How do you? You can think you have met her, and that she has to be the person you will spend your life with.... but you talk to her and she mentions a person.. and you can tell by the way she talks about him that they are meant for each other.. but you don't want to tell her that.. because deep down inside you want her all to yourself... and yet you know that can't happen because love is against you,happiness is against, life is against you... everything seems to be against you...
What do you do?? All you want is for her to be happy, even if that means her being with someone else... and yet you want to be happy WITH her not FOR her.. but you are not the person that puts you first... you put her first... and that can lead to your demise in the end... but no matter how much you may want her... she is untouchable and you know it even if you won't come to terms with it.... She brightens your day, makes you feel better, listens to your problems, and tells you how much she loves you... but she has to think if she wants to date you... that can make you think deep down in your soul that she may not love you as much as she says she does... but how can one come to terms with that.. when they are in love..... You think everything is fine... but then... he comes up again and you are sadly reminded that no matter what you may do... you can not decide her future... your heart is dangling on a string.. clinging to life and she holds the scissors that DECIDE YOUR FUTURE....
What will she do with the scissors??? Break his heart or yours??? only time can tell....
