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Come By And See What I'm Offering
I'm in Auction! I'm offering the following 1.Rate all Pic's @hh 2.Rate all stash @ hh 3.Link in profile for a month 4.Pimp out in a Blog and bully 5.3 Sfw salute 6.Daily comment for 2 weeks 7.Daily gift for 2 weeks 8.1 bling of my choice 9.Personal morph

Stand Strong *for Jennie*
Stand Strong, When your up against the wall, Try to believe, that a brighter day will regin. Hold on, to this extended hand Let me be, the rock for you to stand. Remember still, that you are not alone, Call to him, in the darkest of the storm. He will see, the truth through all the pain. And always see, The sweet girl with so much to gain. Lifes lessons, are hard to bare at times, In the end, You will be stronger after all.

Things You Can Learn From Your...dog
We fill our days meeting work deadlines, maneuvering in traffic, and grocery shopping. What are priorities among canines? This is a real gem. Pass it along to your dog-loving friends! Run, romp, and play daily. If you want what lies buried, dig until you find it. When you’re happy, dance around and wag your entire body. When it’s in your best interest, practice obedience. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Take naps and stretch before rising.

Please Help My Bf Rate This Pic For Her And Comment Bomb Her For Me Thank You
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST OF THIS YEAR I AM IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP,RACE BEGAN YESTERDAY I AM CURRENTLY IN THE LEAD AND NEED TO STAY THERE !!!!!! I PLAN TO USE WINNINGS IF I WIN FOR A CONTEST OF MY OWN NEED TO LEVEL UP BAD BEEN AT MY LEVEL A LONG TIME!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND AT LEAST RATE ME AND IF YA HAVE TIME COMMENT BOMB MY AZZ LMAO! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH!!! AND TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWED ME SOOOO MUCH LOVE ALREADY WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES YOU ARE ALL AWESOME AND I SO APPRECIATE YOU!! IF YOU EVER NEED ME I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS I AM JUST A SHOUT AWAY AND NEVER FEEL BURDENED I LUV TO HELP MY FRIENDS!! WITH MORPHS, ANNIMATIONS, LOUNGE SKINS,KEWL BULLYS, OR JUST AN EAR TO LISTEN. I AM HERE FOR YOU!! DJ "E" LLUSION"

Alcohol
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning Latest News: Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch as Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.

Love
I Love you I love you-- the purity of your spirit, the endless kindness of your being, the gentleness in your touch, the way your facelights up when you smile, the unsurpassed radiance in your eyes, the way you look at me, and seem to see deep within me to a private place of beauty that no one else ever noticed. You know me better than anyone else and you take me to a place where no one has ever traveled, a place of serenity and light. You reach beyond my body to the deepest area of my spirit, and the wind that passes between our souls is warm and eternal. I'm lucky to know you. I'm lucky to have you. To think that you chose me over any other, takes my breath away.

Dj Ice Queen
Ok for those who do not know me and there aren't too many, I began here as Sultry1957, went thru a name change to Sexy Sultry and then to DJ black pearl and now DJ ice queen. I must say this last name fits me rather well. I am in the midst of a divorce and feel like ice. I place no blame on the break up. We are both responsible for it. Then stupid me thinking that the kids are old enuf to understand what is going on, I am thrown for a loop. I was a good Mom and raised my kids to respect others. Not to judge and always hear both sides to any story. Alas all I thought I had achieved was in vain, my girls, 27, 25 and 23 blame me wholely for the break up. I felt I had to leave the area or be stalked. I knew staying would mean no rest and no time to heal from the situation. I moved 1200 miles away. Now, because I emailed and asked how everyone was I am rejected and told I didn't care enuf to stay around and frankly it is none of my business how anyone is doing. I am so tired of caring, it h

Drunken Ramblings
Okay........ I may have over-reacted on the last one, but to be honest i've been feeling mixed the last couple of weeks. I've had a war going on inside me: A battle between two sides of me. A lot of you that really know me know that there are two sides of my psyche; a child and an adult. Well, i've decided the child needs to go away. It brought me nothing but grief and i've not been very happy lately. Again, nothing new there......... i've been, well, emo. A LOT. So i've decided to change. To grow. To become something better. I hope a lot of you will still treat me the same, and if not...... Well.... It's been a blast. Okay, back to the wine........ :D

Back In Time
I think back in time Think back in time, Where we had fun. I thought it was a time, But i still don't know. I think of you, All day long. I love you, do you love me too? I don't think so, But i do hope! I hoped you would never go, But you did. Loved it, your smile, Your looks, your hair. I would even walk a mile Just to find you standing there. I'm thinking of you, I really love you!

California’s Top Court Legalizes Gay Marriage
By LISA LEFF, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 16 minutes ago SAN FRANCISCO - California's Supreme Court declared that gay couples in the nation's biggest state can marry — a monumental but perhaps short-lived victory for the gay rights movement Thursday that was greeted with tears, hugs, kisses and at least one instant proposal of matrimony. Same-sex couples could tie the knot in as little as a month. But the window could close soon after — religious and social conservatives are pressing to put a constitutional amendment on the ballot in November that would undo the Supreme Court ruling and ban gay marriage. "Essentially, this boils down to love. We love each other. We now have equal rights under the law," declared a jubilant Robin Tyler, a plaintiff in the case along with her partner. She added: "We're going to get married. No Tupperware, please." A crowd of people raised their fists in triumph inside City Hall, and people wrapped themselves in the rainbow-colored gay-pri

Part 4 Of ?
Well today was a day in the record books....The CPS did their job for one thing, and shocked us all. They actually decided to keep the kids away from their mother, my stupid dope head step daughter...good decision. The Child Protective Services decided that the children needed to stay where they are for the next month AT LEAST, which means the baby, 3 month old Jacob will stay with Nikki's mom and the 3 year old will be living with her father. He isn't my number one choice as a guardian for her (I am of course, I have taken care of her for over 1.5 of her 3 yrs), but he is better than the alternative, which would be Nikki getting her back. Little Grace is traumatized right now, she saw a stabbing and her mother being beaten, the last thing she needs is to be in her mother's care...and I am using the word "mother" very lightly considering she has never been much of one to either of her children. What has upset me the most today is that after all I have done for Nikki, she comple

For The Month Of May From Agem4life... U Rock Gurl!
Have you met Beth aka AngelGurl yet? If you haven't then this is your special invitation to go check out a very special and incredible lady! She is TRULY an Angel and I am so honored and blessed to have her as my FU Owner (for the THIRD month in a row!). Go R/A/F her and find out how beautiful she is....inside and out! 'AngelGurl' This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫

Why Is It
why is it...when you want something you cant ever find it but the instant you dont need or want it anymore there it is all around. Its like cats ask em in your lap and they dont want to be there but ignore them and you cant beat em off with a stick. Any thoughts I why this is? PLease if you do leave em as comments...THX Hope you continue to enjoy my random thoughts. :D

Control.. God I Love This Song....very D/s
feel the pain you place outside you lock me up inside your dirty cage well I'm alone inside my mind I'd like to teach you all the rules I get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed well then your poo never show I need to feel you you need to feel me I can't control you you're not the one 4 me 2moro I can't control you you can't control me I need to feel you so why's it odd now I love the way you break my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head 'cause I'm the guy you'll never find I think you know all of the rules theres no expresions on your face I hope that someday you will let me go release me from my dirty cage I need to feel you you need to feel me I can't control you you're not the one for me no I can't control you you can't control me I need to feel you so why's it even you and me I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my head I love the dirty things you do I

I Just Dont Know.
I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE..IM BASICALLY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT I CANT BE WITH,MY FUCKIN JOB SUCKS ASS RIGHT NOW,I NEED A NEW ONE BAD..I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY ASS OFF FOR OVER TWO WEEKS NOW AND HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW BUT MORE FUCKIN BILLS..EVER SINCE NICK LEFT I CANT AFFORD SHIT..I REALLY HONESTLY WANT TO MOVE DOWN TO GEORGIA TO BE WITH SOMEONE,BUT WHO KNOWS...IM SO CONFUSED DAZED AND LOST....MY LIFE REALLY BLOWS RIGHT NOW EVER SINCE FUCKIN NICKS BULLSHIT...I FOUND ROB AND FELL AND FELL SO FUCKIN HARD FOR HIM, AND IM STUCK BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE WITH THAT..IM GONNA CONT TO SIT HERE AND WAIT FOR HIM TILL HE COMES HOME OR IM GONNA GO DOWN THERE THIS SUMMER TO SEE HIM...NO MATTER WHAT...WELL MAYBE NOT IF HE HAS A GF IM NOT, BC THAT WILL JUST BE TO MUCH SHIT I DONT WANNA DEAL WITH...ITS BAD ENOUGH I HAVE SHIT TO DEAL WITH I DONT WANT MORE ON MY PLATE...I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE GUYS..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO,DONT KNOW WHERE TO TURN WHAT TO SAY,WHAT TO DO....AT LEAST ROB WAS HONEST WITH

Bleeding In The Darkness
Bleeding In The Darkness The Darkness within her Soul,It takes over and runs through her with it's control. Takes over her every emotion, Numbs her heart's deepest devotion. The darkness comes to her as she sleeps, Brings to life inside why her heart weeps. Her memories come alive within her dreams, As her heart relives her abusive screams. The pain she felt from each kick he's gave, To the scars she is now their slave. He didn't realize what he did,The pain runs deep within her soul while from others she keeps it hid. To look upon her beauty you would never see,How her heart bleeds continously. She remembers the noose clinging to her neck so tight, Hanging from the wall as her body gets limp and the sun turns into night. She felt no more would her heart beat she would die, When you glance upon her loveliness it's like watching an angel fly. Written By Wilma S. Hill copyright© October 15,2006

Quotes From The Ruling
As many have heard, the CA Supreme Court today invalidated Prop 22, which banned same-gender marriage. It's a good ruling. Here are some selected quotes from the majority opinion. “we conclude that, under this state’s Constitution, the constitutionally based right to marry properly must be understood to encompass the core set of basic substantive legal rights and attributes traditionally associated with marriage that are so integral to an individual’s liberty and personal autonomy that they may not be eliminated or abrogated by the Legislature or by the electorate through the statutory initiative process. These core substantive rights include, most fundamentally, the opportunity of an individual to establish — with the person with whom the individual has chosen to share his or her life — an officially recognized and protected family possessing mutual rights and responsibilities and entitled to the same respect and dignity accorded a union traditionally designated as marriage.

We Understand (army Wives Welcome)
WE understand -- Dedicated to all of the military girls I was replying to someone's message today, and wrote this. I kind of like it and wanted to share it. Everyone says I'm stupid for being with him when he's so far away. That I should be with someone here. I complain how hard it is and they say I shouldn't do it, but they don't understand. Only we understand. We hate this game we play, but we must do it anyways because we love our men and would do anything to be with them. They just don't understand. WE understand. We understand that no matter how much we cry, no matter how hard it is and how much it hurts, he will always be worth it. We understand that even when we get angry at him for joining the service, or being in danger, we don't love him any less. We understand that every moment is precious, every phone call is special, and every letter is cherished always. We understand that it's ok to want to give up because we know we won't. WE understand, they don't. We understa

Pain
Pain reminds us that we still feel. Pain tells us we can still love. It shapes us, rips us and drives us insane. It doesn't have to scar us forever,but just be a reminder of something we once hand and then lost. Hold your head high and walk with grace and never show the pain on your face.

[ow]
I think I broke something. Everything from the base of my skull to the bottom of my ribs is in excrutiating pain AND HAS BEEN for the last 10 days. *thumbs up* When was the last time you were hit by a car or fell off a speeding truck? Anyone? Just me? Alright then. How did I medicate that before? *gropes blindly for his glass of scotch* OH RIGHT! But yeah, I think it might be stress induced. This vacation just might save my life. I hurt. Everywhere. I wonder if I'm even healthy enough for sex. I just lifted my left arm to a ninety degree angle and screamed in agony. I'd say "no" Eh, wish me a good safe fun trip. I require sex and chocolate. And maybe a good recuperative sleep.

Day 4!!!!!!!!!!! Break Up....
WELL!!! today was an interesting day........... kinda weird, so ya know i told ya i changed everything... i didn't do it to be a bitch and hurt him.. i did it so that i could move on with my life and not have that temptation there of trying to IM him or call him.... and i changed it sooo he wouldn't have it either... he said he just wanted to concentrate on his own private life... fine right? so why is it that TODAY i'm sittin in the lounge i work at... happy as can be because all my girls and i are in the same room and life is happy... then SHE walks in... funny.. you know because all these girls that come and try to hurt me for him....lol.. he hates them!! He thinks they're all disgusting and nasty...and yet like third graders they're out there trying to hurt me for him... soo this chick comes in and she purposely hus or emotes me or someone in there so that i can see that he now own her.... was i supposed to be mad? eject her? tell her off? lmao... we broke up! he's all yours!!!! a

Huggles??
when did guys start saying this so much? i mean, its cute to say to your g/f, but really.. its left in comments, in lounges...does anyone actually say this in person? what the f**k is a huggle anyhow?? ** huggles **

I've Had An Ephifany
That is I've come to realize why I've been thinking so much of jesse the last few weeks. I always felt like he was unfairly ripped away from me. Yes, he had to apply to become a warrant officer, that's something that he chose, almost like it chose him. It was something that he wanted, and I could NEVER in my life have dared to try and change his mind. I'm so happy and proud of him for going after what he wanted, and actually getting it. So few people get the dream that they chase after, we merely settle for the best we can get, and stop striving for more. He attained what he wnted, even if it means that it's without me anymore. But it's May now… The month that we thought he was going to be leaving, not now. If things had worked the way we thought they might, we would just be getting ready to part ways, not having been separated for the last few months. I have to say, there have been many days that I have wondered what if anything would be different… would he wan

Flirting Morning Sun (untitled)
This delightful take on awakening was sent in a profile comment to me, this morning, by "darkness personified", of Malaysia. She wrote it, too! Marvelous! kissed by the morning sun...i awoke... tickled by it's golden rays running amok... hazy flecks...sashaying in it's glare... the hands of time...stopped and stared... lazily i stretched...and french kissed the breeze... frolicking amongst the billows of the curtains with ease... playing hide and seek...with my waking eyes... the mischievous smile...widening in style... turning...i pressed upon the satin sheet... like a lover's skin...silky and sweet... i pressed my face...into it's fragrance... and fell into it's cool embrace... blowing the lock of hair from my face... watched as it twirled and fell with grace... inhaling deeply...i breathed the beauty in... felt the butterflies fluttering within... such a sensual feeling...i deduced... and i kissed the sun back...amused... ________________ "Darkness per

Hello To All My Friends
how is everyone doing long time since i heard from anyone...i am doing good, hit me up...love to hear from all my old friends and hear from new people.. iam christopher ,40,male,in rome,new york i have these messengers i can be reached on: thewolfwhowalksalone_2005 on yahoo bwoofie2002 on hotmail blueeyeguylookin on aim so add me lets chat! love to all, Christopher

Letter To Her Husband
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway. I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. P.S. Your girlfriend called.

College Level Resume
Deer Sur, I waunt to apply for the secritary job I seen in the paper. I can type real kwik wit one finggar and do sum Acounting 2. I think I am good on the fone and I am a pepole person. Pepole really seam to respond good to me. Im lookin for a jobb as a secritary but it kant be 2 complikaited My spelling is not 2 good but find that I awfin get a job Bcuz of my persinalety. My salerery is open so we can discus wat you want to pay me and wat you think that I am wurth, I can start imeditely. Thank you in advanse 4 yore anser. Hopifuly I M Yore best aplicant so phar. Sinseerly, Peggy May McBiggins PS : I half includeded a pickture of me B low.

For Reals
This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Walmart in Arkansas . They hired him because he was so funny..... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Old Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place DESIRED SALARY: $185,0 00 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAV

Anguish
Every day leaves as it comes, The echoes in my soul like a drum, Pounding fever, chilling flesh, Looking to the eyes of death, But it doesn’t come, no matter the wish, Left to live in this bowl of fish, Ever drowning and gasping for air, Material world left in despair, All alone in a crowded room, Make no excuse; it’s my own living doom. I could wash it off, clear my head, Then I lie in this empty bed I relive it ever night the past, Always ending with the explosive crash Id rather you left with jagged disdain A broken heart in the pouring rain Like the songs say, I see here there Everywhere I look, she’s always there But that lie I do not have choice I barely remember the sound of your voice Your memory fades, I lost your soul It’s passed me now, like stories untold Gone for no real reason or why Taken and ripped, pulled and pried Twisted metal is all that remains Of a life so true so perfect and plain Your

Bid And Win Me
Contest starts today, and ends next Thursday midnight my time (EST).. I will also throw in a semi-NSFW Salute for the winner and if a Bling pack is offered a phone call from me! *HUGS* Just go to my "I'm up for grabs" folder and place your bids! Good Luck! OXOX Suzie

Fu-angels Team 1, 1 Wild Angel Lady , And Strawberri Kisses Just Got There Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

Does Anyone Know How To Auction Off Yourself?
Whats up my awsomely,great friends of fubar!This may make me more of a dork but,Its ok!I was sitting around wondering how all these people auction themselfs off and thought too myself,That sounds cool!I just dont even know how to get started on something like that!Soooo,I need someone thats might know a lil bit about this to drop me an e-mail about how this all works!It will be much appreciated and there will be much love to follow!Thak you for taking the time to read this!If things go well,Ill be up sell!LOL

Makes Me Sad
I dont know what to do. @ people i love very much seem to be having some issues. One is feeling very unloved and feels like the man she loves may not really love her. He has barely spoken to her in days. Im not really totally sure what he is feeling but I know he loves her. He just has a way of saying things wrong sometimes without meaning to. And tats what started the whole thing. he said something that hurt her and instead of saying sorry, he got mad at her for taking it wrong. I dont know what to do. i love them both very much. I hope it works itself out soon cause it is tearing me apart to see this.. here's hoping

Bid On Me Plz
So I finally did it! No, I didn't make it to Godmomma (yet). I entered my first auction, and here's what I'm offering : -Rate all pics during HH -Rate all stash during HH -100 11s during HH -1 morph a day for the duration of ownership -crush them for the duration of ownership -pimp-out in blog/bulletin twice a week during ownership -top friend and family -"owned by" in my name -2 custom tagz a day -one SFW phone call a week -winning bidder's link on my page Go F/A/R the auction host (he's wonderful!), then tonight @ 6 P.M. come bid on me in his auction folder. :) Here's the host's link: King Domino ~force~3~bomber~manager~ ☆Cowboys Fan 4 Lyfe☆ Walking With Jesus@ fubar P.S.--this song was NOT my idea. Go blame my baby. LOL. × §ÎNÎS†ER ×¯× MîÑîS†ER ×@ fubar

1-4-3-
"1-4-3" WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY Our growing love blossomed Though, I'm not sure when And I'm not sure how Or what made it begin But I'm glad that love saw us And showed us her way And I'm glad she's still with us Through each passing day When Love showed me you It all shone so clear For looking at you Made all else disappear And now as we grow Through every passing day I have to thank God Each time that I pray For of all the lost souls Out searching for love We found each other With help from above When I think of us meeting And all we've been through Something inside tells me I knew it was you Your eyes, your smile, That feeling you give Now lets me know What it means to live I live for your touch I live for your kiss It took all this time To find out what love is Love is the key The reason to live The secret to love Is learning to give For giving my love To you is the whole For giving's receiving It completes my

Deep In My Heart
Close My Eyes As I Drift Off To Sleep, In My Dreams Its You I see. Hold You Close So Warm and Tight, Your Love I Feel Through Out The Night. As The Sun Rises, The First Thing I Hear, Your Wonderful Voice Filling My Ear. No Matter How Near or Far We Are, Your Always Close By Me, Deep In My Heart!

The Love Of My Life
Well, as a lot of you know, my girlfriend, Rhonda, was moving up here to Washington. She made it here safely on May 5th, 2008. It is going to be one of my greatest memories. She called me a lot while she was one the road to get here. And then when she was close, I was on the phone with her, giving the final directions to me. Then I ran to end of the driveway and was bouncing up & down as she was driving up the street. When she parked and got out of the car, I took her in my arms and gave her the most passionate kiss and held her close to me. I am as happy as I can be now that Rhonda, the love of my life, is here with me. I will tell you all about some more of our adventures soon. Right now, all I want to do, is be with her showing her and the rest of the world how much I am truly and madly in love with her. I love you, Rhonda!!!!

