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Joke
Charlie marries a virgin. On their wedding night, he's on fire, so he gets naked, jumps into bed, and immediately begins groping her. "Charles, I expect you to be as mannerly in bed as you are at the dinner table." So, Charlie folds his hands on his lap and says, "Is this better?" "Much better!" she replies with a smile. "Okay, then," he says, "now will you please pass the puszy."

A Beautiful Poem Written By Another Friend
Eternal Love I close my eyes I see you here My arms surround No need to fear I'll dry your tears From where they fall It's you I love I'll give it all With these words Comes from my heart Never once We've been apart Distance is long And time it will take But in the end It's you I will take Upon your neck You feel my breath I kiss you there Even in death

This Is For Men *controlling Your Nut *
DOES THIS SHIT REALLY WORK? The Techniques For Controlling Your Ejaculations The next time you masturbate or make love, be aware of your arousal rate and stop a few thrusts or strokes before you ejaculate. Take a deep breath and hold it for a few seconds until the urge to ejaculate passes. Alternatively, you could squeeze your penis and avoid ejaculating. All you need to do is place the first two fingers of either hand on the underside of your penis with your thumb on top and then squeeze firmly. You can also squeeze the base of your penis to stop ejaculating. You can also tug firmly on your testicles. Normally, the testicles move closer to the body on the point of ejaculation (all the better to push the semen out of the testes). So if you pull them away from your body, you can avoid or at least delay ejaculation. The Taoists recommended pressing the area in front of your anus and contracting your PC muscle to avoid ejaculating. In their book, ‘The Multi Orgasmic Man’,

Native American ??
It is not blood that makes a Native American... It is the Soul... Too many...with the fire of Native blood...walk ignored. Do not say I am Apache or Kickapoo.. Do not say I am Sioux or Cherokee.. Say...I am of the Mother Tribe. This is the pain of our children..To return from the stars without a home or community...A tribe lost returns...scattered in the wind. Those who hear must unite and reap the seed of this return... ONE tribe...ONE Earth...ONE Heart...ONE People. those with ears must build a fire and give thanks this night. Be united with ONE soul... Oh, my Children come home... Teachers step forward without fear! You are real!

What Women Want
I don't have many friends here. I don't know who reads my blogs or even if they're read at all. I write a blog almost every day on Myspace, but it's a bit different here. My thoughts are my thoughts, and they don't change. I write a lot about love and things like that from time to time, but I also write a lot about me feeling blessed to have all the friends I've made over the years, and about some things that goes on with me or my family. Tonight, I saw a commercial for Victoria Secret. Women talking about what they see in a perfect man. They said things like "I want a man who's funny, who listens, who's easy to talk to, who's cute, etc." Well, bottom line is, I believe I'm all of the things they've mentioned. So the question comes to mind, why don't I have a woman? Truthfully, it's not a big deal. I mean, I believe someone will come along, but I'm really cautious about what I'm looking for in a person for myself. I don't ask for much. All I want in a woman is some

Mmmm Mmmm Sexxxy
OK LADIES - I HAVE KNOWN THIS MAN FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS..THIS GUY HERE IS HOT HOT HOT!HE IS SWEET(BUT SHHH DON'T TELL HIM I SAID THAT!) ;) HE IS SEXY!!! AND HE'S MY FAVORITE FANG WEARING DEMONCHILD. HE NEEDS A BOOST LEVELIN UP...SO GIVE THIS HOTTIE A HAND!! ADD HIM!! FAN HIM!! RATE HIM!! AND TELL HIM HIS FAVORITE BYTCH SENT YOU. DEMONCHILD@ CherryTAP THERES THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE - NOW GO GO GO GO GO GO

Someone Explain Plz
Ok, so why is it that after you tell a guy, you arent looking for a relationship right now, but you are willing to get to know them a little more until you are ready, that they get pissed after you talk for like three weeks and they basically claim you are a tease. I dont understand where I messed up.. Can anyone help me with this?

;-)
The Lone Ranger and Tonto were riding on the range one day. The two came to a stop, where Tonto jumped off his horse and put his head on the ground to listen to see if anyone was coming. After a few seconds he rose and said "Buffaloe come." The Lone Ranger was amazed and proclaimed "Damn you Indians are smart, how the hell did you know there were buffaloes coming?" Tonto replied, "Face sticky."

Over
I saw you staring at me across the room. You just dumped me, what should I assume? Guess what,Babe? I am over you! As far as I'm concerned, me and you are through. For today and tomorrow, this week and next year, 'cuz falling in love with you again is my biggest fear. So, do me a favor, and stay away from me. I don't want to hurt again. So, please let me be. I'm not trying to be mean, I just don't wanna cry, 'cuz I get a sting in my heart, every time you walk by. I remember, as you stood there, staring at the ground. I was excited inside, but I did not make a sound. I remember the time; I remember the place; I remember my feeling inside; when you look spread upon your fac. You looked so good, in your T-shirt and jeans. I remember that night, you were in my dreams. I wish I could be with you; every night and day, because I love you, more than words can say. When I looked into your eyes, I knew it was true, my heart never lies, I

Re Happy Hour: Something Is Wrong With This Picture!
nymdeplume@ CherryTAP How come someone without a salute... or even a single picture... has a chance at sponsoring a happy hour???? I would think that you would have to have, at least, have a picture, wouldn't you???? Hmmmm..... That was short lived. They were on and off the happy hour sponsorship quickly.

My One And Only Contest
I am in Brown Eyed Girls "Most Seductive Male" contest which ends Tuesday. I would love any help I could get catching up. Even if you don;t normally bomb contests, doing it this once would be awesome. Like I said it is the only one I foresee being in.

Poll From Naughtypoll
Just for the record I did not lie on any of these answers. NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxers 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neither 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 6 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?No I am not 16. What gets you off fastest?Inter

Wheres Your Head At?
Evening everyone, so im bored again and decided to blog to work out some of my thoughts. So hmmmm yep ive been feeling some pretty heavy emotions lately, and as always i find myself ending up being run by them. Its one of those situations that you can see what your doing is silly and you know some of the thoughts in your head are just you. But you listen to them anyway, because you dont know any different. Its like fighting yourself, you know how to beat your opposition but it kinda messes you up at the same time. So yep i have been pretty screwin the past few days for no reason, not sure why i been that way. But i think its over now, touch wood. Heres to livin and lovin and havin fun! :D So i guess time to move on, smile and laugh back at life, since its always gonna have the last laugh we may as well get as many laughs in before we kick the proverbial bucket right? :) Right now i feel fortunate and blessed, but at the same time a bit of an idiot for almost turnin into a big old a

Sometimes I Gotta Wonder What My Kid Is Thinkin
I love my kids, but my youngest one has got me wondering just what in the hell is going through his mind. Last month he had to go to court for stealing -- of all things, cigars from the drug store -- he was given 7 days in YDC suspended, 30 days house arrest,can not miss any school without a doc excuse, can not get into any trouble at school& has to maintain at least a C, and a total of $150 for fines and costs. The first couple of weeks went ok, I thought I had my sweet little boy back...then today he did something that just floored me. I was home from taking Nick to work, was doing some computer stuff and getting ready for work, when there was a knock on the bedroom door--it was my son--"Mom, I can't go to school today my leg's really bothering me." I was pissed! He knows he can't miss school without an excuse fromthe doctor, yet he waited until the bus left the high school before he came home & tried to get me to let him stay home.He's telling me to calm down --apparentl

Pain - Three Days Grace
(This is an odd beginning for this particular group of blogs, but it's where I'm at, at the moment! Sorry!) Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain. I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain Than nothing at all. You're sick of feeling numb. You're not the only one. I'll take you by the hand And show you a world That you can understand. This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work. Trust me and take my hand. When the lights go out You'll understand. Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain. I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain Than nothing at all. Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain. I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain Than nothing at all. Anger and agony Are better than misery. Trust me, I've got a plan When the lights go up You'll understand. Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain. I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain Than nothing at all. I'd rather feel pai

Another Marriage Joke
>>> A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had >>> shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no >>> secrets >>> from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the >>> top of >>> her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her >>> about. >>> For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but >>> one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would >>> not >>> recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took >>> down >>> the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. >>> She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. >>> When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money >>> totaling $95,000. >>> He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she >>> said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to >>> never >>> argue. She told

This Whole Mr. Rush Thing
Mr Rush is blaming his leaving CT on me. Apparently becuase I have posted bulletins with some of my family members and he wasn't in them. The reason he was not put in them was because he doesn't talk tome. AND he deleted Shell because she didnt vote for him in my contest. So I realized that he deleted me. He sent me an add request last nite which i denied. I do not need the drama. He posted this bulletin: subject: I'm out of here no joke.. Mr Rush :( date: 2007-02-12 11:59:38 Because of profile link below and several others..I'm tired of the DRAMA as well. Nice knowing the ones that were my true friends. Look for me on myspace or there.com. :( (Cherrygrl and I are an item now so I really don't need to be on here anymore anyway) Mr Rush HE USED MY PIC AS THE REASON! My fault he left. If anyone here knows me. I have my own crap im goin thru. Anyhow just wanted to let u all know Im the evilest bitch on the TAP

I'm A Facist
Fuck anarchy Get on your knees and bow to me Malevolent instigator of travesties Lick dick to rusty razors self preformed vasectomy Cold induced high blasting every single hierarchy Corpse of conformity, force fed catastrophe Question my morality, I guess I’m immoral Unethical perversion puzzling cryptic encoded conduct No context for the contents without buckets of blood Play both sides against each other just for fun Running circles around your square one I don’t blaze trails I burn down forests Electricity that buzzes like a plague of locusts Holistic linguistic witch doctor with disgusting focus A heart beating anthem with a blood curdling chorus Destroy forced forces Pour the tar Suffer with the choices Of how you wanted to be scarred Flying on netted wings You won’t get far Raised bar, can’t save If you can’t jump tall Stretch your mess Into the waiting arms of Set Guess and bluff your bet Lose to the seven tongues of death There is no rest For the

Taxes Being Filed
Hey there all, I know most of you have been reading my blogs on taxes and the mess they have been. I just found out today that our CPA friend Mike is gonna file YAY!!! Then we will file an amended one to state to let them know that the company messed up and all that good stuff so they will go visit the company and see that they are doing it wrong, and have been for the past 8 years or so. I just wanted to let you all know what was going on and that I am all excited now, just want to get all this business handled as quickly and painlessly as possible. Thank you all for your support and caring words. Hugs and all my loving ~Jilly~

Wtf??
Gangs are for pussies....I dont understand the whole fukin concept....never been in a gang, but it seems like ur all out shootin each other, bein "gangStaz", claiming territory??? How the fuk is that fun...u want some territory, quit robbin banks, get a JoB, buy some land, and then claim it....who the fuk wants to have to look over their shoulder everywhere they go, and have to worry about ur house getting "shot up" or whatever, getting in trouble together, but when ur locked up and u get caught, where tha fuk are they now...ur so called family??? sorry, i just saw someones profile, and just pissed me off, so i had to get this off my chest.....what do u guys think?????? let me know please...

Who's The True You?
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck. The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. Who's The True You?

Love Or Infatuation
1) Do I treat the other person as a person or a thing? If you go out with him/her because he/she is good looking (a "prize" to be with) or a way out (a ticket to the movies), that isn't love. (2) Would you chose to spend the evening alone with him/her if there were no kissing, no touching, and no sex? If not, it isn't love. (3) Are the two of you at ease and as happy alone as you are with friends? If you need other friends around to have a good time, it isn't love. (4) Do you get along? If you fight and make up a lot, get hurt and jealous, tease and criticize one another, better be careful, it may not be love. (5) Are you still interested in dating or secretly "messing around" with others? If so, you aren't in love. (6) Can you be totally honest and open? If either or both of you are selfish, insincere, feel confined, or unable to express feelings, be cautious. (7) Are you realistic? You should be able to admit possible future problems. If others (besides a par

And As For My Sexy Pics....
AND YES AS FOR MY SEXY PICS THEY WILL BE TATSEFUL IM NOT A WHORE OR A SLUT I HAVE PRIDE IN MYSELF AND I WILL POST SOME, BUT NOT SURE WHEN..I HAVE TO HAVE THEM TAKEN FIRST...SO SCREW THE PEOPLE WHO THINK I SHOULDNT TAKE THEM...Tammy

A Cherokee Feast Of Days 2/14/07
A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler Once a person gets despair out of the way, few things can slow his progress. Despair is the dividing line between those who can take impossibility in stride and those who wilt at the first sign of opposition. Too much energy is absorbed in despair. Strength gives way to weakness and weakness robs us of the will to overcome. Anything that wastes energy should be left behind. Energy cuts doubt to the bone. When a word of power is spoken, new strength is generated. Power words are not just u wo du hi, pretty words, but strong words of courage that are heard in the ear and then in the heart where they stay to do a perfect work. ~ This is a serious time with you. May the Lord bring you out of all your troubles. Trust your course with Him. ~ CHIEF JOHN ROSS -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 13 "I wanted to feel, smell, hear and see, but

Wine Vs. Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, water-drinkers are consuming one kilo of poop each year. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine, rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. It is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service.

Hold Me Once Again
Traveling down this road alone I find myself with half a heart Wondering why you went away I hate so much that we're apart I thought I wanted Time to myself I didn't know How very sad I'd be So take me to another place Where loneliness won't make a start And I won't have to be alone I hate so much that we're apart You left my life The sun went away The rain pours down From my eyes in pain Let me wake tomorrow and find That I again have won your heart This troubled time has passed away I hate so much that we're apart Shelter me within your arms Don't let me lose your love Forgive the wrongs I may have done Hold me once again

Love???
What does it mean to love? I've often wondered what ppl thought love means. Today is nothing like it was years ago when love ment sacrifice and understanding. You had to give it your all to make it work. Now a days ppl give a little and expect much more. Love is not pure lust it's much more. I see couples these days with nothing to show for their hard work, but sticking together because they truely love each other...then i see couples that fight because they have nothing. I know in my life I want true love and true happiness and i'm willing to sacrifice the shirt off my back for that. Not many people out there can say that. I honestly would rather just get by and know there is someone by my side willing to work with me than have someone working against me and have lifes "pleasures". I know this probably means nothing to you (if your reading this), but today has got me thinking alot about love. What it means, and why it's so important...but everyone taking it for granted. When someone g

M.l.i.f Contest Updates
~ Okay Best M.I.L.F. On CT Contest ~~ I'm having a M.I.L.F. contest so i need a lot of ladys for this Winners will get 2 prizes each and everyone else will get 1 1st Person is....... with 355 comments 2nd Person is....... with 248 comments 3rd person is...... with 45 comments 4th person is...... with 1 comments 5th Person is...... with 1 comments Contest will start on the 2/16 thur 2/23 Want in send me ur pic link to my inbox. thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Momma Test
What kind of a freaky mother are you? You're a witchy woman! Chances are that you see Morticia Addams as a role model, and your wardrobe sports a fair amount of black. The other mothers at school pick up may look askance, but your kids already know that the judgement of others isn't what counts.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

M.l.i.f. Contest New Person Added
~ Okay Best M.I.L.F. On CT Contest ~~ I'm having a M.I.L.F. contest so i need a lot of ladys for this Winners will get 2 prizes each and everyone else will get 1 1st Person is....... with 355 comments 2nd Person is....... with 248 comments 3rd person is...... with 45 comments 4th person is...... with 1 comments 5th Person is...... with 1 comments 6th person is...... with 1 comments Contest will start on the 2/16 thur 2/23 Want in send me ur pic link to my inbox. thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Crystal Speaks, Listen....
Crystal Speaks, listen.... I destroy homes, I tear families apart, I take your children and that is just a start. I'm more values than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I am easily found, I live with the poor, I live down the road, and maybe next door. I am made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made even in the kitchen sink, your child's closet or maybe the woods. If that scares you to death, then maybe it should. I have many names, but the one you know best, I am sure you've heard it......they call me,"Crystal Meth." My power is awesome; Just try me and see, but if you do, you may never break free. Try me once, I may let you go, try me again, I will take your soul. When I get you, you'll steal and you will lie and do what you have to, just to get high. The crimes you will commit for my narcotic charms, will be worth the pleasure you will feel inmy arms. You will lie to you

Sweet Dreams
www.hostdrjack.com Waking from a dream I reach for you needing you close to me, I feel the sinewy muscle beneath my hands as I draw you near, you slightly awaken as you feel my touch and I hear you sigh, I feel a slow rise of desire as our bodies touch and a soft moan escapes my lips, I slowly kiss your back and push my body even closer to yours, I decide not to wake you , this passion wraps me in a cocoon of contentment , my eyes close and I can feel every beat of your heart as you sleep and I drift into sweet dreams of loving you...........................

"something In You"
"Something in You" something in you, touches something in me the candle's flame dances in your eyes the magick you hold, radiates into me a feeling of safety I hold inside a gentle touch you now provide whispered words of your comfort fill my ears I do not fear you, nor this place I want to see you, I want to know you Magickal happenings, I understand For I too, am from this magickal land Let me inside, I want to know you I want to see the side that you hide All through the night, you held me tight Not letting go as sad thoughts hit whispering unto me words of concern stroking my hair "are you alright" tears threatened to fall, I curled up you held me close, taking it on thank you for caring about this girl thank you for sharing your magick

Wooooooooooooo!!!!
I love livin in a multi racial society!! U get to enjoy ALLLLLL the public holidays for each race!! PH for Malay holidays like Hari Raya Haji and Hari Raya Puasa, PH for Indian Holidays like Deepavali (Lights Festival) and of course PH for the Chinese holidays like Chinese New Year as the Chinese calender starts one month later :D heheheh WoooT!!!!This means a long weekend!!!... Might be gone as might head over to Malaysia.. hehehehe hmmm Malacca...home of the original Eurasians... wooot! ;) Hope u guys have a gd one... Gong Xi Fa Cai = Happy New Year (for the Chinese obviously :P) ♥

Missing You
Lately I have been thinking about you, wondering how you are doing, what you have been doing, are u watching us? I guess cause it is that time of the year our birthdays are jsut right around the corner, I remember how we use to party for them. I hope you are well my friend. I sure miss you alot. R.I.P my brother. Troy, I love You!!

Cherry Tap Notice From Beaker's Attorney
LOL! Welcome, and please take time to read Beak's first entry. I'm writing this regarding Beak's limitation to striking the "m's" and "e's" on his keyboard. He really has alot to say due to all the scientific experiments he endured with Dr Bunsen. "M's" and "E's" aside, Beaker is quite well and spending his nights hitting all the night clubs as a lounge singer. Rate him and his pics, make him your fan and spread the word. Beaker won't self-promote himself by rating others' pics, stash, and profiles, just to see how far he can go without too much interaction & maintanence, which is, his attorney, to regulate the traffic. He's been successful on MySpace so please do him some good here! Promote! & Spread the word about Beak! Maybe give him a blast, that would Cherry Tapping Rock. Sincerely, "Cooper" user id: agntcoop http://cherrytap.com/user/642632

Sweet Dreams
Song Of A Dream Once in the dream of a night I stood Lone in the light of a magical wood, Soul-deep in visions that poppy-like sprang; And spirits of Truth were the birds that sang, And spirits of Love were the stars that glowed, And spirits of Peace were the streams that flowed In that magical wood in the land of sleep. Lone in the light of that magical grove, I felt the stars of the spirits of Love Gather and gleam round my delicate youth, And I heard the song of the spirits of Truth; To quench my longing I bent me low By the streams of the spirits of Peace that flow In that magical wood in the land of sleep. Sweet dreams my friends!

Jokes Guaranteed To Offend Someone!!!!
Q: What's blue and fucks old people? A: Hypothermia Q: What's the first thing a woman does when she gets out of the battered wives' shelter? A: The dishes if she knows what's good for her Q: How do you swat 200 flies at one time A: Hit an Ethiopian in the face with a frying pan. Q: What do 54,000 abused woman every year have in common? A: They don't fucking listen. Q: What's yellow and green and eats nuts? A: Gonorrhoea Q: Why did God create yeast infections? A: So women would know what it's like to live with an irritating cunt once in a while too. Q. How can you tell a macho woman? A. She rolls her own tampons. Q. Why do fags like ribbed condoms? A. Better traction in the mud. Q. What's the difference between a woman and a sheep? A. The sheep doesn't get upset if you screw her sister. Q. What do you get when you cross two black people? A. Your ass kicked. Q. Why do men pay more for car insurance

Never Alone
I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

Love
is it fluke or real? i cant descide. at times all i want is attention but what what is attention when all guys want is get laid? wheres the love? do guys love me cuz im a flirt or cuz im just that nifty?! yeah being fat kinda gets in the way. no one wants a fat bitch! too bad i am what i am and not even i would change myself...other then loseing some ass. pants are an issue. even thou the lisa's say it's the magic coffee table ass that gets all the pretty boys! yeah i get pretty guys but i cant keep their attention for shit. like lil josh...he went gay came bak and went bi then to gay...i give up on him he hurt me too much. yuh i still talk to him but i do still have feelings for him as i do for the other ass hole who shall remain nameless and one other who i had an affair with for a year and ended up in a bad way...i was pregnant! heaven forbid i shall reproduce a that time and even now im still not ready neither was he but he has a kid now and a life w/o me. we're both unhappy with o

Feel Confused
why is it when you come on cherry tap and you try and have some fun and rate pics and get to know some people but when you message them to talk and see how they are they never seem to answer you back.. thats been happening alot to me and i dont understand.. iam doin something wrong? it makes me feel horrible.. i dont know maybe its just me or something being over emotional..

