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Honesty...really? Pt.2
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 A Couple More Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships Here are a couple more things you are likely to hear from Mr. Honesty. You're going to the movies, the choices: a syrupy love story in which one or the other of the main characters dies tragically at the end, or, a fast paced action movie with some nudity. Guess which one your open, honest man is going to actually shell out money for? You're gonna say, "Honey I want to see this one. It's supposed to be really good. Naomi and her boyfriend saw it last week and they both said it was good." Prince Charming knows Naomi and her wimp of a boyfriend, and knows that she has him totally pussywhipped. His response, "I really don't want to see it because I get the urge to slap you silly when you cry for no reason, and besides the other movie has tits and explosions." Now, he might change his mind if you promise a blowjob afterwards, but then again who wants a blowjob from a woman who's makeu

Thoughts On Patriotism.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Patriotism Current mood: thoughtful Category: Life Patriotism. What does that word really mean? My personal opinion is that it refers to the feelings one has when certain prompts are given to them about their country/flag/elected officials, etc. Other things enter my thoughts when I posed this question to myself. Such as, can a person be patriotic and an Atheist? Everywhere you look our country's symbolism is rife with the word GOD. Our money has it, our Pledge of Allegiance(sp), so if you don't believe in the Christian God, can you be a patriot? I believe so, 100%. I am Atheist and I still say the Pledge as I learned it. I definitely use money all the time. And I consider myself a patriot. I am respectful to the flag, I get choked up when I sing the National Anthem, I outright cry when I see images of the Vietnam Memorial Wall, and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because my father is a Vietnam vet and the stories I've heard from oth

For My Mom
Please keep Micki's mom Sandy & the family in ur thoughts and prayers, she is having surgery (tumors removed from her head) on Thursday March 27th. I love ya Micki! Ur mom, u and ur family are in my thoughts and prayers! Big ((Hugs)) Jen Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle@ fubar Sandys fav song :)

Follow Your Heart
I've got some insights will you listen? just give new love a start, forget the guilt ridden trip, and go on, follow your heart. I know it's so difficult, there's pain in the past, I'm not asking for you to forget, Just start a brand new life. Life wasn't meant to be easy, and a life is such a long, long time, hard to make some words fit, its sometimes hard to make them sound right. But I can't imagine life, without taking a chance. And now I know my decision, is one of those painful choices, damned if do and damned if I don't, I can already hear those voices. The what if's, The could have beens. We have cried and laughed together, oh, how I love to see you smile, and I will be so understanding, if you can only wait a little while. But life is not forever, and you need to take a chance when you can. But life is what it is, very few have mastered the art, and all I'll ever ask you, is please, just follow your heart. Copyright March 26, 20

Day 1 2008
Well didn't do much of anything today, other than spent lots of time on the phone making calls back home. Got an email from my son though so all in all it was a pretty good day. I think. So I will try and post more and more in the days to come.

Pain With Compassion
When our heart hurts, and we must stand strong. It is a relief to know, that one shall be there to hold you. From a distance i offer my shoulder and ear, for you to rely on. From a distance i pass my sympathy and compassion for you to hold as your own. Till i can stand next to you, my heart weeps when you weep. Till i can hold you close i pass all my thoughts to you over the wind and across the seas. For when we ache it is hard to let it out, for when we cry its tears we tend to hide. But with me those tears i shall wipe from your cheek, i shall rock you in my arms, untill you feel safe. I will always be there even across the ocean, with a ear, and my heart ready for you to hold. No time, no distance, nothing shall keep me from you, for you are part of me now, a part i never wish to lose. Copyright Feb 2008, J.Stacy

The Thoughts In My Head
Well, this blog is going to give you a look inside the mind of someone with a mental illness. Maybe then you all will know that this isn't something to laugh about and know how serious something like this is. I know I will get a lot of people that will leave stupid comments about how retarded I am for posting this and all I have to say to them is FUCK OFF!!! Well it is 2:10am, March 27, 2008. I am sitting here because I can't sleep. I have been depressed all day and for no reason really. I woke up in a pissed off mood for no reason and decided that I would go off on everyone. Not meaning to do that I mean it just happens. BTW I am bipolar. For those that don't know what the hell that is it is a disorder that makes you go from being happy to depressed to pissed off yell and going off on anyone that is around. For the people that don't believe that mental illnesses like mine are real I would love for you to deal with me during my episodes and see if I can control it. As of now I am in th

Why Men Are Happier
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5

Wow Birthday Bliss
so this bday has just all round rocked started off with the weekend sat night being insane dancing free cover free vip free drinks do it up right ya :P here i thought no one would go dancing with few will had such a hard time but then my good friend saves me takes me dancing at the clubt its jsut awsome then enters mr. *i wear my sunglasses at night * :P dances up behind me dropa to his knees he wild he a dance my frind pulls us up to the frount of the club away from him and i am slightly sad but he finds me again once again coming up behind me ... we all had soo much fun dancing away hours and share a cab to my friends wre we party it up all night long .... sooo needed so weirder still i never been invted to easter but the guys asked us to come to there easter party it was awsome good drinks great meal so fun party party party they even had cake for me it was epic so sweet thoughtful fun and jsut a blast thre there friends were amaaing just good time all round so t

Dying For Better Boobs
Cheerleader’s death highlights rare surgical risk High school senior dies after undergoing cosmetic breast surgery March 26: Stephanie Kuleba went under the knife for a cosmetic procedure and ended up dying. What went wrong? NBC’s Mark Potter reports. Stephanie Kuleba’s friends called her “Sunshine” because that was the perfect nickname for the outgoing and bubbly girl who was everybody’s friend, the cheerleader with the near-perfect grade-point average who was too nice and too perfect for anybody to resent. “She was just the kind of girl that everyone loved,” a friend, Dayna Mercer, told NBC News. “There was nothing bad about her.” But the 18-year-old high school senior, who was headed to college and then medical school, felt she needed to be even more perfect. Her breasts were asymmetrical and she had an inverted areola, so she went to an outpatient cosmetic surgery clinic in Boca Raton, Fla., to have what she saw as a problem attended to by doctors. Story continues b

Prayer For My Friend Shawna!!
hi everyone can you drop by my friends page and say a prayer for her please! she went to the doctors yesterday and got shocking news that she has cancer and well you may know the rest is you to friends and support... im just hoping that if we all pray that it will have a better out come and just be a mistake or glitch in the system, shes 35 and allready has burried her daughter and has a 7 year old son that took it hard hwen his sister passed, so please can you take a moment and drop by her page and show sum to her and pray............... shes on my top friends list and her profile page is (shawna)

More Tests
those of you who know me well enough know i have been ill , well had another appointment yesterday to find out i need to have a endoscopy done soon and more blood work was done.. still not feeling well , so i will only be on from time to time.. love to you all, tracy

Day #2
Well, I just woke up, And My coffee is extra strong. The Dull ache of a craving is sitting in my gut, and I sip Coffee. Today should be interesting, I have to be at work 8 hours. I can't decide whther I shold bring a couple smokes with me, incase I feel the need to kill, I can go and have one. Ir if I just Leave them at home, and Kill when the need comes. ANyways, I will NOT Smoke today. I just have to remember that.

Untitled...
Untitled May you find The ocean so vast In my eyes Feel the caressing Of the waves From my touch Recall the melodic sound With every whisper on your cheek Please remember the sun And the warmth of the sea As you bathe into my soul And drown in my embrace For when you hear “I love you” May those words Take you back To the world you left If just for a moment May you realize Your nature’s goddess Has been replaced By me… Miles away From any ocean Or the deep blue sea Written by: UnchainedMelody 3-27-08

I Just Love This One - And It Is Told So Well In This Posting From The Internet
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went s

The Top 5 Things That Women Falsely Assume About Men
From Oprah to Dr. Phil, from all your "girly" magazines, from all the stories you've heard from your girlfriends, a lot of women have these "conventional wisdoms" about guys that they swear are just gospel. Sad thing is, there are enough asshole guys, and enough bullshit that can be twisted around to make assumptions seem as factual. But it just isn't always the case. So many things are said about men that too many women, and too many of us men accept as true. 1. All men are DOGS!.....If that was the case, we wouldn't socialize by taking you out to eat and to the movies. We'd just sniff your ass, hike up your skirt, and fuck you sideways until someone grabs the garden hose and sprays us off of you. Most men, by nature, are visual creatures. So yes, we base a lot off of physical features. But when maturity and experience actually sets in, we know better than to just fall for a pretty face or a slim waist. And if your personal experiences have you screaming that all men are dogs, what

Rant
Theres alot of people out there who bitch and complain about everything.. well.. right now im gonna bitch and complain. First thing i want to bring up is this... a friend of mine brought up an argument on Immigration.. Whats the problem with people wanting to come here? huh? I mean seriously.. coming here legally and being stuck here illegally, dont mean that they have to be deported to where they came from.. sending back the ones who came here illegally in the first place crossing the border without a rightful pass way to get into this fucked up country. I am german.. I love germany.. granted my countries history isnt great.. but the part i came from was quiet.. from what i remember and from what i hear. I never in my wildest dreams see all the shit going on here.. Why would you want to kick out people who deserve to be here.. and my friend is right.. this country is the biggest fuck up.. wanna know why this is the richest country? because the government is stealing from people.. and

You Think It's Funny?
With this sort of medical breakthroughs I wonder how long our human race can survive!!!!! An Israeli doctor says "Medicine in my country is so advanced that we can take a kidney out of one man, put it in another, and have him looking for work in six weeks." A German doctor says "That is nothing, we can take a lung out of one person, put it in another, and have him looking for work in four weeks. A Russian doctor says "In my country, medicine is so advanced that we can take half a heart out of one person, put it in another, and have them both looking for work in two weeks." The Texas doctor, not to be outdone, says "You guys are way behind, we recently took a man with no brains out of Texas, put him in the White House for eight years, and now half the country is looking for work."

To All My Friends And Future Friends
I love and appreciate all the new friendships i have had since i started fubar this month. It's awesome to meet all new people and so many of them are just wonderful to me. I would like to thank every last one of my friends for just being there. If any of you just need to talk or need help with something specific just message me. Take care love ya all mmfwcl!

Be Gentle
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall

Heart Doctor
Their is someone who comes along When you are feeling blue And writes some words upon a page Trying his best to cheer you He looks at you and tries to see The pain in that deep groove And pour some honey flavored words Over the wound to soothe Just to have a doctor there To see what he can do Makes you feel like someone cares And wants to help you too He doesn't think about himself He only thinks of others But he deserves a kind word too He is the sweetest lover

I Wish I Were A Cliff
I wish I were a cliff Rather than a gentle hill That climbing up on top Might be some kind of thrill. I wish I were a sand dune Rather than a verdant garden That my undulations Might your passion harden. I wish I were a vixen Rather than a faithful dog That you might pursue me With more than just a nod. But I am the one I am Rather than the one I'm not, So please make me the fantasy That keeps our loving hot.

Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show

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5 Misconceptions That Guys Have About Women
It seems that most guys have these misconceptions about women that are assumed true. And it usually comes from their rare experiences with certain individuals. Even sadder, some of it comes from stories they heard or read, or something they saw on tv. Which is unfortunate. 1. Women don't enjoy or think about sex as much as men.........OMG that's a fuckin' lie! Have you even had a conversation with a woman? Read a Cosmo magazine lol. Or one of those romance novels. Geez, they make the articles in Playboy look like Dr. Seuss stories. Still don't agree? Take your index finger and stick it in your ear. Wiggle it around for a minute. Take your finger out of your ear. Now which one feels better, your finger or your ear? 2. Man, she's a bitch! She must be on her period...... You're just setting yourself up to be cussed out. Now yes, PMS can make a woman "on edge", but that isn't the only reason a woman will snap. You ever think that she doesn't like your goofy ass? Ever think that your

Gop ( Good Old Party) Suck Eggs
The GOP has gone ballistic with its emphasis on religion. The GOP Leaders are lost. They have no plan for real education, real jobs, real science, real medicine, and real tax breaks. Above all, the GOP no longer has a clue about reason, civil rights, human rights, and civil liberties. All the GOP is interested in is supporting and promoting more fanatics (war-mongers and religion-mongers). The GOP has abandoned the core principals of the "spirit and meaning of America" in favor of the embrace of the unenlightened and their love of the Dark Age ideas. One simple example: The GOP welcomes the spending of trillions of dollars on a lost war. However, the GOP vetoes a few billion for child healthcare. The GOP is profoundly out of touch with reason. For the sake of freedom, civil rights, civil liberties, women's rights, minority rights, human rights, justice, real science, real medicine, real jobs, real education, etc. (meaning for the sake of "the spirit and meaning of America

Yeah Boy From Last Night
Cool Shit From Last Nite last night me and my girl went to see seabound and iris well after iris proformed i got one of the song set list's and then my girlfriend said 2 me she would love their autographs so i said ask them they are normal people just walk up and ask she said i can not so i took the paper i got all 3 members of iris to autogrpagh the sheet then after seabound profromed i got their song set list and got all 3 of their autographs and got the lead singer's to personalize his to my girlfreind and when we left she was in a state of heaven and said i was the best boyfriend she has ever had and the best husband in the world which when she said that it made my heart beat faster and made a smile come across my face and made a tear run down my face ( thankfully it was raining so she did not see it ) well i am out for now see ya ~Lost In The Dark~

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Looking For Staff
I am looking for anyone interested in helping run the family. You will have access to the homepage here and will have to help with blogs, bulletins and recruiting new members... if you are interested please sent a private message to the homepage! Thanks!

Check It Out!!
All that you deserve Is more than I can give But I will give my word For as long as I shall live A smile for every tear Peaceful days for sleepless nights Strength to face your fears The courage to stand and fight Shelter from the rain A kiss to dry your eyes Comfort from the pain Bold truth for the worlds' lies I'l give you all I am To show you that you're loved But I'm just a mortal man And I hope that I'm enough

Aries! About Your Sign...
Aries! About Your Sign... Aries The spring equinox, March 21, is the beginning of the new zodiacal year and Aries, the first sign, is therefore that of new beginnings. The young ram is adventurous, ambitious, impulsive, enthusiastic and full of energy. The Arian is a pioneer both in thought and action, very open to new ideas and a lover of freedom. They welcome challenges and will not be diverted from their purpose except by their own impatience, which will surface if they don't get quick results. Aries subjects are courageous leaders with a genuine concern for those they command, being responsible people, it is rare that they will use their subordinates to obtain their own objectives as leaders, but occasionally it does happen. They do not make very good followers because they are too "take charge". They may be unwilling to obey or submit to directions for which they can see no reason, or with which they disagree. They are much concerned with self, both positively and negatively

He Comes To Me....
This is a dream I had back in 2005...it has stuck with me ever since. He does visit me still to this day...enjoy... He comes to me... I am in a forest. Dark...gloomy...despair. Its all around. There is thunder...there is lightening. Its raining. The rain just adds to my sorrow. I feel as tho I am enclosed in my tears. It swells. I feel frightened and alone. It feels all black and dark to me. I start to walk backwards. I dont want to be here. I want to go far away. As far as my legs will take me. I want to go home. The thunder sounds like drums towards my death...like nature is playing my death march. I turn the other direction to run and I see them. The most frightful eyes. Deep green piercing eyes. Just staring at me. They can see in my soul...and kno my feelings. They have me frozen. They come towards me in a fury. I run as fast as I can the other way. I run as fast as my legs will allow. Hoping that this beast doesnt capture me. I think to myself I will not allow i

Facts About Shawn
Shawn can sneeze with his eyes open Shawn can eat just one lays potato chip Shawn Destroyed the periodic table because he only recognizes the element of suprise There are no races, only countries of people Shawn has beaten to different shades of black and blue. When Shawn was denied an Egg McMuffin at McDonald’s because it was 10:35, he roundhouse kicked the store so hard it became a Wendy’s. Shawn doesn’t actually write books, the words assemble themselves out of fear Shawn CAN believe it’s not butter Shawn can divide by zero. The grass is always greener on the other side, unless shawn has been there. In that case the grass is most likely soaked in blood and tears. A picture is worth a thousand words. A Shawn is worth 1 billion words While urinating, Shawn is easily capable of welding titanium. Contrary to popular belief, there is indeed enough Shawn to go around Shawn doesnt shave; he kicks himself in the face. The only thing that can cut Shawn i

Finished My Final Exam
I just completed my final written exam for my hypnotist certification. I am now scheduled for an oral presentation with my tutor for Thurs. April 10 @ 5 PM. As soon as I complete the oral presentation I will then be certified. I already have planned to get into a more advanced class for those who wish to quit smoking in the next few weeks. Wow... I have not taken so many tests before. I finished with a score of 94.4% on my final exam. I missed two questions.... oh well.

Set Me Free
Life it seems to fade away, Drifting farther everyday. Getting lost with in myself, Nothing matters, No one else, I have love the will to love, Simply nothing more for me, Need the end to set me free, Things aren't what they used to be, Missing one inside of me, Deathly loss this can't be real, Growing darkness,taking dawn, I was me,but now he's gone.

Hi All Of Fubar!!!!
HEY! I am sorry! I am ot online a lot of times bec of we don't have a P/C!!! But very soon We get a House and we will hook up for 2 of PC! It is for my gF and Me to using!!! See ya few weeks!!! I don't ingore u or everyone!! Bec of we don't have a PC!! I feeling sorry!! Thanks Mike!

Dark Warrior Poem
Dark Warrior When a man's heart, is filled from other's deceit, It burns up; dies and a dark shadow falls over his soul From the ashes of a once great man has risen a curse A wrong that must be righted You look to the skies for a vindicator Someone to strike fear into the black heart Of the same man who created him The battle between good and evil has begun Against an army of shadows comes the Dark Warrior A prevailor of good With a voice of silence And a mission of justice This is....me

For The Von Erichs:heaven Needed A Champion
Heaven Needed A Champion You wore the family name with pride, Boldly you went forward. Did the things a lesser man might not have ever done A tornado from the Texas Plains, You came and changed our lives and now you're gone With the Lone Star State emblazen On your battle taugs proclaiming you A native son with strength and love and pride Your the morning star that shined For one brief moment in eternity And all too soon God called you to his side Heaven needed a champion, That's why he took you Heaven needed a champion But God knows we need you too Now the arena is dark and empty With a single, blazing spotlight Shining on the ring Its like the eternal light they speak of That they use to preserve a memory Now someday that light will lose its brilliance And these songs we sing will be forgotten too But even then the spirits of Fritz, Jack, Chris, Mike, David and Kerry Von Erich Will be sweet and fresh

School
Ok I am very excited here. I just spent an hour out at the college an I have to set up a meeting with some on to get my student loan set up so I can start school this fall!!! I am kinda scared but excited all in the same. I have not been in school for like 12 yrs! But since my daughter will be in 8th grade an my son starts school this fall I figure what the hell what better time to go back then now right. My major is Web Graphics. Sooo that is all I wanted to say. I was just to excited not to share. Hugs to all

Outch
well ppl i hurt my bk last nyt heres how it all happend.... i was goin out lst nyt drinkin nd we wer dressin up as showgirls nd my m8 was helpin me wit my corset nd put her knee on my bk nd it cracked nd gave way. so now all i can du is gt up and walk 2 the kitchen. i even went 2 work and they had me sittin on a fukin chair.made me suffer friggin arseholes they are.

For A Dear Friend
If you are lost in your way Deep within a dark story You are full of doubt You fear going a stray Open your heart Let the pain pour out Cling to memories brighter. I hear the chorus of your heart Your lonesome folly Your need to find the light Your fight to take flight I will find you Taking you back from the dark world In friendship's kiss you will find your way. This is to my wonderful friend Pete, I hope you know how much I love having you in my life!

