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Friday Night!
Cuzzin Willy will be over late this afternoon to spend the weekend. That gives Cooky the weekend off so he can visit his family and friends. I don't have any plans. Willy called me and said we would have tacos tonight. He is bringing more cigars and booze, too. A few of the strippers at the Saloon are going to come by fer a late night swim in my indoor pool. That will be after midnight when they finish their acts. Looks like it is gonna be Nookie Night in Hillywood! The Kookster is up fer it!

A Rose Of Cardinal
Mirror images and light Refractions of a minute Dated portrait inset Pains are merely hinted Fine line of a feather Brushed with artists hand Justifying moments Hourglass in sands Shadows in a mirror Etched in time's array Fevered image photo Seclusion in the grays This woman like a rose in time Rosy cheeks a glow Breathing in this moment Another breath she glows Aloof and charming angel Rose of Cardinal red Visions of a dreamer Love and tender fed Careful is this image Always looking back Intelligence of wisdom With mirror imaged tact.

Fighting In Marriage (funny)
If you are married go get the video of the ceremony (those of you who aren't pay attention) now watch the vows, no where in those vows does it say "when you fight you must fight to the death, no settlements", for the love of God even though we all "know" we are right in an argument say "i am sorry or say "you are right" *even though you know they are WRONG AND YOU ARE RIGHT DAMMNIT*. It doesn't make you anything but a good spouse and if you plan to stay married until you are 98 and you can't do this then don't plan on finding another person to help you find your false teeth.

New To Cherrytap.. :)
Hey.. I'm new to CherryTap, it seems cool so far. I don't know yet if it can compete w/MySpace though... I'm a MySpace addict.. *ha* But, we'll see. I will invite some more ppl here later though.. This place must be kinda new, I just heard about it today. Anyway, will post more here later... Ttyl :)

On The Horizon
I see Darkness ahead I'm getting scared. You know me,I DON'T get scared. Not easily,at least. The Seals are breaking, The world is dying. I'm almost awake now. God,help us all. I DON'T want this! I don't want blood on my hands. Mother,why must I kill, To save a world? I keep hearing the dead. Before they are dead. All of ye,I see cold,and still. Maybe I'm dead,too. What does one do, When the hero is YOU, Yet you've already fallen, Fallen to the Darkness? I DON'T want this! I don't wanna hear the screams anymore. Father,I'm not a weapon. Right? Someone save me, Save me from myself. Save me from what I'm becoming. And by doing so,save yourselves as well. The dead tell me things,you see. They tell me of wars on the Other Side. Of how not even death is a sanctuary,not anymore. God,save us all. I CAN'T stop this! We're all damned,damned in flames. My love,why can't I be a healer? What the hell AM I? I see Darkness,everywhere now. Not ev

Leave Work At Work
We get lots of email at Dumb Little Man but this one really hit me because I tend to get in this rut too. Jay I love the site but I have a question (if you don't have time, don't worry about it). You mentioned that you are a work-a-holic and so am I. I work close to 60 hours a week to earn enough money so that my wife can stay home with the kids. Since I am so into my work, it is hard for me to leave work at work. It seems that I am always thinking about my job and it's causing an unintentional distancing between me and my family. How would you recommend that I balance the two so that I can totally focus on work, yet know how to call it a day and really enjoy my family time? So as many of you can imagine, this is a tough one and as far as I am concerned it's ramifications have nothing to do with who earns what, it simply has to do leaving work at work. So how do you do that? Here are the things that I personally do. Without them, I swear I'd be thinking of my job o

The Night I Became His Sub
It was not long after my parents died that i was alone in that house. I would walk down the hallway sadly not noticing the flashing light above me, I walk slowly towards the bathroom in a daze, open the door, switch on the light and walk in. I stare at the reflection in the mirror. It doesn’t look like me at all, the face is pale and you can see lines of tears from where the person had been crying, hair all over the place and looking like a complete wreck! My hands slide down my breasts, onto the hem of my nightgown, I lift it up over my head and it drops onto the floor. I gently untie my necklace and place it on the bench. Now I am totally bare naked. I turn on the shower, the cold one then hot. I step onto the cold tiles, my nipples go hard and my body shivers. I step into the warmth of the water. The water trickles down my face, onto my breasts, down my tummy and down my warm spot, running down my silky smooth legs. I move my soft hands against my slippery body from my belly up

Reason
Despite promising her sexy neighbors that their night of wicked fun wouldn't be a one-night affair, Kerri had studiously avoided them for the last five days. Not that steering clear of them had been all that hard. The photo shoot they were working on was keeping them out late, and she'd actually succeeded in getting up early in the mornings to go to the gym. Allen had left her a message a few nights ago, but she'd made sure to call when she knew he and Nick wouldn't be home. She'd fantasized about sleeping with the two of them for months, and the reality had been even better than the fantasy. So why wasn't she hanging out on their doorstep as soon as they got home each night? The thought of being with them again made her heart flip flop. She felt different about them since they'd slept together. She'd always found them desirable but now . . . she was afraid she might be falling in love with them. And they were clearly in love with each other. She didn't know if she could bear to

From My Bestfriend
Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a DISTANCE. Its amazing what you can accomplish when you let go of, or at least minimize your time with, draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships. Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention. Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or dont really understand, know or appreciate you? The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and truth around you...the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of Your Life. If you cannot change the people around you, CHANGE the people you are around. Rem

An Open Letter To Proctor & Gamble
This was passed along to me via another friend of mine here in Austin.... AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core™ or Dri-Weave™ absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging th

Day 2 Of A Very Long Road
Well Day 2 has gone by , i so far have not picked up that phone to call her i have not bothered to text her or anything. I havnt even called my mother in law... which is hard enough because to lose your wife you want some sort of connection all though my well now ex told me to not call her mom, that doesnt come from her mom just from her. We'll see i guess, i call home friday and i guess find out for myself if my mother in law still wants to talk to me or not, but i dont know yet, couple of days is probably for the best right now tho. I had another dream last night, actually dreamed, and lately i have been paying attention to them because they've seemed to come true Drempt it was middle of the summer life was finally good, i was with friends doin my thing and Sheenas mom called me, told me to call sheena. You know you always listen to your mom so i did. First words outta her mouth was can we talk, i said i dont know depends, she went on tellin me that she was sorry that

Drop Your Expectations
“Drop your expectations” Today, I would ask you to release your plans and your worries for a moment and allow yourself to be one with the moment, one with the world, one with all that is in its perfection. Know that you create this world of perception. Know that there are many, many ways to view any one situation. If you have set certain expectations on a moment, then no matter what happens, you feel disappointed because those expectations have not been met. And yet, there may have been many positive outcomes in the situation, simply not those that you expected. If you look back, you will see many instances of this, where a person or a situation did not live up to what you had wanted, but that in retrospect you can see that the situation was acceptable and perhaps even preferable to your expectations. Day dreaming, hoping, and setting expectations are dangerous activities, in that they may color your perceptions of what does happen in an inappropriately negative way. Toda

Let Me Be
When I die don't cry for me, smile for me because now I'm resting comfortably, this world has grown tired of me, decided it was time for me to leave out unexpectedly, now suddenly I'm popular B, people I aint seen in years come'in to pay respect to me, its all luv I see, but let me be finally there's no more pain upon my chest. I can now close my eyes and peacefully rest. I dont want anyone to morn cause for every man down another one is born, maybe he who takes my place will make this world a better place, cause lord knows I'm only here to take up space. Jen

Copy Of Bulletin Posted By Stang!
HELP KEEP KIDS SAFE ONLINE What Is INOBTR.org About? The sheer volume of information you can find online is almost beyond comprehension. For example, type the word “sponge” into the Google™ search engine and you will wind up with more than 19,000,000 results. That may seem like a lot, but compare it to the more than 161,000,000 you find when you search “Internet Safety” and you begin to understand the enormity of the web. INOBTR.org has been created to help people find the tools and tips needed to keep you and the ones you care about safe online. INOBTR is working with experts in law enforcement, child services, education and more to help define the risks children face online, while also providing guidance on how to handle these situations. The information you find here comes from respected sources including the National Center for Missing & Exploited Children (NCMEC), MORE.net, Internet Crimes Against Children (ICAC), the FBI and more. These organizations, like INOBTR, a

I Really Wanna Make Top Photos!!
alright friends and fans or whoever reads this lol!! I REALLY wanna make top photos so if anybdy who hasnt yet, please rate and comment my new main picture so it can get up there!! If u dont want to i understand, but if u think its an ok picture then i would appreciate it! Thanks to everybody who always looks and rates my pics you are the best!! And thanks to everybody who will do this for me!! Luvs ya all!! have a great day... ~Cindy Oh right heres the link to the pic

Reagan's Last Words
I don't know whether or not you watched the memorial service for Ronald Reagan, but if you did, you probably noticed that Bill and Hillary were both dozing off. President Ronald Reagan, who never missed a chance for a good one-liner, raised his head out of his casket and said... "I see the Clintons are finally sleeping together."

Some Advice
Always seek something better than what you have been tempted with, so you are in control when you do give in to it. - If temptation is food then eat, but eat good, healthy and well prepared foods. - If temptation is Shelter then seek the best you can afford and enjoy lifes comforts. - If temptation is friends then seek the best in people you can find. Be imporoved and improve others around you. - If temptation is sex then find a partner that worthy. A partner that adores, respects and cares for you. - When you can not find or attain the things you desire most in life but are still tempted by one or more of these, you must eventually give in. Do not die from temptation. Live to be satisfied and well but know you choose better in the future temptations to come. In this way you can improve your life in every step and temptation can not haunt you anylonger.

Over 40 And Sexy Contest Part 2
Over 40 and sexy contest part 2 First one went so well others wanted to join to late. Contest open to men and women Lets go for round 2 anyone over 40 can join you choose picture but no NSFW pics allowed Prizes to top three and anyone with over 1000 comments over 8,000 will get a motorcycle over 15,000 will get a corvette over 20,000 will get a porsche comment bombing allowed, you can bomb yourself Contest will start 8 am central wednesday march 14th Contest will end 8 pm central wednesday march 21st Come show all that life is just begining at 40 send pm to me with link to pic you want to use any questions please feel free to ask Contest will be promoted and results updated twice daily on bulliten hotbostontrkr_loves_sweetlady_tx@ CherryTAP please repost this so others not on my list have the opportunity to join in.

2. The Craftsman's Psalm
II. The Craftsman's Psalm "I wrote once Of facts and figures I wrote once on space And time My mind, my mind It spurred on millions My voice changed the Very shape of time." The Poet spoke, his pen irate "What is this story? No will, no hate? Why are you among us all You speak not of sin Of math, not faults!" The Craftsman wiped the regret off his thick mustache And stared at the Poet, his feelings clearly Stuck Between Hesitation and Penitence. "Yes, I dreamed in numbers Spoke facts and figures The theories of bigger Bigger scope than man deserved A handle on energy and time How absurd! For it is inevitable in the end Whatever those dreaming Craftsmen sod Mankind only dreams of war and blood My facts and figures Became broken backs and charred pillars! My theories and ideas My time, my pity What is Science to man When he uses it to raze cities?!" The Poet blinked in newfound horror At the Craftsman's Psalm: "You mean to say-" "Yes, I built the B

Did You Say Kutuns?
She made it almost a month.... 2/23/2007 I know I did this to myself but I figured I would un-fire McDonalds for 1 day because I wanted a salad really bad. HUGE HUGE MISTAKE After waiting in line for 12 minutes I order my salad pull up to the window and very politely (Since I’m pretty sure my picture is up in the break room.)I ask for Croutons. The lady said cutuns? I say No Croutons, she said katans? I said NO CROUTONS, she said I don’t know what krotos are, I said CROUTONS. She said I have to get the manager, she then disappears for 4 full minutes I watched my clock he finally appears with my CROUTONS and practically throws them in my truck. That’s like not knowing what an olive is. So the moral of this story is that I am going to have to re-fire the bastards. I gave then a second chance and look what happened. I’m done with them. As I drove off I swear I observed a small bright flash, I’m sure they a have a picture of my new truck up by picture in their break room.

Sleep Of Darkness (happy F*n B-day To Me!)
I'm still on my Adkins diet.. matter of fact I am not eating much of anything lately. I won't ever give up on life. Never fear... the will to fight... to live... is engrained into me since I left home at 12. But today... I lost a lil more faith in people. 2 day is a day 2 vent, and say F*k it all!! (hugs) Even a mountain can crumble... and lose a few pieces at times, U know? Peace@all. (hugs) Now here... after years of slacking off... is my new METAL song. Out of sorrow.. creativity, spreads it's wings, and takes flight... ~~~ Johnny Edman ~~~ 03/05/2007-4:45 p.m EST Sleep of Darkness (Verse 1) Shattered dreams, my heart it breaks. I gave you more, than I tried to take. My soul is dark, my heart grows still. Nothing matters, nothings real. I hear your voice, I see your face. You left a mark, that I can't erase. Cause now your gone, I'm all alone. I'm talking to myself at dawn! (chorus) Did you ever care for me? Was it a game!!! Do you hear my echo'd pain? I call yo

Wounded On The Inside Written By Me On /3/7 /07/ 3:49 Am Est
Wounded On The Inside BROKEN I AM AND BROKEN I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN,MY HEART FEELS SO COLD AND LIFELESS TO THE WORLD AROUND ME.I FEEL MYSELF SLOWLY WITHDRAWING INTO AN INNER DARKNESS,AND I FEEL SUCH A DESPERATION OF EMOTIONS OVERWHELMING ME,RIPPING ME APART ON THE INSIDE,MY HEART CRYS THESE WORDS IN HOPES THAT SOME SOUL WILL HEAR ME CRYING OUT...I NEED LOVE, I FEEL SO ALONE.....I REACH INTO A SCREEN TO BE MY LOVE.. MY SATISFACTION...AND YET REALIZE MY ILLUSION OF IT, TO BE SOMETHING IT IS NOT..SHADOWS FILL MY SOUL AND SCARS ARE ALL THATS LEFT, I'M TORN AND BROKEN IN PIECESALL THAT HOLDS ME HERE IS THE MERE BREATH THAT I BREATH, MY BLOOD THAT IS TAINTED RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS STILL WARM BUT MY HEART IS GROWING COLDER...LIFE HAS BEEN FULL OF DECEPTION AND LIES AND SOME I EVEN IMAGINED;LAUGHING ON THE OUTSIDE BUT YET CRYING ON THE IN, SOLILITUDE IS WILTING MY JOY TO NOTHING;AND LONELINESS IS HARDENING MY HEART TO FRIENDS,SADNESS IS MY NEW FOUND LOVER, I HOLD HER VERY CLOSE...HER AND I HAVE A B

Busy At College.... (sigh)
Another day at college and another dollar out of my pocket. I can't wait to make my invention and change things for the better. The way I see it, the only way to be taken seriously in society is if you have a piece of paper stating you have a degree. Sometimes I want to be a successful bigshot and other times I just want to chill out with friends (who around here are mostly younger than myself) and hang out discussing the problems with society as a whole. When are you to give up your dreams and give into the pressures of life. To be honest, sometimes I don't see why I even try to excel when (from my point of view) it seems like the world is in a constant state of decline. Here I am getting slightly depressed. *L* Anywho, I'm not going to rant about the world. I want to encourage others to try and change it. ***Ranting Tangent Starts HERE*** 1. I don't think companies should be allowed to layoff 70% or more of their workers and hire migrant workers to replace them. (H

Latest News
well its been awhile...but i figured id leave a blog for all u lovely ppl...well my daughter is due in exactly 3 weeks (march 28th)...i can barely control myself from the excitement...and my man finally purposed...and yes we set a date...we r getting married july 26,2008...and ive never been happier...i hope all of u out in ct r doing well...and as for my friends ur all in my thoughts...sadly i have to go, but i'll b back around soon...i promise not to make u guys wait to hear from me....

