Fubar Blog Posts 4

What's New?
I quit the lounge for my personal reasons. one beying a 3ft tall monkey who cant speak well because I don't speak well. I don't use my whole mouth to talk so everything sounds like a lisp apparently. so i'm going to write a list of annoying things 1. i'll never ask for a vip till i can buy one back for them. so i don't see why people ask for them? i know i know you get 11's to rate that's awesome but still. this is just me 2. when you do something for one reason and you get accused for it a nother reason. 3. mormons and jehovah's witnesses who continue to knock on your door till you answer it, they talk about something that you are not in the mood for... really, if I really want to look into religion i have the internet. I have a religion yes i'm a christian no you may not come in to pray. 4. when people don't say whats on their mind (I'm guilty of doing it but i do share in the end if you really want to know)

Auction
On the 21st JC is running an auction. I will be in along with some other hotties from the DLS lounge. Bid on me or someone else. When it starts I will be posting a link and reposting bulletins for you to use. Lets see how it goes...later luvvies!

Oh No Obama ---wake Up America
I so wanted to make this a Mumm but did not wanna get beat up for not a Mumm.... Several weeks ago there was a discussion on Obamas Beliefs and how it would affect his role of President if elected. Historically we can see that the President of the united states often makes descions based on religous beliefs or up brining. This is shining example of why Obama should not be elected president. He stated he does not believe everything tht his former "Spiritual Advisor" had preached BUT HE DOES NOT STATE WHICH ONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP AMERICA I see some bad Ju Ju Comming if he is elected.... I am by no means a Conspiracy Theroist (sp?) but I truley belive that Obama has some alternative motives for wanting to be president. In a fiery sermon taped and available on DVD, Barack Obama’s longtime pastor and spiritual adviser can be seen and heard saying three times: “God damn America.” The Rev. Jeremiah Wright Jr., in his taped sermons, also questioned America’s

Come Help Out A Hottie
I have a good friend of mine who is up for auction. he is very sweet and when you see his pic you will see how cute he is too. you know you wanna bid on him.. he is offering.... a Pimp Bulletin and blog on his page 100 11's for a month owned by his name for 2 months rate blogs rate stashes thumb up until til done top friend for a month make crush daily comments for a month drinks daily for a month if and when the winner is in a contest he will use up all his comments til its over you cant tell me thats not a good deal :) if you wanna bid on him here is the link click on the picture below

Who Cares About Spelling Anyway
In MUMMS I often read comments about how the writers don't care about spelling, grammar or syntax when they are on the Internet. All well and good if its just an issue of being willing to look, or actually be, uneducated. However, for those of us with learning disabilities, its no joke. I have dyslexia (not the nonsense claims that many people on here say they have, but the real thing) and that makes it difficult to decipher misplaced commas, poor grammar and bad spelling. I spell check everything I post to make sure I have it right. Could you please proof your writing before you post it. It can be very hard to read. I know its my issue, but Thanks.

Quotes I Like
As to the deceit perpetrated upon women, let it pass, for, when love is in the way, men and women as a general rule dupe each other. By recollecting the pleasures I have had formerly, I renew them, I enjoy them a second time, while I laugh at the remembrance of troubles now past, and which I no longer feel. Hatred, in the course of time, kills the unhappy wretch who delights in nursing it in his bosom. I don't conquer, I submit. I have always loved truth so passionately that I have often resorted to lying as a way of introducing it into the minds which were ignorant of its charms. I have felt in my very blood, ever since I was born, a most unconquerable hatred towards the whole tribe of fools, and it arises from the fact that I feel myself a blockhead whenever I am in their company. I know that I have lived because I have felt, and, feeling giving me the knowledge of my existence, I know likewise that I shall exist no more when I shall have ceased to fee

I Want Some..
I really just want someone to fuck. But i mean good sex not bad mellow sex that after it's done you just feel like you accomplished nothing. Just i want to fuck like a random beautiful woman, im not picky just i want someone to fuck...lol my gf is very boring sexually but not sure how to tell her....so i dont' know what to do.

Drama Peoples
Not going into detail but I fucking hate people (not all just a lot). I've just witnessed the most fucked up thing ever and been blocked twice by people I've known on here for over year for saying absolutely fuck all about them. Nice. (I may have said people kissed sonny's ass but that was the only bad thing, and I stick by that anyway). Oh, and three blocks now as far as I know, one an ex family list member. That's what I get for being the nice guy.

Voicemail
It's here The space where you should be Bend your ear Let my kisses whisper in Do not fear My arms make a strong O As all through the centuries Lovers have been cradled. Listen, soft! Ten thousand-volt desire Sears my heart Don't give me e-mail, voice mail Or any other means of separation Be here and touch me My need for you is nothing virtual But real

Loving A Prisoner
Loving a prisoner is not an easy thing to do, Nobody knows this better than you; It only gets harder day after day, So giving me your heart is a high price to pay, Promising to me, saying you'll wait, Knowing someday soon they will open those gates. Hoping and waiting for a letter each day, For the smile I get each time one comes my way. Tell me you love me and miss me so, Because if you don't I really need to know. Loving a prisoner is not much fun, But it is worth the wait when the time is done, My time is written in volumes of three... The Past, The Present, and They Yet to Be. The past is over and miles away. The Present we're living from day to day. The yet to be is the best of the three, We'lll spend it together just you and me...

Sadness
Scene at Salisbury Millwork, hospital somber By Kathy Chaffin Salisbury Post The mood at Rowan Regional Medical Center was somber Friday as family and friends of two fallen firefighters gathered to console each other. Even those who hadn't heard about the five-alarm fire at Salisbury Millwork could sense something was terribly wrong. Television news vans were parked outside the emergency department, and shaken firefighters, police officers and city officials were going in and out. Many of them avoided the front entrance and used a side door to the left of the security office. That was the same door Emergency Medical Service workers used to take 40-year-old Victor Isler into the department a couple of hours into the horrific fire. EMS workers were administering CPR on Isler when they arrived at the medical center, but were unable to revive the Salisbury firefighter. Three other firefighters — one from the Salisbury department and two from Locke — were transported to

Rest Inside My Heart To: My Loving Wife Angel
Rest your head next to mine close your eyes and ignore the time Place your head upon my heart Fall asleep, don't fall apart In your sleep dream of me I dream of you in dreams I see Rest your head upon my chest Let my heartbeat say the rest Now you sleep and sleep so well Eyes are closed but dreams do tell I kiss your picture then close my eyes And dream of you throughout the night

Cooking
Are You a Creative Cook?My Result: ImproviseThere are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — than those who know the fine art of improvisation. Ad-lib cooks like you cleverly make things up as you go along, whether that's by switching the menu from shrimp to steak or making a four-person stew stretch to feed 12. Improvising demands the cook to be part scientist, part inventor, and part negotiator — all while maintaining a steady confidence that it will turn out fine and taste great when it's done cooking. And the funny thing is, it usually does. That's why your dinner guests never fail to leave happy — even when what they ate wasn't on the menu. Yes, chef!What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=creativecookogt&c=50652 Are You a Creative Cook?Re-take this test Sam, you're a creative cook because you Improvise There are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — t

Too Many Obstacles But You Can Overcome It All
in life we all struggle. simple as that. every day your faced with a new challenge wether you over come that specific challenge is up too you no one else. as i sit back an watch the world arround me suddenly my problems dont seem so bad. people living on the streets no money, no food, no home. And the thing about that is no one really seems to care, if we would all just take the time to realize what were doing to each other maybe just maybe things would get a little better. a little boy who had been in the foster system since age 2 was killed because of malnutrition an neglect. i feel for that boy because i had been in foster care most of my life having to deal with the abuse and the humility of being a foster child. being in states custody was what topped off the hell i live in. 45 foster homes,19group home,12 hospitals,never knowing where you belong and knowing you dont fit in wishing for a normal life but knowing you cant go home because your parents a drug addicts and abusive

A Thing Of Beauty
A Thing of Beauty (Endymion) A thing of beauty is a joy for ever: Its lovliness increases; it will never Pass into nothingness; but still will keep A bower quiet for us, and a sleep Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing. Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing A flowery band to bind us to the earth, Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth Of noble natures, of the gloomy days, Of all the unhealthy and o'er-darkn'd ways Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all, Some shape of beauty moves away the pall From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon, Trees old and young, sprouting a shady boon For simple sheep; and such are daffodils With the green world they live in; and clear rills That for themselves a cooling covert make 'Gainst the hot season; the mid-forest brake, Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms: And such too is the grandeur of the dooms We have imagined for the mighty dead; An endless fountai

Great Girls !!!
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Spiritual
Sam You Believe in the Pendulum!!Using a pendulum is a form of 'kinesiology' . As with muscle testing, your own 'body spirit' or 'body angel' who is in charge of moving the subtle energy around your body, responds to your thoughts and words using that energy to move the pendulum and answer your questions. Your body spirit can answer questions directly in relation to the body, or be the intermediary for you to talk to your higher self and soul, your spirit guides, the souls of other people, the earth, animals, plants, minerals or elements. You believe in personal divination more than foretelling the future of others. To you, the use of personal mediation and understanding yourself is of high importance. You are a grounded person who tends to be calm and collected. You avoid drama and consult yourself before anyone else.

Dj Jade Rockin The Tunes, The Way You Want!
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Respect Our Troops.
I am posting this because I feel it's necessary to remind people that we should have GREAT RESPECT FOR THOSE SERVING OUR COUNTRY. I also wish to remind all of you that we should be grateful for who and what we have. You may not have a life without problems, but you have a life you should live to its fullest despite any obstacles in your way. Read this and remember to show your respect to those who fight for our country... It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ---------------------------------------------------- You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your ant

Unexpected Visitors
Greetings & Salutations my dear FUbarians! Lend me your eyes. ??? Neva mind =) I know this is rare, but... I have a surprise set of house guests tonight. Let me think how to put it.... My ex-sister-in-law and her daughter (my son's aunt on his mom's side) - Wendy & Claire - are in Nashville visiting Vanderbilt University. I guess Claire has her senior year in HS coming up or she graduates this spring - how the hell am I supposed to keep up? - and she might be attending Vandy. oh. boy. I sure don't need a 17 year old female to babysit for the next 4-5 years. Worse, Wendy just might follow her here. I hope she finds another school. I am pretty sure she will because mom is so high on Vandy. WHEW! fingers X'd! Anyway at least they called me last night about the time I was settling in for sleep. WOOHOO! 20 hours' notice! Oh well, always liked her better than her sister lol! She is younger too... So I will have - between the cat and the ladies - a whole house full of kit

Updated Stickcam For Dj Devine!! :d
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By My Man David
baby i love you like a fat kid loves cake, you make my mouth water and my butt shake, when you say you love me i melt inside, i want to hold you till the end of time, baby when you moan on the phone i somtimes need to change my underwear cause cause it feels so good when you talk into my ear, muah muah muah if anybody fucks with you i will blah blah blah, lol i love you so much i cant wait to be with you,

Celtic Horoscope
You Are An Elm Tree You are easygoing and a pleasure to be around. Good looking, you have a pleasant shape and tasteful clothes. You demand little in others, but you tend not to forgive their mistakes. Dominant, you like to lead and enjoy making decisions for others. Overall, you are cheerful, honest, noble, generous, and funny. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Contest For Fubux
I entered this contest for fubux. I get fubux for every comment and rate so if you get time can you please just drop by a rate and a few comments by clicking on the picture below. I would really appreciate it and let me know if any of you need anything...thanks so much!! :)

Apple Green
You Are Apple Green You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you. And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive. You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way. Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life. What Color Green Are You?

When The Sun No Longer Shines
When the Sun No Longer Shines I couldn't see a problem , 'till you came by yesterday, And I can't tell you how it hurts , to look at you that way. You came to me , with opal eyes, the starlight , at your feet. The signs tell of a meeting with the chemist , in the street. What will you tell yourself, if we never see the signs ? Did you ever wonder where you'll be when the sun , no longer shines ?

What My Name Means
What Joleen Means You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it

Alone
Alone Another night , sitting , waiting , wanting desperately to feel a touch . No not a sinful touch , a simple one. An embrace can mean so very much . Sure , I sit tonight( by choice) alone. Feeling a touch of simple pleasure done at any time , for any reason seems to me like a minor treasure . Yet I know that in a loving grasp lies a promise , the goal , eternity . Though , forever , in a lovers arms right now seems like pure fantasy.

Resist That Stalker Urge :/
So I was jammin to my ipod on my drive home from work when this song came on. I was singing it at the top of my lungs while onlookers gawked at me (I can sing pretty well. Ask about me.). I started thinking about a conversation my friend and I had about still having feelings for someone who no longer/never had feelings for you. I know it's hard to get over someone once you've opened your heart to them. You've shared and laughed and made love. There was this intense connection that both sides reciprocated. But now one person wants out. All of a sudden they're a walking robot with 0 feelings! WTF! How can someone shut off like that?? Wanna know the answer.. IT DOESN'T MATTER. When one person in a relationship wants out the other doesn't have a choice. Don't make a fool out of yourself trying to convince them to come back. You shouldn't have to convince someone that loves you to stay with you. They should want to of their own free will. Let them go. If they come back t

What's Your Carnival Ride?
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat

Forever
Forever Life had only just begun, though twice, I had gone around the sun. Yet , forever bound we would be. A full grown woman ... bound to me. Mom ... I'm sure that was her name , and breaking hearts was her game. The woman I depended on, so suddenly , had packed , and gone. Let's move forward , in my life. I took a girl to be my wife. We swore , in front of God , Forever. Yes , we would alwals be together. The key word there was girl you see. Alot to learn , a world to see, and no matter how hard I tried , another man , would be her guide. Even though , some call it sin, I looked , and fell in love again . So young again ,but I was I was sure , experience , made her mature. Now once again , I had a plan, but again , there came another man. " Daddy " , my girl calls he, and I . Grin on his face , tear in my eye. Remember this , if we should start , and know these words are from my heart. " Forever ", n

A Prayer Addressed To The Mountain Spirits
Mountain Spirit, leader of the Mountain Spirits, your body is holy. By means of it, make him well again. Make his body like your own. Make him strong again. He wants to get up with all of his body. For that reason, he is performing this ceremony, Do that which he has asked of you. Long ago, it seems you restored someone's legs and eyes for them. This has been said. In the same way, make him free again from disease. That is why I am speaking to you.

Dream Catchers
An ancient Chippewa tradition The dream net has been made For many generations Where spirit dreams have played. Hung above the cradle board, Or in the lodge up high, The dream net catches bad dreams, While good dreams slip on by. Bad dreams become entangled Among the sinew thread. Good dreams slip through the center hole, While you dream upon your bed. This is an ancient legend, Since dreams will never cease, Hang this dream net above your bed, Dream on, and be at peace.

~irish Blessing~
Your morning thought for the day: May God give you... For every storm, a rainbow, For every tear, a smile, For every care, a promise, And a blessing in each trial. For every problem life sends, A faithful friend to share, For every sigh, a sweet song, And an answer for each prayer. ~Irish Blessing~

Cheating
I have herd for the past week about cheating, possible cheating(if you consider meeting an ex for the weekend cheating) do you consider a sex act cheating if its just a one nighter! Or if its with another girls is that cheating? Or is oral sex cheating? Come on Where do you people come from. If you are in a comitted relationship then its cheating! I dont care if you just started going with the person or you have been with them for 100 years. You dont say when you meet the person when you become comitted oh by the way babyI want you to be my gf/bf but once in awhile I want to go fuck someone else no you dont cuz you know they wont go for that. ITS CHEATING. No matter how you look at it. I think todays morals suck. The problem with society today is that the love that one holds for another is so dispendible that they can just throw it out the window for a peice of ass but when its all over you hear oh baby Im sorry.It didnt mean anything to me. I didnt know what I was doing or I was drun

Wrong
Ok so in my area they are doing a Bowl for Kids Sake that raises money for the Big Brother Big Sister program. I asked a local person I was supposed to meet if he wanted to do it. That person told me yes he would definitely do it. He has not talked to me in a week and I sent him a message about it and told him I need the money next weekend no anwser. It is not even about me and him. I am sorry when you say that you are gonna do something for kids. Then you back out of it and do not do it. There is something wrong with you and shows you what there character is like.

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Alright
Alright i'm trying too figure out the male mind.. friends who say they are friends really aren't and others who say they are really are.. why is it most males only wanna be my friend on here too get too see my nsfw pics..and others couldn't care less..i mean i love having u guys in my life but sometimes it gets annoying and i get tired of saying no or worse cussing and deleteing these people..i understand i put them up there..but if your not in my family then don't ask too see em..i'll choose wether or not too see them...am i wrong for thinking this way??

When Is Enough ...enough
So today started out like every other day, and then i got into the office and had the shit hit the fan ASAP. Owning your own business is Hard, and to boot it gets harder when you have days like this I get in the office and to find out that some of my Servers were off line...so i get with my "IT" people and rip them a new ass because there steady playing games while these alarms on the servers going off......problem fixed ......back to normal day..phew then i talk with my ex.....We have been battling back and forth to get back together, and seems that somethign always fucks it up all the time, so this time it was someone Hating on us both, and fills my ear with Bull Shit.....and i ask her about some of it, and to come anf find out it was all LIES i was told by this other person....DRAMA yes i know....... so after my ex hears what i have to say she drops a BOMB on me, she says......i wanted to get back together today and tell you i loved you and missed you so much.......and you

My Poetic Writing
Her spirit moves me, and I sigh I sing loves songs to make her cry Tears of joy wash away my sin Completely whole outside and within Made anew in the bonds held deep One in every way forever to keep Two of one soul , heart and mind Dream that my soul longed to find Now held in arms and the loving gaze She is my life till the end of our days One in all things and her heart beats true I thank god for the love my soul always knew By R Thomas Dinsmore written about my wife

Today...
THANK U FOR ALL THE SWEET AND THOUGHTFUL MESSAGES ON MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!! I CAN’T BELIEVE I AM 54.. YES!! I SAID 54.. GEEZ,WHEN DID I GROW OLD SO FAST... AHH BUT ITS NOT HOW OLD U R,BUT HOW U LIVE YOUR YEARS.. THINK YOUNG,AND POSITIVE,AND DONT LET LIFE AND PEOPLE BRING U DOWN... IF THEY DO,MOVE ON.... THEY HAVE MORE PROBLEMS THEN U.. :) THANKS TO SUCH THOUGHTFUL FANS AND FRIENDS!! XXOO

Sex Freak
LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Bombers In Git-r-done Family
i like to know who all in the bomb squad for the git-r-done family so i make sure i have u add rated and fan.... thxs for letting me know...this will help me with the new members in the family too

A Must Read
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today!The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough peopleto click on their site daily to meet their quotaof donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman.It takes less than a minute to go to their siteand click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle).This doesn't cost you a thing.Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the numberof daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising.Here's the web site!Pass it along to people you know.Click on ribbon for direct link .... Thank you

Just Fucking Fuck Me, Already.
Dear Men of Craigslist, Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me. When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please fuck me. Trust me, I'm not going to just lie still - I'll get involved. But don't make me forc

Starting Over
Starting Over I know you have your doubts about our lives, You have been hurt before and want to hide, But we have time to take it slow, To nurture our feelings and let them grow. Others have come and caused you pain, Making you wonder if we all are the same, I know it is hard to give your trust, To escape from the life that you've been thrust. I know it is so easy not to try, But you will always find me by your side, So when you are ready to take the step, The trust you give me will be safely kept. So my darling, when you are ready to try again, You will find me with you until the end, And sweet darling, when you are ready to start, Just know I will keep you safe in my heart. DQA

Hey!!!!!! Fu-own Me
HEY BABY!!!!! How would you like to Fu-Own me for a month....I am offering up a lot of stuff....check it out....bid on me....you wont regret!!! check it out....heres the link Click the pic it will bring you to the link!!! GOOD LUCK!!!!! MUUUAAAAAAAHHH!!!!

