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Fantasy Land
One of my biggest pet peeves is when ppl feel the need to live in fantasy land. If your reality is really that bad, then there's something you shouldn't be doing. Something should change. Cause pretending something else is actually the fact, doesn't do you any good in the long run. You mislead others, as well as yourself. And after a certain age, that shouldn't happen anymore. Yes, reality can hurt like a bitch, but I'd rather hurt then pretend it's something else and then be smacked down by the truth later when I can't ignore it anymore. I guess it's hard for me to "allow" others to act like this because I never was allowed to pretend things were one way when they weren't. I always had to face reality no matter how bad it might be. And from then on, as I got older, I just continued that way. I saw that the other way really doesn't help anything for more than a moment. And to me, that moment of false hope or a false sense of security isn't worth getting knocked down by the

Simple Questions
Simple Questions Who am I? It seems to Be a simple Question I know this Answer Do you When you Look upon Me what Do you see? Tell me truly Do you see? Women Do you see? A frightened child Do you see? All of me Or Do you only See what You desire To see Simple questions Yet so many answers by: samara 4-16-08

Hi Everyone Lets Meet!
Hello Fellow Fu-Friends,Fans and Family. I am going to be spending alot of time at this new site. Its like fubar without the B.S. where people really talk and have FUN, FUN, FUN, Join me wont you? Just copy and paste the url below into your browser and join me... myplacexxx.com/sign_up.php?aid=7975

To Those In Oklahoma City
1995 was a year of tragedy in oklahoma city that day the city was ravaged by a bomb that killed many many people including men women and children it was horrible in a sense that so many people were killed mr timothy mcveigh expressed no remorse and no shame for what he had done he had vowed to get even with the government and did so by blowing the federal building in oklahoma city so many people were killed it was not even funny i was 20 at the time when this occurred i was appalled and yet very thoughtful i feel it was a horrible tragedy that brought the city together as the men and women of the oklahoma city fire department and police department helped the city heal from this tragedy along with help from mr clinton and many many good samaritans who took time to rebuild the city my prayers to those who lost loved ones and for those who gave of themselves for the better of the people of oklahoma city THANK YOU

Bullet For My Valentine All These Things I Hate (revolve Around Me)
Once more I'll say goodbye to you Things happen, but we don't really know why if it's supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss oh yeah Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off before i snap Once more you tell those lies to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty) When you say those things in my ear Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear) oh yeah (yeah!) Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe I'm not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around me (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off

As The Moon Begins To Rise
I sit here by candle light The moon begins to rise The heavens from up above Let the tears fall from their eyes I get lost into the surrealness Numbing from within' Gazing as still as stone Thoughts come to me as wind I catch myself looking up To see those angels cry Fragrance of the red red rose Tends to make me high And in those angels sorrows I smile as their tears fall Instead of feeling sadness I think of twisted little thoughts The angels look down to me With a little smirk They softly whisper to me Great magics from the heart The tears arent of sorrow So they speak to me They quench the thirtsy minds Just so they can dream So when I watch the tears fall From the heavens above And catch myself looking up With my twisted little thoughts Gazing as still as stone While sitting by candle light As a fragrance of a red red rose Tends to make me high There will be no more sorrow When the angels cry Those are tears of magic Quenching thirsty min

Bubbly
Will you count me in? V1: I've been awake for a while now you've got me feelin like a child now cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place C: It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose where ever it goes I always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane but we are hidin in a safer place under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm you give me feelins that I adore C: It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go B: What am I gonna say when you make me feel this way I just........mmmmmm C: It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go V3: I've been asleep for a while now You

My Birthday Is Coming
my birthday is on the 25th. what do I want: contacts (because I've been wearing the same pare for a year when I should've worn then for 2weeks and thrown then out.) $55. 00 a job so i can finally start getting my shit together and get an apartment and insurance for my medical bills. my credit cards paid off $5,500. 00 a trip to the dentist to have my teeth clean because I haven't done that since I was 18 and am now 23 Idk how much that cost without insurance my house to sell because I haven't live in my own fucking house in well over 3 year!!!!!!!!! a new cell phone because I can't stand this piece of shit one $150. 00 A decent lap top $800. 00 all my dvds that I had to sell back because they were my life $500. 00 a divorce which cost $300. 00 a name change so the ppl I don't want to find me can't again $300. 00 and a new apartment where I can have a dog $1,300. 00 so if you want to send me any of these thing or money feel free to send the

My Birth Potentialities
Short Report - Personal Portrait for Leonette Jewell Johnson, born on 11 September 1958 Text by Robert Pelletier, Copyright © Astrodienst AG 2008 Introduction Sun in Virgo, Moon in Leo • Ascendant in Taurus, Venus in the Fifth House • Mars Conjunct Ascendant • Sun in the Fifth House • Moon in the Fifth House • Venus in the Fifth House • Saturn in the Eighth House The Data Page Introduction As you read your short report, or any other astrological report, keep in mind that the energies interpreted here are your birth potentials. However, you may or may not choose to actualize these energies in the manner described. Your age, sex, socio-economic situation, education, environment, level of development, and many other factors contribute to the ways in which you express your natal energies. Remember, the planets do not compel you to do or be anything. They influence you, but you still have the free will to determine your own life. The report was generated with the foll

Speaking From The Heart....
Appreciate the beauty in it's most rare form, and when open to it's nature, will sooth your soul, tkae heed to those in shambles, caress their inner spirit, and thus gather clean knowledge to cleanse the souls of others *for the rights of passion only go one way when we pass....... *starring out at the stars every night, I think of those in need who don't have much to base their life on, and i bid them best wishes I guess sometimes you have to gather the good in order to share what's best for the soul So, caress now, forgive now, be beautiful now, and may your souls rest in peace later.......loves yas

Taking A Break From Fubar
To all my friends... the few on here you know who u are. Im taking a break. I maybe back in a month or 2. I just need a break from this site. Wish you all well. Hope the best for you. Later

Tech Issues
TECH SUPPORT Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "I Thought You Loved Me.exe" and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed,

For My Lost Love
You tell me that you care But you really don't You tell me it will be alright But I really won't You tell me things will change But they always stay the same You tell me not to get mad But why should change You tell me that things will get better But they don't You tell me you still like me But you really don't You tell me I am angry But you really can't tell You tell me you loved me But you really didn't You tell me it's to soon But it's really to late You tell me I'm cute But I'm really not You tell me I special But you forgot You tell me I could make anyone happy But it wasn't you You tell me I am crazy But yes it's true You tell me lots of things you thought I needed to hear But the one thing you forgot to say was goodbye. Those were the word I longed to hear. You left me that one summer day lying in my arms, the one time I really had to pray. I didn't want you to go but God wouldn't let you stay. For you were my first true love And death h

Stop Child Abuse!!!!!
Sometimes, life is funny. Not laughing funny, but ironic. Those of us who are lucky, can say we have amazing parents who are always there for us. And some are lucky and can say that their parents weren't the greatest, but did the best they could or the best they knew how, but we never suffered or endured what these poor kids have. Then there are those who were there. They lived the nightmare. I am so sorry for those children, who have grown up and are now doing all they can do to be productive adults, despite the childhood nightmares they lived. And to those who didn't make it into adulthood before losing their sanity over it or didnt live to see themselves have their own families and children. My heart goes out to each of you. Please, to those who know of children in that position, you aren't sure? Don't want to cause any trouble? Don't want to assume and misjudge? But yet, you know in your heart, that child next door, the child down the block, or the child friend of your own child

For Those Who Believe...in Him...
I am a part of the fellowship of the unashamed I have Holy Ghost Spirit power The die has been cast I have stepped over the line The decision has been made I am a disciple of His I will not look back... let up... slow down... back away... or be still My past is redeemed My present makes sense My future is secure I am FINISHED and done with: low-living, sight-walking, chintzy-giving, dwarf goals. I no longer need: pre-eminance... prosperity... position... prominence... plaudits...or POPULARITY I don't have to be: right... first... tops... recognized... praised... regarded...or rewarded I now live by presence... lean by faith...

I Am
I Am This Chapter can now come to an end I no longer need to search I cannot run, I cannot hide I cannot pretend The emptiness I once knew Has found its final days. Now everything I hear Reveals the truth All that I see reflects that love within me As I truly forgive I gloriously allow myself to live Not in fear, but with elation illuminating God's percet creation The light that I'd been searching for shines brightly as it once did before In healing peace I now release That which is no longer mine With open arms I now embrace God's full beauty and giving grace. And as all is one my new life has now begun In joy, love, trust and harmony I greet all that I can be....

Yoga At Flamingo
This morning was the first class (ever) at the Flamingo Resort Spa. I taught at 9 a.m., out on the lawn, adjacent to the pools, water falls, etc. Bird chirping, 80 degrees, sunny & beautiful. Palm trees all around. They hooked me up with a world class sound system and I had beautiful music playing. The Spa manager took the class along with six hotel guests. HUGE HIT. Dozens of onlookers were watching and many were taking pictures and even video taping us - damn tourists. Anyway, Charleen, the spa manager said that her boss wants to film me for a commercial that they will run and play throughout all the rooms to promote the class. It was a huge hit. Teaching again tomorrow.

Omg Hurry Its Her Happy Hour Now Give Love Guys
ITS ۞§eductress ... Do I need to say more? This woman is not only a Seductress omg ya but she is sweet and beautiful and just so much more.. If you dont have her as your friend and fan then you are truely missing out on what Fubar all has to offer.. CLICK ON HER PHOTO AND TO HER PROFILE YOU WILL BE... ADD HER / FAN HER/ AND MAKE HER GODMOTHER. YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY. THIS PIMP OUT TODAY CAME FROM MIZZ SHADY. RATE AND LOVE UP ON ME TOO GUYS.. 11 MILL TILL I LEVEL NEXT OMG. LOL

We Now Officially Have A 3-hour Lost Finale!!!! 14 Episodes!!!
"It's official: Sources confirm to me exclusively that Steve McPherson has signed off on Lost's extraspecial 14th hour this season, which means Lost is getting a three-hour finale! The first hour airs May 15, the second and third hours will air May 29, beginning at 9 p.m. (ABC will still air the finales of Ugly Betty and Grey's Anatomy on May 22, as expected.) Word is there are so many big reveals the producers wanted to deliver this season that they felt anything less than a full three-hour finale would have cheated the fans. In fact, I'm hearing that the writers' draft for the second half of the finale was 80 pages long, which led all parties involved to realize these stories had to be told now. Anything else would have felt like a rip-off for the fans"

Written For A Friend Of Mine
I’m home alone and extremely board wishing someone would get a hold of me to do something. I walk back into my bedroom to get a book, because it looks like its going to be a long day of reading. Just as I’m about to leave the room, an instant message box pops up. I think about ignoring it but something pulls me back into the room. When I see that the message is from you, a smile comes across my face. All the IM said was want to hang out. Of course I reply “yes,” you say good! I’ll see you in a bit. Not to long after I hear a knock on my door. I open and you walk in, give me a hug grab my hand and lead me to the couch. You push me down and sit beside me. You grab my face a little less then gently and kiss me hard, your hands grabbing my tits as you kiss me. Not even five seconds after your lips have left mine do you have your pants unzipped. You tell me to cove over and kneel in front of you. I do as you tell me and when I do you tell me to suck your cock like a good little bitch. But I

Fu Friends Lmao What A Joke
no this is not about me about someone else...its pretty fn sad when ppl help out others lots and think they have atleast become friends with someone...and when they need help...pooffffff where is their so called friends??..i have many wonderful friends that help me out and i have a lot of fun on here but dam help out others on here...if we all made one comment one rate for others that would even help...yeah there im done this blog... ,,!,, oh look i flipped u the bird go help her out i have helped many on here now im asking u to help her out one rate one comment aint so hard is it..

In My First Auction......
PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES Have you ever wanted to own a Playmate? If so here's your chance. The Pu$$yCat Playmates and Pimps are up for AUCTION. Bids are starting out at $25,000 Fubucks. The Auction opens April 18 and ends on May 2 @ 9pm FuTime. PIMPS The cash/fubucks equivalent is as follows: $1 = 50000 fubucks $5 = 250000 fubucks $10 = 500000 fubucks $20 = 1 million fubucks $50 = 2.5 million fubucks $100 = 5 million fubucks HAPPY BIDDING!

The Crossroads
My life is a crossroad where I choose my path. One way leads to happiness, the other to sadness. I pick a path and follow it, usually ending up along a sad road. Yet again I am at a crossroad... Which path shall I choose?

A Flower In The Field
A Flower in the Field Did you lay your naked body down upon the ground young lady? Did you spread yourself to the day and your man? Open yourself ,open the most beautiful flower in that field. Show him....show the world the vitality of your life. Grab your man ,feel him.......is he power in your hands? Is that what you wanted young woman? .......From secret nights full of lust to exhibitionism broken through.... They seen you ,all around could feel you. Does one hide the sun? Can a glow such as yours be hidden? Pleasure yourself ,pleasure the Earth and the moon at night and sun in the day. Give the pleasure back that surrounds you. But especially pleasure your man .... The one that beams down upon you the brightest......a being given birth to please woman. Fill another day and moment with what you started in your time of need. Your young flower is the most potent life in a most beautiful field.

My Photo's
Hey look people , If you do not like my photo's then do not look at them or post comments on them ok . Look we all are of age so lets ack it ok , it would be nice to just find a site where everyone is real and honest and not into BS everyone . I do not know how many people I have already talked to that are not even real or not even who they say they are , so come on be real and cut out all the bullshit .

When Forever Comes
When Forever Comes I am suprised I never told you, When forever comes, I will be here waiting for you, Together we will walk, Hand in hand, And when forever ends, I will be the last person you see, As your hand grips mine, And tears swim in my eyes, I promise I wont break, All the promises I made, Broken dreams, And things we never got to do, I wont blame you, So please do not blame me, Just remember, I am the one that loved you, Right until the end.

Echoes
Echoes Childhood memories, In a simple valley, That lays forgotten, I haven’t visited for a while, But nor have you. I make a sound, It echoes around me, Making me smile, I listen to another echo, That answers mine. Looking around me, I see a place, I remember so well, It was always just you and I, Even if your not here, It makes me smile, If only for a while. I close my eyes, It’s almost like you’re here, I whisper words, Yet they don’t echo. You were my echo, I was yours, Without you, There is no us, Without us, There is no sound.

I The Dragon
I the Dragon Variable wavelengths across uncharted land. The dragon picked up the psi signals. Dragons are unusually open to contacts of the other normal. Finnneeee so finnneee it comes to him like a spark on the air. I test myself to a cosmic dance.....i know she s there with her desires. The ones I know and the ones I know not. I can feel her take me deeper inside her lust. Like natures magnet I was born to be attracted to her element. Elemental pleasures from two given animal senses. Such instinct ignites a distance between two with the powers of nothing. Ease at stimulating flesh with her wink and smile. She has me with a subtly that I like. From that point on I am hers and she is mine in her need to seduce me. A need that is too easy when she first talks to the Dragon.....the Dragon made it easy. Now the Dragon turns and looks at her over miles and comes to her in a place he cant be. In her place ,her spot ......somewhere inside her I talk . He says.....now do you

She Worked For The State!
Suspect worked for state, drove on revoked license by Jim Walsh - Apr. 17, 2008 11:17 AM The Arizona Republic The state Department of Administration is investigating why a woman accused of hit-and-run in a collision with a 3-year-old Mesa boy on a tricycle was allowed to drive to work at the Capitol, even though it was "well-known" her driver's license was revoked. "We're going to investigate who knew and why nothing was done about it," said Alan Ecker, a department spokesman. "There is definitely some negligence on the part of some folks who didn't report her for driving without a license." Heather Mariah-Grace Funk, 28, is scheduled to make a court appearance Friday on potential charges of aggravated assault, leaving the scene of an accident causing death or injury and driving with a suspended or revoked driver's license. A 3-year-old boy was riding on a sidewalk in the XXXX block of East XXXXXXX Street on Saturday when he was struck by a red Chevrolet pickup driven by

Arrived In Oklahoma
Just wanted to let everyone know that I arrived in Oklahoma safe and sound. Looking for a house to move into, but I am so far out in the country I have no cell phone service, which sucks. but I will live with out it. Keep intouch I will be back soon. love ya Laree

Red Pumps
so anyways a good friend of mine was on the phone with me while shopping ***some time ago and well at that time I thought I was going to have this great "event" happen and had a perfect outfit and everything...just missing those perfect shoes that will polish the look... so I found the most sexiest pair of shoes every but they were SOOOOOOOO expensive.... lallall work..URGH long story short I never wore them until the other day for my OWN PLEASURE and well..they are good luck shoes! *elevator*events*WINK WINK~!!!~~~~~~~~~ do any of you lame a$$e$ read this

At My Wits End.
Amazing how family can just fuck with ya head. My dad this week signed out AMA to keep from getting a triple bypass, wants to wait til my step-mom comes in fromn TX in June. Poor bastard could die from a heart attack by then. Then get a call from Mom she has a tumor at the base of her skull between her spinal cord and brain stem that has to be operated on at the end of next week. My oldest daughter is causing more problems for my ex-wife. So yeah my plate is over fucking flowing, I come here to FUBAR to chat with friends and rate pics, read funny shit and watch videos. I am not here for points, I am not here to level in a hurry and hey I help out my friends when I can. So if I seem a lil touchy just blow it off, don't take it personal.

Bids!!!!! Get Them Bids In!!!!!!
Click Pic To Bid On Me have me "playin" with YOU for a month For the winning bidder: Daily rates/comments-"Fu-Owned by" in name-salute $DJ PLAYIN UNDER @ THE REAL RED DRAGONS LOUNGE$$DON OF THE SKEET MAFIA$@ fubar Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $30,000 FUBUCKS #3. CASH BIDS OVERRULE FUBUCKS #4. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #5. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS!

Our Team
CLUB FAR ~ TEAM LIBERATED SPICE / MISS JENN What a day!! Its beautiful out, and we have the best and strongest family on FUBAR backing us up! Yes thats right we mean Club FAR...just wanted to take a minute to introduce our team...we hope that more club FAR members ask to be on our team, we are certainly honored to have the members that have joined already, and that we have chosen. We are a strong team, we have a lot of levelers on here, a lot of members that always help out when needed. We are excited to get this going, and see what we can do for Club FAR. We hope to make this fun, and exciting, and be close friends with all of you. We WELCOME ALL OF U TO OUR TEAM!! Please contact us if you have any questions, concerns or anything we can do to help. Team Captain- Liberated Spice Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club@ fubar Team Captain- Miss Jenn ☆ MISS JENN ☆Greeter @ Lovers Lane☆Fu-Wifey to JOHN*562@ fubar

Bulletins
Ok So Far We Have 2 Bad Girls Helping With Bulletins ..Summer & Tulsa's Angel.. They Will Be Making The Weekly Pimpouts.. But As Always I Will Be Choosing The Bad Girls That Get Pimped Out That Week..I Would Like Ideas How I Could Choose The Bad Girls That Deserve To Be Pimped Out..So If You Have Ideas Let Me Know. ¢¾ Summer ¢¾ Tulsa's Angel

Super Friends !!
Thank you to all who have been helping me build my points back up. I can't repay everyone at the moment due to running out of rates but I will ASAP.. I have some great old friends from my other profile helping and I have made some super new ones !!! big hugs to all !!! Angel

My 1st Awesome Fu-owner.please Do Show Him Your Lot Of Love!tyvm
★~MY 1st Fu-OWNER~★ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ is my first owner. Friends, show him your much much or lot lot of loves,and he will love you too! He is very sweet and gentle men,and he is real GREAT OWNER and FRIEND! So girls, CLICK MY OWNER'S LINK BELOW NOW! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Tippy162008~@ fubar THIS BLOG BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ★.SAY.★~Fu-Owned By 'Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler'@ fubar ___Please Repost and Thank You___

Some Crazy Shit
well lets see im feelin this chick ya heard but right now shes got her own issues family shit ya heard i dont think shes really feeling me ya know anyway i am senden my thoughts and prayers out to her and her family and hope yall do the same her nephew has a broke neck and is doing just aight so ummm god bless yall

My Curse
I watched you walk away Helpless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there? Your silence haunts me But still I hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls And I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love

Jedi Mind Games
okay... why the FUCK do ppl think life is a game.. ppl act like it aint all that hard to get them. they start a lil drama thinking it funny. maybe you all should be looking at your t.v. did ou see that poor 15yr old grl who got her ass kicked? they were kids. look you come starting drama on my page and doing some funny shit like "take my grl" your going to get it like the fucking post man.... thanx ppl now go fuck your yourself.