Asking For The Help From All My Friends
This is just a note asking all my friends/family & Fans to please come Comment bomb and Rate my pic in the SExiest Cherry Contest Id love to win just ONE Contest ... But I cant do it without your Help ... Please click on the picture below and Comment bomb and rate .. Comment bombing is what Helps me win Just comment comment comment Please and I will return the Cherry Love ........... Click on this pic below iut will take you there

I'm Not Going To Be Around For A While...
Just to let you all know that after next week, I will be traveling for work/vacation 3/17 - 3/24 and then again for work 3/25 - 3/28. With no PC during this time, this means I won't be on CT much. I do know I can access this site from my BlackBerry, but that's a little drastic, don't you think? Actually, this break comes at a good time. After what I found out yesterday about someone on here, I need a break. I've always heard that there's a lot of fakes here, but the extremes that this person took this to, still amazes me. All I can say is to always second guess someone on here who does NOT have a salute picture, no matter how many other pictures they may post of "themselves"...don't accept any excuses. Those of you who I do know "exist" and are who you say you are...thank you for being my friend on here...especially "my family" members.

Are You A Threat?
References:--Acts 19:15 One day the evil spirit answered them, "Jesus I know, and I know about Paul, but who are you?" Are you a threat to the kingdom of darkness? If satan and his demons had a board meeting and your name came before the board, what would they say? Would they say that you are one of their most feared enemies and they needed to keep many demons harassing and opposing you? Or would they say, "Gentlemen, this person poses no threat to our activities. Leave him alone. He needs no help from us." There are millions of church-going believers sitting in pews Sunday after Sunday who pose little threat to the kingdom of darkness. If we truly believe that we war against rulers and principalities that cannot be seen, then we must realize that their mandate is to hinder any believer who is seeking to walk in the fullness of God. However, "greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world" (1 Jn. 4:4b KJV). If you are seeking to fully follow the Lord, you ca

Through The Never
Through the Never Through the never, We shall pass. Into darkness, Rather fast. A beam of light guides the way, But do we go or do we stay? Fear Consumes you, Reality eludes you. For endless aching miles. Insanity starts to creep, And bares its evil smile. Pride? Confusion. Reality? Illusion. Its mangled and stripped away. No longer knowing up from down, Because the dark hides the day.

Sex
I love everything about sex. It makes all the worries in life seem so much less. Some say too much sex is a bad thing. Those are the ones who havent experienced good sex yet. For others too much sex is no such thing. Sex is so good at times you never want it to stop. In my mind it goes on and on and on. If you could pour the feeling into a bottle, I promise you would'nt spill a drop. Sometimes I get zoned out when having sex You know you're in the heat of the moment, As your body begins to sweat. What is it aobut these two bodies in conjunction as one. That some may say is bad, and I feel is a world of fun. Some like it fast, Like a roller coaster taking off and you hope it dont crash. Some like it slow, Like being in a boat with no engine all you can do is row. There's only one thing I think about during sex. And that hey baby what position next.

Oh,its What You Do To Me...
=^-^= So my life is great...More like Amazing.Me & him are wonderful. & this new song that I love so much makes me think of him. Hehe. Its called Hey there Delilah,By the Plain White T's.Great song,I swear its for me & him hehe. BUt Our song is always #1 in my heart. Speaking of our song,There is this guy named Erick who always talks to me in Art class & he started singing it to me =O.O= & I was like No! Haha. O well. :]]]]]]]]]

Another Friday Is In The Books
So I stayed home again on a Friday night but I did get out during the day...I went to the movies for a matinee double feature...I saw 300 & Ghost Rider...check out the seperate blogs for each of them if you want to know more Now the weekend is upon us and is in full swing...have fun, enjoy yourselves and be safe...I want to see all you little cherries back in one piece :)

Prayer Ribbon
If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fightin

Can We Talk Reposting
I just want to say how sorry for all the blogs i put in here concerning two people and they know who they are. i must have been just as crazy as them to stoop to their level.. well no more.i have a wonderful family. three wonderful kids and 10 grandkids..which my oldest grandson chris who is 19 is graduating this year. i am more then excited to watch him walk across that stage in his cap and gown.. and he is going to go to three years of college before joining the marines.he is my pride and joy along with my other grandkids..three beautiful granddaughters and 6 handsome grandsons. my life has been great and i am very happy with it i dont need two people making it miserable for me . if they want to be miserable let them. if they want to think the internet is real life let them......u cant fall in love with someone on here..guess loneliness and sadness in their lives let them think this is the real world well i have to much to live for to let stupid people like that make me

Who Are Ure Friends
I thought when u was a friend u stick by that person through things and thin but here reasontly my friends hurt me more than any thing i knew that they lied to me and how can u trust and let them have ure trust don't say u are my friends not unless u mean it i am not a hater i am careing and giveing i will give what i can give and help my friends through times. But who are ure friends and why aren't they around.

Beliefs
I believe religious freedom is not the tolerance of religions, but the separation of yourself from a bureaucratic religious system. I believe all religions have truths and misconceptions. Catholicism I'll start here, because I was brought up in the Roman Catholic Church. I believe in a god; a supreme being, the chairman of all things. I believe in the afterlife, but not the Catholic afterlife. I do not believe the pope has a direct line to god; he is not truly enlightened. I do not believe clergy should remain abstinent, unless it is by choice; sexual energies can be and are constructive. I believe in a moral path; Jesus preached love and respect. He is an inspirational historical figure. I believe Jesus was a son of god as we all are. Judaism The ten commandments are a good moral guide except for the constraining of worship; we must be free to express our own beliefs in god. I believe Moses had a vision, probably not from god; morals are universal and the burning bush expe

Guess Where I Will Be On Friday????
In New Orleans!!!!! My husband and I are going to see our school in the big dance! UNT plays Memphis on Friday. I'll make sure and drink a hand grenade or two for EVERYONE. :) Wish the Mean Green lots of luck! We will need it. lol ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Friendship
!Dear Friends- I really need you to know how much I treasure each one of you and how you have changed my life and made it so special. God Bless You .. Read this all the way to the bottom -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no.< BR> She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... SO NOW I WILL SAY: < /SPAN> I like you because of who you are to me..A true friend. And if I don't get

Unshaken
The death of hope is silent and slow Its breath, in whispers, may call To youth whose innocence afforded its glow From spring through summer to fall Its wake is solemn, attended again By those who envied the fire To scatter its ashes away to the wind In a frenzy of selfish desire They prey in tongues of deception Away from the rays of the light In the grays of human reflections That stray from the reason of sight Feigning instruction of wisdom Seining the sands of the soul Gaming of practiced precision In sustaining their fortunes of gold Hold fast to the heart of your vision For as long as the wind has wings Alas from the darkness unhidden To bask in the light of your dreams

Poetry
Refusing to see how complicated things really are Never simple, only in a mind clouded with childish things Too bad it never works forever In the end only causing CHOAS, LIES, and the DEMISE of what you thought you had Ever loving, but not yourself Constant search for passion, but non for life alone Only for wanting someone else Slipping back into what once was Halleusingectic dreams come and go only clouding the mind just alittle more each time Making things, seem as it once was Simplisity only in your head Truth comes with daylight Sending you on the days search not to face the truth of what you've done to your self Dreading the days when you will have to really face everything you've caused Dreaming of a place to hide and someone to take you there Frightened of what lies at the end of everything Looking back at the endless streak of destruction you've caused Only to realize you have no justifaction for what you've done Never th

The Lines Of A Candy Bar
On PAYDAY,Mr.GOODBAR wanted a BIT OF HONEY.So he took Mrs.HERSHEY behind the POWER HOUSE on the corner of CLARK an FIFTH AVENUE.He began to feel her MOUNDS and it was pure ALMOND JOY which made his TOOTSIE ROLL get hard. She let out a SNICKERS as his BUTTER FINGER went up her KIT KAT and caused a MILKY WAY.She screamed,OH,HENRY,I am FOREVER YOURS as she Squeezed his PETER PAUL and caressed his ZAG NUT. Mrs.HERSHEY said,you are even better than the THREE MUSKETEERS.Soon she was a little CHUNCKY and nine months later,they had a BABY RUTH.

Whqat Is Wrong With People????
HAVEN'T ANY OF YOU ANY PRIDE..ASKING A A WOMAN TO SEE HER NAKED???? IS A NICE LOOKING WOAMAN, FULY CLOTHED TO MUCH FOR YOU??? OR IS SEEING SKIN THE MOST IMPORTANT THING??? I FOR ONE, DO NOT DO NUDIES(OR SKIN PICS)NOT EVEN IF I AM ASKED FOR THEM..SO WHAT IF I AM A WET BLANKET!!! I HAVE MY PIDE, AND I DON'T THINK THAT SHOWING SKIN IS ALL THAT IMPORANT...IF U WANT SKIN, NOT HERE...WALK ON BROTHER!!! I APOLIGIZE IF THIS IS OFFENSIVE, BUT COME ON, CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG!!!!!!

Cookie Nookie.
a poem by nay: nipple snacks, patty whack, give a bitch a cookie. popcorn, midget porn, yo old ass grandma's gettin nookie. butt clap, pube hair hats, chocolate syrup down my chode. boob sweat, chia pets, dip yo dick in some rocky road.

Eenie Miyenee Mo.
a gangsta rap by cake: hey, yo. you baby bobby poets drink pedialite. while the other mothas brothas been rappin all night. whatcho name. where you from . who you come to get wit? hope you suckas sittin' seats, cause you 'bout ta hear it: eenie. meenie. eenie miyenee mo. go catch that nigga by his. cone'row. make him holla like a bitch. hes about ta get hit. when we bring it to yo face. niggas cant deny it. slurpin. fuckin. rappin. shuckin. suckin all night. raptors gonna break loose and spit this game real tight.

They Speak Out Because They Were Caught
For the first time, the father and stepmother of a 10-year old Winchester girl who mysteriously died, speak out. In an exclusive interview with 27 NEWSFIRST, Patrick and Joy Watkins say a weekend outing ended in tragedy. 10-year old Michaela died Sunday at her Winchester home. Her father, Patrick says she fell in the bathtub Saturday night, hitting her head while receiving burns on her body. Mr. Watkins says he and his wife, Joy quickly tended to the burns. But, then he says she fell down the stairs after getting out of the bathtub. That night, Mr. Watkins says she seemed okay when the family watched a movie together. The next day he says they went to the Red River Gorge where they began to see problems with Michaela. Watkins says on the way home they noticed she was having trouble breathing. He admits at that point they should have called for help, but didn't. 45 minutes after arriving home, Watkins says he found Michaela dead in her bed. Watkins feels she di

Spring Time!!
The weather has been awsome here and I finally got out on the golf course to day with all my work buddies...OH yeah...Cold beer and a few good shot ....a lot of good laughs and a lot of fun. Hope everyone is enjoying the good weather.

