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Wrong Email Address
Lesson to be learned from typing the wrong email address: A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into

A Rambling
I'm not to sure what I'm going to talk about here but I am giong to ramble. Have you ever noticed that sometimes people don't recall that their paretns no matter what love them? I mean really it could come down to them being the only ones who could help you. You shouldn't push them away it only hurts you and them in the long run. Though you may not see it right away it could harm you. This isn't true of all people but for some. Maybe this is all because I am so close to my family. Even through all our differences and believe me whe have had a few. Some really really major ones. Through it all we were there for each other. I am only ranting about this because my friend is having issues with her son and it's hurtful to her. I won't mention any names as it's not my right, I just wish I knew how to make things easier on her. The things he says are hurtful to her and she's a good mother. She has done things to protect him from many harms in life. He sees it at breaking a trust. Howev

Part Eight
It was late in the day when James finally awoke. Even though he was exhausted both physically and mentally he had lain awake for hours after leaving Cat in the bath. He tried to rationalize his new situation. He tried to be pragmatic and think of every possible result of this change. His ego had been through a great deal in the last 24 hours. Finally, when he had run through every argument he could think of, it came down to this: he wanted to stay. He loved Cat and nothing would change that.....and there was also the fact that no matter what his pride told him, last night had been the single greatest sexual experience of his life. He knew he would still have a hard time with Cat's new sexuality, but he also knew that her new sexuality had released him from being responsible for his own. He actually felt a little freer now. Which he realized was a bit odd seeing as he was now subject to Cat's every sexual whim. But, that was the truth of it. He was not responsible for his ow

For Our Troops!
Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." There is nothing attached.... .. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you, please.... Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, Prayer is the very best one GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON!

=(
So, I just got over the flu... ...Gosh, what's going on with ME??? =( I wake up this morning @ 5... ...The first thing I do? Go to the bathroom and THROW UP! =( I've been up ever since... ...my stomach is killing me... ...I've actually cried a few times... =( ...I DON'T LIKE IT!

Now Thats A Surprise
I remember someone off here.. She was a model .. gave me her yahoo and aim. We talked when she wasn't studying so hard. And I wished her get well when she celebrated getting an "A" on a law paper. She danced in the rain and hit her head on her pourch. Today.. she posts her cell number.. we talked for an hour or more. Yep , she's a model , law student, and med student. and .. gasp! R E A L! Real women don't wear flipflops at the supermarket. hahhahhaha She always was.. :P and still is my friend even though it took her a week to remember my name :P hehhehe something for ya to remember .. :P Happy Holiday's

My Military Career
I joined the military on August 14, 1991. I started my career as a watercraft operator. I went to FT Lewis, WA for my basic training and then I went to FT Eustis, VA for my occupational training. Once I completed my training I went to Panama for my first duty station. I met my wife as soon as I got there and after 4 months of dating her we got married. This was in April of 1992. I spent 3 years in Panama with my wife and then we got stationed at FT Eustis. I spent about 2 years there and during those 2 years we had our first 2 children. In 1998, I got orders to go back to Panama for 1 year. After that I was sent back to FT Eustis, where we had our last 2 children. I spent from 1999-2002 there. In 2002 I changed my occupation to a Repair Parts Specialist. I went to school at FT Lee VA, and then I was stationed in Korea for 1 year alone. After that I was stationed at FT Lewis, WA. I spent about a year and a half there and during my stay there, 5 months after signing in to m

Amusement From 2 Years Ago...
I was reading back over my old livejournal entries today at work and I ran across this moment that I have to share even if he hunts me down and kills me for it. :) (yes, Shannon...this was you....) May 11, 2004 "Okay, I have to write this down before I forget. He and I are basically neck and neck for Star Wars trivia....and we were watching the trilogy yesterday in hopes that we'll remember more details. Well at the end of Empire when Luke falls out the botton of Cloud City after having his hand chopped off and finding out Vader is his father he tries to grab ahold of one of the panels before it closes but it pulls out of his reach. Shannon starts to laugh and I asked what was so funny. He said, "I was just about to say, 'Why didn't he use both hands?'" Good thing he didn't say it...as it is he'll never live that one down. "

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? please e-mail responses to jaxxx469@yahoo.com, as i am having trouble with the e-mail on fubar.or,leave me a comment ,or both.

My Birthday Wish For Tomorrow!
Sorry been not on line for while cuz was sick from cold air then damn curse that prolong my sick. Now all's well. Wink Hey its my birthday TOMORROW!!! Gimme some points wink. So let's celebrate by giving me next new level! Let's help me reach there! Kudos! Have a nice cherry weekend! xo SMD

New User
okay guys....please bare with me while I figure out how to use this site....have another site at myspace....kaptivatingkerry is the url. So if it takes me awhile to answer any mail or comments please be patient....remember ur dealing with a blonde!!! lol!

Smoking_bongzilla
so here i sit smoking and smoking not noing win to stop lighter high and bong in hand mmm sweet sweet tast of cronic candy with every pull my buddy lingers it pulls away for realatey wisping me away takeing me to places i will never see wating on that day look at me lost in space was pulling agen to the race geting the hit makeing that pass now you growing and showing drying out in all the days wating to get that pull agen so smoke it up and see that bong so puff puff pass that magic grass i have smoked it all from the blue to the green hope you like buds today!

Sex Frog !!!
A beautiful, well endowed, young blonde, goes to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looks about the store, she notices a box full of frogs. The sign says: Sex Frogs! Only $20 each! Money Back Guarantee! (Comes with complete instructions). The girl excitedly looks around to see if anybody's watching her and whispers softly to the man behind the counter, "I'll take one." The man packaged the frog and said, "Just follow the instructions carefully." The girl nods, grabs the box, and is quickly on her way home. As soon as she closes the door to her apartment, the girl takes out the instructions and reads them thoroughly, doing exactly what it says to do: 1. Take a shower. 2. Splash on some nice smelling perfume. 3. Slip into a very sexy teddy. 4. Crawl into bed and position the frog in place. She then quickly gets into bed with the frog and, to her surprise, nothing happens! The girl is totally frustrated and quite upset at this point. She re-reads the ins

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Trust
I have no trust for someone that has been in my life for a few years. You go and do your thing. You think that it won't hurt me, but guess what? It hurt and still does. I trusted you with my life and you don't seem to care or never did. I thought that I could tell you anything and you would be there for me, but it was all bullshit. I can't trust you cause you will just do what you want to do. I wish that I never was hurt and then maybe it would all good, but I doubt that. I don't think that you ever wanted to be in my life, you just seemed to want to be or whatever. You were supposed to be there for me when I needed you but you weren't

Something To Offend Everyone.
Offend Everyone, some old, some new *What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? * * ** * *Juan on Juan * * ** * *What is a Yankee? * * ** * *The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. * * ** ** ** * *What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? * * ** * *The position of the dirt bag * * ** * *Why is divorce so expensive? * * ** * *Because it's worth it. * * ** * *What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? * * ** * *Doughnuts * * ** * *Why is air a lot like sex? * * ** * *Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. * * ** * *What do you call a smart blonde? * * ** * *A golden retriever. * * ** ** ** * *What do attorneys use for birth control? * * ** * *Their personalities. * * ** * *What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? * * ** * *10 years and 45 lb

Strange Survey
Blame mikeninja for this one. I do. :) 1. If you were to be stranded on a planet inhabited by giant lobster-like beings, and could only bring one type of fruit, what type would you bring? Apples. They hold up the best. And they can be thrown. 2. What kind of insect would you prefer to eat with your breakfast cereal? Ants. Something small. The little kinds, where there wouldn't be a lot of taste. 3. When angels dance on the head of a pin, what kind of dance do they perform? The limbo, of course! Nah, probably not, if they're angels. *sigh* Foxtrot. 4. What would you wear to an exhibition of invisible man-eating zombie llamas? A shotgun. Always prepared in case of zombie attack! 5. If a tree falls in the forest and claps one hand, what colour is the sound that is produced? Purple. 6. How many eggs make up a pound? Let's stack 'em and see! Oh, wait... 7. What colour of nail polish would be the best to wear when invoking a goddess

Reaching To You
I see the sadness in your eyes as I reach out gently brushing your cheek, In hope to see just a glimmer of a smile that once was. The smile forced does arrive, Though the sadness doesn't subide Try to touch your heart, lighten it's darkness Let the love flow from inside Letting it's brightness encompass the sadness Until that pain is gone Letting you feel the love you give so freely As it returns back to you

Rude People
What has happened to world today that simple courtesy is no longer applied? A simple thank you or pardon me has now turned into a screw you cause I can mentality. Driving down the interstate has become a combat zone because of narrow mind self-centered people. They think they can change lanes with a turn signal. When you get upset, they flip you off as if YOU did the wrong thing. Now I drive over the speed limit on the interstates and I am aware that I may get a ticket if I becuase I do drive fast, but who authorized that person to drive in the fast lane at 5 miles below the limit? I thought the slower traffic should be on the far right, am I wrong. I may drive fast, but I am also the person that drives in the fast lane and that will move out of the lane once I have passed the slow people. What about the people that sit at the traffic signals with the radio so loud it cause my windows to shake. Hint, if your music causes me to miss part of my AC-DC song, then yours ma

Two Hearts,one Soul!
Angel in disguise Stories in his eyes Love for every true heart that it sees Was it just a lucky day That it turned to look my way Or is it Heaven right before my very eyes He showed me all new things The shimmer of moonbeams I was blind, but now he's helped me see I was lost but now I'm found His happiness surrounds And now I find that my dreams can come true Because I'm going to love you for the rest of my life I'm holding you safe here in this heart of mine I can't live without you because my soul would die You know I'm telling the truth,I'll spend the rest of my life Loving you It didn't start this way, It happened just one day You smiled at me and I saw you, differently Now I'm a tremble just to be A part of you as we Begin a life that's sure to never end

Im A Matron Of Honor
Right noww my life is really boring. The only excitment is me finding out that im my best friends Matron of Honor and planning the parties and all that happy crap. my wedding was simple, my hubby an i jus went to the court house woo woo

A Little Peek Into The Bent Colour Of My Brain.
So this is a thought that squirmed its way out from the useless folds of gray matter I call a brain at some point in time. Destructive... Like comets in the sky Beautiful streaks of explosion Incendiary whips of fire bury themselves into the flesh Daredevil the comet's new heart Lips made of gold and white flame eyes of suns and stars too far to kill, too close to burn With sun's ore in our veins We destroy our old selves and make something new through the fire of inspiration Radical idea dessimate the mind replace it with molten thought ripe and pliant like clay Create inside a new idea, burn what was left of the past into nothing but wayward ash And whip the cold sluggish Soul into the burning frenzy of revolution of change with those lips of heated scales ...Rebirth And thus, feel free to call me a little "disjointed" au le tete. Mrowr. ^._.^

Listen To This!
LISTEN! To the nite i had tonite! For fuck sakes...K! So we are on our way back from my mans company christmas party rite...I wanted to stop to get some tape...(yes still cristmas wrapping)anyway..we go to the walmart...its open late..and its still stupid busy..so i get a couple rolls of tape..and wait half hour in line...get to the fucking till...open my purse...wallets not there. So on our way home i wanted to stop at the liquor store..(you all know me) So i have to use my mans bank card, we get there, I get outta the truck...and the liquor store was closed. FUCK! (I say to myself) Get back to the truck and realised I didnt even take jays bank card!! GOOD GRIEF! And the funny part was when my man said to me.."Anywhere else you want to "drive to" LMAO! So that was it ...went home...am drinking apple juice..and goin to bed soon cuz i cant stay up and wrap christmas presents. lol, goodnite

In Memory
I JUST WANT TO WRITE THIS IN MEMORY OF MY NEICE, KILLED BY A DRUNK DRIVER QUITE A WHILE BACK. THE LOSS HER MOTHER SUFFERED WAS A GREAT ONE, BUT THE LOSS TO THE WORLD IS GREAT TOO, BECAUSE I,M SURE, GIVEN THE CHANCE TO GROW UP, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN SOMETHING GREAT. PLEASE DRINK RESPONSIBLY AND DESIGNATE A DRIVER, OR BETTER YET, STAY HOME WITH YOUR LOVED ONES AND OFF THE STREETS. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FRIENDS, AND MAY YOU HAVE AN AWESOME NEW YEAR

I Lost The Christmas Feeling
I feel sorry for everyone around me the past few days. I'm like the only person who cries BECAUSE it's Chrsitmas. and crying myself to sleep has left me rather exhausted and then cranky at work. I take most my anger out on Stuart becasue hes who i see the most and part of me blames him for my tears. In an indirct way... To me, its his fault I lost what I did. It was a part of my life and I hate not having it. Sure I taled tough shit when she walked out of my life.. but the more I try to hate her the more I need her. If it wasnt for Stuart I wouldnt of put her as number 2 on my priority list. I know i should forget her. She obviously hated me before I fucked up. My way of life and everything.. I just wasnt good enough....... I know it is my own fault. Im so sick of the tears though. I JUST WANT A FUCKING FRIEND WHO CARES FOR ME!! NOT WHO BUYS ME THINGS OR PRETNEDS TO BE EVERYTHING I NEED OR SOMEONE TO TALK SHIT ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE. But a person to tell me when I mess u

Fly On The Wings Of Love(to The One I Will Love)
Fly on the wings of love Fly baby fly Reaching the stars above Touching the sky Maybe it is mine Fly on the wings of love Reaching the stars above Touching the sky In the summer night When the moon shines bright Feeling love forever And the heat is on When the daylight is gone Still happy together There is just one more thing I would like to add He's the greatest love I've ever had Fly on the wings of love Fly baby fly Reaching the stars above Touching the sky And as time goes by There is a lot to try And I'm feeling lucky oh yeah In the softest sand Smiling hand in hand Love is all around me There's just one more thing I would like to add He's the greatest love I've ever had Fly on the wings of love Fly baby fly Reaching the stars above Touching the sky

::female Model Sought For Adult Artwork::
manhattaN, nyc- ::model wanted:: (obviously nude) i am not trying to find models for the typical "photo" thing. i'm translating my own artwork from drawings and watercolors into photostyle images. need models for the figure forms. digital barter. cash is for cigarettes, coffee and whatever is left might cover carfare. maybe. check out: http://www.xlsite.com/spvix/modinfo.htm for some other details, or the sketchbook to be translated, here: http://www.xlsite.com/spvix/1SEXARTINTERFACE.html i'm looking for a model who recognises fully that the psychosocial demand for a living human being to necessarily feel shame and guilt about being a mortal, living and vibrant, sexual organism, is a demand for suicide - and responds with a bellywrenching !!!Laugh!!!!!- that is backed by a clenched fist ready to fight for its life. spontvix@yahoo.com i'm also proposing an internet collaboration for anyone who is sharp enough know what time it is. email m

*what Kind Of Sex Toy Should You Be?*
You scored as Flavored Body Oils. You are flavored body oils! You love oral and can get your partner hot and heavy just thinking about it! Enjoy!!Flavored Body Oils63%Vibrator50%Pocket Rocket25%Handcuffs13%*What kind of sex toy should you be?*created with QuizFarm.com

My Space...
I sit here in thought wondering why, my mind is a blank filling my space though I try, the thoughts run amuck inside my head, but putting them down I feel so miss lead, out would come nothing even though I try, seems my thoughts dissapear for no reason why, the screen would miss guide me showing bare space, the plan that I had just seem to erase, I cry out for help to be laughed as a joke, expressing my troubles at the end of my rope, It just seems good help is so hard to find, scrolling this maze the blind leading the blind. ALWAYS, JR

Stoopid Truck
So I while I got this truck that was I thought pretty great. We call it a truck, it's really a cheap knock off of an SUV Chevy Blazer...for those of you who don't know it's a GMC JIMMY. I've spent more money on that stupid thing than it's worth! I've had to put in 2 transmissions, a new front and rear axel, and I've just had to have the whole break lines replaced, new cv joints, and everything and now possible another transmission and a new heater. WTF!!!!!!! I got the damn thing for 2300. I GOT MORE TROUBLE THAN IT IS WORTH! If I had known it had trany issues before I bought it I never would have gotten the friggin thing! I hate it.

Princess's And Other Retarded Bitches.
One of my rants. Here goes. Isnt it HILARIOUS that the fugliest people who (BY LUCK) happen to have mates also have the audacity to write in their profile how "their man is their man and any b* who tries to f* with them..." blah blah "we are together forever and that's just how it is so those of you who dont like it or are jelous..." blah blah. NEWFLASH: NOBODY CARES. NOBODY WANTS YOU AND WHOEVER MIGHT, ISN'T WORTH MUCH ANYWAY. I do not understand how the fugliest people always think that everyone wants them or their "man." To be quite honest, I think that it's their parents fault. Like when they got teased, mommy said "they are just jealous of you." Jealous of WHAT mommy? What exactly? Your 80's do, or your fugly makeup? How about your "princess" shirt? Classy. By the way, I thought that princess shit was over like in '99. Who the fuck considers themself a princess really? Retards and people who arent worth getting to know. Thats who. Yeah, the shit ISNT FUNNY or SPUNKY or CUTE...ITS

Eating Pooh Nanny
abundant population of bi[trendy]sexual females..Sooo here's a few simple methods I've had in my arsenal for quite some time... 1.First and foremost it's easier to make a girl cum by eatin' her pussy as opposed to fuckin' her..A lot of you men don't know that 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on top...reason being so we can stimulate the clit...So the key is...Eat pussy first...Make her cum a few times...Numb her up...Then beat the pussy up however u please... 2.Now once you are in between her legs don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...Take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is... 3.Lick her inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around her pussy lips...kiss the lips etc...Finally once you've got your tongue on her clit...This is what u do...(you can use your hands to spread her lips here if you want...That's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread...So you have easier acc

Booty Call
Name: ___________________________________________ Age: ____ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: _______________________________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N) __ Single(Y/N)___ Other_____________________________________________ How often do you have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily __ Weekly __ Monthly __ As much as possible __ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1 min ___ 15 min __ 30 min __ 1 hr __ all nite ___ Do u like Giving oral sex (Y/N) ___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles __ Group ___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint __ Cry __ Moan __ Wiggle __ Jerk about __ Pant __ Sweat ___ Scream __ Hum __ Whistle __ Just lie there __ Go to sleep __ Watch tv __ Read __ Think of someone else __ Ball play__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow __ Fast__ Very fast __ R

Im Horny
not that im ever not hehe ... i wish i wasnt alot of the time tho it makes me do naughty things hehe anyways i gues i really just would rather not be sometimes because then my ex and i usually end up hooking back up the fucking inevitable cycle .. i guess its just a comfort thing too we were together for so long and we were such good friends its just easy to fall back to the old habbits ... earls doesnt help either we both hang out there and ... i really do sound like a bitch though because if he wasnt there somtimes i dont know what id do anyways im being a stupid fucking chick hahah so im gonna go now ..have good sex

What Up People In Conneaut ,ohio
hello to all i miss in ohio i love ya and cant wait to see ya all again take care and i will see u maybe sooner then u think who knows till then miss me and hug me i will do the same cya

How Do I Move On!
How do I move on? I'd really like to know. im reminded of my pain no matter where I go. I try to watch a movie, it shows up in a scene. I try to forget about it, but there is no such thing. so how do I move on? when it causes me such pain. I try to block it out, but my pain just breaks through. so how do I move on?....with friends just like you!

Judgeing People On How Thay Spell Or What Thay Look Like
Ok Iv had it it really chaps my hide that people on here think that thay are better than every wone ells.& that thay are Gods gift of every thing including the way thay spell.well I got news for ya you aint shit in my book .just becouse you had a great education & Colage all handid to ya on a silver platter.you think that you are better than every wone.not in this life or in the next.are you better than any wone.you bleed the same way as uss .people like uss may not have gotten the chanceses that you all have .it dose not meen that you can treat uss like shit.how would you like it if some wone came up to you and told you that thay didnt like the way you wair your clothes or do your hair.or the way you talk or walk.I have a saying what gose around comes around.

