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I Love The Gym
As many of you know I “ship-out” for Basic training in May. I’ve been busting my butt at the gym. I’ve always been sort of a gym rat but I’ve really been killing myself there for like the past 2 months. I want to be in the best condition possible for basic and I always like looking as good as I do. Of course, that comes with the price of spending quite a bit of time in the gym…And that's where I was when I experienced the most erotic moments of my young life. It was Tuesday night (usually a pretty dead night) and getting close to closing time. I finished up on the treadmill and headed to the locker room. I was the only one in there, as far as I could tell anyway. I still had my headphones blaring away from my workout, so I certainly couldn't hear anything. It was when I yanked them off as I entered the locker room that I heard muffled sounds coming from the distance. I thought it to be just a couple of people talking in the shower, but as I neared my locker it wasn't talking,

Romance
What happened to romance? I see all these commercials where these girls think their guys are so great because they bought them jewelry. Don't get me wrong, I like jewelry but what happened to good old fashioned romance? A nice night looking at the stars just the two of you. Or a dinner, a hike at night under the moon. Romance doesn't have to cost anything at all. It could even be a note about how happy the other person makes you or saying you can't wait to see them again. Why does everyone think it needs to be something extravagant? Is it the commercialization that has led us to believe it or is it us that has changed the commercialization of Romance?!

My Safe Place
having physical issues, i detain having mental issues, i refrain the time i would allow an embrace can only be in my secluded space heat surrounding, touching my skin warming my soul, deep within cooling when my drifts are too much sparing me from any human touch the one place i feel safe, secure no words needed, nothing obscure embracing me without any dread loving wet kisses from my .......... showerhead ©dutch2lips may 1st 2008

Seven Days A Week
Am working 7 days a week again. The girl we had quit. She has some personal problems as well. First she was $22 short one night and the boss took it out of her pay check, then she claimed that Mary got mad at her for not doing a drop off that was full of poop. None of us did that drop off..Mary gave it back to the customer and told her we could not do it. The day she quit, she left the store unattended to come to my house to tell me and to leave me the keys. I went in and took over her shift and at the end of the day was strangely about $21 short. I took it out of my pocket and told Mary. She also told Al and he gave me back my $21 and said he would take it out of her check. Also she did not clean very well, and did only one drop off a night. If busy, I do an average of 3-4 drop offs a night. Mary does the same during the day. The day she quit, I am assuming she saw what was ahead of her in drop offs and said no way. I just did a drop off from the Eastdale Mall. Table

A Womans Worth
Ladies - Learn your worth . Men know when she's worth it. In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money, I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life. "He sat back in his chair , folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection ment

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Taboo
One very unusual thing about dreaming is that almost any object, person, or association can seem to project a taboo power. This taboo may be either negative or positive. A taboo is something that contains intrinsic, potentially dangerous power that may be conjured and directed against oneself or another. Generally, the object, person, or association is representative of a moral wrong. Guns, for example, may carry a sense of taboo power. So may some magical dream objects. Occasionally, a very common object may have taboo power in your dream because of some experience you have had with it in your waking life. Many times, the taboo power does not exist in an object, but in a relationship transaction that violates a moral code (such as incest, marital infidelity, or theft). Others times, the symbol of taboo is something shrouded, such as a stranger that you instinctively knew not to mess with. All of these are taboo representations. The key to dream interpretation is to discover

Why?
> > > > Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the > batteries are almost dead? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they > already know there is not enough money? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why does someone > > believe you when you say there are four billion stars; but > have to check when you say the paint is still wet? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > > Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal > injection? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when > you throw a revolver at him? > > > ---------------------------------------------

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Family
All my life I havehad nothing but complete and utter heartache mostly caused by my family. Guess it started when I was pretty young, just progressively got worse over the years. My ad died when I was only 10, then thats when the majority of the hell started, My mother began to drink alot, she was a very badf alcoholic, and while she was in stuper I was constantly being taken advantage of by her peers, her so called friends. Being molested by them and by an uncle that I hope one day recievs the complete hell he deserves as well as the others. I ended up pretty much raising my younger brother, and ended up becoming an addict a very bad one at that. I ran away many times, and lived on the streets of Denver for awhile, which was a true wake up call to me. I led a life I would not ever want anyone to have to live. But it happens. I did alot of things I am very asamed of, but have tried to become a better person, only things haven't changed uch my family , mother, and extended family

Escape
I close my eyes, And let my soul fly High above the trees, And I am free. I see the desert- bleak, And the mountain's peak; I see the ocean, and The sparkling sand. So quiet up high Where no noise can rise; But I hear a small voice- I must make a choice. Return- I choose; No time to lose. Back to my life I go Until the next time I let my spirit flow... Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Simple Things You Say
Simple things you say, Simple things you do, Keep my tears at bay, And make me smile at you. You’re pure in my heart and mind, I dream of your eyes so true, And in your voice I find, An embrace I wish to keep. Though we are miles apart, You will always have a place, Right here in my heart.

Dont Miss Me Too Much
hey all soooo Moving day for anyone who dosnt know i might not have net for a while so try not to miss me too much mwah if u have my cell number give me a call i gonna be lonely and we all no me with my jumpy nights Dario god i miss u alreay love u muchly kisses

The Many Uses Of Vodka
By: Dahlia Rideout (Little_personView Profile) Aside from being a fantastic drink, vodka has many uses which you may not have known about. Since vodka is one of the world's most popular drinks, many of us have a bottle handy in the home. And since its typically filtered and pure, it makes a handy liquid to have around. Here are a few uses: 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves adhesive 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. Clean jewelry. Soak the jewelry in vodka for five minutes, then rinse, and dry. 4. Clean lipstick from clothing. Rub the stain with vodka, then throw into your regular wash. 5. Remove the glue left behind by a bumper sticker. Rub the glue with a soft, clean cloth soaked with vodka 6. Prolong the life of razors by filling a

What To Think - You Tell Me
OK the deal is with a friend that asked Me the same question. If you enter into a relationship at a later age, say 40,and the other person has lived alone all her life. 10 years later, in every conversation in person or on the phone, this guy always hears her say, My bedroom, My House, My Car, I think this, I think that. There are No words what so ever of We or Us and whenever talking to family about him, even if he's in the same room, talks about him in third person. Like a sister asking,Hey does He like this or does He like to do that. He has said something about all of it and all he hears is ... Oh it's normal.. Question for the mumm: A. Is this normal and he should stay and stick it out OR B. Bail and find someone that's into him, We, Us

My New Cat Harvey!!
Today I went to the local animal shelter and got myself a cat named Harvey..He is about 5 years old and omg he's huge lol...I jokingly say he must have eaten a cat he's soo big! He is very friendly..kinda on the shy side and just is enjoying sitting in my bedroom window watching animals pass by...I love him so much and I'm so happy!!!!!!!!

Whats Going On!
Well, life seems to be going great. I finally got a job and i graduate from training tomorrow. I failed the exam as did part of the class, but my average was high enough i passed. I am still living with my best friend and her fiance, that is working out really well. I have calmed down alot from the partying, but still like to have fun, I am not a club kinda girl. I have been dating, too. I have met some great guys. The challenge is finding on that wants me for me! LIfe is going pretty good and I will survive!

Giveing It Up
well i found out i hurt my knee alot more than i thought i did, i got a damn good chance i wont be able to ride or race anymore.i dont know what im going to do if i cant ride,i guess i lost the last thing that truly makes me happy. raceing was everything to me,i live for it or better yet, i race to live, to feel alive you know.but now that spark is gone, why is everything i love taken from me, is this my choosen path, or did i bring it on myself, ill ask the lord when i can i guess. its always hard to give up what you love, but i guess this is my battle that i have to fight alone. raceing is my life, raceing is who i am, no, i am the will inside every racer just begging to come out. thats all for now

Terrible
you ever have one of the experiences where you know in your gut and have felt for weeks that life is going your way. then nothing particular happens and all of a sudden you are in a depressed funk. you can't explain it, you can't find your way out of it. its like being inside a deep hole in the ground..perfectly cylindrical...absolutely smooth all around you...enough room to spread your arms...cold, dark and damp...the light you see is mile and miles away...you search frantically seeking a secret escape, but nothing...nothing but hopelessness and loss. a terrible place, feeling, experience how do you escape? is it even possible?

Sweet Bites Of A Pillow
Lost daydreaming Full moon shines bright tonight Picturing how it would feel To gaze so deeply into your eyes Only able to imagine The want to touch your flesh Mouth thirstily savouring Desire to taste your kiss ~ Although innocently loving The passion burns out of control Untammed and barbaric emotions Instincts are in control Wanting to be taken Wanting to give in Seduced imagination Kindles deep within' ~ Captivate me You will be mine... I will be yours forever, Moments stopped in time Irratic breathing Nibble of the lips Slowly licking To taste the sting off your lips ~ Sweet bites of a pillow Tears from my eyes Soft little whispers Oh the feeling deep inside Gentle breaths Tickling of the neck Fingers gripping hungrily Theres no turning back ~ What a little dream Thoughts of you in my head The things you make me do Would seem to be so bad These little secrets So devilish they are Groans out in passion From a single beating heart ~ Lisa

The Day After
This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and i just can't get HIM off my mind. This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and i still feel as though i am on cloud nine. This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and i have not stopped smiling all day. This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and talk of HIM is all i seem to be able to say. This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and my mind keeps playing over and over the last 2 days. This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and i still can't believe the love i felt and still feel in so many ways. This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and when i awoke this morning i was almost afraid that it was all just a dream. This is the day after i met in person my MASTER and from the roof tops my love for HIM i just want to scream! This is the day after i met in person my MASTER but it is only the first of many glorious days to come..... for now MASTER and sub are truly one.

Does Anyone Else Remember
Is it just me or has basis of our country gone from "By the people, For the people" to "by hte ones wanting more money, for the ones with too much money"? Does anyone else feel that our leards are this country's demise?

The Week To Come
We are getting ready here for the snowbird migration back to Colorado Springs. Between sorting and packing and playing the jams one last time and saying goodbyes to all the good people I met down here in Phoenix, I won't have a lot of time to participate online (Fu or other places.) See you all at a more energetic level when I get home (to my desktop box with GRAPHICS SOFTWARE, too. Keep watching!)

Boredom Leads To Blogs Lol
Wow, I'm about to get up from this chair and just get out of the house for a lil bit. I have actually listened to 6 hours of my mp3's (I have about 250 hours worth, but I'm not trying to sit here and listen to em straight thru lol). If my last blog offended anybody, that wasn't my intention. Just stating that I'm not here to judge anyone for anything. But I do see that there are a lot of you who are here for real and just want to pass the day, have some stimulating conversation, have a few laughs, and just watch all the pretty pics scroll by with no drama or pretense. BIG-UP to all the people who understand that this is just a social website, not the end all, be all to your life. That you can hopefully meet like-minded individuals on here that just don't want in your pants (but if you want em in your pants, BONUS!! you're at the right place LOL). Either way, you don't have to worry about this goofy, long-winded, borderline insane or mildly retarded (we have yet to figure that ou

Just Blowing Steam
Being happy should not be this hard, Should it? I mean it seems that the more fake smiles i flash and the nicer i am, Karma bites me in the ass harder and harder, i mean i try and help out everyone i can i always smile and i am always there for anyone to lean on when they need a shoulder, i have always jumped and ran when any of my buddies needed me, i could be so mad that i couldn't see straight but if they called me i always went to help it didn't matter how pissed i was at them! But lately it seems i have gotten into this i dont give a shit mode! not about them not about me not about anything! i would much rather be alone then with my friends...drinking a hell of alot more then i should, starting fights with even my closest friends! i know that this person i have become sure as hell aint me and i dont like myself being that way i just cant help it sometimes..... well with all that being said at least i feel better even if i dont get any advise :)

The Day Started Off So Well...
Today started off so well. I woke up this morning and thought about the brat as I always do… thought about calling but didn’t because she has been busy dealing with personal stuff lately and she’ll contact me when she can. Booted up the computer and ordered stuff on-line: a new Bluetooth headset to talk smack on my PS3 in Grand Theft Auto 4. A new MP3 player for my workout regimen (my phone was far too bulky to hold on my arm strap and my old player kicked the bucket). A 2.5 laptop hard drive to 3.5 desktop hard drive converter (to run an experiment and try to restore an old beat up laptop hard drive). I got up. Showered and shaved early but didn’t go to the gym. I wanted to be relaxed this morning- I was applying for a new position today in the company I worked for. Ate a humble breakfast and packed a lunch. Tossed my gym clothes in my back-pack for after work gym activities alongside my lunch and sketchpad. I was ready to start my day. Since I got my paid last night, I figur

Yeah I Have A Computer Again!
Yeah! My last paycheck came in early, was able to deposit it, drop off the rent check, then goto best buy and use my existing $150 gift card I had from returning a broken mp3 player, and got a new laptop for $422 and a pretty damn good one too for the price, so, back online again, now just trying to catch up with emails and uninstall all the crap software tha comes with it and then re-install all the software I need again lol. Will try to write more soon, take care, Mike

Extrovert/introvert
You Are An Extrovert! You have a ton of friends, perhaps more friends than anyone you know. Nothing to do on Friday night? No problem for you to find the action. You're friendly, easy to know, and you seem to get along with almost everyone. You love to express yourself - and everyone knows a good deal about you. Whether you're giving your opinion or sharing your dreams, you don't keep anything in. Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

I Hate Myself For You
I hate myself For every tear But i cant hate you for causing them. I hate myself for hanging on But can't hate you for letting go. Every tear that falls angers me more Reminds me of a love that we may have never had. If it never existed, why am I crying If I meant so little, why promise forever. How can always last for a mere two weeks Shouldn't it last a lot longer? Damn you for the pain that fills me completely Consumes me, controls me And will eventually destroy me But thanks for the memories At least those are real Though built around lies That you told so easily Without a care So why do I? Yet another reason to hate myself.

Bye Bye Fubar
Welp, for anyone who gives a shit i am deleting my fubar account. im thinking of "fupaling"my fubacks to someone...so if u want them EMAIL me!!!!!!!!! other than that....if u care enuff to wanan stay in contact email me n i will give u my myspace and email.

Infinity
My soul is set on high, Engulfed by your embrace. My heart stood next to frozen, Thawed by your finger’s trace. I’m hypnotized, By your elegance. My desire, Kindled by your passion. Forever’s closing in on; Eternity. And soon we’ll be our, Infinity.

This Mornings Profile Comments
For those that know me well, you know I'm Atheist. So when I created this mornings Thursday comment I attempted to edit out the word "holy" but I guess it didn't save. So forgive me. here is the way it should have been.

Fu-money
Anything earned on this page, stays on this page. We need to raise fu-money for contests, auctions (wouldnt it be cool to be owned by a local entity?), helping of our members, and giving gifts and prizes. I have plenty of my own, so I am asking STRICTLY for donations to this page, NOT TO MYSELF!!! I know that we have some members out there with PLENTY of fu-money to spare. Would you please consider sending a little this way?? Also.... I know that sometimes you women end up with VIPs that you dont know what to do with. Would you consider throwing some VIP love towards this page?? Using all those 11s would boost the coffers, immensely !! and yes, they would get used!!! Just a request. If ya find it in your heart to send a little help, it will be appreciated. OH, BTW.... ANYONE who donates a gift of 10,000 fubucks or better ....... will be placed on the exclusive FAMILY list, reserved for contributors to the page. THANX..... D~Doggy - Found

My Last Year Of Hell!!!!!!!!!!!
Please bear with me on this....I feel it is benefical to my healing processes to tell John's story. As most of you know, John, my husband, took his life on 20 April 2008. If this can help or save one other person, then John's death will not be in vain. This all started in October 2006.....John started to get depressed. The doctor put him on anti depressants, these didn't help. They only made him worse. In the course of the next few months, the doctors put John on many different meds ranging from Paxil, Kolonopin, Lamictal, Seroquil, Ambien ...... actually you name it...he was on it. On Feb 3, 2007, John left the house to take a drive. This usually helped him to calm down. What I didn't know was that John had taken all his meds with him. I recieved a text message on my cell from John with him saying good bye. For the next couple of hours the phone calls and text messages continued. The state police for both NJ and PA were called and the search began. The forest rangers fo

Time For Another Auction!! :-d
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Need People
ok well i am havin the hottest butt contest so if u r interested plz send me a link to ur pic of ur butt and i am havin an all nude auction so let me know if u want in the nude auction is for all ladies amd gental men the hottest butt contes will win u 500k in fubux and a bling pack and the all nude auction is the winner takes all and it will cost 10k to enter so plz let me know asap

Everyones Free To Commit Suicide
Ladies and gentlemen !!! RESISTANCE IS FUTILE. If I could offer you one piece of advice for the future, submission to the masses would be it. The long term benefits of becoming a communist have been proven by revolutionaries such as Colin Powell and Donald Rumsfeld, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than the voice of a burning Bush. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind, you're ugly and you'll waste away and die eventually. God forbid you actually manage to breed and create more of you to be shot down with elephant tranquilisers. You have a HUMUNGOUS ass. Don't worry about the future; or worry, in the most pessimistic way that anything you do will be as effective as Placebos in place of Ritalin. The real troubles are apt to be the things that have evaded your paranoia; the kind that blindside you at 4pm in an alleyway next to a Coven House. Do one thing every day that scares the hell out of y

Guess Whos Having A Party In Their Pants???
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Airing No. 1
I cannot get with anyone else but the one person that knows I want him. My heart cannot be anyone elses cause it is not my own to give away. I have given it to him to hold onto, and to take with him where ever he goes. He knows who he is cause Ive told him how I feel about him. Yes, I am considered single and yes! we are not together...but once ive given my heart to someone I have to wait til they give it back in order to get on with my life. If you flirt, I will flirt back..if you need a friend, then I will be a great one..i just cannot be anything other than that right now. Im sorry, and all I can say is that I have no clue what is to become of my heart, I will let you know.

Hot Weekend Coming Up !!
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May 1, 2008
Damn it. Enrique Iglasias :: Hero (Let me be your hero) Would you dance if asked you to dance? Would you run and never look back? Would you cry if you saw me crying? Would you save my soul tonight? Would you tremble if I touched your lips? Would you laugh? Oh, please tell men this. Now would you die for the one you love? Hold me in your arms tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Would you swear that you'll always be mine? Would you lie? Would you remember? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care; you're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Ohhh, I just wanna hold you. I just wanna hold you, oh yeah. Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care your here tonight I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. (Oh yeah) I will stand by you forever

Suicide
Suicide Have you ever thought about suicide? Really thought about it? Have you ever stared down the barrel of a gun hoping someone will stop you from pulling the trigger? Have you ever been sooo alone, That you knew no one could help you? Have you ever felt a knife at your heart, and hoped someone would stop you from pushing it in? I have... I know a pain so deep and dark.. Because no one loved me enough. (Disclaimer: No I am not going to kill myself, this is just freedom of expression.)