My Secret Place
THERE IS A PLACE KNOWN ONLY TO ME WITHIN MY WORLD OF DREAMS A SECRET ROOM A HIDING PLACE NONE OTHER HAS EVER SEEN A QUIET ROMANTIC HAVEN HERE PASSION LIVES ANEW A WONDERLAND OF SIGHTS AND SOUND RESERVED FOR ME AND YOU FAR BEYOND THE STRESS OF LIFE I HAVE RESERVED FOR TWO A LOVELY SEASIDE VILLA ABOVE THE OCEAN BLUE A SHANGRA LA FOR SUCH AS WE SWEET LOVE IS WAITING THERE A PARADISE OF HOPE AND DREAMS EACH NIGHT YOU JOIN ME THERE SWEET MUSIC PLAYS WITHIN THE NIGHT A CAROUSEL OF DREAMS WHIRLING AS A SPINNING TOP ITS LIKE YOU'VE NEVER SEEN A WORLD ALL OF MY MAKING DESIGNED AND BUILT FOR YOU FAR BEYOND ALL THAT YOU'VE KNOWN IF ONLY IT WERE TRUE WHEN LIFE AND TIME ARE TAXING WHEN PRESSED INTO EXTREMES I MUST ESCAPE AND GET AWAY THAT IS ALL I NEED AND SO I GO TO OUR PLACE MY SOUL ONCE MORE RENEWS FOR IN THIS WORLD OF FANTASY ONCE MORE I AM WITH YOU.................. GARY SMITH

Brilliant Disguise...truest Song Lyrics Ever
Brilliant Disguise by Bruce Springsteen I hold you in my arms, As the band plays What are those words whispered baby, Just a you turn away? I saw you last night, Out on the edge of town. I want to read you mind to know just what i've got in this new thing i've found. So tell me what I see, When i look in your eyes. Is that you baby or just a brilliant disguise? I heard somebody call your name, from underneath our willow. I saw something tucked in shame, underneath your pillow. Well i've tried so hard baby, but i just can't see. What a woman like you, is doing with me. So tell me who i see, when i look in your eyes. Is that you baby or just a brilliant disguise? Now look at me baby, Struggling to do everything right. And then it all falls apart Oh, when out go the lights. I'm just a lonely

Forgetfulness
I try to forget you, To erase you from my mind. You still creep back all the time. You are an addiction, A poison wine. You have scared me very deep inside. That poison wine runs through my veins, It has totally changed my perspective. I try to say it all will change, I will met the man of my dreams. The one who will love me, Be my friend, Support me in a way only he can. When he comes, will you be gone? You this poison in my mind. Or will you remain there haunting me, Living in the attic of what might have been? Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

New Sexy Hair!
I had a real shitty day yesterday but in the end the person that hurt my feelings came over and apologized and we hugged and forgave. Men sometimes say things they don't mean or say the stupidest things without realizing what they are saying may be slightly insulting. When I told him he made me cry, he was shocked and didn't even know what he had said. You move on and get over it. I later got an email from him asking if he could make it up to me and I responded with "you better". Think he might get the hint? I walked on the treadmill for the 3rd day in a row. Even without my cheerleader....where are you cheerleader? lol I walked 2.5 miles yesterday and 1.6 today. I just need to keep up the habit. I am sore but it is very manageable. I also got my hair cut and colored today. I needed a trim and some shape to my hair since I have been letting it grow. I had her add one blond streak in it from underneath so it just peaks out if I want it to. Kind of sexy. I took so

Important
hey all sorry for the mass but a bit of information i thought needed to go out, there is an email going around with the subject question it or fanbox. PLZ dont open it, it is a flash bomb ( a shit load of ies will pop up and freeze ur system ) i just informing everyone on my list ... ty all and have a good evening ~end mass

Trouble Calling Mi
aint nobody love me as a young nicca finger on my trigger lord forgive me if i smoke niccas b/c i have ta be a G till i die ppl want ta play ppl want to spray well when iam done there will be no fear in my heart for ppl to say.When u mess wit fam ya mess wit me so when ya shot her ya also shot at mi so when ya see mi get ready ta feel the death dats about to come for u and also anybody else dat want beef

Bitch Please
All those nasty comments can’t get me stressed From what I’ve heard about you I’m not that impressed Petty hoes and skanky tricks Fuckin’ freely and suckin’ dicks Fuck what you say, I’ma do me You can keep hatin’ jealously You tried me and I came with class Mad as hell cause he don’t want your ass Throwing stones when you’re just as guilty Yeah, look at you, you just filthy You hatin cause you want my spot But low-class hoes can’t get what I got Grimy, dirty, trick-ass skeez Look at me? Na, look at you…bitch please.

Just Complaining...
Well you know I was sitting at the keyboard one day and then I see someone has rated me a 2...I don't care. But I was curious and I wanted to see what he looked like..I went to his page. OMG!!! I mean...I'm not extremely good looking but I'm certain I'm not as butt fucking ugly as this thing. I can't recall the name but I put him on block cause he was all over my page with rude obnoxious fucking comments galore. I mean I can take it but hell if you can't say it nicely with the touch of sarcasim then stfu and stay off my page. I have a big time sense of humor and I can take a joke ..or take it and fuck off one or the other. But some people just have the audacity to be a buncha dumbasses. Then there are guys who ask you to go look at their dicks and then ask you what you think. If I think they look wonderful I'll tell them...and I have told a few. This is not directed at any of them that I have told ..looking good to. So don't come back to me getting all pissy. There was one guy...

By The Lightof Dawn
I sat back and watched a life I thought was mine lived through a body so refined… Only so I could look back and see, that this life wasn’t me, that person aint free My mind’s in the dream world, somewhere in between… this madness and sadness depression and greed. But I found a solution, I picked up the gun, hung brer rabbit, and off I run… Gave him a 10 pin salute As I pressed the lines, Marching cracked boots further into dusty vines and at the end of that rainbow, i called for the hatter Figured he’d look just as good covered in grey matter. I liked how your face looked on mine After hacking and slashing I found that design Sew em together, make a maritime suit So this sense of evil can take hold, take root. Forgiven I won’t be. But I can press on Because no matter how bad, all goes away come that light of dawn.

Poem
As i sit here time goes by My life flashes before my eyes Thinking of the past Pondering the future Wondering why we exist Thte fact that life has no purpose No point, No climax WHY ARE WE HERE God? Love? Self? Procreation? There is no one solution to this equation The point, the meaning of life is to mearly SURVIVE We all have trials and tribulations I guess the meaning of life is less an answer But more of a continuing decision Why we suffer. Why do we continue What goal? What Focus? What objective? What do we hold in our mind thats worth fighting for. The meaning of life is what we make it NO ONE ANSWER. The continuing quest to find; that one person that one religion that one job that one objective that one posession that one passion Happiness is our endever to find what ever it is that we feel is worth the pain the struggle the tears the time Its less of "Why are we alive"? but Wha

P M S (im Sorry I Truly Am)
DEDICATED TO SOMEONE I CARE DEEPLY FOR AND THOUGH HE MAY NEVER EVEN SEE THIS I JUST NEEDED TO DO THIS..IM SORRY FOR BEING A CRY BABY HYSTERICAL CRAZY SEEMING PERSON THIS PAST WEEK PRE MENSTRUAL SYNDROME I had my worst cycle in my life this month and it really made me read up. I've worked in ob/gyn for 15yrs and me personally have never really had an extreme cycle up til now. sure I had the usual lil emotional, lil edgy, some bloating, and even crankiness. well some simple symptoms are Physical symptoms include: Breast swelling and tenderness. Bloating, water retention, weight gain. Changes in bowel habits. Acne. Nipple discharge when nipples or breasts are pressed. (Any leakage that spontaneously happens when you aren't pressing on the nipple should be checked by a health professional.) Food cravings, especially for sweet or salty foods. Sleep pattern changes. Fatigue, lack of energy. Decreased sexual desire. Pain. Common complaints include headaches or

Mummzeral
I Just rolled this out of my brain in a pain killer mumm and thought...hmmm I can do more with this and it can come in handy for future mumm use. I need some graffix and things....but I will play with it as I go. Have that burning feeling in ur eyes everytime you read a mumm? Wish there was something you could take for chronic bad mumm posting? Well you are not alone...and now there is hope Its called Mummzeral. Mummzeral works by blocking a Fubarians mummtard receptors. Thus rendering the Fubarian incapable of creating a bad mumm. Some Fubarians even experienced an increasing in blogging. While others found the were actaully capable of deciding what they want for dinner on their own. Mummzeral may not be for everyone. Check with your doctor if you experience an increase in overactive bloggin or if pointless stashing occurs. Mummzeral....Dont mumm about if you need it or not....TAKE THE DAM PILL!!!!

Emitons & Other Things
I am tired of crying. Crying brings up even more pain that you were trying to hide. It brings things to mind that you were trying to forget. Im tired of all the bullshit!!!!Im tired of acting like i have "so called friends"that dont even hang out with me anymore or nething.Im tired of bein used all the time.Im tired of bein the one oh "theres Erica,lets go hang out with her since we have nothing better to do"ya exactally what im sayin.Im so tired of it.All i want are some good friends that i can trust & actually wanna hang out with me because THEY WANT TO not bc they are bored or have nothing better to do.Im tired of bein nice all the time.I think its time that i just start bein a bitch.Because i seriously really can't take this pain anymore.It hurts so bad.I have been out here for a year now.An only have maybe 2 friends i can really TRUST with anything.Carrie & Tina-i love you girls,an thanx for always bein there for me when i needed u the most! I just wish you guys could just

An Artist
The artist Current mood: blissful So lately in my days of adulthood I have found my true creativity. But what is creativity? The need to be random which causes something to be unique and then turns creative? I think that could be it possibly. I find myself thinking though that I am an artist. Not for drawing, singing, writting or anyother form of entertaining the masses. No that owuld be to easy for me. But I am an artist in my mind, someone who sees things and sees the art in them. I tend to find myself at the Enclave. A nice little, quiet coffe house in the downtown part of my neighborhood. And in this coffee shop I find the most interesting of people. The most pure for art people. The man who sits there for hours drawing faces of the same five woman. Always changing but never diffrent. Then the musician. The man I seem to see everywhere but only ever to speak to at this place. The man who always has his guitar and is always playing or tuneing it. Then you find the random

3 Chances To Own Buc Himself. 3 Auctions & All Of Them End Tomorrow @ 11:59. Still Time
Okay- Buc is up for grabs in 3 auctions!! you have 3 chances to Fu-Own the bucman himself! Here are the auctions i am in now Lil Slave girls auction Also i am in JC's Auction! Club Raven Auction(Memebers only can bid) Good luck!! And may the best bidder win!! Read my blog for what i am offering or i'll link it to ya

Naughty Quiz
Nasty Quiz Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my

Suicide
How To Say This Some Of You Know I'm Bi But Ok So This Poem Was Written When I Was Going Out With My Girlfriend Renee..... Thoughts of suicide come to mind As I sit here in silence a seat across from a friend She does not know that her medication has not been misplaced But is sitting in my work bag Waiting for me to take them Waiting for me to follow my plan of suicide I cry alone in my heart I cry in a place of silence away from everyone Tired from a lack of sleep My mind roaming all the time I can't seem to get to sleep at night My girlfriend talking to me and keeping me awake at night She has her problems I look into her eyes and tell her everything will be okay But in my heart I have this bad thoughts The thoughts of suicide That will soon come true What can I say to her She knows it is coming she does not know when She feels it in her heart I am breaking her and I am sorry But it is me that will make my fate come to me My ti

My Finaly Hour
My darkest hour in the night Looking in smudgy tears with fright A deep bleeding gash at the wrist To this there is no twist Walking all alone in some foggy rain Nothing from this sight to gain Only to trip, to slip and fall Hearing people shout "this is your last call!" A smooth cold shiny silver blade It comes and knocks down the door to invade I shout and scream for it to leave But it always wins and ends up under my sleeve The water smooth and clear as crystal But this sight is unofficial No one knows what really goes on Behind the woods of this seemingly sweet pond THIS IS MY FINAL HOUR...

Life In General
LIFE IN GENERAL CONTAINS ALOT OF DIFERENT THINGS. IT ALL DEPENDS ON YOU AS A PERSON. SOME PEOPLE PLAY GAMES WITH PEOPLE, SOME PLAY WITH THERESELVES.LOL.. THE QUESTION OF THE DAY IS. DO YOU EXIST OR LIVE? THE CHOICE IS YOURS. JUST SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT. PEACE

You See...
I was trying to get your attention not to mention come up with an invention similar to a shatterproof heart in the beginning you were the start of my smiles, the end of my tears I knew this thing we had would last for years all I had to do was trust in you Pain comes in so many different hues can I get one in blue..please perhaps you can give me two in red so I can visit my rage twice in one night For I am constantly losing sight because of this blood in my eyes everytime I blink for clear vision weary eyelids scratch my corneas the gritty salt of my tears intensifies the pain this is why I don't cry no longer do I cry Can you see me now? NO! Can you see me now? What about now? Let me climb o the top of the hill turn left lean my head to the right I think I have a signal that you'll understand a few universal gestures Can you see me now? What about now? Of course you can't Your eyes have been closed for so long you might ju

Hey To All My Friends Just Want To Write In Here And Tell You All That Im Pregent
hey to all my friends i just found out im 6 in half weeks pregent. im happy that i am but i am kinda scared too. just wanted to let all u know

Broken Soul
Your told that your loved, You give love in return The heart beats everytime he speaks to you The soul sings with joy Things begin to change No more calling or coming by No more talking or seeing him The heart begins to break Your mind begins to spin Your soul, finally healed Locks up again Your told that your loved, You give love in return, What do you do what you get a broken soul instead of love?

Sex Calories
It's been known for years that sex is good exercise, but until recently nobody had made a scientific study of the caloric expenditure of different sexual activities. Now, for the first time in the Western World, here are the true caloric benefits of sex. Removing her clothes With consent 12 Calories Without consent 187 Calories Opening her bra With both hands 8 Calories With one hand 12 Calories With your teeth 85 Calories Putting on a condom With an erection 6 Calories Without an erection 315 Calories Preliminaries Trying to find the clitoris 8 Calories Trying to find the G-Spot 92 Calories Positions Missionary 12 Calories 69 lying down 78 Calories 69 standing up 112 Calories Wheelbarrow 216 Calories Doggy Style 326 Calories Italian Chandelier 912 Calories Orgasm Real 112 Calories False 315 Calories Post Orgasm Lying in bed hugging 18 Calories Getting up immediately 36 Calories Explaining why you got out of bed immediately 816 Calo

Let's Level Larry!
He's just 20k away from Henchman and he always busts his ass helping everyone. Give him a good spanking! SBM08 ~Enforcer@ "THE VIP LOUNGE"* Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers*~Fu-Owned by Carolena838@ fubar

Tribute
In tribute and in memory of the fallen. God Bless them and their familes. Tribute to the Fallen - Some Gave All -------------------------------------- Tribute to the Americans who "gave all" in Iraq and Afghanistan since the start of hostilities. Pictures of 2,500 of the more than 3,800 military people who died in the service of their country. Mothers, Wives, Sisters and Daughters -------------------------------------- Tribute to the women in the military who died while fighting for us in Afghanistan and Iraq. Includes some pictures of the woman as civilians and includes some pictures of their memorials.

Leprechaun Hunt
Leprechaun Hunt It was an overcast day and the gentle rain was slowly drizzling down over my Grandmother's cottage roof, but nothing could take away from the beauty of her Ireland. The grass was green and soft, and the cottages, although old, were beautiful to wander amongst. From somewhere in one of the winding, narrow alleys the sound of a fiddle reached my ears, and I could hear the laughter of the country people as they gathered to dance to the lively tune. The only thing missing was my leprechaun. Granny had told me when I first arrived, that if I found a leprechaun to hold on to him until he gave me his pot of gold, but all through the school holidays I had seen no sign of one. My friend, Joelene, told me of a small hillock on the outskirts of town that was rumored to be a fairy mound, and together we spent many pleasant hours lying in the soft green grass waiting to see a fairy, telling silly jokes and giggling, and almost every time rolling do

A Different Light, Chante Moore
Dedicated to my love, my soul mate forever, Jimm! I see you in a different light Candle light, moon light I see you in a different way Through different eyes, and it’s so nice I see you like I’ve never seen you before The way I wanna see you, much more Oh tonight, tonight I see you in a different way -2- We were just friends, that’s how it started You told me your secrets, I told you mine You were always there with a shoulder to lean on anytime Now something’s changed, nothing’s the same You’re here beside me -repeat-1- -3-(jojo hailey)- You were the one I’d always turn to The one I could talk to, the one I could trust Who’d of ever dreamed we’d be here together making love The sweetest surprise has come to my life You’re here beside me Repeat-1- -4- When did your kisses get so sweet Baby, it’s such a sweet surprise to me To look into your eyes And it’s so nice I see you like I’ve never seen you before Oh tonight, tonight I see you in a differ

Look What You've Done To Me, Boz Scaggs
Hope they never end this song, this could take us all night long. I looked at the moon and I felt blue. Then I looked again and I saw you. Eyes like fire in the night, bridges burning with their light. Now I'll have to spend the whole night through and honey, yes, I'll have to spend it all on you... Love, look what you've done to me, I never thought I'd fall again so easily. Oh love, you wouldn't lie to me would you? Leading me to feel this way... They might fade and turn to stone, let's get crazy all alone. Hold me closer than you'd ever dare, Close your eyes and I'll be there. And after all is said and done, after all, you are the one. Take me up your stairs and through the door. Take me where we don't care anymore... Love, look what you've done to me, I never thought I'd fall again so easily. Oh love, you wouldn't lie to me would you? Leading me to feel this way... Love, look what you've done to me, I never thought I'd fall again so easily. Oh love, you wou

Houses Lead To Trouble.
lmao It doesn't work when you try and hit me 30 minutes after I comment. Guy asked if he should buy a house. Too lazy to look up MuMM. ->captainhowdy: It doesn't count when they have dicks dude. Try again. captainhowdy: youre absolutely right i dont have 1 i have 3 ->captainhowdy: God knows you don't have a woman that needs yours. lmao You fail at life dude. Get out of your moms basement. Get that house. captainhowdy: dont you have a vibrator that needs youyr attention? ->captainhowdy: A little slow on the draw there. Come back when you've beat mental retardation. captainhowdy: then fucking leave Blocked already. D: Give him love! He needs it. Click me!

Kolya
I just watched a totally amazing movie called Kolya (on Comcast). Its in Czech with English subtitles, and is about a Czech man who marries an enemy (a Russian woman) in a fictitious marriage, then gets stuck with her kid when she splits to Germany. A real gem.

Grrrr
Wow... So I have been talking to this female for about a month and a half. We have gone through some pretty intense situations and they have all been kinda bad. Through everything that we went through, we were able to talk out our problems and get close to back to normal. Well then this past weekend happened. I went to the beach, and I was too busy to call her, or let alone anyone; so I did what I was doing while at the beach. When I arrived back home, her and I talked, and she was upset that I had not spoken to her while I was gone. I told her that I was busy and had not spoken to anyone. She tells me that I am not showing her the respect that she feels she deserves, and I told her that I was busy doing stuff while at the beach. She then tells me that she does not understand anything I do, or how I act in situations; basically telling me that she doesn't know how to deal with me. Since she doesn't know how to react to me, or deal with me; she basically tells me that she can't be wi

Leigh Pt. I
Ugh... I have been in a relationship for a few months now. The girl that I am in the relationship with is 6 years younger than I am. We met from an online site. The first time we met in person was about 1.5-2 months after we talked the first time online. When we met, everything was wonderful and we both got along great together and everything seemed to be going well. Over the time between now and then, she has asked for my input as to how she can change herself and do things to better herself. As I offer advice to answer the questions that she has asked, she doesn't seem to like the answers that she has been given. Not just the answers I have given her, but the answers everyone has given her. She seems to be very immature. She asks for help but doesn't intend to use the information that she is given in the responses she obtains. She has been out of high school for about a year, or so. She seems to be still stuck in the high school atmosphere, because everything gets to her. She lets ev

Some Girls Are Evil
Not to beat a dead horse but yeah some girls are evil. My last gf was seeing me and at least one other guy I know about but likely 2. Quite possibly more. I'm not perfect by any streach, but yeah this girl played me for a fool and used me for everything she could. Am I through with love. No, not by a long shot. But yeah to anyone who reads this, I gotta warn, if your guy or girl won't let you talk to their family or friends that's a mega red flag. If that person has all kinds of problems all the time, to the point of always having bad luck, oh yeah red flag. And if the things they tell you don't make a lot of sense, step back and think about it. Still doesn't make sense either confront or better yet DUMP THEM!!!! For any girls who disagree, trust me if you knew all of what I was put through you'd agree that there are evil women out there and that she was one. P.S. The reason I didn't mention evil guys is because we all know that story

Update On Randy
I recieved an update today on the guy who got hurt on Monday. He's fine. Just bruised and banged up but nothing broken or damaged. He's taking some time off. I still feel bad, but I'm not gonna beat myself up over it.

The Date
Its the Anniversary of something that happened a few years back. Something that I keep to myself. Its not anything I can really find myself talking about. I mean the guilt of it still strickens me far past the point of reconcile. What you may say? Well the death of a 14 year friendship. I know some people say that I can't be to blame, but in the same sense I can be fully to blame. It was I who chose not to go. It was I who would have died in his place if I had chosen to go. To this date I have troubles handling it. I think that what if I had gone in his wake. He'd be married, have kids, have a great job. Unlike myself. I have no future of marriage and kids, the job maybe. But just overall I don't see why he had to go and I got to stay here.

I Wanna Sex You Up, Color Me Badd
C'mon baby where you going Cos ya know i want it... I don't wanna sex ya to get ya Because i want it Cutie just slip into your negligee And let l'll shawn make love to ya all day Cos the first time i saw ya I wanted to kick it to ya Your body is slammin' So honey can i do ya Cos you and i both know tricks are for kids So get the Don Perignon outta the fridge I wanna do the first thing that comes to mind Cos on a scale of one to ten No question your a dime I'm attracted to ya cos you give me love And sweetheart, Color Me Badd Is gonna sex you up Hey, beautiful lady, I need you tonight Lovely, lovely lady I wanna make you feel all right, yeah I can't deny, baby I wanna love you down You are so fine, baby All I wanna do is Chorus (I Wanna Sex You Up) I Want to sex you up All night (girl you make me feel good) I want to (let me rub you down) sex you up. Say do you feel lonely girl Let me turn down the lights So I can hold you in the darkness Ooh b

I'll Never Love This Way Again, Dionne Warwick
I love you Jimm! Forever and ever! You looked inside my fantasies and made each one come true, something no one else had ever found a way to do. I've kept the mem'ries one by one, since you took me in; and I know I'll never love this way again. I know I'll never love this way again, so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone. I know I'll never love this way again, hold on, hold on, hold on. A fool will lose tomorrow reaching back for yesterday; I won't turn my head in sorrow if you should go away. I'll stand here and remember just how good it's been, and I know I'll never love this way again. I know I'll never love this way again, so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone. I know I'll never love this way again, hold on, hold on, hold on. I know I'll never love this way again, so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone. I know I'll never love this way again, hold on, hold on. Repeat last 4 lines and fade.

