Fubar Blog Posts 3

Smartz?
In Russia, there is a thing that kids do nowadays: they go to the train tracks, then wait for a train to get close, and lay on the tracks, in the groove inbetween. Its is deep enough for them to lay without getting touched by the train, so it goes over them. Smart? Not really. I posted a pic of it in my folder, and there were people saying how cool that is, and how they should try doing that. Am I responsible for future train deaths? Or for Darwin in action?

Irving R. Levine
BOCA RATON, Fla. (AP) — Irving R. Levine, the professorial NBC newsman who explained the fine points of economics to millions of viewers for nearly a quarter century, has died. He was 86. Levine died Thursday, announced Kevin M. Ross, president of Lynn University in Boca Raton. Levine taught at the school after leaving NBC. Further details of his death were not immediately available. Known for his dry, measured delivery and trademark bow ties, Levine was a presence at NBC since 1950 when he began covering the Korean War until his retirement in 1995. He had become the network's full-time economics correspondent in 1971 and in the last five years of his tenure also did weekly commentaries on CNBC. He also appeared on "Meet the Press" more than 100 times over the years. After retiring from NBC, Levine joined Lynn University as dean of the college of international communication. Born in Pawtucket, R.I., Levine began his career in 1940, writing obituaries for The Providence

Running
I like dreaming under the night sky when my two sleeping beauties will stop on by Bringing there smiles along with their radiant glow chasing one another playing red light, yellow light , green light go Our bond is uncompromising and unconditional never to be confused with anything seasonal As endless is the ever expanding universe we see so are the days we share with this love set free We don't need dreams to feel this bliss but know that even when apart in the wind is a kiss No one can eclipse our super nova brillance this is our time to enjoy lifes dance

Nine Inch Nails - Right Where It Belongs
This song is like a self examination song for me..one that makes me think about life as a whole good and evil and all the world and our human thoughts... I really love this song when I wanna relax it makes me think about everything in everyway ..listen to the lyrics...So real.. "Right Where It Belongs" See the animal in his cage that you built Are you sure what side you're on? Better not look him too closely in the eye Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? See the safety of the life you have built Everything where it belongs Feel the hollowness inside of your heart And it's all Right where it belongs [Chorus:] What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you want it to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see? What if all the world's inside of your head J

Blogging For The Interested Or The Knowledgable...
To those who wish to know or who are thinking "wow, how deep". I am a Cleric of healing in the sense that listening to others will help myself later on in life. As well as having the ability I have, I also have problems, and my writtings are truthful and for a reason, not for entertainment. If ever you think wow, how can i find a guy like that. Well, lol, all I can say is....All guys have the ability to sense emotion and be relationship prone. the mind is a very vast and complex tool that has been obused from centuries of neglect and torture. The prospective of "Man" is this, if the medium of companionship has never been introduce to him, he will never fall into lingo for a reason, but will ultimately fall into a destructive self-will and therefore will never experience the tenderness and compasiion of a woman that he could have deserved and desired. The prospective of "Woman" is this, the mental and spiritual thresh hold to which we need sanctity....PERIOD. If it weren't for "w

Poetry
Entering Another World Celebrating the darkness That falls most imperfectly Conjuring the dead that awake in my mind Slashing with their little knifes impaling me causing violent seizures and foaming out of my eyes like a devil spawn I cry helpless.. I cry being forced to commit to their ways becoming one one of those things people fear with acid like substance I shoot from my eyes I use it as a weapon fighting against them while enumerating 1...2...3...4 counting furthermore shifting the balance devouring them like a plague a sickness like cancer converting the darkness into light intertwining the two making another world another world..I still live in today.

Drama
people who cant say shit to my face are funny....and i was going to ask some one why they didnt want to talk to me but he blocked me. and i was going to take it as a fuck off but his bitchy girl had to put her 2 sense in.And if he is not a juggalo why would he though up the WC's sign....so its all great and dndy...and i love how they both suck at insults. fudram sucks but oh well im proud of who i m. no one is going to mke me change for them..if yall dont like me fuck off and suck my nuts.

In Loving Memory Of ... Abby - The One And Only
In Loving Memory ofOur Beloved AbbyRest In PeaceOur Precious AngelIt is with great sadness that we must announce the passing of our Fu-DaughterAbby - The One And Only. Needless to say, this has been a very rough time for Wild, myself and the others who love Abby, but we wanted to take time to tell you what we know and what is planned regarding her funeral and Fu Memorial Service. Dove returned from spring vacation on Monday to find an email saying that Abby had become ill on Monday and left work early. On Tuesday Mar 31st Abby was found at home, passed out and could not be revived. Abby suffered from health issues that effected certain organs, including her heart and this may have had something to do with her passing.We have been informed That Abby will be laid to rest in the UK on April 9th, 2009April 9th, happens to also be Dove's 48th Birthday and had planned a birthday bash with random bling giveaway. However, under the circumstances she is understa

[something Wonderful, And Fried]
Ladies and gentlemen, I have discovered something wonderful and it is so god damn simple. Sweet tea brined fried chicken. Now this is not a big deal people do buttermilk all the time. Wait, it totally is a big deal. I used a mango tea and irish breakfast and a couple tablespoons of sugar. Two days later I dredged in a eggwhite and breadcrumb mixture, fried it at 375 and had a bite of it after cooling. I about needed to change pants. It picked up every single molecule of flavor in that brine. Problem is... I'm still pretty bad at getting fried chicken cooked all the way through, it was probably only 85% done. Hope I don't get sick. But that has nothing to do with the flavors- just my lack of technique with invisible meat. Too many variables, I need a thermometer The next thing... get a celery root, keep that oil boiling- get your favorite vegetable slicer. Slice thin strips of the celery root and add to the oil, remove when they start to curl and get a lil stiffness, repeat

Let Me
The taste of your lipsIs like the sweet scentOf a pretty pink roseblossoming ever so brightlyShowering down with loveCan't you see, can't you see?This is me, holding my armsOut wide, please come inLet me take you, let me hold youLet me be the one to protect youLet me be the one to knock you off you feetI'm here for youI care for youI'll do anything and be your everythingYou're to me as I am to youNo one will love you more than I docopyright jas 2007

Why Do I Love You
why do i love you Why do I love you ?A very simple yet complex question.I shall try to explain.I love your soft words andgentle touch when I'm sad.I love you because you enchant me.I love you because you make it so easy.Cause me to smolder with passion.Our love making is all consumingbody and soul.Somehow right before my eyes you'veblossomed into "my" fantasy woman.So easy to love.....I love you because you are my friend.I can share anything without reproach,and am a better person for it.I love you because I always have.Because you are my lifes breath.My noble purpose to exsist.Why do I love you?I'm sorry the words that are known to manfail to express my reasons why.I just know that I do.copyright jas 2009

Name Thing...
What Your Name Says About You Your name says that you are mostly: Intuitive but high strung Your name also says you are: Ambitious but stubborn Thoughtful but slow Artistic but extreme What Does Your Name Say About You?

Dallas Fetish Ball
Here are some pics from the Dallas Fetish Ball at The Church. The whole show was good, but Rubber Doll and Athena Fatale really put on awesome shows. I didn't get many pics, because I didn't take my camera, since my friend is always bragging about how great her camera is ;). She didn't mention that it only holds like 20 pics...

Slim Pickins....: |
I am truly convinced that a lot of women in Indiana are crazy, manic depressive, or mildly retarded. They always complain about needing help, or having to do so much on their own, but when you help, they're not appreciative of it, or even snap at you for it. All because they want to keep this false illusion of independence going. And if that's not enough, God forbid you give them a sincere compliment about their physical appearance. Better sit down, because they're about to talk your ear off about how ugly, fat, flabby, bumpy, hairy, pale, blotchy, or illbuilt they are. Yes, no one is perfect. But just once in a while, can you let someone compliment you and leave it at that? I don't wanna have to scan your body with a magnifying glass to find something that ain't that glaring to the public, but seems to scream out at you every time you hop out of the shower. And for fuck's sake, STOP IT WITH THE EX'S!!!! Yes, I know you're unlucky at love, but haven't you ever thought that the reason

Sick
just wante my true friends to know my condition is gettin vvery bad cant stay awake long at at a time so plz forgive me if i dont get to u i still love u its just so hard now for im not askin for pity just want to let u know why im not here as much need liver transplant but cant get 1 till im bout gone thanks to all who have stood by me thru this u know who you are i lost my insurance so its tuff now anyway love each and everyone of u! love kanan

One Certain Dj
There's a radio dj in this establishment that I am dieing to tell off. I can't and won't say any names, but if that certain dj reads this, I hope your radio startion's doing a hell of a lot better than your fucking ego and personality are! As far as I'm concerned, you can fuck off and go to hell! Oh I forgot! You're already there! So kiss my ass!

[brain Storm]
I was thinking about sheperd's pie today. I mean... I've got all the ingredients for it, why not?I'm gonna fuck it up a bit though. Elevate it a nudge or two. I've got the power. I've got the garlic and ox tail... and a pressure cooker. My dog is licking her broken claw, and I'm trying to talk myself into sleep so I can wake up and go to the grocery store. I'm gonna try some home made nan to go with my curry. Might pick up some stew-lamb since all I've got is ground... course if I go, I'll be tempted to grab fish, and if I grab fish... I'm gonna cook fish.That day. I could go right now, but we're kinda on a roll waking up before noon. Talked to my brother today, played a couple games with him, it was good for my soul. And yeah, no small coincidence that I interviewed for a very VERY bad job today, and will likely get it. So yeah, I've got a full weekend of cooking ahead of me.And bills... with no means to pay for it. Life is good. Nah, actually I just wanted to say thisRainbows

Something To Ponder On.....
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D Souza. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life wou

Break Ups
I thought our love would grow,but i guess that isn't so.I thought our love was vastTurns out it didn't last.I'm not sure what i didor what i could of done.I guess it was all in fun,the kind that always ends,you were the kind that always pretends.your love for me wasn't real,and im so quick to heal,your love was sure to grow maybe because someone else sowed,her name ill leave out of this,but you i will not miss.you have done me wrong,never treated me right,here comes another fight.I only tried my best But you loved your girlfriends chest.I gave you all i had theres nothing left aroundbroken branches and no sound.soon the seeds will bloom of another relationship hopefully not of doom.the sun is rising high theres a tear in my eye,I watch the last of yourempty lies blow away.away away away.

That Man
A man in just jeans, I am a sucker for. The curve of his sex, the snugness of the jeans, makes my heart beat a little faster. Oh that happy trail down his chest to his abdomen, it makes me go weak in the knees. I just want to reach out and nibble my way down from his collarbone, sucking each one of his nipples, twirling my tongue around them then sucking gently. The ripples in his chest, what a heavenly site. Hairy chest or not, so erotically sexy to me. I feel his manhood grow as I work my mouth down lower and lower, his hands rub through my hair, thrusting his hips up to my neck. My fingernails tease him as I work my magic upon him. Oh that man, the way he groans in ecstacy, I could live forever just pleasing him. His large hands holding onto my head so tight, his head thrown back as I pleasure him to no ends. To look up to him with my vixen eyes, seeing him in the process of orgasming, his hands trembling to hold on to my head. His legs shake, his heart quickens,

Twilight: Ultimate Collector's Set Blu-ray Review Amazon's Exclusive Release Will Please Serious 'twilight' Fans. Reviewed By Martin L
What if I'm not the hero. What if I'm the bad guy? Author Stephenie Meyer's Twilight is a phenomenon. It's big. Really big. Harry Potter big? Maybe not quite, but it's huge. Never heard of it? Ask a high school girl. Chances are she's been lugging around a well-worn copy of the book for months, perhaps even toting one or two or three of its sequels along for the ride. "Edward" has replaced the name of that oh-so-handsome boy sitting across the cafeteria when it comes time to gossip about the latest relationships; "Bella" is the kind of girl that would make for such a great friend; and "Vampire" now means more than a black-and-white Bela Lugosi gazing into living rooms around the world. It's a hit, all right, and when a mega-property finds itself the object of affection of the teenage girl community, a movie can't be far behind. Indeed, Twilight is now a major motion picture, and a surprisingly good one at that. It's far better than one might expect, given not the popularity of th

Stupid Cunts And The Internet (part 2)
Since they're paying attention as I can clearly see in another post ... The ass hurt slag has a gallery! We're Fu-Famous *LOL At least she posted my good side LOL AWwwww..poor thing.. Love me, hate me, either way you think of me you stupid cunt :) The fact that you're easy prey makes me giggle like a little girl. You're a fucking victim.

I Am Not A Depression Pill
It annoys the fuck out of me when, people read my blogs or mumm's or view me as a depressed woman who needs to be in a mental ward. These people need to seriously, bone up on depression disorder. Do they honestly think, I like comming off as what they label me as. Every one weather your depressed or not has means of dealing with their sad ness. Mine is blogging , writting in my journal. I like to relect on what went on that day and see if my mood is lifting or my feelings that day were justified. To be soooooooooo honest right now, the main factor in my depression is when, not enough money comming in the house to keep up with the bills. Family members getting sick and I cant even dam well afford to get their meds less I let a bill slide. Then worry how in the hell I am gonna catch up. I do have good days, were I am just happy to go for walks. Listen to music what ever. I know sooner or later, things will work out its just tiime consumming. And I am a person will ve

My Sacrifice Lyrics
Hello my friend we meet againIt's been a while where should we begin, feels like foreverWithin my heart are memories, a perfect love that you gave to meOh, I rememberChorusWhen you are with meI'm free, I'm careless, I believeAbove all the others, we'll flyThis brings tears, to my eyesMy SacrificeWe've seen our share of up's and down'sOh, how quickly life can turn around, in an instantIt feels so good to reunite within yourself and within your mindLet's find peace thereChorusI just want to say hello againI just want to say hello againCause when you are with meI'm free, I'm careless, I believeAbove all the others, we'll flyThis brings tears, to my eyes (repeat twice)My sacrifice, My sacrifice(I just want to say hello again)I just want to say hello againMy sacrifice

Hmmmm
If you have have been trying to meet someone but they keep blowing you off, do you think that they are really interested in you? sometime when you text them they take hours texting you back or dont even text you back Do you think they are involved with someone else? I need your input so I can think about something so let me know what ya think.