Might As Well Go Fishing~
A young guy from Texas moves to California and goes to one of those big "everything under one roof" stores looking for a job. The manager asked, "Do you have any sales experience?" The kid said, "Sure, I was a salesman back home in Texas." The boss liked the kid so he gave him the job. "You start tomorrow. I’ll come down after we close and see how you did." His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the boss came down to see how things went. "How many sales did you make today?" The young man replied without hesitating, "One." The boss said, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales a day. How much was the sale for?" The kid said, "$101,237.64." The boss said, "$101,237.64?! What the hell did you sell?!" the kid said, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fish hook. Then I sold him a larger fish hook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod. Then I asked him where he was going fi

9 Yrs Of Work Gone By A Simple Hacker
I don't know if some of you know this, but I had written a book. Yes, a book. It was a collection of poetry I have been working on for 9 yrs. Yes, you heard right 9 yrs. I have finally gotten it finished. And then BANG! A hacker put a virus into my computer which totally destroyed my entire windows hard drive. Corrupted the entire base. I had to do a complete restore. 9 yrs of work gone in an instant. Do any of you know what it is like to work so hard on something you love, just to have someone come and take it all away. I wonder did they realize what they were doing when they did that. I mean what is the point of destroying somebody like that. I mean it may not meant anything to them, but I put my entire heart and soul into that book. There is poetry in there that can never be replaced. The only bit I have left, is in these blogs. That is all that I have left. Right now it feels as if someone has taken my heart and just stuck a knife threw it. I just can't believe someone can

Important Info For My Contestants In Giveaway
****All Prizes will be given out at the end of the giveaway on May 2cd.**** You must fullfill the requirements to get the prize. IMPORTANT NEWS FOR MY CONTESTANTS IN MY GIVEAWAY AFTER CONSULTING MY CALANDER I HAVE DECIDED TO SHAVE 10K FROM EACH OF THE OFFERS ---SO LESS COMMENTS SAME PRIZES!!! GOOD LUCK GUYS!! here are the prizes I am offering: (2) 7 day blast--15,000 comments (4) 1 month VIP--15,000 comments (5) 1 gift bling pak-- 10,000 comments Rates will count for 10 yup I said 10 comments!! Thats 11 Prizes-11 entries 3 PRIZES STILL AVAILABLE__just send me a private message with a link to the pic you want to enter--can be any sfw picture you like to use-- and as soon as its posted to my giveaway album--Game on!! Sexygranny1967~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~ & F*W*C* Greeter~Proud owner of Fireman6187@ fubar

Family Revisited
I think I finally decided how to manage this family thing... its been tormenting me since I joined... Anyone in the family at this time (as i reorged the place today) is someone who has seen me nekked or wants to see me nekked and has an appointment to do so that's in my calendar ;) the top family members have seen me nekked IN PERSON. This way, I guess no one can get all butt hurt if I just dont let ppl see my family photos til we get to know one another. Sound fair? I guess Im open for suggestions cause I love MOST you guys!! (giggles) *kttn*

Big Dawgs
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Missing U????missing Me
Girl Facts ♥ Body: girl facts---When a girl is mean to you after a break-upshe wants you back but she is tooscared she'll get hurt and knowsyou're gone forever!when you catch a girl glancing at you,she wants you to look backand smileWhen a girl bumps into your arm,while walking with youshe wantsyou to hold her handWhen she wants a hugshe will just stand thereWhen u break a girls heartshe still feels it whenyou run into each other 3 years laterWhen a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through hermind..When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply,,When a girl looks at you with eyes full ofquestions,she is wondering how long you will bearoundWhen a girl answers, "I'm fine," after afew seconds,she is not at all fineWhen a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are playing gamesWhen a girl lays her head on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers foreverWhen a girl says she can't livewithout you,she has made up her mind that you areher futureWhen a girl says, "

Dont Drink And Drive.
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister n

Shut Up, Nigger
I learned a lesson long ago, one which has stayed with me ever since. I was ten years old and in the fifth grade. At that time, I was living in a little town in northern Arizona which delights in calling itself the “Gateway to the Grand Canyon”. I remember it was in the coming spring of 1978. I was taking the bus home from school, a convenience I was determined to take advantage of for as long as I could, which unfortunately would end that year. Come sixth grade and I’d be a pedestrian. Yes, I truly did walk home from school exactly two miles up hill each day through the snow. The argument wasn’t mine. It was my friends. He was in the grade below me and he was my friend because he was my next-door neighbor for my first year in that town. What memory I have of the other kid is vague, pretty much unimportant, as was the argument itself. It was on something so trivial, so incredibly stupid, that it’s profundity was assured. It was pretty much a variant on the Superman vs

~ 10 Signs He's In Love With You ~
~10 signs He's In Love with You~ When you're involved with a man there's one question that often pops into your mind and that's what is he really feeling for you. Not all men are the great communicators we wish they were and it can be difficult to know if his feelings reflect our feelings. When you are wondering about what's going on in his heart and mind consider the 10 signs that he's in love with you. Recognizing these can help you determine what he's really feeling, even if he's not expressing it clearly. The most obvious of the 10 signs that he's in love with you is his desire to spend time with you. When a man is head over heels he'll find reasons to see the woman he adores. Even if it's for a mere five minutes at the end of the day, he'll make the time. On a similar note if he often texts, calls or emails you, he's got you on his mind. This is another sign that his feelings are pretty intense. Men are known to be very visual which is why they can't seem to resist lookin

Love Stripped
My soul is bare Stripped of love and care You took out a warrant for my soul And walked away with it leaving me so cold I believed in your façade you called love And let myself succumb to it’s delightful hold But when push came to shove The so-called love we shared you broke free of All the joy in my heart slowly faded away Leaving my world so dark and gray pain unbearably hard to suppress The agony so intense I cannot repress Since you arrested all of my hopes and dreams You have taken my life and all that it means You destroyed my chaste naivety my existence has become a harrowing sobriety My reality has become truant and faded A living that is cruel and sedated You were the man I once cherished You’re now the man from whom I perished By: Brittany Do not attempt to take my work. It is mine and solely belongs to me. I have backups of when all work was written. Thanks.

Ah The Friendly Sellers Of Ebay
Message to seller about their (cheap & shitty) repaired fossil shark tooth being sold as all natural you know that's a repaired peice of crap, right? That ebayers responce CRAP? Hey f*uck*er, retard, piece of shit, take me on....until you buy and have the tooth anolized, you don't know shit do you! I buy, dive for and sell over 3 million teeth a year. You have been on ebay for 2 months? I WIIL SUE YOUR ASS FOR DEFIMATION WITHOUT CAUSE! Know the term? I already know your inp, and ebay is being notified as to your accusation. Ready for a law suit? Hope so, As I am going to sue your butt off in federal court for false claims and defimation. Get ready to bend over and ........ Kinda makes you laugh your ass off eh?

Some Loser On Here
get this, theres a guy on here called the bronx bulll. hes stalking me, he keeps shouting me and then blocks me before i can respond. so I posted his phone number in my name. if you call it expecting me im sorry, but say hi to him for me. his real name is louis o narsici, he lives on 207 wimbledon in bloomindale... like i said, block this bitch face!! -dawn

New Rules For Employment
New Rules For Employment SICKNESS AND RELATED LEAVE: We will no longer accept a doctor statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. SURGERY: Operations are now banned. As long as you are an employee here, you need all your organs. You should not consider removing anything. We hired you intact. To have something removed constitutes a breach of employment. BEREAVEMENT LEAVE: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, Relatives or coworkers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases, where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early, provided your share of the work is done enough. YOUR OWN DEATH: This will be accepted as an excuse. However, we require at least two weeks notice as it is yo

My Blessings Enclosed
ME & MY 3 SONS ARCHIEVES SONGS RECORDED 4 1/2 YRS AGO. I FEEL ITS TRULY A BLESSING TO BE ABLE TO MAKE MUSIC WITH MY CHILDREN. YUNG WHIZZLE IS NOW 17 MARC SHABAZZ IS NOW 16 MYSTA MASYN IS NOW 14 ..

Dallas/ft Worth Party Tonight!
THE PARTY IS TONIGHT YA'LL! COME ON OUT!! It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this!!!! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Arlington, Texas! !!! UPDATE !!! While this is going to be a girls' night out and the girls will congregate together, we are inviting all Fubarians, all guys and gals! THIS WILL BE STAG... WE ARE NOT HOOKING UP .. .NO PERVS ALLOWED, but boys, you ARE invited! Let Tulsa's Angel or Blueroses know and we will be sure you are on the blogs and bulletins! APRIL 19, 2008 ALL OF FUBAR COWBOYS IN ARLINGTON TEXAS BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!! Cowboys plays country and hip hop. The best part is they serve li

A Fuckin Slumber Party
YES I AM HAVING A BIRTHDAY AND I WANT TO HAVE A FUCKIN SLUMBER PARTY SWINGER STYLE. GETTING YOUR PJ(WHATEVER U WANT TO WEAR TO BED)YOUR FUZZY SLIPPER AND YOUR PLAY THING (YOUR PARTNER OR YOUR TOY)AND CUM I DO MEAN CUM AND SPEND THE NITE WITH ME. WE WILL BE PLAYING GAMES SUCH AS NUDE DOMINOES, NAKED TWISTER MR BILL(NAUGHTYPLEASURES4U@YAHOO.COM) WILL BE IN THE HOUSE SELLING LOTS OF ADULT PLAY TOYS TO MAKE THE NITE EVEN HOTTER. WHEN: MAY 3RD TIME: 8PM WHERE: CALI THIS PARTY IS FOR SINGLE MEN, COUPLES, AND SEXY WOMEN THIS IS A BYOB TO SHARE EVENT FOOD WILL BE SERVED COFFE,MILK AND DONUTS WILL BE SERVED IN THE MORNING PS. I LOVE GIFTS RSVP: WHATEVERHAPPENS.RSVP@YAHOO.COM QUESTIONS: TOOSEXYCUTIE@YAHOO.COM

The "7"s
7 Things I Plan to do Before I Die watch a shuttle launch or rocket launch on site create the lifestyle family I crave have all my debt paid up to date (credit card etc) travel some of this country of ours get a NEW car improve my overall self live in a better hood 7 Things I Can Do cook build computers write create take decent pictures read people fairly well make someone smile in bad times 7 Things I Can't Do bring world peace do much in car repair other than change tires and the oil and plugs play poker argue lift weights (use to but injured myself years ago from not warming up properly) not say anything when i feel strongly about something knit lol 7 Things That Attract Me To The Opposite Sex eyes smile lips hair sense of humor intelligence respect 7 Things I Say Most Often jackhole lol i love you i hear that are you fuckin' kiddin' me!!?? you may not until i say 7 Things I Fear The Most bees falling in love losing love pain

Wooott Finally A New Video!!!!
Duh!!! we wish!! :D nahh just trying to grab your attention for the following. all friends know i have many special albums open for them to view. I never ask for stuff like blasts, blings, fu-bucks or whatever from my friends to see them. only i would appreciate in return is that those that view them to also please rate my profile and fan me. yes i even accept people that lower my profile rating by giving a less then a 10 and request to see my private pics.(why?? because i am like that!!) i also rate and fan each new friend and it takes out lots of my time. so why would it be so damn difficult for you to do it?? it takes less then a minute. and to my surprise i see people fanning high ranked people that don't even fan or rate back!!! now realy! there are a few that realy show the love back and others are just stuck up to only want to get,get,get and not give. please think about that!!! also there are a few that won't accept your request if you haven't f

Bigbadboy
Someone named bigbadboy hit my shoutbox this morning, nice person but has an honesty issue. Talks in circles, can't decide waht gender it is today, Maybe a Gay man, Maybe a straight woman, but seems only here to mess with peoples minds, It was quite fun but not enough fun I suppose. So if you get the chance tell the person hello.

The Bracket Is Up!!!
OK OK OK !!!! The bracket is POSTED!!!! Wooooooooot!!! It is over in the photo section under the folder Battle Bracket. You can all rip it and work it down from there. The Battle will begin April 30th!!! If ya can't get the bracket...you have to be a friend!! So add us!! Any questions please ask. All the rules are in the flyer on the Unholy Confessions profile. Join the fun and have a great time, GOOD LUCK all!!!

Will You Give This To My Daddy
This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again. Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsun

Whiten Your Teeth The Natural Way-heath.com
by Karina Timmel White teeth and strawberries may not sound like they go hand in hand, but it turns out the berries can actually lighten your smile. The secret to this inexpensive home whitening method is malic acid, which acts as an astringent to remove surface discoloration. Combined with baking soda, strawberries become a natural tooth-cleanser, buffing away stains from coffee, red wine, and dark sodas. While it’s no replacement for a bleaching treatment at your dentist’s office, “this is a fast, cheap way to brighten your smile,” says Adina Carrel, DMD, a dentist in private practice at Manhattan Dental Arts in New York. “Be careful not to use this too often, though, as the acid could damage the enamel on your teeth.” You need: 1 ripe strawberry 1/2 teaspoon baking powder Directions: Crush the strawberry to a pulp, then mix with the baking powder until blended. Use a soft toothbrush to spread the mixture onto your teeth. Leave on for 5 minutes, then brush thoroughly wi

Time For A Change!!!!
TO ALL WHO READ THIS, PLEASE NOTE THAT THE CONTENT IN THIS BLOG IS MY OWN PERSONAL FEELINGS..THEY DO NOT REPRESENT THE VIEWS OF OTHER FUBAR PARTICIPANTS..THANK YOU... NOW AS SOME OF YOU MAY ALREADY KNOW MY FIANCE, TOM AND I ARE BEING INVESTIGATED BY THE DEPARTMENT OF CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES...THE CHARGES BROUGHT AGAINST HIM ARE FALSE ALLEGATIONS OF ABUSE TOWARDS MY SON, TRISTAN..THERE ARE ABSOLUTELY NO SUBSTANTIAL MARKS OF ABUSE ON MY SON..HE HAS NOT BEEN ABUSED OR MISTREATED....I FEAR THE PERSON/PERSONS WHO FILED THE FALSE REPORT ARE TRYING TO GAIN CUSTODY OF MY SON,TRISTAN, AND TRYING TO USE THEIR POSITION AS A COUNTY CORRECTIONS OFFICER TO GAIN AN UPPER HAND SO TO SPEAK...TOM AND I HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO HAVING MY SON,TRISTAN, AND OUR NEWBORN DAUGHTER,AVA, REMOVED FROM OUR CARE AND PLACED ELSEWHERE...WE FEEL WE HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO A VERY ONE0SIDED INVESTIGATION THAT WE BELIEVE HAS BEEN CONDUCTED UNJUSTLY AND UNFAIRLY...WE FEEL WE HAVE BASICALLY BEEN UNFAIRLY ACCUSED AND CONV

A Broken Fairytale
Should I wait or should I go? Why won't you let me know? The beloved thoughts of our infatuation Is secretly written in a place in my head So no one could ever uncover my secret wish Of your momentous return for us to finish A story you once wanted to start But left in the verge where I am standing so far Every word I say secretly paints a fairytale Of an untold promise that I still wait in pain Because I can still remember why I hold on to this It is when you said that I should wait for your kiss The one that could wake me up from reality And into a dream where there is you and me But all I have are vague thoughts of you now The way you spoke of the once greatest vows So fragile, you told me not to tear you apart Still you knew this is how we'd end up from the start Why did I let you in to this heart of mine? Before you came I was doing so fine A happy yet a treacherous smile lurks from my face Every bit of sadness visibly hides the trace How bitter can our d

Pretty As A Pistol
Well, not all of you might find me cute or whatever but damn man, im pretty fucken hawt like it or not. Not only hawt but i can cause lots of damage to a person, just like a bullet going thru your head..Not a pretty sight huh ? Well, this is a last warning to the "players" out there...Man..u gotta try harder to crash this bitch!!..Takes alot to actually make me cry over you..Pfffftttt!!..Aahahahaha, sure i might get emotional but you know what... IT FEELS SOOOOO GOOD But as the title speaks it, i am pretty and i do get cocked and pulled!!..Piss me off and its sure your down for.. I stand my fucken ground .. and i mark my teritory *spits*.. Now *lights smoke* Any one else wanna shot at burning me down? Pretty as a Pistol bitch! Remember cuz im representin'

India Arie, "heart Of The Matter" (remake)
these times are so uncertain: there’s a yearning undefined, and people filled with rage. we all need a little tenderness--how can love survive in such a graceless age? and the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness are the very things we kill, i guess. pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms...and the world they put between us, you know it doesn’t keep us warm. they make us throw off our contentment, and beg for something more... the more i know, the less i understand all the things i thought i knew, i’m learning them again i’ve been trying to get down to the heart of the matter but my will gets weak, and my thoughts seem to scatter so i think it’s about forgiveness

Grace Potter And The Nocturnals, "apologies"
Yesterday he said my eyes were fading fast away I said well what do you expect...you asked me not to stay And if it had all been for the best, I wouldn’t feel this way And he said... Oh he said it’s crazy how love stays with me You know it hurts me cause I don’t wanna fight this war It’s amazing to see me reading through this scene Of love and fear...and apologies Apologies My love is like a blanket that gets a little bit too warm sometimes I wanna wrap somebody in it who can hold me in his arms Cause when it got a little too hot in there He was always stepping out for air and he froze... Oh he froze He said it’s crazy how love stays with me You know it hurts me cause I don’t wanna fight this war It’s amazing to see me reading through this scene Of love and fear...and apologies Apologies Yesterday he looked at me with a tear in his eye and said I’ll always tell you you’re my friend I hope I don’t have to lie Cause it’s clear you love another man And I sai

Gay Flight Attendant..too Funny
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up,that would be super.' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground.' She calmly turned her head and said,'In my country,I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one.' To which(I swear)the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat,'Well,sweet-cheeks,in my country I'm called a Queen,so I outrank you. Tray-up,Bitch.'

Don't Know
Wondering again... What is it about this place that has everyone so worried about F/A/R/C when no one really takes the time to say hello to those already on thier lists... This has me wondering if I really want to be a member of Fubar anymore... Sure you meet lots of new and interesting ppl but still.. Is it worth it if you don't talk? If anyone really wants to talk i am on YIM - nightcrawler_i...

Man, What A Ride Its Been...!!!
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, a drink in one hand, grapes in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming!! "WOO HOO! WHAT A RIDE!"

Long, But Worth It...@};-
The Trouble With Squirrels Trust me, pee before you read this one...lol I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect... I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car, a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel, and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals, and I really hate it on a motorcycle, but a squirrel should pose no danger to me. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves. Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Valkyrie with stead

My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.

1 Hour
5.30 am The morning mist clings to the earth. The warmth of the rising sun draws it to higher levels, creating stalagmite wisps floating on the pond. In the shadows away from the pending heat thick shrouds of mist hide and wrap around the feet of the trees. Driving along the road you can be engulfed in a blanket of illusive vapor. A sudden rip in the blanket treats you to a kaleidoscope of vibrant colors. A few seconds later you are plunged back into ultimate solitude. Surrounding you completely. Tempering all sounds and sights. A battle between the mist and the sun. The sun won. The world is clear again. 6.30 am ©dutch2lips April 30th, 2006

Paganism
Beltain and Samhain have to be my favorite times of the year...Since Beltane is comming up, that's what I'm going to write about. Beltane is the time we celebrate the union of the god and goddess. Love is in the air, as the bees work to pollenate the flowers and honey drips from the combs. It signals the time of proliferation of abundance on earth. The veneration fires of Beltane may have originated with the worship of the Celtic sun god Belenus, likened to the Greek Apollo. Beltane or La Beltaine la- day, bel- refers to the god, taine- fire. Belenus is associated with healing and solar energy. He is linked to the goddess Belisima, who shares many charactoristics with Brighid. I will continue this later, need to go for now

You Walked Lightly Into My Life
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

Immaturity Of All Ages
Ya know, it still baffles me why people of our ages and older feel the need to act so damn immature. When I see a grown Man or Woman my age and especially older act immature and ignorant it drives me nuts. I makes them no better than the teenagers that speak without thinking. Hell we are adults and it is unfortunate that there are a lot of us who can not seem to act in such a way. A good example are all those people in the Mumms that think they are so cool because they know how to bash someone and be stupid. Most of the Mumms I have seen are a bunch of people sending each other messages while hitting the refresh buttons. Would it not be less of a hassle to just hop in a lounge or create a lounge for mummers so that they may converse more easily? Lounge is just another term for chat room anyway. Ack.. at any rate.. laters.

They Unpleasant Joys Of Hospitals,staying In A Million Dollar House And My Insane Family.
Well, Im sure those of you that read my lasy blog was wondering wtf was going on regarding my family emergency. Well, my nephew James stopped breathing for a few moments and had to be taken to the hospital.While the doctors where bringing him back to life,my sister got upset and punched a wall and shattering her wrist.Good thing she was smart enough to shatter it at a hospital. Well with one sister hurting and my nephew coming back to normal,my other nephew Ryan needed a babysitter, so Uncle Denny stepped in and babysat for a couple days. Now I am at my dad's house sitting while him and his wife celebrate 22 years togather today up at some fancy spa and restaurant in Squaw Valley.Their house is pretty cool and it should be seeing as how it cost them a fortune.I always get nervous in here because Im afraid Ill be the kid that will somehow burn this thing to the ground....lol. Hope you all had a great week.At least better than mine was......lol

People That Do Not Even Know Me
LOOK ................IF I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU OR IF I STOP TALKING TO YOU FOR ANY REASON DO NOT GO AND TELL PEOPLE SHIT THAT IS NOT TRUE , IF THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IN LIFE THEN YOU HAVE NO LIFE AND I DO NOT WANT TO EVEN GET TO KNOW ANYONE THAT HAS NO LIFE . YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND YES I'AM PISSED BECAUES IF YOU DO NOT KNOW ME THEN KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT . OTHER THEN THAT I'M A VERY FRENDLY PERSON AND VERY OUT GOING . SORRY TO BE SO MAD BUT I DO NOT LIKE DRAMA OR DO I WANT ANY DRAMA IN MY LIFE .

