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In Giveaway Need Help Ty! Xoxo
Hi Fu peeps i'm in a giveaway come help comment bomb my pic pweeeeeeeeeeeeeeez! :) Just copy and paste the link below: http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1516256&albumid=0&i=1199160826&idx=0

I Need Your Prayers!!
JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT MY MOM DIED THIS EVENING AT 8:30 PM....IT WAS ONCE AGAIN VERY UNEXPECTED.I HAD JUST LOST MY DAD IN JULY UNEXPECTED,AND HAVEN'T DEALT WITH THAT YET AND NOW MY MOMS GONE..PLEASE EVERYONE WHO KNOWS PLEASE SEND A PRAYER AND ANY ADVICE ON HOW TOO GET THROUGH THIS. THANKS, CYNDI

Help Tinkerbell
Check her out!! Her profile was attacked by a hacker and she was a fu-king. She lost a gift HH and everything so lets show her the love she deserves and level her back up and give her some gifts too if you can!! She is awesome and deserves all you can do for her. Rate her pics/stash whatever you can do to help!! TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)@ fubar

The Day You Walked Into My Life
Before I met you baby I was only half a person I was only half alive and I had only half a heart but when you walked into my life you changed all that you made me whole you made me feel alive you healed my heart and you made my heart complete I love you baby and that wont ever change

Various Crap Lol
I see you across the room And I want you so bad baby I must have you I see you looking at me too And your eyes have wanton desire I must have you now I walk across the room towards you Looking so longingly I trip over the ottoman in the middle of the floor I fall to the ground not so gracefully Who the hell still buys ottomans? I pick myself off the floor I brush myself off and start walking again Uh oh, why is the pitbull looking at me? I stop and look back at him He walks over to me and starts humping my leg I try to push him off and tell him to stop He looks at me and growls menacingly I say okay but make it fast After a whole tube of wet naps I start walking again Shit, I stepped in a garbage pail What's a garbage pail doing here? It's stuck, and I try to get it off I fall over again while I'm hopping around I get up fast and look at you with need I start again and some old lady gets in my way She starts talking about the good old

I Think I'm Done Now
I think I am done fighting this battle. I'll never get where I need to be, so I am going to finish by dropping out of the race. Who wants to fight til the end and still lose? Not I. I want to forget I even entered this race. It's not for me anymore. I am not a fighter.

Tidbits.. Thank You Triskeli_guild
Trust ===== Trust not that your partner will never make a mistake or never hurt you. Trust instead in their commitment to you, that they will do their best *not* to hurt you, and that if and when hurt occurs they will do their best to help you heal. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - The "true" way ============ == It irks me when I see someone referring to themselves as a "true" master or, talking about their way of doing things as being the "true" way. Often if someone doesn't agree with them or live up (or down) to their standards then they accuse them of not being serious or not being "true" submissive's or "true" slaves or "true" BDSMer's. There is *no* "true" way and there is no universal master; i.e. one size *does not* fit all! If there is indeed a true master it is the one who recognizes his limitations and who strives to overcome them. It is the one who admits that he errs and will recognize when a relationship is a "po

The Plague Of Corruption
Injustice and pain undeserved. Spreading through the world as a virus... reverberating far beyond the impact point to slowly encompass the entire world. Stabbing into love's image until a thing so pure is left bleeding out into oblivion... engraved forever with the jagged scars of pain and fear and uncertainty... due to betrayal from those most trusted... or perhaps worse still due to deliberately fostered misunderstanding and ignorance. Emotion is the only truth in this reality. It is the darkest aspect of the world when understanding emotion becomes merely a means to perfect the exploitation of souls... by those demons who assume the guise of humanity in order to propagate dehumanization. Purity of emotion is fundamentally purity of life. Everyone should feel a pang of sadness at the innocent corrupted. Soon I think the whole world will experience fear of the end... thus forgetting the eternal beginning. You can't move out of stagnant past lives until you dec

W.t.f
ok i am really getting pissed about my marrage. its a one way street, she can plan a new life with another man and talk to exc. exc. exc even meet secretly with them from what i have seen so far but i cant even talk to my best friend who happens to be a female??? i was told by someone who is wise that you cant stop someone from doing something if they want it so what ever she chooses is on her i just want to be happy for once. what she does is not cheating in her eyes but it is in mine and she says I'm cheating simply cause my best friend likes to go picture message happy. i wish she would make up her mind soon cause its not right

My Best Friend Carolyn .. Her Baby....
just passed away inside her my bf has lupus...im so sad....she needs to get the baby removed and i wont be there in time for her ....she needs me right now .....everyone pls pray for her .......she needs me there so i might leave this fri to Wa...ill let u all know...i was the god mother of this child:( and im so sad i cant be by her side and hold her close!

About My Hh Sat Will Be Posting Again.
WELL I FOUND A WAY TO DO ANOTHER HAPPY HOUR AND I'M HOPING IT'S ENOUGH TO GET ME TO GODFATHER. WITH ALL OF THE HELP I HAVE BEEN GETTING AND HAVING A HAPPY HOUR I'M SURE IT CAN BE DONE. I WILL BE DOING A RATE A THON BUT I DON'T HAVE ALOT OF FU BUCKS SO IT WILL BE LESS THAN OTHERS BUT IT'S MORE THAN A REGULAR HH. FOR EVERY 100 PICS YOU RATE AND COMMENT I WILL PAY 5K AND TINKERBELLMN84 MY BFF WILL DO 2 PICTURE EFFECTS. I WILL HAVE HAVE SPECIAL FOLDERS MARKED HH WITH 100 IN EACH AND YOU ONLY NEED TO RATE A 10 BUT IF YOU WANT TO RATE AN 11 I WON'T STOP YOU LOL FOR EVERY 100 STASH YOU RATE AND COMMENT I WILL PAY 5K AND TINKERBELLMN84 WILL DO 2 PICTURE EFFECTS. THE FOLDERS IN THE PHOTO'S ARE CLOSED FOR NOW TILL THEN AND IF YOU WANT TO DO STASH MAKE SURE YOU DON'T RATE ALL OF THEM NOW, I AM ADDING MORE A.S.A.P. BUT WANT TO LET YOU KNOW AHEAD OF TIME IN CASE YOU WANT TO RATE AND COMMENT STASH INSTEAD. AND COMMNET CAN BE JUST A HAPPY FACE DOESN'T MATTER. WHEN YOU FINISH 100 PM ME A

Rules To Live By
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fis

In My Life...
All the tears I have cried, and the people who lied. For the times I gave in, and the days I couldn't win. There were days I forgot and days I swore I never would. The mistakes I have made, and the few things I did right. I have been inside out and upside down. Looking up and looking back. Lived in the past, let go of what didn't last. Ups and downs and ins and outs... But in my life there was something lacking, something missing, something gone. Not something I gave a way, or lost and couldn't find. It was something that I never even realized I didn't have, but knew it wasn't there. In my life there wasn't you. Not your smile, not your laugh, not your faith and not your trust, not your strength and not your understanding. There was never your love that is so unconditional, and that's why I need to tell you how much it means... That you are in my life.

Discouraged
Sometimes the frustrations in life get to you Lately I find myself feeling very discouraged as I try to find a better job, Shane will soon be 18 and out on his own, George is not far behind... What then??? The media says we are not in a recession, yet... jobs are harder and harder to come by... the price of fuel is eating what little money I was making at this job, to the point that my income is close to $100 a week or less. How do you raise 2 teenagers on that?? I've been on multiple Job interviews, and submitted my resume'... I keep trying... Sometimes the tears just seem to come ...I get frustrated and overwhelmed...

I Know You Can Hear Me....but I'm Not Sure You're Listening
You think I'm always makin' Something out of nothin' you're sayin' everything's okay You've always got an answer Before I ask the question Whatever you say Now we can change the subject Pretend I never brought it up Same old story anyway Later we can work it out Right now you're talked out Yeah, whatever you say Oh I know you can hear me But I'm not sure you're listening I hear what you're sayin' But there's somthing missin' How often are things miscommunicated between the sexes? Often times....what he says isn't what I hear. His inquistive nature asking me what I am posting as a comment on his page is played out in my mind as censorship...is it his need to keep things quiet? Or merely another misunderstanding?

I Wish I Never Meet You!
I hate myself for loving you it seems that you don't care one moment you love me deeply the next you pretend i'm not there you love me off and on while i love you thru and thru sometimes i wish i never met you because ever since i did all i've felt is more confusion more pain.....than i ever thought you'd give is your love just an illusion something i want enough to pretend its really there? by the look in your eyes i think you don't care all those sweet words you said to me are they full of meaning or just hollow lies tell me the truth or its goodbye.

All About The Sex~~
> > > WOW!!! SOME SEXII LADIES HERE!!!! Let's do this Guys!!! Show them lots and lots of love!! 1. no drama 2.anyone can refuse any bid 3.anyone can opt out when they choose 4. this goes to either side.. do not pay up I will out you in a bulletin and sticky it! NOW FOR THE LADIES!!! ~Stunning*FUN*~ ~Sassy*Shelly*~ ~Tempting*ThcknLuvIt*~ ~Lickable*Lil Mz.Vixen*~ ~Sexii*Milfsweetie*~ ~Naughty*Nessa*~ ~Kinky*Ko~Goddess*~ and last but, not least a real treat~ a two for one deal~ ~Double Trouble*Tat2bunnyluv & LilAngelBaby*~ as always... love, Shelly aka T&T

The Bestest & Sweetes Friends....
To EVERYone who took some of their time to wish me a Happy Birthday, yesterday, I am so truely honored and so VERY thankful for YOU and your thoughts. May YOU have nothing but smiles and delicious thoughts today and ALways!

My Voice Will Be On Here Today
Check the front page of this profile later today and you will hear my voice in a quick 15 second ad for our hypnosis CD's. We are testing an online service to see how it works for attracting prospective customers. Later we are going to be getting the service and you will be able to hear my voice on here for a minute or more. This could be fun. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Being Real
What does it mean to be real ? So many times I get asked what I mean by real. I guess if one had to ask themselves what real is, they are probaly not being real themselves. It seems with the birth of the net it has givin people the right to become a porn star , rock star , super hero , model , cassanova , or pretty much anything you they can dream up. Its a pretty sad day when people live there their lives as someone they are not, they fear the world will not like them for who and what they really are. I see people in desperation to find their long lost lost love, their soul mates , or a bed buddy. People seem to say all the right things, they offer all your dreams, they fit all the parts just right. To bad there 5000 miles away, and it will never happen, Makes me wonder why people can not apply these skills in real life. Maybe becauce most of what you find on the net is to good to be true. Its pretty easy to lie to everyone including yourself when you dont have to

I Am Back!
If anyone remembers Naughty Chic (thats me) I was dating a guy and he stole my account and changed all the information so I could not get it back. So I am asking for any help to get some friends back and eventually my gm status. Any help is greatly appreciated. Thank you so much in advance. Crystal Remember I will be ther for you as well like always.

Forsaken Soul
Forsaken Soul Scars dance across my soul, burning my hopes and dreams. Afraid to feel the touch of new love caress my old bruises. Longing to rebuild what a past has crumbled into nothingness. Darkness blinds me from the stars, that used to guide me through life. Lost the words that spoke only to enlighten her soul with love. Drowning in my own emptiness, crowded with these dying dreams. Tears spilling over my cheeks, trying to cleanse an aching soul. Memories never cease to burn, ripping their way into your heart. Consumed in trying to forget them, the bruises cascading down my soul. Shredding away the innocence, scrapping the love from my heart. Loneliness, my only company, forcing more tears from my eyes. Buried amongst all the pain, dragging itself against my skin. Etching emptiness across my face, give up on all your lost faith. Holding on to nothing forever, losing sight between dreams and reality. Pain and

Champion
Well...Promiscuous is an understatement won the fu tournament! Unfortunately for her I have decided not to give out any big pimpin' prizes or anything else for the final 4 or winner because the majority of you all are a bunch of cocksuckers. Yes pure cocksuckers. I don't know if it's because you are unhappy with your jobs at Walmart or if your trailer burned down. Maybe it's because your drunk ass husband beats on you. You probably deserve it if you act in real life the way you all act on here. And yeah that's why you beat on your wife, because you know any man would knock all your teeth down your throat in 3 seconds. I'll have my global mumms back in a month or sooner by the way. I am going to be reviewing all the really nice comments left on mine and I can't wait for you to post one, so I can call you a whore or pencil dick. Thanks again and have a great day!:)

The Future
well what can i say things are moving at a progressive paste here in the UK..i am going to stqrt university in September to study Law..yes Law..hehehehe..yeah me woth a degree but this will hopefully in the end allow me to progress with the rest of the dreams and put things into place for me to mve to the USa..hopes and dreams are still alive people ..not beaten yet..lol...I know that it is going to be a long hard road that iam about to embark on..but nothing good in klife ever comes easy..MAN i wish it did ......lol..then i wouold already be there..lol well thats all for now

Sex Craze
SEX What is about sex that makes people so damn stupid ? We all love it, we all do it, we all enjoy it. It can be a wonderful experience if done properly. It can bring two people closer than anything in the world, it ties ones soul to another. It can ease all the tensions of daily life, and comfort those that are at uneasement. It can bring happiness to those that are willing to bring the magic of children to their lives. It can be used to help forget and forgive ones disagreements on meaningless disscusions. Sex can be a very magical moment, to get lost in a world of passion with one whom who care deeply for. Sex can be used to express ones feelings and emotions to those that know no other way. So why is it then that it can also do the oppisite of everything listed above. Why do people offer it so easy, and why do people take it even when your parner does'nt want it. Why does it change people so drasticly, turn us into primative creatures. Why does

Court
I just came back from the court for my speeding ticket (grrrr, 90 day supervision blows, now I have to drive like an old man). I swear, most of those idiots must have Fubar accounts. I just remembered why I am so claustrophobic, esp when a nasty pedophile looking asshole had to sit right next to me, despite a whole empty row next to him. There was also a very Fubar looking chick that looked like she just fell off a pole. Yuckkk, my senses feel violated.

~truth~
if i gave you the truth would it keep you alive though im closer to wrong im not further from right and now im conviced on the inside somethings wrong with me convinced on the inside so much more than me no theres nothing you can say that can sell this lie but im trying to keep my intentions disgused and now im deprived on my conscience and somthings got to give deprived on my conscience this all belongs to me yah.. im beaten down again i belong to them beaten down again i fell too im weaker now my freind i belong to them beaten down again i fell too the deception you show is your own parasite just a word of advice you could heed if you'd like now im convinced on the inside somethings wrong with me convinced on the inside theres so much more then me

~easy To Be Hard~
~EASY To Be HARD~ "Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle." Never take someone for granted... Hold every person close to your heart... Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones. Peace.

Rip Seth 04/08/08
On Aril 8, 2008, the world lost a wonderful person and an even better friend. Seth was the type of person who was always willing to help others and was always putting smiles on peoples' faces. Seth was one of my best friend's and I have countless memories over the 17 years that I have know him. He is now in a better place smiling down. God bless you bro! My prayers and thoughts will always be with you and your family.

Believe
Believe you have it. Everything is right here, all that ever was or ever could be, simply waiting to be brought forth into manifestation. Would you give a child a million dollars to go buy candy and ice cream for himself? We must evolve with our possessions until we get the ability to handle them. Be patient with yourself, see yourself in the space of where you want to be, feel that energy… become one with your intent. Let go and believe. If you are experienceing conflict it may just be a sign that you are not ready — yet. In nothing be anxious. Daisy Says: Realization is the first step to manifestation.

Tips On Pumping Gas
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still c old. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the temper

Relationship Color
Sam, when it comes to communicating in relationships, you're an Orange Oranges like you have a relationship style that highlights their independence. So at times when you become angry over a big disagreement with your partner, you'll probably make reasonable efforts to work through problems. However, you may ultimately feel like it's better to leave things be than to rock the boat too much. Take a pair of Oranges, for example: Greg and Jennifer. Greg and Jennifer had been on a strict budget so they could save for a down payment on a new house. One day, Jennifer found out that Greg had been selling parts of his coin collection on eBay so he could have a private stash of spending money. Jennifer was so angered by this discovery that her hair practically stood on end. The pair engaged in a brief but fiery argument before withdrawing from each other to think through the negative feelings that had been bought up for both of them. After they'd both taken some time alone to come to thei

Relationship Enhancers
RELATIONSHIP ENHANCERS surprise Do something every day that they will not expect that shows you are thinking of them. Make every a new day not just the same old day... Sex Explore what turns you and your partner on tell them what you like never assume they know lol Respect By feeling proud of who your partner is and appreciating their achievements, you actually build a stronger foundation for your relationship. The more interested you remain in who your partner is as an individual, the more you will value and honor their presence in your life. This will make the two of you infinitely better as a couple. Compassion When you understand your partner so fully that you can empathize with both their experiences and the reasons they do the things they do, you set the stage well to forgive them when they make a mistake in your relationship. Everyone makes errors once in a while. With compassion as your guide, you'll be more prepared to weather the inevitable sticky spots ever

Me Allday Everyday
T • A • U • R • U • S: The sex addict Aggressive. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy. Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Most caring person you will ever meet!!! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with.

May You Always Feel L-o-v-e-d!!!
May You Always Feel Loved by Sandra Sturtz Hauss May you find serenity and tranquility in a world You may not always understand.. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with optimism and courage.. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there even when you feel most alone.. May you discover enough goodness in others To believe in a world of peace.. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile, be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them.. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.. Teach love to those who know hate, And let that love embrace you as you go into the world.. May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them.. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part

Not On Much
Sorry i anit been on much or emailed or called any of u in awhile. as you know both mom and dad r sick n i been taking care of them.Dad was having a odd reaction to his painkillers, was keeping him awake n making him too hyper. Moms just been feeling bad period n running a fever.We've been going alot to the dr appiontments, n the cost of gas n thier prescriptions is killing me.But i dont care, thier my parents n i love em more than anything on this earth.Also some of my packages , includeing a set of boots i made fer someone, was sent to the wrong place n have yet to be returned. Some are some parts i really have to get back to the distrubutor. But that will all work out, n i found a local pharamcy that will sell me my parents medcine at cost. What gets me is i can get dads lortabs in genrics fer120 of them less than $40, yet moms singulair cost over 3 bucks a pill. N thats at cost, n they dont make a genric fer em. But hopefully i got some money in from a side construction job i di

Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

For My New Friends
OK PEOPLE I`M HOCKED UP WITH MY FRIEND JOHN IN FF HALL AND WE STARTING A GROUP CALLED FIRE FIGHTERS HALL FIRE ANGLES AND WE NEED YOUR HELP SO I`M CALLING ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS TO COME HANG WITH ME IN THE HALL AND GET THIS GROUP ON THE GROUND I THINK WE CAN DO IT SO HURRY UP SEE YA THERE

Native Signs
An eagle soars on open wings Silent circles in the air A wolf howls in the night Echoing sounds we all share A bear roars a warning loud Little ones frolic close by Buffalo in a herd now run Dust rising under the clear sky A turtle swims in water clear Silently I watch it move along I sit and remember all these signs Signs of a heritage to which I belong I let my mind soar freely Like the eagle that was above I speak forcefully like the wolf Never in anger but always in love I warn others when in danger I feel Like the bear my feelings I now show I move freely in this world each day Like the buffalo I am free to go Slowly I travel along life’s road Like the turtle I make my way I thank each for strengths they give me Ones I use each and every day © Tall Mountain Dreamer

Serenity Where Are You?
Why does the mind run on and on? Peace of mind seems so long gone. Inner voice, relentless testing, Always thinking, never resting, Serenity, where are you? Stumbling, watching every step, Things I've lost, and things I've kept, Lives I've lived but never known, Mysteries that are mine alone. Serenity, where are you? Restless dreams, I have no peace, Never ending thoughts released. Struggling, turning, fighting all, Sleep the enemy, sleep the call. Serenity, where are you? Inner space and cyberspace, Walks the never ending pace, Inner heart or hidden fright Wants to run but has to fight. Serenity, where are you? Memories fly and memories die, Ghostly images as I cry. Ideas come but rarely stay, Where is hope to lead the way? Serenity, where are you? Ceasing doubts; as faith persists, Brings the dawn that night resists. Life renewed in every flower Angels singing, devils cower. Serenity, where are you? Serenity, where are you? are you? ...where

Insane In The Membrane
Ok, so, tell me if this is not an oxymoron. I goto see the Neurologist about my head fractures and concusion and short term memory loss, and they ask me, and I quote "So, do you remember not remembering anything lately?"....I am still waiting for a punch line somewhere along the line here but there serious and staring at me with intent eyes. How the hell am I supposed to remember what I dont remember? The Neuro doc (and I appologize if I am spelling it wrong, huked an faniks dednt werk fer me) told me in the hosptial that there maybe some residual memory loss from the cioncusion/head trauma I experienced (keep in mind people I am typing with one hand and there is no spell checeker) and if I experienced any memory loss, either long term or short term, to let her know. Well, to my knowledge, from what I dont remember as funny as that sounds, there has only been two instances, and nothing major really, one a frined was giving me ride to dr appt and have no recolection of conversation day

Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the

A Sad Day
Today I got a call that I didnt want to get . My brother-n-law is with the 4th id in IRAQ . This was his third tour and he was worried about going back this time . He lost his life to a roadside bomb and will be missed .