Hey
Hey, u all jsut saying what is up i am new to this site a few friends keep buging me to make one so i went on and did ... I do not think it is the greatest thing but then again i have not bin on this for that long lol ... So if anyone would like to be friends or fill me in on how this fucking site is please feel free to let me know ... But i am out for now thanks for taken your time to read this ...... MMFCL, Jenn

My Wishes For You All In The New Year
During the year may you have Enough happiness to keep you sweet. Enough trials to keep you strong. Enough sorrow to keep you human. Enough hope to keep you happy. Enough failure to keep you humble. Enough success to keep you eager. Enough friends to give you comfort. Enough wealth to meet your needs. Enough enthusiasm to make you look forward to tomorrow. Enough determination to make each day better than the day before. PEACE ALWAYS-

The Blind Horse
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. You will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. You'll see how she is always checking on him. He will listen for her bell and then slowly walk toward her. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and looks back, making sure her friend isn't too far behind. Like the owners of these two horses, God d oes not throw us away just because we are not perfect or because we have problems or challenges. He watches over us and even brin

I Give In...
ok..i am taking the emotional leap..i hope i don't get burned..but fuck it... I love the way you make me feel..i can't think of anything else..I don't wanna talk to anybody else.... I don't wanna be with anyone but you... am i jumping in head first?..prolly ..do i care?..not really..whats to loose?...nothing....whats to gain?..everything.....I don't even want to flirt w/anyone else... i have tried...and it just feels wrong..so right here and now.. i give you my heart..do with it as you please..i only ask that you tread lightly my sir.... as i am a fragile soul.. injured ..yet open to you... ready to make all things anew.... if it's too much..don't be afraid to let me know.... as it is your honesty and sincerity that attracts me the most.... i can handle rejection..in fact its what i do best..its true love that i fear the most.... so if ye a brave sir as i envision to be.. take caution....but walk with me!!!

Sexxxy Stimulation
Over, over and over people have tried to figure out the most erogenous and sensual spot for their partners. Speaking from a man's perspective I will say this, while there are some spots physically on a woman's body that react in a very positive way when touched, licked, have a hot breath come across or are massaged in a certain way, the ultimate spot to stimulate if you want to please a woman is her mind. Raw physical animal lust is one thing, but to be able to stimulate a woman's mind, capture her imagination and get her to divulge her wants, needs and desires so that you can fulfill those for her is something far more powerful than anything physical you can do for her. Capturing the idea of her desires and to have her convey them to you so that you can provide her the enjoyment, the rush, the feelings and sensations she is craving. Now that's is truly art in motion. There is nothing more exciting than the meeting of two minds and the ability for those minds to communicate and

Are You Boring In Bed?
Are you boring in bed? Current mood: flirty Are You Boring in Bed? By Amy Keyishian Your Results Vanilla Sex? Nope! More Like Rocky Road Mixed with Peppermint Twist! Some like it hot. And some like it totally on fire! That's you -- men might call you a lot of things, but "boring" isn't one of them. Whoever gets to share the sheets with you is in for a wild ride, and probably appreciates the heck out of your passionate proclivities! "You've bucked the trend," says Lisa Douglass, PhD, coauthor of The Sex You Want: A Lover's Guide to Women's Sexual Pleasure (Marlowe & Co., 2003). "Studies show that sexual satisfaction is hard for a lot of women to achieve -- but if you're expressing this level of passion to your partner, you're surely in tune with your sexy side." And more power to you. "Just remember to stay true to yourself," Douglass warns. "Focus on pleasure, not performance, and together you and your partner will reach new, deepe

Song I Wrote
Ex Pass on V-1 All Me Hélène yeah I love ya baby its Ur old partner/ U take the breath from me, make my life heavenly/ I can’t believe the way the good lord is blessing me/ One in a million, mother of my children/ Me without u, like car without engine/ U listen to mah dreams that I vision, respect that I smoke Mary Jane/ It’s like mah religion, the pigeons, sometimes make u worry/ But I can see u knoe my vision aint blurry/ The innocence, still strong like a feminist/ I Reminisce on the first time we ever kissed/ In the devilish world, u mah only angel/ I cancelled concerts to stay with u and watch cable/ Kiss Ur label, candle lights on the table/ U never cared if I was financially stable/ 12 years, to me it feels like 12 minutes/ My love for u sees no limits/ Chorus All ME What would I be without u, I knoe I wouldn’t be rappin in this soundproof/ I knoe I wouldn’t be pushin a Benz, Id probably be getting transferred... to different pens/ Or chillin with my de

My Love Number Or Some Shit
Your Love Number is 5 You're very open minded, and you could see yourself in any number of interesting relationships. And being extremely independent, anyone you're with has to give you space. You approach new lovers like they are a subject, learning everything about them. But once you've "mastered" a new person, you often feel like exploring some one else! What Is Your Love Number?

Friends And Family
A few of you have gotten to know us very well... and a few of you havent had the chance to communicate with us at all. Some of you know that we really enjoy sharing some of our intimate times with you because we know its a turn on for you...just as it is for us. We are loving our lives together, we are professionals in the medical field, we have 4 great kids, and we are both in the prime of our sexual lives together. We both understand that comes from the intense love and freedoms we share together. Some of you are probably offended by the pics we post on here...and we are sorry. We try to ALWAYS warn and filter those we dont think would appreciate or enjoy them. We are not freaks...and to the suprise of some of you...we dont swing... much. We do have a friend from work that...well, she's beautiful and lets just say she introduced us to some tres' fun a time or two. Again...its about the love trust and faith we have in one another. So anywho, we are putting up a few more (from last nig

Crapmments
Think of all the fun you could have if you could add a single letter to all of the shitty comments that end up on your page and pictures. Hott! could become SHott! Thanks for the add! could become Thanks for the padd! Or even Thanks for the dadd! badd! comments: please stop them. Do your part, friends! Join your local chapter of SAD. (Sluts Against Douchebaggery) Kim Jong-Il is collecting dues. If you don't pay, he'll leave a mushroom cloud on your page. Or he won't. Because dicktators disapprove of html.

Stregha Herb Jar
PREPARATION: Gather the following fresh herbs, they may be crushed or left whole. Rue - protection, purification Bay Leaves - protection, strength Rosemary - protection, healing Pennyroyal - protection, peace, strength Thyme - purification, healing Fennel/Finnochio - protection, purification Marigold Flower - protection, clairvoyance Curry - protection Rose Flower - protection, healing Apple Seeds - healing Violet Flower - protection, healing Sage - protection, wisdom Basil - protection Woodruff - protection, victory, prosperity Vervain - protection, peace, purification Acacia - protection Hyssop - protection, purification Cumin Seed - protection Coriander - health Wormwood - protection, call spirits Myrrh - protection, spirituality RITUAL: Place a small amount of each herb into a green glass jar with a cork. You may add a special stone if desired. Ask the Goddess and Gods for their attention and blessing. Use whatever words or actions are appropriate f

About Yesterday's Blog...
I talked to a friend yesterday and I feel a lot better now, though far from being completely better. I still have a lot of shit to deal with and it's been rough. But for now I'm ok, so thanks. On a side note, I finally got internet at home to work so I'm happy for that too. Have a good day everyone. -Adrienne

Me
me Current mood: lonely Category: Romance and Relationships I don't want to be alone anymore Cast the old shadows from my door Yet never have I been so alone Just a small part of this broken home If love is a right Why is it a losing fight Cant ever seam to get it right When my soul is consumed by night And if I knew how i felt If I knew what was right Maybe my life would look up for a night Always the friend Never the lover They always have a love for another I don't want to be alone anymore Cast the same shadows from my door Yet never have I been so alone Just a part of another poem --> --> Tuesday, November 28, 2006 life Current mood: heartbroken You always amazed me But thats the past I kept silent and it rained for days My inside were drenched But I guess that's the part of growing up I never wanted to learn And I grew into the man That you never knew But I wouldn't be this way If it wasn't for you 100 t

Awareness
Today as I was departing work I had the great fortune to witness probably the most beautiful sunset I had ever seen. Hues of warm pink melted into shades of purple after a golden jewel of flame. The feeling was peaceful, however, it was bittersweet. I was entranced by the beauty and serenity of it, but at the same time, I felt a longing. A longing to share that moment with another. I wanted to turn and see a smiling face and an etheral glow radiating on it as the soothing even breeze wafts amoungst her hair. There was no one. Momentarily causing me to feel guilty for seeing such a beautiful sunset. Possibly even a twinge of resentment. I began to ponder certain aspects of life and of love. Why is it that certain of natures most naturally beautiful sights and joys cause us to feel empty? A longing... if you will. I have always said that my biggest enemy is my very own memory. Images of happier times, however fleeting they may have been. They often haunt my soul. Do you ever wish your

We May Never Have All The Answers
Sometimes we go through things in life that we may not understand, or know why we have to go through them, But there are reasons for everything that happens in life. weather we will ever know why we have to go through them or not. The important thing is to live life to it's fullest and enjoy life while we can. Life is easy and fun sometimes and other times we need a friend to lean on cuz it is difficult and hard. But we can make it by keeping our heads held high and a smile on our face. And if we just look up and praise God for all the things that are good in our life and ask him to help and guide us and lead us the way he will show us the way we just have to believe in him and let him do his work in our life. He is the greatest friend we have and he will always be there for us when we need a friend in the middle of the night to call on. Our friends are sometimes the most important people in our lives and they are the ones that can influence us and change us. I am glad to know

Ct Love.........oh Lord
FIRST OF ALL, IF YOU ARE ON THIS SITE LOOKING FOR THE SO CALLED PERSON OF YOUR DREAMS OR LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, THEN YOU REALLY NEED TO TAKE A STEP BACK, A DEEP BREATH, AND IF THAT DOESN'T WORK THEN SMASH YOUR FACE INTO A WALL AND KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO YOURSELF. THIS IS THE INTERNET PEOPLE, THE LAND OF MAKE BELIEVE. AFTER BEING ON HERE FOR AWHILE AND SEEING THE AMOUNT OF FAKES THAT HAVE BEEN BUSTED ON THIS SITE, ANYONE LOOKING FOR LOVE HERE, SHOULDN'T, OR AT LEAST BE VERY CAUTIOUS. SERIOUSLY THERE ARE SOME REAL KICK ASS TRUTHFUL PEOPLE HERE BUT THIS IS NOT THE PLACE TO FIND THE FUTURE MR. OR MRS. REMEMBER THIS THE LAND OF MAKE BELIEVE AND NOT EVERYTHING IS WHAT YOU THINK OR WANT IT TO BE. BE CAREFUL FRIENDS AND HAPPY HUNTING....LOL

It's So Nice To Know
That in the last 2 weeks of me waitin for my computer to get back..not a single one of my friends has stopped by to say hi. So perhaps a complete deletion of EVERYONE on my friends list and replacements..or hell perhaps i should just delete considering no one gives a shit anymore anyways BLAH to you all My pissy mood for the day

The Eyes Of A Tragedy...
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh well. apparently nothing. you don't see me. you don't see me at all.

" Come Walk With Me "
" Come Walk With Me " Come walk with me if only for a while; Hold my hand to steady me as we go; Lend me your ear to bend,when I've something to say; Loan me a shoulder to lean on;When Life get me down; Come Walk With My friend if only for AWhile; I'll Give you my hand to steady you as we go; I'll Give you an ear to bend;When you need a Friend; I'll give you a shoulder to lean on; When Life gets you down; COME LETS WALK IF ONLY FOR AWHILE !!! 2006 writen by:DJR/djr

Me
All about yourself...the survey. All about yourself... First name?:: julie Middle name?:: not tellin Like your name?:: no but ill live Named after anyone?:: dont know Any nicknames?:: princess, jo jo jewelz Age?:: 19 Birthdate?:: 31 july 87 Birthplace?:: missouri...cow town Time you were born?:: 6:08 pm Current location?:: kc mo Height?:: 5'4 Like your height?:: im fuckin short.... Eye color?:: brown Contacts/glasses?:: glasses i hate contacts... Hair color?:: depends on the week Natural hair color?:: blonde Dye your hair often?:: all the time Righty or lefty?:: lefty Your favorite... Type of music?:: country Band or singer?:: ummm kenny chesney TV show?:: NSCI, CSI, CSI MIAMI SPONGEBOB Movie?:: right now...snakes on a plane TV channel?:: depends on what channel spongebob or csi comes on Radio station?:: dont have one Place to be?:: in someone elses arms being loved Thing to do?:: right now sleep.... Food?:: i love alo

Thank You For The Support
This goes out to all the people here on CherryTap that are ardent supporters of the military. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support. I don't think people realize how much it means to us to know that there are people that support us the way you do. There is a video that I have seen on a couple people's profiles of some troops walking into an airport with their duffle bags on their backs. People who were going about their business stop and stand up and start clapping for them. Well, that really happens and I have been fortunate enough to experience it myself a few times. There are moments in your life that will remain with you forever and those ones will stay with me forever. Even now, just thinking about it gets me choked up. The feelings that go through you when that happens cannot be described, and could never be forgotten. These are people like you, the ones who support their military that do this for us. So again I say thank you for the support and the mem

My Work
LIFE STRUGGLE CRAWL NEED WANT YOU MAKE THE DECISION THE CHOICE IS YOURS STRUGGLE,CRAWL,NEED,WANT DO I CHOOSE ONE OR-ALL UPS,DOWNS,THIS IS LIFE WE ALL WILL FALL,STAND UP FIGHT BACK, COWBOY UP,BE A SOLJA STAND TALL.A YO IT'S A LONG HARD ROAD THROUGH LIFE'S CORRIDORE'S FULL OF HARDSHIPS,PAIN AND POTHOLES GALLORE, BUT YOU CAN SOAR HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS,THROUGH THE WINDOW OUT THE DOOR, WITH THE LOVE OF JESUS OUR SAVIOR AND FATHER GOD ALL THINGS WE CAN ENDURE. STAY STRONG NEVER STOP TRYING AND DEFINITELY PRAY HARD IT WORKS PLEASE BELIEVE. PEACE.....PAPI

Sesame Chicken Recipe
Chicken breasts are cooked with sesame seeds, butter, Parmesan cheese, and spices then served with optional orange sauce. INGREDIENTS: * 3/4 cup bread crumbs * 1/3 cup sesame seeds * 2 tablespoons Parmesan cheese * 1/4 teaspoon ginger * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/8 teaspoon pepper * 6 chicken breast halves * 1/3 cup melted butter PREPARATION: In a shallow dish or pie plate, put bread crumbs, sesame seeds, Parmesan cheese, ginger, salt, and pepper. Dip chicken pieces in melted butter, then coat thoroughly with the bread crumb mixture. Place chicken breasts on a baking sheet and bake at 375° for 45 minutes, or until chicken is tender. Serve with orange sauce, if desired. Makes 6 servings. Orange Sauce * 1 tablespoon butter * 2 tablespoons flour * 1 cup chicken broth * 1/2 cup orange juice * 2 teaspoons finely grated orange peel * 2 tablespoons sugar * 2 tablespoons vinegar * 1 tablespoon lemon juice

Corsetted And Laced
You were my lord, me your lady countess asphyxiated by your hands, my tears confess bruised by your loves sweetened caress my blood drips down your lips as I lick the rest off your finger tips tied and bound by your hands waiting for all your demands drinking in to your soul you welcome me to your hell to you my heart and soul I sell Corsetted and laced your lady be laid Your heart to me you paid Basked in the light of the moon You drank from my heart Forever in death never apart To you forever in full submission This loves vampyric addiction In your arms I take my last breathe Together in life forever in death Now led to your grave Forever your lady enslave Dropped by the angels they wave Brought together by fate In eternity we wait Corsetted and laced your lady be laid Corsetted and laced your lady be laid You opened your wounds to me Bathed in your blood you set me free Enthralled by the touch of your skin Forever impaled by are sins Brought together by

Miss Cherry Tap Demands A Recount In The Sexiest Cherry Contest !
One only need look at Miss Cheery Tap to see that she should have easily won the Title of Sexiest Cherry. CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today "

Getting Old
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're it. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket. 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the Bald Guy. SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means you don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall

Tlaking To Women
ok y is it ur all gun ho about talking to a female and when u get to ehr or go to talk to her u don't wanna talk about what u were going to and can't seem to push it out?? reasons any?? is this alot of guys or is it jus me???

One Last Look
One last look around I have pour all my heart and soul to you But you give me this And now Im back Just wait and see what is here You would have never guessed That what you thought Was only half the me One last look around I laugh at what was I see that I was alright But you give this to me To have back Though you are confused I am just fine Just remember that I will always get what I want In the end One Last Look You give me this And now I am back ~me~

What Would You Be?
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula92%Marius75%Akasha75%Lestat75%Armand67%Deacon Frost67%Louis67%Angel58%Blade58%Spike17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Friends In Far Off Places
I hate to say this, but some people just can't handle their significant other having friends of the opposite sex. One minute they are cool with it and then the next they hate you and blame you for what happens at home, knowing that it could possibly be their own fault that he/she drifted away. Anyway, It was something that has been bothering me for a few weeks now. Just wanted to get it off my chest.

This Is Sooooo Funny! I Laughed Out Loud!!!!
Baked Beans One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans. Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way from work. Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home. On my way, I passed by a small diner and the odor of baked beans was more than I could stand. With miles to walk, I figured that I could walk off any ill effects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans. All the way home, I made sure that I released all the gas . Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see me and exclaimed delightedly: "Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight." He then blindfolded me and led me to my chair at the dinner table I took a seat and just as he was about to remove my blindfold, t

From Salam Lacroix To The Rebel Family
I gots love for my homies, members of the Rebels United we stand, squashing all deadly forces Been to hell, could of spent eternity there All the bad shit I've done, I should still be there Rebels can ya feel me, feel me, worldwide, Running with the family straight out the Tap Always got your back till end screaming Rebels! Rebels of C.T. that's the way you go! So many people in CHERRYTAP Are alone, they They knock me in my soul belongs to the Rebels they Keep me going when I'm down and out I pick up the phone drop them a line and here them shout Saying Salem is the shit, and I'm down with the clown Rebels for life until I'm dead in the ground! I give a shout to all my family who keep me started All my Rebels always representing when on Cherrytap!

My Work
HE GIVES ME STRENGTH WHEN I AM NOT STRONG,HE MAKES IT RIGHT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.HE HOLDS ME DOWN AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL AND BECAUSE OF HIM I KNOW I AM ABLE,ABLE TO WORK LONG HOURS AND NOT NEED A BREAK,ABLE TO FEEL HIS POWERS AND KNOW HE IS GREAT.ABLE TO KNOW REAL LOVE AND THAT'S JUST THE START,ABLE TO SHOW REAL LOVE THAT'S FROM THE HEART.ABLE TO FEEL WHAT'S REAL AND NOT EMBRACE THE FAKE,ABLE TO GIVE HIM PRAISE EACH AND EVERYDAY.ABLE TO LOVE MY ENEMIES AND FOR THEM I PRAY,ABLE TO SHOW MY ENEMIES THAT THERE IS A BETTER WAY.ABLE TO END THIS AND SAY WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY AND GIVE THANKS TO GOD ALMIGHTY FOR LOVING US IN HIS OWN SPECIAL WAY... AMEN...MUCH LOVE ... PAPI.

Grr Grr And Double Grrr
I hate snow.. I hate cold.. I hate winter all together... now that i got that done with...look below.. read then repost.. :) I hate snow.. i hate cold.. and winter all together... now that i got that over with.. look below read then repost Start your,Engines!!Jo Jo is Having Another Contest!!Funniest pic contest... anything you think is funny..First prize will be a cherry blast :)Send your pics to.....JO JO@ CherryTAP

Fits Me To A "t"....except For The Extremely Outgoing And Aggressive Part...lol
TAURUS: Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual. Sexy. Most caring person you will ever meet. One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Brown Eyes: Sexy as hell, people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care or love for,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, not one to mess with.