Only Xk To Level When X < 10
seriously, if you're under 10k to level, and you need to level that badly, go find someone with autos on and rate them. if you're determined to do it through good old fashion rating and returning from friends, stop putting it in your status. it gets old. so you're being annoying, lazy or annoying and lazy either way... can we please stop? as a side note - i want a fucking blast. or autos. and yes, i am perfectly good being annoying and lazy. love ya! ~sin

Our Ghosts Will Remember This Day
Our Ghosts Will Remember This Day Every four years a competitionwhittles the numbers of those who'd betheir party's favored nomination.We turn and witness history...perhaps it was only destinybut one man stood out from that frayof those who sought the Presidency;Our ghosts will remember this day.Upon the day of the election,the world waited, batited breath to seeturnouts of historic proportions.We stand to witness historyand in a process uniquely free,the promise of change swept awaya Cinderella man victory.Our ghosts will remember this day.Now bound by the Constitution,we acknowledge our legacyon the hour of innauguration.We rise, a witness to history,of unbroken continuity,the transfer of power in a wayso perfect in its dignity;Our ghosts will remember this day.Brothers and sisters, listen to me,at last we've determined hisory,at last the people have had their say;Our ghosts will remember this day.

Dark Angel
I open the door and there you are. Hands bound to the headboard above you. Waiting. I pause for a moment in the doorway. Hand on hip. Hand on doorframe. The pose accentuating the black corset and panties I chose for the evening. You lay with expectant eyes sparkling, wondering just what I have in store for you. I drink you in. Bite my lip. It's playtime! In an instant I'm at the bedside. Pull the little box of pleasures from beneath. Then pause again. Looking. You are so patient and unafraid. Just intrigued. As I climb onto the bed I pour oil into my waiting palm. Kneeling beside you, I begin to rub the oil into your skin. So much skin before me. I pay special attention massaging the tender muscles in your shoulders and the thin ropes in your hips. As the oil warms your flesh I turn my attention to other things. You watch me intently as I grasp your already hard shaft and make sure it too is oiled top to bottom. Next, I grab the blindfold from my box, cover your eyes, slip quickly ou

I Was Thinking All Of This At 7am On A Saturday Morning
I want passion, I crave it. It flows through my veins’. I need a counterpart that has the same fire in their soul. Someone who is true, some one who lives a breathes positivity and excellence and creativity. Someone that knows my strengths and weaknesses. Someone that is not afraid to push me to my limits. Someone that will not let me back down unless it is in my own best interests to do so. A kindred soul, a kindred spirit. Someone who loves me for my flaws and realizes that is what makes me beautiful. I am an intricate design. There is so much on the inside, which is why there is so much on the outside. All that is contained with in my being could never be held by a small petite physique. This someone has to realize that I get bored and needs to know that I need spice and change to keep me sane. Also realize that just because I am bored does not mean I am bored with them, but need to switch it up and change it up a bi

Free No More
A crimson stream within my dreamA night and a night ago,Held within a sanguine gleamdeep within its ebbing flow,A body that once was freeTo walk where he wanted to go.But then was not the time,When a minute seemed like anhour's turn on the clock,With a decade's breath between each tickAnd an eon's between each tock.

The Dark Mask Of A Secret Love
The angel of death took her hand, A secret love… tears of sorrow on the checks of a broken man. A dark haired beauty, unsurpassed, a faded rose from a time long past, haunting memories that will forever last. Years have come and years have past, but love remains even though… he still wears the secret mask. The faded rose he holds in his hand, memories of her, he will never abandon. As long as he holds the faded rose, his love lives and grows. This man in forever sorrow, he awaits the hand of the angel of death. For he shall love her until he takes his last breath.

Hey You Hey You
know I can't see you But I'm close enough to know That after I whispered those two words to you so softly into your ear Letting you know they were only yours to hear That I felt when your heart leapt for joy And I could see you smile Without even catching a glimpse of your face. So close yet so far away from me. Show yourself Let me see be and hold your heart...please I just- Why would-why should you hide Away from me...or is it me... Is this how far you want me to go- get this close-too close-close enough-so close to One four letter word Love It's real And I know you're afraid Of what if I'm the one for you And somehow someway someday I decide to take my love away What if you get hurt What if you hurt me But what this The reason why I know it's true Is found in the split silence Once I say Hey you

I Tried To Sneak Out Of It...
... but I knew that it was gonna catch up with me sooner or later, and I figured I'd better do it. RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Carolina[2] You were in the car with?My family[3] Went to the mall with?Myself[4] Person you talked on the phone with?A client[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?VanT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?TrueQ: Been searched By Cops?TrueQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?FalseQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?TrueQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?True Q: Donated Blood?TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHF

Stand For What You Believe In...
Is anyone Out there ?… Is anyone there? Does it really matter what I have to share? Will anyone hear me? My words lost with the wind, As I’m placed inside this box, I’m invisible within. Invisible to people, invisible to hope. Invisible to everything, leaving words a way to cope. I scribble and I write; jotting down my every thought I explain in words how this battle I have fought Fighting all the urges, fighting all the pain Fighting with the thunder I stand out in the rain. Facing all the problems I’ve ever pushed aside I stand there wet and dripping, at least I know I tried I tried to make it through I tried hard to survive I tried to run away but I made it out alive Living is a blessing I’ve learned that along the way And now inside my box the invisible slips away I step out into the open, and take a deep breath in. I look around and think “ it’s time to try again” My box it has been opene

Not The Sharpest Tools In The Shed
"Kung Fu" star had rope around neck and genitals, may have suffocated, Thai police say. Really? He may have been suffocated? What was their first clue? Could it have been, oh, I don't know...THE ROPE AROUND HIS NECK?! I mean, it's just me, but if you have a rope tied around your neck, you're gonna have a wee bit of difficulty breathing.

Well, I Mean It
Stay with me Stay with me to let me see the wind blowing wordsTo see the rain a fallen poetryStay with me to keep my heart aliveTo make it flourish into poemsStay with me, you made me change my mindYou made me love this lifeStay with me, because of you, I wrote this world a poemAnd posted on my doorI made it wait for me at the front doorStay with me, stay with me, stay with meI might been waiting for you since I was bornI might been looking for you since I was bornWithout your eyes I wouldn’t stayWouldn’t be hereI swear to your eyes, I wouldn’t stayStay with me, because you made me change my mindYou made me like this lifeStay with me, stay with me, and please stay with meStay with me because I will burn my life under your feetWill burn it a sacrifice for your loveAnd my years, my life, I will steal it if It last longI will steal it and increase yoursTo live longer than I will,Stay with me, because you made me love this lifeYou made me keep it waiting for me At my fro

I Don't Know What Hurts More The Fact That You Lied Or The Fact I Didn't Deserve The Truth
Honesty why is honesty important? Everyone always tells us honesty is important, but no one has ever told us WHY it’s important. Maybe because that s something we need to find out for ourselves. Honesty is important in many ways to me, and many different ways to you. Everyone has their own reasons why honesty is important. These are mine. @ When someone lies you can not trust them. Without trust you have lost all respect for that person because you can no longer depend on that person, and you can no longer confide in that person. Lying is not telling the truth, lying is stretching, bending or leaving part of the truth out. Lying hurts… @ If you become a liar you are fake. You are not the TRUE you so you are lying to the world. When you are lying to the world you are lying to your friends, because you have no friends at least no true ones. You don’t know who you are because you lie to your self so how can your friends truly be friends if they don’t know

Who The Fuck Are You? (apples)
A queen bee Probably the most down bitch you'll ever meet Push them hatin bitches out the door, now I got the fuckin floor. Lessons are for free but bitch you'll never be me. Every time I rhyme this is what you'll fuckin see.. So if you don't like it you can grab on these. bitch please..

Calling All Writers
And the day came when the risk it took to remain tightly closed in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom. Anais Nin One of my favorite inspirational quotes I would like to share with you. I found this saying one day while reading some material about writing. Reading about writing, Ha. Trying to clarify my thoughts and feelings and getting them down in black and white I found is not an easy task and indeed, what a task or risk it is. Throwing it all out there for everyone to pick and ponder at. Anyway, I hope to be posting future blogs about my writing experiences along the way and hope to get some feedback from my fans, friends, and any other "wanna be" writers out there and maybe get a support group started. Send me a message if your interested. Thanks and happy blogging.

Come Here.
Time is passing by and I have not been able to kiss you, to give you love, to hold you. I know you feel the same as I do, but I’m tired of not being with you. When you call me, I am able to pretend that I am happy with it, but as soon as I hang up the phone there is great sadness. I am tired of all the “I like you” and the thousands “I want you” that you send me through email. Come here and tell me face to face, because through the computer I can’t feel a thing. You are keeping me from seeing your body laid on my bed. I notice time passing by and you are so far. Come here and make my life longer, come here and heal this wound, come here because through pictures I can not touch you and less give you love. Come here baby, because none can be adored by chatting on the computer. Come here because is not the same to talk to you, than to touch you, and feel your warmth.

High Qaulity Wedding Gowns
Do you know anybody that's getting Married ?Checkout these High Fashion Wedding Gowns Dear Customers My name is Vanessa Jones and I am a 29 year old fashion designer, a little bit about me I am a single mother of two wonderful sons, I have a Bachelors degree in Fashion design and textiles. I have been in the fashion industry for 8 months. I was born and raised in Andover, N.M. Know that you know a little bit about me, now I want to bring to you my love and passion for fashion design through my high quality fashion gowns and dresses. All my current designs are made from material that I get from Australia and China, all my designs are hand made and I would love to show you what I have in the way of my wedding gown designs along with other dress designs that I am currently working on. If you like fashions then I would love for you to visit the sight below and check out all the designs that I have available for purchase and hope that you will enjoy my designs as much as I enjoyed maki

Am I Cursed???
I think im cursed to only find and be attracted to assholes, jerk offs, and freaks. like my most recent ex after 3 years of me sticking by him as he is in and out of trouble he decides he wants to try and find someone else. now a month later i guess his serch for someone else hasnt gone so good he wont leave me alone. but now i met this new guy and i told him that im just lookin for a friend and we have texted for about a week and hung out three or four times now he wants to go and have freaky ass sex at a park... cant I find a normal friend that wants to get to know each other before we start gettin all freaky??

Wedding Day Dance
Eyes meet hands touch To feel this feeling…. Such a rush To see your face and touch your lips To feel your hands upon my hips Amazing… Stars shine bright We dance in night Round and round my heart we dance We cant escape this lucid trance Unbelievable … I follow… you guide Two steps forward, one to side Just me and you A love we knew Living a dream… Hearts thumping thoughts a mess You look at me in my white dress We say our vows and then were done Our life together has now begun I love you .

Enjoy
got into a hot shower knowing I was worked up so a cold shower is more traditional, but I was enjoying the warmth and relaxation the heat brought.I got the hair wet and groped for the soap. I will do that for you, sean said.pulling back the curtain and stepping into the shower with me. I gasped, just short of a shriek. he had discareded the jeansl. He was also in the mood, the same mood I was in. I was embarresed, horrified and absolutey ready to jump him. I stood still,paralyzed by conflicting waves of emotion, sean took the soap out of my hands and srarted lathering up his own and begin washing my arms,raising each arm in turn to stroke my armpits, down my sides never touching my breast, which were practically quivering like puppies who wanted to be petted. he stated working on my back his fingers were very strong and very clever. My shoulder blades were the only thing relaxed my libido was hopping up and down. Was I really going to do this? It seemed more and more likely that I was,

Lets Be Real
I BEEN ON SO MANY SITE I SEE MORE HALF NEAKED WOMEN ON THES SITE , ITS OK BUT DON'T GO WITH THAT FAKE ROLE LIKE YOU ALL THAT THEN SAY IT ALL BELONG TO SOMEONE.....BECOUSE IF IT LIKE THAT THEN WHY ARE YOU FAKE FLIRT & SHOWING HIS GOOD TO THE WORLD? I THINK SOMTHING WRONG AT HOME ,LETS BE REAL THERS A LOT OF EYES ON HEAR& IF YOUR HALF IS OK ABOUT YOUR PAGE PUT THIM ON YOUR PAGE UNLESS HE OR SHE HAVE SECRET THAT YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT. LETS STOP BEING FAKE IF YOU WONT SOMTHING GO FOR IT YOU ONLY LIVE ONCES.

Time Off
Two men working in a factory were talking. "I know how to get some time off," said one. "How are you going to do that?" "Watch," he said, and climbed up on a rafter. The foreman asked what he was doing up there, and the man replied. "I'm a lightbulb." "I think you need some time off," the foreman said said, and the first man walked out of the factory. After a moment, the second man followed him. "Where do you think you're going?" the foreman shouted."I can't work in the dark," he said.

Work
I'm having a great day(sarcasm). I had some asshole customer come in and start trouble so I had to call the cops to get him to leave. Two more steps toward me and I would have laid his ass out. How is everyone else's day?

