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To Help You Understand
UNDERSTANDING AND HEALING LUPUS If you are reading this because you have lupus, or a loved one does, you know how difficult it is to treat. It is very tough illness, and most of the time what the doctors prescribe doesn't work. Long-term use of their drugs and medications will even make you more ill in the long run. I have written reports on lupus and autoimmune diseases for several years now, and know of several very useful natural supplements that are well worth using if you suffer from lupus. But as to whether they would be what you need, supplying what your body lacks, it was impossible to tell. Because every person is different, with unique body chemistry, so what worked for one person may not work for you. All too often, determining what to do to get over lupus has been a matter of trial and error, a matter of shooting in the dark, hoping to hit the target. You try things that have help others, and hope they will help you too. It can be frustrating, very frustrating, when

Rip
Ok, so today, a little girl by the name of Brianna, who attended my son's school and was my niece's best friend, passed away after a long and hard battle with cancer at 1pm this afternoon.... I didn't know this little girl or her family very well but had met them a few times and my heart just aches for them...I can't even imagine what losing a child must feel like...part of you suddenly gone forever...beyond your control... It reminds me why I don't believe in God...Why would he make choices like this? A seven year old little girl with so much life in her and left in her, turned into a frail, scared little girl, whose life was taken away far too soon...Never to have babies of her own...never to see the other side of the world...never to fall in love... It angers me so much...makes me feel so much rage inside... At the same time, it makes me thankful that I have two beautiful, healthy boys...I can't imagine anything bad ever happening to them...it makes me sick to think abou

Forced Vacation From Fubar
Well, I just wanted to let everyone know that I am being forced to take my forced vacation from Fubar early. Somewhere between 7:50 and 8:50 AM CST this morning my apartment was broken into. Because of this I am having all electronics taken out of my apartment because I believe that the people who broke in will return at some point to get the items they could not carry out this time around. I am going to miss all off my friends. As for those who never come by and talk to me or rate any of my things-I will be getting back to deleting people as soon as my fiancee and I are in a new apartment together, so your time on my friends list is limited.

Ftwdamfs
F. is for Forget asking me for help T. is for Thanks to all my wanna be friends W. is for Why should i be nice D. is for Don't get no help A. is for Always being generous M. is for Making myself happy F. is for Feelings from this day on S. is for Should i change or stay the same. bottom line F. Fuck T. The W. World D. Don't A. Ask M. Me F. For S. Shit

Why Is That
so when you spark up a feeling for someone and they make all the big deal saying that they don't wanna get hurt and feel like I might be the one to hurt them... then they are the one to hurt you... wierd hmmmm, i give up,....

My Son
MY SON IS LEAVING FOR BOOT CAMP MAY 12,2008 AND THE TIME IS CLOSING IN ON ME....ALTHOUGH I AM EXTREAMLYYYY PROUD OF HIM...AS A MOM I AM LOOSING MY BABY!! HE'S OFF TO START HIS LIFE AND I CANT HELP BUT SELFISH BECAUSE I AM SAD AND DONT WANT HIM TO GO!! THIS IS MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IS WAS GOING TO BE!! :-( MY HEART IS BREAKING.....

Grandma #1
To those who know me best know that my grandma was that one person on top of the hill that you could only wish I could be as strong as even the soles of her shoes. She ment the world to me and helped me get through so many hard times. I will be posting random blogs about her life as it is what is helping me cope with loosing her. Thank you for reading. Feel free to comment if you feel the need to do so. She passed away on the 6th of April 2008. The following is a copy of her obituary posted on the internet at this link: http://www.amarillo.com/stories/040708/obi_obits8.shtml TULIA - Frances Ewers, 74, died Sunday, April 6, 2008. Services will be at 10 a.m. Wednesday in the Kornerstone Funeral Directors Chapel. Graveside services will be 10 a.m. Thursday in the Rocky Ford Cemetery in Rocky Ford, Colo., Kornerstone Funeral Directors of Tulia. Mrs. Ewers married Billy Ewers on Nov. 4, 1950, and he died July 13, 1985. Survivors include three daughters, Barbara Yauck of Darrouzet

Aint People Fucked Up??
hmmmmmm ok----now isnt it funny how people need you and want you and want to have something to do with you on their own time and their own schedule????? you always make sure you are right there for everyone no matter what turmoil you are facing in your life...you make sure to be right there for anyone you can...anyone who comes to you !!! but where is anyone when u need them?? sound familiar??? you pour your everything out for what for nothing you give your all for what?? for nothing!!!!! how can anyone truly call themselves a friend when they do this to someone.....some people actually do have feelings and those feelings can get hurt pretty easily sometimes especially in sensitive situations...so i say....DONT FUCK WITH ME DONT TOY WITH ME-----DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME IF REALLY IN FACT YOU DONT-----DONT SAY YOU NEED ME IF IN FACT YOU CAN LIVE EVERYDAY IF YOU LOST ME! DONT SAY YOU WANNA BE THERE FOR ME IF AT THE FIRST SIGHT OF YOUR OWN PERSONAL GAIN YOU DITCH ME FOR SELFISH REASONS!!!! AN

For Shaz My Lovely Wife And Soul Mate... Love You More Than Ever Xxx
I love you more than ever, more than time and more than love, I love you more than money and more than the stars above, Love you more than madness, more than dreams upon the sea, Love you more than life itself, you mean that much to me. Ever since you walked right in, the circle's been complete, I've said goodbye to haunted rooms and faces in the street, To the courtyard of the jester which is hidden from the sun, I love you more than ever and I haven't yet begun. You breathed on me and made my life a richer one to live, When I was deep in poverty you taught me how to give, Dried the tears up from my dreams and pulled me from the hole, I love you more than ever and it binds me to the soul You gave me friendship, gave me love what is more, you saved my life, Eye for eye and tooth for tooth, your love cuts like a knife, My thoughts of you don't ever rest, they'd kill me if I lie, I'd sacrifice the world for you and watch my senses die.

Fake Or Real?
AlliLicious@ fubar got this woman..2 days in row come to my page..telling me I am pretty and such. I am wondering, is she real or not? And how is it..she has moved past level 10 without a salute pic? I see shes got people drooling all over her..and if it is her..shes hot. part of her convo to me..which makes me think its a guy... AlliLicious: not yet dont have my cam ->AlliLicious: do u have a salute pic? AlliLicious: awwww ok i understand ->AlliLicious: only let those i see view me AlliLicious: mind if i view u for a bit ->AlliLicious: yes. AlliLicious: do you have yahoo and cam let me know what ya think?

Death-iversary
disclaimer: This blog is kinda long and jumps a bit and probably wont make much sense. i needed to write it to just get it out of my system. Well, this saturday marks the 1 year anniversary of the day my dad died. Have i come to terms with this yet? no. Is it consuming all of my thoughts lately? yes. I know i'm not the first and certainly wont be the last person to loose a loved one they way i did. i dont expect special treatment because of it or even sympathy. death is a part of life. simple as that. Last weekend i took a trip to Deep Creek Lake, MD to spend a weekend surrounded by some of the greatest people i know. They are my family. no blood ties (except between my brother jeff and i) but the bonds we all have run deep and strong. I got to sit and hang out and catch up and just talk to my friend Jim who i havent done that with in god knows how long. He used to be such a big part of who i am, but of course over time you drift apart because thats what life does to people. yo

Chimaira - Pure Hatred
FUUUCCK!!! I have told you things need to change! You never listened or came to my aid! The vicious cycle has not changed! My times spent rearranged! Mother fuck it all! I can't stand this! Remember when I said Everyone makes me sick?! Well nothing has changed! (CHORUS) I hate everyone! I hate everyone! The vicious cycle still remains! Constant cluster fuck, bloodstains! Ignorance, you kill for God! Expression not allowed! You fucked it up! With your mother fucking games! Remember when I said I was so ashamed?! Well nothing has changed! I hate everyone! I hate everyone! You have to Pick and choose your fights! You have to Come out of this alive! I have told you things need to change! You never listened, never came to my aid! The vicious cycle still not changed! My judgement fades away! You'll never change me! Remember we are through! I am staying here! To betray all of you! And nothing will change! I hate everyone! I hate ever

Omg I'm So Excited!!!!!
This sweet and wonderful man bought me my very FIRST Happy Hour!! GO SHOW HIM TONS OF LOVE FOR ME PLEASE!! THANK YOU HOPELESS SO MUCH!! I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH :) @};-Hopeless Romantic Godfather @};-{{H&L Bombers Founder}}r@};-@ fubar

Dj Dmc
I think he's done... and if he's not, I'm ignoring him... Bottom to top. This one was almost a success. ->DJ DMC: What worked? I haven't done any dirty talk to you except for you to let me know that you've got a huge dick that doesn't stay hard so you can fuck yourself in the ass. DJ DMC: it worked x ->DJ DMC: But, really, that's neither here nor there. Let's explore your aversion to talking about things in your ass. Are you a closet homosexual? ->DJ DMC: Actually, it was a random pic rate in the I'm Bored section. ->DJ DMC: Well, first of all, why do you assume that someone wants to talk naughty to you just because they check you out? DJ DMC: sort e out then ->DJ DMC: We're not talking about ME here, we're talking about you. Do you have some issues talking about people doing things to do? Do you need therapizing? I'm a therapist you know. DJ DMC: ram a dildo in ur pussy whie fuck ur tight ass ->DJ DMC: You can cum in your own ass? You must have a huge

Don't Be Fooled
Ladies and gentlemen may I have your attention please! I'd like to introduce to my new owner! Yes he is a bit odd but you will grow to love him. So, don't be fooled he is just your average bachelor. Playing with his toys day in and day out and trying to be a rockstar. lol WhytdracoWhytdraco@ fubar Don't be fooled by the appearance... he only wishes he was queer to get more chicks. Please spank him with lots of love and I am sure he will spank you back. pimpout brought to you by... Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» §låvê †ð Whytdraco@ fubar Please Repost

List #3 Club F.a.r.
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS BROKE DOWN INTO TEAMS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE & ROBIN...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... TEAM STRIKEFORCE Captains : Addictive, MishNumber1 & Jennicense Greeters : SexyGranny1967 Pimpette : Southern Stunna & Forsaken Bitch Addictive~CLUB FAR~CTGirl lover@ fubar Owned By Sherry ~ MishNumber1 ♥ Member Of SUP ClubFAR ShadowLevelers UKFamily & SBG@ fubar Jennicense *Shadow Leveler* Club F.A.R. Strike Force Team Co-Capt.* Spanker* DSC Member*@ fubar SexyGranny1967 ♥ Shadow Leveler ♥ Club FAR ♥ S*U*P ♥ fu~owned by J

I Need Help Asap
THERE IS ALOT GOING ON FIRST WHAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A CONTEST BETWEEN BOMBING FAMILIES HAS TURNED INTO SEVERAL BOMBING FAMILIES AGAIN ONE FAMILY AND I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO HELP EVEN IF YOU CAN ONLY LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS IT WILL HELP, PLEASE RATE AND LEAVE A COUPLE COMMENTS THANKS A MILLION ALSO I AM UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN, IF YOU CANT BID AT LEAST RATE MY PICTURE PLEASE, THANKS The auction ends 4/30 noon est The auction brought to you by HVAC Tech: Owned by Leah, Owner of Lady-T and Highlander08 {} Blueyeedangel, So go show them some l@ fubar I AM ALSO IN A SPANKING CONTEST I need alot of Spankins, I have a blog about the spankin contest. It's 500 fubucks per spankin. The top female and male with the most Spanks will win fubucks. send me spanks user id #1455868 send them to this link Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Leaving Fubar
I am going to be downsizing my page and also have been contemplating deleting my account If you would like send me a message and let me know if you want to keep contact with me If so i will let you know in a response my yahoo id Thanks for being a great friend and yes all my friends and family have been great and sweet I cherish each and every one of you As you can see i always kept my family and friends list down cause i have kept the ones who mean something somehow to me in a special place Thanks again tony Hugssss and Kissesssssssssss

Lmfao
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me There was 'something wrong' with one of the two Lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm Serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I Immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's Having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my

Need To Know
Due to recent events we need to know who still would like to be members and who would like to be removed. If you want to remain a member contact chief Donnie or Titan65 the elder. please let them know one way or the other. If we dont hear from you you will be removed. I am sorry that it's had to come to this. I look foward to hearing from you. Titan65

4th Place @ George Washington 10 Mile
Well I guess I will settle for 4th place, I ran my ass off today, 10 miles in 1hr and 5 minutes, I'm planning on running it in under 1hr next time when i race at this years Army 10 miler, hopefully I can represent the USMC again, I will post pictures from the race soon!.. 1. 5:31:37 USA (1:06:20) ============== 1 1:00:58 Steven Anderson M 2 1:02:49 Ken Riggsbee M 3 1:06:17 Thomas Nigro M 4 1:07:59 Brendan Mullen M 5 1:13:34 Jennifer Cannan F 2. 5:39:20 USAF(1:07:52) ============== 1 1:02:33 Daniel Roblero M 2 1:04:38 Chad Ackison M 3 1:07:53 Phillip Korman M 4 1:09:11 Michael Holmes M 5 1:15:05 Valarie Bochenek F 3. 5:40:26 USN (1:08:06) ============== 1 1:01:24 William Bray M 2 1:07:35 David Barrett M 3 1:07:47 Jerome May M 4 1:07:55 Joseph Judkins M 5 1:15:45 Daena Tingstrom F 4. 5:53:28 USM

Damage To My Car
I hope everyone had a great weekend, mine was going alright up until my bf calls me from the local park and told me that there is a whole in my back window. he calls me back a few minutes later and tells me that the entire window shattered. Had to call a few places to get a quote on how much it will cost to fix it. Why are some ppl so mean and thoughtless. I mean it happpens to everyone right? but your thoughts about matters like this change when it happens to you. Now i have to call around and see how much this is going to cost me. ill keep everyone updated

Why Me???
Through the tears in my eyes, I gently wipe away, I have so many questions that fill my head... Why does it feel like the whole world is crashing down around me? Why do I feel like I am losing everything that matters the most? I have so much love to give and only one person to give it to, yet my heart has to be pulled in so many different directions. I want to be happy and feel secure. I want to know that the person I love, loves me just as much in return. How hard is it for one person to ask so little and yet it seems like the whole world is put on their shoulders every waking minute of the day. I am me, accept me for who I am, ask no more of me than you know possible and dont ask me to be someone Im not or cant be. I cant stop being the person I am. If being a nice, caring, loving person makes me so bad, or even ends up hurting someone, what can I do? I want so much in life to just be a bitch and stop caring about anything or anyone, but then my life would be a complete lie. So as

To The Douters
IF YOU HAVE PROBLME WITH ME THEN TAKE IT UP WITH ME NOT EVERY1 AND ME SO IF YOU DOUT ME THEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME SO IF YOUR ALL BOUT THE PETTY CHIT THEN DONT EVEN TALK TO ME AND IF YOU BRING IT ME WYA ILL JUST CLEAN HOUSE ADN GET RID OF YOU LIKE IA HAVE DONE SO IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY AFTER THIS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND IM NOT SAYIN NAMES SO YOU DONT THINK IM ATOTAL ASS BUT IM JUST ME ADN IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY HIT ME ON YAHOO OR LEAVE ME A MESSAGE IN ME BOX AND ILL GET BACK WITH YOU WHEN I CAN BUT DONT THINKI WONT FORGET BOUT WHAT HAS BEEN DONE SO HAVE AGREAT DAY AND IF YOU DONT THATS ON YOU ILL SEND YOU A PAIR OF FLIP FLOPS AND ADILDO SO IF YOU DONT LIKE THE FLIP FLOPS YOU CAN TAKE THE DILDO AND GO F&*$% YOURSELF FROM ME JJ

Done With It
Well didnt think i had to say this cause we all adults right , this is an adult site right? So imma just say this and be done with it NO DRAMA, of any kind will be tolerated. If you harass me your blocked simple as that. If you come on my page with your high school shit, your BLOCKED! If you come on my page talking about any one of my friends you are BLOCKED! Any mean and hurtful thing you do will get you ...YUP you guessed it BLOCKED. S o with that said if you think you cannot follow this simple guidelines please be a pal and beat me to the punch and BLOCK ME as long as YOU go away.....Thankyou now HAVE A WONDERFUL MONDAY!!!!!!!

Fumoney
I am now accepting fumoney... not for a spotlight..but just to be stingy..and enjoy the feel of it in my pocket. So, if any of you got money .. you do not want..send it to me!..Oh,,and btw.. have a good Monday and week!

The Shower
The Shower Trembling there in the nice hot shower, Hands bound above as you surrender all power, Steam rolls as hot water cascades down your skin, Excitement building now, wondering when he will begin. Hearing the curtain open, but not turning around, Still facing the wall, just like you were bound, The cool air sends a shiver through the depths of you, Awaiting his pleasures, and all that he will do to you. Jumping a bit at the first touch of his cool hand, But still eager for what your Master has planned Feeling his fingers tracing down to the small of your back, Wanting to feel oh so much more, but fearing to ask. Releasing the tension as your shoulders he kneads, Trembling with pleasures, becoming weak in the knees, Fingers digging into the tight muscles up there, Pain mixed with the pleasure, both equally shared. Hands are now tracing the length of your sides, All the way down to the top of your thighs, From your lips a soft moan does now escape, T

I Wish I Had That Kind Of Money!
I was just checking to see when Happy Hour was today. I noticed that there is someone who has about $3,000 worth of Happy Hours running between now and Monday. I wish I had the money to just throw away like that. But then, if I had $3,000 available, I'd probably be buying plane tix to go visit some people, lol!!!

Vacation To Paris.
Things to bring on a vacation to Paris I just got back from Paris and I learned some valuable wisdom for the next time I take a vacation there. Which I already have scheduled in my calendar. I'm going to revisit Paris just as soon as another fascist dictator invades them and I'm drafted by the US military to go save their precious little stain of a culture. So I booked a flight for next year. 1. Bring American Food. Pack your bags with plenty of hardy food. No matter where you go to eat in Paris, you will pay $27 for two bites of pasta and an eye dropper of tea. The entire time I was in Paris, I was never once full. I walked around the city eating every chance I could get, and never came close to feeling satisfied. I felt like a starving artist. Except I don't do art, so I was basically just starving. Here is a typical French person's daily diet- Breakfast: A croissant flake covered in sugar and butter Lunch: Dust particles in the air Snack: Negative food Dinner: A

Boys Night Out
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Lost Love
Lost Love by LateNiteFantasy© The fire roars in the fireplace like a tamed lion. Throwing shadows on the walls, the floor, and everything else. The fire being the only light source gave great warmth to the lovers on the floor. They lay on top of a warm thick blanket with clouds on it against the blue sky. The fire began a concert on the lovers, throwing shadows on them and watching the shadows dance. The primal animalistic grunts and sounds coming from the lovers gave the place a jungle feeling. The man on top thrusting himself forward and backwards with the rhythm of his lover on the bottom, both thrusting as the other pulled out. He held her hands on the top of her head with one hand and while his other hand moved up and down her body. She stood their speechless, waiting to scream. But she bit her lip as she felt him inside of her, she couldn't believe how good he was. The way he moved with her as if he knew her mind and what she thought. They had been friends until this st

[my On Again Off Again Love Affair...]
So... *scratches the side of his face nervously* I have 2 papers... due the 8th. And 2 finals. Will I pass and get my diploma anyway if I dropped academically dead right now? ... Yes. Yes I would. Today though, I was kinda sitting and evaluating something. The money I spent on my rather sweet Dell PC built and picked exclusively for gaming. (Yes... I built a dell for games and... about nothing else ...might need more ram to take some of the load off my gfx card) and I've been thinking, yet again, about the marvelous lovebox we call the PS3. This is going to be a LONG rant about gaming, you might wanna check out NOW if you don't care about how I feel about the gaming industry and flaws therein. In June there WILL be a package deal for the ONLY game I'm living for since... 1990. The conclusion to Solid Snake's epic tale of war, brotherhood, and sorrow. But... How do I justify spending $600 that I need to get the FUCK out of this city on a system I've genuinely

Stereo-therapy Is My Reason
if we're all here to be an impact on the life of somebody else, can our impacts be multiple and branch-like? and do i have less branches than you possibly have? and who moderates these? and what is it all going to add up to? what is the ultimate ending of the effects we have on other people's lives? what is the culmination? is everything preprogrammed to end? but then wouldn't endings in themselves be programmed to end? and if endings end than there would be no endings, but everything would still be predestined to end? i feel full of philosophy lately and i lack the company to share it with.

Proposition 420, The U.s. Hemp Act
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act A proposition initiative by Kenneth Bykerk, Citizen (ConquerorWyrm@hotmail.com) Section 1: Medicinal Cannabis PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products; The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or proven to assist with. PURPOSE: To establish the method of use and the dosage of medicinal cannabis use. Being that dosage amounts work differently for each individual, even for the same individual at different times or for different reasons or through consumption methods, and that potency is both non-lethal as well as uncontrollably variable depending upon the product acquired or cultivated, it is impo

Let The Hatred Begin!
Why does it seem like everytime someone really uncouth and vulgar comes by my page and hits me up in the Shout box, they happen to be from Turkey? Is there a problem that causes Turkish people to lack any sense of what is socially acceptable? I'm sure this is going to get me plenty of hate-mail but I don't care.

Just Read This
So..... i want to know how many friends i really have i mean true friends how many of you all can i call my friend i think not many their are 430 on my friends list how many are my friends and how many added me for a fu-mairrage or to get the ponts of a friend request i want to know how many of you are my friend i sit here try to think which of ou i can trust and which i can not trust so till then i sit thinking and you should think to on if you are my friend or useing me for the things i know how to do Thank You ~ Lost In The Dark ~"

Bad Girls Auction Now Taking Entries
BADGIRLS AUCTION!!! Sarge's Bad Girls, Do you want to be auctioned off. I am going to start an auction for Sarge's Bad Girls Only..No Entry Fee.. Starting As Soon As I Get Enough Entries...So Send Me Your Offer And A Pic Link..So I Can Get You Added To The Folder As Soon As Possible..I Will Let You All Decide When You Take A Bid You Want. Thank You, Sgt. Raider Here are the enteries so far! Sweet Angel Kisses Sweet Angel Kisses(Offering- 100 pic and 100 stash rates and blog rates daily comment keep drunk & daily gifts & your name on my profile. ********** Summer Summer(Offering-100 11's per week for a month pimped out once a week fu owned by _____________ in my name 1 sfw salute. link to page on my page and if living in the uk or canada one 1 hour sfw phone call. ********** Babydoll0215 Babydoll0215(Offering-Will give 100 11's every week for 4 weeks Will Add you to number one Friends and Family Will Get One Bling a

Do Tell!
OK, since I won't be on all day tomorrow and probably not much all weekend, tell me what you are up to! Doing anything good now? Any good plans for the weekend? TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!

Just A Little Slow
another growing up story When I was 11 years old my 16 year old sister played the worlds meanest sister joke on me (well ok shes done so many ONE of the worlds worst)....She spent 2 weeks working on it everytime I was alone she would tell me I was actually mildly retarded but Mom and Dad did not want to tell me thinking it would hold me back. I told her to shut up called her a liar punched her the whole nine yards. However secretly I worshiped the ground she walked on. So everytime she said it I had doubts. Finally one night I was really quiet (not normal for me) I lay in bed thinking about it and thinking about it. I ended up sitting on top the stairs crying and yelling at my parents why dont you just tell me!!! OMG I have never seen my Dad so mad ....he yanked Betty out of bed and I had the sheer joy of watching her get in more trouble than she ever counted on ....to this day I will grin at her and ask who is stupid now?