You!!!
Beneath your beautiful body Off come the inhibitions Not wanting to stop Never wanting to let go Inside you take me Every sensation intense Joy rushes through Ecstacy peaks Aphrodisiac you are No end in sight Knotted in lust Always becoming one Reeling from orgasm Repeating it all again

Reflections
Mirror images Staring far inside Eyes piercing Deep to the soul Fire burns Close to the heart Turning to ash Forever lost Waking from a sleep To an endless nightmare Tears flooding in Everything washed away Emotions broken Manual lost Love the killer Kill the cross Hands shaking Trembling out of control Pills not working All just a big joke Notes of suicide Letters of love Its all the same Inner child sleeping Forever eyes closed Demons inside Waking one last time

Pieces Of Me
Here I lay Shattered on the ground Pieces of my soul Scattered like an endless puzzle Picking myself up One piece at a time Watching as another falls away Jagged edges of my life Not fitting together right If only I had a picture Showing the path I should take Hands bleeding immensely Working so hard to hold the pieces Crumbling into smaller ones Slipping through my fingers Tear forms in my eye The only piece thats whole Splattering on the rough ground Where I stay For everyone to see Poor and broken Pieces of me.

Schizophrenic Love Song
For you I would do anything Just to show you my love Walk through fire to be with you Thinking of you my heart Wants to shrivel up and die You are like a succubus Draining me with every breath you take Grabbing you tight wanting so badly To hold you forever never letting go My angel is what you are Your love so precious to me Looking into your deep eyes All I can do is cry Felling tied to you with biting chains Blisters on my soul a constant reminder No matter how hard I try Words cannot express my devotion Being the center of my world Every emotion I feel revolves around you Laying close at night Smothering you would be so easy How you have suffocated me with lies With you gone, so shall the pain Remembering my trembling hands Reaching towards you for the first time Beauty that could not be compared Your radiance surrounds me always Being with you has feelings of Shame course through my veins Dead I

Thoughts
Who knows the price we pay For being ourselves in this day Of technology and constant pain We have lost so much with little gain. We claim to be advanced "technologically sound" But WHAT has gone Can never be found. Our ancestors lived "basic" to some What in their place, what have we become? Dependent on the the computer age The little box our priest and sage. We are at ease, yes that is true But come to think of it, are you YOU Or a number on a screen, an addendum Something that dies when the power has gone? These are my thoughts; I am like you I have become reliant on this silicon glue But I seek fulfilment, something more An escape from this soul-drive store

Rofl
People who send me shouts for lounges don't like them when I link back to my lounge. · *alwayspinknblack* rated you a '2'! So adorable! Then blocked right after lmao. Seriously. Retards can't handle the internet. http://www.fubar.com/user/1385997

Ugh...
First of all, I would like to thank everyone who has been viewing my profile and giving me and my photos really high ratings. I much appreciate it and it brings my level up more and more. I will go through the list and start doing the same for you guys as soon as I get a free moment to go through all of you. But right now, I'm an asshole, and I know it... I just want to jump off a cliff... I might not be on here for a little while... I might just avoid my computer altogether for a little while... The computer and my phone...

Choclate Request Pt 1
*ENGLISH: At the airport they have those black sheek Town cars that will pick you up and take you back to the hotel of your choice. I looked on with joy as I poured accidentally dropped the froth of my latte all down my blouse. The cream down my chest and I laughed as I saw my hot strong, and eager man lick it off my breasts. I watched as the ribbons of color swirl around my nipples with wondrous shades of our skins color and the froth I spilt that had traveled down into my blouse. Ivory, mocha, and mohogany being traced along with a huge tongue, being erotically intranced seeing your strong muscular body and all that lies in between. Repeatively licking my every curve of my breasts and mouth. Being so hot you smile at me and toss me over your knee in my short mini-skirt. Bent over Your knee with my eyes shut tight in the Townscar- You caressed my butt cheeks soft,white, round and firm. You spanking them harder and harder till they turn red. Then you kissed their red a

Who Is The Crazy One...
just this past week my oldest daughter ran away to her dads.(no formal custody established) anyhow today i was insulted big time from a friend i allowed once again in my life,he knew of all the trauma i have been through. regardless he sent me a "chill pill" and told me how he wished i would never see my oldest again and that he hopes i lose the rest of my children to the same aspects. i want to know am i the crazy one for forgiving and giving a second chance or is he the crazy one? i am putting this as a blog because i do not want any bad willed comments for it is an emotional issue and i trust my friends with this

A Very Interesting Perspective...
A very interesting perspective... I hope you will all read this to the end. The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President; In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just isn't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we all so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than some see in a lifetime? Maybe it is the abilit

Need Info
Soooo...I am going to Jamaica. I want to know all the hot spots and all the awesome sites! I know some of you have probably been to Jamaica...so spill it. Information on the Caymen Islands would also be helpful. Thanks.

Poem2
Imagine me before you Imagine any place Imagine our lips touching In a sweet and subtle grace Imagine me behind you Imagine my embrace Imagine my intentions As my hands fall to your waist Imagine me above you Imagine my caress Imagine my kisses As I lay your fears to rest

Life
im always falling down the same hill, bamboo punchering the skin as nothing comes bleeding out of me like a waterfall. im drowing in 2ft below the surface, i can still make out your wavy face, if i could only reach you maybe i could leave this place.

This Song Is My Life In A Nut Shell
I can remember the very first time I cried How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside All of my memories - good and bad - that's past Didn't even take the time to realize Starin' at the cracks in the walls Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end Still I curl up right under the bed Cuz its takin' over my head all over again Do you even know who you are? I guess I'm tryin' to find A borrowed dream or a superstar? I want to be a star Is life good to you or is it bad? I can't tell anymore Do you even know what you have? Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight How the birds will sing as I count the rings around my eyes Constantly pushing the world I know aside I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to try I'm lookin' for a way to become The person that I dreamt of when I was sixteen Oh, nothin' is ever enough Ooh, baby, it ain't enough for what it may seem Do you even know who you are? I'm still tryin' to find A borrowe

Please Bomb A Sweetheart, Don't Forget To Rate
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Trying This Again So U Can Read
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Heres Some Of My Older Poems!!!
Slowly we travel the water, silly creatures of the deep, wandering through the underwater oasis, to the dragon’s keep. There you may find me, as I wander the sea, listening to the sounds of the waves, and how the people above behave. Can you hear my whistle blow, for it is you that I call, for who that bell doth toll, me who else. Creeping death awaits everyone, Loneliness shrouds everything, why me he asks? Because you are alone he adds! Lonely heart, Sleep well tonight, for the shadows that haunt you, Shall hide from the light. Lonely heart, throw away your fright, become demons of pleasure, Oh that would be a sight. ```````````````````````````````````````````````` S and M Masterful is the season to which we belong, angels strung from high above, singing a faint lullaby, teeming with brilliance, every pore bringing it together, running through the puddles of life. another reason for life never brought to mi

Amen!
A man walks into the lingerie department of Macy's in New York City . He tells the sales lady, 'I would like a Southern Baptist bra for my wife, size 34B.' With a quizzical look the sales lady asks, 'What kind of bra?' He repeats, 'A Southern Baptist bra. My wife said to tell you that she wanted a Southern Baptist bra, and that you would know what she wanted.' 'Oh, yes, now I understand,' says the sales lady. 'We don't get as many requests for them as we used to. Most of our customers lately want the Catholic bra, the Salvation Army bra, or the Presbyterian bra.' Confused, and a little flustered, the man asks, 'So, what are the differences?' The sales lady responds. 'It's really quite simple. The Catholic bra supports the masses, the Salvation Army bra lifts up the fallen, and the Presbyterian bra keeps them staunch and upright.' He muses on that information for a minute and says, 'Hmm. I know I'll regret asking, but what does the Southern Baptis

So I'm Emo Bitches
LOL. Maybe that's what's wrong with me. Maybe the truth is I like feeling this way. Maybe I totally need to find a guy to share eyeliner and black nail polish with. I'm joking. Personally i don't think emo exists. Its a marketing tool made up by record companies. but the point is that there is a belief that "emo"' people like to be sad or make themselves depressed for attention. Except maybe i wouldn't be depressed if the people i cared for actually paid attention to me. Void I'm an empty space A shapeless mass A soul of ice A heart of glass Mind, Body and Spirit battered and broken Crushed beneath the weight of words unspoken The waters of life turn to hot desert sand Slipping into a sadness I can't understand A black hole I've become A result of all the damage done An ice covered pendulum in perpetual motion Swinging without warning from emotion to emotion No Rhyme or Reason or Justifications Just my own worst fears in their manifest

Today's Top Story
9 April 2008 AMERICA, USA -- Last week, a new frontier in medicine was reached when former soldier Nick Chenevert was hit by a car, plummetted off a bridge 30 feet to the ground, and survived to tell the tale. Upon arriving at the hospital, Chenevert was shot in the head by Dr. Wanda Fang, who was simply "not in the mood" to treat his wounds. Wanda speaks out about her decision to shoot Mr. Chenevert: "I saw him being wheeled in, with several limbs broken and a concussion, and I thought, 'damn, this is going to take at least an hour, and I want to get home and watch Scrubs!'" She was highly perplexed by this dilemma for several minutes. Then, the solution hit her: "The other doctors and I could simply kill him! After all, he should have died anyway from such a huge fall, the little creep. So I asked a nurse to bring in a pistol for us, and we blew the little bastard's brains out." Chenevert's body was sanitarily disposed of in a dumpster behind the hospital. "He decide

In Memory Of Memaw
A great woman was she As she walked upon this earth. Willing to do what she could To take awa all the pain and hurt. Her eyes twinkled bright Brighter than the stars above Her heart shone through those eyes Beaming proud of all her love. a frail woman she looked but looks can be deceiving they say For a strong woman was she Especially when it came to her family The hour has passed Thes angel was called home above Leaving behind her memories and spirit But mostly leaving us all her love. Love ya Memaw...miss ya

My Life... (my Rhonda)
I had never before put much thought into getting married. But, with you it is completely different, I put A LOT of thought in to US and how we should show the world what TRUE LOVE really is. I never thought I could dream of what a wedding could be, but for you & me... it is all I can dream about! The thought of you in a gown so sweet, just waiting for me, to come to your eyes and meet. Exchanging vows of love, so sweet. For you my love I pledge for you.. ME! MY HEART, MY SOUL FOR YOU! FOR YOU MY LOVE IS UNEQUALED AND TRUE!

Rationalization
in·se·cu·ri·ty /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊərɪti/ [in-si-kyoor-i-tee] 1. lack of confidence or assurance; self-doubt: He is plagued by insecurity. 2. the quality or state of being insecure; instability: the insecurity of her financial position. 3. something insecure: the many insecurities of life. —Synonyms 2. precariousness, shakiness, vulnerability. in·se·cure Audio Help /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊər/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[in-si-kyoor] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective 1. subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident or assured: an insecure person. 2. not confident or certain; uneasy; anxious: He was insecure about the examination. 3. not secure; exposed or liable to risk, loss, or danger: an insecure stock portfolio. 4. not firmly or reliably placed or fastened: an insecure ladder. vul·ner·a·ble Audio Help /ˈvʌlnərəbəl/ Pronunciation K

Giveaway
Jamiie needs our help! PLEASE... Click this picture and rate it for me... She is in a giveaway for a One Month VIP and needs 25,000 comments. RATES count as ten so please at least rate it. The more comments you can leave the better. (repost of original by '~ILoveTappinit~'PebblesinAZ'' on '2008-04-09 20:25:26') (repost of original by 'MsRain~Mr Hott's Fiancee'~~Fu-Mom to Jamiie~~ Read About Me & Military Support Blog~' on '2008-04-09 20:30:54') (repost of original by 'Mr_Hott>> MsRain's Fiancee & Fu-Father to Jamiie' on '2008-04-09 21:37:32')

The Very Secret Diary Of Meriadoc Brandybuck
The Very Secret Diary of Meriadoc Brandybuck By: Cassandra Claire Dedicated to Ashley, my very own Ashwise Gamgee. Everyone should have one. DAY ONE Got in trouble for setting off fireworks at party. Suspect Gandalf not actually all that annoyed and was merely excuse to get us young hobbit boys wet and lathered up. Became even more suspicious when “washing dishes” punishment followed by “polishing Gandalf’s staff” punishment and “massaging Gandalf’s feet” punishment and “nude leapfrog in the cabbage patch” punishment, I mean, who’s he trying to kid, really? Especially with the foot thing. DAY TWO V. promising start to day when discovered carrot that was just right shape. Even more promising when Pippin nabbed six cabbages, two bags potatoes, and three ears corn, although cannot help but think Pippin being slightly over-optimistic. I mean, could probably manage two ears corn, but not before breakfast. All went downhill though when bumped into Frodo and faithful bit of r

Why
Ok, so I am usually not one to complain about much, but recently my boyfriend and I broke up. We were together for four years. He has three daughters and well, his oldest is 12. I found out he had been cheating on me with an 18 year old girl. He is 34. I gave him my life and did everything for him. He never had to worry about anything. He never had to ask or want for anything from me. I guess loveing someone isn't enough these days. The hardest thing for me to except was the fact that I not only lost the man I loved very dearly, but I lost three angels that mean so much to me. I still talk to the girls and his family, but as far as talking to him it is just to hard to hear his voice. I won't lie. I still love him dearly and hope things work out for him. I will not be around to take him back when he realizes he had a great thing. I guess the only thing I can do is look at it as a lesson learned and move on. I have been knocked down before and got up, so I guess this is not

Broken Heart
I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it’s like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don’t want to because you don’t want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be here for you as a fri

Bullie Frm Ssg P..very Nice Lady
Roxy is working on getting FU-BUCKS, and has done a lot of the bombing herself... Lets get her up a few thousand more please... Click photo... Thank you!!! (repost of original by 'SSG P' on '2008-04-02 21:22:36')

Poetry
I Feel Inspired by pain I feel so old and jaded like a severed dependency waiting around on a savior that turned out to be me I feel so full of desire like a rose unkissed by dew how do let yourself go of the fear to try things new I feel so full of confidence like I can conquer this world I stop sometimes in amazement at all I do for a little girl I feel so full of knowledge yet the dull aches back again grasping onto intellects like holding on to sand A poets heart is jaded their minds a wanton place our souls are old and incarnate our lives a tangled embrace Brittony Ryona Johnson Copyright ©2008 Brittony Ryona Johnson

Kentucky
Kentucky in my mind The mountains they engulfed me such a long long way from home excited and eager to conquer this realm of life on my own Listening to the moans of Bluegrass soothing an ache in my soul after awhile learning the heart doesn't have a home Everyone has roots that place you come from but you carry the heart with you you are it's home I let myself fall in love with the cool air through the pines If I close my eyes I can see it .....Kentucky in my mind

Po Me
Po me I fear you... much like the lion fears losing the jungle to the mass of humans who waste them on trivial pursuits. I lust you... like a pirate lust the bounty of a hundred fleets in vast blue waters they call the sea. I hunger... for the change in the world that I have had in myself the constant yearning for something new and awe inspiring I crave... the man I wanted you to be the one you could be the you we've all seen in the fleeting moments of your innocence.

Why Now
What a day if it could go wrong it did went from one bad thing to another do I just have no luck? Can I just get a break and have a good day with out something going to shit? My respone... NO you are fucked. Why because I was a good guy who did what i had too just to get screwed over in the long run. Oh well live with it i cant change it.

Cool Thing To Know!
Which side is the gas cap on? Now go out and check this out on the car...as I'm sure you will. I didn't know this! Did you? I have been driving for over thirty years. One would think I would have noticed the little secret on my dashboard that was staring me right in the face the whole time. I didn't and I bet you probably haven't either. Quick question, which side of your car is your gas tank on? If you are anything like me, you probably can't remember right away. My solution is to uncomfortably stick my head out the window, strain my neck and look. If you don't do this in your own car you definitely have done it in a borrowed or rental car. Well, ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to share with you my little secret so you will no longer look like Ace Ventura on your way to the gas station or put your neck at risk of discomfort or injury. If you look at your gas gauge, you will see a small icon of a gas pump. The handle of the gas pump will ext

It Seemed I Was Depressed, But Now I Don't Think Thats What It Was
~sighs~ ~growls~ ~bangs head against wall~ Lets see where to start? Just where and what have I been up too? To tell the truth, I couldn't even say, not because I don't want to, But more along the lines of I really don't know. It seems to me that the rash of time has lost all meaning. Some how minutes became hours, while hours became days. Soon Days were weeks, and now it seems that weeks have become months. I haven't got a clue as to why this has happened. Nor do I really care. It just seems a little strange to me though, that yesterday, was the start of a new year, and now here we are in the mist of April. The question that seems to be dwelling upon my over working mind is: Does time even have a constant meaning? I know that there are 60 seconds to a minute, while an hour has 60 minutes. A day has 24 hours, so on and so forth, But whose to say how long a second really last? With that thought fresh in mind, here goes the twist of man. We live each day striving to be the b

If Only
A story I read Subject: The Law of the Garbage Truck One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport . We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!' This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.' He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile , w

9/11/01
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of you r heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered.

Baby Made
Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says i love you You believe its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never wouldn't have happened If the rubber wouldn't have torn

Can We Really Transplant A Soul?
The progress of medical science in the past 30 years has been so rapid that yesterday's miracles are tomorrow's commonplace procedures. So it has proved with heart transplants, which have become almost routine in hospitals around the world. Yet every once in a while a story emerges which should cause us all to sit up and take note that there is nothing "routine" or "commonplace" about such complex operations. The suggestion, highlighted again this week, that donor patients could not only be acquiring the organs but also the memories - or even the soul - of the donor is surely one such story. This bizarre possibility was raised by the inexplicable case of Sonny Graham - a seemingly happily married 69-year-old man living in the U.S. state of Georgia. He shot himself without warning, having shown no previous signs of unhappiness, let alone depression. His friends described it as an act of passion, not of reason. The case might have remained just an isolated tragedy were it

Curious Actions Of Gay Guys
i'm the only straight guy in the area i work. there aren't any secrets here, everyone knows all the other guys are gay, and they know everyone knows. what i find curious is that these guys are constantly talking about how hot certain chicks are, and whenever the subject of other gay guys come up, they always start bagging on them. i just wonder....do they say these things for my benefit? so that i won't be uncomfortable with the gayness? it's kind of a self-centered view i guess, but if it's true i guess that's nice of them, though unneccessary. i don't give a rat's ass about someone else's sexuality. i certainly don't want to hear the details of gay loving, but there's no reason for them to "butch" things up for me. i guess the much more likely explanation is that even gay guys can appreciate a woman's beauty. as far as bagging on other gay guys, maybe it's just gay cattiness? i dunno

Dismantling The Patriarchy One Drink At A Time!
LUPEC stands for "Ladies United for the Preservation of Endangered Cocktails." Their site offers recipes for such favorites as Amaretto Alexander," "La Moulin Rouge," and "Pink Passion Punch." You can revisit dozens of their past meetings that celebrate the art and culture of the mixed drink, and read the bios of the members that include their "first alcohol-related memory" and the kind of "fantasy bar" they would like to run. Their mission statement: In a post-millenium world of beer and prepackaged Chex Mix™, LUPEC works tirelessly to breed, raise, and release cocktails that are endangered or even believed to be extinct. The collecting of anachronistic recipes by women, and the resulting creation of endangered cocktails in an all woman setting is intended to achieve the following goals o To create a secular "coven-like" atmosphere in which Classy Broads of today can invoke and honor the spirits of their Forebroads o To continue the 150 year American trad

Guys Hating On Me
Some guy on RMB sent me an IM says: NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:16:00 AM u look like an easy slut Then the convo went on: itskacibitch im not a slut NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:26:00 AM well for 1 ur body looks like shit and 2...u look like ud b easy as shit itskacibitch because i got a good figure and like to show it off doesnt mean im a whore, skank or anythinglike that you fucking jackass. NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:31:00 AM to tell u u look like a fukin whore...dont get full of urself bitch i wouldn't "check" ur diseased ass out if my fukin life depended on it itskacibitch you dont know your shit to well do you? so if my looks like shit and all, why did you come to my page to check me out? ehh NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:34:00 AM y the fuck would i b mad....im not the one whos whorin myself out on the internet... maybe u should figure out whos the one who needs to get a life itskacibitch as said l

Come On Guys
TO ALL MY ENTRIES. I JUST WANTED TOO LET YOU KNOW BECAUSE SOME OF YOU HAVE NOT STARTED BOMBING YOUR PIC. I AM GIVING THE PRIZE TO EACH OF YOU FOR THE LEVEL YOU HIT. JUST DIDN'T WANT YOU TO MISS OUT ON THE CHANCE. IT IS UP TO YOU.

A Sweet Friend In Need....
Most everyone should know Bonnie; if not please go by & say hi. Her Bday is coming up & she'd really like to level to Henchmen. Could you go drop her some rates for me?? If ya tell me you dropped some rates her way I'll get ya a jello shot! DJWîččâ~Mgr Sixth Sense~ mum to wanda, rena, tina, drew , tom & leon@ fubar ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Facebook Sex Addict Says She Slept With 50 Men
A woman says she is a Facebook sex addict and has slept with 50 men she met through the networking site. Laura Michaels, 23, set up a group called "I Need Sex" on the site. She invited men to contact her and those whose picture she liked, she met up with. RELATED ITEMS * Latest news bulletin * Today's top news headlines Within 10 minutes the group had 35 members and soon attracted 100 men, 50 of whom she slept with. She told The Sun: "I know that it was risky behaviour but that was part if the thrill." One of her Facebook conquests was called Simon from Swindon. She said they met for drinks in her home town of Bristol and then went back to his hotel for sex. She admitted some people might "look down on me" for her behaviour and said some might even say that she may as well have been a prostitute because then she would at least have been paid for sleeping with so many different men, but she said: "I don't see it like that at all. "I was satisfyin

So This One's Unfinished.....
Intrigue me. Capture my attention. Enthrall me. Render me breathless. Consume me. Claim my heart. Control me. Need me to please you. Complete me. Join your soul with mine. Deceive me. Make me believe forever. Confuse me. Push me away. Destroy me. Throw away my love. Release me. Leave me to my pain. Forget me. Return to whom you belong.