Ensign: The Lord Hath Not Spoken By Me, Part 1
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 25 June 2009 Our first lesson today is simple: Do NOT take Scripture out of context. I bet some people have dumped this message thinking I've renounced God, but you either don't know me very well or you're convinced all religion is bunk anyway. Trust me, I do NOT want to add the plagues or subtract myself from the book of life as God promises in Revelation 21:18-19 for those who add or subtract anything! The phrase for today's title comes from Micaiah, son of Imlah. If his name doesn't ring a bell, maybe the name of the man he's recorded in 1 Kings 22 and 2 Chronicles 18 as saying this to does: Ahab, the king of Israel. Ahab who married Jezebel, Ahab whom the prophet Elijah faced down for promoting Baal-worship in Israel throughou

Another Fantasy ;) (very Nsfw)
“A Night Out” The night starts out with me picking you up for dinner. On the way to the restaurant, you are being really flirtatious and telling me naughty little things but nothing to crazy yet. We get to the place and we are seated in the back across from each other. The table is fairly small and the diner is dimly lit. As we are ordering, I feel your foot slide in between my legs and I can barely get out my order to the waitress. While we are waiting for our food, you step up the playing and start telling me what you are going to do to me later. The conversation gets heated and I order our dessert to go because, when I wasn't looking, you slid your tiny panties off and dropped them in my lap as you excused yourself to go to the bathroom. As you walked off, you flipped up your skirt just enough for me to peek at your nice round ass. Soon as you get back, the check is paid and we get out of there. Soon as we reach the car, I push you up against your door and rub my

The "last" Blog
Person you called: I hardly ever call anyone.Store you went to: Target?Friend you've added to Facebook: Facebook?Person you hugged: TamThing you ate: Tacos, Chips and PepsiPerson you told I love you: SierraThing you drank: AquafinaThing you bought: Dominoes. Plastic Bags. Wipes. Serving Tray. Person to make you cry: Not going to say. Place you went: Taco BellTime you saw your parents: Three WeeksBook you read: Illusions - Richard BachTv show you watched: Something on DiscoveryPerson that made you laugh: CrystalPerson that said something nice to you: ShadowVacation you went on: Oooh.. Please define, "Vacation"Thing you purchased online: Fu-Bling! What else??Thing you do before you go to bed: Say a little prayer. Make a little wish.Time you went to the mall: Last Summer?You made someone mad: Saturday night.Person you kissed: No kiss and tell!Person you saw: JenniferMovie you went to see: Taken. I don't recommend it.State/Province you've been to visit someone: IllinoisSports game youve wa

Stuff On My Mind
ok so just to warn every1 that this is not going to make any sense at all. i just need and out let and this is the best i could think of to use. So here goes, my sister came over this weekend, and don't get me wrong i love my sis to death but she has got some probs that she needs to work out. anyways i go and pic her up from where she is living with this Fing LOSER B/F who really just i want to break his skinny little a** in half. anyway i pick her up and take her to the art institute for her financial aide meeting, she says she has a ride back to my house so i say cool i don't have to leave work to come get you. so she goes to her friends house and she was supposed to be coming over this weekend to spend time with my kids (her niece and nephew) but she goes over there instead, no big deal, but then she calls me and says that she is sick and wants me to take her home the next day, we had plans to go to the festival for the day and she was gonna stay that night too and party with us

Thanks To All
not totally sure what the blogs are for but i just wanted to say thank you to all my wonderful fu friends and new fu friends for helping me reach a rank. your all super terriffic and i will be forever greatful....

Prayers For My Husband
As most of you know, Ian and I are rapidly approaching our 5 months of marriage. Unforunately, Ian had a breakdown and I took him to the local psychiatric hospital. We waited for 7 hours... and even when I left at midnight, not even one physician helped him yet. Please pray for my husband and send good loving energies. We don't know what's wrong, but he's definitely not being the man I married. I love you honey, so terribly much. Please get better soon. I love you. Forever, Bella

Hidden Surprises
Hidden Surprises My Grandmother gave me a chair before she passed away. A hideous white thing, with a horrible gloss coating... and I kept it proudly in my room and adored it. The top rung of the back of the chair was broken, and still is, but that's beside the point... the point is, I decided now that we moved that I want to re-do the chair and paint it and make it into a Bettie Page chair for my living room. How fitting.. So today, doped up on some pain medication I decided after dinner to spend some time sanding the chair... I began on the top rung... I started sanding, through the gloss, and this eggshell white... then there was an ivory color... And then an odd yellow, like old crusty mustard... and then the wood appeared... It was magical.. I was covered in white and yellow dust, and here was this beautiful chair emerging from under years and years of paint... So I got tired of sanding the same area, and moved to the back poles of the chair... to see the same pattern, glo

Dear World,
Sit up, shut up, and listen. I am going to blurt everything out here so be aware that things I say may offend people. That being said, let's begin. First off, FUCK MICHEAL JACKSON!!! I am so sick of hearing about him being dead. Farrah Fawcett, Ed McMahon, fuck even Billy Mays died. Nobody seems to give a shit. MJ this MJ that. Fuck him. What the hell makes him so fucking special? Farrah fought cancer for years that's inspirational some guy who made music and got fucked up plastic surgery is not inspirational. Why the hell shoul I give a fuck. Why should anyone? Where is Farrah's public memorial. It's left to rot in the dust of MJ's. Don't get me wrong I liked some of MJ's music I was a fan. But seriously people he is dead now back the fuck up. Let's not forget the impotance of the others who passed. I think the most apauling out of all of this is how most people comepletaly forgot that Farrah died the same day MJ did. I am sick of hearing about MJ and his funeral and all that. I

Proof
Proof At bedtime The night before As the tinsel fell from the tree Among the scented pine needles And the angel viewed from above It was all about Santa. The smile Was altered The result Under the pillow A tooth for a quarter

Chapter 7: Weasley Family Meeting (pg-13)
Fawkes apparated to over Ginny's bed, dropped the parchment on the bed, and disapparated again. Ginny came back from the bathroom just in time to hear the second flaming crack. She saw the parchment on the bed and stared at the Potter crest, a lion and phoenix, facing each other, and a pack of greyhounds below them, all on a shield of red and gold. She had never seen it before but she understood immediately, and it dawned on her that the dream she had just days ago made sense. If I was seeing these symbols living in my dream, in pairs, then that must mean there is another one out there, but who? Wait a minute! That pairing was with me each, time! Was that other one ME? Then who was the first one? Thinking fast, she activated her coin. "Remus? Can you come in here a moment?" Lupin's face appeared. "Sure, be right there." Moony apparated in with a soft "pop." "What's up?" "Have you ever seen this before?" she asked, pointing to the crest. Lupin gaped at it. "I haven't s

Chapter 15: Operation Squeeze Play (r)
August 2nd By morning, they had all mastered the spell wandless and silently. Harry apparated to Grimmauld Place and retrieved his Firebolt, and returned in time for breakfast. They returned to the War Room for final reports. "Last checks, people," Ron told the assembled lieutenants. "Hogsmeade?" "Ready and waiting," Fred replied. He had dropped off the second Amoeba Suit, this one in a female cut, for Ginny. She had quickly changed, and she and Harry now looked like the perfect match everybody knew they were. "Ministry?" "Standing by, locked and loaded," said Tonks. "Madam Pomfrey and St. Mungo's are standing by as well." This was from McGonagall at the Floo. "All right, excellent. There has been a slight change in plans. Remus will stay here to coordinate things, and he has his instructions. Hermione, Ginny, Dobby and I will be joining Harry at Azkaban. We found a flaw in the operation, and we're the fix." "Are you sure, Ron?" asked Lupin. Ron nodded as Harry hande

Visiting Caledon In Second Life
Tired of the trashed mainlands? How about an entire cluster of inter-connected Second Life regions with no ad-farms, no lagging dance clubs, none of the usual junk that's plagued most of the mainland grid? The Independent State of Caledon was acquired from Linden Labs some years ago and has remained as it was ~ a victorian-era region where creativity, beauty and a bit of Steampunk style run wild. Presenting.. Caledon:

Can We Say *cough*bs*cough*
SPRINGFIELD - The president of the company that owns Burr Oak Cemetery today expressed "outrage" at the "absolutely despicable" conduct of ex-cemetery employees alleged to have hatched a grave-selling scheme that displaced hundreds of dead people. In his first public statement about the scandal, Melvin Bryant also extended sympathy to the families wondering if their relatives are among those moved illegally from their gravesites. "The criminal conduct by former employees of Burr Oak Cemetery was absolutely despicable," Bryant said in a prepared statement. "I extend my heart-filled sympathies to all of those who have loved ones buried at Burr Oak Cemetery. "I also have family members buried in the cemetery and share the same outrage toward the conduct of the individuals," Bryant said. Bryant, CEO of Perpetua Holdings of Illinois, noted that he conducted an investigation that uncovered "financial wrongdoing" by Burr Oak's director of operations, resulting in her firing in March. Brya

Reporter And Burr Oak
This is just one of many personal stories. Unimaginable! I hope they get every asshole that is responsible for this! Personally, it's more than the four in custody and I think he owner knows more than he's letting on! My mother used to tell my sister and me that one of the hardest trips she ever made to Burr Oak Cemetery near suburban Alsip was to bury her grandmother. At family gatherings, my mother often has talked about Lessie Saville Jennings as a larger-than-life figure. My great-grandmother was born in Mississippi in 1898 and moved to Chicago in 1916. She had a dark brown complexion and stood 5 feet 8, which was quite statuesque for a woman of her era. My mother told us that our great-grandmother had two major passions beyond her family: God and policy, the precursor to lottery, which she played with near-religious fervor. On the nightstand by her bed, she kept her Bible and a variety of dream books. Dream books, which were sold at five-and-dimes, assigned three- or four

Employment History
To pass the time while our plane was being de-iced, the flight attendants played a trivia game with the passengers. They asked us to guess the total number of years the three of them had worked for the airlines. After an attendant collected our estimates, we heard the announcement: "The correct answer is 26 years. For the two people who came closest with 28 years, we have prizes. And for the passenger in seat 12F who guessed 85 years, would you please step off the plane once we are airborne."

Learn And Let Flow
We Don’t Need To SufferThe idea that we have to suffer or live in poverty in order to be spiritual is an old one and can be found in the belief systems of many philosophies. Most of us carry this idea around subconsciously, and we may be holding ourselves back from financial or emotional well-being, believing that this is what we must do in order to be virtuous, spiritually awake, or feel less guilty for the suffering of others.While it’s true that there can be a spiritual purpose to experiencing a lack of material well-being, it is rarely intended to be a permanent or lifelong experience. What we are meant to find when material or emotional resources are in short supply is that there is more to our lives than the physical realm. Intense relationships and material abundance can distract us from the subtler realm of the spirit, so a time of deficiency can be spiritually awakening. However, once we recognize the realm of spirit, and remember to hold it at the center of our li

Wounds So Deep
wounds so deep not even a knife can reach to cut out the pieces and allow my pain to heal walking within the darkend shadows from which i turn to hide desprately trying to release this painful poison within my body these wounds are buried deep within a knife can barely scratch the surface this pain is like an itch I can not scratch I feel it burning within my vains as it flows through my body tingling with every second wounds so deep not even a knife can reach desprately wanting this pain to cease and disappear wounds so deep not even a knife can reach walking through this world my mind is in a haze like an intoxicating drug becoming more and more addicted to how it feels knowing that its wrong unable to fight the silent whisper of it pulling me in covering me like the ocean waves consuming the shore it washes over me like nothing ive ever felt before on one hand unwanted and wrong yet tasting so incredably intoxicatingly sweet needing to feel more of it its like

Asking Again Lol
Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be very grateful.Thanks to everyone who has helped me be so successful the last 5 1/2 months I've been on fu.I love it here most of the time and it's fun.Love my fu family... P.s....Still taking donations for the spotlight fun any help given at all will be appreciated.

Sick And Twisted Love
Down on my knees my heart in two i was once unbreakable but now im lost without you I'm lost without ur touch,without you kiss,without ur sweet embrace.I wish to kiss your sweet sweet lips just for a taste of your undying affection. You are my master and i your slave for you break me night after night and i love you more each day.You beat me till im blue but i still care for you.My heart yearns for your affection as each day grows and grows but you see me as a pain that gives you unbearable blues.You look at me with disgust and realize i am your pinup doll to treat as you wish.With my heart on the floor you prey on my weakness and make me wish i never did exist.I lay here now in this cold dark bag the bleeding has stopped and my heart beats no more i am alone and without your love but unfornately for me this came too soon.

Ilove You
Every time we embrace,I go to that far away placeWhen we just walk hand in hand.I’m in never, never land. Whenever I look into your eyes,I begin to get butterflies,Then my heart skips a beat,And our lips passionately meet. You are always on my mind,Your face is all it can find.I think about you every dayAnd know it’ll work out somehow, some way. Some say we’re dumb and foolishSome say we should do as we wishBut all my heart could ever doIs tell you that I’ll always LOVE YOU.

Written By: Gena Bristo
WHEN GROWING UP WE THINK OUR PARENTS WILL ALWAYS STAY TOGETHER. WE NEVER EXPECT TO HAVE STEP-PARENTS IN OUR LIFE. IF YOU GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO SHOW THEIR LOVE, YOU WILL FIND THEY LOVE YOU AS THEIR OWN. EVERYBODY DESERVES TO BE HAPPY. MAKE MEMORIES AND LIVE EACH DAY LIKE IT'S YOUR LAST. WE ARE ONLY PROMISED TODAY.

Then Why Don't We Pray?
THEN WHY DON'T WE PRAY?The highest privilege ever afforded to man is the power of prayer....then why don't we pray?The right to talk to the highest potentate in all the universe......then why don't we pray?The most powerful force accessible to man is the potential of prayer......then why don't we pray?The greatest longing in the heart of God is to talk to His children......then why don't we pray?Nothing is impossible to those who pray......then why don't we pray?No man ever fainted or faltered who gave himself to prayer......then why don't we pray?Every sin is forgiven, every stain is washed clean, all guilt diminished tothe man who prays......then why don't we pray?Hell moves farther away, satan flees from the man who prays......then why don't we pray?Anointing will come, mountains will be moved, valleys made smooth, riversmade crossable, the inaccessible made accessible, the impossible madepossible, dreams come through to the man who prays......then why don't we pray?J

Check This Out...
July 26: General Interest1775 : U.S. postal system establishedOn this day in 1775, the U.S. postal system is established by the Second Continental Congress, with Benjamin Franklin as its first postmaster general. Franklin (1706-1790) put in place the foundation for many aspects of today's mail system.During early colonial times in the 1600s, few American colonists needed to send mail to each other; it was more likely that their correspondence was with letter writers in Britain. Mail deliveries from across the Atlantic were sporadic and could take many months to arrive. There were no post offices in the colonies, so mail was typically left at inns and taverns.In 1753, Benjamin Franklin, who had been postmaster of Philadelphia, became one of two joint postmasters general for the colonies. He made numerous improvements to the mail system, including setting up new, more efficient colonial routes and

The Reflecting God
Dear God - tell me Why'd you take my mother from meAnd left me screaming by myself in this miseryDear God - why'd you crawl from the crossAnd shed blood for our sins if you made us just to be your bossDear God - why'd you lie to meYou said you'd walk by my side for eternityDear God - why'd you put me through all of this painAnd let the Devil control me but get pissed when your names in vainDear God - will you kill meIf I blaspheme your name will you make me burn eternallyDear God - will you rape meTake my spirit and molest it like a little kid to clergyDear God - do you hate meI know you do cause when I look in the mirror I know what I seeDear God - just face meLet me have the chance to kill you with this demonology, andDear God - don't take meI don't want your streets of gold or all the treasures that you offer meDear God - just praise meCause I'm the one that made you up inside my own mentalityI went to God just to see (Thou shall now see)And I was looking at me (Thou shall now be)Sa

