Fubar Blog Posts 4

Come N Bid On Me N These Other Guys
Thats right fubarians it's the 2 dolla maka you holla auction!! Come check out these men folk we rounded up I know all 3 of and trust me you don't wanna miss out on them! All bids start at $2 or 100k fubucks! So come one come all and see who can make you holla!

My Bday Bully From Kris
imikimi - Customize Your World THIS IS NOT A BULLETIN ASKING FOR HIM TO GET RATES FUBUCKS ETC JUST SHOWING HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM!! HEY BABY I LOVES U LOL!!!! SO HAVE A GREAT B-DAY CAUSE FOR EVERYTHING U DO FOR ME U DESERVE IT!!! U R THE GREATEST MAN N SHOWN ME SO MUCH LOVE U DESERVE THE BEST!!! BLOW OUT THE CANDLES AND MAKE A WISH Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics barrylicious^Owner Of AngelDawn N R/L BF N BIRTHDAY BOY ^@ fubar

Tag !
Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird facts or habits about yourself. At the end you choose at least 5 people, listing their name. Don't forget to leave a comment with them, that says "you're it". You cant tag the person that tagged you. 1. I love my friends w/o some of ya'll i would be lost'd .. 2. I obsessed with giving r helping friends,but u gotta love me . 3. My favorite color is green 4.I love being an aunt (2 nephews & 1 neice) 5. I'm scared of bugs...lol 6. I love stuffed bears (especially the one my baby gave me) 7. I gotta have a cell phone r i feel lost . 8. my little man, hes fun and makes eveything easy (4 wheeler) 9. I love my family , duh we all do ..lol 10.I'm hooked on fubar lol as u can tell :)

Pain
I Knew You’d Hurt Me Why are you here. Why are you making me feel like this. your such a sick cruel Sapphic entity the way you get inside of my soul touching me with those agonizing emotions, those painful fingertips grabbing me with masochistic kisses that violate me render the violence intolerable. making blood rush to my head leaving bruises to mar and scar my being. you hurt me. you hurt me so exquisitely making me tear and scream in agony the dreadful burden of knowing your body your mind your touches your scent is so unmistakably unbearable. I am so afraid of you deep in my vulnerability using it to terrorize me torture my mentality my emotional stability, topple me over the edge using my need as a weapon formed against me. hurting me so much inside. you are so good at brutalizing. I am realizing the mistake I made in bringing you into my fold, teasing my every yearning the burning the sensations of being kissed roughly nails digging in my flesh raking the skin off of my back

Manners- Why Don't We All Have Them?
So yeah...maybe I'm getting older and a bit jaded (lol)....or maybe I'm just sick of seeing people be absolutely clueless when it comes to having manners. Is it just not taught? Are peeps retarded or just plain selfish? I don't know but it's not that difficult to say thanks when people hold the door open for you, or to hold the door open for others....it's not too much strain on your arm to wave thank you when someone lets you pass them in your car....it's not too time consuming to take a moment to thank someone for their kind word or open ear or any form of flattery or help. Shit we're ALL busy in life, we ALL have stress, bills, schedules, meetings, plans, obligations, family, friends, partying, sleeping, venting, jamming, exercising and living to do, but damn I just don't get why people can't take the time to return a nice gesture when given to them. I couldn't tell you how many people I encounter on the street that are oblivious to this, and of course how many people have been 'col

If
If you hurt me, I won´t love you I don´t know why you feel the way you do. Let me tell you If you hurt me, I won´t love you!! That will be a fact, and it´s so true. You reap what you sow Treat me well, love me tenderly, And I´ll love you in return. Building trust with a caring togetherness, And our love will always burn. Give me your time, I´ll give you mine. Show me you care and I´ll be there. That is what love is all about. Grant me all your smiles. Tears, I´m no longer bear. True love can´t be bought, For true love is given for free. Start feeling its wonders, Make it happen, let it be... So, only true love must be given for real!! You said you loved me. So, why you cruelly hurt me!! I don´t understand that kind of love. If someone so special truly cares, Will give his heart and time.

Fucker
Your words.. they hurt me.. your insults.. they scar me... you don't know what you do. you call me stupid.. you tell me Here we go again.. you and your fuckin mistakes. do you honestly think that doesn't hurt. your supposed to be the one always there for me the one I look up to the one who never insults.. never puts me down.. the one who cares.. how can you look me in the eye and call me stupid you are breaking me down.. slowly.. piece by piece.. one day I will be nothing then you will see what you have done I thought for once you could be the one I could trust.. I could actually build the relationship my friends had with there figure as you.. but then I realized.. never could I.. for these scars you've left.. by your words.. your screaming.. run far too deep.....

You Gotta Meet These People *updated*
Myspace Glitter Graphics I would like to introduce you to my Spokane friend base. They all are great people to know. Here I give you some real good people from a real nice place, so go ahead and check them out. They all range from a newfu to a seasoned fu but one thing is for sure we are all SpokaFus! If you are a fellow Spokanite and are not on the list then see freakylibra at the bottom of this list. bucknasty**king-buckma$ter**@ fubar slylikawolf " Owned by 'Bestbikermom~Proud Member of The Friendship Circle"@ fubar prettygirl@ fubar redheadshavemorefun@ fubar Miss Andi Owner of βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ@ fubar JOE'S personal Photographer

North Carolina Rich Men
Leroy PG-Rated A filthy rich North Carolina man decided that he wanted to throw a Party & invited all of his buddies & neighbors. He also invited Leroy, the only black man in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating shrimp, oysters, BBQ & flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host said, 'I have a 10ft man-eating gator in my pool & I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in.' Put your ad here! The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash. Everyone turned around & saw Leroy in the pool! Leroy was fighting the gator & kicking its ass! Leroy was jabbing the Gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts & choke holds, biting the gator on the tail & flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor.The water was churning & splashing everywhere. Both Leroy & the gator were scre

Free Stuff (ty Khandy)
We all love free stuff. Here is the only link you need for all your music and move downloads!! https://paydotcom.com/r/9895/khandy64/18459953/ Copy and paste link into your web browser. Feel free to let me know how you like the site.

Sometimes
sometimes when you cry no one sees youre tears sometimes when you are in pain no one sees your hurt sometimes when you are worried no one sees your stress sometimes when you are happy no one sees your smile BUT WHEN YOU FART JUST ONE TIME AND EVERYBODY KNOWS.

My Godmother Bully...f/r/a Them..love U Guys
A NEW GODMOTHER!!! I FINALLY DID IT...IMMA GODMOTHER!!! THESE ARE JUST A FEW OF THE PEOPLE I WOULD LIKE TO THANK FOR HELPING ME MAKE GODMOTHER ∴ PaladinLost ™ Excited fu-owner of Kris10-izeD@ fubar MFkn TÅTT♪~Øwnër hØmïcïÐÅl TënÐëncïë§~@ fubar ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar

White Witch, Black Heart
Bars in the window Bars in my heart Endless days of waiting in hell I died in March The victim of an empty heart, The victim of your own jealousy you'll forever blame me of mirroring your black heart I try to let go, I try to forget, when you drag me down once again Can I ever be free? I awake from dreams into nightmares everyday and you go free to commit more crimes of the heart White witch with a black soul They say your the victim, but we know the truth White witch, black heart

School
Today was my daughters field day at school so I thought I'd play hookie from work and join her for some fun. Now I always knew I was a bit redneck and I always knew I lived in a hick town but I really never knew how redneck it was til today. Yes I follow tractors to work every day. Yes I am lucky if I see five passenger vehicle drive by my house in a day and if I do the majority are road drinkin. Yes I eat my weaties to the wonderful smell of manure. Ok losing scope here sorry. So I am at the school field day and I learn that the school song is International Harvester by Craig Morgan. Here I was watching an entire student body of elementary kids belting out this tune with as much pride and volume as one could expect. It was great. After the kids rallied to their theme song we enjoyed watchin the kids smash the teachers and staff with creme pies, tug of war and the biggest water balloon fight I have ever participated in. Oh yeah food, I love my food, there was so much good food.

What An Ass!
So, I accepted this guy's friend request, completely unaware of how big of an asshole he was! After I accepted his request, this was the gift and message that he sent me: Well, I kind of dismissed that, but this is a picture comment that he left on one of my pics (which I have deleted): Ok, so I told the douche bag to stop. I was nice about it and said that I would like a little respect. Well, he then went and left THIS pic comment: I don't know about you, but I think it's very disrespectful to do to ANYONE! all.about.sex.r.u.n.@ fubar Have fun! :)

Varmits
What bothers u most, snakes or spiders? reptiles have never bothered me, snakes gators lizards, all of em i can handle. but when it comes to damn spiders thats a different story. just dont look natural, 8 legs a bigg ass n all them eyes. dont care what it takes i kill em, piosion , stomping em, fire whatever it takes. i got bite 3 times while sleeping this time last year by a brown recluse. made big ole knots or holes in my right arms n took along time to get over. cant even stand to look at em long. i'd sooner deal with a rattler than a damn spider anyday.

Sex Games From A To Z {a B C And D}
Wanna spice up your sex life? Wanna turn your mate the hell out? Then stop doing the same shit in the bed all the time and get creative. So here is my rendition of the ABC's. Assume the Position. This is fairly simple and has different variations. You handcuff or tie your partner's hands to the headboard or, if you prefer, you can tie them behind his or her back. Your partner is at your mercy and you can have your way with them all night long. If you live in a basement apartment with pipes on the ceiling of have something else you can use, you can tie him or her up to the ceiling while standing. This is great with the woman tied up because you can fuck her while she is standing or you can lift her up on your shoulders and eat her pussy. Belly Button Shots. Pour tequila into your mate's belly button and lick the right side of his or her chest and shake some salt on it. Squeeze some lemon or lime juice on the left side of his or her chest and then lick the salt and make your way do

If You Use Paypal Be Careful
last night someone got my information and made an unauthorized VERY LARGE purchase through my paypal account. the only place i use paypal is on fubar, go figure. soon as u read this go change ur password on paypal and every time you use your account on fubar i suggest u change your password. i am having to deal with all the phone calls, cancelled cards, etc and the fact that now my account is overdrawn. they will return my money but could take several weeks, that is bs, i am a single mom and i need my money. paypal is suppose to be so secure then how in the hell did this happen tell me that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Charlotte
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear.

Birthday Wish For Jus'me 'kathy'
Its Your Birthday - N-Toon Its her Birthday show her some LOVE~! ♥ jus' me, Kathy ♥ ~Co-founder of ~The Friendship Circle~Club United~ click on this pic to take you there this pimp out brought to you by Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle'----Owned by Passionman71 & Farscapecat

Kissing
It seems that guys aren't in to kissing these days. I don't know if they don't really know how or they're affraid they won't or they assume the girl can't. Either way, this kinda sucks. It's been almost 3 months since I've kissed someone I really wanted to kiss. Well, 3 months in general...cause a peck on the lips or cheek, doesn't count!!!!! C'mon guys... what's up? Have you decided kissing is boring? Cause if done right, it's SO not!!!!! Hell, it's a form of 4-play.

Not Exactly A Poem, But I Like It........
I miss u when I am bored ..I miss u when I am alone... I miss u when I am worried... I miss u when I am happy... I miss u when I am confused... I miss u when I am upset ...I miss u when I think about u.. I miss u when I am in tension.. I miss u 365 days.. I miss u 52 weeks ...I miss u 12 months... I miss u 8760 days... I miss u 8760 hours... I miss u 525600 minutes... I miss u 31536000 seconds... I miss u when I breathe..!! So do not ever forget me ...))pass this on__

Somewhere In Time
Somewhere in Time by LateNiteFantasy© We’ve traveled down through history, Partners forever, side by side, Through every life we’ve ever lived We’ve always found each other… Somewhere in time. We’ve lived through danger and discord, Lived in peace and harmony, Experienced agonizing lows And flown together to the heights of ecstasy… Somewhere in time. Perhaps this life will be different, For I’ve been waiting so long, Searching for a sign that the time is now, Thinking I hear you, feeling you near… Somewhere in time. I’ll know you in an instant, My heart, my soul, my spirit will know, Every fiber of my being will know, Every cell memory will know… Somewhere in time. Though we’ve had many forms and faces, I’ll know you from the sound of your voice, From the touch of your hand, From the look in your eyes… Somewhere in time. On the back of a fiery dragon, On the back of steed black as midnight, On the back of a endless r

Tag Game
Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird facts or habits about yourself. At the end you choose at least 5 people, listing their name. Don't forget to leave a comment with them, that says "you're it". You cant tag the person that tagged you. 1.I love me a guy with a belly. 2.I'm scared of thunderstorms. 3.I'm allergic to ants. 4.I like pickles with ranch dressing. 5.I love french fries with mustard. 6.I'm very bashful 7.I love the smell of pine sol 8.I hate potato salad. 9.I am very stubborn. 10.I'm obsessed with Monster Energy drinks I TAG: KENNY MIKE ASHLEY MELISSA RAY

A Great New Indy Band......
hey everyone just loved this band i saw recently in Long Island, New york called "DISGUISED AS NORMAL" They are an awesome COVER BAND and do all the hottest covers of some of the greatest bands. They were just at a biker bar doing a benefit for 'BIKERS AGAINST CHILD ABUSE" They have a my space page, hope that youll check it out cause youll like them too..... myspace.com/DISGUISEDASNORMALBAND SOON THEY WILL HAVE A PAGE ON THIS AWESOME WEBSITE AS WELL..KEEP A LOOKOUT FRIENDS AND FANS...

Touch Of Rain
Touch of Rain by LateNiteFantasy© I hear the sweet music of falling rain drops making their melody known on my rooftop slow rythmic pulsation of the water falling the sounds of my dark angel calling come out with me and enjoy the tears of the sky standing on the edge of time feeling like I could fly a breeze catches me and the scent surrounds the smell of the rain as it hits the ground washing away the impurities of yesterday knowing that tomorrow is another day a day that we can share what we have been given that we may be able to cherish in the living each second we love is living proof life is tangible, just like the rain on my roof i can reach out and it touches me to the core nights like this are truly what i adore blessed be the miracle that takes away my pain blessed be those who can feel the touch of the rain.

Stop Asking Me !!!!!
look i'm sick of people asking me over and over how to i become apart of your family let me tell you first off you just want to see my nsfw pictures thats all and if one more person ask me i will block your ass and look i add people to my family is people who have been there for me and not shady if any guy ask me one more time to add them to there family i will block you because i dont have the time to deal with winny bitches . you been warn dont fuck with me because i can be the worst person you ever want to fuck with nic

Check This Out Please
I don't want to offend anyone for asking this of my friends, but would you please go rate my new fiancee's pic at her auction. If you will just do that I will rate 10 of your pics at happy hour. Here's the link: Now just send me a message to let me know that you did & I'll take care of my part. Thank you so much!

Pieces Of A Dream
Pieces of a Dream by LateNiteFantasy© feel your desire Heated, hot passion Sparking a flame of desire Love burns hotter than fire tasting you Nothing's ever been so sweet senses reel because of you sublime erections, erotic injections sexual connections, touches like liquid heat body pliant, yearning hunger liquid desire, fulfilling dreams acting out erotic fantasies nerve endings raw with hunger and need mouth hungering for the taste of you devouring kisses feeding on sensuality am I the dreamer or the dream bodies move together like clockwork synchronicity. and I wake alone

Poetry Reborn
Poetry Reborn by LateNiteFantasy© I thought it was dead The voice in my head That allowed me to manipulate word into song For what is poetry but a song without music I'd pick up my pen waiting for the voice from within to sing and hear nothing A cancerous melancholy metastisized my mind, my heart taking it's toll as I put away my book and pen THEN a familiar sensation, a voice my muse infusing passion from my pen ink flowing across the page speaking of souls and hearts bound by passion, by love,by lust, singing of injustice, trust, the thrills one receive from a lovers thrust of heaven and hell, of souls for sale, of innocence misused and turned to rage singed by an inner fire to pour my thoughts, my words, my soul across a page All this I put to paper with pen A poet reborn again.

Life Update
For anyone that personally talks to me this will be old news for u but as for the rest of u im gonna give a quick little update to my life. Back in april i quit my job.. at walmart. I took a month off for my bday and to just not have to stress on anything. I got a new job workin at Hobby Lobby in the frame shop. I totally hated the job. Most the time it was too repeditive and the other part of the time it was just... boring. Not to mention that on freight day it was jsut hot n sweaty moving stuff outta the truck to the floor. My department managers were real bitches the majority of the time (u know the type of women that seem to be on the rag permanently). Granted i guess if i was a virgo then it would be perfect job.. always worrying bout perfection but im just not that nit picky. It recently flooded here in alot of the parts of town. I had been driving and had no choice but to go through it, which ended up flooding the car. So in the long run it was rended useless. An

Security
Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing. -- Helen Keller

Mark Harmon See I Can Spell His Name Right
On Chicago Hope: Plays a doctor whose life changed after he treated Oklahoma City bombing victims. Beer spokesman: His 23 Coors commercials in the late '80s were classics. Does he still drink it? "Not unless they're paying me." Family: Married to actress Pam Dawber. They have two sons, ages 9 and 5. The popular Chicago Hope actor saved a life offscreen when he rescued a teen from a burning car. "You make the effort. You get involved." That's what TV's Mark Harmon learned from saving a boy's life. Sometimes, when actor Mark Harmon hugs his two sons, he thinks of how he almost left them fatherless. He pictures his wife, actress Pam Dawber, raising them as a widow. "There's a fine line between heroic and stupid," he says. Last year, he chose to walk that line when he rescued a 16-year-old boy from a burning car. Harmon's sons, ages 9 and 5, learned something on that awful night: "You make the effort. You take part in life. You get involved," he says. Harmon, 45, is retic

New Christian Pac Endorses Obama
New Christian Political Action Committee (PAC) Endorses Barack Obama June 10, 2008 Barack Obama has some new Christian friends. Mara Vanderlsice is heading up the new Political Action Committee (PAC) called "The Matthew 25 Network" and she tells the Brody File tonight that they will endorse Barack Obama. The group is having a fundraiser tonight but the official rollout isn't for a couple weeks. Vanderslice talked to me about the goal of the group. "What we found are thousands of Christians across the country who want to find a way to put their faith values in action through supporting candidates and there was no long term organization that existed to galvanize and capture and give voice to that energy that we found around the country. The Matthew 25 network has endorsed Barack Obama. He will be our first candidate but the hope is that this will be an effort that will live long beyond this election cycle and will help give voice to Christians whose gospel values are expressed or

Energy Alert - June 11....
Good evening, one and all! I am posting the new Energy Alert....haven't read it yet myself! Enjoy! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! Greetings! The re-connection is finally coming! What a wild and seemingly unpredictable ride we have been on, but if we can understand what is indeed occurring, it can all make sense. Things are proceeding right on track as we continued making our way up the spiritual evolutionary ladder. As more and more of the masses become involved in the process, the stages still repeat themselves over and over, but with much more of an impact now as so much more has been embraced and engulfed within higher vibrating energies. And in addition, the higher we vibrate, the more intense and magnified every movement and shift becomes. When this process really began in earnest around 2000, there were but a few in the forefront having the many experiences that the ascension process creates. With each succeeding phase, more a

A Man Who Dreams A While
A man who Dreams a While by LateNiteFantasy© Once in every mile, there is a man who dreams a while. In his heart he prays, the girl in his dreams has happy days. And once in every night, there is a man who starts a fight. He fights not for some glory way, but to protect the one he loves each day. And once in every place, there is a man with an empty space. In his heart or beneath his arm, a space to protect a girl from harm. And once in every year, there are men who shed a tear. For a love not found, or lost, yet his heart still knows the cost. Because once in every mile, there is a man who dreams a while... A man... Who dreams a while.

Lost Angel
Lost Angel by LateNiteFantasy© I was sitting in the deep and dreary Dark, of a star filled sky when it came The news so dark and horrid it left him Speaking weakly, his voice softly squeaking As he spoke, light trickled from his eyes It was the first time I had seen him cry He broke down, but you still know not why I shall tell you, if I may, please delay He met her at a place I dare not say But their friendship did grow day by day Soon love was evident to all in her Presence, but she seemed to slip away Now he comes with the blues, to state his news His Raven-haired angel left a note Upon which she deftly but sadly wrote She felt her life was useless, just a nuisance So she has gone where he cannot go to 'Cus he doesn't believe in life after death And well I must say, any of the rest Now I council him, but he still may die The news was great in our circle of friends But most of you still will not

Woot!
I'm going to mustang week!! Can't wait :-) I am going to be hot as hell and prolly miserable lol but I will be surrounded by kick ass mustangs, a sexy ass guy, and the ocean (although I am terrified of it) haha....woot me! lol

Rhyme And Reason
I have no distiny when I set here with pen in hand.No rhyme nor reason.I just close my eyes and I see a vision,within my heart,This tiny little voice,reaches inside my soul,and relates all that I had came to know.There is no ryhme nor reason,to the words I write,I just take what I feel,and let the emotions flows, and take hold,I have no reason,and could'nt even care if it was in rythem,I just write,what I see in the heart.A child,holding on to his best friend,a tathered brown bear.A daughter,brushing her hair searching for her true self.A son,reaching out for the father's attention.A mother,crying in the silence of a nite,despaired,broken from her daily life.A father wishing wanting more,and dare not let go of the life he has came to know.There is no rhyme nor reason for my tales.They are just something I felt,no time,all the time.any moment,no moment.Just a thought,no rythme nor reason intended.

If You Had Me Alone....
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE

Cdh
If noone has ever heard of CDH it stands for Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia. This is a birth defect that ca be treatable but is more times than not fatal to the infants born with it. I am writing this strictly because recently my life has ben affected by CDH. A very close friend new that her daughter would be born with CDH, they would take her directly from the womb to a Children's hospital where they would perform surgery to try and prevent further damage and to fix what had already been done. due to the difficulties from two surgeries her 17 day old daughter lost her fight with CDH. The website of Breath of Hope Inc. is www.breathofhopeinc.com for those who would like to help support research on this and find out more about it. I feel it is very important to shatre this with everyone I can as it was a deeply saddened time for my friend and her family after spending 17v days at the hospital with her daughter to only get to hold her once as she lay in her arms and took her last

Lust In The Rain
Lust in the Rain by LateNiteFantasy© There’s enough light to see through storm-grayed trees. Rain slicks along curves, melting into skin the way sweat joins with the air. The wind licks here, tasting the salt of steamed flesh; then there, lapping at sibilant leaves. Desire is monochromatic on the outside. Black, like lust-dilated eyes reflecting a shrouded sky full of turbulence. White, like a flash of teeth behind lips in the split of light streaking across the heavens to the ground. Gray, like the taut need suspended, upended, between two bodies. Inside, it’s throbbing, like the pulse of the earth.

Awww... Don't You All Feel Foolish?!?!?
So howdy... this is my first blog on here, and I'm kind of nervous because it will probably be my last. I really appreciate all the comments about how hot I am. It really boasts my self esteem... but here is what's going down. As I type, I'm headed to my "boyfriend's" apartment to talk to him because he's been writing suggestive messages to a girl on here. The only thing is... it's me! He's been writing me on here... but see, this is a fake profile! That's right people... I'm a faker! Hardy har har... It's not that I'm ashamed to show my real pic on here... and it's not that I'm super fat or ugly at all. It's all about catching my "boyfriend" in the act. Sorry if I somehow misled you. I never asked anyone to add me, or messaged anyone but dudeman, who I totally caught! It's done... so I'm done. Cheers...