[something Crazy And Unrelated To Anything]
I need a LOT more caffeine, and a new start to my story. It came out of my head, but I screwed with it too much, and got into too much a hurry. So... REWRITE! WOO! A whole night set back. Also... where the FUCK is my go juice? I got plenty of tea, shitty coffee, and no soda or energy drinkarge. ...and my fucking coffee shop closed 30 minutes ago. Not enough, I'm sleeping til dusk and going to bed at dawn. Napping whenever I run out of nonsense programs on TV to run in the background. Hmm... need an insomnia buddy- or someone to play nintendo on my couch to keep the background noise going. It's like having an alcholics anonymous sponsor- only this person jabs you with a broomstick when you doze off. You know how to apply for the position...

Those Legs..
i've got this tick in my neck. it burns it's way down my spine. it tingles me and makes my skin bumpy and my hair prickly and all the way down to my feet, i cant stop it it moves me. it moves my feet and baby i can't stop my legs slink after my feet my body tilts and rolls after them yesterday it was after that pair of legs. she shot pool by herself suckin hard on a cheap beer bending too far over in that short polka dotted skirt tattoos and bra straps rockabilly and a little trash i watched her perfect ass move under the fabric watched her brush an imaginary something off of her chest she worked the pool cue hard into the little brick of chalk took a shot and missed she finished her game and took her seat in a big chair crossed her legs high flashing those gorgeous white thighs she was pure sex and she knew it she took another long pull on her beer lit a smoke and waited for me my feet started moving and my legs followed i couldn't help it she had it co

The Horth Whithperer
If you don't laugh out loud at this, you're just not trying!! A guy calls his buddy, the horse rancher, and says he's sending a friend over t o look at a horse. His buddy asks, "How will I recognize him?" "That's easy; he's a midget with a speech impediment." So, the midget shows up, and the guy asks him if he's looking for a male or female horse. "A female horth." So he shows him a prized filly. "Nith lookin horth. Can I thee her eyeth"? So the guy picks up the midget and he gives the horse's eyes the once over. "Nith eyeth, can I thee her earzth"? So he picks the little fella up again, and shows him the horse's ears. "Nith earzth, can I see her mouf"? The rancher is getting pretty ticked off by this point, but he picks him up again and shows him the horse's mouth. "Nice mouf, can I see her twat"? Totally mad as fire at this point, the rancher grabs him under his arms and rams the midget's head as far a

My Friends Who Want To Know What Is Wrong
Today has not been good!!! How do nurses and aids do this every day!!! He can no longer make choices. He does not realize he can not stand on his own. This hurts so fucking bad and I can not walk away. It would be wrong to do that. My mother in law flat out said she wishes i was certified to do this that way i could get paid for being such a big help to them. my sons behaviour is going down hill, he has built up energy and i don't have a chance to even take him outside. My brother in law stayed last night so i was able to take him to the library but i had to come back early because my MIL had to go grocery shopping, She hasn't gone in over a week and our supplies were VERY low. this weekend should be easier on my son. His cousin is here and she already said she will take him outside for most of the day for me. I can not tell you how much i appreciate her doing this. and next weekend is easter so her and her sister will be here to take him outside. I feel like a horrible mo

It
well once again i have to say that altough drunk i can say i have one of the worst nights again when will i learn .... never it seems why cant i find a normal person to fall in love with not one who is engaged and sleeps around getting off with every guy in the pub she says she loves me and boy i really love her but when she goes out the back for a qiuckie what the hell am i meant to do ?/ now she is texting the manager of the bar and started hitting on the bar staff too i could just go insane some say i have i lost over a stone in weight in just 3 weeks and am now iin danger of losing my job over her i have no idea what to do im a nice guy maybe thats where im going wrong i have no idea all i want is her what is so wrong with that but i have no idea what i can do i am so in love and she says she loves me too but then she ges and has a night like this i am so confused about it all anyway back to crying myself to sleep tp x

""read This Whole Thing. It's So Dang True*
""READ THIS WHOLE THING. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Fo

Thank You
THE STRENGTH OF ALL THE ELEMENTS The one who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend. We seldom think of what we have, but always think of what we miss. Don't cry because its over now, laugh because it happened. The more your precisely you plan, the harder destiny will hit you. What happens, happens for a reason. The best things happen, when you least expect them. The greatest events aren't the loudest but the most quiet hours. The most difficult lesson to learn is which bridge in life to use or which one to burn. Everybody sees how you seem, However, Only some know who you are. He who would like to have something he never had, will have to do something well that he hasn't yet done. Perhaps God would want you to become acquainted with many different people in the course of your life so that when you meet the right ones you can appreciate and be grateful for them. Plan for tomorrow but LIVE for today! Love doesn't require that two people look at each other but rather

Stressin Gotta Vent
anyways so here I am all sweet and nice and let people borrow money but when I need it back to pay bills its like oh I totally forgot.. people suck why should I be nice!! it's not like it pays off in the end and I dont get anything out of it but a big frigon headache.. Why?? why am I so nice?? why can't I just say no?? anyone got an answer on how I can be more mean when it comes to the answer NO..

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores running through your head? You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, "We'll do it tomorrow?" And in your haste, not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die Cause you never had time to call and say "Hi"? You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened g

Join This Family!!!
'Ctgirl - *OWNER OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* - OWNED BY TUFFGUY-Fu Wife to Scout4u' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-14 21:11:39'.. > > > > > > > > > > FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! > > TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! > > > > RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. > 1. No Drama Allowed! > 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. > **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. > 3. Must add owner to family > 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) > 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. > 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. > 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the n

My Dreams Come True
Finally my hard work in photography has come to a head. I've posted pics up of "My 1st Photo Shoot" and you can find them up in an album in my photos. Please drop by and give me your feedback. I've not added all that I want to, but would love it if you all could check it out. Thanks!! ~Heather

When U Look Me In The Eyes-jonas Brothers
"When You Look Me In The Eyes" If the heart is always searching, Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting, To be with you again Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. More and more, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I

Just Writing
Let me start by saying I am not mad. I just want to write because for the past almost month now. I have had some bad Karma. And it gets a bit frustrating. But I do my best to brush it off and not take it out on people who matter. And it is something I work at each day. It's a give and take world. And not everything has been bad. I just struggle with the fact of being ambitious, yet wanting which is wrong. Because the good Lord will provide us with what we need in life. How long I will this struggle will last only he know's and everyday I will do my best to be a better person and I was the day before.

American Idol "having Courage"
I was watching the television awhile back, giving some thought process to what I would write about next when my attention happened across a television series called "American Idol!" At the time there was so much going on, being a father of 4 small children, and the nightly activities that usually consist of this position in life, dinner,clean up after dinner, dishes, wiping down counter tops, puting the dishes away and taking out the kitchen garbage etc etc. Then Asia'h Epperson came on, an 18 year old molado girl from Joplin, Missouri' and its her story that made my heart break. While doing the final check of homework, getting the bathes ready for kids, batheing kids, drying kids and proceeding to the ceremonial brushing of teeth, I was listening to this young girl Asia'h(s) history and the first sentence in her introduction or perhaps the second sentence i dont recall, but all I know was is that I had to stop what I was doing immediately and come out to watch the rest of her story, h

This Is The Truth About Marines
U.S.Marines are.... Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket

Hi Everyone...
Just checking in after 2 weeks. Im still going to school and the closer I get to graduation the happier I get. I have about 6 more months, then Im out in a salon somewhere. Im doing very good and getting more confident with clients everyday. Thats saying something for someone whos has shy as I am. Its hard to believe that my nephew will be 6 months old soon. It seems like just yesterday that Ally went to the hospital. She came by last night and brought him with her. Hes getting so big. I miss my kids being that age. Wrestling season is almost over for my kids. City tourney is this coming monday and tuesday. Both boys have done well this year and tried their hardest. I cant ask for much more than that. Both boys are still doing great in school. Honor roll so I know that has a parent Im doing something right. It helps that I have an awesome support system behind me too. Ok so time to wrap this up its Saturday so I have school today. Its one of the busiest days of the week of us.

Looking For Some Good Hearted People!
Did you know… * 1 in 150 children is diagnosed with autism * 1 in 94 boys is on the autism spectrum * 67 children are diagnosed per day * A new case is diagnosed almost every 20 minutes * More children will be diagnosed with autism this year than with AIDS, diabetes & cancer combined * Autism is the fastest-growing serious developmental disability in the U.S. * Autism costs the nation over $90 billion per year, a figure expected to double in the next decade * Autism receives less than 5% of the research funding of many less prevalent childhood diseases * Boys are four times more likely than girls to have autism * There is no medical detection or cure for autism Here's your chance to own a Cowboy AND a Gem! Plus at the same time you will be helping a good cause! ALL donations are tax deductible too and any size donation is greatly appreciated! Thanks so much in advance! WantedCowboy & aGEM4life Up for AuctionNot into the whole "ownin

Patriotic Americans
SIGN IN A PHILADELPHIA STORE WINDOW - 'WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER!' This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement.& amp; nbsp; However, we are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!!! God Bless AMERICA Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave. And impossible to forget! Share this with all your unforgettable friends today....

I Need Your Help & Your Vote!!!
Hey FUbies!!!! How are yas? Yes....another blog about the contest!! LoL This 1st week's challenge is now open fpr public vote!! I will provide the link...all ya have to do is rate it & post in a comment "VOTE". All help will be appreciated & I will return the love...if I am slow on the love part..just let me know! Sometimes I get sidetracked or forget!! hehe THANK YOU SO MUCH for all of YOUR help!!!! HUGGGS ~ReD~ http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=798417&albumid=892258&i=2286873841

Honey, Will You Marry... Oh. Never Mind...
LONDON (Reuters) - It is the one moment every man wants to get right -- and which London floor-fitter Lefkos Hajji could hardly have got more wrong. The luckless 28 year-old's dreams of giving his sweetheart, Leanne, 26, the ultimate proposal have literally vanished into thin air. Hajji, of Hackney, east London, had concealed a $12,000 engagement ring inside a helium balloon. The idea was that she would pop the balloon as he popped the question. But as he left the shop, a gust of wind pulled the balloon from his hand and he watched the ring -- and quite possibly the affections of his girlfriend -- sailing away over the rooftops. "I couldn't believe it," he told The Sun newspaper. "I just watched as it went further and further into the air. "I felt like such a plonker. It cost a fortune and I knew my girlfriend would kill me." Hajji spent two hours in his car trying to chase and find the balloon, without success. "I thought I would give Leanne a pin so I could l

Gonna Be On Cnn
Just wanted to let everyone that might care know I am going to be on CNN Thursday March 20th at noon. They were there filming friday and will be on there news at noon. IF you get a chance please check it out. The company is Xunlight Solar. Much love to all my true friends.

A Must Read!
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today!The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough peopleto click on their site daily to meet their quotaof donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman.It takes less than a minute to go to their siteand click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle).This doesn't cost you a thing.Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the numberof daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising.Here's the web site!Pass it along to people you know.Click on ribbon for direct link .... Thank you

Lost For Words - Ronan Keating
If I can't find the words... Waiting for this feeling That I'm drowning in to subside You make me swim like a beginner Like I'm new at life All these words don't come easy No they always seem to stop There is awkward silence yeah Anytime we talk Oh but I wanna let it in I wanna ease all your doubts I keep trying to get it out But if I can't find the words To tell you what I'm feeling Baby that don't mean It don't mean that I don't feel it I'm trying to tell you girl But if you don't believe just look and see My face says what you mean to me When I can't find the words I know I can send you flowers To try to make my feelings clear And girl I could hold you tight for hours I wanna tell you what you're trying to hear Oh and I wanna let it in I wanna ease all your doubts I keep trying to get it out But if I can't find the words To tell you what I'm feeling Baby that don't mean It don't mean that I don't feel it I'm trying to tell you girl But if

Dj Chaos......rockin Your Speakers & Leveling The House!
Totalchaos69::: Diablo' s Den DJ/Greeter ::: married to sugarNspice and lovin' it!!!@ fubar DJ TOTALCHAOS69 CLICK PIC TO LET THE LIL DEVIL IN YOU COME OUT AND PLAY!!!

Dick Cheney: Comedian Extraordinaire
Vice President Dick Cheney can’t be stopped: already an accomplished criminal, international superstar, a husband, father, politician, country music legend....and now comedic hopeful? Apparently so says White House funny man and Presidential homeboy Dick Cheney. By now it’s apparent that the world’s most recognizable Dick will not be a presidential candidate in the 2008 election. After a monumentally successful 6 years within the Bush regime, many had openly wondered what lay ahead for the man widely regarded as the best Vice President this century has ever seen. Why comedy? "Well I developed many jokes while growing up in Nebraska & Wyoming." recalled Cheney "because there was nothing else to do!" he continued "I was always heavily engaged in creating Ha-Ha since I was a little Dick." Wyoming has long been revered for both it’s comedic properties and nearly limitless soil reserves "During Vietnam I received like 5 draft notices from the Army.

Nsfw......
I was thinking of taking some pix that were adult oriented. Would anyone bother even looking? I have been lucky enough to see some nsfw pics. So I thought I would ask b4 I just went and put them out there. I know guy pix are never very creative or great to look at, but thought I'd ask? Please feedback...

Callin Ppl Fake Juggalos
DONT CALL OTHER PPPL FAKE CUZ THEY LIKE ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT MUSIC. I MEAN ICP GOT THEIR SOUND FROM ALL KINDS OF MUSIC. U DONT HAVE TO JUST LISTEN TO PSYCHOPATHIC MUSIC ONLY TO B A TRUE JUGGALO STOP THE HATE ITS STUPID!! I LISTEN TO ALOT TOO AND IM ONE DOWN ASS JUGGALETTE JUST STEP TO ME ULL FIGURE THAT OUT AND I LOVE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC CUZ MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!TO B A TRU JUGGALO U GOTTA B DOWN FOR THE FAM NO MATTER WUT IT DONT RIDE ON WUT U LISTEN TO IM SO SICK OF PPL THINKIN WE ALL GOTTA LIKE THE SAME SHIT CUZ WE DONT!! GET OVER OR DONT B MY FRIEND WUTEVA I DOWN WIT THE KLOWN TILL IM DEAD IN THE GROUND!! AND I DONT NEED YALL TO TELL ME THAT NEITHER!

Chapter 5
THE MURDERS .5. The ghost of Matthew grabs Steve with his hands, picking him up off the ground and strangles him. The ghost drops him and Steve falls to the ground gasping for air. The ghost then grabs a knife and stabs Steve in his stomach. Steve looks down at where he’s cut and looks at his hand, which is covered in blood. The ghost grabs his hand and cuts off his fingers one by one. Steve is screaming in fear because he doesn’t want to die. Ryan, Sammy, and I try to help Steve get up, but the ghost pushes us off, making us hit the wall. We all scream, “Stop it!!!” but we were too late. The ghost cut out his heart and threw it at me saying, “You weren’t suppose to find out. Nobody was suppose to find out and because of you all your friends are going to die!!” We ran to a window and tried to break it with a chair. The ghost grabbed hold of the chair and threw it at us. When the ghost did that, it hit Sammy in the leg and she fell. The ghost came after us and we tried

It Is What It Is
U can talk trash and insult me if u feel like thats whats gonna make u feel betta.I'm a trend setter and a go getta and if I wasn't then there would be no reason to block me from lounges and hate that I get it popping.Making my own lounge has crossed my mind cause I make it happen and Im not a hater.People who feel the need to look at me funny cause of my color or the way I speak the thats fine with ol boy ova here trust and know that everything that Rises will fall and everything that falls shall rise again.I make u want to lick me and punch me all in one motion.Just watch the video!!!!! Video Yeah! Yeah!

Robin Williams For President
The Plan! Read on! Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York " in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we wi ll never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines They don't want us there, anyway. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illega

I Am Random...
K I am a very random person. You might see me on your page rating away. Thats what I do. I never expect a thing in return. EVER. What drives me nuts is the people I hit coming back begging me to help them in a contest. If I wanted to help you out I would have. I do it for alot of people. I read most bullys and sometimes im just bored and will go and help out. I like doing it and will contiue to do it but I will not be helping the people that beg me. And the people who have deleted me as a friend because of someone on my friends list.. wtf... I think it is childish. I am friends with alot of people on here and could careless about what beef you have with someone. You don't like who is on my friends list delete me then cause I don't need the drama. I just love the people who complain that people do this and do it themselves. But what more can you expect from the fu! Also the people who ask for my yahoo or msn.. you WONT get it. my god, if I wanted you to have it I would have given it to

Just Got This Done Via An Online Service
So here is what is is all about: a very important Transit period is on the way and you are perfectly positioned to get the very best out of the opportunities it is set to bring. Indeed, in a very short time you will find yourself in the glare of several powerful astrological influences. These influences will place you in a very rare astrological Transit which will not occur again in your skies before a very long time. This is a period of 72 days during which a great number of opportunities are going to be offered to you. These opportunities are going to have a great impact on your life and here is what comes out of my analysis: During this period you can expect some very positive business developments and a number of very important opportunities will be open to you. You will have the chance to work on a project which will be very important for your business and for the rest of your Future. This project is large-scale and it will allow you to make lasting, positive changes to your f

Day 3 Of Teatment 9 More To Go
Well I had to do treatment 3 of the 12 today. It was okay, just tired and weak again today. I got home today and went straight to bed, not sure how long I will be awake for today.. Those treatments make me so tired and drained, but I know I can beat this thing and that I can conquer all!! Think I may go get me some hats today, to be on the safe side... (you know just in case).. Even though as of now with the hair cut I got the thinning isnt so noticeablee which is a good thing!!! And yep yep you know my saying CCKMA (cancer can kiss my ass)

Giveaway Ending Early
I'M ENDING IT EARLY BECAUSE SOMETHING COME UP THAT I NEED TO HANDLE AND SO WHAT I'M GUNNA DO AT THE CLOSE OF GIVEAWAY I'M GOING TO TAKE TOP 3 AND GIVE THEM PRIZES,BECAUSE IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE ANYONE WILL BE NEAR WHAT WAS REQUIRED EVEN IF IT WAS TO GO TIL ENDING TIME BUT THATS OK I AIN'T MAD.AND U GUYS BUSTED BUTT ON IT AND I THANK U FOR IT. SO WHEN IT CLOSES YOU TOP 3 WILL BE NOTIFIED VIA FU-MAIL WITH UR GIFTS. ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FU-MAIL ME . I'M GOING TO END IT @ 9 PM EST. SO THAT GIVES U 5 HOURS TO TRY AND GET INTO TOP 3 :). GOOD LUCK !!

Porn
Porn is everywhere online! It used to be free! now you have to pay just for a preview or its the same over and over again! very boring. Is there a thing as too much porn? How does everyone feel about porn? is it bad for you? or is it good for you? shout out let me know how you feel on the subject!

