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The Extreme Left
Black hurricanes.... It appears that our African-American friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman, from Florida, has complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names. She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. I am NOT making this up! She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in language that street people can understand because one of the problems that happened in New Orleans was that black people couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation, due to the racially biased language of the weather report. I can hear it now: A weatherman in Miami and Tampa says... Wazzup, muth a-fukkas! Hehr-i-cane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like Leroy on a crotch rocket! Bitch be a category fo'! So grab yo' chirren, yo' Ho, be leavin yo crib, and head fo' da nearest guv'ment office fo yo FREE sh*t!

Goin On And On And On Lol
so anyways as you all read my internet is off for a few days. I am still going crazy living where I am living but I will live eventually lol. mom and I are thinking about getting a place of our own as soon as she gets a new job so I am hoping that within the next six months we will be out of hell. anyways I miss ya all and I cant wait to be on again. HUGS kitten

Introducing.. The Ladies Of The Booty Krew
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Bbw, Were Confident And Proud!
you know i find it funny how society now a days looks at a BBW and says to themselves ~look at her she cant take care of herself~ or if we are walkin around with a good lookin man we always get the ~he can do so much better then that thing~ i mean seriously ppl, BBW we are great women, we love and understand just as much as anybody else, the only difference is HELL YEAH we have a little more coushin for the pushin, but who wouldnt mind some cushion over a bone stickin you every now and then. and no i am not judging people who are thinner then i or in better shape i am just stating that BBW are just as good as anyone else. and another thing, we dont have to be thin to be pretty as long as we have confidence i am sure we can catch a good mans eye. and have u ever noticed that almost all the time BBW always end up with a man who is loyal and honest, and shit in some cases handsome as hell, all for the simple reason we put our foot down, literally. i think its cause a man notices the quali

Lindsay Lohan
You know what really grinds my gears? This Lindsay Lohan. Lindsay Lohan with all those little outfits, jumping around there on stage, half-naked with your little outfits. Ya know? You're a... You're out there jumping around and I'm just sitting here with my beer. So, what am I supposed to do? What you want? You know, are we gonna go out? Is that what you're trying to - why why are you leaping around there, throwing those things all up in my, over there in my face? What do you want, Lindsay? Tell me what you want? Well, I'll tell you what you want, you want nothing. You want nothing. All right? Because we all know that no woman anywhere wants to have sex with anyone, and to titillate us with any thoughts otherwise is - is just bogus.

In Memory And In Honor
Our calendar is comprised of 12 months and 365 days. Each day has a special meaning to someone. Each one an annivesary of something. Weddings, birthdays and certain milestones are all things we celebrate. We look forward to them coming each year. However there are other events which occur that we don't celebrate. We simply remember. We choose to remember because the event shouldn't be forgotten. September 11, 2001 is one example. April 27, 2007 is another. April 27, 2007 is just another day on the calendar to many people. But it is a day of great pain to others. It's a day that a life was saved and two were lost on a lonely road in Iraq. On a dusty, dirty road two young honorable men died while serving their country. In an instant their worlds ended so very far from home. Two lives, one 20 and one 21 cut short before they truly began. Now on the one year anniversary I remember them along with the families and friends they left behind. The memories of that day will never fade. With

Contest
I Will Be Hosting My First Contest It Will Be A 2 Part Contest. The First Part Will Be Women Vs. Men. It Will Run From May 4th Till May 11th. The Top Women And Man With The Most Comments After 1 Week Will Each Receive Their Choice Of Either A .... Or A 7

My First Contest
> > > > > > I Will Be Hosting My First Contest It Will Be A 2 Part Contest. The First Part Will Be Women Vs. Men. It Will Run From May 4th Till May 11th. The Top Women And Man With The Most Comments After 1 Week Will Each Receive Their Choice Of Either A .... Or A 7

Yeah About That Sleep Thing
Hey guys, OOOOOoooopss, about that sleep thing. Sorry I've been playing a little hard, ok very hard with the party favors and haven't slept since wednesday night. Yeah MR. Dream Stalker.......sorry but guess I gave you days to think about what you are missing because if nothing else I have to sleep for you to get you some. Ok all bull shitting aside. I haven't seen Mr. Dream Stalker because I haven't slept and there for haven't dreamed. I have missed him. I've never had a stalker dream so intense. BTW: Blake is grounded for 3 weeks for kicking a kid. Serial Killer in the making. luv u Tara

Medical Marijuana
Washington State, is a medical marijuana state. If you have been under a doctors care in the last year for a "debilitating illness" such as cancer, aids, hepatitus, glacoma, fiber mialja, eating/stomach disorders, high blood pressure, migrane headaches, to name but a few, and you have a copy of your diagnosis and medical file from that doctor, you may then schedule an appointment with a doctor who is pro marijuana as the least caustic medication available for your illness. You may then, with this recomendation for marijuana use from your doctor, legaly transport, posess and manufacture a 60 day supply of marijuana for your own use. Questions? Feel free to contact me.

Contest
CONTEST Want Bling!?!?!? He's having a contest! He'd like to get at least 20 entries. The contest will run from May 1st through May 31st. Most comments wins 3 bling packs!!! If you are interested private message a link to the pic you would like used to... ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY@ fubar (repost of original by '♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*' on '2008-04-27 15:23:46') Want Bling!?!?!? Come on, you know you want it! He's having a contest! He'd like to get at least 20 entries. The contest will run from May 1st through May 31st. Most comments wins 3 bling packs!!! Thats 36 BLING to give to whoever you want! If you are interested private message a link to the pic you would like used to...

Your Angel
An Angel to Set You Free by Carrie Hart Today, we ask an angel to come to you and set you free See her before you now, a beautiful angel floating in the air before you, her fluttering wings outspread, a bright golden glow about her head and emanating from her entire body She is aglow with love, with caring and affection for you First, she reaches into a little bag of golden silk and pulls out a handful of sparkling angel dust that she now tosses over you It falls down upon you, but instead of clinging to your skin, it becomes a band of energy, bright and glowing, around you This golden glow is clearing the field around you, purifying it, removing any residue of doubt or fear that has been clinging to you And now, she pauses and looks deep into your eyes, asking permission Nod your head yes: Yes, you grant her permission to look into your heart She touches you lightly over your heart and your heart opens wide to

The Things Little Kids Say!!
For all of you with sons, grandsons, or who just love the things little kids say ~ a reminder that adult words are often taken literally..... "Circumcised" (this is priceless!) A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the class was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was quite itchy. The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office.He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room. She went back to investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his "private part" hanging out.. "I thought I told you to call your mom!" she said. "I did," he said, "And she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school.

Backwards
I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports , date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap.

Rebel Yell
Last night a little dancer came dancin' to my door Last night a little angel Came pumpin cross my floor She said "Come on baby I got a licence for love And if it expires pray help from above" In the midnight hour she cried- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell she cried- "more, more, more" In the midniight hour babe- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell- "more, more, more" More, more, more. She don't like slavery, she won't sit and beg But when I'm tired and lonely she sees me to bed What set you free and brought you to be me babe What set you free I need you hear by me Because In the midnight hour she cried- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell she cried- "more, more, more" In the midniight hour babe- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell- "more, more, more" He lives in his own heaven Collects it to go from the seven eleven Well he's out all night to collect a fare Just so long, just so long it don't mess up his hair. I walked the ward with you, babe A

A Deep Obsession
A Deep Obsession Sexy mini dress, long legs, flowing dark hair A look given, saying to me, touch if you dare You turn on your heel, quickly walking away Damn it, beautiful woman, come and play You are a challenge, I am in deep obsession How to win this sexy woman is the question My goal tonight, is to touch your soft dark skin I lust, a naked desire with you to sexually sin I need to feel my arms around your nubile body Follow you a must, to implore that you see me Catching up, I get your attention, "You are so fine. "Can feel your aroused body pressed against mine?" You smile at me, my heart skips again, a beat or more I say, "I got it so bad and you are for me the only cure" "Honey." You say back to me in a sexy southern drawl "What took you so long?" Pushing me against the wall You are so close , I am clasped to your ample chest I can feel the thin sheer material covering your breast We kiss, our passions inflamed, caring not who sees All I want is to

Dancing Qwith Myself.
On the floor of Tokyo Or down in London town to go, go With the record selection With the mirror reflection I'm dancing with myself When there's no-one else in sight In the crowded lonely night Well I wait so long For my love vibration And I'm dancing with myself Oh dancing with myself Oh dancing with myself Well there's nothing to lose And there's nothing to prove I'll be dancing with myself If I looked all over the world And there's every type of girl But your empty eyes Seem to pass me by Leave me dancing with myself So let's sink another drink 'Cause it'll give me time to think If I had the chance I'd ask the world to dance And I'll be dancing with myself Oh dancing with myself Oh dancing with myself Well there's nothing to lose And there's nothing to prove I'll be dancing with myself If I looked all over the world And there's every type of girl But your empty eyes Seem to pass me by Leave me dancing with myself So let's sink another

Casual Sex Friday
I walked into the front door of the office making sure to re-lock the door. It was casual Friday, but at this small business there was a totally different take on it. Tiffany my secretary was leaning back in her chair, her head titled back. When she heard me she smiled, "Hey, just the man I wanted to see this morning." I walked around the desk and stood in front of Tiffany. Wearing no panties, she had her skirt pulled up, showing me her pretty pussy. "Does your pussy need my attention?" "Mmmmm yes....could you fuck me please?" "Of course." "First let me see that cock." I stood facing Tiffany while she pulled my zipper down and freed my cock. Tiffany took me down her throat while I fingered her pussy. Damn Tiffany gives great head. Taking me to the edge she stopped saying, "OK, now fuck me...please." I knelt down, Her pussy was beautiful...nice puffy lips and a nice swelled clit. I began running my tongue up and down her lips, as Tiffany told me how good it felt. Tiffany wa

Forever Missed
Yet again another friend is going to be laid to rest. This time not of his own hand and the hand of the fates but of someone elses. Chris all I can say is ull be missed very much and all I can say about the stiuation is that it's fucked up. On April 25th at 1:30 am My firend Chris curry was beatn to death with a flashlight. Over some stupid jealousy shit. Being from a small town you know everyone. I know the man that killed him and would have never thought he could do such a thing but dosent eveyone say that when things like this happen. Its justs a messed up and im still at a lost of words about it. I guess im writing this not only to say goodbye to yet another friend but try to make sense of the whole mess. FOREVER LOVED AND MISSED CHRIS ANTHONY CURRY 8-17-76 TO 4-25-08 Chris Anthony Curry age 31 of Mt. Sterling, Illinois and formerly of Rushville, Illinois passed away at 1:30 a.m. Friday, April 25, 2008 in Rushville. He was born August 17, 1976 in Beardstown

Short Of Time
SHORT OF TIME Life is short and I'm short of time Lord, please make the pain stop before I loose my mind I can no longer speak I can no longer see I wish I knew just what the hell has taken over me Life can be so cold, and so can people's hearts If the pain doesn't stop I fear I'll be ripped apart Not sure why I was put here I don't know why I came All I know is everyday I go a little more insane Walk around feeling the world's cold stare Negativity is thick You can feel it in the air Cry all that you want Nobody will listen Not even a care Born alone, die alone Or so we prone Open your damn eye's man the world is a terror dome Dropping bombs on people's moms Are actions like this suppose to enhance the world's calm If so can someone please let me know I've must not have gotten the e-mail or memo Living in this world filled with hate I am running out of patience to tolerate Not knowing that if we just take the time to relate The next generation

Why Not.....the Big Question
why are thick girl in some cases looked at like their not beautiful or not as worthy as the next skinny-mini inna skirt that she can't poperly fill out?! the reason why i ask is because i've always loved women with hips and thighs and a waist worth wrappin my arms around. but, while datin thick women i notice the ill treatment they get from men and women alike! i know there are men and women that also like thick women, but because of their peers they do not let this be know by all for they fear the teasing they would get. i mean honestly if you yourself are a thin person and are reading this, then there is a good chance that you have had an attraction or more so had sex with someone who was thick themselves. now when i say thick i mean somebody who even though big, still look good. whether it be physical or personality there's something that you like. but, the only time you act on that feeling is behind closed doors or if there is no possible way it could ever get back to you. hell, i

A Heart Full Of Nothing...
So have you ever found someone that you know would be right for you? But you know you can't be with them no matter what you try to do. You say that you'll never give up and just keep on trying. But regardless of your efforts your soul just keeps on dying. You feel like your life is heading down the drain and you can't make God stop the rain. The sun is just hiding away from everything that's bad today. Your life is just one big dark cloud and all that's good has gotten out. Well that's how I feel as of right now and no matter what I do it all stays down. I know that she would be right for me but it seems that she doesn't see what I see. I would love her, and hug her, and kiss her too. I would bring her a rose and she would have no clue. I would tell her that she's beautiful every single day and lay beside her and let her know that it will all be ok. It's so tough to keep hiding this feeling underneath when I know that doing that is just kill

For Those Who Know Everything
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I Am That Much Closer To Breathing Again..
I sat Chad down today and told him we need to divorce. This marriage is going no where. I have already went to the lawyer, had paperwork drawn up, all that needs to be done is signatures and then it's filed. I think he held on to a glimmer of hope I'd change my mind. That is not happening. I refuse to stay in a loveless marriage. It would be impossible to stay with the man who has shattered my self esteem. I want a chance to move on with my life, to see if I can find true love with someone who appreciates me instead of settling for me. I am just happy he finally sees that this is what is best for both of us and the kids. I'm tired of feeling like shit, and fighting with him all the time. I want my house back and my life. I hope it goes quickly and isnt messy. Keep me and the kids in your prayers. ((hugs))

Love Or Not
Love in vein Would a wise man go on living? If he knew he would hurt again, or try and find an easy way out, and die of a mortal sin? Even if his body lived, surly his soul would die. For he would be a cold hearted lover, without the ability to cry. Should he be put through the torture? Should he put someone else through the pain? Of trying to love a woman, he could only love in vein. By Michael Coburn

The Walls
The Walls Let’s tear down these walls a brick at a time. Uncovering the emotion’s that were left behind. As the walls fall the stories unfold, telling us all their is to be told. Defying the laws of the inter most mind, breaking the boundaries in which we abide. As the truth is brought out, their should be no doubt, about, what’s to be done with living a life, without the walls to keep you inside. By Michael Coburn

Mr. Congress
London Times Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year -old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common

Busy Long Day
boy oh boy was I ever a busy girl today, I got up at 6:15am, to be at work for 7:00am. I took care of 3 kids, one 2 year old, a 4 year old and 8 year old. The 2 year old girl was the cutest thing, she adored me, that she didn't acknowledge the other worker. Always cried for me to come, she also had the cutest clothes ever! So I worked for 12 hours, I asked for an 8 hour shift, but since it's Ukrainian Easter, no one wanted to work, so I was stuck with the 12 hour shift it wasn't bad, I had fun with them, then after work, I went with my mom and our neighbour Emily for a walk to Tim Hortons, we talked, then we walked back to Emily's house to see her new puppies, they were the cutest things aww. they look like this, but not exactly the same pups.

My Son
imikimi - Customize Your World Let's not forget his Brothers and Sisters that are still In Iraq that need to come home also . Please Keep them kids in your thoughts each and every day. Prey they get to come home to there familys as soon as possable . Thank you all for your support Ocean :)

Kutthroat Assassinz
Do You Think You Have What It Takes To Step Into The Cage? Taking That Chance Of Getting Tapped Out, Choked Out Or Even Passed Out. Come Hook Up With Us And Try Our Training Methods. See Why We Are The Toughest Team In Indiana....................If You Think Your Tough.....Prove It.....GLOVE UP OR SHUT UP

Lady Luck
I have danced with the devil countless times- My feet swollen and blue. Dining with Death I've had my fill- Gluttony at its worst. Many nights I've spent with demons drinking color into an ash-hued past, but still I go on. For through it all my bed was shared with Lady Luck, and is to this day, but if my fair Lady were lost to me I'd surely have hell to pay.

Stupid Comments...at Your Fingertips.
The more time I spend on fubar the less I like it. I've seen and heard things,well frankly annoy the crap out of me. Little stupid racist/ anti semitic/anti gay comments are tossed around liberally, but hey as long as we get to see a busty girl on cam, it's all swept under the theoretical rug. Seriously, grow the hell up people. I can be as coarse and abrasive as the next person, but there's a time and place for everything....this ain't the time nor the place. And g0d forbid if you call these people out on it.... but if your not in the right "clique"...good luck. Frankly,I'm tired of this whole stupid ass site. I mean, yes, I met the woman of my dreams here... so Fubar was useful in that respect...but it's outlived it's usefulness.... Essentially a means to a end.... And end it is....I don't spend as much time on fubar and lounges in general anymore. They bore me to tears. I can't piss away anymore time here...yes, it's amusing,somewhat like a drun

Equality: I Love You.
In response to: way2xsf {SHADO... (night yall) Chattanooga, TN April 27, 2008 @ 8:04 pm #53 of 89 nope wouldnt do it i am a firm believer that all races deserve the purity of there races notice i said all races this is not a b/w subject..now as far as being social going to dinner hangin out no problems in the world but there again(personal opinion) all races deserve the purtiy of there races all ppl have cultures and beliefs that should be handed down through generations and when races and ppl are mixed it drastically changes the heritage of ppl in a perfect world all ppl should get along in harmony but as sad as it is this isnt a perfect world 3G says: Look at how white MY skin is. People have said racist remarks to me regarding other races not realizing that I am multiracial. My main heritage is Black Irish which is a mixture of Irish, Hispanic and Portuguese. I am also part French Indian (Iroquois) and Egyptian. Those are only a few of my many, many, many e

Piss Me Off
below is a conversation i had with some guy. it just pisses me off...yes fubar is fun and not serious...but damn, its not like it was a stupid mum... and i needed to be told how dumb i am! its a freaking display pick of a pin up! if ya dont like it skip it!(if reading the below, start from the bottom) me: your right..its for fun...so if you get off on rating low like that..have at it... but its not very friendly ... and im gona block ya now... have fun jeffreyramz7: this is fubar.... jeffreyramz7: have to tell ya its not that important to my life to worry about someones rating....sorry me: but a 2??? have to tell ya darlin, your in the minority...if ya dont like it please dont rate it...there no gun to your head! jeffreyramz7: just lookin at the animated pic me: damn a 2?

Without The Rain
WITHOUT THE RAIN The rain is steady But never alone Because we rain inside, It’s just never shown. Out in the dark When it’s pouring down rain We can cry aloud And not be ashamed For they can’t see The tears fall Or from which eye They fell The rain has no enemies And has no friends. We don’t know when it will start Or when it will end We can’t have any flowers Without the rain We can’t have any love Without the pain. Written by, Michael Coburn

Ghost
When I think of you I get a cold chill. You are like a ghost in my past, yet you are my future. You own all my love, and my heart is yours. You help me make it through the day, and I have just one thing to say... I love you. Written by, Michael Coburn

Love Is Just A Dream
Love is just a casual dream Of days ago and nights unseen. All our fantasies and deepest desires Coming to life in our heads. Thoughts of lust and passion Playing games in our minds, Because reality is so far away. It’s a sleep, you wish, you’ll never awake. Written by, Michael Coburn

The End Of The Ocean (part One)
"Seeing death as the end of life is like seeing the horizon as the end of the ocean." – David Searls, Biologist And so, in contemplating that finality, this is how it might come about.... _______________________ He was just shy of his eightieth birthday when the nagging ache in his back began to develop legs of its own. He did not complain much but the pain started to keep him awake nights and she soon noticed his sleeplessness and the copious amounts of aspirin he took. "What is it", she asked one night when it was particularly bad, her voice thick with sleep. "Pulled a muscle, maybe doing yardwork. Go back to sleep." He reassured her with a small peck to the cheek and she soon began to drift off again, her words to him more in a dream then reality. "Be sure to make an appointment. See…the..doct.." and she was dozing. "Sure" he said more to himself than to her. "The doctor." He knew it wasn't a muscle cramp or anything so mundane. Deep in his gut he sensed

There’s Only One Place Where We Can Go To She Freaky Ho’s Doin Shows...
2 Live Crew with the lyric... I'm back like a bad case of crabs, how the fuck we doin?? I am outstanding thank y'all for wondering... Matt Hardy won the US Championship at tonights Backlash PPV and that makes me happy... Let's roll with other stuff first though I'll come back to backlash later. I guess I should start by explaining my intro. I was listening to Purrfect Sin radio yesterday when my buddy Jay came on air. At the end of his first song he did his intro, which was "I'm back like a bad case of crabs!" I lost it! I told him I was gonna use that in my next blog and he said go right ahead. I love him to death but, he is one crazy bastard! JR's got her hands full! Got all my paperwork filled out for tuesday which will save a lot of time. I just hope they can help me figure out a direction... The first meeting is the easy part. Every one from here on will be nerve racking because of all the interviews.... God help me... Note to self: NEVER drink anythi

Something To Think About
I don't understand this. Come to think of it...I often don't understand a lot of this that goes on within my life... Here's the story. When someone is hurt and let down, is it up to the other person to make things up? Going alongme concept...or is it the person that is hurt to make things up? When all is said and done...and everything is better, is it truley better...should this one perosn hold a grudge against the other for hurting them? Yet, the ball is in both fields...in the situation I am speaking of, the person hurt the other...waited and tried to make things better...now, the other person is hurt and is trying to make things better? Are you following? The deal is, the someone doesn't know if this friendship is worth having...they have told the other person that they cared about them during THEIR time of pain...now that they tables have turned, the first person doesn't know what to do. Am I making any sence...?