Convo
->Ick-R-Us: that's a good quote... i like that much Ick-R-Us: -or write one. I hear that. I learned late in life, that the nail that sticks out gets pounded down. ->Ick-R-Us: a teacher and a counselor who have nothing better to do than to prescribe meds for kids who can't sit still or focus on just one thing at a time. you would be amazed at how many mentors will get upset if you do all your school work in class and still have time to read a book or two Ick-R-Us: What determines social IQ? I don't remember that test. ->Ick-R-Us: or by lack of social IQ Ick-R-Us: and it means welderman Ick-R-Us: I'm starting to think genius is mostly arbitrarily determined by genetics and head trauma. ->Ick-R-Us: nearly none of the necessities are necessarily normal, nor are the number by which nimbic genious is achieved Ick-R-Us: How can we be sure of such a statement? What qualifications and pedigrees do I have available to prove the contrary of my impudence? ->Ick-R-Us: insolence. impudence

Life Pt 2
the past year and a half has been the most trying time of my life. between loss, pain, illness, & depression, i have reached the lowest points i have ever known. in the disaster that became my life i crumbled, in the mess i have become, i've destroyed anything good that has come my way. in the darkness i have come to know, my inability to see the light has caused me to hurt many people, some of whom i cared for very much, one i loved dearly. i see now that my bitterness, my pain is slowly killing me. i cannot fix anything around me because i, myself, am broken. i was once the rock, the mountain, everyone turned to me for support for strength. i have had people devote themselves to me, love me, look to me for guidence, but i have been drained, grown weak in my despair. it has to end, now. the phoenix is a mythological bird, a legendary creature that rises from the ashes of it's own destruction. so too shall i rise from my own ashes, i will find my streng

Life N Love(( 1st One)))
Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I jst wanna go and hide to cry , OD, and cut myself. The moment u take a blade to cut ur self. All what u felt before u cut goes away. The pain takes its place but not for long then all of the lonelyness and sad nees and hates comesback then u go take alot of pill to make urself pass out but u endup ODing you think to urself ("no one help me jst let me die") but then u wake up and ur laying there in a bed with all this stuff hooked up to u . U jst lay there looking at ppl and still thinking why? why? why? why did u help me? why couldnt they jst let me die? they say they love u but u know soon they will hate u. It starts all over again. Life and Love. My Li

Those Who Make This Place Their Life
Just felt like posting a blog,stating that this place.....is just a freaking website...I don't NEED to be on here,I don't NEED to leave my account on my pc as I go and do things,that's because it's just a bs website.....but SOME people....this IS their life....and to me....that is a sad existence. Truly sad indeed. Unlike those people I have a real life,with real friends who I can and do go visit,see and can hang out with. And THAT'S why whenever I FEEL like it I can lock up my page so that NO ONE can view it. Why?!?! Because I don't care about this place....I don't care if I get rated or not ever again. Being ranked is'nt my driving force to be on here. How this place views me and ranks me does'nt determine my value in life,doesn't determine ANYTHING that REALLY matters in the real world and THATS why IDGAF about this place,because at the end of the day it's a freakin website. I just wished other people did'nt have to make this their life,got out there in the real world and expierienc

Sex God
Um, don't exactly agree with this one, but this is what I got!! LOL. How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Slave To BDSMAdmit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. A Slave To BDSM 78%A Romantic 73%Sex God 70%Virgin 23%

Through The Miles
Through all the miles and all the trials, was it all worthwhile. To see you smile. My heart is broken. I hide behind these walls, noone ever heard me call. I feel the pain, can still feel the chains. what's to gain. If I had only known, you were so alone. I feel the tears run down my face, i can't go back to that place. can never retrace. was it all a waist. you close the door, like so many times before, I cant take no more. I sit on the shore. I wish upon a star, cant get rid of the scars, dont like you being so far. I can not mend, this must be the end, or is it just a bend. You have gone away, i have gone a stray, just couldnt stay, you made my skies so grey caused the tears to fall from my eyes, when you said goodbye. Through the miles and all the trials, just wanted to see you smile.

Re: Government Scientists To "geo-engineer" Earth's Atmosphere
RE: Government Scientists To "Geo-Engineer" Earth's Atmosphere ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Apr 2008, 22:23 Government Scientists To "Geo-Engineer" Earth's Atmosphere Government scientists have been experimenting with the feasibility of bombarding the Earth's upper atmosphere with microscopic glass particles to dampen the effects of "global warming," despite warnings that the process could damage the ozone layer. Are admissions of government research into altering the earth's atmosphere tied to increasing reports of chemtrail spraying over the past 10 years? http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/041008_geo_engineering. htm

A Look Back In Time !
YOU EVER STOP AND THINK HOW TIME FLIES, THINGS CHANGE, HOW FAST THINGS GROW. TODAY I WENT BACK IN TIME, YOU ARE RIGHT HOW CAN ANYONE DO THAT. WELL YOU CAN IT'S NOT THAT HARD , ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS GO GET SOME OF YOUR OLD PICTURES , AND GO BACK IN TIME. I DID THAT TODAY. IT IS FUNNY HOW MANY THINGS CAN CHANGE OVER THE YEARS AND NOT REALLY SEE IT . I WAS LOOKING AT PICTURES OF ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG, AND OF ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS TODAY . ITS FUNNY HOW YOU WATCH BABIES GROW UP TO BE KIDS , TEENAGERS TO YOUNG ADUTLS, AND YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS TURN IN TO MOM AND DADS, AUNTS AND UNKULS. WHEN YOU LOOK AT A PICTURE YOU DO GO BACK IN TIME THINKING OF ALL THE THNGS THAT HAPPEN IN THAT ONE MOMENT IN TIME. THINKING HOW FUNNY THAT ONE THING WAS , OR HOW SAD IT WAS. WHEN I WAS GOING THROW THE PICTURES TO DAY I SEE HOW THINGS CHANGE, PEOPLE GROW , AND THE PEOPLE YOU MISS ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. IT'S FUNNY HOW TIME PLAYS TRICKS ON PEOPLE . KNOWING WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN , WERE YOU

Hmmm Lol This Says Alot!
Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Nine of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in remarkable gratitude. I am not a victim. There are no lost causes. "I've been there, done that, and know suffering -- but it's all good." I'm still standing. "Can't touch this." Self-pity is an excuse to do nothing. To appeal to sympathy for pity's sake is to seek affirmation of the choice to do nothing. I am empowered by the spirit and support of meaningful experience and I transform with silent resilience.

New Skins 4/10
I've added 8 more public skins. As always, everyone is free to rip them, I just ask that you don't rip those marked as Custom. To use my skins, please remember to deactivate any images that you've selected to use as background images, or the code will break and it won't display properly. Larger screen viewables are best for these, as always :) Previews are below - browse my skin list to rip. "Patriot Coin" "Bugs Bunny" "Garfield Cheers" "Johnny Bravo" "RoadRunner" "Sly" "Tequila" "Jungle Boogie" Cheers! -HS

411 On Relationships ~
Why Beautiful Women Marry Less Attractive Men Jeanna Bryner LiveScience Staff Writer LiveScience.comThu Apr 10, 11:25 AM ET Women seeking a lifelong mate might do well to choose the guy a notch below them in the looks category. New research reveals couples in which the wife is better looking than her husband are more positive and supportive than other match-ups. The reason, researchers suspect, is that men place great value on beauty, whereas women are more interested in having a supportive husband. Researchers admit that looks are subjective, but studies show there are some universal standards, including large eyes, "baby face" features, symmetric faces, so-called average faces, and specific waist-hip ratios in men versus women. Past research has shown that individuals with comparable stunning looks are attracted to each other and once they hook up they report greater relationship satisfaction. These studies, however, are mainly based on new couples, showing that abso

Can You Feel Me?
This day is too valuable to waste. The people in your life are too beautiful to ignore. Take a moment to remember how fortunate you are to be you. Take a look around, with your eyes lovingly and enthusiastically open to the possibilities. Most of what you fear does not even exist. Much of what you love is closer than you realize. You are just one small step away from being on the path toward your most treasured dream. You are just one brief thought away from understanding the richness that is your life. You have traveled a long way to be where you are. With every step you have gained something of real and lasting value. Now is a day to move forward with more experience, knowledge and wisdom than ever before. Now is your moment to realize and fulfill the miracle that is your life.

Thxxx!!
thxXx sO mUch 2 all of u whO hElped me lEvel 2 piMp!! nOw i'ma fiNd me sOme fU hOs 2 mAke me sOme fu bUcCs!! lOl.. lUv yA'll 4 reAl... i diD whAt i sAid i wOuld: mOved a nAughty piC 2 my rOadtRip fOlder;) enjOy... n thxXx agAin!! smOoches!! ~*~mS. e niGma~*~

About To Sell My Soul..
I consider myself a good person. I am kind to people. I am a trustworthy and loyal friend. I do not expect anything from anyone. I do not judge people. I raise my own children, I don't expect taxpayers to do it for me, and I have raised them to have respect and to earn what they get. I work my ass off to get what we have, granted it isn't alot, but it has grown from nothing. I help people who are less fortunate than me whenever I can. Now I am not saying I am perfect by any means. I cuss entirely too much. I have been known to drink to much. I smoke. I am hard on my kids, but only for their own good. I don't talk to my mother. I drive without a license. When I get mad, people I care about get the blunt of my frustrations. I don't go to church. I bash people I don't know on the internet (not to be hurtful). They say karma is a bitch, but I don't recall a time where I have done something bad enough for the string of bad luck that I have encountered in the last 5 years. I will not

Maybe?
Maybe...we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe...the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe...you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all

92 Angels And Counting
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! > > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > > ******JUICY DEE****** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > > Special R Kay > > Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ > >

I Love This
Why is beer better then women. A beer is ALWAYS WET. Beer always looks the same in the morning. Beer is happy to ride in the trunk. Beer AWAYS GOES DOWN EASY. A beer doesnt change it's mind after you've already gotten the top off. When you change beers, YOU DON'T HAVE TO PAY ALIMONY. You can enjoy beer all month long. You can share a BEER WITH FRIENDS. HANGE OVERS GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Staff Pimpout
WELCOME TO THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE PLEASE COME MEET OUR STAFF AND HAVE A BLAST!! MARIUS~FU-H TO MAHA~@ fubar DJ Maha~Fu- W to DJ Marius~GM@ The Real Red Dragon Lounge@ fubar DJ CHINKY BUTT DJ MANAGER @ THE REAL RED DRAGONS LOUNGE@ fubar ♫♪Chuggy♪♫~the Naked*asst.mgr.@the~REAL~Red~Dragon~Lounge♪♫ & Tr@ fubar DJ SmøkÏñJø-Grêêtêr/BårteñdérFù Hú$båñd Tø Cåñdÿ@THE REAL RÉÐ ÐRÃGØÑ LØÜÑGÊ@ fubar ßîg Rø¢k Hêåð/Hêåd Êñƒør¢êr@Thê Rèãl Rèd Ðrãgøñ/Êñgãgêd Tø ÃrÎès@ fubar ♥Katers♥Head Greeter@The REAL Red Dragon Lounge♥Fu-adopted by Maharet&Marius!!@ fubar Princess Sweetie@ fubar ~ DJ BG Wiff A Ghetto Booty Greeter/Dancer @ The Real Red Dragon Lounge

Had My Surgery Yesterday :/
yea ok so im in a lot of pain still..and wont be on here much probably for a few days..and thats why i havnt been on..just thought id let people know... i had my gall bladder taken out- no not a huge ordeal- but still sucked ass...and im still in a lot of pain cuz of it :( anyways....leave me lots of love while im away! haha and ill be back soon.... now ill have icky lil scars on my tummy..bleh :( maybe ill show u..and maybe i wont..lol think of me...and all the hell im going throguh..haha and how much pain im in...and all the bills i now have to pay..lol yay for me :) bleh..ok back to the couch..it is calling my name :/

Written For Me
This was written for me by one of my patients. For those of you that REALLY know me you know it touched my heart. Enjoy You are very special there aren't enough words to say You brought me from the darkness to face another day Swinging your fists for me in a battle I tried to ignore I was ready to give up on life then you kicked open the door Thank you Karlie from so deep within my heart You can trust that I will be fine even after we part I am undescribably grateful for all your special attention Just a few more things I feel that I must mention You will hold a special place inside my heart forever I'm not just saying that because I think it sounds clever I truly mean what I've said just so you know The day is coming when our seperate ways we'll go I wish you happiness and success in all you do Take care Karlie I will never ever forget about you Thank you sincerely And that, my friends, is why I am a nurse.

I Want
A NEW TATTOO so fucking bad. its only been like a month and a half since my pirate ship got finished but I'm already aching for a new one. I want to get my octopus started or my parrot. but i dont have any money. AHHHHH buy me a tattoo . kthanks

I Have Seen You Cry
I saw you cy a million times I thought you were fine. I wanted you to climb, wanted you to fly, couldnt break your lies. Now we say goodbye. I have seen the stars, but like you they are so far. I can never go back to that place, Can't erase the memories. It begins to rain, I feel the pain as i carry these chains, what's to gain, was it all in vain. I heard you call but i had already fallen. I had no clue, if i only knew. I am down on my knees, Couldnt make a plea, i see the raging sea, now i must flee. I had seen you cry, never understood why, but now we say goodbye, and i will never know just why. They say it takes time, that i will be just fine. I make one last wish, upon that star, I know you will never be that far, just wish i could get rid of the scars. I wanted to see you grow, Just like every rose. Sometimes i feel like war, going on behind these doors, cant take no more, done this before. I have seen you cry a million times, they said y

Drinking I Praise Thee!!!
AIGHT, I LOVE DRINKING. NOT REALLY NEWS I KNOW, BUT FUCK IT'S ABOUT TIME I GAVE IT SOME PRAISE. THE ART OF DRINKING IS LOST NOW A DAYS. I MEAN IT, WITH ALL THE HEALTH FOOD NAZI'S, THE COLLEGE KIDS THAT COULDN'T DRINK 6 BEERS WITHOUT PUKING LET ALONE A 16 YEAR OLD SINGLE MALT. THE WHINERS WHO SAY THAT THEY DON'T DRINK ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY WERE FUCKTARDS BACK IN THE DAY AND COULDN'T HANDLE THIER SHIT!! THE DRUGGIES WHO SAY THAT WEED OR WHAT NOT IS BETTER THEN BOOZE. WELL THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO ALL OF THEM. FUCK YOU!! YOU FUCKING PANSY ASS PIECE OF SHIT!!! DRINKING HAS BEEN THE NUMBER ONE "IT" FOR AS LONG AS MAN HAS KNOWN HOW TO MAKE IT!!!! TO ALL YOU HIPPY FUCKS, GUESS WHAT, IT'S LEGAL!!!!! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT KILLS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH, IT'S LEGAL!!!! HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE IN THE US OF A HAVE JOBS BECAUSE OF THIS WONDERFUL PRODUCT. I OWN A BUSINESS BECAUSE OF IT!! IT'S CHEAP, IT WORKS, AND BY FUCKING GOD IT'S AMAZING. NOW TAKE IT FROM ME AN "EX" HARDCORE DRUGGY. I M

Things I Learned Living In Texas
Living in Texas Things I learned living in Texas 1. A possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in Texas. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in Texas, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it'll stick ya. If it crawls, it'll bite cha. 5. 'Onced' and 'Twiced' are words. 6. It is not a shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. 'Jaw-P?' means 'Did ya'll go to the bathroom?' 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. 'fixinto' is one word. 10. There is no such thing as 'lunch'. There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar. 12. Backwards and forwards means 'I know everything about you.' 13. The word 'jeet' is actually a phrase meaning 'Did you eat?'. 14. You don't have to wear a watch, because it doesn't matter what time it is, you work u

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 10
April Poem-A-Day Challenge Today's prompt: "Write a location poem. You can write about a city, a building, a planet, etc. I suppose the poem doesn't necessarily need to be "about" the place, but the location should play an important role in the poem". At the board All eyes upon me now fear holds me in it's sway, but I can not allow my mind to slip away. Sweat pouring over me, there's nowhere I can go. What can the answer be? I simply do not know.

Hells Yeah They Finally Caught Him!!!!
(CNN) -- U.S. Marine Cpl. Cesar Laurean, the main suspect in the killing of a 20-year-old pregnant Marine, has been captured in Mexico, federal authorities announced Thursday. Authorities are awaiting extradition to bring Laurean, who has been on the run since January, back to North Carolina. He has been indicted on charges of murder, ATM card theft, attempted card theft, fraud and robbery with a dangerous weapon. "I'm very happy he was caught today in Mexico, but I'm disappointed we didn't catch him in America," said Dewey Hudson, district attorney for Onslow County, North Carolina. Mexico's extradition policy prohibits U.S. authorities from seeking the death penalty against fugitives who are turned over by Mexican authorities. Lance Cpl. Maria Lauterbach was eight months pregnant when she was last seen near Camp LeJeune, North Carolina, in December. A month later, her charred body, along with that of her fetus, was found beneath a fire pit in Laurean's backya

Life Is Not Fair
OK NOW OVER THE PAST 3.5 MONTHS MY FAMILY HAS BEEN THROUGH TO MUCH .THERE HAS BEEN 3 DEATHS IN THE FAMILY,MY COUSIN BACK IN JANUARY,MY AUNT LAST MONTH,AND AN UNCLE(MY DADS BEST FRIEND).THEY TELL US THAT WHEN PEOPLE DIE THEY GO IN 3S,I NEED NO MORE BED NEWS.I HAVE FELT LIKE TOSSING OUT MY PHONE SO TH AT NOONE CAN GET A HOLD OF ME TO TELL ME THE BAD CRAP .IM TIRED OF HEARING IT BUT I KNOW THATS HEST I KNOW HOW :)E BOW LIFE GOES.IM DEALING WITH IT ALLL TH

Blah
I have no idea why but today was just one of those "blah" days. I didn't sleep well, I couldn't take a nap during the day and I was looking at job stuff until my eyes hurt. Fuck it... its bed time. 25 days until my last test...

My Aunt....
So its the craziest thing...last night at 9:30 i answer the ringin of my phone to hear my grama crying on the other end...baggin me to put my mom on the phone...I handed mom the phone with tears now filling my eyes...i didnt know who or what but just knew something was wrong...She told mom that aunt jeannie was in the hospital unconious....she was havin truble breathin eariler in the day...but told my uncle she was fine to go to church anway! so he left her home alone thankin she was fine....we never thought in a million years today would end her life...she called my uncle home at 7 to tell him she couldnt breath he called 911 and they came to see...if anything could be done for this scared husband and wife to save this woman from the fate she had to face....my uncle says that was the hardest thing watchin her suffer and he couldnt do a thing...she laid there on the floor before his very eys toke her last breaths...and there was her demise...but they didnt let that be the end they got

Drama
IM SO SICK OF PEOPLE ACCUSING AND CAUSING DRAMA THAT MUST BE HOW THEY WANT 2 LIVE WELL I DONT!! WHY IS IT WHEN SOMEONE IS MISERABLE THEY NEED COMPANY ? IM NOT THE ONE AND THEYRE SO INSECURE OR UNTRUSTWORTHY THAT THEY TRY 2 PUT IT ON YOU SOOOO SAD

Lets Get Her Leveled!!!!
OK MY BFF IS HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR SATURDAY AT 8PM FU-TIME(PST) WHICH WOULD BE 9PM(MST) 10PM(CST) OR 11PM (EST) SHE IS HAVING TO MOVE AND MAY BE WITHOUT THE INTERNET FOR A WHILE AND SHE WANTS TO MAKE IT TO GODMOTHER BEFORE THEN!!!! SHE WILL BE HOSTING A RATE-A-THON SO GO CHECK HER BLOG FOR DETAILS AND MAKE SURE YOU SAVE YOUR 11S FOR HER!!!! SHE IS A TOTAL SWEETHEART AND HELPS SO MANY PEOPLE SO LETS GO SHOW HER LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE DURING HER HAPPY HOUR AND EVEN AFTER IT KEEP ON RATING LETS GET HER TO GODMOTHER!!!!! AND IF YOU CAN'T BE HERE FOR HER HAPPY HOUR GO ON AND RATE HER PHOTOS AND STASH NOW LETS GET HER UP THERE COME ON!!! ~BABS~ "FU-KING" This pimp out brought to you by: TinkerbellMN84

Let's Get Her Godmother For Her Hh!
OK MY BFF IS HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR SATURDAY AT 8PM FU-TIME(PST) WHICH WOULD BE 9PM(MST) 10PM(CST) OR 11PM (EST) SHE IS HAVING TO MOVE AND MAY BE WITHOUT THE INTERNET FOR A WHILE AND SHE WANTS TO MAKE IT TO GODMOTHER BEFORE THEN!!!! SHE WILL BE HOSTING A RATE-A-THON SO GO CHECK HER BLOG FOR DETAILS AND MAKE SURE YOU SAVE YOUR 11S FOR HER!!!! SHE IS A TOTAL SWEETHEART AND HELPS SO MANY PEOPLE SO LETS GO SHOW HER LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE DURING HER HAPPY HOUR AND EVEN AFTER IT KEEP ON RATING LETS GET HER TO GODMOTHER!!!!! AND IF YOU CAN'T BE HERE FOR HER HAPPY HOUR GO ON AND RATE HER PHOTOS AND STASH NOW LETS GET HER UP THERE COME ON!!! ~BABS~ "FU-KING" This pimp out brought to you by: TinkerbellMN84

Help Help Help
=== 'CHEVYDJ82 OWNER OF REDNECKS 4 LIFE' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 22:57:36'.. > > TO THE ONE WHO HELPS BOMB A PIC WE NEED AT LEAST 5,000 COMMENTS ON IT SO FAR WE GOT 1,110 > > CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO TAKE YOU THERE > > > > > === 'blue_eyes****SeXy LeGs ~ Shadow Levelers Promoter For Red Necks For Life Lounge' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 19:57:30'.. > > > > > > === 'Tequila Lollipop Creator & Owner of the Lollipop Gurlz Club owner to tinytears' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 18:39:27'.. > > > > > > hold on dear im writing up an explaination lol so u know im making bully for u so u can repost it to your friends ok :) i wont leave ya stranded > > > > > > > > > === 'blue_eyes****SeXy LeGs ~ Shadow Levelers Promoter For Red Necks For Life Lounge' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 18:12:26'.. > > > > > > > > what time that be on here i tried the link aint working > > > > === 'Tequila Lollipop Creator & Ow

I'm Gettin Fu-hitched!!!
center> Everyone is Invited to Attend a Fu Wedding! imikimi - Customize Your World Cherry Blowpopzz~Kept In Corsets R/L Girlfriend& Fu-Fiance*~FuWu Member~*~@ fubar and Kept In Corsets@ fubar Where: The Fubar Wedding Chapel http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50224 When: 1pm Fubar Time or 4pm Eastern Time Ceremony Performed by: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!)@ fubar (repost of original by '

Derailed...
just when you think you're on the right track, someone throws the lever and flips the track and directs you down the dangerous gully, where the bridge is out at the other end. and all you know is that somehow you need to survive this obstacle too... the question is how do you jump off of a careening train and not injure yourself or those around you? i mean at some point you will have to pick yourself up and hike your happy ass outta the damned gully right? but then that poses all sorts of new challenges right? how far along the tracks were you when you got derailed? how far out do you have to climb, did you land in a pile of leaves and moss did it break your fall, or did you break something along the way? will whatever is broken heal? how lost will you be? can you make it back the tracks and follow them back far enough to get back on track? are you irretrievably lost? is there anyone who jumped the train with you? are you alone, or do you have someone to lean on? where will

Hesitation...
forgive my hesitations,and the doubts that lay upon my shattered heart. trust that once was given freely has been ripped from me by anothers' lies. anger, and sadness have tainted the things within, dulling the things without. these petty emotions, and doubts i wish gone daily, they prevent me from taking a chance. they perilize my psyche, constricting the joy in the most basic of needs... your touch.... i do not ask you to understand, only to bear with me through my tribulations, if you can...