Giveaways
we have 2 members in giveaways so please try to help both these ladys if you have the extra time vicky's is on co-founders mizotte's page 4 a 1 months vip she needs 10,000 comments and tam77's is on lordgarfieds page for 14,000 comments for 2 bling packs thank you all in advance for your help....(((HUGS)))...laura hopes this works right...lol have fun family and remember please leave a comment if you are helping so we will know just who has helped please!!!!! thanks

After The Rain
glitter-graphics.com AFTER THE RAIN BY:LADY KATHERINE MY LADY SET AMONGST THE PAPER WALLS LOOKING THROUGH HER WINDOW PANE HER PAST HAS TRAVELLED MANY MILES AND THY HEART STUMBLES AS THE PIECES FALLS FROM THE SHATTERED DREAMS ALONG THE WAY. AMIDST THE CASTLE WALL MY LADY AWAKENS TO A DIFFERENT WORLD AND TIME,AND SHACKLES THAT BOUND HER.HER TEARS FELL FINDING THEIR WAY TO THE STONES AND MORTAL BENEATH HER FEET.HER HEART HEAVY.AND CARE NOT OF THE EVENTS OF SEASONS AFTER SEASONS.SHE GAVE NOTHING BACK NO MORE.KEPT WITIN THE CASTLE BOUNDARIES ,NOW STEELING HER BREATH.SHE SEES ONLY THE DARKNESS OF A MOONLIT NITE,AND SWALLOW HARD.HER FOOLISH CRIES.HEAR NOT-SEE NOT,AN ACHING NEED. HER PAIN SUBSIDE IN THE PITS OF HER OWN HELL,AND OFTEN JOURNEY TO THE UNKNOWN.HER VOICE SILENCE TO THE FEAR,AND HER DESIRES DARE NOT COMETH FORWARD.SHALL THERE WILL THERE COME A DAY,WHEN FATE WILL SLIDE THE KEY UNDER THE DUNGEON DOOR AND FREE HER THAT BINDS HER.SHE PRAYED IN THE STILLENSS OF THE N

Shit That Was Today
This started out being a mumm, asking a question, but was too long n drawn out to post so I am blogging. This is the deal...someone involved with my family was in a fight today, and ended up knifing someone else, and didn't really care, he was layin on the couch, like any other day. My grandchildren witnessed this fight, as did my step daughter. Well this person is around my grandchildren all the time and brought the knife into the house with blood on it, where my grandchildren live. So as I was leaving with my granddaughter I called 911 and let them know what happened, they already had cops on the scene, I stopped by and talked to them, gave them details that I knew. Well subsequently he was arrested and the police searched the house, found the knife, and drugs. My step daughter's mother took the baby, 3 months old mind you, to the ER because he was very irritable, and inconsolable. He is being kept for observation overnight. They ran a blood n urine test on him, and co

My Animals
some of you have asked me why i have so many pets...and sit at home alone all the time. well here is your answer. MY PETS ARE LOYAL! MY PETS DON'T JUDGE. MY PETS HAVE NEVER LEFT ME. MY PETS FORGIVE MY MISTAKES. my pets would never ever let someone else come inbetween us. even when they get punished,,,,,the still greet me with open arms. i don't have to lay in bed all night crying wondering where my pets are. i don't have to clench the phone wondering if my pets are gonna call. no matter what my pets are always there. people suck! people aren't there for me. everyone i have ever cared about has turned their back on me. and if they haven't already i'm sure they will, cause that is just how it seems to go. people judge me for the life i live. it's not yours to live get the fuck over it! if you don't like how i live my life then go the fuck away! i don't need anyone's approval. people lie. people cheat. people break my fucking heart. no matter what mood i'm in my pets bring a smile to my f

Curse
It is so disheartening to see so many completely helpless, brainless, cowlike women on Fubar. Take all negative qualities in a woman, and put them all together to create an average Fubar woman. And you have an uneducated wreck with 3 kids on avg, a pic of her rack to deceive people into thinkin she is not a fat pig, a big yappy mouth, a buncha Fugirlfirneds she can run that big ole mouth with about their stupid kids, hunky men, soap operas, and recent celeb gossip. Add some faux self esteem, and a penchant for shiny and sparkly things. I admit I dislike people in general, but esp women since so many keep showing themselves in a less than favorable light. I know that subconsciously I am this way because of my mom. She is a scientist with an IQ of 165 and a PhD, that carved out a better life by working and studying hard, and converting from an epidemiologist to a computer programmer within a year of coming to the US. I will never have her strength or her brain, but I do tend to pu

Here It Is!
THIS IS WHERE THE BASH WILL BE. SHELL ROCK,IOWA.AUGUST 8-10. WE HAVE IT ALL TAKEN CARE OF AND ITS SET IN STONE. MY BROTHER-IN-LAW AND SISTER HAVE AN AWESOME CAMPING AREA IN THE COUNTRY. ITS MANICURED AND PEACFUL WITH FIELDS AROUND IT FOR PRIVACY AND A BABBLING BROOK FOR SKINNY DIPPIN'. HE IS SUPPLYING THE HOGROAST AS WELL. THERES ELECTRICITY,RUNNING WATER,PORTAPOTTY ALREADY THERE,HAYRACKS FOR BAND STAGE AND IF THE WEATHER IS BAD THEY HAVE A BIG BARN WITH LARGE LOFT AND A STAGE ALREADY SET UP. THERES 4-WHEELERS TO RUN STUFF BACK AND FORTH. TOWN IS ABOUT 3 MILES AWAY AND WAVERLY WHERE WE LIVE IS ABOUT 10 FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO STAY IN A MOTEL ( LOTS OF MOTELS). SO THE COST HAS BEEN CUT TO NEARLY 0. WE JUST NEED TO HELP LAID TO REST AND SKULL'RZ BANE GET THERE AND I KNOW SEVERAL LOCAL BANDS THAT MAY BE THERE AS WELL. WE WOULD REALLY LIKE AN R.S.V.P. FROM ANYONE WHO KNOWS WILL BE THERE FOR SURE TO GIVE US AN IDEA OF WHAT TO SET UP FOR. THIS IS A DEFINATE. ITS ALL READY TO GO SO TRY A

Rating Fanning Adding
Hi Bad Girls...I Would Just Like To Remind All New Bad Girls That Want To Join..I Do Ask That You Rate Fan Add All Of The Other Bad Girls...I Have Been Told By A Few Bad Girls That Some Of The Newest Have Not Fanned Or Added Them..The Reason I Ask That You Do Rate Fan Add All Bad Girls Is I Would Like This To Be The Best Group/Family Around...I Know That Some Of The Bad Girls Have Been Friends From Before Joining..And Some Become Friends After Joining..If You Have A Problem With Rating Fanning Adding The Other Bad Girls..Just Let Me Know...Can't Find The List..I Will Give You A Link..Other Problems..Let Me Know And We Can Talk About That.. Thank You, Sgt. Raider Owner Of Sarge's Bad Girls

Spoiled
I find it funny (not ha ha funny, but queer funny [not anal-eeze queer, odd queer]) that its so easy to get accustomed to something. I have gone 27 years (almost my entire life) sleeping alone. 27 years of falling asleep by myself..yet with 3 weeks of sleeping with someone else in my bed, I am so accustomed to it that I feel like I've forgotten to do something when I go to bed. It feels empty, lonely. And to make matters worse, I have gone 27 years falling to sleep by myself, and yet over the last few months I've gotten so accustomed to calling my baby before I go to sleep...that I literally cannot sleep without calling her. Last night she was out of her service area, so I didn't get to call her. No biggie...right? Apparently not. I got zero sleep last night. None. Nada. Zilch. Zero. Not a wink. Another odd thing, she sent me a text this morning through messenger...stating pretty much almost exactly the same thoughts I sent her last night. She didn't get my messages, yet she exp

I Am Pagan
I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. · Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other l

Why People Fake It 2 Make It
ok i was talking to this dude the other day and i got a suprise!!! this cat is using my good friends photos and claims it to be himself pretty sad,so i asked him why is he using my friends photos and claiming to be him...sure enough he blocked me becuase the truth was to be told, well i remember when my boy had his account on fu this candyman dude checked him out and snagged most of his images and placed them into his own folders even though he could not use the salute my friend had since diffrent users had diff profile links well so i asked a good friend from fubar to get some information on this guy named candyman come to find out he likes young girls...check out his myspace he has Underage Kids on his profile and friends list,i know i should not care but just giving people heads up there is alot of fake people on the internet} so here we go let this people be known so if you have this dude as your friend/fam he is 100% fake trying to be someone he is not or ever will be Cur

Internet Dating... So Far...
Internet dating... what can you say about such a wonderfully convenient, yet frustratingly tedious, invention? Hmmmmm... I think I just summed it up right there! However, I'm in the mood to be expressive and creative... these moods come (cum?!) in spurts... kinda like the dating process itself. So, here goes nothing... I started this adventure a couple of years ago, and experienced a couple of early successes. The first one involved a woman who was apparently trying to fulfill a Greg Allman (Allman Bros. Band... ex-husband of Cher) fantasy (even though I don't think I look much like the dude!). We agreed to meet at a particular bar, and it was lust at first sight! After a couple of hours of small talk, she invited me to her place. We spent several hours together, in the midst of which she blurted out something like "where do you get so much stamina?"... talk about stroking the ol' ego! During the next couple of weeks, we kept in touch, but never got around to a second date. Oh, wel

Thank You!!
I want to send a big THANK YOU! to ALL of my friends who have helped me get the spot light! I know that I couldn't have done it without every single one of you. From all of the rates to all of the donations, large or small. I was going to list every person that helped me in this blog, but that would take forever since sooo many of you helped me! However, I am going to mention 3 people that went the extra mile for me. They did so much for me that a Thank You isn't even enough to show the appreciation for them. Please, do not feel like I do not appreciate all of the help, because I do! I am trying my best to help whoever has helped me, but it's going to take me a while! Oh, and to the one that thought that I wouldn't make it, guess what.. I DID! And I made it without your help! I told you I would, and my awesome friends have helped me get there! Now, for the 3 that went above and beyond the call of duty (You are in no way obligated to go show them any kind of love, but as alway

Have Sex Or Not?
I told my friend that I'm not having sex with men to whom I feel nothing. He asked me if I like him. I said yes. But it's not what I meant. He's a great friend but I'm not sure if I should have sex with him or not.

Rate This Pic Please
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A CONTEST RIGHT NOW PLEASE RATE MY PIC FOR ME COMMENTS ARE ALLOWED BUT RATES ARE WHAT COUNT FOR ME.... I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE PLEASE HELP ME OUT.....XOXO ~HEATHER~ P.S YOU MUST RATE AND ADD THE CONTEST HOLDER SHE IS THE OWNER OF THE FUBAR FLAMING HOTTIES

Fucking Navy Doctors!
Just when I thought I can go ful throttle I have to slow down again. I got a call from the navy hospital tell me they FOUND something after 4 MONTHS and want to do some more test. Being that I am im hawaii fixing to go overseas makes things a little fucking difficult. They also told me that if they find what they are looking for I may need surgery. If it comes to that I am getting a 2nd opinion. I dont trust a doctor who cant couldnt call me sooner to fucking tell me.

My Boss
I have an awesome manager at work, and he lets me get away with murder because he just luvz me (meh). But he ALWAYS tries to touch me (he does it to other girl too); and hug me when he sees me; Today I changed from my uniform into my reg clothes (ok, they WERE tight pants, tall boots, and a low cut top), and he made me turn around so he can see me! I mean, can I say...PFFFTS!

Calling All Artists
Ok, so I am looking for art work. Not just any art work but something extremely creative. What I am doing is taking ideas and art work (computer art is welcome too) to airbrush on my 2007 Harley Fatboy. So you can see how important this is to me. After I get the pics in I will review them and choose a few that I like most. The person responsible for creating the final pic that I end up using on my bike will have their name published in the international mag that the bike is posted in. Also they have the opportunity to make some serious cash, because not only am I looking for art work but so is many of my biker buddies. So get your creative minds churning and get started. (BTW my weaknesses are dragons and military just for a little hint) I will also post the pics in a blog to have other users vote on them as well. Thank you in advance Just so you know this is the guy that will be doing the airbrushing for me http://airbrushxtreme.com/ click that link and check out his work

I Am No Mind Reader
i lost 9 lbs in last ten days,i was exspecting more bad news at the cardio appointment to day .all is looking better i my goal is to get to 220 to 230. im borderline diabetic now so i am making major changes in my lfe and habits,life is too short as it is with out being my own exucutioner.my zanex is working now that i hve adjusted to it.i,ve gotten to the point wher i am ready to quit smoking.i have replaced much of the time spend on here with exercise and quality time with my wife and friends.i have rated fanned and sent add request to all that i have droped in on,i have never asked to be rated faned or to help me level or win some meaninglss contest for points.all that i have done to help you all was because thats me.i dont do the drama or group hate crap. i have blocked only a holes that where doing good pepole dirty, i have reach out to many in friendship onl to be dissed or ignored no problem here i will no lnger support those that dont reply to honest friendship,lifes too shor

♥bid On Me♥
DREW'S AUCTION NOW OPEN AND I'M IN IT!!!! COME ON...YOU WON'T BE SORRY CLICK MY PIC AND PLACE YOUR BIDS!! ♥I PROMISE...I'M SOOOO WORTH IT♥ ~♥ Miss Vee ♥~ DON'T FORGET TO SHOW DREW LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE!!!! •DREW• Owned By Violets & TyWebb@ fubar

You And Me
YOU AND ME Ages ago when things were new I never thought there wouldn't be a me and you flowers bloomed and the sun shined through because there would always be a me and you then the flowers died and left me blue and things got dark there was no me and you when things go wrong there's nothing you can do but wonder what ever happened to me and you I know it's been a long time that you've been free but can you still picture a life with you and me As time goes past if you can see a time where there might be a you and me I know in life some things just can't be but in my mind there will always be a you and me STANLEY HENDRIX

Going To Miss You All
DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS AT HOME IM NOT GOING TO BE ON THE COMPUTER FOR A WHILE. I JUST WANT TO SAY BYE TO A FEW OF MY FRIENDS AND TO LET YOU ALL KNOW YOU CAN CATCH ME ON YAHOO MOBILE. HOPE THIS ISNT GOING TO BE A LONG TIME BUT TILL THEN BYE BYE................

Cease The Shouting
As a woman there are certain advantages to this site. None that come to mind at this moment, but still...you know what I mean. On the other hand, there are just stupid daily encounters that make me wish otherwise. For example, I was minding my own Fu-business when this guy stumbles into my shoutbox. (Names have been changed to protect the innocent) Idiot: are you just a great pair of legs? (Ok, let's stop here. Who asks this? Is it just me or is that just dumb and rude? It's like an assbackwards compliment.) Me: yes. Idiot: there is no face to you Me: i'm still waiting for the bandages to come off from my extreme makeover. Idiot: ok i see so you had to change your looks Me: yeah....well after my reassignment surgery i wanted to be more feminine Idiot: you are a man from the start Me: why, are you into guys or do you just wanna see my new v@g? Idiot: i am the guy not the ones i talk with on here Me: Oh. :| For the record, I was born a woman and still am. Yet,

Sorry About The Way The Contest Went
Well since I ended the Happy Hour contest early I have decided that all who entered the contest will get either a 7 day blast or a month VIP for their time and efforts. So ladies who entered my contest please contact me and let me know which one you want. I will not do them all at the same time but I will get to you in the order I am contacted and over the next two months all will get their prize! Also I will be hostine an auction with entry fee of 10,000 fu bucks soon so look for my blog about that and I will also have a bully about the auction. Thanks to everyone for being so understanding about the contest.

Wal-mart's Sam's Club Limiting Sales Of Rice...
NEW YORK - Wal-Mart Stores Inc's (WMT.N: Quote, Profile, Research) Sam's Club warehouse division said on Wednesday it is limiting sales of several types of rice, the latest sign that fears of a rice shortage are rippling around the world. Sam's Club, the No. 2 U.S. warehouse club operator, said it is limiting sales of Jasmine, Basmati and long grain white rice "due to recent supply and demand trends." U.S. rice futures hitting an all-time high Wednesday on worries about supply shortages. On Tuesday, Costco Wholesale Corp (COST.O: Quote, Profile, Research), the largest U.S. warehouse club operator, said it has seen increased demand for items like rice and flour as customers, worried about global food shortages and rising prices, stock up. Sam's Club, the No. 2 U.S. warehouse club operator, is limiting sales of the 20-pound (9 kg), bulk bags of rice to four bags per customer per visit, and is working with suppliers to ensure the products remain in stock. Warehouse clubs ca

Taking A Break!!!!
HEY ALL MY FU-FRIENDS AND FAM. IM WRITING THIS BLOG TO TELL U ,IM TAKING A SMALL BREAK FROM FUBAR, A SISTAH IS MENTALLY TIRED AND I NEED TO CLEAR MY HEAD FOR A MINUTE, TO ALL MY MILF'S HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, I LOVE YA'LL AND I'LL BE BACK SOON. MUAHZZZZ N HUGZZZ SPECIAL K

Another One For The Official Hot Momma Club From The One And Only Cutemommy82
IT TIME FOR THE HOT MOMMA CLUB TO GET BLOWN OFF THE MAP! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY....... BLING ALL MOTHER'S WITH LOVE ALL DAY LONG! ~FROM ONE HOT MOMMA TO ANOTHER~ THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU~ CUTEMOMMMY82 I'm

Round 15!!
2,500 to first to comment band and song title! My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive chorus goes here My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive, I'm alive chorus goes here And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive chorus goes here Take my hand I give it to you Now you owe me All I am You said you would never leave me I believe you I believe chorus goes here

#5 Movie Qoute
Ok 1,000 fubucks for these answers... I give you a Quote from a movie you tell me what movie... Easy! What movie ended with this...going back awhile here...before I was born lol “He wasn't a bad fellow, no worse than most and probably no better than some, and not a bad ball player neither when they gave him the chance, when they laid off him long enough. From here on in, I rag on nobody.”

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise; I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind; I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise, Just let me put your whole existence in a bind. Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures There is no need to try and fight; The darkness will erase my features, You'll never see what came to you at night; The carnal feast will leave your body limpid, The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid And take you to a place where darkness reigns My passion is like phoenix rising, I'll seize the night, and lead the way; But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

Mothers Day
I SEND THIS POEM OUT TA ALL THA BEAUTIFUL MOMZ OUT THERE CUZ U R ALL LOVED VERY DEEPLY! A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would drive us mad with pain; But we are born into a world That greets our cries with joy. How much I owe you for the kiss That told me who I was! The greatest gift--a love of life-- Lay laughing in your eyes. Because of you my world still has The soft grace of your smile; And every wind of fortune bears The scent of your caress.

September 11, 2001 Loose Change. What Are The Facts?
Why did the events on September 11, 2001 take place? What was the purpose? Was Al-Qaeda and Osama bin Laden behind it? What made the world trade center towers collapse? Why was there no wreckage of a Boeing 757 found at the Pentagon? Why were there 11 times the daily average in put options placed on Boeing stock just days before 911? Why did Larry Silverstein who already owned WTC 7, sign a 3.2 billion dollar 99 year lease on the entire WTC complex which included a 3.5 billion dollar insurance policy specifically covering acts of terrorism, just 6 weeks before 911? If you're someone who has unanswered questions about 911 then you might want to watch the following video revealing some behind the scenes footage and investigation. If you want to find out more about Larry Silverstein, simply type the name Larry Silverstein on google and you will find a bunch of interesting information ;) Now watch the video! Click this link if you want to watch this

Dedication To The Troops
The battlefield was filled with the bodies of soliders both wounded or dead some of them weaping with fear and dread. The eyes of the wounded are teary and moist crying with pain and fear in thier voice. Some scream out "help me help me" and others lay in blood thinking of thier families and the ones they hold dear. A coperal lies next to a sargent who died hours before but the corperal is still alive. The sun is shinning as bright as bright as it can showing the pain and torment this vacant strip of land. Displaying the mayhem and pain that was at hand. These children have died for the sins of someone else the sacrefice they made though bold and brash made them realize in a flash of metal hitting bone and flesh being cut. But as these kids have died and thier bodies lay limp. They all had a choice and this is what they did for you see no matter Army, Navy, Airforce, or Marine they all share one common thing the bravery it takes to dawn the colors of the big red flag from the shores o

Coworkers
My coworker called me a bossy asshole, but that he can't refuse me anythin cause he has a thing for Russian women. I hate to take advantage of that, but sooo tempted We exchanged yahoo names so he can add me, but he better not try anythin, grr

I Really Really Dont Like You, And I Wish Someone Would Slap You...with A Semi Truck :d
this is for someone in my life , after 13 years and two beautiful children later.. I finally got the courage to keep him in my past..and not bring him ito my future. Mind you it took the law, a couple bumps and bruses and my loving husband and brother who I dont know where I would be without these two men in my life to keep pushin me to do so. I needed to take charge of my life and not have some low life no good f a human being running it for me. Might be a little to personal for some peoples blood, but it makeme feel better to rant about it.and clear my ever so splitting head. Love, love, love, love, love, love. Woo! You were everything I wanted. You were everything a girl could be. Then you left me brokenhearted, Now you don't mean a thing to me. All I wanted was your Love, love, love, love, love, love. Hate is a strong word, but i really, really, really don't like you. Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you. Brought you around,

Argh! Lupus!
NBC news just did "Major Breaking Story that affects 1,000,000 and mainly women" Yet another ploy by Western Medicine pulling the wool over the publics eye. Lupus is just one symptom of candida yeast infection. Everyone has candida yeast and out of control, the symptoms vary widely. It is easily controlled by taking Candida yeast cleanse. This isn't a "Lifetime disease that you need to learn how to live with" Another ploy for medical community to fleece money from the public. I swear, if I knew this when my mom was diagnosed, she would be living a different life right now. She wouldn't be 74 pounds with hole in her throat.

