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Bull Shit
so tired of all these women who cant make up their minds as to what the fuck they want! not all women are this way. to te good ones out there, much love. but to the bad ones,and you know who you are......fuck you! if it aint you then this wont offend you! to all the respectable women... know you're loved! :)

Games
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Tool - Sober
There's a shadow just behind me shrouding every step I take making every promise empty pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just because the son has come. Jesus won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Jesus won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start thing

Chicago - Look Away
Well, you called me up this morning Told me 'bout the new love you found Said, "I'm happy for you. I'm really happy for you." Found someone else, I guess I won't be coming 'round I guess it's over, baby It's really over, baby, woooh And from what you're saying I know you've gotten over me It'll never be the way it used to be So if it's gotta be this way Don't worry, baby, I can take the news okay But if you see me walking by, And the tears are in my eyes, Look away, baby, look away. If we meet on the street some day, And I don't know what to say, Look away, baby, look away. Don't look at me I don't want you to see me this way. When we both agreed as lovers We were better off as friends That's how it had to be Yeah, that's how it had to be I tell you I'm fine, But sometimes I just pretend Wish you were holding me, Wish you were still holding me, oooh I just never thought That I would be replaced so soon I wasn't prepared to hear those words from you I

Chicago - Hard For Me To Say I'm Sorry
Everybody needs a little time away I heard her say >From each other Even lovers need a holiday Far away >From each other Hold me now It's hard for me to say I'm sorry I just want you to stay After all that we've been through I will make it up to you I promise to And after all that's been said and done You're just the part of me I can't let go Couldn't stand to be kept away Just for the day >From your body Wouldn't wanna be swept away Far away >From the one that I love Hold me now It's hard for me to say I'm sorry I just want you to know Hold me now I really want to tell you I'm sorry I could never let you go After all that we've been through I will make it up to you I promise to And after all that's been said and done You're just the part of me I can't let go After all that we've been through I will make it up to you I promise to You're gonna be the lucky one

My Dad
I know that most of you will think that this is stupid but it isn't. My father passed away four years ago today. I am still not over it. He was the one who taught me how to care for people and to treat people the way I would like to be treated. He never looked down on people because they were different. I miss him greatly every single day of my life. I miss his advice the most. Since his passing my life has been on a downward spin cycle that I'm finding harder and harder to pull myself out of. So if you have spoken to me in the past few days or plan to speak to me today, please forgive me for the things I have said. I am just so angry that he had to go. He shouldn't have and he and I both know why. This time of year is hard for me. He died right before Father's Day. He was one hell of a father and now I know that, to some he was a great daddy. As I have learned in the past week: A father is someone who knocks up a ho and just keeps on going. A dad is someone who

History Mystery
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both n

Decisions
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Decisions Small decisions are vitally important. Because they're the ones that keep you on track. The big, momentous decisions set the direction for your life. And the small, everyday decisions are what enable you to maintain that direction. Small decisions are easy to make. Unfortunately, they are just as easy to ignore. Pay attention and take active, intentional control of the small decisions. You'll quickly experience great power in their cumulative influence. The big decisions are expressions of your commitments. The small, moment-by-moment decisions give life and substance to those commitments. Give careful thought and consideration to the big decisions. Then use the hundreds of small decisions you make each day to bring those big decisions to life. -- Ralph Marston

Tears
Tears They never fall They never fall These tears of mine will never fall I don't care what you do I don't care at all Not in time of death Nor in time of need Even in pain, my tears will heed No matter how much I bleed Not in time of love, Even if I sacrifice my creed You'll never forsee, what i'll do next Even if you try, you'll fail, perplexed As I sit here alone With nothing for which to atone You let me be You left me here to die But you came back just to tell me a lie Now again, I saw you walk away Now, they start to fall, Now, they start to fall Now I can't stop them I can't stop them at all

Home!
ok so i work 6 days a week have one day off. my girl works every other day 4 hours a day and she is suppose to be looking for a new job. but instead she is laying by the pool working on her tan with her friends. taking her friends out shopping. driving around doing what ever. and when she comes and gets me from work she is a hour late. making my day much longer. And when i come home the place is trashed from her eatin, showering, or what ever she was doing that day after i spent the day pryor cleaning the whole dam place.... should i be wrong for getting mad!? Some times i think i was better off living alone!!

What I Believe,
I believe in the will. I believe in discipline. I believe in the organization. I believe in the rigor that gives us work. I believe in love as an engine of all things. I believe in the light. I believe in God. I believe in kindness ...I live for honesty, trust, brilliance, charm, excitement, accomplishment, success,true love, chivalry, a lot of roughness, a little of tenderness, independance, & beauty... Today is the beginning of my new life. I am starting over today. All good things are coming to me today. I am grateful to be alive. I see beauty all around me. I live with passion and purpose. I take time to laugh and play every day. I am awake, energized and alive. I focus on all the good things in life And give thanks for them. I am at peace and One with everything. I feel the love, the joy, the abundance. I am free to be myself. I am magnificence in human form I am the perfection of life. I am grateful to be... ME! Today is the best day of my life! Life is like a cigarette, you can

Love Is .....
Love is.... when the life we live and we give up for someone that we have in our life. Love is .... when you look at a child as it grows and you know that you made that and nurtured it. Love is....when sit and look around you and see hopw the nature of the world controls its self. Love is ...also when u can call friend and them your problems and cry on there shoulder without being mocked or ridculed. Love is farmost the easiest thing to and the hardest thing to let go. We all deal with it ways no matter how do it.

Latest Honda.....
COOL The New York Times June 17, 2008 Latest Honda Runs on Hydrogen, Not Petroleum By MARTIN FACKLER TAKANEZAWA, Japan — It looks like an ordinary family sedan, costs more to build than a Ferrari and may have just moved the world one step closer to a future free of petroleum. On Monday, Honda Motor celebrated the start of production of its FCX Clarity, the world’s first hydrogen-powered fuel-cell vehicle intended for mass production. In a ceremony at a factory an hour north of Tokyo, the first assembly-line FCX Clarity rolled out to the applause of hundreds of Honda employees wearing white jump suits. Honda will make just 200 of the futuristic vehicles over the next three years, but said it eventually planned to increase production volumes, especially as hydrogen filling stations became more common. On Monday, Honda announced its first five customers, who included the actress Jamie Lee Curtis. Honda said even the small initial production run represented progress tow

Garnet
This is the crystal of focus and order. Finding or being given jewels of this type may indicate resolution of difficult circumstances. Another scenario may be peace and clarity of mind in the circumstances you are facing.

Girlfriend Application..
Your Name: Age: Fave Color: Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... Are we friends? Do you have a crush on me? Would you kiss me? Would you cuddle with me? Would you enjoy it? Would you ever ask me out? Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? Would you take care of me when I'm sick? Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? Would you walk on the beach with me? If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? Do you/have you talked about me? Do you think I'm a good person? Would u take a nap with me? Would you love me? Do you think I'm cute? If you could change anything about me -would you? Would you dance with me? Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face:

*sigh* Today
today i found your ring the poinky skull i bought it for you on a road trip a lifetime ago it was in a box i forgot to unpack then again, maybe i didn't forget it maybe it went invisible so that i'd have more time to heal to learn to feel to stop the bleeding of my soul i thought to myself oh. damn. and i waited for tears but they didn't come my heart didn't skip a beat my soul didn't bleed i felt amusement at the memory of how we were back then so punk avant-garde anarchists with our own ajenda telling the world to f-off and meaning it heh you were such cool beans sid and nancy had nothing on us baby we rocked the universe and didn't care who said what then you changed f*&^ we both changed *selling out and buying in* neither of us saw it how the he77 did that happen? where'd ya go babycakes? why'd ya give up on it all? i guess i still wonder about you but it's not the same those days of bleeding are over those days of wishing for

Letter From God To Women
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support m

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DO YOU LIKE CARS? WOULD YOU LIKE SOME NEW FRIENDS? JUST FOR RATING 100 CARS?.... CLICK THIS PIC AND GET BUSY RATING . AFTER YOU RATE ALL 100 PIC'S Add The Other Riders I WILL ADD YOU TO MY PIMP MY RIDE BULLY SO OTHERS CAN ADD FAN AND RATE YOU THEN THEY RATE THE CARS AND Add The Other RIDERS I WILL ADD THEM AS WELL AND SO ON our first riders are as follows Jůηίpєr FU-Owned by Ladee and PROUD owner of ¿*~~®~~Poetic Angel Princess~~®~~@ fubar *~*Nyne*~*{DevAngel}@ fubar robisue(Club F.a.r.)**Lollipop GUrlz **Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Crys~@ fubar #1Jon ~ FU/Husband to Mistress Dragon FU*Bomber@ fubar Abby♥Normal@ fubar »--»krys»--»@ fubar FU- Owned by "Super Dave"Sissy owned by "Kevo"~ Promoter for "lost radio"~~@ fubar S3XYCRICKETSARGES'BADGIRLS&(FWC)(CONVOYDRIVER)(FU

Grave Of The Self-righteous
It is irredeemable. Perhaps it is such a stark lack of fulfillment - an infinity of disconnection. My reach stops short of the taste of joy. There is nothing. Cliched mantra and uninspired words. Yet, listen... Do you too hear the silence? Dance in utter solitude I do and still. No. I share nothing with anyone. The words you read are so familiar yet behind them is that clouded void. Narrow the realm of experience and limit the scope of knowledge... is that where you have gone? I've missed you so much. Self-imposed? Perhaps. Yet the snake is no less venomous. Withdrawing further and further and collapsing under the grand weight of my profound failure. Gone a day without talking - perhaps I should go a thousand more. I can't be what you want. I am disappointment - a monster so hideous and deleterious. I called your name again yesterday but I don't know your language anymore. You walked by me in the street blind that I lay there. Though in the crowd ever i

English V. Irish
Two English businessmen in London were sitting down for a break in their soon-to-be new store. As yet, the store wasn't ready, with only a few shelves set up. One said to the other, 'I bet any minute now some idiot tourist is going to walk by, put his face to the window, and ask what we're selling.' No sooner were the words out of his mouth when, sure enough, a curious Irishman walked to the window, had a peek, and in a thick Irish accent asked 'What might ye be sellin' here?' One of the men replied sarcastically, 'We're selling ass-holes.' Without skipping a beat, the Irishman said, 'You are doing very well... only two left!'

Pimp My Ride!
DO YOU LIKE CARS? WOULD YOU LIKE SOME NEW FRIENDS? JUST FOR RATING 100 CARS?.... CLICK THIS PIC AND GET BUSY RATING . AFTER YOU RATE ALL 100 PIC'S Add The Other Riders I WILL ADD YOU TO MY PIMP MY RIDE BULLY SO OTHERS CAN ADD FAN AND RATE YOU THEN THEY RATE THE CARS AND Add The Other RIDERS I WILL ADD THEM AS WELL AND SO ON our first riders are as follows Jůηίpєr FU-Owned by Ladee and PROUD owner of ¿*~~®~~Poetic Angel Princess~~®~~@ fubar *~*Nyne*~*{DevAngel}@ fubar robisue(Club F.a.r.)**Lollipop GUrlz **Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Crys~@ fubar #1Jon ~ FU/Husband to Mistress Dragon FU*Bomber@ fubar Abby♥Normal@ fubar »--»krys»--»@ fubar FU- Owned by "Super Dave"Sissy owned by "Kevo"~ Promoter for "lost radio"~~@ fubar S3XYCRICKETSARGES'BADGIRLS&(FWC)(CONVOYDRIVER)(FU

Joke
A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Corvette convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. 'Amazing,' he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a state trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph...then 110... then 120. Suddenly he thought, 'What am I doing? I'm too old for this,' and pulled over to await the trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the trooper walked up to the Corvette, looked at his watch and said, 'Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go.' The old gentleman paused, then said, 'Years ago, my wife ran off with a Florida State Trooper. I thought you were bringing her back. 'Have a good day, sir,' replied the trooper.

Givin In
Will you, walk me to the edge again. Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Caught up, in life Losing all my friends Family has tried, to heal all my addictions Tragic it seems, to be alone again I'm giving in to you (Oh fuck) I look forward, to dying tonight Drinks 'till I'm myself, life's harder every day The stress has got me I'm giving in Giving Giving in, NO! Take me under (I'm killing all the pain) I'm dying tonight (i'm sick of all this pain) Watch me crumble (I'm killing all the pain) I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you -adema

Drama
Drama...dra·ma --- Pronunciation Key:[drah-muh, dram-uh] As defined by Merriam-Webster: any situation or series of events having vivid, emotional, conflicting, or striking interest or result. So something that I have been thinking about lately is drama. I personally don't mind a little drama from time to time. It makes things kinda tense, adrenaline kicks in a little, sexual desire and drive is peaked... that sorta thing. So for me; drama has never really had a negative connotation. Then you come to a place like Fubar; where all the guys profiles mention something about not wanting any "drama" in their lives. I giggle to myself and think of how boring life must be if there is nothing exciting and intense going on for these people who so vehemently despise drama. Then I realize that seemingly people define drama in different ways. Maybe even pick and chose what portion of the definition provided by dictionary do com is more suited to them. Vivid and emotional is what I tend to l

Mississippi (gag)
This is actually specifically written for the person who invited me to the "ArrowAlumni" social network for my high school. Thanks, but no effin thanks!!! Unfortunately, against my better judgment, I went to the link that was provided. Like Classmates dot com, I entered my graduation date and a pic of myself now, along with other mundane information about myself with a disclaimer that I would most likely not be forthcoming with information regarding what I do in life and such due to the conservative, bible-thumping, closed and simple-minded ways of Mississippians that I at least went to school with (meaning this might not pertain to all Mississippians, but to the ones I have had the disdain to have contact with). I saved my profile and then proceeded to look through the other members to see whom I knew. Joey, my sweet sweet friend that honestly wasn't my friend in high school, he just happened to end up going to my high school, graduating before me and dating one of my best friends

My New Owner... Show Him Some Love
He's only 320K from Insider, lets help him out & show him what kind of friends I have! Much Love to you all! He's definitely great guy and an awesome owner! Please go to his page &

Beckon
Beckon..... by Andrew Harris ©2001 I saw you so clearly, In my dreams you were there When all things are unknown, You're a breath of fresh air Now come, Oh creator of my smile Gone for so long, Yet here all the while. I slept while you touched me, Engulfed in this bliss My dream seemed more real, With each velvet kiss Following closely, As you lead the way Beneath all the stars, Until night turned to day Your eyes told a story, With no visible end Sweet hands of a lover, Embrace of a friend Together we ventured, In this land that was ours Where we basked in the feeling, And bittersweet showers In my dream we were real, Like the love we had found As I beckon you from afar..... And not make a single sound.

My Friend
You are my friend, trusted and true; And this is for everything and all that you do. When the light seems so far and times are so low, You reach out your hand to give me a place to go. When I find I can't make it and the mountain's too high, You give me your wisdom and help me to try. You've given me hope in times of despair. You do this for me, because I know you care. You make me laugh when there are no smiles, Even though we're separated by the miles. So let me tell you this, My Friend, If you ever need me, I'm here 'til the end. I give you my love my hand and my heart, And from your friendship I'll never part. For everything and all that you do, I want you to know I'll do the same for you. So, when your days are black and your nights are long, And it seems like everything will go wrong - I'm there by your side you're never alone. I'll be there for you to help lead you home. So, My Friend, as you can see; You're very spec

Some Real Friends For Ya Please Let Me Know What You Think
some real friends for you!!! I am very pissed right now,because the simply fact that you can tell when your freinds are real friends.ok heres the story,my girl freinds so called friends to her to go donate plasma yeaster day and they charged her $15 dollars for a trip that didn't even take two gallons to burn,well from what i hear the 15 was supose to be for gas so she can do that and find work since they told her that they would take us to look for jobs mainly her because i was pissed off because i felt that they ripped her off so i didn't go.and here's why i get so pissed about this shit,for one we helped them move outta there apartment when they couldn't pay there bills,we help them move and all.when she was going in to the hospital when she was about due we dropped what we were doing to help them with there pets and all when we had shit of our own to do we dropped it but its feels like when we need help the most it's like we get BULLSHIT excuses of why they can't help at that mome

Another For Me...
Connection Soul stirring Deep and breathtaking Awakened from slumber Words touching dark places unknown Emotions in turmoil Aching for that which never ends Invisible bindings Phantom caresses Needs whispered on the wind Fire spreads across the distance Swirling heat pools between milk white thighs Tendrils of flame lick nerve-endings raw The struggle for power The fight for surrender Control is lost Regained in a moment Control is given Submitted unto One His Dominance now her home

What Is A Skinhead?
What is a Skinhead? Skinhead is a sub-culture or youth culture that has its roots in the late 60s and 70s and is typically made up of working class men and women. The skinhead look came about from working class and conservative dress. Skinheads today typically wear boots straight-laced with red or white laces, flight or bomber jackets patterned after Alpha Industries MA-1, suspenders/braces, polo style button up collar shirts, flat caps, and blue jeans or camouflage BDU pants, although denim, leather and Carharts are not uncommon. A part of the skinhead image, as the name suggest, is shaved or short cropped hair. Long sideburns, a.k.a, “chops, or lamb-chops” are also common. Skinhead is not just a fashion, wearing boots and braces with a shaved head does not make somebody a skinhead, no more than cowboy boots and a cowboy hat makes somebody a cowboy, or a mohawk and torn clothes make somebody a punk rocker. This is more than just a haircut, it’s a way of life! So

Spotlight Price Wtf???
Spotlight Price 17,003,499 How the hell is that possible? I thought they just reset it the other day to try to drop the price? How does someone get that many fubucks to get spotlight? How the hell is anyone else supposed to get a chance for it if there are people out there that have that many fubucks.. This spotlight for a day is getting on my damn nerves! I'm so fed up with Fubar! MUCH LOVE! The Fu-Milf Queen™

82 Drivers - Come On N Join The Convoy!!
Convoy - C.W.McCall Breaker 1-9 This here's the Rubber Duck We've got us a CONVOY Want to join the CONVOY? Just fan, rate and add all of the drivers, then send me a private message letting me know that you want to join. In return, you must fan, rate and add any new drivers. Put "I want to join the convoy" in your friend request. If you are already friends with someone, please leave a comment on their profile letting them know that you are joining the convoy. Adding Convoy Driver to your name is optional The Leader In my dreams...or yours? ~~Leader of the CONVOY ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar The Drivers Angel Girl - 2nd Alarm Hottie!!! & Fantasy Flight Co-Pilot@ fubar Irishman1977***Security @ Club RUSH***@ fubar ~Wenchie~Protected by the Angelic Enigma...Fu~Sis to SexGoddessMel...Co~Pilot of the Fantasy Flight.@ fubar CHIPPER ~ Cap'n Cutthroat ~ Supergirl ~ Dylon's Diva ~ Lollipop Gurls Club ~ Ridin Dirty ~

So-called Friends....
Ah.... to my So Called Friends (giggles): I posted a status today "No Im not here to f*ck you!Go Figure!" and I watched the "total" number of friends on my list start to diminish. So I wonder how many people when they added me somehow thought... adding me as a friend, meant potential hook up? pffffffft *kttn*

Pregnancy
Well, it didn't work this month either. *sigh* I didn't even want to get pregnant, and I did... and now that I want to, I can't. It agitates me beyond belief, because I WAS pregnant, and constantly fighting with my god forsaken EX... and that sure didn't help. And we're trying. We're tracking my ovulation, blah blah blah. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to know how to make a baby, and when to do it!! Looking back on my life, and my pregnancies... I've had a couple miscarriges. One in the fall of 2003... i was on the patch when I got pregnant then. I was kinda on the pill when I got pregnant with Tash... in 02... I wasn't on anything when I got pregnant with Alexis, I dont think anyways... And I was on the Nuva Ring when I got pregnant earlier this year. And I'm like, HELLO??? Should I get on birth control to have a baby??? I ovulate fine, my periods are exactly to the date 28 days apart... so it's A LOT easier to plan these things... *sigh* Although, I can't complain a whole l

Things Are Funny
This past week i have realized a few things.... Not everything is as appears. I have honestly given Ct a try and I am sure now I am leaving. I cannot rely on anyone anymore for anything, and friends I thought I had, I dont. Not really sure as to the why who where when what and how.... but I need to rely on just me. I have a tendency to put everyone before me, and not take care of me. From now on my kiddo comes first then me. I am changing and most are not going to like the new me. I am one of the few on here and in life, what you see is what you get.I dont need to pretend to be anything other than what I am. I honestly tried to be a caring person and for that I get used. So back to the old I dont give a F*** me. I refuse to be hurt again

A 4 Letter Word..
LOVE - People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of my dying days. I was given one life to live and that is exactly what I plan on doing......living my life to the fullest! Filling it with positive things and doing my best to heal those who are also lost and broken....just as I once was. There is always enough room for love and hope in everyone's life. You just have to have faith that it is there........you don't have to search for love wh

Just One Rate
We have a really good friend in a contest,Just a rate contest,so come on and leave one rate. (Kelly aka '~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*) It's a rate only contest.Could you please rate her pic.It ends tomorow and she is in 2nd place.We would really like her to win if possible. ^^CLICK ME,CLICK ME^^ Thanx In Advance Chaotic Princess & Bratt (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥' on '2008-06-17 15:30:04')

Today...
This morning, I rose up again at dawn to start my day with different things planned from the norm. I made it a point to go to the local court and provide support on behalf of Ella, a dog found dead and abandoned in a local residence and struck a chord in my heart. In the news at the following: http://www.floridatoday.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080617/NEWS01/806170334 The defense attorney for a local Cocoa woman accused of moving out of her home and leaving her dog behind to starve to death wants nearly all the evidence in the case to be thrown out, arguing that police illegally searched the house. According to a motion filed by West Palm Beach attorney Andrew Stine, police shouldn't have entered Christine Abrams' home without a warrant unless there was reason to believe they or someone inside was in immediate danger, or that evidence was about to be destroyed. It was during that search that police found the decayed body of Abrams' German shepherd, Ella, locked in a c

I Cry
Sometimez when I'm alone I Cry. Cause I am on my own. The tearz I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form. I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. I would cry amoung my treasured friend. but who you know that stops that long. to help another carry on. The world moves fast. and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see whut makez one Cry. so painful and sad. And sometimez... I Cry and no One carez about Why..

