This past week i have realized a few things....
Not everything is as appears.
I have honestly given Ct a try and I am sure now I am leaving.
I cannot rely on anyone anymore for anything, and friends I thought I had, I dont.
Not really sure as to the why who where when what and how.... but I need to rely on just me.
I have a tendency to put everyone before me, and not take care of me. From now on my kiddo comes first then me. I am changing and most are not going to like the new me.
I am one of the few on here and in life, what you see is what you get.I dont need to pretend to be anything other than what I am.
I honestly tried to be a caring person and for that I get used.
So back to the old I dont give a F*** me.
I refuse to be hurt again