The Way I Feel About My Man
In loving you I have experienced The happiness and the hurt The feeling of you forever The need to be with you The need to love you forever Its all here inside of me Its you I always thinking about (24-7) Its you I always miss everyday And it will always be you I miss Cause you are the one I love To me love means forever (ever) No one will ever take your place(No One) Or know me like you did You know what im doing You know what im thinking about you know what I’m feeling deep down I will never love anyone like The way I LOVE YOU (4-LIFE) Copyright 2006

*~a Love So True~*
~A love so true~ Once in a lifetime, we may find A love so pure, one of a kind. It's innocent and sweet, beautiful and divine, and in our souls it shines from one heart to another, it will continue to grow. The passion was soaring in my veins within The way I was feeling felt like a sin. My heart was pounding my body ached with delight The most sensual moments were on this beautiful night. So I just wanna say my love for you is true Along with these words I wanna say " I love you" Sending you my love with words spoken true From the depths of my heart I send them to you. By:Teresa Abeyta© June 25, 2006

Happy St Patricks Day!!!
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Leprechaun Lore
Leprechaun Lore A leprechaun found a big pot of gold. He put in his basket all it would hold. Soon he was thinking, "Won't it be grand To share all this gold with the poor in this land?" So he headed out and gave to the needy, They all asked for one, the needy aren't greedy. He walked through the countryside whistling a tune. On a warm summer day in the fine month of June. A big shiny car appeared at his side. He was pleased when the driver offered a ride. He popped right in and they went on their way And was shocked when the driver had this to say, "Hey, little fellow, you should know I've been told That the basket you carry is filled up with gold. You are so tiny and I'm big, as you see, It only makes sense that you give it to me! "Back in my house is a neat little stage And on it I've built a cute tiny cage. I'll put you in there and dress you so fine, Then show you off to some rich friends of mine." Now if you are wishing to have a nice day

Sexy Survey
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

Fire And Passion
Fire and Passion... Fire and passion burning deep inside If you don’t believe me look into my eyes My soul rages with a fire so deep As my body yearns for someone who’s sweet My heart seeks out for its passionate desire Someone to call a lover and not turn out to be a liar With me we will truly transcend Simple words like boyfriend, girlfriend I will show you the true meaning of the word admiration For you will truly become my soul’s only inspiration My heart has passion and my soul has fire My mind knows romance and my body knows desire Reach out and take my hand And I will bring you to a whole other land On a pedestal is where you will surly stand If I was to be lucky enough to become your Man Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet

Sand & Stone
Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument; and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my best friend slapped me in the face." They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "Today my best friend saved my life ". The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "after I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The friend replied "when someone hurts us we should write it down in sand, where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it." Learn to write your hurts in the sand

Cheating Hurts...everyone!
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downst

Did You Join My Blast Giveaway? Can I Have Your Attention Plz
DID YOU JOIN MY BLAST GIVEAWAY ? CAN I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLZ ? I WILL CLOSE THE BLAST GIVEAWAY FOLDERS 31ST MAY 2007 BUT EVERYONE THAT JOINED FOR A BLAST WILL GET THE CHANCE TO FINISH BEFORE THEN I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE THAT JOINED & PARTICIPATED YOU ALL ROCK !! CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 1 DAY BLAST FOLDER = 1 DAY BLAST CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 3 DAY BLAST FOLDER = 3 DAY BLAST CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 1 WEEK BLAST FOLDER 1 WEEK BLAST CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 1 MONTH BLAST FOLDER 1 MONTH BLAST CLICK HERE TO SEE WHO ALREADY WON A BLAST :) CONGRATS TO =) YOU CAN ALWAYS JOIN MY HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY FOR A BIG PIMPIN GIFT THE HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY WILL CONTINUE LIKE A DROP IN AT MY PAGE :) HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY STICKY BULLETIN = STICKY BULLETIN HUGS & HAVE A GREAT WEEK =(^_^)= ENGLA

The Beginning Of A Story.....
It is so cold....can't 't be real because it is the middle of summer and there is no breeze to set the sheer curtains covering the big six paned window to dancing. Brent pulled the crisp linen sheet up and under his chin and squinted toward the window. He could see that the window was wedged up about three inches to let in the fresh air. But the air was still. He thought real hard about sounds and strained to listen to those of the night out and beyond his window. The sounds of the swamp always made him feel safe. Actually everything about the swamp did. It was his playground after all. Brent scooted, up and over his pillow until his back was against the grand mahagony headboard. In a whisper he broke the silence of his room. "Not right. No sounds out there." Where are the croakers, or the crickets? Brent gulped because he heard nothing. Not even the the gator girls. Didn't papa say that the alligator girls would be singing for a fellow of their own? They should be everywhere out

A Tattoo.
Last night I dreampt that my father and I went to a tattoo parlor. He was just closing and I didn't have much time to decide. I ended up asking that he put the dream catcher on my shoulder so that the feather on my arm would hang from it. I wanted it covering my entire shoulder and hanging down my arm and back. Woven inside I wanted objects that were special intertwined in the web though the only I can remember was a gold wedding band.

Vehicle Survey
1) Do you drive the speed limit? usually I'm a little over. If you don't do at least 80 on 93 or the pike you're a hazard to everyone else. lol 2) Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? Yep once. 3) What's the fastest you've ever driven? 125-130 last year on the New England Rally! 4) Do you listen to music in your car? of course! 5) Would you rather be the driver or the passenger? driver 6) Do your passengers like to be backseat drivers? I don't allow that crap. lol 7) Whats the longest distance you've ever driven in one day? from Morristown TN to Tyler, TX.....22 hours, only stopped for gas Last year's New England Rally. 1,500, 6 states, 3 days.. Hella fun times! WWW.NEWENGLANDRALLY.COM 8) Where was the first place you drove when you got your license? home 9) Did you have restrictions on where you could drive when you first got your license? no 8) What kind of car do you drive? 2004 Monte Carlo SS until I get a different Z. 9) What was yo

Im So Damm Sick And Tired
I NORMALY DONT VENT ABOUT SHIT BUT I CAN'T HOLD IT BACK NO MORE ....Im tired of the damm drama that people want to cause and tired of the damm bullshit...Play the games and do as u want because ur just mad becuase u dont have what everyone else has......Fuck the haters and fuck the wanna bee people get a damm life if u know something then see and it and walk away from it all before shit gets start that shouldnt of started in the beging...NO MORE PLAYING NICE leave me alone and everyone else alone and get a freakin life ......IM tired of people thinking they can win over something when they know good and damm well they need to rethink of whom they are and were they stand because im here to say that losers are loser and winners are winners and i have one once before and i will always be a winner....Just becase one has money or one has a thinks they are better dont mean nothing because no one is better then anyone else we are all thesame weather we are purple, black. green, red, orange wh

Update: Nobody Gives A Shit About Bigfoot
so its been a while since I haven't bitched about people wasting my time, dumb shit that just irritates me, drunken spatterings or porn pictures...so I figured I'd blabber in hopes of waking up so I can function...video stuff:so I have the first scene with Sinmora set up for April 21... so that means I have less than a month to test out all my new toys to make sure they work for what I need... and get some sort of audio recording rolling since the microphone I have seems to not be worth the $$ I paid for it :pI got a bit of lighting in and will be working with Eric Freeman (darklord10000000 for those that know him locally) for some clothing and help with filming as he's all about putting some of his art together for the project so we can shoot some of it in with the porn... which should prove to be a bit off pudding within itself :pnot sure when we are doing the first party scene but that should come eventually... and since sinmora is local, it'd be easier to just shoot that part later

This Place
I'm new to this place and actually just stumbled onto it by accident. I'm slowly figuring it out so be patient with me. Read a bit about me if you want. I really are a bit lost at this time so who knows where I'll land if I do such a thing.

You.can.only.type.one.word.
You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? nonexistant 3. Your hair?: muff 5. Your father? gone:( 6. Your favorite thing? sleep 7. Your dream last night?: unsure 8. Your favorite drink?: applejuice 9. Your dream car? truck 10. The room you're in?: mine 11. Your ex?: ughh 12. You are?: burnt 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? photographer 14. Who did you hang out with last night? neigbours 15. What you're not? entertained 16. Muffin? please:) 17. An item you want for Christmas? duvaycover :P 18. Where is the love? here 19. The last thing you did? wrote 20. What are you wearing? makeup 21. Your TV? big 22. Your pet? ebony 23. Your computer? sweet 24. Your life? busy 25. Your mood?: tired 26. MISSING? summer 27. What are you thinking about right now? school 28. Your car? pimp 29. Your work? sigh 30. Your summer

Orly?
You best fess up I know whos been on my pics YETI Jaye ((President of ... CwByFrOmHeLL motownsdogfathe... jim Panda joe schwede0 Scotty D Ć... WHEN U THINK U ... Who flagged my pic? Ill delete you all if you dont tell me who did it

Lyric Post.
System of a Down - Lonely EMO Day. Such an EMO day And its mine The most EMO-ist day of my life Such an EMO day Should be banned It's a day that I can't stand The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life Such an EMO day Shouldn't exist Today I'll CUT MY WRIST Such an EMO day And its mine The most EMO-ist day of my life And if you go, I wanna go with you And if you die, I'D RATHER I DIE FIRST! GRAB MY WRIST AND CUT AWAY! The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life Life Such an EMO day And its mine It's a day that I'm SAD I survived

Well I Figured...
Thought I might level up by midnight... Nope, but there'll be lots more midnights... That kinda makes sense... Anyway, I'm outta photo comments... I over bombed and hit my daily limit! I'll log out and back in and see if it changes at midnight (EST). If it does, I'll resume bombing, but I have to drive to Montreal in about 5 hours and since I'll have been up for 24 hours at that point (I love coffee), I should really shoot for a couple o' hours sleep. ;) I think I may be addicted to this site... Or the people... Anyways... See ya'll in a week! Greg.

My Marriage Age Is:26 Holy Crap...that's In Two Years! Who On Earth Am I Gonna Be Marrying In 2 Years Lol. Ha!
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee. [x] I keep track of dates using a calander. [ ] I own more than one credit card. [ ] I know how to change the oil in my dads car. [x] I do my own laundry. [x] I vote every election. [x] I can cook for myself. [ ] I think politics are exciting. [x] I balance my checkbook. [ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends. total: 6 [ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early. [ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. [ ] I've never gotten a detention. [ ] I have never smoked a cigarette. [ ] I have never gotten completely trashed. [ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. [x] I like to take walks by myself. [x] I've watched talk shows. [x]I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up. [x] I drink coffee at least once a week. total:4 [x] I know how to do the dishes. [x] I can count to 10 in another language. [ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.(i'm a lazy ass sometime

This Was Proven To Me Once Again
I am so tired. In more ways than one. I am probably writing this more because of the medicine, rather than anything else. However, it is all from my feelings that I usually keep inside. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of the games and the lies. Let me give you a brief background of myself. For the last, going on 8 years now, I have been single. Minus 2 failed long distance relationships, I have not had a real physical relationship. I do not mean just sexual, that is not a big thing to me. I am refering to being able to hold, look at, do things with, and even just being able to look into their eyes and see their smile. Now this, exile shall we say, has been partly self imposed. I have had numerous oppurtunites for one night stands and the such. However, that is not what I am looking for. All of the women who seem to be interested in me are not my type. Meaning they are either snobbish, judgmental, selfish, or just looking for sex, etc. Anyway, let me get back to the reason for

I Was Just A Biker.
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! motor fish remove friend subject: FOR ALL WHO KNOW MOTORCYCLE RIDERS (repost) date: 2007-03-24 07:33:48 AS I repost this I think of how many times I have seen the very looks described here, not because I'm a biker, but because I'm a bit different. I have tattoo's and red hair, five children roaming everywhere. I have animals that scare most, yet they cuddle me with their scales and fur. We are all different in some way. No one ever stops to think that perhaps I'm not just some young whore gone wrong. lol... only two of my five children are biological. Of the fifteen animals we have, only four have been bought, all others were adopted and rescued. I have Never met anyone that rides a motorcycle that I couldn't trust with my life. Perhaps that's because I have never met a rider that is a judgemental ass like most. As you read, please do open your heart as well as your mind... remember that one of these bikers or a "freak" as some

Song Of Love
Now dance this dance you know so well as stars gaze from above and dance this dance of fairies and sing this song of love Now see the scars of love torn dreams falling from my eyes take my hand and lead me through this pain i feel inside Flap your wings, my fairy girl and wait not for the morn for the night’s a cold and barren place and seldom comes the dawn Hold me close and set me free and warm this winter’s day for heaven’s shining from your eyes and heaven’s here to stay Now dance this dance you know so well as we roam the earth above and dance this dance of fairies and sing our song of love.

Near Death Experiences
Have any of you ever expereinced close to death calls??? Like where you merely had a close encounter with death itself? Like i swear when i write these blogs, they always come str8 from my heart. Me and my whole life growing up, i never had much faith in God, never was religious... But, as i grew older i kept having these close encounters that i cant never seem to get out of my mind... Like such close calls where you actually see your whole life just pass you by in front of your eyes, and all you can really do is watch it take place. But when i realizd im still here..After about the 2nd time i kinda realized something.. I got some1 lookin out for me...cuz if i didnt, i know i sure as hell wouldnt be here right now... Because i've had about 7 close calls in my lifetime and im only 21 right now.. majority of them were straight up miracles...I never had much faith b4 in my life.. But when i stop and think about my life and how it has evolved itself... And all the stuff that i've seen and

Looking For Friends
We are new to this so be patient with us please. We are a fun couple that live in the Palestine area and we are just on here looking for new and cool people to become friends with. If you are interested in talking to us and becoming friends with us please dont hesitate to holler at us thanks alot flipnfran

If We Had Sex...
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 22. Would you do it tomorrow? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex

Bears Are Invading Michigan
Hey... What up ya'll? Here's somethin to pass the time... Follow the instructions.. No cheating or it won't work right.. Say each word out loud ONCE... *BEARS *ABOUT *TALKING *DUMBASS *THIS *HAD *I *LONG *HOW *LOOK ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** Now.. Put the word BEARS before each word (ex: BEARS ABOUT, BEARS BEARS) *BEARS *ABOUT *TALKING *DUMBASS *THIS *HAD *I *LONG *HOW *LOOK ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** Now.. Put the word BEARS after each word (ex: ABOUT BEARS, BEARS BEARS) *BEARS *ABOUT *TALKING *DUMBASS *THIS *HAD *I *LONG *HOW *LOOK ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** Now... Say the word BEARS before and after each word (ex: BEARS ABOUT BEAR

Nsfw Ratings Are Bullshit!
The Cherry God(desses) came by last night and told me that my profile pic of my back is NSFW...again. What the fuck, Dude???? Do me a fav friends, please show your support and discontent via COMMENTS on my page so that the powers thatbe can see them and also help me pic a new profile pic. I don't want to fucking change it but I also don't want to get booted from my friends. Thanks Cherries!!! Help keep art ALIVE.... MUAH! ~TP

Sexual Roller Coaster
Sexual Roller Coaster 9/19/03 My excuse: sexual frustraion. I want you. Make no mistake this is true, But can you handle it? Or will the pain take over in the middle of the ride, Bruises and welts from side to side And sweat dripping from every helpless pore. I want you. Stretched out across my bed, Legs bound with duck tape to the posts, Arms bound in front of you, one mass of tape. I want you. Screaming at the top of your lungs with every lash of braided leather belt, Pain and pleasure a map made of skin only I can read. Welts and the entire bruise spectrum making you twitch In anticipation for the next stroke, The bed sheets flooded with your scent And the air filled with the music of pain. I want you. Begging for release with non human sounds, My skin covering yours as I kiss every beautiful scar, Taking my time to leave a bite mark or two on your shoulder blades And roll your nipples between my finge

I'm Moving For The Last Time...lol
Yep you heard it here first!!! I'm moving and this is definately the last time...lol I'm moving into my dream townhouse and so far all is well so if you wanna lend a hand (hehe) the packing is done but could use help unpacking...any takers?? have a great day CherryTappers!!! Jynx xox

I Can't Believe I Have Heard This Said To Me...
Yes all of these were said to me and by my hubby::: (when asked if he wants to take pics of us doing stuff) *Tara you dont have the kind of body people want to see naked ------------------------------------------------- Now for things I just really can't beilve happen to me::: Getting turned down for sex (by hubby) and finding out he took care of his own needs instead. Having to tell him yes I was serious the other night when I told you I wanted to f@#$#@k you. Being pushed away when I go to hug him.And if I keep trying he gets mad.....

