I've been through some rough shit in my past with men. They all seems to convince me that they are real and well they seem to use the fuck out of me so they can get what they want make me believe in them even fall for them just for them to shit on my heart like I am nothing. Go figure it is all about sex. I love sex and I am not afraid to express myself during it. And When you think ok maybe this one is just after that well you were wrong ..I want it get it clear in these guys heads I can get it when I want whenever I want that is not all I need. I want to feel like I am a godess in their arms . That I am who and what they want.That they could fall in love with me all over again and know that it was meant to be.but Who know I don't I want to know what their defintion of love is..? I m almost 32 yrs old the games are over with it is time to get real..It is just really pissing me off..later