Sosad
Why does it hurt so bad when family turns on you? Without talking to you. Without coming to you and even asking if what they heard about you is true? Friends are one thing. Many come and go and you find out who your true friends are over time. They stay, they love you, through anything.They become like family. But what do you do when your family turns on you. Yes, I'm a sub. No I don't expect them to understand it. But by brother in law has forbiden me to see my sister or my nieces or nephew. He is also telling my family that he has read things on my personal pages that I have not ever written, not even thought about writing. When everyone keeps telling you over and over again that you are a bad person, it's hard to not start to believe it after a while. Maybe I am what they say I am. And there are my 2 ex-husbands, who won't let me see my chldren. What have I done to deserve that? I can understand if they don't care for my Lord Lestat. I don't care for the girls they have chosen, b

Eternal Flame
I spit wicked lyrics that are gonna kill your PreacherAnd it will reach ya, and if you're listenin it'll teach yaInvert the crucifix, light the candle sticksAnd tell the Lord himself he can suck your fuckin' dickNo respect for the Holy cause they try to control meAnd hold me, but I would never ever fold seeI am the wicked the definition of a sicknessMy rhymes are cryptic, the Holy thing is self inflictedBlack candles in the midnight mistI am a Prophet to some and to some I'm a JudasA Demonologist with a slit wrists that bleeds for one KingThat's some Holy wicked shitSo I touch myself when I think about JesusLittle Mary Magnalene should have killed the fetusBelieve this, cause we on the attackAnd the Devils got a message, Team Death is BackWelcome to our minds and welcome to, our worldSay hello to your Saviors, say goodbye to the wordIgnite the Holy Bible with Eternal FlameAnd write all your shame in the Book of Dead NamesWhy have faith when you are so oppressedLight the candles, renoun

Truly Beyond Insane!
A skeleton wearing a suit and tie sitting in an empty burial vault. Two bodies buried where there should have been one. And a married couple buried together -- only now the wife is missing. These were the latest gruesome details to emerge from the ongoing horror story at Burr Oak Cemetery, as investigators exhumed three graves Friday under court orders. The unidentified skeleton was found in an unmarked vault that was only partially buried, Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart said. A photograph taken before the exhumation "shows us remains of an individual sitting in a vault with no casket," Dart said. "We have indication to believe that there was a casket at one point." Another site confirmed for the first time the practice of "double stacking," which investigators had suspected was a frequent practice at the cemetery. Dart said cemetery workers dug up a woman who had been buried last fall, dropped another vault in, then placed the original occupant back on top. "The family, as you wo

Rollins.
“I believe that today more than ever a book should be sought after even if it has only one great page in it. We must search for fragments, splinters, toenails, anything that has ore in it, anything that is capable of resuscitating the body and the soul.”“Nothing Brings People together more, than mutual hatred”“It'll destroy you if you try to make it mean anything to anyone but yourself.”"I'm not homophobic. I'm just as interested in your sex life as I'm interested in staring at a bucket of dirt for thirty years. I'm falling asleep already. I bet it makes you mad that you're all the same to me. Straight. Gay. Bi. You'll all the same. Boring. Nineteen piercings in your cock? Like to get tied up and beaten by some woman in black leather? Zzzzzzzzzz." "If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will write always. I will capture nights all over the

Swine Flu Vaccine Will Contain Mercury
The Washington Post confirmed today that the swine flu vaccine, which is set to be rolled out nationwide this fall in what some fear could ultimately become a mandatory vaccination program, will contain mercury, a toxin linked with autism and neurological disorders.

Modular Homes
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From Cook County Sheriff's Site
Friday, August 7, 2009 - Moving the criminal investigation of the Burr Oak Cemetery to the next phase, Cook County Sheriff Thomas J. Dart and Robert D. Grant, Special Agent-in-Charge of the Chicago Office of the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), announced that as of today, the crime scenes at the cemetery have been released to the receiver, Roman Szabelski. For nearly a month, Burr Oak Cemetery has been closed to the public while the Cook County Sheriff's Police and the FBI conducted evidence recovery efforts in connection with this investigation. After conferring with the Cook County State's Attorney's Office both agencies are confident they have sufficient evidence to proceed with their criminal cases. More than a thousand pieces of evidence have been recovered during this four-week effort, including bones, pieces of burial vaults and headstones. "Our heartfelt condolences go out to those affected by the tragic events at Burr Oak cemetery," stated SAC Grant. "All of the men a

Dan Derricott
I am Dan Derricott, SU student Officer, elected in March 2008THE ROLE:SU Student Officers shall act in an advisory way to the committee and have voting rights regarding the Executive committee.They will also sit on the Student Council and enjoy voting rights on the Council. Part time officers exist to represent thegeneral views of students to the executive, and to assist in the running of projects. Student Officers are encouraged tobring their own issues and projects forward so as to better represent, inform, and campaign for students.KEY AIMS THIS YEAR- The development of a reformed Course Rep system that WORKS FOR THE STUDENTS;- The development of Student Council;- Continuous support of all students on all campuses- Ensuring all Students’ Union Officers are accountable to the Students- Developing our internal governance structures and project review systemsBIOGBefore being elected as a Student Officer, I was a Course Rep for level one Management students and was subsequently el

To Each His Own
I cannot change the way I am,I never really try,God made me different and unique,I never ask him why.If I appear peculiar,There's nothing I can do,You must accept me as I am,As I've accepted you.God made a casting of each life,Then threw the mold away,Each child is different from the rest,Unlike as night from day.So often we will criticize,The things that others do,But, do you know, they do not think,The same as me and you.So God in all his wisdom,Who knows us all by name,He didn't want us to be bored,That's why we're not the same.

The Epidemic Of Pot Arrests In New York City
http://www.alternet.org/drugreporter/14186... Marijuana possession is decriminalized in New York State. Nonetheless, New York City makes more pot arrests than any city in the world.

Flying Pigs, Tamiflu And Factory Farms
If we are to believe what our trusted international media report, the world is on the brink of a global pandemic outbreak of a new deadly strain of flu, H1N1 as it has been labelled, or more popularly, Swine Flu. As the story goes, the outbreak of the deadly flu was first discovered in Mexico. According to press reports, after several days, headlines reported as many as perhaps 150 deaths in Mexico were believed caused by this virulent people-killing pig virus that has spread to humans and now is allegedly being further spread from human to human. Cases were being reported hourly from Canada to Spain and beyond. The only thing wrong with this story is that it is largely based on lies, hype and coverup of possible real causes of Mexican deaths. Pig Factory Farm Industrial Production is a classic breeder of disease and toxins but little attention is being paid to this source. One website, revealingly named Swine Flu Vaccine, reports

Men That I Have Knowen And Know
Over the years being married, and knowing a few male friends. There is one thing they all do, weather or not they are consuious or aware they do this , I do not know. All I know it gets under my skin, like a bad rash. Have you ever noticed, if something in your man's day goes wrong he tends to bring it home with him or even if hes home and something goes wrong, and is totally pissed off he will make dam sure, every one else in the house is feeling just as lousey and possibly as upset as he is. Just a thing happen to me lastnight. I am visiting a friend in pa. And his nurse told him that if he missed another doctors appointment and didnt get a hold of his sugar blood count he would lose her care of his medical problem and his doc. OMG he went blastic after she left getting all pissy and shit. And in this fit of rage decided to pull me into it. He wanted to know who was making all the noise in the hall. I said looks like a chinese family is moving out. He lost his mind.

Frozen Winter
I see myself in the glass, Feel the touch of its cold white surface, Reflection of something deeper, Shivering in the icy grasps of winters veil, Stinging frost of angst and despair, Hail of bloody sky bound terror, Frozen to all warmth, As eyes scream silent night. Angry howls on this cruel winter night, Encompassing all warmth with a cool, unknowing wind Frozen roses shriek of unwilling thorns, Are buried in the in empty dust of arctic ash

Yet Another Late Blog
I have been very sleepy lately. This always happens when I am at a festival, I get knackered, and I eat too much or too little and then hunker down in the duvet and snore away my life. Only getting up to perform or go to press things and then slotting my life into units where I can squeeze some more sleep in! I am possibly turning into a hedgehog. Ashley is SO OVER the fringe and spends her nights watching TV on her laptop and making tea for me. She has given up on hanging out with disenchanted malfunctioning comics, that was so exciting when she was 17 years old at 23 she thinks me and my fellow performers are fully functioning freaks. Though I am not one of those! The palpable power of the reviewers makes me feel vomity, I am sick of reading that some of my fav comics are getting slated for either making loads of people laugh (but not the reviewer) or having a hot room that the reviewer feels the need to blame the comic for! I still haven't yet had a review printed tho

Xbox Ring Of Death
I love to play console games, and I am a Xbox games lover!! The worst nightmare is to hit by the Xbox Ring of Death. I discover the best repair guide to fix Xbox 360 ring of death problem. I download on the internet and I am going to show the way fixing xbox 360 red ring of death.

Stop Sweating
Hi. I am Prabhakar. I have many friends. One of my friends came up with a question regarding sweating and how to stop excessive sweating. I said, I had some horrible experiences too. From my own experience I came to know about how to stop excessive sweatingwith the help of Internet. I asked them to follow the remedies available in the Internet.

~death ~
Death is a stranger whom only once we meet he may treat you kindly or harshly he may treat he will come at his own will and will not let you know you will be asked to go with him and with him you must go your wealth and your riches you must leave all behind So let others share them BE generous , be kind he may take you to heaven he may take you to hell God knows where he will take you God that i can not tell so be good in deeds actives never commit a crime for this we welcome stranger may visit you anytime he will take you to another world where some thing. pereciuos joy ~many find a thing you have never before YES it "PEACE OF MIND"

Smuggler Prosecution
My boss is without peer when it comes to the rules and regulations that customs officials must follow. But when it comes to the law, well, that's a different story. We were attending a court case in which we were prosecuting a smuggler. The judge asked the court, "Who is making these allegations?" My boss stood up and proclaimed, "I am the alligator, your honor."

Undulation
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California Spends $216,000 Annually On Each Juvenile Justice System And $8,000 On Each Child In Oakland Public School System
I’m definitely not for the expansion of the public indoctrination and lobotomy system, but this is Batshit insanity of the highest order. Via: New York Times: It’s time for a fundamental re-evaluation of the criminal justice system, as legislation sponsored by Senator Jim Webb has called for, so that we’re no longer squandering money that would be far better spent on education or health. Consider a few facts: The United States incarcerates people at nearly five times the world average. Of those sentenced to state prisons, 82 percent were convicted of nonviolent crimes, according to one study. California spends $216,000 annually on each inmate in the juvenile justice system. In contrast, it spends only $8,000 on each child attending the troubled Oakland public school system, according to the Urban Strategies Council. For most of American history, we had incarceration rates similar to those in other countries. Then with the “war on drugs” and the focus

You Are Like The Diamond
You are like the diamond You glimmer and glow And shine so brightly Some, like me, draw close To feel your warmth, your heat Only to find none You are like the diamond You are bright and strong But you have no warmth, or love It's a terrible game To play with people's hearts Like mine You are like the diamond You will last longer than most But you will have no love No warmth to back up that bright light So what kind of life will it be? Besides long? Will you regret it someday? Regret being so much like the diamond Regret being so cold And look for me And find me gone? Can I ever leave? No, I can never leave you I am drawn to this cold light This false sense of warmth you give I keep wishing and hoping That someday, you will give warmth But, this will never be Diamonds last forever

Piece Of Shit
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Exposed: The Swine Flu Hoax Part 2 The Propaganda Campaign
Across the mainstream media, reports announce one swine flu death after another (even though ordinary flu kills about 35,000 Americans each year). Upon closer scrutiny of what passes for journalism, the victims have “underlying health problems,” or “a common underlying health condition,” or “significant medical conditions.” One news headline even blared: “Swine flu mother dies after giving birth, leaving her premature baby fighting for life,” and only later, buried deep in the story underneath, did it explain that she had “other medical problems” which included being confined to a wheelchair because of a serious car accident. Citizens the world over are increasingly skeptical of hyped headlines followed by smaller-print caveats. They are uneasy with the effort to create “doublethink” – a term coined by George Orwell in 1984 and a reference to holding two contradictory ideas in one’s mind simult

Disturbed - Deify
All my devotion betrayed I am no longer afraid I was to blinded to see how much you've stolen from meeeeeeeeeee you want to know why i feel so horrifed i've let my innocence die you want to know why i can't be pacified you made me bury something i won't be sleeping tonight i only wanted a blessing made now i've been labeled a renegade it seems so clear now what i must do you're no immortal, i won't let them deify you they view you as the new messiah deify you renew belief in some demented man You want to know why it seems the passion's died we've all been living this lie you want to know why my will's been fortifed you made me hunger again good luck sleeping tonight I only wanted a blessing made now i've been labeled a renegade it seems so clear now what i must do you're now immortal i won't let them deify you they view you as the new messiah deify you renew belief in some demented man all my devotion betrayed i am no longer afrai

Just Thinking
hey guys, its me again.. its exactly 4:20 here on the west coast and I'm just trying to make sense of what happened over the weekend and it all came up so damn fast..and it hurts. I wonder what the fuck is wrong with me..

Rl Romance Thanks To Fubar.
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A New Idea....
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Growing Pains (remix) Ft. Dtp Lyrics
[Intro]Do it again . .Do it a . .Let's do it again . .Do it a . .[Verse: Fate Wilson](let's do it again)Okay, I remember the days (let's do it again)High rights, low lefts, even stevens and fades (do it a)Troops, Lottos, and BK's, those was the days (let's do it again)High tech boots spray painted witcha names (do it a)T-shirts airbrushed that read the same (let's do it again)Thick herringbone chain, one gold with yo' initial (do it a)Harry's Photos, group shots, can you remember? (let's do it again)Barry him told his bitch go to the prom and die (do it a)Didn't lie shot his-self in the head with the 4-5 (let's do it again)When she disobeyed, had North Clayton crazed (do it a)Just to reiterate dog those was the days (let's do it again)?Fore the invasions of haters, man crews from all around (do it a)Used to get down at True Flavas, bumpin Kilo (let's do it again)Rockin Damage, Cross Colour and Paco (do it a)While playboys stepped in talent shows (let's do it again)Prom night, tux and K

This Place
Im bleeding.Again.Just when I thought the cutting had stopped and thoughts of it had ceased.Here we are again.The scent of blood on my clothes fills the air.It brings me back to that place...that lonely place I thought I had left behind.Sadly, it feels like home.It is somehow a little different this time though.The knife seems much sharper and the pain more intense.It washes over my whole body.Bringing me to tears.Not because of the physical pain, but because Im back in this place.This place...I worked HARD to escape it. Lied to myself and said I was free.But here I am.Back where I started.Now when I said it was a little different this time, I meant it.But the real difference is...This time when I talk of cutting and blood....Its really a metaphor for YOU.

