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World Peace
...this is true. I asked my daughter tonight what she wanted most...and now it's a poem what do you want? Starlight said "world peace." So folks...ya know I've gotta try and give that to her, I may be but mere man but man I am and if my daughter desirers it I have to try and give it...so.......please folks...what is the fighting all about? Let's lay down arms...tilt a shot of whiskey...and call it even! Lets just say those fucking WMD's didn't exist anyway! Let's believe that Ala and God are one and the same! Lets sit by a fire together and sing...ain't no need to fight a war over something that don't exist! Why the hell should mothers and wives cry for an imaginary vendeta? Let's just live the one life we have...with our family, grow old as the oldest of the family...fuck everything else! It don't matter! For my little starlight...what do you say? Fuck bush...and his daddy! Fuck opec and the saudi's! fuck'em all! They ain't worth one american son! Let's nuke them! Let's blow the

How I Felt Today
the heart dies, the heart dies, when you leave, when you stay, when you are happy, when you are sad, when you are drunk, when you are not, when you run fast, when you walk slow, the heart dies, when your asleep, when you are awake, when your are here, when you are not, the heart dies, when you do not love me, when you dont talk to me, thats why my hert will never die. bedrock

Important Please Read
PLEASE READ IMPORTANT- http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics - MySpace Layouts - Make Money Online On May 19th I am going back to my old name. I will keep this one until i get a vip on my other name to pull off all the photos. As far as it stands I will stay on fubar for now. But, in a few months I'm not sure. I may end up leaving There is to much going on in my life, with my father and stuff. Honestly I don't find this site as fun, as it used to be. So please add my other name(link below) to your list, i made this one so i could help more of you when i ran out of rates. but, as much as i was doing here i could have leveled on my other name. If for some reason your blocked there, please let me know so i can fix it. noone should be but, there for awhile I couldn't get on it kept saying something about password invailed or something. Anyway, just wanted to give you the heads up Thanks ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar

Dissin' People For How Much They Make And What Job They Have
So like some bitch wanted to know how much I make for a living I told her. So she disses me out. So I asked her what she does, she said she started a new job in january, assigning truckers a loading job. Anyways it's cool whatever she does, but I highly doubt she makes that much if she does have that job, I love my job, I have ah heart, I love children of all ages, and if they are handicapped or not. Funny thing is, she did apply for a postition too to work with handicapped children, and she got turned down, why she dissin' me now because I work with children, and I love it. all because i work with children with a disablity shes like all is that all you make? ROFL ROFL ROFL I make over $3000 a month bitch. I've already made over $40,000 this year. ROFL ROFL ROFL don't be jealous cause I have a good job while you are in a dead-end job baby-sitting retard kids for a living while going to school for the past 6 years, haven't you graduated yet, or is your crack problem holding you bac

I Could Be Your Boyfriend
THIS IS FOR THIS LADY[Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your boyfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your boyfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it's not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your boyfriend [Verse 1] You're so fine I want you mine You're so delicious I think about ya all the time You're so addictive Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright? (Alright alright alright alright) Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious And hell yeah your the mother fuckin' princess I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right I'm right I'm right) he's like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that's what everyone's talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your boyfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your boyfriend He

Love Like You've Never Been Hurt?!
I got a gift from a friend the other day a very cute magnent that says "LOVE LIKE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN HURT" it made me tear up a lil and I try to do that but the hurt is so deep sometimes I find myself not wanting to love at all. I want to love but sometimes I wanna lock my heart up so tight that I cannot let anyone in to see the beauty it holds so it can't be hurt again. I had an aunt pass away and I saw her husband at the wake they were married 52 years I could see the complete loss and pain and love he had for her in his eyes and it broke my heart. It made me even more confused and sad. Why do I want love when it is such a vicious thing?

Dj Disturbed In The House!
Is on air right now!!!!So bring you butts in and show him some ¢¾¢¾LOVE¢¾¢¾ So click a pic or a banner and bring your sexy ass'es in and show your love and join the family so you can find us faster!!!!! PEACE!!! ******DRAMA FREE ZONE********PLEASE REPOST***Designed by:Dj Meko (repost of original by 'Dj_Meko/stutta~Asst. Head Dj@ Sunset Cafe'{FU_Hubby_2_Amitola}{OWNED by RescueDiva}' on '2008-05-06 01:09:07')

What I've Learned
I've learned a lot these past few years Through my fake smiles and unseen tears That friends sometimes aren't forever that true love doesn't always last And happy memories stay with you but those happy moments go by fast Words can cut deeper than any sword Leaving you with something That no one could replace or ever afford Sometimes things happen, Sometimes your heart will break Though to feel real happiness this is what's at stake In order to have the comfort of heaven and your story to live to tell You must also experience the hate-filled life of hell Remember . . . There will always be someone there Someone that honestly does care A person can leave your life Leave you alone with your worries and strife But like pain, the love you once felt cannot from your body depart but only may enter your heart Don't worry someday it will all get better Your mornings will grow joyful with someone to love And you'll have the kind of life you thought you could only dre

Kentucky Derby
With the recent tragic events at the Kentucky Derby, the eco terrorist group PETA was out in full force, protesting each and every thing about what had happened. They want the jockey suspended for not handling the horse right. For those ofyou who didn't see it, the front legs broke when they were doing their cool down jog, after the race. It wasn't jockey error, it just happened. He, and the trainer, were both devastated after the race. They want to ban whipping the horse. t here, but the sad fact is, if they don't have the whip, then they'll find another way to spur the animals, pun intended, to go faster.Which leaves spurs, or some sort of electronic stimulus. The whip is your best option as far as I'm concerned. They'd like to ban racing in general. Not gonna happen, this is a big buck industry. And compared to other forms of racing, its very hard to rig it and not get caught. But to be fair, it has gotten me thinking...what else could we bet on, to quench our thirst for

My First Auction!!!
HEY EVERYONE!!! THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION AND I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COME CHECK OUT WHAT IM OFFERING!!! AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE DROP THE AUCTION HOSTESS SOME MAJOR LOVE SHE IS AWESOME!!! ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!@ fubar

The Knight's Code
~A KNIGHT IS TRUE “BLUE”...AND IS AT PEACE WITH HIS/HER GOD! As A Knight, You Will Be Honest & Just In All Business And Personal Relationships! ~A KNIGHT CAN BE TRUSTED FOR A KNIGHT HONORS HIS/HER WORD! As A Knight, You Will Do What You Committed To Do, When You Committed To Do It, OR MAKE OTHER ARRANGEMENTS.....OR DIE IN THE PROCESS! ~A KNIGHT HAS A PROFOUND SENSE OF SELF RESPECT, Paving The Way To Fully Love And Honor His/Her Beloved. ~A KNIGHT OWNS HIMSELF/HERSELF- NO INFLUENCE OR SUBSTANCE DICTATES OR RUNS THEIR LIFE AND THE LIVES OF THOSE AROUND THEM. As A Knight You Overcome All Your Addictions. The True Armor Of Knighthood Is On The Inside, Not The Outside. ~A KNIGHT THINKS BEFORE SPEAKING, FOR ONCE WORDS ARE SPOKEN, As A Knight, You Are Bound By Your Words! ~A KNIGHT USES WISDOM AND DISCRETION IN WORD AND ACTION, As A Knight, You Are Considerate And Compassionate In All Things! ~A KNIGHT TAKES DAILY ACTION TO FORTIFY AND STRENGTHEN Your Body, Your

4 Wheeler Crash
well about 2 yrs ago i was in an atv accident i rolled it doing 50.. so needless to say i got pretty fucked up.. broke my arm which needed a 4 inch screw and a 6 by 3 inch plate to fix it all.. broke my feamur which took a 13" steel rod and 4 pins to fix.. i also had to have a chest tube inserted through my rib cage to drain blood out of my lung.. i broke 5 ribs on my right side.. cracked my pelvis.. broke my collar bone and my shoulder blade and also broke my tailbone.. the docs told my mom she had to get there within the next 24hrs if she wanted to say goodbye.. i spent 5 days in a comma and 14 more in ICU now that i look back at it.. it really wasnt worth it.. but what dont kill you only makes you stronger.. 2yrs of recovery dont drink n drive.. lifes too short the way it is.. dont push ya luck

Breast Cancer
May 5, 2008 (Day 30) It's been 8 days since I last smoked. I haven't even had to use my script yet. I can't believe after 30 yrs. I did it. Even though it took me to get breast cancer to quit...but I still did it. I am proud of myself so far. Today is the Muga Scan for my heart. They have to make sure my heart is working properly because the chemo affects the heart somehow, so it has to be in good working condition in order to take the chemo. I am little scared simply because I don't know what this test entails (I could walk over to our Nuclear Med dept and talk to Robin, but I don't want employees knowing my business that is why I choose York Hospital over Memorial, I wanted some privacy). Anyhow, I suppose I will find out what it's all about when I get there. I did some thinking over the weekend and I talked myself into just doing all these tests this week and get them the hell over with and try and have as little anxiety as possible, it's just one step further

Breast Cancer
May 6, 2008 (Day 31) Well today is the day I have dreaded for about 2 weeks now. This evening at 5pm I have my MRI. I am not going to lie, I am scared to death...not only because of the way they will position me in that tube/coffin (as I call it) but am fearful of what they might find on the reading of the test. I need lots of prayer and support today people...come to my aid if you can either through prayer or a little pick me up note to get me through this test. I appreciate every little thought. On a good note....my Muga Scan results came back late yesterday afternoon and they were negative...woohoo! At least I know I won't be having a heart attack anytime soon! lol No, seriously, this is a good thing for chemo purposes...you definitely want a healthy heart and I got one...thank god! Feeling: Am scared as hell today about this MRI...I am gonna trying think about good things to get me through the day. (4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mam

~ Faith Of Friends ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Faith of Friends ~ How little in me is not touched by you! A friendship is a light that fills the heart, Painting with its gold each darkened hue, Providing warmth to each sequestered part. You are the mirror of my better self, Verifier of the best in me, A bridge across the unsuspected gulf Lodged between what can and ought to be. Expectations can be wings, not bars, Necessary to sustain our flight. The faith of friends in us is wholly ours, Incoming to uplift us to its height. No soul can see itself, but must depend, Each on each, upon a trusted friend... Peace.

~ Opposites Attract ~
~ Opposites Attract ~ I am of the desert, you of cultivation: Simplicity to me, to you is desolation; Heat, thirst, and agony I seek out on vacation, While you look for elegance and quiet restoration. I am of the ocean, you are of the shore: You want fewer waves, I manufacture more; You like tranquil bays, I love the rollers' roar; In me, a wild emptiness; in you, a quiet core. While I am like a stream, you are like a lake: I babble over boulders, you reflections make; I rush forward heedlessly, as bones and branches break; You part before the piercing bow and then absorb the wake. That such extremes should not be mingled might seem elementary; But love can make the wildest contradictions complementary.... Peace.

People Seem To Think...
That my name implies that I am dirty. No, you pussy hound men. Let me break it down for you! I am from St. Petersburg Florida. St. Pete is in the Dirty South. So therefore Dirty (Dirty South) Saint (St. Petersburg) Girl (No explanation necesary!) Im sick of you motherfuckers messaging me thinking your gonna get some easy pussy. Get bent. Getting in my pants isn't easy it takes A LOT more finesse then, "Hey wanna have some fun? No strings attached?" Fuck no! I am HIV negative and plan to stay that way thank you very much. Any man who would meet a chick off line and screw her just like that gives me the willies and you never know whats going on with that dick. I want NO part of that. And some of you are sincerely not on my level to be outright asking me to fuck. What drugs you been smoking? There may be many girls on here with those intentions but I'm not the one so please don't insult me by asking off the fly or better yet, asking at all.

On Psychic Attack
Psychic attacks come in many forms. The simplest is an everyday experience. Someone says something bad about you, makes a judgment, calls you a name, yells or curses at you. The person is directing his or her energy in a harmful way toward you. If you are not strong enough in self-esteem and personal power, these little attacks take their toll. Do not become paranoid with this information. Do not go running around accusing everyone who does not agree with you of a psychic attack. Such negativity is not meant as an attack. It is an unfortunate by-product of how our society conducts itself. This is a simple, subtle way harmful energy is directed. We all do it at times. Most often, we do it to ourselves. We judge ourselves as not worthy, not attractive, not lovable, and these images become thought forms, packets of energy, filled with a poor self-image. When people experience an "attack," they usually are experiencing and clearing these thought forms. Be aware and responsible of your

Things And People Change
I have been through a 10 year relationship, and for the past 2 1/2 years it has been nothing but pure hell. We were so in love at one point he bought me an engagement ring... so I thought. What happened to be come of it, well... He thought I was to inherit money and a house when my father past away, and well it DIDN'T HAPPEN. He kept giving me excuses of why we couldn't get married, like "well, you know I have been married twice before and you have never been, it is a whole different world." Or, "Let's wait til we have less debt." What the fuck... everyone is this world has debt, and everyone has either been married before or not. There were so many excuses I stopped wearing the engagment ring... and started giving him excuses of why I wasn't wearing it. Like, "I have lost weight and it falls off." Or, "I would rather not wear it to work, I am a nurse and I might scratch a patient or loose the stone." And so on. Well, then he and I decided to start swinging about 4 years ago. That was

"deep Throat"
Suck my cock you insist as you pull my head back by my hair and force me down onto your erection. I begin to suck as i grip the base with my firm hand, you rip my hand away. "Now deep throat me, can you do that" you say... I assend and take you into my mouth further. You grab my hair with one hand and push my head down with the other until i start to gag, then you pull me back just slightly mmm...good you growl. Now a little deeper this time. I go down again slowly you keep exacting pressure on my head and pull me back again just as i gag. I take you out of my mouth for a moment as you pull my head up to see me. You ask me expectantly "are you okay, you like that, you like sucking my cock" uuhhh i nod and you quickly grab my hair and push me back onto your huge dick. You shove me down just a touch deeper this time holding me there telling me to breath inhale okay now exhale mmm good breath then you push me down a touch more and make me gag. I let you out of my mouth again. Tha

Change
Every moment of every day we are changing. Nothing stays the same. EVERYTHING changes. For what it's worth (and in my life this is worth alot because it is my reality) I do not believe any changes in the earth or with the people on it are set in stone, so to speak. Negative thoughts pull negative actions to us. Positive thoughts pull positive actions to us. If you don't believe this is true, test it. Spend a whole day thinking nothing but negative thoughts and see what that day brings to you. I'm talking about really negative thoughts like: nothing is going to go right today; people are all going to be a pain in the butt today; I am not going to be happy no matter what happens today. Then take the next day, and don't let anything negative touch you. Tell yourself everything is going your way. You are not going to let anyone get you down today. Today is going to be the best day of your life. You are surrounded by love, and love is all you will accept. Then compare those two

How Dumb Can You Fucking Be
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080505/ap_on_fe_st/odd_robbing_cops;_ylt=AlwbvJ98VBB.w.r4Km.1JlAuQE4F YONKERS, N.Y. - A Westchester County teenager is facing a long list of charges after allegedly trying to rob two men and finding out they were undercover police officers. Yonkers police said the officers were in their unmarked car, doing overnight surveillance work, when Michael Garcia, 19, reached into the driver-side window, grabbed an officer and demanded money. Police said the two officers got out of the car. They say the unarmed suspect punched and kicked them while trying to avoid arrest. After the fight, all three men were treated at hospitals. Garcia is charged with attempted robbery, assault and resisting arrest. The name of his attorney could not immediately be determined. === Moral of the story: If its a vechile with tinted windows, and maybe 1 too many antennas..ITS A FUCKING COP CAR DOUCHEBAG

We Are Fans..dont Mess With This
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080506/od_uk_nm/oukoe_uk_usa_crime_yankees_redsox;_ylt=AhklFPpyTPFUTRF7WxGXG73tiBIF Yankees-Red Sox argument ends in murder Tue May 6, 3:59 AM ET A New York Yankees' fan was accused on Monday of murdering a Boston Red Sox supporter and injuring another by running both down with a car after a heated argument over one of America's oldest sporting rivalries. Ivonne Hernandez, 43, pleaded not guilty on Monday to reckless second-degree murder, aggravated driving while intoxicated and two counts of reckless conduct after the incident in a Nashua, New Hampshire parking lot last Friday. Prosecutors say Hernandez was drunk when she drove her car across a dirt parking lot outside the Nashua City Hall into Matthew Beaudoin, 29, and Maria Hughes, 21, after exchanging words with them about the Yankees and Red Sox baseball teams. The spat began at a local bar where Hernandez said she was a Yankees fan, according to witnesses quoted by the Nashua Telegraph

New Hobbies
So here we are with another site that lets you have free reign over everything. So far it is fucking awesome and I have Bryan to thank for that, well him and those who gave him the same knowledge. I guess it is about time to try something new. Here is to many new memories and lots of new friends as I change my life for the better and let go of all inhibitions!

White Castle Info!
I found this on a C.W. McCall fan website and thought it was fun and interesting so i thought I would share it. The site is... http://www.cw-mccall.com/detours/cravings.shtml On the bottom of a White Castle hamburger box, you can find wisdom, advertising, and trivia. Here’s what I’ve read. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fun Fact: There are no White Castle restaurants in Ulan Bator, Mongolia. White Castle is open after dark. But why is it called after dark, when it’s really after light? Cheeseburgers first appeared on the White Castle menu in 1962. Experts claim there are over 631 different types of cheese worldwide, but we counted only 24. What’s up with that? Q: What clothing does a house wear? A: Address. Leftover White Castle Double Cheeseburgers (a hypothetical situation, we know) can be reheated. Log on to whatyoucrave.com for instructions. Couldn’t a “Double Hamburger” just as accurately b

Go Maxine!!!!!!!
My candidate for President in 2008 For those of you who would like another choice for President, I have the best solution: It is probably time we have a woman as President. My choice, and I hope yours as well, is a very special lady who has all the answers to our problems. PLEASE give it a thought when you have a moment... MAXINE FOR PRESIDENT!!! Very eloquently put..........don't you think? Maxine on 'Driver Safety' 'I can't use the cell phone in the car. I have to keep my hands free for making gestures.'....... Maxine on 'Housework' 'I do my housework in the nude. It gives me an incentive to clean the mirrors as quickly as possible.' Maxine on 'Lawn Care' 'The key to a nice-looking lawn is a good mower. I recommend one who is muscular and shirtless.' Maxine on 'The Perfect Man' 'All I'm looking for is a guy who'll do what I want, when I want, for as long as I want, and then go away. Or wait nearby, like a Dust Buster, cha

Hero That I Am Not
People see me and think there goes a great man. A hero.they see me running into burning Buildings when they and everyone else are running out.They see me jump in front of bullets for a loved one to save there lives. They see a hero. What i see is different Im no HERO There are to many things i could be doing to help this world and make it better but im not. Why is it that when im walking down the street and i see a begger asking for food or money to survive I dont offer help. I mean isnt it the nature of a hero to help every one in need of it. not just those whos houses are burning or those about to be shot? Like i said Im no hero nor do i feel like one for saving the life of my neice. I did what i hd to do to ensure her safety that is all. Do i deserve the Medal of Bravery for puting my life on the line NO I Don't. But these are the things I am Givin anyway. The true Heros are the ones helping everyone they see not just he ones they love and the ones the job tells them to save.

Just My Opinion....
SINCE THERE ARE NO SHADOW LEVELER BULLETINS UP RIGHT NOW I WAS CHECKING THERE HOME PAGE FOR REQUESTS FOR LEVELING HELP. THERE WERE TWO THAT I HELPED, BUT TWO THAT I DID NOT! WHY? BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOT TRIED TO HELP THEMSELVES. YOU MIGHT ASK WHY I CAME TO THIS CONCLUSION, AND I WOULD ANSWER THAT THEY HAD MINIMAL STASH TO RATE AND NOWHERE NEAR THEIR MAXIMUM OF ALLOWED PHOTOS. ONE GIRL HAD ONE BLOG, 94 STASH ITEMS, AND ONLY 64 PHOTOS OUT OF AN ALLOWED 250. ACCORDING TO THE REQUEST SHE HAS "TRIED SO HARD TO LEVEL"! (?) I FEEL THAT IF YOU CAN'T TAKE THE TIME TO LOAD STASH (FOR WHICH THERE IS NO LIMIT THAT I AM AWARE OF) AND UPLOAD PHOTOS, WHY SHOULD I TAKE MY TIME TO LEVEL YOU? THAT MAKE SOUND COLD, BUT I HAVE ALWAYS SAID THAT I WILL HELP ANYONE WHO TRIES TO HELP THEMSELVES, BUT I WILL NOT DO THEIR WORK FOR THEM, AND THIS APPLIES TO FUBAR AS WELL AS ANYTHING ELSE. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO LEVEL, LOAD THE MAX AMOUNT OF PHOTOS FOR YOUR LEVEL, BUILD YOUR STASH TO A MASSIVE AMOUNT, WRITE BLOGS

Diary Of Jane
one of my favorite bands is breaking benjamin and this song makes me thing of someone. i thought id share it with the couple people that might actually read my blogs. lol. well its really kinda sad, and depressing but im there, right with it. If I had to, I would put myself right beside you So let me ask, would you like that would you like that And I don't mind, If you say this love is the last time So now I'll ask, Do like that do you like that No! Somethings getting in the way, Somethings just about to break I will try to find my place, In the diary of Jane > So tell me, How it should be! Try to find out, What makes you tick Cause I lie down, Sore and Sick Do you like that do you like that There's a fine line, between love and hate And i don't mind, Just let me say That I like that that I like that Somethings getting in the way, Somethings just about to break I will try to find my place, In the diary of Jane [these lyrics are fou

Here We Are
this is also breaking benjamin... Sing it for me I can't erase the stupid things I say You're better than me I struggle just to find a better way So here we are Fighting and trying to hide the scars I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye The lonely road, the one that I should to try to walk alone > I'll be home tonight take a breath and softly say goodbye You wouldn't like me Keep moving on until forever ends Don't try to fight me The beauty queen has lost her crown again So here we are Fighting and trying to hide the scars I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye The lonely road, the one that I, should to try to walk alone I'll be home tonight take a breath and softly say goodbye Goodbye So why are you so eager to betray? Pick the pieces up pick Pick the pieces up so why are you the one that walks away? Pick the pieces up Pick the pieces up Pick the pieces up So here we are Fighting and tryi

Untitled
i just wrote this in the 10 minutes before i posted it. i dont know if it will make any sense, but if it does, im sorry if you have ever had to feel this way. if you tell me it has ended ill try to hide my smile if you tell me it was you that did it and believe it was because you're wicked i will try to hide my internal desire that would be the chance to hold you in my hands its probably better this way i have only the wrong things to say i might tear apart your soul and you'll never be the same stay away from me if you love your self its pain in which i breed but if its pain in which you need let me take you in my wings we could see so many things i'd hope it wont distract me from attending the finer things i hope you learn to fly all on your own and know your own way home i cant seem to hold on to anything so just keep your everything i dont want to drop you plunging back to the earth i dont want to drop you this has been my curse

Army Of Many, Soldier Of One
I do not consider myself a hero Because each day I carry7 a gun I do not consider myself a brave warrior Fighting until ones last breath is done I consider myself a person That takes pride in their home Accompanied by comrades When sent, across the globe we roam We have stood in defense of freedom Many of us have died for the cause In our hearts each one know If called again we would not pause Does it take a hero of many to wear Their country’s uniform with pride Does it mean your super courageous When you stand in battle side by side It should be thought by each as they see Us standing in the battle for our land That we answered our country’s call We proudly wanted to give others a hand I hold my gun now in defense of Freedoms that others have given to me To defend them with the same honor That has allowed us to remain free I ask no thanks or praise to me be given For anything that I may each day do I do it so with so much pride and honor Knowing that I am s

Lament
Don't ask me why but this is how I've been feeling of late......lament over nothing. I have nothing to be truly sad over at present for where I am and what I need to do!. For some reason the writer in me strikes out when walking from the bus stop to home after conflicting my thoughts at work. What do I have to gain anymore? Why is there a need for me to actually write words when so many others have gone before and died in the process of it never being heard. Maybe the lament is knowing that all is nothing where I came from and where I'll head to, this circle of action (karma and samsara). Makes me at points spin on the spot. I wish to awaken from this dream to let go and fly or swim. Yet, I stand behind insecurities and lies that I tell myself. My past fights and anger are still held by those dear. They don't wish to see the real person so I'm forced into their petty corner. p.s. anybody reading these should make note that this is placed in a v

Thought
Living sights and sounds of life dance passionately within, life’s circle is ever changing and with each passing moment will always just begin. Active visualizations are registered with emotional screams, over life’s peaches is poured sweet and sour creams. Tastes and flavors can and do grasp and ignite desire, while others repel and will initiate disgust’s wildest fire. Feelings are often beyond control as emotions stimulates one’s mind, soul and heart, choices and decisions could be questioned within this arousing start. Pleasures and compositions are painted throughout each passing moment, each toil and gratification are the wonders of life’s living torment. Learning and accepting the immensity within one’s true self, paving an avenue of individually not just an invented irrelevant elf.

