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Nothing
Evelyn Hope I. Beautiful Evelyn Hope is dead! Sit and watch by her side an hour. That is her book-shelf, this her bed; She plucked that piece of geranium-flower, Beginning to die too, in the glass; Little has yet been changed, I think: The shutters are shut, no light may pass Save two long rays thro' the hinge's chink. II. Sixteen years old, when she died! Perhaps she had scarcely heard my name; It was not her time to love; beside, Her life had many a hope and aim, Duties enough and little cares, And now was quiet, now astir, Till God's hand beckoned unawares,--- And the sweet white brow is all of her. III. Is it too late then, Evelyn Hope? What, your soul was pure and true, The good stars met in your horoscope, Made you of spirit, fire and dew--- And, just because I was thrice as old And our paths in the world diverged so wide, Each was nought to each, must I be told? We were fellow mortals, nought beside? IV. No, indeed! for God abov

Good - Bye My Friend
I hate you What the hell did I ever do to you? I cant believe your lies no longer To sincerly apoloigize Talking about how your pride wont let you Boy please Your full of shyt You just think about yourself Thats why we dont talk You dont wanna risk your happiness Cuze you might see my tears And then you have the nerve to say That I lost a friend! FUCK THAT! You have NO reason to even be mad And your no friend Your a bitch You bailed on me When I really needed you How could you do that to me? Cant you see its killing me? Dont you see these tears in my eyes? Or are you really just that blind? Fuck you Your no longer my friend I will no longer be there till the end I wont care if you get hurt Not after you treated me like dirt I'm sick of caring about you When you dont even care about me Cuze if you truly cared You never would have bailed I'm done wasting my time On a bitch like you So just leave me alone I'm sick of you So good bye my

The Sensed Presence And Romantic Love
Love is an example of the self/other relationship. Even though it's really about ourselves, we experience it as being to do with another person. To see more deeply into it, we need to look at the experience of 'the other' more deeply. There hasn't been a lot of research on the subject. There are many studies that have yielded interesting statistics about how being in love affects academic performance, how it affects the immune system, how it influences the perceived quality of life, and a range of other findings. But the experience itself remains elusive, especially in terms of neurology. There is one line of research that suggests something about the nature of love, and it seems that love is only instance of a larger group of experiences: relating to the 'other'. After looking at the evidence, it seems to me that the 'other' is one's self. I'm thinking of some research into an experience called "The Sensed Presence." Its that feeling people get, usually at night, where they f

Tuesday Jan 30
Well I'm loaded and headed to a Wal-Mart in southern Mississippi. I'm scheduled to be there by noon tomorrow, then I go up to Jackson, Mississippi and pick up a load for Atlanta, Georgia for thursday. Anybody on my route that wants to meet for coffee or a soda or a sandwich - - give me a yell. Sorry I don't drink anything stronger while driving . . .

Back In The Saddle Again...big Tour Kick Off I Detroit W/ Amber Pacific And Daphne Loves Derby
Message: Hey gang! Just wanted to drop by and let you know we have a few shows starting to show up on the books, the first being in Detroit with Amber Pacific and Daphne Loves Derby. Here are the details: 02/27/2007 06:30 PM - Shelter 431 E. Congress Detroit, Michigan 48226 US Cost: 12.00 Description: w/ Amber Pacific and Daphne Loves Derby Doors: 6:30 stage time: TBA 03/03/2007 08:00 PM - Headliner's 4500 N. Detroit Ave. Toledo, Ohio 43605 US Cost: $5 and $7 Description: Other Acts TBA http://www.headlinerstoledo.com

A Holiday Trip Every Man Wld Want (story)
u'r at the airport lookin for me and i aproach ya wearin a mini skirt, woman beater shirt, boots with thigh high stockings...i wrap my arms around u.....and u? and I take you in my arms, and hug you tightly, kissing on your neck, whispering in your ear how wonderful it is to finially get to hold you. i gather my things, and follow to your car (and if i don't drive)? how did you get to the airport? i took a bus just for u.......theres lots of hotels close to the airport. lead the way my dear we hop in a cab for the five min drive, we arrive at the hotel.... we walk in the hotel room, and i immediately drop my things, grab you by your ass, and pick you up, feeling the heat as your pussy presses up against my stomach. i kiss you passionately, deeply. convaying with my lips how much i want you. how i am craving you. all i can think is ohhh my as i wrap my legs tighter around u, u notice i am wearin no panties i walk over to the bed with you stil wrapped arou

Happiness
What makes a person happy? For me is kind words. Someone who cares about me and ask and truly cares about the answer and not just saying to to be sayign it. On days when I am feelilgn blue God always throws something my way to make me smile. Like right now on my TV is Elvis. I love watching him and listening to him sing. When I am in my car it's animals or just something silly. A horse running in an open field, a cow reaching through a fence to get to what they think is better grass. Sometimes i come home feeling jacked up and then life hits me and I feel human again. It is then my kids help me for I know they really love me. I just wish that once I could feel love from someone other than my family. Does anyone know what I mean.

Re: My Kids Need You
I was dumb again and enteed another contest because it was for cute kids and I think my kids are adorable. So Please take a minute or two and click the pic below rate it and leave as many comments as you can I will happly return the favor tomorrow since I only have a few comments left today......... Click this pic

In Loving Memory Of My Grandson
My Little Angel Child ~Little Man~ I Love You There is a little angel Who is always standing by He's there when I am happy But also when I cry He's followed me along life's way Quiet and serene I know he even waits for me When I take time to dream I must suppose that angels Are everywhere around But rarely do I hear someone Say tis what they have found I think God sent this angel Because He knew he'd see me through That there would be so many times That's exactly what he'd do I can almost see him Running here then there Tiptoeing cloud to cloud When he isn't here Most times he's like my shadow And so much a part of me I think that's why God picked her Cause He knew that's how he'd be One day I know I'll meet her Will see him face to face And we will hug each other In a tender, warm embrace I think last night I saw her With wings so light and fair And as the breeze embraced him I saw the wind blowing in his hair God is the one w

Love On Earth And In Heaven
You are my love, my rock of Gibraltar, I fell in love with you all the way to the altar. I had seen you once before, In a modern department store. I asked you for a date, Even though it was getting late. When you said “Yes”, I stuttered, I guess. I later asked you to be my bride, I remember how you cried and cried. We knew where we were heading, A nearby church for our wedding. On the first of June, We went to Niagara Falls for our Honeymoon. We went for a boat ride at the foot of the “Falls”, And shopped through the mini mall. Today, we realize that God from up above, Has gifted man and woman with love. Love and peace go together, Here on Earth and Heaven forever. This was Written by My Net Grandmother She dedicated this poem to Her Husband FRANK A PELLEGRINO the famous Author

Friend
FRIENDS How Many Friends? The old man turned to me and asked "How many friends have you?" Why 10 or 20 friends have I, And named off just a few... He rose quite slow with effort And sadly shook his head "A lucky child you are To have so many friends," he said But think of what you're saying There is so much you do not know A friend is just not someone To whom you say "Hello" A friends a tender shoulder On which to softly cry A well to pour your troubles down And raise your spirits high A friend is a hand to pull you up From darkness and despair... When all your other "so called" friends Have helped to put you there A true friend is an ally Who can't be moved or bought A voice to keep your name alive When others have forgot But most of all a friend is a heart A strong and sturdy wall For from the hearts of friends There comes the greatest love of all!!! So think of what I've spoken For ever

Ode To My Daydream Lover
Ode To My Daydream Lover by BlueWolf I can not say where we will land On rocky shores or sifted sand Our hearts entrenched as we sail on The prayers of two such lovers long. Severed souls from our bodies at rest Sailing through ether to avoid the test Of whom they will love, or if they will be If not of each other, then I dread to see. Our voyage is ending, we feel it within Gentle vapors of wind on the folds of our skin The bodies unite with the souls that were free To wake with one another, our hearts beg to be. I cannot promise that our love, it will last Our lives, they are tainted with scenes of the past. What I do know, my love, is our hearts, they will try To encase all our love so that it will not die. Time measures us all, our lives and our hopes The distance between us, the pain we will cope. To summon the wisdom to make our love grow To lie her beside you and wish you to know. I've love you so dearly, this time has moved fast To take you, m

Women Share Tipe On Dating
Women Share Tips On Dating >NOTE: If you'd like to learn the easiest, fastest, lowest-rejection way to meet women, then read this: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/MeetingWomenOnline/ ***SUCCESS STORY*** Hey Dave, Great news. I tried C + F with a girl I've known for over a year as a friend but would never dream of "approaching"... I asked her advice about fashion and took her shopping with me for clothes. I busted on her the whole time about looking at my ass, etc. So a few days later I get a call. "What do you like to drink? How 'bout I stop by with some beers and hang out?" Between our second and third lovemaking sessions she apologizes for taking up my time, and confesses that she's not really looking for a relationship right now. Hopes I'm not mad. Pure gold, man. This woman is ten years younger and the highest paid stripper at a local bar. I'm broke, short, bald, cocky, and funny. Go figure. Thanks a million. Don't print my na

"stepping Stone"
WRITTEN BY ZAKK WYLDE These words speak exactly how I have felt lately I've tried I've tried Oh I've tried I've been bought and sold One to many times I aint your puppet, no And I ain't your steppin' stone I should have looked before I jumped I should have known Out and down Lost and never found Deaf and blind Insane and out of line I ain't your puppet no And I ain't your steppin' stone I should have looked before I jumped I should have known I ain't you puppet no And I ain't your steppin stone I should have looked before I jumped I should have known

Needs And Worries
Needs and worries What if half the things you thought you needed, you didn't really need at all? Imagine the freedom of letting them go. What if half the things that worry you so much were really no cause for concern? Think of how much more positive and productive you could be. Some of your needs and your worries have some basis in reality. Yet they can easily become blown far out of proportion by your thinking. You can choose to put them in their place. You can choose to simply let them fall away and to put your energy into those things that truly matter. This is a great day to begin living with positive, creative intention. This is a great day to go beyond the limitations that your mind has previously convinced you to accept. Open your eyes to the abundance that is yours. Focus more energy on your best possibilities and bring your own special joy to life. -- Ralph Marston

Cherry Fairy
YOU JUST HAVE BEEN KISSED BY THE CHERRY FAIRY HERE ARE THE RULES YOU MUST PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERY ONE YOU KNOW INCLUDING THE ONE WHO POSTED THIS IF YOU RECIEVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED 1 KISS = YOU ARE LOVED 2 KISSES= YOU ARE VERY LOVED 3 KISSES= YOU ARE EXCEPTIONALLY LOVED 4 KISSES = YOU ARE MORE THAN LOVED SHARE THE LOVE WITH EVERY ONE YOU KNOW --------------------------------------------- Please leave your kisses here! Andrew

Ever Feel Like?
Ever feel like people see you but dont listen to you? People see you on the outside but not want to take the time to get to know you on the inside? That you could stand there and scream and people would stare instead of asking whats wrong? Today someone said that he didnt no how to talk to me... HERES A SUGGESTION... Him.. Hi there how are you Me... Fine and you Him...So whats going on? Me...Not alot just got home and what about you? Him..I just thought id say that you are hot Me..Well thanks your pretty cute urself Him...Are you single? Me...Ya what about you? Him...Ya... OK see thats how you can talk to me....DAMNIT

Yippee
Ok... I more than likely won't be on much at all this week-end. I have my mini vacation up to Madison today and tomorrow. Dinner with some friends that I haven't seen in years tomorrow night, and Sunday... Sunday is of course when the Bears will win the Superbowl... just for my birthday... that is all I want... my Bears to win on Sun... so I hope all of you have a great week-end and I hope to check in sometime! *luv* ~Mrs. Wright~

Dark Tears
Dark Tears When you left I cried dark tears. When I felt alone I cried dark tears. When love was lost I cried dark tears. When my comfort was gone I cried dark tears. When you died I cried dark tears. When I realized you were never coming back I cried dark tears.

My Poem Of Lacie
Before you I was never happy Before you I felt like i didnt really have a place in the world Before you I never smiled as big as i do now Before you I didn't have anything to look forward to Before you I felt like I had no one that cared for me Just doing the same thing everyday was putting a strain on my heart But now I have you My World, My Soul Baby Girl I will Love You Till Death Do Us Part My Life With You Means Everything Love You Baby Girl

40 Feet Below
War dividing Tectonic boarders sliding Slam dance in a vat of nitrogen Still the beat in a slumber of cryogenics Biomechanize the innocent Discharge the discorporate, comatose, and apathetic Loaded rifles for all cattle in attendance Blunt force suppressant Chemical burn oppression Brand new utility belt decked out with all the latest weapons Jacked up with enough fire power to burn down the heavens String them out on hate and doubt You give them guns and they take clout Tiles are falling; you put them up with mud and not with grout Lack of structural integrity Collapsing under the pressure that mounts You’re going to get found out They see you cowering behind the dust cloud When the smoke and mirrors blow away and crash You’ll go from king to bitch in a muzzle flash Make a mad dash to get your bitch ass under cover The fools have started thinking and the laymen have learned to read The holly men have turned to drinking, and the faithful are on to the deceit W

10 Husbands, Still A Virgin
10 Husbands, Still a Virgin A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he k

The Awakening Part Ll
The Awakening Part ll A gentle touch like that of a dove As she takes my hand with her black leather glove The woman in the red velvet gown Takes me to the stairs and leads me down An intracate staircase, extravagantly detailed Like nothing my eyes have ever beheld Black velvet carpet adorning every stair As I make my way down to the lair Every step is adorned with six crimson rubies Three to the left and three to the right, Ten Karat beauties An oak railing etched with gold An extravagant site to behold Six hundred and sixty six steps down, we reach the lair All the sudden she's no longer there Standing alone I look around Eighteen candles the room surrounds Black vevlet carpet on the floor Ten Karat rubies there are one hundred more A solitary coffin in the center of the lair So extravagant i

Parallax, A Poem.
----- Parallax ----- She should not rage who walks the Night, with Passions stirred and Soul alight, who walks the day with Heart astir, To Serve her Lord who cannot bear, The harsh light so unending there, For yet her service - gifted Love, the Loyalty of her heart Prove, That Love's Unending Passion sees, The Flight of Two Souls Celestine, The Passions unknown to the herd, Who for description lack all word, And yet mute witness there they are, with no Respect and thus afar, From Those Protecting while They're served, Despite the folk in world absurd, For that she serve Him willing thus, Their Love unites Them, without fuss. ^Uyraell^ 2/03/2007, Feb, 3rd.

Please Don't Tell Me You Voted For This Guy!
President Bush: "Peter. Are you going to ask that question with shades on?" Peter Wallsten of the Los Angeles Times: "I can take them off." Bush: "I'm interested in the shade look, seriously." Wallsten: "All right, I'll keep it, then." Bush: "For the viewers, there's no sun." Wallsten: "I guess it depends on your perspective." Bush: "Touche. --an exchange with legally blind reporter Peter Wallsten, to whom Bush later apologized, Washington, D.C., June 14, 2006

Perpetual Love
The love I have for you will never fade It consumes me like a roaring flame The pain I feel inside Will never subside But the tears can no longer fall As I watch life goes by, but all life has left my soul All joy has left my heart I am now empty If its love that you seek, if it is happiness that you long for, I wish you well That is the true intentions of my heart, no longer consumed with rage Life goes on Or so it seems But the day you decided to no longer stay All life has stood still No words can describe the pain, the hurt I feel No words can describe the anguish and shame. Till the day I die I will not stop loving you. My mind never stop thinking about you Never forget what we have been through. I will never forget the I love you’s .. The dreams we had of being together I will never forget that Never stop loving you And this love allows me to say goodbye Because not being with you… Is perpetual suiside.

Update On Brian
I just got word today that Brian is in ciro in the hospital there. He's had a heart attack and he also has internal injuries. They are gonna try and send him home but not sure when and to where. Please I ask for you to still keep him in your prayers. Thank you and God bless you all. briana

Is It Really Love
AS I LAY APON MY BED I ASK MYSELF THIS...WHEN YOU GO TO BED AT NIGHT AM I THE ONE YOU THINK OF IS IT ME YOU REALLY LOVE...IS IT LOVE YOU FEEL OR LUST...YOU MAY ASK ME WHY I CARE AND THE ONLY ANWSER I CAN BEAR IS BECAUSE YOU REALLY DO CARE I LOVE YOU WHOLE HEARTEDLY WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING I CAN'T HANDLE NOT HAVING YOU NEAR...IS IT LOVE?? OR AM I DREAMING OF YOU HOPEING YOU CARE I LOVE YOU BABY DON'T EVER THINK I DON'T YOUR THE ONE I HAVE TO HAVE YOUR THE ONE I NEED PETE YOUR A WORNDERFULL MAN AD A GEART HUBBY*MUAH* Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

A Soldiers' Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

If I Was Your Girlfriend..
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? idk where number five is . 6.) Would you take me anywhere special? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? and idk where number eight is . 9.) If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.) Would you think about the past? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If someone tried to fight with me in front of you wat would you do? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Whats my best physical

An Angel Inside Me
An Angel Inside Me Although you were not meant to be, you were the little Angel inside of me. All of the tears, worries and cries, Who would have known we would have to say good-bye. Me and your daddy only knew each other a short while, We didn't plan to have you but excepted you with a smile. Our lives so quickly began to change, Our future plans had to be re-arranged. Three weeks went by, and the end was here, This is the day I needed Hospital care. I couldn't believe what was happening to me, The little person was leaving that was inside of me. We named you Mackayla if you were a girl, and maybe Christopher if you were a boy, Didn't really matter as long as your birth was a healthy and happy joy. When your daddy and I heard the news that you were gone, I began to wonder how could our broken hearts go on? We didn't get to see you, We didn't hear your cry, We didn't get to see you in all the cute clothes we would buy. My precious Angel I want you to know t

Is It Possible
Is it possible That someone like you Could complete me? You're the only one I want The only one I think about The only one I truly love You've treated me wrong sometimes As I've done the same But everyone makes mistakes And your not one of mine Be with me for the rest of time I'll give you my heart And you give me your mind

I'm Goin Back To Bed
Going back to bed. I'm only 3065 away from a new level. If anyone is bored enough and wants to rate my stash and my pictures, please feel free to do so. It would make my day to wake up to a new level! See Ya'll tomorrow. BrattyBytch

Salute Photo..
I don't have a camera again right now, but as soon as I get one I will get a salute. It won't be for awhile, because I'm in the process of doing some other shit when I'm not busy so when I get the time I will get to a store and get a Digital! Oh, and the baby thing, I might not be! I started yesterday, but my mom says I could still be. . . So we'll just have to wait untill my app. to find out. I HOPE I AM!! lol.. Alright... Keep sending the love!!!!! Later ♥

Having A Sense Of Humor For Difficult People....
I sincerely believe that it takes a positive mindset to put any situation in proper perspective. In talking to a crisis caller the other night, she mentioned that it was so hard to maintain a positive perspective when dealing with difficult people. I told her though that she shouldn't play into it though and enable him to continue his negativity. After all, sometimes it just takes a little bit of positivity on our end to help continue to spread a bit of positive energies to others. The example I provided to her was: He comes in and says (grumbling), "I have had a horrible day. The rain messed up my day today and, dang it, it kept me from getting anything done and now I am so much further behind. I am never going to be able to catch up. Move out of my way!" Her response could be (to throw him off a bit), "Well, at least, the rain's waters will be able to help fill up the rivers and lakes so that we can have some fun in the waters this summer!" As I moved forward to ta

Bbc Radio 3
This past Sunday's Cowan Collection, Sunday Gala and 3 for All were, I gather, the last. (So I'll be listening in - the Listen Again link holds them until this next Sunday - and possibly taping for own-use; great shows. I voted for a CD of the Week on the Cowan Collection I think it was- I have a tape of that segment, will check..., left a note explaining my choice in the space allowed to do so, and was quoted, early in 2006 :) )

Guys Do This
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____??? I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. []1 []2 []3 []4 []5 []6 []7 []8 []9 []10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________ Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Ye

Update!
Well today I had my biopsy, not as awful as it seemed it would be! Everything went fine and I am home, I am a little sore now that the numbing stuff wore off, but I am keeping my word and letting you all know I am fine! I will have the results in a week, and in four weeks I go back, and if the lump is still there the dr said that he would remove all three of them through an incision so that they cannot develop into cancer if it is not already! Thanks all for your support and kind words while I have been going through this! You guys are some of the best friends a gal could ask for! HUGS AND KISSES! Jill

Oral For Girls
how important is it to u to orgasim when a guy goes down on you? i know myself, once a girl start sucking me, i'd rather cum in her mouth than get in her pussy. why? cuz after i go, gimme a min and i'll be ready to fuck that pussy :D. but when i go down on a girl, i don't wanna stop. sure i might be hard as a rock, but i'd rather lick her into O-blivion that stick it in. cuz i know once she goes that way, i can wait a sec, and climb inside and start banging away. so girls, how important is it to u to cum from oral, and how do u like to do it? would you rather start oral and then have him inside before you cum, or cum then have him inside?