Desert Sunset
Desert Sunset by LateNiteFantasy© Whoa, wobbly clouds in flames, fit end to such as these days. As I nurse a scorpion's sting I feel the temperature drop quick as old paint fades away into dreams that only horses will dream. Shuddering though fingers of clouds I watch the stars spin away. The tall saguaros stand in silhouette in gross pirouettes of surrender How can I close my eye to this, how can I put the cap back on? To-morrow I will number the dead that light that falls on rock rose alone on the mountain in air that would shrink the words of who is without you what of the peace of heaven is longing enough to sustain these eyes that see through tears behold a wavering sun that which glints on steel of another dawning beheld by failing hands of who is without you

Practice Pt. 3
Show these people some love:For teaching me how to do thisEmanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubarFor being a good friendPassion General(Lt)~AOD~MGR@RedsRage@ fubarAlways making me laugh(cant wait to go to austrailia)Lady Isis† *General(AOD)-Hellsing's Aussie Homegirl@ fubarJust being himself Mr. Hyde, Bouncer@ REDS RAGE, BERSERKER of the AOD, & Property of Passion General(Lt.) of the AoD@ fubarMitch- the best fu-son ever¢¾ SGT Boogey Man Asst Mgr @Reds Rage R/L B/F/Fumarried to Killerkiss¢¾@ fubarAnd Jake for putting up with me Vengeance AoD Fu-Married to FatalKiss@Reds Rage@ fubarBrought to you by ~*~Fatalitieskiss~*~ MGR @RAGE & Colonel for AOD † fu-wifey 2 Vengeance ~fu-mommy to mitch~@ fubarSorry if I missed

Lunar Slumber
while a sword rusted on a dry mound of cool moss suffused in moonglow effervescence stung by aerial starfish i was smoldering in lunar embers wondering what her... trying to remember what her... skin tasted like under the endlessness of bright star-flowers blooming in an interstellar nothingness as dark as rich black dirt i was smoldering in lunar embers wondering what her... trying to remember what her... skin tasted like and when the gray morning murk was being burnt away by a celestial rain of flaming petals i was ablaze in a solar bonfire knowing what her... remembering what her... skin tasted like like morning dipped in honey

Tgif!
I am so glad it is Friday. I have been working very hard all week and my fingers are hurting from the typing on the computer! I am trying to get my house clean, with the help of my robots ;) so I can enjoy the weekend. It has been very hot the last few days. My pool is at like 88 degrees, does that tell you how hot it has been? I would like to spend my weekend in my pool or near my pool. Naked? Probably! I have a wedding of a coworker I am supposed to go to tomorrow evening but am trying to find an excuse to not go! Maybe I will have a migraine headache tomorrow afternoon around 3:00 and just send Peter with a gift. hee hee hee. I am so bad. I would love to just not have to deal with anything this weekend. That would just be lovely. I need to go shave.....down there. I am trying to stay on top of that. I don't like too much hair! No thank you. I have so much to do today and little time to do it. I was just trying to get some comments out there to my "fubar

Frustrated
I had a BIG post POSTED ON HERE AND IT GETS REMOVED It really irks me of the people we have in 'power' here to not let others HAVE their OPPINIONS. Took me A couple of HOURS TO WRITE THAT FUCKING POST. SO YEA I'M FUCKING PISSED. YOU WOULD BE TOO, IF IT HAPPENED TO YOU.

My Lady River
you are a river i plunge my hands into your breasts i submerge my head in the deep pool swirling between your hips each leg a branch each toe a tributary i try to swim your length i sink in your unfathomable depth the liquid stars the wavering moon you

I Hate Everything Revisited
Well, it seems that I am back to hating just about everything. I was starting to look at things in a positive light. I was getting out of my funk. I was realizing that my life wasn't too bad. I realized that I was the one causing most of my issues in life, me being defensive, and shutting down so I didn't have pain and hurt. Looking back now, that is why I was so miserable on R&R. Well, also looking back, I was not just causing issues in my life, but in others. And now it has compounded. It has just exploded in ways I would have never thought. Granted, this has been a wake up call, and makes me see things I had not seen ever. It's amazing that when the blinders come off, you just see everything clearly. I am seeing stuff that I wish I would have seen at least a month earlier. I wish I would have seen so much, primarily in myself. Thanks for reading.

Turtle Tongues Of Love
turtle tongues of love by LateNiteFantasy© this gold morning lifts me magic blue turtle tongues murmuring about the irrelevance of the motion of stars a trial and error criss cross of meaning and movement (deliver me from evil oh yes deliver me from the loud bright clowns of heaven recalcitrant angel-elves tip-toeing through dawn demanding higher meaning demanding a shelf for mushrooms demanding a self-reflexive conundrum of self-doubt) who knows the anvil of stasis who knows the peacocks of passion drowning in a bathtub of desire gasping like puppies round-tummied on the verge of ecstasy deny me nothing please and please let me have the terror of it all

Mislead
HEY TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I JUST NEEDED TO SAY THE GRASS ISN'T ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE WHAT SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE TAKING GOOD CARE OF WHAT THEY OWN, DOESN'T ALWAY MEAN THEY ARE, SOMETIMES THEY ONLY FIX THE OUTTER LAYER, BUT THE INNER LAYERS ARE ARE FALLIN APART. I KNOW UR SAYING WHAT IS SHE TALKING ABOUT? WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD FIND SOMEONE BETTER THEN WHAT I HAVE AT HOME, JUST TO FIND OUT I WAS WRONG, AND TO NEVER TRUST ANYONE BUT SELF AND AND GOD, TO ALWAYS FOLLOW UR HEART. TODAY I FOUND OUT THAT THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO AREN'T WHAT THEY SAY THEY ARE. I KNOW WHAT TOOK ME SO LONG RIGHT?LOL BETTER LATE THEN NEVER. MUCH LUV TRUE FRIENDS.

Contest This Weekend Dont Miss Is.....
Come check out fetish And Join the Family!! We Love Seeing New Faces...We will be holding a Contest this weekend for all.....Come join the party! Its going to be a leather and latex contest......We want to see all with your hottest outfits! Come share with us on cam there will be prizes !!!! The prizes are as follows : 1st Place gets 100K and 5 blings 2nd Place gets 50K and 2 blings 3rd Place gets 25K and 1 bling SO ARE YOU UP FOR THE CHALLENGE????? AND SOME FUN????? CONTEST BEGINS ON SATURDAY MAY 17TH AT 1PM EST AND WILL GO THRU SUNDAY TO 1AM EST....SO COME ON LET LOOSE AND LETS PARTY AND HAVE A GREAT TIME!!!!!!! Do You Have A Fetish Come To The Lounge And Share Your Fetish With Us FEEDINGTHEDESIRE.COMM (repost of original by '♥ Angel ♥ Co-Owner@Fetish/Co-Owner@ Erotic Fantasy ~ Owned by DJ Lost & his Stripper~' on '2008-05-16 12:26:17') (repost of original by 'KANDY TANTALiZiN;; HATERSs BA

Time Gone By
Here's yet another time watching the seconds float by chasing the miniature hands its a bad race they pass one another and keep going on neither one ever gets ahead. 4:11 4:12 4:13 4:14 It never changes never stays the same flying by red blinking staring me down I sit here in my bra dazed in smokeless smoke deja vu! I've been here everyone says its nice I was at your house tonight no wait, the time, its wrong I wasn't there tonight I was there tomorrow They say I'm sick they say you're so slick greasy and slimy I want you to catch me.

Get In Them Bids Babies!!!!!!!!
WANNA OWN A PRINCESS???? here are the offers----- one month ownership 100 11's weekly while owned daily comment and gift while owned owned by______ in my name while owned yahoo ID 1-SFW salute link to owners page on my page while owned perm. pimp out blog all photos rated #1 on friends while owned #1 in fam while owned W/ access to private pics INTERESTED?????? imikimi - Customize Your World CLICK HERE TO PLACE YOUR BID AND BECOME MY 1ST OWNER

Graduation Tonight!
ok....I am going to my college graduation in 3 hours. I am freakin nervous! LOL I hope everyone wishes me luck...I am gonna need it! I just know I am going to fall off the stage! lmao Oh,,,for all my local buds, my graduation party will be on May 17th (tomorrow) at CW's in Vincennes IN. I will be there around 9:30pm Indiana time. I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!! Michelle

Give You Everything
I wanna give you the moon I wanna give you the stars What would you do if I just reached out And grabbed one for you Would it still shine as bright Knowing that I live and die for you To be continued ......

Dreams
I just had a dream that I was laying down, and suddenly a person came up to me (looked a lot like my ex) and laid on top of me, sticking his tongue out which was shaped like a snake tongue. He tried sticking it into my mouth, and I remember I tried to scream but couldn't; and couldn't breathe either. I woke up, and I could barely breathe, kinda like if you hold your breath for too long. I have no idea, but this is really odd.

Day 5!!!! All Over Now!! !yay!!!!!!!!!!
*BIG DEEP BREATH* five days later.............. and i am happier than i have ever been..... still not eating.. but thats just stress....but i am exceedingly happy.... and here's why... i have someone who is amazing... not psychotic, not deranged, not a jerk.... wouldn't even THINK about calling me a whore or a slut.... and doesn't act like a total child.... and he's hot lmao....omg.... he is insanely hot... and he makes me smile... i dont worry that a guy comes in the lounge and tells me i'm beautiful that hes gonna go off on ME for the guy whos looking at me.... i know the man i'm with now.... will just say..."she is isn't she" and thats it.... i dont have to worry about us breaking up and him getting all his friends... to come to my page and try to hurt me... or to my lounge.... it's like i said yesterday....uhh hello... we broke up whyvthe fuck would i care who he's with? he's ur problem now... i don't care what he does or who he's with or who he fucks or what he tells ya'll.... soo

What The Hell Now????!!!!
Okay, so what did I do, to get treated the way I have been lately, by everyone????!!!! I've either been ignored by people who I thought were my friends, or yelled at by them, or their friends have gotten all pissy towards me for stupid things such as a dumbass game or misinformed information. What the hell is this junior high????!!!! When did I become the designated piece of worthless crap that before everyone was all having a great time with and all that to nothing!!!! I'm really tired of being treated like crap by everyone and treated like I'm not good enough or that I don't exist and then never given an explanation as to why!!!! I think maybe I should just leave for good and then that'll solve my problems!!!! That'll make pretty much everyone happy now won't it????!!!!

Let Me Trust You
Let Me Trust You by Dawn Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart That I’m here for you forever and always Just like I was at the start...

Can You Help?
5 days left of my VIP and Gary's doing me a favor! All I need is 10k comments on this pic: I'm already almost half way where. First 6 to leave 50 comments and message me will get 10k fubux!! Yes, you can leave more and get paid more then once! Just message me when done! The first 300 comments I get messages about will get paid. lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥Owned by Gary@ fubar

Cant Believe Some People
Couple weeks ago I attended a funeral for two fellow firefighters. Two men who dedicated their lives to protect their neighbors,their lives and property. They died on a day off in an ATV accident, and were given a Firefighters memorial service, honor gaurd, last roll call etc. Very touching service, representaatives from Fire stations and Police departments from 3 states. A memorial not just for these brave men but a memorial for what they dedicated their lives too. not even an hour after the sevices people started posting complaints to the newspaper about the "Inconvieniance" the prosetion of all the vehicles caused them!!!!!!!!! ( the route was posted in the paper for two days so people can adjust their driving) and the waste of tax payers dollars for our "arrogance" for such an elaborade memorial for two people who did not die in the line of duty!!! Before they even got the facts that the funeral was paid for by donations, the union etc and nobody was on the clock for the event!!!!

Killing Boredom With Urbandictionary Lol
Go to urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the best definition. Your name? Jolene: N. Jolene is a horny women who cant get off during sex, and loves to eat chocolate. -lmao Nickname? JoJo: Delicious jailbait. Even more delicious than Hannah Montana. Your best friend of the opposite sex? chris: From the greek word 'christof' Meaning awesome, kick ass, totally dominating and a sex GOD! Often used in reference to someone from school you'll always remember. Best friend of the same sex? Tina: Napolean Dynamite's mom's pet alpaca, or llama, or whatever that crazy thing is. What Should You Be Doing? nothing: What you can find here between these two arrows ---->

Ohhh Micki Your So Fine---made By A Sweet Gal-lucie In The Sky
Micki has 60k till insider. She's got lots of stash and pics so go show her some fu-love. Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle@ fubar (repost of original by 'Lucie in the Sky' on '2008-05-16 19:52:59')

The Beauty Of A Man
The Beauty Of A Man Is not in the way he cuts his hair nor is it in the tight jeans he decides to wear. The beauty of a man....... Must be seen in those beautiful eyes, For that's the windows of His soul like the never ending skies. The beauty of a man........ It Is not known from the very first impression, But the true beauty of a man is reflected in his expression. It is in the caring and understanding that he gives,The love and the passion he shows you as long as he lives. The beauty of a man....... Is in the smile upon his face, When he sees you, you can tell no other woman could ever take your place. The beauty of a man........ can never be seen in the time you spend apart, But can be felt in the way he gives his heart. Written By : Wilma Hill copyright© August 6,2007

Most Of The Jokes I Know
a little boy and a little girl are taking a bath and the little girl looks over at the boy and says can i play with that and the boy says hell no you done broke yours off!! how did woman get the name? when god made eve he said woooo man!!! what did god say when he caught eve taking a bath in the river? damn ill never get that smell out of those fish!! why do blond weman have bruises around her belly buttons? cause blond guys are stupid too!!! a little boy goes into a church and asks the preacher is it true that we come from dust yes the preacher says we come from dust the boy asks is it also true when we die we go back to dust the preacher says yes its also true when we die we also go back to dust well you better come to my house and look under my bed cause somebody is either comming or going!!! why did raggedy ann get thrown out of the toy box?she got caught sitting on pinnochios face saying lie to me lie to me tell me the truth lie lie!!!! how do you knowif

12 Myths About Cheating
Myth No. 1: People cheat because they're unhappy at home. In one study, 56% of cheating men surveyed said their marriages were very happy. Only 34% of unfaithful women agreed.' Myth No. 2: Men cheat much more than women do? This used to be the case, but now the infidelity scales are balancing out. Why? Women cheat for the same reasons as men: It's someone new. It's naughty (and therefore nice). However, there are other reasons women cite: The affair was a "reward" for being an unappreciated wife and mother or for putting up with a partner who wasn't affectionate, didn't listen or ignored them. It was an "ego boost." (Gone are the days when we'd treat ourselves to a new lipstick or haircut to cheer ourselves up.) We're still not as blase about affairs as men -- women are more likely to feel guilty -- but given that studies show we're much better at lying, we're also more likely to get away with it. Myth No. 3: Affairs are mostly about sex? Some affairs are about sex and most ce

Acceptance
small pieces of me tumbling to the ground letting go without much sound let go baby you in my ear compassion love acceptance all i hear but ive never been wanted im dirty used and never been right your arms around me holding me tight forget your past let go to me i love you cant you see pieces breaking from my mind waiting for rejection every time every memory a trip to hell you pull them out make me tell holding me tight as im letting things go healing my heart and my soul tears falling faster im breaking apart an i know baby a new life to start ive never let anyone in to see the awful person that is me you come to me pick up my head seeing beauty love worthiness instead im letting go slowly one hurt at a time your eyes telling me you are mine lots of hurts years of pain being taught to dream and love again crying softly as im letting go knowing you love me for our tomorrows the past behind me a future ahead letting go to the nightmares dreaming instead

Love Takes Flight
Love Takes Flight Come,My love Fly with my spirit upon wings of night, As our soul catches the glimmering stars when our love takes flight. Come run with me Let's stroll along the edges of passion's fire, From dusk til dawn as we intertwine in the ecstasy of desire. Come lay with me My love as our bodies never tire, As the juices of our love flow we become one glowing within the flames of love's eternal fire. Come kiss me My love let me taste your lips so sweet, As we come face to face with a kiss this love makes us so complete. Written By:Wilma S. Hill copyright© 2007

My Love Won't Wait For You
My Love Won't Wait For You You told me you love me so why did you leave? You promised me your heart made me believe. You didn't have to say what you did baby, I love you and I would have always been your lady. Boy the only thing that mattered in my life, was loving you and being your wife. Baby my love won't wait for you, My love won't wait for yours to make mine blue, So take your lies and leave me be for my love won't wait for you. Baby I worked so hard for us for years, You just walked out and left me with these tears. I just wanted to love you and treat you right, holding you every day and every night. Baby was this love of ours ever for real? Did you mean anything that you said you feel? Baby my love won't wait for you, My love won't wait for you to make mine blue, So take your lies and leave me be for my love won't wait for you One love one heart that was the vow we made, What happened did your love just fade? Baby your love use to s

Hmm
changes begun and i cannot turn them around your voice in my ear dont give up on what weve found i want to quit to run away promises i made i must stay how can love be so cruel to let me be your one but only for a few still ill try be what you say i am is harder now that your not my man im letting you go they same way you caught me slowly painlessly gently be easy dragon your girl is ok she just wishes it was still yesterday

Thank You All~! F S Circle And The Awesome Shadow Levelers~!
Thanks to everyone who helped me get to level 23...My awesome family The Friendship Circle and them AWESOME Shadow Levelers~!~!Everone who helped is AWESOME to me~!If i can make you a pic..please let me know~!I have a cpl albums of things i make~!~! Thanks again----YOU ALL RAWK~!~! ~~~~~~~~~~~Micki-Blue-Eyes DSC/FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

Contact Info....
Todays date : 5-16-2008 Im moving tomorrow an wont have any internet service for alil while.. I have a fancy phone an can get on here from it, BUT, I cant respond to Shoutbox messages. So you either have to send a private message(On here), have Yahoo IM, have MSN IM or text me. If you dont have any of my info of these or I dont have yours, an you want to chat, send me a private message on here with your info an I'll add you. I check my messages about once every day, so bare with me. Hope all is well with everyone, an be safe. Wish my luck on my new house! :~) Peace!

Opinions Needed....
I need a few opinions on a situation.. My ex wife is turning custody over to me of my kids after this school year.. I am curious if she is up to no good as always.. I am gladly taking the custody of both kids and going to enjoy my life with them as much as possible.. Just curious for opinions on why she may be doing this?? Is there an motive behind it?? Hmmmmm???

You Want To See My What??
You want to see my what? Webcams, cool things! An excellent way to communicate and for some have cyber sex. No matter what your use for them got to love them. I like to use them, but get tired of people asking to see me naked on my cam. The question is what do you do with your cam? So you get those requests too?

Ty Everyone!i Luv U All!
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME GET MY SPOTLIGHT!IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING...SO MANY PEOPLE SHOWED LOTS OF LOVE!IT WAS A HIGH BID! BUT LET ME SAY IT WAS SO WORTH IT!!!!AND IF I COULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN I DEFINATLY WOULD!I'LL BE RETURNING LOVE AS SOON AS I CAN TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS!IF BY CHANCE YOU THINK I MAY HAVE NOT FANNED OR RATED YOU PLZ SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSEGE AND I WILL GO TO YOUR PAGE AND CHECK ASAP!MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE THE MOST AMAZING PPL EVER!!PLZ CHECK THEM ALL OUT AND F/R/A THEM! THEY ARE THE SWEETEST OF THE SWEET!!XOXO'S TO ALL!THERE'S SO MANY OF YOU THAT DONATED SO MANY FUBUCKS TO ME AND I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL RETURN MAD LOVE TO YOU AND ALWAYS DO!HEHEHEHEHE!!!I LOVE YOU ALL AND YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!YOU ALL HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART AND HAVE SHOWN ME THE TRUE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP! ~*~LOVIES~*~ ~*~Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy~*~Owned By Dman N Chuckiiboo**Partner In Bomb Crime 2 MR**~*~

Fantasy Inc 1
The sign read, FANTASY INC. "Where our business is your pleasure", above the door. Nothing fancy, nothing that would grab your attention unless you were looking for it. And I was looking for it. I opened the door and went inside. The waiting room was well decorated in greens and yellows, tall plants guarded the corners, and smaller ones held watch over the table's magazines. There was the reception desk, and a door to the left of it. I went over to the secretary who was hunched over some paperwork and introduced myself, "Laura DePalmer, I have an eight-thirty appointment?" The pleasant looking secretary glanced at her open appointment book and fingered my name on the page with a well manicured nail. "Yes, Ms. DePalmer, if you would just have a seat, I'll let them know you are here," she said and looked deeply into my eyes. Too deeply. The 'undressing me with your eyes' kind of deep. I said 'thank you', and walked to one of the yellow chairs. I could feel the secretary's eyes

Sexiest Pic Contest... Win Over 10,000 Fu-bucks
SEND ME WHAT YOU THINK IS YOUR 3 SEXIEST PICS AND I WILL PICK THE WINNER NEXT SATURDAY AND YOU WILL RECIEVE ALL MY FU-BUCKS, YOU WILL OWN ME AND I WILL BE YOUR SLAVE FOR 1 MONTH... PICS WILL NOT BE SHOWN PUBLICLY!!!!