Overweight
Well I found out my waist, how much I should be, and turns out I abit overweight, I have struggled with my weight, dealing with my ex bf, and going out with him, otherwise if I didn't meet him I'd be a hott ass chick. About 3-4 years ago I never struggled with my weight that much, but watching the body challenge show really got me thinking, and why I let myself go like that. But going to the gym 3x a week and working out for an hour will really get me back on track.

Niggaz Got 4 Different Types Of Girlz
1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she"s Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey"s spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don"t want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other sexually related events..Dat call when Wifey a

Watching The Brothel
Watching The Brothel Two Irishmen were sitting at a pub having beer and watching the brothel across the street. They saw a Baptist minister walk into the brothel, and one of them said, "Aye, 'tis a shame to see a man of the cloth goin' bad." A bit later, they saw a Rabbi enter the brothel, and the other Irishman said, "Aye, 'tis a shame to see that the Jews are fallin' victim to temptation as well." Then they see a Catholic priest enter the brothel, and one of the Irishmen said, "What a terrible pity ... one of the girls must be dying'."

Shine Me On
shine me on blow me off the endless chase will never stops up and down round and round I chase my tail and to my surprise it never ends these fucking lies all in one one in the same and I only have myself to blame. BY MICHAEL COBURN

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex.You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you.Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Betrayal
What do we do when the ones we trust and care about the most betray us? How do we accept and get over the hurt and the pain they leave us with. Everyone always says wait and it will get better, but it only gets worse as the days go by. The lies and betrayal get worse everyday. Instead of getting better it escalates. How do we stop what we have no control over? They continue to push no matter what. Even if you try to ignore the betrayal and the lies, they still catch up and hurt you. If you try and respond positively they take advantage of you. If you try and respond aggressively they use it against you. You try and try and get nowhere till you feel helpless with overwhelming pain and distrust. You beg them to stop and they betray and hurt you even worse than before.

Women Over 30
WOMAN OVER 30 A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved They know what it's like to be unappreciated. A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a ma

The Rules Of The Female
1. The FEMALE always makes the Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No MALE can Possibly know all the Rules. 4. If the FEMALE suspects the MALE knows the Rules she must immediately change some or all of the Rules. 5. The FEMALE is never wrong. 6. If the FEMALE is wrong it is because of a Flagrant Misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the MALE did or said. 7. If Rule #6 applies, the MALE must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 8. The FEMALE can change her mind at any time. 9. The MALE must never change his mind without the Express Written Consent of the FEMALE. 10. The FEMALE has every right to be Angry and Upset at any time. 11. The MALE must remain calm at all times unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry & upset. 12. If the FEMALE has PMS . . . all Rules are Null and Void.

Touch
Touch Touch I see her She dances for me When my heart is forlorn And my night is lonely Her movements are simple Intricately sweet Passionate and graceful If just our hands would meet To touch... But what can I do About the way that I feel About the way that she moves When I know it’s not real Touch Just fantasy seen Under the gorgeous gleam Of the dancing lights That paint her body so bright Ah, to touch... To feel her flesh The touch of her hand The caress of her cheek And the smell of her hair as it falls around me in a perfumed cascade Ah, the fantasies I’ve made! Just to touch... To smell her hair Ah, I don’t care Burn, burn my soul But let me feel Just once, just one time Let this fantasy be real Her touch... Her breath... Her lips... Fool! Oh, forlorn fool! How you torture yourself Have you no dignity? Won’t you open your eyes and see? You walk the path of the lonely Just a touch...

Drink Named After Me Lol
NAMED AFTER ONE OF OUR TOP GREETERS AND VERY SEXY LADIES OF SWEETWATER'S - The ONE & only - a special blend of raspberries floating in pink lemonade and a splash of vodka- IF THIS SPECIAL DRINK DOESN'T PUT SOME HONKATONK IN YA BADONKADONK THEN NOTHIN WILL! CUM ON IN AND GETCHA SUM!

Show My Owner Pet Some Love
HEY YALL GO SHOW MY OWNER SOME LOVE SHES COOL,AWESOME,AND A GREAT FRIEND Pet Owner Of Smokie YALL BE SURE TO SHOW HER SOME LOVE THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Smokie Owner Of Smokies Saloon/Co-Owner Of Hillbilly Lounge/Co-Founder Of Redneck Leveling Crew/Fu Hubby To Toxic Temptation

Sorting My Emotions Into Separate Pieces (public)
OK I just spent 20 minutes trying to examine the shit in my head. Right now, the emotions are all mixed up. Nerves - Definitely there. They don't need to be but they are. Scaredness - Again, it's there. Why will be explained below. Happiness - Well beyond what is coming in these next 14 days...I am thinking about sometime into August. I wanna go to FL. I wanna visit D. I don't know how in the heck I am gonna pull that off but I will. Sadness - I won't be able to talk to most of my friends for hours...maybe days. Faith - that God will see me through this. That's the mix. Why am I nervous and scared? Simple. December 15, 2005. I had an ilial chimney put in to drain my bladder out and the thinking was it'd be usable the rest of my life with zero problems. Fast forward to April 2006. During a visit with my doctor, said passage actually SQUIRTS OUT waste. That should have been a warning flag but to my doctor and I it was nothing. Fast forward yet AGAIN to June 1, 2006.

Just For Those Who Didnt Notice
i updated my about me profile, if you cant read it there here it is if you must know: i'm a raging ball of energy. i like to make people laugh, I love my art, weather its drawing or photoshop. I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare bordism sometimes becomes me i question societal conformity ALL THE TIME. i meet so many amazing people via the internet, it's a shame everybody can't feign happiness like this in "real life". sometimes i pretend to write these epic paragraphs about myself, but it's really only because i can't stand uneven profiles. i'm terrified of cockroaches, like you wouldn't believe. i don't like thunder, and the woods at night are creepy. if god didn't want homosexuality, why did he create it? i appreciate my friends questions. i'm controversial, arrogant and hypocritical. outweigh my flaws with something profound, and maybe you'll like me. My IQ is 142, I'm probly smarter than you. I'm very perceptive, and I hate being

The Art Of War - An Interpretation In Verse
Sun Tzu The Art of War (an interpretation in many forms) Essentials Chapter 1 The Five Factors (A Chant Royale) War is a matter of vital importance and it’s practice is mandatory, for life and death is the providence and the outcome of martial study; so thus the factors fundamental be so impressed upon the General who rises up to lead his nation, whether in conquest or salvation, for within these five it is revealed, that he who follows this instruction shall taste of victory upon the field. The first factor, moral influence, must be inferred that harmony, established through benevolence and extending from his majesty, set forth a wise and ethical public measure for one and all; for then a banded population will stand together against aggression and thus the Prince whose heart is steeled against the sin of persecution shall taste of victory upon the field. In preparation for the advance of mounted troops and infantry, one must first consider dis

Heart And Soul
heart and soul Whose to know if your soul will fade out, the one you sold to fool the world, you lost your self esteem along the way, Good god, you coming up with escuses, good god, your dragging it out, good god, its the changing of the season, Just fake it, if you dont have direction, fake it if you dont belong here, Fake it, if you feel like a infection, Your such a hypocrite, Whos to know that lies wont hide your faults, no sense in lying anymore, you gave up your dreams along the way, time to go, time to give up, your heart and soul.. peace bedrock

Life!
You know, I am now 22! An I look back at my life an I see I have a good one! An now i look at my life an I see I have a better one! I sit back an I sometimes wonder what did i ever do to have it this good! I have a very beautiful son that makes me smile when i am sad an makes me laugh when I am mad! He tells me he loves me everyday! An i have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world! he is so great to me as well as my son! He calls me everyday just to say " I love you"! An I see this point of my life i am happiest! I can't really say I have had a better birthday! however i can say i have had a horrible birthday even the worst birthday! But I know if i was to go to sleep an not wake up in the morning I know lived a great life! I have no regrets! If i could do anything different i would only finish school an not give my mom such a hard time! LOL I LOVE YOU MOM! But I see i could have it worst! My aunt is burying my 4 year old cousin today! An a year ago she buried my uncle last year! My

Thoughts
STOP!!! and take a moment with me……. Close your eyes…… and remember……. Remember that first moment…… the first moment you saw her….saw him Can you see it? Now fall deeper…. deeper into that moment…… feel her…..feel him reach….Reach out…. With your soul….. Are you there? Her smell….his smell… INHALE and hold Savior it, relish in it… Freeze it, take a picture…. Remember…. the first touch…a hug…a hand….a body Now….are you still with me? Are you still with her? Are you still with him? OPEN!! What do you see? I see….I feel…I know…. Eyes wide open I SEE!! You are real. With me…away from me…but IN me You and I are WE….. Can you…… I reach…I touch….I connect WE connect It is that moment…this moment those moments….. future moments….. I know…I KNOW…you me we Alone…together Far and so CLOSE always I know…you know…. The little things….. still alive….feeling…touchi

The Tapestry Of Dreams
The Tapestry of Dreams As I weave my possible futures On the Tapestries of my Dreams A great host, with the greatest hopes Are golden images of thee Yet I know full well, with heart accepting That I may never realize these scenes It is my greatest desire and my strongest hope That together someday we’ll be

Helpless!
It bothers me when bad things happen to people I care about and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. So I do the only thing I can ... let them know I care and I am there for them. I just wish I could do more.

The Eagle Has Landed!
Making the last few trips to the new house today! Hope to hear from yall, I should be in and out of fubar periodically today. I miss all my gr8 friends here and u know who u are! I will see yall on the flipside and hey if I haven't heard from u in awhile drop some love here and i will give u a shout later!

Marriage Sharing
The sharing of marriage... The old man placed order for one hamburger, French fries and a drink He unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half, placing one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them . As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them were looking over and whispering. Obviously they were thinking, 'That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them.' As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table and politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said, they were just fine - they were used to sharing everything People closer to the table noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking

Workouts For The Over 50's
Begin by standing on a comfortable surface, where you have plenty of room at each side. With a 5-lb potato sack in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Try to reach a full minute, and then relax. Each day you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer. After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato sacks. Then try 50-lb. potato sacks and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato sack in each hand and hold your arms straight for more than a full minute. (I'm at this level) After you feel confident at that level, put a potato in each of the sacks.

My Sons Surgery. Please Read.
For those of you who know me, you know my son has had two surgeries in the past year. Well, tomorrow [Tuesday, April 29th] he will have the biggest surgery of them all. He was born with cleft lip & palate. His lip is currently fixed; however, his palate needs a ton of work. This is one of four surgeries for his palate. We will be in the hospital overnight, and he will be recovering for about ten days. I will NOT be on a whole lot. And, not at all Tuesday and Wednesday. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. ♥ Before his lip was ever fixed: Hospital the morning of surgery: 7 hours after surgery: After his lip was fixed for the second time: This surgery has me scared to death. Please keep him in your thoughts. If you have my number, like a few of you do, youre more than welcome to call. I will have my phone on me the entire time. As well as AIM. I forward me im’s to there. So, if you’d like my AIM name, please just ask. :] Thanks so much!

Update
OK- The police were able to id the thieves from the surveillance videos at the stores where the idiots used my son's ATM card. They said that us reporting it was what broke the case. It seems they had never gotten an ATM card before and most people hadn't bothered reporting the small thefts thinking there was nothing they could do about it. There were 3 of them. Two brothers and a friend. At least 2 had prior records. When they went to arrest them they found all kinds of stuff. I-pods and phones and stereos etc. They even tried to run and one of them was tazed. OMG I wish I could have seen that. Apparently all 3 are in jail right now. My son is even getting his phone back as soon as they get the paperwork all done proving it is his. Really funny thing is that when my son went down to the police station last week they had him look at pics of them to see if he knew them. They took stills from the video and matched them up to myspace. Those were the pics that they used to

Brox Back Together Again
After a drought of a month and a couple weeks. Brox is finally back together. Brox (Bri and Rox) I left my girlfriend to come to Tennessee because my mom met a man and he has a grandson (13 yo) and they can't take care of him. My mom is in her 50's and her boyfriend is in his 60's so as we all know they're in their "prime" for "RETIREMENT" they dont have the patients to deal with a young adhd child. So they called me up and asked if I'd come down and help raise him. It was either I could come down and help or he'd end up in foster care. I was in foster care when I was a child. It fucked me up in more ways than you know. So of course I came down. I had a plan to get Rox here as soon as I got a place of my own. However things went crazy and our 5 year relationship was on the brink of disaster. It got to the point where I had to make somthing happen. So I did. I asked for the company truck and once I got my paycheck I was out the door and on my way to get her. I drove up to Maine Only sto

Men's Answer To Maxine
Of course I do not go along with these ;) Well most of them anyway! LOL MAX How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ---------------------------------------------------

Need Help On A Bike
im looking to get a new bike ive looked at them both the Victory Hammer or the Harley FLSTN Softail Deluxe. Both are good Victory is just a little more american then Harley this is just to think on what every one thanking please let me know thanks

Peace Anyway
You're not promised a hot meal It's just another raw deal Just another rainy day, everyday yeah So you say that you cannot relate No, no its not up for debate You know your bills they cannot wait But you still have time You'll find Peace Anyway You'll find Peace Anyway Just got to look baby, alright Listen So your bright eyes, they don't shine And your watch, it don't keep time Well guess what, neither does mine Neither does mine It just makes you want to cry Just drink it all and say goodnight But giving up don't make it right alright, alright You'll find Peace Anyway You'll find Peace Anyway And well I know that you might get so scared Well, about what you find What it means to you baby when you get there You'll find Peace Anyway You'll find Peace Anyway You'll find Peace Anyway

I Don't Ask For Much....
RIGHT NOW I AM JUST TRYIG TO VENT. A FEW DAYS AGO I WAS IN SEARCH OF FUBUCKS (WHO ISNT LOL) ANYWAY A FEW PEOPLE CAME TO ME AND OFFERED ME SOME TO RATE EITHER THEIR STASH OR PICS. I THOUGHT WONDERFUL...BOY WAS I WRONG. ONE PERSON AND I WILL NOT NAME NAMES CAUSE IM NOT LIKE THAT ASKED ME TO RATE THEIR STASH WITH 198 IN IT FOR 10K WOOHOO RIGHT NO NOT AT ALL. I DID WHAT WAS ASKED AND SHOUTED AND MAILED THIS PERSON WITH NO RESPONSE! NOW COME ON I USUALLY GO RIGHT TO WHERE I AM ASKED TO GO WITH NO QUESTION OF WHATS IN IT FOR ME! WHEN YOU MAKE A DEAL GO THROUGH WITH IT!!!! THANKS FOR LETTING ME VENT Crystal

The Monday After The Lap Chole (by Pet)
Well it is Monday. Good news I survived. LoL. I am doing much better now. The lower 3 incisions have not bothered me. I think it is because I have very little feeling left after my c-sections. I have not noticed them at all. That worried me at first. If I can't feel them what if I open them up, how long until I noticed. Well in the long run I did not have to worry about it. I have, however, felt the incision in my upper abdomen. It hurt a little but now it itches. I have had a type of burning feeling inside on my right side. Most has just been discomfort, nothing big. the worst problem I have faced is the exhaustion. I seem to tire out a lot more quickly. Today I have started working around the house. I clean a little then sit down a little. I promised I would not do too much. Sometimes that is hard for me to knew, When have I done too much? I usually find the answer when I am hurting or all but passed out. I have been wanting to work out so bad. I feel fat and bloated. At first I

Domination
Domination is what I seek Seducing the senses That dwells within' me Feeding Yearning For this hunger inside To rape these thoughts So deep in my mind ~ They tease.. My fantasies Seducing me.. With my own dreams Toying.. So tentatively With my thoughts Of lunacy ~ Adoration Of brutality Wretchedness Abuses me Wicked visions Held so dear Deep in my mind I lay them there ~ Captive.. Is what they are Prisoners.. Of my own heart Forever They will be mine To rape these thoughts So deep in my mind ~ ~ Lisa '08

Move Your Body Closer
Check it baby… Right now I’m in a horny state of mind… No need to hesitate or pause for this moment… Leave your clothes at the door… I want to see you only wearing a smile… A sweet seductive smile… Come on in and release the freak in me…so… “Move Your Body Closer” Come let my lips brush against your lips… Warm your body up to mine… Let me turn the lights down low… I want to see your body glow by candlelight tonight… Let me feel you moan from the… Touch of my hands or the kisses that will make your soft skin tremble with desire… Mmm! Baby watch and feel how your body reacts as my tongue makes your nipples swell with excitement… Baby as you arch your back just… “Move Your Body Closer” Mmm! Relax and let you body give into the melodies of the love-songs That are flowing in the many strokes that my tongue will write…in the essences of the softness of your skin… Let the lustful gazes of your eyes watch me undress before you…t

You Should Be Here
Your love is so dear and precious to me… There’s no question or any doubt in how I truly feel about you… I really want you baby more than you realize… You know that you drive me crazy with so much desire and Uncontrollable passion… When we’re together I can’t keep my hands from wanting to touch you… With each new morning that starts a new day I kiss and miss you when we have to part and I think to myself… You should be here… So that you know just how much my soul misses you… My thoughts run wild of wanting you in so many ways… That with just one look at you…is very so delightful that it gives me chills, thrills, and uncontrollable desires…from the fire that burns within’… I start to think of our lustful moments… That keeps me wanting more of you… You should be here… To feel my skin touching yours that sends me into cruise control… Of wanting your body heat warming up to mine… Making my temperature rise to new heights… That would only begin with one simple kiss from y

Newbie
Well this is my first acctual day here. It seems ok. Just not real thrilled with the money thing. Every time I click on something they want your credit card, upgrade, creditcard, rate above 10 , creditcard, add a ticker, creditcard, add a blast creditcard. It's kind of discourageing you know? I love to be on the internet but I sure as hell don't have money to throw around. I know ppl want to advertise but come on. Besides that i do enjoy the site, its great being able to acctually go in chatrooms. I guess I will give it a couple weeks and see what i think then. I belong to a couple social sites and have tried, geeze, I can't even remember how many. Some are just so boring. Hope my experiance here turns out better!!

Bragging About Kids
Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, 'My son is my pride and joy.He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday.' The second guy said, 'Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday.' The third man said: 'Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he starte

One Republic (i Havent Gone Indie Or Emo, Honest)
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You sta

This Site
not so sure i want to be on here anymore. accused of "following" when i'm just trying to rate pics so i can level up. not that it should matter since others "follow" me on things and i don't freak out. then again, i'm not trying to hide anything. that's usually the problem. i have a lot more problems on my "plate" then what someone i'm not even with is saying to others. but i'm beginning to wonder if this is worth it anymore. it has its fun moments, but other times it's nothing but aggravation. not gonna ask permission to rate someone just because it's someone they know too. fuck off. i'll rate who i want when i want. if it makes you uncomfortable, then maybe there's something you are hiding. the sooner you face it/admit it, the better you'll feel. if it's not that, then chill the fuck out. not trying to cock block, don't worry. if i'm told i'm following again, and the whole do as i say not as i do action comes in to play, then i am deleting this account. fuck it if i ha

Argue With A Woman?
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?' 'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?') 'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading' 'Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.' 'For reading a book,' she replies, 'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her again, 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading' 'Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and writ

Marking Nsfw Pics That Are Not!
To all the fu$k!ng haters out there that keep marking my pics NSFW need to be shot in the mo!her{ucking head. Go to F-IN myspace if the pics you marked NSFW are to much for you Bit(hes. They weren't even pics of me and they didn't even show any F-IN SKIN go back to church you bible thumpin bitc}es.

Mumms
I WAS ALWAYS TAUGHT......IF YOU DON`T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY THEN DON`T SAY ANYTHING. WHY DO PEOPLE GO TO PEOPLES MUMMS AND SAY MEAN SHIT??? I AM JUST CURIOUS. IF YOUR GOING TO BE MEAN THEN JUST DON`T SAY ANYTHING. THATS JUST ME, I DON`T GET IT !!!!1

"i Noticed The Bulge In His Bluejeans'
WE WERE DRIVING ROUND TOWN WHEN I NOTICED THE BULGE IN HIS BLUE JEANS,.. 'OMG I WAS WANTING THAT!",...I HAD TO FCKING TOUCH HIS DICK,MY PUSSY WAS GETTING WET JUST THINKING OF WHAT HE WOULD DO TO ME!,..SO I REACHED DOWN RUBBING IT,O FUCK HOW I LOVED TOUCHING HIM,HIS COCK WAS SOOO THICK!,...I BEGUN STROKING HIM WHILE SQUEEZING MY HAND TIGHTLY AT THE BASE OF HIS COCK O YEZ',...I KNEW WHAT THE BOSS LI ED,...LICK IT HE SAID',,......LOOKING UP INTO HIS IZE I ANSWERED "YES SIR" I MUST PLZ MY DADDY,...LEANING DOWN ,..I OPEN MY ALREADY WET LIPS...CURLING MY TOUNGUE JUST AROUND THE HEAD THEN DOWN THE SIDE TO HIS BALLS ,....OMGGGG,....SO FUCKING GOOD!!!