The Upper Levels List
This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. Thanks too everyone for all the Fu-love shown too help each one level. Disciple A TRUE SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN62,000 to go ~Ðiana~ Co-Owner of Midnight Hours (NO FAN=NO ADD)382,000 to go Karen401,000 to go Deity567,000 to go §targäzeЯ ♥ R/L wife to Š@ŋƨŞĦɚʁί₣593,000 to go Amanda♥ Jo♥ (Fu Bomber)602,000 to go §r Dark Knïgh+ blondies Real Life hubby _§outhernBadAzzCrew♥Gï+R ÐðñêRêbêls

Y'all Will Be Proud..............
LoL!!! Soooooooooo most of you know that I have been in ancient times of the internet world and struggling on dial up. You all will be happy to know that I bit the bullet and went to Alltel and purchased this modern thing they call wireless internet. lmao OMG!!! I was so amazed. I can actually rate more than 50 pictures in an hour anddddddddddddddddd I can watch videos. I feel like I have stepped into another planet. Why didn't somebody tell me it would be this great??? LOL

Peace Sells
What do you mean I don't believe in God? Talk to him every day What do you mean I don't support your system? I go to court when I have to What do you mean I can't get to work on time? Got nothing better to do What do you mean I don't pay my bills? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? If there's a new way I'll be the first in line But, it better work this time What do you mean I hurt your feelings? I didn't know you had any feelings What do you mean I ain't kind? Just not your kind What do you mean I couldn't be President Of the United States of America? Tell me something, it's still 'We the people', right? If there's a new way I'll be the first in line But, it better work this time Can you put a price on peace? Peace, peace sells, peace, peace sells Peace sells, but who's buying? Peace sells, but who's buying? No, no, no, no, no! Peace sells Peace sells

Colorado
• Car dealers may not show cars on a Sunday. • Colorado law requires that wine be sold in containers of at least 24 ounces and spirits in containers at least a fifth of a gallon. But, at the same time, it also decrees that no alcohol beverage can be stored in hotel minibars in anything larger than miniature containers. • Colorado Springs: It is permissible to wear a holstered six-gun within city limits, except on Sunday, Election Day, or holidays. • Crippe Creek: It is illegal to bring your horse or pack mule above the ground floor of any building. • Denver: The dog catcher must notify dogs of impounding by posting, for three consecutive days, a notice on a tree in the city park and along a public road running through said park; It is unlawful to lend your vacuum cleaner to your next-door neighbor; It is illegal to mistreat rats; You may not drive a black car on Sundays. • Durango: It is illegal to go in public dressed in clothes "unbecoming" on one's sex. • Have you ever had the

Tennessee
•"Crimes against nature" are prohibited. • Any person crippling, killing or in any way destroying a proud bitch that is running at large shall not be held liable for the damages due to such killing or destruction. • Driving is not to be done while asleep. • Dyersburg: It is illegal for a woman to call a man for a date. • Fayette County: You may not have more than five inoperable vehicles on a piece of property. • Giving and receiving oral sex is still prohibited by law. • Hollow logs may not be sold. • In Jonesboro, Tenn., a slingshot used to be classified by law as a deadly weapon. • In Memphis, it is illegal for a woman to drive a car unless there is a man either running or walking in front of it, waving a red flag to warn approaching motorists and pedestrians. • In Tennessee hollow logs may not be sold. • In Tennessee it is illegal to use a lasso to catch fish. • It is illegal for a woman to call a man for a date. • It is illegal to catch a fish with a lasso. • It is il

How Much Am I Worth To You?
I'm up for auction.. once again.. If you want to bid on me.. The only thing you can bid is fubucks. That way everyone has a chance to own me without having to use their own money. So, come one come all.. What am I worth to you? Auction Host *blog background designer* Bidding Starts on: May 20th @ noon *KaTman presently owns me and will for as long as he'll have me. I love you KaTman!* The Fu-Milf Queen™ in Fubuck Auction

I Am Beyond Depressed
I have gone beyond depression. Does anyone know how it feels to go from talking to someone on a daily basis to never hearing from them again. They never write back or respond to your emails, lettters, ect ect? Especially when you have no idea what you have done wrong to make them stop talking to you. I wish it didn't hurt so much but damn it does. I can only say that 2 people honestly understood my issues, but even they have done mime on me. I am lonley and have no one to talk to anymore. If I am not willing to cam or take nude photos no one is interesting in chatting. If you say to me I need to get out more then you never knew me at all.

Diamond Vualt The Drama Lounge Of Fubar!
REVISED BLOG Ok lets make sure everyone knows this is PERSONAL between me and those people who are mentioned in these blogs. no other lounge is involved in this conflict! this is in regards to LIES started by his PET MOD maker STARR co-owner of the diamond vault spreading lies about me and sending a fake ass profile to DDIAMOND1975 who was TOO STUPID to see that is was a FAKE ! or so he says. There is ONLY 1 person in that lounge that are worth anything and i find it funny how one is my best friend kimalyn . now people this is what STARR claims (this is what doug has stated to directly to me in a phone call) STARR CLAIMS that i have been "stalking" her FAT NASTY ASS!! OMFG Look at that DISGUSTING WASTE OF SPACE!!! Look at the Woman ( A REAL WOMAN!!) I am with NOW! and tell me WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH STARR? THAT FUCKING MAKES ME SICK! NOW here is the TRUTH behind IT ALL! MY EX (yes those who have known me for a while KNOW FALLEN ANGEL AKA LUCIFER"S A

Want An Easy 20k?
I am on my way to Godfather, i need 1 mil points to make it. i am willing to pay - 20k fubucks for all 100 11's during HH. *** if u dont have 100 11's tell me how many u have and ill tell u wat ill give u. then go from there. dec. is up to you. - 50k for rating all my pics 10's - 100 fubucks for pic comments during HH - if u wanna combine all (100) 11's and 10's wen rating all my pics ill pay 100k plz drop me a private message if u are interested in grabbing an easy 20k fubucks. then just shout me when you are finished so i can pay you. Thank You, Ponyboy Please click the pic: PONYBOY0827 ~~owned by eyes_ta_di_4~~ member of KOW@ fubar

Irritated
Okay so I may be a heathen and I may be going to hell in some peoples eyes but I figure you can only go to hell if you believe in it. Since forever I have always said that I would let my children choose whether or not they wanted to be baptised and to what faith. I would never want to push a faith on to them... it's the same way my mother felt with me which is why I'm not baptised. Well my daughter's father believes that if she is not baptised she'll go to hell and be damned for the rest of her life. I'm really against it but I figure there are bigger battles that I'll need to win in the future. The problem is that he wants to take her 3 hours away to get the baptism done to the church he was baptised in. She is 5 weeks old today and he wants to take her soon, but I feel it's going to be awkward for me because only his family would get to go. I'm not sure what I should do and it irritates me. BLAH.

Another Of Fallen Angel And Starr Tramp Squad!
OK now here you go !!! Fallen Angel's lil Tramp Squad hitting my page !Talk about lurking and spying OMG STARR you are the DUMBEST BITCH I KNOW!!! Sending you and charlotte friend to spy and shit on my page Brillant ! show exactly how you dont approvve of this shit!! and i HAVE PROOF! SCREENSHOOTS try them sometime! I was on your page ONCE to block you AGAIN because DDIAMOND(DOUG) had requested that I unblocked your SKANKY ASS!!!so now you and charlotte send the rest of the TRAMP TROOP!! the following are screenshoots of her presence! Notice who is in her family in #3 , #4 and #5 yep sure as shit #3 in that lying bitch STARR herself!, and in #4 OMG could it be none other than Fallen Angel ? yep sure is !! and #5 The Ultimate Fubar Whore Blondie ! all you need to do is send this tramp a plane ticket and feed her fat nasty ass and she will fuck you anyway you want her too. hmmmm guess Blonde didnt think that charlotte told me about all that HUH? Once again i back my shit up with S

Its A Lost World Out There
well i have been on here for awhile and as time goes by things happen every1 is starting new stuff doing there own things and every1 is making lounges, talking shit and other things, then ya have the haters, this is a webiste for adults , this isnt myspace, where not kids. As time progresses more and more ppl come on fubar then later they wana do there own thing, when ppl make lounges and recruiting every1, there is only so many ppl on fubar not every1 can or chooses not to come in for there own reasons eventually as time goes by the lounges will b at war because of not enough members or something has happened. I just dont know what happened with team work and working together to make 1 big lounge and to be happy and not start drama. haters will b haters because they have there own reason why and they express it freely, i dont know whatever happen to if ya dont like something or someone keep it to yourself. Sometimes u get the misunderstanding and stuff but thats ok it can b worked out

Surgery
Howdy y'all! Hope you all are doing well. This is just another little peep into what is going on with me. Tomorrow morning I go for bloodwork then I will be having some surgery done at 4:00pm. My leg has once again gotten infected and the doctors are going to try and do some cutting and cleaning to prevent the infection from getting into my bone again. Also from all of the infection in the area, there is another area on my leg that has become infected. It has caused a cyst type thing to come up and they are going to have to cut into my leg about 2 inches deep to try to get this taken care of to also try to stop the infection. I am somewhat discouraged by all of this because I really thought I was on my way to recovery. However, my body can't seem to fight off infection of any kind and I am immuned to all the antibiotics. And to think....this is all because of an allergic reaction to a tattoo. As much as I love ink, I wish I had never gotten that first drop put into my body. All of

Beautiful Words
beautiful words if there was no sun your beauty would still light up the skies like you do my eyes there is no sunset in this world that could even come close to comparing to your beauty and there are no words that could even tell just how beautiful you really are cause your beauty would put the most beautiful angel sent down from heaven to shame

Happy Birthday To Me:)
i just rented a cute three bedroom house in a fabulous neighborhood for cheap! its perfect! i met the owners and we really hit it off! and i can keep my pets!!!!!!!!!!!! today is my birthday and with the exception of the birth of my son on 5/15/97...this has been the best one ever!!! thank you all for yuor kind words and shoulders to lean on during my crisis...i hope i havent been to annoying..... also my faith is renewed that everything happens for a reason and oppportunity is sometimes diguised as crisis :)

When Does It End?
I sit and wonder why people insist on butting into other peoples business and life. I use to trust people but now I am very careful about that. I think someone is my friend, and I find out they are out to stab me in the back. Or try to start trouble for me. Its terrible how people are today. Im so glad I have my best friend of 30 years to trust. She would never do anything to diss me. She is an awesome person. And I think more people should be like her. She doesnt criticize me, or judge me. She tells me what she thinks if I do something stupid. But she never holds things against me. And I am the same with her. I am actually that way with all my friends, but they seem to "get off" on dissing me. Its ok people, I have big shoulders, and I can take it. I'm not the one who has to answer for it in the end, you are!!!! And remember, what goes around comes around. So don't come crying to me when someone does the same thing back to you that you do to others!!! I'm not usually this hars

Calling Part 5
After the battle between my Son and his Father and the impending death from the Head Master of all night Creatures I knew what we both had to do. This was not going to be a time of laying back and taking it easy for I knew we both had a battle like non other we have ever faced laying before us. As the days turned into weeks and weeks into months and months into years I saw my Son mature in more ways than I had ever expected to see him mature in his young years and as he grew wiser with knowledge and learning of the night and the ways of the shadow world I couldn't of been more proud of him and yet I felt like there was something missing inside of him that wasn't there before his battle with his Father on that one night not more than over a year ago. Oh my how the time had flown by for us training and building ourselves up to face this one being that ruled all of the night time world and saw everything that went on inside of it. Was my Son really ready for this challenge in his

A Bit Of Erotica!
My honey and I are going out to dinner tonight. We haven't done anything this extravagant in a long time. So I decided to give him a treat, not only for the eyes but for the senses and touch to. I get in the bath, shave my legs thinking they have to be softer than ever before, as I'm not wearing any hose this evening. Wash my blond hair twice just to make sure it will be not only soft but gleam and sparkle in the sunlight and moonlight for him. Wash my body with the most fragrant perfume soap I have, his favorite as a matter of fact. Out of the tub, I go to our room, look in closet, I want the perfect outfit for this occasion. I find my red frilly skirted dress with the deep plunge neckline that shows my cleavage very well. Not to short, but not long either, he loves my shapely legs to show. I don't think he has ever seen it on me. I smile to myself saying, this is perfect! Find my 5 inch red sandal heels, that make my legs look like they go on forever. I decide to blow dry my

Anal Retentive?
You Are Totally Anal Retentive Yup, you're so uptight - people definitely have called you "anal." You're the type of person who's so OCD you organize your M&Ms before eating them. You have so many rules and rituals, it's hard for you to let loose and enjoy life. So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection. Live a little! Are You Anal Retentive?

Am I Being Ignorant??lol
My Shoutbox Antidepres...: lol and these are the ppl who are protecting our so called freedom..great just great ->SexySavior: then you shouldn't have started it with me SexySavior: sure was congratulations...im not in the mood to talk shit ->SexySavior: lol..that was easy SexySavior: nope...Military thank you...anyways it has been fun take care sorry to intrude ->SexySavior: drugs figures SexySavior: wow...it tok you that long to come up with that? I was simply stating that you are ignorant...i make tax free money so I get no check lmfao ->SexySavior: little man syndrome is a funny thing to watch SexySavior: please do...please ->SexySavior: I'll eat you alive mother fucker ->SexySavior: what? fuck off SexySavior: ignorance is YOU

Two Bodies
Two Bodies dancing In the candle light The moon's in full glow Two people come together The heat starts to rise Curiosity becomes a need And the need becomes a must With lips partly open Touching bare skin Traveling the body of a lover A tongue flicks up and down Nails drag along the back Hands pull the bodies closer Darks pools of desire flare In one another's eyes Moans getting louder As a hip starts to grind For they had not expected they could never imagine That they would be this good He licks and sucks over and over With her body at a breaking point She urges him on Grabbing his shoulders Pressing him down He feels her shudder And know's what he has done. She kisses him softly She licks him slowly Going all the way down A soft moan escapes him She keeps changing it up Till his body his twitching She know's she's in control His moans getting louder She feels his body release Anticipation of this moment Made adrenaline race Now tota

Woman Vs. Men Shower
How to shower like a woman Take off clothing and place it in a sectioned laundry hamper according to lights, darks, whites, man made or natural. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If husband seen along the way cover up any exposed flesh and rush to the bathroom. Look at womanly physique in the mirror and stick out belly. Complain and whine about getting fat. Get in shower. Look for facecloth, armcloth, loin cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash hair once with Cucumber and Lamphrey shampoo with 83 added vitamins. Wash hair again with Cucumber and Lamphrey shampoo with 83 added vitamins. Condition hair with cucumber and lamphrey conditioner with enhanced natural crocus oil. Leave on hair for 15 minutes. Wash face with crushed apricot facial scrub for ten minutes until red raw. Wash entire rest of body with Ginger Nut and Jaffa Cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair taking at least 15 minutes to make sure that it's all come off.

Come Enter My First Auction!
I need atleast 10 people before I will start it. Late entires will be taken, but fair warning that you might not get as good of bids if you sign up late... IT IS 15k entry fee.. Starting bid starts at 20k... the more you promote yourself, the better chances of getting better bids... The auction will run 1 week from opening date. Please send me the 15k fubux, a link to your picture that you wanna use (MUST BE SFW) and what your offers are.... Thank You! & let's have some fun! ♥rkkennedy84♥ fu-wifey of Undertaker 1098 *Owned By Sniper*@ fubar

Another Update...........
First of all thank you all SO much for your kind words and prayers. As always, they mean so much. I am just getting in from the hospital. Where they performed the surgery on Friday, begin to get extra painful yesterday and I just assumed it was normal. What actually happened was the infection had already reached the bone, caused swelling and caused the area all around the surgical wound to split open. So today when I got to the hospital, they begin an IV of antibiotic, put me in an ice bed (gotta love those things) to get my fever down, and once again they attempted to get this infected tissue out by doing more surgery. But there isn't much they can do with the infection in the bone right now. Sad thing is that the antibiotics really don't do any good because I have been on them so much for so long for this same thing. So yeah, I am a little down right now because I'm just tired of dealing with the same thing over and over again. Anywho, I'm gonna do my damn best to keep laughing and

Sbradio Lounge Fubar
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND - The Snake Bite Radio Lounge is back up running under DJ Krazy Chick. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=57022 This Time it will stay up! Krazy Chick has renamed her lounge to take the shape of the Snake Bite Radio Lounge she is the owner authough will have input on Mod's. After alot of concideration and many messages Snake Bite Radio Lounge has been reserected into being the most hip place to hang out and shoot the sh*t. Same Rules and Guidelines will apply to this lounge as any of the other Snake Bire Radio Lounges ( See last Guidelines ) for security and members. Thanks to Krazy Chick and Tanya for talking me into bringing the best Kick ass lounge back from the deep!!! As lounge "Owner" Krazy Chick is the only one who can Mod and Un-mod /Jokers

Family
To the realest fam I just want to thank GOD that I have yall in my life real talk. Ya’ll show REAL LOVE.. We define FAMILY.. I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF ALL... :) THANKS FOR ALWAYS SHOWING LOVE OO yeah and if you feel that I am a hater delete me PLEASE THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY... KICK ROCKS :) Dont be mad that you dont have family like I do :) BIG UP TO ALL OUR HATERZ :P - MZ. CERTIFIED CRAZY AKA REGINE :)

Grrrrrr!!!!!!!
In the past 2 days, I've had exactly 5 visitors to my page. And that includes people who rated my pic through the "I'm Bored" section. I have always busted my ass to help people out, and when I had my VIP, I hit almost everyone on my friends list. I only had it for a month, or I would have hit EVERYONE! I have gone to level people on all of my lists, helped level my friends' friends who I didn't know, and even hit people I've never seen before who had "help me level" in their status messages. Rhonda has tried pimping me out in two separate bulletins, and that brought 3 people to my page. NO ONE but maybe 2 people EVER reads my bulletins, and they are mostly friendly messages to my friends. All of my mumms are posted globally because when I put them up for friends I get maybe 20 views. I hit all of the mumms from my friends. My last blog got 5 views, and it was a wish for a Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on my list. I will not post a bunch of drama or sexual innuendo,

Pic Requests
okay peeps for the first time ever im takin pics request what do yall what more of A.Default Pics B.Teaser Pics C.Private Pics type the letter of what u wanna see whatever the most popular thats the pics ill take.

Fear Of Being Crushed Again
yes my therapy agin my friends!!! so have a seat and see if u follow what i am tryiing to convey and hope it helps any one else out here in wonderful fu land!!! i have been struggeling with pain of past relationships haveing gone bad, i let the pain sink it ugly fangs so deep into my heart and soul, i use this little elitronic box to hide behind... one minute i am reaching out to my closest friends needing them so desperately, and the next i am walking away, feeling like i am being smothered... i have also been doing this espically with any man that seems to be around me now... Fear of being LIED to FEAR of being abused FEAR of being used FEAR of knowing in my gut when he is going around cheating on me and when i ask him about it he denies it I have heard ppl say that FEAR holds a person back... couldnt FEAR and "protecting ones self from being hurt again" be considered one in the same??? i find lately that i want to reach out and i keep calling for my

251 Thanks Jade
JadelotusM... May 20, 2008 @ 4:46 am "I get up every morning determined to both change the world and to have one hell of a good time. Sometimes, this makes planning the day difficult." ~ E.B. White, 20th century American writer

Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short

Hmmm
Your Birthdate: September 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

A Real Girl Is Not Perfect, A Perfect Girl Is Not Real.....
Could this saying be any more true????? There was once a time when I subjected myself to the ridiculous standards of others. I have met people who have a list of things that their partner or potential partner must have. I’ve met people who don’t want to date women with kids, women who aren’t the right shade, perfect size, etc. At one time I looked at all my imperfections and wanted to find someway to correct them. Now, I feel that some of these things are what makes me feel good, are my battle wounds in a sense. I take great pride in myself, and any person who would feel the need to change or not accept someone over something so shallow and pointless is not worth the time and effort. I’m not ashamed to say that I’ve gone through periods of thinking that I wasn’t good enough, it happens. Im even more proud to say that I no longer feel that way towards anything or anyone. One cannot measure greatness from things, greatness is magnified from the inside to the outside. There are peo

My Redneck Buddies...
Three rednecks, Cooter, Pete, and Billy Bob were workin way up high on a cell phone tower. As they started to work their way down, Cooter slipped, fell off the tower and was killed instantly. As the ambulance took his body away, Pete said " Well i guess someone needs to go tell Cooter's wife he's dead". Billy Bob said " I'll do it Pete, i'm purdy good at that sensitive stuff." Then he left to go tell her. Later on, Billy Bob came back carrying a case of Budweiser. Pete asked " Where did ya get that beer Billy Bob?" " Cooter's wife gave it to me." Billy Bob replied ! Pete said " You mean to tell me, that you went and told that woman that her husband just got killed, and she gave you a case of beer?" Billy Bob said " Not exactly, What i said was, you must be Cooters widow?" Then she said " You must be mistaken, i'm not a widow." And i said " ill bet you a case of beer you are."

Brother Passed Away Leaving 4 Kids Alone
to all my friends on fubar.my 39 yr old brother left this messed up world yesterday 5-20-2008. he was a father of 4 children and 4 grandchildren.died on his first grandsons birthday. he now joins his wife and our mother that will welcome him home. the sad things are no insurance and he still has 2 kids under 16 years that are going to have a hard way to go trying to burry there father and keep there life a float. we have started a fund raiser for them and if anyone wants to help local or far im going to include a mailing location to send anything that might help them get through this time, no cause of death as of this time. he went to sleep and never woke up. william wilson/kids 1703 south chicago street #42 joliet illinois 60436 815-726-3212 or 815-666-8699 GOD BLESS THE FAMILY...

Ya
Well I wigged out. sitting here, not much more to do than clear out my place, find spots for my junk, and stare at a wall. I got obsessed. I felt like I needed an answer, like this shit would eat me alive if i never knew. so i called her mother. the mom was polite but stern, she told me that Dawn "thought she knew what she wanted, but doesnt. she just wants to be alone." i said ok thanks bye. then an angry voicemail from her dad. I wrote her a letter telling her off, and telling her that i am leaving NY anyway, and that I'm done with this crap, and that she is basically a rotten person. yesterday got a call from a cop, telling me an official complaint was filed. I told him im done anyway, and this is just pointless, but ok no problem. shit fuck piss

Bully Trials
A friend of mine came to me and asked if I would be willing to help out a little girl that is in need of petition votes to get medical treatment. Since when should a child be refused treatment? It doesn't matter where you live or who you are, no child should be denied the health care they need. Please take time to read a little about Ivy and then please sign the petition to get this baby the care she needs. Please click a pic to learn more about this terrible disease and please make sure to sign the petition to get this poor little girl the help she needs. Imagine the picture above. Now imagine that on a child. If you have a heart at all you will find the time to sign the petition to help Ivy. No actual picture of this little girl was used because children don't belong on the internet.

West Virginia Traits
THINGS I HAVE LEARNED FROM LIVING IN WEST VIRGINIA *Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. Either that or they are born dead. *There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in WV plus a couple no one's seen before. *If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. *Onced and Twiced are words. *It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. *People actually grow and eat ramps *"Fixinto" is one word. *There is no such thing as "lunch." There is only dinner and then there is supper. *Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! *Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." *DJeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" *You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. *You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. *You measure distance in minutes. *"Fix

For A Friend.....
A very good friend of mine is in need of some prayers and thoughts right now,, His 4 year old son had heart surgery today, Something no parent should have to go through and no child should have to face, He told me in confidence lastnight, so I wont say his name,,, Just please keep him and his child in your thoughts, I have been where he is, $ times to be exact, it is scary and it is a fear and a sadness that cannot be explained,,, I love you my friend, and I promise everything will be ok, You are in my thoughts and my prayers and you are forever in my heart.......