The Spinster And The Lawyer
THE SPINSTER AND THE LAWYER An elderly spinster called the lawyer's office and told the receptionist she wanted to see the lawyer about having a will prepared.The receptionist suggested they set up an appointment for a time for the spinster to come into the office. The woman replied, "You must understand, I've lived alone all my life, I rarely see anyone, and I don't like to go out. Would it be possible for the lawyer to come to my house?" The receptionist checked with the attorney who agreed and he went to the spinster's home for the meeting to discuss her estate and the will. The lawyer's first question was, "Would you please tell me what you have in assets and how you'd like them to be distributed under your will?" She replied, "Besides the furniture and accessories you see here, I have $40,000 in my savings account at the bank." "Tell me," the lawyer asked, "How would you like the $40,000 to be distributed?" The spinster said, "Well, as I've told you,

Democrats Are Pussies
Pussy. P-U-S-S-Y. Fuck Barbara Boxer and fuck Nancy Pelosi and fuck Harry Reid. None of these pieces of shit stood up for the Gore recount in 2000 and none of these pieces of shit stood against the war. They looked out for their own best interest, but as soon as shit goes south, these fuckwits are all over it saying how they didn't support this or that. Barbara Lee is the only Democrat that came out and called voter fraud in 2000 (which now everyone knows is the case) and also said no to the war in 2003 and warned against giving all that power to Bush. But Barbara Lee is just a Representative and doesn't have the same power as these assholes. Pelosi could have just stopped funding for the war and forced a withdrawl, but instead her and her bobbly-head bitch Harry Reid just cry about shit. And fuck the Democrats in the US. You pussy mother fuckers could have voted in the last two elections, but most didn't. Single mothers were not out in force. Minority vote was not out in force. Young

Life
One day I was watching the news and all i seen was death,pain and tears. The out pour of my emotions at the moment were so great that i wrote this in 10 minutes and have the chance to share what I felt that day with all of you . I except any and all comments and dont be afraid to let me know what you thought ,felt or hated about it . The very meaning of the poem is to bring out the best and worse of us all . so my question to you all is : Do you feel what i felt when you read this very simple , but very emotional poem ? IF LIFE WAS BUT A DREAM If life was but a dream, Nothing would be as it seemed. In the shadow there would be light, And our children would laugh and play with delight. Love would not be just another word, It would something you felt not just heard. The sky would be bright with stars so clear, Not pain and death that all must fear. A mothers tears would not be that of a child without tomorrow, But the love of a child that has many happy days to fo

My Love
My Love by LateNiteFantasy© My life, My love, Olive leaf, In the beak of a dove. My heart, Ever it be true, My soul, It belongs to you. My feet, Lighter than air, My eyes, Into your's I stare. My hands... Oh! To touch you now, My lips, Long for your kiss, and how... My body, Attuned to... My spirit, Cuz... I Love You

Within ( To Someone Special )
Within ( To someone special ) by LateNiteFantasy© Tender, sweeping touch Pleasure's insistent kiss Given and only from you Forever my ultimate wish The kiss more than wished for Evidenced on my face Leaving me melting Lost, all time and place Muscles swathed in moistened pink Of my honey well draw deep Tasting, teasing, loving drink My trembling, drowning pleasure yours to keep Slender fingers grasp into satin sheets Needing to be so much closer to you Lips part no longer able to hold The screams of pleasure bestowed anew Ecstasy explodes, drawn in hue of red Teasing does not subside Honey coats the invading force As raging comes the tide Pulling me under, no choice to go back Screams echo from the pleasured wall Nails dig sweetly into flesh Into the dulcet abyss I fall Wetness, clinging, sweetness, floating The afterglow now comes, storm-tossed Darkened sapphires now open to the night My fingers pull from my body, love-glossed A sigh iss

The Buffet...omg Lol
THE BUFFET Every afternoon after work, a group of local guys would meet at the neighborhood bar for a little pool and a few beers. Undoubtedly, somehow the subject always came up about which guy had the longest penis. Day in and day out the bartender overheard these braggarts and frankly it got a little boring. One day, the bartender had heard the same old exaggerations once too many and he said, "All right, enough of this bullshit. I want each and every one of you to stand up here at the bar and I'm going to personally measure each of you and just MAYBE we can put a stop to all this crap." Well, they all gathered around the bar, unzipped and laid it out there to be measured. Just then, the door opens and in the blast of sunlight stands a gay guy. The bartender looks up and says, "Can I help you?" The gay man takes a look at the line-up and says, "Well, I was going to get a cocktail, but I think I'll just have the buffet."

The Fire Withn
The Fire Within by LateNiteFantasy© There is a yearning inside her heart; To let down the walls, to be close to someone, and to be touched on every level by Him. She yearns to be held at night in a pair of strong arms, to feel those arms around her in comfort and love. She yearns to feel the beating of His heart beneath her ear; To have the right to lay her head on His chest When nighttime rolls around. She yearns for his shoulder to cry on when needed, The same one she wants to taste and bite. She yearns to feel His hands on her,loving her, Comforting and disciplining. She yearns to hold His hands when He feels low, And help Him get back on His feet. The yearning to share, to love, to give- All burn deep in her being. Knowing that she needs, and it’s ok. Knowing that she is needed just as much. Yearning to just BE.

Need Prayers
to all my friends here i am gonna need some prayers from the FEW good friends i got on here..i had to hospitalize my son last week for reasons i would rather not say but some of you may already know..that there has been tuff when he calls me almost everyday wantin me to come pick him up when i just cant...hopefully he will be able to come soon..then we got a letter from childrens hospital tellin us that they found not only scholiosis on liberti but a mass at the base of her spine so tomorrow we got to go see a neurosurgeon to see what they are going to do about it i am scared cuz with your back ...its nuttin to mess with. so i am calling on all very few good friends that i got here to give my lil ones a lil prayer or two...thanks guys and i will keep you posted as soon as i find out

Roughing It
A friend and his wife were considering traveling to Alaska for a trip that the husband had long dreamed of taking. He kept talking about how great it would be to stay in a log cabin without electricity, to hunt moose, and drive a dog team instead of a car. "If we decided to live there permanently, away from civilization, what would you miss the most?" he asked his wife. She replied, "You."

Something
I want to fall in love,I want to be with someone that loves me like I love them. People don't try and save their relationships anymore. We throw things away and move on to the next so called best thing. What is wrong with being content with someone that you love? I miss companionship. Someone that kisses me on the forehead just because he felt the need to do it.Someone that takes my hand as we walk just because. Why can't the smallest things make people happy anymore? I want to grow old with someone.Wake up with them,fall asleep with them,be there when they need me and don't. I want someone that knows I love them,trusts them and will always be there. I am too old and tired to play games anymore. I want to lay on the couch with him and watch stupid old movies. Walk somewhere,anywhere. Sit outside and just look at the stars. I don't need material things. I just want one man to spend the rest of my life loving and caring for. I just ask for the same in return. I don't need someone to comp

Change Of Plans
I will be going to tampa for Marks Military service next friday . They had to change the day b/c of autopsy needs to be done. Wish they would just let him go . Then the following week i will be off to NY for the family service Girls are holding up pretty good but they still have a lot ahead of them

Southern Security System Install
HOW TO INSTALL A SOUTHERN HOME SECURITY SYSTEM 1) Go to a second-hand store, buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2) Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns & Ammo Magazine. 3) Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4) Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim: I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls - they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it, but it was hard to tell from all the blood. Anyway, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside. Cooter

Boredom...blog It
Who was your last text from? pete Where was your default pic taken ? heathers grandmas at easter What' s your middle name? jean Your relationship status? singlleee What is your current mood? satisfied Whats your brothers name(s)? brian, mike What' s your favorite color? green If you could go back in time and change something, would you? id change a lot but oh well past is the past and i learned Have a crazy side? not meeee Ever had a near death experience ? ummmm not that i remember no Something you do alot? laugh Angry at anyone? nope Do you wanna see somebody right now? always want 2 When is the last time you cried? i have no idea Who would you do anything for? a few close friends, my family.. What kind of phone do you have? well i borrowing my dads til i buy a rumor..n this is a shitty lg so i think ima buy my dad a new phone 2! lol Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? umm yeah i guess sumtimes What are yo

Chain Letter
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know wh

Poetry--scattered Pieces
SCATTERED PIECES If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long ago It onl

Looking For The One
Looking for the one guy that will treat me right, The one who isn't into playing games Looking for the one who isn't afraid to hold me,kiss me in public as well as in private. Someone who isn't afraid to call me his girl and admit it to everyone. Looking for the one who isn't afraid to commit,who isn't afraid to show me and tell me how he feels Looking for the one that I can give my all to,mind,body,and soul When I find him I'll know and I'll never let him go

Thank You To All My Friends For Getting Me To Disciple
I WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TOO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THE SHADOW LEVELERS FOR HELPING ME MAKE DISCIPLE! YOU ALL ARE SO GREAT TO DROP WHAT YOU WERE DOING TO HELP ME LEVEL! I'M HOPING EVERYONE WILL LEAVE THEIR NAME ON A PICTURE I PUT IN MY DEFAULT SO I CAN SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE, EXCEPT TINKERBELL LMAO I DO KNOW A FEW :P. PLEASE IT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND IF YOU EVER NEED HELP LEVELING GIVE ME A SHOUT. TY. LOVE TO YOU ALL MUAAAAAH!!!!!! THIS THANK YOU BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~BABS~ ""DISCIPLE"" FU-OWNED BY David Combs aka 'dmcs345@ fubar

A Foolish Foolish Child
The next day Oy'sa woke early befor the sun and her family and apon remembering she had not gotten to bath the night befor thought she would run down to the red river befor any one was about and bath.She knew her father would be unhappy that she was up and about with no one there to watch over her but she didn't wish to disterb the others for some thing as mondane as a bath. Oy'sa quickly ran down to the river and striped off her clothing but just as she jumped into the water's she heard a loud cack coming from the shore on the other side of the red river. Oy'sa frightened and shaking hit the water and sank like a stone. She fought her way to the top and looked around to see if she could spy who or what had made that frighting sound.Once at the top she poked her head out and began to look all aound,not seeing anything Oy'sa began to bath as quick as she could but befor she was finished some thing grabed Oy'sa's leg and pulled her under. Fighting for air and finaly able to see Oy'sa

If A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differen

Mistakenly Picked Up A Pen...
So what? Really, it isn't that horrible - there are pains plenty worse than to be hopelessly desiring someone who sees straight through you. I know this and yet the bitter ache refuses to succumb, defying reason and reality, to instead entertain possibilities that have no chance to be made flesh. I bite my lip to keep my silence, I look away to hide my wanting - knowing that, there, I am kept safe from throwing myself into my foolishness. Still, it only takes a glance to see that I am never in her eyes; still, I can hear in her voice enough to realize that I will never hear what words I long for. Better to be safe and never know - better to turn away and withstand the burn of my desire than to feel the cut of rejection for what could only ever be a fool's wanting for a beauty he could never reach.

Late Night Here In Cali
so, its 12:00 am here and 2:00 am back home which sucks. i hate the time zone change because its hard to get used to your loved ones being asleep when you have nothing to do or no one to talk to. i love the job actually but i hate being away from home...

Newest Playlist
as im sure uve noticed i have a new playlist on my pro full of WORKING songs...thought id change it up a bit show you all im not just into deathmetal....i think theres an even wider range of my musical taists on this, the play list isnt done yet but what i got so far i like so i thought id post it for now..ENJOY and let me know what u think.

This Is The Reason Why Fubar Is Going To Hell...
from: 'Princess L... (Ty for the rates and fans!) Union City, CA subject: Hello there I rated and fanned you, if you can return the gesture great received: 06/17/2008 07:11 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Nice pic, lets be fans and friends! Cheers... fucking pointwhores.

Wounder
Has anyone every wounder how thing have came to be.Has anyone wounder what happens when you fall apart. I wounder time and time again where did my life go wrong or what did do to make it this way. I wounder dose anyone know what true love and true friendship is. I alway wounder how I make people feel when i am away or when i am here. I wounder can my life get any better. I wounder all the time how things go and I wounder were my friends have gone. I wounder dose are my friend for real or they just playing games. I wounder how can I go on when I am lost and alone. I wounder everyday is this what I want for me or is this just all a dream. I wounder how someone like me can a make things right. I wounder is this my life or is it someone elas I am liveing. I wounder about so many things and I wounder can I get thow it all.

Compilation Of Info About Hcv
Hepatitis C (HCV) (HepC) Menstuff® has compiled information about Hepatitis C. What is hepatitis C? How common is hepatitis C? How can I get hepatitis C? What are the signs or symptoms of hepatitis C? Hepatitis C — Without Symptoms? How can I find out if I have hepatitis C? What can I do to reduce my risk of getting hepatitis C? What is the treatment for hepatitis C? Why worry about hepatitis C? Do I need to talk to my partner about hepatitis C? Should I talk to my health care provider about hepatitis C? Where can I get more information? Tattoos & Hepatitis C Hepatitis C - The Stealth Virus Hepatitis C on Toothbrushes? Your or Someone You Know has Hepatitis C Why a 12-Step program for HCV? Newsbytes * Hepatitis C Treatment Said Improved Resources Related issues: AIDS, Bacterial Vaginosis, Blue Balls, Chancroid, Chlamydia, Condoms, Contraception, Crabs, Genital Herpes, Genital Warts, Gonorrhea, Hepatitis A, B, C, D, E, Impotency, Nongonococcal Ure

So Far....
Shit's been real interesting lately. Think I'm permanently in south building at work and that sucks but I deal with it. I'm by myself and that works I suppose in some ways. I'll get used to it. Looking at it in a brighter way I do get a workout at work now and don't have time to think much at all whereas in north building all I did was think. Tanks are bigger down south and lastnight tore me up a bit but I heal ok. Got friday off and if Mike is back by then I'll be taking him around to fill out some job apps. He hasn't come back from Adam's yet but that's no big deal. See if he's back by friday. Need to talk to him though cause he ran the next cell bill up hardcore....damn near a whole paycheck's worth! I'm not happy about it. I gave him Tony's old phone so if need be we could get a hold of him, not to call everyone all the time. I'll talk to him about it when he's here though. Just one more obstacle in my way of getting on my feet moneywise is all. I'll get back to good

Three Girlfriends
Three women friends, one in a casual relationship, one engaged to be married and one a long-time wife, met for drinks after work. The conversation eventually drifted towards how best to spice up their sex lives. After much discussion, they decided to surprise their men by engaging in some S&M role playing. The following week they met up again to compare notes. Sipping her drink, the single girl leered and said, "Last Friday at the end of the work day I went to my boyfriend's office wearing a leather coat. When all the other people had left, I slipped out of it and all I had on was a leather bodice, black stockings and stiletto heels. He was so aroused that we made mad passionate love on his desk right then and there!" The engaged woman giggled and said, "That's pretty much my story! When my fiancé got home last Friday, he found me waiting for him in a black mask, leather bodice, black hose and stiletto pumps. He was so turned on that we not only screwed all night, he wants to mov

My Last Poem About Nikki
In my empty heart only one is known. One who loves, one who knows the one I love, Those who love me, say they do, show something different everytime they do... So what do I do as I sit alone and ponder true love? But love those that love me! You say you do, you show you don't, what do I believe now and today? That you love me ot not and that your here to stay? Show me through actions not through words... then and only then will true love be heard! Robert Frank Piazza Jr.

Ewwwwwwww
I like to blog, obviously, and on another site, my blogs of mindless ramblings and observations were quite popular amongst my friends, and it was fun to come up with new things to entertain them. Unfortunately, our company now monitors that site, and question any entries made during work hours. So I've decided to keep my blogs going on here. Some of them will seem stupid...probably most, but I find everyday life pretty funny. Hopefully you will to. So last night, I'm watching the Andrew Zimmern show on the Travel Channel. He crisscrosses the globe, eating all the odd foods that the world has to offer, and gets paid for it. Last night was Alaska. I picture Alaskans eating alot of fish, and wild game, and don't really see it as a culinary epicenter. I was correct. He ate rotten fish heads, wild birds, walrus, seal, whale...and some other things that I forget. But what stuck out was the Jellied Moose Nose. Technically, its not just the nose, but parts of it is in there

Ladies, You Are Crazy!
B4 you ladies get pissed, plz read this whole thing. Ive spoken/argued w/ many beautiful women, and have come to the conclusion that you are nuts {well most of the ladies anyway}. For example, when a man and woman argue, men have an innate need to make sense. Women on the other hand, will bring up shit that isn't even relevant to the subject and will insist that it is. Women will make their current partner pay for the mistakes of their previous relationships. Ladies, itz alright to learn from past relationships, but if your still pissed @ your X, take it out on that X. Men, Itz not the ladies fault that their crazy. We made them that way. The affection and sensuality of a woman is a gift to be treasured always. Especially now that their nuts. Even past relationships w/ a woman are to be treasured. Being that women are crazy, they do not give their affection freely {thus making the rest of us pay dearly due to their X's}. If women do give their affection freely, then most men t

If Tears Could Build A Stairway
If Tears Could Build A Stairway If tear could build a stairway, and memories a lane I would walk right up to Heaven and bring you back again No farewell words were spoken No time to say "Goodbye" You were gone before I knew it and only God knows why. My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow What it meant to love you No one can ever know But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more, To remember all the happy times life still has much in store Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hollowed place within me is where you will always stay. My Precious Mother

Entry For February 02, 2006
Well, I got quite the interesting comment on my entry "Strong Lesson to be Learned" tonight and decided that instead of finishing up my previous entry I would take the time and address this comment. First off I would like to say that I realize these blogs are strongly one sided and that anyone who reads and comments on them must remember that they are only getting one side of the story. Ok, first point of order, "Chris has a point, in away you are as selfish as her." All I can say to this is, as James I have allowed Chris to walk all over me time and time again with little or not complaints for the sake of our relationship. Don't believe me? Consider this then, when I inherited $30,000.00 from my grandfather's death I had a plan of taking half of that amount and paying off what debts I had outstanding and investing the other half so that it would continue to generate an income for me and perhaps allow me to set up a "nest egg" for the children's futures (not only my children, but

Question Game
1. Do you lay awake at night and think about feelings that scare you to admit? 2. Are you lonely? 3. Does the sound of someone's heartbeat next to you put you to sleep at night? 4. Can you see yourself happy one day? 5. Would you let me know every secret? 6. Do you dream about love when you sleep? 7. Could we dance in the dark with no music at all? 8. Should I kiss you with passion or innocence? 9. Are you scared to grow old alone? 10. Will you let me love you?

Perception
Do not judge me by my outer appearance. But look deep into my soul. For it is there that you will see who I am. Our bodies are but cases that protects our heart from physical pain. But it cannot protect us from words. Think before you speak words that will cause a heart to hurt. And if you love someone, surround that heart gently with caring. A loving heart is given completely, in trust and faith that it will be guarded for all time.

Capt.mike
this guy is the greatest..although i just met him a little while ago..hes best friend material for sure..hes sexi,strong,caring and super ass nice.he makes me smile all the time.even when i dont wanna :)..soo yeah hes the most awesome guy on fubar...be jealous!!!

Kelli's Hh
one of our good friends Kelli is in a contest for a hh.If ur not doing anything could u stop by and help her out i've seen her help out alot of people.All luv will be returned.She deserves this so let's help her out.ty dolphinbaby73 her link is below

Katherine's Journey
Life took her by surprise.It brought her into it,in a drowning of water.Joking,gaging until it bubble and air struggle to breathe.Skin wrinkle,and red.A quick scream,a push,her eyes blue,black hair.Feeding against her mother's breast.She pulled and dug at her mother's skin.Until sleep overcame.Mother laying,restless body exhausted from the events of this October morn.Tears in her eyes,her namesake,lay snuggle against her heart.Hearing her tiny breathe,watching her lungs move in,out,little sigh.Counting fingers and toes.Letting her know momma was right there.Child and mother at rest alast. Father peeking in a window pane,smiling,like there was no tommorrow.He would protect her,from all harm.She,on that day,became his little princess.He held her in his arm,felt her heartbeat,kissed her forehead,and let it be known,this was his little girl.Holding her tight,letting her know she would always be safe,tucked in his arms. They say you really can't remember,our first year,and that th

Dejavu
There are two kinds of Deja Vu. 1. This occurs when you visit a certain house, city, road, foreign country, or some other specific location you've never been before and suddenly realize it seems familiar. Sometimes you even feel you know your way around. It is our Spirit's memory of a past life. We have been there before; it was just in another body, in another time. The spirit memory is usually deeply buried in the subconscious, so those moments are not just magical, they are powerful, miraculous glimpses into the eternity of our souls. The same kind of Deja Vu applies to people as well. We all know people who seem familiar to us the moment we meet them, strangers we feel we have known all our lives. You will of course have known them in at least one previous life. Note, that a past life connection with someone in no way obligates you to form a connection this time around. They may have been the bane of your previous existence. They may have been lovely last time, b

Are You
Is it odd to turn around and run right into eyes that can see through you? Is it odd to have a connection, held only for a brief moment. Intense, knowing yet still come from a stranger? Do you feel invaded? Do you feel connected? Do you feel lonely? Or, do you feel all of the emotions, at once? There you stood, a stranger in all respects, yet I have known you forever. Like a SILVER lining around a dark cloud, your presence is comforting yet ominous. You, looking into my very soul, perusing it like its very meaning is SACRED to you. Standing so still, like a FOX caught off guard calculating what to do. Should I run to your safehaven, or CRY out loud for you to stop? I stand still, not wishing to stop your evaluation, hoping for approval, yet at the same time, accepting your interest as merely inquisitive. Although it feels like a lifetime has past, its been but a few moments. As you turn your eyes away, I feel the immediate loss of your atten

Long Time No See
Life is calming down and things are starting to calm ...somewhat ..and my vacation is coming up .... 9 days .. WOooohoooo .. and if all keeps going as it has been .. i may come back to the fu to spend time on here with ya'll i do miss my friends .. and keeping up to date with you all .. those who are real friends .. Anyway i just wanted to stop by and althou its a lil early i wont be here & i wanted to wish you all a Very happy and Safe 4th of July .. Take care .. be well .. and talk soon :) Wendy :)

Soul
Stolen soul and shattered dreams. Can’t you hear my hopeless screams? Heart full of pain sorrow and hate. The world keeps on going as I’m handed my fate. Losing it all and having nothing to gain. This is for being so selfish and vain. Being used and abused for giving your trust. Heart ripped out and shattered to dust. Alone in a corner I cower and cry. I feel so useless so ready to die.

Wed...what Should I Talk About?
hmm.. Happy humpday everyone. How are you spending it...are you working..or humping? LMAO. I spent a good hour at the blood mobile today. First time in like 12 yrs. Been along time..they had to change my address and all. I took my boys along with me. Was quite comical in a way. Brent, my oldest..seen one woman ..where they poked her..then her blood.. draining into the bag. He got upset.. told me to get up and go. LMAO. I asked why.. he said.. Just go mom. LOL. Anyways.. towards the end..he started getting white looking..and said he was getting hot. I think he was close to passing out. Told him to go play in the hall or something. While I was getting blood, had a cute guy doing the blood. I was flirting with him alittle bit. (smiles) Have you ever given blood? Theres a shortage on it. Lately I have been feeling negative about fubar.. but I have decided to just forget all the reasons why I feel this way..and just enjoy being with my good friends. I got one good friend who a

Another Posting
I would also like to thank some other good friends..who have always been there for me. Larry1963.. you are awesome.. u always leave me comments and rates.. and your just a sweety fastcat aka master--you have always been there for me.. to listen to my problems..and to cheer me up..thank you sweety keith- one of my oldest best friends on fubar.. even though we have had our problems.. you are always there for me.. muahh bob--even though you drive me nuts at times.. you are always there for me also. You always make me laugh..with your persistance in some subjects. Just a few who have always showed love and support..and I have never said thank you.

Bombers Needed
this really cool guy i know is in a contest.. he is like 4000 behind to get into first place.. i could use any help that we could get.. we want him to win.. please come and help out thanx in advance Chaotic Princess

Bullie
DJ_LuDa_Ch®I$, The DJ with the fire, to play the music you want at the peak of your desires, come see us at Dragons Breath Lounge where the party is always jumpin, come join us the fun never ends and boredom never begins, DJ_LuDa_Ch®I$ is always there to take your requests and keep things interesting, and also does his own mega mixes not found anywhere else, so don't just sit there start clickin to the Dragons Breath Lounge where its always happenin'.

You Can't Bring Me Down
What the hell's going on around here?First off-let's take it from the startStraight out-can't change what's in my heartNo one-can tear my beliefs apart, you can't bring meYou aint-never seen no one like mePrevail-regardless what the cost might bePower-flows inside of me, you can't bring meNever-fall as long as I tryRefuse-to be part of your lieEven-if it means I die, you can't bring meYou can't bring me down!Who the hell you calling crazy?You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson...was eating Fruit Loops on your front porchTime out-let's get something clearI speak-more truth than you want to hearScapegoat-to cover up your fear, you can't bring meYou aint-never seen so much mightFight for-what I know is rightWhat up-you got yourself a fight, you can't bring meStand up-we'll all sing alongTogether-aint nothin' as strongWon't quit-we aint in the wrong, you can't bring meYou can't bring me down!Bring me down - you can't bring me down!Bring me down - you can't bring me down, no!Bri

Patriot Micro Chip
THE PATRIOT MICRO CHIP! To be implanted in Collectivists, Socialists, Communists, and other enemies of the Republic including various Islamic groups. Implant is specifically designed to be installed in their foreheads and is manufactured by God fearing, hard working, freedom lovers. When properly installed, it will allow the implantee to speak to God instantly. Comes in various sizes: Implantee usually will not get to choose size. May or may not be painless. Some bleeding and or swelling may occur at injection site. Please enjoy the security we provide for you. Best regards; U. S. Armed Services.