All About Me!
What Traci Means You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are ve

My Names Hidden Meaning
What Jim Means You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Color Of My Heart
Your Heart is Blue and Green Your heart is open and dynamic. You are flexible, optimistic, and expressive. You bring honesty and intimacy to relationships. You're good at expressing your needs to your partner. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Colors Of My Heart
Your Heart is Blue and Purple Your heart is enticing and enchanting. You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating. You bring fantasy and romance to relationships. You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Something New
My abundant blessing from above Youre more than Ive ever dreamed of How could I ask for more Through you my faith has been restored A true gift from Heaven By your beauty I am overtaken You have opened my eyes Though the past had made them blind My heart no longer needing to hide My walls crumble brick by brick These words I write cant even explain it Never thought it could be so easy I long for the days to pass quickly Until the moment I hear your voice To fill this undeniable void To see the smile on your face That very moment is worth the wait But until that day comes I shall dream of you, my abundant blessing from above

Going To Try Speaking In Fu Language This Time! Lol
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Me Sexy Not
You Are Very Sexy Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal. You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there. And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top. Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love. How You Are Sexy You are flirtatious and fun with most people. You know how to keep things light, friendly, and sexy. You are friendly and outgoing, even to people who don't deserve it. Your positive body language makes you even sexier. Your modern look is sexy. You don't give people too much of the same old thing. You like to change it up. You know what (or who) you want, and you're not afraid to go get it. What could be sexier than that? Are You Sexy?

Help
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What I Miss!!! By Mda
I miss your touch, When I don't feel it. I miss your eyes, When I don't see them. I miss your voice, When I don't hear it. I miss your kisses, When I don't taste them. I miss your body, When your not holding me. I guess the only thing that I don't miss is your LOVE, Cause it surrounds me!!! This is a lil poem that I wrote for the man that I love. I can't wait until the day that we are together forever. I love u so much, Baby!!!

A Tribute
In Loving Memory of Our Little Angle Boy "Dale Lloyd Clark" May 18, 1988- March 17, 1993 We love & miss you dearly...you are always in our hearts & thoughts! Keep watching over us, Punky With love from your family

Worried
To all of my friends who read this most of you allknow that i live Mo but am from NY last week ifound out that i have growth on my brain. i will be flying home on tuesday to see what my dorctos back home say and what my options are. i will be missing all of you i will have laptop and internet access in one of the two places i will staying. This really worries me because last november my fathr past away and i have been lost without. well that is all i have for now more might follow if you all need to reach me of of fubar my yahoo is fcs4500@yahoo.com that is both e mail and messnger i hope to talk to you soon xoxoxoxo Frank

Head Of State
THIS MOVIE SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT THE WORLD AROUND US AND HERE EVEN IN FUBAR,JUST GOES TO SHOW HOW THE SILVERSPOONERS WORK THE SYSTEM TO THEIR ADVANTAGE! HERE IS SOME EXERPTS FROM THE MOVIE(HEAD OF STATE) How many of you, right now... work two jobs just to have enough money to be broke? That ain't right. If you work two jobs, and at the end of the week... you got just enough money to get your broke ass home... Let me hear you say, "That ain't right!" That ain't right! How many of you have children that they call stupid? Don't be ashamed! It ain't your fault. I asked my niece the other day, "What's four plus four?" She said, " ." But that ain't her fault! That's the school's fault.

I'm So Lucky
I have the best family & friends on here...They have helped me so much in this contest by rating commenting me and bringing their own friends that I don't even know to come bomb me...I want each and every one of them to know that every thing that they have done for me in this is deeply appreciated...I just want them to know that I love them all and am very thankful that they are my friends...Hugz to you all... Graphics and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Only Words....
people use such words as babe, shugga, sweetie, hottie, dollface, cupcake, sexy, beautiful many words that mean the same worthless if they are said in vain be true, real from the start say what you mean, and from your heart cruel intentions only lead to pain I'm just not down for all dat game I say what I feel, and I feel alot very deeply, there is no plot If I say that I love, believe its true I have taken you into my heart, and I won't turn away from you. That doesn't mean that I want to be with you forever. only that I want to be friends for ever and ever now people say I'm such a catch, a wonderful man, with no regrets... I am flattered to hear such a thing in the end I'm still me its not a front, or something fake I love life, and will till my wake

What Is Love
what is love which is a god question to many people i think is love something that comes and goes to peole you find it and lose it get it back for what are yours version of love you can compent on this if you want

How To Define Nsfw Content?
Today 7 pictures were reported as NSFW content....one was the picture up now with my legs showing, the other was the animated picture of the snake and Eve, and another was the body picture of me wearing a long t-shirt and jeans (WTF), and the others were pics of me in halter or tank tops with sleeves and full coverage, but yet no actual nude pics were marked and all this after some asshole asked advice and another made a brief stop to my page...I am actually unsure of the exact person but is was odd all the pics had the same last viewer who has been deleted...So please let me know if my pictures offend because if me fully clothed is considered NSFW just imagine summertime coming up! HAHAH http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1150500 Ya...I think this is the one!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now this bitch tried marking me NSFW but yet has in her pics not to mark her!ROFLMAO ~ღ¤H¡Ṥ ßÊåµTîFµ£ ÅηgєL Fubar Girlfriend To Wasted™¤ღ~http://www.fubar.com/user/1480487

Its Offical Now
What a day March 14th was!!! Hubby and I planned to marry yesterday....Well after jumping thru a few hoops (more then a few that is) we was finally married...Pat has made me sooo happy and Iam proud to be his new wife....The day started off with whiney and bitchy kids (LOL) but as it got near 12:30 we headed over to the hotel the other family was staying at so that they could follow us....All was well till we got off the exit in Michigan to early instead of goin the way we was suppose to...so hubby went the wrong way...So he gets off the expressway and takes a familiar way back to the highway....So we are goin and goin and he comes to a stoplight and he thinks its a blinking yellow light NOT....We and family behind us run a red light hubby almost hits 2 kids walking across the street...UGH hubby having a heart attack b4 we even get married!!!....So as we are getting down the road and to Ohio finally so we can do this the perfect song for us comes on the radio...Highway To Hell by AC/DC

Update For Me:d
So yeah I guess my blogs have been goopy mushy and depressing...but this starts a new chapter of my life....I guess u can say with the magic of Decadents skills in man handling she forseed the future for me which came true today...he started to talk to me again which makes me happy and he is suppose to call me today or txt me which ever comes first...I sorta highly doubt he is gonna but i am not gonna wait for it...:D I am just gonna be happy that we got a few laughs.... Ohhh btw i handed in a application for a job and got a door slammed in my face all in the same time and place....Managers are rude and sucky...psh people these days

Dreams?
ok iv been having alot of zombie dreams, and some people say that our dreams have hidding meanings. i have had three so far. the 1st one i was back in NY, i walk out to the mail box and i look up and i see zombies coming out of a somp, i walk into my house going through the mail. i walk into my room grap two knifes walk back out and start killing the zombies until they become to much and i see them tear me apart and eat me. the 2nd one im on the top of some building with a few other people, we are safe from the zombies but there is no food or water on the roof, but there is alot of food, water, guns, and ammo on the ground. i make a plan and get it all up on the roof. then the zombies find a way on the roof and i make another plan to get to a "safe zone" which works. then the zombies get in the safe zone and i start killing them, i dont die in this one but i wake up at that point so it didnt finsih the 3rd one im in the suberbs of a city and this time i dont try to kill them or he

For The Loved One I Lost
tears fall down my face pain sharp as nails my heart aches from the loss my mind spins of memories looking upon you, still and cold im left alone confused why do i hurt so bad? cause i love you? knowing your gone valentines day is full of love for me full of grief sadness fills my heart knives ripping at my heart tears fall down my face emotions fill my mind your no longer around to embrace i miss my love i'll miss you for eternity

Red Neck Pickup Lines.
1) Did you fart? Cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you wuz a tree and I wuz a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beautie's only a light switch away. 8) Man: - 'Fat Penguin!' Woman: - 'WHAT?' Man: - 'I just wanted to say something that would break the ice.' 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as winder cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. AND the best Redneck pick-up line: 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, eve

Friends
FRIENDS: Will wait patiently with you in the long line to the bathroom and hold the stall door shut. WV FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs WV FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. WV FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. WV FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. WV FRIENDS: laugh at you -----------------------

Who Is Jack Shitt
WHO IS JACK SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a ra

11 Rules
So very, very True !!! THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same

She's Not A Bitch!!
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 10,991,022 points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.7 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!! (repost of original by '♥CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEET

Reaper
Poetry of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Voices of the Night THE REAPER AND THE FLOWERS There is a Reaper, whose name is Death, And, with his sickle keen, He reaps the bearded grain at a breath, And the flowers that grow between. "Shall I have naught that is fair?" saith he; "Have naught but the bearded grain? Though the breath of these flowers is sweet to me, I will give them all back again." He gazed at the flowers with tearful eyes, He kissed their drooping leaves; It was for the Lord of Paradise He bound them in his sheaves. "My Lord has need of these flowerets gay," The Reaper said, and smiled; "Dear tokens of the earth are they, Where he was once a child. "They shall all bloom in fields of light, Transplanted by my care, And saints, upon their garments white, These sacred blossoms wear." And the mother gave, in tears and pain, The flowers she most did love; She knew she should find them all again In the fields of light above. O, not i

Poem
one soul shattered by the loses and resolved to be alone he searches for his lifes breath through the torment and screaming he wades he has long since taken the souls of others to ease his pain drawing the pleasure of their pain he see her in the darkness ... such beauty wanting to make her his ... he takes up his sword as the distance between them is lessened he draws back with the blade ..it shines something stops his heart he cant it just something as drawn he attention its the look in her eyes ...there's light her soul is the one he can never take she has taken his instead....

The Eye Of The Beholder
My skin is pale, I blush easily. Beaty is in the eye of the beholder, they say. I've never seen it in me. My eyes are green with brown streaks. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, they say. I've never seen it in me. My hair is long and red right now. Keeping it that way can make me scowl. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, they say. I've never seen it in me. I find my flaws and pick at them - I never let them fade. They always seem so big to me - But for others seem to hide. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, they say. I've never seen it in me. 20 Febuary 2008

The Explaination Of Life
the explaination of life one day god created the dog and said "sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past" for this, i will give you a life span of twenty years" the dog said: "thats a long time to be barking." How about only ten years. ill give you back the other ten? " so god agreed, on the second day, god created the monkey and said: Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh," for this ill give you a twenty-year life span, the monkey said: "monkey tricks for twenty years?" thats a pretty long time to perform how about you give me ten like the dog did? and god agreed. on the third day god created cow and said: "you must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves. and give milk to support the farmers family for this, i will give you a life span of sixty years, the cow said: thats kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years how about twenty? and ill give you back the other fourty?

Boyfriends...
Well... I'm not even sure what to say anymore... I mean, every single time adam drinks something bad happens... and I just can't put up with it anymore... I'm sick and tired of him acting like a fucking asshole, then acting like it's ok because he was drunk... why the fuck doesn't he think about me and my feelings before he drinks?? I mean, seriously... why? I'm a good person... I'm a great girlfriend.. I love him to death and treat him as well as i know how... yet still somehow i wind up putting up with this bullshit... And why?!?!? Because he wants to be a shithead and drink... what do you fuckers gain from drinking?? I dont get it. What is so damn cool about drinking that you feel you must drink every fucking chance you get. Holy hell. I am so beyond stressed... so much stupid bullshit going on in my life. I can't keep dealing with stupid shit from people... I mean, Adam really is an amazing boyfriend thats why i put up with the shit i do.. because i do love him, and he normally is

The Greatest Thing
As many of you have noticed, I am so totally in love! Most of my friends on here know that my husband passed away January 2007. When he died, I felt like a major part of me had died as well. I certainly never thought that I would be able to love or feel alive again. And then I met this man. We started out as friends just talking, and it turned into something so much more. Something I've never known or experienced before. He and I talk for hours on end, and never realize so much time has gone by. I have opened up to him about things that I've never opened up to anyone else about. And he has done the same with me. He is absolutely the most incredible, amazing, loving, caring, romantic man I've ever known. I had given up hope that there were any "REAL MEN" still out there. But I now know there is at least one, and I'm blessed to have found him. We are blessed, to have found each other. I have a lot of really bad things that have happened to me here in my hometown, and I'm ve

Time
Time How much time to mend this broken heart, When is it time to make a new start, When do I know I have suffered enough, Why must i always stay so tough. When will I feel my loves soft touch, When will I be loved that much, When will I hold my love tight, Kiss and touch her all through the night. How much time must go by, How many nights must I cry, Will it take a year, or maybe two, How much time until I find a love that's true. When do I know it is time to begin, Been too hurt before to just rush in, But I am also afraid of waiting to long, And missing the one to whom I should belong. How much time before I can make a new start, The only answer I can find comes from my heart, When the time is right, I will make my start with you, And through Heaven and Hell we will stay true. DQA

Walking Water
Purple clouds do drift about this world seems so odd moments filled with dought a world with out god murder fills the night plunder all the same none of this is right hearts fill up with shame fear and lothing lead the way greed not far behind from our selves we stray locked inside our mind

Life
life is what u make of it and u have to live life to the fullest and dont let no one run u over make shere u r happy be for u try to make some els happy cuz at the end of your day u will all way think what if . well that what if is what u make of it and u r the only one that can make it better so pls live life happy and to the fullest

~*mylove~*~
LOVE IS MY HEART LIKE YOU. MY LOVE IS FOR YOU ALWAYS FOREVER. MY HEART IS TO LOVE YOU FOREVER FOR LIFE. BELIEVE MY LOVE FOR YOU, it will always be true forever and always. MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MIND IS FOR YOU ONLY YOU FOREVER. I THINK ALOT ABOUT YOU MY LOVE, I DONT WANNA LOSE YOU. YOUR MY EVERYTHING

~*silent*~
SWEET AND SILENT TENDERNESS. I FEEL IT IN YOUR TOUCH, EVERYTIME REMINDS ME WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, ALL THE TIMES YOU HOLD ME, WHEN I AM SO COLD. I HOPE IT WILL CONTINUE WHILE WE'RE GROWING OLD TOGETHER. YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO INNCENT, JUST LIKE A LITTLE CHILD, AND SOMETIMES ITS SO DIFFERENT. YOU CAN MAKE ME FEEL SO WILD. I NEVER THOUGHT I'D FIND YOU. I'M REALLY GLAD I DID. YOU BRING OUT ALL THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE HID FOR SO LONG. SOME PPL LOVE WILL FLOURISH, OR SOME JUST GET VIOLET. THATS WHY OURS WILL LAST B/C SOME ARE BETTER SILENT

Read Now!
ATTN! I LEAVE MONDAY.... Body: Monday @ 1pm i leave to Sacramento to ship off! ill be in South Carolina for 9 wks, then in Virginia for 8/9 wks. I'll be back in Late July, in which at this point I;m not sure where I'll be after that. i dont know when Ill be back Online so leave me LOTS of love!!!! heres how to get ahold of me... Heather Ellis 820 Kimball Rd. Apt # 207 Red Bluff, Ca, 96080 (559) 679-3146 Thats the number Ill be taking with me to basic. All mail will be forwarded to me, so write me!!!!!!! I hope everyone is doing great! make sure to party it up and get fucking beyond plastered and baked for me since i cant do that anymore! Lots of love to everyone! Heather

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes you will see my soul in my soul you will see were a key was placed to hide all the feelings hold all the pain but now in my soul the key is gone it has unlocked the door the door to my mind that wonders the big questions that are never asked the big questions that never have an answer in my soul is my reason for living my reason to keep going if you look into my eyes you will see the soul of a person that has let everything out let everything go so there is room for the love i feel for you to grow

Achilles
One of the greatest of the Greek heroes who took part in the siege of Troy. He was the son of Peleus and the Nereid Thetis. He is a warrior of irresistible prowess but is subject to violent fits of anger, in which fits he is barbarically cruel. Indeed Homer announces, in the very first line of the Iliad, that the subject of his great epic is "the wrath of Peleus' son." The most famous instance of this is his quarrel with Agamemnon over the maiden Briseis. When she is taken from him he sulks in his tent and refuses to fight until the death of his dearest friend, Patroclus, brings hin to the battlefield seeking revenge. There he slays Hector and drags his body behind his chariot three times around the walls of Troy. Later, however, he is moved to generous pity when Priam, Hector's aged father, comes to beg his son's body so that it might receive due funeral rites. One of the best-known stories about Achilles is that his mother, to make him invulnerable in battle, dipped him in the

:::::::day Off:::::::::::::
I urgently needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not allow me to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" then he would tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing? I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb so that the Boss would think I was "CRAZY" and give me a few days off. A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What are you doing ?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days". I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blond) followed me, the Boss asked her And where do you think you're going?" ( You're gonna love this..... ) She said, "I'm going home too, I can't work in the dark!"

Adonis
A beautiful young man beloved by Aphrodite, he was killed by a wild boar. Aphrodite begged Zeus to restore him to life, but Persephone had also become enamored of him and would not let him go until Zeus decreed that he should spend half of each year in the upper world and the other half in the underworld. In the spring the festival of his rebirth was celebrated, especially by women. He was also worshipped in Babylonia, under the name of Tammuz, and thence the cult spread into Palestine (Ezekiel 8) among "the dark idolatries of alienated Judah" (Milton)

Bare Wings Of Wax
I remember when I used to be something. When I used to believe in someone. What I need is a good long scream into the face of madness. The face of whatever force is behind my life. Put my fingers in his face, and wrench his head back. Some fair shot at getting out of here alive, and partially in tact. Somewhere to be. Something safe. Something sane. Take me someone safe. Where...one... What do I even want to say? Where do I begin? When do I get to say when the hurting stops?

Internal Chaos
No diversion provided To get lost in… The maniacal mind Laughs its wicked echoes Bouncing of the mind’s walls. Internal chaos brews up Boiling an incoherent pattern For those to seek And never comprehend.

Tech Support For Installing Husbands
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- INSTALLING A HUSBAND Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0 In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as AFL 5.0, The Ashes 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no! avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ..................................................................... Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: '

Just In Case You're Wondering.....
I'm still sick in the bed. I haven't been this sick....ever and am rarely sick at all. I've been taking antibiotics as well as an expectorant and have also added a decongestant to that because my head is sooooo stopped up that it feels like my brain will exploded each and every time I cough. I've had to take advantage of not having the kids the last few days and just stay in bed. Honestly, because there hasn't been anything else I could do. Hopefully one more day in bed will get me where I need to be on Monday.....we shall soon find out. But, seriously....thank you all for your get well wishes. They mean a lot to me. Keep 'em coming! They are starting to make me feel better. If you read this blog....leave me a little note m k? Love to all my friends! ~donna

I Am Who I Am
I make no apologies for it. If someone I hold dear hurts, I hurt. It is my nature to be there no matter the personal cost. I cannot in good conscience turn on an apathy switch and will always err on the side of too much effort rather than inaction. It may be the wrong time or from the wrong person, but no matter what...take the time to consider that someone finds you important and worthy of such concern.

Auction Results!!
A BIG THANK YOU to everyone who participated in the auction! I'd like to thank KAT in particular for being such a great help and auctioneer! The auction results are as follows!!! Thump went to Mari for 90,000 fubucks! SimplyWicked went to WickedPriest FOR 235,000 fubucks! Mariposa went to Thump for 200,000 fubucks! Jamma went to Razor for 95,000 fubucks DJ Paranoia went to DJ Majik for 270,000 fubucks and her HEART! (LOL) DJ Majik went to DJ Paranoia for 225,000 fubucks! Payne went to Bones for 75,000 fubucks! DJ CerealKiller went to Mari for 125,000 fubucks! Kat went to DJ Daddy for 80,000 fubucks! Bones went to ErthChyld for 100,000 fubucks! Angi went to RippedFlesh for 300,000 fubucks and a 7 Day Blast!