Congratulations Judi!!!
Congratualations too our newest GodMother. Stop by and congratulate her on making it.. Thanks for all the Fu-Love you showed too help her get here... If shes not a friend please fan,add,and rate shes a great friend too have and always there when her friends needs her. ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~@ fubar This GodMother pimpout brought too you by: ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by '♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-04-27 10:47:30') (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.' on '2008-04-28 12:02:06')

"he Seemed Shy'
WELL I MET HIM AT WORK,..HE SEEMED SHY,DIDNT TALK MUCH AT THE TIME UNTIL THAT DAY,..HE KEPT WATCHING ME,EVERYWHERE ID WALK,ALMOST OBSESSED IT SEEMED,..THEN HE DID IT,...HE WALKED OVER TO ME REACHING UNDER MY SKIRT WHILE WHISPERING IN MY EAR,...SHHHH...DONT MOVE!...FOR A SECOND I WAS AFFRAID....THEN I FELT HIM PUSH HIS FINGER BEHIND MY COTTON WHITE PANTIES,..OMG!!!,..."I BET U LIKE THIS DONT UI COULDNT SPEAK...AS HE KEPT FINGERING ME I LEANED MY HEAD BACK ,I FELT SO WET' I WAS ,..I WAS' O FUCK I WAS CUMMING!!

I Give Up....
I haven't seen my boyfriend in over 2 weeks. I have been very understanding. Now when I ask him if I will see him this weekend, there is yet another excuse. Fuck it! I'm giving up on him. I told him I will try to find a way there so he don't have to drive here. I'm sure there will be yet another excuse. If there is, well at least I know that I tried. I can't keep doing this shit. I'm the only one trying and I refuse to let him hurt me anymore than he already has. Well, thank you to all that read this. It was pretty much just me venting. Much Wicked Love. **Princess Of Darkness**

90 Year Old Virgin
Two 90 year olds had been dating for a while, when the man told the woman, "Well, tonight's the night we have sex!" And so they did. As they are lying in bed afterward, the man thinks to himself, "My God, if I knew she was a virgin, I would have been much more gentle with her!" And the woman was thinking to herself, "My God, if I knew the old geezer could actually get it up, I would have taken off my panty hose!"

Life Is Beautiful
"Life Is Beautiful" You can't quit until you try You can't live until you die You can't learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can't breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you're the joke There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Alive... Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes

The Appearace I - Iii
The Appearance Part I I see something across the room. In dark shadows, an eerie gloom. You've come for my soul. Determined in your goal. A thick fog rises from the bowels of hell. In caves of the deep an empowering yell. "Who's there?" I demand. "Show yourself,” I command. The Appearance Part II Cowering in the corner, you cry Screaming into the night, the pitch black sky You demand to know who's there A quiver in your voice, a glimmer of despair With your mind open The taste of fear ripens I will devour you every doubt In anguish you cry out... The Appearance Part III My soul may be taken If you so dare to Awaken The beast that dwells in my heart In deep caverns you must depart You may be after my soul But, I’m far closer to my goal Intriguing as it may sound I have already been found My dark prince has become my lord And thy life shall not be spared from my sword I have become the predator, and you are now my prey So, in the void kneel and pr

Hurt
wow he swore hed never hurt me. yet right now i feel like my heart is being shredded into lil pieces. ya know it wouldnt have mattered much if it was him i heard it from...hell at least i would have heard from him. but no i hear from a friend that he went to his wifes house to see the baby...which fine hes spending time with his daughter thats great. but i still havent heard from him and well if hes there hes been there all day. and now his phone is shut off....he tells me not to worry that hes not going anywhere but what the hell am i supposed to think. right now all i can think is hes with her again...i dont want to beleive it i dont want it to be true but my mind and heart are telling me something just isnt right here. why the hell would he be with her all day and not get ahold of me at all. what is he hiding? every time i let a guy in i get hurt im so fucking sick of it. and then men wonder why im a bitch.....

Joining Devilish Express
subject: JOINING DEVILISH EXPRESS post date: 2008-04-28 16:54:57 views: 6 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Welcome to Devilish Express Friendship Train TO ALL MEMBERS the one that can recruit the most referrals gets a one day blast They MUST say your fubar name for it to count on you they must rate/fan/add and they MUST keep tabs as well as you and we will AND PLEASE NO CHEATING AND EVERYONE HAS TO ADD BOTH DJ RISING STARS AND DEVILISH THIS IS A FRIENDSHIP TRAIN AND FRIENDS HELP FRIENDS SO IF ONE ASKS YOU FOR YOUR HELP PLEASE GIVE WITHOUT QUESTION

Lies In The End
You lie about where you have been I know your lying You lie to me about him I know your lying I tell you I know you are lying You hold to the lie I show you I know you are lying You hold to the lie You see the pain and hurt you cause me You continue the lie You see the pain and hurt you cause them You continue the lie I beg you to stop with him and the lying You run to him and again you lie Your lies finally tear us apart You run to him and again you lie I'm gone now Yet you still lie They soon follow Yet you still lie In the end you are left only with the lies The truth and reality you once had are gone.

Costume Party...
There was a guy who was struggling to decide what to wear to go to a fancy costume party... Then he had a bright idea. When the host answered the door, he found the guy standing there with no shirt and no socks on. "What the hell are you supposed to be?" asked the host. "A premature ejaculation," said the man. "I just came in my pants!"

No More Of My Money Will Be Spent At Best Buy...
OK so I got home this morning after working almost 16 hours to find out my lap top was not working..Of course my 14 year old son was the last person to use it...So naturally I am thinking he downloaded something or went to some porn site or something lol. So I stay up until BEST BUY opens and take my laptop in to see the GEEK SQUAD....NEVER AGAIN. First of all the little pipsqueak was rude. And then they told me it would take a week and a half to two weeks to get it fixed and back to me. Well, screw that. I took it to the local computer company Maverick Computers. They not only diagnosed what was wrong (my hard drive was dead and had to be replaced) but as you can see I am online which means they fixed it the same day. I will use them for all my computer issues from now on. Same day service compared to 2 weeks. It's a no brainer... Just some food for thought if you ever have computer issues....Don't be bullied into anything always check out your options.

To Clear The Air...
APPARENTLY SOME PEEPS ON HERE THINKIN IM FEEDING THEM SOME BULL SHIT SO IMMA LAY EVERYTHING OUT AND HOPE THIS WILL SOPT ANY LINGERING QUESTIONS. 1. I DONT LOVE MY EX NOR DO I HAVE FEELING...AND YES IM PUTTING DOWN FOR EVEN HER TO READ 2. IM FUCCIN SINGLE..PERIOD 3. YEAH I HAVE SOME PEEPS THAT I LIKE AND WOULD LIKE TO SEE AND OR DATE..AND DONT ACT LIKE IM PLAYIN YOU CAUSE WE HAVENT MET... 4. IM FUCCIN SINGLE....PERIOD 5. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR CONCERS LET ME KNOW. I HAVE BEEN ONLINE ALL THIS TIME AND HAVNT LIED ABOUT SHIT AND Y IN THE HELL WOULD I START NOW...

" Bama Boy"
A SEXY GUY FROM ALABAMA HE WAS,..PPL DIDNT MUCH KNOW EM BUT I SEEN HIM ON THE WEB ONE NIGHT AND RIGHT AWAY TOOK A LIKING TO HIM...HE HAD A SEXINESS THAT WAS LIKE NOONE ID EVER SEEN.THE WAY HE TALKED TO ME,HE KNEW JUST WHAT TO SAY.',...SO I AGREED TO MEET HIM ...FIRST NIGHT WE WALKED AROUND THE PARK AND MADE OUT ON A PICNIC TABLE,...I COULDNT HELP IT I LIKED TO FUCK YOU SEE!!,...THING IS,..MR.ALA DID ALSO,...WE STARTED A RELATIONSHIP AND HED COME OVER AND THE SEX WAS OUTRAGIOUS!,....LIKE THE FUCKING NIGHT HE COMES OVER WITH A BOTTLE OF JACK!,...O SHIT!!,...WE DID SHOTS THEN HE STARTED FUCKING ME AT THE DOOR,..PUSHING ME AGAINEST THE WALL MY PUSSY SLIDING OVER HIS LEG,..HE THROWS ME ONTO THE COUCH ..."I WANTA EAT U!",...LICKING MY PUSSYLIPS HE STARTED FINGERING ME..BITING ON MY CLIT,OMG...U GET THE IDEA RIGHT?,...NEXT TIME WE'RE MAKING LOVE AND HE SITS ME UP ON THE COUNTER SHOVING JUST AN INCH OF THAT THICK LONG COCK HE HAD1!,..ID BEG HIM FOR IT BUT

Just A Memory
u took my heart and rippd it away you have a blackheart but to my dismay i actually loved you you put me down called me so many names caused me to have a breakdown you played your game and i was only the pawn so many tears have fallen i cant believe i can still cry u had me in a dungeon but i cant deny that i still love you the pain may linger but ill go on living and my heart may be bitter im gonna quit crying all you are now is just a memory

Betrayal As A Blessing
I was talking to my friend about this. He was telling me about this friend that treats him like a doormat. He said he didn't want anything to do with this guy anymore. I was thinking WOW. There's quite a number of people that I do that to in my life as well. I gather it's normal. Then I started to question the purpose of betrayal happening to myself. Seriously checked in with what I have been doing (karma?) that caused these things to happen. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks. As I reflected I am who I attract at the end of the day. No reason for me to be pointing the finger at people who have caused me misery as I have caused those to people some time in my life. Good and bad things at the present moment are a result of your previous thoughts, actions and feelings. Think about it. I mean when you did a good deed. Did life not become better for u? And worst if you did bad? AND If you were feeling good about something, didn't that

Absence
Please, my dearest friends, don't panic. I've been under the weather, in more ways than one. I miss you people more than I miss my real friends (don't tell me what that says about me). I think of you all the time. I hope you are well, I've been sending you all positive thoughts and warmest wishes. My return, at least in the short term, will be minimal. Please don't be offended. I have some rebuilding to do in my personal life. I'm not going away, by any means. You can't shake me that easily, mi amigos. :-) My love to you all. Much love. ~jgw

Crystal Ship
Crystal Ship A Rondeau A crystal ship sailing on the seas of hopeless romance and fantasies. Through straits where dolphins splash and play and mermaid hosts sing the nights away, for a thousand moonlit eternities. I find myself lost upon these seas, looking for the key to my mysteries. Oh, come now Mariner and guide my way - A crystal ship - I stand and face these rolling seas, steeled by the truths of realities. Searching for a star to guide my way and lead me on to a better day, here on my ship of fantasies - A crystal ship -

Triolet
Triolet A Triolet If I were to push a triolet From all these words I hold inside, What would I, what would I say To fill the soul of that triolet? Would I throw my words away Or would I, would I patiently bide And wait and wait for this triolet To spring forth from me, from deep inside?

Obese Inmate Sues Jail After Losing Over 100 Pounds
300-Pound Ariz. Inmate Sues Over Jailhouse Menu BENTONVILLE, Ark. (AP) ¯ An inmate awaiting trial on a murder charge is suing a county in Arizona, complaining he has lost more than 100 pounds because of the jailhouse menu. Broderick Lloyd Laswell says he isn't happy that he's down to 308 pounds after eight months in the Benton County jail. He has filed a federal lawsuit complaining the jail doesn't provide inmates with enough food. According to the suit, Laswell weighed 413 pounds when he was jailed in September. Police say he and a co-defendant fatally beat and stabbed a man, then set his home on fire. "On several occasions I have started to do some exercising and my vision went blurry and I felt like I was going to pass out," Laswell wrote in his complaint. "About an hour after each meal my stomach starts to hurt and growl. I feel hungry again." But Laswell then goes on to complain that he undertakes little vigorous activity. "If we are in a small pod all day

Age
Does age really even matter now days? some say young people are not mature enough in life, but the way I see it is it depends on the person and how they are in life. You can be 40 years old and act so immature its pittiful. I see some young adults in life thats in their 20's and are responsable and respectful and know how to treat someone, then you have the older group that is disrespectful and has noclue what to do in life.anyways im just blabbin lol..

The Hanged Man’s Ballade
The Hanged Man’s Ballade (a Ballade with a Bob&Wheel refrain) A criminal against the state slated to die this early morn as I await my mortal fate upon the trump of reveille’s horn this death to which I was born so catch the fire in my eye beneath the deep red burning sky by the damned and hated noose I’ll spit in the hangman’s eye while the hempen knot’s still loose _____but see, _____how steady is my pace _____in the last moments given me _____the resolve in my face _____for I claimed my liberty A criminal against the state with no time left to mourn as I await my mortal fate on this early frosted morn this death to which I was born yet I’ll hold my head up high beneath the deep red burning sky and as I slip into the noose I’ll spit in the hangman’s eye while the hempen knot’s still loose _____but see _____how steady is my pace _____look close, what do you see _____the resolve in my face _____fueling the flames of Anarchy I contempl

Poetry-- Heaven
woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead more aliv

I Do Believe
I Do Believe a Triolet I do believe in my own mortality I do believe that someday I will die I do believe in the prospect of divinity but I’d rather dream of immortality I’d rather dream a grander fantasy I’d rather compose my own reply for though I do believe my own mortality I hope to live long after I die

Who Were You?
Who Were You? Who were you when you were a child What dreams captivated you, held you Built you into the man you are today? What brought you down this path This road you’ve chosen? Was it Destiny? Was it Fate? Did you intend to come this way?

Why
I just dont understand why it is that there is this one certain person i can't stand not talking to him but could never tell him that!! and then i have another that wont leave me alone i started treating him like crap! but then i realized i didnt like it when this one certain person does that stuff to me! so now i am nice to him and he keeps telling me he loves me! i feel bad cause i will never feel that way for him...and i want this other guy but he just dont feel the same way for me!!!my point being why is that the one you want dont want ya back and the one you dont treats you like a Queen!

The Dancer And The Dream
The Dancer and the Dream She has beautiful silken hair Which sways to and fro When she dances for me Sensuous and slow A rich mass of ebon black Swinging light and free I catch her perfumes as she passes Exciting passions deep within me She brushes back her hair Her dance slow and sweet Ah, the treasure behind her ear! I feel a rising heat She sees my emerging blush A smile gracing her lips As she dances before me I’m captivated by her swaying hips She catches my gaze And she moves to please Her graceful gestures Every movement a tease She steps back And my eyes follow Rising to meet her gaze And the way her eyes glow Beautiful is all that I can say Captivated is all I can be Of the smile in her eyes And the way that it warms me The smile graces too her lips A coy grin, a waiting kiss Desire swelling within me A dream, by chance, I’ll miss Regret, for she is so pretty In her every move and grace The subtle curves of her form The

Poem: My Dawn
"My dawn", is so beautiful, that I love to see her. Each morning when I awake, and know that I'm alive. "My dawn", how I love her so that, you show all your lovely colors. Even when you cry do you, shower love down on me. "My dawn", you are my dearest friend, that gives with all your loving heart. Being to me the sweetest and the most, precious gift of all to ever have. Its this way you have touched, my heart can I only describe you. That I see,taste,feel,smell and hear, from your spirit that you are my dawn. Signed: Raymond Starns Dated: 4/28/08

Monday--first Blog--life
Life is a weird thing when you really sit down and think about it. I don't just mean you are bored one day and skim the idea for a minute before your random thoughts lead you somewhere else. I mean when you sit down and actually think about it. I guess I have a lot of time on my hands because I seem to do it a lot. And isn't that what a blog is for? To write out your thoughts? I have always found it easier to be able to say something or write it down to further explore a thought. Like I said before, our thoughts are generally pretty random and it is sometimes hard to follow one train of thoughts. So here I am sitting in my room writing in a blog. Lots of questions come to mind. Will anyone read this? Will they like it? Will I like it when I look back and realize what was going on through my mind a week ago, a month ago, a year ago. Wow a year, that would be a very long time. Or is it? In the vast of our lives, the older we get the faster our lives go. So wouldn't that mean each

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Watch Out For This Bitch
TO ALL OF FU FAMILY MEMB THERE IS THIS GIRL THAT IS HACKING INTO PPLS PROFILE AND CHANGING ALL PASS WORDS AND DELETING FRIEND LIST I KNOW SHE HAS DONE IT TO 3 PPL ALREADY ..SO JUST BE CAREFUL OUT THERE.....IF YOU WASNT TO SEE HER GO TO MY FRIENDS LIST (LOOK UP CRAWDAD) THEN LOOK AT HIS PROFILE AND YOU WILL SEE HER ......WATCH OUT SHE WILL DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES ..PASS THIS TO ALL UR FRIEND AND FAMILY AND FANS

Got A Problem With Me Dating Black Men? Fuck U Then!
you know the drill..read from the bottom up..he viewed me recently so if you wanna find him and downrate him please do..he's in Texas and is 41 yrs old. I cant believe how narrow minded some people are. WTF ->♫F&#...: oh you're racist,fuck that fuck off scum ♫F&#...: because you had interacial folder and im againt mixing.so im sure yu have been with black me. ->♫F&#...: but why rate me a ten ,then change it to a 1?? ->♫F&#...: i dont usually question rates

2 Months
ON April 24th was two months since my brother died. I miss him so much! I wish he was here with me during my hard times but i wouldn't want him to be back and everyone on his ass the way they used to be. He went out with a bang the way he wanted to.It's still hard to think about him and not cry, but i'm stronger. I can now look at a croch rocket and not break down crying. He loved those motorcycles.

What Is Dragon Magick?
Dragon Magick is the calling upon of Dragons to aid you and become co-magicians with you. Dragon Magick can be practiced on its own or along with other Magickal Traditions. Dragon Magick is not for everyone. Those who practice Dragon Magick must be self-disciplined seekers who realize the potential dangers but dares to communicate with and befriend this vast astral power of the ages. It is for the Magician who is serious about changing his/her life and the living space around them. When a Magician dances with Dragons, as the practice of Dragon Magick is called, he/she discovers an intensity of power never before tapped. When tapped into this intensity, it is exhilarating and a Spiritual high. When you are befriended by Dragons as Co-magicians they can empower your rituals no matter what tradition you practice far beyond what you have normally encountered. Their grasp of ancient knowledge is deep and profound. Their ability to see through layers of time both present and past as well

Dragons - Light & Dark
DRAGONS OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS Being the greatest of Dragons, the two Elder Dragons are the most difficult to describe. They embody the principles of Light and Darkness on a cosmic level, most similar to Yin and Yang. They are balanced opposites in harmony. Working with them is like touching pure active or receptive, two concepts very difficult to grasp. They are far easier to work with and communicate. This is in no way to state that they are impossible to work with, only that it is difficult to do so due to their vast powers. Approach them as you might approach the Tao in Chinese philosophy, with respect and reverence. See them as the living embodiment of the principles of Yin and Yang, Night and Day, Darkness and Light. It is also important to remember that 'evil' and 'good' is neither one's sole domain, they contain both, as do we. The Elder Dragons are invoked primarily as an augmentation to any other working you are performing. They are called upon to help balance the

Test Of The...
This is just a test of the blog of fubar; Had this been an actual blog entry this would have been filled with witty prose or controversial commentary. Thank you for previewing this public service announcement.

Rick
this was actually written 3/18/2008 but it got lost among my econmic's notes till now lol ooopsy Rick 3/18/08 Now that I’ve had a taste of Your love My world has changed. Staring into your blue eyes and seeing That look The one I’ve been searching for, For so long nnow Has taken its toll on my mind. The feel of your touch, Your skin on mine Has captivated me. The taste of your kiss, the feel of Your lips on mine Has stolen my heart. The sound of your voice on my Worst days Makes them all better. Your scent lingers on my skin. All of these things Combined Make up the visions in my mind During the day, And My dreams in the night. My dreams Make it easier to get thru the nights And days In which you are so far away. Somehow, someway You have managed to get to me in away No one else has In a very long time. The way I feel, How real it is, How deep it runs, All truly scare me because Im afraid it might not All be real. Yet you are my drug My

She Speaks To Me
she speaks to me She speaks to me with a voice That would soften a heart of stone The accents of her tongue Making a music like I’ve never known And the smile in her eyes... How do you call a golden blue? Shining clear and light, fresh and pure Like flowers touched with morning dew Her tress is a flaxen dream A golden halo fair And never before have I seen Such beautiful silken hair She smiles as I tell her this Her cheeks a rising blush But how can I tell her what I really feel With my heart in such a rush?

Dragons - Meeting, Calling And Circle
The first thing one should do is create an atmosphere that will attract dragons. Pictures and statuary will help. The next thing is to take a good look at yourself and decide if you are ready. Do you think you have what it takes to work with dragons? They are not a force to be controlled or manipulated. They are creatures far older and wiser than us, and if you try to pull one over them, they are not going to be happy. It is for a serious person, who wants to cultivate a friendship and partnership, not someone who just wants power. Working with dragons requires that you earn their trust and friendship by showing that you are worthy of it. This doesn't mean you must be perfect. Dragons realize that humans aren't perfect, nor is the world we live in. but, if you put some effort into it, and do what you can, you will find some great friends. How some people greet them is by lighting a bit of sandalwood incense, because sandalwood is incense for all dragons, as is dragon's blood. Then,

Hmmm
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names): (AT THIS VERY SECOND) 1. I just wish you would back the fuck off and let me raise my own son!!! 2. You are so smart and so perfect and you will be a much better person then I ever was. 3. Just remember you fucked up not me. I would have never done that to you and now your paying for it. 4. I'm glad to see your life getting better and that you have found someone but I do miss chillin with ya. 5. I bet your sad now that you missed all those years and now that I am a man who got here all by myself from the gutter i have risen and I did it without your help. 6. I beilve we share alot more together then you let on, but don't worry I'm Not That Guy. Loyal till the end! 7. You need to wake the fuck up and stay away from him before something really bad happens maybe not to you but to your son!!! 8. I don't know how many times I just wish i could make it all right and make everything possible I wi

Dragon Blessing Ritual
Dragon Blessing Ritual This is a ritual for blessing and consecrating all of your ritual tools. It doesn't matter if the tools are only for dragon magick or if they are for all types of magick, it is still wise, and a nice gesture to ask the dragons to add their power. This ritual is best done at the Full Moon or at noon. All of your tools may be consecrated at once, or at different times if you haven't collected all of the magickal tools you want. This goes with any type of consecration ritual. Have pure frankincense gum to burn in the incense burner. NOTE: With most incense that is from pure substances, especially gums, a little goes a long way. I speak from personal experience). Tools that you will find useful at this point in practicing dragon magick are the dragon pentacle (a pentacle with a dragon, in, on, or around it), the pentacle disk, incense burner, chalices, salt dish, sword, and wand. If you cannot drink wine, substitute apple cider, fruit juice, or soda.