Shower Me With Your Love, Surface
Jimm, you make me feel this way, each and every day! Thank you! I love you baby! My heart is filled with so much love and I need someone I can call my own To fall in love that's what everyone dreaming of I know this feeling oh so strong Life is too short to live alone Without someone to call my own I will care for you You will care for me Our love will live forever Chorus Shower me with your love Shower me with your love that I look for Shower me with your love Shower me with your love I've been waiting for I close my eyes And pray all my wishes come true Every night I go to sleep Until you're mine I'll wait for you endlessly Can't you see Fairy tales they do sometimes come true If you believe it could happen to you Like the stars that shine Way up in the sky Our love will live forever Chorus

Fairy Tales, Jojo
I use to feel that my life was destined to be this way forever. And then my Knight in Shining Armor came riding into my heart. I will never feel this way ever again! I love you Jimm! You know the story You read the books Boy meets girl Then they fall forever in love But I know better So here goes a tale Of the realest of the real Listen Now once upon a time in a small world It was everything that I dreamed of He was my gem and I was his pearl Nothing could come between us A prince charming to call my own Until the day that he broke my heart And left me wonderin all alone Pickin my mind and soul apart Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love) Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales) Since my heart's been crushed (It's been crushed) Just don't believe in a tiny hell (No no no no no) Don't know which way to turn Figure it out for myself I've just started to learn (La da da dee, oh) There's no such thing as fairy tales Is a good story su

Some More Bitching
OK SINCE I AM SO GOOD AT BITCHING AND MOANING I'M GONNA DO WHAT I DO BEST OK THAT'S NOT ENTIRELY TRUE WHAT I DO BEST IS BITCH AND MOAN TILL I GET MY WAY LOL IN THIS CASE I'M JUST GONNA BITCH AND MOAN BUT I DOUBT I'M GONNA ACCOMPLISH MUCH ELSE HERE....ANYWAY I HAVE THESE NEW SURVEYS THAT OFFER 10,000 POINTS WHICH WOULD BE GREAT IF THESE NITWITS LET ME FINISH THEM BUT EVERYTIME I TRY AND TAKE THE SURVEY IT TELLS ME THEY ARE LOOKING FOR PEOPLE IN DIFFERENT AGE GROUPS OR PEOPLE WITH DIFFERENT OCCUPATIONS BLAH BLAH BLAH THEY SAY IT'S NOTHING PERSONAL IT HAPPENS OFTEN THEN THEY SAY TRY TAKING THE SURVEY AGAIN AND OF COURSE IT HAPPENS TO ME AGAIN SO I'M THRU WITH THESE FRIGGIN SURVEYS AND I WANNA KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE HAD THIS HAPPEN TO THEM I THOUGHT ABOUT POSTING A MUM ABOUT THIS BUT DECIDED I MUCH RATHER VENT IN A BLOG LOL ANYWAY ONLY 3 MORE DAYS TILL BASEBALL!!!! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YANKEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frog Prince
Frog Prince One sunny day, while riding around looking for a princess to lay a little lip on, I'm zapped by this evil witch. (They do that kinda thing, you know?) From prince with a pucker, to frightened frog on a bolting horse. Whoahhhh Nelly! You don't have a great control over horses as a frog, especially when they have just had all hell scared out of them by bolts of lightning and magical frizzles. All you can do is, hold on tight, close those bulging froggy eyes, and pray that the only thing you crash into is a snickering evil witch. After a couple of embarrassing hours of stuff like, "Hey Mom, there goes a frog on a horse!" and "Looks like Ethyl got herself another prince." exhausted horse and terrified frog prince roll up at the local pond. That lily pad begins to look real good, but these horses are a mile high. Just gotta hold your nose and do your best imitation of a swan dive (frog dive?). At about this time you find out another fact of life as frog

The Path That I Walk
There are times in one's life when you no longer know who is staring back at you in the mirror. We make a choice to walk a particular path, however damaged or weathered from the storms it may be. Sometimes we skip, most times we stroll at a respectable pace, and then there are those times that we yearn to run full speed; fighting the wind that catches our face. We see our challenges laid ahead of us, we see our past behind us, and we daydream about what is around the bend. We know our own accomplishments, we know the obsticles that we have overcome, for we are alone on this journey of destiny. In life we are bound to stumble over the stones set aside, and may think that there is something more out there, somebody else through the mass of greenery that clouds your vision. And we find that what was a temporary relief from a tiresome walk, was actually a short cut that lead back to a worn path that we had already traveled. Emotions get trampled on as the days, months, and years go

Sweet Tease
Sweet tease, I'm sure you know full well, The damage that you do; And I am sure you're certain I'll not soon take leave of you. So lead me on; I'll play for now; I'm going to have you, anyhow. Your luscious lips tell all those lies But I seek answers in your eyes; And when hot glances come my way You make me wonder why you play; But go ahead love, play the game, Soon I will have you,just the same. It seems, my love, you haven't learned That playing with fire will get you burned. Each word and truth I speak, direct Shall melt resistance, I suspect; Then other games with you I'll play. I mean to have you anyway. I only seek to touch your heart, And pleasure you in every part. Sweet tease, for me you are desire. For you, my blood runs liquid fire; And it matters not what others say; In dreams I've had you every way.

Oh Yay Another Day Of Pms Shits
So a family member so nicely put me down today all because I can't be stuffed dressing up all the fucking time cause I do manual labour as my job. really what the fucking point?. sweating buckets and having makeup on is a bloody waste of time and money. besides I have family members in real life giving me a talking down for putting stuff on my face. yeah hate me I have perfect skin tone when I'm not red in the face from working my arse off. Seriously my body type is classed as amazon woman when in really fit and groovy kinda way.....but that is just way toooooo much fucking work.so I'm tall and I love that fact dwarfing average sized men is sooo bloody amusing. the down side is that I am this tall and I don't like average sized men which there are plently of. why is really tall guys for short women?. my only thought can only be lurd and not really nice, so I won't go there....but the one I know will know the answer to this. So with lack chocolate and not much beer left I am stuck wit

Aliens From Earth
he UFO phenomenon is innately slippery, forcing researchers to adopt various paradigms in order to explain it. I'm personally satisfied that we're dealing with a form of nonhuman intelligence ... but how sure are we that this intelligence is from space, as commonly assumed? The following in an excerpt from a manuscript I'm working on. In it, I attempt to set the tone for a speculative re-examination of the UFO evidence: Looking down from a sufficient distance, human habitation recedes to the merest glimmer. As night devours the continents, our seeming dominion vanishes, replaced by scattered constellations, the haughty gleam of our cities suddenly as substantial as a skein of campfires. As the dark deepens, we realize with mounting unease just how tenuous our presence is; the mountains, prairies and lakes, denuded of daylight, taunt us with their enormity. Then there are the oceans, almost entirely vacant of man-made lights. Our seas, so often taken for granted, are like vast to

1981 Fuck Yeah!!!
If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Keenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rocko's Modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . . You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons You remember reading "Goosebumps" You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . .

Who's Job Is It?
BANG BANG, YOU'RE DEAD...PUT EVERYBODY, SOMEBODY, ANYBODY AND NOBODY OUT OF THEIR MISERY! WHOSE JOB IS IT? THIS IS THE STORY ABOUT FOUR PEOPLE NAMED EVERYBODY, SOMEBODY, ANYBODY AND NOBODY. There was an important job to be done and EVERYBODY was asked to do it. EVERYBODY was sure SOMEBODY would do it. ANYBODY could have done it, but NOBODY did it. SOMEBODY got angry about that because it was EVERYBODY'S job. EVERYBODY thought ANYBODY could do it but NOBODY realized that EVERYBODY would not do it. As it turned out, EVERYBODY blamed SOMEBODY when NOBODY did what ANYBODY could have done! WHEW....so there you have it....pass me the gun now, would ya please??? hahaha

This Goes Out To All The Boyz
All the REAL MEN out there will agree with this post because you already know that the Strength of a woman is usually countered with her sexuality. All the boys are about to learn something. Boys, you approach women as though we are one demensional. The main part your interested in, is if we can deep throat, or if we like it in the ass. You have no idea of what a real woman is about. You approach all women with the same lame lines, and actually become surprised, and question why a REAL WOMEN rejects you with in seconds of your approach. We can see it in your eyes, your demenior and the tone of your voice. We know the type of man, who is only interested in the moistness of our crotch. You become insulted when you realize that REAL WOMEN dont want to be bothered with you. No matter how good you look, how big your dick is, or how much money you may have. REAL WOMEN need more than the physical need you claim to offer. In your frustration you decide that the

When
i am in love with someone and i love them with all that i am, and the thought of spending my life with them sends chills down my back. i never in my life thought i would meet someone like him. he's great, not saying he is perfect cause no one is. but he is perfect for me. he is so damn sexy, and can get my blood boiling in a matter of minutes. just the thought of his touch mmmmmm... but i love him for other reasons, looking into his eyes u can see his soul and u can see the pain he has been thru, and how compassionate he is, how loving and protective. the feel of his arms around me puts me at ease no matter what, and i love that feeling. no one else has done that for me. and there is no one else that i would rather be with.

Why Can I
I try and I try as hard as I can, still I cant succeed as a man. You are so pretty in your blue, still why cant you see what`s inside of you! Yet you can`t see what it is inside, why do you hide all the pain inside. You see me,but I cant see you . You see me, but I cant see you. Lonely yes I must be, but that is all there is to me. Cant tell you what I have been through, just don`t want it to happen to you. Tired that is what I may be, but you came to see me. And now I know where and I know how, that it is that you see. What it is you see in me! Why cant I!!!

Auction
I am holding an auction. I need 15 people to join it!! All I need is a link to the picture you want me to use and 25K fu-bucks to join... you will get that back most likely because the opening bids are 50K fu-bucks. The auction will start as soon as I have the 15 people and it will end 1 week after it starts.

Bra And Panties Contest
Who is the Hottest Brother? YOU DECIDE! Click the picture and rate for who you think is the Hottest Brother! Big Brother... or Little Brother... The LOSER must pose in a bra and panties and put their picture on THE FU! WOOT! Help settle this Battle of the Egos and... Folder will be open until Sunday night at 12pm Eastern! (9pm FU TIME) (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~I Luv my Owner/RL BF Tappinit~Co Founder of The FREAK SHOW w/ FREAK~' on '2008-03-28 07:26:24') (repost of original by '~DJ~Master Riggs~ DREAMERS LOUNGE~ FU-owned by SunAngel I Love to Make People Smile~ aka '~~Suns' on '2008-03-28 07:30:14')

The Ingredients Of True Love
People are always saying how much they love someone or that they are in love. But is it truelly love or the thought of bein loved/ in love. Below are a list of things that I constitute what makes true love. If you can answer yes to all of these then you have found your true love. If not, then you has some serious things to think about. 1. Loyalty 2. Fidelity 3. Honesty 4. Trust 5. Respect 6. Committment 7. Selflessness 8. Unconditional 9. Passion Love is like a wheel with spokes holding it together. If one of those pieces are broken the the wheel won't turn. So you need to be loyal to remain faithful, to be faithful you need to be honest with yourself and the person you're with, without honesty there's not trust, if you don't trust someone then you don't respect them, If there's no respect then you can't committ whole heartedly, without committment then you can't put the needs of the one you are with above your own, and if you can't do that then it's not unconditional me

Being Nice Never Works Does It?
wow...I cant believe it..being nice does not work...Carmen wants to punish me..darn...she posted my well wishes on her myspace page...check it out....she is the "the girl next door"..and poor thing i wont leave her alone...news flash if you were not talking shit about me..then I would have left you alone..you had to stir the shit up..so you could have something to talk about... because apparently your life is boring without me in it..with no provocation other than three months ago..you go on and on about me in your blogs..wow I did not know I had so much power...but hey with being nice to you and writing you a congrats on myspace...you have new material so please feel free to blog on and on about me...I love knowing that I matter so much in your life..wow..you would think..that your life would have more substance to it than talking about me..why dont you talk about your kids..or something wonderful..maybe your job...that is what I do...I hate to waste my time on you..because you dont m

Hot Guy Needs Are Help.. Please Read & Repost ... Ty Xoxo
HI ALL MY FRIENDS & FANS. LOOKING FOR SOME HELP FROM YOU ALL. ITS NOT FOR ME, IT FOR MY SWEET FRIEND. I HAVE HELPED ALL OF YOU, SO PLEASE IF YOU WOULD HELP MY FRIEND OUT. LAID BACK GUY, A LOT OF YOU KNOW HIM, & SOME DON'T. BUT ANY WAY HE NEEDS ARE HELP. ALL HE NEEDS IS FOR ONE PICTURE RATE, HE IS IN A CONTEST WITH 15 OTHER PEOPLE. THE HOST IS GIVING 2 PRIZES A WAY. THE ONE WITH THE MOST THUMBS UP 'S AND THE ONE WITH THE MOST THUMBS DOWN..... JUST GIVE HIM THE THUMBS UP, AND YOU HAVE TO RATE THE OTHERS ALSO. SO PLEASE GIVE HIM YOUR THUMBS UP, AND THE OTHERS THE THUMBS DOWN. IT TOOK ME NOT EVEN 5 MINUTES TO DO THEM ALL THE LINK IS BELOW. IF THAT DOESN'T WORK, LAID BACK GUY IS IN MY TOP FRIENDS , OR WONDER WOMAN IS HAVING THIS GIVE AWAY. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. TAKE CARE & HAVE A GREAT DAY. LOVE YOUR FRIEND. TOASTY_ROSIE_XOXO GO GO GO GO GO GO & THANK YOU..XOXO HERE'S THE LINK http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=5231558

Apples And Wine
Apples and Wine Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt, boo hoo! Instead, they just take the rotten apples from the ground, that aren't as good, but easy....... The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right Man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. So keep your dignity and self-respect and wait for the right MAN to arrive and sweep you right off your feet!! Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked! It's never too late to respect yourself. Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes and it's up to the women to stomp the crap out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with; hence: fine wine.

Needing To Escape Reality??
Come join us in UnReality – A Place to Escape Reality Lounge is open to all right now but will close soon to be private with invite only to enter. Not your normal lounge on Fubar, just a place for idle chit-chat without all they hype. Come on in and invite your friends and make new friends… ~Dream~ & ♥~Bratt~♥

Love Strange And Wonderful
Love can mean so much for such a little word. We love our kids and family and friends and then again the same word love is applied to someone we care for and want to be with forever. When we say i love you how can you distingushe between a friend or the special someone in your heart. When one word can be used so many ways how do you use it to mean so much. how can i say it to mean you are the one i want to share my life with and the same words say it to mean you are a friend for life I have a special someone she means more to me than anyone knows. I would like to tell the world that i love her and i am untouchable to anyone else she has my heart my soul she has all of me. I LOVE YOU HENNIE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

Live Like You Were Dying By Tim Mcgraw
He said: "I was in my early forties, "With a lot of life before me, "An' a moment came that stopped me on a dime. "I spent most of the next days, "Looking at the x-rays, "An' talking 'bout the options an' talkin’ ‘bout sweet time." I asked him when it sank in, That this might really be the real end? How’s it hit you when you get that kind of news? Man whatcha do? An' he said: "I went sky diving, I went rocky mountain climbing, "I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu. "And I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter, "And I gave forgiveness I'd been denying." An' he said: "Some day, I hope you get the chance, "To live like you were dyin'." He said "I was finally the husband, "That most the time I wasn’t. "An' I became a friend a friend would like to have. "And all of a sudden goin' fishin’, "Wasn’t such an imposition, "And I went three times that year I lost my Dad. "Well, I finally read the Good Book, "And I took a good long hard look, "At what I'd

No Need To Apologize.
I don't feel the need to apologize for my beliefs. I won't try to explain to someone how I can have such open, liberal thoughts, yet feel proud to be in the military. I don't think family is forever...I believe that if you're a jerk, I have the right to not acknowledge you, regardless of your parents. Beating up a woman or a child is evil...and so is thinking you need to beat up someone else. Bigots should be beaten, though. Who are you to tell someone what his/her religion should be??? Jesus is the grooviest, though. Why do you have to be a redneck to like NASCAR??? Who doesn't like fast cars and half-naked women??? I'm so NOT gay, but I support the right for people to love who they love. Bi women are just hot! Children are great...don't have them if you don't plan to raise them. Liking sex doesn't make you a whore. Spreading disease through sex does make you a bad person...make sure you're healthy. You can still love someone with all your heart, even if you both hav

Computer Problems
I wanted to get on to leave this blog so people know the reason me and Just Shizzle aren't on. Some how we got a virus and it is messing with our hard drive and had to totally redo our hard drive. We love you all and please don't be mad at us. Sometimes computers can be pains in the butt. Hugs to all, Trista

Just A Fantasy
I blinked again and you were still there, beauty before me like a masterpiece painting, smiling back at me. A smile so comforting, lighting up your eyes. I could get lost staring at your eyes but then my gaze drifts dwon to your beautifully proportioned body. I cross the small distance between us, I must be able to feel you, I have an urgent need to toouch all of you. My lips touch yours and you press against me. The kiss is so tender, my body responds to that simple pleasure. I break away from your lips and begin to carress your neck with my lips. I feel your nipples become erect instantly. Your body reacts to the toouch of my lips on it. I move my kisses to the front of your neck and begin to travel down your chest. Your body shivers as my fingers gently brush across your breast. You arch your back as I take your nipple in my mouth. The feel of your soft skin against my hands and my lips is so erotic, I need more of you. this is beyond a want it is a pure need, the feel o

#3
Your Life Path Number is 3 Your purpose in life is to express your unique self. You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life. Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen. A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party. In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire. While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play. And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings. Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them What Is Your Life Path Number?

Lou Reed - Heroin
I dont know just where Im going But Im goin to try for the kingdom if I can cause it makes me feel like Im a man When I put a spike into my vein Then I tell you things arent quite the same When Im rushing on my run And I feel just like jesus son And I guess I just dont know And I guess that I just dont know I have made very big decision Im goin to try to nullify my life cause when the blood begins to flow When it shoots up the droppers neck When Im closing in on death You cant help me not you guys All you sweet girls with all your sweet talk You can all go take a walk And I guess I just dont know And I guess I just dont know I wish that I was born a thousand years ago I wish that Id sailed the darkened seas On a great big clipper ship Going from this land here to that I put on a sailors suit and cap Away from the big city Where a man cannot be free Of all the evils in this town And of himself and those around Oh, and I guess I just dont know Oh, a

For Some One Specific
Tell me how Not to hurt you Tell me how Because I haven't got a clue Tell me how To do it right Tell me how To not make you cry Tell me how To be what you need Tell me how To see what I can't see I need you to tell me how And I need you to tell me now

Step One ... A Blog
My husband and I created a new blog this morning to get our hypnosis CD launch going. Next we will be recording the CDs and getting ready for distribution. You can see our blog here: Hypnotic Blue Eyes My husband chose Hypnotic Blue Eyes as the title for he said that is what impressed him most when we met. How blue my eyes were so hypnotic ... is what he said.

Deadbeat Moms
great song on the calm album The Calm, as in the calm before the storm. Shaggy 2 Dope's spoken introduction to Insane Clown Posse's 2005 EP refreshes the group's ongoing self-mythology. "After this short calm, a vicious storm will arrive," intones Shaggy, "We call this storm the tempest" -- and a haunted house organ creaks as he describes towering winds peeling away forests to reveal spooky crop circle messages. Hey, is that Carnivàle's Brother Justin behind all that wicked clown makeup? Whatever Shaggy and Violent J have planned for the future, ICP's lyrical and musical tenets are mostly unchanged. J and Shaggy continue to follow the gangsta method of amplifying street-level grit into a violent hyper-reality, and their production is often just a serviceable frame for whatever social bile they want to spit. The Cypress Hill-ian "Rollin' Over" boasts equally about bodies in trunks and bodacious bedroom prowess, "Rosemary" is a dark murder fantasy with a twist at the end, and the Es

Judge Orders Men To Learn English Or Go To Jail
Judge orders men to learn English or go to jail Philadelphia Inquirer Mar. 27, 2008 05:18 PM HARRISBURG, Pa. - The next time they appear in Judge Peter Paul Olszewski Jr.'s Luzerne County, Pa., courtroom, four young Hazleton men who ran afoul of the law had best know their ABCs. Learning English is a central part of the sentence that Olszewski imposed on the Spanish-speaking men, who earlier this week pleaded guilty to charges stemming from a robbery in May in Hazleton, about 100 miles northwest of Philadelphia. The unusual sentence requires that the four, ranging in age from 17 to 22, return to his court a year from now to take an English test and show that they can speak and write the language. If they fail, the men will have to serve the full two years of the four-to-24-month sentence that Olszewski imposed. The judge said the ruling was not meant as punishment. "There's no way young kids can be hurt by knowing how to read and write the English langua

You Think Fat Is Cool???
Overweight Man Banned From County Buses POSTED: 6:35 pm EDT March 27, 2008 UPDATED: 7:42 am EDT March 28, 2008 HENRY COUNTY, Ga. -- A Henry County man says he’s been kicked off the county’s transit system because he’s overweight. David Washington, 65, has been confined to a wheelchair following an infection after knee replacement surgery. Side effects from pain medications keep him from driving so he’s been using county buses for trips to the doctors and other errands. “I have no other way of getting there, other than using the Henry transit,” Washington told WSB-TV Channel 2 consumer investigator Jim Strickland. Last week the transit bus took a side trip to a scale at the local recycling center; weighing the bus with and without Washington aboard. Days later came word the county was suspending his service. Washington and his wheelchair exceed a 600 pound weight limit. “I've been using that service for 5 years without a single incident,” said Washington. “So why

You Have Another Chance
Yes I Entered 2 More Auctions..You Have 2 More Chances To Own Me . http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=981568&albumid=868299&i=2040494110&idx=0 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1037258&albumid=933429&i=370867622&idx=2

One Day At A Time
ONE DAY AT A TIME - from my friend Grigor. . . The most useless thing to do ... ........Worry The greatest Joy....................... ........Giving The greatest loss.................Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work............. ...Helping others The ugliest personality trait......................Selfishness The most endangered species...................Dedicated leaders The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome......... ....Fear Most effective sleeping pill........... ...Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease..... ....Excuses The most powerful force in life.............. ........Love The most dangerous pariah.................................A gossiper The world's most incredible computer... ...The brain ! The worst thing to be without...................Hope The deadliest weapon.... The tongue....... The two most power-filled wo

Such A Great Friend
you have been there for me through it all. you dont judge me no matter what you think of the choices I make. Instead you just let me know if you think Im making the wrong choice in a polite way and then leave it be. You understnad Im a big girl whos gonna make my own choices. You seem to understand me no matter what. When most others dont you do without me having to explain. Many others have just suddenly walked out of my life with no reason whats so ever. But you are still there right beside me. Making sure everything is okay and Im alright. You are an amazing friend and I really dont know what I would do if I lost our friendship. Yours is one I believe to be true.