Da Poem
It's been a bad day I'm getting used to it now another sad day I'd cry but I dunno how I'm drowning in thoughts of how things used to be my chest was shut tight complete w/ purity It's out in the open should've kept to myself I'll learn from mistakes take my heart off the shelf my soul has now left my body alone and it's far too much hurt for my heart to come home I give it up now there's no way to win Without you here my world still spins It's been a bad day I'll try to let it not show another sad day and I'm just letting go....

The Very Thought Of You
The seconds I count of each day of waiting for you. Holding the thoughts of you in my mind so close. Everlasting my love is just for you Nerissa. Very important you truly are in my life. Every day I don’t ask for anything but you. Reaching the stars for you I would if could. You I’d do anything to make truly happy. Together I know we‘re truly meant to be. Here I always am if you ever need me. Only you stay on my mind all day & night. Understand all of this I hope you can do. Going through life without you I can’t do. How much you mean to me you don‘t know. Things will work out with us I know for sure. Others will never have my heart like you do. Friends we’ll always be no matter what happens. You I’ve realized are truly my true love in my life. Only you being by my side makes me truly happy. Us together I just know is truly right to be doing. My love is stronger for you than anyone else. Your all I need and want in my entire life. Loving and caring about you I’ll n

Moving
I am moving tonight and will not have internet for a week... I am kind of glad for it because playing on this site and many other ones takes up way too much of my time. Well anyways for anyone that I talk to or what not I wont be back online until next friday so don't miss me too much :)

Bogus Profile Bullshit
ok... we get it... you arent happy with how you photograph! Hell I despise pics of me! I just dont photograph well! But Christ On a Pony! Give us a break already! When the scroll shows you this: Do you really expect to find a fucking vampire? Or This: Or maybe This: Do you HONESTLY expect to see anything REMOTELY resembling the person behind the profile? I didnt think so! Neither do I! But when you see these scroll by or pop up in a blast: Is it unreasonable to assume that you will be visiting the profile of the person in the picture? Why the fuck would a nice looking woman have a pic of someone else as her main? This is the case in two of these. A decent looking female using a completely BOGUS pic for her main is up to something... driving traffic to her page with a purposfully deceptive main pic! LAME LAME LAME! The worst offenders are the fucking GUYS with little hotties for main pics! God do I want the virtual bitchslap comman

Spread The Word
HELLO TO ALL, IF THERE IS ONE THING THAT ME MADDER THAN HELL IS THAT HEARING A CHILD GET ABUSED.IF I SAW SOMEBODY ABUSING A CHILD I WOULD GO AND SMACK THE HELL OUT OF THAT PERSON MAN OR WOMAN,THEN STOMP THEM A NEW ONE,THERE ARE TO MANY SICK BASTARDS AND BITCHES GETTING AWAY WITH IT,AND THE PEOPLE WHO WORK FOR THE SERVICES WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO PROTECT THE CHILDREN AND DON'T.WELL SMACK THE HELL OUT OF THEM,AND TELL THEM TO DO THEIR DAM JOB,I AM A FATHER OF A 7 YEAR OLD SON WHO IS MY PRIDE AND JOY,IF SOMEONE WAS TO HARM HIM,I WOULD KILL THAT PERSON AND MY FRIENDS THATS NO JOKE,SO START A PETITION GET EVERY BODY TO SIGN IT,AND TELL THEM THAT CHILD ABUSE STOPS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why Beer Is Better Than Women Because
*Beer doesnt mind sitting in the freezer for an hour to cool off *You can enjoy beer all night long *Beer doesnt complain when you fart *A beer will wait in the car while you go and play football *When your beer goes flat,you toss it out *Hangovers go away *A beer doesnt get jealous when you grab another beer *Beer doesnt care how much you earn *Beer never has a headache *You can have a beer in public *Beer is happy to ride in the trunk of your car *A frigid beer is a good beer *A beer gets lighter the longer you hold it *A beer doesnt come with in-laws *You are necer embarrassed about the beer you bring to a party *Beer doesnt grow hair where it shouldnt *Beer doesnt whine *You cant catch anything except a buzz from a beer *When your done with your beer,you just go get another one *The only thing a beer tells you is when it tells you is when its time to go to the bathroom

Darkness In Your Dreams
The Darkness Lies In Me Once Again It Has Over Powered My Mind Seems To Be Filled With Evil I Smile When You Tell Me You Cant Stop Thinkin' Of Me I Lick My Lips When You Tell Me How Beautiful I Am I Look At You And You Fall Deeper Into Me There Is No End To This Your Dreams Start To Fill With Me And As You Go On About Your Day You Still Cant Stop Thinkin' Of Me What Is This? You Ask Why Cant It Stop? You Wonder I Drive You Insane I Make You Crave Me More You Start To Feel Your Heart Race You Don't Know What To Do Just Close Your Eyes Breathe In Slowly And Dream Cause Thats All I Will Be In Your Dreams You Can Feel Me In Your Dreams You Can Feel The Pleasure In Your Dreams You Need Me In Your Dreams You Think I Am Real In Your Dreams Thats All I Will Eva Be *~LUX~*

Still Hurt
For those of you who don't know, I was engaged last year and due to be wed on last Halloween. Things didn't work however and now I am stranded with only the faint memory of happiness and thought of what could have been. Heather is her name (hence the name of this blog) and she is a wonderful woman. Her and I met the night of my sister's birthday, January 2nd 2005 at which time heavy flirtation transpired. I don't know how drunk she was but, I was fucking trashed! Anyhow, We flirted all night, in spite of the fact that my then girlfriend was sitting right there watching, and some point during random touching I used my right index finger to mark her chest with the wiccan ruin symbol for love, I wasn't a practictioner at the time so I thought nothing of it, and at the end of the night went our seperate ways. Now here is where things get complicated, my then girlfriend and I broke up and Heather called me out of the blue to have me come fix her computer, which needed to be completely resto

Type O Negative 3.29.2007 Show Review
Sorry this review is a bit delayed but some stuff happened with a dear friend of mine that I went to high school with and have known for a while is going through a rough time right now and he is spending the weekend with me. So on with the review... The show was really good, though not the best Type O show I've seen. Peter sat on a chair while playing his guitar and singing the whole time while sipping on his bottle of red wine. I was a bit suprised he was sitting down as he usually doesn't while live. I was also suprised at how different he looked. His muscle mass is definately not what it used to be and he looked rather thin and a lot less bulky. Made me hope that he was doing okay health wise and stuff. I enjoyed the setlist for the most part granted they never did "Unsuccessfully Coping" to get people pumped up...instead they started out with "Kill All The White People" which was pretty awesome too. They did about 4 songs or so from the new album, none of which I got into too

Remembering Those Close To Us
I'm fairly sure that all of you remember Sept, 11, 2001. And it leaves a mixed feeling of sorrow for those innocents lost and anger for those that performed the deed. 2 years earlier, Sept 07, 1999 My father collapsed at work and was unconscious when he arrived at the hospital. This was in Kenosha, WI. Living in Fort Worth, TX, i recieved a phone call from my mother that the event had happened. I was working road service and was in Dallas (I635 and Big Town Blvd for those that know the area) over 40 miles from home, at about 3 in the afternoon. At this point I call my boss and let him know what is going on. So I completed the job I was on and my boss told me to just go home and wait for news.. He know I'd be worthless for the rest of the day anyway. Now for the rough part.... 3 in the afternoon.. East of Dallas.. having to drive back to Fort Worth.. with bad news on my mind.. good thing my truck isn't wired for sound.. lol So I got home had time for a shower and was

Please Welcome Our Bouncer Razors' Wife Home From Serving The Army !!!! Yes Do It Now Lol Plzzzzzzzzzzzz
I JUST WANTED TO ASK IF YOU WOULD HELP OUT Razors' WIFE SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM OVER SEAS..SHES A DOC IN THE ARMY.SO IF YOU WOULD GO HIT HER PAGE AND SAY HI MAYBE SEND YOUR FRIENDS OVER TO HER PAGE...HUGZZZ... LETS SHOW HER OUR CHERRY LUVIN!!!!!!!! THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU MWAH Tempted Lady@ CherryTAP > http://cherrytap.com/user/169852

"slp"
Her lips, soft and pursed, with that cute smile of hers. My heart-beat skips, for my sweet little pessimist. My butterfly, so pretty. Her sarcasm, sharp and witty. My heart-beat skips, for my sweet little pessimist. The fiery dragon claws at my back, Hang on, we're in for a passionate attack. My heart-beat skips, for my sweet little pessimist. I wake up, and I look around. Nothing...nothing more than a dream, profound. My heart-beat skips, Where is my sweet little pessimist?...

The International Council Of Manlaws
1. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2. It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse.> (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3. Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4. Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6. Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7. No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choi

Stay Away
what if i told you that lately my feelings have been a little off track would you consider it bad? cause for a certain extent i have been wishing that our relationship would end quicker than it has been yet maybe im wrong for feeling this way it wouldnt be bad if i continued to stay STAY as in AWAY AWAY from you and all the pain that youve been CAUSING!

Whats Yours?
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Friendship :o)
www.hostdrjack.com What does friendship means ..It means too me cry and laugh together...share things together....Trust each other..its like a wedding in better or worse..i love my friends....when they love you back ...you know you got real friends Friendship does not mean ...back stabbing,jealousy,Lying,trying too get money out off you,not wanting your man/woman,not trying too set you up...if they say you are there best friend ...beware and ask yourself do i need this??!!

Who Is Chris (sanity's Oposition)
Well if u want a glimpse into my soul, Im a passionate person, In life, In Love, and anything else I come upon, Spontaneous, I walk my path and regret nothing, My goals my ambitions, To call me an optimist would be an insult, an optimist distorts reality to escape the pain and suffering that is life, and to say im a pessimist would show u your own ignorance, I am me, a man who looks at the glass as both half empty ad half full, to truly understand life u look from all perspectives. otherwise you miss out on the full picture. this is a glimpse at who i am, but there is much more, I hope you keep up with these blogs, and get to know me, I will always display who i am, I am not ashamed of my life, therefore i will not hide it from u.

Why?
Why is it alway so hard to find the right person to spend time and your life with? I dont know why I seem to attract the men who want me to suport them or use me for something. I know that there is someone out there for me. But why do I have to have all the toads show up first and kiss them? Well I am not giving up just wondering whats up? Hugs the woman thats not giving up Mel

Seeking Others In My Aread To Maybe Create A New Study Group...and/or Coven Eventually?????all Religion..nobody Left In The Cold
If you did not see my bulliten............. Ok for those of you who already know, I am Wiccan...I have just really begun my journey.... I have been seeking for years...I want to meet people of like mind and ideas and beliefs so I can progress farther in my journey. I don't think this life journey was meant to be traveled alone. I want to make a group for others of the same like mind..... if I get enough people, I am thinking of even starting a lounge..if you live I'm the area of me, I am talking REAL meetings, where we get together and learn the beliefs together...maybe even starting a coven? who knows but lets take this one step at a time...I have thought about this for a long time, and I think the time is right....please no perves, psychos,or anything like that.... send me your ideas....thoughts, and no I don't mean lets get together and have orgies so get that out of your mind......I love my husband... I Do however want to go farther in my journey and do not feel Wiccans, o

Hind-sight Is 20/20
Is it ever too late to dream? I wish I would not have been such a fuck up. I wish I was never a criminal. Never an arsonist. I don't regret the weed(haha), but all the other stuff I was doing. Man. I could've actually done something with myself. I'm not stupid; I could've been smart. If I only would have tried. If only I would've walked away from those cars. If only I would've paid attention. If only I would've done something, besides piss my life away. But that is all it is; a lot of "if only's." I want to have some fucking direction for once in my mother-fucking life. It was nice having a direction, a neon-sign, a light, and now it just feels like everything is fucking dark again. I don't know who I am or where I am going. And I want to get there, and I want to know. I am trying my ass off damnit. I ain't gonna give up. I ain't gonna bitch out. I won't back down. I will tear through this shit. And I will find my fuckin' path, and when I do; I will not falter, I will not

Bright Lights In A Dark World
Bright Lights in a Dark World “Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.” (Matthew 5:14-16) As you reflect on the Scripture above, consider three words: who, what, and how. Who: Jesus was speaking to ordinary people … local villagers, the disciples … some fishermen, and a crowd of just ordinary folks. Yet Christ said to them, “You are the light of the world.” That's an amazing thing, since the Galileans were seen as the "hillbillies" of their day. The people must have stood there thinking, “Us? We're the light of the world?” He really meant it! You are the light of the world. And that's how God intends to get his work done on earth today: through you! It's not just pastors and missionaries who

Should Have Known Better
I SWORE THE NEXT TIME I'D THINK WITH MY HEAD NEVER AGAIN IS WHAT I SAID NO ONE WOULD EVER HURT ME THAT WAY AGAIN I CLOSED MY HEART AND LET NO ONE IN JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL DOWN MY RESISTANCE WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND YOU HAD MY HEART TIED AND BOUND BLINDED BY PASSION I LET YOU IN THE PAIN I ONCE FORGOT CAME BACK AGAIN ALL THE PROMISES I HEARD BEFORE IT ALL CAME CRASHING THROUGH MY HEARTS DOOR I SEARCH FOR A WAY TO CONQUER THE LOVE I FEAR BUT NO LINE OF ATTACK CAN FIGHT BACK THESE TEARS THE LOVE I FEEL IS SO STRONG HOW CAN IT BE SO PAINFUL AND WRONG THE LOVE I WON AND THEN I LOST I ASK MYSELF IF ITS WORTH THE COST EVERYTHING I THOUGHT THAT I FOUND HAS LEFT MY HEART IN PIECES ON THE GROUND

Wtf? I Came Home And Find This In My Sb
hotsexyman: I AM GLAD U LEFT ME U WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT hotsexyman: U MUST BE A PUSSY THAT U GOTTA RUN FROM UR MISTAKES AN SEND UR MAN WHORES OVER hotsexyman: I AINT WORRY HE WOULD BE FUCKED UP FOR SURE hotsexyman: U TELL THAT ONE GUY IF HE WANT SUM COME GET SOME hotsexyman: ITS FUNNY HOW U TOLD EVER ONE ON CT I TOOK UR FUCKING MONEY hotsexyman: GET A LIFE YOU TOOTHLESS BITCH CAUSE NO ONE IS GONNA WANT UR ASSS hotsexyman@ CherryTAP HE CREATED THIS ACCOUNT ON MARCH 21 B4 BITCHING ABOUT HIM WANTING THEM TO SHUT DOWN THE SITE, THIS IS MY EX IN WHICH STOLE NOT ONLY MONEY FROM ME BUT FROM MY KIDS FOR OUR FOOD AND IT IS ONE OF THE REASONS I LEFT HIM.......