Ever Wonder...?
Ever wonder what a freak in a carnival show feels like sometimes? To know you have some type of abnormality or deformation that makes you different than most people in this world? After a lot of soul searching, in some way, that pretty much describes how I feel sometimes - I just couldn't think of a way to describe it. I realize I have gone through a lot of changes in the past 5 years! Having been sick in some way, shape or form for that long a period of time, I have seen my body, mind and emotions get ripped to shreds. I have even been faced with my own mortality. I know there was more damage done than I know about! Having two different types of brain cancer and even a part of my brain cut away during the surgery, there's gonna be pieces missing. Memories and thoughts seem distorted and even unreal at times. Confusion has really set in. Fatigue is at an all time high. Headaches are worse. More seizures in the past 5 months than I've had in my entire lifetime. (You get t

Friday Funny...!! (23rd May 2008)
The German & the Prostitute A German guy approaches a prostitute and says, ' I vish to buy sex vit you' 'OK' says the girl, 'I'll charge 100 Euros an hour' 'Ist goot, But I must varn you, I am a little kinky' 'No problem' she replies cautiously, 'I can do a little kinky' So off they go to the girl's flat, where the German produces four large bedsprings and a duck caller. 'I vant you to tie ze springs to your handz und kneez.' The girl finds this very strange, but complies, fastening the springs to her hands and knees. 'Now pleez you vill get on your handz and kneez.' She duly does this, balancing on the springs. 'You vill please blow zis duck caller as I make love to you.' She finds all this very odd, but figures it's harmless, and the guy is paying. The sex is fantastic. The energetic German bounces her all over the room, all the time with her honking on the duck caller. The climax is the most sensational she has ever experienced, and it is sever

Codes For Comments/blogs/bulletins
Below you will find different codes which you can use for bulletins, blogs, comments, etc. I hope you find these helpful!Also, be sure to define the code where it says things like "urlhere" or "colorhere", etc.For photos, you will need to have them uploaded to a site such as Photobucket or Imageshack, then use the "Direct Link" provided on those sites. If you do not have an account, click the links below to create one:Photobucket or Imageshack For font styles to use in the codes below, this is a decent place to look:http://www.dafont.com/ Bulletin with background/pic as link code Put here the words you want to show in the bulletin/blog/comment you are posting Simple image code for placing image in comments Simple link code for text links Place your text here for people to click on! Simple link code for picture links The more comfortable you get with HTML the more you will be able to do with it. These are only the most commonly used codes! Simple font code fo

Guess I'm Just Too Old...
I had to go to Walmart this morning. Yes...I HAD TOO! As i'm tooling up to the dreaded doors to the seventh layer of Dante's Hell, i heard a guy's voice. There blocking traffic was a car with a guy leaning into the widow talking to the driver. He was in his early twenties i'm guessing. Talking very loudly, he was giving blow by blow of his night out partying. Then when i'm about even with the car he says, "I hafta go in to Walmart to use the restroom machine". What the hell is a "restroom machine"?!? Is it the hand dryer? Did they put in condom vendors? I'm not sure what it is, but i'd bet it's the toilet. Just when i got to the door, he sprinted by me and made a b-line for the restrooms. I looked in the Urban Dictionary for a definition, but i found none. Gawd i'm fucking old. 8-P

Reflection Of Events
Sometimes people deserve second chances and sometimes they dont, The ones that see they made a mistake and apologise for it should be given a second chance if they are sincere. A situation that blew up last night in my eyes has been resolved, Authough I dont tell people what they need to do, I have myself accepted the appology for what I think it is worth and that is a strong Family Like SBRadio Family is that we work out our problems where thier is compromise. We all have faults and YES sometimes meds and alcohol can influence personalities and go one way or another, When I am Screwed up due to meds I myself take time off, When I drink i get goofy as sh*t, everything affects people in diffrent ways, My Family is my Family and I will work hard to resolve diffrences when people who are at fault admit it and try to fix it. Without mentioning names Yea I love you like a brother and I just hope if it was ever me in that sittuation that people would have the power within themselves

My Darkness
The darkness closes in Squeezing my dreams from my grasp Squeezing the love from my heart Squeezing everything from me 'Til I am nothing Nothing but a shell Weaping in despair Tugging at my hair Wanting it to end Needing to escape The darkness get only deeper As the pain slips away As up becomes down Left becomes right As tears become rain Sliding down unfeeling cheeks Bloody lips, coughing into exhaustion Everything has fallen apart All my dreams, All that's left a shattered heart The darkness makes it's last attack As the blade cuts deep As the blood runs thick My last whisper, Words of love to you Words of farewell Of apology I never wanted it to end this way I never wanted to leave this day But I could not escape this darkness...

Why Me
i just dont understand why nobody wants me im not a bad guy and i have a great job and im very understanding and i care alot about people so i just wish that i could be happy so why dont anybody want me ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Do You Agree ?
In this world you have 4 different kinds of people. Intelligent People Smart People Dumb People Stupid People First Intelligent People - these are people who have book smarts and or general or advanced intelligence combined with common sense which is imperative to process the knowledge part this includes reason and the ability to trouble shoot and work out problems with the process of elimination. This is mostly contributed to the Think before you say reasoning. Street Smarts are also a contributor in this equation but mostly as a survival technique and all combined together makes you well rounded and often lets you smell a Bullsh*t story when you see or hear one.. Smart People - as much as people would want to put them in with the intelligent people you can not because they lack the common sense, The reasoning and or techniques of elimination and thought. These people only know what they read but lack the ability to put it into action. This would be like people who kn

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear 'the rules' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1.. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's wha

Wanna Be A Fu-bomber?? We Are The Best!!!!
The Fu-Bombers are the best bombing family on Fubar. We have a family atmosphere for everyone. We are looking for new members that enjoy bombing, and would like to enter contests to win prizes, such as VIP's and Blasts. To join, you must be, at least, a level 5, and there is a 10 day probation period. FU-Bombers@ fubar If you want to join, just click on the link, send a private message stating that you want to join, and put the referral name along with your message. Hope you decide to join us, you won't regret it!!

A Boi Broken
dis poem be bout uh broken heart dis gurl wuz mad beauty stricken ma peeps blind ta all others dey say virginia iz fo' lovers now she mad crazy fo' another all canist watch ma heart fall away ah keeps ma admire secret too long now she nahh lokin fo' mr rite in her hash she wuz swept wit one fone call now ma plans o' early college dies as muh ma fuckin heart dies from jamaica ah came ta ride da katrina waves in new orleans n transposed ta texas now ta gots broken heart in virginia

The Sad Side Of The Navy Wife
You emotions run on hight and you try not to cry. As the last few hours just fly right bye. On the inside you scream and yell This has to be a dream this cant be real. As he packs his bag's to go away leaving you to live your life alone each day. You try to be stong and pretend your ok He's not really going away again. Its just another ordenary day is what you say Then thaye call time to board the plain. Theres nothing you can do or say You kiss him and rember him justn this way. Your shaking inside and you cant breath While you just stand there and watch him leave. You turn and walk away no resion to stay In the car you gust sit trying to just forget. Your alone Nothing is left nothing remains Except for the lonly nest agony and pain. To your self you say Im strong i will be ok I will just go along with my ordenary day. Then you face the long and lonly days And the ever so cold and

Here's The Thing.........................
I shouldn't of just ate four rye crisps with tillamook sharp cheddar cheese and dry salami... or the bowl full of tostitos flour tortillia chips...gawd adelle, get back on that wagon why don't cha! I should appreciate the fact that we got rain today...but I don't. I hate the rain. I'd move to Arizona in a heartbeat if it wouldn't get to a smoldering 120 degrees there...geez...might as well stay here! Honestly tho...I'm missing the sun. I'm happy my hubby goes back to work tomarrow. Is that bad?, maybe, maybe not, depending on how you look at it. I think our "quality" time this week has expired...back to the routine! I'm wondering if we are the only ones who haven't recieved the governments charity "stimulus" check? Everyone I know has got and or already spent theirs...where's my welfare? I got a vacation to pay for ya know! I have a six year old! My baby is six now! Where did the time go? I'm fretting about this....she even acts six...OMG...I "officially" mus

Leland
Today we have to take Leland,our son, to the cardiologist....He has had a heart defect since the day he was born...at his last visit they said everything was fine...but for this visit they have to put him to sleep...i am very nervous and affraid of what they may find....or how he will deal with being put to sleep....it just may be paranoia but i cant help to think about what might happen today....please keep us in your thoughts today....i hope you all have a wonderful day! Kandi

My Fu-will
In case something happens to me. i would like my family to know i love them all. and the fu-cops to investigate HYDE. each family member would recieve 25-50k fubux. They will each divide the pics they like and take. The music will go to jonny. the videos will go to veng. the jokes will go to passion. the dunnos will go to isis. everything else the family can have. whatever they dont want will be donated to my fav fu-charity. In time of my fu-death will miss you all

Win Bling & Things
A SALUTE TO HAPPY COUNTRY GIRL CONTEST!!!! **Your picture must include a salute to me, Happy Country Girl!!! **All pictures MUST be SFW!! **The contest will begin when I have 15 entries. **NO DRAMA!!!! If you start drama, you will be deleted, no warning and no questions asked!! **This is a comment bombing contest. Self bombing is allowed and encouraged. **If you aren't going to participate until the end, please don't waste time by entering. **This is a CONTEST.....So, have fun!!!!!!!! *****PRIZES***** 1st Place: 2 Bling Packs & a 7 day blast 2nd place: 150,000 Fu-bucks The person with the most pic rates will receive a Bling Pack. This contest is being brought to you by the ever so friendly: Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar

My Promise To You
STORMY NITE AS I SAT UPON THE SOFA LOOKING OUT A WINDOW PANE THUNDERING ROARING LIGTENING FLASHING AND YET I SET UNDISTURBED I GAZED INTO THE WATERS RUNNING DOWN THE WINDOWS PANE,AND I FEEL YOU,LIKE THE SUMMER RAIN A KISS UPON THE NECK.A SWEET TOUCH UPON MY LIPS. AND YET IT IS JUST A THOUGHT A MERE WISH IN A SECOND CLOCK.I GAZED UPON THAT IMAGE AND IN MY MIND'S EYE I SAW YOU AND I,AT EACH OTHERS BECKONING.I VISION A MAN,BEHIND A SCREEN,WHO'S LOVE WAS SHINING THROUGH.A SPOKEN WORD,AND IN WHICH THAT BEGAN A STOLEN HEART. HE SANG ME A SONG WITH A PEN IN HAND,AND FROM THE LAST STROKE ,I KNEW THAT I WAS JUST SWEPT OFF MY FEET AND THE FIRST TIME I HEARD HIS VOICE,HE PENETRATED MY FLESH,DUG INTO MY SOUL.AND HIS I BECAME.FROM THE LOUNGE OF A LIL INN AMIDST THE FALLS,I SURRENDER ALL THAT I WAS ALL THAT I AM ALL THAT I WILL BE,TO HIM I COMMIT.THOUGH DISTANT KEEPS US APART MY HEART BLEEDS ONLY FOR THEE,AND IN MY LIFE MY WORLD IS COMPLETE BECAUSE OF YOU.WORDS CANNOT SAY ALL THAT I MEAN,BU

Can I Hold You As If You Were Mine?
Can I hold you as if you were mine? I wish to keep you forever close, I'll let go at the end of time. There is indescribable joy when I hold you in my arms. If you allow me to embrace you, I'll keep you from harm. We belong to no one, free as a bird in the sky. My feelings for you grow stronger, this I can't deny. Allow me to take you in a lover's embrace, so close that together our hearts will race. Maybe one day I will hold you as if you were mine. Until then, my heart will continue to hold you, 'til the end of time.

Can’t Find The Words
Can't find the words to express how I really feel a passion so new, I have to question, "Is this real?" I'm not looking for love. I've enjoyed being alone. But here you are and my heart is no longer my own. My mouth cannot express, so I let my pen write how I feel about you on this cold winter night.

The Enchantress
A picture of strength Though I may seem When I am in your presence I am powerless The very sight of you confounds my tongue I am at a loss for words I don’t know how to say what I feel The scent of your flesh intoxicates me When you look into my eyes It pierces my soul When you kiss me The taste of you lingers on my lips For hours on end The touch of your hand On my scalp Ignites a burning passion deep within me You have a hold on me Like no one before But what can I do? You are the enchantress.

Body Brands
Thinking about the tattoo thing again... Was supposed to get one for my birthday in April, but haven't decided on which one I want yet. Below are some that I'm interested in... This will probably be going on my lower back (yes, I know "tramp stamp")... Anyway, I would like for it to be meaningful and I don't have any symbols in mind that could really represent myself. Any opinions?

My Last Blog...ever
as most of you know, this is my last week on fubar, and there are several of you who i will miss greatly, as there are plenty of people, most of whom are already blocked, that i could care less about. but either way, most people have heard a little bit about why i am leaving. i have yet to tell anyone all my reasons, but some of the main reasons are reasons most have yet to here, so here's two: the first being a girl named smore...after coming into contact with her, i instantly liked her and i knew nothing would ever come of it, but i liked her for some reason anyways. well, that's a whole 'nother story i don't even want to get into, but the second reason is cause of my mom and my brother. i spend far too much time on here when i ought to be doing things to show them i'm supporting them. my brother has hodgkin's lymphoma and was diagnosed when he was 18. he's had it for 3 and a half years now. my mom has just recently found out what has been causing her trouble. she's got a tu

Tie Me
TIE ME Baby when you tie me up you set me free because I can let myself go and whatever will be will be Baby tie my hands high above I know whatever you do you do with love my eyes are covered and I’m bound real tight I have no need to struggle or fight I know what you do is to give me pleasure with the pleasure my be some pain but too little to measure Baby lie me face down on the bed spank my bottom until it’s red Turn me over and keep it simple with your mouth torture my nipple Baby rub your body all over my space if you get tired you can sit on my face Rub me down with exotic oils the kind that makes the heat Slide your body over mine up and down and side to side move to a sensual beat Tie me down and squeeze me and tease me Oh baby you know that you please me Let me kiss your lips in the valley drink the potion that arouses me Tie me down peek my pleasure then when it’s ready fall on my saber When passions start to explode taste the fruits of

Lost In Space
Hi all it's Ark (Arkham for them that don't know me). I'm keeping an eye on sparklys account at the mo,he has asked me to do this blog to let you know he's in hospital right now and that he is on the psych ward. he don't know how long he is going to be away right now. if you want to leave a message for him i'll be sure to let him know. love&hugs all Arkham♥

Idiots
I just done talking to a complete fucking moron that was trying to wash my brains about a welfare system. So, like a fuckin idiot I learned English and finished HS without bein knocked up. Then I could've leeched off welfare system, and get more moneys for poppin out more accidental babies. Also, how naive of me to bust my ass off practicing my violin and gettin a scholarship to college, when I could've just filed for a financial aide due to bein black. Oh, nm, that won't work. Also, WHY do I work as a friggin night auditor, when I could be rollin in mad cash stealin govt money due to bein...underprivileged. THen I could sit on Fubar all day while my 10 kids are moping around lookin for food and entertainment. I guess the whole time I've been doin it wrong! If an immigrant can do it in this country, there's no fuckin way an American can't.

Look What Anodyne Did 4 Me!!!
Almost there .. Only 187k to reach insider .. Please help .. CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar Thank You Anodyne (repost of original by 'Anodyne - Shadow Levelers & Member of W.I.S.E.U.K' on '2008-05-29 11:00:55'

The List (rockstar Thru Insider)
I have created a list for Fubarians who are Rockstar, Fuberlord, Henchman or Insider and would like help leveling. You want to be on the list? Just send me a private message. Please be sure to let me know when you level so that I can keep this list as updated as possible. Thank you. Please Add/Fan/Rate these people. And if you feel like it rate some of their stuff, anything helps on their journey to the next level and all love will be returned. The List has helped 10 Fubarians become Fu-King so far! Insider... ☆DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snake♥Eyes♦Radio♠HeadPromoter•NgC☆@ fubar 224,000 To Fu-King *Pink0828*~*~Owned By ♥jeff_dahl2000 & Bleuskyhere $$$♥~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar 266,000 To Fu-King CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar 276,000 To Fu-King SheBledGlitter@ fubar 359,000 To Fu-King Rated N for Naughty@ fubar 384,000 To Fu-King ~Ash~Manager

Broken
seether ft. amy lee (evanescence)-broken - seether ft. amy lee SEETHER LYRICS "Broken (feat. Amy Lee)" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here anymore ========================= Guess this says it all.... No expla

Message From The Chief
Dear Members, It is an Honor to be approached to take on this position to lead. Each week I will attempt to bring a teaching or subject of interest. This week it is about the the great eagle. The Eagle is very much a part of American Indian heritage. In times past, the use of eagle feathers or the use of body parts of the eagle were not for decoration, but represented certain characteristics or qualities may wish to be reminded of or identified with while in there presence. Some native people who have been fortunate to have the eagle in there name must live up to high or honored reverance. Overall, the eagle reminds us those of us to be keen to its omnipotent great spirit, not seen, but felt and witnessed in our walk. I ask the great creator to watch over each one of you until then. Many Blessings Chief Native Pride Miracle Monkey

Going Into Hospital For Liver Biopsy
I WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL VERY SOON FOR A LIVER BIOPSY TO DETERMINE HOW MUCH DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE TO MY LIVER. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT ALREADY KNOW, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH HEPATITIS C VIRUS ON FEBRUARY 22, 2008, CONSEQUENTLY LOSING MY JOB AS A MEDICAL CODER AT A HEALTH CARE FACILITY, AND MY HEALTH COVERAGE ALONG WITH IT. I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF AS LONG AS I CAN, BUT THE TIME HAS COME TO GET IT DONE. TREATMENT CANNOT BEGIN UNTIL AFTER THE RESULTS OF THE BIOPSY ARE IN, AND THE PAIN HAS BECOME SO SEVERE THAT I HAVE COME TO TERMS WITH THE FACT THAT THIS ILLNESS WILL NOT BE IGNORED. I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH MY PHYSICIAN ON WEDNESDAY, JUNE 4TH, AND WILL MOCT LIKELY BE MIA FOR MUCH OF THE WEEK BEGINNING JUNE 8TH. WILL TRY TO UPDATE BEFORE I GO IN... PEACE, LOVE, AND BLESSINGS OF THE GODDESS

Loneliness
I started to write this morning like I have done so many others I actually wrote quite a bit. I then realized that the subject I was writing on and what I was writing is one of the major issues that we face after being hurt as bad as so many of us have. The subject was loneliness I was trying to write a poem or at least something that I could post because it had been so long and I really wanted to say something about this. But there was just to much to say. I decided to just blog away instead. Here goes. Forgive me again though sleep deprivation is taking its toll again. I was laying in bed this morning feeling rather lonely myself a feeling that creeps in quite often I was going over many of the conversation I have had with many of you as well and I realized we all go through the same thing this void called loneliness that seeps in from all around us. This fear of not being able to love again, the fear of succumbing to this void in our heart and soul for the rest of our lives. I

Blurred Vision.
What do you see when you look at me? Is it the same thing I see reflected in the mirror each day? Or is it an airbrushed version of what could be? Do you see my heart and soul? My hopes and fears? My dreams and apprehension? Does it radiate off of me the way I think it does? This desire to feel something...to fill the empty space that sits barren inside of me. This primal need to touch and be touched...to be needed...to be wanted...to be whole. Lying in my bed at night, I think of it. I ponder it and can nearly feel that warmth beside me, that weight as bodies shift, that heat of breath against my cheek. Only for a moment. A precious moment that's over too soon and I'm alone again in the silent and living dark. And I ache.

If I Could
IF I COULD If I could just kiss you, but you have such a stare if I could just kiss you, but you’re eyes say beware If I could just hold you, so very tight if I could just hold you, whenever you’re in sight If I could just touch you, to see if you care if I could just touch you, but do I dare you stand there with that knowing smile on your face I stand here looking so stupid, a total disgrace she looks at me and makes her little coos I look at her and I’m afraid to make a move If I could think of the right words as she walks away if I could only come up with something to make her stop and stay But then she stopped and turned around with a look that could have knocked me down I come to her and she takes me by my hand she looks me in the eyes and says Stan If you want to kiss me, you have to come near If you want to kiss me, my lips are right here If you want to hold me, don’t feel any alarm If you want to hold me, just take me in your arms

Off Fubar Friday June 6,2008!
I WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT AS OF FRIDAY JUNE 6, 2008 I WILL BE DELETING MY ACCOUNT! THIS IS A FUN SITE BUT I HAVE NO TIME FOR IT AND I FOR POSSIBLE CAREER REASONS CANNOT PARTICIPATE ON SUCH A WEBSITE. IT SUCKS BUT NOT AS BAD AS NOT GETTING A BETTER JOB WITH MORE PAY WOULD! I HOPE EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS AND FOR WHOMEVER WANTS TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH ME PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE AND I WILL SEND YOU MY YAHOO ID SO WE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH! I WILL MISS EVERYONE! VERY MUCH BUT THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO. JULIE PS..... AND UMM I WILL BE GIVING AWAY ALL FUBUCKS!

Sun 06-01-08 (late)
unday, June 1, 2008 nother late post ... Seems I'm running late on a lot of things here lately. I'm the type of guy who likes to be early for everything! So - these late postings here - drive me NUTS! It actually freaks me out when I'm running late ... (as in going to only be a few minute early)

So How Was Your Weekend?
Hi everyone, hope you are all doing well today. I had a rather busy weekend. Went food shopping and some other errands on Saturday. Sunday I did laundry, went to see the new Indiana Jones movie and went to the nursery for some garden plants. The new Indiana Jones movie I have mixed feelings on. While there were some parts I liked, the premise for the Crystal skulls kind of rubbed me the wrong way. In the previous movies I like the idea of Indy dealing with the paranormal during his endevour. This time, I think they took it on a rather far-fetched tangent. I don't want to spoil it for anyone, so I'll stop there. Oh, and while I was out yesterday, I went to Dollartree too. I like the deals I get there, but some of the people .... OMG! There was this one couple there that were in their late thirties to early forties. They kept yelling the entire distance of the store to each other. And then, when the man walked past me to go to the checkout, .... the body odor was overwhelm

Attention
I guess I am the weirdest form of an attention seeker there is. I love attention , yet I hate it. I like it when people talk to me, and ofcourse I like my Fu attention I get :P, yet in real life, I just get this knot in my stomach every time someone starts talkin to me face to face. I also hate bein in a spotlight and being the topic of something. My wedding was the most awkward situation, since it was almost all about me. I felt like falling through the ground for the most part of it, and really didn't know what to say. I know exactly where the seeking for attention came from: my parents were too carried away with their education/job/hobbies to ever talk to me. I barely talked to my mom abuot anything, and it was virtually impossible for me to initiate a convo with her because she was buried in a book and didn't hear a word I said. I had to repeat myself several time to her ignoring me, until I would give up. I remember sitting in the kitchen (only privacy I had in a 1 room a

Calling Part 10
The words that he spoke unto me left me in shock and yet with a burning deep inside myself that was tearing me apart for I had no idea what was to come if these men that I held so close to my heart where to ever meet and fight to the dead over some past old laws that had been set down for all us on both sides of these clans. The fear was sharp in me that it pulsed from every vain in my body and he could see this as he knew that this would be the hardest thing for me to face ever and yet he was still telling me that he knew what side I would choose if this was to ever come full circle like he said it would. But yet how did he know that my Son would come and hunt him down along with me before he ever met him ? As the days went by slowly and the nights went by so fast that they seemed like a dream to me I was still lost in my own thoughts of how I would make it if I lost both of these men in my life. One that I had raised and cared for all his life and the other that had always loved

Women...
I noticed something a longgggggg time ago and I pointed it out to my man Krystiano a few days ago... and he has now noticed it too... AMERICAN WOMEN UNDER THE AGE OF 30 (with exception) DO NOT TALK TO ME WTF In the lounge I go in I always say hi to people, bbl, hb, bye and the usual crap to everyone but if they are american, female and under the age of 30 they seem to totally ignore me... they thank everyone else but totally ignore me... now... I have been thinking... I find it amusing in a way but irritating in another... is it because... A. I am English B. Is it just me C. Because I am with Krystiano Krystiano thinks its because I am with him... which could be true as some women tend to like to be the centre of attention in all mens lives and tend to get jealous... but jesus if they liked him that much surely they'd be happy for him??? They respond to him... but me... nope I get ignored... I don't understand it... I am a nice person... I get along with everyone

Show Bid'nezz...
I was talking the other day with a friend of mine who's a local band promoter. The conversation soon turned to his recent business dealings. One of these involved a contract dispute with one Mephistopheles... AKA Satan, The Devil (he sometimes appears as a prominent politician.... but that's another story!). The dispute went unresolved because of the stubborn nature of both parties! Sooooooooo... as a result, this friend of mine has remained a free agent, and may charge whatever fees he so desires for his services. Well... not to be left out of the topic, I quickly mentioned that I once had a similar experience. I was recently approached by a circus monkey who expressed interest in having my band as his opening act. Things went horribly wrong when we demanded dried banana skins (for... ummmmmmm... medicinal purposes) as a signing bonus. The monkey FLEW into a rage, and began flinging fresh poop in our direction! Soooooooo... as a result, we were covered in fresh flying monkey poop.