Hurt Myself
Before you ask no I'm not talking physical injury. I do far worse, i hurt myself emotionally. When it comes to love, I have a knack for doing the wrong thing. I found a woman who loved and cared for me and I let her go. Then I found another woman who wanted to use me and I stayed with her until I was all used up. I've told my desire to go back in time, but sadly I can't. All I can do is try to find another woman who will give me the love I once had or get struck by a bolt of luck and get that second chance.

Leaves, Branches And Roots
I had to watch this clip today because i feel so down today and this usually helps me put things into perspective. I know i need to toughen up but right now i just kind of want to curl up in a big ball and cry. I don't know if its because its gloomy and overcast outside or if its lack of sleep r just plain self indulgence but i really am having myself quite the pity party right now. I know there are people in worse situations than mine. I know there are people suffering from illnesses or losses or emotional devastation. I know i should suck it up and move on out this hole i seem to find myself in today but for some reason i just don't seem to be able to. I think the majority of my problem is that somewhere i mislead myself into thinking I had learned from my past relationships all that i was intended to learn. Clearly I haven't. I have come to the conclusion that I still give the absolute best of who I am to people who deserve it the least. I invest too much too quickly in

New Song
You tell me that you're broken But assure me that you're still alive I know that this has got you down But you can make the choice to survive Staring through your windowpane You're waiting on the world to change but It's not so bad The sun will shine again It's not so bad Just hold your head up high And try again I know how you're feeling Don't pass my words off as indifference Even though they say it's golden Silence isn't always self-defense And you're staring through that windowpane Still waiting on the world to change It's not so bad The sun will shine again It's not so bad Just hold your head up high And try again And I've been told That hope is all we've got And if you run with it, You've got a reason To keep going 'Til the very end It's not so bad You can pull through it darling It's not so bad Just take my hand Together we can do it

Doing The Dishes
Steve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price, but it's missing a seal, so whenever it rains he has to smear vaseline over the spot where the seal should be. Anyway, his girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents. He drives his new bike to her house, where she is outside waiting for him. "No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word." She tells him, "Our family had a fight a while ago about doing dishes. We haven't done any since, but the first person to speak at dinner has to do them." Steve sits down for dinner and it is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen, and nobody is saying a word. So Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her on the table and has sex with her in front of her parents. His girlfriend is a little flustered, her dad is obviously livid, and her mom horrified when he sits back down, but no one says a word. A few minutes later he

Yeah, I Shouldn't Have.
Here is the link: SWEET AND SASSY OFFERS..... RATE PICS AND STASH DURING HH OWNED BY OR SLAVE TO IN NAME ADD TO TOP FAMILY AND FRIENDS (if not already there) MAKE A SFW SALUTE POSSIBLY MORE IF THE BIDS GET HIGHER..... I do get creative at times. I surprised 1Basil...lol.

Hunt Hunt, Kill Kill Hmmm......
You Are a Hunter Soul You are driven and ambitious - totally self motivated to succeed Actively working to achieve what you want, you are skillful in many areas. You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding. You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force. An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people. You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor. People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all. You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

An Old Poem
Depressed? Then Die! I sit here and think,why am I alive? Why aren't I dead? What is my purpose in life? Can't find an answer. My emotions take over. Anger, depression, anxiety, sadness, jealousy. I pick up a knife and strike it across my wrist. 1, 2, 3 times. Blood oozing out the deep wounds on my wrist and in my soul. There is a scream, then silence. As I lay there bleeding on the floor, I am no longer overcome by theses emotions.

New Bully
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. ARE YOU READY FOR A NEW KIND OF EXPERIENCE ? ARE YOU WANTING TO FIND A LOUNGE WHERE THEY PLAY WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR ? THEN LOOK NO FURTHER !!! Come take a wicked ride with me !!! YOU CAN FIND ME AT ANY OF THESE GREAT LOUNGES , COME CHECK ME OUT BY CLICKING A PIC !!!!!

Just Got Back!!
Ok, so we ended up staying an extra night! As most of you know, my birthday was Wednesday! We went to the mall and I got some new undies from Victoria Secret thanks to my sister for her gift card!! I also bought an adapter for my wii so I can go online and play against all ya’ll!! I am soo excited to see if it works!! We ate at a really nice hibachi grill! It was really awesome food! That night we went to a strip club. We got there around 9pm and left around 2am. I got two private lap dances and a public flogging on stage!! lol! It was fun! I had titties in my face the entire time!! The girls loved me! lol! (please read more in my XXX Blog about what went down in the VIP room). When I got back to the hotel, we weren’t doing too well! Max puked all night and most of the next day! I felt sooo bad for him!! We ended up staying an extra day so he could recover! It was kinda funny as I know I drank more than him. Oh well, he must be a light weight!! Now I do have to say I do

This Rocks
STOP SPEAKING FOR GOD. In response to comments made by radio host Phil Valentine Posted 03/05/2008 To the editor: A local ultra-conservative radio host made some comments today that really bothered me. I don�t mean that I smirked at the radio, or that I said �well that�s wrong,� or mentioned to a friend that what he said was inappropriate. I mean that I felt hurt in my heart. I mean what he said finally struck a nerve so deep within my core that I felt it obligatory that I somehow express my disdain in hopes that I can reach just ONE person to change his way of thinking. Advertisement Let me first say I agree with the vast majority of Phil�s views on politics, life, religion and even humor. Phil is very vocal in his assertions and supports his views against the opposing caller or e-mailer with logic and evidence. I admire his ability to think on his feet and provide valid responses. Yester

Another From My Dear Friend Agem4life. Please Show Her Some Love If You Don't Have Her Added Already!
Have you met Beth aka AngelGurl yet? If you haven't then this is your special invitation to go check out a very special and incredible lady! She is TRULY an Angel and I am so honored and blessed to have had her as my FU Owner for the month of March. Even tho this month is just about over and she will no longer "own me", the friendship we have developed will only continue to grow. So now...for my last time this month....Go give this awesome woman plenty of love! 'AngelGurl' FU Owner of aGEM4life This bulletin brought to you by

You Were Always There !!
Whenever I needed someone to talk to You were always there. My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and You were always there. There was no time when I had doubt to come to you because You were always there. I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared. Whenever I was down and blue You were always there. No matter my problems, are what was wrong You were always there. Whenever I felt like nothing matters You were always there. Now your gone, and I don't know what to do I close my eyes and think of you, and how You were always there. It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you Can you hear me now At night I pray, and I speak to you I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were You would always be there. I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you One thing I will always say is You were always there.

G.o.o.d........once Again, Thank You!!!
THEY have no 8 hour days THEY work all night into the day and all day into the night THEY are awakened and ready in THEIR clothes in a moments notice THEIR work clothes are not fashionable and may not even be clean THEY are full of dust and dirt from last time and weigh more then 100lbs THEY wear this 100lbs plus up hills, down hills,on and through any kind of terrain and weather THEY are out in the field for days at a time THEY survive on rations or what THEY can retrieve from THEIR surroundings snakes, crickets, roaches, any type of nourishment THEY can get to fuel THEIR bodies so THEY can keep going to finish THEIR mission or what so many of THEM call "just THEIR job" there are no fancy restaurants no comfortable chairs or favorite table where THEY eat THEIR meals not even a old beat up hot dog vender's cart water may not be tasted or in reach for days not only do THEY have the weight of THEIR clothes on THEM THEY also have the mental strain of w

A Concert And My Resaults
Well I will start with me first. Got the resaults back and I am ok. Nothing cancerous at all. I am a happy Jester. My concert last night was FUCKING awsome. Thank you so much Maricia for taking me. I had the best time. Breaking Benjamin was great. I love that band. Three Days Grace rocked. I called Beth so she could hear them do pain live. I am just so happy that I got to go. Also sorry to all the people that called me last night and couldn’t hear a word I was saying.

Come Join Me For My 2nd Hh
I AM HAVING MY SECOND HH ON SATURDAY NIGHT MARCH 29 AT 7PM FU TIME 10 PM EST PLEASE HELP ME GET TO OR GET CLOSER TO GODFATHER! PLEASE SEND ME PM WHEN YOU RATE STASH AND/OR PICS BECAUSE SOMETIMES THEY GET ERASED BEFORE I GET TO SEE THEM. I HOPE TO SEE MANY OF YOU THERE AND THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR ANY HELP. BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~BABS~@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!

I Asked You !!
I asked you i i was pretty, you said no i asked you if i was fat, you said yes of course i asked you if you wanted to be with me forever, yuo said no! i asked if you would cry if i walked away, you said no! i heard to much, and needed to leave and as i walked away you said... your not pretty, your beautiful! the only thing fat, or big about you is your heart! i dont want to be with you forever, i need to be with you forever! and baby i wouldnt cry if you walked away i would DIE!

I Need A Hero !!
I'm only as strong as the next tear to fall Or the fear I haven't mastered just yet I'm crumbling in the hands of forgiveness Because there's so much I can't forget The damage is still running its course Destroying the sanity left inside I try to be the shoulder for others Where do I go when I need to cry? I don't want them to see me break down I'm supposed to be the smiling one But when everything goes so wrong I've left myself nowhere to run. So I hold it inside, and shed not a tear Pretend that nothing is happening I pack my emotions into a locked box Where they can never get the best of me I've blocked out the world, good and bad Lost out on the joys to run from the pain No one gets into this vault, my heart Where the girl who needs love remains Get me out of here. Say it's all alright. Let me cry wrapped in your comforting arms Normally I'd be the heroine in life But I need a hero to save me from harm.

I Hate This!
Has anyone been getting or have received a phone call and when you answer it they dont say nothing then u hear a busy signal! But then they keep calling and then you let the answer machine get it and you hear a phone ringing and then it saids im sorry you have a dial a long disence number you must redial etc. Has everyone ever got one of those? If so how did you stop it or got any advice?

Dont Understand
Seems you have turned away. Never hear from you any more. At one point in time not long aog that wold have crushed me. But now it doesnt matter. Not sure why you dont speak to me now, I have an idea but not positive. If wht I think is right than Im sorry bit this is me! If not well I gues it doesnt matter. I remember when you told me you would NEVER replace me. But even then I knew better. You like everything Im not. She is exactly that. So I guess if that has anything with you turning away you never were a real friend. Ive tried telling you I miss our friendship but obviously that means something to only me. If Im reading the situation wrong Im sorry, you know how to reach me. But if Im not, lose my number for good cuz Im done!

Friends Or Just Annoyances?
This is my story...... I live upstairs from people I had considered my friends for many, many years. Before moving here we used to see each other on occasion and maintained our friendship. But, since moving here, I’ve been talked about behind my back to other people (overheard these conversations from the hallway). All I ever hear about is complaints of noise from my 4 year old running around during the middle of the day. I’ve lived here for almost a year and really can’t wait until I can afford to move out. I made this move because I thought they were my friends and things would be great, but when it really comes down to it they just figured they would have someone they could control. I think that if they had a problem with me they should have never asked to move in here. And I think they should be saying things to my face, instead of behind my back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot stand people who can be that fake, and talk about people behind their backs. I think they should just

Replaced
You said it wouldnt happen That you didnt want to hurt me But tahts what has happened And Im sure shes replaced me For she'll do anything Where I wont No longer do we speak Wonder why now Last time we argued It was over her Guess shes replaced me!

Everything Changes
Friends come and friends go and all thats left are them memories that you make the dreams you once had now lay broken on the floor your plans for the future are just memories of things that could have been With each passing day you grow farther apart You ignore it by day but cry about it at night When you look back and see how things were does it bother you that everythings changed the things that made you close continue to disappear everything changes, nothing stays the same

The Rainbow Dream
The Rainbow Dream Vision of Hope Intertribal Medicine Societies of Turtle island The Twenty Count: 1993-2012 Make copies of the Rainbow prophecy, and give or send them to people anywhere on the planet. Then let them be guided by their hearts to do the same until all planetary citizens are brought to life in the Rainbow dream, so that we may dream and work together for true peace. Love, Thunder Woman The Rainbow Dream Vision of Turtle Island Prophecies of The Native Americans 1993-2012 PART ONE ~ The distribution and giving back to humanity of the Twenty Count. In the Turtle Island lore we say it is the time of finding one's path with heart. The time of seeking perfection, growth and development. Most importantly the time of trust and innocence, when mythologies of the world are revealing secrets. PART TWO ~ The critical time. The time of the animal. The time of Tuwalananie, the dark force. The reason for this is that seeds of light

It's Pretty Little Mouse's Birthday Everyone!!!
So, it's my dear friend Pretty Little Mouse's birthday today!!! And I should've done this earlier, but i'm lame and a slacker and forgetful at work sometimes. Soo... I would REALLY love it if you'd be able to go over and give her some birthday love, she's a total sweetheart, and deserves it! :D Pretty Little Mouse, LIVE 2 AM Partyfmradio.net@ fubar

Vampirism
The allure of the vampire is dark, seductive, powerful and frightening. He or She encompasses all of the darkest desires we hold within ourselves: the ability to command, mesmerize and control along with the animalistic urge to entrap and feed from one's prey. It is no wonder that mythology of the vampire exists in almost every country and culture in the world. Although films and books such as Dracula have made the vampire male in gender, mythology and culture sees the vampire as a primarily female entity. She is seen as the chaotic and animalistic force of the feminine nature with the power of seduction, control, destruction and transformation. Yes, Vampires are Real But perhaps not in the way that you would imagine. The modern vampire culture is a thriving and fairly diverse community. But true or living vampires are not immortal. Most of us do not sleep in coffins. Garlic breath may be repellent, but we can handle it and crosses and churches dont bother us any more than most

Daddy Doms
Daddy Doms Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides. So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom? A Daddy

So...i Was Thinking...
What’s up everybody??? I hope you’re all having a good night :-) I’m trying to tie up some loose ends so I can have some down time this weekend...It’s garden time-YAY!!! But, while I’m playing in the dirt, I’m going to be thinking about my next video line...Here’s YOUR opportunity to give me some food for thought :-) What do you want to see me do? What do you miss in your porn right now? Hit me back with some of your thoughts, and I’ll add them to mine :-) Thanks everybody-it’s porn for the people by the people LOL!!!

About Ready To Give Up
Im sick of all the bullshit drama. Everytime i find something that makes me happy i get the shit end of the stick so im done. I hope that everyone is happy. Thanks everyone. When someone uses the word love it should mean just that love unconditional as in understanding faith trust all that. Many people in my life have claimed to love me but they dont know the meaning of it. So next time someone says they love me they better mean it. I am tired of the game players , i aint no piece of ass sorry i dont swing that way. You got to earn your way into my bedroom. Patience is a key rule.

Pussycat Playmates
INTRODUCING....THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES This is a new fubar fam that was created for sexy women who know how to have fun & who don't take "net life" quite so seriously. It will be kept small & drama free!! PURPOSE: ~To have fun!! ~To help each other as needed (bombing, leveling, etc.) ~To be pimped for fubucks *2 things can be purchased from the Playmates ~Personal salutes (sfw/nsfw) ~The Playmate (daily/weekly) *Please see blog "salutes & rentals" for further details CONTEST & AUCTIONS: Occasional contests & auctions will be hosted on the home page & on the Playmates pages. They will be open for anyone to participate, not just the Playmates. If a Playmate would like to host a contest or auction please let LAST OF A DYIN BREED know so she can notify all Playmates but the Playmate hosting the contest will be responsible for making their own rules and providing their own prizes UNLESS other arrangements are made. LOUNGE: The Pink Pu$$yCat is now open as t

Get To Know Me And Let Me Get To Know You
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, my middle name is a guy that my grandmother met when she was working at a truck stop 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED been about a week 3. Do you like your handwriting? sometimes... when someone comliments it... def. do 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? ham 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? no but i plan on having some later on in life 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Sure.. im awsome.. lol jk but im sure i would be 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? i can 8. Do you still have your tonsils? yes 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? probably 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? fruity pebbles as well 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? sometimes 12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? sometimes 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? mint cocolate chip 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? how they present themselves (confidece level) 15. RED OR P

Where Would Your Dream Honeymoon Be?
You Should Honeymoon in Europe! You are a traditional romantic at heart... With a taste for fine wine, museums and beautiful walks. You and your sweetie should get romantic in a cafe in Paris Or get a Eurail pass - and see as many cities as possible! Suggested destinations: Paris, Venice, London, Greece Where Would Your Dream Guy Take You on Your Honeymoon?

Poem I Wrote
See u in the grave yard at midnite your ice cold touch it feels so rite. as i touch your face my blood turns to ice and i look at you with a luv i have neva known before. your blood like ice one look could kill me. my pain is your thrill and your pain is my thrill When i seen piss on da rug, my heart fluttered i knew it was luv true love it was luv at 1rst fright, So go and call a priest so he can execise me it was love at 1rst fright. after the priest execises u he can shove a sword through my heart n my heart will will bleed 4 my tru luv as my heart bleeds then will i know n my tru love will know the pain we both longed for. U and me were once fairy tail in luv no hapily ever after it a horrible disaster, in our nitemare of luv we only saw each other n the pain we so longed 4 from other ppl. now we have our painful nitemare, in this nitemare we call luv i only see u and it is u who can bring the out the worst in me.

Rip Neil
NEIL YOU KNOW YOU WERE MY NUMBER 1 AND NO MATTER HOW MANY YEARS GO BY YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN MY HEART. I GOT TO HAVE MY BABY I GOT MARRIED I EVEN JOINED THE ARMY NOW ALL I HAVE TO IS BECOME A LAWER AND I WILL... RIP YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WIT ME I LOVE TILL THE END OF TIME AND EVEN AFTER THAT. RIP AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR WIFE... I LOVE YOU!!!!! FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS LOST SOME ONE LEAVE A COMMENT IN MEMORY OF THEM. NEIL COLUMBUS SHEFFLER APRIL 1968-JULY 2000

For Someone Special
I met you only the other day for the first time Our eyes met and we know in an instant what we both felt We were shy and our hearts ready to fly What we did was amazing it just felt right Another day to spend with you hold you in my arms kiss you all around and run my nails down your back would only be a dream come true At this is say you have my half my heart you know its true because we already said "i love you" For my lil fu man chew

Sheila
If we keep our secrets, They put us behind walls. No good can come of this, Its not possible at all. God has shown me a light, And put you in my eyes. So all my hidden truths, I need to put behind. To you,my life, Now will be an open book. For you,I'll take you anywhere, Your heart desires to look. I will stand by my words, And honor them to the end. Or else what we could have, Was doomed since it began.

Contest Has Begun, Need To Add (akamrs.t) To Bomb Pic
Please show Bratt & her Daughters some love CONTEST WILL BEGIN MARCH 28th, AT 7 P.M EST & WILL LAST TWO WEEKS, ENDING APRIL 11th, AT 7 P.m. EST Click on the pic below to start bombing. Be sure to Add and Rate AKA Mrs. T to be able to bomb. Please leave a comment or two to help out and return the love that she has shown you. Be sure to Add and Rate host (AKA Mrs. T) to bomb Bratt. She is always quick to help others so let us all help her out as much as we can too.

Fuckin Retards Who Like To Bash Ppl Cuz They Have Nuthin Better To Do!!!
these fuckin retards need to fuckin grow up. i dont go bashin other ppls mumms. if i can i give helpful advice. and i'm more mature then ppl give me credit for. just b/c i'm young dont mean shit. i've been thru worse shit then ppl could imagine seein a kid go thru. so dont me a fuckin baby b/c i dont like tha fact that yall r too immature on these fuckin mumms. every mumm i've ever posted has been bashed and it's damn ridiculous. find somethin better to do like rate ppl pix or actually give advice on mumms for once instead of bashin ppl and makin either feel low or pissed off. at least i have some kind of sense in my head. yall act like yall have no fuckin heart. just die be done w/ it if thats the case. yall r fuckin retards for all the bs u put down in those comments for mumms. i'm not worried about growin up cuz i pretty much have. yall r the ones who need to grow up and get a fuckin life. i'm tired of ppl who think it's funny to put down other ppl (or at least try to neway). so new

Shattered Fragments Of Time
Shattered Fragments of Time With a tinkle like the breaking of glass I hear the warm depth of your laughter I spin around and around, my hands groping the empty air but I cannot see the smile on your face. The laughter fades slowly away I feel the gentleness of your fingers upon my arm and I reach for your hand, but it is not there. Nor are your lips when I turn to kiss you Or your warmth when my arms reach out to hold you. Fingers I cannot see hold my heart firm Like shattered fragments out of time parts of you are with me always I try so hard to hold them close to me so that you will not go away and leave me again But I cannot In my heart, in my soul I watch helplessly as you leave me a hundred times each day For all my strength, my love, I cannot stop you Almost with surprise I realise I am crying again The teardrop falls forever to the dry, dusty ground But my eyes do not follow it to final impact, because already my heart is reaching for th

Me And Men
I feal like such a huge f**k up. Every guy I get that is good to me I some how f**k it up. I feal I don't derserve them I guess. I guess you can't love someone if you do not love yourself right. I always seem to find a way to get them hurt them before they hurt me. I have been hurt by men so much that I run when it seems like it is to good to be true. I find some way to sabatauge the relationship. I have always been told all my life I was a nobody, ugly, fat, usless, evil, heartless, ect... And I truely believe this still. When your family, and both exhubby's have told u this you tend to begin to think that there has to be some truth to what they are saying. I know I am not a bad person in genral. I know I am a good mom. That I have a big heart and would give a stranger the shirt off my back if they needed it more than I did. I know I am a good friend, and that if I can help anyone I will!!! But what i don't think I am is a good person to men. Expecialy the ones who treat me good.