Living Again And Letting Go
Living Again.. And Letting Go.... I have put a lot of thought into my past relationships and have decided to move forward no more going back. I wish I could have the one I want but sometimes the one you want you are better off being friends with. If it will never work then don't force it just let it go. So I have decided to move on it may take awhile for this to actually happen and for me to decide who to move on with. I want to keep my options open for the time being. I have a few good options on hand and a few I would rather leave where they are. I want to find out what I truly want in a relationship and out of life. I know to a certain point what I want but I need the rest to be outlined in my head more. I need to give myself time to be sure I am totally ready for this step. I do not want to hurt anyone and I refuse to be hurt again. Being hurt sucks. So I do not want to do it to anyone again. I have broke a few heart and hurt some people and I am truly sorry

Fighting The Rage
Fighting The Rage As I jab you with a knife, just to sit and stare while you bleed. Standing and laughing at the puddle of blood massing amongst your feet. Gasping for air, as the soul is sucked out of your body. All while assuming your life to end at this very moment. You escape to the shadows, now living amongst the truth behind darkness. Consuming everyone’s fear, you shall now see, how true the workings of the shadows are. Are you breathing? No, because if they could see you, then it would be ruined. The whole inner-workings of the purpose. Completely destroyed. But, what is the purpose? Is it for some greater good? No, it is simply a way of existence. Insanity lies within fear, and with this fear, comes a movement. Another movement, another second within the abysmal maze of your mind. Do not deny the feelings of rage that lie within. For once you deny the feeling, it becomes stronger. Until you cannot take it anymore, and continue with the rampaging madness that

Back Like Cancer!!!
AIGHT, I'M BACK. I KNOW ALOT OF YOU ARE PROLLY SAYING, "DIDN'T KNOW YOU LEFT...." AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT. SO YEAH, MEAN HATING AND RANTING LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER!!! MUCH LOVE TO THE REAL FRIENDS, GOD BLESS PAIN KILLERS, AND ANYONE NEED ME TO PICK A FIGHT? CAUSE GODDDAMN I'M IN THE MOOD FOR SOME ARGUING AND ASS KICKING!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND IN NEED OF SOME SEX!!!! THE SEX THING. THE ANGER THING. AND NOW THE DANCE YOUR ASS OFF THING!!!

Distant Sounds
Distant sounds can be beautiful and frustrating. In dreaming, they may just be rounding out the scene in the suconscious. For example, dreams of beaches or boats may include requisite sounds effects such as waves, fog horns, or birds. Sometimes, distant sounds can create a foreboding feeling as well. Some sounds, such as thunder or shouting, may be frustrating because they appear without an apparent source in the dream. These sounds can be alluring and cause you to search, or create a warning that circumstances are changing. Sometimes, you may feel that the sounds are a distinctive message you should be able to understand. These sounds are sometimes just for us, other characters in the dream may not be hearing them or responding to them at all. Sometimes, the message is clear to others, but obscure to us. In waking, you may be feeling a disparity between others about a situation they feel is dangerous that you have assurance about or vice versa. You may also perceive others as more

I Go Out Walkin' After Midnight.....
...out in the starlighttttt "'til I get to my truckkkkkkkkkk....."(End singing here) For the second time within a few weeks period, I'm up at a client's quite late at night. Went home to cook supper and brought it up to one of the technicians. Since we're attempting to have patience while waiting for the main server to come back up, I figured I'd jot a few random thoughts that are fluttering through my mind. I'm really starting to cringe at the whole "love" terminology. Seriously, do you realize how many people just throw it around? I mean, if the person truly means what they are saying deep down then this is fine, but it's quite irritating because the majority of society truly doesn't understand what love is. To me, love is both simple and complex. It's unexplainable, uncontrollable, and unconditional. And if you haven't read anything regarding my profile itself, let's recap a little: "Love is like a mountain. It's hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beau

Second Prelude
Death expected to have a difficult time with Orda, but this was beyond even his ability to cope. What in the world was he going to do now. death slowly walked away, fading as he went, because he just didnt have the energy to wink out. Head slumped on his boney shoulder, hands swinging slowly at his sides, jungling as the finger bones met, shuffling his feet, cowl fluffling out with eac slow step. Death looked not so much like the scarey human version of tht proud entity as he did a little boy who knows his time is short and he has just been caught doing something bad. Suddenly he knew what to do! Why hadnt he thought of that before? He would go see his friend Melissa. she will know what to do. And with a much lighter and quieter step Deth winked out, to find his "friend", who by the way had forgotten all about meeting Death a year earlier.

Kinda Gross But Funny
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally shits the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides."

04-11-2007
My son bowls every Saturday morning in a league, and when you go enough, you get to know some people. I was talking to another parent, and I noticed them looking over my shoulder as we talked. I casually turned and looked, and he was looking at this lady and her daughter. I'm being kind when I say she weighs 300#'s, and her daughter is a shorter version of her, there is no mistaking whose child she is. I then turned and said "She should be taken away for child abuse, because she let her daughter get that big" The person thought I was nuts. I realize people struggle with weight, but this generation will be the first generation ever with a shorter life expectancy than their parents. I am no dainty flower by any means, but I have come to the point in my life where I realize that I have to work at losing some weight, so I can be healthier. I also try to pass this on to my boys, who are rail thin, apparantly taking after their mother, whose getting a bigger ass every time I see

A Shot To The Head
"Help" screams the little girl in her head "My God," says the officer, who finds her dead Crying is the mother who, the other day Found out her daughter had run away Gone is the father who beat his wife in front of her Faded have the dreams of someone truly loving her "No," says the mother who, losing breath Feels she's the reason her daughter left Away has the father gone Can't face his shame Crying is the mother Thinks she's to blame Holding the gun, her vision red She'll soon join her daughter A shot to the head.

I'm Alive....what Happened
I'm alive all....Laptop went kapoot on me back in Jan....why I haven't been on....just got a new one and will update everyone more when I have a chance....just wanted to let everyone know that I am ok

Pic Of Melody
The tattoo In Memory of Melody that is a picture of her is going to be in a contest. I don't have all the details now but I want you all to be aware that I'd really like to see this tattoo win this contest and any help you all can give is appreciated. Most rates gets first place and most comments is second place. As soon as I get the start date/time and the link I will post it here for you all! Thanks so much! *hugs* Crystal

Set Joy Free
There is great joy within you. Yet all too often your thoughts can keep that joy hidden away. Most of the judgments to which you devote your thoughts do not serve any useful purpose. Worries, resentments, and angry thinking will bring you nothing of real value, and will push joy further away from your awareness. Let go of those toxic thoughts and allow the joy that's hiding underneath them to shine through. Let go of the need to judge and to strive, and make room in your awareness for joy. Joy is easy and natural and not something you must struggle for or force. It has been there all along, and will flow easily from you when you allow it. Let your thoughts benefit from joy instead of using those thoughts to cover up that joy. Allow your actions to be more focused and effective by allowing your own unique joy to be expressed through them. Set free the joy in your life by letting go of the negativity that you don't need anyway. Set your joy free and let it fill your world.

Hacking Rfid That They Want Implanted
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Perfect Revenge
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with his

It's Time For Round Two!
Today's tip is How to Make an Invisible Button. First thing you need to do is make a rectangle using the Rectangle tool. Don't worry about the color, shape or anything yet, since it can all be changed at any time, and the color won't be visible anyway. Double-click said rectangle to select the Stroke and the Fill, and hit [F8] on your keyboard. This will bring up the object creation dialogue box. The name of the object will be highlighted, so just type the name you want in the text box. I prefer to name my objects with no spaces and each word in the name capitalized. LikeThisPhrase. Now before you hit [ENTER], you want to check the option beside the word "Button". Now you can double-click on the rectangle, and then change the shape to whatever you want. Now most of the time, you'll want an invisible button because you want a text link without the html-style interface, so add a new layer inside the button, make sure you're on the new layer, and enter the text you want in w

My Mom...
i HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME STUFF WITH MY SON AND LATELY IT HAS GOTTEN TO THE POINT THAT I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK WITH HIM BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IT WILL END UP IN AN ARGUMENT. HE IS 19, MARRIED WITH TWO KIDS AGES 3 AND 3 MONTHS. HE IS IN THE AIR FORCE AND STATIONED IN FLORIDA AT EGLIN AIR FORCE BASE. I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM IN A YEAR AND FIVE MONTHS AND I HAVE NOT SEEN MY 3 YEAR OLD GRANDDAUGHTER IN ONE YEAR. THE NEWEST GRANDDAUGHTER I HAVE ONLY SEEN IN A PICTURE. MY PROBLEM IS MY SON FOR SOME REASON DOESN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE. WE WERE VERY CLOSE AS HE WAS GROWING UP TILL HE HIT 14. THERE WERE REASONS FOR HIM BEING MAD AT ME BUT SINCE THEN I MADE AMMENDS AND ALL SEEMED TO BE OK. DUE TO AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP I WASN'T AROUND MUCH AND HE CHOSE TO STAY AT MY PARENTS. I LEARNED THE HARDWAY THAT I MADE A TERRIBLE DECISION AND MESSED UP. IT HAS BEEN FOUR YEARS NOW I HAVE MET A REALLY GREAT GUY AND WE ARE PLANNING ON GETTING MARRIED. MY SON HOWEVER HAS TURNED ON ME. HE DOESN'T WANT ME IN HIS LIFE

Dying
As I stood in my shower watching the water flow over my hand and the razor it held I wondered what it would feel like to rack the razoe accross my veins so dark with my blood. I wondered if it woudl hurt and how my kids woudl take it and then I thought who woudl get my kids? Instead I stood there with that razor in my hand and cried tears. Tears for a love that never was. My husband didn't fight for me why should anyone else want me? I give up. My spirt is gone. My heart broken into. I came so close tonight ot ending it all and why. My life is a circus. I am surprized I made it this far! I thought I had found the one man in this world who could mind my broken heart but now I do not know. He keeps saying maybe or don't know what the future may hold. I need to know if I have a chance. Would I love else where if he said it wasn't me he was looking for? No! I wouldn't look no more. If I can't have him then there is no one for me! I am sorry to be saying all this becasue I k

Whoooooooo Hoooooooo!!
Okay ya'll I have updated my profile!!! Made it less melancholy but more upbeat with my daughters and mine's fave new video!!! check it out!!! OH and i posted the lyrics for those who cant understand what shes sayin!!! Hugsssssss to those who have been standing by me... no news is good news but still havent been in for the next phase another damn mamogram but keeping my fingers crossed that it will be benign!!!! hugssssss and much love, Catherine aka fallenangelteegra

Yesterday.
ok soo yesterday was pretty fucking busy at work i mean like really cuz it was cold outside soo people want coffee but damn lol..and we also had a christian festival going on ugh...and what made it worse is people asking questions when we were all fucking busy and it was STUPID questions.. like "where do we order"...what the fuck..did people get brought up in the zoo..shit.. i can not deal with alot of stupidity..at all...and then somebody seems like they dont want to talk to me anymore.. OH FUCKING WELL..im done with trying to talk to people that dont want to talk to me...fuck that

Let Us Know Please
THERE IS A FEW THINGS WE WANT TO MENTION TO YOU ALL TODAY AND HOPE U WILL UNDERSTAND/PASS AROUND AND ATLEAST HELP US OUT~ ON OUR FRON PAGE WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO ADD A GUEST BOOK FOR ALL TO SIGN FOR SOME REASON IT STILL HAS YET TO WORK. NO IDEA WHY. IF YOU HAVE NE IDEAS LET US KNOW WHAT WE CAN DO TO FIX IT. WE HAVE A A MESSAGE RECORDER THAT IS JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY AND WOULD LIKE EVERYONE ON OUR PAGE AND NEW COMERS TO NOT ONLY LEAVE TAGS/OR WRITTEN COMMENTS BUT TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND MAKE A SIMPLE PHONE CALL AND LEAVE A MESSAGE TO A FRIEND OR A FAMILY MEMBER OR JUST TO SHOUT OUT TO A SOLDIER. I WOULLD APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERYONE OF OUR FRIENDS AND FANS TO DO THIS AND TO NEW COMERS TOO. THANKS THE MEN AND WOMAN OVER HERE ARE CALING OUT TO YOU ALL IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER THAT IS SERVING OVER HERE OR SERVED IN NE WAR OR IF U R A RENOUND CT MILITARY MEMBER PLEASE SEND THERE/YOUR PIC BRANCH/NAME/YRS SERVED SO WE CAN POST THEM FOR ALL TO SEE! LAST WE A

This Is For Cc
(Sorry CC. Guess I'll make the first post in your blog) Ok more then one of you are prolly wondering what happened to CC. Well without going into huge details that aren't mine to tell-- He is in ICCU fighting for his life as I type this up.He's in crital condection & well he was hurt badly. In fact a surgery is going to have to happen as soon as he can survive going though it. All of in the household are worried beyond sick. If you wish to know more,feel free to contact any of us. We are all here on CT. Lady Mydnyte(myself),deamon lord,jessI with an I, Lord bathum,nytewolf & Gypsy. Also Mistress of wolves can be contacted. She's soon to be living with us as well. I will request here that if you know CC send all the positive vibes you can his way. He needs them.

