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Puter Virus ..... Humor
I thought you would want to know about this e-mail virus. Even the most advanced programs from Norton, Trend, or McAfee cannot take care of this one. It appears to affect those who were born prior to 1965. Symptoms: 1. Causes you to send the same e-mail twice. done that! 2. Causes you to send a blank e-mail ! that too! 3. Causes you to send e-mail to the wrong person. yep! 4. Causes you to send it back to the person who sent it to you. who me? 5. Causes you to forget to attach the attachment. well darn! 6. Causes you to hit 'SEND' before you've finished. oh no - not again! 7. Causes you to hit 'DELETE' instead of 'SEND.' and I just hate that! 8. Causes you to hit 'SEND' when you should 'DELETE.' Oh My! IT IS CALLED THE 'C-NILE VIRUS. '

Farewell Faithful Friend
18 years ago I was very fortunate to purchase from a pet adoption the best friend any man or woman could ever have. I picked up a Catahoula the runt of his litter, a litter that was dropped off at the side of the road to die the most horrible of deaths just for being born. He and I enjoyed both high points and low points in my miserable life and yet he never turned his back on me unlike those that claimed to be a "friend". Beau was a true friend, the most unique canine with the ability to sense trouble yet only barked when necessary he'd place himself in harms way to protect those he loved, If you were troubled he also sensed that too and stayed by your side till he felt your trouble pass and never asked for anything in return except unconditional love. He was never the type to walk with you but infront of you to divert any possible trouble yet was gentle with kids passing by. He was a great judge of a persons character, if he didnt like you or trust you he let it be known for yo

Twenty Dollars
Twenty Dollars On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly$1 million. Then she

Empty Streets
the city feels clean this time of night The empty streets And me riding home to clear my head I know it came as no surprise I'm affected more than I had guessed on what was said if the smile's not meant to be The heart's not ready to open If we make it I won't see it's broken It's the quiet time before the dawn and I'm half past making sense of it Was I wrong? should I claim to give it all in a world where not much ever seems to last long the city feels clean this time of night The empty streets

Friends
Ok well Sometimes i often wonder if your friends are friends, i mean theres times yoru close and times you seem so far apart from them, i thought a friend is a friend that is there from now till the very end, maybe i was wrong maybe thats not even a friend. i would like to trust them but fo some reason they give you this little vibe that they cant be trusted, im just sick of not being able to trust anyone around me cuz i have been fucked over so many times and im just sick of ppl doin what they to ppl best...its time ppl start treated others with respect and live up as a friend...im sorry i know this is so stupid but yeah deal with it...

There You Are
There you are in the early light of day There you are in the quiet words I pray I've been blessed by the simple happiness Of the perfect love we've made Every time I turn around When I'm lost and when I'm found Like an angel standing guard There you are Every time I take a breath And when I forget to breathe You're watching over me There you are When I'm looking for the light In the middle of the night Searching for the brightest star There you are There you are in standing in a crowded room There you are the earth and I'm the moon My desire is to stand by the fire That burns inside of you Every time I turn around When I'm lost and when I'm found Like an angel standing guard There you are Every time I take a breath And when I forget to breathe You're watching over me There you are When I'm looking for the light In the middle of the night Searching for the brightest star There you are When I'm looking for the light In the middle of the night Sea

Steve-o Arrested For Allegedly Being A Jackass
"Jackass" star Steve-O is sitting in a Hollywood jail right now, after one of his neighbors nabbed him for bashing up his apartment complex. TMZ has learned that Steve-O was, according to a source, breaking holes in the walls of his L.A. apartment building when one of his neighbors dropped a dime on him, and even made a citizen's arrest, holding Steve-O until the LAPD arrived, and took him away. We're told he's at the LAPD's Hollywood station waiting to be booked on vandalism charges.

Advice For My Male Friends
To really love a woman To understand her You gotta know her deep inside Hear every thought See every dream And give her wings when she wants to fly And when you find yourself Lying helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that she’s really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she’s the one She needs somebody To tell her that it’s gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman To really love a woman Let her hold you Do you know how she needs to be touched ? You gotta breath her Really taste her To you can feel her in your blood Then when you can see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that she’s really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she’s the one She needs somebody To tell her that you’ll always be together So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman

Love Is
love is plesre love is pain with out you tear drops fall like rain love is joy love is sorrow hoping things are better by tommrow lone to wake up in your arms knowing you will do no harm at night i cry myself to sleep when i wake i nearly weep love is pain love is sorrow do i real have to wake up with out you again tommrow

Maggie Tuesday 3/3
Ok, I called the vet this morning, and what they told me was......her body is going to go through some changes, its the cancer acting, as long as she is still eating, and feels no pain, nothing else can be done for her, just keep an eye out they say, i felt like they know she is going to die and they dont want to waste time on her, but she is my little baby girl, and as long as bood runs through her and her heart is beating, they should treat her with the same respect as a living person(animal), if it wasnt that she has been with this vet all her life, i would change it, all i know and feel she that i love her as one of my very own children and i will do what ever it takes to keep her happy and feeling the best love until her last breath. it makes me cry now just writing these words, as my heart rips apart, how can ppl divid the feelings as a child/loved one or an animal, they give us unconditional love always and i feel sometimes the love us more then our own fiends or family..... i

Idk
well lets see i dont know this is my second one and i figured i would wright to let yall know im single and looking but i dont know cause im talking to someone very special to me ive known her for 4 years and ya but also i have a 2 year old who lives with her mom in florida i live in TN so i dont i need more friends so yaal fan r8 and add me plz

My Band, Low Flyer, Has New Songs Fresh From The Studio!!!
On Saturday, Jared, Rico, Joe, and myself bunkered down into Pus Cavern Studio here in Sacramento, CA and told our engineer, Eric Broyhill that we wanted to do three songs in one day. He basically said "Well, if that's what you want to do, you'll be rushed, but let's get 'em cracked out", and 10 hours later, we have three brand new recordings, even mixed decently! We recorded "Track 2", "Anyhow, Anyways", and "Leap Day". The first and third are quite old songs that have stuck around for three or so years, and "Anyhow, Anyway" is a brand new song that's been finished for less than a month or two. I think it's a pretty good indicator of our sound, writing style, etc... Take a listen, and let me know what you think! Oh, and for those who don't know, I play bass. :D You can find us at these sites: myspace - www.myspace.com/lowflyerband reverbnation - www.reverbnation.com/lowflyer

Something To Think About...
I've come to the conclusion that I hate alcohol for many reasons. I know that hate is a strong word but I really truely hate it...here is 25 reasons why... 1) I hate how everything has to revolve around drinking. 2) I hate listening to people talk about how drunk they need to be to deal with life. 3) I hate that people who do not drink get labeled as "a person who has no fun in their life." 4) I hate that in order for people to feel there is a connection we need to drink to share a bond/be part of a group. 5) I hate that people in my age range who don't drink at all/ or a lot to get drunk are a minority 6) I hate drunk drivers and alcoholism 7) I hate the fact that governments think that alcohol is fine, but smoking and taking drugs is bad… When its been proven over and over again, there are more alcohol related deaths than deaths of all types of drugs combined, and also more than smoking. 8) I hate how there is an alcohol related death every 30 minutes 9) I

Worker Ants
The teacher was giving her class of seven-year-olds a natural history lesson. "Worker ants," she told them, "can carry pieces of food five times their own weight. What do you conclude from that?" One child was ready with the answer: "They don't have a union."

Ok, Folks, I'm Giving Up On Fubar...
I'm supposed to have friends, lots of them, yet no one is even looking at my albums, or writing to me, so I'm just gonna pop in to see if anyone gives a crap about me, or not, from now on. Seeya, if you care. Kell

Fubar Is Advertising Now?
I was taking my son to school this morning and I was listening to the radio and what do I hear?? A FUBAR commercial! Yes, they are making so much money now that they can advertise on the radio stations. I was a little surprised. Maybe I should change my profile picture to be something other than my face? I can only some of my family members coming across my profile and freaking out over it. I have a very uptight family and that would not go over well. It is a beautiful day and I am finally over my hang over from yesterday. I started feeling better in the afternoon. Damn, is drinking worth it? To be out of it and feel like crap the whole next day? It isn't like I do it that often but I have done it twice in the last couple of months. My left breast has been hurting in the same spot for over a couple of weeks now. I am starting to get concerned. It hurts all the time. I am going to call the doctor and make an appointment. Even laying down on my back it hurts. Never

The Charge Of The Goddess
Listen to the words of the Great Mother who was of old called Artemis, Astarte, Demeter, Melusine, Aphrodite, Cerridwen, Diana, Arianhod, Brigid, Hecate, Isis and by many other names.... I am the beauty of the green earth and the white moon, and the mysteries of the waters. From me all things proceed and unto Me they must return. Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices, for all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals. Let these be beauty and strength, power and compassion, mirth and revernce within you. And you who seek to know Me, know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless you know the Mystrey; if that which you seek, you find not within yourselfs, you will never find it without. For behold, I HAVE BEEN WITH YOU FROM THE BEGINNING, AND I AM THAT WHICH IS ATTAINED AT THE END OF DESIRE.

My Own Worst Enemy.
There's a place in my heart A place I know I really shouldn't go But I'm easily led I seem to have a problem saying no And to think it's a front So it doesn't really matter all that much A publicity stunt A fabricated tendency to self destruct I seem to have a problem saying no And you turn a blind eye Cause it's just another phase I'm going through These things have a habit of wanting you I just can't seem to trust myself for anyone else I'm my own worst enemy But you ain't seen the end of me I just can't seem to trust myself for anyone else

Top 10 Worst Suggestions To Give Someone With A Chronic Illness
The top ten worst suggestions commonly given to someone with a chronic illness: 1)Have you tried holistic options? (many. I'll bring it back up with my doctor on my next visit, thanks.) 2) Could it be your stress? (My opinion is, it is my illness. I'll bring it up with my doctor though, thanks.) 3) Could it have to do with the altitude? (I'll bring it up with my doctor...thanks.) 4) I read in {insert any generic magazine here} about a new medication. Have you heard about it? (I was on it when it came out 17 years ago. but I'll bring it up with my doctor. thank you.) 5) Have you thought about being in a trial study? (I'll ask my doctor. thanks?) 6) WOW. If I were you, I don't know what I would do. I might just kill myself. (Thanks?) 7) Have they found what is causing the problem? (no. my doctor is an idiot. I'll remind him, thanks!) 8) Have you tried hypnosis? (I'm still sick, but when the phone rings I bark like a dog.) 9) Have you googled your illness? (..

Untitled 4...when My Soldier Decided It Was Over
They tell me to move on To stop talking to you And stop thinking about you Yet it seems impossible Everything reminds me of you I cant get away from it You are all around me How am I supposed to forget Or move onto someone new When the only one I want is you

Life
Does anyone really understand life , one minute you are happy the next ur mad or upset all u can to is take it in stride and live ur life the way u want to live it can nobody really tell u how to live ur life u have to find out ur purpose in life and u can't do that if u dont try and always listening to what every one says. So how do u want to be remberd in ur life the one the gave a damn or the one that never tried. D.E.Z

Magic Tongue
A> MySpaceFools.com MAGIC TONGUE YOU LIFT ME UP, AND SIT ME ON YOUR SHOULDERS HIGH. MY BODY IN FRONT OF YOU REVEALING MY MOUND. YOU BURY YOUR FACE, DEEP WHERE IT COUNTS. I ARCH MYSELF IN THE PERFECT WAY. AS YOUR TONGUE STARTS THE MAGIC DANCE, I WRAP MY LEGS AROUND YOU. I WIGGLE, AND MOAN, FROM THE SEDUCTIVE PLEASURE THAT YOU CAN BRING. I GRIP YOU HARDER LIKE A CLAMP, BRINGING YOU TIGHTER AS I MELT. AS YOUR TONGUE FLICKERS AROUND AND AROUND. YOU REACH THE SPOT, SUCKING AND NIBBLING. AS MY MOANS GET DEEPER THEY BECOMING SHOUTS. I TENSE AND QUIVER, AS THE CLIMAX IS REACH. EXHAUSTED WHEN IT IS DONE LIKE A DAY WHEN IT IS OVER. I REACH DOWN AND PULL YOU TO ME. WHISPERING,"PLEASE EAT ME AGAIN." DEE PARENTI ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Acquainted With The Night - Robert Frost
Acquainted With the Night By Robert Frost I have been one acquainted with the night. I have walked out in rain--and back in rain. I have outwalked the furthest city light. I have looked down the saddest city lane. I have passed by the watchman on his beat And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain. I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet When far away an interrupted cry Came over houses from another street, But not to call me back or say good-by; And further still at an unearthly height One luminary clock against the sky Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right. I have been one acquainted with the night.

New Fu-angels For 03/03/08
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My Past(read If You Would Like To Its Pretty Depressing)
Please don't judge me, and you cant really "judge a book by its cover" On September 11 2001 I got abducted and raped, He took me to a hotel motel in portland and to this day if I saw that Hotel I would know what truly happend. I was 12 years old and in 7th grade. I was already going through alot of things. I was also already addicted to drugs and drinking. I was raped by a man in his thirtys and I can't stress to anyone how scary it is to be abducted and raped. I know there is people who have been through similar things and it's honest to god hella scary. Ive been raped more then once and to this day it haunts me day and night and night and I dont show it. I moved up North and well I didn't get off drugs till I was 17 and a half, I was in 2 mental hospitals and well I cut for the first time in my first mental hospital. I went through hell and back. I was even in counceling for a long time and well when I turned 18 I said Fuck it. I met so many people and been in places I ima

Updated Fu-luv Bomb Squad Members
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 5. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 6. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 7. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 8. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter

My Bitches!
Lets get into whats bothering/getting on my fucking nerves. 1.) Someone who talks to me when they want something...like help me level or help with my contest or join a lounge and tell them so and so sent you....WTF if i wanna do that shit i will do it on my own i do not need your fucking prompting! 2.) Reading a bulletin that says this is an adult site..DUH DUMBASS...we all read the shit when we joined. 3.) Also someone that changes per friend they make. Like when u meet some fucking freak and then all of the sudden ur fuckin acting just like them. WTF? 4.) Im also tired of hearing people bitch and whine about someone marking one of their pictures. OMG is that picture being marked so important that u have to go bitch to the bouncers and then post a blog about it?? I mean seriously do u need attention that bad? 5.) hearing people bitch about seeing people in their bra's and panties or bikini's. Okay well why does it matter to you...Its not your picture or your profile i think u s

Top 10 Country Songs
10. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine. 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With a Few. 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me. 7. I've Missed You, But My Aim's Improvin'. 6. Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win. 5. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here. 4. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Miss Him. 3. She Took My Ring and Gave Me the Finger. 2. She's Lookin' Better with Every Beer. And the Number One Country & Western song is... 1. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass Out All Day Long.

Poems Read If You Want
You fail to realize the power of your eyes. They keep me in a daze, I am amazed at your disguise. I see you smile and for awhile I wish I knew you better. A smile so loud but yet so subtle it calms my stormy weather. My worries seem to fade as your beauty rises high above. All things around me freeze, how I would be pleased to feel your tender breeze of love. But as seconds leave my life like golden grains of sand, my only demand is for you to touch or hold my hand. To feel your touch is almost too much for me to stand. You stabilize my anger and give me peace when you touch my hand. I see in you a field of flowers and you shower me with blooms. I want to know your deepest secret. I can't help but assume, that the light of God is in you because you compliment a room. Shine your light on me because I want to consume the traits that make you so sweet and unique, developed in the womb. I acknowledge the physical, but I see your soul and heart, but th

Sun
Sun slices through blinds Across my legs, And into the corner. I think about the time we had Holding on to you was like holding on to sunlight. One step in the dark; you were gone, I was cold and alone. When you were with me, you lit my face down to my toes, the temperature of bloods that ran through me rivaled lava, it was almost nuclear. I watched you at twighlight. Your light grew brightest before it died And even though I was bathed in luminescence, I tasted cold in every kiss. It is long past nightfall now, Your eyes did smile, words did flatter, But all we were or ever could be Fell behind the hill With the large golden coin.

The Valentines Gift
A true 2007 St. Valentine's Day story A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He's shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price, the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs and model it for him. Upstairs, the wife thinks, "This thing is so sheer it's like not having anything on. I'll just not put it on, I'll do the modeling naked and return the negligee tomorrow and keep the $500 refund." She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says; "Good Grief. You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it." He never heard the shot. Funeral on Thursday at Noon. Closed coffin.

Elderly Road Trip
While on a road trip, an elderly couple stopped at a roadside Restaurant for lunch. After finishing their meal, they left the restaurant and resumed Their trip. When leaving, the elderly woman unknowingly left her glasses on The table and she didn't miss Them until they had been driving about twenty minutes. By then, to add to the aggravation, they had to travel quite a Distance before they could find a place To turn around -- in order to return to the restaurant to Retrieve her glasses. All the way back, the elderly husband became the classic grouchy Old man. He fussed and complained and scolded his wife relentlessly During the entire return drive. The more he chided her -- the more agitated he became. He just wouldn't let up one minute. To her relief, they finally arrived at the restaurant. As the woman got ou

It's True
Our relationship is rarely normal, so why continue now, right? I decided that since leap day only comes around once every four years, I would take advantage of the tradition of women proposing to their men. It's official. I will be Mrs. Cuddlepants. When, I don't know for sure. But I'm really excited about what the future holds for us. This is bad news for all you women out there, I know. He is the best catch a woman could find. Somehow, while I was blindly stumbling through life, I found my light and he fills me with more joy and warmth than anyone or anything ever could.

Newest Update
This update will be live tomorrow 3-4-08 My husband was off for the day and wanted to take me out for breakfast. But before I leave the house I need a nice warm shower. View me washing my think long hair, shaving my legs, and washing my luscious curves, round butt, busty chest, and nicely trimmed pussy. There are close-ups of my feet, think calves, and round booty. When I get out I give myself a rub down with some sweet smelling Almond Oil. Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame

Self...
Drowning in the sea of self lowthing. Choking on the smoke of self doubt. Injecting the poison of self pitty. Denying myself the fruits of self encouragment. Hating self and self hating hate. My local best friend sitting near waiting patiently, yet I deny his company, his comfort, his poison. Gonna lay and wallow in self. Gonna lay and fight self. Gonna just be self. By myself.

Mummless Pool
Ok folks I need some help here, I need FuNominations for the MUMMLESS POOL. So far I am thinking the following: Tew Dope Dio Goatse Lifesez Bludgeon ~CC~ Hoe Hunter Cannibal (me) So if you know of any questionable MUMMers..LMAO that could possibly get the axe...nominate them here..

Pimpout
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Jeff Healey...r.i.p.
TORONTO - Blind rock and jazz musician Jeff Healey has died after a lifelong battle against cancer. He was 41. Healey died Sunday evening in a Toronto hospital, said bandmate Colin Bray, who was in the room with Healey's family when the guitarist died. The Grammy-nominated Healey rose to stardom as the leader of the Jeff Healey Band, a rock-oriented trio that gained international acclaim and platinum record sales with the 1988 album "See the Light." The album included the hit single "Angel Eyes." Healey had battled cancer since age 1, when a rare form of retinal cancer known as Retinoblastoma claimed his eyesight. Due to his blindness, Healey taught himself to play guitar by laying the instrument across his lap. His unique playing style, combined with his blues-oriented vocals, earned him a reputation as a teenage musical prodigy. He shared stages with George Harrison, B.B. King and Stevie Ray Vaughan. Bray said he and many others expected the guitarist to rally fro

My Heart
you held my heart in the palm of your hand and you ground it into the ground and now because of you i will never be the same. you swore you loved me, and you swore you would never leave me, but you left me in pain for nothing.

The Reason
i'm not a perfect person there's many things i wish i didn't do but i continue learning i never meant to say those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you i'm sorry that i hurt you it's something i must live with every day i know the pain i put you through i wish that i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears thats why i need you to hear i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you and the reason is you i'm not a perfect person i never meant to say those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you i found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know a reason for all that i do and the reason is you

Poem #3
Living, Breathing, Being. Darkness is who and what i am so get over it and take me as i am or leave me forever more to Live, Breathe, and Be the Darkness that everyone fears, Yet knows that is within themselves and everyone.