True Love
Knowbody knows what true love is until you become a parent. Then you will truly know the meening of life and understand the meaning of unconditional love.. I know i did as soon as my little boy was born.... How about you.

I'm On An Erykah Badu Kick...again
This will likely not be the only song of hers that I post. I've always liked her a lot. This week I've been vibin to the live album on the way to and from work. Almost every song resonates with me personally. Anyhow...here's one: Who gave u permission to rearrange me Certainly not me Who told you that it was alright to love me Certainly not me I was not looking for no love affair And now you wanna fix me I was not looking for no love affair And now you want to mold me Was not looking for no love affair Now you wanna kiss me Was not looking for no love affair And now you wanna control me Hold me Youre really trying to get creative with me love And thats alright, but You tried to get a little tricky turned my back And then you slipped me a mickey. The world is mine When I wake up I dont need nobody telling me the time Certainly, certainly, certainly not me Who gave u permission to rearrange me Certainly not me Who told you that it was alright

Start With Me.....about Fake Friends.....you Know Who You Are
home | mail | rss | sign out LARRY M. GREER JR Last Updated: Mar 17, 2008 Post New Blog Customize Email to a Friend Gender: Male Status: Single Age: 31 Sign: Scorpio City: OFALLON State: Illinois Country: US Signup Date: 08/06/06 Blog Archive [ Older Newer ] 123456789101112123456789101112131415161718192021222324252627282930312000200120022003200420052006200720082009 Friday, February 22, 2008 THANK YOU LARRY M GREER SR FOR THE BEST 2 DAYS OF MY LIFE Current mood: happy Category: Life THINGS I REMEMBER.........ME AS A KID I USED TO GET WHATEVER IT IS I WANTED I HAD THE BEST CHILD HOOD ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR OR WANT AND I HATED TO DO ANYTHING TO GET THOSE THINGS I JUST WANTED THEM HANDED TO ME AND MY PARENTS TREATED ME LIKE THAT CAUSE THEY DIDNT HAVE THE THINGS THAT I DID AND I WENT TO A METALLICA CONCERT WHEN I WAS 14 THAT I WASNT SUPPOSED TO GO TO MY COUSIN DONNA AND HER BOYFRIEND RON MCNIGHT TOOK

We Got It Fixed.
We got our computer fixed and hopefully we have no more problems. We had a virus that removed our system32 file which is vital to let the computer run. We worked all day yesterday and finally around 7 or 8 pm got it back up.

Just A Thank You
Just wanted to say Thank You to all my friends on here an the ones that have made my day so much brighter for the little things they do or say to make it go smoother for me some days, u are all special to me Never Forget that ok, Hugzzz To You All always Karen

Ty To Who Ever Put This Bully Out You Rock
Congratulations too our newest godmother.Stop by and congratulate her on making it to GodMother Special thanks too everyone for helping her make it to GodMother Tsisquo'ga ¢¾ Native American Queen ¢¾ Club F.A.R~.D.S.C@ fubar (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary' on '2008-03-28 17:57:53') (repost of original by 'LadyNeptune' on '2008-03-28 18:03:27')

Reality...
Take the sun from the sky Remove the twinkle from the stars Paint the world in black and white Hide the blue from my eyes Close the blinds nice and tight Wash my tears down the drain Lay my head on my pillow Dream like there was no tomorrow Fly high like a butterfly Believe in what is not Fairytales and happy endings And the power of love Live for today For there is no prince charming No Knight in shining armor Who is here to hang the moon Pick me flowers when in bloom Broken promises Forgotten dreams Are what I know Open the door Let others in Darkness surrounds me Covered in rain Too weak to move So tired of pain Back in bed Cover my head Blankets nice and warm Close my eyes Trying to forget Everything I once believed in Written by: UnchainedMelody 3-29-08

Yours To Create
If anyone has been able to do it before, you can do it too. If no one has ever done it, you can be the first. What seems out of your reach now, gets closer the moment you begin working toward it. There is a way to achieve what you choose, when you commit yourself to continue taking action. If you could have it all instantly, it would not be worth having. For the real value of accomplishment is in the accomplishing. You are smart, and motivated, and flexible and resourceful. When you decide to make it happen, you will surely find your way there. Focus on the reason for doing it, the deepest reason you can find within yourself. That will keep you going as long as necessary. Achievement is yours to create, when it's something to which you're truly committed. Get it done, and know the special joy of making the world a better place. -- Ralph Marston

Love Me Anyway
Love Me Anyway Don't assume what's goin' through my mind Your guess would be wrong just about every time What I'm feelin', what I'm goin' through is so much about me and so little 'bout you Yeah, I'm selfish, and I'm actin' absurd I tell so much with just my eyes, never speakin' a word Am I crazy? Am I a scared little girl? At times it feels there's no one but me in this world I know you want to please me and I don't make it easy But can you love me anyway? Don't analyze the things that I say It doesn't really matter anyway 'cause how I feel will change day to day But can you hold me in your arms? Just keep me safe from harm I know I act like I don't give a darn That stubborn streak is part of my charm But can you love me anyway? Can't you see that when I need you most is when I turn away Expecting you to leave but just hoping that you'll stay Don't let me down, don't break my heart, don't you give up on me With patience, soon you'll break me d

Why Women Take Too Long
Why Women Take so long in public toilets When you need to visit a public loo there is invariably a line of women waiting, you smile politely and take your place in the line, it finally gets to your turn, you check for feet under the cubicle doors. Every cubicle is occupied. But eventually a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the cubicle. You get in to find the door wont lock. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long and you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' is handy, but empty. You would hang your bag on the door hook if there was one, but there isn't so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, yank down your pants and assume 'the position'. In this position your ageing, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You would love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'the position'. To take your mind off

Lent, Redneck Style
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic. And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass... and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, 'You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic. Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the neighborhood. The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he rushed into Bubba's yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bubba, clutching a small bottle of holy w

Mount Pinatubo Eruption Last 1991
Mount Pinatubo is an active stratovolcano located on the island of Luzon in the Philippines, at the intersection of the borders of the provinces of Zambales, Tarlac, and Pampanga. Ancestral Pinatubo was a stratovolcano made of andesite and dacite. Before 1991, the mountain was inconspicuous and heavily eroded. It was covered in dense forest which supported a population of several thousand indigenous people, the Aeta, who had fled to the mountains from the lowlands when the Spanish conquered the Philippines in 1565. The volcano's eruption in June 1991 produced the second largest terrestrial eruption of the 20th century. The 1991 eruption had a Volcanic Explosively Index (VEI) of 6, and came some 450-500 years after the volcano's last known eruptive activity (estimated as VEI 5, the level of the 1980 eruption of Mount St. Helens), and some 500-1000 years after previous VEI 6 eruptive activity. Successful predictions of the onset of the climactic eruption led to the evacuation of tens

Re: Rangers 1 Celtic 0
RE: Rangers 1 Celtic 0 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 29 Mar 2008, 16:56 Rangers moved six points clear in the race to the SPL title as they notched a record fourth successive win over Celtic without conceding a goal.Kevin Thomson made the difference with first goal for the club on the stroke of half-time to give his side a great advantage just nine games from the championship's climax.Gary Caldwell and Georgios Samaras had taunted Gers prior to the game, with one saying Celts were the better team and the other vowing to score at Ibrox.After responding with a dignified silence, the Light Blues did their talking on the pitch to make it five matches without defeat against their Old Firm rivals.With a game in hand over their closest challengers, Walter Smith's men are now clear favourites to win their 52nd title at the end of the season.Rangers went into this fixture off the back of 12 consecutive league wins and as a result, Smi

Computer Crash
I just had my laptop crash and I lost everything on it. I had probably over a 300 songs and many pics from the past few years. I know I should have backed them up but I didn't I'm such a dumbass about it. But this time I am going to go about it the right way...back things up..... Jakeb

Advice??
I am recently out of a three year relationship. I have been through alot of things in my life and it seems that I continually get knocked down. But I always get back up. I think that everything in our life prepares us for something else and everything that has happened to us ,good or bad, makes us the person that we have become. So I choose to embrase whatever obstacles come my way and approach them with an open mind. The only way to really learn is to learn from our mistakes. I am also a firm believer in secound chances. Am I going about this all wrong.. It honestly seems like I can never get ahead.. and Im always gettin used... Anyone have some advice??

Waiting For That Day - George Micheals
So every day I see you in some other face They crack a smile, talk a while Try to take your place My memory serves me far too well I just sit here on this mountain thinking to myself You're a fool boy Why don't you go down Find somebody Find somebody else My memory serves me far too well It's not as though we just broke up It's not as though it was yesterday But something I just can't explain Something in me needs this pain I know I'll never see your face again C'mon now I've got to be strong now Now everybody's talking about this new decade Like you say the magic numbers Then just say goodbye to The stupid mistakes you made Oh my memory serves me far too well Don't you know that The years will come and go Some of us will change our lives Some of us still have nothing to show Nothing baby But memories And if these wounds They are self-inflicted I don't really know How my poor heart could have protected me But if I have to carry this pain If

Its Crazy How Your Killing Me!!
ITS CRAZY HOW YOUR KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know you've got something burning up inside, It's so unhealthy but so good for me! loved me would you tell me? relationship thing. A fire under you is so fulfilling, I fear there's nothing more. I'm giving you, the choke hold, My flirting with disaster is mighty loved. Ugggh you, you're so bold, My wanting to kiss you still is not enough. I'm getting over, all the comments. I'm feeling statements made by people are nonsense. I'm getting stronger, by the minute. You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever, You're the only way my time is measured. You might be the silent type, but your appetizing louder now. It's crazy how you're killing me. I like to look at you, I love that smell on you, And I like it natural, No need for chemicals. Foggin up my senses You're making me sensless You're calling it sexual. And you're going to get yours. Might even be today. And it ain't no thing because I'

Just Don't Touch The Dame.
Yesterday should have been a good day. Beautiful day, sun was out, warming my skin. Summer called to say it was on its way. Jacket weather was cancelled for the day. I was content. My first class was stuffy so I took off my jacket, something I have not been able to do for far in the semester and got my homework out, paying no attention to the girl sitting next to me. As I sat down, she did something I have had happen way too much. She turn to me, said, "Oh you have a tattoo back there," (Referring to the back of my arm) and proceeded to lift the arm of my shirt to have a look. She touched my arm and asked me about the tattoo. "It's a tattoo," I told her, shrugged and started taking down notes for class. I was already upset about what had happened, but let it go. I tend to do that all the time. Today was different, 6 different times it happened in one day. People grabbing at my shirt, pulling my arm, touching my work. Just wanting to take a look. I'm not trying to be conceited here.

Your Night Out
Tonight is supposed to be a special night for you. We were going to try something a little different. We have experimented with so many different things and I am so totally into you, I had to help fill your fantasy. We were out a a bar just relaxing, drinking a little. I was shooting pool with a couple of people and you were watching me. I love when you watch me like that, it makes m want to play harder, like you were my prize when I win. I noticed the guy I was playing against was also checking you out. I asked him if he thought you were pretty. "oh, hell yes!" he seemed very excited in answering. I asked him if he was with anyone and he said no. I asked him if he wanted to bet on the game..... If I win he would have to do what I told him to do with you, if he wins you would tell him what to do. He didnt waiste any time in answering, YES. the game was intense and he lost, or you could say he won. I brought him over to introduce you to him. and then I told you that we b

3/29/08-sad News.(updated 4/7/08)
UPDATE 4/7/08 MY AUNT PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT (4/6/08) 11:05 pm THANK YOU ALL FOR YOU KIND WORDS AND SUPPORT I APPRECIATE IT MAY SHE REST IN PEACE __________________________________________________ Yesterday (3/28/08) my Mom called and said that my aunt my not have much time left -- she's dying from ovarian cancer which has spread thru her entire body. The only thing they can do to help her with the pain is morphine and radiation -- The doc has given her 2 weeks - 2 months if that. Up until a week ago she didn't even look sick or acted like she was sick -- now it looks like she's skin & bones :( and can not get out of bed. Cancer is a serious thing that hurts everyone affected please make sure those that you love, you, and friends get tested for any types of cancer - it just might save someones life from alot of pain if detected early enough HUGS TO ALL

Rolled Up My Sleeves Today, Cuz I Thought That This Was Over
"I could've" Know what I should've said Before I watch you walk away So much you would've known It didn't matter you had to go I could've said I love you Just one more time, don't go away Could've let you know I hurt From all the words, never yet spoken I wouldn't let you closer Could've let you know Should've known better All the things I could've done Just to watch you go Should've told you how much it hurt Everytime you ran from me Not that it would've made you stay I could've not said a damn thing When sometimes letting go Is the same thing as sayin 'I love you' So I should've done so long ago you would've know I can't care I could've said goodbye Only my heart would ever hear 'I love you'

Dealing With Getting Dumped
One of the things that will never cease to amaze me is the games people play. If you get a number, wait two days to call. Don't have sex until you have been on at least 3 dates. Don't be the first to say, "I love you". While these games are a crucial part of getting to know someone, once you get into a relationship, they are supposed to stop. In like manner, when a relationship ends people search for a million reasons as to why it happened or what led up to it. Then afterwards, they take steps to preserve the relationship or figure out why it happened to create closure. This can be some of the most painful parts of a break up. What do you do? You look for truth- You want to know details. How do you feel about me?.. When you start feeling this way? If they end up with someone else..What was she like? How long has it been going on? Is she good in bed? You look and ask for the details of a situation when no answer will make you feel good. If she is hot, then you will become inse

Random Thoughts
Sitting besides you, taking you in. Holding you at night in my arms. Watching you peacefully sleep next to me in our bed. Touching your silk like skin and watching you react to my hand. Gliding my fingers across your breasts and watching your nipples get stimulated. Running my hand over your butt and down your leg, grazing your sex, hearing you moan. Holding your hands back as I kiss your sweet lips, passionately, pinching one nipple. My other hand leaves yours and raps around your throat, squeezing to show you who is in control. You grasping at the precious air, stimulated beyond words... These are some of the things that are running through my head right now...more to cum...

An Old Poem
I sit here and think, why am I alive? why aren't I dead? What is my purpose in life? Can't find an answer. My emotions take over. Anger, depression, anxiety, sadness, jealousy. I pick up a knife and strike it across my wrist. 1, 2, 3 times. Blood oozing out the wounds on my wrist and in my deep, dark soul. There is a scream, then silence. As I lay there bleeding on the floor, I am no longer overcome by these emotions.

Unexcepted Goodbye
As I wait for the call. From the one I love. But I wasn't excepting this call. It plays over in my mind "Marissa I'm sorry." What did he mean sorry as he talked. I sat there frozen on a summer night. Then I heard him screaming at me. But I couldn't move. So I just cried. Then I heard him on the phone telling me he loves me. Yet he was sorry he had to go. As I hung up the phone I sat on the porch. Waiting for him to call back and say he was joking. But instead I got a phone call saying. "Marissa he committed suicide." Then I knew why he said goodbye.

Will Be Cleaning Out Friends List !!!
OK, SCOOP IS, I HAVE CLEANED OUT LIST ONCE AND NOW I AM GONNA SEE WHO ARE MY FRIENDS, I WILL BE WATCHING TO SEE WHO VISITS, CHATS, EVEN A SIMPLE HI AND HAVE A GREAT DAY OR SIMPLE COMMENT, (WHICH I HAVE SENT TO EVERY ONE OF YOU).WHEN EVER A FRIEND ASKS FOR HELP I MAKE SURE I HELP A BIT IF I CAN. AND I HAVE NOT ASKED FOR MUCH HELP, I AM IN A CONTEST AND REALLY NEED MY FRIENDS TO PITCH IN.. I WILL RETURN FAVORS.. SO.. WE WILL SEE IN 2 WEEKS WHO IS A FRIEND!!!! LOVE MY FRIENDS. &hearts~Bratt~♥

Accident
hello all, i can only still write with one hand and unfortunatly thats the one with the broken shoulder too and can only use it for a little while, other wrist broken and arm broken so that one is about useless (there goes my sex life for a while i guess lol), but wanted to say thank you to all my friends that have been thre for me and have offered to help me since my accident. the overwhelming amount of poeple who have offered there assistance is amazing, enen those i have never even met before offering to help, it really warms my heart andd feel so gratefull that i know poeple that are there for me and would do things for a complete stranger overwhelms me> i so appreciate everything everyone is willing and are doing for me, and once i am whole again, i promise you that i am in your debt, and if therer is ANYTHING i can do for you please dont hestitate to ask. i have a slew of dr appts all weeek this week and some next week, but, so far this is what i have found out

A Summer I'll Never Forget
Many years ago a family was broken by sickness, for weeks she watched her dad draw ragged breathes as he lies slowly dying from this wretched disease, days in the hospital slowly go by, she felt as though this nightmare would never end; yet hope is what she clung to. Pain filled tears falling, her eyes watching the sorrowless suffering,bending her head to his she said: Daddy your my angel, and I wish you won't go and leave me here feeling so alone, I never want to loose you , please stay here with me , please don't go. Days go by as doctors work to save his life, yet sadly they say theres no more we can do, your fathers not gonna pull through. Her heart screamed, as she cried, for at the moment her world collapsed. As pain tore at her upon the final day, she knew the time had come to say goodbye, tears came to her eyes as she bent to him and said: Daddy your my angel, please take your last breathe and leave this place, I was you little girl and I forever will be, i

Does My Onomatopoeia Have Click And Snap? Aka Victory, Chapter 1
I don't remember if I'd posted the first chapter of my current novel "Victory" before. I've mentioned it in a few blogs and I'm WAY behind on finishing it, even though the only deadline I've got is the one I'm setting myself. I just let another one pass tomorrow; please don't ride me too much about it. Since I want to spend more time writing out the roiling thought patterns in my head and when I mentioned this my Multiply friend Mamabearcherei said I ought to write my novel AS a blog (since I am here a lot) I thought it was a good idea. So effective now I will have Bible chapter devotions on Monday, Ensigns on Friday, and writings from "Victory" on Saturday. It's not that nothing's happening with my family; quite a lot is, and I promise to cover that too. I just need to use my time more productively, and I suspect that's a challenge all of us need to meet. The manuscript itself is just over half done, and I've noticed I do tend to write more when I'm here. I'd just like to he

Please Help Me Thank You
Hello everybody!!!! I would like to go for the spotlight soon, so I'm coming today to ask all of ya to help me out with some fuBucks. I promise ya I wont loose when i start to bid on the spotlight!!!! So please come visite my profile, leave me some love (I return the love for sure) and if you can help me out with some fuBucks please. BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD i DoNt ChAsE tHeMe I RePlAcE tHeMe @ fubar I will already thank everybody who already helped me with some fuBucks and thank you cutemommy82 for helping me with this bulletin/comment I'm the queen, who are you? Im your Diamond!!! ~*~ cutemommy82 ~*~ stop hating jeez @ fubar

She Aint Right!
so my tatoe thinks.. The bad thing is I agree :D She got her daddy's tongue and temper Sometimes her mouth could use a filter God shook his head the day he built her Oh, but I bet he smiled. She loves and lives her life unruly Tears up that dirt road up in a dualy Dangerous, absolutely. And in a little while... She'll be roundin' that corner on three wheels Ain't slowin down, yellin "Come on, jump in" Always up to somethin, crazy got nothin' on her Chorus: She ain't right, she ain't right She ain't right, but she's just right for me She says she wants to meet my momma I said, I don't think you oughta Be like mixin' oil and water But by midnight she had momma on the coffee table dancin' Comin' unwound Good God I swear, can't take her anywhere What's the girl gonna do next Chorus: She ain't right, she ain't right She ain't right, but she's just right for me Every once in a while she'll give me that smile and say, I just don't see somebody

Why I Have Joined Fubar
Just to let you all know a little bit about me and why I have joined this site. First a good friend asked me to and I try to do just about anything I can to help a friend. I am not here to check out nude pictures of people or to post and show them of myself. I am a 31 year old mother of 4 wonderful children. I do not have time for games and things of that nature. I am here to meet new people and gain new friends. Friends are something you can never have enough of. If you'd like to chat with me I am here, if you want anothers opinion or advice I will give you my viewpoint (not to say that mine is right just to give you maybe a different outlook on something). I will add anyone who sends me an invite tho if you only send them as a way for popularity and have no plans of getting to know me or be friends know that eventually you will get removed. I'd like friends not show things and/or thorphies so to speak.

