tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-659532007-07-11T19:25:11-07:00Marty's PoemsA fubar user blog.marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comfubartag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.4293792007-07-11T19:25:11-07:002007-07-11T19:25:11-07:00enough is enoughNo one can hear it
the sound of tears falling
a poned the pillow cases.
Why would they care
i have nothing to offer them
just a shadow
of someone they want to be
i loveing heart
caring soul
but not enough to keep
them alive
to much fighting
to much you said i said
its not worth it.
i want to close the door
but don't have the streght enough
and love to much.
the alchole dont' drown my tears.
it wont take uou out of my mind
my heart wont give up
and the hole reason to drink is to give up on you
but you stay right there in my heart and soul
not give in marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.4293772007-07-11T19:23:46-07:002007-07-11T19:23:46-07:00I am hopeless in love with you.You would think by now
I could move on with my life.
The pain has mend itself
The anger has left,
like the storm passing by.
And I still see
I hopeless in love with you.
you move on
without a care.
The words you said to me
still play in my head.
Just like it was yesterday
you said them
I found myself
hopeless in love with you
I went down a few roads
since our goodbye.
but none could satisfied me
because I am
hopeless in love with you
day dreams of you coming home
hold on to something that
I should not
I hopeless in love with you
No matter where I look
No matter where I turn
I am hopeless in love with you.
No other is like you
no other can make me smile
like you do.
No other can hold me
I am hopeless in love with youmarty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.4293752007-07-11T19:23:15-07:002007-07-11T19:23:15-07:00where is america where is America,
He died for you and me,
for our freedom.
but as today looking out
where is america
where is america voices
that suppose to be so strong
where is america when its our nations
birthday.
why is america voices die out
where is america
the land of the free
where is america
that my dad fought for
back during world war II
where is america the beatuiful
where are america hidding.
where is america one nation under God.marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.3796802007-06-08T11:15:46-07:002007-06-08T11:15:46-07:00WHERE DO YOU GO?Where do you go
When the world has turn you away
where do you go
mothers give up on their daughter
where do you go
when the book of life
has close
when the one you love leaves you
standing on your own
Where do you go
to escape relaitly
to burial the pain
of broken heart
Where do you go
when you stuck in a rutt
hope is so endless
Endless is forever
where do you go
when dreams are lost
just like your inner soul
where do you go?
marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.3430122007-05-09T01:37:36-07:002007-05-09T01:37:36-07:00why did you have to gowhy did you have to go
so not fair
you left me with out saying goodbye
leaven me to deal with everything on my own
your own sister thinks i no good.
falling for your son
no reason i could explain
just knowing there something about him that wants
him to be closer.
you and your wife made me fill hole
but it not good enough when me and her driffted apart.
angels cann't pretected me from being hurt from life.
then loosing my dad even made it harder. then my best friend.
where do i turn where do i go
but to your grave site
praying that your touch those souls that needs to be touch..;
I love you and always have from
the day you stood in my live room telling me I was
your daughter.
You too made me feel so special.marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.2759472007-03-20T22:49:28-07:002007-03-20T22:49:28-07:00Dear DaddyWhy did you leave me?
In a world
so crue and full of hurt?
I neve3r though I would loss you
but one day you gave in.
and you left me all alone
Daddy,
I scared and so alone.
I tring my hardest
but it not good enough
I fail at everything I do.
How can a army man
have such a week daughter.
the tears should not fall
from these hazzel eyes.
for I am a daughter of a soldier.
Dad,
You said you would never drink if it was not for World War II
but your daughter is so week that
she drinks just to escatpe the pain and hurt she feels in her heart.
Daddy,
If you can hear you daughter cry.
please come and bring me home to you.
I don't want to travel this world anymore.
I dont want the tears to fall
I want you to be proud of me
but you are an army soldier
and I am nobody.
that the reason you
cannt hear my cry from heaven gates.marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.2728102007-03-19T00:14:22-07:002007-03-19T00:14:22-07:00To keep youAs the though of loosing you
come to mind
I wonder what I could do
To keep you
Shut up
and don’t say anything
But that, would not work
Because I would not be honest with you
Count all the stars in the sky
Their so many
I could not count them all
To climb a volcano
to prove to you
I would do anything
Be my luck
I would fall in
To stuff what I feel inside
and say your right
I cann’t do that neither
Because the angry
would just build
To be able to keep you
I would say I love you
I have nothing to give to you
but myself
That I would go anywhere with you
To keep you
I got to trust you
that you will stay
To be able to keep you
You have to be willing
to keep me
April 2006
marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.2728082007-03-19T00:13:37-07:002007-03-19T00:13:37-07:00Walking awaySitting here on my love seat by myself
Remember parts of my life that I wish I could change
The one I loved with is lying in bed.
I pushed him away because
Of the secret I have
I seem to push everyone away
I walk away knowing it killing me inside
But I, know I have to
I already cause enough pain to him that I could not bare hurting them no more
For years, I found myself with friends that I walk out on them
I can pick up the phone and they, are their for me
I’m walking away to keep from hurting him
He can’t handly my action to my secret
I don’t blame him
I slowly learning
Yea
I getting better
With medicine and counseling but
I, about ready to walk away
because I making the same mistake
just getting a litter smart
Walking away will be the hardest thing for me
but I, know it not right
In time I get over it or start it all over again
Walking away is the only thing
I know
and I, yet found someone to say
“Hay, I care and I don’t want you
walking away.”
August 2005
marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.2728072007-03-19T00:12:50-07:002007-03-19T00:12:50-07:00All I got leftIt that time of the day
time to lock up
and close the home down.
as the kids are
tucked into bed
time for me to
turn in
as always
this is the time of the day
I miss you even more.
All I got left are the memories
that we shared.
you hold me in your arms
making love to me away
that no man could ever
as my eyes get tried
I start to fight
because I not ready to sleep
all I got left is to worry
are you safe
are they treat you good.
who do I say good night to
when I used to say it to you
All I got left
are pictures hang right
beside my bed
looking down on me.
All I got left
is to say good night
and I, love you
and started dreaming
of the day you come home
but until that day comes
all I got left
are the phone calls
and letters
and visited
and all I got left
is my love for you
April 17, 2005
marty0764securityfor Wild Image MA Extrehttps://fubar.com/proudtobeinamericamarty0764noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-65953.2728062007-03-19T00:11:47-07:002007-03-19T00:11:47-07:00Baby GirlTime is growing short
it wont be long until you will
arrived.
So many are happy that
you are coming
to be with me.
Through the pain and surffering
I go through will be
worth it all
When your in my arms
I be hold
a micearlal from
God own hands.
Challages lye ahead
each one, every second of your life
is a lesson to be learned.
this world you are come forth
into is cold and curl
But baby girl
I will be here to
help you along the way
When the world is on your
shoulders I will be there to
give you the strenght.
Baby girl
we will have our
disagreements
but baby girl
I will always love you
for I see apart of me in you
and you, are my
baby girl
sent from God
own hands
December 17, 2006
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