Basic Rules , Requirements, N Breakdown Conversions On Auctions
hi everyone, An example of what to offer is .. 1. Rate, fan & add you if haven't already 2. 150 of your pics rated 11s during happy hour within the month 3. Stash rated during happy hour if haven't already 4. Added to my family list if you're not already 5. I'll be your crush for the month 6. You'll be my #1 friend for the month 7. "Owned by___" in my user name for the month 8. You can have "Owner of _______" in your user name 9. I'll leave you a profile comment daily 10. The link to your profile in my About Me section 11. "Owned by" Salute (SFW) 12. Your buzz bar kept at 100% with fudrinks for a week 13. Random fu-gifts through the month 14. Make you 5 animated pics The above is just an idea of what you can offer. you don't have to do the same. That is how I will be adding your offers to your pics, so if you could use that layout, it would help me loads, thanks :o) If there are certain items you will not or don't want to accept as bids please let me kn

Eno Trap: Erutraped Eht
Insanity looms inside the looking glass. It's like a madness stuck on repeat, and I'm lost in the progression! I wonder, what's under the scar tissue? A rollercoaster I've rode too many times. Can I stomach one more go? Today, the black birds lied to me again, mocking me as the wind waged war with my face. All I look foward to is cancer. The cold taste of the grim reaper's porcelin lips. All this talk of the end; are we really pushed to oblivion? His hand is so close, at times I can see his thumbnail. The foot may bring luck, but beware of the hole! is this the dwelling of misfortune? The numbers now haunt me. The worst feeling from the most perfect melody. She gave me the perfect present, with a note that read, "It's yours, at my convience!" The letters drained into a pool of rubies. So close to completion of this creature I'm becoming. How will I handle the pain of burning wings? Smearing a grain of salt into the wound will act as my pain killer. She trembles from the quake, unaware

Lie Detector...lmao
John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gimmick. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a robot that John claimed was actually a lie detector. It was about 5 : 30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son, returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late. 'Where have you been? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?' asked John. 'Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project,' said Tommy. The robot then walked around the table and slapped Tommy, knocking him completely out of his chair. 'Son,' said John, 'this robot is a lie detector, now tell us where you really were after school.' 'We went to Bobby's house and watched a movie.' said Tommy. 'What did you watch?' asked Marsha. 'The Ten Commandments.' answered Tommy. The robot went around to Tommy and once again slapped him, knocking him off h

Wtf?
This site is laughable. I have seen like children on this crap. Scary... Also, I'm married. So, not looking for anyone's dick photos or sharing any photos of me. I just like coming here to get a good chuckle. Fubar dollars? I like real money-thanks.

Usa Gestapo Tactics And Mainstream Media Glosses It Over
Dems and Repubs are equally at fault... the good ol' USA had become the world's super power... might makes right, and the ends justify the means? FUK NO IT DON'T! "WE" have become exactly like those "oppresive regimes" that we once so despised... Vietnam/USSR/China/etc... as far as the self-serving political parties and the military-industrial-complex (which includes the oil companies and major publishing companies)? FIND ALTERNATIVES - DON'T BE A SHEEP SEEN ONLY AS A WAY TO BLEED MORE $ TO LINE THEIR POCKETS I'm all for a revolution... what do we burn down first... the White House, or Congress? BOTH? Count me in! case 1 - US conveniently "loses" evidence... go figure! ------------ Pentagon: shooting of Reuters journalists in Iraq justified By LOLITA C. BALDOR, Associated Press Writer Tue Jun 17, 12:54 PM ET WASHINGTON - The 2005 shooting death of a Reuters journalist in the midst of a firefight in Baghdad was justified because U.S. soldiers believed the camera protr

Wild Animals
Wild animals may reflect an area of our lives that is out of control. Many animals have stereotypical meanings that can tell more of their presence. Think of what the wild animal means to you in waking life to understand the reason for its presence in your dream. Wild animals that are domesticated in dreams may not be animal dreams, but rather dreams of interpersonal success or self-discipline. Many times, making peace with animals is a sign of harmony in our lives and hope for smooth interpersonal relationships. Is a wild animal posing a threat to you in the dream or do you have it under your influence?

Ok Heres The Deal........!!!!
I am losing my internet as of tomorrow...One reason bieng I joined a contest for a VIP,Which I finished over a month ago and never got the VIP as of yet....That alone was pretty screwed up... Second I've been fighting off very high blood pressure,complete with dizzy and fainting spells..I also pulled a muscle in my back and all of the bills have come out of pocket so I had to let my phone and Internet bill go... I will be gone for a while till I can come up with the $280 I need to pay it...Anyway....I just wanted to let my friends know what is going on if they dont see me online for a while.... MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!

Im Not The Girl U Think I Am
yeah sooo i get alot of guys hitting me up.. shaweet for me , yes i am looking however before u even think about trying for me u should know this..... I AM NOT THAT MUSHY GIRL SOMETIMES I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE I CAN TELL U HOW I FEEL BY SHOWING U HOW I FEEL I WONT TELL U I LIKE U 50 TIMES IN A DAY I RATHER CALL THAN TXT WHEN TALKING TO SOMEONE I REALLY LIKE I DONT MAKE THE FIRST MOVE IM A MAJOR SMARTASS I AM KIND HEARTED I HIDE HOW I FEEL SOMETIMES IM NON JUDGEMENTAL ON MOST THINGS I LIKE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION IF U PISS ME OFF I WILL WRITE U OFF THERES NO COMMIN BACK I DONT LIE I DONT NEED LIERS IM HONEST TO A FAULT I HATE REPEATING MYSELF so yeah those are just some things and that and i wanted points

People
do u ever feel like uve lost all hope in people or that u dont believe wat anyone says until they prove to you otherwise. ive come to the realization that most people are full of shit. They will say watever they feel is nessassary at that given moment. So ive come to the resolution that Ive lost practically all respect for most people and i dont really care for them. Friends are only really around untill the time when u need them the most and poof there gone. Why is that when u need people the most they seem to never be around. True friends are hard to find, if u got one dont let them go. You will regret it..

Never Ending Auction Held By Phoenix, Minimum Bid Is 10,000 Fubucks!
1. Rate & Fan Profile & Add as Friend 2. Add to family for one month and top friend list for one month 3. Personal SFW salute photo 4. Pimp out on my page for one month 5. Rate UP TO 500 EACH - Pics and Stash till done during HH 6. Permanent pimpout in my blog 7. Add to my yahoo messenger I will also throw in with my offer _________owner of Babs 1 Gift a week for one month 1 Pimpout Bulletin a week for one month 3 Special effect picture that I can do, you can check my photo album, My Attempts At Special Effects. IF BID GETS HIGH ENOUGH SUCH AS HH OR 30 DAY BLAST WE CAN ABOUT ADDING MORE!

Pics
My friend, who is a local cop, came to my work the other night to chat around, and told me about a guy that blew his brains out in an apt complex next to my hotel where I work at. He then said that he had pics from the scene (not sure how he got the non-prof ones), and decided to show them to me on my work comp from his yahoo email. Which was prolly not a good idea, since after downloading it now I have a pic of a guy with his head partially not there in a stupid pic viewer thingy, and I have NO idea how to erase it. It stores whichever pics you view online, grrr. Fuckin A

How Old Is Grandpa???
How old is Grandpa??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: ' credit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: ' pantyhose ' air conditioners ' dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, 'Sir'. And after I turned

Thinking
Thinking by LateNiteFantasy© Sometime's I sit and think I think about whether you're about you thinking about me, Thinking about you Thinking about me and if we're both thinking about who loves who more and I say it's me just like you say it's you and when we talk on the phone for like two hours telling each others sweet nothings we just spend the whole day together But still niether one of us wants to be the first to say goodbye So we agree to both say goodbye then hangup on the count of three and ten minutes later we're still on the phone even when we've run out of the sweet nothings we started with We're both content to just listen to the rythym of the other's breath and somewhere in the back of my mind I'm wondering how I'm making it when just the thought of you leaves me breathless

Well, I Just Wasted 5000 And Got Flamed By Everyone
Ya know... I get about 4 messages A DAY asking me about being a medic, and the army... and I thought id do a solid and put a mumm out there seeing if people wouldn entertain the idea of ever being a medic... and if they did...and if they had any questions, they could send me a message. I mean Im not a recruiter, nothng like that. just trying to be a nice guy...help steer some minds in a posative direction... and what do i get.. WAAA WAAA WAA.... people telling me Im advertising something. wishing that I get killed in mortar attacks. and general wa wa wa shit. are you kidding me today. people are just hyper-hostile end BLOGRANT

Waiting
Waiting by LateNiteFantasy© Without sleeping, I see the clarity arrising. It's the morning light coming, trying to welcome the eyes of people, to the world, again. But in my case She failed. I'm still embraced in the darkness of last night's events.. Sad enough to grasp me tight, with no desire of carrying on. I wait for a spark of enlightment, of these sad unfortunate events, that shadow my head. What happened? What did I do? Why did it happen? Oh God, Why? ... I wait for that never coming answer... Still inside my chamber door's. Aside from the world, In the solitude Of my being. Locked away in my thoughts, I wait. Wait for that Last refund Answer. The answer that never comes... Why? I just want to know why.... I keep myself waiting, for something I know it will never happen.... But still, here I am. Waiting. Grasped in another day's tomb, In another day's shadow, In another day's black hear

My F-ing Computer
I got a virus on my computer Monday nite... dunno how - just did. I hate computers. Ran virus scan didnt find anything... turned it off thinking the stupid thing needed a rest. Turned it back on Tuesday nite and i have pop ups galore. I hate computers. Virus scan cannot connect. I try to go to Microsoft page and I get redirected to some f-ing porn site or another virus scan page... I hate computers. I close out of these pages and it freezes my computer. Im pissed. I hate computers. Been working on this again today. Virus scan cannot connect and the dumb ass ones i find online dont get rid of crap and what they want to get rid of is my legit programs. I hate computers. OMG WTF is going on? I am AGAIN running ANOTHER virus scan and a Microsoft scan that is supposed to fix my .exe files so I can use my programs again. I hate computers. I am now on my hubby's computer, cuz he's at work, while the other scan is running. Crossing my fingers and toes but think Im canceling each out. I

Me And Marry
me and palmbaygirl are in love with one another and she is so awsome she is romantic,sweet,understanding,kind,and alot more. she truely is the one for me look at her and i will see why if u knew her u would understand my love for her shes the woman of my dreams and i couldnt ask for anyone better..!!! kisses:marry my love

The "new" Jason
There comes a time in every person’s life when a change must come in order to sustain a better life, or at least to progress into a life they strive. I believe this time has come in my life. With my academic career rapidly coming to an end and having to soon step into a professional atmosphere, I feel the life I am leading is not a positive jump start to get to where I want to be and to accomplish the goals I have set. First on the list is to kick the smoking habits. The good ol’ Newport 100’s which are now at a sky high $5.00 a pack are to be vanished from my life. Hopefully saving me around $140/mo. With the disappearance of the cancer sticks comes a temporary leave of absence from Ms. Mary Jane. I feel having a clear head will help me out to reach the sky where I want to be as well as pass the good ol’ U.A(drug tests). Of course the occasional indulging may come but as for now I need a clear head. After 15 years of smoking I can afford a few sober days right? All this I nee

Rules For Any Of My Contest !!!!!
A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Self Comment Bombing Is Allowed And Encouraged. Bombing Families Are Also Allowed To Help. NO DRAMA.I REPEAT NO DRAMA!NO ACCUSING PEOPLE OF CHEATING I DON'T WANT TO HERE GO TELL SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO LISTEN TO IT.BECAUSE IM NOT GONNA LISTEN TO IT! Anyone Being Disrespectful Or Bringing Any Drama To The Contest Will Be Removed Immediately. NO EXCEPTIONS IF SOMEONE COME TO ME ONCE I MIGHT OVER LOOK IT . THE SECOND TIME SCREENSHOT IT AND THEY WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE CONTEST Immediately. NO QUESTIONS ASKED! Happy Women! YOU HAVE YOUR 1ST WARNING NO 2ND CHANCE HAVE A NICE NIGHT EVERYONE HAPPY BPOMBING!! PAINTER

My Quest For Spotlight
I am over whelmed with generosity from my fellow Fu's an would like to take this time to thank each an everyone for their donations to my spotlight fund.So Please go them all you wont regret it. RonaldAnthony74 Fu husband of +*~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar paintguy

Lost
Sometimes I am lost in my own world insted of the world I am I living in Sometimes I am lost and alone feeling like nobody care Sometimes I am lost in my own fears and forgot about my feelings Sometimes I am lost about who I am and who I can be Sometimes I am lost in between what is the right thing to do and what is the wrong thing to do Sometimes I am lost in a forest trying to hide my feelings insted of showing how I feel Sometime I am lost in who is a true friend and who is not Sometimes I am lost in how I should be treated and how people treat me Sometime I am lost in my own safety net and and when I need to be brave Sometimes I am lost for words to say Has anyone felt this way lost between reality and fatasey

Did U Kno...
Did u know...when u dream about a person that person went to sleep thinking of u?? did u know... when the person u like looks at u then looks down their crazy about u..?? did u know that when that person looks at u directly in the eyes they love u more than u think..?? did u know... when that person looks at u alot they can't live without u..?? did u know when they leave they say bye too much cause they don't want to let u go...??Did you kno I LOVED YOU... DID YOU KNO.....

I Lost My Change
Did you ever lose your change in a coke machine or some other machine like that? And then you're pissed off because you stuck all this change in there and you didn't get anything. Well that's how people are sometimes. You keep feeding your emotional quarters into them and you don't get you're damn emotional Coke. Then you bang on the machine and you push the coin return button and still nothing. It sucks.

She Speaks Her Mind
Brutally cruel She speaks her mind Imprudent fool She speaks her mind Unequivocally right She speaks her mind Suffering blight She speaks her mind Utterly alone She speaks her mind Brittle as bone She speaks her mind Dying decree She speaks her mind Only to me She speaks her mind

Iris
To my friends... Sometimes I express myself in music... I have a hard time putting my feelings into words... so you will see a lot of songs in my Blogs... if that annoys you, then so be it... it's what I do! :) Iris By: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made

Just Another Sad Poem Written By Me
i dont know how to explain the way i feel inside its like everything i do comes back to haunt me....im tired of feeling so useless an losing contol i just wish someone would love me an make it all disappear i know people think im crazy an you know what their right im crazy for ever thinking that my life will ever turn out the way i want it to be i'll never be the person i want to be i have to many emotional wounds and scars....to many memories that haunt me everyday to many people around me telling me i need to act a certain way.... im tired of all this bullshit i wish my life would just be the way i've dreamed where everything was perfect an no one could hurt me...but then i realize that all that is just a dream and there is no way in hell i will ever be normal.....that i will ever be who everyone exspects me to be..who everyone wants me to be i cant please everyone ...and you know what i cant even please myself my life is NOT like a box of chocolates its not sweet and gooey in the mi

Mercy Forgotten
The death toll is tallied Blue fires still rage As the killers rally Turn the dead man's page See his memory beaten The happiness we stole His heart has been eaten And spat over the coals His being now seared By the flame of mankind Our hatred so severe Humanity - left behind

Love
How do you know when you really love someone. You think you love them one second, and the next everything feels like its ruined. You think about them when you wake up, when you fall asleep, and even dream about them. You just sit there and wait to talk to them, you want every chance possible. Then you realize its all fake, nothing was real. None of the conversations were ment to be special. They must think your an idot, thinking somthing could possibly happen in the future. They never truly cared.

So Far...so Good
I started changing the way I eat some time ago but since I need to pass a PT test to get back in the Army I have to loose about 40 pounds give or take. I also have to be able to run 2 miles in about 16 and a half minutes then do sit ups and push ups. I have the sit ups and push ups down but the run is what worrys me. I started an exercise program almost two weeks ago after I put out a mumm on whether I should start slow and walk then run or just start running. I weigh a little over 250 so I started walking a mile every night, after several days of that it was getting too easy so I moved it up to a mile and a half. I have been doing two miles the last couple days. I will finish out the week with two miles and then on Monday I will run a lap and walk a lap. The running is complimented by lunges, pushups, situps....and LOTS and LOTS of stretching. I am also taking pictures once a week and keeping a food journal. I hope that it's enough.

Mirror , Mirror
Mirror, Mirror on the wall Will I take that fall Should I try or would it be better to say good-bye Mirror, Mirror on the wall I don't think I like who I see at all I see a tear streaked face, and someone who wants so many things to take place Mirror, Mirror what is fair Why do I even care I should just walk away and save the pain for another day Mirror, Mirror set me free Let me become the person I long to be Mirror, Mirror on the wall I want to become strong and stand tall Help me if you can, try and lend me a hand Mirror, Mirror on the wall....

God Mother Updates Let Me Know If You Made It
☆Minou Minou☆ and i have been trying to help other women godmother i post it over and over again 1 of the main prob's im having is i got no idea who's close to it and by close i mean 2 mill or less seems like alot to some of you but its really not that bad so if your on my list and got boob's not moob's let me know so i can add you to this list ill revamp it here and there and post it out i will not add your friend's just the women on my list These Ladies Need YOUR Help!!! These are just some of the ladies from my list that are getting close to God-mothering Check them out, hell pick one or two to help on your way. [Disclaimer: This is not the godfather list this is just some from my own list. The godfather list is still done by Mikey] Show These Sexy Kittens Some Lovins: 613,352 Points to go! theprez77 Fu stalker of Dfresh007@ fubar 339,989 Points to go!

Punishment.................
As I wake up in the morning, cotton mouthed and achy, I realize that the hangover I expected is much more severe than I anticipated. Groaning, I roll over, only to find your not there. Puzzled, recalling our intense and slightly frenzied lovemaking the night before, I wonder where you had gotten to. I slide out of bed on shaky legs, see my torn and crumpled clothing on the floor, and smile. You were so upset when I got home last night, from an evening out with the girls. I listened with sadness as you told me how worried you were, cried a little when I realized how stupid it was to drive in my condition, and then we went to the bedroom. Your embrace had been passionate, the hurried removal of our clothing the cause of such disarray on my floor. I felt all had been forgotten and forgiven, but as I stumbled to the bathroom to brush my teeth, I recalled the last thing you said to me before I fell asleep. "You worried me terribly tonight. In the morning, we will discuss your punishment." S

My Brother
MY BROTHER JODY DIED YESTERDAY MORNING. HE WAS 30YRS AND HAD 2 YOUNG CHILDREN. PLEASE SAY A PRAY FOR HIS CHILDREN, WIFE AND MOTHER. HIS MOTHER (IRIS) HAS LOST BOTH HER CHILDREN. IRIS LOST JODY SISTER STACY IN 1982 AND NOW HER SON IS GONE. PRAY

Let Us Get This Right.
I don't like drama on here, I see it in the mumms and I don't care for it, to be quite frank. I love mumming, but I am im no ones clique and if you don't care for me, you only have to read my status, because I don't care for you either, unless you have actually got to know me. Now all this crap has to stop now, i've been deleted as a friend from so many accounts, and I don't give a fuck, but they are from the same people who say 'hello' one minute and who class me as a sheep the next.... i'm neither. Then you have to go back to read my status, blah, blah. Now I must be exceedingly boring here, but I don't care. We all have problems, and we judge ... I know I do. But if you are exceptionally cruel and mean ... go back to my status.

Come With Me....
Take a walk with me...Talk with me...And I will show you that no matter how tough life gets there will always be something beautiful to look forward to...In bad times look forward to the future because it will bring good times...And when you're brought those good times let those memories carry you through the tough situations you will find yourself in...No matter what, always remember things change so don't let life shock you to the point of having no life at all...Fight through the struggles, love through all the troubles, and appreciate all the the lessons life forces you to learn...Don't let them harden your heart, allow the forced lessons to strengthen your charactor & your soul with love because that's what we are here for... To give Lots of Love

Rope N Ridin Rodeo
Saddle up for the... Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message (aGEM4life) to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate Cowboys folder of Rodeo Pics to receive your personal Rope N Ridin' Rodeo tag. Start with this one.. 1. UnknownCowboy~Husband of Learning2fly 2. ♊aGEM4life♊ {Shadow Leveler} ღFounder Of The Life-Savers Familyღ 3. HersheyK 4. Outlaw Loader/CLUB F.A.R./ Club United/Friendship Circle/ Please Sign My Guest Book 5. ~~Twisted Whispers ~~ 6. vitamin de~ get your daily dose::fu~owner of ~SazzyGal~:: DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel** 7.

My Complicated Life...
For all those who know me well, you know how well this song fits me. For those getting to know me I am on a rollercoaster in my life, going through changes that are hard but necessary. This is a song by Crossfade and fits me well. Broken Like An Angel Lyrics She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let he

Want In?
AUCTION!!! THE SLUT IS HOSTING HIS VERY OWN AUCTION! WANT TO GET IN? ENTRY FEE IS 50K FUBUXS WHAT CAN YOU WIN? 100K TO THE PERSON WITH THE MOST RATES 200K TO THE PERSON WITH THE HIGHEST BID *of course you win whats bid on you as well* AUCTIONEE CAN REFUSE ANY BID THAT IS MADE *in case of stalkers etc...* ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA IS ALLOWED! IF YOU START DRAMA YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT OF THE AUCTION. AUCTION STARTS FRIDAY 20TH AND RUNS THREW FRIDAY 27TH! THE SLUT NEEDS 10 TO START! IF INTRESTED SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH WHAT YOUR WANTING TO OFFER ETC THE Slut™-BrandisPookieBear! Memorys&Sweets4ever,Spanker@Fetish owned by HypnoticStarr FuBomber@ fubar (repost of original by 'Sweets.Design Manager@CK2' on '2008-06-18 23:47:02') (repost of original by 'THE Slut™-BrandisPookieBear! Memorys&Sweets4ever,Spanker@Fetish owned by HypnoticStarr FuBomber' on '2008-06-18 23:48:55')

My Kind Of Chain Letter
Hello, my name is Billy and I suffer from guilt for not forwarding 50 billion f*cking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe if you send them on, a poor six year old girl in Scotland with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to atravelling freak show. And, do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you,and everyone to whom you send 'his' email, $1000? How stupid are you? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day! What a bunch of bullsh*t. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by St Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrim stowaways on the Endeavour. F*ck 'em!! If you're going to forward something, at least send me something mildly amusing. I'v

Welcome My Best Friend To Fubar!
That's right this woman has been my best friend for 25 yrs! We've been through good times and some really bad times together, honestly can say I dont know what I would do without her! So stop by and show her just how awesome Fubar is and show her some luv!!!!!!! sunshine_stars@ fubar

Poem
Im there im there whenever you need me. im there whenever you need someone to talk to. im there whenever you need a shoulder to cry on. im there. im there to keep it real with you. im there to play no games with you. im there for whatever. im there whenever. im there to be true to you. im there and always will be there. im there by cleon

My Sexual Zodiac
Your Sex Sign is... You're a 22nd century lover - without any rules or hangups. You're a typical 'trysexual'... well versed in the bedroom and curious about everything you haven't tried. You give everyone you run into the most exotic sex ever. Aquarius, you are a 22nd century sexual being. Your tastes and attitudes are totally futuristic. You are very adventurous and curious about everything. Aquarians are the 'seekers' of the Zodiac. You aren't posessive or materialistic - and you make your own rules. Your sexual personality is exotic and bohemian. You love to talk about sex - anywhere, anytime. You enjoy hearing about other people's sexual exploits, and you completely unshockable. You reached sexual maturity at an early age. You have had many varied sexual relationships, and you have dabbled in just about anything - if only for the experience. Above all, you aspire to become better and better in bed. You love to be taught new sexual tricks. You l

Jealousy Is Never Ever Justified....
There are a lot of sentiments and emotions that fly around on this website, but probably the most prominent emotion on here is JEALOUSY! No matter what reasons you have for it, jealousy is never a justified reaction or emotion. It is internal, and you should never take it out on someone externally. The foundation of jealousy is pure insecurity. Whatever is wrong with your confidence or ability to trust is your responsibility, no one else's. Everyone has been hurt or betrayed in their past. It doesn't mean that anyone who shares their gender, or race, or they have similar qualities, is going to do THE SAME WRONGS to you. "If you don't learn from your past, you're doomed to repeat it". A wise quote, and should be heeded throughout all our lives. I had to learn the hard way just recently. No matter how much you try to ease their paranoia, or try to calm their emotions, if the person doesn't try to do it theirselves, they will never change it. They will always be jealous and insecure

Internet
I have a crap net connection so I will not be on as often, yeah I know I was missing for some time because I had no internet. Thanks everyone who said happy b-day 3 weeks ago! See you when I can get something a little speedier than what I have now!