I Wish
Hi, all its another blog by me so hold on and get ready for some depressing drunken ranting. After alot of thinking I've come to see that the two worse words to put together are I wish. These two words tend to make a person seem sad, esperate, or just plain depressing. Oh well here are a few of my,I wishes. I wish that my father hadn't died. I wish that i liked my job. I wish that I had more money. I wish that the girl I fell for returned that feeling. I wish that i could meet someone that loved me. These are just a few of all the things that I have wished for in just the past few days. I know its depressing but think of your own I wish list and you'll see what I'm saying about it being the two worse words ever put together. Hope to do better next time. Love, Phillbilly

Get Peter Britt Ringtones!
Did you know you can get Peter Britt ringtones? yes you can. All the tracks from Peter's CD, That's What Living's for are available on myxertones.com, just follow the link and YOU can have Peter Britt ringing with you every day! http://www.myxertones.com/get/artist/1620562/

Immigration Idea
Recently there has been a lot of talk on how immigrating people from Mexico has injured our economy. There is also a lot of talk about how to solve this matter. The president wants to put up a wall between Mexico and the US, but what is that going to solve. The proposed wall is not even a continuous wall, it only covers "high traffic" areas and only covers 700 miles. That is like putting a band aid on gushing wound. There was also talks of creating tasks forces to flush out illegals that are already here. Anyway you look at it its our tax dollars that are going to pay for something that probably will have little or no effect. The plan I have is to build a base in Mexico, and not just any kind of base a basic training facility. The facility would allow qualified people to join the US military, By joining the military and fulfilling there requirements they are allowed US citizenship. With the decline in US basic training numbers this would also solve some of our own issues. How many o

Lyrics
LOL I had to post Ugly Kid Joe's I hate everything about you lyrics and other songs I, hate the rain and sunny weather, and I, hate beach and mountains too; (and) I don't like a thing about the city, no, no, and I, I, I, hate the countryside too! And I, hate everything about you! ...everything about you! I, don't like a thing about your mother, and I, I hate your daddy's guts too, I don't like a thing about your sister, 'cause I think sex is overrated too. CHORUS and I, get sick when I'm around, I, can't stand to be around, I, hate everything about you! everything about you, everything about you, everything about you! BRIDGE Some say I've got a bad attitude, but that don't change the way I feel about you, and if you think this might be bringing me down, look again 'cause I ain't wearing no frown! SOLO I don't really care about your sister Fuck the little bitch 'cause I already kissed her One thing that I did to your lady I put her on the bed an

A Jackass
Ok, I'm very pissed off. An asshole at work had to piss me off by saying "You're the one who got the divorce" It took every ounce to not knock him the fuck out. Let me say this. I left a marriage of where I knew I would be dead. I have three children who needed a mother alive, not dead. So piece of shit, it is not your business in the first place. How in the hell can you say that to me when you're ass never been married...better yet you are still a fucking virgin I bet. Don't sit there and think you know why I got the divorce! Sorry everyone...didn't mean to get pissed off but this little Eddie Munster no neck jackass who thinks he is better than everyone crossed the line today and I was willing to knock his ass out and yes the fucker is shorter than me, and I was willing to catch a suspension cause of him. Still pissed and hopefully I can remain calm when I see his ass tomorrow

I'm Up For Auction!!!
Want To Own Me? Heres how it works.If you aren't already a friend with our lovely hostest PebblesinAZ then click on her pic and add her-fan her-rate her! :) Then you can find me in her Auction Folder. If you aleady are a friend, well then you know what to do! :) If you don't feel like playing, please stop by my page and show me some luvin anyway. Click My Pic Below to Bid. Please be sure to rate/fan/add our lovely hostess, you'll be happy you did. ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ KIDD ROCK@ fubar

You Wanna Own Me Check It Out
Wanna Own Me? Click the link and hit me up~~Everyone needs a sexygranny in thier life!! This sexy beast is on auction too!! Be sure to show some mad fu-love to our generous host for all her time n effort in putting this together stormwoman~co owner of wolves of wiccan society~owned by lonewolf~cherokee~@ fubar THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH MUAH!!! (repost of original by 'SexyGranny1967>Shadow Leveler>Club FAR> Promoter of S*U*P & PPN>owner/owned of mishnumber1' on '2008-05-01 18:27:31')

I Love My Mistress.
My Mistress loves me. I walk into the room, as you ordered. I can feel the tension building in me already. I am prepared. Boots; hands cuffed behind me; otherwise naked as the day I was born. My cock is already half hard, because I know how much you love me. I know what is coming. The sweet torture, the tension, the humiliation, the satisfaction, the release. If I please you, the release. Yes, Mistress. I back up against the wall, assume the position. Standing upright, bound hands behind me flat against the wall. Head tilted back, touching the wall. Feet spread slightly, on display. My chest swells for you. With my head back, I cannot see you any more. I must be satisfied with the memory of what I just observed. I see you there: endless waves of tight curls frame your face and shoulders. High, proud, breasts, a barbell through the left nipple....ah, the nights I've spent serving those. A shiver runs through me. Yes, Mistress. My nostrils flare; my movement has displeased you. I fl

I Don't Think That You Know What You've Been Missing. Just Forget Me, It's That Simple
"JUST THINK OF THIS & ME AS JUST A FEW OF THE MANY THINGS TO LIE AROUND, TO CLUTTER UP YOUR SHELVES" You asked me for all of my fucking trust back? Well how about you partake in actions that DESERVE it? I don't fucking hand this shit out, you know how hard it was for me to forgive you for EVERYTHING. For the lying and the shallowness. And now this? You're such a narcissistic shallow asshole. You're only in this to hurt me and now I know the truth so I'm ending everything before it ever has a chance to start. FUCK YOU. k.

All Talk No Action!
These last couple of weeks I've realized guys are ALL talk and NO action. I'm getting sick of it! *Don't tell me you like me then do nothing about it after you find out I like you too *Don't take me out and not make a move. Yeah I want a gentleman(someone who will treat me n my daughter right) but I want a bad boy too *Don't tell me you want a relationship with me then fuck me over *Don't tell me you like kids when really you're just telling me that because I have a daughter *Don't tell me you are going to meet up with me and stand me up. There's more to this, but my minds going in a million different directions that I can't think of them all right now! Hope everyone is having a good night! xoxoxo

No More Fubar Vs. Myspace Mumms
Okay I know everyone has said it or read this type of blogs but now I'm souncing off on it. I'm sick and tiered of mumms about wich is better fubar or myspace. First off to qoute on off my homeboys "it's obveas that fubar is better if your posting this mumm on fubar to begin with." Ppl post this mumms just to get points just becuse they are to gon name lazy to come ul with anything original. I think its high time that we band thes type of mumms once and for all hell that would also put an end to thes type of blogs as well. Shot I'm even tempted to post a mumm just to find out if everyone is as tiered as i am of seeing thes mumms being posted. I say we start a petiton to put an end to mumms concering wich is better fubar or myspacem if you are with me leve me a comemment saying so. Oso Negro out!

His Eyes Are Wide From Sipping Endlessly His Endless Coffee Cup
I've been doing so much soul searching. I really am much too internal. I need a few days yet to spew out a conclusion, as the answer is fresh in my head and there's still the excitement about it without the practicality. I know somewhere inside everything is shifting It's fascinating to me how every little piece leads into a much larger picture and as they come you just take them for what they are, but as they pass you realize how monumental they are to something much more grandiose Ugh. I need to find somebody who I can talk to about my psychological theories that will find them interesting rather than annoying. Someone I can call and talk to.. no matter what hour it is. That doesn't talk to me and pretend interested and when we hang up, I never hear from again. elaboration is best in small doses. I wish I could spend all day tomorrow napping.

She's A Dirty Little Girl
MEET MY VERY GOOD FRIEND * Spank Her page with a Add, Fan, & Rate * Tell her JC sent you * Send her a gift * Help her level, she's so close SeXy RiDn ChEvY {{ ♥ DLS Promoter & Greeter ♥ }}@ fubar Be sure to click the DLS logo and stop in Dirty Little Secrets Lounge and chat with her!! Brought to you by:

Working For Mmr Radio
I LIKE WORKING FOR MMR RADIO IS THAT I LIKE THE PPL WORK THERE AND THE MEMBERS THAT COME'S TO THE LOUNGE AND HEAR GREAT MUSIC I KNOW ROLLING CAN PLAY SOME CRAZY FUNNY TUNES AND MAKES ME LMAO EVERY TIME HE PLAY'S THEM ROCK ON ROLLING BRO AND ROLLING AND DJ LOVE THEY HAVE COMMENT WAR'S DO'S IT EVER END HELL NO THEY HAVEING FUN TAGGING EACH OTHER YOU SEE MMR RADIO WE LIKE TO HAVE FUN LIKE THAT AND THAT WHAT MAKE'S US GREAT RADIO STATION WE HAVE THE BEST DJ'S ON FUBAR.COM.IF IT WASN'T FOR MMR I WON'T BE WHO I'M M ON FUBAR AS A DJ TY MMR RADIO.I LOOK FOR DJING FOR U MMR RADIO EVERY DAY OF THE WEEK THINK YOU MMR RADIO FOR EVERY THING THIS IS DJUNDERTAKER CAN YOU HANDDLE THE DARKNESS OF THE UNDERTAKER I WILL GET YOUR SOUL AND THERE IS NOTHIN YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT HAHAHAH AR YOU SCARED OF THE UNDERTAKER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AND YOU CAN RAN AWAY FROM THE UNDERTAKER AND YOU WILL DO ANY THING TO GET AWAY FROM THE UNDERTAKER I WILL STILL GET YOUR

Only In Texas Folks....only In Texas
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080502/ap_on_fe_st/odd_check_for_billions Charles Ray Fuller must have been planning one big record company. The 21-year-old North Texas man was arrested last week for trying to cash a $360 billion check, saying he wanted to start a record business. Tellers at the Fort Worth bank were immediately suspicious — perhaps the 10 zeros on a personal check tipped them off. Fuller, of suburban Crowley, was arrested on a forgery charge. He was released after posting $3,750 bail. Fuller said his girlfriend's mother gave him the check to start a record business. But bank employees who contacted the account's owner said the woman told them she did not give him permission to take or cash the check. In addition to the forgery count, Fuller was charged with unlawfully carrying a weapon and possessing marijuana. Officers reported finding less than two ounces of marijuana and a .25-caliber handgun and magazine in his pockets.

Healing Soul
It has been so long since love has touched my heart and now for the first time in my life it has touched my soul as well. You have done what no other could or will ever be able to do again. I am so in love with you it leaves an ache in my heart when i cant feel you near me. You have healed my soul and made it whole with your love. I can feel your every touch and i feel a connection that has never existed until you came into my life. One that I never want to lose ... I want to be the one that heals your soul as well and makes it and you whole again. When you look into my eyes into my soul, you will see that it is yours to do whatever you will along with my heart... from now till the end of all time.... I Love You Boo Forever!!!

Princess Complex
Princess Complex I had a friend once, With a princess complex. Everything we did, Was never good enough. Of course all she didwas perfect and set in stone Even when it wasn't to her it was. Proof of wrongness could be right in front of her eyes but something more devishlish than pride, Would cause herto deny and claim shesright. If you disgreed you'd be there till night. I really think she believes the earth revolves around her, Never once revovling around the sun. After all the sun is not her so the whole idea is propostorous! When the world does not fall to her feet she crumbles to dust. I often wonder how, Shes blind to the fact that if she keeps on no one will be there to sweep her back up. 5/01/08

Please Read This If Yo Are A Lady And If You Have A Lady That You Love
BE AWARE. THIS IS SCARY STUFF! MAKE SURE YOUR DAUGHTERS KNOW - AND EVERYONE ELSE! This was written by a guy from KVLY-TV in Fargo; see bottom of msg. This is true. Scary! This is something that happened to us on the way back from vacation last week. At first I didn't think much of it until now. The reason we were a little suspicious is we had been riding in a jeep all day with 100 degree temps and we stopped at a truck stop for something to drink. When I was leaving, a young girl followed me out and asked what kind of cologne I was wearing. Well, after 7 hours in the car sweating, I don't think you could tell if I was o r was not wearing any cologne. We just got in the jeep and said no thanks. Then it was about 3 weeks ago, I was at a service station in Birmingham getting gas. It was about 9:30 pm. I was approached by 2 men and 2 women in a car. The man that was driving asked me 'What kind of perfume do you wear?' I was a bit confused and I asked him 'Why?' He s

Help ~♥~mommatasha~♥~ Out!!!
I entered a giveaway to get 2 bling packs and need 14,000 comments. If you would please stop by and show some luv. Leave some Comments. I will be in there but at certain times I will be in there to give out something and you can get a bling, fu-bucks and gifs from me so go in and help out and maybe you can be one of the lucky winners. Thanks So Much And Hope To See You There:)

Ridin Dirty On The Fs!
Ridin’ Dirty on the FS Ride Come Join Me!!! Buckle up & Enjoy the Ride Rules: 1)No Drama 2)U must Fan/Rate/Add Everyone before being added… That includes All Staff and All Passengers Pretty Simple, huh? So what are you waitin’ for?

Thank Freaking God
I thank God that this week is over and that there is only one more week left pf this class. I'm so fucking irritated at people in my class it's killing me. Certain people can't handle an observation that was made about the class as a whole and suddenly I'M the one with issues. I so want to tell this bitch to kiss my ass but I can't because of school policy. And thanks to the dissent that is going on among he ranks, we get to take our midterm in class instead of online and it isn't going to be easy. All because of some fucking drama that was caused last night. I love what I have learned in this class but am SO done with most of the assholes that share the school. Ugggh I hate stupid people!!

A Day Without Love Or Passion....
Sorry its been awhile since I have been online much less here. Events that have happened warranted this leave. NO, it hasnt been an easy past several days. Why the hell anyone would use words to try to cut through someones heart and clear to their soul just to hurt them is beyond me. One weapon was the shield that protects mine. Forever and never are both a very long time, but as time passes the wounds heal, the heart grows darker and harder, passion fades, love withers, then out of the darkness comes something new, something that has been hidden for so long. Something that alights the fire once more. This thing is the one thing that cannt be killed or smothered. As promised, a story, one of fire, passion and yes, NSFW! I can only hope you will enjoy reading as much as I am going to have the thrill of rewriting the lost and deleted story............................................................................................... PASSIONS OF FIRE The begining of this has to star

Hatred And War...
Ok first off let me inform everyone who reads this, i have to give thanks to Tam for inspiring this off one of their blogs. See their blog talked about hatred and being mean on the internet. And how individuals say oh hey dont take the internet seriously. Well this kind of hit home with me, and inspired me to write about Hatred and War. You see if you really pay attention to those individuals who say do not take the internet seriously fail in many respects with showing any real intelegence. First they fail to recognize the internet as a form of communication, and expression. just like writing a story to Dear Abby or some news paper. However this audience is larger in most regards as readership of newspapers is falling all over the place. Infact some major news papers report having more online readers of their paper then subscribers. This tells me that the internet should be taken seriously for many reasons. One is News, Two is Discimination of information, and the ability to aqui

Passions Of Fire - Chapter One
A warm early evening, Friday as a matter of fact, he knew better than to take out it out of its quiet resting place. The mood he was in would only lead to trouble. Raising up the door as the street lights shined in on the chrome and reflected off the polished hood. The deep deafing thunder as the engine fired off. The vibration would be every womans best friend. Slowly easing out on the clutch, the cold engine wanted to refuse to obey, but its desire to drink of the methenol soon over took its resistance. Blue flames dancing out of the pipes grew ever so brilliant as the night grew nearer. Out onto the streets rolled the labor of love and so many nights spent working into the dawn hours to bring this fire breathing dragon to life. It costs him almost everything, including his own life. The last time it was much tamer and even then it was beyond living on the edge, now extreme wasn't even a close relation. Most people had already gone home and settled into the nightly routines. The

My About Me On My Myspace!
I'm not always as confident as I seem, there are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held, always. Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me, sometimes I just want a hug, someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me -- when people aren't afraid to show what they're really feeling, I don't like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good, I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive, I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. "I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh." I've been taken advantage of, used, and abused, my feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart, and my trust in people has not diminished, to be completely honest, I hope it never does, ever.

Yankees Suck!!
THAT'S RIGHT U HEARD IT THE YANKKES SUCK!!I'M SO DISGUSTED WITH HOW THEY HAVE PLAYED THE FIRST MONTH OF THE SEASON.THEY DON'T HIT IN THE CLUTCH, AND HAVEN'T BEEN FOR THE PAST 6-7 YEARS.THEY GET RUNNERS ON BASE BUT THEY DON'T GET THE BIG HIT WHEN THEY NEED IT.THE STARTING PITCHING HAS BEEN TOO BUT THE MAIN REASON THEY ARE LOSING COMES DOWN TO THE OFFENSE.SURE IT'S EARLY BUT I'M SO FED UP WITH EVERYONE TALKING ABOUT HOW GREAT THE OFFENSE IS AND HOW QUICK THEY CAN SCORE RUNS IN A HURRY,THE TRUTH IS THIS TEAM IS VERY GOOD AGAINST MEDIOCRE PITCHING,BUT WHEN THEY RUN INTO A VERY GOOD PITCHER THEY CAN EASILY BE SHUT DOWN.HELL EVEN MEDIOCRE PITCHERS BEEN SHUTTING THEM DOWN LATELY!!THEY ARE VERY INCONSISTENT AND THIS HAS BEEN A PROBLEM FOR YEARS,AND IT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED.WILL THEY TURN THINGS AROUND AND MAKE THE PLAYOFFS??YEA I THINK THEY WILL BUT I HAVE SERIOUS DOUBTS ABOUT THIS TEAM WINNING A WORLD SERIES THIS YEAR AND BELEIVE ME IT HURTS ME TO SAY THAT.ANYWAY I'M DONE

::imperfections::
There are lots of times my emotions can really get the best of me; somedays I will be high on life blasting on trance, dancing like an idiot and not having a care in the world...I can laugh like a goon until my stomach hurts and feel like the world is on my side. The next I can be the biggest bitch with the worse attitude and a short fuse...I can be like a time bomb ready to go off. I can be your worse enemy and cause you misery. Or maybe I can be that anxious girl with the wide-eyed look; fidgeting, twitching, and pumping natural adrenaline into my body like a tweaker on E at a rave. I sometimes wake up in the morning and hate what I see in the mirror. Sometimes I see nothing but ugliness and self hatred...so I put on a simple hat to shield myself from the world, hoping no one will recognize me...or I cover the insecurities with makeup like every other girl... But a stranger from the street can come up and say I have pretty eyes or a pretty face and name and I'm blushing

Me
I am a single mom of 4 wonderful but wild and crazy kids. Chris is 21, Vanessa and Veronica are 19, (yes, they are twins) and Jessica is 18. My kids are my life and I adore them. I am back in school after 20 years!!! I've decided to become a Registered Nurse. I am now a Sophomore at Del Mar College. I am working on my associates degree in Nursing. I am now 13 classes away from graduation. I'm waiting, patiently, for my Prince Charming to find me. Sure do wish I knew how much longer I'm going to have to wait. I think he got lost along the way. That's a man for ya, never able to ask for directions!!! I love Cinderella. Really, anything Disney but mostly Cinderella. I love to read, dance, go to concerts. I also enjoy photography. Anything else ya want to know...just ask. I'll answer. Thanks for reading.

What Does A Blind Man Driving, A Cop Chase And A Fake Check Have In Common?
Good Morning but where do I start… the cup run’th (I would not make a good renaissance dude) over with stupidity today. Let’s start in Texas… Where a man has been accused of attempting to pass a $360 billion check, which he claims was given to him by his girlfriend’s mother to start a record business, Fort Worth police said. Charles Ray Fuller, 21, of Crowley, was arrested on April 22 on an accusation of forgery, police said. Police responded to a report of a man attempting to pass the check about 4 p.m. that day at the Chase bank in the 8600 block of South Hulen Street, Fort Worth police Lt. Paul Henderson said. The personal check was not made out to Mr. Fuller and when the bank contacted the check owner, the woman said she did not write a check for $360 billion. Mr. Fuller was also accused of unlawful carrying of a weapon and possession of marijuana, Lt. Henderson said. He may also face a theft charge in Crowley. Lt. Henderson said he did not know if Mr. Fuller and h

Worthy Of Such Love
Slightly bruised lips, a reminder of hunger sated by intensity, overcome by primal needs gentle touches brushing of soft skin bring me down from fevered kisses and bites against throbbing flesh fingers that forcefully awarded pleasure tracing a line down a soft cheek finding a tear I must have done something right somewhere, sometime... some Other Lifetime to deserve you and I wonder if I'm worthy of such love It's not fair That I should be this happy when others will never find the One who knows their soul Who breathes life into their spirit Who holds their heart so gently

Infinity With You
Here we are baby in a time very good for man and woman. Surrounded by evil but ready to triumph over that. Heroes in humanity born out of lust and passion for life. They see our want as sin ....we see it as strength. Our love lives with the flesh......we have never forsaken something so real and warm as touch. The spirit within us couldn t help but to cross a barrier of skin to reach another. Deep inside everyone we have ever touched they knew the strength of our spirit. Pride and jealousy prevented them from showing love to someone who only could give it. The moon has changed and slipped into a knew reality..... No longer will people give love to those who don t want it. They all reached for the Soul in the time of decision ......they found jealousy, pride and greed worthless even deadly in a search for that life giving heart. Complete the journey with me and show them how the physical body is moved with love.

My Breath Leaves Me
Underneath the cold, dark soul of the night A mirror of pale beauty hung Reflecting not the inferno of the son, Rather the dark serenity of a daughter. The remembrance of raven locks surrounding pale Luna's face. The remembrance of something lost and not yet gained. Reflected in her honey hair. Realized in her smile. My breath leaves me... 2 days ago

Read Much?
A thought occurred to me this morning while I was deleing the 5th friend request in which the individual wrote nothing... why do I bother with this site? I have carefully taken the time write information on my profile. Information that would provide folks with a little insight into what makes me tic. I expect an individual to take the time read it before rating me and sending me the obligatory 'friend request'. Yet I get so many friend requests that lack a greeting, a thought, even a smiley face. They are blank. Not one word. Yes, the individual may have taken the time to rate me and my pics, but they obviously have not taken the time to read my profile. Now that's not to say that I haven't met some truly wonderful people on here that I otherwise would not have met, but sometimes I feel as if this site is comprised of the most ignorant feeble minded folks on this earth. That is evidenced by the multitude of blank friend requests that I receive, and the blatant whoring that fills the to

James Otto- Just Got Started Lovin' You Lyrics
You don’t have to go now honey Call and tell ’em you won’t be in today Baby there ain’t nothin’ at the office So important it can’t wait I’m thankful for the weekend But two days in heaven just ain’t gonna do This is gonna take forever darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What’s the point in fightin’ what we’re feelin’ We both know we’ll never win Ain’t this what we’re missin’ Let’s just stop all this resistin’ and give in Let me wrap my arms around you You know you don’t want to leave this room Come back and let me hold you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What can I say I’ve never felt this way Girl you’re like a dream come true After all the love we’ve made It sure would be a shame If we let this moment end so soon So won’t you lay back down beside me Girl just like I know you’re wantin’ to Trust me when I tell you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you I’m thankful f

In Our Heartbeats
In our heartbeats the rumour of that first moan found an echo; everything pulses, sweats; breath concedes to night's rhythm; slower each turn, air envelops us; this suffocated poem breathes only syllables precise; across the sky, the moon rises echoing our silences

Dating Someone
I've been very happy this past week. I'm now starting to date someone I've known for quite awhile. It's been one of those things that you did not know the person you were looking for was right in front of you. We've been friends for awhile now, and though I was always attracted to him, I never looked at him like that because one, he was in a relationship for quite awhile, and two, we're friends with all the same friends. Right now we're seeing where things will go, and we are starting to tell everyone slowly, but so far we have gotten great responses, and of course, shock. Anyway, that's where things are with me right now.