Do You Have A Dentist Appointment
One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says, "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?"

They Walk Among Us... Great One. Lol
I walked into a Blimbie's with a buy-one-get- one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get- one-free" , she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us and many work retail. A friend of mine bought a new fridge for his house. To get rid of his old fridge, he put it in his front yard and hung a sign on it saying: "Free to good home. You want it, you take it." For three days the fridge sat there without even one person looking twice at it. My friend decided that people were too untrusting of this deal. It looked too good to be true, so he changed the sign to read: "Fridge for sale $50." The next day someone stole it. They walk among us. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said,"Where

Some People Are Dumbasses
I'm sleep.. er was.. I was just chiling in my bed .. I got woke up by a phone call.. I come here.. bad move.. lol some dumbass girl is going off about giving her a '1' I don't know who she is .. who her idot friends are but I didn't give ball tongue a 1.. kiss my butt looser.. geeez.. go get a life. so .. another idot has gotten blocked. this ball tongue had no pic on the profile or... pics.. oddly enough I saw I blocked this 'angel' before. mUst have been a pain in the ass before too.. lmao laters.. haha seems it was a missunderstanding.. i'll let it go.. anywho.. laters lol

I Love The Internet
Internet dating You can't be defeated Never rejected Just deleted You can end an conversation Without saying a word A click of the mouse If preferred Or you may even Make some friends Some will last Some will end

The Death Penalty.
The Death Penalty is a tricky topic to go after. Before I start it I have to say that I have no idea how it must feel to have a loved one murdered. I pity anyone who has experienced this and can maybe understand feeling the same way about killing the bastard who did such a thing if I were in their shoes. Throughout America there is an ongoing controversy over the death penalty. Many believe that those who murder, rape, and abuse children deserve to be put to death. It is a very engrossing argument and one that I will avoid. The main question before going into this is whether or not you believe it is right to kill a human being? If you do, do you believe it is morally right to kill a human being if he is of no threat to you? It is a question of morals, and passion usually quells morals. In this society we have evolved our methods of killing these criminals to the point that we have reached the process of 'Lethal Injection'. The process involves four steps. First, the prisoner is

If I Was Your Girl
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do I look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have I ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the night with me? 24.)

Blessed
im sure you all have had a time in your life when things were hard. you worried and worried over many different things and there seemed to be no way you could forsee to help yourself or others. i have been in that state for some time. i wont go into alot of details but let us say that i had finally gotten to a point where it was starting to affect me. i finally gave up on worrying and left it in the hands of a higher power. and then in a flash everything changed. i was blessed with a way to fix my looming issues and take care of somethings that had been put off for too long. im not going to bible beat anyone with my beliefs, but there is a power of good that watches out for all of us if we look to HIM. i will say this, i believe that HE has many names and faces. in my happiness i wish good fortune to all of you. blessed be you all

The Captain's New Hobby
Rule 1: NEVER feel sorry for these guys. They have caused endless suffering for a lot of people. Rule 2: It is not racist to equalize the playing field. Rule 3: Whenever you can manage it, get as much personal information from him/her as you can, and turn them in to law enforcement. Rule 4: Lying to these guys is okay, as long as your goal is Rule 3. The following is the original email. Typos, horridly constructed English, and glaring misunderstandings are NOT my fault: FROM THE DESK OF FILE DEPARTMENT AFRICAN DEVELOPMENT BANK A.D.B OUAGADOUGOU BUKINA FASO ANNEX WEST AFRICA. RMTTANCE OF $15 MILLION U.S.A DOLLARS HERE'S IS THE PLAN CRASH WEB SITE..... PLANE CRASH WEB SITE...http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/europe/859479.stm DEAR/ FRIEND I am Dr.dukue Anni,The Head of file Department in African developent bank (ADB).I got your contact through yahoo tourist search, When i was searching for a foreign partner, i assured of your capability and reliabilit

Joke
The woman had been away for two days visiting a sick friend in another city. When she returned, her little boy greeted her by saying, "Mommy, guess what! Yesterday I was playing in the closet in your bedroom and daddy came into the room with the lady next door and they got undressed and got into your bed and then daddy got on top of her..." Sonny's mother held up her hand. "Not another word. Wait till your father comes home and then I want you to tell him exactly what you've just told me." The father came home. As he walked into the house, his wife said, "I'm leaving you. I'm packing now and I'm leaving you." "But why--" asked the startled father. "Go ahead, Sonny. Tell daddy just what you told me." "Well," Sonny said, "I was playing in your bedroom closet and daddy came upstairs with the lady next door and they got undressed and got into bed and daddy got on top of her and then they did just what you did with uncle John when daddy was away last summer."

Cam Shows
I do weekly cam shows on the network that's linked to my website (http://www.candiswildgirlz.com/gina/)usually on Friday nights from 10 pm central-11pm central. I am going to be having my tubes tied this Thursday, though, so I'm doing my show on Tuesday at 10 central instead. Its everything goes, unless you're rude (lol) and its just a little something extra for you guys to enjoy. I don't know if I'll be good to go in a week following my surgery but if I am, then my next friday night show will be March 2. I'll try to do it, even if I have to puss out and wear something that I can show everything but the scars . But the coolest part about the surgery is that afterwards, I can't get pregnant!!! The type of thing to look forward to with my cam shows is that I love anal, have lots of toys, and my boobs are 44H!! I have a few guys that ask to see my feet alot... I personally think there are prettier feet out there, but if you'd like to see for yourself, I'm fine with showing...

When The Wolf Howls
The tide of battle was against them all The numbers of them were over whelming and yet the one they called Wolf could not and would not be beaten down like that. He Lepped out from his place with swords in hand and daggers strapped to his sides, A gun on his back and anger in his eyes. What they saw left them in shock as He ripped his way threw the battle lines , The rage on his face. The Anger he had held inside finally had a place to be let out. Though the numbers were against him he didnt care, putting a sword away he grabbed his trusted gun and cut down the numbers of the enemies around him. One by one they dropped from the skies like flies , His friends and brothers in arms back behind him watched in disbelief as He went after numbers that would be impossible by normal standards, Cutting threw them like a hot knife threw butter. One snuck up behind to try and bring down Wolf but he was too good for that and the poor sucker who attempted to take him from behind met a gr

If I Was Your Woman?
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do I look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have I ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the night with me? 24.)

A Special Angel
HERE'S A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL AS YOUCAN PLAINLY SEE THE REASON SHE'S SPECIAL IS SHE JUST FOR YOU , FROM ME WHEN EVER YOUR ARE LONELY OR FEELING SAD AND BLUE REMEMBER THIS LITTLE ANGEL AND KNOW I THINK OF YOU!! SO KEEP THIS ANGEL WITH FOR ALL THE JOYS WE'VE SHARED AND REMEMBER SHE'S A SYMBOL OF A LOVING HEART THAT CARES!

Taking A Lil Time Off
AS YOU ALL KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN HERE VERY MUCH LATELY, BUT DUE TO THE WEATHER AND WHAT NOT THE CALL OF DUTY ARISES AND I HAVE TO BE THERE. THOSE OF U THAT DO THIS PROFESSION KNOW THE STRINGS THAT ARE ATTATCHED WITH THE JOB. I WILL KEEP CHECKING BACK IN OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS. SO IF U SEE ME, ROLL BY THE TOP OF YER SCREEN I FORGOT TO LOG OUT I DO THAT QUITE OFTEN...SORRY SO PLEASE DONT TAKE OFFENSE IF I DO NOT ANSWER U RIGHT AWAY...I WILL GET BACK TO U AS SOON AS I CAN.... THANKS FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING LUV~ YOUR FAVORITE ANGEL ~ME~

Why
Why do you cry when I touch your heart, Did you fear I would rip it apart, It was my heart that was torn from me, I should have known you was just too good to be, Yet still I love you no matter the pain, My love will prove stronger then your bain, Like a sickness you took me, Not againest my own will that could never be, It was my love for you that brought me back, Yet on my gaurd like a wolf ready to attack, So tell me sweet lady why you wanted to hurt me, Because for you I was the sweetest I could ever be.

20 Feb 07 - Tuesday
20 Feb 07 - Tuesday 1943 Antonio Inoki [Kanji Rikidozan], wrestler (NJPW/JWA) 1946 Sandy Duncan Henderson TX, actress 1946 J[erome] Geils rock guitarist/vocalist (J Geils Band-Freeze-Frame, Centerfold) 1949 Ivana Trump Gottwaldov ex-wife of Donald Trump (1st Wives Club) 1950 Walter Becker New York NY, rock bassist (Steely Dan-Peg) 1954 Jon Brant rock bassist (Cheap Trick) 1960 Kee Marcello rocker (Europe-Final Countdown) 1966 Cindy Crawford Dekalb IL, super model (Sports Illustrated Swimsuit) 1967 Kurt Cobain rock vocalist (Nirvana)/husband of Courtney Love 1673 1st recorded wine auction held (London) 1809 Supreme Court rules federal government power greater than any state 1839 Congress prohibits dueling in District of Columbia 1861 Dept of Navy of Confederacy forms 1869 Tennessee Governor W C Brownlow declares martial law in Ku Klux Klan crisis 1927 Golfers in South Carolina arrested for violating Sabbath 1942 Lieutenant E H O'Hare single-handedly shoots down

Queen Of Ct Finals
Will start tonight at 9Pm Eastern. An Run for 8 days. Ending Teusday Night @ 9Pm The Contestants Are: 1st place in From the bust up contest ♥ TINK ♥@ CherryTAP 2nd place in From the bust up contest {~Gothicmama~} 3rd place in From the bust up contest Cris♥ ~{}~ 1st place in Cherry Bomb Body contest KAT 2nd place in Cherry Bomb Body contest *PolskiCherry* 3rd place in Cherry Bomb Body contest booty2you ~{}~ 1st place in Personality contest RedMex 2nd place in Personality contest Crazy ♥ Beautiful 3rd place in Personality contest Dj DarkIce Winners of the finals will recieve: 1st placed will be featured in a magazine (CT Exposed) I am putting together with friends. Ashley & Angel With the purpose to spotlight certain people each issue =) They will also be drawn by me....(exps below)

Poems
I want to be alone, yet the loneliness is what drives me to tears. I want the quiet, yet the silence is more then I can take. Don't look at me, but make me feel young again. Don't touch me, but make me feel special. Don't push me, I am just as confused as you are... just more afraid.

Xxx = Just You
As the water drips on my head I fill alive for the first time for I have you at my side when the sun goes down I will go down to but only on you as the sun rises I insert my self in you as gentle as I can I will take slowly insert my self just a little further I lick your breast I slowly run my tongue across you r nipples and dragging my teeth slightly exzerting a little clamp the whole not giving you all of it just part now I lean up and kiss you then I push it in a little further never changing my pace I fill you all of you I take my hand and run it down your thigh never stopping I move to the left I take my hand and put it on your pulsating female organ I gentle start playing with it rubbing it softly while I’m inside you and as you move I add a little pressure not to hard but just rite as I get you closer and closer I remove my self from your Lyons and I work my way back down with tongue lick I want to taste you in my mouth and I want to fill your fluids on my face that’s how I wan

Dammmmmnnnnnnnnn U Peeps On My So Called Friends List
i have almost 1000 friends and 29 have left a rate and a comment......why is it like pulling teeth to get a lil love......ya ever realize the way you treat others is how u will get treated...show me some respect,love, rates and comments in this and i will return it, i always do cause how i treat peeps is how i exspect to b treated.....if u want to b treated like pooh ooh ooh then thas u'r choice but friends are supose to help friends now wheres my loooooove @@@@@@....lol click pic for direct link

Turned On In A Wierd Way
Don't ask why.. it just turns me on in some sick twisted way... and it sounds like...armageddon sounds like...armageddon sounds like...cum & drink with me .... cum & drink with me and I remember him fucking me. and I remember liking it I didn't know any better, and I remember the smell, and the pain, & the shame and I remember being afraid and thinking everyday--- every single day that it was my fault... oh but what happened to that little girl, who used to dream of one day ruling the world, who used to draw pretty pictures, in my room---beneath the moon destroying to create softly praying to god, what do I do now? what do I do now? as I secretly masturbate... but then I'd hear his hooves coming down the floor with a bible in his hand... softly opening my door and he'd say... DAUGHTER! the day of your atonement is due! well there's 3 million sinners out there... and that includes YOU! no daddy don't! (2x) LEAVE ME ALOOOOONE! (3x) NO

This Whole Cherry Tap
Ok..Guys..I just joined today. And Im really having a hard time figuring this shit out! I dunno how to do much but Im slowly learning and figuring it out! So be patient with me if you send me a message or whatever ya call em. I will eventually figure out how to reply!

Comment Bombing
I am real sorry to have to say this, But I have to but a limit on my comment bombing.. I sure do hope everyone will understand.. First of all i came here because of a friends invite and I thank him for it.. As most of you know I love making the graphics for you all and even like doing the requested better. Well it has gotton to the point that I can't keep doing both... I sure wish i could.. It give me great joy to help out everyone. I will spend my hard earned cherry bucks (lol) to repost any of your help bulletins....I'm sorry if I lose any of my friends over this.. If I do then I guess we were not ture friends so I'll say good bye you those people now.. Thanks to you all for understanding. Fireman 7

"me."
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, He dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello." "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered

Hazel And Ezra: Latest Updates, Latest Picture Preveiw
Hazel and Ezra: Latest Updates, Latest Picture Preveiw [ Hazel's Latest Photo Preveiw ] Greetings to All, Hello to everyone.I'd like to to say thank you to all of the continued support and enthusiasm for my girlfriend Ezra's and my upcumming website: hazelandezra.com. Everyone has been so nice and kind and we really appriciate all the kind words and suggestions. Everyone can relax, the website will be up soon. But it will not be ready until it is ready. Ezra and I strive only to bring you only the highest quality site and premium entertainment. I can assure yall that we are working with some of the best minds at our disposal and will only be satisfied when all is perfect. I know yall are anxious for it's release, (some of ya'll are really anxious judging from the fan mail we recieve, lol). However I do have another photo preview availible to see. Trust me, the unbelievibly long wait will be well worth it. ;-) In addition to photos there will be

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
I stumbled across this and thought I would post it, for every one to get a blast out of it. 18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL I don't know who the original author is though. 1 Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat... 2 Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3 Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4 Sharpen their Athame. 5 Untie the knot in their cords. 6 Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7 Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8 See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9 Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10 Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11 Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12 Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13 Debate with them about "True Religion". 14 Ask them if they are Satan worshipers. 15 Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask i

Now This Is A Cool One
make sure ya click on the link thats below pic to read poem.....comment bomb is aloud but where votes and rates matter are where the pic is. so please b sure to leave the love on the pic not the poem > > Crazzy lil **M.I.L.F** > > > > CLICK HERE TO READ AND COMMENT THE POEM!!! have to add this one too doin awsome in it and only behind 500 please show the love in the blue eyes contest too if ya can...and damn i think these the last ones i am joining....lmfaro

What My Hands Say About Me
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Jokes
A cucumber, a pickle, and a penis were all sitting around one day talking about how much their lives sucked. The cucumber said, "Man, my lifesucks. Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone cuts me up and puts me in a salad." "So," the pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone puts me in vinegar, puts spices on me, and sticks me in a jar." The penis glared at them both and said, "You guys think you have it rough? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, they put a rubber tarp over my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out." _________________________________________________ There are two girls and a boy. SHe is standing in a quik-e-mart one day, when the shop is robbed. She is shot three times in the stomach. The doctor tells her the babies will be fine, but with some odd side effects. 13 years later, she is fixing dinner, and the oldest, a girl, walks i

Another Poem I Wrote
The Perfect Pair United as one, parted as two Seperately walking away Love gone terribly wrong No giving, no taking, a broken bond Horrible secrets never to be told Crushing, devestating, heartwrenching pain The destruction of the united two Can't go forward, no looking back No one to tell you they care Empty heart, searing pain, what went wrong Tears streaming down as you watch The perfect pair..Now going seperate ways

Cut The Cables
Cut the cables The energy you spend defending your limitations keeps those limitations solidly in place. But what if you put that energy into something else? The effort you spend convincing others of your excuses, makes those excuses more real and more burdensome to you. Imagine, instead, simply letting them go. Yes, of course, life is entirely unfair. Yes, of course, the circumstances and events of your life have you thoroughly tied down like sturdy, unyielding steel cables. There is a way to cut those cables. For it is you who has put most of them in place. Focus your mind, your energy, your spirit, your feelings and emotions on the most joyful and fulfilling scenario you can imagine. Suddenly and profoundly, your reality begins to change. Put the energy of your spirit into giving color and texture and substance and palpable sensation to your most treasured dreams. That will surely make you free.

Will You Be There?
Will you be there When I call? Will you be there If I fall? Will you be there When I cry? Will you be there If I die? Will you be there When my world Starts to shake? Will you be there When my heart Starts to break? Will you be there When I need a hug? Will you be there When I fall in love? Will you be there When my heart aches? Will you be there? Whatever it takes?

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes and tellme you love me. I will tell you the same without a blink. Look into my eyes and youll see all the love I have for you. Look into my eyes and see that im still falling. Close the space between us and i will hold you while looking into your beautiful blue eyes. Look into my eyes and youll see the fire that still burns white hot for you. I love you so muh I cant wait to stare into your beautiful blue eyes, and bare my very soul to you. Stare into my eyes as I stare into yours so maybe the fire will cool off when i fallinto the ocean that are your eyes. Stare into my eyes while I bae allmy secrets to you my love, and you bare all of yours. I will stare deep into your beautiful blue eyes and tell you that I love you, and youll know ill never get tiered of telling you that.

The River
"The River" (feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold) As I walk through the valley of the shadow of LA The footsteps that were next to me have gone their separate ways I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way I've done enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say I heard that evil comes disguised Like the city of angels I'm walking towards the light Baptized in the river I've seen a vision of my life And I wanna be delivered In the city was a sinner I've done a lot of things wrong But I swear I'm a believer Like the prodigal son I was out on my own Now I'm trying to find my way back home Baptized in the river I'm delivered I'm delivered [M.Shadows:] You're from a small town You're gonna grow up fast underneath these lights Down in Hollywood on the boulevard the dead comes back to life To the praying Mother And the worried Father Let your children go If they come back T

Tour With Journey! Europe Dates...
Lennon Solo w/Journey Karlsruh, Germany/Europahalle March 17, 2007 Lennon Solo w/Journey Cologne, Germany/E-work March 19, 2007 Lennon Solo w/Journey Amsterdam, Netherlands/Paradiso March 20, 2007 Lennon Solo w/Journey Pratteln, Switzerland/Z7 March 22, 2007 Lennon Solo w/Journey Madrid, Spain/La Riviera March 24, 2007

A Lady's View On Metal~
My opinion on metal ? I think Metal is a variety ( you still have a choice in metal and still accepted in the metal community) You have the battle of the riffs, the fastest, the loudest, the darkest... ( Mr Mustaine) The beauty in the metal ( Randy R and Marty Friedman )But you also have some people with demons in their lives and locked out by society for what these issues have been or it's a problem we don't talk about etc... and there is the music, their serenity, their way to express what they feel inside.....You also have your shock rockers as well, you have to admit, these musicans are geniues's! But we choose what we listen to as fans.. Escape goat for society? We are but metal heads have heavy fuckin shoulders !