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Release my soul held deep within... I'm ready now, let love begin.

Jeff Healey Dies
Canadian guitarist Jeff Healey has died in Toronto Sunday after a battle with cancer. He was 41. The news was released on his website, jeffhealey.com. Here's a statement from his site. Following a lengthy struggle with cancer, Healey passes away on the eve of the release of a new blues rock album Update: Canwest News Service's obituary of Mr. Healey (9:19 p.m. ET) Canwest News Service Blind guitar wizard Jeff Healey of Toronto died Sunday of cancer. He was 41. Norman Jeffrey Healey was one of Canada's premier blues and jazz musicians who is perhaps best known for his 1988 album See The Light, which included the hit single Angel Eyes. He was also nominated for a Grammy for the song Hideaway and in 1990, was awarded a Juno in the Entertainer of the Year category. Other Healey hits have included How Long Can a Man Be Strong and a cover of The Beatles' While My Guitar Gently Weeps. Healey lost his vision as a baby to a rare form of retinal cancer and he b

Dont Quit
Don't quit when the tide is lowest, for it is just about your turn Don't quit over doubts and questions, for theres something you may learn Dont quit when the night is darkest, for it's just awhile till dawn Don't quit when you've ran the furthest, for the race is alomost won Don't quit when the hills the steapest, for you goal is almost nigh, Don't quit for your not a failure, until you fail to try

Contest Info!
Here is the update that I promised everyone. The prize is confirmed. It WILL be a one month VIP, a bling pack, 1 million Fubucks, and a certificate. I will allow 15 people into the contest. These 15 people will be decided by a group of different things. To begin with, Im going to post 3 pictures below. If you want in the contest, choose one of the pictures and make a motivational sign out of it. The link that I use to make them is http://diy.despair.com/motivator.php to generate them Friday when I get out of work Im going to post them all and they will be voted on until Sunday night. If more than 15 people do this, we will take the 15 best and those people that submitted them will be in the contest. Email submissions to Djlarose@gmail.com Overview: 1. Make a motivation picture out of one of the following pictures 2. Email it with your fubar name to djlarose@gmail.com before Friday evening 3. Wait for more information

My Newest Poem I Wrote
~~ Broken Hearts Beyond Repair ~~ A broken heart beyond repair. ~~~~~ Living a life in total despair. ~~~~~ Taking each day one step at a time. ~~~~~ Wishing for some kind of a sign. ~~~~~ Praying for an angel to help with the grief. ~~~~~ Looking for the comfort she desperately seeks. ~~~~~ Grasping the guidance as it comes her way. ~~~~~ Knowing things will get better soon. ~~~~~ Slowly getting out of her gloom. ~~~~~ As her tomorrow's get brighter, with the promise of a better life on it's way!!! ~~~~~ ~~ Copywrited by Carolina Breeze ~~ 3/3/2008 ~~

My Man Or One Night Stand
Just got that call that makes me pnaties wet its not my man its my one night stand. His tongue is Bad and oh i am so glad he such a freak he make my knees go weak. It starts is the Kitchen as he pulls down my pants my eyes roll back as his tongue does its dance. Now I cant forget about my man his hit is so tight.He goes deep in hitting it from left to right. He's hitting it good trying to keep his title I'm enjoying it as he says, I no u love ur man. I cant forcus cause im thinking about my one night stand.Would he agree of us three as they both lay in the bed and watch me give one other head.U can call me a freak because I have a man but, what if u was my one night stand would it b a good plan...kisses

Journal 3-04
things have been happening that have been hard to put into words. i am honored to have a sister now, and one whom i adore so very much. Master is so special to me that i only wish to see Him happy above all else. at first i thought that if Master were to take on another that i would not be in His life any more, but over the past year, i have learned much about my Master and i know that my place at His side is safe. i so long to be with Him more and more, but right now that is so hard because of things where i live. i miss being at His side and feeling His touch. i care not if it were just the touch of punishment if i had misbeheaved as long as it was Master's hand i felt. i crave His touch so very much i so adore my new sister, i have longed to have her in my life more then where we were before and now my wish has come true. i love her so very much. Master gave me a gift that i could never have asked Him for. i love you my sister very much and my Master i love You with all of

If You Can Interepret Dreams Read This.
Okay I never remember dreams. It was so vivid and I'm really freaked out. So here goes. I was at my cousin Doug's house with my friend Mike. We we're hanging out and gunna go for drinks later. I told them I needed to cash my check and take a shower so I would be back in an hour. Mike wants to drive so I give him the keys. We shoot up george urban blvd. Hit a side streat all the side roads are blocked off and theres all this wierd stuff I can't remember. So we turn around and get back to the main street and he is driving strait for a house. Cars are about to t-bone us so I grab the wheel and put us back on track. I pull into this plaza where this bar macaroons is and decide to cash it(my check) there. When I get to the door there's a bouncer and it's not macaroons it's Madame Mazelles (it's spelled wrong but there wasn't any sign so that's not important). I tell the bouncer I just want to cash my check. He says go to the bar. When I finally get to the bar after everyone

Emerson
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. Ralph Waldo Emerson

One Day
I hope ONE DAY people will say I was a good guy, and every time they were around me I made 'em smile, I see in the future I hope to raise a family, in a society of suburban noise families. And so I hope ONE DAY soon we'll make a change, and when I'm dead I hope my life I didn't live in vain, I know in my heart that I tried to live right and I'm gonna fight till the death till FREEDOM is LEGALIZED. Then ONE DAY, I know my kids will have a chance to have children of their own and own their own lands and when THIS DAY comes I hope I'm still ALIVE to see the dream re-envisioned right before my eyes. Yes ONE DAY, I hope we all recognize the governments a big gang infiltrated with lies, and on THIS DAY, we need to make a decision, we gonna FOLLOW the BLIND or the PEOPLE with VISION? THINK ABOUT IT!!!

Stupid Remotes
haha i got the remote to work on the tv haha finally that'll teach me to have the x box on next time huh? thanks for all the non-helpful help i got ya'll are great hehehe next time ill remember to not have anything on lol

Shakespeare
What a piece of work is a man, how noble in reason, how infinite in faculties, in form and moving how express and admirable, in action how like an angel, in apprehension how like a god. We cannot conceive of matter being formed of nothing, since things require a seed to start from... Therefore there is not anything which returns to nothing, but all things return dissolved into their elements. What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet. William Shakespeare

Good Night!
So I'm sorry I've been getting lazy on my daily comments to everyone.. I've just had a LOT on my mind as of lately. Today I came home, and my neighbor was sitting on my porch waiting for me . He told me that for the first time that he can remember, His father, Butch, was SOBER! He was hit by a drunk driver. Ironic - huh? Anyways, I'm off to bed for tonight .. I'm just really tired, and my Nyquil is FINALLY kicking in. So - Sweet dreams everyone. xoxox Myspace Comments

Honeymoon Night
It's Saturday night and we have made plans for me to come over for a "honeymoon". Our favorite phrase for a no strings "friends with benefits" of hot and wild sex. I can't wait to get there, I really need the release that sex offers. I am scented in vanilla and strawberries. Hoping you will eat me up! The passion starts on the couch with hot, wet kisses. Touching one another, pulling at each others clothes. (I trust you with my deepest fantasties and know that you will do everything you can to see them come true.) We make our way to the bedroom...stripping off our clothes as we go. I am laying on the bed, naked and needing your touch. You straddle me on the bed and pull my hands above my head. You slip the cloth restraints over my hands and tighten them down. I stretch up as far as the restraints allow and kiss you. It's totally dark in the room. I can't see you, but I feel you, I smell you, I want you. I wait to see what you have in store for me. Oh yes, I know just what you have plan

I Won... Thank You All
Upcoming Blog on all who helped!! :) I am in my first contest and could use some rates. Please stop by. I only have 50 minutes left. Thanks everyone!! :) Rates = 10 pts Comments = 1 pt Much Love To All AngL

Almost Godfather/godmother
please stop by wonder womans page and show her lots of love by rating her pics and stash shes a great person to talk to, and my very best friend. as a lot of people know she was my very first slave and and at one point my girlfriend.......but shes now my very best friend and deserves to be godmother. she has a little over 1 million to go i know we can help her get there so please nobody deserves it more. THE_ORIGINAL_WONDER_WOMAN™@FUBAR.COM@ fubar

Wish
If days hadn't run through my splayed fingers like beach sand toasted by sunny days You may have lived outside my memories Your death wouldn't have clouded adolescence I would know you more man than boy You were my first kiss in the rain, The first romantic arm on my waist, My first taste of chivalry, opening doors Only some should have stayed open for you Your existence is now limited to memory, Nightmares leave me sweaty, cold, confused My gift gives me guilt, if I just saw a bit more I could have called you that night, kept you safe at home. I wish I didn't know. I wish I hadn't seen you die before you did. I wish I could've stopped it, maybe Your eyes would live through children's eyes Your smile would have lit my face a few more years You would have rejected me, but lived to do so. It's funny they call it a gift; I would give anything not to have it.

Starbucks
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks Anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidel

I Wish
I wish things could be easier and that drama didnt start. That you could love and give love as deeply as your are loved. That time could slow down and happiness last longer, and pain wouldn't hold sway over your life. But these are all wishes and just dreams. I'm not the best of anything and I'm lucky enough to have friends and love in my life, but as always the people I care and love go away...to many have I lost in my life, to much sorrorow to much pain...never enough love. So this is my wish for all I love and care deply about.... May you never know the darkness that destroys a soul, you find love in all the little things in life, that the sun warms your toes and the breeze tickles your cheek...and that i'm always in your hearts and memories

Orb
in the cold in the dark in lost places in the heart, the soul rezides still alive but lost to the art , pain and sorrow burden it so , as it tears it up from its hold , gracefuly l bound strong to the core, but faded by time and abuse by the world, time will come and all shall walk the to land of sun

3/02/2008
The wind is fierce and the night is cold, The dust's so thick I can't see the road. It's nights like this I get my knives into defense mode. Tumbleweeds are rolling and plates are flying. Was that a shopping cart? Are my eyes lyin'? It's so dark yet like armageddon in its own. I'm on my way home, Just gotta slay some demons. Crazy old things that want to just, Consume my soul, Devour me whole. I might lose my footing, But I'll come back home. Paper is whirling by, Whats that writing? I can't see the signs right by me. The stars are laughing at the way i jump at each shadow. The thought of you will find me, In a tornado of brightning blindness. It's just a mess, I must confess, This lonliness is just a feeling. I'm on my way home, Just gotta slay some demons. Crazy old things that want to just, Consume my soul, Devour me whole. I might lose my footing, But I'll come back home. 3/02/2008

Feelings
Mar 2, 2008 12:16 AM I don't care if this is posted or not or who reads it... I've spent days trying to figure myself out and whats wrong why I'm hurting so bad.. and as much as I stumble I keep pushing.... maybe I was inlove with you and never realized it.. I don't know... but it seems to make sense why everytime I talk to you I hurt.. knowing I'm not the only one in your life right now that you adore.. and maybe I'm just selfish and not used to "sharing you" Maybe I just donno.. meow....I hate that it bothers me and it pisses me the fuck off cause i wish it didnt i know I want you happy and I know we arent goo for each other but im still hurting.. and down fucking blame yourself cause ill stab you.... It's my fault for hurting... and i;ll be okay eventually... I'm glad this happened... I love you.

Parenting In General....
Let me ask a serious question......Does a friends child become your own when you are watching them? Recently my daughter stayed with a friend for a sleep-over. The sleep-over went fine, but the next day the father (nameless ass) decided to let his tomboy daughter take mine to the playground ( 9yr old girls ) which was out of his site. Wrong? Hell yes! The daughter then asked is mine wanted to see a stream in the woods, well my daughter in cautious. When they went to it, they could not get back up the embankment. Scared isnt the right word as to how my daughter was feeling. They had to go through a knee deep stream, in 45 degree weather, climb out the other side, cross a ditch and the nameless ass has the balls to say, "oh, kids will be kids." Do you know how hard it was for me not to put him through the wall? Am I wrong in this? I understand kids need to be allowed to explore, but in this day and age, too many things can go wrong. So, I played the softer hand and took my daug

Please Read! Having Technical Diffculties.
Have had one hell of a hectic week or two here. So much coming at me it's a wonder I can think? If I am at all? I dont even know where to begin here. But will begin with,... Im popping On & off of here if it's even noticed? Due to apparently, the windows vista that I have was a prodo-type of the current exstended version not yet out on the market. The one thing thats come of it. Is you dont know when your going to be closed down? Youve limited access when you do get access if any access becomes allowed. Its a fight. Its locked me out of my desktop. I happen to have fubar set as the homepage on enternet explorer, leaving me the ability to be here. Otherwise disconnected from my life family & friends. I am able to check mail here & such. But not able to access any other of my internet communication options. So,... this is the current here, Im not sure how long this will last? I just wanted to say or let anyone whom wanted to know,.. know. I hope to have things

Im In A Nude Auction!
So Im in a nude auction and would really love for people to bid on me. You know that if you own me that I will be good to you! :) You know that you really want me to be your sex goddess, so come on and bid! :)

Dreams
As I stare at the blue moon with only my thoughts of you I wish for the dreams that bring you near. Yes, those dreams -those wonderful dreams Our souls caress once again with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch. Let me lay beside you so that your breath may touch my heart. Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile. Come dance with me, amongst the clouds of want and desire. I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes. Walk with me forever into this night's wish, Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way. Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength you bring, Our kisses guiding us home from the abyss called - melancholy. Tell me, dream girl, who captures my nights? It's you, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight. Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lay beside. May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream.

Color Blind
I'm partially color blind... red-green color blind; I have trouble seeing anything with shades of red or green in it (including purple, pink, etc.) The colors we see are not the same, you and I... I wonder what it looks like in your eyes. We can be looking at the same exact thing and have completely different feelings about it, different sensations due to my lack of cones. I don't think it makes me deficient at all though... I just see things differently. My green is MY green... my red is MY red and not anyone else's. I'm not color blind... i'm just different. But i'd love to see out of your eyes sometime for a change.

Ladys Beware
BULLFROGS & B!*W JOBS A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for a Valentine's Day present. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. 'Well,' said the clerk, 'I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give b!*w jobs!' 'B!*w jobs!' the woman replied. 'It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month,' he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more b!*w jobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely sceptical and laughed it off! . The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this act again. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband

Funny
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favourite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 ,but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impos

Good Quote And Why Its Good
"pain is the only thing that lets me know im still real, still alive.."i like it cuz thats how i feel...everyday americas a bunch of drones...nobody ever really thinks for themselves...americas so corporated and everything has to be politically correct...most people think what they are told to...they are guided by the government....consumerism is at rediculous rates...buy this ok..buy that ok...just because a pretty face recommends it..so pain is the only thing that tells me im not just another drone in the face of the world..in our great nation...the united states of america...i think thats why i really like eminem...because thats practically what he preaches...

Dear Son,
Dear Son, I'm sorry Mommy and I couldn't be friends. I tried really hard to work things out with her, if not for she and I but for you. I'm sorry I wasnt always there, I wanted to be more than you will ever imagine, I wanted to hold you and watch you grow up big and strong just like me. I'm sorry I didnt fight harder, fight harder to keep you out of harms way that I simply knew you were going to be in. Nathan, my lil man, I'm sorry you went in that car with that evil vindictive woman, and that bad man. I shouldnt have allowed that either. I wish you were still here. P.s. Nathan please continue to be proud of me as you look down at me from heaven. I miss you.

A Poem
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Love Is..
Love is for the week. It is an excuse for people to hold on to something that is not real. Love is pain. Love is sadness. Love is loneliness. Love is lies. Love is hate. Love hurts more than it heals. Love is holding your pillow at night while your lover is out partying with others. Love is when she calls you in the middle of the night to tell you she still wants you, but is happy with the guy she is in bed with right now. So she'll call you in the morning. Love has no patience. Love is never kind. Love has tons of envy and is never blind. Love is never pure and it will never last forever, it will never endure. True love is jealous. True love is never ever unconditional. True love is telling your meth head woman she has to stop fucking men for money if she really loves you. True love is waiting for your woman to come home and give you a kiss and then asking her to brush her teeth because her breath smells like a condom. True love is hearing your woman tel

Our Deal Is Off
ya didnt have the balls for it anyway. You could care less about seeing your son or doing anything to help me. Just getting your way. You picked someone with a history like yours. Ya know why the online thing never works....cause its too damn easy to get back online and look for something else after the first mistake. And you bring nothing real to the table... she will find that out quick enough. ONE , repeated, old fantasy isnt enough to build a relationship on. Ya should have taken your time...you may have ended up with 2 good friends. But in your haste for the new car smell, the new relationship high....you've fucked up anything real you could have had. Point one being the possessiveness that edits my comments. Since when does the slave make the rules. Doesnt it phase you that when they....all of them....know the real you..it goes to hell. ANd your going to hide from me. It's actually just what i needed. I see that you have made me distrust men sooo much id rather let you hurt m

Marty On Fashion... Oh No I Can Hear The Grumbling
Good Morning on this first Tuesday in March. How are you? I am good. Mandy decided to make cookies last night prior to her going into Old Navy, being part time and 19 she gets the low level hour positions. I think her hours last night were 7:30 to 12:30 just after midnight. I guess on Monday’s Old Navy does a revamp of the isles of what ever, heck every time I have been in there it looks the same…shows you what I know about fashion. However, I am learning thanks to MSN today… the Five Rules of Fashion is on the tab also on msn. So the first rule pops up and shows this gal strutting down the runway in a 50’s style dress. Sort of reminded me of something June Cleaver would wear as the mom on Leave it to Beaver. Oh oh… be fore I forget, once you pop on the site the top line reads: THE FIVE FASHION COMMANDMENTS… oh please… so now someone has the tablet somewhere in hiding… ok on with “The Fashion Commandments” The first commandment states, Don’t take Runways Literally! Well heavens no!

The Truth
i see my ex is putting me down again on here.well here is the truth why i don;t see my kids.any time i get with some one he stop me from seeing my kids,he has gone as far as telling my kids i was dead.i left him ,cause he a asshole and cheater,likes to hit ladys.when the kids was younger i am the one alway there for them nothim

Today Or Tomorrow
Today is today, Tomorrow is tomorrow, Yesterday was the past, Filled with sorrow, For it was a tragic day in mid February, It seemed like yesterday I can clearly remember, I seemed so healthy and grand, Next thing I know I'm in the hospital holding with no one holding my hand. For the cancer had got me and she I fell, As you see I thought I was doing so well, I fought the good fight, But the cancer took all of my might, So remember this, Time goes way to fast, So make the moments last.

This Is How Fucked Up It Gets
Six-week-old critical after being beaten, burned and drugged 09:34 PM CST on Monday, March 3, 2008 WWLTV.com A six-week-old baby was beaten, burned and drugged into critical condition and the child’s mother is among the suspects, all of whom were family members, according to the Bogalusa Police Department. Video: Watch the Story According to Bogalusa Police spokesman Sergeant Darrell Darden, a babysitter noticed the child, identified as Diana Nelson, not breathing around 1:30 a.m. Darden said the sitter also noticed several marks on the child and called 911. “The baby had a lot of head trauma, hemorraghing, burns on her arms several marks and drugs in her system,” said Darden. The child was brought to Children’s Hospital in New Orleans where doctors will perform some brain activity tests in the morning. According to Bogalusa Police, the baby has a sibling who has been treated at the hospital before, though they would not say whether that treatmen

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Deep Within
Deep Within By: April Terry She takes a deep breath, And crosses her heart. Hoping what she feels inside, Just isn’t real. The pain inside her, Runs deep within. She feels its course profoundly, Threw every vain, nerve, and beat of her heart. The tears slowly feel her eyes, As she tries to cover them up. She wonders if, She truly is this weak. She tries to go back in time, Remembering every choice she’s made. Trying to figure out, Just where she went so wrong. Searching for long lost answers, When did she forget to love? What was the cause of it? Why does she feel so empty? Can she remember how to love? Can she fix her broken past? Will she ever fill full again? Deeper and deeper, She travels within. Twisting and twirling, As it gets darker and darker. The intensity of her pain, Becomes stronger and stronger. She winces within, Strangling to keep moving in. She fights her way, Knowing its not much farther. She holds herself tightly, Whispers to her

Back Biting And Other Simple Shit!
For everybody on my friends list, those that aren't and whoever else on this site, if your feuding, having issues, got something personal with somebody else on here, on some "real" rap, DON'T come to my page looking for me to speak on it, get involved in, take sides or keep any of that jr. high bs going, ok!!?! I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT DUMBASS DRAMA, SERIOUSLY!!! I'm not the least bit interested and want NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! I try to be cool with "WHOEVER" comes on my page,but where that nonsense is concerned I want nothing to do with it "PERIOD"!!! Not hating on "anybody" that gets off on that, but its just not my twist.