An Open Window
An Open Window by LateNiteFantasy© I turn the key in the lock and hear the bolt slide and I push the door open. Instinctively, my hand reaches around the corner to hit the light switch and bathe the room in light, but as the door creeps open I see that the room is already bathed in a soft glow and my hand stops short of the switch. The door creeps open the rest of the way and the light from the hallway illuminates most of the shadows that the candle sitting on the table could not. The candles scent fills the room, and I notice a stick of incense burning as well, adding to the aroma. Then I see you sitting on the other side of the table, behind the burning candle and incense, the strap of your leopard print negligee hangs off your shoulder exposing your breast and the pink nipple at the tip, everything else is blocked by the table, but I have a hunch it is less than nothing. "Hi honey." You greet me, your perfect smile framed beautifully on your face. "How was work?" "It

There Is No Distance
Gazing at the stars in a dark night Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight I wish you can see I wish you can hear I wish you can kiss and hold me tight I close my eyes and shed those tears Thinking how far you are from me Then I look above and see the stars How they light, they glitter and sparkle Despite how far they are by sight I find myself smiling as I realize That though distance between us Kept us apart but only in body And never in heart You gave me reason to smile You gave me reason to hope You gave me so much and I can never ask for more

Whee!! Show Them Some Love!
I have 2 new sexy owners... Please check them out and leave them love! Guido is sexy, sweet, sassy...a joy to have as an Owner. Moet, sweet Moet...she's one of the most beautiful women on Fubar...I just luvvers her! Click on their pics and F/A/R and just plain get to know these amazing people better, k? Guidomedic@ fubar The Lovely Moet@ fubar Please show them love!! I'm Miss Vee and I approve this message. ~¢¾ Miss Vee ¢¾~@ fubar

Dream Lover
Dream lover, where are you? I know you're out there, searching for me as I've been searching for you. I have visions of us dancing in the moonlight, sharing a kiss beneath a blanket of stars, a kiss shaming all others before it. I know you see it too. I wish you were here right now. My world is so empty without you. It pains me to see you in my dreams. To feel you, yet not touch you. How much longer must I wait? So many have come under the guise of you, dream lover, tho my heart won't be fooled. When fate joins us, I'll know it's you. The sun will shine much brighter, the air will smell much sweeter, and the angels will whisper softly in my ear that you're the one. Together we'll spend our days wrapped in the warmth of our love. A perfect union. You and I were made for each other. Until then, I'll keep searching, my love, in the dark of night, behind every corner of my mind, and I'll wait for you.---MT

Passion
Look into my soul feeling this is only right Pull me close to you hold me just as tight Kiss me on my lips and shove the pain away Continue on please don’t stop, don’t delay Use your hands to feel my heart and soul Speak your voice to make me feel whole Let’s keep going I want to say I love you Words can’t express what this can do Look in through my eyes and find my hidden soul Peer into my thoughts and find that seeping hole Find all my love and see what’s inside See that from you I have nothing to hide Search for my heart and notice it’s full Ask me why, I’ll say you made me whole Hold onto to me close and with no space in between Grab me close into your arms is what I mean Don’t let go until we’re done I don’t care what they say or if they shun Keep me in your arms and don’t let me go I want to do this I want to show Kiss me on the lips and continue on down Devour my neck and relieve my frown Taste my chest and make me gasp Be sure no thoughts any I can

You Know You Want A Dragonmaster!
Ladies it's time to get out your wallets! Have I got something for you! One of Fubar's Finest! He's a real sweetheart, a true gentleman and don't forget... Take a look at what this man has to offer.... Besides his stunning good looks! This offer won't last long! Get the DragonMaster while you can! Just click a pic any pic to go to the auction! Promotions brought to you by... Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ *GIRL NEXT DOOR* ♥Slave & Wife to Master of Desires♥@ fubar

A Deep Burning
A Deep Burning by LateNiteFantasy© Reality sees me.. It feeds me.. carelessly placating me.. in a false existance. It burns in my dreams.. It consumes my every breath.. Sweat beads proclaim me. I dream of a touch that is never real. This touch that would demand me to feel. This is only a spectre.. A craving seated in the interiors of my mind. But why does my body make is so real? I want to feel.. ...honestly, I do. But I'm content to burn lustfully.. I'll be content to burn thoroughly.. Under the duress of a firm caress.

Great Friend To Me
come and meet ladee rogue at the lunar eclipz lounge on fubar .com. she is great person and has a great personality and a big heart. anyone that gets to know her will agree with me. there is no one like her. she is a down to earth,sweet,kind, and generous person.

Artifical Pleasure
Artifical Pleasure by LateNiteFantasy© "Lipstick painted dominance fantasy contrived stumbling on your too high heels just to feel alive silk corset-ed insecurity concealed behind a fleshy mask using manipulation to fulfill the things you lack little vinyl fetish doll tries to look serene broken woman-child confined in her own dark dream"

??????????????
i needed you and it felt like i was shoved asided, belittled & told i was crazy. i needed a hug and comfort, the same things i Always offer you when You are feeling blue!! instead i got told who i could and could not speak to or ordered by someone who has no right to tell me who i can and can not talk to!! needed my friends and family when i was not strong but got argued with instead of listened to!! i got told i was crazy and got cussed out too!!! what kinds of friends are these especially when im so deeply in love with one of them?

Fire Down Below
Fire Down Below by LateNiteFantasy© The gray hair, soft wrinkled skin, spotted hands, hanging melons and large waist signaled over-the-hill, but was I mistaken. When our lips locked in a passionate kiss, the world became young; when my fingers slipped under the elastic in her panties, I felt thick honey flowing and fire down below; I knew I had a mature lover in my bed...wow! Oh, how sweet the fire tasted to my probing tongue.

~i Can Feel You~
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

A Wonderfull Story
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat." "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she replied. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied. In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" The woman went out and invited the men in" " We do not go into a House together," they replied. "Why is that?" she asked. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How n ice!!", he said. "Since that is the case

~never Enough Of You~
You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you. To My One And Only "Robert" I Love You So

April 2009 Fu Party In Nashville, Tennessee!!!
Arlington, Texas, Tulsa, Oklahoma, now Nashville, Tennessee in April, 2009! It's not too early to get on board! Current Party Goers: TrainWreck*Club FAR Team LOVE Greeter*Sarge's Bad Girl@ fubar Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR's Team LOVE Captain / Sarge's Bad Girl / RisingStar ~@ fubar ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar "tarnishedhalo"~Sarge's Bad Girl~Owned By "Texas Camaro Nut" Sign my guestbook;@ fubar Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar ¢¾ Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾¢â@ fubar *Phantom*@ fubar ~¢¾ AngelBaby Owned by Gent¢¾ D.S.C.Proud Member¢¾~@ fubar

Come Bid On Me, Please...
Hello all!! I am in an auction..My first big Fubar auction ever!!! Please come bid on me. You can bid with Fu-Bucks, Bling Packs, VIP's, whatever you wish! Come see what I'm offering and buy me!!

Thoughts Of The Day...5/17/08
For starters, I'm aware that this is cyberspace and not reality whatsoever but I needed to get some things off my chest. With that said, here goes..... I've met some great people on FUBAR that I may not have met otherwise. No, these aren't just people I chat with online. I actually have phone conversations with some and have traveled to meet others as well. THESE PARTICULAR PEOPLE MEAN SOMETHING MORE TO ME THAN JUST A BUDDY TO CONVERSE WITH WHILE I'M ONLINE. It's starting to piss me off that my kindness gets taken for granted. I will & have always bent over backwards to help a friend in need, or been there for someone that just needed to vent. Now it seems that not only was my kindness taken for granted but I've been made to look the damn fool. I didn't do this to name anyone specific, because this person will know exactly who they are. I do not under any circumstances, like to be lied to. I feel there is no reason to lie to someone that has always stuck by and put up with nonsense

Sigh
This has been a long day. First, we decided that this weekend we, meaning the whole family would get the house ready for the summer. Two guess who did all the work? Yep, me. But that's ok cause I didn't have to hear my sister bitch and that made the cleaning go smoother. So than I run into my ex boyfriends mother and she wants me to call her. Now, I'm a little sad. You see I find that despite my size I'm a very attractive woman, I'm clean and according to some people too prissy IE High mantainence. I'm not HM. I am however very prissy, I'm a girly girl, I like to look feminine. I like to be nice and I like taking care of my man to the extent that he appreciates it. I haven't found one that does. I thought maybe I'm pushy and scare men off but honestly I don't think that's it, I think men are intimidated by me. On this same note, I was lookin' at some of my old comments and I wonder...if people could see my whole body would they think I'm gorgeous? Would they say I'm beauti

Unknown Soldier
a shot a cry a swift prayer flashing light please i dont wish to die here a soft gentle hand smoothing a troubled brow sweet caress dreams of tomorrow you are lost but not forgotten with your life freedom is boughten unknown but honored my bones still stir every step i can hear yet closer still the world is near forget me not we did not die in vain a quiet turn 21 steps again forward 21 steps again and back unknown and honored never a name to lack proud once i did stand now i lay quiet every inch still americans soldier man remember my sacrifice when our flag goes by unknown remembered americans pride thank you george for this

You Call Me Beautiful
I've been waiting, For a hero who's brave and strong. Someone to love me, Someone to tell me I belong. So I pretend I'm satisfied, And I stand watching on the sidelines. Til You pull me into the light And say, "It's your turn now, welcome to your life!" And You call me beautiful, Say You've loved me all along, And You've always held the keys to unlock my soul. You call me beautiful. There's a smile on my face, And a brand new light in my eyes, It's a new day, And I've never felt so alive, I feel as if I could conquer anything, That's what Your love has done for me, And now all I want to be, Is everything You want me to be- Oh, You call me beautiful, Say You've loved me all along, And You've always held the keys To unlock my soul, but I didn't know- Now I can finally start to live, Take those chances I have missed. Things will be much different, Now that I know You call me beautiful. The story is better than I could dream after all, Now this is reali

Epigram By Armand Lanusse
"Do you not wish to renounce the Devil?" Asked a good priest of a woman of evil Who had so many sins that every year They cost her endless remorse and fear. "I wish to renounce him forever," she said "But that I may lose every urge to be bad, Before pure grace takes me in hand Shouldn't I show my daughter how to get a man?" - Armand Lanusse

My Party Sucks
i am having a party right now and it sucks cuz none of my friends showed the guy that so call bf wont leave me alone and get it that we are over and i want some one else to be my birthday gift but no one knows that i am alive so yep partys sucks oh well i will always have a crush on some one that does not want me and never be happy

Come Join Us At The Inn
WELCOME TO FUBAR! YOU ARE INVITED TO COME MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND ENJOY THE GREAT MUSIC AT THE DOO ROCK INN LOUNGE. THE BEST PLACE ON FUBAR TO GET SOME HELP, HAVE A DRINK AND MEET SOME FRIENDLY FACES. JUST CLICK THE " ON THE AIR" IMAGES BELOW TO GET STARTED. DJ Angeleyes

Farewell To All
Well friends and family members, all good things must come to an end and it's time for me to say goodbye. I want to thank all of you who took the time to make friends with me. If you are ever looking for me out there is cyberspace, you will be able to find me on facebook (Joanne Pick). Those who are close to me will get my email address and also some will get my phone number so that we can stay in contact. Check your inboxes because that is where I will be sending them over the next few days. I will be leaving this blog and my page up for a few days in order to let everyone see this blog. After that I, as well as the page will be gone. It has come to a point in my life where I would rather be in real time than cyber space. I am tired of men looking at me as if I am just a peice of meat and all they want is for me to watch them jack off...especially when I am attached and perfectly happy. This is also another reason that I have decided to leave this site. It is more like a dating si

Mel Gets Me To Do The Dumbest Crap..
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the first definition it gives you. 1)Your name?: David -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. David A formidable foe to normal people. intelligent, strong forceful. a weird hybrid of a bully and a nerd. As well as the first dictator of the America and king of the new peaceful world. Also known as Timebomb and various other variations including at least TB. I am David. All other David's fall in march as we conquer the world. For a new Earth of peace void of general stupidity. 2. david a very hot guy usually nice and very funny dude he is such a david tags hot funny nice smart cute by lalalalallaall michigan Dec 11, 2007 email it 3. David 490 up, 131 down A person who is hecka cool or awesome. Everyone else is nothing compared to a David. Person 1: You are really really cool, just like a Dav

Naughty Application! Fill It Out
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Faerie Paganism
The Faerie Folk have inhabited the hills, valleys and plains of the Earth since the very beginning of time. Shamanism is as old and as vast as the night sky, Paganism, as a belief based on Shamanism and Faerie, has been a part of humanity since the building of the first small communal village. Faerie Paganism is a modern expression of these three Universal Creations. Faerie Shamanism and Paganism is a religion and belief system of great personal and universal power Imbedded in the Faith of the Fey is a deep reverence for the Earth and all of her bounties. A firm belief in the Faerie Folk of the Ancient Celtic and Norse Worlds, a respect for all life from the tiny insect to the gigantic whale, a personal internal and external power called Magick! A love of the nature inherent in human beings both inner and outer, and a communion with the Ancient Divinities of the Earth, Sea, Sky, and Stars. One of the first and most important beliefs of Faerie Paganism is a Respect for the Earth a

When Trust Is Broken
She sat in her girlfriends arms thankful for her warm embrace. “Don't cry baby girl” she said “wipe those tears from your face”. “But it's over we are finished and I know that I have failed”. “Sis it was not you in the wrong and in time you will prevail”. “But I gave him an out” she said “I asked him time and time again”. “He assured me that I was the only one and much more than a friend”. “Sis you are beautiful, intelligent, submissive and kind”. “You will one day find the one who wants not just your body but also your mind”. She was in tears again, choked up and now unable to speak. It had been days since she had slept or had a decent bite to eat. She hid herself from friends and shut her self away. She didn't care about tomorrow or if she saw another day. Her heart was broken into pieces that were shattered to the floor. But deep down inside she still wished he would just walk through the door. She knew she deserved better, she knew what she had to give.

In Just A Matter Of Seconds It Was All Gone
If the sun should never shine tomrrow my day would be filled with all of my sorrow. If day should never come to end the night I'd try to never sleep till God showed me the light. Seeing papers handed to me, in which I thought I'd never have to see. Now all you are is a memory. After looking at the divorce papers, everything I ever felt for you, left me so hurt and feeling so blue, that in a matter of seconds it was all gone. Now, Me and Donna Marie are completely alone. The way you done us was very wrong. But God will show me how to move on. Cause after seeing those divorce papers, in just a matter of seconds , anything & everything I ever felt for you was all gone. I couldn't feel anything for you at all. What hurts the most is when I look at our daughter so innocent precious and small. That's who this hurts most of all. I hope you're happy with yourself. Puting me away like an old box siting in the closet shelf. Cause now I will hap

Volume Xxxiii - A Long Update
After a long absence, I'm back in Fubar. A LOT has happened since my last blog post back in August 2007. Two MAJOR developments have occured since last I was on Fubar. The first was the passing of my "Mamaw", Annette Sikes Scott. She had been suffering greatly for the last couple years of her life. Constant battles with pneumonia, COPD, and emphysema have greatly taken their toll on her. She had been in and out of hospitals, with the last one she took residence in being in Macon. Her spirit was weakened by this time last year. And as hers was, mine strengthened for her...if not to help her recover, but to aid in her transition from earth-bound to soaring in the spritual realms. She passed on 29 June 2007, and was buried beside my Pappy--R. B. Scott--in Bulloch County. I STILL miss her, to this day. The other major development is the separation from my wife Tracey. She and I have not been on the best of terms for the longest time, and with a few other developments that

How To Dance In The Rain
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well-healed so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.

Practice Pt .5
Tired of those people who does things to you and sets their profiles to private? Heres an example: some chick I'll call WITCHY WOMAN goes to other peoples profiles and rip stuff. Then causes trouble. You block her. She sends someone else after your page to rip stuff so she can rip it from there. Heres someone she uses to do her dirty work. ۞*Balie*۞ Fu*Krew~Founder@ fubar Think thats something? They belong to a family I will call the Fu-Krew. Heres the link to the family pro. Read the rules. Why should they have rules when the members are not following them?? «Fü~KREW~FAMILY»@ fubar At first- we wanted only WITCHY WOMAN to pay. By the looks of it. The FU-KREW family are pretty screwed up and they also need to PAY.

Ten Worst Things To Hear At A Tattoo Parlor
Ten Worst Things to Hear At a Tattoo Parlor 10. "EAGLE? I thought you said BEAGLE." 9. "We're all out of red, so I used pink." 8. "There are 2 o's in Bob, right?' 7. "Sorry, sir, your chest will only hold the little boat." 6. "That call was for you. Hope you meet someone else named Tahiti Sweetie." 5. "Gosh, I hate it when I get the hiccups." 4. "Anything else you want to say? You've got plenty of room back here mam." 3. "I'll bet you can't tell I've never done this before." 2. "The flag's all done and, you know, the folds of fat make a nice waving effect." AND THE .1 WORST THING TO HEAR AT THE TATOO PARLOR IS... "OOPS"

In Sweet Memory Of My Buddy
It's been a bad day... a bad week all the way around. Today, I lost my friend. He was a five month old rottweiler puppy.... and my salvation. It's sad to sit here, to know that I'll never see him again, to watch him play, frisk about, and sit on my feet to keep me from leaving. I'll never have a Buddy kiss... a Buddy hug..... laugh at the way he sticks his head all the way out of the trunk window... or how he would always shove his head up between the seats because he didn't like being in the back seat without us. I'll never get to watch his antics as he chases his favorite toy, or watch him try to get Rocky to play. I'll never get to say to Shadow that I want my Buddy, only to have him go and get him just to make me smile. I lost my friend today. I lost my stress reliever and my cuddle buddy. I lost the smartest dog I had ever known, to a disease that is preventable. Parvo! My friend found Buddy, on the side of the road, hurt, lonely, scared of his own shadow.

What Am I Doing Wrong Here?!?!?
I don't get this, and being a geek, I figured I'd go out about figuring out the pseudo-scientific way. I'm trying to figure out what it is I'm doing wrong in trying to find a smart, fun, attractive woman, that I find interesting, who thinks the same of me. Currently it seems as if the only people to visit my profile are over 40, or not in the least bit physically attractive to me. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not totally picky about looks. However I very firmly believe that someone with a great personality makes for a terrific friend, the difference that bridges the divide between friend and relationship is usually the physical attraction. Therefore I'll talk to people I don't necessarily find attractive, but do so knowing that it'll likely never be more than a friendship. There are a lot of women here, on other dating sites, and just in the world in general that hold most if not all the qualities I look for, but don't seem to be all that interested in me. Or maybe they a

Whats Ur Grade
Your Bedroom Grade: A You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

I Wanna.....
I wanna run and hide i wanna scream and cry whats going on everytime i turn around something else is going wrong no matter how hard i try i cant seem to keep the peace keeping my feelings locked up inside not letting my insicurities show just have it all thrown right back in my face i wanna run and hide just bury my head deep in the sand sometimes i wanna scream and cry letting all the tears fall until they all run dry hopefully taking all my pain away (c)Dec. 07

Nawty ♥ Texas ♥ Wildflower
MEET Nawty ♥ Texas ♥ Wildflower!!! THIS GIRL IS AWESOME... A TOTAL SWEETHEART... TRULY BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AS WELL AS OUT... SEXY AS HELL WITH A NAUGHTY SIDE YOU DONT WANNA MISS OUT ON... SO HOW BOUT YOU GO SHOW HER HOW WE DO IT AROUND HERE... RATE HER... FAN HER... ADD HER... AND SHOW HER SUM SERIOUS FU-LUV !!! Nawty ♥ Texas ♥ Wildflower ♥ owned by Mike the MDF.A.R ME !! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE THE ONLY... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™PIMP DADDY

Life Will Go On Even With The Pain
This past weekend was one of the worst of my life. Someone I had alot of love for showed me the love wasnt returned, hurt me in more ways than i can even express. Too much past anger and too much hurt to let the rest of his life be good. Its unfortunate that people don't see what is right there in front of them, that their past pain wont let them have any trust or faith in others. Also that it prevents that good person that is stuck beyond walls inside to truly shine. i've seen that good person in him shine, I know its there. I just wish it would have stuck around. But, My kids will always come first. When i became a mother I swore to protect them forever and love them and help them grow up to be strong individuals. I wont let anyone hurt them and I wont let anyone hurt me. Verbal abuse is just as hurtful and as painful as physical if not even more, bruises go away words do not. Even though you can forgive you can never forget. When someone threatens the ones you love you must

Spizy Or Not
Hi u`r all. I just want 2 ask people how they prefere their food. U see, i`m from Denmark, and in our normaly Danish food, it`s not so spicy, only: Salt, Pepper, Carry and Paprica. And i can`t eat stuff, which are 2 spicy, then my toungh is burning up. But now, when we got all those people from other parts of the world and they use it as candy, i can`t get it down. Feel like an stranger, but i know that the most common in hot contries are using it a lot, so how do u prefere, u`r food. A: Spicy B: NO thanks

Economy
I can't help but wonder. There are politicians out there who say our economy is doing bad. I don't know about everyone else, but I'm doing good. When I fill up the gas tank, there are plenty others filling up theirs. When I go shopping anywhere, there are plenty of customers. These same politicians want to help the economy. Here are four ways they have mentioned. First is to tax big oil corporations. Does it occur to them that there really is no tax on any corporation? All costs associated with doing business end up getting placed upon the customer. So, if Exxon for example is levied a $100 Million tax for doing business each year, and they sell 10 billion gallons of gas, will this lower their profits? No, gasoline will increase by one cent per gallon. Second is to raise the minimum wage. Once again, let's look at an example. A fast food restaurant is most likely to employ people at or slightly above the minimum wage. On July 24, 2008, the federal minimum wage will incr

5 Dont's When You Are Sleeping
5 DONT'S when you are sleeping A man can go two weeks without eating. But if he doesn't rest at all, he can only survive for one week. Sleeping provides us the time to rest our internal organs, eyes and brains. Poor sleep quality can cause internal damage to our internal organs and brains. Therefore, sleeping is very important to us. If you wish to have a long life and stay healthy, please take note of the advice below. 1. DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity. Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health. 2. DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA / UNDERWEAR Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more than 12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer. Well the same goes down there for guys..... Imagine having a prostectic part. So go to bed without it. 3. DON'T SLEEP WITH PHON

Alcohol
*in this blog I am posting questions which you can answer in the form of a comment. Ok here we go Alcohol and those who love it; 1 would you consider yourself a "drinker"? (yes I like to put labels on people, it simplifies things for me) 2 cocktail drinker, shot taker, or beer guzzler? 3 do you flirt excessively when drinking and if so are you naturally flirtatious when sober? 4 if you had to choose between booze, pot, or pills which would it be and why? 5 can you avoid drama and violence when stumbling, seeing double, slurred speech hammered? Thanks for your time, I try to keep it brief because I know there's a limit as to how long of a comment you can leave.