Me...lately
This is bound to be done in chapters, with updates and such. So if you are interested enough to want to read this, maybe keep checking back for "more". I think I might have been a tad depressed lately. I feel really lonely, too. I don't know many people, because I found most of the people I did know, to be untrustworthy. And because I don't know anyone, I don't go out much. And that adds to my feelings of being lonely. I know it's my fault and I am trying to rectify this problem. I have also been unmotivated. I don't want to exercise, which is important to my mental health, to keep my endorphins pumping and recycling at the "normal" level. The more I don't exercise, the more I don't WANT to exercise. Anyway. That in combination with my having to move, NOT having a place to go, and looking for a new place, trying to write my resume, and looking for a new job are a tad stressful. I don't do change well. I'm working on that as well. I'm not about to make this a bitc

Erm...my Bday Wish List..buy Me Stuff..lol
so umm not like it matters.. cause i doubt anyone would actually do this..lol but it's a long shot.. made a wish list on amazon.com from a request by a friend. i would really like something from there.. rather than here..something i can actually touch and use..lol the only thing i want from this site is a vip..lol yea it expires next monday.. still buildin my wish list.. apperently it's not enough to go on..pfft..lol hey i really like shoes..ok..lol there hot and i look hot in them:P so here's the link..click..buy me stuff..lol it's cheap stuff too.. yea i dont like even askin for stuff..*hides in shame* so made it reasonable..lol btw..u don't have to buy me anything if u don't want to ...*holds finger gun to ur head* yea it's ur choice O_o so yea this is just another obtion for those that wanted to get me something for my bday on the 18th. *smiles* ~dinarocks

Welcome
To those new on my friends List Welcome to The FUBAR Funny Mans page, No matter what you hear I realy am a nice person to know, However in my blogs and such you will see I have a low tolerence for ignorance. Theives, Liars and Fake ass friends that take what they can get and leave. Take the time to get to know me and interact and you will find you will have a great time with the SBRadio Family. We are a great group of people streaming Snake Bite Radio Now in 3 Lounges..... And Yes were LIVE!! The biggest thing we are about is respect and you will see that if you give us the chance, we have our haters and everyone does after you been here awhile but take the time to get to know us and realy see what we are about. Thanks for the rates and adds and I am working to retern the favor... Jokers and the Zoo Crew

3g: I Need You Now!!!!!!!!!!
Please repost this. Please Help!!! My before picture (who IS that girl?! lol) I've been sick with a nasty virus trying to win this damned contest. I was in first place at the beginning. Now I'm in third with 14,888 comments. I need to beat 32,117 comments to get back in first place. Now I usually DON'T enter contests. This is my first contest ever. I used to think I was ugly and wouldn't DARE think I could win something like this. I still struggle with that because I used to be very overweight. I've lost over 100 pounds in the last two years. My before picture link is at the top of the bulletin. I just want to prove to myself that I *CAN* win something. I'll do it with class, too. I'm NOT the girl who show you her NSFW pictures to get ahead. SORRY!!!!! Help me win this damn thing. Click the picture above and let's pwn some ass, aye? Send me a private message letting me know you helped and I will reward you with 11's and gifts. I'm determined to win this. Are you with me?!!

Power Up
This one just occured to me for some reason... When I was 12'ish, I had this dodgy old TV in my room that I played my Sega Megadrive on. When I'd apparently done something wrong, my dad would come and take the fuse out of the plug, but never seemed to notice the 2 or 3 spares I had for when he left. :D I never said he was smart remember

Some More Truth About Florida...
Still want to move to Florida? ...Think about these numbers. There's just a bad culture here with no employment opportunity. If there was, these things just wouldn't be happening at this staggering pace. Anything west of Orlando until you hit the Bridge going into St Pete and Clearwater is a virtual redneck toilet. When you get into Pinellas county, you lose alot of the rednecks but who knows what's in the mix. North of Tampa isn't much better. The only nice place on the west coast is Naples, but it costs 1 million dollars to live there and is for rich retirees. Miami is hopping but it feels like little havana once you veer a little off US 1. The east coast is mostly old money, natives, and 1980's retirees and some of their kids. A little better culture wise, but form what I've read , word has it that 1 in 7 people under the age of 30 on the east coast of Florida have an STD. Ouch. Figured I'd share some real info with everyone. Have a good week :D

Friendship Circle Memebers
Our Friendship Circle Founder& Co Founders HoakieGirl~~Founder Jus'Me~~Co Founder Micki-Blue-Eyes~~Co Founder Our Friendship Circle Members SassySpitFire 'D' Deana SweetMafiaPrincess RedWingHunny Liz SilverPixi RescueDiva

Need To Renew My V.i.p. So Comments For Fubux
OK TODAY AND TODAY ONLY I WILL DOUBLE THE FUBUX FOR ANYONE WHO HITS JUST SOFWHITEROSE WITH 300 COMMENTS SO THAT IS 10K FOR 300 COMMENTS I WILL DOUBLE THE FUBUX IF YOU HIT NBK WITH JUST 300 COMMENTS I WILL TRIPLE THE FUBUX TO WHO EVER MAXES OUT MY SISTER SHE HAS LESS THEN 15OO COMMENTS TO GO SO THAT IS 15K TO WHOM EVER CAN COMPLETE THIS TASK THIS SOFTWHITEROSE (N_B_K) IS OFFERING TO GIVE HIS VIP TO MY SISTER SO WHICH EVER ONE GETS TO 6000 COMMENTS FIRST MY SISTER WILL GET HER VERY FIRST V.I.P THIS IS MY SISTER SHE WANTS HER VERY FIRST VIP THIS WAS THE ORIGINAL OFFER SO CLICK ON ANYONE OF THE PICS AND PLEASE COMMENT BOMB EACH ONE OF THEM WITH AT LEAST 100 COMMENTS AND PM ME I WILL GIVE YOU 5000 FUBUX.... YES I AM PAYING FUBUX FOR COMMENTS SO COMMENT ALL THREE PIC'S WITH 100 COMMENTS EACH AND YOU GET 5,000.OO FUBUX SO COME ONE COME ALL AND GET SOME FUBUX

† No More !!!!!!! †
† Beware † My party was cancled due to the fact of assholes wanting out to go somewhere else for a different party cause i am not having booze it was if you want it you bring it kinda thing you know what i mean but 2 people would rather go to a different party that day and tell me they are sick so they cannot make it well fuck them i am sick of bullshit people are always truning on me left and fucking right so fuck'em all i will go without friends all i will have is nichole if you are a TRUE friends let me hear it on this blog ~Lost In The Dark~

+dethklok Touring, Forreal. Don't Laugh Yet...
....With Soilent Green, and Chimaira(never heard their stuff). What in the Hell is it going to be like, watching a fictional cartoon Death Metal band live? This show sold out at The Fillmore, in SF. WTFFF?! NILE couldn't sell out there. Neither could Celtic fvcking FROST. So, which band is it, causing these incredibly prolific ticket sales? Hmm? I used to love Toki. But seriously, fvck the rhythm guitarist. The new fave : Skwis.: Toki, why can I never 'have anyting dat 'ams mines? Hey YOU! Commentor! I beseech thee, who art thou's...uhh...most favorite Dethklok member, and why?!+

My Sinnin Partner, Now Gone
my sinnin partner, now gone.... THIS SOME HARD SHIT TO TALK ABOUT!!! WED NIGHT one of my bestest friends for many many years was CRUISIN his bike with a friend WHEN HE LOST CONTROL AND CRASHED TO THE END. jimmly CRASHED TRYIN TO GET TO HIM BUT WAS TO LATE. i have loved jason for many years as a friend, partner in crime and mainly just one of the best people you could ever hope to meet and have in your life... i'll always remember how stupid and retarted we were hanging out together, sinners forever baby..... I'll MISS YOU JASON, till the day i day and we can raise hell again together one day... R.I.P

Miss Me :p
Hey everyone..we had a bad storm go through here and it knocked out the power. They say it could be out till tomorrow evening (Sunday) and I can log on by my phone but I can't do anything but private message back and forth. So you can text me (if you have it) or hit my MSN or Yahoo. Talk to you soon! *hugzNstuffz*

Dissociative Detachment
As of late, ive come into contact with a term that describes an actual mental disorder, or mechanism which i possess. Dissociative Detachment Disorder. Let me explain the scenario, of sorts, in which it happens. Ive already been diagnosed Bi-Polar Affective, and have recurrent anxiety and panic episodes; so this may have just been a latent progression ive recently realized. When someone confronts my Mate, with violence, or gets within that personal space boundary, i feel myself split. Sometimes i dont remeber whats being asked of me; but i know the state im in is a hyper alert one, in which im prepared to act violently against the person thats pressed themselves close to her, and is in percieved to be attempting to harm her. I go on auto pilot...all is clear My rage is cold....my face one of stone Everyone else seems to be part of another reality my mind is single tracked...PROTECTION She told me not to UNLEASH rage, for shes afraid i will not stop when i start...

My 2 Cents...take It To The Bank
Last night, a friend of mine posted a bulletin. I went to leave a comment on it but I had exceeded the 2000 character limit...LOL, imagine that, so I thought I would just blog my thoughts on the whole thing. This, in no way is meant as disrespectful to my friend but here is my two cents. READ THE ORIGINAL BULLETIN HERE Okay, now that you are up to speed, let's get crankin... Dina Rocks says "they should take that right away. and have the bouncers or hired help to do that job. not everyone on this site." Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap/Fubar was created as a user moderated site. User moderated does NOT mean we have a say so on how things are run. Websites such as this one, Myspace, Tagged or whatever are not democracies. You either choose to participate in the user moderation aspect of the site or not. Just know..A MEMBER CANNOT MARK YOUR PICTURES NSFW!! THEY CAN ONLY REPORT IT AND A BOUNCER MAKES THE FINAL CALL!! My shake on the NSFW thing..Has it occurred to anyone that w

6/08/2008 Approved
from: fubar shop Milpitas, CA subject: Your SALUTE has been approved! received: 06/8/2008 11:14 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Your SALUTE has been approved! The approved salute photo is below: this was the picture :

You're All I Need Motley Crue
The blade of my knife Faced away from your heart Those last few nights It turned and sliced you apart This love that I tell Now feels lonely as hell From this padded prison cell So many times I said you'd only be mine I gave my blood and my tears And loved you cyanide When you took my lips I took your breath Sometimes loves better off dead Youre all I need, make you only mine I love you so I set you free I had to take your life Youre all I need, you're all I need And I loved you but you didn't love me Laid out cold Now were both alone But killing you helped me keep you home I guess it was bad Cause love can be sad But we finally make the news Tied up smiling I thought you were happy Never opened your eyes I thought you were napping I got so much to learn About love in this world But we finally made the news You're all I need, make you only mine I loved you so, so I put you to sleep. --------------------------------- Why must this song be

My Dear Darling
I am setting ,among the waters edge,looking out at its' beauty,thinking of you,of us,and wishing ,just wishing.Te boats are nestled,in for the night.Afternoon fishermen catching their supper.I set upon this bench,and watch the traffice merging,in from canada.This is so amazing,how,I set here,and see a whole new country,just across the way.I came out today,to take in the fresh air.Pondering,on how much peace I feel within this hour.I love its' beauty.That I have become so much a part of.The birds,flies over,diving to catch their meal,within the still water.It is atonishing here my darling.Bkie riders comes passing by,hoovering the trails before dark.Walkers,keeping a steady pace,as they make their way around the bends.Just around the corner,God's mericle,we call the Falls.If you listen,and all is quiet,you can hear the rumbling.A distant thunder.I have set here so many times my love,tinking about going home,go back to where I came from.I can not.Oh God I love it here,and if you see thi

~ Makeout Kisses ~
~ Makeout Kisses ~ *Aggressive Kiss While kissing your partner, gently bite down on their lower lip and look up at them. Start sucking on the bottom lip to give them a great sensation. *All Over Kiss Grab your partner gently, then begin kissing the forehead, moving down to the nose. Tenderly, with an aggressive feeling, give your partner your best kiss right on the lips. Next, move your way down and continue with your own imagination. *Angel Kiss This is a sweet, comforting kiss. Gently and ever so lightly kiss your partner either on the eye lid or right next to the eyes. *Angel's Wings Kiss Take a piece of ice and place it in the small of her back. Slowly move the ice up her back to her shoulder blades. End the kiss by gently sucking until the ice melts. *Back Kisses Remove your partners shirt and have them lie down on their stomach. Sit comfortably over your partners lower back and start kissing from the neck all the way down their back, while softly licking

Yeah Go Ahead Mark This Nsfw
Sorry but I already did. You know I put up with alot of people bad mouthing me calling me a bitch for stuff I didnt even do calling me Bridzilla from hell saying I start drama and this and that and its to the point where I am about to say screw you all and show you what a Biatch I can be. ...I really dont care anymore to be honest NOT one of these people that talk behind my back call me names or anything KNOW me they may think they do cuz its seeming they can say all this crap about me . Well lately it seems like someone loves to go mark pics NSFW and the funny thing is its in the family only folder just for my family to see and you know whats even funnier NOT one of them would do that cuz they all feel the same way I do so who can it be? The person knows exactly who I am talking to and its time you grow up. You think you all big and bad on fubar but you know you really aint just a fu ho beggin for crap all the time...think your pics are all sexy let me tell you this EVERYONE is laughi

80's
Ok everyone..I was listening to a radio show the other morning... they were talking about the best 80's songs... Now some of the ones i was hearing..i swear i do NOT remember from the 80's n I lived it!!!...So what im asking you to do is just out of my own curiosity....... Name 1 80's song that you just loved...you know one of those ones you just had to listen to all the time..or it came on the radio and you just had to blast it so no one in the car with you could hear when it was over!!! Thankyou

Found This In Eric650's Blog, Thought I Would Pass It On..
I thought this was worth passing on ... Subject: Dropping Gas Prices THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost of a gallon of gas is CHEAP at $1.50 - $1.75, we need to take aggressive action to teach them that BUYERS control the marketplace..not sellers. With the price of gasoline going up more each day, we consumers need to take action. The only way

Need Help Dream Team Till The 30th Ty
IN A HOT CONTEST ONLY NEED RATES AND FEW COMMENTS ON THIS ONE! STOP AND GIVE A LIL LOVE! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO RATE ME PLEASE JUST 1 ! < HOSTED BY JOHHNY DEVIL HIMSELF JohnnyDevil@ fubar BULLETIN BY AKAMRS. T ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ MY NEW OWNER LATIN MAN~@ fubar (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~' on '2008-06-11 16:27:00')

Petty
haha this chick deleted me for insulting her cunt friend, after I made some of her photos look a little less like they were taken by a mongoloid and said "I'd hit it." you just can't win some (petty) people over huh? thats ok because fuck 'em all.

This Kinda Stuns Me
Lil Miss MySpace Celeb apparently thinks an awful lot of herself, lol. MTV's Tila Tequila: Gays Can Get Married "Because of Me" Thursday June 12, 2008 MTV reality queen Tila Tequila says she played a part in California recently dropping its ban on gay marriage. "It is because of me — I definitely think [my show] has helped the movement," she told Usmagazine.com at the Hollywood premiere of The Love Guru on Wednesday. "Before it came out, everyone was still a little apprehensive about [same sex relationships]," she said. "Then they realized, 'Wow, everyone is really into this stuff, and it is fine.' The next thing you know, [gay marriage] is legal."

Love And Lust
moar funny pictures I invite you over for dinner. When you arrive, I have the table set with flowers, candles, your favorite foods. We sit across from each other, enjoying our meal and good conversation. During dessert, I slip my shoe off and slide my foot up your leg, to rest between your knees. You open your thighs slightly and I slide my foot between them. My toes gently massage the bulge in your pants, feeling your cock growing hard. I look across the table at you and smile. Then I slide my foot away from you and stand. I slip off my other shoe and walk over to you. Straddling your lap, I sit down facing you. My skirt rides up my thighs. I feel your cock pushing against the moistness of my panties. I lean forward, pushing my tits into your chest, take your face in my hands and ease my lips over yours, using my tongue to separate them. Your hands grab my ass pulling me closer as we kiss, a deep "curl your toes" kinda kiss. Breathless, we pull apart. I stand, take y

The Role Of Healing
The role of Healing There are many unseen factors present when a person asks for a healing. Some people feel they need to keep their illness in order to receive love. In order to give love, others may need to have the role of taking care of an invalid. The desire of the sick person to get well has to be present, along with that persons willingness to let go of whatever created the illness.The sick person must TRUST the person who is trying to help them. No healing is ever a failure

New Conditions For My Morphs Tags Etc Etc
As you ALL know I love making tags and morphs n such for all my friends. I have NEVER and will NEVER charge fubucks for them . However recently I have noticed that lately SOME people are not even rating or commenting on the pic I load for them. They copy it ( which I dont care how you take it copy or rip it it's up to you) post it on thier page and dont even say who made it for them. I feel thats pretty inconsiderate considering some tags and morphs have quite a bit of time invested in them. Ive spent countless hours making these and have been up at all hours of the night trying to get the multiple requests done in a timely manner. SO...I have decided that anyone whos NOT a close friend ( and those of you who are KNOW who you are ) I will ask that the particular folder the pic is going into be rated completely in return for the tag, morph or whatever, BEFORE I post it for taking. My friends of old know how I am, I will do anythnig I can for you at the drop of a hat, ALL I am ask

Working
I am gonna be at work tonight.. from 9pm till 530 am... if anyone gets bored... email me at rayne_deloki2@yahoo.com if i am not busy i will email you back :D won't be able to get on this site (hell myspace is blocked too) so its email only....

Training
To all my friends, I will start training soon for my third tour so I wont be on much but I will be on. I'll be in Iraq by October 1st so the training will go hot and heavy. So basically I wont be on for about a month but once I hit Iraq, I plan on getting a laptop and hooking in shorrtly after. I will be on and around till I start (July 12th.) so feel free to messgae me or whatever. I hope to see you soon. Also, to my friends, I apologize for the next part which is for the haters of me and the military. So, to the those who ego's make them an expert on what goes on in the world (despite the fact they never leave their couch), I say to you that Im glad I do what I do. Because if this country ever got fully invaded, I know one thing for sure; no one will be able to count on you to defend it. You people know who you are. You're the ones that gave me the idiotic comments on my mumms about military duty. First off, when I go to Iraq, I help build hospitals, protect villagers from insur

Fu-deleted...yet Why??
So, I am noticing a trend here FUBAR... I was deleted out of no where at level 21, almost a 22.. Someone on my new friends list...at level 21 another victim at level 17... and yet another was on the verge and we caught it, again, at level 22.. So here's my question.. Why arent they tracking ips.. They knew there was problem.. and yet, they arent willing to help those of us hacked. I want my level, fu bucks, and points back.. but so far, no answers..and no help from support as far as i can see.. Until I am back where I was, and others also, I refuse to buy myself another vip, ticker, or anything else paid for in cash.. Why should I, so you can delete me again?? Thanks for nothing guys.. If any one out there has the answers, feel free to comment..

Best Father's Day Ever Except For When The Boys Were Born
I am full of joyful tears and shaking. I just received this email from Cameron a few minutes ago. I am posting this now so that I can compose myself to reply. For those who don't know I was allowed zero contact for 14 years then I spoke with him through emails for a month following his 18th b-day last April and he ended that because he still hadn't absorbed truth versus what his dreams and his environment had led him to believe in that time. "I want you to know that my anger for you has been taken and is now gone. any ways happy fathers day."

Members Who R Not Rating/fanning Members
Hi everyone, Well I don't know what else to do about the problem of members not following the rules. To be on the cruise you are required to rate, fan and add every member. I've done a mumm on this because theres so many people who are just not doing it. They are adding but not rating or fanning back. This is just not acceptable, it's putting a negative spin on the cruise. The whole purpose of this cruise is to make new friends, get gifts, new page rates and new fans as well as having fun. If you are not doing that, then there's no real point to you being on the list! It takes a few seconds to rate and fan someone back when you add them. If you are already a fan and have rated them previously, then send them a gift or leave them a comment on their page telling them so, so they know and don't come to me complaining about you. I have had a few people tell me who hasn't been returning the rates and fans. If you are in this list, you have 2 choices - go through all

Sorry Friends, I've Been Busy
Sorry I have been away so much lately. I am a union carpenter by trade.....for those whom haven't read my profile. Presently I am working to help build a new building at the University of California, Santa Cruz. We are building a new construction 2 story building for Digital Arts. Yep, I am off of the High Rises for a while (Yay!!! LOL) I get up @ 4 am, leave for work before 5 am..... drive an hour and a half....start work @ 7 am get off work @ 3:30 and get home between 5 - 5:30 pm. Cats are starving....or so they think,....... so I barely get my stuff set down before I feed them, shower, cook dinner, eat, clean up the kitchen, make lunch & coffee for tomorrow, and relax a bit, watch a little tv to unwind, but by this time, I'm finding it difficult to keep my eyes open.....lol It has been difficult to find much time during the week for the computer, but I do try to check messages and hang out a little on the weekends if at all possible in between loads of laundry, housew

Gone To Ok`
Hey people. When WED gets here, I will be heading to OK for a few days. Thurs is family day and FRI is the day my lil bro graduates from basic training. then i will be heading home sat. wished i could take a few of you with me :P!!! im sure you know who you are. i might be on here sat night if not ill talk ya'll sun. dont have to much fun when im gone!!!

