Dear God,
I lay upon this bed with my eyes closed,and I hear this voice inside me.I feel like crying,and I don't know why.I look upon you for guidance,and I have been shutting you out,and again I don't know why.I feel lost,tied between two worlds,and they are pulling at my flesh.I stretch,catlike movements,and I talk to you a little more.I know in my heart you have never left me,so why don't I feel you there.Why do I feel so all along.I remember so many times,I could feel your hand on my shoulder,your whisper in my ear,or you carried me when I needed to be lifted.Why am I like a beacon of light,disolving in the midst of the evening glow.I pray to you,for not my soul,But for the ones whos soul is lost.I pray for those who has found thee,and have lost.I ask nothing of me.I shall hold my own,and within my darkness of nights,I shall find thee.Give those who have nothing,All you have given me.Place your hand upon them,and give them what you did me,and Father,let there souls be one,as you have given to me.I have walked many of roads,and you have been by my side,You have breathe within my lifeless body,and gave me back,my breathe and I walked among the living.You have given me so much,and ask so little of me.From time to time,I am weary and you give me the reassurance,that everything is okay.My prayer tonight,it none of these,I ask nothing of this wretched soul,why should I I have been so blessed,I ask only for you,to do with me as you will,I ask of thee to show all that I have felt,all that I have loved,and those I have loved,and love,the kindness you have given to me,Lord,I am weary soul,and I don't deserve all that you have,blessed me with,but the greatest gift you have placed upon me,is the love of a good man,and for thee I thank you.My blessings please pass them forward.My time is well spent. Thank you Father for being my soul.Thank you for being always there for me.
It Your name,Amen
