My heart is ache,
the clouds are moving in again
the lights are going desertion
It is creeping up again,
Cannot fight it, I will just lose.
I am loss for hours on in.
My voice not being heard,
Tears falling like a waterfall.
All the angry I have,
Stay right here because there nowhere to go.
You say I too hard on myself,
I say if I am not then who, will.
After hours of put myself down.
I decide to pick up the phone.
Call someone, anyone!
Will they answer?
Do they truly care, or are they acting
Am I a burden?
I sorry,
I am worthless, are the words I say to them.
It tries to creep back up
but the person on the other line dose care, taken time to listen.
To help, put a stop to it.
So it, slowly creeps away,
given me time to rest and think more clearly.
For I never know when it will creep up again,
Or how long, but for now I got
it to creep away.