Tattoo Contest Hurry Get In It.....
~~ Best Tattoo on CT Contest ~~ Tattoo's of Backs, Legs, Arms, Chest any kind of tattoo's i need. Send me ur pics to my inbox and i will add u to the contest. Contest will start on 2/28 thur 3/7 Most comments wins! 2 gifts to each winner! Thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP

I'm The Ice Cream Man
Well for those of you who dont know a want to... I am the Ice cream man (In Tucson) (Scince 1992 of & on). This year (Thursday) At our Rodeo Parade I set a all time highest sales record for vendors in Arizona in one 7 hour period $926.13. I hold the second highest sales record as well which is 574.00 in the rain on xmas eve in 1996. I pulled up at a topless club that I frequented they were having a private party that night. I was asked to stay!!! I also had to dance that night... I was a male stripper prior to that for a few nights yes I know how to dance my calves have muscles on there muscles. (winks) That's all for know fiend till I feel like chatting again... TTFN

I Love You
the following was written just because. 3 years ago i buried 2 of my best friends within 60 days.... i never got to say these things. this is my attempt to do so to everyone else. ____________________________________________________ what happens when the time to live has past what happens when tomorrow has come at last when do we decide that love is enough and we give up on all that other stuff what happens when the truth is no longer evident what happens when we try to be less decadent when do we get back the time we spent rebelling against things that no longer have meaning i love you.. i needed to tell you before tomorrows sun i love you.. i just had to tell you in case tomorrow i die what happens when that last drink is too many what happens when you can't say goodbye when is it too forward to just say 'stay here' and to hold the ones that we love near i just wanted to say i love you.. i needed to tell you in case tomorrow i die i l

Passion.....whats It All About?
PASSION IS MUCH MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE. PEOPLE LOOK FOR LOVE IN MANY PLACES, OFTEN ANYWAY THEY CAN, TO BE ACCEPTED IN THIS WORLD. LOVE IS A HARD SUBJECT, NOT SHALLOW, BUT DEEP, WITH MANY FACETS AMOUNG IT, AS WELL AS FRIENDSHIP. PASSION IS A FORM OF INTIMACY THAT ALL WANT TO CONFORM TO, BUT NOT SO EASILY ACCESSABLE. IT TAKES A GREAT DEAL OF COMMITMENT TO START IT, AND TO KEEP IT. IT INVOLVES TRUST, FOREMOST, BUT TRUST IS SOMETHING MUCH SAID, BUT LONG FORGOTTEN. LOVE IS NOT ALWAYS THOSE "FEEL" GOOD SONGS OR EVEN MOMENTS, BUT RATHER A GIVING OF ONES SELF FOR THE BENEFIT FOR ANOTHER, IN FACT LOVE IS THE HARDEST THING IN THIS WORLD TO AQUIRE, AND TO KEEP AND TO ADAPT TO....SO ITS BEEN KEPT SUPERFICIAL, IN ORDER TO KEEP OURSELVES "SAFE" OR "SATISFIED". PASSION WHICH IS A FORM OF LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP IS NOT ALWAYS WHAT PEOPLE THINK IT OUGHT TO BE. IT IS A RARE FORM OF INTIMACY, THE KIND OF INTIMACY THAT REQUIRES TRUTH, HONESTY, AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE(NOT TO BE A DOOR MAT), BUT

Vaseline
A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. He says, 'I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?' She says, 'Yes. My husband and I use it all the time.' 'And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?' 'We use it for sex.' The researcher was a little taken back. 'Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?' The woman says, 'I don't mind telling you at all... My husband and I put it on the door knob and it keeps the kids out.' And you thought it was gonna be a dirty joke !!!!!!

Movin Day
Well the craziness has begun. My family has to move in three days more or less and its gonna be intense. I love packing at the last minute. I really thing if you do it that way, when you un-pack its like you are getting a present. Or at least it's like that for me. The only part that sucks is finding the broken stuff. And there's that black whole that shows up after you start moving and random stuff dissapears between the new house and the old. As if you forgot anything! I like to leave random stuff behind for the next family to find. Like a time capsel cept' its much shorter.

Hold Us Together Forever
I wanna hold you in my arms tonight. While the stars shine so bright. Don't ever let go,just fight. Baby, don't go, its feeling just right. I kiss your lips and they taste sweet and fine. What will we do when we say good-bye? Sorry it was just for a night, could have lasted forever, just not tonight. Take me in your arms every night to get the feeling right. I wanna hold you close and forever till there is always forever. We'll just wait til that day we can be together once again. done by christine

Attention !!!!! Read In Full
OK DUE TO PEOPLE NOT KNOWING HOW TO SHOW UP TO WORK I HAVE TO WORK LATER THEN USUAL TONIGHT SO THE "SEXIEST PLAYMATE" CONTEST WILL NOT END UNTIL 1:30 AM EST !! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO END AT MIDNIGHT EST. ***** SO AGAIN SEXIEST PLAYMATE CONTEST WILL NOT END UNTIL 1:30 AM !!!!!!***** SO GET UR VOTES IN !!! *** SEXIEST PLAYMATE CONTEST ENDS 2/28 *** GO SHOW YOUR FAVORITE PLAYMATE LUV !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!! ~~STARTS FEB.16 1 PM EST AND WILL END FEB.28 1:30 AM EST ~~ ** DURING HAPPY HOUR YOU CAN MAKE ALOT OF POINTS ** MR. JANUARY.. I.D.G.A.F. MR.FEBRUARY..ARTISAN69(LARRY) MIZZ MARCH..VENUS(SAXXY) MR.APRIL .. DJ LOONEY MR.MAY.. THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER MR.JUNE.. BEN DOVER MIZZ JULY.. MARIA MR.AUGUST..HANDICAP MIKE MIZZ SEPTEMBER..TATTOOGIRL MIZZ OCTOBER..HONEY MR.NOVEMBER.. HSTREET MR.DECEMBER... TIGER

In The Evening Before....
So tomorrow comes another funeral. Another day where I dress up just to go sit with a dead body and listen to people talk about how wonderful the person was in life, even if they were no where near wonderful. Where tears are suppose to flow and you're callous if you don't. Kleenex's have become out sheilds, protecting our hurt from anyone elses and isolating ourselves within the crowd. Ever wonder why you're alone in the middle of a throng? It's simple. Because we've been taught that's the way to be. In ancient pagan times, funerals were lively. They would hold processions through town and have feasts and celebrate. Death isn't the end, its only a new beginning. Has tarot taught us nothing? If no one died, no one else could be born. It hurts to lose those close to us, it's soul wretching and can make you long for death as well. But it is only natural. You have to remind yourself of that. I never understood the point of a veiwing. You go to a formal room, walking around as quietl

Things I Never Say
Another day without you has gone. I miss you dearly…where did we go wrong? When will this pain end, When will my heartache for you mend? I cant stop thinking of the way things use to be. When you cared and loved only me. Although we’re thousand miles apart You will always be in my heart. You will always be the man in my life! I dream of the day we marry and I become your loving wife. [october 06]

Life?
I just have a couple questions for you all, What does our lives mean? Why are we here in this time and age? What is our purpose? And the most important one, Will we ever find that one true love? Where will we meet our "Soul Mates?" That is what i am askin you. Please replay i want to know. Thank you.

Hilarious
Sex :) Abe Lincoln: When an unconscious person gets jizzed on their face, gets their pubes cut and applied to their face to form a beard, then adorned with a top hat. Angry Dragon: While a girl is sucking you off, right as you are about to cum, you grab hold of her head and pull her mouth as far onto your cock as possible. She proceeds to gag from the cock unexpectedly being rammed down her throat, but since your cock is blocking her air passage, her cough (and your cum) exit through her nose. The cum dripping out of both of the girl¡¦s nostrils, resembles a dragon¡¦s snout - and after pulling a stunt like this, you can be sure she's going to be an angry one. Angry Abe Lincoln: A combination of the Abe Lincoln and Angry Dragon. When getting head and nearing climax, shove your cock into her throat, making the cum and her cough come out of her nose. The cum will run down her upper lip and chin. Proceed to throwing your saved stash of shaven pubic hair onto her face, creating a f

Racing, 4x4
Yes the first race for Team Ballzout Motorsports season is coming up. We are pumped and ready to go Ballzout. Get out to one of the events and see the next great motorsports legend. YOu will see great hill climbs,rock crawls, carnage, and roll overs. CHeck out my racing pics for last years footage.

My Countdowns Til......
Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com Afterglow VideoAfterglow lyrics - INXS lyricsINXS Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Fan Me Rate Me Kiss My Ass!
Ok Now that I have your attention.... I have been on CT for maybe a month. When I am here I pick random profiles and rate the profile and MOST of the pics. I always give 10's, if I hate the pic, I simply go to the next one without tapping the rate button. Here is my beef. These chicks on here have messages... * FAN me RATE me and then add me..ok whatever. The problem is you go into a profile and almost everything is private. Click the first, rate it, click next and you get "Sorry this photo is private". Hit the back button on the browser, start over and pick another shot and BAM "Sorry this photo is private". So how the hell am I supposed to know if I want to fan this person if everything is private???? What about doing the right thing and putting private pics in a PRIVATE folder. At least that way you can look at their stuff without the back browser and the "Sorry ......." I will Fan, Rate and LOVE cool people, male or female, but I will never again Fan someone that twists

Trying To Run Away...
Burning, Beating, Fleeing, Trying to run away, Doesn't help the pain, The pain doesn't wear away, This hurt is a deep wound, A wound that won't ever fade, Because it's so deep, Deep enough for the earth to fit in, Deep enough that the darkness swallows you, Darkness, a word of despair, Despair that falls to depression, What is happiness? How can you feel it? How can you sense it? Experiencing it, a life of trouble, Lost to gain, Gain to lose again, Happiness? Happiness is only in those of the strong hearted, Darkness lurks in those who are weak, Weakened by a wound of hatred and pain, Why won't the pain go away? Why can't the earth stop spinning? Different questions but the same answers, Pain, Ache, Hurt, Mean all one thing, I have to go, Need to be gone, Those in the world whose hatred goes to the edge, Won't have to feel the pain anymore, Anymore without a doubt, Gone mad with hatred, Hatred towards another, Go

Hungover
so last night was a total fucken blast lol, I went and made some more new friends and they are kickass! There not stuck up like some of the other women I have met down here. I love christy so much she is such an awesome friend I should really be thanking her cause I met these people threw her. So anyways it was 4 of us girls last night and oh my hell I dont know bout them but i was drunk I dont mean like puke drunk i was more like gigglely, goofy, cant stop gabben drunk lol. I had some really good rum shit that i am now addicted too lol idk kI am hungover and cant go back to bed lol.

The Insanity Will Continue!!
School has been canceled, again! We have what is called a Blowing Snow Warning, not bad enough for a Blizzard Warning, but bad enough, lol! The weather wizards are predicting another 6 inches of snow. The snowmobilers think they have died and gone to Snowmobile Heaven!! Nice layer of ice under that snow, too. Hope all the elderly stay at home! This includes my Mom and Dad, who would cheerfully kill me for thinking they are elderly, lol! Note to Sweet Pea: Please, do not tell them I said this!!!! We, and this is the Royal "we", do not wish to be dealing with broken hips in the family! I will need to take a few more breaks from the computer today! My eyesight went downhill in a hurry yesterday. Seems that staring at the computer screen is less than optimal for the eyes! When I finally disconnected yesterday, it was a little crazy! Everything at a distance was totally and I mean totally blurry!! WTF!? (This is slowly becoming one of my favorite expressions, as you can tell.) So, I

Still More
We now return you to the regularly scheduled blog, already in progress. Of Two Minds Contradictions forced into a single point of view. Tolerances tested to no end. Shades of grey turn black and white, my conscience splits in two. As I find out just how far I can bend. Middle ground is hard to find inside of one's own mind. Negotiations don't last very long. When a single thought is all it takes to break a compromise, it's hard to say which side is right or wrong. And so, for now the battle rages on no end in sight. A mind divided standing nonetheless. Though hope for reconciliation lasts to end this fight. I doubt it will be met with much success Phobia Remain intact despite the fact that your pulse is starting to race. Panic grips like a vice while sweat, cold as ice, comes streaming down your face. Hyperventilating, your heart palpitating. Fear has you paralyzed. Painfully aware that your worst nightmare is being realized Coming undone, but

Murphy's 50 Laws For Military Police
Murphy's 50 Laws for Military Police Author Unknown ** Your brasard and your badge WON'T stop bullets. ** If it's stupid but works, it isn't stupid. ** Don't look conspicuous - it antagonizes officers. ** When in doubt, Empty your shotgun. ** Never share a patrol car with anyone braver than you. ** Not wearing body armor attracts bullets and knives. ** If your response goes well, you're at the wrong barracks. ** Your Patrol Supervisor will show up when you're doing something really stupid. ** The time it takes to respond to an emergency is inversely proportional to the importance of the call. ** The warrant you don't read is the one you'll serve at the wrong quarters. ** No matter how you write it, the Desk Sergeant will want you to change it. ** If you charge in all alone, you'll be shot by your own officers. ** The diversion you're ignoring is the actual crime. ** The important things are always simple. ** The simple things are always hard. ** The

Hole
Devistation VIOLATION Mastication Trial stages Brain rage Burning page This is all just child's play Saturate Suffocate Masturbate while gripping hate Breath evil The scenery is peaceful The songs chirp birds Warning goes unheard Unfurled Edges curled New rules for an old world Killing fields Slaughtered herds How do you like the view from here? Sodomize Revitalize A whimper cries three steps behind Fall above Six handed shove Another blanket for the sheltered one Retroactive radiation contamination Lead lined scrotum The hallowed halls deficate Gobblet half full of gaul Lady Macbeth ignored the call Racing blinders fashioned out of a leopard skin shaul The harness digs into the back of the jaw Acts of godless duress This is far from all The mother has become a mom The father has become a peeping-tom The crystal is shattered Now it's time to crawl Prodepressant Antisupressant Psychotropic water supply Drink from my resevoir Fiberglass clings

Hurt
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

"i'm Sorry"
this is my own written continuation of a bulletin I read tonight... I will be adding to it as the days go by ~1 I'm sorry you're so insecure and pathetic that you want my web love and comments all to yourself and talk shit on me when I can genuinely compliment someone else. I'm sorry you're so bitch that when I get knocked for my beliefs by the shear ignorance of others, you turn your back on me and take their side to avoid the conflict - and when they leave, you insult my intelligence by saying you were always on my side I'm sorry you feel the need to be accepted by society so bad that you adhere to fictitious labels, stereotypes and ism's instead of trying to achieve a finite balance of all things good - no matter the source - then disrespect me for doing the opposite of you I'm sorry you actually listen to peoples blatant jealousy's and fears when they're speaking on a subject they know nothing about (me) - and your lack of character allows you to agree with them

Horses Rescue In Holland
Horses were trapped for 3 days on a tiny piece of land in wind and rain in the Netherlands. Apparently it had the nation mesmerized, watching about 100 horses huddle against the wind and having to watch 18 of them die. First firemen, then the Dutch army, tried to rescue them - both unsuccessfully. So 4 women on horseback rode out to the rescue. Here's a video of it.

Cherry Love
I THINK FROM TIME TO ANTHER I LOVE TO STOP TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AND ALL MY FAMILLY AND ALL MY FANS I WISH ALL OF U DOING WELL BY WAY I WANT TO THANKS ALL OF U FOR BEGIN SO NICE AND VERY VERY KIND WITH ME ALL MY LOVE AND ALL MY RESPECT FOR THAT SILVER_HOURSE SOME LOVE_ALL THE LUCK MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My Blast
Holy crap! I had no idea a blast would bring this sort of response. I am bombarded with ratings, friend requests, and comments. I tell ya, it does a girl's ego good. I am trying my dead level best to at least get around to rating and fanning everyone. It's been great to get out of the comfort zone of my little corner of CT and meet so many new and interesting people. That in itself is worth the 20 bucks it cost me. Christine

Girls Rock
1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. 3 Taxis stop for us. 4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end. 9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there. 10. We have the ability to dress ourselves. 11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked. 12. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware that we will look like an idiot. 13. We will never regret piercing our ears. 14. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems. 15. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence. because they aren't listening anyway.

Liars, Cheats And Fake Ass People
I am so sick of liars and fake ass people. They take advantage of the good at heart and those who believe in truth and honesty......so for this I am going to drop everyone in my network that 1. have not posted a salute, 2. have not chatted with me in an honest forum. 3. and those whom I have been warned against. Life is about trusting and knowing you can be trusted, and when that is broke there is nothing. I would rather have no points and no levels for one good hearted, honest, man. So, dont tell me that there isn't any one here cause I know that there is and have chatted with several and will continue to, now for the ones that I have been warned about and dont have proof of who they are and a completed profile......they will be gone in a matter of minutes, the process has begun...........

A Lovers Prayer
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com HE AWAKENS ME WITH SOFT CARESSES AND WHISPERED WORDS OF LOVE, ONLY HE KNOWS THE STROKES OF A HAND THAT MAKES MY BODY BURN WITH DESIRE. ONLY HE KNOWS HOW TO QUIET MY THOUGHTS WHEN I AM LADEN WITH WORRY WHEN I AM WEAK, HE HELPS ME TO BE STRONG. WHEN I AM AFRAID ONLY HE CAN COMFORT ME. I REJOICE IN OUR LOVE SO PURE IT IS AS A GIFT MORE PRECIOUS THAN DIAMONDS, AND I PRAY THAT I CAN BE STRONG FOR MY LOVE, FOR WHEN HIS BODY IS WEARY,MAY I ALWAYS REACH TO COMFORT HIM, TO SHARE HIS LOSSES AND HIS VICTORYS, LET IT BE ONLY ME THAT WALKS A LIFETIME WITH THIS MAN, FOR MY SOUL WOULD WITHER AND DIE WITHOUT HIM AT MY SIDE HE IS THE BEAT OF MY HEART AND EVERY BREATH I INHALE, AND WHEN HIS LOVING EYES REST UPON ME AT THE HOUR OF HIS DEATH, GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO LET HIM GO FOR I KNOW THAT AT ANOTHER TIME, HE WILL AWAKEN ME WITH SOFT CARESSES AND WHISPERED WORDS OF LOVE AND WE WILL REJOICE TO BE REUNITED FOR WE

Voted Women's Favorite E-mail Of The Year
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the k

Humiliation Chart
Humiliation Chart, by Sir Viktor Note: We should not put our BDSM values on anyone in the vanilla world! Please do not humiliate anyone in a Vanilla setting such as a restaurant or supermarket with a possibility of a vanilla person seeing this. HUMILIATION activities/ideas *Act as objects (furniture, etc.) *After orgasm, making sub drink his own cum *Always address you Sir, ma'am, etc. *Anal plugs *Age Play *Baby pacifier tied around neck *Bathroom use control *Bathroom use in front of others *Become a human ashtray *Beg for cigarettes, drinks, etc. *Blindfolds *Boot worship at odd moments *Cavity check in private *Cavity check in public *Cage display *Cage display and ignore them *Carrying a doll or toy around *Clip on earrings that don't match *Crawl on 4ís *Cum or urinate into their food. *Curse words (Whore, Slut, Worthless, etc.) *Curtsy in public *Dancing/ stripped tease *Dom chooses food *Dom chooses cloths *Dom urinates i

Do You Need Advice?
If you ever need advice you can come talk to me, and don't worry it'll be confidential, and i will writre you back personally. Also!, don't be embarassed everyone needs advie sometime in our life time!

What This Blog Thing Is All About.
Me. My songs, my lyrics, my poetry. You can check out the sound at http://www.myspace.com/wynterzendmusic You can buy the music here. The sound quality's not the best, because I'm doing it all on my own, but I'm trying to raise money to get into a studio. That's all, folks.

Thankyou All For The Gifts Here An Update Im 101.5 But Baby Is Only 100.1 So Shes Starting To Feel Better
thankyou all for the gifts here an update im 101.5 but baby is only 100.1 (i took her temp in butt and normal butt temp is 99.7 so shes starting to feel better i think we have the flu i cant eat anything but thankgod my babys eating and drinking plenty im gonna lay back down now so dont think im igoring u all ,hugs thanks yesterday my fever was little higher and babys was way higher , so things are getting better not so much with me but i only care that my babys starting to feel better and playing

Hello
Hello to anyone who reads this. I am a 32 year old male living in a quiet little town called watseka. Right now I am making some changes in my life, and everything is moving pretty fast. I am a MMA fighter, and am looking forward to the next couple of events which are held throughout Indiana area. I have four boys, which are pretty much my life right now. If you want to get to know me than write me and I will get back to ya.

When Angels Appear
This is a poem that I made myself that reminds me of my father and grandfather. WHEN ANGELS APPEAR Angels will always have one role, when they go searching for a goal, that someone could never tear you apart, and hopefully they won't play with your heart, so be prepared because, Angels will come and Angels will go, but only my father's and grandfather's will really glow, they will always continue to be a part, of my tender ever loving heart, so I will really grow gracefully old, when Angels appear in search of my soul.