Hobby
It might surprise you, but one of my hobbies is collecting "sad beautiful songs." I'll start featuring some of them here from time to time. Yesterday I was listening to a great one: Tom Jones singing "I'll Never Fall in Love Again" (Not to be confused with a similarly titled song made famous by Dionne Warwick. I've been in love so many times Thought I knew the score But now you've treated me so wrong I can't take anymore And it looks like I'm never gonna fall in love again Fall in love, I'm never gonna fall in love I mean it Fall in love again All those things I heard about you I thought they were only lies But when I caught you in his arms I just broke down and cried And it looks like I'm never gonna fall in love again Fall in love, no, I'm never gonna fall in love I mean it, I mean it Fall in love again I gave my heart so easily I cast aside my pride But when you fell for someone else, baby I broke up all inside And it looks like I'm never gonna

Sunday March 16th 2008 7am
been sitting here and i have had alot of time to think on the subject of dating and having a relationships i have had and havent had the past years. Reason is being that since my health is an issue here with heart probs and now being diabetic, lot of ladies have turned me down for this afraid its an emotional risk, or just doesnt want to deal with it. well i do have news for ya anyone in my age range can have this or even younger guys can just up and die on you, i have a friend whose son was only 19 and died of a heart attack, one of my best friends died at the age of 25 of a heart attack, both because they didnt watch their weight or other reasons....They were warned to watch their diet, they prolly trieed not to eat so much and what they eat or how much but failed...some like me its inborn withthe weight...but i try to eat in moderations ect. So whatever you think its only fair to say that be fair to us guys who are on medications and such we are only human just like you. *sighs*

Home Again?
It’s Saturday and I have been home for about 12 hours. For those of you that read my last blog “On My Way” you know I went to see someone so dear to me. Well the trip went as well if not better than I had thought and I love this woman now more than even. Yes I am home now but I feel homesick. They say home is where your heart is. Well my heart is across the continent in the safe keeping of a woman I cannot live without. This woman…my Angel. The hardest thing I have done in a very VERY long time is to drive away and for many kilometers I wanted so desperately to turn around and never leave but like many of you I have obligations that must be taken care of. I made a promise though. A promise that I WILL return. It’s not a mater of if but of when. The only question now is how to tell my heart it will have to live with her at a distance until the time in which we can be together again. Some may ask how this relates to life in Sl and I will tell you this. I have never seen my love as

This Is Wht Love Should Be
Finding You... There were times my heart bled, My eyes dripping with pools of water Times when I stumbled and fell... But I picked myself up and headed for shore. Just when I wasn't looking for someone, When I thought I'd be all alone, When I believed everything was gone, I found you... You brought back my sense of being, You brought back everything I believed in, You gave me back my zest for life, I was back on track. Thank you for loving me. But most of all, For giving me a chance to love again, And be loved in return... Thank you... For the love that keeps me alive, A heart that reminds me with its every beat, And a love so precious I discovered in you...

Fubar, The Lonliness Here
I feel like I was really a fool to come to fubar. I came to find friends, & I have made 2. My pics aren't looked at,let alone rated, I am just invisible here. Guess that's what I get for not taking my clothes off, huh? Please don't friend me for pointz. Don't look at my albums for pointz. I'm looking for real people, who need a friend half as much as I do. Guess no one does, though, so I'm done greeting newbies, & rating pics. No one does it for me, so I'll return the non favor. Lucky are those who find more than 2 real friends. Since I get almost no comments, messages, or ratings, I'll just come to fubar far less often. Really thought I'd make good friends here, how foolish of me, huh? Well, now I can start my day on a bad foot, knowing how few really care whether I'm here or not. Hope everyone else has a great day. Peace...Kell

About Me
just a quick summery of who i am,i am loveing and carring person,im not easy,love to laugh,i am not married i have been married twice,i have 4 girls and two boys.3 live with me,i am a stay at home mom who takes care of my special needs 8 year old daughter,i am honest and lotal,i have nothing to hide

Fools
Time seems to linger for an eternity throughout the day, The nights even longer.....tossing....turning.....wasting away. The guilt and the anguish eat at the soul like malignant tumors, Truths cannot be reached before they are consumed by the rumors. For the hurt that was created by two fools, Selfishly dancing in the lust-pools. Too foolish to think of the other two hearts, They were breaking into tiny fragile parts. For this I will suffer for all of my days, Regretting the carelessness of my ways. Biting off every bitter day, that in the bed I made, I will have to lay. Tossing........turning........and wasting away, In the torment I created at my own dismay. One second too late to pull back the reigns, On an action bound to cause heartache and pain. The colors of life have faded for me, left to contend with my misery. I will always regret losing what I once cherished, Because of my ignorance, this beauty has perished. Dear God save me from this life I have created

Bulletin For "the 9th Day
LG Olson author of the book THE 9th DAYClick the link on the left to check out her Fubar page and check out her blogs, and lip biting, blood curdling writingsAdd her on both here and myspace to keep up to date with her blood curdling writings and all the blood and gore that you can wantThe 9Th Day@ fubar Manager for the 9th day Ange the AngelofDeath@ fubar LG Olson author of the book THE 9th DAYClick the link on the left to check out her Fubar page and check out her blogs, and lip biting, blood curdling writingsAdd her on both here and myspace to keep up to date with her blood curdling writings and all the blood and gore that you can wantThe 9Th Day@ fubar Manager for the 9th day Ange the AngelofDeath@ fubar

Loving
let us hold on to our love that never can die let us not question the love between you and I let us hold on to each other and love how we feel ours is a true love so deep and so real We took the vows for the good and the bad we can make it through times both happy and sad so just love me and know that I am in love with you yours is the love that made my whole world feel new By R. Thomas Dinsmore About my wife

Race To A Happy Hour!!!!!
The Race for a happy Hour!!!!! Now accepting entries for the race for a Happy Hour!! In this race The first person to get 40.000 comments on their picture will win........ A HAPPY HOUR!!! so if you like to win a Happy Hour and got what it takes to get the comments in then send me a fu mail with the link to your picture you want entered. Note i will only accept entries through fu-mail and sfw pictures!!! the race will start as soon as i have enough entries in it. ♥HOT Marina♥Fu-Fiancee to David♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R&@ fubar

Please Help Me!!!!
I am asking for the help of my friends to help me win my first contest. So PLEASE help me... :D Click on the pickture below to rate and comment the hell out of me.... Here's an insentive for helping me, for every 1,000 comments you will get a Fubling... Thank you all for help and all you have to do is ask and I will return the favor...

Mom And Dad
Well the 16th is here and its not a the greatest day...It would of been my dads 80th Birthday..it will be 7 years in October that he past away...Three yrs ago today my Mother past away...You really dont realize how much you miss the ones you love till its to late..I miss them so much....rest in peace Mom and Dad and remember ill always love you...xo xo xo xo xo Your loving son..Jeff

Role Reversal Lol
TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY... 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot. TOP TEN THINGS WOMEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP AND HAD A PENIS FOR A DAY... 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Dete

Why Does This Shit Always Happen To Me?
Why does this shit gotta keep happening to me? Come Friday I no longer have a job (place I work is closing.) Also, the woman I love seems to have become a born again Christian. I see no option besides suicide. Those of you who have known me a bit know I have 4 attempts under my belt. I really see no reason to live. Just can't take it any more. Wish I was dead now. If the Christard god really existed he can go get fucked up the ass sideways with a chainsaw. Life is a bowl of shit. Or a big shit sandwich - like they say the more bread you got the less shit you have to eat. Fuck religion, fuck the rich, and fuck life. I'd be better off dead.

What Is Life?
Is Life what you make of it? Is Life what you get out of it? Is Life what you perceived it to be? Or is it what we want it to be?Life is a precious thing, of which we take it for granted. Yes we dwell on the past, and complaint about the current, and put up a fit for its future. Yes Life seems so hard at time, and it is easy to lose focus on what we have, and what we have accomplished. We put life in harm, with lieing, cheating, and abuse, and even taking it away. We feel at time that the world is on our shoulders, and life been unfair.I try to look at life for what it is worth, LIVING.Living another day to make changes, living another day to share it with your love ones, Living to give guidance and support, Living to reach out and help those in greater need, Living to become a role model to those who feel they need one, and Living to share your experiences and knowledge to those who seek it.We can learn from our past, but we can not dwell on it, because it is gone. We can focus on our

Free
That night I was lost sitting beneath the stars. They shined so bright upon me and my wondering mind. I could think nothing, but of her sweet innocence and her uncontrollable wonder at all things. Why do people pass by life and not see the simple beauty in what surrounds them in every corner. The maze of stars in an endless black. A freshly bloomed rose, with its unmistakable fragrance. The crisp cold air, filling your breath on a fall morning. These are the things that gleamed in her eyes. Her soul cried out to be free, to let go of the need for reason and to just embrace life as it is not as it’s viewed. To go and let her spirit roam free to the sky. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder, well I saw true beauty in her eyes. If I could I would frame it and hang it on the wall of the galaxy for all life to see.

Tell Me What You Think!
Just another face in the crowd She doesn't fit in but she doesn't stand out A "Hello" from a stranger makes her day Breaks the monotony of all those who look away She feels selfish for wanting some attention Mom and Dad didn't give her much affection He doesn't believe in soul mates Being alone seems to be his fate Rejected for things he can't control His undying love a woman will never know Longing for acceptance in a woman's eyes Like an old band-aid he gets tossed aside Then one day their eyes meet Just a random encounter on the street He smiles and says "Hi" She blushes and replies It's now the story begins Their hearts know how it ends She will love him for him He will never doubt again Joined at the soul Two halves of a whole

I Hate Being Sick
Okay so every year when spring rolls around the corner I get sick.. EUGH!! last year it took me until like May mid June to get better.. So now it's starting again.. Blah.. Maybe it's allergies but I had that test done unless I have new allergies that I have no clue about.. needles to say I HATE THE DOCTOR & I HATE BEING SICK.. But thank you to all who have left me get better wishes appreciate it.. & thanks for the cards also =) So I just gotta fight this thing before I leave for europe.. I can't wait.. what will happen in Europe will stay in Europe =)

Would You Miss Me
When the darkness falls , will you be my light When I fall apon my knee's , will you be my strength to go on When I cry for all the worlds pain, will you be my hope When I pray for forgivness, will you guide me to the place of reason If I stumble on the path of life, will you be there to help me up If I make many mistakes, will you stay with me long enough to right my wrongs When the burdens of life colaspe around me, will you be there to hold me When i look into your eyes, will you see the pain I feel in my heart When I hold your hand, will you know how much I truly love you When I tell you "I love you , will you tell me how much you need me If I told you I was dying, would you walk me to the gates of afterlife. If I was gone, would you miss me.

Omfg
when i joined this website last year i had a lot of high hopes and expectations. boy was i wrong..... a lot of the people on here live in some alternate state of reality, where everyone is a 10 first off this site runs like shit most of the time....too much content.... moving on....i learned the rules quick back in the cherrytap days.....never be honest when you rate pics...rate every one a 10 and every profile a 10. if you rate honestly prepare for the down ratings. i could give a shit personally. i know im hot. i just rate as a courtesey. but if you rate me less than 10 i am going to assume you are rating honestly so i am going to rate you honestly and frankly sometimes the truth hurts. there are in fact a LOT of fat ugly skanks on here. truth. what gets me is these trifling little bitches that will down rate you and then block you so as not to face their ensuing ridicule. that is cowardice plain and simple. grow a set of fucking ovaries and graduate high school already. you

Jeff Needs Our Love And Support
FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW IT, FRIDAY NIGHT JEFF'S HOUSE BURNED DOWN TO THE GROUND. THANKFULLY JEFF AND BETH WAS NOT HOME, BUT THEIR DOG(JACK) WAS NOT SO LUCKY THEY LOST HIM WITH THEIR HOME. JEFF NEEDS ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT WE CAN GIVE HIM RIGHT NOW. IF YOU WANT TO SEND YOUR LOVE AND/OR SUPPORT TO JEFF YOU CAN DO IT THRU HIS BROTHER MATT...... JEFF HARDY C/O MATT HARDY P.O.BOX 713 VASS, NC 28394 I KNOW THEY WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE AND/OR SUPPORT.....THANKS YA'LL FOR THANKING THE TIME TO READ THIS....PLZ SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT ARE FANS OF JEFF.

The Used.
use me. use me. not for my intended purpose but for what you wish to. for what you may be missing in your life. just for shits and giggles. just because you can. just because that’s what you do well. just because it makes you feel better about who you are as a man/woman...thing. take what you can and leave the rest for one that is just like you . i’m sure that they will appreciate the thought. a kind gesture that you bestowed upon them, that you lacked to show me. it’s ok though. because i asked you to do so. i am an open book for you to read,diagnose , run your hands through , and burn as you see fit. after all. that is my intended purpose to you isn’t it? i would be an ass to assume so therefore i am simply going to allow you to do so untill you use me up. would you like anything else? the shirt off my back? my ear for listening ? my mouth for touching,kissing? to talk back to you? my back? just in case you need

As For Me .. Ah You'll See.
.brain damage. Heart damage. i can hear the thunder outside..the lightening wont be far behind. the rain will fall soon.... *sigh* kinda like...you know....the fighting starts..... the tears fall...the voices crack; shitty words are exchanged.... and heartache...lingering there the entire time. hail. this will be a long. stop reading here and go pee. hell, grab a snack... you guys know...what exstacy does to your life...right? ...fucks it up.....not usually right that moment, when you're rollin..... but for many many many many many days afterwards. sometimes months...*shrugs*...some...never seem to get a grasp on it. -which is probably ME, right this moment- seeing as... i'm gonna sit here and post about my feelings on it.... all while i'm about to drop and wait for it to fucking hit. hypocritical, i know... ask me if i care right now; i'll tell you no. have you ever felt so wonderful? so alive? so beautiful? so

Toulouse
History Born during the Roman Empire, Toulouse was once a major metropolis of western Europe, but it sank into a sleepy regional-level status in the 18th and 19th centuries, completely missing the Industrial Revolution. In the 20th century, relocation of key military and aerospace industries in Toulouse by the French central government have awakened the city again. In an ironic twist of history, what was once a big liability for Toulouse has now become its best asset: no Industrial Revolution meant a falling economic status for the city, but it has spared Toulouse the environmental damages and painful socio-economic restructuring that are plaguing so many

The Broken Remains Of Me...
Sqquueee...Looky,its a new blog by me.And I know how much some of you just LOVE my blogs..sarcasm,aint it great?Anyways,this is just something I'm doing to get some things off my mind and whatnot.A virtual mental trash can in a way..if you understood that,then good!,if not,me either.lol As of lately I've had a lot of things on my mind,but because of me being the person I am,I hate confrontations or addressing the problem unless forced to.And since Ive been avoiding both,this was the best way for me to do what I need to do to get some release in a way.I dont expect anyone to comment or go 'awwww i never knew' or anything like that..Because the one person I need something from most likely will not give it to me.They never do...Moving along.Tackling the matters at hand..I feel so unimportant,used,foolish,led on,broken,bruised..the works.I went from being the happiest person on the planet and suddenly it was taken from me.That one month was the best month in long time,and then it all went

What Is Ambrosia?
Ambrosia - Food of the Greek Gods Ambrosia was the food of the gods and goddesses in Greek mythology. It was often accompanied by the drink nectar in celebrations, and indeed, ambrosia and nectar both appear in myth and literature as divine confections that were guaranteed to satisfy the hunger and/or thirst of any immortal resident of Mt. Olympus. While scholars are not entirely certain what the ancient Greeks thought the composition of ambrosia (or its liquid counterpart, for that matter) actually was, it is believed that these mythical items had some connection to a sweet treat enjoyed by mortals throughout the ages - honey. Honey was highly regarded by the people of ancient Greece, so this suggestion makes sense. Ambrosia made more than just a delightful meal, however. There are several episodes in Greek myth in which ambrosia is used by the gods and goddesses as a sort of balm, to confer grace or even immortality (in the case of mortals) onto the recipient. One such incid

My Expectations
ok so everyone is wanting a piece of me and the more ppl i give a chance the bigger losers i happen to find so here is an application its not hard and its not long so fill it out or leave me alone the things i expect and or want in a man are ...... possessiveness ,intelligence, aggressiveness, yet loving and understanding stable with a decent job not that im money hungry i can handle my own it just shows good character and that u dont need to be taken care of they must make me laugh and be good looking not perfect but attractive in some way , they must not mind that i have a son who is 14 months old and he is my world they must have a car nothing great but it has to run and have 4 wheels , license , tattoos are a plus but not a must i can deal with a little bit of belly but not alot of it arms are a huge turn on to me i love biceps they are gods personal gift to me losers need not apply like if u live at home with ur mother dont even try if u ar

Kaleidoscope
The first shimmering monent of life, like a diamond in the sea, glitterning in the noonday sun, brightly lit and glowing flame, a brand new name a shinning light, then gentle twist and darkest night comes for the first time, then happy rhymes and gentle songs, hearts the belong until ond stand alone , from brightest dawn to deepest dusk, from morning sun to twilight dreams, fantastic schemes and lives that soemtimes fo awry,such shining hopes, such sudden turns from bright to dark , from grim to grand from joy to sorrow, always waiting for tomorrow and twist of fate, a ray of hope with faintest sleight of hand, the alteration of all like's schemes, and all its scope... all with one tiny turn of life's kaleidoscopes. DK

Spring Break Is Over
The FSR (Fat Shit Roommate) just came lumbering in the door so that means that Spring Break is over. The break was good I guess. If anything it was a good reminder of why I'm going to school and busting my ass. I don't want to end up stuck there in that situation. It was easy to deal with in November and December when I had a different feeling but its harder now that the person who helped create that feeling has completely cut me off and I don't know why. Being at home with nothing to do is boring and gets me thinking too much and asking, "Don't you ever want anything more for yourself? I know this poor hapless son of a bitch does. I look into his sorry doe eyes and I just, I see a man crying out. He's crying out, "When Lord? When the fuck can your servant ditch this foul-mouthed little chucklehead to whom I am a constant victim of his folly, so much so that it prevents him from ever getting to kiss a girl! Fuck! When, Lord when? WHENS GONNA BE MY TIME?" Bonus points to whoever ca

5 People In Your Life
DONT SPOIL IT. Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... NO CHEATING! 1. Erin 2. Neelie 3. Margaret 4. Chris 5. Lee DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP! 1. How did you meet number 3? We met in High school and been friends since 2. On a scale 1-10 rate your friendship with number 2 . 69 baby.. lol 10 shes fucking awesome 3. How long have you known number 4? A month or so 4. How do you know number 2? I met Neelie in the dungeon about 5 years ago 5. What would you do if 3 told you they loved you? i would hug her and tell her i loved her too!! 6. A fact about number 1. Shes one of my closest friends and she really is a goober. 8. What does 5 do for a living? Works his ass off makins candy. lol 9. Would you live with number 3? prolly 10. What do you like ab

You Know You Do!! Lol
Want to Own me? Want me to ravage you with gifts and rates?? You do?? Woot! Heres how it works.If you aren't already a friend with our lovely hostest PebblesinAZ then click on her pic and add her. :) Then you can find me in her Auction Folder. If you aleady are a friend, well then you know what to do! :) If you don't feel like playing, please stop by my page and show me some luvin anyway. ♥ Please be sure to rate/fan/add our lovely hostess, you'll be happy you did. ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

Horizontal Or Vertical
I measure walls with purple plumb line snaps on conceding plaster. Distant urban murmur and dusted fingers, the only signs of hours laid like bricks. Hostess to inertia, you too would measure dimension and slide perception on an axis, plot and coordinate every possible move. Without a script or whispered prompts you too would stare for hours, measuring time by shadows on the wall Drilling make believe window scenes to witness world, a void of plumb line snaps away. ~M~

He Makes Me Hate
I wonder sometimes about you About where we may have ended up I wonder if that was really worth it, But I remember the tidal wave you were. You never seemed to hold me as close, or speak of me as softly as I did. When our worlds collided again, I wanted to hurt you. I was ready to spill the blood I never could before. You make me absolutely sick with disgust. I never want you back again, so why does this torture eat at me? I wish you would disappear from my life, I wish you never existed. I wish I could tell you that I never gave a shit, I wish I could say so much, but even a spoken word in your direction makes smoke rise from my heart. Leave me, leave me alone. I won't hold you up high, I won't make you feel wanted. I will never love you, I will never forgive you. I want nothing of you.