Nekked Pics For Comments
Nekked Pics For Comments To Keep Me Ahead Of ArchAngel ... 200 Comments Gets You Nekked Pics If You Every Wanted One of the Best People On Your List You Need To Meet Jami So Go Show Her Some Luv and Help Her Win This ConTest

Your Not That Fine
Ok so I am gonna let off a little steam.. 1. You are not that freking hot that I will spend all my fu money or real money on you 2. If I do spend anything on you it is cause I actually think you are a decent person and fun to chat with 3. Just because I fan and rate and add you does not mean I will write you everyday. I just dont have the time. 4. I will do something in return..so if you send me a Profile Comment I will either send you flowers or booze etc.... I may not get to it that day but be patient 5. No I am not here to look for the next love of my life..BUT yes I wouldn't mind a hool up 6. No I am not gonna beg to hook up not my style... 7. I don't care that you belong to some lounge I do not do Lounges... 8. Yes if your nice I will give ya my Personal Email or Yahoo...Some even have gotten my Cell..Hours of operation are from 8 am to 4pm PST monday thru friday...Do not call or text me after 4pm or saturday and sunday.. 9. And if you

Tag!!!!! You're It!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nope 2. Your significant other? mmmmm 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? Betty 5. Your father? Jim 6. Your favorite thing? chocolate 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Diet Coke 9. Your dream/goal? Happiness 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? classic~rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? carrot 17. One of your wish list items? convertable 18. Where you grew up? Ottawa 19. The last thing you did? slept 20. What are you wearing? tshirt 21. TV? Yes 22. Your p

True Beauty Lies Within!
I've came to realize that in this world today ppl have lost sight of the things that should matter most in life.. and what I mean by that is ppl are more concerned about appearance and outter beauty than to realize that what really counts is who you are on the inside.. honestly if you think about it back in the day the reason ppl were happier is becuz they didn't put that much effort into making sure they were wearing the latest fashions or making sure that their asses were hanging out so they could attract the opposite sex.. ppl actually had a personality .. now ppl date based on a sexual attraction rather than a real whole hearted attraction to the person underneath all that clothing... and yes i know that you do have to be attracted to a person.. but that shouldn't be all that you base it on.. and ppl lose that person they really are to try to impress other ppl.. it's sad really .. cuz this is why we have more and more divorce every year.. girls need to forget about trying to impres

Philosophy For Life...
Be patient, Be open minded. Smile often, Savor special moments. Make new friends.... Rediscover the old ones. Tell them that you love them... And when you love them, Feel it deeply. Ignore worries, forget problems, Pardon enemies, keep promises. If you get more than one chance, try again. Prize your good ideas. Try not to make mistakes, And if you do, learn from them. Be crazy. Appreciate miracles when they happen. Notice where the sun is in the sky, Listen to the rain. Watch for rainbows and falling stars. Look for the beauty around you. Smile with your heart, Confide in others. Give to others, And be gentle with others, always. Hope, Desire, Grow, Work hard.... be yourself. Be understanding when it's needed. Have confidence in life, have faith Comfort a friend Have confidence in yourself. "ENJOY LIFE!!"

Killswitch Engage - For You
The finest parts of me Are only shades of you To put aside the ties that bind Is the goal of man I give my word To stand the test of time No more wasted days The past must perish The line is drawn I pledge my devotion There is no turning back This heart is yours I sacrifice for you For you For you This is immortal The finest parts of me Are only shades of you With each passing day This heart is endless No more wasted time We are immortal The line is drawn I pledge my devotion There is no turning back This heart is ours I sacrifice for you For you For you This is the everlasting This is immortal Your words are my inspiration Your life, the image of perfection For all you are For all you've done I strive to be in your reflection The line is drawn I pledge my devotion

Prayer For The Earth
Great Spirit, whose dry lands thirst, help us to find a way to refresh your lands. We pray for your power to refresh your lands. Great Spirit, whose waters are choked with debris and pollution, help us to find a way to cleanse your waters. We pray for your knowledge to find the way to cleanse the waters. Great Spirit, whose beautiful earth grows ugly with misuse, help us to find the way to restore beauty to your handiwork. We pray for the strength to restore the beauty of your handiwork. Great Spirit, whose creatures are being destroyed, help us to find a way to replenish them. We pray for your power to replenish the earth. Great Spirit, whose gifts to us are being lost in selfishness and corruption, help us to find the way to restore our humanity. We pray for your wisdom to find the way to restore our humanity.

Prayer For Forgiveness
We have forgotten who we are. We have alienated ourselves from the unfolding of the cosmos We have become estranged from the movements of the Earth We have turned our backs on the cycles of life. We have forgotten who we are. We have sought only our own security We have exploited simply for our own ends We have distorted our knowledge We have abused our power. We have forgotten who we are. Now the land is barren And the waters are poisoned And the air is polluted. We have forgotten who we are. Now the forests are dying And the creatures are disappearing And humans are despairing. We have forgotten who we are. We ask forgiveness We ask for the gift of remembering We ask for the strength to change. We have forgotten who we are.

Prayer For Healing
We join with the earth and with each other. To bring new life to the land To restore the waters To restore the air We join with the earth and with each other. To renew the forests To care for the plants To protect the creatures We join with the earth and with each other. To celebrate the seas To rejoice in the sunlight To sing the song of the stars We join with the earth and with each other. To recreate the human community To promote justice and peace To remember our children We join with the earth and with each other. We join together as many and diverse expressions Of one loving mystery: for the healing of the Earth and the renewal of all life.

Club Mystic
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From Barryliscious!! Tysvm!
MY NEW FU-OWNER CLUB MYSTIC ONE OF THE GREATEST FAMILIES ON HERE SO GO CHECK THEM OUT. THERE AWESOME AND WORTH THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW THEM CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND F/A/R Club Mysticbarrylicious^Owner Of AngelDawn N R/L BF n Fu-Owned By Club Mystic^@ fubar (repost of original by '*AngelDawnKris*Fu-Owned By Barrylicious,Guidomedic, SweetThing ,Tappinit & '~♥~£!£ ÐëV!£®~' on '2008-06-19 14:35:22')

Praise And Thanksgiving
Gratitude to Mother Earth, sailing through night and day – and to her soil, rich, rare and sweet in our minds so be it Gratitude to Plants, the sun-facing light-changing leaf and fine root-hairs; standing still through wind and rain; their dance is in the flowing spiral grain in our minds so be it Gratitude to Air, bearing the soaring Swift and the silent Owl at dawn, Breath of our song clear spirit breeze in our minds so be it Gratitude to Wild Beings, our brothers, teaching secrets, freedoms and ways, who share with us their milk; self-complete, brave and aware in our minds so be it Gratitude to Water: clouds, lakes, rivers, glaciers, holding or releasing, streaming through all our bodies salty seas in our minds so be it Gratitude to the Sun: blinding pulsing light through trunks of trees, through mists, warming caves where bears and snakes sleep – he who wakes us in our minds so be it Gratitude to the Great Sky, who holds billions of stars – and goes yet beyond tha

We Give Away
We give-away our thanks to the earth which gives us our home. We give-away our thanks to the rivers and lakes which give-away their water. We give-away our thanks to the trees which give-away fruit and nuts. We give-away our thanks to the wind which brings rain to water the plants. We give-away our thanks to the sun who gives-away warmth and light. All beings on earth: the trees, the animals, the wind and the rivers give-away to one another so all is in balance. We give-away our promise to begin to learn how to stay in balance with all the earth.

More Unfair Fubar Shit
Hahahaha fubar has once again screwed me I just learned that I must have referrals to level up anymore or get anymore points.. However, remember, I am one of those accounts that was deleted for no reason at level 21.. On my old account, I had 22 peeps join.. Now I have to do that shit all over again. I just said the same exact thing in support lounge, and they deleted my fucking comment... Nice one fubar.. Keep fucking the good ones, and sooner or later, we wont want to come back..

*~*check It Out!!!*~*
I'm up for auction!!! Wanna own me? I'm well worth it! This is my first auction!! Help make it a great one!! I could really use a VIP!! Go check it out and rate the pic and bid if you'd like! And don't forget to show some love to the hostess! SexyGranny1967 ¢¾ Shadow Leveler ¢¾ Club FAR ¢¾ S*U*P ¢¾ fu~owned by JONLEE74@ fubar Wall To Wall (Original) - Chris Brown (repost of original by '♥ Bebe ♥ {Sinful Angels}~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-06-19 16:11:57')

What Has Happened ?????
Accounts Receivable Tax Building Permit Tax CDL License Tax Cigarette Tax Corporate Income Tax Dog License Tax Federal Income Tax Federal Unemployment Tax (FUTA) Fishing License Tax Food License Tax Fuel Permit Tax Gasoline Tax Hunting License Tax Inheritance Tax Inventory Tax IRS Interest Charges (tax on top of tax) IRS Penalties (tax on top of tax) Liquor Tax Luxury Tax Marriage License Tax Medicare Tax Property Tax Real Estate Tax Service charge taxes Social Security Tax Road Usage Tax (Truckers) Sales Taxes Recreational Vehicle Tax School Tax State Income Tax State Unemployment Tax (SUTA) Telephone Federal Excise Tax> Telephone Federal Universal Service Fee Tax Telephone Federal, State and Local Surcharge Tax Telephone Minimum Usage Surcharge Tax Telephone Recurring and Non-recurring Charges Tax Telephone State and Local Tax Telephone Usage Charge Tax Utility Tax

Life Or So Its Trying To Be
First off I'd like to say that last saturday my beautiful first grandchild was born. It was truly one of the most awesome and amazing days of my life. I was my daughters labor coach and I also got the honor of cutting the umbilical chord. I wasn't expecting that part but I did it! I would post photos but I made that mistake a few months ago with posting pics of my kids and the fact that my daughter is very pretty brought some very sexual and rude comments from people I thought were my friends I even posted "No sexual comments about my child please" and still got them. So from that day on I vowed not to post photos of kids because of the sickos on here. If you are also my friend on Myspace you can see her photos there. The ones I have on myspace can view her from their profile only. Anyway,- Brienna Elise was born Saturday, June 14th at 9:01 am weighing 7 lbs 11 oz. I am in baby love like you would not believe. This baby already has me wrapped around her finger. Thats the good news.

This Week
been a knackering week, not sleeping properly (i.e. waking up band been working 13:30 - 22:00 from monday til today and have day off tomorrow!! been a bit stressy i think and ive not had a lot of time to sent mails on here which is poo as im just getting into this site.. have booked my accomodation from my retreat which will be from 14th to the 19th of July. so quite looking forward to that, ive more or less come up with a daily routine now so thats going to be very enjoyable, i will not have any technology with me except for my phone to kee in touch when needed.. got back just before midnight and pretty tired and have stuff planned for tomorrow during the day. right excuse me for a momen im going to pass out in a moment so will *big cheshire cat style yawn* think about going to bed. gonna get rount to emailing a few of you soon, apologies guys ive just been really knackered :) catch you later :)))

First Glance
First Glance There is a moment when you first meet, The eyes connect on that two way street, Straight into the soul the look does lance, That special moment of Love First Glance. Your eyes meet from across the room, A single light in all the gloom, And you feel there deep in your heart, That this is the place where life will start. You have this feeling, not knowing her name, You pray to the heavens she feels the same, In that Glance your heart skips a beat, Thanking the Fates that let you two meet. Through the crowd you both draw near, To speak the words she longs to hear, You try to speak but your words do stumble, For in her presence you now are humble. The Glance now becomes a stare, Time stands still for you to share, The windows of your souls are now open, Finding you one, you both have hope in, With a blink the moment is past, The spark that's started now will last, Growing strong now into the flame, That nothing on earth ever will tame.

You & I
You & I by LateNiteFantasy© mutual pleasure deep strong feelings we feel together always immense pleasure every stroke every caress joy complete as love a brilliancy ever so deep felt entirely between you and me hearts lay open in our eyes a loveliness so very inside incredible feelings of intense sensations deep this blessing of love we feel you and me entertwined spirits forever colliding with love so true gazing into the beautiful soul of you long gentle glides of the skin such warmness within intimate embracing with smiles so very wide and deep your body and my body complete mutual pleasure every move deepened by moans so low into your eyes what a lovely glow ecstacy deep as your body covers me eternal love hearts forever beat with love in total unity seeing breathing feeling you and me intensity as sweat on my fingers I feel our bodies and hearts a foreverness to never fade the beauty of love we made everywhere our hands can be your hands and body l

Check Out A Reallly Cool Friend Of Mine
>DO YOU KNOW ME???? DO YOU WANT TO DO MORE THAN KNOW ME?? CAN YOU HANDLE ME?? IM UP FOR AUCTION!!...DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES ?? Click the LINK BELOW and lets see how deep your pockets are SHOW ME MAD LOVE And don't forget to love up the hostess of this auction!! She RAWWWKS!!! THIS IS HER FIRST TIME HOSTING AN AUCTION Hot&Fluffy~RL/FU GF to DJ_Lette~Fubomber@Cl ubFrat~fuownedbySupe rDave@Bubba: This Bulliten brought to you by ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE I want you to want me - Garbage

The Angel And Her Lover
Ok so i want to share some of my work with my new friends and family! so im gonna start posting my poetry in this blog! Hope you like it! The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To awaken him with kisses sweet, for her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light, upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love, she feels for him neath the stars above. He comes to her to gently place, kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul, for together two become a whole. The love they make is deep and true, and in this embrace their love is renewed. When all is done and all has been said, upon her breast he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone, a greater love, he has never known. By: Amanda Reagan

Friendships...
Friendship is a priceless gift. It can't be bought nor sold. It's weight is far more valuble than a mountain made of gold. Gold is cold and lifeless. It can neither seen nor heard. And in times of trouble it is powerless to cheer. It has no ear to listen, nor heart to understand. It can't bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand. So when you ask God for a Gift, Be thankful if he sends not diamonds, Gold, or riches, But the love of a real true friend... MY LIFE TODAY IS BLESS WITH HAVING SO MANY...

Hmm...
Here are five different options for having more sexual fun in the bedroom that you may not have thought of attempting as of yet, but will after I tell you how to do them. I assure you I have tried these myself with highly satisfactory results (at least for me). First, a proviso. Do not attempt these movements if you have high blood pressure, emphysema, a dislocated shoulder, erective dysfunction, need to experience a major bowl movement within minutes, cannot control psychologically explosive orgasm, suffer from prostate or liver failure, have a bad case of unexploded pimples, have a dysfunction in which you enjoy playing with loaded guns during sex, have recently had braces put on your teeth, belong to a church in which anything except mindless emotionless procreation is viewed as sinful, have a bad back, expect respect in the morning, have a gall bladder problem, major torso stiffness, or rheumatism. Everything else is okay. First. The “Karma Sutra Wow I’m Losin’ My Mind Pos

Wild West Rules.
I cannot believe some od the crimes that are happening these days, and the criminals are getting away with them! In Terrell, Tx a couple of days ago; a 93 yr old woman was attacked and beaten in the head with a hammer, robbed, and her car stolen! I am outraged at this crime, and i really think that this country would be better off if we just went back to the code of the old west.. When the attacker would be found, and he WOULD be, all that would be needed is a rope, and a tall tree! Ther are too many criminals getting away wtih horrendus crimes, it needs to STOP!

Poem
Ill Be ill be the light when you cant see and be understanding when you cant be. I wonder if love lasts forever,if promises never? ill be true to this love. and promise that this love will never die. Why? why does love have to die? by cleon

Just Want To Touch You
Just Want To Touch You by LateNiteFantasy© I just want to touch you From your head down to your toes I want too so much And I will take it slow Oh how I want to touch your breasts To see how they arch and swell Your body becomes so hot Where my fingers dwell I want too trail my fingertips Setting you on fire As you arch your body Fueled by my desire I want you and need you As you open your legs wide Please just let me touch My fingers will slide inside How good you do feel And I hope you know it is true It is you I really want And how I just want to touch you Indulging my feeling for You

Awww Memories....the Kelly Family
When i was like 13...idk i just know it was in the 90s..like 1996 our family received a video tape (yea it was the 90s thats all they had..lol) of a band called 'The Kelly Family'. well my whole family liked them. it was sorta weird..but it's a family tradition thing that we sorta just listen to them..weird..lol u'll hear why when u hear there first cds of music..lol there from england i believe. it's a big family of like 9. all in the band and all sing & play. there parents died when they were young. i guess just the fact that they stuck together..and still was a family is what we liked. also my fam is a fam of 9..lol neways saw a recent music vid of them today. and wow they have grown..older of course.lol gave me some very old memories.. idk why i'm doing this blog..but i just like there music still..from top to bottom starting with the old to the newest..enjoy:)

Why
WHY- Do I feel so alone? WHY- Are people who claim to love me being so fake? WHY- Is my heart being overlooked for my body? WHY- Are some people so shallow? WHY- Do some people see a sign of weakness when you're a genuinely good hearted & giving person? WHY- Do some people look down on others, when we are all created equal?

Hold Me Tight
Hold Me Tight by LateNiteFantasy© Holding you tight & rocking you slow Take me deep and don't let go The music of our moans and sighs Accompanied by our muffled cries Share with me a soulful kiss Your succulent lips fill me with bliss Tongue wetly part your lips Into your mouth it does slip Lost in the heat of desire Igniting our soulful fires Aching for your supple breasts Pressed to my sweat slick chest Hands upon your rolling hips Into you my manhood slips As you rise and fall upon me From my lips escape a plea Squeeze me hard milk me dry Until we tremble, gasp and cry Sweet release bodies flushed As to our orgasm we rushed Warm and spent joined as one Our love has just begun Indulge in Us

Pieces
My world once again Lays about my feet In shattered pieces My heart which I truly believed To be safe Has once again Been ripped From my chest Only to be given Back in a zillion Tiny pieces They say that time Heals all wounds I am not sure This time i I am strong Enough to pick Up the pieces. 6/18/08

Unselfish Lover
Unselfish Lover by LateNiteFantasy© Unselfish Lover unselfish lover you there is no other intent only on my needs my pleasure you love unselfishly your body incredibly smooth I roam you everywhere complete while you roam back my body unselfish lover time we do not abide just so into your marvelous eyes unselfish lover our love with no ties just what we feel for each other inside slowness movements cannot truly describe your pacing the pleasure you give to me only wanting it to be mine unselfish lover everything passionate how very true cannot get close enough to you tightly together our bodies do fit slowness love ultimate gentleness unselfish lover missionary style as your eyes still yet on mine hours pass us by making love stays within you and within me this certain intimacy vulnerable love yet with a strength that runs still so deep unselfish lover only you and only me Indulge All of Us

Hahahaha Mumms! Lol
so I mummed before work this morning and there was a mumm from someone asking if it was wrong to bring in snacks to the movie theater. I answered it honestly and got unholy hell for it lol. I said yes it IS wrong to bring in your own snacks, because every movie theater (along with most county ordanances) say its a health risk to bring you own snacks (it may be a crappy rule or law but hey, they are what they are) now where I got shit was everyone that that i was thinking i was some high and mighty person telling them all what to do because I called a spade a spade. Now I KNOW everyone sneaks snacks into the theater, hell I have. Does that make it right? HELL NO Am I wrong for sneaking snacks in too? HELL YES I AM but man o man, to try and make it morally right just to feel better about yourselves...... theres ALOT more people on here with confidence issues than I originally thought. anyway done with my lil rant.... and to you mummers who raked me over the coals for being r

Two Hands Held
Two Hands Held by LateNiteFantasy© She watches over me like a vulture waiting for her pray undressing my cloth covered skin as well as the flesh tasting my mind, deep within to a core long forgotten. Lips focused on ignoring her internal thoughts, pressed tightly A rare smile blossoms on a picturesque face, current. Warm, sudden flood inside, rushes over solid bone quenches the thirst to which my body constantly aches. Cool breezes part the air between her gaze and mine for only a moment our sight does grasp the others hand, yet the spark is not only felt from this side of the wire. Thin, glistening bolts of energy ignite- halting as our attached gaze quickly departs and our eyes adjust for an indirect view- She watches over me like a woman wanting- a divine dominatrix with erotic musings in her mind, bittersweet concoction of confusion and anxiety- Two hearts finding themselves as one- and passing on the chances of enchantment with nothing more to hold on to b

§♥unfaithful♥§
Unfaithful All this time that I waste, has blackened my heart turned into haste. Looking back is all I can do, the earth keeps shifting through and through. Strength and courage are like a disease, I've lost in this war, down on my knees. Begging for mercy, hell bent on trying, can't see straight, no end to my crying. Any idea what it's like to care? For a person who's dying cause they've had their share. Living this life is not but a curse, it doesn't get better it only gets worse. Little white lines a glimmer in his eye, is she your true love? Why can't it be I? Offered you my life, gave you my heart, only for her to tare us apart. This fucking game, you now play alone, you want to die, your on your own. I hope she is worth it and please don't lie, I'm just not enough, you'd rather get high...