Beef Soup With Tomatoes And Potatoes
Spanky's Beef Soup with Tomatoes and Potatoes Yield: 6 to 8 servings Preparation time: 15 minutes Cooking time: 1-1/4 to 1-1/2 hours Freezes well One 14-ounce can whole tomatoes with juice, broken into pieces with the back of a spoon 4 cups beef broth or water 1 pound beef chuck, shank, or bottom round, cut into 1-inch cubes 1 medium onion, quartered and thinly sliced 2 medium potatoes, about 12 ounces, peeled and diced 2 celery stalks, sliced 1 carrot, sliced 2 plump cloves garlic, peeled and coarsely chopped 1/2 bay leaf 1 teaspoon fresh thyme leaves, about 1 sprig, or 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme Salt to taste Freshly ground black pepper to taste 2 tablespoons chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley 1. In a large pot over medium heat, combine the tomatoes, broth, beef, onion, potatoes, celery, carrot, garlic, bay leaf, and thyme. 2. Reduce the heat to medium-low. Simmer, partially covered, until the meat and vegetables are tender, a

Did You Know!
DID YOU KNOW! Current mood: frustrated Category: News and Politics FYI Did you know.... That Puerto Rico is the third country of the world with more physicians in proportion to its population? That the first person to fly up a flag in Puerto Rico was the pirate Cofresí? (A Puerto Rican Pirate) That it is estimated that there is more Nickel in the mountains of Puerto Rico than in the whole United States, including Alaska and Hawaii? That the most dynamic pier in the Caribbean is in San Juan? 50% of all business, for a total of 1,400 millions in goods is transported to or from here. The wood from our native tree ''El Guayacán'' is so strong that it suffers less wear and tear than steel? That the first puertorican municipality founded in the 20th century was Jayuya in 1911? That the male Coqui sings in a different way than the female? The male sings ''Coquí'' and the female ''co-coqui''... Though its small size, 39 different kinds of soils have

The 12 Laws Of Karma
THE 12 LAWS OF KARMA THE GREAT LAW As you sow, so shall you reap. This is also known as the Law of Cause and Effect. Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us. If what we want is Happiness, Peace, Friendship, Love... Then we should BE Happy, Peaceful, Loving, a Friend. THE LAW OF CREATION Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation. We are one with the Universe both inside and out. Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state. BE and DO yourself... what you what to have in your Life. THE LAW OF HUMILITY What you refuse to accept, will continue for you. If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative, then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence. THE LAW OF GROWTH Wherever you go, there you are. For us to GROW in Spirit it is we who must change and not the people, places or things around us. The only given we have in our lives is OURSELVES and that i

About You
WHAT IS IT ABOUT YOU THAT MAKES ME WANNA LEAVE THE ONE I'M WITH,TAKE A TRIP TO BE IN YOUR SPACE FACE WHOEVER IS IN THE WAY CAN I PLAY.LOOK AT YOU LOOKING ALL GOOD AND SH..... MAKE A SOLJA WISH THAT HE COULD MAKE YOU HIS FAVORITE DISH,FANTASIZING WAY TOO OFTEN WONDERING IF THIS COULD BE IT.I KNOW REAL BEAUTY WHEN I SEE IT AND BELIEVE ME YOU ARE THE CREAM OF THE CROP FROM BOTTOM TO TOP PLEASE DON'T EVER STOP CAUSE YOU ARE EXTRA HOTTTTTTT.WHEN I LOOK AT YOU IT FEELS LIKE I NEED OXYGEN, HARD TO BREATHE CAUSE I WANT TO PLEASE YOU IN EVERYWAY,SHAPE OR FORM BETWEEN YOUR BEAUTY AND CHARM I AM TORN.TRYING TO DECIDE HOW TO HIDE WHAT I AM REALLY FEELING INSIDE INTRIGUED BY EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR YOUR HONEST SOUL I ADORE EVEN THOUGH IT'S FROM AFAR BUT LIKE IN EAGLE I WILL SOAR WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT SO DON'T IGNORE.IGNORE WHAT I AM REALLY HERE FOR NOT JUST TRYING TO SCORE BUT TRYING TO WIN THE GAME AND TURN YOUR NAME INTO MY NAME,WHAT A DAMN SHAME CAUSE TRUTH BE TOLD ANOTHER MAN HAS ALREADY KICK

Mirror, Mirror On The Wall
Mirror, mirror on the wall, Should I really shave my balls? If I don't - she'll surely bitch ~ Does she care how much I'll itch? Take the razor and lather up, Don't she care that I could slip? Shave my balls ~ and cut off my dick? Easy now ~ hands don't shake, She'll call me "Stumpy" with one mistake, Pubes in her teeth she really can't bear, If I want some head ~ get ridda the hair. So I shave my balls all nice and slick, Did it up nice ~ without one nic! "Feel 'em baby ~ they're so smooth!" "Take off your clothes - get in the groove!" She looks at me from our little bed, "I'm sleepy, Baby ~ ain't givin no head!" She rolls on over ~ and gives me her back, I'm so pissed off ~ I'm about to crack! Next day ~ it's breakfast in the sheets, I spoon her bites which she gladly eats, And I must confess I think it's fair, That her omelet was made with pubic hair.

Mika - Big Girl (you Are Beautiful)
Big girl you are beautiful Walks in to the room Feels like a big balloon I said, 'Hey girls you are beautiful' Diet coke and a pizza please Diet coke I'm on my knees Screaming 'Big girl you are beautiful' You take your skinny girls Feel like I'm gonna die Cos a real woman Needs a real man is why You take your girl And multiply her by four Now a whole lotta woman Needs a whole lot more Get yourself to the Butterfly Lounge Find yourself a big lady Big boy coming around And there we gonna do baby No need to fantasise Since I was in my prizes A watering hole With the girls around And curves in all the right places Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Walks in to the room Feels like a big balloon I said, 'Hey girls you are beautiful' Diet coke and a pizza please Diet coke I'm on my knees Screaming 'Big girl you are beautiful' You take your girl And multiply her by f

Temptation
There's a bright light of temtation taking away the shadow of my misery, but its probably another simple infatuation to blind me from my destiny. I need to stop this before it goes to far I wish it wasn't like this throwing temtation away is so hard there is that constant voice, "what if this is it? the final piece to the puszzle that will make everything fit" It can't be that easy, because it never is So keep torturing me with a smile and making me feel like this cause it put something in my emptiness.

Fantasy Dance
Alex and Carolyn had gotten an invitation to dinner at one of the most elite five star eateries, in New York. When they got there, the band was playing and people dancing; And Carolyn could not wait to dance. They walked over to the table grabbing drinks from one of the servers. Tom and Jody, friends of there’s, were sitting and waiting for them. The four of them talked and joked for a while; The band was playing something slow and Carolyn wanted to dance. As Alex and Carolyn danced, Carolyn put her head on Alex’s shoulder, Alex whispered, I love you, she looked up at him, and gave him a kiss and whispered back, I love you too sweetie, she paused, and said, I can't wait to get you alone. The dance ended, dinner was being served, and Carolyn and Alex made there way back to the small table for four, Carolyn sat next to Alex and Tom next to Jody. Tom asked, is any one in need of another drink, Alex answered no Tom thank you we're good. Carolyn looked across the

Comebacks
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

What A Day...
Just a quick note to tell my friends hello and I miss you all...what a week it has been!! Anyway with yesterday being joannes 4th birthday and today being the celebration day my week is going to finish as busy as it started. Everyone have a safe and fun weekend and I'll try to be on next week. brightest blessings!

Me
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!What's Your Element?

Remember This
Thought you might be interested in this forgotten bit of information.......... It was 1987! At a lecture the other day they were playing an old news video of Lt.Col. Oliver North testifying at the Iran-Contra hearings during the Reagan Administration. There was Ollie in front of God and country getting the third degree, but what he said was stunning! He was being drilled by a senator; "Did you not recently spend close to $60,000 for a home security system?" Ollie replied, "Yes, I did, Sir." The senator continued, trying to get a laugh out of the audience, "Isn't that just a little excessive?" "No, sir," continued Ollie. "No? And why not?" the senator asked. "Because the lives of my family and I were threatened, sir." "Threatened? By whom?" the senator questioned. "By a terrorist, sir" Ollie answered. "Terrorist? What terrorist could possibly scare you that much?" "His name is Osama bin Laden, sir" Ollie replied. At this point the senator

Feelin All Sexy And Stuff!!!!
so wow Im now in another contest for sexy smile so I will post the link and if you all can rate and comment comment comment it would be great mmmkay ha ha ha oh and make sure to vote too for the feet thing (even though I think feet are kinda ewugie)

My Philosopy
SINCE I'VE JOINED CHERRY I,VE FORMED A VERY DIFFERENT OUTLOOK ON PEOPLE IN GENERAL.I HAD NO IDEA SO MANY PERVS ARE OUT THERE EVERY DAY,THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES AS IDIOTS AND LIKE IT.FUCKING AMAZING TO ME.SOME ONE NEEDS TO PUT THEM ALL ON A LIST AND SEND THEM TO AN ISLAND SO THEY CAN ALL JUST PERV EACH OTHER.FUCK IT I GUESS JUST PARTY HARD AND IT WILL COME TO YA.WELL I HATE TO TYPE SO LATER ALL!

Sex
AS PART OF MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION I AM GONNA ATTEMPT TO EDUCATE SOME OF THE MEN ON MY LIST ABOUT WOMEN...lol...NO THIS DOESNT REFER TO ALL OF YOU..BUT MAYBE U MIGHT LEARN SOMETHING TODAYS LESSON~ 8 DUMB ASS THINGS MEN BELIEVE ABOUT SEX.... True story~ I know one guy that told me women have to take a tampon out to pee....no joke....my friends 28 yr old brother asked her if a uterus was an organ or just an "empty space" where a baby could fit....my buddy Dan (who is 33 I might add) INSISTS that the G-spot and the clitoris is the same thing...LMFAO..sorry dan..apparently about 99% of men didnt pay attention in sex ed...so here we go.... 1. THE LONGER I KEEP AT IT, THE MORE SATISFIED SHE'LL BE. um..not necessarily. Some women like quickies and enjoy that...longer isnt necessarily better...which is probably good news for some of you..LMFAO 2. WOMEN NEVER WANT MEANINGLESS SEX. Sometimes chicks are just horny, like you!! lol...Please consider this a possibility. Most of us upfr

Seek To Give
Seek to give Whatever you desire for yourself, desire it for others as well. That will help to take you beyond the constraining influence of your ego. There is nothing of any value to be gained by taking from others. For anything you take away from someone else can just as easily be taken from you. Instead, choose to become the living embodiment of that which you wish to have. Give energy and focus and action to your dreams, and those dreams will come to life all around you. The more people who benefit from your positive thoughts and efforts, the more quickly those efforts will bring valuable results. To experience great abundance, be a channel through which that abundance can flow. Make a positive difference that extends into the lives around you. Create value that goes beyond you. It is by giving that you make room to receive even more. Seek to give what you wish to have, and it will surely become real for you. -- Ralph Marston

A Song I Like
I heard this today on the movie "Broken Bridges" I feel this is how I will get through this... this is how I feel right now pretty much.... every tear I shed will help my heart heal... each time I face what hurts me head on... the stronger I will stand... my favorite quote plays here too... "It can't rain all the time" my life will go on with or without marcus... I don't need him but I still want to share my life with him... there's a difference between a need and a want. anyways... Broken - lindsey haun Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going throug

Cherrytap
Ok well this is my first time visiting cherrytap.. so im going to see where this blog ends up :) Im used to having myspace.. Just wanted to try a new site.. Thanks for reading my boring blog LOL Mindy

Life Is Not Beautiful!!
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point presentation " Life is Beautiful" If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner. PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And ask them to PAS

My River.....
I sit by this rock and watch the raging waters flow, Not knowing a beginning or an end, Never seeing the true way to go. I ride the tides and battle the rocks, I push my way through, against a force with no end, Such is my life as I run with the shore, Praying for a pathway to alter my course. The water pushes me to and fro, Sucking me under pleading for my breath, I hold on tight to that one ounce of hope, To keep my head up, just to stay alive. I reach the sandy, silky shore, Gasping for air only to collapse in the sun, My heart beats fast as my mind darkens towards sleep, Only to realize that my life is not mine to keep. My life belongs to another soul, And my river has brought me to you, In my darkest hour when I could breathe no more, You completed me and gave me life that was renewed. Never will I follow the neverending path, For I have found my rock that will pull me through, In my heart you will stay, never asking which course, You are my rock, t

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How Romantic Are You? I Got 32 Points...
HOW ROMANTIC ARE YOU? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING) SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST. WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR. 1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE? a) Dark. b) Light 2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO: a) Go to a party?. b) Go out to eat? 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF: a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue. d) Turquoise 4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF: a) Surfing b) Skate-Boarding. c) Skiing 5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE? a) Louis Vuitton b) coach. c) against all odds 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING? a) Hawaii. b) London c) FLorida 7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO: a) The Beach?. b) Somewhere Cooler? 8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? a) January b) February c) March. d) April e) May f) June g) July h) August i) September j) October k) November l) December 9. WOULD YOU RATHER: a) Chil

Song Stuck In My Head.
AIGHT SO THE SONG SKULLS BY THE MISFITS HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR YEARS. ALWAYS THE SONG THAT COMES IN WHEN I'M PISSED OFF, ANGRY, AMPED UP, JUST WANTING TO FUCKING KICK SOME ASS. SO HERE'S A SHIT VIDEO WITH THE SONG PLAYING OVER IT. VIDEO SUCKS, BUT THE SONG FUCKING RULES!!! LYRICS BELOW.PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND AMPED!!! The corpes all hanging headless and limp, Bodies with no surprises, The blood drains down like the devil's rain, We'll bathe tonight. I want your skulls, I need your skulls, I want your skulls, I need your skulls. Demon I am and face I peel, See your skin turned inside out, 'Cause I've gotta have you on my wall, Gotta have you on my wall, 'cause, I want your skulls, I need your skulls, I want your skulls, I need your skulls. Collect the heads of little girls and, Put 'em on my wall. Hack the heads off little girls and, Put 'em on my wall. Whoa Whoa I want your skulls, I need your skulls, I want your skulls, I

A Game Of Toy And Pet
a brutal game of toy and pet clear fluids, white fluids, red fluids wet some play with missing cards there's only the two jokers in this deck the only rules in the book are sever and shred concoct new ways every day to creep into you bruise your skeleton and pool your mess make up some new slam-dance steps do you salivate at the thought of feeding on my press? primal state regression cracked porcelain obsession you cut me on my own biting pressure you are my suicidal weapon the bullet fragments are pink-caressing if it's a mistake i'm not correcting my blood pulls me in your direction i have a bit of a confession i would like to bounce you off some bedsprings write a spell made up of gruntings cast a shadow comprised of lusting engorge your nerves with calculated sucking stroll with me into oblivion finger play you until you're quivering blow you cold and get you shivering just to heat you back to melting dip the iron in fire for a smelting reshape

New Immigration Plan
Bring some of our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, or find any other way, hand him or her a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship them to Iraq . Tell them if they want to come to America, then they must first serve a tour in the military. Give them a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, they will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq , and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway .. without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved. If you think this is a good solution, forward it to your friends. I just did.

Kicking My Own Ass
Do you ever just have something kind of jolt you and make you wake up and realize...."Wowzas....I totally fucked up!!!!!!!!" Well this morning I wake up pretty cheerful and like always sign on to check my morning emails. I see that I have one from someone that hasn't spoken to me in awhile. I should have just deleted the damn thing without reading it, but you know we never do anything sensible like that. So I open it and begin to read what the most ignorant, self centered, egotistocal, sorriest, most uncaring, dumbest mother fucking exscuse for a man has to say. The more I read, the more I can smell the smoke that is rolling out of my ears. I sat in total disbelief at the things I was being told. You know, what makes it so damned bad, was this was coming from a man that I once loved. A man that I almost gave up everything for. A man that I not only gave my heart to, but I gave my soul to. But in the end, I have come to realize that this "man" isn't a man at all. Yeah, the e

Since When?
What have we become, another in this sad place, Following the crowd, blending in with the same face. Wearing the same kind of smile, Weak and out of style. How did we come so far, Only to fall like a shooting star. Something that was so bright, Now is dark like a starless night. Alone to follow whats around you and me, No longer who we want to be. A robot that has no life of its own, But programed to be alone. With the heartach bearing down, Letting it go when its dead on the ground. Not seeing the pain hidden under this mask, People move around staying on task. They see what they want to see, Happy people that aren't in need. But they need someone to save them from this dead end, Reaching out for someone who will be their friend. Only to find another like them scared and alone, But their problems and hurts are unknown. They need our help to keep moving on, But we see someone that is too far gone. We need to bring hope back that need it,

The Letting Go
There comes a time in all our lives When the letting go is seen in their eyes You think you find love, but see only confusion For the one you want most, has come to a conclusion The words and the smiles all fade into black You realize in an instant it's not coming back That feeling you've felt for so very long Has now become a feeling that seems so wrong The days will come longer The nights will be somber For all you ever wanted is no longer There comes a time in all our lives When the letting go is seen in her eyes The want, the love, the smile is all gone Now all left to do is head back home When the letting go is seen in her eyes Take the love in your heart and realize That she'll be the one forever in your dreams

Please Explain What A Ct Spouse Really Is ....
I see where all of these people are proud to put that they are the the CT Spouse of " So and So " and think this is cool . Hello !!!!! My world is outside of my computer ......LOL . So how do you people go on a CT Date ?? Is it also done online ? I just find it hard to believe that people get so wrapped up into La La Land online that they have to take an online spouse . Do you have real life spouses also , and do they mind if you do this . I have seen blogs where people are getting real world ass chewings from real world people that say you are spending too much time in fantasy land .......And now you are begging to get your points back ......that is too freakin funny ....such sad sad people . Could you all please enlighten me on why you need a CT spouse and maybe I won't laugh at you anymore .........Sorry for being mean but ........

"what Is The Opposite Of Time?" Just My Thought!
I was talking with a friend on the phone last night, and she asked me, "What is the opposite of time?" Right away, out of nowhere I answered, "Love and loneliness." I don't know how I knew so immediately. But love... I've found you can spend an hour with someone you love and it seems like weeks, or a week with people you love and you can't decide whether it's been 3 hours or a year. (You know where I'm coming from on this one...? Loneliness... loneliness to me doesn't seem to have anything to do with time. It's something completely seperate from time. You can not miss a person for a month and all of a sudden you're crying you miss them so much. Or the other way around. Then I was thinking, aren't love and loneliness just two aspects of the same thing? Like one of those horseshoe magnets. Or a cat with a piece of buttered toast strapped to it's back, just slowly spinning round and round in the air. (I know that's a weird image, but you know what I mean.) Any thoughts? ooh! questio

Not Just Fluff
Don’t bother me with this syrupy poetic stuff Or share with me all the times you’ve loved, just enough I see through all the whimsical carefree ploys To turn charismatic hardened men into “girly boys” I know you your purpose and I’m not amused at it You infiltrate my soul and erase the core of it So take your stanzas and verses, I’ve had enough I can’t stand it any longer, leave with all the fluff.

*~dream Come True~*
"Dream Come True" There are so many things That I would like to say to you. Every time we are on the phone My mind goes blank My stomach begins to turn. It’s so hard to let you go Every time I try to move on you come around And I begin to fall in love All over again I can’t give you up No matter how hard I try Your it for me You’re the only love I’ve known You are a dream come true Every time I hear your voice My heart begins to melt I’m holding on to a memory A feeling so happy and true I don’t need anyone else but you You’re my friend and so much more I don’t need a promise All I need is you… By: Teresa Abeyta© September 9, 2004

Lost In My Own Mind
nothing is ever easy, but at the momemnt, difficult would be welcome. my mind races daily, filled with nothing and my heart yearns for a love that will never be. i feel life groing inside me, but as it reaches the surface, the darkness that is the true me smashes it away. i am alone and only the drawing of sweet scarlet blood gives me any relief. to watch it dripp away is the only thing that makes me feel even a sparkle of life.

Choosing Life
the moonlight silvers the waves as they break stealing the single set of footprints as the breeze whispers in off of the ocean telling stories of lovers hand in hand as i walk here alone. standing in the surf feeling the power of the tide knowing i could walk into the chaotic blur and leave the pain behind choosing instead to walk beside the depths instead of into them feeling the siren song of the deepest currents as the edge of that force caresses my toes. teasing me with blissful oblivion singing to me of silence. this lonely beach is where i make my stand and declare myself my own. i choose pain i choose fear and in so doing, i choose the possibility of hope i choose LIFE. © 2007 D. R. Hyden

Love Found
Jerked awake by a spacious indentation silky stained flesh, alive fluttering limbs in a controlled spasmodic fit real time water rushing down the vanity's sink percolates past the uninhabited hallway spattering euphoria upon this newly awoken face pink flushed face pupils a mile wide throws off the downy comforter all the while still left in softness.

The Supernatural Quiz
Supernatural SurveyTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comDo you believe in ghosts?YesHave you ever seen a ghost?noWould you be scared if you saw a ghost?probablyWho would you least like to see come back as a ghost?My Son\'s father..lolWho would you most like to see come back as a ghost?My GrandmaDo you think psychics are real?

Super Genius.....or Super Freaky...you Decide :Þ
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nothing Less Than Everything
Nothing Less Than Everything Come Offer yourself to me Your all I will accept nothing less than everything Open your mind, your body to me Lay bare your deepest fantasies And I will take the task to hand I will urge you beyond the realms of your reality Having you abandon that which you have been told is immoral Seize the moment Revel in the pleasure of your body And as your mind screams for me not to stop You will not know who is inside of whom The pleasure of your giving as strong as my taking I will accept nothing less than everything Your all Offer yourself to me Come

Regular Friends Vs Puerto Rican Friends
REGULAR FRIENDS vs. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS... REGULAR FRIENDS: Never ask for food. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have food. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will say "hello." PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. REGULAR FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mami and papi and say "bendicion" when they see them. REGULAR FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Cry with you and know why you are crying without you saying a word. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing and just being together, then they help you clean up. REGULAR FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. REGULAR FRIENDS: Know a few things about you PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will leave yo

Shopping
A man was in a long line at Target. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, "What size condoms?" The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, "One box of large condoms, Register 5." The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, "One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5." A few customers back w

Why Cant We See
IF A CHILD LIVES WITH CRITICISM. HE LEARNS TO CONDEMN.. IF A CHILDLIVES WITH HOSTILITY. HE LEARNS TO FIGHT. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH FEAR.HE LEARNS TO BE APPREHENSIVE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH RIDICULE. HE LEARNS TO BE SHY. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SHAME. HE LEARNS TO FEEL GUILTY. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH TOLERANCE.HE LIVES TO BE PATIENT. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ENCOURRAGEMENT. HE LEARNS CONFIDENCE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH PRAISE. HE LEARNSTO BE APPRECIATIVE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH HONESTY. HE LEARNS WHAT TRUTH IS. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SECURITY. HE LEARNSTOHAVE FAITH IN HIMSELF. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH APPROVAL. HE LEARNS TO LIKE HIMSELF. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ACCEPTANCE AND FRIENDSHIP. HE LEARNSTO FIND LOVE IN THE WORLD. DARLIN --MOTHER

Hello
hello all.. hope your all having a good weekend so far and a great st patricks day.. just wondering if it would be possible if when i rate peoples pictures and leave comments if some people could leave me some back.. just kinda to share the love back and fourth.. make it fair and when i send you comments feel free to send them back to me as well.. im a friendly person and enjoy meeting new people

Hey Everyone!!!
Hey everyone!!! date: 2007-03-18 11:04:59 5 new pics in my default album!!! and 1 new one in my just me folder!!!!! Please comment and rank!! And for those who havent please comment and rank the rest of my pix especially my just me pix!!!!I want filthy comments!!