Sleepless Torture
Nights like these when I can't sleep Thoughts are running way too deep Leaving my days foggy and cold This shit is really getting old Wanting to escape this mess Not brave enough I must confess To end it all and rest in peace This torturous life just won't cease...

Gonna Be Around Less For A Bit....:)
Hey to all of my friends and family... Just wanted to let you all know that tomorrow I am leaving on vacation for a few days. Shane and I are going to visit his parents in Florida, as well as taking a little side trip to Seaworld and Islands of Adventure. Then...when we get back, he will be flying home to pack. (Yes, I said pack! :) :) :)!!!!!) I will be making room for his "stuff" in other words, and then driving out there to meet him so that we can drive back together. We are taking that "next step" and he is moving in..YIKES...but I am so very happy!! If you don't see me around much, no worries, I am fine, and I will still be here, just not as often and only for a few weeks. I love you all!!! Have a GREAT week!! Oh, and I will say hi to Shamu from all of you! :)

Why Are People Assholes
I dont get why people on here take this stuff to the nasty level of purposely leaving nasty comments on a serious mumm, low rateings on photos that by the way are pretty damn hot. Oh wait I know its people who have no real life and need some kind of validation of their worth. The only way they can get that is to belittle someone online? How fucking pathetic is that? How sad must your life be that you need to make yourself feel better by being mean to someone else. Here is a thought... try being nice and perhaps someone will like you!

Work
I work on a bus with Handicapped children. Yet they might have a handicap but they are the smartest of all. I enjoy talking to them, helping them and being there when they need me to be there. It's an awesome job. I was on this one bus where a child who was ADHD was making fun of another child younger than himself, calling him a monkey this other child had Downs. I went and sat beside this ADHD child and I told him...put yourself where he is right now and have someone like you calling out names and such ..how would you feel? He just looked at me...and I said if someone said you were too stupid to pass your grade at school how would you feel. He then said, he would feel horrible and picked on. I looked at him and I said...My point made. From that day on he never picked at him again. It's a harsh world we live in and some children don't quite comprehend the words disability. It doesn't mean it has been wheel chair oriented it could mean several different aspects of life

Viagra
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called A spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly Stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the Boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff The purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule Was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products That captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their Suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, The rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be There overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Vi

What Is It That Women Really Want???
Women say that they want a man that is honest works hard for his family keeps a clean house and helps on his days off. Even when you provide those things for them why is it still not good enough for some of them?? Why do we work so hard so that there not with a "BUM" and give them the things in life that other women crave for in their current relationships and arent getting them. What is good enough for a woman to keep her happy???? Does anybody know???

Read And Comment If You Want.
All I Wanted All I wanted was for someone I loved to love me back. After loving and loving and loving so many people and having them all tell you that they don't love you back It hurts so bad. It hurts so bad deep down inside All I wanted was to die All I wanted was to go and hide Then I realized you can't hide away forever You can hide away until the pain starts to dull and your heart begins to fix itself. All I wanted was to be happy I thought I deserved that much and I did. All I wanted was someone good for me someone who loved me back and who loved me for me and not what he could get out of it. That's all I wanted. And I thought you were the one I wanted I thought you were all I wanted Well now that I have had you and you know me and I know you. You knew all I wanted was for someone to love me And when you gave that to me I let my guard down and yea I got hurt but you still stuck around and you made the pain you caused in the first place to go away

Trying To Decide
things have been very difficult these past few days. And its really hard to decide who would trully be best for me, not because they have matiral things but true love from the heart. I dont want someone who will offer me a place to live and all that but someone who will stand by me no matter what may happen. The first guy; turned his back on me when I needed him most and now that I have found someone else he is trying to weave his way back into my life when its not that easy! So I really dont know what to do but try to make the right choice and follow my heart. I am ready to settle down, have the family life that I have always dreamed of one day having and I really dont want to mess that up! What is a girl to do?

March 8th My Birthday
Ok march 8th at the ridglea theater is having metal underground 2 thats where my party is being held alot of drink's and to much metal for one hand its going to be rocking so if ur in my area and wanna come help me party shoot at me and tell me it starts at 8pm

Farewell My Dearest Friend
In Loving Memory Of My Dear Friend Amy Who Lost A 2 Year Battle With Cancer On February 29, 2008. You Have Touched My Life And Will Always Hold A Special Place In My Heart. God looked around his garden And He found an empty place. And then He looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put His arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough, And the hills were hard to climb, So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered"Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you . But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.

My Void In Life.
Hi friends it has been a good long time sence I have made a good blog this 1 is about a empty void is my life about some 1 that I have been missing sence I left home in cali back in 95. This is about my younger brother the person that I have the skeleton tattoo on my left chest I miss him alot I have not seen or heard from him sence then I have tried to find him via the net and even tried to call diffrent places where he was living and I cant find him at all. I live here in tx now and I sleep very lil at nights he's always on my mind I worry at times that he mite not even be alive no more life was soo hard on me from my parents that I left home in 92 and realy never have look back sence I cant stand my parents for what they did to me and all the beatings. will I ever found Erick again no telling but til then im alone and have a big void in my heart and in my life because im not with him or he's not with me safe. I can only hope to God he's still alive somewhere and doing ok

Waiting To Land
The world shakes and shatters, Slowly slipping away.. In the moment everything fades to gray… No sunlight upon my skin... As it seems I am slipping, slipping in…. The blurry sensation, so much disorientation… I wait for I know it is to come… The moment my feet, will once again know solidity… The seconds ooze by at a snails pace, for I now know I have lost this race. The only thing I know to be true is this landing has gone estray. Tiger

Want To Own Me? It's Worth It!
BID HERE BID HERE BID HERE BID HERE That's right! Your favorite lesbian is finally in an aucion! Now you can own your very own Easy To Use Disposable Applicator! (Thats where EZ2FU came from.) The bidding starts March 4 and ends March 11. So come bid on me HERE! You know you wanna own this! This is what I'm offering: ♥ Add/fan/rate during HH ♥ 500 11s during HH every week for a month ♥ If owner has more than 500 pics, I'll rate the rest 10s during HH every week for a month. ♥ 1 profile comment during HH every day for a month ♥ Rate entire stash during HH ♥ Rate all blogs during HH ♥ 1 SFW salute of my choosing ♥ 1 SFW salute of owner's choosing ♥ #1 spot in friends for 1 month ♥ spot in family for 1 month ♥ Crush for 1 month ♥ 1 big

Slipknot - Vermillion Pt. 2
She seems dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain leak through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason And I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me (x 3) I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't......no I don't want to be this But I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't le

3/4/2008: A Sense Of Loss
I woke up about 30 minutes ago, and I feel like I piece of me is missing, as if its been literally torn out of me, with the physical pain and sense of loss to go along with it. This is what happens when I hold myself back until its too late. Instead of being proactive as a Master and not keeping a hand in things, and standing on the outside of a situation and letting it proceed upon its own until it gets to the point where I feel like I don’t know a person anymore, and now a relationship that I thought unshakable and as solid as the ground beneath my feet is now hanging in the balance. My kaleiatia and I had a talk last night, and it did not go well. Let me say first that the last six to eight months have been very hard on her, and both tally and I have been trying to be there, to help her through the issues that had been coming her way, one after the other. All I ever asked for her to do is to talk, even if it is to vent about what is bothering her. One of the things about her i

Man My Friends Rock!!!
I WON!! WOOT!! WOOT!! This was my first contest and you guys rocked for all you did!! :) Thank you to all that helped me on my first contest. Angl - 2801 pts Baddest Milf - 2710 pts Here are some that came out to help me and I know I am missing a few people and I am sorry I couldn't get everyone on this list, let me know if I missed you and I will gladly add you!! :) Again ~ THANK YOU TO ALL!!!!!!!! And thank you JohnnyDevil for being so RaNdOm on a boring Monday afternoon!! :) He was the Awesome Host!! :) Johnnydevil@ fubar Much Love To All AngL ~~Cristi~~ the little monkey ;)@ fubar ALWAYS HOPE / FU-OWNED BY ~ AngL~@ fubar SWEETHING4771@ fubar ♥VikingPrincess♥™@ fubar FyreDragn**-=*Member of L.O.L levelers*=- & ~~CLUB F.A.R MEMBER~~**@ fubar JOHNNY@ fubar Silentlizard - Club FAR and Dragon Train Rider@ fubar Capt America

Put Me In Coach
Her mind was lost in anticipation of the afternoon to come when the sound of the piercing bell jolted her back to reality. The children, who had been writing a quiz, hastily packed up their books and shouted their goodbyes to their gym teacher as they headed out the door. "Have a nice weekend Miss Griffon", shouted Timmy. "Good luck at the basketball game Timmy", Miss Griffon shouted back. The children had been so excited about the championship game all week and it was finally here. Trying to keep their minds on their schoolwork had not been easy for her this week. Trying to keep her mind on her responsibilities had been even harder. She had decided the night before, after months of indecision that she wasn’t going to sit back and be the shy, timid gym teacher anymore. She knew what she wanted and she was going to be bold and go after it. What she wanted was Coach Johnson , and she was determined to make it happen today. Coach Johnson had been the basketball coach for many years.

Fuck You
Disintegrate! I cant contemplate Pain in sorrow, words without meaning Solitude within, nothing seems to withstand I've had enough, going to make one last stand Im fucking tired of these lies, all is said and done I dont have to deal with this shit, tolerance for none Back the fuck off, and leave me here to stay You people are pathetic, just get the fuck away Fuck you Your a liar so Im fucking through your a whore I bet you fucked him too Your a bitch I bet you he fucking knew I am pissed so fuck you and fuck you too Fuck all of you Vehemence! Take a second glance Anger in depth, Tears without sound An Inner promotion, the whore scars I cant fucking deal, crucify all and lock the bars Im sick of all this bullshit, shove it up your ass Im better then this, remember this and make it last Get the fuck away, and let me be alone You people are pathetic, slit your wrist with stone Fuck you Your a liar so Im fucking through your a whore I bet you fucked hi

Strangers
As she drove down the remote road she began to worry that she had missed her turn. Surely she couldn’t be that far off track she thought. She pulled the car off to the shoulder of the road to have another look at her map and realized that she had indeed missed her cut off. The rain had been coming down for hours and the dirt road had become slick. She pulled out on the road again looking for a place where she could turn around when suddenly a deer ran in front of her car, swerving to avoid it she lost control and the car ended up in the ditch. She angrily got out of the car, heading for the trunk to search for a flashlight but none was to be found. She began to walk down the dirt road in the pouring rain looking for the nearest house where she could use the phone and call for some help. She spotted some lights in the distance and picked up her pace knowing a house wasn’t too far off. As she made her way up the driveway a dog started to bark and startled her. She froze in her tracks, f

Fu Wife In Need Of Help
> > > SHE IS SOOO SEXXXIIIII!! AND SHE NEEDS OUR HELP! SUSAN IS ALWAYS QUICK TO HELP WHEN WE NEED IT SO GET YOUR ASS ON THIS PAGE AND GO LOVE HER SEXXXIII ASS!!!! SHE NEEDS 10,000 COMMENTS ON THE LINK BELOW TO WIN A 7 DAY BLAST! LET'S GET THIS DONE!!

Sleep Or Lack There Of.
In the past 3 days I've gotten less than 20 hr's of sleep. I'm barely coherent. Which would I guess be my modus operandi anyways. I really want to get away from here. Here being New Jersey, this apartment, this area... Take me and the kitties,some clothes and just go. But I know,I'll stay here and be utterly miserable.... Misery is what I know,what I thrive on, what I am. My head is pounding, My eyes tired. I have zero appetite. I've been drinking alot of water and juice...one musn't get dehydrated. Heh. I've watched a few movies lately...those being : 1. Requeim for a Dream 2. Pi 3. Fight Club and tonight I shall watch Memento. G0d, those movies are so utterly depressing. Especialy RFAD. Ever watch a movie and it leaves you empty? That movie does it to me everytime. Another movie that left me empty and in tears was "Last American Virgin". Yes, it was supposed to be a dopey 80's comedy and it had it's moments. However the last part of the movie

Do This 4 Me....
I have a cool new friend named Southern Goddess that is in a contest. Plz go 2 the link below and give her a rating. Thanks! D' http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1575692&albumid=876530&i=1281946109&idx=26

You Know You're A Nurse When (yep Done All Of Them Myself)
You know you're a nurse when.. 1) the front of your scrubs reads 'Nurses... here to save your ass, not kiss it!' 2) you occasionally park in the space with the 'physicians only' sign... and knock it over. 3) you believe some patients are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4) you recognize that you can't cure stupid. 5) you own at least three pens with the names of prescription medications on them. 6) you believe there's a special place in hell for the inventor of the 'call light.' 7) you believe that saying 'it can't get any worse' causes it to get worse just to show you it can. 8) you wash your hands BEFORE you go to the bathroom 9) you believe that any job where you can drive to work in your pajamas is a cool one. 10) you consider a tongue depressor an eating utensil. 11) eating microwave popcorn out of a clean bedpan is perfectly natural. 12) you've been exposed to so many x-rays that you consider it a form of birth control.

Hiding In The Darkness
Hiding in the darkness, Forsaking the light, Abandoned and discarded, Like a plaything no longer needed, My heart draggedthrough th brambles of love, Torn and ripped apart, Splattering the roses with my crimson, Lost with no one to hold, No one to care, My soul cries for companionship, Yearning for one of like mind, Screaming into the void, Only to realize no one is there, Hiding in the darkness, Alone with my pain forevermore.

Ouch!
This is my first blog post, and I'm sure no one reads these damn things. LOL So I'm gonna just post whatever the hell I want. Soooooo........ My wisdom tooth is killing me! It has swollen up the whole right side of my face. I can't WAIT to go to the dentist tomorrow after noon! I am such a pussy. I can get tattoos and piercings all over my body, but I'm scared to death of dentists. Geeze!! Please pray for my safe return from the dentist's office tomorrow. I've heard they aren't even human anymore, but aliens from another dimension. {shivers} Take care all!

The Fork
THE FORK There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the Pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say&nb sp; Th at surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the Pastor. The young woman explained. "My gr

Chance To Own Me For A Month
Come check out me or one of the other beautiful ladies in this auction and be prepared to bid on one of us Link to my pic in auction. http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1377182&albumid=882845&idx=4 Thanks Huggles Ladee

The Mumm "pussy Problems"
This guy's cat had kittens and so he posts a mumm asking if he should find them homes or just drown them.....WTF??? The mumm itself isn't the only thing that bothers me, it's how many people voted for him to kill them and all the ones who left comments with more suggestions on killing them (including one that says "tie rocks to them to make sure none of the miracle babies survive"). I really can't believe people sometimes!!! I can't even begin to describe how that mumm makes me feel and how disturbing it is!

Ah, The Memories
When you spend your entire life rooting for one team, and when one player ascends to greatness that you never thought you'd see on your team, how can you possibly recall all the great moments that particular player gave you? Watching Brett Favre every week was an exercise in both excitement and frustration. So many "how the hell did he DO that" moments with a fair amount of "what the hell was he thinking" moments sprinkled in. I'm sure my fondest are the same as many others. If you're a Packer fan, you probably share the same ones if not more. But for my money... Superbowl XXXI. Of course. Finally bringing Lombardi's trophy back home. Some might think of Reggie White hoisting the trophy and running around the Superdome after the game. Others may think of Desmond Howard's return. Forever burned in my brain though is the first touchdown pass, a go-route up along the sideline... gone. Touchdown. And after the play, there's Brett, pumping his helmet up and down with the greatest l

030408 Feng Shui Tip
Yes, Spring is right around the corner and that means that Summer can't be far behind. It's time to start to shed the sweaters and think about wearing less clothes in the coming weeks and months. If that idea brings a lump to your throat -- one that holds a fun-size Snickers in it -- then it's time to start thinking about shedding some pounds as well. Feng Shui says that eating off a black plate will not only quell your appetite but will cause you to consciously think about everything you're putting in your mouth. Sweet!

As A Child
Little Child As a child I rubbed Dandelions on my cheek. As a child I searched for Four leaf clovers. As a child I waited on Christmas eve With youthful anticipation. As a child I ate sweet tarts With screwed up lips. As a child I never looked under the bed at night. As a child I was free to cry When crying was necessary. As a child I laughed when the time called for it. As a child I liked the food I liked And dribbled down my chin That which I didn’t. As a child I feared the unknown And did not know fear. Now I am older What happened? Poet

Nasty Joke
One day, a mom and her young daughter were walking thru the park on the way to the zoo. During their walk, the young girl looks over and sees a teenage couple having sex in the bushes. The little girl points and asks..."Mommy, mommy, what are they doing?" The mom thinks that the girl is too young to have this conversation with, so she lies and says, "They are baking a cake dear." The little girl seems to accept this as an answer. They continue thru the park and get to the zoo. They look at all the animals and when they get to the monkey cage, sure enough, the monkeys are fucking. The little girl looks at her mom and says, "Mommy, mommy, are they baking a cake too?" The mom is all pleased with herself because she got to sidestep that whole conversation. "Yes, dear, they are." After the zoo, they go home and mom, dad, and daughter have dinner and watch TV on the couch. The little girl goes to bed and mom and dad are feeling frisky, so they have sex right there on the couch. The next m

Everything - Buckcherry
Buried way beneath the sheets I think she's having a melt down Finding it hard to fall asleep she won't let anyone help her The look on her face, A waste of time She won't let go, Gonna roll the dice Losing her grace, Starts to cry I feel her pain when I look in her eyes. I wanna be, I want everything I want everything Somewhere she is on the streets trying to make things better Praying to God and breathing deep Gotta break this long obsession The look on her face a waste of time She won't let go gonna roll the dice Losing her grace, Starts to cry I feel her pain when I look in her eyes. I wanna be, I want everything I want everything I wanna be, I want everything I want everything. If I had everything would I Still wanna be alive? Or wanna be high If I had everything would I Still wanna be alive? Or wanna be high. Now and then she talks to me And sometimes writes me letters The look on her face a waste of time She won't let go gonna roll the dice L

To Family/friends/fanz
Oh ok Just to let people know ...I might be only online once a week since my Cable company are being buttheads.. Until I can figure it out.. Well... just to let you know , my friends you are not forgotten.. Just I am not here that much for a while:( love ya'llssssssssssss mwaaaaaaaah

Amber Alert!!!
My friends granddaughter was abducted yesterday morning. Please foward this message to everyone you know so maybe she will be brought home safely. Her name is Tabatha Webb Lively. She was abducted by her uncle Samuel Lee Lively from Brevard NC yesterday morning. She is 13 yrs old, has brown hair and blue eyes, she is 5 feet, 11 inches tall, and weighs approx. 137 lbs. They are in a faded red and blue colored pickup with a North Carolina tag TWC-2783. They think he is either taking her to Tennessee, Florida, or New Orleans. If anyone has any information about them PLEASE contact the Brevard Police Station at 828-883-2212. THIS IS NOT A JOKE, THIS LITTLE GIRL NEEDS OUR HELP AND PRAYERS! Even if you don't live anywhere near these places, forward it to all of your friends on Fubar, because they might know someone who lives in these places and they might know others and just maybe we will find Tabatha unharmed. Thank you for your time and prayers and May God bless everyone of

Strange Magic
I felt a strange magic, As I told you good bye. I know you never thought I could do it, But I showed you how. I will only let you hurt me so long, Then I stand up and show you what I am made of. It was never the way I wanted it to end. I wanted it to be loving, I wanted to have the beautiful memories. Somehow now, they all seem tainted. I am just full of hurt and pain. I know in time the pain will go away, But the memories of us that you tainted, Will always remain. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

My Fu Lol Updated!!!
I fu own the following: Please make them feel welcome by rating them for me and add & fan them for me please Thankyou All!!! Just* Me* Sky *******(Why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan***hugs@ fubar And Also: B£õõdý·Vèñõm Fu-Owned by ~shockeyd69~(Member of Club F.A.R. & Club NAUGHTY ~N~ NICE)@ fubar The Newest Slave is: sweet and sassy slave to ~shockeyd69~@ fubar

Agem4life Bulletin Posted For Me
=== '¢¾aGEM4life¢¾' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-04 14:52:28'.. > > I'd like to take this moment to introduce you to a wonderful lady. Sincere, caring and a friend you will want to have! Who is it you're asking? Well it's 'AngelGurl'...my FU Owner for the month. Just Take a look at how beautiful she is! Go give this awesome woman plenty of love! > 'AngelGurl' > > > This

Scavenger Hunt
A woman answered her front door and saw a little boy holding a list. "Ma'am," he explained, "I'm on a scavenger hunt, and I still need three grains of wheat, a pork-chop bone and a piece of used carbon paper to earn a dollar." "Wow," the woman replied. "Who sent you on such a challenging hunt?" "My babysitter's boyfriend."