Survey # .. Um... Does It Really Matter?
And now for something completely different... Here we go! Another addition to the Survey Hall of Shame. "Hello, my name is Tanya, and I'm a Surveyaholic!" [chorus] "Hi, Tanya." Blame Brodie for this one. -SAD SECTiON- 01. Have you ever really cried your heart out? Sure. I often feel things a bit more than I should. 02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Honestly, I usually stop crying before I fall asleep. But I've certainly cried in bed when I should have been sleeping. 03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder? I remember crying on my daddy's shoulder. Don't know if I ever cried on a friend's shoulder specifically. 05. Do you cry when you get an injury? It honestly depends on how embarrassing the circumstances were. :) -HAPPY SECTiON- 01. Are you a happy person? Most of time. These last couple months have been unusually hard for me. That said, I'm usually disgustingly happy and optimistic by nature. 02. What can always ma

Home Sweet Home
Well, my sister and I discussed things and we’ve decided to move back home. When we were home for the holidays we realized how much we missed it there and how much we missed being close to the rest of our family. So, once I’m done with classes we are going back home! Woo hoo! Don’t worry, I wont be getting rid of Cherry just wont be in the states anymore is all. I think our city is the prettiest of all the cities in Can but that’s just me. New Brunswick is home. Maybe after I get done with school (massage) I can get in at The Heldrich part time and finish the rest of school. Who knows. Only time shall tell. Well I guess it’s time for me to continue my journey and get my ass to class. Xoxooxox until later, P

Only A Dream
The winds have changed direction The nights have grown cold Overwhelming my senses Chilling my soul Icy fingers of dread Touched me in a dream “Beloved..” he whispered But spoke not to me Unsure how I missed them The signals and signs Its true what they say Love really is blind I am merely a vehicle A means to an end Enlightened and humbled My heart now may mend My trust I gave freely My love for him pure Yet I’ve only one regret Of this I am sure The time that we spent The joy and the love Not a curse on my heart But a gift from above But the sadness I see In the eyes of my child Reflections of mine There’ll be no denial My pain will subside I am strong now, it’s true My strength is for them My children, and you The healing of family This task I now own For suffer the children The ignorance of the grown I awoke from my slumber Unsettled and broken Fragmented memories of Promises unspoken It was only a dream A twisted reality

Donnie Darko Does It Every Time...
Just finished watching Donnie Darko. Haven't seen it for a long time, the dvd copy of it never played until tonight. The first time I saw it, I was stunned. So much so I went from my friend's house and hired it to watch it again... I understand it, but don't. It's given me a mood of reflectiveness. I sometimes feel like I'm not part of the world. That I'm a visible tangible being, but not attached to everything here. I see things that I would normally gloss over, like a person walking past and suddenly being able to connect with their feelings, it's a draining ability, because it's never feelings of happyness, nor sadness, just melancholy I suppose. It makes me wonder where they've been, where they're going, and why. I came to realise long ago that you can be happy or content, you can't be both. I guess you can't be both because I've not been able to experience both. I think you can be content with what/where you are, but not happy, I think you can be happy with what/where you a

The End Of The Rebels
OK THIS IS GONNA BE A SHOCK TO MOST BUT DUE TO SOME LIARS AND BACKSTABERS IN THE REBEL FAMILY WE ARE SHUTING DOWN THE REBEL FAMILY . SOME BULLSHIT HAPPENED THAT RUINED THE FAMILY NAME THAT WE HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO BUILD AND WE HAVE LOST SOME GOOD FREINDS BECAUSE OF THIS . ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THANK YOU FOR FUCKING UP IN 5 MIN WHAT WE TOOK MONTHS TO BUILD UP . SO TAKE THE REBELS OF CT OUT OF YOUR NAME CUZ AS OF NOW THERE IS NO MORE REBEL FAMILY .

Hey Friends This Is My Friend 'dark-side Of Angel' She Just Joined So Show Her Sum Love For Me..
She is new here and dont have any friends yet so rate her add her and show her sum cherry love please..tell her i sent you..

My Work
MASTURBATION LET ME COUNTS THE WAYS,IF I TOUCHED YOU THERE WOULD YOU CUM FOR ME,IF I BRUSHED YOU THERE IT WOULD BE A SIGHT TO SEE.KEEPING YOU THINKING CONSTANT THOUGHTS JUICES FLOWING THE WHOLE TIME,WATCHING YOU TOUCH PLACES NOT JUST WITH YOUR HANDS BUT ALSO WITH MINE.IF I WHERE TO PLACE MY TONGUE IN PLACES ONLY YA MAN SHOULD GO,IF I WHERE TO LICK,TASTE,KISS YOU FROM YOUR HEAD TO TOE,WHAT ABOUT A SEXY MASSAGE TO GET THE JUICES FLOWING AGAIN AND AFTER THAT LET'S CREATE OUR OWN LIL SEXY SIN.I WANNA GO DOWNTOWN JUST SOUTH OF YOUR NAVEL PLACING MY MOUTH ON YOU PRIVATE PLACE WHILE YOU SCREAM MY NAME OUT LOUD.NOW I HAVE TASTED YOUR JUICES AND ONE FANTASY IS CUMPLETE,I'LL DROP DOWN BELOW YOUR KNEES AND GENTLY KISS YOUR FEET.SO YOUR PLACE IS MOIST AND YOU ARE WEEK FROM THE TEASE,I'LL SLOWLY INSERT MY MAN INTO YOUR WOMAN AND CONTINUE TO PLEASE, I BEGIN TO SLOWLY GRIND MAKING YOU MOAN IN ECSTACY, YELLIN OUT DAMN PAPI WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO ME.I'LL PICK UP THE PACE TURN YOU OVER ON YOUR STO

Words Women Use!!!
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: Though not actually a word, this IS a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a man can hear a woman make. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard

A Festival Of Lights
Imbolc - February 2 Imbolc is a festival of lights to herald the coming of spring. A popular Imbolc activity is to prepare seed for spring planting. Lay out the altar with your regular altar tools and add these extras: a bowl of earth with a seed of some sort, as many white tapers on the altar as is safe, and seasonal decorations, such as evergreens, sun wheels, or a cup of melted snow. The altar cloth shall blue, and the altar candles shall be green and white. Cast the sacred circle, and invoke the God and the Goddess. Then bring the seed and dish of earth or planting pot to the front of the altar. Hold the seed in your hand, knowing that it is the beginnings of life. Bless it in this manner: In my hands I hold the seed of beginnings, of life, wisdom, and of coming spring. I ask the God and the Goddess to place a blessing on it so that it may prosper in the coming season. Think of something you want. It could be a request of the God and the Goddess, or

Random Opinions/thoughts/nothingness
So I was thinking........yes scary I know...... #1 I see all these posts/bulletins about how people get into "Drama" over the internet and that just boggles my mind. I mean come on it's the itnernet, if you are living by it that much then maybe need to recheck priorities but that's just my thought on that subject. #2 Naked Pictures!! They are everywhere on CT!! Chicks showing what God gave em and by no means am I complainng because hell I look also! Now I'm sure there are dudes out there doing it to but I ain't looking at that hahaha!! But was talking to a friend who is on CT and she says girls don't look at that stuff like guys do. Is she right? I dunno, maybe, I had pics of my ummmm "stuff" up for about 24 hours as a dare from a friend and not one person looked at them so maybe that is true!!!! That's not why I took em down though it's more because it felt weird to me, but hey I took the dare on it and won free beer so what the hell!!!! #3 Congratulations to the New

The Vanishing :
The Legend begins at the British Embassy in Paris in 1889. A young English woman looking distraught and paniced rushes into the embassy. The tale she tells that day has been passed down from generation to generation, and through fantasy and fiction ever since. The young lady and her mother were on their way home from an exihibition in India and decided to stop in Paris because the mother was feeling a little sick. Because of the shortage of accomodations in the crowded city, the two ladies had no choice but to take two seperate sigle bed rooms. The mother chose Room 342, and the young lady chose room 343. The two rooms were right across the way from each other. Decorated with rose-strewn wallpaper and plum-colored velvet curtains, room 342 was the better decorated of the two rooms. The mother went to her room and collapsed on to her bed. Soon after her mother collapsed , the young lady had a doctor from across town examine her. After examining the mother a

Myspace Message Reposted On Cherrytap
Ok, so I know that there are some of you on myspace who wait in store to read my blogs, and find out the scoop about me... Obviously, if you check my blogs, and my profile frequently, you will know that I have not been on myspace very much over the past few weeks. This is because I had found a new site to play on. I cannot say it was good for me, however I can say it's been interesting. I think I am going to fade out of that for a while, and let it ride. I got sucked in, and I started acting less like myself, and more like what I thought other people wanted, so I starting evolving in a way I did not care for. I have more class than the way I was acting, and it has brought my attention back to focus on who I am, and not what others want me to be. My child has been ill this past week, and I have been trying to to take care of him, and still have a bit of a life! I just don't know what I am doing with myself sometimes. I have disappointed myself greatly, and I am about to chang

Fake Ass Ppl....
ARE YOU FOR REAL? I'M HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND MAYBE MEET SOMEONE THAT WOULD LIKE TO GO OUT ON A DATE AND SEE WHERE IT LEADS. I JUST WANT TO FIND OUT HOW MANY OF THE PPL READING THIS ARE FOR REAL. I'VE RAN INTO SOME REAL PHONEY PPL AND SOME NICE ONES AS WELL, BUT SERIOUSLY MEETING SOMEONE REAL ENOUGH TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AT ALL SEEMS LIKE AN IMPOSSABILITY. wHERE ARE ALL THE R E A L LADIES THAT MIGHT WANT A DECENT GUY..........TXJRF

This Is True And Its Bs That It Is
Im not racist, but this is vair true You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the

First Cheery Blog
Yes "cheery", LOL. I have another space that I go, not myspace, and yet so. Where to begin? The beginning, I suppose, at least todays. I was trying to figure out how to travel in the CheeryTap environment, and have been welcomed by several, and I thank you all for your kindnesses. I have no idea what the phrase "popped your cherry" refers to in this site, but it can't mean what it does in the world...I hope. ( lol) If it did, then I missed the prelude! I don't give much personal info, although I am not very reserved, with all that can negatively happen on the internet, a gal can't be too careful! :) I prefer to be kind, but have no problem being less if the situation needs me to be. It boils down to this, I don't start issues, but I WILL finish them. I feel that all things happen for a reason, that we may not know or understand or like that reason, but there is always a reason. And hopefully one day we will understand why. I do not believe in or tolerate unkindness or

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Do you like fore play? 22. What is fore play to you? 23. Can we take pictures of the act? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Mysterius One
last night i thought i saw something deep within your soul somthing ive been searching for for way to long i wonder if i truely saw it or if its just wishful thinking. are you what ive been serching for? am i what youve serched for? Are you the one to accept me for everything iam ? i know i can accept you. last night you made me feel i was more then a face and breasts. you truely seemed to wish to know me and for me to know you. But is it a reality? sweet words come so easy for some. in all the time ive known you youve always been a gentleman and treated me with respect. my mystrius one!! I call you this for very good reson everything about you is so new to me. Never once has your sweet words led to you wanting more then just my words and time, a new thing for me most just want one thing you truely seem intrested in what i say and in what i think and seem to want me to know what you feel and think to

Im Back Lol
Im finally able get in again Ive moved to Hollywodlol with mistress Kitty were off to a great time here prrrrr cant wait too meet all the people we benplanning on if ure in the area hit me up xooxoxxxoo Treasure

Stewart Yearns For Daytona Victory.
Stewart yearns for Daytona victory -- in 24-hour race. Stewart yearns for Daytona victory -- in 24-hour race. By MIKE HARRIS, AP Auto Racing Writer January 26, 2007 DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. (AP) -- Because Tony Stewart's main job is driving Chevrolets for Joe Gibbs Racing in NASCAR's Nextel Cup series, you might think the victory he would most covet at Daytona International Speedway is winning the Daytona 500. You would be wrong -- at least this week. ADVERTISEMENT Stewart, who loves to race just about anything with wheels, will spend the weekend co-driving a Pontiac Crawford Daytona Prototype with three-time winners Andy Wallace of England and Butch Leitzinger in the Rolex 24 sports car endurance race here. With the start of the stock car season still two weeks away, and coming off a victory in the Chili Bowl Midget Nationals in Tulsa, Okla., on Jan. 15, Stewart has his sights firmly set on a Daytona 24-Hour win. "I've driven 22 different types of cars and

Web Site Kicks Sand In Faces Of Gis
Web Site Kicks Sand in Faces of GIs in Iraq Asking for Mats to Ease Hardship of Sleeping on Ground Tuesday, January 23, 2007 An American GI assigned to one of the harshest posts in Iraq had a simple request last week for a Wisconsin mattress company: send some floor mats to help ease the hardship of sleeping on the cold, bug-infested ground. What he got, instead, was a swift kick from the company's Web site, which not only refused the request but added insult to injury with the admonition, "If you were sensible, you and your troops would pull out of Iraq." Army Sgt. Jason Hess, stationed in Taji, Iraq, with the 1st Cavalry Division, said he emailed his request to Discount-mats.com because he and his fellow soldiers sleep on the cold ground, which contains sand mites, sand flies and other disease carriers. In his email, dated Jan. 16, 2007, he asked the Web-based company, registered to Faisal Khetani, an American Muslim of Pakistani descent: "Do you ship to APO (military)

The Door
The fear creeps in, slowly swirling through the crack in my door. Like the dancing of dust, a hypnotic sway. I stand on the other side, trying so hard to hold it shut. Insecurities burned into my skin, vibrant shades of pain. I have been shackled by the haze, locked inside a twisted dream. Crying these bloody tears, stains of shame. Torn apart by the deafening beat of my heart. It flutters and skips. I tear at my breast so ashamed someone might hear. My finger pushes the door. I feel myself thrust you away....out.... Inner demons coil, boiling black through my veins. Wrapped in fear I turn. My back toward the light, away from peace and back to the shadows. Will he come? Will he vanquish the burning in my soul? Will he turn the knob......and set me free

My Candles
Ask me how to get those great candle flowers in time for Vday. That special someone will really love them! You can chose any scent of candle you want. Go to my website and find ur scent! www.lonislights.scent-team.com

Steele
Today I heard steele in your voice. I felt it in the air. Today Steele ran through my veins and threatened to harden me. Today I noticed that the rose you gave to me was not the only rose in the world. I saw that there are more, and that what we have is not the only gardener that grows them. Today I needed you, and you were not there. Today I noticed that it is my fault. Today I saw that sleep brings not rest, but sorrow. Today, I will not only remember the steel I heard and saw. I will feel it.

New Grandson
Most of you know Badgirl #1 is my daughter..and she was expecting baby #3 in 9 weeks.. today baby John was born by c-sectin he is 3 lbs and 2 ozs.. 16 inches long.. he forgets to breath..but little guy is a fighter Badgirl is not doing good..but I hope for the best for her .. the medicine is working on her please pray for both of them..

Tears.
here is something that i worte over the summer time...... Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, Tears from the depth of some divine despair Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, In looking on the happy Autumn-fields, And thinking of the days that are no more. Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail, That brings our friends up from the underworld, Sad as the last which reddens over one That sinks with all we love below the verge; So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more. Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds To dying ears, when unto dying eyes The casement slowly grows a glimmering square; So sad, so strange, the days that are no more. Dear as remembered kisses after death, And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned On lips that are for others; deep as love, Deep as first love, and wild with all regret; O Death in Life, the days that are no more!

I Am A Pagan
I am a Pagan I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, The Plants, the Elements, are my relatives. Other Humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, or sexual preferences. The Earth is my Mother and the Sky is my Father. The Sun and the Moon are my Grandparents, and the Stars my Ancestors. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect not abuse. I am a Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year, with music, feasting, rituals, and celebrations. Samhain, or Halloween, is a time for paying homage to my ancestors and friends who have passed into the Spirit world and a time for gazing into the future. Yule, the Winter Solstice, is a festival of Peace, Light, and the Celebration of the ne

Just Some Stuff I Wrote
What Love Is Love is cuddling even when you are angry at each other. It's calling just to say hi at random times of the day. Love is telling your lover your panty size. And, It is aslo knowing her size fellas, keep up! What is Love? Love is knowing that you are with the right person. It's more than just knowing But feeling it, too. Love is always telling the truth even when it hurts. And, knowing what to say to ease the pain. What is Love? To be honest I just do not know what Love is. All I know is that I feel it when I am with you. No matter if by computer, phone or in person. I feel what love is and I feel like it is ME and YOU. Thats what love is to me, so what is it to you? Joe Bellmore Copyright ©2007 Joe Bellmore __________________________________________________ Long Distance Love It starts with a meeting in a far away place. Two people meet and both think its fate. Then comes a day when they must separate. The smiles leave and

Trust Me
Close your eyes,let my voice guide you... Trust me. Listen and feel the words i am sayin to you... Trust me A little further please baby , here take my hand... Trust me Our friends and family our here... Trust me Open your heart, let me love you... Trust me Baby i cannot do this alone, i need your help now... Trust me I DO promise you that my love is as real as your trust in me and mine in you. Trust that i love you . Trust that we are a fairy tale blessed by living...EDML

A Dream That Will Never Come True
a kiss that will never be again a day we can never relive a love never to be felt again a bond to never be felt again a heartache that will stay with me until my dying day. my heart aches for the taste of your lips I ache to hear your voice i ache to feel a love lost. I cant stand the thought of you being out of my life if anything where to happen id be lost another piece of my heart will be taken with you i claimed to love others before you but that was a lie your my morbid to my angel you saved my soul for yours needs is tourtured for i know it will never be again my love will never die So this morning I had a dream I loved but I know it will never be! I went up to Detoit, single or taken I do not know. I am in detroit, Thuged out, loose form fitting jeans, my pink DC's, and a twizted tee and a white bandana plus super cute hair. well anywho I was spending the day with my ex Dani and his crew incl. his baby momma! Who is a prego in the dream.Dani wont get off o

In A Quiet Place...
In a quiet place You can hear me cry I know all the answers But I still ask why. I believe in nothing Yet I refuse to fail I'm aboard the ship But I can't set sail. I wished on a star That never came true I betrayed myself When I trusted in you. I was two steps ahead Then backwards I ran To lose my soul In the arms of a man. I fake a good smile And I'm happy alone I pray now for strength And a heart made of stone... ...But in a quiet place You can still hear me cry. 01-22-02

Riddle / Code
4301 9681 2261 3448731 84471 6881 9681 773631 861 68241 84631 96871 235501 746631 4381 21 54331 9681 382546401 77425 If you think you can figure it out let me know....if you have the answer email it to me and ill let you know if your right or wrong, i made it myself so i want critisicsm :D

Trimethiplene-hair-trigger
track-mark mission. cigarette submission, giving in the the pilgrim that brings his own kool-aid melts to the picnic of the kicknig. would you fancy a shred of SHUT THE FUCK UP! tipping back....followed by trimethiplene monsters. lavished in the suds of blissful retention. holding the thought that tomorrow can be that change form the one dollar you spent on these lousy sneakers... the ones that don't carry you down the day, the ones that leak into the punch, that freak out the cherries, that piss on the dog called style. metered for failure so goes the woolgathered briggens. speak the lines lost in the shallow plains that tripple when driven upon. fatigue. right to the end.

Hello
Hello just thought I would write in here. Not much is going on in my world tonight. My soon to be husband works in the oilfeild so he is out babysitting a oil well and I'm at home with our dogs and farm animals. It sucks he's gone but I talk to him alot on the phone and I go out to the job site to see him often to. Well thats about all I can think of right know. Cyn

Welcome To My Darkness
p>Another night of hanging with the fellas. It's raining, cold and i'm loving it. Walking alone cause i didn't want to stay in bar any longer and then i spot you. All in black like me, tall, long legs, beauty capturing you in a dark way that has me wanting more. We look into each other eyes and we know the connection has been made. No words spoken,smiling,letting our eyes speak for us. Yes, you see my name in your mind as i read yours in mine. We walk away hand in hand staring at each other. I don't know what's goin on but you feel right being with me & i'm not letting you go. We talk, holding each other close, our souls connecting as one. What do i do with such a dark, mysterious, sexy woman who is actually bringing out the darkside of D9. LMAO, who cares i'm loving it. We go to club, music blastin from lord shoc the dj. He plays one of your songs that i had request. yeah, reading your mind is all i need to know. D I watch the glow in your eyes as i hold you close in my

Life Deals ?
you know it's hard to decide sometimes whats right and wrong good and bad i mean is right just with in the boundries of the law or does it ever fall under the category of makes me feel good is good always about public opinion or does a person ever just get to do what is good for him/herself the answers are always a challenge what gets me though is the answer still depends on public opinion just once wouldn't you like to do something regardless of the outcome regardless of opinion regardless of what would make someone else feel good and be able to feel content with what you had just done regardless if the world would just let us be ourselfs everyone would be happier end result everyone would feel comforatble with who they were and in turn could handle much easier whatever life deals

Life's Twists - Something I Posted On Poetry.com
Perhaps all was well yester morning as I woke. Yet now that has changed, my anger has been provoked. As I wonder too often over my painful loss. Where one must go, for resolve often lost. I look in the eyes of friends, yet nothing. I look in the eyes of family, yes, something. Yet not enough to give me inner satisfaction. Turning at night, sleepless with inner reaction. Tell me then of this Lord's bigger purpose. Where we all have a reason, for living out, although a surplus. For when we leave, many tend to forget. How beautiful we were, the meanings we represent. Yet here we are, within one of life's twists. As I frustrate myself, searching, for what does not exist. A reason why I now face this wicked loss within my strife. Though many may die everyday, this was part of my life. Don't understand, perhaps I never, ever will. So I just put down these thoughts, in hopes of emotional spills.

