoid superma
Request For Raise In Salary
The Management I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons.
I do physical labour.
I work at great depths.
I plunge head first into everything I do.
I do not get weekends or public holidays off.
I work in a damp environment.
I work in a dark workplace that has poor
I work in high temperatures.
My work exposes me to contagious diseases.
After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons
You do not work 8 straight hours.
You fall asleep after brief work periods.
You do not always follow orders of the management team.
You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting otherlocations.
You do not take initiative.
You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.
You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift.
You don't always observe n
Most men are PIGS.......
Cherry Spotlight Tweak
to help promote new people showing up in the cherry spotlight, and to open it up to more people, i've made a slight tweak..
the tweak should make it possible to win only once per month. in theory, we should see a different person everyday of the month....... we'll see how it goes.
Do What You Say You'll Do....
Ok here it is...I've been chatting with this guy forever on yahoo. Yeah, he's been trying to get into my pants, but it ain't happened. Well I tell him that I won't do ANYTHING unless I meet him first. So, his suggestion was that he come meet me for lunch and see if we want it to go any further. Well guess what?? The fucker didn't show, call or anything. Will I give him another chance? Nope I don't think so. My motto is "say what you mean and mean what you say" or do what you say you're gonna do or DON'T say it. I'm pretty damn easy going, but I detest a fucking liar. It was HIS idea. Well he just lost out on something great. We could've been some serious fuck buddies. His loss...
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterd
Special Message 4 All My Friends
> SPECIAL MESSAGE
> GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU
> Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you
> this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will
> not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely
> achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year
> (2006), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity
> will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your
> sufferings sorrows and pains because HE that sits on the throne has
> remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He
> will never let you down.
> I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What
> can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the
> person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request
> If you believe this message, send it to seven persons and the one who
> sent it to you.
> By d
I Hate Shots!!
Well, went today for my 2nd round of my nerve block injections in my back... and if that wasn't bad enough.. the frickin nurse (male of course)couldn't get the iv in my hand.... now a have a nice bruise on my left hand, then he went to my right hand... of course, he had to dig there... couldn't get that one either.....so he then asked another nurse to do it... she tried on my right hand and couldn't get it either so she put it in my elbow ~ 4th time was a charm.. LMAO..... After that, I felt no pain... lol... I don't remember much after that....at least time time I remembered bits and pieces, but not this time.... I just remember going home and going to bed.....lol
this is me figuring out the blog thing. keen
here's where Im gonna post things for people who actually take interest in me. also commenting on this shows me you care. hopefully you got my bullitin and know my fans and family are places for special people. thank you and have a nice day. dont get sodomized (unless you like it). also, if you want to talk to me on yahoo add your LC profile link to your yahoo profile. I have no memory.
So I thought I would just sit down and type some nonsensical bullshit in this blog thingie just to make myself feel important and to see if i really have anything to say but i guess i really dont so yeah...Here I am my ass in a chair after standing all day at work..it's nice really...my thoughts now turn to what will i drink tonight rum vodka whiskey...AHHHHH yes!!!! Whiskey it shall be with brisk tea i believe the poor mans long island ice tea...Isn't it funny how there is no tea in a long island...so why call it tea??? and on that note .......bubye
Evil Little Girl
There was a guy sunbathing in the nude on the beach. He saw a little girl coming toward him, so he covered himself with the newspaper he was reading. The girl came up to him and asked, "What do you have under the newspaper?"
Thinking quickly, the guy replied, "A bird." The girl walked away, and the guy fell asleep. When he woke up, he was in the hospital in tremendous pain. The police asked him what happened. The guy says, "I don't know. I was lying on the beach, this little girl asked me a question, I guess I dozed off and the next thing I know is I'm here." The police went to the beach, found the little girl, and asked her “What did you do to that naked fellow?" After a pause, the girl replied, "To him? Nothing. I was playing with his bird and it spit on me. So, I broke its neck, cracked its eggs, and set its nest on fire!"
Moral of the story....................Never lie to a female.
In Need Of Some...
I dont know what Im going to write..so we'll just go with it.. HMM... Ive been so stressed out about finding a place to live lately that I havent really done much but sit here and play on the comp..mostly on LC..is it a bad thing? HELL NO! Ill admit Im addicted,but everyone is just sooo awesome..with the exception of a few creepy's... but hey,creepys need love to no? KRISTIANE I LOVE YOU!!! :) lol thought you'd like that! well Ill end this..bc it really has no meaning,just did it for the girl I love lol...one day Ill be more insightful.
I feel like I'm probably the only person in the world that doesn't have an iPod. So as I write this, I'm bidding on an iPod Shuffle on eBay. Hope I get it. Curious.... what's on your iPod?
TAKE THIS SIN FROM MY LIPS.
KISS MY NECK, THRUST YOUR HIPS.
FEELING YOUR WARM EMBRACE...
KISSING THE TEARS ON MY FACE.
SHOW ME THE WONDERS OF MAKING LOVE.
TEACH ME THE MEANING OF "FITS LIKE A GLOVE".
WANTING TO REMEMBER YOUR EVERY SENSE...
LAY ME DOWN, TAKE ME NOW...
SLIDE INSIDE ME, MAKE ME HOWL.
FUCK ME HARD, FUCK ME FAST...
PULL MY HAIR, SPANK MY ASS.
MAKE ME SCREAM YOUR NAME.
OH GOD, BABY, DRIVE ME INSANE.
SLOW IT DOWN, PUT ME ON TOP.
FUCKING IN A FRENZY, MAKE THIS PUSSY POP.
WATCHING YOU AS I ENJOY MY RIDE.
YOUR EYES SO HAZY WATCHING ME GLIDE.
PURE ECSTACY FROM EVERY POSISTION.
NOW ITS TIME FOR A NEW MISSION.
IM YOUR VAMPIRE QUEEN HERE TO MAKE YOU SCREAM.
TYING YOU DOWN, SUCKING YOU HARD...
TAKING MY ACE, AND PLAYING MY CARD.
STARTING WITH A KISS...
SETTING YOU ABLAZE.
SITTING ON YOUR LAP...
PUTTING YOU IN A DAZE.
YOU'LL BE MY SLAVE FOR ETERNITY.
WILD SEX IN THE DEAD OF
Lord's Prayer For A Military Wife
Lord grant me the greatness of heart to see,
The difference in duty and his love for me;
Give me the understanding to know,
That when duty calls he must go!
Give me task to do each day,
To fill the time when he's away.
And Lord, when duty is in the field,
Please protect him and be his shield.
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide100%Disappear87%Disease80%Suffocated67%Bomb53%Posion53%Gunshot40%Stabbed33%Accident27%Eaten7%Natural Causes0%
I love this fuckin thing...
To My Beloved
To my beloved.
I cannot express my love
in words that would suit so right.
For there are none in this world
that bring close my love for you.
I could write a million sonets.
type a million poems.
write songs for the rest of my life
and none would come near
to expressing my love for you.
so when you wonder
what i think.
I say it every day
by holding you so close
and never letting go.
I say it in my kiss
i say it with my heart.
my words i save.
in hopes that when the day comes
and we're standing infront of this world
i say it so right.
So when I finally get to say I Do
there might be enough words
to show you just how much I mean it
When I say I Do.
Love Will Find A Way
In a perfect world
one we've never knowen
We'd never need to face the world alone
They can have the world
we'll create our own
I may not know much
But I know deep inside My Heart,
I know, Love will find a way
Anywhere I go
If you are there beside me
my dark turn into day
somehow we'll come threw
now that i found you
Love will find a way.
I was so afraid
Now i realize, Love is never wrong
And so it never dies
theres a perfect world
shinning in ur eyes
and if only they could feel it too
the happieness i feel with you
Love will find a way
Anywhere we go
if we are there together
our dark tunring into Day
Some how we'll come threw
Now that I have you
Love will find a way
I know Love Will Find A Way
Well I thought I had found the man that I was supposed to be with. My oldest daughter loves him and my youngest I'm sure would have when she was old enough to know what that was. Things were okay I thought but he thinks that it is best to be just friends. So here I am..depressed..and crying..and heartbroken. Not knowing what to do. I need to get away from things but my daughter doesn't want to leave his side. I'm not sure what I should do, I just need to clear my head and figure things out.
Song - Everytime (I)
By: Danny-Bob Dude
Everytime I think about you
All I could think is that you and I aren't together anymore
I cry everytime knowing that I can't be by your side
My heart feels like it's not there where it suppose to be
So I'm here on my back
And now I am done with my life
I see you in my dreams
I see you right next to me
I want to be there
I want to be wherever you are
To be your man
My love for you is strong
Nothing can break it
My love for you will never go
It will not stop
Everytime I think about you
My heart begins to pound harder and faster
Everytime I talk to you I fall in love with you all over again
Everytime I hear about you and hear you I feel good inside
Knowing we aren't together anymore
I cry to hear your voice once more
I devour as I walk in the same room you're in
And now we can't be together anymore
Our so called love for each other was just a mistake
We could be together
You say it is impossible
I see different
Bet After Dark Would Be Proud
These 2 videos have got to be some of the most ignorant shit I have ever seen. And I would not be surprised if:
#1. BET played this shit on BET After Dark.
#2. Radio stations all over the US played this ignorant shit because GOD KNOWS you all like that bull shit Young Juc.
Happiness is like a crystal,Fair and exquisite and clear,Broken in a million pieces,Shattered,scattered far and near,Now and then along lifes pathway,Lo! some shining fragments fall; But there are so many pieces No one finds them all. You may find a bit of beauty,Or an honest share of wealth,While another just beside you Gathers honor,love and health.. Vain to choose or grasp unduly,Broken is the perfect ball; And there are so many pieces No one ever finds them all. Yet the wise, as on they journey, Treasure every fragment clear,Fit them as they may together, Imagining the shattered sphere,Learning ever to be thankful, Though their share of it is small; For it has so many pieces, No one ever finds them all.....
Never Argue With A Woman
Never Argue with a Woman...
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.
Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out.
She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book.
Along comes a Game Warden in his boat.
He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"
"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?)
"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.
"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."
"Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment.
"I'll have to take you in and write you up."
"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman.
"But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden.
"That's true, but you have all the equipment.
For all I know you could start at any moment."
"Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.
Thank You To All My Lc Family, Friends, Fans
sorry i have not been back to the comments today i have been sick with a nasty cold,and sore throat. so i will get back to all of you i soon as i'm feeling better with comments for you as well. thank you all for understanding. i wish everyone the best weekend and do not party too hard but, plz. drink some for me :( laterz
A Childs Story
When I was five maybe six years old, my mother made her second attempt at suicide. The first was years before I was born, but this time I was to experience something new and dark beyond any dream or nightmare. We were staying with my aunt Estelle at the time. My father was working nights, and was not at home when I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange urge, almost like I was being summoned. I got out of my bed and walked out into the long hallway of Estelle’s house. I was completely unaware that that my mother lay dying in the next room as I ventured into the hall. It never even occurred to me to turn on any lights, which was strange because I was always afraid of the dark up to that point. As I passed the door to mama’s room, a voice in my head said “stop.” It was a man’s voice. Commanding, but not menacing. I looked at the dark outline of the door and saw it grow darker as I watched. I was compelled to touch the doorknob, but not to open the door. I reached o
Sex In A Hotel.. Its A Bit Long
hmmm.. im dazed. his dick just slowly slid out of me. im still tied up, my hands above my head, my mouth is gagged, my feet tightly strapped together. he looks down at me, cruel eyes glittering in the lights of the city from outside our small hotel room. " you enjoyed it quite a bit huh?" i can only look at him with my green eyes filled with unshed tears. i feel torn in half. my body aches with his rough lovemaking.
it all started this morning. i saw this man. dressed in a black jacket, cute cap. i couldn't take my eyes off of him. his smile was adorable. he knew he was pretty irrisistable to anyone with a set of knockers. he slowly approached me. "hi! my name is robert. i couldn't help noticing your eyes. they are amazing." i blushed and replied, " thank you.. monica. that's my name." i was a little flustered by him approaching me. i mean guys sometimes checked me out but no one had been that aggressive. something about him made me nervous. "well monica, its getting late, i have to
Dont Really Know Why
i do really like this place...but anymore it seems to be just a popularity contest...and not a place to meet people...there are very few on here that even really give a damn about anything but points...ive met many of liars...and very sweet people...some of which are just living lies online...be yourself people...stay clear of all of the drama
i really think i may be in the middle of a nervous breakdown...i try so hard to make sure my family gets everything that they need in life...i spend up to 70-80 hours at work almost every week...no time to spend with the ones that i love so much...because of my back ground...i can not find a job as to where i can make more...dont get me wrong...i dont do to bad...but i know i could do so much better...i cannot go back to school...have to work that overtime to pay the bills...im caught up in this game called life....and its getting harder and harder to carry this burden
anyway....i do think that its sad that i had more veiwers of the last b
A Letter From Violent J
words from Violent J himself
Message From Violent J
written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more.
Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me.
It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same.
It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen j
I'm Still Lookin For This Guy...
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and wish you were here" just because.
I'm the guy who will blindfold you, take you to the beach and let you run your toes through the sand then make you guess where we are.
I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.
I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
I'm the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.
I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
I'm the guy who's excited all
i want everyone that i love them very much. i will not be on here today cauz i'm
feeling good and i got to go to work, so i will talk to ya'll tomorrow.
Just A Little Something I Wrote.....
I hope y'all enjoy reading this. Leave a comment, let me know what ya think. I like to know that something I've written touches (in some way or another) someone else. If I get enough compliments, I'll be more likely to put in something else I've written... And it only gets better! (or so I've been told ;))
He walks into the room, his gaze drawn by the huge wooden canopy bed draped in heavy burgundy and gold velvet and silk. The bed is piled high with pillows and cushions of pink, purple, burgundy and gold. The drapings will create a cozy nest when pulled tightly around the bed. The rest of the room fades into the background when he sees her standing at the foot of the bed. Her red hair is flowing down her back, brushing her shoulder blades. She wears a long, flowing burgundy skirt of a shiny material, a white top with thin straps and buttons down the back, and obviously nothing under either piece. She wears a black leather collar around her neck, a tiny pendant hanging from a ring
Am I Wrong?
Am I wrong to touch you while I am sleeping, in confident dreams of hopeful tomorrows, eyes wide closed against the uncertainties of today and never ending confusions?
Using your mouth
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
My Oiler Pray
My OILER prayer
Our Oilers, Who art in Edmonton,Hallowed be thy TeamThy Ducks they come,Thy roast begun,Just like San Jose as well as Detroit.Give us this win,All Pucks Stopped by Roloson,And forgive us our crosschecks, As we punish those whocrosscheck against us, And lead us not into golf, As we've lead thosewho played against us.And now we have moved up, to THE STANLEY CUPIn the name of the Smyth, the Pisani, the Horcoff and the Stoll.Forever and Ever the MacTavish and the Lowe(Amen)
Sexual Hidden Talent
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky60%A WUSS !!50%A Sicko40%Average40%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com
How Sexual Am I?
You scored as A Sicko. You are a SICK FUCK!! You would do almost anything to get off. You know how to be wild, try new stuff and let loose and be crazy. You are at the top of the Horny/Sexual ladder, a very coveted paosition by many. People call you Sick, but those are the ones that think it but don't have the balls to do it. You will be an exploding sex partner, if they can handle it.... Rock On.A Sicko90%Very Kinky90%Average60%A WUSS !!40%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com
Another Peom From My Myspace...
i wanted you,
but you aint want me.
i dont know what to do,
cant you see.
it hurts so bad,
this pain you left me with
it makes me so mad,
and im sick of this shit.
just tell me one thing,
did you enjoy your lil game.
matter of fact dont talk to me,
i've already forgotten your name.
The Invisible Letter
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said, "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the University."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said goodbye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said
A Few Facts About Me!
I am a DORK. You can not be the dork, because I am! I'm a Spam fan. Not the email kind, the edible kind. yum. I used to get paid to eat things we had disected in high school. I have no idea what my credit score is. I lowered my cholesterol. I just saved a lot of money by switching to Geico. I am worth getting to know.
> Pastor's Ass
> A pastor wanted to raise money for his church
> and, on being told there was a fortune in horse
> racing, decided to buy one and enter it in the races.
> However, at the local auction, the going price
> for a horse was so high that he ended up buying
> a donkey instead.
> He thought that since he had it, he might as
> well go ahead and entered it in the race and,
> much to his surprise, the donkey came in third.
> The next day the local paper carried this
> PASTOR'S ASS SHOWS
> The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that
> he entered it in the race again, and this time
> it won.
> The local paper read:
> PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT
> The Bishop was so upset with this kind of
> publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in
> another race.
> The next day, the local paper headline read:
> BISHOP SC
I Wana Get Outa Here
i am so confused and lost i feel so empty inside i wish i had a way out of here id run and never look back
To whom it may Concern,
Let it be known that I , Sir Forrest aka The White Knight has found his Lady in waiting.
Let it be known from this day forward that M'Lady's name is Tina.
In time M'Lady will be Queen but only when she is ready.
Any man that disagrees with this will be Judge by the highest, & May GOD have murcie on Your Souls.
M'Lady Tina is My Love , My Life , and My Only Angel.
The One & Only White Knight
Hello to all my friends out there. To you future friends, please allow this one favor to me, be real with me... In return you will have a loyal friend and maybe more :) I am very glad to have found LC. I travel alot and get very lonely staying in a hotel by myself every night. It is nice to know that you all are only a click away... Have fun, make love, and don't forget to think about me before you lay your beautiful head on your pillow at night... I will be thinking about you... MWAH
Monday, September 18, 2006
The shortest distance between two points is a simple, direct line. The most effective, fulfilling way to live life is to live it directly.
When some particular task must be done, you could waste a lot of time and energy on resentment, anger, avoidance and procrastination. Or you can simply get busy and get it done.
When you make a mistake, you could put a lot of wasted effort into covering it up, crafting an excuse, or pretending that it did not happen. What's best, though, is to simply accept it, admit it, deal with the consequences, and move along.
In order to be accepted and liked by others, you could labor endlessly so as to live in the right neighborhood, drive the right car, wear the right clothes and eat in the right restaurants. Or, you can simply be genuine, considerate, respectful, friendly and helpful.
If your life is continuously running up against complications and frustrations, stop and ask yourself what it is yo
A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target.
We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day.
The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in, "Mom, let's run through the rain," she said.
"What?" Mom asked.
"Let's run through the rain!" She repeated.
"No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mom replied.
YOU KNOW THE OLD SAYING YOU CAN'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER? WELL, I HAVE COME TO FIND THIS STATEMENT SO VERY TRUE IN SO MANY WAYS.
SO MANY PEOPLE ARE QUICK TO JUDGE SOMEONE ELSE BEFORE THEY GET TO KNOW THAT PERSON. I FOR ONE BELIEVE IN GIVING EVERYONE A CHANCE. YOU MAY FIND THAT YOU MIGHT JUST BE MISSING OUT ON THE MOST WONDERFUL THING THAT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU.
ANOTHER THING THAT I HAVE LEARNED IS THAT PEOPLE ARE QUICK TO JUDGE YOU ACCORDING TO WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY OR THINK. TO ME THIS IS NOT FAIR AT ALL.
SO, THIS LEADS ME TO TELL YOU ABOUT ME AND WHY I AM WHO I AM TODAY. I DO NOT USUALLY SHARE MY STORY WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE...BUT I HAVE GOTTEN A LOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT WHO I AM AND WHY I TREAT PEOPLE WITH RESPECT AND LOVE THE WAY THAT I DO. WHY I AM SO FORGIVING AND WHY I CHERISH THOSE AROUND ME. EVERY PERSON, NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE HAS REDEEMING QUALITIES ABOUT THEM...SOME MORE SO THAN OTHERS. I TRY TO FIND THE GOOD IN PEOPLE AND HOPE THAT THEY DO THE SAME WITH ME.
I AM BY NA
Oh Me Ohhh My, I Hate Moving
We are in the process of moving and I absolutely hate it... its soo hard with 2 babies on my coattails... anyway sorry to rant!!!
A ~faq~ Made The Drama Go Away
I've logged on both today and yesterday (here on "Lost Cherry") only to be annoyed by comments or messages via private or shoutbox ...
So instead of ranting and "hating" on here or the bulletin, I just logged-off (counting to ten you could say)
I really don't enjoy spreading the 'hate' ... So, I didn't want to blog some nasty and viscous and uncharacteristic drama about manners and unrealistic expectations and self entitlement issues .... (*growls JUST a bit*)
Well, on this attempt (of logging on here) I seen one of my most frequently asked questions ...
Which fueled my nicer side and gave me a lighter subject to post here on my blog
======== Here it is: =======
hi i have to know how you make those awesome photos!
Is how I make them
(I'm unaware of any magic programs)
It's self taught process that can take hours or less depending on the photo.
I take a photo I like:
clear the background
true friends and good to have ,but i have seen some on here who like to play games. no its not any one on my friends list. i just like to think you all who are my friends.
What's With The Deleting Of Friends??
okay. there's something i don't get. why do you people put "if you don't repost, i'll delete you". it's really annoying. it's like reposting is such a big deal. honestly, if something grabs my attention and makes me laugh, then yea. i'll repost it. but i don't have time to just go through all the ones that say "repost, or i'll delete you".
One Of My Poems, I Now It Ain't Great But It Is Just Something I Thought Of
what love is
the first fresh rain of springtime
that washs away the grime
the bright forever sunshine that
leads the pass of time
the fragrant smell of flowers on
the summer breeze
that opens op the senses
and helps you to believe
these are the things that love knows
that help us to be wise
these are the things thatlove shows
in the bright sunshine skies
the beauty of the sunrise
that shows a bright new day
the fresh free trust of children
that keeps them young and free
the wonder of an acorn
that grows into a tree
these are the things that love is
that change the way we see
these are the things that love is
that allow us to be free
the closeness of a family
thats shared with one another
the love in a little child
that is taught him by his mother
the beauty of an eagle
that soars so high in flight
the wonder of the stars
that shine so in the night
these are the things that love is
we share them evryday
Just had the most amazing sex and I got so wet :)
The Gift Of Love
hi guys my son peter has fluid in his lugs now the drs r trying to figture out whats wrong with his kindeys he just had 2 biooposyies from his kindeys ,if the teatment dosent work he might have a kindy tranplant i ask some of my family some r willing most of them r not my exhusband family said they r not willing to be tested so my son can have kindey ,the drs saids that if peter was on a donors list it would be to late it will have to done soon ,if there are people that would give up one of their kindeys for my sonto save his life im not saying that u have 2 im just asking as the last hope if u feel in your heart to do please let me know im going to be tested but the dr said they might not use mine cause i have a kidney prom my self the other family members said that they will get tested will but others said no well this another updated i promise you all love u peace
you ever met someone that you would do anything in your powers to make it right..even though you are not a perfect person..well i found this beautiful soul in this woman who taught me how to love again..i am so in love with her i would do anything for her to make our relationship work right..no i am not pussy whipped..but i give her total respect..and that includes her feelings...so you know who you are..i truly love you cj..por vida
I know that I was taught in Art school that art truly is in the eye of the beholder, but I cant help but to question some of the items that I have found labled art. Is it just me, or are there others that find that "morphing" photos has to be a truly bad art form. I do think that art should take some form of creativity on the part of the artist. Anyone can morph 2 photos into one seamless photo. Can we really call this art? I find that I cannot seem to lump this into the same cat as say Leonardo's work. I have been a Pro-Photographer (Artistic) for around 14 years and I truly love what I do. I know what it takes to "morph" photos and artistic ability is not required. I dont mean to step on anyones toes..On the contrary, I find it looks cool---Sometimes---but art? Hummm. Any thoughts? Anyone?