Are You Kidding Me???
THESE HATNG ASS BITCHES CAN KISS MY WHITE ASS....STOP REPORTING MY PICS AS NSF AND GET A DAMN LIFE LOOSERS!!! SOMEONE REPORTED MY LEG PICTURE AS NSF ALONG WITH ANOTHER ONE AND I AM FULLY CLOTHED!! WOWWW FUBAR IS PISSING ME OFF BADDD!!! I AM THINKING OF CLOSING MY ACCOUNT!!! PEACE YOU ASSHOLE WHO EVER YOU ARE THAT REPORTED ME!! BRIDGET!!!

Is Life Funny
life is funny when you're out getting high, looking in from upside down face first into the light....nothing to stop you, no need to fight just let it be, float right by..time stopped by the light will soon turn dark...then time back to where we began..before we got high and back into life...funny or not its just life

Do You Want To Own Me
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Sex Story #11
JUST ANOTHER SEX STORY.....I LOVE TO WRITE, WHEN I HAVE THE TIME, OR IS THAT WHEN I AM IN THE MOOD, LOL.....IT'S NOT TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, JUST FUN......WITH MY WILD IMAGINATION, LOL..... SEX STORY 11 I close my eyes and almost feel you, and how you would touch me.....kiss me so deep and passionately.....removing my clothing very slowly so ur finger tips can softly touch my skin, brush across my bra as u lift it up over my head.....turn me around, as ur lips gently touch my skin and my neck, unbuttoning my bra one latch at a time, kissing my back while removing my bra slowly.....slowly letting the straps fall over my shoulders and down my arms....u stand over me, your hands rubbing my shoulders, down my arms, u r kissing my neck, my shoulders, looking down to see my big huge breasts......your hands cup them, nipples in between your finger and thumb, u pinch and roll them.....I let out a gasp of air, my head back on your chest....our mouths meet, tongue gliding

Does She Know
Does she know how the world is different since we met? Can she see this shiny new creation that appeared with her? Does she know that I think of her continuously? That sometimes I can't sleep for fear of missing her. Does she feel my heart beat for her and her alone? Sometimes it does so loudly I think she could hear it regardless of the distance. Does she trust the words I tell her? They are only words but they are all I have to give to her. Can she trust her heart although we have never met? My heart has been hers for as long as I can remember. Can she see that I will never mislead her? That I will give every minute of my life to make her happy. Does she know that I love her?

A Novelty?
A friend on MySpace sent me a message saying that she finds my personality interesting and creative blah blah blah and that I'm not the usual type of guy that she comes across.This got me doing some thinking.I've been attracting women who,for one reason or another,have said kind of expressed the same thing.Not directly but I can tell..shit,come to think of it,I would not have initially approached them.Not because they are unattractive,but because I think that they think that I'm not their type. In the last two years,I've switched gears in terms of the type of women I'd want to date. Prior to that,I went by physical beauty,then personality.After a while I let that go 'cause I got tired of stuck up women who had not much personality behind the looks...in my opinion.I think women who have a personality that matches their looks are few and far in between.I believe they are out there but I'm not one to spend a lot of energy looking for them.Now I'll go for above average looking woman aka

My Sunshine
my sunshine, my sunshine is someone like you, who is there at night, who is there in the morning, my sunshine is someone like you, who puts thier feelings aside, to make other poeple smile, My sunshine is someone like you, who makes work happy, who makes life happy, My sunshine is someone like you, its not the sun shinning bright, its your smile on a cloudy day, My sunshine is someone like you, someone worth living for, someone i care for, My sunshine is someone like you. by bedrock

This Time Of Year...
This weekend was so rough for me. On the 25th, it was two years that my Mom passed away, and that took a lot out of me. I miss her so much. And this weekend was the year anniversary that my ex came to visit me before she moved here from Ohio to be with me. Now she is gone. DAMN I miss her! We met on this site and I still cry over her. How sad is that?

Opportunity Knocked, And I Finally Answered The Door
Some of you know that I've been promoted at work. Which means I actually took advantage of an opportunity. An opportunity that has presented itself time and again over the past eight years. What opportunity, you may ask? It's to edit and lead the North Central News, a weekly newspaper that is published within our same company that produces the paper I have served for nine years – the Northeast Herald. All here in the Alamo City area. Going from staff writer to what a college adviser had half-jokingly called me eons ago ("glorified staff writer) in some respects won't be much of a significant change. Save for the welcome pay increase and slightly altered schedule. And the idea that I no longer must attend so many government meetings week after week after week. And I would actually have to manage a reporter rather than be held accountable to another editor. It's a daunting challenge, no doubt, but nothing with which I'm not familiar. I've edited before in college and even launched

Just So You Know:)
I might be getting WITH someone named KEVIN from gr mi. NOT AN EX OF MINE. This is the good kevin. he makes me smile if you couldnt tell in the newest pictures.... Hes a nice nice guy and weve waited for a time to be together and it just so happens were single so idk we might in time just a forewarning. So there is a different between the GOOD kevin and BAD kevin!

~ Faith In You ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Faith In You ~ I don't have faith in technology, Even though we created it. All this stuff just breaks down anyway, And you can never get it fixed. But I do have Faith in You. I don't have Faith in politics, But I do believe in the will of the people. I don't know much about big time religion But I believe in the cross on the steeple. And I do have Faith in You. And after all this time the lie becomes the truth We traded in our innocence and sacrificed our youth. But you give me Your Love the one thing I can't lose You believed in me, And I still have Faith in You. The more I search for my significance, Seems the more I disappear. And I wonder, have I made a difference in anybody's life Since I've been here. And I can hear your laughter, it's the sweetest sound I've ever known. :) I don't know how love happens, But I know I'm not alone. And I do have Faith in You. And after all this time some

Boy Russ Is Having A Happy Hour!
Oh watch out Fubar! The ONE and ONLY Boy Russ is having his Happy Hour Saturday 9 a.m. PST! He is one of the COOLEST peeps on here and ALWAYS brings the FUNK, so show him some of that SEXY FU love we all know and HOOK HIM UP with all you got! He deserves ALL that and then SOME!!! boy russ@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!! This has been another MILF production :-) The Baddest MILF® ~Chuckiiboo's MILFII POO@ fubar

You Should Know.
My smiles reflect the love you give and continue to give me. My laughter carries all the joy you have shared with me. The sparkle in my eyes shines brighter with the thought of you in my life. I dream and dance and sing and love and share and learn and grow better because you are a part of my soul. When I think of how much I love you . . . . well you have not asked but the following is how you make me feel. This is not love in the meadows . . . it is love wherever, whatever, whenever. I feel like taking deeper breaths and trying to taste the air to make sure what I have is real. I feel like tossing my head back and laughing until I think I no longer can . . . and then doing it again. I feel like I was given a gift no one else in the world has . . . and although I want to share it . . . I want to keep it to myself even more. I feel like I would surely be dancing instead of walking should others not think me crazy. I feel safe in your arms . . . untouchable really. I feel

Lmaoo New Anti - Love/lust Shot , Check It Out!
MEDICAL BREAKTHROUGH!!IT'S AMAZING!! FIRST EVER TO GET NEW ANTI-LOVE SHOT!!JADE SAYS SHE'LL NEVER GO BACK! A Beverly Hills woman, 40 year old Jade (last name not provided), is the first American to receive a new vaccine developed by Whittier Labs, a Florida research facility. Dubbed "the Marriage Vaccine", Whittier Labs is quick to point out that the breakthrough, whose chemical trade name is "nyetsx4moi", is not really a vaccine at all, but rather a chemical which, when injected intramuscularly, inhibits a person's interest in the opposite sex. "What nyetsx4moi actually does," says company spokesperson Deborah Viccors, "is totally negate the body's automatic responses to the opposite sex. Men can take it, and so can women. In effect, it makes the opposite sex virtually invisible to the user. What I mean is, the user of this drug will view persons of the opposite sex as though they were persons of the same sex---there will be no sexual or romantic interest at all."

Yay First Time Here!
So this is not my first time to this site but it's my first time posting on this site. I am totally excited about it! I constantly hear good things and I'm anxious to try it out and see how it works out!

Bi Does Not Equal Confused...
..or does it? I'm actually starting to wonder that myself right now. I have "labeled" myself as bisexual because I do enjoy sex with both males and females, but does that mean I'm just "more fun" as some put it or confused? I really don't know. Right now it is really tough because I can only indulge in the male side of my sexuality. I do not know any other bi/lez girls to hang out with. So, I'm forced to just be "straight". This leaves me feeling unfulfilled. But I worry that even when I do get to date a girl that I will still feel the same way because there is more that I want. How does one resolve this? I really wish I knew... I guess I didn't have a point for this blog.. just needed to get it outta my head.

Support Our Troops
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.H

City's Gone Help Us
PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER. APRIL 28TH I WAS MOWING THE YARD AND SHE WAS SLEEPING IN THE FRONT YARD. WHEN I WAS DONE SHE WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. PLEASE JUST LOOK AT THE PICTURE AND GET IT OUT TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW. SHE'S CHIPED WITH ALL OUR INFORMATION. PLEASE HELP ME FIND OUR BABYGIRL.

Why Are People So Rude!!!!
this is a conversation with some random woman who commented on my picture with pink hair. what do you think? SHE WAS WAY OUT OF LINE! {p.s. you have to read from bottom to top. its a fubar shoutbox conversation} diane_1: so grow up then.. if you are 18 like you say, then YOU FUCK OFGF AND STOP TALKING TOI ME ->diane_1: NOT FUCKING REALLY! She dies her hair for personal reasons and you are acting childish by judging people because of their actions. SO FUCK OFF! i dont care what you think. your not my mother. diane_1: if she is still dying her hair.. then she is still a kid in an adults body! sorry ->diane_1: dont judge my mother diane_1: you and you mom are very much alike... young kids ->diane_1: okay. well, A. your not my mother. B. ive been dying my hair WITH my mother since i was 12. C. its not your place to degrade me because of my choices. . . . thanks for your imput. diane_1: thats why you do stupid things...dying your hair is bad for your scalp! I have

My Blabbing Mouth On Myspace !
Okay so I am sitting here thinking to myself , Sherina you need a good blog ,but my mind is drawing a blank so I figured Id just come in here just yap my trap about any ol thing that decides pop up in this chicks crazy mind.. I woke this morning realizing that today was Jasmines' fieldtrip and that she signed up for a bring from home lunch instead of the school sack lunch.. this I dont blame her..who in the hell wants a school mystery meat and mystery fruit sacked lunch..lmfao Mystery Meat So we get dressed drive up to the store just up the street and she picks out what she wants in her lunch sack. Well she chose for me to make her a ham n cheese sandwhich, no biggy but this isnt a full meal so we look further and we see that lunchables are on sale 3 for 2 dollars so she picks out 1 of those and I pick the other 2, okay so we have sandwhich, crackers with meat slices and cheese with a capri sun drink..woohoo dont have to by a single drink for her..lol well this to me still isnt

My Break-up
My live in boyfriend of almost 9 years and I have decided to part ways. We decided this together and amicably. We haven't been getting along for a while now and the fighting has taken it's toll on us and our children for long enough. So two nights ago he packed his things and left. I have to admit that I am a little down not to mention way nervous. I never thought about or planned on being a single mother, but we all do what we have to do for our sanity and the sanity of children. I've never been alone before so it is all kind of new to me. I basically lived with my mom before Nathan I got together. I'm glad that my kids are here. I don't know what I would do without them. They seem to be taking it pretty well, but like my friend told me..kids are resilient. Anyway, thanks to my friends for being here for me. Thank the Goddess for Fuber..my place to get away and just be me and my home away from home. XOXO, Traci

Guys Are Jerks!
so i guess i have to be single for guys on this site to talk to me.......you are lame! all you want is a peice of ass. i have one guy EVERY single day begging me to dump my bf. well, it aint gonna happen. one guy got all made cause im not into married guys. HAAHAH

People Who Suffer From.....
delusions of grandeur - a delusion (common in paranoia) that you are much greater and more powerful and influential than you really are. I just had an encounter with someone who suffers from this. Wow...he really thinks he mightier than God. I really feel sorry these kind of people. They really are a lonely soul. Personal message below To the sufferer ( Oh ...yes...Google is my friend! Asshole!) You Know Who You ARE!!

Final Week Of Contest Vote! Vote!!!!!!!
COME VOTE HURRY HURRY! ONLY A WEEK! Here it is the last week of the Contest for the Fubar Reality Challenge I can't believe I made it this far SAWEET! I have 5 Photos that need Voted on so PLEASE! VOTE VOTE! CLICK ON ANY PHOTO FOR A FREE RIDE & VOTE! VOTE! VOTE! It's for 1 million FuBucks OR 1 month VIP 1 Bling Pack OR a Official certificate of kicking @$$ that he will make Havok@ fubar

The Other Half Escapes
The Other Half Escapes By: The Evil Twin She curls up into a ball. Holding herself tightly. Rocking back and forth. She starts to cry. Not understanding the whole. Wishing she was someone else. Wishing she was somewhere else. Anywhere but here. Thoughts running throw her head. And in a moment, She is gone. I am out now. I’m free to play. Free to do as I please. Which isn’t good for her. Because I am evil. I am destruction. I want to destroy. The name of my game, Is kill or be killed. I reject all pain. And I know, My other half is dieing. And without both halves, There is none. I am stronger now, And I feed off her pain. The more pain I intake, The angrier I become. Seeking out the cause of this pain. Trying to subside, The breaking heart. I begin to laugh, Uncontrollably. Watching it all swirl around me. Could this be a new beginning for me? Will I gain the strength I need, To take her over once and for all?

Songs We Love But Hate To Admit It!!
DO YOU HAVE A SONG THAT YOU JUST ABSOLUTELY LOVE BUT HATE TO ADMIT IT BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'S JUST ALL AROUND GOOFY!! WELL NOW IS YOUR CHANCE TO TELL EVERYONE "HEY I LOVE THIS SONG" "DANI" DJ_SMURFETTE IS ON THE PROWL FOR SONGS PEOPLE LOVE BUT HATE TO ADMIT IT! CLICK HER LINK BELOW AND SEND HER A PRIVATE MESSAGE TELLING HER WHAT YOUR SONG IS!! ON THURSDAY MAY 1st FROM 2-4est. SHE WILL BE DOING A SHOW ON "SONGS WE LOVE BUT HATE TO ADMIT IT!" SO SEND HER YOUR SONG AND THEN COME TO DIRTY DEEDS RADIO AND LISTEN FOR YOUR SONG TO BE PLAYED! ~♥Ðani♥~♫DJ SMURFETTE♫~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~*FU-OWNED BY !!!_-AUSSIE-_!!!*@ fubar CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO COME TO DIRTY DEEDS RADIO'S LOUNGE:

Hi
hi i am Leah innocent eyes , sexy smile, sweet lips, hot legs , hot butt, and hot boobies, love to wear shorts, short dresses, thongs, and gstrings and of course seethru tops,that show my hard nipples.. if you are interested in me you can add me to your msn: kisses_love4u@hotmail.com

New Lounge Now Open Dixie Rebels
ROCKIN FUBAR DIXIE STYLE COME ON IN MEET THE STAFF OF DIXIE REBELS FUBARS NEWEST AND BEST LOUNGE KY SNAKE OWNER ILLUSIVE ANGEL OWNER SWTCHRRYPIE OWNER TIGER EYES MANAGER CLICK THE FLAGS TO SHOW YOUR PRIDE!!!!! DIXIE REBELS NOW HIRING DJS AND PROMOTERS! THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT??

Snuggle Song
You are my sweetest love, this love I always wanna hug, because I really love you, the world just has to know. I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25X) My love is deep and true I'd be lost if not with you So long it would have been If not for you and me I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25x) Our feelings are so strong And our hearts will beat as one Another ending story Is what I have with you I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25x) You are my sweetest love, this love I always wanna hug, because I really love you, the world just has to know. I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be.

Bid Bid Bid!!!
Our Lounge will be hosting a LIVE AUCTION!! Come on in, join the fun and win yourself a fu-slave!!! Auction Dates are as Follows: Women Auctions are held on Wednesday Nights at 9pm EST. Mens Auctions are held on Friday Nights at 9pm EST. Sooo Come on in and dont miss the opportunity to BID BID BID!!!! DONT MISS OUT ON THE FUN!!!

Complicated Questions
Easy to be taken with everything you’re saying Make us perfect and say it all again But if every single second’s killing Tell me I’m dreaming I’ll sleep it all away Tear out this love Tear up the root Tear out this love Tear me from you You know you can tell me anything you want to Tell me something that I’d never know Could be cautious as the words roll over your tongue I’m stung with sick discovery Tear out this love Tear up the root Tear out this love Tear me from these complicated questions Taking all the empty spaces inside me I don't want to hear these simple answers But complicated answers never did you any justice anyway I don't want to hear you lie to me Complicated as we are we’re going have to burn it all away Tell me now if every single second's killing Tell me i'm dreaming Complicated questions take up all the empty spaces inside me I don't want to hear these simple answers But complicated answers never did you any justice anyway I do

Life An Love
A blessed thing is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust uttlerly: who knows the best an the worst of us, an who loves us spite of all our faults, who will speak the honest truth to us, while the world flattens us to our face, an laughs at us behind our back: who will us counsel an encourage us in the day of the difficuly an sorrow, when the world leaves us to fight our own battles as we can!

Let Go
I feel so alone again I know that I need you To help me make it through the night And I pray that you believe in me You gave me my strength To face another day alone And I need you now my friend More than you know yah When will we meet again Cause i can't let go of you This world brings me down again I know that I need you To help me make it through at night And I pray that you're the one for me You gave me my strength to face another day alone And I need you now my friend More than you know yah When will we meet again Cause I can't let go I can't let go As time passes by I find Things never seem to change When i feel alone You bring me back to you And I need you now my friend More than you know yah When will we meet again Cause I can't let go of you No I can't let go

Dead Skin
So I'm the king Of all these things Of this mess I have made Such a waste What a shame My whole life is a fake Well I'm a bore And I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you That has torn at you for years The alcohol The Demerol These things never could replace What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you That has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin I'm not sure where to begin Why can't I begin again I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin Can I sleep til then Phenobarbital and alcohol These two surely will do To knock me out Keep me down at least a day or two When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bare some days I pray someone will blow me away Make it quick But let it burn So I can feel my life fade Well I'm a waste and I can taste How bitter I've become And It's more than I can bare I ca

Ashley Dupre Cleaning Up Again
This little slut is an admitted call girl prostitute and she's claiming she was abused. RIGHT!! 'Kristen' Sues 'Girls Gone Wild' For $10 Million Spitzer Call Girl Claims Company 'Exploited' Minor MIAMI (CBS/AP) ¯ The call girl linked to the downfall of former New York Gov. Eliot Spitzer sued the founder of the "Girls Gone Wild" series on Monday for $10 million, claiming he exploited her image and name to advertise the racy videos. Ashley Alexandra Dupre, 22, contended in the lawsuit that she was only 17 -- too young to sign legally binding contracts -- and drunk on spring break in 2003 when she agreed to be filmed for "Girls Gone Wild" in Miami Beach. Dupre "did not understand the magnitude of her actions, nor that her image and likeness would be displayed in videos and DVDs," says the lawsuit filed by Miami attorney Richard C. Wolfe. The lawsuit filed in federal court in Miami names as defendants "Girls Gone Wild" founder Joe Francis, two of his companies and a m

I Still Cant Believe..
i am a wife and my dress was so beautiful.. i even was a beautiful bride!! i must have stared at my reflection for about 10 minutes straight and kept peeking after.. i never thought i'd look that beautiful on my wedding day and that was before i had the dress on!! my photographer laughed at my astonishment and constant peeks.. lol i just kept saying out loud "I can't believe thats me!!" i wasnt even nervous, just in awe..in a big daze.. lol it was all wonderful.. my ceremony was unique, quick and cute. my reception was awesome and all thanks to the wonderful help at the hall and the friendly and great photgraphers.. i had lots of fun.. just wish it didnt end..the DJ was awesome too. he had everyone up dancing and cool light displays.. my brides maids looked beautiful in their red dresses and the guys looked so handsome but my husband was so gorgeous and handsome in his tux..love seeing him dressed up.!! well this will be a wonderful memeory for me..