Game
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? what?? 3. Your hair? look 4. Your mother? box 5. Your father? dunno 6. Your favorite thing? him 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? any 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? involved 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? married 16. Muffins? stud 17. One of your wish list items? 18. Where you grew up? Chicago 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? boxers 21. TV? Yes 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? slow 24. Your

Well, Times For Me Are About To Change
Hello once again. I wanted to talk to you all today about what has recently happened to me. Just last week, I had a job interview with an insurance company called Combined. Now, I did not know what I was applying to, until I got the interview. At first, I thought it would be just an office job working at one of their offices. But, as the interviewing process happened, there were four parts to the interview I might add, I realized I ran into what it looks like a blessing. I saw I found myself in a wonderful opportunity; a job that is going to be my last job ever, and a job that is IBO friendly as well. The job I will be doing is going to our customers, picking up payments, extending their plans, and even selling new plans to them. This insurance company really caters more to huge companies and businesses, but also have some personal plans for people as well. I am very grateful for landing something like this, being that I have been wanting to get a better job for the past few m

Thank You Shadow Levelers (and Others)
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Love Works
Love Works by LateNiteFantasy© Her knees wide apart Hips bent outwards Her smell of arousal enters my nostrils The heat from her groin warms my face I draw closer The feel of my breath Arches her back In Anticipation. My tongue parts her moist lips Juices dance across my tongue Her flesh so soft and warm Her body pushes harder against my mouth My tongue explores, Slowly circling her entrance Running along the inside of her lips I discover her Vulnerability Her weak spot I quicken my pace Her body tenses Her cheeks squeeze tight Hips rhythmically move with my tongue Slowly building Back arched Knees drawn Then Tiny explosions erupt inside her Filling the air with Ecstasy

Indirect But No Corrections
Indirect but no corrections...*u* in love where is da connection...if ya girl treat *u* wrong let me hold *u*.....cuz at da end *u* can see who likes *u*...I will do things dat make *u* smile....but wait im sayin dis indirectly.....yes I **luv da way *u* look and da way *u* walk...when *u* kiss me I cant talk....if ya girl dont want to be by ya side I will be here....yes I will ride.....and I look in ya eyes and make love to *u* with my eyes welcomin *u*.....and my warmness awakin *u*......and I will do what I please....if im sayin something wrong please correct me.....oil and lotion and makin bath water....yes just 4 *u*....just sit here and look at my point of view....can *u* just see dat I want to be what she cant be...and da way *u* wear ya hat to da side and *u* hair on ya chin shaped up so lovely.....damn I just wanna make *u* my hubby..... when *u* read *u* know its 4 *u*......so indirectly I like *u* 4 you

Hh Now
I'm having my 1st HH tomorrow(thurs) @ 8PM futime. I'm going to be giving 5 people 50k fubux during it. To have a chance to win all you need to do is rate the "my 1st HH" folder all 10's or 11's and send me a pm when you are through. I will return the message with the order # you turned it in. After my HH I will open the folder with the already preselected winning #s. If one is yours hit me up and I'll get you your bux. I need a bully made about this, so if you can and want to, make me one up. Thanks, Mickey HOPE TO SEE YOU TOMORROW @ 8!!!! ALSO JUST CLICK THIS PIC BELOW AND YOU CAN GO RIGHT TO HIS PAGE

Just Back Off
Ok..I have a myspace account too. I try meeting people through places on here and there because I still don't know hardly anyone around here and I just don't go up to people and say "hey whats up?". I prefer to meet people through talking to them first, or a mutual friend. Well..I tried that on myspace and I have learned people are generally assholes. People make plans, and then break them on the cusp of going out. It's fuckin' aggravating. I'm fuckin tired of people that make plans and break them habitually. I am supremely fuckin pissed!! I have had times where I had plans and passed on other things I coulda done because I had those plans. I kept my end of the bargain. or people that say they're gonna call and I just wait. WTF!!?? From now on if anyone wants to know me, get to me first and know I won't put up this shit!!! THE END!!

Grandfather Died Today
My grandfather passed away tonight at 11:45pm georgia time. he has been sick for quite sometime now. Mama has been in Kentucky for a week and a half with him in the hospital. she came home tonight after he was relesed then he couldnt breath and went back and when mama got home at 10:30 she got a phone call saying he had to be put on a machine to breath. they put the ventalator in and he died. so shes going back tomarrow in the morning, He didnt want her to leave and now she feels bad. She thinks its her fault. She feels like if she stayed he wouldnt have died or at least she could have been there when he did. Thanks for listening, He will be in a better place now hes in gods hands.

Nights Like This.
We clasped hands. I tightened my left and then my right. So thankful for this moment. "Who's turn?" I murmur. "It's Emma's turn. You went last night." Shane declares I look at Emma. Her small hands are clasped in my own and her brothers. Her cheeks pinken, and she shakes her head vehemently. "I can't go...I can't do it." She whispers. I smile at her. And know that everything inside of me, that was ever beautiful is in this little girl. Her eyes flash at me, such a light blue. Her hair waves in the innocent way of children. I turn my head to her brother. "Shane." He shrugs his shoulders and begins. "Dear Lord...Thank you for this food we are about to devour.." I smile at his words, keeping my head bowed. I peek between my lashes, simply to look at them. As he speaks his deep dimples flash. The light shines off of his glasses and my hand tightens involuntarily on his. He is tall and beautiful like his father. His hand squeezes mine, and he peeks at me. His shoul

Off Shore Oil Fights...
States weigh options in offshore oil fight Some governors promise to block attempts to tap energy reserves PENSACOLA, Fla. - Governors in some coastal states promised to block attempts to tap offshore petroleum reserves, citing concerns about the environment and tourism. Others agreed with President Bush's call to lift a 27-year-old federal ban on offshore drilling but said states should decide whether to allow it. Bush on Wednesday joined Republican presidential candidate John McCain in calling for the lifting of a prohibition on drilling along the East and West coasts and in the eastern Gulf of Mexico. As the battle to lift the moratorium began to play out in Washington, states debated their stance. "As Governor of California, I will do everything in my power to fight the federal government on this issue and prevent any new offshore drilling," Republican Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger, a McCain supporter, said Wednesday. Another McCain ally, Florida Gov. Charlie Crist, reverse

Fuck.
Okay, so basically I'm just ranting because I'm pissed, depressed, bored, and well bitchy. Anyways, I'm getting really sick and tired of being the ugly little shadow to all my friends, I swear, everytime I go somewhere with them, they get the attention from all the guys and I'm stuck in the shadows un-noticed. It REALLY pisses me off...GRR! I'd put this on myspace but that would just start unneeded drama. ANNYWAAAAAAAAYS, I guess thats all I wanted to rant about. Pointless, yes I know. But I have no life, and as I said before, I'm bored, and bitchy...etc etc yo. Die...

Effin Tv!!
You wanna tell me WHY with 4 different movie channels there's STILL nothing on but a Lindsay Lohan WRECK of a movie!? I've resorted to watching "I Know Who Killed Me". Please someone stab my eyes out with a rusty fork!!!

Ever Feel Like A Complete Dumb Ass?
Ever Just feel like a complete dumb ass? Well Hell I do. I've tried to talk to this one person... leaving them messages and so on. And, No answer... feels like I'm getting blown off. And, U know what it really hurts. I couldn't be here for a little while.... cause I didn't have any net for a month or so. Ugh, I really don't get it.. and I don't understand any of this... so If you want me to leave you alone. You got your wish. I'm gone!

Why Guys Like Girls
Here’s a few reasons why guys like girls 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end make it all worth while 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight 15. The way she says “lets not fight anymore” even though you know that an hour later you will be arguing about so

6/17 & 6/19
OVER ALL FOR THIS WEEK WE HAD A DECENT TURN OUT. I WOULD LIKE TO STRESS A FEW POINTS THOUGH. 1. IN ORDER FOR THIS TO BECOME A SUCCESSFUL WEEKLY AUCTION WE NEED ALL MEMBERS INVOLVED IN THESE AUCTIONS TO SPREAD THE WORD. THE MORE PEOPLE THAT COME THE MORE FUN IT WILL BE. 2. LETS MAKE SURE TO GET INTO THE LOUNGE EARLY. HIS WEEK WE STARTED BOTH AUCTIONS LATE. IF YOU WANT TO BE AUCTIONED OFF, PLEASE LET ME KNOW IN ADVANCE, SO I HAVE A LIST READY SO WHEN 9:30PM (EASTERN TIME) ARRIVES, WE ARE NOT RUNNING AROUND LIKE CHICKENS WITH OUR HEADS CUT OFF TRYING TO RECRUIT PEOPLE. 3. IF YOU ARE INVITING PEOPLE TO BID ON YOU OR OTHERS, MAKE SURE THEY HAVE THE FUBUCKS TO SPEND, AND MAKE SURE THAT THEY ARE RELIABLE. BY RELIABLE I MEAN THEY WILL HONOR THEIR WINNING BID. I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO PARTICIPATED, AND ALL THAT HELPED MAKE IT ANOTHER FUN WEEK IN THE DRUNKEN LIZARD. LETS FOCUS ON GROWTH FOR THIS UPCOMING WEEK.

I Love Her More Then She Knows
i been seeing someone on here and i want her to kno i love her with everything i have and want her to kno i wont hurt her... ill be her everything do anything in this world for her her name is beilal69 is her name on here my soon to be my fu wifey and real life gf and want her to kno im her babbybooookinss for life

The Art Of Teasing
Source: California PsychicsWhile the act of sex itself gets a lot of (well-deserved) hype, sometimes it's the prelude to the actual deed that's most exciting… And as the most highly skilled lovers will tell you, that prelude begins way before foreplay. A steamy, satisfying and surprise-filled sex life is all about the art of the tease. Think about it. Unlike sex itself, teasing can begin in public or at home, at any time of day and with (or without) anyone else even knowing about it. It's the power of a glance, a touch or even a well-timed text message. A little exchange that may seem like nothing to an outsider, but gets your lover's imagination working and their blood boiling, which enhances the experience for both of you when the time to get down to business comes. And the best part is, if you want to drive your lover wild with desire, it may be easier than you think. Remember, the key is not to be lascivious or test your boundaries (though of course, if you're feeling advent

Seventy Buttons
From the base of her neck to the bottom of her spine Glimmering stars by candles flame a fragile spider's chain Curvey and schimmering dropplets of rain, seventy Borealis Crystal buttons float on a net of sheer salmon lace Seventy buttons the maid hooked with great pains To be undone by her man alone when the time came This flower of evening now groomed,open and scented Wise this daugther Eve and vessle of the artist's hand Thru divine revelation she alone understands this man His spirit needs,his body craves nocturnal delight How he too anticipates an enlightening gift of body Adoring the notion spirit wrapped and tied in bows She runs thru ice crystals to the waitng cab Bundled in fox furs that skip on the snow swirles Thus begins the music prelude to the dance His fedora,voice and touch, tools of this encounter He won't welcome her with words or his eyes The tools of this encounter and game Oh! How he loves to begin at her feet, untie and taste Midnigh

Rock Dove
I've found a rock,the perfect size For me to climb under,close my eyes It's not things seen that break your back It is about care and ,thats a fact I've found a rock,the perfect size Too tiny to see, it hurts my eyes Co-existing our loves and fears Till one day,out pour the tears I've found a rock,the perfect size To be alone,to think,to realize Purpose and shelter those that I love Unthinking weapon, wounded Rockdove I've found a rock,the perfect size It holds many truths,it holds many lies Bright as a diamond,black as coal Under it need stay, to guard a soul I've found a rock,the perfect size Thru the right hands, spirit would rise Could have been healing tho not realize All would have gained, a star in the skies slgm 10/26/06

~*~ Suspended ~*~
~*~ Suspended ~*~ Lay my body mountain high On the flat rock,waist deep In the foam of Alpine stream Be with me awhile In the rythem and rhyem My petite morte Watch wild flowing hair Transform to liquid silver Muslin of ritual white Wrapped in it by you Clings to breast and thigh In this moment My mind and the memory Of your gift So much love, so much love Sheer as the muslin The beauty in this death More in the knowing You will see me transform again Pure alchemy,pure majick So blessed,so blessed Teeth chattering,eyes glaze The perfect moment For my breath to be sucked From the core of my soul Alabaster angels between The pillars appear to assist With your kiss,with your kiss Crystal hooks of ice Pierces flesh Suspended and transported To the alter for b

For The Respect
I'm completely aware that there are DROVES of men on this site that will send a barrage of messages across the board, offering no content or tactics to try and hook up. They send you messages with nothing but "Wanna hav sexxx??" and if you say no, they reply with, "y not??" It's an Internet phenomenon. They probably frustrate you to the point that you can't even properly formulate the reply that would completely encompass your issues with his approach. So, I give you a response. You can take this response, save it to a file on your desktop, and feel free to copy and paste it to any of these guys that bothers you. If we get enough women answering these idiots in full detail, they may eventually become receptive on how to properly treat a lady with respect. It wouldn't matter if they see it twice, because odds are they are copying and pasting their message to multiple women. So, without further ado: -- Excuse me, but every step of a man's approach represents his skill and ab

She
The first time she was loved When it ended it was good The second time she was loved When it ended it was better The third time she was loved She had loved back When it was ended She understood hell She had been taught well Truth and light removed Never look back When it is ended slgm06/13/06

Butt Measurements.....
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day and the man looks over at his wife and says: 'Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue. ' With that he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measure the grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottom. 'Yes, I was right; your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!! The woman chose to ignore her husbands comments Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling a little frisky. He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. 'What's wrong?' he asks. She answers: 'Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?

The Strange Science Of Summer
The Strange Science of Summer Robert Roy Britt LiveScience Managing Editor LiveScience.com Thu Jun 19, 5:51 PM ET With 8 inches of hail falling in parts of Nebraska this week and Arizona reaching triple digit temperatures last week, it may seem rather arbitrary to call June 20 the first day of the summer this year, aka the summer solstice. But scientists really do have a reason. It's all about Earth's cockeyed leanings and some celestial configurations that even the ancients understood. Our planet is tilted 23.5 degrees on its spin axis. On June 20 this year (some years it's June 21), the North Pole is pointing toward the sun as much as is possible. Imagine Earth as an apple sitting on one side of a table, with the stem being the North Pole. Tilt the apple 23.5 degrees so the stem points toward a candle (the sun) at the center of the table. That's summer for the top half of the apple. Now keep the stem pointing in the same direction but move the apple t

F@ck Me
Why do you lie... I have done nothing wrong all I want is the truth and you tell me one thing and shit goes the other way. I am done of the lies... Tried of trying to hold your hand and you wanted nothing to do with it am I that bad I guess I am. Why go on.... I have nothing to give I gave it my all just to find out I am fuckface. Now i know how much you loved me or didnt. Love you will be gone soon.

Light In Your Eyes
Most of my life I lived in darkness, til the day i looked in your eyes, but now I live in your light and I thank god every day for you, from fallen down from heaven and fallen right in my arms. Because now I can see how bright your beauty is and how much you truly love me, for if i lose you, hell is where i shall fall to for all of eternity.

Four Boyfriends
Once upon a time, there was this girl who had four boyfriends. > > > She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adored him with rich robes > and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but > the best. > > > She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him > off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would > leave her for another. > > > She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always > kind, considerate and patient with her... Whenever this girl faced a > problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through > the > difficult times. > > > The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great > contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did > not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly > took notice of him. > > > One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She > thought of h

I'm In An Auction. :o
Own your own Berry!? This is my very first auction and a rare chance for you to "own" me for a month, hehe! Auction starts today, Click the thumbnail below to go to the auction page and see what I'm offering.

“old Words – New Meanings”
Once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly Neologism Contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words, The winners are: 1, Coffee (n,), the person upon whom one coughs 2, Flabbergasted (adj,), appalled over how much weight you have gained, 3, Abdicate (v,), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach, 4, Esplanade (v,), to attempt an explanation while drunk, 5, Willy-nilly (adj,), impotent, 6, Negligent (adj,), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown, 7, Lymph (v,), to walk with a lisp, 8, Gargoyle (n,), olive-flavored mouthwash, 9, Flatulence (n,) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steam roller, 10, Balderdash (n,), a rapidly receding hairline, 11, Testicle (n,), a humorous question on an exam, 12, Rectitude (n,), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists, 13, Pokemon (n), a Ras

May Not Be Around For A Bit
Seems none of the doctors I have been seeing for this sore on my tow will do anything unless it gets infected. Despite the fact that it is getting bigger and spreading to the next toe. So after I leave the library, I am going to the hospital. Hopefully I will get someone there to actually listen to me. If they do, they may admit me. So if you don't hear from me for a bit, that is why. For those of you that actually read this damn thing.

Sex Games From A-z {m N O And P}
Mother, May I? Enough Said. Play Mother, May I? in the bedroom, and you can't do a damn thing without getting permission first. Okay, so I still have a little girl lurking inside in me. Naked Twister. It doesn't get any easier to explain than this. Hit up a toy store and buy the old-time favorite kids' game Twister. Take it home, get butt-naked with your mate pop in Cooley High or Shaft, make a pitcher of Kool-Aid and play the game. Of course, being naked gives it an interesting 'twist' (no pun intended). Open House.This can be done in two ways. If you live in an area where kids go to bed as a decent hour, open up all your curtains, shades and blinds one night, turn on all the lights and freak the hell out of each other. I know it sounds silly, but the mere thought that someone might be watching can be a fantastic turn-on. The other way it can be done is to fuck each other in the house full of people while taking the risk that someone might walk in on you. This can be very exhila

Support R Troops!!!!!!!!!
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel

Friday, June 20, 2008 -- 11:30 Am
Today: My neighbor called me and asked me "Where is your mom?" and I told her "She's not here." and she asked me to get a hold of her and tell her to go to her house because it was an emergency. So I told my mom what my neighbor asked me to, but she had no way to get there so my step dad went down there. Right before he pulled out of the driveway the ambulance passed our house. I called my mom and told her that I heard sirens and then they passed. She told me to hold on because the neighbors was beeping in on the other line and when she came back she told me that our neighbors, neighbor(the house beside them) the guy that lived there, his wife left him and he set his house on fire and he had a gun and was threatening to shoot anyone that came near him. My dad left before he knew anything, so I walked outside to see if I could hear anything. I was on the phone with my mom the whole time and I heard a gun shot and started crying. At first we thought he was shooting the neighborho

Sex Games From A To Z {u V W And X}
Under No Circumstances. You gotta love this one, and it is a game of mind over matter. It also requires a hell of a lot of willpower. Without ting your partner's hands or confining him or her in a way, announce that he or she cannot touch you no matter what you do. That means you can't touch a woman if she does a lap dance or even if she sucks your dick. Same goes for the women. No touching whatsoever or you will have to pay the penalty. My suggested penalty is that you must perform oral sex on your mate for 12 hours straight if you fuck up (hehe). Vision Quest. Bet your partner something sexual in nature and then go outside. Pick a certain item such as a red canary or a squirrel or a butterfly. Whoever is the first one to spot the object--and yes, it must be verified by the other party to prevent cheating--wins the game. If you really want to get creative, play that old favorite Cars and pick a certain make or model of vehicle beforehand. Whoever's turn it is when that type of car

The Lord And All Your Prayers
The last time I saw my grandfather things were dark and just did not look good. I had said happy fathersday to him and had to come home. We were not being told anything positive but we remained hopefull and I know I prayed alot. I went and saw him yesterday and the difference I saw was amazing. His eyes were open but now they would actually look at you from time to time. My sister asked if he could hear her and he nodded his head. I almost had to walk out cause that made my heart leap almost out of my chest and it was so hard to hold back the tears. Then quick as that he seemed to fall dormant again. I can only guess at the struggle going on inside of his body. Not to mention mind. We do not know if he even recognizes us. For all I know he can preceive us as just another set of doctors or nurses. We know his body is tired and I heard just this morning he actually wiggled his fingers. The first thought you want to have is woohoo my grandfather is better. Its just not the case. We stil

Attention All Friends Of Merci-co-owner Of Firefighters Hall
I HAVE RECIEVED NEWS THIS MORNING FROM MERCI'S COUSIN THAT SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL...AN IS SEDATED I HAVENT HEARD ANYTHING MORE OTHER THAN THAT SHE WENT TO THE ER LAST NIGHT FOR PAINS...I DON'T KNOW HOW SHE IS OR HOW THE BABY IS DOING BUT I JUST WANTED TO ASK YOU ALL TO KEEP HER IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS....AS SHE REALLY NEEDS ALL THE SUPPORT AND LOVE SHE CAN GET...MYSELF AND FIREMAN185 WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED AS WE GET MORE INFO ON MERCI...IF ANYONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE MESSGE ME ON YAHOO @ SWEETFIREGIRLFOREVER@YAHOO.COM I WILL BE HAPPY TO ANWSER ANY QUESTIONS.... WE LOVE YOU MERCI XOX LOVE YA PINK

My Dad...
this has really been a rough last couple of weeks for my dad..and our family....hes been in the hospital for the last 2 weeks..with terrible infection...his whole body was full of infection...he had phnemonia...his blood pressure keeps bottoming out...his heart stopped...but its going again...we've been called to the hospital twice..saying he wont make it thru the nite...and just when we thought it was getting better and he was going to evansville to a rehab/theropy place to make him all better...he got another setback today..where his neck, throat, tongue is all swollen and blocking his breathing..he had to get a tube inserted again...to keep him breathing..i just got told hes gotta be airlifted to indianapolis...which is now farther away....(about 3 hours)...if its not one thing ..its another...pleaze keep us in ur prayers...thanx for reading..just had to get it off my chest...love u all my friends....

Ambitions
I am going to set the stereotype straight here about single mothers and their ambitions. I'm not bitching about anything, but there shouldn't be a stereotype about it. Anyone who says there isn't one is lying. Just because you are a young/older, single mother does not mean you do not have ambitions like every one else. Yes, they are somewhat different due to the new responsibility of raising a child or children. Having a child DOES change your goals and ambitions for life but it doesn't mean that you have completely given up on them. They also may take longer to acheive then if you didn't have a family, but they are still there. So don't get the wrong impression of all single mothers because of the other ones that give us a bad name. They're definitely not all the same.

Videos
I posted some videos today. They're not videos of me, they are of my ex. He is quite creative. He holds up papers with something written on them and sends you a message that way. I like them. How about you? What do you think?

Top 20 Friends Auction.... Taking Bids,,, Who Wants To Own Me?
A Friend asked me to be in an auction so being the person that I am i said sure, why not I'll give it a try. If you would like to own me for a month let the bidding begin

Sexyscorpio Needs A Rate From All My Friends, Just 1 Please?
SexyScorpio needs a rate you guys.Just a rate,come on and leave one rate=) SHE is in an auction so come on and bid on me. If you do not want to bid plz leave a 10 or an 11 plz rates count too. thnx =) THANX~BRATT~=) ~BRATT~@ fubar

Going To New Mexico
Alright all you fu-boys and girls...i am so outta here! Yay going on vaca to see my mama....the whole damn family WOOT WOOT! You all have a happy and safe week! Love ya! Leave lots of love kk HeHeHe xoxoxoxo

The Time Is Now
The Time Is Now If you are ever going to love me, Love me now, while I can know The sweet and tender feelings Which from true affection flow. Love me now While I am living, Do not wait until I'm gone And then have it chiseled in marble, Sweet words on ice-cold stone. If you have tender thoughts of me, Please tell me now. If you wait until I am sleeping, Never to awaken, there will be death between us, And I won't hear you then. So, if you love me, even a little bit, let me know it while i am living....

Own A Metalhead
Special Thank You To Black Dahlia Show Her Some Love ×ßLÂ©K×ÐÃHLÏÄ×@ fubar Want To Own A MetalHead? OH! And A Perv-er Too 150K Bid So Far SOLD!! To Rebbie ~*~ Rebbie ~*~ Proudly Owned By SingleDad38 & Miss ♥ Vee~*~ Owner Of I.P. & BigDawg & MissBlue@ fubar

Court Today
Hello all, I had court today, wish I could say it went great, but, it also could have went worse. They were trying to give me 100 days in jail and $1000.00 fine, but my public defender finally showed up and was able to get the fine reduced to $700 and 86 days in jail, the district attorney knocked off 1 day for each of my broken bones....I will have a revoked license for 18 months, then after I get it back I will have to have the ignition breathalizer machine in a car for a year. I have to also goto an Alchohol assesment class which is $240.00, victim impact panel, and no chance of an occupational license at all. Total court fines are $1,335, plus the $240 for the assesment, and will have to take a 6 week course through MATC but dont know how much that will be as of yet. The good news is, they do have a deffered payment plan in which I can make monthly payments, I have to fill out the paper work and send it in, as well as I "should" be able to get house/work arrest, however, whe

In God We Trust
A large group of Iraqi Soldiers are moving down a road when they hear a vioce call from behind a sand dune: " One United States Marine is better than ten Iragis. " The Iraqi commander quickly sends ten of this best soldiers over the dune, whereupon a gun battle breaks out and continues for a few minutes then silence. the vioce calls out: " One United States Marine is better than one hundred Iraqis! " Furious, the iraqi commander sends his next best 100 troops over the dune and instantly a huge firefight commences. After 10 minutes of battle, again silence. The American Voice calls out again: " One United States Marine is better then one thousand Iraqis! " The enraged Iraqi commander musters one thousand fighters and sends them across the dune. Cannons, Rockets and Machine Guns rig out as a huge battle is fought. Then silence. Eventually one wounded Iraqi soldier crawls back over the dune and with his dying breath tells his comma

All About Me!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Open 2. Your significant other? Doghouse 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Clueless 5. Your father? Sorry 6. Your favorite thing? Kids 7. Your dream last night? Sensual 8. Your favorite drink? Patron 9. Your dream/goal? Island 10. The room you're in? Kitchen 11. Music? Meaningful 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Here? 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Fake 16. Muffins? Yep 17. One of your wish list items? Peace 18. Where you grew up? Idaho 19. The last thing you did? Bake 20. What are you wearing? Jeans 21. TV? Blah 22. Your pets? Many 23. Your computer? Slow 24. Your life? CRAZY 25. Your mood? Restless 26. Miss

213 Things You Can't Do In The Army
Once upon a time, there was a SPC Schwarz stationed with the Army in the Balkans. SPC Schwarz was either very clever or very bored; but probably both, since he managed to attempt or be warned about 213 things he wasn‘t allowed to do. He collected those things into a hillarious list and posted them to the web. The site hadn‘t been updated in a couple of years and has since gone away; but the list is classic, so I saved it. A couple favorites: 2. My proper military title is ‘Specialist Schwarz‘ not ‘Princess Anastasia‘. and 191. Our Humvees cannot be assembled into a giant battle-robot. 1) Not allowed to watch Southpark when I‘m supposed to be working. 2) My proper military title is ‘Specialist Schwarz‘ not ‘Princess Anastasia‘. 3) Not allowed to threaten anyone with black magic. 4) Not allowed to challenge anyone‘s disbelief of black magic by asking for hair. 5) Not allowed to get silicone breast implants. 6) Not allowed to play ‘Pulp Fiction‘ with a suction-cup dart p

Best Feeling In The World
You know what the best feeling in the world is? When your son calls and says... Can I come tonight or tommorrow? Its not his weekend with me...... he just wants to come. Now I have to go buy food lol... and since he is staying all week, change a few plans... but it is all worth it. Brought tears of happiness..