Another Poem
love is great, innocent and pure nothing else like it, no other cure for it mends hearts that are broken without a sound, or words ever spoken they say it's all around us, well that may be true I'll be sitting here, waiting for you

Is It So Hard
OK MAYBE IM OVER REACTING JUST A LIL BUT HEY OH WELL I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY AND I REALLY DO LOVE HIM ALOT I CAN TALK TO HIM FOR HOURS AND HOURS ON THE PHONE BUT WHEN IT COMES TO THE INTERNET ITS LIKE WHATEVER I DONT KNOW AND HE ACTS LIKE IF IM NOT REAL........... IM AS REAL AS REAL COMES ........ BUT WHATEVER MAYBE IM THE FOOL GETTING SET UP FOR ANOTHER HEART BREAK HE SAYS HE LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME ............ I HAVE MAYJOR TRUST ISSUES SHOULD I BELIEVE HIM OR NOT I MEAN I REALLY LOVE THIS GUY SO SHOULD I STAY WITH HIM OR JUST FORGET IT

Tornadoes
So I go to bed after playing around on fubar most of last night. Thought we had a chance for some storms, but boy was I ever in for a really nasty surprise. I head out to my folks place because its really the best place to start a chase if there's one going to happen, plus my dad likes to go with me on occasion. Long about 2:45 this morning it starts lightning, and its wicked heavy. I get up and start checking radar, sure enough one hell of a storm is heading my way, and fast. Its got classic mesocyclonic tendacies too it, and a leading edge apex. I think to myself, holy shit, I dont have to go chasing tonight, the motherfucker is coming right for me. I figured I had half an hour to secure my place enough that too much wouldnt get blown away, as Im watching 60 to 80 mile per hour winds on nexrad. Half hour was too long of estimate it seems, and at at 3:06, all hell broke loose alright. My entire place starts shaking and rattling and that famous "train" is going on outsid

Believe In You
A breath can be a struggle When the heart lies on the floor So easily your dreams can fade Some leave forever more Your world can lose its colours The brightness disappears And everything seems muted When listening through your tears Weakness forms a part of you Its an effort for the mind To comprehend the damage done When love leaves you behind But willingness and self respect Along with good old pride Will see you through another day The pain will soon subside Find a way to hold yourself Stand true to all you are Believe you can attain new breath To reach is not that far For within,we all are special And deserve the right to be Uncompromised within ourselves Untouched,forever free Chenoa Shiningwater

Daring Dream Devine Destinies
Sorrow sweeps sullied soul Soft sighs seep Sadly singing suffering songs Vile visitations verbosely Violated virtue violently Vanquishing vivacity viciously Silent sobbing signaled Springtide shattered summation Sustained suspicion secluded she Tides transition tirelessly Tutors those truly trying To Train She studies self Securing sovereignty Surrendering seasoned subjects Seeking serenity's sanction Daring dream divine destinies

What I Feel
(Thoughts) Heart Racing Tracing Hurt Replacing Hoping Fantasy to Reality Flying Non Dying Always Trying Never Lying Non Trusting Lip Busting (Taking Fantasy to Reality) (Hurt) Body Freezing Mind Teasing Praying Repeat Hurting Bolding Fist Teary Weary Sick Changing Rearranging Heart Decomposing Sick of Loosing Sick of Choosing Sick of Bruising (Sick of Asking for the Truth and it Refusing) (Change) Mindful Non Hurtful Non Feared Non Teared Replacing Pain Chasing Past Erasing Future Facing Prepared Non Scared Non Messing Non Testing Truly Confessing No False Feeling No Cheating Only Hurt Sealing Against Haters Debaters Bitches And Snitches (Sick of Liars and Will No Longer Stand on Eggshell Land)

A Quiet Storm Brewing
Once again And all too often I find myself In my own torture chamber of an outcast's corner Where I oftentimes cower Gut wrenched Teeth clenched 'Til many a wee morning's hour Rocking myself To the repititious rhythm Of my own reclusive soliloquy Trembling uncontrollably Frightened of I But more afraid am I, of me Knees firmly pressed Against my heaving chest I, a cursedly blessed Entity Ill begotten and fallen into disfigured palms, displaced The face, of she, whom is disgraced As sentiments consume a fragile composite Shrieks of sabotage ring loud, no means to stop it Agony tinged tears wreak havoc, I am too weak So, to be palpable to pain, In liquid formation I shall conform No visible exterior damage, as of yet But internally there is brewing The most deadliest of a Quiet Storm

Unspoken Truths
Spoken words unspoken truths Lies have been told and my Soul has been bought and sold Two times over by deceit And hypocrisy My life has suffered from an Inflation of devastation Its value has declined and I have been left without What is rightfully mine There is no pride and I have chosen to be blind To the injustices which I myself commit Denial has been my only friend The refusal to see that all this suffering Has been in vain I have tainted myself from within But on my lips I wear a grin Of bitterness tinged with the stain of hate That I learned from all those who said they cared But were never truly there To reassure me and help me grow Into who I was supposed to be The world has lost the light I had inside that was dimmed By my tears and my inability To overcome childhood fears And stand on my own Proud of who I am and Let go of who I could have been

Show Me A Lil Love On This Contest
I am in another contest...this one is hosted my tequilla, owner of theLolipp Gurls(show us love!!!) 1st place a choice of a free month VIP or Week blast for first10,000 COMMENTS!!! 2nd Place gets a 3 day blast and a ticker for 5,000 COMMENTS 3rd place gets 1 day blast and 2,500k fubucks for 3,000 COMMENTS Thanks so much !

Untitled
It's criminal no matter how subliminal, what you do to me denying my right to be free. You did it in a voice that made me feel as if I had a choice but you opened only one door since then I have been laying face flat on the floor. You give me your hand but the foot you place on my back will not allow me to stand, All the while you smile giving me looks that could kill and all this duplicity is making me ill. You are pretending to be the pill that is the cure but I am never really sure if this will be the one that kills me or fills me with the love I need and crave. So I continue to be an unwilling slave to the master of my heart that has turned hate into an art and is meticulously tearing me apart. Ripping me to shreds and discarding me leaving me incomplete and feeding me with deceit. I am the glutton that allows you to push every button and until I decide I will take no more you can keep on adding to your score.

Webs...
O tangled webs you weave, Thinking that I can't see. Naively you think they are strong Enough to entangle me. O fool you become Even now you don't see Your lies they come to surface Your deceit breaks and crumbles. Time for you to leave my path Go far away and weave new webs. Do so before I lose my senses And crush you beneath my thumb. You senseless fool To think that fantasy Is better than life that's so real. Life that takes pure precious moment, And encapsules them in our hearts For all eternity. Too bad you will miss out On what this short life is all about. Your heart will always be full Of nothing but poison, So that you can continue To weave your web of deceit and lies. Written by Paulette ~4-11-08~

Tao_zen2006
Again.. retarded shout box.. read bottom to top.. tao_zen2006: the woman who won- was having her 21st bday- her best friend ally dared her to find a guy taht she was attracted to at the party and fuck him in front of the party ->tao_zen2006: i dont.. depends who i was playing the game with n stuff..doubt it.. tao_zen2006: would u take cloths off to win 2 grand? tao_zen2006: lol 1st three dares were of two women flahsing and a guy getting totally anked lol ->tao_zen2006: uh.. good for you.. tao_zen2006: we werer playing Dare! like truth or dare but all dares and there was 2grand in the pot- you cold not win the moeny if you turned down a dare ->tao_zen2006: good.. tao_zen2006: im good just got back from a crazy party ->tao_zen2006: well its a minute away from being afternoon to me.. lol.. but im ok.. u? tao_zen2006: how r u tonight ->tao_zen2006: hi.. uh.. thanks.. tao_zen2006: hi you have beautiful eyes

Bone Cracking Freak,
Out of all the jobs in the world, why would you want to be a chiropractor and smack peoples bones/bodies for a living? Ickkk. I blew my back out yesturday. I took some tylenol it got better and this morning it went out again. So I now get to meet the bone cracking freak. Well fuck me running sidewayz. P.S. If you get the chance to see the movie "The other Boleyn Girl" I suggest you do. Very good movie.

Life's A Bitch Ain't It?? Lol
Dear Wife, I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers . You ate in two minutes, and went straight to bed after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your BEST FRIEND and I are moving to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven years, althou

One To Level
CAN YOU PLEASE RATE THIS MAN'S PICS? HE'S NEEDS RATES AND FRIENDS AND A LITTLE RATE LOVE GOES A LONG WAYS... HE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN... Mikew0506/Ghetto THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BOOMBASTIC: ~/~ SASSY LAURIE~/~~Please help me level!

~the Magic Of Kindness~helping Bonnie
Thank you to Ben, Lou, Mysta, BobbyBones, The Grinch & FairyGodmother for showing Bonnie some luv yesterday! A nice dent was made in her quest for being a Henchman but she still has 300,000+ to go. She doesn't have much stash, I got it rated in less than an hour. Only has 300+ pics which doesn't take much time either. In 5 minutes we have a long day of Happy Hours & it would be greatly appreciated by Bonnie & myself if you'd spank her today. DJWîččâ~Mgr §ðmê†hïñg Wï¢¢å †hï§ Wå¥ Çðmê§~ mum to wanda, rena, tina, drew , tom & leon@ fubar I offer jello shots to those that come back & tell me you spanked her!!! I know I have awesome friends on my list so let's go show Bonnie the magic of kindness & help her out today! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

The Ballad Of Reading Gaol (37-42)
Yet each man kills the thing he loves, By each let this be heard, Some do it with a bitter look, Some with a flattering word, The coward does it with a kiss, The brave man with a sword! --Oscar Fingal O'Flahertie Wills Wilde

Re: Police Remove Torch Bearer On Orders Of Chinese Paramilitary
RE: Police Remove Torch Bearer On Orders Of Chinese Paramilitary ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Apr 2008, 13:51 Police Remove Olympic Torch Bearer On Orders Of Chinese Paramilitary Thugs Communist Chinese-style political oppression came to San Francisco on Wednesday when police, acting on the orders of Chinese paramilitary cops, removed and shoved to the sidewalk an Olympic torch bearer for displaying a Tibetan flag, as the woman's pleas that she had the right to free speech as an American citizen fell on deaf ears. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/041108_police_remove. htm

Missing You
I am missing you my son. My life has been a mess, I cant seem to mend what has been undone. I am missing you my son, everytime I see the blooming flowers, wish to God that I had the power. How can I let go? I feel the pain as it begins to rain, cant seem to break these chains. They are wrapped so tight, cant keep you in sight. The light that use to burn so bright. is slowly fading, into the distant sky, i begin to cry, with broken wings I cannot leave the shore, had to close the door, cant fight this war, it begins to pour. I am really missing you my son. the sun will never shine. Things will never be the same, I never wanted this fame, I feel so ashamed. Can I ever really say goodbye, not knowing the reasons why. I am missing you my son.

Auction #2
Auction Time Again I am hosting my 2nd auction in efforts to get myself into the spotlight. I am doing this for both the guys and gals! They will be divided into 2 different folders...one for men & one for women. I will be advertising this EVERYDAY. However I will be advertising for the auction as a whole. Once it gets going I will repost any bulletins I see that you make advertising yourself or you can PRIVATE MESSAGE me the link and I will repost for you. The auction will run for 7 days with a start date that will be announced by Monday April 14th. To ensure that I get active participants I will charge a fee of $100,000 fubux. $100,000 will also be the opening bids so you will not be out anything! I am also going to give away 2 fubucks prizes...the guy and the girl with the most rates will get $100,000 fubucks...which means that you were auctioned for Free seeing that your fee has been returned. RULES simple... 1.)NO DRAMA 2.)SERIOUS BIDS ONLY 3.)MUST HAVE

Wanna Own Me?? Come And Bid On Me!!
SHE IS IN A AUCTION I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~*~ but I'm still your cutemommy82 ~*~ stop hating jeez@ fubar WANNA OWN HER???? The Bids Bids start at $25,000 fubucks Allowed bids are fubucks, rates, gifts, blings, tickers, blasts, VIP's, and Happy Hours. Cash items are listed in order from lowest to highest: Tickers 1 day blast Bling packs 3 day blast 7 day blast Ticker packs 1 month VIP 30 day blast 3 month VIP Happy Hour 1 Year VIP Please go TO HER pic & BID ON HER Don’t forget to rate the pic as well BID ON HER SHE IS HOT If you would, for me, Fan/Add/Rate the host as well Not part of the rules, but just she’s a friend and likes To be shown luv too =-)~ Bulletin Brought to You by GERMANY´s MOST WANTED R/L Ever

More Poetry!!
Shattered Battered Scattered On the floor Broken Beaten Weakend Nothing matters Anymore Reflections Deceptions Redemption She stands assured Contemplation Realization Confirmation Despite everything she Endured Feeling Dealing Healing Swimming towards the Shore Revealing Unsealing Freeing She flies once More

Amber
Brainstorm, take me away from the norm I got to tell you something This phenomenon, I had to put it in a song And it goes like Whoa, amber is the color of your energy Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally You ought to know what brings me here You glide through my head blind to fear And I know why You live too far away Your voice rings like a bell anyway Don't give up your independence Unless it feels so right Nothing good comes easily Sometimes you gotta fight Launched a thousand ships in my heart So easy, still it's fine from afar And you know that Whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm Whoa, I got to tell you something

Setting Your Homepage To Power
First you will go to your "MY" tab directly above your bar tab it will drop down and you will see "Profile Settings" as shown below click on that and we will move to the next step. From here you are going to see all of your account settings where you can change anything from name on fubar to how to delete your account remember this is what runs it all =)on the second column you will see as shown below homepage style bar you will as shown go to the homepage style setting and change it to power from the newbie setting we will now move to the next step. From this point after you have completed the portion above you are going to scroll down to the bottom of your page and you will see a bouncer check fill the bouncer check in as shown and click on submit your settings have now been changed ! click on home and see the changes made to your profile! Enjoy=)

Help Me While I Am Away
Please help me level while I am away for a while. Please rate and comment my pics. I will do the same for you when I get back on my laptop today...Please please just help me...I am almost there. I have just a little over 2,000 points to go....So please help me...I will do the same back.... Love ya all, Ang

Heaven--poem
I woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead more al

Some Of The Greatest And What They Do
COME MEET SWEETS ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR SHE JUST BOUGHT ME A 7 DAY BLAST HAS BEEN A REAL GOOD FRIEND THROUGH AND THROUGH!!! THANK YOU SWEETS ♥Sweets♥~*~Co-Owner@Eye Candy~*~@ fubar COME MEET VAN WRECKER ONE OF THE COOLEST GUYS ON FUBAR BEEN HERE A WHILE AND VERY HELPFUL CAN SOLVE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING *~VanWrecker~*@ fubar

I Could Be Urs....
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Bored On Friday
What is your middle name? Frederich What color is your mailbox? Mauve with touches of green straight out of the 1972 Sears catalog Are you single? On my tax forms Have you ever hit a deer? yes, but he started it my hitting me first Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? Only the bridge in my mind What color is your room? the color of demonic kittens Do you have a small driveway? Is that a euphemism? Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? No, I have the patent on this one. What do you do first in the morning? check next to me for dead hookers What brand is your printer? who fucking cares Do you enjoy fighting with people? two men enter one man leave Is your hair naturally straight or curly? I wear a merkin Who was your kindergarten teacher? the Baron Von Richter What is your ringtone? Flight of the Valkeries Are you taller than your mom? Yes What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? Fuck Are you God? No,

Slim Bully 2
***********CLICK PIC TO ENTER********** ~~FORBIDDEN~~ WHERE FANTASIES TURN INTO REALITY, COME FULLFILL YOUR DREAMS OMG OMG ITS DJ SLIM!!!!! WONDER WHAT TRICK HE IS GONNA PULL OF TODAY??? THEY DON'T CALL HIM THE INFAMOUS 4 NOTHING!!!!! PLAYING ANY N EVERYTHING THE OTHERS WONT PLAY AND KEEP YOU SALIVATING FOR MORE!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO FIND OUT WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING ON? GET YOUR ASS IN HERE! LETS FULLFILL YOUR FANTASIES TOGETHER

Fun Friday
went shopping today! I had a blast. I am one of those who love to find a great deal..and this is the time that you can find them. I went to JCPenneys..and bought ton of clothes for the boys for school next yr. shirts orignially 25 dollars..marked down to 3.99. Few cargo pants.. originally 30 dollars..marked down to 3.99. I got like 11 pieces of clothes... for 68 dollars. Oh, also didn't mention..how you spend 75dollars worth.. you get 15 dollars off. I am so tickled. I figured it all up..and they came to 300 dollars originally.! I am the deal finder.

Not Giving Up
Here I sit Wondering if Im crazy Holding onto us Even with the odds against us Im not ready to give up Want to keep trying Poving we can get through it Only to become stronger Making something good come of it Im not giving up babi!

Nobody Understands
Nobody really understands The feelings I have Completely into you Not wanting anyone else Being with you is all I need YOu brighten each day Showing me someone cares When we are together Nothing else seems to matter But nobody seems to understand

Not Again
Oh my god!!! Will this not fucking end??? I am so sick of not feeling 100% anymore. I am so fucking tired of this shit. And they have no idea whats wrong with me, but I just keep losing more and more blood. I am about ready to tell them just to fucking rip this shit out of me and be done with it. I don't need it anymore, I have all the kids I want. I just can't take it anymore. I just want to sit here and cry cuz I am begining to believe that I will always be like this, and it will never go away. Thanks for listening to me vent while I wait for the doctor to call me back and give me some options.

Does It Ever End?
Does this pain in my heart have an end to it? My oldest daughter came home from her dad's and said that she wanted to move in with him. The only explaination she can give me is that she doesn't like the house I live in anymore. Mind you, she is only four years old, but it still hurts so bad. I feel like I can't make anyone happy. I can't really keep a man's attention. There is always someone more beautiful that catches their eye. I feel like all men want me for is sex. I know that sounds rediculous, but that is all I have known in my life. And now the one person that I thought would always make me happy has hurt me. I feel like maybe I should go back and live with the loser so my kids can be happy. Who cares how I feel anymore? Not me. Not anymore. Not again.

Wales Forever
WALES FOREVER [x] You were born in Wales [x] You speak Welsh [x] You have lived in Wales at some point in your life [x] You still live in Wales now Score so far: [ ] English people think that your name lacks vowels...it only has 2 a's [x] You have a friend with one of the following names: Dafydd, Llinos, Carys, Euros [x] "Ch" is NOT pronounced as in "chariots" but as in "OCH!" [x] You can pronounce the sound "LL" [x] You know the name "Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgoger ychwyrndrobwllllantysiliog ogogoch" Score so far: [x] You are genuinely thrilled when Wales wins a rugby game [x] Especially when it's against the English [x] You mock the English (haha) [x] You generally don't mind any other cultures as long as they're not English [ ] During rugby matches you run around chanting "you can stick your chariots up your arse!" Score so far: [x] You know all the words to Hen Wlad fy Nhadau. [x] You read Smot y Ci books as a child [x] You know who Sali Mali i

Please!!!! Read Before Continuing
Before you enter this realm I will concede that it is not for everyone nor do all agree with wars and conflicts. I write these as a veteran who has served and seen their share of combat and I never considered right or wrong I stood when and where my country asked. If you as a person CAN NOT and WILL NOT accept the meaning of defending our country and serving it with pride and distinction I pray that you close this now without continuing. IF you decide to read on I hope that you will appreciate what I have placed here and the praise and supoort that our men and women in uniforn have, do and will deserve.