Erotic Tip Of Touch
Erotic Tip Of Touch by LateNiteFantasy© Tender thoughts as you lay silent sleeping step inside, join your dreams of desire. Now, I am a raindrop in your waterfall of want runing rivulets that course your soul icy fingers of my passion closed upon your peaks rising to the summits of desire sensual caresses couple gentle pressured pain as still the raindrop falls to where love lies, within a writhing whirlpool, the tongue sip delicate nuzzled there this nubile navel mine yet onward, ever downward across the seismic mound trickles chase the torrents born of lust, a rosebud there to waken to moisten with a kiss swirling now beneath oncoming tide await the honeyed rush that lies in luscious labia, drown within erotic tip of touch. Thank you for reading my work, terry

The Strong One
the strong one by clint black When God made woman I wonder sometimes If it was a flower he had in mind when he made her A touch as gentle as a butterfly A kiss so sweet it could stop time forever God gave man a chance to be the kind of strength a woman needs He was suppose to be the one to carry that load CHORUS: But there she goes Baby in her arms World on her shoulder when her day starts Working a job that don't pay much but she thanks God it's enough There she is on her own two feet He walked out but she's still got dreams Tries to laugh when she feels like crying Nobody blame her if she stopped trying But she's got a heart that gives and gives so you tell me who the strong one is Tonight's the first night in a while She put on her makeup wearing a smile She'd going out And everything was all planned out but the fever that the baby's got now It's all shot down She gives up what she wants to do for what she has to That's what a momma does She'll b

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for abf or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND - REPOST THIS! RE

My Rant About The Greeters I Hired
I KNOW THIS SOUNDS LIKE ME BEING A BITCH BUT I HIRED GREETERS AT LACE UR LEATHER AWHILE BACK, AND THEY WERE AROUND FOR A FEW DAYS AND NOW FOR SOME REASON THERE NOT AROUND TO HELP PROMOTE! OR DO ANYTHING!!!! I MEAN I UNDERSTAND THAT THEY HAVE THERE OWN LIVES TO LIVE AND JOBS TO GO TO EVERYMORNING OR WHATEVER, BUT I DONT WANNA SOUND LIKE IM A BEING A GOODIE TWO SHOE OR ANYTHING BUT, I CANT DO ALL THE PROMOTING BY MYSELF! IM POSTING BULLETINS AND SENDING OUT THE INVITES AND PLUS IM LEAVING THE LACE UR LEATHER COMMENT ON PEOPLES PAGES JUST RANDOM PEOPLE THAT HAPPEN TO FLOAT ON BY, YA KNOW! ITS NOT THAT DAMN HARD! TO DO THAT AND PLUS ITS NOT HARD TO GREET SOMEONE WHEN THEY COME IN EITHER! I MEAN DAMN! I COME INTO LACE UR LEATHER LIKE EVERYDAY! AND EVERY MORNING! IT HURTS ME SO DAMN MUCH THAT ALL YOU GREETERS THAT I HIRED DONT SEEM TO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING!!!!!! YOU DONT WANNA COME IN DURING THE DAY A FEW TIMES A WEEK AND GREET PEOPLE?? MY GOD! ITS NOT THAT FUCKING HARD!!!! YOU HAVE WAS

Why Taps Is Played
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every North American should know........... We in the North America have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention

Liars
"No More Sorrow" - Linkin Park Are you lost In your lies Do you tell yourself I don't realize Your crusade's a disguise Replace freedom with fear You trade money for lives I'm aware of what you've done [Chorus:] No more sorrow I've paid for your mistakes Your time is borrowed Your time has come to be replaced I see pain I see need I see liars and thieves Abuse power with greed I had hope I believed But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived You will pay for what you've done [Chorus] Thieves and hypocrites Thieves and hypocrites Thieves and hypocrites [Chorus x2] Your time has come to be replaced Your time has come to be erased

Libra
Libra is a Cardinal Air sign, ruled by Venus. As the seventh sign of the zodiac, and the only one not represented by a living animal or person, the Libra individual is a refined, sociable, and charming individual who dislikes violence and injustice. Famous and historical figures sharing Libra traits include President Dwight Eisenhower (October 14), John Lennon (October 9), Truman Capote (September 30), and Groucho Marx (October 2). The Libra personality is one with a strong sense of right and wrong, who despises discord and confrontation. These are tactful people who approach life with a bit of sugar-coating to make the ride less bumpy for themselves and for those around them. With the scales as their symbol, Libras innately and often unconsciously strive for balance and serenity in their lives, sometimes going to extremes to maintain the peace despite the ups and downs inherent in everyday living. Libras are generally well-liked in their social circles and function best in s

Completely Unfinished
Not sure how I'm breathing now. This feeling is really insane. I do not know what this is. Am I the one to blame? For all this shit that never quits. The people are always so ignorant. It's just a shame that no one seems to see the fact. I don't understand why it's this way. Life would be easier if we knew what we needed. But none of us really know what that is so. We always let go of our control. And give away our lives. Slowly, decay and die. As we lay and wonder why things are this way. This kind of self-deceit that lays underneath. We live with it day by day. And no one says a damn thing. Cause we're all afraid to expose. Whats inside us all. The darkness you cannot know.

Deja Vu
DEJA VU I've had many lives and in everyone, I've been with you I keep coming back and every time there's something new you may be short or tall, a blond or a redhead, your eyes may be green or blue so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were a friend standing by my side through good times and bad times, helping me through this crazy ride as a friend you always helped me do what I needed to do so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were my lover with passions running high when you’ve been my lover the lust would fly me to the sky as my lover there was things that I liked and you always knew so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were some lives where you were my wife and that was always the best of any life our love was so strong it last our whole life through so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were times when my life, love, and marriage all turned into a mess but I always had you to tu

Where Did My Sanity Go...
I've been angry lately... not at anyone in particular... myself mostly. Darryl is at work... I'm just waiting to go visit him... I was cleaning the apartment... getting my art stuff cleaned up... and I came across my Voodoo Doll... ... Oh little Voodoo Doll... with your pins and anger... you have done everything I have asked of you and more. He broke my heart... and I told him... he knew... You hurt me, I hurt you. It's funny to see how everything fell apart. He could blame it on other factors... but everything I wished came came true. And upon you forever, this curse shall follow. The wicked who would do me harm, May he take the throat disease, Spirally, virally, circularly, Fluxy, phlegmy, swollen and grim. Be it harder than stone, Be it blacker than coal, Be it swifter than a bird, Be it heavier than lead. Be it fiercer, sharper, harsher, Than the hard, thorn biting holly. Be it sourer than the lemon and The bitter salt. A dysentery of blood

Spotlight Thanks!! What Dreams Are Made Of!
I Want To Personally Thank Everyone Who Has Been There Through The Thick & Thin!! RihannaTake A BowMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Some People Don't Know The Value Of Friendships But I Do And Pray Each Of You Know I Love YOU!!! "143" :) My Certain Friend Taught Me That!! I Know And Understand All The Endless Hours Each Of You Put In To Get Me Where I'm At On This Site! So If I May Take My Bow To Each One Of You! I love You! And Those Words Don't Come Easy With Me! How it all started I do not know, Seamed like every time you came near you had that glow. You've brought forth things I tried to Hide, All it took was a single gaze into your eyes. A true friendship should never cost you a penny, But yet it is never obtained by so many! As I watched your heart break and fall apart, I knew it would heal from the very start. Now, as I notice the seed of love start to grow, I realize where it will lead only God knows! You've all made mistakes as we all can agree

Stuff On My Mind
IT IS 430 IN THE MORNING AND I CANT SLEEP.THERE IS STILL THINGS ROMING AROUND IN MY BRAIN AND UNFORTURNATELY I CANT GO TO SLEEP BECUZ OF IT.MAYB BY WRITTING ALL OF IT DOWN THEN I CAN FINALLY RELAX A LIL A FALL ASLEEP. FIRST, I AM HURTING.I TOOK A PAIN PILL TO SEE IF IT WILL HELP ME RELAX AND IT IS GETTING THERE SECOND,FOR SOME REASON,I HAVE MY BROHER AND MY FATHER ON MY BRAIN.I MISS THEM BOTH VERY MUCH AND ALL I CAN DO IS CRY FOR THEM. THIRD,MY BIG SISTER IS COMING THIS WEEKEND TO COME VISIT ME AND MY MOM. I AM EXCITED AND I CANT WAIT TIL SHE GETS HERE. I CANT WAIT TO HUG HERE REAL TIGHT,JUST TO LET HER KNOW THAT I LOVE HER. FORTH, MY BIRTHDAY IS MONDAY.I WILL B 37 YRS.OLD.I AM GETTING OLD AND I KNOW IT.LOL I LOOK LIKE I AM 12 THOUGH.LOL. FIFTH,I HAVE A NEW BEST FIEND IN MY LIFE AND I AM REALLY HAPPY THAT I HAVE HER AND HER FAMILY BUT THEY LIVE SO FAR AWAY.IT IS COOL THOUGH CUZ WE TALK EVERY DAY. WE ALWAYS LAUGHING ABOUT SOMETHING GOING ON. I AM REALLY GRATEFUL THAT GOD BR

Club Mystic
I was ask this morning if I still wanted to be in the group. Well my answer was yes, however I asked that I be pulled. The reason for this is because it is not fair that I am not here all the time to do what is expected of me. It was pointed out that my points are going down so I must be here. Well I have more then one computer and I am logged into FUBAR 247 on one of em. I am getting points for just being on line so yes my points go down. In any case I have removed the club pic as my main and pull the name form mine. Sorry guys. Later, Khandy

Happy Birthday Manda!!
It's her birthday~Please show her... "Diva Manda" some serious birthday luv!!!! Manda~ForbiddenGreeter ~DylonsDivaMafia ~OwnerOfForgotten~@ fubar Happy Birthday Manda, hope you have a great day!!! Please show her sum DIVA love for her birthday. Happy Birthday Love MsMaine, Dylon and all your fellow DIVAS!!!

Why Do They Do It?
If one person on Fubar can tell me why newbies have to hate on others, I'd love to know. Obviously they're doing it without knowing us, but when they don't even have a real picture, is it necessary for them to do this crap? Here's the lovely lil comment he left me to go with my one: Here's his link, if you choose to go block him before he does something similar to y'all. Hate on@ fubar/tinypic.com" target="_blank"> Here's her link. Y'all can do whatcha want. i'm tired of being nice, because apparently this is what "nice" gets you around here. sweet_fem@ fubar

In The Name Of The King
Jason Statham, Jason Statham, Jason Statham...if I want to get laid, I bring home a Jason Statham movie, because apparantly he is the hottest man alive in my wife's mind. But even the fact that he was in it couldn't save this piece of crap. And the sad thing is, it didn't have to be this way. Jason Statham plays farmer, a simple man, trying to make a living ...farming. But there is intrigue afoot, and King Burt Reynolds is being challenged by his Nephew Matthew Lillard. So when Farmer sends his hot wife to market with their turnips, of course the bad guys attack. A special mention should be made for these characters who attack. They are led by Ray Liotta, in human form, but their costumes look like rejects from LOTR, or perhaps Gwar. In fact, I think Gwar should have designed their costumes, it would have been better. But they attack, and the real story begins. Hellboy Ron Perlman raised Farmer, so he joins in, and another long haired guy, and off they go. I wont bore you

Come Help Him Level Up At 22 Please
Can you come show him some fu-love to his page.He needs help to level up.He only has 30,204 points to go!Till the next level.He would really like to be on level 22 today when he comes on tonight.Here's his pic link to his page.He would be so happy to be on 22 mikey owner of nothing and nobody@ fubar

Gas Prices..ouch!
Nation City Price in USD Regular/Gallon Netherlands Amsterdam $6.48 Norway Oslo $6.27 Italy Milan $5.96 Denmark Copenhagen $5.93 Belgium Brussels $5.91 Sweden Stockholm $5.80 United Kingdom London $5.79 Germany Frankfurt $5.57 France Paris $5.54 Portugal Lisbon $5.35 Hungary Budapest $4.94 Luxembourg $4.82 Croatia Zagreb $4.81 Ireland Dublin $4.78 Switzerland Geneva $4.74 Spain Madrid $4.55 Japan Tokyo $4.24 Czech Republic Prague $4.19 Romania Bucharest $4.09 Andorra $4.08 Estonia Tallinn $3.62 Bulgaria Sofia $3.52 Brazil Brasilia $3.12 Cuba Havana $3.03 Taiwan Taipei $2.84 Lebanon Beirut $2.63 South Africa Johannesburg $2.62 Nicaragua Managua $2.61 Panama Panama City $2.19 Russia Moscow $2.10 Puerto Rico San Juan $1.74 Saudi Arabia Riyadh $0.91 Kuwait Kuwait City $0.78 Egypt Cairo $0.65 Nigeria Lagos $0.38 Venezuela Caracas $0.12

A New Friend
Josh got up and started down the road around noon on a Saturday afternoon. He had been anticipating this weekend for sometime. It had been months since he had seen Tricia. The two hour drive was pretty easy as he had made it a few times. Meanwhile Tricia was busy preparing for the more than satisfying sexual adventure that she knew would occur that night. She showered making sure she was freshly clean. While in the shower she made sure to shave her aching pussy. She needed this weekend. It had been months since she had been satisfied the way Josh was able to. As the razor smoothed the stubble she resisted the urge to get a start on her satisfaction. Tricia finished her shower and got dressed for the rest of the day. The weather was very warm and she dressed in her shorts and a tank top. Tricia thought to herself “Who would believe that she would have so much fun with someone she barely knew.” The two had met months earlier but at the time it seemed so much longer. T

I'm Still Alive?
Not that long ago i got a weird email from Classmates.com. Someone sent me a message. I opened the message and for the life of me i didn't know who it was from. As i read thru the message it finally dawned on me who this person really was. This mesage was from a woman i had not seen or spoken to for more than 17yrs. The last time was after I returned from the Gulf War in 1991 and she has been searching for me since then. Sometime around 1999 or 2000 there was an article in the local newspaper which stated I was killed in a car accident. I was? That's news to me anyway. So all this time she thought I was dead! One day, she was going through the classmates directory and came across my profile. As she puts it "she nearly hit the floor". There i was, and all this time she thought i was dead. Now, I've been a member of classmated for quite a long time. At least since 2000. To make a long story short we reconnected with the help of the internet. We've all heard of stories o

Time Lost
TIME LOST So much time has been lost and it devastates my heart Knowing we will never get one second back All we can do is wait for this icy cold winter to pass It’s been 11 long excruciating months since I have seen you, Heard your happy voices say We love you mommy! Or seen the beautiful smiles on your faces Or felt all your little arms around my waist It kills me inside to know that you are unable to see me And the time we are losing and will never get back. Everyday my life seems to waste away. All I can do is keep hold of the memories & how we use to play How I so miss your birthdays and holidays When I would bake your birthday cakes and decorate I have all your pictures by my bed and the drawings you sent Lined up under the window They are all I see through out the day. Your pictures show just how much you all have grown All we have are the letters and pictures we share. I do write my little angels I just wish you would

Your Morning Thought For The Day:
Your morning thought for the day: Spread the diaper in the position of the diamond with you at bat. Then fold second base down to home and set the baby on the pitcher's mound. Put first base and third together, bring up home plate and pin the three together. Of course, in case of rain, you gotta call the game and start all over again. ~Jimmy Piersal, On How to Diaper a Baby, 1968

Vacation Time
well folks im off for a lil jaunt to ny, taking my daughter home to spend the summer with her mom. then fly back next week on weds afternoon..you all take care and see you all when i get back and promise to raid everyone here on fubar on the return...bring back some nice pics there...out of here..and gone til i return..peace to you all

Vacation!!
I can't freaking wait until tomorrow! Dez and I are heading off to Sanibel for a secret (ok, maybe since i've been shouting it from the rooftops it's not such a secret anymore) getaway to Sanibel Island! The only thing that sucks is that no one will cover me tomorrow night at work so we can't leave until 7. As many times as i've taken shifts you'd think one of them would be nice and take one for me. No. So we won't get there until midnight or so but that's ok. We will make the most of the weekend and tear it up! My only goal for the weekend is not to get my name in the paper (ANY police activity, and i mean even a call for a gator sighting, is printed in the paper. Names and all!). If I can manage that, it'll be a good weekend :) We are taking A LOT of photos so I will post them up when we return!

Always And Forever
ALWAYS AND FOREVER Author: Freida Martinez Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How could I have known That you would come in to my life And my beauty would start to bloom And like a pretty butterfly Come out of my cocoon To share your tender heart The warmness of your smile The courage of your wisdom For these I’d walk for miles To be thinking of a time When you’d no longer be there For me to gaze upon in delight And all ou

Today
today i had to se my counselor. These are the days that really suck. I go in there wiht my mom to discuss anything and everything about the case and life in general. It really hard to sit in there and hear and feel the pain that i have caused. My mom in tears because of everything goin on. My mom is so sad because of the situation and doesnt want my to do anything drastic. I just need to froget, but we never forget. Its not in us as humans to forget things that have drastic effects on our lifes. i just want to crawl into a hole and be left alone. But thats silly.. I guess i just wish i knew wat was goin to happen to me. So myself and my family can have some peace.

Mars & Venus
who lives on venus, and who lives on Mars? I don't get men, i really dont. Why would one tell you, that they are done, don't want you anymore, don't love you, and then accuse you of cheating, or follow you around, and otherwise obsess? Perhaps it's one of those things, that is what *THEY* are doing, so they accuse others of that as well. I just don't get it. Call me a fat whore, tell me ya don't love me, tell me you don't want to be with me, yet act like you are upset at the thought of me moving on. Just the thought mind you. nothing more. If ya didn't want me to move on, then maybe you should have done something, anything.....to be with me. How about, DONT tell me to move on. You wanted me to move on, don't act like it's a crime for me to do so.... I'm like anyone else. I just want to be loved. That's all i really want.

Dissapointment
I hate dissapointing people, especially ones i care about. Sometimes my brain just doesn't work. Maybe it's cause i'm selfish....and i'm not what i really think i am. dissapointing someone is worse than making someone angry. :( I would rather they be angry at me. Angry means they can forgive.....dissapointment means redemption, similiar but not the same. I have to prove myself all over again. I hate dissapointing others.

Can We Recall The Time ?
i post this commercial video, because it reminds me so much the last seconds i was with my golden angel, a few months ago when i saw her running away from me to catch her bus; each time i see it on TV, i have this special moment in mind...

My True Story!!!
When my youngest child was 2 years old, I came home from going to the store to find him hysterical & in tears one day! My hubby (ex now) told me a 'puppy' had been chasing my son around the trailer we lived @ nipping at the back of his diaper! The 'puppy' was fed & taken in by our family while I tried to find the owner of what I thought was a Husky or Malamute puppy, probably about 6-7 weeks old. No one ever claimed her so we named her 'Sheeba' & kept her!It wasn't til she was about 1 1/2 years old before I could afford to take her to a vet (money was very tight back then!) & he told he she was actually a wolf! It all made sense to me then, as the place we lived at was in the middle of a wooded area! I always thought she had a funny sounding bark & howl & then I knew why!!!

No New Battlestar Until 2009
What the Frak? No New Battlestar Until 2009 080612battlestargalactica.jpg Battlestar Galactica's Michael Trucco by Carole Segal/SCI FI Channel Photo Battlestar Galactica fans are well-advised to sit back and savor this Friday's midseason finale, because the balance of Season 4 — the series' last, lest we forget — won't be hitting the tube until after "the first of the year," says executive producer Ronald D. Moore. And that's a best-case scenario. At a Wednesday-night screening of this week's episode, Moore explained to TVGuide.com that even though they are currently filming the series' final scenes, the "practical realities" of post-production — coupled with the formidable end-of-year competition presented by new fall series, baseball and football — places the onset of the final episodes at the start of 2009, at the earliest. "Realistically, there's no way to get back on the air faster," he apologetically added.

Firefox 3 To Be Released Tuesday
New Firefox Web browser to be released Tuesday By ANICK JESDANUN 06.12.08, 10:45 AM ET Popular Videos Credit Crisis: End In Sight? The Curse Of Too Much Cash Wesley Clark's Iraq Strategy Intel Needs New Paranoia 2008 Saab Turbo X Most Popular Stories Young Billionaires Easily Overlooked Tax Deductions The No-Tech Hacker Job Hunting In A Downturn How To Tap Lenders When Credit Is Tight NEW YORK - A new version of the Firefox Web browser is scheduled for release Tuesday with improvements in security, speed and design. Many of the enhancements in Firefox 3 involve bookmarks. The new version lets Web surfers add keywords, or tags, to sort bookmarks by topic. A new "Places" feature lets users quickly access sites they recently bookmarked or tagged and pages they visit frequently but haven't bookmarked. There's also a new star button for easily adding sites to your bookmark list - similar to what's already available on Microsoft Corp. (nasdaq: MSFT - news -

Help ♪£íłβαмαgíг£♪ ~shadow Leveler~ Get Her First Hh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She Helps All Of Us!!!!
Thats right ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪ ~Shadow Leveler~ is going for her first HH! She could really use some help! She is ALWAYS ready and more then willing to help us all out when we need it! Time to return the love ppl!

I Don't Even Know
I hate myself. I ruined it like I ruin everything else in my life. I fuck up anything good. That's all I am, I'm just a fuck up. I was so sure things were gonna be ok. I felt like things were starting to go the way they should and I thought he did too but now I have no idea. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to think. I'm broken. I don't this anymore. I don't want to go through this pain again. It hurts so much. I just want to this to be fixed. I want this to work out. I am giving my all and I am trying so hard, why isn't my best good enough? Why am I never enough? This doesn't feel right, this is not how this is supposed to be. I am my biggest mistake. I am shit to me. Everything I touch turns to shit. I can't hold on to something that doesn't want to be there, but I don't know how to let go. How I can I just turn my back on what I love? How can I just forget the best thing I have ever had? How did it come to this? How could he want this? All I wanna do

Lost&found!!!
Well 3 months ago my wedding ring came up missing...needless to say I looked Everywhere...Except the dryer at my hubby's apt...hmmm...why did this escape my mind??? His dryer eats everything and not to mention he dont ask where the filter is...or...why the dryer quit? He just started hanging our clothes up to dry... well the dryer unfortunately, had my wedding ring, my I.D., my wristband, and a shitload of change...LOL thanks to my hubby never cleaning it...I was lucky to have got it back...and really discusted with the filth in there. Ewww. my god; so now the office is charging him for never cleaning it or asking where the filter is... anyways, just trying to see why that never occured to me to look in there or anything else. I'm Pleading the Fifth! Until proven guilty on this one...!!!!