New Beginnings
WEll this is my first blog on FUBAR whoo this site does rock!! Thank you to my Emperor (you know who you are) for bringing me here and for coming into my life. Ive been down for a while and the prospect of a relationship with you has brightened my spirits. I cant wait to see you on Sunday... oh oh oh thats tomorrow how exciting. Well i must be getting ready for work here is small poem to entertain while i am gone... Roses are red Violets are blue Remember in the bathroom When it was just us two I know you do Cause i do too *winks*

Gonna Miss My Little Girl
as i go through some old stuff of mine from when i was raising my little girl.....she's grown up so much been a busy lasy couple days packing up stuff and moving her into her own place.... its tough for its going to be different without her around as she moves on and prepares for her own life sure is gonna be different in this empty house other than my little pugs woke up this morning thinking as she and i had breakfast together for the last time together gonna miss her but its time for her to be a grownup i love you marissa k wright and u go and chase your dreams your dad, chris

30 Blings
Master's sexiest pussy cat Thats right MASTER will be having the best contest He will be having a contest for woman only The winner will be blinged 30 times And permanent pimp on MASTER'S page as Master's sexiest pussy cat And a pimp on wonder womans page It will run from sunday april 20 midnight est Until april 30 midnight est The rules are real simple The only rule is.. The person with the least amount of comments win Thats right ladies you get to have all your friends comment the other womans pic... As many times as you can. Everyday At midnight est time one or two woman with the most amount of comments will be eliminated. until there is only one woman left.. So send him the pic you want entered... ~MASTER~OWNED BY WONDER WOMAN~SWEET&INNOCENTS~FU HUBBY~OWNED BY&OWNER OF LYNNE~SHADOW LEVELER~@ fubar

Thnx Friends & Shadow Levelers
I want to thank all my friends that helped me level!! I could not have done it with out all your help!! A special thanks goes out the SHADOW LEVELERS as well!! Please don’t any of you hesitate to ask for my help. Thanks again to you all!! MY FRIENDS RAWK!!! Bulletin Brought to You by ~Dream~ }i{ Girlfriend to *Big E*Thank you all so very much!!

Ruminations And Ramblings...
More observations and meanderings from moi : So apparently being a geek/dweeb or nerd is considered hip now. Yikes. That being said, i'm sure the "hipster" types will all now become "nerdy". Where does that leave me? Not that I aspired to become a nerd but I am what I am... so now I'm considered "trendy" or dare I say "hip" ? Yay for me. Or not. Not that does me any good. ---------------- I see that fubar is a microcosm of society. The "pretty" girls on Fubar ask or rather, flatly say..bling me or get me a blast or so on. So even in the realm of online geekiness..things remain the same. At least things are consistent. Sigh. ------------------- It's been relatively nice as of late...weather wise. In the mid 70's...light breezes,etc. Anyways, I've noticed that the weather becomes nicer, the moron's seem to come out of thier respective holes. I hear the guys on the rice rocket motorcycles wizzing by the apartment ..and the tricked out Honda's with

Very Confused
i know getting advice over the interent can really get some crazy ass advice but just thought i would try it so here it goes lol. a certian some one is starting to show interest in me and iam not sure if they are being serious about what they have been talkin to me about . i have been hurt really bad before and i really dont want to have that happen again . and i know iam not some really good eye candy so to speak lol and he isnt either and they are also older then me . sorry i dont know how to put all what i wanna say into words but maybe you get the picture. i hope lol. also people are already starting to talk and i dont know what to do . about that either

I Sure Know How To Pick Em
just realized somthing .........about the past women that i dated the last one would rather have her now hubby get drunk and beat her ass than be safe then go drop the charges against him.....and live in a 2 bed room apartment with 3 kids, no job, no damn high school diploma and he pumps gas for a living fun fun fun... i mean i fuckin graduated high school if i can do it .......ANYBODY CAN DO IT the one before that got raped and peed on by her now husband then goes and marries him....thats always a good sign the one before that ...thought there was always something wrong w/ her phsically so there for she was a walkin fuckin drug store...cardiac arrest ...i think the one before that had an ego that weighed more that she did. ........and she is pushing 220 fuckin easy.......(im no skinny guy but i think my ego is in check) i not a shalow hal guy but if your 220 and your ego weighs more than you do......then that makes you .......idk i got nothing so i have realized th

Catfight
MY QUESTION IS, IF I JOIN THIS ... WILL I GET YOUR SUPPORT?? (DO NOT COMMENT HERE) SB OR MAIL ME LOL! BUT WOW, THE HELLCAT FOR THIS ONE! WOOP! WOOP! WHAT DO Y'ALL THINK?? (SHHH.. MAIL OR SB!!) MASTER'S SEXIEST PUSSY CAT Thats right MASTER will be having the best contest He will be having a contest for woman only The winner will be blinged 30 times And permanent pimp on MASTER'S page as Master's sexiest pussy cat And a pimp on wonder womans page It will run from sunday april 20 midnight est Until april 30 midnight est The rules are real simple The only rule is.. The person with the least amount of comments win Thats right ladies you get to have all your friends comment the other womans pic... As many times as you can. Everyday At midnight est time one or two woman with the most amount of comments will be eliminated. until there is only one woman left.. So send him the pic you want entered... ~MASTER~OWNED BY WONDER WO

Hd Vs Blue Ray Update....
Ok due to hollywood who is basically incontrol of the hd and blue ray war, it has been stated that Blue Ray is going to be the winner. All of the major studios have changed to Blue Ray, however there are some smaller studios who have not made the move yet. I am guessing they are under a contract they can not afford to break. So i would say go Blue Ray if you really want to watch High Def movies, but i would also suggest that if you want every movie in High Def, that you get a PS3 still so if you run into one of those HD only movies you can still see it. Soon i will be providing some IPOD info for those new to IPODs as in how to create your own DVD IPOD videos. For those who have some specific questoins you can ask them in my uglypoet blog info. I have a new blog post just for high tech questions.

**come & Get Me**
Auction TimeHey Friends i am in my first auction ever!! Check out the great things that i am offering at the link below, Minimum bid is 100,000 Fubucks so come bid on me!!CASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS:STICKY BULLETIN = 250,0001 TICKER = 250,0001 DAY BLAST = 375,0003 DAY BLAST = 600,0007 DAY BLAST = 1,000,00030 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,0001 month vip = 1 million fubucks3 month vip = 2 million fubucks6 month vip = 3,750,000 fubucks1 year vip = 5,250,000 fubucksShow some love to theAuction HostSHARPIE™@ fubar

A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask ques

Love On The Internet
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got shout and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But the messages and shouts captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that is growing between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together

The Outlaw Torn
And now I wait my whole lifetime For you And now I wait my whole lifetime For you I ride the dirt I ride the tide For you I search the outside search inside For you To take back what you left me I know I'll always burn to be The one who seeks so I may find And now I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn So on I wait my whole lifetime For you So on I wait my whole lifetime For you The more I search the more my need For you The more I bless the more I bleed For you You make me smash the clock and feel I'd rather die behind the wheel Time was never on my side So on I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn Yeah I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn Hear me And if I close my mind in fear Please pry it open See me And if my face becomes sincere Beware Hold me And when I start to come undone Stitch me together See me And when you see me strut Remind me of what left this outlaw torn Hear me And

I Carry Your Heart With Me (edward Estlin Cummings)
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Screw That
So I've put up a few mumms and I have run into a few real jackasses with their oh god boring comments or been there done that attitudes .. my personal favorites are the one presuming to know my motivations for even posting it. Just because I am not on here on a daily basis reading everyones mumms and comparing one mumm to another every few minutes, Doesn't mean what I put in mine should be mocked, unless you seriously disagree with my choice of conetent then by all means give your 2 cents. If you've it read before from someone else move along .. keep your craptastic little self loathing comments to yourself.

Police And Families
Ok here goes just a pretty long rant. I state this as a third party observer and just someone who is just generally pissed off about things that are going on between the public and the police in the state I live. I am by no means a saint in any sense of the word. First off let's just start with the NYPD and the bull shit they are dealing with. Not long ago a number of officers fired 50 rounds and killed a man and injured two others. They state that they thought someone in the party had a gun. Another officer also heard that one of the men in the group was going to get a gun from his car. Long story short, Police identified themselves and the group tried to take off in the car. What this group did not realize is that the officers were on a stakeout of the club they were at. They tried to flee, hit one officer and then hit the van the backup squad was in. Then proceeded to backup and try and hit the officer again. Once the officer was hit the police opened fire. Now where the

Yard Sales!
I just got back from "garage selling" with my friend. She called me and told me the senior citizen neighborhood that her dad lives in was having a big sale and that we might be able to find Ashton some things. I thought "what the hell" so I went and picked her up and then picked up her Dad. There were a lot of houses that had sales. At first it was a lot of stuff we didn't need but by the end, I ended up getting a really comfortable love seat that reclines. It can be recovered. She wanted $50 and I offered her $25 and she took it! I also found a knife set for Ashton and a food processor! Also a brand new cook book for a dollar that sells for $35.00 in stores! It felt good to get out and walk. I am going over to some friend's house for dinner tonight. Peter went up to the cabin this morning to bring up a trailer he got the other day and also to bring up tires for our truck up there. Last trip, the kids got a flat in the truck! He told me that he will be back for dinner s

Fubar Support Can Get Fucked!
Ok so since i think this site needs to lighten up a bit and it was pissing me off, i decided to take a break for a while. What do i find when i come back 2 months later? 59, yes fifty nine fucking messages from fufuck support, all saying the same god damn thing. blah blah blah i have stopped collecting points and i need to post a salute to level up. I think that is a bit fucking excessive, come on now really... If i really gave a flying fuck about stupid ass points and levels, i think the first 5 messages would have gotten through to me, but 59? So just out of spite, i REFUSE to post a salute to this piece of shit site, Fucking nazi bouncers with nothing better to do then harass the shit out of me. fuck them and most of the people on here. People take this site way way way to fucking seriously. like it's a fucking online job for them or something.

Endless Love
You are my better half The best thing that has Ever happened to me When I look to the sky I know that this is True when I feel your Love surrounding me like A flower in bloom You make it hard not To fall in love with you From the sway of your walk To the voice of an angel Coming out from within Knowing that you will take me With everything that means Growing through out time And spending eternity with thee Will You Marry Me.

"the Love Of Enternity"
Loving someone may be hard to do For I have searched for an eternity For someone just like you. Finding you is the best thing That has ever happened to me. You are my everything From the air I breathe To ever single last one Of my heart beats. You make me the happiest That I have ever been If it wasn't for you I would still be lost Like a tumble weed blowing In the breeze. This is the day and hour Were most would say I Love You Now and Always.

"the Way I Feel"
Your love is like the, embrace of a crisp breeze Of air on a hot summers day Your voice is like an, army of angels singing A lovely harmonious ballad Your words are pure and true Like the nobility of a woman in love Your heart is giving so Easily and free like the dew Falling over you and me. You are like a birds feathers So beautiful and new Knowing that everyone will have Their eyes all on you You make it hard for a, man to choose between His heart or his pure Instinct feelings for you You are one of my truest Of friends I respect you Voice of opinion and words Of wisdom for now and always.

Need Some Help Please
FuNkYNiTrO@ fubar THIS GUY IS COPYING PEOPLES CAMS AND POSTING THEM ON PORNSITES I HAVE THINGS TO BACK THIS UP I HAVE OVER 200,000 FUBUCKS TO THE PERSON THAT CAN MAKE THIS STICK ..... I WELL NOT STOP UNTILL EITHER IAM OFF FUBAR OR THIS GUY IS

Applebottom Girls Are Goin Bye Bye
OK LADIES AND GENLTE FOLKS SOME OF YOU ALL KNOW ME AS THE...oppps sorry fro yelling. any who im goin to get ride of the applebottom girls and im startn a whole new click. in short more info will be comeing about the new group, the regulations, and requierments to be a member. trust me you will luve it....SHOCK TROOPERS RULE THE STREETS.

April 28th Happy Hour Contest
Well I have three contest pics so far. Ladies who want to enter have your entries to my by April 27th please, and if I don't get more entries there really doesnt seem to be any point in doing the contest. I had almost 30 ladies for my 30 day blast contest and only three so far for a Happy Hour? Pretty sad in my opinion but if I do cancel the contest all three great ladies who made pics for the contest will receive something for their trouble. Sorry but I will not give away a 100 dollar prize for less than 10 entries. I should say more than entered my 30 day blast contest but there is no way I will get that many which does not make sense to me. I still might have the contest even if I get no more entries but if I do you can bet there will never be another contest from me. I try to come up with fun ideas to give things away here on fubar and get salutes made for me but some people want Happy Hours just to make salute pics so I think I am done asking for salutes for a while lol. Anyways l

Help
I'm sorry to bother you but I really need some advise. I have only lived in Charlotte for 4 years and my first job here was in the online bankig dept., we ended up in mediation becaue of the harrassment from the employees. I gave them a letter of resignation at that time and for the past three years the black community has gained up against me and I can't make them go away. I have wrote the Senator, I have informed Wachovia on numerous occassions, I have left jobs to to stay away from them. Basically, my entire life has been ruined because of them I have started informing their HR when they start. They know everything about my lfe and I don't even know them. Do you have any suggestions on how to make them go away? I didn't move to Charlotte for this.

In What Manner The Master Of The Art Should Keep, Rule, And Govern Himself
HE who wisheth to apply himself unto so great and so difficult a Science should have his mind free from all business, and from all extraneous ideas of whatever nature they may be. He should then thoroughly examine the Art or Operation which he should undertake, and write it regularly out on paper, particularly set aside for that purpose, with the appropriate conjurations and exorcisms. If there be anything to mark or write down, it should be performed in the manner specified regarding the paper, ink, and pen. He should also observe at what day and at what hour this Experiment should be undertaken, and what things are necessary to prepare for it, what should be added, and what can be dispensed with. The which matters being prepared, it is necessary for thee to search out and arrange some fitting place wherein the Magical Art and its Experiments can be put in practice. All these things being thus arranged and disposed, let the Master of the Art go into a proper and fitting place, o

Letting My Friends Know The Hell Going On With My Life
so this entire month has a been pretty much a living HELL for my family and me. my dad was diagonised with Congesitve Heart Failure earlier this month, he also has high blood pressure, high choslteral (so i cant spell bite me), and only about 24% of his heart is working (normal person is around 68%), he had a heart cath preformed on both sides of his heart this past weds, no blockage...thats good...but he does have a badly leaking valve in his heart. so now he must go back to his cardiologist and decided when/where/if they are gonna do surgery to correct this problem. now on to my mom she has been diabetic (type 2) for years and well over weight (nothing new here) well she's catching hell from her boss at Forrest General Hosptial cuz the bitch women hates new nurses, so mom is now stressed out and having to stay at job she dreads going to bc we need the insurance for my dad so her evil boss lady sent her to be evaluted by another dr who put her on antidepressants (yet again she too

My Friends Rock...
Im taking this time to let everyone know that our good friend Natural Witch has a happy hour tomorrow " Sunday " at 8:00 p.m. Fu-Time ~Natural_Witch~ *Club F.A.R.*(No Fan, No Add)@ fubar Happy Hour is for lots of Drinks and fun. So lets do our best to give her lots of love and keep her totally shitfaced. This message brought to you by the one and only " Tsisquo'ga ♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.@ fubar (repost of original by '♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.' on '2008-04-19 17:19:15') (repost of original by 'Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club' on '2008-04-19 17:34:39')

Gently Bentley."
Many males are fixated on penis size, the whole idea that bigger is better. I get questions from University and College students wanting to know about "jelqing" to make a penis larger. I had never heard about it, so I asked my urologist contact and he had never heard about it. Then I got an E-mail describing the process, so I went back to my urologist, filled him in and he was less than enthusiastic. So, here is the procedure. Take it with a grain of salt. Take a towel, soak it with hot water, (not hot enough to burn your penis.) Wrap it around your penis and hold it for 5 minutes, this relaxes and allows more blood flow to your penis. Apply lubrication or Vaseline and massage your penis to ¾ of an erection. Then, making an OK sign with your index and thumb, firmly grip your penis at the base, and slide your hand down to the head of your penis. This is one jelq. Continue this by alternating your hand, "milking the penis" downward. The head of your penis will fill up with blood a

Welp
This is fucking insane he said he would b here yesterday so i cancelled all my pland and waited and waited then nothing. So I finally talked to him and he promised today by noonish. Well noonish came and went and what a shock he still didnt show. He didnt even have the fucking decentcy to call and tell me what was going on. hate ths shit and I cant believe I keep putting up with it. Im fucking finished with ppl everyone is so fake. I just dotn know anymore.

Sent To Me And I Wanted To Share...
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.. I gave her the sensitivity to love her

My Troubles..helpppppp
im trying to get romantic aka kinky with misfit but im broke and wellllll can u help me plz send her a spicy gift and tell her..the angel sent u winkzzzzzzz thats my pet name she gave me ...blushnnnnnnnnn misfit@ fubar

Pic's
Well hope yall happy, its a shame we have some plp on here who cant take a joke and an adult joke at that, gotto go and mark some cartoon pic as nsfw, grow up plp. but to make it easy on ya's i deleted a bunch of them so ur poor little sensibilitys dont get hurt any more , happy now???

Countess Bathory
in Slovak, El¿bieta Batory in Polish, August 7(?), 1560 – August 21, 1614), was a Hungarian countess from the renowned Báthory family. The family is famous for defending Hungary against the Ottoman Turks. She is known as the most infamous serial killer in Central European history and is remembered as the "Blood Countess" and as Bloody Lady of Csejte, after the castle near Trencsén, in Royal Hungary, where she spent most of her life. After her husband's death, she and four collaborators were accused of torturing and killing hundreds of girls and young women, with one witness attributing to them over 600 victims, though she was only convicted on 80 counts. In 1610, she was imprisoned in Csejte Castle, where she remained bricked in her room until her death four years later. She was never formally tried in court. The Báthory case is the inspiration for the story of the Countess bathing in the blood of virginal girls whom she killed in order to retain her youth. Like Vlad Tepes, who insp

World Of Kung Fu
hey all found this free online game thats just like World Of Warcraft but even better seeing as its free to play and instead of wizards and warriors you choose Kung Fu fighters. Definitely more addicting than WoW....check it out at www.worldofkungfu.com

Crazy Language
crazy language Let's face it English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat... WTF We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices??? Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not just one dam amend... If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it? If teachers taught, why didn't preacher praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, w

Bubbles & Foam......
ALL ABOARD!!!!!!!! THATS RIGHT DOIN IT JUST LIKE THEY ARE IN VEGAS AND HOLLYWOOD OUR VERY OWN FOAM AND BUBBLE PARTY! WELCOME TO THE FU-BLOCK FOAM AND BUBBLES PARTY!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN THE PARTY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS 1)HAVE A SALUTE 2)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY HOSTS TELL THEM YOU ARE JOING THE PARY 3)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERSTELLING YOU ARE JOIN THE PARTY $IF YOU ARE ALREADY A FAN AND RATED AND ADDED SOMEONE THEN JUST LEAVE THE M A PROFLIE COMMENT SAYING YOUR JOING THE BUBBLE AND FOAM PARTY! JUST THAT EASY THEN YOU PRIV MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE FINNISHED ADDING ALL AND YOU WILL BE ADDED AS A MEAMBER OF THE HOTTEST PARTY ON THE FU XOXOX THE HOSTS OF THIS PARTY INCLUDE ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS@ fubar CLOWNIN WILL BE TAKIN IDS AT THE DOOR CLOWNIN*OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY@ fubar BIG POPPA WILL BE THE BOUNCER SO NO FUNNY BUSS.GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN. BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl

The Pain
I sit here with my heart bleeding, trying to stop my mind from turning, these thoughts are scaring me. Why do I love so hard? Why do I fall so fast? These I cannot answer. I wait here hurting, I stand here waiting, for you to stop this pain in me. To hear your voice is but a fleeting hope, To hold you again would be a dream come true, I can't stand feeling alone.. Why can't you talk to me? What is going to happen? The answers are yours to give. The hurting I can't stand any more. Put me out of my misery. Hold me close or let me go. Stop the hurting of me.