Lyrics-type O Negative -bloody Kisses -blood & Fire
Artist: Type O Negative Album: Bloody Kisses Title: Blood & Fire I always thought we'd be together And that our love could not be better Well with no warning you were gone I still don't know what went wrong You don't know what I've been through Just want to put my love in you No more nights of blood & fire All those special memories Now I bleed for you - burn for me Perhaps I was just dreaming When I think these things had real meaning You don't know what I've been through Just want to put my love in you Love eternal Lust infernal Bleeding, burning Needing, yearning I see your face in every flame With no answers I have only myself to blame Of all the women I have know - they're not you I'd rather be alone No more nights of blood & fire

Hey Everyone....
I am in a contest and I was wondering if you guys could help me win by comment bombing my pic. I am already behind cause I didnt know it had started. Any amount of comments will be great. Thanks in advance! Vamp

Behind You
In the dark of obsidian night, I stay secret completely out of sight, I follow your footsteps on the street, I listen to the shuffles of your feet, I stalk you past the shops, and over the back wall, Waiting for you to stumble or even fall, Your breath condenses in the air, And the wind trails it through my hair, You carry on, expecting nothing, And so your steps reduce to lazy shuffling, The night flashes off my teeth, And twinkles off the jewels on my daggers sheath, But still you do not see, You don’t see the shadows you don’t see me, Perspiration trickles down your neck, As you struggle to keep your now rapid breathing in check, But still I make no sound, no noise within the dark, All you hear is a gate creaking and a lonely dog bark, You feel your pulse come on fire, And your body heat rises steadily higher, I watch you through eyes that see all, And my gaze seems to make your skin crawl, I gain on you tensing my muscles drawing my knife

I Believe---
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for "true love". I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be I believe - . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe -

I Apologize To Tribalbutterflyy
I had a picture posted recently that was a little out of line, and I didn't realize it until a woman pointed it out to me in offense. She had a right to point, and I understand now why the picture was wrong. I'm sorry Tribalbutterflyy, for offending you with this picture. Thank you for telling me.

Static Fires - Warning!!!
Static Fires Bob Renkes of Petroleum Equipment Institute is working on a campaign to try to make people aware of fires as a result of "static" at gas pumps. His company has researched 150 cases of these fires. His results were very surprising: 1. Out of 150 cases, almost all of them were women. 2. Almost all cases involved the person getting back in their vehicle while the nozzle was still pumping gas. When finished and they went back to pull the nozzle out the fire started, as a result of static. 3. Most had on rubber-soled shoes. 4. Most men never get back in their vehicle until completely finished. This is why they are seldom involved in these types of fires. 5. Don't ever use cell phones when pumping gas. 6. It is the vapors that come out of the gas that cause the fire, when connected with static charges. 7. There were 29 fires where the vehicle was reentered and the nozzle was touched during refueling from a variety of makes and models. Some resulting in ex

What Kind Of Man Do I Like?
MEN LIKE MY DAD! My dad had many occupations in my life time. If he didn't know something, he'd go to school to find out. You name it, he knew how to do it and if he didn't, he knew who to call. My dad was not one to sit around the house to often. He was always doing something or talking to someone. Anyway, here are just some of the occupations he had while I was growing up: Fireman Gas station owner In charge maintenance for the main post office downtown Houston Offshore drilling rig mud logger Paint contractor School bus driver He worked at Brown Oil Tools- I don't know what he did there but, he worked there and went to college full time. Was a route sales rep for Curtiss Candy Co. Owner of a tool store. (I ran it for him as a senior in high school) When he wasn't working, he was volunteering his time in non profit organizations such as: Being a coach for little league baseball and football Being an umpire for little league VFW - Commander for two yea

I Made This One
TOO SEE PIERST CRIMSON IN THE EYES OF THOSE WHO DIED SO SEEMS QIUT SWEET AND FRIGHTFULL OF YOUR SOUL BLEEDING SCREAMING TAKE ME ON A QEUST OF BLOOD SDING DREAMS SO THEY CAN SEE YOU CRY HAPPIENES OF LIFE. I MADE THIS ITS MY FAV. ONE

Wounds From A Stranger
how can you hurt me when you're worthless and you mean nothing. i don't even know you but your careless anger and spite, the words you threw past my face, the barbs in them caught as they flew by. they tore and they hurt though i pretended indifference. now they've festered and eaten a hole. how can words from a stranger who bruised my skin eat at me. like a cancer it makes me sick inside. makes me doubt myself yet again. how can you hurt me when you are nothing? i think it's only because i already believed you. © D. R. Hyden the format is inspired by a good friend of mine, the words were inspired by a drunk redneck stranger who managed to hurt my feelings and my arm.

In Honor Of Valentine's Day
Sent to a friend who had complained that I was glad enough to see him when he came, but didn't seem to miss him if he stayed away. And cannot pleasures, while they last, Be actual unless, when past, They leave us shuddering and aghast, With anguish smarting? And cannot friends be firm and fast, And yet bear parting? And must I then, at Friendship's call, Calmly resign the little all (Trifling, I grant, it is and small) I have of gladness, And lend my being to the thrall Of gloom and sadness? And think you that I should be dumb, And full DOLORUM OMNIUM, Excepting when YOU choose to come And share my dinner? At other times be sour and glum And daily thinner? Must he then only live to weep, Who'd prove his friendship true and deep By day a lonely shadow creep, At night-time languish, Oft raising in his broken sleep The moan of anguish? The lover, if for certain days His fair one be denied his gaze, Sinks not in grief and wild amaze, But, wiser wooer,

Misery Of Life
I sit here in my Jail cell called life Feeling a breath that is not my own. I wonder where life will lead me More pain? More misery? I don't really know. I see a light. I try to reach out but cannot Feel it. It gets closer and I notice It's a figure I reconginze. She tells Me she loves me...and I smile. ~Arcadies~

Jump, So I Did
Rape me of my indescretions pillage from me my self-made lies twirl me in sweet euthinasia in a stupor to drink from your eyes green and blue and tantalising freedom gazes so alone that we wonder when and where or how falling from the balcony Jump, so I did and I almost drownd So lost was I in these new perceptions Alone my dream and mauve the light that tickled me through the fern gully gaze. Shattering your eyes, I finally saw I saw myself and was amazed.

Time Between Friends
Time is never an enemy for friends It is swift for those who don't have each other It is slow for those who are fortunate enough to be friends To be friends For time will always be our partner We fear not, nor grieve from despair We rejoice We laugh Because we know and have Our sincere friendship for each other There is always time for us Because of our love and devotion Friendship is our only measure of time Through you and me For you are my friend, today, tommorow And next time around. For you my beloved queen. No matter what happens, no matter what threats we face, no matter who attempts to get in our way, we will have our chance. I love you Chelsea. I love you.

Emotions
They always get the best of me, Slowly dragging me down. I try to keep them locked away, I try to smile and not frown. But I can't really hide them, And they slowly take control. Clouding up my judgement, Engulfing my dark soul. I always let them get in the way, By them I'm always hurt. I try to keep them to myself, But that just makes it worse. These are emotions I can't let out, But I also can't keep in. I am slowly tearing myself apart, It is time to just give in...

Ok So
im realy board and just feel like putting sumthing on here . hmmm what to say well i just read the new halo novel go me! i am curently at a friends house and every oe is asleep so im all alone and board as hell and no one will pick me up so im stuck here so yep... well that is all THE END!

Need You Guys Comments And Ratings Pleaseee
OK GUYS IM IN YET ANOTHER CONTEST SO SHOW ME SOME MORE LOVE... IT IS THE PHAT TAT CONTEST... ONCE AGAIN COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT LOL!! THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS AGAIN LETS GET ME ANOTHER WIN... TOP WINNER THE JUDGES WILL DECIDE AGAIN THEN THERE WILL BE A WINNER ON RATING AND ONE ON COMMENTS!! HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Joke5
A woman goes to her doctor and tells him that she can't get any from her husband. So he gives her some pills and says "they are experimental pills, put two into his coffee and see what happens". So she does and the next morning come back and says "the sex was great what if I use ten?" And the docter replied "they are experimental pills so try it and see what happens". So the next day she comes back and says "the sex was better, can I put the whole bottle in and see what happens?" The next morning a little boy comes in and says, "my mother's dead, my sister's pregnant, my arse hurts like hell and my father is sitting in the corner saying "here kitty, kitty, kitty, kitty."

Happy Valentine's Day
To everybody on Cherry Tap no matter where in the world you are and for those who think i am weird i am not gay (straight)but to every single person including the guys Happy Valentine's Day everybody from Bruce

Oooops Your Bad
Ya know when you had that girl who would give you the world then you give her up... Your BAD!!!!!!! Ya know when you see your EX in a club and you wanna make her jealous so you start to rub up on your current just to make it look GOOD!!!!! So SAD!!!!! See you need to realize... We got it like that... and YOUR replacement will always be 10X hotter!!! Unlike yours!!! See you lost your dime!!! Now your messin with not even half of what you used to have... AWWWW POOR THING!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAD!!! CAUSE YOULL NEVER SEE THIS ASS AGAIN!!!!!!!

Partner Rape
Partner Rape Submitted by jessicab on Mon, 2006-02-27 18:24. Definition: Sexual acts committed without a person's consent and/or against a person's will when the perpetrator is the individual’s current partner (married or not), previous partner, or co-habitator. 3 types of Partner Rape: Battering rape- The experience of both physical and sexual violence within a relationship. Some may experience physical abuse during the sexual assault. Others may experience sexual assault after a physical assault as an attempt to "make up." Force-only Rape- Motivated by a perpetrator’s need to demonstrate power and maintain control. Therefore, he/she asserts his/her feelings of entitlement over his/her partner in the form of forced sexual contact. Obsessive/Sadistic Rape- Sadistic sexual assault involves torture and perverse sexual acts. Such rape is characteristically violent and often leads to physical injury. Emotional & Physical Reactions: Physical: Injuries to the vaginal

Happy...
To all my friends/loved ones who are mushy-gushy, love sick.. Happy Valentines Day! To those who don't have their Valentine with them or just think its a stupid, commercialized day.. Happy "stupid ass, love crap" Day.. hehe Whichever it is to you, I love you anyways *big cheesy grin* Since I'm too lazy to get a comment to all my friends page, this will have to do. Its my blog and I'll booooowhooo if I wanna.. K, I'm done ... *jumps back into bed, under warm covers, and snuggles with her Frog*

Those Born 1930-1979!
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no child proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, whitebread and real butter and drank koolad

A Bullet For My Valentine
I just want someone to call my own.Valentine's Day is a day invented to charge too much for roses and chocolate.And to make the lonely feel even more alone.Get out of my face, you stupid holiday.

We Need More Mean Moms
"Mean Mom" Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old enough t

Tennessee Farmer
A Big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Tennessee . He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on theother side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing.The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own. The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Tennessee . We settle small disagreements like this; with the "Three Kick Rule." The lawyer asked, "What is the Three Kick Rule?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three times and so on back and

Confused And Lost....
I put up a pretty bad night last night and now i know why. the love of my life the woman i have loved since i was 13 had ended things with me and then later on today tells me she loves me but she needs a break, Her friend and her friends parents are telling her she needs to get rid of me and now her two old best friends say the same thing, But they want me gone because they want in her pants. I talk to my mother in law (Her mother) and she tells me to wait and not lose hope, But i am 10 thousand miles away serving my country... Going on what i am told and not actually be there to see it for myself, How do i re-act? I love this woman with all of my being and i would give everything for her including my own life. And yet i am sitting here powerless to do anything, I am back to being the one without power crying out for some sort of justice. I pray to the gods each night to keep my loved ones safe and keep the love between myself and my wife burning while i am away from

Whips Verses Paddles
I don't know if this is true or not but I have been doing alot of research into this. Whips are suppose to be erotic,fun and yes even a little kinky. Paddles are suppose to be sexy,harmless and not even remotely kinky. Last time I checked that paddles were just as kinky as whips. When did this change?Has kink gotten so-hard core that everyone that is with this community forgot to send me the memo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cuz if so,dang you all hook a sister up with this info,lol.No serious though,I thought that whips and paddles ain't always for everybody,but since when do u have to choice?As in whips verses paddles!Is it now going to be whips n chains verses paddles n scarves...which is more kinky(ding ding....rd1) I don't know about that one,silly if u just ask me.Although in my opionion,I think one is just as kinky as the other especially in the way that u use them.If u r all playful and silly when using them,then that's how it will be.Then again,that's just how I feel

Existence
You can never see me, As I move in the shadow, You can never be me, As you long to be the same, You can never hear me, When all is silent, You can never sense me, When all is still, You can never know me, As I move as if I’m not there, You can never join me, As I walk alone, You can never taste me As I never eat, You can never catch me, As I never stop, You can never speak to me, When I am not there, You can never understand my song, As I sing the night, I can never see you, As you move in the light, I can never be you, As I long to be alive, I can never hear you, When the land is noisy, I can never sense you, When everything moves, I can never know you, As you move when I am there, I can never join you, When you are surrounded, I can never taste you, As you never live, I can never catch you, As you never rest, I can never speak with you, When you ignore me, I can never understand your song, As you shout in t

Mother Superior
Mother Superior called all the nuns together and said to them, "I must tell you all something. We have a case of gonorrhea in the convent." "Thank God," said an elderly nun at the back. "I'm so tired of chardonay."

Tm Thankful For You
Many prayers I know You said for me And happy is what You want me me to be Im so thamnkfulfor a grandma Who cares for me so And all the love To me that you show God certaintly knew What to do Thats he gave A grandma like you This was in a photo album given to me from my grandaughter at xmas

Remembering Our Fallen Soldiers
FOR ALL THEIR DEATH'S WILL NOT DIE IN VAIN !! LUV FOR THE FAMILIES OF ALL OUR LOST SOLDIERS. FOR THOSE NOT AT HOME THAT THEY BE HOME SOON. R.I.P SPC Madore 02/14/2007-U'LL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN HER HUSBAND SPC RONNIE G. MADORE JR. WAS KILLED ON VALENTINE'S DAY BY A IED ATTACK ON HIS TRUCK WHILE HE WAS GOING ON A MISSION... HE LEAVES BEHIND HIS WIFE AND 3 YOUNG CHILDREN... R.I.P Senior Airman Daniel Miller Jr. 7/14/1982-1/7/2007 DIE FROM A I.E.D. BLAST WHILE TRYING TO DISARM A CAR BOMB FOUND ON THE STREETS OF IRAQ THAT WAS A ROUTE FOR OUR SERVICE MEN & WOMEN

Please All Help For Free Morphs
please all help me by going on my mans profile and rate him friend him and fan him.ill make whoever does it a morph and if ya comment the photos ill make ya ll two of them....wyattsdaddy_51@ CherryTAP

Welcome All
HELLO EVERYONE, THANK YOU FOR CHECKING OUT MY BLOG THAT WAS VERY SWEET OF YOU. I'M NEW AT THIS SO TAKE IT EASY ON ME PLEASE...LOL WELL WHAT DO I SAY, I'M A MASSAGE THERAPIST AND A PROPS PERSON IN ACTION MOVIE MAKING. I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS, BUT TO ME THE OLD GROWNING UP TOGETHER FRIENDS ARE THE BEST.

In Flames
[Verse:] People like you You live in a dream world You despise the outside And you fear you're the next one It's in your dream There's just one question Should I kill? Or should I be left behind? Sick and tired Of all your complaints This is the hour We bring it down [Chorus:] I've come to realize Every little glimpse, you fade I was told that I could fly When least expected, cloud connected [Verse:] You seem to be So introverted How come we fail? With all that is given? You crossed the line You remembered my name Time runs backwards As we're heading that way

Just A Thought
The Grand Canyon: No one has ever built a bridge across it- or even wanted to. Walking across a bridge might get us to the other side quicker, but we would miss the point of the Grand Canyon. We shouldn't run across it. Everyone needs to stand there, see his own finiteness and realize there is only one way to the other side: through it's depths.

Wordless Song We Sing
Love, O my love! Keep my songs in your heart and sing them as your own, now and ever onward, just as you have, always done. But please, O my love, please add yourself to the song, and sing them without the dissonance of words. Let them hear the song of our love, without, words. Let them understand the song of our love, without the misinterpretation of thoughts. So remote are we but yet we need not the words to sing our song. Our love, is a complete world of melody on its own. Somehow their words confound me. But our silence pleases me much more. In the silence, I could perceive the notes of our heart, and hear the wordless song of longing and love.

Aw Hell...
doing a little research on opera apprenticeship programs for college students. i've wanted, nay dreamed of singing opera for as long as i can remember...but now, i'm strangled and silenced by my self doubt. i don't even know if i'm even good enough to pursue this as my career. to do this, i have to get my bachelor of arts in perfomance...but i cannot do music theory. in the same way i can't do much math beyond intermediate algebra and elementary geometry. i'm taking a break this semester, trying to stave off burn out. but right now, i'm so messed up, i don't even want to sing! it's so hard to even just sing alone in the fucking car. all through high school i was working toward one goal: to be a professional opera singer, even if it's just bit parts. can i do it? lately my head is so broken, just reading about auditions and applications is making me cry. it's like my heart is crying...im miserable. i have to stop now, i can't see the keyboard through the tears...goddammit

A Collared Bride
A white dress with a black veil Silk stocking with cobweb design My bridal dress is as individual as my mind Traditional vows said in a traditional place But a collar I wear around my neck Indication of the promises already made A wedding to all who see it The guests dressed in vanilla hats But the bride and groom know different Gold bands put onto fingers As words of love and loyalty said But the silver band around my neck reminding me I am no ordinary bride My groom is more to me As he is the owner of my collar and so He owns me

Can't Fight This Any More...
I am so horny right now.My body feels like it is on fire.It feels so good,my hands rubbing all over my naked body.I'm so wet right now,my fingers sliding inside of me,god I wish you were here.I know you will read this,I just want to be your naughty little girl.Give me your soft kisses,your strong hands,lick my pussy,shove your tongus inside of me.God I can feel you already,I need you,we fucked four times that night,I swallowed you.You make me ache so bad for you,cum all over me baby,I am yours for the taking.My nipples are hard and waiting for your mouth,those tender lips,your passionate embrace,I need to feel you against me,I can't wait,I need it now.Make me moan in extasy,give me the pleasure you gave me then,I can feel your breath still,upon my body,as you explore my body.You have given me so much,all I want is to give it back to you.God,you have made me taste life in it's fullest,oh my god,I want to cum for you,again and again.I am yours for the taking,do with me what you will,have

The Anarch Revolt And The Convention Of Thorns
**Speaker is Torvos Bloodbeard, a Viking; my luck in getting him to speak on tape continues to frighten me** I'll tell you about the Convention of Thorns. I was there; I would know what happened. The details aren't all clear any more--I remember a monastery, I remember caves, I remember a year's worth of blood--but that's not what matters. What matters is that the thing was a joke from the start. I had been in Prague, and when the prince of Prague was invited to the Convention he asked me to go instead of him. I suppose he respected my sense of honor; I wasn't about to lie or misrepresent him. It was in England, thankfully most of the conversation was done in a civilized language or at least Latin. On one side you had the Founders: Hardestadt and his cronies. On the other side you had the leaders of Anarch Revolt, a howling pack of honorless savages and villains. I hadn't chosen a side, really; I had spent most of the Anarch Revolt in torpor and I found both sides distastefull. In tha

Apostrophes And Backslash
Have noticed quite a few titles etc. leaving out the apostrophe, say, possibly because it causes a backslash for various reasons... this can be avoided by using it's (that is - ' has the same effect in your title section and some others as an apostrophe, almost; but does not create the leading backslash.) Quite a few people know this already, it's true.

A Firemans Prayer
When I am called to duty, God, Wherever flames may rage, Give me the strenght to save some life Whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child Before it is too late, Or savean older person from The horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert and Hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently To put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and To give the best in me, To guard my every neighbor And protect their property And if according to your will I have to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting hand My children and my wife.