Let's Do Some Cybering...
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Dust In The Wind--kansas
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

Stand By Your Side
I cry and you comfort me I'm lost and you hear my scream So it's hard to watch you falling When you run so deep in me You live in me- Gonna stand by your side now Let me kiss all your tears away You can stay in my arms now And I know I can make you believe again I walk but you can run through fire I search for reasons and baby you inspire But I know somebody hurt you And I know you really need a friend Well you can take my hand Gonna stand by your side now Let me kiss all your tears away You can stay in my arms now And I know I can make you believe again So when you're feeling like you can't go on Don't you know You never walk alone, no And you live in me Gonna stand by your side now Let me kiss all your tears away You can stay in my arms now And I know I can make you believe again I'm gonna stand, stand by your side Kiss all your tears away tonight I'm gonna stand, stand by your side Make you believe again I wanna look in your eyes now and se

Thank God I Found You
I would give up everything Before I'd separate myself from you After so much suffering I finally found unvarnished truth I was all by myself for the longest time So cold inside And the hurt from the heartache would not subside I felt like dying Until you saved my life Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude 'Cause, baby, I'm so thankful I found you I will give you everything There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do To ensure your happiness I cherish every part of you 'Cause, without you beside me, I can't survive Don't want to try If you're keeping me warm each and every night I'll be all right 'Cause I need you in my life Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude '

All His
Just a little over 2 years ago. I was fortunate enough to meet a man online who would come to mean more to me than I ever imagined. Through small conversations and chat room visiting, we became great friends. I cherished His thoughts and ideas, His insane way of talking in circles, and most of all.. His "grinz". He left the country for work, and we chatted daily for hours. Talking about anything and everything. Each day we became that much closer, until realization set in, I had fallen in love with Him. I remember the day I told Him, He didn't say it back. I could hear the smile in His voice when He told me to " be happy with the fact that I could love Him". I recall thinking "what the hell?". I see now. All too clearly do I see now. I remember His having to rush home to the states a little early for a family emergency, and how I was so worried for Him. The joy I felt when He contacted me after an absence from my daily life. I look back and recall each moment of life that we were

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James
james where are you today because iiii called you and you're not home now where are you today when you do get home call me ok james? ok? alright? call me ok james? when you do get home call me ok? so call me when you do get home alright? where are you today? ok james love you ok? ok james? call me when you do get home ok? ok james? call me when you do get home ok? this is jimmy ok? ok james

The Rules For The Contest That I Entered.
I only need a couple more people to start!! Ok I've decided to hold a contest. This is a bombing contest. It will last for 1 week. Self bombing is permitted and encouraged. Send me any sfw pic link. Absolutely no drama or you will be removed immediately. If your entry goes more than 48 hours without any activity you will be removed. Ok the prizes are as follows: 1st place (must have at least 20,000 comments) will recieve a 3 mo vip or 30 blast your choice. 2nd place (must have 10,000 comments)will recieve a 1 mo vip or 1 week blast your choice 3rd place (must have 5000 comments) will recieve 1 blink pack or 3 day blast your choice. Anyone else who enters if you have at least 1000 comments I will take your comment total and multiply it by 10 and send you that amount of fubucks.! As soon as I learn when it is going to start I will be posting updates for all my friends.

Photo Contest
Everyone Please Vote for my sons pic... I just entered him in this contest here is the link where you can go vote for him THANKS LUV YA ALL:-) https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/ index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=522121&x=.JPG

My Darling Angel
Angel from heaven, fallen from heaven to earth just for me. A gift from god indead. Little sweet angel in my life, shin your darling smile upon me. I hold you dear to me. If I show you what it like to have a mother, can you show me what it's like to have a daughter. You touch my soul with happiness and joy. You fill my world with excitement and hope. The sound of your laughter is truely music to my ears. Sing me a hym to ease the pain that my past has brought me. My sweet darling angel, hold me my hand lead and show me what heaven is like. Hug me tight to show me what it is to love. Be tender, be sweet, be my precious angel, My precious angel, show me the way in life. Please help me guid me through the hard obstacles of the harsh world and I will be your teacher for life. Don't ever go away or leave my side, I beg of you not to. Little darling of mine, let me ask you just one thing. Before I lay my head down to rest guid me to heaves para

Need A Drawing Of Something Cool
Im looking to get a tat in a month or so and I know I want some kind of dolphin with my god daughters name involved now I cant draw so I am hoping someone can draw me something my god daughters name is ava please comment on this if you have ideas or drawing you can share thanks

Unconditional Love...
The best love to receive Is unconditional love Hold it close to your heart Because you can never get enough When you have been loved unconditionally No matter your faults or mistakes There's nothing better you could have This kind of love is absolutely great It's a love with no end It's a love that will always last It just gets better everyday No matter what hide's in your past This unconditional love It's better to give than receive So I will love you unconditionally If unconditionally you'll love me.

Stupid Woman
Stupid, stupid woman look at yourself young, strong and beautiful independent, smart and confident What the fuck is wrong with you? If he's a loser, no job, no future or abusive in his past oh, he's perfect for you What? stupid stupid woman you can't change him can't fix him can't make him who he could be he's just him worthless piece of shit wipe him off the bottom of your shoe and never look back!

Sorry To All
It was just brought to my attention that I had myself posted as a male, I did not realize that and I was not trying to decieve anyone. I am most definatly a woman and have changed my status to reflect such. If anyone was confused by my mistake and my not taking more time to look my profile over, I truely do apoligize.

What Ever Happened To The Public Hanging?
For some reason this has been on my mind for a day or so. No I'm not nostalgic to see people dangling from ropes at every town entrance, its more of the idea that once upon a time you could get enough people in a town to agree that they didn't like someone enough to take the time and effort to drag said person out to a tree an hang them. Seriously, that takes quite a bit of effort. Probably have to get at least 15 - 20 people together for it. When was the last time you saw 6 or more people agree to do anything? I guess what I'm more looking for is a time when people could agree that they either liked something, or didn't like something. I'm not talking about serious moral gray areas here, not like should abortion be legal or anything like that. I'm talking the no brainers here, murder, rape, theft, Nazi's, Martha Stewart, you know the big evils. I swear if WWII happened tomorrow after it was all said and done and they found out everything that Hitler had done there would be someone,

My Dreamscape
Dreamscape by LateNiteFantasy© "Dreamscape" As I walked up your silk skin. With fingers made of joy. I could feel your dreamscape. As it bloomed within my mind. Became the eyes, that could see you. The tongue that could taste you. The nose to inhale your scent. An ambrosia of pheromones, Resonating with mine. And I knew, this was the sublime. An impossible dream come true. Though I always knew. You where there. Immersing myself in your aura. I am not mystified, nor mislead. My heartsoul knows you. Feels you, as though your blood, Where coursing through my veins. And I am sane, for the first time. Clear of mind and intent. I am rapt. So lost in you, nothing distracts. Nor can attract. My attention. So infused am I, with you. Is this an obsession of a scarred heart? A blemished soul? Yes!! And I relish it. Live for this obsession. Drown in it. Savour it's intense flavours. It's vibrant colours. That imbues a sense of calm within my perfora

My Sister
I havent written a blog about my sister in a bit, and I have been wanting to say a few things. Liberty has been my sister for over a year now, and it has been a long year but a fulfilling one. I got the chance in March to finally meet her and I took the chance. She was great, just being there with her, and talking and hanging out was the best. Getting to meet her and my tat were the best parts of my trip. Sis I want u to know we have had some tough times, the past few weeks. Stuff to try any friendship or person. I love u sis and no matter what, im here for u. You have saved me more times than I can count.

Expressions Of Love
Well here I am again ready to complain about my life and my hopeless marriage. But it seems like this is my only way to vent about it and if you don't want to hear it please don't read on. My marriage has come to a point where I don't even want to be in the same room as my husband. He makes my skin crawl. This man is a very mean person. He is very emotionally abusive towards me and my son. He screams at us and calls us names but when I go to dish it back it gets worse. As for our sex life, my husband decided he needs men instead of me! He has to talk about being with a guy in order to get off. But when we do have sex it lasts 90 seconds and he gets mad cause he was to fast and complains I'm to tight. Maybe I'm wrong but don't guys like it when a womans tight? I've done everything for this man in and out of the bedroom to make him happy and I get nothing in return. When is the love suppose to come?

Questions1
I get questions all the time from ppl that listen to me all the time I figured what better way to answer them than in a blog. I am going to leave questions as anonymous, but this way if you have a question with merit that you want answered you can look here. The question that I am going to answer today is, "Why are you so aggressive on air, and how can you do it on a daily basis?" Djing to me is therapy...what better place to let all of my frustrations out than on air through the music I play, or screaming into the mic about something that is bothering me. I seem to be able to get most things out of my system that way. As to how I can do it daily, well that comes down to watching things happen, whether it be some kind of Drama unfolding, someone getting under my skin, or just me having a shitty day. I can do it daily because I always see something that can fuel some kind of insane rant out of me...

Quotes That Speak To My Soul
“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into

Female Fronted Musical Acts- Sign Up Now For Wr2r 2008 !!!!
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Hope Is An Opening For Disappointment
I Want To Sleep, I Want To Die, I Want To Commit Suicide. If A Coma Was On The Menu, I'd Order It Cold And Bland And As Fast As The Chef Can. Like A Worn Pair Of Boots, My Souls Worn Thin And Everyday Disappointment Never Misses It's Chance To Begin. Tired Of Being The Denzien Of Depression, The Disciple Of Disappointment, The Unlovable Louse. I Am All That I Am And No Matter How Much I Better Myself Or Pump Myself Up, I Always Come Up Short And Failing. I Know There Are No Gracious Words Or Thoughtful Compliments That I Inspire Or Instill, I Am The Withered Flower People Pass And Ignore On Their Way To The Garden. I Accept My Role As A Faceless Stranger Who Doesn't Stand Out From The Crowd, Who Doesn't Catch The Eye, Love Has Shown Me No Mercy And There's No Hope Of That High. No Matter What I Do Or Who I Am, I Will Always Fall Behind In Comparisons To Ex Boyfriends, Old Friends And New Faces With Kind Words. I Will Always Fall Farther Down The List, Father From The Focus, Un

Witnesses: Sox-yankees Spat Preceded N.h. Killing
NASHUA, N.H. -- After a Red Sox-Yankees argument spilled outside a bar, a Yankee fan aimed her car at a group of people to scare them and didn't brake, hitting and killing a man, authorities and witnesses said. The Yankees fan, Ivonne Hernandez, was arraigned Monday on reckless second-degree murder and drunken driving charges and was held without bail. She did not enter a plea. Hernandez, 43, was speeding early Friday toward a small group that included the man, Matthew Beaudoin, 29, and never hit her brakes, a prosecutor said Monday. "She accelerated at a high speed for about 200 feet. She went directly at this group of people," prosecutor Susan Morrell said. "She indicated to police that she wanted to scare this group of people. She thought they would get out of the way." Beaudoin died of massive head trauma at a hospital, Morrell said. Hernandez, of Nashua, was arrested at the scene. She said she had been drinking and refused to take a breath-alcohol test, said Morrell

"when A Girl/guy Misses, You"
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up

Positive....negative
So almost everyone says it's always better to be positive then to be negative. Yeah, maybe it is, though those are people who only have positive things happen to them. I seem to find that if I don't get my hopes up about things, when they don't work out then it doesn't hurt me as much. Sounds stupid I know, but it gets harder and harder to be positive when everything around you just gets crappier and crappier. Once one bad thing happens all it does is snowball and that's exactly what's been going on, so once again how can someone be positive when everything's going wrong????!!!!

Hard To Follow
Hey found this Fubar blog you might like http://www.fubar.com/blog/213722/782763 Last night stalker dream was really really kewl. I was the stalker I was watching myself. It all started with me unlocking the door to my house. No big deal I do that all the time. Walking straight to my bedroom, again all the time. Then I started taking cloths out of my closet, panties and socks out of my drawer, and laying the perfect outfit on my bed. NO BIGGIE...THAT IS THE WAY I DO STUFF. Then to my restrains hidden place. 4 pair of police handcuffs, ball gag, blindfold, and stungun........zap zap zap I love that sound. I lay the cuffs and gag, and blindfold on top of the cloths.......wait I won't do that. l love my cuffs. I take good care of them, cleaned, oiled, and whipped down all the time. I'd never lay them on top of cloths.... Hey I like good looking outfits that really show off my body, last thing I'd want is oil spots on my panties......wet spots ok, oil spots no. Then I he

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Random Info Part 2!
I'm a Gemini. I'm Shrewd. I like peanut butter and jelly sandwiches (triangle cut). I get into phases where I will read a book a day (two on a weekend day). I read junky romance novels, science fiction, fantasy, horror, and chick lit. I always prefer the book instead of the movie. I help others when I can. I read my horoscope every day. I can't wear gold at all. I can't wear much jewelry for long periods of time. I have sensitive skin. I've only had a hang over once. If I want something I get it for myself or I do without. I'm sensitive. I love girl scout cookie samoa ice cream. I love johnny depp (especially in crybaby). I sew. I like scratch tickets. I'm sarcastic. I play jokes on people. I love sun showers (but not golden showers). I collect bath and body works lotions and body sprays. I listen to my music loud. I sing along to songs and I don't care if you like it or not. I like karaoke. I love flip flops. I love boots. I love pajama/lounge pants and tank

Blondes...
Really do have more fun :) I am sitting here trying to figure out how the h**l to use this site, with bleach on my hair... so far I have found the blogs... lol thats it... Im new here, so drop me a line or add me as a friend....

May
DO YOU KNOW THIS WOMAN? WELL YOU DO NOW! BOO BOO IS THE CALENDAR PLAYMATE FOR THE MONTH OF MAY! This month was very hard for me to decide on who I thought was worthy to be This Months Calendar Playmate. Boo Boo is The Founder of The Shadow Leveling Family! One I am Proud To Be Apart Of. Boo Boo works really hard at making sure that all who need to be leveled is leveled. And helps out where ever is needed on Fubarland. And very rarely seldom asks for help in Return. That Alone Is Why I choose BOO BOO For The Calendar Playmate for May! So If You Haven't Stopped By And ...Fanned, Rated, or Added Boo Boo to your list.... Then Start Now! She is Totally Awesome and I have Tremendous Respect for this LiL' Boooo ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar I keep a eye out for those that are just too helpful and shows being a TRU-FU..Its getting harder for me to choose. WHO WILL BE JUNE'S CALENDAR PLAYMATE? Could It Be You? THIS

A Friend
A friend is someone that is there for you when you need them. If you are down they are there to help you back up. If you have a problem they will listen and help you work though it. A friend is not afraid to tell you what you need to hear versus what you want to hear. A friend will help you and not expect anything in return. A friend is willing to forgive you for your mistakes. A true Friend is worth more than any physical possession. Friendship is the most precious treasure anyone can give you. If you have a friend you are truly wealthy. So treasure them more closely that all the gold in the world, because in the end your friends are what makes life truly worth living. If we would all take this to heart the world would be a better place. To my Best Friend ( my wife ) and the fellas you make my world a better place.

Lactation
Lactation is an interesting dream symbol since it is uniquely women who participate in this activity in waking. Dreams about lactation may reflect archetypal gender identity concerns. A woman who dreams of this may see herself as fulfilling a mothering role. This may be literal, as in wish-fulfillment, or figurative, as in mothering a man in a romantic relationship. Some women have anxiety about their ability to provide adequate milk after childbirth. In these instances, dreams of feeding a child may be visualizations of these concerns.

I Love My Fries
If you all know the poem by mya Angelou "still I rise" this will be funny I wrote this for a class and thought it was funny and decided to blog it lol Hope you all enjoy lol much love I Love My Fries You may put me down as unhealthy with your, bitter, bad taste You throw me in the very grease, but still, like McDonalds, I love my fries. Do my French fries upset you? Why are you overwhelmed as if you bit a lemon? Cause I eat with no care and no dismay. Just like my mother and father with a smile on my face, and the sun overshadowing me, I love my fries. Did you want to see me hungry with dry mouth and with white lips? Hunched over, hurting from my growling stomach. Does my hunger offend you? Don't hate cause I eat as if it's my last meal on earth. I may eat a pizza or maybe even a salad but still, so delicious, I love my fries. Does the smell make you drool? Does it come as a surprise that my car smells like super size fries? From school to work, I love my fri

Good News For A Change
Well, some good news for a change, went to court, and they dismissed the warrent due to the conditions, and are going to mail me a new court date in 4-6 weeks and then I can finally proceed with the OWI charges then. Some bad news got ahold of unemployment, guess there was some questionability about my eligibility, and there reviewing what I had sent in to them regarind the how/why there and should know in TWO weeks....Good thing the economic stimulas check is supposed to be in on Friday cus my last paycheck is about gone lol. Anyways, just happy not in jail and the warrent should be comming off the system by the end of the day and glad that part is over with anyways. Hopefully the mailed court date will have bigger writing this time lol :) Take care all, and hope to talk to you soon. Mike

Hate
hatred fills the voice unheard, a life that's passed unnoticed, absurd a twinkle in a young boys eye just thinking, wishing, he could fly but hopes are bent, dreams are shattered a wounded heart cannot be flattered the sky above holds no truth, yet the hell below will never move a final gaze an upward glance a dark man forever holds his stance and protects himself from the wind realizing that he has sinned the fine line between hate and love is broken with no god above a stunted world with feelings unknown and hatred is the only shown

Meh Not The Best
my heart reaches out but fails to grasp any sign of how long this will last I patiently wait day to day for signs of an end drawing near an end to this pain i feel inside an end to this lifelessness this sadness this demon i try to hide try as i may to live day to day i cannot advance i cannot move forth im stuck in this place im pinned to a wall a place of suffering like burning in hell im trapped there im trapped here

Dear Dad
A FATHER PASSING BY HIS SON'S BEDROOM WAS ASTONISHED TO SEE THE BED WAS NICELY MADE AND EVERYTHING WAS PICKED UP. THEN HE SAW AN ENVELOPE PROPPED UP PROMINENTLY ON THE CENTER OF THE BED. IT WAS ADDRESSED, "DAD." WITH THE WORST PREMONITION, HE OPENED THE ENVELOPE AND READ THE LETTER WITH TREMBLING HANDS: DEAR DAD: IT IS WITH GREAT REGRET AND SORROW THAT I'M WRITING THIS. I HAD TO ELOPE WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID A SCENE WITH MOM AND YOU. I'VE BEEN FINDING REAL PASSION WITH BARBARA AND SHE IS SO NICE EVEN WITH ALL HER PIERCING, TATTOOS, AND HER TIGHT MOTORCYCLE CLOTHES. BUT IT'S NOT ONLY THE PASSION DAD, SHE'S PREGNANT AND BARBARA SAID THAT WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY TOGETHER EVEN THOUGH YOU WON'T CARE FOR HER, AS SHE IS MUCH OLDER THAN I, SHE ALREADY OWNS A TRAILER IN THE WOODS AND HAS A STACK OF FIREWOOD FOR THE WHOLE WINTER. SHE WANTS TO HAVE MANY MORE CHILDREN WITH ME AND THAT'S NOW ONE OF MY DREAMS TOO. BARBARA TAUGHT ME THAT MARIJUANA DOESN'T

Bdsm2/safe Word
All right, so what is "BDSM"? "BDSM" is an acronym of "B&D" (Bondage & Discipline), "D&S" (Dominance & Submission), and "S&M" (sadomasochism). "BDSM" refers to any or all of these things, and a lot of stuff besides. Tying up your lover is BDSM; so is flogging that person, or bossing that person around, or any of a thousand other things. BDSM is highly erotic, usually (though not always) involves sex or sexual tension; and is highly psychologically charged. One person (the "submissive") agrees to submit to another person (the "dominant"); or, alternately, one person agrees to receive some sort of sensation, such as spanking, from another. Some people like to be submissive all the time, some people like to be dominant all the time; some people like to switch, being submissive one day and dominant the next. Many people practice some element of BDSM in their sexual lives without even being aware of it. They may think of "S&M" as "That sick stuff that people do w

Whut Whut
Its like this. There are many women in a mans life. Butt only a few of those are true loves. And when they go they take a peace of who you are and your Heart. A couple of those bless you with children. And when they go they take a peace of your heart and soul. And then you become an empty shell of the man you once was..! .................Depersonalized................