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Inside The Storm
Well the storm that has been clouding over me hit to day. I got the dreaded letter from my p.o.s ex. I knew it would come and I wished that it wouldn't. Trying to play mind games with me has me a little worried about what he will do to me when he gets out. I thought this was all over I want it to be all over! I can't handle going through all this it's over between us and I no longer care what he has to say but still I get a letter once a month from him trying to fuck with me. What can I do? How do I feel safe? I want to run away where he can't find me. I have no feelings for him and I just want to be left alone I was scared of him when I was with him why should I have to be scared of him when we're not together? I don't know what to do. I've told him how I feel and I don't care how he feels about me. what can I do??

Shock Me
So how do you know when to say when? Not give up on someone but when too protect yourself from giving in. In the past I have been supportive even when I questioned the direction some of my friends were taking themselves down. Some got lost in drugs and alcohol, others a more personal fight within them. Personal demons as some would say. The substance abuse sometimes you just have to let people go until they are ready to fight back and regain control of their lives. Yes I have had to turn my back but always made the effort to stay in contact and help them fight the good fight. From a best friend to an older brother I have struggled through the hard times. I am happy to say my friend has turned it around but I can’t say the same about my brother. It’s hard when I grew up as younger brothers do, look up to him, and then to see him give up on his life. You will never understand what it’s like to get a phone call and go pick someone up who is talking about taking their life. Is

Hmmm
Is the last person you kissed physically attractive? hell Yes Do you currently have a hickey? nope and not since I was around 16 Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone? A very good friend , still on phone. You get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily? thats hard to answer, im not sure if i have a boyfriend/girlfriend/ but the ones i care about (you know who u are ) NO What was the last thing someone said to you in person? Are you still awake What was your worst subject in school? science What's your favorite Hannah Montana song? lol, i dont know What is the best eye color on a member of the opposite sex? doesnt matter Are you good at your job? umm what job Who is the fifth text in your inbox from? What does it say? lol im not telling What's your favorite number? 13 What was the last movie you watched? I am Legand Do you have a Facebook? yes , but dont go there anymore What are your in

I Might Be An Insomniac
What am I doing wrong that I wanna stay up all night? How can I just sleep? I am always tired, but for some reason my body does not wanna let me sleep. I try to watch tv and listen to music for this, but it does not always work. i am very confused right now as to how I am supposed to go about treating this. I realized I was an insomniac when I started college. I started to stay up a long time every night after about a few months of being here. What do you do if you think you are an insomniac?

Don't Miss Out On This First Auction For Bratt!!
SEXIEST WOMEN of FUBAR AUCTION Beginning MONDAY, APRIL 21st NOON EST Click the offer sign or my pic below to make your offer. Please don’t keep me waiting More offers may become available so Place your top bid & we can negotiate =-)~ Click the sign above or my pic below & make us both happy RULES ARE: - There really are no rules. - Everyone entering & everyone bidding will act like adults & have respect for the others. - Any drama & you will be removed. - If you win me, you pay me. - Host is not responsible for collecting the winnings. - I have the right to refuse & remove any bid. Bulletin Brought to You by ~Dream~ }i{ Girlfriend to *Big E*Made Just For ~Bratt~ Good Luck, Luv ya Girlie

The End
I get a call from you but it was not. He said his name was Dave. My dreams with you now are shot. You lied and said I was the only one. Mine heart did tell me to turn and run. Did I listen? I did not. For the benefit of the doubt I did give. For you my life I did live. The death of this love goes on the pile once again. Now I search the world for the new one that will start as a friend. Your tounge was silver with the words of love. I see it now for knife it was. The truth from you is all I asked. Your face turned to me fake and masked. This is the end of the life I once dreamed. For it was not all that it seemed.

*my Im*
my IM (yahoo, msn, and, aim) is *ONLY* available to my Website Members!! Do NOT ask me for me screen name or email address!! I will not give it too you unless I see that you are a registered member (& I can check) ..sry but I don't have time to chat w/ every one so these privileges are for my lovely members only :) xoxo Vixen Nadia

In A World Of Caos...
in a world of caos....how can i keep from drowning?in lifes game of chancei am losing... do i take a final stand? do i take my last breath..or exhale into my pain?sitting back i drag the blade across my skin..all the things i thought didnt matter rush back..the flowing crimson makes me drowsy..i shut my eyes as i kiss my life goodbye..i will be remembered for what i have done..but will they remember who i was? my spirit ebbs into darkness..my life is over.......in the end i am forgotten.

The Lost Stars.
I'm going out off the porch out the lawn its wet, why is everything so grey? Like the old movies. That's better, green, and that darkdark blue I got from my really expensive markers. Singing bugs, humming frogs that forgot the tune. Rust caked windchimes in the gently dancing reeds. G'ma Are there monsters out here? Or fairies? Angels? Foxes? G'ma? It's a world of me. Fresh spit from the sky, but god stopped. no grown ups, nothing boring or polite The stars fell to the creek. Hundreds no millions! Green and floaty, like leaves, only little. I want to catch em all, and make my own sun. Only it won't hurt my eyes, and it'll be just for me, I'll keep it in my room, so I can keep the lights out but read my scary stories. Like the one about the boy that shoots the wolf. Poor wolf. But these stars dissapear, and come back and dissapear and come back they must not be real stars yet. they dance and dart. I catch a few, gingerly with my pudgy fingers m

Why Are Some Men Assholes?
I am so tired of relationships. Why my boyfriend has to treat me like shit is beyond me. Everytime I turn around he is pissed off and taking it out on me. I am tired of being beat on physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel so alone. I can't really have friends and when I try to have one he moniters what I can and can't say. I give up. If this is what life is then why live it?

Trains I Belong To
Wanna make more friends and have a awesome time on fubar ?? Well u have gotten the right blog Here some of the trains I belong to check them out and if you decided to join them please let them Know tequila sent ya :) Have a great time and remember let's party hard and have some fun already :)!!! Theres a link at the bottom if you wanna come into my lounge or the dragon coasters lounge or the hideaway or clu taboo all these lounges are the best :) let them know i sent ya. Fubar World Cruise page 1 fubar world cruise page 2 fubar world cruise Love in Da Club Frequent Flyers Swimming with dolphins Drama Free Train Fubar Hotel Flirting Train Some like it hot These boots are made for walking Laughter Train Godfather and godmother train Tequila Train Fairy Train Can u stand the rain No excuse for abuse Tattoo train Are u a turtle trip down memory lane Family Sunday Train Fathers of fubar Blog to all trains Red white and

If The Red Shirt Thing Is New To You Read Below!!!!!!!
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in

I Wonder !
I always wonder this Why would you want to be in a group that the ONLY thing you have to do is just F/A/R and nothing else. Why they can't help level up or even help in a contest. I noticed when 1 of their Friends needs leveling up they do a bulliton on it to help that person but not the rest I think its stupid just to be in a club just to F.A.R people How can you become friends like that I don't understand.... I been in groups like that and I just deleted them Now RISING-STAR..THE SPANKERS CLUB, RATE SPANKERS and SHADOW LEVELERS YOU ROCK so DON'T this blog is about your groups I will ALWAYS help you guys out... I just think it is stupid to just be in those kind of groups :).. This is my whining of the day !!!!

To Every Guy
To every guy... This is how every girl (and person) should be treated To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy th

Where Do You Put Your Handbag/purse?
HANDBAGS... Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know will hurt you"! Read on... Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day. "I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus a lot," says one woman. "O

Fake Profile On Fubar!!!!
THE PROFILE LINK BELOW IS TO A FAKE PROFILE!!! DO NOT BELEIVE ANYTHING SAID OR ANY OF THE ACTIONS MADE BY THIS PROFILE AS IT WAS MADE TO FOOL YOU!!! PLEASE BLOCK THE PROFILE BELOW!!! CHERISH **DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUS THIS IS ONLY THE NET ** I HAVE NO BOUNDARIES HERE** LMAO@ fubar

A Few
Trust Fragile as a lily, it cements relationships. Without it there can be no meaning to the words, "I Love You", without it all things fail, and happiness is eroded. As the trees in autumn lose their leaves, so I lose life if trusted I am not. I must be trusted, for trust builds hope, and love. Trust brings to all things a wholeness that is sublime, and which cannot be explained. My complete soul screams with fear if I am not believed. If I am not trusted, what can I do? Speak Or Spell There were times when I woke up with my mind made up and a burning flame in my heart, eager to reach you with all these things which I never spoke of to you, my all-time love. And if it's about speaking or about spelling, may heart day by day oh, it is dwelling, for my Soul has always been seeking for the sign of at-one-ment. How could I tell you everything by saying nothing? You are the Mirror of my fears, the shining star that ligh

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 134 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Greta's Thought's
Just wanted to thank everyone for your warm welcomes ,I will learn more about this site as I go along just bare with me as I learn it okay I hope to make many awesome Friends and have many good Laughs and Memories as I get to know each of you ... Hugs Greta~

Joke Time
a man shouts down to hes wife and says come and ave a look at my clock wife goes upstairs and sees her husband standing there naked wife says that aint no clock husband say no but it will be when you get your face and two hands on it ha ha ha x kel x

The Next Step - Today
Thank you for the comments. I really think most people feel like their hearts are wounded so badly that they are unable to take a chance on someone new. PLEASE READ THIS AND READ IT AGAIN : KNOW WHO YOU ARE I know from personal experience the utter heartbreak of loving someone so deeply then having them walk over me. To shatter all dreams and hopes of life. I am now got my life back together somewhat, the glue is still drying that is holding all the pieces together. All men or women are not the same! again, all men or women are not the same!. I have met some of the nicest warmest hearts on here and in person. That is what has helped me the most. If you are in a relationship that has you wondering who you are, please please find a way to fix that. Either by a counselor or by a pastor, anyone you can. The worse thing possible is to lose yourself, I did, and trust me, it takes more than you will ever know to find yourself again. Been there, done that! I really did not int

Kat & Late Nite Fantasy
Her Beauty She's been walking with the grace of a female Cat. She wears beautiful clothes designed for sexual delight. She fills the cloths with sexuality known only to nymphs. This girl knows she now radiates animal sexuality. Her pussy drips sex like rain drops from the peddles of the most beautiful flower. Men and women marvel at her amorous beauty and want her. Heads turn,mouth and pussies water for this girl, but she belongs to the one known as Late Nite Fantasy. He has brought out the fire of lust that has sparked the birth of stars. He helped expose an inner jewel in this special girl for the world to see, but only for the one who speaks and writes about the heavens as metaphors to human desires of the flesh does she shine most brilliantly.

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 8
There is no other He would cross the miles for There is no other Who makes his heart soar There is no other Who instills such passion There is no other Who brings this joy beyond comprehension There is no other For whom he would traverse time and demensions There is no other Who is worth more to him than the Heavens There is no other And he will be with her even if it takes forever For there is no other

What Do Those Shortcuts Mean?
I'll edit this as more 'develop', etc. AFH - Away from the house. Means computer, keyboard, etc. AFK - Away from Keyboard. LOL - Laughing out loud TTFN - Ta Ta For Now BRB - Be right back BBL - Be back laters BBIAB - Be back in a bit BBIAM - be back in a moment GM - Good Morning GN - Good Night TMI - Too much information ROTFLMAO - Rolls on the floor laughing my ass off (If you have any to suggest, leave a message in my inbox.)

Dedicated To My Fu Husband ~scott~
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel you

Ok One Of The Dream Team In A Auction
HERE IS A SEXY MAN IN BOXERS UP FO AUCTION! GOT A LOT TO OFFER TO TH LUCKY BIDDER! MY NAME IS COLORMEBAD AND LOOKING FOR A OWNER FOR ONE MONTH.................................! HERE IS MY PHOTO AND BELOW IS A SNEAK PEEK PICTURE CLICK ON PHOTO TO GO TO THE AUCTION WHAT I AM OFFERING: RATES ALL PICTURE DURING HH RATE ALL STASH DURING HH BUY DRINK DAILY BUY GIFT DAILY BUY SPECIAL GIFT DAILY *IF GET A BLAST OR BLING WILL MAIL THESE SEXY BOXERS THAT I AM WEARING* OTHER IDEAS BUT WILL DISCUSS ONE ON ONE BASICS* (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~' on '2008-04-20 12:29:24')

The Pandemonium Park Chronicles
Blazing forests lit up the drowning Earth as an orchestra of dancing comets; looming stars and a dying illuminated circle hovered above the redwoods. The once commanded rivers have transformed into rogue children in search of mischief as the clouds dropped altitude and swarmed the global occupants like bees in a garden of pollen rich flowers. The sea serpents will reign once more as the pressuring hands of Damien now have ringed out the islands that once were swollen. Adolescent jesters mock the currents as they in return mimic the Los Angeles street riots. Marshall law has been reinstated by the informal as the firmament cries its bleeding tears upon the steeples. Bleeding souls reach for longevity as the pendulum sweeps lower with each pass as rodents try to devour the potential survivors dressed in black shells before the attacks. The seal on the once secured creed has become broken and tainted as the shallow will of the apathetic have transformed to the empathetic in an attempt to

Sallie Mae
The anguish filled in her eyes like a half filled fish bowl Water sloshing around at the crest A saline waterfall filled the hollow caves Created by the eroding flesh in the malnutrition life Eager to walk but scraping like an anchor across concrete She yearned for a water high just across the plateau Beneath the angry summer sun The pasty flesh has been marinated and hung She used to walk religiously to her dorm Where she remained confined With powdered nostrils and a porcelain God That always called after suppertime The aches had manifested and transformed To commiseration for the mischievous sprite In a trading post just outside of the cathedral Blood for wine as she sighed She claimed an act for fame in the halls of regret Around the year nearest the recession of the skin progression She entered with open arthritic hands That would in the future crumble to the touch Her river’s once tame Now scream with raging currents Dying occupants flopping upon

Giving A Chance
I have decided to keep the profile for a little longer and give things a chance. I will not be on much just to check messages and maybe send a few. I have no desire to go into Lounges or workin for one. I have had enough of that drama. I know only my true friends care and have said something so for those of you who have thank you. I truly believe that if you want to talk to me and get to know me it's because of how I am on the inside and not my looks.

Give Unto Me ♥
Evanescence - Give Unto Me I've been watching you from a distance The distance sees through your disguise All I want from you is your hurting I want to heal you I want to save you from the dark Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Why should I care if they hurt you Somehow it matters more to me Than if I were hurting myself Save you (save you) I'll save you Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have your nightmares for you If you sleep soundly Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have

April 20, 2008
I Found You An on-line friends poem... Somehow in this great big world I found my way to you My friend across the computer lines my heart, my soul, that's who. You try to make me smile with the mail you send my way. You never fail to drop a line each and every day. Whenever I have hurried home with something, I must share, I find it just so comforting that you are always there. Encouragement you give me and a friendship that is true. I'm glad my soul while reaching out found someone like you... Author Unknown

Job Ap
This is an actual job application a 17 year old boy submitted at a McDonald's fast-food establishment in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more inti

My Life With A Chronic Illness
Another one of those days.... Not everyday is like this but they are becoming more frequent... such is life. Morning again, another morning that doesn't come creeping in gently on silent cat feet but rushing in with the dull ache of another medication hang over. I groggily rolled over, pried my eyes open and slowly pulled myself to a sitting position. I tried to gather my bearings, time - day - purpose of life, you know the drill. Oh yes, the wonderful world of medicated sleep and it's dreamless, thoughtless, almost lifeless means of being... what I have to do just to get a little peace and sleep. I forced myself awake a bit more and pulled back the covers. I attempted to swing my legs out of bed and to the floor, but wait - they aren't moving - wonderful! It's going to be one of those days again, just what I was looking forward to... With a sigh of resignation I close my eyes and focus my mind and my will, when I was satisfied that I was 'where I needed to be' mentally th

Vacation
HELLO MY FRIENDS, WE ARE ON OUR WAY BACK FROM FLORIDA. I HAVE A SUN BURN. LOOK LIKE A LOBSTER. IT WAS A AWESOME TIME. RIGHT NOW WE ARE STAYING THE NIGHT IN NORTH CAROLINA. THEN ABOUT 1AM WE WILL START OUR WAY HOME TO RHODE ISLAND. ITS ABOUT A 10 HOUR DRIVE.LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ALL WHEN IGET BACK. ILL STILL BE ON VACATION UNTIL SUNDAY NIGHT MUCH LOVE VANCE

Part Three - My Theme - Thx Leah
Passion Somebody somewhere In the heat of the night Looking pretty dangerous Running out of patience Tonight in the city You won’t find any pity Hearts are being twisted Another lover cheated, cheated In the bars and the cafes, passion In the streets and the alleys, passion A lot of pretending, passion Everybody searching, passion Once in love you’re never out of danger One hot night spent with a stranger All you wanted was somebody to hold on to yeah Passion, passion Passion, passion New york, moscow, passion Hong kong, tokyo, passion Paris and bangkok, passion A lotta people ain’t got, passion Hear it in the radio, passion Read it in the papers, passion Hear it in the churches, passion See it in the school yards, passion Once in love you’re never out of danger One hot night spent with a stranger All you wanted was somebody to hold on to yeah Once in love you’re never out of danger One hot night spent with a stranger All you wanted was

My First Auction !!!!
MY FIRST AUCTION AND NEED FOR SOMEONE TO BE IN MY SACRIDDREAMS FOR A MONTH BID ON ME! Water Effect by Crazyprofile.com HERE IS A SAMPLE OF WHAT TO SEE CLICK ON MY PIC AND DREAM COME TRUE HOSTED BY THE ONE AND ONLY BIG POPPA BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~' on '2008-04-20 15:14:53')

Thoughts
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more 'just one minute.' Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say 'I love you.' So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars . and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what . Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep

To All My Friends, Please Read
I just want all of you to know that i wont be on pretty much any this week. I have a severe case of strep throat that is giving me fevers of over 105.0 But i promise as soon as i feel better i will reply to all that has written me. and for everyone that has sent me gifts i will return the favor. I just didn't want anyone to think I was ignoring them, cause i promise i wouldn't do that. So as soon as i am better you will see me back on here. I love you all!!!

Lost
Im at the point in my life im not getting any younger im getting older and i have no clue where my life is going who i want to be who i am what i want to do where im going and most of all who i want to be with..... 5 years ago i picture myself in a different point in my life...... married long time boyfriend ..... maybe a kid......great job...i do know now that life isnt something that u can sometimes control... but here i am 25 in my run down apartment working a job where i use to love but am getting sick of and only making enough money to get by ....... so what now i ask myself where do i go what do i do... ive been thinking about going back to school but i dont know what i would do........ i went to college twice and didnt finish graphic design then from there i went to dental.... so all im doing is wasting peoples money my money and everyones time...... is it normal to feel this way at the age of 25 or am i starting to fall into a deep depression hole..... my friends all suc

Shopping/work
Today was an alright day, I went to work for noonish, was off at 4:00pm, went to Wal-Mart looked around, then went to the mall, got a cute royal blue spring jacket. I wish it was black and white. Then I came home, my mom liked my jacket. I went to take a shower because my hair was just gross, yes my hair gets oily, but doesnt everyones? Anywho, so I had a bath not shower, it was relaxing, then here I am.I had dinner which was chicken breast, potatoes, and salad. I bought a jacket because my $70 playboy sweater I've worn for a year now, I don't want that to fade and have the symbol fade off either. So this is why I got that cute jacket, plus it looked hot on me so I got it. Will take pictures probably later with the digicam and the webcam.

Help Me Win My First Happy Hour... Please!! :) I Am In A Happy Hour Giveway And Please Help Me Get My First One Ever! All I Need Is 50k Comments And R
I am in a Happy Hour Giveway and PLEASE help me get my first one EVER! All I need is 50k comments and rates counts as 2 comments... no time limit, just as long as I get 50k. If you would like to help... click the pic below and comment/rate away!! Thank yoooooou!!! Hugs and kisses.... Click on pic to help me win my FIRST Happy Hour EVER!

Back!
well I am back from vacation and have TONS of pics... like literally a few hundred.. insanity... but anyway a little details on what i did.. left sunday for my cruise... monday was great.. tuesday was good... till after dinner... ended up having food poisoning... yuck yuck yuck then went to Jamaica and did a tour of Rose Hall (if you know what that is kudos to you!) grand cayman.. snorkeled with stingrays and Cozumel.. I freaking swam with dolphins!.. how fucking cool.. got a few videos i need to post.. and TONS of pics i need to sort through and post the not so blurry ones LOL keep an eye out!

Giving Him A Chance.
Ok, I was thinking this weekend about how I want to give someone a chance to get to know me. But it seems like it will be all about sex and nothing else. He tells me that I am not opening up to him but yet I tell him everything he asks, other then seeing me naked. I am a very sexual person but I don't want it based on that. I already know what some people think when I talk about him and they want me to stop talking to him. But I like talking to him, but if he wants to see me naked and then asks others what to say he isn't just using me for a little visual toy. Why is it so hard to find a guy to be true with, if he is the one I want to date I know I wouldn't be out there talking all sexual to anyone else. But maybe it's my jelous side comeing out because then if he talks someone else like that then I am not someone specail to him.