Hidden Desire
Hidden Desire From the moment we met, I longed for your touch A kiss from your lips, is that asking too much? A smile from you, directed my way Would guarantee, I'd have; a great day When you laugh, its like raindrops, refreshingly sweet I listen intently, each time that you speak. Your eyes have the sparkle, of the stars in the night When you’re close to me, the world, simply feels right. To know you as my partner, would be as knowing my soul To have you as my mate is my hearts hidden goal Hidden because... I fear losing my friend I'd not risk doing that, for, a possible; romantic end So quietly I say nothing, and admire from afar Fearful to even say, how beautiful you are. If you could feel for a moment, how I feel in my heart Then you'd understand, it's you, I dream of, in the dark To hold you in my arms, and protect you in life To hold your heart, and make you my wife For that gift; I'd always be faithful For your love... I'd forever be gr

There Is A Lady
There is a lady, I've yet to meet To win her love, would be, a wondrous feat She deserves a love, so fair, so grand Oh; what we'd do, if I were her man Her smile; like sunshine, warming my face She carries herself, with elegant grace The face of a pixie, or a fairy queen Erotically sensual, and happily serene Her bodies a gift, I'd love to receive Hours of pleasure, with the games we'd conceive Devoting myself, to bringing joy in her life Like the joy I would feel; if she were my wife Deep in her eyes, I see what the world's made of Heaven and Earth, all filled with true love Mornings, I'd wake her, with a sweet gentle kiss Ensuring our day, would be lovingly bliss Passionate love, we'd make often and long The joining of our bodies, like music to song If given one wish, I knew would come true My lady it'd be, to spend my life; loving you!

Who We Are....
Too many people are looking at our page and not reading it. I wanna say GO TO HELL to those people. We are a married couple who enjoy life to the fullest. We don't judge and feel u have no right to judge us w/out knowing us. NO I WON'T SLEEP WITH U.....NO U WON'T GET MY PHONE NUMBER.....NO IM NOT GONNA SHOW U NUDES.....NO UR COCK ISN'T APPEALING TO US *UNLESS UR HELLA HOTT* and most of all DON'T ASK TO COME OVER *unless u got weed to share* I'm a pot head, don't like it go away. He's a sweet guy who loves sex...don't like it go away. If ur gonna judge us, go away. If u don't like what i have to say, yea go away. For those of u who read our profile, thanks and can't wait to make more friends. IF we want more than friends, we'll let u know. If we don't like u, we'll let u know that too. I may be a bitch but i'm the coolest bitch u'll ever meet. If ur up to the challenge, gimme a shout and we'll see. kisses and hugs MysFyt

Made By Jodi.....thank You!!
Ok she is having her first Happy hour this morning at 9 am fubar time 12 eastern. Go show her page some serious fulovin during her Happy Hour! Cali Rain@ fubar (repost of original by '♀WίѕҺғцІ ТҺίƞӄίƞg' on '2008-05-02 07:02:21')

Bottom Of A Moonbeam
Bottom Of My Moonbeam! by Terry Richardson © All my life I've wanted MY OWN Moonbeam, Their beauty is so glorious to see. Each half-moon that shines is pure perfection, And I need a sweet Moonbeam JUST for me! To feel the soft caress of my Moonbeam, Gives me a pleasure I don't want to share. There's such a joyful orgasmic delight, I found nothing in this world can compare! I love to see the bottom of my Moonbeam, Its naked splendor makes ALL Heaven shine! When I reach out to caress its beauty, I feel a joyful pleasure that it's mine! There's a glorious joy felt from its touch, And the pleasure of that touch IS supreme! It fills up my lonely nights with Heaven, And orgasmic delight, from MY Moonbeam!!

Treo 755p For Sale
I don't want to do it but I need to sale my phone. My treo had gotten thrown into a lake because of this rogue gust of wind. My chair and wallet and everything flew across the camp and hit the water before any of us could catch it. Anyway, i'm in college, and shortly after that incident I had a heated conversation with one of the bosses at work because he's a weasle that needs to be punched in the throat. Bah, i'm getting sidetracked. What I intend to do is pay the insurance deductible and sale the brand new phone that gets shipped in. I need the money so I can pay my phone bill. I'll sale it cheaper than what they sell it for in the store and it will be brand new. 300-400 or so is the price in the stores. This is a Sprint phone also

Honor Our Troops
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Just Believe....
There once was a time that I didn't believe in angels, but that has changed only because I have met some, and next to them I am nothing....If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only I was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn.....Angels are like people; they come and go, but the diffence is: angels make you glow.....I need you like roses need rain, you're an angel that takes away my pain.....I met an angel without wings, but his heart makes me fly...You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I need you too, because I am

New Job
Hey y'all...sorry I have't wrote for awhile...I just got hired on at a new job, I start today...orientations from noon to 4pm. I have been wanting this job for awhile and I finally got it...YES! Everything else in my life is going great too, we just got a new puppy...so on and so forth...What more could I ask for in life than what I already have...Oh and my party is next Saturday...hope everyone can make it...ZTime to raise some HELL!! Hope y'all are doin good! Talk to yas laters! Luvs Yas!

To Let Everyone Know
I have decided to step down from Fubar Afterhours as a Manager and a DJ. Is After Hours going down, NO. And i would not want that either. I have my own personal reasons as to why I am stepping down. None of which include any problems i have with Ben Dover. After Hours was the only reason I wanted to be on Fubar. And was the only reason I stayed. But like all good movies eventually everything has to end. I need to sit back and really decide what my next move is. Untill then everyone on afterhours will always be my fam!! Love you guys!! Untill next time im out....

Red Fridays....be Sure To Show Your Support
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Too Much
Too Much Slowly but surely, the thoughts creep in Images flashing through my mind Your face, your eyes Your hand, so big curled around mine The heat of your body over me The wetness that comes with every touch, every kiss Is haunting me Now I’m lost to the memory Of my fantasies come true I squirm in my seat feeling the marks you’ve left on me They’re fading, for the most part But the bites that made them Remain fresh in my mind I cannot help but wish you were here Touching me roughly Kissing me gently Commanding my body The way only you know how Tho I want to scream I shall wait patiently Til we come together again And waiting, I’ll think of you Too much

Cowboy Needs Our Help! (written By Gem)
Hello everyone! GEM here (aGEM4life) and I'm here to ask for help. Cowboy is in a bling pack giveaway and needs 3,500 comments by Monday. He would be there helping if he could but he has gotten sick and for now doesn't have the strength to sit at the pc and do anything. I know for a fact Cowboy has helped MANY of you level up when he saw your plea for help. Now its YOUR turn to help him! Before you can bomb his pic in the giveaway you need to have R/F/A Stephanie Lynn. Thank you in advance. ~Donna aka GEM 'Stephanie Lynn's Profile' Pic to Bomb...

All My Friends....can I Get Some Help Plz....
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX OK....For all the times I helped my friends out, its time to return the love to me! Im in a contest to win 2 bling packs. I need to get 15k comments before the 21st of May & I need all the help I can get. Please come by..any help is much appreciated. Im willing to pay fubux for comments, so if youre running low...come by & get paid!!!..just pm me & once its verified I will transfer the bux to ya! Thanks in advance!!!!♥♥

What A Stress Day Yesterday Had Been
Yesterday, My Day Had Started With A Horrible Start. I Had Began The Day With Only A Half An Hours Worth Of Sleep In The Past 48 Hours And. I Was On The Way To Work When My Tired Blew Out On The Side Of The Highway. The Sound Of What Seemed Like A Tractor Trailer Tailgating Me Was The Key To That Something Was Not Right With The Car. I Pulled Over On To The Side Of The Road And Got Out The Jack And Necessities . And Started Jacking Up The Car And Locked The Parking Brake And Proceeded To Remove The Right Rear Tire. With All The Nuts Off, I Tried Yanking On The Tire And Nothing Happened. Not Even A Budge. Tried Kicking And Prying.... Still Nothing. Had To Call Up A Friend To Find Out What To Do. It Seems The Wheel Had Froze To The Hub Due To The Heat Of The Blow Out, And I Just Needed To Keep On Kicking. After A Few More Determined Kicks. I Was Able To Remove The Wheel And Put On The Miniscule Spare Tire. Common Sense Would Suggest That I Find The Nearest Tire Place And Have The Tire Ta

Do You Really Have To Check Up On Me? I Mean, Really,.....
Man, I need to be in my truck and on the road, cuz this Fu-stuff is gettin' a lil out of hand. I swear I have been gettin' more and more guys checkin' up on their "ladies" by scanning MY page. Maybe it's because of the goofy comments I leave. Maybe it's the fact I'm in a select few's Family or Top Friends group. Maybe it's because I have the strangest headliners for my profile name. Or maybe it's the pic. Whatever it is, I have gotten way too many dudes rushing to my page (sometimes over and over again), just to see what "she" said to me to have me leave such a comment and what not. So, if you really want to know what I'm about, or what my intentions are to your "woman", let me tell you. NOTHING!! I am with an incredible woman, and happy to be with her. Anyone else I speak to, chat with, or clown with, are just friends. There are too many great women on here that are great conversationalists. A lot of em just want to talk and clown (mostly because I'm a big ol' goof ball lol). So

Big Brother Is Counting Caloires.
Ok… time for a rant. Have you seen this article: http://travel.nytimes.com/2006/12/13/dining/13calo.html The New York City Department of health managed to pass a new ordinance stating that all fast food chains display the calorie counts of all their items on the menus when people order their food. Another piece to this ordinance states that these restaurants can no longer cook using trans fats as well. OK. I have a problem with this as you might imagine. Now my boggle is not with the droves of human cows that daily ingest way too many calories and dig their own grave with the spork used to finish that large order of mashed potatoes and gravy ordered from their favorite local KFC. Nah. That would be too easy of a target. People are not that dumb- everybody knows fast food is bad for you. They may not know how bad but they know its not going to make you any prettier. My problem is with the government pushing their agenda on people thinking they know what is best. Now

Help My Sassy Level Up
Alright i try to help all of you when you ask so i need some help for my friend so show the love! Help my Sassy DJ level up! she is in my family and my heart!!! LOL here is her screen name!!! '~♥~Sassy*4*DJ~♥~Stiletto♥Girls~♥~aka-Sass a frass~♥~' Thanks everyone and i will return the favor!!!!!!

I'm Gonna Piss A Lot Of People Off With This One Lol
Common misspelled and misused words and phrases on Fubar........ Dose - A measurement of some kind of medication or remedy (What most on here mean to use is DOES) Your - belonging to you You're - contraction for you are There - a place of reference They're - contraction of they are Their - belonging to them (It's amazing how many times those 5 previous terms are misused and misplaced in context on here lol) M.I.L.F. - Mother I'd Like to Fuck (the misuse of the term is that the so-called "mother" is supposed to BE OLD ENOUGH TO BE THEIR MOTHER!!! The simple fact that she's a mother doesn't encompass the term as a whole) Anyone using current hit songs as their profile name - Examples.....Ms. New Booty, Lips of An Angel, Lollipop etc....To call yourself these things, should include that you actually HAVE said parts. To be Ms. New Booty, your booty shouldn't look so old...To be "Lollipop", you should inspire so many people to "lick" you....you understand... Literally

Life Is Funny
You know life is real funny. About a few months ago I would never have guessed I would be where I am at now. In fact my life was going towards a dark place again. Being alone aint nothing for anybody. When I say alone I aint talking about relationships, I am talking about having nobody family and friends. Now I got eberything anyone could want my family and friends around me. I also got a great woman in my arms.

Race Day
RACE WEEKEND Well it's thursday morning and sonny has the moblehome packed and ready to go. We drop the boys off at my friends and hit the road. It's a great day for driving and we have a long ways to go. Being that we can't get into the track til Friday I talked sonny into going to see a friend I got to know on yahoo 360. Fred gave me his cell phone number and asked us to stop by his cabin. He told me all about it and that he was going to the race also. Fred has a yearly pass to all the races and a VIP pass. So as we got closer to Jackson I called Fred to see if he's there and how to get there. As we take the back road we see all the signs for the race track. damn sonny he wasn't kiding when he said he could walk to the track. Well we pull up to his place and park across the street. Fred was outside and greeted us. MELISSA thanks for stoping by with a big hug. Sonny nice to meet you, Melissa told me a lot about you and I can tell your making her very help. Oh she told you a lot abo

Fantasy
Nooner Fantasy It was lunchtime. They'd been planning for this for weeks and finally the day had arrived. He'd stopped at the local fast food joint and picked up some food...he had to, at least, make it look like his intentions were honorable. Showing up for lunch with no food would be a faux pas. They'd agreed to meet for lunch at her house. They'd always just been friends and they were going to talk about "stuff." You see, he was married and she was in a long-term relationship. But, they’d always been able to talk about most anything. He rang the doorbell. From inside she called, "Come on in." As he entered the foyer, he could hear the water running in the kitchen, but saw no one. "Where are you?" he asked. "I'm in the kitchen, but just sit down. I won't be but a minute," she replied. "Where do you want me to put this food?" he asked. "Oh, just put it on the table there by the door, for now," she said with a little giggle. It was the giggle that did it...his fa

A Woman's Week At The Gym!!
A WOMAN'S WEEK AT THE GYM If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my birthday this year, my daughter (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY: Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She

Chants Of The Wordsmith
She sits in the dark Thoughts of him Consumes her heart She sits back to meditate Casting a spell, calling his name ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ Candles start to flicker Thunder beats the ground Winds howl with wonders Magic all around Soft ballads gently singing On the breath of the breeze Stars toyfully dancing On the roof tops of the trees ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ He hears the Chants of the Wordsmith Seducing songs, call to him Enchanting all emotions That linger deep within' They call unto him In the balefulness of the night Casting a spell on him, in the candle light ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ Lisa '07

Paradise
Paradise You park the truck on an old dirt road, Leashed and lead to a place he only knows, Through the forest to a secret glade, Before you lies a crystal pool hidden in the shade. To the left, a small waterfall is cascading down, Leaving drops of water sparkling there on the ground, And even on this hot summer day, The air remains cool there in the shade. On the far bank you can see the flowers grow, Reds, yellows, purples and golds, Their fragrances leaving the air so sweet, This little piece of paradise for you to keep. Your Master spreads a blanket on the moss covered ground, Not a more perfect spot could ever be found, Feeling a gentle breeze touching your skin, Sunlight dances there in the wind. Sitting on the blanket, basket at your feet, Feeding your Master succulent treats, Suddenly he reaches and grabs your wrist, Sucking the juices from your finger tips. He leans back, looking deep into your eyes, His head now resting there on your thighs

This Is For Diamonds Forever
center> SURPRISE!! PLEASE SHOW THIS GREAT WOMAN SOME LOVE IN THIS CONTEST FOR A VIP SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN TO HER!!LEAVE COMMENTS AND RATES CLICK ON THIS PICTURE PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*Read Profile Before Asking Dumb S**T@ fubar PLEASE REPOST

Happiness!!
Happiness is one of those feelings That we have all had and shared But when I hear her sweet voice I realize I have never felt happiness like this She is the first thought I have each morning Thinking of her keeps me smiling all day long Excitement sends chills down my spine when she calls And she is who I think about as I drift off to sleep Those beautiful eyes see right through me She knows who I am beneath my rough exterior I long for the day that she is by my side Forever and ever my princess she shall be She knows she has the key to my heart I want this to be everything that we have waited for Our lives have finally crossed paths Does this journey continue together We spend countless hours admiring one another Knowing in the back of our minds this is real I reach out to her hoping she will take my hand We form a bond like none we have ever known She is everything I have ever dreamed and more I hope that I am as much to her as she is to me A lifetim

A Choice...gone Bad
I'm guilty... guilty of a great many things. At times I was fully aware of the transgressions before committing them and at other times I was completely oblivious, but as with most things I do not believe ignorance or naïveté is an acceptable excuse...at least not for me. I've always been my own worst critic; standing first in a long line of people who choose to see the worst in a person before, (if ever), seeing the good...I should know; it's one of the many things for which I am also guilty. I didn't take the time to plan out any spectacular or eye catching opening for this entry...I just went with what first came to mind; considering the tumultuous few weeks or so I've just staggered through it doesn't surprise me in the least that is how I would begin this... Just know that I'm past the worst of it...now it's time for some severing. I've long held the belief that we are masters of our own lives only to the extent that we make choices and suffer or enjoy the consequences of th

Pimpout#3 For Mr. Diamond
HELLO ALL OF FU-LAND!!!!!! I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU ALL TO GO SHOW THIS MAN SOME FU-LOVE HE HAS BEEN MY FU-OWNER FOR THE LAST MONTH AND IT HAS BEEN FUN...... HE REALLY DESERVES TO BE SHOWERED WITH LOTS N LOTS OF LOVE MAYBE EVEN SOME: SO CLICK THIS PICTURE TO BE BROUGHT TO HIS PROFILE MrDiamond ~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar THIS BULLY WAS MADE BY: ♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫ ~FU_OWNED BY Mr. Diamond & Rockstar~@ fubar

Election Thoughts
There are less than eight months until the election, an election that will decide the next President of the United States. The person elected will be the president of all Americans, not just the Democrats or the Republicans. To show our solidarity as Americans, let's all get together and show each other our support for the candidate of our choice. It's time that we all came together, Democrats and Republicans alike. If you support the policies and character of John McCain, please drive with your headlights on during the day. If you support Obama or Hillary, please drive with your headlights off at night.

Together
You are you I am me We are one Together are we I trust in you You trust in me Like a puzzle We fit perfectly Hand in hand We walk together Soulmates in life Forever and ever I look at you You look at me Passion and desire Is what we see I feel your pulse And you feel mine Our hearts beat together Forever in time

I
I am me I am Kevin, Kez, nomorevodka I am dom I am goth I am finally sober I am in love I am scared of being in love I am not used to this feeling I fucking love it I am secure finally I am poetic and artistic I read and write poetry and stories I play the guitar and write songs I do not give a fuck about fake doms I love my sub I know she loves me I have gone through hell for her and another I believe there is a god but I refuse religion I think I sleep I dream I want to see the world I work in a thankless field that destroys most I almost let it happen to me I fought because I am a stubborn asshole I am here I breathe still I love her still I feel her love I am not a little man I do not drive a large truck I do not drive a large bike I do not drive a fast car I am real and confident in myself I do not need anything to make me feel bigger I am an asshole, an asshole that is in love 1 day, i will die, I will live and love till then Life is too fu

Men
Ladies...Men seem to love to have control, well its time we took over. The thing to do is go to the library, check out a Dog Training book. Sounds nutz but men are like dogs...Yes it will interesting, but ladies need to put there men in check ;)

Omg Check This Out!
Hey Hun..Come on and Check out Vipers Doll House. Come rock out with us... subscribe and let's the good times be had by everyone. We got rockin Djs, Sexy Staff and Friendly Members. Come check us out. Just Click here! Be Sure and stop by the owner's page and add him.! COME SEE US!

Living In A Zoo
WHEN YOU TAKE THAT FIRST INITIAL STEP IN THE MORNING DO YOU FEEL YOUR AT THE ZOO..... I DO...............IT'S UNREAL................ THE MINUTE YOU PLACE YOURSELF UPON AWARENESS... THEIR SEEMS TO BE ALL KINDS OF ANIMALS SURROUNDING YOUR ENVIRONMENT........... CARNIVOROUS MAMMALS WAITING FOR THEIR PREY............MAKING THEIR FIRST ACTION MOVE.... PRESENTING THEM SELFS AS FRIENDLY CREATURES... ATTACK AS IN A FEEDING FRIZZY...........TEARING.....MAULING.....DEVOURING .... ATTRACT THOUGHTS OF A MISSIONARY.... RESULTS OF UN-FLAVOR THOUGHTS..........DIVERTING YOUR ATTENTION ..... BECOMING OBSERVATION OF A COURSE.....DO I FIND MYSELF DEVISING IN A PLACE WHERE WILD ANIMALS BECOME A PUBLIC SHOW............................... YES!! I DO BELIEVE WHERE ALL INVOLVED ,,,,LIVING IN A ZOO....... TO NITE I AM YOURS*

When I Look At You
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. Larry

Actions
We are all connected, not just to other "two-leggeds" and the family of man, but to the animals, the trees, the wind, the earth Herself. Like a beautiful blanket woven from many colors and textures of thread, each individual energy contributes to this Blanket of Oneness, and all are bound together. Our thoughts, actions and deeds not only have an impact upon our own life along the Red Road, but like a pebble tossed into a pond, the ripples of our movement along the Web has far-reaching effects. Thus, if we callously pollute the air of the Earth Mother, dump toxins into her streams and oceans, kill her creatures and bountiful, beautiful life, we are also destroying ourselves, for one cannot cut off their own arm and not feel the pain of the loss. Yet we can also be a positive influence upon the lives of Others, we can tread softly upon the Earth Mother and respect her creatures of the land, ocean and sky, and in this way, also heal and nourish ourselves. When we can look i

Thoughts
There is this gentalman I have meet a few weeks ago. We have been out of few times. They where great. I enjoyed every minute we were together. He is sweet, tender, giving. I love the little touches , the look in his eyes when he looks at me.They make me want to melt on the spot. I don't know what he thinks of me. I do know he is a guy I could really fall for. The thing is . The distance, our jobs, make it hard for us to really spend time together. I have never been in a distance relationship. Truth be told never wanted to be. With him I am willing to give it whatever it takes. If he is willing to do the same, I hope he will let me know. If not let me know that too. I don't want either of us to get hurt. Just some thought I have. Just needed to put down.