Bouncer
I have a fubar goal, I wanna be a bouncer.. Please rate anything and everything so I can get to the level to do this.. much love to all who help. I know 3 of you have rated everything already, but that leaves 23 who still can.. PLEEASEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya all

I Absolutely Love These Lyrics!
I love these lyrics so I thought that I would share them with the rest of you!!! This is my absolute fav song for the time being. Explains alot about me n my life....... XXX~Goldie I don't know how else to put this. It's taking me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, My body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. And patience is not my style, And I'm so tired that I got to go. Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I can have it all. I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. I get to go home in one week. But I'm leaving home in three weeks. They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. I'm following suit and directions. I

Day-to-day
Day-to-Day Walking backwards,moving the past Words unspoken,the past still whispering Music vibrations,pounding away the past Day dreaming, dream on and on past go away Red light Go, past creeping Green light stop,confusion of the past Confusion sirens,my mind you appear Paralyzed intersection, thoughts are frozen Over populated world, the past won't stop Day-to-day, you'll always be the past Dazzling muse,day to day confusion, the past You'll always remain the day to day Past.....

The Touch
leaves of the fallen drift slowly across my path green transform into burgundy,yellow,orange changing with the touch of the wind reminding me of a new season the reason to reach for new change each leaf gently swept up kissing the sky the warmth of the sun painting inspiring us to move on chapters in our lives turning a new leaf over into strength reminding,encouraging us that with each fallen leaf there is hope moving on to a new season let the leaves fall let the change begin experience the touch of a leaf that drifts your way

Sex Lake
AN OLD INDIAN SHAMAN SAT AROUND A CAMPFIRE TELLING THE LEGEND ABOUT SEX LAKE HE TOLD THAT THE LAKE WAS MAGICAL AND A SCARED PLACE THAT PEOPLE WHO COME HERE USE "SEXMAGIC" THE LAKE WAS HIT BY LIGHTENING THE LIGHTENING ALSO HIT THIS TREE THAT SPLIT IN HALF HITTING THE LAKE IT WAS CALLED THE FUCKING TREE IT HAD ALL OF THESE DIVINE BRANCHES THAT YOU COULD HAVE ALL KINDS OF FUN OVER AND DO SO MANY POSITIONS.ANYONE WHO TOUCHED OR SWAM IN THE WATER WERE BLESSES THERE SEXUAL SENSES WOULD BE HEIGHTENED,SO NO KIDS UNDER 16 ALLOWED.PEOPLE LOVED THE LAKE IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL,SO REFRESHING AND INVIGORATING JUST TO TAKE A DIP.---FORGET THE CLOTHES---NONE ARE NEEDED.NUDITY IS BEAUTIFUL,NATURAL,SEX IN PUBLIC TOTALLY ALLOWED.AND IT CAN BE FUN.NORMAL SOCIETY JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND.YOU HAVE TO BE OPEN-MINDED.A NYMPHO EVEN,AND NYMPHOS NEED TO STICK TOGETHER,A SENSUAL PICNIC ON THE SHORE,CANDLES,FOODS,WHICH ARE VERY SENSUAL,--JUICY--YUM.SEX LAKE IS A FAIRIES LAKE FAIRIES ARE VERY SEXUAL,CAUSE FAIRIES ARE GUA

Do You Swing?
We're trying to get more people to join a friends swingers site. So even if you dont swing and are just interested in learning more...go check them out. You can join for free anyway, so you've got nothing to lose....

I Will Survive
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are,another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now - go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall and proud! But to hell wi

Dogs
A little girl asked her Mom, 'Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?' Mom replies, 'No, because she is in heat.' 'What's that mean?' asked the child. 'Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage.' The little girl goes to the garage and says, 'Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you.' Dad said, 'Bring Belle over here.' He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said 'OK, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time round the block.' The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, 'Where's Belle?' ( YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS !!!!!!!!! ) The little girl said, 'She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home.'

Life, Everlasting..
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterful writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will love forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admits fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, w

Various Forms Of Fubar.
I found this weird thing online called the Dialectizer and it changes web pages into various forms of dialect.I was bored and was changing the front sign in page of Fubar into other types of launguages and got a kick out of it.Check them out for yourself....lol. The Swedish Fubar. The Redneck Fubar. Pig Latin Fubar. The Net Nerd Fubar. Jive Fubar. Elmer Fudd's Fubar. Beavis and Butthead's Fubar. Cockney Fubar.

Why Women Are Crabby
PS: Keep smiling. Because if people do not already think you mad, they soon will. Why Women are Crabby We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss wa

Why?
Why is it that with certain people we feel comfortable enough to "let down our hair" while with others your always angry around them? specially with divorced parents... your more comfortable around one than the other... I've noticed that I'm very laied back when im with one parent than with the other one... (im not specifying who out of respect for both) but i just dont understand why one treats me like an adult while the other one dont. i mean its almost as if one is happy ive grown up and the other dont ever want me to grow up. of course thats prolly parents for ya. One day i hope to understand why both parents cant be happy about their child... and why one parent disapproves of everything while the other looks at you and tells you "your an adult now... you make your own decisions but i ask you to make wise ones not ones you will regret later on in life". i also hope that one day i can win both parents respects and not be torn between them both because i love both my parents to

Screw It...
Problems with friends...they always seem to go after the same freakin guy I want and yet I am the nice and loyal friend and back down...but ya knows what, no more Ms. Nice girl whenever I see a guy I want damnit imma head after him no matter what they gotta say, they can just cry and boo-hoo on someone else's shoulder...No more runnin over top of me ya hear...tired of that issue, it's time I wake up and realize that I have a chance too!

20 Strange Coincidences - But True
20 Strange Coincidences - but true 1. James Dean's car curse In September 1955, James Dean was killed in a horrific car accident whilst he was driving his Porsche sports car. After the crash the car was seen as very unlucky. a) When the car was towed away from accident scene and taken to a garage, the engine slipped out and fell onto a mechanic, shattering both of his legs. b) Eventually the engine was bought by a doctor, who put it into his racing car and was killed shortly afterwards, during a race. Another racing driver, in the same race, was killed in his car, which had James Dean's driveshaft fitted to it. c) When James Dean's Porsche was later repaired, the garage it was in was destroyed by fire. d) Later the car was displayed in Sacramento, but it fell off it's mount and broke a teenager's hip. e) In Oregon, the trailer that the car was mounted on slipped from it's towbar and smashed through the front of a shop. f) Finally, in 1959, the car mysteriously broke into 11

Matt
on Feb 02 2007 I lost my son Matt in Ramadi Iraq at the tender age of 18 from that day my life seemed to be spinning like a mini cooper on black Ice I went through the firsts ( first bithday of his first turkey day first christmas 1 year death 1 year buried ) now I am moving onward and hopfully upward going through a varied style seeing I've been here in Ct for 7 years now ( 2008 makes it 7 ) and losing a relationship of 5 years during the same year as my son new year new beginnings comming from Montana and being here as long as I have I still see problems adjusting to the differences between the 2 but I will dealk as best I can thus the debate about do I change and adjust or stay the same thank you for the votes. To be continued

Fedral Government Economic Stimulis Rebate
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help & please support the US.

Amazing Story
well i had the most amazing thing happen to me sat night. and i want to share this with my friends. i have a daughter i havent heard from in many yrs we are talking like 10 yrs or so .and just because of the other side of the family had filled her head with so much bullshit. my beautiful daughter is now 27 yrs old and has 2 beautiful kids. i was on my email account sat night when i had a message come in saying i had a message on myspace i went to check myspace and when i did i had the most amazing thing facing me . i had a message from my daughter i havent talked to in all these years she finally found me i tell you i cant even describe the feeling i had it seems like a dream come true . i waited for so long to hear from her i knew in my heart someday she would find me when the time was right. we have been talking everyday on yahoo and on the phone . she is making plans to come and see me and her brothes and her other sister.so believe me this all made my weekend the best weekend i hav

Update To Blog Posted 3/13/2008
I have made a change in my top friends again. Now the person in the #1 spot is a true friend. As for the one who was on the top of my list, he is now way at the bottom. I am putting things behind me and on my way to a new and better life. Going back home to Alabama soon. Have a friend or two from around there that I met here and can't wait to met them in person. One in particular, but that is another blog for another time. Thanks again to all those who have given me their love and support....

My Poem
Day By Day by: d.p I live by the way of my CHI finding the right beat to maintain my sanity cant stop rainy days from fallowing me my heart is right but mind is wrong listen to the wind with just the right ears you will see that breeze does sing a song my worries and fears haven't manifested in years so many times I've tried only to be denied when times get hard thats when i show my true scars and pried never been beat to the punch but it always seems to end with good luck my soul to be set free only to come back with divinity when walking on the wrong path just remember that you can always walk back realize that these eyes never cry even if out of trees to get high my way of living is to tough for most hate those people who always boast with the lord by my side i have never been afraid to die knowing that JAH will provide mother earth please don't cry she has been beaten and sucked dry to kill this cancer men have to subside their pried politics use hyp

Very Sick
to all my friends and family, i would like to apologize if i am not on talking or rating as you would expect me to be. I have been struggling with migrains off and on for some time now... and this weekend they have gotten me down. I cant sit up long, i cant handle any bright light, and any loud noises are killer. I have literally been practically bed ridden for the past 2 to 3 days. if i am not feeling better tomorrow, i will go to the hospital when a nurse gets here to stay with my children. as most of u know i have a son who is handicapped and can not be left alone and i have no family or friends in the area that can or will help me out. so i am stuck at the mercy of the cnas that help with my son. so please be patient .. i will get to each and everyone one of my friends pages as soon as possible. thanks for ur patience and understanding.

Just Tired Of It All...
Its like no matter what I do, I feel either that Im bothering someone or that Im not worth a shit in the eyes of some. Maybe my kindness is my weakness. Well regardless its time fer me to do some house cleaning. I joined this site a while ago and never did anything on it. Then my friend told me to join and I rediscovered that I already had. Ever since then Ive met some awesome people and some people were just using me for points. Well guess they all got what they wanted. Im tired of the drama. Time to move on to brighter days...

Brazil, I Am In Love With The Country, But Not Impressed By The Quality Of Operation Of Their Airlines And Air Traffic Control
This is surreal .... Brazil has everything to please: great climate, lovely and in many aspects unique scenery, friendly population (yeah, you know me, I'm talking about those sexy women scattered around everywhere, I think it's the climate, I've seen the same in South-East Asia, women dress very sexy - well, at least to me, a silly European). BUT ... today I experienced again the total failure of their air traffic organisation. It started good though, only half an hour to queue up at the TAM desk (where supposedly my tickets were waiting for me). I ended up with a kind young man who said nothing more than "they are checking for your ticket, sir" and left me to myself. After 15 minutes, a girl appeared and she managed to print me my e-ticket in less than 10 minutes ... after which I had to go to another counter (of course) to get my boarding pass. I tried (and succeeded) e-boarding, so off I went, full of high experiences. Alas, boarding gate was a 'general' gate, meaning eve

My "fu-owner"
Yes, it's true! I am now "Fu-Owned" for a month, as of today by ~*~SWEET~*~ and she is just that, SWEET! :) She has been a good friend of mine for quite some time now and if you haven't already met her, you should click on the link below and meet her! She's an awesome woman and you'd never be sorry for visiting her page! She was the highest bidder in the auction I was just in, hosted by Sweet♥Judy and in exchange, she is going to get a lot of nice things from me during the next month! :) So, go check her out and if you want, tell her, her "slave" sent you! :P ~*~SWEET~*~ Read My Profile!!@ fubar

Bitchslap.
It seems to me, that everytime I take two steps forward...I get knocked backwards a few steps. And I am not being gently blown backwards. No. I am being bitchslapped there. I wasn't in love with my husband. I have never badmouthed him. I didn't go forth and spew out hatred and stories about him to my family or friends. I simply stated... I don't want to be married to someone that I am not in love with.

Sex Application(lame)
1.Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position(s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. Lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25.wats your number?( )___-____ 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Name
My name is not Hon, nor sweetie, or babe, the name you can call me is the ones that I gave. You can call me by angel or Jenni or such but the terms of endearment are reserved for my love. He is a fine man my sweetheart I'd say so that is a term I might send HIS way. If you cannot remember who you are talking to then I don't want to be talking to you.

The Silver Tears I Cry
The torments of my past, crawl deep inside my soul no one can see the pain I feel, for the lie upon my face time in time, the build up cuts.......there needs to be release So, Blood red drops fill my cup with every silver tear I cry I finally feel at peace

Sex Poem
Sex My head explode I think of you and overload I want you close inside the most Dig in your heels use your toes pull my hair Oh how it grows Breath in Breath out Scream and shout Up and down In and out Faster slower almost over A thunder bolt A midnight stroke pleasure beyond compare Oh God yes right there Harder Harder Make it hurt Smack my ass That always works Faster Faster Almost there Release within I don't care All over We stop and stare Sweat glisten in our hair It is what it is and that is that sex is what you want and sex is what you got!

This Thursday
Well it has taken forever but this Thursday I finally get to go and talk to the specialist/micro surgeon about haveing my tubes untied so me and dave can have a baby. I have really researched it and based on the everything I have read and based on the type of surgery I will be haveing,I will have a 90% of getting pregant in the first year!And Id like to get pregent at the end of this year.I know it might sound odd but I would like to have this baby in the summer since my sons birthday is in December. I have even thought of what kind of baby shower I want and my mom thinks it will be great lol Yeah that how much I have thought about this and how bad I want it.ANd of course I would love to have a girl.I want pink! or atleast purple lol

Happy St.patricks Day!!
HERE'S SOME QOUTES AND POEMS TO REMIND YOU WHY THE IRISH ARE THE BEST!! Irish Quotes No man is an Ireland. - Chicago Mayor Richard Daley In dreams begins responsibility. - William Butler Yeats (1865-1939) Irish Nobel Prize-winning poet If the whole human race lay in one grave, the epitaph on its headstone might well be: `It seemed a good idea at the time.' - Dame Rebecca West (1892-1983) Irish-born author and journalist You've got to do your own growing, no matter how tall your grandfather was. - Irish Proverb Why should you never iron a 4-leaf clover? You don't want to press your luck. - Daryl Stout May your blessings outnumber the shamrocks that grow, and may trouble avoid you wherever you go. - Irish Blessing As you slide down the banister of life, may the splinters never point in the wrong direction! - Irish B

When Keep It Real Goes Wrong
Out of a million pplz..im..1 of the third who keeps it real but shited on most time. okay got sum freinds dont mind some new. 1 thing with me..i speak my mind so im free. i can never forget the day my father past. i would not ever hold any feelings 2 myself...cause u never know when some going go. i have met wonderful pplz hope 2 meet more IN this world u have to deal with evil and good..that just the way life is. this kushmoresim: so deal with the hand that given no matter if u have not the same pair

This Is Us
TOO RYAN . THE ONE IVE ALWAYS DREAMT ABOUT LOVING I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR SENSEUAL WAYS I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR COMMON WAYS I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR TONGUE AND EYES I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE THE MAN I NEED I WANT YOU BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME I WANT YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE SOMEONE I NEED AND WANT TO HOLD I LOVE YOU IN SO MANY WAYS THAT NO ONE CAN COMPARE TO YOU I JUST WANT YOU. RYAN MY LOVER, MY FRIEND, MY BEST FRIEND MY ONE AND ONLY , I NEED YOU TO WANT ME AND I NEED YOU TO LOVE US, AND YOU DO AND SHOW THAT EVERYDAY

Blind To The Fact
i don't know what to think i don't know what to do how is my life turning out like this what should i do i thought i could be happy but just a few words made me feel so blue and now i don't know what i want to do i don't know why those few words hurt me so much but they did maybe its cause i don't have much trust i tend to be the one who gets hurt because i let my guard down and now i think it might happen again how can i be so blind why don't i ever see that guys don't really feel anything for me they don't care for me i am frightened that it will happen again i don't want it to but thats how my life story always seems to end

Chapter 4
4. Katy woke at seven thirty the next morning and lay in the bed, feeling Jared’s arm wrapped around her. She nestled back close to him and thought of the previous night when he had come home before bar closing time. There had been no fire fight this time, no dramatics from either of them, and he hadn’t tried to force himself on her. Jared even seemed mostly sober when he came home for a change of pace. They had sit and talked about how each of them had lost their jobs the previous day. They had decided not to make a big deal of it as they were even on this one, though this was Jared’s fourth job since they had been together and only Katy’s second. They had retired to the bed room and cuddled to sleep being very reminiscent of days past when life was good for the couple. Katy slid from Jared’s arm and went into the bathroom to brush her teeth and then have some coffee. Jared came in the kitchen just as the coffee was finished and they enjoyed a morning cup together with very

Congrats To The Auction Winners
"OWN YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN" St Patrick's day auction WON THE BID OF 4-Fubling 12 packs BY: SPIKE@ fubar WON THE BID OF 4 HH and a one month blast BY: Donna@ fubar WON THE BID OF 7 day blast, 1000 fubucks BY: laidbackguy@ fubar WON THE BID OF ONE HAPPY HOUR AND 4- 1 WEEK BLAST BY: LADY DI ...

To The New Friends
Hi all, I am very pleased, just to recognize here so many new friends. Thank you for the gift. Where is everyone? Usual has been participating in party? Have fun gatherings? Tell me some interesting things in party

Poem I Wrote On 6/19/07..i Love This One Alot
She felt the pain within his soul seeping out like no one would ever know trying to reach the pain deep inside only to let out a small sigh it was no use trying to reach the pain that he carried with him how could she help him if no one has ever tried the pain he has is from long ago not ever letting anyone know she wanted to tell him that she loved him but sometimes it was pointless he looked at her like she was not even there silence and pain was in his eyes years of sadness in those brown eyes anger and rage if you looked really close his gental soul was no where to be seen how could this all happen what could it mean she was not ready to give up with out a fight she wanted him to get through this she wanted him to surive but how could she help him if she was not even there a voice on a phone was all she was nothing could make her want to give him up but if he didn't soon open up the silence would kill her he loved her she knew but this silence that he som

Big Is Beautiful
I am letting ya'll to know that big is beautiful. I am proud of my curves. I am thick and I love it & so does my man. I turn heads where ever I go because of my curves. Ladies I want you to be proud of what the lord gave ya. Let it all hang out. You know what they say, if you got it ,well u know the rest. Be true to urself and others will follow. Stand up for urself and stop letting people and the media make u feel bad about urselves!!!! U are beautiful. To all my BBW, I think ur the best. a friend of mine wrote this and i totally agree with it.