And You Thought The Hurricanes Were Trouble
It's official. I am going to Florida to be with my 5 Star man. Wish us luck please...well at least him cause he may need it. Love to all who have been so great to me with everything. Once I am down there...no more Fubar. YEAH!!!!! love you all

Hmmmmm
Well of course what I have been wanting but yet to have asked for or even said anything is about to happen. Last night after many nights of no sleep(as usual),and continous arguments. Well I'm getting what I wanted. Yea so my so called significant other finally told me that he knows what I want and he is willing to pay for our divorce. Well I know in a way I should be upset,maybe cry a little,or whatever. But I feel nothing at all. I care but not enough I guess to hurt. Theres just been way too much that I just don't even care what happens. I just care about getting away from the chaos and stress finally.....YEAAAAA

Away For A While
Hello everyone. All my dear fu-friends, wanted to say thank you for leaving me bunches of love while i'm away. I see that everyone's been keeping up on profile comments, and everyone's still been saying hello. Missin' you guys already. :) You all are awesome. If anyone wants my number or anything, feel free to hit me up with a PM and ask for it. If we're cool, I'll hit ya up with it. :) I just wanted to let you all know that i'll be getting online a couple times a week to check messages, keep up with club f.a.r. and whatnot, but i'm not gonna be on alot due to losing my internet for a coupe months. kinda fallen on hard times, and had to make some sacrifices. but i promise you all, that i will be back. so keep leaving love. :) Much love to all my friends, especially Munchkin, and Sweet_Thing, the passion, Sarabeth, 3lvi, and all the rest of ya. :) I'm sorry if i forgot anyone! Hope everyone is doing well!

Newcomers
Chapter 1 Newcomers After the hearths flame stopped, dancing with the sudden breeze Tarra could make out four shadowy figures standing in the doorway blocking out what light would normally enter through the open door form the moons hanging high in the night sky. As the four men stepped into the doorway a little more Tarra, could tell that they were either looking for a place to sit or perhaps they were looking for somebody whom they were suppose to meet here at the inn. Tarra, finished waiting on a couple of regular patrons before making her way over to the newcomers who remained standing in the doorway. “May I help you gentlemen?” She asked when she was within earshot of the four men. “We are seeking shelter for the night and a companion.” His eyes scanning the crowed inn searching for their companion, as he spoke to the young barmaid whom had greeted them. “I may be able to help you with both of those issues gentlemen.” Tarra replied glancing up to once again f

Smoking..........
ok so......a lil bit ago was my last smoke...if i get on and am bitchy just ignore me this will be my 4th attempt to stop and stay that way so wish me luck!!!!!!im stopping because it stinks and kills u slowly i watched both my grandparents die from it........it was awful....and i need to be around for my kids!!!!!and for my close friends u know i have panic attaks so it doesnt help if i smoke!!!!!i love u all

Custom Tags Now Available
Tags by Dragon Tamer Now Available I am offering customized tags and comment pics. If you would like for me to make you one, send me a private message with $1,000 for a still tag or $2,500 for an animated tag (Fu-Bucks of course) and either the pic number from the REQUEST Album, a pic you want to be used or an idea for me to work off of. I have samples in an album in my pics. Any pic or combination of pics of your choice may also be used. I will send you a confirmation message and an estimated time of completion (usually 2 or 3 days depending on the difficulty, number of orders, and time I have to work on them). Below are some samples of the things I can do... but this IS NOT a complete list : Bulletin Brought to You by Ð®ägØñ¤†ämë® - Please read profile before adding@ fubar

Luv
wat is up with this word... i mean alot of ppl say it but do they really mean it..? but i think that question has been answered. i think i hav found my true love well i hope i have anyways. u see we live in totally different states and this summer he will be goin to chicago to live on the base cause he will be in the navy... and right now i live in iowa and he lives in oklahoma so we will be closer but i hav to finish skool and everything and he wants me to move with him... i do love him though. i hope it works out =)

Mumms
Yall are so full of yourselves that you take this way too seriously. I mean come on now, you really think I would get that upset over a mumm. Oh plz, obviously you people have not heard of this new thing, it is called SARCASIM!!!. Not to mention I post this shit so you people will come to my page to check me out and find out why I am posting. It is a simple technique!! I think most of you guys need something stronger to drink. Maybe then you guys will be a tad more fun!!! Good grief, and yall tell me I got my panties in a bunch!

Anyone Interested And Serious?
Hello All! I am trying to recruit people for my crew, The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew. We help people level, in and out of the group as well as fight against child abuse. We need serious members who are willing to help others as needed when you are available to. I am only on a few days of the week and I was still made a member. I am just a member trying to recruit people, you have to contact the main page and let them know if you want to join! Thank you all and I hope to see you added to our crew soon! If you are interested, the page is: http://fubar.com/user/1271172 A link to the rules are: http://fubar.com/blog/164338

Stressed
I'm using this to write down my personal thoughts and feelings.. If anyone happens to read it then so be it.. As of April 17, 2008.. I suffered a mild heart attack.. I'm only 31 with two kids.. My son is 10 and my daughter is 8. As the doctors explained it to me.. I have been under way too much stress and that is what caused it..I now have to do a stress test and meet with a neutritionist and a heart doctor.. I have only told a few of my really close friends and tryin not to stress over it.. I have slowly started to eliminate my stress and tryin to figure out my "triggers".. As of right now.. I'm recooperating and doing fine.. Exhausted all the time but well.. Once again.. This is my own person thoughts and feelings.. I'm NOT looking for sympathy.. That's the last thing I want.. My thoughts on this.. I'm way too young and have a full life to live.. I have to keep in mind.. Everything will get better as the days go by..

The Perfect Man For Me
The perfect man for me: kisses me goodnight has a sense of humor has a serious side grills amazing anything would walk in the park with me would ride paddle boats with me wouldn't play golf all the time knew he could have a poker night knows I need a girls night out knows I trust him on a beach trip with the boys can budget his money doesn't spoil me with expensive clothes would love to see me barefoot in the hammock would come with me to watch football, baseball, and to the beach so I could beat him in racing loves SNES has an optimistic attitude calls me when he says supports my stupid habits (like bubble blowing) blows kisses to me over the phone would buy me chalk for sidewalk drawing go downtown for the free music and free food introduces me to his friends as his girlfriend says I'm gorgeous or beautiful

Sunday April 19th 2008 [moi Ugly?]
well i was on singlesnet trying to find someone and i got told that im overwewight, (which iam by alittle) and too much information on me my glasses made my eyes glare ( I need them to type) lol. so i ratted on her and told he how shallow she was then blocked and reported her (was the only way to block her) i changed my info and that was that.... why some pees are so shallow to say something like that and be hurtful is beyond me

Intro To Crystas Blogs
This is the beginning of all of Crysta's Awsomely Awsome Blogs. In these blogs you will learn about the weird yet facinating experiences and things about Crysta. One of the many topics you will learn about is... The Elmers Glue Story... When I was 5 I... I made my mom cry... and many more to come. Please read, learn, and enjoy... From Crysta Peace Out

Everyone Should....
I Believe A birth certificate shows that we were born; a death certificate shows that we died; pictures show that we lived! I believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That ei

I Made My Mom Cry...
(Crysta's words exactly...not a paraphrase or a third party wording) One day a few years back. I was not having such a good day. I wanted to do something. I don't remember what, but that is not the important part of this experience. I got angry at her because she wouldn't let me have my way. I took all of my anger out on her, because I knew she would always be there in the end. I for 3 hours straight told her how horrible she was, how I hated her and wished that I was born in a different family. I even told her I wished that she was dead. She just sat there, she didn't cry. She didn't yell. She didn't get angry. She just let me go at her and keep going until finally I stopped. I thought she was going to yell back, or tell me I was grounded or cry or something. But what she did instead was the most amazing thing any oarent could ever do. She just looked at me and simply said "Crysta I Love You" I broke down and started to cry... I was never expecting her t

Support The Troops
Help Support The Troops I'm holding a contest starting next week and I am in need of Fubux for this contest, I don't have many and would like to be able to donate to the winners.I don't want the contestants to have to pay to enter. Any donations will be tallied and given to the winner/s of the contest.If you have deep pockets and have bux laying around that you don't use then please send them my way. Keep watching for the rules and contest start date. Click this picture link to take you to my page to donate: *Pink0828*~*~Sign My Guest Book Please~*~@ fubar Muahhhhh

Hey Yall
We are now living with my mother in Alabama again....had another major fight with my father-in-law and he said he didn't give a damn about his only flesh and blood son or grandkids and for all he cared the 3 of them could die....resulting in us moving again..... My 15 yr old has to have his tonsils out on the 24th of the month, which is this week.....on the good side my mother got married on the 10th.

I'm Up For Auction
I've entered my first auction. Come on by and bid on me. And whiole your there....don't forget to F/A/R the Host of this Auction........»-(¯`v´¯)-»»Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» Here is what I'm offering to the winner: All pics rated during Happy Hour All Stash rated during Happy Hour Salute pic from me A Blog done about winner Daily comment "owned by" with winners name in my ID Winners name and link on my front page Daily gift 5 Graphics made by me Repost all requested bulletins Share winner's poage with friends, family and fans So stop by and bid on me........the link is below Bulletin Brought to You by Ð®ägØñ¤†ämë® - Please read profile before adding@ fubar

The Real Joey Zealous
In case you think you know me..you really dont...I spent most of my twenties behind bars..I been shot,stabbed,draged by cars,robbed and did some robbing..wich i aint proud of.My life has been nothin but pain and suffering.but out of all the drama in my life..i beat the odds.i went back to school(*art)and graduated..i been all over the country,worked my ass off to acomplsh my goals.I was once and still am a graffiti artist wich i honed my skills to get through college..i finnally got tired of hustling..cant get a job cause of the mistakes in my past..wich i cant shake,cant teach,cause im an ex-felon....but i never gave up just like my big sis taught me..if you wanna know more,just ask..i have a billionn and one stories...

When Will It Be Real..
I've been through some rough shit in my past with men. They all seems to convince me that they are real and well they seem to use the fuck out of me so they can get what they want make me believe in them even fall for them just for them to shit on my heart like I am nothing. Go figure it is all about sex. I love sex and I am not afraid to express myself during it. And When you think ok maybe this one is just after that well you were wrong ..I want it get it clear in these guys heads I can get it when I want whenever I want that is not all I need. I want to feel like I am a godess in their arms . That I am who and what they want.That they could fall in love with me all over again and know that it was meant to be.but Who know I don't I want to know what their defintion of love is..? I m almost 32 yrs old the games are over with it is time to get real..It is just really pissing me off..later

Ugly
She feels ugly today. It's not the kind of ugly that can be fixed by some coverup here, some mascara there. Caffeine won't fix it up and alcohol won't tone it down. It's the kind of ugly that comes from looking in the mirror and realizing that she's turned into a whore. The exhaustion lines by her eyes, the bitterness in her stare and the hardness in her heart are all telltale signs. She's not literally a whore. You won't find her at red lights, you'll rarely see her in a short skirt, and you may be surprised just how conservative she really is. But underneath it all, you will realize that she is a professional at selling out. Her price is never monetary; it is almost strictly emotional. There is no joy left in sex, no such thing as love. She is a sell-out; she is a whore; she is alone. There is no joy left in sex; there is no joy left at all. The ecstacy probably doesn't help, but she doesn't care. She just can't seem to shake the cravings or curb the addiction.

Pls Read My Blog...
CHERISH **DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUS THIS IS ONLY THE NET ** I HAVE NO BOUNDARIES HERE** LMAO@ fubar..THIS PROFILE IS NOT MINE...ITS A FAKE!!!!BLOCKED HIM...Crazy Prophet (Personal and Photography page)@ fubar---THE ONE WHO MADE THE FAKE PROFILE!!!HES A CHICKEN FUCKER OLD DUDE!!!UN EDUCATED BASTARD!!

Be Free!
A smile shown in wonderous eyes A glow of Love in a shy disguise a Care free soul set free from a cage That holds it locked up tight... Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes up wide and let me in A gaze upon me from across the room A fiery stare where envy looms a wish of a friendly sould like yours unleashed needs of respect can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in Scared of letting go of secrets never told Ashamed of what my past holds trying to open a gate deep inside To let the waters flow Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in I want to let go of my memories that hurt Still fearing being drug through the dirt As my past has done before Can you unlock my heart? Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in Tell me I can make it my own A

Ugly Naked Fat Chicks?
I'm curious here if I'm a total bitch. There was a huge fat chick in lingerie with "MILF" as her display name on MySpace. I got in some kind of mood and sent her a nasty message about throwing up and deleting her so I didn't have to subject myself to it. Most of my friends laughed hysterically, other people said that I'm no one to judge what people post because I'm not perfect. I know I'm not perfect but I don't weigh like 400 pounds. What do you think, do you want to see big fat chicks as equally naked as me?

Bdsm
THE BOYFRIEND SUBSTITUTE She dangled the short pieces of cord in front of his face. “Gonna let me tie you up then?” she asked, jokingly, but with a wicked grin. “You’ll crease my shirt,” he replied, although he was excited by the idea. “Take it off.” She almost ordered him, excited herself at the thought of it. **************************************** He had found her attractive from the first moment they had met. She had rebuffed his advances, telling him she liked him as a friend. She teased continuously, always standing so close to him he could smell her perfume and her natural scent, but still pushing him away if he tried to touch her. She had immediately recognised how attracted to her he was, and took advantage of this. She encouraged him, and discouraged him at the same time. She asked him to drive her home after work, invited him in for coffee, but always invented some reason she needed him to leave as soon as he started to look too comfortable. Today was no

Men: Are You Too Needy?
10 Signs You're Being Needy By David Wygant Special to Yahoo! Personals Updated: Apr 21, 2008 RATING THIS ARTICLE Average (604 votes) Rate it: Sign in to rate! Read all 10 comments TOOLS Email Article Printable View Add to del.icio.us Add to Digg In my ten years of coaching men and women on the perils of dating and relationships, the one journey women tell me they never want to go on again is meeting and hanging out with the "needy and clingy" man. Nothing turns women off more than a guy who is really needy. Nothing turns women off more than a guy who is really needy. Now, I can practically hear men's voices protesting from everywhere, saying "But David, there are a lot of needy women too!" This article is not about them... it's about you. Below are ten signs that you are being needy. Remember you are trying to attract women, not turn them off. So if you suffer from any of these signs of neediness, you need to immediately stop those act

Falling Into Oblivion
It feels so alone right now I hate the fact that noone understands what I am going through and it feels I have noone to talk to about it. I can't talk to much about it to my friends because everything I am going through is my fault in some way and why talk about it when noone understands not even me. I just want to be held and protected. Right now I feel I am alone in the darkness trying to fight off my fears. I'm scared and tired and lonely and trying not to be. I don't know how I can let this effect me so much and I know no one believes me when I say I don't want him back or love him. I'm not going to take him back and I am scared of what he has planed noone thinks it's a big deal but I feel it coming I feel it's not over and I need to be protected. I hate being scared of someone I use to spend all my time with and at one point I thought I loved. I hate that noone has any faith in me any more. I wish I could turn back time and change all the things I did. I don't regret anything I ha

Bullshit...!!
CAN U TELL ME Y OUR GOV WOULD DO SUCH A THING WE HAVE OUR MEN AND WOMEN OVER THERE FIGHTIN AND DYIN FOR NOTHIN OMG ITS SO FUCKED UP JUST WATCH THE VIDEO AND U WILL KNO WHAT IM TALKIN BOUT..!! I PRAY AND RESPECT OUR MEN AND WOMEN FOR WHAT THEY DO FOR US BUT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH THEY DONT NEED TO BE OVER THERE WHEN ITS OUR OWN GOV DOIN IT...!!!

Running Thirsty
We go our separate ways through the portals of love Truth was in creating, not the aftermath Can't say I was nothing before you came into my life I will keep the memories for when my soul gets weary Bittersweet stories, they always have no end In the quietude of daybreak, we watch the sunlight bend Can't say I was nothing before you came into my life Now I'm late for the urban train to get back on the road again Running thirsty in the rain I'm breaking through those clouds again

To Read
WASTED TIME The time that I’ve wasted is my biggest regret, Spent in these places, I will never forget. Just sitting and thinking about the things I’ve done, The crying, the laughing, the hurt, and the fun. Now it’s just me and my hard-driven guilt, Behind a wall of emptiness, I allowed to be built. I’m trapped in my body, just wanting to run, Back to my youth with it’s laughter and fun. But the chase is over and there’s no place to hide, Everything is gone, including my pride. With reality suddenly right in my face, I’m scared, alone, and stuck in this place. Now memories of the past flash through my head, And the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed. I ask myself why and where I went wrong, I guess I was weak when I should have been strong. Living for the drugs and the wings I have grown, My feelings were lost, and afraid to be shown. As I look at my past it’s so easy to see, The fear that I had, afraid to be me. I pretended to be rugged, so fas

A Knife In The Back Is Worth Twelve In The Heart.
My body hurts kitty. My body hurts, and my heart hurts. Make it stop. Make it stop. I don't even know why. When I'm not really out anything. I'm up. Or so they all say. Then why... why is it all so empty. Why am I so tired so injured, so angry? You can help right? even just a little, that's all I'd ask anyway.

Pick Your Prize Giveaway # 4
Due to popular demand...im running another "Pick your Prize Giveaway" Spaces are limited so get in quickly...You MUST send me a message...I will not accept shoutbox entries...and they will be in order of First in Best Dressed. This is what is on offer... BLING PACKS:( I will offer 5 of these ) 6,000 comments........One week time limit. ONE DAY BLAST: 6,000 comments.........One week time limit. 3 DAY BLAST: 8,500 comments........10 day time limit ONE MONTH VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST Either of the above.............12,000 comments........Two week time limit 4 TICKER MESSAGES 10,000 comments.......Two week time limit. 30 DAY BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP I will only offer one each of these..............28,000 comments........Three week time limit *****SPECIAL OFFER PACKS*****:( I will only offer 2 each of these ) 7 day blast or 1 month VIP PLUS a bling Pack...15,000 comments....three week time limit 30 day blast or 3 month VIP PLUS a bling Pack.........30,000 comment

Announcing Bombing Trainer
please welcome sherri as new trainer of our bombers. she will be training new recruits on bombing contest and giveaways. please feel free to ask her any questions you may have on bombing. Thanks sherri and welcome to your new position. ~~ Sherri ~ W.W.S ~~@ fubar

Lena.
What place would you visit if money were no object? *New York,Rio de Janeiro,Dubai What one person could you meet in the world – alive or dead? *Jim Morrison If you could go back to a certain year in time, what year would you choose? *1977. What immorality do you think is overrated? *hm. Worst habit? *Smoking. One thing you could change about yourself? *lazyness Best memory from childhood? *my dad Its the last day on earth, what do you do? *have sex. Death Penalty? For or against? *for. Guilty pleasure food? *hahaha xD If you could have any job, what wuold it be? *singer Do you believe in heaven and hell? *no A & W or Barqs? *hm Weirdest thing ever eaten? *snake meat What was your curfew growing up? *01pm Do you think your parents were too strict growing up? *yes How many friends do you have that you talk to at least once a year? *none Name your 5 movies your bring on an island with you *love actually,hannibal,dead poets society,queen of the damned an

Rising Stars Artwork On Ebay.
Hi everyone, On offer on ebay this week are pages from a mini series I worked on a few years ago for Top Cow/Image, Rising Stars: Voices Of The Dead, & they are being offered at seriously reduced starting prices (from £6-). Click the pic to see whats on offer.

I Thought Of You When I Heard This Song
You took me home, I drank too much Cause of you my liver turned to dust Cold rust tastes Cold creeping cold pain Do you understand what I mean? When you feel your soul drop to the floor Like a hole Like an open bleeding sore Then you'll have bled like I bled And you'll have wept as I've wept Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll Lets hit the bar, lets lose control One false move, you took me home One false move, and you're all alone But it looks so good and it feels so nice I paid the price I'll cut you out just to hear you scream, Get away from, get away from me And I can feel my heartbeat racing, As I realize what I must do Get away from, Get away from, Get away from you I should have turned and ran like hell Last time I got a taste of you I should have turned and ran like hell And I'll say we're through I should have turned and ran like hell last time I got a taste of you I should have turned and ran like hell And I'll say we're through And I

5/5/08-5/12/08 Auction
If you'd like to auction "yourself" up for bids, just leave me a message with a link to your photo you want used and what your offering and I'll get you added. I would like to start it May 5 - 12 or once I get a handful of guys and gals to join. If you're not sure how this works.. All you do is come up with whatever you'd like to put up for the bidding. A list of ideas are listed below. Then, you and I invite people to check out what you have to offer and they bid using fubucks. People can also bid money gifts such as blasts, VIPs and HHs if they REALLY want what you have!! Real money bids trump all Fu$ bids. *List of Ideas* Rate all pics Rate all stash A personal salute pic to winning bidder A NSFW salute pic to winning bidder Access to private folders Added to Family List 100 11s 500 11s (spans over 5 days) Morphs Crushed Pimpouts "Owned by" on your profile Videos Graphics Tags Phone call Winning bidders pics/link featured on your

B-day Pimpout By Lutin
************************ This is a Happy Birthday gift to my husband. The man that is all things to me. "My Lover" "My Confidante" He is a caring, loving father. Enjoys having a great time. He is the man I utterly adore. My Best Friend. Baby, I hope you have the greatest of birthday's { YOGO } And I Love You with every inch of me!!!