It's Creeping Up
My heart is ache, the clouds are moving in again the lights are going desertion It is creeping up again, Cannot fight it, I will just lose. I am loss for hours on in. My voice not being heard, Tears falling like a waterfall. All the angry I have, Stay right here because there nowhere to go. You say I too hard on myself, I say if I am not then who, will. After hours of put myself down. I decide to pick up the phone. Call someone, anyone! Will they answer? Do they truly care, or are they acting Am I a burden? I sorry, I am worthless, are the words I say to them. It tries to creep back up but the person on the other line dose care, taken time to listen. To help, put a stop to it. So it, slowly creeps away, given me time to rest and think more clearly. For I never know when it will creep up again, Or how long, but for now I got it to creep away.

You Know You Have Grown Up When...
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is

A Fire Deep Inside
THE FIRE I HAVE SO DEEP INSIDE IS A PASSION OF WHICH I WRITE AND TO YOU I DO AND WILL CONFIDE WHETHER SEEN AS WRONG OR RIGHT MY FEELINGS I SIMPLY CANNOT HIDE AS I JOURNEY THROUGH THE NIGHT IT DOESN'T MATTER DARK OR LIGHT I SIMPLY STOP AND WRITE AND THEN TO YOU I DO CONVEY MY LIGHTER SIDE TO WORDS OF PLAY MY DARKER THOUGHTS THROUGH WORDS OF PAIN I SIMPLY CAN'T REFRAIN SO LAUGH OR CRY,ONE CAN'T DENY IT MATTERS NOT YOU SEE FOR IF YOU TAKE THE JOURNEY YOU CAN SET YOUR SPIRIT FREE SO TO THAT END I INVITE YOU TO READ THE PROSE UPON THESE PAGES JUST LET THEM IN THEN SET THEM FREE TO FLOAT ACROSS THE AGES 12:24 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

Pisces
PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Weekend
I will start by saying, I do not celebrate the Holiday of St Patrick's Day and I am sure most pagans do not if they know the true legend of the day and what it symbolizes. I am not a true Pagan, nor am I a truly religious person by any rite, but all the same, every year I like to make a semi traditional Irish Meal or an americanized version of it... Corned beef and Cabbage (Traditional Irish is actually Ham and Cabbage) Well, the other day, i will start with my screwed up St Patties Day meal.... where i bought a HUGE Corned Beef brisket only to discover after cooking it that it wasn't corned beef at all... i mean, i should have known.. i was, in fact, told, that it wasn't corned beef when i was buying it but apparently my brain just didn't compute.... i wanted corned beef and damnit, that's what i was getting. So i made it.. the house smelled yummy.. but it didn't smell right... so i get down to cut it up.. no good. Nope. Not what I wanted to make. The meal was enjoyed but i pretty

Yeah One More Survey Tonight
1) been in the back of a police car? Yeah but I probably shouldn't talk about that yet 2) been in the military? No but had some military in me 3) watched fireworks on acid? I have watched many things on acid 4) been beaten up? Well if you ask him yeah 5) driven drunk? Oh yeah 6) owned cats? No I refuse to be the Crazy Cat Lady 7) played on stage for money? Only with myself 8) worked in a nightclub? Well it migh be abel to pass as a nightclub 9) been to the middle east? Hmmmm . . . will you turn me in to the FBI if I say yes 10) have thai relatives? Hehehe, relatives . . . 11) smoked opium? Drugs are bad 12) driven 110 miles an hour? Well this time . . . yeah never mind 13) lived in texas? Uh, no 14) lived with a stripper? Does living with myself count? 15) had sex in a snowbank? It wasn't an actual snow bank - more just a shoveled pile of snow 16) worked in a sex shop? Hehehe . . . how loosely are we defining work? 17)

My Trip To New Orleans
2:00pm last Thurs: start the long ass 8 hour drive 4:00pm hit some crazy ass consruction, delayed us an hour, now it's a freakin 9 hour long ass drive 11:15pm checked in to the Wyndham Bourbon Orleans. Got a two story suite with a balcony on Bourbon...hell yeah! 11:20 Tropical Isle here we come for a hand grenade! 11:45 Jazz Emporium, standing on the balcony throwing beads to those damn flashers! 12:00 back to Tropical Isle for another hand grenade 12:15 back to Jazz Emporium to flirt with the bartender to get more free beads to throw 12:30 get another drink 12:45 get another drink 1:00am get another drink throw some beads things start getting a bit fuzzy 8:30am sit up in bed wondering how I got back to the room and when 8:31am go back to sleep 9:30am wake up everyone yelling that we have to get to the arena by tip off! 9:31am go back to sleep 10:30am for real getting up this time. We have 30 min. to get ready and to hightail it to superdome arena 11:30 am tip off 1

20 Years
Thnx for the last 20 years Wow!! The last 20 years just flew by! I look back at all that we've been through and it amazes me that we are still standing here. There is only one explanation, GOD! Thank you Jesus!! For everything, for my husband Steve, I Love You Babe!! Without you none of this would be possible. You are my Hero!!!! My five children Ryan 20, Claire 19, Chris 18, Stephen 17, Britt 16, you guys are awesome! I Love You so MUCH!! My Dad Dennis you came into my life just in time. You showed me what a real man was. Thank you for being the father I always wanted, I Love You soooooo much! My Mom, you will always be the best thing that ever happened to me. If it weren't for you I wouldn't be the person I am today. Independent, Headstrong, Opinionated, Loving, Kind, a little Crazy and Wild (but aren't we all) and Strong…… The word Love is not strong enough for what I feel for you!!!!!!!!!! God I miss you! My Lil Sister, Damn your amazing! I wish I could have been the

Choices
In my life I have trully given myself totaly to only 3 people{i don't mean sleep with},I am strong willed,bull-headed,and very self-reliant,and I can do anything I set my mind to.I do not live in a fairy tale bubble but in the true real world where life likes to play its stupid ass tricks on people,{trust me I have been the blunt of many} and I do not embrace the fact that sometimes there comes pain with that,nor do I believe that we act out/live our lives the way we do because of any kind of social conditioning,the world and our minds are very open ground we make your own choices.I know that addicted people use drugs as a type of brain reward.. SHEEZ !!reward for what,,stealing,lieing,not working,being a coward? I believe to be rewarded for something then do something worth rewarding. Every person handles hardships differently..some turn to drugs some start to drink..{which I do neither}.Personally I think that is the standard cowards way out, I depend on me and nothing else,my wil

And There Was You - Another Poem I Like
By Cassandra S. McFall So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you. A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through. All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you. Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am. Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All be

The Scent Of You....
Your scent encases me My second skin It permeates everything All at once satiating While leaving me hungering for more Leaving me open Right down to my very core Your scent encases me Driving out the demons of memory For new paths to be formed Along their wake Cementing new paintings in place Ignoring the gossamer wings of time So easily torn Your scent encases me My every breath waiting To be set free Time obliging, abiding My whim To be within your breath Within your arms Surrounded by the trail of your secret, your soul Your scent encases me Holding fast their silken bonds And, oh rapture To be held by such luxurious tethers Held fast to your lust, your need Only matched by the flames within my breast The fires that only moments ago were mere embers Slowly, your breath on my skin, your scent in my hair, come to life Your scent encases me I am left in darkness No light does penetrate My only salvation, your whispered words I follow those so

So, You Think She Loves You ... (lmfao)
A man and his wife are dining at a table in a local restaurant. Soon he starts looking over at a woman reordering drinks as she sits alone at another table. The wife noting this asks, "Do you know her?" "Yes," he sighs, I recognized her. She's an ex-girlfriend. I once heard that she took to drinking right after we split up seven or more years ago. Someone told me that she hasn't been sober since." "My word!" exclaims the wife, "Amazing to think she could go on celebrating for that long?"

Sometimes..
I'm torn between wanting to forget about you- ..and yet wanting to keep my memories. I'm torn between wanting to move forward- ..and not wanting to betray what I feel. I'm caught between wanting to be a good person- ..and needing to be a bad one. I feel foolish and weak for having a good heart- ..when I need to Not have one period. I feel like I have a Devil on one shoulder- ..and an angel on the other. Do I listen to my soul,or do I listen to my Spirit?

Keep Them Votes Comin
DEB AND HER GANG ARE AHEAD HOW THE HELL THEY GOT THERE I DONT KNOW RUMOR HAS IT THEY ARE USING SOME PROGRAM THAT MAKES NUMEROUS COMMENTS AT ONCE. DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS SUCH A THING. BUT PLEASE LETS SHOW EVERYONE THAT A SINGLE MOM CAN STILL BE A HOTTIE AND STILL PUT HER LIFE AT RISK TO SAVE OTHERS. EVEN IF I WANNA LEAVE THERE ASSES IN THE LAKE HAHAHA

Been In And Out Of Puddles All Day!
This guy walks into a quiet bar. He is carrying 3 ducks. He places them on the bar. He has a few drinks and chats with the Bartender. The Bartender is experienced and has learned not to ask people about the animals that people bring into the bar, so he doesn't mention the ducks. They chat for about 30 minutes before the bloke with the ducks has to go to the restroom. The ducks are left on the Bar. The bartender is alone with the ducks. There is an awkward silence. The bartender decides to try make some conversation. "What's your name?" he says to the 1st duck "Huey" said the duck. "How's your day been?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day". "Oh. That's nice.", says the Bartender. Then he says to the 2nd duck, "Hi. And what's your name?". "Dewey" came the answer. "So how's your day been?". "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. If I had the chance another day I would do the same again". So the bar

Assemblage 23...
I am lost The footprints that I left have disappeared For now I am driving blind Accelerate Without a destination to welcome me This road is just an endless loop CHORUS Every time I close my eyes The noise inside me amplifies I can't escape I relive every moment of the day Every misstep I have made Finds a way it can invade My every thought And this is why I find myself awake Directionless The letters on the signs have long since faded The sky conspires to swallow me Paid the price For burning all the maps to warm myself I threw their ashes to the wind (CH) Walk away Time to leave the realm of the familiar To find a place where sleep can come Hesitate For one last time I shout into the sky To wake the ones I'll leave behind Hours Sprial and coil into black Some remebered, some forever gone Tragic We never get them all back The relentless march of time must still go on The tide is turning Horizons burning Your days are

Lace
Kitten soft and yielding Softly purring your name Kissing you gently, sweetly Playing tender love games Touch on your skin so supple Like softly falling snow Tell me, Baby what you want Where should my fingers go? Dressed in sheer white lace Like a pure virginal bride Everything showing through Baby, I’ve got nothing to hide Show me all your passion Teach me lover’s games You can slip this white lace off I won’t be ashamed Baby, I’ll be your toy tonight Your buxom *Barbie doll One you will never find At the toy shop in the Mall Kitten soft and sexy Dressed in sheer white lace I’ve got something sweet for you Would you like a taste? :-)

Many Smiles Of Love !!!! Cause We Love One An Other
Many Smiles Of Love for one an other is a brand of nothing but pure joy and happyness of two people shareing love together...My happyness comes from one man that turns my days into my heart beating and knowing that i can take a breathe and know that he is with me and only me ...... Many have come and many have tried to start a life time of trouble but nothing breaks out fall we stand strong smile at one another and push through each time...because we are strong and can handle what put in front of us only cause we trust and understand our love for each other..... Pushing a side all the things that has happen with us we both can say we fight to stay stay strong and remain as one heart mnd body and soul I know there is others out there that can agree and say that loveing someone is one in a million things, but when two people love each other its something that no one in this world can break cause the bond is strong and can uphold anything tossed in there path .... He makes me

Grrrr!
I really hate being dicked off. I was supposed to go to 80's night at this bar with my friend, but I tried to call him and he hasn't called me back. In theory I could still go because we were meeting my other friend out there, but #1 I am not sure where the bar is and I don't like not knowing where I am going and #2 I don't drink and drive, so there would be no point in me going to not even drink. He was gonna be the Designated Driver. We were supposed to go around 9:30-10 so I guess he could still call, in which case that gives me an hour tops to get ready, but I doubt he is going to. Oh well, I guess I'll just spend the night on this online pub instead of the real thing LoL

.not.ready.to.make.nice.
*takes a deep breath* ok fuckshits. close your effin window. its not necessary for the entire neighborhood to hear your drunken conversations just because you have absolultely zero couth. i hate you. i hope you die. if i had a time machine i'd go back in time and kill your grandmother just to make 100% sure you would never exist. screw the reprecussions. on another note completely. people who rate stashes without actually watching the material...and yes...i do know who you are...cuz im smarter than you...should go set themselves on fire so i can rate it a *thumbs down* for not happening sooner. and another completely different note. its my blog i can bounce around if want. keep up or get out. while the rain is absolutely fabulous...listening to rainy day music and talking with my children has made me come to this conclusion that while *cough* other close personal people might have realised it...i for myself had not. i've got a friend wrapped up almost to the point o

Without A Word
I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but what you are making of me. I love you because you have done more than any one could have done to make me good, And more than any fate could have done to make me happy. You have done it with a touch, with out a word, with out a sign. You have done it by being yourself. Thankyou for being you and what you have made of me.

Silent Lucidity
Hush now, don't you cry Wipe away the teardrop from your eye You're lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream Spinning in your head Your mind tricked you to feel the pain Of someone close to you leaving the game of life So here it is, another chance Wide awake you face the day Your dream is over... or has it just begun? There's a place I like to hide A doorway that I run through in the night Relax child, you were there But only didn't realize it and you were scared It's a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the years And ride the whims of your mind Commanding in another world Suddenly you hear and see This magic new dimension I- will be watching over you I- am gonna help you see it through I- will protect you in the night I- am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity (Visualize your dream) (Record it in the present tense) (Put it into a permanent form) (If you persist in your efforts) (You can achieve dream control) (Dream control)

I Need A Drink 3/23
Well.. I'm bored. I'm back in my hometown with no video game distractions or... anything really to do. Tonight, I'd really like to either finish concepting Abgrund (an ongoing labor of love Abgrund is german for Abyss that's all I'll tell you about the project :P) or I dunno... do a sizeable amount of work on the seventh issue of my comic. What I'll probably WIND UP DOING is watching an old movie, eat a sandwich and ... that's about it. I slept 14 hours today, no alarm clock. Needless to say, being a person that has to do something every day or I go insane, I'm kinda pissed and bored. I still need to mail one of my professors about missing class because... I'll be in fucking court at 9 in the morning monday. The best part about being robbed-is the ONGOING bullshit, recovery and endless beuracracratic inconvenience of the legal system. I think they're all being tried seperately, as there is only one defendant listed on my subpoena for monday, and there were 3 confirmed p

Enough Of The Bullshit!!
Alright folks! I'm sick and tired of trying to make frinds on this fuckin thing and to be ignored by some bullshit you confused about!! i don't have to explain a fucking thing about myself if i don't feel like tellin you or if you don't ask. I don't just blurt out my fucking personal life for no damn reason!! I talk to people on here for one reason and one reason only and that is to MEET PEOPLE!!!! nothing more nothing less, If i meet you in person,cool! If not i can still keep up on the internet in some form or another weither it be Cherrytap,Myspace, or Yahoo!! My one major pet peeve is when i talk to someone and they just leave me hanging, if you don't want to talk don't fucking talk but at least tell me "Hey, i don't want to talk to you". I'm a big fucking boy i can handle rejection. I've got too much time and too many things on my fucking mind to be worried about why such-and-such got an attitude with me. Most ladies i talk to on here think im about one thing! And you damn right i

As I Cry
As I sit here an cry. It's 5am in the morning. I was talking to a great friend that I'm now going to call my sister cause she is like a sister to me.. U know who u are. I was talking to her an crying at the same time. I miss my father soo much. I have been drinking since 1am wow 3 sparks 7.0 alch. I dont care, ya i get sad when I drink cause I have no one next to me to hug or cuddle with. Ya people may think i feel sorry for myself but i dont its life. I hate the way my life is going, i hate that im single, i hope im not single soon *as i mean very soon* I hate that i have to work but its the only way to live an not live off of the states money. My good friend an i have talked tonight... im going to mil. on april 27th after work so meaning ill be there around 3-4 am an coming back home on april 30th.. going to spend the weekend with her an my family, yes she is going to meet my family. I havent seen my family since my daddys funeral which was 8 months ago so im going to go see them...

Have I Ever
Have I Ever by Ravenz23 Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining i

My Romance Look
Romance Romance is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You need romance in your life. You love the extra dimension that romance brings to a relationship and you tend to fall in love very quickly. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Signs Of Bluebonnet Spring!!
Coming home from Church this morning, I have seen signs of bluebonnets and indian paintbrushes in bloom along Bee Caves Rd, Hwy 71, and FM 620! Hooray!! Each Spring, I make it a yearly ritual to go driving aimlessly in the countryside to find the best field of bluebonnets to photograph and/or best bluebonnet pose/picture period. The last few years have been extremely disappointing in the quality of the bloom, as well as its abundance. Since they are coming up vibrant in color already, it is a good sign that they are indeed going to plentiful and colorful since we had a great cold spell this winter. Hooray!! I am soooo excited. The tentative date I have set is for my birthday, April 13th. I know. It is on a Friday, but did you know that anyone that is born on the 13th, the superstitions run opposite that they do for most people??? ;) More details later….and perhaps a page full of flowers that I take this Spring. :D As also posted on my iWIM website!!

Quicktime Again
Ok, worked out how to get the MIME types (audio/x-pn-mp3 and audio/x-pn-realaudio) to save to disk instead of automatically invoking Quicktime every time I ran into them (I think the one that poses a security risk for Quicktime 6.5.2 - I cannot upgrade just right now without a new computer or new hardware - is movie-related) - let's see if I keep getting the Quicktime Security Alert every few times I attempt to go to cherrytap.com/home.php (and then repeatedly before I get there. Understandably, it is a real security risk and not just for one's CT account I think.) Edit of 12:30pm blog at 12:50: Quicktime warning. Guess not. Taking nap to appease and kill headache simultaneously while taping a cello sonata, why not multitask...

Small Vacation^^
Just want to let ya guys know I'm goin to Niagra Falls tonight..kinda a lil get away thing.. (that is so desperately needed lol) But just wanted to say bye and I'll catch you guys when I get back..hopefully I'll have pics to share^^ Later all ~Cin

Be My Angel
be my angel with wings spread wide to guard all the love i have inside, be my angel from up above, be the angel im thinking of. i got so much love and you can have it all, be my angel, hear my call, catch me when i start to fall, be my angel. i give to you my heart, be my angel, just dont tear it apart, just dont hurt me, you and i were meant to be, i close my eyes your all i see, be my angel thats all i ask. do you think your up to the task? be my angel.

I Don't Get It...
I've had to block someone else. Apparently they were unable to read my profile and still asked for my number. *head in hands* it's almost not worth it to bother with CT. I mainly log on to say hi to certain people and to vent on occasion. That's about it. But I dont' get it. I've written that I will not give out my contact information. I certainly don't have any nude photos or even anything marked NSFW. What in the world gives the impression that I want anything more than to hear a good joke or something? Am I doing something wrong here? Maybe it's time to clear out the friends list again. Ah well.

I Love You
My baby, I never thought I’ll this feeling ever again, Falling so deeply in love, Missing someone so much, Loving someone so much... I thought I’ve lost all those, My baby, Just want to be with you, Be loved by you and loving you, Growing old together, That is my only wish... I wish for my wish to come true, My baby, I LOVE YOU I do and I’ll always will, Not for the rest of your life but mine, And it's a promise...

Im A Sweet Person How Come Ppl Use And Abuse Me?
It seems like being sweet can cause major pain for a person nowadays, cause your either to nice or not nice enough. Being to sweet can cause more pain cause ppl like to take you for a ride then ditch you once they get want they wanted out of you and toss you to the curb like you were trash,. And not being to sweet can cause problems cause the person thinks you don't care enough about them but in realitiy you do but you never know how sweet or how nice you need to be in order to be loved and cared about. Life is confuseing to me maybe i'll never understand it.

25 Things Never To Say To A Naked Man ...
1. I’ve smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it’s cute. 3. Why don’t we just cuddle... 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It’s OK, we’ll work around it... 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. It’s a good thing you have so many other talents 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. Does it come with an air pump? 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it’ll grow. 16. So this is why you judge people on their personalities. 17. At least this won’t take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Are you cold? 23. If you get me real drunk first. 24. Is that an optical illusion? 25. What is that?

