I got a gift from a friend the other day a very cute magnent that says "LOVE LIKE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN HURT" it made me tear up a lil and I try to do that but the hurt is so deep sometimes I find myself not wanting to love at all. I want to love but sometimes I wanna lock my heart up so tight that I cannot let anyone in to see the beauty it holds so it can't be hurt again. I had an aunt pass away and I saw her husband at the wake they were married 52 years I could see the complete loss and pain and love he had for her in his eyes and it broke my heart. It made me even more confused and sad. Why do I want love when it is such a vicious thing?