President Bush
Most of you know I love Bill Maher. I too share his views of our fuckwad of a president. Here is something he had said in a closing statement on one of his shows that I liked and felt like posting. Bill Maher's closing--presented as an open message to George Bush in deep tones of mock-serious. Here it is: "Mr. President, this job can't be fun for you any more. There's no more money to spend--you used up all of that. You can't start another war because you used up the army. And now, darn the luck, the rest of your term has become the Bush family nightmare: helping poor people. Listen to your Mom. The cupboard's bare, the credit cards maxed out. No one's speaking to you. Mission accomplished. Now it's time to do what you've always done best: lose interest and walk away. Like you did with your military service and the oil company and the baseball team. It's time. Time to move on and try the next fantasy job. How about cowboy or space man? Now I know what you'r

Tears Dance In The Garden Of Eyes
Tears dance in the garden of eyes I have been surrounded by your thoughts. Holding the toy of your thoughts, close to my heart The coming and going breaths say to me They pay no heed to me, naive tears They dont stay on the doorstep of the eyes My tears cant cross the step of my eyes it is the work or your thoughts, which "guyon waar" has. By dropping through the eyes, how i wash the tains of the heart when the moon and stars laugh, i stay alone and cry After going far, you have forgotten me How i have wronged you, tell me After making one yours, you shouldnt abuse them Where have you gone after obsessing me with love Without you my heart finds no peace Since you have separated, i cant sleep I hold your pains close to my heart and raise them Tears from your memories, wash my face from remembering you, even my tears cry Matters of my remain in my heart These people ask, and what can i s

Walmart
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, my > > >elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't > > >have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic > > >computer down at WalMart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll > > >tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and > > >costs ten dollars...a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine > > >sample in a small jar and takes it to WalMart. He deposits ten dollars, and > > >the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample > > >into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: > > >"You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy > > >activity. It will improve in two weeks." > > > > > > That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Jack > > >began > > >wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap

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Thought i would let my friends know that all is going pretty good concidering. Kids are healthy, and happy. Mike and I broke up awhile back, and I still live here with him for another couple of months. Im waiting for my daughter to get out of school, and then they are going to their dads, and I will start packing, and move. I hope to be completly moved,and working by the end of June. I am moving back to the Joplin (Mo) area where I have friends and family. Hope all is well with my friends....MUWHAAAAAA ~~Amber

Bored... Zzzzzzzzzz
Ok I am bored outta my mind. I am sittin here in class almost fallin asleep. I slept like 3 hrs last night and sittin here bored is makin me even more tired. God I hate school. Especially this class because its so fuckin boring. UGH and i have only been in here for 20 minutes. HELP

First Reactions Quiz
Okay this is called "FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ". You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 40 words. It's better if you erase all your friend's answers first. You can't think and go back and change your answers. Here we go: 1. Beer: An Acquired Taste 2. Anorexic: Olive Oil 3. Relationship: Very Soon 4. Your Last Ex: Long Gone 5. Power Rangers: Fashion Impaired 6. Pot: Puff Puff Pass 7. Steroids: “Make your Pee Pee Small” Joe Piscopo 8. Cartoon: BLEACH 9. The President: Of What 10. Tupperware: Titties (Ludacris lyric) 11. Florida: Disney 12. Santa Claus: Chris “The Crusher” Cringle 13. Halloween: RULES 14. Bon Jovi: Dead Man 15.Grammar: Ebonics 16. Myspace: Your Space 17. Worst fear: Hurting Someone 18. Marriage: Not yet 19. Paris Hilton: Stupid Bitch 20. Brunettes: Smart 21. Redheads: Exotic 22. Blondes: Easy 23. Pass the time: Work 24. One night stands: Happens Every now and then 25.

I Just Wanna Vent About Insecure Ct Women.
Why is it ok for one female to have a "REAL LIFE" boyfriend and 7 CT "Husbands" and "fuck friends" BUT you, a single woman are not allowed to talk to anyone on that is on that list? Ok, imagine the female i just mentioned and then along comes me, I am new to this site, people want to add me, that's fine, I'll talk to anyone who talks to me. Then u make friends, there are some people u can communicate with more then others, u have more in common with them then just random people, so u add them to your family not knowing that FEMALE #1 is watching your page and your friends list and your comments and MONITORING them like an insecure teenage girl. THEN when FEMALE #1 feels one of the guys has said 2 much to FEMALE #2, she comes to tell u all about every last man thats on your page and why not to talk to them and they are her men, they have phone sex,cyber sex, pays his bills, he is moving to be near her, he loves her, he is gay, he is a perv...or whatever the reason may be. Now I k

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Miles Davis began playing the trumpet when he was 13. Miles Davis (1926-1991) grew up in East St. Louis, Illinois. His father was a wealthy dentist who was able to provide Miles a privileged life. His family had a big house in the city and a 200 acre country estate where Miles loved to ride horses when he was a boy. After receiving a trumpet from his father, Miles began trumpet lessons and practiced his instrument regularly. He loved music and admired jazz greats, Duke Ellington and Louis Armstrong, whom he listened to on the radio. During his high school years, he studied musical theory and received classical training. Miles claimed he was the best trumpeter in his music class but was overlooked during competitions because he was an African American. Prejudiced attitudes motivated Miles to outdo his classmates and excel as a musician. Miles had his first professional gig when he was 17. Miles traveled across the river to St. Louis, Missouri to hear well-known jazz musicians p

Pregnancy
So I know that is says on my profile I am pregnant. I don't go into detail with that. I however, am single and pregnant. Sometimes, it is hard to think about it, other times it can be exciting. But if people have questions I can provide some answers I guess.

Ummmm.. Wow. 4 Got 2 Post The Song After Making The Blog For It. Hehe Here It Is.
This is WAYYY past dated. My B-day was March the 5th.... lol Anyways. I left it all as I had it that day. My emotional state wasn't great, but I hit right on the mark... on the song I think. kisses n hugs 2 all. :o) ~~~ Johnny ~~~ I'm venting with my dark song I wrote 2 day. So peace@all, aight? HAPPY F*n B-day 2 me! I'm still on my Adkins diet.. matter of fact I am not eating much of anything lately. I won't ever give up on life. Never fear... the will to fight... to live... is engrained into me since I left home at 12. But today... I lost a lil more faith in people. 2 day is a day 2 vent, and say F*k it all!! (hugs) Even a mountain can crumble... and lose a few pieces at times, U know? Peace@all. (hugs) Now here... after years of slacking off... is my new METAL song. Out of sorrow.. creativity, spreads it's wings, and takes flight... ~~~ Johnny Edman ~~~ 03/05/2007-4:45 p.m EST Sleep of Darkness (Verse 1) Shattered dreams, my heart it breaks. I gave yo

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For all the people that still protest, you're welcome, We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at, and we want no choice other than that So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, if that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, just be thankful that we chose to go

Hello All
Well I have been harped on about getting onto this site so,"HERE I AM FUCKER!!!" LOL. Just letting myself be known and thanks to all that has already tried to contact me. Good to know that there is a community out there that takes intrest. When I start learning more about this site I will recipicate the comments and ratings. For now Hello all :D

A Tip For My Fellow Men Out There
How To Kiss A Woman Never underestimate the power of the perfect kiss. Get it right, and the rest will fall into place It has been theorized that a woman decided within five minutes of meeting a man whether or not she will have sex with him. Possibly true, but there is one catch. Most women I know, myself included, may initially decide we'll have sex with a guy, but when we find out he's a bad or a mediocre kisser, we change our minds entirely. We decide we will never have sex with this guy. He won't even get asked for a nightcap, much less for breakfast the next morning. As our lips part while we stand on the doorstep, we will announce that we have an early-morning meeting or (if you were really awful) that we're actually already married to someone else. What Women say about the Kiss! What we will never, ever say is, "God, you're a lousy kisser. I was going to have sex with you until just this moment." This is one of the ways in which men and women differ. If a man is very attr

Hurt
I'm really upset right now. And it makes me so mad because I shouldn't be but I can't help it. And I can't even talk to my friends about it cause it is a pride issue with me and when something really hurts me I don't want anyone to know that it does, especially those close to me. It would be easier for me to tell a stranger. I hate this, and this blog doesn't even begin to cover it

Some Quotes About Men....
All men hear is blah, blah, blah, blah, SEX, blah, blah, blah, FOOD, blah, blah, blah, BEER. -- Dennis Leary He was so mean it hurt him to go to the bathroom. -- Britt Ekland (on Rod Stewart) A hard man is good to find. -- Mae West See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. -- Robin Williams

The Human Tourist
Are we all just human tourist's, going though life site seeing? A vary few really do anything in life worth putting in the History book's. maybe that is why more people are going out in such a dramatic style, as there are more, and more. every day some ware on this earth, someone is trying to say, "see me ,see me. media attention is more prevalent then ever,with instant news in your car ,home,and cell phone,and of cores work.just 20 years ago we did not have media as soon as it happens.the funny thing is there is news that happens every day that is never talked about,with no media coverage at all. ware is this blog going?

100 Useless Facts. Part One.
1. Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain) was born on and died on days when Halley’s Comet can be seen. During his life he predicted that he would die when it could be seen. 2. US Dollar bills are made out of cotton and linen. 3. The “57″ on the Heinz ketchup bottle represents the number of pickle types the company once had. 4. Americans are responsible for about 1/5 of the world’s garbage annually. On average, that’s 3 pounds a day per person. 5. Giraffes and rats can last longer without water than camels. 6. Your stomach produces a new layer of mucus every two weeks so that it doesn’t digest itself. 7. 98% of all murders and rapes are by a close family member or friend of the victim. 8. A B-25 bomber crashed into the 79th floor of the Empire State Building on July 28, 1945. 9. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper. 10. The dot over the letter “i” is called a tittle. 11. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce

To The Nice Guys
Nice Guys Always Finish Last To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who

D Day
Well today my divorce got finalized. I got everything I wanted except my daughters dirt bike that he stole from her. Oh well I got a house and my family, friends and my pride he's got a skanky ho and no money. What goes around comes around.

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When you are sad, I will dry your tears When you are scared, I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, for you I will care You will feel my love when we are apart Knowing that nothing will change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can’t see the light My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end For you above all are my wife and best friend These words I have written, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows, I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows Happy in marriage, honor and love blessed in unity by God above

Honk! Honk!
HONK! HONK! """^^^^^^^^^^^^| | | SEXY TRUCK | '|""";.., __. |_..._...______===|==|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@ YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON CHERRY TAP! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOUR FREAKIN FINE

Why Is It Because They Lived Under My Roof...
Why is it that because they lived under my roof that I am responsible for taking care of their debt when they left me with basically nothing? My boss received a phone call today from my former tenant's brother asking her to leave a number for me to call him. My boss knows the brother well because my former tenant was also a former co-worker that had to be rushed to the hospital from the job because he had gone into congestive heart failure in October of 2006. I'm thinking that the number is my former tenant and not him. I call the number and it is not set to receive messages and it's a woman's voice. I thought it was kind of strange and called back and got the same. I blew it off. I just got a call back from the brother. He asked me who I was. He rattles off all these names and really doesn't let me answer anything other then my name. Then he says, "OOOHHHHH you are Don's friend." "Yes", I reply. He then proceeds to ask me when Don is going to receive his money fo

And The Other Shoe Drops...
I found out tonight, my father is in the hospital. They say it's "lithium toxicity" which was apparently caused by the Lithium he's been taking for the last over 20 years. Mom called me about 7:30pm...she was scared to call me because she didn't want to ruin Gabe's third month day...I'm just in shock. Apparently for the last few weeks, my dad has been acting strangely. He's been sleeping all day and up all night, having what they think might have been a "manic episode" that never ended. Mom disagrees with the manic episodeness, but agrees that it's VERY unusual for Dad to sleep during the day more than a few hours (they nap in the afternoons, to regain energy. They're not in their thirties anymore you know.) Anyway, she'd been trying to stay up during the night to keep an eye on him and make sure he didn't end up hurting himself, but last night, she fell asleep after two days straight without any sleep. She wakes up around 1:30am to find him in the kitchen, muttering nonsense to

28th Of April 2006 A Year Since My Dad Passed
A year ago today my dad died. He fought cancer for seven years before the bloody disease got a hold of him and beat him. He fought so hard to stay with us,he told me he didnt want to die..that he wasnt ready...who would be at 65..its still young.But in the end he asked us all for permission to go..it was too hard, too painful for him and he got to say his goodbyes ..and die with dignity. Although its only just turned the 28th here, for the last few days Ive been wanting something..like I dont know a sign or something. When my dad died, he left me his car, a beautiful ford ltd. I had been driving this car for about 2 weeks before he died, going back and forth from the hospital, about a week after dad died i was sitting out in the garage having a smoke, when my dog started going nuts, running around the outside of the car...jumping up on the door, barking and carrying on...this is not something she would normally do..she continued to do this for a good 5 minutes or more..I just sat a

Pervies On The Net...hate Yah All!!
wrinkled, black, hairy dick was all over the screen when you view their cams.do they get a kick from making someone view their privies?!!uhh..it's really repulsing and there was nothing interesting with what they were showing..ugh!!i'm not being self- righteous here but it's not really appealing to me.. piece of advice to those blasted perverts, make sure that what you're showing is even worthy to look at.. Animation Miscellaneous Images

Sexual I.q?
Sexual I.Q? You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

100 Great Date-night Ideas
100 Great Date-Night Ideas From silly to sweet to flat-out scorching, we've got togetherness tips for your every moodby Amy Keyishian | Dinner and a Movie 1. Go out for pizza — ask them to cut the pie into the shape of a heart. 2. Try live entertainment, such as a band at a local bar, instead of a movie. 3. Pick a TV show, get a season's worth on DVD and make a running date to watch it together every night. 4. Head out to a midnight cult movie, like The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Showgirls or Donnie Darko. 5. How about dinner and some stargazing at the planetarium's evening show? 6. Try brunch and a matinee; fancy restaurants are way more affordable in the a.m. 7. Pick up a bucket of fried chicken and head for the drive-in. Seductive Secrets 8. Put on your sexiest stilettos; sip fancy cocktails at a hotel bar. 9. Bubble bath for two. Candles. Champagne. Need we say more? 10. Oysters are said to be an aphrodisiac, so head to a seafood place and slurp t

I Went To The Sex Shop
Sooo i got the coolest new toy ever .... its a clit vib and its got 4 differnt heads and 8 diffent pulse speeds and it plugs into the comp so its dosnt need power sand its liek super vib sooo awsome never seen one like it b4 ohh and its pretty blue and i got a new Rabbit its teal blue and its got he spinnign pear shadt twriling head and the great clit vibe what more could a newly single girl want lol ahhh new shoes lol :p maybe some new jeans how bout a shopping spree lol

I Am Sick Of..
I am sooo sick of making new friends that I love talking to then they all of a sudden delete there account... I know they really have no obligation to me... it just makes me sad... then I have friends I make that I get excited to then they up and stop talking to me... I am feeling rarther unloved :(... i know this sounds whiny... and it only applies to a few people.... I am just being rarther sensitive I gather :(... and because i am soooo lonely to begin with... I dont know...