Finish What Ya Started Lyrics By Van Halen
One, two, one, two, three, four Come on, baby Oh, if you wanna see other guys Baby, I could let it slide You wanna lover You want a friend Mama I can be both of them I got the tools, to satisfy Just walk away If I fall shy at all Come on baby, finish what ya started I'm incomplete That ain't no way to treat the broken-hearted I need some sympathy I like to look at the long run I like to take each step one by one Right on time You will arrive By keepin' the dream alive It's alive And it's kickin' Inside of me So come on baby, please Come on baby, finish what ya started Oh, I'm incomplete That ain't no way to treat the broken-hearted Come on and finish me! Baby come on Come on baby, you say yeah Baby come on Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, bay-yeah Now come on, baby Please Oh baby, come on Come on baby finish what ya started That ain't no way to treat the broken-hearted Come on baby finish what ya started

Another Quiz
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Confessions
A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town, doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town. Abruptly, the girl stopped the boy dead in his tracks. 'I really should have mentioned this earlier, but I'm actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex.' The boy reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing. After the obligatory cigarette, the boy sat in the driver's seat, staring out the window. 'Why aren't we going anywhere?' asked the girl. 'Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25.'

Our Lives Are Woven Together For A Reason
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning: There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr.Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, I am so very sorry, Mr.Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose." So, the mous

Joys If Being A Woman
the joys of being a woman... We start to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find anything that comes in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurts so bad it brings us to tears. Enter the almighty, uncomfortable training bra contraption the boys in school will snap until we have calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we now bloat, we cramp, we get the hormone crankies, have to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) is having sex for the first time which is about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it's off to Motherhood where we learn to live on dry crackers and water

Shadows Of Forsaken Time
Shadows of forsaken time by Raven NightSpell Shadows of forsaken time. Memories of the times gone by. Holding close to present day. Trying to remember everything you say. Knowing what the future holds. I try to ignore the searing colds. Holding close to the warmth you bring. Reviling in how you make my heart sing. The ever present pushed of till the morrow. Constantly fending off the future sorrow. Still I try to hold on to this day. Memories of the times gone by. Wells of tears grow in my eyes. Passing memories of the things you used to say. The strength I had seams to fray. The warmth you gave stays in my heart. Even though now we seem so far apart. Memories of you seem to turn to shadows. Memories of the times gone by. Strength renewed because of you. Memories of the things you used to say. Bring me the faith to continue a new day The horrors of sorrows still come to me. Wile the memories of you set me free. The warmth you gave fills me anew. And th

Ok Ladys The Contest Has Started!!!!
ok ladys the contest has started so post bulletons or what ever it takes to win you can comment bomb your own pic...here is the link to my pro file..twistedshadow {Brandy3333 CT Hubby}~darkmoon CT family ~@ CherryTAP

Alright
Well I got a second job at the place I quit from a while back...Taco Hell! Not to excited about it but I need another job bad...I want to get an apartment for when my boyfriends gets back. He hasnt been gone that long but it seems like forever...how do other military gfs/wives do it? If there is one reading this then please let me know. I take one day at a time...but the days are going by slow for me. I am hoping a second job and moving will help it go by a little faster. Vamp

I Am Likeable
Do you have a likable personality? I took this quiz- Do you have a likable personality?My Result Was: You have a likable personality. Take this quiz- Do you have a likable personality? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

A Perfect Circle 46 Song Playlist--leave Comments If U Like It Please
"IF YOU CHOOSE TO PULL THE TRIGGER....SHOULD YOUR DRAMA PROVE SINCERE. DO IT SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY FROM HERE."--MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN (TOOL & A PERFECT CIRCLE) FROM "THE OUTSIDER" "So pure So rare To witness such an earthly goddess That I've lost my self control Beyond compelled to throw this dollar down before your Holiest of altars I'd sell My soul My self-esteem a dollar at a time One chance One kiss One taste of you my Magdalena" --MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN (Magdalena) 3 LIBRAS threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i

Somebody
I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side And give me support And in return He'll get my support He will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted He'll hear me out And won't easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact he'll often disagree But at the end of it all He will understand me I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought With every breath Someone who'll help me see things In a different light. All the things I detest I will almost like. I don't want to be tied To anyone's strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I'm asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this I'll get away with it And in a place like

Surgery
woke up this morning with the phone ringing.the doctor had a cancellation and I could see him at nine to have a cyst removed from behind my ear. so off I go and half an hour later the cyst is removed and the bad news is I may lose one of my piercings in my ear , will find out more when its healed

Dude.
why the fuck is it taking me so goddamn long to level!? all the other girls who were in the same point range as i are far beyond me now. does my page smell like butts an wieners or something? or maybe its my disclaimer that most men dont read anyway [dickshines]. well im not taking it down damnit! it was funny when i wrote it and its funny now! "damn the man! save the empire!"

Friend Requests Again...
though there are other subjects this sub-blog will cover... While I use my discretion in all cases and the policies in these blogs are closer to guidelines (but not quite)- blank, message-less requests from people I have not spoken enough with are deprecated, this counts against. I'll still consider them, but this should be obvious: if I know that little about you (and very few people actually write enough about themselves in their profile - especially now! - to work in their favor here),... really... if I have that little reason to like you (probably no reason to dislike you either- but that is not the point!)trust you with the material that only CTfriends can see (and not anyone who happens on my profile... and this is probably more important, and the reason why some conversation, a "feeling-out" of a mental sort, is important to me) then in most cases, though again not all (it's my stuff and my decision :) )- I probably won't pass the request.

Angst, Anger, And Symmetry.
I hate the internet. And I love the internet. There are two side to every story. They seem to conflict. But really they do not. In a nutshell it is all angst, anger, and symmetry. I loved a man. So very deeply. I would have died for him. In fact, a part of me did. He loved me. And I believe he felt the same. But a moment of insecurity made him ask me to do something that I could never do and will not abide. So, now it is over and we are both hurt. Strangly symbiotic isn't it? Here's to broken hearts. And, to lessons learned.

He's Still With Me
He's Still With Me dedicated to Mark Shawn Anderson 1968-1999 Came to me in a dream, felt so real is how it seemed Said he was ok and not to cry, for he had wings and could fly Sent someone to help me through, love and protect as he used to do All eternty loved you so true, think of me smileing don't ever be blue With those final words he said, turned and went to walk away As the shining light appeared, he leaned forward and kissed me dear I watched him fly off into the light, knew he then took on heaven's flight Will be with my angel forever someday, cause true love never fades he's still with me Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin

What Is Lust ?
Lust is any intense desire or craving, usually sexual, although it is also common to speak of a "lust for life", "lust for blood (bloodlust for short)", or a "lust for power" or other goals. As a moral term, lust implies a sexual desire for its own sake, an erotic arousal and wish, or intense physical or sexual attraction or craving. It is a sin in some religions such as Christianity when it is an excess or inappropriately directed sexual desire (e.g. non-pro creative, unsanctioned, or egocentric sexual desire), and is one of the seven deadly sins, as a sin of excess. Kama, a concept in Hinduism often translated as lust, is similarly included as one of the Five Evils. The Greek word which translates as lust is epithimia (επιθυμια), which also is translated into English as "to covet".

Please Read Someone You Love Or Care For May Need You.
TO MANY OF US VALENTINES DAY IS THE WORST HOLIDAY THERE IS, WAS, OR EVER WILL BE. ITS THE TIME OF YEAR LOTS OF PEOPLE ARE TURNED DOWN, DUMPED, DIVORCED, HUMILIATED, LEFT BEHIND AND MANY OTHER TERRIBLE THINGS HAPPEN. SO IM BEGGING YOU ALL PLEASE BE KIND, HELP, AND SHOW A LITTLE COMPASSION FOR THOSE OF US WHO ARE NOT AS LUCKY TO HAVE A COMPANION. AND PLEASE PLEASE KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR THOSE WHO MIGHT HAVE DEEP DEPRESSION AND MAY TRY SOMETHING TERRIBLE. SO PLEASE TRY TO SPREAD SOME LOVE, COMPASSION, AND HEART TO THOSE WHO COULD REALLY USE A LITTLE CARING IN THEIR TIME OF NEED. THANK YOU VERY MUCH IF YOUR READING THIS AND PLEASE REPOST AND PASS THIS ON. I SINCERLY THANK YOU, DAREN CLEAVER

I'm Back
lol i'm back for an hour. I just came in here to keep the family up to date on what's going on. Since yesterday i have been working on the website and added a couple new things to it. It will be online either wed or friday morning. Today i will be working on the cherrytap family licenses so i'm hoping to have those done by mid friday. I will talk to everyone on wed or friday. cheers to all :)

And There Will Be Anger...lol.
AIGHT, SO MY NEW CT WIFE CHICK IMMORTAL LOVE BOUGTH ME A CHERRY BLAST!!! ENJOY ALL WHO ARE READING THIS, REMEMBER YOUR COOL!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!

This Weekend
This weekend was so relaxing and awesome. Mallory picked me up in the morning friday and we went to visit med high again. Turns out it was HOSA, so there were only teachers there. We talked to Berne for a while, then we ran into a couple other teachers. Schnider took us out to lunch at subway (how cute he paid). Then we ran into a couple of big blue birds, lol, and they told us that anthony has a girlfriend now. Everybody now ::Aaawww:: Then we went to Michael's, YAY! Lol. And I forgot what happened next. Okay remembered, Michael and I went to his room and hung out there for a while. Then we went to pick up his new glasses and we went to walmart. Then we came back and mal was asleep on the couch so we woke her up and went out to eat at the Outback. There, one of Michaels friends met up with us there and mal got a flower balloon and i got a heart balloon. Um Saturday....we hung out and he made dinner. Lol, oh and he had an inspection that morning too. LMAO, they were all laughing. He

My Life Story (in Part)
I am going to start from the beginning (or close to it)..... I am the oldest of four kids.... *Dawn Marie (1979) *Daryl David Jr. (1981) *Richard Louis (1984) *Mary Ann (1986) My parents were relatively young when they started a family *father Daryl David Sr. (1959) *mother Luann Fern (1961) We never had much, at the start my father worked to support his family on his own and my mother stayed home, which nowadays is old fashioned, until my mother got a job working at Hills Department Stores in 1989. I believe that was the year anyways. My mother was into writing poetry, she loved when I was her audience, so it wasn't surprising when she called me into her room one day for a "session". What was surprising was what she said after reading me the poem she had just wrote. The poem was all starry eyed and about love. She said, and I quote her here...."Your Grandmother (referring to my dad's mother) thought this poem was about your Dad, but it

Kool
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Sense of Humor? MY RESULT:Witty The Cadillac of senses of humor. Smart, sophisticated, and people either love you or just roll their eyes at you. If you’ve never watched any of those “Brit-Coms,” go out and rent them – you’ll love them. If you’ve already seen them, well, it shows. You’ve got a great mind and a great sense of humor. Now if only we could do something about your sense of style. (Just kidding. You look hot. Really.) Take This Quiz!

A Simple Quote
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England 's Prime Minister, Tony Blair's, words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America , he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in ..... and how many want out. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G.I. One died for your soul, . . . the other for your freedom."

The Search
www.hostdrjack.com A PLEA SENT FORTH FROM A HEART THOUGHT BARE CRYING SO SOFTLY FROM PAIN AND DESPAIR A SOUL THOUGHT CURSED FOREVER TO ROAM ALWAYS TO WANDER YET SEEKING A HOME FOREVER FREE OF DARKNESS AND STRIFE, A FRIEND AND A LOVER A PARTNER IN LIFE. A HARMONIOUS BONDING OF BODY AND MIND A PERFECT UNION THROUGH OUT ALL TIME. NO OTHERS VOWS, WE PLEDGE OUR OWN. TWO SOULS ENTWINED AND NEVER ALONE. FOR ALL ETERNITY WITH YOU I'M BOUND INVISIBLE THREADS OF LOVE WE HAVE WOUND YOU BECKON ME SOFTLY INTO YOUR EMBRACE MY EYES THEY REST UPON YOUR SWEET FACE A LIFETIME TOGETHER WE'VE COMMITTED TO SHARE AN INVISIBLE CLOAK OF LOVE WE NOW WEAR.

On My Mind And Definitely In My Dreams
In My Dreams There was a time some time ago When every sunrise meant a sunny day, oh a sunny day But now when the morning light shines in It only disturbs the dreamland where I lay, oh where I lay I used to thank the lord when I'd wake For life and love and the golden sky above me But now I pray the stars will go on shinin', you see in my dreams you love me Daybreak is a joyful time Just listen to the songbird harmonies, oh the harmonies But I wish the dawn would never come I wish there was silence in the trees, oh the trees If only I could stay asleep, at least I could pretend you're thinkin' of me 'Cause nighttime is the one time I am happy, you see in my dreams We climb and climb and at the top we fly Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time And I don't know really what it means All I know is that you love me, in my dreams I keep hopin' one day I'll awaken, and somehow she'll be lying by my side And as I wonder if the dawn is really breakin' She

Another Wacko Libertarian Rant
I was watching my stories from last night, "Heroes" and "Studio 60" - I love my DVR. It and I are bff, for sure - and I saw a promo for a news story that was going to air on the 11 o'clock news. The story was about the American Medical Association's urging of the MPAA to change the rating system to make movies that feature a character smoking "R." In the words of the AMA, they want 'smoking' in movies to be treated in the same category as the word 'fuck.' As you may know, there can only be one instance in of the word 'fuck' in a movie, used exclusively in a non-sexual manner, in a movie rated 'PG-13'. No 'fuck' in PG. Any further uses of the word will result in an 'R' rating. Any use of the word in a sexual manner, i.e., "Hey, hottie, let's fuck," automatically earns an 'R' rating. Now, I am all for guidelines. They help some people to decide which movies they want to see or what movies their children to see. My parents were a big fan of them. I didn't see an 'R' rated movie unti

Faimily, Friends And Fans Of Angel This Is For You
You're...My friends, My companions,Through good times and bad,My friends,My buddies,Through happy and sad,Beside me you stand, Beside me you walk,You're there to listen,You're there to talk,With happiness, With smiles,With pain and tears,I know you'll be there, throughout the years!You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you all. I am glad we met and life would'nt be the same without you. luv ya my friends ANGEL xxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooo

Internet Communities
Communities on the internet are all the same. I have been around and observed long enough to see that drama and cliques exsist on just about every type of chat forum. I used to be part of an "internet community" I guess you could say and chose to flee. I came to cherrytap because it appealed to me in the sense that it was more grown up then myspace. I am a wife and mother of 2 children. I work part-time on the weekends on Grave shift, which screws with my sleeping. So for me the internet has become a way for me to keep in contact with the outside world while I am still at home with my children. Although I sit here and chat with people I still have time with my children and I am not out leaving my children with a sitter to get that adult communication. I have met some incredible people on this machine and some I call my friends. I have found, like I said in my previous blog, that it is hard on cherrytap to actually make friends with people. I started going to the mumms abou

You Played Me
You Played me! You hurt me so bad, You made me so sad, You were only pain in my eyes, you told me no good lies. The scars you left on my heart begin to ache, all the pressure of pain I can no longer take. You left me here all alone with noone to hold, All the Secrets From me, you went and told. I thought you cared but I was wrong, my love for you has left, it's gone! how could you be so empty-hearted? I wish my love for you would have never started! Guys like you don't Even belong, All you do is play us then it's so long! you go on and play little games, games to try and drive us insane. A Girls Heart is heart is easy to Break, But all you do is "opps im sorry my mistake". I'm sick of all these no good lies, so kiss my ass..so long..GOODBYE!

Darkened Moon
Darkened Moon The Moon Shines Bright Due to The Darkness In Return She Illuminates The Dark Alone They are Nothing Together They Create -Night- The Moon Softens The Darkness With Her Light As The Darkness Caresses Her With His Shadows They Feed off each Other Empowering One Another With Their Eternal Dance of -Desire-

Two Prostitutes
Two prostitutes were riding around town with a sign on the roof of their car which read, "TWO PROSTITUTES... $150.00." A policeman noticed the car, and quickly pulled them over. He approached the ladies and told them they'd have to remove the sign. Otherwise, they'd be arrested and taken to jail. Just then, another car passed by with a sign which read, "JESUS SAVES." The two ladies asked the policeman why he let the other car drive by without pulling them over. "Well, that's a little different since it pertains to religion." The two ladies were furious, but nonetheless they removed the sign and drove away. The next day, the same policeman noticed the same two ladies riding around town with a sign on the roof of their car. He figured he had an easy bust, so he pulled them over once again. As he approached the car, though, he noticed a new sign which now read, "TWO ANGELS SEEKING PETER... $150.00."

Perfect - Simple Plan
Simple Plan Videos | Video Codes | San Antonio Lofts Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time Doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm all right And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't b

Want A Morph Made???????
hey i finally figured out the whole morph thing finally..im still very rusty but im learnin as i go...im all excited to get goin.need a morph?i need practice..........it might get overwelming though.with lots of peeps askin but ill make ya ll one...just please rate my default photos for me if ya havent.ill really apreciate it thanks to all who have bye bye

Dragonforce
Australia sees Dragonforce coming back to Australia for the second leg of their world tour for their album Inhumn Rampage. Last year they played at the Gaelic Theatre on May 17th, this year we see them play at The Forum on May 9th. I was rather impressed with their last concert so am rather looking forward to seeing them again. I have photos of them from their last concert so i hope they do a sign in so i can get their autographs on the photos :) I hope to get the scanner working so i can put the pictures up in my photo album for all you Cherries to see!!! Cotea.

Work An Family
Its been a roller coaster week there have been some asking why we havent been around alot on Tap this week ..We had a family emergency my wifes cousin died of a accidental overdose..stunned the whole family an they have all taken it hard ...then my wifes has some ongoing medical problems we thought where taken care of an they have resurfaced an Dr.'s are lost ...We havent forgot about our great friends on here we love ya guys ...just got alot going on right now ...you guys have a good day ..Sam

Been Gone
I'm back from my road trip to Phoenix....Sorry I missed Valintines day....I will make it up...Hope you'll like the pics...My daughter graduated from collage.....yahoo.....now she won't need as much money....lol

Reminder....11 Days From Today
REMINDER....11 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released >> to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. >> >> .....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS >> >> To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: >> 888-382-1222. >> >> It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your >> time. >> It blocks your number for five (5) years. >> You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. >> You cannot call from a different phone number. >> >> HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON T O ALL YOUR FRIENDS. >> It take about 20 seconds.

Dating And Relationships
Is it possible to meet and intellikgent sensual fun assectionate woman who has not nyet had a family or is at least open tohav ing more who is looking for more than just a lay. a girl who lives in the NY areaor northern nj who has a career but loves family. who is sexual and sensual and loes to kiss and hold hands but also can hold a conversation. A womas who can be vulnerable and love. a woman who wants to share a bath or shower with me and get lost in my arms. When I find her ans we have mutual chemistry i WILL THEN BE A LUCKY MAN. If ou are young enough fun a beautiful person and want to know who I am write me. I cant believe I amwriting this. I never really expected to date on line but I am interested to see what comes of it.