Hi
Well I started From Odessa Ne to McCook Ne then I went to Florida stayed there for a few days a rented a motorcyle and just ride for like 3days then we had a Black out 2 Power plants was down A few hrs.Then I reload in Tampa Florida went to Ft.Worth Tx unload there then headed towards Brenham Tx. Drop and Hook this load has 8 drops 2 in New Mexico and 6 in Calif. Well got my 2 off In New Mexico on Monday and now Tuesday had 2 drops in Califorina and hopefully 3 for Wed. And 1 for Thursday well I better hit the hay later peeps.

Why
Why is it the things we want are so dam hard to get.Love,money,respect,friends,and joy for a few things.Just when you think you have what you want it is gone or just out of reach.Makes you want to give up but afraid to stop and loose it.Should you go for it or say hell with it.Nothing is easy in life like I said so why not fight for it and give it a run for all it is worth.If it was easy the worl would be a happy place and we would be bored to death.So I have to say Fight,Live,and learn.

The King Of Fuck Ups
So 5 months 2 days, it's going to be a boy, or so they say. I myself am excited but right now I'm just depressed because I can't afford to do shit, I have no help from my family and friends, and all the help finacially we are getting is coming from her mom, which she is already saying how I'm not going to amount for anything and she is buying into it. I don't know what I can do.

Classes
To Whom, Well I will sure be glad when classes are over for this term. I have never had such a hard term since I went back to class. I will be lucky to even pass this term with all the stuff that I have had to deal with. All I can do is hope that next term will be better than this one.

The Mister Mittens Fu-file
Now and then, I get a little nostalgic. Looking back on places and things I remember from old Ontario. Remember my big pussy? He wasn't that big at the time, he was still a kitten, kind a. I lived in Niagara Falls at the time, you know nice spacious one bedroom apartment balcony and all. Well this is a FU-file from my very talented Mr. Mittens Mischievous. Yes now he's FAT and Lazy. One day while I was out shopping, I received a call from one of my friends at my apartment building. She told me that the Police had come to my apartment, and the Super In tenant had to let them in. Surprised and bit worried about what could possibly be going on, I rushed home immediately. When I had gotten back to my apartment, I checked it and everything seemed fine. I went downstairs to talk to the Super, and as I was knocking on his door my friend came around the corner laughing hysterically. Even as the Super answers with a huge smirk he was trying to choke back, I asked "WHAT?" (so much as t

What's In My House?
Ok, not real big on sharing these types of things but well , somethings are better off shared . Tell me what you think and if anything like this has ever happened to you! Have you ever been walking down the street, a quiet hallway, left alone in a room in an unfamiliar place and you just get the feeling you are being watched or perhaps you get the sensation that you've walked into a spider web but when you check there is nothing there, no web just the feeling you have just been touched by something that you cant see. Dont feel alone it happens to me all the time, and not long ago I was given a picture that was taken of me by a friend of mine after I had some of these sensations. It was full of faces and orbs floating all around me, was it the lighting no I was outside in the dark by myself and they had leaned out the door and snapped the picture. Spooky? Not really, was I afraid, no I have seen things a different periods of time through my life. I always tho

Love Sucks
HOW CAN ONE SAY THAT YOU LOVE THEM AND WANT TO BE WITH THEM FOREVER AND COULDN'T STAND TO BE WITHOUT THEM.... SAYIN' THAT WITHOUT YOU IN THERE LIFE THAT THEY WOULD BE LOST... BUT THEN AGAIN YOU TURN AROUND AND DESTORY THAT PERSON....HOW CAN THAT BE... HOW CAN YOU SAY EVERYTHING YOU SAID AND TURN AROUND AND NOT CARE!!! YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME AND WANT TO BE WITH ME, BUT THEY ARE ONLY WORDS, YOUR ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS..... BUT LIFE GOES ON............ AT LEAST I THINK IT DOES...... I'M NOT GONNA BE AIIGHT EITHER!!!!!

The Point Of Tears!
well i meet someone in march of last year and it was awesome, she had the most beautifulest smile and them eyes would light up the night sky! i thought she was perfect and i was right. every thing about her was and she had one thing that made me like her more then any one i had meet!she had the looks and the smarts to knock out half of a high school, she didnt have what other gurls had. well what im saying is that i regret every time i was jealous of her and how i treated her! but now that i lost her i wish i could take it all beck and rewind time to fix what i did to make today better, im even to the point that moving is only going to make it hard to get over and heal what has been hurt in the mind and heart. if i knew the word to heal her hurt and pain that i made i would try

Basic
Many of you know I joined the Navy and today I found out today that I'll be leaving for basic at the beginning of July. When I find out where I'll be stationed, I'll ask who wants my address for up there. It's going to be eight weeks in Chicago! IF anyone lives near the base - I'm going to seriously need help getting used to the area, any takers on being my tour guide?

My Very Close Friend That Is Like A Sister To Me
My very close friend found out she had colon cancer about a year ago and she beat it. Today when she went back to doctor they now tell her it is back and it is in her throat and one of her lungs. She is one of kindest hearted people that I know and is an awesome friend. A wife and a mother to 2 beautiful children. Could everyone please add her and her family to your prayers. And Trace if you read this know that you are always in my thoughts and in my prayers. Love ya Sis!!!! ~~Trace~~@ fubar

Special Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

Fake
you don't know me, no one does, you all have this fantasy about what and who you think I am, well i'm not that person. outside i put on this fake smile, this fake personality, it's not me, it never will be. inside i'm dying, breaking down, at night when no one hears, i lie in bed and cry. why do i feel like this? i don't know. i try to explain how i feel, but you don't understand. you don't know me. no one does. Why must everyone be so perfect? So skinny and so pretty, so stereotyped And so FAKE Why must everyone have to have the perfect identity and figure to be beautiful? Why does this world have this one image we should all be? Sheep aren't beautiful Image hunters aren't pretty People who are exactly the same aren't interesting Beautiful people are people who embrace who they really are and can see beyond looks Peoples image comes from their heart - from the truth And interesting people are individuals with real things to say and beliefs of their own

You Know This Right?
youre added, rated, fan-ed, commented, even looked at by only two types of people. those who wish to increase their level, or those who want to fuck you...sad truth. i think you know this...especially some of you lol. it takes some getting used to (i was surprised), but this is not the place to meet people. this is a game...im playing it and so are you (hopefully). you meet people through the "other" friend sites...where adds and rates dont effect you. i like this game, but it forces performance and delusion dun't it? you know. so i guess this is the step toward reality...if you wanna be away from this for a bit...rather an invite. just a step of course... myspace.com/6malik9

Run Away
run away I know I have my problems but I don’t understand why it is your leaving me. am I that bad of a man? I know we have our issues but in time I am sure we can work them out. Maybe things aren’t perfect and maybe they’ll never be. Instead me of making you smile I fill you with uncertainty. I will never be a hero a role model is not what I am. But I will always be there for you and I hope that you still give a damn So baby take me by the hand and run away with me Or tell me that its over and leave me to my misery Cause I cant take this feeling of not knowing What’s in store for me anymore Maybe he finally won this game? Maybe I’m the one to lose and have no one but myself to blame. Maybe I am not the man you needed and just maybe I will never be. Or maybe I’ m the one you need to take you, far away from all this damn insanity. All I know is I would never hurt you can that man you call yours say the same?

Where Did I Come From??
A little girl asks her mother "What is the origin of the human race?' The mother answered: God made Adam and Eve and they had children and so was all mankind made. Two days later she asks her father the same question. The father answered: Many years ago there were monkeys from which the human race was developed. The confused girl returns to her mother and says: Mom how is it possible that you told me that the human race was created by God and Papa says they were developed from monkeys. The mother answers: Well dear, it is very simple. I told you about the origin of my side of the family while your father told you about his side...

How To Make Love
HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat 4 steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town. ENJOY

Unnamed
I stared out into the darkness from my post,and I watch the city burn.I smell the familiar smells,I walk thru the familiar rubble,and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets of their neighborhoods. My nerves hardly rest,my hands are steady on a device that has been given to me from my government for the purpose of taking the lives of others. I seat,and I am tired.My back aches from the loads I carry.Young American men look to me to direct them in a manner that will someday allow them to see their families again. And yet,I too,am just a young man.My age not but a few years more than that of the ones I lead. I am stressed,I am scared,and I am paranoid. Because death is everywhere,it waits for me,it calls to me from around street corners, and from windows,and it is always there. There are the demons that follow me,and tempt me into thoughts and actions that are not my own...But what are necessary for survival.I've made compromises with my humanity.And I am not

At Nite.....
I live way out in the country, far from the city lites, or anything or anyone really to be honest. The nites seem darker, the air stiller n things seem to carry on the wind. Smells, sounds exspecially.The coyotes can yell late at nite n be miles away yet seem like thier right outside the door. They sound lonesome, like theyre callin to someone who wont ever call back, that theyere forgotten. I know somethings i hear n see out here r just things that arent there, yer mind plays tricks on you. But then again i have to wonder, what was that? I cant chalk it all up to my imaganation, i anit that creative.But then my rational mind gets hold of it.I know there anit no such thing as ghosts, boogers ,haints...... or is there? I wish sometimes to be proven wrong, that maybe i dont know everything. Maybe sometimes that things we cant understand r trying to tell us something. Whos to say? I just take alot of convincing is my problem is all. Still there is times i wonder.... But still, if th

I Posted A Salute!
At long last, I have proven... That I am real. Yes, pretty and sweet girls really do exist, even on Fubar. In real life even! If you're lucky enough to snag one, don't let her go. So, now I'm just waiting for my salute to be approved until I can start getting points again. And then look out Ken, cuz I may Love you, but IT'S ON!!!

4 March 2008
Datum: Tue, 4 Mar 2008 09:08:19 -0600 (CST) Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" An: all_lists@tylerperrystudios.net Betreff: A Message from Tyler Perry - Madea will be on House of Payne Hey there, Okay, just a quick note. I just wanted to give you a heads up about HOUSE OF PAYNE. We start all new shows tomorrow, Wednesday March 5th. I have been reading all of your messages about Jazmine being too smart at the mouth and about Pops being so grouchy. Well, on tomorrow, March 5, there is a very special show. Curtis has been mistreating Ella and he has a dream--or should I say a nightmare--that he is married to Madea (I know that you're smiling just thinking about it). Well, Madea sets him straight!! And that little girl gets smart with Madea and you have to see what happens to believe it! All you people who believe in time-outs are going to be mad. Don't be mad at me, get mad at Madea! (smile) This show is stupid funny. Listen to me, I was laug

Bored And It Made Sense
Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich . Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky ... Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac t

My Love
I still feel your Love, it's why I miss you so much. I still feel your love tho I'll never again feel your touch. It's a fist round my heart, it tears at my soul, this missing you so badly is making me old. I want to let go, so your soul can evolve, I want you to find peace and finally rest my sweet love. So I try and I try as each day passes by to turn loose my hold on your love so true. But the harder I try, and the more I am told "Let him go" the more I get blue. I don't know what to do, how to just BE, without you. ~For Gus By ALB 03/05/08 copyright ©2008 by the author. All rights reserved by author.

I Wanna Be
You lost the soul You're out of control Your demons are with you No sense to your vice In plastic you hide I tried and I failed to teach you Open your mind The loss you don't find The strength as I am to reach you Destruction finds The weak and the blind It tears you open it eats you Like a flower I want to be the sun that you grow to Dangerous power between you and me How I long for you Failure comes as passion goes Too much time has slipped away All I see anymore is history I wanna be...

Long List Of One Liners...
I met this bloke with a didgeridoo and he was playing Dancing Queen on it. I thought, "That's Aboriginal." This lorry full of tortoises collided with a van full of terrapins. It was a turtle disaster. I told my girlfriend I had a job in a bowling alley. She said "Tenpin?" I said, "No, permanent." I went in to a pet shop. I said, "Can I buy a goldfish?" The guy said, "Do you want an aquarium?" I said, "I don't care what star sign it is." I was at a Garden Centre and I asked for something herby. They gave me a Volkswagen with no driver. Batman came up to me and he hit me over the head with a vase and he went T'PAU! I said "Don't you mean KAPOW?? He said "No, I've got china in my hand." I bought some Armageddon cheese today, and it said on the packet. 'Best Before End' I went to buy a watch, and the man in the shop said "Analogue." I said "No, just a watch." I went into a shop and I said, "Can someone sell me a kettle." The bloke said "Kenwood" I said, "Where is he

Late And Alone
its the middle of the night and i am alone. the rain has stopped and i took a walk down by the lake. no stars or light from the city, no one to keep me company,no music, just my own thoughts for comfort. i keep coming back to conversations and shared passion remembered through still fading bruises and bright flashes of comprehension. i dont know what to think about this new turn in my life, better to not think at all and go with it i believe. for 31 years i had no idea. i have known love and passion and pain and trials and even perseverance, but to even try to understand what is happening to me now fails me. do you remember what i kept saying? "where the hell did you come from...?" and once you said "u keep saying that" and i still mean it. no one has ever taken me by such complete surprise. no one ever made me love. there was always the choice; with you i have none. i miss you My Heart. dream of me... i love you remember i live for your smile and die for your kiss

How Go's It
Just thought I would send you guys a note to let you know how things are going here. On Monday, we got measured up for our Desert Camo uniforms and then we sat through a whole day of briefings. Very informative, but many of them were directed more towards folks with wives (or husbands) and small children. The actual training briefs were very interesting, though....and gave me some insite on what I should expect when we report to Ft. Jackson in April. Looks like the Army is going to put us all through a mini boot camp again. Also looks like I'll be learning hand-to-hand combat as well as learning how to clear buildings as part of a sweeper team. Not sure if I'll really be doing THAT when I get over there, but I guess we all have to learn it anyway. Lots of Physical training (of course), so I'm steeling myself for the fact that the Army is gonna run our sorry Navy asses into the ground! haha. Who would have thought that when I joined the NAVY all those years ago that I would

Black Metal Elitism
Metal is one of the broadest genres of music there is, so broad that subgenres have subgenres of their own. This is generally good, except that it includes nu-metal. Which is shite. And hardcore, which includes scene kiddies, and is therefore worse. People who think hardcore is the hardest and most powerful form of metal should be stabbed repeatedly in the face. A thought occured to me as I was listening to some Dimmu Borgir, a thought which overcame the "elite" part of myself and made me realise something quite honestly annoying about Black Metal elitism: That the elitists seem to do it for the sake of it. The "kvlt" amongst the style say things like "Dimmu and Cradle are just commercial and are worthless and we should listen to bands nobody has heard of," which is great until you realise that there's a reason why Dimmu become commercially successful... it's because they're GOOD! They took what Emperor pioneered with the album Anthems To The Welkin At Dusk and they added even more

Auctions/own Me: How To Guide
Bet your bulletin board is full of OWN ME or AUCTION in the titles of bullies hmm? I know mine is... *Auctions or Own Me* bulletins are for members of fubar that want to help each the bidder & the auction member by driving traffic (friends, family, & fans) that wouldnt otherwise see your page. Men & Women can participate or be Auctioned Off. Either can make an offer (a bid) on the person of their choice in an Auction. Bidding is simple! Generally there is a minimum bid (IE 20,000 fubux min to bid). Once the auction starts you can bid your fubux, ticker packs, profile bling, blasts, VIPS or Happy hours. Bids can be combinations of offers; most auctions take into account how much tickers, blings, blasts, vips, happy hours cost-so they naturally win over just fubux. Some auctions allow bidding with real monies. The PimpOuts I design, you just click the picture and it takes you to where you need to bid. (The comment box) There you leave your bid in comment form.

My Way Of Having A Happy Home And Life
I think of 4 C's that can help people in any relationship.. COMMITMENT COMPASSION COMFORT COURAGE Think of others feelings before reacting.. How will it affect someone in the long run. And will it destroy their trust and hope. Always have a forgiving heart to those that hurt you. No matter what don't let the circumstance(s) rule you, and put that aside and go on. Once something happens let it go and put it aside and just go on with life. Most importantly put family first.

Everything Is Okay
Everything is okay, I really don't want you to stay. You have choosen her, I wish you all the happiness. I will never look back, I will never wonder what might have been. This is the way it is suppose to be, You never cared about me. It is such a sad thing. To know you could have acted this way. A person of lower consciouseness, But then again it really doesn't matter anyway. I learned my lessons well. I wonder if you learned anything. Two souls we met in the night, We let our bodies enter twine, We shared some delight.. It was nothing more, And nothing less. A feel for a human, For the flesh. Loveless sex, Asti and some time. Lies and deciet, At least from your end anyway. It would have all been easier from the start, If I had listen to my heart, When it said to me, Something about you just wasn't right. Things I already knew, But didn't allow you to know. Maybe I played back, In my own way. I never hurt you, I never stompped on your heart. You accus

Men You Have To......to Handle Thickndaazz4ya
But I am not talking about just any kind of men. You have to be a MAN in the streets and a Dayum Freak in the sheets... I am a big gurl so you must have some strength in yo arms to get these soft, big ass thighs in the air and dive deep into this sweet hot tight pussy that has been squeezed in the middle of those thighs and is ready to be juiced! You must have a head game and be ready to eat a whole dayum meal baby. Just keep it real. This is a clean chocolate kitty. Talk nasty to me baby. Brothas you got to be working with a little something something, because a gurl like to suck the dick like she suckin' the meat of a chicken wing. Ummm shyt baby a sista a nasty freak that is greedy and is gonna suck da dick and make your toes curl until you bust that rich jism in the back of my throat. ... if you can't handle a big gurl.. hit tha door bro" if you can holla at your girl ... Thickndaazz4ya.