Types Of Totems
~Birth Totem~ This is the Totem Role that we will begin with, as most individuals who have studied Native Astrology are already familiar with this particular Role. It is the Animal Totem most often equated with the Sun Sign in traditional, exoteric astrology. ~Clan Totem~ Each of the individual Birth Totems will also belong to one of the four Elemental Clans, as delineated on the Clan Totem page. ~Power Totem~ Where the ~Birth Totem~ is the chief Teacher we have chosen to "study under" this Earth Walk, the ~Power Totem~ is the most basic and eternal expression of our Soul. ~Life Theme Totem~ In addition to the "generalized" Totems of Birth and Clan, which cover a group of people born under a certain day and month, there are several other Animal Totems that will figure strongly in our lives as we walk the good Red Road of Physical Life. One such of these Totem Roles is the Life Theme Totem. ~Life Mission Totem~ Just as the Life Th

Spirit Of The Wolf
Role: ~The Teacher~ Medicine: Shapeshifting How long has human kind looked into the golden eyes of the Wolf and wondered what inner Knowledge ignites the fire that glows from the depths of those mysterious eyes? He walks quietly through the world, slipping like a shimmering mist through the forest of ancient trees, gathering Knowledge, attaining Wisdom forged in the fires of Experience so that he might return again to the Pack and Teach all that he has come to know. The Wolf cries her haunting song of Life`s Refrain, echoing across the planes of time and space. I honor you dear Sister, and embrace the lessons that you have come to teach. Whisper them now to me in my sleep. Shed your Wisdom and Amber Light, upon the dark corridors of my human mind, so that I too might reach that shore, the shores of Time Unbound. Where white sands glitter like crystals captured in the moon`s gentle rays, refracting rainbows that illuminate Souls Unchained

Spirit Of Hawk
Role: ~The Visionary~ Lesson: Discover Dormant Abilities Element: Fire/Air Wind: ~East~ Illumination & Peace~ Medicine: Channeling ~Keywords~ Awareness of the Big Picture Guardianship Truth Channeling Visionary Latent Power Messages from the Blue Road of Spirit Higher Calling Illumination Observation Latent Power When observing the Red Tailed Hawk, the most distinguishing characteristics and attributes of these splendid birds of prey, are their eyesight, sharp talons that adorn their feet, and their vibrant red tail feathers. These are the very characteristics that reflect the Latent Power of this member of the Hawk family. For purposes of examining the keyword of ~Latent Power,~ we begin with the Hawk`s sharp talons. In the wild, a Hawk`s talons are instruments of deadly precision. The talons will grasp their prey in a merciless grip while the beak rips and shreds in the quest fo

Spirit Of Black Panther
Role ~Prophet~ Lesson: Reclaiming Power Element: Fire/Water Wind: West ~The Quest Within~ Medicine: Shapeshifting Shadows dripping in silver light cast from an illusive moon, stir, then magically still, leaving doubts adrift in the mind of the observer . . . was there movement of shadow within shadow, or only the illusion of such, like breath caught on a summer breeze? Sister of Artemis, and Guardian of the Gateway between the Known and the Unknown, you prowl the Night, bearing witness to the blackness that exists before the dawning of morning Light. Blazing eyes pierce the veil of darkness of Forgotten Realms, to bring Consciousness to the Unconscious. To follow your sleek and silent form as it glides as a spectral mist through the night, is to face the deepest fears that prowl the jungles of the Human Mind. When we learn to move as you move, through those overgrown and tangled vines, we come to understand that eve

Stay Alive!!!
The sky turned from black to red, Missiles fly through the air. Millions of Demons run through your head, People around don't seem to care. The End of the World is lurking near, Start running for your guns. The Antichrist is coming soon, THERE'S NOWHERE YOU CAN RUN!!! Get inside, there's nowhere you can hide. Step into reality. Life can be a bitch, don't let it throw you into a ditch. It's time to survive, let's stay alive! Walking through the blood-red streets, Thinking about your family and friends. Now is no time to be depressed, WE'LL BE KICKIN' ASS IN THE END! A new sun is about to rise, Be ready for a quick surprise. Troops are marching everywhere, Too much violence than you can bear. The Apocolypse is here, everything is burning down Chaos running through the streets, draggin' everything to the ground. Burning Terror rises in your head, And you wish you were dead. Get inside, there's nowhere yo

Monday
Have you ever had something that was coming up and the closer you get to the date, the more worried you became. Thats how I feel now. Lately Ive been having dreams and feelings that Monday will be the last day I have on this earth. It scares me to know that Ill leave my beautiful kids, and the people I love. I have even thought about cancelling it, but if its my time to leave, then its my time. My reaccuring dream begins with me being prepped for the surgery that I am undergoing on Monday. Nothing unusual about that, ive been thru enough surgeries to know what goes on. They do the usual, put me under and during the procedure my heart rate drops, and i lose blood. During the whole thing I have ppl that I love around me, and they are saying that they love me and they need me. I tell them they shouldve said that before I died, that they shouldve let me know. Then there is only white, and there stands my lil angel and my brave son. Thats when I wake up and cry. If youre reading this

Everybody Is Doing It So, I Did It
haha, no not what ur thinking i did that a loooong time ago :p i see everyone making a amazon wish list and ive had plenty of time on my hands so i did too. i very seriously doubt ill get anything on it but hell y not right?

A Few Favorites.
A few of my favorites. They just came off the top of my head. If I think really hard I could probably come up with about a million more. Here's 100 Cool ones. I was in a few bands as a singer so I can appreciate almost everything but I LOVE The dark, heavy shit. These ones are the easiest to sing. Even though I might not sound exactly like the singer, I can be pretty awesome and be called, "Close enough". 1. Metallica- Enter Sandman 2. Metallica- Creeping Death 3. Metallica- "Am I Evil" (Diamondhead cover) 4. Metallica- Seek and Destroy. 5. Metallica- The Unnamed Feeling 6. Metallica- Invisible Kid 7. Metallica- Of Wolf and Man 8. Iron Maiden- Run to the Hills 9. Iron Maiden- The Trooper 10. Iron Maiden- Number of the Beast 11. Iron Maiden- Reincarnation of Benjamin Breeg 12. Iron Maiden- Rainmaker 13. Iron Maiden- Flight of Icarus 14. Grand Funk Railroad- We're An American Band 15. Boston- Peace of Mind 16. Kansas- Wayward Son 17 Pantera-

Self Destructing
i am the high you can't sustain. . . . . and i control you i am the pusher i'm a whore. . . . . . . and i control you i am the need in you for more. . . . . . and i control you i am the bullet in the gun. . . . . . . and i control you i am the truth from which you run . . . and i control you i am the silencing machine. . . . . . . and i control you i am the end of all your dreams . . . . and i control you i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct

Tax Rebate
Help America - spend your rebate wisely. The federal government is sending each and every one of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs or Venezuela. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help.

Lease Help
IM FINALLY BACK AND I COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I JUST GOT BACK ON AND NOW IM IN A CONTEST NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ME BUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE ANY HELP I CAN GET RATES OR COMMENTS IT RUNS FOR 7 DAYS WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES AT THE END OF THE 7 DAYS WINS A HAPPY HOUR SO PLEASE AT LEAST CHECK IT OUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE IT AND WILL TRY TO HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS IT AS WELL MUAH THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR READING CUTIE WITH A BOOTIE (repost of original by '★☆sTaRr☆★Co'Owner of the Diamond Vault★ Fu-Owned by DDiamond1975' on '2008-05-02 19:44:05')

Stolen From Jedi, Who Stole From Sam, Who Stole From Stacie
A is for age: 32... the little fucktards at work tonight were talking about how "old" their parents were and a couple of them were close to my age. B is for beer of choice: Ewww.. don't do beer. Like Smirnoff though. C is for career right now: LMAO... I'm a concession stand worker at a drive-in movie. D is for your dog's name? Emma E is for essential item you use everyday Toothpaste F is for favorite TV show at the moment? I haven't been watching much TV lately. G is for favorite game? The Movies... just rediscovered it last night. H is for Home town: Plymouth, IN I is for instruments you play: Flute J is for favorite juice: Not a big juice drinker... I like kool-aid though K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: This skanky chick who told me I needed to be committed. L is for last place you ate: Work M is for marriage: ooohh... that one's complicated... N is for your full name: Kara Michelle Peregrine O is for overnight hospital

Red T-shirt Thing
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Apollo Says
"How the hell did will and grace run so long?" I say falling into an unfamiliar couch, my sport coat snagging on my elbows a bit with the sudden motion. Damnable garment. I untuck the maroon shirt that I wore on the offchance I splatted a wine that I refused to drink anyway. Stuff smelled like feet, but at least the company of elite youthful executive wannabes kept me entertained. "I say buffy, but have you ever seen so many peasants so upset over the price of gas" "I do say chip, whatever would we do if we were common? Starve ourselves by saving our pittances til we could afford an ounce of caviar and that greasey, stiffly creamy patte'?" "How could we fuel our enormous urban assault vehicles on such pitiable wages?" I wonder how many of them know how to make braunschweiger taste like foie gras. Or as I like to call it "faux gras" but I think some tempeh grower beat me to the punch. I forget just how many liverwerst and braunschweiger recipes I came up with. Liver couscous

A Shadow Of A Smile
So... I have had alot of people make comments about the title "shadow of a smile" and I'm constantly asking why I'm so sad. Actually, I got the title from a poem I wrote and I thought I'd share it.... Fallen angel that fell so fast, Remember the life you thought would last? Broken beauty torn and tattered, The glass you gracefully danced upon has finally shattered, The silhouette of a happy soul, the shadow of a smile, Calloused hands and blistered feet, You've more than walked your mile, So blur into the background, sink into the surface, Let go of the ledge you held onto, it now serves no purpose, Fall into a dead sleep away from reality, And I'll meet you in the middle, on the edge of insanity. No I'm not depressed and yes I do actually like to smile. But I do like to think of myself as a shadow... I like to go unnoticed and sort of blend in. I'll probably never handle attention well, it's just not something I'm comfortable with. So there is the meaning behi

You Wwe Pieces Of Crap!!!!
I cannot believe that I actually put up with this BS!!!! I have been a loyal WWE WWF WCW FUCKING WRESTLING fan my entire life! I do not like that fact that not only all I can do is BITCH about WWE but I can't stop watching the fucking thing out of loyalty. WHEN YOU TREAT FANS LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHY SHOULD WE GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING CORPORATION!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU WWE FUCK THE MOTHER FUCKING FUCK OFFFFFF!!!!! In case you are wondering they stripped the Undertaker. Big deal huh.... well IT IS A BIG FUCKING DEAL! THE MAN HAS BEEN WITH WWE(F) SINCE 1990 OR 91 I can't quite remember (too much rum) anyway he deserves respect!!! IS IT A CHOKE HOLD REALLY????????? How is it that it slid through multiple PPVs since JANUARY but until Edge got his ass handed to him....whatever. It is just a fucking show. Who gives a damn. Never mind the fact that wrestling got me through my mother nearly dying of a brain tumor multiple times when I was in elementary school (it

Her Eyes
glitter-graphics.com written by:Late NIte Fantasy to Lady Katherine Its all in her eyes, everything she is, was, would, will, could... be - her wants, dreams, wishes; her pain, hurts, sadness; her heart, soul. I see her smile, though she isn't - even when she is. I feel her warmth yet she's so terribly cold... at least to herself but not for me. I know the 'love' within her - I know its there, I 'see' it with every look, everyday and everywhere. She can't hide from me - anything from me, just from herself. She wants to give - thinks that she doesn't, can't, and won't ever... give. Doesn't know how to, nor just what to - give or, for all that matter, be. But she 'gives' so much that she doesn't know... she gives herself to me... ever and always - with every look. I know her 'fear'... and the reasons - all the why's. The lil lies she tells herslf and tries so hard to believe. The tears held within, all her 'moments' afraid. W

Contest!!!
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I Hold Your Love Dearly Lady Katherine
I stand here gazing at the fire place mantel A searing heat running through my veins Your hands glide over me strong yet gentle making me go insane you seem to be able to turn my feelings inside out creating a chaotic reaction , what are you about? this rush, this high how long will it last When it's over will you still be here or would you have run away fast Am I aloud to let my heart come to play? To let my emotions run free or will you leave with nothing to say disgusted or scared of me? I shiver in your arms unsure of whats to come about what new feeling will surface wondering if I should run for I know that after this act is complete my heart will be in your hands will you use it to wipe your feet? will you hurt me like so many have break my heart in two? will you leave me cold and alone? oh I wish I knew I could ask you but would you lie? should I trust you with my life? So now I ask myself Should I trust in you? long moments go by a

Until It Sleeps - Metallica
Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side So tear me open and pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps Just like the curse, just like the stray You feed it once and now it stays Now it stays So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me until I'm clean It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you so hold me Until it sleeps So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip Don't want your greed Don't want it I'll tear me open make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shakes me So hold me, until it sleeps It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps (x4) I Don't want it want it want it want it want it No So tear me open but beware There's things

You Complete Me
I have never known Such openness between two people, Or shared as much As I have shared with you. It seems as though We are connected Two souls searching For an other to make complete. I can tell you anything You know me better Than I even Know myself. I want to give all I have To you as my offering My love, my heart, my body To complete who I am.

Where Is She?
This song is for my baby i found the one im looking for already but this is just for her before i found her so i love my baby to death. here you go baby. NATALIE LYRICS "Where Are You" (feat. Justin Roman) [Justin] (I know you are out there baby...somewhere) There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there) I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name) This life-long search is gonna drive me insane How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes? Does she even realize I'm here? Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl? Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl? Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world? dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?) [Natalie] I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby) Praying that he will walk in my life Where

New Song Work
These words of anger and hate swirl around my brain. The blood of the insane coursing through my veins. In this happy little world you live in. My kind never thrives but in the darkness you see that I am alive. Watch your world crumble at the sound of my voice. I see the wounds of my words bleed open and free. Now you see the evil inside of me. Never wanted it to be this way, but you woke the beast within me now he's on a rampage.

It Is Love
~This poem is dedicated to the woman that touches my body and soul and makes my heart race with love, lust and hope. I love you!~ It is Love I’m not sure how it started, But you came You came to me in the dark of the night Calling Pushing Fighting your way I longed for you to go To leave like all the rest But you stayed by my side And here we are Now there’s no looking back You called my name And I ran to you Your arms tightening their hold You called for me And reached out for me in the night Now I know what you have It’s called Love I held my breath and paused to wonder Where are you going And look where I’ve been You wanted me all the same You’ve loved me in night In morning In day And here you are still with me Always with me No looking back We have each other I long for your lips To reassure my doubt You ease my fear You show me the way I know what I feel It is Love I tried to push you out You went only a step back You held my ha

Hold Me Close
Encompass me In Your loving embrace Caress my cheek With Your sweet kisses. Touch me softly Yet wantonly and with desire Let me feel The fire of Your love. Entwined bodies Hearts and minds Passion pouring forth Into the physical being of Love. Hold me as we Lay enraptured from our love Wrap your arms around me Hold me close to Your heart.

Random Thoughts.
you know when you do something wrong, and you know it's wrong but you do it anyways?, than after like 30 sec you are like"what the fuck did i just do?" yeah.. bad thing.. i need to quit that. and cigarettes are bad. really bad.

Unconditionally
If once given from above,Then in hope once shall be given again, Within our hearts let us give, Unconditionally, As those who have given before us. In this I shall give the same to the best I can,With a smile in my eyes,Warmth in my heart,This I give to all those who will take of this, ~~~~~~~unconditionally~~~~~~~~ Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved P.S. This one is published in one of the American poet society's books

I'm Chatting Aloud
Have you ever felt you want to disappear? I want to so bad. I have been married for 11 years and feel like I'm running and not getting anywhere. When I married my husband, I told him my games where done, Which I have never ever cheated or thought of cheating on my husband. But what do you do when he keeps telling you to find some one else? And telling me I am cheating? He says he wants to be my friend and I cann't anymore. He hurts my daughters feeling all the time anymore. I have lost all my old friends I have had for years. What else can I loose? My mind opps all ready done. I know none of what I wrote makes since oops...........sorry I know what I'm saying that is all that matters

Moon Philosophy
At The Sight of the Full Moon, The Tables Will Turn, Like Time in the Sands of an Hour Glass, FOREVER CHANGING Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved P.S.Wrote this many many years ago walking home at 3am.I looked up and seen a full moon and these words came to me.now every time I see a full moon I recite the peom.

Mile Markers For River
Lower Miss 955 Cairo 893 Tiptonville 736 Memphis 700 Tunica 663.4 Helena 587 Rosedale 540 Greenville 437.2 Vicksburgh 364.2 Nachez 233.9 Baton Rouge 232 Tiger fleet ACL 228 Port Allen 95.7 New Orleans Upper Miss 52 Cape Gerardeau 90 St Louis 217 Illinois River mouth Ohio river lock mile markers 963 lock 53 939 lock 52 919 smithland lock 846 john T myers 776 Newburgh lock 721 Cannelton lock 607 Mcalpine lock louisville ky 532 Markland 341 Greenup lock 277 Gallipolis lock 238 Racine lock 204 bellview lock 167 Willow Island lock 123 Hannibal lock Hannibal OH 83 Pike Island Yorkville OH 54 New Cumberland lock New cumberland WV 65 montgomery lock 34 Dashields lock 21 Emsworth lock 0 Pittsburgh PA

Smile For Me...
Smile my love And I'll smile for you Always be happy And never be blue Be happy we're together Right here in our hearts And pray nothing will happen To tear us apart Let's praise each day As if love was new And pray our love Will always be true We were brought together With help from above And so we know This is a special love So smile my love And I shall grin As we both hope and pray This will never end

Love Sucks
To me, and im sure others will have different opinions, love is when you think about someone non stop, and its more than just sexual thoughts. You can envision the future, you can see places you live, imagine sunsets or walks in the woods, road trips and reunions, holidays and dinners with friends. Then again, this is comming from a hopeless romantic. Time has no bearing on how you feel about someone. In a past experiance, I knew I loved this person the moment I laid eyes on him, and it went beyond the physical. There was an instant recognition where I knew that at that moment I love him when it happened. For better or worse, I have to move on with my life with out my soul mate, however I know in my heart that it's going to take a LONG time for someone to consume me as fully. love itself is an over used word, I dont think a lot of people really know the meaning of love. I know personally I still don't. Love is just something that you know deep down, regardless of time. I'm so ti

I Love Him
Sometimes when I take a look at the hectic world around me, I feel confused, but all of the noise fades away and I forget my worries when I think about you. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed by life, and sometimes I don't know what to do, but everything suddenly feels right when I hear your voice, and see the light shining in your eyes. Even if I gaze into a crystal ball, I'll never see and understand it all, but I know that I'd be lost if you went away. I'd forever seek brighter days. Thank God for you. ~I Love You Robert Always And Forever~

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Make Some Fubucks! Xoxo
Happy Saturday! YAY for Happy Hours ALLLLL DAY! I know you want some more FUBUCKS! Well...what are Friends for? FRIENDS HELPING FRIENDS....that's what FU is all about. Click this picture and rate this folder... ...with 10's for $7,500 Fubucks! ...with 11's for $12,000 Fubucks! PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE DONE! (No shouting!) There will be a $5000 FUBUCK BONUS for every 10th person to finish rating the folder! WOOHOO! The folder is set to Friends only! Others are welcome to Rate, just FAN ME, RATE MY PROFILE AND SEND ME A REQUEST! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!@ fubar

You :(
You left me in this world all alone No thought to how I would do No thought to how I would survive You thought of nobody but yourself Did you think about your unborn baby girl Did you think that I was so selfish I wouldn't understand Did you think about anyone other than you Did you think about the love we had The pain and hurt don't go away This anger you caused with your actions Is in my Heart to stay You left without a word to me Did you think that I wouldn't care Did you think that I wouldn't hurt Why did you do it How could you think your suicide wouldn't affect me You left me in this world all alone No thought to how I would do No thought to how I would survive You thought of nobody but yourself

Reality
it's rather sad sometimes when reality finally sets in. i know there are "stages" but haven't had to go through them in a very long time. acceptance is the final stage... i finally reached it. and with no dipute, it was made even easier to accept...well, face atleast. it's never easy to accept. it's sad all that time wasted on both sides for nothing. i know not totally for nothing, but for some things it was. i would've still helped as a friend even if things had been honest from the start. lesson learned. comes in different packaging, but the inside is still the same. so to any others who think they need to feed the crap....please don't bother. i know what's most important--and i've lost interest. so find some "child" who still thinks that's the most important thing in the world. or damn near. one day you'll wake up and realize it was lacking. and the one that could've or tried to give you the best of both is now just a friend.