~*~my Very Own Angel~*~ Written By Sabrina Warden (better Known Az Sabbycat)
Its Been One Month And 13 Dayz The day I lost my
bestfriend, my sis..I know shez safe and looking
over me Feeling her presence, but i can not see
her.but shez always there when I need her.Although
lexeyz no longer here on earth with me..she will
continue to be on my side and watch over me..lexey
will never let me down when i need her..me and lexey,
together az Bestfriendz? NO we are more than that..
we are bestfriendz who are like family she was always
first on my list and will alwayz come first now shez
up above in heaven I’ll see her again on our day and
When I have a lot to say I know she will continue to
watch over me Until that day itz my Angel that I see
Mary Ann "Lexey" Hughes
plz comment off it & lemme know wut u think bout it i wrote it one month & 13 dayz after my bestfriend lexey died
ok so all of those bulletins that say shit like:
"If you don't repost this you can remove yourself from my list"
Kiss my ass... I will not repost it because too many people on my list are already reposting it out of some pitiful fear of losing a "friend" and I will also not remove myself from anyones fucking list... that takes way too much effort on my side.. if you have a problem with me not reposting then you can get your own lazy ass up and delete me.
Furthermore not reposting somthing DOES NOT make you a cruel and heartless person just because it has to do with a missing child/9-11/Steve Irwin or whatever the hell else. Yes it would be nice and lovely to save the missing chidren but let's just assume for a second that I ACTUALLY DID see this baby... IT LOOKS LIKE EVERY OTHER BABY... there is no way in hell I would recognize her and even if I thought I did and it for some reason seemed to bear an uncanny resemblence... I'm sorry but I would not take the very likely chance of
I have finally done it! I have finally put my thoughts done on paper, again! It has been a painstaking couple of years, to put it mildly. I was begining to wonder if maybe I had lost the ability all together until recently a friend fueled the underlying embers of my heart's true passion. . .writing! Now I need some more help. I need some ideas about what my latest piece should be titled. Can you help me?
Here is my latest work. . .fresh from me to you. . .=) If you like this and would like to read more please feel free to read some additional pieces found in my profile under general interests. Thanks for you time! And please let me know what you think!
Lost in the desolate fields of life
I yearn for my soul’s dedicated companion.
My heart’s tears echo through the vast chambers of heaven.
Alone in my own inconsolable agony
Waiting. . .
Lingering. . .
Hoping. . .
Craving, passion’s caressing embrace
Waiting. . .
Lingering. . .
Hoping. . .
Craving, the echoes o
Deep black penetrates
Consuming all light
I spiral down
Hell is calling this night.
Blankets my sights.
I see but one face
There is nothing but me
Lacking in grace.
Heating the flames
That cannot be slaked.
Need for heat
Hating my life
Engulfed in the blackness
Where is my knife?
Ripping Copywriten Photos
I have just found a profile on here named "@##RuleBreaker#@@ that has a photo of mine on it. It is some of my Digital art from 1999 that is copywitten. It is the skull that I let my girl use. Needless to say I am upset. It says on his profile that it was ripped. I am trying to trace it to who first used it and where they gotten it from. I havent heard back from him yet but I did leave a message. Am I wrong to be upset? I am pissed. I will take all my art off here and close everything out if people cant leave my copywritten material be. I probably would have let him use it had he asked but this...Hell no. Any thoughts or help with this would be appreciated.
Send This To All Ur Friends,
And Me If I Am 1.
If U Get 7 Back U R Loved
1-3 u r a bad friend
4-6 u r a ok friend
7-9 u r a good friend
10-& ^ u r a great friend
When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....
I promise to be there for u
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......
and there is no answer.....
come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
Rating Of Pics N Profiles...
Listen if you take the time to click on a profile and look at the pics then do the nice thing and rate it damn it... if your already there.... what is the problem.... I mean i put up a new pic and almost everyone tht was online went to see it... but maybe only 3 out of 15 rated n commented on it... Damn... no you wonder why noone rates your profiles...
Have a nice day!!
I shit. I piss. I fart. I drink. I smoke. I spit. I swear. I am human... get over it and deal with it. Not like you don't do it either.
Sex In Names
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think?
(Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!)
You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising theualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dine
Im not looking for dates, Sorry but Im in relationship kinda sorta. All Im really lookin for are cool people to talk to and maybe hang out with. I dont give out my number unless I get to know you first. I will give you my yahoo sn if you ask. But if you piss me off I will block you both here and on yahoo. The only real way to piss me off is by calling me names. Dont do that and we will get along fine. I dont want any drama just fun.
Hello, This story is not mine but was posted on a free website...I love these kind of stories and had to pass it on to you all, or who ever wanted to read it......hope you enjoy..:)
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. “Damn she’s got a hot body!” I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she’s hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the sc
I was running late for the subway. The party I went to ran a bit later than I had expected. As I rounded the turn style I saw the doors starting to close. I bit my lower lip and darted through the doors. Tired and out of breath I flopped down onto the nearest seat. After a few moments I had caught my breath and began to look around the car. It was just another woman and myself. As I looked at her again I could see that she was visibly upset. I got up from where I sat to sit closer to her. As I made idle chitchat I found out she was supposed to meet her boyfriend for dinner and she’d sat there for an hour or so before he called her and cancelled. I moved my arm around her shoulders, watching her face as she told me about her horrible night, she was crying. I brought my fingers up to her face and wiped away the tears as I looked into her eyes. She was beautiful. I took a chance. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against hers. I felt my heart leap as she returned my k
I Think I Have Officially Given Up On Lc
i have met some really cool ppl here on lc and the ones that are close to me are awsome.. i am 23 and i really dont want the games in life anymore.. the ppl i have emt that mean something to me either have my e-mail addy or my msn and very select few.. and you know who you are.. have my yahoo messenger.. i am done with lc for a while and i cant stand to have all these hopes and dreams of a reality that i cant have.. i love it here on lc and i cant wait to eventually return to my friends someday.. but for now i am just going to keep in contact with the friends i have made on here.. for the record... i love the month of April the most.. far well to Lost Cherry for a couple days or so.. bye to all of my friends.. and hello to the true friends.. sorry to have wasted ur time by makin you all read this piece of shit that i call a blog..lmao.. Dakota
Thanks And Goodbye
I've been mulling the situation over for the last few days, but a bulletin I have just seen has finally convinced me that this is not the place for me anymore.
Some crazy little bitch drives a friend of mine off this site, and plenty more besides, I talk about it in my blogs, I talk about my feelings, and then someone goes and puts out a bulletin on my bulletin board telling me how wonderful this person is.
I'm not going to name names, or point fingers, but it shows that most people here don't read anything, don't take any notice of anything, and would whore out ted bundy, charles manson, and jack the ripper, if it got them a whore out back, and a few cherry points.
The place is becoming more and more impersonal, cold, and uncaring, and I'm not here for that sort of thing.
I have a neice fighting for her life, who may not make it, this is meant to be my sanctury, the place I come to lose myself, and to have a good time at, not to have people who have upset my friends thrust
I am feeling so horny right now, Looking at some sexy ladies photos and makng me all hot and wet ;)
The Women I am
With my father's wisdom and my mother's guidance.
I became the women I am.
With my grandmother's steading hand and my brother's help.
I became the women I am.
With Ginny and Kristin at my side I never strayed from true friends.
I became the women I am.
With James and Ertan to always encourage me when I was in doubt.
I became the women I am.
With all their love I flew free.
Never to be caged in hate.
My imagination runs wild with their help.
So that the women I am is who I want to be.
If You Are My Friend
This is a contest for the hottest chick wearing glasses on LC.I have over 700 friends and only a handful of votes!!! I commented about 500 of my friends yesterday! And I will finish today. I love all of you. If you could take 2 mins to vote for me I would appreciate it. Be a "friend" :)
Rate and leave a comments as a vote. Please show everyone that chicks with glasses are hot too!!!
Click my pic to vote!
Don't Be Hatin
Since I am bitching. I love the NEW YORK YANKEES and it really frosts my twinkies when ppl rate me a 1 because I love my team. If you cannot respect MY LOVE of the Yanks..then go away! KTHX Bai!
LETS GO YANKEES!
A man escapes from a prison where he's been locked up for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money & guns. Inside, he finds a young couple lying in bed. He orders the guy out of bed & ties him to a chair. While tying the homeowner's wife to the bed, the convict gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up & goes into the bathroom.
While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife: "Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He's probably spent a lot of time in jail & hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain.....do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you.
This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong, honey. I love you!"
His wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, & asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathro
Native American Day---sept 22nd
September 22nd is Native American Day
Before America was America, this land was comprised of various tribes and tongues that were (are still are) as diverse as our modern-day melting pot. September 22nd is recognized as Native American Day this year, and though Native Americans take pride in their heritage on any occasion, this day gives reason for celebration and education. Whether you're an American Indian or not, take some time to learn more of our history pre-Columbus and take part in Native American culture.
Quanah Parker Photo..
Thanks to Great Spirit for the use of some of his
photos on my blog...He has more Native American Culture posted on his Site below:
Please go by his Site and check out his Photos..
Please be Respectful. and do not Rip without asking first. Thank-you..ENJOY OUR HERITAGE..
Here's a Great WEBSITE For Learning:
Check it out and ENJOY!! Heya ..
So Last nite I watch Steve Irwins memorial Service and it was amazing. He was an amazing man!!! So this blog is for Steve! RIP man!
His Favorite song was True Blue by John Williamson
Hey True Blue, don't say you've gone
Say you've knocked off for a smoko
And you'll be back la-ater on
Hey True Blue, Hey True Blue
Give it to me straight, face to face
Are you really disappearing
Just another dy-ying race
Hey True Blue
True Blue, is it me and you
Is it Mum and Dad, is it a co-ockatoo
Is it standin' by your mate when he's in a fight
Or just Vegemi-ite
True-ue-ue Blue, I'm a-asking you
Hey True Blue, can you bear the load
Will you tie it up with wire
Just to keep the show on the road
Hey True Blue
Hey True Blue, now be Fair Dinkum
Is your heart still there
If they sell us out like sponge cake
Do you rea-eally care
Hey True Blue
True Blue, is it me and you
Is it Mum and Dad, is it a co-ockatoo
Is it standin' by your mate when she's in a fight
Today I hit the weight bench again, I really only set out to repeat my accomplishment from Monday and get 305 up again, which I did with ease, so I decided why not try adding on another 5 and see what happens...so I did, and to my surprise lifted it several times! That's 310 pounds I'm putting up.
I think I am, right at this moment, the strongest I have ever been. A good time I guess to start keeping a blog about it and see what I accomplish, lol
Let me see, what else is going on...my poem "Noose" got choosen to be included on a poetry cd, which is pretty cool :)
So I joined two contests today for fun held by some nice people. My friends were very supportive, I went to check my pictures earlier and saw that some other people in the contest had viewed the pics and that magically my score had dropped dramatically. Now I am quite aware these contests are frivolous, but they make me smile and they are an escape from the daily grind. So why do people have to be ugly and rate other people's photos low. Like being the sexiest girl on the LC is so important that you have to be nasty to other people? I just thought it would be fun and now they've taken the enjoyment out of it by degrading others. Well ladies and gentlemen I have learned my lesson and the great thing for you is you will no longer be subjected to reposts of mine requesting you support me in my attempts at a little fun.
A big thanks to everyone who did though as always you guys are the best!!
A Tiger On The Prowl
Tonight I wanted to post a question to all the wonderful ladies on my friends list. Or at least those who are still paying attention and check these things when I post them.
The question is a basic one and is the information gathered here could help me to understand why some things are happening in my life... or in this case, not happening.
My question to you ladies is this: Can you tell when someone is “On the Prowl”?
I don’t want to over do the tiger analogies but I didn’t know what other way to term it. Is it easy to tell if a man is single and trying to meet someone?
Let me explain what I am talking about. I work with one of my best friends. We have a lot of things in common like sports and music; we both have a firefighting and emergency medical background. He is about 10 years younger than me but I don’t look my age (or so I’m told). He is friendly and charismatic and carries himself with a lot of confidence. There are two main differences, he is more of an endurance
Blog Ratings Enabled..
you'll now find a blog rating box on each blog page so you can rate your favorite (or least favorite) blogs..... have fun!