Thank You And Bye
I JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW IM LEAVING FUBAR FOR MY OWN PERSONAL REASON I DO WISH YOU ALL THE BEST ON THIS SITE THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO GET BETTER FOR ME ON HERE I WILL MISS ALOT OF SPECIAL PEOPLE ON HERE BUT LAST NIGHT CUT THE CAKE FOR ME I WAS SO MENTALY ABUSE BY SOME PEOPLE IM NOT HERE FOR THAT I WAS STICKYING A BULLY THAT JUST RAN OUT FOR A SHADOW MEMBER AND A FEW PEOPLE CAM TO MY SHOUT BOX AND TOLD ME THAT FAT PEOPLE DONT GET MUCH ON HERE AND NOBODY WOULD HELP A FAT CHICK AT ANYTHING ON FUBAR THATS WHY I DONT LIKE TO ENTER CONTEST BECAUSE OF THAT SO HOW COULD I WIN ANYTHING I SPEND ALOT OF MONEY ON PEOPLE AND I TRY TO HELP EACH AND EVERYONE BUT ITS NOT A ENOUGH OK IM NOT THE BEST LOOKING PERSON ON FUBAR BUT THAT SHOULD NOT MATTER BY THE WAY THE CONTEST I WAS GOING TO BE IN WAS 4 A HH OR FUBUCKS AND I WAS TOLD THAT THEY DID NOT WANT A PIG FOR HH SO I SIT HERE AND THINK TO DELETE MY ACCOUNT TO MAKE THINGS BETTER FOR ME I USE FUBAR AS A BREAK FROM MY MOM WHO IS SUFFERING FROM ST

Part Of Chapter One Of My Book.... What Do You Think?
A piece of my life. (chapter 1 incomplete) 3 am: Oh gosh is he awake again. It seems like I just put him to sleep. Well I better get up before his crying wakes up his sister. (after rocking the infant back to sleep and feeding him lays back down in bed) Geez how did I possibly get here. I'm 20 with two kids (2 1/2, Sara and 9mo. Logan) barely not living on the streets. Although my life has been a lot worse before. I had so much potential and very high values. I didn't grow up poor or in this life style, but some how I got here... Aw.. Yes I remember it now. It seems like it was a life time ago. I was 12 and the world was mine for the taking. I was very innocent and well mannered. However it was time for the hormones to kick in. Bobby socks and sun dresses weren't going to impress my peers. So I traded them in for baggy jeans and form fitting shirts. Now we were cool. We were in the lime light. The loudest and the rowdiest. Obsessed with flirting and

Poem I Love, Posted By A Dear Friend.
The wind grows so still Its destiny divides, Its purpose unknown When a vampire cries. The water then falls From the deepest of skies, Unsure where it lands When a vampire cries. The earth, once so strong Nature's force as its guide, Crumbles and weakens When a vampire cries. The hottest of flames Burning from the inside, Only flickers and wanes When a vampire cries. And then, what of life When a vampire cries, Do we die while we live Do we live while we die? I'd say it was both Before each of our eyes, Pain is worth suffering When a vampire cries. About this Poem, Created by: QueenOfDarknesss on 05/23/2008 http://www. quizilla. com/poems/7230913/when-a-vampire-cries

Seems Like I Can't Get That One
It may be me, but for whatever reason I feel that my real feelings are getting confused with Fubar ones. I seem not to have that shut down one person here. I am never a number 1 family and friend, and often I'll be moved. I don't really know what to make of that. Oh well. I guess I won't. Though I think I'm the only one spending time talking to someone, and then I see all kinds of things that make me feel otherwise. Again, I'll start to treat everyone here the same, and not ever let my real feelings get caught up with them anymore.

True Friends? More Like Fake Ass Friends!
Well it has been a while since I have actually typed a blog, but I felt this one very necessary. I have noticed in the past couple of weeks..who REAL friends are and who FAKE friends are..My REAL friends have been there for me no matter what...But you FAKE ASS friends are just on my list to see what you can get out of me and to use me..but you know whats funny...Today/Yesterday...I seen who the fake ass friends are and it amazes me the people who are all for popularity...Fubar is a popularity contest...but you know what I dont want to be popular...I want good friends..people I can call friends...I was in shoutbox the other day with someone (who will remain nameless)Who said and I quote "Wow you are the first person on this level or above that would even talk to me when I tried to start a conversation..." I thought to myself then and there..if the person that pops in my shoutbox starts a decent conversation..whether they be male or female I would talk to them...no matter what...because

Moon I (written Before The Other One :)
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that is hiding behind them.

Follow Your Dreams
when you know that what you found is what must be; when you feel that nothing else can be; when you realise that many problems are here to make you just go back but you have the willing to pass through anything; when you start to think that it 's just a dream... well, follow this dream, never give up because dreams come true i have many dreams, and i will make them come true, because these dreams are shared. So this is a pic for all the ones who have dreams, so you know that you have to follow your dreams, always...

The Heat Of My Desire
The Heat Of My Desire by LateNiteFantasy© to lady katherine In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel arouse The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seem to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive You're the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions sta

Wisdom
Wisdom ripens into silence And the lesson she does teach Is that thought is more than language That words are more than speak Wisdom ripens into silence And as she grows more truely wise She wears a mellow sadness In her heart and in her eyes

Sign Petition For Chris Benoit
http://www.petitiononline.com/benoit08/petition.html EVERYONE THAT A CHRIS BENOIT FAN OR A WWE FAN PLZ GO SIGN THE PETION TO GET CHRIS BENOIT INTO THE HALL OF FAME. DO IT FOR ME PLZ. I LOVE ALL THAT DOES THIS FOR ME.

Upset?
My husband and I had plans to go to the movies (or something) and to eat... he had to be at work at 6am and just got home... plus now he decided he is gonna go spend 2 hours on yard work before we go.. I am upset because this is my birthday all over again... we are gonna go eat.. and then he is gonna be too tired to go do anything else because he has to be at work at 6am again... great... *sigh* am i wrong to be upset?

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charging 2. Your significant other? Berkeley 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Texas 5. Your father? Texas 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? freaky 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? life 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? rocking 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy 14. Where were you last night? Yes 15. What you're not? Hateful 16. Muffins? Apple 17. One of your wish list items? house 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? Tequila 20. What are you wearing? panties 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? here 25. Your mood? Happy 26. Missi

Thank You Thank You Thank You
Recently I put out a plea for 2 million fubucks. I needed them for a HH offer, and the response was overwhelming! So I wanted to put out this thanks, because the following people gave up their hard earned fubucks for little ol me! Besame Como LoCa@ fubar ♥Belladonna♥...Club F.A.R. member... Plz Fan & Rate Profile B4 Add...Owned by BladeFreak~*~Owned By ßów~*~@ fubar Vicky@ fubar #●Mölly●#@ fubar Baby Girl@ fubar †Submissive†Mistress Ange†Beautifully Damned† AngelofDeath†Satans Plaything†Owner of Emanon†@ fubar Texxas@ fubar soft69sexy~ co-owner of club illusions fu-owned by James AKA "COLONEL"YY@ fubar ♥Princess♥Co~owner of Stealth Squad♥FU Owner of Mr. 7,000,000♥@ fubar cutterbum~Shadow Leveler~ Owned by BooBoo and Phoenix!

He's Gonna Make It Big One Day!
Another video of my little brother. I'm a proud big sister. Can ya tell?! He's jammin to a song he JUST made up. He's so talented. He's gonna be big one day. Just you watch! Rock Out Little Brother! -REL

If Only Everyone Did What These Lyrics Say, Lol
Killswitch Engage - Unbroken Forever falling, Into oblivion The darkness crawls forward It engulfs, my will to live Fear is failure And this is my motivation Take back what was stolen Reclaim all that's lost With virtue, I will rise up from the ruins C'mon! Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting I am unbroken Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting I am, unbroken!! Take back what was stolen Embrace the cycle Refuse to turn back now and be led astray Fear is failure And this is my affirmation Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting I am unbroken Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting Unbroken!! The absence of fear, is the renewal of ourself The absence of doubt, breeds desire If there is truth to face I will design it I will not be denied!

In My Pants.
Dunno where I got that bull disease from, but anyways. In yo comment, write the song title you're currently listening to & 'in my pants' after that. Like, Heartbreaker in my pants. Bang your head in my pants. Pussy got ya hooked in my pants. and so on... Let's see where it goes, ya'll be nice about it.

Tagged Again By Sizzurp
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? floor... (B.O.B) 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? bestest 5. Your father? there 6. Your favorite thing? fingering 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? captain 9. Your dream/goal? laid 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? wet 16. Muffins? sweater 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Oxnard 19. The last thing you did? burped 20. What are you wearing? smile 21. TV? big brother 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? decent 25. Your mood? h

Need Help Before Surgery...
Hello family and friends...I need your help...Im going into the hospital on thursday 26th for major surgery...They say I might be in 4 days and need 4-8 weeks for a full recovery (lets hope for 4)Anyway, I was hoping two things...first besure to stop by while im in hospital and show my page some luv...so it doesnt get lonely :D Next im 112k from Fu-King...and I would love to level up before I go to the hospital..So if you could stop by and rate some pics or leave a comment, I would appreciate it....tyvm huggsss

Why Ya Figure
I aint your stepping stone! why do people only ACCEPT friends request?? Is it that hard to click to someones page and at the LEAST rate the profile?? Are you that much more special that you dont have the time to click someone?? I took the time to come fan rate and add you... why cant you return the favor?? the Fu is getting lazy I think :( and for the 4 people that will read this.. I appreciate you all, and this is by nooo means directed to you. xoxo

My Girls
Please Dont.mp3 - I lost My Babe Sunday Morning Her papers said she was Wittz Radar Love We Just called her Babe xxx "Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the

Tag You're It.
YOU CAN ONLY TYPE 1 WORD AS AN ANSWER 1. Where is your cell phone? Here. 2. Your significant other? Napping. 3. Your hair? Wet. 4. Your mother? Work. 5. Your father? Uncaring. 6. Your favorite thing? Art. 7. Your dream last night? Faded. 8. Your favorite drink? Milk. 9. Your dream/goal? Euphoria. 10. The room you're in? Den. 11. Music? Guitar. 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Hawaii. 14. Where were you last night? Home. 15. What you're not? Dumb. 16. Muffins? Blueberry. 17. One of your wish list items? Cellie. 18. Where you grew up? Minnesota 19. The last thing you did? Talked. 20. What are you wearing? Comfies. 21. TV? Muted. 22. Your pets? Dog. 23. Your computer? Old. 24. Your life? Makeover. 25. Your mood? Drab. 26. Missing someone? Always. 27. Favorite Store? Target. 30. Your summer? Quiet. 31. Like someone? Love. 32. Your favorite color? Pisces. 33. When is the last time you laughed? Today. 34. Last time you cried? Today. I am tagging

Look Into My Eyes Please!
Look into my EYES, what do you see? I see you clicken my pic BELOW and RATING & COMMENT BOMBING ME! FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME, I’M ASKING FOR YOUR HELP PLEASE. JUST CLICK THE PIC & RATE AND POST AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN! THEN REPOST THIS BULLY OFTEN! SPREAD THE WORD, WINNINGS WILL HELP KEEP DEVINE ESSENTIALS LOUNGE UP & RUNNING, THANKS SO VERY MUCH!! HUGS & LUVZ “DJ KriZZe” P.S.

Lonesome, Broke And Cold
Lonesome, Broke and Cold Here I sit along this country road My truck was tired, that I knowed. I never thought she'd up an' quit But, beside the road, well - now I sit. My most faithful partner when it comes to travelin' I guess I shoulda paid better attention to all her rattlin'. My buddies all warned me; I said she weren't too old, Now I am stuck here - feelin' lonesome, broke and cold. I guess it don't matter much anyhow; Bucked off the last few, aint got the entry fee now. It's just a small-town rodeo, I'll miss it - won't be the first time; Just burns me up though, 'cuase I'll have to pay a fine. Been a rough go lately, them injuries seem to linger, Got that pulled groin, cracked ribs and I busted my finger; Seems they used to heal faster, guess I'm gettin' old; I'd give it some serious thought - if I weren't so lonesome, broke and cold. I could hang it all up, head home and work steers; Tho', I've been runnin' from steady work for years. Besides punch

1st Reactions
This is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 33 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. TIP: erase all of the other persons answers first..that way u can think in blank Beer:>>> Bud-wise-er McDonald's>>> 1/4 pounder w/ cheese Relationships:>>> suck Purple:>>> donny osmonds socks Power Rangers:>>> my nephew loved them Steroids:>>> small balls Cartoons:>>> saturday mornings The President:>>> asshole Tupperware:>>> party Florida:>>> sun Santa Claus:>>> a fraud Halloween:>>> mike meyers Alice:>>> a bad radio station Myspace>>> booring Clowns:>>> poltergiest Paris:>>> royale with cheese....from pulp fiction Patty:>>> charlie brown Redheads:>>> Lucy Blondes:>>> have more fun! Pass the:>> buck Donald Trump:>> bad hair Neverland:>>> my anus! Pixie:>>> dust Vanilla ice cream:>>> chocolate is better Hooters:>>> Bewbies High schoo

Great News!!!
MyHotComments I just found out that I'm going to be an auntie to 2 brand new babies! My sister Lacey and sister-in-law Samantha are both 7 weeks pregnant!!! Both are due in early Feb. 2009. Will keep you all updated. This is so exciting! 2 beautiful babies to love, spoil and GIVE BACK at the end of the day! :P

Men Are Like...
1. Men are like .. Laxatives .... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .... Chocolate Bars . Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ... Commercials ..... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ...... Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ..... Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn . They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ........ Lava Lamps . Fun to look at, but not very

Out For A Ride
When I pick her up she has on a peasant skirt and a white sleeveless blouse, buttoned high, but not too high. The blouse is sheer enough that the shadow of a purple bra shows through. I laugh and tell her she couldn't possibly be wearing anything more unsuited to a motorcycle ride up into the mountains. I try and tell her she should change, but she doesn't want to, even vetoing the helmet I've brought along for her. It's pointless for me to argue, as I've only jeans and a t-shirt on myself, when by rights I should be helmeted and sleeved from stem to stern. It turns out to be something of a chore for her to climb onto the bike in that skirt. Before I can look away, I can't help but catch a glimpse of her pale thighs as she gathers the excess material in her lap and grips my hipbones snugly between her knees. The road from Tucson up to Mt. Lemmon is full of steep climbs and switchbacks, gaining some seven thousand feet in altitude along the way. It's an appealing run at any time of

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THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR - Various Artists A friend is in a contest for a 30 day blast 1st place or vip 2nd place. It's his first contest he needs 40000 !!! Lets show him some fubar luv plz. 1 bling for all that help constantly till the end and a 2 credit blingy for all IF we win to all that help till the end. I WILL BLING MY FRIENDS WHEN WE ARE DONE.Thnx you all !!! PLEASE SHOW THE HOST SOME LOVE AND ADD HER THANKS ♥ßllondie♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew@ fubar LOVE YA ALL!!! ~BRATT~

A Friend Who Helps Is Way Behind
this is a cool guy who always helps us out and now he is in a contest and he is over 2000 comments behind. i know that if we all worked together we could totally get this guy 1st place and keep him there.. what do ya say???

Frends
To i sat thout over sume things most the people a round me on fubar i love to bit sume more than uthers point is last 2 weeks or so haveint been much fun frends back stabbing hurting falling out my frends are all split and sertin ones cant stand me they dont say but can tell beck may cume over dum but beck nos and see what uthers dont im good juge of a persin any way im thinking of give up lounges i sit there try join in and its not happing

Ruby Red Lips
Missy Is in The Calendar Girl Contest All She Needs Is A Rate Please Go SHow Her Some Fu Lov It Runs From June 21st to July 5th .. Come On Everyone A Rate Takes Only A Few Seconds Show Her How Great Friends Can Be !!!! Brought to you by:

Can Sex Be An Addiction?
Can sex be an addiction? I have heard it can be.It seems it is all I think about,want and desire.I don't act upon it all the time,but I sure do enjoy someone fucking me.Do I have a problem is the question.I'm not a whore.I don't sleep around so don't go thinking that shit. Did you know that having sex has an aroma to it,I crave that everyday.The scent that two people give off is fucking incredible. I especially like the way a man takes control and tries to get it as deep as he can,touching things that sometimes can't be reached.I love the way a man can touch you with his hands his fingers that circles every part of your body including being inside.If I do have a addiction is that bad? I could continue on with things I love even down to the way my breast is taken into a mans mouth,but I will stop. I have been feeling these urges here the last few days and yes many cold showers and that is the damn truth,well cool showers.It is like my loins are in constant need,even the need to

History Of The Enigma Part Ii - Cherrytap (2nd Of 3)
Lethal Brat: We met through another friend and developed one of the best friendships I would ever have known! We had many laughs in the year we've been talking! Nights talking online have been nothing short of a blast! I loved visiting you and the kids! Our friendship has survived a lot, and if it's lasted this long, I have no doubt it will continue to do so! Love you always! Shelly: You mean a lot to me - always have! You've stuck it out with me through a lot and even put up with a lot of BS, from me and from others when it comes to me! I have little doubt, if any, that we will stand the test of time! You know we walk together and always will! I love you, now and always! Dark Angel: How many people truly know that I was the one who bestowed that name on you? You are truly an angel among angels and have earned your wings - just remember, they don't work when you carry a heavy heart....they can't take the weight! Keep your head high and never fall to pain, suffering

Biopsy Postponed...again!!!
Well, they just sent me home from the hospital...no way will they do any sort of surgery cuz my b/p is 96/48...I swear I may never have the stupid biopsy! doc visit on Friday! Cin Much thanks and love to all for all the support and leveling love today!!! (((huggz)))

Dedicated To My Ex Wife
Why do nice guys finish last? (not that I am that nice, just curious). I was brought up in a time and place where you didn't hit your woman or any woman for that matter, or disrespect them. By todays standards thats all wrong and the wuss way out, by todays standards you should be rude to them, speak down to them, and in general treat them like dirt. Ladies say they want the nice guy, but soon as you treat them nice and go the extra mile they say they want you to, they treat you like you're a walking disease and go after the rude crude ass-hole that treats her like shit or whatever, doesn't do "womans work, aka" housework. So, I know how to do my own laundry and dishes and clean my own mess up, does that make me the wimp? Does buying a rose on the way home for my woman make me a wuss? Does telling my woman "no don't worry about the dishes tonite, I'll do them", make me less of a man? I'm just curious is all But if any of you ladies out there can answer this Please drop me a line, What

Love Poem
LOVE POEM My love and heart shall be yours, And when my life had a thought, It go's to you when you are here, And when I say I love you; You feel so happy and gladness, When you open my heart and soul, I felt yours open too. When the time go's bye It's hard to forget, When your in loved, And when somebody is there for you, You behold me when I cared, When I was shy, I always think bout you, When I feel my happiness, I cryin my head, If you see tears, you would know I am crying, When I see your beautiful face, I see me being with you, My heart gets stronger when I am around you, And my love still be open hearted.

Hallelujah - Martin Sexton
If you don't know who Martin Sexton is, you should check him out. A good mix of quirk, a nice voice, and a soothing voice. He looks a bit like Jack Black...sounds a bit like him too...but better. Anyhow...have a listen Hallelujah - Martin Sexton Does Satan wear a suit and tie Or does he work at the Dairy Queen Does he listen to rock and roll Does he feed the mean Singing Hallelujah What about Jesus Didn't he do it too? Hang out with prostitutes And have a drink or two. Power of example My mama said it and I heard She says one ounce of action Beats a ton of words. Singing Hallelujah. Mama said there would be angels Mama said there would be sun Is the devil in Elvis to go where no white man went Or hiding in Hugh Hefner's body or maybe even Larry Flynt. Say, hows about the President shielding all them stones Man if I could find a shield like that I'd run 'round naked in my glass home. Sippin' Hallelujah I think my angel's gone to Vegas Sippin'

Saint Sinner Got Me Back In February, Demmit. :|
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I talk to animals. (laugh, and I kill you.) 2. I can't fall asleep without saying goodnight to my daughter. 3. I'd rather be out in the wilderness than sitting on this computer. 4. I notice EVERYTHING. Things most people wouldn't ever even contemplate noticing. It's a curse, sometimes. :| 5. I remember phone numbers from 3rd grade. :| 6. I can play the drums, the guitar (a little), the piano (very little) and sing like there's no tomorrow (and stay on key!! RLY!) 7. I can't deal with vomit or most other excretions unless it's my own child, but I can watch a person get operated on, or pick up body parts wi

After Awhile
I love this damn work. It's helped me so often. I found this on my ex mother in laws nightstand once. Coincidentally, it carried me daily after I left her son. A framed version hangs in my living room, a constant reminder. It occurs to me that I should share, for those who may happen upon it here. I know of a few fufriends who could probably benefit from this right now. They know, or will after reading it. I can't credit it properly because there is much hubbub concerning who originally penned it. Without further ado.... After a while.... you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of woman-not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today be

Stuff
Recently I was commented by several people on lack of any type of decor at my house. And it struck me: I don't like stuff anymore. Growing up in Russia, I would dream of having my own room, nice furniture, decorations on the walls, etc. Of course those were only wishes. Now that I can actually afford shit, I don't want it. I dont care whats hanging on my walls. I don't have the urge to go shopping. I don't want any material possessions. Not that I can think of. Which is partially good since I can save up on my travels. But weird, since I used to have all these wish lists in HS, and now they are empty. I don't think I care enough about stuff to want it.