New....trying To Figure This Out!
Hey guys, as yall probably know I am new to this cherry tap thing. I am trying to figure things out on my page so just be patient and give me a lil time....I will eventually get it. I know if I can build a myspace page I can do this....lol. Well much love to all you cherry tappers....later!

Fly Away Home
FLY AWAY HOME I GLANCED UP AND WATCHED GEESE FLY NORTH WITH FLAPPING WINGS AS, I WAIT ANXIOUSLY FOR THIS YEARS COMING SPRING I WAIT FOR THE EASTER FLOWERS TO RISE UP FROM THE GROUND I EAGERLY AWAIT FOR THE GRASS TO TURN GREEN FROM BROWN THE ANIMALS WILL SOON BE GIVING BIRTH ANOTHER SPRING IS HERE ON PLANET EARTH AS I THINK BACK TO MY YOUNGER YEARS WHEN AS A CHILD, I KNEW NO FEAR TO YOUNGER DAYS, WITH KITES FLYING HIGH TO SPRING RAINS AND THE RAINBOWS IN THE SKY I OFTEN DWELL ON MY LIFE'S SCOPE EACH PASSING SPRING, GIVES ME ETERNAL HOPE chris

The Zinn Syndrome*
the ZINN SYNDROME* of Rhey W. Hedges** Harsh reality fades away, Imagination rules the day, Lonely sensations stir inside, Forbidden feelings flutter, Reason falters, Intellect fails, A fantasy of love prevails. The ZINN-effect is fact it seems, it grows my sweetest dream of dreams: “youthful warm affection has grown to woman’s love” … Feelings find expression, sparkling eyes move close to mine, searching lips share silent sounds, softly shaping love’s embrace; breathing quickens, pulses race, two are one in time and place, sharing rhythm, rhyme and pace, … finding love together … Then, … reality returns again ... And once again there is a friend who loves me in a friendly way. The ‘woman’ ZINN, is ‘girl’ again, and I am old, old Rhey. Each time the cycle is complete, I feel the sadness of defeat, and search for reasons to defend, why I have ZINNed again! **(Rhey was recently diagnosed as a chronic “ZINNer”) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

All Please Read!!!!
SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG BUT I HAVE BEEN WORKING AND TAKING CARE OF PERSONAL MATTERS I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ANYONE ON CHERRY TAP. . I HOPE THAT YOU COULD ALL UNDERSTAND THAT MY FAMILY AND PERSONAL LIFE COMES FIRST AND FOREMOST I WILL TRY AND BE ON HERE MORE OFTEN AND FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN CHECKING UP ON ME AND SHOWING ME LOVE I MY ABSENCE THANK YOU VERY MUCH YOU ARE ALL APPRECIATED!!! MUCH LOVE RAMONA! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

True Friends...
Written with a pen Sealed with a Kiss If you're my friend, Please answer this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say, I'm here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the ones I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven And wait for you. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, den you'll know you have a circle of friends. Kk, Friend Send this to............. 0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend. Booo!!! 3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend! 6-9 peeps you are a Good friend 10+peeps you are the bestest friend ever....This is to all the TRUE friends that are out there...for the ones that I know are nothing more than users and thieves...FUCK YOU!! And Karma's a BITCH..and boy it will come back to haunt you!! Love to all, and you know who you are!! **MUAHZZZZZZ** Sassi xoxox

Screwed Up!!!
Okay so yesterday I had to go to Dover to fill out some paper work. Well filling out the paper work went just fine, but while I was leaving the building I lipped on the wet mat that was outside of the building and face planted onto the brick side walk. What Fun! When I slipped and fell my glasses broke, my face got all scratched up, and I sprained my foot. I also scratched up my stomach. OUCH! Anyway's I was rushed to the hospital and my foot was ex rayed and they told me my foot is sprained and they gave me crutches and aced wrapped my foot. OMG my foot freaking hurts. Also tomorrow is my birthday what fun another year older. A screwed up life, but hey it could be worse. Well I have to get going my dinner is done I'll update later bye.

Fdafds
things don't change, people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. it simply means that you move on and treasure memories. letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things just weren't meant to be..but if you truley care for that special something, you will try your hardest to have grasp of it in your own hands, and nothing can take that feeling away from you It's sad when people you know become people you knew when you can walk right past someone like they were never a part of your life how you used to be able to talk to them for hours, and now you can barely even look at them...

Overnight....
Ill try to keep this short, I know I can be a lil long winded sometimes, just get something in my head, an I go on an on..... Well its lil after 6am an im still awake. normally that nothing new, since I work midnights and normally be getting home in the next 30/45mins. But I was off last night, slept some, watched tv an was on here...u know the normal stuff you cant do when u cant sleep. At work I joke w/the ppl I work w/ that "im getting to old for this shit" is not the job I do that im getting to old for or what ever, it’s the working over night shit. Im not as young as I ues's to me (old country music song w/a line in it that says..."on the backside of 30 an knocking on 40s door) I im the process of working on getting a new job that will prob have me work afternoons, which is cool, that I can do. But im also (slowly) in the process of some life changes. Life changes you ask? What are they? Well in a nut shell, it all happened about 28mths ago, w/the birth of my daughter

2201
few weeks ago on a friday, i was playin the lottery, keno at a local pub. where i go to get a beer an burger, its my friday thing. thinkin, ok its goin to cost me 20bucks on keno an 10bucks to eat, thinkin ill prob going to win if im lucky 5-10bucks back. its fun the keno. anyway make a long story short. the 20bucks turned in to $2201.00 that i won. let me tell you it was a BIG help, helped me get out of a few jams i was in an help me get a few things i needed. still playin keno, hopein to win again. i could win anywhere from 1,100 to 11,000(hopin someday to win the big won.) i am no way addited to gambling or anyway liek that. its my entertainment for the the friday night, or more afternoon. never was or still not in to the pub thing. and when it comes to gambling, i know my limit.

Snow!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well it is finally snowing yes first snow in Febuary. Started on Thursday and still going. Yes I know for some I'm strange but I love it. Got some great pic's of it, and still taking more. Oh ya I'm on heaven with the snow

Bad Days
Past 48 hours have been pretty rough. Just looking for a place to vent it out a bit. I work at a group home for boys and last night one of the boys was arrested...for no reason. None of these kids know their rights or the process of the law so they have no chance versus the police. This kid was told that he was arrested for failure to appear in court but yet the cops told us he was arrested for disorderly conduct. It makes me question my career in criminal justice. No wonder people think the systems corrupt. My friend's mother passed away last night...it just makes you think. So thats currently the state I'm in. Just thinking, and feeling horrible for my friend and her family. This weekend was supposed to be crazy. A bunch of random parties were planned for Friday and Saturday, now I'll be spending it at a wake and a funeral...not so much fun. it ain't about how hard you hit...it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward, how much you can take, and keep mov

Bond By Trust
Perhaps im wired differently but whips and chains yes they excite me. Bind my wrist, and burn my skin Letting wax run free, pour slow and sweetly. Draw my breath with one harsh bite. Tourture my body make it yours tonight. Mark my skin In you own loving manner. You my Dominate and I your willing slave. Care for me with your respect. Protect me fromt eh world. Punish me to guide me. And give me words of safety. Never to far will you go. For your love for me insures, but never shall I cross the line because its your joy the helps me survive. I live for you, and you for me. joined by understanding and kept together by love. a Master and Sub. So much more than the eyes can see. Even though some see it as brytallity. But the trust envovled is above all others. Because its more than your body you give to your love. It is all. Heart and mind Body and soul. Protect and honor Love and punish. Respect and discipline, and so much more. The relation

A Day After Work....(one I Need To Happen)
It is a cold February afternoon, and it has been a long day for me at the office. I pull into the drive and park in the garage. I come in the house with a sigh and hang my keys on their hook and lay my briefcase on the table and walk into the living room. As I round the corn, what do I see? The most stunning woman with brown hair with auburn highlights, the most beautiful golden brown eyes, and a devastatingly wicked smile. She is leaning against the wall, sipping lightly from a martini in her hand. She appears to be wearing one of my white dress shirts and a red tie, but nothing else. The fireplace is reflecting off of her eyes and the glass, and she smiles and runs her finger around the rim and asks in her sexiest voice, "Do you want some?" As I move closer, I say "You have no idea" and take a drink of her martini. It is cold and feels good going down. At that moment, I lean forward and run my tongue up her neck to her ear. I see her neck ripple with goose bumps, not knowi

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

A Very Short Story
A Very Short Story Man driving down road. Woman driving up the same road. They pass each other. The woman yells out the window, PIG! Man yells out window, B I T C H! Man rounds next curve. Crashes into a HUGE PIG in middle of road and dies. Thought For the Day: If only men would listen

Let's Say I Break Into Your House.
A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house) According to the protesters: a.. You are Required to let me stay in your house b.. You are Required to add me to your family's insur

My Grades!
Okay so since I have been home and not able to get my progress report. One of my teachers read my progress report over the phone. So here are my grades. World History: A Computer Skills: A Study Skills: P= Passing AR/ Reading Class: I= Incomplete (only because I haven't taken a test on a book yet) BLAH! Algebra 2: B Those are some awesome grades, except for my AR class, but I can bring that up. All I have to do is read a silly book. Blah! Anyway's this is all I wanted to write for this blog too. HAHA!

I Suck
There's someone here that I really wanted in my life but I wrecked it being my typical ass head self. To that person I just want to publicly say to you that I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. Just please know that I have been throuh so much in life that I no loner no how to let people in , I only know how to protect my heart, I never intented to project this bull shit on you. Unfortunately I found out to late that in the process of protecting that heart I pushed away someone who had no intention of breaking it.Once again I'm sorry , I know that doesn't fix anything but I just hope some day you forgive me for it. This song is explains best how I feel..not my lyrics so please don't give me credit for it. Invincible I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I t

Foreplay
Function and effects Psychologically, foreplay lowers inhibitions and increases the emotional comfort of the partners. Physically, it stimulates the process that produces an erection in men, allowing them to penetrate an orifice. In women, it helps stimulate the process that leads to erection of the clitoris and the production of vaginal lubrication, allowing penetration to take place comfortably. In men and women foreplay is considered the precursor to orgasm, NOT the precursor to penetration of an orifice or preparation for penetration. No set of partners, regardless of gender or number, have to penetrate or be penetrated to constitute the sexual act to which foreplay leads. [edit] What constitutes it Whether an act constitutes foreplay depends on the intent. If no intimate sexual acts are intended, foreplay-type actions are often classified as flirting or, in colloquial terms, being "touchy-feely". Foreplay is often subtle in its initial stages. Even before the partn

The 10 Rules For Cybersex....lmao (repost
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Questions
1. Are you afraid of belly lint? NO 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? YES 3. Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room? YES 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? NO 5. Do you like to use post-it notes? YESSSSS! 6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? SOMETIMES 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? NEITHER? LOL BUT IF I HAD TO CHOOSE...A BEAR 9. Do you always smile for pictures? NO! 10. What is your biggest pet peeve? WHEN PEOPLE TALK ON THEIR CELL PHONES WHILE THEY'RE CHECKING OUT AT THE GROCCERY STORE. 11. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? I START OUT WITH THEM TUCKED IN...BUT I END UP KICKING THEM OFF IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? NOT ANYMORE 13. Have you ever peed in the woods? NOT SINCE I WAS IN THE GIRL SCOUTS 14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing? YES 15. Do you chew your pens

~ Computer Running Your Life ~
SUBJECT: Update! DATE: 1/20/2006 FROM: hubby@office.com TO: wife@homefront.com Dear Wife....I'm sending you this email to bring up to date on the events of our family. I tried to talk to you while you were on your computer, but you just kept telling me that you would BRB.....whatever that means. So, I decided to send you this email. John Jr. cut his first tooth today. He's the one you bounce on your knee while typing. Remember how he giggles when he hears the Ut Oh sound? Sorry about him dropping his peanut butter sandwich on your keyboard. Is it working okay since I cleaned it up for you? Can you read the letters I tried to paint back on your keyboard? Most of them had been rubbed off. Susie had her first date Saturday night. She had a good time and said to thank you for letting them use your car. She put the keys back on the key rack underneath the cobwebs where she found them. Do you realize that she wears the same size clothes as you do? In case

10 Reasons To Get Absolutely Fucking Plastered Tonight
10. Word on the street is the booze has been trash talking you all day. 9. Dude, after what you did last time, you gotta go back out there and explain yourself. 8. Churchill and FDR got drunk, Hitler didn’t. So what are you, some kind of Nazi? 7. If you don’t you’ll wake up in the morning all bright eyed and bushy tailed, and who the hell wants to go through life acting like a goddamn squirrel? 6. Your friends can’t have a good time without you. 5. Your friends might have a good time without you. 4. You’re under a lot of stress and if you don’t get crazy drunk you might do something crazy sober. 3. Hemingway shot himself after being sober for two months. 2. When your coworkers ask "What did you get up to last night?" you can smile all cool like and say "Maaaaaan, you don’t wanna know," instead of chirping "I alphabetized my DVD collection and found out I have two copies of The Truth About Cats and Dogs! Two!" 1. It’s so much easier to ring up those o

Ooooh! Anger!
Just finished (actually, 'stopped' might be a better word) "The Da Vinci Code". Can you sue an author for wasting your time? What a pile of equine excrement. If you've not read it, don't. If you have, my condolences. Fuckin Dan Brown. Worse thing is, I almost dislike Audrey Tautou by proxy. No, I don't. Who am I trying to kid?

Dealing With The Burdens Of Life
then he shared some ways of dealing with the burdens of life: * Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. * Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. * Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. * Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker. * If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. * Never buy a car you can't push. * Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. * Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. * Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. * The second mouse gets the cheese. * When everything's coming your way, you

What Dragon Type Are You?
What kind of Dragon are you? White DragonYou are majestic and elegant. You might not pick up on things right away and maybe you can be alittle slow, but no matter what you are a beautiful person, inside and out.You are a very calm person and tend to be kind and friendly. Take this test

A Lonely Soul
I RECEIVED THIS POEM ON MY SPACE FROM A SPECIAL FRIEND AND I THOUGHT I'LL SHARE IT WITH YOU HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT... A lonely soul sits waiting, in the cold autumn sun. Too faithful to leave, Too frightened to run. She's been here for days now, with nothing to do. But sit all alone, waiting for you. She's sure you'll come back, and that's why she stays. How long will she suffer? How many more days? Her heart has grown weak, her soul can not cry. She's sick now from loneliness, and falls with a sigh. She lays down her head, and closes her eyes. Oh, I wish you could see, how a lonely soul dies..

Morphs
As many of you know i closed down the Darkmoon Family.. so now i have more timeon my hands to do the things i enjoy. A lot of peole have requested i make morphs for them.. heres the problem.. i cant remeber who asked..lol more of you than me so if you would like me to make u one leave me a message and ill get back to you

Damn Women Drivers!
This morning on the freeway, I looked over to my left and there was a WOMAN in a brand new Cadillac doing 65 mph with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner. I looked away for a couple seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane, still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily, but she scared me so much; I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the donut out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Jim and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, soaked my pants, and disconnected an important call. Damn women drivers!

Ok Anwser Me This...
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? ummmmm yeah i'd have to say so 2. Do they know it? most likely..yes 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? pleaing the 5th like a mofo 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? that depends on the person place time and how much alcohol i have consumed ^_^ 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? a couple 6. What is your favorite position? spooning..doggy..missionary legs over the head ummm face to face sitting indian style..you get the general idea 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? I have sex with her quite often..so *nods* 8. Give or receive oral? prefer to give but hey..why not both :D 9. Kinky or sneaky? sneaky can be kinky..hand held over the mouth to quiet me up.. 10. Loud or quiet? make some noise..let me know i'm doing it right! 11. Ruff of soft? again..person,place,time,alc

Forever Friend
Friends give the hugs that never fail to make your day. They are the memories you carry in your heart and the smiles that warm you inside and out. They are forget-me-nots in the garden of your life and roses for your spirit and soal. They are sent to remind you just how special a moment can be. Friends have the sruff real heroes are made of; they're a window into your heart for all eternity! They are angels sent to heal,hold,and help; they spread caring everywhere. They lift you up to carry you over life's rough sopts and hold you close. They guarantee laughter and good times.They BLESS your world until your heart overflows....

Need More Guys And Girls For The Sexiest Cherry Contest
Think you have the sexy look? Have the guys told you ladies that you are the bomb? and for the Guys have the ladies told you that your a hottie. If you think you got what it takes to Be the Sexiest Cherry Get me those pic links. Im going to be starting a contest more then likely on wednesday where the winner in each gets a Porshe.. the second and third prize will be determined when i get enough contestants. If you think you have what it takes, Get me those Pics. Please No NSFW pics. Lets have fun with this one. ~Devil In Cuffs~Mistress of Seduction of Lestats Dark Covenant Family@ CherryTAP

Nirvana Vs Queen
So yeah,im doing this cause im very bored at the moment.Never done a blog before...so now ive lost my blogginity,haha!.Anyway very funny jokes aside,I suppose I should post a subject...ok then...how about a battle of the bands.Two of my personal favourites -Nirvana vs Queen- Both bands had great,very creative frontmen,who both died tragically and unexpectantly...But which band was the best musically?.Take into account all members of the band,the lyrics,the rythme,the bass etc...Discuss!

Read Under The Lines
his hands ran down her back.. seeking hands wanting hands.. looking for that kissable place.. his touch like warm rain her craving of him undefined.. her whispers temption lust pouring forth as honey so sweet.. his want of her exposed making him weak.. this longing stripped bare to the skin.. her neck uncovered pulling him in.. with each touch of his wet kisses he could feel her breasts breath quickening with his touch her desire of his kiss stinging her all around she reachesfor him without a sound.. soft steamy caresses play on her skin as his love of her grows deep within.. lips as seductive as lovely wine his hand smooths the round of her behind.. lusious and full a pleasent lovers treat.. how they share the very same breath legs tightly woven in this love fest.. so are they aroused to the core.. with a sigh of passion.. i say nothing more..

~*new Picture's*~
JUST LETTING EVERYONE KNOW THAT I FINALLY HAVE PUT UP MORE AND BETTER PICTURE'S,OF JUST ME AND THEN WITH SOME FRIEND'S AT BIKE WEEK,THEM GUY'S ARE THE COOLEST,HAVEN'T HAD THAT MUCH FUN WITH FRIEND'S AND MY LIL SISTER IN A LONG TIME... I LOVE BIKE WEEK,WHAT A GREAT NIGHT WE HAD ON...03/04/07!!! THANK'S FOR READING:TARA

Contest Info!!!
I AM ACCEPTING CONTESTANTS UNTIL 11PM TONIGHT EASTERN TIME! Ok guys! The contest will be officially starting TOMORROW! TUESDAY, MARCH 6, 2007 at 12:00 pm NOON Eastern Time! The contest will END NEXT TUESDAY, MARCH 13, 2007 at 12:00pm NOON, Eastern Time. The pics will no longer be private starting at NOON tomorrow and will go to private again at NOON next Tuesday. Here are the contestants so far! Some them lots of love! CILAYIN B-Ry King of the Burbs server DJ phantom X tk Deity ThatRedDrummerGuy Echo Angels sing of the end... notemaker 3lias motor fish TnCowboy johnnymo

Please Support All Military, Past. Present And Future
I got this bulletin today and it made me sad to think that people care so little about our soldiers and their sacred places. TalkIsCheap, daughter of Sgt. Major Leonard Alexander, who gave his whole life in service to this country. US VETS. HAD ASK FOR HELP FOR REPOST BUT ONLY GOT 15/290 TO REPOST. SO I MITE BE DELETEING SOME OF MY FRIEND. WHEN IT COMES TO THE WALL IN WASHINGTON DC. IT MAINS ALOT TO ME. I WAS A POW IN VIET NAM. ALL I ASK FOR IS TO REPOST BUT I SEE I ONLY GOT 15/290 TO REPOST. IT JUST MADE ME THINK ABOUT WHEN I WAS BEING HELD AS A POW AND TO KNOW HOW IT WAS BACK HOME WHEN I WAS BEING HELD. WITH ALL THE PROTESTER BACK HOME AT THE TIME WHEN I WAS BEING HELD. SOME PEOPLE THINK THAT IT IS GOOD TO PROTEST BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO ARE TROOPS. WHEN THEY SEE HOW THE PEOPLE BACK AT HOME IS ACTING. I JUST HOPE THAT THERE WILL BE SOME THAT WILL STAND BEHIND US WHEN IT COMES TO MARCH THE 17 AT THE WALL VIET NAM VETS. GOLDENEAGLE This was the original bu

Dreaming
Seems like everytime someone dreams things go wrong. But you must keep Dreaming or nothing will ever envision you in the Darkness. The three muskateers live on even if you lose one of them. As the Native Indians say " Don't weep for me! Let my spirit go to the beyond. For if you weep for me you will keep my spirit on Earth." So we won't weep for you muskateer. We will celebrate your passing into the great beyond with happiness and memories. To Carry on your kindness we will do things in your honor. Rose quarts is for your peace, hemitite for your strength to watch over us, precious gems to brighten your day and laughter to help you know we remember you. We love you and will cherish you forever.

