MrsM's blog: "smiling again..."

sometimes do you ever wonder if the way u see things...that your the only one who sees them that way? i have been feeling that way lately. i try not to make a big deal of things that are little things even tho the little things mean alot to me. the big things for the most part are there i just miss the little things. i havent ever had them....and i would really like them. i would like them from one special someone but i dont want to bug him by always sayin it..i would like to just get them.it would mean more that way. this prolly only make sense to a few people who know me really well..but i had to type it out anyways. o well when i get braver then maybe i will finish this blog and say all i am tryin to say......for now...hopefully it gets read...and understood...and things change....