I Want To Scream
Ever just look in the mirror and just hate what you see? Ever go to pick up the phone and realize you have no one to call? Thats how I feel. I am so freaking down. My weight is still going up. I am getting so fat again. My cloths are getting tight. I can't get a grip. When I try to talk to friends they say.. Oh you can do it, you did it before....I say friends but I mean people I talk to online. The only real friend I have is my husband and he hasn't been home a week. I feel so alone. I feel like I am faced with way to many obsticals sometimes. I feel liek I can't breath sometimes. I know I just look like I am bitching I just needed to vent... AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Who Wants My Goodies?
AUCTIONING OFF MY GOODIES Woot Woot! Well, kinda… LOL I’ve got A LOT TO OFFER *wink wink*… and if the Price is right… THE OFFER WILL INCREASE & Negotiations Can & Will be Made OFFERING 1) Rate all pics 11s during HH for 1 mo. (up to 700 11s) (all other 10s) 2) Rate all stash during HH for 1 mo. 3) Daily Drink for 1 mo. 4) Daily Profile Comment for 1mo. 5) Safe for work Salute to Winner 6) Will make personal pics of and for the Winning Bidder 7) Pimpout in Bully (New Bully Made Weekly) 8) Pimpout in About Me Section for 1 mo. 9) Pimpout in Blog 10) More to be added as Bid Increases & With Me There are Always Surprises! Lookie, It’s Me ~ CHIPPER Click Above… Please at Least Rate the Pic Bid on Me… It’s WELL WORTH IT You’re One Click Away… So Just Drop by & Show Some Luv!!!! If you’d like to get to know me a little more first, Drop by the Deep Blue… I spend a lot of my time there! Good Luck & Happy Bidding Click the Lounge Pic Be

Hot Headed
Sittin in a windstorm Drinkin gasoline Why the fuck you care about me For you I’m just a thing Gimme some time to adjust My head ain’t all that clear Eyes and ears are full of dust I’ll be the one you fear Sippin on the red jug Lighter cued to go Mind’s a fumin’, hot headed Time for the show You pain me to no end And now I cleanse my soul You’ll be last one for me Now it’s time to go Watch me burn in glory My fiery breath behold To you I owe this duty You torrid empty soul Run away you blasphemy Your time is soon to come Eyes are burning, hot headed Nowhere left for you to run Behold ! my fiery burning flesh My end is not your gain For you are going with me Now you shall feel my pain

Cryptic Morbidity
As I lay you down, To your cryptic death You feel the bone crushing cold, From my icy breath You suffer helplessly, And drown in your despair The smell of warm formaldehide, Soon thickly fills the air As I drain you of your life & soul, And you're fighting off lividity, Your tomb awaits, dressed in gold... And cryptic morbidity I'll fill your body with pain, And seal your empty eyed fate I'll rip you limb from limb, So the world can see my hate The incandescent glow of your slowly rotting flesh, Reminds me of the peril my morbidity has left As I drain you of your life & soul, Waiting for lividity Your tomb awaits, dressed in gold... And cryptic morbidity As I rape you bloody rotten corpse, You see I feel no shame But this is all just a part of my wicked little game The hatred I feel for you is here, As the end is soon to come Cryptic morbidity is lurking near, And for you there's no return

Hydrogen Whiskey
Hazy brain, my head hurts Coming down too quickly Wearing off this buzz From the hydrogen whiskey Poppin the clutch Gotta feather her throttle No better drunk Could come from a bottle Chug it on down (yeah) Hydrogen Whiskey Slick and explosive (yeah) Euphoria free me Sprawl of the submiss Under total control Gush like the flood gaate Lets rock and roll Buzz like a burning Fire from within Complicated yearning No hope for the end Chug it on down (yeah) Hydrogen Whiskey Doorbell to heaven (ooh!) Ecstasy seize me Straight up the middle Having no sense of time Right on the brink Knife edge on the line Pleasure released Still more work to be done I can't feel my face And I only begun Chug it on down (yeah) Hydrogen Whiskey Your spirit surrender (whoa) Howl like a banshee

Yes They Happen.
So yeah, I was just hanging out the other day and whatever, then this guy comes up to me at this bar I was at and he was all telling me my whole life story and I was like do I know you? He was like yes. I was like alright where do I know you from? He told me a long time ago and I was like oh ok. Then I took a drink and he just looked at me. I was like yeah? And then he backed off big time. He just said, "You're,.....!!!!" I just smiled and said sure! And he didn't just walk out of the bar, he ran, and the bartender asked me and my buddies what was up with him, and knowing what really was going on, I didn't want to say anything so I was just like I don't know he might have had a few too many. Lol. This isn't the first time this happened. It happened another time too, and that time, brought back every good thing from the past back to me, and all that and I felt a rush like I couldn't believe. That was so cool. I have never been happier in this lifetime. But yeah, strange th

Loves Pure (already On Cd)
things come and go while time stands still our love is like gold thick and pure as time stands still our love grows more and more people think they can stop people think they can own but noone can stop my love for you we've gone through thick and thin things parents try to stop us but we always found a way our love is strong as strong as can be so my love for you will never die noone will say it'll last- but it does everyone says it'll end soon- and it never did everyone says i want one thing- i never think of it it's not true-cause love's pure all i want, all i want is you to love me the way i love you we've come near and far to be together nothin' is gonna stop us now or ever my love will always be strong no matter what happens

I Love The Way (already On Cd)
love comes from a distance everytime i look in your eyes i'm speechless i love the way you smile i love the way you speak i love what you do wheni'm down and blue love comes from a distance everytime i hear your voice my heart beats faster i love the way you look i love the way you walk everything you do drives me crazy whatever i do your in my mind where ever you go i think of you love is here love is now love is everywhere but besides me now i wish you were here with me so i can hold you ooh so i can hold you close the closer you are the better i feel cause love comes from a distance

In Love With A White Rose
Once upon a time a bird fell in love with a white rose. One day he (bird) proposed to her (white rose), but white rose refused. White rose said I don't love you. Bird daily came and proposed to her. Finally, white rose said when I will turn red, I will love you. One day bird came and cut his wings and spread his blood on the rose and the rose turned red. Then the rose realized how much bird loved her but it was too late because bird was dead. So respect the love and feelings of the person who loves you and forward this to everybody on your list and forward it to me if you think I am a good friend of yours. This is deep~!Sent to me by my sweet friend SweetMafiaPrincess

My Surgery Today..
Hey all... This really is not much of a blog more or less just letting everyone know how I was doing... For those of you who didn't know I had left knee surgery today... Things went well just a little sore more than anything.. They had to go in and clean up the lining under my knee cap and push my knee cap back into place, so I am in a knee immobilizer. Hope everyone is having a good summer so far.. If ya need me text me on my cell since my laptop internet is still messed up.. I will me in Mt. Juliet at my parents house until Wednesday and then I will be going to Greg's house until Sunday. Thanks to you guys have already sent me messages and a BIG thanks to my wonderful boyfriend Greg, who took me and stayed with me most of the day and I love you for that...... Greg.. Hope you didn't have too much trouble being around all the Latex.. Guess I better go lay back down for a while, been up moving for several hours now... Love ya, Erin

Please Don't Let Me Go (already On Cd)
i wanna hold you tight, as tight as possible i never wanna let you go i'll be there till the end of time my life be longs to you and only you my love will be there till the end of time hold me, love me, but please don't let me go kiss me, squeeze me, but please don't hurt me run with me, hide with me, but please don't leave me abuse me, choose me, but please don't hide from me i wanna be there for you through good times and bad times i'll help you through them when you need help if anything happens i'll be waiting foryou don't care how long it takes as long as i have you by my sidenow and forever i wanna hold ooh hold you till the end of time i'll never leave you i'll never hurt you, just don't leave me when we're together noon, ooh noone will break us apart you're stuck with me for the rest of your life that's the way we want it to be

The Rainbow Connection
The Rainbow Connection (sing along with Kermit) Why are there so many songs about rainbows And what's on the other side? Rainbows are visions, but only illusions, And rainbows have nothing to hide. So we've been told and some choose to believe it I know they're wrong, wait and see. Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, The lovers, the dreamers and me. Who said that every wish would be heard and answered When wished on the morning star? Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it, And look what it's done so far. What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing And what do we think we might see? Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, The lovers, the dreamers, and me. All of us under its spell, We know that it's probably magic... ... Have you been half asleep? And have you heard voices? I've heard them calling my name. ... Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors? The voice might be one and the same

Omg Can We Plz Help Her Also
I'm Having My very First Happy Hour! This Sunday~~June 22~~ at 2pm fu-time, 4pm cst, 5pm est, n 10pm in the UK To Celebrate It I'm Having A Level Up Party!! Being a Shadow Leveler is my most favorite part of my fubar experience..So I'm asking all my families and friends to share that awesome exprience with me by leveling as many new members as we can during my Happy Hour. It's that easy & the rewards for you and them are endless......F/A/R, comment, buy them a drink..Welcome them with all the sweet Fu-love you guys show me & others each and everyday..Who Knows You Might Make a New BFF So Help Me Make This a Memorable HH!! This SUNDAY at 2:00pm FuTime!! I Look Forward To Seeing YOU On Our New Members Pages!!! SexyGranny1967 ¢¾ Shadow Leveler ¢¾ Club FAR ¢¾ Promoter of S*U*P@ fubar (repost of original by 'SexyGranny1967 ¢¾ Shadow Leveler ¢¾ Club FAR ¢¾ S*U*P ¢¾ fu~owned by JONLEE74' on '2008-06-20 07:13:10')

Lovers Uncovered....
Gentle breeze brushes the skin Feel the romance in the air The moment of that first touch Brings new emotion to light Intense is the desire to fulfill her fantasies By becoming her desire, her fire, her need Is it the man inside of me feeling this rush That craves her constant, tender touch Or is it this night, the way she moves Like the erotic effect of an entrancing moon Or is it my own wanting, aching need Maybe it's her body for which my passions feed Skin on skin in flickering candlelight Casting wandering shades on this timeless night Trace each shadow with the lightest caress Desired building to heights words can't express Rhythmic and exotic by sensual measures Until we bow to our own lusting thoughts Explore the others hidden treasures Until we can no longer deny Give into the instinct, the animalistic urges Falling into a dance of enlightened senses Heightened pleasure leads to intense variations Until the inevitable intensity that surges F

What Will A Woman Like This Cost?
Adam was walking around the garden of Eden feeling very lonely, so God asked him, "What is wrong with you?" Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said that He was going to make Adam a companion and that it would be a woman. He said, "This person will gather food for you, cook for you, and when you discover clothing she'll wash it for you. She will always agree with every decision you make. She will bear your children and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to take care of them.She will not nag you and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will never have a headache and will freely give you love and passion whenever you need it. Adam asked God, "What will a woman like this cost?" God replied, "An arm and a leg." Then Adam asked, "What can I get for a rib?" The rest is history....

Breaking The Walls Down
walking in the shadow of dipear calling, yelling for your name to help me shouting for your tender touch never able to hold you for more than a minute breaking the barriers of this wall down only to see your not there breaking the walls of solitude down only to feel the coldness instead of the heat i hear your voice from all around being totally, utterly confussed on where to go east, west, north, or maybe south where are you... where do you lie awaiting... breaking the walls of this realm down striving for your tender touch breaking the barriers of earth down only to see the voices are in my head breaking... breaking the walls down! RIP GRAND MOM(2/14/1999) AND GRAND POP (11/30/1999)

The Strange People You Run Into Here
Levi aka 'Mo_Hottie' be careful what you say to this peep. he has no sense of humor what so ever http://www.fubar.com/user/1948778Levi aka 'Mo_Hottie' i commented on one of those funny gifs about "i rated you and added you doesnt mean i want to fuck you" my comment was "thats a hell of a note and how much you went after me" all in a joke. later in my shout he says "i dont know you" "i never talked to you" i respond with "i was just making funny comment to your funny default profile. you dont seem to have a sense of humor " which he respond with a block now i noticed that he removed his funny profile pic Now isnt that strange the profile has been deleted... i guess you just have to watch out for this face

Nostalgia
Nostalgias are like ex's-you remember only the good stuff, until you see them again. ANd you realize why they are ex's. I have such mizxed feelings for my home country- it is a place where I was born, where I grew up, where I had all my first experiences, good or bad ones. When I think about Moscow, I always think about the parties and fun I had with my friends, unlimited binging and a no man's wilderness. I think of white birch forests, endless rivers, my 100 year old log house in a country side, times I spent traveling with my parents all over former USSR. And then I remember the darker days, which remind me why I have left. The 90's (the worst time in Soviet Russia), when my mom had to pick me up from the neighbors at 9pm because she had to stand in a bread line for 5 hrs. Hand me downs from my aunt, which she inherited from her sister-my mom. Nothing but rotten fruits and vegetables, since they were brought to Moscow in a truck from warmer places (Which took weeks to delive

The Pleasure Zone Is Back
50,000 FUBUCKS GOES TO THE 50TH NEW MEMBER At the Pleasure Zone!!!!!!!!!!!! ! See you there!!! COME IN, SUBSCRIBE AND START INVITING FRIENDS AND STRANGERS CUZ THE PERSON WHO GETS OUR 50TH NEW MEMBER INTO THE ROOM WINS 15,000 FUBUX TOO!! SO COME ON, COME HANG OUT AND HAVE SOME FUN!! WE ADDED WEBCAMS TO THE LOUNGE TODAY!!

For The Girls!
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall

Not An Artist
Not an Artist by LateNiteFantasy© I dedicate this poem to fubar... * I’m not an artist as you can see, I’m not, though I try my darnedest, I try, I do, why can not I be, Regardless, I’m not an artist. I write poems that follow all the rules, The rhyme and meter are well defined, Those that praise me are considered fools, Or people whose tastes are not that fine. Of stories, my subjects are so crude, Sexual fiends seem to be the hosts, These T and A tales are too rude, But, the number of words matters most. I’m not an artist, that much is true, If you read, don’t forget to vote, I will try to write and interest you, Any ideas, just drop me a note.

Another A Hole
Just blocked another A Hole from my friends list. Here is what he wrote in my shoutbox out of the blue. Remember read from the bottom up in shoutbox messages. ->KDT: bye KDT: crap on ur ratings grly , I don't care about your stupid ratings ->KDT: and why I am a liar if you cant see them and apparently FUBAR is doing something with maintenance... I see them and so do lots of others KDT: they didn't show ->KDT: I see them and lots of other guys must have been seeing them too because I see lots of 10 rating with photo comments on those pics ->KDT: so why are you calling me a liar ? KDT: said something about maintenance ->KDT: why would lie? you dont see any pics here? http:... KDT: your a liar, I looiked several times already ->KDT: just because you can t see them does not mean they are not there... they are there ->KDT: oh yes they are KDT: the 48 , an 70 are not there ->KDT: 204 pics to be exact ->KDT: studly ... there are LOTS of pics in ALL my pic albums ... KDT

Want To Be Fu-owned??
Crazy Train - Ozzy Osbourne hi everyone, I've been asked to host an auction, so after a couple of days of planning and discussions I've decided to host one. Entry fee is just 40K fubucks, thats right, not 50K or 100K other people charge for auctions LOL. Please rate fan and add the hostess when you enter if you haven't already, this is a join fun auction, thank you. Auctions are a great way to make some new friends and have some fun. Here are our rules ... PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THEM BEFORE THEY BID TOO! SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE!!! 1. NO DRAMA!!! Violators will be blocked/removed from the auction without question. 2. The contestants reserve the right to refuse any bids placed on them. They must inform their host before the close if this is the case. 3. Minimum starting bid 40,000 fubucks and there is no limit on the maximum bid. 4. Acceptable bids can be fubucks, blasts, tickers packs, bling packs, VIP'S, ha

A New Low
I been feeling down for awhlie about whit i'm going to do, I was once toll that if you hit the low point in your life you well see the high if your life or something like that! I feel like breaking down so i can hit my low so can find the one i really want to be with and build my self back up a new.

Dhsdhds
A da blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I hate going to bed early. Stupid work. I wanna stay out and play.... Hmmmm just another random post....bloggy thingy or whatever. I like the feeling of my fingers dancing on the keyboard. I am molesting the keyboard. It's liking it very much. Oh oh oh oh ya ya ya tap tap tappy tap I think i'm going to go lay in bed with my cats. They loves me...I loves them...blarg a blarg de darg. Be jealous..... I fart in my sleep.... dun dun dun dun DUN bleh...blah...bleh....blow....blow me? yadda yadda yadda como da cheese wrinkle butt manicure cheese maple donkey butt.... okay..that is all.....

Eternal Sunrise
Eternal Sunrise by LateNiteFantasy© Our love, like each day, is a second chance. The past erased with glistening morning dew. And fairest clouds begin a brand new dance; a waltz across the brilliant azure hue. When lost in darkness, fumbling in the night, I asked the Lord to shine a ray of hope. And God in pity sent a sunrise bright- Your love, a morning of eternal scope. As, darkness in our lives will never creep. Your precious love illuminates the night. Our love enduring through our twilight sleep from souls forever joined upon first sight. So, take my hand and lead me where you will. Our path lay ready for us to fulfill.

My Dancing Angel
My Dancing Angel by LateNiteFantasy© a movement stirred i moved about the bend to find the end within that i moved to the drawer where the window was above and in the darkness i found my love she danced with the beat of the wind breaking time and flying high i followed till i fell asleep and woke with her at my feet she calls my name again she calls me out to play and she is dancing under moonlight skies endless nights of passion filtered with the color of grey and in the moonlight night we found our loves delight and then the dawn broke out it swept the land clear she looked down to me before she left me there... she calls my name again she calls me out to play and she is dancing under moonlight skies i could have seen her burn i could have seen her fly instead i saw her fall down i saw her die i wake again in the bedroom i cant believe my eyes im scared now as i wait for her to come... she calls my name again she calls me out to

I'm Alone Again
I'm Alone Again by LateNiteFantasy© a blink then you came free they set you to my eyes like an explosion of brightness only the sun can match i blinked and you came to be a smile crossed my lips and my eyes brightened with joy each second seemed like hours you came near i felt i stuttered you smiled i felt like i had reached my goal my eyes were enthralled i your presence i couldnt breath each passed moment felt like it was grand i blushed and tried to hide turning away and smilling inside as your lips moved i gasped, a realization occured to me comming like a breath of air taken fast a double breath and i stopped a moment time froze in our meet i blinked and couldnt breath i was under water as you came near me then time came back and i smiled each second seemed so wild i shuuder now to think your gone from me right now a feeling in my gut as i looked under your brow eyes that would send the waves of the oceans to part and lips so soft as si

Just The Girl Of Dispair
What about me? Well gee like you all want to know about the girl behind the gasmask. My name is cyber and i was born and raised in Denver colorado. I could only remember very vaugely what it was like to be happy, i mean truely happy. Those memories shall remain cherishable amoung my youth. I was a happy kid back in the day. Then all of a sudden it started in 5th grade. I became the reject and social out cast, the rebel and the misfit. I was on my own. I lost everything and it seemed to me like everybody around me started to die off and disapear off the face of the earth. Every moment of happiness that i once had, was gone. It decayed in the red burning skies of my faith. I lost all of my faith actually...I used to go to church every sunday. Then all of a sudden i stopped caring about everything and everyone around me, including myself. I was a loner and a fuck up. My reputaion was just the beggining to a selfish bitch i once was. In middle school all my peers would point and laugh at m

We Whisper Our Hearts...
We Whisper our Hearts... by LateNiteFantasy© Angels come home, fly high... im hearing your wings to settle in my mind you fly free in my heart you know its now you know its soon when the night comes in, I dream of you they say.... im head over heals trying to catch a shooting star breaking the laws to be where you are singing a song from my heart to tell you i need you... i love you... you close your eyes and your sleeping your breathings calm and your heart is beating i smile inside and you smile outside i close my eyes and see you are flying.... im head over heals trying to catch a shooting star breaking the laws to be where you are singing a song from my heart to tell you i need you... i love you... we sit and talk alone in the night trying to make our love seem bright we smile again our hands close down we move closer and i seem to stutter... im head over heals trying to catch a shooting star breaking the laws to be where you are sin

Our Moment In Time
Our Moment in Time by LateNiteFantasy© OUR MOMENT IN TIME Come with me. Let me take you by the hand And lead you to a higher place. Let us escape from reality for a while. Let me take you where time stands still; Where we will leave duty And responsibility behind us. Let your spirit break free, Untethered by the chains of life. Let me bring you to my lips, My arms, my waiting love. Drink in the nectar from my fountain And let me drink from yours. And if, in our moment, I should say “I love you” Please don’t turn away Or make too much of it. For, at that moment, When we are one in body and soul I do love you so. All too soon, our flame Will flicker and die, And our dance will end. Let me matter to you As you do to me. For in our moment in time You are my love, my Angel My salvation from loneliness. I would wish the dream to last forever; But, too soon, we will awaken; The dream will fade Into a pleasant memory; And we will go on to mee

I Crave You
I Crave You by LateNiteFantasy© My soul sings. Of restless nights with you. Of the many things that our passions brings. Of the sexual things we will do. My heart pines. With a climatic mind. Of erotic dreams we'll find. Climaxing,time after time. My body swoons. With our bodies in tuned. For I Crave You. And all that you do. My mind sees dreams. Of your lovely naked body. Sending erotic screams. Positioned willingly before me. Our spirits measure the ultimate pleasures. Our minds long to touch. As we search for those beautiful treasures. Each of our parts,love so much. My arms miss that hypnotic feel. Of passions that are experienced for real. When the addictions of our bodies become fullfilled. That's why "I Crave You"

My Hero’s Have Always Been Soldiers
MY HERO’S HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SOLDIERS PERHAPS, YOU MIGHT HAVE SEEN THEM GO BY IN THEIR MILITARY DRESS BUT, HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED FOR A MOMENT TO TAKE A GUESS? THE SOLDIER YOU’RE SEEING, MIGHT BE COMING BACK FROM A DISTANT SHORE. THE BATTLE HARDENED SOLDIER COMING BACK FROM AN UNWANTED WAR. MANY OF US WILL NEVER EVEN REALIZE. THE HORROR A SOLIDER HAS SEEN WITH HIS EYES. WE’LL NEVER KNOW, THE LONELINESS NOR, CAN WE UNDERSTAND. WHAT, IT’S LIKE TO BE IN A WAR TORN LAND. WHAT MAKES A SOLIDER GO FIGHT FOR THEIR COUNTRY? TO EAT LOUSY FOOD AND FOR LOW PAY. IF, YOU ASK A SOLDIER, HERE’S WHAT HE’LL SAY. SERVING OUR COUNTRY IS ABOUT HONOR DUTY AND PRIDE. A SOLDIER SHOWS VALOR AND A COWARD GOES OFF TO HIDE CHRIS

The Taste Of Us
tHE tASTE OF uS by LateNiteFantasy© Warm breath grazing Swollen pink lips Opened flower petals Dripping luscious nectar Tongue tip exploring Stirring inner fires Body trembling wildly Sweet juices flowing Thirst drinking deeply The taste of you Softly teeth brushing Twitching crimson shaft Rock hard sculpture Chiseled from desire Silken lips accepting Coaxing forth eruption Hips thrusting quickly Thick essence exploding Throat swallowing greedily The taste of me Bodies together facing Senses open expanding Nerves alive burning Feather touches tingling Mouths meeting crushing Tongues twisting mingling Salty sweet sharing The taste of you The taste of me The taste of us

Candle Lights
Candle Lights by LateNiteFantasy© Candle Lights Watch the wind fly beneath your heart, While tears form is it happiness. Dream has opened her wings, Welcoming you to fly to ever wonder. Where there is a hand of Love, Moonlite hands out to caress you. Your eyes fill with passion, As you melt away under the warm of the burning candle.