Weird Storms
We had some kind of random hale storm today. I had classes all day, but I thankfully didnt get stuck in that!! I had JUST got home from my morning class. It has been windy and really cold all day and when I got out of Linguistics, it was cloudy and dark. Got home and about 15 minutes later....hale. Then when I left for my night class, I'm driving down E.R. Parkway and it looked like something was on fire...it looked like a smoke-filled sky. There was tree limbs that had came down too. By the time I got to the end of the street to turn onto B.V. Road, I could tell it was this massive dirt storm. High, strong winds + desert = Baaaad dirt storms!! ...You couldnt see in either direction, so I had to guess when to go, granted not everyone is smart and puts their headlights on! It was so bad. Almost all the way to the college ((which is clear over on the other side of the Victorville from where I live)) it was just this huge dirt storm. It's still really cold and really windy

So Friggin Tired...
Am fighting some sort of "kill the fat bastard bug" Tired all the time, dizzy and feeling generally URRGHHHH! Am sitting here listening to will young and trying to organise work in the next few weeks.. The bug must be brining our my gay tendancies... shit not good.. Big shout out to Cindy and Luvinitback for chatting to me recently.. Sweet, what did i say? HUH? lol Seens there are some good ppl on here that wanna be friends, its cool baby!

I'm Glad I'm A Man
I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe. I don't live off of yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts. I can get where I want to - north, south, east or west. I don't get wasted after only 2 beers, And when I do drink I don't end up in tears. I won't spend hours deciding what to wear. I spend 5 minutes max fixing my hair. And I don't go around checking my reflection in everything shiny from every direction. I don't whine in public and make us leave early, And when you ask why get all bitter and surly. I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring. I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back. I don't carry our differences into the sack. I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you Or think every guy out there's trying to steal you. I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too. I know what the time is and I know what to do. And I hon

It Happens
Its 3am and all i see is the reflection of my face in the mirror light beaming in from the occasional street light; Thoughts in my mind as i walked through the door to greet her, Hearing voices in the back room i continued to the back of the house; My speed has increased and i can feel my heart being pushed up into my throat as i take a turn at about 90 miles per hour not caring what could happen; I can see them as the both of them embrassed, soft music, and candles. She said words i never heard her say and was in a position i had never seen her in, sweat running down her back; I see the blue lights in the mirror my speedometer reads 110 miles per hour how do explain the blood on my clothes and hand i just wanted to talk he shouldnt have pushed me, she's my wife; I know i should slow down but i put my foot all the way down the sirens are so loud the lights are hurting my eyes I didnt see the road turn. Am I dead i can hear people talking i can see a blur.........................(beep

Well I Am Back
i am back!! damn court system and internet...fuck my email wasnt working for a while and now i get back.. and i havent been on in like at least a year... well fuck it i am back! yo my homies cherry me!! yo a shout out of Wasted-Youth! You my homie no matter what people say! check ya later, Wayne

Life's Lessons
Life's Lessons What i have learned I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done, when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

If
if i could sing, i would sing for you a song so beautiful, it would bring tears to your eyes. if i could dance, i would dance for you in a way so moving you'd want to dance with me too. if i could paint, i would paint for you a work of art so insipiring you'd want to share it with the world. and if i could , id want to live till the end of eternity spending each day of my life just loving you

Elvis Costello
Elvis Costello Why can't your music make me cry Today I need to cry It's all finally hitting me The move, the divorce, the pain Your music usually does the trick I can't get one tear out It hurts so much to not be Able to cry after needing to For so long, I just need to Get it out of my system I need to cry for an hour or so I get your music The lyrics hit my heart The beats play in my head I may not know all the words But I understand them Doesn't that count? Can't you write a new song Just for me, ONe that when i listen to it makes my mind go blank and allow the tears to come I guess I've just listened to your Songs one to many times For them to have an effect on me One too many times have I been hurt And you were there to console me To reach out to me And your lyrics put their arms around me They wiped away my tears They patted dry my nose They made me weep They made me look awful They made me more human They made me weak.

Wtf
what is wrong with the world today? Parents are not paying enuf attention to what their kids are doing. Our President thinks that it is more important to feed the people across the sea than it is to feed our homeless and needy in this country. People have lost faith in humanity. The world has gon to hell in a handbasket for reals!!!!

My Gods How I Miss Him. . .
Today I heard a song that reminded me of my Grandfather (May he rest in peace) And it just ripped me to pieces. It's been 5 years since his death, but I'm still not over it. If I could take back so many things that I've said to him, I would. I miss that man so much and I'm just sorry he left me on a bad note. I remember the last words I said to him. . . and Gods do I wish I could take them back. My last words were "I hate you, you mean son of a bitch. How could you hit my Gramma like that? And now I wish I could have just realized that it was his addiction for alcohol that made him do the things he did, and I'm just SO SORRY

Tired More Than I Want To Be
I'm tired but don't want to crawl into my bed. He is not there so there is almost no point in my mind to going to sleep. I want to hold something other than my dog while I sleep. I never was held by my ex, never wanted to sleep that close to him. But with you, it is the best feeling to fall asleep with your arm around me. We switch positions so we hold each other equally during the night. I enjoy that the most about sleeping next to you. I enjoy breathing in your smell all night while I sleep. having your hair touch my face or my neck, or my hair. I like feeling you breethe as I breethe. I watch your chest go up and down in a rythm that is perfect. Your hands grasp my hands at night as you twitch, and move, I find it the cutest thing, to watch you move like that. I like how soft your feet are, how much hair you have on your upper chest, and how you tell me to stop trying to get you hard, becuase you are at that point too tired. You think my middle of the night want to get

Sup
Time Understands Love Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw S

Blindfold
Something is different today. I can’t put my finger on it, but it is unmistakably there. From the moment I woke up. You had been asking me a lot of questions lately about my fantasies, but you quieted down a few days ago. Your silence, however, didn’t hinder my imagination, which is usually in overdrive but today it was working double time. Your incessant probing finally got to me, as I began to mastermind a new fantasy. My thoughts had found their way into my dreams, as clouds wafting in and out; I could see them but couldn’t quite make them out. They were there, but they weren’t. I awoke with anticipation. My hand lazily snaked its way between my thighs and found exactly what I expected - a swollen clit and a lot of wetness. I lightly rubbed myself and rolled over in the warm, rumpled sheets looking for you. You were gone. I quit playing with myself, thinking it best to save it for later. Had I been reading too much James Redfield lately? Probably. And if this was the case and I foll

Yay, The Weekend Is Here!!
Like that means much, lol! I will be off to work in awhile. Just need to treat one client and then I'll be home again! Not too bad at all! It is very quiet around here now that Damian and Tim have moved out! Funny, I can't remember the last time it was this quiet. Ah, well. They still have to move a couple of things - and we need to retrieve a couple of things they shouldn't have taken, lmao!! Too much like their Mom, I think, lol! Dakota's dreads are starting to settle down and get that dreadlock look to them. He looks so cute with his hair like that!! I will try to take pics this weekend and post them. Well, my Mom found out about the new piercing, lol!! She was quizzing me down and I finally had to tell her!! I go the usual question of WHY? Hard to explain to someone who doesn't really understand rites of passage and that sort of thing. To her, I'm just the crazy one, lmao!? I don't mind! Someone has to be the crazy one, might as well be me. And to all who have asked,

'nuff Said!
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the h

The Havamal
The havamal Young and alone on a long road, Once I lost my way: Rich I felt when I found another; Man rejoices in man, A kind word need not cost much, The price of praise can be cheap: With half a loaf and an empty cup I found myself a friend, Two wooden stakes stood on the plain, On them I hung my clothes: Draped in linen, they looked well born, But, naked, I was a nobody Too early to many homes I came, Too late, it seemed, to some: The ale was finished or else un-brewed, The unpopular cannot please, Some would invite me to visit their homes, But none thought I needed a meal, As though I had eaten a whole joint, Just before with a friend who had two The man who stands at a strange threshold, Should be cautious before he cross it, Glance this way and that: Who knows beforehand what foes may sit Awaiting him in the hall? Greetings to the host, The guest has arrived, In which seat shall he sit? Rash is he who at unknown

Nib
Some people say my love cannot be true Please believe me, my love, and Ill show you I will give you those things you thought unreal The sun, the moon, the stars all bear my seal Follow me now and you will not regret Leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine Forever with me till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real Before you know the way Im going to feel Im going to feel Im going to feel Now I have you with me, under my power Our love grows stronger now with every hour Look into my eyes, you will see who I am My name is Darius please take my hand Follow me now and you will not regret Leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine Forever with me till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real Before you know the way Im going to feel Im going to feel Im going to feel.....love

Feelings.......
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

The Desire In My Heart
The Desire In My Heart by BlueWolf Take my hand And walk with me Through endless life A world to see Give your dreams Your thoughts laid bare And feel the love I long to share Bring your soul A love entwined A twist of fate Two lives combined Take my heart It's in your care I'll take yours too If you will share Give your pain I'll take it all And keep you safe To never fall Bring your love And I'll bring mine We'll test our will To conquer time

What Am I Looking For In A Girl/relationship.
This is a subject I am normally shy about or more often than not, give the wrong impression of when I do talk about it. But, since I'm in a fairly decent mood today, I figured I'd lay it out in the open. I'll break it down into a few categories, can't put a exact amount for the number of categories since it might change as I write. 1) Appearance: Really this isn't all that important to me. Hair color/length doesn't matter, eye color doesn't either. However, sparkly eyes are a weakness of mine. Body type doesn't really matter either, though it does matter if she doesn't take care of health. I've always been a sucker for a nice pair of legs too, but I'm not too picky their either. lol Age? Well... I'd prefer it is she were closer to me in age, but a little older or a lil younger is fine with me. 2) Intelligence: If she's able to carry a decent conversation, I'm happy. I mean, I don't go for the dumb as a post type, no matter how hot they are. Not too smart, not too

Dead In The Arms Of A Child
Her dried blood and dead ash beneath my fingernails. I taste your orgasm. Violent and newborn pink, a mark was made upon the skins I've shed. Dead in the arms of a child, I fall through the many layers of your life. Kissed by fire. Everything's as it's always been. I'm still the little boy in the picture. Your sad eyes pierce my mind. I am erased. Suspended above all, for a brief moment. I am in love.

Mother's Prayer
For Les: I look around and see the smiles, Feel the love my children bring, A perfect world evades their eyes, Secrets of their minds we’ll never know. I look around and see the smiles, Forever their smiles, I pray, will last. Gaze Into my eyes my awesome child, See the love, the pride, my love of thee. I thank the Lord for trusting me to guide your journey through this world. I ask the Lord to walk with thee, Hold and guide us through our pains, His angel’s wing I pray each day, Protect my child, my dreams, and me. RA’

I'm Not Usually One For Sappy Shit...but....
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and

The Cremated Husband Roflmao!!!
The Cremated Husband Martha recently lost her husband. She had him cremated Picking up the urn that he was in, she poured him out On the Patio table. Then, while tracing her fingers in the ashes, she Started talking to him.... "Herman, you know that dishwasher you promised me? I Bought it with the insurance money!" She paused for a minute tracing her fingers in the Ashes then said, "Herman, remember that car you Promised me? Well, I also bought it with the insurance Money!" Again, she paused for a few minutes and while tracing Her fingers in the ashes she said, "Herman, that Diamond ring you promised me? Bought it too, with the Insurance money!" Finally, still tracing her fingers in the ashes, She Said, "Herman, remember that blow j ob I promised you?" Here it comes...

Kindred Spirits?
What is this Blog supposed to be about? ?KINDRED SPIRITS- IS IT POSSIBLE? Webster\'s New Ninth Collegiate Dictionary defines Kindred as a group of like individuals, one\'s relatives, family relationships:kinships. and of a similar nature or character: Like 2. of the same ancestry. Spiritlit.,breath; akin to L spirare (?), to blow, breathe,to break wind]...(13c) 1: an animating or vital principle held to give life to physical organisms 2. a supernatural being of essence as: Holy Spirit: soul, 3: an often malevolent being that enters and possesses a human being 3. temper or disposition of mind or outlook esp. when vigorous or animated 4: the immaterial intelligent or sentient part of a person 5 a: the activating or essential principle influencing a person b: an inclination, impulse, or tendency of a specified kind: MOOD 6 a: a special attitude or frame of mind b: the feeling, quality, or disposition characterizing something ETC. ETC. ETC... Well according to this, a Kindred spirit is a p

4000 Not 1600 In 799 Days?
4,076 not 1,649 Coverup of the Number of Soldiers under US Command Killed in Iraq JESÚS DÁVILA / El Diario (Puerto Rico) 12jul2005 Official US. government reports on soldiers under US command killed in Iraq are so fragmented that they account for less than half of the total number, according to information uncovered as part of an inquiry by the Government of Puerto Rico regarding the total number of Puerto Rican war casualties. This analysis was confirmed by El Diario/La Prensa's review of multiple documents, including official reports issued by the US Department of Defense, the Iraqi Ministry of the Interior and more than 230 battlefront reports, which reveal that more than 4,076 troops under US command have been killed in 799 days of battle. This information contrasts markedly with the limited information on casualties generally issued by US military authorities, which focus only on US uniformed troops. These total 1,649. Military affairs expert Jose Rodriguez Beru

Stats
Weight 235 lbs Measurements Wrist 7 upperarm 17.5 neck 15.5 chest 41 waist 39 Hips 55 Thigh 27 calf 18.5 ankle 9 Pants (womens 26, Mens 48) panties 10 Shoe 8 Ring (ring finger 8-9) Shirt 2xl-3xl Dress 26 or 2xl-3xl Bra 42B

Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

Whats Wrong With Bi Women?
Alot of people look at me strange when I say Im married and Im Bisexual. They thing there is something wrong with me cause I want a girlfriend as well as my husband. People have told me that maybe I married the wrong man if he cant satify me enough I want a woman too. No thats not it at all thank you. I liked women before I married. I love my husband. Whats wrong with having a relationship inviting a woman into?

Santini In Crave Magazine
Santini is featured in the April edition of CRAVE magazine (The magazine of extreme culture). Here is the link to the article/interview http://www.cravemagazine.com/modules.php?name=Content&pa=showpage&pid=734

Cupcake Easter Baskets
INGREDIENTS: 1/2 cup butter, softened 1 cup sugar 1 egg 1 teaspoon grated orange peel 2 cups cake flour 3/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon salt 2/3 cup buttermilk FROSTING: 3/4 cup butter, softened 2 packages (3 ounces each) cream cheese, softened 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3 cups confectioners' sugar 1 teaspoon water 4 drops green food coloring 1-1/2 cups flaked coconut Red shoestring licorice Jelly beans DIRECTIONS: In a large mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Beat in the egg and orange peel. Combine the flour, baking soda, baking powder and salt; add to creamed mixture alternately with buttermilk. Fill paper-lined muffin cups two-thirds full. Bake at 350° for 20-25 minutes or until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool for 10 minutes before removing from pans to wire racks to cool completely. In a small mixing bowl, beat butter, cream cheese and vanilla until smooth. Gradually beat in confectioners' sugar; spread over

My Feelings
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To All The Girls
To all the girls who said they wanted me and then changed their IM addresses… To all the girls who asked me to visit and expected me to pay the airfare half way around the world… To all the girls who pledged their everlasting love and disappeared… Thank you. Your order is waiting at the window. Please drive through.

A Mans Face
A Mans face A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on Where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in His chest while he is on fire. No further studies are expected

Saying I Love You.
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!) Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Geor

My Gripe: Fake People/fake Pics
Are points REALLY that important to you people? I'm honestly sick of going to a profile, start rating pics, and after a dozen or so colorful patterns or flowers -LEAVE thinking to myself "how LAME". Why o why do we have to be subject to every "pretty picture" you came across? What's even better is visiting a profile of someone you think is really good looking, rate every pic in the default folder and go to another folder called "pics of me" to realize that the 30 pics you just rated looked NOTHING like this person. I mean don't get me wrong, if you want pictures of models for us all to see/rate on your profile than by all means display them! But why o why are they put in your default folder or worse-used as your profile pic .. instead of placing them in a folder called "models" so if we wanted to see a fucking model we would know where to click??? False advertising yourself for some cherry points... sorta silly in my opinion.(which I'm sure many will disagree with) Then you get the

Unfinished Song
Sitting here, all alone wondering, why I should be with you again. You took my heart and soul But will you hurt me again? How can you do the things that you do to me....... My heart is still with you no matter how much, you break it two. We've been together for a long time, but you know, I want to be with you. But how can you do, the things that you do to me.....

"queen Of Ct" Contest Please Come Vote 4 Me. Please Rate And Comment Bomb. Thanks
"Queen Of CT" contest has now started. Please click on the pic below and vote for me lots :) For those of you, who dont know what comment bombing is, its where u leave a comment over and over on the same pic. Dont have to be anything fancy, most do count downs, or random letters. I would appreciate all my friends help. Wanna win this one!! Thanks to everyone that helps out!! Have a great night! xoxox Jen

Armenian Genocide
Throughout much of its history, Turkey has had it's eyes on the Armenian land. Conquering Armenia was and probably still is their desire today. Geographically speaking, Armenia is the only Christian nation, aside from Georgia, in that part of the world. It is surrounded in all directions by Muslim nations who would like nothing more than uniting their religious lands of muslim nations throughout the middle east stretching all the way to Europe and Asia. During WWI the Ottoman emprire (the rulling empire in Turkey) decided that they could accomplish their goal of taking over Armenia by exterminating the nation all-together. Exterminating the entire race and leaving no Armenian heirs to guard the Armenian nation. The Ottoman Empire plotted the mass-evacuation and extermination of Armenians from Western Turkey and Eastern Armenia and executed these plans without disdain. For a number of reasons, they were able to get away with it. European countries turned their back on Armenian ge

Contest
Well I need to admit that I foolishly joined a contest for the best cleavage. I knew I wouldn't win, but I thought it might give me a lil ego boost to hear people's comments on mt pic. I should have known better. I was prepared for the other people to be comment bombed and get my ass kicked. I however was not prepared for people to be mean. As soon as the contest started someone marked my pic and another girl's pic as NSFW. Which means that the only way we would get comments if they added the person who was holding the contest as a friend. So I guess I have seen the petty side of cherry tap. Just had to get this off my chest so to speak.

My One True Hero!
Roger Thomas Hearld. A truly gifted and unique film maker...killed in a car crash on the 710 freeway at 26 years old. Being an atypical guy, most of my best friends are women--most men only want to know what you've been doing, not feeling...Roger was an exception. He was/still is a brother and true friend to me. He took photos that would land me my first art show, shared his knowledge of film and passed on his love of the medium to me, he actually set boundaries for our friendship (most people don't do that), and he taught me that to be truly creative, you need to take chances...otherwise it's just static and noise.

I Need Everyones Help Please ;-)
IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

"some People Come Into Our Lives And Quickly Go.
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same."

Buddhist Literature
The Dhammapada Translated by Thomas Byrom The Dhammapada, an anthology of 423 verses, has long been recognized as one of the masterpieces of early Buddhist literature. From ancient times to the present, the Dhammapada has been regarded as the most succinct expression of the Buddha's teaching found in the Theravada Pali Canon of scriptures known as the Khuddaka Nikaya ("Minor Collection") of the Sutta Pitaka. Dhammpada text on a pal leaf This Dhammapada palm leaf manuscript (44.5 * 6.5 cm) in Sinhalese characters, of which the first and last pages are shown, is believed to be the oldest extant copy of the scripture. Photo: Courtesy of K. D. Paranavitana, Assistant Archivist, Department of National Archives, Colombo, Sri Lanka. Buddhist tradition has it that shortly after the passing away of the Buddha his disciples met in council at Rajagaha for the purpose of recalling to mind the truths they had received from their beloved Teacher during the forty-five years of his ministry.

Woow
so last night my mom had a rumcake.. whatever they're called. So she was eating it and her cat went to go smell it and started eating it haha! sooo she went to give him more and he fell off the bed! lmao!! so does anyone know of any AA meetings for cats?! LMAO!

Kgr#58- Knicks @ Bucks
Houston makes his game review of the Knicks battling the Milwaukee Bucks on the Road in Milwaukee!!! -Highlights -Boxscore -Lineups/Player Stats -Shooting Percents/Team Stats -Injury update/Knicks Site Links news -Upcoming games Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.com Rate us on Pod-Planet.com Digg us on Digg.com. Email comments(audio or text)to knickssitelinks@yahoo.com and it will probably make it onto the show!! http://www.garageband.com/mp3/KGR_58__Knicks___Bucks.mp3

Love X(
my love life is the worst in the world. the one guy i actually liked just completely tore me apart. i thought i had a chance, but then i was proven wrong and got stabbed in the heart. someone let me know i'm loved, cuz right now i feel so lonely and unwanted.