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Chapter Xxi: They All Think You're Asking For Too Much
The sun was never bright to me. Never bright enough to open the draps to my mind but on a cloudy day with snow piled on the ground would have the curtains pulled and the show began. I'm my own puppet with strings attched to my own hands that drags his feet in the snow and all i want to know is who will be with me while i explore slow. There are vast regins of imagination so i feel like a kid and i want to know who wants to keep slow. Cause when you're a kid you're are fast but you understand everything slow. Imagination comes at you like the flips of shuffulings cards but you are slow in the snow. There are sooo many things to see out there but you are slow in the snow. I am my own puppet and my stage is ready. Time for the beginning act, shovel the snow very slow.

I Will Find A Way To You If It Kills Me...
PLEASE LISTEN TO THE WORDS TO THIS SONG...OR YOU CAN READ THEM...I THINK WE'VE ALL BEEN HERE AT SOME POINT. Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you figured me out Something gave it away And it would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking You know nothing Cause you and I Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and We get along much better Than you and your boyfriend Well all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me Well how long, can I go on like this, Wishing to kiss you, Before I rightly explode? This double life I lead isn't healthy for me In fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all Baby there's a lot that I miss In case I'm wron

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"exploding Pipes, No Problem"
Woman 1: You're saying Dave said he could fix it better than the plumber? Woman 2: Yea. Woman 1: Dave, the man who didn't know the difference between a wrench and a hammer? Woman 2: Yea. Woman 1: He said this after the toilet exploded? After he'd already been fixing it? Woman 2: Yea. Woman 1: Your husband is quite a catch. Woman 2: No s**t.

"they're Weeds. Enough Said"
Guy: I'm not doing it any more. Woman: They're weeds. Guy: So what. Woman: So they shouldn't be there. Guy: Why not? Woman: Because...they shouldn't Guy: Who are they hurting? Woman: They're weeds. Guy: Yeah? Woman: Weeds. -- Overheard in: Yard, South Orange NJ --

Car Wish List
I don't have my license yet, but I AM going to do the test this week. I pray that I pass and every have to go through it again. But for now I created a Wish List over affordable cars that my friend Britt helped me out with the picking. Here is the Wish List: Thank you Britt http://www.autotrader.com/fyc/vdp.jsp?ct=u&car_id=266922736&dealer_id=45761413&car_year=1995&rdm=1254182207470&num_records=25&systime=&highlightFirstMakeModel=&start_year=1990&keywordsfyc=__Q29udmVydGlibGU http://www.autotrader.com/fyc/vdp.jsp?ct=u&car_id=262976706&dealer_id=99656&car_year=1993&rdm=1254182207470&num_records=25&systime=&highlightFirstMakeModel=&start_year=1990&engine=&keywordsrep=067111110118101114116105098108101&keywordsfyc=__Q29udmVydGlibGU http://www.autotrader.com/fyc/vdp.jsp?ct=u&car_id=268360067&dealer_id=562434&car_year=1996&rdm=1254182207470&num_records=25&systime=&highlightFirstMakeModel=&start_year=1990&engine=&keywordsrep=067111110118101114116105098108101&keywordsfyc=__Q29udmVydGlibGU

My Oldest Son Shane
I am a mom of a special needs son, he is 10 and his name is shane. Shane was born with a extremely rare genetic mutation called X-Linked Hydrocephalus which is basically spinal fluid in his brain that collects in the ventricals and makes them large and swollen, His mutation has never been documented before and has been the only case seen in the world so far. Along with the hydrocephalus he has Spina Bifida, Autisim, visual imparmant, and is mentally and physically challanged. Shane has had several surgeries, and 1 shunt revision for a shunt failure. A Shunt is the device placed in his brain to drain the fluid in to his stomache lining to help his body asorb it.

Reba - Consider Me Gone
From Reba McEntire's new album,Keep On Loving You)Verse: 1 Every time I turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather I can feel you always shuttin' down. And when I need an explanation for the silence, you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now. Bridge: 1 What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear, we're at a crossroads here... Chorus: If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you If you don't get drunk on my kiss If you think you can do better than this then I guess we're done Let's not drag this on Consider Me Gone Verse 2: With you I've always been wide open, like a window or an ocean. There is nothing I've ever tried to hide. So when you leave me not knowin' where you're goin' I start thinkin' that we're lookin', we're lookin' at goodbye. Bridge 2: How about a strong shot of honesty, don't you owe that to me... [ Consider Me Gone lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ] Chorus: If I'm not the one thin

She Don't Want The World
"She Don't Want The World" The open wound she hides She just keeps it bundled up And never lets it show She can't take much more of this But she can't let it go And that's ok, she don't want the world All the things she says While he's just lying there Without someone to hear her cry She slips off into a dream About a place to hide And that's ok, she don't want the world This love she feels Everything she's ever known Or ever thought was real Seems like it's been thrown away Now how's she gonna live It's ok, she don't want the world Those words he never spoke Haunt her life, the memories Of all the times before She tried to show him love While he would only ask for more But it's ok, she don't want the world Softly in her sleep Pictures of the life she's longing For slowly appear She's seen them all before But somehow never quite this clear She just smiles, she don't want the world This love she feels Everything she's ever known Or ever thought was real Seems like it's been thrown

Not Always Right | And Here's To You, Fido Robinson
Me: “Hello, Mrs. ***, how can I help you?” Customer: “I’m very upset because you have my dog’s name before my last name here on this check-in sheet!” Me: “Well, that’s because we print out the pet’s first name and your last name so we know who the pet belongs to.” Customer: “But this is horrible! It is though you are saying I am married to my dog! I’m not into bestiality!” Me: “No, it is more that we are trying to say that you are like the pet’s parent.” Customer: “You are saying that I gave birth to a dog?!” Me:” No…I’m really sorry, but the computer prints out the pet’s first and the owner’s last name. It is part of the system and I cannot change it.” Customer: “It’s the computer’s fault?” Me: “Yes. I am so sorry, but I cannot change the program. It does this for every pet.” Customer: “Then

Me
first off let me just say this iam not on here looking for sex and iam not on here looking for a one night stand i don't need to be on a dating site to get laid also i don't pretend to be someone iam not iam what iam and if you don't like that then please just leave me alone how many people on here men or woman alike that can be this upfront about them self's with no secrets after all if there one thing i learn is don't let there be any shocks later down the line to walk into later on you know also i take people for everything that they have even there flaws because no one is perfect i have no type when it come to a woman really what you see is what you get my name is Keith iam looking for one woman to prove to me not all of them are the same iam Italian dutch Irish and Shoshone and Cherokee iam 26 years old stand about 5ft8 black hair hazel green eyes use to work in porn when i was 18 stop at the age of 20 got tire of it the money is good but that's not really me been single for 6 yea

Not Always Right | Appointment With Stupidity
Me: “Service Center, how may I help you?” Customer: “I need to make an appointment to get my oil changed.” Me: “Oh alright. Well, just so you know, you can come in whenever you are available during the week.” Customer: “So, Monday through Friday?” Me: “Yep!” Customer: “So, wait…we don’t need an appointment?” Me: “Nope, just come right in!” Customer: “So, what your saying is we don’t need an appointment?” Me: “Yes, ma’am.” Customer: “I dunno about that.” Me: “About what?” Customer: “Not having an appointment.” Me: “Well, do you want me to put you down for an appointment?” Customer: “You just said I didn’t need one!” Me: “Well, so you’re not so confused, I can put you in whatever slot you want.” Customer: “No, I’ll just go somewhere else!”

Emotional Contempt
I have a hunger that you feed a need to give and live and grow inside the honey balm of your gaze i crave your kiss your touch and the many senses of me meshing with the resonance of your heartbeat compete for you ... I cannot it burns a searing scar deep inside my heart that stains my joy with plague like sores of disdain I am not insane but I wish I was blind to the affection out poured in another woman's eyes for you seeping words of devotion frothing from her very lips and it clips the wings that let me soar so high and I sigh I am not perfect - disgusting rather in my habits and wholly refracted into the repulsion that I radiate a brokenness I cannot contemplate or mask away any longer I am vulgar unforgiving and unkind but I had a softer side once in your eyes I danced with delight there it was good to be the me that you see and not the person i know that loses control and has unowned emotions I feel like a prize for a game with no winners sullen sulking sleezy-like sinners th

Fall
From a distance, trees stand as a copper canopy connectedthrough the grey capillaried branches-Interspersed-with neighboring reacheslike dreams that intersectin likemindednessintercoursed with shudders of occasional breezes.I crack twigs underfootas shadows lean to the rightpointing the way around to the sunsetHearing the whispered rushes of copperleaves in the windat my back. Poem by Tammy C.

Redolent
redolent\RED-uh-luhnt\ , adjective:1.Having or exuding fragrance; scented; aromatic.2.Full of fragrance; odorous; smelling (usually used with 'of' or 'with').3.Serving to bring to mind; evocative; suggestive; reminiscent (usually used with 'of' or 'with').

We Fly High Lyrics
[Chorus]We fly high, no lie, you know this (Ballin!)Foreign rides, outside, it's like showbiz (We in da builidin)We stay fly, no lie, you know this (Ballin)Hips and thighs, oh my, stay focus[Verse 1]Ya boy gettin paper (Money), I buy big cars (Foreign)I need fly rides to drive in my garage (Choose 1)Stay sky high (Twisted), fly wit the stars (Twinkle, Twinkle)T 4? Flights, 80 grand large (Ballin!)So we lean wit it, pop wit it (Bankhead)Vertible jones, mean wit the top listen (Flossin)Im sayin clean wit the bottom? (Do It)I hop'd out saggy, jeans and my rock glistenin (Ballin!)But I spent bout 8 grandMami on stage doin the rain dance (Ithink she like me)She let it hit the floor, made it pop (What else?!)Got my pedal to the floor screamin fuck the cops (Do It)[Chorus]We fly high, no lie, you know this (Ballin!)Foreign rides, outside, it's like showbiz We stay fly, no lie, you know this (Ballin!)Hips and thighs, oh my, stay focus[Verse 2]So I spend the life like there's no tomorrow (Speed

How To Stop Panic Attacks
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Just Curious....
Can someone tell me why it is that there are some guys on here, that act such an ass when you don't behave the way they think you should? I was chatting with this completely annoying guys this morning (fubar handle fullofcrap - I guess this should have been a sign to me to just ignore him right away but I was giving him the benefit of the doubt). This guy messages me off and on rather inconsistently but the context of the conversations are pretty much the same... "your so hot, I cant help but touch myself to your pictures, I bet your husband loves rubbing you" and so on.... Well when he got to the last vulgar message (and yeah for those who think to themselves "what was wrong with that?" my answer would just have to be.... its vulgar) I read his messages where he went on and on about "you arent demanding i respect you are you? on FUBAR?". Well I wasnt demanding anything, but definitely reserving the right not to have to subject myself to such asinine and worthless banter. plain and s

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What Color Of The Rainbow Are You?
You Are Green You are a very intuitive person. You understand what people need. You are both a natural healer and persuader. You've always found it easy to get what you want in life, whether that is material success or just making a difference in other people's lives. You change with the times, and if anything, you tend to lead the way toward the future. You anticipate what's going to happen next. You have the opportunity to be a very powerful person. What you end up doing with your power is up to you. What Color of the Rainbow Are You? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Walls Of Life Written 1993
Crumbling walls of lifeFall before my eyesSun sets down on IOh good world the light it fadesSell sorrows feel there is much painCan you tell me why it seemsMy whole life's a string of dreamsStall all I could and then I wakeTo find I'm drowning in my spaceAll of this is too much to takeI'm hating the time when I'm awakeWhy is this feeling always hereI find I only dream of fearFear of fears now my mindSearch my soul but never findAny reason to live this wayTo resist the night... and hate the daaayyyMy heart it bleeds as the darkness fallsAnd the pain of loneliness callsCrumbling walls of lifePass before my eyesSun has set down on lightI hear the echo of precious criesThis vicious cycle in your sleepBrings me around againI have no time to give at allThis horror never endsCan you tell me why it seemsThis whole life's a string of dreamsPulse not bad and then I wakeTo find I am a mistakeAll my pain and all my sightsAll my fears have turned to criesSometimes I wish my heart was stoneSo I woul

The Wound
The wound You hold my heart exposed, as I tense, I am prepared for the salt to burn. Clenching my teeth, holding my breath, Knowing one day I WILL NOT yearn. Coldness will take over my wounded heart. That's exactly what I desire! Finally feeling my soft heart harden. No more fuel to add to my fire. Wrapping myself in that coldness. Pleased my heart will no longer ache. Lips curl in a twisted, evil grin... It will only be my shell YOU break.

Candlebox- Far Behind
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you bad But I did it anyway And now maybe Some would say your life was sad But you lived it anyway And so maybe Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble As you falter to the ground And then someday Your friends they stand beside as you were flying Oh you were flying oh so high But them someday people look at you for what they call their own They watch you suffer Yeah they hear you calling home But then some day we could take our time To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us But you left me far behind Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad But I did it anyway Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had But you couldn't share the pain No, no, no Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes But I live with what I've known And then maybe we might share in something great But won't you look at where we've grownWon't you look at where we've goneBut then someday comes tomorrow

Fuck You!!!!
That's right. I said it. Fuck You!! I feel better now than I've ever felt before. It's called living a life without rules. Without the stress, without the need to make everyone happy. Putting ME first before everyone! How do I say it plain? Pleasing peeps was my main goal... at once upon a time. I tried to kick the habit, but it kept calling me. Once I realized if your mad at me, damnit... fuck you. Its done and over with now. Geez, if anyone has a problem with me, you can take it up with me down there aka blow me. Don't get me wrong, I love everyone. But if you can't be pleased and need everything and then some to be happy... for the next 5 minutes... then FUCK you... Check it out, I'm cool, calm, collect writing this. Funny Stuff. Woot Woot! Freedom Rings At Last! Fuck Yall!