Ive Washed Clean.
it's up to you to deny the truth but i'm looking through you : cold, dark, nothingness i recognize that it's you not i who has fucked around a little too much this time and if you see me walking if i'm smiling a little too much for your liking just turn your head and look the hell away and if i-love-you's are running through your head and they're circling and digging in too deep and awakening your sleep i'd like to bring to mind i never touched your heart you broke mine get out of my way and if you see me talking to all your friends inappropriate ways just turn your head and look the hell away it's funny now that you never cross my mind even more than you could imagine cause loving you was like a film of heartbreak coated, but i've washed clean

How Can "in God We Trust" Be Removed???
You guessed it 'IN GOD WE TRUST' IS GONE!!! Who originally put 'In God We Trust' onto our currency? My bet it was one of the Presidents on these coins. All our U.S. Government has done is Dishonor them, and disgust me!!! If ever there was a reason to boycott something, THIS IS IT!!!! DO NOT ACCEPT THE NEW DOLLAR COINS AS CHANGE Together we can force them out of circulation. Please send this to all on your mail list !!!

Definitions: (for The Innocent, Naive, Or Too Busy)
Necking: the kissing or stroking of a persons head or neck, the stroking of arms hands or back. Petting: the above plus the caressing or fondling of other portions of anatomy; through or underneath clothing. Sexual activity: all of the above, plus what your puerile imagination dreams up. Doesn't necessarily mean penetration (but it can). Posslq: "person of the opposite sex sharing living quarters." Bureaucrat for live-in lover. Masturbation: the rubbing/feeling of your genitals. Doesn't need to be to orgasm. Can be through clothing. Mutual Masturbation: You masturbating your partner and/or you being masturbated. Not necessarily both at the same time

Caring For Someone...
Sometimes it's hard to forget someone you love. We think that hating them will make it easier for us to deal with the loss...I lost someone that I tought was a good friend. Why? I don't even know. It just happened like that, for no reason. Well, I don't want to say names or how pathetic this person is. Or maybe I do... Sometimes it helps to put out anger in words but I don't believe in bashing someone. So I just put my feelings on paper and deal with my pain. Why worry for someone who clearly never cared for you...

What Do You Do All Day? **for My Lady Readers**
What Do You Do All Day? A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty "food boxes and wrappers" strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house... and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry-way, he found an even bigger mess.... A lamp had been knocked over (broken), and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room... the TV was loudly blaring a "cartoon channel", and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of children's clothing. In the kitchen... dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter-top, the refrigerator door was wide open, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was wor

Remember Me!!! This Is For All The Soldiers
OK THIS ONE COMES TO HEART AND MADE ME CRY. SO IF YOU KNOW A SOLDIER AN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR OUT MOST RESPECT. FOR THEY ARE THE ONES PROTECTING YOUR LIFES.

Mardi Gras, Part One
This past weekend, on Saturday night, we headed out to the club. This was going to be combined Mardi Gras party and four-year anniversary for the club, so we knew it was going to be crowded. We'd been told that about forty couples had signed up to come. Since we were bringing shrimp, we left earlier than usual, around 6:30, and half an hour later we were at the club. There were already about 10 cars in the parking lot. Inside, our friend, Gil, was helping with fees and room assignments. He told us his wife, Trina, was not feeling well and wouldn't be there tonight. That made me sad, I liked her, she was fun to be with. The room was decorated in a Mardi Gras theme, and women started to see how many beads they could get. I had a lot of beads, so I traded quite a few for kisses, and feels, and some nipple sucking. The wife was giving out buttery nipples. She'd mix the butter-scotch schnapps and Irish Cream to make the drink, then dip a nipple in it and let guys suck it off

Thai Iced Coffee
Thai Iced Coffee (Oliang Thai) Preparation time: 5 minutes, plus 10 minutes for steeping Yield: 4 servings 4 cups water 1/2 cup Thai coffee powder 1/3 cup granulated sugar 1/2 to 3/4 cup sweetened condensed milk 1. Bring the water to a boil in a medium saucepan. Stir in the coffee powder, blending well. Remove from the heat, and allow to steep for 10 minutes. 2. Using the mesh strainer or coffee filter, strain the coffee into a tall pitcher, mix in the sugar, and cool to room temperature. Cover and refrigerate until chilled. 3. Fill four tall glasses with ice. Pour the coffee over the ice and float 2 to 3 tablespoons condensed milk on top. Serve with long iced-tea spoons to allow your guests to stir their own coffee.

Champagne Punch
Champagne Punch Preparation time: 5 minutes Yield: 12 servings 1-1/4 cups Grand Marnier, chilled 1 cup cranberry juice, chilled 1 cup fresh-squeezed orange juice, chilled 1 quart ginger ale, chilled Two 750-ml bottles or 1 magnum brut Champagne, chilled Combine all the ingredients in a large punch bowl and serve immediately. Note: Grand Marnier is an orange brandy liqueur and can be pricey. You can substitute less-expensive Triple Sec with decent results; the punch will be a bit weaker. Per serving: Calories 217; Fat 0g (Saturated 0g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 14mg; Carbohydrate 24g (Dietary Fiber 0g); Protein 0g.

Average
Average Body Dimensions Male Female Height 5'9" (1.77 meters) 5'3.5" (1.65 meters) Weight 172 lbs. 143 lbs. Chest 37-39" (98-102 cm.) 35.9" (91.2 cm.)* Waist 31-34" (80-87 cm.) 29" (72 cm.) Thigh 21" (54 cm.) 22-24" (56-61 cm.) Hips 36" (92 cm.) 39" (100 cm.) * see Average Bust Size Average Penis Size Almost 88% of all men fall between 5-7 inches when erect, and when relaxed the majority (again, 90%) fall within 3 to 5 inches. Recently (well, in 1988) Paul L. Jamison and Paul H. Gebhard subjected the Kinsey data to an intense statistical analysis, ironing out certain anomalies, correcting subject bias and measurement error with various mathematical operations we need not go into here. Their results (shown below) were published in the Journal for Sex Research (vol. 24, pp. 177-183). Mean Standard Deviation Flaccid penis length (in.) 3.89 0.73 Erect penis length (in.) 6.21 0.77 Flaccid penis

The Thought Was Enough
I crawled across the bed on hands and knees until I found the pillow for my head. I laid it down ready to dream, but my mind wasn't ready to rest. My mind was racing with thoughts of you . . . there would be no sleep for a while. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, filling with visions of delight. I saw you there at the foot of the bed staring up at me. The look was one of pure lust and desire - and it was all for me. The look beockened me to you, but you laid me back down. This was all about me, I wasn't to lift a finger, just lie back and enjoy. I was aware of my fingers softly playing up and down my thighs, tracing the spot I longed for them to be. Each time I would get close my heart would race and your image would come back. Your face so close to mine, waiting for that soft kiss. Oh no wait, not a kiss but a swoop down to bite my neck, you know just how to turn me on. The teeth scraping the muscle is just enough to make me shudder and whimper for you. You don't

What Is Your Primary Vice?
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Flyleaf "perfect"
Perfect Sick of circling the same road Sick of bearing the guilt Open the windows to cool off Heat pours in instead Perfect in weakness. I'm only perfect in just your strength alone All my efforts to clean me. Leave me putrid and filthy How can you look at me, When I can't stand myself? I'm tired to be honest... I'm nobody. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone. I tried to kill you. You tried to save me.. You save me. You save me. You save me. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone.

The Last Cigarette
I'm driving down the street, smoking my last cigarette. Went to flick the ash out the window and ended up breaking it. Shit - Just my luck, the story of my life Just one thing to go my way, wouldnt that be nice? Nope - It just doesnt happen that way I can tell right now, its gonna be a bad day. Now with no cigarette, my mind wanders away. Started thinking of something someone had to say, "Use your writing as an outlet, so you dont cut." But all that does is let me sign my poetry with blood. I would paint you a picture, but I have no artistic ability. So I draw you that picture, using words to show my lack of stability. I use all these descriptive words and verbs and get all teary, But if I simply said "Please listen", would you actually hear me? I'm merely a beat down, broken man with a shattered soul, Looking for a small piece of sanity to have and to hold. I'm told, "Things are bound to get better" Yeah right, I already wrote my suic

Song - Purgatory
Purgatory The suffering pray To gods who no longer care 'Cause of demons hiding from day From which they fear Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear The lifeless have nothing left Except eternal damnation They lose their breathe And their words are lost in translation Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear The unholy begin their destruction And the world will never be at ease The damned begin construction Of their ultimate disease Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear Soulless beings feel no pain

Ending A Friendship
how can this be true having one then its through been there for the past few years to hear it is throught calling all the time see if they need help then one night hear they want to put to a end if that is friendship i dont want it cause its pure hell to find out its time to call it quits

Brain Freeze
Being 33 and in college for the second time is harder than it was the first time. I thought I would be better at it now that I was older but, trying to make time for family and getting all the work done just don't work, exspecially when you have a jealous husband that thinks he needs your undivided attention. The kids understand that this is important to me but he has issues about it. yet, he'll say he don't. He don't work, He don't even do the house work on a dailey basis. He Fucked up an had relapsed on his drug use but I am suppose to forgive him and put my wedding rings back on my finger, I don;t think so. Am I wrong for telling him either get the help he needs or get out? Don't get me wrong I love him but I can't put up with him using his weed. I lnow I am better than that. It's Heart breaking to know that He can't stop or things get tough and he goes back to using. How do I get him to stop hurting me and my kids? But keep my gamily together at the same time?

Today Is My Birthday
ok first i want to say thanks to all that left some love. And for some reason today seemsjust like any other day. but i know it special day for me but i just don't like b-day any more. but anyway Love ya. Take care

Haters
well seeing as somebody is watching my myspace and filling cps in on all the activity . . . i guess this will be my new main vent place . . . i really hate that crap but what can u do? well i have to get the house looking like a hospital by monday and some other stuff. fun fun i tell ya -- grrr i hate cps. no offense to a certain person ( i am sure it not them and pretty sure who it is -- but why do people feel they gotta try get somebodies kids taken . . . )i have never called cps on anyone, i did report a bruise on my son to law enforcement given to him by his father . . . but that uncalled for. i am so scarred that eventually they just will be sick of everyone starting shit and take my kids so it be less hassle on them . . . .

The Ways Of A Stalker!! Lol
1. the come to your page everyday repeadtly.... 2.they constantly worry about what is being said 3.they wanna be u or someone else always 4.there life is dull and boring and usaly have bad hair HAHA!! 5.OH WAIT....they have NO fucking LIFE!!! hmmmmm i think that pretty much covers it....thank god my favirote stalker is sexy !!! LOL....

Mom Lived Her Life For Love Of Friends And Family
Mom Lived Her Life for Love of Friends and Family Mom lived her life for love of friends and family, Neither asking for nor wanting a return. Her days became a sunlit homily, With others' joy her joy and main concern. When we were ill, she also became sick; When we were cut, she, too, began to bleed. Of our oil lamp she was the wick, Drawing her bright flame from our need. Some say that such behavior's out of date: That self-fulfillment is the way to grace. But Mom, without much choice, then chose her fate, Finding greater truth in an embrace. She lives on in the sparkle in our eyes: Laughing, quiet, gentle, loving, wise.

Wishing
wishing wishing that i could have my life back, changing alot as well as the size of this stack. wishing that i would of never started to smoke, that is what enabled me 2 cope, due 2 the dope.hiding myself from all family and friends, sitting in a house wishing i had some ends.one day I turned 2 the front door, there stood my mother in law, heart full of pain stright to the floor went my jaw.wishing that she hadn't seen me this way, turned myself in2 jail, again wishing she would 4give me for that day. later on in life was told that she cried that day and that vput me on my way, found myself again wishing that i'd died in the worst way. wishing that i could of taken that look out of her eye. feeling as if she looked right through me and didn't even say goodbye.found myself wishing that i wasn't a dope head, knowing that wasn't true cause 4 29 days i didn't even go 2 bed. my life revolved around dope, without any type of hope. looking in the mirror saying u look the same, then on pa

Seize The Night Tour 2007
I always wondered why people would spend beau ceaux bux on a concert.. Now I know why. I finally at the ripe old age of.... errrr old.... went to my very first concert this weekend. WHAT A RUSH!!! I went to the Meatloaf Seize the Night Tour. the only thing I wish I could have changed about the entire experience is that I had never gone to any concert before. The concert started at 7 30 and finished up around 10 40.. It was without a doubt one of the most thrilling experiences of my life.

Bully Stompers Needed!!!
AIGHT, THIS IS A CALL TO ARMS. SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW THAT I'M A LOYAL MEMBER OF THE FREAKS AND GEEKS FAMILY!! A FAMILY THAT IS NOTHING BUT LOYAL, AND HOME OF THE SOME OF THE KEWLEST FUCKERS ON THIS WHOLE SITE. NOW, YOU MAY NOT HAVE BEEN A FREAK OR A GEEK IN SCHOOL. ME I WAS MORE OF STAND UP KINDA GUY FOR THE GEEKS AND LESS FORTUNATE. I HATE SEEING PEOPLE GET PICKED ON, MADE FUN OF, OR JUST GIVEN SHIT FOR WHO THEY WERE. NOW I'M BRINGING THAT HERE TO CHERRYTAP. ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME SHOULD BE AWARE THAT IF YOUR EVER GETTING FUCKED WITH, MESSED AROUND WITH, SHIT TALKED, OR GANGED UP ON THAT I WLL HAVE YOUR BACK. I GOT NO PROBLEMS WITH MAKING THE BULLYS ON THIS SITE CRY LIKE LITTLE BITCHES. AND FUCK ARE THERE A LOT OF THOSE ON HERE. WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR IS A FEW LIKE MINDED INDIVIDUALS. PEOPLE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO GIVE SHIT BACK, TO MAKE THOSE BULLIES AND OTHER FUCKTARDS RUN AND HIDE WHEN THEY SEE US COMING. LOUD AND PROUD, AND STANDING UP FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE ON HERE WHO CAN'T, OR DON'T WANT

Sexiest Smile Contest
Ok so I'm in a contest right now for the sexiest smile I can use some help with some comment bombs from all my sexy cherry friends and fans....help me out and i guarantee to return the love to you...xoxo

My Heart, Is Not Used To Be Happy
I'm laughing, but it doesn't mean i'm happy; I'm tearing, but it doesn't mean i'm sad; I'm alone, but it doesn't mean i'm lonely; I like laughing when i feel sad; I like crying when i am moved; I like being alone, cos i have never felt lonely,and I feel lonely when i'm not alone. I like all these feelings, cos my heart is not used to be happy all the time!

Silver
You scored as Silver. You are a Silver Were. Silver Weres are the spice in the Garou, the strange and unexpected, often rare creatures. The irony of being Silver, even if the metal doesn't harm Weres like it was beleived, brings joy to the Silver Ones to no end. They are fascinated by the paranormal happenings around them, including themselves! Silver 95% Brown 90% White 86% Gold 81% Black 69% Red 69% Grey 62% What Color Werewolf Are You?? created with QuizFarm.com

Will You Give This To My Daddy
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands wav ing and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I i mmediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday

Keeping Fingers Crossed!!!!
I haven't updated in awhile, but oh well... LOL Tuesday and Wednesday I take my oldest daughter in for 4 massive treatments of radiation... please keep your fingers crossed that things will be ok... Love and Hugs to all!

Funny How The Lies Fall
SO I FIND IT REALLY FUNNY HOW WE ALWAYS FALL FOR THE SAME SHIT.. WE WILL BELIEVE YOUR LIES UNTIL THE END.. WELL FUCK THAT.. IM SO DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT... IM TIRED OF BEING LIED TO.. IM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT.. SO TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE LIED TO ME.. OR THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH LIEING TO ME.. FUCK OFF... AND FUCK YOU!!!! AND YA KNOW.. AT LEAST BE MAN ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH YOUR FUCKING SHIT.. BUT NO.. JUST IGNORE IT.. IT WILL GO AWAY RIGHT.. YEAH.. FUCK THAT!! I GUESS ITS A GOOD THING I DIDNT WASTE MY FUCKING TIME... IM SORRY TO ALL OF YOU READING THIS THAT THIS DOESNT APPLY TO.. IM TIRED.. AND FUCKING PISSED OFF BEYOND BELIEF...

Just Fed Up
why are people so fucked in the head these days, I am always so fucking tied down all the fucking time!!!!i am so tired of it!!!!!!well as of now there isnt gonna be anyone who can run my damn life or tell me what I can and cant do!!! and there is my rant for the day,lol love ya'll

Untititled (written By Me.)
Thursday, October 27, 2003 Have you ever noticed the minute you are ready to give someone your heart, in that very moment your heart is broken into so many pieces you can't even count them? Yet people keep giving their hearts. In hope that someday they will find their right caregiver to mend and care for every stich. So Many find that person, but what happens to the hearts that never find their caregiver? Do they spend their life in pain, or is there peace to be found?

Fight The Battle Win The War
well sinces people on my friends list can only view this i guess i'll let ya's know whats going on with me well i went to the doctors few weeks ago and had some test's run and it's come back i have stage 2 cervical cancer so i have to go in friday march 16th for my frist round of kemo if i'm not to sick i'll be online updateing everyone as to how i'm doing i need people to pray i don't wanna lose this war with cancer i'll win the battle but i'm not so sure i'll get to win the battle i'm scared to death i'll lose my life but i'll keep my chin up and heart open thanks so much for reading this

Cherrytap Needs To Get It's Priorities Straight!!!
The overall look of the site has changed yet again. Well that's all well and good but I have an idea. Instead of changing the color scheme, why not change the functionality. First off get rid of all these damn errors that we're seeing (rating too fast, session log out...etc.) I mean don't get me wrong I like this site better then Myspace but they're more worried about how much money they make from Happy Hours, Blasts and VIC's then how well the site works. I give Myspace this, at least everything on there is FREE!!!

West Virginia
After University of Pittsburgh coach Dave Wannstedt passes away and enters the Pearly Gates, God takes him on a tour. He shows Dave a little 2-bedroom house with a faded University of Pittsburgh banner hanging from the front porch. "This is your home, Coach. Most people don't get their own house up here," God explains. Dave looks at the house, then turns around and looks at the one sitting on the top of the hill. It's a huge 2-story mansion with white marble columns and little patios under all of the windows. West Virginia University Mountaineer flags line both sides of the sidewalk with a huge blue and gold banner hanging between the marble columns. "Thanks for the home, God, but let me ask you a question. How come I get this little 2-bedroom house with a faded Pitt Banner, and Rich Rodriguez gets a mansion with new Mountaineer banners and flags flying all over the place? Why is that?" God looks at him seriously for a moment and then replies, "That's not Rich Rodr

1965
In 1965 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US Secretary of Defense Robert McNamara calls for a nationwide network of bomb shelters Former leader of the Black Muslims, Malcolm X, is shot and killed in New York City To protest voting rights discrimination, civil rights demonstrators begin a march for Selma to Montgomery with federal troop protection The first commercial satellite, Early Bird, is launched into space by Nasa to transmit telephone and television signals Voting Rights Act is signed into law Riots by young blacks in the Watts area of Los Angeles begin, causing $200 million in damage Hurricane Betsy claims 75 lives in southern Florida and Louisiana United States President Lyndon Johnson proclaims his "Great Society" during his State of the Union address Dr. Dre, Sarah Jessica Parker, Robert Downey Jr., Shania Twain, Moby, and Ben Stiller are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Green Bay Packers win the

Hey Everyone
Hi Everyone!! I am New Here!! How is everyone?? I am Looking for new friends!! So if you want to be a friend just add me!! If your not always going to stay incontact with me dont borther!! I am the kind of person to leave comments and if ur not dont add me as a friend!! If your not on often dont borther to add me either!! I tell it like it is. If you don't like me oh well your lost!! If you could help me with anything let me know what I can do to improve my site!!! I like suggestions!! So let me hear them!! I wont get mad I promise!! I am a very laid back person!! If u want to know anything about me just ask!!! Thanks everyone!! Take care Lots of Love to all!!