A little sicko humor for you. FBI Job Opening - Could you pass the test?
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman.
For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. . Kill Her !!"
The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home."
The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife."
The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."
Finally, it was the woman's turn.
HEY EVERYONE..! GOOD MORNING..
OFF TO WORK NOW BUT WILL TRY TO GET BY EVERYONES PAGE TO SAY HI AND GOING TO START RATING PICS SO LET ME KNOW IF I HAVENT RATED YOURS AS YET.. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AGREAT ONE AND THANKS TO ALL THE WOMEN FRIENDS I HAVE HERE.. REALLY MAKE MY DAY MUCH BETTER WITH ALL THE CHERRY LOVE AND CARING.. HOPE YOU KNO0W I CARE TOO! ALSO WILL BE COMENTING ON BLOGS TOO.. BOY IF I HAVE TIME..LOL..
HUGSS AND CHERRY LOVE TO ALL.. GERI!~
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Breezing threw the subject titles of the blogs, I see a definite trend.
I'm not immune nor am I condemning anyone.
The trend I am addressing and accountable for is:
D R A M A
Its not just the blogs, its bulletins here on "Lost Cherry" ...
its the news in the paper, television, radio and all forms of Media.
I know this is no ground breaking NEWS, and the subject is brought up by every journalist at one time or another.
Movies are made and books will sell for the: Drama, intrigue, sex and lies.
We cant even have HEROES without some sort of drama for the heroic action to take place.
Just watch the bulletins that go to the top (of the list) and are reposted ...
If the subject title is one of Drama ...
you might even see it last a couple of days.
While if its one of a friendly and sweet nature ...
it may only have a single view.
Lets face it, that's why the head lines of the newspaper are those of dramatic accounts ...
Nothing In Particular
Ok, so ya see....I keep seeing all these alerts saying such and such updated their blog and i'm thinking what the heck does someone say in a blog??? The way i figure it... you just ramble on jibberishly giving someone thats bored something to read! lol So this will be my first attempt to make a genuine blog! lol Enjoy! :)
Lets see...where to start...oh I know, I guess I could tell you that i was born in a small town in Kentucky (which explains the way I talk). I lived there until I was 18 then I hopped on a bus and headed for California. It was quite the culture shock!! I saw my first transvestite there LMAO Anyways I soon realized there was NO place like home (yes I tried clicking my heals together saying that many times!)Four years later I moved back to Kentucky. But by then I had such a feel for what it was like to have privacy that I realized I couldnt live that close to all my family(yes I have a big family). So now that explains why I live In Ohio
im just wondering if anyone reads these things, i mean im a mad blogger at myspace but i can see if someone reads it and here im not sure if anyone would really give a shit so heres a test to see if anyones gonna read it or if im wasting my time...
I Am Married
I AM A MARRIED WOMAN AND WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED AS SUCH!!!!!!!! MY HUSBAND IS IN THE ARMY!!!! PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING!! **Army Wife's Creed*** I am the wife of an American Soldier I am a supporter of the United States Army an encouragement for the protectors of the greatest nation on earth. Because I am proud of my husband and the uniform he wears, I will always act in ways creditable to him, the military service, and the nation he is sworn to guard. I am proud of my husband. I will do all I can to protect and provide for my family in his absence. I will be loyal to my husband and to the vows that we made as we entered into the covenant of marriage. I will do my full part to carry on the values and goals we have set apart for our family and I will continue to instruct our children in the same manner. As a soldier's wife, I realize that I play a vital role in my husband's decision to become a member of a time-honored profession- that I am doing my share to keep alive the principl
For My Son, Unborn Daughter, And My Special Someone
You changed my world with a blink of an eye,
That is something I just can’t deny,
You put my soul from worst to best,
That’s why I like you from the rest.
You may not know what you have done for me,
You have pushed me to the best I can be,
You are really an angel sent own from above,
To take care of me & fill my heart with love.
When I am with you; I forget my tears,
Your touch has chased away all my tears,
You have given my life a reason to make life worthwhile,
It goes even better every time you smile.
It is so magical – all those things you have made,
Just to bring back my faith that was about to fade,
Now my life is a dream come true,
At all began when I was loved by you.
Now I have found out what am I looking for,
It’s you – your love & nothing more.
Because you have given me a feeling of contentment,
Something before I had never felt.
I want you with me all along my way,
But now I am out of words to say,
So now I will end with a lin
A Wise Post
OUR STRENGTH IS OFTEN COMPOSED OF THE WEAKNESS WE'RE DAMNED IF WE'RE GOING TO SHOW
not original thought: by Mignon McLaughlin, a 20th Century American Writer
Move It, Old Woman!
I hate waiting in line. I hate KMart. I hate waiting in line at KMart. I hate waiting in line at KMart behind an old woman with three inches of makeup on her face who smells like stale cheese.
This woman is still alive in spite of the fact that I wanted to run her over in my car. She is lucky.
So I'm waiting in line at KMart when this old broad tells the cashier to call back to the photo department to see if her pictures are in. "I called earlier and they said they weren't but I want to check again," she explained.
Lady, I just want to buy my damn beverages and get back to work. I climbed up on the register and started screaming at her to shut up and forget the pictures.
In my mind I did.
I do a lot of things in my mind that I wish I could do in real life. Like some of you.
hehe... "do" you. I am such a charmer.
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Marie carefully checked her dark hair and smoothed her night gown before reaching reaching for the front door knob and opening the door!!! "Marie," asked the tall black man with a dazzling white smile, "I'm James Gobbel, you were expecting me!?!" "Uh, please come in, Mr. Gobbel," Marie said nervously, "I'm so glad you could make it!!!" James Gobbel moved smoothly into Marie's well appointed apartment, and after giving it a quick once over, turned back to Marie and said softly, "I'm glad you followed instructions, it makes things much easier!!!" "Instructions," Marie asked in a slightly puzzled voice!?! "The lingerie," James replied gently, "I'm glad you remembered, it makes things go so much easier!!!" "Why is that," Marie asked weakly, as the overpowering presence of the powerfully built black man nearly overwhelmed her!?! "I think you know the answer to that," he replied evenly while reaching out and calmly opening the front of her nightie, "but if I must paint a picture
My Doctors Appt
So I finally went back to the doctor today. Me and my dad have talked and talked over the past few years since finding out I may not be able to have kids. For the first time in almost 5 years, my exam was normal. I don't plan on having any in the near future, but I plan on them one day and I need to know. And my dad wants to know if he will ever be a grandfather. We had always joked that between me and Erin, he would have atleast one grandchild. But since Erin passed, it's all me. I decided it was time to finsh what I started. I stopped going b/c I got so sick of hearing about my broken, non-functioning ovary, my cervix that had doctors stumped as to what the hell was all over it, the ER trips b/c I had so much pain in my abdomen I couldn't even walk. I was poked, probed, proded, had my cervix clipped and probed also...it was kinda like sex but not as enjoyable is the only way to describe it lol. But...I just wanted to put this in words. I don't care if anyone reads this or
è arrivata la primavera !
La terra riceve l'abbraccio del sole
e presto vedremo i frutti
di questo amore.
Ogni seme si risveglia
e tutti gli animali ricominciano
Anche la nostra vita
viene da questa forza misteriosa
e quindi accordiamo ai nostri vicini
persino agli animali dei dintorni
il diritto di vivere nel nostro paese.
Ora abbiamo a che fare con qualcosa
una gente, tanto fragile e piccola
quando i nostri padri la incontrarono
per la prima volta
è cresciuta e avanza pretese.
Hanno disposizione per l'agricoltura.
La gioia per il possesso
è per loro una vera mania.
Questa gente si è posta molte leggi
che i ricchi possono infrangere
e i poveri no.
Da noi pretendono nostra madre
Fratelli, dobbiamo arrenderci
o dire loro:
prima di impossessarvi della mia
Native Indian's Words Read Up On This
Dio crẹ terra per gli Indiani
ed era come se avesse disteso un panno.
Sopra vi mise gli Indiani.
Sono stati creati qui, su questa terra
e allora cominciarono a scorrere i fiumi.
Poi Dio crẹ i pesci nei fiumi
diede la vita alla selvaggina
e ordiṇ che si moltiplicasse.
Poi il Creatore diede la vita a noi Indiani.
Ce ne andavamo in giro
e quando vedevamo pesci e selvaggina
sapevamo che erano stati creati per noi.
Dio crẹ radici e bacche
perché le donne le raccogliessero.
Dio ci ha creati perché vivessimo qui
ed era nostro diritto cacciare e pescare
finché io e mio nonno
riusciamo a tornare indietro nel tempo
con la memoria
Lately it seems my heart has become an impenetrable fortress, some have tried and failed.
It is not that I do not want love for I long to be loved and love someone wholeheartedly.
Feeling my face blush whenever I think of them and what I want to do with them, the emotions I want to experience with them.
I smile when I remember how it was to be woken up by a voice saying I love you, I miss it...
Yet I am so scared to allow anyone come in out of fear to get hurt, will the curse of fear keep hounding me?
Have I not progressed enough to cross the bridge?
Maybe all I need is a special someone to open the doors to my heart and make me feel again.
Special ladies I have encountered yet before they got the chance I made sure my doors were closed firmly.
Enjoying the brief moments of hope they gave me, why did I not let them enter? Is making them believe in themselves, all I am supposed to do?
Where they not right? Was I not ready? I do not know this...
The Price Of Freedom
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.
SOON ROUND THE WORLD, THE CHILDREN W
I don't understand what you try to say to me
so don't even try to explain
i sometimes look up to the loft where you once stayed
wishing you never went away
open up your eyes to see
the love that radiates from me
when i have freedom in my love
then i'll seek wisdom from above
under the wide and starry sky
dig the grave and let me lye
listen to the distant music from far away
is it real? or am i just going insane?
the question has been asked
the answer should be told
your love has gone away from me
and now i feel alone
Confused In Love
i found someone i really care for
but getting to this beautiful dove is hard
i see her when i open the door
but she's one dove i can not touch
she's so delicate inside
but hides it in her strength
all i want to do is be by her side
but again i can not reach her
i've fallen for her personality
and her beauty is unimaginable
i keep getting reminded of the reality
she isn't able to be reached
what am i supposed to do?
i can not reach her, but she's right there
i want to be with her, and so would you
but her mind is set and i'm confused
The Wrong Key
at first i never noticed
what i would find in you
but now i'm forced to care less
i wish i never knew
i'm wrapped around your finger
i couldn't want to let you go
no choice left but to linger
as you refuse to let your feelings show
i see you from a distance
and upon your face a smile
closer for an instant
to see a tear drop in your eye
you have a special beauty
that only i can find
you think you see right through me
i listen to you lie
but still your beauty tempts me
that i never saw before
you have givin me a key
but it wont unlock the door
Bitch Bitch Bitch
life's a bitch
your boss is a bitch
your wife may be a bitch
your girlfriend may be a bitch
your job is a bitch
driving is a bitch
cleaning is a bitch
your dog is a bitch
your neighbor may be a bitch
payin bills is a bitch
bein broke is a bitch
cooking is bitch
fixing you car is a bitch
payin taxes is a bitch
finding something on tv is a bitch
with all this to bitch about
why the hell do we waste our time
at bars or clubs
just to pick up some bitch?
there's a light at the end of the tunnel
a light i try to reach
i run at the light with all my might
tryin to take a peak
what's at the end? i don't know
but i'm gonna find out
i run as fast as i can
but the lights, they all burn out
i awake with a sweat
i don't know what wrong
but i need to find out
that dream was my scariest one
maybe it's my life, maybe i need to change
but it's dreams like this dream
i think alot of things
my life isn't all there
but that can take a turn
sooner or later in shangri la
those lights will alway burn.
If it isn't Friday today, I am going to start kicking people in the jimmies.
Four men got together to play golf one sunny morning. As they were
heading out to the course, one of them was detained by a phone call.