What Is Up With This
I RATE YA N FAN YA AND RATE YOUR PICS AND STASH AND VOTE FOR YA IN A CONTEST . AND WHAT YA DO FOR ME? THINK ABOUT IT IF YA ARE A FRIEND OR FAN SHOW IT JUST DON'T WANT WANT, WANT. SHOW YOUR FRIENDS N FANS THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. BE A REAL FRIEND NOT JUST ONE FOR THE POINTS OR TO LEVEL UP. SHOW WHAT REAL FRIENDS ARE ALL ABOUT AND REALLY MEAN IT OR JUST DON'T ADD ME OR FAN ME. I LOVE REAL FRIENDS AND FANS. BUT IF YA DO IT TO AMKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD , DON'T EVEN BOTHER, BECAUSE I CONSIDER MYSELF A REAL FRIEND AND IF YA ARE LIKE ME THAN RETURN THE FAVOR N IF NOT, JUST GO YOUR OWN WAY. PEACE N LOVE TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND FANS:)

I Am Leaving Cherry Tap
WELL FOLKS I AM SAD TO SAY I AM LEAVING CHERRY TAP.........BUT ONLY FOR A WEEK..THINK I WOULD LEAVE SOME OF THE KICK ASS FRIENDS I GOT ON HERE? HELLLL NAAAA.. NO I AM GOIN OUT OF TOWN FOR A FEW DAYS BUT WHEN I GET BACK I WILL BE SURE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW BUT KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME WITH MESSAGES AND COMMENTS WHILE I AM GONE IT WILL BE GOOOD TO HEAR FROM YA ALL WHEN I GET BACK LOVE YA ..KRISTIE

Why.....
Ok So.... I am finally 18 Now!! Have been since like the beging of the month! But now that i am everyone seems to be yellin at me more... I just wanna graduated this year and go to college and be something but how can u when u have all these people screamin at u telling u that u can not do it!

Old Man
Old Man An elderly man in North Carolina had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back, fixed up really nice, along with some picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming when it was built. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. When he came closer, he realized it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end to shield themselves. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned and replied, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the alliga

Sad.
Omfg. It hurts. Anthony can't get any sleep because im miserable, seriously miserable, it hurts like fucking hell. The pain killers aren't working. ♥ :( It hurts -cry- And anthony is so sad looking. I feel so bad. :( =( I hope you all are doing better than i am -sad face- ♥ ♥ ♥ Rate my blog please :(

My First Serial Killer Q And A
1. What was Dahmer’s childhood like? At the beginning, infanc y his father claimed that everything was “perfect”. He was the first child born to Mr. and Mrs. Dahmer on 21 May 1960. He at a young age showed interest in dead animals, his father cleaning out of the crawlspace skeletons of small rodents, the noise they made going into the bucket peaked his interest. From there he moved on to finding road kill and dissecting it in his backyard (this occurred when the family moved to Bath, Indiana when Dahmer was seven years old. His parents had noticed his antisocial tendencies and that he may need to be included more so when his baby brother came they allowed him to name him. By high school he was considered the class clown and was a model student, but only if he was interested. One of his classmates said that he could be a straight A student if he applied himself. The year of his graduation his parents divorced and his mother took his brother and moved to a different state. His father ha

Supporting Our Soldiers
I've seen alot of people "supporting the troops" and thats fine. Thank You from the bottom of my heart. Now I could say that none of you will ever understand unless you sign up, but there's people that are in the military that go a whole enlistment and still don't understand. So here it is. Say you're applying for a job. You have the job requirements, you've read the job description. In every job there is going to be a time when you have to do something that you don't want to do. Well it's just as well in the military. Even after you've read the job description it has to be something you want to do. After that you have the accomplishment factor. I know some of you may not think we accomplish anything as big as what you've accomplished, but we have, and we still do. Even if we haven't the things we do tackle are big to us. If you look at the big picture....whether or not our lives have any relation to yours....we do things to make the lives of you and your family a whole lot better. So

Ok I Have Done It
ok guys thanks. I got the highest score in the sexiest milf contest.not sure if I won but.... a big thank-you to everyone who voted so I promised that if i won i would half the price of my website membership, so i have done it. as from today for a month its now half price. hope you all enjoy guys and girls www.cablicious.net see you in there hugs caby xxx www.cablicious.net

A Vampire's Lust Compares To No Other
Kioku knew from the start that it was a mistake to let her dog run loose in the park, because she knew it was only a matter of time before he’d get himself lost in the thick northern forest. And sure enough, he did, and she lost a battle with her conscience to go after him. He was a stupid dog, sure, but he was her stupid dog. It wasn’t really all that dark yet, but as she delved deeper into the woods, she found less and less sunlight that broke through the canopy. Guess I’ve never been this far before…she thought. She called out a few times, but she got no response, and heard no stirring of steps- dog or human. “I bet that damn mutt already went back home…and here I am, wasting my time…in a pitch black fucking forest!” She screamed into the darkness, not expecting a reply. But she got one… “It’s not so bad once your eyes adjust…” A smooth and sinister voice slid into her from behind, and she felt herself jump and her heart nearly stop. She whipped around to s

Whats Up With Micheal Waltrip ??
I wasn't home to watch qualifying for Sundays 2nd points race but when I got home I checked the results (listed below) My reactions were as follows .... Jeff Gordon > pole.."fuck you Gordon"... Mark Martin qualifies 3rd > .. ""man he's doin good in that new Chevy !" .... Dale Jr.. starts 5th >> " holy shit, WHOOYAA, Gordon won't be in first for long !!"" Readin down the list ... blah, blah ,blah... Did not qualify MICHAEL WALTRIP ..>> WTF First I thought GREAT !! karma finally got him for Daytona. This is where I started getting a lil pissed.. I watched the inspections for Daytona and I saw the interview with Waltrip as the beginning steps of getting caught started to unfold and I watched him lie right thru his big fat lips.. After getting busted for the illegal fuel alot of people and drivers were upset that he wasn't ejected from the race (me being one of them) How was this fair to the other drivers and teams.. You cannot say 'oh he's just a driver he

Domestic Violecevictim,8 Month Old And Sibblins
WELL I HAVE SEEN THE DOMESTIC BULLETIN FLOATING AROUND FOR AWHILE BUT SOMEHOW IT HAPPENS EVERY DAY.LITTLE 8 MONTH OLD JOHNNY,3 YEAR ONL MARSHAL AND 6 YEAR OLD CHARLENE DIED AT THE HANDS OF THEIR LOVING MOTHER BECOUSE HER BOYFRIEND AND HER GOT INTO A FITE WHILE HER HUSBAND WAS AT WORK. I HOPE YOU CAUGHT ALL OF THAT,BOYFRIEND,HUSBAND??? HERE IS THE STORY AS I KNOW THE FACTS.MIKE RYLEY WAS AT ONE OF HIS JOBS WORKING TO PAY THE BILLS AND HIS WIFES EXPENSIVE NEW CAR. JEFF ADSHAW WAS AN UNEMPLOYED DRUGGIE HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH MIKES WIFE. MICHELLE WAS A26 YEAR OLD X CHEERLEADER FOR A PRO FOOTBALL TEAM. JEFF WAS SHOOTING UP IN FRONT OF CHARLENE AND WAS YELLING AT HER,MARSHAL STARTED HITTING ON JEFF FOR HURTING HIS SISSY.MICHELLE CAME INTO THE ROOM AND WHEN SHE SAW THE FIGHTING SHE THREW DOWN LIL JOHNNY,KILLING HIM INSTANTLY,JEFF THREW OFF THE OTHER TWO KIDS AND HIT MICHELLE.MICHELLE GOT A GUN AND WILDLY STARTED FIRING IT HITTINGMARSHAL.HE DIED LATER IN ROUTE.JEFF THEN GRABBED THE REMAINI

Somethings About Me
SOMETHINGS ABOUT ME ARE:I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A REALATIONSHIP,MY BOYFRIEND I LOVED SO MUCH DIED IN JAN.OF THIS YEAR,I WILL BE INTERESTED IN FRIENDS THOUGH EVEN TO POSSIBLE MEET IN PERSON.AND ALSO ON HERE TO HAVE ALITTLE ENTERTAINMENT PLUS MY DAUGHTER HELPED TO GET ME ON HERE LOL,BLESS HER HEART.NOT GONNA PUT ANY NUDE STUFF UP DON`T ASK I DON`T DO CRAP LIKE THAT,I AM STRAIGHT,I WILL BE FREINDS WITH ANYONE WHO HAS RESPECT.SO HAVE FUN EVERYONE!!!

Bullchit..i Come Here To Get Away From Kids, Don't Need More Here..lol
THESE ARE THE REASONS I BEEN REVOKED WILL EXPLAIN BELOW THIS..... i have revoked no 3 for the following reason i have been fair to all and will remain fair to all and in for the sake of been fair please do read the last blog and the reason i changed the way i send out the targets i put every ones contest as i had requested over the weekend up in one release as to be fair with comes to bombing there was a deadline ,2 late links arrived which i could of chose it ignore but i did not and in updated the list member 3 chose to skip one of the links and opened and bombed the rest in spit of the link was in the middle of all she bombed all but 1 , I OBSERVED THIS AND AS SHE NEVER EVEN VISITED THE LINK AND CONTINUED TO BOMB THE THE OTHER`S, I WAS LEFT WITH NO OTHER OPTION BUT TO REVOKE HER MEMBERSHIP WHICH I HATE HAVING TO REVOKE ANY ONES MEMBERSHIP BUT WE DONT NEED THAT KIND OF BEHAVIOR OR BAD FEELING`S THANK YOU PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT DAMIEN MY VENT NOW AND WHY... welll

I Just Sent This Email Out
This is my own personal mass email sent to nine representatives of Pennsylvania, by all rights I should pose this question to every representative in the united states but Pennsylvania is the state I belong to and if all nine of you don't give any answer at all I may send my question to all the other states. My query is how congress has become so unconstitutional. I am not even going to get into topics and issues about war and welfare. I mean to question the very basis of the house of representatives to begin with to represent the people. Taken straight from the constitution I quote "the number of representatives shall not exceed one for every 30,000" Taken directly from census June 2006 there are approximately 298444215 and there only 232 representatives today. By all accounts there should be close to 10000 representatives. There was a very good reason for that line in the constitution. The reason being that no one man can reasonably represent over 1 million people do the math your

And They Tell Me They Don't Look For Prob.wtf
Washington Blade/April 25, 2006 One man remains critically injured with stab wounds suffered in an attack by a group of 10-15 apparent skinheads on a street in São Paulo, Brazil, that is a traditional meeting spot for young gays, lesbians, drag queens and punkers. Police say the attack, which took place in the early morning hours of April 22, was unprovoked and probably motivated by bias, according to local media reports. Jefferson Marcelo dos Reis Silva, 22, was stabbed serveral times and is still hospitalized after surgery, the newspaper O Estado reported. A 15-year-old male, punched in the face by the attackers, was treated and released, while two females, ages 14 and 15, were less seriously injured, the paper reported. São Paulo city officials are taking heat for the attack, which came only two days after gay activists met with government representatives to complain about an increase in skinhead activity at that exact location. The April 19 meeting, called by São Pa

Scared As Hell........
I may actually cry while writing this. As y'all probably already have read, I have lived here in Austin all my life. I have never lived anywhere else. I have been unhappy here since my mom passed away three years ago. I am miserable here. I've had the same job for over 10 years. Since I was 18, I have wanted to live in North Carolina. But when my daddy died of cancer in 98, I had to stay to take care of my mom. Then my mom got sick. Then I got sick. Then my mom died and I was planning on using my little inheritence to move to NC. Well, by that time I had a boyfriend who I stayed here for...hoping that it would go somewhere...it didn't. Well, just recently, I've started getting signs (yes I believe in those)Now I know I do not belong here anymore. I have nothing tying me to Austin anymore. There shouldn't be anything stopping me.....except my fear of the unknown. I have no money for this move to hire a company. I am virtually selling as much as I can and giving away what

Words To Live By
Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others. If you share this with another woman, something good will happen. You will boost another woman's self esteem, and she will know that you care about her.

A Change Of Pace Fer A Little
Well everyone I wanted to let you all know i am healing up well and doing pretty good. Its springtime here and nice warm weather. Hopefully we're done withj the cold drizzley weather till this fall. One canonly hope. Well as most of you know, i'm a gunsmith, been so fer about 11 months or so now. But before that i use to do constrction with my father fer years too on and off. Well work has been kinda slow, so me and Dad have picked up a rather neat job renovating a old church right down the road from us that was estabilshed back in 1895. Thats back when they built em to last. Most of the wood in the framing of this church was from the original conctrution back in 1895. Its amazing to see the amout of craftmanship spent they did back then, without any powertools of any kind. Thats back when folks took real pride in thier work, exspecially for thier church. Nowadays you can go to alot of shody jobsites here all across the country and see the difference in the type of pride taken in the

Another Ct Wedding
Mandy & Xero CT WeddingPimp My Profile | View Show | Create Your Own Your invited to the CT Wedding of Mandy and Xeromancer666 this Friday March 2nd. It will be broadcast LIVE on Cherry Rock FM @ 9pm est. Come and join in the fun and to congratulate the Happy NEW CT Couple. Music Codes - MySpace Layoutscustomized bulletin by ~Mystikal~

Ive Been Everywhere In Texas!
New towns keep springing up, but I like to think I've been everywhere in Texas. I've been to Abilene, Addison, Alamo, Alamo Heights, Aldine, Alice, Allen, Alvin, Amarillo, Anderson Mill, Andrews, Angleton, Aransas Pass, Arlington, Atascocita, Athens, Austin, Azle, Bacliff, Balch Springs, Bay City, Baytown, Beaumont, Bedford, Beeville, Bellaire, Bellmead, Belton, Benbrook, Big Spring, Boerne, Bonham, Borger, Brenham, Bridge City, Brownfield, Brownsville, Brownwood, Brushy Creek, Bryan, Burkburnett, Burleson, Canyon, Canyon Lake, Carrollton, Carthage, Cedar Hill, Cedar Park, Channelview, Childress, Cinco Ranch, Celburn, Cleveland, Cloverleaf, Clute, College Station, Collyville, Commerce, Conroe, Converse, Coppell, Copperas Cove, Corinth, Corpus Christi, Corsicana, Crockett, Crowley, Crystal City, Cuero, Dalhart, Dallas, Desoto, Deer Park, Del Rio, Denison, Denton, Dickinson, Donna, Dumas, Duncanville, Eagle Mountain, Eagle Pass, Edinburg, Edison Road, El Campo, El Paso, Ennis, Euless, Fa

Ldcf Tree Update Bulletin 1
Updated Family Tree Check the Updated Family Link Above, Search for your name,and if you have since made changes to your display name or display picture then comment the blog with a link to ur page i will get the link and change on the tree in the order that it comes..DO NOT SEND ME PRIVATE MESSAGES WITH YOUR LINKS, THEY WILL NOT BE ADDED and MESSAGE WILL BE DELETED...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED New Feature On The Tree When you see this under a persons pic: Some Words When You see the Bat and what ever words may be under a persons pic that is a direct link (that will open in a new window) to send that particular person a private message..all the links so far have been tested and are in working order If you can do morphs,banners,tags, emblems, or anything else that can assist the family in any way, contact any of the one of three ppl on the top tier of the family tree, with examples of what you can do and they will tell me ;) to make the correction as soon as possible E

Just Wanted To Say Hello
were to start iam new to this my name erica aka something tasty :)iam 32 years old from new york i have no kids dont want any i enjoy traveling and meeting new people iam a bisexual women i like to hangout with friends when iam not doing that i work as a sub teacher in the high school i love horror movies music video games reading amd being my wildself lol iam iam a pain at times but for the most part iam a sweet heart i love to joke around and make people laugh well i guess thats it for now take care iam always looking to make new friends hope to hear from you erica

Goonight My Friend
I hope to woke tomorrow to find you are once again happy but if not know you are very much loved and cared for. I love reading all your blogs..It makes me want to write and i know I am no where as good as you. I love you and only want you happy no matter who you are with! So my friend decide tonight . Who you are going to fight for or give up! I say fight for who you want. Damn the torpedos full speed ahead. You can do it! YOu are the one man on here I know can have any woman you want and you chose one special lady. Don't let garbage get in the way of both of you being happy. I am going for now and I hope to see a different person on here tomorrow. Much love to you and all your kin!

Poem
Its not mine.... But its great.... Read and think about it.... We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, What this possibly means. With our mouse's we roam, Through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, We type all our woes, Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, To type out our name, We want recognition, But it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes we flirt, In MIRC we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships But why we don't know, But some of these friendships, Will flourish and grow. Why it is on the screen, We can be so bold, Telling our secrets, That have never been told. Why is it we share, The thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, As though we were blind. The answer is simple, It's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, And need someone to tell. We can't tell

Bad Habits
Breaking the Habit of Feeling Bad About Myself When I was very young, I needed to be taught As all children do How to choose wisely. And so I was taught That when I chose badly Or made a mistake To feel bad about myself. The teaching was successful. By so many criteria I did indeed Choose wisely. But every decision No matter how wise Included a bit Of feeling bad That never went away. It just built up over time. And though I did well My unhappiness grew No matter what I did. If I'd been unable To learn other ways To define choosing wisely, I would have begun Choosing very badly When the unhappiness Became intolerable. Then one day Someone told me Feeling bad about myself Only gets in the way Of choosing wisely. At first I didn't believe, But the more I tried it The more I was convinced: We do our best And decide most wisely When we feel good About ourselves. A horrible mistake, Or a s

How Do I Compare Thee
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date: Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimm'd; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd; But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest; Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou growest: So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

It's My Life....
So, what do you think of us now? I've gone and disappeared, left you with absolutely nothing. But you don't seem to care. And I really don't give a damn. I've been stuck in that same cycle with you for way too long. You can't take anymore away from me. I wish that it was simple to be rid of you, to let my feelings for you and our memories rinces away while standing in the chilling rain But you haunt me, when I know I no longer need you to live or to simply have the need to love. I have found something so precious Inside me, that you never touched. I have formed this world and made it into my dream paradies. It's my life, my love, my soul. I wonder how I could have let you so close to taking it all. In one moment I had placed Myself on top of the whole wide world only to find it end in ruin and despair once more. I find myself deluded in my own sadness, and I long for nothing more but to be left alone. I need no one to make me feel hap

Romance? I Think Not Lol
A local newspaper ran a competition asking for a rhyme with the most romantic first line...but the least romantic second line. Here are some of the entries they received: I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, violets are dead, sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. Oh loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes - Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings for you no words can te

Dictionary For Women's Personal Ads
Women's Dictionary DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded

Tgif
Because at work today I was ready to go postal on the chick in the cubicle next to me. Seriously repeatedly stabbing her was looking like a nice option...or maybe I could just borrow Dwayne's paintball gun. Ok back to your regularly scheduled programs :)

Can I Tie You Down???
U want me to use the restraints to tie ur arms above ur head. I'll also place the gloves on ur hands so u can't grab anything.Then the blindfold. Then i'll put the headphones on as it plays some nice and slow kuts... I work my way down ur legs taking ur left in my hands. Rubbing ur feet and u feel my lips surround ur big toe.taking it in my mouth as I start to suck...Sliding my tongue in between ur big toe to take the next in.then the next and the next until all have felt my lips and tongue. Then u feel the restraint being put on...I spread ur leg out and tie it down. And move to ur right...U are thinking i'm about to suck on these too don't u... NO. I take ur right foot and place the restraint on it and tie it down so u are now completely mine...Where oh where shall I start..I'm not gonna neglect those cute toes on ur right so I start at ur sole and lick my way to ur baby toe and work my way to big. Licking my way down the top of ur foot and up the side of ur shin to ur knee and ..n

Deep Inside {erotic}
I've thought about you all day And what I'm going to do to you When we make love tonight How I'll spread your slinky legs And lick and bite your inner thighs Driving you crazy as I move up How I'll put my thumbs on each Side of your pussy to open it Pushing my tongue in and tasting you Listening to your breathing deepen Relaxing to the strokes of my tongue It’s as if you're in a trance of pleasure Waiting for me to move my mouth up To your firm breasts and kiss them Gently at first then harder, harder Your little scream of delight as I Nibble at your neck drives me wild Close your eyes and feel my hard. Throbbing cock go inside Deeper and deeper until it's gone Completely inside you as we begin To move in a fiery rhythm of lust Your wild breathing makes me harder I feel you getting hotter and wetter Let's come together, ride me baby Harder and faster so close to coming Rising to the head ready to shoot Deeply into you as I feel your cum Running down my leg,

Another Blog!
As if I really needed another blog. I can't seem to keep up the ones I already have. But, blogging is addicting as are a lot of cool internet sites....including this one. So, here I am with another blog. Maybe I'll even keep this one up....for a while!