A Poem I Wrote B4 My Ex Deployed 6/6/2007
to miss someone that is to far away and too far away to see everyday is making me feel unhappy i miss the one that i want so close no contact between us is killing me the most he is gone, but not forever i will see him soon, then i shall feel better right now i miss him more then he knows and i want to see him, to let him know but i can't for he is not there the distance is not as great as it will soon be i know he must leave soon for it is his job but how do i tell him, to be safe when i don't even know what may be his fate i don't want to let him go off to war but that choice is not mine to make you see for he is in the U.S Army the job he must do is something great protecting our country and keeping us safe so i will not say a word keeping it all in silence unheard

Dont Listen To Them.....wrote On 5/28/07
there will always be people who try to start drama just look right past them and ignore what they say don't let thing's go their way don't let them get to you no matter what they say you are your own person you are different in your own way for thats how God made us if you really choose to let the drama in then that's your own fault from the start just remember to walk away keep your head high don't let it bother you just let it die away inside for people will always try to get in your way try to bring drama in your life just push it away and everything should be ok

I Wrote This For My Ex B4 He Left For War...wrote On 6/21/07
Time is moving slow, this much I know. He is not here yet, and I am missing him so. I want to see his loving face. I want to be held in his loving embrace. But no he is not here, he is too far to hold He is off training for war. Why is it so hard to have to let him go? When the time comes for him to leave, I will have to be strong I will not be able to sing my cry for me song. I will have to move my life along. He will come back I know, so we can start our life again But till then, I will be strong No crying shall I do. For he would not want me to "Be brave," he will say, "I will be home soon, do not worry about me Crystal, I will be alright." "I will hold you close to my heart as I sleep at night." "No tears shall fall from your beautiful face don't worry hun it will all be okay!!" And worry I will not, but praying I will do a lot. Waiting for the return, Of the love of my life Till then I will say a silent prayer, and w

Private Pix
Ok, here's the deal. I have some pretty hot private pics in my Ultimate Bad Girl folder. I do love to show off my body, but not to just anyone. You gotta spoil me first! Bling me! = 24 hour access Blast me/Ticker me/Bling pack me! = One week access Vip Me! = One month access Happy hour me! = Lifetime access And I will be adding new pics from time to time.

Happy St. Pattys Day
Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday. Also hope you had a great weekend. Mine wasn't to bad. Worked 1/2 of it. I have been bothered some though. My ex bf from years ago.. the guy I dated before my hubby... I have seen at work. His dads up there,,dying. I feel so bad for him. A part of me still has feelings for him. We stopped dating, not for the reason of falling out of love. My dad, didnt care for him. My dads a little prejudice..and judges people. He thought my bf was trash. Its what I heard all the time..until I couldn't handle it anymore. I ended up breaking up with him. We both left each other with tears. It has always bothered me..and seeing him again..just brings back the memories. I felt so much like talking to him about it all but the timing wasn' t right. He came out to the desk a couple of times. We did briefly talk, but was about his dad. He gave me his number to put on his dads chart. I wrote his name down, and his mom says.. she even knows your name. I gig

Helping A Friend....will You? Can You?
Okay so heres there deal.......everyone knows devils goddess, if not you will trust me. Shes awesome and is in a contest and I would personally like to see her win this...So I am sending her message out to all of you to please help her win this contest.... if you could please help me and rate and comment my photo for a contest im in ty mwah just click the link ty sexy http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=429545&albumid=871059&i=2920914964&idx=6

History Of St Patrick's Day
The First Parade St. Patrick's Day is celebrated on March 17, his religious feast day and the anniversary of his death in the fifth century. The Irish have observed this day as a religious holiday for thousands of years. On St. Patrick's Day, which falls during the Christian season of Lent, Irish families would traditionally attend church in the morning and celebrate in the afternoon. Lenten prohibitions against the consumption of meat were waived and people would dance, drink, and feast—on the traditional meal of Irish bacon and cabbage. The first St. Patrick's Day parade took place not in Ireland, but in the United States. Irish soldiers serving in the English military marched through New York City on March 17, 1762. Along with their music, the parade helped the soldiers to reconnect with their Irish roots, as well as fellow Irishmen serving in the English army. Over the next thirty-five years, Irish patriotism among American immigrants flourished, prompting the rise of so-call

People Will Go
Nobody listens, nobody cares about it anymore jealousy, and I don't even know your name Everybody gets here, in a blink it leaves you cold and denied jealousy, burned into your memory... People Will Go, people will come people will lead you till your heart is numb Nobody listens, nobody cries about it when you're gone jealousy, and they don't even know your name But everybody gets it, in a blink you'll find you're Down to the wire jealousy, burned into your memory... People Will Go

I'll Be Mia For A Bit.....please Read!!
Greetings to you All!, There is no easy way to say this, so I’ll just tell you. My job was eliminated on Thursday. The economy is in really bad shape and there’s just not enough people buying high-end railing right now. I wanted to let everyone know. I won’t be on for awhile. I have some prospects in the works and of course, I’m playing on the weekends, so I’ll be OK ‘till I find another job. Keep the faith and Keep on Rockin’ Eric

St. Pat's Day Special
My favorite rebel song: Johnson's Motor Car (Look it up on itunes!) 'Twas down by Brannigan's Corner, one morning I did stray I met a fellow rebel, and to me he did say "We've orders from the captain to assemble at Dunbar But how are we to get there, without a motor car?" "Oh, Barney dear, be of good cheer, I'll tell you what we'll do The specials they are plentiful, the I.R.A. are few We'll send a wire to Johnson to meet us at Stranlar And we'll give the boys a bloody good ride in Johnson's Motor Car When doctor Johnson heard the news he soon put on his shoes He says this is an urgent case, there is no time to lose He then put on his castor hat and on his breast a star You could hear the din all through Glenfin of Johnson's Motor Car But when he got to the railway bridge, some rebels he saw there Old Johnson knew the game was up, for at him they did stare He said "I have a permit, to travel near and far" "To hell with your English permit, we want your motor ca

Freedom
What is freedom , What does it mean to live as a free man or women ? They say we live in a country of freedom, but do we really live as free people ? We might have things that other countries don't, But By no means do I , or Will I say " I am Free ", For I would be telling a lie. We are the sheep being led to the pastures for the sake of herder, for the betterment of the flock. There are no longer free grazers , anything and every thing will cost you more than you really have. There are also those that wish to take your things you work so hard for , they want more than they need , yet still want whats yours. They are taking our god givin rights from us, and in return, make us live in fear and strife. What rights do we have any more ? Where are the family morals, what happened to human morals , and when did we all become so self centered ? When did we forget what was really important, and who are true freinds were ? When did we place ourselves as judge, jury,

A Kick-ass Irish Song
The absolute best I ever heard The Foggy Dew As down the glen one Easter morn to a city fair rode I There Armed lines of marching men in squadrons passed me by No fife did hum nor battle drum did sound it's dread tatoo But the Angelus bell o'er the Liffey swell rang out through the foggy dew Right proudly high over Dublin Town they hung out the flag of war 'Twas better to die 'neath an Irish sky than at Sulva or Sud El Bar And from the plains of Royal Meath strong men came hurrying through While Britannia's Huns, with their long range guns sailed in through the foggy dew 'Twas Britannia bade our Wild Geese go that small nations might be free But their lonely graves are by Sulva's waves or the shore of the Great North Sea Oh, had they died by Pearse's side or fought with Cathal Brugha Their names we will keep where the fenians sleep 'neath the shroud of the foggy dew But the bravest fell, and the requiem bell rang mournfully and clear For those who died that Eas

Goddess In The Sun
When This picture was taken, it was a very defining moment in my life. A special moment. A moment where I decided to live for myself. I have recently been bombarded with comments (from family) on it, and how 'disgusting' it is...imagine...a picture of myself having an orgasm on a bed! *gasp* Well, not to disapoint anyone...But that is NOT a picture of an orgasmed enthralled Laurie. In fact not once in the.. *garblegarble*.. years I have been having sex...have I EVER had an orgasm with a complete and udder relaxed look on my face. What it is, is a picture Taken by my (then) 5 year old daughter in the January sun. It is my favorite picture, because it was happenstance. It was my daughter asking to take pictures of me. "Close your eyes mom...let me move Your hair" And so she did. So. While I can see what you MAY be meaning by your disgusted comments of my daughters BEAUTIFUL work...I think you should get your mind out of the gutter and see instead the light on my li

I Have A Stalker
PENGY STALKS ME OUTSIDE MY BEDROOM WINDOW AT NIGHT! :-O I caught her last night.. staring at me through my window.. licking her lips.. it was kinda scary. The shadow of her figure from the reflection in my window enveloped my room with a sense of a dark purpose.. she was DUN DUN DUN gonna steal my panties again. Surely enough I woke the next morning and my panties were gone! She left a flipperprint on my dresser drawer! I woke up the other night.. and she got into my room I don't know how! But she was humpin the bear! I got scared so I went back to sleep. THEN the next night I woke up.. and she was staring me right in the face! WHAT OH WHAT DOES SHE WANT FROM ME????? Maybe I should just give in and let her have her way with me.. and all this will stop.

Did You Ever
did you ever love someone? did you ever love someone and know they didn't love you you'd cry at night and wonder what good it would do did you ever look into their eyes and say a little prayer did you ever look into their heart and wish you could be there did you ever watch them walk away not wanting them to go when you whisper "I love you" but couldn't let them know you'd cry at night in misery and almost go insane for there is nothing else in this world that causes so much pain if I could choose between love and death I think I'd rather die for love is fun at first but the price is just too high that's why I say don't fall in love because you'll hurt before it's through you see my friend, I ought to know for I'm in love with you

It's Ok
It's cold outside, I can hear the rain fall Inside I've closed you out, I've realized- You gave up long before I could let you go Was to blind to see the emptiness you showed Just before you finally go just know I gave you all that I knew but it wasn't enough for your love I wanted so much to believe Could be all that you would ever need Though I know now that could never be but it's ok-know that I will be fine Please take a coat outside its very cold No need to look back, you were already gone I know you will find who you need n it's ok, it wasn't supposed to be me N though it hurts so much to let you go Don't need to worry about me, he will need you more I know I never had the right to hold on Should've let you go when I saw it first I only thought I could love you better But it's ok--- I gave it all I knew it wasn't enough Trusted all I could n there you went But I will move on, n he will love you too N I know your love for him with be true More then I cou

Language Of Love
There is a special language That we all can understand There is no need to speak it Or to sign it with your hand Everyone upon this earth And regardless of their race Will recognise each letter And so put them in their place This language, it can speak a truth That is far beyond compare With no lies or double meaning Or any innuendos there It teaches us the ways of life From he cradle to the grave And gives us strength to face up to Lifes biggest tidal wave This language reaches deep inside Our heart and spirit too It gives a reason to believe For me, as well as you Come joyous times, with happy days Or when life, it hurts us so This language, it will see us through More than you will ever know You can speak it from within your heart So everyone can hear The message will be understood From far away and near You can hear it on the gentle breeze As it blows from high above A universal language Its the language of true love

When We First Met
When we first met I tried all i could to not think about you, It was more than I could do... So i would simply walk alot to occupy my time.. But then I would end up where I started from with you back on my mind... you see you have something special that i can't quit explain.. I knew you we're dangerous before I knew your name... It wasn't my fault it happen on its own.. so now that we are together you will never be alone...

Where I Stand
Friday, November 16, 2007 Reflections Category: Writing and Poetry where i stand in life...Alot people want to know where i stand in life so here it goes...I have been through alot..i lost my husband 4 yrs.. ago he was shot I have 3 boys that are very wonderful...I lost every male in my life my dad died 6 mths after my husband was killed...So I guess I learned a lesson in life that some people never learn..To love and respect those you have because when there gone there is no turning back..I have learned honesty is the most golden thing you can do..I have alot of problems in my relationships with people like who i am until i date them then they want to try and change me..well i think there is somebody for everybody why try to change anyone..I expect very little i just ask for respect i don't even care if anyone ever loves me as long as they respect me...and honesty with loyalty...i do give it all and am not wrong for expecting it...people come and go in and out of my l

Thank U
I just wanted 2 say thank u for the ones that have helped me these last couple of days...i have been goin threw phyical problems ((2)) and alot of u have been there 4 me n i wanted 2 say thank u sooo much and 2 someone that means the world 2 me has been by my side helpin me get threw this baby i love u n thank u 4 bein here 4 me my love u r my world

Read This
What goes around comes around. I guarantee you will remember this tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now... A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and 4 yr old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together every night at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. 'We must do something about father,' said the son. 'I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.' So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden

A Wish
Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching... Sing like nobody's listening... Live like it's Heaven on Earth. May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your windowpane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain; May the hand of a friend always be near you; May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

Own My Sexy Ass
SKULL is on the Auction Block! myspace Stuff Click this picutre and check him out: Here's what you can get from SKULL: RATE PIX 11 DURING HH 5 PROFILE COMMS A DAY RATE STASH DURING HH ADDED TO TOP 5 IN FAMILY AND FRIENDS 1 BIG PIMPIN GIFT OF MY CHOICE PERSONAL PHONE CALL **IF WANTED BY OWNER 2 PERSONAL SFW SALUTES IF A VIP IS OFFERED AS PART OF THE BID..... 1 MONTH = 1-K 2 MONTH = 40K 6 MONTH = 100K IF A BLAST IS OFFERED AS PART OF THE BID.... 7 DAY BLAST = 20K 30 DAY BLAST = 75K NOW FOR THE BONUS LADIES.....IF THE WINNING BID HAS REACHED 400,000 FUBUCKS AND AT LEAST A 3 MONTH VIP I WILL SEND THEM THE INFAMOUS ORANGE HOODIE FROM MY PIX!! OMG LADIES CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THE MOST WANTED HOODIE ON FUBAR IS UP FOR GRABS..... **PLUS I HAVE ADDED A FEW EXTRA THINGS FOR THE WINNER.....GOOD LUCK EVERYONE Don't forget to Add/Fan/Rate the Auction Hostess to gain access to the Auction Folder if you aren't already her friend... ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUC

I'm Gettin Pimped Out. Check It Out
Hey everyone. Just wanted you all to know that im being pimped out in a fubar auction. My friend Shauny (owner of the Mile High Club) is auctioning off me and several of my friends. Please check it out. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=239503&i=1300919261

For A Friend
I posted a blog a few weeks ago about Chefwabba's mom having a stroke and being put on life support. I am so sorry to say, that she passed away Sunday night at about 2:00am. I have no idea what it is like to lose a parent but I do know that he is really hurting right now. He could use the support of friends. So, you already know what I am asking. Stop by his page if you get a chance and let him know that his friends are thinking of him. Thanks so much! Mary chefwabba@ fubar

Who Needs This Shit Anyway????
Who Needs This Shit Anyway.. This shit sucks I hate this crap I know its nothing more than a fucking trap What bullshit is that anyway Wont see my ass there on any day Im no fool in need to be schooled Look at all those perverted fucks who have just drooled Sad pathetic thoughtless scum Touching themselves begging just to cum Simple little minds with no heart Dont ask me cause where would I start I wouldnt waist my spit Id rather just split Dont harm but love and cherish them respect the lady Ya right, bullshit such bullshit therere fucking Shady Kill or be killed is what I know The lame pussies cant even bring home the dough So ask me again why would I waist my time I was dumb drunk caught up in the wrong line I cant help but to think what a joke all this shit is I just wanted to chill I didnt want a kiss Relationships are over rated and detrimental to my health They sneak on in and rob me of all my wealth I never asked for this It isnt worth piss For all yo

It's My Time To Be Set Free
IT'S MY TIME TO BE SET FREE My eyes are open but I see no light My heart beats but only in spite It's my choice I can act freely now Today I will give the last bow Left completely alone, empty, and hollow Unclear of whats next to follow I reach out but theres nothing there to grab my hand I try and kick but no one wins against this quick sand They scratched the walls and feels like they almost got stuck Welcome to my world that would of just been my luck I hear my phone ring and the sound just burns my ears I hate that hair raising noise It brings me to tears What the fuck does everyone want from me Why won't they just chill and let me be It's getting so hard to breathe the air is so thin I can feel it now its beginning to make my head spin I can't think I don't know what to do I hate myself for ever trusting in you There is so much commotion up in my head I think now would be a good time to wish myself dead What's the reason for me to stay I'm not worth shit on

Annoyed...is All I Can Say.
So unfortunatly my husband is now not coming home on the planned time he was supposed.I am so irriated right now because by the time I see him it will be nearly a year.Since his rank is lower a higher rank got to move Justin's leave time and replace it with theirs.I don't know just one of those times I guess.If I couldn't handle the long distance I know for a fact I would not have married into the Military but I guess its a good thing that I understand that plans can be broken and promises taken back.But anyways Happy St.Patrick's Day to all!

Mental State Of Your Mind
psychotic is just another word for nothing left to lose its like driving in circles but everytime you stop you are somewhere new why it happens is what you make of it you may be nuts you may be crazy or you are just like everyone else you just don't know it yet

Crock Pot Drunk Ballz
WARNING: DO NOT FEED TO CHILDREN UNLESS YOU WANT CPS CALLED. what you need.. Armour frozen meat balls 2 shots jack daniels 1 shot of capt morgan 1 shot Johnny walker Red label 1 Shot of Maker's Mark 4 Different types of BBQ sauce (your choice) at least 1 has to be Jack Daniels hickory mesquite Put all that in the crock pot and see what happens.

Why Not?
Why is it all the girls out there are always looking for Mr Right but yet will always complain that they can not find anyone? Does the perfect BF/GF really exist? You find me the perfect person and I will find you someone that is tied of putting up with them. LOL

Lazy
Thoughts run wild so much to do Yet my body is listless not following through Nervous energy flows in my veins Yet where is the physical forces am I going insane? I do not like to live in this clutter Yet all I can do is sit here an utter Utter contempt for the state things are in My mind fighting my body and the body does win This day at least is another victory won This day there hasn’t been anything done I have wasted my day in front of this screen And even this screen, my friends, isn’t clean! Ha!