Something I Thought Was Funny
CITY BITCH VS. COUNTRY BITCH A city bitch will take you where you need to go. A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "nobody better jump in!" A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's where he works, how many babies mama's he

Hiring Dj's
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What I Cannot Change
I know what makes me comfortable And I know what makes me tick And I when I need to get my way I know how to pour it on thick Cream and sugar in my coffee Right away when I wake I face a day, and pray to God I won’t make the same mistakes All the rest is out of my hands I will learn to let go what I cannot change I will learn to forget what I cannot change I will learn to love what I cannot change But I will change, yeah I will change Whatever I, whatever I can Yeah I don’t know my father Or my mother well enough It seems like every time we talk We can’t get passed the little stuff The pain is self-inflicted I know it’s not good for me health Yeah but it’s easier to please the world Then it is to please myself All the rest is out of my hands I will learn to let go what I cannot change I will learn to forget what I cannot change I will learn to love what I cannot change But I will change, yeah I will change Whatever I, whatever I can Well I know I can

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Horses
Well, my friend was in a car accident with her bf one evening...to no fault of theirs some dipshit ran a red. He's been in critical condition for over a week, punctured lung, fractured ribs, two broken legs...he's lucky he is still here. She, on the other hand has a broken arm...3 places, and a fractured ankle. My friend has 8 kids, uh huh you read it right. Triplet boys for her first, then a single birth (a boy), triplet girls (unfortunately one didn't make it), then frat twins ...yes it would be difficult for her to fend for herself with 8 kids. So I went out there to help. While I was there one of the triples boys Jacob asked me if I would take he and Johnathan horseback riding. So I said sure. I know how to handle a horse i was born and raised on a farm in Canada. We had horses and I was used to riding. So Anyhow, I get them all ready...get the horses saddled up. This one horse that Brianne said to take was a big huge bugger. Anyhow, she said use what she calls the we

Mountain Man
Mountain Man The silence of the virgin mountains was broken by the soft crying of a tiny baby, and the huge rough hands of the mountain man reached down to gently pick her up. Not another living person for a hundred miles, but here was this tiny speck outside his old log cabin with a note pinned to her chest that he couldn’t read. His weather-beaten, scarred face broke into a huge smile as he looked at the tiny figure of the baby girl almost covered by his massive hands. She was the prettiest little thing, with her face screwed up and tears running from her eyes. Not much hair at all, and indescribably wonderful to hold. From somewhere deep inside, he remembered long forgotten words to a lullaby once often sung to him as a child. In a voice long unused to speaking he sang to her, and surprised himself with the purity of his song. "Mountain Man in love?" he mused, and his grin got wider still. "You crying for your Momma?" he asked her "Only me here Speck, but

Losing Battles
You pushed me to the bottom So much for the broken promise Of breaking my fall Stare down at me With hate filled eyes Blame me, I’ll take the fault Of our latest demise Your words spoken with passion Now replaced with cold venom Though I try, I can’t fight you My voice nothing more than a hoarse whisper You read my lips, but won’t take in the words Shut me out, you know you love to Take the last of my dignity Just let me up so I can walk away

Another Little Segment...be Brutal!
She woke with the sun, streaming through a slit in the curtains. Breathing in deep, she snuggled for a bit underneath the covers...the best night's sleep she'd had in years. There was no fear in her at that moment...the morning stirred in her such inspiration to scratch paper with a fervor unmatched in her younger years. As she set foot on the floor to open the curtains, he stretched and woke. "Hey...whatcha doin'?" he asked, rubbing sleep from his eyes. She stayed silent, but watched the sun rise over the desert. She wasn't sure what to say...after all, she wasn't used to having a friend. Turning from the window, her eyes were only on notebook and pen. "You gonna talk to me?" he continued. "I'm sorry...let me just jot some things down. If I don't, I'll forget." "Forget what?" She smiled, probably the first smile in years. "The feeling of freedom." With that, he turned over and fell back asleep. ------------------------------------------ Tom paid

Ladymoon
She leads me down to the edge of the wet, sandy beach I see her misty arms for me they try to reach She smiles at my nakedness, for I am free Her light caresses me, as I tip toe into the sea I stare at her with wonderous eyes She is so beautiful and serene as a lullabye She enlightens my spirit, and calms my mind She is the love I so desperately needed to find She loves me as her lover and her friend Never to abandon me, she will remain til the end I see her shine proudly through the darkest of nights I watch her rule the earth for it is her right When she is cloaked behind dark clouds, I still feel her presence there Her moonbeams caressing my lips, and gently brushes my hair Everynight I am hypnotized, truely amazed I will be inlove with her til my end of days D.L. Abrams

Sexy
Sometimes it's just a thought, the sound of a voice or the words that are said to me. Maybe it's this power of attention given to me. But reality its not just you, its me accepting you. Me allowing ME to be comfortable in my own skin. Sexy its what leaves me speechless... makes me want to be the whole package. It's something that makes notice... an it makes you notice too. Sexy to me isnt the way some one walks or dresses. It's a slow but strong seduction, very enticing. Its what makes me feel and want, those sinful desires. Being sexy is something within - not something you become. Its your deep sensuality that occasionally you wear on the outside. I say exposed through eyes... through an ALMOST there smile or laugh. It comes from deep within my SOUL - that shouts "Take Me, all of me!" It moves in my laugh... and flows through my body. Sexy is not something someone can touch on you... Its not something someone can take from you.... Its not something someone c

Do You Think There Could Have Been A Pre-historic Nuclear War?
Text from the Mahābhārata: "Gurkha, flying a swift and powerful vimana hurled a single projectile Charged with all the power of the Universe. An incandescent column of smoke and flame As bright as the thousand suns Rose in all its splendour... a perpendicular explosion with its billowing smoke clouds... ...the cloud of smoke rising after its first explosion formed into expanding round circles like the opening of giant parasols... ..it was an unknown weapon, An iron thunderbolt, A gigantic messenger of death, Which reduced to ashes The entire race of the Vrishnis and the Andhakas. ...The corpses were so burned As to be unrecognizable. The hair and nails fell out; Pottery broke without apparent cause, And the birds turned white. After a few hours All foodstuffs were infected... ...to escape from this fire The soldiers threw themselves in streams To wash themselves and their equipment" Read more below. The Mahabharata (composed between 300 BC an

Savior
I stare at the candle, the silvery light illuminates my face I feel the darkness that surrounds me, shadows fill this space I am swallowed by silence, embraced by stone I am searching for a love to carry me home The one true love I cannot create Hard to think strait with my head full of hate Hatred has bounded my heart, it has strangled my mind I need a soul to release me, a soul who is kind Someone to lead me from this world without care A caring soul to hold me, and who will always be there Deep inside me is a continuous fight I need a savior to save me and show me the light dla 11-21-07

My Hell
The sky is dark, the moon blood red and the demons haven't been fed on my soul they will feed tourturing me and watching me bleed hearing the monsters hellish screams praying to GOD this is just a dream evil beings gaurding so I cannot escape burning my skin, and my mind they rape teeth and claws grind against my bones I hear a voice I am not alone A voice tells me to look deep within me this hell i have created I can be set free I need to forgive myself for all I have done I need to accept who I have become i have crawled on my hands & knees, searching for who i truely am I have pulled from depths within me all I can I am inlove with misery it is apart of me and it has left me burn in this fiery sea this is a fear I have never known to be left behind, to be left alone I hold out my hand and he pulls me near He tells me "I love you, please do not fear For me to be patient he will show me the way" He will guide and protect me every day I say to myself "evil is

The Annual Time Of Shame For Being Canadian
this weekend marks the beginning of the annual slaughter of seals off the eastern shores of canada-a time where there are no words to describe the degree of shame i hold as a canadian, and the self-loathing for being born into this species of animal. what is it with us, as an animal species, that we seek to differentiate ourselves from all other life forms, when the reality says otherwise-beyond our comportment and our ill placed arrogance that is. have we really devolved to the degree we seem to, where we refuse to accept that we are no better or worse-in general terms- than any other species...we need each species-each individual for that matter, for this entire sphere of interconnecting environments and ecosystems to thrive, let alone to survive. when we rape and steal from the world for our own selfish interests it impacts profoundly upon all else that shares that which is taken, adulterated and destroyed. what kind of fucking moron seriously thinks that the non-humans

Whew...glad My Brain Isn't Manly!
Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! What Gender Is Your Brain?

Been Awhile
It's been awhile since i posted any of my thoughts, so i felt that it was time. I have been going through alot of change in my life, and i feel like i am going crazy, and at the same time i dont know if i am coming or going anymore. I hope that i have been there for anyone that needed me to be there. I truly feel left behind in many aspects of my life, like i am not wanted by some of the people that i care about and that alot of people dont understand me...i feel like i am missing out on my life sometimes. i have been in a rut for quite a long time, and i have been trying to change it. not been completely successful in that so far, but i am trying, i have great ambitions but at this point i feel like everything i want is out of my reach. and that i am not meant to have anything. life is hard to navigate when you are on your own, and i wish i could enjoy it more. i graduate in may and i dont feel that i am ready, i am excited yes, but so totally scared to death. i am afraid that i am

41 Ways
1. ask her to dance. 2. On windy days, brush wayward strands of hair from her eyes and mouth. 3. When she's coming down the street, across the room, or up the stairs to meet you, walk toward her as soon as you see her. 4. Kiss her between her shoulder blades when she turns her back to you to go to sleep. 5. Put your arm around her when you introduce her to your friends and family. 6. Grasp her hand when a scantily dressed, beautiful woman walks by. 7. Call her when you're feeling sad. 8. Kiss her eyelids. 9. Ask to see a picture of her when she was a child. 10. Wash her from head to toe in the shower. 11. If she's crying on the phone, go over to her place. Immediately. 12. Stand her naked on a sturdy chair and lick between her legs. 13. Occasionally call her by her first and middle names. 14. Buy her your favorite rock album of all time on vinyl. 15. Order coffee for her, remembering exactly how she likes it. 16. Undress her

Saturday
It's almost like where do I begin. Besides it being just another lonely saturday night. ALONE. Here I was hoping going to work this morning was gonna help. I guess like everything I touched this week that did not work. It's almost like you just that far away, lol. That was an attempt to laugh not actually a laugh. In some ways I just feel like sitting and crying all night. But what good would that do. The thing is I don't know what to say or what to ask. It's like I have this giant heart just wanting to pour out to someone. And it's like your just that far away from changing your life around. And everything you do in some way, you sabatoge your own self. Almost like you don't want to succeed. I know my hours suck, along with my work schedule. You want to read something funny. I get a daily Horoscope txt msg'ed to me everyday. This was this morning "You'll meet someone today who makes it so very easy to open up and share your life" ya ok. It did not happen, so what. I

Ita All Good.
Seen the doctor about the cyst, and he told me it's nothing to worry about! That as long as I don't have trouble seeing and things of that sort, he see's no reason to do anything else! Yea I'm going to live!!!!

I Got Owned!!!
That's right I got owned! Bought in an auction by a very sweet woman......LSD's Shell, she's my new owner LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar No go show her sum luv and tell her that her slave sent you!

Grandma...r.i.p. 07/26/33-05/15/06
Grandma" God saw she was getting tired A cure was not to be So he put his arms around her And whispered come with me with tearful eyes i watched her suffer and saw her fade away. although i loved her dearly I could not make her stay a golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands went to rest god broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best a million times i think of u a million times ive cried if love alone couldve saved u you never wouldve died in life ive loved u dearly in death i love u still in my heart you had a special place no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but u didnt go alone for most of me went with you when god called you home!

Free Speech
I posted a mumm about the mini series HBO is showing on John Adams our 2nd President of the U.S. the mumm was simple: are you watching it and what are your thoughts or are you not watching and why. Now i realize this isn't a mumm but most of the mumms posted aren't mumms so no big deal. Fubar admins delete my mumm saying it is either offensive or nsfw in its nature. how in the world is a mumm about a tv show on American history offensive or nsfw in the fubar world? Is Fubar unamerican, maybe British owned? When I inquired about the reason on the 24hr live chat i was directed to a "blog" which explained nothing and then my right to inquire more was banned by the admins who i am guessing would rather discuss the latest non deleted mumms on penis/breast size or should i cheat on my husband/wife. Which of course fubar doesn't consider offensive but American History tv is offenisive I don't mind if they delete my mumm just tell me why in more exact term and allow me the RIGHT

Stop Loss
WHAT IS YOUR OPINION ON STOP LOSS? DO YOU THINK THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED SHOULD HAVE TO GO BACK FOR ANOTHER TOUR OF DUTY? I HAVE A NEPHEW IN THE MILITARY & HE JUST WENT TO AFGANISTAN, I HOPE HE DOESN'T HAVE TO GO BACK WHEN HE IS DONE. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OK. BECKY

Trying So Hard
I'm trying so hard to find someone that I can be happy with. It always seems that everytime I find someone I truly care about something happens. If it's not an ex jumping in, it's a distance problem. I just want to find someone who will love me for who I am and not what they want me to be, a whore! I would very much like to be truly happy at least once in my life, but it doesn't seem to be happening any time soon.

Me You Me You
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

From A Beautiful Woman 2 Me.
There are no profile comments to describe this man. He can warm your heart without even a touch of the hand. I know this is gonna make you a lil curious, Cause not only is he fine..he's a bit mysterious You see him there and say a man he truly is, but thats the outside what makes him who he is.. He's gorgeous yes, tall and a body mmm of a God, but look beyond all that do you see the man inside. Do you see how gentle his eyes can be, so far away yet he penetrates me. My soul.. my spirit..I feel him in me. Do you feel how soothing his words can be? Im sure you do cause he's generous you see. Makes all the ladies fall to their knees. Now I may be selfish but not insecure, cause he may show you love, but shows me so much more. Now I dont know how long it will last, but for now in his everything I will bask.

Too Good
As she walks into the room, she hears the water of the shower pounded against the wall, she hears every drop as she slides the door open to see him standing and waiting, looking at her with hungry eyes. She steps into the shower as the water shimmers off of her naked body. He touches her breasts with his stong firm hands and then with his soft, warm lips. He grabs her body as if he can not stand to be away from her for one moment longer. She melts into his arms as he kisses her neck and her hands slide down his warm, wet, muscular back. Her eyes closed, enjoying his touch. He lowers his hand to her hips, turning her around, she gives in to his man hood as he slides inside of her as the water rolls of her buttocks. He watches in delight as he pentrates her hot, wet pussy repeatedly. She moans in pleasure, pressing herself against him. She believes this pleasure must be a dream, no woman should feel so taken by one man.

Simple Pain
Pain is my pleasure, Pleasure is My pain, the things they do , the things they say drive me insane, all I know is in one simple breath, what I could wish for is death, but upon my life, i have stricken a promise, and never do it with a knife, completely untouched mind, is the stress i leave behind, from what i can see, I will stand tall ME and Only ME!!!! Rate if you wish, but please comment.....

Maybe..
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe .. when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe .. you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one

@evil Minded@'s Auction Link
Help my friend out. Shes really sweet and shes working on trying to win this Auction. Rate her 10's or bid on her. those that rate or bid will get every one of their pics rated by me in thanks. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1037376&i=2078103799 Please. Help my friend out. Thanks Ben

3-24-08
I stare at her from a distance, Now afraid to go near. All chances with her lost, And never will they reapeer. Not very long ago, She had put sparkle back in my eyes, Not very long ago, We said our final goodbyes. I miss her in ways, I can never explain. To think of what I lost, Still cause me so much pain. So now I stare at her from a distance, Never again can I go near. I stare at her from a distance, And my eyes shed a tear.

Self Deceit.
Deceit. I chase you as a dream. This is the house of mirrors and I burn my image against fraudulent eye I press my form in urgent frequency against the shallow hollow of unformed souls I find solace in the empty places between that I create through trembling breath and I bleed black reason into my thoughts which drips from my tongue like the poison I am. Tragic Simply tragic they'd say. I am a car crash waiting to happen. I build roads without structure the blind leading the lost the cost is but a fraction of the pleasure I hurt noone but myself it's a one man game no rules but what I make of them and what I make of myself is not yours and so if I bring myself towards harm it is not yours to carry There is no reality but will my will is my way you are but another bullet in my gun be you release or be you blank. Is it so crazy to dream that one may fly? even underwater the dead will float. If such brings dissipation, well, all turns to dust.

My Fu's! Show The Love! Xoxo
I OWN SOME AWESOME FU'S! Go show them lots and lots of love! Rate/Fan and Add them! Be sure to tell them that PebblesinAZ sent ya! If you R/F/A each of them and rate some of their photos and stash I will make you a Thank You Salute and love up your page in return! Just send me a private message and let me know what you did for them! Here they are... *Pink0828*Owned By Jak*~*~Co-Owned By PebblesinAZ & Tappinit~*~Owner Of Goin4broke~*~@ fubar Silentlizard - Owned by ~PebblesinAZ~@ fubar &hearts Blairmare &hearts{OWNER of Tappinit!}{ OWNED BY PEBBLES IN ARIZONA}@ fubar Sweetnsassytam*****FU-OWNED BY ~PebblesinAZ~*****@ fubar Madmann~bWo~@ fubar KELLY 1969 MEMBER OF THE FU BOMBERS & SHINNING STARS&OWNED BY SAY&owned by pebblesinaz@ fubar Be sure to share the love with my amazing owner also! If you already have him F/A/R'd as I pimp him lots then just hit up some pics and his stash for me!

No 6
My worst enemy, isn't envy or jealousy, hate is just a part of me. I'm waiting, some people are hesitating, and masturbating, all in all its a regular day. I came in a dream, to the pearly gates, I learned as a kid how to love & hate. Everyday, seems to get away, drift, not speed. I want to get away from this bullshit, of the everyday. Some bleed, others need, some never seem to care, fake it, take it & break it in half. The globes got a small hold on my past, like glass.This isn't football, I'm not a patriot,trying to make this all last. A manner of speaking, compulsively comes & goes, take it all nice & slow. The rush'll crush you like ice & snow.

Poem/una Poesia/ein Gedicht/een Gedicht/un Poème/Поэма/et Dikt
*Italian: La manco. Una poesia. ......... L'adoro ama adoro le stagioni dei venti, Come le stelle adorano il cozmos e come Dei hanno nascosto dei segreti dal sole, voglio l'accarezzare delicatamente e dolcemente accarezzare non solo il suo spirito, Ma sentire il calore del suo corpo vicino per scavare, tenendo ed abbracciando col collegamento di una serratura ed una chiave di vita ed ama così lei non lascerà mai Andare. Sono stato doluto prima, e con la sua fede in me, devo imparare a fidarsi di dovrei aver realizzato ormai che Lei non è un dare nella lussuria. Sbaglio delle verità per le bugie. Ho molti difetti e molti dinieghi. Rilasciare la mia anima tenuta profonda entro Sebbene fino ad ora lei ha toccato il mio cuore, anche se siamo delle miglia e delle miglia a parte, non rinunceremo mai o saluteremo, Ricorda insieme, la luna nel cielo, il Suo cuore una parte di me e miniera di lei, Con che solo, non sentiremo così blu, i miei pensieri ed i sogni l'hanno riempita di

~*~ Beautiful Nightmare's Western Roundup Auction~*~
Rulez: No Drama. No Down Rating. All Participants and Bidders must: Rate, Fan and Add Me. "Real Money Bidz: (ie: Tickers, Blasts, Happy Hours, Vips, Bling, & Gift Cards outweigh Fu Bucks. Starting Bid is 20,000 Fu Bucks. ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ To enter just click my link below and private message me, please no shout box! Beautiful Nightmare @ fubar ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Don't You See My Scars
Tracy and Wolf was my most popular series bfore my page was deleted, Tracy is a young girl, horribly scarred, Wolf is a half caste Blackfoot indian. This story was written early in the piece before they found their wolf Grrrrrr. Tracy stood once more in front of the mirror. Fear drew her there each day, and held her trapped, staring at her own image in its reflection. Her 14-year-old face was scarred forever after the accident that had taken her brother's life, and the scars went deep into her soul. They pointed to the guilt she still felt, the guilt of her brother's death and now, a new guilt, the guilt of imposing her love on Wolf. She knew he loved her until she stood in front of that mirror, and then the questions came flooding in. "What if he just feels sorry for me?" and, "Why would he love someone like this?" The terrible, terrible mirror always told her that she was ugly, and presented its proof to her trapped eyes. How could she force her beloved Wolf to take suc

Movies I Watched Today
To Die For: Not bad. I know it's an older movie but I've never seen it. Liked it. Loved the ending. Could have done without the Joaquin Phoenix mullet action but all in all a good flick. Love Stinks: I was falling asleep when this shit taco came on. I admit I watched it through to the end but French Stewart is much better suited as a cracked out alien on a late night sitcom. I would pay to watch him in a death match battle royale stare contest with Renée Zellweger. If you can make this happen I will touch your penis. Dave Attell: Captain Miserable: I've seen this like 50 times but its completely fucking note worthy. Dave, if you are on fubar, I want to lick your receding hairline. Hit me up yo! Into the Wild: WHAT THE FUCK. I thought this was going to be a cinematic orgasm. It had a good basis for plot and Im sure is a fan-fucking-tabulous read, but as far as movies go, I would have been better off taking the dvd and carving the bible into my arm skin. Too m

~~love Unexpressed~~
~~Love Unexpressed~~ The sweetest notes among the human heart-strings are dull with rust; The sweetest chords, adjusted by the angels, are clogged with dust; We pipe and pipe again our dreary music upon the self-same strains, While sounds of crime, and fear, and desolation, come back in sad refrains. On through the world we go, an army marching with listening ears, Each longing, sighing, for the heavenly music he never hears; Each longing, sighing, for a word of comfort, a word of tender praise, A word of love, to cheer the endless journey of earth's hard, busy days. They love us, and we know it; this suffices for reason's share. Why should they pause to give that love expression with gentle care? Why should they pause? But still our hearts are aching with all the gnawing pain Of hungry love that longs to hear the music, and longs and longs in vain. We love them, and they know it; if we falter, with fingers numb, Among the unused strings of love's expression, the notes are dumb. We

"a Decade In The Making"
“My Love” Tears stream down your precious face I'm down on both my knees We've been together for so long But I'm afraid it's time for you to leave I held on tight for what seemed like days It seems though that's not the case The walls are white, people standing round The bed that you lie in stands yet above the ground You've fought so hard to stay awake To tell me how much you love me You're so pale now, the strength is leaving you I gently kiss your face Now close your weary eyes, know I love you Dream forever as we lay you in your grave So much loss and hurt are round As I stare into your empty space I love you, and all your grace... "Judgment Day" Pure black the form of smoke from mine eyes come my inner soul. With hatred ransacked hearts of misery. Painful happenings for all to see as a warning. Destroying that of which God erected. The PURE RED BLOOD for all to see, The thorns. Humility, and suffer, while scoffers laugh.