My Pops
After having a brush with death, my father seems to have punched the cloaked guy in the throat and kept his scythe as a souvenir. The doctors, either sick of my dad or believing he's well enough to function at home, sent him away. Dakota simultaneously spit me out, and now I'm back home. I'm swamped with work, as always, and so I'm putting it all off to the last minute. Typical Sugar behaviour. Oh, and I'm going to quit smoking, which is probably the least-harmful of my destructive behaviours.

The Man Of The House
A husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can Be The Man of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight and, when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex that I want. Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you will massage my feet and hands. Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" The wife replied, "The funeral director would be my first guess."

Biography
From Christina Aguilera website. One of the most accomplished performers of the last decade, Christina Aguilera has sold well over 25 million albums worldwide and cultivated a fan base that crosses generational, racial and gender lines. Now, segueing from the audacious sexuality of her second studio album, Stripped, the chameleon-like performer pays tribute to the music that has inspired her with the August 15th release of Back To Basics (RCA Records). A modern take on vintage jazz, soul and blues from the 1920s, ‘30s, ‘40s and beyond, her third studio album is wildly inventive, whose throwback style creates a sound that’s gritty and raw. The album reunites her with producer Linda Perry and offers new collaborations with producers such as DJ Premier. The upbeat first single, “Ain’t No Other Man,” will be world-premiered on the MTV Movie Awards on June 8 prior to its debut on June 12. “This is a concept album that follows a bold vision,” explains Aguilera. “The touchstone

The Hunt
Rest was needed last night as i went longer into the night to find that elusive Willing damsel....although she still has not been found I continue with my hunt. Thinking of what to do is not the issue of how to tie her, no the focus now must only be on the quest of finding her first then to act that is what is important now. The Hunt continues

*~true Friends~*
~True friends~ Most people search their entire lives For friends so caring and true. Luckily I don’t have to look any longer. Since the day I meet you, You’ve been a blessing in disguise. An angel sent down to bless my Life and help me grow. You have made such an impact in my life. Everyday I thank god for friends like you. By: Teresa Abeyta© May 13, 2005

Random Questions
1. Where did your last kiss take place? I was in the shower and Sean kissed me goodbye this morning. 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? I have no secrets. lol. My life is pretty much an open book to anyone who takes the time to get to know me. 3. Three words to explain why you last threw up? Gross video online 4. Have you ever burned yourself? not on purpose 5. What's crazy to you? Manson.. But he's crazy in a "This is normal to me" kind of way. 6. Favorite cuss word? Fuck 7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Pshh Who cares.. 8. Who is your hero? Our military, firefighters, police officers and paramedics who continually put their lives on the line to ensure that my children and I are safe and continue to have the freedoms we enjoy so much. 9. Would you ever want to be a model? Why? Hell ya I'd be a plus sized model fo sho. If only I were like 5 inches taller. lol 10. Who is the most experimental person you know? tha

Knitting Clouds
I weave closed indigo clouds silver lined sutures glow cold with care and sighs I try not to weep though tonight icy tears shall encase every whim all fears grow grim abreast howling winds in unison up and down my spine with seasonal needle I tie the final knot to those of you who reap I'd rather that you not

Can't Sleep...
Well it's 3:50 in the morning.I cant sleep keep having nightmares,been having them every night this week..Not sure why everything is Great here.My daughter find out she's having another baby around late October or first of November.I will be a Nana time's 2..I have a beauiful grandaughter now..She's the apple of my eye.Sarah and Jeremy are hoping to have boy this time.If so they will call it quits having any more baby..Paul and I are doing Great..He'll be home today sometime...But, has to go back out on the road...Maybe Tuesday or Wednesday he'll be home for a couple of days...I got a new puppy..She part Lab and Pit..She has beauiful green eyes..Her name is Lacey,Sarah named her..Paul bring me another puppy too..She bloodhound,husky,wolf her name is Crazy Eyes..Well I guess I'll go for Now..Bye Bye until next time...

What You Mean Too Me..
im lost not knowing what too do whit out you . trying to put things right ,that way i might hold you tight.to my dearest love im sorry i fail you in this way .. i shure dint mean to .but i did. an soon ill begone, not know where i might end up! whit out you,here whit me ..you was my gift form god ..an i mest up buy not being, ever thing you need , knowing i am the one you love an i know i feel the same way about you .. just know ill always will love you..an if you love me these will work out for us. i love you bethi, i know this in my heart an soul there will never be another.............but you..my love

The Wearing Of The Green!!!
The Wearing of The Green by Dion Boucicault (1820-1890) O Paddy dear, and did you hear the news that going round? The shamrock is forbid by law to grow on Irish ground; St. Patrick's Day no more we'll keep, his colours can't be seen, For there's a bloody law against the wearing of the green. I met with Napper Tandy and he took me by the hand, And he said, "How's poor old Ireland, and how does she stand?" She's the most distressful counterie that ever yet was seen, And they're hanging men and women for the wearing of the green. Then since the colour we must wear is England's cruel red, Sure Ireland's sons will ne'er forget the blood that they have shed. You may take a shamrock from your hat and cast it on the sod, It will take root and flourish there though underfoot it's trod. When law can stop the blades of grass from growing as they grow, And when the leaves in summer-time their verdure dare not show, Then will I change the colour

A Great Friend
JULY IST 06 I HAD LOST A GREAT FRIEND THREW CANCER. SHE IS SADLY MISSED .WE USE TO TALK ALL THE TIME. NOW ALL I HAVE LEFT OF HER IS A PIC AN A FLOWER . I MADE IT FOR HER AN NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO GIVE IT TO HER.SO NOW IT SITS ON MY DESK. WITH HER PIC.MARGE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.REST AT PEACE MY FRIEND, WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ME. DARLIN MOTHER MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND.

Why Girls Go To The Bathroom In Pairs...
BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE A PENIS!!!! We need a friend to hold our beer/drink so we (a) dont forget and (b) spill it and have to lick it off the floor or out of the grass!!!! I so wish to be a guy at times just for that lil factor... well that and I wouldn't get PMS!!! "what about those girls that dont go in the bathroom with a beer?" They must be the DD and the second girl must be her overseer to make sure she aint sneeking a drink! lol

The Weekend
Well all my 21st Birthday fun has come to a close. Back to work tomorrow at 6:30 in the morning. This weekend my friend and I drove to Cleveland to see this Irish band she likes, The Saw Doctors, stayed the night and went to The Great Lakes Brewery for lunch and to pick up a shit load of beer for her brother, and then went to his house for a St. Patrick's Day Party. I was supposed to go out to the bar tonight around...well right now...but the friend that I was supposed to go with is having a bad night and doesn't want to go. Which is fine by me actually because I am really tired and have to be up in about 6 or 7 hours anyway. I think I'm just gonna go take my contacts out and pass out now. Back to work and school, blah.

True Friendship.............
true friendship............. True Friendship.. ..... True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life! Pass this on to such a friend!

Link To Site!
Hi all, well i don't know if you get this over there but its a bit of a hit over here! Here's a link to the site http://www.bbc.co.uk/doctorwho/video/ Hope some of you enjoy it! jim p.s your kids will love it!!

.dear.mr.funny.man.
Meems cant say 'tortellini' she says 'torterelli' it amuses me. my tits are covered in cat hair. Poe must think they exist for her rubbing pleasure or something along those lines. so i gave in. turned the ac on in march *sigh* i figure it was 90 inside...n i was sweating...and i dun like sweating unless engaged in something which actually warrants sweating...which of course...laying down watchin a flick...does not. ------------------------------------ so ive been having loads of conversations with one of my favorite people about one of our other favorite people. why? cuz i find it quite disconcerting that one of my favoritest people has decided pod-person-ville is the place he wishes to reside. while there can be many reasons for being taken over by pod people...the only recent development which has made such a change possible is...well lets just call her C...since her name begins with a C and she's also a bitch with a capital C mr funny as we'll call him. has become

Dear Mommy And Daddy
To Jessica and R.J. Don’t be sad For we are growing Don’t be sad For you did nothing wrong Don’t grieve over us because. God has us now You were ready to change your lives for us We were ready to come into the world To wonderful parents you would become The father had different plans Don’t be mad at him We remember the smile that was on your faces When you found out about us And the tears that comes out after the doctor said we were no long alive We may not be there physical on earth We will always be in your hears So don’t be sad Because we are safe from harm Don’t be greiven over us For one day, we will all be together April 6, 2006

My Birthday
Hey Everyone it's my birthday please feel free to stop by and leave me some love or a hello. Thank You "It's Just Me V.I.P." for posting that bulletin for me I didn't get to see it until after I read all your nice comments

Green & Hazel Eyes Depends On Mood!!
B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very y and very attracted towards the opposite . tend to cover up t

A Night I Will Never Foget.
I arrived in town on Friday night around 12:00 pm. I was to attend a business meeting on Saturday. I called her up on Friday night to tell her I was in town, and ask her if it would be ok if I dropped by to see her. I told her I was to only be in town for a few hours, and I’d like to see her again. She informed me that that would be perfectly alright, that she hadn’t made any plans for the evening. I said that would be nice, I’d call after the meeting and let her know I was on my way. I arrived at her apartment around 9pm. Walked up the steps, and knocked on her door. “just a minute she said”. Then slowly the doors begin to open. Standing in the doorway to my amazement there she stood, as beautiful as I could remember. Only tonight she was dressed in a black leather corset, fishnet stockings with a black garter, with a pair of the sexiest red lace panties. She looked at me and said “are going to stand there with your tongue hanging out, or are you going to come in and use it o

~lost Souls~
I run to you in wanting, I run to you in hate. I run to you my darling, I run to you in rage. You wrap your arms around me, You caress me by tender embrace. You guard my heart with passion, You protect me with your pain. For you my heart I hunger, For you my heart I fear. For you my heart I'm longing, For you my heart I'm drawn near. With you my love I'll smile, With you my love I'll care. With you my love I'm tender, With you I dry my tears. I hunger for your passion, I hunger for the years. I hunger for the softness, I hunger to taste your tears. I give to you my passion, I give to you my fear. I give to you my heart my love, Will you hold it dear?

What Am I To Do?
It has been many days since i last had a sane day....things have been so out of whack with the natural order of my life...but today topped them all...it has left me reeling to this very moment!.......my day started out normal with the exception of still being irritated with the kids mom from the evening b4 for her disrespectful stupidity...but i was determined to just roll with it like i always do...the day was spent spraying cabinets and their doors...it was a relaxing day of where i did nothing else but do the two things i like doing the most...listening to my music and putting the finish on cabinets...i enjoy spray days....because im getting to do something i enjoy...so all day i was able to let the stress from the previous day slowly drain away....then like always the day comes to an end....well sinc i dont have anything ever to come home to other then the weekends i decided to stop by where i use to work and talk with all my buddies there...i waste the time with them for awhile an

Hey To All My Frenz And Fanz
I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT IF ALL OF U WOULD HELP ME OUT ON MY 1ST CONTEST EVER!!!! IM ON THE PRETTIEST HAIR CONTEST AND I WOULD DEFINATELY BE GRATEFUL 2 ALL OF YA IF YA HELP ME OUT WITH SOME RATINGZ AND A COUPLA COMMENTS....PLZ MY FRENZ HELP ME OUT.....THANX A MILLION BAZILLION TIMES FOR ANY HELP YA CAN DOLE OUT....☻

Why Do Adult Children Have To Be So Mean
This morning when I got to work I could tell something was wrong with my friend Nancy. She wasn't her usual self. We started talking and she tells me that she had an argument with her daughter--her daughter is 38 and recently moved out. At some point in the argument her daughter said that she (Nancy) was the devil. The argument was over a settlement that her daughter is receiving from a car accident. Nancy told her that she still owes her money for the car. Her daughter said she'd see about paying her mom back AFTER she gave her boyfriend (who is a lazy bum.) some money for the truck he lost--here's the story on that: He wasn't working, she was the only one working and when she couldn't make the bills alone, the dealer repoed the boyfriend's truck, he'd used it for collateral for her car--and her car. This is when Nancy lent her some of the money to buy a used car. This argument bothered Nancy so much that she went back in the stockroom and started crying. We thought she was ge

The Impossible... Daydream
So! I drive for a living... I wake up in a different place everyday and that in and of itself is a highlight of a nomadic existence. However... there is also a LOT of time on the road to.... think. More to the point... OVER Analyze most any detail in ones life. A very DANGEROUS past-time... so you find yourself daydreaming to pass the time. But to daydream about Words in cyberspace? Pixels on a screen? This is more of a rhetorical question per se, due to the fact I believe that we ALL do it on some level. You may call them friends, buddies, pals, whatever... but if the emotions are there.... what precisely precludes you from feeling pain or being hurt or even worse hurting someone else? Consider those that cry when a celebrity passes. Are they kooks and wackos? Potential Stalkers? All of them? This is not someone that they knew or ever even met, yet they feel pain from this severing of their virtual "tie" to this person. Is this a relationship? Perhaps. Perhaps not. Wh

Blah
i hate to be treated like shit and done wrong. everyone knows i am a nice person and i dont do what i dont want to do so who ever it is trying to knock me down go for it cause whever you are and you are supposedly a friend of mine your wrong cause you are missing with someones feelings.

Friends
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Saying Bye
i am saying good bye to all of you i have had fun while i was on here but i think it is best for me to just let this account go and never to come back on here again since there has been some problems so goodbye thanks to all of you that have been great and rated all my pics and left me comments i wont forget yall. i hope everyone has a nice and enjoyable life.

No, I Am Not Bi, But Imagine This...
Just because I like this picture that get off my face@ CherryTAP sent to me, doesn't mean that I am bi, I just am fascinated by fine art aspects. Got to admit that the metalic imagery has somewhat an interesting quality about it. Some would think it might be a coldness, but I find that certain shades of silver can be quite inviting -- especially the curves and sleekness of this figure. Whenever I am art museums and I see the sleekness of the bodies, I remember the days when my body might have slid inside of their moldings; today, well.... that is totally a different matter these days though. I am definately not a skinnie minnie any more these days. Part that is due to the February '04 car accident where my old white blazer's front end was eaten by a huge white suburban. Some folks get scared of driving period after an accident like I had, I am just left with a huge phobia of suburbans. After the accident, I would joke around that my next car would be a hummer -- bigge

Naked In Front Of You (written By Djk On 10-19-05)
NAKED IN FRONT OF YOU (written by DJK on 10-19-05) verse: censoring me from being part of the Town's biggest day we were booked,then you heard something you didn't like maybe too original,maybe something you wished you wrote It's ok,we will go on to bigger & better things Hear me now,It's not gonna hold us down,Now Hear me Say Yes Hear Us Uncensorly SING chorus: I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality verse: standing on top of St.Lucie County Looking down at those who never gave us a chance Never say Never, You'll ask us back,wait and see Your Daughters will offer us more than Romance I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality I MAKE LOVE WITH MY MIND AND I WILL NOW LEAVE ST. LUCIE BEHIND now that

Legend Of Zelda
I still love old school gaming. Been playing Legend of Zelda the past week and had alot of fun going all the way through. I always find that the nes classics are still as enjoyable to play, for me, as they were when I was growing up :D

What Is A Woman?
WHAT IS A WOMAN? HAVE YA'LL EVER ASKED THAT QUESTION? EVERYONE HAS AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER..EVEN WOMEN HAS..SO I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PRETTY GOOD WAY TO DESCRIBE WOMEN..BECAUSE THERE ARE NO EASY ANSWERS..WOMEN ARE MANY THINGS TO MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE..WE ARE KIDS TO OUR PARENTS,FRIENDS IF WE'RE LUCKY WE CAN CALL A FEW BESTFRIENDS,GIRLFRIENDS,LOVERS,WIVES,MOTHERS, LADIES,SLUTS IN THE BEDROOM..AS I SAID MANY THINGS..THERE ARE NO EASY WAY TO DESCRIBE WOMEN..WE ARE JUST US..TAKE US OR LEAVE US..BUT IF YOU TAKE US BE SURE TO TREAT US RIGHT..BECAUSE WE WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT TO..I HOPE YOU WILL TAKE THE TIME TO WATCH MY SLIDE SHOW AND LISTEN TO THE MUSIC..

For You!
You've been in my life for a while always there for me when I need a smile turning my life around and making me see myself clearly knowing you'll always be there when I am down and brightening up this frightening world letting me care for you as a friend should do never taking you for granted never asking too much always by your side, cheering you on letting the real you shine through never tugging, nor shoving, we'll be there for each other, no matter what we are drawn through I care enough to show you to the light that shines ahead, through the difficult times and dangerous trials you may be dealt through thick and thin, I'll always be there, no matter the distance between us no matter our fears that need be crossed a place has been opened in my heart and that's where you'll always stay no matter what the future has in store

What Is A Man?
ALL WOMEN WANTS TO KNOW THE ANSWER TO THIS..WHAT MAKES A MAN TICK..WELL FROM A WOMAN'S VIEW,I THINK THEY ARE MORE COMPLEX THAN A WOMAN IS..THEY WANT A LADY ON THEIR ARM..BUT IN PRIVATE WHO WANTS A LADY? RIGHT GUYS? YOU IVE THEM BEER,OR THE DRINK OF THEIR CHOICE FOOD,A WOMAN,AND THEIR TOYS..MOST OF THE TIME THEY ARE HAPPY CAMPERS..LOL..SORRY GUYS..BUT THERE IS ALSO MORE TO A MAN THAN THAT..THEIR THE SON,FRIENDS,BOYFRIENDS,LOVERS,HUSBANDS,FATHERS, WARRIORS,WORKERS,AND OUR BIGGEST SUPPORT..MEN LIKE TO WORK HARD AND PARTY HARDER..UNTIL THEY MEET THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE..THEN THEY BECOME THE PROTECTOR..I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE COVERED EVERYTHING..IN FACT I'M SURE THAT I HAVEN'T..SO IF YOU THINK I SHOULD ADD ANYTHING YA'LL JUST LET ME KNOW..

My Redneck Family
Just have to share this story... My daughter, Taylor, is a 17-year-old new driver. She's driving on her permit, so each driving experience is new. Last night, she got her first experience with very heavy rains. She called home to say she was on her way to pick up clothes but would be a minute because the streets were flooding and it was slowing down traffic. When she got home, without thinking about it, pulled in to her usual spot, in the yard by the garage. Of course, as a new driver, she didn't consider that she shouldn't park on a flooded lawn. The girls came in the house and gathered their things. As they were leaving, I went in to do some laundry. Had I not gone into the laundry room, I wouldn't have heard them spinning tires as they tried to get out of the yard!! I told my hubbie they were stuck. He got dressed and went to help push them out, all of them getting drenched in the rain. Well, the car is a front wheel drive, with a bald tire on one side and a donut on

The Local Volunteer
When you see those red lights flash On the dash of the car coming from the rear, Pull on over make way Because here comes a local volunteer. Doesn't use them for status or bragging right Maybe going to save some kids that fell through the ice, Or is heading to an accident or a fire to fight Whatever it is won't be nice. What they are about to face I can only guess because I don't know, But if there's trouble they will be there Whether it's 120 degrees or 40 below. Next time you're out and about And those red lights draw near, Know there is help on the way Because they care enough to volunteer.

At Least
At least we had all summer all summer to feel the rains to walk across the beach to skip stones and laugh. At least we had the sunrises all summer to see the sunrises to see the dew upon the grass to listen to the sweet chirrups. At least we had the full moons all summer to watch the full moons and then the crescent waning and then the slivers in the night. At least we had the night talks all summer for the night talks to whisper in the dark about everything to whisper in the dark about nothing. At least we know there's something. All summer to feel there's something. to know there's somewhere large than ourselves to know that in all our insignificance we become significant.

Just Bored ...
Went over to my bro's again today so my b/f could call me ... nice to hear he's eating well LOL ... I tried to eat a bit today, not a good day ... gonna have to grab some gravol cause my stomach is not dealing with the pregnancy too well ... it's all good though ... should ease up by the end of month 3 (or so i've been told by my doctor). I've been told that I shouldn't be as tired by then either. The constant wanting to sleep is driving me insane. I try to get out and get my mind off of how tired I am, but I can't enjoy myself cause the only thing on my mind is when I can get back to bed LOL. I finally got my prenatal vitamins today ... they're HUGE! i mean, i know all vitamins are, but i've never been one to take them ... my immune system is strong and I get what my body needs through a lot of fresh produce, so these things are monstrous! It's all good though, anything to keep my baby healthy. I kind of really want a girl. I always imagined my first being a girl. I just love be

Flower For You
Flower for you I picked some fragrant flowers to bring to you today. I gathered them together and made a bright bouquet. There were lovely pale pink roses with petals paper thin, I touched one with my hand it felt soft against my skin. I added perfumed lilies, wet with morning dew, And hope their special magic, Speak of my love for you.