10 Weird Uses For Vodka
Vodka has been enjoyed since at least the early Middle Ages, and is well known as one of the world's most popular spirits. Its versatility in mixing and high alcohol content have made it extremely popular in cocktails, and it is still widely enjoyed 'neat' (straight up) in much of Eastern and Northern Europe. Vodka also has a long history of use as medicine, having been sold by druggists to cure everything from infertility to colic and the plague. While some of those historic promoters were half-cocked, it's true that vodka has a wide range of potential uses beyond serving as a relaxer and social lubricant. Why would you want to do anything else with vodka but drink it? It is widely available, effective and less toxic than many of the chemical alternatives you might use for these tasks. Defeat Poison Ivy For many, one of the hazards of enjoying the great outdoors is an encounter with poison ivy, oak or sumac. It can lead to a nasty, long-lasting rash. Unfortunately, the

A Daddy Dom
A Daddy Dominant And Lil Baby Girl Type Relationships Are A Erotic Sexual Roleplaying Of BDsM, In Which A sub Is Allowed To Express you "lil girl Or Child Like" Side. The "lil girl" Is submissive, Often With A Masochism Side And Belongs To you "Daddy", Just As In A BDsM Total Power Exchange Relationship. This Has Nothing To Do With Pedophilia or Incest, Nor Does It Imply Any "Secret Closet Desires To Have A Relationship With Your Father Or Any Family Member". Heck No, My Daddy Dominant Is Not My "Real Father", And I Have No Desire For Him To Replace My Father. But When I Am In His Presence, He Does Have The Ability To Make Me Feel Like I Am a "lil girl", And It's A Feeling Of Safeness, Security And Love That I Need And Desire In A Relationship. He Makes Me Feel all Glowy...lolz.... He Is Called A "Daddy" Because Of His Ability In The Role Of The "Daddy Dominant", Becomming The Teacher, The Mentor, The Physician, The Protector And The Punisher. He Takes On The Role Of The Male Aut

Types Of Collars
# Here OnLine There Are So Many Different Collars And Meanings, However, There Are 3 Main Collars Used Real Time: Collar Of Consideration "The Exploring Stage" This Collar Is Traditionally Given At The Very Beginning Of A Potential Relationship. This Is Expressing An Interest In Pursuing A Relationship With A submissive Beyond That Of A Casual Acquaintance. The Collar Acts To Openly Declare To Other Dominant's That This submissive Is "Off-Limits" And That Honourable Dominant's Should Not Pursue This submissive In Any Manner. Training Collar This Collar Represents The Second Collar Exchanged Between A Dominant And A submissive. This Is Offered By The Dominant After They Have Engaged In A Period Of Time Where They Have Held Extensive Lifestyle Conversations And Explored Each Others Sexual Needs, Desires, Personalities, Dreams, Hopes And Goals In Order To See If They Prove To Be A Good Match Enough To Move Into A Relationship Of A Deeper Commitment. Most Enter A Deeper

Only You
With you, it's all about voiceless communication- always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it. When no one seems to be listening, you hear. When I hurt but don't show it, you know. When I turn away to hide my tears, you see. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, you understand. Your eyes glow just for me, and I know you're proud. You flash your magical, healing smile my way, and I know everything will be all right. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what worries me, what keeps me up at night, and what shames me so badly that I can't share it with anyone. Most importantly, though, none of those things bother you. You've restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called true friendship.

Justice League Tags
*ATTENTION* ALL JUSTICE LEAGUE TEAM I HAVE FINISHED A FEW OF THE JUSTICE LEAGUE ID'S IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ONE...PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME...WITH A PIC THAT YOU WANT TO USE AND WITH ANY SUPER HERO YOU ADORE... HERE ARE THE ONES I HAVE COMPLETED SO FAR There Is Absolutley No Charge To Making These Tags For You! Click My Profile Link & Send Me A Private Message On Your favorite Super Hero & Picture You would like to Use. Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar

10 Things About Me
ok this isw how this works. if you want to do it you have to put ten things that most people dont know about you. 1.) im 6"4' and 215 ibs 2.) i use to be a Millitary cop in the NAVY 3.) im scared to fight people some one always gets hurt 4.) i love games that has cars, guns, or sports 5.) i like any type of music but country 6.) i love working on computers i fix them or tell people over net how to fix them 7.)im a rely sweet guy that is just misjudged all the time 8.) i have two dogs, two water turles, ns one rat 9.) i currntly like a girl dont know if she knows it are not 10.) i have a told of less then 20 frinds

Song Lyrics To One Of My Favorite Songs--oooh The Possibilities!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You got a body like the devil and you smell like sex I can tell you're trouble but I'm still obsessed Because you know you're SO HOT I wanna get you alone (oh yes very alone) SO HOT I wanna get you stoned (not this part LOL) SO HOT I dont wanna be your friend I wanna fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again (yes please!!) > Yeaa Come on Yea You're like the kiss of death, like the hand of faith I can tell you're trouble but I still wanna taste Because you know you're SO HOT I wanna get you alone SO HOT I wanna get you stoned SO HOT I dont wanna be your friend [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] I wanna fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again Because you know you're SO HOT I wanna get you alone SO HOT I wanna get you stoned SO HOT I dont wanna be your friend I wanna fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again You're So Hot, I wanna get you alone I wanna get you stoned I dont wanna be your friend I w

My Ex-bf
Why can't you just leave me alone? I don't deserve being treated so badly by you....yes you told me you LOVED me but if you really LOVED me you wouldn't have done what you did, you wouldn't have lied to me...it hurts to walk away from you but I have to. I need to protect myself, I can keep supporting you!! I hate going to bed and you are not there...and I hate waking up in the morning without your arms wrapped around my body but we need to move on, and you need to give me some space....you don't deserve me!!!

Just A Lady
Just a Lady Why do you put up with me? A woman with dreams and ideals A woman whos heart has loved you before she met you A flawed fool who brings you to tears with a heartless word With a gesture of frustration In one hand a rose of unconditional love In the other a pack of selfish goals? Why do you even stay in my sight? When I would give you the world And then rip it from your grasp without knowing Wanting to be your princess But driving a sword though you none the less I'll never know what you see in me And I may be just a woman But I know enough on this star filled night I never told you before But I know in my heart I am not worthy of one as you And in each stolen kiss I see God exists in your heart And I am blessed in the sight of you

Look To My Eyes
Look to My Eyes The softness of his skin against my lips Heightens lost sensations A touch of his hand The caress of his mouth Excites and invites me to taste all that he was All that he is All that he can ever be Through my eyes I see Fields on white flowers shine from his face His touch reminds me of a summer's breeze His voice like an angel's whisper In my eyes I have seen no sweeter desire Beheld no purer soul Felt no finer gossamer Qualities seen without the benefit of rose colored glasses An angel with his feet on the ground Who looks to my eyes for answers For reflections of himself And in my eyes Is this lady worthy of a unicorn's trust Those reflections are summed in one word Hope That one day I may finally be worthy of his heart And find myself in his eyes

What Is It About ♥? Lol
What is it about love that makes the time fly by when i am at work? i think it is the thought of having something or someone special to come home to!! Lastnight it dragged because it felt like i no longer have anything to come home to. ♥ is so totally confusing sometimes. One minute everything seems perfect & then poof gone in an instant!! Lmfao what is it about ♥ that makes the world go round or someone giggle & smile? So many things unexplained but embrace it all & live each moment, each breath as if you have never lived before!!! Life is too short to live in the clouds so lol stop asking what is it about ♥ & go with the flow ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Anticipation
Anticipation Merest thoughts of you turn seconds into hours In a world of tomorrows Today becomes all and forever My heart races for the first time again Beating like a broken metronome All paths lead to this moment Like a child minutes before Christmas Building in proportions unheard of Helpless to stop the momentum Couldn't if I tried I don't bother Hours turn into seconds Anticipation turns into despair Memories of what never happened Turn to smoke in the night Why does a person dream If the dream is an illusion of hurt? With a fist of anger I swear I will not dream again My heart beats silently It knows it will Sometime, somewhere Ready to be broken again I see you in a crowded room of light and darkness You smile at me so invitingly With a sigh I believe again But secretly I truly know The knife of broken promises Has many lovely owners It's your turn tonight Be gentle Thrust quickly It begins again

Unfaithful Melody
Unfaithful Melody Songs sung once brightly Play tones of lies and deceit Poetic melodies that move like a tigress Stalking their next victim A dove of peace with arrows of pain A Northern breeze that blows poisoned kisses A lie A charade We are all maestros of promise So easily to fall As conductors of pain and pleasure Tread carefully in forums of sweet smiles For in the songs of an unchained melody Lie the seeds of a desperate soul

A Princess' Faith
A Princess' Faith The past is a wall that is hard to climb When you have been made to believe How can you recognize the truth when you finally see it? In a tower of pain and betrayal Above rose gardens of visible thorns A princess brushes her hair dreaming of what might be But listening to the Prince of Lies that it cannot be Content in her world Happy to a measure Surrounded my moments of adequacy She sleeps soundly But at her doorstep If she ever decides to open it Waits a knight Rose in hand Forever in mind Today it is raining She sleeps so soundly The knight is drenched A strange world we all live in When fear can sleep soundly And romance and belief are all wet

Burg
I has a new OWNER! Whoot!!! Well, He has let me out of my cage JUST LONG ENOUGH to pimp him out! But I’m on a SHORT LEASH!!!!! The only way I can come out and play is if you all give us TONS of luvies!!! So Fan Rate and Add this awesome master of mine and hell, while your at it, CRUSH him too! Who doesn’t love a secret crush? He deserves it!!!! Even though he's my new owner, he really is an awesome guy and deserves to be pimped. He really is ALL THAT! He's sweet and shows love back. He is caring and truly a special Fu! Burg This PSA was brought to you by None other than Burgs Slave… Owned By Burg ღ Lådy Fåŋ‡åzïå™ღ

Ways To Wrap Ur Willy.....
1. COVER YOUR STUMP BEFORE U HUMP 2.BEFORE U ATTACK HER, WRAP YR WHACKER 3.DON'T BE SILLY, PROTECT YR WILLY 4.WHEN IN DOUBT, SHROUD YR SPOUT 5.DON'T BE A LONER, COVER YR BONER 6.YOU CANT GO WRONG IF U SHIELD YR DONG 7.IF YOU'RE NOT GOIN TO SACK IT, GO HOME AND WHACK IT. 8.IF U THINK SHE'S SPUNKY COVER YR MONKEY 9.IF U SLIP BETWEEN HER THIGHS, BE SURE TO CONDOMIZE 10.IT WILL BE SWEETER IF U WRAP YR PETER 11.SHE WONT GET SICK IF U WRAP YR DICK 12.IF U GO IN TO HEAT, PACKAGE YR MEAT 13.WHILE YR UNDRESSING VENUS, DRESS UP YR PENIS 14.WHEN YOU TAKE OFF HER PANTS AND BLOUSE, SLIP UP YR TROUSER MOUSE 15.ESPECIALLY IN DECEMBER, GIFT WRAP YR MEMBER 16.NEVER,NEVER DECK HER WITH AN UNWRAPPED PECKER 17.DONT BE A FOOL, VULCANIZE YR TOOL 18.THE RIGHT SELECTION WILL PROTECT YR ERECTION 19.WRAP IT IN FOIL BEFORE CHECKING HER OIL 20.A CRANK WITH ARMOR WILL NEVER HARM HER 21.NO GLOVE, NO LOVE!

Chokers For Sale >;}
Ok i made u look so don't be mad at me **pouts lol...Jus wanted to let u all know i have these chokers available for purchase if interested plz message me :) and if u repost ill give ya a discount too :P..thank you Chita P*SSY DEVOUR->;}Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar Lucy's Tears Black Widow Ghost Flowers Emelia's Black Heart Dark Secrets Locket Sagrado Corazon..(only 1 available on this one) Yin/Yang Dragon style Mens Rosary(onyx and fossil beads) Dead Bastard(only 1 available) Mourning Lisa

Home
it's "sad" when you'd rather stay at work then go home... there was a time when i looked out the window watching for the car to go by knowing my ride was here. now that's not the case. i'm my ride. i'm my company...other than the shit-head aka frankie nuggs. when it literally hurts, even with anger still boiling inside, must mean the feelings are still there. life goes on, right? plenty to keep my mind busy, like worrying about bills that have piled up, other friends, etc, but still... especially when certain songs bring up memories. that you can never escape. home is where the heart is... part of my heart is elsewhere. maybe that's another reason i don't feel like rushing home...

I'm Not Your Myrter...
Yet another video blog... MuDvAyNe says what I'm feeling better than I can in this instance...I'll leave it up to you people to decide what that may be for now...I'm just fucking done with it...Mudvayne - "Dull Boy"All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy!! Live in a secret Live in a lie Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky Live like a myrter and draw my last breath Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest Live like a Transian Live like a thief Hide in a closet, grinding my teeth Sit in a small room with the walls closing in Open the shutters but everythings still dim Payback For all the things I've done in my past Im not the reason Its not my fault Its not my problem Im not the cause Im not your scapegoat Im not your god Im not your myrter I'd leave you all Im not the reason - (Im not your scapegoat) Its not my

This Is Al You People Wil Get To See...
Who am i? I'm very complecated. I don't under stand myself sometimes. The other times i do. There is no reason why anybody. Is alowed to know who i am. It is something that i only know. Whel i'll tell about me in here. My name is Adem Sungur. I'm a 50% 50% blood. Half turkish. Half dutch. About me: I can't keep my emotions under control at al. When my body wants me to cry i cry. I can insure you i don't cry at al. If i do it wil be for 1,5 sec. I can smile but am i really happy? No i am only happy for that min. Am i sad? Don't know. Don't know that feeling. Am i in love? Who knows i don't. Do i ever get mad? No i can't get mad. I did try but it won't happen... I can get very pissed if i need to. Why can't i get people close to me? Because i learned my self to work on my own learn on my own live on my own. What do you know of your mind? Not much really. If you dream what are those dreams about? I don't know. I forget straight away.

Meet Someone Real
THIS MAN IS ON HERE ALL THE TIME SPREADING LOVE QUIETLY MAKING ANGEL PICS FOR ALL I AM ASKING U ALL TO GO BUY HIM A HUG...HE DOES LOTS FOR MANY ON HERE AND I ENJOY LAUGHING WITH HIM IF U HAVENT ADDED HIM AS A FRIEND DO SO...CAUSE HE IS WORTH THE TIME AND EFFORT...LET ME KNOW WHAT U DID FOR HIM ...SHERRY Catch & Release@ fubar

Cam Show
I am a 44 year old mother/grandmother who also takes care of my 84 year old mother... So my Vibe in life is never boring! lol ! ....I LOVE doing my Webcasting Shows it's an awsome hobby and because of my strong personality you can't help but Feel My Vibe as I discuss the Topics Of The Day and You and I can share Our Out~Look on Things in Our daily Vibe in Life! My FEEL THE VIBE SHOW is about ALL OF US !! So.....Rejuvenate Your Mind With The Dimensions of Your Vibe! COME GET YOUR VIBE ON ! Whether you want to ~ Get on Cam ~ Call In ~ or ~ Chat In The Room... I Invite You to Come Check Out My FEEL THE VIBE SHOW ! Come Say Hi ! Because....LIFE IS BETTER WHEN WE VIBE TOGETHER !! FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT MY WEBCAST SHOWS AND... IF YOU WANT TO GET MORE PERSONAL WITH ME THEN GO TO MY WEBSITE.... www.SunlightVibe.com

Love Your Hidden Beauty
Shut your eyelids heavy- I want to hear them slam deep within your lungs gasping for air heck if I care kiss me, love me taste my desires lusting for your mind making love with fire tame me like a wild beast make me beg for your touch hold my arms around your neck bring my fingertips to your arousal let them feel your soft flesh till you can’t turn back exploding waterfalls surging off into the distance and leaving the remains of what once was- now a tranquil stream ever ready for the next storm.

Procrastination = Frustration
Dangit, I've lost the papers for the ENT I'm going tomorrow to see. Short-term memory loss is the pitts. **cover your ears* FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK SHITSHITSHITSHIT *uncover you ears now* Enjoy each moment, we only get so many, never miss an opportunity to have an adventure, to love someone COMPLETELY. Don't settle for less when your true value is so incredibly more than you realize. Find THAT someone who knows just how amazing you are, and embrace LOVE. Find out who you are, and do it on purpose! ok Philosophy chick has just left the building.] Good night& be well, Ashleigh

Another Few Pounds Gone!
I went to MRC on Monday and I lost another 3lbs. that means I have lost 17 lbs..a good start. Next few weeks will be rough...I'm going on vacation to Oregon. Eating out is a challenge. I'm sure it will be a great trip. I am looking forward to taking my first trip to the west coast. Wish me luck!! :)

The First Ever Fu Only Blog...
No myspace transplantation right now... This one goes out to the fam that is trying so hard to open me up to everyone not just them... Jay & Jr, we took huge steps and I damn near stumbled but, y'all caught me... For that, I'm etrnially grateful... This is for yall... If it wasn't for the bad There wouldn't be no good I want you to honk your horn If your just glad to be leaving (yes sir) Me I'm big haystak its just a pleasure to be here A lil jam I wrote for people that mean allot to me And it goes a lil something like this I dedicate this to true friends Ones that's gonna be there Whether your in a bubble eyed Benz or the Federal Penn Ones that will show you love when your surrounded by hate Wont say nothing behind your back they cant say to your face The ones that will come to your grave and pour beer on your plot Cry at your funeral whether you like it or not The ones that'll put money in the mail The ones that will go check on the kids and Gail while you

Double Standard Loitering
I walked into a Speedway gas station to get a pack of smokes. There were 2 cops standing at the counter, and talking to the cashier. I guess they knew her. The cops looked back at me, stepped to the side, and one said to me...go ahead we're just loitering. I looked at the 2 cops and said...well loitering is illegal isn't it? :D They told me thanks for the laugh as I walked out.

Living And Learning...
you meet someone on line and you think, wow that person is nice, you im them for awhile and then you are talking on the phone. they say everything that you want to hear, know all that you desire. they give you this nice little nickname that when you hear it it makes you smile. then one day you meet them, already half in love, then you look into their eyes and you know that you are beyond help. they treat you so nicely, act as if they really care. and when you separate from each other after spending time you feel as though you are drifting on air...eagerly you await word from them, surely they care? so finally you break down and call them and you feel as though you are only bothering them. as the days pass by you hear less and less, the conversation isn't hardly there, and finally you see someone else where you used to be on their page, so when you become upset and ask them about it they blow up on you and quit talking to you completely, only to reappear out of nowhere just a few days l

Philosophy On Life
Well looking at a calender I am young, but as some of my friends know...life experience makes me seem much older. So since I have had to deal with a ton of shit between yesterday and today I felt compelled to share "pirate's philosophy on the shitty part of life" This is a step by step tutorial of how to deal with the so called problems of life that may bring you down: 1) Take a deep breath. 2) Focus on the positive points in life. 3) Take a DEEP breath. 4) Say "FUCK IT" to all the bullshit. End of tutorial...master this and you will be much happier in life...took me a while to become a master at it so don't expect results overnight :) End of lesson.

The Other Side
The Other Side Many many years ago or was it just the blink of an eye plans were made for a trip that starts off with a baby’s cry through dimensions from a portal descending in a slide light to dark, dark to light she arrives from the other side the learning starts with baby steps and things that are small the learning grows and takes her higher as she become tall but life is about living, loving, and learning so she must decide what she’s going to do with this life now that she’s here from the other side a mother to me and a mother to more a mother to a total of one plus four she tried to live life and do what she should she tried to help others whenever she could sometimes life would get to be too much on this magical ride of living, loving, and learning on this trip from the other side but no matter what life gave her everyday good, bad, right, or wrong she always stood her ground and did it her way then sometimes the things that we do the things that we sow

Another Poem....
MY LOVE FOR YOU THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, YOU WERE WALKING ON THE BEACH AT NIGHT WITH THE WAVES BOWING DOWN TO YOU IN THE BRIGHT MOON LIGHT. IT MUST HAVE BEEN A SIGNAL FROM UP ABOVE BECAUSE DEEP IN MY HEART I KNEW IT WAS LOVE. IT TURNS ME ON LIKE WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN AND THE MOON COMES UP SWEET SWEET LOVE LIKE NO OTHER MAN HAS EVER TOUCHED BY THIS SIMPLE PROCESS OF LOVE. I WISH THERE WAS A WAY TO SHOW YOU MY LOVE IS SO REAL,BUT WEBSTER HAS NOT FOUND THE WORDS TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL.... WELL JUST LIKE A RIVER NEEDS THE RAIN TO FLOW..... YOU'VE WARMED A HEART THAT ONCE WAS COLD... AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Somtimes I Wanna..........
Sometimez when I'm alone I Cry. Cause I am on my own. The tearz I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form. I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. I would cry amoung my treasured friend. but who you know that stops that long. to help another carry on. The world moves fast. and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see whut makez one Cry. so painful and sad. And sometimez... I Cry and no One carez about Why..

Men...
Why do men feel the need to try and control a woman these days? If the woman doesnt jump at their beck and call they get mad and stop talking to them or they say that they are totally honest and to old for the player games but to find out they are a player themselves.. Well you know what i say about them?? To hell with men... That is the main reason i am raising my son to respect women... In the past 2 days i have had 2 men feed me such a line of shit that it would clog up a sewer system.. but then again these are the same men that want to whine and complain cause they are single.. well wake up stupid fuckers and look at how you treat women... God cant men ever use what they call common sense these days.. And no i am not directing this at ALL MEN cause there are some decent men out there still but the younger men are the ones who want to act like they are players and complain they are single..

Over It
Ok people, I have had it. I am so sick of being concerned with people and them sh@$ng all over me. If you don't know someone how in the fu@#ing hell can you judge them?!!!! What the fuck is wrong with people I don't drink but every once in a while. I haven't been drunk in over two months until tonight. I tried to talk to somone and they told me I drank too much and didn't care. If I didn't fu@#ing care I wouldn't have fu#$ing ask. Get a grip people. If you don't know someone don't take it for granted that they drink too much. Which is what I was told. And when I tried to talk to them was disted.. you know who you are. All I can say is get the fuck over yourself and don't judge someone at all...

Scattegories
This is harder than you would think-- Good luck!! SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! Copy and paste into a new email. When you are done, send it on, including to the person who sent it to you. *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name:Tawnya 2. 4 letter word: True 3. Vehicle: Toyota 4. City: Trier 5. Boy's Name: Troy 6. Girl's Name: Tabatha 7. Alcoholic drink: Tequila 8. Occupation: Teacher 9. Something you wear: Toe Socks 10. Celebrity: Tina Turner 11. Food: Tacos 12. Something found in a bathroom: Tub 13. Reason for Being Late: Traffic 14. Cartoon Character: Tom (tom and jerry) 15. Something You Shout: Turn Here! 16. Animal:Tabby Cat 17. Body part: Tongu

To All My Good Friends!!
I know I hvnt been around much lately..shit has not been going well for me and I'm trying to deal withs hit in the only manner I know how..sometimes that means I'm not around...I cry your pardon If anyone has been hurt by this... I love u all, Phoenix

Garth Brooks - More Than A Memory
People say she’s only in my head It’s gonna take time, but I’ll forget They say I need to get on with my life What they don’t realize Is when you’re dialing six numbers just to hang up the phone, Drivin' cross town just to see if she’s home, Wakin' a friend in the dead of night, Just to hear him say it’s gonna be alright When you’re finding things to do not to fall asleep Cause you know she’ll be there in your dreams That’s when she’s more than a memory Took a match to everything she ever wrote, Watched her words go up in smoke. Tore all her pictures off the wall, That ain’t helpin’ me at all Cause when you’re talking out loud and nobody’s there, You look like hell and you just don’t care, Drinkin’ more than you ever drank, Sinkin’ down lower than you ever sank, When you find yourself falling down upon your knees, Praying to God beggin’ Him please, That’s when she’s more than a memory. She’s more. She’s more. Cause when you’re dialin’ her number just t

Going The Way I Want It Too
well so far i finaly got my new apartment its been a month now since i have it for the most part everything is going great iam trying to get into school and finaly found someone willing to teach me how to drive the reason why i never drive before its becuse i dont no how to all becuse i have a very bad temper and it got me in all kinds of problem but i dont have to worry abount that so thats one thing down on my what to do list the next is looking for work not really sure on what i want to do probly go into beta testing i can make anywhere from 50 to 80 a hour doing it in my own home so iam thinking of doing that it be another good thing so i can watch out for my cat stretch he likes to nock over the trach can you think i never feed him the way he eats lol anyways my roomate is somewhat helpful more now since we moved and as for my grandmother she lives with my dad and his gf so its just me mostly here and iam fucking bored out of my head you no i thought liveing by my self

Blast Draft
Thx to my owner, YOYO u RAWK!!! Give her fuluv from link on my page! FAN/RATE/ADD me and my owner, we are the two hawtest chicks on fubar. FUBAR RAWKS. Check out my lounges... i only spend time at the best...that's right!