Allow Abundance
Allow abundance Life's richness fills your world to the degree that you allow it. Choose to allow it fully. Your doubts and anxieties only serve to separate you from the abundance that could be yours. Can you find a way to drop those doubts and let go of the anxieties? Your efforts will yield success when you're able to allow that success to be. Live every moment as if the success already exists, and it will surely come to life. Achievement is more than just going through the motions. Achievement comes from the person you most consistently allow yourself to be. How does it feel to be living your dream? Feel that way all the time, and the dream comes bursting forth into the reality of life. Allow yourself to be a unique expression of life's limitless abundance. And fill your world with real joy and meaning. -- Ralph Marston

Please Help These Wonderful Ladies
Will you please help these wonderful ladies They are both good friends of mine, Who do so much for people here on fubar. They are trying to make it as GodMothers (GodFathers).. Any help at all to these wonderful ladies will be greatly appreciated. Below are there names and how much more they need to go! You will be helping them as well as yourself plus making two great friends out of it. So please go show these ladies some HUGE love. If they aren't on make sure you PM (private message) them let them know you helped them. Who knows they might give you something in return for helping I don't know. But, I do know that they are wonderful people and great friends ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar 1,432,825 Points to go! as of 05/18 @ 4:38AM PST and 7:38AM EST Hopigalerin's Zatanna Zatara * FUBOMBER * Club Far * Shadow Leveler * Shining Star@ fubar 477,341 Points to go! as of 05/18 @ 11:57PM PST and 2:57AM E

I Need You To See Me
I need you to see me As life passes by and the thought comes to mind of Life in the afterworld and how it is timed I look at the sky and wonder where you are needing you to find me with just one bright star Living life without you here has been a burden to bare Thinking about the love and memories that we shared Placing my heart in the bright lights above Know that I am sending my thoughts and my love Wrap your arms around them Lord and give them a kiss And tell them we are sending our love, that they are missed Peggy Love Rusher Copyright ©2008 Peggy Love Rusher

Service
One Sunday morning, the pastor noticed little Alex standing in the foyer of the church staring up at a large plaque. It was covered with names with smallAmerican flags mounted on either side of it. The seven year old had been staring at the plaque for some time, so the pastor walked up, stood beside the little boy, and said quietly, "Good morning Alex." "Good morning Pastor," he replied, still focused on the plaque. "Pastor, what is this?" he asked the pastor. The pastor said, "Well, son, it's a memorial to all the young men and women who died in the service." Soberly, they just stood together, staring at the large plaque. Finally, little Alex's voice, barely audible and trembling with fear, asked, "Which service, the 9:45 or the 11:15?"

Falling Apart
What a hell of a nightmare this whole ordeal has turned out to be! I was sposed to leave on mothers day to go back home but the "bf" had a hissy. The funds were available and arrangments were made! But as I said he had a hissy. So...everything was put off till this weekend. Had to make new plans with new ppl. Had somebody who was sposed to send some money to help with gas but they are MIA and my friend Z who was sposed to meet in the middle n bring me back to ohio doesn't have enough gas money. WTF to do now. Can't really put it off another week now because since I was leaving and the "bf" going back to his mothers rent was not paid so the manager is on our asses to get the hell out of here. How did something so simple as loading up the truck and going home turn into such a disaster. I find myself on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I just want to get home! I seem to be stuck in a waiting game. But running out of time!!

Your Town
*five questions, one subject. Please keep your answers short and sweet: Where you're from- 1 mom and pop are not far away or you split long ago? 2 the southern states: inbred illiterate morons with annoying accents or hospitality and pride in the dirty dirty? 3 small town blues or city life? 4 travel: always on the move or married with children? 5 Europeans: center of the world or dirty smokers with their kinky swinger sex and crazy fashion?

2 Albums 2 Rate On A Happy Hour
Rate both albums with (Rate during Happy Hour) all with 11's (during HH of course) and get 10k.... Rate both of my albums with all 10's during HH, and get 5k Please let me know if you are doing it....

Thoughts In Verse
Yes there will always be tomorrow. The only question for me is will I see it ? I guess that is why we should never put things off, leave things unsaid, And cherish the moments and loved ones. Walking down life’s twisting road Reaping the harvest of seeds I sowed Discoveries of life mystery come late Yet long before the pearly gate Treasure that we live to find Love that we may not see for being blind Hold on to the ones heart true Marvel in the world made new For all is as it was meant to be Learning to love true is the key By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Life
Life is how you make of it.The mistakes you make,the mistakes you learn from.It's how you make of it.The relationships you get involved with.The ones you get involved with that don't work don't worry it'll get better.There's more to life than being with someone you can go on without having to deal with anyone but what you have in front of you.The kids and family is the most important things to deal with in life.The people you choose to be with make the most of it.Before it's gone you know it wasn't meant to be.But life is what you learn from.You are still learning from birth to the golden years.You learn something new everyday.Just sit back and anaylize what you have.Never jump to conclusions,because in the long run if you ponder on it too much you realize it's not worth it.You'll suffer more heartache than you asked for,if it ever came down to it and it gets too much get ahold of a good friend talk it out.You'll get through it if not come to me i'll listen.There's nothing more than a

Another Day In Paradise
Talking to new friends online, meeting many interesting people. It must be karma or fate that has me crossing paths with the people I talk to a lot, hope they don't mind if I get a little wordy sometimes. I have other friends, from my past, who all this week have been finding me after losing touch for many years. Life is good, relax today and enjoy!

Plz Bid
I'M IN ANOTHER AUCTION. SO, COME ON PPL I KNOW YOU WANT TO OWN ME FOR A 1 MONTH. YOU SHOULD COME CHECK ME OUT, STARTING BID IS 50K. IF YOU OFFER BLAST OR HH I WILL GIVE A NSFW SALUTE. BUT IF YOU DON'T OFFER ME THAT PLZ COME BY AND SEE WHAT I WILL OFFER FOR FUBUCKS. SO CLICK ON MY PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION MUAHHHHHHHH

Historic Marine Corps Half Marathon
Just finished my 5th Marathon, I came in 39 out of 3,822 runners, I ran the 13.1 mile run in 1hr and 27 min, I felt really good, maybe it was the sandwich from subway I ate the night before idk, at mile 6 I remember gettin this burst of energy, and the crowd support was really nice, I used the crowd most of the time for a good adrenaline rush, they loved me. I got a chance to chat with martha merz before the race, she's cute in person, this is just a shitty picture trust me, we were pretty much the elite runners in the front of the race. Mary Kate Bailey, a Olympic Trials Marathon Qualifier and former Marine, OOORAAHH! made her appearance winning the Marine Corps Half Marathon, she has also won the 2004 Marine Corps Marathon, yeah i do my history check on runners. I was suprised to see Kathy Switzer at the race, the first woman ever to run the boston marathon back in 1967, and what better appearance to be at than the first ever Marine Corps Half Marathon.

Big Thanks To Those That Help Me To Henchman!!!!
A GREAT BIG THANK YOU TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELPED ME GET TO HENCHMAN IN MY RACE WITH DJ BIG DADDY STRAIGHT JACKET OF THE ASYLUM. PLEASE SHOW THEM SOME LUV TOO, THEY DESERVE IT FOR ALL THE HARD WORK THEY HAVE DONE. PLEASE KEEP CHECKING BACK TO SEE WHO I'VE ADDED, YA NEVER KNOW, IT COULD BE SOMEONE YOU KNOW!! DJ Stormie Owner@RadioStorm/Single In Va Bitch@ fubar Snag@RadioStorm:)Lounge@ fubar VIPER~*VIRGOS MANAGER*~@ fubar ~*VIRGO'S*~ Homepage@ fubar Meowzette@ fubar SEBASTIAN24-7@ fubar

Mind Reeling
I went to CC the other day and something strange happened. Wont go into detail. Since than my mind has been reeling, I can't seem to focus on just one thing. Jassent still hasn't brought that truck home, he's going to prison. My love life sucks and so does my health. I log on here to have fun and open a mum to some crazy drama-ish stuff... I want to buy a VIP but not sure I should... My thoughts are scrambled.

A Very Good Friend
PLEASE GO BY AND SHOW THIS SWEETHEART OF A FRIEND SOME LOVE. TELL HER I SENT YA TOO! SHE WAS KIND ENOUGH TO BUY ME A 7 DAY BLAST SINCE MILITARY SUPPORTER HASN;T PAID ME MY 7 DAY BLAST FROM A CONTEST..TYVM HERE IS HER LINK..

Questions Do You Have The Answers Lol
1) HOW MANY FRIENDS ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST DO YOU ACTUALLY INTERACT WITH MSGS OR COMMENTS------------12 (2) DO YOU HAVE AN INTEREST IN MEETING SOMEONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST FOR DINNER OR SUCH-----------------------------YES (3) WHAT WOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW IF YOU WERENT ON THE COMPUTER-----------------------------------------WORK OR SLEEP (4) DID YOU SEND YOUR MORE FAVORED FRIENDS A COMMENT OR MESSAGE TODAY------------------------------------------------YES (5) ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THE RESPONSE YOU GET FROM FRIENDS ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST---------------------------------YES (6) HAVE YOU EVER MADE THE MISTAKE OF DELETING A FRIEND FROM YOUR FRIENDS LIST ----------------------------------------YES (7) DO YOU QUICKLY PUT THAT FRIEND BACK ON YOUR LIST WHEN YOU REALIZED YOU HAD REMOVED THAT PERSON---YES (8) HAVE YOU EVER DATED SOMEONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YES AND NOT WORTH MENTIONING (9) HAVE YOU EVER FELL ASLEEP WHILE AT THE COMPUTER YES RESPONDING TO EVERY

Wtf Is Really Going On???
so im going through my friend requests just now and i always try to rate them after i accept them. well one of them out of 52 was an invalid request and the user had blocked me. wtf? and a handful of other requests were invalid. i am confused! what did i do or not do???? people never cease to amaze me! lol

I Am Sorry My Friends.
I am sorry that I haven't been answering my SB or messages. I normally never do that. I have just been going through more crap than any one person should. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. The last thing I want is to hurt feelings. I hope that when I get through my crap you all will still be there to talk to. If you aren't then I COMPLETELY understand. Be well and just know that you all are the bright points of my day. Thank you for being so kind to me. With love, ~Skye~ AKA The rockinest chick in the world!

Indioyncracies Of My Mind.
The Definition of Juxtaposition is to place side by side. However it never really says to what regard. This can leave so much to be said. With every decision one makes in their life it creates and opportunity to change their life or have a different effect.. But what if each decision had it's on time line from it's placed effect. Eventually every decision would cause a juxtaposition of Chaos which in turn would eventually cross back along other times lines and have a catastrophic effect on our world.. What if this Juxtaposition is not something so theoretical but instead a Juxtaposition of experience and emotion. Like the depths of an intellectual mind and the wholeness one feels when they find a mind like their own. To allow one to delve deep within your own thoughts showing them the world from your perspective takes avery significantly open mind. Yet to find a mind that shares those views and thoughts are a treasure in itself. Newton's 3rd Law states that: With every action

True Evil Deriving From Pure Good And Vice Versa.. Another Disturbing Dream!
Do the purities of good and evil really exist? Is the true essence of purity even a thing of reality or an essence of false-hood? In any sense the very fundamentals of many things are questionable. Once again I had a dream that really hit home. Is the true essence of purity or even the alleged “pure essence” of competition based on the wholesome goodness of their realities? Could it be that the alleged “pure essence” of wholesome sporty competition be purely posed upon alternate more sinister motives? Like that to the addictive desire to win or the real need to conquer. What if the competition is supposed friendly competition among friends who train in mixed martial arts together? They joke around together and laugh about their victories over each other. In psychology they teach that even the slightest of jokes are based on some small no matter how finite of truth it may be. Even if the degree of “validity” is based on a perceived reality of the person stating the joke

Karma
Karma Karma follows the laws of actions followed by consequences, and is often associated with Hinduism, Buddhism and new age thought. In its simplest form it is the universal law of cause and effect. Karma takes into consideration past lives and therefor explains the reason for reincarnation. Following the principles of Karma people are the results of their past experiences, relationships and deeds. Everything that happens in a past or present life effects the outcome of the next in terms of challenges or accomplishments. The earth plane is said to be the classroom in which we undertake the lessons that we need to learn to re-dress imbalance created in a past life. This is not to be interpreted as punishment or reward, but in the sense of personal and spiritual growth towards enlightenment or oneness with the God or the Universe. Karma is the Sanskrit word for "deed". It is the balancing of energy in terms of ones accomplishments, successes, failures and positive or

Love
Affirmations for Love: Deep in my heart, I am aware that love is my true nature. As I express love, I draw to myself loving and happy experiences. My positive actions are investments in love. My investments of love bring me rich rewards. The life of love brings me into greater harmony with the universal laws. (not my writing)

Don't Leave
Don't open your heart keep it locked, they say there friends but they always walk, you open up and bare it all , they say we'll talk i will call. You wanted to be honest right from the start, but what's that get you but a broken heart, so again we close the heart and lock the door, have to stop the hurt can't take anymore. With all the love we have to give, you think they would understand the fear we live, of getting close then thrown away. God can't you let just one friend stay. It's hard to talk every day , worrying and wondering if they will stay . because of the hurt because of the pain we always seem to push them away. we honestly care our friendships mean a lot please accept our friendship give us a shot. So my friends i need you to know i cherish our friendships even though its hard to show i would give you my life, my heart my soul, please stay with me please don't go. xoxoxoxo

What Was She Going To Tell Me?
It all started with the knee highs. I was laying in bed with her and as she got up to go do something, and I saw her legs all sleek and sensually wrapped so seductively in those sexy knee high socks. I got up slowly and pressed a kiss on on her aggressively but controlled as I reached up with my right hand on the back of her head and my left hand on her hip, I firmly tugged her hair and spun her around forcing her up against the wall. Nibbling and biting on the back of her neck while forcing her wrists against the wall. She arched her back and pressed that perfectly contoured rear up against me. Pinning my hardness up against my abs with the valley of her sexy bottom, she slowly slid her rear up and down the length of my shaft. I could feel her steamy wet lips covering it with hot juices. As her juices ran down my shaft and the heat of her moisture ravaged my senses. Driving me wild, I slammed my rigid manhood deep and hard into her, rotating my hips and matching her rhythm p

Veronica
She blew right through me Like a breeze through the trees. like water through a net all the good my defenses did me. She settled into the deepest parts of me filling the empty places With peace. Soothing me as she exposed me. She didn't demand i change. listened to my rants. smiled at my jests. drank my wisky. Mastered my heart. Right from the start! she is a fire fairy. flitting and swimming in my soul she is my sunshine and i love her there was a time when I lost sight of my light she was gone from me and my life was a darker place. She is my sunshine and i will never ever let her light pass away again She is my SUNSHINE And I LOVE HER

Just Another Day....
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ok, so here is what i have come up with LIFE = good and bad you must take the good with the bad, however this is not fun...... for most people its equally balanced.....something good or bad happens, then is quickly followed by the opposite...... then there are those lucky sons of bitches that you just wanna smack.....reason being....they seem to have the best luck then there are those poor bastards who have nothing but bad luck..... then you got ME......life hands me a lemon....i try to make lemonade, and as it seems im out of sugar....... this is how it started girl meets boy.....girl likes boy......girl thinks boy likes her too......girl is wrong......boy likes girl, but only for sex.......girl is sad......girl starts to look in the sea for new boy....... girl goes to meeting for work......girl leaves meeting to get nail fix by "THE MAN".......bug attacks girl while driving........girl hits curb......curb pops tire......girl gets ou

*if* A Man Wants You.
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat y

Retro Starbucks Logo Stirring Controversy
SEATTLE, WA -- The new retro logo at Starbucks is stirring controversy. The logo shows a mermaid with partially-covered breasts. A christian group based in San Diego called The Resistance says the logo looks like a naked woman with her legs spread like a prostitute. The Resistance is calling for a national boycott of Starbucks. Starbucks says the logo is appropriate. It'll be around for a few weeks. The logo is based on a 16th century Norse woodcut of a two-tailed mermaid.

Blah.
Well, I barely survived a month without internet.See the previous blog why. Ive basically been vegging outdoors and attemtping to tan.damn me and my paleness. Ill be back eventually. Hope youre all doing well.

Pisces: The Piece Of Ass
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud.. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Roman

Journal 5-18-08
as i sit here hoping to be able to speak with Master again tonight my thoughts start to drift to what life will be like if and when i am able to be His slave 24/7. i know that it will be so much more different then what it is now, but honestly it is what i desire more then anything in this world. to feel His touch for real not just in my mind. Yes His words have an effect on me and i can close my eyes and feel His touch, hear His voice, but i so crave to feel this for real and to hear His voice every single day. The very sound of His voice makes my skin come to life and my heart race with an unknown excitment. Master is my whole world and i desire nothing more the to bring Him joy, pleasure and make Him proud to own this girl. i know that i do this now online, but will it be the same once i am His 24/7? i hope so for Master is what i have looked for all these years. i could not ask to be happier then i am when we are together. He is my everything and without Him in my life i honestly

Owner Appreciation
T & J Forever aka 'Kal & Liv - Love Blooms in Dark depths of the Caverns ~ Proud owners of a Shiny New Princess ~' imikimi - Customize Your World LAST BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST ALLOW ME TO DIRECT YOU TO MY OWNERS APPRECIATION PAGE

Broken
MY WILL TO MOVE ON IS BROKEN THEROAD TO MY FUTURE IS UNDER REPAIR THE PAST IS FULL OF BROKEN PROMISES BROKEN SMILES FAKE LAUGHS MY WORLD IS BROKEN AND HOLLOW MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO SO MANY TINY PIECES THE THINGS THAT USED TO MATTER DONT WHAT USED TO BE EASY IS NOW IMPOSSIBLE THE ONLY THING I FEEL IS PAIN AND LOSS I FEEL BROKEN AND SHATTERED AND IM NOT SURE I WANNA BE FIXED IM NOT SURE I CAN BE PUT BACK TOGETHER????? MBM

Band Merch
Hey All, Our band finally has some new merchandise for sale. T shirts, mugs, stickers etc. Just go to cafepress.com/davesapparel ..... Our Cd will be released late next month and we will put the link for that up as well. So show some support and stop by.... Thanks, Dave and all of Absoloot Agony

Rules And Reg
ok been sick for a lil while but here we go here are the rules for The Brethern 1. you must rate everyones who is a member the the group (pic). 2. YOU MUST TRY AND BRING IN NEW MEMBERS 3. If a person with in the group is tryn to level(yeah i know we all are) what i should have said post that they are (status, bullitens ect.) do everything in there power to try and help. 4. have fun and want to take over fu-bar and make all other groups bow at our feet 5. if a person rates everything in a founding members page(pic,stash,blogs,ect)then i can give them one of 7 tribe flags. tribe flags are not of major importance but just coo lil add ons for the club. (you can only be in one tribe and you cant change) you may be askin who are the founding members well ill have a album with there pic posted ok here we go if you want to join make your mark here and let me know

Life Is Better
life is getting so much better after being separated, I am much happier and have come to relize that ppl change and sometimes we cant stay with the ones we have been with for ever. I have been seeing someone for a couple of weeks now and that helps letting go. My best friend is going through some hard times with his marriage I really hope he makes it through this hard time just know it gets better after time..

Yo Momma..
Yo momma's so fat she needs a VCR for a pager Yo Momma so fat the back of her neck looks like a pack of hotdogs Your mama's so fat that her belly button makes an echo Yo momma's so fat her cerial bowl comes with a lifeguard Yo momma so fat when she walks past window we lose four days of sun light Yo momma's so fat she had to get baptised at sea world Your momma's so fat when she fell over, she rocked herself to sleep tryin to get back up again Your mammas so fat and stupid, when it was raining she used the freeway for a slip and slide Yo momma's so fat that when the whales saw her they started singing "we are family" Yo momma is so fat when she goes to a restaurant she has to be greased in and out of the boothes Yo mamma's so fat she was attacked by japenese mlitary, they thought she was godzillas wife. Yo mamma's so fat when she went on school feild trips the school had to raise fund to feed her. Your momma's so fat she makes free willy look like a

People Are Funny
Today this guy came into work asking if he had left his sunglasses there, my co-worker looked at him and pointed to his shirt. While pointing she asked him if those where them. He looks down and goes all red in the face. After he left my co-worker and burst into laughter. I know I shouldn't have laughted at him, but it was so cute to see him blush as he realized hwat he had done. This one guy came in one morning, he was wearing a t-shirt and jogging pants. He ordered his food and then as he went to sit down my co-worker had noticed a huge chunk of plasic stuck to his jogging pants, the entire area of his ass. So wrong to laugh, I saw it when he got up to got the bathroom. I laughed harder when he still had it on after he came back out. nsfw just because i said ass

Crushes
I am confused by fubar crushes. I have noticed that nearly all of my friends have multiple crushes. But we each get one crush to give right? So this means there is a horde of lonely fu's who have given their crush away without getting love back. I fall in love very fast. I have lost track of all the crushes I have had in my life, but somehow I still feel them.

Sweet Dreams
Dream sweet the whole night through May angels keep watch over you May your dreams be filled with joy and peace May your stresses melt away and release So when you greet the coming day light There will be a smile on your face and all will feel right A hope that you will carry good feeling all through the day And spread peace and joy to all you meet along the way By R. Thomas Dinsmore love and joy to you and to my wife who inspires me in so many ways.