Bad Girl
I lick my lips in fear and apprehension, knowing I'm in trouble. Not only did I disobey a command, but I also came without permission. This was unacceptable to you. Worse yet, I know you are disappointed in me. I sigh softly and lower my head, ashamed of disappointing you. Suddenly, you clamp a pair of nipple clamps on my nipples at the same time, and tighten them painfully causing me to cry out. Mercifully, you loosen them enough to make them barely tolerable. "You were a bad girl angel; now I have to punish you. I don't enjoy it, but how else will you learn? You do want to be my good girl, don't you angel?" You ask softly and I quickly nod, wanting that more than anything. "Good. Now bend over, try to relax, and just trust me." I do as you say and bend over, trying to relax for you. Closing my eyes, I breathe deeply and my body settles. You gently start kneading my ass, applying a gently pressure against my anus and I moan softly, thinking you mean to give me an enema. You chuc

Salutes
Ok anyone who knows me knows that I am one unique motha fucka. Also anyone who knows me also know if you call me a liar or a cheater you get ur ass beat down. I dont lie and I dont cheat nor steal. Now any of you who have had a salute denied maybe you'll feel my pain. I have a webcam built right into my laptop computer. I needed to salute fubar before I could level up. So I sat there for a good 2 hours last night only to get disappointed today by them telling me I photo shopped it. And honestly I didn't. With my webcam I can pick different backrounds and shit I can even have elf ears if I wanted to. But I figured Hell if I'm Saluting a fuckin internet club I'd atleast Salute our soldiers and the Statue Of Liberty. So I picked a forground which is the only one on my pic's like it. and they said I photo shopped it. Its a crock of shit that you can't be yourself on this site. I knew that it had to be too good to be true. and it is. FuBar and Their FUCKED UP Bible can kiss my ass. Dont fuc

Eh...
Well I do have to say its been an interesting week....hospital stays, bad news, then broken bones...all of that with a five day stay with someone i have come to adore. If it wasnt for him i dont think i would of held up very well through all of this...Im hoping to be back at work by the beginning of this week.

Love In Its Truest Form
Love in its truest form has no language or words, it just has a thousand and one actions we all wish we could describe...Love IS everything its cracked up to be. Thats why people are so cynical about it. It really IS worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.Trouble is, if you dont risk everything, you risk even more trouble...............It doesn't matter if you've known the person a day, a week, or forever, you can't change the feelings you have for that person. If you love someone show it. If it's meant to be then it will be if not then let it go..(its hard).......:)

Some Day
Oh, this person of such beauty, Eye's of love and heart that sings, love that's? honest pure and lasting, He lets you see how "Angels Dream." Sweetest words of his spoken, Above dark clouds his sun shines through, He makes me smile when life seems hopeless, By simply saying, " I Love You." Perhaps we'll meet near the ocean, Coming finally face to face, Talk of all our deepest feeling, Lie silent finding loves embrace. the night our love is consummated, While all the stars watch love at play, We'll fan the flowers of fire and passion, At last our hearts will have their way. My dreams and his together, With so much yet to be said, We want to make love to each other, Our hearts are linked, but not our beds. So now I wait, dream and wonder, When this day will come to be, When I shall smell and taste his fragrance, And bring love to reality.

Louisiana Born!
Subject: BITCH IM FROM LOUISIANA! HA HA HA TY AMY Body: somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get

My Sweetheart!
i met a great gal name ashley 3 months ago on another website. she's the love of my life. we might meet soon. she's talking about coming up to fond du lac, wi where i live to see me with her cousin. it would be great if she did. she's the best thing that's happened to me. i don't want to lose her. she's great. i love her so much.

All My Friends Plz Read
as of right now I can't get into fubar at all on my computer the only computer I can get in is my sisters computer.. So I may not be on that much if you see I will be on and off mostly trying to fix the problem on my computer.. My sister said she did not care for me to go on the computer and and get on and check my fubar account ok.. I am doing ok and I am hanging in there.. Yes it has been a year that my grandma died but I am still here and still living ok.. Any how I can't talk to much but I will be on here when I can.. I hope I can fix the problem on my computer ok.. I have to go I am watching my niece and nephew for my sister ok.. Alisha

True Friends Part 1
True friends are there for you when no one else gives a damn. True Friends there to put the pieces of your broken heart back together. True Friends will hold you when you cry and say nothing at all. True Friends will give you advice when you ask for ir and ONLY WHEN YOU ASK FOR IT!! A true friend WILL NEVER EVER TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU ARE STUCKL ON STUPID!! A true friend will never ever go off on a perspective boyfriend/girlfriend with out you asking them to. A true friend will always have your best intrests at heart. A true friend will never ever choose sides between you and another one of there friends.

Reopening Of Private Folder
We opened our private folder earlier for friends, no one took advantage of the opportunity. We are going to reopen them tonight at: 7:00p.m. - 8:00p.m. central time May 3,2008 This is for friends only... Please rate and comment on them. We are trying to level up to add more pictures. If we start getting our pictures rated NSFW we will close the pictures without notice. Thank you to all those that voted or commented on our mumm

Angry Side Of Me
If you really want to know me Then know this I am a woman who can have a heart of gold Push me more than once, and I will unfold I don't care where I am at or what I'm doing Be a smart ass and you'll see my anger over flowing I will let you walk and walk until the end But once your there, you're not my friend I will show you a side that's way tucked inside My frustrations for you I cannot hide I'll walk away and never look back Pack my bags confidence I don't lack My trust you broke, my heart will stray So with this I'll finish and finally say You're not my friend stay the Fuck Away!

Questions Followed By Answers
I've been down and out for almost two weeks. Really in a funk. Back Child Support - I'm still being billed at an amount that was ordered to be paid when I made $7,000.00/month income. My income has been less than $2,000/month for over six months. The amount they tell me to pay is $2,600.00. My total monthly income is about $1,800.00. I've appealed and sent modification paperwork, but no one is listening. . . Ordered to carry life insurance, which was cancelled after I was unable to pay the premiums. Ordered to cover the kids with health insurance, even though I have no employer and no cocerage for myself. Almost all of my bills are past due several weeks, some months. No anti-anxiety meds, since I don't have health coverage. Can't afford to go see my kids because of my income and gas prices. Call all four of them every night and miss them badly. So I've spent weeks and weeks studying for my real estate license exam and I'm almost ready for the test. Yesterday I found out

Some Mother's Chosen By God - Erma Bombeck
Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures and a couple by habit. This year, nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how mothers of handicapped children are chosen? Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting His instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron saint, Matthew. "Forrest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron saint, Cecelia. "Rudledge, Carrie, twins. Patron saint...give her Gerard, He's used to profanity." Finally, He passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a handicapped child." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy." "Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a handicapped child a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel." "But has she patience?" asks the angel. "I don't want her to have too much patience or s

Want 40k Fubux??? For Your 11s?
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But, I Didn't Think I Was Mexican.....
So, I have the most amazing boyfriend. He deals with so much crap from me, and so much, BLONDE, and so many crazy moments... Well, Last night.... he, well, went down there right... well, awhile later he was complaining of heartburn (which was actually caused by dinner) however, in my little head... I was thinking... and said... WEll, I didn't think I was mexican... (in other words, spicy... cuz you know how eating spicy foods gives you heartburn) Yeah, I'm a riot, I know. Other than that... things are great. The girls went to a girl's birthday party today and had a blast... and I'm taking them to see 70,000 lady bugs released next thursday... and next sat we're going to the Zoo... Hmmm, what else can I say? My knee is killing me but I look adorable today!! And, I need to go on a diet... major. I'm beginning to MOO... lol ANywho.... drop me a line, or leave a comment... I've been so busy recently i'm way behind on what's happening in everyone's lives!!!

Live At The Bada Bing... Its Saturday Night! Back By Popoular Demand - Check Out Our All Live Show Tonight!
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A Thing Of Beauty - Auction Now Open - Look Inside!
A THING OF BEAUTY In honor of Mother's Day, I am happy to share with you some of the lovliest women on Fubar! Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th Two of the participants below will receive prizes of 100,000 fubucks. Those will be the woman with the highest rating average, and the woman with the highest number of rates. Should the same woman have both the highest average and highest number of rates, she will receive 200,000 fubucks. All participants reserve the right to refuse any bid or bidder at any time, and may also increase their offers via photo comment should the need arise. I believe that a woman of any age is a thing of beauty! Take a moment, and please consider bidding on one or more ladies of your choice. Serious bidders only, please!

Found The One, No Need To Fubar
I will keep this account only for friends, I am not looking for action or being silly... it was all for play ~ I dont want to be bothered by the sex crazed maniacs!!! I just want to be with my Michael

Kushism Of The Day..funny&?
1.if you have shity out look on life stop puting youre face in asz. 2.sometimes too much of a good thing leave bad taste in mouth. 3.what you cant do today dont do it later it might already be done. 4.cats chase dog ,dog chase dog, who chase the donkey? 5.sticks and stone might break youre bones but a gun makes it a safer place. 6.a bird in a hand is a lonely bush. 7.eat enuff to you full dont keep eating until you get sick. 8.love never a lie it what people do for love they mybe lying to themself. (some funny and some are just for you to think) i made these up

Break Up With Amanda
I waited forever for someone like you, What is it that you do? One wave, I cave. But not this time It’s me you’ll never find. I gave u my heart I gave u my all From the day we met And through every fall Why are u doing this I don’t understand All I ever wanted was forever to be ur only man My heart is breaking seeing u with another guy Naked and together, Why do u still lie? I was born to cry, hide, and lose, But I was raised to think, love and choose. You loved the drug, never me, I trusted you, so just leave! Everyone warned me, But I couldn’t see. Your hands covered my eyes, And now im crying my eyes out. And now they’re dry from all the cries. So I’ll move on and just let go, No more wondering, now I know. You need help there is no friend No Vicky exists and no stories to pretend Why couldn’t I make u see We could have been forever Why couldn’t you have loved and kept us together So many chances to tell the truth But u continued to lie

What You Use Too(poem)
im not a preacher i just say te good word speak for those lost souls..im lost but found now i see. some people are cold but where the love cause there already so much war. what you use to being mad acting all fool im tell you sometimes it best to be cool. i done lost friends to death friends fron lies. some gone to jail for lving that life. what you use too...you keep doing what you doing. soon or later you find out worng what you doing. take sip of drink set back a think all the time past gone you think about to much you cant sleep. heavy as the head that wear a crown no wants to be king you not rule a damn thing. say what i want freedom of speech like ur free to be dum we smart with something and something i dont know...what you use too

Camp Virginia, Kuwait
Hello all!! Just dropping a quick update to let everyone know that I am now at Camp Virginia in Kuwait. I'll be here for about a week while recieving continuing training on IED recognition and convoy tactics amd movement. All is well here. HOT....of course....but good. It's taken me a couple of days to get ised to the 11 hour time shift (not to mention the fact that I was up for 54 hors straight in transit from the east coast to here). Feeling semi-human again after finally getting some sleep! Training starts tomorrow and I shoudl be moving north by the weekend. Hope all is well with each of you! Miss you guys! Stay safe and I will post more as I can. best to all!! J

On The Loose Tonight
Legomydiego: Left me a 5 on my default, no reply when asked to fix it. legomydiego@ fubar Weebo: Did come back to my profile after I left a comment asking him to fix the 7 he left my default, didn't do anything though. Weebo25@ fubar As always, I don't want you to downrate them, just save yourselves

My Random Acts Of Kindness
I've been known to practice random acts of kindness to unsuspecting friends and family members. Not saying to who, but to date, I have given as follows. 4-VIPS 2-Bling Packs 1-3 day Blast So don't forget me if I am on your list and spread the love, you never know, you may be next. Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

Ty Michele "the Secret To Having A Good Time On Fubar"
It has been awhile since I have done a pimp out. Just needed to say "Thank you" to these people for always making me smile. So here are some awesome people here on fubar. You are missing out if you don't have them on your list. So when you get a chance stop by and say "Hi" to them. Of course, you can fan, add, & rate them if you want to. I am missing some people, but I had to keep this under control. Please don't be offended if I didn't include you. PLEASE REPOST PLEASE REPOST PLEASE REPOST So here it goes, they are in no certain order. (Yeah the music doesn't have a theme - I just found something that ran long enough for you guys to get through all these people.) *~La*La~* Hard2Handle's FuWife@ fubar Ðá Mäinê MÁn®@ fubar ♥Belladonna♥...Club F.A.R. member... Plz Fan & Rate Profile B4 Add@ fubar The Tapper@ fubar ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar **Çhµckîîbºº** (MILFiiPOO's poo poo)@ fubar ßåßy ßºº Fu Owned By: *Thump&#

This Couldn't Be Said More Beautifully
Be careful if u make a woman cry, because god counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. i dont know who this was by but i thought it was awesome

Morning Musings
Oh lord... just woke up pressure headache bad dreams letter from a different time zone forgot already what I posted yesterday wtf is TS talking about? I am sooo full of love and passion this am morning prayer today... Please ... just one time today let my lips kiss away real pain let my hands heal a real hurt let me taste and smell just once what the world used to be like and let me see what is really there to see and in return I give this day to You waiting.... I will hear You. Sorry you guys... I'm in a ramblin mood... but a good one Hope each of you recognizes the magic when it stirs in your life today Late Nite Fantasy

Down And Out!
Yep having computer issues again so I am gonna be offline for a few days waiting on parts ty to all my friends who have stopped by and yes I am loving the new house! So bear with me, I should be back online in a few days!

Read This Its Juss Ridiculous
Hot on the heels of his explanation for why he no longer wears a flag pin, presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama was forced to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. According to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171, During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. "As I've said about the flag pin, I don't want to be perceived as taking sides," Obama said. "There are a lot of people in the world to whom the American flag is a symbol of oppression. And the anthem itself conveys a war-like message. You know, the bombs bursting in air and all. It should be swapped for something less parochial and less bellicose. I like the song 'I'd Like to Teach the World to Sing.' If that were our anthem, then I might salute it." WHAAAAAAAT!!!!!!!!!! Yes, ladies and gentlemen, this c

Looking For Rates And My Owner
Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th Two of us lucky participants will receive prizes of 100,000 fubucks. Those will be awarded to the woman with the highest rating average, and the woman with the highest number of rates. Should the same woman have both the highest average and highest number of rates, she will receive 200,000 fubucks. All participants reserve the right to refuse any bid or bidder at any time, and may also increase their offers via photo comment should the need arise. My offer: 1.I will make something for my profile page and yours saying that I Fu-Owned by you 2.Pimped out permanently in my blog 3.I will pimp you out in bulletin and my profile page 4.Rate your pics...stash and blogs during HH 5.Rate your mumms 6.Buy you daily gifts and give you daily comments 7.Make you 1(one) salute 8.Give you 1(one)Big Pimping Gift 9.Crush you 10.Add you to #1 Family 11.And...make sure you're sh*t-faced at LEAST once a week I will do all thi

Just Wondering......
Have you ever known somebody that you thought was such a great person and ended up having feelings for them, really attracted to them in every sense of the word.....then, they seem to 'change' and you find yourself not being attracted to them anymore ( no matter how 'good looking' they may be ) ??

Folded Image
folded image by LateNiteFantasy© gentle openings separate pathways behind stray shadows clinging to black tinged blades of exit thorns recoil holding the stem of memory wrapping around each withering root stock planted in semblance of a rose..

Its So Hard (letter To Dad)
Dad, Its almost been a year since you were taken. And it sucks because It just hit me in the car driving. Its like you were afraid I'd forget you or something. But you should know me better than that. I have never forgotten about you. Even though you're not here I still think about you on a daily basis. It gets harder and harder as time goes on. Everyone here keeps telling me it'll get easier. But honestly I dont see an end in sight. Seeing the way life changes scares the hell outta me. And it really sucks. We just started to talk and be father and daughter again. And then God took you from me. I dont think its fair. I dont know why and I dont want to know. I know it hurts like hell to sit here and see a picture of you and want to cry because I miss you. I hate thinking about when I was a little girl and when we used to drive in the car and you'd sing all those old songs and input my name into the song rather than the original name in the song. I remember all the good times and eve

Blue Revelations 2
Blue Revelations 2 by LateNiteFantasy© corporal glance a sly view yet tangible feeling physicality unraveling savage cravings on demand charms are without morals or regret without honor yet raw passion its emotive drive casting contradictions of this dilemma as I follow pied piper's rivers of corruption and pour this divine cup into a scorched cauldron

Blue Revelations Iii
Blue Revelations III by LateNiteFantasy© note Blue Revelations part III Lacerated statue silently poses in emerald eyes, beneath pussy willow branches near her mossy mound. Coiled was her form round depths of his body still drenched in soiled inebriation. Walls of imagination had freed her musky sap molding sensuality into clay. His dagger, dampened her pool, with tainted fleshly fever cleansing stained karmic skin under her willow tree of forgiveness sealing his mortal blood inside her terra cotta ground

Tagged Labeled Titled
Bi or Bi-curious what is that anyway you are labeled if you have experimented i dont know any girls who havent practiced i have practiced kissing do you think kissing is natural i should be born to know how just once it got out of hand why are guys fixed on bi-girls they think its so hot or what i'm not fixated on girls they dont turn me on can i not admire a girl i know guys look at a hunk then wish they looked like that why cant i look and dream where you think i get my beauty tips the dream girl look girls can be friends without being classified guys have friends are you gay guys

Dictionary Of Terms
Dictionary of Terms Aromatherapy--the use of essential oils, herbs, flowers and fruits to heal the body, mind and spirit, and to promote well-being. Astral Travel--the art of sending forth the consciousness at will to a more refined level of existence that lies beyond this level of physical existence: experiencing the astral plane, a realm often perceived as being parallel to, and interwoven with, our physical world: also known as lucid dreaming, soul travel and mental projection. Astrology--astrology embraces the idea that there is a causal connection between the heavens and earth: it is the study of how the movements of the planets and stars reflect events in our daily lives. Auras--the distinctive atmosphere surrounding a given source: an energy field that is held to emanate from a living being: the colors of the aura and their intensity reflect emotions, health and state of mind: a healthy aura radiates the colors of the rainbow: thin, weak, or broken auras signify illn

Calling All Divas
CALLING ALL DIVAS Time to Show some Mad Diva Luv All these Gorgeous Divas are 40,000 points or less away from leveling… Stop by and show them Some Mad Luv! (Blog Regularly Updated) 5,935 To Go! B*tch 6,565 To Go! Sparkling Crystals~add some spakle into ur life~Dylon's Diva!~Bartender & Greeter @ Club Sizzler 7,445 To Go! Christina - I AM the Queen~~Dylon's Divas Mafia~~ nsfw 9,555 To Go! Kandees Passion* RL wife of spyderman121*Dylon's Diva Mafia@ fubar Under 12,000 *Crazzzzzzzy-In-Ohio* {DYLON'S DIVAS} Under 14,000 ~DC~ aka "Jager me Babe" ~!Dylon's Divas Mafia!~ X©ït€M€ **Asad's FU Woman** 1st Asst of Dylons' Diva Mafia {FU Slave 2 Cherry Princess}

~ Love Will Keep Us Alive ~
~ Love Will Keep Us Alive ~ I was standing All alone against the world outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Don't you worry Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride The world is changing Right before your eyes Now I've found you There's no more emptiness inside When we're hungry...love will keep us alive I would die for you Climb the highest mountain Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do I was standing All alone against the worlk outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Peace.

The Book Is Waiting For You. Really!
So, do YOU have your copy of Peter Britt's book "ALL THAT I AM, I THINK!" yet? If you don't, now is a great time to click a link below and get yours on the way. Critically acclaimed as "The Woman's Nightstand Companion", you AND your significant other can gain insight to the secrets of the universe! Well, maybe not that good, but it's filled with humor and common sense. Maybe a few secrets, you be the judge! If you would like an autographed copy, use the links below the photo. Thanks very much to my friends and fans for your warm and wonderful support. Peter Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt EXCERPTS "A quote of the h

~ Unchained Melody ~
~ Unchained Melody ~ Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered for your touch, A long, Lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I need your love. God, speed your love to me. Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea, To the open arms of the sea, yeah. Lonely rivers sigh, wait for me, wait for me, I'll be coming home, wait for me. Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered, hungered!, for your touch, A long lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I, I need your love. God speed your love to me. Peace.