Yes, Like That
Yes, Like That by LateNiteFantasy© Yes, Like That Yes, Like that, That is what I hear you cry, Crying out that you want more. More is what you want, Want is needing to be satisfied. Satisfied is the state which you will reach. Reach out for me, with your tongue, Tongue, my tongue within you, You look to me. Me within you, and without you You being the sum of my world. World’s splinter in the moments. Moments between desire and satiation. Satiation is on you now. Now my tongue withdraws from you. You call out in formless words, Words which are lost forever in a moment of desire. Desire that burnt like a flame. Flames that burn and then go out. Out, only to be relit and reborn. Reborn in a moment lit by desire. Desire for you.

Penned For Love
Penned for Love by LateNiteFantasy© I'd pen you my companion A spine, support and core If that is all you'd give to me I couldn't ask for more I'd pen you as an angel Celestial and free But innocent and holy you would never want to be I'd pen upon your beauty My muse of golden eyes But words are small and ugly, so words would tell you lies I'd pen you as a lover A firey carnal bliss But how to pen your touch, your breath, the echo of your kiss? I'd pen you as a mother To give and hold and care You know as well as I do, it's a legacy to share So I pen you into marriage I pen you as my wife And pray to pen and heaven that I'm worthy of that life.

By The Ocean
By the Ocean by LateNiteFantasy© I want to live by the ocean, so that I can lick the salt off your skin, feel sand on soles, water on ankles, bare rock behind, bare you up front, watch how sun in a full horizon sky paint jewels on your mermaid torso rising from a cool-off in the sea coming back to me, watch the breeze mess up your hair like I mess up your composed self control, lose myself to your hands on a beach, make you lose yourself to my hands lips, and more, a rhythm rocking, rapture dream, rowed clear, drifting free, ...let seagulls watch.

Empty Glass Bubble
Empty Glass Bubble by LateNiteFantasy© Contained in a glass bubble of equal self loathing and hubris the poet curls up to a primal ball weeping his spiteful sulphuric acid onto a still by pen unmolested paper square that could become either grandeur or the carefree crayon sketches of an infant in a grown man's body. Combined efforts of muscle and mind grips the too expensive lead and pearwood pencil shaft between a trembling thumb and an unwilling index finger as a paper dry whispering hiss through clenched jaws proclaims come on come oooon you motherfucker over and again but to no end because a held pen is just another impotent penis extension until it bleeds coal and starts scratching the surface. Scratching the surface with unarmed nails bitten down to the elbow the poet mimes and mimics his dream into the nothingness of twitches unregistered and ideas fleeing faster than the impossibly small patch of geist roaring at his tortured temples

Friendship's Are Priceless....
Friendship is a priceless gift. It can't be bought nor sold. It's weight is far more valuble than a mountain made of gold. Gold is cold and lifeless. It can neither seen nor heard. And in times of trouble it is powerless to cheer. It has no ear to listen, nor heart to understand. It can't bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand. So when you ask God for a Gift, Be thankful if he sends not diamonds, Gold, or riches, But the love of a real true friend...

Is What It Is
look an wonder, ponder it all. why is it what it is does it leave you in awe? the wheel is always turning, but i cant see. in the end it doesnt really mean much to me. i wonder sometimes is there a god that comprehends? burn that smoke down to the end. there has got to be...maybe... a meaning to it all. cant find it, not at all. so we burn... racing to our finality. searching for meaning that isnt meant to be. i take another breath that wasnt meant to be. what will be here when im gone? to say to the others, if i was right or wrong? just another forgoten note, lost amist the others, like the homeless man in winter without a coat.

Who's Lonley Now?
So, my mom calls me Tuesday to let me know something funny. D.J. got bailed out for 700dollars by...... can you guess?.... Jeanie motherfucking tramp ass Clifford. The same bitch he has been lying to me about fucking since i was pregnant with his daughter. The same used up whore whom he said he only fucked because he was on meth at the time. the same bitch he had to go get a DNA test over . Yea,.. he almost fathered her son. The same whore who will be knocked up with his kid asap,.. i would put money on it that she is knocked up before the ink is dry on the divorce papers... which haven't even been drawn up yet. No mom, i didn't laugh No mom, I don't think it is humorous in any way shape or form. Sorry mom,... but i am still crazy in love with a man who treats/ed me like dog-shit stuck on his shoe. I haven't slept in a stretch of longer than 2 hours since the last night i saw him. The night i asked him to leave. I cant stand the smell of most food, let alo

Just Driving Along.................
A man and a woman were driving down the road, arguing about his infidelity when suddenly the woman reached over and cut the man's penis off and tossed it out the window. Driving behind the couple was a man and his 8-year-old daughter. The girl was chatting away to her father when all of a sudden the penis splattered into their car windshield, stuck for a moment, then disappeared over the roof. Surprised, the daughter asked her father, 'Daddy, what was that?' Shocked, but not wanting to expose his little girl to anything sexual at such a young age, the father replied, 'It....it was only a bug, Honey.' The daughter sat with a confused look on her face, and after a moment said................. 'Had a big dick, didn't it?'

Frank In The Big Time Now........ The Fbi!
Congrats to u frank on yer acceptace to the bigtime,,,,, the fbi!Absolutely amazing my friend. n ty fer the super cool ass hat n t shirt!me n frank been friends since 8th grade, joined the air force bout 2 months appart, n later both became cops,.whereas after i got shot n decided to quit n move on to safer means of earning money, the studied, worked hard, finshed up his college. he will be one of the few agents who r a good guys. you go kick thems terrorists ass, ni'll take care of things here. hes got a wife whos much too pretty fer him lol.well who'd thought way back when, us smoking pot behind school we'd end up where we was.oh n i was gonna try n keep it quite but i did get him that new glock 40 cal he wanted. hope u never need to use it in the line of duty. if so come get me, n i'll back u up, like old times. just fucking becareful, n take it from me, turn yer back on no one lol. or youll end up with yer hide full of birdshot like mine was!

Liars And Backstabbers
It never ceases to amaze me how some people who call you their "friend" can turn around and back stab you so quickly and easily, without even blinking an eye. It's amazing how you can invest so many years into a friendship and accept someone for who they are - forgive and forget more times than you can count, and still be treated like you are nothing in the end. But I think that the most upsetting thing is how someone can be so jealous of your happiness that they will do anything to try and sabotage every relationship you get, and they call themself your "friend"? BULLSHIT. Friends don't treat friends that way. The person I am talking about knows who they are, and let me say once and for all - after 12 years of standing by you through everything - being there for you when nobody else was, in spite of what others thought of me for remaining a true friend to you - I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH. I wish you well in your life, but I will no longer be a part of it. I'm NOT the person yo

Tough Doesn't Always Have To Be In Pinstriped Suits
So usually I am not one for posting blogs but fuck it. I'm in a weird emo mood ( call it what you will) and im feeling a little shitty at the moment. SO maybe i'll whine for a while and i dont care about punctuation or spelling i just dont want to be bothered with it. Im not going to sit here and and say my childhood sucked or that its this one or that ones fault because in the end i am my own person and i make my own choices although i will admit some people have influenced them lol. anyway i have had a lot of time to think about a lot of things and I was thinking back to when i was 16 and nieve.. i was in my first "real" relationship fell in love for the first time blah blah bah and i remembered how i sat up late one night and planned my whole life how i wanted to be married by the time i was 24 have kids the house the whole nine yards and it was a very nice dream funny how things dont work the way you want them to lost my virginity at 18, had a kid when i was 19 im 27 now l

Sorry Everyone
I am so sorry that I have not been on here lately. I have been very busy with school and all the other things going on here at home. I really have missed everyone and I am not ignoring anyone at all. Trust me that as soon as I can get back on track with it all. I will be back on here for some R&R. I love you all and will return. Any of you out there that must chat with me can send me a email to my yahoo or IM me. Bites and Kisses to all.

Sweet Sleep
The last two nights, I've actually been able to get a full night's sleep. Well, a full nights sleep for me. It may not seem like much, but after spending a month sleeping half the night in bed, then having to get up in pain, and sleeping on the floor, it's a great feeling. I still have constant pain, but its gone from sharp, steady and throbbing, to a dull, very manageable throb. But I think it's mending, but I'm working my regular job, and bartending today, so I may be hurting tomorrow!

Flag Etiquette
If you don't know this folks, please practice it. Flag Etiquette STANDARDS of RESPECT The Flag Code, which formalizes and unifies the traditional ways in which we give respect to the flag, also contains specific instructions on how the flag is not to be used. They are: The flag should never be dipped to any person or thing. It is flown upside down only as a distress signal. The flag should not be used as a drapery, or for covering a speakers desk, draping a platform, or for any decoration in general. Bunting of blue, white and red stripes is available for these purposes. The blue stripe of the bunting should be on the top. The flag should never be used for any advertising purpose. It should not be embroidered, printed or otherwise impressed on such articles as cushions, handkerchiefs, napkins, boxes, or anything intended to be discarded after temporary use. Advertising signs should not be attached to the staff or halyard The flag should not be used as part of a costume

Thought For The Day Saturday 06/21/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And hope fades into the dark. No longer does the sweetness of life flow through these veins. It slows and weakens. All that once once inside is dying, choking in the blackness as yet one more grasp to hold onto life is taken. This grip of terror digs deep into this bleeding heart and takes its last drops to mock the love that once was. The colors of this mind, now lost in the absence of the light. The precipice ahead, and soon shall I fall." ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Expectations And Reality
Saturday, June 21, 2008 Expectations and reality Reality will not always live up to your expectations. Yet your expectations always have an influence on the way you live your reality. Your expectations do not magically transport you to the destination of your choice. However, those expectations can indeed provide you with a clear and realistic path to travel. Expectations do not change the world around you. Rather, they illuminate certain specific and highly useful portions of your world. Positive expectations enable you to see the way forward. And they keep you motivated as you do the work necessary to travel that path. Reality is what it is, and conditions are what they are. What you expect of yourself and what you expect for yourself will strongly influence what you make of your reality. Carry the very best of expectations with you at all times. And you'll be showing yourself how to make life truly great. -- Ralph Marston

The Foolish Dog
There was once a dog that used to run up quietly behind people and bite their heels. Fed up of the numerous complaints, the owner tied a bell around the dog’s neck so that the sound of the bell would alert people whenever the animal came near them. The dog felt the bell was a reward of some sort and became extremely conceited, turning up his nose whenever he met other dogs on the street. One day a hound brought him down to earth with some plain speaking and when the dog learnt why the bell had been put around his neck he slunk away in shame. Moral: Sometimes what appears to be a clap on the back is actually a slap on the face.

Last Boast
A fir tree said boastingly to the bramble bush growing in its shade: “You are useless. Nobody wants you. I am everywhere used for roofs and houses. Men can’t do without me.” “You’re so right,” said the bramble. “Here’s a man coming to you with an axe, right now. Farewell.” Moral: Pride comes before a fall.

Shattered Dreams
When your dreams have been shattered And all hope is lost When your pockets are empty Aspirations exhaust When prayers go unanswered Like an unspoken word When you’re screaming for help And your voice is unheard When your morning eyes open And your vision is dim When all luck is lost Your chances are slim When you search for the truth And find nothing but lies When you constantly fail And it becomes no surprise When you’re facing the mirror And see no reflection When you can’t even stand looking In your own direction When joy can’t be felt And you fake your own smile When your laughter is forced And it takes quite a while When your friends become few And you’re living in shame When another day passes And your life stays the same When you cry everyday And wipe your own tears When the hills you once conquered Become your worst fears Tortured by misery Frustration and sorrow Anger today And depression tomorrow

Well It All Works Out In The End...
well for all to know... I am moving in with Nikki... I just got a job as a manager at Dunkin Doughnuts... and Nikki said I can move in with her... I was on the verge of breaking down and Nikki saved my life once again... she said she loved me and is showing it through actions the answer to my newest poem... my prayers are answered and I was sent an angel... named Nichole... and I could not ask for more... *smiles* I leave this week before thursday... so I won't be back for a while... but thats okay I will return sometime in the future... Its been good thank you for all my friends on here all the support and advice.... It helped a lot.. this is my last blog for awhile... see you all later... and again Thank all of you for everything Robert

Happy Hour !! And Look At An Awesome Job Purple Sky Did On My Background
THATS RIGHT PARTY OVER HERE!! THE ONE AND ONLY BASSTRACKER IS HAVEING HIS VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR!THE PARTY STARTS MONDAY AT 2PM FU-TIME 5PM EST TIME DONT BE LATE!!I KNOW MY FU HUBBY HAS DISHED OUT LOTS OF LOVEINS NOW IT TIME TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE LETS SHOW HIM WHAT AN AWESOME HAPPY HOUR IS ALL ABOUT!DONT BE LATE :) 'BASSTRACKER~ FU-HUBBY TO PURPLESKY'@ fubar THIS BULLY HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PurpleSky{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Ashley Pimped Me Out
This pimp out is forEmanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubarHey Check out this guy!! He on his way to becoming DiscipleGo Fan, Rate and Add the Unsaluted Bastard!Tell Him Ashley Sent ya!!!Those who know him know that he is always there for anyone who needs him for help of any kind. Also to talk and just be a friend. He speaks his mind and is a leader not a follower! Help me lead him into Discipleship.. LoL..Time to show him how much you appreciate him. Get those fingers Clicking.So Take some time out during a Happy hour..To rateHis 3K+ StashHis 2K Plus PicsBrought to you by:†Submissive†Mistress Ange†Beautifully Damned† AngelofDeath†Satans Plaything†Owner of Emanon†@ fubar

Shit Happens 1
Why do people bring drama into the lounges? Cause they want to bring everyone else down to their level it seems. They can't leave the real world behind an have fun with others so they want to do what it takes to make life less fun for everyone else. Why can't they just grow up an act like an adult? Probably cause they don't know how. For those types i have some advice for get off fubar an leave it alone, cause I am here to have fun an enjoy myself.

I Will B Gone 4 A Week
1 OF MY GOOD FRIENDS HER SON IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND I'LL B WITH THEM UNTILL FRIDAY THEN I HAVE QART ON MY BABY'S SO PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS:-) MY FRIENDS SON IS 2 AND HE WAS PUT IN THE HOSPITAL BECOUSE HE HAD A REAL BAD SEZER:-( ALL LOVE WILL B ANSWERED AS SOON AS I CAN:-) I'LL MISS YALL OF YALL:-)

Highway Rose: A Bud Bloom
Highway Rose: a Bud bloom by LateNiteFantasy© Highway Rose: a Bud bloom (part one) On the shores of an asphalt river long legs in stalkings, spider webbed black leather boots laced and alluring halter top with her thumb in the wind. A desert highway boils on the horizon Her charming smile a camouflaged gun brake lights come like a hot wind blows for a hitch-hiker called, Highway Rose. "Where to?" Asked Bud, with a wicked grin the passenger door shut as Rose crawled in "Take me to your pleasure den!" she smiled the vehicle began to race, mile after mile. In a fake leather slide she prowled closer The engine pistons' stroked over and over His legs opened wider to an inviting hand as Highway Rose fondled her final plan. Suggestions whispered a playful game lust boiled in the front seat, unrestrained Brake lights glowed to an off-beat road clothes fell like pedals from Highway Rose. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Highway Rose: a Bud bloom (pa

Dan The Man, So It Seemed!
ok so i met this guy on here and i started dating him. First it started off as casual sex partners cause i didnt want to date anyone seriously and the sex was great! but then he wanted to get more serious and be exclusive and all.So in the begginning i agreed cause i really did like him. it was great for awhile. Told me he owned his own accounting firm and he made it sound real believable. So one day he said he had a problem and he needed to borrow some money and stupid me let him borrow it. Not positive i could trust him all the way i had him sign an agreement of the money he owed me to pay me back. Well then one day out of no where this girl contacts me on fubar and asked me about him and if i was seeing him. and i said yes, why? And then she proceeded to tell me that he took money from her and disappeared and never paid it back. SO at this point i freked out and started checking up on him and found out that he lied about everything he had told me. He didnt own a business, not even a

Highway Rose: Call Of The Wild
Highway Rose: call of the wild by LateNiteFantasy© Highway Rose: call of the wild (part three) Under a moon's glow a wolf's distant howl. Highway Rose counts the money and growls as flames flickered from an off-road fire a long stem poised, setting her sites higher. She slumbered across cold imitation leather. A cool wind blew and Rose woke in a shiver dreamed of a life on a sun and straw beach rolling up windows, she turned on the heat. Under the stars the car sped down the road as Highway Rose pondered another days spoils. Head lights beamed across jeans and a smile she stopped and looked back at his sexy style. She knew better than to pick up a ride but her longing for a big score was her drive. The rules of the game; to never play with fire it appeared he could satisfy a woman's desires. He came running up in a breathless huff. "Where to?" she asked in a heated gust. He hopped in, smiled, the car door closed. putting the pedal to the metal, High

Well There's Good News And Bad News....
The bad news...the same type of bone infection (osteomylitis) that they amputated my other toe for, was found in another toe. The good news is, I finally got someone to look beyond the surface wound on my toe and take an x-ray. And they found it early enough that they think they can treat it with out surgery. So as of now I don't need to be in the hospital. Which means y'all are stuck with me!!! Is that good news or bad news?? LOL

What Would You Do If...
What would you do if? What would you do if? The President of the United States called you: Tell him he is the scum of the Earth and a pathetic excuse for a human being You won the lottery: Pay off my student loans You got invited to be on a reality TV show: Say no thanks You caught a friend stealing from you: Bitch slap that punk You witnessed a murder: Depends on the situation, if the murderer saw me then run and hide. if not then i'd go straight to the police A random stranger offered you candy: RUN! MySpace and Facebook closed: eh, I like fubar better A genie granted you one wish: ask for world peace You lost your favorite possession: move on. it's just stuff. You found 10 dollars on the ground: put it in my wallet and hoard it Your date throws up on you: depends...but probably freak out Someone cut off a chunk of your hair: on purpose? i'd slap that bitch then beat the crap out of them Your favorite celebrity comes to visit y

Smallville
I watched this show for the first time some hours ago. I watched it and didn't like how wimpy they made Superman. I mean, half the time, my friend and I were laughing since I'd yell at the TV and tell him to use his super powers. She just laughed and said, "This is before he knew he was Superman. He doesn't know about his powers." I felt dumb

Day 3
I started a special diet thanx to my awsome friend Robin. I am now on day 3. I lost 4 lbs already. WOOHOOO TY TY QUEEN ROBIN If u r interested in a diet that really works here is the link http://www.idiet4u.com/diets/sacredheart.html Please show Queen Robin some love if it weren't for her I wouldn't be getting healthy again she's awsome. Queen Robin@ fubar

In Someone's Blog
subject: What is my true rating? post date: 2008-06-18 23:44:54 views: 34 comments: 4 ratings: 0 I was just curious, since I have been here I have noticed that almost everybody here is rated a ten, so I wonder.... Are people rating me a ten or an eleven just to be nice or do they really mean it? Not that it matters because everybody has their own opinion, I was just thinking it over, that's all. my response: no i'm the wrong person to talk to about ratings dont ask that question too much i never cared about ratings and i got curious and started asking why they rated the way they did started getting attitude who is to say how to rate is someone teaching how i cant tell how so everyone gets 10 but its the comment comment is the telling story how someone comments is the area to be concerned the downraters are just hatas with excuses of honest ratings dont need the attitude in my friends

A Dragon And The Wind
A Dragon and the Wind by LateNiteFantasy© How do I feel? With my talons! ...about you? I know, you meant my heart, where a dragon rests, thumping its tail against the cavity of my chest constantly, then revives and comes to life thrusting itself in body-slams against stalagmites and stalactites in the dark depths of my soul when I see you. I become flush. Its flaming breaths accumulate an inferno inside me grows droplets of my lust boil from my flesh as the dragon flaps its wings thunderously, radiating heat as it swims through the course of my veins when you come closer. You are before me clear as a thought in a pitch-black cavern my mind swirls like a body of water when a plug is pulled from the drain. Caught in the current of a raging beast's bellow its talons rake and scratch at my inner skull. In its frenzy the dragon twists and turns its scales scrape and collide with bone mingling with its rumbling growl that echoes in my ear drums

My Soapbox Today
ok i had a friend who was burnt to a cinder then i got out the marshmellows is this comedy or tragedy ? that question i put to an aussie he stated that american comedy is dark or rather he said very dark is it my prospective ? i see it from another culture but i live among it, an american culture the greeks had comedy and tragedy seems most is just the same the human condition i mean all has been said before in many different ways as i write someone else has thought the same and put it together differently. but i discuss this with this aussie i remember he has told me about rape gangs and mothers who dont care about their children but what am i to say about mothers i talk about my mother as in this metaphor that she greets me with a kiss with a dagger behind her back talk again about the american condition we may talk about racism does it exist most assured it does how many knew about slavery ? what do you know about it i see it eve

Ever Feel Like This?
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my

Ut Oh
Ever do something incredibly stupid, like buy something and have no way to get it home? Yeah I'm at that stage right now. I bought a bed and its located about half an hour away tops, but I have no way to get it back to my house till Tuesday when my mom's boyfriend is back in town. I just want it now so I can do work on my room and shit. *Frustrated*

Wanna Own Me?
I'VE ENTERED MY FIRST AUCTION,SO WHO WANTS TO OWN ME?YOU WON'T BE DISAPPOINTED. RATES COUNT ALSO SO IF YOU COULD JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND RATE THAT WOULD BE GREAT.SO CLICK AWAY TO SEE WHAT IM OFFERING.

Why Do I?
why do I? by LateNiteFantasy© I never remember my dreams. So when I wake up searching not for a person but a presence from the memory on my lips the distant echo of your laughter the cause of the tingle that leaves me aching I have to wonder if we have never spent a night in each other's arms why do I always awaken to find that you just left?