The Young Woman And The Fork
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once told me this story, and from that time on I have always tried to pass along its mess

My Mother
Sunday I lost one of the most important people in my life..My Mother. Who was the most beautiful person in the world. When someone you love is suddenly taken from you with no warning you realize how precious every minute is. I have realized I have been lax in letting the people I care about know exactly how much I love them. except my mom she knew how much she meant to me.I know I will never take another day minute or second for granted. To all my friends if I havent told you recently I am now I Love u all

Whither Away
Kisses left and long but gone, like creeping shadows of a night with no dawn, I see your number and I pick up the phone, but I never call and sit here alone, desperate nights to replace your embrace, only brings mornings of remembering your face, I cry out to the one in my arms witha kiss that I send, if you don't love me then at least lets pretend, If you must leave by the dawn, then let the night last so long, then give me the morning as it turns into day, as deep down inside I wither away. By Robert George Frayer (-AKA - Kain -)

Contest Help
Hi I am doing a contest that a friend asked me to and if you all arent busy tonight and up until wednesday at midnight I could use your help to bomb The person with the least amount of comments wins 30 blings and i could really use this on the road to godfather Here is the link id appreciate any comments you could give Bomb this link NOT MY PICTURE Erin

The Path
A friend is someone who walks with you along life's path. Sometimes for a day or two, sometimes for a lifetime. And while the paths you take may seperate for a time, for many reasons both good and bad, they may yet cross again someday. And even while seperated, a true friend is always with you, for when friendship is given, a part of that person goes with you always. The strength of the friendship is shown not in the good times, but in times of turmoil or seperation. A friend will give you strength in times of need even when they have none for themselves. A friend will let you go when needed, to let you be your own person, to find yourself. But they will always be waiting with open arms should the paths cross again.

My Ever Changing Hair Color
I got my hair cut and colored today. I did darker low lights with the blonde streak now being Red!!!! My ever changing hair color. I love playing with it. My hair dresser asked me why I don't do this for a living since I love playing with hair. You never know? Maybe I should go to beautician school? Maybe it is my calling? I have a medical appointment I need to go to soon. Today is a busy day for me. I hope you all have a good day. kisses and love Cristi

The Angel's Kiss
We go trough life so often, not stopping to enjoy the day. And we take each one for granted, as we travel on our way. For in your pain and sorrow, an Angel's kiss will help you through. This kiss is very private, for it is meant for only you. We never stop to measure, anything we just might miss. But if the wind should blow by softly, you'll feel an Angel's kiss. A kiss that is sent from heaven, a kiss from up above. A kiss that is very special, from someone that you love. So when your hearts are heavy, and filled with tears and pain, and no one can console you, remember once again... About the ones you grieve for, because you sadly miss. And the gentle breeze you took for granted, was just AN ANGEL'S KISS.

'tis Better To Have Loved Part1
'Tis Better to Have Loved by LateNiteFantasy© "What's this?" Jim asked, as he picked a small leather bound book up off of the nightstand. "It looks like the old man's diary. He was writing in it quite a bit these past few days," replied Robert, the other hospital orderly. "Well, what should I do with it?" questioned Jim. "Either throw it away or keep it. The old man had no friends or relatives that I know of," was the off the cuff response by Robert. Jim thought for a moment and then placed the book on the end of the bed, ready to be taken with him when he and Robert were finished cleaning the room for the next patient. He picked up the book as they were leaving the room and headed to his locker where he tossed it upon a shelf, ready to be taken home when his shift was over. Jim returned home that night to his shabby apartment, extremely tired. He was late as usual from fighting traffic and "the something" that always needed to be done at the last minute at the hos

'tis Better To Have Loved Part3
Jim paused for a moment, remembering the old man. He had only been assigned to the old man's ward a couple of days ago and the old man was in pretty bad shape; barely able to speak. Yet, they hit it off. It was like they had known each other all along. The old man always had a smile or some small joke for Jim when he came into the room. He liked that old man and he even missed him now that he was gone. Of course old is a relative term. To Jim he was old. The 'old' man was probably only about 50 or so, but was so weak, pale, and frail from the radiation treatments and the hard life that he obviously led; that he could have easily passed for 70. Jim took a few more bites, another swig from his bottle, and turned to the next page. The diary continued. It all started when I was 28, my brief ascent into Heaven and then my long decline into Hell. I ran a small flower shop in town and one day "she" came in. She was a girl I had known. I secretly loved her in high school. God, she w

'tis Better To Have Loved Part5
"He did it. My husband did this to me!" She could contain herself no longer and burst out bawling like a hurt child. I grabbed her and held her close to me. Just wanting to let her get it all out, to ease her pain anyway I possibly could. Her head was on my shoulder and mine was on hers. Her tears flowed freely onto my back as mine did onto hers. We were one, joined by her sorrow and by my sorrow for her. All I could do was to hold her tight and let her know that I cared. By this point in the diary, Jim could hardly contain the welling in his own eyes. He set the diary down; went into the bathroom and got some tissues. He was amazed that he could be so moved. He had thought that all his emotions had died years ago. When Jim had regained his composure he returned to the kitchen table and picked up the diary to continue his reading. He noticed that there were fresh water stains on the pages he just read. He hadn't even realized that he was crying. We just held onto each ot

'tis Better To Have Loved Part7
When she returned home early in the morning, her husband suspected that she was having an affair and beat her mercilessly. She nearly died from the abuse; instead she wound up in the hospital for nearly a month healing from the horrendous treatment at her husband's hands. Then, upon being released from the hospital, she called me one evening with the news. "I'm pregnant." "Wha What? Is it his or mine?" "It must be yours. The timing is right, and we have been trying to have a baby for years. I'm pretty sure that he's sterile." "Oh my God, what are we going to do?" "Nothing. There's nothing to do. I'll just let him think that it is his baby. Don't worry about me. I'll be alright." If only I had her courage as well as her confidence. As her belly grew, so too did the doubts of her husband as to the paternity of her child. So, though he had been loath to be tested for sterility prior, he now eagerly sought to find out if he could sire a child. One night, in her

'tis Better To Have Loved Part8
Late one night, as I took out the trash into the ally behind the shop, I was jumped by two men and beaten with nightsticks. I know it was some cops on his payroll, but I couldn't prove it. It was too dark to make out any faces clearly and they didn't wear any badges or uniforms. As I lay recovering in the hospital, my flower shop and home burned to the ground. The insurance company refused to pay off since the official report listed the cause as arson. I tried to get good jobs after that, but I was turned down everywhere I went. I guess it wasn't enough to murder my love and soul mate, have me beaten to a pulp and to burn down my business and home. He wanted to see me broken, a shell of a man. I may die homeless and penniless, but I get the last laugh. I'm not broken and never will be and he can't stand that. I only hope that my son has the courage to never let that bastard take away his true love as I let him take away my true love, Linda Ann. I know that she will be there waiti

God Hear My Prayer
MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY,PLEASE HEAR THE WORDS I SPEAK WITHIN MY SOUL.I HAVE COME TO LOVE WHERE I AM,PLEASE DONT LET IT FALL BENEATH THE CREVICES.I KNOW I SHOULDN'T ASK.OH GOD HEAR MY PRAYER.MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY.I FILL SO HELPLESS.MY FAULT NO ONE THE BLAME.I KNEW,AND YET I LET THINGS HAPPEN THE WAY THEY HAVE.DEAR GOD HEAR MY PRAYER.PLEASE MAKE THINGS RIGHT.I HAVE ASK THIS SO MANY TIMES AND I KNOW,I KNOW,ALL THAT YOU GIVEN.PLEASE HEAR MY PRAYER,MY HEART IS ACHING ,NOT FROM WHAT I HAVE FOUND,NOT FROM THE LOVE FR0M MY FANATSY.JUST A TROUBLE SOUL,FACING A DIFICULT JOURNEY.A PATH I CHOSE TO WALK UPON.GOD HEAR MY PRAYER.PLEASE MAKE THIS HEART,THAT IS TROUBLE ,BE AT PEACE.LET THAT INVADE MY SLEEP WALK AWAY FROM ME.MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY.LET ME STEP AMIDST YOUR STRENGTH AND FEED MY WORLD WITH YOUR LIGHT.MAYBE I HAVE ASKED TO MUCH OF YOU,THIS I AM SORRY.FOR FATHER YOU HAVE GIVEN MANY CHANCES TO GET T RIGHT.PLEASE DEAR LORD LET THIS LAST CHANCE BE RIGHT.MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY,PLEASE HEAR MY

Love And Lust
I was sitting down at the mall drinking a cold coffee and thinking about how nice it was to be free from all the stress of work. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a slender woman break a heel as she was walking my way. She was carrying quite a few bags that seemed to make strain a little. I thought to myself this woman is having a bad day... Being the nice guy I am I motioned her way to help her out. "Mam, would you like a hand?' I asked, in a stern army voice. "Yeah, if you don't mind' came a reply. Her voice was an aphrodisiac of delight. I picked up her bags and headed to the table I was sitting. As I turned back to see the most beautiful woman I had ever set eyes on slowly making her way to me. Her hair was dark and wild. Her body was perfect in every way. Sexy legs that lasted forever and her curves made me break a sweat. I asked her name and she told me it was Trix. I only had thoughts of taking her right then and there. I had to ask twice as her looks were so

Tell Me Whatcha Think
Everything "now-A-days" is talk,talk,talk.Bullshit,drama and drugs. Things aren't always as they seem.If a rose was called by any other name would it not smell as sweet? Wandering,pondering and eating things I problably shoulden't. There's these noises at night I don't care to hear.....But it's kinda funny,I think they hear my remarks.LoL. Somethings itching in the back of my mind,But I dare not say. Too much of any thing could turn out for the worst. So hold your tounge while you can, mind your P's and Q's and don't put your elbows on the table. Stop to smell the roses sometime,You might stay for a while it's quiet nice. Most times no one really gets what I'm thinking,It's sparatic,kinda incoherent....mostly just babble to most...but I'm on a deper level then most too. Step, step,step...rattiling my ear drums.This sonic wave of everything and nothing at all scratching at my brain...settinling in and bringing a couple buddys. And then...the T.v. turned off.

Addiction Runs In The Family...
I get up every morning to take my kids to school and as I stroll bed headed into the kitchen, with sleep still in my eyes, the first thing outa my darling daughter's mouth is not, "Good morning!" is not, "I love you" is not "How are you" is always... "Hey Mommy! Can I play Wii when I get home from school?!!!" She says it with this anxiety driven urgency in her voice and on the days I say "no" because I'm trying to be a "good mom", it's as if someone forgot to give her her meds for the day! I seriously think this girl is addicted to Raving Rabbids 2! I'm thinking of going cold turkey on her...y'know, quick like a band-aid...then maybe she'll forget about it for awhile. I'm one to talk though, I'm on the computer probably more hours a day than she plays wii...hence the sleep in the eye bed headed woman that cannot wake up until she's had her first cup of coffee in the morning! Y'know, now that I think about it...her hand-eye coordination has gotten so much better l

Who Do U Think Of...
When you get online, whose name do u look for first? When a slow song comes on the radio,whose face comes to Ur mind first? When u hear Ur phone ringing who do u hope is calling? Whose name makes ur heart skip a beat? In the next 1hr send this to as many people as u can on Ur list.....nd the person that u r thinking of, will do something special to show how much they care about u! If I don’t get dis back I guess Ur not my friend. If u have a lot of love for someone copy and send to Ur whole list

My Writings....
ღ♥If you don't have a dream, how are you going to make a dream come true? If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it.Dreams come true; without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.Hold fast to your dreams, for without them we are empty living in a shell of nothing to look forward to.~ ღLove always,Ya Dreamer Muahhhhhh ღ~ No Generic invites~Regulations for my page,,Don't judge me,, I am who I am ,and if you don't like me please leave.ღ♥ I write Erotic poems, so if that is offensive to you,,then this page isn't for you, and I'm sorry. I like to interact with my friends 100% as I hold each and every one of them close to my heart, so please if you will take a moment to leave a message when you visit.Don't express your hate in messages because I will blog your nasty messages and / or comments and post for everyone to see your true colors, and see you acting in such a childish manner .Be adult

What The Hell Can I Do?
Many years ago I was in a very abusive relationship with a man who thought it was not only acceptable to beat me, but to destroy me emotionally. I admit, I fell into the role of punching bag rather easily and believed that if I did my best to make him happy he would stop and love me as much as I loved him. If it was not for my friends, I never would have lived through it. They made me see what he was doing to me and gave me the strength to walk away. Now I am stuck in a situation that seems even harder than that. Someone I love and cherish deeply is in a situation that is sounding more and more like the emotional hell I went through and no one seems to be able to help. She was living alone and lonely. I did my best to stop by when I could, as did her own children. When she met a man that seemed to really care about her and love her, we were all very happy for her. Things began to change and he started to push buttons and alienate the family. He is screening her calls and cont

The Trouble Tree
The carpenter I hired to help me restore an old farmhouse had just finished a rough first day on the job. A flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric saw quit, and now his ancient pickup truck refused to start. while I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving he asked me to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation. His tanned face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his 2 small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterwards he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and i my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. "Oh, that's my trouble tree" he replied. I know I can't help having troubles on the job, but one thing's for sure, troubles don't belong in the house with my wife and the children. so I just hang them on the tree every night when I come home. T

Soul Mates
humans were originally born with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with 2 faces, fearing their power, zeus split them into two halves, condemning them to spending their lives searching for the other half to complete them.

Tag...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i STILL eat spaghettios out of the can. 2. i love to cook for people, but i'm never hungry for my own. go figure. i like to share. 3. i am the oldest 24 year old you will ever meet, but i have the hopeful, earnest heart of a child. 4. i can't go to bed at night until my whole house is in order (like the couch cover lines the floor just so, etc.). i'm pretty ocd. 5. i lie in bed and plan ways to escape my house in case of fire, burglar, or other danger. (my house burned when i was 12, and i was asleep inside). 6. i have a fear of becoming addicted to anything..."i love the things that we should fear, but i'm not afra

Come Check Us Out We Kick Axx And We Are Always Takin Request
WHAT HAVE WE GOT HERE COME AND SEE FOR YOURSELF JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND COME HANG OUT AND ENJOY THE MUSIC AND SEE HOW MUCH FUN WE CAN HAVE IN HERE WE WILL BLOW YOUR MINDS I AM SURE SO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE AND ENJOY US !!

Names...
SO our boy name is Ethan James And our girl name is Makayla Renee Or Makayla Christine And that's the way it be, Although, we aren't pregnant anymore. Which, actually really sucks. But, I think we are going to try again. It;s something we sat and talked about, and if it happens it happens, if not, it's not something God has planned for us. So, either way, we're just taking things a day at a time.

The Life Of A Player
Ahh..the life of a player, what a silly game Running around breaking hearts, have you no shame? Wooing this one and that one, pretending to care Making them feel special..HA!!! they are'nt getting nowhere I was once foolish, thought you were the one Too late i realize, you're just in it for fun You tell them that you love them, you will never leave And they smile so trusting, ignorant to believe

Chapter 1: Love Thy Neighbor (before You Take His Life)
Pulling herself out of bed knowing she will never get back to sleep. She pads to the kitchen to grab her morning coffee, passing through the den she hit's the power button to make her screen come alive. Fifteen minutes later, sitting at her desk with her coffee put aside getting cold she is completely wrapper up in her latest novel. After 6 hours of typing, she closes her laptop and walks over to her bay window where she curls up on the seat watching her neighbor leave for work. Younger than her supposed 37 years, He owns his own company that is just starting out. He is a starving producer/director and also has his own band. He has the charm, personality, business sense and ultimate rugged good looks. She has watched him for the last month. Gotten inside his head slowly day by day until she has learned his every physical need and sexual fantasy. This one is going to a challenge for her. Just what she enjoys. And for the last two weeks she has been draining the blood of victims and

Chapter 3: He Takes My Breath Away...
After letting Cain live, Leighton knew it was time for her to move on, to follow the voice she hears deep in her heart. She had to leave NOW! So within two days she was packed and on her way south. She planned on making her first residence in Atlantic City, New Jersey. As she drove that night so much crossed her mind. The lives she had taken and the one she left behind to live with the memories of what had happened between them. Cain would forever burn in her mind. She knew she should have taken his life but he gave so much of himself to her that she just couldnâ€™t take more. All these thoughts were still in her mind when she finally reached the lights of Atlantic City. She had to find a motel quick as the sun was coming up. Finding a vacancy and making her way into her room just as the sun was coming up over the horizon. She fastened the curtains so no light could get in and dropped into bed. She intended on sleeping till late afternoon and then making calls to acquire her own place

Generally Pissed...
Today has not been a particularly good day. Actually, other than seeing my folks and my brother on Sunday, the last few days have been a royal pain in my ass. Right now i'm just not a happy person. Just generally disgruntled with humanity, society and the cost of living... Lately it's seemed that people are just bound and determined to trample all over my thoughts and treat my opinions like dirt. Society is just...well...Frakked. Honestly, we're still occupying Iraq (a big thank you to the troops who are working so hard to do such a difficult job and be in the middle of controversy, and terrorists), and there's no respect for our fellow man inside the society. It's all about number one, hence...it's frakked. Costs of living were too damn high to begin with, now we're paying nearly $4 for one stinking gallon of gas, food prices are going up and we were barely cutting it as it was....What's wrong with our society that it's so hell bent on destroying the middle class? S

Come Join My First Auction!!!
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Musical Transference
Maybe someone could translate this for me to elven writing? _____________________________________________ Musical Transference Tuesday, August 22, 2000 13:40 motion, spinning, flying, forever living, forever dieing, light giving, never lying music my love, coming from me look into my heart, what do you see is it what you need, does it set you free beating of drums, the beating of heart the guitar, is the sex, almost the best part the melody, personality, proof it is smart wordless communication, true, direct a transfer of emotion without defect you are feeling me, smooth and perfect

Vay Cay! Waaaaahhhhhoooooooooo
I fukn love LA. so far...im havn a blast. hangn with friends...causin trouble...and werkn hod! coachella was gnarly and totally worth it... now im on vacation for a few days. mon till thurs. night... weather is fukn bomb. the sushi rocks... all expenses are paid...and im only 6 days into my work season. FUKN RAD! i love this shit. meetn new ppl n friends....havn a blast....and most of all.....kikn ass n takin names!.... so ill be on as much as i can.... but my fu time is getn harder to do..... so wish me luck fukrs... n see u all when im done tearinj up the US! RP!

Changed My Name
YES YES YES IT IS TRUE I WILL NO LONGER BE CALLED MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ I SWITCHED MY NAME TO FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ I WANTED A CHANGE I AM THE SAME LOVABLE, GENEROUS, WARM GAL, WITH THE SAME GRACEFUL HEART! JUST NOW ...I AM FROZEN ...LOL... PLEASE DON'T UNTHAW ME I LIKE IT! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz@ fubar

The Heat Of My Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so mu

My Soulmate
If you could read my mind There you would find The two of us intertwined The image of you I have memorized I remember enough to fantasize I close my eyes and there you are In my mind, so you\'re never far. I caress your lips, your face, your hair And hold you close, so I can feel you there. Our hands all over one another Roaming in places meant only for lovers. My heart, it yearns for you. My soul, it reaches out for you. In my every waking thought I know you too have not forgot The love we made The passion, the bliss I could never forget the way you kiss. And though the ocean separates us, I know again, I will feel your sweet touch. You were sent to me from up above To stay with me, forever in love. Within my heart I know it\'s true. Dominique my soul mate,I have found you

Fuck Family
So for the last 5 months I have been taking care of my family. Mainly my Dad and Mom since both have illnesses. My Mom has diabetes and my Dad has liver and pancrease cancer. Today has been the roughest day so far I think. My dad is not doing so well. He's in the hospital and anything he eats goes right through him. His pancrease isn't working right and breaking down on him. I could potentially loose him this year if something doesn't work soon. Aside from finding this out, my cousin, who hasn't talked to anyone in my family for 6 years, decides to show up to the hospital. Ok, whaatever but my mom flipped out. About 6 years ago my Aunt lived disgustingly. Didn't clean, didn't shower, had a rash all over her body. Was just dirty in general. We tried telling her son about it and her daughters knew how she wa living but did nothing about it. So her son comes over to our house and says "What the fuck is that over there." My mom having nothing to do with it and my brother making the phone c

Making The Right Choice
4/29/2008 Dear Readers; Wednesday Night. listen to the show! Dr. Turi on Paranormal Radio with Captain Jack http://www.wprtradio.com/news.php http://www.wprtradio.com Well the Dragon in Aquarius and Leo axis indeed saved the lives of so many children by removing them from Neptune's deceiving confined world. The beauty is that those children (and brainwashed victimized parents) will not spread the spiritual degradation of ALL future children mingled with this particular deplorable religious sect. When I started nearly 2 years ago to talk about the "upcoming Dragon's Tail negative) in Leo (children) on Coast To Coast and all my interviews since then and the results are IN. Under guard, polygamist teen as a baby boy Like the deceiving Pisces Age and its thousands of religious sects, the Aquarius Age will also endorse and promote its own deceiving horde of lost souls. Many organizations will be brought to life with spiritual teachings that will carry with them either the

How To Screenshot Blog By Mommy
How To Screen Shot There are also numerous screen capture (screen grabber) programs for Windows and the Mac that offer more sophisticated capture capabilities. For example, any or all of the windows can be selected by moving the cursor on screen. Some programs can capture the contents of an entire scrollable window. I personally use Firefox which has a nice little add-on called Fireshot, which you can get here https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/5648 which makes taking screen shots in a browser very easy. If you have no such programs this is how you take a screen shot. Step 1. Click Print Screen located where Image above shows,which can also vary from computer to computer, with some computers you also have to press CTRL or FN key at the same time, try a few tests. Step 2 Goto START menu (Programs)then (Accessories)go down to your (Paint) program OPEN....at top of screen you'll see FILES and EDIT...click EDIT go down to PASTE Step 3 After

Eyes Of Blue
A phone call changes your life... It changes your sense of things. Words on a line spoken with tears blows the breath out of you. I could feel myself spinning. And I could feel myself stop. Every moment that I saw her came to my mind. Flashes, pictures. Laughter. Me. 17 years old. Pregnant and alone. I woke in the night in a home not my own. My belly was tight. I could feel it release. And tighten once again. I woke up and pushed the coverlet back to run to the bathroom. I was unsure of what was happening. My back hurt. My panties were wet, but not soaked. I walked through the darkened house, out the sliding glass door and down a few steps. I stood there. In the dark for a few moments. Unsure of myself. Finally I raised my hand to knock. Softly at first...and then harder as the next contraction hit. "stephanie..." I whispered. A few moments later her face apeared at the door. "Somethings wrong." My hands slide over my round belly. I looked at her and wait

Too Real For Realtiy (poem)
for those who care iam here iam the doctor i can handle the porblem. mines i do myself i think every moment down to point i dont lose myself. i found myself and might take you a while. my mind plays with what happen the night before i get hold of my mind cause when you let go hard to get back. when i went im go im gone the soul broken it's falls apart. handle it but it will not go away. i call youre stop hurting me. but it's name is love.