*the Promise*
You are my first romance And Im willing to take all the chance Just to be with you Forever I will be true to you Its a Promise to you I do Till my Life end... When darkness fall Just look up the sky When you see the rainbow up above Im there in its tail To follow you and guide you To make your Dreams came true... You are my First and Last My Love for You will Never Last Promise,You´ll wait for me Till the Sunset is gone When the Rainbows color vanished And the Rains rinse your Tears I´ll dance with you in Heaven With the sweet silver songs of a Lark Written By:Rachel Wiehl

Don't Mess With A Crazy Ass Bitch! Lol
I had a really good time this weekend despite it's start! We intended to leave by 3:00 so we could get up there early and enjoy ourselves. We should have been there around 5:30-6:00pm. Only there were a couple of snafu's! One is that I ran to Long's Drug store to buy me some new headphones for my Ipod since mine were borrowed from my son and somehow broke! Anyway, I had Chris with me because I had just picked him up from school. When we pulled up to our house, there were about 15-20 kids that looked like bad news walking away from our house. I asked Christopher if he knew who they were? He said no. One of Chris' friends was up by our door and told Chris that he thinks they were wanting to beat up my son! I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Peter was at the hardware store and not home. Chris said that a girl likes him at school and he doesn't like her so her male cousin was going to get some gang kids in Middle School to "jump" him. I about flipped out! I started wa

The Brain
There is this patient in the hospital awaiting a doctors report on what to do next with this patient. The doc walks in and says *Sorry but we will have to do a brain transplant* . The family sits bewildered. The doctor continues, * Well the cost of the surgery runs about the same as the usual transplants, but the brains is what is the decider as to what you are willing to pay*. The doctor looks around and says, *The cost of a man's brain to transplant is $5000.00 and a woman's is going to be $500.00. When you decide what you are going to do please let us know so we can make arrangements.* The family sits and wonders with a strange look on their faces. Then one woman pipes up and says,* Why does a woman's brain cost so little compared to a man's brain.* The doctor turns to her as he is leaving and states, *A woman's brain is used.*

To Whom It My Concern
To whom it may concern, I am the owner of the heart you have broken I never meant to give you my heart if you didnt truely want it When I gave you this beautiful gift I never thought you would return it broken and torn apart. If you didn't intend to keep it safe then why'd you bother to hold on to it for some long. There are pieces missing and some dont even fit right. How could you distroy the only thing I could give you that no one else would. I guess I'm the one to blame really, I thought that when you told me you loved me I thought you meant it. Silly me. Well I guess I should be going now thanks for returning it I guess. If you ever change your mind and realise that you want it back it'll be here waiting for you. Just remember a heart is a fraigle gift that you must take care of and give it lots of love next time

A Woman's Worth
A WOMAN CAN BE A MOTHER, A TEACHER, A PROVIDER, A COMPANION, A INTIMATE SENSUAL GODDESS, A WOMAN CAN CURE A BROKEN HEART, HEAL YOUR WOUNDS, A WOMAN CAN TREAT YOU LIKE A KING. WHEN THE WORLD HAS YOUR BACK AGAINST THE WALL SHE SUPPORTS YOU, AND HELPS YOU STAND PROUD AND TALL. WHEN THE RAIN IS FALLING SHE IS THE SUN BEAMING THROUGH THE CLOUDS, THAT FIRST TOUCH OF WARMTH ON YOUR FACE AFTER THE RAIN IS GONE. A WOMAN IS SENSITIVE, THEREFORE SHE KNOWS HER INNER SENSE, A MOTHER ALWAYS TEACHES HER DAUGHTERS TO FOLLOW THEIR FIRST MIND CALLED A WOMAN'S INTUITION. BUT THIS STRONG DIVERSE WOMAN IS FRAGILE SHE CAN BREAK. AS THE STORY GOES 100 KINGS HORSES AND A 100 KINGS MEN COULD PUT THAT WOMAN BACK TOGETHER AGAIN. TREAT HER LIKE A LADY OR DON'T TREAT HER AT ALL, OR IT CAN BE A DISASTER FOR ALL

Distorted Reality Lyrics
Distorted Reality... Defines me and it Binds me, to a place I know Distorted Reality... Refines me and it Builds me, And makes you so Lame Distorted Reality... Twists me and it Burns me, Forms me into Shape Distorted Reality... Draws me, and it Colors me, Inside the Lines Ultimate... Fantasy Distorted... Reality (x4) This world, I dont need a Reason, This world, I don't need Control, What I reap, You will Sow, What I kill, You will Eat, What I touch, You will Feel, What I cut, You Will Bleed, Ultimate... Fantasy Distorted.. Reality (X4)

Get To Know Greg
I HOPE I DONT REGRET THIS... YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Sex In The Irish Tradition
THE PREPARATION Friday Night is very much love-night for the Irish man. Arriving back from the pub, having partaken of the traditional Irish aphrodisiac - 12 pints Guinness, and some fish and chips, his mind set on one thing - LOVE! Or as he say's himself "the ride". His lust, at fever pitch, after the sensuous excitement of a hard night's dominoes, he approaches his beloved wife, enticing her with gentle words of passion - "any chance of me hole then love?" The good lady in question perhaps over excited by the erotic smell of Guinness or the sensuous vision of chips sticking to his chin, is at first somewhat reluctant. This coy reluctance is expressed with the flirtatious, "Would ye ever fuck off!!!". FOREPLAY Foreplay is very important indeed. This basically consists of the male, whipping off his slightly soiled Y fronts provocatively at his wife, that usually land skid-mark side down, as he approaches the bed gyrating with one hand on his hip and the other on the b

Lets Get One A Few Things Str8 First
1. these pics are meant for entertainment only. any solicitation will result in me blocking you. 2. no i don't cyber. if you want to jerk off to these pics, i'm all for it. i just don't need the details. :) 3. any comments are welcome even if you dislike what you see. 4. last but not least. as you can see from the name of the album, these pics are meant for someone VERY special to me. i know he's probably got half these if not more already saved to his comp, but whats a few more? ~grin~

The Automatic Sink Dispensers
DOES THIS BOTHER YOU??? WHEN YOU GO TO WASH YOUR HANDS IN WALMART, TARGET AND THE LIKE AND THE AUTOMATIC SINK DISPENSER DOESN'T WORK? HALF THE TIME EITHER IT DOESN'T WORK OR IT PUTS OUT TOO MUCH WATER. HELPING the environment is great....BUT half of the time it doesn't work... i want to SHOOT the person who invented THIS!!! A) IT BOTHERS YOU B) NO, I COULD CARE LESSF!! THANKS MAIDEN!

Stop Falling For The Wrong Guys Right Now!
We've all got habits, some good and some bad. We women tend to repeat bad dating habits more often than we'd like. We date the gorgeous bad boy, instead of swooning over the quirky nerd who we know isn't going to break our hearts. Or we go for the guy we think we can 'fix' instead of devoting our attention to the guy who's already been repaired. The key to finding a good relationship is to recognize what your bad habits are and quickly breaking them. 1. Look yourself in the eye and take a brutal, honest assessment of your dating relationships. Write down the names of your last five significant others. Write down five reasons why the relationship ended with each guy. Take a look at what you've written and you'll soon see your pattern emerging. 2. When you think about dating that hottie from your office, make a commitment to yourself first. Commit to dating with your eyes wide-open. You owe it to yourself to be selective about the guys you spend your time with. If you decide on a

Practice Positive Thinking For A Better Life
Sometimes, it's hard to think positively. Negative feelings creep up as a result of things that aren't going well in our lives and we tend to focus on those feelings instead of keeping our attention on positive ones. There are ways to turn a negative into a positive when it comes to how you think about yourself, your life and those around you. So how do you stay positive? It takes practice! Here are a few tips to help you practice positive thinking! 1. Great minds think alike, so surround yourself with other positive thinkers. These are people who take personal setbacks in stride and always try to look at the bright side of things. You'll find that these people can influence your own thinking because the more you hang out with positive people, the more positive you become! 2. Positive thinking is a habit, so practice, practice, practice! 3. Chalk it all up to learning. If you make a mistake or have a setback, look at it as an opportunity to learn and grow, not a catastrophic e

Irish Viagra
An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his help in reviving her husband's libido. "What about trying Viagra?", asked the doctor. "Not a chance", she said. "He won't even take an aspirin". "Not a problem", replied the doctor. "Give him an "Irish Viagra". It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things go". It wasn't even a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible,doctor!" "Really? What happened?" asked the doctor. "Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee, and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye, and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent the cups and tablecloth flying; ripped me clothes to tatters and took me then and there. He took me passio

Things We Lost In The Fire
A while back I wrote a blog about wanting someone in my life I could lean on. Someone that would hold me up when I couldn't be strong anymore. Well I found him. Case in point: He drove eight hours to my house to be with me and meet the kids and ALL of my family. We watched the Halle Berry movie "Things We Lost In The Fire". If you have ever lost someone you should watch this movie, but be prepared it brought out a lot of emotions that I thought were long since cried out. I sobbed and sobbed, and you know what he did? He held me and wiped my tears. No one has ever done that for me before. He didn't question me, or get insecure that I was crying over a love lost. He just told me to let it out, and that he loved me. It was the best feeling in the world. I am the luckiest girl alive.

Fate In Your Hands
Our lives are ruled by a few things: 1. Good decisions 2. Bad decisions 3. Not making decisions 4. Allowing others to make decisions for us 5. Listening to bad advice. 6. Listening to good advice. Fate is, well, nothing more than a wisp of wishes felt or thought. However, hope is not a plan.

What To Say At First?
Starting is always difficult. Actually it isn´t if it´s just an action, but saying something is never too easy. This is why I prefer to sing. Beer helps too and maybe this is why I joined fubar. I like making friends, I love talking to people when there is something to exchange. There are many things up to happen in my life. Some real big changes and it will be nice to have a place to escape sometimes... Cheers! Miss Finn

Tough Realization
So last night at work I started to have the major head twitches and my hand...heck whole body was shaking to the point i could barely do my job. It got so bad I almost started crying because it brought backk all the emotions that came with being told I had Parkisons more than a year ago. The last eight months it was like I was perfectly healthy again and I was hoping and praying that I was done with it for years, but after last night I am not so sure anymore. I jokingly said kill me to someone at work but i kinda meant it here i am nearly done with school and things are going crazy with my nervous system i hope its just a little set back but i cant help to remember that it was easter sunday that everything changed in my life the first time. my one hope isnt to get better or to have it all go away...................................I just wanna see her one more time tell her i love her give her a hug and kiss and let her know i have thought about her everyday since she has been gone.

St.patrick
my dear friend,i am not irish,but accepted from me this great st.patrick day,salutings and greetings for all my celtic friends,. celtic-kelta,this is hungarian word,deos,t mean, people cames from east..many hungarian words are in english,..lolove.laslo ,from hunland-hungary

St. Patrick Was A Murdering Bastard
Patrick was a Christian priest whose mission was to convert the population of Ireland to Christianity. The Druids, however, stood in his way. The Druids were very important people in Ireland at that time, and their symbol was the Snake of Wisdom. Druids could be priests of the old religion of Ireland, but there were also much more. One part of the Druid class were the "Bards", whose job it was to remember all of the history of the people, as well as to record current events. Because the Irish Celts did not rely on a written language, everything had to be memorized. Bards were poets and musicians, and used music and poetry to help them remember their history exactly. Because of this, Bards were highly respected members of the Irish society. The Irish believed that history was very important, for if you didn't remember what had happened in the past, you couldn't safely plan for the future. Bards, therefore, held the future of the people in safekeeping. Another important part of the

In A Vip Contest, A Friend Needs Help
Hello I really need all the help I can get on this one... so please help if you can... This is really important. I have helped many in theirs and I need the help in mine now... I think You are supposed to fan, rate and add to be able to help in this contest. Here is the link to my pic that needs the comments...

The 70's
I dont give a damn what anyone says, the 70's had the best damn music. The shit they make nowadays dont compare to what we had back then. Led zepplin, pink floyd, jimmi hendrix. Not to mention stuff like elo, fleetwood mac, steelydan and early ac dc. The stuff just said how u felt n made u feel good. This whinney crap n rap is just plian fucking awful, its not music. Anytime u feel like u wanna hear music that makes ya just plian happy or stirs yer emtions, listen to of of he the stuff from back then. This garbage today its just depressing junk. So here ya go , smile n enjoy........ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2Ncxw1xfck&feature=related

Let Me Love You
Sometimes I close my eyes And imagine you're with me Chasing passion into the night All tangled in a dream. Oh if you could see my heart The way I feel inside You would know just how far I'm willing to go to get to you There is nothing I won't do. Show me what its like to lose control Free the desire in your soul Oh oh let me love you. Let me take you to a place like no where else Show you the things you never felt Oh oh let me love you. Oh I want to taste your kiss Be the reason for your smile Touch the magic on your skin Be the one that drives you wild. Oh if you could read my mind You'd know you're everything I need You'd see yourself through my eyes You may understand what I'm going through Just how much I want you. Show me what its like to lose control Free the desire in your soul Oh oh let me love you. Let me take you to a place like no where else Show you the things you never felt Oh oh let me love you.

Yeah...
So tell me...how is that on St. Patty's day that I'm sitting in doing absoutely nothing? When I should be out getting drunk off my ass!!! Oh thats right....cause no one wanted to do anything!! Dagger...so I'm lonely and bored. Does anyone even care? Lol...I didn't think so..I know its my own problem, it just sucks!! Sooo..I just wanted to share all that with you..thanks!! LoL

[literal]
Maybe I've been sitting in my house alone, singing my favorite songs a bit too much. Maybe I'm waiting for the right one, instead of looking for her. Maybe I'm a loveable perfectionist. Or maybe I just hate myself. How much reevaluation am I going to put myself through here? How much destruction and reconstructing will take place in the coming months? Will I get to see the crystal blue ocean, and lush paradise of my dreams? Or the same four, dirty, walls. What will tomorrow bring? What will tomorrow destroy? Will this ever go away? Will I ever be happy? Was I ever happy? Will my fingers, ever wrap around that ineffable invisible dream of mine? What do I want? And what did I do to deserve having it taken from me before I ever had it?

Torn
My love for him, the deepest it may be. The desperate thought of losing him, I wish I didn't see. The painful agony, I try to disguise thee. The sound of a wounded heart beating, oh how it hurts me. The anger that burns inside, I shall set free. The thought of a love, that should never be. The thought of him leaving, should I let him flee? The things that make me torn, will always be. written by.. Megz

Take Back
Take back your hurtful way. Bring back your loving way. Take back the hate you gave. Bring back the love we made. Take back the pain you caused. Bring back my heart and soul. Take back you violent threats. Bring back your loving caress. Take back your fist hitting abuse. Bring back the love we once knew. Take back your angry words. Bring back the loving ones once used. Take back the hurt you put me through. Bring back the gun I used to shoot you. Written by.... Megz

One Year Ago (today)
I still cant believe it. March 18 2007, It has seemed so much longer ago that The World has lost the greatest man Iv ever known. The only father Iv ever known and one of the few ppl that has been there for me. Words cant describe the pain and the sadness I feel It still gets to me everyday as the tears run down my face all I can think about is how much I miss him the times we spend together use wrestling around and stuff when i was a small kid. I would give everything just to have him back for a few minutes lord knows I wish it could have been me he didnt dersve this,all the ciggarettes and liquor we knew it was going to kill him one day but i never dreamed It would really happen I never pictured My life Without him I couldn’t. He was so much apart of me and my life I still wait @ home waiting for him to walk threw that door. I try to be strong for my Grandmother its so hard sometimes we just break down and cry together. Shes the Greatest lady in the world she didnt derserve this eith

Food For Thought.
I may be a dork...but at least I admit it. I'm not afraid of who I am and I'm surely not going to try to be someone other than who I am. What gets me is all these people on here that are hot yeah...great you look wonderful...but your personality sucks. Do you really think because you are on a site where a bunch of people suddenly give you attention that you are better than some other on this site? Think about it...how many of you get this much attention in the world without internet? I can actually say that I get more attention offline than I do online. I've seen girls almost wreck their car to get a second look at me. I'm not trying to brag...but I'm just being real. So all you people that think you look like a playboy bunny...and are showing yourself off nude to your selected friends...I say you need a reality check. If you do this cuz it makes you feel more beautiful or more sexy...give me a break...who are fooling other than yourself? Granted I appreciate a beautiful body

~just Ranting~
ok i figured i would take some time to just rant about some things that are bothering me. like for one my sister in law was in a good mood all day because her niece mia was born, but after she woke up she has been a complete bitch to me and im scared to even go into the same room. I am a nice person until i get pissed off and right now i am pissed and hurt and just not sure what to do. for the second thing my fiance and i have not been getting along at all. we hardly talk and when we do all we mainly do is fight so i dont know what i am doing wrong to make everyone want to fight with me or not be with me but its driving me crazy. but before i start crying or get really upset im going to stop writing it may be better that way

Your My Little Piece Of Heaven>> To You My One
My little piece of heaven here on earth . With out you... Id just not have any worth. Would be feeling like im never loved. Id die a knowing, If Id lost your love.. Cause your the reason I go on . I need you now more than I ever did . I ache inside , wishing you,d fell what I do feel. A desperate need in a sence... To kiss ,you hold you and begin , a life with you from begining to end. Diana I do know you love me as you always have said ..I know it will be in a sence / forever and ever / always .. so xoxoxo to show my love for you that you already know.. diana

I Don't Mind Do You?
I do not mind being preached to about sins and morality by others. I am a humanist…. I will respect so much and attempt to find more respect. I’ll smile at another’s quest to understand me and rate me. I would prefer they do this to me in person so they can invite rebuttal. To me it’s all good conversation. I am a humanist my boundaries are my own. But they were built with careful observation and listening. The goal being…… to be unbiased and fair. We can have a preaching party. Turn red hot anger of judge and defendant into something rational. Nothing like reason…don’t you think ?

Racist
our race is better her color is brighter my children are smarter our blood is redder the mind of a racist has very little time to think about anything other than his, our & mine he breeds his poisons in all who will listen and when he sees violence how is heart glistens he goes about life breaking rules along the way but he'll get what he deserves one of these days just keep on the watch cuz he's always around tryin to put somebody like you or me down he preaches love but will kill those who show it he's the DEVILS child and everyone knows it!!! Please help this nasty cycle,,,, love your neighbors as you want them to love you! Just remember that in todays day and age you CANT tell what nationality ANYONE is anymore!

Different
I said good bye on that rainy spring night knowing that our lives could never intertwine two different people one with dreams one with a lost cause it could never be with out total focus on what the future holds different life back grounds different morals of life what can we do when all we held was love I will hold you dear and hold my head up knowing that this will be best for us we never know what will happen next Good luck to all and know that them memories will never be forgotten. By Elizabeth Sue Pennington

Omfg. What Is Wrong With Me?
I just don't get it. I'm so fucking tired of being single. And I'm even more tired of "liking" losers, posers, liars, commitment phobes, and etc. etc. I had a crush on this guy back in the day and I told him tonight and all he said was "i know". I mean WTF. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! Why is it that no guy I'm attracted to is ever attracted to me? At this point I'm convinced I'm going to die a bitter old maid. I practically threw myself at him later in the conversation and he said nothing. I did everything but offer to drive to his place and hump him. I mean DAMN. I'm so fucking over it. I'm done. I'll just watch my porn and enjoy my time with BOB. Because it's obvious I won't be getting any ass anytime soon. Sorry for the rant, but I had to get it of my chest. :(

Why Can't We Still Be
When I see you When I speak to you Our memories flash before me All of our forgotten memories Of what we used to be I think of how I should be in your arms We were suppose to last But here, alone, I stand. Even though you may not know it, You hurt me a great deal Always ripping out my heart And not caring about how I feel. You would always ask me Why I was always sad But wouldn't you be broken too If you lost everything you had? Standing there heartbroken You had left me on my own My heart fully shattered, Silently crying all alone. And you wonder Why I'm afraid to fall It's because when I lost you I felt like I lost it all. Why can't you still love me The way you once did Now that I love you I know that I still love you And I know I still care But I go through each day pretending My feelings aren't really there Because the truth is I don't know how to stop loving you I can't seem to let you go. I don't know how to. Lying through my

Best
All I ever asked for was a guy like you, You protect me and make me feel happy too. Your funny laugh, cute smile Keeps me smiling for a while You have a great since of humour, This is defiantly not rumour. The time we spend together Is really special to me I just hope you see How happy you make me be. Walking down the streets, holding hands Having a few kisses here and there Makes me remember the times we share. I really appreciate the things you do So I just want to say I love you! 3

My Dad And Friends
Hey all my friends my dad needs all the help he can get. I'am asking my friends to come an help him out in his contest...all my friends know that if you need my help I'll help you out when you need it.... Plz come help me out.... The link to the pic is below...... thank you There is also a wonderful friend that is in a contest also and can use some help, so stop by to help her out also. Just remember every little bit Helps.. Here is another Friend that could use some help also... Please every bit counts...

Spring Break...take 1
well, Jeff is off this week for his vacation. Next week is our daughter's spring break. So we'll have 2 spring breaks around here~!! Since Jeff is off work I am going to get him to help me plant some flowers around the yard. I bought 2 rose bushes to plant and I can't wait till they bloom! I love flowers! I usually have the yard all planted by now but chemo has me slowed a little. Speaking of chemo, I am glad this weekend is over. My son was not here so that was a good thing. My daughter came home Saturday sick with the stomach bug. She didn't eat for 2 days. I kept her home from school yesterday so she could rest but she went today. The house is quiet right now cause the 'boys' are still in bed. Anyway, chemo....I am half way done!! I only have 4 more treatments to go. These last 4 are going to be doozies though. Each visit will take about 5 hours cause the med takes 3 hours to slowly drip into my vein. Then, as if being bald isn't enough...I will loose ALL my hair.