Needs A New Owner Asap
This is a lot to ask for, but i need a new owner bad. Mine has decided that he is going to talk down to me because when he was bombing he did absolutely nothing for me, and is supposed to one of my very good friends. He has done nothing for me since he was my owner, and he has the price set so high, hardly anyone can afford to buy me! I went and got him bling as soon as he bought me, and he was very kind. Normally, i would not care if someone does not bomb or bling me, but my son is in the hospital, and he couldn't even send a message saying im sorry. He was to busy trying to hit Oracle, and was selfish and did nothing for his friends. I was stupid to let him buy me. He was supposidly a good friend, but he didn't do anything nice for me at all, and sent no good wishes while i was away with my son being flown to a hospital in a different city so he didnt die. No letter, email, nothing, and then chewed me out for being upset that he didn't think of me when he went on his spree. I just wa

Not Always Right | Fowl Outdoor Behavior
(At the theme park where I work, a teenage guest gets out of line and marches up to me at my spot greeting people.) Guest: “There are two birds back there fighting in the bushes. You should go stop them.” Me: “I’m sorry, but we don’t really have any control over nature.” Guest: “But they’re fighting. One of them could get hurt.” Me: “I’m sure they’ll sort it out soon and fly off.” Other guest: “Those birds aren’t fighting…they’re ‘dating’.” (The guest thinks about it for a moment.) Guest: “What?! And you’re just going to let them do it in front of everyone? This is a FAMILY park. Oh my God!”

Not Always Right | A Lost Cause
Home Improvement Store | USA (I have a friend that works at a home improvement store; one day, a woman comes in looking for a generator) Customer: “What does it mean when it says seven gallon tank?” Employee: “Uh, it means it can hold seven gallons of gas.” Customer: “Gas? Why would it need gas?” Employee: “It’s a generator. How else would it produce electricity?” Customer: “I thought you just plugged it in.”

Not Always Right | Shh, They Are Listening Right Now!
University | Canada Me: “**** University, how my I help you?” Phone client: “What is this about you recording my call? Are you guys working for CSIS (Canadian Security Intelligence Service)?” Me: “No sir, we record some calls in order to ensure the quality of our service. What can I do for you today?” Phone client: “Are you recording my call right now?” Me: “I don’t know sir. Management records call randomly.” *Hangs up*

Not Always Right | No, Your Other Left
Tech Support | USA (The customer was using an older copy of Windows, so I had to ask her a question about what her Explorer window looked like) Tech Support: “Up at the top it says File, Edit, and View. What does it say just to the right of View?” Customer: “Edit.” Tech Support: “No, to the right of View.” Customer: “Edit.” Tech Support: “Okay, what’s on the other side of View?” Customer: “Oh, Tools.” Tech Support: “Click your left mouse button.” Customer: “Which one is that?” Tech Support: “Well, you know your left from your right, so click the button on your left.” Customer: “Oh.” Tech Support: “What happened?” Customer: “Nothing.” Tech Support: “You did click the left mouse button?” Customer: “I think so.” Tech Support: “The one on your left?” Customer: “Which one was that agai

Not Always Right | Some Types Of Trouble Is Worth Getting Into
Steak House | Texas, USA Guest: “Do your steaks come from a cow?” Me: “Yes.” Guest: “Are you sure?” Me: “Yes, her name was Maybell and we all will miss her very much…” Boss: *not laughing*

Not Always Right | Behind Every Man Is A Brutally Honest Wife
Restaurant | Louisville, KY, USA (I go to a table of four, a mom and dad and two kids who are ready to order.) Husband: “How big are your pizzas?” Me: “They are 10 inch pizzas, sir.” Husband: “Well how big is 10 inches? (And before I can answer, the wife chimes in.) Wife: “You wouldn’t know anything about 10 inches, dear.” (I stood there for a moment with my mouth open, before I ran to the wait station and started laughing hysterically.)

Stuntin' Like My Daddy Lyrics
[bridge:]Vrooom On A Yamaha Chromed Out 11 HundredWhat I'm Doing, Getting Money, What We Doing, Getting MoneyWhat They Doing, hating on us, But They Neva CrossCash Money still a company, And Bitch I'm The BossAnd I Be Stunting Like My Daddy, Stunting Like My DaddyStunting Like My Daddy, I Be Stunting Like My DaddyI'm The, Young Stunner, Stunting Like My DaddyStunting Like My Daddy, I Be Stunting Like My Daddy[verse 1: Lil Wayne]Bitch I'm Paid, Thats All I Gotta SayCan't see you Lil Nigga, The Money In The WayAnd I'm, I'm Sitting High, A Gansta Ride BladesIf You Ain't Gone Ride Fly Than You Might As Well HateShit I Gotta Eat... Yeah, Even Though I AteIt Ain't My Birthday But I Got My Name On the Cake(Shit) Believe That, If Ya Mans Wanna PlayI'mma Fuck Around And Put That Boy Brains On The TablePick 'em up, fuck 'em Let 'Em LayWhere I'm From We See A Fucking Dead Body EverydayThats, Uptown, throw a stack at 'Emmake a song about me, I'm Throwing Shots Back At 'EmYa bitch on my pipe, And S

Sea Daddy
When I was in the service they often paired younger guys with some older ones sort of like a mentor. These mentors were know as sea daddys. I was a sea daddy to this kid Josh that was also my room mate. Josh had been dating this girl Sandy and she called Daddy. After she Josh broke up we still remained friends. One afternoon while Sandy and I was sitting around having a few coldies I asked her why they had broken up. Sandy didn't want to tell me so I said whatever. We had a couple of more beers and Sandy asked me if I had ever had anal and I said that I had. Sandy explained that she never had and wanted to with Josh but he refuses, saying it was nasty. I told it was incredible if done correctly and Sandy got up and went back to my bedroom. I waited about a minute and went back to find her naked on my bed. I'd seen Sandy naked around the apartment before and she always took my breath away. Sandy was about 5'5", 115lbs and her breast were about the size of a softball but her greatest fea

Political 2
Sitting here bored yet again... Update from blog http://www.fubar.com/blog/15189/1080386 ... okay the guy I voted for won, so Mike Bloomberg the republican candidate is now mayor of NYC.. though it was not the 15-20 point lead he was expecting over Democrat Bill Thompson, he only won by 5 points... ...yea only posted new cause friend wanted to know who won... now that I think about it I could of just updated previous blog and not worry about it... oh well too late..well it will be when i click post.. but should I click post...should I go back and update.. lmao bored.... Lmao, the two people running for mayor who were "Independents" like Myself, got zero percent of the votes... damn will a non conservative or liberal ever win office

Not Always Right | De Ting! De Ting!!!
Tech Support | Oregon, USA (I worked tech support for a major software company, specifically with their digital media products. This call was about their video editing software.) Me: “Thanks for calling ***** tech support. (The customer gives me her info and has a thick accent I can’t place.) Me: “Great! What can I do for you?” Her: “Yes. I am trying to edit dees beedio, and eet’s blue and blue on de ting.” Me: “So…it’s blue, and blue…on the thing?” Her: “Yes.” Me: “Where is it blue?” Her: “On de ting.” Me: “By ‘thing,’ do you mean the Computer screen or your camera?” Her: “Yes…de ting.” Me: “Ma’am, I can’t see what you are looking at so you’ll have to tell me the name of the thing that is blue.” Her: *getting angry* “DE TING!!! Eeet’s BLUUUUE AN BLUUUEE ON DE TING!!!!” M

Empty Soul
i was told that it all was a lie. why wont they just go away.see ur friends love to fuck with my mind.and with everything thats said and my dad kno how he is i have put up a black wall of hate.that i kno no one will brake.im just a fuck up an empty soul that is here on earth. no more pain just full of hate and anger startin to see things ive never seen before.demons and monsters are hide behind every door.the demons keep say ur friends are no more. i see a light and can not reach and when i start to feel im almost there somethin hits me omg im dead..... so let my family be for after this they need to heal do to lose me

Special Hitlist #1
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Did I Forget To Mention...
Back to the theme of the ennui of men of fame and fortune regarding the flesh pots boiling for just a flicker of their flaming star eyes... ennui noun (Literary) boredom, dissatisfaction, tiredness, the doldrums, lethargy, tedium, lassitude, listlessness "He suffered from ennui whenever he was alone." Collins Thesaurus of the English Language – Complete and Unabridged 2nd Edition. 2002 © HarperCollins Publishers 1995, 2002 ...and yet how much more appalling is it to be surrounded by people and yet still feel the lethargy, the lassitude, the listlessness, the boredom - the ennui? My Dear Mistress Has a Heart - by John Wilmot, Earl of Rochester (played by Johnny Depp in The Libertine) My dear mistress has a heart Soft as those kind looks she gave me, When with love's resistless art, And her eyes, she did enslave me; But her constancy's so weak, She's so wild and apt to wander, That my jealous heart would break Should we live one day asunder. Melting joys abo

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Tagged..
Hellyion Tagged me Gawd dammut.. 10 useless facts about me... 1. In real life I hate most females simply because they are the type that give most of us a bad name. 2. Im the youngest of 9 kids (my mom was a baby Pez dispenser) 3. I lived on the streets from the age of 12 til I was 15 4. I have a serious bad addiction to man titties (not to be mistaken for man boobs) 5. Im a very quiet and reserved person in real life. 6. I have a Wolverine fantasy 7. I hate it when I see people wearing pajamas and fuzzy slippers in public 8. I look at peoples butts (more like everyone) 9. I have to go shit everytime I go to my in-laws house 10. I dress my animals in clothes for entertainment There I friggen did it...laugh at me and I will tag your ass!

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by loveI have seen joy and yet there is painI have breathed and yet i am breathlessIn your presenceConsumed by your beauty the essence of loveI have walked a thousand miles in my shoesOn a road which never endsThrough the driving rains many tears have fallenSwept up in the passage of timeMy heart will linger in the moonlightAs i breathe the ocean breeze tonightFor on the horizon there is a new dayA story still left untoldFor the dreamer dreams of hopeAnd a lover feels with their heartSo why is it human natureFor us to tear ourselves apart??

New Diet
Needing to shed a few pounds, my husband and I went on a diet that had specific recipes for each meal of the day. I followed the instructions closely, dividing the finished recipe in half for our individual plates. We felt terrific and thought the diet was wonderful - we never even felt hungry! But when we realized we were gaining weight, not losing it, I checked the recipes again. There, in fine print, was: "Serves 6."

Neurosis-grey
Fighting against the way we've been conditioned Is the pain of life and mind The more we see the more we know The more we can't seem to find A way of living life free of control Without reality always being such a fucking hole Where all we have to do is survive With no restrictions on our lives In this situation where forced to hypocrisy We're made to set rules for ourselves Distrust is taught as a way of survival Follow your heart trust your head We've got to accept that we're all alike Facist is anarchist is life One makes the other and the other is one Just reflections of black and white

Perfect
The perfect breakfast: coffee with lots of cream, eggs scrambled with monterey jack cheese, mushrooms, and chives. The perfect date: A lot of conversation, a little alcohol, somewhere with a view. The perfect kiss: takes my breath away and depends on the moment! The perfect argument: One that clears the air and ends in a kiss. The perfect man/woman: smart, funny, attentive and adores me :) The perfect shoe: a strappy sandal that makes me feel sexy. The perfect movie: leaves me happy at the end. The perfect flower: tulips The perfect time of day: sunset The perfect mood: exhilaratingand elevating joy The perfect dream: one that is so real that you wakeup and cannot be sure if it was a dream or if it actually happened....usually involves some kissing :) The perfect drink: really good red wine - or a vodka martini straight up with extra olives The perfect name: certainly not

[they Call Me Doctor- Doctor Love]
London calling... So today the weather report said it was-8 with wind chill.I spent 40 minutes jimmying my door latch (because when it gets below zero my door goes bananananananas) Now, granted, I've got this exquisite wool overcoat, paper thin gloves, and a full mop-top.I was warmer than I could've beenbut I couldn't feel my hands or feet, pretty damn fast. I get down the driveway, the door swings open wooooooohooooooo So I haul it around, do it again, and finally get the door to secure, hop over my passenger seat (after screaming about 30 FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK's, so much so that my new neighbour came out to see what the hell was going on) and tapping my brakes more rapidly than the X button during the torture scene in MGS.NAOMI!MY ARM HURTS! ...shut up you liked it. I finally get to work, and notice that the parking garage is barren.Still carrying my screwdriver and hopping onto the elevator, I see breakroom lockedlights out at the main entry.... .... Tried my pass card, tried t

Women Are Bad People...
I submit that men are better people than women, and I'll give you an example. Now this is only one example, I may come up with more later I haven't given it that much thought yet, but I've been drinking so here we go. Should a man have sex with a woman and for some reason slights her in some way she will proceed to tell all her friends about how small this gentleman's penis is any many laughs will be had at his expense. Now I don't know if they think they are trying to tell us something that we don't know by making fun of our size, but I'm here to tell you, I know exactly how small my penis is because I've measured it. I know the size and have come to terms with it, now a woman will never know the size of her vagina because guys will never tell them because we're good people.

Traffic
Traffic Traffic is a fascinating dream image. If traveling is required in a dream, it is often central to resolving the dream story. Consequently, the traffic and whether it cooperates with or hinders the dreamer's achievement is important. Since most everyone encounters traffic everyday, dreams concerning traffic reflect the extent to which your environment cooperates with or hinders your goals. These dreams may be indications that more patience, more self-assertion, or more creativity is needed to reach your goals. Of course, to dream of traffic can also mean that you were simply stuck in it all that day and you need to work out the frustration in a dream. Did the traffic cause you to miss an important appointment?

Learning Acceptance
I thought it was time to write something serious well at least to me anyways. In the last week I have been having a really rough time. I have been dealing with things, I wish I didnt have to deal with. I writing because things have change for me. I have learned lot of things over the years of being online. I am not looking for the love of my life on here, though if it happens that good too. I have accepted that finding true love anywhere not just one line is almost impossible. I have learned there are liars, player, and hurtful people even though they claim not to be. I just dont understand why people have to be that way to get what they want. For if i can't get what i want for being my self then i dont wont it. just sad to see alot of people pretending to be somethere not. This blog is not directed to just one person, its general observation. The things that I have been dealing with for the past week has taught me something. Even though I have heard it many times before. I am just goi

Rich Christmas
Rick, my husband, and I had a hectic holiday schedule encompassing careers, teenagers, shopping, and all the required doings of the season. Running out of time, I got the stationer to print our signature on our Christmas cards, instead of signing each one. Soon we started getting cards from friends signed "The Modest Morrisons," "The Clever Clarks," and "The Successful Smiths." Then it hit me. I had mailed out a hundred cards neatly imprinted with "Happy Holidays from the Rich Armstrongs."