Bye All
While I wish I could say that my experience here on fubar has been a good one it's really not been what I expected it to be. I came on this site open to finding a relationship that could blossom from a friendship. I've found liars, cheaters, and men who want their cake and eat it too. I will stick to myspace. At the end of Friday I will be deleting this page. I wanted to take a moment to say goodbye to you all and good luck in your lives. Sarah

I'm Hittin' Em Wit Dem Hot Jamz Tonite At Club Naughty N Nice!!
JOIN DJ TAZZY FAY TONIGHT FROM 7 TIL 11 IN CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE FOR THEME NIGHT COME GET YOUR DRINK ON WITH US THURSDAY NIGHT FROM 8PM TIL 11PM EST @CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE

My New Fu Owner
MEET MY NEW FU OWNER SHE IS ONE HELLUVA NICE PERSON AND A GREAT FRIEND ALSO YOU NEED TO GO CHECK OUT HER PAGE AND SHARE ALOT OF FU LUV'N '♥Bebe♥ Owned by ©§NIPER®{Sinful Angels}~Shadow Leveler~' http://fubar.com/bebedarlin

Deabeat Dad
my daughter turned 2 months old yesterday and her father STILL has not even met her or done ANYTHING for her despite me making attempts to get him involved and settling things out of court...He flatout denies her knowing how much i loved him (and sadly still do) and knowing damn well i didnt cheat on him,.. I admit, my daughter looks alot like me, but she looks like his ass too...how can he deny it? She didnt get those eyes or that forehead from me thats for sure! How can he deny the resemblance? just look at the freakin eye lids Well, the papers are in so all i have to do is wait for them to find him, serve him, and get a court date so they will make him get a paternity test...I would pay money to see his face when the judge says, "christopher scott, in the case of destiny jasmine, you ARE the father." He may not want to be in her life but best believe 18% of his income will be going to our daughter... damn right, break my heart, ill break your bank account.

Hackers Using Our Profiles
i recently had someone hack into my profile and send out suggestive messages to men and women...i was on my home page when a clone fubar screen popped up for me to re-enter my password,i believe this is what caused this... ive changed my password so hopefully the BS will be over..just wanted you all to have a heads up so this doesnt happen to you..

My Surprise For You...
I tell you that I have a surprise for you…We make our way into the hotel and find our room. We have several drinks as we make small-talk. I tell you to stand up and remove all your clothes. I my surprise and for my enjoyment you do a short strip-tease and you get undressed. Once you are completely naked I have you sit on the bed..then I pull out a pair of handcuffs and 3 silk scarves and tell you to lay back… You lay there, on the bed, that sexy body completely bared. A silk scarf around your eyes as a blindfold. Arms stretched over your head, a set of handcuffs securing your wrists to the brass head rail. Your legs spread wide, matching scarves to the one covering your eyes around your ankles, likewise securing them to the bedposts. Your body shivering a little, nervous, making your stomach quiver and those sweet, incredible, raspberry-sized nipples stand so hard and taut. You feel my lips on yours, then your cheek, finally your ear. "Relax and enjoy baby," I whisper. You fee

Dead Inside
Dead Inside sometimes I feel so alone nothing seems right all we do is fight when you are here I feel like I am alone dead inside no love seems to live in a shriveled beaten heart pulled and twisted torn and ripped abused no happiness can survive pain is all that exists the love once present long faded to pain feelings once cherished long blown away bent ring tells it all nothing perfect ever will follow happiness will be found the day I end up under the ground

A Good Read
A Good Read by LateNiteFantasy© A page turner makes you want to live inside the story to read on in fantasy. To live inside of something else, a great sail boat on crystal seas. If you can’t put it down it’s probably a remedy for you to lean on. You won’t ever stop the song, Because it’s in you that I live on. A cliff hanger is an ending that never really ends at all. The story just continues on in the best hiding place of all.

My Friend Randy Rules At Life.
He posted this blog on myspace. I think it is of the utmost importance for the world to see... While at work today I was reminded as I am daily that most people are oxygen thieves and should be removed from the earth. I don't know how someone who has no drive or sense of purpose can justify their existence. Some people are just too damn stupid to understand simple things. They think that things like jobs much like an infectious disease. What would fix most of these problems is a highly trained, highly motivated squad of ninja attack monkeys. Ninja attack monkeys may seem a little strange but hear me out on the history of the ninja attack monkey. In the late 1700's the a traveling monk named shiatte pannts brought to a Japaneese warlord the concept of the attack monkey. The Japaneese warlord Ilike Horros sent the specially selected monkeys to the Koga mountians to train with an ninja master in the art of hine-ken which is roughly translated to " the way of deadly flinging of poo".

Poetry
Poetry by LateNiteFantasy© Prismatic passions poured forth Reflections Many faceted Multi hued Pictures painted From a palette spread before Of experiences and images Imbued with tones and textures subtle, obvious smooth, rough Undulating, vibrating Never stagnant Reverberating Echoing lessons learned Singing life’s songs

Dreams Of The Night
Dreams of the Night by LateNiteFantasy© Dreams of beauty Dreams of evil Visions in the night Phantoms brought by the Sandman to liven up my sleep Playing with dragons or hunting vampires in the gloom Dreams of love Dreams of adventure My mind's way to escape the travails of the day Sometimes reviewing times gone by and sometimes days yet to come A few dreams I can remember Most vanish with the dawn Dreams of beauty and evil Dreams of angels and succubi Wizards and driving and hikes in the woods or swinging among the stars Strange images in my nighttime mind I wonder what I'll dream tonight

Dreaming
Dreaming by LateNiteFantasy© The world I roam in my sleep Is a land of mists and shadows And everything that appears to me Is shaped of the stuff of dreams Sometimes I walk Sometimes I fly And sometimes I just run Sometimes something's hunting me More often it's me who seeks. My dreams get very odd at times But true nightmares are few And sometimes, though 'tis rare, I know I'm in a dream. I dream of strange adventures. I dream of loves won and lost I dream of the future, and of the past. I dream of things I've always wanted to do And I dream of the things I've done. I dream of changes I would make. And I dream of what can't be undone. The land of mists and shadows, That I visit every night, is a place I treasure in my soul And look forward to each day. When I waken from my dreams, They vanish whence they came. Someday in the future When I am old and gray I'll enter the realm of dreams one last time. And there I'll forever stay. For now I will

A Poet's Singularity
A Poet's Singularity by LateNiteFantasy© every poet charts a course opening windows to their soul yellow brick roads stairways to hell needs and fetishes offered up placing emotions on keyboards conjuring devils and angels warp speed through a cyber brothel entangled but unattached a Fubar black hole

I Wish
I wish... ***I wish people would speak their mind without the worries of the weak people that can't handle opinions or truths. Example: 1 "Hey I got a new tattoo. What do ya think?"... 2 ..."I think you look like a total douchebag and you should have consulted with friends before completing this act" ***I wish slow work days had obstacle courses to pass the time. Everyone gets their exercise AND teamwork is practiced. Example: "Ok Bob and Jim are gonna start off in the back corner office and if Bob makes it up the stairs to Jeff's office before Jim does then he earns his team 4 points. No pushing or shoving boys. Oh and if you fail to answer a ringing phone on the way, you lose a point." ***I wish sales callers would talk slow and sexy when they called the home or business...again. Example: "Heeey Mister...Smith..is it? Oh how Ive got a big, hot, juicy deal for you today. You can...subscriiiibe to our thick...long magazine. It's got alllll you want and m

Catholic School Girls
A train hits a bus filled with Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates when St. Peter asks the first girl, ” Tiffany, have you ever had any contact with a male organ? She giggles and shyly replies, “Well, I once touched the head of one with the tip of my finger.” St. Peter says, ” Okay, dip the tip of your finger in the Holy Water and pass through the gate. ” St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, “Jennifer, have you ever had any contact with a male organ?” The girl is a little reluctant but replies, “Well, once I fondled and stroked one.” St. Peter says, ” Okay, dip your whole hand in the Holy Water and pass through the gate. ” All of a sudden, there is a lot of commotion in the line of girls. One girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front, St.Peter says, “Reeva, What seems to be the rush?” The girl replies, “If I’m going to have to gargle that Holy Water, I want to do

I'm Back! And Better Than Ever!
Good morning, afternoon, evening everyone!! I have returned from the depths of fubar hell! Mainly because some big bad crybabies are to fucking stupid to take shit like a man. Cried & whined like a fucking little girls & got me booted from here. Anyways, i'm sending you a message to let you know im back....a 125,000 fubucks poorer mind you, but i'm back nevertheless..... Some people just have to fucking ruin it for everybody else.

Night Rider
Night Rider by LateNiteFantasy© she stalks the night lurking in shadows burning hot in the cold night rider she screams rage at the skies as others live the life she desires but is denied night screamer until the darkness has passed and the stars begin to fade and she knows it is almost time night howler so she lingers at dawn luminescent and breathless tense with anticipation night haunter but as his golden hair touches the midnight blue sky she shies back from the light night shadow their eyes meet as their hands never will across a distant horizon night rider ages ago, with a look, they both learned their fate to love, but not to have night dweller and so she must flee before him weeping for their pain as he hopelessly whispers her name daylover

Letter I Wrote To Msnbc Ripping Ann Currie
I am writing this letter to you in regards to Ann Currie's coverage on the tornado that hit the Boy Scout's camp in Blencoe,Iowa. To be perfectly frank, coverage is a serious overstatement. It nauseates me that this woman actually got paid to do nothing more than exploit a couple of frightened children for ratings. It's obvious in this clip I'm going to show you following my complaint, that she is doing nothing more than purposely trying to make these kids cry on national television. Ms. Currie did everything, but punch them in their mouths. I do not have a degree in journalism, so maybe you the editor can enlighten me. Is this a acceptable tactic that is condoned by your television station? We the viewers out in T.V. land are not stupid people. In fact, some of us have a very firm grasp on the obvious and can see these kids were not only still in shock from their ordeal, but scared out of their wits. Hell some of us have actually BEEN in a tornado, and I have been in two mysel

What She Sees
What She Sees by LateNiteFantasy© Standing before the reflection, Hair brushed, Makeup applied. Remembered whispers of beauty, Resounding in her mind. In her saddened expression, Reflecting in the mirror. Seeing nothing to justify, The true and heartfelt assurances, Given by those who care most. What she sees in that reflection, Leaves a lot to be desired. Choosing not to believe That underneath the body Which she loathes so... Is the true and inner beauty, That draws in the many, Like the moth to the flame. This is what she sees... Hair brushed, Makeup applied, Standing before the reflection.

Time Stands Still
Time Stands Still by LateNiteFantasy© In your eyes I see Untainted, love reigns true Passionate, unstoppable To hold that fire close to mine. In my arms you feel Security, tranquility Emotions flare pure, To hold this sweet melody. In the kiss I share with you Leaving you weak and breathless The sparks that ignite Making time stand still. Thought of without you In itself, your body trembles Death seems irrelevant. In your heart I know, Pure as the driven snow... For as long as time exists, You will be dreaming of that kiss, And the desire that is so true.

9/11/01 I'll Never Forget!
Stephen Siller, beloved husband and father of five, was a firefighter from Squad 1, Park Slope Brooklyn. On 9/11, he was off-duty, and on his way to golf with his 3 older brothers. When Stephen heard on his scanner that the World Trade Center had been hit, he turned his vehicle around and headed towards the site. When his truck was prohibited from entering the Brooklyn Battery Tunnel, typical of him, he raced on foot towards the site with his gear strapped to his back. He was last seen alive on West and Liberty Streets where he, more than likely, went looking for his Squad, all of whom perished.The Tunnel to Towers Run retraces Stephen’s footsteps on that fateful day. In running along his path, we honor the memory of all the Firefighters, Police, and EMS workers who performed their duty that day. In running this race, we are reclaiming still another part of the city for all our heroes and for all of those who died on 9/11. They will never be forgotten! Check out a media

My Prayer
Dear God, I lay upon this bed with my eyes closed,and I hear this voice inside me.I feel like crying,and I don't know why.I look upon you for guidance,and I have been shutting you out,and again I don't know why.I feel lost,tied between two worlds,and they are pulling at my flesh.I stretch,catlike movements,and I talk to you a little more.I know in my heart you have never left me,so why don't I feel you there.Why do I feel so all along.I remember so many times,I could feel your hand on my shoulder,your whisper in my ear,or you carried me when I needed to be lifted.Why am I like a beacon of light,disolving in the midst of the evening glow.I pray to you,for not my soul,But for the ones whos soul is lost.I pray for those who has found thee,and have lost.I ask nothing of me.I shall hold my own,and within my darkness of nights,I shall find thee.Give those who have nothing,All you have given me.Place your hand upon them,and give them what you did me,and Father,let there souls be one,as y

It Is Coming
The end is within sight. Things are coming to a head and sooner rather than later all that you have come to know and hold dear will be changed forever. When the time comes and that change has been made where will you stand and what will you regret not having been able to do or say? I myself will be prepared and ready for what is to come, for i fear not what will happen, instead i welcome it

What Am I Who Am I
I have search the world over,and I found a few,and loved a few,yet I found nothing.I have hurt some and faught some,yet I found nothing.I have shed a tear,gave a few,yet I found nothing.I have been there and here,yet I have been nowheres.I have seen the world,and yet I havent seen my backyard.I have been to journeys,and never left my world,of this desk. I have scene many souls,and havent talked to any. I have sent my imagiantion to the end of the world,and never been to the far region of space iteself.I have seen reality become fantasy and fantasy become reality.I never lost site of either.I have seen life as it is was and will be but I cannot read the past present or future.I have seen souls of many,yet mine is,hidden from me.I have sought this incredible journey,and yet,havent step out the door.So what am I. Who am I? Nah I will let you guess.

News!!!
Well I guess its time for another update... Well for those of you that dont know.. WE ARE GONNA HAVE A BABY!!!!! I found out last week that i am pregnant. Went to the doctor and found out that i am due on febuary 11th 2009. Its gonna be quite the challenge with jayden being 18 months when the baby is born, but im up for it. I love babies :D Here is a pic of the pregnancy tests... We got a puppy named Rosco! He is a pure bred toy chihuahua, and he is super cute lol here is a pic... Jayden is getting so big! shes 9 months now and she says tons of words, No teeth yet but shes slobering like crazy so i assume they are coming soon.she crawls all over the place and pulls up on everything in sight so im guessing she will be walking soon. i figured id include a few recent pics of her too :P Hmmm lets see.. what else... well we got a biggo plasma screen and a wii. I love it! its sooo fun! I also got a new laptop. its 4gb and it runs soooo fas

Expressions Of Pleasure
Sleepless night of unforgettable moments sexual tension, sinful pleasures Naked bodies in a tight embrace aching with a burning desire Passionate kisses on soft moist lips exploring tongues, sensual licks Stimulating raging, heated passions lustful moans, grinding motions Caresses between parted thighs a moist, silky, pink flesh Firmly stroking velvety smoothness a swollen erect hardness Legs entwined, back arches penetrating with incredible sensations Increasing pace of rhythmic thrusts heightening the sexual bliss Glistening bodies, sweaty glow making smacking sounds echo Hearts begin racing, breath quickens escaping chorus of encouraging moans Bodies trembling, quivering with an ecstatic climax erupting Ridding the waves of ecstasy feeling sated as we fulfilled our fantasy Expressions of pleasure moments shared together...

Tattoo Contest
Have a Tattoo?OPEN NOW! Come vote your favorite Winner with the most rates/comments will receive 1,000,000 fubucks..(NO COMMENT BOMBING! One Comment/Rate per person!) Enter now and win free fubucks.. Only 10,000 fubucks to enter the contest. After June 16 the price goes up to 25k fubucks to enter. So get involved before then. Everyone welcome to join, friend or not. If you know someone with a bad ass tattoo and you think they may want to enter the contest, send them my way. I am looking for at least 10 contestants. Prizes are as follows: First Place 1,000,000 Fubucks Second Place 250,000 Fubucks Third Place 50,000 Fubucks Rules Are: 1. NO COMMENT BOMBING.. Anyone that has comment bombing on their picture will be disqualified. 2. No more than one(1) comment/rate per person. 3. No down-rating other contestants. A rate is a rate whether it is a 1 or an 11. 4. No mean comments. 5. You can comment as many of the contestants as you'd like to vote for. As l

Fu Angels Team 3
> ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > > "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Secretary~*~Force~3~Bombers~* > > babygirl > > Karena2001 ~~@~~FORCE 3 BOMBERS~~@~~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > >

Plz Rate My Contest Pic With Sugar On Top :d
I am in contest for the best Killer Kleavage (oooh yeah BOOOBIES) and I would appreciate if everyone could drop me a rate and comment on my pic....thank you in advance...oh and me love you long time :D The Baddest M.I.L.F.® PLEASE REPOST!

So Sad Today
Don't even know how to start this one, was looking for something for one of my friends and came across something from Pita Ten (lol) in my stash. Then came across a Bill Withers song "Lean on me", got real sad. You see, this was a favorite song of me and my good friend in junior high. It's been 25 years and a summer I will never forget, for this is the year I lost four good friends. In the summer three of them to a drunk driver, worst part is my girlfriends mother was the one that served him his last drink. But Kerry Quinn, she was special, and we clowned around a lot, hung out y;know, stuff all teenagers do. It was no more than a month, in June, that Kerry was diagnosed with leukemia. It was in an advanced stage and she passed away soon after school began. At times like this I think of them, and feel sad for the years that they never had a chance to see, they were so young and vibrant. My friends, I still remember, and as long as I live, I always will. Love you. G

Fu Angels Info
WHAT YA KNOW ABOUT THOSE... Definition of the "Heart of Fire's" Fu-Angel's: Some of the Realest, Down to Earth Females on Fubar! Are you Game to become one??? Hear's what ya gotta do... Go ahead and click on the pic below after you read all of the info... 1. First off you have to know in your heart your an Honest Person, and loyalty is priority for a solid friendship. 2. Rate the Angels 3. Fan the Angels 4. Add the Angels with the request of (Fu-Angels) 5. Let me know when your done so I can add ya to the list 6. Check the blog to make sure your icon work's correctly(Ya sometime's I screw up lol!) 7. Repost the bulletin when I add you.. THE PERKS OF BEING A FU-ANGEL: 1. If you need a special pic done. You come to me and i'll do it no string's attatched. Custom standard pic's, 3-D pics, Morphs, Reflect's and Frame by Frame pics. Just let me know.... 2. You get lot's of good friend's that will alway's have your back when it

Jus For Her
She makes me feel so happy and so loved... She makes me smile all day and night... She makes me dream sweet dreams and think happy thoughts... She keeps me wantin her and once I have her don't wanna let her go ever... Can't wait for the day that I can hold her in my arms and kiss her all night long... This one is jus for u baby and all yours...

Gonna Be Gone..
Won't be here starting tomorrow afternoon till Sunday late night.. celebrating my bday with old friends from high school.with them i know they'll never be a dull moment..lol yup i'll be taking pics for sure.. hope everyone has a great weekend. don't miss me to much **hugs** ~dina ps. remember my bday is on the 18th.. read this blog: http://fubar.com/blog/220905

Amazed
I'm amazed at how some of the ugliest women are so popular. Also how easily men are turned on by women just because they show them thier titties. This was gonna be a long rant but thats pretty much the jist of it.

I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This....
Message: MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I

Waaaaah Nsfw
What the fuck is with every slut on here getting pissy because a picture is tagged? OMG you're in your panties and grabbing your tits! How is that safe for work? Stupid sluts need to grab a brain instead of a cock.

Men Getting The Blame
i know i will get alot of flack from this,but i'm mad at women right now.from reading some of the mumms you guys and girls are merciless. i admit that i'm not perfect,and i made some mistakes when it comes to relationships.matter of my current relationship almost ended before it started and right now it shaky right now.this time it's on her,but somehow the blame is shifted over to me. men are assholes i'll when it comes to relationships,i'll admit that i did my share of fuck ups.but why can't women admit their instead of shifting the blame?

Dark Thunder And White Queen
Nothing ever looks the same After it is bathed in love White Queen prayed her silent prayer To the Creator, above Her heart had learned to smile, They both felt love and joy for a while. Why did Dark Thunder long for her in the night? Each memory of White Queen sent Dark Thunder heart in fight . Dark Thunder remembered White Queen sighs and her cries of delight. It was then Dark Thunder knew that for her love .. thier love.. he must flight. The wind blew gently across the land. White Queen remebered the touch of Dark Thunder hands. As the clouds moved slowly across the sky of blue. White Queen wondered did Dark Thunder Dream of her too. ? Love and Joy have ' Magic Powers.' White Queen longed for Dark Thunder's arms, hour after lonely hour . Her prayers were answered with his gentle love . White Queen knew that their prayers had been heard by the Creator above .

Just More On Me
Its a pleasure to have you stop by my page... with that said...I am a very outgoing person... I love to explore life and have a blast while doing it... I love to laugh... and make others laugh... I believe in the concept live everyday to the fullest... because you truely only live once... That's the way I live my life... to the fullest... to the very fullest... I have had my share of ups and downs but I've learned along the way... that life is life... and if you choose to sit around and worry... then it will overcome you... and I have not and will not let it overcome me... I love my life... and my family... I have long life friends whom I absolutely adore... and I choose to live happy... I have two gorgeous children that are god send... I couldnt have asked for better kiddos... I'm single. I am not looking or should I say "searching" for that special someone. I have decided to quit the search and let him find me. I give 100% in all relationships and always come out the loser, so if Mr

My Daughter Is Missing Please Help.
As the title says, my daughter is missing. please go to http://pledgie.com/campaigns/1095 I just put this site up so it's just the bare bones facts right now, but I am hoping to add information and updates as time goes. Hopefully not too much time passes though. Here is the link to her poster on the National Missing and Exploited Children's website. http://missingkids.com/missingkids/servlet/PubCaseSearchServlet?act=viewChildDetail&caseNum=1096496&orgPrefix=NCMC&seqNum=1&caseLang=en_US&searchLang=en_US Please pray for her safe return. She's been missing a long time now, it seems like forever. She is 15 and will be turning 16 on June 22nd. Please pray that she is home before then. I'm so scared that I can't even put it into words. Thank you all.

Bag Lady! Come Get Me!
No, NOT this kind of Bag Lady... ...THIS kind of BAG! HE HAS ME IN A BAG and is AUCTIONING me off! I suppose that's better than selling me at the Swap Meet! BUT, you gotta make sure you get an ORIGINAL PEBBLESINAZ and not an imposter bag! There are actually 10 Lovely Ladies being Auctioned off in bags and you have to check out the Hints to figure out who is who! So come find me and let the pussy out of the bag! Wait, that's cat! Let the CAT OUT OF THE BAG! HERE IS YOUR HOST: DJ KIDD ROCK~LOVED & OWNED BY DJ DEVILISH DESIRE ~@ fubar

Leaving Fubar
Yes.. I am leaving FUBAR... I would explain why but I doubt anyone will even take the time to reads this, SO WHATEVER... Let's Just Say I am ALL FU'd OUT... If Any of you wish to stay in touch, my Yahoo is on my Proile Page... This Account WILL be closed in 1 weeks time. If I don't hear from any of you... GOOD LUCK... HAVE FUN... "Scooby Out"

Pills....
im alone again..stuck in this dark corner of my mind..i hear the devil whispering telling me its ok to end my life..i pray to god to help me thru this..but i get no answer so to me he is useless...there is no solution to my state of confusion..but..the pills will ease my pain..yes the pills will ease my pain..i remember when times were simple and carefree..when nothing else existed but you and me..im stuck in the past i can never leave this place for as long as i hear your voice and see your face..but..the pills will ease my pain..yes the pills will ease my pain..i'v lost my love, friends all that a man can lose..so you see its getting that much easier for me to choose..hell...hell is where i will go if i choose this oneway ride..guns, blades and pills straight thoughts of suicide..i lay on the pillow..i will cry no more... as the last tear hits the pillow..the bottle hits the floor..the pills will ease my pain..yes..the pills will ease my pain..as you stand over my grave dont you shed

Hell..
Once again with the coming of night The air cools with the dying of the light. soon again i’ll fight The memories that still fill my sight. No longer caring for wrong or right All i seek is an end to this flight. Once i was the hero for a day. Eyes of evil followed me into dismay. With my strength i kept the devil away. Until i decided to deceive and betray. Soon after i was lost and found no way To ever again be able to fight another day. Another empty day bleeds into something. Another empty night bleeds into nothing. anger and hate cannot ever bring Peace to my soul. help me end the trembling i feel. still at the point of no return. i carry this burden so eternity i shall burn.....