Interchangeable Relationship
Interchangeable Relationship I’m colourless and depressed- disoriented inside this hell you put me through. Same masquerade over and over again. Two people existing in an abandoned environment not saying anything to each other. You walk in a room and my heart deteriorates- into a unresponsive abyss- of exile. You called today and told me your coming home. Asked me how I felt about trying- to minister the past and making another start--- discovering the love we once had. I close my eyes and my heart founder- I collapse to the floor barricading out- everything outside my head. Don’t go there not again you will be living in an asylum of your own reckoning. I thought these voices were dormant and had finally let go. I just whimper and descend pathetically into the corner attempting to integrate- into the eclipse of no more independence. I’m colourless and depressed . . .

This Is To You..you Fuckin Cunt!! Leave Ldc And Its Master Out Of Your Dirty Little Mouth
Ok this woman GOTHIQUE TEMPTATION...got a little fucking problem all the sudden with the master of this family lord lestat...and now she wants to not only bring something up that happened 6 yrs ago but something that is in his past and isnt any of her fucking buisness to post on a public bulletin to ANYONE as well as...it wasnt his fault it was a false charge that should've never happened in the first place so plz comment and tell me what you think...OH YEAH AND GOTHIQUE LMFAO YOUR A CUTE LITTLE LOW LIFE WHORE ARENT YA YOUR FUCKING WRONG FOR WHAT YOU DID TO HIM YOU HAD NO RIGHT YOU SHOULD LEARN TO KEEP YOUR FUCKING NOSE STUCK UP YOUR GOD DAMN ASS WHERE IT FUCKING BELONGS....AND WELL LETS JUST SAY...YOU'VE FUCKED WITH THE WRONG WITCHES BEST FRIEND ;) HAVE FUN WHILE ITS THERE BECAUSE YOU WONT BE LATER IF I OR ANY OF THIS FAMILY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT...YOU'VE CROSSED THIS FAMILY AND ITS MASTER FOR THE LAST TIME OH YEAH AND KEEP THIS FAMILYS NAME OUT OF YOUR DIRTY FUCKING LITTLE MO

For All The Guys Out There
to all you guys out there who dont read profiles , and just look at pictures . the picture posted is a picture of my wife. and no she is not 48 , but a very young 57 !!! that is why i love showing her off . and she loves the attention too . please feel free to leave comments , i dont mind , i would agree with most if not all of them . keep checking in tho as iwill be adding more soon . have a great day glenn 'popdeucy' miller

Okay Y'all Now Is The Time I Need Some Help!!! Cowgirls And Cowboys Its Time To Saddle Up!!!
I realize that Pink and Fireman are in a contest as well, so this is gonna suck for everyone. I entered a best piercing contest and it starts tonight at 8 PM EST! This contest lasts until next Sunday! First prize is a 1 week blast!!! I don't care if I win, I'd just like some support! Lets make this fun people! I will be posting bulletins later on with the link to my picture!

The Beauty And The Farmer;-)
One day, farmer Jones was in town picking up supplies for his farm. He stopped by the hardware store and picked up a bucket and an anvil, then stopped by the livestock dealer to buy a couple of chickens and a goose. Now he had a problem: how to carry all of his purchases home. The livestock dealer said, "Why don't you put the anvil in the bucket, carry the bucket in one hand, put a chicken under each arm and carry the goose in your other hand?" Hey, thanks!" the farmer said, and off he went. While walking he met a fair young lady with rather large beautiful breasts. She told him she was lost, and asked, "Can you tell me how to get to 1515 Mockingbird Lane?" The farmer said, "Well, as a matter of fact, I'm going to visit my brother at 1616 Mockingbird Lane. Let's take a short cut and go down this alley. We'll save half the time to get there". The fair young lady said, "How do I know that when we get in to the alley you won't hold me up against the wall, pull down my

Take A Moment And Read This..its About Profiling
Please pause a moment, reflect back, and take the following multiple choice test. The events are actual events from history. They actually happened! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by a. Superman b. Jay Leno c. Harry Potter d. a Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by a. Olga Corbett b. Sitting Bull c. Arnold Schwarzenegger d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by: a. Lost Norwegians b. Elvis c. A tour bus full of 80-year-old women d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by: a. John Dillinger b. The King of Sweden c. The Boy Scouts d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown u

Need Prayers
My Aunt, who is in her 80s, was taken to the hospital this morning for heart problems. No details yet. Please lift up a prayer for her. She is a great lady and I hate to hear that she is in pain. Tonight I am staying with my cousin's daughter who is 20 but has the mind of a 12 year old. She adores her Nana. So please lift up a small prayer. Thanks

I Will Love You Forever!!
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, and the way that we touch. I love your warm smile, And your kind,thoughtful way. The joy that you bring to my life everyday. I love you today as I have from the start, And I'll love you forever with all of my heart. There is not enough words to tell you how I feel. I love you is just a start,but it doesn't do justice to how I feel for you.You have come to mean so much to me and I can't imagine my life without you. I love you! Love, Your Angel

Shadows
The howling winds blow the trees are turning under total blackness, not a glow I hear the sounds of thunder A damp chill in the air shadows everywhere the rains drenches my hair but do you even care? The wind calls out my name beckoning me to go outside there is no one left to blame and no where left to hide They come for my soul evil creatures of the night my hopes and dreams they stole there was no way I could fight Giving up on love don't care anymore I will never rise above been here too many times before Evil beings on the hunt sick of holding back so I give them what they want and my whole world turns black Will never be the same all I feel is hate it was all just a sick game I gave in, it's now too late I go back into my shell it's my final retreat I am done living through this hell I hate myself, I gave into defeat

A Walk In A Mine Field
Its inevitable isnt it? You meet someone, male, female, klingon, whatever... and in the process of trying to get to know them, you have to tap dance your way through a fucking MINE FIELD left by others that tread before you! You cant call them at home because they wont give you their number... why? Some fucking retard made an ass of himself once and now there is a new policy! You cant call their cell phone because the last asshole they trusted with the number wouldnt take the fucking hint and stop calling at all hours of the day and night! They wont meet you for a drink because you could be a fucking AXE murderer! Ok, on this one I can hardly call "bullshit". Its a fucked up world out here, but I mean, you pick the time, and you pick the place and make it as public as you want.. I PROMISE I WONT BRING THE AXE! Nope... nada.. no dice. I understand caution... in fact if they dont have any and offer up too much personal info too soon... it kind of scares me.. I mean... who d

Mind Games
why can't men and women talk streight forward to each other. like men are always trying to read signs put out by women. men and women just come out and say what they want and not be scared of the replys like if a man or a woman wants get it on with someone then just say it

Assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!
INSTRUCTIONS: write ten statements, intended to different people. never tell which one is to who things you've always wanted to tell people. 1. I miss you all the time. I think about you more than you know. When we talk it's like I can't find the right words to say. You know me better than anyone in the world and yet I feel like there's so many things I can't tell you because I love you and I don't want to dissappoint you. 2. I pretend like It doesn't matter but I care about you more than you know and I wish I could tell you how I feel about you. I love you. I wish you felt the same. 3. I don't get how you can smile in my face one minute and say the things you do behind my back. I just don't get people like you...but as long as you feel good about yourself...lol 4. You're the only one who can understand . You're the only one I know get's me...cuzz you've been there too. I miss our talks in the back hall. 5. You were my best friend for so long. I miss that. I m

Break An Angels Heart
Break her heart; Under enchanted night, Blur her eyes with tears Bruise her heart Steal her innocence All with one kiss To seal her fate Break her young Heart, shatter her illusions And hopes Starving for a meaning Begging for release Naive and wild Rebellious and filled with Wondering Spreading her angelic wings To soar enchanting Starry nights; alone Her heart sweetly broken In her hands

Just A Little Something That My Local Friends Will Be Happy To Know About. . .
You guys were right. I should have never even tried to make it on my own in Lexington. I just don't know why it took this bullshit to make me realize how stupid I've been. I can't begin to tell all of you how sorry I am. Anyhow, I'll be online a little more frequent now. . . Whoopie I suppose. Eh. Add me on yahoo if you like. fallen_angel_from_broken_dreams

Never Too Grown For Potty Training!
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you > usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your > place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. > Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly > knocking down the woman leaving the stall. > You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter. > The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, > no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door > hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but > quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave > if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume "The > Stance." > In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. > You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe > the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." > To take your mind off your trembli

Case Of Mistaken Identity
Bill works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Bill! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh no," says Bill. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Bill if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "I recognize her. She's the waitress from the golf club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Bill, starts to rub herself all over him and says, "Hi Billy. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Bill's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Bill follows and spots her getting into a c

Funny Thing Happen Today/night
Funny thing happen today/night depending on what part of the world you live..Being a good Cherry friend/fan was checking out my alerts (not that you get all of them when people add thing to page pic,blogs,stash etc....Seeing a friend had posted new stash clicked link to check out rate and comment...Again doing the correct thing rating slow and checking out every 3 or 4 stash item ( so i don't get a error mess or some other shit )....So after giving the first couple the thumbs up so click link to see stash another great improvement to Cherry Tap.....WTF i am on mine own stash page( light bulb click on had been ripped )...That cool if they are to lazy to find there own i have no problem with that...But the thing that piss me off the most was that people from my friends list had give this stash the thumbs up ok cool...But when i check same stash on my page, low and behold not a sign of them rating mine.. ( Lesson learned Stash second time around is better than the first0 Yes i no i not f

Al The Freaks In The House Say Ho
thats funny.......... anyways come on ppl lets hear about your freaky side whats the freakiest thing you did? where the craziest place you had sex? would/have you meet someone on here that you would/have or want to fuck? what positions do you like? do you like it rough? inquireing minds want to know if you dare comment anwser these or even have more ? that i didnt ask. oh well heres my anwsers the freakiest thing i did: post pics of me playing with myself on here still trying to get a good cum shot lmao... the craziest place i had sex:on the front porch roof of my babys moms mom's house in the snow and her step dad got home just as she came for the third time.lol i wave to him waited til he was in the house so i could finish thank god he didnt want to know what we were doing lol not really i mean i know i wouldnt have a chance plus id rather eat their pussy and im not saying who or which ones though lol whats my fav position: i like it sitting cause there is so much you c

Another Hospital Stay 3-21-07
Well the hebrew school did it again. They left Petey asleep and unresponsive for almost 15 minutes before they went outside to look if i was there to get the boys. They were told to call 911 after 3 minutes of not being able to wake him up. I had to carry him out to the car, his teachers put his jacket on. Pete argued w/me not to take him to the Er. We got there at 6:15pm wednesday, they took him in 10 minutes later to the triage, he still was not awake from me carrying him into the er waiting room, he had a seizure in the car on the way to the ER. When he finally woke up he was sooo combative that when my brother in law and mother in law got to the ER. When they left Petey finally fell aslepp and he had a seizure in my arms, Pete again fought w/me and wouldnt get a doc. She just happened to walk in and he was still seizing in my arms. The pediatric resident was a total moron, he couldnt hear nor see. I repeated myself 8 times before he understood whet i said to write it down. He could

My Resignation
Body: I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes; but that didn't bother you because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair; that everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life

Perspective
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favourite quotes comes from Alfred D. Souse. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, or a debt to be paid.

The Voodoo Dildo....
There was a businessman who was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a horney one, so he thought he'd try to get her something to keep her occupied while he was gone, because he didn't much like the idea of her screwing someone else. So he went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation, to the old man. "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except …" said the old man, and then he stopped. "Except what?" asked the businessman. "Nothing, nothing," said the old man. "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" protested the business

Newbie Testing This Out
I'm just testing this out. I have used blogs before, and am wondering what is different about this. So far, just the same...do people actually read these things? Are people allowed to comment on them? or just read them? Anyway, I'm gonna try this.

Never Seen You
BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND YOU KNOW YOU HAVE MY LOVE I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL, BUT I SWEAR THAT THIS IS REAL, I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOUR FACE, AND I'LL STILL LOVE YOUTILL THE END, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BUT ONLY HEARING YOUR VOICE I LOVE YOU YOU ARE ALL MINE UNTIL THE END. AND YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO AND I SWEAR THAT I WILL STAY BECAUSE GOD MADE ME FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU

Yes Or No
I've had some people comments that they miss my stories and others private message me they miss them.. I'm going to make my decision based on comments to this blog.. So tell me.. Do your want me to repost them? Yes or No...

Cheating
CHEATING HURTS LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! Body: Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her hous

Headlines In The Year 2029
Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia, formerly known as California. White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Last remaining Fundamentalist Muslim dies in the AmericanTerritory of the Middle East (formerly known as Iraq, Afghanistan, Syria and Lebanon). Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being t aken over by Jamaica. Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clint

The Hormone Guide
The Hormone Guide Women will understand this and the men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! H

No Title
Theres times when I feel like breaking down. Looking to the sky to only say goodbye. One last time. All the pain washes away. All I want is to feel free. To be me. Happy. A smile thats worthwhile. One Im proud to show. Instead Im riddled with inconfidance. The anger builds and I realize Im stuck. A situation I wasnt expecting. Kindness fucked me in the long run. Now Im trapped with no way out of this black hole. Save me with all you are. Its all I will ever need. These walls must come down. I must stand my ground. A distance that seems to settle. It brings a loneliness without her. Im here and shes there. You have what it takes to makle this go away. One day soon we will be everything we have always wanted to be. We will be it together. This rut is temporary.

Mist Of The Night (poem)
For you want to give them to me to lose your self in my mist of evil for the temptations is unbearable as you know you are the real evil one in the mists of my darkest nights of my realm for as I temp you in to my dark mists to lose your self forever more as we will for ever burn the sensations of our lust till the creeps of our mists tougher see the real hells of the true evil with in our souls as they will never try to steal our immortal life’s as they will never be as power full sin nest to the power of true death for they will envy us for all or time Date wrote 30-03-07 By Aj Rich

You Know Who Ya Are
I Stare at her image on the screen and wonder of the the things shes seen could it be a image of fate or the idea of simple thoughts of late her image dances across the skies my mind wonders is this just or is it simplly a primevil lust vibrations leak from the sceen of her i think site un seen of hair glisting in the sun think of days not yet done the night on the beach full of fun the vison in my mind drifts me off to sleep............

Just Lost
OK i'm having a shitty day really ok i found out im pregnant the babys dad doubts its his and well now im going home t wisconsin where i belong he dumped me too btw and i hate feeling lost without him so im trying to write away the pain Fantasy She looks at him, he looks at her she watches him walk away she thinks to herself, i love this man as another tear rolls down her face the space between their lips was gone one more heartbreak to undergo another love to get to know it all starts over when they play their song she misses his words and the smile on his face the way he said he loved her and how they needed space this love like a fairytale one part heaven the other part hell this definate love to be was her ultimate fantasy

Down Rater
She rated my profile a one and blocked me. After I was rating pics 10 on the I'm bored setting. I gave her a rating of 10 on the pic that popped up for her. lol Just thought I would give you a heads up. Have Great Weekend Everyone!!! :)

Forget
Forget her name Forget her face Forget her kiss Her warm embrace Forget the love you once knew Remember she has someone new Forget her when they played your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget how close you once were Remember she has chosen him Forget how you memorized her walk Forget the way she used to talk Forget the things she used to say Remember she has gone away Forget her laugh forget his grin Forget the dimples on her chin Forget the way she held you tight Remember she's with him tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that moved, it's past Forget she said she'd leave you never Remember she's gone forever

Love
Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly What Element Is Your Love?

What Can I Say ! Part 2
I just don't know what the fuck to say or do right now. I'm just fucking tired of all this crap happening to me right now. It's like WTF god did I steal your fucking cookie or what. I mean really this is to much shit to deal with right fucking now. I mean what the fuck. I really geting fucking tired of everyone sy oh it'll get better ,Ya fucking sure it will,Not with my luck it won't. Like I just fucking love it how everyone seems to know that through all this shit I'll be ok,when their not me,so how the hell can they say what I'll do or feel through all this shit. Lets get real here people how you react and act to somethng is not the same as the person next to you would. I'm just tired.

I Want
I want arms wrapped tightly around me. Soft kisses of my neck and cheek. Hugs and cuddles. I want love yous whispered in my ear and a hand caressing my hair. I want my hand held close to him as we walk in the store, drive in the car, or just sit on the couch... I want it all

Just Because You Don't See It, Doesn't Mean It Isn't There.
My feelings got stomped on. My heart ripped out. I got slapped in the face. No one can see me cry. I'm invisible. I shout for someone, anyone, to listen. I scream at the top of my lungs. No one can hear me. The middle of a crowded room never felt so lonely. Everyone walks past--pointing and laughing, Or not noticing me at all. I don't know what's worse. The odds are mounting against me. The army is gathering their weapons. I wait for the skin-piercing bullets. I welcome the thunderous guns. They never fire--I'm not worth their time. Wanting to give up, Wanting to give in, Not letting myself breathe. Feeling only the sting, Knowing there will never be a scar. I go back to my happy mask. Pretend like nothing is wrong. Pretend I matter in the world. Pretend I don't feel pain, But I do.

Vampire Story Part 2
sits down in the chair as Mr. Heath sits across from him on the couch. “Have you found out any more about Evelyn’s death?” Mr. Heath asked. “I...we found some things that might you might or wouldn’t approve of your daughter.” “Oh” Mr Heath reacts with a bit of surprise. Lance explains to Mr. Heath that Eve had been living a darker life than what he knew. Telling she worked at the club along with Mr. Stone and Jenna. Mr. Heath admits to that Jenna and Eve use to be best of friends, but did not know of his daughter’s behavior. His family were church going through and through and in light of everything maybe because of their force feeding church onto their children, this was Eve’s way of rebelling. Nevertheless none of that will make things better again. After Lance finished his part, Mr. Heath was physically shaken. “You have my full cooperation on this, Mr. Sheek.” Mr. Heath meaning every word. “Would it be okay if I talk to your daughter? See if she knows anything?” “Absolutely. I’l

Geeeeeeezzzzzzzz...what An Afternoon
My son called me around 3 or a little after, to say he needed a ride home from work...his wife had the car, so I headed that way. I hung out for a bit at his house, when we got there, before I decided to head back home. As I was leaving I heard a funny noise coming from the front of the car...and turning the radio down, listened closer, but couldn't really heard what I thought I had heard before. We do have a tire that is bad on the back rear, and I get a litte bit of a vibration noise out of it when I drive...we ve been told the steel belts are seperated, so I assumed that's what I was hearing. Just as I was getting ready to get back out on the highway to head home, I heard the noise again, so pulled over on the exit ramp, before even getting on the highway to have a look. Nothing looked out of the ordinary, so I just assumed I had a stick or clump of mud caught under the car. I hadn't no more started to speed up going down the highway, than I heard another noise...this time, I

So This Is Life??
Everyone's afraid of their own life If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? No one really knows the ones they love If you knew everything they thought I bet that you'd wish that they'd just shut up Well, you were the dull sound of sharp math When you were alive No ones gonna play the harp when you die And if I had a nickel for every damn dime I'd have half the time, do you mind? Everyone's afraid of their own lives If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? Am I right? And it's our lives It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember We're alive for the first time It's hard to remember were alive for the last time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember To live before you die It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember That our lives are such a short time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember When it takes such a long time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember: My mom's God is

I'm Crackin Skulls
So i'm watchin this show Planet Earth on discovery...beautiful show..i love the cinematagrophy *sp* anyways there is a segment on penguins right now...Jason has barely said two words to me in the last hour..and this is what comes out of his mouth.. "Not for nothin babe, but those penguis would come up to your boobs on you* if looks could kill... one of ya'll would have to help me dispose of the body.

Please Come And Show Love, In My Second Contest : )
Hey all my friends. Please stop by and help me in my second contest. The first contest i withdrew from because there were people that were makin new profiles just so they could bomb themselves. I didn't want to stay in a contest with cheaters lol. As always if you help me, i'll be glad to help you anytime you need it. I will return all the love that is shown to me. I want to thank all my friends and everyone that supports me in this contest. I really appreciate it : )

Having That Special One
Now I know there alot of couples out there that are really happy and they got others that are just miserable... but they really do care about each other. Sometimes you see those relationships where you just see that one or the other are just taking the other for granted and its a sad situation to know that really goes around. To know your with the one you really care is like the best feeling to have. All you couples out there hold on to what you got it one of the best things in life... and all you single you'll get that special one that completes you...