Hunger
There is a darker side to me that I must Tether. I must keep him locked in the darkness to howl. He has a hunger to run wild but he must not. Suddenly SHE appears, like a siren with so much feminine power. A true vision of womanly beauty wrapped in soft leather. He is awake that dark beast full of rage he crashes against the cage with a growl. He asks why do you keep me, your LOVE and LUST locked in this cell to rot? With a husky voice he continues if we may be so bold..... And she accepts would the moon not turn to gold? Would not her soft touch, longing kiss, and love be worth every ounce? NOW LET ME OUT OF THIS CAGE SO I MAY RUN AND POUNCE. With a sad shake of my head, my LOVE and LUST again you forget denial. For one so new to us, our heart SHE is already so near. A friend, a companion, a voice guiding us from the dark. Do you not fear the loss of yet another so very dear. No my LOVE, my LUST, and I stay in the cell with our hunger so

Come Show Your Support For All These Bad Ass Women Who Are Battleing Breast Cancer!!
MY SIS-IN-LAW AND VERY GOOD FRIEND HAS BEGUN HER FIGHT WITH BREAST CANCER!! THERE IS GOING TO BE A BENAFIT SHOW FOR HER AND ALL THESE BAD ASS WOMEN WHO LIVE AND FIGHT THIS CANCER.COME SHOW YOUR SUPPORT APRIL 28TH AT THE LONESTAR COUNTRY CLUB IN COPPELL.SHOW YOUR SUPPORT AND SEE SOME BAD ASS LOCAL METAL BANDS!! FOR MORE INFO LET ME KNOW OR YOU CAN CHECK OUT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/DONNAPALOZZA ~KRIS~

Ha. Damned Winamp.
This song is depressing me. *nodnod* Innocent When You Dream Lyrics » Tom Waits The bats are in the belfry the dew is on the moor where are the arms that held me and pledged her love before and pledged her love before It's such a sad old feeling the fields are soft and green it's memories that I'm stealing but you're innocent when you dream when you dream you're innocent when you dream running through the graveyard we laughed my friends and I we swore we'd be together until the day we died until the day we died It's such a sad old feeling the fields are soft and green it's memories that I'm stealing but you're innocent when you dream when you dream you're innocent when you dream I made a golden promise that we would never part I gave my love a locket and then I broke her heart and then I broke her heart It's such a sad old feeling the fields are soft and green it's memories that I'm stealing but you're innocent when you dream when you d

My Lost Content
something left me wanting waking hell is destiny? Weary and defiled lost and violated not a broken man just short of shattered everything ... my past like it ever fucking mattered wait for me I'll love some day maybe without goading rain falling soothes me and blood flows so easily when youre crying sky is always dark sun doesnt seen to shine life has been taken from you and days last like pain is the divine no one cares for those who need whos the one whom you should need broken but not all apart your pain life always seems to feed nothing takes the stench of life its stuck like bones in graves stretch the skin and grip the knife follow the line and take the pain you crave D-BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Just A Little More Of Myself Exposed
Well what I posted last night was just a brief discription of myself, there is so much more to me than that..I love people yet have little tolerance for bullys. I find myself to be a protector of the underdogs, I was going to say the weaker ones but found that would be too harsh to say about them , would they be weaker if someone was not taking their strength from them by force or would they be strong if they knew who strong they could actually be with someone there backing them? I think we are all strong and weak at certain moments of our lives, in our developments of ourselves.But now I am sounding like I know everything , but I do not know enough. Like when someone hurts you, or breaks your heart, and they say they are sorry. Does that make it easier for them or for yourself? does it help in the healing processes of your broken heart? How often does one accept this word " sorry " before it because a habit for the one saying it? As you can read I have many questions inside that I fin

Peace With Rachel Finally!
So I'm finally healthy. I spent a few weeks being crazy, not thinking about my family or my kids. I did what I wanted and did not care what others thought. I hurt a few people, I took things and people for granted. I was not myself, or maybe I was. So here I am about 15 days away from living with my parents. Actually happy about it. I've packed I've traveled, I've found people who get me. Who expect me to be me, and are ok with me being a consistant parent. My kids are my life, and I'm finally seeing how me being a nice, hands on mommy is working in my favor. I love my life finally at 27! It is important to give myself weekly checks to make sure I am doing the right things. I need to find a new job one that pays better, I need to go back to college, I need to save up as much money as I can. I need to be a good daughter, sister, and above all else a wonderful mother. Yes eventually I will be in a relationship, hopefully he will understand my kids come first. I enjoy the t

4-9-07 26th Entry
Gotta love doctor offices that have staff that are so incompitent they make your life crazy. So here's the scoop as to why I say that. As my regulars should well know by now, the doctor I deal with now is not one of my favorite offices to visit. I've had nothing but problems from the get go (january this year). It just got worse. So much worse that it could mean I have to do 3 more months of doctor supervised wieght loss. If I decide to say fuck it and find a new doctor, it will mean 6 months. So yea, nice long possible delay I'm facing here. Here's the story. My surgeon office needs a copy of the medical stuff I went through with my old doctor that left her practice (6 months weight loss supervision, note the 6 month ggrrrr, I also had 4 months nutritionist and a mental evaluation. Luckily those 2 offices the surgeon has the results so no worries there). In January when I switched to my new doctor, I signed paperwork to get copies of my medical records sent ov

A Temporary Goodbye.
To all my CT friends....I'll only be on until this next weekend. I'll be offline for 2 or 3 weeks, but I'll be back after that. (Sometime after May 8th.) Granted, I won't be on as much, but I'll see all of you when I get back. Take care. :)

4 Rules To Live By
4 Rules to Live By This is all you need to practice in order to find your way... to your self, to love, to your soul mate, and to your destiny. These are also known as the 4 rules of negotiation or peace making, and can be applied to ANY relationship or situation to bring about the highest good for all concerned, ALWAYS. 1. Be present 2. Listen 3. Tell the truth 4. Release attachment to the outcome Explanation: 1. To be present you must show up. You must be willing to participate in the solution. 2. To listen is to HEAR what is being said by the other person. If you are too busy thinking about what you think you need to say next, in order to make things go your way, you are not listening. You are only paying attention to your own thoughts. You are not being present, and are not participating in the solution. 3. To tell the truth is to communicate how you REALLY feel at a h

New Me?
HAVE YOU EVER TOOK THE TIME TO LOOK AT YOURSELF....I MEAN REALLY LOOK AT WHO YOU HAVE BECOME???? IF YOU HAVEN'T I SUGGEST U TRY... IT'S AMAZING WHAT U MIGHT FIND OUT ABOUT YOURSELF!! I READ MY OWN POEM 'GREY SKIES' AND REALIZED THAT THE PAIN I FELT WHEN I WROTE THAT WAS TO ME SO UNBEARABLE THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GET PAST IT. LOVE IS A VERY POWERFUL THING SO POWERFUL THAT IT KEPT ME STUCK IN A WORLD THAT I THOUGHT WAS MY OWN. STUCK IN A TIME AND FRAME OF MIND THAT I NEVER IMAGINED IN A MILLION YEARS I WOULD ESCAPE. I HAD BEEN SO CONSUMED IN THIS PERSON THAT I LET IT TAKE OVER MY ENTIRE LIFE. I REMEMBER VOWING TO NEVER LOVE AGAIN UNLESS IT WAS THIS ONE PERSON, WHO SHALL OBVIOUSLY REMAIN NAMELESS, THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. I WAS SO DESPERATELY SEARCHING FOR A WAY TO HANG ON, TO FIX WHAT I HAD WRONGED THAT I DELAYED MY OWN LIFE AND THAT OF MY FAMILY. I WAS SO OBLIVIOUS TO THE WORLD AROUND ME THAT I NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO SEE THE POTENTIAL I HAD. IT W

Let Me Be...
LET ME BE... by SLAYER copyright April 9, 2007 (for cherrie) Let Me be your white knight Upon a gallant steed, Coming to your rescue In your time of need. Let Me be your saviour Sent from Heaven above, Giving you all I have to give With unconditional love. Let Me be your shelter From the dark and from the storm. In the deepest chill of winter, I will always keep you warm. Let Me be your hero, your dragons, I will slay. And hold you close at night To keep your Demons away. Above all these things Of what I want to be, Let Me be your Everything, Because you're everything to me.

Banished From Hell
I have done many enormities I will now live for eternities Not welcome in heaven Banished from hell You can no longer tell how far I fell into the darkness I can't stand this emptiness Every day the grows greater I'm trapped between, no longer I can enter The things you call pain is simply just a splinter Every where I go it's sanguinary All that I live with, you call out of teh ordinary the weight on my shoulders started as an itch Now my strength is pure and rich There is nothing now but sheer pain I am no longer sane I have the powers no mortal can attain I get to choose wether you live or die Now that you have met real pain, do you have a reason to cry? Do you feel my pain? The bloodshed and tears I felt while standing in the rain Anger flows from every thing in me It makes me want to go on yet another frenzy This addiction I have will not stop I now kill randomly and mercilessly There eyes staring at me looking as if they asked to spare their lives and wish

Why Do I Feel So Sad?
Why Do I Feel So Sad? Friends we've been for so long Now true colors are showing Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does Cuz I had to say goodbye By now I should know That in time things would change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad How can I adjust To the way that things are going It's killing me slowly Oh I just want it to be how it used to be Cuz I wish that I could stay But in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize Your actions speak much louder than words So tell me why oh By now I should know that That in time things would change So it shouldn't be it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad By now I should know That in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad By now by now I should know That in time things must grow And I had to leave you behind So why do I feel so sad If it couldn't be that bad Tel

Only God Knows Why
Please God save me from myself before I drown in my own tears. My one too many failures have caused me so much to fear. I just want to crawl into my bed to escape this cold, cruel world. Who knew I’d feel this way today? Right now my life seems a total blur. My whole being says just go ahead, go and cry yourself into a ball. But why, why would I feel this way? That’s just not ever been me at all. I feel I've no control of things I should, and fear that I've done absolutely nothing right. I feel my own cold shoulder against me, leaving me very little left with for the fight. So, at an age when my life should be content, I just hang my head and cry. I feel so ashamed and all alone, and truly only God knows why.

Merrie Monaarch Iz Tomorrow!!! :)
Merrie Monarch Hula Festival starts tomorrow i am super excited! I can't wait it is a hawaiian dancing competition that happens once a year and it's really beautiful to watch. it is on t.v. and kit is just great 2 watch!this year is very special because it's my cousin's first time there. I wish I could go and watch but i gotta stay home and work but it's all good cuz i love my job :)

General Screen Name Rulez 4 Cherrytap
General Screen name rulez 4 CherryTAP 1. If u are ugly, Pleaze add the word "Goddess" to your screen name. 2. If u are above average in width (OBESE) pleaze add the word "little" or "baby" 2 your screen name. 3. If u are insecure and have no life, pleaze add the word "devil" or "demon" 2 your screen name. 4. If u are a total internet whore, pleaze add the name "lady" to your screen name 5. Add more 2 this and repost.......

What To Pray For
What to Pray For by John Piper If you are like me, you find that from time to time your prayer life needs a jolt out of the rut it has fallen into. We tend to use the same phrases over and over. We tend to default to worn out phrases (like the word default). We fall into patterns of mindless repetition. The devil hates prayer. Our own flesh does not naturally love it. Therefore, it does not come full-born and complete and passionate from the womb of our heart. It takes ever renewed discipline. Years ago, when I wrote Let the Nations Be Glad, I argued that prayer is a wartime walkie-talkie, not a domestic intercom. God is more like a general in Command Central than a butler waiting to bring you another pillow in the den. Of course, he is also Father, Lover, Friend, Physician, Shepherd, Helper, King, Savior, Lord, Counselor. But in this fallen “world with devils filled,” prayer will function best when we keep the frequency tuned to Command Central in the fight of faith. So wh

I'm Considering Starting A Series
of programming tips for aspiring Flash designers. Flash can be useful for making interactive web sites, animated gifs (not morphs, though, use Photobucket or Morpheus for that), and online video games. All you need is to understand the structure of the system and what the Actionscript does. It is IMPOSSIBLE to diagram a complex Flash project on paper, as it would be like drawing in a 3-D area and being able to add multiple lines of comments on each point in that area.First Tip: var variableName = value; this line, used in the actionscript window in Flash MX 2004 or higher, in scene 1, layer 1, frame 1, can be used as a global variable, useful for keeping track of hits before death in a video game, or stage numbers, or any number that accumulates over the course of the game. _root.variableName++; this line, usually used to increment the number by one (1,2,3,4...), refers to the above variable, and can be used ANYWHERE in your Flash file.

Tight Fit
Swiped from a friend, this might be an old one, but... Tight Fit A man went to a urologist and told him that he was having a problem and that he was unable to get his penis erect. After a complete exam the doctor told the man that the muscles around the base of his penis were damaged from a prior viral infection and there was nothing he could do for him. However, he knew of an experimental treatment that might work, if he were willing to take the risk. The treatment consisted of implanting muscle tissue from an elephant's trunk in the man's penis. The man thought about it for a while. The thought of going through life without ever experiencing sex again was just too much for him to bear. So, with the assurance that there would be no cruelty or adverse effect on the elephant, the man decided to go for it. A few weeks after the operation, he was given the green light to use his newly renovated equipment. As a result, he planned a romantic evening with his girlfriend and to

To:"that Guy"- Graphic Language,lol
Great Blog and now for The Rebuttle...(Ahem* clears throat) 1. Long hair is not the most important factor. Some short hairstyles are bangin', short dicks ain't. Get your priorities straight, stumpy.**** 2. Definition of a gold-digger: Former innocent, loyal, sweet, heartbroken girl who has come to the conclusion that men just don't give a fuck about women and have nothing to offer besides dick, and money. Dick disappoints sometime, money never does. 3. Just cause your loyal girlfriend forgave you for cheating, it doesn't mean things will remain the same. Newsflash: Any cute male "friend" that she may have has now moved up a few notches, playa. 4. Big titties can't suck a good dick. Nuff' said. 5. If she's mad cool, the two of you always get along with no arguments, and kicking it with her is like kicking it with your boys, keep up the good work. You haven't pissed her off yet. 6. Girls can fuck you and keep it movin' too. Stop thinkin' that if you fuck with us we'r

A Lover's Hands
A Lover's Hands A lover's hands, caring and warm, Like the morning's first rays, Molding flesh, cupping gently… caressing softly, A tender kiss, a tease upon naked skin, Rising desire… fulfilling need, Pleasure unbound, as bodies entwine, Hearts beat in sync, cries of ecstasy rise, A lover's hands, seeking and yearning, Until the flames of content, Burn forevermore…

Cure For The Sexual Headache
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed when his wife complained, as usual, "I have a headache" "Perfect," her husband said. "I was just in the bathroom powdering my penis with aspirin. You can take it orally or as a suppository, it's up to you."

Novice Questions
Novice Questions Author: TorqueDom © 2000 Novice sub questions. In a message writes: My biggest fear is a novice sub who discovers this lifestyle, especially if it's been a long hidden desire, and acts on it too quickly, especially with someone who hasn't earned her trust. They tend to put themselves into situations and "settle" for Doms that don't have their best interests in mind. Please, if you don't hear anything else I say... SLOW DOWN. Learn more about what it is you're looking for. It's not enough to decide you're submissive. There are different techniques, styles, patterns, beliefs, and thinking on it. The trick isn't finding a Dom, the trick is finding a Dom that has similar interests and expectations. The answer to all these questions is the same ... sometimes. To me, D/s is a sensual act, and most often includes sexual activity. I don't want to sound like Bill Clinton, but it doesn't have to include intercourse, if you choose not to. To

Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Remus Lupin. You are a wise and caring wizard and a good, loyal friend to boot. However sometimes in an effort to be liked by others you can let things slide by, which ordinarily you would protest about.Remus Lupin85%Harry Potter75%Sirius Black75%Albus Dumbledore70%Ginny Weasley70%Ron Weasley65%Hermione Granger50%Severus Snape50%Draco Malfoy40%Lord Voldemort15%Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?created with QuizFarm.com

The Color Of My Psyche.. Of Course It's Blue. Lol
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

Poem: Erotique 2
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Erotique 2 Music is low Glow of candlelight Kiss deep, slow Touch feather light Raising our desires Candle flame flickering Lighting our fires Ecstacy to bring Love songs play Whispers in ear Together to stay Into eyes peer Our lips brush Breast caressed Feel blood rush Against me pressed Smell your hair Feel your heart Time to share Not be apart Curve of hip Softness of thigh Neck gently nip Our passions fly Open your lips Taste your nectar Raise your hips Pull me closer Needing you now Feel slick desire Wanting me now Quench the fire You envelope me Feel wet caress Sweet, sweet ecstasy Nethers tightly press Release is nigh Legs wrap around A natural high Over edge bound Lips together crushed Bodies locked together Pulses are rushed Wishing 'twas forever Music is low Basked in candlelight You are aglow Beautiful sight tonight

16 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!!
1. Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. 2. Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3. Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4. Sharpen their Athame. 5. Untie the knot in their cords. 6. Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7. Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8. See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9. Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10. Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11. Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12. Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13. Debate with them about "True Religion". 14. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 15. Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. 16. Point to their pentacle necklace, almost touching it, and say "isn't that supposed to be point down?"

Just Stuff I Like
Everytime we turn our heads the other way when we see the law ignored--when we tolerate what we know to be wrong--when we close our eyes and ears to the corrupt because we are too busy, or too frightened--when we fail to speak up and speak out--we stike a blow against freedom and decency and justice." -Robert F. Kennedy

For The Unseen Heroes Of The Military...the Wives
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty be

~burn~
Current mood: ~Broken~ Category:Romance and Relationships Your sweet words of love were a comfort to my heart and soul, knowing you loved me made everything ok. Now these same words i still hear in my head, burn my heart and soul to its very core. As i sit here, tears down my face, i am in love with you. But my love is lost on you, like a child in the night, for i now know, that your heart belongs to another. Your words of remorse, fall on deaf ears. For my mind is full of what might have been, what was suppose to have been. My sorrow is quickly turning to hate, for you and the many lies you made my heart believe. And hate for the thoughts in my mind, of you and the one you adore together. These thoughts scorch my heart and mind. As i sit here, tears running down my face, i hate you! But i love you. I despise you! But i still want you so bad........ I would have never imagined you causing me pain in this life time, you really did break me..........

Deleted For Cheating?
My rants here are getting few and far between, the reason is nothing changes so to blog about the same thing over and over again is like breaking your leg twice in the same place, same cast same amount of weeks...ect ect. So I get this feeling that other's here are just above the rules or they make themselves so obvious that they break the rules that something has to be done or other's will bitch about it, example?? I will not say names,but there is a person out there that I know of that was caught "RED HANDED" cheating and was only knocked down a few levels, caught by CT's King from what I understand, another I found out has multiple accounts here and uses them in contest, surprised? when you join a contest and a person has 60,000 comments..?? yeah OK right,and no one knew about these accounts until after they were deleted??so I guess this person has 9 or 10 different computers cause I was IP blocked from CT..sounds like someone higher knew and it was OK cause they were liked or used

.stupid.kids.
ive been told numerous times...theres no such thing as a bad kid...only bad parenting. well...i know i dont have as much patience as i should...but i also know ive improved drastically. i also know i have less patience with Meems...and im trying to do some self analysation and figure that out...and i think some of it stems from she's so much like her father its scary...but only all the bad parts. the im not going to do my homework parts the im going to throw my clothes on the floor parts the wet towels belong on the floor parts the im going to do whatever i want parts the yes i heard you but thats not going to stop me parts the incessant looking for trouble parts and all the talking in the world doesnt stop these parts. all the grounding in the world doesnt stop these parts i...just dont know what else to do with her. ive taken away almost everyting that could give her the slightest amount of joy...and it doesnt matter...she looks for trouble...and finds it... i know as a

One Wish
If i could have just one wish i would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck the warmth of your lips on my cheek the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine...knowing that i could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.....

Maiden Voyage
So I finally got bored enough to write in the blog here. This place is pretty interesting, so many people from way out in left field. It's awesome. I love the randomness of this site. I dunno what to accomplish by being on here except maybe meeting new people. I'm not really shy at all. I love talking and getting to know new people.

Her Lonely Soulby
Her Lonely Soul At the midnight, When the trees scream with angriness, and the night looks horrible. When silence becomes her fear, and darkness is what she feels. When loneliness takes her soul, and grab her heart to break it all. There she stands, Staring at the gloomy sky, with shadows surrounding her mind. Wishing she could fly so high, so no one can hear her cry. Thinking if someone could erase her past, and give her faith that forever could last. There she cries, Wondering why the sadness in her eyes stole the beauty of her life. She wished her tears would be lost in the rain so she can find the way to happiness again. She wanted hope so she can smile and change her terrible world for a while. There he came, Holding a red rose in his hand and bringing her the joy to her life. He dried her tears & wiped them away. He told her 'forever with you I'll stay'. He promised to never let her cry, as long as he'll be there for her tell he dies.