Wake Up
Wake up If you wake up one morning and your colors have change hue If you wake up one morning and yellow has turned blue If you wake up one morning and the sun has turned into the moon If you wake up one morning and the birds are singing a different tune If you wake up one morning and the light has turned dark If you wake up one morning and you just can’t find you’re mark If you wake up one morning and day has turned to night If you wake up one morning and left has turned to right If you wake up one morning and can’t find your feet If you wake up one morning and find you’re still asleep If you wake up one morning and find she’s gone you might just wake up and realize she’s the one

My Sweet Passion
Laying in my bed, thinking of you. My mind starts to wonder, of all the things we'll do. You close your eyes, in sweetened bliss. Surrendering to the tempt, of my sweet kiss. My passion flares, as you touch me there. Causing me to tremble, with your sweet care. Touch of your hand, upon my face. I surrender to you, with a heated pace. As passion rises, it burns like fire. Creating inside us, a wildly fierce desire.

05-08-08
THIS IS PRETTY MUCH BEING SPONTANEOUSLY WRITTEN...HOPE WHOEVER READS IT LIKES IT THINKING BACK ON THE DAYS WHEN OUR LOVE WAS NEW HOW I WOULD INSTANTLY FALL AGAIN AT THE SIGHT OF YOUR SMILE THRILLING ME COMPLETELY WITH A SIMPLE TOUCH THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE COULD CARRY ME FOR MILES YOUR HAND IN MINE WAS FREEDOM FROM WITHIN PURE BLISS SIMPLE AND TRUE WHEN MY NIGHTS WERE COLD AND UNKIND ALL I HAD TO DO WAS THINK OF YOU MY ONLY DREAM WAS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY HOLD YOU CLOSE WHEN THE DAY WAS DONE KNOWING YOU WERE MINE WAS INSPIRATION KEEPING ME TOGETHER WHEN I FELT UNSUNG NOTHING COULD REPLACE THE FEELINGS I HAD BURNING FOR YOU DEEP IN MY HEART DISTANT MEMORIES NOW IM AFRAID A LIFETIME IT SEEMS I HAVE BEEN TORN APART

Welcome
Well, hello all! I'm starting my new blog up and just getting settled into things on this site. Hope all are well and eager to see whats going to be posted up soon. I'll have to think about the direction I want to take this blog. Toodles, Kiznick

Running Thin
My patience with a certain someone is getting thin on here. This person is a plain out home wrecker and to put it simple im tired of his bullshit. He needs to leave my family and wife alone before serious reprecussions and consequences come about. I dont have much in this world but I will protect my family if even it means my life. The last thing I need is trust issues with family over some asshole. All I know is this one way or the other will stop. He needs to realize my wife is married and move the fuck on oh well just bitching. I just wish this fucker would quit before I do something I may regret later.

Im Back
this is my second fubar page.i deleted the fuck outta my first.ill new pics up soon, im kinda in the middle of moving.uh ill prob update alot i have alot of free time at my new job.any ways i look forward to making new friends.not shitty ones.so please dont suck!!!!!!

Here I Am
on yet another people page. muddling my way through, giving myself yet another place to vent. it's a 4:30 in the morning here and i have yet to drive back to work to dump the keys off... but what the hell, i'll get there eventually & without anyone to make sure i get there in one piece too, because that's what i do. i get shit done. yay me. btw i am my own cheering gallery. didn't you know that? so perhaps i'll blog here *&* on my other blogs... some of them i can't give up, i've been there too long and have loyal fans of my twisted thoughts who would curl up and die if they didn't know what was slithering through my brain... and i'd be far less full of sweetness and light if i didn't let the slithering things run loose now and then - and gods, we don't want that. well, until i decide what i'd really like to blog about here i guess this chattering will do. just remember - i am jacks smirking revenge. life is good, opening your eyes, heart and head is better, and

[i Need Work]
No... really. I'm graduating in 9 days. HI YUR MEE *rubs the dead skin out of his eyes* Anyway, my last official day for my two classes is today. I have 2 essays to hand in, and study guides to finals to receive. Do I care if I fucking BOMB these finals? Hell no, its statistically impossible to get below a 3.0 GPA now. *raises his middle finger with little passion* That's right fuckers. I'm DONE. Two finals to coast through (there's 30 minutes out of my life *GASP*) and I will never have another FUCKING HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT IN MY FUCKING LIFE! I just... really need to find a job that pays me what my time and education are worth. I need to get the FUCK out of Topeka. Out of Kansas if at all possible. OUT OF THE MIDWEST PLEASE. Anyway, I'm selling my history books, and buying myself something delicious friday. In the meantime, frankfurters and garlic oil. I might sleep, I might not. *scratches his head* It really is over. I officially have an education. D

Rules For Women Motorcycle Passengers
Rules for female passengers. 1. If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your going to go for a ride go with the nicest bike he's the one who is least likely to crash and kill you. If he has a nice bike he's probably been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all going to laugh at you. Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If you're FAT! Save yourself some embarrassment and save us the aggravation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz "YOU'RE FAT BITCH!!!! We can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5. If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsibility to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! We have to go first. No one else knows how to get where we are going... (Right guys?) 7. Showing

Relationships
You know I have been in many relationships but we all know that there is always one that just destroys us. Then we spend a great deal of our life try to get over that pain. Then one day you think you have and find out you haven't. I am here and they are not, I am here and my heart is not, I am here and my thoughts are not. So I say relationships WHY FUCKING BOTHER!!!!!!!

When Thank You Just Isn't Enough....
I want to introduce you to some of the most awesome folks I've had the pleasure of being friends with here on Fubar.If they aren't on your friends list you just gotta go f/r/a them I wish I could list every1 who I care for here but I don't think they make bullys that long lol TY SO MUCH....... The Shadow Levelers.....what more do i gotta say..they are best..I'm truely blessed to call everyone of them my friend, tho i cant list them all here..do yourself a favor and checked out their complete listing in booboo's blog, someone who by the way I can't say enough about..she stays so busy, showing love to all of fubar, organizing her Fu-family, and still has time to make every person she comes into contact with feel like the most important person on earth..a true angel ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Without this lady & her world cruise I wouldnt have the friends i have today. she took me under her wing answered every dumb question i had, taught me how to

Chapter Two
Chapter Two The ride to the boardwalk was a quiet one. Donovan seemed to be distracted by something. He had not acted like the man in the bookstore since he stopped and was looking around. Maybe I wasn’t imagining that feeling of being watched. She thought to herself, and she looked over at Donovan sitting behind the wheel stone faced, constantly looking in his review mirror. The light from the dashboard lit up his features nicely, yet brought out something in his face she hadn’t noticed before, something almost frightening. The radio playing softly and the purring of the supercharged engine of Donovan’s wild strawberry 1969 Dodge Charger was the only things that broke the silence. It must have been a night for love songs on the radio, or just the station he had been listening to, first it was Love of a lifetime by Firehouse, then to Let’s Make Love by Bryan Adams then final song was Phoenix’ and Adam’s song Lonely Road of Faith by Kid Rock. Hearing that so

Value On Fubucks
CASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS:STICKY BULLETIN = 250,0001 TICKER = 250,0001 DAY BLAST = 375,0003 DAY BLAST = 600,0007 DAY BLAST = 1,000,00030 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000THIS IS BASED ON FUBAR'S SET VALUE OF TICKER PRICES, WHICH IS 250,000 FOR 1, OR $20 FOR 4. IT BREAKS DOWN.sfw salute=20,000nsfw salute=40,000

What A Kiss Means
**Kiss on the belly-----"lets have sex" **Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" **Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" **Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" **Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" **Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" **Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" **Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" **Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" **A wink ---"Let's get it on" **Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" **Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" **Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" **Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" **Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" **Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" **Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one.

Lady Sprit's Auction!
I really need some help! I have that crazy awful kind of love all bottled up inside me. You know.....the kind that is so strong even when it makes you hurt so deep inside you still long for it. Please help me release all this I have built up inside me. Please go Rate, Fan, Add and comment this man. Tell him that Cuffed loves him. Maybe if you all help me he will see it for himself! ~Master of Desires~ @ fubar Please msg me when your done and tell me all about it. ღMz.ÇµffêÐÐê§ïrê™ღ of the Booty Fugitives!@ fubar

I Lost A Friend Today.
This is what I am going to read at the service. She was a good cop and a great friend. "Just a Cop" The funeral line was long, There's an awful lot of cars, Folks came out of the restaurants, They came out of the bars. The workers at the construction sites All let their hammers drop. Someone asked."What is this all for?" And they said,"Aw, just a cop." Some chuckled at the passing cars. Some shed a silent tear Some people said,"It's stupid. all these dumb policemen here." "How come they're not out fightn' crime? Or in a doughnut shop? Sure is a lot of trouble, For someone who's just a cop." They blocked the intersections, They blocked the interstate. People yelled and cursed, "Damn, it's gonna make me late!" "This is really ridiculous!" "They're makin' us all stop!" "It seems they're sure wastin' time, On someone who's just a cop." Into the cemetery now, The slow procession comes, The woeful Taps are slowly played. There's loud salute

Something Special To Say
Around the corner I have a friend... In this great city that has no end... Yet the days go by and weeks rush on... And before I know it, a year is gone... And I never see my old friends face... For life is a swift and terrible race... He knows I like him just as well... As in the days when I rang his bell... And he rang mine but we were younger then... And now we are busy, tired women and men... Tired of playing a foolish game... Tired of trying to make a name... "Tomorrow I'll call on my old friend Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him"... But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes... And distance between us grows and grows... Around the corner, yet miles away... A message received said "Jim died today." And that's what we get and earn in the end... Around the corner may be a vanished friend... Remember to always say what you mean... And make it a part of your daily routine... Don't be afraid to express how you feel... Feelings are known only when revealed..

Lost
my heart is your and without you i am lost, lost in a world that don't see who i am with out you lost in time that seems to never end, my heart is your and without you i am lost lost inside me heart cause the pain is unbearable, lost in loneliness cause you are gone if you could see how lost i am without you,how my heart aches for you smile ,your laughter ,you touch and you love and to know you are truly my heart you have my heart and i am lost without you

Kid R(c)ock- I Am A Nutsack
I Am a Nutsack I am a nutsack...I am free When your boxers are forsaken I'm gonna hang off you I look up to you I'm gonna get you I'm like a fatty, I roll hard eatin chips, gettin sweaty In a trannys mouth and inside dusty jeans baby I never was cool with James Dean But I be hanging upsidedown with my man Slim Jim I swing low like a chimp From 6 to 2 inches I seen my man shrink But now I'm humble and I can only think With my tiny head a size of a shrimp So ask no questions and I'll tell no lie I got one big ole dick and one small eye I'm in your pants if you know what I mean And a soap on a rope couldn't keep me clean Cause I'm the nutsack you understand The illegitimate son of man The S-A-C to the D-I-K Or the N-U-T to the S-C-R-O-T And I'm danglin Said I'm danglin

Is There A Contest Here?
I have a hard time trying to figure out the thinking of my fellow Americans... On one side, you have a bitch who is a lawyer, married to a lawyer, and a lawyer who is married to a bitch who is a lawyer. On the other side, you have a true war hero married to a woman with a huge chest who owns a beer distributorship. Is there a contest here?"

Games Update
***THANKS KAOS!*** May 7, 2008 GAMES...Are they coming back? Due to maintenance and display issues with the games, we had to close down the game section of the site. The company that provided us with the game options were unstable and consistently having problems, so we decided to disconnect from them. We are however looking into providing you with other games and gaming options, but the game section will remain closed until this is completed. There is no estimated time of completion right now, so we ask for your patience in advanced. Cheers! -fubar Admin

I'm Sorry
if case anyone is wondering why I don't return the favor when you guys rate my photos.. its because I can rate 1 photo , and once I click the nest one all the others disappear I'm sorry I cant return the favor once fubar fixes the problem I will do my best to return the favors once again I am sorry

050808 Fluffy Starr Blog
Confessions of a midnight snacker.... What is your favorite midnight snack? God, mine would have to be pizza. Doesn't even matter what kind. Not overly meaty tho. And right now, I'm having mad mad mad cravings!!! Salivating like a dog. I walked by a pizza place 3 times today in my travels, and I talked myself out of it each time. But I should have just let myself have it, because now I'm craving it and dreaming about it. But I am getting a chubby tummy, because I eat so damn much before bed, so I better cut it out! (Yeah, good luck!) But boy oh boy, do I ever wish I had a wonderful pizza right now! I would have 4 slices, then go to bed and sleep a nice peaceful sleep, all snuggled up in my soft fuzzy leopard spot blanky. But all I have to eat, readily without much fuss, is a damn granola bar. That is unbelievably pathetic. Wow... Just wow. If I had Triscuits, I would have cheddar cheese and crackers. But nope. *sigh* Every night, the same thing. Ravenous, at midnight. What a bad

God Said No!!!!
God said NO!!!! I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said , No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No. You must grow on your own!, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to h

Grandpa Died
He left me with his roses and his black dirt garden with his tomatoes and lettuce... But he forgot to take our evenings in the kitchen together. He forgot to take the smell of his jacket and the sound of my name, the way he said it. He left me with his catfishing and his care of tools and a set of deer antlers on the wall. But he forgot to take his glass of wine and ginger ale and his big hands so warm around mine. He left an old grey tackle box, a handmade knife and some homemade sinkers. But he left his hat on the rack and his glasses by the bed. He forgot to take his name from my lips... and he forgot to take his smile from my mind.

1 Year Anniversary Of Running
may 18th I'm now on my 4th Marathon, next week I will be at 5, its the first ever Marine Corps Half Marathon, the race sold out in like a week, but registration opened back up due to popularity so its gonna be big, i'm thinkin about running in my camouflage uniform in support of the Marine Corps, thats gonna add more weight on my body but i don't plan on racing my ass off I just wanna have fun, I never would of thought I would've kept running like this, it just kinda grew on me after training for my first Marathon last yr, i'm hoping to qualify for the 2009 Boston Marathon at this yrs Marine Corps Marathon, i'm planning on running 2 times a day just to get ready for it, i'm lookin foward to dropping at least 5 more pounds and running the capital crescent trails soon...

Im Here For You So Dont You Forget It!
Default/count on me. I know that life ain't always good to you. I've seen exactly what it’s put you through Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you You got to thinking there was no way out You started sinking and it pulled you down It may be tough you've got to get back up Because you know that life ain't over yet I'm here for you so don't forget You can count on me Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on Anytime you need someone Somebody strong to lean on Well you can count on me To hold you till that healing is done And every time you fall apart Well you can hide here in my arms And you can count on me To hold you till that feeling is gone I wonder why nobody's waiting on you I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times I'd love to be the light that finds you I see a silver lining on your cloud I'll pick you up whenever you fall down Just take my hand and I will help you stand Because you know that life ain't ove

~ Moments In Life ~
~ MOMENTS IN LIFE ~ There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us... Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile... Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do... May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy... The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the

To All Moms
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I

Miss You!
Has anyones x ever told them this! That you are not aloud to say "Miss you" to your friends. Because apparently I have said it to 20or so males on my friends list! Yeah I have said "Miss you" to some friends because I haven't talked to them in ages! Just didnt know that wasn't aloud

Geocaching
So, I have been trying to find ways to get my mind off the stresses of work (which by the way is insane) and just life in general, so when my friend called and asked me to go geocaching with him, I reluctantly agreed, thinking how much fun can this be, lol. OMG, I think I am hooked, lol, it was so much fun. I don't know if it was the indiana jones feeling of figuring out where the treasure is and then actually finding it or the competitive nature that I have, trying to find it first, but what ever the case...it was a blast! If you have never done it before, I high recommend it.

For James
Lost Without You Lying here alone Staring out the window Wishing on my special star To take this pain away Here I sit and wait Letting the time pass me by Wanting to be where you are I hate feeling this way I am so alone I long to feel you next to me To feel your heart beat with mine I miss you I want you I am lost without you Unable to breathe I can't find my way out of darkness I need you here And to never let me go Everywhere I see you In my dreams, in my head My heart cries out for you To see you To touch you Always on my mind Forever in my heart Longing to be with you To look Into your eyes I am lost without you Unable to think I can't find my place in this life I need you here And to never let me go Come back for me Love and adore me Put your arms around me And take me away I miss you I love you I need you I need you here Because without you I am lost

Poem
If I could have one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Sadness
What is this I'm feeling? This sudden intensity..... For the strength I put on, feelings deceive me..... A sudden shiver, then I feel cold. A story of fear, a story now retold. Afraid of feelings? And feeling regret? Feeling out of control, right from the onset. I keep it inside. I hold on tight. Slow suicide..... Repression is hard..... This awful sensation, not felt in a long while. Without hesitation, It erased my smile. I merely looked over, an old poem of mine. Then quick as a blink, sadness flooded my mind. And what's this on my face? The idea fills me with fear...... Afraid of this feeling..... Is that..... a tear? Yes it is, and I connot deny. A feeling I try not to feel, has just made me cry. I'd rather die...... So why? Why... a tear? If I cry I'm sad, if Im sad, then pain wins. And if I cry, I'm vulnerable again...... What's the point in feeling sad, about one I can never see? The one I hope, is never near me.

Poem
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

You Want Me To What???
Ohmigod, my ex bf, who lied, cheated(I kinda caught him), stole my money, and made me support him when he got fired from his job actually called to ask me if he could just sleep on my balcony for a month til he gets established....hmmmmmmmmm.....NO! Are you serious??? Noooooooo! Nooooooo! Just go away and leave me alone! Wow...are there any decent guys out there??? *sigh*

8 Things She Hates About You
Don't know why she's angry? Now you do... By Lisa Jones, Men's Health The biggest fight in my relationship has been replayed more times than Beyoncé's tumble in Orlando. It usually happens something like this: First, after 3 or 4 hours of silent abuse by me, my boyfriend starts to suspect something's up. "I know you're annoyed," he says. "What did I do?" "You didn't do anything," I say. "It's fine, whatever. I'm not annoyed." "Just tell me." This goes on for hours until I finally blurt it out: "You didn't introduce me when we ran into that guy you work with! And why do you need to go out to brunch with your ex?" Then I feel silly for letting such small things bother me, and we laugh and roll around on the bed and all is right again in our world. But he raises a good point: Most of the time he has no idea of what sets me off. Which is why I've prepared this handy inventory of things men tend to do that we tend to find annoying. If you study up, you'll be able to stop r

Hurt
The 4 letter word You did to me You killed me I was there for you I loved you I respected you But i guess you didnt want that too So you left me in two To be nothing So why did you How could you I will never know How you hurt me so

Everyone Needs An Angel
She is a great friend...will help anyone who needs to level, or is in a contest. She is fairly new to the site and needs a little help now to level....go show this amazing woman how well we help each other out in need....and tell her...her best friend Babydoll sent you.

Healthcare ?
Healthcare Today: Two patients limp into two different American medical clinics with the same complaint. Both have trouble walking and appear to require a hip replacement. The first patient is examined within the hour, is x-rayed the same day, has a time booked for surgery the next day and, within two days, is home recuperating. The second sees the family doctor after waiting a week for an appointment, then waits eighteen weeks to see a specialist, then gets an x-ray, which isn't reviewed for another month and finally has his surgery scheduled for 6 months from then. Why the different treatment for the two patients? The first is a Golden Retriever. The second is a Senior Citizen.

I Am Jack's Wasted Life.
“That which does not kill me sure does make me an irritable bitch.” If this isn’t a colloquialism, it sure as hell should be. I think my boyfriend can verily attest to its truth. Unfortunately, he has born the brunt of my stress-induced wrath. That poor, poor dear. Seriously though, he’s either an idiot or a saint and I’m fairly certain it isn’t the former. I’ve been a little high-strung lately. HA! A little… that’s quite the understatement. As the semester sees its inevitable conclusion, I’ve found a throng of deadlines piling up at my doorstep. Making their presence annoyingly obvious in the form of migraines, panic attacks, loss of sleep, mood swings and sweeping apathy. At its zenith, I teetered dangerously close to shut down mode. Luckily, I live a charmed existence and things just kind of work themselves out. Well, most of the time anyway. This subject is going to be a series of blogs because this semester has been quite possibly the most exasperating period in my

Well.........
ARE YOU MY FRIEND??? BEFORE I START AS ALWAYS I APOLOGIZE UP FRONT IF I HURT SOMEONES FEELINGS BUT IF THIS ISNT YOU THEN IT SHOULDNT RIGHT? AWHILE BACK I WAS BLOCKED BECAUSE I DISAGREED WITH SOMEONE ON HERE...CANT BELIVE ANYONE WOULD BLOCK ME HUH:p YOU ALL MIGHT AS WELL GET USED TO ME AND AFTER A YEAR ON HERE IF YOU OLD TIMERS HAVENT GOT A CLUE FOR YA YOU NEVER WILL! I AM THE BLACKSHEEP OF THE FAMILY HERE AND IN REAL BECAUSE I WILL SAY IT LIKE IT IS NO MATTER WHAT THE OUTCOME...CALL ME NAMES WHATEVER BUT ITS A FACT AND IT WILL NEVER CHANGE. I AM THE BADMAN AS SOME HAVE CALLED ME..AT TIMES THE OUTSIDER IN ALOT OF WAYS. BUT ONE THING WILL NEVER CHANGE AND I DONT GIVE A HOOT IF YOUR THIS FAMILY OR THAT FAMILY YOU ARE MINE! PERIOD END OF STORY! BACK TO THE TOP THIS PERSON WHO BLOCKED ME WAS A FAMILY/FRIEND OF MINE.. IS SHE STILL?YES SHE IS EVEN THOUGH IM BLOCKED YOU SEE I DONT JUST SAY HEY YOUR FAMILY ONE DAY AND THE NEXT YOUR NOT..UNLIKE A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE WE MAY NOT AGR

It Has Been Crazy Here
I have been working a bunch of hours and tomorrow was SUPPOSED to be a day off. But, I have been called in to fill in because the nursing staff is short ... but it is ok I will be getting paid time and a half for a full 12 hour shift... I likey. Especially with the pile of medical bills I have at home. But, on Saturday I am going to be recording all four of the stories for the CD ... and then after getting all that read and being filled with some wild ideas I just know that I will be acting out at least one of the stories and take it all out on my husband Saturday night. Which story do you think I will be more apt to act out and rip my husband from head to toes. Take a look at the description of each of the stories on my site and let me know which one it will mostly likely be. Adult Bedtime Stories ( http://adultbedtimestories.tripod.com ) My husband will then be spending the rest of the weekend editing the recordings and burning them to CDs. Check this weekend on t

Wanted: Fu-slave
I am looking for someone to share my heart as well as ...... my dirty little sekrets. Do you think you could be that person? Show me. I only fuck the best - I will accept nothing else for myself. Plz leave me a comment and share with me your thoughts if you would like to be the one. I want your kisses upon my body while i walk you on a chain beside me in the rain. With you and no one else. show your devotions to me. make love to me my slave for I am yours alone. irresistable and yours, ~milady_J_ßßW

Love Is Not Always True
WHY IS IT THAT WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THEY LOVE YOU,IT ISN'T REALLY TRUE,AND WHY DO THEY MAKE YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM ,BY SAYING ALL THE RIGHT THINGS,AND MEAN ALL THE WRONG THINGS,YES I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU,YES YOU LIED,YES YOU WANTED TO BE WITH ME ,AND TOLD ME ALL THE TIME YOU CARED ABOUT ME ,WE WERE TO LIVE TOGETHER ,THEN YOU TOLD ME ALL THE THINGS I WANTED TO HEAR,EVEN THOUGH I NEVER SAID,BUT I REMEMBERED EVERYTHING YOU SAID ,WHAT YOU WANTED ,LIKED,AND HATED,DID YOU THINK OF THAT,SO I KNOW WHEN YOU ARE LYING,I WAITED ON YOU,UNTIL I COULD TAKE NO MORE,SO I TOLD YOU TO FUCK OFF,BECAUSE YOU KNEW I BELIEVED EVERYTHING YOU SAID,WHATS MORE I TOLD YOU NOT TO SAY ANYTHING UNLESS YOU MEANT IT ,AND YOU SAID YOU DID.SEVERAL TIMES YOU MADE ME BELIEVE YOU,AND I GAVE YOU THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT,AND FOR WHAT,OH WELL ,WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE,I WASN'T THE ONLY ONE YOU DID IT TO.I WILL NOT FORGET YOU,AS YOU STILL THINK OF ME

5 Best Moments On My Life
THANKS CHARLIE PACE! Thank you for showing us that live is beautifull, and that it can be better ....and it is not only to reduce it for life dying, having sex or to intake drugs ...... life is much more then that...... i invite you to share here on fubar, five things ... the best five moments in your live and mine for the following : 1: when my last test to become a lawyer was approved 2: when i be came a born again cristian ( i changed my life in his ways ) 3: when my only sister, karen, was pick as the best student in her univ. 4: when i was the boss of the campaigne in the eleccions to become the president of the law school and my university, my friends were elected 5: when i saw in this lillte plaza where they have games for chilldren a plate honnering my cosin RICHARD,(RIP ) that sadly he had passes away i could add more but i only pick my top 5 resons of my life

Marriage
So, today, as I've been thinking (which i often do)... I honestly don't know if I will ever get married again. It sucks so bad, seeing all of my friends, who are married, HAPPILY, and with the father of their children, and still, HAPPY... I spent 6 years trying so hard to make my marriage work. And regardless of what bullshit he tries to say, I really tried HARD. There were times when I looked at him, and couldn't imagine loving anyone else, and then there were times I couldn't wait to get away. I can't say I didn't love him, and I can't say I don't, even now. But, that was the worst 6 of years of my life, yet the best times in my life happened during those 6 years. Watching the old videos we had of when I was pregnant with Lexi, and when Lexi was a baby... makes me miss those happy times... but then, you don't catch the bad times on video. (too bad, would have saved me time in jail) But, last night, I sat there watching Adam sleep. And, I know I love him... I know he loves me.

