I am a Texas born and raised.Proud to be one too.I was born in a little town no bigger than a pea.In fact you probably could walk down main street and run into my family.And main street rolls up the carpet when the sunset.When I was growing up,we did the drag.Camp out at Dairy Queen or the Drive In.Saw my first movie there.My Brother came in from Vitanam,and took me to see believe or not,"The Legend of Hank Williams.I was country when country wasn't cool.And coming from the family I did. Still country,and now it is very cool.But,that was then ,and now I am an implant,in a big city,loving it.The People are great,and very nice.And I always run into a smile whenever I go.And you know what country is still cool.And I am Texas lady.SO friends I will be.May God Bless,and Cowgirl Up

SEVERAL WEEKS AGO ,LIKE NORMAL I SET MY LAPTOP BETWEEN MY LEGS,CUDDLING IT SO IT CAN BREATH.OPEN UP MY SITE,THE SITE THAT WAS HELL FOR ME,BUT THIS DAY WAS DIFFERENT I HAD A NEW ATTITUDE,AND I WAS GOING TO HAVE FUN. AS THE NITE PROGRESS,AND FRIENDS REQUEST CAME IN,THERE WAS ONE SPECIAL LIL CHARACTER COME UP ON MY SITE A BABY,WITH A PACIFIER IN HIS MOUTH,ALL BLUE.THE CUTEST LIL THING YOU EVER SAW.BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE CAME WITH HIM,AND UNBEKNOWNST TO ME,BEHIND THAT FIGURE,WOULD BE THE MAN THAT WOULD STEEL MY HEART.I COULDNT TELL YOU WHAT BROUGHT ME HERE,AND AS FOR HIM,A TWIST OF FATE.BUT I DO KNOW .THAT WALLS WAS TORE DOWN,AND I ONCE AGAIN TRUST A MAN WITH MY SOUL.NOW YOU MIGHT THINK THERE IS NO WAY TO SHORT OF A TIME.BUT THE HEART DOESNT TELL TIME. AND TIME IS NOW ON OUR SIDE.I COULD HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE TIME SEARCH THE WORLD OVER,AND FOUND NO GREATER LOVE THAN I HAVE,RIGHT NOW THIS MOMENT.ALL I CAN GIVE TO HIM IS ALL THAT I AM,IS,AND WANT TO BE.HOW CAN YOU ,PUT A PRICE,OR A PAYBACK ON SUCH WORDS YOU CAN'T.HIS WORDS ARE A MUSIC SHEET ,BLANK UNKNOWN AT FIRST,AND HIS PEN HIS INSTRUCTMENTS TO HIS MIND EYES AND WORDS BECOMES HIS SONG,AND I AM THE KEEPER OF SUCH SONGS.YOU HAVE GIVEN ME BACK MY SMILE,AND MY HEART IS YOURS,FOR YOU ARE THE KEEPER OF MY SOUL,AND THE HEART OF MY HEART.DONT KNOW WHERE MY JOURNEY WILL END,BUT,I HOPE IT IS STRAIGHT IN YOUR ARMS.