Drama In Chat
Looks like I discoverd some drama in chat tonight. Apparently _somebody_ has a jealous boyfriend that doesn't like somebody else talking to them. All I was doing was trying to be a friend and ask some questions about pictures SHE sent to me. Apparently he freaked all out about it and she doesn't even have the courage to tell me that it was a problem or why. Apparently it is OK for her boyfriend to jump somebody and not even have the common courtesy to say it herself. What the fuck ever. Didn't seem to be a problem with her BEFORE his sorry ass showed up, so why should it be one now? For all I knew, he is some sorry fuck of a stalker. So for you woman, WHATEVER. If this is how you are going to act I don't need your shit. There are over 6 billion people in the world and over half of them are women, so you ain't the only woman out there who will talk to me. Enjoy your psycho. I'm sure he'll beat the fuck out of you one of these days when he thinks you are cheating on him

Total Submission Part 1 (for Daddy's Little Girl)
She awoke, her body sore from the night before, wanting more of the same, she opened her eyes to find out how to play the game. Gently, she moved her legs, discovering they were free and tried her arms. Though sore, they too, were free. Reaching a hand to her neck, she discovers she is still collared, but the clasp to her chain is not attached. She was free to roam. Sitting up, she surveyed the bedroom. Her chain and restraints still lying on the bed, along with the various devices he had used on her the previous night. She noticed he head not set out any clothes for her. Her eyes wander to the closet door, knowing she didn’t dare to even open it, he would know if she had. Last night had been one of her lessons in obedience. Closing her eyes, remembering what happened, she becomes wet and hungry with desire. Pinching her left nipple to reminisce about the clamps, she sighs with pained pleasure. He couldn’t possibly know if she touched herself, could he? Caught up in the memories, sh

15 Places Every Kid Should See
Here's our pick of important American landmarks that every kid should visit. Our choices might surprise you. Beyond fun and relaxation, vacations also provide opportunities to explore, learn, and grow. While these sights are breathtaking at any age, there's something extra special about seeing them as a child—or just through the eyes of one. (Use discretion: Some places simply aren't appropriate for younger kids.) Plus, see family trip photos from readers in our slide show. Ellis Island Museum, New York City: About 40 percent of Americans are descended from someone who immigrated through this station. Visiting is a powerful experience, thanks to the smartly curated exhibits—and you get a terrific view of the Statue of Liberty on the same ferry ride. Lincoln Memorial, Washington, D.C.: This is a city of inspiring sights: the Washington Monument, Arlington National Cemetery, and the Jefferson and Vietnam Veterans memorials. Still, the 19-foot marble statue of our 16th president

Our Hearts Share The Glow
by Anonymou, reposted by BlueWolf © Our Hearts Share The Glow When a sunset bids adieuUpon the ocean blue Its sharing precious time Which I always value Viewing the stars togetherEach brought a glow Sharing the moonlit night Time seems to slowOn the sand we embracedBeneath stars aboveSharing in nights like thisAre the times I love With the stars to wish upon The moonlight gleams As we share the pleasureBy capturing dreams With the moonlight shining On a glistening ocean Our hearts share the glowWith loving devotion........ I touched this one up for a great friend,'"Moonchild " (Dream Weaver)'

Interests
I love to cook, I like to play pool, go bowling, throw parties, throw darts and just kick back and relax. As lame as it sounds, I also like to play badminton...oh, and I like to snorkel and water ski. I refuse to give myself a label when it comes to religion and politics. I go with what makes me happy and what I feel keeps me an honest and good person. No, I'm not an Independent or agnostic or atheist...those would be labels. If you don't like it, I'm not worried about it. I wasn't put here for you and you can bet your ass I'm not spending my time trying to make you happy.

I Love You
Enough to do anything for you give my life, my love, my heart, and my soul to you and for you. Enough to willingly give all of my time, efforts, thoughts, talents, trust, and prayers to you. Enough to want to protect you, care for you, guide you, hold you, comfort you, listen to you, and cry to you and with you. Enough to be completely comfortable with you, act silly around you, never have to hide anything from you, and be myself with you... I love you enough to share all of my sentiments, dreams, goals, fears, hopes, and worries my entire life with you. Enough to want the best for you, to wish for your successes, and to hope for the fulfillment of all your endeavors. Enough to keep my promises to you and pledge my loyalty and faithfulness to you. Enough to cherish your friendship, adore your personality, respect your values, and see you for who you are. I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if nee

Feeling Used
I don't know what you want from me but I am not your toy I try to be all that you want but that is not enough What have I done that you would choose to hurt me as you have I guess that when you said you cared that I was all you needed when you said you loved me wanted me it was but for a season I think that maybe in your mind the season has lasted a season too long

She...
She lays in bed each night, dreaming, longing for his touch. To be in his arms, to feel his gentle caresses. Making her heart skip a beat. She bites her lip in anticipation of that day, letting her mind and hands wander. Lightly grazing her skin with her fingertips...longing to be made love to. Seeing his face in her mind, Oh My God! That one look that he does that just brings her to her knees! Aching for his mouth and tongue to kiss and nibble at her soft skin. Becky Leanne...2008 More to come...

Dj Mass
COME CHECK OUT DJ MASS AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Im Baaack!!
Hi all! Well, Ive been doin lots of "living". Separation (ex drama), daughter drama, job drama, bills, apartment . . etc i will try to log on n reply to msgs at least once a day or once every other day. .

My Boy Ace!!!!
Just wanted to say thanks to my boy Ace thats been holding me down...It seems like whenever there was nobody else to talk to, you were always there.Your kind words of wisdom helps me through the day. Thanks again for being that friend that I could always count on to listen to the things that i was going through.Thanks for always popping up being that one to say good morning, good night to and just a simple hello. I really appreciate you sooooooo much!! You are a great man and whomever God places in your life for good will be very lucky and very Blessed to have a man like you that shows how much he cares. Love ya Babes!!!!

Where Can I Find "mountain Dew Old School/new School" Codes?
Where are the codes located? And what should I do with the codes to get my 500 FU-Bucks?Participating Products: Mountain Dew & Diet Mountain Dew, Mountain Dew Code Red & Diet Code Red, Mountain Dew Live Wire, AMP ENERGY, Sugar free AMP ENERGY, SoBe Adrenaline Rush, & Sugar free SoBe Adrenaline Rush cans,**Check packaging for a Mountain Dew Old School/New School Label**20 oz (cap) 1 Liter (cap) 12 pack - Fridge Pack (flap) 24 pack cans 16 oz cans(AMP/SoBe) 32/44 fountain (cup) Mountain Dew/AMP/Sobe codes will be 10 characters long. Once you get codes, send them here: http://fubar.com/privmsg.php?u=674228 Post each code on a separate line with no spaces. (Ex: GR4DWE7RTVGH) Once verified, you will then receive your fu-bucks.

Bombing Contest
please bomb my picture,, i would love to win this!!! click on picture and it will take you to pahe... please rate and bomb away =) kissss.. would love your help!! comments comments coments please!! xoxo Summer bomb me 300 posted comments ... get a prize =) message me hehe.. bad kitty =) *** please show me the love and re=post!! **

Lol I'm Smart Sometimes I Guess*l*
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

~sensual Woman...passionate Woman~
~Sensual Woman...Passionate Woman~ I love sensual women and not passionate ones. A passionate woman closes her eyes, moans and shouts, and the enjoyment of a passionate woman is blind. A passionate woman writhes about, grabs you with her hands without looking where, clasps you, kisses you, even bites you and hurries to reach her climax as soon as she can. She has no time to display her sexual organs, no time to examine, touch with the hand and kiss your sexual organs, she is in such a hurry to slake her passion. Having slaked her passion, the passionate woman will fall asleep. The sexual organs of a passionate woman are dry. A passionate woman is always in some way or another mannish. The sensual woman is always feminine. Her contours are rounded and abundant. The sensual woman rarely reaches a blind passion. She savours sexual enjoyment. The sensual woman is always a woman and even in an unaroused state her sexual organs are moist. When she takes her panties off

My Feelings.
The last month I have felt like nothing is worth doing.Everyday I have to go to work and I dont want to.I want to be home with Dylan and Dave.I feel like everything I do is pointless.Sometimes I feel pointless.I feel like a let down as a mother,sister,daughter,wife,friend,human. I just feel burnt out.I work 2 jobs to support my family.My day time job I am busy doing a shit load of stuff.I work for my parents,I am an office manager but I always have to do whatever they tell me to do.So every 2 weeks I drive 2 hours to the Indy office and spend the next 7 hours cleaning so my Dad can hand me a 100 dollar bill and say great job then I drive for 3 hours to get home cuz of the traffic.I have to do it cuz Im the only one to do it.And I think I should do it seeing as how my parents gave me life.I do anything and everything they tell me to do.I have never told them no and have always been there when I was needed.But I sometimes get treated like I do nothing and that hurts knowing all I do.I

Tuesday
i go under the knife tuesday for my shoulder to get fixed every body i have talked to said it hurts like a bitch after but it cant hurt more then it does now i just wanted to say i hope i come out ok and get better fast so i can pick up my little girls and be able to play with them again well thats it i hope every body has a good day

This World Is Cracked
this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key

A Feeling
I feel for you I yearn for you I bleed out how I feel dont you see all that I give to prove how much I care I would give you my heart and last breath to know of your passion , your desire, and your love and here I wait befor you bleeding my being with a feeling of undieing love for you. So why do you look away what must i do to prove to you that my feeling a feeling of love is sincere?

Laughter
Laughter It's like I cant stand the world today You bring such laughter into my life You make me smile at night I wouldn't have it any other way This isn't to say I love you But more a way to show gratitude You are like a cold summer breeze To be around you, comforts me I'm at ease If you need me, you can find me This is the only way I can show it You make me laugh when everything's blurry Not quite sure, but i'm sure you know it I'll be there, even if you can't see me Hiding in the shadows Waiting till you can laugh with me A special request for Sazzy!!! Yw Babe!

Leaving My Walls Up
WITH ALL MY PAST RLATIONSHIPS I LEARNED OT HAVE MY WALLS UP AND VERY HARD TO PUT THEM DOWN..BUT WHEN U THINK THAT YOU MEET THAT RIGHT PERSON YOU TEND TO PUT THEM DOWN AND GIVE THEM EVERYTHING THAT YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER DO AGAIN TO GET HURT AGAIN..WE GO THROUGH LIFE WISHING THAT WE WOULD NEVER GET HURT BY THE ONES THAT WE LOVE BUT SOMETIMES THEY DON'T WORK OUT THAT..I AM JUST TIRED OF GETTING HURT AND FEELING LIKE JUST SAYING FUKK IT AND AND JUST SAVE MYSELF FORM GETTING HUR..BUT STILL SUCKS CAUSE I FOUND THAT PERSON AND I GAVE HIM EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE TO GIVE SOMEONE AND SOME HOW I FEEL LIKE IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND THAT WE MIGHT NOT WANT THE SAME THINGS..BUT MAYBE I WAS STUPID FOR FALLING TOO FAST IDK..BUT I HONESTLY LOVE HIM BUT NEVER REALLY WAS TOLD HOW FEELS ABOUT ME AND THE WHOLE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN US...

You Don't Like Commet Approval?
The only people i have came across on this site that whine and whine about comment approval is the ones that want to leave nasty comment. I get people going on and on about how the mummers don't like the comment approval feature, well get over it. If some people knew how to behave themselves there wouldn't be a need for comment approval. They want to use your mums to get attention for themselves and start childish conflicts and leave all kind of smut on your page. Well, it will never get posted on my page and if it bother you so much take your little busy bodies to the next page. I will never miss you Sassy

Pray For Ozzy And His Son!!
IF ANY OF YOU KNOW OZZY, YOU KNOW WHAT A GREAT FRIEND HE CAN BE. HE HAS LEARNED THAT HIS SON, WHO IS IN THE SPECIAL FORCES, HAS BEEN SHOT IN THE LINE OF FIRE, PROTECTING A LITTLE GIRL. SO FAR THAT IS ALL HE HAS HEARD AND HE NEEDS YOUR PRAYERS NOW. HE IS SICK WITH WORRY AND NEEDS TO KNOW THAT HE HAS FRIENDS THAT CARE ABOUT HIM. KEEP OZZY AND HIS SON IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS PLEASE. SEND HIM SOME LOVE, AND LET HIM KNOW WE CARE! SET ASIDE FOR A MOMENT, ALL THE MADNESS OF FUBAR AND HELP A FRIEND IN NEED, GET THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME OF UNCERTAINTY... Ozzy ( Pray for my son )@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-05-18 23:25:38') (repost of

Introducing The Sat Morning Texas Music Show @ Sunset Cafe!!
Click on above banner and come on in to the Sunset Cafe where the climate is fun and the people are friendly!! :D Created byDJ Devine ~HeadDJ & Fu-Wedding Coordinator@Sunset Cafe~DJ @ All Hits Radio~ All 4 Drama Free Zones!@ fubar

No More Fubar At Work
Well, we've been blocked from myspace and about everything else of any entertainment value for over a year and this past Friday fubar was added to the list of blocked websites at work so I won't be around during the day anymore. I know, I know. I'm supposed to be working anyway. But we have been extremely slow and nobody sits near me anymore and I have no one to talk to all day so I'm definitely going to miss being on here on and off during the day. Shoot me an e-mail so I won't go stir crazy if you want! Otherwise, see in the evenings and weekends! tammyva67@yahoo.com

Cellphone!!!
WELL IF I'M LUCKY I'LL BE GETTING MY CELLPHONE TODAY. BUT IF THEY DON'T HAVE THE F***ING CELLPHONE THAT I WANT THAT I'VE BEEN GOING THERE TO GET FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS THEN I'M GOING TO FLIP OUT, NO JK. SO I'LL PROBS WILL BE WRITING BACK, IN RESPONSE TO THIS BLOG TO TELL YOU IF I DID OR NOT.

The Wolf
The Wolf (wa-hya or wa-ya) To Native Americans, the wolf is a powerful spiritual symbol. They are considered to be teachers or pathfinders. The wolf star was red, an esteemed color, associated with the wolf by all tribes. Also known as Sirius, it is the brightest star in the Northern Sky. The milky way was the wolf's trail-the route to heaven. In time, the wolf also became associated among the four seasons with summer, among the trees with the willow, and among the great natural forces with the clouds. The indians respected the wolf's prowess as a hunter, his stamina, and the way he moved silently across the landscape. They were moved by his howling, which they sometimes regarded as talking with the spirit world. The wolf appears in many legends as a messenger, great long distance travelor and a guide for anyone seeking the spirit world. He was the forerunner of new ideas who returned to the clan to teach and share medicine.

The Raven
The Raven It was the raven who created the waters and the salmon, which came to sacrifice themselves to the people. The raven fashioned every creature that walks or flies. It was the raven who helped the worthy, but loved to trick the unsuspecting; and as full of mischief as he was wonderful, who made this world the way it is. Raven is the messenger of magic from the great void where all knowledge waits for us. His powerful medicine can give us the courage to enter the darkness of this void, called Great Mystery. He is also the symbol of changes in consciousness, of levels of awareness and of perception.

Woman And Wolf
A healthy woman is much like a wolf, strong life force, life-giving, territorily aware, intuitive and loyal. Yet seperation from her wildish nature causes a woman to become meager, anxious, and fearful. The wild nature carries the medicine for all things. She carries stories, dreams, words and songs. She carries everything a woman needs to be and know. She is the essence of the female soul... With the wild nature as ally and teacher, we see not through two eyes only, but through the many eyes of intuition. With intuition we are like the starry night, we gaze at the world through a thousand eyes. It does not mean to lose one's primary socializations. It means quite the opposite. The wild nature has a vast integrity to it. It means to establish territory, to find one's pack, to be in one's body with certainty and pride, to speak and act in one's behalf, to be aware, to draw on the innate feminine powers of intuition, to find what one belongs to, to

My Wolf Friend
We've roamed the wild country My beautiful wolf friend, Side by side we've hunted Shadows dancing on northern skies. There have been times of plenty We were content and serene, Peacefully sleeping Dangers few and far between. We've also known much hunger Ribs protruding from each side, Mournfully we howled When our starving cubs had died. And then there was our first winter Romping thru the glistening snow, Tasting each crystal snowflake Falling gently to and fro. Ah my dear, sweet friend I've known no greater love, Without you, I am nothing Our wild souls are one. And now you lay there dying Steel jaws upon your frame, Life's blood slowly seeping I whimper your sweet name. Helpless, I watch you struggle Chest heaving with labored breath, Steel jaws clenching tighter Winds whisper the song of death. The blood has now stopped flowing I know the time is near, And you will forever leave me My love, my life, my dear. And now my world

Waya
It is midnight... the in between time... between night and day. The wind is warm and I hear the stream just beyond the tall grass. You have walked ahead of me, but not too far. You are my protector. We stop and sit by the water’s edge. You lay your head on my thigh and are still. The night is ours and I stroke your soft fur... You are my companion. Soon you stand and walk to the edge of the water to stand on a tall rock You raise your regal head and sing to the moon I am awed at the beauty in your song. You are my soul We will walk this path together until the time the spirit world calls. If am first I will wait for you and listen for you to call to me And if the Creator allows, I will find you... For you are my... forever.

My Friend
My best friend is truly misunderstood She comes from nature like the earth and wood. All the misconceptions about her, she must defend They can't see, she has the gentleness of the wind. My friend is mischevious; that's not just a rumor But it's only her way of showing a sense of humor. She has love and respect for the human race Which never seems to be returned; what a disgrace. My friend has a heart full of loyalty and love Her grace and beauty were gifts from above. She loves to frolic and run just for fun Otherwise it's shade she seeks, to be out of the sun. There are times you may not see her standing there But, of your presence, you can bet she is aware. When I look into her eyes, I see age old intelligence When others see her, in fear they wince. I love to watch my friend as she runs so free Because my friend is a beautiful grey wolf, you see.

Wolves
Drums pound as gourd rattles shake in rhythm with the joyous heart of Earth Mother Spirits of Earth and Sky loudly rejoice at birthing of new Wolf pups Tiny new lives beginning in innocence their eyes closed to what might be Gently, as the caress of a Butterfly Wind Spirits stroke their fur Sleeping pups, dreaming dreams of ancestors roaming free Prairies, mountains, valleys, and streams were once a home they shared with all Awaken young pups, and grow strong for yours is not the path of your ancestors No longer will you roam wild and free upon this land that was once theirs For generations you kept balance among creation and of close family you lead the way With stealthy swiftness you move and protect your family as no other You are great teachers among earth relations yet many lies have been spoken of you Each of you is a gift to all that is yet many two leggeds would not agree They would destroy all of you and your young if only they could

My Bite
calling in the night My voice drifting in Your mind. seductive. sensual. the voice of darkness. velvety smooth, whispering comfort as your soul is torn, between obligation to life and your eminent love. My Vampire eyes looking at You and knowing knowing how much I long for you how much I hunger for your touch to give you a moment of pain, then Eternity in My arms. I am your Vampire love waiting at my window sill piercing eyes blazing with the fire of hunger and desire waiting for You and you run to me to the sheer ecstasy of My bite. A cry of pain muffled by your stark white neck your body growing cold nourishing me with your blood as your heart grows dim. Then, I pull away and turn you to face me: a trickle of blood on my pale lips. I raise my wrist to you and with misted eyes I hold you as you feed from me drink my blood with passion burning, caressing, changing. sweeping me into the night arms holding you tight I am your vampire lover, y

Dance Off!
I am having a contest.. for can you dance? You have to be able to: have the moves make me laugh have to be original the winner gets 100,000 fubucks from me. contest will be over may 23rd..at midnight. LOL heres my first contestant..can you beat him?

Sniper :)
Omg I have a new owner and it is the one the only Sexy Sniper! He has done so much for me and so many of you fus so go show him lots of your love! You should go show him how hot you are for him. So go let him take you for a ride! Click the pic below and let him know that I am hot for him ©§NIPER® OWNED BYSweetSexyLatina & Darkangel, & Silverpixi MEMBER RISING STARS@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by ♪vvjûğğāĺëţŧē86♪@ fubar

Looking For Ppl To Join In On Live Auction
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN PUTTING YOURSELF UP IN A LIVE AUCTION, LET ME KNOW SO I CAN PUT YOU ON MY LIST.... WE'LL BE HOLDING A LIVE AUCTION IN SWEETWATER'S LOUNGE THIS COMING THURS *AND* FRIDAY , IF WE GET ENOUGH PPL TO PUT THEMSELVES ON THE BLOCK FOR BOTH DAYS.....SO, C'MON AND SIGN UP!!