The other three were discussing their children while walking to the
"My son," said one proudly, "has made quite a name for himself in
the home building industry. He began as a carpenter, but now owns
his own design and construction firm. He's so successful, in fact in
the last year he was able to give a good friend a brand new home as
The second man, not to be outdone, boasts how his son began his
career as a car salesman, but now owns a multi-line
dealership. "He's so successful, in fact, in the last six months he
gave a friend two brand new cars as a gift."
The third man brags that his son has worked his way up through a
stock brokerage firm, and has become so successful that in the last
few weeks has given a good friend a large stock portfolio as a gift.
As the fourth man arrives at the tee bo
Grammar Lesson For The Day
Sorry folks, I'm not insulting anyone here, just looking out for y'all. This is our country, let's represent it and look good at it too! This is just a simple chart that we should all memorize. And if we do, more people will respect us all.
1.) You're = "You are." "You're a ______"
2.) Your = "Yours." "This belongs to your _______"
3.) Are = "We are_____" "Are you going to________"
4.) Our = "It belongs to _____, and our_______"
5.) Hour = Time. "The hour of________"
6.) Too = "Me too." "This is too much." "I am way too______"
7.) Two = "Two of them." "Two times" "More than one is two"
8.) To = "I will teach you to do this." "Let's go to the______"
9.) There = "It is over there." "There's a way over there."
10.) They're = "They are." "They're good lessons."
11.) Their = "This belongs to their collection of________"
"This is theirs & belongs to their ______"
12.) Deer = Animal, Game, Venison.
13.) Dear = "Dear sweet person" "Awe, such a dear.
Re: This Friends, Fan&fans Family Native Words
look thru my eyes and you will see my hurt and fear Im, people live with hunger, anger and hate
so when will you stop treating mother earth is way. look toward mother earth and see the beauty.the skies,the water.and the plants.give thanks then will my tears stop
What Would You Do ???
What men would do if they had a vagina for a day:
10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers.
09. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half.
08. See if they could finally do the splits.
07. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping-pong ball 20 feet.
06. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch.
05. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time.
04. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first.
03. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video.
02. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too.
01. Finally find that damned G-spot.
What women would do if they had a penis for a day:
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America.
09. Get a blowjob.
08. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat.
07. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal.
06. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl
What Would U Do?
If u woke up 1 morning and saw me in ur bed what would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3)cuss me out 4)just tell me to leave 5)climb on top of me and cuddle 6) f**k me ... details please! 7) lick me up 8) make me breakfast 9)ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops. repost this message or u will be alone for the rest of ur life and see how many ppl want u in their bed. u might be surprised by the answer
Awww...your What Hurts?
I sometimes wonder when grown folks get back to acting like grown folks. In between my "rate my profile" bulletins that I post on a regular basis...LOL...(oh if you haven't please rate my profile....LMFAO) I have been reading more of the "she's fake, he's mean, she's dumb, he's a player" type bulletins.
Maybe it's my perception of life and online communitites but I think that no one is going to get along all the time. People are individuals with their own style, way of doing things and measure for acceptability. What drives me nuts is the whiney, baby bullshit that follows. Okay someone hurts your feelings, truth be told, it's not the last time that will happen. The peace is not necessarily "stopping them" but in how YOU handle it.
There is a law of physics that says "for every action...there's an equal and opposite reaction". I don't see where it says that that reaction mimicks the same dumb shit that people bitch about. You don't fight fire with fire.....water puts out
Please Help And You Might Be Rewarded.
Check out my pics and comment. if you notice i have a spot designated for my biggest fans but i ran out of picture space. So comment and help get my cherry level up to 10.
[noun]:An oral sex master
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
ETERNITY SPREADS BELOW THEM
DARK NIGHT REACHES OUT,
CARRESSING HIS LOVE,
THE DAUGHTER OF LIGHT.
THEIR EYES LOCK AND PROBE,
DEEPER INTO ONE ANOTHER'S SOUL,
SEEKING THE TRUTH
OF BEING EACH AND EACHOTHER.
LOVE ENLIGHTENS THE PATH,
AS WELL AS THE SOUL.
THEIR CONTACT BRINGS GALAXIES;
THEIR DESIRE CREATES WORLDS.
DIVINE ECSTASY FILLS THEM AT JOINING
FOR THEY ARE ONE.
TIME AND SPACE LIE MURDERED,
"IS" EXISTS ALONE IN SUPREME REALITY.
BEYOND THE VEILS THEY LIVE,
GODS BY TRUEST FORM,
THEN PLUMMET BACK THROUGH SPACE AND TIME.
IN DEFIANCE, AND PURE ALIVE-NESS,
WITH THE PROMISE OF TOMMORROW
THAT ONLY TIME AND SPACE CAN GIVE,
ETERNITY SPREADS BELOW THEM...
Your hot comments, and photo comments, I am trying to return the favor to everyone, but my hand is getting tired, lol!!!!!!!!!
A Little Something Else I Wrote
I can see us sitting somewhere... You having been napping on the couch, me sitting in a chair reading a book. I notice You moving around, then You whisper softly "Babygirl". I look up, and answer "yes, Master?", noticing Your need standing there and realize Your movements were You freeing it from Your pants. I look back up into Your eyes, and You point to the floor at Your side. I close my book, slip to the floor and crawl gracefully to kneel beside You. You whisper words of encouragement, saying things You know I love to hear as I lean over, running my hands along Your thighs... One hand goes to the base to hold You steady, the other wrapping gently around the wrinkled skin below the first hand, massaging, nails brushing carefully over the skin as I touch the tip of my tongue to the tip of Your obviously aching need. I slide my tongue around the entire tip, silver ball of my piercing brushing around the ridge. My tongue slides damply down the underside, running along the vein to wher
Well, the last couple of blogs have been on the serious side, so I think it's time for a lil fun (plus Cecil said he would bite me if I wrote another serious blog). Anyways, I thought this could be fun and most of all, interactive. ANYBODY CAN JOIN!
When I was growing up, me and my friends used to do this this thing called PLAYING THE DOZENS. Some call it snappin', some call it joning, some just call it pure mean. But it always made the day go by faster, and it almost always resulted in a lot of laughs. What it is, basically, is jokes and insults on a person's family, looks, money, career, car, life, lover, kids, WHATEVER. Basically, it's YO MAMA IS SO...... jokes.
I would love to hear the best out there. What are some of the best snaps you've heard or said? I'll give you 20 of mine. Don't be shy, let er rip! And don't hold back! I'm a tough guy, I can take it......
1. Yo mama is so fat, when yo daddy wants to have sex, he needs to go to mapquest to find the hole.
2. Yo mam
Just About Me
I am 6-0 and 218 pounds. I have brown hair with hazle eyes. I grew up in a small town in Ohio. I finished High School in 1984. I was raised in the country and am a country boy at heart still. I alway had a minibike or go cart when I was grewing up. So me having a bike now is just me being me still. I have three wonderful daughters. My oldest just turned 18 and my baby is 11 now. I work for a Oil Company and have been with them for 16 years now. My grandfather and my Dad worked for the same company. I guess I really did grow up on oil. I was a small engine mechanic before I started with theoil company. I was in charge of ordering all the parts and was the lead mechanic at the shop. We worked on over 740 pieces of lawn care a year. I loved the work and the job, but the pay sucked. So I had to find something else to do with my life.
I was ask what do I do now. Good question.
How to explain it.. I am called an Operation Tech. I am mainly in charge of a crude oil tank farm. We hav
Anyone else think that The Steve Miller Band is bad ass?
My Birthday .....lol
WELL SEPT. 24th IS MY BIRTHDAY I WOULD LUV TO HAVE EVERYONE OF YOU THERE TO DO A SHOT WITH , BUT SADLY THAT CAN NOT HAPPEN SO ANY WAYS THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS WHEN I NEED YOU , THX TO A FEW MORE THAN OTHERS , YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE , WELL ANY WAYS STOP BY AND SAY HI AND ALL THAT GOOD SHIT ..
~the Way I Feel~
~The Way I Feel~
I'm sorry for the way I feel about you
I never thought thing's would come so unglued
Like the pain of knowing you have probally gone on,
And the happiness in knowing your heart is so strong.
Why can't we gon three years back
To when we just found eachother
The feelings I have for you are like no other,
I miss you more than words can explain
This rhyming pain is trapped inside my brain.
I'm sorry for the way I feel about you
I wish we could have stayed so true
But "No" I messed up,
And I've got to live with that.
Somehow, Someday, I wish I could take all your pain away!
Hug For A Friend
WHAT IS A FRIEND?
A friend is always faithful to you, even during the bad times.
A friend is reliable..you can count on one to always be there.
A friend stays in touch, even though it may not be as often as you'd like!
A true friendship is enduring, lasting even when friends lose touch for a while.
A friend is always there for you when you need someone.
A friend is devoted to your friendship and will never do anything to destroy it.
A friend is
this goes out to all my friends may you find as many friends as i have hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hey friends do me a fav and help me out with my best friend he just jioned up well hook hs profile up in a bit but lets get him started ok
Hey everyone! I am sorry that I have not been on that much the last few days. I have been feeling sick. :( I am going to the doctor on Tuesday. I hope I can get some meds and start to feel better soon. I feel awful. I will try to get on here as much as I can.
I need something to cheer me up. I hate feeling sick. Waa! :(
I'm So Smart
my dad gave me a dollar bill
cause i'm his smartest son
and i swapped it for two shiney quarters
cause two is more than one
and then i took the quarters
and traded them to lou
for three dimes-guess he didn't know
that three is more than two
just then ,along came old blind bates
and just cuz he can't see
he gave me four nickels for my three dimes
and four is more than three
i took the nickels to mr, combs
down at the feed store
and that fool gave me five pennies for them
and five is more than four
and when i showed my dad
he got red in the cheeks
and closed his eyes and shook his head
to proud to speak to me
The 23rd ~ My Favorite Kiddos
These are my favorite little kiddos.
Peyton: My neice. She is So adorable. and she likes to colour on the bottom of my shoes! (not to mention the top of my converses)
Mike:The kid I babysit. He's adorable, but he can be a real pain at times. But Again I love him to death. His favorite colour is pink! (my fault)
Isabelle: My favorite neice. She reminds me of my besst friend with her pretty curls. and she's so much like me, it's scary! hehe i Just love her.
Buddy: my puppy. not a kid but he's my favorite.
Kayleigh: My little sister. Half sister, but still incredible. She's gonna be a gorgeous lady when she grows up! she's already so pretty!!
Sitting Here Thinking Of You Hoping One Day
We Will Meet, There Will Be No Modern
Technology It Will Be So Unique. You Will Be
Holding MY Hand And I'll Be Thinking
Ain't Love Grand Look Here World It's Just Me
And My Man What A Wonderful Plan Yeah Just Me
And My Man Listen Up World We're Off To
WonderLand Yo I Don't Care Who See's Us
They'll Be Just Wishing They Could Be Us
You'll Reach out and Touch My Heart It Will
Melt In your Hand and We'll Take a Stand
There's No If's And's Or Maybe's Just Me And My
Baby I Love you And You Love Me What a Call OF
Written By :Blossom_Rose
This Poem Is Being Published Right Along With The Other One And All The Rest Are Already Published
As I Lay Here On My Bed
As i lay here on my bed
iam thinking only of you fred
when i wish to be with you instead
as i lay here on my bed
my wishes are going dead because
i dont here from you im going out of my head
as i lay here on my bed
i'm crying my eyes out and boy they are so red
as i lay here on my bed
the words of this poem strikes the hairs upon my head
as i lay here on my bed
iam putting a strain upon my brain
iam trying not to sound so lame while yet
iam trying to explain these feeling
i have boy your the blame
as i lay here on my bed
i have this picture of you in my head
as i lay here on my bed
Written By: Blossom_Rose
In Loving Memory (virginia Joan Brown)
Since Heaven has become your home
I sometimes feel I'm so alone;
and though we now are far apart
you hold a big piece of my heart.
I never knew how much I'd grieve
when it was time for you to leave,
or just how much my heart would ache
from that one fragment you would take.
God lets this tender hole remain
reminding me we'll meet again,
and one day all the pain will cease
when he restores the missing piece.