Stephanies..........
THANKS SOOOOOOO MUCH TO ALL WHO HELPED ME....I REACHED MY GOAL!!!!!!!! OK!!!! I WENT AND ENTERED MYSELF INTO A GIVEAWAY..shocking huh?!?LOL SO........WHAT I NEED IS TO GET 1,000 COMMENTS IN 3 DAYS TO WIN A 1 DAY BLAST.... I TRUELY WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF MY FRIENDS COULD DROP A FEW COMMENTS ON IT....... IF YOU GET AN ERROR MESSAGES ITS PROBABLY DUE TO THE FACT THAT YOU ARE NOT FANS/FRIENDS WITH HOST AND YOU HONESTLY SHOULD BE SHES IS AWESOME!!!!!! SO GO RATE/FAN & ADD HER Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

My Hero
I watched as each day he grew Into a man that was so proud Watching as he set each of his goals Each reaching higher then the clouds As man he walked out my door To serve his country in time of need So all that had been one for us each Can to this very day remain freed Then the call came late one night He softly said Mom I have to go People are in need and need our help The might of this great nation we will show I reassured him with loving words When in my heart I felt worry and pain I assured him that he would be all right In my heart and thoughts he would remain They are calling now Mom I will say good bye Taking your love with me to keep me strong Knowing once again soon I will see your smile And to be in your arms I will surely long The days passed us by so slow in time News I watched with a heavy heart each day At night I would pray to the lord above To keep my hero out of harms way Any time the day the phone would ring Fear would quickly consume my thoug

One Guy
There is one guy in my life...well I should say in and out of my life. He drives me crazy! I just recently moved back to my home town and I got asked out tonight...I know I shouldn't care what he thinks but I do. He delets all my photo comments and maybe I should just give up on him for good. I am going out with the person who asked me tonight and I will probably compare him to the end...maybe I just shouldn't care about him anymore. He recently told me things that I dont think anyone else knows, does that make me special in some way??? He has a gf right now and always does I think he is toying with my heart. I dont think he cares for me at all maybe I am right...:(

Mama
Band : My chemical romance Song & Lyrics : My chemical romance Mama, we all go to hell. Mama, we all go to hell. I'm writing this letter and wishing you well, Mama, we all go to hell. Oh, well, now, Mama, we're all gonna die. Mama, we're all gonna die. Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry, Mama, we're all gonna die. And when we go don't blame us, yeah. We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah. You made us, oh, so famous. We'll never let you go. And when you go don't return to me my love. Mama, we're all full of lies. Mama, we're meant for the flies. And right now they're building a coffin your size, Mama, we're all full of lies. Well Mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue, You should've raised a baby girl, I should've been a better son. If you could coddle the infection They can amputate at once. You should've been, I could have been a better son. And when we go don't blame us, yeah. We'll let the fires just bathe us

She Needs Your Help!
Please stop by the following link and rate her pic and bomb her with comments! She's an awesome person and everybody needs to show her lots of fu-love! 50k to win .. rates count as 5 pts ..comments count as 1 pt .. must have 50k to win!!

Realization
As life rolls it's waves an turns our lives. It teaches us lessons, in it's own special way. Some see the lesson an learn from it. While others loose theirselves in their sorrows. I choose to learn, to find meaning in the hidden agenda's of the Universal way. Some say life is a game to play. I have learned it is a force to reckoned with! Each chapter of life for each door that opens an each door that closes, is designed by you. You choose which way you flow. With all the doors I have opened an closed, I have become wiser, learning from the lessons I endured. I am at a chapter in my life now. Where all is a new begging. Making choices an opening doors that feel right for me. All I can do now is pray that, I open the right doors, So I am able to me!

Married 75 Years
On Tuesday afternoon, 100-year-old J.C. Cox and his and 96-year-old wife Josie were buried together. The couple — married for 75 years — died within five hours of each other. Their story begins on Christmas Day in 1932. "She was telling me they went up to a pastor's door and knocked on the door," said Lesha Grimm, one of the Cox's granddaughters. "He didn't marry them, so they went to another pastor's house." Persistence never left them. They kept their wedding vows for 75 years, through the deaths of their own children, the lives of three new generations and the inevitable changes in each other. "He was 120 pounds at most, ever," Grimm said. "She was a fat granny." While Josie was described as a talker, J.C. said little. "He couldn't hear real well and he didn't talk much anyway," said Marla Williamson, another of the Cox's granddaughters. "That was his way of socializing with you was to share Dr Pepper." The fridge is still loaded with Dr Pepper. The l

Bless Our Troops!
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair redone. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. H

Another One
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair redone. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. H

Stay Or Go
ok well this is the first one of these im doing so i guess its or real... i want to move away with my ex. i think it would be a good idea. she dont want to go. i tell her it would be best cuz we are going to have a baby and i want the child to have bolth mommy and daddy around. if i stay then the chances of me fucking up my life are great. if i move with out her then some other man will call my child daddy.. that i dont want. i know there is no point in going on with her. we dont see eye to eye. but i want my child and i know its best if i go.. there are so many other things that GA. has to offer.. better jobs. cheaper places to live.. probley even better schools.. im so stressed about this it has me ready to snap

Leaving Fubar
HI TO ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS, I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM LEAVING FUBAR. FOR PERSONAL REASONS ITS TIME TO MOVE ON, AND I AM GOING TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY FRIENDS HERE IN THE BEST WAY I CAN. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST OF LUCK IN YOUR PRESENT, AND FUTURE, AS I AM SURE I WILL FIND AS WELL. I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO WORRY ABOUT ME OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, THIS ISN'T A BAD THING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, ITS JUST SOMETHING I NEED TO NOW DO (FOR THOSE THAT KNOW ME WELL, ITS A SCORPIO THINGS LMAO) THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR THE FRIENDSHIP, THE COMMENTS, THE SUPPORT, THE LOVE....IT WILL BE RETURNED TO YOU FOR MANY YEARS TO COME! LOVE, MIKE (AUSTINTOWNGUY)

Why Parents Drink
Why parents drink: A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you . I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant.. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyo

Moments In Life
MOMENTS IN LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that com

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 11
April Poem-A-Day challenge Today's prompt: "Describe something--only one thing--that is either very interesting to you or something you think is often overlooked and taken for granted" I went with the overlooked option and for some reason wrote ... Meditation on a Doorknob So simple in design, pure function over form. No question what you do or how you're used. Allowing us to pass from one place to the next and yet still causing some to be refused. Grabbed and twisted constantly with never a complaint. No aspirations to be something more. You simply do your job, content with what you are. Existing just to open up the door.

The Fern And The Bamboo
The Fern and the Bamboo..... One day I decided to quit.... I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality.. I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God. "God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?" His answer surprised me... "Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?" "Yes", I replied. "When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo". He said. "In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. He sai

I Want To...
I want to melt into your eyes... so soft and warm inside full of love and kindness a place that's safe to hide. I want to dive into your smile... feel your happiness enfold me feel your lips against mine let your laughter carry me I want to mold against your chest... Just listen to your heartbeat for while feel is reassuring up against my cheek forget the world, turn off the dial. I want to crawl into your arms... you'll protect me from the cold the emptiness will melt away laying locked within their hold. I want to live inside your heart... I can't live any other way I can't breathe when I'm without you please say that I can stay. You are the light that guides me you are the safety that hides me when the world around is just too cold and I can't deal anymore... You are the hand that heals me the eyes that really see me the love that finally healed me the life that finally found me. I just want to be with you...

Tattoo Parlor
Tattoo Parlor After I turned 18, I decided that I wanted to get a small tattoo on my belly. So one night I borrowed my parents’ car and told them I was going to a movie with a friend. I drove toward the next town, with a giddy feeling of excitement building up inside me. After driving for a while, I finally saw a neon "TATTOO" sign in a window. It was a nasty looking place but I quickly parked and trotted inside. The only person in the shop was the tattoo artist and his eyes lit up when I entered. I immediately began to have second thoughts. The shop was dirty as was he. He was probably in his early to mid-forties. His dirty, black hair was tied back in a ponytail and he had a thick goatee. He was over-weight, under-bathed, and exactly the type of dirty old man you'd expect to be working in a tattoo parlor at night. I thought about leaving before informing him that I'd like a tattoo and following him to the back room. He, on the other hand, was thrilled. I had on a yell

Babs & Tinkerbell
TWO OF MY DEAR FRIENDS AND LIKELY YOURS, NEEDS OUR HELP. WON'T YOU PLEASE VISIT THEIR PAGE AND HELP THEM LEVEL, THANK YOU!....JEWELS WELL I FOUND A WAY TO DO ANOTHER HAPPY HOUR AND I'M HOPING IT'S ENOUGH TO GET ME TO GODFATHER. WITH ALL OF THE HELP I HAVE BEEN GETTING AND HAVING A HAPPY HOUR I'M SURE IT CAN BE DONE. I WILL BE DOING A RATE A THON BUT I DON'T HAVE ALOT OF FU BUCKS SO IT WILL BE LESS THAN OTHERS BUT IT'S MORE THAN A REGULAR HH. FOR EVERY 100 PICS YOU RATE AND COMMENT I WILL PAY 5K AND TINKERBELLMN84 MY BFF WILL DO 2 PICTURE EFFECTS. I WILL HAVE HAVE SPECIAL FOLDERS MARKED HH WITH 100 IN EACH AND YOU ONLY NEED TO RATE A 10 BUT IF YOU WANT TO RATE AN 11 I WON'T STOP YOU LOL FOR EVERY 100 STASH YOU RATE AND COMMENT I WILL PAY 5K AND TINKERBELLMN84 WILL DO 2 PICTURE EFFECTS. THE FOLDERS IN THE PHOTO'S ARE CLOSED FOR NOW TILL THEN AND IF YOU WANT TO DO STASH MAKE SURE YOU DON'T RATE ALL OF THEM NOW, I AM ADDING MORE A.S.A.P. BUT WANT TO LE

The Hardship And The Hustle
I have a big sister..shes just not an ordinary sister,you know the kind of sib that has to drag you where ever she went...but thats another story..All my child-hood to hood ..my big sis always was there..during all the hard ships we went through w/ my mom..see she was a street soldier,hustler,musician and and among other things that i will not mention and a very responsible person with a heart of gold that did more than look out for her kid bro. She made sure that when she gave up all those things to be a better person..She went to the military...even though i moved around a lot she made sure wherever i went that she made contact and took care of the problems i had and other shit..She became a mentor and instilled a lot of values that i carry w/ me to his day..I had strained relationship with the rest of my family..She taught me to be strong in all that i do.I respect the way the military made her a better person and not like other people i saw growing up,she refused to be another st

Weekend To The Beach Part Two
As we get closer to the beach we star to smell the salt air. You turn on the radio and her the D.J. talking about us. It seems a lot more people saw than I note. I take a glans at the rare-view merer and I can see a cop coming up on us from a distances. So I slow down to the posted limit. I reach in the back set and grab my backpack and open it and pull out the bikini that I first showed you and tell to put it cause there is a cop come up behind us. you get the bikini on just in time as the cop pulls up behind us and turns there lights on to pull us over. The cop takes his time to walk ever to us. thank god for that to cause you point out that my cock is sell out and quickly put back in the pants and zip my fly.The cop walks up and ask for I.D. exc... Then he ask me if I know why I was pulled over and you. readjust your seat. as you do this. the his eyes focus on you and says out load with out knowing it. That he wanted to suck on your breasts. I replied if I lit you do that can we

W00t Hellz Yes
ok so im sittin here and im readin punkins blog and i look up and morgan takes 4 steps from the couch towards her walker...omg im so psyched that just made the day that started out with me being called a bitch 6 times b4 i even lifted my head off the pillow WAY better haha sorry had to share

New Things I've Learned So Far
Time to let u in on a few things i've learned so far since i been home...... Never buy milk from a shitty gas station, its usually gone bad. Be very careful bout adding someone on here if they use the term pat as thier gender. Yikes! Never ship anything important thourgh the regular mail. Spend the extra cash n use fe ex. Ground meat n ground beef anit the same thing when yer buying groceries! Never take a check when yer running yer own business, cash only. never cut yer own hair! No matter where u go, gas anit getting cheaper. Sorry folks we're stuck with these prices. Why do folks still wear socks with sandals. n some folks feets r so jacked up they neednt wear sandals anyway! Last but not least, never leave yer cowboy hat on the couch, where folks can sit on it........... So there ya go learn from my mistakes lol. Just thought yall might want to know......

Closer
Laying here next to you is driving me insane. I want to reach over and touch you. I want to feel your body pressed up against mine. The warmth I feel from you is so inviting, and I want our bodies to be bonded together within it. Thoughts of the physical pleasures we can bring each other are racing through my mind. On the verge of giving in to my temptation I'm stopped by the fear of a terrible aftermath.... What happens in the moments after? When all physical needs are met, and passion fades once again, where will we be? Will we be in love, or will love play in the background.... teasing, and reminding us of pain briefly forgotten by passion? What is the price of this desire? Can we really be close to each other without first being.... closer? These are the questions that haunt me on those sleepless nights, and early mornings. The answers continue to elude me, because fear continues to stop me.... Is it really worth the price to be closer? Or should I just settle for being... cl

Skin I'm In
Look at me... all of me. From my head to my toes. Can you see that?... can you see the power I posses. Can you see the pain that I hold... Look at me... Do I strike fear in your heart. Can you see the fear in my heart... Look at me... Can you see the hatred inside me. Do you see the love in my eyes.... Look at me, and tell me can you see the scars on my body... Do you see the flawlessness of my color... Look at me, and see me... See me, and all of my complexities.... and realize that I am much more than... the skin I'm in.

An Empty Case
An empty case. I know I seem emotionless but it's only because of the glass I've built around me to protect me from those who choose to abuse my vulnerability. Sometimes I feel like I feel too much. Too much to explain to anyone who wouldn't understand. And to those who do, my case starts to slowly shatter, piece by piece, it falls to the floor at my feet, and I stare, afraid of being exposed as a human being who doesn't just want to help others, but help herself. Sometimes my memories numb my brain and sometimes, just sometimes, I try to shut it off, enclose it in glass. If I let you in, would you close the glass door behind you, and hold me until I cried? Would you wipe my tears with your kisses and tell me it is sane to feel so much? Or would you walk away, as I pound on the invisible wall around me? An empty case.

Escape
I found beauty in myself today. Hidden far away, underneath the mess I can be. I felt that special moment, within the words, wrapped around me like a flannel blanket on a chilly winter night. My skin, so pale and untouched, yearns for fingertips to leave trails of appreciation and depth. I found I can feel so much, so fast, so loaded, if I only let myself be vulnerable. I am a wall, wanting to be climbed, and invaded, by the unknown, where I can truly let myself go. My eyes long to connect with passion. Searching, I am lost. I have found an escape but will my heart let me take it in? Or will I force myself to stay in this cage, alone and afraid, until I'm blind.

Bound
Bound by the ropes of silence, I am forced to try and escape this depressing, trivial state where I can feel nothing but pain. Yet this pain is caused purely by love so do I really want to attempt my escape? Perhaps I will sit, arms tied behind my back, and dwell on my love as I allow it to tear away the flesh around my breast. Perhaps I will try to control it, block it out of my mind and away from my soul, while it rips away the iris from my eye. Perhaps I will accept it, and learn from it. I'll free myself from this control and allow myself to heal, taking the knowledge that love has arrived and is here to stay. Even if I try to escape, love will remain so I'd rather spend the moments I have with the love, tasting it and savoring it, licking my lips after each breath.

What's It About??
xxx This blog not written by me... by http://fubar.com/user/977886... what's it about? Emotional confusion, Living this illusion, My hands are tied, my arms are bleeding, Begging, pleading, wanting, needing. But still I will bend for you, Never want to end for you. The deepness of emotional ending, Wanting more but still pretending. I still want to break for you, For all the shit i've put you through, For all the things you'll never do, I cover the cuts,it still bleeds through. And I'd give it all away for you, I'm begging it to stay for you, For all the things I'll never do, I cover hurt, it still bleeds through. I cover up my battered truth, I'm a waste of life,a waste of youth. Sometimes I feel I am of no use, I'm hanging by my pretty noose, Wanting to be good for you, Wishing that i could for you, I'm doing all you want me to. I cover pain, it still bleeds through.

Ex's
Hearts are broken Promises become nothing Future plans ruined All because of an ex They only want to hurt you Cant stand seeing you happy When an ex is involved Things can be unbearable So pray you find someone strong Becasu ex's are hard to handle

Love Is Strong
My love is strong Forever it will be true But my heart is breaking Shes making it hard I want us to be free Not worrying who might see You're the one I want Cant wait til shes gone Hope we last through this Dont wnat her to win My love for you is strong!

Why Do Women Play Games!!
I just have one question, why the hell do women play games? I dont know, and i dont think ill ever know. I mean a woman says she "LOVES" someone but has excuse after excuse they cant meet or see each other. SO what is the matter with that. HMMM either she doesnt love that person, or is scared. Ok i can deal with that, so the 1st is self explanitory, but the second come on. If she is scared why is she confident enough to say that she "LOVES" him but doesnt show it. Me im an "actions speak louder than words" kinda person. I dont play games, and to me this seems like one BIG game. I remember graduating like 8 or 9 years ago. I thought this was adulthood. So then why do women still play friggen games? Oh please dont get me wrong, not ALL women do it, so dont think that im categorizing! This is just for those that do play them. I wished that i could get some kind of answer that could maybe gimme some peace of mind.....WOMEN, the unsolvable puzzle, which is a good and bad thing. ~SHAY~

Free
Days seem long Nights even longer Waiting for it to be oer You to truely be free I knowyour mine now But it feels like Im sharing Always changing plans So she doesnt find out When this is over You better continue to be faithful Im going through hell Just to be with you HOpefully in the end It proves to be worth it And we can move on Being a real couple finally Not caring what others think

Trust
I have little trust Been hurt too much Trying to give you a fair chance Knowing you've been hurt too Its harder the I thought Batteling doubts daily You've done nothing wrong So this should be easy But each time I trust Im the one to get hurt Really want this to work So Im tryin my hardest To give you the trust you deserve

Frustrated
Everything I used to love about you Is now everything I've come to hate Being happy isn't having everything in my life perfect Maybe its about stringing together all the little things Making things count for more then the bad stuff Maybe if I can just get through it Thats all I can ask for... People are going to Want you, Need you, Exceed you, Take you, Beat you, Love you, Hate you, Play you, Rate you, && Break you but never ~ let anyone Make you

Mr. Right
Sometimes I cant help but wonder Did I get myself in a mess Or did I find true love Not really sure which But either way Its done now No turning back If its meant to work, it will If not then damn my luck Like they always say He may not be Mr. Right But he can be my Mr. Right Now Hopefully its more But theres no telling

Vent
I need to let go My anger is growing And theres nothing I can do She has so much power Controlling our relationship Im trying to stay calm But my patients are wearing Cant stand her at all I need to vent, get rid of it all

Hostage To Fortune
These are not the sacred sands of Aragon This is not Napoleon's border town Nor is it the divine blood of Prometheus These are not the waning stars of the galactic steed Or the sacrifice of colonies embedded in palms need The knights hosting midnight skirmishes agree The two closest comrades we confided in Chose the path of the grated soil And twilight confinements In chambers run by the Monarch Catapulted to the dance in black We shuffled to the beat of foreign policy A potential monopoly And a pardon torn at the edges According to popular beliefs And guarded by kitchenware With breasts of temptation And shallow reefs The needy shriek Postpone the building of winter monuments Gape and shoulder the arms Of the harboring continents Boisterous Niles rupture in a boiling heat In attempt to answer to the bulimics Who still remain in heat In cloaks and volatile capers And yesterday's feast in hands It is the world in motion The lost being found too late

Seperated
You guys are seperated We are together She shouldnt have any say But she has plenty She controls our relationship More than I like Almost more than I can handle Really wish she would back off She had her chance Now its mine Im not letting her ruin it Whe the divorce is final I want nothing to do with her Minus custody she will have NO say If she does Then Im not sticking around I lvoe you But refuse to deal with her forever So when this is all over You better tell her where to go Or I will and she wont like it You two are seperated!!!!

A La Dining Guide: Proper Etiquette
We ate around noon at a diner With wrinkled waitresses covered in a cigarette perfume While drinking from finger-print riddled glasses And eating from cold sore forks. She hiked her skirt for a larger tip Exposing varicose veins and ingrown hairs. Added flavor to my already seasoned food. I know the cook's behind the counter Rubbing cheese on our toast. That grin isn't homemade. We sat in horror as the specimens Gradually walked through the glass doors. Oozing seams tearing at a glance under false stars Tonight at 2 a.m. the false start at Denny's or is it Lenny's? They do in fact…yes…cheat. Dolores, the name as ironic as it seems Yes, our waitress came back with an open shirt With mounds that did in fact protrude in a manner That implied "Get your buttermilk here." I could see the look in my friend's eyes As he cupped his hands. "May I sample the goods ma'am?" he stated. "I get off at three. Bring a bottle of vegetable oil And Pall Malls." she stated.

To See Syn...poem
I hear you comming... I feel you near... I need you by me... Hear my heart... Feel my touch... Need to be by me... Hear the night comming... Hear the sounds out there... Hear the beat of my heart.. Look into me... Look into the dark... Look into the stars... Feel the fog pressing... Feel the need we have... Feel the power we hold... Look into our hearts to see Syn. Jess 04-11-08

Suffocating
I'm suffocating with out your touch. I can't breathe when your not here. There's no air that I can find. My heart is over flowing. There is no where for love to go. I'm suffocating here. You are so far away. I need to see your smiling face. I need you every day. I can not breathe when you get mad. When I can not understand. I don't how to fix it. I can not hold your hand. I'm suffocating when you hurt. Feels like I'm dying deep inside. I don't know how to fix it. I can only use these words.