Not Always Right | Urine Way Over Your Head Part 1
Bookstore | Durham, NC, USA (I was in the ladies room during a shift, wearing a skirt. This is key.) Woman, in stall next to mine: “You’re not wearing any pants!” (I ignore her, thinking she’s on the phone.) Woman: *starts banging on the wall between us* “You’re not wearing any pants!” Me: “…I’m…sorry?” Woman: “You! You’re not wearing any pants!” *bangs some more* Me: “And you know this how?” Woman: “I can see your legs! They’re bare! You’re not wearing any pants!” Me: “Ma’am, I’m wearing a *skirt*.” (The woman stops banging on the wall, and is completely silent. I never got to know what she thought of a woman wearing a skirt.)

Lou And V (stone Temple Pilots - Still Remains)
Our bed we live, our bed we sleepMaking love and I become youFlesh is warm with naked feetStabbing thorns and you become meOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe holds my hand, we share a laughSipping orange blossom breezesLove is still and sweat remainsA cherished gift unselfish feelingOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe tells me things, I listen wellDrink the wine save the waterSkin is smooth I steal a glanceDragon flies 'er' gliding overOh I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveI

That Was The Decade That Was
We are about to go into 2010, how was the last decade for you? Here are the highlights of my last decade. 2000- I watched the Millennium firework display on a balcony overlooking the Thames in London on the eve of the year 2000 with my daughter Ashley, she was the youngest stand up comic in 1999 and was finishing the year by retiring from stand up- she was 13 years old. I was running a comedy club at Mansions Café Bar in Glasgow's West End, it was great fun but it closed suddenly due to non payment of bills or tax problems, whichever is easier to believe. My cousin Sammy died due to infected heroin. 2001- I hopped over to NZ and did the Comedy Festival for the first time. I ran a comedy club in London at The Atlantic Bar, it closed due to the terror attacks in New York on September 11th, which resulted in a lack of tourists or non payment of bills & tax problems, which ever is easier to believe, you decide. No one died, in my family. 2002- I returned to New Zealand comedy festiv

Obama Twist On Night Before Christmas Poem
Twas the Night Before Christmas 2009 [With apologies to the Original Classic] ‘Twas the night before Christmas when right through the Senate A bill was presented, few reading what’s in it; The partisans were shouting, “It will save dough,” Branding those who opposed it, “A Party of No.” Landrieu and Nelson were all snug in their beds, While visions of millions danced in their heads. Reed and Pelosi, with their left-leaning staff, Were totally dismissive of the citizens’ wrath. When conservatives spoke up and raised such a clatter The White House and Czars said, “Beck’s what’s the matter.” Straight to the network shows in a flash, Obama came running Fox Network to trash. In the Primaries held in the year of “ought seven,” America was promised new ways from heaven. No more of the old ways, lobbyists or pork,

Time...
TIME IS LIKE A RIVER, YOU CANNOT TOUCH THE SAME WATER TWICE, BECAUSE THE FLOE THAT HAS PASSED, WILL NEVER PASS AGAIN, ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF LIFE! LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES, BUT NEVER REGRET THE CHOICES YOU MADE, THANKS TO THOSE CHOICES, YOU ARE NOW WISER! =)

I Was Recognized
Only me would start off the new year by going to the dentist. What can I say? I'm a glutton for punishment. As I'm getting ready to leave (from a very good check-up in case you were wondering) the receptionist stops me, "I know this is going to sound crazy, but were you just on TV?" "Why yes I was!" *cheesy grin* She asks me all the details when she says, "My husband told me I was nuts that I don't know anyone that's on TV. I was like, no, she's a patient." I had to laugh at that. I told her to feel free gloating to her husband on my behalf. Although it didn't make up for the fact I was up early on a freezing Saturday morning to have my mouth poked at, was kind of nice to be recognized.

Natural Causes My Ass
(PEOPLE.com) -- Casey Johnson, the heiress to the Johnson & Johnson fortune who recently made tabloid headlines with a purported engagement to reality star Tila Tequila, has died at age 30. Her death was announced by Tequila on her Twitter page and confirmed by police. "Everyone please pray 4 my Wifey Casey Johnson," Tequila wrote. "She has passed away. Thank u for all ur love and support but I will be offline to be w/ family."' Los Angeles police and firefighters were called to a house at 11:51 a.m. Monday. Johnson was pronounced dead at the scene. "It appears to be a natural death," says police Officer Sara Faden. "There's no evidence of foul play. A toxicology report from the coroner's office will proceed next." Johnson, who leaves a toddler daughter Ava whom she had adopted, was the great-great granddaughter of the founder of the pharmaceutical giant, and the daughter of New York Jets owner Robert Wood Johnson. An openly gay socialite, Johnson had a knack for attracting papar

How To Save A Life
Dispatched for a 7 year old female seizing... would have been kinda nice if they'd mentioned she was barely breathing. That girl's bedroom looked like a bomb had gone off in it after we were done with our equipment, and the back of the ambulance was worse. All I could do not to run with her in my arms to the ambulance (tripping would def have been a no-no, so I settled for the briskest walk I could manage once she was ready for transport). Within 5 minutes of rolling into the ER they had a helicopter en-route Priority 1 for a transfer to a specialty facility. I'll probably feel good about this tomorrow but it took too much out of me to feel anything now. Goodnight all!

Wishful Thinking
Sometimes I wishI could be a star,I'd shine down on youAnd brighten up your midnight sky.Sometimes I wishI could be the moon,I'd light your wayAnd guide you throughthe night.Sometimes I wishI could be the wind,I'd blow my breeze upon youAnd cool your warm nights.Sometimes I wishI could be all theseSo that some way, somehowI could be near you even for a moment.Sometimes I wishI could be all theseJust for you.

Thug Babies And Da Babies Mama.
From a blog posted by AUDIOGASM having to do with a conversation she had in her shoutbox. This is a perfect example of what S.H.E is all about. There's only so much you can do in talking to some people, but I think the message is very clear! THANX AUDIOGASM for sharing this and allowing us to post it! Read bottom to top. Audiogasm: ok i'm done talking to you.you're sucking the life out of me. cya. ~Stone~Ang...: I don't judge people either ~Stone~Ang...: lol no I spend more time with my son then i do on here Audiogasm: are you stupid or something? honest question. ~Stone~Ang...: nope lol we was playin my son always comes first an right now he's sleepin Audiogasm: well maybe instead of "tryin to type and take care of your son at the same time" you should log off and take care of your son. apparently fubar and he come equally then yeah? awesome ! ~Stone~Ang...: i not normaly like this really I just kinda lost it a lil Audiogasm: whatever you say. ~Stone~Ang...: well because

We Got The Beat By The Go-go's
See the people walking down the street Fall in line just watching all their feet They don't know where they wanna go But they're walking in time They got the beat They got the beat Yeah They got the beat See the kids just getting out of school They can't wait to hang out and be cool Hang around 'til quarter after twelve That's when they fall in line Kids got the beat They got the beat They got the beat Yeah Kids got the beat Go-Go music really makes us dance Do the Pony puts us in a trance Do the Watusi just give us a chance That's when we fall in line We got the beat We got the beat We got the beat Yeah We got the beat Everybody get on your feet We know you can dance to the beat Jumpin' - get down Round and round and round

Tue. 11th, December, 1934
Up at 7:30 breakfast waiting after breakfast went to Powell and fixed a flat came home, every one ready to go , we went to Corsicana got Mrs. Albert then went on to see the Glasglow’s, stayed for dinner had a nice one, my first acquaintance with them, the elder one is an old road builder ‘naturally was glad to meet him. Talked of the days of 49,you know. Back to Corsicana took Mrs. Albert home left Madam with her while Hap the girls and me went shopping. I bought 2 books and pencils for Mietl & Homer, some monkey blood and tape back to Mrs. Albert’s after Madam, and got Aunt Blanche, I stopped in town more shopping only it’s eats this time, you know that is the shopping I like best, now to Powell & Madam got a letter with 8 bucks in it. Home again Roy and wife were here they caught a white rabbit the rabbit was in the yard when we arrived. Helped Roy and Bill bring in some wood. Than ate supper after supper looked over the map, think we will go by St Louis don&r

Un-explainable Things
During my soooooooooooooooooo many years of marridge and living in different homes. My hubby and I have encountered things, we simply can not explain. And although we have tried, we get looked at as if our choo choo went chugging around the bend and fell off. But yanno I dont care if any one believes me, I know what I saw and smelled threw the years. I have seen a glass on the counter, nothing in it, and it just shatters for no reason, I have seen a hugeeeeeeeeeeee beetle crawl behind my coffee can and enter in the wall, my light that hadnt worked for months, suddenly turns on and its not even pluged in. Seeing a old lady out side my window, with her hair dun up nice, purple dress and pearls walk by. I go to the back of the house open the door thinking shes gonna knock, no one around, I run to the front nupe no one. Hubby says she would have to be 8ft tall for me to see her. in my kitchen getting my son a drink when I feel a hand on my shoulder. Hubby and oldest son se

Trying Not To Break....
I havent been myself lately, too be honest I actually hate myself. I hurt someone very very dear to me and I cant fix it. I didnt mean to but my actions did. Ive said Im sorry soo many times but it doesnt matter. He cant even listen to my voice. I cry myself to sleep at night hoping by morning I'll have a way to fix this but Im lost, sooo lost... "You always hear how much heartbreak hurts but when it happens to you, its almost like ten times worse but the worsepart about it is you cant even remember how to smile" Ive always thought I was destined to be alone, guess Im right.. I wanted to be someones princess but I broke the tierra:( I dont know what to do anymore....Im in pain but trying to keep a smile on my face....

Crimsonminx
You spoke to me of treasures,Buried in a sandy shore.I now have no need of golden trinkets,They have no value to me nomore. No my treasure not buried,Deep within the sand.But it is here before me,On two feet it stands. This new wonder before me,In my eyes she does glow.She is rarer than any treasure,Any treasure I'll ever know.

Oddness
so i got this friend request on face book the other day from my ex wife who all of a sudden is being really super nice to me and im wondering what she wants or why all of a sudden shes writing me after all this time plus im watching NCIS and abby is HOT!

Virus
Some virus hit my family like fucking wildfire, it started with my son then sissy girl & myself of course Jo Jo got it as well and now daddy has it.. We all had flu like symptoms, it's sad because I got a call from my man saying he was coming home do to him not feeling well had to unlock the door for em, I'm just hoping that this shit goes away soon...

For Those That Love Cyber Sex....
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart.I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse.My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly.

For The Broken Hearted.....
I would give my life for you. To take away what you go through. To make you feel the love I feel. To assure your heart this love is real. I can not make your mind believe. To lose your love I can not concieve. I'll take this heartache.... bury it deep inside. I gave my emotions..... no longer did I hide. Now I am lost Not knowing where to turn. I trusted in love. Only to get burned. But my heart you shall keep. I'll never ask for it back. Cause you can't fall in love. If its a heart that you lack. My love you can keep. Or simply tear it into. I'll never love again. For my heart is with you. You wont have to care for it. Or put it under lock & key. Its already broken as everyone can see. So I give you a promise. I'll take it to my grave. You were the Master. My heart......... was your slave.

For All The Writers Out There...
Really awesome post at The Guardian's book blog, based on Elmore Leonard's (Out of Sight, Get Shorty, etc. etc.) "10 Rules for writing fiction". A bunch of great writers compile their own lists, including Margaret Atwood, Roddy Doyle, Richard Ford, Jonathan Franzen, A.L. Kennedy and more. Seriously awesome tips, and it's been a trigger for me for my own writing since I read it. Definitely bookmark worthy. http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/feb/20/ten-rules-for-writing-fiction-part-one Part two- http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/feb/20/10-rules-for-writing-fiction-part-two (Part 2 includes Joyce Carol Oates, Annie Proulx, Philip Pullman, Zadie Smith, Colm Tóibín and more)

No Hope
Look at you fucking clowns. Time to have a melt down. No one left to save your souls. I am now in controll. It was the life that you lived. No one really gives a shit. I will shut your world down I will watch you all drown. No hope not today you are all screwed it's time to pay. Did you think you'd live like this. Really thought we'd drink this piss. Not much is left, not for you. After all it's you who's screwed. Soon we'll be in the mood and feast on you cause you'll be food. In the end no chance to live and god will have no hopes to give. ((Random inspiration yeah!))

My Arms Always Open... Your Heart Always Closed
Baby I loved you with all my heart.Waiting for a few months for something to start....When you where in the darkness, I was there to be your light...When you just needed someone to talk to I was your ears...Now it's been 2 months...And you never said yes...I tried to win your heart,But when I showed you mine...You tore it apart...You once told me you loved me... You once said you cared...What happened to what we shared?I let it slip through my fingers...No matter how hard I tried...Our love just seemed to have died.A black eye...A broken arm...Or even a leg...Not one made me cry....But a broken heart is a pain not even a god can stand...

Now That Marm Weather Is Here You Need The Rules For A Good Bbq
BBQ RULES It is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: ROUTINE: 1. The woman buys the food. 2. The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. 3. The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. 4. The woman remains outside the compulsory three meter exclusion zone where the exuberance of testosterone and other manly bonding activities can take place without the interference of the woman. HERE COMES THE IMPORTANT PART: 5. THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. MORE ROUTINE: 6. The woman goes inside to organise the plates and cutlery. 7. The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is looking great. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer

Melissa Etheridge - I'm The Only One
Please baby can't you see My mind's a burnin' hell I got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin' My heart apart as well Tonight you told me That you ache for something new And some other woman is lookin' like something That might be good for you Go on and hold her till the screaming is gone Go on believe her when she tells you nothing's wrong But I'm the only one Who'll walk across the fire for you I'm the only one Who'll drown in my desire for you It's only fear that makes you run The demons that you're hiding from When all your promises are gone I'm the only one Please baby can't you see I'm trying to explain I've been here before and I'm locking the door And I'm not going back again Her eyes and arms and skin won't make it go away You'll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrow That holds you down today Go on and hold her till the screaming is gone Go on believe her when she tells you nothing's wrong But I'm the only one Who'll walk across the fire for you I'm the only one Who'

Ok...ive Lost It Its Alright I Got This
last night i wanted to jump in front of a bus. obviously i didnt haha and i ended up jamming with minus fyder. the music keeps me alive. insanity? who fcukin cares?! im alive. my art work has been declining...my health has been so so yet...its still there. its time to pick myself up with the full knowledge that its not changing. i wont have a that "moment of clarity" that some get in life. ive tried...i fought...i cried...i blamed...i drugged myself... thinking something would crack and i'd get to be normal. its not happening haha. theres nothing i should be ashamed of though...for how many people WANT to be out of their minds, im one who actually is and DOESNT want it. i wont have to be a tough guy about it. I dont need the image or opinions that make the regular person seem crazy. crazy is what crazy does! my brain is medically damaged. which makes my daily mind follow suit. there will be no wife..there will be no regular job...there will be no kids...there will be no

Reality
What is Reality? One can dream something so real they think its real. When the only dreams you can remember are the ones that actually happen, what does that make them? Real as they are in the dreams, what makes them happen in reality? The line is too blurry for even me to see through.Yet things that we think are real are often not. Each person percieves things differently, so who is to say what is real or not?