Its approaching two years since my Aunt Joan passed and I wanted to do something special in her memory. Thank You Crystal For finding this It's beautiful!
What Movie Genre Are You?
The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho
If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
Your Bumper Sticker Should Be
Squirrel - it's what's for supper
What Bumper Sticker Should Be On Your Car?
I Hate Ex Boyfriends!!
Have you ever gave all you had too your boyfriend or Gurlfriend? Well i did and he fucking broke my heart not only one time but twice!! I don't understand i though he was the right one..But i guess he proved me wrong!!So why do i even try we i get in a relationshi?WHy? i guess cause im a sweet person and guys take over and wanna break a sweet person's heart like mine..IM out
Ok I Really Lost It
all i see is LostCherry.com!!! no pics!!!!!!!!!! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
The Gods Need To Danm This Man!
God i hate fucking assholes who don't have the decentcy to tell you they fucked you over! i mean come on some people are just fucking ass holes! this guy across the street from me turned my mama cat in to the pound this morning. And didn't even say anything to me about it! one of my lil buddies in the neighborhood told him it was my cat and he would just bring her across the street..." She shouldn't have been in my yard then!" knowing danm well i have kitten who were just born not too long ago and they need their fucking mother! In marion county (whear i live) you only have a certain amout of time to claim any animal turned in then they go in to the rounds of getting adopted or (of course) he took her to the ONLY kill shelter in this danm county! so if they cann't place her they will kill her! and WTF am i susposed to do with 6- 4 week old kittens who know nothing but mom! what a fucking crok! GOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i hte morons! ok i guess i am done ranting for now Loves all! lol
WHY IS IT THAT THE ONLY THINGS GUYS THINK ABOUT ARE BOOBS AND ASS AND WHY CAN'T GUYS READ??
I POSTED ON MY PAGE THAT I DO NOT TAKE REQUESTS FOR PICTURES AND I WILL NOT POST NAKED PICS. I THINK THAT I DON'T NEED TO POST NAKED PICS JUST TO MAKE FRIENDS. AND GUYS NOT ALL WOMEN WANT TO SEE YOUR DICKS.
WHY CAN'T WE JUST TALK TO EACHOTHER AND NOT MENTIONS SEX? CAN'T MEN AND WOMEN HAVE NORMAL CONVERSATIONS ABOUT OURSELVES, THE ENVIRONMENT, OUR JOBS, OUR FAMILIES. WHY DOES IT ALWAYS COME BACK TO SEX. IS THAT REALLY WHAT OUR WORLD HAS COME DOWN TO?
I JUST NEEDED TO VENT A BIT. HOPE I DIDN'T BORE YOU TOO MUCH WITH MY FIRST BLOG.
My New Skyline
Ok so I went shopping today, got a new pair of shoes, and a coupl of outfitts, then met up with my fiance. we had lunch together then we went to a car dealership here he presented me with keys to my new car, for those of you who don't know my old car was trashed a few weeks ago, so I was in need of a new one an I new I would be getting one but I had no idea it would b this awsume. chck out pics in my new ride album.
Its great that i can say i have some great friends that i know care about me. Most ppl cant say that so just a big shout out too the ones i call my friends you know who you are:)
these are webcam pics...visit me to get the link
There are SO many absolutely stunning women on LC, and I would be so thrilled if you came by this ADULT FORUM SITE and checked it out. There are lots of men who would love to talk to you. Granted, it's no way near as cool as LC, but it's still a place to meet people and be nice and naughty :D Just click the link below!
So please, feel free to drop by and check it out, and if you feel compelled to do so, please, take a moment to sign up. You can set up your own gallery and blog and start off posting in the forums right away. Post whatever you'd like, either pics of yourself, of others, random porn, whatever! or simply post a discussion subject. Whatever you do, I'm sure it will be of some fun. So please, stop on by :) **kisses and hugs**
**Oh, and of course, you men can feel free to stop by as well, after all, the more, the merrier I always say
This Was Too Funny
My girl is really cool and I think she is great but sometimes I find her saying things that makes me pause and think "what is she thinking?". Just the other day I was describing a print I wanted to photograph and she says to me, straight faced as ever, "You have a superly brilliantly mind"...uhhh what? Just today she tells me about a book she is reading by Anne Rice and she drescibes the book as having, and I quote-"lusty love thoughts"..Ha, gotta love her. Lusty Love thoughts, I told her it sounds like she should be writting for penthouse in a closet wearing gorilla pants or something. I suggested she even change her profile name on here to Lusty Love Thoughts. "Lusty Love Thoughts"...classic Heather.
My All Time Fav Joke
theres this reporter and she is doin an expose on mad cow disease.
the reporter goes over to a local cattle farm to talk to the farmer and find out what he thinks is the cause of mad cow disease.
reporter: so sir could u give me an insight as to what u believe in your opinion causes mad cow disease?
farmer: well i can tell ya that we milk our cows once a day.
reporter: i suppose thats an interesting fact, but seriously could u tell ma what causes mad cow disease?
Farmer: i can also tell u that we let the bulls fuck the cows once a month.
reporter: once again interesting enough but how does that answer my question?
farmer: well miss if i played with your tits twice a day and only fucked u once a month wouldnt u be mad too
Wtf Is Wrong With People????
so many SICK people in the world...so sick they shouldn't even be classified as human...
how can ANYONE take the life of an innocent child, is beyond me..
I just don't get it, and I don't want to get it...sick fucks(apologies for the language)...I swear
Just A Giggle
Ok I got this from one of my friends here at Lost Cherry....
A man went over to his girl's place for a little bit of nookie between the sheets. He presented her with three choices of condom -- gold, silver, or bronze.
"Silver," she said.
"Why not gold?"
"Because I want you to come second for once!"
The Steelers lost today and that pissed me off beyond belief. . .
Thats really all I have to say so I apologize if I wasted your time, might as well stop by and say hello - today has been a boring day!
Ode To The Outhouse
“Ode to the Outhouse”
The little house that was out back,
had two seats and a wooden floor.
With last years Sears catalog,
and a half moon upon the door.
A busy little place it was,
things were always brewing.
And everyone that went inside,
knew what they were doing.
A place of quiet and solitude,
while seeking some relief.
You’d feel a great accomplishment,
though your stay was always brief.
There’s nothing left but shambles now,
it’s crumbled down by time.
But it still is standing straight and tall,
in the outback of my mind.
i see a lot of people viewing our profile and rating our pics and leaving comments on them too! that is great but dont forget to rate the profile itself please!
You act like Jesus, crucified again..
These 4 walls are closing in..
Who and what do you think you are?
A rich motherfucker in a fancy car...
Concrete jackel suckin on the past.
Gold care junkie kissin money's ass
You're the monkey on my back
Its time for you to go..
You're more harm than my old vice..
And I don't wanna know..
You're hammer poor..
Now you're feelin low, tired and beaten.
Bring you some blades and daggers..
Pierce your soul.
Hell, ain't livin' six feet in the hole.
Get down on your knees in Hollywood time to Kiss some, some ass.
Hey, Mr. bigtime Hollywood.
Tell your story walkin' if you think you could.
Your money's runnin' low from your cocaine whores.
Nothin' but a rat scratchin'at my door.
Hey, now I've said all I'm gonna say.
time will judge, see who fades away.
You're hammered. Hammer poor.
26 Yrs Old Grandma
I am going to be a Grandma at the age of 26 yrs old on May 12,2007 cuz my 23 yrs old step daughter going to have a baby don't know what it is yet.
As i walk in to the room ur sleeping nice.... all coverd up but ur leg is hanging out..... i Slowly pull the covers back not to wake u..... u have on a pair of Blue Cotton panties mmm.... i begin to trace them w/ mah tongue o so lightly not to wake u! yet u begin to moan... then
i pull the rest of the covers back and suck on ur large wonderful nipples mmmm as it hardens in my mouth.
Slowly ur panties begin to form a wet spot... ur clit presses against the fabric die'n to get out.... i catch it in between mah teeth... and begin to suck ... ur moans get harder
yet u still sleep(must of been sum good sex earlier!) i slowly peel off ur soaking wet panties and Lick the juices from which i made....
i then inch mah way back up and as i begin to suck ur lip i slowly push mah Big Cock in ur waiting wet hot tight Pusssy.
so between me biting ur lip and Pressing everyinch into u... u waken........... ur eyes roll back and u dig ur nails into mah back...
after a few deep thrust u cum vio
Hurting The One You Love.
So tell me. Why is it that we always seem to hurt the one we love?
It never seems to fail. Someone will do something to you to make you mad. We tend to mumble something under our breath and go on. It might be at a parking lot or driving down the road. It could be your boss or someone you kinda know. You could be shopping and have some butthead around you. Something, somewhere gets under your skin. You know you should not say anything at all. You never know who has a gun or a knife now days. So we carry it with us.. Home.. The last place we want too. and we know we shouldn't... Then your partner or kids say something or do something just a little wrong and all hell breaks lose. I am not saying that we do this all the time. It just happens.. it does not last long.. But you can not undo the damage done.. Your spouse knows that he/she did not do anything to cause the wrath that just happend. Most of the time we are forgave... to a point. lol Our kids. Now that is a different story. I
Everyone Gets Older [#]
Why is that? Lately, not only have I felt alone... but I feel as if i'm about to be older. Which is true I am... but I'm not happy.......
No longer will I be young as I once was.... Hmm....
I don't know.... My birthday is coming up and all that.. but for a while now more so this week. I just feel alone and down too..
I guess everyone gets older....
Current favorite song, That I got on!
What if (Remo's Theme) By Tommy Shaw
Everyone Gets Older by Patty Smyth From Scandal
Roxette - Perfect day
Roxette - Almost Unreal
& some Def Leppard Also Van Halen with some Billy Joel and Eddie Money - I want to go back.
Sick Of These Contests
Who cares who has the cutest smile, nicest eyes, biggest or best looking dick or who has big boobs or not...I may not be a barbie doll but what matters is what is inside the person..Yeah I am rambling again..but if people don't like it then tuff shit...So come on people judge a person for what they are not what they have
I Have Realized That
i really need to pick my friends better and also realized why i have never really liked having other women as friends. There was a couple things i finally found out the truth about this weekend....things i had already assumed had happened but found out for sure.
One of the things is that this one girl who used to babysit for me and was always a pretty decent friend had given my bf head...not sure if it was while we were still together or on one of our off moments....but i finally found out it was true after both have lied to me for quite some time now...this girl is just nasty as all hell....about 5'6 n she weighs around like 250-300 lbs and then other that i found out was that someone whom i had met at one of my jobs and whom i became really close good friends with had sex with my bf again not sure if it was on our off time or while we were together....i had always assumed something happened between them cuz they'd hang out alot but she'd never return my calls or hang out with me o
Was My Last Weekend
This last weekend was my last weekend before I go back to work today after almost a motnh off, itll suck, I'm already tired and doesnt start for an hour lol, ohwell I'll sleep good tonight I guess lol
This weekend I finally got to go boating. I've been wanting to do this for so long. We fished for hours. Had a blast. Then this beautiful manatee laid beside our boat for along time. It was just swimming around the boat for a long time. Then we seen five dolphins they were beautiful. The wind was light it wasnt too hot it was perfect. Perfect weather for a perfect weekend.
I Love You
Iwish i could tell you ,
how much you mean to me ....
But there are no such words to say
how much i adore you ......
how much i miss you .....
how much i thankyou for choosing me .
So i best just say i LOVE YOU
I hate it when girls let thier boyfriends or husbands control them and/or vise versa. telling you who can be your friends with, who you can talk to, or even who you can even hang out with..
Like my friend Dynielle, ended up with a guy who lied and cheated on her and she took him back. and one of his "conditions" was to stop being friends with me and block me from everything on the net. stupidity at its best. all control... truly sad that she would agree with it at all.
G -v- E
Good -verses- Evil
Good -verses- Evil
A daily struggle.
A battle of biblical proportions.
Is it just another part of life?
I believe that much of the population has come to terms with the most simple part of the meaning of life:
That DEATH is just part of life.