Why Douche Bags Like Me Land Hot Girls
Have you ever seen a couple together and thought, "What is SHE doing with HIM?" It happens all of the time. Women tend to under achieve when it comes to the kind of guy they are capable of landing from a looks stand point. All the while, guys out there who would never come close to being on the cover of GQ, are landing babes. Good looking babes. Babes with big tits. I have been "that guy" a few times in my life. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I am a dog or anything. But the reason I don't go to clubs is because I don't think I have the kind of looks that seduce a woman from across the bar. I need to talk... then my trap is set. This is the cool thing about women. People say that a woman knows in the first 5 minutes if she would fuck a guy or not... BULL SHIT. A guy knows in the first five minutes if he will sleep with a girl or not. More like the first 5 seconds. But a guy can grow on a girl. Don't think so? Have you ever heard a guy say thing following? "I wasn

Alone
Have you ever been alone? Where no one cares about you? You have to survive on your own Living where you must Eating where you can where no one will help you no one to hear you or to talk to where you cry yourself to sleep out of fear of what tomorrow will bring have you ever truly been alone? I have. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

So Far So Good
WELL THE YANKEES BEAT THE SOX TONIGHT IT WAS A GREAT GAME (OF COURSE I WOULDN'T SAY THAT IF THEY LOST LOL)BUT WANG PITCHED GREAT AND EVEN THOUGH BOTH TEAMS AREN'T PLAYING SO GREAT THESE ARE ALWAYS HUGE BECAUSE OF THE RIVALRY ANYWAY THESE 2 TEAMS PLAY 2 MORE THIS WEEKEND AND 2 MORE NEXT WEEK SO IT SHOULD BE A GREAT WEEK OF BASEBALL I'M GLAD THE YANKEES STARTED THE SEASON SERIES RIGHT BY WINNING THE FIRST GAME WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS TOMORROW GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YANKEES!!

Heart's Desire
The night is complete nothing can be seen not even the stars or the moon. I stumble through the woods trying to find a way out, but there is nothing, I'm lost in a darknes sthats not natural. I can hear things comming up from behind me but I know not to say anything for what is there is dangerious and maybe even deadly. I hold my breath hoping that they won't hear me, praying that this Darkness will lift so I may get out. Then I realize that the darkness is my heart, it's unnaturally dark because I've forgot haw to love. I've been distant for too long to cold to the world around me. And then I know what it is that is following me, it's death in one of it's many guises, tracking and hunting me down. Why I wonder is it after me, what have I done for it to hunt me down, and the it hits me and I shuder with the realization that I've been dead inside for years and now he just comes to claim what has been his all along. I know that I'm doomed now, for I'm empty and alone wondering th

The Naked Truth
THE NAKED TRUTH Do you sleep in the nude? Who was the last person to see you naked? Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Have you been naked in a moving car? Do you prefer sex with lights on or off? Have you ever taken a non sexual shower with a member of the same sex? Would you participate in a wet t-shirt contest or want your girlffriend or wife to? Besides yourself, who was the last person you saw naked? Have you ever gone to a strip club? Would you undress at a nude beach with other people around? Are you naked now? Pick a scar and tell us how you got it? Do you have freckles or moles? Have you ever been to a dermatologist? Someone dares you to drive naked through a drive-through? What is your reaction? Would your reaction be different if they offered you 20 dollars? Who has the most beautiful body: Men or Women? What non-sexual body part do you find the sexiest? Which body part of yours do you wish was bigger? Which body part of yours do you wish was smaller?

Original
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Rules
These rules will change and be updated as we go along. 1) No drama. ZERO TOLERANCE for drama. 2) Fam business stays fam business. DO NOT discuss issues with non family members. This can and most likely will be grounds for immediate dismissal. 3) From CT on up there will be the right to kick from group. No permission needed from me. CTGirl, BlondePrincess and myself have FULL discretion on who to kick. All others will vote. Majority vote needed. 4) We are functioning in coordination with FuLuv Bomb Squad. Membership in that fam is NOT mandatory, but appreciated. They are a great fam and CTGirl is the owner and they have EXCELLENT members that LOVE TO BOMB. 5) Our room is Fetish Lounge. Be sure to subscribe and check in from time to time. 6) While we are NOT a bombing fam, we will contribute to other members when we can for their contests. 7) All original members will F/A/R one another. And new member will R/A/F everyone already a member. I'll do my nest ( along wi

People In Society
You know, I've been going through this site and I've been finding one thing to be true amongst the guys on here. Almost every one of them is fukcing illiterate, they spend far too much time exercising their steroid enhanced bodies, and not enough time exercising their brains. It's pretty sad when some imbecile can't spell a 3 letter word right, or the best thing he can come up with is, 'dayum shawty uz gorgus'. Who the fuck talks like that? I swear man, if the country is going to be led by people like that, we're all in for some serious shit. There's also some women on here who seem to think that if they show off their shit, that they're going to be thought of as something other than a peice of ass. Pretty pathetic in my opinion. Then there's those people who take this whole thing far too seriously. People who steal one another's photos and pretend it's them, or people who get pissed off and get into "fights" via the internet. Fighting on the internet is stupid, because win or lose, yo

[an Old Flame]
Well Today, I took a drawing seriously. The subject was an amateur portuguese model I found on DeviantArt, I'll be talking to her about maybe drawing more of her, and uploading those pictures. She has GREAT dynamic poses, and ... this is one hell of a way to work on my figure drawing skills, shading technique, and discipline, which, I will openly admit are abysmal. It won't stop me from continuing to draw her if she declines, I just won't POST IT anywhere. At the moment, there are 3 phases of the drawing posted in my default album. It took about 4 and a half hours. No, its not photo-realistic, no its not the exact perspective and same distance as the photo I used, no its not perfect. But damn it, I think it's good. Especially for me. This is THE ... ... *mutters very quietly* first girl I've drawn well on such a scale. Prior to this I would draw a female at about the size of a playing card. Too bashful, didn't want to get into the detail and all the wonderful shapes and line

Bombs Away!
SHE'S IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST. SHE NEED RATES AND *BOMB* COMMENTS (14,500) COULD YOU PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND HELP?..ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED..{ HUGS) ~ROXY~ (repost of original by ''*RØX¥*~§PI®IT £€V€£€®§ G®€€T€® H€ÅÐ §€ÇU®IT¥@§PI®IT'§ Ð€Й&¤P®I§ØЙBITÇh#11¤' on '2008-04-12 04:16:15')

Depths Of Oblivion
Crossing over the threshold into the depths of oblivion, I look back, staring at the world I once knew. With an uncertain future and an unknown path, Accepting the chaos of a life that is so new. The bright lights along the beaten path that lay behind me, The swirling clouds that reveal so little ahead. They delight and confuse every one of my senses, While my soul is permeated by fear and dread. I know not where I'm headed and scoff at where I've been. I laugh at the man I was, yet question who I've become. I reconcile with myself over my own differences, Chosing not to be my own innocent victim. The time and place has finally become so very clear. To reach this point, my whole life I have striven. All that was and all that is to be I must accept, As I step forward crossing the threshold into oblivion.

Evil
Ahh, my nite at work went from shitty to great within 10 minutes. Right after I was pestered to death to go to a casino ( I think thats what it was) by an old Chinese businessman with no lick of English, in come in 3 assholes-2 bitches and 1 dude. At 2am. "I need to get a room here for tonite, and the weekend" eye roll "Uhmm...let me check the availability for these days" "Ok, but we have to stay here, ok" total bitch expression on her face "Oh, we are completely sold out (at 70 %, heehee). Sorry, guys, I can't help you, we have absolutely no rooms available" (tryin not to smile. Buh Byes

To Clear A Crush
First off To clear a crush you must locate the trash can icon on the crush box yes it is small and sometimes hard to see if you don't know exactly where it is supposed to be below is a picture of where it should be if you can not find that on your crush box click the link below the picture.

What A Night
I had the best night i have had in a long time. Saw half assed concert but the company i was with was the best. Had a hard time trying to say shit but didnt everything come out great. I really needed last night I can say I feel better about my self now. The only thing that sucked about the night was it had to end that was the hardest part i was thinking about takin a wrong turn or something just to make it last a second longer. I really miss the feelings that i had last night so hard to let go of feelings that you get when you see someone that you have not seen for years but the sec you are with them it seems like it was yesterday.:-) I just hope they feel the same way. I will never forget tonight as long as i live and hope i get the chance to do it again.

Finding My Tracks On Fubar
there are two different ways to find your tracks on fubar the simple way where i give you the link here OR! You can learn how to find it anytime you want to go back to it on your own without having to remember the link or bookmark it =) Easiest way I know to tell you is to set your Homepage Style to the "power setting" Note: if you do not already know how to do this I do have another blog that will help you to change this here ... after you do that in the very middle of your homepage you will see a big box that looks like this notice I have placed a red box around what you will be looking at as you can tell you can change many things from this setting such a mumms,blogs,stash items, and lounges all from the middle of your homepage!! at the bottom of that box as you scroll you will see a my tacks icon at the bottom on the right of the box click that and you can go to add remove or manage tracks and how they play on that screen Play on! and Enjoy fubar This

Stormy Nights
You stand at the window and watch the sights, Of the raw power released on this Stormy Night, Lighting flashes, filling the sky with fire, This display of power awakes in you a desire. The thunder rolls, feeling it deep inside of you, The vibrations adding to the tingling deep in you, As you watch this awesome power display, Your hand wanders to your nipple, starting to play. As the lighting streaks across the night sky, Your nipples hardens as you let out a sigh, Slowly unbuttoning your shirt, letting it fall to the floor, Knowing anyone could see, but you don't care anymore. Your hand lightly caresses your soft skin, There is no stopping what the storm did begin, Goose bumps rising as you feel the ache, Watching all that power, your legs begin to shake. Your fingers pinch your nipples tight, The desires you can no longer fight, Pulling, squeezing, needing the touch, Enjoying the pleasure of it oh so much. Watching as a flash of lighting strikes the groun

Why Men Do Not Want To Commit ...
This is going to be one of the most honest blogs I have ever written. A lot of this stuff is hard for even me to say to women... No it's not. OK... maybe a little. Buckle up. Have you ever heard a guy say, "Most of my friends are girls?" No? Thats funny, because girls say that about guys all of the time. Keep this in mind. In my opinion, getting into a relationship complicates a man's life more. When a boyfriend and girlfriend fight, it's usually because she feels he is giving something more attention than he is giving her. This is a clear indication that in order to please a woman...men have to make sacrifices. These sacrifices include... Time With Friends- Men have a stronger sense of loyalty to their buddies than women do. Most women will kiss their friends off in a second when they land a guy. Guys aren't compelled to do that. So what happens? The guy gets a guilt trip every time he chooses them over her. Money- If any guy is wort

Love
isnt it funny how love can stand and look you spare in the eyes. Yet you dont know it and it illudes you all your life. I beleive when you look into a womans eyes with true fellings frome your heart you open the door to their soul. You see their heart. But that can be a double bladed ax. Because if that woman does not have feelings for you you are trapped in the afterlife whit no hope of return. Ive seen true love and it is not mine for the taking. so i guess im just S.O.L.

Attention.
Im a good guy, I do the best I can to try not to screw up, im not perfect, dose that make me like everyone else? I like attention. I like to be noticed, I dont like to feel a friend walked by and diddnt say hi. Sometimes I feel like number one other times 2 or 3. Am I number one? Why does heaven always turn into hell? Why do I feel like everything that is so close is sooooooo far away...Ill just put my head down, my tail between my legs and crawl into a corner till its safe to come out again. Am I a boy or am I a toy? I like to play, But dont like to be the game.

Help Me Level Up To 23 Please
Can you help me level up to 23 i only have 507,274 Points to go. To level 23.Come show me some fu-loving to my page please.I'll return back the help when you need it.Hopefully i won't be stuck on level 22 for awhile anymore.If i get some help from you all.Here's my pic link.Please help me out.Thank you very much.~♥SexyBitch♥~ ~¢¾SexyBitch¢¾~ mad fu bomber@ fubar

Gone But Not Forgotten
Brother when you weep for me- Remember that it was meant to be Lay me down when you leave- Remember I'll be at your sleeve In every dark and choking hall- I'll be there as you slowly crawl On every roof in driving snow- I'll hold your coat and you will know In cellars hot with searing heat- At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide-You know I'll be there at your side The house from which I now respond- Is over staffed from heroes gone Men who answered the last bell- Did the job and did it well As firemen we understand- That death's a card delt in our hand A card we hope to never play- But one we hold there anyway That card is something we ignore- As we crawl along a weakened floor For we know that we're the only prayer- For anyone who might be there So remember as you wipe your tears- The job I knew throughout the years As I did the job I loved to do- I pray that thought will see you through.

Breaking Up
teri: having shannon send me nasty letters on myspace is uncalled for... Candice Yocum: i don't know why she did teri: look i don't hate you or anything teri: i'm seeing a girl in reading now though teri: and i'm trying to get into school teri: and i have to move too teri: have so much going on Candice Yocum: you can do what you want teri: i just can't be part of the you and shannon drama Candice Yocum: there is no drama teri: i lost my feelings for you when i saw the pics on fubar teri: sorry but that's just me teri: just hope you don't regret what you are doing , later Candice Yocum: i don't know why you think there is drama teri: i love those kids and they deserve a mommy Candice Yocum: your right they do but if i get kicked out there is nothing i can do that will change that teri: sorry if you don't think rehab twice and psych ward and crack aren't drama but i do Candice Yocum: hopefully i will get houseing before anything blowes up around here teri: well i hope

My Opinions....
heres a post from the indianapolis star newspaper... Obama defends his 'small town' remarks... TERRE HAUTE, Ind. -- Under attack by Republicans and the campaign of Hillary Rodham Clinton, Barack Obama tried Friday night to defuse a controversy over remarks he made earlier this week. The issue erupted Friday when the Illinois senator's comments during a fundraiser in San Francisco became public -- words that described small-town Americans as clinging to religion, guns and other issues out of bitterness over their economic straits. Firing back at critics from both parties who suggested he's an out-of-touch elite, a fired-up Obama said it's they who are out of touch. "I'm in touch. I know exactly what's going on. I know what's going on in Pennsylvania. I know what's going on in Indiana. I know what's going on in Illinois," Obama thundered to a crowd of about 2,600 at North Vigo High School. "People are fed up. They're angry and they're frustrated and they're bitter,

Auction #2
Auction Time Again I am hosting my 2nd auction in efforts to get myself into the spotlight. I am doing this for both the guys and gals! They will be divided into 2 different folders...one for men & one for women. I will be advertising this EVERYDAY. However I will be advertising for the auction as a whole. Once it gets going I will repost any bulletins I see that you make advertising yourself or you can PRIVATE MESSAGE me the link and I will repost for you. The auction will run for 7 days...Monday April 21st thru 28th. To ensure that I get active participants I will charge a fee of $75,000 fubux. $100,000 will also be the opening bids so you will not be out anything! Your for sure gonna come out ahead! I am also going to give away 2 fubucks prizes...the guy and the girl with the most rates will get $100,000 fubucks...which means that you were auctioned for Free seeing that your fee has been returned and then some. A little short on the entry fee? Refer a friend. Fo

First Accident
last night, i drove hom and i picked up my friend at her house so she could sleepover at mine. we were so close to making it home. there was just a ton of traffic in adams morgan. everything was creeping and i thought i had a lot of room in front of me so i looked over at something on the sidewalk and then the next thing i knew, i hit the SUV ahead of me. a diplomat no less. i backed up and put in park wit my flashers on and he did the same and got out. i got semi out and asked "are you ok?!" nothing. he kept looking at his car besides giving me the dirtiest look in the world. "are you ok?!" i wanted a fuckin answer. "do you need my information??" still nothing. finally he muttered something and was heading back to his car. "wat?" i was confused and starting to hurt. "you're free to go. there was no damage to my car so you're free to go" and he sped off. no joke. i thought i had whiplash but i dont know, my muscles in my back and neck hurt a little bit, nothi

Auction To Win Me Blood`n`gore
Hey all i am in a auction, here's what i am bidding, of course these things are negotiable dependong on bids,auction ends 4-19 @8am eastern.,or 5 am fubar time 1.I will Rate 11's Ten times2.Fu owned by my name for the month3.One Morph4.Shitfaced for a week5.Added to family6.NSFW or SFW Salute -to be dicussed7.Put you in my about me section for the month. 8.Will add,fan & rate if not already done. BLOOD`N`GORE Don't forget to add the Hostess†Submissive†Mistress Ange†AngelofDeath†Owner of Emanon†I.B.I.C.†@ fubar

Kushism For Today#2
1.BE UR SELF NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU ARE A FU*^kTARD. 2.LUV IS BLIND CAUSE IF U SEEN A PERFECT COUPLE THAT UN UNDERSTATMENT. 3.FORGET ABOUT REGERTS ONLY WORRY ABOUT WHAT U DID NOT DO AND LAUGH AT ALL THE FU*^UPS.THEN WAKE UP AND DO ALL OVER AGAIN. 4.NO SUCH THING AS PUTING UR FOOT IN UR MOUTH BUT SAY THE WORNG THING GET FOOT IN AZZ. 5.NO SUCH THING AS SAYING SOMETHING DUM IT'S DUM CAUSE U DID NOT SAY IT.

Bad Poetry Continues
I am you, and you are me, and this is how its going to be be, we are lovers glued to the tv This is all we're going to see, this is how its going to be Feeling free in the world will be, a secret prison we'll never see Drifting along in and endless sea, lovers glued to the tv Living through this media spree, yearning to know what it means to be free

Kinks Mantra
Whips crack and bottoms cry glorious, hanging naked in the sky. Hemp stretched taught over sumptuous flesh. striking and proud against diaphanous mesh. pleasure for pain, so much to be gained when the one you love is so firmly restrained.

My Bff
this is my 1st blog and i thought i would thank my wounderful friend Miss Wild in it! She has helped me get back on here and showen me lots of love..in and outside of the FU...so..i would appreciate it if u could all give her a lil something back..i know im not the 1st person on here shes helped...so plz...show her all the love u can..she deserves it! tnxs again WILD..lol..luv ya bunches..XOXO

Sonnet
What thoughts are these that pervade my senses? Alien and unknown these feelings have made a home Beside caustic wit and false intentions, the usual defenses. Taking root within my soul, these thoughts threaten to make me whole. Knock down the walls and be exposed. Barricades built with years of struggle. Stand your ground and bear the pain. Take in the world love lust and shame. Through her I see the secret disease The malady which brings me to my knees Her smile her eyes her frail disguise Happiness and new life dance beneath those pools Born again from love lust and passion Sense a world where all is right, the man I want to be; by her side

New Me!!
Hey you all Fubar family and friends... Check it out my new folder "new me" and come and check it out and rate or comments and have fun while you're at it yeeehawwwww let the party begin... Oh by the way it's taken by my webcam!!!! :D Come and rate my new folder and love to hear your comments and many thanks!!!! Your truly; Wild Wolfie Canadian :D

For Friend Blue Eyes
Just tryin to help a friend here. Blue eyes helped me tons in my last giveaway without asking for anything in return. shes pretty awesome as far as friends go so if you have the time go drop a few comments on her contest please. The first to 10k comments gets a vip. Any help would be appreciated TY

Happy Birthday Kaliko!!!!!!!
Today is a VERY special day! Show Kaliko some love for his birthday! Birthday Cards, Drinks,Blasts, Tickers, FuBling Packs, Happy Hours...ALL THAT GREAT STUFF...is encouraged!!!! Stop by and show him some love! CLICK HERE!!! Click here and buy him a drink!!! CLICK HERE!!! Buy him a gift!!! CLICK HERE!!! Kaliko, we love you and hope that you have a great day!!!!!! From all of us!

Distance...
It seems that, in my relationship, that i have been very mean to my love, and havent given him the chance to be happy with me.. I feel like without trying i am sabotaging the best relationship and feelings that I have ever had and I dont know how to handle it. I am hoping for forever with this man and know that if we both try, it can and will happen but something is keeping us at a distance from each other. I am not sure how to fix this and not sure what to do in order to keep this relationship together and I am not willing to let it fall apart. I feel like its my fault and i cant see my way out of this hole i have dug for myself. I need him more than anything and i want to be with him for the rest of our lives and i have to fix this but cant figure a way to do this. There are so many things that we have said that were mean and hateful, and so many things that we have done that are not intentionally harmful but were, and I just need to find my way back into his heart. I hate thi

I Need Your Help Everyone
I only need 1000 comments total to get a blast please come help me... You will need to add, rate, and fan the host and tell her that ~Hillary~*Founder of BBW_Bombers Family* and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by Espo1969 sent you.

With Every Heartbeat
With every heart beat, With every tear, with every broken dream, With every broken seam, I will love you forever. With every heartbeat, I will wipe your tears dry, I will never say goodbye, look to the sky my love, I am watching. I love you, for all that you are, all that you can be, With every heart beat wish you could see. i live for you my love, Always in my heart, never ever apart. With every heartbeat. The sun light, is so bright. You will never be out of sight. with every heart beat, with every smile, through the many miles, I will love you forever. With every heartbeat, my skies are blue, because of you. With every heartbeat, every teardrop, every broken promise, my promise to you is that i will love you, no matter what. Through good times and bad times, we will be just fine. With every heartbeat.

To Find My Queen To Luv
Once a again this dark but good warrior travels a cold and hard road alone. To face all test and dangers alone in hope that my true queen well find me before evil and hate consumes my life and everything before it. Always ready to give all that i have but, never seems to be for the rite one and fall my heart deeper in cold cruel travel,were not even i know. Shes out there somewhere and i will be waiting for her dark warm and sweet touch. She being tho only one to calm my tortured and hurtin heart. She being the one to lite the way and lead my hand to the path that will bring this warroir to his reward and luv his heart most needs in this time of life and battle.

What A Man Wrote
This Is Very TRUE! and i dont want women to forget this and guys who think its stupid in anyway can eff off : We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.