A Story From My Youth
It was 1997. My Brother Joaquin & I were pretending to be in a band with Lori--my other brother Joseph's live in girlfriend. we were originally known as "Kitty Porn" but over those 2 weeks we recorded 30 or 40 "songs" we became "Kiddie Porn." outta sheer boredom we started this "band". made up only of a drum machine,maracas,a guitar that none of us knew how to play,silly lyrics & annoying voices. we sang songs about people we knew & did not know,candy,cats, milk!, & whatever else we came up with right on the spot. we basically decided what the words to the song would be,press "record" on my little tape recorder & chant them over & over until we decided that the "song" was over. we surprisingly came up with some good shit considering we couldn't play a note & we were just fucking around! but that's not really what this story is about. this is about how we tried to get our friend len to join in on the action. he worked at McDonald's that fall & had a really bad habit of talking with a re

I'd Start A Revolution But I Don't Have Time
About a year ago I was at Blockbuster with my husband. He pointed at the tv moniter and said,"Isn't that one of those girl bands that you like?" I looked up at the tv screen and saw Le Tigre singing "TKO" and I wanted to cry! It's so silly because i felt sad that Le Tigre was so popular that a few years before this they were on the Carson Daly Show....Initially, I was excited but then I was heartbroken because the girl bands that I loved so much for years (that no one I knew had ever heard of!) were no longer my little secret! For years I was so protective of this top secret underground club that I was an exclusive member of!!! I was selfish and didn't want to share-- I wanted Riot Grrrl all to myself! And now everyone knew about it! The weird thing about it was-- I wasn't even into Riot Grrrl music like I had been years ago. I was totally out of the loop and I had been for years. And when I first got into Riot Grrrl music,I didn't really have anyone to share it with and would've given

Thanks Ladies... My Friends
Just because I Can Please show these ladies some great luv They have been here for me & this seemed the best way to repay them for all their love & support that they have shown to me these past cpl days when I needed it the most. ~BRATT~ ~SURPRISE ME~ IF YOU THINK YOU CAN ~Lynne ~ Owned by MASTER~Owner of NOVA, MASTER, Bubbles, Techboy007... Show them all Luv!~Diva M 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ ~*OWNER OF THE FUBAR'S FLAMING HOTTIE'S*~CLUB F.A.R ~ ~ReBeCcA~NBSD~Diva Mafia~Lollipop Gurlz Club~ Thank you all so very much & you are the best friends ever!!! Bulletin Brought to You by ~Dream~ }i{ Girlfriend to *Big E*ALL MY FRIENDS RAWK!!

Why?
Why are you hurting her When her heart already aches Because of what you're doing I have to hear her cry I'm the one who has to be there To pick her up when she's down But she will always question that Because of what she did to me And the closer I get The harder the pain gets So this I have to ask When will you answer her To stop all these tears I hope you will answer her soon So she'll be happy once more

Nice Guys Finish Last
We've all heard the saying That nice guys finish last But from what I've seen Throughout my life This simply is not true Many times I have seen The one's I care about get hurt As I try to comfort them They always seem to ask "Why can't I find a nice guy, Someone who's just like you?" I tell them that we're out there Just sometimes hard to find And the next thing I know They find someone else Who turns out to be a jerk And I have to pick up the pieces once more And they only see a friend in me When I want to show them true love So this is the sad truth Nice guys don't finish last They never finish at all

The Pain Of Someone You Love
i just found out yesterday that my 14 year old neice is pregnant with her first child and my heart goes out to her i know she i scared and now she is givin the child up for adoption. i wish there was a way i could get my great neice and keep her in my family i will never meet my great neice and it is something that will haunt me all my life. my sister is hurting to bad my heart goes out to her and having daughters to i hope and pray that they will learn from this mistake. all i want to do is cry because i love my niece and know this will be hard on her carryin the baby for nine months and giving the baby away will be very hard at for my sister being her first grandchild. i told them to keep the adoption records open that way the child gets older he or she can still know who their real parents are. i know my neice is scared but one day when she is older and that child is grown i believe that they will understand why she gave them up. but either way i will welcome them with open arms bec

Just Venting
WELL IM KINDA BORED HERE. SP I THOUGHT HECK WHY NOT VENT SOME FRUSTRATIONS IN A SAFE WAY LOL WELL HERE GOES AM STARTING KINDA OF A NEW JOB NEXT MONDAY SAME COMPANY BUT IM MOVING UP TO MANAGER OF ANOTHER STORE GOING TO BE ALOT OF STRESS LET ALONG WHAT I HAVE ALREADY AN ALOT OF THINGS THAT HAVE GOT TO WORK OUT SHEW LET ALONG LIF EIN GENERAL BEING SO LONELY AN NOT BEING ABLE TO PAY ATTNETION TO IT NTO BEING ABLE TO SPEND ANY TIME WITH FRIENDS HECK I DONT EVEN GET MUCH TIME ON HERE ANYMORE SEEMS THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING GOING ON WIETHER IT B MY KIDS WORK HELPING SOMEONE OUT OR JUST PLAIN EXAUSTED FROM GOING NON STOP AT TIMES NOT GETTIN SLEEP FOR DAYS AN DAYS JUST A WHOLE LOT SHEW OH WELL NOT THAT ANYONE IS PAYING ATTENTION ON HERE BUT AT LEAST I COULD GET SOME OF IT OUT

Ahh Another Child!
So i actually think this one is really funny! So when the other thing in this album happened i thought about maybe not using the site for a while. Well this guy was messaging me and this is what he said: === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:07:04'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > Hey sexy whats up?? === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:08:37'.. > > > > > > > > > > why are you pissed off baby?? what happened? === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:12:00'.. > > > > > > > > cum on baby..that not a reason to quit...your too hot!!! === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:15:28'.. > > > > > > dont worry about it baby... > > > > > > cum on baby..... after that he told me i should stay because i can continue to talk to him which i do not talk to him often. > === 'Brandi Lynne' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:19:58'.. > > > haha i dont talk to you enough for yu

Ok Heres The Book I Have To Finish Before I Start My Other One
Chapter one a love and the table Ok we’ll try again this should be fun …………a roman soldier walks towards a large jewel in crested temple shining in the sun. the glare from the gems and the sun’s rays burned the wounds of the injured man. He had been stabbed and cut on over half of his body. He was covered in blood and had ten arrows sticking out of his back. Barely able to breathe he stumbles through the threshold into a large room filled with carvings of incredible size and detail of God and monsters. Wars of past and in the center of this room was a shrine to God. The man collapsed lifts his head and said. “ oh lord please spare my life so I may continue to serve you and strike down your enemies. You took my first and only son in the war to save your people from oppression at the hands of your enemies. You took my wife and three daughter the plague, as well as my entire village.”

Auction Starts Today
SEXIEST WOMEN of FUBAR AUCTION Beginning MONDAY, APRIL 21st NOON EST Click the offer sign or my pic below to make your offer. Hey all im in my first auction yay for me haha.. So if you would like to own me then all ya hafta do is come and bid on me :) Click the sign above or my pic below RULES ARE: - There really are no rules. - Everyone entering & everyone bidding will act like adults & have respect for the others. - Any drama & you will be removed. - If you win me, you pay me. - Host is not responsible for collecting the winnings. - I have the right to refuse & remove any bid. Bulletin Brought to You by ~Dream~ }i{ Girlfriend to *Big E*Made Just For ~Chaotic Princess~ (repost of original by '~Drea

Put In A Corner
I keep finding myself in the vast emptiness of the same room. Sitting in the corner holding my knees to my chest, rocking back and forth, shaking with fear. My body is bruised by the worlds continuous punches. There is nothing left for me to do than sit here a stare.. stare into the nothingness. Dwell on all Ive done wrong and what I should have done better. Nothing is ever enough. Im broken. Insignificant. Hopeless. No longer trying to stand and leave. How could I? This room holds all the sanity I have left to offer. But so many people are counting on me. If I stay here.. what happens to them? Do I care? ... Of course I do. They're my friends, my family, all I have. They EXPECT me to be strong for them. If I break they will.. a never ending cycle that is relying on me. Its to much. I still dont move. Pondering the meaning of my existance I still sit trembeling in my corner.. one day I'll leave.. one day..but not today

Sinco De Mayo
Most people don't know that back in 1912, Hellmann's mayonnaise was manufactured in England . In fact, the Titanic was carrying 12,000 jars of the condiment scheduled for delivery in Vera Cruz, Mexico , which was to be the next port of call for the great ship after its stop in New York . This would have been the largest single shipment of mayonnaise ever delivered to Mexico . But as we know, the great ship did not make it to New York . The ship hit an iceberg and sank, and the cargo was forever lost. The people of Mexico , who were crazy about mayonnaise, and were eagerly awaiting its delivery, were disconsolate at the loss. Their anguish was so great, that they declared a National Day of Mourning, which they still observe to this day. The National Day of Mourning occurs each year on May 5th and is known, of course, as Sinko de Mayo.

Looking For Fu Gf
I want someone who want me for me. Someone not going to play around. Someone who will help me level and will do the same. I will buy my fu gf gifts every week and coment every now then. Some who not going to play games

Why
So why southern geltman like me single in real and fu. I nice till srew me. I great guy and good listner. I would give my gf the world. I don't smoke or drink or do durgs. I have clean record. I am honst and very faithful. I not player and wear my heart on my shevles. I am just real tryed of get hurt and get my heart broken. Why do get hurt and fall for someone tha want nothing to do with me

S*u*p* Family Members
Allow me to introduce my bombing family to you - Shady's Underground Posse, or S*U*P We are a small yet dedicated group but always looking for new members. If you're interested in becoming a part of this awesome bombing family, then please contact myself, Mizz Shady or Sexygranny1967. Here are the members of the group Founder of S*U*P - Mizz Shady I WANT U 2 WANT ME Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions S*U*P Homepage Shady's Under Ground Posse S*U*P* III Promoter/Recruiter/new members bulletin issuer MishNumber1 ♥ Fubar World Cruise & WISEUKF Owner ♥ of SUP, Club FAR & Shadow Levelers Promoter/Recruiter SexyGranny1967>Shadow Leveler>Promoter/Recruiter of S*U*P>Club FAR>owner/owned of mishnumber1 Members *MsRetta*S*U*P* ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~ Dusty S*U*P* mister bukkake of SHADY'S S*U*P* crazyrabbit69 = Shadys S*U*P * - Confederate Bomber - Club F.A.R.-

Love Me Or Hate Me This Is My Past
Ok for those of you that would like to know about my past here goes nothing lol. Well, when i was really young my dad got taken outta of the house because he was physically abusing me and my sisters. For some of my sisters they were even more unlucky they got sexually abused by him. Needless to say he was taken to jail (he's not in jail anymore ugh). My mom divorced him and well she didn't know how to do a lot of things drive, she wasn't working, didn't go to college and what not. So she took it out on me and my 4 sisters. July 11, 1998 I was in a car accident. No i wasn't driving it was my sister she didn't stop at a stop sign on a country road and a truck plowed into her at 60mph. We spun outta control and when the van stopped my 2 sisters that were in the van also looked for me. They ended up finding me with my foot out the window and my head lodge between the middle and the back seat. I do not remember any of this because i was unconcious but I have heard the stories

Hardline - Love Leads The Way
My Beautiful Angel sent this to me. I love you Angie you make me so very happy and feel so loved! thank you for being My Best Friend and My Love and My Hero.But most importantly for showing me that True Love still exists! You are my life and my world !

I Am The "king Of Pain"!!!!!!!!
As some of you know, im not your average kinda guy... which i believe is great... lol well, i know that some of you came and seen me perform suspension at Houston's Ink Fest. if some of you can be sure to come check me out in Las Vegas next month. During this show i plan to pull a Hummer with 8 hooks in my back. Then in the Austin Ink Fest I am taking on a school bus. Hope all of you enjoy and hope to see and here from all of you. Respectfully, "King of Pain"

My Comp Crashed Plz Read
my comp crashed last wednesday morning. i am writing this blog on my sisters laptop so if you're wondering how i am on now you know. i am in the process of getting it fixed andi still don't know when i will be back on. plz show my page love and i will return the favor when i get back. hugs and kisses to all. later peeps

To Tell Thee Thou Shalt Meet Me At Philippi
As chapter sixteen of the book of Acts begins, Paul and Silas have already been on the road from Antioch and visiting Christian churches that Paul and Barnabas had helped to start and encourage some years before. Silas was taking Barnabas’ spot on what’s often called Paul’s second missionary journey because Paul and Barnabas disagreed on a traveling companion of his, Barnabas’ cousin John Mark. Rather that let this disagreement hinder either of their effectiveness, Barnabas and John Mark went to Cyprus and from there they drop out of the story told in Acts but they are referred to in Paul’s letters. Silas, who’d come to Antioch from Jerusalem and was also established in the leadership of the church, went out with Paul through Syria and Cilicia to strengthen and encourage those congregations. When they arrived and went through Derbe and Lystra (from chapter fourteen), they were acquainted with another disciple first called Timotheus, the Greek form of his name Timothy. Verse

Another One To Read
Mail Call Darkness and loneliness fill my cell, With pain and fear too great to tell. I wait for the mailman to deliver to me, As I wipe away tears that no one will see. I pray so sincere with my head raised above, “Please, God, soon send a letter of love.” I long to gaze upon pages so dear, With riches to bring my loved ones near. Words of diamonds on pages of gold, A message from heaven as their story is told. “We love you, miss you, and pray you’ll be free,” A treasure-filled envelope just for me. Please bring memories of joys I once knew, Family, friends, and things I used to do. The darkness and pain of my cell will prevail, As my name, again, was not called for mail.

A Soldier Meets God
The smell of battle hung in the air I silently traveled over blood soaked ground Bodies littering it here and there Death filled silence is all around I hear a voice calling to me as I pass I stop and there a brave hero I see I go to his side and kneel beside him I look into his eyes as he stairs up at me I feel a tear fall as there I stay Kneeling there by this brave heroes side He begs to me to take away his pain My arms for him I now open up wide I lift him into my arms for comfort He lays his head softly against my chest I see from his body the wounds he has As he closes his eyes and tries to rest A tear I feel as it slides along my cheek My heart is torn for the suffering he must bare Wanting him to know I will comfort him And for all the brave men I really care He ask me now to save him from death As life slowly slips from his body this day Seeing the damage that battle has caused A lump in my throat I know not what to say He asks me to hear his last words

Yet Another One
TEMPER When I have lost my temper I have lost my reason too. I’m never proud of anything Which angrily I do. When I have talked in anger And my cheeks are flaming red I have always uttered something Which I wish I have not said, In anger I have never Done a kindly deed or wise, But for many things which I have felt I should apologize. In looking back across my life, And all I’ve lost or made I can’t recall a single time When fury ever paid. So I struggle to be patient, For I’ve reached a wiser age: I do not want to do a thing Or speak a word in rage. I have learned be our sad experience That when my temper flies I never do a worthy deed, A decent deed, or wise.

Something Mellow
You know our love was meant to be the kind of love that lasts forever and i want you here with me from tonight until the end of time You should know, everywhere i go your always on my mind, in my heart , in my soul Baby, Your the meaning in my life your the inspiration you bring feeling to my life your the inspiration wanna have you near me I wanna have you hear me sayin no one needs you more than I need you and I know, yes I know that its plain to see we're so in love when we're together now I know, that I need you here with me from tonight until the end of time You should know, everywhere i go your always on my mind, in my heart , in my soul Your the meaning in my life your the inspiration you bring feeling to my life your the inspiration wanna have you near me I wanna have you hear me sayin no one needs you more than I need you wanna have you near me I wanna have you hear me sayin no one needs you more than I need you

A Story For You To Enjoy
He spotted her from across the room, her smile caught his eye. She was dressed in jeans and a tank top, nothing flashy, but he could not take his eyes from her. She caught him staring and when she only smiled, he walked over. He introduced himself and she said she was Sheri. They struck up a conversation that began with him getting caught staring, and it was hours later when she told Jack she had to leave. He walked her to her car, and just before she slipped away Jack asked for a ride. In truth his car was not there because he lived down the block, but he had her drive around until he pretended to be lost. When she pulled over he pulled her to him and kissed her softly yet firmly on the lips. She was surprised, but offered no resistance as his hands swept over her body, stopping on her breasts. She knew he could feel the nipples harden through the material of her bra, and that added to her excitement. It took everything she had to push his lips and hands away, she got out of the

What An Ass!!!
Los Angeles considers global warming tax April 7, 2008 - 9:58AM The Orange County Register To fight global warming, a bill in Sacramento would enable Los Angeles County transit officials to increase taxes on motorists. It's a bad idea that may foreshadow even worse to come. Billed as a "climate change mitigation and adaptation fee," the measure would cost motorists either an additional 3 percent motor fuel tax, or up to a $90 annual flat fee, based on vehicle emissions. The new charges would be on top of taxes already paid at the pump. Either option requires a majority approval by a vote of the people. "At this point the people of the Los Angeles region have just had it when it comes to traffic and air quality," claimed Assemblyman Mike Feuer, a Los Angeles Democrat and author of Assembly Bill 2558. We concur about the traffic mess, but with little else Mr. Feuer claims in seeking to overtax motorists. The assemblyman's sleight of hand conflates two issues, the real p

A La Dining Guide: Urban Cuisine Warfare
The mad waitresses met to eat of their own poison With rusted bobby pins and overweight bouncers Over a cup of muddy water; amphetamine drinks The weathered added flavor with their own simulated storms Winters are mild here in this controlled dorm With bread shoes of scorn and mold Their aching ankles faking the pauses With cracking joints echoing through the halls A dinnerware symphony took place Forks tapped to glasses of water Knives scraping across plates As the spoons slapped together on knees They were the neo-rednecks in urban huts Curbing their emotions with hepatitis A Cutting at the mutilated cow as blood splatters on face Mad cow, mad cow dancing in its own waste They forked each other like violent silk Spooning in Crisco orgy baths Running hands across searing skin just for a taste A taste of the this now boiling paste Across tables body fluids, draining waste Decrepit beasts hoarding the house supply In foreign crevices and misconceived haze

Remember Underwear
UNDERWEAR IS IMPORTANT!! If you don't laugh out loud at this one, call the morgue and reserve a tray, because you are dead. Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle... From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everythi ng back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found Herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by.

How I Felt A Month Ago
i walk through each day lost i am not here nor do i belong like the mighty ocean i am pulled in and thrown back time and time again some days i am a treasure newly discovered a joy to own on others you walk buy just seeing trash i am lost to myself for i feel me shutting down trying hard to hold on but the rocks are slippery and i am weary i am lost for i cannot pick up my head and watch you walk by not noticing a treasure just seeing trash instead

Thought For Monday
I am not sure why this is but, I have a hard time with people who cannot commit to the things that they say. If you are going to say something I think you should mean it... Otherwise don't waste my time!

If I Were President........
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? ....... IF I WERE PRESIDENT........ 'My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start b

Deleting My Fu...?
hey pretty people... i may be deleting my fu. it has been great but you know how it goes.. there is way too much drama on here. i don't have the time nor the care to deal with stupid bullshit. if you care enough, i have a yahoo screen name and i am on aol im. so hit me up when i make my decision. i will let you all know in the next couple of days. toodles

Don't Get It At All....
Ok, so can someone please tell me why most of my photos were deleted??? I don't know why they were. All I know is that I received a message from my bestest telling me that they were gone! Does anyone know why or how they could have been deleted?? please tell me...I would love to know. Comment and let me know what you think, thanks a bunch!!!