3.5.8
I will post the dream from yesterday when I get home perhaps as that it was intense. Here is from last night though. My dream was an odd one. I was away somewhere .. on I guess a vacation or retreat of sorts. There were several strong imagest such a horses having strange cloven feet that were cut to become solid longer hooves. There were also crows and I believe three dogs. A lamb too. I came home from where I was to my grandmothers house. I was upset that there was not soda I think, I had brought some back but there was one left and had a hole in it and was half full. It had some word on the box that my grandma asked me the meaning of but I think I told her it was their way of saying 'oops' or some crap for cutting it. We'd been playing a game back there that had to do with flipping dimes to see where they would land on numbers. There had been a parade too of police men but the parade was a work parade to clean the sewers of the city which were above ground. they'd been o

Auction Rules
Ok so ev1 is asking for the rules so here they are. 1. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA 2. Bids must be higher then current bid 3. DO NOT COMMENT UNLESS YOU ARE BIDDING 4. If bid is lower then current one the comment will be deleted and if it's not a bid it will be deleted. 5. All bids start at 50k and can go up no less then 10k HH= 2.5mil fu-bucks 30 day blast/3months vip = 1.25mil fu-bucks 7 day blast/1 month vip/ticker pack = 400k fu-bucks Bling pack/3 day blast = 350k fu-bucks 1 day blast = 300k fu-bucks 1 ticker = 250k fu-bucks AUCTION END MARCH 18th

Deleting My Account
I FIGURED WHO DOESNT READ THE BULLY MIGHT READ BLOGS... I WILL BE DELETING MY ACCOUNT SATURDAY IF YOU WANT TO STAY IN CONTACT WITH ME PLEASE MESSAGE ME ON HERE AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY NEW HOME SITE ADDRESS.. I LOVE EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS THAT I MADE ON HERE AND IM VERY LUCKY TO MEET SUCH NICE PEOPLE THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING. LOVE NIKKI

Twisted & Transparent's Auction Info
HELLOOOOO SEXIES! LOOKING FOR A FEW PEOPLE TO ENTER MY AUCTION WITH A TWIST! THE FEE IS 20K FU BUX TO ENTER... YOU WILL LOSE NOTHING MIN. BID IS 25K FU BUX! THE TWIST IS... 10K FU BUX OF EACH ENTRY GOES INTO A POOL AND THE PERSON WHO ENDS UP WITH THE HIGHEST BID WILL GET THAT POOL~ IF INTRESTED SEND ME A PHOTO LINK AND YOUR OFFERS... I WILL STICKY A BULLETIN AT LEAST 2X~ WILL START ON SUNDAY AND END ON SAT. LOVE ALWAYS, SHELLY AKA TWISTED AND TRANSPARENT! Twisted&Transparent~ Wifey to My soldier John~Fu~Owned By Frankie aka Fan Of BBW~@ fubar

The Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling o f well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexua

Let Me Downs
Thinking of you is all I can do I sit here and frown because you let me down I sit and think back my whole world is black I am never the one who will see the shining sun I want someone to care but life is so unfair All I do is get hurt and treated like dirt I open my heart and it gets torn apart Will it ever be able to heal maybe if I find a love that is real No matter how hard I try you always make me cry I feel all you say is a lie as I let my life pass me by I sit here alone staring at my phone You said you would call and again I fell for it all Why did I believe when I know you deceive I am such a fool while you think you are so cool I think of my sorrow I lost all hopes of a tomorrow Too tired to even try I give up, just want to die

Hi Eveyone
well hello all feeling a lil better i`ve had the flu bad put me in the hospital + on top of that i got the chicken poxs 2 been one hell of a 3 weeks , almost wished i died i felt like i was .. but i`m home now and doing alot better . Well missed all my friends on fubar hope to talk to u all soon !!! OutKast

Read This Poem A Long Time Ago And Thought It Was Hilarious
She looked so fair in the pale moonlight, the wind blowing up her nighty Her tits hung loose like the balls of a moose, Jesus Christ almighty Her nipples were the size of my thumb The wiggles of her ass could make a dead man cum She sucks like a vacuum and she's so fucking dumb...She's the girl for me

Golf Accident
Two women were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at his groin, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in agony. The woman rushed down to the man, and immediately began to apologize. Please allow me to help. I'm a Physical Therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow me, she told him. Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll be fine in a few minutes,' the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying in the fetal position, still clasping his hands together at his groin. At her persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her hands inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long moments and asked, 'How does that feel'? He replied: It feels great, but I still think my thumb's broken

Words To Melissa Ferrick's Drive
"If you want this if you want this if you want this, you’re gonna have to ask nicely please yeah if you want this you’re gonna have to ask me you’re gonna have to ask me Whatever you want I’ll give it to you I’ll give it to you slowly ‘till you’re just begging me to hold you ya whatever you want whatever you want but you’re gonna have to ask me Your mouth waters stretched out on my bed your fingers are trembling and your heart is heavy and red and your head is bent back and your back is arched my hand is under there holding you up I’ll hold you up and drive you all night I’ll hold you up and drive you baby ‘till you feel the daylight I’ll hold you up and drive you all night I’ll hold you up and drive you ‘till you feel the daylight that’s right that’s right In the kitchen in the shower and in the back seat of my car I’ll hold you up in your office preferably during business hours ‘cause you know how I like it when there’s people around and

Something More Than An Instant...
I want to be in your life something more than an instant more than a shadow or a whisper in the breeze. I want to be an unforgettable mark, a constant reminder and only a truth. You blink away the tears fearing that you will be abandonded, I want to be the cause of your heartskip when you say my name in your prayers. A desire of a kiss and a full embrace but not the heat of lust and sexuality. I want to be in you life a pain of distance the remorse of when I'm gone and an eternal friend. Something more than an image and even more than a dream, that comes in your sleep, but gone forever come dawn. i want to be the tears in your eyes and the laugh on your lips, be the end and the begining, the earth and the sky the darkness and light even life and death. I want to be the same in your life as you've become in mine...

How To Stop Coughing In 5 Minutes
How to stop cough in 5 minutes!!! We have all been kept awake by our own or someone else's cough. Try this and pass it on.The tips and not the cough. ANYTHING is better than antibiotics. Even babies could benefit from this and the parents wouldn't worry about the safety of their child. And of course, it is harmless and free from any type of side-effects. READ IT ALL. It works 100 percent of the time, although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why?. TREATMENT: To stop nighttime coughing in a child (or an adult, as we found out personally),put Vick's Vapor Rub generously on the the bottom of the feet at bedtime and then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about five minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. This works 100 percent of the time, and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription cough medicines. In addition, it is extremely soothing and comforting and

Tag Your It
So heres how it works: Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listin their names.Dont forgit to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. i pop my knuckles 2. i cuss a lot (alot) 3. i have been to 47 states in the u.s. 4. i have my cdl's to drive a semi 5. i have been married twice 6. i tend to run away from my problems 7. i wake up in a pissy mood 8. i pretty much listen to all kinds of music 9. if i am not supposed to do it i probably will 10. i was kicked out of high school the 5 ppl i tagged are: 1. dj tattoogirl 2. sunshine 3. simp 4. dj lucky 5. dj say wut

This Job Is Really Ummm...
I have been working at this job for two months and i am already wanting a transfer. I am going to another kitchen starting on friday maybe I will be happier there. You see I am having a total personality clash with this one person I work with and My life is hell because of it. I am hoping that I won't have the same problems at the new kitchen.

Tag
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listin their names.Dont forgit to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. I LOVE SNAKES 2. I SAY FUCK A LOT 3. I HAVENT EVER BEEN FAR OUTSIDE THE STATE OF GA 4. I HAVE BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW 5. I GOT MARRIED WHEN I WAS 17 6. I GOT DIVORCED WHEN I WAS 19 7. I AM BISEXUAL 8. I AM A VERY JEALOUS PERSON 9. I LOVE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION 10.I WAS GA STATE READER OF THE YEAR the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. LULU 2. PRINCESS 3. DILLIGAF 4. DJ LARGER 5. JIXER

I
Well i am 26 years old and married I have been married since 8-3-05 to a wonderful man we are living in the lakes and enjoying life to the fullest i have one best friend name dani and she is the most awsome person you will ever want to meet we have no kids and still enjoying life

Hello All
HELLO ALL. I HAVE BEEN ON FUBAR FOR A LITTLE WHILE UNDER A DIFFERENT NAME BUT IT HAS KIMDA CAME TO A STOP. I HAVE SOME FRIENDS THAT I TALK TO ALOT. BUT MOST I DONT EVER HEAR FROM. SO I STARTED A NEW NAME TO TRY AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS AGAIN. I LOVE TO CHAT AND JUST MEET NEW PEOPLE. HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU. DONT BE AFAID TO SEND A SHOUT OR A MESSAGE IF YOU WANT TO CHAT OR JUST KNOW MORE ABOUT ME. JEFF

Life Happens
Eh yeah. The college that I attend had blocked myspace and it sucks since I can't so much go on myspace or unless if it was at a public library or at some other person's home. But whatever and I smell bubble gum. Fruit flavored or rather something pretty sweet. I'm bloody ass bored. But whatever. I'll be out for now. Peace and love, Jennifer

14miles Easy
today i did 14mile run on the capital crescent trail in georgetown, i wanted to do more cause i was feeling really good today and the weather was perfect, but i had to make it back in time so my car wouldn't get towed, i ended up parking at a meter in georgetown, sucks huh, but oh well there's still friday or next week to do atleast a 20mile run before the marathon, i figure i'm gonna take it easy on saturday cause of my race on sunday cause i'm planning on makin my presents felt against some of DC,MD,and VA's top runner's.

Finally
well after a year and a half of separation..... we finally went and filed our divorce papers. its kinda crazy to think that it took so long.... but it just seemed like every time we would try to get them filed.... something would come up or we couldn't agree on something or whatever..... and it never got done. well now its done..... we will get a hearing date in the mail within a week.... and about the end of april, beginning of may.... it will be over. i decided to let jason have custody of the kids.... shared parenting wouldn't have worked for us anyways.... and i'm in no position to raise them right now. he won't keep them from me.... so that is one thing that i don't have to worry about. he is a good dad.... just a horrible husband. everyone looked at us and saw what we projected to others.... nobody saw what was going on at home. and its pretty much a moot point to try to explain it.... so i'll leave it alone. marriage is overrated in my opinion.... it works for some people... and

Dice Of Life
Life is sometimes a gamble We can bet it all But will we be a winner That depends On how the dice fall Moments found Using weighted dice Life at time Can be hard and not nice We will have hills and valley’s Bumps in the road too That we will travel on But we can survive it all As long as we are strong Life can be a gamble Sometimes we will win Sometimes we will lose But as long as you, give your best That’s all anyone Can ask of you We will have sunshine As we walk along our way But we will also have storms That will darken up Our days The storms will pass And the sun will shine Just give it awhile It will take some time But I promise That once again The sun will shine Come in and brighten Up your life We don’t always know Just how the dice will land Once we toss them And they leave Our hand How will they land What will we get Snake eyes

Al Gore Being Sued By Founder Of Weather Channel - Awesome!!!
ABOUT FOOKIN TIME!!!! Weather Channel Founder Blasts Network; Claims It Is 'Telling Us What to Think' TWC founder and global warming skeptic advocates suing Al Gore to expose 'the fraud of global warming.' By Jeff Poor Business & Media Institute 3/5/2008 9:00:18 AM The Weather Channel has lost its way, according to John Coleman, who founded the channel in 1982. Coleman told an audience at the 2008 International Conference on Climate Change on March 3 in New York that he is highly critical of global warming alarmism. “The Weather Channel had great promise, and that’s all gone now because they’ve made every mistake in the book on what they’ve done and how they’ve done it and it’s very sad,” Coleman said. “It’s now for sale and there’s a new owner of The Weather Channel will be announced – several billion dollars having changed hands in the near future. Let’s hope the new owners can recapture the vision and stop reporting the traffic, telling us what to think a

Tag
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,list in their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. Love my kids more then this world 2. Perv 3. Caring, loving 4. Nympho 5. Down to earth 6. Goofball 7. Looking for my true love 8. Very pickable person lol 9. Romantic 10. Life of the party the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. Micki 2. Tre 3. Tom 4. Lane 5. Alan

Ughhhhh
ok im having major problems with my yahoo accounts and i think my ex is behind it plz tell me what i should do about it cuz im not calling his dumb ass to ask what he changes my passwords to cuz he'll think i want his abusive ass back and the truth is i want him dead!!!! plz hdelp leave comments and stuff for me to know what to do thanks guys loves ya and have a great week or whatever lol umm yeah peace out cub scout(s)...

Tell Me....
How could the one I gave my heart to, break me heart so bad? How could the one that made me happy, make me feel so sad? Wont somebody tell me, so I can understand. If you love me, how could you hurt me like that? How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away? How could the one that said I love you, say the things ya say? How could the one I was so true to, just tell me lies? How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart of mine? Tell me. How could you be so cold to me? When I gave you everything. All my love, all I had inside. How could you just walk out the door? How could you not love me anymore? I thought we had forever, I cant understand. How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dream from me? How could the love that brought such pleasure, bring such misery? Wont somebody tell me, somebody tell me please. If you love me, How could you do that to me? Tell me. How could you just walk out the door? How could you no

Finish The Sentence...
1. I love... my girls 2. Right now I want...to sleep for about 4 days 3. I feel like...drinking tonight 4. I hate it when...my dog gets in the trash. 5. I fear...running out of money 6. I'm lonely without...nothing really, I'm fine all by myself. 7. I need...to be more assertive 8. Today I...have to give a presentation in class 9. Tomorrow I'm... One Day Closer... 10. I just...peed 11. I want to meet...a Jedi 12. I'm hungry for...animal crackers 13. I love it when...crazy things happen unexpectedly 14. I'm afraid of...dreams about gorillas 15. I'm listening to...Big Sugar - Nicotina 16. I'm wearing...Black pants and a sweater-blouse type thingy 17. I wish I was in...OH 18. I'm craving...some indica 19. I want to get...my hair cut and the ends dyed pink 20. I can...burp on command 21. I can't...drive very well, from what I've been told 22. I have...a tendency to drink too many energy drinks 23. I haven't...ever broken a m

Cleaning Out My Family List
Ok its that time again. If you are in my family list and you dont send me some kinda of comment or rating in the next few days you will be deleted from there. I will keep you as a friend but no longer in my family, As I have said before that is reserved for people that are close to me. People that i choose to allow in there. Starting Monday I am going to start deleting everyone I have not got a comment from. Sorry guys but this has to be done.

Read About My Nsfw Pics.!!!!!!
I hope everyone reads this. I am planning on making some changes to my profile pictures. I took a class last night and they discussed the internet and what can be found on the internet and how your photo's that you think only certain people are seeing could end being the whole world! It made me think, that is for sure. So I have deleted photo's that are too revealing with my face in them. I am only going to post naughty photo's without my face from now on. Yes, it may be too late because who knows what people have done with them once they have seen them? I hope that the men were not rude and doing things like posting them for other's to see. I would have to hunt you down and kill you! lol So no more um....bj photo's. sorry ~~~> ain't going to happen. You will just have to look at a faceless body from now on. I just need to protect myself from the world. That big giant world out there in cyberspace! So just a heads up. I am not doing this to you to punish you but

Fu-ing
okay so almost every profile i look at the person is "claimed" or "fu-husband/wife/slave/cook/grill" to someone else. what is that? that sounds like a dumb question, but what i mean is how do they do it. does someone randomly message you with a virtual ring or something? if anyone has the answer to this please let me know. i think it'd be pretty wicked to be "virtually" married to someone, it seems like less of a hassle than a real marriage

~kiwichi~ Wrote This For Me, Do Not Copy Ty :)
Friends we are, forever friends we'll be, Wherever we are, you're right beside me. I hope we stay friends 'til the end of time, And whenever that is, our friendship will still shine. You mean the world to me, I hope the same with you, You're always helping me, whatever it takes you'll do. Now that we're growing older, changing our ways, I know we won't lose our friendship- I hope I never see that day. So to every one of my friends, you mean the world to me, Friends we are, forever friends we'll be.

Yup ... I Am The Freak Magnet Once Again ...... For Heaven's Sake ... This Is Online People!
The name has been changed to protect the dramaticlly inclined. X: hi Bella Principessa: howdy X: hey X: um, did u add me? Bella Principessa: not yet X: is there an audition? lol Bella Principessa: would like to get to know ya a bit first Bella Principessa: lol X: ok.... Bella Principessa: you are presistant X: you are questionable Bella Principessa: I am questionable Bella Principessa: how so? X: ya X: asking too many questions Bella Principessa: like I'm not a real person? Bella Principessa: oh X: haha X: quit fartin around...where u from? Bella Principessa: well thats years of being stalked from online wahoos Bella Principessa: I am from CT X: ya, every woman i know has had a stalker..i get it X: lol Bella Principessa: I must be special cause I've had more than one .. hoo woo lucky me Bella Principessa: white sox eh? X: i'll bet u love it too X: lol X: yes Da Sox Bella Principessa: no actually I don't really like stalkers .. they're kinda creepy X: im

Warning From Microsoft And Norton
Please Be Extremely Careful especially if using internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless email with a Power Point presentation 'Life is beautiful.' If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES , and delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.' Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC and the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the antivirus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner.' PLEASE SEND A COPY OF TH

Shadow Of The Day
I wish he can hear me cry see the tears that lay on my pillow knowing I might never get to laugh again hearing suffering sad songs on repeat wishing that one day he can forgive me for the beast i became I dont expect him to understand nor forgive me for the pain I have caused him but the selfish part of me wants him to talk to me I clench my heart as the thrill to call him or txt him emurges.. I just cant STOP talking to him... he has been such a frequent part of my life " I am so sorry " I wanna scream in the reciever of the phone I close my eyes tightly a breathe of sorrow I think about the better days... the days i would lay on this pillow laughing and giggling at him the days I would shout at him and play fight.. hanging up only to have him call me 2 secs after.. The nights he would lay in bed telling me he loved me and he wants to be in my life.. and how he always dreamed of becoming a good father.. " I love you Amber...so much you dont know how much.." Cry

Hot
I had a dream about you also you were with just with bra and panties > > > on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded > > > you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard > > > and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suck able and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now > > > i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting

Fak3 Mistak3
There are so many people out there in the world that tale their life for granted. I am NOT one of them. I cherish thoughs around me. I cherish what i DO have instead of what i dont. The things that matter in life, dont fucking matters to some people, well most people. They Sit there and whine about how they dont have this, they cant do that. I was always there to motivate people, and get them going. Judgeing me by what i am on the outside, people stood clear from me. They never knew what kind of person i was on the inside. you've all heard the the term, "Never jugde a book by its cover". Im sure you have. BUT, the world is so judge mental, in so many diffrent ways, itshard for others to shine. In high school i was an out cast, but i had lots of friends. I took great care of them as well, treasured every moment i had with them. Some of my good friends are deceased, they are amoung the dead. buried six feet under the cold shelled ground. Suicide. murder. I have come to the realizeation t

Wanna Own Me? Lol
I'm gonna be in an auction March 9 - March 16. Starting bid is 50k Fubucks. I've never done anything like this before, but I figured what the hell. You only live once right! I'm hoping I can count on your support in this. This is the pic I'm using. You think I'll make out pretty good on this one? I will post another blog and bulletin when it starts so you can participate in "owning my ass"...lmao. Here's what I'm gonna be offering to the winning bid: * Owned by _____ in name for one week. * A one day ticker * Rate all photos 10/11 during Happy Hour * Rate all stash thumbs up during Happy Hour * Post a Profile Comment daily for 2 weeks * Send a Gift daily for 1 week * Put name in status for 2 hrs. * Share Profile daily for 1 week And remember cash bids (blasts, tickers,happy hours) are above all Fubuck bids.