Bar Part 4 Of 5
As I turned the corner onto my street, I wondered if I would see cars in my driveway. I'd spent an incredible Friday night and a memorable Saturday morning with two beautiful women. We'd even talked of spending at least the weekend together. My natural male insecurity still caused me to worry. I wanted to see these two again, but I had no easy way of contacting either of them. I didn't know their surnames. I didn't know where they lived. I had no email addresses. I didn't know their phone numbers. The sum total of identifying information I had about the two of them was where Michele worked. A wave of relief washed over me as I turned onto my driveway and saw two cars. I parked, gathered my purchases, bounced into the house, and was greeted by both a melodious, "Is that you, Jake?" and the obnoxious scent of fingernail polish. "Hi, Michele. It's me." A second woman's voice chirped, "We're upstairs, painting our nails. We're showered, we're squeaky clean, and we both smell de

This Is For Her, The Bitch!
Forget every word you spoke. Regret this life to choke. Purity, just a blinded coward. Seventeen, the number you chose me. Seventeen curses now will be blamed on your sacred black heart. Now I'm awake. My will is stronger than before. You don't know me, and you don't see me. You will never fucking know me. Everything went black tonight. Now I'm sick of being blamed for your worthless identity Of a victim, the claim you make. A false claim for a bullshit tear. Not from me, anymore. Not from me, anymore. Anymore. Not anymore. Now I cast a thousand plagues on you. So left behind, to make amends. Now I am set free, and I can see right through you, But you're too blind to see me. Now I am set free, and I can see right through you, But you're too blind to see me. Red. Red is the color that makes me sick, And is paid for in blood. It's paid for with your blood. And now we're taking it back. And we keep on taking it back. And now we're taking it back. And w

Still Frame Memory Conclusion
Despite the insane ranting and antipolitical nay saying that I do, deep down I'm a philisophical person with unmet needs to my talent. Dabbling in the fields of Psychology, Philosophy, and Sociology I have made compasison charts of the human pschye and came to the conclusion that everyone has a still frame photo kept in the recesses of thier mind that takes them back to a time when they were at a new point in life, as life goes on more of the stillframe memories make a collage of things past that define who you are as a person and what makes you stand outrom the peope around you and the influences you have on others. think about this people it is very true and someday when i get enough data pooled i will beable to present this theory as a documented test of human thinking and social structure.

You're My Sort Of Girl, If...
You're my sort of girl if you can see beyond the latest fashion trends, and you understand that something like guys kissing guys, actually means your guy kissing someone else, which is cheating, you understand that I wear what I want, because like you I am aware of fashions and trends, but I'm not a slave to them, and I don't just want to look like a clone of what looked hot last summer. You're my sort of girl, if you appreciate it when I try to make you smile, when you feel down, and you return the favour whenever I feel low. You're my sort of girl, if when you secretly catch me trying to smell your hair, you know it's because I love your scent, and not because I'm trying to identify your hairspray, to use on my own hair. You're my sort of girl, if you know when I stand beside you, infront of the mirror, I'm checking out your beauty, not your jeans, to see if they'd look better on me. You're my sort of girl, if the time we spend together is the best, but also if we respect

37 Stupid Quotes
37. “I’m so smart now. Everyone’s always like ‘take your top off.’ Sorry, NO! They always want to get that money shot. I’m not stupid.” — Paris Hilton 36. “What’s Wal-Mart? Do they sell, like wall stuff?” — Paris Hilton 35. “The most loving thing to do is to share your bed with someone.” — Michael Jackson 34. “If you have intercourse you run the risk of dying and the ramifications of death are final.” — Cyndi Lauper 33. “Smoking kills. If you’re killed, you’ve lost an important part of your life.” — Brooke Shields 32. “[I hope] my child will be a good Catholic like me.” — Madonna 31. “It’s really hard to maintain a one-on-one relationship if the other person is not going to allow me to be with other people.” — Axl Rose 30. “I’d rather be dead than singing Satisfaction when I’m forty-five.” — Mick Jagger 29. “It’s not that I dislike many people. It’s just that I don’t like many people.” — Bryant Gumbel 28. “I look at [modeling] as something I’m doing for black

Damn, This Sucks
On Saturday 5/5 I will be moving. Just a short 6 months from the last one. Not something that I planned on, had less than 30 days to put this together. But in the long run I will be happier where I am going. I may not have my internet service back up for a few days, it's being shut off Saturday morning. So I thought I would post a blog so that everyone would know. Moving really sucks, let me tell you. I have the bed from hell, nicknamed it BedZilla from the last move! Here is a preview of part of what I am moving! Everyone bear with me until I can get back on line. Lori

Dear Mom And Dad
I was scrambling tonight. My daughter called me and said she was coming to visit. I started straightening up, running the vacuum, throwing stuff out of sight, and something occurred to me - I was excited about my daughter coming to visit and maybe that's the way my mom and dad feel. So as soon as my daughter left I made things right and sent them an email. It didn't take long because I just copied and pasted one I got from my aunt, so 2 minutes and I'm back doing stuff I like. I hope I always have this appreciation of family.

Rain For Me
sitting here as the rain pours down. all alone wondering when it will cease one minute wishing it to disappear go away not ready for rain to wash it all down another minute begging it to beat down harder have it take all there is of me no! stay, rain all day thunder loud to drown my thoughts pour the biggest drops cool my heated skin caress me like a friend cleanse me of my tormented thoughts if it was the ocean rain would not be needed just waves of unrelenting motion taking all that i dont want anymore but rain it is and rain will do for it at least will rid me of my thoughts and lull me to sleep in peace carrying me in my dreams back to the ocean

Have I Told You Lately That I Love You
Have I Told You Lately That I Love You Myspace Layouts for Myspace :: Music Video Codes Have I told you lately I love you? Well, lately I love you! Even though I’ve said it before, I wanted to say it now once again, So you would know that you are on my mind, too And before anything happened for we never know where or when. No matter how burdened or busy I may have been Not a day passed that I didn’t think of you, And how much I love you and how grateful that you’re my friend We were not always in agreement but one another true. Don’t let the day come when you feel regret That you didn’t tell those you love how you feel, Waiting until the right time which you may never get So make it a point to let them know your love is real. Seize the moment, “Carpe Diem”, good advice I’d say I wonder if we asked someone who recently lost someone dear, Would they have made it a priority to say “I love you” each day Or have waited to tell them s

The List.... I Needed To Post This For All My Friends.
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its pur

Wtf??!!?? Im No Longer "cool" ?
k so when i first got on here,ya'll couldnt rate me,fan me,add me,and comment me fast enough,i mean i could barely keep up.then one day it just stopped.wtf??!!??am i not pretty any more?did i lose w/e i had to make u guys like me?i think i still look the same.actually i look a bit better now,lost some weight,got a tan,i just need to get those new pix up on here! so that means i have to fix me cam!! dammit! oh well i hope u guysll like the changes once u do see them! oxoxox frankie ;)

On Kids Computer 8am-3 Pm,m-f
Well my Computer Shit the Bed last night.Can't get on the Internet.On my Buddies Daughters comp this morning.Wicked Addiction going on now.Doesn't look like I'll be doing Comments today at all.If I'm found on this comp,all Hell to pay. Saturday Night was good for me,I took Kate on a Date we had Prime Rib.Then back to her place for much passion.then I went to my Fishing buddy Corey's house.Awoke sunday 4 am,was on the water for 5 am.Corey had awesome Luck 5 Lakers,4lb.smalley.2lb.4oz white perch.I got skunked again.I guess it's only fitting that my once upon a time student now outfishes his teacher on a regular basis.The thing is I had fun. Since I'm on this comp,I will try to do Maniacal Bliss's Salute photo.An do a new salute for myself as well. Hope all my Sweet Family members an a few Choice friends have an Awesome day today.Peace

Lies Are Fun Right????
thieves, thieves and liars, murderers hypocrites and bastards [in laughter] hey thanks for nothing! morals in the dust two-faced bastards and syncophants no trust thieves! liar! inside, outside, which side, you don't know my side, your side, their side, we don't know which side are they? which side are they? which side of their mouth do you suppose that it came? which side are they? which side are they? which side of the grass is greener? inside, outside, which side, you don't know my side, your side, their side, we don't know you're like a great big fucking sponge, just waiting to get squeezed! breathe, forfeit erection! toxical injection geriatric fuckface we still believe in lies thieves! liar! inside, outside, which side, you don't know my side, your side, their side, we don't know who started it? who started it? which side are they? which side are they? which side of their mouth do you suppose that it came? which side are they? which side are t

Fallen But Not Forgotten
Fallen but Not Forgotten Standing in silence, amongst the graves Hanging at half-staff Old Glory waves The gun salutes slice through the mid-day As those who've gathered, bow heads to pray. The bugle sounds a sad somber tune For the lives of Soldier's lost too soon Men and women who answered the call Serving their country, giving their all. Caskets draped in the red, white and blue Honoring our Heroes brave and true Courageous souls willing to defend Their beloved nation to the end… Fallen Heroes Everyday I read the list "Fallen Hero's" of America With every new day, a new name. A new pain for an American. Their families' hurt just begun. Struggling with the questions: "Why? How?" Hoping, "Please don't let this be true". With a little hope left, they continue believing. Until the belief is taken away. As a mother kneels at a grave. No greater loss than when a mother buries her child. No greater loss; without good-byes or sweet "I love you's". The

Chapter 12: Epilogue
The situation today in the West Memphis Three case is that three young men have been in prison for six years. One of the them faces death. The evidence in the case is not strong enough to support a guilty verdict, yet all of their attempts to have their case re-tried have failed. It begs the question how can this happen? Isn’t the legal system designed to protect the innocent? How can it all go so terribly wrong? The problem is much easier to identify than the solution. The problems with this case began from the moment the bodies were first discovered. Lack of experience and professionalism on the part of police at the crime scene meant that it was not properly protected and vital evidence was either destroyed or not collected at all. The failure to keep the sticks which held the boys clothing down in the creek is a prime example of this. The removal of the bodies from the creek before the medical examiner had arrived meant that more vital information was lost. The same lack of e

Chinese Proverb - Ability
Just do what you do best. ~ Red Auerbach ~ Natural abilities are like natural plants; they need pruning by study. ~ Francis Bacon ~ I thought he was a young man of promise, but it appears he is a young man of promises. [Speaking Of Winston Churchill] ~ Arthur James Balfour ~ Knowing what you can not do is more important than knowing what you can do. In fact, that's good taste. ~ Lucille Ball ~ Ability is of little account without opportunity. ~ Napoleon Bonaparte ~ The extent of your consciousness is limited only by your ability to love and to embrace with your love the space around you, and all it contains ~ Ken Carey ~ The king is the man who can. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ What you see, but can't see over is as good as infinite. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ No amount of ability is of the slightest avail without honor. ~ Andrew Carnegie ~ When it is a question of God's almighty Spirit, never say, "I can't." ~ Oswald Chambers

Planes
This is so awesome!! On June 2nd, my daughter, husband and I will be flying to go see my side of the family! We will fly to Kansas!! I'm just excited because 1. its my daughters (and husbands) first plane trip! 2. my family will FINALLY get to meet Alessa (YAY) and 3. I will get to meet my new nephew and neice, and visit with my family!!!! I just cant wait.. dont know about hubby though.. lol. i know he's kinda excited too.. he just doesnt show it like i do. thats the difference between men and women.. lol.

S.o.s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
LOOK I AM NOT ONE TO WINE BITCH AND COMPLAIN IF I DONT WIN A CONTEST I ENTER, BUT I DO FEEL I AM VERY FAIR AT TRYING TO HELP OUT PPL THAT NEED MY HELP.. I ENTERED THREE CONTEST SO FAR AND BARLEY BUDGING IN COMMENTS AT ALL!! ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR THE PPL WHO HAVENT EVEN COMMENTED ONCE TO PLEASE GIVE ME A LITTLE HELP!!! TO EVERYONE WHO HAS YOUR THE BEST AND A REAL FRIEND!!! HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THE TWO DIFFRENT CONTESTS I ENTERED 1 IS FOR MOTHERS DAY! AND THE OTHER IS FOR A PORSHE!! COPY AND PASTE THIS ONE IN YOUR ADRESS BAR http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=544512&i=179417400 I NEED 15000 TO WIN THIS ONE

Family Emergency
Hi everyone thanks for all the comments and everything. You don't have to rate this blog. I am sorry I have not been on but my father in law has been very sick and we have been at the hospital. I hope to be on more now that he is doing better. I just wanted everyone to know I haven't forgotten about them just been really busy and its been a stressful week. Keith

Forget Me Not
::::FORGET HIM:::: FORGET HIS NAME: FORGET HIS FACE: FORGET HIS KISS: HIS WARM EMBRACE: FORGET THE LOVE THAT YOU ONCE KNEW: REMEMBER HE HAS SOMEONE NEW: FORGET HIM WHEN THEY PLAYED YOUR SONG : REMEMBER WHEN YOU CRIED ALL NIGHT LONG: FORGET YOU CALLED HIM YOUR BEST FRIEND: FORGET WHEN HE SAID i'LL LOVE YOU TIL THE END: FORGET HOW YOU MEMORIZED HIS WALK: FORGET THE WAY HE USED TO WALK : FORGET THE THINGS HE USED TO SAY: REMEMBER HE WENT AWAY :FORGET HIS LAUGH:HIS GRIN: THE DIMPLES IN HIS CHIN : FORGET THE WAY HE HELD YOU TIGHT : REMEMBER HE'S WITH HIM TONIGHT : : FORGET THE TIME THAT WENT SO FAST : FORGET THE LOVE THAT MOVED,IT'S PAST : FORGET HOW HE SAID IT LAST FOREVER: :::::REMEMBER HE'S GONE FOREVER:::::: :::FORGET HIM:::