How A 7 Yr Old Explains Sex
Little Ramy was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Ramy, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, RAMY described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soo

Life Thoughts
I have been married to my wife for 11 years this coming May. It seems like forever. The scary thing is I've known her since the 2nd grade. I have no secrets from her. She knows all the little evil things people don't tell the ones they love. I didn't know she was alive as a woman until after High school. She was my boss and engaged to someone else. I loved the chase. For me it was the thought of attaining something forbidden. It was almost as if I had to prove to the world that I could obtain the unobtainable. I have never really been ugly, but my personality seems to get me farther than anything else, but the conquest holds my interest. I think maybe the conquest is probably gone after 11 years, but oddly I'm not as dissappointed as I thought maybe I would be. I crave something I can't quite grasp and really I'm not too sure what it is that I want. Sometimes things are great sometimes I feel lost. I have in the last year turned to heavy weightlifting. I use it as a way to

The Origins Of Love-hedwig And The Angry Inch
if you have not seen this movie i suggest highly taking time to find it. It's not easy to find for rent let alone purchase, but i did find it and it was one of the best movies i've ever taken time to scope out and get.. One of my fave songs on the soundtrack is The Origins Of Love.... Below is the video for it .. The plot of the movie is best left for you all to find out and it will be well worth it to do.. for now enjoy this peep into the movie and here are the lyrics as well so you can totally follow everything! Artist: Hedwig And The Angry Inch Song: The Origin Of Love When the earth was still flat, And the clouds made of fire, And mountains stretched up to the sky, Sometimes higher, Folks roamed the earth Like big rolling kegs. They had two sets of arms. They had two sets of legs. They had two faces peering Out of one giant head So they could watch all around them As they talked; while they read. And they never knew nothing of love. It was before

Life's Journey
It is amazing what life's journey brings across our path's. To live is to love and to love is to live. Yet again, to live is to die and to die is to have loved. Once in a while our love dies for one another and as profound as that may be it will happen again and again. Until, one day you look instead of reaching and there she will be reaching for you with all of her heart; rest assured she has not only reached for you but she held you up all the while!

Thank You!
If you havent noticed yet. You have the option of approving all comments made within your mumm. I hear the death screams of the Mummville trolls. Go into your Privacy Settings and right on top is the Spear of Troll Slaying. Select option "YES" and be rid of dumbass, off topic comments from losers that only shovel out shit and not needed wisdom. Also while approving comments. You have the option of blocking right then and there. No worries. LOVE IT!!!

Strange Things
Scientists have caught a fossil fish in the act of adapting toward a life on land, a discovery that sheds new light on one of the greatest transformations in the history of animals. Researchers have long known that fish evolved into the first creatures on land with four legs and backbones more than 365 million years ago, but they’ve had precious little fossil evidence to document how it happened. The new find of several specimens looks more like a land-dweller than the few other fossil fish known from the transitional period, and researchers speculate that it may have taken brief excursions out of the water.It sort of blurs the distinction between fish and land-living animals,” said one of its discoverers, paleontologist Neil Shubin of the University of Chicago. Experts said the discovery, with its unusually well-preserved and complete skeletons, reveals significant new information about how the water-to-land evolution took place. “It’s an important new contribution to (understandi

Come On Still Plenty Of Time To Get In :d
Okay I'm once again here in search of more ppl for my very first auction that I am hosting. I've had a very nice turn out so far but am still accepting entries. Entry fee is 50k and as before I know some new members don't have that kinda fubucks so just fumail me and we can work something out!! If you need tags made just send me the pic and list of items you would like to have auctioned and I will make you one. Auction will start no matter how many entries I have on April 21st and end on May 5th ..running time 2 wks. There's no limit on what you can offer and feel free to get as creative as you wish! You can offer things like Prepaid visa cards Flowers Rates Owned by's Subscriptions to that person fav mag or sports Be as creative as you want offer th

This Morning
I woke up in the way someone does when they're late for an important event in their agenda of the day, hour, and or minute... My body jolted outa bed, eyes staring at the alarm clock, I yelled "OMG! They're late for school!" The clock read 8:32 a.m. and almost immediately my mind went from high meter panic to a low dose DUH! It's saturday. So, back to bed I crawled, all the while thinking my mouth tastes like someone took a paste ladden spatula to my tounge...eewww! I only downed three glasses of wine last night...wait, maybe it was four...crap, I think it was four! Well, I'm not going to do that again. At least not for the next couple of days... :)

My Accident From The 19th
I guess in my drugged haze I think I might have actually forgot to tell how it all happened, so, here it goes from March 19th So rather than explain what happeened to everyone individually, thought i would let you all know at the same time, and the longer i am sitting/standing iy hurts s lot more, with my brokn ribs long conversations are out of the question being it it hust so badly. . So here is he short version, Went out with friends wed night for few drinks on west side, on way home changing tunes and looked up oyslledand the light was red< and there was a dump druck in frony of me. I vever had a chance to hit the brakes and was doing around 40mph. The dump truck won in case you were wondering :) My GMC Jimmy is totalledd though. I smelled gas, and climbed out and passed ut on the median from a concusion. rst of the right is a blur, but ended up with broken eye socket, both naasal cavaties broke, broken nose, punctureatrial broken jaw bone, multiple broken ribs, i can p

Adagio Etude
Drinking in the crisp clean waters of the pianist next to me. Soaking up the worldly pleasures of the female melody. My mind and heart so parched from a lack of lust. Graciously devouring all offerings to me mechanical, obligatory. My new companion tinks away at the ivories. Assuring me, that all might not be well, but all is as it should be. Maybe, if I'm lucky- The music will make love to me, while her body makes music My trained, but curious fingers blundering about in the darkness. Chords, solos, duets. Complex arias tickled accidentally, and sour notes bashed cantankerously. All in an experiment. No discipline. No style emerging. All just a self gratifying exploration in exercise. Wait strike that reverse it. As I bite into sweet smelling flesh, I recall that I have things to do today. A momentary catastrophic blip on my relaxing wasted afternoon. Another day perhaps. Another lesson, maestra?

It Was Just A Dream....
Since my mother passed away nearly 4 years ago I've had nothing but nightmares about her telling me she wanted nothing to do with me and that she didn't love me....until today...I laid down for a nap after getting the housework done...The dream started off as me in a place that was familiar but at the same time not...I walked into a room that I remember from my childhood...It was my mothers room from Omena Pl. It looked exactly as it did when I was younger...Green walls green curtains and a big comfy bed with burgundy blankets...My mother was laying there watching T.v like she did when I was a kid...She seen me come in and told me to come lay with her so I did...She wrapped her arms around me and held me close and tight...I started to cry knowing that this was only a dream and when I woke up she wouldn't be there....She told me everything was going to be ok and that she had to go now...I cried and begged her not to leave me...I kept telling her I loved her and I needed her...I told her

~ Without You
How can I make you seeThat without you there is no meWithout you, my heart beats stillWithout you, I’ve lost all will To dream of eyes that mesmerizeWarm soft skin felt deep withinPriceless is the warrant of fateTorturous the truth of weight Without you my day is darkMy breathing labored, my spirit starkAbandoned, feeling fatally illWithout you I’ve lost all will To Love ~ jskins

I've Been Here...
REAL MEN DON'T HIT Think its ok to boss a girl around?slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson?She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut".No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash.A "man" should NEVER hit a woman.And should never force his girl to have sex with him,thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love.So if you're aganist Woman Abuse please repost this!And if you don't you're not going to die or be raped by a toaster, you're just cold at heart.*if your a guy thats man enough to repost this good for you!!! To Repsot w/ Graphic's:Click On The Reply Button,Copy The ENTIRE Bulletin,Paste It In A NEW Bulletin of Your Own

Can You Say Moron??
THIS WAS DURING MY HAPPY HOUR ...LOL FuNkYNiTrO: is that not gay to fan,rate and check out another man? FuNkYNiTrO: who ass did you kis to get the happy hour lol FuNkYNiTrO: looking for someone to talk to?..as my custem message...is that hate? FuNkYNiTrO: funky nitro? FuNkYNiTrO: whatever i know...you will soon find that out ->FuNkYNiTrO: in your name bubba FuNkYNiTrO: im wandering where the hate you speak of is at? ->FuNkYNiTrO: haha watever you say FuNkYNiTrO: World truth is hate to you?...hmmm seems you cant take truth...yu do know truth is a good thing right>,,,the whole world is mine...im allowing you to live in it...come back to reality baby boy ->FuNkYNiTrO: is any of the hate you spread worth it in your little world? FuNkYNiTrO: oh your very welcome...if you ned more turht come to me ->FuNkYNiTrO: haha ty FuNkYNiTrO: lmao..then way you look?..thas fuckiing funny dude lmao...nice tinking from yu though huh? ->FuNkYNiTrO: jelous? FuNkYNiTrO: dont be a fubar

Jamiie Contest Update - Please Read
Jamiie needs our help! PLEASE... Click this picture and rate it for me... She is in a giveaway for a One Month VIP and needs 25,000 comments. RATES count as ten so please at least rate it. The more comments you can leave the better. If you will stop by and rate/leave comments, message me afterwards and let me know and I will guarantee you a gift! Please be sure to send me (MsRain) the message! Thank you for your help!

Love
love is very illusive you cant hold it and expect it to live true love is free as a bird you can call it and listen for the answer that is never heard. a very close friend of mine makes a good point as long as the love of another is in your heart you are never alone and you are never apart. Thank you Jess I do love so much.

My Husband
I have gotten to where I can stand the way my husband is. He won't do anything to help me out with my bills or rven decent transportation. Lately things have really been getting worse between us. So bad I've thought about leaving, but I say why should I allow him to runme off from my home.

Daddy Stop It Hurts
DADDY STOP IT HURTS My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me A

Fu Bucks For Fu Bling!
FU BUCKS FOR FU BLING! BUY ME A FU BLING WORTH 1 CREDIT - YOU RECIEVE 10,000 FU BUCKS! BUY ME A FU BLING WORTH 2 CREDITS (NOT SURE IF THEY'RE THERE ANYMORE ~ BUT JUST IN CASE ) - YOU RECEIVE 20,000 FU BUCKS! BUY ME A FU BLING WORTH 3 CREDITS - YOU RECEIVE 30,000 FU BUCKS! BUY ME A FU BLING WORTH 5 CREDITS - YOU RECEIVE 50,000 FU BUCKS! ~~~PLEASE NOTE - IF IM SLEEPING WHEN YOU SEND THE BLING ~~ I WILL SEND YOU THE FUBUCKS AS SOON AS I LOG ON THE FOLLOWING DAY~~~

Winco Cashier
omfg i am soooo pissed off... i just went to the store for some milk... we were waiting in line to pay as i notice the cashier continually rolling her eyes... i ignored it at first giving her the benefit of the doubt... but no she kept looking at my son and rolling her eyes... my son was not running around like a crazy annoying brat... he was standing next to me like a good kid... a good kid with a 4in mohawk... i couldnt ignore her anymore so i said... "wow thats a pretty judgmental face" to which she replied "i dont understand why people do that to their kids" i was so pissed off... "because he wants his hair like his dads" "well at least its not blue" omg what a judgmental bitch... "well he likes his blue hair gel" another roll of the eyes... there was two people behind me in line that were tattooed and peirced... they were pissed to and commented how rude the lady was... i wanted to punch her in her ugly judgmental face... hunter immediately wan

From Dork
Do you sleep with socks on or off: They are always off when I sleep. Do you flip your pillow to the cold side? Not unless it's really hot in my room. Do you like to hold or be held? I like both equally. Do you want a small or big wedding? It was about 60 people... What type of girls / guys do you usually go for? pretty face, sweet/caring personality, nice teeth, curvy body, and hot... Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy? I'd rather be poor and happy but I don't think that's possible. What are 3 things you want to do before you die? have children own a saltwater fish/pet store have sex with 10+ women at the same time Have you ever churned Butter? LOL, yes... Are you trusting of new people? Ha! No, I rarely trust anyone. Rate yourself as a good or bad friend on a scale from 1-10. 6 If your dream was to be a model and a big opportunity came up but you had to be nude , would you do

Forever
We have been together now, for a while I am closer to you, then any other soul There are times, when we don't always agree But one thing is certain we never fight for very long Somehow through it all, I can make you smile as you can make me laugh Our differences aside we always make up Falling in love again No matter what situation we face we face it together side by side we get through it all when we are together there is nothing we cannot handle our love is stronger than anything of this earth so we will be together now for a while yet to come. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

I Want 2 But I Just Dont Care..
I just don't care if the world likes me my sarcasm is a part of my identity who gives a damn about another's reality? I wont waste my time thinking about u thinking about me.. I don't care... see?? I'd be lying if i said i care I know! I know! I seem so unfair.. Truth is, I still don't care!! Maybe it's the way I shut the world out when I wanna come in.. Or how I don't care to accompany another's sin!! Better yet, I think it's the way I wont let them control me.. I casually sway my swagger through society.. I don't care to hear your burden of a problem you can control When life has captured a leg of a child stroll! I don't care to entertain you with my debatable controversy of philosophy.. i don't care to explain ME!!!

The Waited Arrival
as he approaches her from the plane her heart beat races she sees him thru the crowd. shes waited so long for him to come. now she is oblivious to all surrounding her. her tunnel vision sets in and she is focused on her King only. like an animal with blinders on she sees nothing except him. wrappin her arms around his neck they embrace, holding each other for what seems timeless, no sense of time just feeling. kissing and hugging endless moment. again. she smiles into his eyes and they go to collect his bags and be on their way for their long awaited for weekend. placing his bags in the car they stop and embrace some more. his hands caress her body as her body leans against his. lips touching soft kisses. to never leave his embrace life would be wonderful. as his hands softly caress her skin exposed thru her blouse flashbacks of moments shared with his hands connected to her skin, they smile...as they both get into the car..... these have to be the most kissingest people on earth.

Not Quite Drunk Ranting
Okay here it goes; these are my rantings for today. Glad to know I am not drunk, but tipsy enough to finally get some shit off my chest. Men, why is it you expect woman to work on your fucking schedule. You say I’m your but we ain’t together. Maybe just maybe there are times that I wanna see you, but you don’t want to see me. But yet the minute you want something from me, I’m suppose to just be there. I’m not yours, I’m nothing more than a bootycall. Boy don’t I feel like a fuckin dumbass right about now. If I’m wrong tell me, at least then I know. Maybe this is why I have been single for so long, less stress, less bullshit. Is there actually any guy out there that isn’t so fucking self centered, that they might actually think of the girl. Fuck blowjob, or getting it on. I have made myself clear and knew that this isn’t what I wanted, so I guess I’m the dumbass for letting this happen too. I don’t have time to play fuckin games, I am a grown ass fuckin adult. If you can’t act li

Untitled
On a cool and breezy night, We think to ourselves, how perfect is the atmosphere for such a deed. The alter ego needs a release, from the pent up energy, creativity and anger locked up inside. The black heart is spilling acid, destroying the patience and tolerance thrown into the hate. The first one who comes along to trigger the perverbial switch will perish first, being buried alive, and the night being drowned out by their pleas, cries and screams of torment. Suffocation will soon take them over. Soiled rain sanctify what they were before death.

My Baseba.ll Mum Is Lonely
I POSTED A BUNCH OF MUMS TODAY AND I'M GETTING DECENT VOTES ON MOST OF THEM EXCEPT MY BASEBALL MUM LOL THE 1 THING IS LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IS MY YANKEES AND NOBODY SEEMS TO CARE LOL OH WELL I THINK U SHOULD DROP BY AND VOTE ON IT BECAUSE IT LOOKS KINDA LONELY OK THANKS LOL

Dj's
i like to work for MMR cause i get to meet new ppl and make new friends and hear great tunes and have a great time.i enjoy spitting out great tunes and the listener's whay make's us big and gets our name out there and gets ppl to come back and listen to us. i'm very proud to be working for MMR and i like working with the great ppl that work for MMR you all rock metal madness radio

Friends And The Past
Wow, It's been a long time since I have seen some of the people on my myspace account. I have friends from, old jobs, high school, and even from my child hood. Life has been a strange journey and I have been riding it like a roller coaster up and down, this way and that way. But some times I still fell that I am standing in line as everyone passes me by. I don't understand how so many people who are connected together but go in so many directions. Things happen and this person changes and zips' off. I spend a lot of time people watching and have come to see things that still confuse me. Like how we our instinct and consciences conflict. There is one thing I have come to understand is how we like are surroundings to be comfortable. Familiar, close, and friendly. Some times the aggression comes out and we need to let off steam. There are things we turn to alter our personality to relax us or to calm us. Working out, alcohol, sports, drugs, work, there are many things people do world wide

Your Stronger Then You Let On
imikimi - Customize Your World When you have no light to guide you and no one to walk beside you I will come to you when the night is dark and stormy you won't have to search for me when you don't know how or why but you have lost your way have now fear when your dreams are falling I will hear your spirit calling and I swear I will be there see even if we can not be together now and forever and I swear that I will be there we all need somebody we can turn to someone who will always understand so even if your soul is dieing and you need the strength to keep trying I’ll reach out and take your hand for I will come to you

Chapter 1
The Sentence It’s been said that evil times are always begun with some kind of dark omen. Tonight, when I walked out of my house I noticed the blood red moon in the sky. A few wispy clouds were moving slowly, partially covering it. I took a deep breath and started walking. I was tired and brooding. Deep in thought I made my way to the bar a few blocks away. Usually at this time of night there’s always some kind of noise from people yelling at each other, police sirens wailing, even the occasional gunshot. But it was dead quiet, and you know I got that eerie feeling that something was watching me. The bar I was walking to, was this seedy, dirty dive hole in the wall. In fact it was called the Hole in the Wall. It was never full. And as far as I can tell every time I’ve walked in the song Along the Watchtower was always playing. Whenever it stopped the bartender would always put a few dollars into the jukebox. Always it was the same song. I sat down at the bar coun

He Cracked Me Up.
So me and my girl jacie went to the store..I needed some ciggs n stuff.So we get what we need and Im paying..The guy behind the counter looks at me...says ur pretty hot (this is an older chinese man by the way) I was like LOL thanks.He then proceeds to tell Us that we are both pretty Hot...We thank him..he hands me the change...and says Keep it Real.....Yay for random store guys hitting on us...LOL

Stalker Alert
STALKER ALERT !! She uses her Mothers OLD account to keep sending me mail.Do Not send this person your E-Mail or Phone Number she needs help.Threated suicide and claim to have attempted once.The above two messages explain it.Her prfile is below.she also claim to have 2 other sisters all in her family list .She uses all three other accounts.Please warn your guy friends to steer clear of this one !! http://www.fubar.com/user/1580773

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU: If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always h

The Baddest Milf In All Of Fubarland Is Up For Auction!
Look who's up for auction!!! Yes, I know I said I wouldn't do it again but I couldn't pass up being in the SEXIEST auction on Fubar! So lets make this one in particular my BEST one yet! So drop by and BID, BID, BID on the BADDEST MILF on Fubar (a title I think I have HANDS DOWN hehe) and show me MAD luv! Auction AND Giveaway starts tonight at 11 p.m EST and will run for a week. Also I have a GIVEAWAY attached to it so please don't forget to stop by and check that out too! DISCLAIMER: As the owner of this auction/giveaway I will NOT be participating in the Giveaway section of the auction. I will ONLY be accepting bids in the Auction ONLY! I want all you sexi FU's to have a chance to win some GREAT prizes!!!! Click here for official Auction/Giveaway rules in my blog... Have FUN and don't forget to come by and BID on your Fav MILF :D PLEASE REPOST!!!

Happiness!!!
Well folks there is so much to do when you rate or make comments on my photo which I have new folder and love to hear what you think!!! And again thanks some of my friend who did rate and comments!! But most of all big thanks to my wifey who made my day as she love my photo :D and of course I haven't forgot my wifey's mom she is great too.... Come on all let get this started and have some fun as I love to hear all the comment and let me know what do you think?? Many thanks!!! :D I missed all my old friend who is on my list and come on now you know the drill get r done hehehehe!!!

A Msg To Sim, Cristi And Minx!
I don't know what to fucking think hey? I know you know what I'm talking about I sooo wish one of you would slap me upside the jaw to stop myself from talking about the subject as well!. Wish that I could switch off my phone remove myself from the computer and not think about some of the stuff I've been ranting about!. But of course you know my reason for having the phone on 24/7. damned if I do and fucked over in hell if I don't!. oh blah time for bed!.....guess we'll have to talk about this another time!. sorry but work is the shits and I really have to be there no matter what this time!. chat to you soon okay?

A Cry In The Night
A Cry in the Night Rolling, Tossing, Turning As the night goes ever deeper into darkness You sink into a deeper sleep Not hearing a cry in the night Screaming, Shrieking, Crying As the days drift along so sinfully long You fall faster into a zombie like appearance Not seeing a cry in the night Fading, Disappearing, Dying As the hours dissipate to minutes You slowly dwindled down to a mere particle Not feeling a cry in the night When do we stop listening Is it when our lives start winding down When the cry in the night Is no longer the worlds, but your own...