World's Richest Men 2008
by Luisa Kroll Wednesday, March 5, 2008provided byForbes The number 13 has long been considered unlucky by superstitious people around the globe. How fitting, then, that Bill Gates' reign as the world's richest person ends after his 13th year at the top. Despite being worth $58 billion, $2 billion more than last year, Gates is now just the world's third-richest person, ceding the top spot ranking to his good friend and partner in philanthropy, Warren Buffett, whose net worth jumped $10 billion to $62 billion. (All stock prices and net worth valuations were locked in on Feb. 11.) Ranked No. 2 is Mexican telecom tycoon Carlos Slim Helú, whose fortune has doubled in just two years to $60 billion. More from Forbes.com: • In Pictures: The World's Billionaires • In Pictures: Youngest Billionaires • In Pictures: Self-Made Billionaires • In Pictures: Billionaire Bachelors • In Pictures: Homes of the Billionaires It is certainly a dawning of a new era. But not just

Hypothetically
if you had a man/woman and you been with them a year then all the suuden they cant work they dont pay no attention to u they always have somethin wrong with them only time they get off computer is to pee eat or go to bed would u feel like ur kind of obselete to them and would you be kind of flirtin around or maybe lookin for somethin new just curious

About Me
i am 35. i have 3 kids. 16 yr old daughter, 15 yr old son, and 13 yr old daughter. i work at caterpillar on 3rd shift. i like to ride motorcycles,watch nascar, drag racing. i enjoy going to the movies, camping, boating, fishing, really anything that has to do with the outdoors. i have spent the last 16 yrs raising kids and now they are older i have more time to focus on doing things that i enjoy.

Tag
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,list in their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. Loyal 2. Outgoing 3. Honest 4. Loves to have fun 5. Perv 6. Passionate 7. Loves my friends 8. Dorky 9. Stoner 10. Loves making out the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. David 2. w-t-h 3. Infernal 4. Chris 5. Addy

Not Quite Understanding
It has been awhile since I posted anything and I thought, hey it is about time to take a more active role in Fubar. Must admit this may turn into a vent of sorts so you really don't have to read it if you don't want to. First who am I, I am a wife to a man I feel very lucky to have, 3 wild boys, who are great, they just have so much energy, and I am a Soldier. At the moment my husband is deployed to Kuwait. And these last 5 1/2 months have been rough. I hate being a single parent. I have a job that may seem very routine but somedays it is quite stressful because of the work we do. Then I have to muster up some energy to come home and deal with my boys and I must admit, I am a much crankier person now. But hey that is life, my husband and I are both Soldiers, so it is what it is. I am heading to Fort Hood soon so there is a strong chance I could be heading overseas shortly after Jared's return. Though I am proud I have served my country, I would really like to be able to get

My Confidence Level Is High.
As a result, you may tend view yourself as a wonderful, lucky, or energized person. However you probably also have your days when you don't feel so hot. After all, you're only human. Because of your usual high level of self-acceptance and belief in yourself, you're generally open and accepting of others. People who come in contact with you likely appreciate this generous nature and may seek out your company. Your social ability seems to be the trait that you most value in yourself of the five main traits that affect confidence. You also seem to appreciate this characteristic in others.

Executioners Way-with A Bang
If tears could build a stairwayand memories were a lane.We would walk right up to heavenand bring you back againOur hearts ache in sadnessand many tears will flowWhat it means to lose youNo one can ever knowFor now we'll celebrateThere's no time to mournRemembering only the good timesLife still has in storeSince you'll never be forgottenWe pledge to you todayA hallowed place within our heartsIs where you'll always stay For those of you that are not aware ....Executioner-Owner of The Naughty Parties LoungeHas been diagnosed that his liver is completely goneAny chances of getting on atransplant waiting list are Slim to NoneThere's other health issues thatExecutioner is battling with as wellMaking his time with us here onFUBAR and in This Life "One Day At A Time"Although it sorrows us that our friend will someday leaveLet's celebrate the LIFE of this awesome manAnd what he has done for the children across the countryIf you haven't met the manNow is your chance to meet h

Living Her Love Song Can She Do It This Time?
ok she's caused me pain and given me happiness both! I can't seam to push her away without running right back to her every single time...Send her love cause i can't replace her!

The Monster Inside Us All
The monster inside us all Current mood: confident Category: Life 'The Monster inside us all. ' I found that I personally carry demons inside. Demons that will gladly destroy lives if threatened. Yes, we all carry these monsters inside. In my attempts to protect myself I was blind to the harm of the innocent. By the time I discovered this was just about to late. But, my conscious soon caught up with me. In my attempts to make things right, I made a new friend. I scraped the article and decided not to pursue any further into the investigations. I still am leery and watch my back. That unfortunately is an human instinct of survival. In a world of self preservation that is just one thing we all do to survive the onslaught of controversy and discord. In everything dark and disturbing, I found beauty and grace when I wasn't expecting too. To me that is a quality we all should carry when we find what is not like us. In difference there is beauty. In darkness there is li

I Want You To Taste This
LG OLSON & TORTURE KILLER LYRICS Current mood: enthralled Category: Music INTRODUCING MY FRIEND TORTURE KILLER FOR TAKING MY MERE WORDS AND TURNING THEM INTO LYRICS!!! "I WANT YOU TO TASTE THIS" (Verse 1) YES, I HAVE BEEN WATCHING, LOOKING AT YOU, I'LL BET YOU DON'T FEEL, MY EYES BURNING YOU. YOU ARE SO PRETTY, OH SO DEVINE, YOU MAKE ME SWEAT, SO UNREFINED. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE, HOW YOU FEEL INSIDE. I CAN'T WAIT TO TOUCH YOU, I WILL IN MY TIME. (Chorus) YOU SEEM SO PEACEFUL, BUT I FEEL THE UNREST, I IMAGINE MY NAILS, RUNNING DOWN YOUR CHEST. I'VE BEEN FOLLOWING YOU, I CAN SMELL YOUR SWEAT, I WANT TO FEEL IT, BUT YOUR NOT READY YET. (Verse 2) I WILL SEDUCE YOU, WITH ALL OF MY CHARMS, LET YOU EMBRACE ME, SO YOU WON'T BE ALARMED. SEE HOW TENDER, AND SWEET I CAN BE, RELEASE THE ANIMAL,THAT FIGHTS TO BE FREE. COME A LITTLE CLOSER, YES, CLOSER STILL, I AM SO HELPLESS AND I, AWAIT FOR THE KILL. (Chorus) YO

Saints
SAINTS TO SINNERS, NO WINNERS BE FOUND, SINNERS TAKE SAINTS ON THIS HOLLOWED GROUND. I AM A CREATURE ,OF UTTER DISMAY, I SAW THE BLOOD AND NOW BLOOD MUST PAY. I AM PERVERSIONS AND ALL FORGOTTEN LUSTS, A QUEEN OF ALL LIARS, A MISTRESS OF DISTRUST. I SEE FOREVER, YET FOREVER DOES LIE, I SEE THE TEARS, LIKE BLOOD IN MY EYES. I FELT THE PAIN, THE CUT IS TO REAL, A SLICE IN MY SKIN AND ALL STARTS TO PEEL. I FEEL NOTHING, AND NOTHING STILL HURTS, IT FEEDS NO REDEMPTION AND LIFE BECOMES CURT. SOUGHT AFTER PILLARS, TORN AND ENTWINED, RACE THREW YOUR FLESH AND CUTS THREW YOUR MIND. HEAVING AND PANTING, LUSTS FEED YOUR FLESH, TEARS AND ENSNARES YOU, UNTIL YOU ARE DEAD. BURNING THE VIRTUE, BARK THREW THE NIGHT, SCREAM FOR YOUR LOVER, RIP THREW THE FIGHT. PITY THE PATHETIC, THE MEEK AND THE SCORNED, THEY'LL TAKE US ALL, WITHOUT BEING WARNED. NEVER ALIVE, NEVER TO LIVE, NEVER THINK TWICE, NEVER FORGIVE. OFFER YOUR SOUL, IT IS YOUR LAST GIFT, PULL A NEED

I'm Back!
Oh yes, bitches I'm BACK! It's not likely any of you whores remember me. After all, I have been absent since JUNE!!! Well, I'm putting my fat ass back out there... so for anyone who wants to get reaquainted.....

Boo Boo
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES

Help!!
Okay so most of you on fubar dont know me. But here is a little inside info i am happily married to the best wife in the world and its funny how sometimes you have to miss something so much b4 u realize just how much you truely love it. My wife is on a (vacation ) to see her cousin I couldnt go cause i had to work and she needed this time to her self any way, but its killing me. I knew I would miss her thats was no doubt. What I didn't know was how much. Its like my life has just stoped stuck i cant do nothing but thnk of her. and trust me i have tried everything. I went to work and got suspended from work.... cause icalled my boss a lil Beeotch oopps well i just got my job back today but im suspended for 2 weeks great now i will be at home and i have nothing to fill my time. So yesterday I went on the BIGGEST drinking binge i have went on in a long long time. I drank from 1 pm until 2 am... when i get drunk i get dumb its like my brain goes on auto pilot anyways some 1 started putting

Brett Favre Retirement
Thanks, Brett, for all the fun memories. However, I reserve the right to take that back if more memories are forthcoming. Brett Favre announced his retirement Tuesday, which was about as surprising as the retirement of a gray and grizzled quarterback can be. And, when there is a surprise in sports, conspiracy theories invariably follow. Favre is trying to show the Packers who really runs the town. He is expressing his displeasure that they again failed to land Randy Moss. His agent's cryptic remark - "Nobody pushed Brett Favre out the door, but then nobody encouraged him not to go out that door, either" - means Favre wanted more love. Everyone expected Favre, 38, to retire the past two springs, when his skills seemed to have declined and his team was lousy. Instead, he has called it quits after a season in which he proved he is still among the elite quarterbacks. A season when his team was one overtime interception (as much a part of the Favre legacy as the thrills) away fr

March 5th
I'll be somewhat candid about what happened today. Just like to unload some crap. I don't think its a big deal to talk about it. Well I got off from work today to go look for rentals with Pamela. My prediction that the day was going to go fast was more than true. Not long before I arrived at her mom's we were off. We drive through some places, more than half of them were closed or primarily for elderly. We didnt find any in Easton which was kinda dissapointing. Honestly I don't think we look well enough for other places. I feel in love with this one place that was gorgeous. Of course $$$ fell into play and I can't seem to afford. Maybe when i can figure out my job and living expenses I can set aside what i need. It breaks my heart not being able to provide that type of accommodation to her. She definitely deserves it.. The one that was around 500 a month was a pain cause i got a money order for the sign up fee and the place closed at 4 pm. We didn't get there til 4:30.

For My Love
Sweet Beauty I want to be IN your arms I want to FEEL your touch I want your LIPS on mine For I LOVE you very much You are ALWAYS on my mind I am THINKING about you all the time And I want to LET you know That in my HEART is where your love lies For my love for you is a JOURNEY Starting at FOREVER and ending at NEVER I love your SWEET BEAUTY

Stella Awards
Well, it's time once again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the McDonald's in New Mexico where she purchased the coffee. You remember, she took the lid off the coffee and put it between her knees while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get burned doing that,right? That's right; these are 2007's awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and verdicts in the U.S. .... you know, the kind of cases that make you scratch your shaking head. So keep your head scratcher handy. Here are the Stella's for the past year: 7TH PLACE: Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The store owners were understandably surprised by the verdict, considering the running toddler was her own son. 6TH PLACE: Carl Truman, 19

Life
This is the beginning of a new day I can waste it or grow in it's light and be of service to others but what I do with this day is important because I have exchanged a day of my life for it when tomarrow comes, today will be gone for ever and I only hope I will not regret the price I have paid for it!!!

Bling Baby Bling
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1037258&albumid=891854&i=1164750955&idx=0 Please follow the above link and rate/comment me as much as possible. I am entered in the Bling Baby Bling Contest... I will give you 1000 fubucks for every ten comments...just message me when you've posted the ten...and don't forget to rate! Love every one of you!

For Sale
Some of you have been asking me to let you see my NSFW's so I think I'll sell it then, with a few other thing to go with heres what i've got so far.. 1 mounth in family 1 mounth in top friends 10's on all pic,blogs and stashes Comments on all photos Owned by you for one month 1 NSFW photo link to your profile from mine for a month Bid over 500,000fb add: Email address 1 nsfw photo Any bid over 1,000,000 fb add 1 suprize gift you will get add on's for any and all extras (balst, VIP's, Est) you bid with the FBs Good luck .................................................biding starts at 50,000fb

Congrats Freaks! Woot!
WOW! You guys were awesome and really brought it home for me today! Congrats to those who won and Big Thanks to everyone else for all the effort! We will be having 2-3 mini contests per week so remember to watch for you FREAK SHOW BULLETINS and check my blogs regularly. You can perv my page as often as you like to make sure you aren't missing anything. So the WINNERS of the 1st FREAK SHOW MINI CONTEST are: For most rates: 1st~Karen with 180. She wins a 1 day blast from me and $50,000 FUBUCKS! 2nd~Pebbles with 133 (yah, the other one! haha). She wins $25,000 FUBUCKS! 3rd~Her World with 122. She wins $10,000 Fubucks! FREAK decided since so many thought comments counted as well and had been bombing the pic half the night that she would also throw in a 1 day blast for most comments. I decided well, if that's the case then, I will give the same FUBUCKS away also. SO... 1st~MattDeizel with 2810 comments. He's got guns folks. Don't go up against him in a bom

Age Difference
Age difference Ok ,,this blog is dedicated to a few of my buddies who seem to think a person's age makes some kind of big difference in a relationship.. Well in my opinion age doesn't mean squat!!,,ive been hit on by mature women (40+),and young girls (21+) and both have found me extremely exciting and fun to be with,and most of them wanted to keep me forever! The only problem lies in yourself as a man,,are you adaptable and flexible enough to provide a younger/older woman with what she needs and wants in a man! If so,,then age will never be an issue! OK Lets imagine an age scale for the average women. At 21 everything is new and exciting and she has a ton of energy to spend,she has allot of friends and values there opinion. She also has very lil responcibilty.she expects you as a man to be fun, exciting and to fit in with her friends and be accepted! At 30 she has responsibilities and set goals, she still has plenty of energy

The Best Kind Of Friend...
The Best Kind Of Friend… Is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, Never say a word, and then walk away Feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, But it's also true that we don't know What we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love Is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; Just wait for it to grow in their heart But if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, An hour to like someone, And a day to love someone, But it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile Because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. May you have Enough happiness to make you sweet, Enough trials to make you strong,

Wake Up And Smell The Pherimones
that fact that women are alot bolder today throws me off every time. im getting aproached and hit on everyday! but i dont realize or see it untill its too late. example 1 sitting at mr heros eating.. cute lil table washer girl aproaches me. her: hey,havent i seen you before???? me:I dont think so. this is my first time at this place.. her: oh ok ,you look like that cute guy that was in here last nite.(smilling) me: well it wasnt me. her: just thought id ask.. then she huffs and sighs and walks into the other room.. it dosent dawn on me that she was hitting on me untill an hour later. im so stupid & blind somtimes example 2 checkcash at the bar.. i normaly never cash my paycheck at a bar but one time i did. i walk in take a seat at the bar. me: hi,let me have a millerhighlife and a order of nachos. her: sure dear comming right up. (she gathers the items) 4.25 sweety. me: (i pay her) hey do guys cash payrole checks here? her: sure do! is it signed? me

A Womens Beauty & Power
The illusion of a womens beauty / power universally men have week mindsets, when it comes to dealing with hot women. this is from years of social programing and hormones. hence: aproach anxioty & low self esteem nerviousness. or just being blinded by lust and acting her fool. and some women prey on men like this,,using there sexuality or hot looks as there main weapon. and after dating some of these so called hotties through the years myself.. I now often laugh at women who dress and act like this. because i realize its just there pityful atempt to validate themselfs in society today.and there trapped in the illusion of beauty themselfs. instead of spending an hour every day to make themselfs look bueatiful,,they should concentrate on making themselfs a more beautiful person inside. because no matter how good she looks on the outside , the fact remains that her pussy is no better then the average girls next door. and believe it or not some of the most hottest wome

Tie Me Up
Tie me up but don't tie me down I don't want to wreck this thing I have found Put your hands around my neck squeeze a little now work your way down to my middle a little more and stay make me scream for more do what you will even call me your little wh*re for I will be still until I feel what your given to me Tie me up baby but don't ever tie me down for I don't want to wreck this thing I have found

The Happiness Factor
I was watching Cnbc and there was a piece on happiness and health.. as of right now in the US they said. "Men are more Happy then Women these days." Then some doctor explained. "most women walk through There life filled with Worrie,frustration,gloom,dispare,and heart ache in there youth. then a viscious cycle of depression sets in by age 25. and remains with them for the rest of there lives." He continued to explain. Even thoe we see women every day laughing and having fun, the reality is that most women are just putting up a fasade in order to be socialy accepted by her peers and not truly enjoying herself. and if givin the time to be alone for a wile will slip back into depression and cry herself to sleep at night. Wow! I find this to be true alot during my nights out. I always see women sitting with freinds and they have this im so bored,I wish I was dead look about them. When there not activly talking or laughing. I even see this in guys faces too when

I Cost$160.50!!!
All right, so I know these things are silly, but honestly...what else do we have to do with our time? Here's the deal. You look over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. Add up the "fines" along the way. Then post the amount that you owe as the title of the blog or bulletin. PS: the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $10.00 2. Smoked: $10.00 3. drank: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $10.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $1.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. Cheated on a test: $7.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $5.00 9. Been expelled: $10.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00 11. Given oral: $10.00 12. Got oral: $10.00 13. Prank called the cops: $10.00 14. Stole something: $10.00 15. Done drugs: $10.00 16.Dyed your hair: $5.00 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $10.00. 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $10.00 19. Ate a whole bag of Oreos: $10.00 20. Cried yourself to sleep: $0.50 21.

Changes
Just wanted to say I'm excited to have a chance to totally change my life this summer... the interesting thing is last summer I had my tarot cards read and the reader did say I would be making this change...I had no idea and had even forgotten... This will be a total change for myself and my family .

Obtain Your Own Site Of Plays Vidéos !!
You will pass to with dimensions from the advisability of belonging to the first? Animate your own platform of entertainments online (plays vidéos, tchat, blog, etc.) and have cash. Free inscription, you inform! http://www.uvme.biz/137455FP To be first is to have the possibility of having a development fulgurating as of launching! … the losers will be always those which look at the others succeeding…

Cure
So the baby... should be arriving anytime this month. Going in for another ultrasound,cause the Doc said she seems to be getting a bit big.And they wanna make sure she has enough fluid still.If shes getting bigger then 8lbs,they'll induce me. Which is exciting.but makes me even more nervous. But i know shes gonna be a big baby. I can feel it with the extra 45 pounds. Alrighty. Well goodnight.

Stupid
http://mydeathspace.com/article/2008/02/26/Adam_Deeley_(34)_choked_to_death_while_taking_part_in_a_fairy_cake_eating_competition A guy choked to death while taking part in a fairy cake eating competition. That would be embarassing...

Reflecting On My Life!!!
I have been going through alot relationship wise I have been serious with Kevin off and on for now over 6 in a half years I have loved him continously and have never giving up on him though he has left me quite a few times and right now our relationship is on the off stage yet again.I do love him and care for him and i usually dont give up on him but as of right now I think I may have to and try and move on with my life I have fought for this relationship so hard and dont seem to get the same effort from him.I want someone to love me and not give up when times are tough and he gives up and I dont get much reasoning behind it.I left things in Gods hands yet again and I feel I have to give up even for right now.I feel that if he wants to come back into my life it will be his turn to fight for me and I have to make him wait for me and not give in and let him in right away he will need to work for it really hard and get serious about it.All I want is for him to be a man and be there for hi

Lost Gram
just wanted to let yall know i might be a bit crabby abd bitchy for a few days...i lost my gram at 3:30 yestarday afternoon...she was ill and sick for a while....i know shes in a better place but its hard to loose a loved one ur so ised to seeing everytime u went to ur moms she was in her rocker and said there is my baby doll(referring to my lil guy) and got hugs and kisses from him....she always cheered me up....R.I.P. Gram ur missed greatly....