T.d.r. Wanna Join?
CURRENT MEMBERS OF T.D.R. WANNA JOIN? IF SO PRIVATE MESSAGE DJ "E"LLUSION "E" LLUSION FOUNDER OF (T.D.R.)@ fubar ♥ Monique Show luv i show luv!!@ fubar ☆HΣLLƒIℜΣ☆@ fubar Blaze Infamous@ fubar Red-_-Shaolin-_-XX (I just dont give a fk)@ fubar BIGDADDY@ fubar §kïttlêz~Ðåñï'§ §tålkêr~Gµrµ'§ ßåß¥gïrl~þêrfê¢tl¥ Ìñ§@ñê~M¥§tïê'§ Lïl §ï§ MEMBER OF(T.D.R.)@ fubar lonestar~ownerof metalmania-wolves of wicca family MEMBER OF(T.D.R.)@ fubar viperw666 (Im back and ready to raise some hell)MEMBER OF(T.D.R.)@ fubar

Mz. B's Mother's Day Pimp Out
This is to all the Mothers on Fubar, I hope you all have an amazing Mothers Day. It's a day to cherish being a mom, To Cherish a day that's about you. Just remember if you're a mom, You are truly blessed from Above. And to those who can't have kids, You're not alone. Mother's Love There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children need her most, a mother's love will shine. God bless these special mothers, God bless them every one... for all the tears and heartache, and for the special work they've done. When her days on earth are over, a mother's love lives on... through many generations, with God's blessings on each one. Be thankful for our mothers, for they love with a higher love... from the power God has given, and the strength from up above. -

Lounges
to all my friends of all the great lounges I have for a short time unsubcribed to all I will return right now i'm not in a happy mood , noone here is of blame just dealing with shit and lately dont feel very welcomed , I will return soon.you all are great people and its been my honor to have met you all, I hope you all understand. your friend savadog

My Wish
Just a Quick Last Note to all who have wished me well and offered their support and prayers to me.. I truly will miss u all while I am making the move to Florida and HOPE to be online again soon with a QUICKNESS :D. Until then...Be Safe, Be You, and Be Blessed!! Muah!!!! ~April~

The Unholy Hellride
CLICK THE PIC JOIN THE FUN, MAKE NEW FRIENDS & RAWK OUT @ UNHOLY CONFESSIONS COME AND JOIN US ON THE UNHOLY BLESSED HELLRIDE STRAIGHT TO THE PITS OF HELL WHEN YOU ENTER FIND A PERSON WITH RED WRITING AND TELL THEM YOUR SUBSCRIBING TO JOIN THE HELLRIDE THEY KNOW WHATS GOING ON AND STAY LISTEN TO SOME TUNES AND HAVE ALIL FUN WHILE YOU MEET GREAT PEOPLE SEE YA SOON AND REMEMBER THE DEVIL ONLY HAS FUN WHEN HEAVEN IS ASLEEP ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE LINK UP TOP JOIN THE HOTTEST AND FASTEST GROWNING LOUNGE ON FUBAR FAN RATE AND ADD ALL THE MEMBERS OF THIS HELLRIDE AND THEN YOU TWO CAN BE A MEMBER OF THE BLESSED HELLRIDE IF YOUR LOOKING TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS GET MORE RATES AND MORE FANS THIS IS HOW YOU AN DO IT THE DEVIL HIMSELF ~SDMF Rellik~aka~Mass~Unholy Management~DBLB~Dj @ Unholy & DBC~AngelRockers Fu Hubby & R/L Man~@ fubar THE DEVILS DEMONIC ANGELS myownaddictions@ fubar ☆ SDMF CindyLouDJ@Unholy`Is Taken~DB ~@ fubar DJ AngelRocker~K.O.P.E.~@Unho

Level Up
If whoever will contact me first and help me level up I will be there slave for a month..... I need to level up fast I want a lounge..... Just leave me a private message I will tell you all the details.............

Cry
Cry I'm not the type to get my heart broken, I'm not the type to get upset and cry, 'Cause I never leave my heart open, Never hurts me to say goodbye, Relationships don't get deep to me, Never got the whole in love thing, And someone can say they love me truly, But at the time it didn't mean a thing. My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' round, And deep inside, My tears I'll drown, I'm losin' grip, What's happenin'? I stray from love, This is how I feel. This time was different, Felt like I was just a victim, And it cut me like a knife, When you walked out of my life, Now I'm in this condition, And I've got all the symptoms, Of a girl with a broken heart, But no matter what you'll never see me cry. Did it happen when we first kissed? 'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go, Maybe 'cause we spent so much time, And I know that it's no more, I shoulda never let you hold me baby, Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart, I didn't give to yo

Wow
ITS AUCTION TIME SPONSORED BY THE SEXXXII TWISTED & TRANSPARENT IF YOU WANNA OWN THIS NAUGHTY GIRL CLICK THE PIC & START BIDDING DON'T FORGET TO STOP BY & GIVE TWISTED SOME LOVE!! ~Twisted & Transparent~ Wifey to My soldier John~JAK'S Naughty Girl~@ fubar

Dark Region Of Your Soul
IF YOU LOOK DEEP IN YOUR SOUL THERE IS DEMON THAT RESIDES THERE WAITING TO BE FED BUT YOU IGNORE IT BUT SOMETIMES IN YOU DESPAIR IT COMES OUT AND FEEDS ON YOUR BLOOD AND EMOTIONS EATING AWAY AT THEM UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT YOU ARE VOID OF LIFE NOTHING MAKES SINCE ANYMORE YOU TRY TO MAKE SINCE OF IT ALL YOU WALK THE WORLD LOOKING FOR ANSWERS BUT NO ONE CAN HELP YOU YOU CALL OUT FOR HELP NO ONE RESPONDS SO YOU FADE AWAY FROM PEOPLE YOU PUT ON A FALSE FACE TO PLEASE PEOPLE BUT INSIDE YOU LOATH AND DESPISE THEM BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON INSIIDE SO YOU PRETEND TO LISTEN WHEN THEY SAY THEY UNDERSTAND BUT YOU KNOW THEY WILL NEVER WILL UNDERSTAND SO YOU JUST GO THROUGH LIFE UNTIL YOU DIE LOOKING FOR ANSWERS BUT YOU NEVER FIND THEM

My Dark Heart
DARK IS MY HEART BLACK AS NIGHT MY SOUL IS CONSUMED BY THE DARKNESS I FEEL NOTHING PAIN IS ONLY A MEMORY MY SOUL BLEEDS MY EYES CRY TEARS OF BLOOD BLOOD FLOWS DOWN MY CHEEK IT IS BLACK I LOOK AT IT AND FEEL NOTHING I WALK IN A DAZE LIFE IS GONE FAMILY DISTANT EYES LIFE LESS SKIN CLAMMY ARMS LIMP I WALK THE WORLD TRYING TO FIND A PERPOSE BUT IT DOESN'T SEEM POSSIBLE TO FEEL ANYTHING I AM CONSUMED BY THE DARKNESS NO LIGHT CAN SHINE IN MY SOUL SCREAMS OUT IN MADNESS MY HEART BEATS LOW AND SLOW MY SOUL LASHES OUT FOR BLOOD SO I FEED IT MINE IT SUSTAINS ITS SELF FOR A WHILE TIL IT WANTS MORE I DRAW PEOPLE IN AND UNLEASH MY SOUL AND IT FEEDS ON EVERY LAST DROP OF THERE BLOOD IT NEVER SLEEPS ALWAYS WANTING MORE I TRY TO SUPRESS IT BUT IT DOESN'T WORK MY SOULD WILL LIVE ON WHEN I AM DEAD AND GONE I HOPE IT DOESN'T CONSUME ANY BODY ELSE I FEEL FOR THEM NO ONE CAN HANDLE IT SO BE PREPARED MY SOUL WILL LIVE ON

Darkness Falls
WHEN DARKNESS FALLS ON YOUR SOUL YOU FEEL NOTHING PAIN IS GONE AND LIFE STARTS TO SUCK YOU ABSORB NOTHING YOUR VIEW OF THE WORLD BECAOMES DISTORTED REALITY MEANS NOTHING YOU FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T EXIST IN THE WORLD YOUR WORLD CRUMBLES AROUND YOU AND ALL THAT IS LEFT IS DARKNESS YOU CAN'T CONTAIN IT BECAUSE IT HAS A MIND OF ITS ON YOU TRY TO RUN BUT YOU CAN'T YOU INVENTUALY GIVE IN AND DARKNESS TAKES OVER AND CONSUMES YOUR SOUL YOUR EYES GROW LIFE LESS DEVOID OF EVERYTHING YOU SEE WHAT THE DARKNESS WANTS YOU TO SEE PEOPLE BECOME DISTANT FROM YOU AND RUN AWAY YOU WANT TO HIDE AWAY BUT YOU CAN'T BECAUSE YOU CAN'T ESCAPE THERE IS NO WHERE TO HIDE

Kaliko's Happy Hour
On Friday at 5PM Fubar time, Kaliko will be having his Happy Hour! Be sure to show him lots of love... Fan/Add/Rate him, rate his pics and stash and be sure to comment too! All other gifts...drinks, bling, blasts, tickers, and more Happy Hours are good too! Click on his pics and show him some love!!!!!!!

Multinationals Make Billions In Profit Out Of Growing Global Food Crisis
Giant agribusinesses are enjoying soaring earnings and profits out of the world food crisis which is driving millions of people towards starvation, The Independent on Sunday can reveal. And speculation is helping to drive the prices of basic foodstuffs out of the reach of the hungry. The prices of wheat, corn and rice have soared over the past year driving the world's poor â€“ who already spend about 80 per cent of their income on food â€“ into hunger and destitution. The World Bank says that 100 million more people are facing severe hunger. Yet some of the world's richest food companies are making record profits. Monsanto last month reported that its net income for the three months up to the end of February this year had more than doubled over the same period in 2007, from $543m (Â£275m) to $1.12bn. Its profits increased from $1.44bn to $2.22bn. Cargill's net earnings soared by 86 per cent from $553m to $1.030bn over the same three months. And Archer Daniels Midland, one of t

Fires Of Passion
Fires of Passion by LateNiteFantasy© Fires burn brighter then the everlasting flames of heat and desire that whispers your name once in a while, you'll picture I'll see in my minds eye you wait there for me Fires and heat fill the warm evening sky as each one of us gives kisses and sighs the dry night air sings upon our skin as we touch and we listen to the love deep within Fires of passion, sin and delight help to bring us to the greatest of heights soaring above the crackling sparks each one of us giving a part of our hearts Fires of touches, kisses and strokes loving and holding making the most of this heated moment of desire and lust bringing the moment of our greatest trust. Fires of ours burn brighter and strong as each one of us, dances along with fingers and teeth, caress and nips upon our hot, swollen lips. Fires that only go out in the light of mornings bright sunshine giving its sight to lovers entwined in a heated embrace with nothing

Check Them Out!!!
I am pimping out two of the sexiest, sweetest and most awesome women on Fubar! For the last month I have had the privilege of being fu-owned by Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~. Next week is the last week of my time as her fu-ownee. She has 91,000 points to go before she levels to an Insider. I would love to see this happen while she still "owns" me. So if you haven't done so yet, please stop by and rate, fan and add her. Also take a few minutes and rate some of her pictures and stash. Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar ************************************************** My next pimp out is for one of my dearest online friends. I have known her since way before the Fubar days and she is one the GREATEST people I know. She is trying so hard to Godmother. So please, just take one minute of your time and stop by her page to be sure you have her fanned, rated and added as one of your friends. Also check out her great pictures and stash and drop a few rates on those as well!! BrattyBytch {Sh

Finally!!!
After 4 (very long) years, I will finally have my Associates Degree and a Certificate of Completion in Information Technology. Tomorrow is the end of this term, and I am so happy it is over!!! I've been waiting a very long time for this, it feels so good to finally have achieved this! Soon, it will be off to the next step of determining my major for my bachelor degree. But right now, I'm just going to revel in the success of finally making it this far.

Fires Of Flame
Fires of Flame by LateNiteFantasy© She watched him advance Slowly, gently, with great ease She trembled when he touched her And felt it in her knees. His eyes consumed her soul And made her body ache She not only felt the tremors But every lust filled quake. She touched his cheek so gently Caressed it with a kiss Made his body hum Made her own feel bliss. He pressed himself against her Touched her very soul Made her body weak Made his own self groan. She tried to slow her actions To hold out for all it costs But soon she felt his fingers And knew that she was lost. He explored her every angle Tenderly he touched each space He stopped breathing for a moment As he looked upon her face. She whimpered and she sighed With every loving touch As he massaged her body And made her feel so much. He lowered down her figure The bed soft beneath her back And soon his mouth was busy Making his attack. She curled her fingers tightly Cle

The Journey
THE JOURNEY VI. WINTER TIMES Soon the weather was changing. It was getting cool at night. Then it began to frost up during the night, but when the sun came up the frost melted away. Ekeuhnick and Silamui decided they had to plan to winter somewhere. One of them said: "We must go back to the hot water creek. There is a lot of game around there and it will be warmer." The men turned back toward the hot springs. When they arrived they prepared to stay for the winter. They built an igloo (a shelter place). They took cottonwood poles and bent and tied them to make a frame. Then they took skins of caribou and covered the poles to make a tent. Next they took pieces of sod they cut from the ground and covered the tent. This would keep them warm when the wind blew and it was cold. The men kept experimenting with their ideas on ways to catch the small animals and birds. They brought up ways of making clothes to keep the cold form hurting their bodies. They made their first parkas ou

New Fu Feature!
New feature! Now in ur bartab u can choose exactly which items u do want to see! and block the ones u dont! I don't mean the just for me, or everything tab either! there is now filter tab next to that one!!! check it out~ profile settings is the location!

My Sun...
Az ne1 knowz who knowz me at all,Alice in Chains iz holy 2 me,they r the soundtrack 2 my life along with Mad Season-and this iz becuz of THE MAN,MY MAN,Layne Staley.Therefore,nething 2 do with them/him iz holy ground with me... My current avatar iz the AIC sun,and i have had ppl downrating it and i just want to take this opportunity 2 say that if u do that then basically u suck.Every1 has their fave whatever;if im ratin ur pix and ur a dallas cowboy fan and have their pix up i give u a 10! Im a 49er fan-but im not a small-minded asshole and im not out to hurt ne1 so no matter what u post ill give u a 10 or 11-and if i ever run across nething that i hate that much ill just not rate it at all b4 i downrate it-but,thatz just me...my parentz raised a classy kid! Peace out peepz...xox

Firefighter's Prayer
Lord, guide me through the fire And make my pathway clear; As I rescue those in Danger, May I have no Fear. Although the flames surround me, I know I'm not alone; For You are right beside me; You never leave Your own.

More Conscious
Now, that I'm here Breaking my relationship with time and space Watching my life through the milky glasses of a window Now it all becomes so clear If I had the opportunity to smell The enchanted wind of a spring flower I would take a deep breathe to relax If I had the chance to get the tingling emotion Of warm white sea sand slipping through my fingers I would hold on to the feeling If I could see the pure and carefree smile of a child As the original nature of honesty It would be so refreshing Being able to respond If I could hear the greatest sound The silence of forest in the early morning Just interrupted and up valued by the lonely call of a bird I would answer If I could have my body back To be reloaded by a sip of crystal clear water Water which is not polluted by chemical industry I could taste the freshness of the unspoiled nature Now, that I'm here Breaking my relationship with time and space Watching my life through the clear glasses of a

Happy Mother's Day To All Of Those Who Apply
Good Morning and welcome once again to another installment of “it’s your Weekend so what Cha going to do with it!” Hey there and how’s it going? I am fine, still sickly, and let me tell you do not, I can’t state this high enough on the scale of do not do’s But do not get a cold just prior to summer…Holey smokes the wheels have came off the wagon on this one…I hate sneezing and coughing and running sniffles nosey crap…sore throat…You name it! YUCK!!! But, the way I understand it from some professionals (those who gave it to me) It only last’s 10 days…Well crappola! That is 10 days to long for my goofy butt. I heard in the news this morning and did not catch where the dumb dude was from, but apparently he barged in on a Bachelorette party at a bar somewhere and while doing so had his picture taken with some of the gals. Not so bad right? Lucky him…but the dude apparently became inebriated. Inebriated is not good when you do stuff to piss people off…and he did, and in doing so was thrown

Too Freakin Funny!!!!!
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them, and hides in the bedroom cupboard to watch. Just after getting into bed the woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the cupboard, not realising that the little boy is in there already. After a little while the little boy says, 'Dark in here.' The man, who obviously got a real fright not expecting to hear anything - let alone from a little boy, says 'Yes, it is.' Boy - 'I have a football.' Man - 'That's nice.' Boy - 'Want to buy it?' Man - 'No, thanks.' Boy - 'My dad's outside.' Man - 'OK, how much?' Boy - '£250' In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the cupboard together. Boy - 'Dark in here.' Man - 'Yes, it is.' Boy - 'I have football boots.' The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, 'Ok how much this time ?' Boy - '£350' Man - 'Sold.' A few

Lifes Little Mysteries Questionare Copy And Paste If U Dare!!!!
1. What are you listening to right now?: tunes from Howl @ the Moon 2. What was the last thing you ate?: Dinner 3. If you were a crayon what color would you be?: multi coloured cant decide 4. How is the weather right now?: f.........ing freezing 5. What color is your underwear right now?: damn forgot to put it on 6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: My Sister 7. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: their sense of humor..........................nah i lied 8. Favorite type of food?: Anything savory 9. Do you drink?: ooooh yes please 10. Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: Cant remember......................................hic 11. What color are your eyes?: Hazel 12. Single?: No 13. Favorite month?: December 14. Last movie you watched?: can i be arrested if i tell u LMFAO 15. Favorite day of the week?: Sunday 16. Are you too shy to ask

Seminars For Men
ANNOUNCING: SEMINARS FOR MEN COURSE 001 COMBATTING STUPIDITY COURSE 002 YOU TOO CAN DO HOUSEWORK COURSE 003 PMS - LEARN WHEN TO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT COURSE 004 HOW TO FILL THE ICE TRAY COURSE 005 WE DO NOT WANT SLEEZY UNDERTHINGS FOR CHRISTMAS COURSE 006 WONDERFUL LAUNDRY TECHNIQUES (DON'T WASH MY SILKS) COURSE 007 UNDERSTANDING FEMALE RESPONSES TO COMING HOME @ 4AM COURSE 008 PARENTING: IT DOESNT END WITH CONCEPTION COURSE 009 GET A LIFE: LEARN TO COOK COURSE 010 HOW NOT TO ACT LIKE AN ASSHOLE WHEN YOU ARE WRONG COURSE 011 UNDERSTANDING YOUR INCOMPETENCE COURSE 012 YOU - THE WEAKER SEX COURSE 013 REASONS TO GIVE FLOWERS COURSE 014 HOW TO STAY AWAKE AFTER SEX COURSE 015 SEX 101: YOU CAN FALL ASLEEP WITHOUT IT IF YOU REALLY TRY COURSE 016 SEX 102: MORNING DILEMMA - IF ITS AWAKE, TAKE A SHOWER COURSE 017 HOW TO PUT THE TOILET SEAT DOWN COURSE 018 THE REMOTE CONTROL - OVERCOMING YOUR DEPENDENCY COURSE 019 HOW NOT TO ACT YOUNGER THAN YOUR CHILDREN COURSE 020 Y

Dog Diary Vs Cat Diary
DOG DIARY 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 PM - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 PM - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 PM - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 PM - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 PM - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 PM - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 PM - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! CAT DIARY Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I

Dr Phils Advice
Dr Phil proclaims, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started." It's as simple as that. So,I looked around my house to see all the things I had started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's, a package of Oreos, the remainder of both Prozac and Valium prescriptions, the rest of the cheesecake, some saltines, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Have a great weekend!