The Worst Thing..
I saw the worst thing one night. I was driving back from The White Rooster on Lincoln Ave. There were two coyotes.. the male was looking at his mate.. she had been hit by a car.. and I almost hit him.. I hit my breaks.. he ran off to the side of the avenue.. damn.. it is so sad.. he lost her.. so damn sad.. ========= ========= ========== What is also sad is when I was at a low point that night and needed a friend.. that friend would not respond.. never called me again.. pretty much told people I was a pig! I needed a real friend that night.. found out that friend is no friend of mine. I've lost familiy members too. In fact, I lost my only aunt.. Aunt Sally.. in the beginning of March. Woluld a real friend turn on me like that.. within a few days? No.. not a real friend! All that person was is a fair weather friend.. so damn sad!

Maggie Progress/condition
Today is Sunday March 30th, and I have seen Maggie changing now. She developed a cough. The vet said the cancer is in her lungs, but I didnt know what to expect and when. Well, its starting out as a small cough. I rub her throat and say prayers to ease it for her. Her appitite is real good yet, and she plays as if nothing is wrong yet, so I will just watch her and love her and spoil her as she has always been. Thurd I took her to the park with friends playing tennis and she LOVED it, she went back and forth chasing the ball over the net until she cought one and then ran with it wouldnt let anyone have it, and then tried to put 2 balls in her mouth when she could, she is such a clown sometimes. I will keep u updated on Maggie as things happen, and well, even if they dont happen.

La Lettre ( The Letter )
Singer : Renan Luce Song & Lyrics : Renan Luce I received a letter one month ago maybe Coming by error Factor’s awkwardness perfume’s sprinkled Carmine lipstick I should this letter Don’t open maybe But me I’m a man Who likes this kind of stake I want well that she names me Alphonse or Fred, it’s as she wants It’s as she wants Pretty daisies On the top of its “I” Handwritten curves As in the abbeys Some spelling errors A light dyslexia And as a paraph The small sexy blonde And me I’m a man Who likes this kind of play I don’t love the nuns And I fell in love In love She writes that Sunday She will go on cliff Where I took her by the hips And that on the assumption Where I would not have tact To assume my frolicking She’ll choose the impact 0.02 miles lower And me I am a man Who likes this kind of stake I don’t want that it is struck Because I fell in love In love Thanks to the postmark Of a city on “ M

My Name Is America
My name is America and I stand proud and free, I shed a tear for those that fights for me. For those are the ones that are willing to die for our rights that belongs to you and me. May it be a Soldier who travels far and wide, May it be a police officer who protect our city at night, May it be a firefighter that walks in the flames of hell. My name is America and I stand proud and free, You my children is what belongs to me. For you are the ones that stands behind our country and fights for what is ours. You won't fall when the Nation is threatened by a coward who has no shame, You will stand tall and help those that has fallen, You are the ones that builds my name. My name is America and I stand proud and free, And I am proud to call my Son's and Daughter's heros For they are the ones that calls me Liberty. ~CM~

There We Go Agan
March 30th now and will end on April 15th at 5:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 100k RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. MINIMUM BID IS 65,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 4. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5:00PM PST MARCH 15TH TILL 5:00PM PST MARCH 29TH 5. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 6. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 7. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 8. THE BIDDER MUST PAY TH

Men And Dating
Found on another site and wondered is these were true. Men’s Top Ten Favorite Conversation Topics 1. Sex 2. Romantic fantasies 3. Hobbies/interests in general 4. Hopes and aspirations 5. Music 6. Dreams 7. Movies 8. Entertainment 9. Vacations 10. Travel Men’s Top Ten Least Favorite Conversation Topics 1. Past relationships 2. Other dates 3. Celebrities 4. Religion 5. Politics 6. Antiques 7. Money 8. Fashion 9. Gardening 10. Marriage Men’s Top Ten Date Picks 1. Taking a romantic walk 2. Restaurant 3. Park 4. Cook dinner at home 5. Coffee shop 6. Scenic car ride 7. Stay in and rent a movie 8. Bowling or Playing Pool 9. Live music 10. Comedy Club Top Ten Restaurant Types for a Date 1. Casual dinner 2. Pub 3. Retro bar with live music 4. French cuisine 5. Ethnic 6. Pizza place 7. Western 8. Salad bar 9. Sushi bar 10. Family dinner Men’s Top Ten Favorite Ways to Have Someone Flirt with Them 1. Displays concern for him

Our Purpose Is Purposeless
The most solid comfort one can fall back upon is the thought that the business of one's life is to help in some small way to reduce the sum of ignorance, degradation and misery on the face of this beautiful earth. --George Eliot

Fubar
Ok Its like this. I am just fed up with Fubar. I got my points taken away and now I can not add more pictures. They took my points I rightfully earned from Friend requests, my 2 Happy Hours, my 15 blasts that I have bought at least 10 of them. Points I have earned bombing people and people doing the same on me. They accused of me of cheating and this place just sucks ass. Me and Tigerseye are fed up. People have been rude to us stop talking to us. I left the Rate Spankers cause they kicked me out and did not tell me why. I have had 2 much stress to deal with at home with my daughter who is 13 1/2 in a mental hospital on suicide alert!!!! So I don't need this fubar bullshit anymore. I will check in perhaps 1 a week. Achilles if you kick me out of the lounge I understand and demote me from being a mod. But I am so depressed about all this. I took me and Tigers VIP away cause this fucking site is not getting another penny from me again unless I get some of my points back from my Happy Ho

Just Some Thoughts
Isn't it funny how someone can walk into your life and there is such a connection that it feels like they have always been there, by your side and in your heart? A friendship, that no matter the distance between you, strongly holds to hearts as close as can be. I had this kind of friendship before and it was cruelly taken away by fate. Never did I think that it was possible to share that connection with another person, but now I have that again with not one but two people, the man I am to marry and also my best friend. They both mean the world to me and I can't imagine ever being without them.

Freedom
Free kosovo! Free Euskadi! Free Palestyne! Free Irak! FREE TIBET!!!!!!!!!!! Free Cuba!! Free Sahara Español!! Free Kashmir!! Free Boungainville!! Free Amazonas of big companies! Free Antartic!! Free Pirate Radios!!!!! lol Kisses for all!

Fucking Idiot
many people bomb there houses for un wanted pest but this dumbass did it the wrong way. it all started when my cuzzins roommate brought some girl over and she had fleas and bed bugs on here clothes, nobody knew til she left and everyone was gettin bit. we walked in the house one nite and found one of his friends lying on two chairs wit his shirt tucked in and his pants legs had tape around the bottom by his socks. so i asked what the hell are u doin and he told me we got fleas now and what ever u do dont sit on the couch so we left him there. two days later they decide to bomb the house. my cuzzins roommate did it all wrong. he set the bombs up in every room but his, then he closed his door and set a towel on the floor and sparked a blunt. so this idiot is sittin in the room high as hell not realizing that the shit is going to come through the cracks in the door

Funny Stuff
1. my husband and i divorced, over religious differences, he thought he was god and i didnt. 2. some people are alive only because its illegal to kill them. 3. i used to have a handle on life but it broke. 4. beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 5. earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 6. im not a complete idiot-- some parts are just missing. 7. nyquil: the stuffy, sneezy, why- the heck- is the room spinning medicine. 8.god must love stupid people, he made so many. 9.the gene pool could use a little chlorine. 10. consciousness: that annoying thing between naps. 11. being "over the hill" is much better than being under it.! 12. wrinkled was not one of the things wanted to be when i grew up.

A Messed Up Nite
i aint seen my homeboy in about 4 years so one nite this nigga pops up and says lets go to the bar,so im like fuck it me and my cuzzin get dress and smash out wit him. well we end up going to pick some girl up and then he goes and meets some white guy at a motel, so im like cuz is trippin this aint not bar and i just faded two tall cans of 211 so i gotta piss. i hop out the car and my cuzzin does too and we go piss in a bush. these nigga pop a e pill and then we take off, but the dumbass runs a stop sign and the police swooped on us.turns out he has a warrant for his arrest so they searched the car. they find a pound of weed in the trunk, then out comes the handcuffs. turns out they were watchin us the whole time they told us how they seen us piss in the bush and everything, i had to stash the other beer i had in the car and i had to pee again. they took my homie to jail and let us go without the car and its like 3am now aint that about a bitch.

Saturday Night Fun
last night rocked. i went over to my friend mike's house and we watched "without a paddle" on TV. him and kat arent talkin anymore and kat isnt bugging me about it cuz i think she was pissed me and him were still friends. so i let him rest his head on me and we had fun just hanging out. he kissed me tho. it didnt happen again, i guess cuz his roommates came and joined us in the common room. i know his roommate chris and he's really cool. i met matt last night and after mike introduced us, matt said "i come bearing beer!" and went into the kitchen to put the beer box down. i got a beer ^_^ this girl, morgan (bitch) joined us too and didnt try to be friendly to me. she didnt even say anything to me. mike hates her. i eventually left cuz katelin was basically beggin me to head over to her house which is on the other side of campus. i headed over there and got there about 9:30 or 10. i helped her set up the pong game and we praticed. she gave me a mixed drink of vodka and

My Weekly Pimp Out Of My Owners And The Ones I Own
Time to pimp out my awesome owners and the awesome ones that I own. Show them all some love! First is Teresa. Show her page some love and tell her that Carebear sent ya! This is my last week with Teresa. She is wonderful! TERESA~PITBULL MAFIA ~OWNED BY HUNTER~@ fubar She is in a giveaway. Please go leave some comments for her on it. She would greatly appreciate it. She needs 50,000. As of right now she is around 29k. My 2nd owner is Mikey!!! Go show him some major love. He does alot for us here on Fubar especially keeping up with the Godfather list! Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar Now for the 2 that I own!! Tracy! She is a wonderful lady! SHe is one of the best friends on here you can get. If you guys havent checked her out, you better go do it. You wont regret it! Go spank her page hard with lots of love! ☠ Trâçý/Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠ /«LØN€L¥ $ØUL®» 's Mistress@ fubar Sadly she is lea

Breakimg Down
I decided to put some of my poetry and other stuff on here. Its not very good but maybe it gives a glimpse into me and who i am. Broken Here i stand, unseen You stare through me so unaffected Leaving me in tears, Broken, bruised and unprotected, All alone I stand, Longing to be a part of your world, All I've ever wanted to be Is in your eyes in front of me, All I've ever wanted to know Is found in everyplace you go, Please stand beside me And don't deny me Hold my hand and help me find my way, So hold me, take me, Bend me, break me, Mold me until i fit i where i belong

Needs Help To Level
Hi This is one of my family members is really close to henchman lets give her some fu love and rate fan and add her and help her get to the next level!!! Akatsuki@ fubar tyvm Good friends and real friends are important. This one you will be proud to have on friends list Erin

Warning People
JUST WANTED YOUS TO KNOW WATCH OUT FOR ROXANNE--INDIAN PRINCESS. SHE LEFT A NASTY THING IN MY MAIL BOX THEN BLOCKED ME JUST CAUSE I HAVENT RATED HER IN AWHILE WITH 11s OR 10s .THATS REALLY CHILDESS WOULDNT YOU SAY.THERES ALOT OF PEOPLE I DONT GET AROUND TO BLOCKING JUST OVER SOMETHING SO SILLY.IM NOT ON THE CUMPUTER 7 DAYS A WEEK ALL DAY AN NIGHT ..I DO HAVE A LIFE BESIDES THE COMPUTER. NOT LIKE THIS PERSON .SHE ALWAYS WANTS PEOPLE TO RATE AN COMMENT HER BUT DOESNT RETURN THEM.

Going Home
well to those who are my friends and to those who want to become one ill be off for a few days to a week because the time has finally come for me to leave the shitty country of kuwait my tour is over iraq sucks and the war is stupid but oh well im going home to my 3 beautiful children and my family and friends hope to talk to you when i get there but for now thanks to everyone for the support it is very much appreciated so show some love for soldiers coming home and to those who are leaving again thanks to all show me love while i am away and il return it when i get back much love as my son would say holla dolla dueces

Florida
So I've narrowed it down and decided to go with florida. 1. I love the weather there and its beautiful. 2. So far apt. prices are looking pretty good as well as jobs. 3. Its not far from my dad who lives in GA. The cities that i've researched so far.. jacksonville (so loving this one right now) orlando (kinda expensive) west palm beach

What To Do...
I am just not sure what to do with the mean people here.... and maybe Im just super sensitive... but is everyone such a points whore that... even if they wanna rate you a 1 cause they dont like ya.... they do it for the points instead of just passing you by and rating someone they do like? Im confused.... *kttn*

For Mary
The Happy Country Girl has entered herself in an auction. This is your chance to own me for a whole month. Just click on the picture and go make your bid. Even if you are not interested in bidding, please take a moment of your time and go by to rate the picture. There is a prize of 500K fubucks being offered to the person who gets the most rates. Thanks so much for your time. ~~Happy Country Girl~~ Mary

Fake Ass Friends
cant stand fake ass friends pretend to be ur good friend then chase after ur man wtf get a life n find ur own man or is ur life that bad n sucks that bad thats the only way u can find excitement at least i know with my man i dont have to worry u can hit on him all u want he will not bite back so keep tryin my fake ass friend

,,,,,
wake up every morning...go to work..bust my ass..Come home and try to make you happy.!!I TRY to give you everything you want..everything you need..anything you ask me for i do it!!Even if i dont have the money...all you have to do is ask..& damnit i spend my last dollar on you.I just feel like anymore all the things i do..is in vain..b/c anymore i cant seem to make u happy..I cant seem to do anything right...If i do something wrong..i get cut down.."hell that was dumb..or how dumb are you"?...Its like constantly all of my flaws are pointed out...I sit back and take it..bite my tongue..Bottle up my emotions..Hide all the angry & hurt tears.....Just so you dont see me cry...Well i cant do that anymore..i cant!!Its getting the best of me... Christopher..i love you more than anything in this whole world..& I wouldnt trade you for anything.But i can only take so damn much..Im sorry im not the girl youve dreamed of..Im sorry im not a size 0 blonde hair blue eyed playboy model.Im sorry im

The Truth About The Swastika
There are a lot of White people in America that believe the swastika is just a foreign German symbol. They fail to realize that perhaps the German people in the 1920’s may have been encouraged and utilized the symbol because White Americans were accustomed to using it as well. I. History Most cultures around the world regard the swastika as a “good luck” symbol since it forms a combination of four “L’s” standing for Luck, Light, Love, and Life. It has been discovered in ancient Rome, recent excavations in Grecian cities and towns, on Buddhist monuments, on coins from ancient China dating back in the B.C. period. Swastikas are either going clockwise or counterclockwise and the arms of it can be curved or straight. There are other terms for the swastika as it is sometimes called the hackenkreuz, gamma cross, gammadion, St. Brigid’s cross, and fylfot cross. Below is a postcard that was copyrighted 1907 by E. Phillips, a card published in the USA, which shows the high regar

To My Haters:
For those of you not wanting *DRAMA*, you sure enjoy starting it. But that's OK, cause I am ending it since *I* have a life unlike you! First of all, I want to thank you for being my biggest fans! Your support of trashing me has just boosted my ego for knowing you truly have no life. Thank you so very much! :) If you think that calling me names, dissing my close friends, putting down both my lounges is great ammo, LMAO, honey I hate to disappoint you, but all your doing is making me laugh and showing your lack of intelligence, maturity, confidence and how jealous you truly are of me. See just a FYI (oh sorry I forgot you have a 5 year old mentality, FYI means For Your Information), I have been called every name in the book not only from my family but my haters too. Sure, at first it hurt, however, I have grown immune to it and realized years ago, that its not me who has a problem, its people like you who hate me because you aint me. I'm sorry but your not all that and a bag of c

You Might Be A Fundamentalist Christian If..
You Might Be A Fundamentalist Christian If... by lukeprog You don't want people sharing non-Christian ideas with you or your children, but you want to share Christian ideas with non-Christians and their children. You deny stories of ancient literature about Zeus and Thor because there's no evidence for them and they disagree with science, but you defend stories of ancient literature about virgin birth and talking snakes even though there's no evidence for them and they disagree with science. You claim that a few answered prayers are evidence of God, but far more unanswered prayers are not evidence against God. You defend your own supernatural experiences as accurate and claim billions of contradictory supernatural experiences are false. You are apalled by ritual human sacrifice and religious terrorism in the modern world, but not when these things happen in the Bible. You firmly deny the existence of all other gods but are threatened when someone doubts the existence

Catch Huggable She Is Falling (tysm Lisa) Xoxox
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Pain Below
I liked having hurt, So send the pain below where I need it, You used to beg me to take care of things, And smile at the thought of me failing. But long before, having hurt, I'd send the pain below, I'd send the pain below. Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) You used to run me away, All while laughing. Then cry about that fact, 'til I returned. But long before, having hurt, I'd send the pain below, I'd send the pain below. Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating. I can't feel my chest, Need more, drop down, Closing in. I can't feel my chest, Drop down. I liked, having hurt. So send the pain below, So send the pain below, (Much like suffocating) [I liked] So send the pain below, (Much like su

"curiouser And Curiouser..."
the act of exhaling brings relief to my soul. the pen in my hand curving each letter better than the one before. these words blend together like a well rehearsed speach; pausing momentarily to let my mind calm and my breath stop. I take it in. Every word I've written, my heart has spilled. The words appear embossed with a crimson shine, as if I can physically touch them. I feel them. every letter dripping into a puddle smeared with words. panic strikes my head and this space becomes small. the concerned demon beside me melts within the puddle. the six wheels of this public transportation ramble my brain, and the small talk i bring leaves me ill. against the grain of this business traffic, stares cause a shoulder collision, and an unneeded apology brings warmth to the cold city. the moon beats the sun from the sky and the street lights are planets of this system. the demons see me. the earth below me moves, and my legs are of wax, burning slowly. i can't get away. every color

Wanting To Be A Slave
IF YOU WANT TO BE A SLAVE… If you want to be a slave If you want to be enslaved You must show him your inner strength as well as your Unquestioning trust If you wish to be found pleasing to him, you must struggle to Please him and not yourself. If you wish to devote your life to him, you must learn that Your role is not as his peer. If you would consider yourself his, are you prepared to be Slave even when its not easy or fun? If you call yourself slave, will you obey even in fury or Tears? Do you eliminate the “If”s from your vocabulary, and Realize that slavery is not conditional? A slave gives from the heart, she doesn’t consider it a ‘gift’ It’s not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons, It’s bound in determined sacrifice and decorated with her Tears of pain, effort and bliss. It’s the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self she Can give. She gives only what is left, after the pride and defenses Crumble and she is left exposed to his eyes. She give

For You My Friend
Just for you my friend, for listening when i felt the world was against me. For caring enough to stay and say hello. With every awakening hour, i see your face. With every blooming flower, I have found the power. To keep on trying. With every smile through every mile I know you are there. In my mind, you have been so kind. If I can make you smile just for alittle while, I know it was all worthwhile. For you my friend, hope it never ends. I see the stars, sometimes I wish you werent so far. Through all the laughter even after the tears. I hope you will be there. You reached out your hand, and touched my heart. For you my friend, all I can send you, Is my friendship, a hand to wipe the tears. My arms for a nice friendly hug. To say thank you my friend. For you my friend i will always care. Even if I ever have to go away, you will always be in my heart, never that far apart. For you my friend, hope and pray it never ends.