Wth?!?!?!!?!?!?!!!!!???!??!....uh
even though this is going under my "creature of new haven" poem...I don't care because I'm drunk!!!!! again!lol I have issues...I havent done the 2 day drunken-ness for feckin EVER....it's probably been 2 yrs since the last time I did this shit, but oh well, it was roomate to roomate bonding time! Yay! we rock out with our cocks out...well if I had a cock I would rock it! haha! message me if needed!

Ramblings At 9 Am
So here I am 9 Am and no bed. I can't sleep, nor do I really want to. My moods have been changing like the music that is blaring out of my speakers...maybe it is the music. Music brings out all emotion to me... I even have a sountrack to my life, certain songs for certain moments...certain songs for certain people....maybe I am insane, but I really think I am sometimes! I can hear it and it will just take me back... Take for example "album of the year" by the good life...that album might have saved my life. I am serious. One night a few years ago ( I believe it was late July 2004 ) I went nuts one night. I was sick of life, I was sick of living, and I was sick of people judging me from a situation which no one knew all the facts and still most dont, and I dont care. I made my decision on my own, fuck it. On with the story, I used to be a cutter, and I quit in 2002 but I relapsed that night, then proceeded to cut off all my hair myself in the bathroom. (the length it is now is from gro

Blonde Cookbook
MONDAY: It's fun to cook for Tom. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY: Tom wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Tom brought a friend home for supper. WEDNESDAY: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY: Today Tom asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Tom asked me why I was rolling around in the garden. FRIDAY: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY: Tom did the shopping today and brought home a chicken. He

Romance And Relationships
Damn! you got a hold on me You don't know what your doing you talk and you tease and you tell me and you tell me you got me thinking what you doing where you going when you coming and still you tell me and you tell me. So fly all I think is you. You keeping it real and we spend so much time together you be running through my mind all the damn days. It makes it hard to get you out of my system you don't know what you do to me. If I could I would turn back the hands of time and say that I loved you and let it not be hard I'd be there with you and in your arms to this day. You'll be here soon and I'll be yours. Fuck the rest of these haters who secretly love men and those girls who be like we don't care brush them offand I'll do the same. I'll be for you. I know how you do. Let them hate on someone else cause I'll be loving on you. You're a blessing and I'll be yours. We're so caught up. Soon it will be our own place pass to the left and smoged out with high kisses and loving arms stop

My Light Is Fading (poem)
My light is fading, My body is tired, My bones are aching, I'm almost expired, I can't hear like I used to, Songs sound the same, I can't see like I used to, Is that your frame? My mind is feeble, My thoughts jumbled, My soul is weary, From years humbled, I'm ready to move on, From Earthly veil, That for some Heaven, But for others Hell.

Funny Sayings
"IF YOU CAN'T FEED EM, DON'T BREED EM!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Constipated People Don't Give A Crap. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M OUT OF ESTROGEN AND I HAVE A GUN. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Earth Is Full - Go Home. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COFFEE, CHOCOLATE, MEN... SOME THINGS ARE JUST BETTER RICH. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I Have The Body Of A God - Buddha. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So Many Pedestrians - So Little Time. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cleverly Disguised As A Responsible Adult. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If We Quit Voting, Will They All Go Away? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Don’t Treat Me Any Differently Than You Would The Queen. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: I Have An Attitude And I Know

*sighs*
I don’t think I’m a typical girl. I thought about that last night after an incident brought to mind another from years ago and a conversation at work a few weeks ago. At work we had been discussing having had houses or cars broken into. When I was in high school our house was broken into and we were upset. When I first moved here…actually about a year after my car was broken into. Now Nickey said when her car was broken into she felt violated. Me, I raged in the parking lot for about thirty minutes swearing and ready to kill the people who had done it. So last night I get home and as I walked in the door I thought I heard water running in the laundry room. I wondered if perhaps the sink was leaking or maybe the toilet was running. I dropped my bag from work and headed into the laundry room. Upon opening the door and stepping in I found my self in a lake with a waterfall. My water heater was gushing, and I do mean gushing, water from the front and the top. Th

Drug Recall Plz Read And Rip
All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke(bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka- Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or orange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Si

Sweet Mango-yogurt Cooler
Sweet Mango-Yogurt Cooler (Lassi) Preparation Time: 5 minutes Yield: Makes 2 servings 2 cups plain yogurt, any kind 1 cup chopped fresh ripe mango or canned mango pulp 1/2 cup crushed ice or ice cubes, plus more for serving 1 tablespoon sugar 1 drop mango essence (optional) 1. Place the yogurt, mango, 1/2 cup ice, sugar, and mango essence in a blender and blend until frothy. 2. Divide into 2 glasses and serve cold over crushed ice. Garnish with a mint sprig, if desired. You can find mango essence in Indian markets, and it's sometimes called mango-milk essence. It is very strong, so add carefully when using it. You can also make this recipe with nectarines, peaches, bananas, strawberries, or any other berries.

~drunk As Drunk~pablo Neruda
~Drunk as Drunk~ Translated from the Spanish by Christopher Logue Drunk as drunk on turpentine From your open kisses, Your wet body wedged Between my wet body and the strake Of our boat that is made of flowers, Feasted, we guide it - our fingers Like tallows adorned with yellow metal - Over the sky's hot rim, The day's last breath in our sails. Pinned by the sun between solstice And equinox, drowsy and tangled together We drifted for months and woke With the bitter taste of land on our lips, Eyelids all sticky, and we longed for lime And the sound of a rope Lowering a bucket down its well. Then, We came by night to the Fortunate Isles, And lay like fish Under the net of our kisses. ~Pablo Neruda~

Hope I Get Well Soon
Hey people i dont know when im going to be getting back on....I caught whatever fucking stomach virus is going around. I feel like shyt and it hurts when I move. Ill be on sometime, when i get the chance. talk to you all later. mad love for ya all "the 08's been good to me" love always mary better known as Hawkeye

The Iraqi Army And The Voice
There was a unit of the Iraqi Army out marching through the desert one day when they came alongside a huge rock formation. All of a sudden, a lone voice pipes up from behind the rock and says: "One American soldier is better than 10 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is pissed and sends 10 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. There are the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 100 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander sends 100 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. Again, there is the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 1000 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is furious now and sends them behind the rock formation. Gunfire, explosions, and men screaming come from behind the rock formation again...then silence. All of a sudden, a lone Iraqi soldier comes crawling out from behind the r

Midnights Rain
Midnights Rain The sorrows of today, lead us to the happieness of tomorow. But all the while, The pain lingers on. In darkness of shadows, to the mysteries of night. We search for the happieness, Thats far from our sight. the never ending quest, To subdue ones pain. Finds them stranded alone, In the cold midnights rain.

I Cant Make You
I can't make you love me, if you don't love me. I can't make you be with me, if you don't want to be with me. I can't make you look deep into my heart to know me, if you really don't want to know, the real me. I can't make you think about me, if you don't want to think about me. I know you will never meet anyone like me again But I can't help thinking, do you realize what you are missing, by not knowing me. I can't tell you what you are missing, if you don't know what you want And It's obviously, it not me that you want!

My Cherrytap Thoughts
I've had people help me through cherrytap in my time of being here and i would like to thank all of those who have...muchly appreciated. Someone i would realy like to thank is a certain person that has had my back when i've been stuck. She realy knows her way around this site and is pretty damn good with assisting other members. This person never sleeps and is always helping out in the lounges. as not being a bouncer and going out of her way i would like to thank you for that...you know who you are buttonsssss lol. Here are a few people i would like to thank: Missy Buttons Kinky Phantom Juicy> Insanity And more... You guys rock!!

How To Cheat And Get Away With It
Before you freak, I would not necessarily do something like this, I just thought it was a good interest-getting tag line... You will see how it works in as the story is told. I went to Philadelphia last year with my wife to visit family. Well, things are certainly different once you enter the "city part" of Philly. The "City of Brotherly Love" definitely speaks to so many interesting things within the city. We went to the west side to visit some family and spend the weekend. Well, first of all, getting there is a chore. You can't possibly take I-95 North on Friday night - it would take about 6 hours. So instead, you have to take I-81 to the PA turnpike and the "long" way to get there, but that isn't the worst part. Once you get in the city, traffic laws become an option. That's right, I said and OPTION. A STOP sign is just a suggestion that you should probably slow down a little and see if anyone is coming and then floor it when you realize there is no one at the corner

Hollow.
You cover me with lies and call it shelter. You feed me broken promises and say it's gourmet. You offer up everything I need, and then you just take it away. Now your shelter has become Just a burned out shell. I've choked on your dirty cuisine. And scrubbed away the vomit smell. There is nothing left for you to take. It was never really there. You've left me with no heart to break. You never really cared.

My Newest Update!
Hey guys, Just wanted to let everyone know I'm back. Been gone for a couple of months. Been tied up with my new website! I am finally starting to get a little free time back, LOL! I am now on www.southern-charms3.com/celeste and I am having a blast! I just got done shooting my newest update the other day. The weather here is starting to get nice again, so we figured it was time to get outside and shoot. Seems like all our neighbors had the same idea. I got so turned on shooting this with everyone outside, not knowing if they could see see or not. If you want a taste, check this out, http://www.southern-charms3.com/celeste/fotos023.htm Let me know what you think! Hope to hear back from all of you soon. Licks and Slurps, Celeste

Part 2
At the airport, where it all began, they stand locked in embrace, not wanting to let go, not wanting to say good bye. Tears fall freely as 'I love yous' are passed over and over. Overhead the man says' now boarding for flight 644 to St. Paul, at gate #3.' They look up, not believing what they heard. 'Time for me to go', she says, 'I don't want to miss my flight.' One last hug, one long last kiss. She turns and walks away not turning back for fear she would stay. He stands there wishing for her to turn, even for one last look. At last she does, just as she goes thru the gate, tears streaming down her face. She says 'I love you' but she knows he can not hear. His heart sinks knowing she is going away, not knowing when they will see each other again. He runs to the glass just to see the plane taxi to the runway and take off. He says' I love you'. She sits in her seat by the window, watching the airport fade away. He walks slowly back to the truck, heart feeling empty. As he goes

Some Useful Facts
some useful facts Some Useful Facts About Girls To All You Guys Out Their Reading This: 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot!! 2. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to look like Victoria Secret models. 3. All your waking attention goes to us- not your best friend who is a girl, or your friend who is a girl you've known since kindergarten, blah blah... the only other woman is your mom. and you can expect the same from us (only with boys). 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar!!So you will actually remeber 5. There's no such thing as too much spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it . . . You don't call = you don't Care.Or you forgot about us which means you dont care. 8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on.

Revovling In Circles...
So lately I’ve started to see life as a synthesis of material and emotional presence. Primarily the trigger of a mental element to succumb a sensory stimulant into a whole being of perspective. Yes, something that takes place with every moment of our waking lives. You see something and you interoperate it into a piece of meaning that you have acquired to be known as ‘true’. Watching these elements and seeing if you can figure out within seconds, to even have a slight idea for progression to an element of change. Of course you could never hold an absolute for the sake of living through someone else’s life to the knowledge of where a complete perspective was nurtured from. That’d be like living two completely different lives within one and is truly unimaginable. So the thought is there and the extent is unreasonable. But it leads me to something else. Inter-changing lives on the point of synthesis to be in nature of a surrounding commutative response to society. This is where equil

Boredom
I'm so totally fucking bored... i wanna go out to the turnaround and party my ass off!!!!! I'm sick of seeing poser cowgirl and cowboy wannabees that i'm ready to strangle myself with a lariat!!!! For those of you who don't know that's the rope they use for calf roping, ya know the one with the loop on the end. Not really strangle myself, but maybe choke the holy living breath out of some stupid bitch... not sure who or when, but sometime... just wait LOL

Blue Eyes
I borrowed this from one of the bulletins that was posted by a person on my friends list: B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. |H|A|Z|E|L| |E|Y|E|S| -People w

It's Warm Out!
Things I have learnt today. 1) 3 dollars to charity church people earns you not one baggy of candy but two! 2) Charity workers think that pink streaks in black bobs are the ish and that nobody should tell anyone otherwise! 3)They also enjoy pink velour jogging suits. >> 4) Wet charcoal from last year does not work as well as new charcoal. 5) Grilling is a pain in the rear. 6) How to assemble a grill by myself! 7) What I think would make 3 kabobs in reality makes about seven. 8) I can fit into a size 12 and a half childs skirt! 9) People drive crazy when it's warm. 10) I like to pretend I am a race car driver when its warm... I need to slow down. ..... possibly more to come.

All The Hate I Get
the new train of thought [im not 100% sure yet] is i am goin to close my NSFW folder down since that is what stems majority of the hate on here eg whore. && i am not a fucking whore and am sick of the hate so um yea if u come by and cant see them this is why [oh and dont think U r missing out NO ONE will be able to see them]

Some Bitch Across Country Is Writing Me Hate Mail.... How Pathetic?
fucking bitches with no life Current mood: angry ok so this is what i got in my inbox today from some scag, who happens to be friends with sarah... look bitch... you sayin people dont wanna say shit to your face...w ell this is as close of your face as im gunna get... your a nasty ass FAT bitch, that needs to get a life!!! you are the one that cant get your mind off ben n sarah!!!! why you keep emailin someone else man you whore!!!! dont you get the picture!!!! HE DONT WANT YOU HE WANTS SARAH!!!! your not sexy! go smoke some dope or do some trimspa or sumthin and loose that nastyness off your body you fukin cow!!! and you sayin people gun be gettin some teeth knoecked out.... bitch i really wish you would! okay.... bring yoru little punk ass out to see me sarah n ben.... and well show you how its un over here and then tell me who the one is that is gettin teeth KICKED out!!!! you dirty slut! QUIT BUGGIN BEN N SARAH! and this is what i responded with,

Corruption Of The United States
Today's Blog is about knowing the source to most of our problems as well as the on going activities in the world so sit back relax and let's get this adventure going! Okay a few blogs ago i talked about "Bank of America" and it's pilot program for "illegal immigrants" and also their is a program for "illegals" to wire money to their home state the name of this program is called "Directo a Mexico" now here is the strange part about this program, the Federal Reserve-sponsored service allows customers without Social Security numbers to wire money through the Fed system to Mexico's central bank at little cost. In September, the Fed expanded the remittance program by allowing immigrants, legal or not, to open accounts at participating banks and credit unions in the U.S. or Mexico. About 27,000 transfers are made through the program each month. Now your probably asking your self well if that is the case how can the "Federal Government" be cracking down on "illegals" in this country i w

Mrs Billy Bob!!!
HAHAHA!!! I am now married and loving my hubby so much! It is taking some getting used to the fact that I am now a Mrs. and I HATE the fact that we still have to live separately. He's at Granpa's house (which will be his when Granpa goes the way of all the earth) and I am living with Momma and Daddy (my in-laws). Contrary to popular belief, I have no probs living with parents, I just hate having to figure out ways to share Billy Bob with Granpa. Oh, well, it will all work out in the end.

Posted By Rigraywolf
We can't keep letting this happen! Too many times people overlook or "don't want to get involved" when it comes to a child being abused. We should get involved and speak for those who can't speak for themselves or are too scared to do so!

Come Show Me...
Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

Birth Of A Fish
He lives in a four by two glass box It reminds me of my head I wish my floor would have rocks, but it's covered with puddles instead If I could be him, life would be great I could erase this permanent frown I wouldn't even be held down by my own weight I woke up walked to the tank to hear his thoughts on yesterday How was it? I asked And after a tapping the glass He looked my way, then gave me this depressed expression Impressed, its best just to say Besides the tides and the grey skies, it was ok! And I said Hey mister fish, you did all that you wish You got, nothing to complain about while hanging out in this (bis?) Well he replied Well Existence is bliss, there's so much that you miss Besides get off the trip, happiness is just a myth I said Living in water is extremely more peaceful than life finding minds, blinded by evil, and forced to see through these two peep wholes. It seems a redeemed freedom, not being limited by walls That only mean to qualify ground fo

For Mccaylah ... Made By Rosie
SO YOUNG, SO SWEET, SO BEAUTIFUL SOMETHING McCAYLA NEVER FELT You'll Be In My Heart VideoYou'll Be In My Heart lyrics - Phil Collins lyricsPhil Collins Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure ORIGINALLY POSTED BY ROSIE

Tabe Test 03/15/07
I TOOK MY LANGUAGE TEST LAST NIGHT AND PASSED IT WITH A 10.6 GRADE LEVEL,WOOOHOOO,I AM DOING THE BEST I HAVE EVER DONE IN SCHOOL BEFORE.COULDN'T REALLY ASK TO DO ANY BETTER REALLY,IT IS COMMING TO ME NATURAL I GUESS,IT'S NOT AS HARD AS I THOUGHT IT WAS,I AM GOING FOR MY GED AND AFTER THAT I WILL DECIDE ON MY CAREER THAT I REALLY WANNA GO 4 BECUZ THERE ARE 3 CAREER'S I WANT I WILL GET ALL 3 OF THEM BUT,1ST COME'S 1ST...I AM TAKING MY TIME AND I WILL SUCCEED MY DREAM'S THIS YEAR,YAAAA LOVE YA ALL;0)

What A Way To Wake Up!!!
I had slept on the couch last night so that I could properly elevate my legs to alleviate some of the pain endured from my adventures yesterday. The last thing I remember watching on tv was an old classic movie.... but, this morning I was awakened to a wonderful rendition of "I am" as sung by the Riverbend Bapsist Chorale Group of the Riverbend Baptist Church here in Austin, Texas. It was lively, happening and inspiring for a grand day. I jumped out of bed (well, off of the couch as it were this morning) and got things stirring about this morning and ready to charge forth for the day while having watched the Riverbend Baptist Church broacast, and Joel Osteen's Lakewood Church of Houston, Texas, on television. Being that it is almost 8am, I am heading to change the channel to ready it for my ritual of watching CBS Sunday Morning. May you also be so blessed this Sunday!!

What Does Your Birthday Mean!!!!
Your Birthdate: February 5 You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: MayWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Wow, I Have Hit Robot Mode!:p
Life has been absolutely crazy lately, I have begun once again to get more hours at work.:D Today I think I hit psycho hyperspeed mode at work, I just could not stop doing stuff!:P That on top of being like super-tired from working the last few days straight through pretty much all day, come home, make supper, spend time with my husband and my son a little bit, get on the computer for a while, then go to bed for a couple hours or so, wake up, and do everything all over again, not to mention I have been going with my friend to her doctor appointments for her baby that will be born around April 30th!:D In fact, I am going with her to her appointment tomorrow and get to actually meet her doctor, and then I gotta go straight to work after that!:P I have been running on like pure insomnia lately... I got to the point today where if I didn't eat something or drink something I felt shaky. I should probably slow down, but at this moment I really can't... Oh yeah, my mom agreed to let my f

Another Freestyle Without Thinking
Today was yesterday at some point of time I woke up tomorrow wondering why My mind is like clouds on perpetual bliss Make love with the sun and the sky gets a kiss Im not writing this down, it comes from my head and im just typing down the thoughts as theyre said I will freestyle a mile and still keep on going Giving up and slowing down, its not showing Come in my mind and find what I find That the story of life has so many kinds My path is a turn for the worst or the best and I will keep going til nothing is left A soldier by nature, surviving the streets Ive been throght it all and Im still not beat. So show me the love as it enters your heart Tomorrow is today and yesterday was the start.