Down
I hate being the way iam right now....iam sooo in love w/someone and he fuckin hates me and cant even give me reason why we cant work things out!!!! i love him soooo much and just kills me that i feel i have done something sooo terrible wrong!!! i made his kids a promise that id always be there for em and now i feel like iam failing cause of the pain and hurt!!! his kids want me to come and see em but i just feel scared to cause of him anyways sorry to vent and all but everyone i hope ya hts better then mine is

6 Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do!
Read More About: Cell Phones (827) Six Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do Here are useful tips and tricks that you can teach even an old cell phone to do. Cyrus Farivar, PC World Monday, February 05, 2007 01:00 AM PST Right before your eyes, your cell phone has morphed into a portable computer. Whether you're searching Google via text messages, using Short Message Service (SMS) to make international calls, or e-mailing a voice message, these tips will help jump-start your cell phone's inner PC--and make your life easier to boot. Text Your Google Search For the price of sending a text message, you can unleash the power of Google without having to open a Web browser. Just text GOOGL (46645) to get access to much of the search giant's most useful information, including addresses and phone numbers, word definitions, numeric and other conversions, weather, and even sports scores. For example, if you want to look up the phone number of a pizza joint to place a

Made Me Giggle
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. I know where my watch is buddy, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the bathroom is? 2. The Pillsbury doughboy is way too happy considering he has no dick. 3. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 4. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too." Fuck off. What good is a goddamn cake you can't eat? 5. When people say "It's always in the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 6. When people say, while watching a movie "Did you see that?" No dicknose, I paid $7.50 to come to the theatre and stare at frikken ceiling up there. 7. The radio ad "Hi, I'm Jeff Healey from the Jeff Healey Band. Don't drink and drive. I don't". Well, I hope

4/3/2007
Yesterday was a frisby... I didn't get to bed until half way late in the morning, around 2 I think, and was already awake by 7:35. I wasn't awake but a minute and I fell right back to sleep... but of course that didn't last very long. I woke up to what sounded like a Gorilla humping my door, using a MAC truck as a strapon to do so... Most people knock, or knock firmly, NOT my land lady..... I opened the door in rather a foul mood to start with, and what to my wondering ears should I hear but the annoying sound of "The Twilight Bitch" asking "Do ya got my rent money?"... urghhhh. I of course said NO! She replied with a half screached... "WHAT!?", and I saw that it was time to educate her. I made sure to use little words, but of course, that didn't help, she still needed a dictionary to understand any other words that didn't stard with R and end with ENT or M ending with ONEY... The apartment is, and always has been in rather bad shape. When Lisa and I moved in, we were inf

Sexxy Lady Contest
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments 8th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

I Almost Forgot!!
I nearly forgot I owe you guy's something to my loyal readers at least. Well if you haven't herd I've basicly finished the book I was writeing so now I am going to give you the sneak preview. This is the prelude of the story of the Lasher. PreLude: To Beat A Dead Whore. Written By John Stocker Inspired by Daughter Of Hell, Beautiful Nightmare, and my own sick twisted little mind. Every person in this world is driven by one thing, every person has this one thing some where within there weak pitaful minds. It can be used to help, to hurt, to enslave, to free, to destory, to create, and countless other things. WHat is this one source that can do so much? Desire... I will now induldge you weak petty mortals to a history lesson it wasn't even twenty year's ago that I was like you...human. I was born a female in the land you call America. A land plauged by stupidity, corruption, and greed. I tried to be a painter in

Been Busy
DAUGHTER HAD HER..hysterectomy LAST FRIDAY.. AND HUSBAND HAD HIS TEETH PULLED TOO.. SO HAS HIS NEW TEETH NOW.. SO HES PRETTY GOOD SO DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM SO NOW TAKING CARE OF DAUGHTER SO I AM AT HER PLACE ALL DAY.. DOING LANSDRY.. COOKING.. ALL THAT STUFF AND TAKING CARE OF GRANDKIDS.. SO NO TIME TO BE HERE AND COMENT.. ONLY HAVE A FEW MINS EACH MORNING.. BUT I AM THINKING OF YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD.. KEEP IN TOUCH AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT WEEK.. HUGSS LOVE GERI!~ THNAKS FOR ALL YOU COMENT TO ME .. MEANS A LOT..;).. Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Name Badges
We’re doing a rush name badge for Brad Pitt. I kid you not. I started laughing when I pulled it off the fax. No wonder they’re willing to pay an arm and a leg for it. Though to be honest, does Brad Pitt really need a name badge? I mean, isn’t he recognizable enough?

Update On My Foot!
Okay so on Feb 21, 2007 I slipped on a wet mat and "sprained" my ankel. Well, little did I know come to find out on April 2, 2007 my doctor told me it is not a sprain it is a torn ligament and a contusion inside on top of my foot. The doctor said it was almost a slight fracture. So now I will have to were my NEW boot for 2-3 more weeks. What Fun! Oh well it could be worse. That's my Foot Update!

Blag Blag Blag...too Much Wine
I realize these things are not well read, which is probably why i am whining here. You see, I have had too much to drink, and it has been raining for days straight now,which probably has much to do with why I am feeling so melancholy. On to the point...Why is it, that we always want the things we cannot have? Is it merely because we cannot have them? Or do we have an actual need for them? The things that we already have, take a back seat in a sense and seem much less important than the things we want. So...if we were to lose something we had, that seemed un-important while we were so busy wanting something else...would we in turn forget about what we had origially wanted, and turn our wants to our previous dis-regards? Just a bit of mental vomit for all who read to ponder...I suppose it is human nature to always want for something, whether or not you can have it...and obviously the reason we want things so much sometimes, is simply because it is un-attainable. Goo

Us Iraq Vets Cheated Out Of Medical Care, Disability Pay
http://www.metimes.com/storyview.php?StoryID=20070401-031851-5270r US Iraq vets cheated out of medical care, disability pay Sherwood Ross Middle East Times April 1, 2007 MIAMI, FL, USA -- Over the past six years, some 22,500 soldiers have been discharged on grounds of "personality disorder," a condition that can be claimed as having existed prior to their tour of duty, thereby absolving the Pentagon of its obligation to provide them with medical care and pay for their benefits. Over the course of a six-month investigation published in The Nation magazine for April 9, reporter Joshua Kors learned of "multiple cases" in which "soldiers wounded in Iraq are suspiciously diagnosed as having a personality disorder, then prevented from collecting benefits." According to Kors: "The conditions of their discharge have infuriated many in the military community, including the injured soldiers and their families, veterans' rights groups, even military officials required to pr

I Live My Life This Way Lifes Way To Short To Be Unhappy
If You're Going Through Hell Well you know those times When you feel like there's a sign there on your back Says I don't mind if ya kick me Seems like everybody has Things go from bad to worse You'd think they can't get worse than that And then they do You step off the straight and narrow And you don't know where you are Use the needle of your compass To sew up your broken heart Ask directions from a genie In a bottle of Jim Beam And she lies to you That's when you learn the truth If you're going through hell Keep on going, don't slow down If you're scared, don't show it You might get out Before the devil even knows you're there Well I been deep down in that darkness I been down to my last match Felt a hundred different demons Breathing fire down my back And I knew that if I stumbled I'd fall right into the trap that they were laying, yeah But the good news Is there's angels everywhere out on the street Holding out a hand to pull you back up on your

Goodbye
a sad poem i found on the net about losing a friend poems say so much :( Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the o

The Iraqi Diet
I SAW THIS IN A BULLETIN AND HAD TO MAKE IT A BLOG CUZ IT IS SO VERY TRUE, THE PERSON WHO WROTE IT DID A GREAT JOB.... The Irai Diet MIX TOGETHER: Two fueding Governments, and their two Armies. AFTER MIXING, BLEND IN: A Mother's Son, and The Lord's Prayer. Bake untill one army is done!!!!!!!! SIDE EFFECTS: A Mother's Worry, Sleepness Nights, Bouts of Crying , Loss of Appetite and Talking to God Alot. These Side Effects can and will Last Untill Her Son Comes Home Safe!!!!!

I Wonder
Ok for all the ppl that know me on cherry tap you should know that i never leave a blog on here but now im starting to wonder about ppl honestly i know there are alot of shitty ppl out here but some ppl can only get away with so much with me and one is fucking with my heart my emotions are nothing but my heart is another fucking thing and then guys wonder why im a bitch i dont hurt others to get back i think thats low but i keep my self closed off for a reason. its nothing but respect with me and i feel that i have been disrespected not only that but used and toyed with which is something that hasnt happen to me in a long time and im very pissed about it and i have made grown men cry in my life time and i really dont want to make one cry anytime soon but im thinking that the time is comming near if i dont get any honesty on this situation that i just found out about not only that i feel that ive been lied to and i hate liars with a fucking passion!!!! its life i deal which is why i

The Caffeinated Cross
THE CAFFEINATED CROSS Stand, facing east, holding your coffee cup, filled with the mystical brew, in your power hand, and assume a posture of wakeful alertness. Bring your coffee cup to your forehead and intone: "LATTE" Lower your coffee cup to the vicinity of your navel: "MOCHA" Bring your coffee cup to your left shoulder: "CAPPUCHINO" Bring it across to your right shoulder: "FRAPPUCHINO" Clasp your coffee cup in both hands over your heart chakra: "ARABICA, OH MAN!" Extend your arms to the sides, and intone: "BEFORE ME, MRS. OLSON" "BEHIND ME, JUAN VALDEZ" "AT MY RIGHT HAND, M J B" "AT MY LEFT HAND, THE BROTHERS HILLS" "FOR ABOUT ME SWIRLS THE COFFEE AROMA" "WITHIN ME SINGS THE CAFFEINE HIGH" Drink the coffee, in communion with the spirits of the Sacred Coffee Bean. This last step may be usefully repeated as long as you like

Having A Monday On Saturday..:(
I'VE BEEN HAVING A MONDAY AND FRIDAY THE 13TH ALL ROLLED UP IN ONE DAY..ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE YOU JUST WANT TO GO BURY YOURSELF SOMEWHERE.. HAS ANYONE EVER HAD ONE OF THOSE DAMMED DAYS THAT NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO NOTHING FREAKIN TURNS OUT RIGHT? WELL MY DAY HAS JUST BEEN LOVELY SO FAR..NOT ONLY HAS IT BEEN SNOWING AND APPARENTLY ODESSA CLOSES DOWN FOR THIS WEATHER,BUT HEY I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT..SOME THESE IDIOTS AROUND HERE CAN'T DRIVE IN NICE WEATHER MUCH LESS BAD WEATHER...BUT MY INTERNET CONNECTION ISN'T WANTING TO WORK..I KEEP GETTING KICKED OFF..PEOPLE TELL ME ONE THING..THEN THEY TURN AROUND AND SAY THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE CRAP..SO FAR I HAVE TALKED TO 4 DIFFERENT DELIVERY SERVICES HERE 2 OF WHICH SAID THAT YES THEY WOULD DELIVER..THEN AFTER I SIT ON HOLD FOR OVER A HOUR AND GIVE THEM MY ORDER THEY CALL ME BACK AND SAY SORRY WE CAN'T DELIVER TODAY..NOW WOULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN A WHOLE LOT SIMPLER JUST TO SAY THAT TO BEGIN WITH? THEN AS IF THAT ISN'T ENOUGH TRYING TO KEEP PEACE BET

Merry Easter...jew!
Cathlic, prodestant, anglican, MUSLISM, etc. etc. ALL JEWISH! Thats right happy campers, if you're christian, be it any sect, you worship a jewish god! Have a little think about that, and what it means. And remember, muslism are christians too, so it makes no sense to have a "holy war" with people who worship the same freak'in god!Whilst you're dwelling on all that religious thought, spare another thought for the fact easter actually comes from the paegen festival Estros. So it doesn't even have anything to do with your christian beliefs :D Remember that whilst you're shoving chocolate in your gob :D

Finally
since i just finished school i thought it would be a good idea to get a job doing something i went to school for. so i had 2 interviews with AT&T the past week and i had to go for a physical and drug test the other day..(good thing i was prepared) so its looking like i got the job. it pays handsomely and what im excited about is i might get to relocate to chicago. my ultimate goal is to get out west but out of state is a nice start. me and my girl just broke up too, so i'll really be able to save money and get my life completly situated before i do something dumb like have kids or get married before its the right time.

Trippin' Me Out
Man... You know what be trippin' me out? When you are browsing CherryTap and you look at the little thumbnail and see someone who looks soo fine... When you go to their page and see the big picture they ugly as all get out.

Kids Are Asked To Write About The Sea
Kids are asked to write about the sea 1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly age 6) 2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6) 3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island. If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. (Wayne age 7) 4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie age 6) 5) A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy age 8) 6) My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs.(Millie age 6) 7) When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William age 7) 8) I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant?

Happy Easter
Today was one of the best days...Got some TERRIFIC news...And my sister is finally home for good and happy at that news...AND..Everything is going my way so far in my past problems... Heading to a party tonight since its Brents 23rd bday and there is going to be lots of men there...Heck ya!! I miss you also Matthew...But i dont no if i am ready to jump right back into being how we were as best friends again...You know what i mean and i hope also that we can be friends again soon when i can forgive.... Jay..Im sorry

Inside Out
Inside Out I had never loved from the inside out, always seen the outer shell. I didn't care to see what it was all about, never caring what their soul could tell. Once I looked upon the face of a young man, and fell in love with his handsome smile. And watched it leave like a handful of sand, that washes away with the tide across the miles. Always wondered how the blind could love, never seeing the one they touched. It was me that was blind of a love sent from above, A love felt from the soul, I had never loved that much. Then I found you, a man I have never met or seen, had never touched like most lovers do. A love felt from the heart and soul as in a dream, A love that has touched me like none other before you. Now I know just how the blind see, I understand now what it is all about. And I know now what its like to be... loved from the inside out.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life
Your Birthdate: June 3 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

The Sequence Of The Dream (2nd Act)
And so the river ran...... The screen went red with the violent pulseing of my adrenal gland, I was now the equivalent of what harmless water waves become when you amplify them thirty fold with repercussions. from the likes of my maddness most would run.... "But they never moved?" instead they stood there, stareing in a frozen state of shock and confusion. like still frame photographs as i opened fire on the first one. The shot fired before i could even clear the gun from my jacket...it left a huge hole,"but hey i feel it was a small price for such an uncensored release of anger." oh well, it wasn't like there'd be anyone left to identify me or my bullet riddled jacket. Screams rang like a cruel and sick symphony and i was the conductor! weilding my weapon like a trained machanic, I SHOWED THEM! By the time i was done the permagrin was so burnt into my face, i torched the building to boot.....just cause i felt like it! I remember laughing insanely as i

My Nightly Prayer
Master.... i Love and Adore You so... Master...my nitely prayer has/is growing with time ..like our union of souls : ) i fear no other power...for Master is always near.. He is my Saviour.. He is my guiding light.. He is my life .. He is my will.. He possess my soul.. He engulfs my mind.. He enflames my heart.. He consumes my body... He is my Protector.. He is my Teacher.. He is my Mentor... He is my Lover.. He is my Friend.. He is my True Master.. He owns me completely.. i am His eternal slave.. i have no wants or needs... only the deep desire to strive my best to fulfill all of Masters needs and desires completely.. for He is my true happiness.. my every reason for living and loving so completely..Master.. i thank You .. Master for all the gifts that You have given to me.. the gift of rediscovery of my true inner being.. for accepting my submission to You for claiming and collaring me as Your submissive/slave the gift of freedom within

Smashingpumpkins Love...
BODIES cast the pearls aside. of a simple life of pain. come into my life forever. crumbled cities stand as known. all the sides you have been shown. all the hurt you call your own. you know, you know. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide. the empties bodies stand at rest. casualties of their own flesh. afflicted by their dispossession. no body's ever knew. no bodies. no body's felt like you. no bodies. love is suicide. love is... now we drag the knife. to the agonies of peace. you can hold the knife forever. the tragedies reside in you. the secret sides hide in you. the lonely nights divide in two. into, into. all my blisters now revealed. in the darkest of my dreams. in the spaces in between us. no bodies ever knew. nobodies. no bodies felt like you. nobodies. no bodies ever knew. nobodies. no bodies felt like you. nobodies. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide.

Yea Yea Ya Dumb Whore!!
what r u mad that Eric is mine??? you mad he bangin' me and not you?? are you jealous that you'll be nothing but an internet whore to him...i can write whatever i want...matter of fact...why dont you read the comments he sent me on my page!! "i cant get enough of you girl"...and "hey guys this girl is mine, dont make me get physical!!!" so get your panties out of a wad...and find some other dick to fuck with!! PEACE!

True Commitment
What is the difination of Commitment? devotion or dedication, to a cause, person or relationship. What has happened 2 2days relationships? When I was coming up watching my mother & father, they were there 4 each other thru thick & thin. They had their ups & downs but stood by each other & suported each other no matter what. My dad told me that when he met my mother that it was true love at first sight but she was dating a friend of his but he got 2 know her & waited 4 his chance 2 come around, the relationship with her & his friend ended, then it was his chance. It would take a special man 2 have a relationship with my mother because she had polio but was very independent woman. He said that what ever it took he would make that "commitment" 2 stay with my mother & untill the day she died he was beside her side till death did them apart. He said that he had several friends ask him why? he wanted or stayed with a crippled woman when he had other weman that wanted 2 date him. He

Have Tried Out The New Cmail- May Want To Note This Statement???? Important???
Seen at the top of http://cherrytap.com/messages.php - On April 19th, Private Messages will be replaced with cMail. PMs sent after April 13th will be copied to cMail--please save any earlier PMs you want to keep.

Hmm..writings...
Uneasiness, tears, fear, uncertainty Those are all the familiar emotions Churning inside of me All of them frighting for the chance to raise their head To take a glance I shove them down each in turn as i try not to let them return They threaten to overwhelm me To burn and drown me The tears i cannot let fall answer thier masters sweet call and begin to fall anyway no matter what i say They always seem to surface and bring back the emotions to wreak havoc in my heart while they play Time clicks by Each second a minute Each minute seeming like an hour Slowly i feel myself losing control and power All i want now is to escape From insecurities, their grip, the worry Oh how i wish your call would come in a hurry Just as i think that the only release is the sweet surrender of sleep If i can only escape into the good sweet dreams and not the nightmares that haunt me the phone rings my heart pounds its YOU All of my insecurties melt away once more as if they n

Things That I Have Been Thinking
For once today I have decided to just stay in bed as long as I possibly could. Ok, that was until my husband woke me up when he got home (my guess was around 10:30 this morning.) from work, and before you ask WHY I was still in bed at that time, I didn't go to bed until probably close to three this morning. I normally don't fall asleep as easy as my husband does, and I have always had this going on, so don't think anything. Just ask my parents. I am more of a night owl my dad says. But leave it to my husband to fall asleep sitting on the couch watching t.v. . But after my husband let me know he was home, he went back into the living room and I knew it was cold outside since my arms got cold so I was back under the covers with the electric blanket on. Then my cell phone rang and it was my best friend Bill, calling. So I stayed on the phone with him for a couple of minutes since he was on the way to his mom's. Who would have guessed he would call again an hour later. :) I will add mo

Well, I'm Leaving Cherrytap
I was going to post a long rambling thing (you know, like my normal stuff) explaining the why's and wherefores behind my decision... but I'm too damn tired, mentally speaking, to bother. I've spent a lot of time looking at this place over the last couple weeks, and I've come to the conclusion that there is nothing about this site that I like enough to stay. Those of you that read this are on my friends or family list (or both). I care about all of you, and I'm honored to have met you. Most of you have my Yahoo IM, please stay in touch if you would like. I'm sure I'll message you from time to time :) So, if you want to stay in touch, please do! There's one person that I met here that I care deeply for. She knows who she is, and I met here here so leaving here was a tough decision... but people you care for are not attached to a website, so I know I'm not losing her, just her CT profile page ;) To her, there are a lot of things I'd say... but she's already hearing them in

Rules Of Drunk Dialing (and Texting!!!)
Rules of Drunk Dialing (and texting!!!) 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6.Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7.It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8.You ca

Telling Your Story
Telling Your Story – John 9:1-7 The Lord uses a believer’s personal testimony in powerful ways. As we explain how God rescued and changed us, the Holy Spirit makes others more interested in spiritual matters. He uses our words to help them seek Christ as their Savior. The ninth chapter of John teaches us about a blind man the Lord healed. Many people questioned how he received his sight. To each one, the blind man told the facts. He said, “The man who is called Jesus made clay, and anointed my eyes, and said to me, 'Go to Siloam and wash'; so I went away and washed, and I received sight.” When we obey Jesus’ commands, people will notice there is something different about us. Perhaps they’ll be curious about our ability to remain patient or calm in the face of adversity. They may ask why we’ve given up popular activities or avoid certain places. We can respond as simply as the blind man did. We may say, “I was spiritually blind and sepa

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected, Under the sweet, night-sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me, As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk, my only love, Hand in hand, you and me.