Some Nerve!!!
You've got a lot of nerve to look me in the eye, When you've done what you've did And made me cry. You wanted the upper hand, By hitting me in the only spot I couldn't defend; The hope of love, For I still believe it'll fly high like a dove. And you still think I don't know it, Well if knowledge is power you're losin' it; But here's the question What am I going to do about you? Hear me, hear me now-- While my piece of mind screams out loud; How could you? When I was so good to you? You really did fool me And led me astray, But now I'm going to make you pay. Attention bitch this is your test, You've caused me a lot of distress; But now I'm coming back, Like a linebacker about to make his sack; But some day-- you are going to pay; It may or may not be me, But I want to be there and see; See that you get what you deserve, For it'll be like a perfect dessert, After a horrible meal, And that's my question to you, Should I forgive and forget you or let you be

I Wish...
I wish there was someone out there, Someone, for me; But that can never be, Love does not know my name; I wish there was some way to forget you, And all that comes with you; But each time I step outside. I hear your soft whisper; And my heart aches to try again to introduce myself to Love; And even though I know you don't feel the same, I still dream that you do, And secretly cry and pray that one day, I won't need to dream any more. So I build my castle each day, And see it wash away; And yet I know in my heart, that I will never be what you want; I've known it forever--- That, you--- don't love, me--- But isn't it funny, How we can see things so easiley, but yet be so blind?

Love & Hate
you are the reason i love you are the reason i hate lately i feel you no longer exist to me in my dreams in my heart in my mind ... but you do... everyday your in my dreams every second your in my heart forever you will be in my mind girl i love you and i miss you so much you have no idea how hard it is to live each day without you i just wish you were here to love me to hold me to talk to me to help me feel ok i could never forget you i wake up every morning and see you in my mind hear your voice in my head..just know that im ok just know i still cry for you but you made me strong....

Sources Of New Jersey Pride! (funny Stuff)
You live within 45 minutes of at least three different malls 2 words... Atlantic City! Just a smaller version of Las Vegas =P You live within 1 hour of at least one Horse Racing Track (Meadowlands, Freehold, etc.) Gambling comes natural to you You went nuts when the show "The Sopranos" came out on HBO You have at least one Italian friend You have at least one friend that you suspect of being assossiated with the mob You've been in a town or city where Spanish is spoken more than English You only go to New York City for day trips There are no self serve gas stations and you like it that freakin' way You don't take shit from no one You're radioactive and proud of it Anything less than four inches of snow ain't shit You've pondered, "Maybe basketball would be more popular in NJ if the Nets didn't blow" You can go bowling at 1:30 A.M. (with automatic scoring!) You know that the only people that call it "Joisey" are from New York You watc

Come And Join Me ...
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Live & Learn
Live & Learn Category: Life After 12, close to 13 years of being married, things have come to an end. Somtimes people make better friends than they do anything else. This is what has occured for me! It is time for me to move on as well!! I refuse to look back upon my life with regrets or atleast not many!! I have experienced growth in many ways over the past few years!! Spiritual, mental and much more!! I have learned many things in my marriage as well as in life!! I have developed my limitations and boundries or discovered them and spoke up when they were pushed to the limit and then some! I am welcoming all there is in life & will not be afraid of what lays ahead. The unknown in life can be a very splendid thing and will never be boring! I am blessed for the friends that I have made and who have showed me just how much more in life there is and what I have been missing for so long!! There are several people in my life that are important & special to me for opening up my w

I Bent Her Over
THE STORY YOU HEAR IZ TRUE.....GOT A PHONE CALL FROM THIZ LATINA FREAK I WAZ BANGIN',FIRST THING SHE SAID WAZ,"BABY,IM JUICY & MY SOUNDZ ARE DRIVEN ME WILD.YOU NEED TO HURRY YA AZZ OVER CUZ I STARTED ALREADY LIKE I ALWAYZ DO".AS I SAY LET ME HEAR YA FINGERZ MAKE YA PUSSY SQUEAK & SQUISH.I HEAR THAT SQUISH,CUZ,THATZ THAT SOUND THAT DRIVE ME WILD.30 MINUTEZ LATER,I REACH THE DOOR,LIGHTZ OFF IN THE FRONT & IM LIKE DAMN,SHE DIDNT FALL ASLEEP,WHAT THE FUCC.THEN I LOOK DOWN & A NOTE IZ STICCIN OUT FOR ME......IT READZ:"GO TO THE BACC,YA SHOULD SEE A KEY IN THE BACC DOOR KEY HOLE LIKE I WANT YOU IN MINE,ALL UP,FILLIN' ME UP IN THERE BABY".I REACH THAT DOOR & ITZ IN THERE AIIGHT....OOOH SHE SNEAKY IM THINKIN',CUZ,I KNOW SHE JUST PUT THAT KEY THERE RIGHT BEFORE I GOT HERE.NOW MY CHOCOLATE AVENGER DICC IZ GETTIN HARDER CUZ IM ABOUT TO WALK IN ON SOMETHING WORTH SEEIN' YADIGGGA!!!!.PORNO PLAYIN',SHE ON THE COUCH SLOWLY RUBBIN' HER TWIRL BUTTON....SO I SLIDE UP BEHIND HER,KISSIN HER GENTLY ON HER

Creativity
A. A. Milne: One of the advantages of being disorderly is that one is constantly making exciting discoveries. Abraham Maslow: The key question isn't "What fosters creativity?" But it is why in God's name isn't everyone creative? Where was the human potential lost? How was it crippled? I think therefore a good question might be not why do people create? But why do people not create or innovate? We have got to abandon that sense of amazement in the face of creativity, as if it were a miracle if anybody created anything. Albert Einstein: You can never solve a problem on the level on which it was created. Albert Einstein: Technological change is like an axe in the hands of a pathological criminal. Albert Einstein: The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift. Arthur Koestler: Creativity is a type of learning process where the teache

Good Day In Daytona...
So, I went to Daytona Beach yesterday. It's not too far, about an hour and a half drive. Got out there and made a bee line for the beach. I live for the beach. No matter what problems I may have in my life, the beach makes them all go away. I had alot of thinking I needed to do, and I did it. I refuse to let anyone get me down like I let my ex do. I don't even know why I let myself get so wrapped into him. He wasn't worth it, BUT ANYWAYS. lol Laid on the beach, entirely too long so the backs of my legs are killing me today. My daughter wanted to go to the water park today. The sun is the last thing I want to see today. lol I wish children could understand the pain we save them by coating them in SPF 50. lol Went to our friends hotel that they were staying in and went swimming in the pool. They had a tiki bar there and the bartender was awesome. She made us these huge drinks in little Malibu buckets, with 5 kinds of Malibu in them and 3 or 4 kinds of juice. They were awesome.

Going Off Fubar For A Very Long Time
summer is here and we are going to get our kids ...... family is more importaint than fubar so I will be off fubar for a very long time !!! I hope you all enjoy your summer and remeber family comes first !

My Happy Hour And Stuff To Do!
Things to do on Friday the 13th!!!!! #1 My friend Just Jilly is going for Spotlight for her Birthday which is coming up! So, she's Auctioning off a JET BLING! click this pic to bid... #2 Bid on some AMAZING FUs in My Auction! Click Naughty or Nice and find someone to make your own! #3 I am in a Giveaway for a Happy Hour! I need all the help I a can get to finish it. It's gonna take Happy Hours to get me off this level. lol. click here to bomb as much as you can 4 me... #4 Rate, Fan and Add the following AWESOME GUYS and DOLLS for me if you don't already have them on your friends list! Argonutz@ fubar Texas Camaro Nut@ fubar keith67@ fubar Just Jilly ~~~~ Owned by

New Album "light It Up" Out Now!
The kick ass new album "Light It Up" from Rev Theory has arrived! "Light It Up" is available at all music retail locations, so go grab your copy NOW of Rev Theory's new album which has got fans across the nation screaming "HELL YEAH!" You can also purchase the album from the following online stores: iTunes Exclusive EditionAmazon MP3

Love (not Mine)
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

Feeling As A Child
Feeling as a child would In the comfort of your arms. The sweet song of your heart plays As my head lies upon your breast. Thoughts of you wash over me like a deserted beach gently touched by the cool sea. My soul, the cracked dry earth, until you come, like the soaking rain Filling me to overflow. My heart takes flight beyond the place where land meets sky. A heaven some can only dream of.

Their Time
"LOVE YOU BABY Their Time by LateNiteFantasy© Their Time There she is, with raven hair a familiar beauty, lying there those demurring eyes belie her lust arms outstretched, for him, her trust Her lover comes to her embrace to touch her breasts, undo her lace he traces their curve, his lips are hot she wants to breathe, but breath is caught He tastes her body everywhere kissing her here, and lingering there pleasure reaches mountain’s peak tears of joy runs down her cheek She reaches down to guide him there her patience now, beyond despair deep now, feeling oh so rare her throes of love beyond all care Every downward thrust of hip he slides his tongue between her lips he loves her now with all his might his body rigid, her hold is tight Now it comes, with climactic force a river running to its source loving cries, and biting lips no other joy, will ever eclipse Lying spent wrapped in her arms floating now amidst her charms he wonder

Enraptured Again
Enraptured Again by LateNiteFantasy© I love to lick and nibble at her crevices, And taste the sweet juices that flow. As her smooth flesh yields to my touch, And softens, parting to reveal her exquisite delicacy. As I delve deeper into her, Caressing her, Prolonging the rapture, I take my time. Gently teasing her and with my mouth, Taking each morsel of her pleasure, Within to urge me onward. I’m moving faster now, While prolonging this orgasm of the senses, Until I reach her very centre, As I take in the very last of her, Her final juices come forth in torrent. Our pleasure done we rest having drunk our fill, She lies with me as one, Gloriously devoured, We are complete. There is naught left but the memory, Of her juices, her textures, her ripe and flushed colours. I relish her full and ripe fruit, Given enrapture on a warm afternoon."

The Taste Of Us
Warm breath grazing Swollen pink lips Opened flower petals Dripping luscious nectar Tongue tip exploring Stirring inner fires Body trembling wildly Sweet juices flowing Thirst drinking deeply The taste of you Softly teeth brushing Twitching crimson shaft Rock hard sculpture Chiseled from desire Silken lips accepting Coaxing forth eruption Hips thrusting quickly Thick essence exploding Throat swallowing greedily The taste of me Bodies together facing Senses open expanding Nerves alive burning Feather touches tingling Mouths meeting crushing Tongues twisting mingling Salty sweet sharing The taste of you The taste of me The taste of us

Princess And Her Royal Court Has Arrived.
My cat princess is having her kittens. So, far she has three adorable kitten. A white one and two gray ones. My daughter is so excited she can't stay away from the area. She wants to watch the kittens being born. I have to admit, it is intriguing. The birthing process is an awesome process.

Well I Am Thinking On Close My Fubar Account
well i am thinking on close my fubar account date: 2008-06-13 16:42:13 well this sit has brought me friends and so much more..I met my wonderful girlfriend on here and got rid of my old p.o.s. gf..lol..anyways i m going to be closing my account since the only thing keeping this sight going is retards with pointless mumms and pervs wanting to see cock and twat pics. don't get me started on the countles underage people who are here for points and whoring themselves out..its not a mature sight for adults its a xxx site for adults..it was fun i am going to go back to myspace..lol..yea that way i can block the mindless apes and share my artwork..if u want to hit me up sometime ask for my myspace page..til than deuces

A Dream
A Dream by LateNiteFantasy© Dreams of a golden morning dawn, of paths that take us far beyond... Beyond the worry, sorrows and woe, where sparkling rivers swiftly flow. Places where the sky is blue, where everything is clean and new. Dreams of a place in which to live, not only taking, but to which we give... give of ourselves back to the earth.. joy at dying as at birth. No more sorrow, no more fear... it's all so very, very clear. Back to the earth, from which we come, a cycle that is never done. Our Lord in heaven, made you and me, gave us a soul and set us free.. gave us a mind with which to think, gave us knowledge from which to drink. The choice is ours, what we do.. a path to walk, straight and true. But foolish man, he got too smart, things began to fall apart. He tore and ripped at all he found, to nothing, did he feel bound... he cried "unfair" loud and strong, quickly learning he was wrong. now paradise is a wasted land.. which never was

America Is Hurt
America Is Hurt by LateNiteFantasy© Mass destruction... many are dead. Fate's construction what lies ahead? Terrorist attack on the land of the free.. No reason behind it that I can see. What the fuck is wrong with this deal? Why is it innocent lives that they steal? Who is responsible in taking part... In this attempt to break America's heart? Thousand's of people dead or hurt bad, The Nation's in mourning at the loss we've just had. Why the fuck must things like this be? Could someone please explain it to me... Both World Trade Towers are hit, then they fall... Both hit by planes killing one and all. While in Washington of our great land.. The Capital is hurt from what I understand. Fire's are burning with little control.. From burning buildings clouds of smoke roll. Senseless destruction as the world shakes.. Payback's a mutherfucker we'll do what it takes!

A Momentary Flame
A Momentary Flame by LateNiteFantasy© In darkest, deepest corners of the mind, There live the memories that love imprints, Tattooed in places only time can find, Guarded by defenses. Only hints At where the keys reside, how to unlock The doors behind which precious rest is found Can be deciphered. Will it take a shock? A jarring moment? Flashing sights rewound By newfound passion? What this moment brings: A momentary purging of the soul, A frightening new ability. He sings A painful song, but pain unchains the whole. It cannot change the past, but love can light A momentary flame that lasts one night.

Jumper
When I first saw the previews for this movie, I didn't want to see it. Hayden Christenson was horrible in the new Star Wars. Samuel L Jackson is mostly annoying. It's not the usual type of movie I like. But a funny thing happened. The more I saw the preview, the more I wanted to see it. By the time I talked myself into it, it was out of the theatres. Problem avoided. Then they released it to dvd, and of course I rented it. David Rice has a talent. He's a Jumper. He can imagine a place, and his body jumps to that place. He discovered his talent after nearly drowning one winter. He has problems with his dad, so he escapes his house, and does exactly what I would do, robs banks. Samuel L Jackson plays Roland. Roland is in a religious group that kills Jumpers. They feel only God should have that power. Overlooking the fact that in reality, only God should judge a man. So after 7 years, David comes back, and looks up his old crush Milli, played by Rachel Bilson. A little

Nothing Fancy
Ok I am not doing up a fancy blog for this... I have been in a giveaway for the past month and am getting close to being done. I havent totally pimped it like I usually would. I am needing 50,000 comments and I am at 44,000. Please Please Please stop by and drop some comments on it, I am silently point whoring so that I can make it to Disciple (only 1.3 mill away finally!!) Please click the picture below to take you there and I will return all the love!

Spoils Of War
Spoils of War by LateNiteFantasy© The soldier boys go blindly off to fight A battle not of their choosing. The war Of today's fashion is a show of might By coward suits with agendas set for Their own ego or enrichment. They know They cannot bleed, they cannot die. They send Another's precious young to maintain the flow Of dollars to their deep pockets. The end Of innocence for a nation comes when The people understand their young must die So power's fortunes won't. It is, again, The tragedy of history. And why We keep repeating this sickness, I can't Say, but my experience fuels this rant.

No Wonder Men Always Want To Be Inside Women!
The cause of it all ! Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr . in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be inside women! Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman.... Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MEN tal illness MEN strual cramps MEN tal breakdown MEN opause GUY necologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HIS terectomy . Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN ? Send this to all the women you know to brighten their day. Send this to all the men just to annoy them!!

Chapter 3
Chapter 3 Elizabeth finished dressing for work and then went downstairs to have her morning coffee and check her messages on her computer before leaving for the office. After pouring herself a large cup of coffee she went into her home office and turned on her laptop, to her surprise she had another message from Beca ‘Hey girl, why don’t you fly down Thursday night and forget any luggage we can go shopping Friday and get you new cloths for your stay. It will be my treat, I just want to see my best friend and spend some quality time with you before the guys arrive for the party Saturday, some of them might even start showing up Friday so I can introduce you to some of the people I have been honored to meet over the past few years.’ Elizabeth replied ‘I will check and see what the earliest flight I can take out is and let you know later on today.’ Then she sighed off her computer and finished drinking her coffee. She thought for a few moments and decided that it was time to lea

Talking About Being Used!
Wow! Isn’t it weird when someone you know usually burns up your phone, or calls you when it is the weekend asking you to go out and then you receive no calls when you bring up some money that they owe you? Well, if this person reads my blog then they will know that I am talking about them. Oh, that’s right YOU don’t look at my profile. Haha. Of course you will come off that I use Dawn like you always do. I never have told Dawn that I will pay her back and not pay her a single penny. I mean after all you did tell her to get a hotel room and that you would pay for it. We did agree to pay half since I did stay the night. Plus, we went out that Friday night and she loaned you some money to get in to Electric Cowboy and she never did receive her change from that 20. It didn’t cost you anything for drinks or anything because of that green sticker that they give out. That’s why I mentioned it so it could save her some money for lunch or whatever she wanted to do that next day. Then

Fluffy Starr's Friday The 13th Blog
OMG, I love my life! You know, the weather has turned into lovely Spring weather, and Cosmo is ready for walks (because he's had his 12 week vaccinations). And boy do we walk. We don't walk, we RUN! So mommy and puppy are feeling excellent, and are thoroughly addicted to this! So fun!!! Finally, cardio that is fun. Well, besides the mini-trampoline. But that was starting to get kinda...not as fun. And it angers Cosmo to see me hopping like that, when clearly I've taught him the "no jump" command. So he's like "yo bitch, how come you allowed to jump?" Yesterday, I went for a walk with my friend Fefe. She came over and met Cosmo and brought him a squeaky toy, which he loves. Then we went to have lunch at Ichiban Express. Yummies!!! California rolls are my favoritest snack ever! Then on the way home, I went into the stores and I found the most RAD hoodie! OMG, it's black and gold and has totally wicked graphics. I love hoodies. I want one million zillion of them. But only really co

Am I A Rude Person?
Do you think I am a rude person? Some people write me nasty emails or IM me on Yahoo telling me that I ignore then or I just don’t respond back to anything that they say. I get people asking am I always rude. I don’t think I am a rude person. I am a very shy person. When I go out I tend to only speak to people that I feel comfortable with. But I have to admit if you really piss me off and it turns out that I hate you then I will hardly talk to you. If I do talk to you its like them one word sentences. IM sure some of you all are familiar with that. : ) But if you are a friend of mine I am a very nice, caring person. I treat all my friends with respect. I do not use people. Since I have met my best friend I have changed throughout the years. I am a very blunt person. I tell it how it is. I don’t hold anything back. But back to my main question. Do you think I come off as a rude or a snobby person?

Show And Tell
Show and Tell by LateNiteFantasy© They sit there talking, and she sees his eyes Are glancing, as she's speaking, up her skirt. Her legs are pleased that he can see her thighs, And when he talks, her hem and knees will flirt. He likes her, and she likes the way he tries To talk, and look, so focused on dessert, Both knowing how the other's interest grows, And how he'll rise with everything she shows.

True Friends
Have you ever had a "true" friend? I know I have. In fact, I've had one "true" friend for 10 years now and never really thought I could find another. "True" friends don't judge you, they love you for who you are, and they give you never-ending trust. "True" friends are angels without wings, and I've found another one.

Love
Some people think that you can fall in love every day. But I don't think it's possible. I think that when you are meant to fall in love then love will find you. But love is a tricky thing to hold onto if you're not careful. One small mis-step and love can fall right out of your hands and break into a million pieces. Sometimes you can glue those pieces back together, but you have to make sure that your hands don't shake while you are putting those pieces back together. I was luky enough to find love when I wasn't even looking for it.

Fu Angels Sexy Cricket And Tam Just Got Their Halos
> ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. PLEASE PUT FU-ANGEL IN THE COMMENT BOX WHEN YOU ADD THESE LADIES. IF THE PROFILE IS BLOCKED PLEASE LEAVE A PRIVATE COMMENT LETTING THEM KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A FU ANGEL. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Fu-Angel~*~{SHADOW LEVELER} > > Karena2001 ~~@~~Fu-Angel~~@~~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** >

More Updates(jan. 2,09)read & Comment Plz
21wks i'm feelin the baby movin around some *update June 19,2008* 22wks now of preg. *june 21,2008* i felt the baby kick this moring *june 24* i'm 6months now *26wks now* the baby is doin fine i'm 25wks now *i'm 7months preg. now* *i'm 29wks preg. almost 8months* *30wks pregnant*as of Aug.14 I been feeling the baby move around and kicking everyday *my check up went well and i gain 8lbs*as of Aug. 20 *31wks pregnant*as of Aug.21 *I'm 8months pregnant now* *33wks pregnant*as of sept. 4 34wks preg. next month i will be havin my baby plus time is flyin.. i think this is goin be about the last update i will post for now i had my baby girl on Oct. 15,2008* as of Jan 2,2009

Im Really Going To Miss This Girl
im really going to miss her.. she was a awesome girl.. and loved to have fun..lindsey u r the best much love girl..... GENESEE TOWNSHIP, Michigan -- A 24-year-old Genesee Township woman died early Friday after the car she was a passenger in flipped in the roadway. Police said a 21-year-old man was driving a Chevrolet Malibu north on Belsay Road near E. Pierson Road at about 4:10 a.m. when he hit a Chevrolet Cobalt, which also was driving north. The man then lost control of the Malibu, causing it to do a turn and flip over. Police have not released names of anyone involved in the crash. The female woman was pronounced dead at Genesys Regional Medical Center. The driver of the Malibu and the driver of the Cobalt, 20, of Genesee Township, both are being treated at Hurley Medical Center with injuries that are not life threatening. Police believe speed and alcohol played a part in the crash. They are awaiting results of the blood al

On The Road Again
it's 330 am Saturday morning and I am trying my best to stay up all night so I can sleep on the road. Don't think I will make it though. I am looking at a 9-10 hr car ride to KY with the ex husband and 2 kids. The trip is bittersweet. No better time to go home then Father's day weekend. My dad will need me. His only daughter. We just hit four month's since Brian's death. He won't be there to greet me as he normally is. Well no I take that back. Mom and dad have his urn in their bedroom so he will be home in a sense I suppose. It will be nice to hang with my parents as long as we can avoid talking about me getting back together with my ex. I think he just wants to be with me out of pity since he knows I have Parkinson's syndrome and I am a type 1 diabetic. Truth is I am owed in real life and I adore my Master so I don't need my ex to take care of me because I have someone to watch over me now. Not to mention I can still take care of myself. Anyway to those of you who know me,

"submissive Sweathearts"
To all of our fans. Within the next month we are starting a fubar club called "Submissive Sweethearts". We will be having a lounge to accompany the club. The lounge will be by invite only to men and only "Submissive Sweethearts". During the next month we will be taking requests from women that wish to join. It will be a bdsm lifestyle club and lounge. The girls will have a custom image made for them and will be placed into a folder for members only. All members will be included into family. NO SLAUTES REQUIRED.So send your requests now and lets start something great. Love Ashley and Tiffany

Entry For May 19, 2003
Ok, well, I spent an hour and a half typing tonight's entry up and, wouldn't ya know it, it didn't take. Well, needless to say, I am not going to sit here and retype it...... especially since I really can't remember half of what I typed. (LOL) All I can really say is I suppose this is one of the drawbacks of today's technology. It sucks, but oh well, what can you do? The basics of tonight's entry was that Alan and I are getting better and John is becoming more of a "momma's boy" and Chris and I are still having our ups and downs. It's funny really, we have absolutely nothing in common with each other, but yet, we seem to be completely and totally in love. Yeah, we bitch and moan about how difficult the other is, but we never talk of leaving one another and still do things for each other. I guess it's like having that one friend that you can't live with, but you just can't live without. Once, again she is sick, gassy and puking like crazy. I don't know what to do for her. I f

Back To Lonely Nights
i'm going back to lonely nights, without you by my side. the laughs we shared, the way we cared, all the fun we had together. part of me wants to beg you that you give me another chance, another part knows it's time to let you go. for now i'll cry, stuck in the middle of the unknown, wishing i knew what to do. i tell you i don't love you, but was it love that brought me to your side that night? is it love that makes me want to let go? you made your choice and i couldn't handle waiting anymore for you. so back to the lonely nights i go. i felt alone sometimes even when you were here. sleeping side by side, but backs turned away, though i always got a twitter when you pulled me into your arms. for the first time in a long time i felt safe in someones arms. i trusted you, though i had my weak moments of thinking can i trust him. i haven't trusted anyone in so very long. i guess i couldn't handle someone putting trust in me or showing me respect as i'm not used to having someone show me su

Happy Birthday Papi
WOOT WOOT ITS TIME TO CELEBRATE ITS BORICUA GOD DADDYS BIRTHDAY!!! LETS SHOW HIM ALL THE LOVE HE DESERVES! STOP BY HIS PAGE WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! FAN-ADD-RATE-BLING HIM HARD ITS HIS BIRTHDAY!!!!! Boricua God~Daddy * Owner & Founder of Club F.A.R. *** THERE IS ONLY ONE CLUB F.A.R. * THE ORIGINAL~@ fubar

Coffee?
Sitting outside, the crisp morning air tingles my skin into a shuddering, sensation. It is clean, it is crisp, and it flows through my short hair just as if my hair was a mile long. My coffee sits on the table next to me, and every so often I will take a sip from here to there to keep me awake. Sleeping is when they come. Sleeping is when the shadow people, the clowns, and the haters come out, and it is in thier turf. Lotta good that does me. I have this new pill they say...it will make me sleep without having dream?? Should I ??? Yes, these night terrors have to stop. I am a little odd with how I dont sleep. Anyway... jibberish jibberish. All that I know right now, is that I am horny as hell right now. dunno why... nothin I can do about it... sux to be me :( Anyway, its six thirty, GOOD MORNING!

