Why does this shit gotta keep happening to me? Come Friday I no longer have a job (place I work is closing.) Also, the woman I love seems to have become a born again Christian. I see no option besides suicide. Those of you who have known me a bit know I have 4 attempts under my belt. I really see no reason to live. Just can't take it any more. Wish I was dead now. If the Christard god really existed he can go get fucked up the ass sideways with a chainsaw. Life is a bowl of shit. Or a big shit sandwich - like they say the more bread you got the less shit you have to eat. Fuck religion, fuck the rich, and fuck life. I'd be better off dead.