Auction!!!!
Well Ya'll I've Gone & Done It Went & Put Myself Up On The Auction Block!!! Can Ya Believe It!??! Hehe!! I'm Such A Lil Devil I Knw!!! The Auction Starts 2Day @ 10 a.m. EST!!! & Runs For 2 Weeks!! Ends May 5th @ 10 am EST A Bonus 4 Rates. Whoever has the most gets 3 blingys and 250k fubucks. RATE IT over & over lol Sooooooo Swing On By Join In The Fun Place A Bid On Me!! U Knw U Wanna : ) Pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeew Its Gunna Get Hott!! HEY U GET ME AS UR PERSONAL Fu-SLAVE FOR A MONTH & check ou wat i'm offering on top of tht!!! So Leeeeeeeeeeeeets Get This Party Starrrrrrrted !!! Plz Be Kind R/F/A The

Deep Dark Places
There are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole Through my surrender I’ve broken through fear And the pathway to truth Is now open and clear Ive seen through the anger And pain of my past With receptive acceptance Ive found peace at last I wish my secret Could see the sun And its days in hiding Were over and done For there are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole

Question Of The Decade
To all of my friends on fubar I have a mind boggling question for u all, and I want everyones honest and truest answers. I have the question of the decade.... What Is Love? What is love? I mean real true heart breaking love. Not the kind of love that you feel for your family, friends, or children if you have any but real love between a man and a woman. I dont mean like, lust, or sex just honest to goodness love. The kind of love that last through the ages. The kind of love that kept our grandparents together for so long through thick and thin. Is there even such a thing in this day and age, and if so where in the hell is it and what does it feel like? I mean the kind of love that you really fall in love with somone. You know the kind of feeling that just fills you whole and makes you smile for hours on end for no apperant reason. The kind of love that holds you on long winters nights and make you feel warm even though it is freezing outside. The kind of love that makes

Volume 4
Sava's Music Playground :: reviews ,releases from the world of rock/metal April 20th 2008 It's time again Rockers and Rockettes for another installment of upcoming releases as well as reviews of Awsome artists already out. COMING SOON Brother Firetribe-Hailing from Finland an area not noted for 80's style hair metal but alas heres brother firetribe.Bringing back the good time feel and fun into the hard rock for the 2000's.Though I'm just starting to get to know there music they have put forth a debut called "Fasle Metal".There sophmore release "Heart Full of Fire" due out may 14th 2008.If you like great melodies,guitar riffs with a solid bass and drum backing.think of Van Halen,Journey and Skid Row than go check out Brother Firetribe don't think you'll be disappointed. http://www.brotherfiretribe.com Communic-Norwegian Progressive metal thrashers are back.The 4th release by them 'Payment of existance' scheduled for release may 30th 2008 .Once again f

I'm Home
I'm home. Yay. I had an absolute blast, but I'm glad to be back home. I could use about 24 hours of sleep but unfortunately I've got to go to work tomorrow. *pout*. Check out my "New Orleans" folder of pics.

April 21, 2008
A Special Bond by Rae Scales Even though we have never met, I feel a bond between us. A bond that should have taken years to build, Yet was built in a month or two. A bond that lifelong friends should have, Although most never do. A bond that I am glad to share with you... My Friend and Confidant. You are not here in body and soul, But as a lighted rectangle. You come to me every day as A message on my screen, A message that I can rely on To cheer me up and make my day. Through a keyboard we share Our ups and downs. I have opened my inner self to you, And you have to me as well. We have traded secrets and laughs, As well as sorrows and pain. I have never met you, but feel as if I have known you most of my life. To most this might sound silly, But I assure them, it is not.

Ever Have One Of Those Days
U ever have one of those days when ur jus not in gear no umph in your rear dont get rollen till noon then gotta bust a nut catchen back up work till dark and then some sittin down after yes after too tired to be hungry just wanna drink some smoke and to be left the fuck alone well my sojourners that was my day and lord thank you lord its truely and fully DONE

Want To Own An Angel?
Would you like to own an Angel? I wasn’t going to, but I decided what the heck.. YES, AngelGurl is up for auction again. How can you pass up a chance to have me for your very own for ONE MONTH? Right, you can’t. I promise you won’t be disappointed when you see what I’m offering. If you don’t want to bid on me, please take a minute and rate my auction page. The person with the most rates at the end wins a prize. Thanks so much for your time! Click on the link to go to my auction page *Hugs*, Beth aka “AngelGurl”

Thought Of The Day!
How are we supost to be posative....how are we supost to live when we watch the world and know that we see now that the weak are gone the strong are beginning to fall?? How how are we supost to be posative when we dont see shit posative?? Someone tell me how we are expected to live with out fear?? There are things that can kill us in the world momma didnt teach us to fear!! There is freakin death by leaf! How are we supost to be expected to live when we watch that happen to someone we love?? Something that wasnt supost to happen....please DAMMIT SOMEONE TELL ME HOW THE HELL WE ARE SUPPOST TO LIVE!! TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY BUT SHE ISNT HERE!!! YOU TELL US HOW TO LVE WITHOUT FEAR!!

Beautiful
Beauty over wisdom to fit in with their style Your Cinderella story's for a price Vanity's a business built to fleece the unique Silicon and stars collide, the rest will fall in line Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along Visually you're stimulating to my eyes Your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies Your insecurities are concealed by your pride Pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as you are You should have seen this coming all along You're everything that's so typical Maybe you're alone for a reason, you're the reason It's so pitiful what you are, you should have seen this Coming all along Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as y

Shadow Levelers
i just wanna say ty to all my fella shadow levelers for being so welcoming into the family. i think the cause is great its good to see ppl trying to help others rather than bash them. ive added a bunch of you already and i will eventually get the rest of ya. once again ty

Today
Was my day off and I was pretty lazy today....but I tink thats ok sometimes. I hung out with my cousin, DJ TooSExy today and that was lots of fun..but back to work tomorrow.... Only 4 more days until the weekend!

Small Convo With My Brother
My brother designed graduation invitation since we're graduating from college a week apart. He goes to school at Temple and I am a Penn State student. I always ride him because his sports teams suck and his school is generally viewed as lower quality. Here is a little snippet of us discussing the design: (his mascot is an owl and Penn State is the Nittany Lions) OlneyIrishman (10:50:37 PM): i still think it should be a lion mauling an owl Pat (10:58:09 PM): meh, too violent Pat(10:58:31 PM): plus, if going by GPA, it should be an owl carrying off a lion cub OlneyIrishman (11:00:19 PM): but if we're going by how much we'll be making in the future, it should be a lion taking a dump full of owl feathers

Amusing Rant
** Again...I did not write this. I found it in my e-mail. I do not know who wrote it, but it cracked me up! ** After long and serious thought, I have decided to endorse Senator John McCain for President. I have always voted for the person and have not voted for anyone because some political party was telling me who I should vote for. We all know the choices by now and, that said, I do believe that the process of selecting a chief executive is deeply flawed. The words "money" and "special interests" come to mind, among many others. Here's the way I see it: Barack Obama, you are a fine public speaker. You are also an extremely liberal Senator from the State of Illinois , which has a long and rich history of political corruption of the first magnitude. You are indeed a child of that system. You have finally insulted my intelligence far beyond my capacity to tolerate your insults. It has nothing at all to do with your skin color. As a matter of fact, it would be so COOL t

Top 10 Signs You're At A Redneck Wedding
TOP 10 SIGNS YOU'RE AT A REDNECK WEDDING 10. Rehearsal dinner held at Hooters 9. Instead of "Friends of the bride or friends of the groom?" Ushers ask "Ford Or Chevy?" 8. Bridesmaids: Pink Tube Tops Groomsmen: Travis Tritt T-Shirts 7. Phrase "I Do" replaced by "I Heard That" 6. Tender rendition of "The Wedding Song" performed by Pinkard & Bowden 5. When the minister asks "Who giveth this woman to be married"... some guy in the back stands up and hollers "Earnhardt!" 4. Reception conversation includes the phrase, "So what have you been doing since Hee Haw, Mr. Lindsay?" 3. Snack trays at reception: Vienna sausages and Nacho Cheese Doritos 2. Plans for the honeymoon evening include tickets to the monster truck rally ....And The Number One Way To Tell If You're At A Redneck Wedding... Sign in front of the church: No Shirt... No Shoes... No Problem!

A Drop In The Well
the feeling like nothing you do, will ever get you closer to to that place you long to be, that person you long to hold within your arms, only to make believe that everything could be okay if only for a moment, that split second before reality stabbed you in the back once again the cruel smirk on the face, in the back of your mind reminding you the memory you held, would probably only be that, a memory never to hold, only to envy like fighting the undertow pulling you from everything you need like tears and blood, falling down the well insignificant to the mass unnoticed indistinguishable

His Account Was Deleted--plz R/f/a !!!sniper!!!
His account was hacked into and deleted~!~!can you please add/rate/fan this wonderful friend of mine??(he will return all the love) click on this pic to take you there~!

Phone Sex
*Original Post From 3-11-2007* Ok so as exhausted as I was already I agreed to letitng Tim call me "to play" tonight. I knew it wouldn't be anything specatacular due to my state of mind, but I was willing to try. So we agreed that he would call me in 30 minutes so I had enough time to change my shirt and wash my make-up off. He was pretty prompt and called alomst exactly 30 minutes later. He asked what I was wearing and since I refuse to lie about the anwer I told him simply a longer white tee shirt. He then began to tell me what he wants to do to me which got me all wet. I was working my clit real good and fast and came rather quickly and weakly. I was disappointed so I just kept playing. I kept two fngers inside me using a come hither motion. I was doing this when he asked me what I was doing. So after he asked are you doing it again to which I replied I never stopped he asked me what I was thinking about . . . well here is what I remember about the actual fantasy itself:

Checking In
Another story hope you all like She nervously tugged on her skirt as she got out of her car. She had been talking to this man for months now yet this is the first time she had made any face to face contact with him. Reluctantly she walked through the parking lot wondering if she had made the right decision to surprise him at his job. “It’s late” she thought “Can’t be that busy, and it’s kind of public so no worries, just pop in say hi and ask him to go out to dinner later”. Her hand grasped the heavy metal door that was chilling against her palm and pushed it open slowly looking through the glass around a bleakly pale room with small chairs and a sofa to the right to the left some tables and a bar people scattered only one or two still there. There he was, standing at the front desk with a customer; he glanced up at her as the woman walked to the elevator. His eye’s drawn to her as she walked to the counter “Katelyn? What are you doing here” he blurted out nervous yet excitedly. “We

Thanks Soo Much~ Makes A Girl Blush
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Jersey Devil 3
Around 1961, 2 couples were parked in a car in the Pine Barrens. They heard a loud screeching noise outside. Suddenly the roof of the car was smashed in. They fled the scene, but returned later. Again they heard the loud screech. They saw a creature flying along the trees, taking out huge chinks of bark as it went along. There have been other sightings since 1909, such as the Invasion of Gibbsboro in 1951. The people there saw the devil over a 2 day period. In 1966, a farm was raided and 31 ducks, 3 geese, 4 cats, and 2 dogs were killed. One of the dogs was a large german Shepard which had it's throat ripped out. In 1981, a young couple spotted the devil at Atsion Lake in Atlantic County. In 1987, in Vineland an aggressive german Shepard was found torn apart and the body gnawed upon. the body was located 25 feet from the chain which had been hooked to him. Around the body were strange tracks that no one could identify. The sightings and prints are the most substantial evide

Crushed...
Sometimes things don't work out the way you planned right? Ever think you know something before the other person is totally oblivious to it? The last week my life has been turned upside down and i feel im handling it quite well in the same sense i don't think those around me can see whats coming. Whenever something is said its automatically my fault and im not sure i like where any of it is going....ok so all of that was a little obscure... carry on.

Just Some Words
I love you today and I will love you tomorrow Just some words To clear the sorrow That will never Leave my heart or yours From this day forward You are so special to me I love you With all my heart Always have And always will From family and friends That never end You will always be with me As I will always be with you Until we cross the gates of heaven There we will always be Together until the end

Stalker List 21 Aprll 2008
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) If someone levels, could you please post a comment letting everyone know who has leveled in between updates so that we all know or if you have any suggestions or find any errors outside of points dropping, please let me know. I do this list at various hours and may make some typos. :) I don't always remember the "delete" or "backspace" key... hehe... :) Thanks for all your support with this list. Each one of you are truly amazing!! :) Good Luck!!! :) 7,932 to Level 10 lost in love@ fubar 8,959 to Level 11 (needs salute) truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 11,278 to Level 12 LionRawr{Prowler of the Savana - Defender of the pride} {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar 13,237 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 16,780 to Level 12 momofsteve@ fubar 19,096 to Level 15 BEND OVER AND SPELL RUN/1ST MEMBER OF THE J.E.R.K. FAMILY/SPANKER&SHADOW/FUBITCH TO KILLER BLUE EYES@

~just Let It Be ~
~Just Let It Be~ I went through life, meandering, wondering... Where life's road is taking me. One day up, the other, down, searching... Knowing not my destiny. All these years you were there; committed... As was I. Firm boundaries in place. Then one day, these fences fell, clattering... Leaving us both free to choose. Now we have choices, yes we do - unlimited... A freedom until now not known. No demands, no expectations; hesitating... Could we meet our separate needs? You are most wonderful by far, more exceptional... Than anyone I've ever met. You give, you love, you share - unique... Could this be it for both of us? You are kind, loving and warm; unselfish... You give so much day by day. And I receive that warmth from you, unending... Will you tell me what you really feel? The days are early - we have time; contemplating... About what's important to us both. If we were meant for one another, forever... Will all be revealed in time to

Saturday Is The Big Day
I DIDNT THINK THAT I COULD BE MORE NERVOUS THAN I AM NOW! I FIND THAT I AM ON EDGE AND I AM SO EXCITED THAT I CRY AT A DROP OF THE HAT IN JUST 5 SHORT DAYS I WILL BE DRAGONS WIFE AND FOR THIS DAY IT IS A DREAM COME TRUE HOW CAN I EVER PUT INTO WORDS WHAT THIS WONDERFUL GIANT OF A MAN MEANS TO ME HOW HE HAS COME TO BE MY WORLD AND I WOULD MOVE HEAVEN AND EARTH TO MAKE HIM HAPPY TO DO ALL IN MY POWER TO PLEASE HIM.... IT HAS BEEN A LONG HARD STRUGGLE AND AT TIMES I THOUGHT THAT THE WORLD WAS AGINST US BUT LIKE ALLWASY MY DRAGON WOULD HOLD ME CLOSE WIPE MY TEARS AND CALM MY FEARS SAY IT WOULD BE ALLRIGHT THAN SOME HOW HE WOULD MAKE IT ALLRIGHT.... HE TRYS SO HARD TO BE THE PERFECT MAN WHEN IN TRUTH ALL HE HAS TO DO IS SEARCH INSIDE HIMSELF TO FIND THAT HE IS PERFECT,,,,HE IS ALL THAT I WANT ALL THAT I NEED AND ALL I COULD EVER ASK FOR HE IS EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER DREAMED OF AND ALL THAT I EVER THOUGHT A HUSBAND COULD BE WHY I WONDER DID GOD SEE FIT TO BESTOW ME WITH SUCH A MAN IS BEYON

~ You Are My Jail Cell ~
~You Are My Jail Cell~ I love you and I need you, even though I may at times have made you tear your hair! I set myself apart, but even so Your presence and your love are always there. You are my jail cell and ten-ton door That keeps me from just being who I am. And so I pound the walls and go to war, Ramming all the rules that I can ram. Yet though I must rebel, all the while I know your love's the ground on which I stand. I wait upon the flash of your proud smile And twist inside at every reprimand. I'm sorry for the times I've caused you pain; After these brief storms, love will remain. Peace.

Gothy
if ya decide to go out at night whatever you do dont walk alone there is a vampire out there and she stands alone she hides in the shadows stalking her prey in the evil hopes one of you stray then in one quick swope she will snacth you up drinking your blood and spilling your guts so if ya should ever see this vampire who stalks the night just rember this her name is gothy and she will win the fight

~ Love's True Essence ~
~THE ESSENCE OF LOVE AS SEEN BY KAHLIL GIBRAN~ I alway try to incorporate his philosophy in my life. I hope it touches someone else as well...my gift to those that ponder on Love's True Meaning and Essence........Peace. When LOVE beckons to you follow LOVE, Though LOVE'S ways are Hard and Steep. And when LOVE'S Wings enfold you yield to LOVE, Though the Sword hidden among LOVE'S Pinions may wound You. And when LOVE speaks to You believe in LOVE, Though LOVE'S voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as LOVE crowns you so shall LOVE Crucify you. Even as LOVE is for your Growth so is LOVE for your Pruning. Even as LOVE ascends to your Height and Caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the Sun, So shall LOVE descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the Earth. Like sheaves of corn LOVE gathers you unto Itself. LOVE threshes you to make you naked. LOVE sifts you to free yo

Upon A Butterfly
As I came upon a butterfly yesterday I was sure when she saw me, she would fly away She was the most beautiful thing I ever saw Yet as I was staring at her in complete awe She instead did something that really surprised me She just stared at me back and did not try to flee Why would anything that is so full of such beauty Ever be interested in simple old me This is what the butterfly told me in reply As she flapped her wings to take her into the sky It is far more important what we have inside And not the colors we may show on the outside Then with a butterfly kiss placed upon my lips Away from my view did my butterfly eclipse Leaving me to hope that soon one bright sunny day She will again be flying back upon my way

Here's A Good Church
New church holds service in bar to reach new people Mon Apr 21, 1:24 PM ET Another round and amen! Beer was on tap and a mechanical bull inspired the sermon as a new church held its inaugural service in a western Ohio bar. The Country Rock Church drew about 100 people to Sunday night's meeting at the Pub Lounge in Sidney, 35 miles north of Dayton. The barroom church is an offshoot of Sidney United First Methodist Church, whose head pastor says he's been looking for creative ways to reach people in unconventional places. The church's Web site for its new branch advertises "Top regional bands, pizza, wings, rowdy fun & a short message." The Rev. Chris Heckaman says people really seemed to enjoy themselves so he expects the Country Rock Church will meet weekly. Heckaman's sermon compared staying on the bar's mechanical bull to learning how to get along in life.

Friendships
You know, I don't know about anyone else but the way I look at friendships whether it be online or in real life, I take them seriously but what is really sad is when some people have to be facetious and not take my friendship seriously enough, I don't care if it's Yahoo Messenger or AOL Instant Messenger or MSN or MyYearbook where I have over 1,000 friends or Fubar where I have nearly 700, if you're gonna be freinds with me at least come half way to the table even though at times I may not be able to physically unless I have a way there. These days any person with a physical or mental challenge or not needs friends, but if some people are gonna sit there and be facetious with me and not be serious about the friendship and/or have their own agenda than why I am bothering to have ya as a friend, it's ridiculous, I think it's high time that people look in the mirror and put themselves in my shoes and think what if that was me in his situation? You might find out what it is like to be in s

Musings...
sometimes do you ever wonder if the way u see things...that your the only one who sees them that way? i have been feeling that way lately. i try not to make a big deal of things that are little things even tho the little things mean alot to me. the big things for the most part are there i just miss the little things. i havent ever had them....and i would really like them. i would like them from one special someone but i dont want to bug him by always sayin it..i would like to just get them.it would mean more that way. this prolly only make sense to a few people who know me really well..but i had to type it out anyways. o well when i get braver then maybe i will finish this blog and say all i am tryin to say......for now...hopefully it gets read...and understood...and things change....

The Only Constant Is Change
First we are explicable where we are Chaste and burned we are comfortably loveless In a trillion years The stars will no longer shine We will remain. Get it right or come back again Make it clear Integrate this love and fear Still hopelessly hopeful Wounded child seeking wonderful As closed as I am Born a craftsman of shifting sands What lies I learned Lessened my ability to be present My love will never change Though we've ruined everything The stars still conspire for us Until our final breaths The only constant is change

Dj Disturbed In The House (working Product)
Dj DISTURBED...Dj DISTURBED...Dj DISTURBED BACK DOIN HIS THING STOP BY N CHECK US OUT Dj DISTURBED is spinning them hot and WANTED tunes live so come on in sunset cafe lounge and tune in to his hot set!!! Just click a pic and get ready to RAWK all request honored (repost of original by 'Dj DREAM KING STATION MANAGER @ SUNSET CAFE' on '2008-04-22 04:18:30')

Dont Understand
i just dont understand this shit anymore. i mean things were going great. maybe my mind has been working overtime and nothing is wrong at all but it defintiely seems like things arent the same. not since we got into it yesterday. its like i barely here from him and when i do it takes forever for him to respond...i mean like hours. i just dont understand it. how come everytime shit is going good for me something seems to happen and fuck it up. i know he tells me not to think like this but its so hard when ive been down this road so many times. im tryin to trust him and believe him but its so hard. i dont want to get hurt again but i am afraid thats exactly what is going to happen. and i know he can do that cuz well ive let myself fall for him. damn i just dont understand this shit anymore

Gone!
Well today looks like a good day to delete some folks I never hear from on here. Seems like i only have a handful of folks that actually take the time to stop by and say hello when they see me on. So please stop by and let me know if u want to stay on my list. If i delete u by accident dont take it personally just drop by and let me know and I will add u again.

Job Description
Girlfriend Application Job Opening in Office of External Affairs Job Title: Girlfriend Reports to: President (gratefulguy75) Job Description and Responsibilities: As Girlfriend, you will be expected to communicate with and partake in activities with gratefulguy75 on a regular basis. Qualifications: The ideal candidate for this position is an independent, attractive female residing in the eastern Iowa area (outside of area will be considered on a case by case basis) with sex experience and no sexually transmitted diseases. The abilities to prepare food, play an instrument (voice counts as an instrument), and legally purchase alcohol (meaning you are able to go out) are strongly desired. Compensation: This is an unpaid position but offers a great opportunity for anyone looking to gain experience in a relationship with a man of rising importance with established social significance or for anyone looking to add to their resume. Benefits package includes frequent interesting

Earth Day Tribite
I am the Earth and the Earth is me. Each blade of grass, each honey tree, Each bit of mud, and stick and stone Is blood and muscle, skin and bone. And just as I need every bit Of me to make my body fit, So Earth needs grass and stone and tree And things that grow here naturally. That's why we celebrate this day. That's why across the world we say: As long as life, as dear, as free, I am the Earth and the Earth is me.