Yes, folks ... We are all TERMINAL! We have an expiration date ...
We just don't know when we are going to exspire.
I do believe the human race as a whole has come to terms with that part of living ...er - umm - ahh -or- Dying?
About that part in-between "The Beginning" and "The End" is my topic today. The things we do while on this earth and the decisions that we make.
I promise I'm not getting on my soapbox and spewing up "Fire and brimstone"
*shakes head ... "Yeah, I'm not keen on "preachy" peeps either"*
Doing the right thing is as much of a daily part of life as well as life changing parts.
Daily parts like:
It's so nice out, I think I'll play hooky ...
Telling the phone so
Breath Of Fresh Air
she was a breath of fresh air
a warm summers breeze on a lazy day
a fire fly in the evening
she was as beautiful as a poem
that touches deep into your soul
a picture of grace a poise
But now the air is stale and dry
it freezez the soul and kills
all that a dreamer had hoped for
a dreamer who loves her still
Learning Not To Feel
starts with joy
then turns dark
let them in
then they leave their mark
why try so hard to let them in
when you know what happens in the end
a time bomb of emotional fury
makes any man start to worry
the whys and hows and what's goin ons
you've never felt more like a pawn
but i do got some comfort
i got some gyn
im learning to not feel
all over again
it will leave me callaused
it will make me hard
but in the end
it will all begin again
It's funny how things change... nothing stays the same... and yet each day we get a little bit older.
Friends come and go.... people leave others stay for a time.
Time moves on by like a cloud with the wind.
My thought of the day....
SO being a cop on a military base and working the night shift is pretty damn funny some of the stuff drunk people say to you but damn it im sick of the paper work
If I Was A Pie I'd Be...
You Are Lemon Meringue Pie
You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet
Those who like you have well refined tastes
What Kind of Pie Are You?
Your Mood Ring is Red
Ready to go
Mood Ring Generator
well my 1st day back to work in a month kinda blew, was a long day, but got the job done, felt good to be abck, but am so ebat now lol, either im gettin old or got lazy. It'll get better. I hope
Well it's safe to say that I'm in the midst of depression. I wish I could pin point one specific reason. Maybe it's because my daughter tells me she hates me because of recent events, maybe it's because one of my best friends is mad at me or maybe it's because I feel I have no chance to make up my mistakes with someone.
I wish that my daughter didn't feel that way. Like it's all my fault and that she is losing her daddy because of me. That's not the case at all. I know AJ and I know that he cares about her and he wouldn't just leave her because things went wrong between us.
One of my best friends recently turned her back on me when I needed her the most. She fought with AJ and my friends saying some horrible things and making up several lies. I don't know what I had done to her to deserve this.
I feel like I can't make up for the mistakes that I had made with AJ. I wish I could. I would do anything or say anything to be able to turn back time to that one night where e
I Appreciate Women As They Are
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are:
That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date.
That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
That I am not afraid to say I like football, and I could kick your ass anyday.
That I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I don't have a dream body that turns you on.
But most of all,
That you can't accept me for who I am because your a selfish worthless piece of shit and you dont think of anybody but yourself!!
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're a guy, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I appreciate you".
Once I was happy and warm
now I look over a Wall
at a world that I fear.
Behind this Wall
with me are feelings,
of being afraid of people
of being exposed to people.
Scared of being laughed at.
Feelings that I want to set free,
but the Wall!
Oh that damned Wall!
That same Wall that I curse,
but at the same time thank
for protecting me from people
that want to get close.
Afraid to let people get to know me
for fear the real me is no good.
I play my roles
that let people think differently of me.
I play my bitter role
where I become cold and vicious,
when I pretend I could not care.
Scared to let people know what I
do care about for they would take it
away from me.
I play my joker or fool role,
when I act like a clown.
This makes people think I am a happy child
and what could possibly be
wrong with her?
She is always laughing.
on the outside I am laughing
but inside I cry.
I cry a painful and silent cry
of something that hurts so bad
Her Shrill Voice
She made me bleed
With her words.
Her shrill voice
was like a knife.
It stuck me
It sliced the sinews
Of my heart
Tore into my soul.
was to be expected,
Daily, weekly, monthy,
yearly, maybe eternally.
Or until the decision is made
To get the fuck out!!!!!!!
For those that I haven't told yet, I am leaving Tomorrow for Texas. I will be gone until November 1st. So After Tomorrow I might not be online for quite a while. I won't lie, I'm not going to miss you... except for probably Trix, hehe, but I will fantasize about you while I am gone.
I Feel Sooo Sad :(
maybe if you give me some love--that always makes me feel better.
and tomorrow--i will post some more--you know!! pix to my private gallery.
love ya's oxoxxo
Missing her already :P
You N Me...
YOUR LIPS SO SWEET... YOUR VOICE SO SMOOTH... YOUR WORDS ARE HONEYED... SUGARY SWEET... BUT YET SO FAKE... I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE YOU... YOU SIT THERE AND TELL ME NOT TA LEAVE... YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME... AND AS YOU SPEAK YOUR EYES STRAY... YOU SAY YOU MEAN IT... THINGS WILL BE BETTER... YOU COULD NEVER LOVE ANOTHER THE WAY YOU LOVE ME... THAT I MAKE YOU FEEL WHOLE; COMPLETE... BUT YOU, YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH... THIS IS IT WE ARE THROUGH... I AM SO TIRED OF HEARING IF YOU HAD THIS COLOR HAIR, OR THAT SIZE WAIST, I WOULD NOT LOOK AT OTHER GURLS... THEN YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO SAY YOU LOVE ME... WELL I AM TIRED OF BEING PUT DOWN... I DON'T NEED YOU... YOU SAY YOU NEED ME... BUT YOU HAVE LOST ME... I NOW UNDERSTAND THAT IT WAS NEVER ME AT FAULT... IT WAS NOT THAT I WAS NOT GOOD ENOUGH... YOU DON'T DESERVE MY LOVE... NOW YOU HAVE LOST IT... I AM BETTER THAN THIS... I DON'T WANT YOU... I JUST WANT TA BE LOVED FOR WHO I AM... NOT WHAT YOU THINK YOU CAN MAKE ME INTO...
I Noticed A Disturbing Trend
i sat here and watched the names scroll across top for over 2 hours in that time i counted 84 girls named ashley accounting for over 70% of the names in here this proves 2 points.
1. there is a bunch of lying ass chics on here
2. my life even sucks more than i want tpo beleive
Look my thoughts on tagging a photo that is considered adult content!!! If you are a friend and I mean a FOR REAL friend you should tell the person, that you believe their pic to contain adult content, don't just flag it and turn it in to LC, that seems childish to me. If yo uhave the balls to turn it in have the balls to tell it is ADULT. Alot of the pics being flagged aren't even ADULT!!! There are pics being hit that HAVE NO nudity!!! A lot of the pics being flagged are art pics of vamps, and fairies and such.
Made You Look
just making blogs to see if anyone is paying attention....bored as hell ....anyone got a life i can rent cheap
Does anyone else around here find the amount of contests and what the contests are for to be a bit ridiculous? I mean, come on... I feel as if I'm back in highschool with everyone trying to be the "cutest" "sexiest" "sweetest", etc...
I have no intention of EVER joining one of these. I don't need to make myself feel better by begging for votes from people on line to vote for me saying I'm pretty or sexy or cute or sweet, etc...
If you don't like yourself for who you are, then what does it matter what anyone else thinks?
Happy *hump* Day.. Taking A Break..
HAPPY *HUMP* DAY EVERYONE!
NOW IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.. ITS MIDDLE OF THE WEEK..! AND REST IS DOWN HILL.. OR THE DAYS GO BY FASTER AND THEN WEEKEND WILL BE HERE..;) WHICH IS NICE..
MY LAST WEEKEND WAS GOOD HAD A BBQ GFS CAME AND FAMILY.. SON TOO AND DAUGHTER AND HER GF AND HER HUSBAND.. A NICE GROUP AND ALL LOVED THE FOOD AND KITCHEN AND WE ALL HAD A BALL..I JUST FELT LIKE I COULD HAVE VISITED MORE BUT MY ONE GF DIDNT KNOW ANYONE SO STAYED BY HER..
ANYWAYS.. NOT MUCH ELSE NEW BUT I NEED A BREAK FROM HERE I FEEL LIKE I DONT DO MUCH BUT BE ONLINE AND GO TO EACH BLOG COMENTING OR SAYING ON PAGES AND THEN I HAVE ALL THESES E MAILS AND DONT EVER SEEM TO CATCH UP.. OH WELL NEVER ENDING.. SO NEED A BREAK.. AND TRYING TO !!! NOT MANY WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT BUT I JUST DONT TAKE MUCH TIME FOR ME.. BY THE TIME I GET BACK TO MY HOUSE AFTER GETTING ALL KIDS TO SCHOOL WHAT DO I DO?>> I GET ON HERE AND I NEED TO SPEND THAT TIME DOING WHAT I WANT.. SO IF YOU DONT SEE ME ON HERE MUCH
well really im not but my pc is very lazy on this site :( everytime i try and go to other profiles i freeze GRRRRRRRRRROWL but soon all will be perfect again and i will be able to add comments to the ppl who leave me comments page sorry guys :( kick my pc if you want
What A F**** Day....
Man today has been like the shittiest day I have had in awhile....of course it started last nite while fighting with hubby...now today the vacumm cleaner isnt working right so I cant finish cleaning the damn house...all the furniture is in the middle of the floor & I dont want to put it all back where it belongs until the floor is clean...I do still need to clean the kitchen, my daughter hasnt washed dishes in 3 days so they r piling up, the floor needs to be cleaned, someone let the dogs in after they got wet last nite, so u can see all these lil paw prints all over the floor...I could just scream, maybe I should start drinking early....God give me strength to make it thur the rest of this day & please let tonite go by smoother than the nite b4.....I need a hug....
I Think The Babysitter
I think the babysitter works as a cook at the local police station, because she brought handcuffs and whipped cream with her tonite...
Are You Threatening Me?!
Hard to believe it, but I already have something new to rant about.
So, the "Repost this or I will delete You" bulletins... Lemme just say this, I will repost bulletins I think are funny or informative or that I tend to agree with or think my friends will find any of the above. I will not repost things cause I will get 62,000 years of bad luck, bad sex, bad relationships, bad life, blah blah- gimme a break. For those who use their lil "deleTOR" threats- come on now- grow up a bit and get over yourself and your bulletins.
Thank you, that is all =) Happy Hump Day kids!
She Said/ He Heard
What a woman says:
"This place is a mess! C'mon!
You and I need to clean it up!
Your stuff is lying on the floor and
you'll have no clothes to wear if we
don't do laundry right now!"
What a man hears:
blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON
blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I
blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR
blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES
blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW
Verizon .. New Customer Service
Upon my DSL fawkin up Yet again .. I called Verizon for some Tech Support .. they should have my number on all of their Cubby's by now .. waiting on my next call .. But as usual I had to go thru the Entire List of What to do in case of Tech Problems Via an Automated voice .. Press one if you have Windows XP .. Press two if Youve got a Mac .. Press three if Your on the librarys Computer .. and Press four if Youve Given up hope of ever speaking to an Actual person ...Well After all of my Pressing numbers I finally got someone .. who was speaking so soft I had to keep on with Excuse me Sir ??? and Could you say that again Please ... The normal Im tryin to be nice so you dont Spit in on my Cheesburger type of polite ...So .. after doing all he said Type 1234567890.. into the address bar .. Yes Maam I said Type .. 1234567890 . Excuse me ? did you say.. ......... Ok .. we get there .. reboot my Modem ..Then my Computer once the dsl light stays solid . Yayyyy we've got Power ..*Cheers now com
This Isn't A Poem Or A Lyric But Whatever.
Stolen from Heather, of course:
Pointless shit about me.
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] have/I've had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[x] I'm in school/university
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/sc
Ever Have One Of "those Nights"?
:( I'm having one now...kinda got my feelings hurt tonight (and I know it was meant as a joke so it's ok..really) just depressed about life and I hate feeling like I'm all alone :( Sorry to be such a downer, it's just one of those nights.
