well i found out i hurt my knee alot more than i thought i did, i got a damn good chance i wont be able to ride or race anymore.i dont know what im going to do if i cant ride,i guess i lost the last thing that truly makes me happy. raceing was everything to me,i live for it or better yet, i race to live, to feel alive you know.but now that spark is gone, why is everything i love taken from me, is this my choosen path, or did i bring it on myself, ill ask the lord when i can i guess. its always hard to give up what you love, but i guess this is my battle that i have to fight alone. raceing is my life, raceing is who i am, no, i am the will inside every racer just begging to come out. thats all for now