¿¿*~~®~~poetic Angel Princess~~®~~*¿¿ Only Needs 4k To Level!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come on ppl lets level this awesome, fantastic, outstandingly amazing lady to Henchwoman! Only 4k to go! ¿¿*~~®~~Poetic Angel Princess~~®~~*¿¿.....@ fubar

I Fu-king Miss U...
AS SUM OF U MAY HAVE NOTICED I HAVENT REALLY BEEN AROUND MUCH LATELY,NOR AM I LIKELY 2 B 4 THE NEAR FUTURE. I'M WRITING THIS SO THE PPL WHO READ MY BLOGZ WILL KNOW WHATZ GOIN ON. I HAVENT LEFT FUBAR-N FACT IT MEANZ MORE TO ME THAN EVER,LOL!I RECENTLY DISCOVERED THE FUN 2 B HAD N THE LOUNGEZ AND JUST LET ME SAY THAT IF U LIKE TO CHAT AND U LUV MUSIC AND U HAVENT TRIED THE LOUNGES,WELL THEN UR MISSIN OUT!!! BUT I DIGRESS.LOL! THE REASON 4 MY ABSENSE IZ THAT DUE 2 HELPING OUT FAMILY I GOT REALLY BEHIND N MY BILLZ AND (GASP!)THEY TURNED OFF MY POWER...YA I KNOW,RITE?SUCKZ HUGE MONKEY BALLZ-BUT U KNOW,IF I HAD IT 2 DO OVER AGAIN I WUD DO THE SAME THING CUZ FAMILY COMEZ FIRST,ALWAYZ N 4EVER!!!! SO... MY APPEARENCEZ ON FUBAR WILL B SPORATIC- THO I WILL B CHECKIN N REGULARLY ON MY FONE,MY PARTICIPATION IZ RATHER LIMITED SO TRY 2 B PATIENT WITH ME IF I DONT SEEM 2 B AZ...RESPONSIVE AZ I NORMALLY AM USUALLY,LOL! I LUV U GUYZ AND I MISS U SUMTHIN AWFUL AND HOPEFULLY THINGZ WILL B BACK 2

What A Wonderful Woman! Meet Robisue
This is one awesome woman! Do you have RobiSue on your friends list? If not then you should! She is one of the most awesome women on here and a total sweetheart! She also owns me! So please go and show her some love. She will return all. Rate, Fan, Add and Crush her. You will not be disappointed! Tell her I sent ya! robisue(Club F.a.r.)**Lollipop GUrlz **Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Crys~@ fubar This Pimpout Brought To You By! Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~Owned By ~RobiSue~69Munch~Lil Slavegrrl~Dizzy~Smutt~Dr. Tre~@ fubar

The Peoples I Loooooove
name the first ten people that come to mind; 1) Rick 2) Chad 3) Jilly 4) Kimball 5) Westy 6) Juice 7) Jess 8) Eric ————————— NUMBER 8– Eric baby! ————————— 1. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 8? Hmmm since like grade 9 I think. So like 4/5 years. 2. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 8? hahah nooooooo 3. IS NUMBER 8 ONE OF YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS? Oh very close. 4. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 8 ON THE LIPS? Always. ;) 5. Name one favorite memory with 8? HA! Keeping a fish in his locker all year. 6. DO YOU TRUST 8? Of course. He's my boi! 7. WOULD YOU KEEP A SECRET FROM 8? Mmmm if I really needed to. 8. WOULD YOU TAKE A ROAD TRIP WITH 8? Err...yes and no. Yes if I got to drive. No if he did. lol 9. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR NUMBER 8? I'd do a lot for him. Like I said, he's my boi and I love the kid! ————————— NUMBER 7– Jess!! 12. NAME ONE THING ABOUT NUMBER 7 YOU LIKE: She was there through all the rough stuff...and unlike some people...she still stuck around. Love

At Last, Some Good Political News!!
June 13, 2008 Where has Clinton gone? Posted: 08:41 PM ET From CNN Ticker Producer Alexander Mooney Clinton hasn't made a public appearance since she dropped her White House bid in Saturday. WASHINGTON (CNN) — Her every step over the last 17 months was captured by a legion of cameramen and a press corps of journalists from around the world. But for the last seven days, Hillary Clinton has been nowhere to seen, and Washington is speculating about where exactly the ubiquitous New York senator has gone. WATCH: What will Clinton do now? Is she camping out in her Georgetown home or is the former presidential candidate back at her Chappaqua estate? Perhaps she ventured to an isolated vacation spot, far removed from cable news and the political chattering class. Members of her formal presidential campaign and her Senate staff aren't saying. "She's enjoying some much-needed time with her family," said a staff member for her former campaign who asked not to be identif

Blocked From Fubar
Hello, DJ METAL QUEEN is unable to get on her page, I am Mina her best friend, I do log in and help her when I can, I really do not even work my own page, lol So if you see her lit up it's me, lol Bloody kisses Mina MINA "BLOODY KISSES" BELLA DOING MY PAGE WHILE I BREAK!!!@ fubar

Hate Them
I hate men!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all of them.... I might just become full out les.... lol If my computer had a dick I prob would marry it .. bc the computer doesnt have a mouth that I would have to hear all the time....!!!lol

Reality Vs. Fantasy
Hi Everyone thought I would blog alittle, Hope everyone is enjoying there day.. I have only been on this site a short time,And I have seem things that are quite humorous to me,For example (Owning someone for a month?,Or Fu-married?,People telling people they love each other within a few days,If falling in love is that simple it's not true love I mean geesh come on.Maybe it's just Computer compatiblity, Because to me you have to know this person fully, in reality, Not just in this cyberspace call fantasyland.And kinda creepy thinking about it, If you read my previous blog you would understand.I am not downing this in anyway, It's just not my cup of tea.I need more than a screen to look at, I need to feel, touch, look in there eye,Hear the words they speak and know that it's for real and not just a NET game to them. *Is this the games us adults play to pass the time?Maybe so but let me add this, What may seem a game to you,Could very serious to the other person and being hurt

Show My Girl Some Mad Love!!!
A very good friend of mine was considering leaving fubar...*gasp* I know crazy right? Well she's decided to stay but to take a break so go show her some MAD LOVE so she knows she made the right choice to stay on fubar!!!!! She's hosting an auction right now so also make sure you stop by and bid on your friends!!! Mrs. Bubbles™ THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by Argonutz}

Waiting 4 U
I thought you said forever, or was it in my mind? Cause now your saying never, and the heart thats broke is mine! What happened to our living, our loving, our laughter? For if I should cry, Its only because theres no life after. And if sometime tomarrow I should hear my maker say, "the time has come to meet me, so kneel down and pray" Once that decisions made and theres nothing I can do. Ill ask for just one favor...That I might wait for you. Cause your all that I live for my single ray of sun. And if life ends tomarrow you were the only one.

Im In A Contest From Today And Till The 24th Please If U Can
please if you can come and help in my contest need atleast 35,000 for another happy hour so come one come all i know how much we love them happy hours here is the link

Wacked
Soft touches sweeping across my skin I find myself falling completely into him Life was simple, until you made that move then my world shifted time vanished into the caress of your powerful touch reeling under the pressure of the growing strength your motives prove our new covenant, it has been formed from struggle all that languishing doubt that was born of banishment and pain Now vanquished from my spirit for you when slid into my thoughts I climaxed with that first great thrust I have learned that life will tear this apart but know, just now, I believe in us

Fu Angels Sensual Breeze Just Got Her Halo
> ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. PLEASE PUT FU-ANGEL IN THE COMMENT BOX WHEN YOU ADD THESE LADIES. IF THE PROFILE IS BLOCKED PLEASE LEAVE A PRIVATE COMMENT LETTING THEM KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A FU ANGEL. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Fu-Angel~*~{SHADOW LEVELER} > > Karena2001 ~~@~~Fu-Angel~~@~~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** >

Dear Females Of Fubar
Learn how to fucking rotate your pictures. It's not that hard. morons p.s. repost this blog or you'll have horrible badluck in the fact that I'll piss on your computer and punch you in the twat.

Fu Angels Whispers Haunt Me "cinda" Just Got Her Halo
> ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. PLEASE PUT FU-ANGEL IN THE COMMENT BOX WHEN YOU ADD THESE LADIES. IF THE PROFILE IS BLOCKED PLEASE LEAVE A PRIVATE COMMENT LETTING THEM KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A FU ANGEL. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Fu-Angel~*~{SHADOW LEVELER} > > Karena2001 ~~@~~Fu-Angel~~@~~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** >

Makes So Much Sence
Makes so much sense! THOSE BORN 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.

Onliners Club
Onliners Club by LateNiteFantasy© welcome to the club of lonely souls where there should be hearts we just have holes we're always crowded but there's always room sour drinks with friends true despair in bloom here's a nice guy unattached as yet always looking for a woman that he's never met a shy young lass peeks from in her shell too afraid to leave her personal hell that lusty fellow sipping bitter tea longs for women like those on his PC this fetching mom most men would cherish watched her children thrive as her love perished time and circumstance wore us down, it seems we've lost our hopes but not our dreams true, its a dour mob but don't yet grieve once you're completely numb then its time to leave

The Watertower
Meet at the Watertower by LateNiteFantasy© I can't tell you now not in the light of day meet my by the watertower tonight after the moon rises from the crapapple tree fast through the woods with only fireflies to light our way along the edge of the creek barb wire in the dark stop by the third oak catch our breath steal a kiss eternal moment then across the field moonlit gleam in a rabbit's eyes when we reach the rock wall we're almost clear crouch down, look back over the top don't speak don't breathe too loud don't let go of my hand look for the path trampled pine needles the big poplar is over the second hill listen for the little stream trickling over the big rock there I'll find the words that I can't tell myself from my knees I will give you my confession your hand in mine gives us that right tomorrow is all that matters

Change And Personal Growth - Update!
Today I put a security deposit down on a two bedroom duplex here in Sparta. A little bit small for us, but Tim, the middle grandson, will be moving out in December when he turns 18. It is located a couple miles outside of town, trees in the front, fields in the back. Yes, this is farm country, lol! It has a full basement which makes me very, very happy. So, upwards and onwards.......this is truly a time of transition for many, not just myself. I look forward to what is ahead! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Later! Muahz!

Help My Fu-sister Out Please
To all my friends and family..... Please visit my fu-sisters page and help her win her contest. She is trying to be in the M.O.D. Calendar, and she deserves it. Its real simple. All you have to do is click on her picture below, and then vote for her. Comments arent necessary, but they are appreciated. Thanks for all of those that help. Top 10 Reasons Why My Fu-Sis and favorite Pirate Wench (Island Girl) should win. 1. She's super hott! We all know that. 2. She's the most awesome chick ever. 3. Who would even want a calender without her in it? I wouldn't. 4. She has a smile that could brighten up Death's day. 5. She has a body that could "Raise the dead"...Get it..raise! 6. If you need a friend, I can't think of a better one. 7. She is beautiful outside and in, and thats gotta count for a lot! 8. She looks screamin in a swim suit, so shes a lock for that issue. 9. Her personality is perfect Calendar material. 10. If you don't put her in there people wi

Serbian
ŠTO BIH JA, KAD BI BOG JEDNE NOĆI U SNOVE DOŠAO MOJE OČI SEBI DA POZOVE I DA JUTRO NE VIDIM DAL'BIH USTAO, ODUSTAO KADA BI SLIJEP OSTAO? ŠTO BIH JA, KAD BI BOG JEDNOG DANA DOK SVIRAM UŠAO STAO IZA MOG KLAVIRA I TON PO TON UZEO,DAL'BIH USTAO, ODUSTAO KADA BI GLUV OSTAO? SAMO KAD BI HTJELA TI JA BIH TE DODIROM OD SVILE VIDIO AKO POZELIŠ JA BIH SRCEM CUO PA TI SVIRAO AKO DOZVOLIŠ U TVOME POGLEDU BIH ŽIVIO I STARIO TO KAD BI HTJELA TI JA NE BI MARIO ŠTO BIH JA, KAD BI BOG POSLIJE SVEGA U SNOVE DOŠAO DA MI VRATI VID I SLUH, ALI TEBE DA SA SOBOM POZOVE DAL'BIH USTAO, ODUSTAO KAD BI BEZ TEBE OSTAO? JA NE BIH PRISTAO!

My Happy Hour
Hi everyone, Wow what a great happy hour. Thanks to all the wonderful friends for the rates and blings. Also thank to my new friends and fans. Congratulations to all the following people who leveled during my happy hour, this is what my message said ... Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love.You collected 246,876 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor. Cheers!190 members leveled up during your happy hour: jvargas1 'Newfu' (1) belano 'Chill Fu' (4) thykelilma 'Fu-ling' (2) Keeley 'Fu-ling' (2) Kamikaz1 'Fu-Fighter' (5) Christy_m_hodges24 'Fu-ling' (2) bigjohn7272 'Friend of fubar' (10) jessicacupcake 'Newfu' (1) SaD_LoKiTa 'F

Proudest Monkey
Proudest Monkey By: Dave Matthews Band Swing in this tree Oh I am bounce around so well Branch to branch, limb to limb you see All in a day's dream I'm stuck Like the other monkeys here I am a humble monkey Sitting up in here again But then came the day I climbed out of these safe limbs Ventured away Walking tall, head high up and singing I went to the city Car horns, corners and the gritty Now I am the proudest monkey you've ever seen Monkey see, monkey do Then comes the day Staring at myself I turn to question me I wonder do I want the simple, simple life that I once lived in well Oh things were quiet then In a way they were the better days But now I am the proudest monkey you've ever seen Monkey see, monkey do Monkey see, monkey do

Help My Friend
CAN YOU COMMENT AS MANY TIMES ON THIS PIC FOR ME ??? THIS IS A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND IF YOU COMMENT 300 TIMES FOR ME I WILL ADD YOU TO THE FAM AND YOU CAN SEE MY NSFW FOLDER > > > > Hello Everyone. Can i Please get your help? i am in my first contest and i need as many comments on this pic as possible. Just click on this pic to get to it:) Contest is gonna start on June 13th (Fri) at 11 am (Pacific)- 2pm (Eastern) & run til June 23rd (Mon) at 11 am (Pacific)- 2pm (Eastern).

Play On….
Play On... by LateNiteFantasy© So I write to an empty sky. where horizons, shifting south, repair to memories' regret, and regret's recall of yesteryears. where went the miles, all marched beyond the pale, no pale horse ridden, no pale rider a threat, no pale blade beheld, no pale foe unmet.. where raged the peace, of whispered content, where soared the phoenix, on fated karma bent, all feeling, shamed, hidden. yet still to vent.. taste the wind, and see the skirl, of drones and chaunters raising all from a slumber pillowed on steel. frozen, frozen in time , without all trace, without all life, within the dead, the still, becalmed. where set we down, in history's play. where found we, the time, to lose the way. the path, the tao, the course of arrows lost from flight, the rage of blades denied their fight.. and still.soft pipes, lament in my soul, in sounds I feel, and felt ever of old... and still I can see, that s

Love's Heated Passion
Love's Heated Passion by LateNiteFantasy© you and I entwined in a bind for time but lost here until we have both tasted satisfaction for each action there is an equal and opposite reaction though they last only fractions of moments still do they bite into our souls and into our arms, legs and stomachs as we do this like we've never done it before all sweat on the bed and floor as I burrow and bore myself so deep into you, I share your thoughts and remember things you once forgot so deep am I in your body and mind that I find I know every little thing you need to make you scream and in an instant I am joy and pain love and disdain darkness and light and the energy from every fight you've ever had exploding into you with thrusts that shake the bed the room the universe until we cum two quivering masses of flesh unable to speak coherently crying and drooling and holding each other and so a cand

Happy Father's Day To My Jerbear
What Is A Dad? A dad is someone who wants to catch you before you fall but instead picks you up, brushes you off, and lets you try again. A dad is someone who wants to keep you from making mistakes but instead lets you find your own way, even though his heart breaks in silence when you get hurt. A dad is someone who holds you when you cry, scolds you when you break the rules, shines with pride when you succeed, and has faith in you even when you fail... Dad, you're everything a dad should be and some.

This Is So Cool! Xmas Lights
Christmas Lights Gone WIldAdd to My Profile | More Videos Description: Have a Rockin' Merry Christmas... *ahem* This is one of the coolest things I've ever seen. The song is Wizards In Winter by Trans-Siberian Orchestra-------- This display was the work of Carson Williams, a Mason, Ohio, electrical engineer who spent about three hours sequencing the 88 Light-O-Rama channels that controlled the 16,000 Christmas lights in his annual holiday lighting spectacular (from Christmas 2004). His 2005 display includes over 25,000 lights that he spent nearly two months and $10,000 to hook up. So that the Williams' neighbors aren't disturbed by constant noise, viewers driving by the house are informed by signs to tune in to a signal broadcast over a low-power FM radio station to hear the musical accompaniment. The rough quality of the video has led some viewers to believe it was put together in stop-action form from still photographs, but that is an artifact of the high compression us

The Taste
The Taste by LateNiteFantasy© the taste of you lingers on my lips long past the kisses end the scent of you, Lord, it colors my perceptions for long hours past it's presence when we are together you are the sky, the earth the air I inhale you drown in you I let you become me and I feel you coursing through me, hot blood and in you I want simply to erupt

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Try to learn every single ayat So my soul in front of Allah, gon' be smelling good To that moment I be definitely making my move In it for the money? Nah man, I'm in it for the truth Ain't about any gold or the ice Sneaks and close is just part of the hype MTV sucks big time Cribs and bling - get a real life But wow - take a minut or 2 Why we spending so much money man that we don't have boo Every tiny detail, we gotta have kid! Every kind of device to make us look rich Hollywood, magazines, videos Escaping anything & anyone away we go In it sickening enough that we don't really care In it sickening of that we don't wanna share Wish for my brother what a wish for my self Try to love the world less, put my ego to rest "get rich or die tryin'" who ever said it was poor don't they ever gon' learn from the farao in gold Kom Igen Kom Igen Kom igen du min elskede ven Kom Igen Kom Igen Kom igen du min elskede ven Wish for my brother what a wish for my self Try to lo

A Forested Place
A Forested Place by LateNiteFantasy© In a secluded forested place, I sat on a flat, chilly stone and listened. I could hear the gentle drip of dew falling from high, high trees onto rocks below and into brooks that ran alongside. There was a gentle hush there, a wordless call that seemed to say "embrace me". The wind, growing more heated, and more fragrant with every passing moment, encircled me, wrapped itself around me and with a soft urging, lifted me from my rock to follow it along a narrow path. And there, to you. A softer, sweeter scent than ever the wind carried captivated me, and you, a being more lovely than any of nights dreams completely drew me. You were attired in gossamer, hair flowered, emerald eyes and honey smiles and I knew in that moment I would love no other. A drop of dew from high, it struck me, there on the top of my head, and you smiled, and you laughed and I found myself lost in a giggle I could not control. I looked away from you for the mere

Splendidly
Splendidly by LateNiteFantasy© there is a spot there, at the back of your neck where the hairline ends that begs my lips kiss, bite so I do and every one is nothing more than a prelude to the moments we'll share beyond them when the candles are burning and the sweat on our skin glistens I am alive when the look in your eyes says you are seeing something beyond this existence and the sound of you voice can be read only in sighs and moans I know then that we are both alive and that we are both alive splendidly

Lost For Words
Lost for Words by Me Words can not come to what I would like to say To tell you how I feel in my own way Though it doesn't matter to me today Cause I'm more concerned about you anyway So in the shadows is where I will stay Just know I am here for you every day

Paralyzer By Finger Eleven
I hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It’s been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you I hold out for one more drink Before I think I’m looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I’m still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well, I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll pr

All
All by LateNiteFantasy© I think to trip south and find something strange in my mouth and my bed this thought runs rampant in my head making me feel the need the greed to spill my seed and taste your wetness to have you undress and touch my skin to yours in sin to know you in every way possible fuck the bullshit to kiss to taste to not waste any words or any actions to learn you in fractions so I could know the whole to be bold and hold your hand in church and grab your ass in public to lean over and lick your ear before your friends and family to fuck you in a park screw the dark and the hiding to hell with even being law abiding let's fuck on a fountain in plain view of everyone willing to see let me share my cock with you and do the nasty little things you long to do so I can make you fucking wet and leave you sore and let me know you as no one has known you before let me find myself alive in your body

R.i.p.
My grandmother went into the hospital the day after my birthday which was June 5. She had a servere blader infection. She stayed in the hospital till today which is June 14. She was so weak they had to bring her home in a ambulance. She was here about a hour and a medic from hospis came out to do an evaluation on her and go over home care and take blood preasure. About a hour after that I went out and started the grill to cook. I got a phone call from a friend. As we were talking my mother came out side and had a funny look on her face. She said shes gone.... I saw her take her last breath...........