"poem By Kg"
I‘m sick, I‘m tired -- Earth awaits Embracing me – no fear, no hate. Like clouds above the crowds of heads So soft as pillows on the beds The darkness landing all around My feet are touching solid ground I go or stay? I say or go? That‘s all I want to finally know No matter fears, no matter dreams Life goes along it really seems That I alone and only care For things in life that are so dear Don‘t search for clues – there are no such Don‘t mention bues, I care for touch Let hope begin, let sun come free My major sin, YOU always be PS Don‘t search for explanations, really. Thanks for reading. Yes, that was purely my creation. Posted by Girlish-Any, 11-23-2007 IN her Blog, "I wrote it"

Another Angel In The Sky.
This morning im sorry to say David Woods, my cousin in law, almost like a older brother to me committed suicide. A newly wed to my cousin Tammy Woods. Im not sure how much I will be on here for the next few weeks. I might be on here more, I might be on here less. But all i ask is for you guys to pray for his family, my family. Mainly his wife Tammy who is amazing to me. Shes been there for me through everything. My deep depressions even that she has pulled me out of and i know she was trying to help him too. Just please pray for her. Thank you

Tornados
I know now that I have a guardian angel, last night as I slept peacefully tornadoes roared around me. Five miles north of me and about 15 miles south of me houses have been torn off their foundations, roads are closed, people are without power but in my area nothing has happened. My car does have a new coating of pollen and a few small sticks are on the yard but nothing is really strewn out of place. Hopefully no one has been hurt!

Self And Innocent Part Four
Chapter four She is now full and lies still in my arms, I feel her sensing my joy and love, which makes her settle. Placing her down, I go and sit once again under the tree with the first man sat beside me. We sit together entwined under the tree and I start to get those feelings that surfaced all that time ago, the electric surge that pulsates through my body has he touches me, his hands are still soft as I remember them, his breath still smoothes me when he breaths softly on my skin. The pure desires that ache inside clam to get out, to be released into his body and flowing gently like a calming sea. My eyes shut has I feel his fingertips touching me, caressing me making my body spin and my heart pump madly. I feel my body shiver and then a short sharp shock powers through me at high speed. While I think back, I look to the first-born and remember the creation that we made together. The journey will soon begin for the first-born and it will be time for me to summons the power

Solitude
Life we talk of death Each breath come closer to out. Of this I'm not afraid Though I don't know what it's all about I don't know! Decisions that we make, The chances that we take, The blindness we can't take. Thought I knew but now I know what it's like, To be alone...! alone.......! I remember here! Thought it was a dream! I never thought I'd come to this. Living with the fear, Now I know what it means Never thought it'd, end like this! Falling with no end... Into what I've only done to me. With messages to send.., Out of what I've only done to me. Falling with no Calling with no Crawling to the end. I remember here!

One Last Kiss To The Moon, Part I
They sat quietly watching the fire burn. It was a sultry summer night, not even a breeze blowing. The sky was clear and full of stars – perfect weather for sleeping beside a lake in the middle of nowhere. "What were you thinking just then, I saw you smiling?" he asked taking her hand into his own. "Mmm, I was thinking about how many times we’ve talked about the moon.” she said, her eyes gazing intently up at the sky. "I remember you telling me that on New Year’s Eve you blew a kiss to it because you couldn’t give one to me." Now turning to look at him, her eyes meeting his, she could feel him clasp her hand a little tighter in his own, as he too remembered that time. "We missed a lot of kisses then didn’t we?" he asked with that tender loving look in his eyes that she knows all too well. Slowly she edges closer to him on the bench, ever so softly kissing his cheek and resting her head on his shoulder. "Why don’t we go for a walk down to the lake while this fire slowly dies

Feds Accused Of Gold-price Manipulation
Source: WorldNetDaily - Jerome R. Corsi U.S. Treasury The Wall Street Journal has agreed to publish a full-page ad in which the Gold Anti-Trust Action Committee charges the U.S. government surreptitiously utilizes gold reserves to engage in international swaps and other market manipulations. "Anybody Seen Our Gold?" is the title of the ad, which alleges U.S. gold reserves held at depositories such as Fort Knox and West Point may have been seriously depleted. GATA asserts U.S. gold reserves are being shipped overseas to settle complex transactions utilized by the Federal Reserve and the U.S. Treasury to suppress the price of the precious metal. "The objective of this manipulation is to conceal the mismanagement of the U.S. dollar so that it might retain its function as the world's reserve currency," the ad copy reads in a pre-publication version GATA provided to WND. The U.S. Treasury denies the claim, insisting the stock is accounted for regularly. GATA's chairman, W

My Heart
My heart is on fire for it feels everything My heart is on fire because its full of pain and sorrow My heart is on fire because it wants to cry My heart is on fire for it wants to fight My heart is on fire and there is no way out My heart is on fire for it wants to run My heart is on fire, My heart is on fire and I want the fire out

I Am Someone
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone

Economic Stimulas Fubar, Working Links Now
FYI, some important information you should know. 1. If you had your tax returns done for you or online via say H&R Block, you may not get it direct deposited, instead, it will be in paper form and comming of course, about a month later. Excerpt from IRS website, Q. I chose direct deposit for my 2007 tax refund but also requested a refund anticipation loan (RAL) from my preparer. How does that affect my stimulus payment? A. Taxpayers who use Refund Anticipation Loans (RALs) or enter into any other loans or financial agreements with a tax professional, such as agreeing to have return preparation fees deducted from their refunds, cannot receive their stimulus payments by direct deposit and instead will get paper checks based on the paper check distribution schedule. That being said, here is the schedule, http://www.irs.gov/irs/article/0,,id=180250,00. html and a link to check your where your check is or status https://sa2.www4.irs.gov/irfof/IRServlet?app=IRACTC S

A New Begining With An Open Mind April 30th
WELL LETS SEE WHERE SHOULD I BEGIN.... AS YOU MAY HAVE READ IN MY LAST BLOG IM IN THIS PERFECT WORLD AND THIS PAST WEEK AND 1/2 HAVE BEEN HARD AND HEART RENCHING FOR ME BUT THINGS ARE LOOKING GREAT HENRY AND I ARE FINALLY TALKING AND GETTING BACK TO WHERE WE WERE AND LET ME TELL YEA I FEEL SO AMAZING TO HEAR HIS VOICE AND TO HEAR IT THAT HE IS HAPPY AND WE ARE TALKING AGAIN LIKE WE WERE I AM SO HAPPY. I DIDNT LIKE TO HEAR HIM SO UPSET AND FRUSTERATED I WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY. SO HOPEFULLY I WIL GET TO SEE HIM THIS WEEKEND AND WE CAN SIT DOWN AND TALK AND GO DO FUN THINGS AS A FAMILY AND STILL GIVE HIM ONE ON ONE TIME WITH HIS SON AND I KNOW THEY BOTH NEED IT AND I DONT WANNA SOUND SELFISH BECAUSE I WOULD NOT BE THAT WAY WHAT SO EVER AND I WOULD NEVER EVER TRY TO COME INBETWEEN THEM BUT WHEN THEY GO HAVE ONE ON ONE TIME I FEEL LEFT OUT I MEAN I LOVE THESE TWO GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART HIS SON I FEEL AS IF HE IS MY OWN BUT I JUST DONT WANNA MISS ANYTHING I LOVE TO SEE THEM TWO TOGETHER H

I Am Not Moving On....... May 6th
OK PPL WHERE TO BEGIN..... IM BACK AND IM FEELING SICK FOR TWO REASONS ONE THE MOST IMPORTANT REASON IS MY LIL DUDE HE IS GOING THROUGH A HARD TIME RIGHT KNOW AND I SO WANT TO HELP HIM GET THROUGH THIS AND I KNOW THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT IS TO SIT DOWN AND TALK TO HIM AND FIND OUT WHAT ALL IS GOING ON WICH THE THINGS THAT ARE GOING ON IM KEEPING PRIVATE BUT I AM JUST SO TORN UP INSIDE THAT IT HAS CAUSED ME TO GET SICK AND THE OTHER REASON WHY IS THAT HENRY TOLD ME LAST NIGHT THAT HE DIDNT WANT TO HAVE NOTHING MORE TO DO WITH ME WICH I THINK HE IS NOT THINKING STRAIGHT BECAUSE HE IS SO UPSET AND MAD ABOUT WHAT HAPPEND THIS WEEKEND WITH LIL DUDE AND I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THAT BECAUSE I HAVE GOTTEN SICK A COUPLE OF TIMES THIS MORNING. I WANT TO HELP HENRY SO BAD AND I GUESS HE DONT WANT MY HELP SO I GUESS I JUST NEED TO SIT BACK AND CHILL BUT ANYONE WHO IS ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME YALL KNOW THAT I HAVE SUCH A BIG HEART AND I LOVE TO HELP PPL I CARE ABOUT I DONT LIKE TO SIT BACK AND WATCH I

What Ta Do??
I am considering leaving fubar once again. I just feel lost and alone and can't find the peace i'm looking for. If I go I will miss my fu friends, and want you all to know that I very much appreciate your friendship while I was here. I will make my decision in a couple days and will let everyone know in a blog. Those of you who know me personally know about my medical condition, I think thats why I cant find my peace. I shy away from commitments and want to isolate myself so that I wont or can't be close to anyone except through chatting. I don't think it fair to get seriously involved with someone when chances are I will be gone in a few years. Sorry for rambling. Have a good day..... Mitch

School Is Now Over
Hey folks! I’m back home for a few days, training is all complete. Tuesday afternoon I am to call the company and see when and where I meet the trainer. Hopefully it’s someone I can semi-stand. Six weeks in the cab of a truck with another person is a LONG time. Once he finds me worthy and well qualified, we’ll drop and hook and load our way to Van Buren Arkansas, where I’ll do my final testing, orientation, and be issued my own big ole dumb truck. THEN I’ll be shuffled off to go make money. It’s possible that I won’t make it back home between any of this – so I could be gone for up to 10 weeks or so. Ah well – in for a penny in for a pound. This place has REALLY greened out in the last few weeks, in fact it’s almost over run. My goal before I leave is to get it beaten back, and get the garden planted. Tsulas chickens have arrived. They sent her chicks, and not pullets, and we were ill prepared. We’ve lost three, but put a heat lamp into the hen house, and they seem to be far

Read This
A must read poem. He wouldnt even salute our flag. Not good OBAMA There once was a man named Obama His life began with drama An African Muslim father An Atheist white mama Obama’s white grandparents They gave him a charmed life Raised on the beaches of Hawaii Far from ghetto strife He went to private schools Fourteen thousand dollars a year Working-class white folks They were nowhere near He attended Columbia Then Harvard Law A very soft and liberal upbringing Something Americans eventually saw He then went to Chicago Nation of Islam, Farrakhan, Black Panthers and Jackson The only friends he made All from the extreme left-wing faction He joined a radical church His Pastor downright insane Blacks and whites, he said Think with different parts of their brain His church praised a man named Cone With hateful opinions he was filled He said white people were “the devil” And Gods who love whites must be killed Obama first ran for State Sen

A Story I Wrote For A Friend
A rape story There was this girl named Chrissy she lived by herself in a nice house that she bought. Chrissy is a sweet person and tries to be friends with everyone. One night Chrissy comes home to find 4 guys in her home she asked them what they were doing in her house. They told her that they wanted her so that they could fuck the shit out of her. She told them that they were not going to fuck her and if they did not leave she would call the cops. They told her that she would not make it to the phone before they got a hold of her. She tired to get to the phone but the guys were right she did not get even close to the phone before one guy got to her and pulled her to the bedroom. Chrissy is only 5’ 2” the 4 guys were all 6’ or over and very muscular. So they had no problem handing Chrissy. She told them no that she did not want this. She asked them no to do this. She told them if they did not rape her they could take anything they wanted in her house. They said that

They Walk Among Us................
They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I Gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave the money back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor. She became indignant and informed me she was Educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the Money back . same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail I walked into a Starbucks with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a Grande Latte. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free," she said, "so I guess they're both free" She Handed me my free Lattes and I walked out the door. They Walk Among Us! One day I was walking down the beach with some Friends when one of them shouted,

My Goodbye Pimpout!
Since I had to create a brand new profile just a few days ago. I have had some great friends working hard to try to get me back to FuKing like I was! I can't thank them enough for everything they have done to help me. It's so great to see a group of people come together to help someone and I am sooo flattered that they helped me. I may not be a FuKing again but they made me feel like royalty! I wish I could do more but this is just a small thank you for all of them! I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I AM LEAVING ON MOTHER'S DAY AND WON'T BE ON MUCH AT ALL! I WILL PAY OUT UNTIL ALL MY FUBUCKS ARE GONE TO SHOW THEM SOME FU-LOVE FOR ALL THEY HAVE DONE! For all the details on the reason's I will not be here pls visit my blog... I want you all to go F/R/A all of these people! If they are already a friend take a min and drop them 5 rates! When you finish send me a message that you did it and I will reward you for it! They truly deserve it. They deserve much more really but this is a st

Leveling
Hi, Iam looking for some help to level at least to 15 Iam only at level 10 right now!! I dont know how to make those fancy bulletins i had asked a couple of people to make me a bulletin to help me level but no one did!! So i was just wonder if you read thise bulletin will you at least rate my pictures and i do have stash as well!! i will show the love in return!! Iam not vip!! And i dont have alot of fubucks to giveaway iam just asking for some help to level!! i will return the luv by rating back and friendship!! Queen Bee

Laid To Rest........
I laid someone very close to me to rest recently. I'd like to think I knew that friend better than anyone else, yet, to be truthful no one ever really knew him. He grew up fast and he grew up hard, yet the heart that beat within was a heart full of Love and Compassion. He was raised as a street wise kid. He had no parents and his foster families couldn't have cared less whether he lived or died. As a young teen everyone younger and older came to him for advise and he always listened and gave them his heart in return. He kept emotions deep within his soul, never showing fear or shedding a tear. He was thought to be invincible by those who knew him and those who didn't know him were intimidated by his ways. He once stood as a tall, powerful man, but I knew the real man inside, the man who wept over a hurt animal, cried for a lost friend, defended those in need and most of all, gave his all for those around him. In truth that giant, intimidating giant was nothing more than a cuddling, lov

A Night's Pondering.
The cool night air wraps around me as I stare into the sky, Moon high above the world like a silver orbs surrounded by millions of glowing diamonds, I walk and ponder and wonder if there's some one fore me, Many have given me something yet they never stay, I've given something and taken so much more, My flaws are my undoing yet I know not what they are, I'm not perfect and there's no way I can be, I do what I can and thats all I can do, I'm alone and I'm tired of it, Longing to find some one I can stand and be able to kiss them and know it's not a kiss but a show of affection, To make love not just mindless sex, Sex is meaningless with out emotions, I wear my heart on my sleeve I try to make other's happy, Yet at my own expeince, They maybe happy yet I am not, This is what I don't want, I want the happynes and I want thier's too, This is one of my downfalls I'm too nice, I'm to eager to please, Yet I end up in heartache and pain, No longer do I wish for this, For a

Lie Detector
LIE DETECTOR John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gimmick. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a robot that John claimed was actually a lie detector. It was about 5:30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son, returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late. "Where have you been? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?" asked John. "Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project," said Tommy. The robot then walked around the table and slapped Tommy, knocking him completely out of his chair. "Son," said John, "this robot is a lie detector, now tell us where you really were after school." "We went to Bobby's house and watched a movie." said Tommy. "What did you watch?" asked Marsha. "The Ten Commandments. " answered Tommy. The robot went around to Tommy and once

Using Big Words
The teacher asked the class to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep. It was fascinating. " The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating" . Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was "fascinated. " The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My Aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

Can I Have A Raise
the Day the Penis asked for a raise > > I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: > I do physical labor > I work at great depths > I plunge head first into everything I do > I don't get weekends or holidays off > I work in damp environments > I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation > I work in high temperatures > My Work exposes me to contagious diseases. > > Sincerely, > P. Niss > > The Response > After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have > Raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: > You don't work 8 hours straight > You fall asleep after brief work periods > You do not always follow the orders of the management team > You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting > other locations > You do not take the initiative - you need to be pressured and > stimulated in order to start working > > You leave the workplace rather messy at the end

What Contracts First??
A professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know What your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class....

The Vampire's Offer.
I offer you a kiss, Soft pale lips on thy skin, Errotic and sudective, You stare into my neon green eye's, And are captavated and lost, You hang on every word I speak, My hand carress's thy face, As my lips brush the skin of thy neck, My fangs scrap thy flesh, A light prick and a sting, Your life essence start's too show, I watch your reactions, Wondering if it'll be pleasure or pain, I move around slowly hypnotizing you with my eye's and soft spoken word's, I tell you thing's to make you think I care, For I'm the hunter an your my prey, Thy reaction is of ectasy, Sliding behind I softly run my sharped pinky nail across thy neck, My hot breath can be felt on thy neck, Fang's sinking into thy soft flesh, Soft sucking sound's are heard, Red liquid flow's past my lips, A pale hand reach's up and grab's my dark brown hair, Closer you pull me, As I drain you dry, Limp you become a pile of limbs, In a ally I dump you and Off I go, Another meal to start my night may

Rules Of Life
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges? 18. Eagles may soa

I Want
I want some cool creative people to make cool pictures for me. i always see on peoples pages so and so made this for me.. its all snazzy.. does anyone know how to make cool things with pictures? can someone make me some? =) am i being a brat? No i just wanna be cool too. hahah thank you xoxox Summer

Another One Cuz I'm Bored
Quit playin me for a fool I'm not some fuckin tool That you can use for fun That you can throw away when you're done I'm a human being muther fucker I've got more feelings than you know what to do with And yet you treat me as some ordinary bitch Fuck you And your play thoughts You can't have my mind You can't have my soul You can't do with me what you want That's fucked up bullshit And it pisses me off Call me hunny Sweetie, baby, love You can take all that above And shove it up your ass Damn get some class If you want me Just want me Don't want everybody else Don't try to pull the wool over my eyes Because baby I am a valued prize One worth winnin Aren't you grown? Shouldn't you have worn out these 'playa' games When you were young Dude I am so over it and I am so done So when you want just me...... Ha right cuz that's gonna happen Only in my wildest dreams Would you ever want just me So go on play your childish games Cuz you just lost out On this hi

The Raven's Sonnet.
I looked up and down, I even looked around, Never once did I find a thing, Then I stop and looked up as I heard a bird sing, T'was a raven yet it never said nevermore, It sang a song sad n low, Of death and sorrow, Other's came and a quartet where they, Singing a lover's song, Of lover's long sence gone, They sang of thier meeting, They sang of thier grieving, They sang of Thier broken heart's, How strange to hear these raven's hark, Of two love's long sence Departed, There story haft left me sad-hearted, Too think I never would had found this wonder, If I hadn't stoped as I wondered, Did I find when not look I did, To hear a tell of sorrow and love, As beatiful as the Whitest dove, Or as dark as the blackest raven, Then again I find that the darkness is my Haven, So this tell they tell is nothing new to hear, Just a little hard to bear, Heart ache is just part of existence, Love and heart ache are also part of existence: With out happyness and sorrow we woul

Untittled
I still feel a rush through my body every time I see you everything is different now, you may not believe it, but I never forgot you, never will the balance you looked for, you found it in me Today I am still looking for the balance in my life I never forgot, I still ask myself … Who knows how this life would have been with you There has only been one in my heart I remember the look in your eyes, it is engraved in my heart Live, relive it once again Relive the first time One more time You are still you When you talk, you still run your fingers through your hair Your fingers slide smoothly, soft, and gentle There is so much I wish I could tell you Never will Who knows how life would have been for you Knowing what we know now But it is all in the past, I remember when you were still here I always will Only you in my heart and that look in your eyes To live, relive our first time To relive it one more time Only one more time I remember every moment, and

That Good Ol Man
That was a good ol man He put some pills in my hand I coughed and gagged and swallowed them down Them were the best damn pills I ever found Wasnt long I couldnt catch my breath Thought for sure I'd caught my death Them pills set me on such a high I climbed up on the bridge and thought I could fly There were lots of people standing around Friends family all wanted me to come down But now's the time when night turns to day Im gonna spread my wings and fly away Away from all this pain and sorrow I dont wanna live to see another tomorrow I wanna get away from this place No one knows how it is till they look Death in the face I took one step and the pain was gone But that hunger for God will live on And who's alive and having fun Taht good ol man who wont be laughin when his time is done.

Happy Mother's Day
I just want to take a few moments to tell all the Ladies of FuBar "Happy Mother's Day" I am heading down the Highway tonite to spend the weekend with my "Ma", she's my Mother-in-Law...but she's a great lady. Since I won't be here to send a comment to each and every one of you...I am sending my warmest wishes and respect and Love to each of you.. What Is a Mother? It's the good advice, the helping hand, the words of comfort, too, It's all the warm and thoughtful things she takes the time to do... It's these little gifts of love she gives throughout a busy day That make a mother far more dear than any words can say. I never can repay you, Mom, for all the things you've done, I can only love you more and more for each and every one! Have a Beautiful Mother's Day With much Love and Respect...Kasper..aka Beer Hunter

Warning To Women!
SAW THIS IN MY FRIEND, KAREN'S, STASH, AND JUST HAD TO PASS IT ALONG TO YOU! TY, KAREN! Safety warning Warning For Women...Serious! This is something that happened to us on the way back from vacation last week. At first I didn't think much of it until now. The reason we were a little suspicious is we had been riding in a jeep all day with 100 degree temps and we stopped at a truck stop for something to drink. When I was leaving, a young girl followed me out and asked what kind of cologne I was wearing. Well, after 7 hours in the car sweating, I don't think you could tell if I was or was not wearing any cologne. We just got in the jeep and said no thanks. Then it was about 3 weeks ago, I was at a service station in Birmingham getting gas. It was about 9:30 pm. I was approached by 2 men and 2 women in a car. The man that was driving asked me 'What kind of perfume do you wear?' I was a bit confused and I asked him 'Why?' He said, 'We are selling som

Rebuttal Etiquette (by A Male)
1. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from bitching and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Mak

Just You
i sat here today debating to tell you how i feel my deepest feelings iwanted to share but yet fear told me not to, why? you asked me....because i was afraid that you would ignore me and my feelings, and just be nice and say "how nice" without feelings, yet you took my hand and gazed into my eyes, and you told me how you felt about me, iwas suprised to hear the words "I love you" from your lips...and feel the warmth of your hand on mine, your voice comforting. It was "just you"

My New Motto
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold

First Love's Question(male Or Female Answers)
Okay I have known my first love since I was 13 and he was 16 well when we first started dating everything went swell then off and on for 7 years. Now were completely over but my question's are: 1.Does a woman have to beg for a kiss,hug or even to make love? 2.Does another woman have to be better than the other to please a man? 3.Is a prep better than anyone else?(not judging anyone just an opinion) 4.Should a family member get involve with a conflict relationship? 5.Should a family member tell you that you didn't love the person you were with for a long time? 6.Does telling the girl/woman your with that there more entertaining than the one your with? Tell me your options on these cause I need some really good advice lately. I am with someone new but I just need some help so I can sleep again I can't sleep since he has left and those questions not be answered.

Friends
I send comments to my friends every day and only a handfull send them back. i also send birthday comments to friends having bdays. and dont even as much as get a thank you. one person did thank me and sent me a bday comment bk. no im not in it or doing it for points, but i think its very rude not to return comments. im thinking about not sending comments and bday wishe to any one any more. for those few friends that do return comments thank you. you are true friends. some of you were on my friends list before i deleted my other account. those friends are very special to me.