Unfulfilled And Incomplete
UNFULFILLED AND INCOMPLETE What happens when we as humans become unfulfilled and incomplete in a relationship? Feeling incomplete, always seraching for more, or even worse, someone to complete us. Why do we let ourselves get to that point in a relationship? Why are we always seraching for more? Why can't our better half fulfill what is we think is missing? Or is something really missing at all? Is it you, or them? Hmmm..... It is believed that we blame our partner for what we are lacking in, instead of trying to repair what we feel is missing. It is easier to take up with someone else fresh and new and more promising, only to find out that after a while that fresh, new promising relationship only ends up exactly like the last one we just ended! So, why is it so hard to be satisfied with what we have and stop thinking about what more we can get? First we have to admit that the problem lies within ourselves and not our partners. We are the only ones responsible

What Lolcat Are You?
My score on The Which Lolcat Are You? Test: Sad Cookie Cat (51% Affectionate, 22% Excitable, 55% Hungry) You are the classic Shakespearian tragedy of the lolcat universe. The sad story of a baking a cookie, succumbing to gluttony, and in turn consuming the very cookie that was to be offered. Bad grammar ensues. To see all possible results, checka &dis. Link: The Which Lolcat Are You? Test View My Profile: (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Soul
Awesome © Safe Tags From CILM When you look in my eyes, Tell me what you see. Do my eyes tell you, What my life has been? Can you look deep in my soul, And see all there is there to expose. Can you see the hurt and pain? Yet the happiness, despite all that has been? My eyes hold the story, To this book that has been written. The journey has been long and is not over yet, However, I have no regrets. I am strong and true to myself. The biggest lesson I have learned here. When it is time for me to go home, I hope I have gained everything from here. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

My First Happy Hour
Most of you who know me know that I always do what I can to help my friends and a lot of times people I don't even know. Now I need my friends to help me. I am in a giveaway for a Happy Hour. I need this to help me get to Godfather. If you can stop in a drop me a few comments now and then I would appreciate it and will return the love. I need 45K to get my Happy Hour and there is no time limit. The link to the picture is below. Also know that I am available for any requests for graphics you may have. Love to all my friends....Trese

Check Out The Divas Den!!!
COME CHECK OUT THE DIVAS DEN. I PROMISE THAT YOU WILL HAVE A BLAST!! WE HAVE 5 LIVE WEBCAMS THANKS TO SAPPHIRE SKY..MAKE SURE YOU SHOW HER SUM LOVE. SEE YOU IN THE DEN..MSMAINE http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52916 SHOW SAPPHIRE SUM LOVE..THANKS!! Sapphire Sky@ fubar

Catchin Up
As most of ya know I havent been around for a few days since everyone in the family is sick. Im gonna be slowly catchin up just give me some time to do it cause im not sure how long Ill have to play on here each day. Ive caught this crap and now my son has too. Im so ready for summer so everyone will just be better! Thanks again for all the comments and messages and everything. Hope everyone is doin better then me! lol xoxo

Ponder On This
Just some phrases to ponder... God has 3 answers for us; yes, not yet & I have a better plan. Work to live don't live to work. If it's 4 ur kids is it really a sacrifice. Love Lost is soon 4gotten but lost love is always remembered. It's better to burn out than it is to fade away. 2 is company & 3 or more is a party. If a tree falls in the wood & no ones around to hear it does it make a sound? Who cares why the chicken crossed the road, I want 2 know how it didn't get run over. Size does matter!!

Dancing Stars
As into your eyes I longingly gaze, Like looking into the stars above, Such dazzling beauty does ever amaze, The stars, they dance, cause I'm in love. As onto your sweet lips I gently kiss thee, Tasting a fruit that seems forbidden, You unleash bonds that set me free, Awaken emotions that long were hidden. And as into your bosom I find rest, A sanctuary for my tumultuous soul, I certainly count myself among the blessed, To have found the one that makes me whole. And throughout this universe I dare to say, There is not another that could my heart so sway.

I Need A Few More Drivers For The Ron Paul March!
June 21st looks like it is going to be the date.... We will be leaving from Kennewick, WA I was figuring we could leave on the 17th of June, that gives us 4 days to get there :-) then if we drove ABOUT 10 hours a day, we would get there on time. Here is the distance and estimated travel time... Estimated Time: 39.0 hours 1 minute Estimated Distance: 2626 miles also, I have a big tent, sleeping bags, 2 coolers, and I should be able to get lots of food and such, I just need help with gas/driving....and if we decided to stay in a hotel or something....the more people the cheaper this trip should be...AND the more FUN!!!! (New York is only about 4 hours away from Washington DC!) Gas is going to be about 400$ there and 400$ back.... If we can get enough people it will be a lot cheaper (i.e 4 people going would be 200 pp round trip, 6 people would be about 135 pp round trip) If interested, please send me a message saying so! Lets be a part of History!

I'm Co-owner Of New Bombing & Leveling Crew
Are you interested in getting help in contests or leveling? Do you like to help people level and bomb? Then please check out our NEW Leveling and Bombing Crew. Please read the page for info about us! Thank You~ Thank you!

If I Was Her Lover
I If I were her lover, I'd wade through the clover Over the fields before The gate that leads to her door; Over the meadows, To wait, 'mid the shadows, The shadows that circle her door, For the heart of my heart and more. And there in the clover Close by her, Over and over I'd sigh her: "Your eyes are as brown As the Night's, looking down On waters that sleep With the moon in their deep" . . . If I were her lover to sigh her. II If I were her lover, I'd wade through the clover Over the fields before The lane that leads to her door; I'd wait, 'mid the thickets, Or there by the pickets, White pickets that fence in her door, For the life of my life and more. I'd lean in the clover— The crisper For the dews that are over— And whisper: "Your lips are as rare As the dewberries there, As ripe and as red, On the honey-dew fed" . . . If I were her lover to whisper. III If I were her lover, I'd wade throug

Why The Fuk?!?!
Ok, So as I am trollin and pervin, I notice a lot of girls on here asking for ENORMOUS amounts of Fubucks or buy them a 30 day blast or something. WHY?? Is it worth that type of time energy and money just to see pics?? I don't think so. You want me to see your "hot" pics? Just show em! Don't be a ho about it! I know some people will get this and others won't. OH WELL!!! To bad, so sad. Rock on!!

Love And Friendship
Love is like the wild rose-briar, Friendship like the holly-tree— The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms But which will bloom most constantly? The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again And who will call the wild-briar fair? Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now And deck thee with the holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He may still leave thy garland green.

About The Bad Boys Page
So I have had the bad boys page for a good while now but I see that no one really pays much attention to it and doesn't really respond to the blogs and stuff so I'm just wondering who would like to remain on the bad boys page and who would like to join in because if not I'm just gonna cancel the whole page Let me know guys so I don't have the page for nothing

My New Owner Rocks!!!
PLEASE TAKE SOME TIME AND CHECK OUT MY NEW OWNER. HIS BEAUTIFUL BROKEN ANGEL. SHE ROCKS!! SHE IS A GREAT FRIEND AND SHE HAS MADE ME ALOT OF VERY COOL PICTURES!! ~ღ¤H¡Ṥ ßÊåµTîFµ£ ÅηgєL Fubar Girlfriend To Wasted™¤ღ~@ fubar

The Reason
I have gotten myself a job. Yes I said it, A JOB! Sadly I work from 6 am to about 4 pm, and I don't get on the comp in the afternoon/evening... So the only time I will be getting on here is prolly Saturdays. Seeing how Sunday is my computer sabbath. So yeah. Peace, Love, and Monster. Straight from the Church... ~The Ministry of Lost Souls~ aka Kris

Politics
A cannibal was walking through the jungle and came upon a restaurant operated by a fellow cannibal. Feeling somewhat hungry, he sat down and looked over the menu... • Tourist: $5 • Broiled Missionary: $10.00 • Fried Explorer: $15.00 • Baked Democrat or Grilled Republican: $100.00 The cannibal called the waiter over and asked, "Why such a price difference for the Politician?" The cook replied, "Have you ever tried to clean one? They're so full of shit, it takes all morning."

March 18
March 18, 2008 Quote of the Day "The marvelous richness of human experience would lose something of rewarding joy if there were no limitations to overcome. The hilltop hour would not be half so wonderful if there were no valleys to traverse." – Helen Keller

Fubar Women
Yup, the sexiest, most arousing women I have seen in a long time. I wish to make love to each and every one of you. At least, in my mind that is. You are all so sexy, I wish I knew why. Sometimes it is best to not wonder why, but to enjoy. xxxooo

Self Inflicted
You see these cuts and bruises Isnt this all so amusing I feel the emptiness of just another day in hell My life is so confusing Do this to myself im losing I guess im only proving what every one can see but me And i wont let myself be happy I cut myself just to feel the pain And i wont give up anything for you Im going down and noone can save me Im going down and noone can save me I am cold my legs are shaking Theres no hope right now im begging Just one sign to show me someone out there really cares My clothes are soaked up crying Theres no doubt i know im dying I did this to myself and thats the part i cant believe And i wont let myself be happy I cut myself just to feel the pain And i wont give up anything for you Im going down and noone can save me Im going down and noone can save me Im going down and noone can save me These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted These cuts and bruises are all self i

Make Buying Your New Car Fun By Purchasing Through Government & Surplus Auctions!
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Nick
Hi everyone.. im asking you all to please pray for my friend Nick.. He is in the USA ARMY and he is in a real bad place right now in this world an in his head... He has seen things that only we see in movies or imagine.. I feel his hurt an his pain... he lost 2 of his buddys yesterday from his Unit an basically had to pick up the pieces he seeks revenge in the worst way an my fear is he wont be rational an watch his ass or his other buddys an just go for blood... Please pray that he is aware of his suroundings and that he makes it thru this ruff time in his life an for him to wake up tomorrow and just be stronger for what happened... In Gods Speed Nick.... please be careful HIS PICS RE IN MY PHOTES THANK U LOVE LISA

Credit Card Offers
ok so my credit is improving finally due to the fact ive been responsible for once in my life.....so I get another credit card offer with this fake card and a pre approved for 1000 dollars message. yeah yeah, ok i already have two and 1000 dollars is below my actual fuck off money in the bank.... 24% interest and $69 annual fee and $69 enrollment fee! are they serious.... are they trying to tell me something with the fees....$69..... im glad there is no internationally known # for sodomy...cus they would have stuck that in as a fee too.... what would jesus do? anyways, im not gonna apply for that card @ 24% interest....you gotta be kidding me....

Naughty
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Hmmm of course i have 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? If I could I would have sex 24/7 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The right side so girl move on over 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? Chicken got to have the protein 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? NO because i rolled down the window and threw up on my car instead 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Well How much you gonna offer but yes i have 7. Shower or bath? Shower power 8. Do you pee in the shower? Not since i was 5 9. Mexican or Chinese? mexican 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Passive i like to be in control 11. Do you love someone in your top friends list? I love everyone i talk to 12. Do you know all the people in your friends list? No, but im trying to 13. Love or money or cuddling? ALL the above 14. Credit

I Won't Be On Much!
Well I guess I knew this was coming sooner or later. I'm not handling my multi tasking very well. So I've decided to stay off of here for awhile. I'met some great people on here and plan to stay in touch through other means. I have to focas on my job and school and not FUBAR DRAMA.. lol

A Trip To Regenerate!!
Friday, March 22nd, 2008 C.E., I am taking a trip to Pine Ridge, S.D., to be with my Adopted Lakota family for a week. I will be returning then, but will not be able to respond to any internet messages during that time and anyone desiring communication with me during this period will find it incumbent upon them to utilize the telephone services, including text, to interact with me. The cell # is still 612*964*8944

March 18, 2008
Where do I even begin? This man that I love more than I've ever loved before continually surprises me with the sweetest most romantic gestures. I've never experienced that before. He is truly my Knight in Shining Armor. Jimm, you are truly my every dream come true. You are more than I could have ever prayed or dreamed for. I feel so blessed, honored and privileged to have your love, and to be able to feel it so strongly. The hours upon hours that we spend together on a daily basis are my most precious times. I have opened my heart to you like I have to no one else, and you still love me. I have never known a man to love so hard and so strong and so unconditionally before. I pray everyday that I will be able to make you as happy and feel as loved as you do for me. I count down the days until I can be moved to Washington and we can be in each other's arms, eternally. I look forward to fulfilling every dream that we've talked about. To having "our" family united as one. Bab

Couples Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Wtf
: I am sick and tired of ppl that do nothing yet they have everything and the ones like myself that fight for their very existance get shit on constantly! bastard women that sit on their ass's making money from welfare and just popping out kids so that they can have more to go get their nails done off my taxes while I struggle to keep food in the mouth of my kids, and clothes on their backs and the world wonders why ppl are pissed off and shootings happen. Ohh and lets not forget that I have to struggle and sell my posessions to play my damn bills but the fuckin hoodrat mexican down the street dosent have to work and the goverment pays her shit...ohh yeah thats right I am to white to get help...almost forgot I live in Arizona! it shouldent matter if you are white, mexican or black...when you need help you get help and then you get a fucking job and try to do things on your fucking own!

Student Loans
this is one thing i fucking hate about school is having to deal w damm leanders, deffinetlty after you have one that jsut fucks u over so bad that everyone else denies youa dn u have t drop out of college. so i just to say thinks sallie may for fucking it all up. now i have now idea on where to go and found out if i can get any student oans through someone else besides who the school is going through. i dont have that kind of cash to pay for the class up front.

Leave Me Some Luvin!
I live to love you It's what I long to do Every minute you're away Is a minute my soul quakes Every moment you are near Is a moment I hold dear I cherish every second For you my heart beckons And no matter what we go through Remember, I live to love you

This Is What I Do So I Don't Spend Too Much Time Here To Get Upset!
YEAH--I KNOW I SUCK--BUT THIS ONE HAS 3.2 STARS(OUT OF 5) I'M GONNA KEEP ON POSTING REVIEWS OF MY CRAP HERE-=-YEAH! BAND PROFILE "RACHAEL" 3.2 Active contest: • #100 in Experimental Rock Best ranking: • #79 of 200 in Experimental Rock on 27Feb2008 Track Of Day: 14Feb2008 Reviewers' Picks awards! Band: STEVE LIEBERMAN Genre: Experimental Rock (Punk/Crap/Latin/ Jewish Fusion) This music free to share under a Creative Commons Music Sharing License. from my 14th cd-"Overthrow the Government" which i wrote when i went totally crazy the week before i was sent to the sanitarium Signature Review Agressive stuff The distorted bass hits me like a train and the haunting flute scares the crap out of me! The singer gives me the creeps... feels like I'm beeing hunted down by a psyko! Really original and fun to listen to! Reviewed by: capstoneonline from Sweden Raver!!!! This kicks ass!!!!!! The vox are the driving fo

I Wear A Smile
I Wear a Smile Silently I sit alone as her eyes sparkle so . Hidding , behind a false tone that she will never know . Though I am happy for her that she has found the one , beauty is with another , to share the rising sun . Does this mean I am a fake I have to think a while . For me I feel a heartache , for her I wear a smile .

Them,, They ,, Their
THEY have no 8 hour days THEY work all night into the day and all day into the night THEY are awakened and ready in THEIR clothes in a moments notice THEIR work clothes are not fashionable and may not even be clean THEY are full of dust and dirt from last time and weigh more then 100lbs THEY wear this 100lbs plus up hills, down hills,on and through any kind of terrain and weather THEY are out in the field for days at a time THEY survive on rations or what THEY can retrieve from THEIR surroundings snakes, crickets, roaches, any type of nourishment THEY can get to fuel THEIR bodies so THEY can keep going to finish THEIR mission or what so many of THEM call "just THEIR job" there are no fancy restaurants no comfortable chairs or favorite table where THEY eat THEIR meals not even a old beat up hot dog vender's cart water may not be tasted or in reach for days not only do THEY have the weight of THEIR clothes on THEM THEY also have the mental strain of w

Purpose
Mistakes add up Until self worth Proves itself pointless In your own eyes… Swallowed up by The internal abyss The hatred runs through… Crawling out was Only a wasted effort in the first place. The black vapor Suffocating the fresh air around it Pulling you in By its reversed gravitation. Knowing that a purpose exists Is so hard to believe Whenever the battle of the self Commences into a repeating pattern. Though the feedback Of others is Far more believable than anything else.

Automobile Acronyms
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ASTON MARTIN Another Strut To Overhaul Nightly - Many Apparent Repairs To Internal Nubs (nubs are wheel bushes). BENTLEY Beautiful Engine, Needs To Last Endless Years. BMW Break My Windows/Built by Migrant Workers/Big-up My Willy/Bought Mainly by Wankers/Black Man's Wheels/Black Man's Willy/Bring Money in Wheelbarrows/Blew My Wad/Built from Mercedes Wastebasket/Barely Moving and Working/Bersten Mal Wieder (German: 'bust again')/Bei Mercedes Weggeworfen (German: 'made from the parts Mercedes threw away')/Bayerischer MistWagen (German: Bavarian Manure Wagon)/Bayerischer MistWerke (German: Bavarian Manure Works)/Bak Met Wielen (Dutch: 'box with wheels') BSA Best Scrap Available. CHEVROLET Clatters Heavily, Every Valve Rattles, Oil Leaks Every Time/Cheap Heap Every Valve Rattles Or Leaks Every Time/Can Hear Every Valve Rattling On Long Extended Trips DODGE Damned Old Dirty Gas Eater/

What The Angel See
why do people hurt each other . maybe this angel should hate too , but thier one problem with that is the angel care to much to hate or hurt any one . maybe the human in the angel and the angel have to watch and cry for them and put all the hurt and hate in the angel. take the angel back to heaven , so the angel can see up there.

Couldn't Put It Any Plainer
I'M BLUNT TO THE POINT & STRAIGHT UP ITS ME I WILL NOT CHANGE FOR NO ONE OR ANYONE DON'T CHANGE ME , AND I WON'T CHANGE YOU , EXCEPT ME FOR ME , AND I WILL EXCEPT YOU FOR YOU . I NEED NOT SAY NO MORE .CHERIE' FUBWIFE TO KAGE RL/LADY .

Is It Made More Glorious?
...Gods love, true Love never know loneness or pain of separation, the Isolation being rejected caused, or the sting of death. That's what death is a sting. Like unknowingly putting our hand on top of a bee or wasp. A momentary pause, hardly noticeable except for that last breath. Pain is far greater. More threatening. Like falling it has to be experienced lived through. Suffered before it can be endured, handled with grace. Yet no matter what love faces its always triumphant. Always eternal. Life’s breath will end. Love even after death continues. Death makes love more glorious. More forever, more forever in that sort in which I became. Love, that love which brought me into being was always. Not there as in a particular place or time but rather present. Not as I know it now. My love has its limits, boundaries, determined by experiences, disappointments, wants needs, lust, greed, truth, lies and deceit. Everything exists; I exist now, in this time and place because of love.

I Just Found Out That
I just found out that if ppl see a blog or bully that asks for one rate and one comment they will avoid it like the plague...So now that I got you here, just click my pic and rate or re-rate it PLS leave a comment if you wish, I'm not asking you to bomb me, I'm doing that myself, althought I do have some wonderful friends that have ran out of rates daily to help me...If you would take just one minute of your time to rate me a 10 or 11 and leave one comment I would appreciate it sooooooooo much...I'm still in the lead on this, and would really like to have another blast it's getting close to the end of the contest and I'm asking for your help...Thank you in advance...

Auction Baby Yeah!!!!!
Ok So here's the link to the blog Club Raven Auction The pic comes out Friday and I will link you to it when it is ready and available I hope it works and I hope you guys help me :) I'll appreciate it lots!!!!!!!!!!! *muahz to everyone in advance*

Dark Desires Suggestion
ok i have writers block on my newest story, so this is a place for any suggestions for the next chapter of the story. Please let me hear what Y/you would like to see happen next with this story the more suggestions i get the better, they might help me get out of this slump that i now find myself in. samara