Silence All Around
Silence all Around by LateNiteFantasy© Silence all around, silence, no sound, except us on the ground, straight up getting down. Nasty animals in heat, feet to head, head to feet, enjoying each others treat, knowing when to taste, and eat. You lead, I'll follow, in our ecstasy we wallow, nothing faked, nothing hollow, on your cue, we swallow. Feet to feet, head to head, laying out upon the bed, my body tight, yours spread, I go where angels fear to tread. I almost leave you numb, I bang you like a drum, I make you cum and cum, and I lick you, I want some.

By And By
By and By by LateNiteFantasy© By and by, you and I do love. My minds eye we both fly, heaven above. Down to earth we test worth, bodies entwined. Near the hearth close like birth, single mind. It seems surreal, some new deal, A dream. Inside I feel something to real, you scream. Your body shakes, the bed quakes, strong spasms. Something not faked, quaint little lakes, multiple orgasms.

New Aces Auction
AUCTION ACES UP IS GOING TO HAVE AN AUCTION WHEN: SATURDAY JUNE 21ST @ 9PM EST CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER WE WILL BE AUCTIONING OFF THESE HOTT MEMBERS ~*SOFTWHITEROSE*~ member CLUB FRAT@ fubar SOFEWHITEROSE WILL BE OFFERING: RATE UP TO 200 PHOTOS OR STASHES WITH 10'S OR 11'S IF I HAVE A VIP A PAGE COMMENT EVERYDAY FOR 2 WEEKS WILL PUT FU/OWNED IN NAME FOR 2 WEEKS LONGER WITH HIGHER BID A GIFT A WEEK OF MY CHOICE I WILL DO A FEW IMIKIMI'S WITH FU/OWNED AND PIC WILL DO A SFW SALUTE IF HIGH ENOUGH BID IS PLACED SHE WILL DO A NSFW SALUTE AND A SFW PHONE CALL ♫♫DjBlueyes ♫♫Fu/wife to DJ NbK ( Gm@ AcesUp) Member of Downtown Bombers@ fubar DJ BLUEYES WILL BE OFFERING: PHOTO AND STASH RATES SFW SALUTE DAILY GIFT WEEKLY PIMPOUT ONE BIG PIMPIN GIFT Dale- Paradise Bay owner/Aces UP Security/ come join the fun/HEAD ENFORCER @DARKSIDE OF THE MOON@ fubar DALE WILL BE OFFERING: 25 11'S A DAY DURING HAPPY HOUR STASH R

Something To Think About?
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America! ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on ma

If U Think I'm A Sexy Milf, Drop A Rate & Place A Bid
DO YOU WANT TO OWN A JUICYLICIOUS MILF?? SHE IS A GREAT FRIEND OF MINE AND SHOWS LOVE ALWAYS. SO COME OWN THIS JUICYLICIOUS MILF CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND PUT YOUR BID IN brought to you by the one and only ♠Ace♠of Spades Mémoire™ Bdy.guard CO- Owned by Nay-Nay & Tsisquo'ga CLUB FAR (repost of original by '♠Ace♠of Spades Mémoire™ Bdy.guard CO- Owned by Nay-Nay & Tsisquo'ga CLUB FAR' on '2008-06-14 20:33:32')

Copy Of About Me Pimpout For Hissweetobsession( A Great Month)
Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World THIS IS MY NEW OWNER!! AND I ALREADY KNEW THAT SHE WAS A FANTASTIC PERSON, SWEET, CARING, AND HELPFUL, BUT LESS THAN ONE WEEK AFTER SHE BOUGHT ME, SHE WAS UP FOR AUCTION AND I BOUGHT HER RIGHT BACK! COULD NOT LET ALL THAT LOVE GO TO SOMEONE ELSE, LOL!!! BUT SOMEHOW, SHE STILL FINDS A WAY TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE THAT SHE IS SHOWN, SO GO SPANK HER PAGE HARD! YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT, AND YOU WILL GAIN A TRUE AND LOYAL FRIEND! TELL THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU! ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~Owner of and owned by CinDragon~~ *Shadow Levelers*~~@ fubar ############################################################### Chromaluna on imikimi - Customize Your World

Uuggghhh (piercing Issue)
Well, as many of you know, I've had my nipples pierced for quite some time. Like, over 2 years. Well, for the past few months, I've gained an infection in them. And it's constant. I know you can't take piercings OUT while there is an infection, because then the infection would have no where to drain... duuuh... well recently they've become more and more tender and painful. It's to the point it's killing me (ok not literally, but it's painful). I've taken anti-biotics, I've done everything you can think of. I have decided I must be allergic to the metal. Which is odd because it's the same shit that is in my vagina and tongue. Well, I finally took them out. And, yeah, major mistake. Of course. So, now they are hurting even more, and yeah, it's just bad. So, if anyone is a piercer, or knows what to do, please for the love of god, message me. My piercer is in another town, far away, and wants me to drive there for him to look at them, and i dont have that kind of time... But, I think I

Wanna Sample My "services"?
So since I kicked the ball and chain to the curb, I can finally do what I've always wanted to do...bang as many guys as I can before I turn 30! Anybody wanna help me with that? Well, if you're in NY, you can! I've kinda started an escort service from work ( I know, it sounds crazy, but it's been working great!)! First, you gotta be serious! So check out my videos below. They're free to download. Then, after watching them, if you're really serious, call me! You can reach me Mondays through Fridays (only!) 9am to 5pm at 914-277-8777. It's a dentis office, but ask for Alice! Now, for safety reasons (and so I don't get caught), please don't mention this blog when you call. My boss would so find me out if he looked for me here! So, when you call, ask for me, and then ask me about my escort service and special FREE offer for first timers! That's right! First time is free (as long as I don't have to go drive to your place). Now, I might hang up on you the first few times you call, but don't b

Tattoo Contest
ok well every one out there in fuland i am in a tattoo contest, and well even if you do not vote for me but enjoy ink you should check it out http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1079960 its in the folder tattoo contest, show your support for inked people out there, FYI there is no bombing allowed in this 1 rate 1 comment per person

Mandatory Security Codes Noticed?
I just thouht I'd fill you in on the recent need to input a security code on EVERY SINGLE private message reply. I wondered if it was just TO ME that it was being directed, but here is what a bouncer told me: ->CareBear ™: thanks for the info. a few days ago, 2 strangers left me identical messages, telling me to go to an URL because they said someone was copying all my pics CareBear ™: We had an attack of a automated spammer about 2 days ago. They were hacking accounts and using them to spam. This way, it is harder to spam for the automated systems. ->CareBear ™: WHEN DID IT START? IT SEEMS STRANGE, IF IT IS WHEN ONE IS REPLYING TO A PRIVATE MESSAGE RATHER THAN A PUBLIC THING. HAVE YOU ACTUALLY HAD PROBLEMS IN THIS FIELD? CareBear ™: Yes. Everybody has to do it. It's a security measure to help stop spammers. ->CareBear ™: COULD YOU TELL ME IF EVERYONE MUST NOW INPUT A SECURITY CODE BEFORE REPLYING TO EVERY SINGLE PRIVATE MESSAGE? IT HAS BEEN GOING ON ALL DAY,,,,

Abandon To Gratification
Abandon to Gratification by LateNiteFantasy© Undulations Sinuous waves of motion Rise. . . and fall. Breath and sweat Effortlessly graceful movements Supple . . . lithe and pliant. Surging Sensation Impulses of ascent and descent Sweeping . . . building and cresting Peaks of Pleasure Delightful shuddering consumption Crashing . . . saited and spent.

Blonde Joke 1
Blonde Joke 1 by LateNiteFantasy© One balmy summer night my girl and I went out to park. The weather was just perfect and the moonless night was dark. The hugging and the kissing were so good they promised lots. And when the petting started, I could tell she had the hots. The back seat of my auto seemed to me to be okay For making love or fucking or whatever you might say. I whispered to her telling her the back seat was divine. She shook her blonde head, telling me, “Oh, no, up here is fine.” Our making out continued and I took off her brassiere And once again she told me what I didn’t want to hear. When I suggested that the back seat was the place to go You guessed it; she responded with a most emphatic no. Her dress was all unbuttoned and her nips were like a rock. Her panty crotch was soaking; she was playing with my cock. And once again I mentioned that the back seat would be good. And once again she told me that she didn’t think she would. I told he

Blonde Joke 2
Blonde Joke #2 by LateNiteFantasy© The blonde was mad; she said to me “The place I work is really bad. I fucked each guy they sent to me But now I find out I’ve been had. For years I worked and never once Complained of guys with little dicks, The whole night long I lie in bed And work my ass off turning tricks.” “But what is wrong?” I fin’ly asked “I thought you liked it, being laid.” “Because, I just found out today, The other girls are getting paid.” * * * * * I hope you like this little poem. I enjoy writing doggerel like this and if you like it too, I'd apprediate it if you'd let me know by voting and either leaving a personal comment or sending me an email. * * * * *

Blonde Joke 3
Blonde Joke #3 by LateNiteFantasy© An angry young blonde called the video store Complaining the tape didn't work any more, "I rented a movie about giving head, But it shows me nothing but static instead." "I don't understand," said the video clerk "But what is the name of the film that won't work?" "The name?" she responded, her voice getting meaner, "The box that it comes in tells me it's 'Head Cleaner'"

Blonde Joke 4
Blonde Joke #4 by LateNiteFantasy© Down the stairs she ambled with her swinging yellow hair Opened up her mailbox but she found no letters there. "Damn," she said and turned around and went upstairs, and then Minutes later, she returned and looked inside again. As the day went on, I saw her looking frequently. Since it was a Sunday, there was no delivery. I approached the lady, for she truly was a fox. Asked her why she kept on looking in the empty box. She replied by telling me someone was being wise, They had found a way to trick her right before her eyes. Programmed her computer so it told a lying tale Kept on misinforming her that she had gotten mail.

Blonde Joke 5
Blonde Joke #5 by LateNiteFantasy© The blonde had a problem; her tire went flat, She rolled to the shoulder and there the car sat. And out of the trunk, she extracted a man Of cardboard and stood him behind her sedan. The man was quite tall and his raincoat was long. In front it was open, displaying his dong. As drivers went by, they all slowed down to leer ‘Til traffic was tied up for miles to the rear. A highway patrolman then pulled up behind, And jumped out and claimed she was out of her mind For clogging up traffic so horribly tight By showing off such a deplorable sight. “Just what is that thing, so perverse and so bare? And why is it standing behind your car there? The blonde was surprised that the cop couldn’t see “Emergency flasher. What else would it be?”

It's What I Do
It's What I Do by LateNiteFantasy© I churn out stories left and right, erotic tales or filth or smut, Of sucking cocks or licking tits or fucking people in the butt Of dildos, women tied to beds, of women cheating on their guys, Of eating pussy while the lady squirms upon the bed and sighs. Of spanking or of whippings or of stretching victims on the rack, Of all the things that men and women like to do while in the sack. I write the stories asking naught for lust or love or tawdry sex Just read the tales and let me know if they have made you hard or wet.

Father's Day
Would be easy to sit back today and expect to be treated well because I am a father... Yet it took a woman's pain and sacrifice to get me here. It took my children to grow to respected adults for it to mean something. This day is just another day to be thankful to God for my family and friends, and to thank Him for being the real Father... Have a great day one and all...

Is Your Soul Broken?
Source: California PsychicsAfter the loss of love, either from a breakup or from a loved one's death, it's normal to grieve and even go through a depression. But after a while, you're supposed to "get your groove back," so to speak. But sometimes you can't move on, and thoughts of the loss seem to take over your life. What's the problem? Are you afraid to let go? Clinging to the past? A glutton for punishment? Or is it possible you've lost a piece of your soul? In native cultures all over the world, it's believed that you can truly "lose your soul" or have a piece of it break off due to a trauma or heartbreak. According to shamanism, this is often done voluntarily - you give a piece of yourself in the form of your "energy body" to someone you love out of a desire to protect them or stay with them, even if they leave you or depart this world. Shamans believe that oftentimes unless a healer does a "soul retrieval" ceremony to get the missing parts of you back, you'll forever feel like

My Dreams Are Slowly Coming True
I have prayed for this moment to happen and have been waiting for this to come true for the longest time. I never actually thought that it would happen for real. My fiancee has finally come to live with me and could not be happier then I am at this moment. I love him so much and I was beginning to wonder if things would ever get to this stage. Although everything was great and we talked all the time, I thought that we were distant at times and I sometimes felt not that important. I know that prayers are granted and you can get your fondest dreams if you only have faith and believe. I was starting to get so many doubts and thoughts running through my head that all pointed to failure. I was actually starting to get very hopeless. Although it is not the endless sex fest that most would think, we are very happy together and he is getting to feel at home. My life is starting to have much more stabilty now also which is a great thing. The future holds many things for us and we will face them

Do You Really Want A Democrat In Office?
Most people don't understand things that happened before they were born, and in many cases, don't understand things that happened before they were 10 years old. Your average liberal democrat in office will want to stimulate the economy by starting some new government program. To pay for the program, they will raise taxes so the 'stimulus' package will start out with an economy with less money in it. The best example of this is Jimmie Carter. When he left office we were so highly taxed, interest rates and inflation were at 12-15%. I remember people getting Certificate of Deposites (CD's) at their bank (before there were IRA's) at the rate as high as 18%. They were bragging on how much money they were making.....'I'm gonna have $1Million in just a few years.' Reality would set in when someone responded, 'It would be great if a loaf of bread doesn't cost 500 bucks.' Your average Conservative Republican knows that it's the American people who drive the economy, and they can do i

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Happy Father's Day
Favorite Lines of Fathers * This is the last warning I am giving you. * How can someone be so stupid? * Don't look at me like that. * Are you going to say something? * What kind of friends would advice you to do that? * Two wrongs will not make a right. * You have to do it, whether you like it or not. * I am not going to tell that again. * It is no use talking to a wall. Are you listening? * The early bird gets the worm. Time to rise and shine! * We never did that when we were young. * Go and ask your mother. * Will you let me read the paper in peace? * Do not sit like that. * Don't dare to yell in front of me. * If your friend jumped off a cliff, will you do the same? * How many times do I need to tell you the same thing? * Do not give me silly excuses. * What do they really teach you in school? * If I catch you doing that one more time, you know what you will get. * Enough is enough! * Guys don't cry. * Now, that's

`russian Roulette' Sex Parties
Thanks Phoenix for posting this.. I will pass it on... What i am about to post is something i copy and pasted from the internet.Something that a friend sent me..and when i read it all i could think is....WHAT????!!!!.I read it and was horrified that this goes on...so,in an effort to protect people i am reposting it on my journal for the benifit of anyone who is gay,bi,or knows someone who is gay or bi...if you know someone please pass it on...thanks... `Russian Roulette' Sex Parties Rise in gay fringe group's unsafe practices alarms AIDS experts Sabin Russell, Chronicle Staff Writer Friday, January 29, 1999 Printable VersionEmail This Article del.icio.us Digg Technorati Reddit Facebook Slashdot Fark Newsvine Google Bookmarks (0) Georgia (default) Verdana Times New Roman Arial MORE NEWS Bareback to death. Church lessons focus on homosexuality. (01-29) 04:00 PDT San Francisco -- In a Castro district apartment house, an $8 admission fee promises

Id Update
More up!!!! WOOHOO....If you are waiting for yours be patient it will be there. Here are the ones that were just added. Gspot, JenSinfulAngel, Beep, Hot & Fluffy, Wyldeyed, Gatorbabe, Irratation, MagicMan, purpley, AlchemyWizard, Tazman, Bluelights, ivettebermudez, redmamadg, penpal, Sweet4uCheeks, Destiny, KimmiePie, Heatherina

My Friends
OK so to my nearest and dearest friends - and they know who they are cos one of them listened to me rant on the phone and the other listens to me rant through text WELL GUESS WHAT PEOPLE - FROM NOW ON ITS A BRAND NEW LIFE THINGS CAN AND WILL GET BETTER - AS THE SONG GOES ILL GET BY WITH A LITTLE HELP WITH MY FRIENDS YEAH I USED TO LET THINGS GET TO ME TOO MUCH BUT FROM NOW ON NOTHING OR NOONE WILL GET ME DOWN - TRY AS HARD AS YOU LIKE IT JUST AINT GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!!! TO THE TWO CONCERNED THIS AFTERNOON THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO YOU I LOVE YOU BOTH xxxxx

Things Are Finally Starting To Look Up For Me!
So, after almost a year of struggling with everything from emotions, finances, life in general...things are really starting to look up for me finally! It started with my new job. :D I got a new job, still working at the hospital, with a nice pay increase. I start this Wednesday working at the hospital pharmacy as a their buyer. I think that it will keep me really busy and be quite challenging. So very excited to start! Next...I got the car of my dreams. Which not only meant getting rid of my gas hog Explorer, but reducing my payments by $150 a month. Hip hip hooray!!! This car has everything I could ever imagine! It is a Cherry Red Monte Carlo, with black leather seats(heated, like I'll ever use those in Oklahoma), sunroof, tinted windows, auto start and lots of extras inside. I loved the fact that I could change the radio station and volume right on my steering wheel. I was totally like a little kid in a candy store driving home from Lawton! As for my "non-existent" love-life?

Dancing Fun!
Will took me to the horseman club last night...it was awesome...had a bunch of fun lots of dancing, people are so friendly and the music is great. We've decided that will be our new hang out country bar in replacement of cowboys in Arlington who has yet to fix their AC...you almost die in there it is so damned hot. Way to hot to dance without sweating and passing out on the damned floor. lol Anyhow, it was a fun night, met some new peps and things were really great...looking forward to more nights like that one in the future. Hope you all had a terrific wkend. Tomorrow is my next 6 month breast cancer boob-o-gram...wish me luck. Every six months the big squeeze...lmao and I always sit there and wait for the results with as much positivity as possible. My luck lately hasn't been real good, I think that damned horseshoe is turned the wrong way up my arse..hahahaa Well, gotta run...hugs n'luv to you all my super friends...luv ya! Kris

New Experiences
Here's to new experiences. My sister and I went out drinking and dancing last night. First time we ever did anything like this, and it was an absolute blast. Well, except for the part where she grabbed the top of my shirt and pulled it down and had me flash the bar. Thank god I had a decent bra on! Talk about getting sobered up really fast. lol. Every time I turned around, she had yet another long island ice tea in her hand and was out on the floor shaking her ass. And she can definitely shake it. I wish I could move like she does. On three separate occasions I had guys come up to me and ask if she was with anyone. Told them to ask her to dance, but they were too chicken shit. Luckily for me, there were two people there who we had known since I was a baby, and so when she up and disappeared for long periods of time, I still had people to talk to. Next time, I'm taking some more people with me cause I can't keep up with her. lol. That way when she's out doing her thing, I've got people

Just Cause
i just thought i would write this and see how it works im a good guy playing on fubar pasing the time away day by day meeting new people lovein to talk to them most people you say hi to after you add them ..... then they are gone some friends send you things everyday and this is very kool so as a hole i think fubar is a pretty kool site to play on and i hope i get alot more friends to talk to so feel free to add me as a friend hope to tlk to you soon w1ldass2006

Who Is Your Daddy????????????
This is the one and only true Oklahoma boy in the state!!!!!!!!!! I am fresh out of the pin and ready to things the Wright way!!!!!!! Don't get me wrong I will always be an outlaw and convict at heart be it is weather I choose to act on those thoughts!!!!!!!!! Was all the respect in the world today!!!!!!! Theses people in the world know does have lost their dam minds they better just hope they show me the same respect I show then or you know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So what is up in the world today! / After being gone for 4 year you come out into the world and every thing and everyone have changed!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is there to do for fun in Meeker or Shawnee Oklahoma?????????? Will I send out all my love and respect to all you good mother f$kers out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your Deadly Shower Curtain.
Mankind kills you, not God. I'm sorry to say we are our own worst enemy in many ways. I'm trying my damnedest to go back to life the way it should be: without chemicals AT ALL. I eat organic foods, I drink organic beverages, I wear some organic clothing (I can't afford it to all be organic), I use organic deodorant, soap and shampoo. I also use Seventh Generation laundry detergent. Why? I have a disease (PCOS) *and* the genes that puts me at greater odds of developing SEVERAL forms of cancer. I'd rather be healthy, obviously. I'd rather be safe than sorry. At least this way... I'm giving myself a chance to overcome the odds. Be well. Do whatever it takes to be well. In Love And Light, |3G| aka Meg Are Vinyl Shower Curtains Toxic? AOL Posted: 2008-06-12 19:03:49 Filed Under: Health News (June 12) - That new vinyl shower curtain with the fun rubber ducks sure has a powerful smell -- but could it be toxic? Yes, according to a national environment group. Photo Galle

Eerie Poem
Someone sent this to me and Fri June 20th is the 5yr Anniversary of the car accident that killed my Son in Law and my Daughter and her unborn twins and his Little 6yr old Sister survived miraculously A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere,' 'The sirens screamed out eulogies,' For death was in the air. 'A mother, trapped inside her car,' Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: 'Oh, God, please spare my boys!' She fought to loose her pinned hands; 'She struggled to get free,' But mangled met

They Had Sex Where?
ROME (Reuters) - An Italian couple who were caught having sex in a church confessional box while morning Mass was being said have repented and made peace with the local bishop. The couple, in their early 30s, were detained by police earlier this month after they had made love in the confessional box in the cathedral in northern Cesena. They were cautioned for obscene acts in public and disturbing a religious function. Their lawyer said they had been drinking all night and realized they had gone too far. The lawyer told the area's local newspaper on Wednesday the couple met with the local bishop on Tuesday night, asked for his forgiveness and that he had given it. Last week the bishop celebrated a "Mass of reparation" in the cathedral where the confessional box incident took place to make up for the sacrilege.

Just So You Know
I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to I just gotta say it all Before I go Just so you know It's getting hard to be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings And look the other way And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop This emptiness is killing me And I'm wondering why I've waited so long Looking back I realize It was always t

Naughty Application
ok i got this one from chris aka vampire heart :) !!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex? 13.Do you think I would be good in bed? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a g/f or friend?

Your Scent Is Upon Me
Your Scent Is Upon Me by LateNiteFantasy© Darkness surrounds me, Perhaps I’m dead, Maybe I’m just sleeping, But I feel so much alive. Heat is next to me, I feel her glow, I can hear her breathing, But I can not move, I feel paralyzed, But so much alive. Her muscular shoulder, Burns against mine, She moves and covers, My chest with her left arm, And burning bosom very fair. She burns me at every touch, But no pain do I feel, Sweat gathers on my forehead, My eyes are open but all is dark to me, A black burning, Esoteric smoldering, The sound of sizzling dark flames I sense, And nothing consumed. She moves again covering, My soft manhood with the sharp heat, Of her left slender muscular leg, The burning—the burning, And me paralyzed, But so much alive. I begin to grow with every touch, Of her dark glow, It keeps growing until it is throbbing, Throbbing with pain, With the crease behind her knee, She caresses and squeezes it, Hamstring and

Virgen De Guadalupe
Well, it is official. I am going for my third and hopefully last tattoo this Friday on the 20th. I am excited, but so nervous as well. Simply because it is going to be placed on my right ribcage, which is supposed to be a REALLY sensitive area. and the Virgen de Guadalupe tattoo is going to take 3-4 hours and maybe 2 sessions. If Matt breaks it into two sessions, I will have less pain, but I kinda want to get it all done at once. I am going at 5:30 to Psycho Tattoo by my house after work. My first two tattoos lasted 15-20 minutes each...I love them so much. The Celtic Cross on my ankle hurt more than the Ireland clover tattoo on my arm...but that's because I didn't have a friend with me with the cross. The tattoo artist was Brian Snape. Kinda funny if ya ask me. Haven't told my parents yet because they are in Turkey, but w/e. I am almost 20 and I can do what I want...even if they do support me but not my decisions. I talked with them about it some though!!