Not Back Yet...due In On Thursday Dallas Airport..cannot Wait To Be Home Again!
Well, it has been difficult. I have gotten through it. I cannot believe my sister is gone. The funeral was very nice and although I suppose that we will never look like ourselves after we pass ...probably it would be good to hope that we will look the same. She reminded me of a late cousin who had passed when I was really young. Doing the Euelogy (wrong spelling) anyhow...I did the speech to remember my sister by...and family looked at me like I was cold hearted. I just know my sis was there with me giving me the strength I needed to do it. Her son told me I did an awesome job. My nieces son did something really spooky at the funeral home. He walked up to the casket to say a prayer kneeling next to the casket and he said to my niece...nana is not dead. She said yes she is...you are looking right at her...he said nope she is standing next to you and Aunt Kris. She freaked...I smiled at him. Kids know things we donot know. Who is to say ...right...she could have been. Anyhow, it

Trust
Here I lay, beat, battered and broken Because of a woman, so softly spoken She worked so deftly to gain entrance into my heart Then dashed in on the ground into countless shards A warning my brothers this day do I give Never trust a woman with this the most presous of gifts She’ll “love” you for a while till she’s grown bored Then throw you away. So leave your lust at the door when women are concerned They will leave you to rot once your trust they’ve earned So this day I pick up the pieces of my heart Spend day after day putting it back together This time I surround it in stone and it grows cold For I’ll never trust another either beautiful or bold I’ve cut myself off from love and from lust For by doing this I’ll never have to trust Never again to bear the pain of a woman My heart tucked safely away from there touch and torture And myself I will keep as the only one with access to it. Women are wonderful toys, if you keep them as such But never let them get

Drafting Guys Over 60
----this is so Funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier---- New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 60! I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35. For starters: Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy. Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. "My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry" We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for a while. An 18-year-old doesn't even like to ge

My Moms Wedding
Well My mom is getting Married. Memorial Day Weekend. Of course when she told me I was happy for her. Then seconds later she asked me to be her Maid of Honor. Of course I said yes. So she told me to look for Wedding Dresses and Wedding Sites and everything else you'd need done for a wedding. So needless to say I have become her wedding coordinator. The best part of that is because I Love to plan weddings and I Love being able to help people get and have what they want for their wedding. Someday I hope to own my own bridal shop. But for now I'll plan weddings and help with weddings when needed. Lol!! My mom decided she wanted a Western Themed Wedding. So imagine my suprise when I found out that I had to go out and get Cowgirl boots and a Cowgirl hat. The funniest thing is I have never worn a cowgirl hat or boots. So the trip today to find boots and a hat was very interesting to say the least. We went to the Opryland Mall and the people at the boot store there thought I was crazy because

Update...fu-bombers Please Read!!!
Hey I just wanted to give an update as to whats going on. The hole in my belly is ow infected due to the negligence of the surgeon...ONCE AGAIN. I had emergency surgery on my belly on the 16th, the doctor removed the stitches only a week ond a half after the surgery because he was going on vacation and wanted to get it done so he could go, so he called me into the office early. He removed the stitches without checking the wound which is now (4 inches across and 3 inches DEEP) by the time I made it home I was wide open and had to go back to the ER. since I have cancer and much more, I am very prone to infection and they couldnt close the hole due to the fact that air had already hit it for at least three hrs so I had to be packed full of gauze, and have a nurse here everyday to change it, well I am now infected and have to go back into the hospital today, I need prayers, Im in allot of pain and can't do my chemo because of whats going on. Please bear with me and pray for me...I am prayi

School Issues
Wow I never thought in a million years I'd be dealing with a 13yo boy that I didn't raise from birth. So imagine my suprise when I got asked to take care of one. Me being the person I am couldn't say no. So here I am. I dont know really what to do. Well my methods work for the most part I just dont know how to handle the rebelling pieces. Mainely because it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong. All his live he's never been stable at all. I'm finally giving him stability. Not completly but for the most part. Until we move in to our apartment I wont be able to give him the 100% stability that he needs. When were alone ie: his grandpa and my mom aren't around he's an angel. But his grandpa is not the best role model. Not to mention he's just a softy. He also always tries to make excuses for his grandson and always tries to get him off the hook. I dont appreciate that one bit. Until were in our apartment I can't give him the attention or stability I need. I cry in my own "space" a

For My Fu Friends
what i can do.. I can show you the world, I can help you out, I can see you, I can go away, I can live with out you, I can quit my job, I can cook, I can run, I can ride a horse, I can cut the grass, I can leave, I can stay, I can die, I can live, I can love again, thats what i can do, What can you do? by bedrock

Randomness!
*Kissing is healthy *Bananas are good for cramps *It's good to cry *Chicken soup actually makes you feel better *94% of boys would love if you sent them flowers *Only apply mascara to your top lashes *Its actually true boys DO insult you if they like you *89% of guys want YOU to make the first move *Chocolate will make you feel better *Most boys think it is cute when you say the wrong thing *a good friend never judges! *boys arent worth the tears! *we all love suprises

Intertwined
Reaching out his arms to her as she came to him, and give herself to him in ever way. Her body thrilled to his touch, taking her only when she was ready for him, and then when she wanted him again. He let her set the pace and he gave her all he had, from his body, his mind, his soul and his love. From the moment on their hearts seemed forever intertwined.

Rogerlee - Somebunny's Special Day!
A very special FU is celebrating his birthday on WEDNESDAY, APRIL 30TH! Yep, it's RogerLee's happy day, and we're hoping to make it a wonderful one. Please visit him on his birthday and leave him some love! For a sweet deal, anyone willing to save their 11s and give them to him will receive a gift from me. They will have their choice of 10,000 spanks in my CURRENT game, or 10,000 game credits in my NEXT game. Anyone who gives him 100 10s will receive half of that, in their choice of current or future game tokens. Just send me a message after you've given him your rates, and let me know whether you gave him 10s or 11s, please. Come on, and help make this birthday a wonder-fu-l one! Lots of hugs, love, and kisses for the birthday boy, PPPWWWRRRRRRREEEEEEASE! ஐRogerLee ஐFu-Owned by Heartistic Soulஐ@ fubar THANKS FOR READING, and PLEASE REPOST THROUGH THE DAY! (repost of original by 'Heartistic Soul' on '2008-04-29 19:56:30')

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For The People Who Care
It sucks but is surprisingly refreshing when the smoke clears and you're left with a brighter more enhanced picture; realizing who you're true friends really are. Those that stick beside you; no matter what. Not those people who claim to be your friends and are only around when the mood hits them or when they are looking to fill their own needs. Fuck those people. They are a waste of oxygen. I don't need anymore people in my life that drag me down for their own sick pleasure. Nor do I opt for backstabbing-liars pretending to be my friends; we are no longer in grade school; I am sick of pointless schoolyard flame wars. I send out love to those that have always been there; since day one. You are some of the most amazing people I have ever met and I give thanks and appreciation for everything you've done for me.

Only 250,000 To Go Lol
WELL I BEEN HOARING MY ASS OFF ON HERE LOL AND YET I STILL FIND MYSELF NEEDING ALMOST 250,000 POINTS TO LEVEL UP.IT MAKES ME WONDER HOW IT FEELS TO BE A LEVEL 22 OR 23 WERE U NEED A MILLION POINTS TO LEVEL.AS IT IS NOW I FEEL LIKE IT'S GONNA TAKE FOREVER TO LEVEL,I CAN'T IMAGINE WHEN I GET UP TO THOSE LEVELS.IN THE MEANTIME I'M GONNA KEEP CHUGGING ALONG TO GET TO LEVEL 21 HOWEVER LONG THAT TAKES.BLAH

The Truth
I feel so happy but confused, I feel useless but yet used. Lately I've gone through different moods, My heart feels completely abused. It's my fault my heart is sore, Because I tried to make myself happy for forever more. Why is this happening to me? Isn't there at least one guy in whom it was meant to be? I feel lost and lonely inside, My heart wants to give up and collide. I toss and turn in the night, Hoping to regain my sight. My sight of happiness, The one that always came effortless.

Life
Ok well lets see first things first life is awesome it's precious and shouldn't be taken lightly. I know because this past week I thought mine was over do to a accident that put me and three other guys into the ICWW canal in Louisiana. The funny thing about it was I couldn't stop thinking about my girl while I was trying to frantically get out of the current and make it to the shore. I think you know you love someone till something like this happens and then without a doubt and with no reservations you just know it. On a different note me and my soon to be wifey love to try out new things sometimes for the best and sometimes not. We've tried many things in our life together some both of us hate, some we both love, and then there is the rare occasion where one of us loves it and the other hates it. So I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place as to either making her unhappy when it comes to these sitiation or making myself unhappy or just avoiding them all together which would p

That Night
That Night (a Double Sestina w/ dual rhymes) That night as I held you in my arms in a soft, warm embrace I dreamt of kissing your precious charms as I gazed upon your face you looked back at me with a smile so sweet and a twinkle in your eyes to where I felt in me a rising heat and a need to hear your sighs so that when I leaned down close for a kiss with my heart open and bare I could think of naught but the bliss that together we would share That night I remember as one of bliss that was meant for us to share wrapped tight within each other’s arms in a loving, warm embrace so that next to me were pressed your charms and the soft skin of your face which sent pleasure through me oh so sweet as I kissed your swept shut eyes stirring the flames of our impassioned heat that escaped within your sighs which were lost within a breathless kiss as we lay there bodies bare That night as I swam in your sweet kiss caressing your body bare I knew I had never felt

Beer Vs. Pussy
BEER vs PUSSY FOR THE GUYS 1 Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7 If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY 1

Thoughts Of You
When I think of her, all time stands still Her beautiful face fills me with childhood thrills Hearing her voice makes me lose all sense of will She puts meaning into my life. When I am with her, life couldn't be better All worries are lost with the float of a feather Her hand, in mine, was made to be there She is mine, The One.

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Things We Should Know
I Wish I Knew Now What I Knew Then It hasn't always been so hard for us to express our true feelings. When we recover what we once knew, we open ourselves up to a whole new vista of relationship possibilities. Once upon a time, long, long ago, men knew how to express their true feelings. And, women did too. That was in an era when parents took time to be with us, as children, to hold us and carry us around, on their bodies. When we were upset, we expressed it and our parents understood. When we were hungry, they could tell, and responded. When we were rambunctious, our feelings were put up front over our parents' need for quiet, or for adult conversation. Along time ago, we knew how to express these true feelings. And others knew what those feelings meant. We were understood. As the centuries passed, the needs of the adults took priority. Adult activities, with other adults, got more attention. They invented things like cribs and strollers, and we children lost that hu

Wtf?
OK, so I am 47 years old. My mind should be set in stone, I should be the most conservative person in the world. I notice on this site that I am probably one of the oldest people on here. Yet I constantly go to these mumms and blogs and see people half my age posting the most close-minded statements I have ever seen in my life. Certainly everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I hold nothing against anyone it just seems like, especially when it comes to sex, that most people on here are so puritan in their values that it is kind of funny. I don't advocate lying or cheating but I do understand that everyone has their own fetish or thing that they enjoy. Why people feel the need to put that down is beyond me. Agree? sure, put down others for their lifestyle? Now that is another thing all together. I thought this place would be one where people could talk with each other freely, without fear of being belittled because of their lifestyle or views. I also understand that it is only th

My Hair
Well guys....I went and did it. The one thing that I didn't think I was ever gonna do and that was......I GOT MY HAIR CUT SHORT....well its not that short....its to my shoulders at least. I had to though it was soooooooooo dead at the ends. But it really does look cute. However my boyfriend didn't like it at all. He made that pretty well known too. I thought he was gonna have a heart attack when he walked in and saw it. He asked what I did to my hair....and I told him that I had to get it cut. I knew he wasn't gonna like it and I really felt bad after he said that. He tells me know sex til it grows back....I'm pretty sure he was kidding though. Well I sure as hell hope so anyway....lol. Oh well! Not much I can do about it now. Well I rambled on enuff.

Colours
Colours fade silence steps in feelings of emptiness again begin rage and anger are soon at my door head hung low focus on the floor pain and worthless feelings show their face next i yell and scream all on deaf ears i sit and think of pain over these years they come they take they promise but all is fake they hang round for a while sum for years but wen all sed and dun i am left with rivers of tears the answer is simple i give my all and its me to blame cos i set myself up to fall now i know who to blame as ive done all this to myself and the end result is always the same i look in the mirror only to see sum one i dont evan know could it be me

Reality
the line between whats real and what isnt is blurred sometimes. sometimes it because we wanted it that way, and sometimes its because our minds trigger it as a defense mechanism because reality threatens to eat us alive. in reality we deal with past, present, and future. in the our minds theres only one realm. so we choose the path of least resistance. in reality this world is colder than anyone of us want it to be. where the worst the world has to offer is in your face and threatening everything you've ever known and loved could be taken from you in an instant. what was in my mind was that i had found a woman that i loved right here on fubar. the reality is that she wont have anything to do with me anymore. ive lost her, ive lost my job, and right now things arent going too well at home. so i guess the reality of it is that i belong back in on a battlefield and no where else. happiness was an illusion. i was put here to live and die fighting for what i think is right. i was stupid to

Absinthe’s Mind-altering Mystery Solved (tx Scrawl Baby!!!)
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24371992/?GT1=43001 Absinthe’s mind-altering mystery solved Proof positive: High alcohol content responsible for psychedelic effects Courtesy of the Albert Maignan's painting of "Green Muse" (1895) shows a poet succumbing to absinthe's mind-altering effects. LiveScience Absinthe’s mind-altering mystery solved Most viewed on msnbc.com By Charles Q. Choi updated 1:51 p.m. ET, Tues., April. 29, 2008 An analysis of century-old bottles of absinthe — the kind once quaffed by the likes of van Gogh and Picasso to enhance their creativity — may end the controversy over what ingredient caused the green liqueur's supposed mind-altering effects. The culprit seems plain and simple: The century-old absinthe contained about 70 percent alcohol, giving it a 140-proof kick. In comparison, most gins, vodkas and whiskeys are just 80- to 100-proof. In recent years, the psychedelic nature of absinthe has been hotly debated. Absinthe was notorious

Jordin Sparks Shy Boy Lyrics
Were in the door, I get a smile from a fly boy He seen me before and makes his move like a fly boy I'm sick and tired of them fly boys It's bye bye boy I'm in a lounge, I get a wink from a bad boy He comes around all puffed up like a bad boy I'm sick and tired of them bad boys [Chorus] Cause I got my eye on this other guy Back in the booth with his boys, he's all mellowed out And tonight I don't mind be a shy boy So I gotta know Are you a shy boy? I'm by the stage, I get a look from a rock boy He's got the shades on indoors like a rock boy I'm sick and tired of them rock boys It's bye bye boy Out on the floor, I get the moves from a home boy Trying to score, his body rocks like a home boy I'm sick and tired of them home boys [Chorus] Cause I got my eye on this other guy Back in the booth with his boys, he's all mellowed out And tonight I don't mind be a shy boy So I gotta know Are you a shy boy? Freak boy Fresh boy Slick boy You're messing with

An Angel Now......
YOU ARE VERY DEARLY LOVED AND MISSED GRAM....R.I.P. DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP, I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP. I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMONDS GLINT ON SNOW, I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENING GRAIN, I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN. WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH, OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT, I AM THE SOFT STARS THAT SHINE AT NIGHT. DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE, I DID NOT DIE.

Whisper
In the cool air of the night Sun's fading, hasty in flight I'm holding you to my chest Your head, on my shoulder rests Start to whisper in your ear Soft words no other can hear Words describing the passion Making love and which fashion Love's declarations linger Move your hair with my finger My mouth closer to the shell Undertone you know too well My warm breath makes you shiver Promises make you quiver My lips are close to your head Breathe warm, lets go to our bed ©dutch2lips april 10 '08 Author's note: Not finished yet, maybe, or maybe it is, dunno :D

Life
well haven't been on in a while, life is kinda got me by the tail. Lots going on, most of it is hurry up and wait. Vacation was really good. Been working alot about and have my daughter to take care of too. getting things together to move. waitin on the loan. will try to get back on but not promising when. I miss the lounges and the people... Hope all is doing well

Aftermath Of Suicide
Having understanding sometimes helps but for most of the time it means nothing To have dreams of ending the pain, of the suffering of ones mind and heart Finally terminating life seems to be euphoria for those that suffer depression When does pain become so overbearing that one cannot notice the frustration, the sadness and sense of loss in their friends? When does pain and suffering for others turn around in egotistical tendancies? Yes, friend, I love you, but .......... but ............. I cannot live anymore I cannot cope anymore So, do not be sad (is that sarcastic?) do not miss me (yea right!) do not cry (first you allow me to love you and then you take it away?) And then it is there, you took your pills cut the life line and left this earth left me ...... your so called sister, friend left me behind, bewildered, totally frustrated for what could I do? What could I do from the other side of the world? Mere words are not enough

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My Friends
I am haveing so much fun here at fubar. I was hoping to find a place that was enjoyable as well as not filled with teenagers. I have managed to find both. In the last few days since I joined I have made some awesome friends. I love my page, A really sweet friend did it up for me. I spent awhile, well almost 2 days trying to find someone to help me make my page original. He took on the task. Kisses to you Jesse!!!. To Katrina, thank you for inviting me. I wish you would have told me about this place a long time ago. I have been so bored with myspace. And to everyone else.... thank you for adding me, joining me, messageing me, giving me gifts, checking me out and rating me!!! Didn't take but a day to go from level 1 to level 7 for me. Thought that was pretty cool!

A Clue
I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know. And that you do it, I'll never breathe a clue. At least not to you.

My Broken Heart!!!
My Broken Heart I woke up alone with dawn's faint graying light, but the sounds of the birds brought me no joy. For with you gone from my small world my heart is broken. The walls of this old ranch house are closing in, the pain and all the terrible emptiness is with me once again with the start of each empty new day. Now I find myself looking forward, not with anticipation, but with a prayer, that darkness of night will come quickly. For it is only in the dead of the night when peace comes, for I can seek you out in my dreams. I look up into the heavens with hope, surely an angel will hear my tear filled cry and let you know I still care. Only faith is pulling me through each day, for when my heart is breaking and I am all alone, I know that God is up in heaven and I pray his tender mercy will soon be shone. One way or the other, for with a broken heart how can I go on..... ~ Dave Griffith ~

Love
'Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.' Neil Gaiman (English born American Novelist, Journalist, Screenwriter, Children's author and Com

Felling A Little Proud
It use to be so hard for me to actually say that I was proud of myself, maybe it was because I truly wasn't proud or maybe it was just I was afraid to be proud of myself if that makes any sense,however I can say that recently I have felt a bit of pride in myself and I do not even feel guilty or weird about it, and I for one think that is pretty damn cool.