Greatest People
I have met a lot of cool people, but some of the people deserve more than just a Thank You. These people really care about you and what happens to you. They will bend over backwards to help you. If you meet these people please give them the love and respect they deserve. ~Rebel Lady~ ™@ fubar ~Cherokeelady~OWNED BY GARY OF THE SHADOWLEVELERS~Proud Member Of The Confederate Bomber Family@ fubar Unbreakable † Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club, Dylon's Diva Mafia@ fubar 88GtGirl ~ TEXASHUNTER69'S Baby Girl~ Fu-Girl to Kitty~@ fubar Me b n nutz~~Fu~Wife~ of~Hotrod ~&~Real Life Girl Friend@ fubar K:M:P

Blame Daddy Rockmeharder...haha
Instructions......(I was tagged by Daddy Rocks Hard™ ) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was addicted to slot machines and that fancy feature labeled MAX BET. 2. My children are my center and my purpose. 3. I cry almost everyday, especially if I watch the news. 4. I am awkward in any social setting. 5. I spray perfume on myself after my shower even if I am not going anywhere..because i like how it smells. 6. I enjoy washing dishes and cleaning the house, though I fight doing housework bitterly. 7. I am terrified of the dark, outside. 8. I tend to procrastinate on anything that might make a difference in my life. 9. I no longer remember how

Tag..you`re It!
Instructions......(RoadRage) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have OCD about my personal hygiene 2. My kids have grown up and left the nest. I miss them. 3. I`ve been known to punch out a side window and rip off a signal arm when I`m cut off 4. I feel awkwardly/obscenely retarded when amongst MuMMers :/ 5. I needed to learn martial-arts in order to have confidence. that didn`t even work 6. I treat my pets like members of the family 7. I`m more at ease at night then during the day 8. I`m insanely camera shy 9. Once someone has earned my trust, it`s almost impossible for me to not forgive them for almost anything. (almost) 10. I`m a hardcore

Ten Random Things..
Instructions......(I was tagged by Frayed Knot) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I sometimes treat inanimate objects as if they can see & hear. Example, a wrench that kept slipping, I smashed into the floor so that it broke, then I "showed" the next wrench what might happen if IT refused to cooperate.. And guess what, it worked perfectly! 2. I sing along to every song I hear (just about) even though I rarely know the correct words, even to songs I've been listening to for 20 years. 3. I only throw up every 7 years. 1993, mixed beer with wine and paid hell for it. 2000, had a terrible flu and puked on the front porch on New Years Day. 2007 had a stomach virus. I'm go

Why
Why is it everytime i look at you You turn your head the other way Why is it when I speak to you you have nothing else to say Why is it when I kiss you You have no feelings to show why is it when I touch you all you say is I know Now, that i realize this I have but one thing to say I know now, that you don't care So it is time to turn and walk away. So why don't you tell me how does it feel to be the one left holding the hurt that is truely real So kiss me as i turn to leave and leave you with the hurt that I once concieved Go ahead and yell just as loud as you can as I slam my car door Leaving you there to stand. So tell my why is it that you hurt so bad you knowing now that i am the best you ever had

Tagged Again.. :p Thanks Vi
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am terrified of clowns. 2. I have over 300 dolphin figurines. I collect them :) 3. I can quote any Family Guy episode word for word. 4. I can't go to sleep unless my kitchen is spotless. I HATE seeing dirty dishes in the morning. 5. I have over 200 pairs of panties..it's a fetish I think..lol they are just so cute! Everytime I go shopping I have to get a new pair. 6. I sing in the shower all the time, really really LOUD :p 7. I once beat 3 of my roommates at a drinking contest, and they were all guys :p 8. I am actually pretty shy when I first meet a person, takes me a little bit to loosen up. A

Sniper's Hh Is At 6 Pm Fu Time - Let's Rawk!!!
LET'S HELP SNIPER MAKE FU-HISTORY ONCE AGAINHE MADE IT TO FU-KING IN 14 HOURS, CAN WE GET HIM TO GODFATHER WITH THIS HH?GO TO HIS PAGE AND HIT HIM UP HARD!!!©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE@ fubarWHEN YOU'VE RATED EVERYTHING HE HAS PICS AND STASH, HEAD ON TO YOUR OTHER FRIENDS THAT ARE CLOSE TO LEVELING.THE MORE PEOPLE WHO LEVEL DURING HIS HH, THE BETTER HIS CHANCES OF MAKING GODFATHER TONIGHT WILL BE!!IF YOU HAVEN'T GOT ANYONE IN MIND TO HELP LEVEL....STOP BY AND HIT UP MY SISSY!!!FknCrazy™~Owner/Dj @ Club Naughty N Nice~ Naughty Fu-Bunny~ Fu-Momma to Navygirl ~ Fu-Angel~@ fubarSHE HAS ABOUT 75K TO GO...LET'S MAKE HER AN INSIDER TONITE AS WELL!!THANKS SOOO MUCH!!IF YOU SEE SOMEONE WHO NEEDS LEVELING SHOUT ME THE LINK AND I WILL COME HELP!LET'S MAKE THIS AN AWESOME HH FOR SNIPER!!SEE YA ALL AT 6 PM FU TIME...LET'S RAWK THEY SOCKS!!!BROUGHT TO YOU BY:~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~@ fubar

There's The Complete Circle
its about process process of life itself the 18th birthday has come and gone. life processes next its marriage shall it be true love as in all true love children come along to be the real true love then to love them to their 18th birthday

So Close Yet So Far Away.....
The words in my head are screaming to be set free and so here i sit.....struggling to type some form of understanding. My heart pounding so hard i can litterly hear it over the music im playing, my fingers shaking with anticipation. I feel as if im floating above myself watching and scrutinizing every attempt to portray this numbing combination of emotion and urgency of release. Its truly a mind boggling experience to be consumed so much with thought and yet blocked from expressing it. My head is begging me to let go but my heart says its not time. Is it something stronger than myself? A force so surreal in existence that it has no definition? Have i gone crazy and everyone knows it but me? Sometimes i wonder if its everyone else living my life and im just the audience, only allowed to sit back and watch. Do you ever feel in life that your meant for something great? Im not talking about success or fame...that is only a material existence. Im referring to the idea perhaps of truly tou

Unicorns Broken Wing
Unicorns Broken Wing When Uni next awoke there was a massive storm raging, the air outside was crackling with electricity, rain pounded the sodden earth, the wind whistled in its fury, and the animals cowered in any dry spot they could find. Uni staggered, still half asleep, to the window, where a sight greeted his eyes that spurred him to instant action, he grabbed for his pants, pulling them on as quickly as he could, kissed Jola tenderly on the black skin of her cheek, and ran for the door, behind him he never noticed Jola’s eyes watching him leave. Outside Uni shivered as the rain hit his bare torso before he changed to unicorn form, and raced to the rescue of the person he had seen from his window, a young angel, fighting a desperate battle against the Naga, evil half men half snakes, that had emerged from the depths, Their human upper bodies covered in the same glittering, reddish coloured scales as the snake tails that formed their lower halves. “Hiya big fella.

I Wanna Be There
This is a poem that I wrote. for a special someone. she know's who she is. I never write poetry, I always get writers block. and I cant ever think of anything to say so that it makes sense. I hope this does make sense. let me know what you think. please take into consideration, I never write poetry, and this is probably the first poem I've ever wrote. Comments are appreciated. I wanna be there. I wanna be there with you There in your arms when I'm with you nothing else matters Nothing at all. The feelings are strong Stronger than before. I wanna see you smile As I walk through the door I want to make you happy I want to see you smile but its really hard to do when I'm farther than a mile I wanna be with you Every night and day I'll be there soon I'll be there to stay I love you with all my heart my love will never die I hope that you can see it as you look into my eyes I promise I will be there I just need a little

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I JUST GOT TO VENT I CANT KEEP IT IN ANYMORE.... THIS IS AN ADULT SITE...A PLACE FOR ADULTS!!! ADULT NOUN 1. One who has attained maturity or legal age. 2. Biology A fully grown, mature organism. ADJECTIVE: 1. Fully developed and mature. 2. Relating to, intended for, or befitting adults: adult education. 3. Containing or dealing in explicitly sexual material; pornographic: adult movies; adult bookstores. 4. Containing or dealing in Violence With that said ANYONE on my list that DOES NOT FALL INTO THAT CATAGORY PLEASE REMOVE YOURSELF!! MY PAGE IS GOING TO HAVE SO CALLED "NSFW" PICS... IF YOU AREN'T MATURE ENOUGH, HAVE A WEAK HEART, ARE STILL IN 3RD GRADE OR JUST WANT TO BE AN ALL AROUND ASSHAT AND FLAG MY PICS I DON'T NEED YA ON MY PAGE. PERIOD!!! I DON'T SEE WHY SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO ACT SO IMMATURE.....FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOME OF THE SHIT I SEE ON HERE LATELY REMINDS ME OF 2 3RD

Birthdays
~*~*Happy Birthday to Our Members*~*~ January~ DavidRayMan.................. Jan.-23 TiffanyraLynn................ Jan.-29 February~ SilverPixi................... Feb.-24 March~ Mammaduck.................... March-9 Katie........................ March-24 Sassy........................ March-25 April~ Micki-Blue-Eyes.............. April-26 May~ Vitamin De................... May - 6 June~ Jus'Me....................... June-11 CrazyRabbit69................ June-17 OutLawLoader................. June-26 July~ RedWingHunny................. July-3 August~ Bill......................... August-5 September~ October~ November~ Liz.......................... Nov.-15 December~ ImCrazyBitch................. Dec.-1 Daisy........................ Dec.-4 'D' Deana.................... Dec.-6 HoakieGirl................... Dec.-9 Brought to you by Micki-Blue-Eyes Co-Founder of the Friendship Circle

The First And Last Time I Do One Of These.
BECAUSE I WAS TOLD TO. You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? home 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? great 5. Your father? fab 6. Your favorite thing? Jesus 7. Your dream last night? forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? Gin 9. Your dream/goal? sleep 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? good 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Norwich 14. Where were you last night? Beccles 15. What you're not? handsome 16. Muffins? please 17. One of your wish list items? comics 18. Where you grew up? Norfolk 19. The last thing you did? thought 20. What are you wearing? chucks 21. TV? good 22. Your pets? nope 23. Your computer? old 24. Your life? better 25. Yo

Tagged Ur It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1...I love my Fiance,( Micshell aka MzMic) she taught me that there can be love and beloved. 2...I think its sad when guys use womens pictures to try to get ahead. 3...I grew up on heavy metal and old country music. 4...I am Irish, German & Cherokee Indian, so I have a mean side ROFLMAO 5...I studied to be a preacher. So don't come preaching to me, I don't want to hear it. 6...Yes, I DJed in a bar. 7...Came to Cherrytap to start a lounge. Myspace chat room lag sucked. 8...Its a website if you don't like me block me. I'm not in to Drama ,lies and Bullshit. Ive been blocked by the so called best. 9...I

Tag Your It~~~
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I love to dance naked in the rain. 2) I'm slippery when wet. 3) I love to have sex on the roof of an 18 story high rise in the drizzling rain. 4) I believe in magic. 5) I know things by looking through your eyes, that I should never know about you. 6) I love to lay nude on any beach.(NO TAN LINES BABY) 7) I got a big black weiner at home. (DOG THAT IS ) HAHA 8) There is only one person I would love to be with but I know I could never be with him. 9) I am beaten, broken, battered,and sore, but to fu*ked up to care anymore. 10) I have so much money but I would never tell how much..(thats when you h

Second Installment Of Tag You're It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Hmm I already did this in February. lol Does that count as one item? I will try not to repeat my 10 random items from that one. lol So my number one random fact is that I already did one of these. lol 2. My son Zack and I leave with the boy scouts from Oklahoma for a 10 day trip to Alaska!!! 3. I need a duffle bag. Wonder who I can borrow one from, but of course they would not have to mind our troop logo be stenciled on it. You have one I can use? 4. Yes, I'm a weiner and kinda scared of the long flight and bear attacks in Alaska. lol Shhh don't tell Zack! Have any drugs I can take? lol 5. Hmm I ch

Wednesday July 2 2008
Ok So ive had a few of my true and honest good friends ask me whats up? ok, im gonna tell you. Im not upset with anyone, except maybe myself. 1. i allowed myself to be talked into a situation w/ Master Earl, that i cant seem too get out of. Hes released me but wont let it go. and i think it was a hurtful way of doing things, and im not a hurtful person. 2. I have my surgry tomorrow. its not difficult one, but ive had 18 prior surguries. i currently where a medical bracelet for difficutl intubation, I have so much scar tissue in my throat and at my lungs that they almost lost me the last time. So i have reservations alot of them. Im scared shitless!!! 3. Work is still there and nothing will change while im gone so ive been desperately trying to get ahead. I hope to be back next monday at least for half a day. keep your fingers crossed. I love you guys!! Adele

I Was Tagged By Villegirl!
Instructions..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. OK, as for me… 1. I love music so much I feel like my life is a video, like every move I make is dictated by a song. I just wish I could do “Crazy Bitch” some day. 2. I don’t take chances with stalkers, because one made things rough on me a few years ago, but, as far as my persona, this is me. The person I portray online would be the one you would know in person. 3. I know I look like a geeky scientist but I have a dark side. Vampires are the sexiest things ever. I have a huge collection of all the horror movies from the Hammer films right through The Ring. And I defend my home with a sword collection. 4. I sleep abo

Hr Code Use As Divider
HR Codes are usually used as dividers There are other ways to alt to hr code, using this site you can make it oval, circle, changing the width, height and change the size from very small to rather large, so checking out this link will tell you how to alter the HR code to your liking Copy and paste: http://www.htmlcodetutorial.com/linepar/_HR.html Or just click: HR CODE ALTERATIONS Changing the color of the line is rather simple, simply use the link below to alter where it says color Copy and paste: http://www.theodora.com/html_colors.html Or just click: COLOR CHART

Kyles Surgery
kyle goes in this morn to have his tonsils/adnoids out & grommits in(had 3 sets b4). been told that with the tonsils & adnoids out his speech could improve ,that would be great if it does fingers crossed there . 2 weeks of keeping him home & juggling shifts are ahead of us . i wont be on much today should be back tomorrow

~the Kiss Or Sting Of A Rose~
~The Kiss or Sting of a Rose~ A thorn defends the rose, harming only those who would steal the blossom. Keep your thorns - but be sure to put them to use ONLY in the right situation - be gentle with your love - fiercely defend what you believe is right but withhold the thorns from your love. Peace.

I Want This Guy...
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you. I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you. I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like. I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things that he doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs. I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night. I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you. I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity. I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget you or how special you are to him.

My Grandma Update
ok finally got aliitle more info.. she didnt have heart attack i was told ... which is good news... she is doing better now.. she going to have to have surgery.. something to do with bleeding in her stomach... hopefully will know more about this later tomorrow...my dad said she was more like herself today...thanks 4 all your prayers and support... love you all, Evonne

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Hello to all my Fu-Friends, Just wanted to let everyone know that I have been VERY sick for the past 2 days and I will continue to be sick for at least 2-3 days more. I soooo appreciate all the concern and love and friend request. I will return all the love as soon as possible. Please bare with me. XOXOXOXO Beautifully Broken

Leave Update
Hello from Jena, East Germany. Here for 1 morE day then off to LEIPZIG, Germany to see SANTANA, ( It was a x-mas gift from last x-mas) Jena is a growing town. Lots of Colleges, universities and research institutes. some of the main sites are: The 13th century Town Hall ("Rathaus"). It has astronomic clock featuring the "Snatching Hans" ("Schnapphans"). The Gothic St. Michael's Church ("Michaelskirche", 1506). It has a bronze slab of Martin Luther's tomb Monument to John Frederick the Magnanimous (1905-08), in the Market Square The Old Castle and numerous towers from the medieval fortifications, including the Powder Tower (13th-14th centuries) House of Friedrich Schiller and his Wedding Church. The Botanical Garden, founded in 1580, the second oldest botanical garden in Germany Jen-Tower, a research edifice built in GDR times. There is a restaurant and viewing platform at the 27th floor. Today Jena is a manufacturing city, specializing in precision machiner

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I just got officially transfered to the Santa Barbara club. I moved here 3 weeks ago. The good news is that they need Yoga Instructors. The bad news is that Santa Barbara is the center of the universe for YOGA, so everyone has extremely high expectations. . .on top of that, this last Tuesday, whoever the instructor was supposed to be missed the class, and 40+ people were hard core PISSED OFF. So I showed up early, got organized and I had about 22 people - one brand new person, who did well, and the class went very well and everyone was pleased and I was well-received......WHEW!! I will be the regular teacher on Tuesdays and Thursdays now and I am writing a proposal for the country club for a M, W, F class, to begin next week. All the moms have seen me doing Yoga with their kids, prior to swim team practice, on the pool deck and they're chomping at the bit. . .

Need Some Advice
today our land lord put a lock on the box to our a/c......just because we were one day late on the rent. when my daughter had called her yesterday and told her she would be in today. as her husband has been working late hours..and she agreed that it was ok well my son in law went to pay the rent and said he owed 100 more dollars for being late one day.she has refused to turn the air on..so my son in law didnt pay the rent. now she has given him a 3 day eviction notice does anyone know what u can do about this....daughter called the local tv station and they are sending a crew out here in the morning.our apt isnt the only one that got shut off...and downstairs . her air is off and she has two infants in the apt...

July 9th At 7pm Fu Time!!!!!!!!
I got my HH all paid for and will have it on a hump day, imagine that lol. So please everyone show me love and make the sexy salute king of fubar a godfather and I will continue to spoil my sexy friends and fam. Kisses to MY Confidence for making it possible, show her love too! I return all love and hope that I can count on you all to show me love. Thanks to everyone for getting me this far muah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

July 7th... 8pm Fu Time... Happy Hour Virgin! *me*
~*Gimme Some Of That Sweet Kandy Kiss*~ ~*Lil miss kandy kissez has her first ever Happy Hour on Monday July 7th 8pm Fu Time*~ ~*Shes oh so sweet and leaves you with a toothache when ur done*~ ~*Shes got some talents you might want to inquire about as well*~ ~*She is always there to help out her friends whenever they need love sent their way*

Y Does Everyone Hate Me Or Baned Me
Today try to go friend page and found out was blocked never did anything to her. Then I went to auction see if won anyone and come to fine out i was back door. The host told this person to bid same as me and let her win her instead of me. Then top off i went to this guy page never knew or did anything to expct bid and got ban from there. what am doing worng? does any care or even want me on the site anymore i will leave if that what yaw want

People Have Nerve.....
Okay listen. I realize that there are some real freaks in this world. Then on the other spectrum we have people who would do anything for you. I am the "other end of the spectrum" people. But if you go and you push me, I am going to snap and if I do, I am a mean individual. I do not like that side of me, but shit happens. SO peeps....knowing who this is intended towards.... BACK OFF. I don't mind chatting, I don't mind comments and messages. I DO MIND catching hell for not "living" on my pc. I have a life, a family and a good one at that. SO if I don't answer a shout, a message or a comment.....I am NOT here. I forget like alot of people do to change my stats. My bad. BUT if YOU leave me ANY more shit like you did, I WILL delete you, block you and whatever else I have to, to make my point. I AM ME, I TALK TO WHO I WANT, WHEN I WANT & NO ONE IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT.... With all due respect to my husband, if he wishes for me to stop speaking to people with a good reason

What A Day
HMM I CANT BELIVE THAT WHEN I WOKE THIS MORNING ID BE A WALKING BOMBING MACHINE! MY GOSH IM SO PROUD TO BE ABLE TO SAY THAT IN MY LITTLE RIGHT HAND I HAVE THAT MUCH POWER! LOL I HAVE ACHEIVED THE ULTIMATE I AM A BOMBER AGAIN! OK ENOUGH OF THAT THANKS TO ALL MY FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR FOR DOING WHAT YOU ALL HAVE. THERE IS SO MANY OF YOU FROM THE CONFEDERATES TO THE GRD FROM MY FAMLY LIST FOREST RICAN.... YOU ARE AS AWESOME PERSON TY! BOO LOVE YOU SIS!!!! ARCHANGEL...YOU NEED ME AGAIN YOU HOLLER! PISCES TY SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP ON BOTH OF THEM! YOU ALL ROCK!!!!!!

True Love..my Prince Was .. Sent From Heaven
I wanted to post this so everyone would know Chris is my real life boyfriend, an we now live together here in New York..we meet on fubar,an fell deeply in love an knew right away we were meant to be together.nothing has been easy 4 us we have had to work hard to be together!! but it has all been worth it !!! He is my soul mate ,an was sent from heaven ,he is more then a boy friend he's my best friend..my every thing ..I never thought ..I could feel this much love 4 one person !!!He really is the THE BEST!!HE'S THE SWEETEST MOST CARING MAN I have ever known !!Never mind the fact that he's mmmmm the hottest man on the face of the earth ,,an all mine !!An that makes me the luckiest girl on this planet !!! fairy tales do have happy ending's !!!i am so happy an wouldn't change a thing I love Chris With all my heart,N soul !! Thanks 4 Reading this .i just wanted to share with everyone how happy i am an how much i love Chris!!hope you all find your one true love !! cuz I have found mine !! Th

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Sleeping Beauty by LateNiteFantasy© In dreamscape she flew, The stunning Sleeping Beauty, Cursed to sleep for a hundred years. Her silken hair fanned across white satin, Rosy lips slightly parted. Her dreams were not of Castles in the sky, Or happily ever after. Vibrant and all woman, She dreamt of feminine desires, The kind wiles are composed of. In her dreams, she saw visions Of wonderful substance, The stuff that female dreams Are made of. Exquisite imagery radiated Like a kaleidoscope Behind her closed smoky eyes, As male appendages of love, Paraded before her, Dipping and dancing In perfect form. Her perfect lips smiled With wanton delight, As she inspected every one. Every pore, every shiny inch, Each vein and every ridge, She explicitly explored, Not missing a delectable spot. First, she employed her finger To trace every curve and arch. Next, she used a strand Of her glossy soft hair To tease and tickle, Finally, using a ribb

Yay For Arguing
a "friend" and i constantly fight.. i am talking it is a constant thing... can't go a week without fighting it seems he is pissed off that i decided we are better off NOT friends after this last fight and i removed him.. saying i was fake and blahblahblah now.. why on earth would i stay friends with someone who has made me cry MORE THAN ONCE.. or who gets pissed off when i don't take his advice and picks a fight with me that lasts over an hour? i like abuse.. but not that much of it ffs... apparently i am crazy, a bitch, selfish, shady... a few other things as well ok :D sure dear!

In A 150 Bling Pack Giveaway
Hey all! Okay so I am in a contest with no time limit run by JOHNNY!!!! I need 50,000 comments to get a 150 bling pack! I would really appreciate any help you can give me. Also if anyone knows how to do bulletins that would be a big help for me too!!! Just click on the link below! Thanks again and I hope I can count on you! xoxo veronica

I Have A Job Interview Today
ok so i am going for a job interview today (i haven't worked now for over 5 years due to a heart attack i had back in '04).I am extremely nervous about the fact of going back to work .It is not going to be the best shift 2pm-10pm but it's a job ,and i will still be able to have fun on fubar here :D.I will let you all know if i get the job (wish me luck ).

Finally Finished Another Xxx Story.. Xxx..
Ok, so last night Iput up this blog unfinished and I just finished it and wanted to make sure to post the WHOLE thing..If you read it last night and want to pick up from where I left off, I kept a space between the 2 parts..lol.. Anyway, make sure if you read it to let me know what you think,.. Im gonna take nice bubble bath now.. Ill be back in a bit... He opens the door and grabs me by the wrist, pulling me inside..His tongue starts fucking my mouth as he pushes me against the wall.. He parts my legs with his knees as his hands move down the front of my blouse. I can hear the sound of my buttons ripping and falling onto the floor one by one.. As his one hand pulls out my tits, his other hand hikes my skirt up and runs his hand over my black lace panties. He can feel that wet spot on the crotch of them and kew that I was enjoying this more that I may be letting on.. He takes my panties and pulls them to the side, sliding his finger inside my already wet, smooth, pussy. I start kis

When Will The Newbs Learn???
I had actually gone to this newbies page and rated her a 10, and fanned her. She came to my page and downrated me. So, I gave her a little fu-love!!!! If you're in the mood, go check her out and give her love, LMAO!!!!!!!!