Are U Ready To Get Wet Ladies
Georgia Dome - Ying Yang Twins AKA MRS T IS BACK AT IT AGAIN SHE WILL BE HOSTING A WET T SHIRT AUCTION 1)MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER 2)ONLY SFW PICTURE ACCEPTED 3)ENTRY FEE OF 35K IS REQUIRED TO ENTER THE AUCTION 4)SEND LIST OF OFFER ALONG WITH THE PICTURE OF CHOICE CLOSING ENTRY DATE WILL BE ON JUNE 20TH UNTIL 7PM PACIFIC

Tired Of Losing Friends
I am so tired of losing my friends to: ADDICTION DISEASE HOMICIDE SUICIDE AND THIS CITY.. I have watched as so many of my friends lose themselves. It is hard to watch and harder to accept. I have seen the turmoil that others endure, have lived the tragedy which is pain, and I have survived. I carry with me the pain of others on my back and it is a very hard burden to bear. I love my friends each and all of you and as I sit back and watch you suffer and die is much harder to deal with than anything I have ever experienced. R.I.P Donnie Katie Jay Traci John Debbie T Dethy Andy William Shane AND ESPECIALLY VAL(he is severely missed) I miss you all and where ever you are right now, whatever life you are living.. I HOPE IT IS BETTER THAN THE LIFE YOU LEFT BEHIND

To Daddy & All My Fubar Daddy's Happy Fathers Day. Xoxo
TO DADDY & ALL MY FUBAR DADDY'S HAPPY FATHERS DAY. XOXO TO YOU DADDY AND TO ALL MY FRIEND'S HERE ON FUBAR I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO SAY TO ALL MY SEXY GENTLEMEN FRIEND'S I WISH YOU ALL A VERY VERY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. ALSO I MADE THESE PICTURES FOR YOU. HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THEM AS MUCH AS I LOVED MAKING THEM FOR ALL YOU SEXY GUYS. MAY YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY. AND JUST RELAX AND DO NOTHING HEE HEE HMMM.HAVE A GREAT DAY. I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIEND'S HERE ON FUBAR ARE NOT FATHER'S YET,BUT SENDING THIS WISH TO YOU,BECAUSE I KNOW YOU MUST HAVE CHILDREN IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU HAVE LOOKED AFTER AND TAKING CARE OF,AND IF SO THEN YOU ALSO DESERVE A HAPPY FATHERS DAY WISH ALSO. AND DADDY YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. LOVE ROSE XOXO FOR MY FATHER WHO IS NO LONGER WITH ME, THIS VIDEO & SONG IS FOR YOU, AND ALL THE FATHERS PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE.. DADDY YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART.MISS YOU..LOVE ROSE XOXO

Taste Of You
Taste of You by LateNiteFantasy© Weary and sore I come to you Tired of how life has been Seeking solace between your thighs All the world leaves in that moment when your pants hit the floor Your my Goddess and I play my part upon my knees face up turned to receive the sacrament.

Man Eater
Man Eater by LateNiteFantasy© Her nails slide though her long red hair. Dreamlessly her eyes peer from under the locks.. Shewas somewhere else. Her movements were slow and controlled as she let her left leg slide off ofthe edge of the table as the other was curled to her chest. She was clad in his shirt and nothing else.. A half lit cigarette in her fingertips..He watched as it was brought to her lips. Watching asthe butt touched those full pouts just one too many times. He turned his head. Looking anywhere every where but at her. He licked his lips and shrugged lightly. Afraid to talk and break her quite spell that held him there with her. He shook his head and caught a glimpse of her out of the corner of his eye. She was looking at him. Those hazel eyes devouring his soul right there. He winced though he tried not to. He kept thinking to himself as he stared into those hazel orbs “she is a mean eater...” His buddies warning kept ringing in his ears. “No way...No way could t

If Love
If Love by LateNiteFantasy© If Love... If love were a feeling It would pass through a heart Like wind through the trees Like a river through the hills But love is not a feeling It is a revelation Love is not a changing season It is a rock It is constant; unwavering. We will always feel love Yet love might not always Be pointed in one direction. Sometimes it moves from Object to object like the Hands of a clock Always moving from Minute to minute; hour to hour. If love were a game We'd all be pieces On the grand chessboard of the heart. Some would be pawns to carry out Cupid's bidding Some kings and queens To rule in each other's hearts. Others would be bishops and rooks To place their love in the Faith of gods unseen. Then some, Knights, Warriors who fight for love's sake Knowing full well that The act of love may lead To chaos in the heart. But love is not a game It is real; and there Are real winners and real Losers. Tears are very

New Auction Wet T-shirt Hosted By Akamrs. T
Georgia Dome - Ying Yang Twins AKA MRS T IS BACK AT IT AGAIN SHE WILL BE HOSTING A WET T SHIRT AUCTION 1)MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER 2)ONLY SFW PICTURE ACCEPTED 3)ENTRY FEE OF 35K IS REQUIRED TO ENTER THE AUCTION 4)SEND LIST OF OFFER ALONG WITH THE PICTURE OF CHOICE CLOSING ENTRY DATE WILL BE ON JUNE 20TH UNTIL 7PM PACIFIC

Omg Look Sean We R A Match!!! Word
Taurus & Taurus When two Taureans come together in a love affair, it's a very sensuous and stable relationship -- which pleases both of them to no end. Those are two of the things a Taurus prizes most in a relationship (along with fidelity, sharing good food and other creature comforts ...) When two people both of this Sign get together, it can be the love connection of a lifetime. They will spoil one another to both their hearts' content: Taurus can respect their sweetheart's desire for life's little luxuries, because they have that need themselves. Both partners are charming, graceful and dignified. They can be quite stubborn and opinionated, not to mention jealous and possessive. All Tauruses have to learn to agree to disagree, and especially two Tauruses together; they need to recognize that their relationship is too good to jeopardize with minor arguments. Taureans are blessed with strong willpower and commitment. They love the wooing process of courting, so the beginning, b

It's Only Life.....
Its Only Life - Kate Voegele "It's Only Life" Tears are forming in your eyes A storm is warning in the sky The end of the world it seems You bend down and you fall on your knees Well get back on your feet yeah Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Yea it's only life You were always playing hard Never could let down your guard But you can't win If you never give in To that voice within Saying pick up your chin Baby let go of it Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Take your hesitance And your self-defense Leave them behind, it's only life Don't be so afraid Of facing everyday Just take your time, it's only life I'll be your stepping-stone No, don't be so alone Jus

I Blog...
therefore i am? i don't know. i've been spending a lot of time thinking about life, liberty and the persuit of personal happiness. i get it, everybody is entitled to the basic rights... but at the cost of another's basic rights? i just don't know about that. the rede teaches us one thing, if nothing else, *an it harm none, do as you will* - basic christian tenents teach us *do unto others as you will have done unto you* - karma dictates that we do what we do and we will either pay for our deeds or be rewarded for them in the next life - and almost every person i know learned as a child at their mother's knee that you get more bees with honey than vinegar. so i go through my life trying my damnedest to do what i can not to hurt anyone else. i know i have failed at this task in the past... and i openly admit it. i've hurt strangers, aquaintences, friends, beloved ones and family. me. not anyone else. not as a consequence for any of their actions. if i hurt someone

Man Kills Baby And Is Shot To Death By Police
(06-15) 16:56 PDT -- A man parked his truck on a country road outside Turlock Saturday night, removed a baby boy from a car seat and then beat the child to death in the street, fighting off passersby who tried to stop him until he was gunned down by a police officer whose helicopter landed in a nearby pasture, police said today. The 27-year-old suspect, who lived in Turlock, died almost immediately where he fell. The child, who according to police appeared to be 12 to 24 months old, was rushed to a hospital but was soon pronounced dead as well. Police officials declined to identify the man and said they were not yet certain who the child was - or in what way, if any, he was related to his attacker. The Stanislaus County coroner's office told police that the agency may have to identify the boy through a DNA test because he was beaten beyond recognition. No information was immediately available about the baby's mother. The suspect "had tunnel vision," said Stanislaus County s

My First Fu-owner
MEET MY FU-OWNER I'd like to introduce you to my first Fu-Owner. I'm pleased to announce that farscapecat won me in Passionman71's Auction. If you don't have her as a friend, please fan, add and rate her. You won't regret it. She's a great person and she returns all love. Just click the link below and let her know I sent you. Show her some love, please. farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Fu-Owned by BooBoo and Gary..hmm..lol and fu-owner of Mr.Mostunderrated~m@ fubar Pimpout By ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler@ fubar

What's New?
Well, I was sick on superbowl sunday through the end of the first week in March. To make matters worse, I had an infection in my head that busted both eardrums so I couldn't hear for at least 2 more months. I also didn't have a landline hook up but now I do. Summer break is here so I have all 5 of my kids with me. It's so nice to have them together. I'm in school getting my bachelors degree in criminal investigations. I look forward to working a little again. I have my own business at home but need to get my degree. With the way the economy has been going, getting my degree will be well worth the wait.

Bringmeback!!
MEET SHEDEVIL--- Her profile was deleted... she is trying to get back to where she was. * Spank Her page with a Add, Fan, & Rate * Send her a gift * Rate her pics * Rate her stash * Bling her * Send her Fu-bucks Show her a ton of love..... *~SheDevil~*@ fubar Brought to you by: AND •(•DJ SwEEtDreaMs•)•@ fubar (repost of original by '·· . .JÇ. . ··. .' on '2008-06-15 19:12:37')

Sound Familiar?! Hmmm
What Is Projection? Psychology. a. the tendency to ascribe to another person feelings, thoughts, or attitudes present in oneself, or to regard external reality as embodying such feelings, thoughts, etc., in some way. b. Psychoanalysis. such an ascription relieving the ego of a sense of guilt or other intolerable feeling. Some people refer to transference as a "projection." In this case you are projecting your own feelings, emotions or motivations into another person without realizing your reaction is really more about you than it is about the other person. In a life filled with transference, your job may be "the family reunion you are avoiding and you are forced to go to each day." In other cases of projection, your girlfriend may remind you of all the irritating things your mother did when you were growing up. Love at first sight is usually a projection – especially if it ends in disaster and you could have seen it coming.

Think About It
Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be. You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. Anyone can carry his burden, however hard, until nightfall. Anyone can do his work, however hard, for one day. Anyone can live sweetly, patiently, lovingly, purely, till the sun goes down. And this is all life really means. See everything; overlook a great deal; correct a little. Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must. If you surrender to the wind, you can ride it. Never miss an opportunity to make others happy, even if you have to leave them alone in order to do it. You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him. The first and greatest victory is to conquer yourself; to be conquered by yourself is of all things most shameful and vile. I make the

Daniel And Shawn
Daniel is my son's father. Who makes outrageous decisions and lets his mother talk him into most of them, without thinking about the fact that he has a child. Would buy weed and shit for his car that he couldn't afford instead of helping me with diaper money. Quit his good paying job to washing houses with his father which he made considerly less doing because it was cash and when he got those bills in his hand he had most of it spent before he even got home. We were suppose to get married and when my son was about 6 months old, he had brought me to the medcenter because I had a miscarriage, he left and came back to pick me up and we had gotten into it because I loved him and we had broken up because bad things had happened and he didn't show one sign that he cared about what had happened. But for some reason I wanted the asshole back. He finally confessed that he never loved me, he loved the idea of me. Having someone to call his own but he never loved me as a person. I socked h

Unwanted - Avril Lavigne
Unwanted - Avril Lavigne All that I did was walk over Start off by shaking your hands That's how it went I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight Oh yeah yeah I wanted to know you I wanted to show you ~*Chorus*~ You don't know me Don't ignore me You don't want me there You just shut me out You don't know me Don't ignore me If you had your way You'd just shut me up Make me go away No i just don't understand why you Wont talk to me it hurts that i'm So unwanted for nothing don't Talk words against me I wanted to know you I wanted to show you ~*Chorus*~ You don't know me Don't ignore me You don't want me there You just shut me out You don't know me Don't ignore me If you had your way You'd just shut me up Make me go away I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong My head aches It's been so long I write this song, that's what it takes ~*Chorus*~ You don't know me Don't ignore me You don't want me there You just shut me out You d

Love
On the night I met you, my heart stoped beating it froze with with desire, at what I was seeing. On this night for us that shoud'nt have been, what lay ahead nobody could see. You alone started these flames of wanting desire, a million seas couldn't quench the fire. But love isn't always the easy friend, you have to sail the storm to recieve the love you send. So till the day comes that these arms can hold you near, I'll sail the storms and watch as the clouds disapear.

Father's Day
Today is Fathers Day... And for the first time in 9 years, Ive realized something. I will never be able to give my dad another Father's Day card. Never another Father's Day hug. Never another Father's Day dinner. Nothing. I guess you dont really realize these kinds of things until your older. This hit me hard. Real Hard. Dad, I love you. I miss you. And I wish you were here. You were more than my dad. You were my best friend...I still need you.

Fathers Day
I had the best Fathers Day ever today. I woke up this morning after an extended (10 hr) nap to find the sun already shining and I knew my kids were on their way here. After my crew arrived, it was time for presents and I realized just how much I love the handmade construction paper and origami gift I always get from my kids. I got those and a 10 dollar gift card that they earned the money for themselves. Then I got the best present ever, a t-shirt that says "Dad's Firecrackers" and has the names of my 4 kids and the nickname I gave my niece since she has been living with us, "squishy". It took along time for the waterworks to come to a complete stop after that one. I wasn't expecting anything like that as a present. I know my kids love me and I know that "squishy" has come to understand why I am so hard on her and my kids at times. It just got me. After this it was time to pack up and head to the lake for a day of fishing. We met up with my mom at the local baitshop and sh

There's A Place
THERE'S A PLACE There's a place where I like to stay there's a place not too far away there's a place where I like to unwind there's a place in my mind There's a place that you can’t see there's a place that's just for me there's a place that's sweet and kind there's a place in my mind There's a place where memories go I can get there fast or get there slow there's a place that knows no time there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can hide in plan site throughout life's ride there's a place that no one can find there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can be free there's a place where anything can be there's a place where you'll always care there's a place and you'll always be there There's a place that knows no gloom there's a place that knows no doom there's a place that knows no crime there's a place in my mind There's a place with no sky and no ground there's a place where I can always be found there's a place whe

In My Room
IN MY ROOM In my room I am alone I can travel. In my mind I can fly the skies or swim the oceans and the seas. In my room no one can hear me cry or see the pain I feel. these walls hold a lot of memories and secrets but will not tell. They held pictures of my childhood heros and my teenage crushes. Those rock bands I would have died to see in my room I lie awake thinking of things I wish I never said and the things I wish I did. In my room I am free to be me no one to tell me you can’t or you should. This is my world, my life in my room

Love
Love Is love just a four letter word? People say love means nothing some say it means everything some say it is a verb some say it has no value. But to me love means caring, and kindness and always being there to lean on a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand, a smile when the sky of life are gray. People lie and cheat and say love as it means nothing to them. But it is something love is a verb you can say it but if you don’t show it it means nothing

Hating On Peeps
wtf peeps hating on each other calling each other out on shit fuck we all should be adults here and we spend our time talking shit to some1 over the computer who is miles away and you prolly dont give a fuck about yet oh he said something i didnt like or she didnt play my song no im a better dj than him fuck that shit if ya gonna bash on some g tell some emo kid to cry in the dark then by him the mutha fukkin razor and make sure he does it right because guess what all your shit doesnt mean shit to me so what if your part of this lounge or that lounge fukkin good music is music

Why Do I
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

.38 Special -- Second Chance
Since you been gone I feel my life slipping away I look to the sky And everything is turnin' gray All I made was one mistake How much more will I have to pay Why can't you think it over Why can't you forget about the past Chorus: When love makes this sound babe A heart needs a second chance Don't put me down babe Can't you see I love you Since you been gone I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say goodbye So this is love Standing in the pouring rain I fooled on you But she never meant a thing And I know I ain't got no right To ask you to sympathize But why can't you think it over Why can't you forget about the past Chorus I never loved her I never needed her She was willing and that's all there is to say Don't forsake me Please don't leave me now A heart needs a second chance You've been gone, and I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say g

~inside Out~
I stare in to the eyes of my competitor, And I know I’m in for battle. My promise to you is I will not lose, Because I know your life depends on it. I did not mean for this to happen, But I can not betray or deny you. Some people seem out to harm you, So I’ll use my dying breath to defend you. They say it would be for the best, But I think their opinion is only a test. Some people look at this as if this is terrible event, But what my LORD creates could only be a blessing. Although I can not feel your heart beat, I am overcome by its rhythm. I have never seen you face or kissed your lips But I love you unconditionally. With all of the confusion It’s heard not to get caught up in the illusion. A family I know we will never be, But still I must stay true to me. Some people say I could take the easy way out, Just a secret between us three, But I will not compromise my believes, To please yours or my own needs. As the tears fall, I pray they was

George
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too

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LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) ANIMATION FESTIVAL VIDEOS AVAILABLE ON iTUNES!! (So far, there is one clip of videos from the festival.... ONLINE NOW!) Animation Festival Continues: The first Opie and Anthony Animation Festival was such a success, we're going to do it again! It's probably going to happen sometime in the fall, so you have PLENTY of time to get your asses animating if you want to create a masterpiece. Go to iTunes for some examples of animations that were featured in the Animation Festival ...and if you MISSED the animation fest, you can still get a shirt... OFFICIAL ANIMATION FESTIVAL SHIRTS: Opie's brother Elmo designed a special shirt JUST for the Animation Festival and you can get them online while supplies last! CLICK THE PIC TO GET YOUR SHIRT NOW!!!! Our own Jim Norton is out today after a successful appearance at Bonnaroo in Tennessee, and our buddy Bob Kelly is filling in for old meat bosoms. And

Father's Day 2008
Well, it's Monday, 16 June. Unfortunately, yesterday was the first father's day since 2000 that I did not have kids around me. It was kind of a weird feeling. I mean, Father's Day, let's just take a moment and look at that. It's a day where your kids are supposed to be around, and time for you to spend a little extra time with them. They may make you breakfast, or it may be simple as just a few more minutes. I called my to be ex, and spoke to all 3 of my boys, but really took the time to talk to Wesley. Yesterday was also his 6th birthday. It seems weird to me to think that I have a 7 year old and a 6 year old, not to mention a 4 year old. It's funny, over the past year, I have really started to realize how much they, and everyone means to me. I mean, I am not the best at emailing, or calling, but when I talk to those who mean a lot to me, I make sure that I try to tell them how much they mean to me. Everytime I speak to my dad, my mom, my boys, some of my friends, I

Vacation Time!
Well, we're heading out either the 20th or 21st for at least 6-7 days not sure when I'll be back but just ta let you all know I'll miss ya & do love all my wonderful friends. Do hope ya'll have a good time while I'm gone... Smiles...

Linkin Park -- Somewhere I Belong
(When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothi

Love
What a Woman Wants..................... * Walking hand in hand thru Wal Mart • kiss her in front of your friends * Kiss her in the rain and maybe make love in the rain • tell her she looks beautiful even if she is having a bad hair day • look into her eyes when you talk to her • let her mess with your hair • just walk around with her • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES • look at her like she's the only girl you see • tell her that she is beautiful even when she looks her worst afterall she will always be beautiful on the inside . • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead,Surprise her with flowers once in awhile • give her the world. [note: because if she could she would] • let her wear your cloth

Any Reason I Shouldn't Implode!?
So the company my husband has worked for the last 10 years tells him 2 weeks ago that his full time position was being eliminated by the company to put in place a new system. Which means, he has the end of THIS MONTH (June 2008) to find another full time job, or a part time job to fill in what we're not making with the part time bull shit they're giving him at his current job. He has applied to over 30 places, and you know what's fucked up?? They are mostly over the internet. Because for some godforsaken reason businesses have completely relied entirely on the computer to file through applications. Which sucks, because whereas before, you could go in fill out an application and possibly speak to a manager... now you have to fill out the application online.. WHAT THE HELL Is my ears ringing for!? Anyways... now you have to fill out an application and wait... tap your toes, and maybe possibly call to find out how the application is going... yarrrrrrr right. He fills out an ap

I Need This Recorded. Any Takers?
Empathic Meditation for Empaths Sit with both your feet on the ground and breathe in a comfortable and relaxed manner, evenly. Visualise roots coming out of the bottom of your feet, like a plant, and digging into the earth, feeling the energy of the earth coming up into your body. I thank the universe for providing light and protection during our short journey. Visualise yourself in your sacred space (a place where you feel most comfortable) In front of you there is a spiral path It goes right and upwards Walk along the path Your guides are with you Soon you come to the end of the spiral path and look There is a blue mist in front of you It is a healing mist A bright blue ball of light comes towards you It stops in front of you then it wends its way through the mist You follow the ball of light through the mist, feeling yourself being healed You come to the end of the mist, and directly in front of you there is a bridge, made of rainbow light It bridges the ga

Being On Fubar While At Work??
I guess I don't understand this part,from time to time I see people signed in and there status message states that there trying to work??What is that? i don't understand why people would risk losing there Job over a site like this,were talking about working to make life work and all,and i don't understand how they do it eather because most places have a network history that they can track,and they have this fancy thing called an IP address that links you to every site you visit,Like my ex don't seem to understand that but thats a whole other issue.But anyways just thought i would display that thought of interest.I know i have asked a few people personally but and the answers was reasonable and all But why risk losing your bread and butter so to speak you know where i am coming from? regardless if your job is boring and all that good shit,no one said work is a blast.i have never heard anyone say that

Alone
It's late at night and I'm Alone, There is nothing but silence here at home, Friends and family all gone away, Each day that passes they're farther away. Where to go to find one for me, Who will open my heart for me to see, A way for me to escape this pain, Keep me now from going insane. Trying to hide behind the booze and the pills, Wishing one day my heart would still, For I am Alone, No one who cares, An empty life with none to share. Deeper in Darkness I do sink, My life's a cesspool that surely does stink, No way to escape, No where to hide, No one to stand here by my side. Deeper and deeper my soul does slide, Fading away................................. A L O N E DQA

"indigo Children"
I found this one very interesting! Someone had told me about "Indigo children" over the weekend. Now I had never heard of this until now, so it was a new concept for me, but when she told me about it, I was intrigued. I read an article on Wikipedia about it and I was somewhat astonished by what I read. The following are excerpts from that article: Indigo children refers to a New Age belief that some children, especially those born after the late 1970s, represent a higher state of human evolution. The term itself is a reference to the belief that such children have an indigo colored aura. Beliefs concerning the exact nature of Indigo children vary, with some believing that they have paranormal abilities such as the ability to read minds, and others that they are distinguished from non-Indigo children merely by more conventional traits such as increased empathy and creativity. According to New Age belief, Indigo children are highly sensitive with a clear sense of self-de

Can You See It In My Eyes?
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Monday
Hey you ever get that accomplished feeling - like everything is just falling into place nicely ???? Well I got it big time today - lmao - ok so I will start at the beginning this morning, woke up late cos alarm didnt go off - whoops - but hey got over that, went into town got dvd, good one, felt good. Decided that I will buy a new phone cos I cant be without cell phone for more than two minutes - so gonna get a cheap thing on wednesday and get mine repaired next week - reserved on line at argos a nice one that i will give to my son when i get my decentest one repaired!!!!!!!! Im good like that!!!!! Then this afternoon got a visit from managing director of a company (see stash under dunno for more info) and made a best complaint about standards and ranted about the are manager. Now I feel good - and he was cute looking too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right tonight we are having good old english fish and chips cos I want to have them cos I am the greatest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never Lose Your Sense Of Humor
Laugh! Let's face it. . . chronic illness can have its humorous moments if we look for them. You know you have a chronic illness when... You understand all the medical terminology discussed on the T.V. show Grey's Anatomy. When you hear the term "Club Med" you automatically think of the hospital. You ask your child to open the "child-proof" bottles of medicine because your hands are too sore. Your medical records have to be transported on a cart. To entertain people at parties you recite the side effects of medications as if you are the voice over on a commercial. Your favorite Oprah program is when Dr. Oz is on. To get rid of boredom on road trips, your whole family can go through the alphabet and name a drug that starts with each letter of the alphabet. When you're unable to sleep because of pain, you watch "The Jerry Springer Show" and feel like you actually have a life. Your spelling has improved dramatically, especially on words like "f

People Are Driving To Mexico To Get Cheap Gas
You're probably tired of paying $4.60 for a gallon of gas . . . so how far are you willing to go for cheap gas? How about Mexico? That's what people in San Diego, California, are doing. They're taking the 17-mile drive down to Tijuana, Mexico, to get gas for as low as $2.50. Even though it burns two gallons of gas waiting in traffic for two hours to get back into the U.S., many drivers say it's worth going out of their way to get half-price gas. But if you think you're paying a lot for gas . . . try living in countries where gas costs twice as much. Out of a survey of 155 countries, gas prices in the U.S. ranked 108th. That means 107 other countries are paying MORE for gas. The top 10 most expensive places to buy gas are: #10.) Italy and Portugal . . . where gas is $8.78 a gallon. #9.) Finland . . . $8.90 #8.) U.K. . . . $9.05 #7.) Germany . . . $9.20 #6.) Denmark . . . $9.31 #5.) Eritrea . . . $9.59 #4.) Netherlands . . . $10.11 #3.)