Xxx Mississippi...
NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more! Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time.' The lady can't take this any more, 'You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig,' she retorted indignantly. In this country, we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives.' Hey, coola down lady,' said the man. 'Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell ' Mississippi '.' $5.00 says you're gonna read this again

Plz Read
The following is an email I received recently. Whether or not you think this pertains to you, please read it all the way through. You are guaranteed to know at least one person that can benefit from reading this. After reading it, please send it to EVERYONE on your list... male or female. And ask them to pass it on, because they will know people that you don't, and if it is sent out enough, maybe it can save some lives. ~Erica I will repost this a few times in the future. It WON'T bring you luck or make you rich BUT It just might save YOUR LIFE! The crying baby thing happened to me once, and the police told me the exact same thing. Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages. When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone I know. My male friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it a

My Daughter Wrote This 4 Me!
Hey mom, Guess what? You're an April morning, Filled with delight as you ponder down the stairs With a glee to bright Still you're glamorous as though it were an April day, but things have changed and you're No longer the shades in my life when I'm sobbing So,remember you'll always be the true hero till dusk us part.

Things That Make Me Go Hmmmmm
I logged on just a bit ago and saw this in my Shoutbox "misterak &...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive." So, I checked out his page and read up on his blogs. And, I asked myself.. "Where, in looking at my profile, did this guy come up with the idea that I'd be interested in being submissive to anyone? Let alone a perfect stranger who lives in Germany?" Now, maybe he just thought I looked pretty. (hahaha) or maybe the expression on my face in my pic led

R.i.p. Jeff 05/09/08
http://www.baynews9.com/content/36/2008/5/9/347012.html?title=Man+commits+suicide+at+school+bus+stop never move to land o lakes. too many people ive met here are dropping like flies. its too depressing to get to know someone and the next minute, you cant anymore.

Dead Beat Dad.................
I have 4 kids ages 23, 22, 15 and 5 my ex husband has nothing to do with our children the 22 yr old and the 15 yr old. He has given them up for his wife as he and she told me. Yet i am constantly being told by people how she talks about me on the internet and how she calls me a bitch and says im a lier because i dont have the money to pay for my husband to adopt my daughter and give my exs lazy dead beat dad ass a break hes only behind $6,159 and change and im so getting tired of them putting all this crap on me and him takeing no responsibility for being a dad. He claims that since he no longer claims her as his daughter that he no longer has to pay support for her he has paid nothing but 30 dollars in about a year and when they took him to court to make him pay they gave him 30 days and then LET him do weekends???? i dont know what these courts are thinking they harrass me to get him into court then do this. Then they wonder why my daughter doesnt want to talk to them and why she hat

::a Good Relationship::
A relationships coach lays out his 5 golden rules for evaluating the prospects of long-term marital success. When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50 percent, it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr/Ms Right! If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married, they'll say: "We're in love." I believe this is the number 1 mistake people make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on love alone. Though this may sound not politically correct, there's a profound truth here. Love is not the basis for getting married. Rather, love is the result of a good marriage. When the other ingredients are right, then the love will come. Let me say it again: You can't build a lifetime relationship on love alone. You need a lot more. Here are five questions you must ask yourself if you're serious about finding and keeping

Aint He Sweet!
Check Out My Sexy New Ownertendercop Isn't He A Doll? Stop by and show him tons of Fu Luvin!!! I'm just getting to know him, and I am loving him already!! Get to know him too you will be glad you did!!! Tendercop Owner of Pink 0828@ fubar This Pimp-Out Brought To You By His Slave: *Pink0828*~*~Owned By Tendercop~*~@ fubar

Justin Ballesteros Camacho
In a few moments, it will be May 10th and my son, Justin, would have been 12 years old. As each year passes, I try to picture what he would look like. Would he be a good student in school? Would he love my other 2 sons as his brothers? Would he love me? I miss him more and more everyday. I want to send this reminder to everyone...especially mothers since our special day is Sunday...please don't EVER pass up the chance to tell and show someone that you love them. You never know when you will never see them again but in your dreams. Until then, my dear baby boy Justin, Happy Birthday and always know that mommy loves you always and I will see you one day!

Success...define It
After finishing my psych class with a 4.0 (spank you very much I had the highest grade in the class and I worked my ass off for it) we ended with defining success. That definition is going to vary greatly depending on the person and his or her point of view. After having read most of "Attitude 101" by John C. Maxwell (an incredible book and I suggest a lot of people pick it up and read it a time or two) I have defined my own version of success. I have always looked at success before this as having the perfect job, a beautiful home, money to spare, a nice car....basically a nice life and a great family. Now I look at it as something entirely different. Yes, I want all those "things" and on some level they might make me happy but it isn't what I see as success anymore. Success for me is growing spiritually and emotionally, sharing my talents with the world, giving beyond myself all while serving others. I've taken a look inside me and I don't always like what I see. I've seen attitude ad

Adam
SO, I've been thinking a lot lately. About everything... me, my life, my kids, my boyfriend, my psycho ex husband who can not stop being a shit stain... Tonight, we were at the game, and he had his butt in my face, so I kicked him. Not even hard, just a little kick, and OMG you would have though I actually hurt him. He was all cussing at me, being an asshole. And then it dawned on me... OOOHHH yeah! Thats why I'm fucking divorcing him!! I mean, seriously, he acts like such an ass over everything... One min he's all like 'I just wanna see you happy' and the next min he's cussing at me. This being friends with him wears on my nerves after a while. But, thats life I guess... right? So, other than that... I've begun to feel lonely. LIke, I don't talk to my friends as much as I used to, mainly because i have been working and such. But, Chastine has her own drama going on, and Adam, works a lot, and then we dont spend as much time together as we used to. I mean, a lot of that is going

I Really Miss You
I think about you all the time. I love that you have made me a part of your life. I know that I mean a lot to you and you really care about my life too. I would not change a thing about you, you're perfect in every way to me. Well maybe I would change one thing. I would love to have you with me more and wake up every morning next to your sexy face. I love the laughs that we share and the passion that we share everytime we are together. I have waited for someone like you to come along and make my dreams come true. I hope that I make all your dreams come true too. No other has been able to touch me as deeply as I have been touched by you. You egnite a fire in me that surpasses even the hottest flame. What you kindle in me is eternal and can never be put out. I love you baby and I always will. I really miss your sweet kisses and your body next to mine. Come back to me soon my love. I crave your touch in the night so badly that sometimes I feel like a can barely stand the hours and minutes

Current Thoughts
the depth of the void of my being is so solid not even a black hole can escape...the total complete darkness that even with the absolute absence of light you can still make out the overwhelming presence of that which should not be...were i to be gone from this world would it be better, worse, or unchanged? i shall not take the steps to find out as of yet for my time draws near no matter the steps or cautions i take, but i continue the path i walk for now only out of curiosity to see if within the alloted time i come to a revelation that makes prolonging the end the only logical response

Canada’s Bill C-51 May Outlaw Natural Health Food Products
Source: JBS - Ann Shibler On April 8, a bill was introduced into the Canadian House of Commons that has highly worrisome implications for natural health products and those who consume and use them. The same implications might be in store for Americans as well. Follow this link to the original source: "Canadian Rights And Freedoms Are At Risk" A newly proposed law in Canada, Bill C-51, just may outlaw up to 60 percent of natural health products currently sold in Canada — and criminalize people who use them. Bill C-51 which makes significant changes to Canada’s Food and Drugs Act, was introduced into the House of Commons by the Canadian Minister of Health. The first reading on April 8 was followed by it’s second reading on April 28, barely time for consumers, trade groups, and elected representatives to examine, debate, or compose official positions. Acts in Canada must pass three readings in both legislative houses before becoming law. This is supposed to give representativ

Headed North Today
Hello all! Just a quick note to let y'all know that I'll be heading north in to Iraq this afternoon. Don;t knwo when I'll be back on, but I'm hoping it will only be a day or two. Y'all take care and I'll see ya on the other side!! J

Things I Don't Understand
Why do they call it a freeway when our tax dollors pay for it? That ain't really free. Why is it I can watch a really gory movie while eating and not have an upset stomach? Yet if I were to see something like that for real it would make me ill. Why is it when you're at work you never can find a manager when you need one, yet when you don't need one they're right there breathing down your neck? Why is it some of the people you work with can get away with shit yet if you do it, you're either suspended or worse yet fired? Why don't your own farts stink but everyone elses do? Why do people bitch about wrestling being fake when these same people will watch movies and enjoy them? Why can't I get the most annoying song out of my head(Drop It While It's Hot)? Why can't people remember Elvis for being a great singer and not some overweight drug addict?

The Sexes: Part 2
Yes I'm back and that can only mean one thing.....Listen Up! Thats right I've got sum-thin to say! This is sum-thin you probably thought you'd never hear from me but it really pissess me off! The subject today folks is ...... MEN! That's right, you heard me, Men. Come on guys what's up? Do you really think women want to hear that crap? Yeah, sure they like to hear things like : 1."You have beautiful eyes." 2."You have a nice smile." 3."Would you like to chat sometime?" But.....do you really think they want to hear? 1."You like big ones?" 2."Got more pics?" 3."Can I see your cam?" I don't think so! To me that makes them feel like you only want them for one thing, to get them in the sack. Women are not a peice of meat or jus sum-thin to enjoy whenever you want. Yeah, they have needs too but they like to feel like they are wanted for more than sex. It's the men with one track minds that make it hard for others to find a good woman because they think that all men

Unknown
So many mixed emotions not knowing where to go im lost in a world where nothing is told sick of sickness and worlds collide nothing compares to what i feel inside sadness and pain is all that remains going without her will drive me insane so much things going in my brain feeling down like sun without shine my life is not perfect nobodys is knowing things that come and things that is losing you is like losing my edge Im feeling numb and helpless all i can do is pray for your sickness I love you til the end of time I wish i showed you how was mine.

I Don't Know...
I don't know why it seems that I can not do anything right. I want something, usually I do what I can to "get it"...but things seem so illusive to me now. I know what I want, and can't seem to get in the right direction. My personal life is crazy, my home life is making me want to pull my hair out, school is just as bad some days, and to top it all off, my son seems to think that I need a husband and it's just that easy. Which made me realize, after dinner and a movie with my son tonight that I want that more than he will ever know. But whe he doesn't know and what he will never know, is that most men that I come acrossed are not good enough for him. And the ones that I think are or could be, it just doesn't work out for whatever the reason. I don't know what to do anymore. I am to the point that I should just give up and continue doing everything that I have been and do the best I can by my son. He is the most important person in my life, and if I don't do right by him, then

Goths Sissy Slut Bitch
I give my self freely wwith out regret to my Mistress gothbbw694u@ fubar to serve her in any manner she wishes as her request I will pay my hommage to her and be dressed as her sissy cum slut bitch dressing and acting accordingly at all times Goths bitch

Under The Wings Of His Goddess
It was the beginning of what would become a very wet summer for the Northeast region of the country… a very wet summer in more ways than imagined. It was their beginning - That night in mid June was the introduction of their unique combination of sexual awakening into the world of domination. After the cursory period of foreplay and what they later termed as “stagnant sex”, they took turns in revealing to each other deeply buried versions of erotic fantasies they each thought would never be brought to the surface of their lips – let alone imagining any of the eroticisms ever coming to pass. It was the beginning of libidos quenched and fantasies realized, and it was the first cornerstone in the building of their special, private place - many “firsts” for them both. The rains had been incessant that month; making for most of the people that they worked with moody and depressed. Both of them, however, were elated, for they knew the rain would be the veil of privacy they felt was heave

The Lie Detector
John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gimmick. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a robot that John claimed was actually a lie detector. It was about 5:30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son, returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late. 'Where have you been?? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?' asked John. 'Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project,' said Tommy. The robot then walked around the table and slapped Tommy, knocking him completely out of his chair. 'Son,' said John, 'this robot is a lie detector, now tell us where you really were after school. 'We went to Bobby's house and watched a movie.' said Tommy. 'What did you watch?' asked Marsha. The Ten Commandments.' answered Tommy. The robot went around to Tommy and once again

My Girl
IF U KNOW ME WELL THEN U KNOW ABOUT MY DAUGHTER AND HER CONDITIONS. WELL I HAVE BEEN GOIN THROUGH SOME SHIT WIT HER FOR 3YRS AND THERE FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS I HAD TO FIGHT WIT HER EVERYDAY TO GO TO SKOOL. TILL I GOT HER A COUNCLER. BUT I THINK THE SKOOL R SOME TARDS OK IN JAN SHE HAD SKOOL EYE EXAM AND FAILED IT NOW MIND U SHE HAS BEEN FAILING READING. OK AND I GO TO IEP METTINGS AND MEETINGS ON HER GRADES EVERY QUATER. OK SO WUT I WANNA KNOW IS WHY THE FUK DID IT TAKE THEM 5 MTHS TO TELL ME SHE FAILED HER EYE EXAM I MEAN COME THE FUK ON! IM ALLWAYS ON TOP OF HER NEEDS. I REALLY HATE HER SKOOL I HAVE BEEN ASKIN THAT THEY TEST HER FOR DISABILITES SO SHE CAN GET A GRANT TO GO TO A PRIVATE SKOOL! I THINK THEY DONT WANT HELP ME WIT ANYTHIN AND THAT IS SAD MY DAUGHTER HAS SEIZURES AND EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS DOESNT SHE DESERVE HELP???

Tax Rebate Lol
The federal government is sending each and every one of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arab and Venezuela . If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras , and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, and tattoos, since these are the only products still produced in the USA . Thank you for your help & please support the US .

Auction Ends Tonight @ 7 Pm
WHO WILL IT BE TO FILL THIS OWNERSHIP SPOT? imikimi - Customize Your World ONLY A FEW HOURS LEFT TO BID ON ME.... ENDS TONIGHT @ 7 PM COME GET YOUR BIDS ON.... YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED 1. All My 11's During Ownership Period 2. NSFW OR SFW salute Owner Choice 3. Personal Folder in My photo section with Surprises 4. Pimped Out On my Profile Page, Bulletin & Blog 5. Added to top 5 Family & Friends List 6. Stash and Everything Rated During Happy Hour Of Course the Better The Bids The Better I Become! During The Duration Of Ownership Period I come Up With Treats Every Now & Again! CLICK ON THIS LINK TO START THE BI

Fubar Friends Has Fire Next Door Caught Their Roof
http://www.necn.com/Boston/New-England/Dramatic-fire-rescue-in-Manchester-/1210363739.html fubar friends Daved1966 and big mike/boy toy had fire from building next door actually burn part of there roof and Big Mike Boytoy saves infant and toddler by catching them from the 2nd floor

The Moon At Night
its not quite a full moon But its stil very bright It wil be full soon Perhaps in a couple of nights The night is light and breezy The air is calm and quiet All the clouds r floating past Some slow and some quite fast

I Must....
I must learn to love the fool in me the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.

Happy Birthday Maiasidhe!!
It's her birthday~Please show her... "Diva Maiasidhe" some serious birthday luv!!!! MAIASIDHE@ fubar Happy Birthday Maiasidhe, hope you have a great day!!! Please show her sum DIVA love for her birthday. Happy Birthday Love MsMaine, Dylon and all your fellow DIVAS!!!

Passions Fury
Passions Fury by LateNiteFantasy© Irish stubborn Cherokee heart Commanche ways Apache warrior fierce, wild as the wind child of air rides midnight sun while storms rage beneath Could feel the wind whispering in her blood as angers fog set in masked moments too long little too late for second or seconds unknown Cold chill rocked through turbulent skies forces pull from all directions Beckons the child to their call Keeper of the winds spreads wings takes flight once again passions fury met with dust storm of illusion thus the heart concludes

Boys, Why So Confusing?
I don't understand. I had this friend when I was 19. Fell madly and deeply in love with him. Told him this ten years ago. He said he wanted to be friends. I was ok with that, I moved on. Well he got jelous of the guy i moved on too and called my mom and told her I was doing coke with this guy. I have never done that at all. He broke my trust and my heart. It took a few years but I forgave him and such. Ya know, he was suppossed to be my best friend and he stabbed me in the back. Then 4 years ago after Mike left me, I again went to this boy and told him how I really felt. He said he did too, but after a few days he changed his mind. Decided that the drugs and drinking were more important. Again..no big deal, I broken heartedly moved on. Then last night, out of the fucking blue I get a phone call from him. Haven't seen him in years. He got married, has a kid, and comes to see me. He tells me how misrable he is in his marrige and junk. He tells me how he is always compa

The South
The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right; your head isn't crooked. And always remove it @ the dinner table no matter where that may be. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of ducks are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You just better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season. It's a religious holiday, held the closest Saturda

Happy Mothers Day
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL MOMS I KNOW. WITHOUT A MOTHER THERE IS NO KIDS, JUST YOUNG ADULTS WHO MAKE BAD CHOICES BECAUSE THEY ARE RUSHED THROUGH LIFE. TO ALL THE MOMS KEEP DOING WHAT UR DOING WHETHER WITH SOMEONE OR ALONE, MOMS ARE ALWAYS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN A CHILDS LIFE. How much I love you I can't say: It's more than words can hold. You're all at once my rich, red clay, My potter and my mold. Yours the words that shaped my voice, The spirit within mine. Yours the will that shaped my choice, My fortune, and my sign. How lucky I was to have had you At the core of me! Wise and good, you always knew Just what I could be. And so I came to be someone Whom I could be proud of. For this I give my swollen sum Of gratitude and love.

The Door
The Door by LateNiteFantasy© After hours of disquietude Trying to shake this mood She walks up to the door Hesitating for a moment This would shake her core This fantasy bent Reaching out Feeling her heart sting Head full of doubt Her arm trembling Gripping the knob tight With sweaty hands Turns to the right And there she stands With a deep silent whimper Everything becoming a blurr Peering by her sight Two bodies embraced Tenderly and tight Her knee's weak With half hearted surprise He gently brushes her cheek This behind the door she spies Her responce to his touch Is almost just too much Too much to bare For the girl standing there With a look he leans down Softly kissing her lips fumbling at her gown Tugging at her hips Their clothing falling to the floor Watching from behind the door This erotic scene Silently inside she screams "Oh God,I can't take anymore" Unable to move from this place She watches as his tongue does trace

Want To Be Down With Tha Clown? Want To Join The Juggalo Mafia???
IF YOU ARE WANTING TO KNOW HOW TO BECOME ONE OF THE HATCHET SWINGING NINJAS OF THE JUGGALO MAFIA, PLEASE SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE, NOT A SHOUT!!!, A PRIVATE MESSAGE!!! TO ONE OF THESE NINJAS SAYING "HOW DO I JOIN THE JUGGALO MAFIA?", AND WAIT FOR A RESPONSE BEFORE DOING ANYTHING... AND REMEMBER, BE NICE!!! THEY ARE NINJAS!!! ROFLMAO! MMFWCL!!! WOOP WOOP!!! HORNY??JUGGALO!!!(Don MEgA) JUGGALO MAFIA!!!(Twiztid MoNk-ey is my Neden fo life)WoOp!! WOOP!!@ fubar> «§ WïkdÇ£øwñz69 §»«§ Jüggålo Måfiå™©§» ۞

Fu Angels Are Back And Better Than Ever????
Heart of Fire's Fu-Angels are back and Better than ever????????? Oh yes it's true Heart of Fire is Looking for you!!! We are creating teams within the angels and we need a greater for our second team, if you are interested in becoming a greater for our awesome club please see Heart of Fire (link below). Also ladies if you are not yet an Fu-Angel please speak to HOF ASAP!!!! OWNER "Heart of Fire" CO-OWNER ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ MANAGER/PROMOTER ?Thyckie Thyck? GREETER The CoCo Diva

Tonight: I'm Playing The Boardwalk!
Completely freakin' psyched, tonight we rock the Boardwalk! Sacto people, you have to come out, it'll be amazing! Info: http://www.boardwalkrocks.com Us: http://www.myspace.com/lowflyerband 7:30pm, $13 or so at the door! Txt me if you have it if you're coming out!

Quiz On 10 Herbal Remedies
Do you know your medicinal herbs? See if you can name these 10 herbal remedies. (And don’t peek at the answers at the bottom until you’re done!) 1. This remedy is used as a liver or kidney tonic, as a diuretic, and for minor digestive problems. Its leaves can be eaten raw. It can be made into wine. 2. This herb has been used to treat rheumatoid arthritis, menopausal discomforts and PMS. It’s also been used during pregnancy to shorten labor. 3. This is used to prevent dental plaque and to treat urinary tract infections. 4. This remedy is used primarily as a laxative, and is thought to potentially ease menopausal hot flashes, and may even benefit people with heart disease. (Hint: It can also be eaten in salads.) 5. Used as a spice, this remedy treats heartburn, stomach ulcers and gallstones. It can also be made into a paste and applied directly on the skin to treat eczema. 6. Belonging to the legume family, this remedy has historically been used for respiratory proble

Take My Tears
Take my tears let them fall, you never hear me call. I will climb this mountain, drink from this fountain. It doesnt matter anymore, I have closed the door, but cant stop this war. The pain is too deep, I cant forget. So take my tears and let them fall, i will no longer call. Down on my knees, pray that you dont see. I say goodbye, walk away with a sigh, all i can do is cry, there is nothing left to say, I will never be okay. nothing will ever be the same, I feel so ashamed. Never meant to get in the way. I walk away, These broken wings will never fly again, too much pain, I go insane. just wanted a friend, I guess it is too much to ask. just wanted a friend, to help see me through, never meant to hurt anyone. I wanted to be a part, wanted to have fun, now i cant even see the sun. Goodbye now. Take the tears and let them fall, cause you will never hear me call. Take the tears.

Bi Girls
how do i find other bi girls on fubar? i mean, i like it that we don't necessarily have to label ourselves, but i'd like to meet other girls like me. if you are/know a bi girl on fubar looking for some solidarity/friendship/whatever, let me know!

Giveaway
i am in my first real giveaway i need 1900 comments to stay in contest then 3 ppl battle it out for the last 5000 comments to win a 3 fubling packs all help appreciated...thank you i have had some awesome help, will post later blog with these ppl in it

Forever The Taste Of You
Forever The Taste of You by LateNiteFantasy© lay back on your bed and spread your legs for me, Lady Angel let me marvel at your naked perfection the exquisite curve of your thighs adoring the sight of your pretty little pussy soft comforting black fuzzy bush cute little lips, open slightly revealing the the vivid color of sunrise the glistening moist pinkness of heaven sparkling in the morning light let me inhale your intoxicating scent the sweet transcendant aroma of paradise let me lose myself in the taste of you gently kissing the inside of each of your thighs the softness of your skin completely unbelievable kiss me with your sweet pussylips, my love closing my eyes and submerging into your piquant wet lushness my hands cupping your asscheeks, pulling you harder to me to adore, to please, to worship, to devour my fingers slowly probe, slowly disappear within tenderly suckling my love's sugary clit lost in your perfection this is where I belong betw

Just Another Day
Not realy feeling all that great today, Managed to sleep almost 12 hrs at one time. As I laid in bed trying to get myself awake I was thinking about friends, Family and everything around me that makes me happy and even those that dissaponted me. Once in awhile a sittuation will sneak up on you and you have to figure out how to handle it or even if you are going to handle it or say screw it and walk away. Most of my thoughts were on how lucky I am to have the type of friends I have, once in awhile a bad apple will slip in but for the most part the value of my friends that I am close to are worth more than any amout of FU Bucks, Blings or VIP's. I may not always be around on the computer but Im always thinking about you guys. Make sure family check out the family blog posted, Take care .... Jokers

Cheating Breaks Hearts
> Near a little cottage in the better part of town. > There is moisture on the sidewalk where we tried to settle down. > > Two hearts were drawn together. > And one was proven untrue. > Now there are tears on the sidewalk a result of a broken heart. > > People think it's so strange to see moisture on the sidewalk and it hasn't even rained. > But if they only knew what I knew there would be no need to talk. > Because everyone would know it's tears on the sidewalk > > The day we were married I showed my love for you. > Then you started cheating . > And tore our home apart. > Now there are tears on the sidewalk a result of a broken heart. > > People think it's so strange to see moisture on the sidewalk and it hasn't even rained. > But if they only knew what I knew there would be no need to talk. > Because everyone would know that it's tears on the sidewalk.