Monument For Hillary!
Dear Friends and Relatives: We have the distinguished honor of being on the committee to raise $5,000,000.00 for a monument of Hillary Clinton's heroic stand under Bosnian sniper fire. We originally wanted to put her on Mt. Rushmore until we discovered there was not enough room for two more faces. We then decided to erect a statue of Hillary Clinton in the Washington, DC Hall Of Fame. We are having a bit of difficulty as to where the statue should be placed. It was not proper to place it beside the statue of George Washington, who never told a lie, or beside Jesse Jackson, who never told the truth, since Hillary Clinton could never tell the difference. We finally decided to place it beside Christopher Columbus, the greatest Democrat of them all. He left not knowing where he was going, and when he got there he did not know where he was. He returned not knowing where he had been, and did it all on someone else's money. If

Demons
Pain is the only thing that let's me know that I'm alive. Cut my skin to the bone. They say that love is the greatest but I know it's the pain that cut's to the soul. Driven everyday to find another that shares my obsession. Trusting the world to bring forth nothing but demons that betray me at every turn to consume, my body in a furnace of flames. I rejoice in all that you were and all that are. A bitch that cut me open to see what made me tick. Forever the reason why. Demons tear at my skin, but I will never cry out loud. Cuz I relish the feeling they give me. Another glimpse at my torturis future. No I wont beg for release. Why dont you go to another hole. I have dug this one myself. Now stand back as I have it collapse in on me. Cryin shame, never wondered why I looked at you with disdain. The malicouse malcontent of the creature deep inside of me comes crawling out. But you shall never hear me shout out in protest. Now I leave you in a muddled state wond

Love And Men
How is it that a man can ask me to marry him and say that my and I are his world and then turn around and leave me so suddenly? Then tell me that I never meant anything to him after I go out to the bar and have some fun. I mean I was dancing with another man but at that point he had already left me a week earlier. I have been trying to pretend that I am ok but I'm not I'm so far from being ok. I went from planning a wedding one second to being single the very next second.

Lmmffao
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me There was 'something wrong' with one of the two Lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm Serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I Immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's Having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my

Top 6 Pet Peaves On Fubar
6. woman who think that a hello in a shout box is an invitation to pick out china patterns, its a hello, answer the mother fucker and get over yourself, if your not into him or her be polite but freakin honest geeez 5. instant porn stars, some of you and you know who you are really should be modest, and someday it may coem back to haunt you 4. men who are stalkers, guys get therapy your really wrecking things for the rest of us, jerk off and get over it, Oh and by the way sometimes a girl just wants to get laid and forget you. 3. lack of shout box manners, tell him or her that your leaving, its kinda like being in mid sentance and hangin up the phone on someone, its just rude. 2. down raters if you cant give them a ten dont give em anything at all 1. fakes keep your face pics the same all the way through dont hide behind someone else be yourself, someone thinks your beautiful even if its just you mom. TOP 6? yeah cause I know you dumb fucks will probably come up wit

Do You Know How To Measure
Find Your Bra Size Are you wearing the right size? Almost 8 in 10 women are wearing the wrong size- you may be one of them. Why? Your body changes over time, and your fit will change year to year as you lose or gain weight, exercise more or less, and so on. If you are experiencing discomfort, spillage over your cups or back strap, tight straps, or a gap between your cups, you are most likely wearing the wrong size. Measuring yourself for a bra is an art, not a science Our fit guide can provide you with a good starting point. If you're not sure what size you wear, or fall between two sizes, you may want to try several sizes and styles as a starting point. Getting Started It's best to measure when you are wearing your most comfortable bra - one that has no padding and is not a minimizer. Helpful Hints Try these tips and tests to see if your bra is flattering you as best it should. Place yourself in your bra Now that you've found your size, test your fit. T

Nascar Fans Unite !!!!!
hey fellow nascar fans , we are having a charity drive and auction in honor of brienne davis ( nascar offical ) who passed away this month . so please join us and help make june brienne davis month in the nascar community . ! you can check out this site and keep updated on the auction .it will be on ebay june 16th through the end of the month . http://fanzone. webng. com/briennedavis so far items from hotjackets.com darlington raceway larry mcreynolds infineon raceway talladega super speedway more coming in daily !!! so keep a look out for all new things listed on the site on our thank you list or watch for updates on Infieldparking. com or messege me here please pass this on to all your nascar friends thanks everyone ! cindy

Sticking A Camera Up My Ass Does Not Sound Like Fun!
I am very tired this morning. I couldn't sleep last night. My son made me upset by being a complete ass yesterday and I went to the doctor yesterday for the Gastro Intestinal Specialist and we went over my symptoms I had been having. She is a little worried because she thinks there could be a problem either in the upper intestines or lower intestines and she said there are 2 tests I need to do and that there is the invasive way ans less invasive way. She told me the invasive way was that I have to starve for 2 days and then they give me some meds to relax and then she sticks a camera down my throat and into my stomach. I would be awake for this! Then I would have to do another colonoscopy. The less invasive way is through x-ray and drinking some nasty stuff and not eating. She said it is good for the upper but not for the lower. I would have to have 2 things done for the lower if I go that route. She could see the concern on my face so she told me to go home and think a

And We Think Our Country Is Screwed Up. . .
Girl, 6, thrown on fire for being 'lowest class' Girl pushed into pile of burning embers by man in his late teens Man charged with attempted murder Assault took place in India's Uttar Pradesh state (CNN) -- A man, incensed that a 6-year-old girl chose to walk through a path reserved for upper caste villagers, pushed her into burning embers, police in north India said Wednesday. She was seriously burned. Dalits, or "untouchables," are victims of discrimination in India despite laws aimed at eliminating prejudice. The girl is a Dalit, or an "untouchable," according to India's traditional caste system. India's constitution outlaws caste-based discrimination, and barriers have broken down in large cities. Prejudice, however, persists in some rural areas of the country. The girl was walking with her mother down a path in the city of Mathura when she was accosted by a man in his late teens, said police superintendent R.K. Chaturvedi. "He scolded them both and pu

Fbi Test : Not What You Think
After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair . . . Kill her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shots were heard, one after anothe

Just Venting
I dont usually make a good impression, but if you can look past it, well kudos to you my friend. I never regret expressing my opinions. Its just how I see things and I dont bite my tongue. I want people to be honest with me as I am with them. Somehow though, there will always be some that will judge me based on that. Never to give it a chance and find out that under the strong front i put up lies a fragile person who is just afraid to let people in. I've been through a lot and I just keep to myself..my people skills is not that great..i can never start a conversation and i always say the wrong things..i'm just having one of those days that even though its bright and sunny outside, i feel blue like eeyore..wanting nothing but to crawl under my sheets and hide hoping the day is over...

Help Sharon Make Godmother, Today !!!
Shes so close too GodMother.Stop by and show her some love and help her get too GodMother today. Thank for all the help in advance ~SHARON~(Lil TAZ)*May 2nd VIP expires! Can we Godmother me???@ fubar

Ben, The Horse And Plow
Let me tell ya a story Just happened the other day Old man Ben bought a gelding Got em' from another state Said he was a plow horse So he hooked em' up Gave a quick snap of the reins And away they went for sure ~ Now that ole' plow horse He sure did perk up When he heard that plow grinding Diggin' into that ole' dirt Ole' horse took off runnin' Left Ben way behind Runnin' like the devil was chasin' him He was runnin' for his life ~ There sat an 69' impala Mint as she can be Ben sure does love her She has always been his dreams Here came that ole' horse With the plow and all in tow Straight for Ben's impala How the stress began to grow ~ Before you knew it It happened in a snap Horse and plow zip by And didn't leave a scratch All the commotion Thought poor Ben was gonna pass out When the horse took out the corner Of Ben's barn with that ole'plow ~ Next thing ya know The horse set that plow into a tree Snapped the chains and reins And kept runnin' f

Death ~work In Progress~
Everything around me dark,smelly,dingy The smell of death has covered it all no looking back. What was meant to be shall be. Thoughts run clear though the mind quite distorted. Longing for anything simple anything warm screaming from the inside out ripping flesh from bones clawing at the decade human the one i am rottening inside. needing something... something even I can not give myself..... needing to for once feel something... anything

Rebate Checks
How to use the rebate As you may have heard the Bush Administration said each and every one of us would now get a nice rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs, if we purchase a computer it will all go to India, if we purchase fruit and vegetables it will all go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala, if we purchase a good car it will all go to Japan, if we purchase useless crap it will all go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America, so the only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since it seems like those are the only businesses still in the US.

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Broken
I often have it recanted to me how full and complete my life should be with my children in it, yet I perpetually find myself in a position to fill this gaping hole in my heart with someone for myself. I do have my children’s best interest at heart, and they do come first and foremost in my life—but selfishly I want more than that. I feel so badly sometimes and like I am a bad parent or something because I secretly find myself regretting that I have to take full responsibility for them and that it often pushes people from my life who seem to fit with ME somehow. I cannot change who I am and I cannot change how I feel. I seemingly am forever doomed to be this bleeding heart romantic in search of the ying to my yang? - lol—that sounds funny to even say it. I forever find myself in a situation where I am trying to uplift someone and mend their woes and in the midst of all of it I find myself hopeless attached and bound to them—this usually results in me getting my heart broke. I have cri

Vicky's Giveaway
misfit~angels could we please bomb vicky's vip giveaway for a1 month she needs 10,000 comments in 4weeks to get it and thank you mizotte59 for doing this for her if you have the extra time please stop by and leave some comment vicky is always rateing ppl and doing alot for other ppl so please show her some much need love....thank you all very much.

Hate My Life
THEORY OF A DEADMAN LYRICS "Hate My Life" So sick of the hobos always begging for change I don't like how I gotta work and They just sit around and get paid I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars. Bitch you better get outta the way Before I start falling apart I hate how my wife is always up my ass She always wants to buy brand new things But I don't have the cash. I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight I hate my life! How come I never get laid nice guys always lose. How could she have another headache There's always some kind of excuse I still hate my job, my boss is a dick "I don't get paid nearly enough To put up with all of your shit" I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight I hate my life! I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage, You know, I tell her she's

Down In The County!!!
Saturday nite is the night to party with us down in the county!!! Hamaknockers OASIS!!! about 9ish! 5$ cover... Honeybone is playing!!! Hollar back if you want to join us!!! My girl AWASSI!(esetchr in my family) is coming to see me!!! we throw it down! oh and "Hunter" (top of my family!) will also be there. Directions from Tally! 1. Start in Tallahassee, FL going towards E Madison St 1.3 mi 2. Turn RIGHT on E Magnolia Dr 0.1 mi 3. Turn LEFT on S Adams St 1.4 mi 4. Bear LEFT on Crawfordville Rd 22.1 mi 5. Turn RIGHT continuing on Coastal Hwy 1.5 mi 6. Bear LEFT on Coastal Hwy 6.5 mi 7. Arrive in 460 Coastal Hwy, Panacea, FL 32346

The Part Of Me No One Sees....
The Part of You That No One Sees You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Rough Day? Yes Yes.
OMG Can today be over yet? Its kinda sucked amazingly super badddddd And its not over yet. I have a job orientation to go to And I have to wear a fucking polo...this is so wrong. Its just sick, twisted and wrong. I need caffeine MMMHM

I Need Help Asap
I am in the top 3 in this contest I need as many spankins as you can give me to get in the lead and win the 1 mil fubucks. Please help all you can even if its just one spanking. send me spanks user id #1455868 send them to this link Heartistic Soul@ fubar I LOVE SPANKINS

She's Everything I Can't Have
My first blog post. And its pretty much me whining like an emo bitch boy. Here's the thing, I have not always been a good man..hell, i'm still not. I am a liar, a cheater, a confrontational, arrogant, condescending son a ...well, my mother is a saint but you get the point. I know this and i am striving to change, to grow, to be a better man, for my son and because of one amazing, amazing woman. My son adores me...the woman, not so much. That's not entirely accurate. She adores me too...she just doesn't trust me. She's seen the darkest parts of who i am and it scares her. Her heart bears the scars of where its led her in the past and she sees me and the spectacular, epic failures that i bring about to relationships and she is running for her life. I got the "we're friends to the end" speech. I know she's afraid of being hurt. I know most likely, thats exactly what i'll do. And i know, I know a good man, a better man would let her go. I have left a trail of bodies in my wake

What My Heart Says....
Your Heart is Feeling Passionate Your heart is brimming with passion, intensity, and extreme lust. You definitely have desire for one particular person, and it seems like nothing can squelch your craving. You are ready to walk across fire for the one you love. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Distrust and aggression . You're determined to get what you want. Your current outlook on love: Love equals obsession. Love equals mania. Love equals thirst. Your love life will improve if you: Follow your passion far, but not so far as to ruin your life. Watch out for: False feelings. Your emotions are intense, but they could easily mislead you. What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Help Support Jesse
Thanks To A Good Friend For Posting This On My Space Jesse Blaze Snider - Ring Of Fire Jesse Blaze Snider - Rock And Roll Jesse Blaze Snider - Rebel Yell Jesse Blaze Snider - We're Not Gonna Take It Visit Jesse At IAmOnMTV.com http://www.myspace.com/jesseblaze http://www.myspace.com/bxftheband - send an email to BAPTiZED BY FiRE - - link to BXF myspace profiles - BAPTiZED BY FiRE Mailing Address: BXF 402 Main Street Suite 100-321 Metuchen, NJ 08840 USA Come out and help support Jesse Blazed Snider Thursday nites @ 10 p.m. Rock the Cradle You've heard some of my songs on my playlist With a band called "Baptized By Fire" It's his band they are trying to get a record deal ,please help them out....

Pienso En Ti
Smile I took the train in to Manhattan from my apartment, as I looked out the window and saw cars, people, and house pass by I wonder what you were doing. It was four in the afternoon, maybe you were out, and maybe you were asleep. When I got to Penn Station I thought I could take the quick way there or the long way. I knew you were with me and I knew you would love the long way. I started walking up 7th ave. I love this city. I watched as people walked by consumed in their own world, their own self-importance, and oblivious to the world. Soon the lights started becoming visible, and next thing you know, I was there in the heart of Time Square with all its chaos, lights, tourist, congested traffic, and its beauty. As I came close to the other end of the Time Square I headed West on 46th Street onto "Restaurant Row" where there are restaurants literally in a row one after another. I decided to have dinner at Sangria 46, a great Spanish restaurant. As I greeted in English I replied in

Whipping
Ok so this one will get a variety of opinions. There are tons of new laws about how when and where you can discipline your children. Yes I understand some of these laws and I know they help prevent child abuse. But don't tell me that when I am in Walmart, pizza hut, Kmart, or and other public place and my child acts a fool that I can not swat them on the butt. Time out works for some, the corner works for others, but a ass whoopin works for all (just do not over do it) When I was a kid if I did something stupid (which was alot) I got a good ole ass whoopin. It didn't matter where I was or who was around. I got whippins by my parents, my friends parents, and even people my parents knew but I still have no idea what their names are. I turned out to be a great father, husband, and role model for my kids. On the other hand my little brother didn't get whippins at all growing up for some silly reason, and he got into tons of trouble with the law. Done all kinds of stupid stuff. He st

She Came Back
debbie brown has rejoined our family wooo hooo i love this lady she is a wonderful lady so if you dont have her a friend please go by her page add, fann and rate her and debbie welcome back sweetie we missed you and to all misfits who havent added ,fanned and rated mr.ben he said his page isnt private right now so you all can get on his page wooo hooo xoxoxo mr.ben sweetheart kiss that beautiful boy of urs for me hes a doll...lol hes a keeper for sure....have a good evening and thank you to all who helped level me today if i didnt rate you back please remind me it was going so fast and remember i have 2 pages to return rates on so please dont get angry with me i also have alot of medical problems that sometimes slows me way down on top of taking care of a very abused 4 yr old grandson scottie...heres debbies link ♦DBrown1004♦@ fubar

Aaaaaaaahahahahaha
A woman enrolled in nursing school is attending an anatomy class. The subject of the day is involuntary muscles. The instructor, hoping to perk up the students a bit, asks the woman if she knows what her asshole does when she has an orgasm. "Sure!" she says, "He's at home taking care of the kids..."

2funny
One Saturday afternoon, a man was sitting in his lawn chair drinking beer and watching his wife mow the lawn. A neighbor lady was so outraged at this, she came over and shouted at the man, "You should be hung!" To which he calmly replied, "I am. That's why she cuts the grass!"

Cookies Anyone??
Neiman-Marcus Cookies > > When decent people get screwed over, this is the result! > > > > A little background: Neiman-Marcus, if you don't know already, is > > a very expensive store; I.e., they sell your typical $8.00 T-shirt for > > $50.00. > > My daughter and I had just finished a salad at a Neiman-Marcus > > Cafe In Dallas, and we decided to have a small dessert. Because > > both of us are such cookie lovers, we decided to try the 'Neiman- > > Marcus cookie.' It was So excellent that I asked if they would give > > me the recipe, and the waitress said with a small frown, 'I'm afraid > > not, but you can buy The Recipe.' Well, I asked how much, and > > she responded, ' Only two fifty - it's a Great deal!' I agreed to > > that, > > and told her to just add it to my Tab. > > > > Thirty days later, I received my VISA statement, and the Neiman- > > Marcus Charge was $285.00! I looked again, and I remembered I > > had only spent $9.95 for two salads and about $20.00 for

Hello
well my friends got me into fubar cuz i just recently hurt myself so most the time im just sittin around bored. i was just out ridin my quad with my friend justamom and have fun cuz she never rides so at the momment im crippled just got off my crutches but still walking with my gangsta limp. im just so happy i can drive my car i miss the open road. but if i tried to run shit i would pop it right out of place so i will be on fubar alot often.

How Do U Avoid Getting Hurt?...
ok question for all and my answer.. my answer is u dont .. its all a part of life ... u live..u love .. u learn and u move on.. some of us are destined to be loved.. some of us are destined to be alone forever.. what one am i .. what one are u.. idk yet for me.. but ALL of my friends are destined to be loved..just learn to love yourself( as i do) and well life will sort itself out around u..

Before I Was A Mom..left For Me By My Friend...broken Hearted
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunization. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart out

O U Know U Want To
Ok so I'm back to saving up FU bucks. I do want spotlight eventually lol (for those from my old acct, hush up, lol) So here is the break down of things that I am offering to sell to you for FU bucks. � 5,000 FU bucks for a FUBAR skin (yes it's so cheap because I think I suck at making them lol) Check out memoires page to see the one I made for her. Mémoire™♥Lovely WIfe OF Chaotic Realms♥ Owner of Chaotic& Masquerade Lounge♥@ fubar �10,000 FU bucks for a personal SFW Salute �20,000 FU bucks for an animated personal sfw salute �30,000 FU bucks for/if you want bulletins done up all pretty like this I will do it for u :D �If you have over 200 pics and stash I will spank your entire page until I run out of pics and stash rates (if you have enough for me too) for 40,000 FU Bucks � Willing to sell my 11's (amount of 11's per FU buck negotiable) Donations of any amount would be greatly appreciated I wi

Facts
Girl FActs:: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile (!!!)When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand (!!!)When she wants a hug she will just stand there (!!!)When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later (!!!)When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind (!!!)When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply (!!!)When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around (!!!)When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine (!!!)When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! (!!!)When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever (!!!)When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future (!!!)When a girl says, "I

Sweet
Come on, take the journey you, me and all, take the step no matter time or distance all irrelevant for a broken spirit the longest journey is to the front door to open it Reach out, give, take, challenge the road, the journey calls inside out, outside in open your soul, your heart let it be the bridge to walk your journey Fly with the wings of the thought feel with the wisdom of yesterday burry the sorrow, make place for the new rejoice in what will come and dare give way, don't let nothing frighten you just make the journey of the heart

In Case I'm Not Online
WELL TODAY IS MAY 30TH AND WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE OUT OF HERE TOMORROW AND STILL HAVEN'T FOUND A PLACE TO STAY SO I DON' KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO BE HAPPENING. WE HAD AN ORGANIZATION TELL US THEY HAVE TO GIVE US 30 DAYS BUT I DON'T BELIEVE MUCH UNTIL I SEE IT. BEEN THERE DONE THAT. HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING WORKS OUT OK BUT JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT IF YOU DO NOT SEE ME ONLINE THAT IS WHY. I'M HOPING WE DO HAVE ONE MORE MONTH HERE BUT IF NOT WHENEVER WE GET SET BACK UP I'LL BE BACK ONLINE AND BACK TO FUBAR LOL. I JUST DIDN'T WANT ANYONE WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED IF THEY DIDN'T HEAR FROM ME. LOVE YOU ALL AND WISH ME LUCK AND A PRAYER WOULDN'T HURT. THANK YOU. BIG {{HUGS}} BABS

.awakening.
startled by your touch, her body tingles like a tightly drawn bow aching for more. just out of reach of the light a soul aching for warmth, lonely in her soliloquy. the night wraps around her like a comfort, a song. starry-eyed, she looks at you, in you, to the soul of you. and there she finds herself. reaching out, she touches your face and comforts herself... you're real. she smiles as she feels your hands in her hair, sliding on her skin trembling a little at your soft dark words. she whispers so softly, you might not hear... "be careful, my love. cuz your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth." -me, 4/30/08

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/29/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Tuesday 04/29/08.. Last Night It Was: Black Label Society - Death March (champion) V.S. Skillet - The Last Night (Challenger) The Vote Was 5 - 2 Black Label Society - Death March Held on for another night! They Will Return Tonight with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me DJ Nite Wolf.. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.

Bullitins With Backgrounds
This tutorial is made for a lounge bulletin, this can be altered for any other bulletin needs. Top Text Here Bottom Text Here ******************************** INSTRUCTIONS #1 Replace Background Image URL Here with the URL for the Background Image (use the DIRECT LINK code from photobucket) #2 Replace lounge link here with the link to your lounge #3 Replace picture link here with the URL to the picture you want to link (use the DIRECT LINK code from photobucket) #4 Replace Top Text Here and Bottom Text Here with the text you want in your bulletin #5 Set your Font Size and Coloring ******************************** Font Size and Color Codes Font Size Only Font Color Only Font Size and Color ALWAYS END FONT SETTINGS WITH ********************************

New Pics!!!
this is to everyone on our page from this point on any NSFW pics we take will only shown to the people we are presently speaking too.this is Tom writing this have had some comunication issues with the family list on this profile so this will keep people I am not comfortable with seeing these kinda pics from seeing them.