The Fuck Up
The Fuck UP by LateNiteFantasy© He gets wakes up in the morning and hits the alarm clock another 5 minutes he falls asleep to the gentle tick tock he awakes with a start and the pounding of his heart he looks around for his sweetheart gets to the bathroom and does the math hell be far too late if he has a bath he jumps in the shower and does his best its cold so he quickly runs and gets dressed heading to work through the front gate he only realises then hes already late he gets to work on the bus the one after the one he missed Only to find his boss is seriously pissed. loads and loads of crap but he can handle it hes used to spending time dealing with shit he gets home and cooks dinner but its gone cold lifes supposed to be simpler as you grow old he decides to watch a movie that will cheer him up but theres nothing on so to bed he goes a miserable fuck up

~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~
~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~ Every time i think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Peace.

Apc - The Noose
FOR MyHalozChokinMe!!!!!!♥♥♥ So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now With Heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down (repeated) Your halo slipping down to choke you now

Touch Me There Baby
Touch Me There... You're always there, in my dreams, and I'm wonderfully weak, savoring each of your moist kisses. My desire only heightens as your lips press against every inch of my flesh... except for that one spot, which I won't tell you about now. And I only ask that you'll touch me there later.

What Im Proud Of....
IM PROUD TO BE MARRIED TO MY WIFE! IM PROUD TO BE ABLE TO SAY IM ALIVE AND I CAN WORK AND GIVE 8 HOURS TO MY JOB! IM PROUD TO SAY I LOVE JESUS AND SOMEDAY...NOT SOON ENOUGH I WILL LOOK AT HIM AND SAY THANK YOU FOR GIVING YOURSELF SO THAT I COULD BE HERE WITH YOU! IM PROUD OF MY GRANDSON WHO HAS WHAT I HAVE AND WILL CARRY ON WHERE I LEAVE OFF! IM PROUD TO BE A SHADOW LEVELER! SEE WASNT A RANT:p

Thinking Of Him
Thinking Of Him Every night when I close my eyes, I drift to sweet dreams of you. I imagine the taste of your lips, the feel of your hands in mine, and suddenly I'm strong yet weak from my need for you. And when you hold me close, and look into my eyes as you whisper how much you love me, I'm carried gently to the clouds. Your love makes me feel so alive and proud of the person I am when I'm with you. Yet when the stars fade as dawn breaks, you kiss me goodbye at the door, and I awake needing you even more than I did the day before. I'm missing you badly, and I wish you were here. But though you're far away, in my heart you'll stay. I'll never quit wishing that you were here beside me, but until that day, I've only to dream about you, and I escape to that place in my heart, where we're never apart.

Forgive Yourself...
Fall in Love or Fall in Hate... Get Inspired or Get Depressed... Ace a Test or Flunk a Class... Make Babies or Make Art... Speak the Truth or Lie and Cheat... Dance on Tables or sit in the Corner... LIFE IS DIVINE CHAOS. EMBRACE IT... FORGIVE YOURSELF... BREATH... AND ENJOY THE RIDE. {This is for those who believe that all hope is lost and no one cares. I do. I love you the way you are. Always, Lady Wolf 24}

Music Time 4 Me Again
WELL ALL, IT'S BEEN 5 YEARS SINCE I'VE PLAYED MUSIC IF FRONT OF A CROWED OF PEOPLE HAT I DID'NT KNOW. ABOUTA YEAR AGO I WAS INVITED TO PLAY AT THE BLUE MOON TAVERN BY THE U OF W (GO HUSKIE BTW) AND I JUST GOT NEWS THIS PAST WEEK THAT THEY WOULD LOVE FOR ME TO COME UP THIS COMING WENSDAY AND PLAY A 15 MINUITE SET DURING THEIR OPEN MIC NIGHT. I AM REALLY PUMPED UP ABOUT THIS BECAUSE I'LL BE PLAYING KIHOU'ALU (HAWAI'IAN SLACK KEY). I HAVE 3 MELODIES OF SONGS THAT I HAVE WORKED ON FOR YEARS AND A 4TH THAT'LL BE MY ADDITION IF REQUESTED. THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE WANTED TO DO FOR MANY YEARS SINCE THE PASSING OF MY DAD IN MARCH OF '99. IF IT WAS'NT FOR HIM, I WOULD HAVE NEVER LEARNED MUSIC AND THE ENCOURAGEMENT OF FAMILY ANF FRIENDS THAT I WORKED ON IT. I MAY NOT BE OF SLACK KEY MASTER QUALITY BUT I LOVE THE MUSIC THAT HAS BEEN PASSED DOWN TO ME FROM ALL THOSE WHO PLAYED IT BEFORE ME. THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG, I HOPE YOU'LL POST SOME COMMENTS. THANKS P@P@ JO3

Cancer And Aquarius
This is a not-so-hot combinaion. Cancer is too emotional to tolerate the dispassionate friendliness that Aquarious offers to his friends and lovers. If Aquarious is going through one of his turned-off phases, Cancer will take it personally and feel abandoned. Once in a blue moon these two might get it on but that isn't usual, nor is it satisfying or long lasting

Please Read And Thank You Ahead Of Time
This is probably what you all have thought a million times just afraid to say it.. and by no means is it about everyone.. cause I have met a few great people here.. Okay.. most of you won't like me after reading this.. hell, most of you don't even know me.. Now that you have ever taken the time to return comments, shouts or whatever... I want to know.. what the fuck is wrong with this site? Seriously.. what is wrong with it.. I have had eight people from my family list up and delete their profiles...They said they had to leave.. they felt isolated.. Why? Why does this happen? It is like you have to be part of THE families.. or know the top members to get anyone to say shit all to you..Or even be members of big lounges...Are people on this site so stuck on themselves.. to even see nice, decent people here? Well, I understand most of the top members here...ARE stuck on themselves.. Hell, me just saying "top members" means you have to BE someone in this place to even matter.. a

Extraordinary Girl
She's An Extraordinary girl In an ordinary world And she can't seem to get away He Lacks the courage in his mind Like a child left behind Like a pet left in the rain She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days she feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She sees the mirror of herself And image she wants to sell To anyone willing to buy He steals the image in her kiss From her heart's apocalypse From the one called whatsername She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days she feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days she feels like dying Some days it's not worth trying Now that they've pulled the fun in She gets so sick of crying She's An Extraordinary girl An Extraordinary girl An Extraordinary girl An Extraordinary girl

From Tragedy To Triumph To Immortality
From Tragedy to Triumph to Immortality I was watching the Kentucky Derby race yesterday. Some of you who keep up with horse racing know that accidents and horses breaking down after or during a race is just part of the whole sport. It is no different than any other sport I reckon. It is just so sad to watch magnificent animals who are bred to do a certain thing end up getting hurt and having to be euthanized on the track or soon after because of some kind of accident. Unfortunately, horses are not like other athletes. If they break something, usually they cannot be saved because they cannot stay still long enough to allow their bodies to be healed. For me, it goes way back in the 70s when the great filly, Ruffian, broke her leg in a match race and had to be euthanized. It was one of those unique stories where the filly supposedly could not run with the boys. She had been kept out of the Kentucky Derby and the other races because people did not think she compete with

Gone...
Gone I looked out the window as the sleak mist shadows the earth. I see the empty space where the sky cries, and I feel pressed to go run through it, so that no one can see my tears as they fall across the pained glass. Does all of life have to feel as empty as that mist? Why can I not feel the presence of those who are lost to me? I weep with remorse in my soul, as the window fogs and my tears run down the clouded glass. Is there a time when I will forget the pain & hurt, and move forward? Will this stabbing pain stay with me always, as I am tossed aside with no thought? My legs carry me to the mist outside ....as a Master will control his slave. I walk as in a dream, as I hear thunder in the distance I shiver...the sound, the crumbling of my heart. Lighting runs across the sky like a fighting knights in a battle. I feel part of them as I fight my own demons and try to keep them from taking me back. I raise my face...the rain starts to pour... it caresses my body & be

Song..
~~For all my friends that believe & those who care about the lives and concerns of others. I love you all~~Bang a DrumJ. Bon Jovi I went to see the preacher To teach me how to pray He looked at me and smiled Then the preacher turned away He said if you want to tell him something You ain't gotta fold your hands Say it with your heart Your soul and believe it And I'd say amen Bang a drum for the sinners Bang a drum for the sins Bang a drum for the losers And those who win Bang a drum bang it loudly Or as soft as you need Bang a drum for yourself son And a drum for me I called upon my brother just the Other day, he said: John I'm gonna Die if I don't start to live again I work each day and night like clockwork Just trying to make ends meet I could kick this bad world's ass If I could just get on my feet I'd bang a drum for the dying Bang a drum for the truth Bang a drum for the innocence Lost in our youth Bang a drum bang i

With Waning Light
With Waning Light by LateNiteFantasy© With waning light on the westward hills we waited for the moon to rise over the ocean, and I grabbed your hand as you shivered from the cold. The rocky bluffs protrude over the village; as it’s lights turn on to bring the psuedo-day, so I do also with your warming touch. To think that now we wait here, under the guiding lights of an unused beacon, waiting for the spring to come, and bring back the warmth.

Belong... Master/slave
We belong together, if not in person than in our souls, You are master and I am slave... I will guide us too where we have belonged for eternity, One breath I will take from your lips as I die a second death on this day, Soon I will breath life back into your soul as I awaken, Wrap Roses around my ageless body, and pray for me to come back to you, for if I come back a third time, I am yours always & forever...

Come 2 Me.. A Master's Voice
Come to me in the night. Darkness awaits for our souls and hearts. Come into the mist and never feel lost again. Let it be known that no one shale rule our hearts... for us, they beat as one. Let time and the night guide us where no one will dare to follow. We are becoming one in the night, and in the night we shall live, run and find our hearts release.

If I Told You...
If I told you that I wanted you, would you believe me? Would you take my hand and guide me to the other place? I long to listen and hear your voice guiding me under your spell. Creating me as you would have me, and needing me even more. Shall I lose myself in the dark mist of the night...will you find me there? Will I come to you willingly and place myself at your feet? Can I learn trust by you, will you guide me through all the terriors we will feel and the desires we will need? Shall I come to you or shall you come to me?

Power...
Some people think that they hold all the power of the people around them... little do they know that it is not them that holds the power but that those around them do. To be concerned about your fate and your soul only deepens your thoughts and wisdom of life today. To hate...is to lose your self and your power, over another person. Do not hate for it will only haunt you.

Rude People And Mean
I came online today to just have fun and relax and wasnt here that long before the BS started....First off let me say I come on here, to chat and meet new people and just have fun and relax....There were 3 guys within 15mins that rated my profile pic a "1", to me that is just mean and hateful....I have learned to deal with people online that wants to start drama, I go right back to their page and whatever the rate was they gave me, I go back and rate them the same thing....I just don't understand if ya cant even read my profile or look at my pics, why start downgrading me at all........I have met some wonderful people on here, and many have my back, so if ya wanna come to my page and start that kinda BS, you will be BLOCKED.......I spread love not HATE!.............I am a lover not a fighter and wont play those kinda games at all............If ya cant be nice, then dont even come by my page....Much love to my family and friends......YALL RAWKKKKKKK!

Gods Revenge
GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN) To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!!!!!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God. "Why" "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was angry! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked. "Uh huh," Adam replied. "The

I Am In A Contest For A Hh
I need my friends help I am in a contest for a Happy Hour. i need any and all comments you can leave me. it opens at 8pm cst sunday thanks pam here is the link to the picture to comment on, just click the picture

I'm Soo.....
Fucking horny, yes most guys are. It has been a month since i broke up with my girlfriend and i havnt found any ladies that i really want to have sex with. But now that ive been so fucking picky i feel like im about to explode.... god i hate this sorry to bitch late

Big Brown Wins Kentucky Derby; Filly Eight Belles Euthanized On The Track!
By RICHARD ROSENBLATT - AP Racing Writer LOUISVILLE, Ky.(AP) Big Brown was pulling away from the field, accelerating with every powerful stride toward the finish line in the Kentucky Derby. The crowd of 157,770 was on its feet and cheering as the big, unbeaten, muscular bay crossed the line first, 4 3/4 lengths ahead of the filly Eight Belles. Trainer Rick Dutrow Jr. was still celebrating, along with thousands of happy bettors, as Big Brown and the 19 other horses in Saturday's race galloped out around the first turn at Churchill Downs. It took a few minutes to sink in, but anyone watching those horses soon realized that one of them had fallen to the track. "It's the filly," someone whispered. She went down about a quarter mile past the finish line. In just a few minutes, the joy of the Derby and the promise of a new Triple Crown season were upended when Eight Belles was euthanized by injection on the track. She had broken both front ankles and could not be saved.

I'm Considered What?
Having moments of feeling pretty doesn't make me think oh yeah I'm a good sort to having guys check me out. Just enough of the time I'm living with my looks, seriously don't think I"m pretty most of the time. And half of the time guys are more interested in me becuase of the cleavage factor. Sorry guys I have a brain and unless you can prove you have one above belt I'm not interested!. Most the guys from another site now call me pretty. Yeah I know their intentions and I'm not playing like that!. I guess what annoys me the most is that the one guy I speak to the most on and off here says nothing about my looks at all!. Yet he wants me to say comments about him being "handsome" and all the rest of that, but in some pics I find him totally cute. I call it as I see it, sorry if your y fronts got in a knot!. Augh! you know when your own mother labels you as handsomely pretty, you know that your looks aren't of her happiness. But when you look at her most of the time and

Dad
I really am not much of a blogger and please don't spell check me but I had some thought that i needed to get out. I am writing this on the7th anniversary of my fathers death. Today is a very hard day for me because when I was younger my father and I were not very close. In fact my gradfather was more like a father to me at times than my dad was. I understand that my dad had to work to keep us fed but he was hardly home with driving truck and stuff.As I got older and things slowed down and eased up for my dad we became much closer and became very good friends plus father and son. I could finally talk to my dad about things that I was once afraid to mention to him. It felt real nice to have a friend, buddy, and father all in one. I also realize that I had my father in my life than a lot of other people, but concidering that I didn't really have my of a relationship with him until i was in my mid to lat 20's I didn't have that relationship long. Unfortunately My dad passed away when

Words Of Wisdom
Life is too short Grudges are a waste of perfect Happiness Laugh when you can Apoligize when you should Let go of what you cant change Love deeply and forgive quickly Take Chances Give everything And have no regrets Life is too short to be unhappy You have to take good with the bad Smile when you're sad Love what you got Always remember what you had Always forgive, never forget Learn from mistakes but never regret People change, and things go wrong But always remember Life goes on

The Lesser Banishing Ritual Of The Pentagram
As with any ritual, proper cleansing and grounding, as well as protection is a must before even attempting such magick. A fair warning in advance - this is not for beginners and nothing to be played with in any sense or form by anyone not familiar with the consequences - for they can be great. The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram 1. Stand center facing East. Raise your hands with a sweeping movement to your brow, placing your hands together as in a gesture of prayer. Touch forehead and Vibrate in a low voice, "Ah-tah" (Atah) 2. Hands together to chest / heart: Vibrate "Mal-koot" (Malkuth). 3. Hands to right shoulder: Vibrate "Vih-gay-boo-rah" (Ve Geburah). 4. Hands to left shoulder: Vibrate "Vi-gay-doo-lah" (Ve Gedulah). 5. Crossed over breast: Vibrate "'La-oh-lem" (Le-Olahm). 6. Clasped together or as in prayer: Vibrate “Amen”. (Formulates the Qabalistic Cross) 7. With forefinger or wand, dagger or other instrument, trace a full-size banishing penta

Just Wondering
I don't understand why people ask me for help on bombing them or bidding on them. But when comes time to help me by bombing me or bidding on there no where around. There are people who do help me out and I want to say thank them. But do you think i am being used? what would you do in my shoes?

Onesxybrat Needs Git-r-done Fam
IT'S PAY BACK TIME MY GIT-R-DONE FAMILY ONESXYBRAT IS IN A BOMBIN CONTEST FOR A HAPPY HOUR FIRST PERSON TO COMPLETE 50,000 COMMENTS IN ONE WEEK WINS SHE WAS THEIR FOR US IN OUR BOMB FEST CONTEST..LETS SHOW HER SUPPORT BACK!!! LETS GIT-R-DONE FOR THEM CLICK THE PIC U KNOW WHAT TO DO! YOU ALSO MUST ADD/RATE/FAN THE HOSTESS ANOTHER GOOD FRIEND OF MINE FORESTRICAN TO HELP OUT ONESXYBRAT! ***ForestRican***Proud Owner of Pisces1971 & Shaggy Azz Graber***RATE & FAN 1st before ADD THANKS :@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original@ fubar

Right Here
Right Here - Staind I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgiv

I Was A Fool For You
I don't know when my laughter turned to tears, When my joys became my fears, when one touch and you'd be gone, and I'd be standing all alone. I laughed till I cried, I knew, but still I tried, To make a place in your life. You walked away without a word, you neither saw nor heard The love I tried to prove The way my life, around you moved. I don't know how long I cried and wished that I had died. And how my body ached for you, And how you ignored my love so true. So, I'm standing all alone again, Wiping the tears that always begin, Every day and every night and every silent moment of my life , Whenever I think of the many ways I was a fool for you. written by brittney ramsey

Let Me Out To Kill
Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open! But alas I am bound by this, This white jacket, And by the Four cushioned walls. And again I hear them, The voices shouting “kill it, rip it open Feel its warm blood Dripping, dripping Down your arm!” I want to obey the voices But my body is bound Wrapped around myself. Get this thing off And let me out, Let me quench my thirst To KILL.

Will She Do It
She is never happy, Her tears stream down Her cheek like rain Her voice is hoarse From screaming She sits alone in the dark Her skin, pale as snow Her eyes wide and blood-shot Why is she here? What is this feeling? All by herself she thinks Rocking back and forth. Her mind racing, Her heart pounding Hard in her chest Voices in her head Confusing her Fighting each other Telling her to do it Telling her to stop Drowning in fear Drowning in hate Does not know What is wrong and What is right. Does she have the courage, Will she do it? Is life this cruel? Will tonight Be the night? She picks up the gun, Empties the cartridge, Only one bullet left, She puts the gun to her head She did it Reality got the best of her, Destroyed her life Will any one miss her? Did anyone care?

Dogs Attack Alligator
At times nature can be cruel but there is also a raw beauty, and even a certain justice manifested within that cruelty. The alligator, one of the oldest and ultimate predators, normally considered the 'apex predator', can still fall victim to implemented 'team work' strategy, made possible due to the tight knit social structure and 'survival of the pack mentality' bred into the canines. See the remarkable photograph below courtesy of Nature Magazine.Note that the Alpha dog has a muzzle hold on the gator preventing it from breathing, while another dog has a hold on the tail to keep it from thrashing. The third dog attacks the soft underbelly of the gator. Not for the squeamish! Laughter is good for the soul. Have a Great Day!

Tff
hmmmmm i get warned by a female bouncer for posting comment picture's lol......well if the O SO MIGHT BOUNCER'S dont want them DONT allow them to be posted on FUBAR PEROID!!! and ive seen main account picture's that show worse than a stoopid comment ive sent out .........look's like the o SO MIGHTY BOUNCER'S are'nt doing such a good job !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dis-enchanted
I was working a club in Illinois this weekend, and right next door was this really nasty strip club. Normally I love places like that, but the girls here looked so skinny and undernourished that I wanted to tip them with food. There's something wrong with having a strip club where if you actually get to sleep with one of the dancers... you'd still have to fantasize about somebody else. Most nudie bars somehow always have a girl named 'Mercedes', this one only had a 'Kia.' I don't have a lot of money, but still wanted to look like a big shot, so I started throwing nickels at them. They asked - "What are you doing?" I'm making it hail. And the saddest part - I had just seen the movie 'Enchanted' - where the fairy tale princess comes to the real world looking for her prince and finds that life isn't always flowers and puppy dogs. I realized that this one dancer looked exactly like the princess... if she had failed in her quest, worked her way down the ladder, lost a couple tee

Cbs Mickey Rooney Rant
CBS let another one slip by!! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have t

The Tin Man ~man With No Heart~
Saw a man in the movies that didn't have a heart How I wish I could give him mine Then I wouldn't have to feel it breaking all apart And this emptiness inside would suit me fine It's times like these I wish I were the tin man You could hurt me all you wanted And I'd never even know I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't need a soul I couldn't see your leavin' comin' You took me by surprise Even now it still seems like a dream But I know I can't be dreamin' 'Cause as I lay down each night The pain so great that it won't let me sleep It's times like these I wish I were the tin man You could hurt me all you wanted And I'd never even know I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't need a soul Well I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't miss you so

Still Here At Camp Virginia
Morning all!! It's now Monday morning and we're still here at Camp Virginia. Looks like we will be headed out to the Udari Range for Convoy training and IED countermeasures training tomorrow at some point. When we get back they will push us down range into Iraq. Should be there by the weekend. I may be out of contact for a few days while we're out at the range, so I thought I woudl let everyone know. Hope all is well with each of you. Take care and I'll check back in soon. Best! John

Blowin Off Steam
get off the hill you think you live on im doing it all alone you should fuckin be here where are you i screamed your name no answer oh wait i hear the phone there you are hows my son blah blah blah then as soon as i hang up the phone your gone so is he. I cant fuckin take it no more people just do wat they want with me i get no respect the world just beats me down and expects me to keep gettin up. I cant really blame you for joining. well that shit is going to change im tired of waiting. Its my fuckin turn for some ggod life you dont want to be part of it well to bad for you there is nothing more im changing for you I changed wat I needed and here I am. fuck life i spit in its face fuck all these people think there better then me fuck people who think they can just shit on me i have worked to hard and gotten to far for everyone eles bullshit done being nice i am just gonna be me and if you or anyone eles dont like it to bad well thats it i blow off my steam but if you want to

Members List Updated 5/4/11:00pm Est
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'

Huh?
Dear Boys, Stop wearing really tight pants and rolling them up to look as if there was a flood in the area. Also, streching ears outs looks really fucking lame. Dear Girls, Stop wearing those weird things you wear with skirts. Ummm, leggin's or something. Whatever, the multi-colored ones look really fucking stupid. And please, if you get a tattoo, make it meaningfull. Not something completely ridiculous. Sorry, I realize I'm no Calvin Klein, but these things just annoy me.