Me
Have u guys ever had just one of those days? well today is mine. i wish i could just go to sleep and not get up for a week or so. i need new friends and now someone to kick it with. So PLEASE rate my pictures and let me know what u guys think. Charbaby

Ct Bible!
Greetings Cherries: We put together a new and improved Frequently Asked Questions page a.k.a., "The CherryTAP Bible." Please check it out and pass it on to anyone asking for help on the site. You can find this link under "HELP" on the top navigation bar. http://www.cherrytap.com/bible.php Please repost! (repost of original by 'SCRAPPER' on '2007-03-20 10:56:32') (repost of original by 'Lotus~advent child~JESSA"S RL fiance' on '2007-03-20 13:29:25') (repost of original by '~Fyretygress~ CT Bouncer ~' on '2007-03-20 13:40:05') (repost of original by '---BaracuddA--- CT Bouncer' on '2007-03-20 17:06:23') (repost of original by 'RAVIOLI' on '2007-03-20 17:13:09')

Oh Well
I am not saying they all like that but for me is helping some one out too level them up out off the order now... When someone post a bulletin asking oh please help me out too level up ...i do it if i got the time...i don't ask for gifts ore too rate my stuff..i don't need it....but were i ask for cost nothing.. nothing at all...a normal thank you... But for some i think it is too much asked for...oh well you never stop learning.... :o)

Can You Answer This Triva Question
can you answer this triva question. the first person that can name the band and the song that these words go to wins a prize. the words are Let me help you tie the rope around your neck Let me help to talk you the wrong way off a ledge Let me help you hold the glock against your head Let me help you chain the weights onto your legs Get on the plank fuck .but hears a catch if you get it wrong then you must leave me two comments on my pics. good luck and email your answer. thanks bill

Making A Baby! (very, Very Funny!!)
There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny. The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room fl

March 18, 2007
Sunday, March 18, 2007 to be drawn into pain Category: Writing and Poetry written March 17th 2007 Cold Pain I cry; Cut deep but only on the inside. but only to my pride. Want Sin I sleep I weep But only But only with my pride. on the inside. Death Hope I see I seek But only But only on the inside. find my pride. My soul it is weak... I Cry as it ....Dies....

Voice Of Reason Suggested....
last night, after the chain of events that occurred, that I should go to bed. I told him that I would after I watched tv for a little bit. I did watch tv for a bit, but then my arm started to feel a bit sore. I guess that I will be feeling a little sore for a bit since I did, for example, use my arm to break the fall a bit. A friend of mine called me from Houston and told me about her promotion, her responsibilities, and her excitement for a greater income than she was making at home builder that she had worked for. She was so glad that she had made this move to the corporate for the retailer chain she is now working for the past five months. At any rate.... I did go to sleep about 10:30pm and I was laying in bed at 4:30 and couldn't sleep one iota more. I decided to get up.... and, as I scooched across the bed to get out, I was reminded more about last night's chain of events. Oooch. Got up, warmed up some left over chicken, and here I am working on some compute

Update On Me And My Family
Well I did what I did yesterday put more stash away and I did that.> Right after that my cousin came over and picked me out and spend the day with him.. Well We help cleaned for Saturday so we worked really hard and clean up and got done about eight something.. So me and him went to the store and got what we need and went back to his house and watched a move an hour later my uncle said that you need to take her home so I can leave and your mom wants to go to bed.. So we stoped the movie and we left.. He wanted to go to Wal Mart and get what he needs I told him to go for it.. So we did.. Than a min after that we got back to the road and took me home.. I did not get home about eleven something.. When I got home I forgot about moives I have in the car so I had to call him really fast and tell him to turn around and he did an bought my movies back to me.. I told him I will call you when I can.. So I went to bed about Midnight something and got up this morning about nine something.. I fi

Guys & Relationships
There are four words that a guy can say to scare a recently single woman more than any other combination of four words. These four words are: "I really like you." It's one thing to tell a girl she's pretty or you like her hair or... I dunno, you enjoy her company. But when you tell a single girl that you really like her (... especially when you're still inside of her) she's is forced to make a pretty tough decision. Does she pretend she didn't hear it and continue enjoying her time with you, risking the possibility of leading you to believe that she wants to be with you? Or, does she go home, ignore your phone calls, and when she sees you out and you ask her where she's been tell you that she's been realy busy? Men seem to have this very strong connection with orgasms and sentiment... too many and they go over the deep end. So for single women everywhere, the question we need to be asking ourselves is: When does the "fuck" thing become the "us" thing? good luck ladies

My Poetry
She sparkles like moonlight dancing on the water her eyes remind me of looking into the darkness, catching a glimmer of light the scent is of day old cut flowers, now in full bloom my strength seems to dissapear, or more vulnerable, it seems when she comes near my heart flutters faster, like when I'm flying in a dream I stumble for the words, my lips seem tight my thoughts go racing, would she go home with me this night? fantasy it seems, keeps me intrigued Nervous tension courses through my body as she looks at me with her piercing eyes she reminds me of a fairey with tattered wings and a mischevious smile with all the excitement she brings I want to taste her sweetness, feel her damp skin pressed against mine, to hold her face in my hands breathing her in.....

Why Women Cry... By Sweet Sex Latina
Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without co

Tickling Defined
Tickling as a fetish is perhaps one of the most common human behaviors known, in that studies indicate nearly 85 percent of adults in some way or another enjoy tickling others, being tickled themselves, or watching others be tickled. Apart from these general attitudes from tickling, forced laughter by tickling can also be found in the sexual fetish world of BDSM. Those who gain sexual pleasure from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a tickling fetish. Those who seek tickling out, and who gain pleasurable excitement from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a "Tickling Fixation". Tickle fetishes involving "erotic tickling" (frequent breaks, safewords, sensual movements), using fingers to tickle areas such as the ribs or feet, using the tongue to lick the face, soles of the feet and toes or items such as feathers and brushes to produce tickling sensations as part of erotic foreplay. There is even a form of online tickling through a messaging client known as

When You Love Someone
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were

To Clear Things Up
I don''t know why sometimes that peopel have the idea that everything that happens with you revolves around them..but I'm tired of bein gthe one to stay silent to save face. After the convetion here in Texas, I had a fan start me a group...and this is only the begining... Just as I had another fan suggest I start selling playing cards of myself. I'm always flattered when someone does this for me..Of course he needed help with the group because he doesnt know o fall my accomplishments and such so he handed all of the info over to me..but I had to then hand it over to my assistant..I figure I'll go there afew days a week and see what's going on. Somehow or another, a person that I used to work with, got it in THEIR heads that this was all for them..that my fan that came out to see me (well, one of them) decdied to conspire against her by starting me a fan group....Does this make sense to anyone...? If it does..please explain it to me!

Labels
I Gossip - So I Guess I’m A Bitch I Like To Get My Nails Done - So I Guess Im A Prep I Like To Dance && Shake My Ass - So I Guess I'm A Hoe I Say What's On My Mind - So I Guess I'm Ignorant I've Been Stabbed In The Back 506874523 Times - So I Guess I'm A Drama Queen I’ve Been Depressed - So I Guess I’m Emo I Wear Black - So I Guess I’m A Punk I've Looked In The Mirror && Thought I Was Beautiful - So I Guess I'm Concieted I Like To Get Wasted With My Girls - So I Guess I'm A Drunk I've Talked To Someones Boyfriend - So I Guess I'm A Slut So Throw Me A Label - You’ll Do It Anyway

Do Not Even Think About ...
... going to see The Hills Have Eyes 2. Do NOT. At one point, a chick shoots one of the mutant things in the head and it keeps going, and it grabs her throat and holds her up against a wall. While being held up against the wall with her feet kicking, the girl reaches into the bullet hole in the mutant's head, and starts digging at it's brain. And there was so, SO much worse. I did laugh once. A guy was hanging off a ledge, and a mutant chopped his arm off. The guy couldn't climb without his other arm, so he fell. The mutant waved goodbye to the guy with his arm. Haha? Yeah ...

Writen Jan, 2 2005
Standing in the Darkness Trying to find my place Wondering if I'll ever fit in..with the rest of the human race Constantly having a craving..that I feel I can never subdue I ask myself would I be accepted..if everyone really knew? I know that I am different And these feelings I must hide This pain that hurts my heart..I must bury deep inside The fact that I can not be the real me..stabs at me every day And I cry at the sad thought..of always living this way Feeling hurt and resentment..from everyone that is around Trying to find more like me But they're nowhere to be found Wanting this agony to end To be among others like me If I find my true family..I will finally be free

Things On Ct That Have Started To Get To Me.
CONTESTS!!!11!!!one... WTF Is up with these things. I mean they aren't even about who is actually the "hottest girl" or the "coolest tat" or w/e they on. I mean its all about how many friends you can annoy enough to start bombing your shit and come on, not a damn person on CT likes to spend 30 min of their time bombing something. No one should like that. I mean I have 300 or so friends and at least 50 of em are in some kinda contest right now. I usually bomb a good 100 comments or so.... so to try to keep up with that is impossible since it would be around 5000 comments a day... and then you know what happens the next day? I'm still not in first... or I dropped to second! or do you think you can do it again? I mean this is seriously rediculous. There has to be a better way to run contests on this site that doesn't involve such time consumption and the winners actually deserve it. For the record this isn't because of some grudge or somethin I have, just gettin sick of seeing 200

The Power Of Love
To know how you feel Im not sure how to deal With what you say I do And what I know to be true Im sorry you cant depend On me to be The one that you spend Your life with you see I love you as my friend As my sister to the end I cant give you my heart The way you did from the start I wish this much were true That he would be with you Pleasing you in every way Making you happy everyday Knowing he is the one for you Seeing this when you say "I do" I know you think you love me But its him dont you see I cant please you the way he can You are his woman and he your man Stay with him and you will be Happy one day, you will see

Fucking People
I cant believe some people, yo do them the favor of letting them live with you and then they go behind you and help the one person that you are trying to keep your child from. The Bitch only payed 100 dollars a month we loaned her money and we let her have one of our boy's rooms so my 2 older boys were cramped up in one room. Then she leaves with no thank you no fuck you or anything. then she has the balls to tell lies to the sperm donor that is trying to get our baby. SHe did nothing but sit on her ass and that was it. She said that she was going to get a job after the holidays well she got here in the beginning of november and in the end of march still didnt have one. we help her and this is the thanks that we get. I swear if i ever see her again. right now i am so mad i could just do well things to her that would put me in jail.

Thanks!!!
i just wanted to tell everyone that i do appriciate all the rates and comments i have gotten on my page im pretty new here so its nice to meet new people i just wanted to thank everyone again and i hope i will meet new people as the days go by i hope everyone has a good night!! thanks for everything jennifer

A Plot Is Hatching, Saith The Birdie.
Is there already a family or lounge on CT for support and discussion among people and families of people with autism ("lower" and "higher"- functioning varieties both - able to function with more and less need, relatively speaking, for support to live independently; I need _quite_ a bit but still contribute to my own, some on the other hand need a lot more still and in _that_ limited sense (financial) do not... that's higher vs lower, that is.) (note: I'm already part of a support group offsite- I do mean on CT :) ) or just for any other reason- just any grouping- for there already seems to be an informal one, a fact that pleases me a whole lot. And I keep planning to nap and as usual getting distracted. I did get better sleep last night, and intend to, this will help with the headaches; I need to pay rent, work, exercise today, not a busy day but I need to remember my sched. So a brief nap -now- and then ... Eric

My Thoughts
Ah -you thought I'd be the type You could forget And that praying and sobbing I'd throw myself Under the hooves of a bay Or I would beg from the witches Some kind of root in charmed water And send you a terrible gift-- My intimate, scented handkerchief Dammed if I will neither by glance nor groan Will I touch your cursed soul But I vow to you by the garden of angels By the miraculous icon I vow And by the fiery passion of our nights-- I will never return to you

Hm.
You know? Recently I have been wondering. What IS love? Most of the people that I have loved.. or people that have loved me.. drop me like yesterdays buisness. Basically I become really good friends... they fall for me... and then BOOM. It's like I don't exist. Or rather as if I am yesterdays plague. Am I THAT bad of a person? I basically give all that I can and am shot down right in the face. I don't mean to sound conceited but... I am probably one of the best friends that you could possibly have. I stick towards one side through eternity. Then because I am not perfect... BAM. Maybe I am over-reacting. Maybe not. Em gee I am depressed. Sam.

Just For The Shit Of It....=)
K : You're wild and crazy. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. I : Great in bed. lol...hmmmmmmm A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other pers

I Am Air
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element?

I'm Not Numb....... I Just Wish I Was
ruled by my emotions, my hearts on my sleeve break it, tear it up, rip it apart, you wouldn't be the first or the last I'm a constant roller coaster, ups and downs, twist and turns like the dreams in my mind my eyes are the window to my soul open for those who wish to see a piece me Numb no...........I just wish I was

Top 9 Sex Jokes
TOP 9 SEX JOKES > > # 9 > A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. > As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps > into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into > her breast. They are both startled and he says, "Ma'am, if your > heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She > replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." > > ******************************************************** > # 8 > A young man walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get > you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," > responded the young man. "6 shots?!? Are you celebrating > something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let >> > > me give you a 7th on the house." "No offence, sir. But if 6 > shots won't get rid of the taste, nothing will." > > ********************************************************* > #7 > A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to

My Life Story 2
when i was 19 yrs old . i startin gettin into drugs and drinkin and chewing and smokin and sex .. seem odd for me to do everything at that age .. to waited that long but i drop everything else . but drinkin got a hold of me really good . by the time i got to 21 or 22 . i was way out of control with drinkin . started to drink every single night and drink and drove ... many times and very lucky i never killed anyone or myself .. and theres times i never thougth it could happened to me . but it did . i got 2 dui's .. one in 1998 and other in 2002 .. and this girl that was with me for 4 yrs . but i didn't understand why she stood with me this far . i mean after goin to court and goin to 49 days treatment and got out opps i went back to drinkin and what was sad about me . i should up to court smellin like i already been drinkin .. it sucks even tho my family love me to death . but don't want to see me die too soon at a young age . and sometimes my mom or sister would come up in my room to

What Is Your Sex Style?
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

My Name
i trade under two names Aussie_GOddess & Boo_kitty depends on my moods lolz and i feeling like a goddess for the moment lololol so i am back to that for a lil bit HUGS SMILES n SPANKINGS FOR ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

Down Rating
ok, man period time again. lately i have noticed that random people have been rating my page. which has been cool, i like some unexpected exposer, lol. but now an then ill get a 9, or 6, or a 1. hell, i bet some of those fuckers would rate a zero if they could. it seems im not the only one getting down rated here. however, my argument remains the same. why do we have them if we arnt supposed to use them? it all boils down to this, i dont give a shit. i remember in high school, getting called stupid. was i stupid? no. did being called stupid make me stupid? no. so, why do people here make a big deal about it. it seams like all the petitions going around to put a stop to it, only feed it. go about your daily lives like nothing happens, soon they will get bored and find some other way to make their tiny penis hard again. im not a 10 anyway. ok, man period over. toodles.

~to Someone I Loved~~
"To Someone I Loved" - Are we Lovers, because we act more like friends. I thought we were going to be together til' the very end. I thought folks was lying,but I was wrong. I've being thinking about us all week long. I know you wanted it to work , but it failed. The only thing that can make it work, was a magic spell. There is something that you're not telling me, about what you said. I hope your not playing with me or messing with my head. So lets just be friends, and keep our space. I'll be there, but in another place.

Yup
The end less nite and road ahead Beckons me to speeds in said Thru the gears I rip The smell of the clutch as it looses grip the tire bite ahead I surge this is truly a primeval urge the thought of her nakedness in the night drives me wild with anticipated delight her creamy thighs so tight and firm remind me of why im on this ride across the desert thru the nite I want to tell that all is right the girl in Sedona was just a whirl but I need to say to her shes my girl the tramp in Fresno was just a whore a drunken binge but nothing more her sweet soft breast I must caress the bitch in tahoe was mealy a fling to she really doest mean a thing the three in vegas cant really be was a doped up week as you see as I pull into the drive she huggs and kisses glad im a live as I step into the door a a strange man passes and nothing more as we slip off to sleep we say our vows for ever to keep

Need Advice?
We all need advice somewhere along the way, weather it's someone having problems with sittuations, questions about relationships etc. If anyone needs advice on anything feel free to stop by and i'll do what i can to get your mind at ease :)

Dirty Sex Poems
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

I'm In A Contest-please Read!!!
I Am In A Beautiful Eyes Contest.... Here is the link to the contest photo - all my friends, fans and family, please leave a comment or two.... or 20! LOL Thanks a million! Hugs and Kisses, Robyn http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=598064&albumid=292850&i=355765028

Words
Words, once spoken, can't be taken back, and they lay there festering, like rotten fish in a woven sack. And sticks and stones may break me, but words also strike at my very heart, and like an unseen destructive force, they are slowly tearing me apart. I'm so sad, I'm so mad, everybody is talking about me, nasty things, cruel things, why can't they just let it be? And I know how I can end this misery, simple, a bottle and too many pills, and these words will have blood on their hands, one more of the unjust, unpunished and merciless kills. Do you know how bad my life is? Go on, just spend a day in my shoes, I bet you'd be too scared to tread that path, because, like me, you might find you've everything to lose. And I've screamed out for help, and those closest to me, sadly, struck out, and I'm learning some very hard lessons about life, love and what suffering is all about. But there's one thing I'm holding onto, and this is the truth, and this I know, your cr

Last Saturday 3-31-07
We threw one hell of a going away party for my bro in law. He shipped out to Qatar the Tuesday after for the Air Force. Man I got fucked up. Drank 2 whole bottles of Johny Walker and got rid of them throughout the next day. But good times were had by all or so I was told.

Our Military
Oh, how I honor thee in the Military that are fighting for you and me. They are over seas to protect our country from the enemies. They put their lives on the line for us everyday reasurring their families that before they leave, not to worry that they will be fine while they're so far away. How selfish we can be as we complain are lives are hard here, while they are there staying alert to protect us and others from being hurt, as they constantly stay on guard. When life gets tough and we may feel that we had enough, we should be proud to brag about are red white and blue flag. Our country is very blessed and we all need to be thankful every morning as we awake to get dressed. Written by me (Lisa) 10-12-04

I Might
who pays attention? imma bout to delete hydaway, do you want it gone? let me know should i keep it? and ya know im not asking mummers. they are just strange pplz so ill ask you here.. if i dont get responce ill just delete it kk ty

Don't Hate Me Because I'm Better Than You
I'm not as caddy as I sound, But I am a bitch. High maintnance as hell and sexy too boot. only a real man can taim me. but sorry boys I found my man,dark brown hair and peircing green eyes my man is the only man that can taim me.we have a perfect little boy named leelee, after his Daddy. I was just 18 when I had my son. some people like to give women crap about having children young but to them i have to say, at least I can do things like play with my son like he wants me to. so to all the people that have a problem with young parents, screw you. my name is Jessie I am currently 21 years old,I have blonde hair blue eyes and I am about 150 lbs 5"4 and most my junk is in my trunk but thats what a baby does to the body. my hobbies are smoking down in my free time and I also play guitar and sing I have so much talent it is coming out my ears well thats about all for now get to know me I'll go easy on ya. XOXOXO

Office Service Call
Office Service I was unaware that Mindy had a copier in her office, but the request for service was from her none the less. I actually looked forward to the call, she always dressed nicely, she had a beautiful face and nice legs. I hoped that I would get more than just a few peeks at her lovely body. I got my tools and made the trip, hoping that she would not notice my arrousal at the thought already. I knocked on the door and there was no answer. Entering, I saw the copier behind her desk... it would be a good place to view here. I set my tools up and hear singing... no it was more like moaning... coming from a closet? I stepped to the door and heard running water... did she have a shower in her office??? Oh my... I listened at the door... she was enjoying herself... oh my... what to do... what to do??? I got to work, trying to hide my arrousal at the thought of her soap slickened skin beneath my hands... I was totally surprised when the door opened, she gasped and I turned. She

Things You Were Dying To Know...
1. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. 2. In the 1940s, the FCC assigned television's Channel 1 to mobile services (two-way radios in taxicabs, for instance) but did not re-number the other channel assignments. That is why your TV set has channels 2 and up, but no channel 1. 3. The "save" icon on Microsoft Word shows a floppy disk, with the shutter on backwards. 4. The combination "ough" can be pronounced in nine different ways. The following sentence contains them all: "A rough-coated, dough-faced, thoughtful ploughman strode through the streets of Scarborough; after falling into a slough, he coughed and hiccoughed." 5. The verb "cleave" is the only English word with two synonyms which are antonyms of each other: adhere and separate. 6. The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is uncopyrightable. 7. Facetious and abstemious contain all the vowels in the correct order, as does arsenious, meaning "contain