Sexuality Test
You have a Sexual IQ of 133 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Please Keep This Lil Angel In Ur Thoughts And Prayers!
Some days it hits me harder than others. Alot of my friends on here know that my daughter Makayla was diagnosed with Leukemia in June of last year. She was only 15 months. In about 2 weeks she will begin 2 months of pretty intense chemotherapy before going on to her maitenance phase. I have had an awful day today. Thinking about how she has been through and how she knows much more about hospitals and chemotherapy and needles that any 2 year old should know and understand. I guess i am sending out this bulletin so u can all keep her in your thoughts and prayers over the next little while. The next 2 months are gonna be pretty hard on her physically and emotionally. I try to be strong for her and not cry.......so after she goes to bed is when i break down...if you have never had a sick child you cannot imagine the pain. Heres a lil slideshow of my lil princess and her journey so far. DES...XOXOX ¢¾~DES TIN E~¢¾@ fubar

Twilight Visitor
Silently, I let Myself in through the unlocked back door. Night is falling, but as yet, you haven't put on the lights - the film you are concentrating on has a few minutes left. From the kitchen, I can see you, your face illuminated by the flicker of the scenes taking place on the other side of the room. You look comfortable in the high-backed leather chair, really bought for those hours spent at the computer but now more of a long-term friend, the years together having moulded the cushions to fit you snugly. I see some bedroom footage appearing on the television and the softened light from the screen allows Me to slip into the lounge unnoticed. I kneel behind the chair, then in My measured, but firm tone, say "Don't move!" You jump in your seat, startled by My voice. "I said, don't move!" I repeat, still measured and firmly in control. "yes, Sir. It's great to see you, Sir," comes the reply, as you look demurely downwards and try to contain your childlike excitement, that excitemen

Sick As A Dog
well ppl im sick as hell .. on salary and yet i have to work this weekend .. short shift but i feel like crap... the facility where i work has a shortage of nurses ... if wed stop firing them cause the DON is pissy then wed be much better off ... sorry to whine but ugh ... i need a vacation somewhere tropical and relax without a care ... any takers ??

Lung Cancer Awareness
Lung Cancer Awareness I am a person who lost a love one two years ago to this day to lung cancer. The person in my life was my mom that I lost. So, Let me tell you my little story. My mom went to her regular doctor and they sent her for a scan to see if her stomach didn't have a ulcer. The tech let the scan go up a little higher then he should have let it, and it should up something on her lungs that wasn't normal. They show the doctors and the doctors was like they needed to find out what it was. So my mom went back to the doctors and they did 4 test on her to figure out if it was cancer or not. Which cause my mom to worry and stress about it. They said it was 85% chance it was cancer and they wanted to remove it. They didn't tell any of the family the risk of her coming threw the surgery with a full recover was low. So, She went ahead and did the surgery. Let me tell you my mom was a very strong woman and she was a fighter until she got out of the surgery. She wasn't the same

My Poetic Fairy Tale (once Upon A Time) Chapter 1
*Awhile back I wrote a poetic fairytale. So over the next few days, I will be reposting the chapters of that fairytale. Don't worry, there will be more original pieces inbetween.* Once upon a time there was a man Who lived his life taking a stand Went about his day being a knight in shining armor Saving damsels in distress from uncertain horrors Never asking for anything return Not even a thank you or an encouraging word Always hearing about men and thier evil ways Refused to be like them until his dying day At the risk of sounding selfish, he began to wonder Why do all the damsels always run to another Still he carried on his self imposed duties And continued to rescue damsels and wonder at thier beauty But every now and then his mind would run astray Often wondered if he had the strength to carry on this way See this knight dreamt of being a king The only piece that was missing was his queen And to this day he wonders if fate wi

Thank You
For all my friends this is for you, you made my skies blue. I thank you with all my heart, we will never be that far apart, taking the time to care. Thank you just isnt enough. I would move that mountain, if i could so you wouldnt have to climb. Drain that raging sea, fall to my knees. Just to see if i could see you, on the other side, i would meet you in the middle. Thank you my friends, for taking my hand and walking beside me to see me through. Thank you just isnt enough. Although the miles, make it hard to smile sometimes, know i will always be there. You have dried the tears, made it clear that you care. Thank you my friends, for being the eyes, when i could not see, my hands when i could not reach. My legs when i could not walk. Thank you isnt enough. For the warm hugs, they told me you cared and would always be there, to say I love you for being you. Thank you my friends. This is for you. I love you all. for being here for me, for letting me b

Hmmmmmm
A thousand angels primp for a camera drink a little courage pose a certain way for a thousand potential lovers theyll never meet they'll never touch they'll never kiss A thousand mortals search the heavens for a godess that will never come for an angel for a devil for a little of both longing for her touch thirsting for her kiss and........ I dont want to laugh I dont know how to cry I dont want the games I dont have time for lies Just touch me once let me know your real Just kiss my lips and let me feel alive

Friendship Circle Future Godmothers
Points needed for GodMother 1,809,478 Jus'Me jus'me--Co Founder 1,624,386 Micki-Blue-Eyes Micki-Blue-Eyes--Co Founder 1,809,478 Liz LETS GET THESE LADIES TO GODMOTHER BeyonceGreen LightMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Thoughts.
*If we see with open eyes and listen with open ears,why dont we think with opened minds? *The next time you think you`re perfect,try walking on water. *There is no such thing as past..Its just a memory that fades away with every step we take. *The best love is the one that weakens our soul,makes reach for more,that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds :) *You think there`s a God,yet you look both ways when you`re crossing the street...

Dark Erotica
He’s out there, outside her window, feeling the warm air as it flowed through his coat and silk shirt and softly caressed his skin. The moon highlighted pale skin and the white hair of his forearm; it revealed soft, striking blue eyes sheltered under long eyelashes and dark brows; it shone on his hair, a shade no less than black, tied back in ponytail that fell smooth and straight down the middle of his back. He’s waiting, waiting outside her window for a perfect breeze. It came, whipping up his trench coat, knee length and elaborately embroidered in dark violet and crimson velvet, and the soft, white curtains strung up about her window; as quick as the wind arrived he was inside, landing his black leather boots with a barely audible click. Assessing his surroundings he found himself in the fair company of luxurious furnishings; the trimmings on the chair at the vanity expertly carved and upon the wall a painting of the Renaissance, one he himself might

Stalked.
"What the hell was that?!" Julia exclaimed, waking up in the middle of the night from yet another dream. Julia sat up in her bed and looked around. Her sheets had been tangled around her ankles, the comforter kicked to her cold, hardwood floor. She reached over her bed table to grab the glass of water she had put out hours earlier. Taking a sip, she realized just how dry her throat was. "That was intense," she thought to herself after getting situated back into her bed. When Julia put her head back down to her pillow, it felt wet; warm, but wet. Turning her light on, she saw her pillow had blood on it. This wasn't old blood either, this was fresh. Confused, and very tired, Julia pulled the pillow case from her pillow and tossed it on the floor. Rolling to her side, Julia decided she would go back to sleep. A few hours later, a decent morning hour, Julia awoke and walked into the kitchen. Her roommate, Lindy was already awake and madly cooking breakfast. "Jules was someone in t

Hot Hot First Time On Fubar Triple Auction For Everyone To Get In! Ladies, Men And Couple! Read Details!
IT A SEXY CLEAN AUCTION FOR WOMEN AND MEN WITH A WHITE OR COLORED T-SHIRT AND ------- OR SEXY SLEEPWEAR, FOR MEN BOXERS! NOW ALSO ANOTHER AUCTION FOR THE SEXY COUPLES ON FUBAR! AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST A TRIO FOR FUBAR A ALL MALE AUCTION TO SHOW THE LADIES WHAT YOU ARE WORKING WITH Look what's happening now !!! An new auction is open and will OPEN ON THE April 14TH. This auction is HUGE. No Apprentices here. The rules of the auction are simple, listed below, and must be followed at all times, no exceptions: The rules: (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately and blocked. (3) No cheating in will be tolerated. Again those involved will be removed from the auction immediately and blocked. (4) Anything can be bid; fubucks, blasts, VIP's, and Happy Hours. Highest bid wins with final decision being up to the person being bid on. So, let's

Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 1
I finished 6th out of an 8 rider gate. I was on a 300ex competing against 450s. If I would have had more power to keep up with them I probably would have done better. I was jumping a lot of things that most of the guys wouldn't jump.

We Do Not...
We do not proclaim ourselves to be spokespersons for the divine or try to get others to follow us as their leaders. We do not consort with Demons. We do not believe in Satan, Satan was created by Christians. We do not sacrifice animals or humans because that would violate our basic tenant of "Harm None." We draw our energy from within, our personal relationship with the divine and nature. We do not use the forces of nature or the universe to hex or cast spells on others. Again, "Harm None" is the whole of the law. Witches have a very strict belief in the Law of Three which states that whatever we send out into our world shall return to us three fold either good or bad. With this in mind, a "True Witch" would hesitate in doing magick to harm or manipulate another because that boomerang we throw will eventually come back to us much larger and harder then when we threw it. This is not to say that Witches are perfect, we are human too just like everyone else and

Bling Pimpout!!!!!
ATTACK THESE PEOPLE WITH LOTSA LOVE!!!!!!! You all voted on doing this so go show lotsa love too fellow levelers and friedns that helped us get Scooter to GodFather!! Shadow Levelers & many friends were working very hard too get Scooter to GodFather. We offered a Levelers Pimpout for a day of pour love for helping him get too GodFather. I know alot of you are levelers so show the other levelers love... Please rate pictures, stash too show them love and how much we appreciate all there help. Thank you too each that bought him bling too get him too GodFather If they are not friends please fan, add, and rate. They are always willing to help in any way they can too there friends Please if you are showing them love from this pimpout thank them for buying him bling so they know it was worth the help!!!! ~~ChAoTiC LuViN~~wife and luver to The Animal{{{SHADOW LEVELER}}}@ fubar *Ðï*åkå*þïñkLåÐ¥ †hÈ ðRïGïñåL* £µ Wï£ê †ð þÄµL*@ fubar ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER

Broken Silence
kinda old i wrote this piece in december of last year decided to post it up ya know more trolling into the mind of the one they call "mister carpenter".......kinda more thoughts ...kinda the truth I swear i have seen and done some stupid shit in my life. But what i did in the begining of August was't really stupid. It was more out of anger. I had the right idea, I just went to the wrong place at the wrong time. I have been asking myself for the past 5 years now " what the hell is wrong with me?" I still don't know the answer, and I probally will never know the answer to this question. Guess what? I'm over it! I have no choice but to be over it just like that. Why you ask? That question I can answer. For almost 26 years i've been shitted on not by my family. I just took it out on them. I am talking about so called friends who set me up to fall with them, people who took me in and thought they could have thier way with me, and the general public period. How do you jud

Alzheimer's Test:
The following was developed as a mental age assessment by the School of Psychiatry at Harvard University. Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 30 years of age cannot do it! 1. This is this cat. 2. This is is cat. 3. This is how cat. 4. This is to cat. 5. This is keep cat. 6. This is an cat. 7. This is old cat. 8. This is fart cat. 9. This is busy cat. 10. This is for cat. 11. This is forty cat. 12. This is seconds cat. Now, go back and read the third word in each line from the top down.

My Voice
Later tonight you will be able to hear my voice as a MP3 recording through a link. The link will be located right at the top in the ABOUT ME area of my profile, just above my water effect eyes. If you don't see the link then it means that I have not made the recording yet but it will be coming soon. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Blue
Why is it that a nice guy can never find true love? I mean do we have to act like most of the other guys and be dicks???? I know I am not a good looking guy but I have a BIG heart and I am so fucking tired of it getting torn out and stomped on!!!!!! I mean even on here if your not a movie star looking kinda guy with a six pack and massive arms you are nothing!!! I mean if someone does not like how you look why would they rate you a 1, I mean just don't rate them!!!! Sorry just really pissed off and hurt.

Im Sick Of It
are people on here that hung up on drama they want to ruin someones life? Are they that desperate to make someones life that miserable they stir the shit pot to make themselves feel content with fucking with someone? You need a life if you do that.

This One's For Mike,,,my New Friend
i just wanted to say to mike, thank you soo much for the gifts you sent me this week.the roses made me feel real special.the roses were very pretty. but i want you to know that im not ready to be involved with anybody yet..but there's nothing wrong with beng friends.but thank you for trying to make me feel special..and when you read this i hope you give me a call :)

Word Of Warning
Hey, idiots. Dunno why you don't just step up before marking a pic NSFW, but guess what? Your profile pic shows up to the right of the pic you marked. So 2 of you find yourselves blocked. One for being a useless lurker, the other for having no profile at all. It was one of you, trust me on that, and you were easy to pick out seeing as neither are on my friends list. Grow up. It's an adult site, so if you're on here at work anyways, you are a useless member of society. Otherwise, if you're butthurt because you're an uptight female or a guy who got caught by your woman looking at some other chicks pics, check your priorities. For the record, it's nice to know ex-second alarm hotties are flagging my pics. Self esteem problems much dear?

I'm Sorry
I’m sorry I brought you out of the pit to make you see the world I gave you a place to be warm to give you the strength to live I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I taught you to listen to the voices all around you I made you talk so that you may cry I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I sent you out of my life so that you may have one of your own I forgot your memory to make room for the ones I am making I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith I had given you

Top 10 Country And Western Songs.
Top 10 Country and Western songs. 10. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With a Few. 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 7. I've Missed You, But My Aim's Improvin' 6. Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win 5. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 4. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Miss Him 3. She Took My Ring and Gave Me the Finger 2. She's Lookin' Better with Every Beer And the Number One Country & Western song is... 1. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass Out All Day Long.

For My Baby Boy Erin
How do you fix a childs broken heart, When you cant give his pet new life, When he begs you to make it right, When he asks " why me?" How do you give a child a reason to care, When you've shattered his world, When you've caused him pain, When he needed you and you weren' there? How do you begin to repair the bond, When you're the one who broke it, When you're the one who let him down, When you are the reason for his tears? How do you t4ell a child you are sorry, When you left him alone so long, When you didn't mean to hurt him, When you just can't find a way? How do you beg your child for forgiveness, When you caan't forgive yourself, When you broke his heart, When you're the one who said goodbye? How do you tell hi it will be ok, When you can't fix the break, Whrn you have no ideas, When you're broken, too?

White Flag
White Flag I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, I'll tell you that. But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again And I caused but nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be And when we meet Which I'm sure we will All that was then Will be there still I'll let it pass And hold my tongue And you will think That I've moved on.... Well I will go down with this ship An

Me !!!!
Well I' am a very open and out going person nand love to have fun and enjoy life as much as I can . I have been in the military for 17 yrs and just returned home back in Aug from Iraq . I only been on this site for about two mounths and so far I have talked to a few people and the few I have talked seem really nice . I want people who read this to understand I' am not looking for a hook up , yes it would be nice to meet someone and see how things go and then go from there . I do not need anyone I would like to have someone but do not need a woman . Other then that I think we would have a great time and getting to know each other .

Weird Kid
What an odd person and profile... he appeared i my shoutbox with the following: ->texascount...: LOL texascount...: hi are you single? do you like to talk on the phone? do you have yahoo messenger? what's your id? can you please answer all 4 of my questions please? I thought he was just joking (as my profile clearly states that I am married and says not to ask for my Yahoo ID) so I said LOL...and then went to go read his profile...and seriously thought there was going to be a punch line to his long pathetic rambling... but I guess not...because he blocked me for my simple "LOL" reply to his shout! What a fu-cktard!!!! http://www.fubar.com/user/1305039# Eric Smith aka 'texascountrysinger22' 23, Male, Lubbock, TX Status: (Online) Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Birthday: March 4th Joined: November 5, 2007 Marital Status: Single Level: Friend of fubar (10) [?] Friend of fubar --> Barfly 12,886 Points to go! Points: 37,114 Profile Views: 1,360 (last 10

"you're Proud Of What ? ? ?"
April is Autism Awareness Month We are the targets of embarrassed wrath We are a presence in the world around Whether you fight us, or you’re just confused This diagnosis is love’s oasis and hatred’s crisis We live and die as eccentrics, punishing us is useless We are uniqueness, we are breadth and depth April is Autism Awareness Month

Open Your Heart
How often have you wished you had the ability to not worry about the result of something? The biggest fear in a relationship can often be the fear of rejection or the fear of a bad experience. Quite often you'll find people, maybe even yourself, who are so afraid of these things that they are not willing to experience the joy of a true relationship. This is quite understandable, especially if you've had a previous bad experience. The real problem comes when it's time for you to start enjoying something, and you're still held back by your fear. What do you do and how can you overcome this? A good starting point is remembering this motto, "Nothing in life worth having, or keeping, is going to be effortless or painless." If you're going to be involved with someone, this can also include a friendship, you need to make a commitment to them that you're willing to give it your all. Although, the relationship could end in heartbreak, it is far better to know you gave and loved with everythi

5 Secrets To Staying In Love
Just about everyone wants to know how they can make their relationship better. They want to know how they can deepen the commitment and love between each partner. Unfortunately relationships are not something you can provide a "to do" sheet for and all will be solved, but with these five key secrets you can certainly improve your chances for getting all you desire out of your relationship. Do things unexpectedly. One key secret to a successful relationship is compromise. Meeting halfway on things shows your partner that you really do care about their viewpoint and you are willing to work on making each other happy. Every so often make it a point to do something that you normally would not agree to or feel like doing. When you keep your partner constantly surprised by your actions, you regenerate that "new love" feeling time and time again. So, when your partner asks if you want to try that new restaurant…say yes! If they ask if you want to try a new hobby…say yes! Show your loya

Keep Trying
*Keep Trying* Trying to decide whether I hate you or love you, Wanting to know if you would still love me too. Why can’t we just go on how we used to? Why did you have to do what you did change and turn my life upside down? Trying to decide whether to ever trust another the way I trusted you, Wrapped around your finger hope you know id do absolutely anything for you. Thousands of thoughts run through my mind not knowing if I can ever smile again, It hurts to bad to be happy it hurts even worse to hold back the pain. To many restless nights to many worthless rights, No one can imagine that learning to live again is killing me. Knowing I’ll never have the happiness I once did, Do I give up or keep trying?

Interesting Statements
"When understanding of the universe has become widespread, when the majority of men know that the stars are not sources of light but worlds, perhaps inhabited worlds like ours, then the Christian doctrine will be convicted of absurdity." "Just as our ancestors did not recieve the soil on which we live today as a gift from heaven, but had to fight for it at the risk of their lives, in the future no folkish grace will win soil for us and hence life for our people, but only the might of the victorious sword." "If anyone thinks its really essential to build the life of human society on lies, well, in my estimation, such a society is not worth preserving. If, on the other hand, one believes that truth is the indespensable foundation, then conscience bids one intervene in the name of truth, and EXTERMINATE THE LIE." "Man has been given his brain to think with. But if he has the misfortune to make use of it, he finds a swarm of black bugs on his heels."

I'm A Stud
Well, either that or a complete idiot. Earlier today, I have a little accident at work and tear up my knee a bit; nothing TOO serious, just a Major bruise, they say after x-rays and stuff. So after 3 hours at the Hospital, and getting medicine and ice packs and having it wrapped, I get Home and what do I do? Defy Doctors orders and Cut some Grass!!!! So, If Ya see Me limpin around like an 80 year old for a week or so, now You know why! lol

Please Read And Pass It On
Something important for you to consider. From a nurse: I'll never forget the look in my patients eyes when I had to tell them they had to go home with the drains, new exercises and no breast. I remember begging the Doctors to keep these women in The hospital longer, only to hear that they would, but their hands w ere tied by the insurance companies. So there I sat with my patients, giving them the instructions they needed to take care of themselves, knowing full well they didn't grasp half of what I was saying, because the glazed, hopeless, frightened look spoke louder than the quiet 'Thank You they muttered. A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a Mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpatient procedure. Let's give women the chance to recover properly in the hospital for 2

Thought Of The Day And News Of The Week
men moet neit alles zeggen wat men weet, maar wel alles weten wat men zegt. translated for those who dont speak dutch is : you should not say everything you know but know the things you say. sorry i have not been on for a while i have been ill and well got better then twisted my ankle bad then after i got better got ill again really bad then i got a new service dog named tequila she is also a rotti and well have been working with her in between feeling ill again i moved my mom to her new apartment and now my foot is killing me again tequila is having surgery to be fixed so no puppies from her but heard she is doing well and be back home for training tomorrow but i think we are going to hide in bed and rest the two of us and the rest of my crew rosia and chiquita and nena while johan buzzzs around so that is the news and hope to come back on tomorrow but hey you all enjoy your nigh and i will be back after i feel more up to par to being on the computer longer

April 13, 2008
Some Friends Are Forever Sometimes in life, you find a special friend: someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship... When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friends lifts you up in spirit and make that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk across, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you will feel happy and complete, because you need not worry. You have a forever friend for life, and forever has no end. ~ Laurieann Kelly ~

Hello All
Im sorry i haven't been on much and will not be for a little longer. A family emergency came up and i now have my neice to take care of so i have been dealing with courts and stuff and getting use to havng a 1 year old in the house. I will try to get back to my normal routine as soon as possible. Hope all my friends are good and doing well and please keep in touch

Commet Contest
If you would go to this link and leave me a comment please . i have never done this b4 and would love to see how this works. To all my friends and people who would like to be my friends you are welcome to leave comments for me and become my friend. i would really like to hear from you. Thank you so much.. Hope to be hearing from friends and future friends very soon. thankx again , christopher http://fubar.com/user/1253263

I Need You
Like air and water needed to live, I need you. Like a infant needs a mother to care for it, I need you. I'm helpless, lost, and scared if I don't have you. When I''m alone and crying I think of your face and It makes me feel better. When I feel I have lost all hope, I remember I have you by my side and I can accomplish anything. Like a funny joke to cheer me up, I need you to make me laugh. I can't think of another person that can ever do that. You are my wings to carry me away when I am falling. You are very special to me. I live for you. You watch over me as my guardian angel and keep my safe when in danger. I think of you as the sun that shines down on me. I think of you as my only world. Please don't ever walk out of my life. If there is no you..........there will never be me again

Tired And Losing
feeling like i dont belong wanting to disappear tired of this shit going on in my life the last few months the person i call mom is pushing me to the point of doing things i never want to do again but im so close to doing it and she doesnt realize it i feel like im losing losing the love of my life losing everything i want in my life losing everything i have worked for losing everything i have put up a fight for im tired of trying im tired of crying im tired of the restless nights im tired of the depression im tired of of everything i just want it to end..... 4/14/08 12:05 am Bridgette M Bailey