I Dare My Friends To Ck This Out!!
THERES A NEW NAUGHTY NITTIE CONTEST GOIN ON HAVE YA HEARD? WELL CHEAK IT OUT!! THE RULES ARE SIMPLE 1)NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER! 2)PIC MUST BE SFW! 3)MUST BE A LEVEL 5 TO BOMB OR ENTER IF NO SALUTE THATS OK YOU CAN STILL ENTER AND BOMB !!AS LONG AS YOUR AT LEAST LEVEL 5 4)FAMILY BOMBING WELCOME!! PRIZES 1ST PLACE PRIZE 1-BLING PACK EVERY MO FOR 6 MO. 2ND PLACE PRIZE 1MO. VIP 3RD PLACE PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I GET ATLEAST FIVE LADIES!!AND WILL RUN FOR A WEEK!!!!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER PLEASE E-MIAL ME YOUR PIC LINK AND A MESSAGE!! HOST OF THE CONTEST: THE ORIG.PONYBOY~FNDR OF IND. FMLY~I LOVE YOU LAURA LEI~ YOU R MY LIFE~YOU MAKE ME WHO I AM~~~~@ fubar

Down Raters And Haters++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
These people are a menace to this site they can cause so much trouble un-necessarily for all legal fubarians we are blocked from trivial stuff and it is a shame

7 Weeks
I want to thank everyone for their "friendship" here at Foolbar. In 7 weeks, my life will be changing and I won't be on here as much. I have some words of widsom tho: #1: Don't ever tell anyone that you love them if you don't or have no intentions of ever proving it to them. #2: Don't assume that all women are stupid and retarded. #3: Don't take Fubar so seriously...but then again, refer back to #1! LOL It's a shame that I have made alot of friends on here and 99% of them are no longer my friend lol. It's also a shame that I foolishly gave my heart to someone on here to only have it thrown back in my face...hence why my very sturdy metal wall is back up and in effect. Let's just say when someone who says they love you and you feel the same, yet they don't want no one in the world to know that and your only communication is when they are at work...there's usually something behind that. Take heed to all who read this...people are fake and it's sad that the game is played a

Men Are Pointless!
I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I OFFEND ANY DECENT MEN WHO MIGHT READ THIS.... WHY IS IT WHEN A WOMAN IS AWAY FROM HER MAN FOR ANY LENGTH OF TIME, HE IMMEDIATELY STARTS BEING SUSPICIOUS. EVERY BITCH (men and women) COME CRAWLING FROM THE SEWER TO PLANT LITTLE BITS OF FALSE INFO THAT TURN AN AMAZING RELATIONSHIP INTO A JOKE. I AM FINISHED DEFENDING MYSELF FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T EVEN DO. WITHOUT GOING INTO SPECIFICS, MY CHARACTER WAS QUESTIONED ON 4-25-08 AND 4-26-08 (friday and saturday). ON FRIDAY, I SHREDDED PAPER FOR THE FIRST SERGEANT UNTIL 7PM AND SATURDAY I WAS ON THE BEACH AND WENT TO THE GAY BAR. I HAVE THE SUNBURN TO PROVE IT! NOW, SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE OVER YAHOO WHILE I'M OBVIOUSLY NOWHERE NEAR MY COMPUTER!?!?! IF YOU CAN FIGURE THIS OUT, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. MY RELATIONSHIP IS RUINED, MY HEART IS BROKEN AND WHOEVER DID THIS TO ME JUST SIGNED THEIR OWN DEATH WARRANT. IF I EVER FIND OUT WHO IT WAS, I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN A

Everything
Love is everything its cracked up to be. Thats why people are so cynical about it. It really wroth fighting for? Being brave for. Risking everything for. & the trouble is, If you don't risk anything, You risk everything.

You Say.
You say that you want me to show you How much I care. So I made this to show you. That in order to show you. How much I care. Its going to take, More then tomorrow, Or the week after, Darlin' It is going to take a lifetime..

I Hate You
I hate when you smile at me Cuz you make me crazy about you I hate you when I talk to you Cuz you make me speechless I hate you when you are out of my sight Cuz it makes me worry about you I hate you when you are in front of me Cuz you make my heart beat faster I hate you when I see you everyday Cuz you make me love you more each day I hate you when you make me fall in love with you Cuz you make me realize I can "NEVER" live without you

The First Time.
I pull back from the kiss, your hand pressing gently yet firmly on my chest. Your lips are beestung from our passion. Nostrils flaring. I can hear your breathing. You bite your lower lip... "Will, I think we should wait." A quiet voice, you have, a slight tremor. Fear? Lust? I arch an eyebrow. Was not expecting this. "What? Really?" My cock throbs. Not this! "We've been talking online for a while, now, yes, but..." You look up at me, seeing the growing disbelief. "Will, please, I know we've hit it off on the phone, but..." "You've got to be kidding!" My voice rises with anger. And need. "I can't even COUNT the number of orgasms I've given you over the phone, and now, finally, when we FINALLY meet...!" My anger scares you. Your heart pounds. "Will! Don't be mad! It'll happen!" Your voice quavers. Are those tears in your eyes? "You're fuckin A right it'll happen! You're gonna act like a dirty lil slut on the phone, you're gonna get fucked like one in real life, hun!!" I can see you

What Lies Beneath
Natural beauty rest and wait, Cover, care, and do not despair, With the right push, beauty fair, Once again she opens the gate. Your eyes, unsure, lost in debate, Worries shadowed by long dark hair, Wisdom found in an unlikely pair, Do not wander ‘less test your fate. Everything has a unique role, With every beat your heart thunders, Listen to the heart, stories told on face. Hidden deep, you must find your goal, Unsure, your lost mind ponders, Come with me and find your long lost grace.

A True Friend
This is my definition of a True Friend: Someone that accepts and appreciates you for who and what you are. Someone who is there through thick and thin. Someone who, if they are able, is ready to jump up to help you no matter what time it is. Someone who will be there for you to cry on their shoulder no matter how wet it gets. Someone who will sit and listen to your problems and offer you their opinions/advice on and try to help you resolve those problems. Someone who does their best to understand your point of view whether they agree with it or not. Someone that helps you up when you fall (physically or mentally). Someone who forgives you when you make mistakes(because everyone does). A True Friend is hard to find and even harder to lose. Nobody is perfect and everybody makes mistakes. So don't throw away a True Friend because they made a mistake or even a bunch of them. Always remember that they'll be there for you whenever you need them and try to do the same for them.

Be Responsible, It's Your Strength.
The power of responsibility Responsibility is not a burden. It is the key that enables you to exercise control over your own destiny. Only by taking responsibility are you able to move life in the direction of your own dreams and visions. Responsibility fully engages the best of who you are. Responsibility can be difficult, time-consuming, unfair, inconvenient and uncomfortable. Yet it also brings you to a level of empowerment that cannot be reached in any other way. At the heart of true achievement is responsibility. An essential element of meaningful fulfillment is responsibility. Every great opportunity is an opportunity to take responsibility. Whatever the situation, the most successful way forward is to act with responsibility. No matter what has happened, or who is to blame, or how it all came to be, choose to take full responsibility for your life. For that is the first step in making it great. -- Ralph Marston

My Daughter..written For A Friend About His Love For His Little Girl...
You are the light in my eyes when i wake to a new day You are that shining sun i see through a clouded haze You are the reasons that i do everything in my life You are my reasoning, my love, my life lead to right You were just a little girl when everything changed You were too young to know why your daddy was estranged But you never once doubted me, or lost your faith in us You were always that smiling face and you never lost your trust You will always and forever be my number one girl As years do pass your hair will straighten from the curls Your wisdom and your intelligence are so way beyond your years I can share with you so much, my hopes and dreams, my life , my fears Because the bond that i have with you, my once baby girl Is that you and your brother are all that matters in this world To see your faces when i come to spend some time You have no idea of the love that blossoms knowing your mine So proud that the past hasn’t hindered the young lady you;ve be

Mike Ness? Oh Yes.
Wednesday July 9th At Showbox at the Market - 1426 1st Avenue MIKE NESS AND HIS BAND with special guests THE HORTON BROTHERS (feat. Miss Lauren Marie) $30.00 ADV / DOS - Doors at 7pm - All Ages Tickets on sale Saturday May 3rd at 10am. So going. Mike Ness makes me wet lol

Passions Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

People
I am so tired of hearing people talk about how miserable they are, or how rough the have it. If that is the case, change it. The only person that can change it is u. No one can do it for u. Everyone tried telling me that I wasnt going to amount to anything when I got older because of some of the choices I made when I was younger. However I didnt listen to them and I was determined that I was going to have a good life and I was going to be successful. And if u look at me now I am probably one of the most successful 22 year olds that u will ever meet. People, please stop listening when others tell u that u cant do something because truth be told, u can do anything that u want, as long as u want it bad enough and are willing to do what it takes to get it. If u tell urself u cant do something then it wont happen. U got to have faith in urself. I am tired of seeing people dependent on others when all u need is urself. Step up people

T Brett T Auction
OKAY LADIES!!! My auction has ended!! I am now owned by hottieangel!! she rocks!!! Now if u got to my page u might have seen another brett there....from arizona as well!! go figure 2 bretts fubar..arizona... This is Brett's 1st auction so you could be his 1st owner. Looking for a 3 month VIP to do EVERYTHING listed in pic and on caption below on auction page. Thx for looking and/or bidding ... Wish me luck CLICK PICTURE TO GO TO THE ACTUAL AUCTION

Thank You ....
Good morning I hope everybody's fine!! I would like to take a few seconds to say thank you to each and every one on FUBAR. thank you for all your support comments birthday cakes and cards presents and helping me leveling to FU-KING thank you. I enjoy fubar as we all know I am on it all the time during the day. That is one of the advantages of being your own boss I am trying to thank each and every one of you all for the help and presents and drinks thank you Scotty

Momma Tasha Is In A Contest!! She Needs Your Help!!!
Momma Tasha is in a contest!!With our help!! She gonna win Some Bling!! Stop On By And Help her win this Thang!! ~♥~MommaTasha~♥~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA~♥~OWNED BY X©ït€M€ & Promoter Of The Green Door'@ fubar She needs 14,000 comments.. Can U Spare a few? Click Her Pic!..See ya all there!!

Trust Pt 2
AGAIN SOMEONE ASK ME TO TRUST THEM AND YET THEY DO STUFF BEHIND MY BACK LIKE TAKE ME OUT OF THE TOP FRIENDS SPOT AND DELETE MY COMMENTS I MEAN WTF DID I DO? IM SERIOUSLY DOBTIN I CAN TRUST THIS PERSON AT ALL. WHAT IS SAD IS I THOUGHT THIS PERSON I COULD TRUST WITH ANYTHIN AND IHAVE AND NOW IM THE ONE GETTIN THE RAW END OF THE DEAL!

Brett's Auction
This is Brett's 1st auction so you could be his 1st owner. Looking for a 3 month VIP to do EVERYTHING listed in pic and on caption below on auction page. Thx for looking and/or bidding ... Wish me luck :) > > CLICK PICTURE TO GO TO THE ACTUAL AUCTION > > >

My Life
I make mistakes . I say things I don't mean way too much these days. You can't take back whats done. No matter how hard you try . I am trying to take these days one at a time . Its hard . Ive cried more in the last week then I have in years . I miss my son . I miss his face . But I know What Im doing is whats right . I know what I can't do . and I can accept who I am . Im sorry if thats not who every one else wants me to be . Im sorry if i don't live by the book . If when I look at me in the mirror , Im the only one thats happy with who I am . But I've lived . Im hurt , and I've died inside . I can't live my life crying over things I can't change . Wishing I could take back things I can't control . But I dont care what they say anymore. I don't care how hard you try to trun me into you. My life has too many blessings to spend day after day crying over whats been stolen from me. Ill get it back when Gods ready to give it to me . Its his will not my way . I can accept that .

Less Than 3000 Comments To Go
KELLI HAS LESS THAN 3000 COMMENTS TO GET HER 2 PACK BLING PACKAGE. PLEASE COME HELP HER. WE COULD GET THIS DONE TODAY IF EVERYONE HELPS. SHE'S A VERY GOOD PERSON AND HELPS SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE. THANK YOU!!!

My Beleives
I am a very out going person who love to live life on the wild side an wouldnt have it any other way,im a good friend to have,im very honest,my only fault is im a nympho i cant seem to get enough sex an yes i can be a romantic person and i beleive you should pleasure a women to the full. i beleive were all equal in gods eyes, and not every one is perfect.god nows im not and im not affraid of it,an every one has a dirty little secert.

Eternally Mine......
i am addicted to the way light shimmers on his skin the pulse of his heart when it's next to mine - dare i even begin the look in his his when they gaze into to mine - i tell you nothing compares the trace of his fingers across my face - the tickle when he twirls my hair the way he gets all my little jokes and things that mean much more to me i adore the little things he does - the things you'll never see the curve of his smile as he plays with my child the flutter of his lash as he dreams the smell of his skin warm and fresh as he exits the steamy shower the taste of his kisses upon my lips - and the feelings that they empower i experience a million memories each day we are together i'll have them forever and always i will treasure no one could ever be what he is to me - no one could take his place he will eternally be something special to me and i cannot be replaced

Walking
i walk around in your head but am i in your heart i see there but it seems your not i wonder why i love you so i wounder why it hurt me so i care for you unlike no other yet it seems you have another im not why i feel that way yet is how it seems to stay with in my mind i walk around with in my heart i think out loud i feel the need to run away i feel the need to stay away i want to be wiht myself yet im scared to myself life i hard or so it seems if hve you in my heart feels mean i love you more everyday yet for some reason it feels you stay away so ill so go and try to be me yet all i want is to scream

Support Our Troops. Past, Present, And Future!!
Calling all service members and supporters!!! Memorial Day is almost here and this is the “We Support You” Parade. Please line up and let us show our support for the men and women of our Armed Forces past and present. Here are the rules: There will be 3 sections to this parade, you must fan/rate/and add everyone, and if you are supporter, past, or present. Everyone must fan/rate/and accept your request. If you have already added them, please leave them a comment letting them know you are joining the “We Support You” Parade. Present Service Members will not be required to buy everyone gifts. They ARE required to add/fan/rate everyone and let everyone know they are Present Service Members. First are the Supporters. When you fan/rate/and add please buy them a Military Yellow Ribbon. Second will be our Military Service Members of the Past. When you fan/rate/and add them, please buy them an American Flag. Then comes our Present Military Members. When

Not Going To Be Around For A Month Or So.
To all my fans, friends, and people who care, I will not be on Fubar for the next month or so. I will taking care of a few things this month that will take up all my time. I have a job interview. I have to travel to radio station in Washington for a couple of weeks. And the next three comics will be the most complicated ones I have ever drawn. To put it bluntly, I don't have time for this site. Those whom have my contact information for chat and phone calls I expect you to contact me. Everybody else? Later suckers. -Rafael

Rules For A Threesome
1. Always end up with your "Love" never ever have the Big O with the other person especially the first time, it will cause conflict.. 2. Always make sure you talk to your "other" and understand it is "JUST SEX" 3. Pay attention to your Other, no matter how different the new person feels and what they do, never ever ever say, Damn why couldn't you do that.. 4. When you have one on your face and one on your cock remember to be polite, share and switch places.. 5. It is not all about you, if you are just alying back and watching and not doing anything to assist " WE NEED YOU WHY".. 6.Make this as comfortable as possible, while I am totally at ease with what I do, your love may be scared this is normal.. 7. Even if you get started and you or anyone feels scared, uncomfortable, ill at ease there is a reason for feeling like that..it is totally acceptable to back off and away, anyone that has done this understands , sometimes it just doesn't " Feel r

On My Mind
Have you ever just had some shit on your mind and came up with some Aristotle type shit? Yeah, I knew you did. Well I do that shit all the time - so pay attention and you might learn some shit. And if you got some shit on your mind, I might learn a thing or two. So to get this blog rollin' I'm gonna start slow. As I breeze through FUBAR, I ant help but notice the different personalities. In a sick and twisted way it reminds me of high school and the different cliques! How would classify the different FUBAR cliques? My thoughts later.

Auction
I will be holding an auction. The entrance fee is 25k. I need a link in a private message with the picture that you want used. I also need a list of things that you have to offer your "owner". I will be taking entrees for the auction until the 12th of May. Nobody will be allowed into the auction without a salute photo. Please look for the bulletin that will be posted. Thank you.

For You!
Krystina Aldrich May 4, 11:31 AM Terrified Tear ( I did not write this) The face of an angel is all that is here One beautiful freckle equals one terrified tear Not ready to leave but has to go Wants to go back but god says no Leaving your life is a scary thought But its something that cant be faught A mother A father A sister And friends A meaningful life that suddenly ends An angel is what she is ment to be Now think of all she can see In the night we sleep In the day we cry She watches us all from her star in the sky

I Am Too Much Juggalette For Yall To Handle!
i finally found out what is right with me im just too much juggalette for some of yall to handle and you know who you are. i m just too ghetto ganster and that makes me real so yall just dont know how to handle me or take care of me they way i should b and that is why i am allways gettin hurt. cuz im never dishonest and i allways keep things real never fake allways a tru friend. so the ones that cant handle me hate on me wont tell me how things really are abondon me and break my heart! i cant help it who iam and if u cant take the heat then stay out of the kitchen!! and mcl to all my fam who are truely down with me u know who u are i love yall 2 death and wouldnt trade yall for the world!! but this native lette is on the war path for all those who are fake and cant deal wit me!!