Abortion
Ok, this is one thing I am extremely passionate about. I am sure to piss off a lot of people. Freedom of choice? Every woman makes her choice when she spreads her legs. Abortion is the "Silent Holocaust". How many countless billions have been slaughtered like sheep? Dissolved into jelly and sucked out through a straw or dismembered and torn to pieces? All children, no matter the circumstances of their conception is a blessing from above! This is the greatest atrocity in human history! "They shall no longer have mercy on the fruit of the womb." I have a message from The Most High..."Vengeance is mine!"...

My Beauitful Bully Muah Tesha
Ok i want to take the time to pimp out one of my friends whom i have became close to through my hubby :] Dj.Hott she is a wonderful person and im glad i got the chance to meet her and become her friend!! Go show her some love she will return all love givein to her lets get her leveled and show her that fu love she really needs even if u just need a friend shes the one u can go to and shes one who will always be there to help u in anyway she can:] f I were a memory I’d hold you there forever Reminding you of the good times we shared together If I were a smile on your face I would stay Never to let sadness chase me too far away If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown If I were feet I would stay inline with you So I could be with you in all that you do If I were a shadow I would always follow We’d face thi

In The Lords Hands
I don't know if I post this for my friends and family to keep informed or I keep this up to somehow help myself. I know alot of people don't even read this blog. That's fine. Maybe I just need to do this to get it out of me. If I don't then at times I feel I would go nuts. As most of you know my grandfather has been in the hospital. In the past 3 weeks he was sent to another hospital and they preformed heart surgery on him. I have been at this hospital either sleeping in the waiting room or at a hotel room across the street from the hospital. He had the surgery and while on the table his heart stopped soon as they put him to sleep. They had to thump his heart back pumping again. They fixed what they needed to in his heart but left his chest open cause of fluid and pressure on his heart. So basically they put some to plug the space between his open chest and the air and bandaged him up. They docs came up and told us all that had gone on and that it was touch and go if he would survive

This Is Too Funny
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UN

Silent Thunder
Loneliness is darkness A never-ending night. Even though the black won’t go away, You’ll never fall asleep. Because loneliness sparks a fear And unlike other nightmares Awakening will not vanish it; For the darkness is too strong To allow any rest. It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. Too vague to remember Too important to forget.

Rare Facts Of *slim Shady*
01. Em's at the Guinness Book of World Records for being the fastest selling hip-hop artist. 02. One of the Requirements to be signed to Shady Records is you have to battle Eminem 03. During the shooting of 8 Mile, Em would write lyrics for the soundtrack during breaks. When shooting resumes crew members will have to pull the notepad from him in order to catch his attention and make him stop writing. 04. Em was bullied as a kid because he was small and was often mistaken as retarded. He would hum melodies to himself not knowing it was loud enough to be heard by everybody. (He still does today. He also said that he is always writing and that he cant stop writing because ideas keep flowin' in.) 05. Em is of Scottish and Welsh decent. 06. Em has been falsely reported dead by a car crash 4 times and a drug overdose once. 07. Eminem is the oldest member of D12 (b. 1972). Kon Artis is the youngest (b. 1978). 08. He is a Spiderman fan. 09. Em is a Baptist (just like h

My Heaven
My Heaven Ever dream of a place that has everything you desire? Heaven can be a place, feeling, thought or a single word. My heaven is a group of ideas that often find themselves as odds and ends. My idea of heaven is still in progress. It includes all my problems all figured out and solved, so I have no worries at all. I am able to do anything, no matter the time or day. I picture, peaceful and calm surroundings, not golden gates. I see myself happy and laughing. I am enjoying my life and days and all that it includes. I have some of these things now, but there is still work to be done yet. My heaven will happen for me just one day to come. I hope your idea of heaven comes true for those you love and cherish.

Too Much Sexy In Here!
Have You Loved a Soldier Today? Come love on my newest owner, Argonutz! Show this Solider how much we appreciate all he does! Rate Him! Fan Him! Add Him! Crush Him! Bling Him! Tell him his newest pet sent you! Muah! Argonutz

Torn
Just a couple months ago I had everything on track. I had a great job an apartment a great boyfriend. I dont know what the hell happened. I dont have a job anymore I quit because it was just to hard on my body. (that was my doing). I moved in with my boyfriends parents cause I wanted to be close to him and since then I just feel like I took a bunch of steps backwards for him. Which I did. I am in a battle of mixed emotions. I am pregnant now and I know that I could do it on my own I just have to leave. I just dont think that would be the best thing right now. I cant even really explain it but I keep sitting around waiting for him to do something about our living situation and him not having a job. Thats the problem I am waiting. I feel like I should move back to my apartment intil he gets things straightend out cause I like having my own place and I am tired of living the way that I am right now. I just want to think about me and my baby right now and let him either figure it out or no

Plies - Get You Wet
Intro x2:] Bet if I suck on that pussy bet that'll get you wet And rub my hand on that clit bet that'll get you wet And rub my tongue down your neck bet that'll get you wet Bet if I suck on them titties bet that'll get you wet [Chorus (Pleasure):] I wanna lick you up (baby) I wanna lick you down (baby) I wanna make you scream (baby) I wanna make you shout (baby) I wanna put it in your guts (baby) I wanna make you nut (baby) 'cause all I wanna do is, 'cause all I wanna do is 'cause all I wanna do is, 'cause all I wanna do is 'cause all I wanna do is... [Verse 1: Plies] don't wanna fuck up your panties you better take 'em off finna play with that pussy until I get you moist I can't fuck you when you dry 'cause that'll turn me off if I can smell it then baby I don't put it in my mouth I wanna suck on them titties 'cause they look soft do me a favor and keep your legs uncrossed so I can lay on you, dick out boxers off got you biting on you lip 'cause you can't ta

The Wind
It whistles around my body Like a new lover waiting to discover all of my secrets Lifting my hair to whisper an enchantment tickleing my mind caressing my skin peaking my interest in more. Cool yet inviting it grows still stronger whipping arount the torture growing longer Feelings arise things get warmer bringing new touches new hopes new dreams. Just as I get ready it dies back down smoldering like coals stagnant and unmoving Hot as an oven its back for a moment teasing me with release only to die back down leaving without completion Please come back, I wish but, to no avail it comes and it goes knowing I will be waiting It rises back up rushing at me pushing me down picking me up scattering my feelings Tossing me up letting me fall leaving me fast no matter how I call Leaving me breathless wanting so much more Just as it comes so it goes Whispers on my neck Oh yes! Its back waiting for me this time its an attack

Just Somethin' I Found
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE! AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: 'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE' THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY? THE FRIEND REPLIED 'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT' LEAR

Love's Afterglow
Love's Afterglow by LateNiteFantasy© Heavy air hovers between us, the stink of oozing crevasses, sticky wet-pressed skin and the white smear of semen stings us as we try to move. Friction-melded we rest, flaccid flesh bound in dry crusted cum, sweat mingling, soaking sheets, saturating fabric in a pervading stench. Knowing nothing else, we breathe. Ancient memories of making love now fitfully haunt our fat fucks where fleshy abundance quivers, yet smothers the burrowing tongue searching our bitter discharges. We choke on the bile and swallow as slack-bodied libidos recede, expelled to puddle on aching thighs, as now liquid lust reeks of surrender and we succumb in the visceral muck.

Keep Pushing On No Matter What !
"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again ... who spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly."

A Smile For Your Kiss
A Smile for Your Kiss by LateNiteFantasy© The full moon took its time, and then my breath Away as I saw clouds reveal its light; Then gave me pause as when our lips first met. I gasped in recognition -- pure delight. Remembering your kiss, your touch -- that smile Stopped my anguish at a moments crest As liquid silver was my truth. And while I memorize your touch upon my heart. And, stopping me with white, the water mist Reflects the singing moon as tarnished fire. Just where my breath had paused before your kiss- That same soul-filling memory of desire. Mixing milk then bronze into the vial The moon is metaphor still in your smile.

None Of Your Business
Every once in a while someone may share their personal opinion about something with you, and at that time you really don’t share their same view. You can’t honestly say “I know how you feel” because your outlook is quite different. A while back a close friend of mine, whom I used to see on a regular basis, and don’t see nearly as much as I’d like to these days, made a comment that just struck me while at work today. On Mondays I work at a convenience store. The wages suck, however, I do get paid similar to politicians and lawyers in the sense that I get paid to lie and show false concern. I wonder…can a person be considered two-faced for having the ability to display a content outside image, while inside they are really quite the opposite? My idea of a two-faced person is someone who acts differently around certain people, or in particular situations, than they do in the company of others. In high school I clearly remember these types of people. Great, I’ve grown up to be someo

Thought For The Day
not up to much this evening week working until late so my brain is like mush but yeah just a few quotes im off to bed :) night night "I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand." Confucius "I cannot tell if what the world considers 'happiness' is happiness or not. All I know is that when I consider the way they go about attaining it, I see them carried away headlong, grim and obsessed, in the general onrush of the human herd, unable to stop themselves or to change their direction. All the while they claim to be just on the point of attaining happiness...." - Chuang-tzu.

She Popped My Cherry!
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Chinese Vegetables In Chicken Broth
Chinese Vegetables in Chicken Broth Contributed by Jocelyn Stallworth Thames, Beatrice, Alabama. Serving: Serves: 4 Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 40 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1/2 cup sliced onions 2 tablespoons butter 1 small can bean sprouts 1 small can water chestnuts, sliced, drained 3 pimentos, sliced 1 cup chopped celery 1/2 cup chicken broth 1 small can mushrooms, drained 3 tablespoons cornstarch 1/4 cup water 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 teaspoons soy sauce, or to taste hot cooked rice or Chinese noodles 1/4 cup chopped almonds DIRECTIONS: In a large skillet over medium heat, sauté onions in butter; add bean sprouts, water chestnuts, sliced pimento, celery, chicken broth and mushrooms. Dissolve cornstarch in the water and add to the vegetable mixture along with the salt and soy sauce. Lower heat and cook 25 minutes. Serve over rice or Chinese noodles. Sprinkle with almonds.

Portfolio Contest... Please Vote
if you love me at all.... LMAO... please go check out this photography portfolio i have on artistwanted.com... the more votes i get the better my chances... so spread some lovin. http://www.artistwanted.org/fotoalley13 thanks so much in advance.

I'm One In A Billion
Alright. Enough. Listen to me. I barely know you. But the first time I saw you, there was something about you that was so... familiar. Familiar in the best way, like we shared something... like we had a Secret. I just want to know you. I don't know why. I just do.

To Everyone On Fubar..please Read And Repost Alot. A Friend Is Looking For Loved Ones!! Plz Repost (
his bulletin is from a friend of mine that is looking for her lil Brothers. She hasn't spoken or seen them in years. So I'm asking everyone on fubar to please help us out and repost this often Please!!! ♥Brandy do you recognize these people? EVERYBODY please REPOST this, it's not spam or an advertisement...this is me, Kat, looking for her brothers...and the more people who read this REGARDLESS of who it is or what state they live in...there's always a chance, so please repost PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!! These are my brothers and I have been looking for them for a very long time if you know them, or anything about them...I don't care WHAT it is...please tell me, I miss them and, despite my efforts, have not seen them since the year 2000 this is a really old picture of my youngest brother Frankie Baker...from about 1998 he should be about 17 now This is a picture of the oldest, Justin Baker, from about 2003 (thanks to a sweet sweet friend who gave it

Update
well here it is 2 weeks since I been able to put weight on my ankle doing really good, still just a lil slow but making very good progress. I am able to walk more & more every day without the help of the walker/crutches...

Boring Fuckin Shit
"Gawd, its so hard to be me. Its like a full time job." I have a coworker who reminds me of a sloth- he never gets angry, or upset, or dramatical. For a while I thought he is an idiot, until I realized that I was a lil jealous. I am tired of being a ticking time bomb, ready to set off at a slightest touch. I get irritated, frustrated, flustered, mad, pissed off at a slightest thing. It is easy for people to say "count to 10", or "calm down". I wish I could, but every time something even small happens, I feel the pressure building in my head, my heartbeat get faster, and I get all pumped up for action (not in a good way either). Which causes me to say stupid shit and take stupid action that I regret later on, when the storm is gone and the waters are calm. Bad temper is my inheritance from both sides, and so are heart conditions. My grandpa had his 1st heart attack when he wasn't even 40 yet,which was followed by 7 others. My grandma died from a massive stroke when she wa

Wishful Thinking!
So my buddy Brian posted a bulletin about 'if women had a penis for a day' and of course I had to respond with a couple of my own things that I'd do and then it got me to thinking.....what IF I had a penis for a day? Anyone who knows me, knows I'm pretty fascinated with the male organ we call the penis, schlong, pecker, wanker, Mr. Happy, one-eye snake, COCK (oooooh), etc, etc. I mean I don't want to be a man but Lord knows theres been many a day that I just wish I had one. And so in light of Brian's bulletin about what women would do if they had a penis for a day....I'd so love to just pee all over the place, it would be all about the peeing. I'd go hiking all the time just so I could say 'hey wait, I got to pee' and just take a leak behind a tree, or along side a rock, behind a little shrub that barely hides me. Or what about alongside the highway? I've always been envious of how you men can stand on the side of the road and just face the other way and drain the lizard.

Friends...
Well.. its rare that i write blogs, or even say anything, but now, for some reason, i feel like letting things out. I can understand im not always a fun person to talk too, yes i can be very boring sometimes but it is not a reason to completly ignore me. People i though where my friends...well it seem that i was mistaken. As far as i know im always there when someone need to talk or just let lose and needs an ear (eyes) to lisen to them and as a friend thats what i do, i am here for them. But yet....when i just need someone to talk to it seems that everyone wants to ignore me or just run away. Well tell me now if you dont care or just want me for when its convient on your time cause then i will do what i should have done and...left. I am tired of feeling used and have my so called friends ignore me. This is not meant to offend anyone in any way its just the way that i feel and i needed to let it out.

Your Eyes
Your eyes... They capture me, they look to my soul, they torment me, and make me feel whole, they take from me, and leave me confused, they play with my heart and make me feel used.. I want to live for those eyes, I'd give anything to, I want to look at you, and make you feel the way that I do, with those eyes... They are my comfort, and my one desire, all that I aspire is in your eyes, they tease me, but treat me so kind, one look in your eyes and all that I knew was left behind I felt it and knew it was real, one glance from you, one smile and one tear, it didn’t take much but now I'm stuck here and this feeling I have, I know that it's true.. It was those eyes of yours; they made me fall for you

Put Your Lips Together And Blow
Put Your Lips Together and Blow by LateNiteFantasy© It's been a hot afternoon, nothing to do with the weather or what I have on, the lack thereof. Tall, southern-style iced tea would take too long to get through these fevered veins to pump the quench to my brain. The pervert lurks imagination while eyes sizzle glossed cherry lips. All I can think of is how fast she could cool me off if only she'd blow.

Let Love Begin
Let Love Begin by LateNiteFantasy© Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Ok, More Waiting!
WELL NOW WE WENT TO THE NEUROSURGEON TODAY AND HE SAID IT'S STILL EARLY TO TELL WHETHER OR NOT MY DAUGHTER WILL HAVE TO UNDER GO BRAIN SURGERY OR NOT! WE HAVE TO WAIT 3 MORE MONTHS TILL SEPTEMBER AND THEN GET ANOTHER MRI DONE. THAT WILL DETERMINE WHETHER OR NOT THE VEIN THAT BLED WAS JUST A BRUISE FROM THE CAR ACCIDENT OR FROM HER BEING BORN WITH THIS EXTRA VEIN IN HER HEAD AND IT JUST METABOLIZED ITSELF. SO I ASKED HIM WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF SHE HAD TO GET THE SURGERY. HE SAID THEY WOULD MAKE A 3-4 INCH INCISION INTO HER HEAD AND TO TAKE THE VEIN OUT WOULD TAKE 2 HOURS WHICH SHE WOULD REMAIN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 3-4 DAYS AND THEN GO ON ANTISEIZURE MEDICATION FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS 'CAUSE THEY WERE FOOLIN AROUND IN HER BRAIN AND IT WOULD BE PRECAUTIONARY. SO OUR FUN IS NOT OVER YET. SO JUST KEEP PRAYIN IT WAS ONLY A BRUISE AND NOT THE OTHER THING, I DON'T WANT HER TO GO THROUGH ANYMORE TRAUMA! SHE HAS HAD ENOUGH! THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT!

Moving Yet Again!
Well Its official. I am moving back to Va in about 8 days. This will make it 28 moves in 22 years. how crappy is that! Damn economy! Rent is cheaper but everything else is more. I want to scream and throw a tantrum. How am I every gonna get it togethter it we cant stay in one place?

One Tin Poet
One Tin Poet by LateNiteFantasy© A conceptual piece, a waking blasphemy, a poetic felony in parts. Music, dance, death and ritual. Cinema. Outline number one. (note: theatre to black, all lights to black) Silence. the Poet: No constrained narration might contain the rage of the rotting mind pierced by the livid shards of transient perception screaming wild amid the chaos of sound forgotten in ages of putrid .. Silence. Silence. Ancient jew sages of the beat, the pen sublime, spoke to me sullen, ghosts of mighty iconic retrospect in smooth waves smoldering nightly with jazz perplexing about random riddles, minds destroyed by madness and all that sort of thing ... And so my generation without leave I'll speak for, these wretched cyber hyenias cackling wild at midnight watering holes drunk and fornicating with paysites as empires clash hot and savage in strained black coated desert regions under a decaying rust sun ... Silence. (Pin light to spotli

Guess What Everyone I Want To Share With Yous
Am moving to New York July 6th from here in Minnesota I did just get over a bad break up from a woman I was talking to in New Jersey which I Love her sooo much but I think the distance made her move on where she broke up with me in text message a week ago but she know I was gonna move there in a month after a whole year she told me she found someone else yes I've been heart broken but I had let her go now! so I am single and searching for a relationship! I want to be in one as I Love to be intimate and be there for my partner and one I Love when it gets to that I have learned so much and I keep learning at that! as in public it is hard for me to approach a woman since I am shy and always waited for the woman to make there first move on me at that! for more info you can call, text or p.m me I have nothing to hide as am a very honest man as I don't believe in cheating on the woman am with out of respect I could never ever hurt one physically or emotionally as I know how it would feel if

Why?
Pools that form from tears are the deepest and darkest. A crying voice is louder than any avalanche. The breathe behind the words, "I don't care" is more destructive than any hurricane. The weight that bows a head in forlorn could crush a mountain. Shattered dreams take more to rebuild than any city. And so the hardest puzzle to solve is why we hurt one another.

Heartache Quotes
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ~Missy Altijd Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you. ~Ezbeth Wilder

Thank You So Much!!!!!
I am pleasantly and happily suprised with the VIP you gave. This is my new page because the first one was deleted, i worked hard so much on here but now im so lazy...... Althought we do not know each other that much, you cared enough and i am grateful. I admire what you have done to me and appreciated your kind words for me to just have fun and upload more pics. Nothing more, nothing less without conditions or anything in return. While others are not so nice, I feel you are such a nice and good person..... muaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh muaaaaaahhh Metal Forever

Spotlight Save Up
SHOW ME THE MONEY!!!!! I'm trying to save up for my first spotlight. Any donations would be greatly appreciated, but I am more than willing to work for the bucks. I can make pimped out pics, do SFW salutes(I'm very creative), rate your pics and if you want my 11's I have 300 I can sell a week. imikimi - Customize Your World So if you wanna put me to work click the pic and lemme know. freakylibra**queen-buckma$ter~Owned By Tappinit~@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World Get Your Own Player!

09/16/05
Chris read my e-mails to her last night and apparently approved of what she read, she told me that she had left me an offline message on yahoo after she got off the computer. Naturally, I was eager to find out what she had sent me so I logged on and was very surprised at her message. It read, “**: (9/14/2005 9:09:02 PM): you will wear your thong under your pants tomorrow.....Love you girlfriend :x”. I was hoping to do more last night, but because the two youngest refused to go to sleep; I never got the opportunity to follow through on what I had hoped to do for her. Perhaps another time I guess. This morning was kind of hectic since we all got up late, but everything seemed to work out ok, Since Chris and I never really got the chance to talk last night I asked her if she still wanted me to wear my thong today and she told me that she did. I went and got in the shower and told her that the three panties that I own were in my drawer and that she could pick out one that she wanted me

11/13/05
I finally took a huge leap of faith the other night and guided Chris’s hand down to my balls and cupped it around them, she took the hint and started to play with them, softly at first and harder as time went on. Afterwards she told me that it surprised her when I let her “handle” my balls, because I have always been very sensitive and have rarely, if at all, in the past let anyone touch them. I told her that I want her to have full control of me, total control, physically and mentally. She asked me if she had hurt me and I told her that she didn’t really hurt me very much, but there were a few times that she almost brought me to tears. It was these times that I was hoping she would push further, I wanted to cry, not for just anyone, but for her. The look she got in her eyes that night was intimidatingly scary, but such a massive turn on all at the same time. I was almost scared of her, it looked as if she had been possessed. A whole different person was in that bed with me after sh

For My Friend
I miss the look of surrender in your eyes The way your soft brown hair would fall I miss the power of your kiss when we made love But baby most of all I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say To make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss the colors that you brought into my life Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now Saying it'll be alright I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say To make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss those times I miss those nights I even miss the silly fights The making up The morning talks And those late afternoon walks I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one wh