Undocumented Aliens
Today I made a flippant, offhand remark. "A better question to ask is, are there any legal Americans in Texas anymore" It was a joke aimed at a woman asking if there were any nice guys left in Texas. In my shout box, a woman of Latino decent, reprimanded me, and claimed my joke was racist and Anti Mexican. Apparently ANY mention of "illegal aliens" is a slight against Mexicans who are here legally. Being from Maine, I didnt know this, we actually have white folks around here picking crops, digging ditches, and other labor intensive jobs that the rest of America, and Mexico , claim that Americans are no longer willing to do. I didnt apologize to her,, because A.) she was WICKED cute,, and, B.) it wasn't a racist remark. When we changed the subject we got along SO good. She's on my friends list now,, but the reason I bring it up is because the points she made MIGHT be valid in other parts of the country. WE don't OWE the poor people of the WORLD a free lunch ticket, be

Just Inside My Mind Lol
I have seen a lot of people here talk of heartache, and lost love, and have talked to probably as many as I have seen. I guess that is just what my life is here for, but a lot of people don't understand or maybe they do, that the greatest heartache is that of a lost love or lost friendship. What a lot don't realize, or fail to express is that the separation of a love or true friend also brings on it's own special heartache. Don't ask me to explain, this one that the Doctor has no answer for, but it is out there. Even though the mind knows that they will be back and that you can always talk to them over the phone or the net, the heart still aches for their presence to be there, close by. There is no rhyme, no reason but nonetheless it is there. Some of these heartaches are bearable, and some are almost intolerable. The bond of true friends, like that of lovers, is based in a special type of love, and no matter what when that bond is stretched and tested, from miles and time, it

My Mind Is Playing Tricks On Me
Even though this is not the original song, this is some freestyle version...I just so love this..I cant even say why, but let me tell you what this song reminds me off...and I know its not the song itself, its the time it reminds me off... I think of problem free times, no financial issues...going out and party, didnt do much drinking, yeah I worked, but I just moved out my parents house, my first own place...worked for the government so the money was on time and pretty good...now when I hear it, it makes me think of the times where you almost as free as a bird or something..even though, of course I didnt feel that way then...you fall in love, you learn yourself on a whole new level, and thats not always easy..and so on...I know all this has nothing to do with the song itself, but its the stuff that it reminds me off when I hear this beat...good ole times...but would I want to go back there? NO...no way... ok well enjoy the song, maybe you know the song, maybe it reminds you on s

In My Dreams
IN MY DREAMS In my dreams moving at the speed of light traveling on a moon beam at night There's a place where everything is what it seems I just close my eyes and there you are, in my dreams In my dreams there's a land that has no dimensions and knows no time I am the ruler of this land and it will always be mine in this domain I am the king and you are my queen this place is my kingdom here in my dreams In my dreams is a place where I will always see your face I can love you without fear that away from me you might lean because I know you will always be here, in my dreams In my dreams there's nothing I can't do your fantasies are mine and mine are for you when I'm with you I know my eyes have a gleam because you make all my fantasies come true, in my dreams In my dreams for you I can fight whether I'm wrong or whether I'm right even if what I'm doing is a sin or so it seems I will always win, in my dreams In my dreams I can be your man

A Huge Thank You ......
Hi I hope you are having a good week. As you may be aware i am looking after my mum who has lung cancer and as a result i don't get on here much at the moment. I was stuck at Fuberlord for the longest time lol. But a few of my very good friends kept coming back and forth rating my pics and stash(when we had it!!)everyday to help me out. I did my best to return all love given even though i wasn't on here for long. But today a bunch of other people joined forces and rated the heck out of my pics and i have moved up to Henchman!! I want to say a huge 'thank you' to those who took the time to help me, i have never had this kind of help before and i want you to know i really appreciate all your efforts. These people really rock so please stop by and show them lotsa lurve ...... I would also like to show my appreciation to these friends that popped to my page as and when they could, (((hugs)))

Jasmine
jasmine fills the atmosphere,as she stretches sunlight reflected the shades of auburn in her hair her skin pale white,soft to the touch. a pink blossom trims out her tones as the dew kiss upon her brow lifting up toward the sky arms reached for the shadow huvering over her essences a touch a carrass as she is lifted slowly back onto her nestle bed awww the sweet smell of jasmine

"frenz"
So I was doing some thinking this weekend, as I was laid up in bed on the 4th of july with a nasty cold and feeling like a$$.... and hoping Id feel ok to be getting my new tat on saturday (which everyone now knows I did ;)) and I came across this one thought. Of all the fubar friends I have, I have made a point to attempt to pursue real friendships with people who live near me here in San Diego. I have alot of ppl from san diego on my friends list here on Fubar.... Now, I personally don't see meeting people from the internet as Odd or out of the ordinary. My view of the internet is one of the potential this mechanism has to bring about people into my life that I would not normally be interacting with because of work schedules, places I travel to for work, places I feel comfortable going alone, and so on. Given I have lived in San Diego 8 years and I have yet to create a network of compadres here (I have worked as an IT consultant for 8 years and I'm on the road 100% of the time - m

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My biggest downfall or what I see to be one of my biggest is I am too caring for people and tend to get hurt easily. This applies to everyday people in my life, not just the s/o. Seems my walls were yanked down a few years ago and I can not seem to get them back up. Ugh

Sausage
->Giovanni: i dig ya man, i really do! ->Giovanni: surely you jest....what about if i said id lick you head to toe? Giovanni: nope... u ruined my day...lol ->Giovanni: damn, you couldn't handle the hot steamy sex scenes i was fantasizing about? Giovanni: aww you just made me a comment deletor.. ->Giovanni: daddy would you like some sausage? Giovanni@ fubar

Just A Note To My Friends...
Hi everyone, thanks for taking a moment to read this... I have been dealing with some major issues that keep me from being online as much as I have been in the past, hopefully these issues will be resolved quickly... Much love to you guys! Muah! Cin

Really Sick. I Need You To....
Pray for me. I'm very sick right now, hence my unusually crabby self. They're checking my ALT on my liver again because it was elevated three months ago. An elevation in my ALT could indicate anything from liver disease, liver failure or my consuming something containing soy all those months ago. However, I am in a lot of pain, been throwing up bile and tire easily when I eat and/or drink. They're not sure what's wrong. I have another appointment in the morning to see if they need to draw more blood or not. I'm asking you to think positive thoughts for me. I really need positive energy sent my way right now. Thank you. In Love And Light, Meg aka |3G|

Just An Update
Well I started my new job yesterday!! I moved down here to Tx like 3 weeks ago and its great to be working again. I love the people...only one day and I totally feel at home there. Around the 7th of next month I will be getting a comp of my own! Right now I use my uncles and can't get on a whole lot. Plus with the new job my time on the fu will be limited. I will still be sure to show all my friends some love when I get on and return all love I get so please don't forget me. MUAHZZZZ Love, Kiri

Mumms
Why do people insist on fucking the MUMMs up with sdtupidity.........I am really getting sick of the assinine individuals who insist on making my time in here not fun anymore......... Boobies and/or ass pics welcomed from the ladies...............LOL

The Nightwatch
I haven't written much since I quit chasin' rodeo, but this is one I did recently write, and I am having a hard time with the title. I was debating between The Nightwatch, Cowboy Philosophy, and What a Cowboy Really Needs. None of them seem to fit, so for the time being I have settled with the original title (this poem was going somewhere else when I started it). If you have an idea, post it and maybe I will then be able to find the right title. In the meantime I'll stop my praddle and just hope you enjoy this one... The Nightwatch Two cowboys tasked with the nightwatch Observing cattle, sittin' easy and relaxed, kinda slouchin' on their steeds. When ol' Rob gets the gumption for serious talk, And starts jawin' with his pard about what a cowboy really needs. Not one to meditate on philosophy Or big on profound thinkin'; Rob's pard, ol, Trev says, "I need a bath, Been long on this drive and 'bout now I'm really stinkin'." Rob says, "'Bout that odor my pal you'll ge

I Miss You
I’m not a proud man But I refuse to cry So the heavens open up And they become my eye The rain becomes my tears With such ferocity, they come streaming down Hitting the earth as though to cleanse my soul Quickly the rain, my tears hit the ground My heart moves in unison with the downpour It’s been too long, damn baby I miss you Can’t wait to hold you again Press my lips against yours and kiss you My clouded gray eyes continue to shed tears It’s been too long, damn baby I miss you I wish I could stop crying But how do you give heaven a tissue

24 Hours Ago
Twenty-four hours ago, I had several problems that were worrying me to the point of dysfunction. It was another bad day in another bad week on a whole string of them. Then I got a phone call from a friend. I knew it was her from the caller ID, but she didn't get a discernible word out for several minutes. She didn't have to say anything - I knew what she was calling to tell me. My friend George, who I had talked to online nearly every day for the last ten years had passed away after a long battle with cancer. Now, none of those earlier problems meant anything at all. I can't even remember most of them today, and maybe that's the best way to honor George. The last time we talked, almost two weeks ago, George did not tell me anything about his failing condition. All he said for our last few minutes together were, "Remember that time we were taking pictures in Phoenix?" and "We sure had fun that night at Hooters!" and brought up other god times that we had. It was as if he was giving m

Women's Ass Size Study
WOMEN'S ASS SIZE STUDY There is a new study about women and how they feel about their asses, the results were pretty interesting: 30% of women think their ass is too fat............ 10% of women think their ass is too skinny...... The remaining 60% say they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they wouldn't trade him for the world. God grant me the laughter to help me see the past with perspective, face the future with hope, and celebrate today--- without taking myself too seriously.

Is It Something In The Air?
Why is it that a lot of men on here just keep chasing and yes even stalking women after they say they are not interested, are they that hard headed. And why don't the men say the same thing? Or are they just slut puppies that don't care and think that they are Gods gift to women? LOL. Well Ladies, I apologize for my gender mates, we are not all like that and you guys: GET A LIFE!

Needing Your Votes Please-- Need Your Support!!
Hey again- come on now I NEEEEEED my friends and family to PLEASE go vote for me in the Hottest ass of 2008. Its for an adult BBW radio station-- you can vote everyday if you want--but please make at least one trip for your girl and go vote-- I made it into the top 5 now I need YOU to help me be NUMBER ONE!!! Come give me some support and your vote-its means so much to me!! HUGZ www.bbwadultradio.ning.com scroll half way down and vote for my pic--top pic with Mad Curves Under it--thanks again HUGZ

Be This Guy
When she stares at your lips [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yo

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52. St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers AND Redneck Leveling crew member@ fubar 53. ¢¾SunySkyz¢¾ Owned By Argonutz & Im 1 of His Angels ¢¾ Owner of Dominustempus3¢¾@ fubar 54. ~Silverpixi Owned by Mikey & Dust Me Pink~Owner of Ring of Fire,Metal Baby & Miss Crys@ fubar 55. DJKat:Underworld DM~R/L Engaged to Vampiro~FU-Engaged to Selene!@ fubar 56. 'Princess Leia' Sassy Laurie Club F.A.R.~Rising Stars~D&'Princess Leia' ~DC~Independ@ fubar 57. Kitty Kat member of Lollipop Gurlz@ fubar 58. ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar 59. Country Girl

Force And Vigure
You say you want to ride, Is it me or the toys i provide. Straddling me like a hobby horse, up and down with full force. Riding me with muscles clentched, tight like a mad man with two fist. I feel you when your body trembles, counting the orgasms on every finger. I flip you over to your knees, and listen to you beg like please please. I give it to you hard and ruff, you loving it more and more after every thrust. Hitting it with force and vigure, in walks your man, would you go figure. i look at him with a smile on my face , and tell him , dont blame me you couldnt keep up the pace.

Losing My Sons Dad
If tears could build a stairway, And memories a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven And bring you home again. ~Author Unknown The hurt seems too hard to bear, but Im staying strong for my son.. RIP MATTHEW....FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS

Message For All My Friends
I'm letting all my good friends, especially those in my family, know that my dad passed away yesterday. I am sorry that I can't stay online long enough to write each of you, so I hope you understand. I love each of you and want you to know that I appreciate all of you. I'll be back on in the next couple of days to let you know the final details. My email address is armistead@hotmail.com if you'd like to contact me. Bless all of you. I love you. Armistead

Love Is
Love is Love is a smile when you are feeling blue Love is the racing of my heart when you are near Love is long walks on the beach just listening to you talk Love is anticipation of our next meeting Love is my pain when you hurt Love is our cherished moments Love is…… For life

Men And Women
The other night I was talking to someone about men. This chick said that she hates American men. I guess the bitch has never been to Russia, where men are either a) mafia apes b) drunks c) wife beaters d) arrogant douches. I have been to over 15 countries, and it is fair to say that American men are the best looking in general and have the best sense of humor. I would rather talk to a hick from TN than someone from France. But chances are a French guy wouldnt be interested in a female in a first place...SO overall, American men are much preffered to men from other countries. *I do have a soft spot in my heart for Finns I don't have the same feelings about American women though. In my opinion, most are arrogant, self righteous, and spoiled. Most American women I have encountered are both cockteases and prudes. I guess its OK to look like you would fuck for a dollar, but cringe if a guy without a fat wallet talks to you. Also, most American women are too materialistic. In E

Freakin Idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just can't believe how stupid and rude some people can be. I have been away from my pc for almost a week. Keep in mind that I leave my pc on most of the time with browsers up and open. When I first turn on my monitor I see I have both emails and shout messages from fjord83. here's what he wrote: sent 7/14/08 "Hey what's the deal? I sent you the 30K like you said in your blog and you still haven't opened up for photos for me yet." sent 7/15/08 "OK, so yeah. I'm sure you are way too much of a bitch to do this or even care, but gee since you decied NOT to open your picture for me AFTER I sent you the 30,000 fubucks, it would be very DECENT and PROPER, for you to send it back to me. But like I said, I'm pretty sure you won't." For the record he sent me the fubucks on 7/10/08 so it has barely been 5 days. He accuses me of lying about when i've been online, and lying to him about adding him to my family. of course I am now NOT going to add him to either my friend or fa

Lost - Katy Perry
I'm out on my own again Face down in the porcelain Feeling so high but looking so low Party favors on the floor Group of girls banging on the door So many new fair-weather friends ooo? (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost (V2) Caught in the eye of a hurricane Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade So sick of this town pulling me down My mother says I should come back home but Can?t find the way cause the way is gone So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost Another night waiting for someone to take me home Have you ever been so lost (BRIDGE) Is there a light Is there a light At the end of the road I?m pushing everyone away ?Cause I can?t feel this anymore Can?t feel this anymore (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost Another night waiting for someone to take me home Have you ever been so lost Have you

The Touch...
The Touch... Wrap your arms around me and say my sweet name. Long for me, touch my body it is a passage to my soul. Look into my eyes they can tell you everything I feel. Press your body against me let me feel your want. Enter into me slowly inch by sweet inch. Arching my body to receive you but you make me wait. Slowly, slowly , slowly, driving me insane……

Can You Guess What This Is?
CAN YOU GUESS WHAT THIS IS? New Cook County Correctional Center, Chicago , Illinois Once again the taxpayer gets stung. It also shows that in most cases the quality of life for prisoners has improved considerably from what you might expect. And I always thought prison was for punishment.!!!!! Just in case you ever get these two environments mixed up, this comparison chart should make things a little bit clearer: @ PRISON You spend most of your time in a 10X10 cell @ WORK You spend most of your time in a 6X6 cubicle @ PRISON You get three fully paid for meals a day @ WORK You get a break for one meal, andyou have to pay

I Will Just Come Out And Be Honest
merlyns life isn`t like other guys..i know this.but what kills me is this.i work and go to school to better myself.and dosen`t any woman want me ..well thats cool.WHAT THE HELL I HAVE TO DO,be a srry ass muther fucker,well i can`t do that.i`m an old soul.older than u know.so until my vip runs out i` will continue to give the ppl that helped me get the vip.all my 11`s,but don`t want to renew it.i will ..when i`m on to help u with ur goals.merlyn has seen things for thousands of yrs.i`m alone now just as i will stay.. so this is good bye to the club..i`m sure u will be fine without me..i`ll always be lurking in the shadows..its better like this.i`m sure u`ll see.i will not join any other.cas i`m ALL ALONE IN LIFE SO THERE FOR I MUST STAY ALONE.U all do what u want.and when u do see me on i hope u will say hi...

Rest In Peace Dad
It means alot to me just know that I have some awesome friends. That care about me so much. I Love ya'll all.. My DAD has been sick for along time like a lot of ya'll know. He had cancer and beat it. He had high blood pressure, was a diabetic, congestive heart failure, plus he was on dialysis his kidneys no longer worked. He was retaining water.Sunday they removed 91/2 gallons of water from his body. My nephew was living with my Dad. I received a phone call from my nephew on July 16, at 5:30 am telling me I needed to come over that my Dad was on the floor. When I got there they were working on him. But, it was to late. He had already passed away. According to the them at the funeral home he passed away at 3:00 am that morning. At least he was home where he wanted to be. he's not suffering any longer and he is at peace. He's with his only son, my brother, his MOM, his Great Aunt that he loved to death. Also with Mike, Deanna, and Richard that we have just lost two weeks ago. They are a

2 Down 18 To Go...
Yay for me! I now own the all time high scores on both Confusebox and KaBauble. Sure, I'm a gamer geek, but having the highest scores ever on ten percent of the games that are available to over 2 million people is something I can feel good about. For a little while I owned Flipit too, but that was during the first couple of days. Who knows, maybe I'll beat another...

7/17/08
how you feel about yourself now (Justice) You are feeling that things will go your way, you believe in fairness and justice in all things. If you are considering partnership issues, personal or professional, dealings will go well. Perhaps you are about to sign a contract or legal document, this will be beneficial to you. If someone has done wrong to you it will be put right and you will feel justice has been done. The Hermit what you most want at this moment The cards suggest, that what you most want at this time is to know what to do, as well as companionship or a lover as you feel somewhat lonely or isolated at the moment. Perhaps you are feeling exhausted and in need of a rest - if you have been ill this is a time for rest and recuperation. The Fool your fears You are afraid of making the wrong decisions. There is a warning here that fool-hardy, impetuous actions could lead to major problems. Perhaps you feel that you don’t have control over a situation, either p

Divorce
Hey, hubby is pushing the divorce thru & trying to cut off all my access to friends..... I may not have internet service soon so if I dissapear for awhile this is why, and my cell service may shut off so please be patient I will try to hang as long as I can an get back asap.... My cell # may change too so bare with me please, my friends mean the world to me & I dont want to lose U guys .......I will keep U posted. Love "Sunshine"

Fan Me Rate Me Add Me... Re Rate Me... Pleaseeee Pretty Pleaseee...
GOOD LORD. DOES IT END? STATUSES BEGGING FRA AND SEE NUDES... ADD REQUESTS SAYING YOU HAVE BEEN FANNED AND RATED AND NOW YOU NEED TO DO THE SAME... WTF. DEFINITION OF FAN... A fan, aficionado or supporter is someone who has an intense, occasionally overwhelming liking of a sporting club, person, group of persons, company, product, work of art, idea, or trend. Fans of a particular thing constitute its fanbase or fandom. They may start a fan club, hold fan conventions, create fanzines, write fan mail, or engage in similar activities. In a few cases, individual fans may become so fascinated with the objects of their infatuation that they become obsessive. These fans engage in behaviors that are considered extreme or abnormal[1]. This includes idolatry or other forms of worship, such as creating a personal shrine dedicated to the idol at one's home, and can sometimes extend to the point of the fans becoming stalkers. Okay. So... Now... Let me think... Umm... No. I am not really a

Awesome Job Levelers!!!
You guys helped so many people level tonite. I just want to say that I love the heart that you guys show. We put smiles on so many faces when we hit their pages hard. Even tho this family is just in its beginning stages, it is one of the best family I have ever been apart of. I am proud to be a Rating Revolution member. You guys make me so proud. I cant even hardly express it in words. You are some of the best and hardest working folks on this site. What you are doing is greatly appreciated. We have very few 11s and blings to give but that doesnt matter. We have heart and that is what matters we all work hard together to get the job done and I am proud of you all. Lets make this the best family on fubar!! Thanx for being a part of the family...Your friend Scooter

Heading To Louisiana
I am leaving Monday morning (21st) to head down to Baton Rouge to visit with my parents for a week. My mom is having open heart surgery and I want to be there. Hopefully all will go well, this is a pretty common operation nowadays. She has 1 collapsed valve and one that is leaking, so she is getting a stint and a new valve. Please keep her (and the rest of my family) in your prayers. Thank u friends! :)

Wanna Own A Hottie?
Oh snap, fellas. Two the hottest girls on fubar are in an auction. Auction is only up for three days, so you better get to bidding before you lose the chance to win these girls. Ready, set, GO !! Stay - Lisa Loeb

...........flippin Shame.....part Deuce
.........so yeah.ive been out of the loop......AND HERE IS WHY!!.....i was whining about only getting my acu pants from my unit and stuff .......here the update!! i talk to the stand-in commanding officer and he is like "dood why did they just send your pants" .....now i know why i get a call from a suply sergant and stuff we bs ..... i tell him about my irr status and how i wanna re-enlist and stuff, and about my rocky past 6 months ( my undoing, no job blah blah) comes to find out .......my commanding officer NEVER ORDERED MY ACU'S!!! i mean........these pricks bugged me for like 5 months to come off of irr (inactive reserves ready) or some nonsence.......and i do......and THEY DON'T ORDER MY ACU'S im like DAMN do i suck that bad.....so...im suposed to leave for virgina august 10th..and i doubt that will happen cause i think my orders got revoked...idk why either...kinda be happy if they do .....so this way i can knock off more time on my run and stuff sooooooooooo

I'm Tired, And Feel Like Bitching
why the fook do people send me shouts/comments right after i change my status, and ask me about it. example my status said "playing guitar hero" you think people would understand, that i'm not on the computer at that time. but i get shouts asking if i've ever played a real guitar. or asking what i'm doing....or blah blah whatever. morons!

7-22-08-12:53 Cmt
Since TS Dolly is in the gulf may not be on tonight depending on if she stays true to her course or not. With my work I am part of the Hurricane preparedness team, so if she turns north unexpectedly I will be working later than normal, if not I should be here my usual time. Love to All Dr. G

The Bridge
LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE THAT CAME TO VISIT THE BRIDGE.IT ENTRAPS SOULS,BECOME A LEGAND,AND BRING COUPLES TO NEW HEIGHTS OF EXCITEMENT.ITS' BEAUTY ENTICES THE YOUNG AND OLD.ALONG THE ARKANSAS RIVER,THE CYPHERUS TREES ADDED TO ITS MAGINIFICIENTS.lOVERS PLACE THEIR NAME AMONG THE BARKS,AND MANY WHO CAME HERE BECAME ITS' FONDNESS MEMORY,AND LIFE IS GOOD. THEY DROVE UP,IN HIS RED TRUCK.PARKED IT, IN THE MIDDLE.CLIMB OUT HIS SIDE,RAN OVER TO HER SIDE,AND OPEN THE DOOR.STARTED TO KISS HER FURIOUSLY,AS HE SLID HIS HAND UP HER TIGER-SKIN SKIRT.FEELING HER LACEY PANTIES.HER MOISTURE,BREATHED A WANT YOU.NEED YOU,DESIRE YOU. HE SLID THEM OFF.THERE WAS NO NEED TO WORRY ABOUT ANYONE COMING UP ON THEM,EVERYONE WAS IN CHURCH. HIPS UP,WIGGLE SLIDE PANTIES REVEALING HER HAIRLINE.DOWN SOME UNCOVERING HER WET DESIRE.ONE LEG,THEN THE OTHER.FULLY EXPOSED TO HIS WANTS,NEEDS.KISSING HEAVY,WET,LONGING.TONGUE IN TONGUE OUT.BITE AT HER,AS SHE BIT BACK.MOVING CLOSER TO HIM,FEELING HIS HARD BODY PRESSING AGA

Sick With Lust
My forehead starts to sweat and temperature rises, Looking at you, my thoughts aren’t s surprising. The curbs of your hips turn me on, The voluptuousness of your breast thrills me. The pucker of you full lips give me a rise. Wow, I’m hypnotized. I’m so sick I can’t drive. My mind is blown thinking of you just, These symptoms I’m having are me sick with lust. by Sterling P. Carroll