The Day After
I drank a little too much last night, got into a fight with an ex *Shawn* because he was just plain stupid last night. He shows up at my Aunt's house I'm already wasted and I wanted to get to the bottom of what the fuck his problem was with me. This guy as I have said before is 20 years old and last night I thought he was 15 again. This stupid fuck told me, "I just didn't want a girlfriend at the time." That was his "legit" reason for how we broke up. Which was him answering the phone and once he realized it was me hung up. I'm only 18 and I know that was a pretty fucked up way of saying I don't want a girlfriend. I would have at least talked to him about it and told him it was over. I know guys don't always have a way with words, but come on. This was the most immature act any of them can take. I shouldn't have drank as much as I did last night because I decided to walk home in a bad part of town by myself. Not exactly one of my best decision, but nothing happened and my frie

Using The Midnight Oil As Lube
Using the Midnight Oil as Lube by LateNiteFantasy© I wanted to be the first to fuck midnight, Just screw the hell out of the witching hour I wanted to use the moon for a condom and devour All her blinking eyes, tie her up with a lovers bight. But woe, is me, you got there first, Raging lesbian in black combat boots, Flannel shirt and ill-dyed roots, You used night’s sex to quench your thirst. Alas, sloppy seconds, you suck and I durst Slip casually into this union of night and day You have truly ruined my dreams. Bitch. But I’ll be the first to cry, “Do thy worst! Have at thee, Day, I’ll slay you this way: On your head, a voodoo curse! Jock itch.” I’ll shake my voodoo stick with all my might And dance an arcane dance of power I’ll chant and gesture, grin and glower Until you scratch and fill with fright. And when you’ve fallen to the deadly itch, I’ll watch you writhe and moan and twitch.

So I Can Rest My Elbow On Her Hip
so i can rest my elbow on her hip by LateNiteFantasy© at one fifteen I am all cracked out on cigarettes and beer and caffeine and beef jerky which I chew very slowly until it doesn't taste like anything but dead animal. My eyes are glazed over from watching too many cartoons and I have a headache from not drinking enough beer to get a really good buzz. i suppose this poem is a welcome distraction but i'd rather have my girl to curl up against, so I can rest my elbow on her hipbone and nestle my hand between her small breasts and sleepy slip into warm dreams that smell like the lotion she rubs on her legs after a shower.

Ummm...
Just the quickest way to let you guys know, my account will be active until september but I won't be here much anymore. Fubar has been fun in some ways, and not in others. If you actually have had a conversation with me, then feel free to find me on yahoo. If you haven't and would still like to, just leave me a message here and I'll check it when I can. Have fun, Ebony

Too Many Chances
too many chances have been given! i am tired to even want to try and even wonder.......! i am still in love with the man that i met four/five years ago. i married him and i am still married to him. the thing is that we are not together and we are not even talking. i would love to just start over with him but i feel i have given him more than enough chances to be there for me. one big problem is that we have a three year old son together and he is suffering. i have a three month old who deserves to have a father as well. the man i married is the man that i want to be with so i am going to just be. i am not looking for a relationship now.....i am going to "grief" the past four/five years of my life. well i will have to get over it quick and be strong for my two kids.......i just need to be like i said.

Whats New Round Here
Im only 5 weeks from being a mommy!:) I cant believe that this is almost over! although I am VERY HAPPY it is! I am tired of being pregnant! I guess other than that and school.. nothing else is going on.. My bf might be facing a jail sentence.. He goes before the Grand Jury on June 30th.. I am hoping he just gets probation!

Enough
Liars....we all know them. We are not immune to them, we deal with them everyday. It is the ones that listen TO the liars that really get under my skin. There has been several things said in the last few weeks...those involved know who they are. I can guarantee that if I have something to say, I will tell you. I will not sneak behind your back, I will not hide behind anyone. I will tell you flat out. There is someone that is trying to drag my name through the mud. It is getting old. I am now in a happy place, let me stay there. I left hell, and I will not be drug back into it because of the affiliation that I am a member of. I can guarantee that if I have a problem with you, I will tell you. If I have an issue, we will discuss it like adults. I ask for the same respect. I never have and I never will hide behind another person, I can fight my own battles. If I start one, I will finish it, rest assured.

Meet Some Of My Girls.. Women Only Pimp Out
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My Friend
My Friend by LateNiteFantasy© The air was squat and thick as we spoke with cloudy voices by the edge No one can say what it truly takes to meet a person as they really are Chains of trust truly tender, tight and taut, Through tongue truths I met you then on that ledge. Secrets surely tattoo my body through your billowy blue eyes Those things timely spoke upon. fears, faux and pride. Beyond the markings lies a soul, seen slipping slightly from sight Passion smolders quietly amongst the embers there, hissing another’s cries. If a similar voice fails to sound when you wish it Delay your disappointment, drown that disembodiment, Like a rickety furnace in an outback house, I burn slow. But never cool. Once ablaze that’s when there’s a need to know someone was there to see fit To make something of me, that can be left to offer up. The marks on you said anything, could be read. I left it blank then but ill say this to you now as my quill If you could have said anything t

Finally Named
well after much soul searching an combing thru names Tianna Nykole Nashs baby brother finally has a name an his own little identity. I wanted God to know that I love the gift he has blessed me with so much that I gave them names that show how much they are cherished by me. I can't speak for anyone else but me their mother Tianna was name by her father and Tianna means princess in greek an Nykole means the victory which she is. From almost day one this baby has been a fighter. She has been counted out several times suffering with placenta previa she has toughed it out an continues to hold onto life. She's a Nash for sure. But baby boy was not known about until recently an he has been the quite an unknown baby just every once in awhile makin his presence known by a squirm or cravin for fish which he loves Tia hates! so I let his dad know that since he named Tia this baby was mine to name. So Thursday night Thickndazz n I were looking thru names an their meanings an I stumbled upon my s

A Cut Open Sky
A cut open sky by LateNiteFantasy© Sailing serenely on the Safire soaked sea. Whilst in another world a benign bull sits under his cork tree. Back to the barge and a pale gaze set upon shimmering haze. When all of a sudden willowy white weavings smear the sky as if it were ablaze. Perhaps it was a Prussian poet of an azure airy aviary? Suppose it were a skywriter? Whatever the which, this smoke was getting whiter. The writer was gone before the ground could grab him. What could have happened to him something, pleasant, promising, Gruesome, grim? A stitch in time and an unsung crime for those who forget the rhyme. This tear in space, like a wound left open silently saying all in due time. A terrible thought thunders through two travelers. The fairytale Ferdinand flicks his tail at a fly that is this thought. While a scarred sailor solemnly surrenders to the scene as it were sought Under the tree of cork Ferdinand frees a tear for a sailor that slipped by her

My Fruit Stained Lover
My Fruit Stained Lover by LateNiteFantasy© Laughing like luscious long legged ladies of lust It all comes down to the pulse and the thrust A blood plums juices drips down her chin Down her neck splotching on her creamy soft sin Muscled fingers squeezing and groping, always hoping Ooh, such hot breath flowing out over stranded hair never stopping An orchestra of it, moans, groans and other naughty nostalgia Wait a word winding wildly so a lick while waiting Helps pass the wait. He grasps at the strawberries in his hand Crushing them so his hand is stained another blood strand And then that one lucky finger of the five stained the most Finds her lips so red and soft he gets to boast Her lips love his finger, all the care and passion A breath of his collapses out bundled with all that he couldn’t fashion Crescendo, forte and boom the choir to the love that scarce be heard.

Empty Stage
empty stage by LateNiteFantasy© empty evening at the bar watching a woman wearing too much eye makeup read poems on an empty stage - poems about kittens and stars and how self conscious she feels in bed, but i want to hear her read poems about pouring tequila on her naked collarbones - i want to see her sweat so that the mascara runs away from her eyes like animals flee forest fires, want her to be wild & recklessly drunk when i press against her and say, "baby. baby. this - is how poets fuck. no kittens here. no stars, cos you can't make real love in the middle of a sewing circle." this bar is so goddamned classy that i am breaking all my vows with no apologies to my wounded ethics, my stricken morality, my ridiculous need to prove stupid shit to myself and pouring whiskey into my face. next guy, he writes poems because he wants to be seen as a poet, not cos he's gotta write poetry and it's a midlife crisis sex poem about how sensitive he is when he

Candled Cafe'
candled cafe' by LateNiteFantasy© candled cafe' starburst a scorpion flavor clinks the wine over toast naked high heels kitten leg rubs under the table toying toes when the cock rise at Dawn's delight she smiles wicked and sips deep red a candled cafe' two lovers play with the spaghetti that binds them

Thinking Like A Star
Thinking like a Star by LateNiteFantasy© Thinking like a Star Thoughts, like the stars so very many of the perfect way to shine like a star I have yet to find. Moments came like the wind embraced in realities passing that never made it to pen. All that is existent before me, absorbed in the dark mass of space thinking like a star.

Pouring A Glass Of Poetry~
Pouring a glass of Poetry~ by LateNiteFantasy© Vineyard balcony casting cross legged smiles watching grapes swell lost in time Yesterday's clouds still linger in the blue 'pop' a cork a bottle of '1972' Recollections of a 'Lady' sweetly soured grapes a breeze across the balcony dances with the drapes Raising the bottle and raising a glass into this day pours the past the aroma reminds me of a scented lady's breeze a bouquet of emotions pouring a glass of poetry

Too Much Player Piano
Too Much Player Piano by LateNiteFantasy© blurred nights, casually wasted peeking out from behind my eyes like looking out rainy day car windows too-fast drunken motion; striving for grace in arms and legs that want to separate at the joints and tumble tired to the tile you could play tunes for me in your heart play silent witness, play unspoken truth play with me; lock up your player piano heart, that does the thinking for you, the piano you'll love always to play, the keys you love to tickle because they are too laced with tacks and you are too afraid bar's hot enough to wring sweat from black hearted eightballs too fast too loud too much too tired to think straight draped on a stool i am damp laundry and half drunk pitcher beer falling all out of myself too many nights, casually wasted too many clock forgotten seconds and pitchers of beer and too many noises too much music too much dancing too much player piano

Cheap Sunglasses
Cheap Sunglasses by LateNiteFantasy© the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step- and car keys a Sunday drive on Monday morning- where small-town traffic is a five minute train as laid back as a long blade of grass I watched the sun rise; enlightenment is so bright to protect this delicate pupil from the harshness of reality I wear my Zen like a cheap pair of sunglasses

Shooting The Breeze
Shooting the Breeze by LateNiteFantasy© Shooting the Breeze in fluctuation contemplation a rocking sensation while life's at ease reminiscing memory kissing tomorrows wishing watching growing trees triggering a smile aimless for awhile going a porch swing mile just ... shooting the breeze

A Tail's Tale On The Trail
A Tail's Tale on the Trail by LateNiteFantasy© A Tail's Tale on the Trail The horizon cast a set of hungry eyes Plush lips of Lilley's rise across the swells of sheets she sailed like a genie she arose, 'My Erotic Tail' Under a romantic bright blue moon the river cast images in literary bloom dancing naked the wood nymphs 'hale' her mind's journey, 'My Erotic Tale' Swimming in flowers and 'cock-a-burs' driving hips with desires that burn Quests begin with a breath and an exhale a barefooted step up on... 'My Erotic Trail' A three legged male, a grizzly tail lips and breast are like hammered by a nail she engulfed me in one inhale the scribblings of A Tail's Tale on the Trail

Tell Me How????
Well we all know that old song "It's Saturday Night and I Ain't Got Nobody".....well in my case, that song is working for me. This whole dating thing is almost scary. I mean how do you do it? I know that may sound ignorant, but I'm dead serious. I'm 39 and I dreadfully hate being alone, but at the same time the whole dating scene is frightening to me. Sure I've gone on a couple dates and when you're with the biggest dork ever how do you escape that? If you're with an extremely intelligent guy how do you speak without sounding like a retard? Then you have the ones that just want to hook up to get laid. Yeah those ones just piss me off! There was this guy that was a dork that I honestly tried giving a chance to, but he was 36 years old, supposedly fell in love with me within the first week, gave me a promise ring (yes I know crazy) then he tells me he's still married and that he lives at home with mommie......I guess that would explain his 9:00 curfew once a week that we saw eac

I Have
Do you know what it is like to wonder where life where take you.Do you every look in the mirror and wish thing could have ,should have been different.Have you ever sit in a dark corner and cried until there was no more running down your cheeks.Close the blinds so you don't have to see the sun.throw the pillows over your head so you can drown out the unwanted noise.I wish it would all just disappear.Have you ever,wrote a song,went back over it and said it was your best.Or,set down with pen in hand,and wrote the greatest tale ever told.Have you ever heard a song that made you cry at the first ,middle and last note played.Have you ever set in the rain,and hope it washed all the dirt in the world off of you. Have you ever look upon that mirror in a different light and Thank God he seen you through. Have you ever set in that same corner,and seen the world in a new light.Paint a picture of a memory.Throw away those pillows

Whispered Sighs
Whispered Sighs by LateNiteFantasy© Whispered sighs Tortured cries Bodies merge then part Touching tasting Feeling waiting Yet T/they're miles apart Souls entwined Spirits soar the pounding of T/their hearts Feeding loving needing wanting where He ends She starts

Now Is The Time
Now is the time by LateNiteFantasy© Now is the time when you come into my mind, my heart brushing aside the remnants of the day Now is the time when nothing else intrudes, exists as darkness soon falls Now is the time when our love is still here, still strong and the years never passed Now is the time that I long for, live for and cherish Cause now is the time for us!

I Crave
I Crave by LateNiteFantasy© My love for you has no bounds, I see your face in all that I do, Hear your voice in the music I listen to- My arms ache to hold you, I heart needs to behold you. When I think of you I smile- Which seems to be EVERY mile! To touch and hold you, Is something I crave, And no Honey-I don't desire to behave! Your love is a velvet rope around my heart, I know I've fallen for you-at the start. Your passionate sweet words-so romantic, Makes my heart flutter so frantic! I will leave you now- With this small poetic fraise-- I will love you all of my days!!

Holding My Breath
Holding my breath by LateNiteFantasy© life can be death. what good is breath released without reason, except to put one foot in front of the other covering ground to return to a home devoid of sound or soul to greet you there, where only letters, clothing and scents are left forming a phantom of past pleasures, treasures tarnished by dreams corroded through calamity. no cause for food to mouth, when memories of past meals shared together side by side, turns stomach to tidal pool of gastric acid churning, bitter, burning bile. instead consuming myself has become my meal of choice as the voice which once gave purpose becomes an age old song I know I have heard before.

The Moment
The Moment by LateNiteFantasy© Relaxed and nervous the moment waits. A split second of eternity. A lifetime to wonder. So real, it must be a dream. Every nerve Synapse Cell Coiled like a mousetrap Waiting

For Sale
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In Keyboard Unison
by LateNiteFantasy© It is when we write Doing so with ease Into the fluid flow Turning soul keys With gentle rhythms Smooth and slow The caring depths Inner keys glow Streaming eternally Sharing the shine I turning her key She holding mine Pleasures to mind Written to inspire Each having keys To heart’s desire Of mind and heart We continue on Sharing harmony Keyboard unison

I Dream With You
by LateNiteFantasy© Following the stars Cradling in dreams Touching the night Slide moonbeams In hoping the night Transports me far Illuminating skies Wherever you are Dreams are yours Within this space Moving towards A loving embrace Glows from stars Pleasure enters in Delights to dream Radiates the skin Want in our eyes Desires we view Kissing you deep I dream with you

Follow Your Heart
by LateNiteFantasy© The heart once broken is an arid landscape awaiting to be replenished. follow your heart oh yeah every song, every poem, every instinct tells you to follow your heart but after following my heart for half my life I came to the realization that the heart is foolish it does not know that love don't love nobody i began to look at relationships intellectually to use logic I calculated what i wanted leaving emotions behind ignoring the needs of my soul my outer shell showing a strong men no tears would I shed while my heart wept thirsting for love yearning to be sated repaired, revived and then love called an emotional volcano over-ruling all logical thought my heart flourished bloomed drinking love as a flower drinks in the morning dew beating vibrantly........alive, addicted and once again I follow my heart oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Man In The Mirror
by LateNiteFantasy© I look in the mirror at an unknown face Worn, aged, features seem out of place How in Hell did such a young heart Get trapped in the body of this old fart? I can’t be that old. Life has passed me by? What happened to me? Where did the time fly? Youth sees old, wrinkled and greyed Appearances count, of that I’m afraid. If only they could truly see inside The man within, not dead, not dried. I can’t be that old. Life has passed me by? What happened to me? Where did the time fly? At this age, you’d think I’d know Maybe my mind has started to slow Life’s funny, sometimes cruel and so is fate Found what I want, found it before its too late I can’t be that old. Life has passed me by? What happened to me? Where did the time fly?

Brightly I Burn
by LateNiteFantasy© Brightly I burn As in the dark I turn Flying faster on my own feet Than I have ever flown. Brightly I burn Into the night Brightly I burn As the world turns I glow in the dark as it creeps through the forest. I glow in the dark as it creeps through the meadows. I will continue to burn until the hour is nigh And upon my release, I will be doused Brightly I burn Though the world doesn't know Hidden deep within the leering of flames Brightly I burn In the hopes that tomorrow Will bring 'round the gentle wind that will soothe Brightly I burn And nightly I wait When comes the morning I know The time comes to turn off the rivers of flame That burn brightly within my heart

Dreams
by LateNiteFantasy© Dreams Night time odysseys Into the Known UnKnown Observe the seen unseen Hear the words unspoken Think the thoughts unthought Conquer the lands unseen The Universe is Yours Till the Morning When Light Sweeps Thought Away.

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Almost As Beautiful As You
Hauntingly beautiful Glimmering windows Innocent yet alive Piercing my soul Excited and anxious Drawn to the flame Breath absent Passion returned In a glance A moment of silence Knowing within My love.

Hearts Desire
by LateNiteFantasy© Tell me what's your hearts desire. So I can set your soul on fire. A single kiss to ease your mind, Isn't love a spectacular find. With a simple whispered word, I'll dull your senses isn't it absurd. One gentle caress, Will take away all your stress. Tell me Darlin' all your hearts desire, So we can set the night on fire.

What You Do
I'm the lovin the way you do what you do, oh baby you wish you knew. Being with you is the best thing thats ever happened to me, You opened my eyes and now I can see. I asked for the simple things, I never would have imagined that this is what your love brings. This love brings me pure satisfaction, and It this is way more then a fatal attraction. I've never felt so in love, I hold this relationship above. Your touch warms my soul, and makes me wanna take control. I hope this love holds steady, because I think I'm in love already.

Cheeseburger Poetry Challenge
cheeseburger poetry challenge by LateNiteFantasy© authors note: use the listed seven words and beat this fine and juicy poem. patina frontloader gala sassafras cheeseburger bonehead favorite Cheeseburger Challenger Ah! Cheeseburger, my favorite. Wayne's way, flipped not smashed. Bonehead cooks always squeezing, robbing life from the burger. Or! Make a gala outdoor festivity. Seared patina over sassafras embers. Smash my burger, I'll kick your ass. Juice laden fingers feed the frontloader.

Kiss Me In The Rain
It’s raining my love. I hear the patter of it’s drops hitting the ground. Reminding me of another day and time, when our love was newly found. It’s raining my love, Singing it’s song as thunder makes it’s sound Reminding me of another day and time, when we laughed and played around. It’s raining my love. Carrying me along and reminding me of the fact, your love for me abounds. It’s raining my love. Assuring me it’s true, of how deeply I love you. It’s raining my love. Come walk with me again. Relive the past once more, feel these feelings for ever more. It’s raining my love. Forever remember this, We’ll seal our love with a kiss. It’s raining my love. Come dream a dream with me. As we reach for ecstasy. It’s raining my love.

Simple Prayer
by LateNiteFantasy© I close my eyes and see her face, her soothing smile, her lips sweet taste... She pulls the breath right out of my chest, but I gasp with pleasure and happiness I confess... She takes my soul and sets it high, above all things, with her I can fly... Sending my love with a slow soothing touch, to feel her small gentle hands is more than enough... To love her this much without being near, makes me lower my head with a small meaningful tear... Enticing thoughts and emotions of her fill my day, to hold her forever... this now I do pray...

Piece Of Art
What a wonderful work you are, a piece of art, stirring my senses! Each one of texture, colour, flavour, scent and sound, making a soft brilliance out of a savoury, perfumed noise. I want to touch you, to see you, to lick you and to smell your sweet delight as you let me hear your love. A treasure found though never lost, just hidden behind your cloak of humanity.

Under Skirt
"What is under the skirt? panty? g-string? crotchless? thong? What color does she wear? naughty black? sexy red? innocent white? girly pink? What is underneath that? hairy? bald? pierced? clamped? How I wish the wind would suddenly gust to show me what is under the skirt! "

If Love
by LateNiteFantasy© If Love... If love were a feeling It would pass through a heart Like wind through the trees Like a river through the hills But love is not a feeling It is a revelation Love is not a changing season It is a rock It is constant; unwavering. We will always feel love Yet love might not always Be pointed in one direction. Sometimes it moves from Object to object like the Hands of a clock Always moving from Minute to minute; hour to hour. If love were a game We'd all be pieces On the grand chessboard of the heart. Some would be pawns to carry out Cupid's bidding Some kings and queens To rule in each other's hearts. Others would be bishops and rooks To place their love in the Faith of gods unseen. Then some, Knights, Warriors who fight for love's sake Knowing full well that The act of love may lead To chaos in the heart. But love is not a game It is real; and there Are real winners and real Losers. Tears are very Real an

Bonds Of The Soul
" The bond we share is deep Memories of you haunt my dreams And stalk my days But the price is steep I feel you in everything I do It inspires my heart to fly And the words I write are only for you It’s not something I understand This constant presence in my life And inside my mind But your touch guides my hand I see my hand and yours held tight Where do you end and I begin From where I stand I see no end in sight I live to look into your eyes To feel their warmth To see the heat shining there And the love that is free of lies In the bonds of time we are trapped Unable to break free of the past But bound to love one another Our chart has been mapped Tangled together we are almost one To live without you is like dying To live with you is sweet torture For one look and I am done I think of only you And of the time we had Sweet memories of love that fill my soul I long for you to feel that too. Forced to live as strangers Our love co

"very Bad Boy
by LateNiteFantasy© "I’ve been a bad little boy. Last night, I stole a lovely’s pearl. She looked to me with passionate eyes told me where a treasure resides. “You possess a key,” she said. “I tell you no lies.” I pondered. Oh, yes, I wondered. Shall I use one key? Two keys? Perhaps, three. “Oh, more,” she panted. “Use more!” More?! I laughed. What a dirty little whore! Resuming, I used four then, fist. The treasure trove now spread open, I reached inside to take a token. A jewel? A ruby? Or is it a pearl? Oh, last night, I was a very bad boy.

Keyhole
"Through this keyhole watch and see A piece of sensuous harmony. Drinking from the cup, of love's great potion bodies meet in elegant motion. Tongues working, their magical tricks, with wild abandon they get their kicks. Glistening bodies, dripping with sweat, eyes dialated, not perfect yet! Invitingly wide, her legs are spread erect and hard, his quivering head. A celebration of life, coming together,you see, A piece of sensuous harmony!"

A Simpler Time
There is not one fiber of my body that is old yet. I remind myself of that when I commence to thinking back. Those thoughts usually occur when I believe my son has grown between blinks. I believe that recollection is a powerful idea that anglers maintain and fear releases. Some of you recollect more decades than I. You can recall times when fishing and life and the tools needed to fish and live by were simple. Within you are special souls that understand hunger pains and the pains of life and how catching a river cat or a pond bream erased at least some of life's pains. Even though I am barely beyond my third decade of life, I'm reminded of my youth when I take to fishing. Occasionally, when my haphazard mind slips into a premature state of reckoning, I think back to my early days of following a path to the water. I am certain that I am not alone when I recall walking a worn cow path on my way to fishing for the first time. For those who were not blessed with being reare

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Inferno
Inferno by LateNiteFantasy© His tongue,the wand of dreams flicks against her lips she quivers with delight as she raises high her hips His hands keep her steady as the inferno burns within her juices flow like waterfalls running off his chin She begs and pleads and whimpers please fuck me with your tool she wants him he wants her as they both begin to drool Suck my cock he whispers fuck me hard she cry`s the inferno it is growing they can see it in their eye`s He enters her with passion she moans i`m loving this she feels his tool engaging in the inferno moist abyss He explodes with a roar for him its not the same to extinguish the inferno thats become an eternal flame.