Making Love By Candlelight Part 1
The day was long and dull i have to urge the simulate my lady tonight so i leave her messages on her to reach me but when she just home she gonna plz me, the wine the roses the candles are in place all thats missin is thy true loves bliss, i hear the rattles of key by the door i rushes off crawling on the floor the door opens and i dim the lights see walks into the house with delight candlelight thru the house hangin by the door is a rose with a note sealed with a kiss follow these clues to me u should not miss close your eyes and follow ur nose to the kitchen is more of ur rose.. now as u open there another note with say..keep and open mind and make your way upstairs you take ur shoes off and walk slowly upstair u smell sweet fragrances and see rose pedals on the floor leading your to the bedroom at your heart start to race and you open the door slowly take a peek inside to see if there more for thee, sounds of romanctic music fills the room and the scent of ur favourtie purfume i won
Im Bored So Figured Id Have A Convo With Myself
tung1 " hi there hows going buddy"
tung2"pretty good yourself"
tung1" im fine just trying to pick up some poor un suspecting broad"
tung2 "yeah me too"
tung1 " cool good deal bro mind if i roll with ya"
tung2 "sure thing man"
2 WEEKS LATER
tung1 " not looking good man"
tung2 " yeah i know"
tung1 " im i have a confesion to make"
tung2" yeah whats that"
tung1 " well i kinda find you attractive"
tung2 " yeah me too was scared to say anything"
tung1 " well, what ya say me and you get a bottle of beer and some vasoline and head upstairs ill treat you right baby"
tung2 " sounds like a good deal but will you respect me in the morning"
tung1 " probably not"
will read responses when i get back in 35-50 seconds gotta fit foreplay in
Some Are Worth Keeping
One day someone\'s husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away never to return before we can say good-bye, say \"I love y o u! \"
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So while we have it . . . it\'s best we love it . . . and care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . . . and heal it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage and old cars . . . and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it.
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Game Of Skill
took me four tries can you git-r-dunn???
Get the code at www.winterrowd.com
i think we all feel the same about ratings if someone does'nt like a picture then don't rate it but if you do please be nice and rate the persons pictures a 10 it's not hard to do.
My Sexual Animal
A peacock represents your sexual appetite. You like to look good to attract potential lovers and you are very preoccupied with sex – not that that is a bad thing. You are into fantasizing, and enjoy sex a lot.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
can someone tell me why the heck he wants to be "my friend" and pretends that i don't hate him after he called me a whore, to be exact, he said i was "very easy to get"??????????????????????????????
oh my dear friends it's thursday and i'll need some help... i'm drinking mate right now (something typical from my country, for more info read here http://www.noborders.net/mate/) and trying to write some more code in my project...
how can that guy be that jackass?
i'm finally starting to think i'm a stupid and not as intelligent as i thought, because i couldn't detect he was playing with me!!!
grrrrrr.... love now turned into hate
It's raining in Buenos Aires, but that rain is cleaning my life and soul, because i realized i could suffer much more if i still was with him
Re: The Cherokee Nation
The Cherokees called themselves the Ani-Yun' wiya meaning leading or principal people. The original Cherokees lived early times in Georgia, Alabama, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Kentucky and West Virginia.
The Cherokee seal (above) was designed to embrace the early government structure, and the eternal endurance of the Cherokee Indians. It was adopted by Act of the Cherokee National Council, and approved in 1871. The seven-pointed star symbolizes: (1). the seven age old clans of the Cherokee: (2). the seven characters of Sequoyah’s syllabary, meaning "Cherokee Nation." (The Cherokee characters are phonetically pronounced "Tsa-la-gi-hi A-yi-li") .. The wreath of oak leaves symbolizes the sacred fire which, from time immemorial, the Cherokees kept burning in their land. Oak was the wood traditionally burned, different species of oak having ever been indigenous to Cherokee country, both in North Carolina and Georgia as well as in the Indian Territory to which the Cherokees re
Hey everyone! I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who comes to my profile and leaves comments. They make me smile. I usually am not able to get on much. I have been logging on from work lately, that can be a bit tricky sometimes. haha My internet at home is busted. =( So I just wanted to say if it takes me awhile to comment you back I am sorry. I really appreciate everyone of you. Sometimes I am having such a bad day, then I get on here and someone makes me laugh or smile! That is the best gift! So thank you!!! =) Have a wonderful day!
The Awaiting Dream
All I want and all I need Someone who wont make my heart bleed Take it easy, nice and slow Hugs and kisses, holding tight through the night Someone who wont cause a fight Laze around with all day Through everything I know will stay Cuddle and hold me late at night Making sure im safe and feel just right Take it easy ,nice and slow Get to know me, go with the flow This feeling I have I dont wanna blow So lets just take it nice and slow All I ask is we be ourselfs I aint greedy dont look for wealth Just wish us all good health We'll take it easy, nice and slow You will see that i'm for sure My heart is mended, for you is pure It's yours for the taking All I ask is please dont brake it
Let It Be
My heart is singing let me free Why wont the past just let me be I dont need no more hurt and pain Looking for something great to gain That slowly eases away the pain No more deep cuts to my veins I dont want no more hurt and pain This time I'm using my brain No need to stop and strain I've got something great to gain Finally pushes away from the hurt and pain No more bleeding hurt or pain Going through my head and veins
i will be signing off for a while. i am having my boob surgery on friday the 29th as you can see from my profile countdown clock. i will be offline for about a week. looking foward to reading some nice comments and emails when i return. wish me luck!
Yea.. Its For You
Had to go, only because I'm terrified of falling... That whole loosing balance feeling isn't something I enjoy too much...
Especially... when I'm on level ground..
Into Your Life
And into your life walked a Vampire
One with the passion and desire for all
One that loves and desires all that can be given
One that has hidden his beast for to long
One that has found one that can control the beast I fear
A vampire with the passion of life and for life
A man who yearns to be whole, loved and needed
Searching time and centuries for the one he needs and desires
A love that has been missing for to many years
A man, A vampire together forever locked within this immortal shell
A soul forever bound to the earth it walks
In my dreams I see one I can call my own
Another soul like mine, searching time and centuries
A woman who has made me stop and look
At who I am , not What I am
A woman who has unlocked the man so long ago lost
A woman who has no fear of who I am or what I am
A woman who has given me back my words of love
The support to go on, the kindness I sought for years
A woman who is a friend and lover
A woman who has captured my soul, my heart and
Little Boy On Profile
that is my nephew of 19 months. sadly his father took his life only 5 months in. but Bryce has grown up fast and strong. i believe you will hear the name Bryce Gilman in 18 yrs or so. he will grow up to do great things. thanks for taking the time to read this. feel free to comment.
take care all,
Blood...i Thought I Was A Sweet Kinda Guy Lolz
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Blood100%Biting92%Whips50%Chains/Handcuffs8%Bondage8%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Wel I Am Feeling A Little Better.
I had a better day today, even though I am not feeling so well with my kidneys. I went to the doctor, and came home to eat breakfast with my friend Becky and my Godson Sammy. I had a really good morning. Then I got online and decided to call miss bonnie! HEHE She cheered me up right away. I am so glad I have friends online that are like there when I do need them. The only thing that sucks is that you all can not be here. I WUVS MY MIZ AND MY CAT!! You guys rock my socks! I just wish this hurt would go away. My nerves are really bad. I am sick of crying. I wish I had someone to actually help me take this pain away. I NEED A FUCKEN GROUP HUG MAYBE SOME GROUP MOLESTERING, but that is about it *grins*~NFA
My First Contest!
I'm in Spaciecakes beautiful eyes contest so plz go vote and leave a comment for me. just click on the my pic below and you will be wisked away to where you can vote and leave a comment.
THANKS FOR THOSE WHO VOTED!!
"I have thought about what you are offering and I am willing to submit to you as my master."
The words crossed her lips with a surety and understanding above her 18 years. She would commit to her master wholly and completely, whatever that involved. A smile crossed his lips with the knowledge of this. He would control her, dominate her, watch her submit and surrender to this lifestyle. His anticipation of this left him almost breathless with desire.
"I will call you. You may never contact me. The instructions I give are complete and must be obeyed to the letter. Failure to comply will lead to punishment. Punishment is my choice and delivery of punishment will happen over a period of time decided by me. Public humiliation will not form part of this relationship. The pain will be torture and delightful."
His words caused her fear and trepidation. These became immediate aphrodisiacs. She felt the crotch of her panties become soaked. She heard her breath ragged in h
I have been sick all week......and to top it off, Saturday was my set wedding date.
Will I be sad? Probably not. But I will sit, and think...and get pissed off.
I have too much going on for me to let myself get upset and sad and depressed. It will cross my mind, yes. I spent 3 years with him and spent most of it planning our future. But in the end, he's done too much bullshit for me to care. So......Saturday will probably be a short fuse day so if I seem snappy or short, atleast you know why. I have more anger then anything else, but I won't be sitting here crying over spilled milk either. My life has went on...now if only that sad fuck would give me my dress back.
Got up late. Did not have time (takes almost 2 hrs to do this), to send everyone a personal comment, so I am sending a Great day comment here and i hope all of my friends read this..
Love and Hugs M'Lady Tina
Off To Vegas
WELL TODAY IS THE DAY I LEAVE ILL BE IN VEGAS 3 MONTHS SO ILL TALK TO YOU ALL FROM MY MOMS IT MAY BE A FEW DAYS SO LEAVE ME LOVE AND ILL GIVE IT BACK WHEN I GET A COMPUTER YOU ALL TAKE CARE KISSES RED
This goes out to all those people who think everything should be perfect and can't handle things in a nice manor when they aren't. I'm mainly talking about people who have one little thing go wrong and then bitch about it instead of just moving on. Those people who make others have a bad day because something isn't just the way they like it or think it should be. All I have to say, " Are you fucking kidding me".
I know you've seen those people or hell maybe you are one of those people and I am glad your reading this. I'm talking about the people who are in line behind you at a grocery store and they get charged .50 cents more then they should have and they make a big deal about it. They go on and on about how the price tag says a different price and are more then happy to run all the way back to where they got it to prove it. All this time making the clerk who is trying to just get through their own day with there own problems upset or sad. Who is just trying to sell you the things
For Those Of You That Care
I have turned off the bulletin board on my home page as I got a bit sick of seeing the same things posted over and over again, so if you have any news you would like to tell me then send me a message, send it thru shout, leave me a written comment, html is not enabled on me page, or reply to a blog, still will be keeping in touch with stuff but just couldnt read it any more, might turn it on again at a later date
When The Day Ends
When all the songs are over
and all the words been said
The sun grows dim across the sky
and the world prepares for bed
I oft can take a moment now
to view the sky above
and whisper God a simple prayer
to thank him for your love
- C.S. Bucknam
Top 10 Oklahoma Dumb Laws
10. It is illegal to have the hind legs of farm animals in your boots
9. It is illegal to wear your boots to bed
8. Females are forbidden from doing their own hair without being licensed by the state.
7. It is against the law to read a comic book while operating a motor vehicle.
6. Whaling is illegal.
5. Violators can be fined, arrested or jailed for making ugly faces at a dog.
4. Molesting an automobile is illegal.
3. It is unlawful to put any hypnotized person in a display window.
2. No one may walk backwards downtown while eating a hamburger
1. Tissues are not to be found in the back of one's car.
Top 10 California Dumb Laws
10. Animals are banned from mating publicly within 1,500 feet of a tavern, school, or place of worship.
9. No vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 miles per hour.
8. It is a misdemeanor to shoot at any kind of game from a moving vehicle, unless the target is a whale.
7. Peacocks have the right of way to cross any street, including driveways
6. Nobody is allowed to ride a bicycle in a swimming pool.
5. You are not permitted to wear cowboy boots unless you already own at least two cows.
4. Detonating a nuclear device within the city limits results in a $500 fine.
3. It is illegal to own or sell "Silly String".
2. Ice cream may not be eaten while standing on the sidewalk. (Repealed when Clint Eastwood was mayor)
1. Molesting butterflies can result in a $500 fine.