In my life I have trully given myself totaly to only 3 people{i don't mean sleep with},I am strong willed,bull-headed,and very self-reliant,and I can do anything I set my mind to.I do not live in a fairy tale bubble but in the true real world where life likes to play its stupid ass tricks on people,{trust me I have been the blunt of many} and I do not embrace the fact that sometimes there comes pain with that,nor do I believe that we act out/live our lives the way we do because of any kind of social conditioning,the world and our minds are very open ground we make your own choices.I know that addicted people use drugs as a type of brain reward.. SHEEZ !!reward for what,,stealing,lieing,not working,being a coward? I believe to be rewarded for something then do something worth rewarding.
Every person handles hardships differently..some turn to drugs some start to drink..{which I do neither}.Personally I think that is the standard cowards way out, I depend on me and nothing else,my will,my strength.Do I admire some drunk or druggie that has cleaned up their act..NO.what is there to admire?? I think that its great when a person decides they don't want to live life like that and finally make up their mind to do something about it..Admire them no..who I admire is the women/men out there that work hard to give their families some kind of happiness in their lifes.My hat goes off to the single mothers out there raiseing her kids alone and being strong enough woman to instill values in her children.I am learning more and more every day just how hard that is.
I think that when we feel tired and alittle over whelmed it is easy to fall into listening to what some people have to say but ,,,,be careful who you listen to/put your trust in,,that is sometimes how we end up in more shyt and feeling worse in the long run.But lets not forget people they tell us it is for our own good..the only thing I can say is TRUST YOURSELF before listening to anybody else ,,see how they live their lives ..and how they interact with their family and love ones..