Finally Leaving.....
My truck is finally fixed and I'm headed back out to do the whole 18-wheel voyage. I wanna thank all the people who came by and showed so much love. I also wanna thank all the new friends and "fans"! Thanks for all the great comments, kind words, and interesting and stimulating conversation. I should be on the road for the next 2-3 weeks. So if you rate my new pics, stash, or blogs, and don't hear from me, please don't assume that I'm ignoring you or that I'm actin' like I'm too good to return the favor. I will do all that I can to return all that is received. As much as I enjoyed the time off, and I appreciate the much needed rest, I am going stir crazy!! I'm a road warrior, and the open road is where I need to be. Hey, maybe I'll be truckin' through your neck of the woods. You see a big ol' dirty white truck, with a goofy black dude behind the wheel, don't hesitate to wave or honk. :P Take care :)

Wkend Partying And Back To Work!
I've never felt so welcomed on a job before as I felt today. I walked in the door and everyone said hi..how are you...welcome back and smiled etc... It was wonderful. Some of the students were excited and parents noted I was back. It felt good to know I was missed at least. Saturday, I went out with some of the fubar girls and by God they can party. I had so much fun. Bill came with me as well...and I know he had lots of fun. May 31st we'll meet again. I know we will have a blast. July 19th is another party in Tulsa OK. I'll be there with bells on. It's been difficult I have some unfinished grieving to do but I really don't like the headache I get after I cry. So I hold back. When Friends from Canada call me and question the loss of my sister I just try to change the subject and move onto something else. It is difficult enough being mistaken for her 6x at the funeral home. Finally they all got it straight. Okay now answer me this question. I have an adult dog who for som

Lost Part One
LOST After a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and cal

How Cold ????
You walked into my life when all I saw was Darkness & Pain all around me and an Undieing need to be loved and yet no words were ever spoken from your lips that lead me to think anything other than just another passerby in my life and you to would soon be gone as the rest had. Yet withing your walls I found a place that was safe and free from harm so I could grow and learn how to feel again after being trapped in my Cold Heartless Shell for so long and yet you never spoke any words and yet I knew ever word that was on the tip of your lips without you ever speaking them to me. I never asked for what you have given me and Nor did I ever expect to find it in someone like you who is so much like me that we know each other inside and out for the better part of our souls are inter mixed with each other and will always be because there is a bond there that will Not be broken no matter how hard life trys to push us apart from each other. When I was found I didn't know how to act wit

The Blue Rose
Blue roses will blossom in the snow, before I ever let you go, Blue roses will grow up to the sky, before I ever make you cry Blue rose given to a woman, Considered sacred from a heart of silent souls, Words spoken, silence was a bond created; Her boldness spurred from a single blue rose; Sacred blue rose hidden, Burns emotions once stirred, Rose blurred by a insecure woman, Lured by his love, now held for him ,from his words of his poems; Silent bond of love fell upon her, Words retrieved from his poem, Fond of what was told; Close to her heart she held what was inside, untold, A token of all she felt, For a man that gave a blue rose and a poem; Tokens of love now broken, Love once spoken with true meaning for a rose, Lost was the closeness so tenderly rendered, driven by a blue rose once given, No memory of what he molded from his heart and soul, Love that slurred emotions of desires within, Love that came from what holds to a blue rose, Hi

Joke
Two lawyers had been stranded on a deserted island for several months.The only thing on the island was a tall coconut tree that provided them their only food. Each day one of the lawyers would climb to the top to see if he could spot a rescue boat coming. One day the lawyer yelled down from the tree, 'WOW, I just can't believe my eyes. There is a woman out there floating in our direction.' The lawyer on the ground was most skeptical and said, 'You're hallucinating; you've finally lost your mind.' But within a few minutes, up to the beach floated a stunning red head, face up, totally naked, unconscious, without even so much as a ring (of any kind) on her person. The two lawyers went down to the water, dragged her up on the beach and discovered, yes, she was alive, warm and breathing. One said to the other, 'You know, we've been on this God forsaken island for months now without a woman. It's been such a long, long time....So .. do you think we should .. w

French Cuisine Part Three
Spongecake with pineapples Type of dish: Dessert Nb of covers: 6 ppl Preparation n cooking: 30 mn Budget: Economic Origin: Europe Difficulty: Easy Ingredients: • One pineapple cut into circle • One cup of water per spongecake • 2 cups of powdered sugar • 1 ½ cup of rum • 1 cup of marichino cherries Pastry cream : • 4 eggs • 17.64 oz of skimmed milk • 1 TBSP of cornstarch • 1 TSP of vanilla • 2 cups of powdered sugar • Spongecake Material used during receipt : • 1 knife • 1 a cuttin board • 1 large pan • 1 mixer • 1 spoon of wood + spoon • 1 glass • Spongecake boxes Receipt in calories : Pineapple and syrup : • Total calories of the receipt: 1169.4978 kcal • Calories: 194.92 kcal per anybody • Lipids: 0.33 G per anybody • Protids: 0.00 G per anybody • Glucids: 39.17 G per anybody Pastry cream : • Total calories of the receipt: 937.676 kcal • Calories: 156.28 kcal per anybody • Lipids: 0.05 oz per anybody • Protid

Fuck It
i feel like shit today feeling no love and just dont want to be here if you think i am talking about fubar or work then you need to think again love everybody but i dont know some people i thought was going to get close to be good friends left me for some other people they just met then i have to live with the thought that some body i am suppose to love has just up and cheated with out second thought but you know i will take it is what everybody thinks your wrong i am not take and letting it go i live with it every day some hurt more then others i thought that being a nice guy would get you some place in life and some good friends but i know thats not true at all i love this world and everyone in it but some times well you know what just fuck it all see yeah

Nsfw Bs
I remember when this was a site that didnt need to be governed by the content of our photos and our words. The whole site was NSFW! Fuck... if you can get in trouble for looking at work, then why the fuck are you on this site at work anyway. If someone gets in trouble for what they are looking at work why is it the person who posted the contents fault? Shouldnt we promote responsibility at work insteat of punishing those who know better? I say that since this is an adult site, and no one under 18 is supposed to be in here anyway, that we should start commotion about the NSFW restrictions and make it optional, and the users option, not a visiting asshole's. I say play on, Post content that will offend, post content that is sexual, and by all means Fucking swear all you want. FUCK FUCK FUCK. Adults only means dont treat us like fucking children. ~Mayor~

Spirit Guides
The use of spirit guides as a means to acquire aid and understand a larger reality has become common in recent years. In these dreams, sacred or supernatural knowledge comes from a stranger who seems to have mostly human attributes but also seems to possess some supernatural quality. To dream of such a guide often reflects a deeply felt need for mentoring, direction, and support that is not being given through conventional relationship. Or, such relationships may not exist in the dreamers life, hence the need for a spirit guide.

I Am Proud Of Erica
Hi everyone my name is Bonnie...I am a 39 year old genetic girl...born female....I am happily married to Erica...Erica is a pre operative transsexual, she is on hormones and t-blockers, 3 years end of this month....this past friday we went and she filled out the paperwork to have her name changed to Erica legally...We both have recently told our mothers about Erica as well...we have a 15 yr old son, and yes he knows all bout Erica...and he is fine...Erica and I have been together 22 years, married for 16 years...I will always be here for her... hugggggggggs to all Bonnie

Rates
Hey Girls! Hope you all had a marvelous Monday and your week has started off fabulously! I was trying to think what I could do as your Chief that would be special to you and the one thing I came up with is to give each of you all of my 11s. So, I'm going to start tomorrow at the top of my Hotties folder and IF you have 100 photos posted then I will rate 100 photos an 11. So yall bare with me during this time and I promise to get to each of you~ This will help you level and gain more FU points!~ Once I've finished this if you guys have any ideas that we can do as a team or as an entire Hottie group, please let me know!~

Happy Bday!!!!!!
It her birthday~Please show her... "Diva Mezmereyez" some serious birthday luv!!!! *~~Mezmereyez~Platinum Diva~Dylon's Diva Mafia~I.B.N. Neck Breaka~I.S.T.~~*@ fubar Please go and show DIVA Mezmereyez sum mad birthday love. Her bithday was YESTERDAY, May 4th. Im so sorry this is late, I have been sick and not online much. Happy birthday Mezemereyez. LOVE your GODFAHTER Dylon, his Wisegal MsMaine and all your fellow DIVAS!!!!!!

Questions That Haunt
If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting? Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?

The Porn Star Meets The Coed
The Porn star meets the coed By Caty the Ghost © 2008 My name is Jackie yes that Jackie model actress and prono star. I was hosting a primer party for my newest movie "Pink Girls Invade L.A." It was in the Beverly Hilton. I had the regular "A" list and smiles not a single man around unless you count Trans girls which I had several here. Even the staff was all female after all my parties were the hottest Lesbian parties in Holly Wood! Madonna made her grand entrance as usual and then I saw her sneak in. Yes a hot little girl obviously from UCLA had crashed my party. She grabbed a drink and was trying hard not to ogle the celebrities. She stood about five foot five in her designer heels and her designer dress must have set her daddy back at least a grand. Me I was in a barely there Fredrick’s of Hollywood special made outfit and I was still wearing my hot pink hair from the movie and a pair of killer boots. I strolled over and grabbed her and hugged her lifting her off the

Always And Forever
I LOVE YOU HERE,THERE,EVERYWHERE, EVEN IF I'M NOT THERE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WHY? BECAUSE YOU ARE MY AIR WITHOUT YOU THERE WOULD BE NO ME, TI'S YOUR.PERSONALITY THAT SHINES TO ME. BEING WITH YOU SHOWS WAT LOVE CAN BE I NEVER WANT ANYONE TO TEAR US APART. A PIECE OF YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN IT THERE NOTHING I COULD WANT MORE THEN YOU. YOUR ARE SO SPEICAL IN YOUR OWN UNIQUE WAY. THERE NOTHING I COULD TRADE YOU FOR, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, TO JUST PASS YOU BY.AND SAY MY LAST GOODBYES. WHEN I SAY GOODBYE I FEEL EMPTY. I FEEL LIKE I AM NOTHING BUT LONELY. WHEN WE SAY GOODBYES I REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW MUCH I CARE I CARE FOR YOU. I REALIZE WHAT I WOULD BE WITHOUT AND NOTHINGI'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU THAT WHY I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER. I LOVE YOU.

How
here it is how is the easiest way for some one to tll a person their true feelings when the person they want to tell this to lives so far away. i'm starting to fall pretty hard and have no idea how to tell him this. i want him to know but other then writing him a letter or telling him online we really can't talk. any ideas?

State Of Mind
State of Mind Hunting, just to find For someone, for a state of mind They kept me alive With words so kind Lost in a place like this They tie me down, They keep me here Just as I disappear Its crazy what just a few words can do It's like love at first sight I didnt expect her to bite Now I've gained a new friend Except this isn't pretend She let me know That this isn't the end

Would You Like To Own A Diva!!!
Would you like to own a DIVA!!! Come check your Whispers and see what she has to offer. If you can't bid PLEASE just come and RATE HER!! THANKS!! Just click the picture below and start the bidding.... Good luck Whispers...MWAH!! MSMAINE (repost of original by 'Ms.Maine~♥ Fu~Wife to BLACKSTAR♥{Dylons Wizegal Diva}{DylonsDivaMafia}' on '2008-05-05 15:39:12')

Happy Cinco De Mayo!
The 5th of May is not Mexican Independence Day, but it should be! And Cinco de Mayo is not an American holiday, but it should be. Mexico declared its independence from mother Spain on midnight, the 15th of September, 1810. And it took 11 years before the first Spanish soldiers were told and forced to leave Mexico. So, why Cinco de Mayo? And why should Americans savor this day as well? Because 4,000 Mexican soldiers smashed the French and traitor Mexican army of 8,000 at Puebla, Mexico, 100 miles east of Mexico City on the morning of May 5, 1862. The French had landed in Mexico (along with Spanish and English troops) five months earlier on the pretext of collecting Mexican debts from the newly elected government of democratic President (and Indian) Benito Juarez. The English and Spanish quickly made deals and left. The French, however, had different ideas. Under Emperor Napoleon III, who detested the United States, the French came to stay. They brought a Hapsburg prince

You And Me
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all of the people with nothing to

Volume 5
Savadog writes: It's time again Rockers and Rockettes for another installment of upcoming releases as well as reviews of Awsome artists already out. COMING SOON 3 Doors Down-Self Titled Cd due in stores May 20th 2008.Having been a fan of 3 Doors Down from there debut release "The Better Life" comes there 4th Cd.Having only heard a couple tracks from this new Cd it sounds as solid as the others.No real suprises here but that's ok.3 Doors Down doesn't need to change there style in my opinion what they have works and it works well, as the saying goes don't fix what's not broken.Have a feeling this will end up being another great success for them.If you liked there previous work you will like this one as well. http://www.3doorsdown.com Kings x-CD-XV May 20th 2008realease date.I have to admit here since there cridicly acclaimed "gretchen goes to Nebraska" I've pretty much lost track of Kings x.Not to say there not a good or even great band

Morals
Does anyone have morals nowadays? Not just on here of course but just in general. Married people cheating and lying. People falling in love overnight and not even getting to know the real person or meeting them in person, then wondering why things don't work out the way they want it to. People sleeping with married people and not giving a fuck. People saying I love you and not meaning it or meaning it but not showing it. It's craziness I tell you. Am I the only person left on the planet with some kind of morals still intact?

Whatever...
Seriously...I'm sick of fucking being lied to...I'm sick of being played like i'm a fuckin fool! I'm not fucking stupid...I know what the hell is going on...But whatever it's all good..Fuck you, I could careless now..I'm fucking DONE!!!

Friends
Friends Anyone can stand by you when you're right, but only a real friend will stand by you even when you're wrong. A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life, a real friend says, "Whats new with you?". A simple friend thinks that the problems you whine about are recent, a real friend says, "You have been whining about the same thing for 14 years, get off your ass and do something about it!". A simple friend has never seen you cry, a real friend has soggy shoulders from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names, a real friend has their phone numbers. A simple friend hates it when you call while they are in bed, a real friend asks, "What took you so long to call?". A simple friend will talk to you about their problems, a real friend will help you with your problems. A simple friend will act like a guest, a real friend will make themselves a

Pleasure And Pain, Pain And Pleasure
Pleasure and Pain, Pain and Pleasure Stretched between two post, you find yourself bound, Arms held out wide, feet barely touching the ground, Legs also spread so there is nowhere to hide, The thrill of it all is making you high. Also a belt is strapped tight to your waist, Keeping inside the toy that's been placed, Feeling it there brings to your body an ache, One that only the pain will help slate. Bound for his pleasure in his dungeon dark, Where the darkness is soon broken by a spark, In the soft candlelight you Master now stands, Holding a riding crop there in his hands. Anticipation grows as you watch him stand there, Welcoming the night of pain and pleasure you'll share, For he is the man you have surrendered your life to, Finding more pleasures in all that you do. Walking to you, he kisses your lips, Then caresses your cheek with the crops leather tip, Dressed all in black, his body melts into the dark, Leaving his face showing, all pale, white a

Embarassed
http://download-v5.streamload.com/83005168-bcc5-4f5c-8d7b-c69987b2244d/satanika1982/Hosted/080505_16.wav me singing Misfits- Descending Angel whorrid, just playin with my mp3 player. No one was hurt during taping

New From Deviantart ^_^
My life’s news Well what can I say.... I have been confused as of late and I know why but I am not telling you all... one of you knows... probably two... but meh that is not a major problem... I am still looking for work... but I am thinking I should go ahead with this Freelance journalism course... what do you think? Ether way... I do not like this damn Microsoft word... its strange and weird!..... Grrrrrrrrrr Anyhow... on to my other news I think... DA news Well I am currently working on a few good projects’s one is my lovely Demon *Part 2* this is going to be longer then the firs one and I'm also going to be adding my good friend Nekochi20 http://nekochi20.deviantart.com/ fenrir character. and well I am also going to be doing a collaboration with him it is going to be a big project so some of my things will be put on hold like my new yiff fur stories ^_^ hmmm well I'm still working out the details. Therefore, when I start to work I will let you all know how this is wo

Dark Betrayal
Around, all around, the angels gather. My dread grows as the Dark One's touch falls against my naked soul. It slays me, and darkly my essence drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In a frenzy I hang my head while the end of life surrounds me. Now alone, my cry of mercy falls upon darkened eyes. This is my salvation By: Chuck Reynolds (EvilHawk)

Dark Desire
It is a night of darkness, a song of dark desire, wolves vent their loneliness. The beautiful one awakes. Darkness shrouds her walking form, an eternal desire. Her black hair cascades over pale and delicate shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of ecstasy, I smile vaguely. By: Chuck Reynolds (EvilHawk)

Looking For Sensual, Erotic Tales
Hi friends, Worked for a men’s’ sophisticate magazine writing occasionally back a few years ago, even edited several books…now working on my own soon to be an erotic tale of … Working on that…I have many tales of my own, but doing research to see if any others want to share their tales of sensual erotica…you feel like sharing some of your most erotic tales that just curled your toes…I’m willing to listen… Are you bold enough to share?

Stolen Emotion
what have you done to me? a shadow of darkness as emotions crawl. once we experienced innocence, hand in hand and glad-hearted, but your love perished. a vengeful pool of darkness - emotions follow love, follow darkness, love consumed. in a storm of righteousness, i still love you. By: Chuck Reynolds (EvilHawk)

Hold My Hand
Hold my hand through it all I'll lend you a shoulder to cry o And a hand to help you up Don't worry, I won't let you fall If you trip, I'll catch you I'll listen to your problems As you blabber on and on Trust me, I'll keep your secrets And I won't tell anyone you’re truly scared I won't mind if you tell me the truth or a lie To everyone else But, to yourself you must be true. Gossip ruins everyone Don't let the disease catch you You know what they say isn't true Just be free If you need me to be there I'll try, I keep my promises And I know I can count on you Don't worry too much Stress isn't good for you Be as care free as you want to be You're still young, but remember If you need me, I'll be there Hold my hand through it all I'll lend you a shoulder to cry on And a hand to help you Don't worry, I won't let you fall If you trip, I'll catch you Hold my hand and I will guide you I’ll show you the light I'll show you wha

A Poem
This was from one of my best friends many years ago. The day is sweet as honey, the skies are made of glass. I met her on my travels, and would not let her pass. On an azure September night, It was the first I'd ever seen. I held her hand and felt the rush of my Angelic Queen Do not scoff those of you who have read this poem. It's a simple glimpse, into a world I've never known.

Still...
My faith in humanity shrinks every day. I hate it when people don't respect the value of another's time. It drives me nuts. And I feel like almost no one appreciates the time that I have. There is not enough to go around in a week. There just isn't. And there are still people who are bound and determined to take away some of the most precious time I have by chatting about nothing, talking about useless things that will still be there to talk about on a night when they have the frakking time to talk about those stupid things. I'm sick of people stealing the last commodity I have right now. The frakking oil companies already have the bulk of my resources...why do useless people take my time too???

A Moment
As I Sit Here And Watch The People Go By Passing In To Say Hi Now And Then Brings A Smile To That Pretty Face. I Long Live A Exciting Life. I Wouldnt Know What To Do With All The Special Friends On Here. I Seem To Mend Broken Dreams And Get No Thanks Inreturn But Thats Just Ok. When U Cry I Cry And We Really Dont Know The Right Answers To That Tiny Cry. Your Drama Is Never My Sorrow Or Pain. As A Friend I'll Always Be Here.

Asking For Help
i am less then 1200 comments away from getting my vip and not one person other then my husband, mel, my sister, her friend, southern discomfort have come to help me..If i missed anyone please let me bc I want people to know who my real firends are.. I have rated for people when they have come to me and asked to me lend a hand to help them reach thier goals. So as far as i am concerned that from now on if the help is not returned i am done rating people when they ask for help.. I have posted several bulletins as well as my friend blueyesmel and not gotten any reponse from anyone hardly.. So thank you to all who have helped me I am very greatful and if you ever need my help let me know. So if you are interested in helping me please click on the photo below or go to cherrybombs page to the 1 month vip with 7 people and comment bomb my pic

Riven
riven by LateNiteFantasy© chilling sound of thunder rumbles barren cove devouring inland tranquility. animated flat sea exposes braided bridle laced with gold, decorating lush mane of a sleek black stallion, captivating wide eyes of curiosity as pale blue lightning rises from the deep seaweed curls round wading hooves as green weeds trim emerald velvet cloaked in mist round amber haired maiden hungry urgency licks moist trembling lips as sulfurous eyes pierce ageless alpha matching his intensity in lithe magnificent agility, he captures her steed in the breakers and mounts its powerful frame in one leap grasping her reins swiftly, she dives into her deepest aquatic lair as rough hands clench curling mounds of wavy hair in mastering boldness as he binds her tightly against his length of rippled arms cracking spine feels changeling of a virile chest as her heart shares rhythm with his shameless swells "what alchemy creates such a space lauri

What Sex Partner Do You Want??
What Sex partner do you want? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as DominatorYou want a Dominator, someone who will take control of you and just go with it. You don’t want to worry about taking control, you just want to let them take care of it all. You just love to let them have it their way and you don’t care as long as they are enjoying it. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do! Begging 100%Dominator 100%Passionate 100%Slutty 88%Tease 88%Fantasizer 75%Seductive 50%Loving 44%Easy Going

Itchy Chesticles And Random Thoughts....
I have no idea what the chuff is going on, but I've broken out in some sort of hive-type thing around my chesticle/neck area. It's quite perplexing really. I've never been allergic to anything and I don't believe I've come into any brand new substances today. Maybe I've become allergic to myself. Isn't that just lovely. I have to admit, I have no idea what the sweet hell I'm doing. Not just some of the time, but ALL of the time. I think I do a pretty good job of faking it though. It seems a lot of people find me incredibly competent at most things, but little do they know that I am completely clueless and terminally confused about 97.4% of the time. Either I do a REALLY good job, or everyone else is just colossally stupid. I'm leaning toward the second choice.

A Long Awaited Apology
Its time to make amends with the past. Even though there is no longer any grudges lingering. Even though people say that you must let the past stay in its place. I feel as though its time to send out a long awaited email. An apology...even though we are both at fault and my stubbornness has held me in place for so long. I'm staring blankly at this blinking cursor, wondering how to write this email two years to late.

Reflection
As someone who calls themself an artist... inspiration is hard to come by sometimes. Which leaves me comtemplating... should I... can I... even call myself an artist... Am I worthy of such a title? Is what I do, what I create... what I live for... art? Then everything with me revolves around this... Everytime I struggle, it comsumes me. And I know everything will be ok. Starry, starry night. Paint your palette blue and gray. Look out on a summer day. With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hill. Sketch the trees and daffodils. Catch the breeze and winter chills. In colors on the snowy linen land. Now I understand what you tried to say to me. And how you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen. They did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls. Frame less heads on nameless walls. With eyes that watch the world. And can't forget like stranger

Moon Beams
Moonbeams... by LateNiteFantasy© Memories of futures passed... dwell in my eyes as the days of night and nights and nights and nights each slowly grow into tomorrows that remain the yesterdays of my life. Change unchanging... Stillness in motion... the halted flow - where DO we go? Why? Unanswered moments abound leaping each for attention that wasn't found... nor given... nor forgiven. Touched as always yet only within... life tasted jalopeno` sweet. While outside... eyes stare so blank - so still - mere empty vassals with vessels full of meaningless symbols... timeless chaff. Each seems to pointedly, pointlessly mock with diamond etched smiles on such thin veneer, as aimlessly drifting past each turns from side-to-side... I AM here... I AM... here... hear? "Moonbeams..." Moonbeams... flitter and gleam and fly and flow and follow... close but so very, very far. Do even 'they' dream? Have even 'they' memories? Are there shar

I Took You Off Family Only Because...
I'm sure you'll thank me =p I made a nsfw album, and it's set so only family can see it... Soooo, I took you all off so you don't see me with the whole, clothless thing, goin on =D