A Whole Bunch Of Useless Info- This Will Take A While..
The original game of "Monopoly" was circular. It costs more to buy a new car today in the United States than it cost Christopher Columbus to equip and undertake three voyages to and from the New World. One-fourth of the world's population lives on less than $200 a year. Ninety million people survive on less than $75 a year. The sentence "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter in the English language. The word racecar and kayak are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left. TYPEWRITER, is the longest word that can be made using the letters on only one row of the keyboard. Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the fear of long words. A snail can sleep for 3 years. Did you know you share your birthday with at least 9 million other people in the world. The average human eats 8 spiders in their lifetime at night. More people are killed by donkeys annually than are killed in plane crashes. Women blink nearly twice as much as men. The

What Fast Food Restarant Are You
What fast food restaurant are you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Kentucky Fried ChickenYou are KFC Kentucky Fried Chicken 83%Burger King 78%Wendys 72%Taco Bell 72%Pizza Hut 55%McDonalds 50%

Shadow Levelers
I NEED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL OF THE SHADOW LEVELERS THE RAWK BETTER THAN ANY OF THE LEVELERS OR BOMBERS THAY HELPED ME LEVEL TODAY YOU ALL WORK SO HARD AND ITS GREATLY APPRECIATED THANK YOU ALL AGAIN SO MUCH SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar It's A Great Day To Be A GuyBy Cledus T. JuddBest Video Codes

Open Letter To Witches
I do not know what tradition you follow. That does not matter. Indeed, for all I know, you may not follow any of the traditions. You may be one of those that, for whatever reason, must worship by "feel' rather than through any formal coven training or participation. But whoever you are, and however you worship, all that matters to me is that you hold true to the Goddess and the God. My purpose in writing this letter is to enjoin your aid in destroying that which cripples our Craft. Dissension is the disease. It is not a cancer, for it can be cured; and, as with most herbal cures, the best treatment is that administered internally. Friend, help spread the Brotherhood and Sisterhood of the Craft. Do not seek to establish a scale of Wicca purism, (for no two Witches will ever agree on the relative positions on the scale of even their own tradition.) There is no one religion for all people, and THERE IS NO ONE TRADITION FOR ALL WITCHES! Let this be understood, and accepted. Choose

So What?
yes i look different yes i'm not like you yes i look different what ya gonna do? yes my hairs different and so is my face i'm not like the others although the same race so what? i'm different so what? i'm not like you so what? i look different so what?!

Mens Excuses For Ending Relationships
Okay, now I have heard almost every excuse in the book! Or so I thought! When my ex and I broke up his excuse was "Life is too busy." Give me a break, everyones life is busy!! So why do I miss him knowing that he is too busy for me. What is the best way to get over a man who had lame excuse for breaking it off? I know most of you would say get under another one. I am serious though! I could use some good tricks, this guy got under my skin! Any advice would be appreciated!

Exercise ^.^
Silence ad reigned for a fortnight it seemed. No phone call, no messages, nothing but unadulterated quiet. Amidst her chores one afternoon, she hears a faint buzzing emmitting from her bed. She goes to see her cell lighting up..."one new txt" it blinked. She opens her phone & sees it's from HIM, her, well, anyway he doesn't have a title, but never the less he's something special. "You should come over" it says. Four little words, so simplein meaning, yet they set her senses off the charts. He owned her in this way. His charm came through in everything he did. Unfortunately, she knew he owned a lot of women in this way. He was a fox, he could command the attention of any woman with his gaze, his touch sent shivers up and down their bodies. He knew the power he had, he knew hot to make a woman feel wanted, and then, just as she begins to relax, he moves on, getting bored as it were, to his next "interest". Never hesitating to consider the hearts he captures, and shatters.

How I Feel On A Daily Basis
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I

Me.
Here's my pro's and cons. I self reflected and decided to save myself effort, heartache and time. Take it or leave it. This about sums it up, but subject to change. Cons first, If you can handle these while you're reading, then you deserve to know the pros. Cons: 1. I have been CHEATED ON far too many times. The only guys I seem to date start out great but change very quickly. As far as I'm concerned you're all the same until someone cares enough to show me different and prove me wrong. (aka, I have some insecurities at this point) 2. If I'm dating a guy, I believe it is important to tell you what I want, and how I feel. (aka, You might think I bitch a lot) 3. I like to be held, cuddled and show affection...NOT all the time, but enough to make it obvious you care. (aka, You might think I'm too attached) 4. I think MOST girls are flat out vicious and malicious and want what they can't or don't have. I will tell you what they really want and/or do simply because I've been a

The Party Is About To Begin In Less Than A Day In Half! The Dream Team Doing Big ! Happy Hour!
THE DREAM TEAM PLAYERS ARE ROCKING THIS FUBAR CLUB LIKE IT THE END OF THE WORLD HAPPY HOUR TIME DRINK UP *$$$$ RATE 100 PIC FOR 10K DURING HAPPY HOUR AT 1 AM EST * STOP BY MY PAGE AND RATE/LEAVE A BID ON THE SEXY MEN ON FUBAR AUCTION. TONIGHT IS THE LAST NIGHT TO GET YOUR BID IN..............1

Her
How do you? You can think you have met her, and that she has to be the person you will spend your life with.... but you talk to her and she mentions a person.. and you can tell by the way she talks about him that they are meant for each other.. but you don't want to tell her that.. because deep down inside you want her all to yourself... and yet you know that can't happen because love is against you,happiness is against, life is against you... everything seems to be against you... What do you do?? All you want is for her to be happy, even if that means her being with someone else... and yet you want to be happy WITH her not FOR her.. but you are not the person that puts you first... you put her first... and that can lead to your demise in the end... but no matter how much you may want her... she is untouchable and you know it even if you won't come to terms with it.... She brightens your day, makes you feel better, listens to your problems, and tells you how much she loves you

Ghazal #1
Ghazal #1 (a Ghazal is a Persian form...this particular, my first, just happened to also fit the rules of a Sonnet) Clutching at dreams of eternity holding your body close to me A moonlit walk on a summer night tracing footprints in deep memory Bathed in cream amid rose petal boats cast adrift on a wanting sea Tracing Venus in flesh born dreams the Satyr rising to praise beauty A taste of honey teases my lips a feathered kiss for Heaven’s key To claim her gift, a crown of flowers the orchid wreath spins so sweetly Born of fire with impassioned heart of dreams the fool dared speak free

Dear Insomnia (the Sleep Issue.. I'm Sure Theres Some Dj Named Insomnia Running Around Here Somewhere)
Dear Insomnia, FUCK YOU I'M TIRED MY BODY IS TIRED LET ME SLEEP! How is it you come between my body and myself from getting rest? Its a power struggle of my mind vs. my body. This crap is just getting ridiculous. Insomnia I go to lay down and try to sleep at night. yet you tug at my thoughts and say "hey you.. no sleep for you" Thats right insomnia you are a sleep nazi, and for that I hate you. Why? Why don't you just let my body rest, even when you bastard you know I have things I have to do the next day? Why do you curse me so? Why do you let my mind wander off and think in 5 million different directions at once? How is it you keep me awake like this, and so to speak go to sleep at night? Whats a girl got to do to get some freakin sleep around this piece? HUH? Seriously? My body is worn out I just want to sleep but I can't. What is this, some kind of cruel joke? Some kind of ruse? I hate you insomnia you keep me from doing the simplest of tasks. I want to wake up in the morning

In Our Time!
In our time Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 02:23 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 94 The spell The spell was cast I knew it was there I didn't respond How can I explain the way I felt then the way I feel now If I had said something we may have had our time in our time Still captured by the spell lost & alone I take a breath my head spins my hands shake I think I could tell you the way felt then the way I feel now If you had said something if we didn't drift apart If we had more time we may have had our time In our time

R.i P Moma
NEVER APART SPIRT ALWAYS HIGH ABOVE US,..I FFEEL SHE WATCHES OVER US,ALWAYS KNOWING,ALWAYS SEEING....SHE LIKE NONE OTHER HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR US FROM CHILDHOOD INTO HER AFTER LIFE....I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS AS YOU RE LETTING ME KNOW YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE US,...YOU ARE OUR ANGEL MOMA,....WE LOVE U....R.I P. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!,... =============================================

I Hate That I Cant Hate You
i hate you why did you go were we not good enough did you even know who i was gona be or where i was gona be did you even love me did you even love us i dont see why you left please help me see why you left us you didnt stay around you werent there for my first bike or my first concert you werent there when i broke my arm when mom protected me from harm maybe you were the harm that she needed to protect us from i dont know but i wish i did you didnt seem to care you must not of looked back as you walked out that door and now your with that whore i dont know her i never want to because shes the one that you turned to she took you i hate when you make me smile i hate when you make me laugh but i hate it when i cry because i dont even know why i miss you i never had you there you didnt wipe my tears you didnt care enough but youve made me tough i hate that you let me fall but mainly i hate the fact that i cant hate you at all.

Seeing Adversity The Right Way
Seeing Adversity The Right Way Anytime God is about to take you to a new level you’re going to face opposition. There will be new battles to fight and new obstacles to overcome. It’s easy to get discouraged and think, “Why is this happening?” But we have to change our thinking and focus on the fact that on the other side of those challenges is a new level of victory—a new level of success. David would only be known as a shepherd boy if it weren’t for Goliath. David’s enemy became the tool that God used to promote him. And God will do the same in your life today. He’ll use those challenges and difficulties in your life to catapult you towards success! If you are going through a hard time today, if things look impossible, don’t give up now. Change your perspective and believe that God is working behind the scenes. Put a smile on your face and stand in confidence knowing that you are a child of the Most High God. When all is said and done, you’re not just going to come out of that d

The Princess Of Uncommon Beauty
The Princess of Uncommon Beauty She was a Princess of uncommon beauty The perfect dream of a teenage Queen She had her heart set upon the stars But her stars refused to be seen There once was a time when she sparkled When she brought her court to their knees And all the boys dreaming to be men Begged her hand in twos and threes Then one day a young man took her Won her hand and won her heart He swore he would always love her Then he tore her world apart She was a Princess of uncommon beauty A Queen in a nightmare dream As she watched her stars fade out And she tried to stifle her scream In a prison of lost hope and lost love In a dungeon unhappy she cried For the Beauty had married the Beast But the fable had all but lied This Princess, her future uncertain Lost herself in everyday life Abused, she made the best of An existence filled with strife She was a Princess of uncommon beauty A Queen of everyday means And each night as the lig

The Memoirs Of An Analog Kid
Memoirs of an Analog Kid act 1 A boy runs through a field unfettered, wild eyed and free, Racing through the tall grass, chasing Destiny. His heart, it burns with dreams, he yearns - and sheds lonely tear, for that aching presence calling him across these golden years. The warm, late summer sun shines down, bathing all in sight; aided by a gentle breeze, the boy’s reckless flight, carries him on far beyond this summer afternoon, to a place in memory forgotten all too soon. This boy of twelve long summers starts to sing a sacred song, echoed by the voices of those who don’t belong. Expectant pause, a righteous cause, his heart begins to beat, as he tears off through that valley, his feet winged and fleet. Coming at last to a sacred place from the golden dawn of youth, to a place he’ll always cherish, to find elusive truth. With time to kill on a rolling hill, beneath a clear blue sky, to lie with arms behind his head and

What The Fuck 2 Do
i don't understand how some family members can smile in your face and try 2 kill u at the same time. i just buried my father on 4-28-08 and i believe in my heart that he was starved 2 death by my crack head cousins. my step mother is still in the house and b cuz my father tipped out and got me, i have 2 leave her in that house of hell. my father gave them power of attorney cuz i'm a girl ( which is so messed up). the day after he took control, he bought a brand new bmw with my parents money. the house has been robbed. they even found my fathers gun in the hands of 12 yr olds that was sold 4 drugs. i am sick 2 my heart about all this bullshit. i don't know where 2 turn or who else 2 talk 2. i was told since i have no blood ties 2 my step mother, there is nothing that i can do. she is the only mother i have had since my mother drowned when i was 16. i can't sleep, or eat. my soul is in turmoil on how to get those asshole put in jail. my cousin even smoked crack in front of a friend of mi

Waiting
In the night I wait in fear and sorrow for the moment for you to come. I wait to see your figure creeping through the darkness. Paralyed as you wrap me in your embrace. I wait for the sweet kiss of death to send me to an everlasting sleep. Alone in the night how long is the wait.

A Poem
Riptide : A Vampires Kiss Current mood: betrayed Category: Writing and Poetry Hers is the face I see in the riptide when the vampires come to feed her eyes the color of jade dancing hungrily in the night drinking half a bottle to forget drowning in random blue eyes to feel something other than the riptide pull A vampires kiss could save her but no one wants an eternity anymore

Friends List
Just an FYI... I'm weeding through my friends list. If you don't have a salute pic, you'll be deleted. I have entirely too many on my list & I'd rather only keep the ones who I can see are who they say they are.

My Alltime Favorite Song
Ignore what Elvis looks like in this video and just listen to his voice. even at this stage in his career his still had a great singing voice as evidenced in this song. when ever he hits those operatic notes i get chills down my spine. listen for yourself and hear what I mean.

Breast Cancer
April 30, 2008 (Day 25) I found out from Dr. Ekaha that he would like me to take this trial drug that is being studied across the United States. The only thing we have to wait for is to see if I am eligible. My results of the HER-II is not back yet. It all hinges on that test weather I will take just the standard chemo cocktail or I get the extra from the clinical drug study. If the results are negative I will get the standard cocktail plus the other drugs from the study. If I am positive then I take the standard cocktail of drugs. There are pros and a few cons (in my mind) with this whole thing. The pros for the standard cocktail plus the drug study are...I get more drugs to zap the tumor which is a excellent thing. The cons are 6 months of chemo but at a slower rate (once every approx. 3 weeks.) With the standard cocktail the pros in my mind are only 3 1/2 months of chemo but at a quicker rate of every 2 weeks. The cons are that I wouldn't get that extra boost of

Leasing Is Better
I've seen a lot of people add to their SNs that they are "owned" by this person or that person. I don't know if I like the idea of being owned. Too confining and permanent sounding. But, leasing is a better option. More short-term. So, that being said, who would like to "Lease" me for the day? For the price of Fu-Bling I can be yours! Shout me if you want to lease me for the day. :D

Subject: Ladies.. Must Read. A Rapists New Trick.. No Joke
This was sent to me in an email....I shudder to think someone would actually use this ploy... RAPISTS TRICK Know what money you are carrying! You will see why as you read! Be sure every lady is aware of this M.O. Share with your wife and daughters. Know what money you are carrying.. This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this..... I wanted to pass it along. Be safe! Something very serious to pay attention to. Criminals are coming up with craftier, less threatening methods of attack, so we have to be extra cautious. Read on.. I live in Alexandria , VA , but I often work in Lafayette , LA , staying with friends when I'm there. As you know from America 's Most Wanted TV program, as well as the news media, there is a serial killer in the Lafayette area. I just want to let you know about an 'incident' that happened to me a few weeks ago, and could have been deadly. At first I didn't go to the

Nickelback - Savin Me
PRISON GATEZ WONT OPEN UP 4 ME ON THEES HANZ AN KNEEZ IM CRAWLIN OH, I REACH 4 U WELL IM TERRIFID OV THEES 4 WALLS THEES IRON BARS CANT HOLD MAH SOUL IN ALL NEEDZ IZ U COME PLZ IM CALLIN AN OH I SCREAM 4 U HURREH IM FALLIN, IM FALLIN CHORUS: SHOW ME WUT IZ LIEK 2 BE TEH LAST WAN STANDIN AN TEACH ME WRONG FRUM RITE AN ILL SHOW U WUT I CAN BE SAY IT 4 ME SAY IT 2 ME AN ILL LEEF DIS LIFE BEHIND ME SAY IT IF IZ WORTH SAVIN ME HEAVENS GATEZ WONT OPEN UP 4 ME WIF THEES BROKD WINGS IM FALLIN AN ALL I C IZ U THEES CITY WALLS AINT GOT NO LUV 4 ME IM ON TEH LEDGE OV TEH EIGHTEENTH STORY AN OH I SCREAM 4 U COME PLZ IM CALLIN AN ALL NEEDZ FRUM U HURREH IM FALLIN, IM FALLIN REPEAT CHORUS HURREH IM FALLIN ALL NEEDZ IZ U COME PLZ IM CALLIN AN OH, I SCREAM 4 U HURREH IM FALLIN, IM FALLIN REPEAT CHORUS HURREH IM FALLIN

Interesting Health Fact
Bet you didn't know this: Did you know that in the human body there is a nerve that connects the eyeball to the anus? It's called the Anal Optic Nerve, and it is responsible for giving people a shitty outlook on life. If you don't believe it, try to pull a hair from your a** and see if it doesn't bring a tear to your eye.

Can't Take The Bs Stay Outta The Mumm!
Ok people I leave dumb sumtimes rude comments in MUMMs and Im never serious. I just luv the idiots who get a bug up their ass and jump in my shoutbox after I leave a stupid comment; J_DGE _J B...: the truck, dumbass is for hauling shit.. why would you want to think about my dick?? fag! Are you a real DJ? Aww damn you gone and blocked me! lol Douchebag!

Salsa!
My daughter is the one on the far left. She is fairly new to this type of dancing. (like only a couple of months!) Yeah I am a proud mom. LOL She hadn't even had a chance to rehearse with her partner prior to performance as he had gone on vacation. Check it out people!

Enjoy It All
People take so much in life for granted, they never stop to smell the roses. We often trample them under our feet in the rush of our daily lives. It doesn't matter how macho, thuggish, or manly you are, life only comes around once, take time to enjoy, the small things, your kids, your family, your wife, even your life... Take a moment call someone you have not talked to in a while let them know you still care, take a day off work go fishing, take up that hobby of sky diving... who knows it could be our last time to talk to that person, or to be able to walk to the lake to go fish, or to wake up and be able to sky dive. love laugh and live a little today... be happy and do a little good today.... Hey and if needed defend someone and kick some butt too....

Evil Day To Day ,,/
,,/ 666 ,,/ 666 ,,/666 IF YOU DON\'T LIKE IT FUCK OFF I\'M EVIL MY FRIEND IS A GRIM REAPER MY DAD IS DEVIL MY MOM IS A DEMON MY SIS ARE EVIL ANGEL. CAN I HAVE YOUR SOUL TO PLAY WITH ? 1. YES 2. NO CAN YOU SIGN IN BLOOD SEND ME YOUR SOUL TO ADD 1,000 THAT I HAVE . EVIL LOL LOL THINK FOR YOUR SOUL TO TORTURE

Why Wwe Why?????
Dear Creative team, Why are you doing this to us, you know the fans. We pay for you to drive your Beemers and your wives plastic surgery. We pay for those fancy gadgets and that big fucking house you live in. You are ungrateful. Force feeding us ABYSMOL story lines and so so talent! We face enough just by being fans of your corporation as it is! We get called trailer trash, we get laughed at. Society spits in our faces regularly and yet we STILL spend 25.00 for a shirt and eat us your DVDs and tickets to live events. Are we a joke to you? Do we look stupid? Curious as to why attendance is down and WWE.com is at a standstill? Want to know why we bitch and moan about it? It is because of your INSULTING storylines, feuds that do not make sense, and pushing the wrong people. Get your shit together. Quit acting like we are expendable. The next generation of WWE fans may not exist. Sincerly, A pissed off and insulted fan.

Friendship
Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good,But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this blog- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clu

Dark Prince & Dark Princess Club F.a.r. Team
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Internet
My internet was shut off and that is why I haven't been on....I should get it back up and running soon....I HOPE! LOL Thank you for being patient with me and Thank you to all those who left comments....I appreciate it very much!

Wanna Bling Pack,blast,fubucks Heres How
Come join my Summer Contest! The first person to 10,000 comments win either a 3 day blast or a bling pack, and $100,000 Fubucks.Contest goes on for 3 weeks . All applicant's must add & rate me. **Rules** 1. Has to be SFW photo. 2. No Drama. 3. NO FAKE ENTREES. Don't join, if you're not going to try to win 4. You can choose which you are trying to win. Private message me with the link to the picture you want to use in the Contest and whether you want the bling pack or the blast. brought to you by: Jee-Zilla @fubar

Naughty Story
Ok...so everyone is always asking me about the naughty stories that I write for our newspapaer's alternative magazine. Here is a sample of my work. Stuff your stocking with something SEXY Ditch the gift-giving idea of chocolates – unless it’s the kind you can li8ck off someone else’s body – and put some naughty in your stocking this Christmas. The same old stocking stuffers need not apply. I am talking about the all-out, make your toes curl, scream out loud, achieving the big O…Ohhh…Ohhh… yes! type of stocking stuffers. Your lover will thank you. Trust me. No lottery tickets. No coal. Nothing in that stocking but a jackpot of naughtiness! Try stuffing these: Divine Ecstasy Oh my, can you handle it? This vibrating bullet could be the be-all and end-all of sex toys – well, maybe. It offers seven speeds and allows you to control the motion and to increase or decrease the action. This vibe works on low, medium and high speed and pulsates and oscillates at the push of a button. W

In Auction
Thats right I did it again I'm in another auction... so if you haven't owned me yet well here's your chance Come on by and see what I'm offering...Trust me you wont regret owning me Click on the pic and get the bidding started