Shoutbox Say What?!
Not only do i get strange perverted stuff in my shoutbox. But i get stuff that makes me go "hmmmm". I'll update this periodically. May 19th 2008: the toy: if aguy is very well endowed, do yout hink it'sok forhim to show it off on here? bbkoking@a...: watsup girl i a;m Brian i got a question wat u think most guys like best when they 1st meet a girl face, boobs or ass? foenix (sl...: hi would you be interested in living somewhere where you'd never have to work or do chores? where you'd be supported and taken care

Holy Cats
We recently got bought by another company, us and our competition, o now we're one big happy family. We locate 3 utilities, and they marked the one we didn't locate. We are now arranging classes to learn how to locate the utility that they marked. I have previous experience marking this utility. Despite that, we've just been informed that we are having mandatory weekend classes. It is unsure if it will take one or two days.. Since the end of March, we've been working mandatory Saturdays. On these days, we are working on jobs that aren't due til Tuesday. I know what you think, it's all overtime. Which it is. But you have to realize, we'll get real busy, and when they need us to work Saturday's, we're already fried. So now we're wasting a weekend learning how to locate phone. They'll make our area drive, even though there is enough people in the area, that they should have a class that is convenient to us. It may last two days, so that weekend is shot. Then they'll get

Where My Naughty Mind Is Now...
Was chatting with a guy on my dating profile http://www.benaughty.com/profile/tutsipupsi1 and got really horny, then my connection dropped... so I started to think naughty xxx There's a knock at my door. I answer the door and it's you. You ask if I'm alone, I say yes. I take your hand and lead you into my bedroom. I'm wearing a sheer white blouse and you can see the lacy white bra beneath it. And I'm wearing a long red wraparound skirt and white stockings. I stand on tiptoe to kiss you, a deep kiss with lots of tongue. Then I push you back onto the bed and step back from you. I undo the knot on my skirt and it falls to the floor. Underneath you can see that I'm wearing a white lace g-string and white thigh-high stockings. I slowly unbutton my blouse and let it slip from my shoulders, revealing my bra and the tops of my breasts. Next I kneel down at your feet and remove your shoes. You are not wearing socks. I gently tickle the bottoms of your feet. Then I stand up and pull

Joke
Three old ladies were sitting side by side on patio chairs at their Orlando retirement home reminiscing. The first lady recalled from years past shopping at the local Piggly Wiggly and demonstrated with her hands, the length and thickness of a cucumber she could buy for a penny. The second old lady nodded, adding that onions used to be much bigger and cheaper also, and demonstrated the size of two big onions she could buy for a penny a piece. The third old lady remarked, "I can't hear a word you're saying, but I remember the guy you're talking about.

Joke
A little old lady was sitting on a park bench in The Villages, a Florida Adult community. A man walked over and sits down on the other end of the bench. After a few moments, the woman asks, "Are you a stranger here?" He replies, "I lived here years ago." "So, where were you all these years?" "In prison," he says. "Why did they put you in prison?" He looked at her, and very quietly said, "I killed my wife." "Oh!" said the woman. "So you're single...?!"

We Should Just Be Friends
So, there's this woman who I see on the bus, every morning. . . I always thought that she was really pretty, but I never gave her much thought beyond that. I'd just see her, have a seat, and try to enjoy the semi-crowded twenty minute ride to the office. I never saw her on the way home, though. Only on the way in. One evening after work, I stopped off at Borders to browse for something new to read. I picked up this book, Blink, and fretted over it for about forty-five minutes. I carried it around the store, and kept flipping through it. I'd read little excerpts and just try to get my brain around the content. I didn't end up buying it, that night. I guess I just didn't want to part with the sixteen bucks, at the time. I have tons of stuff in the stack to read, after all. The next morning, I board the bus at the normal stop, and there is the woman. . . reading the very book that I was so curious about. I'm not a believer in signs or fate or anything, but I definitely

Reason For Not Accepting New Friend Requests
Lately I have been feeling a lot of stress and because of it my health is being affected. Besides now being really sick I have become really depressed. So because of this I will be on long enough to use my 11s, DJ and return comments then will be logging out. I'm not sure how long this will last but for now better to NOT add new friends to the mix

Blonde Sister
Two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull so that they can breed their own stock. The brunette balances their checkbook, then takes their last $600 dollars out west to another ranch where a man has a prize bull for sale. Upon leaving, she tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home." The brunette arrives at the man's ranch, inspects the bull, and decides she does want to buy it. The man tells her that he can sell it for $599, no less. After paying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her sister a telegram to tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pick-up truck

Fubar Page Updated
Ok i changed the background and i uploaded some more songs. Pictures are soon to follow. I'm now working on the transparency and some other minor tweaks to make my page look a bit more professional. Greets to all and have fun on fubar. :D

R I P Skeeterville
JUST FOUND OUT A REAL ANGEL HAS LOST HER FIGHT WITH CANCER SHE LEFT THE SITE ON THE 24TH CAUSE IT BECAME TOO MUCH SHE PASSED ON THE 17TH RIP TABBITHA AKA SKEETERVILLE SHE MADE THIS SLIDE OF HER MISTERFEET SAVED IT AND WOULD LIKE TO SHARE IT WITH THE SITE Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com THIS IS MISTER FEETS SALUTE TO CANCER DAMN THINGS TAKEN TOO MANY FRIENDS FROM US

In Dreams
In Dreams At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

This Is For Mister B
THIS IS FOR MISTER B.. HE NEEDS 60K IN JUST 10 WEEKS FOR A ONE YEAR VIP... DAMN THAT IS NOTHING BABY. BUT IT IS REALLY IF YOU HAVE NO ONE HELPING YOU.. SO PLZ TAKE A FEW MINUTES EVERY NOW AND AGAIN TO SWING BY THIS GIVE AWAY BEAT THE CLOCK CONTEST I LIKE TO CALL IT AND HELP HIM OUT BY LEAVING A FEW COMMENTS ON IT FOR HIM.. THAT WOULD BE SUPER GREAT IF YA DID.. THANKS EVERYONE .. WAHOOOOOO

Thoughts
have every wondered what be came of a high school sweetheart ..i have spent over 20 years wondering.. and like trace atkins says every light in the house is on , thats the way my heart has felt for over 20 years but just a few weeks ago i got a email from myspace if i was kevin from st johns high in south carolina.which my heart jumped with joy..we have been talkin now for a couple weeks . and im as much in love with her then as i am now..but god will tend to the matters of what the heart needs... kjt-snake

The Act
it's more than the act it's the lifestyle that follows knowing you broke down in the worst way at the most inopportune time it's a parasite slowly eating you out it's the sledgehammer memory pounding your skull every time you close your eyes it's a thought never said a heart always broken it's the smudge on your clothes the wrinkles that seperate you from all the other straight-starched people it's a disability to which others sympathize yet no one it seems can empathize with it's a stunt in your growth it's the glass wall you subconsciously build between you and those who said they would be there and weren't that one time it's the slur in your speech that everyone senses but can't quite detect it's resistance to love it's blame it's that time of excruciating pain between feeling sick and actually throwing up it's those days when you want to just hide forever it's a constant cold it's covering your head with shame it's living as a stati

Here Are The Rules Of The Pack
~1~We will not level anybody over 15K for fubarians and 25K for fellow members of the wolf pack. ~2~If you join the pack you must fan,add,rate all members of the pack. ~3~If you see a bulletin posted by any one of the members of the wolf pack you do what you can to help. If you do not help with the leveling of anybody~"THERE IS A THREE STRIKES YOUR OUT POLICY"~you will be removed and blocked from all in the pack. If you want to join the wolf pack you must have at least 50 photos and at least 20 stash items. IF YOU AGREE WITH THE RULES OF THE WOLF PACK LEAVE A COMMENT HERE TO JOIN THE PACK, MAY YOU HAVE FUN AND MAKE MANY GOOD FRIENDS.

Trust
Trust used to be something you could count on before. Now, before anything is said or done, you must know the score. People use you, only if you allow it to be that way. Now that you are an adult, you have learned what to say. You set yourself up, and kenw there would be a fall. It would have been easier, if you had had a little more gall. Now you are older, and with it became strong. Using what you have learned, could never be wrong. Don't take things for granted, its not how life is. And as soon as you learn, you will see you can't miss.

Baddest Milf's Entry
Its about that time again peeps, and YES they are doing it BIG this time! If one wasnt enough, we have 4, yes I said 4 back to back Happy Hours by Fubar's FINEST! Don't think it gets any better than this? Well check this out... We have †ŦrÎck¥ÐïČk† who is hosting his Happy Hour Tuesday at 4.pm. (PST). We need him to GODFATHER so go show him all that FU-LOVE and RATE, RATE, RATE! I think we can get this done peeps, so LETS DO IT! †ŦrÎck¥ÐïČk†~FÕÜnðËr ÒF ß.H. ß*õWÑêÐ ß¥ RØnÅlÐÅnThØnŸ74@ fubar And of course we have the one you all know and luv, Chuckiiboo! He is a Prophet but I think he would look sooo good as ORACLE so lets hit him hard too! His Happy Hours are Tuesday at 2:00, 3:00 and 5:00 p.m. (PST) **Çhµckîîbºº**@ fubar Now come on, don't miss out on your chanceto love all this SEXY long time! 4 hours is more than enough time andbelieve me, these two can hang :D PLEASE REPOST!

Bombing Contest
OK I'M IN A BOMBING CONTEST FOR A VIP 30,000 COMMENTS IS WHAT I NEED ANY HELP I CAN GET WOULD BE AWESOME TY IN ADVANCE TO THOSE THAT HELP ME OUT JUST CLICK THIS PIC HERE AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PIC XOXO

He Was My Best Friend.
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin." I use to never give this quote a second thought until that night. How one person can sit there and say they are your best friend but cause you to cry is beyond me. All i did was be there for him and help him when he asked and i got yelled at for honest opinions. I'm sorry that i couldnt tell him what

I Thought U Said U Loved Me
Never say I love you If you rly don’t care Never talk about feelings if they aren’t Really there. Never hold my hand .if your Going to break my heart never say you are going Two if you don’t plan to start. Never look into my eyes, If all you do is LIE never say hello when All you mean was good-bye And never say forever because forever makes me CRY

People
I am just wondering what the hell the MUMM is for. I have wrote MUMM's and I have gotten nothing but made fun of, poked at, and called some awful names. I was just asking people opinions on things and they are bashing me. I didnt think that was supposed to happen boy was I wrong. I got ripped a new asshole and it wasnt fun. Damn what kinds of things am I supposed to write about in the MUMM section will someone please let me know so that the next time I post soemthing I want get haters and fucktards harrasing me...

Come Chill With Tfs Crew
WHAT HAVE WE GOT HERE COME AND SEE FOR YOURSELF JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND COME HANG OUT AND ENJOY THE MUSIC AND SEE HOW MUCH FUN WE CAN HAVE IN HERE WE WILL BLOW YOUR MINDS I AM SURE SO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE AND ENJOY US !! GOOD WAY TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS ALSO HOPE TO SEE U THERE

My Camping Fun Adventure :)
i went camping over the weekend and it was a crazy ride . i ask my friends to come and go camping with me most of my friends said yess but my other friends was so freak out they said noo they was telling me how crazy i was for going camping but i could give a shit about what they think because they are the type of peeps that dont want to do anything new . with my friends in toe i left friday night and drove up to clarksburg where they have a great campground and we had to walk up a trail lol it was crazy it started to rain but i did not want to quit and we finally made it there it was by a beautiful lake and when the rain hit it it look so beautiful i was in a little daze by looking at it and we set up a tent i got a big tent it took a good 5 minute's to get it up but it stop raining so we wanted to build a fire i did not want to light it with a lighter i wanted to do it with the stick lol while i was doing that it took forever lol i finally did it . it was a fun moment for me because

Home On Leave
I was home on leave from the Marine Corps. Most of my friends had steady girls friends and my ex's had new boyfriends. I hung out with my one true buddy, who lived with his girlfriend. Being that I was the odd man out, my friend’s girlfriend decided to set me up with one of her friends. At the time I didn't know whom, but I didn't care, I was horny as hell and wanted some pussy. As it turned out she set me up with Karen. She's about 2 years older them me, about 5'3" maybe 120 with dark brown hair and blue eyes. She also had an ass that was made of only one thing and tits that I think were D cups, I'm not sure, but they were more than a handful. So the night went on and Karen reminded me how I got my ass kicked in H.S. defending her from some asshole boyfriend. We laughed about the whole thing as the drinks kept coming Karen confided that I was the only man to do something like that for her. We got cozy on the dance floor and kissed once. Later we went to my buddy’s house where they sai

Free Concert...
Going to go see Carrie Underwear tonight..oops..I meant, Carrie Underwood. Is that even right? Shit, I don't know! I only know the "cheating" song that she sings and maybe she might of been on Idol or something...anyways...my "no show" friend must of felt bad because she invited me to go with her and bought the tickets, so it's a free ride for me...k..so, I'm going! Hell, even if I don't like the music, there's bound to be alot of wrangler wearing eyecandy for my viewing entertainment this evening! I'll probably be back tonight to write about how it goes! :)

Looking For Glamour Gal For My Contest
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President Barack Obama.
In response to your question: What will make Barack Obama an outstanding President? He's an outstanding person. He's genuine, unlike his opponents. He's somebody you know you can count on to listen to the people and their needs instead of ignoring them. He's a very likeable person. He gets along with nearly everybody he meets. He wants to make changes that would benefit not just our country, but the world. Global warming NEEDS to be addressed and he KNOWS it. He also wants to focus on providing equal health care for every LEGAL U.S. citizen. His primary focus is on our country, as it SHOULD be. He isn't a man of greed. He doesn't invade other countries for the sheer enjoyment of an inflating wallet. He wants to better our education system. He wants to fix the economy as it SHOULD have been fixed by now. He KNOWS what it's like to struggle and not have everything handed to you, like many of us do. He's somebody we can all relate to. He's somebody we can count on to lead this country to

Shooting
there has been 3 separate shootings in our once peaceful town over the weekend. Now my problem isnt really with the fact that people are getting shoot but rather the fact that they were all shoot in the lower half of their bodies(2 in the leg and one in lower back. Who is teaching our youth about gun safety and the proper way to hold/ shoot a gun. (when the rap song says to bust a cap in their ass they didnt mean it literaly). join the fucking boyscouts or somethin and learn how to fire a weapon properly damn.

Brokenhearted Treasure
I woke up today thinking that the world was a bright place that would teach me what I needed to know if I would just stop and listen. As the morning furthered on I felt the love of two people surrounding me. They gave it seemingly unconditionally. I sat back and wondered can I give love that openly, that unconditionally. Can I ever feel like I am safe enough with myself to feel safe enough with there love in my hands. Then I realized that there love was in my hands because they put it there because they trusted me with it. The trusted and believed that I would nurish and help both different loves grow. because each that was given to me was very very different. I ended up being torn from both of them today and as I got further away from them I realized that my heart was breaking because I was walking away from the treasure that they both gave me. I feared the treasure and in that fear I would not allow myself to grasp it. I want to hold it strong and confidently, but I a

Dont Call Me Down
Call me a slut. Call me a whore. Call me whatever. I'v heard it all before. Say that I'm fake. Say that I lie. Say what you want! You won't see me cry. Because I know none of it's true. But calling me all this shit. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MAKE YOU?

Pit Bulls
a tragedy happened in a small town this weekend in Breckenridge, Tx. Late sunday afternoon a 7 yr old little boys was brutally attacked, dismembered and murdered by 3 pit bulls that were supposed to be family pets. Dont ever think for one second that a family pet wont attack and hurt u. Pit Bulls should be outlawed. In the state of Tx. there a numerous attacks weekly and deaths that occur from the animals that are supposed to be a family pet. If u own one of the animals please take into consideration what i am tellin you. This is no joke. These animals are known for the aggresiveness and wont think twice about hurtin or killing. It is in there nature. I have been a friend of this family for sometime now and i hate to have to bury such a young person. I am askin that u keep this family in your prayers in their time of need. Thanks for takin the time to read this.

Are There Really Any Good Guys Left In This World?
I am not looking for a boyfriend. I want a guy that I can talk to and get to know. Take things slow. If we become more in time, so be it. But right now I am in a very emotional state. My boyfriend who I thought would be there for me when I needed him, wasn't. But instead broke up with me because for the first time, I needed him even though I was always there when he needed me which was all the time. I would just like to have someone to talk to that will care about me and not just pretending to care. I am tired of people taking advantage of me because I am a very caring person. I'm not doing it anymore. If you are a good, caring guy that is sincere, send me a message. Thank you for reading this. Blessed be.

One Of The Best Stories
ONE OF THE BEST STORIES I'VE EVER HEARD! As Mrs. Thompson stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big 'F' at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewe

Fu-bombers Please Read!!
I want to thank you all for your help and support in my contest (that was finished thanks to all of you!) and just as being friends, and being there for me. Because I didn't get to help as much as I felt I should have, (due to some medical problems for those whom don't know me), I am going to share with 11's from my prize with those whom need help leveling and such. If you need help (11's, bombing etc.) please hit me in a private message and I will set a day for you to recieve my 11's. Thank you all again, Love ya all bunches! A Beautiful Dysaster, Meranda (Mindy). I also wanted to say thank you to "hearts of love" for making my beautiful personalized skin everyone please come check it out!

Tylpcal Male
wassup all my fubar bitches lol.im new and i jus wanted to keep it real,i dont hide my sexuality,in a 100% honest,i can be a dick and most likely a bitch.i am as kool as can be. im jus letteing who ever is on fubar that is gay! taht im here(LOL) so be kool about it and just keep it gay ok. and to everybody that knows me. add me.and i still dont no what in doing on this site but ill figger it out soon. so everybody THE ONE AND ONLY GAY IS IN the fucking house,so lets party and fuck all night. kisses to you all.

Me...
so hmm... lots of fubling " friends ".. maybe one hasn't relay sat and read my profile.. unfortiantly pictures never tell the whole story of who we are.. I think it is more the fact of are actions that should contitute us as a freind.. yah some freinds can be annoying.. I am guilty of it I do constantly say " hey how you doing" or " havn't heard from yah" or maybe hey there how was you're day.. not to be annoying but to actualy show interest .. but I believe it is more of the fact the annoying ones unless they push that phsyco stalking bounderie are the ones you would like to keep around.. the ones who bleieve life is more then pictures.. it is of thougts and actions.. though pictures are great and can capture these moments and are part of the story that help us to rember the good and specail times. they never tell the story of a person.. I try to talk to everyone I meet though i am guilty of it and do get busy from time to time.. so guess it goes back to never judge the book by it's c

Ok So I Did It
i went down to corpus christi saturday and bought my daughter a 1965 a code mustang it needs new interior and a paintjob but the body is perfect and the motor runs great.i will be posting pictures soon of the car and during the rebuilding so you all can see how its going

History Lesson
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed o

Are Dreams A Window To The Future Or Just A Trick Your Mind Plays?
I was just wondering if anyone else besides me has had very strange dreams before? I know that I have many dreams at times that seem so very real and I think that someday they may actually come true. I have had many dreams of meeting my fubar friends that have actually came true but others that have not, yet. I have had many a erotic dream about many ones that I wish to meet or have had a interest in but then nothing ever happens. I have also had dreams that are at times totally because I need to work trough some problem in my life that I have yet to solve. I just kinda wanna know other peoples opions on this and have some feedback. Thanks.

Friends Meeting And Truely Getting To Know Someone
I recently had a dream that I went to meet a friend in my top ten. He is a wonderfully fun guy as far as I can tell. He is also one in a million. It was initially just to meet but ended up making a video and having a friend party together. He shot the video and did all the editing too. Got to actually find out how exciting it felt to be video taped like a porn star. It was mostly my idea and the BF and friends only went cause I asked them too. My fubar friend turned out to be one of the greatest guys that I have ever met and we talked late into the night, just like old friends. Can you guess who it was? He is actually in the top 5. Can you guess now, lol? One I have not met yet.

My Rant
ok yeah so like many people in the crazy world i am married, but i am also seeing someone else. and for the purpose of this blog i am going to skip over how many people think it is morally worng to cheat. i just need to ven adn get it off my chest. i have been seeing this guy for about 3 years. things have been great! lots of fun sex is great, i have experienced things with this man i never thought i would. he knows i am married and has from the very begining, and i know he also sees other women. however the first time it was put in my face it broke my heart!!! well over the years you think i would get used to it. i mean i love this man but i am not in love with him. I am married and i love my husband very much. i have always prided myself on not being the jealous type. so why now? why does it break my heart every time i see this guy with someone else. Most of the time i never cross paths with his other women. Until last night. the problem is that this guy is a real good friend of

In That Kinda Mood
Lying naked next to you I know you feel it too Your pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thicken You roll over and spread your thighs I climb on top and look into your eyes You wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mine Your legs lock tightly around my hips I slip inside, such a tight fit Thrusting slowly in and out, making you so wet As I gently kiss you up and down your neck Pushing deeper as you begin to moan Your panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey hole Getting lost in ecstasy as we move as one Teasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongue You pull my hair and arch you back as I bury my face between your breasts The room starts to spin as I struggle to catch my breathe I roll over, letting you on top I push even harder as you beg me not to stop Gripping you tightly by the soft flesh of your ass Pushing deeper, harder, faster, with all the strength that I have You scream "I'm ready to cum!" I say "Wait, I'm almost there" The

The Tear Just Keep Falling
I feel asleep last night, happy for the first time in a long time. It was simply because I had gotten of the phone with someone who loved me, knowing that I can just relax and let go of fear for once in my life. Then I was awoken by tragedy, and my heart closed and the tears started to fall and the sadness sank in. That even with tbhat love this sadness that was dumped on my will bear a weight on me that I may not be able to bear. I am strong, but I live the liife I do to try and bring smiles to everyones faces around me. I have now not once but twice brought the smiles to a creaming hault in the faces of a few and fopr this I will always remember that saddness and tears seem to fallow me. My tears will not stop falling since I hung up the phone nearly 5 hours ago. There are few things in life that I cherish most, and n ow not once but twice my life has caused two others to dramatically change. There is only one left that can change in that way and I intend on protectin

Life In Florida
----- You know you're a Floridian if.... ... Socks are only for bowling. ...You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes. ...A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, But everything to do with shade. ...Your winter coat is made of denim. ...You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites. ...You're younger than thirty bu

Let's Get A New Feature Added To Fubar!!!
Okay!!! Tired of those annoying Mumms!!! Those stupid Mumms? Those supposed to be Mumms? You got one option up till now, don't read them!!! Or.... The Mumms "TIME OUT CORNER"... Actually a friend came up with the idea quick view mumm "Why do men hide things? check comments by shiloh2000 and ghost... As an idea if more then 50% of your readers believe your mumm is garbage, and are given an option to vote i.e. this is a mumm: or this is crap: and please use the word crap... if it's voted crap... You lose your mumming rights for 30 days... Oh, and fine the S.O.B... $ 1,000 fubacks plus of which 40% would go to ghost, I'm not trying to take credit for his idea.....Ghost is one of my friends...