For All
AS YOU CAN SEE MY HEADIN WILL IT'S ME , AND I DECIDED TO LEAVE THE FAMILY , DON'T ASK ME WHY I DON'T NEED TO GIVE A REASON ALRIGHT , OVER 21 YRS OLD , AND LEAVE IT AT THAT , ALSO I HAVE DELETED MANY THAT HAS NOT BEEN AROUND . BE SAFE TAKE CARE

*ya, It Sux 2b Left In Da Rain Wit No Umbrella, But We Have 2let It Go*
++ STAIND: FADE ++ I try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but The thought is too much to conceive I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness that my life became 'cause I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made So where were you? When all this I was going through You never took the time To ask me just what you could do I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness that my life became 'cause I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fa

Prelude
He could see the parents crying, huddled in the corner, grief ridden, worry plain on their faces. The doctors had tried everything they could but it was futile, the child never had a chance. Now they were being asked to fill out paper work that they could barely read through tear soaked eyes. Finally with a great heaving of shoulders the man finds the strength to leave his wifes side and look over the paper work. Included was the death certificate and in seeing the words, the man sobbed in agony, dropping the papers on the carpet, fleeing te room, his wife following. He had seen it all before, countless times, and it never changed. If only he could do something for them, but until He changed his mind, death's hands were tied. Willing himself into the child's presence, he arrived in time to greet the newly released soul. They were always confused at first, not really knowing what happened. Even though this soul was inside a child newly born, it was an old soul, it knew on

Chapter 5
At the Pearly gates Peter had returned from his meeting with Himself. Himself and Herself now knew that Death was acting up again. This wasnothing new to Him, his angels seemed bent on rebelliousness every few millinia or so. Peter returned to the gate doors podiam, relieved Azrial, resuming his post beside the book of judgments. "Excuse me, sir angel, do you recognize me in my human skin? Can I ask you a question?" Peter looked up and saw a lost soul. How those tugged at his heart. On looking closer, he noticed none of the light that should have shone around a newly rehabilitated soul. They always had a light shining around them and a weariness that just begged for relief. " What in the world are you doing here? Where is your halo? In fact I should know you were coming, but I have no new name on my list." " I'm lost sir angel, Death never came for me, and I dont know wht to do. I could cry if I could, but I dont think my soul can do that yet. Please tell me wh

My Endless Search Starts Again
As I sit alone facing my computer search the web for something I need, that I desire never finding the search goes on and on. Night comes and the sun set around me, I am trap in the dark, alone always alone. My family leaves me alone to search the web, looking but never finding. Escaping from reality, I hide in this dark room searching but, I never find what I am searching for. Click clock time goes by, Endless time and still; I can’t find what I am looking for. Endless chat rooms and cyber lounges; I chat and lie trying to be who I am not. I am searching for what I already have, so I turn off my computer and Huge My 3 Little angles, I was given exactly what I needed, now im not alone ,but still searching for that one Angle who can complete me .. My endless search starts again, as I sit her alone once again searching. Are you my angle I am searching for? Please I scream with all my desire please, be the one I need so I won’t half to sit all alone.

I Must Be An A$$hole...
...but is it just me or are all of these PSA's being posted getting REALLY ANNOYING??? I believe that we all come here for an escape of sorts. I don't want to log on and find someone telling me "you're a fucking asshole if you don't repost this". WTF is that all about? Apparantly, I AM an asshole because I intentionally DO NOT repost OR READ those bulletins for that simple fact! Seriously, do these people begin real life conversations with, "Hey Bob, you're a fucking asshole if you don't listen to or do what I say"? Surefire way in my book to get a great big, "Fuck you" custom-made from me to you. But, hey, that's just me.....

What Does This Mean?
I was trying to Respond to Dreamweavers private message.An this Error came up.Sorry,Your on the List or Sorry you made the List.Is that the Deleete List?. To all my Friends u want to stay in Touch,Troutmaster48@yahoo.com

Wings
Wings If I had wings to fly I'd breathe in deep and spread them wide as I leap from the cliff into the wind where the gulls glide. Crossing this wide sea I glide above cruel waves that reach up to drown my flight in their cold deep blue-green graves. And as your day grows slowly light I'd arrive on worn-out wings to hold you in your waking dreams and feel you soft and gently warm in my embrace at last.

Sorry I Haven't Been Around
Hey there to my friends/fans... sorry I haven't been around lately. Not only has my internet been cutting in and out due to construction STILL going on right by my place my computer has been crapping out on this site. I'm still around and I still love each and everyone of you... if I don't get back to you with comments or messages I'm very sorry and I will try to get back to you asap

The Power Of A Poet-part 1
"The power of a poet" Part-1 This is to all the people, who just can't take it, the fact that I'm in the spotlight, it's taken too long for me to make it, as a writer, and a poet, you CAN'T bring me down, I've got people backing me now,and I know it, they know who they are, because I've told them, that I've got love for them, and even though they're not here with me,I'll still hold them, close to me in my heart, I've got their backs,and they've got mine, we will rise to the top, together we WILL shine. We have the power, whether or not,they choose to see it, we can help to save the people that can't help themselves, they just don't see they they need it, they all think, they can do it alone, but they truly do need us, little do they know, sometimes we play around, using our words for fun,but not always serious, and accidentally creating enemies, now we've got people fearing us, we need to learn how to use our power, and try not to abuse i

Fricking Low Rater's
OK so this will probably sound damn whiney but I don't care. I am well aware of the fact that I don't look like Pam anderson or Paris Hilton. I don't need barbie bitches coming to my page rating me 1's just so you can laugh and say ha ha ha look at me I'm pretty! Well look at me I'm fat but I'm damn intelligent and the funniest bitch you'll ever meet. Didn't your mama's ever teach you that if you can't say anything nice don't say anything at all??? Of course here I am trashing you so I guess I'm no better LOL. But I would never rate some one a 1 or a 2 or anything other than 10. I don't know if that makes me a cherry loser or not but its just the way I am.

Best Kid Contest!
~*~ Kid Contest!~*~ I'm doing a kid contest! Kids any age can join! 1st Kid Is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments 8th Kid is..... with 1 comments 9th Kid is..... with 1 comments 10th Kid is..... with 1 comments 11th Kid is...... with 1 comments 12th Kid is...... with 1 comments 13th Kid is......

Maria By Chris Cagle
This is one of my favorite Chris Cagle (my future ex-husband...lol) songs...I can't find it on video anywhere, so this will have to do... Oh, to have a man feel like this about ya... Chris Cagle - Maria Lyrics I’m exhausted, trying to catch my breath the morning’ after I hold my coffee with shaking hands and my world in disarray Lost by the softness and the strength that’s in her hands I see her face and I can barely stand But oh the sweet redemption every time she mentions that she wants me Oh, that she needs me Chorus: Oh Maria your kisses knock me over Make me drunk then leave me sober They let me know that I’m a man Maria, your touch it almost kills me Then it turns around and heals me I get lost and found again In the arms of a woman that a mother gave the name, Maria Tender power The gift she gives me gets me through the day Midnight hour I reach across the bed where she lay Then I look up and see the moon dance on her skin My heart starts poun

Kgr#61 - Tragedy At Virgina Tech
Houston brings you breaking news about the Shootings a Virgina Tech today(4/16/07). 33 dead and estimated 29 wounded. Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.com Rate us on Pod-Planet.com Digg us on Digg.com. Email comments(audio or text)to knickssitelinks@yahoo.com and it will probably make it onto the show!! Join the forum and make some noise http://knickssitelinks.jconserv.net/ http://www.garageband.com/mp3/KGR61__Tragedy_at_Virgina_Tech.mp3

What A Friend Means To Me...........
A Friend A friend can be a sister, A friend can be a foe. My friend is like my sister, I will never let her go. A sister may not always be a friend, But a friend should always, no matter what, be a sister. And I will always love my Siter's. Love Dan

Blood Family
For as long as I can remember, my Gramma (my mom's mom) has not liked me. She dislikes Dale even more. This Sat. is her birthday. My Aunt (mom's sister) loves to go out for expensive dinners, and not even put one penny towards the bill. I always have very limited funds after pay day, do to bills, so I'm by no means rich or well off. This Friday, my Gramma (or should I say my Aunt) wants to go to Prime Quarters in Princeton which is very expensive. My mom gave me the ok to not go, because money is tight. Well, low and behold, the queen bee has spoken and she requests mine and Dale's company at this dinner to kiss her ass for the evening! Plus!!!!! get her a gift. For 3 birthdays in a row, she bought me the same car shaped lighter. For my birthday a couple of years ago, she took an ugly purse out of her store, put $.41 in it, and gave that to me....oh yeah, and my aunt put her name on that gift. Last year, she bought me a suit jacket and a really nice shirt. Too bad they were

Hellyeah Lands At No. 9 On Billboard Chart
HELLYEAH's self-titled debut album has sold just under 45,000 copies in the United States in its first week of release to debut at No. 9 on The Billboard 200 chart. Meanwhile, Long Island post-hardcore act FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES shifted almost 11,000 copies of "Holding a Wolf by the Ears" to land at No. 73. A three-minute clip featuring behind-the-scenes footage from the making of HELLYEAH's "You Wouldn't Know" video has been posted at YouTube. The clip was shot on February 25, 2007 with director Nathan Cox in the parking lot of the Dallas, Texas stripclub owned by former PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN and current HELLYEAH drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott. The finished "You Wouldn't Know" video is available for viewing at this location. HELLYEAH is the new band featuring Vinnie Paul Abbott alongside members of MUDVAYNE and NOTHINGFACE. The group will hit the road beginning around May 20 with dates in the U.S. before heading over to Australia and making its way to England for an appearance at this ye

Answer To An Abondoned Mumm
I was answering a Mumm this morning, and when I went to post the following reply the Mummer deleted the Mumm. That is not unusual with heated subjects. But, as I took the time to write out reply, I figured I would at least archive it here. Davey, if you are writing this to vent your spleen, then enjoy. If you are posting this to engage in some serious discussion on Gun Control then get an education on the topic. Look, I don't want to say you are ill informed, but the statement "low-caliber hunting rifles" is idiotic. The same calibers required to take down a white tail deer, elk, moose, will take down a human being. Do some research. Atop that, as pointed out by Moore, Canada has more firearms per capa then the US. This is not an arms issue, it is a social issue. Further, as stated in one of my Mumms, if you want to address thia as an arms issue you will need to alter or abolish the Second Amendment. Even if you do that, you may not get the cooperation you wish.

Music Rocks My World
Passive by: A Perfect Circle Dead as dead can be The doctor tells me But I just can't believe him Ever the optimistic one I'm sure of your ability To become my perfect enemy Wake up and face me Don't play dead 'cause maybe Someday I will walk away and say You disappoint me Maybe you're better off this way Leaning over you here Cold and catatonic I catch a brief reflection Of what you could and might have been It's your right and your ability To become my perfect enemy Wake up (Why can't you?) And face me (Come on now) Don't play dead (Don't play dead) 'Cause maybe (Because maybe) Someday (Someday) I'll walk away and say You disappoint me Maybe you're better off this way Maybe you're better off this way (×3) You're better off this (×2) Maybe you're better off... Wake up (Why can't you?) And face me (Come on now) Don't play dead (Don't play dead) 'Cause m

Hands
A basketball in my hands is worth about $19. A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million. It depends whose hands it's in. A baseball in my hands is worth about $6. A baseball in Roger Clemens' hands is worth $4.75 million. It depends on whose hands it's in. A tennis racket is useless in my hands. A tennis racket in Andre Agassi's hands is worth millions. It depends whose hands it's in. A rod in my hands will keep away an angry dog. A rod in Moses' hands will part the mighty sea. It depends whose hands it's in. A slingshot in my hands is a kid's toy. A slingshot in David's hand is a mighty weapon. It depends whose hands it's in. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in my hands is a couple of fish sandwiches. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in Jesus' hands will feed thousands. It depends whose hands it's in. Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse. Nails in Jesus C

Nj And Ny Peeps!
OK, so my coworker and I are flying out of Dallas early...fucking way too early on Sunday to head into NJ for some meetings at our corporate office. We plan on partying Sun. night in NJ. Any good places to reccommend? Also, good restaurants? Tuesday night we will be in Manhattan. Ny peeps. Where to go in Manhattan? I haven't been in years. I so don't remember.

First Time This Has Been Connected To My Life.........
A million things are happening simultaneously and you're at the center of the whirlwind. Never fear -- remember that the eye of the storm is by far the calmest place to be. You'll get it under control.

Poem: Not Just For Another Day
The next time you see the rain come, down at night l@@k out your window, and watch all those waterdrops fall, by the shine of a light. Darlin' if you ask "why" I can't really say, but I know it has something to do with you, as I watch all those water drops fall. I think of all the tears we have shared, and its not as much as all the rain has fell, tonight but you and I will never really know. I'll put it to you like this Darlin', that when I see it rain I know that the, earth is being refreshed for another day, and it is simple because it plain to see. This is to give you reasurance as it, also does for me every since we've parted, our love has only gotten weaker, and needs to have nourishment. We need to nurse our love back to health, and build it on solid foundation. So we can be together once again, and we can watch the rainfall. To know that our heart's an our love, is being refreshed,and not just for, another day but for life. Sign:

Manure....a True Story
Manure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported by >ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large >shipments of manure were common. > >It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than when >wet, >but once water (at sea) hit it, not only did it become heavier, but the >process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is >methane gas. As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see >what >could (and did) happen. > >Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below >at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! > >Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just >what was happening ! > >After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "Ship >High In Transit" on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high >enough >off the lower decks so that any water that came into the >hold would not touch this volatile cargo and st

Stressed Out
Ever have one of those days you would like to choke the living crap out of some buttwipe that deperately needs it. I'm having one of those lifetimes. Everyone seems to be crappin on me and some i just can't do anything about it. My family would like to choke the living crap out of my hubby, especially my neice. I just wished that i could win a lottery and be able to have nice stuff and all the bills taken care of.

Will It Ever Get Better
i am really confused i just dont understand why i am so shy and why people take advantage of me and how i am such a loner really i was raised by my mom cause my father left us when i was 2 yrs old i never really knew him what an asshole i was molested when i was 5 really messed me up i was raised to be a nice person and how do i get treated for being nice i get walked on, treated like a piece of shit they borrow money from me and never pay me back they want a ride somewheres but they dont give gas money i can never smile til i get false teeth(bad teeth runs in the family) i feel so alone i have no real friends around where i live being molested when i was didnt help up til now i protect myself at bed time but i wont say how too embarrassing when will it get better for me

I Owe You
I owe you a hand, For you always helped out. I owe you advice, Of that there’s no doubt. I owe you respect, For I got it from you. I owe you trust, With my secrets you're true. I owe you knowledge, For you taught me so much. I owe you love, As my heart you have touched. I owe you my life, Because of all you do. I owe you a friend Who is honest and true. THIS WAS SENT TO ME BY A FRIEND AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH ALL OF YOU

Marked
Each and everyone of us are marked by those we love. In turn, we mark them. Although they can be, these marks do not have to be physical. The ones I speak of are left indelibly upon our hearts, minds and souls. They do not fade with time. They serve as reminders to where we have been and if we dare to look, they can show us where we are going. For every smile given, every laugh shared. For every word spoken, every tear shed. For every touch, for all the tenderness, love and devotion. With reverence and pride, I wear each of J's marks.

I Have A Boyfriend Now!!!
Thank you cherry tap! I met a wonderful man who has asked me to be his girl!!! He is coming to meet me and my family. I know some of my friends are upset I now have a man but hey be happy for me for I would be happy for you! You need to respect that fact if you dont like it you can delete yourself from my friends list!!! Love you all! For my friends are important to me but my relationship is more important!!! Catherine

This Made Me Cry
This could have been written by my dad.... Tomorrow When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not here to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you; And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In Heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, All th

Off For The Weekend
Ok folks. You all behave on here! I'm getting ready to go out. It's my boss's farewell partay. We have been working together for 6+ years. We are both getting deerunk tonight! Let's hope not too drunk though. I play in a flag football game tomorrow afternoon! I have to be QB for at least one series every half. They aren't gonna know what hit em... Cheers and Beers and I'll see everyone Monday morn! XOXO BeerQueen

From Myspace.com
Ok, you know what! I'hve decided to stop being concerned about what girls, women, mature woman think. I am very interesting, have wisdom, from being around the block and damnit, I know what I want. I am somewhat cute, well in my own world. And sexy, yep, but also want to take the time to be romantic. Yeah,really! Let's spend time talking, drinking wine, laughing, and maybe even watching the sunrise and set

I Wish Things Were More Clear To Me....
Hello there blog, It all has started since she started working, I knew it...She was working so much, and would work all her days off. I never questioned her, may be now I should've. I don't know who it is that she is having thoughts of being with, I really would like to know, just for shits and giggles. I don't want to keep her here against her will. I can let her go tomorrow, if need be. I am very much in love with my wife, I don't know where I went so wrong....she is young. I've written so much about this it's draining me. She started to go to partied with the people from work, and I was invited at first, but then she started wanting to go alone. I mean, I used to trust her, now I must check myself. We had a talk around the 18th of February, she said she wasn't happy and wasn't sure she wanted to keep trying, I never knew she wasn't happy. I tried to tell her, it takes two, and it takes time. We aren't in love at all times. Then, later, around March 16th, she had a party, and I thou

Life Of Family
Lets see first off my son is the biggest mama's boy in the world an I love him all the more for it. LOL we do this special little thing every night he gives his daddy luvies then I put him to bed, he is allowed 2 toys to take to bed with him. Once he has them picke dout he crawls in an I cover him up but we always gotta make sure that the wiggle worms are out of our system before he can go to sleep. So we sit there an wiggle for a few minutes an just giggle up a storm. Then we give our hugs an kisses tell each other we love each other an say sweet dreams an blow kisses. LOL ok well later that night I went to check on my son to make sure he was coverd up an I leaned over an kissed him an whisperd mommy loves you kisses baby lol sound asleep my son says luv you to mommy then made kissie noises. IT was sooo cute I just wanted to share.

How I Feel Sometimes
You didn't say I love you when you Hung up the phone And the times we could be together You are always gone And this knot inside my stomach tells me Somethings very wrong And I'm here All alone So I'll smoke another cigarette And let go of the things that might have been And remember that altho the night is dark The sun will shine again And somewhere on a distant breeze I hear your voice as it calls out my name But that voice is far behind me now Even though you're gone The memories remain

Are You Adicted To Myspace
You Are 40% Addicted to Myspace Your Myspace addiction factor is: Low You're a typical casual Myspace user... you know what it's all about, but you haven't been sucked in (yet)! Are You Addicted to Myspace?

Lyrics To The Song Loser By Three Doors Down *i Found My Theme Song* Heh
Nothing seems to fill this place I need this every time, Take your lies get off my case Someday I will find a love That flows through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away You’re getting closer to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser And sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope, I'm taking the fall Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah This is getting old, I can’t break these chains that I hold My body’s growing cold, There’s nothin left of this mind Or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, The buzz of this poison is taking me higher This will fall away, This will fall away You’re getting closer, to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope and I’m taking the fall Cause I’m a loser You’re getting closer, to pushing

So How Do Ya'll Get Your Excersize
Eh, I stayed up way too late sitting here wasting time. I need a job. And it's bad for me to stay up late considering my health issues, but every once in a while it can't be too much of a problem. Anyway, Anybody have suggestions on how they excersize and find it fun instead of a chore? I try it, and then after a few days I quit. I know it's typical of most folks. I even quit drinking caffiene for a while and it seems to work,b ut then one day I'm really tired..you know how that goes, right? I was really hoping that my externship would hire me, because in that hospital everyone who works there gets a free gym membership. Anyway, anybody found something that works for them? I'd be really grateful for your suggestions.

Mother/mom
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure... do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and the children shook wi

When I Must Leave You
When I Must Leave You When I must leave you for a little while Please do not grieve and shed wild tears And hug your sorrow to you through the years. But start out bravely with a gallant smile; And for my sake and in my name Live on and do all things the same, Feed not your loneliness on empty days, But fill each waking hour in useful ways, Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer And I in turn will comfort you And hold you near; And never, never be afraid to die, For I am waiting for you in the sky!