Burden!
I have had a burden fall upon me, in the recent days. It is saddening and most of all tragic. A few days back, my Aunt and I were having a conversation on the phone, about life in general. My uncle has been sick for sometime now and in and out of the hospital. His illness is caused from a path he had chosen to take back when he was younger (Alcoholism), his WBC is extremely high and has caused for serious alarm. He is slowly dying. His wife (My Aunt) says she cannot do this anymore and is thinking about leaving him. Mind you My uncle has been sober for over 2 years now. He has accepted that he will most likely not make it through the end of this year. The rest of the family including his own mother (My grandmother) refuses to even consider with the cost of funeral costs when it comes to that. So that is how the burden came to fall on me. I am over 2,000 miles away from him and the rest of my family. Should my husband and I be the wonderful neice and nephew-in-law and help m

Learning To Trust
I have been thru a shitty week and I am hoping to get past the bad things that happened, so far, I have been disappointed, hurt, and not able to trust. I am willing to learn to trust again but its going to be hard because he still wants to talk to this cunt that he betrayed me with. He did not cheat, let me make that clear. What happened was enuff to make me skeptical about our engagement tho. I want him to be my husband more than anything and I know that he wants it too. Its hard to understand how someone could love me so much and not want to be with only me. He is trying really hard to convince me that I am his everything. I am trying really hard to believe him. I have to let this shit drop and in turn he knows he can do whatever he wants and the only consequence is me bitching all the time so im not sure what is going to happen in the future. I would hope that he wont do anything to harm our life together, and I have not done anything harmful since the start of our relation

Please Leave Jewels Love
Earlier today, Jewels suffered a minor heart attack. Please.. Please.. Everyone that knows him, go to his profile and leave him some fu-love. He is one of my best friends here. Please fan rate add him if you want an awesome friend. He's always been there for me... Without further ado... JEWELS :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. Plz ...Fan + Rate = Add ! LETS SHOW HIM HOW IT'S IT DONE …… ~/~'Sassy Laurie'~/~Club F.A.R.~Rising Stars~D&DC~Independent Fam.~

A Title Sounds Like A Bad Idea
i sat up and stared at you last night. it's funny because i always found "that person" to be a bit creepy. but things change so damn fast. i realized last night that your snoring doesn't bother me. and that your moaning is actually kind of cute. that i get upset when you turn over in bed, and that one's not even your fault. that your morning breath doesn't really smell that bad. and that your hair looks way goofy but way cute when your sleeping. but you know what the biggest things that i realized were? that you didn't get mad at me when i probably kept you up all night. that you may have turned over, but the second i touched your shoulder you were back with your head on mine. that every time i went out for a cigarette you shifted over to my side of the bed and attempted to hold onto me... and that when i wasn't there you sank back into the pillow. and that when i kissed your forehead... you immediately told me that you loved me. every single time.

Sorrow Struck Sunshine
She lies awake contemplating what a difference it would create to be happy.. For one solitary moment to smile a truth that shines through the clouds and hear the words all too sappy.. To walk into her home after stopping on the side of the road to sob and find the single stemmed rose and a heart filled note.. Yet reality strikes hard and her eyes fill with tears falling to her sadness soaked pillow.. Still thinking what it would be like sitting not alone holding true love deep in her arms under the wind swaying willow.. Sometimes to be lonely is a burden when days on end dreams always fall short.. Of reality within these beautiful eyes her wanting proof inside her heart she will have to sort..

Thinking
well here i am once again writing my lil heart out! lol. well my cousin casey has been on my mind alot here latley and i can truthfully say i miss her so much. i ran to her with everything with problems heart aches all of it. and i catch myself tryin to call her and relize damn i cant call her. i wish heaven had a phone because best belive i would be callin her everyday!she was like my sister but i know she is in a better place. im tryin to find a job!! as soon as my fed taxes come back im gettin a new tattoo i cant fuckin wait!!! im gettin it on the back of my neck. hell yeaz lol shit i worked hard for that money so im gonna spend it how i want!! well im out i am going to play with my new puppy!!

Earth Day
"Happy Earth Day!" she proclaimed. The bees are mysteriously dying, the ice caps are melting, the rainforests are disappearing, and were suckling up every natural resource on our planet, Happy Earth Day! I so enjoy watching the lazy halfwit who is more concerned with their media inspired "uniqueness" than to walk the extra 10-feet and put their soda can in the recycling bin as opposed to the garbage. (but at least they didn’t toss it on the ground) Happy Earth Day? "The world’s vanishing crop biodiversity worsens global hunger. Well, maybe if we stopped over producing everything, perhaps the world's biodiversity wouldn't be trampled on by mindless fools. It's Earth Day, alright. It's more like the countdown to impeding doom that we brought upon ourselves. HAPPY is not the word I would choose... especially for the one day of the year we hope people are conscious about their planet. Everyday should be Earth Day. AS ALWAYS Kristin

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 10
She has caught his eye This devil in disguise He will have his trophy She is easy prey, since she is lonely He will decieve with evil cunning She won't even see it coming He will bait her with gifts and sweet hollow words Like culling the weak from the herd Possessor of wealth and master of lies She better beware this devil in disgiuse

Stolen From Jedi Master Goatse
Your Deadly Sins Greed: 100% Sloth: 100% Envy: 80% Wrath: 60% Lust: 40% Gluttony: 0% Pride: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 54% You'll die in a shuttle crash, on your way to your resort on the moon. How Sinful Are You?

My Friend Wrote About Me..
Starting from when I first met her in middle school. I thought she was the coolest girl ever. I dont know what "it" was about her but I was mesmerized by her way of being. She was only a year older than me but I was convinced that she was so wise...so cool. Maybe it had something to do with the fact that she was practically the first girl I knew that wore full blown make up...the eyeliner, the lipstick, AND lipliner always leaving her mark wherever she would go...thinking back now it sounds silly but its true...she was my first "girl-crush"...so to speak...but not the weird kind, more like the she's so beautiful and cool I wanna be just like her kinda crush...innocent and true. As the years passed I always admired her. Frankly she was the shit...the kind of girl that I looked up to.... Many girls tried to be like her, myself included, but you couldnt be like her, you just couldnt. She is and always will be one of a kind. Maybe thats the "it" that I so much admired, maybe thats the "coo

Life Rules Lol
There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and the Shithead's. > >2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content.. > >3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. > >4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, "Thyroid problem?" > >5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. > >6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea." > >7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. > >8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. > >9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal"? > >10. I don't approve ofpolitical jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. > >11 The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. > >12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you to

Point Of View
A thought that was coursing through my mind last night like cars on a Nascar race track was Point-of-View. I like to fancy myself as an objective person that is able to remove emotion from a situation, not to hard since I am a guy, and put myself in the other person’s shoes. I got to thinking that this is a fallacy. That it is not possible to truly see through another persons eyes. That would require you to have the mind, genetics, and experiences of that other person and completely void your own. Even knowing every intimate detail of the other person would still not give an accurate vision of the other person’s thoughts because they would always become muddled with your own. So does this become a futile attempt or is it like that Christmas present of socks that you get from your parents of “It’s the thought that counts?” It seems to me that trying to add point-of-views to a situation creates more depth. Starting with two points, your personal POV and the situation, and drawi

Dieting Diary V1.0
Well, its not like anyone reads these things but I feel better writting stuff out. I went hiking Sunday with a few girls. I know I am a big girl, but I really didn't realize how out of shape I was until I tried to hike up all these stairs at Starved Rock. So that was my motovation to start getting into shape and making myself healthy again. I am sick of being that fat chick that none of the guys want to date. Maybe thats why I am still single. I don't know. And don't think I am doing this just because society says I should be skinny. I am doing it for myself, to make myself feel better. I am just sick of being so over weight. I meet guys and they seem to not want to talk to me after they meet me for the first time (aside from one so far). Am I that fat and disgusting? I would like to think that I am not, but maybe, just maybe I am. I just don't feel good about myself anymore. It makes me depressed to think about it really, that people can only judge me by the way I look.

Remember Me?
Do You remember Me? Like I remember You? Do you spend your life going back in your mind to that time? Because I, I walk the streets alone I hate being on my own and everyone can see that I really fell and I'm going through Hell Thinking about You with somebody else Somebody wants You Somebody needs You Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody hopes that one day You will see That Somebody's Me How could we go wrong It was so good and now it's gone and I pray at night that our paths will cross and what we had isn't Lost Cuz you're always right here in my thoughts You'll always be in my Life Even if I'm not in your Life Cuz you're in my Memory You, Will you remember Me?

Omg This Is The Best Gift Ever I Love U Wet Ty Ty Xoxo
This is the story of my lil vacation with Sherry and Cubby Well, I get there and me and Sherry go out for a nice dinner and a few drinks,,,,,word of advice here,,,,NEVER let Sherry drink in public,,,OMG,,,she will embarrass you so bad After dinner we had fun playing piggy back rides and laughed like hell Well, then she wanted to show me around where she lives and she took me to the main town attraction LOL Then I hear a weird giggle and saw her bag move,,,,low and behold, she brought Cubby with her He wanted out of his bag, he said he had to use the bathroom, so she let him go. Well, it was taking him forever,,we started knocking on the bathroom door but all we heard were his weird lil giggles, so we busted the door down and look what we found,,,,,I swear, you can't let him go anywhere alone

Mr. Perfect
I have decided to give up looking for him for now. It seems like all I ever find are assholes and insensitive pricks. It sucks; I'm not even looking for the perfect guy. Just the one I feel is perfect for me. I gave the nice guy a shot and he pissed me off to no fucking end. I’m just fuming over that still. I got over the fact he has some sort of sick panty fetish (who doesn't like a little kinkiness right?)and the fact he isn’t what I usually consider my type. Just to get some guy thinking he's a wanna be pimp. I get my hopes up that I'm going to meet someone fun, interesting, intelligent, capable of holding a conversation...but alas I find none of the above. What gets me is I’m not even one of those money hungry, looks are everything bitches. I treat my man with respect; give as much love as I get most of the time I give more actually but noooo. I am smart, work and don't need a man for his money, just a man who can be a man who can be himself and not some asshat loser. I wonder some

Why Can't This Be Me?
MOONLIGHT MADNESS The sun was beginning to set and I still had not met up with Kerrie. We were suppose to meet at the creek at the bottom of the ridge two hours ago. I was hopeful she would show up and I was quite some distance into the woods. Now my hope began to fade as I was leery she wouldn’t come tonight, and I didn’t bring my cell with me so I had no way to confirm this. This isn’t the first time she had gotten side tracked and stood me up. She is my very best girlfriend and I could forgive her anything and wouldn’t trade her for the world. We have been comrades in crime for a very long time and knew each other well. Camping alone in these woods was nothing new for me. Besides I sat straddled on my best stud horse and I had Zeke, my overprotective Border collie at my side. I think I was quite safe. There wasn’t a cloud in the sky and the moon was already up and it was full, bright and majestic. It looked like a huge shining jewel pasted against a royal blue drape held in

Crossfade, "breathing Slowly"
Who am I to save you, To try and tame you, And now that you are free of me, But next time when you break down, Is it me you'll take down, With you on your knees? So who was I to hurt you, To desert you, When you needed me there, So now that you've learned to hate me, You're finally set free, I fall to my knees, And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, For good... And since those days have passed me by, I'm in and out of life, The way you used to be, You know I always was the strong one, But now I've come undone, Sweet Release...(come to me) And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, You got away from me oh yea, You got away for good...

Stolen From Iced Again Oh Noes
A - Available: no A - Age: 31 A - Annoyance: ppl who try to make you believe what they do because they don't like what you think B - Bestest Friend[s]: Meg and Lewis B - Birthday: July 28 C - Crush: they know C - Car: 04 Jeep Grand Cherokee Laredo C - Candy: gum D - Day or night: both D - Dream Car: 68 Shelby Cobra fastback *drools* E- Easiest person to talk to?: myself lol F - Favorite Month: any in the winter F - Favorite color(s): green F - Favorite Memory: the boys being born G - Gummy Bears or Worms: eew and eeewer G - Giver or taker: idk...but my opinion is i am a giver H - Hair Color: brown H - Height: pocket sized according to lewis lol 5'3 H - Happy: most of the time :) I - Ice Cream: chocolate I - Instrument: drums...i am all about a drumline J - Jewelry: nada J - Job: Financial Coordinator for a Synagogue J - Jail: not thinking I wanna go anytime soon thanks K - Kids: 2 Jacob Daniel(12) and Kaleb Alexander (11) K - Kickboxing or K

Stolen From •drew• Owned By Violets & Tywebb
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: don't think so...i was born 1 year and 1 month after my parents married Were you the first?: yes Who was present at your birth? my mom and the doctor and his staff...i'm so old that nobody could go in with the mother WAY BACK THEN Were your parents married when you were born?:yes What is your birthdate?: 05/06/1963 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: very loving...i'm of course the black sheep Siblings or an only child?: 2 sisters and 1 brother and 2 step sisters If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: oldest What are your siblings names and ages?: Angie - 42 Gretchen - 41 Russ - 37 Amanda - 36 Merry Love - 26 Which parent do you get along with best?:My mother What do you fight about?: we try not to fight Do you have step parents?: yes Part 3: The Friends Do you have more than one best friend?:Yes Who are your best fr

The First Ever Fu Owner Of... Me!!
Yes folks, this man broke my FuCherry so to speak when he bought me in Ellie's auction.... Please give it up for....... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™@ fubar Now go show him some love... FAN/RATE/ADD/STALK him...ok,maybe not the Stalk part, but make is FUBank overrunneth!!!

15k Give Away For Wonder Woman
she rawks and needs to level I'll give you 15k fubucks for every hundred pics of hers you rate a ten or higher If you bling her I'll add 15k SO PLEASE RATE HER PICS AND BLING HER AND DROP HER A COMMENT SAYING MASTER SENT YA WONDER_WOMAN™_PROUD_FU-OWNER_OF_~MASTER@ fubar then let me know you have ~MASTER~OWNED BY~LYNNE~& WONDER WOMAN~SWEET&INNOCENTS~FU HUBBY~ SHADOW LEVELER~@ fubar THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER

Just Ramblin
Confusion, dread and no desire to live to die or just survive. I've live my life a dying soul with no ambitions or a goal. I hate the day,despise the night and dread the rise of the morning light. There is no pleasure,only pain and in the end there is no gain. Surrounded by many,loved by few, i fade away like the morning dew.

Second Grade
Hello all! I am requesting help. I am trying to find an old friend of mine. We were best friends back in 1985. We did everything together, including fought about her then (shortlived) relationship with Michael Roberts. Her name is (or was, depending on if she got married) Tanya Price. We went to East Primary School, in Kermit, Texas during our second grade year. And then transferred to Purple Sage Elementary for third. But, I moved to Odessa, Texas half way through the school year. The last thing I remember of her was her dad picking her up at the school playground where we said our goodbyes so long ago. I went back to visit that summer, and found out that she moved to Oklahoma after that school year ended. So, if you know her, let her know that an old friend from second grade is looking for her. Please, help me.

Damn... The Shit You Find In Old Computer Files...
Found some old ramblings from the late 90's on a 3.5 floppy in the bottom of one of my boxes... I remember being quite trashed when I wrote it, but don't know how it ended up where it did. Cool find from over a decade ago anyway. I SEE YOU NOW FOR WHAT YOU ARE YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD HIDE FOREVER IN THAT LITTLE HOLLOW IN MY SOUL THAT USED TO BE MY PRIDE YOU THOUGHT THAT I WOULD MAKE BELIEVE IN HAPPY EVER AFTER BUT MY HEART HAS BEEN SHATTERED BY THE SILENT SCREAMS OF HOPE BROKEN NO LONGER I BELIEVE IN ANYTHING SAVE OBLIVION, SWEET OBLIVION AND THE ETERNAL REST OF DARKNESS EVEN THOUGH HER BLACK EMBRACE IS DENIED ME EVERMORE I KNOW YOU NOW FOR I HAVE BEEN YOU BEFORE I WAS ME BEFORE NOW THAT I AM LOST AND I LEARNED OF ALL THE SECRETS THAT HAVE MADE ME AS I AM TODAY KARMA HAS A FUNNY WAY OF TURNING BACK THREE FOLD

Somewhere Over The Ocean.
i try to listen to calming music before i go to sleep at night and this evening, i decided to listen to some of the hawaiian music, i have collected over the years. for those of you that are actual life friends, know that my soul lies in those islands. every time i go back, i feel alive and when i leave, i cry as my plane makes its way down the run-way. im actually tearing up a little right now as i write to you and listen to the legendery IZ. all i can think about is the breeze coming off of the ocean from the Winward side of Oahu.. the waves crashing against the white sands of Lanikai with its islands tucked off the azure coast line. papya and guava shaved ice from Matsumotos and chillin on the North Shore watching the boys on those amazing waves. plumeria and palms littering the land and lush green mist covered mountains. how i long to be back on the islands. my toes in the sand, my hair gracing a floral piece and my skin sun kissed by the tropical equator rays. i think in two year

Stolen From Reeka Kitty ~ Graficzgrl's B*tch ~ Fu-owned By Desert Taz
A - Available: no A - Age: OLD.....45 in a few days A - Annoyance: cheaters B - Bestest Friend[s]: Kennette, Vickie and ofcourse ~SHANNON~ B - Birthday: May 6 C - Crush: grumpydan C - Car: Buick Century C - Candy: jelly bellys D - Day or night: night usually D - Dream Car: Charger E- Easiest person to talk to?: Donald F - Favorite Month: November F - Favorite color(s): black and pink F - Favorite Memory: anything with my grandmother G - Gummy Bears or Worms: worms G - Giver or taker: giver.. H - Hair Color: auburn H - Height: 5'2" H - Happy: I was until that damn ex called him tonight I - Ice Cream: Vanilla I - Instrument: piano J - Jewelry: belly ring J - Job: financial analyst J - Jail: close once...that damn guy from LA K - Kids: one son K - Kickboxing or Karate: neither K - Kindergarten: a long long long time ago L - Longest Car Ride: Chicago M - Milk Flavor: none M - Most missed person: My Granny M - Movie: Pretty Woman

Cheating Partners
Cheating partners - How to find out if your partner is cheating 1. Starts working late very often If your partner is normally always home at a particular time from the office and suddenly starts coming home consistently late. It could be a new project that's keeping him/her busy but it wouldn't be amiss to casually ask him a few questions about it. If he/she is evasive or vague about the reasons, the alarm bells should ring. 2. Is against you calling the office If he/she wants to keep work life separate and doesn't want you to intrude, there could be a reason. I know of one such husband who got furious when his wife called the office. It seems he was having an affair with his colleague and was petrified his wife would find out if she got talking to the receptionist/staff. There are, of course, people who don't like to be disturbed at work but they rarely get paranoid about not calling at all. 3. Gets defensive if you ask questions Beware if he/she acts guil

There Must Be An Angel
Ya know ya want to sing along LOL No-one on earth could feel like this. I'm thrown and overblown with bliss. There must be an angel Playing with my heart. I walk into an empty room And suddenly my heart goes "boom"! It's an orchestra of angels And they're playing with my heart. (must be talking to an angel) No-one on earth could feel like this. I'm thrown and overblown with bliss. There must be an angel Playing with my heart. And when I think that I'm alone It seems there's more of us at home. It's a multitude of angels And they're playing with my heart. Chorus repeats. I must be hallucinating Watching angels celebrating. Could this be reactivating All my senses dislocating? This must be a strange deception By celestial intervention. Leavin' me the recollection Of your heavenly connection.

Lost A Pet Today
my lil Pesto had to be euthanized today... she's the cute calico in my "cats" folder... she was fiv+ and got very sick verry quickly, over about 48 hours, and would have required a blood transfusion and some other things that would have just prolonged her suffering, so we decided to put her down. she died in my arms looking me in the eyes... she knew she was loved.

Anger Management
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Laying here I feel So alone Memories come Then they are gone Chest hurting So much pain I hear the pounding Of the rain I am not ready To die Lord, hear my Humble cry Theres so much I haven't done I want to live To touch the sun I want to feel My childrens kiss So many things I will miss To soon I feel My end is near I try to wipe Away a tear Hearts left broken I need to mend Letters written I need to send Theres "I love you's" I need to say All these I put off For another day Thinking time Was all I had Oh God, it hurts So bad I can't breath Tightness smothering me Is this to be My destiny So many words Left unsaid Too late to say Them when I'm dead Simple things I didn't understand That time is not Promised to any man That in and instant We can be gone That hour of death Is never known How I will miss Dew on the rose Walking barefoot Sand between my toes A hot cup of coffee A butterflys flight The moonlight glow

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About Me
I know no one is interested, but that is ok. I have wondered if I'm a prune , just cause I can't and won't go to bed with a person I first meet. It is a question I ask myself every so often. I meet someone , that I could have , cause it was all there, but I just could not. Damn! I think I am to uptight for my own good. I can't seem to lower my beleifs to hop into bed with someone.