LAST NITE LIKE WE OFTEN DO TERRY AND I SHARE ALOT OF THINGS BUT,OUR COMMON INTEREST IS OUR POETRY.SO LAST NIGHT HE SENT ME A POEM IN COMMENTS,AND MY ONLY ANSWER WAS "WOW"EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO SAY TO HIM WAS IN THAT POEM.EVERY DESIRE,WANT,NEED,AND FEELING.EXACTLY TO MY ESSENCE.I HAVE TAKEN SEVERAL NEW STEPS IN MY LIFE,IN THE LAST FEW WEEKS,AND BOY HAS MY LIFE CHANGED.IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY,HE TURNED ON HIS COMPUTOR,AND SAID HELLO.BUT THAT WAS TWENTY DAYS AGO.AND SINCE THEN I HAVE COME TO KNOW SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL IN MY LIFE.AND SOMEDAY WHO KNOWS,WITH A TWIST OF FATE WE WILL BE EXACTLY WHAT THAT POEM SAID.MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY I AM GLAD HE BOUGHT ME THAT CHAMPAIGNE AND SAID HELLO.I BELIEVE THAT THE JOURNEY I HAD TRAVELLED,TROUBLE SPIRIT,AND SHATTERED DREAMS,CAME FROM A CRUMBLE WALL,AND HID THEIRSELVES,IN A FARAWAY PLACE THAT WILL NEVER COME BACK.IN THE LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE DISCOVERED HOW MANY FREINDS I DO HAVE ON HERE,THEY ARE NOT ONLY MY ANGELS,BUT THEY ARE MY SISTERS,AND A FEW BROTHERS ALSO.TERRY AND I ARE LUCKY TO HAVE GOOD FRIENDS AS YOU ALL ARE.THE HELL I WENT THROUGH IN CANADA MUST BEEN A CHARTED VOYAGE TO GET ME HERE WHERE I AM AT TODAY,THIS MOMENT.I CRIED WHEN I READ THAT POEM,IT IS WHERE I WANTED TO BE ALL ALONG,I JUST DIDNT KNOW IT.I HADNT MET,THE MAN THAT WOULD SWEEP ME OFF MY FEET AND MAKE EVERY UNJUST THING THAT HAPPEN TO ME DISSOVE TO A REALM OF NOTHINGSS,UNTIL TERRY ,WALKED INTO MY LIFE GOD I AM ON MY BENDED KNEE THANKING HIM,FOR SENDING ME SOMEONE SO UNDERSTANDING AND KIND.WHERE MY JOURNEY IS GOING ONLY GOD KNOWS,BUT I SURE HOPE IT IS IN THE ARMS OF THIS KIND,GENEROUS SOUL.MY SISTERS,I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN CONCERN,AND DONT WANT TO SEE ME HURT ANYMORE,AND THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART,YOU ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE THERE,TAKING CARE OF ME,BUT,I DO BELIEVE,MY JOURNEY TO WHERE IS GOING TO BEIN THE ARMS OF TERRY.AND TERRY I CRIED AFTER I READ THAT.AND LAST NIGHT YOU SAID I MEANT EVERY WORD OF IT.BABE I KNOW YOU DID.AND FOREVER IN YOUR ARMS IS WHERE I WANT TO BE.THIS JOURNEY MIGHT BE MY FINAL ONE,AND WHILE I AM HERE ON THIS EARTH,I AM GOING TO LOVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.LIVING EVERYDAY LIKE IT WILL END AT THE STROKE OF TWELVE.BUT,I TELL YOU ONE THING,OF ALL THAT THIS SOUL HAS BEEN THROUGH,FAITH AND DETERMINATION STILL FIGHTENING TO WIN ITS BATTLE.ONE DAY WHEN THE DAY IS RIGHT AND THE WHISPER IS IN THE AIR,I KNOW I WILL HEAR THOSE WORDS.BUT,UNTIL THEN I AM HAPPY AND HAPPY IS WHEN I TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE,IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS,AT NIGHT BEFORE I CLOSE
MY EYES,AND ON HERE.BUT,SOON DARLIN VERY SOON,THAT KISS WILL BE REAL,THAT TOUCH WILL BE FELT,AND WITH EMOTION FELT,DESIRES FILLED,EYES TEARS.WE WILL KNOW OUR JOURNEY JUST BEGAN.

MANY CHANGES HAS CAME OVER ME IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS.HERE IN NIAGARA FALLS,NEW YORK,A HUMBLE LITTLE TOWN.
I HAVE MADE FRIENDS,AND LIFE IS GOOD.TERRY AND I,WELL IS MOST DEFINATELY AN US,AND AS THE DAYS PASSES BY I REALIZED I WAS SEARCHING FOR THE WRONG THING.PASSION.THE PASSION ISNT WHAT WE LOOK FOR ,IT FINDS US,IN A POEM SENT BY A WHISPER UPON PAPER.A MIDNIGHT CALL,JUST TO SAY"I LOVE YOU"
A SMILE,FROM SOMEONE THAT REALLY CARES.YOUR HEART IS ON ON FIRE,AND THE DESIRE ARE STRONGER THAN THE MILES BETWEEN YOU.I HAVE FELL IN LOVE,DEEPLY,WITH THE ONE CALLED LATENITEFANTASY,HE HAS BECAME MY WORLD AND MY EVERYTHING.AND I WANT TO SCREAM IT OUT TO THE WORLD.WHERE WE ARE HEADING ONLY GOD KNOWS AND FATE DECIDES.BUT,HERE IN MY HEART HIS NAME IS ETCHED,AND IN MY BLOOD HIS DESIRES,NEEDS ,WANTS FLOWS.IN MY SOUL HIS SOUL TANGLES WITH MIND,AND THEY BECOME ONE.AND MY HEART BEATS ONLY FOR HIM.LET NO MAN,NOR WOMAN TAKE THAT FROM US.ONLY GOD HAS THAT RIGHT.ONLY GOD. THIS JOURNEY HAS JUST BEGAN FOR US,I AM NOT ALONG ANYMORE TRYING TO MAKE IT,TRYING TO SURVIVE.OH DETERMINATION,WELL THAT IS STRONGER THAN EVER,BECAUSE NOW,I HAVE A FUTURE.

Our Journey:


walk with me

Walk with me down the hills
to where the land meets the waves.
Let the water cleanse away your fears
let time change the passage.

Walk o'er the cresent of blue
to the end that is the beginning.
Let death be left behind in the light
let the beginning become anew.


Walk with me to a new land
to the place that stands the test of time.
Let the sands b ow all aorund us
let time pass us by.
my bad boy says:
Walk with me to the end
to the never ending story.
Let the time never pass
let the time stop.

Walk with me to loves embrace
to the end of love that is forever.
Let us stand the test of time
let the love become us.