well once again i have to say that altough drunk i can say i have one of the worst nights again
when will i learn .... never it seems
why cant i find a normal person to fall in love with not one who is engaged and sleeps around getting off with every guy in the pub
she says she loves me and boy i really love her
but when she goes out the back for a qiuckie what the hell am i meant to do ?/
now she is texting the manager of the bar and started hitting on the bar staff too
i could just go insane some say i have
i lost over a stone in weight in just 3 weeks and am now iin danger of losing my job over her
i have no idea what to do im a nice guy maybe thats where im going wrong i have no idea
all i want is her what is so wrong with that but i have no idea what i can do
i am so in love and she says she loves me too but then she ges and has a night like this
i am so confused about it all
anyway back to crying myself to sleep
tp x