The 4'9" Rule...
Good Morning and hello there and how are ya? The gal Idol’s were ok last night. I still think the Nurse rocker should go, but she did well last night. Carley was awesome to say the least, she should win… enough Idol chat. Ok, I heard this on the way into work today and it’s a safety notice, law what ever one may call it and perhaps just plain good sense to do it, but…when the object of a law crosses over into another category that is where I like to step in. The law is the safety seat for children. I agree with it and lord knows you have to have something in place or people will abuse it… oh before I herd off into another direction, I best give you the law I am referring to. “ Children under the height of 4’9” need to be in a booster, safety seat” So here is my thought process, most amusement parks will not allow a child under I believe it to me the 40” mark to ride there rides… you know the roller coaster thing-a-ma-bob that trusts one around and around until ya need a vomit bag or

It's Amazing
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room. I look at you and think: My God! How lovely! And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine, Not as a possession but a goal, Something almost unimaginable: The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven Or just within the hour condemned to die, My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, With you, and only you, the reason why. By: Sean Bates

Sexual Quiz
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

This Sux
I just received my summons for Jury Duty. Not that I mind serving Jury Duty, but why, when I have a court house that is 10 minutes away, and another that's 20 minutes away, do they assign me to the one that is almost an hour away? Going to try to get re-assigned, but I don't hold out much hope.

Memory....
This is Memory !!!! This woman has got a heart bigger then gold. Once again I'm doing another pimp out and its her turn.. Everyone if you don't have her as your friend then the time is now to add her.. She is really one of the most sweetest ladies on fubar.. Hey when I find them I share them.. Add/Fan and Rate her to death.. She works really hard on here and she will return the love... Just click right her on her pic and over to her profile you will be.. HI guys.. It's me Mizz Shady!!! Wazz up!! Another pimp out.. Plz add her and give her love.. Thank you guys.. Whos your daddy? lol Gota love it baby... Rock on.

Thankyoumrgygax
Gary Gygax Has passed If some of you do know know him he was a game designer and a co-creator of the role playing game D&D. I remember playing this game at the age of 12 and have not stopped playing it yet. I had a blast playing as a teen and found it very cool when a friend of mine kids wanted to learn . We had some late nights wondering what lurked around the conner. I still re-call the first time I went into a dungeon and saw in my mind this huge red dragon and wondering if we were going to survive. World of Worcraft said it will... "you will be missed."

Accepting Applications
I am currently accepting applications for fu wifeys.....started out as a joke, now its serious. I see how many people it pisses off...and ya know what? Pissed off people talk.....and people that talk about me keep me popular on fubar.....keeps my page getting hit, keeps people rating me, keeps people adding me...so TALK TALK TALK. Now back to the point at hand. Just a few rules: 1. MUST have salute. 2. MUST marry me AND Buttons ( love ya babe) 3. Must R/A/F and preferably crush us both ( one crush I know) 4. MUST pimp me on ur page, as I will do you the same until I get too many wifeys to fit yall. Heres what you get.... 1. random pimp outs done by Buttons and reposted by my friends and probably stickied too 2. attention from all the people going to my page and buttons page and seeing you. 3. added to fam and top friends ( you will in the order u were married so as not to cause jealousy. 4. Atleast ONE big pimpin gift.... 5. Various other perks as well. Mesage me or Bu

We Should
The Purple Hat In honor of women's history month and in memory of Erma Bombeck who lost her fight with cancer. Here is an 'angel' sent to watch over you. Pass this on to five women that you want watched over. If you don't know five women to pass this on to, one will do just fine. IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck (Written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his y

Thoughts!
Life at times hit's a dead end and you feel as if theres nothing left to do, and no where else to go. .. . right? Well thats when most people give up and say fuck it istead of turning around and going the other way. Some people think there worthless and will never amount to anything and I have to say I say that about my self and alot of people hate it. I see my self as nothing but a fuck up in life and thats all I'll ever see my self as. If I would have had a better life and I wasent so confused on alot of things. .. . then maybe I wouldent feel this way.. .. but I do, and I dont want to and I'm trying so hard not to feel this way. ... . but I cant help it. It's something I have felt for many years and many more years to come. I wish it would go away. .. .but it wont. .. not until I see it fit to. Not until I prove my family wrong that I'm not a worthless piece of shit like they say, and think I am. .. .cause in all honestly im not but something keepts telling me I am. .And I dont know

Virgo - The One That Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

Hope Ya Like It!!
SHORT SEX STORY/POEM) feeling you inside me the pain always grows, like a sexual tenstion im thinking theres hope. Turn my world round like a mad man on coke, dont treat me like your lover, treat me like the sex toy youve dreamed of, Tie your hand around my throat and give me a tug, one hand on my hair and give me a rub. Thinking about it i get all warm, between my thighs go lower and you'll know, this tension thats building deep inside my head, you put it there and never do what you said. Ill do to you what you do to me, hypnotize you with my eyes and make you scream, fuck you hard and raw, like a bat out of hell get out of my way because im starting to melt. I bit your chest and let out a scream, the blood starts to drip and your startig to tease, you pull my hair like you mean what you say you put me in doggie and we do it that way. Pull my hair choke me like a toy, make me feel the pain, please me from the inside,Fuck me harder, deeper you push.Fatser and faster as we go.ram your

This Formula Is Guarteed To Work!
The Fubar Man Manual by Hammie Rule 1 - Sex him up well and often, in all mutually satisfying manners. Rule 2 - Feed him well. Rule 3 - Allow him his libations. Rule 4 - Allow him his favorite toys. Rule 5 - Make your point, but NEVER nag. Rule 6 - Don't expect him to read your thoughts. You can't even do that. Rule 7 - Require that he work AND bring the cash home. Rule 8 - Expect and demand respect. ( Follow rules 1 - 6 and this should be automatic.) Rule 9 - Let him look at others. Again, following Rules 1 - 6 should ensure that that's ALL he does. Rule 10 - Allow him the mythical belief that he is in charge. Rule 11 - If unable to follow the rules yourself, do the honorable thing and set him free.

Domestic Violence
i can't stand it because it not only hurts the person we love, but it also hurts the people who are most innocent and don't even have a voice....our children when i put that song by garth brooks in my stash, i was looking at the aspects of domestic violence and those who have been hurt by it it hurts so much so that sometimes we have to do something about it

For My Angel
The day you came into my life will be cherished always. An angel sent from heaven above for my lonely heart to hold. My heart is no longer lonely, but instead filled with the wonder of a love like I’ve never known. When you first held me, it was magical! A touch no other but my soulmate could provide. Truly the passion needed no words. Your kiss on my lips is something I long for each day. With a single kiss the intensity of your love so incredibly clear! Your eyes melt me with emotion so intense it is beyond belief. A caring and unconditional love that shines from them that makes me shiver with excitement for our life to come. Each day your smile fills my heart with a joy like no other. Oh but to have you in my life is truly a blessing! On the day we may wed... I promise to you yet again my unconditional love and devotion. For I will cherish each day that God gives me with you, our own little piece of heaven on earth. I will love you always.

Clubs And Crews
Hate if you want, I really don't care. This is my opinion on the matter and like assholes, every body has one. When I first joined this site, I though, "Hey that's pretty cool, you get lots of friends and get to know people." Then I started seeing what it is all about. My thought became,"Umm, no thanks I'll pass!" Now if it is something you are in to, I am not meaning to insult. If it works for you then that's great. I for one, do not want to be obligated to rate, fan and comment every member that joins the group nor be made to comment bomb those in a contest. That is when it starts to no longer be entertaining but more of a chore. I would rather be the outsider that gets a long with everyone and rates, comments and adds as I chose. But, that's just me.

Too Many
I'm the type of person who likes to make friends. I like to communicate with alot of people and I tend to spread myself way to thin, and then chide myself for not keeping up with everyone. I have a Myspace, and yahoo, and I'm married with 2 kids. I hate not being able to sit and leave everyone comments and I hope that people don't get offended that I don't. This is a fun site, and I'm looking forward to just hanging out and such. I'm having a hard time in my real life though, keeping up with people. I can't even have any free time to myself when I get home from work. It's frustrating. I wish I knew how to balance everything without leaving anyone out, but I'm not there yet in my life. No suggestions needed...comments welcome...just frustrated today. My 33rd bday is coming up, and I don't want a party..is that weird? Who knows

Baby And Momma Doing Better
I took my daughter for her check up yesterday and things are looking up!! She gained 5 pounds since her last visit and the Dr seemed very pleased. She is still on bed rest till the baby delivers though in hopes the baby continues to gain more weight. Thank you to all who have posted to my blog and for all the prayers and energies sent!! Thank you again pet

Enchanted Beautys
Enchanted Beautys All females can enter! Lounge members will vote on who's in and who is out if you are voted out you can try again next month but once you are in you are in Rules: 1.)all applacints must have a standerd fubar salute with The words Enchanted Realm on it 2.)if made a enchanted realm beauty you must frequint the lounge 3.)Standerd lounge rules aply ***** I am looking into getting stikams up in the lounge for the beautys **** 4.)if Stikams are put in the lounge, then any beauty showing nudity will have there cam rights revoked and banned from the lounge.

Dating Again....
OK.....just a little update on whats going on....Hitler (my ex) has stopped harrassing me...he still calls and texts me, but it's not like he is being rude this time. I've finally decided to move on...I am very happy with my life at this time...all except I still havent found a decent job yet....hopefully that will change soon.

Billie Holiday & Count Basie - God Bless The Child, Now Baby Or Never - 1952
Billie Holiday & count basie - god bless the child, now baby or never - 1952 Billie Holiday & count basie - god bless the child, now baby or never - 1952 Billie holiday / arthur herzog jr. Them thats got shall get Them thats not shall lose So the Bible said and it still is news Mama may have, papa may have But God bless the child thats got his own Thats got his own Yes, the strong gets more While the weak ones fade Empty pockets dont ever make the grade Mama may have, papa may have But God bless the child thats got his own Thats got his own Money, youve got lots of friends Crowding round the door When youre gone, spending ends They dont come no more Rich relations give Crust of bread and such You can help yourself But dont take too much Mama may have, papa may have But God bless the child thats got his own Thats got his own Mama may have, papa may have But God bless the child thats got his own Thats got his own He just worry bout nothin Cause h

Billy Holiday, Fine And Mellow
Billy Holiday, Fine and Mellow Billy Holiday, Fine and Mellow My man dont love me Treats me oh so mean My man he dont love me Treats me awfully Hes the, lowest man That Ive ever see He wears high trimmed pan Stripes are really yellow He wears high trimmed pan Stripes are really yellow But when he starts in to love me Hes so fine and mellow Love will make you drink and gamble Make you stay out all night long repeat Love will make you drink and gamble Make you stay out all night long repeat Love will make you do things That you know is wrong But if you treat me right baby Ill stay home everyday But if you treat me right baby Ill stay home everyday But youre so mean to me baby I know youre gonna drive me away Love is just like the faucet It turns off and on Love is just like the faucet It turns off and on Sometimes when you think its on baby It has turned off and gone

For Those Who Really Wanna Know Or Are Just 100% Nosy!
As most everyone knows by now, and there are still some who dont, Phillip and I are going thru a dissolution, we are not compatible at all and we are doing something abt it now. I have found the man who has made my life have meaning made me feel whole and feel like I can do anything in the world if I set my mind to it. Plans are going accordingly, and they entail tying up loose ends here (dissolution and custody) and then Abigail and I are going to join Matthew and his lil girl Emilee in Arizona. Might be temporary but Im telling you I loved it when I was there last week. I have a ton of friends out west that I will be closer to which will be great! I need to step outside my lil comfortable box here. I love Chillicothe and Ohio but I need something totally new and different, it scares me to death to leave everything I know and have known ALL my life. I do believe that is most of my problem.... I am too comfortable here and wont step outside that comfort level here.

Broken
Today the depression is winning. I feel like a total waste of skin. Everythig is surreal. I can't seem to connect to it. I sat in the yard for an hour just looking around, trying to see the world in more than 2 dimensions. It didn't work. All that happened is that I spiralled into a deep black pit. I can't remember what it's like to be any use to anyone, not even myself. Right now is not for me.

So Sad
this is so sad...one of my friends got into a bad accendent lastnight and she just lost her daughter and she was only 15 yrs old..and about 3 yrs ago she lost her soon to be husband..u just never know how life is so short one minute they r with u and the next they r gone

Own Me!!
I'm gonna be in an auction March 9 - March 16. Starting bid is 50k Fubucks. I've never done anything like this before, but I figured what the hell. You only live once right! I'm hoping I can count on your support in this. This is the pic I'm using. You think I'll make out pretty good on this one? I will post another blog and bulletin when it starts so you can participate in "owning my ass"...lmao. Here's what I'm gonna be offering to the winning bid: * Owned by _____ in name for one week. * A one day ticker * Rate all photos 10/11 during Happy Hour * Rate all stash thumbs up during Happy Hour * Post a Profile Comment daily for 2 weeks * Send a Gift daily for 1 week * Put name in status for 2 hrs. * Share Profile daily for 1 week And remember cash bids (blasts, tickers,happy hours) are above all Fubuck bids.

Humor: My Weapon Of Choice.
If you know me, you know I have a delicious sense of humor. You know that no matter how shitty life is, I still find reason to laugh. You have to understand that no matter how hard the rain pours, it will never drown my laughter. I possess a most beautiful gift from the Heavens: a sense of humor. As a baby, I had a belly deep laugh that made everybody smile. As a child, I was the class clown. I even had teachers roaring in laughter with my uncontrollable urge for being funny. I remember back in junior high how I used to torture my classmates. Naturally, I REGRET it... but it was entertaining to me. I am not by any means perfect. I have never and will never pretend to be so. Right now I am in a very difficult position awaiting the results to find out what is causing my health issues. It could be any number of things. I've been through more in my twenty eight years of life than most of you will ever go through. I am not stronger than you, but I am more in tune with wisdom and resilience

What The Fuck
Downrater huh? what is this downrating bullshit? if everyone gets a 10 what the hell is the point of the rating system. People get pissed off when i rate them a 9....they should be fuckin happy i didnt rate em lower. there is some ugly ass people online, and im sorry, but im not gonna lie to em and rate em a 10. yall can call me a downrater if you like. I dont Care. I call it honesty

Woman
"A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lesso

Bid, Bid , Bid....
Auction Starts March 7th @12 eastern and ends March 14th @12est. Check out all these wonderful people below in Sweet Judy's auction.... Be sure to stop by and place your bid on one or as many as you like... Person with the most rates gets 100,000 fu-bucks so if you're not the bidding type atleast place a vote for your favorite! Lets all have fun and make some good offers to fu-own your favorite man or woman... Lady Love Indy~Sent~Dream Maker ~~Sunshine~~ ~*~Sweet~*~ Robisue Boone Pita Bunny ~*Ghost*~ Rhonda Teresa Rules..

The Best Song Lyrics Out There
Head under water, And they tell me to breathe easy for a while. The breathing gets harder, even I know that. You made room for me but it’s too soon to see, If I’m happy in your hands. I’m unusually hard to hold on to. Blank stares at blank pages. No easy way to say this. You mean well, but you make this hard on me. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one, you see. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's, Make or breaking this. If you’re on your way, I'm not gonna write you to stay. If all you have is leaving, I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today. Today. I learned the hard way, That they all say things you want to hear. My heavy heart sinks deep down under you, And your twisted words, your help just hurts. You are not what I thought you were. Hello to high and dry. Convinced me to please you. Made me think that I need this too. I’m trying to let you hear me as I

Karma??
TheKarmaQuiz.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! lisa, Your Karmic Alignment is: Optimistic! Score: 8 In general, you tend to create poitive actions. You have a caring personality which gives you positive Karma. Every now and then you slip up and harvest negative Karma. But, all in all, you follow lines similar to the Monks on their way to enlightenment.

Sex Myths (long)
I found this article and had to share with my fellow Fu's Hollywood sex: What's hot or not? In the movies, orgasms happen in 3 seconds and no one slips in the shower Thank God for movie sex scenes. They’ve been turning the world on since the silent film days, like when Rudolph Valentino let his hand brush Vilma Bánky’s boob in 1926’s “Son of the Sheik.” But the trick is to never compare your own sex life with the perfectly choreographed, perfectly lit, perfectly satisfying ones served up by Hollywood. As two “experts” who’ve spent nine years writing about sex, you’d think we’d know that. And yet just the other night, Em re-rented “Sin City” with her husband and couldn’t help but notice that during the infamous lasso-dance scene, he was edge-of-his-seat rapt and white-knuckling the remote. Was he wishing she had Jessica Alba’s moves — or at least her thighs? No matter what kind of lovin’ you’re getting at home, Hollywood sex can seem like the bitchy sorority sister who’s alway

Alone I Stand
A heart wrapped in plastic taped up by the scars, crushed in pieces, lying on thy floor.. Stepped on and smothered, bleeding grasping to be free, no going back, hidden away.. Shadowed paths, calling its name, ending nothing, just leaving everything the same, silence all around even the screams go quiet, slowly turning emotionless swallowing ones sorrows, hidding away.. a choice taken not wanted but taken.. a path a journey an end.. Alone..

Thank You
If you have made it into my friends, fans or fan of list, congrats. That means that you are some on on Fubar that I consider to be a true friend of mine. It also means that you are some one that means alot to me. Thank you for always having my back and being there for me guys. I love you ! Signed , ~♥ Miss B

Another Summer Day
It was a gorgeous summer day, perfect for a picnic in the park. We had planned on meeting in the main parking lot, before noon, and spending the day in a secluded spot near the river. It wasn't long before I saw you pull into the lot, and I ran over to you to greet you. It had been so long since we'd been together, I couldn't wait to be in your arms. You grabbed me and swept me into one of those kisses that just makes my knees weak, and all my pent up desire came bubbling to the surface. We kissed for a few minutes, familiarizing each other with the mouthes we had missed so much, then grabbed our stuff and set off down the marked trail. We hiked for a while before we came upon the stream, but decided not to stop yet, since it was not secluded at all. We kept close to the bank of the stream and made our way about half a mile further when we happened upon a small clearing, very secluded, and absolutely perfect for us. We spread out the blanket we had brought, and unpacked the small ba

The Mountain Bike
so iun an effort to better myself and get back in shape i bought a mountain bike off a friend, a konsa stinky downhill bike. i start riding today just like this little 2.5 mile route i plotted and god damn . let me tell you people you wanna know how in shape you really are? hop on a mountain bike. good lord i made it the whole route. i had to stop 4 times, but i am proud to say i made it the whole way without walking. i hope this is a start to a good thing

Deleting My Account
hey i'm deleting my fubar account. so whoever wants my fubucks, it's first come first serve. the first person to get in touch with me about that, i will give it to them. i have over 200k. oh and if anyone on my friends/family list wants to keep in touch with me, just let me know.

Hurry Up And Wait
Hello again, Campers!! Well....day 4 has come and gone, and we're still waiting to get out of Norfolk. Tomorrow shoudl be it for us. I now have DCU's (Desert Camo's), a gas mask, and soem new holes in my arm. Had to get the Small Pox vacination while here. DAMN....but taht thing is itching like mad!! Can't touch it, though....so it's a just deal with it thing. Oh well. :) Otherwise, it's been hurry up and wait here. Seems to have been a lot of down time here. I HAVE been catching up on my sleep (which is good, I suppose), but I'm bored. I'm ready to move on to the training! Soon enough. We'll be headed up to Ft. Lee on Sunday and training starts on Monday. Anyway....just a quick one tonight. Hope all is well in your world! Stay safe! J

Friend That Rock!!!!
~~DownTown Bombers Homepage~~@ fubar M.C. LITE :)@ fubar Silverpixi~~ Read profile before rating~~Member of: Archangel Family~~Friendship Circle~~@ fubar Demon@ fubar ~KOOGERBABE~ Ive hit depression. God I miss you so much Peter! I will always love you! RIP!@ fubar MrCuervo@ fubar BIG C@ fubar ™iNFAMOUS FRAGGiN' BASTiCH - Bella's #1 Bodyguard@ fubar Crazyasswhiteboy@ fubar DJ HardCore Marine @ The PLAYPEN@ fubar smooth69@ fubar King of the Gotti Family~$~DSC~Co-Founder of the MWC~Club F.A.R.~$~R8/FAN/ADD PLZ!

Wisdom
A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not

Time
As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will.Y ou will have your heart broken, more than once and its harder every time.You'll break hearts too, so remember what it felt like. You'll fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love, so take too many pictures, laugh too much...and love like you have never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute you will never get back.....