The Heart Wants, What The Hart Wants
As you know I met my now bf almost ten and a half years ago. For me I fell for in almost as soon as I looked into his sexy blue eyes. I could not do anyting though at the time becsause I was mared. A few years later I shared a wonderful inconter with him, that I will nver foget. It was the fist time we made love. I know then that I truely loved him. But I steeel could not bring myself be stay with him. I tryed to work on a marged that was doomed from the start. Because I thought bece my ex and were friends I should say with him. Even though he was paing me no mind. A few more years wen buy and I would see my curnt bf from time to time. Know one day I would be with him for good. And develing a conetion to him that I can not explain. Finaly faight stepped in and I took my chance on true love. The one thing I should have done years ago. And now I am the happies person in the world And I know I am lucky to be with a mon that loves me the way I love him.

Sigh... Day Off
Im lying in bed listening to the rain drops outside my shutters. Sounds so peaceful... yet not putting me to sleep. sigh.. sleep... i miss that right now... so yes.. my last blog i was pulling a double against my will ... im so tired of bull shit.. YOU DONT CALL OUT TEN MINS BEFORE YOUR SHIFT STARTS!!! NOT FUCKING COOL.... sigh... and i tried to get him to cover my shift ... no dice... had to get off of working a 16 hour shift and go home and get back to work 8 hours after i was finished... sigh.... i just wanna sleep at least i dont have to walk into the bar tomorrow... ill get my check on thursday when i go to work... night

Whats Your Ideal Drug?
You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls. Marijuana88%Ecstacy69%Cocaine69%None!56%Mushrooms50%Alcohol50%Inhalents50%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

Can Nerds Get Women?
Let me ask you... honestly... Do you ever worry that you might be coming across as "nerdy" to women? I don't mean "nerdy" as in, into comic books and computers... I mean nerdy as in the OPPOSITE OF COOL. Call it "dorky", "wussy", whatever... they are all synonyms for one thing: UNDESIRABLE. These are all names women use to describe guys who behave and act in a way that is the OPPOSITE of what they want. There is an old saying in poker that goes like this: "If you can't spot the "sucker" at the table within a few minutes of sitting down, then YOU are the sucker." I love it. And after going through most of my life as the type of guy that women saw as a "nerd", FINALLY doing something about it... then showing other men how to do the same, I know now that one thing is for sure: If you are not 100% CERTAIN that you AREN'T coming across as "nerdy" to women... then you probably are. And if you're struggling with get

F Those Who Cant
Fuck those who cant keep there noses out of others peoples lives. Fuck you all back stabbin asses. Thats not what friends are for you might want to realize that. i don't give a fuck if I offend you. Stay out of my life.

.stuff.
i commented on my own blog *laughs* why? cuz i can. ha. my house is cleaner than it was at 7 this morning. which makes me smile inside. oh and cherry? why am i not getting my Drea alerts? seriously. i get alerts from everyone else...but not her. its annoying me. i hafta go stalk her page to see if theres a new blog...n there almost always is...gah! cadey refuses to keep her diaper on. which is good and bad...im always worried she's gonna p on me. blech. this is pointless...i have nothing to say...just felt like bitchin real quick bout my GD DREA ALERTS...and yes...im going to bitch everyday...until they're BACK. get it? got it? good. kthnxbi

Love Lost
JUST RECENTLY I LOST MY BEST WHICH WAS MY MOM. I JUWT WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE MY MOM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOLE AND SHE WILL LIVE THROUGH ME. HER LOVE WILL BE LOST BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.SO PEOPLE OUT THERE JUST TELL YOUR MOM OR DAD YOU LOVE THEM EVERYDAY

Dont Cheat On Me
you want a wife that's faithful but you dont want to be.why dont the rules apply to you that you have given me? If you expect a loving wife thats always by your side Then there is no double standard by which I will abide. on the day that we were wed the vows were very clear If it's ok for you to cheat it's ok for me too dear. you had better change now and sleep with only me I can find another If its free you want it be that doesn't mean becareful so you wont get cought It means that if you love me your pleased with what you got you know how much I love you I'll forever want you near settle down and love just me so you'll always have me here

Attn All Fff And Cb/cg's...
RoughneckMP the Sheriff of CB/CG called me last night, I just wanted everyone to know that he is doing good. He has spent the last week and a half in his homestate of Ohio on some well deserved R&R. He will leave this Saturday back to Germany, then first week or so in May he will be heading to Afghanistan for 15 mos. I ask that everyone pray for him that he stays safe. Please show him how much we appreciate all that he is doing for us. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/428999 Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com

I Don't Understand
i don't understand how you make me feel everytime that you're around i don't get how you can be so loud but yet, you did not make a sound i don't understand why my heart skips a beat whenever you say my name i don't know if all the things you do or say are part of a mind game i don't understand why i get all nervous when you just casually walk by i don't really get it.... i really don't get it... how your presence can make me sigh i don't know why i melt inside whenever you sit next to me i seriously don't understand how these weird feelings came to be what is it about you... yes... you... that makes me feel like this??? and why oh why... why why why!? do i yearn for just one kiss??? why do you get me all twisted with your smile that's oh so fine... when you said hi to me the other day i swear i was on cloud nine! i can't believe the things you do and yet you're totally unaware how all day i can just look at you... and stare... and stare... and

True Story! A Time To Die
It was an over cast afternoon Ithat day, as I remember it. Walking with my 6-month baby boy I was racing home from kindergarten with my 4 year old in tow. We where singing nursery rhymes together. The snorting of Old MacDonald’s Pig came to an abrupt halt as the dull thud rose above the humming of the heavy traffic racing down the main road. I half turned in mid pig snort, to see the dark blue commodore and trailer billowing smoke around the rear wheels as he brought his car to the curb. In the distance I saw the little heap lying in the gutter as passersby came running up to the curb, to investigate. I squinted trying to get a clearer view, as a woman bent down too pick up the heap that lay there. As she straightened I could see a pair of limp legs dangling and an arm resting at an odd angle. It became all to clear No hesitation! I asked my friend to stand with the boys and I raced across the road. Ducking and diving in-between the cars and trucks waving my arms calling out stop!

"nightfall"
"Nightfall" Isn't it beautiful? The sunset at night. Pale shades of color In the glowing light. The trees look so peaceful. A breeze passes by. Hints of rainbow colors adorn the nightly sky. Soon it will get dark And the moon will start to rise. Waves gently flap the shore with the distant seagulls cries. The sky begins to glisten As stars slowly appear. Crickets chirp their song, Afar it seems so near. It all makes you wonder How you have never noticed before The beauty that has been created couldn't be appreciated more.

420...woohooo
NORML Affiliates Nationwide To Celebrate 'High Holiday' Washington, DC: NORML affiliates in more than a dozen states will be holding events this Friday, April 20th, to acknowledge "420" the official day for cannabis awareness. NORML chapters in Dallas, Las Vegas, Philadelphia, Santa Barbara, Tuscon and other cities across the nation will hold rallies commemorating the day, and will call on their elected officials to stop arresting adults who consume cannabis responsibly. "April 20th has emerged as the most organic and culturally driven day of cannabis awareness, not just in the United States, but also worldwide," said NORML Executive Director Allen St. Pierre. "However, while this is a day of notable celebration, it also is a stark reminder of the absurdity of cannabis prohibition in our free market-oriented, democratic society." For a complete listing of NORML affiliated "420" events, please contact Erin Dame, NORML Outreach Coordinator, at (202) 483-5500. Additional in

What's The Kinkiest Thing You've Ever Done Sexually?
Compared to some things I've seen and heard in the past year, I don't think anything I've done would be considered kinky.... unless you're a fucking nun. So I'm just asking, what's the freakiest, kinkiest thing you've ever done? Comments are welcome! Me? Well... hmmmm... er..... mine are pretty tame I think.... But I will say this: Lifeguard chairs = fun barbers chairs = fun whirlpool tubs = fun sex tapes = fun as long as no one can see your face because if you ever become famous that could be rather embarrassing. Getting your toes sucked = fun chocolate syrup on body parts = fun And the rest is nunya. :oP

Ode To Cherry Tap
One day I decided to get on aol, I thought cherry tap would be my best bet. I saw names and words come up from where I knew not. I soon took a chance and had a nice thought, Could I do this, it looked really neat. I saw names on the screen that started with sweet, sweet smiles, and hugs were there too, And then I saw it, "Oh, yes, we're talking to you, come online and comment for awhile. " And when I did I started to smile. I saw a friend i reconized and many more soon I was friends with quite a few people by the days end. And after awhile they called me their friend. Sometimes I come on and my friends are not there, But I'll go back again because I know that they care. Some live in the states and some do not, But they always know when I need to talk. I am so glad I took the leap and went into the world of cherry tap where friends are so neat

Is It Wrong...
ok so i cant really trust anybody especially guys...i have been hurt so many times and i dont deserve it nobody does....no wonder i always pick the wrong guys and like the wrong guys..if ur gonna fucking talk to me dont flirt with other girls it isnt hard for me to flirt with guys...but ya...w/e..too someone I USED to like..wtf ever im done..peace

I Am Drew Berry Moore
Which celebrity beauty are you? (Pics) Drew BarrymoreYou are the down to earth beauty. You are modest but still sexy. Guys love simple girls. Excess is trashy. You can't go wrong keeping with the basics.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

You Don't Care To Know....
Ok all… Beamer told me I should put a writing up that I have done…. This is one form a few weeks ago… I am not a writer.. or a good one at least.. so be kind to me… pretty please… Depending on how this one goes will determine if I will ever share another… So… there ya go.. enjoy…. You don’t care to know When you look into my eyes… Can you know what they are saying? Without me uttering a word How could you For you never gaze into them You don’t care to know When you put your hand on my chest Can you hear what my heart is saying? Do you know it beats for you? How could you For you never put your hand there You don’t care to know When you watch my mouth move as I speak Can you hear the conviction in my voice? Do you know that I adore you? How could you For you never see my lips forming words You don’t care to know When you feel my hands trace your body Can you feel how warm they are when I touch you? Do you know they long to touch your skin?

Orgasm
Before yall read this yes I am bisexual so don't ask me what you allready know lol Observation of your feminine creation 2 study the form which is inducing My facination 2 taste you starting from mental Stimulation, which starts out as Verbal communication And leads 2 mental fornication And the uncontrollable desire For physical gratification Render you my captive Because you're moans of ecstacy Are the effects of my sexual tactics I'm a master of my craft, stemming from Intense practice and the more I give the More your body is reactive Your fantasies are no longer dormant Your sex drive is now active This is the definition of seductive Giving your all 2 me As I persistantly keep you weak The peak of your sexuality is what I seek, my taste buds analyze the nectar You secrete as I continually make you Consecutively orgasm 4 me Causing you 2 bite your lip And squeeze inbetween trying 2 breath You can't help it baby, I love 2 hear You scream My lips

Tale Of Six Boys
Tale of Six Boys Each year I am hired to go to Washington, DC, with the eighth grade class from Clinton, WI. where I grew up, to videotape their trip. I greatly enjoy visiting our nation's capitol, and each year I take some special memories back with me. This fall's trip was especially memorable. On the last night of our trip, we stopped at the Iwo Jima memorial. This memorial is the largest bronze statue in the world and depicts one of the most famous photographs in history -- that of the six brave soldiers raising the American Flag at the top of a rocky hill on the island of Iwo Jima, Japan, during WW II. Over one hundred students and chaperones piled off the buses and headed towards the memorial. I noticed a solitary figure at the base of the statue, and as I got closer he asked, "Where are you guys from?" I told him that we were from Wisconsin. "Hey, I'm a cheese head, too! Come gather around, Cheese heads, and I will tell you a story." (James

Spring Storm
I was sitting at the computer on night. Just listing to the rain outside the windo. And feeling the storm browing in my heart. Not knowing what was coming next. I could feel the claps of thunder in my soul. And here the lighing in my heart. All I wanted to do was frun and hide. Yet I knew I need to ride out the storm insted. Regardless of the fair the the lighing and thunder. I sate down and let the rain dropps fall over me wassing away all the pain I felt. Beteen the rain, the lighting and the thiunder. I fellt my heart geting stonger and as I watched the storm pass I stood up. As all the pain I was feeling during the store went away. Purple Angel

Good Answer
Subject: Ya just gotta love em senior citizens........... A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Lexus convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. "Amazing," he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal even more Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw the highway patrol behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this," and pulled overto await the Trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the Trooper walked up to the Lexus, looked at his watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go." The old gentleman paused........ Then said, "Yearsago, my wife ran off with a Florida State Trooper. I thought you were bringing her back." "Have

Important Medical Information
American Medical Association researchers have made a remarkable discovery. It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood. It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better. Just thought you'd like to know

Best News In A Long Time
Vermont pushes bid to impeach Bush AFP | April 20, 2007 The senate in the northeastern US state of Vermont passed a resolution Friday calling on Congress to begin impeachment proceedings against President George W. Bush, senate officials said. The largely symbolic move, which stands little chance of going much further, was approved by 16 votes to nine and followed a public rally this week in the state capital Montpelier calling for Bush and Vice President Dick Cheney to go. "I was deeply moved by the meeting on Tuesday and I've been a supporter of this consistently from the beginning," Democratic Senate President Peter Shumlin told the Vermont Guardian newspaper. "There hasn't been a president of the United States of America who has worked harder for impeachment hearings than President Bush and Vice President Cheney," he was quoted as saying. "The neat thing about the Vermont legislature is that we listen to citizens," he told the newspaper. A similar resolution ha

I'm Busting My Blog Cherry
Your Actual Display Picture Why would someone put another persons pic up as their own display photo?........Especially one of the opposite sex? Isn't there, and if not, shouldn't there be a rule against it? And I'm only meaning the display pic showing who you are. Other than being insecure with who you are and, in a way, cheating the CT "M.O." to increase viewers/visitors are my only thoughts, but I am new, so this might also be accepted common practice. Anyone?

I Would Do This For My Girl Any Day
- Give her a hoodie of yours to wear so other people know she is yours. - Leave her sweet texts to wake up to. - Sneak up behind her. - Grab her by the waist. - Do anything to make her smile. - Always make her laugh. - Tell her shes beautiful, not sexy or damn you look fine - Tell her she has amazing eyes. - When your friends walk by, say, "This is my girlfriend." - Say I love you to her face not JUST over the phone. - If she's sad, take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay.* - NEVER cheat on her. - Kiss her on the forehead. . - When you walk with her, walk slowly. - Tickle her, even when she says stop. - Don't say I love you unless you mean it. - Listen to her when she talks. - Tell her your secrets. - Protect her. - Brush any hair out of her face and say something chessy like: "Sorry, I just want to see your beautiful face." and add a cheesy smile :P Girls love it xP Girls repost as - A True Boyfriend Guys repost as - I would do this for my gir

Monkeyassfucks And 'splodin' People
One of my favorite new haunts since I've moved down south is called, "Double D's Steakhouse". It's a large, usually sparsely populated steakhouse with a bar. They have numerous, large LCD televisions, 3 high quality, regulation sized, pocketed billiard tables, reasonably priced beer and very decent food. And, if the bartender sees that you're actually drinking or ordering food, he will usually write off the pool rental and you'll get it for free. My kind of place. A very interesting thing happened at DD's today. As I was playing pool with myself (I was losing), a proverbial clown car of children and rednecks suddenly flooded in the door. I've never understood people's compulsion to bring their offspring to places where people obviously go to get away from things like children... such as a bar. The five children looked to be exactly nine months apart in age (big surprise there), the oldest being around 8 years old. And they were LOUD! Not just loud in the sense that they spoke loudly

Break Time.
Thank it own it live it. Like warm gun barrels smoldering in the sand. Run it warn it loan it. Take it. I neverwasneverknowneverwillbe. And its the damndest thing. Happiness really does write white. But what comes next? Oh..right.. That tidal wave of things I don't want to do.

I Stolded
How good are you in bed?Just PerfectYou love to please and to be pleased. Sometime wild and crazy. Other times sweet and pasionate. Your lover(s) are please with your sex drive and amazing ability to give it to them the way that they like it!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Horoscope~ Aries
Relying on others isn't exactly part of your usual MO, but you need a third party's advice right now. This person has much more perspective on a tricky topic than you do. Their point of view could be immensely helpful. This is exactly what we are going through right now, trying to decide whether to have hubby change jobs, and for me to go to work or not, LOL

Killa Killa
EVERY DAY I WAKE UP N BLOW KILL, I GET HIGH AND WIT MY CUZINS N CHILL. IM NOT EVEN TAKING PILLS, BUT IM STEADY DOING DRILLS. ALEX CANTU IS MY NAME, STAKIN PAPER IS MY GAME. DONT FUCK WIT ME CUZ, ILL TAKE AWAY YOUR FAME.

Field V. Wilson (lacrosse Game)
whoot!! we won!! my sister this year transferred from Field (a private school) to Wilson (a public school) and she plays on their lacrosse team. we just played them (it wasnt an official game sadly) and normally we loose by a lot, cept we won this year! it was 11 - 9, us ^_^ the only problem is that we ended up breakin down on defense some cuz no one was talking or callin out numbers...plus wilson is REALLY fast. i played most of the game (surprisingly!) and now i have shin splints like CRAZY. but it was completely worth it. even better, my sister plays offense and i play defense. at one point, in the 2nd half, i double teamed and she couldnt get a shot. then one of our own accidentally flicked it into the goal when she meant to roll it to our goalie. other than some physical pain, i'm happy...and allergic to the outside world lol. homework sucks...and i have so much due tomorrow!! :( i still havent done this 4 page paper that was due last friday...and my teacher i

My Thoughts On Hubby's Job!
Hi all, I hope you are all having a good evening. Darryl left for his delivery on Sunday, he left here on Sunday at 12 pm. Well he gets down to the yard in time to pick up his load on time, well the company loading the trailors made a mistake on one, so the driver had to come back, and get his trailor reloaded. Well that pushed Darryl's truck back, so after him getting there on time he didn't get loaded until after 3 pm, which pushed him back for the deliver time, but he got there and he was the first to get there so that's cool. Well when he got reloaded for the back haul, they loaded him over the limit, so he pushed back his tandems and all, still over the weight limit, so he got an over weight ticket!!! He gets back to the yard and his bosses has all kinds of choice words to say to him. That he needs to be careful, and watch how they load the trailor......... yet he did all that and it's still his fault that he got the ticket!! WTF is that. They paid for the ticket, and now he h

Lord Maekasslave
i am writeing this to let All know i am the one who ask my sister ( Lord Maekasslave ) to join CT, not knowing i would have so much of a problem over it .. so im going to say this now and it end here .. yes she is my sister .. not blood .. but still my sister. she at one time did live with my Master and me and me and her have a past together outside of my Master. yes she did hurt me and my feeling on that is not being posted as me and her have work it out. yes she has done alot of bad stuff in her past and made bad choises but she tring to fix them. now what dose all this mean ??? i am 7 month prgy with a high rish child who i was not to have in the being due to cancer i could care less about who on CT and so forth, if you can found time to sit on her and call names and act childish then go ahead but leave me out of it ... I AM TO HAVE NO STRESS IN MY LIFE AND WILL NOT SIT HERE AND PLAY CHILDISH GAMES !!! grow up people, taking somebody life and runing

I Wonder
Sometimes I catch you looking Across the room at me You think I never notice You think I never see I wonder what you're thinking When your eyes meet mine I know you'll never tell me So just give me a sign We get on all right as friends We talk on MSN at night I wonder if someday I'll tell you In the dark you are my light I wonder about what's happening This feelings very wierd It's happening against my will Exactly what I feared I wonder if you notice And if you will ever see I wonder if you'll realise That we are meant to be

A Friend Like You
A friend like you no one can replace you know your limits and when i need space I've been betrayed by a few but after some months i knew you we're true theres not everyday you find a friend like that's down no matter what happens she'll stay around we have disagreements but we can work it out because of you i know what a true friendship is about boy issues your there to give me advice bad hair day you try and make me look nice family issues you can relate we have our moments we debate I wanted to let you know this because your very true no one can replace a friend like a friend like you!!!!