Hello
hello from me and druen we are please to say there are new pics of druen up, please go look well his surgery is put off until w can get a over night sleep study to find out if it will be safe to put him under during the surgery, so he will have that done the next few weeks and probly have the surgery in a month or so the good nws is druen is finally able to hold his own bottle, he is still struggling with the crawling but i have faith he will be moving forward by his birthday concerned he isnt able to sit up by himself yet, but am working on that over all doing well, we want to thank evreyone for there thoughts and prayers love, randy and druen

Birth Of An Internet Junkie
I went to the store and saw it on the shelf Thinking all the time, I need this for myself The clerk came along and made his sale pitch You would have thought, he was thinking I was rich Well I told him what I was going to buy And back home with it I would quickly fly Unpacked all the pieces, put it together and plugged it in Now my days without sleep were about to begin I figured out a name that no one had Getting the name I wanted made me glad Then into the rooms I went, knowing not what to expect But my personal matters I vowed to protect Into the chat rooms I quickly then fell How this could scare some people I could surely tell People started calling by the name that I chose Most of the first ones I still remember those Now we chatted and chatted about topics galore Not knowing why but getting our views across for sure Then came the world of voice as it opened to me As in amazement people on the other end would be As talking back and forth messages we did send

Heroin Blues
The room is so dark and dreary My life is now just an empty shell The road that I have each day traveled Has forced me to live in this hell Weed that I first smoked days past Used to comfort me and my pain The feeling I get from this liquid I now can now from no longer from refrain I have watched my life slipping away Not able to put on the brake Just tell me God how much longer Before my pitiful soul you reach down and take In trembling hands I hold the spoon As I hold it over that hot blue flame Watching as the liquid fills the cup This is to what my life has became Now I see the clear liquid in that spoon Thoughts are flying through my mind That rubber hose I tie around my arm I quickly look around me and find My vein is standing out so strong and proud Not knowing the damage it will receive But this trip that I am about to enter Will make my life all right or so I believe I have the needle in my now sweaty hands Trembling hands now draw the fluid on in Mak

2 More Members For U To Add
Two new male members... Please show them love. Fan, Rate, and add them!! aussiecraig1971 R/L best m8 to pierced tattooed redneck texas gurl@ fubar FeElLiNg DaMn GoOd~ real life boyfriend to Shiscus~~ BBW-Bombers Family Member-I love BBWs@ fubar

Doing What I Preach....
Well...If you know me Im very into Animal Rights and Against Anything to do with Harming an Animal. I do understand its 'mother nature' But its just not my thing. For several years now All the meat I have eaten has been Chicken, Turkey and Fish! Purticualary Salmon. Ive had alot of issues with all the Extinction of animals and abusiveness Slaughter Houses do and the Illegal Mills/Slaughter Houses out there. Eating any meat would be paying these places so I have sucked it up and admitted Im preaching but Im not doing! I need to talk and walk what i preach! I am not going Vegan...just Vegitarian! Due to the fact... I need Eggs for Protien, and Cheese is a must..Cant give up cheese haha. Since so far to my knowledge cows/goats do not get harmed for they're milk! So in that case... Im Declaring starting today 5pm I am now going on a Vegitarian Diet till I die! No rude comments on this blog please they will just be deleted due to this is a blog my thoughts if I wanted mean comments

Layered Fruit In Wine Mold
Layered Fruit in Wine Mold 3 envelopes unflavored gelatin 1 bottle white grape juice 1/3 cup sugar 2 cups Reisling or Gewurtztraminer wine 3 T. EACH lemon juice and orange flavored liqueur 2 cups strawberries mint leaves (optional) 1 can (1 lb.) apricot halves, drained 1/2 cup seedless grapes In a sauce pan, sprinkle gelatin over lime juice; let stand for 5 minutes to soften. Add sugar; place over low heat and stir until gelatin and sugar dissolve. Meanwhile, in a large bowl mix together wine, lemon juice, and liqueur; stir in gelatin mixture. Spoon 1/2 inch gelatin into a 2 quart glass bowl (cover remaining gelatin and let stand at room temperature.) Arrange about 1 cup of the strawberries in a ring in the bowl and garnish with mint on this layer and succeeding layers. Refrigerate until gelled. Repeat process with a layer of grapes and another layer of strawberries and a ring of apricots, using up all the gelatin. Cover and chill until firmly set. Photo:

Expository Writing ~ Information Age
Yet another assignment in Expository Writing to write a compare and contrast paper on the world before the internet, and after. Yes it is a simple premise, and it was assigned. I didn't get to chose, but here it is none the less. (Some friends care to read these others dont.. Idgaf either way :) It's what my life currently consist of... so i share it.) Information Age A marvelous technology is utilized today that some take for granted. Many do not realize how much the world has changed, due to the advent of the Internet. I surmise that it has a lot to do with how old some one is. The younger generations that have used the web most of their lives have no idea of how life was before. Using the net is all they’ve known; they have nothing to compare it to. On the other hand, I remember the impact the Internet had on modern life and culture. I watched as the Internet grew into a dominant factor in our society that has created social microcosms, and brought about a new age of sha

Intriguing Soul
Intriguing Soul You dance through my mind, Like a song in time. I wonder how it is that you intrgue me. Your understanding of my soul, The way you say your words, Makes me want you. You are so very deep, You are just like me, But yet I don’t know how to get next to you. You have come in my dreams, Made me feel love, I know it was you that was next to me. Intrigue me more, You are the one I want to adore, And be my friend into eternity. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

A Poem
A friendship by chance A meeting by chance it appeared But was not Thoughts fo meaningles tryst I forgot The purest of spirits Has scripted this plot Now strong grows our friendship In heaven begot But how much and how deep Could at first not be seen Only now can I glimpse What this friendship might mean Poems and music And vision and dreams Our voices, our silence In landscapes of green The flower of love Is the harvest we might reap Together we’ll laugh And together we’ll weep We’ll unlock and unfold And then cherish and keep The mystery that dwells In our friendship so deep

Help Me Win A Vip
Hey everyone, I need your help!!! I am in a giveaway for a 1 month VIP and I need 10,000 comments in four weeks from today *March 30*!! I get a bonus if I can get it done in 1 week or even 2 weeks!!! So, if I could just get 15 friends to just leave 100 comments a day, then I would get there in no time!!! I will give 10k fubucks just for leaving a lil ole 100 comments too!!! Here is the link: Silenlizard And don't forget to show love to the host!! Fan/Rate/Add!! Mr Tourette +++UK LEVELLERS++FREELANCE BOMBER***1st IRISH BASED MALE GODFATHER' Please Repost!!!

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

The Unknowen Poem
Regret flows from the depths of my soul With the strength of a flood I have held these gates shut for too long And though tormenting, they should not be stopped. The thought of your anguish Even as I write to you now Stops my heart cold As well it should What I see in front of me Is a painting of our love Its most thoughtful brushstrokes Mottled by hurried abstraction and inattention A person who had not seen this masterpiece created Might think it to be refuse and pass it by unknowingly Letting be obscured the deep beauty of its many scenes By layers of the tarnish of mistreatment But as the painter I see beyond the dark smears To recall the hours that I attended to the details And wonder how I could let it become so discolored The painting that took me my life to create Has lost its divinity in my careless treatment And even if I were to refine it I fear you would always see it as it is today So today I paint a new masterpiece One inspired by the

When I Talk To Him I Feel Like This Song
Sum 41 Lyrics I don't want this moment, to ever end, Where everything's nothing, without you. I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile, Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, But I mean these words. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I'll hold on to this moment you know. Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go. Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt. And pieces of memories fall to the ground. I know what i didn't have so, I won't let this go. Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. All the streets, where I walked alone, [With Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] With nowhere to go. Have come to an end. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I'll hold on to this moment you know. Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go. In fr

We Have A Blast!!
Hey everyone there is a blast out there that was bought by BABYFREAK (thanks so much) for the family page, if you happen to catch it and know how to do a screen shot please get it and send the pic to the page here please and thank you!! Thanks again BABYFREAK YOU ARE AWESOME!!

Have Fun Everyone
hello you all you can have fun i will not be on as much anymore so you can message me if you want to talk if you want you can delete me from your friends and family i will still check it just i will not hang out on here like i used to

Broken
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought w

Tips On Pumping Gas
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly

Obama
I don't think Obama realizes the danger he is putting himself in. If he becomes president. He will be assasinated. We have the ku klux klan, caucasian caucus, and various other groups that will kill him. I wonder if he has generally weighed this threat? If you look at it logically, a white supremacist asshole will never allow a black man to lead him. He will grin and bear it then like that other black idiot who did the i have a dream speech, a bullet will go thru his head....cruel you say? racist am I? No...reality. Think about it. every black man who has ever EVER stepped up to leadership in history has been killed. all supporters of african american rights...murdered. That is history. and you know what they say about history? It always repeats itself. very simple. Obama needs to understand that its not entirely safe for him to be running for pres. But hell what am i talking about?

Makes Ya Say Hmm
Old people have problems that you haven't even considered yet! An 85 yr old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow". The next day the 85 year old man reappeared at the doctors office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, "well Doc, its like this--first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then her left hand, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then without her teeth, still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing it between her knees, but still nothing. The d

Just Not Right Lol
Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke , when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel: You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. 'Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel.'

My Profile
Not like anyone cares but to thsoe few who actually talk to me im gonna be deletin my profile...might just be for a few days might be for forever..i dunno yet...havin a hard time gettin into and figurin out this website..i do have myspace tho...thats nice n simple enough for my dumb ass so if u got it lemme know

Are We That Different
WHAT GIRLS WANT GUYS T REALIZE: When she stares at your lips [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and say ily ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep ] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yours

Too Sweet
written by a guy To all women, written by a guy: ?We don't care if you talk to other guys. ?We don't care if you're friends with other guys. ?But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. ?It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. ?We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. ?Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ?Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. ?Don't tell us we're wrong. ?We'll stop trying to convince you. ?The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ?Yeah, you can quote me. ?Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expec

This Is So Confusing
If i want to find and have that special someone then how come i am so afraid let them in why they try i know deep down i really do want to but there is so much fear of well what if he hurts me like the others is he going to make it all a game or is he serious why can something i want so bad cause so much fear it hurts me to feel this way but well huh sigh

What Do You Know About Me...
Where did we meet:_______________________________________ Take a stab at my middle name:_______________________________ Do I smoke:______________________________________________ Color of my eyes:__________________________________________ Do I have any siblings:________ ______ _________________________ What's one of my favorite things to do:___________________________ What's my favorite type of music: _______________________________ Am I shy or outgoing:_________________________________________ Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:______________________________ Any special talents:__________________________________________ How many children do I have:__________________________________ What is your favorite thing about me: __________________________________ If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing that I would bring: ___________________________________________

Viagra
A woman asks her husband, 'Would you like some bacon and eggs? A slice of toast?....or maybe some grapefruit and coffee?' He declines 'Thanks for asking, but I'm not hungry right now. It's this Viagra,' he says. 'It's really taken the edge off my appetite.' At lunchtime she asked him if he would like something.'A bowl of soup, homemade muffins, or a cheese sandwich?' He declines 'The Viagra,' he says, 'really trashes my desire for food.' Come dinnertime, she asks if he wants anything to eat. 'Would you like a juicy rib eye steak and scrumptious apple pie? Or maybe a rotisserie chicken or tasty stir fry?' He declines again. 'No,' he says, 'it's got to be the Viagra . . . I'm stillnot hungry.' Well,' she says, 'Would you mind letting me up? I'm starving.'

Military Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,

Wrestlemania 24 Results
WWE WrestleMania 24 Results - March 30, 2008 Date Added: March 30, 2008 Story By: Devis Owens John Bradshaw Layfield vs. Finlay [Belfast Brawl] JBL is introduced first, arriving in the limo per usual. Mid intro we are shown the video compilation building up to the match. We cut back to see JBL in the ring and then promptly cut back to the video compilation. Now we have Finlay being introduced as we cut back from the compilation. Finlay comes out with Hornswoggle and they make their way to the ring. Finlay charges the rest of the way as he walks the very long entrance ramp. JBL kicks Finlay as he slides in and the brawl starts outside the ring with JBL throwing punches Finlay sends JBL into the steel steps and rolls him back in the ring and now we have a bell. Finlay drops a seat across the sternum of JBL and goes outside to get some weapons. Finlay slides in and JBL grabs a trash can lid and clocks Finlay across the face then delivers a short-arm clothesline. JBL outside to get the

Love
3.5 years ago i meet the most wonderful man i could even be so lucky to meet and i am totally lucky!! I can honestly say he is the first man in my life that i truely have loved hell i fell im love with em 3 years ago and well its gotten stronger. i just hope he knows how i really feel, he is one man that i want to be with and not lose, not only is he my love irbf he is the most wonderful man i have ever been with and showed me the upmost respect that iamnot used to so it was hard to get used to and still is.. baby if you read this, i do love you with all my heart and soul... love you my sweet sweet man

My Korky....:-s
Hope you like this, I think this is so true. God Bless everyone. "Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's

Down To Business..trading 11s
PLEASE REPOST Here's a deal. RATE my man's page a 10 or 11 and RATE my mod in DJ Malicious's contest and I'll rate ur page and 10 pics 11s. Ur 2 rates = 11 11s from me! Sounds fair? Links all on my page! PRIVATE MSG me when u do so I know where to return the love. BAKA @ Baka@ fubar & My MOD @ Brought to you by: ~*~Muerte Bella™...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar

Unbelievable
I don't know what to type,do or say at this point. There's SO much I want to say,want to type but I don't want to put my business out there like that. I just feel used,hurt,confused,angry,disappointed,sad and dangerously violent right now. RIDICULOUSLY.....FUCKING.....VIOLENT.....RIGHT NOW!! I want to scream PRIMALY at the top of my lungs and destroy things. GRRR I'm sooo fucking PISSED THE FUCK OFF right now!!

Slipping Into Madness
Slowly sliping into madness I can no longer see straight I cant help but notice how my emotions flow in this drunken state I can no longer supress these feelings ive had Pissed off at the world sick of being sad I hate you I wish youd JUST DIE Im tired of saying its ok or asking why I want to leave you all and never come back Thinking to fast im starting to loose track Of my sanity of my patience and ability to keep cool How have I even lasted this long being YOUR FUCKING TOOL You use me for EVERYTHING that you fucking want Im sick of this shit and they way you FUCKING TAUNT With your oh so false words only to piss me off again Making me fall just so I can feel the pain Of the landing thats so FUCKING hard I cannot think And then even further into madness and darkness I sink Like quicksand consuming my fucking soul Leaving nothing but my fucking hate and anger to take tole On this FUCKING world and the FUCKING inosence Because of your false love and FUCKIN pretense

Knowing Chaynne
Crimson waves surround her face Golden strands weave in and out Highlighting the depth hiding within The light of a million stars dances around her Touching the tips of each hair Emphasizing the ivory face it frames Flawless and captivating as any painting Her eyes of deep brown Look at the world Watching, waiting for a chance for hope Hoping to share a life that she truly wants everyone to know A life she rarely willingly shares Showing emotions that should not be shown Telling truths that even she doesn't know They hold her soul Loving, caring Holding desires and wishes Open for anyone who just takes the time to look

I Got My Vip
i just got the 75,000 comments to get my 1 year VIP. thank you all to who have helped if i havent thanked you already plzz let me know and i will. if u need help in a contest let me know and i will try to help. u guys r the greats. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN

Changes....somewhat.
Well,I changed a few things on Fubar for me. Nothing like the last time when I changed the Scrawny Pale Guy to Phuck Q. All and became an instant asshole.Much to Alice's chagrin,Phuck wont be back.But there will be somewhat of a name change here eventually. I changed the page from blue to red and added some new stuff to it.I don't know why I changed it to red, maybe because purple was too much of a pain for me and it was hard finding cool stuff in purple. And once again, it was time to change the playlist.I ditched the guitar virtuoso stuff for cover tunes.And once again, no hatin on Mandy Moore and Sixpence None The Richer. On a side note, I have been having the best time ever on Fubar thanks to alot of some really cool people Ive met here recently. Hope you all have a not so manic monday and all that fun stuff.

This Could Be A Lifetime Tv-movie If You Add Some Spice & Dramatization.
Here is my Lifetime type story... Heroes are God, my son and my husband. Without God gifting me with my child, I would have been a statistic to cocaine addiction and promiscuity, but I chose LIFE for both of US the day I had two pink lines!!! Smiling Sadly though after about 3 years, I gave my son to my parents(who I love so much). In those years I learned I had Bipolar mix and Borderline Personality Disorder. My son’s real father was not involved and merely paid support. My ex who I was with when pregnant was the decent family man until about 5 months after I gave birth. He became very abusive towards me and my son was a year old one time we had a huge fight and saw it. It was then I made the choice that, although my ex always did his abuse in private and NEVER towards my son..who was to say he wouldn’t turn on my baby one day, or be raised to treat a woman in such a way. So, I stayed afraid to leave and gave m child to my parents. They knew nothing of the abuse so I merely let

When A Guy Misses U
girl facts- When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply,, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you,

When You Love Someone...
when you love someone... and they have bipolar disorder, It's hard not to walk on eggshells. The only high maintenance part of me (besides making my kitty purr)--is my heart-- I need to be reminded that I havevalue, and would love to hear hij say I love you, and at least-- give me a meaningful touch. I've not been one who has to have jewelry, or fancy things. Material things are nice, but the "just because I'm plum tickled with a bouquet of wild flowers picked from the side of the road. Captain Sunshine, however must have 2 boats, a motorcycle, a dirtbike, 2 other dirt bikes for the boys, and a toy/tool barn that'd bigger than my own house. When did I become invisible to my husband? It's not like I've been a sexual prude or anything-- I'm a cougar. He's still pushing me away. Most of y;all reading this will easily say--dump the jerk. But we have children and are bound to one another in so many different ways. I'm not asking him to change, however, I miss the old "us".

Faint
It's a little bit lonely for me It's a little bit faint Without you near Is it wise to say While the others are waiting She's contemplating you Another passes by the door Any other day, you just look Around All you see is gone How can you sit there watching Someone else? Faint without you near Lonely down here I miss you sis.

Here Comes The Short Bus
This guy made the list just because he is an arrogant, deceitful, callous prick. And it is my opinion that he is the way he is because he has low self-esteem and a small penis! So he can just K.M.A. As soon as he learns the meaning of decency and respect, maybe he will receive some. http://www.fubar.com/user/1225662 A.K.A.: NUJAC (**NuJac-Off List member**) His profile pic is of a wolf and him in morph... I think it should be a morph with a platypus. He is really a sheep in wolf's clothing.

Dark Side Of The Moon
Try to run, try to hide Escape your only truth for a while Live the past, create a picture it won't last A million colors to a lie it won't last When the sun is cold and black When you wanna scream and shout And the record plays the dark side of the moon Brighter days, on a distant shore You realized it's steep to the top Never fight a never win reality A million colors to a lie that will fade So good.. let me lose myself.. The record plays the Dark side of the moon.

It's More Than A Life Away
Light shines off the white walls into your eyes The kitchen sink throws a pitiful smile You're way out of time Sit down coffee blue-cheese and cereal Living today is a god-given miracle Living the moment is more than a life away You read of a war in the east that was won By humiliation and panic the bombs Came tumbling down One more for the papers People in offices Spreading the news unaware of the consequence Living the moment is more than a life away Blue skies white lines forests in stereo Driving for hours with only hysterical Radio DJ's taking another call About the weather and all High on life is a beautiful time Reach out if you can when they throw you the line Turn down the radio avoiding the 3 o'clock news.. I have nothing to choose Saturday evening two past eleven Bar down the road, on a fast way to heaven Friend tells a story no one believes Some tease, some bleed some attention they need Looking away seems the only remedy This is the en

Arguments In A Letter
(note: I have been having trouble writing the arguments for this out as I have wanted to. Inspiration came to me the other day when I received a response from my initial query for support to David Borden, Executive Director of DRCNet (stopthedrugwar.com). The response I got back was simply a newsletter. That immediately inspired me to start writing what is below, and what I just mailed moments ago as of the posting of this blog. I will state that within the last 3 hours form the time this blog is posted, I have received 2 direct e-mails from Mr. Borden himself. Needless to say, I am extremely happy right now. But following is that letter, however unprofessionally written, containing a nearly full overview of my arguments for this proposition.) Mr. Borden, This last Monday, I e-mailed you the rough details of a little obsession which has been my focus the past six years. I referred to it as Proposition 420. I have been hoping against all possible hope that a response would reac

Playboy In The Philippines Soon...
Good Morning… I sit here laughing out loud in the presence of no one except my cup of coffee and the computer screen and dooly think I have lost it… It is all because of this story I heard… and then verified it to be true. Laughed some more picturing it happening in my head and think…gosh you can’t make this sort of thing up. When a 72-year-old Levis, Quebec, woman cleared her walk with a snow blower in December, sending some of the snow onto the adjacent property, the 43-year-old neighbor grabbed his blower and sent it back, and the two spent about 10 minutes blowing snow on each other before they stopped. (They "faced each other," "engines roaring," wrote the Canadian Press.) The neighbor then allegedly punched the woman (and her husband, who had come to help her) and was charged with assault. [Edmonton Sun-CP, 12-5-07] Sometimes the nicest people turn into Jagga-Basturds. Don’t ask… a couple we go out with all the time for some reason, seems to always end up calling me that name onc

Gas$
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan P ipeline where I work in San Jose, CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still co ld. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity an d the temperature o

Remove The Curse
An old man goes to the Wizard to ask him if he can remove a "Curse" he has been living with for the last 40 years. The Wizard says "maybe, but you will have to tell me the exact words that were used to put the curse on you." The old man says without hesitation "I now pronounce you man and wife".

Cover Your Vin
Subject: VIN's (Stolen Vehicles) Here is INFO worth the price of your car.... WHAT WILL the car thieves ( or a pissed off ex )THINK OF NEXT? The car thieves peer through the windshield of your car or vehicle, write down the VIN # from the label on the dash, go to the local car dealership and request a duplicate key based on the VIN #. I didn't believe this e-mail, so I called Chrysler-Dodge and pretended I had lost my keys. They told me to just bring in the VIN #, and they would cut me one on the spot, and I could order the keyless device if I wanted. The Car Dealer's Parts Department will make a duplicate key from the VIN #, and collect payment from the thief who will return to your car. He doesn't have to break in, do any damage to the vehicle, or draw attention to himse lf. All he has to do is walk up to your car, inse

Wish Me Luck
I have an interview Wednesday for a job I think I really want. This place has just gotten to me so much that I don't even want to come to work. At the new job I would be a collections agent at a credit union. I get to be mean and get paid for it. PERFECT! Not to mention the benefits such as health insurance, 401k, retirement and all those bank holidays off. Keep your fingers crossed for me!

All About Me
I'm a young 22 but with a very old soul I am a lover AND a fighter I'm not rich but I'm not poor I'm Polish, German, Irish and Russian but people think I'm Spanish I don't believe in God but yet I'm Roman Catholic I wear coach glasses and pink chucks Fine art is amazing but so are tattoos I drink way too much but not enough to be in AA I watch cartoons and MSNBC way too much I'm a Red Sox, Celtics and Bruins fan but I hate the Pats I wear Tiffany & Co. and shirts from the Salvation Army I text message more than I call people I've been to a casino but hate to gamble I love the ocean but get very seasick I'm originally from Ct but yet I have a Boston accent I love History, hate Math but lust Politics I support our troops but not bush Can only drink Starbucks coffee and only eat everything bagels from D&D's I can play with snakes but spiders freak me out I don't care that Johnny Depp is 43 or that James Dean is dead – I love them.

Too Good Not To Share
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix.She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. F

What Tarot Card Are You
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

The $2 Bill
THE $2 BILL (True Story, as told to me.) On my way home from work, I stopped at Taco Bell for a quick bite to eat. In my billfold are a $50 bill and a $2 bill. I figure that with a $2 bill, I can get something to eat and not have to worry about anyone getting irritated at me for trying to break a $50 bill. Me: 'Hi, I'd like one seven-layer burrito please, to go.' Server: 'That'll be $1.04. Eat in?' Me: 'No, it's to go.' At this point, I open my billfold and hand him the $2 bill. He looks at it kind of funny. Server: 'Uh, hang on a sec, I'll be right back.' He goes to talk to his manager, who is still within my earshot. The following conversation occurs between the two of them: Server: 'Hey, you ever see a $2 bill?' Manager: 'No. A what?' Server: 'A $2 bill. This guy just gave it to me.' Manager: 'Ask for something else. There's no such thing as a $2 bill.' Server: 'Yeah, thought so.' He comes back to me and says, 'We don't take thes