Reep Off Artests
BBB issues Reliability Reports on all businesses, whether or not they are BBB accredited. If a business is a BBB Accredited Business, it is stated in this report BBB Definition: report - A summary of activity reflected in a company's BBB file. Includes basic business background, BBB Accreditation information, and BBB complaint activity over the previous three years. Also reports may include any known government actions, advertising issues or other information that results from activity conducted by the BBB. . Name: Carsponsorships.com Phone: (239) 274-5552 Fax: (239) 277-7955 Address: 1910 Park Meadows Dr Fort Myers, FL 33907-3740 Website: www.carsponsorships.com www.carsponsors.com Original Business Start Date: December 2004 Principal: Mr. Robert L. Egizi, President Customer Contact: Mr. Robert L. Egizi, President Entity: Corporation Incorporated: December 2004, FL TOB Classification: Internet Shopping Services, Auto Services-Other BBB Accreditation:

Bus Trip With Blondes
Two bowling teams, one of all Blondes and one of all Brunettes, chartered a double-decker bus for a weekend trip to Louisiana The Brunette team rode on the bottom of the bus, and the Blonde team rode on the top level. The Brunette team down below really whooped it up, having a great time, when one of them realized she hadn't heard anything from the Blondes upstairs. She decided to go up and investigate. When the Brunette reached the top, she found all the Blondes in fear, staring straight ahead at the road, clutching the seats in front of them with white knuckles. The brunette asked, 'What the heck's going on up here? We're having a great time downstairs!' One of the Blondes looked up at her, swallowed hard and whispered... 'YEAH, BUT YOU'VE GOT A DRIVER!!'

Random Information About Me
That children no matter the age should respect,obey and honor their parents. If help is needed around the house, yard etc, you should just help without being asked to. I do not believe that once a cheater always a cheater, people change if they really want to.( I am living proof of that). I do not believe in abotions 100%. But i do believe they are okay in some cases( rape, if mother can die, baby completely deformed and im not talking about handicaped). I do believe in co-sleeping with children. (I plan to co-sleep when i have kids). I do believe that it is 100% okay and normal for a mother to breast feed in public. But if people around you arent confertable then i believe the mother should cover up with a blanket. I do believe that breastfeeding is 100% you choice. If someone who chooses not to breastfeed they shouldnt be talked down to because of it. I do believe that breastfeed babies end up being more happy and healthier. I believe that animals sh

Whaaat???
On Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:48:04 -0400, "LTG Bill Ginn" USAF ret forwarded: Hot on the heels of his explanation for why he no longer wears a flag pin, presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama was forced to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. According to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171, During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart.

Lookin Good For A New Job!
WOHOO! I found out today that the police department is checkin my references and things are lookin really good. I swear I have some of the best friends that a woman could ever have. Not to mention the best man I could ever have in my life, lovin me, supporting me. I love you Mark. Mark got a phone call this morning while workin and was asked by a cop to meet up w/him so that he could ask him a few questions. Seems that he liked the answers that Mark gave him. WOHOO! TY baby! He said that the fact that he is out checking my references is a great thing and they are very serious about my possible position at the department. (man that sounds so cool!!!) I also talked to my wonderful, spunky friend Appie aka April and she was asked to email the info he requested. It seems that if things continue like they are, I should hopefully be getting a call from them in a few weeks. On a side note, I called my mom this morning and she told me that it was funny I was calling to tell

*rolling On The Floor Laughing*
well hun i am in texas but that wouldnt keep me from driving if u got a gud pussy lol tell me what u want === '☼ÃMBÎË☼CoOwner Wicked Wayz~♥NgC♥~Reb's Wifey ♥~' wrote the following at '2008-05-20 09:27:34'.. > > i'm in NC...about 15 minutes outside of Winston Salem...u?...and i'm shaved for you too ;) > > > === ? wrote the following at '2008-05-20 09:26:42'.. > > > > where u from baby? andi am 9 inches cut and shaved for u > > === '☼ÃMBÎË☼CoOwner Wicked Wayz~♥NgC♥~Reb's Wifey ♥~' wrote the following at '2008-05-20 09:25:55'.. > > > > > > of course i'm looking for fun...if i wasn't i'd be on myspace right now...lmao...hahahaha...and thank you for the compliment sexy!! *muah* > > > > > > > > > === ? wrote the following at '2008-05-20 08:58:50'.. > > > > > > > > hey your georgous whats up what ulookign for babe fun?? > > > HAHAHAHAHAHA ARE FUCKING KIDDING ME...THIS IS THE FUNNIEST SHIT EVER....ISN'T IT

Bathed In Ecstasy
Steps moving back upstairs Dressed in blue jeans tight My room high in the loft You take the steps tonight Soon getting ready to bathe I awaited for this hour Slipping out of my robe I turn towards the shower Soon it will be togetherness You will be caressing my skin I will gently feel your hands You now wink and step right in In warm moistened fragrant oils Bathing in your arms with me Tonight we shower together Our shower of sweet ecstasy

End Of My Marriage
After about 2 and 1/2 years trying to get a divorce as of yesterday at 10 am I was divorced from the man that abused me. I got him for an old credit card bill and a cell phone bill for a total of 5400.00. He goes by 'truck'n ain't for sisies'on fubar. He is no good S.O.B. he needs the treatment that he bestowed upon me. Someone do the pleasure for me.

Another Surveyyy
Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? Depending on the nature of said questions, yes. When was the last time you cried? I really don't remember. I think a few weeks ago, I cried out of pure frustration. Where was your default picture taken? Mi casaaaaa. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? Yes, but it needs to be a complete honest relationship with good communication. What do you do when you have a bad day? I get quiet. Listen to music, and try to snap out of it. Have you ever envisioned your own wedding? Not really, I have never wanted an actual wedding. I want to get eloped. Do you believe exes can really be "just friends"? Yes, I do. I have proof. What are you wearing on your feet? Nada. Do you have any picture frames in your room? Quite a few actually. Have you ever passed out on a bathroom floor? Yes, the joys of drunkeness. Who were your last 3 people to text y

Antisocial Disorder
WTF ARE THEY THINKING??? 1) failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest (2) deceitfulness, as indicated by repeated lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure (3) impulsivity or failure to plan ahead (4) irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults (5) reckless disregard for safety of self or others (6) consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations (7) lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another B. The individual is at least age 18 years. C. There is evidence of Conduct Disorder with onset before age 15 years. D. The occurrence of antisocial behavior is not exclusively during the course of Schizophrenia or a Manic Episode.

Big Thanks
hello fu fam...sorry i wasnt on yesterday....i took sometime to my slef....i was tired and spent i need some time to think bout things.....but im back and i wanted to thank all those who show me luv the other day......my bro passionman aka joe....for soem reasion pimped me out...it started out as ppl showin me luv...and i edned up levelin..156k i had to go....i never ask for anybody to help me..but h keep makin bullys..and the rest of the fam...came out to show me luv...boo boo even had stalkin me n her status.....it was so over whleming..i broke down a few times....to see all these spendin their time and energy was amazing..some ppl want to hate on us..but we do a great service to all who needs help and dont ask for anythign in return.....in a few short hours....they levled me with rates and bling....it was crazy....i was cryin...b/c i never that ppl even think that much of me...im just honorary memeber..i just help when i can.....i dunno if i can ever repay all th

Narcissistic Disorder
Diagnostic criteria for 301.81 Narcissistic Personality Disorder (cautionary statement) A pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration, and lack of empathy, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following: (1) has a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements) (2) is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love (3) believes that he or she is "special" and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions) (4) requires excessive admiration (5) has a sense of entitlement, i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with his or her expectations (6) is interpersonally exploitative, i.e., takes advantage

The Most Common Disorder Diagnosised In The United States
Diagnostic criteria for 301.83 Borderline Personality Disorder (cautionary statement) A pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image, and affects, and marked impulsivity beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following: (1) frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5. (2) a pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation (3) identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self (4) impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, Substance Abuse, reckless driving, binge eating). Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5. (5) recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threat

Motivational Thing
Read this recently and it seems like a good way to look at things. The only way you can make your life better is to take your life back, to take back what you have given over to others, release them from responsibility and claim it for yourself. The past is over. It is a pile of ashes at your feet. But this moment, right now, is here and it is full of power. And in this moment if you will but release the old hurt and blame the old regrets and guilt, if you will but release all that you can then claim your life and make anything and everything of it that you wish. Imagine. You own your life. You are fully and completely responsible for it. From this moment, forward no one else owns you. It does not matter what happened yesterday. Right now you own your life. No one is to blame for what happened before because it is not important. There is no power in the past. All of the power is right now right here and you own it all.

Sweet Adorable...member Of The Week#6
Please come Fan,Add & Rate me... COME SEE ME... THE RED DRAGON MEMBER OF THE WEEK ♥Sweet Adorable♥@ fubar Please, if you would be so kind, leave Sweet Adorable some love by clicking her pic and feel free to stop by the lounge too by clicking the lounge link...Have fun!!

A Memory From Long Ago..
So today was your last day. //You'll never know a lot of things. // I can't believe I've known you for over a year! A year ago I was a different person. We all grow up, we all change. There are a lot of wrong things I did... but the more I think about it, the only way to say you live your life right, is by cancelling out the wrongs. // You were wrong from the start. I knew somewhere deep down but I enjoyed all the words you told me that I've never heard before so passionately. It was so easy to believe you. // I should have known after our first convo, that you were all wrong. You even deleted me/blocked me from one of your many screen names that is. But your mistake was giving me another sn. And mine was for adding anyone under the sun.// After a few months you came online, I didn't recognize the name, but only after a few words you uttered I recognized the person. Cocky, smart,sexual, a womanizer for sure....but there was something. And you were impressed by my memory and how I reme

A Great Guy
there is this guy I met on here and I really like him... He is sweet, funny, super cute and we have a lot in common... Im just afraid that I come on too strong and too fast sometimes and I dont want him to think that way.... I told my friends all about hiim and they told me that they think that I should go after him and get him to like me.... He tells me I dnt have to make him like me cuz he already does.... should I believe that? I mean i think i really want to meet him and get to know him better because I mean the coolest thing would be that we even share the same bday and everything... I think I knw what to do, but I still would like advice because I like him... what should i do?

Systematic Failure
Systematic failure, endless nightmares, We walk through broken dreams, broken lives, broken vows. So sour, to think, we almost had it. Destiny arises, amongst every corpse. picking its way thru the fields of lonliness

Tears
Sometimes I feel that I can actually understand people who get severely depressed. That makes me depressed. Sometimes there are so many roads to choose from, you never know which road you're supposed to be on or if you should just cut through the woods in some area. I was taught as a child that if I were ever lost in the woods, I should just stay in one spot and cry out. In my adult life with all of these crossroads, and every one has a tollbooth or two, I just want to sit in one spot and cry.

What's What
"Oooh! Oooh! I know!! I know!!" exclaims the child. How simple and free everything was as a child. And like the child, a fool is he who has the answer. It is my belief that the answer can only be described with the unexplainable twitches and tears and feelings (Oh My!!). The feeling of floating across an abyss as her soft, beautiful lips tickle mine when we lean in to kiss. Throughout different stages in my life I would have told you what "love" was....although I was only playing the fool myself. Most of what I believed then to be love, in my stage now I would tell you that what I thought then was merely a miniscule piece of the puzzle. The feelings that I access now are much more amplified than I ever could've imagined. Feeling can make one ask, perhaps I have a soulmate? Does that make me a fool? Am I still but a fool who believes he knows the answer? I think the only answer that I have is this ~~ I dont know what "love" is, but I am quite positive that I have fallen deep into it.

Feather
Apathetic attitudes adjust accordingly at almost anatomically accurate angles. Depressions stir like the substance flows through veins. Unaccomplished tasks and desires Dance around me as if tribesmen in a ritualistic chant around the fire. The fire. The fire steadily burns within me, the craving. My link to darkness. My lust for love. A myth. Unproven legends. Hatred for failure. Destined for pain. I fear that I'll never find true love again. Feather. Beautiful Feather. I long to feel your gentle touch once more for eternity. Feather.

Nothing At All
As silent as snow fills the air As permanent as existence As gentle as down dancing in the breeze As magical as a kiss My heart is now bleeding, covering the white blanket of snow in a beautiful array of reds. It almost looks like an Angel, I think to myself, as the feather kisses my forhead before finding it's bed in the cold, bloody snow. I live, but I cease to exist. I have plenty of ammo But somebody has moved my target

Successfully Lined Up Interview
In Santa Barbara one week from tomorrow on Grace's birthday. Meeting with my old boss at the university and trying to get my old job back (which would start most likely in September). Time to get out of Vegas and back to my kids. Gracey will be six that same day, so I'll be able to give to her, her bithday present in-person. I'm gonna surprise her and take her and Tessy to dinner.. .

Just Some Info
I have a few things that I have been keeping to myself that I need to get off my chest. This woman below.... Mysticfairy@ fubar ...is MrMostunderrated's g/f. He told me she was having doubts about my intentions towards him. Anyone that knows him, knows that he's a very good man. He has his faults, but he's a good man. He and I talked some, but it was on a friendly level. We were friends online, and that was it. To make Lena (mysticfairy) feel better, I agreed to reassure her by talking to her. Well, during those conversations, I became very attracted to her (she's a beautiful woman, after all), and I quit talking to Guy. He would ask me what was wrong, but I told him that I was very attracted to her and I really wanted to focus on getting to know her better. During this time frame, she and I talked every chance we got online, and sometimes on the phone. I made mention several times that I would love to meet her and Guy together and get to know them both better, maybe even have a dr

Help
CUPCAKE NEEDS 40 K COMMENTS IN ONE MONTH TO GET HER PRIZE... SO TAPPERS LETS GET TO TAPPING AWAY!!!!!!! PLEASE SHOW THE HOST SOME LOVE TOO WHILE YOUR THERE **Çhµckîîbºº**@ fubar ALSO LETS GET SOME POINTS DOWN ON CHICKIE TODAY. SHE'S ALWAYS BOMBING AND HELPING US WHEN WE NEED IT. ~ Chickie Momma~ Happily married to Mr. JDub~ Fiesta Tappers~@ fubar THANKS FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HELP!!!!

Thoughts
as i showered i noticed the exposed wiresin theceiling wherei havent gotaround to installinganewfixture,and wonderedif enoughsteam could causeit toarc andmake a mini ligtning storm in my bathroom.it wouldbeneat to watch

From Nikole Aka '☆★kØ£ë
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05/20/08
"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." Steve Jobs

Fu-snobs Or Just Fu-careful
So i tried to be nice and friendly and leave comments on peoples pages, only to be told I dont have permission!! Why do that I ask? What can people leave you that is soo horrible? Why not approve the comments first? Explain this to me if you can.

Wtf??
Ya know, I don't sit here and expect much from people, especially online. I mean, for the most part people lie about who/what/how they are online, or at least it seems. I'm happily married in a swinger relationship, so I don't try to lie about the three kids Alisha and I have or the fact that we have adult fun with ADULTS, but I don't just throw stupidity out there. These freakin' status messages, for instance. I have fun with them...making jokes, groovy little quotes and all, but when I have something like "@ a memorial service", then that means don't send me some shit about your fucking lounge! For God's sake, who the fuck are you to trivialize the pain I feel at losing a fellow Soldier...just because you don't fucking understand the closeness we share in a unit. I hope you go to fucking hell for not paying attention to something that has left me crying and hollow, you son of a bitch! Most people have been so understanding, even if they don't understand, they've empathized

Womens Dictionary
WOMEN'S ENGLISH 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH 1. I am hungry = I am hungry 2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy 3. I am tired

Sick Computer!!!!
HEY all my wonder-FU friends just want to let you all know I have been fighting a few nasty puter bugs and I am hoping soon I can come and spend more FU-time with you all....hugs and kisses , hope all is well , missing you ,ALL!!!!

Lost
THEY SAY many things that they do. Your young you dont no shit. Ha I know shit I can spit a book with one word Mislead. I have heard life is easy no They say life i hard. Im confused.See, Ive been rused by the higher ups. Whats are u doing with your life,? Shit i dont know drink read Fly a kite. Im young 17, 18,19,20 21 im on the run its always the now before the then. Its then where the fuck is now. With a bleak future i cling to an even shiiter past. Do you blame me Im america. Irish Spainsh with abit of sweedish. Yea i like eating rice and beans, drinking and a for lust of blonde women. Doomed or just groomed for something different

Wine
hi all, My Wife and i just joined a company called wine shop at home, what we do is have wine parties (like candle light, or other similar companies) any how, if your interested please check out my homepage :) http://www.wineshopathome.com/johnperry-rydz -john

Sadness
As of June 9th 2008 i will no longet have custody of my 2 beautiful girls .. I knwo it is the best thing for them right now but still dont like giving them up .. just makes it a push for me to get on my feet to get them back .. which i will do one way or a nother .. mommy will miss you kitiara chyenne and angellina hope

Shay
i read this in another blog and had to copy it here cause it brought tears to my eyes. feel free to copy it if it makes something stir in your soul. Subject: Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mental

10 Sex Mistakes Women Make
I made this NSFW just in case... THE Sex and the City girls did their best to teach us, but now a doctor of sex has identified the top 10 sex mistakes women make that ruin their relationships. Dr. Yvonne Kristín Fulbright is a sex educator, relationship expert, columnist and founder of Sexuality Source Inc. The author of several books including, Touch Me There! A Hand Guide to Your Orgasmic Hot Spots has now created a check list on Fox News for women to help them stop falling into the same sexual patterns. Basically, Dr Fulbright says: 1. Motherhood should not make you celibate Motherhood should not make you celibate. Instead, you need to see yourself as a hot mama, switching on your Marilyn Monroe persona the second you get your lover alone. For your sake, for your family’s sake, you need to temporarily forget that you’re known as an asexual “mommy” most of the day. You need to nurture your sex life with as much zest as you put into your childcare. Happy parents

Lets Get It On!!!!
Since my last auction was such a success, and all of the entrants received such great bids, I've decided to host another Fu-Auction. The entry fee is 100k fubucks, which will be refunded if your high bid doesn't exceed this amount. This has never happened before, as all of my previous entrants have had excellent bids! If you are interested in particpating, please send me the photo that you'd like to use for your auction tag. Heartistic has agreed to make those for me, so I'm sure they'll rock as always. Along with your photo, please include your BEST auction offer. Common ideas are things like picture rates, crush, stash rates, comments, etc. Remember that the best offers usually get the highest bids! If there is anything that you'd NOT like to receive as a bid, please let me know so that it can be included on your auction tag. Participants reserve the right to refuse any bids/bidders as they see fit. Entrants may also add to their offer via photo comment after their tag h

Response To My Blog
What a shame...even after being exposed for what she really is, still gotta act innocent and deny everything. Do what you gotta do Lena...I don't care what you or anyone else thinks of me cause I'm ok no matter what. I don't have a thing to hide! U know....I REALLY dont know what the Fuck ur talking about...& Im not playing no damn act...I didnt know she was going to write that....I found out..WHEN!! I read ur blog...so whatever...I aint reporting shit to my friends...U really need to get the fuck off ur high horse...the only thing I have been doing is trying to piece back together my relationship w MY BF...that someone is out to destroy....Im being attacked...so wtfe...IDK who it is...& yea..Im throwing out theories...I was warned about u...so whatever...say what u want about me...idc anymore...I know who I am...& my REAL friends know how I am...& Guy knows who I am...so whatever.. === 'whatever ~*# 1 STALKER TO LUCKY*~' wrote the following at '2008-05-20 17:56:18'.. > > So

Back And Time To Figure Out Who The Real Friends Are!
ok people you all know i was gone a long time. Its time to clear out names on my list. If you arent a friend anymore or dont want anything to do with me make yourself clear dont avoid me. I dont have time for people that cant keep it real. and yeah i am getting myself together and will have my own place soon.. yeah i am single now, but Meredith and i are talking and trying to work things out. Love to those that are still friends... and well the others know what they can do eh. Billy

Come Rock Out With Me
COME ROCK OUT WITH DJ DRAVEN IN BONE CRUSHER'S LOUNGE .... CLICK ON LINK TO COME TO THE NEW LOUNGE ON THE BLOC AND ROCK OUT NOW HIRING ALL STAFF:DJS,PROMOTERS,GREETERS,SERCURITY: PLZ JOIN THE FAMILY AND HAVE A DRAMA FREE TIME

