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What is this Blog supposed to be about? ?KINDRED SPIRITS- IS IT POSSIBLE? Webster's New Ninth Collegiate Dictionary defines Kindred as a group of like individuals, one's relatives, family relationships:kinships. and of a similar nature or character: Like 2. of the same ancestry. Spiritlit.,breath; akin to L spirare (?), to blow, breathe,to break wind]...(13c) 1: an animating or vital principle held to give life to physical organisms 2. a supernatural being of essence as: Holy Spirit: soul, 3: an often malevolent being that enters and possesses a human being 3. temper or disposition of mind or outlook esp. when vigorous or animated 4: the immaterial intelligent or sentient part of a person 5 a: the activating or essential principle influencing a person b: an inclination, impulse, or tendency of a specified kind: MOOD 6 a: a special attitude or frame of mind b: the feeling, quality, or disposition characterizing something ETC. ETC. ETC... Well according to this, a Kindred spirit is a probably an old uncle with an attitude thats full of gas. Don't know so much about that scarey thought, huh, Kindred... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm kin, Kinfolks Ive experienced, Being adopted at the age of just over a year, makes you a little distrustful of kin. I mean if a mother can just throw her babies out to strangers like yesterdays garbage.My baby brother was about 3 months old. Is it any wonder we can not trust family. Isn't family for ever? I know I wasn't the best of mothers.My daughter is the only family that I have ever trusted with every thingThat is why she is the Bestest daughter in the world. Iknow for a fact that the only reason she is in this God forsaken town is me. Imean, She gave up her life for me. So that right there ranks her at the top she is much better daughter than I ever even thought of being. Look at me I held a grudge against my parents for so many years of what I considered to be unjust, now here I am at the same age that my mother was when she adopted me. (EPIPHANY!) How did she take on an orphan child of some drug addict to raise as her own, and this little brat is about to hit terrible twos. And mom about to hit "THE CHANGE" that couldn't have been easy, and (I know a lot of ands)she was raised very old school, born in 1910 a time when people had large families just to run the farm. "And" if everyone didn't pull their share of the load s**t didn't get done. Child Protectevi Services was unheard of just one of those things Horse dont worka whuppin get it right out of that stubborn streak, guess they figured if it works for the horse might as well work for that lazy good for nothin kid and ultimatelythe child get beat till they bled. So it is no wonder that my mom would do the same with me. She knew no better, I'll never ever forget my first experience with a horse whip,(took years for me to figure out why we had a horse whip on a farm with no horses). We were out clearing the old corn field so we could hand plant some blackeyed peas (at the time i hated the little buggers, they were for slopping hogs we had none of those either) Mom asked me if I wanted to Hoe or plant. I said hoe. at about 6-7 years the hoe was taller than me. It naturally had a handle that was a little ragged so I got a few splinters. I then proceeded to change my mind amist a tem- per tantrum that would put off Jesus Christ himself rolling on the freshly plowed black dirt, kicking and screaming with about 10 to 15 people watching being "old school" that she was she took out that whip and gave me what for couldn't wear long pants for 3 days she had to put "tow sack" on car seat when we finally got thru just so wouldn't get blood on her Caddy. Suppose this is what she would have received the same in the same situation so what else is she supposed to do? Back then you just did not disrespect your parents by telling them you were "NOT" going to do something. So maybe we could have been "kinred spirits if I had just looked at the world through her eyes, I could have been a lot more understanding. When I was a teen I tried with every one else in the world. Why, Oh why couldn't I have even tried? Now begs the Question. If any one out there knows please tell me this is very important to me. What are "kindred spirits" and do they exist? I would suppose so it to the best of my knowledge a "kindred spirit" would be like a soul mate where as a "soul mate" you are destined to meet fall in "Love" and live together forever and ever and ne'er shasll you part till death. Happiness abounds everything is flowers and peace and Love. Do You suppose that maybe just maybe billions of years ago while this great universe was being formed there was a humongous cloud of cosmic gases containing all of our spirits some of us attached some not. And then BBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMM...!!! tHE Cosmic universe explodes and we that are attached seperated for ever and ever, unless you have been a good and loving person, then the stars may shine on you briefly in your smaller than a particle of dust life that is so insignificant life. Miracle of all miracles "BOOM" it happens again, and by pure accident you open that door to opportunity. There they are "kindred spirit" just a bunch of gas that is related to me cosmicly. Do we slam it shut againwaiting for another "kindred spirit" which we all know logically that will never happen again. If this is so wouldn't that negate our "soul-mate" theory? How do wen know whether it is the oppotunity of a lifetime or those welcomelittle butterfly fluttering deep in you gut is just a bad case of the spirit part of"kindred spirit" all of those blackeyed peas that you ate on New Years Day hoping to pick those all import- ant winning Lotto numbers. If any of you good people have any ideas on the subject, please comment on my blog. Maybe we can decipher this riddle together.