SO, I've been thinking a lot lately. About everything... me, my life, my kids, my boyfriend, my psycho ex husband who can not stop being a shit stain...
Tonight, we were at the game, and he had his butt in my face, so I kicked him. Not even hard, just a little kick, and OMG you would have though I actually hurt him. He was all cussing at me, being an asshole. And then it dawned on me... OOOHHH yeah! Thats why I'm fucking divorcing him!! I mean, seriously, he acts like such an ass over everything... One min he's all like 'I just wanna see you happy' and the next min he's cussing at me. This being friends with him wears on my nerves after a while. But, thats life I guess... right?
So, other than that... I've begun to feel lonely. LIke, I don't talk to my friends as much as I used to, mainly because i have been working and such. But, Chastine has her own drama going on, and Adam, works a lot, and then we dont spend as much time together as we used to. I mean, a lot of that is going to be because the honeymoon phase is starting to wear off... WE're getting used to one another so it's not as fresh and new... Who knows... I just miss him fawning over me and adoring me and acting like the moon rises and sets with me.... Now he's like "I love you" like saying HI.... it's so routine now that i'm like YYEEAAAHHHH...
But, I dunno...
I guess thats life.... right?
I know Im loved... and thats more than alot of women can say...
I have a completely faithful and devoted boyfriend who thinks the world of me... I am so lucky to have him. Yet, I'm just so BLAH. Who knows.... this too shall pass...
Adam, I love you with all of my heart.....
Chastine, damnit, I love you too!!
And dennis, You're still a shit face and need to grow the fuck up