Energy Alert - May 21 !
Here is the newest posting to Karen's Energy Alert. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Greetings! The planet is continuing its process of turning inside out as it strives to align with a higher vibration or with new ways of living and being within a very new reality. Much which existed in realities of the past, or within a lower vibrating dimension are becoming merely an illusion now as there is very little left to hold onto. In years past we may have imagined a higher vibrating world or reality for ourselves, and hence, this was the seeming illusion at that time. Now, the illusion is what is left of the old world, or the old ways of living and being, the old structures, and the old systems of survival. There is nothing left for them to adhere to and thus, they only really exist within our imaginations. Yes, as we progress further and further into the higher realms, we have less and less of the old to hold onto. This can create a fee

Oh-oh!! Momma's Comin Home :p
WELL FRIDAY 5/23 MY WIFE IS FLYING IN TO HELP US GET READY TO MOVE. SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS YES LOTS OF GOOD LOVIN OH YEAH AND GABE SPENDING LESS TIME ON FUBAR BUT HEY SHE TAKES VERY GOOD CARE OF ME SO WHO AM I TO ARGUE WITH HER. I HAVE LESS THAN 100K TO LEVEL ME TO INSIDER. I WAS HOPING I COULD MAKE THAT BY FRIDAY, BEFORE THE WIFE GETS HERE. SO STOP ON BY I HAVE PLENTY OF WACKY SHIT TO RATE 2K+ STASH AND PICS.YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN THE LOVE. THANKS ~GABE~ PWN3D by FREAK@ fubar

The New Fa-22 Fighter Jets
FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT=rense.com" First FA-22 Fighters Delivered To Langley AFB Source Unknown 5-20-8 These are Great In-flight Photos of the F/A-22 as the first Aircraft Delivery was being made to Langley AFB in Va. Langley is to be first Operational AFB for the F/A-22. It is a very beautiful AFB, located in a picturesque location, as you can see in these photos, near Norfolk and Hampton, Va. The Aircraft flying along with the F/A-22 in the last of these photos is the F-15, w hich will be replaced by the F/A-22 which is several times better than the F-15. In Actual In-flight (simulated) Combat Operations against the F-15, two F/A-22s were able to operate without detection while it went Head to Head against (8) F-15s. The F/A-22s scored Missile Hits (Kills) against all the F-15 Aircraft and the F/A-22s were never Detected by either the F-15s or Ground Based Radar. Maj. Gen. Rick Lewis said: 'The Raptor Operated Against All Adversaries with Virtual Impunity; Ground Based

Painted Faced Freaks. A.k.a Juggalos.
LOL. The hatchetman. LOL. FUCK a hatchet, I have a S.A.W. Oh what fun we will have!! Look at the tough guy with the paint face. LOL. PONTIAC Michigan RULEZ! JUGGALO! LOL LOL. All that crap is gay. They paint thier faces angrily cause they were kicked out of the Kiss Army. and Gene Simmons wouldn't sleep with them. LOL LOL I can't stop laughing at them! They are a source of amusement for me! LOL. Especially the drunk ones. The drunk ones get sex crazed and retard strong. LOL

Phoenix Is The Bomb!!
YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW HER, AND IF YOU DONT YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON A GOOD FRIEND! ROBISUE IS ALWAYS JUMPING AROUND TRYING TO HELP SOMEONE OR ANOTHER, AND NOW SHE NEEDS OUR HELP! SHES CLOSE TO BECOMING A FUKING! SHES GOT PLENTY OF PICS TO RATE AND LOTS OF STASH, SO I KNOW IT CAN BE DONE SOON, IF WE TRY! IF SHES ON YOUR LIST GO HIT HER PAGE UP WITH SOME FU LOVING, AND IF SHES NOT, THEN SHE SHOULD BE, SO FAN, RATE, AND ADD HER! SHE WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU! ANY ONE OF THE PICS WILL TAKE YOU THERE! robisue(Club F.a.r.)Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Crys~W.W.S.@ fubar HOPING TO SEE YOU ON HER PAGE... ~Phoenix~@ fubar

What Is It About Me?
What is it about me that men think I am the kind of woman that will lay down and give them some. I Am not like that I have to have a connection with someone before I sleep with them meaning I have to be invovled with them emotionally before I get physical with them. And why is it that men think just because I am up on these websites I am looking to cyber with them or get them off or show them parts of my body. Call me old fashion but I can not get off by watching some pervert whack his cock. Come on really! I am not here to get them off or to make them hard. I mean do I have fuck me on my forehead?? And the really bad thing is the good ones that dont ask me stuff like that only want to be just my friend nothing more and i dont know what is wrong with me. Sometimes I think that I will never find someone for me the one who is actually gonna love me no matter what and not treat me like a play toy or just a convience . I mean What is it about me that is so unloveable, what really sucks i

Someday It Shall Be!!!
As i sit here & stare at this beautiful Angel, i wonder...... Could this be me? A longing with deep slumber. One could get lost in those stary eyes! Wishing, hoping, dreaming & waiting for my one true love!! Somday... it shall be!! Finger ElevenOne ThingMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Just The Facts
IM LEAVING FUBAR ON MY BIRTHDAY. HOPEFULLY BY THAT TIME I WILL BE AT THE LAST LEVEL OF FUBAR. IF NOT, OH WELL. THIS SITE IS TO ADDICTIVE. I DONT GO TO BED UNTIL DAWN HALF THE TIME AND THATS NOT A GOOD THING. I NEED TO TRAIN MYSELF ON GOING TO BED AT A DECENT TIME SO I CAN GET UP EARLY. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. SO, I HAVE TO MAKE SOME SACRIFICES. AND, THIS IS ONE OF THEM. I KNOW THAT THIS BLOG IS WAY TO EARLY TO MAKE BUT I RATHER MAKE THIS BLOG NOW WHILE ITS FRESH IN MY MIND, AND I KNOW THAT IM VERY SURE OF MYSELF ON WHAT IM DOING. AND I AM. IVE MADE ALOT OF FRIENDS HERE, AND IVE HAD GREAT TIMES HERE ALSO.I HOPE I HAVE MORE GREAT TIMES HERE IN THE FINAL 10 MONTH THAT IM HERE.

Whispers In My Ear
Whispers in my ear My soul felt empty like a big black hole I had nothing to live for and no place to go there was no light and I felt the end was near there was only darkness down a long black peer the darkness brought anguish and the anguish brought fear as darkness was about to consume my soul I heard a voice whisper in my ear the voice so soft, gentle, and serene, said only you know the path to the light the light is within you he said, you must choose what is tried true and right if you follow this path the light will begin to appear remember the light comes from within whispered the voice in my ear everyone comes here with a plan and a purpose to this life if this is not accomplished, there will be pain, suffering, and strife you could have just come here to have some children to rear or to write or paint or find the next cure said the voice that whispered in my ear when you can’t find this purpose sometimes your soul can get lost you search and you searc

,,what Does This Mean?.
The best place to find a helping hand is at the end of your own arm. -swedish proverb Life is only this place, this time, and these people right here and now. -vincent collins When I see a bird that walks like a duck and swims like a duck, and quacks like a duck, I call that bird a duck. -richard cardinal cushing Few people can be happy unless they hate some other person, nation, or creed. -bertrand russell Fortunate are the people whose roots are deep. -agnes meyer If you play with a thing long enough, you will surely break it. -anonymous Any man may make a mistake; none but a fool will persist in it. -cicero An ass is beautiful to an ass, and a pig to a pig. -english proverb Hating people is like burning down your own house to get rid of a rat. -harry emerson fosdick Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there. -will rogers I never think of the future. It comes soon enough. -albert einstein So live that you wouldn't b

Randomness!
I'm just sitting here in bed w my laptop. I got onto fubar and decided that I was gonna write a blog. About what you ask? I dunno was just gonna ramble a lot...LOL. I have had so many things on my mind today. Its like there are 10 diffrent things going on in my brain at once. I'm really not sure how to get my thoughts to shut off long enough for me to fall asleep. I know that I need to get some sleep in order to make it to work on time. I lay down and close my eyes and all I have laying there in the dark is my thoughts. It sucks...there are times I wonder if I have insomnia or something. My sleep patterns are terrible. I am constantly tired no matter how much or how little sleep I get. Oh now I hear my dog out in the livingroom doing his "I'm dreaming" barks...LOL. Makes me laugh a lil. I hear the damn birds out side chirping away. Ok, I'm gonna try this sleep thing one more time. Thanks for listening to my thoughts. You have been a great audience. xoxo

Listen
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped me through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Will Always Be Your Friend You are never alone, I am always near, When you have troubles or feeling blue, All you have to do is call me, I am always around for my friends. It does not matter where I am, And it does not matter when, When you need someone to talk to you, Then I will always be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, Or all you need is a great big hug, I will be the shoulder to cry on, I will always be your friend. So never think that you are a burden, When the world gets you down, You do not have to be alone, For, I will always be your friend. BY: SEAN BATES

Lets Let It Go
I WANT TO START BY SAYING I AM SO VERY SORRY THAT I HAVE ALLOWED MY EMOTIONS TO RUIN SOMETHING THAT AT ONE TIME WAS THE STRONGEST FAMILY ON FUBAR I ASK BEFOR I LAY MY HEART OUT IN THIS BULLY THAT YOU ALL HAVE AN OPEN MIND AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY ... I FEEL IN MY HEART THAT WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN PETE AND MYSELF SHOULD STAY BETWEEN HIM AND I ,,, I WAS WRONG FOR EVER TALKING TO FRIENDS ABOUT WHAT WAS HURTING ME I SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO THE I LOVE EVERYONE HERE AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER HAS MADE SOME VERY BAD MISTAKES THEY ARE NOT PROUD OF AND PETE KNOWS HE HURT ME AND HE IS SUFFERING A GREAT DEAL AND IT REALLY KILLS ME INSIDE TO SEE HIM HURT SO BAD OVER SOMETHING I COULD HAVE STOPPED JUST BY KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT ... I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST JOINED CLUB F.A.R. I WAS AMAZED AT WHAT A WONDERFUL FAMILY IT WAS AND THOUGHT WOW IM STAYING HERE THEN PETE MADE ME A OWNER AND I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE I PUT ALOT OF TIME INTO THIS FAMILY I LOVED SO MUCH AND WHEN ALL THIS STATE

Blessings From Memory's Garden
I sit in what once was and grieve what is lost forever. And yet words once heard float like mind-perfume, opening up a floodgate of memory, recalling the moments when those words were spoken, and I am comforted. Thank you,O CREATOR, for the gift of remembering.

What Do You Think
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOMEONE SHOWING NAKED PICTURES OF THEMSELVES ON HERE,OR OF THEMSELVES HAVING SEX ? I PERSONALY THINK IT IS UP TO THE INDIVUAL .NOT FOR ME,THOSE THINGS ARE PRIVATE ,NOT FOR SHOW ON HERE TO WHOMEVER WANTS TO SEE THEM .... I MEAN SOME OF THESE ARE BETTER LEFT COVERED FOR REAL ,LOL I WAS ASKED BY A LOT OF MEN TO SHOW NAKED PICTURES, WELL CERTAIN PARTS ///THOUGH MY BODY IS NICE ,AND I THINK AT MY AGE IT STILL LOOKS GOOD ,I DON'T WANT TO GO AROUND SHOWING IT TO EVERYONE... DOESN'T ANYONE WANT A WOMAN WITH PERSONALITY,AND BRAINS ,AND LOVE ANYMORE ? DAM !

Stimulus!
How to use your IRS Stimuluscheck... As you may have heard, each of us will be getting a tax rebate check to stimulate the economy. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruits and vegetables it will go to Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless stuff it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America. The only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it at Yard Sales! Those are the only businesses left owned by Americans !! PASS IT ON !!!!

Dear God People Can You Help A Little We Are Dying Here
This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. Disciple ThE CoFfEe LaDy™*rockrules2001's Fantasy & Fu GF*393,000 to go manly -Serene Sunday All!510,000 to go LC Man788,000 to go Mr Tourette UK LEVELLERS FREELANCE BOMBER***1st IRISH BASED MALE GODFATHER859,000 to go Ozzy ( Pray for my son )1,027,000 to go *Phantom*1,147,000 to go cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH ~ {Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Swat Team}

Five Finger Death Punch - The Bleeding
Yea this song goes out to someone! In so many words i relate to this one "The Bleeding" [V1:] I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me [Pre-Chorus:] Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over [V2:] Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing [Pre-Chorus:] Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone [Chorus:]

Five Finger Death Punch "the Devil's Own"
Family what a wonderful thing The Devil's own Why!? [Chorus:] Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be? No matter what I've done, you've always criticized me Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be? When it's said and done, will you remember... [V1:] Slap on the wrist, smack in the face The family tree, gave me a name and nothing more Neglected seed, why!? [Pre-chorus:] It's because of you I'm broken It's because of you I'm dead inside I never asked to be here It's because of you I'm godforsaken I never wanted this It's because of you I'm dead inside [Chorus:] Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be? No matter what I've done, you've always criticized me What did I do wrong? Who was I supposed to be? When it's said and done, will you remember me? [V2:] A happy home, a fairy tale, a broken dream Gave me a life, then turned away Killed everything, why!? [Pre-chorus:] It's because of you I'm broken It's because of you I'

The Truth
The nice girls made of sugar and spice, who always get overlooked, and who sit and endure endless ranting about the psycho-bitch stalker slut men are wasting their time with, all the while embodying an angelic, classy exterior that is underrated. This is dedicated to the girls who pick up the phone at 2 a.m. to talk to their belligerently drunk guy friends and listen to them for hours about nonsense because they don't feel like going to sleep. This is for the girls who still say thank you to the guy who hurries to hold the door open for the leggy blonde in front of you, then squeezes in front of you and barely saves the door from slamming in your face. This is in honor of the girls who reiterate how lucky any girl would be to have a certain guy, and then tell him 50 different ways to impress the "girl of his dreams" who is too stupid and stuck up to notice him in the first place. This is in honor of the girls who pump up a man's ego because she knows how delicate is, and once it gets b

Hey Everybody!!!
hey to all my fabulous people! I hope all's well with everyone. I have missed being able to talk to everyone. We are all doing ok, Tyisha turned 13 last month! 3 teenagers at once! you know i'm going crazy! now I know why they invented shots (of henn). For real though things are about the same, but can only get better ? I just wanted to make sure all knew I was cool, and to send my love and wishes to everyone.

Well.... I Am Happy, He Makes Me Truly Happy
I moved out and moved on. I left my ex. And now I am with the one I have been truly involved with. I moved in with him about a month and a half ago. We are not just playing house here folks, we are truly a couple now. So when you see my crush and you see his crush on here, well it ain't no crush... it is reality. We are now able to do what our ultraego here says without any questions or hesitations. Well, enough said... see you all laterz!!

There's No Place Like Home Lol
Finally, my vacation has arrived (& I have earned it!). I'm leaving early tomorrow morning, going back to my hometown for a few days. Nothing special there; its just a very small town getting smaller by leaps and bounds. lol I guess sometimes Y/you just feel the need to go back to where Y/you came from, even if Y/you despise the banality of the place. My main reason for going, other than to get away from things, is to see my best friend from high school. Anyway, I'll be back Monday, hopefully with some new pics! ;P

Papa Roach - Forever
In the brightest hour in my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can’t get over you Can’t get threw to you It’s been a hell to scowter the romance from the start Take these memories that are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors Hell never forgive her Hell never forgive her Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You’re my heroine In this moment I’m lonely Fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I’m never forgiving this broken heart of mine Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever One last kiss before I go Dry your tears It is time to let you go One last kiss Before I go Dry y

The Ultimate Sin
Why Own When You Can Lease!! I will be hosting my first auction and I am lookin for people interested in entering. I will have 2 separate folders. One for cash bids and one just for fu bucks. YOU let me know which one you want to enter. In a fu-message give me the link to the picture you want to use and what you are offering and how long the lease will be. The fee to enter is 25K (fu-bucks) and I will make the tag for you. The auction will open on Friday, May 30, @ 11pm (EST) and will close on Friday, June 13, @ 11pm (EST). This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫

I Love Him
I've been looking for that someone, I can't make it on my own. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting, To become a better man? Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, [ When You Look Me In The Eyes lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. Every day, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I can hold my h

Erotic Dream
His sleeping was troubled lately. Sometimes you just can't turn your mind off. From thinking about the day's problems to erotic fantasies, sleep constantly eluded him. After a couple hours of tossing and turning, he finally managed to drift off. The dream started as it normally did. There was a female in the bed with him. How she got there, he didn't know, nor did he care. Only that her skin was soft, smooth, and crying out to be touched. She began to caress his chest while he put his arm around her and nestled her onto his shoulder. Softly he stroked her arm from her elbow to her shoulder while she began rubbing his stomach and chest in small circles slowly making her way down to his shorts. Where their bodies touched was fire and tingling on their skin. His breathing occasionally caught in his chest as her hand roamed his body. Slowly her hand made it's way down to the elastic on his shorts. His breath caught as she found what she was seeking. She need not have worried

My Bro ,,, Please Help
Ok friends im in need of calling in a favor..... So many have helped me level I was wondering if ya'll could help a friend of mine out...hes a cool dude... even tho the fish he catches are smaller than the ones i do...LOL...PLEASE PLEASE go show him some love

Nowhere Changes
nowhere changes this life and it's ocean of lies sifting through memories bitter to taste somehow still so sweet disenchanted by reasons familiar an abrupt ending to a beautiful beginning the quest undaunted we seek to the point of self-abnegation silence fades away the comfort all alone she waits inside herself beneath the clear blue sky many,many world's away

Broken Pieces
i am you inside words drift off into the night once again i feel the desperate attempt as you reach out for somthing new,but this time you're left broken the pieces no longer fit the mold you so desperately want i am you inside time only seems to move a fragment of lies to keep watch on your every move but don't be mistaken you can't hide what's already gone like yesterday distant like your eyes and lost like lovers....

Some Good News, And Some Bad News....
Hello all, I went to the Eye Dr yesterday, and had some good news. Each eye individually I have almost 20/20 vision, but, with my right eye socket still being broken, it is still causing the blury/double vision. The good news about that though is that it has been getting better, its slowly not as blurry and as some of the test showed it seems to be more blury only at certain directions, or double at certian directions, i.e. looking up is a lot works than looking left for example. At the moment is a hurry up and wait senario. He could prescribe corective lenses in which it would use a prism to redirect the light so things would be in focus. However, being I see the Plastic Surgeon on Friday to get another CT of the broken eye socket and see how its healing up, he doesnt want to do that yet in case there is a need for micro surgery or until he finds out if it will naturally correct itself over the next few months. Other than that, he said I just had a slight estigmatism

New Story Idea
I have been tossing around in my head a new idea for a new story and have beat it down to one where my husband and I are going into a favorite adult store of ours. We go into a video room to watch a flick together and I notice that a cock is inserted through the glory hole next to me. What takes place after that just may be one of the hottest stories I have ever written. When I find the time (ha ha ... when will that be around here?) I will begin to write it down and submit it here on the blog to view by all. Of course it will be one of the stories on volume 2 of my Adult Bedtime Stories CD.

24 Hour...
Fitness. Yes, I used to have a membership there and I quit it. I think I have to reassess myself, though. There are a lot of group classes at the one by the Alderwood Mall, which is close to me, so I'm going to try to go to a few and see if how it flies. So... 24 fitness, take two. JJ

Six Months So Far, And You're The First To Notice
In “Dilbert”, one of my favorite comic strips, stories are largely set in an office environment where the employees work in cubicles. I can relate to this except for being an engineer; one of the characters, Wally, is a poor performer and is not afraid of showing his disdain for corporate politics and contempt for make-work. (Not like me, though I could sometimes use the coffee mug the size of his chest he often carries.) Since “Dilbert” is a comic strip, he never gets fired and with his long hours he finds some creative ways to take time off. One of them was running an “in-cube sabbatical” titled “The Best of Wally” where he told his fellow employee, the title character Dilbert, that he was running a screen saver of his best moments while he was actually inside his cubicle. Dilbert asked him how long this had been going on, and Wally’s answer was the title of today’s entry. Dilbert’s humor makes me think and then laugh thoughtfully; there are times my real life does the s

No Regrets ... (can't Have True Joy Without Sorrow)
Caught up in this scene World seems so brand new Yet strangely nostalgic With the absence of you A few seasons have passed The solid fact that you are gone Only apparent when reminded By a scent or a song I reminisce on the love And reflect on the pain All the laughs, trials, and triumphs... All your Scorpio ways(lol) And I smile after the storm Which left me cold, broken and wet It made the sun feel so much better So I have no regrets ...

Flying The Really Friendly Skies!!
Arrest ends pilot's nude romp in the woods Pilot, flight attendant arrested, suspended from jobs Police say Pinnacle Airlines pilot wore only flip flops and a watch Police say couple told them they wanted "to go do it in the woods" Jeffrey Paul Bradford and Adrianna Grace Connor are both 24 HARRISBURG, Pennsylvania (AP) -- A pilot's nighttime romp in the woods with a flight attendant has ended with both suspended and under arrest, police said. Jeffrey Paul Bradford, 24, and Adrianna Grace Connor, 24, both employees of Pinnacle Airlines Inc., were at a diner on Sunday night before they apparently decided to take a walk, police said. "They told the officer they wanted to go do it in the woods, essentially," said Lower Swatara Township Police Sgt. Richard Brandt. "That's the best answer they had." Things went awry when people who live in the neighborhood summoned police around 9:30 p.m., saying they had seen a naked man and an intoxicated woman. A helicopter

Spam Returned ;-)
Man, I run out for a sec and have 3 lounge spams in my SB. So, I think I have a way of returning the love. I enter into the lounge and start to drop links to some of my favorite sites til they bump me out. Only seems appropriate. lol