Dream Girl
Dream Girl... ! You come to me in a dream Stepping out of the computer screen Those starry eyes gleaming Warming up my heart racing Your face lightend up in a bliss Those lips asking for a kiss Oh yes you are mine and mine and only to be mine Round and round we go Oh let the music flow My girl you are mine Yes forever you are mine Yeah till the sun dies catching a cold Yeah till the moon explodes in a fiery boom Yes my girl you are mine and mine and only to be mine In the dead cold of the winter You bring me the smiles from spring On the snow that covers the grass You wake up little flowers to sing This dainty head that rest on my chest Looking up asking me to kiss your forehead My little baby yes you are mine and mine and only to be mine Yes you are mine and forever and forever mine....!

Falling Apart
I've given away my heart, So it could be torn into pieces. He left me with the feelings of betrayal and being forgotten. I'm so in love, yet so alone, a few months thrown away. Feeling his absense hurts the most. My constant urge to call is almost taking over, while on the other side, my cycle of feelings starts with rage. Slowly going into sadness, rage again, desperation, devastation, and finally denial. Every morning I open my eyes to emptiness. Seeing a long black hallway with nothing in between. This so-called love has taken over my life leaving me distracted. Days pass by and now my emotions are going crazy. Leaving me no choice but to vomit. To empty my pesimistic thoughts. To stop thinking my life is over. To stop my tears everynight from falling. To stop feeling like my heart has shattered into fifty pieces. The hardest part of moving on is the jealousy on top of all my misery. But soon enough I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle. I need

Need To Be
Life and love all intertwined,Friendships deeply protect that core.I was happy,focused on my way,Then my world hit the floor. Truths became untruths,deep cutting lies,Nothing was anymore as it seemed.Thoughts,Or what I thought I knew,Now vanished like a wasted dream. Betrayed,encased so deep in anothers lie,I believed what was put to my eyes.Now none of it true at all,My anger builds as I uncover more lies. I found my escape,A rock to hold,An angel deep in her own life.Now she sat and listened to me,Can she now help me make somethings right. Now other turmoil explodes quickly,On a calm and gentle sea.Due in part to my stubborness,My ego sinks back inside of me. One love untrue,Trust now gone,The other still a wonderment to me.With her my eyes want to wonder,With her they need to be.I search to find the true one.

Wiener Goats
So someone's left their wiener dog in my bedroom and more specifically it seems, my closet. And I'm pissed. Pissed so bad in fact i consider beating the dog cause I don't know how long it's been in my bedroom but I'm positive it's been so long he had to have dropped a dooky somewhere. I never did find said dooky and likewise I dint beat the little mutant. Call me soft. Instead I walked it to the front door to let it out. On the way to the front door the legless little bastard turned into a goat. Now I know what you're thinking. "Really Chuck? A wiener dog changed into a goat? Just one goat?" And here I have to come clean. You've found me out cause indeed he in fact turned into two goats. One of which perched proudly atop a tree stump just outside the front door and the other hauled ass across the front yard like he was chasing a car as soon as the door opened. Aaaannnnnd... Scene!

Close To Being Apart
10 feet away from me and 1 mile in my head; I missed your sweet smile and comfort in bed; Your touch relaxes me after all the tough words said; You my sweet Melissa, I’ve been lucky enough to wed; Down this dark road tonight, this rough road we’ve led; I believe these hard times for us will soon enough shed. Listen to me… I will not give up on us, I will fight and cry; So that the day never comes that we say goodbye.

Ok, I'm Deleting And Restarting For Game Reasons...
Basically I wanted to make sure that the word got out and those of you who wanted me to make sure that I stayed in touch had the opportunity to say so. Doesn't mean I'm not already bookmarking, but hey, everyone wants to feel wanted, and if you want me to make sure that I expedite sending you a friend add when I am back, please make sure you drop me a line over the next week. David

Yep Heres Some More :d
"Those Eyes"To look in those eyesthrills me to my coremakes me sighand want for moreGazing through that windowto the soul deep withinI pray to the heavensthat its counted no sinYou're deep in my heartas I am in yoursso deeply ensconcedthrough all open doorsMy mind is filledwith thy heavenly charmsas I pine and achefor you in my armsWith every fiberand every thoughttruly, madly, deeplyI am caughtI Love Youso much K

Crush
CRUSH What a mystery love is, I thought that it wouldn't happen again But I was wrong I'm here again writing Writing about how I feel I fell again For a guy This guy seems like no other I've met I want to be more than just friends I know that I just recently met you But I can't help how you have made me feel I have a bit of a crush on you And that's all I got to say Why did it happen? I do not know Do I regret it? No I don't I want to be a part of your life And be someone special to you I want to keep your hugs And to stay at your side Don't judge me for what I'm saying But some how I find myself liking you I don't know how it happened But I do hope I can stay at your side And on this day I say to you I like you And there's nothing I can do about it I've tried not feeling this way But I can't help it So please let me stay at your side...

Truly Sad
Tyler Lambert, son of 'Diff'rent Strokes' star Dana Plato, committed suicide on May 6, almost exactly 11 years after his mother ended her life. Lambert was 25. The Tulsa, Oklahoma Office of the Chief Medical Examiner told PopEater that Lambert (pictured above in 1999) died from a self-inflicted shotgun wound to the head. Toxicology tests are pending. Though the office had no more information at this time, the National Enquirer alleges Lambert suffered depression surrounding the anniversary of his mother's death and descended into a drug binge prior to his suicide. "It's a shame that such a talented human being would do this with his life," his grandmother Joni Richardson tells PEOPLE. "He had all the opportunities in the world and we just can't understand it." In reports from a not-yet-online National Enquirer piece, Lambert's grandmother said, "Tyler wanted to be with his mother. His father Lanny (Lambert, Plato's ex-husband) is devastated." Dana Plato committed suicide with presc

Time To Sleep Better
Currently, sleep disorders are health problems of the fastest growing. In fact, many work processes of the body that occur during sleep. Ranging from process improvements and growth in physiological, biochemical, and psychological. Therefore, sleep is an activity that is very important role in health. Inhibition of this process can affect health, including immunity to disease. "Sleeping problems can occur at any age only. In infants, a problem that can happen is suddent infant death syndrome (sudden infant death syndrome), whereas in the elderly sundown syndrome. Sleep quality also can make life quality. In addition to at least 7.5 hours of sleep, sleep quality is necessary to get comfortable sleeping environment. How to create a comfortable sleeping environment? - The temperature is cool Room temperature is too hot can make you sleepless nights. In order for the room temperature cool rooms, can turn on the AC or fan in order to feel more cool air circulation.

What Good Friends I Have
okay now i know ive been off the loop for a minute, by not having alot of female friends...so this one chic who i considered my home girl. ok we have everything in common, from kids ages to favorite foods, likes dislikes. etc.. okay now, i have a good heart n will help a friend in need, so now since i babysat her monster 18month old, n couldnt go look for a job those three days, shes yet to have paid me, and she knows i have no job. she just got an 800$ pay check this last week n said it all went for bills but yet she could go to the other side of the state to visit friends??? and another thing i seen her at the store after she got back buying beer n spending atleast 50$ on dumb shit..so how couldnt she give me money?? and while i was at the store, she called my man sexy, well she didnt see me infront of him cuz hes really tall, n his back was to her, but apparently she walked in and said hey sexy. then when he turned around she saw me, n had a shocked look on her face.. she k

Pain Killers.
I'm counting the flecks in the cement.The odd bits of sandrock that look like asteroidsor displaced cancer.That cold metal taste in the back of my headas your foot grinds into my hairmy nose is numb.My fingers tingle.Everything's getting fuzzywhat little I can see.Red mites, an ant reporting back to base.The stucco of blood and skin on the sidewalk. Last time it was the tiny desert.One, two, six worlds away.Last time it was hot. The kind you cut your hair for.Wild swings, dead flowers on the wall, meat against bone. Staggering into mediocrity.Unremarkable in every category.Except that tear down both shoulders.That burn as you lift off, cut loose, and the cold haze comes over. Don't stop.Til it pools instead of splatters.Til the tingle becomes empty.Til the screaming stops.Til both arms fall off.

Broken Heart
Broken heart never love again,Broken heart all because of men,Broken heart never to be replaced,Broken heart the problems I have faced,Broken heart what's the future gonna be like?Broken heart that was the final strike,Broken heart who is to blame?Broken heart you put out the flame.

I Love You
You are my everything, my one and onlyWith out you, I just feel too damn lonelyI adore the sound of your voice and your beautiful smileThat is why thinking about you makes it all worth whileI dont know why I do the things I doMaybe it's because I love you.You are the greatest thing that's ever happened to meWhen I try and dream at night youre all I ever seeI try to remember the good times we hadKnowing you're not with me makes me very sadI would do absolutely anything for youThat is why I love you the way I do. I try to imagine how things would beIf you were here right now with meWatching movies or just hanging outCause baby, that's what I'm all aboutYou know that I am always here for youThru all the good and bad. I Love You!

[yet Another Relaxing Sunday]
My AC is fixed. I hosed somebody at a card shop and bought a bunch of MTG rares (some I actually needed) for about 1/10th their collective value. As for my "just say no" deck. I am getting POUNDED by my other decks.Kinda disappointing but ... I don't think it really means anything. I'm going against one of my best designs (has a lot of resets, has a lot of one-way POWA) Let me break it down again I have: Unblockable, accelerated, resetting, progressive "Zombies". The "black weenie" deck which just dumps out resource efficient minions every turn and burns both players hoping to jump ahead of the damage curve. I own almost all the cards I need to "fix" this deck, I just haven't picked them up from my parent's house. Also, this deck probably cost... $5 to make? "black artifact" which ... is kind of a design paradox. It was a bunch of really powerful cards that got orphaned and misplaced over time, but it also has a couple cards and a couple themes that rely on sacrificing creatures

L A's Fine The Sun Shines Most The Time
I have arrived...in Los Angeles. The flight was amazing, as I got upgraded to club class and lay down, slept, nibbled on lobster...had a reaction, took an anti histamine and slept more. Yes, rock and roll hives that's my life. I know I can't eat shell fish, but it was too good not to itch over is all I am saying. On landing in LA you have to wait ominous queues to get through customs and every second woman was a wee Indian lady in ethnic dress with no command of English and the Americans just pissed themselves with excitement holding them back and shouting out "Can anyone speak Urdu?" A woman from the back of the queue came forward and translated. I laughed, as it doesn't take high intelligence to understand that if they are using passengers on the same flight as people to translate the potential 'immigrant liars' then...who knows...isn't this an old plot line from 24? Anyway more queues happened. We then had to line up to get out of the airport and get more immigration che

Tonight, I'm Goona Make It Without You
It's not you, I swear that it's me,I swore up and down,That forever we would be,But forever ever never came,And now you wanna leave,I never pictured this, Never thought that I would see," "I'd make it on your own, And I be and independent women, I depended on the fact,You never knew what i was doin,Cause if you knew better, Then you prolly go and do it, Now the goin's getting tough,An were finally goin through it," "so,I apologize,For every dropped tear,Cause I dropped the ball baby,And I'll always have to hear..." Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. "And yes,I have tried sleepin nights, With a broken heart,The hard part, Is I brought this on myself,I wanna be-Near MeStill wanna -Touch Me And wanna- Feel Me

Tips On How To Masturbate!
TIPS ON HOW TO MASTURBATE IF YOU'RE A FEMALE... 1. Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip. 2. Put a little water on it. 3. Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable. 4. Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs. 5. For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DONT BE NERVOUS. 6. Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything). 7. Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. (I did not have underwear but I was wearing pants and a shirt, loose pants. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast. 8. With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really

Daddy's Girl
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.. There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there. 'Where's her daddy at?' She heard a boy call out

Are You French Fries Or Onion Rings?
You Are Onion Rings You are funky and full of flavor. You definitely have a strong personality. You are willing to take risks and fall flat on your face. You rarely do fail though. You have a knack for what works. Everyone but you is surprised by your results. You are always yourself, even though you're a bit quirky and offbeat. You wouldn't know how to be anyone else. Are You French Fries or Onion Rings? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

A Day Of Rest
We rode to Canada yesterday so I could mark that off of my Bucket List. I was a passenger and I got to really enjoy the scenery in northwest Washington. I guess we rode around 200 miles. Chuckanut Drive is so pretty! Our host is a motorcycle safety and group ride instructor so riding with him is a pleasure. I think today will be a day of hanging out at the farm, doing chores. I have offered to help them finish building their chicken coop. My husband is at the feed store right now, helping our host load his truck. I don't know when we're heading for home. It is so nice here, maybe we will stay a few days.

Random Sh*t That Annoys Me...version 1.1
The city doing road construction on all THREE bridges between town, I mean really who thought this shit through in the planning phases? These boys that wear their pants around their knees. Why wear pants? Take em the fuck off. But if I really wanted to see mens underwear I would just straight up say so. It should be voluntary not mandatory to see that shit. Getting accosted by the same lesbian in 3 different gas stations. Not that I have anything against lesbians but I can't punch a girl like a punch a guy when she grabs my shit. It doesn't feel right. The blatant lack of respect in the world. Goes along with out everyone perceives themselves. Hun, You aren't any better then me and I'm no better then you so how about you show some respect to get some respect. Jack asses up in my SB being well jackasses. I'm ready to shut it down. The important ones for the most part know how to get a hold of me and if not, there's alwayz pm. Humidity...I mean really...I look like a damned poodle