Its When You Mean It
Anyone can say they're sorry. Anyone can apologize for things that they have done wrong. The hardest part is being able to admit and understand exactly what it is you did and what you can do to make it better...Someone said to me today..."More people would learn from thier mistakes if they were'nt so busy denying that they made them"....So True. Most of the time I feel like I have it all figured out...but this time is so much more than just figuring it all out...I dont know what to do...I dont know what tomorrow will bring...Even when you think you have it all figured out, something throws it all off course...or maybe its just GODS way of telling me that I am not in control when my ego gets the best of me....We all like to feel as if we have some sort of control over our lives, but when that control leads us to a place we didnt even want to be in the first place...What do you do then??? Give Up??? Project Blame onto others??? Look for some other excuse to justify the things you have do

Uncle Louie's Chicken Wings Marinara
Uncle Louie's Chicken Wings Marinara Wing lovers will be jaywalking to your house for these! The recipe multiplies easily for a party ‑- just be sure to use extra pans as needed so as not to crowd the wings while roasting. For extra mouthwatering goodness, serve a Gorgonzola dip along with the marinara sauce. Yields: 24 pieces INGREDIENTS: 1 dozen chicken wings or 2 dozen drumettes 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 tablespoon garlic powder or granulated garlic 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 1 cup marinara sauce 2 tablespoons Durkee Hot Sauce, or to taste 4 garlic cloves, chopped Chopped fresh parsley, for garnish DIRECTIONS: Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. If using whole wings, disjoint wings and remove tips; you should have 24 drumettes. In a large bowl, toss the chicken with oil, garlic powder, salt and pepper. Arrange on a rack in a baking pan. Roast chicken in preheated oven until done, about 30 minutes. Meanwhile, place the marinara sauce,

Just A Kiss...
... With a light brush along your cheek I stare into your eye's and set you down slowly onto your bed. My hand lightly trails up your stomach, across the center of your breasts reaching your neck. My fingers lightly trail up your cheek as they gently brush your hair out from infront of your face. I then lean closer to your lips not touching them just yet. Sitting there for what seems like an eternity just admiring you I let your patience grow weaker. Your head nudges upward in an adorable but silent whimper wanting to feel the warmth of my lips upon your own. Alas, all you feel is my cool breath blowing past you like the cold winter breeze does with your hair. My smile grows as I watch this whimper of yours. So, without warning I slowly brush my nose across your cheek, savoring in the sweet aroma you possess. My hand runs along the back of your neck slowly pulling your head closer. I lightly brush my lips with yours not yet meeting in a kiss. Then, the urge is too strong even for I. My

Stupid Ass Mumms
I'm so sick of reading these stupid gayass mumms on here. They all r simpleminded questions by folks wanting sympathy or just too stupid not to shut the fuck up! They ask such stupid shit, things they already know trhe answer too. like " Do you think its wrong to let my crack head boyfriend beat my childern? Hes just misunderstood, n its not his fault!" They say such ignorant shit as that. I'd like to read just one damn mumm that actually provoked some thought n a good debate. If i was as dumb as some of these folks who write these things, i wouldnt open my mouth. I'm sure that maybe someone has wrote a good mumm but if so theyrs few and far between.

Tagged
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,list in their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. Im 5'6" 2. I am a Mom of 3 Boys 3. I have an amazing boyfriend 3. I quit smoking a year ago 4. I live in Tennessee 5. I was born in Hicksville Ohio 6. I am an only child 7. I am a total Daddy's girl 8. I love trucks 9. I LOVE Harley's 10.I luv to snuggle n cuddle 1. Jake 2. Victoria 3. Kathy 4. Steph 5. Kaydez

Soulmates
When to find find Where to look Its not a matter of time There's no real answer In finding your kind Its knowing who you are being who you can be changing your situation not changing your personality Just be what got you here Continue to seek better And eventually it will be attractive enough for your soulmate to come along Easy for me to say Now that I have found my better half To tell someone to keep waiting Eventually it will come Just improve and seek better and eventually you'll be seeing a smiling face saying the same thing I hear and plan to hear every morning "Good Morning, I love you" ~DragonBoi~~

Now I Am A Drug Dealer....what???
Damn, my arm is killing me and I have taken 2 muscle relaxers so please forgive me if I make some mistakes in this blog. My friends just left. I feel like a drug dealer! My friend Sean called and told me his prescription for his muscle relaxers ran out because he didn't think he would need them anymore so I told him I would give him a few of mine to get him by. Damn, Cristi the dope dealer! I understand what it is like to be in pain though. We planned our next trip to the cabin. We had a blast the last time they went up. So we are going again next weekend. Leaving early Friday, right after the kids get out of school and taking off. Bringing lots of alcohol and food! Party!! When you put the 4 of us together, you never know what's going to happen. Strip poker anyone? My damn arm hurts from doing my 10 key all day long and then typing on the computer right after. Sam motion over and over. So exciting, let me tell ya. So now my arm is like spasming or some shit

The Return Of The Mother Goddess (part I)
The Return of the Mother Goddess (Part I) Author: Oba Omi Saide aka Felix Rodriguez [a WitchVox Sponsor] Posted: February 24th. 2008 At the heart of each religion and culture there is typically a supreme female symbol of divinity and motherhood. At times, due to the nature of the culture or the religion, it is hard to identify this symbol but, rest assured, she is always there. Catholics view her as the Virgin Mary, Hebrews call her Shekhinah, Buddhists call her Kwan Yin and Muslims refer to her as Fatima. To the Yoruba people of western Nigeria and their descendants the world over, she is referred to as Yemonya, Iyemalla or as she is most commonly known, Yemaya and, simply put, she is Mother Nature. Though there are millions of Yoruba devotees around the world, her worship in the past few decades has also spread like wildfire among Wiccans and all Pagans on both sides of the Atlantic. Such is her following that the mention of her name alone in Yoruba or neo-pagan commu

Dj ??sexy?? Shell
AS TH DRAMA CONTINUES.. SHE STILL CANT RESIST COMING TO MY PAGE AND STARTING SHIT.. SO AS i ALWAYS SAY.. THE PROOF IS IN THE PUDDING SO HERE IT IS.. it's very simple, keep shit off my page and you wont have to see your lame shit posted and mud in your poor drama looking faces!! haha Now let me add Ryot girl & hot pink whatever to the list.. like I said, you bring it to my page? atleast have some guts to say something, or wait, my bad, you all cant only "act tough" in little flocks...thats right! Cant handle the heat? Tell your fire chiefy he needs a bigger hose! LOL

Yay!! I Made The Dc Profile Of The Week :)
PROFILE OF THE WEEK: **SexyTiger** {Demon Crew Member & Shadow Leveler}@ fubar Drop by her page and show her some Love! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Liberty and she will be able to answer any of your questions ۞ ÐJ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* Manager @ Club Karizma † §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † LÕ®í'$ Gü®£ † Demon Crew Recruiter@ fubar

It's Been A While, But This Is What's Up ...
I've been to 3 dental appt's in within the last 30days.... There were 2 points of interest in my mouth. 1 is being treated with antibiotics at the moment. The other was biopsied and it will be a week or 2 before the lab results come in. I have been informed that, tho possible not cancer in and of itself, this growth could very well be a manifestation of HPV.. Human Papaloma Virus... Which, even tho it is a growth inside my mouth, may or may not be indicative of cervical cancer.. There are MANY strains of HPV and only a few are linked to cervical cancer, so I've got my head up high. I just need to wait for the biopsy results and in the meantime, see my ObGyn for related tests...(Ladies, you know whata I am talking about) Last but not least, I have what looks like a birthmark/mole on my right temple. Its been there for a while, but not since birth. I never really paid it any mind until recently it started to change. It is starting to raise up a little bit. If that wasn't un-n

Poem
Release Death is the final whisper of life granting eternal peace... The more and more I hear it the more I long for death's phantasmal knock on my door Granting me eternal peace from my otherwise chaotic existence. For it is in that existence that you can call me human. Unfortunate, unlucky, dissatisfied, heartless, unbreathing, uncaring, depressed, agonized remorse, painstaking guilt, and suicidal. To never be forgiven for what you've done is a hurt more painful than searing hot blades cutting into my flesh. To never be loved is my curse. I have been cursed to walk in such a way that none shall know happiness by my speech or actions. They shall see me and perceive my pain as just. Life as it is shall never bless me. I will be the one to bear others burdens...to love and never be loved...to explain yet never be understood...I am the one that you look for but can't see...hear but can not listen to...touch but can't feel. All I have is the longing for death...

Poem
Lies, you don't have to tell them Nobody wants to hear Everyone always saying they don't Always promising that they won't Knowing all along that what they say Will always be found out another day Lie to get your way, if that is what you have to do Just make sure I am not the one you lie to If you lie to me and I find out It makes me not trust you and want to scream and shout Lie to me, that only shows You never cared, you don't want to know The real me, the one inside The one that listened to your lies Well that girl is gone, far away She won't be fooled by your lies today No thanks my friend is what I say Keep your lies for another, this one you can't sway

2nd Blog
today was a damn good day. i woke up around 1:00pm and hopped onto fubar and messed around for a bit. after that i was picked up by my girlfriend to get our checks from work (we work at the same place) and got those cashed. of course my friend brian had to join us because he was wanting to head over to my moms house with us to watch survivor. it's what we do every Thursday...don't ask. anyway, after all of that madness we went out to eat at my favorite Chinese buffet...*drool* damn, i love me some Chinese. after we were finished eating we started over to mums house, but first we had to pick up cigs and soda. when we arrived at my mothers domain she wasn't home so i just unlocked it and waltzed right on in, as did the rest of the pack. all of a sudden we smell dog shit. now when i say dog shit i mean this foul ass oder that clung to our nostrils, oh- my- GODS it was nasty. where was this smell coming from you might ask. OUR SHOES!!! we tracked it all over her house. as soon as i got do

A Poem I Wrote On August 25,2007
It's been a year now Since he has been gone Since my Daddy left the pain and sorrow And I am still hurting All the pain they said would go away seems to get worse How do I cope How can I be the same without his words Good days and bad I still think of him every second I've learned to hide Hide all the pain the wanting to cry Nobody really knows What I am thinking how my mind goes Lost little girl Princess without a King to help her laugh To make her smile to hug when she cries They all lied It doesn't get better you just hide it inside Pain won't stop Missing him while I watch the clock Friends try to help Nobody can I have to work through this myself Daddy doesn't hurt anymore Prayer answered in a way I didn't want Was it my fault Was I the reason really for him to die as some have said I lost so much Can't seem to be who I was I try to deal with all this stuff All the hurt I feel Only

Pole Dance Babes & Hard Rock! -sexy Video Collection(gift To The Guys, And Ladies Too)
THESE VIDEOS WERE MADE BY US FOR A CONTEST THAT HAS PASSED. No point in waisting them by hitting delete??? So for a sexy ass spanking change of pace...Give our girls a spin and take the edge off...Good music too.......... MORE LIKE THIS HERE

Stars
The radiating beauty of her innocence was reveled to me through the stars reflected in her wide bright eyes. She looked as if she would shed her tired, mortal shell and leave this world. Her soul set free to play amongst the stars. I was mesmerized by her deep brown eyes, showing me the depth of her passionate soul. Her caring heart has cried thousands of tears for the ones she holds close to her. My heavy heart is lifted to a place full of happiness, hopes and dreams. What haunts me now is her sweet innocent smile, the softness of her presents, and her simple sweet words. These are the things that engulfed me and make my heart burst with emotions. To feel her near me even if just in thought makes me feel alive.

This Is What I Wish For :)
My lover and I do like afternoon delight; Sex in the day,now you and I are all alone A little risque, more exciting than night You whisper to me in a sexy voice,low tone Lock the door,and I'll turn back the bedcover I slip in quick and wait for you to join me Just you and me, buck naked with my sexy lover You smell so great, I start to touch your body Birds sing,and the sun shines through the blind Our fingers entwine then begin to go and explore Sexy feelings and sensual sensations on my mind Your tongues thrusting,in my mouth,wanting more My mouth on your skin, kissing, stroking,sucking Sexual arousal starts to build, the time is near I want you inside me, sliding, stroking,pulsing "Show me where you want it"... I guide you where? I take your penis in my mouth, you let out a sigh Slowly I go lower, taking your dick all the way in Stroking your balls, brushing my hand on your thigh Now I take my tongue and run it up up shaft's skin I feel you quiver and r

The Stars Shine
The stars shine brighter at the very site of her. Her scent lingerers in my mind and the taste of peppermints on my lips. Her body is that of a goddess of Greek myth and as soft and warm as a spring day. Her embrace sends me into bliss. Her face is a work of art by a master painter, perfect nose and lips. Her eyes are innocent and overwhelming. Her mind and heart so open to the beauty around her. Perfection doesn't have a name but if it did it would have hers.

Alone
Alone I close my eyes I can picture you in my mind Your lips play against my flesh To my surrender; I respond in kind Commanding kisses greet softened lips Moistened pink meets twin Tiny sounds of pleasure sweet Echo from deep within You press, demanding, into me Silken heat radiates through Fingers whisper over your skin Slowly learning every inch of you No proof against these dreams do I claim As your fingers find my need Back arches in pleasure As for your touch I plead Flames reach higher Raging to fevered heights Bodies quiver against the other Screams into the night Clinging to one another Seeking sanctuary during the thunder Shaking our bodies, souls and minds Faces filled with new found wonder Fire darkened midnight blues flutter Eyes gaze over empty bed Touching over the lonely pillow Remembering once more, its all in my head.

Would It Be ..... If It Is?....
Would it be worng to say , I love you.... If I am to have you. But I would not have wanted to trap you, Maybe I've gone to far. Of course I am falling In love with you In the short time times we've spent together. But no matter what happends later, A part of me will live with you forever. So................, If it is wrong to say I love you Falling with you, falling for you Then let this happy foul be struck down.... While falling In love with you P.S Hope you feel the same way too!

Pogues (with Pics)
So I went tonight to see the Pogues in Chicago! They seriously kicked-ass. I had been told my several people that Shane McGowan wouldn't be there because he couldn't stay sober long enough to perform, but he was there, in the FLESH! I love that man's voice! Granted, he became obviously more drunk as the night went on, but it was an awesome show, and toward the end he began making up his own lyrics. He also went back to the drum set and was hitting the cymbals, off-beat must I mention. It was fun to watch :D The crowd? OMG! The crowd. I must say that it was a rougher crowd than the crowd when I went to see Korn. There were several people who were threatened with arrest if they didn't stop acting like an ass... That was fine with me because while security was jumping in and everybody was moving out of the way, I used that to my advantage to push my way up front and up against the rail. YES! There were two encores, and while they didn't play my favorite Pogues song (H

Poem, I Wrote
Two men in my life The most important two One to start me out One to help me finish These two men I want you to know Have helped me through my life to grow They showed me how to love and laugh One loved the other as a son One loved me because he said I was the one These two men my Daddy and husband Have shown me things no one else could They have taught me to fish and hunt and garden To paint and work on cars and hammer a nail That is just the start of what I have learned I am not done you see one is still teaching To watch them is how I learned you see They have taught me how to be me To be more like them I would like to be They forgive and love and treat others equally I strive to be like them more each day You see because I have learned along the way That these two men are like no others They loved me even if I was rude Their patience great throughout my life Let me tell, you I am the first to say I have mes

Poem, I Wrote
Alone in a crowded room Nobody there knows your tune Can't read your face That is what they choose, You wonder what you are even doing there If you left would they care? Nobody knows what makes you tick Nobody cares to find out All you want to do is shout Does your heart still even beat? They are your family and your friends But the one who knew you is gone in the end The one who saw who you really were Who loved you, needed you for what your worth He is gone now You are alone Now you don't even feel at home You sit and think, can't sleep at all Try to get out, too hard, can't even crawl Thinking, hurting, drowning in pain Nobody notices because of the smile on your face Can't show them your not strong They think you are They are so blind Your hurt, your scarred You want the hurt gone but don't know how Then you wonder if it goes, does he? You miss your Daddy all alone in this room Full of people who do

A Poem I Wrote On September 12, 2007
He would have been 65 If only he was still alive Today would have been a memorable day If only he could have stayed Born to soon Died to early He was a good man Always a friend So much pain in the end He was strong, he was tough Even when it got rough I miss him more and more each day Today was his birthday September 12, 1942 The date I put on all the forms The one on his gravestone His picture is there of him in the Army Proud American loved his country He would have been 65 my Daddy's gone But I'm alive

Tossing Around An Idea...
I really hope nobody tries to steal this one... but I've been tossing an idea around for a contest/giveaway of sorts... I could use some help refining it though.... Scavenger Hunt... Entrants to sign up via personal message only Entrants must Add Fan and Rate all Check points... ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA or you will be disqualified All Prizes will be Randomly Awarded Based on this program... http://www.random.org/integers/ Clues will be placed in Check point's About me Section... follow them to the next Check Point... Round 1 is 10 people... random 1 day blast Round 2 is 10 people... random 3 day blast or 1blingy pack Round 3 is 10 people... random 7 dayblast or1 month vip Round 4 is 10 people ... random ticker pack or 7 day blast Round 5 is 10 people ... random 3 month vip or 30 day blast Bonus prizes as hunt becomes larger, randomly selected Bonuses can but will not nesecarliy include any or all of the following... profile Comments picture rates

Any Harder
Any Harder It's not enough, When you try to sleep, And you're racing through my head. It's not enough, When you're in so deep, That I'm drowning in my bed. And I know that, Life never takes you where you want to, Go and you just miss things moving faster. But it looks like everything will be alright, If you just don't make things harder, And tonight I'll find a way to make it right, If you don't make things harder. It's not enough, When you try to sleep, And you're thinking of the past. Is it never enough, When all you want, Is a sign that this will last. And you know that, I'm thinking thoughts of you and, Know I thought things turn to disaster. And it looks like everything will be alright, If you just don't make things harder, And tonight I'll find a way to make it right, If you don't make things harder. It's alright, Ok, We'll get through another day, It's alright, Ok, We'll get through another day. Looks like everything will be alr

Http://groups.msn.com/fellowshipofjuggalosonlinecommunitycenter/ourmissionstatement.msnw
MISSION STATEMENT The mission of the Fellowship Of Juggalos is to provide a non-denominational, non-judgemental, spiritual platform for not only the Juggalo Community but to anyone who wishes to worship in an independent free environment. We, the Fellowship Of Juggalos, believe that all Mankind has the right to interpret God and Faith as they so choose. We seek Inter-Faith cooperation, through the means of education and cultural awareness. Every Juggalo, no matter what denomination should have the right to share their views on Faith and moralistic values and each member of Faith should feel that they have a voice. Knowledge shared by non-judgemental peaceful interaction can eliminate Fear which inevitably eliminates Hate and Violence. "It is not God who segregates Man from God, but Man who segregates himself and others from God. It is the goal of the Fellowship Of Juggalos to aid the Juggalo Community with issues that effect the Individual and the Juggalo Nation as a peopl

Wouldn't You Like To Know What I Would Say About You!!!!!
Leave your name and: 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you do this you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. It is written.

Sorry 4 Not Being On Much...
On Monday I was taking Carl for a job interview and as I was turning left into the mill's parking lot ,a car came speeding up behind me and struck my car on the drivers side bumper. He hit at such a speed that it crumbled the driver side front of his car. I told Carl to go call an ambulance for I was hurt. he came back out after I had done called them on my cell and was filling out an application. I was dismissed from hospital without x-rays with a head trauma, and neck injury and lower back pain. They saw I was allergic to lithium and dismissed the sizer as a panic attach. When my Ex_husband came to pick me up and saw I was released he told them that I had a sizer that lasted over 15 minutes.then they was to give me a shot for the reaction to the shot I was given that was on my list.I would not sign back into that place and went on Wednesday to see a bone Doc. and he is making me wait 2-3 wk's for the MRI for only then will he know if the pain is from an injury or from the trauma of