Dream Of Every Day Together
Dream of Every Day Together by LateNiteFantasy© each morning covering you with loving hungry kisses intoxicating myself with your lush flavor giving you the taste of my strong love ensuring we are fresh on each others lips for the day ahead each evening a quiet romantic dinner telling each other of our daily triumphs and tragedies sipping dark piquant wine smiling and laughing playing footsie under the table each night worshipping my goddess once again whispering gently holding your perfect body tightly to me moving into you so passionately, so deeply becoming one in blissful ecstacy exhausting ourselves kissing you softly adoring my sweet heavenly beauty sleeping united until the next morning comes

Dreams Of Me
Dream of Me by LateNiteFantasy© I know you want me your excited smile your nervousness when we talk I see you looking at me, examining I catch you gazing at my crotch do you see me hungrily perusing your body? my eyes softly caressing your breasts lingering on the lush delta between your legs do you feel the way I consume the sight of you walking from me? I'll come to you in your dreams into your warm bed, in your dark room as you lay on your side, asleep my hand on your hip as I lay behind you my body moving to yours in your reverie you feel my hand move to your belly pulling you against me, naked my erection nestling between your cheeks soft warm hungry kisses, to the back your neck my hand moves up to hold your breast gently twisting your nipple through the thin cotton eyes still closed, you gasp in quiet pleasure you know it is me not your husband your lover has come for you you arch your neck, bidding me to devour you my hand slides up under yo

Help Bomb Me!! I Really Want A Vip/or A Blast!
3 Month VIP/30 Day Blast Giveaway Contest!!! I entered a rate/comment bombing contest and am asking for a little help from all my friends and family. Please click the picture below and rate it and while you are there please add comments as every one counts. Thank you for your help! SWEET MAMACITA @ fubar WHILE YOU ARE THERE PLEASE F/A/R CONTEST HOSTESS: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ @ fubar (repost of original by '

Discovery
Several months had passed since Lori and Gabrielle met and discovered each other in the forest glade. They both held fond memories of the events that occurred during the weekend. Gabrielle decided to catch up with Lori where she lived, and the arrangements had been made. Gabby arrived at the airport with her belly awash with butterflies. Remembering the sweetness of Lori, the smell of her body and the softness of her heart, Gabrielle was certain the wetness in her pants would soak through as she walked through security to look for Lori. Lori was not difficult to spot, even in the large, crowded terminal. Dressed in her leathers from head to foot, all five foot-one of her tiny friend looked absolutely delicious! Tall black boots covered the lower portion of Lori's legs. Tight fitting pants outlined all her attributes, including her soft mound. Gabrielle could see the tiny cleft of flesh pressing against the seam of the garment. A thin leather vest under the heavy jacket allowed G

Scarlet Veil In A Oasis
Scarlet Veil in a Oasis by LateNiteFantasy© eternity through storm-blown sand atop a shifting crest I stand though daylight's but a brownish haze a color's glimpse has stopped my gaze baying winds, a hundred hounds my sandals sink as I trudge down through brown coarse cloth I think I've seen a hint of blue, a flash of green strength long gone, only will remains to quench desert thirst in ancient rains my steps cease, to my knees I sink darkness comes without a drink I awake with water on my lips upon my face stroke fingertips an angel's eyes look down at me my head at rest upon her knee I try to speak but make no sound smiling, she helps me from the ground come drink and eat, regain your strength after, we may talk at length by my hand, to her tent she leads by the shore, by palms and reeds soft pillows form my resting place she takes a scarlet veil from her face a water basin from the fire's heat she kneels and begins to wash my feet looking

Suture Self
Music and Words by Aaron A'bellira SUTURE SELF: You don..t got to remind me to drudge up everything You don..t have to find me to make me feel the sting of your venomous and potent neuro- toxic injection that paralyze me at the moment I drown, I drown in my affection No breath No shame in your game when you hung me on your shelf but you didn..t hang me up you hung yourself (Chorus) Hung out and strung out, (so suit yourself), and left for ,(so suture self), left for dead You don..t got to listen you don..t hear me anyway There..s a feeling that you..re missing but you don..t feel this way You failed to see the fire in eyes that see through you You want to fuck with me bitch? No! Fuck you! You opened up your own veins when you hung me on your shelf So lick your self inflicted wounds and suture yourself (Chorus) Repeat

For You...sbmo8 Larry
For you my friend, I would move the mountains, so you wouldnt have to climb, wipe away the tears, that fall, you will always here me call. I would drain the sea, so you wouldnt have to swim acrossed. Know that in my heart, we will never be that far apart. I will be the eyes when you cannot see, your ears when you cannot hear, I will give you my arms, for a hug whenever you need it. For you my friend, I will always be here for you. thank you for being my friend, hope it never ends. For you my friend, I would give my life, if i meant saving yours. my life has been full of pain, but you have your way to make me smile, and through the miles, you have made me laugh, even after all the tears. For you my friend, i will never be that far away, in my heart you will always be. I fall to my knees, i can see our friendship, and it means alot to me. I love you my friend. For you i will always be here. the miles between us, cant stop my heart from caring. For

Nice And Explicit
Nice and Explicit by LateNiteFantasy© I. Nice we smile for each other we laugh when we're together we wonder about the other don't we? we're make jokes for each other we think when we're together we care about the other don't we? we fantasize about each other we share a secret love together we long to share forever don't we? II. Explicit I want to hold you strongly to me and fuck the living shit out of you bone you so damn deep and hard indulge every bit of the consuming hunger I have for you give you the ultimate pleasure in my arms feel you riding my cock, gripping me hard begging for me to fuck you harder sweat-soaked bodies sliding against each other sweet small breasts pressed to my chest strong legs locked around my back pulling me hard to you when I stroke into you hot wet tight pussy sliding up and down my thick cock knowing that no man ever has or ever could satisfy you like this feeling you orgasm as I continue to strongly fuck

1,000,000 Fubucks...ya'll Ready??
WIN A MILLION FUBUCK CONTEST!!! Well, read on to find out how!! Since the last one went so well, I've decided to host another! The contestants: Qtazabutton ~ ♥ ME!@ fubar Qtazabutton ~!Xx*luscious*xX!~@ fubar Xx Luscious xX KrissyJ@ fubar KrissyJ ~Ms Taz~ DJ @ Club Naughty N Nice~@ fubar ms taz ღKØ£ë™ღ@ fubar Kole Jim Beam@ fubar Jim Beam I miss my CHERRY!!

Sometimes All That Matters
Sometimes All That Matters by LateNiteFantasy© life can distract duty friends a laugh sometimes the hunger is all that matters for love's whisper for warm bare flesh soft eager lips for the loving grip under her firm rounded ass nipples eager for my mouth moist sweetness needful of my strong penetration for unity of heart, soul, and body infinitely deep look into each other amidst sweat-drenched exhausting exertion for heaven sometimes the visions will not abate I must not but I want I need sometimes the hunger is all that matters

This Poem Won't Work
This Poem Won't Work by LateNiteFantasy© this poem is not doing its job if this poem was any good it wouldn't just sit there it would get up do something do what I need done make me feel the way I want go ahead solve my problems, poem dammit what you are waiting for? humor me flatter me entertain me indulge and satisfy me this poem really should get up and tease me then bend over my desk and offer itself to me need me that's why I created you fulfill me if this poem was any good it would love me it's ok I don't really blame you I know I shouldn't ask for more than a minute's escape

This Is A Blog I Wrote Back In 05....i Am Feeling Nostalgic Tonight...
This is a very old entry so the time frames are off now, but I just wanted to post it here...it is about Steve...my fiance that passed away... Well close to six yrs. ago I got a webtv for Christmas. This thing amazed me lol see I had never had the internet before, and well I nor my husband, at the time, was PC savvy, so he opted to get me the web. Anyway I loved that thing lol I surfed the net and leanred that thing inside and out. Well I started trying out TalkCity, the old TalkCity. I happened across a chat room by the name of "movie." I thought to myself, self, lets go in there and see what it is all about. See I had never been in a chat room before and I had no idea how things worked. Well luckily the first person I ran across in that room was a great Irish guy that went by the nick DeadManWalzting. He was really great. He taught me a lot of things about chat. You know, how to whisper, put ppl on ignore, navigate around. That kind of shit. Well that place was my home for o

Warm Liquid Love
Swallow Me by LateNiteFantasy© kneel before me, my lady angel let me feed you with my love lustrous green eyes of infinite depth transfixing me with your upward gaze lips, moist and ripe small smooth hands on my thighs gentle voice, softly declaring your love for me your tender loving kiss to my crown a glimmering thread connects you to me another kiss, lingering soft lips gently caress my swollen cockknob our eyes locked communicating our love wordlessly lips move down muscular shaft kissing the the ridge along the underside pleasure of near-unbearable intensity oh my love... sweet little pink tongue caressing my ardent passion drawing slowly upward ecstacy bids that I close my eyes but your stare demands mine in return wet lips again upon my cockhead parting slowly gently in into my love's mouth so slowly warmth moisture love subsume me, heavenly angel gliding across your tongue restrained by your lips exhilirated by your heat to

Tom Sent To Me For Mothers Day! Tysm Hun :) Xoxox
A baby asked God, 'They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?' God said, 'Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you.' The child further inquired, 'But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy.' God said, 'Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy.' Again the child asked, 'And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?' God said, 'Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.' 'And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?' God said, 'Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.' 'Who will protect me?' God said, 'Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life

You For Me For You
You For Me For You by LateNiteFantasy© the man who holds you in the morning kissing you softly wrap your legs around me, love rigid melting pleasure for you deep and passionate making you scream silently with ecstacy our sweat, our exhaustion mingle as the day's first sunrays find us the man who urges you to your knees in the evening giving you the needful desire I've restrained all day nurturing my angel with all my love perfect face gently in my hands heavensoft lips swallow my love, my want, my body, my soul I am for you, my love, all of me all of me the man who feeds his hunger for you in the night gentle kisses down your neck warm nibbles on your collarbone lips tenderly on erect nipples hungrier, warmth and moisture desirous suckling wet kisses down your tummy palms urging legs to part grasped firmly to my enraptured hunger you are for me, my love every drop of sacred succulence every degree of heat every involuntary arch of your back all f

Rant And Rave
I have had enough shit piled on me this week for a lifetime, and I have a feeling any moment I'm going to snap under the pressure. I can't even seem to dig myself out from this rut I'm in and I'm driving myself insane. Why should I even bother asking for relief? Why should I expect a little help while I'm hurting? Experience has taught me that no one will be there when I'm crushed and hurting. No one will be there when I've lost all sense of my direction and sanity. No one will be there when I'm so down I can't even see the light anymore and I'm left fumbling in the dark, hopeless and without a compass. Fuck this shit.

Random Thoughts...........
I had wrote something similar to this awhile back but it seems that i have removed it from everywhere . So i am just gonna try my best to remember what i had wrote lol. Tell people how you really feel about them whether it is good or bad. They will look up to you for being honest. When you tell someone that you love them look them in the eyes and sincerely mean it. Don`t say it because you know that is what they want to hear. Say it because you FEEL it. When a girl says "NO" she means it and leave it at that. Do not bring it back up within the next 48 hrs. Trust me. Do not put things off for tomorrow that can be done today. Tomorrow is not a given. So do it today. Smile,even when you don`t want to. Someone somewhere is falling in love with your smile. Late at night when you can`t sleep and you think no one cares. Your wrong. Someone somewhere is laying there thinking about you. Take the time to talk to someone when they want to talk. You never know what they are t

Let Me Know What Your Thoughts R Of My Writing
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's k

Thoughts From A Friend,
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a housedress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re- fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it... its best we love it... And care for it.... And fix it when it's broken..... And heal

Happy Mothers Day To All
Fire My Words Your Mother Is Always With You Your mother is always with you... She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street. She's the smell of bleach in your freshly laundered socks. She's the cool hand on your brow when you're not well. Your mother lives inside your laughter. She's crystallized in every tear drop... She's the place you came from, your first home.. She's the map you follow with every step that you take. She's your first love and your first heart break....and nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, Not space... Not even death.... will ever separate you from your mother.... You carry her inside of you.... Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

Abuse (dont Read If You Are Timid)
THE FOLLOW WORDS ARE PROBABLY GOING TO BE ROUGH TO SWALLOW,BUT THEY ARE DIEING TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH SOMEONE,ANYONE. WE TAKE OUR LIFE FOR GRANIT SOMETIMES,AND YET OUR LIFES AS HANDED US A RAW DEAL. THE WAS TOLD TO ME FROM LONG AGO,WHEN CHILDHOOD AND INNOCENT WAS TRULY,A RITUAL. SHE PLAYED UPON THE FLOOR,BRUSHING HER FAVORITE DOLLS HAIR,UNBEKNOWNST TO HER WHAT THE MORROWS WILL BRING.SHE PLAY BY HERSELF,BECAUSE IN HER MIND,SHE WAS NOT WORTH A FRIENDSHIP,AT FIVE,BROKEN BRUISE AND UNSURED SCARED OUT OF HER WITS,THAT HE WOULD COME IN A PLAY HIS LITTLE GAMES.SETTING THERE SINGING TO HERSELF,THE DOOR,JOLTED.SHE PULLED BACK,AND HELD THE DOLL TIGHT,SAYING TO HERSELF,NO MORE PLEASE.BUT,GOD DIDNT HEAR THE CRY OF A CHILD THAT DAY.AS HE CAME IN SNICKERING AND LAUGHING.OVER AND OVER AGAIN MADE HIS WAY WITH HER,AND HELD HER DOWN FOR HIS FRIEND.SHE PICKED HERSELF OFF THE FLOOR PUT HER DOLL AWAY,NEVER TO PICK IT BACK UP,HID HER TATHER CLOTHES TO THIS DAY THEY ARE STILL STUCK IN A THE

Hookah Radio
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Bj Etiquette~ Nsfw
Blowjob Etiquette (by a female) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's 'hummer week' - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - 'Blue Balls' might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubi

The Ungrateful
I LOVE THIS COMEBACK... One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere they go. Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them too. Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that several people were in the line ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, 'Yes, I always wear it proudly, because I'm an American.' The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. Then, a Gentleman standin

---------------to All Momma--------------
SHE HAD THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILES, HER EYES WERE PIERCING BLUE SHE'D GO WITH YOU TEN THOUSAND MILES, OR JUST WHATEVER SHE COULD DO HER HAIR WAS SILVER AND AS PRETTY AS COULD BE, SHE WAS AN ANGEL TO MY DADDY, WELL, SHE WAS WORLD'S BEST MOMMA, AND SHE MEANT THE WORLD TO ME, SHE AND DADDY RAISED ME STRONG, SO I KNOW BEFORE LONG WE'LL HAVE A GREAT DAY A GREAT DAY INDEED. FOR WE'LL BE TOGETHER IN HEAVEN, JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE.Best graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here!

Get What You Came Here For
i have to get what i came here for". she whispered hopelessly to herself as she lay down from a night out filled with guilted lust. getting what she needs to make it oneday. perfect seduction in her words, charming her farfetched hope right into her hands. let there be happiness at the end of this journey, let there be more than just choosing the right path. let the light be shown from your dreams. not the echoes within the smoke clouds. in the caged window of a jail, theres a bird who comes day to day it makes him wonder. the man whose only hope is to see beyond. as his spirit is crying for a better day he may never see... "i have to get what i came here for". he prays as they turn out the lights. let there be happiness at the end of this journey, let there be more than just choosing the right path. let the light be shown from your dreams. not the echoes within the smoke clouds. if theres a better way, would you have chose it? if theres a

Sex
fuck me, suck me tease me, please me eat me, beat me feed me, squeeze me grab me,blow me fast or slowly do it right, and make me bite, choke me, pull me provoke me, rule me unzip it, rip it spank it, whip it on bottom, on top start dont stop front or back make me crack make me cum ...still not done ill lick the tip your dick, my lips grab my hips then fuck my tits ill go south if ya nut in my mouth tap that, slap that suck a nipple make me crippled bump on me, hump on me wind me grind me in the night in the day if i dont wanna ill do it anyway never have to pay me but you must lay me when im mad happy or sad make me scream make me cream nice or mean fulfill the dream stick it in ill suck it ill lick it ill rub it you want it ill do it just let me, get to it no fakin it your makin it im takin it your breakin it get me wet make you sweat hold me down on the ground on the chai

New Due Date!!!!
Just an update to let everyone know what has been going on......I had a Dr. appointment on April 27th and he finally ordered me a sonogram. According to the first one I had at Choices my due date was June 19th...I should be 34 weeks along. Well....according to the sono at the hospital I was measuring 33 weeks and 4 days. They gave me a due date of June 7th! So she may be here a lot earlier than we expected. And yes, this sono still says it's going to be a girl.

Murs - Bad Man
Aight.......... After tonight Don't leave your girl round me, heartbreaker for life Ask my homeboy 9th Got all your girlfriends thinkin' that I'm the (Bad Man!) Never neglected you or disrespected you or lie to have sex, yet you say I'm the (Bad Man!) Gave you dick, never fronted, pulled your hair when you wanted Used to flip you on your stomach, said you wanted a (Bad Man!) Now it's all drama, an unidentified caller on the phone with my momma talkin' bout I'm a (Bad Man!) How could somethin' so bad be so damn good? All I wanted was to fuck, from the start I never lied Now it hurts my heart to have to see you cry Let you know from the jump, I was that type of guy Now you all on my voice mail askin' me why Never kissed you in public and I never held your hand I never said I loved you so I never was your man How can we break up?, when we never broke down and committed to each other, we was fuckin' around That's how people get hurt, and we both do dirt Now we

Happy Mothers Day
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Thought For The Moms Out There!
Place value on every day that you have with your children. Appreciate all that you do for them even when they don't. Live love and laugh often. There may be a day that you no longer have them or they no longer have you, but remember that all your children and people in your life who are like your children will remain in your thoughts and memories FOREVER. On this mother's day weekend I am thoughtful of my two sons and remember Arianna and my mother Leona. Please all of the mothers out there! bHave a wonderful Mother's Day ohh yeah and guys remember your mom's this weekend.

Help Plz Will Pay
I will pay 5K fubucks for 500 comments when ur done fumail me and ill send em I am packing to move this weekend so bare with me. Hey guys everytime im in a contest for a HH im so close but never win this time im in a giveaway theres no time limit I need 50K to get it if you could all leave 100-200 each id have it in no time.... If and when u do let me know u did and how many in a Private message please so i know who to thank for it heres the link... I had to start over i have 5000 that are being added to the end from the old page Thanks Guys i love ya

Codes For Bg's
Trying to get all my html blogs back... I am still learning myself but if I can Help I will! Big thx to Emanon my tutor! {{hugz}} 4 E! Just replace image url's with your own. BG W/O BORDER (will get bigger when you add your test and whatnot) WRITING GOES HERE WRITING GOES HERE BG W/BORDER WRITING GOES HERE WRITING GOES HERE BG W/2 BORDERS

Mothers
A mother is someone to shelter and guide us, To love us, whatever we do, With a warm understanding and infinite patience, And wonderful gentleness, too. How often a mother means swift reassurance In soothing our small, childish fears, How tenderly mothers watch over their children And treasure them all through the years! The heart of a mother is full of forgiveness For any mistake, big or small, And generous always in helping her family Whose needs she has placed above all. A mother can utter a word of compassion And make all our cares fall away, She can brighten a home with the sound of her laughter And make life delightful and gay. A mother possesses incredible wisdom And wonderful insight and skill - In each human heart is that one special corner Which only a mother can fill! A mother can be almost any size or any age, but she won't admit to anything over thirty. A mother has soft hands and smells good. A mother likes new dresses, music, a clean hous

Mideast Reels As Hunger Outgrows Oil Earnings
Source: Financial Times For years, food policy in the Middle East and North Africa was very simple: hydrocarbon exports paid for carbohydrate imports. Rising agricultural commodities prices and a large population increase mean that the traditional policy is now untenable even if crude oil trades at about $120 a barrel, forcing countries in the region, including Saudi Arabia, to reconsider how it feeds its population. “The region has woken up to the new food market reality,” says Abdolreza Abbassian, an expert at the Food and Agriculture Organisation in Rome. The FAO estimates the region’s cereals import bill will hit $22.6bn this year (£11.4bn, €14.5bn), a 40 per cent increase on 2007. Since 2000, it has jumped almost 170 per cent. The rising bill is the latest signal of the looming food crisis hanging over the Middle East and north Africa, the region of the world most dependent on imports of food staples. Jonathan Calland, of Tilda, India’s largest exporter of basmati r

Mothers Day...
I WANT TO WISH ALL THE WOMEN OUT THERE THAT HAVE AND OR CARE FOR CHILDREN A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY... YOU KNOW WHAT I'D LIKE FOR MOTHERS DAY??? TO GODMOTHER, THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR ANY AND ALL HELP HELPING ME TO GET MY GOAL...

My Son Richard
My Son Richard He is 14 years old and I love him with all my heart. I always thought that he had ADHD for a long time maybe 10 years and I just found out that he has Autism poor baby we didn't know and things are changing and I feel sooooooo bad because I thought he was misbehaving because he wanted to :( well there are times he does but there are things he does that is out of hand. I remember when he was a few month old (The time where they can stand up) well he always wanted to watch The Lion King and if it wasn't on he will cry and cry until I turned it out and when it was on he would laugh and cry when mofesta died he cried. I thought it was cute and I always told that story to everyone and I still tease him for that but I make him understand that I am joking :). IF I knew it was Autism (which the doctor that talked to me said he read stuff from the beginning he knew it was not ADHD it was autism. We could have did stuff differently. Right now he is scared to go to hig

Whats The Point?
of putting a picture in some ones comment box with out leaving a comment? i mean if u have nothing to say to me, dont leave a comment, dont really want a stupid looking picture in my comment box unless ur a friend and it says like miss ya or have a good day and such...but come on just a worthless pic i can do without in my comments! well unless its funny then ill make an acception...so let me say it again IF you have nothing to say to me, not even hi or how are u doing? dont leave a worthless picture comment its just waisting space in my comment box. ALSO! STOP posting comments with Music on them! if u cant tell i ALREADY have my own music on my profile! i dont need your shitty music over lapping my good METAL! so STOP IT! thank you.

In The Corner
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front door. "Hurry!" she said, "stand in the corner." She quickly rubbed baby oil allover him and then she dusted him with talcum powder. "Don't move until I tell you to," she whispered. "Just pretend you're a statue." "What's this, honey?" the husband enquired as he entered the room. "Oh, its just a statue," she replied nonchalantly. "The Smiths bought one for their bedroom. I liked it so much, I got one for us too." No more was said about the statue, not even later that night when they went to sleep. Around two in the morning the husband got out of bed, went to the kitchen and returned a while later with a sandwich and a glass of milk. "Here," he said to the 'statue', "eat something. I stood like an idiot at the Smiths for three days and nobody offered me as much as a glass of water."