A Very Special Cherry Needs Your Help
OK THINGS HAPPEN IN LIFE. ONLY THIS TIME A VERY SPECIAL CHERRY NEEDS YOUR HELP. HE WAS A SPONSERED USER AT ONE POINT IN TIME, AND NOW JUST A REGULAR CHERRY. PLEASE IF YOU WILL JUST STOP ON BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE. RATE, AND EVEN COMMENT HIS PICS. LETS HELP HIM GET TO LEVEL 20 PLEASE. ~*~*Simion~*~*@ CherryTAP

My Internet Radio Show
Well I just found out that we are not allowed to post links to other sites here from another member that got into trouble for it. So let's try this. As I said before I did an internet radio show. My friend leighann owns the site and does a comedy show there. I did the first one with her as a guest. The premise of the show was "is the myth about black men true". It's funny as hell. There are also some incriminating vids of me at the after party up in Hollywood Hills. I hear those are funny to as well as embarassing for me. The whole thinig is a gas. it's a cool site too. not as flashy as CT and the content is a little different but there's tons of cool bans, vids, and I really like the people there. If you're interested in hearing it drop e a line and I'd be more than happy to tell you where. And if you decide to join there let em know that spaky8urs sent ya. I just want the owner to know who's turning people on to her site. I don't make a thing from it. Lemme know!! ;)~

Paddy Staggered Home Very Late
Paddy staggered home very late after another evening with his drinking Buddy, Mick. He took off his shoes to avoid waking his wife, Brigid. He tiptoed as quietly as he could toward the stairs leading to their upstairs bedroom, but misjudged the bottom step. As he caught himself by grabbing the banister, his body swung around and he landed heavily on his rump. A whiskey bottle in each back pocket broke and made the landing especially painful. Managing not to yell, Paddy sprung up, pulled down his pants, and looked in the hall mirror to see that his butt cheeks were cut and bleeding. He managed to quietly find a full box of band-Aids and began putting a Band-Aid as best he could on each place he saw blood. He then hid the now almost empty Band-Aid box and shuffled his way to bed. In the morning, Paddy woke up with searing pain in both his head and butt and Brigid staring at him from across the room. She said, "You were drunk again last night weren't you Paddy

God's Voice Mail
Sure glad we don't have to worry about this when we pray! Most of us have now learned to live with voice mail as a necessary part of our lives. Have you ever wondered what it would be like if God decided to install voice mail? Imagine praying and hearing the following: > Thank you for calling heaven. For English press 1 For Spanish press 2 For all other languages, press 3 Please select one of the following options: Press 1 for request Press 2 for thanksgiving Press 3 for complaints Press 4 for all others I am sorry, all our Angels and Saints are busy helping other sinners right now. However, your prayer is important to us and we will answer it in the order it was received. Please stay on the line. If you would like to speak to: God, press 1 Jesus, press 2 Holy spirit, press 3 To find a loved one that has been assigned to heaven press 5, then enter his social security # followed by the pound sign. (If you receive a negati

Breakfree;
and this is our world. no matter how old or tattered things may be we all reamin the same. the whole world...taken aback by how things are. gasping in shock trying to catch their breath. completely mortified by the things going on around them. the things that have been going on all along...their attention has simply been brought to it. but there is always that one person, the corageous uplifting [openminded] person who breaks out of the mold. who sees the change and is excited. jumps for joy that something new is abound. cheering becasue we wont be a conformed factory cut out...hoping for that change and never wavering. the people taken aback....are simpy so scared of c.h.a.n.g.e. while the lonely outspoken realist sees though this like its doors are already open. i am not this boy this man this spirit. i am not as openminded as i would like to be. i want to be this little boy...i want to simply b-r-e-a-k-f-r-e-e

Poem 01
You are the temple to my heart and the feelings I get from it is happiness When I sit down to think a min. all I want in a woman I already have You are my other half i've been waiting for I'm thinking what if I loose you Where will I be? Or will I be able to love again You bring another side out in me that can’t be put back in its box I worry deeply me you growing apart If so you will never be replace Back in the box I go

Ever Feel Like Gum Scraped Freshly From The Bottom Of A Shoe?
I do... it's not a very happy feeling. And yet I am still happy, happy because last night I got to talk to someone new who is beautiful and has more than two braincells in their head. Appearently I have a bad habit of being mean to anyone who isn't a "super model rocket scientist" quote via Azzie. I for a while thought I had been through all of them, I was wrong. I found one more, too bad he lives so far away. Meh.

Nin
I still recall the taste of my tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head till I dont want to sleep anymore. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this all go away. You make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldnt do the things that I can do now. This is slowly take me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have. In this place it seems like such a same. Though it all looks different now, I know its still the same Everywhere I look youre all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this

V-tech.. May You All Shine Down On Us Like The Stars You Are
NAMES OF THE VICTIMS OF VT Body: In Memory of the Following... Now in the arms of the Angels... 1.Ross Abdallah Alameddine, 20 2.Jamie Bishop, 35, 3.Brian Bluhm, 25, 4.Ryan Clark, 22 5.Austin Cloyd, 18, 6.Jocelyne Couture-Nowak, age unknown 7.Daniel Perez Cueva, 21, 8.Kevin Granata, 45 9.Matthew Gwaltney, 24 10.Caitlin Hammaren, 19 11.Jeremy Herbstritt, 27 12.Rachael Hill, 18 13.Emily Jane Hilscher, 19, 14.Matthew La Porte, age unknown 15.Jarrett Lane, 22 16.Henry Lee, age unknown 17.Liviu Librescu, 76 18.G.V. Loganathan, 51 19.Partahi Lombantoruan, 34 20.Lauren McCain, age unknown 21.Daniel O'Neil, 22 22.Juan Ortiz, 26, 23.Minal Panchal, 26 24.Erin Peterson, age unknown 25.Michael Pohle, 23 26.Julia Pryde, age unknown 27.Mary Read, 19 28.Reema Samaha, 18, 29.Leslie Sherman, 20 30.Maxine Turner, age unknown 31.Nicole White, age unknown

What Does Your Eyecolor Say About You?
You scored as |B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|. People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. |B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|83%|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S|67%|H|A|Z|E|L| E|Y|E|S|58%|B|R|O|W|N| |E|Y|E|S|17%What does your eye color show?created with QuizFarm.com

Klub House News, Weather And Info!!!!
NOW THATS BIG5:15 PM FRIDAY APRIL 20th 2007SCOTT CITY KANSAS Some may have seen these kinds of thing while others may have not!!! While I was out taking some notes on weather conditions in the area I see this big huge wide load!!!! Most can accualy make it throught the lights at the intersection here in this small town!!! Today that was not going to happen!!! If fact the city police and workers had to help this big wide load make it through making a turn to the west in wich they were comming from the south!!!! Of course you wouldnt believe it until you see it so have a good look for your self with the pics I took of this even shown bellow!!!! Also notice how low to the ground it is!!!

The End
The days go by... where everything changes they days start young and end old... and another day starts a new with the bringing of the sun.... And end only when it falls... The months pass by ...one at a time Seasons change the new comes and the old fade away. And like everything else that has a beginning so does it have an end. The Birth of a new life and the end of an old.. Just the same else where ... New star systems are born... So the same goes the old , the sun burns out and the planets grow ever so much colder. The solor system dies a kript death. If that is how long it takes okay... If that is how long i must wait then so be it. Because there is nothing i find more desirable then to spend those last moments as the sun flickers out ... with you. We'll sit a top a frozen mountian top looking over the world below.. And the stars above between and under us would never shine so bright again as they do that very moment.

Longing, Wishing, Waiting.
(This blog is about two different men, and how I was feeling at the moment, confused, tired, scared, and ready to leap) Is the perfect relationship possible? Is it where you long to be with one another? The person runs through your mind constantly. The person feels your pain, your happiness. Their mood changes with yours. They say what they want to, Never holding back from you. Is the perfect relationship out there? Can two individules meet, become one While still being true to themselves. Can two people from two different backgrounds make it? Is it perfect to be nonperfect? Is it ok to only think about that person? Here I am taking a huge leap. This guy makes my knees weak. Makes my heart leap, makes me nervous. I feel like I am in highschool again. I can't wait to see him, my days are filled with thoughts of him, and us. His kiss I can still taste. I've begun to memorize his lips. I make him gasp for air. He makes me feel overjoyed. Knowing he can't wai

Blackstone Cherry,puddle Of Mud ,&3 Days Grace
ok so last night i went to my first concert ever!! the first band was blackstone cherry if you wanted to "classify" them i suppose you could say its what happens when you cross lynrd skynrd with seether for being a band id never heard of they put on a really good set next up was puddle of mudd they did a few songs from their new album, a cover of nirvana,and dedicated blurry to the vt victims and ended their set with she hates me..he also made the "mistake" of refering to 4/20 as a thursday..as well as explaing that he'd be a total ass if he was sober..lol and three days grace started their set with animal as well as doing a cover of filters, hey man nice shot i couldnt stop bouncing around for nothing and somehow ppl got away with crowd surfing but moshing was prohibited which i thought was total b/s..but anyway tdg also did some songs from one-x i especially liked their newest single never too late (first time i'd heard it )and scared was another good song they played and finally ene

The Secret Door.
yeah, i kept this from them but i can/t keep this from you so will you look for me in that strange |bright| place where the statues bloom in the park they don/t need no rain cause how i ever got to you i have no idea it/s like some secret door well, it just appeared so, no matter what i do from now on with my time you will always stay here [[in my mind]] no matter what i say no matter how much i think i hate you there is always a place where you are in my heart. ....... and.i.hate.it

Untitled;
the sky is overcast; there are no birds singing; the heavens open up and begins to cry on humanity. covering the entire landscape from sea to deplorable sea. the clouds dissapear and all you see is blackened sky, with dots on your pupils. help me, the sky's tears are stuck in my hair. the whole earth, cloudless, depressed, flooding. and this is what it has come to. it is sick an tired of watching us do nothing. nothing if it isn't for our own gain. it wants us to do something. something that isn't just for ourselves. maybe think about someone else. it watches . . . the sky. watches very closely, for it has nothing better to do. it watches us sleep. it watches us scream. it watches us use the restroom. it watches us eat, slap, scream, die, fuck, cry, shower, polish, speak, blink, earn, buy, confess, lie, steal, cheat, comit, promote, ksdhfb&jdmdofp . . . . it watches us watching it watching us watching. watching watching watching. waiting. . . . |for what|? the flood

Vince
A feeling so deep,a feeling so pure A feeling of comfort,feeling secure Feeling special,a feeling of goodness A feeling of care,a feeling of trueness So close so near so much love we share A feeling of emptiness if you weren't here Do not ever want to let this feeling i feel go Let this be something i'll forever know What would i feel without you Like i'm in a dark place all lonely In a cold cold room, with no one to hold me But while i'm with you I feel like i'm in paradise Your everything i want I never want to leave this place I'm not goin even front You make me feel good with all that you do I feel LOVED when i'm with you. i

Lost It
life is not a game u don't need to play with it at r with someone els life if u going to be with some one then don't play with them i tell u this someone on here has play with my hart and life and it not right she know how she is.

I Want You To Know ......
I want you to know i know i haven't been on as much ....I know i have neglected to comment and rate pics .....I am not making excuses i have been really busy since son was in hospital......I have been helping out at there school as well......But i do know i will be back soon and i will post comments rate and fan and add more ....I will b moving in the near future, I am having an MRI done today to find out what is wrong w/ my knee i may need surgery i hope not :) but I love all my friends and family i miss you all I will b on more in a few weeks and i will do what is expected of me ...Love to you all many blessings as well....Thx Penny .....

Why Am I To Blame For Your Problems!
This is in response to a blog someone wrote. I wasn't able to comment on the blog or their page, so Now I will comment in my Blog! And this way she can't erase it anyway. Wow pretty stupid on her part if you ask me. I would have just let me comment and then erased it. I guess she is too scared her "friends" (whatever she may have left) May actually see what kind of person she really is if i left the truth there for everyone to read. Maybe she is afraid she wouldn't be able to erase it in time. Oh well what ever. Here is the link to her blog if you wanna read it for your self http://cherrytap.com/blog/76262/321763 or here it is copied and pasted. SHE SAYS: ...........And my friendship was questioned? It's my turn now....Does A TRUE friend try to hook up their husbands ex-girlfriend with one of their friends ex-husband, and evidently knowing that she still had feelings for him and was considering reconcilliation? Be-friending the ex-girlfriend, taking her shopping, ta

Need Entries!
well.. its time for me to have a contest. send me a photo, it will run from friday the 27th to friday the 4th... (as long as i have 10 entries or more) lets see those best smiles!!!... urs, ur kids, ur b/fs or g/fs, it doesnt matter. let me know what pic u want to rip and ill rip it.. comment bombing is allowed. no downrating. that will not be tolorated. you may bomb urself. hell do it day and night! just get me a pic! the prizes are as follows and will be purchased during happy hour 1st corvette 2nd motorcycle 3rd diamond ring/mens bracelet/ or a plat cherry ur choice. during my last contest i had enough to buy every1 a gift. if that happens and this goes well again, u will atleast get a little something.

Ers
I have had the opertunity to spend 4 late night 4 hour shifts in the ER helping the nurses for my EMT-Enhanced clinical time and I have noticed that these people never get enough get acknowledged for the fine job they do and hardly ever get a thank you. Has anyone ever thought about what they have to put up with in there jobs or see when they are at work. Everyone sems to think there emergency is worse then the next person. But did anyone ever stop to thing about the people who come to the ER to say there good byes to aloved one or to pick up a child that was criticly injured in a MVA or ever some one having a life threatening injury. Well next time you go to the ER think about these things treatment takes time test results take time and saving a criticly injured loved one takes time too. So after you get seen by a doctor and are told you can go home a few words of thanks could help these people working in the ER have a better day or even feel appreciated.

It Hurts So Deep
It hurts so deep I feel it in my bones This pain that noone else can feel I wish I could share it But noone seems to care enough I know you all "say" you care But your reactions leave me empty The hole grows wider, deeper with each passing min It seems nothing will clog this open drain For every bit of emotion, blood, and organ Has drained from it I dream that one day this gap will get smaller, slimmer

I Hate My Life
Everyone hates me All they do is yell I hate my life Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me Why can't I have a normal life Why can't I ahve people who love me Don't cheat on me Everyone hates me Why live on threw life When no one likes you Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me It's hard to live on When no one loves you No one cares about you I hate my life Why can't it end I'm sick of everyone hating me Not liking me I hate my life It's time to end it

Some New Cd's We Bought...joss Stone, Kings Of Leon, And Amy Winehouse
ONce again you'll have to look up the titles, but they are the newest releases from these artists. I am technologically retarded enough to avoid downloading music, and I still buy the cd's, because somethimes there are gems on there that make the cd, but the world will never hear. Kings of Leon----The new release from these guys, I'll be honest, I've listened to about 20 times, and I don't think they're as great as the reviewers say. Granted, I do like their sound, but I get the feeling that if Fugazi and Neil Young ever had a child, its name would be Kings of Leon. Some of they vocals seem disjointed from the band, like he's singing a whole different song. I like the simplistic feel of the band. They make me feel that I could play these songs, and quite quickly. And there is a fuzzy sound that I love. Sometimes the bass, sometimes the guitar. The vocals fit the band, raw, but listenable. I give it a 6 out of 10 Joss Stone---I love Joss Stone's voice, very soulful, v

Sweetest Tat Contest
Im holdin my very first contest or tryin to an id love to get atleast 10 entries for sweetest tat contest males an females welcomed....i will start it once i get 10 contestants an self bombin is allowed an other bombin is allowed....prizes will be rolex first place 2nd place diamond ring or mens ring 3rd place will be diamond earrins or mens bracelet pls send me the link to ur pic an i will get it tyvm Just click my pic below and send me your pic so we can get this contest started: rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows' on '2007-04-24 12:28:59') (repost of original by '*** Lovin The Cherries *** (**CoUnTrY fUk** CT Wife)' on '2007-04-24 12:40:00') (repost of original by 'DJ WYLDONE TBR~BARTENDER&~The Ace Cafe Ass. manager(Ace2's stalker and playtoy)' on '2007-04-24 12:40:47') (repost of original by '*** L

Hmmm
During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 litre of urine. In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs. In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept! Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. Annually you will shake hands with 6 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket. At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Daily you will breath in 1 litre of other peoples' anal gases. HAVE A GREAT DAY!

Getting Tested Is Soo Important
i know it can be scary and waiting is awful even if you dont have symptoms ..get tested for stds its important even if your in a faithful committed bullshit lol cause you never know ...the reason i bring this up is because i got a call from a friend of mine asking for a ride to the doctors to get checked. they said she has chlamydia nd possibly herpes. the only person she could have gotten it from was her ex fiance. it really sucks if she has herpes too cause she wants kids and having that will effect her and her husbands descison to have kids and her husbands likely to ship out in a couple months .. dont worry jonni ..ill drive you all the way to texas to have a chat with that fuckface virgin ...anyways im planning on going to get testedagin next weekend anyone need to do the same a nd need a ride hit me up

To My Mel
Best Friends Love GROWS and fades New friends are made But I'll always be here for you Nothing can take that away I'll be here for you Through thick and thin Good times && bad I'll be the sister you wish you had I'll be your shoulder to cry on I'll be your best friend until the very end

Devilsplayground666 Updated!
www.devilsplayground666.com I've been working to update the Playground recently, lots of new horror pics have been added. So if anyone hasn't visited recently, make sure you stop by. Also I'm looking for more new pics to place on there, so if you have something horrific message me with it and you'll get a link on the Playground. www.devilsplayground666.com

You Would Never Guess
This is an email that probably went around before and has come around again. But I thought it was important enough to add it to my blogs that I have here. Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 as age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in wa

How Do You Rate On The Sex Appeal Meter?
My result for How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter? is The Super-Cool ‘UnYou can look sexy when you want and blend with the crowd when you want. You have total control over your sexiness, and do not use it to disarm people. The best bet, according to me.How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter? created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

Loneliness Pt 2
I have been doing alot of thinking as of late. And I have realized my biggest fear ever. I am no longer IN love with my husband. Not to get confused with I don't love him at all. I will always love him because he was my first love and he and I have a beautiful daughter together. But I am no longer IN love with him. He has changed so much over the last three years. I feel he and I have grown apart. He has become more involved with his band and spends less and less time with me and Gracie. He made me so happy in the beginning, but now all I feel is sadness even when we are together I don't enjoy his company. Do any of you think I am bad for this? hell when we got married he had just turned 18 and I was getting ready to turn 19. And here I am going on 22 years old and I am afraid to be alone. I was never afraid to be alone before. I was actually afraid of commitment and attachment. And now I am afraid to be alone. The main reason I have stayed with him after he has told me repeatedly

Not Again... I Hate Cancer And Death
My best friend died of heart failure a little over 2 years ago and now I jsut found out that one of our best friends has cancer. my grandpa has lung cancer... I HATE CANCER!

Bulletins
I posted two Bulletins yesterday, along with a few in the past. Long story short, if you don't care enough to even look at mine let alone re-post it for me.....Do not ask me to repost yours. If you are not in my family, Don't even bother asking. If you are in my Family, good luck also. Sorry if I waste your time or my shit's not worth your time to even look. If you don't like what I'm saying, rate my shit a '1', remove yourself from my list, block my ass, and Piss Off! Being Friends and Family means Give and Take.

11 Signs That Your Know When Your In Love
ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

Fun Day At Work
I work with my sister and a girl named Tammy. Both have children that are watched by their mother's. Last night, Tammy called Lisa and told her that her mom couldn't watch her kids today (She has 3) and that she was bringing them into the office. She asked Lisa if she wanted she could bring Madison in for a play day! Her kids are 4, 6, 9. i think. They are in school, so from 12:30 pm til 3:30 pm it's just Madison here to be on her own til they get here again! She hasn't stopped getting into things since the youngest one left. I've got a head ache, and I'm praying for nap time! Right now, she's crying, very loud. Thank God there are no clients calling in today! Well, pray or chant that I get through today sane! Hugs, Besley!

-a Tributeto The Memory Of Step Dad Larry Lizer
IN MEMORY OF LARRY, A SON, A HUSBAND, A FATHER, A BROTHER AND AND UNCLE, A RELATIVE AND A CO-WORKER, AND IN-LAW, AND A FRIEND TO ALL. LARRY WAS MANY THINGS TO ALL, EACH IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAY. THE MEMORY OF LARRY IS FRESH IN EACH OF OUR MINDS.LET NOONE THAINK THAT THE MEMORY WILL DIE. REMINDERS OF HIM ARE EVERYWHER BECAUSE HE TOUCHED OUR LIVES SO DEEPLY.SOME HAVE BEEN JUST RECENTLY, YET OTHERS HAVE BEEN LIFE LONG. LET US TAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THESE MEMORIES WILL HELP US TOGETHER THROUGH THESE SAD TIMES.

You Knew You Could Hurt Me...
You knew you could hurt me You knew I could be torn apart You knew I would fall for ur art You really saw nothing in me But you put words into my head You tried to push me around You tried to bring me down You said I love you And you said you meant it You thought I believed you But I had you tricked You thought I was desperate You thought I wanted your dick But now I laugh at you For the pain you think you caused Cause this is the plan That you had all along I was ready for the day That was to come I wish I would have told you To go get a gun I don't care what you do I don't care who you screw Your life is pathetic And noone will help you Don't think your sad story Is gonna effect people They could care less That your such a mess It's your own fault For having no brains So quit acting like your something And get in the game

My Heart
The falling rain a heart in pain the dark of night no more light Will I ever be free to just be me to fall in love or see the stars above Is it too late to find my soulmate I thought all was good I definitely misunderstood The tears pour out what is love about I thought I knew but I know it's not true How I wish you could see what it's done to me I have been through hell not all is well So if you still care please do share and give me a sign that you are still mine

Dont Talk To Drunks!
A woman was shopping at the local supermarket where she selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to checkout, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're fuckin ugly."

4-27-07 Astrology
Is a no-nonsense type suddenly buttering you up? Are old friends suddenly being ultra assertive? Listen to these topsy-turvy signals and be cautious. Moving with a measured tread helps you avoid any snakes on the path.