A Blank Canvas
We all desire our world to be a perfect painting Our friends true and gracious Our family healthy and close to us In any given moment that can all change Friends become distant Family are lost or become ill We look at the world around us We wonder what has become of our more gentle world Trees in the distance seen bare Men and women stand apart People not daring to seek comfort from a stranger We have all become so distant in this world of ours Our eyes overlooking a smile, a gesture, even the slightest movement of friendship or compassion Reach out and embrace your fellow man Every moment your canvas of life remains blank: is a moment you have lost A chance at finding a friend or making a difference in someone else's life Or maybe your OWN A chance at finding LOVE A chance at being WHOLE Gather yourself to Him Rejoice in life Make a differnce! Lady Shakira Rose CT: How do you Paint your canvas? What colors do you use? Leave some comments, some examples, so

Happy Mothers Day...
To all of you mothers out there. Without you there would be no us! Keep your heads up and stay strong. I know a lot of times you come across those men... excuse me I mean males that disrespect you all and call you out of your name when they don't get something that they want out of you. I had to say males b/c those are not MEN. Keep strong and your perseverance will conquer all. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

My Sexxx Survey ;)
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: BOTH Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: BOTH How often do you like to have sex?: AS MUCH AS THE OTHER PEOPLE ARE WILLING TO GIVE IT TO ME! Is sex a top priority for you?: VERY MUCH SO Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: UMMM...SOMETIMES...HEE HEE ;) How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NO COMMENT, LMAO! How do you feel about one night stands?: NOTHING WRONG WITH THEM AS LONG AS UR SAFE! How many one night stands have you had?: AGAIN...NO COMMENT LMAO!! What's your favorite position?: DOGGIE SYLE! AND U BETTER BE SMACKING MY ASS AND PULLING MY HAIR!! Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ANYWHERE PUBLIC, WHERE THERE IS A CHANCE OF BEING CAUGHT!! Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: I ALWAYS MAKE LOVE TO MY HUSBAND. I JUST FUCK MY FRIENDS! Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:

Soulmates And "your Better Half"
People may find someone that they can call a "twin flame" in that they have integrated appreciation (love) for their physical, mental, spiritual and emotional bodies; they know their roles in the relationship and play well together without power struggles... ...but there are no such things as soulmates or "your better half". These romantic ideas are based on neediness and teach low self-esteem and self-rejection. The romantic notion that there is half of you missing that you need to find...is false. You are a complete soveriegn being and a god with free will. All you need is to love, accept, trust in, have validation in and be content and happy in yourself, cause you are the only person that you have your entire life, 24/7. If you rely on others or circumstances outside of yourself for those things, you will always set your self up for disappointment. When you love yourself and abide in love, that is when life starts to truly be magical.

Fun Stars 5-14-05
Figuring out what makes you happy is tough, but figuring out what makes someone else happy is next to impossible -- and will drive you nuts. So put down this task and do something that is easier and more enjoyable.

Intresting Facts!
> > > If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced > enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. > > > > (Hardly seems worth it.) > > > > > >If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced > to create the energy of an atomic bomb. > > > > (Now that's more like it!) > > > > > > The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to > squirt blood 30 feet. > > > > (O.M.G.!) > > > > > > > > A A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. > > > > (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) > > > > > > > > A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to > death. (Creepy.) > > > > > > > (I'm still not over the pig.) > > >

Greed And Power...the Shame To Which It Will Lead...
I understand when you pay for an account you get special treatment etc...special CT shop stuffs...get to rate 11s...awesome...cool...I don't have the money for that stuff...oh well...but never ever have I been on a website where the poor folk are treated like dirt... Here's a few things that would make this site the best profile whatever site out there and why: 1. If people feel like bitching about CT...let them...what do you have to hide? If people aren't allowed to post their opinions and rants about the site it says a whole hell of a lot about the people running it...whats this about people being blocked and deleted and banned b/c...*gasp*...omg they disagree sometimes...are you guys that insecure? 2. Why are some people getting special treatment and allowed to break supposed rules while others are picked on for no good reason? I won't name names but this situation is moronic at best...both parties pay etc but while one is allowed to post illegal pornography and spam her webs

Ozzy Osbourne's 'i Don't Wanna Stop' Video Online Premiere..
OZZY OSBOURNE's video for his new single, "I Don't Wanna Stop", will receive its online premiere this Friday, May 18 at Headbangersblog.com. Regarding the song, Ozzy recently told WWE.com: "I'm 59 this year. People keep saying to me, 'You'll be quitting soon, retiring.' I don't wanna stop! You'll know when I want to stop because I won't be doing it anymore. I've tried not doing it, but it's not like I've got a job. I'd miss the fans. I'd miss the buzz, seeing the crowd going crazy." AS previously reported, Ozzy Osbourne will kick off his 2007 world tour when he performs two songs on the May 18 episode of The CW's "Friday Night SmackDown" at the sold-out 1st Mariner Arena in Baltimore. Osbourne's new song "I Don't Wanna Stop", the first single from his upcoming "Black Rain" album, will also serve as the official theme of WWE's May 20 "Judgment Day" pay-per-view, two days before "Black Rain"'s worldwide release date. WWE superstars featured each week on "Friday Night SmackDown"

The One & Only Me
OK I WAS BORED THE OTHER NIGHT AND I MADE THIS SHIT UP after talkin wit some fool who just doesnt understand wat NO means!!!! Its corny & stupid but ahh fuk it...I aint no poet.....LOL!!!! LMAO!!! Tell me wat u think I warned u,once u got a taste of me U were gonna fall in luv wit me Now U want me cuz u couldn't get enuf of me Now u wish u could be wit me cuz there aint no other like me!! Now ur heart is achin for me U say u will always love me But if u ask me or even if u beg me YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ME!!!!!!!!

Jack And Jill(funny)
Jack and Jill went up the hill... Any hurt caused to the childhood sentiments of anybody is purely unintentional. Jack and Jill Went up the hill, And planned to do some kissing. Jack made a pass and grabbed her ass, And now two of his front teeth are missing. Jack and Jill Went up the hill, Each one had a quarter. Jill came down with fifty cents, Do you think they went for water? Jack and Jill went up the hill, For just an itty bitty. Jill is now two months overdue, And Jack has left the city. Jack and Jill went up the hill, To fetch a pail of water. Jill forgot to take the pill, So now they've got a daughter. Jack and Jill went up the hill, With a little peg of brandy. Jack got stewed, Jill got screwed, Now it's Jack and Jill, and Sandy.

Boo-boo
Yesterday during the 12 Gage shotgun qualifications, I failed to snug up the shot gun to the "sweet spot" in the shoulder. When I fired the third round of the nine required, I got mule kicked. It looks gross, but is not all that painful. I did, as reported, finish my qualifications. Shotguns are no longer a requirement in Texas Commission officer courses. It was only an additional $25.00. I look at that as the cost of renting the shotgun. I don't know if it will look good on a resume or not, but I need need the training on a pump shotgun since I do own a 20 gage myself and have not had opportunity to work on it. I figured between qualifying with it, and needing to be trained with it for home-defense, it was worth the additional cost.

Graduation
totally freakin out..have no clue what i am going to do with the rest of my life..if you didn't know..i am a senior this year..and my graduation is coming up soon and i havent the slightest clue how i am going to take this..it all went way too damn fast and i dont know what to do..it seems like yesterday i was in middle school and now im greduating..

The Rose
The Rose It awakes with drops of tears covering a timeless frame of beauty on a summer morning. It rises up with a glimmering sun shining on its luscious face of magnificence. Through the sight of a man’s eye of this pure loveliness has shown blindness to the heart. From: Someone who knows who you are and the beauty you possess that has weaken the heart

Stupid But Right
so i always figured if ppl are mad at you you must be doing something right right well recently i asked some bitch a question and her being under the influence took it totally wrong anfd personally i dont give a flying fuck either way fuck her and fuck her stupid friends anyways i am doing it right because they are mmad at me i will give you my address if you want bitch

Gaian - The Creation Of Humanity
I know that this is not Native American Indian however in the theme of Creation Myths, felt that here is the best place to post this as it is my personal favorite! And the Earth and Stars were made, having nothing on them to make them happy. Gaia spun around and saw great beauty in the Universe. She saw the Sun and was happy, she saw the Moon and was happy, she saw the Stars and was happy. She swelled with joy and reached out to touch the beauty, but could not. Gaia wept and felt better. Gaia sent energy to feel them and was happy. Then she tried to physically touch the beauty. She made limbs on herself and stretched, but still could not reach. She was sad. Gaia wept, and felt better. She looked at her limbs that could not reach the other planets and stars and was surprised! They were beautiful! She was happy. She gave them part of herself and let them live. And Gaia's limbs were the Trees. So, In company were Gaia, the Earth; Gaia's tears, Water; and Gaia's limbs, Trees. T

My Love, My Life, My Past....
I wrote this Poem for Gus, less than a month after he died in my arms. Those were very dark days for me, I no longer cared to be alive. I wanted only to be with him wherever he was and I kept remembering how he had saved me and his Little Sister both on the same day from domestic homicide. We owe him our lives, but we couldn't save his. We still talk on the phone once in a while, she and I, but it's very hard for both of us as we are living reminders to each other of happier times when Gus was with us, holding us within his strong arms and surrounding us with his powerful love and protection. Erica called me the other day to share with me the happy news that she is going to have a baby girl in April. I knew I had to somehow for her sake hold back my tears this time until after we hung up. Somehow I did. But once again I was reminded of when Gus saved us, both she and I, and on the night that he did it, after I fell asleep safe at last, he told his little sister it had been the

Never Been Kissed..
who would believe that at this age, i still haven't experienced being kissed? it's not that i don't have suitors. in fact, i do have a few.LOL :-D it's just that i don't feel like doing with them or kiss anybody just for the heck of it.. how can i really think about kissing when my mind is so focused on my studies, watching animes or cartoons, reading pocketbooks that i can hardly think of boys.. i am somehow a childish person..i still enjoy what most kids enjoy.. (like watching cartoons..) come to think of it, i'm like a ten year old child stuck in a twenty year old woman's body!! :-D do i long for a kiss? on the back of my mind, i surely do!!! i'm sure every girl who had never been kissed would say the same.. i want a kiss that would really take my breath away and i also mean literally!! LOL :-D a kiss that would make my knees go all weak and wobbly.. a passionate kiss with someone i really like and who likes me back.. i'm a hopeless romantic, a love junkie and simply a FOOL a

Venting... #2
I put myself and my life out on the line evryday to keep everyone safe and i dont expect anything in return but a thank you or something would be nice... Now I have put my heart out there and is it not enought for you or do you want more? Is what I do for you not enough? What do I really mean to you? If you want me to fuck off just say so? Don't worry you're not the only one that thinks this life isn't good enough.... Maybe one day you will take a step back and realize I was right or I was the one you were looking for to complete you... Just maybe you will come crawling back to me and maybe I will let you back into my life, but honestly I wouldn't hold your breath... Life moves way too fast one second you're there the next you're gone... But what the fuck did I do but you ask what the fuck did I do to you? Maybe I need to step back and say for now fuck this none of this is worth it... The pain is not worth it... So yes nothing is worth giving it everything you ever could because you wo

Come On In
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Brain Pattern Blogthing
Your Brain's Pattern You have a tempered, reasonable way of thinking. You tend to take every new idea in, and meld it with your world view. For you, everything is always changing. Each moment is different. Your thinking process tends to be very natural - with no beginnings or endings. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Birth Month Blogthing
Your Birth Month is January You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Foxe Awards Sun. May 27th
Hey Everyone, I'll be attending the 16th annual F.O.X.E awards in support of PAW (Protecting Adult Welfare) http://www.pawfoundation.org/ Lots of P_rn Stars attending and you can too! Come on out and show your support! For show time and ticket info. See my FREE official website blog by clicking on the link below because I can't link to adult oriented sites from Cherry Tap or they'll delete me. http://caralottsjournal.blogspot.com/ (or copy and paste into your browser window if you can't click on it). See you at the show! Love and licks, Cara Lott

Tattoo
This is the story behind my back piece my best friend passed away he use to say all the time justkillme or justkme or justk for short so I came up with this whole thing on my own as a tribute so it is me dead riden by his head stone he is holding a shot glass his hand still has skin on it like he his burried alive and I am pouring him his last drink. Outer Limmits Tattoo Shop is where I gt it done at the artist name is Jaydee he is in the long beach Ca.shop as for how long it took I did it in 9 sittings and it took 10 weeks from start to end and that was cause the artist went on vacation lol.and no it did not hurt it felt like a rug burn.

Its Almost Time
well im new to this site and once i get the hang on it i think ill like it....but ill be offline for a lil whil e...im livin in new tazewell tn at the moment but this weekend ill be movin to harlan ky ...startin all over again ..its kind of scary for me cause im leavin 2 of my children behind....my daughter 18 and son 20.its gonna be hard to leave my daughter cause she my best friend too.ill still have my baby that 16 with me but it wont be the same...as they start thier new life ..ill be startin a new life for me so bear with me ill be back when i get settle in after this weekend may take me a month but ill be back lol

Waiting
tick tick tick ill shoot the god damn clock tock tock tock cross cross cross go more and more days flip flip flip go the calender pages stop stop stop goes my mother fucking heart beep beep beep and it wont jump start drip drip drip goes my blood on the floor stop stop stop i couldnt take it any more drop drop drop goes my slow heart rate dot dot dot now its too late

And The Fucktard Of The Year...
Ok so I normally stay outta drama on here but this was uncalled for so I reposted this bulletin... http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2835221417# He was on on my fan train so I commented him asking him to plz take I.A.R. off his name b/c he was no longer a member. & I blocked both of his accounts that were posted in the bulletin. Than the fucktard makes another account... bbG LOVER and comments my fan train page... ~Insane Asylum Rejects FanTrain Family Page ~ w/this image... & in regards to the comments his CT wife left in the bulletin I posted, she needs to get her facts straight b/f going off on ppl. BBG didn't start ripping his pics till after he had ripped the pic of a fallen solider. If he doesn't like his pics being ripped than maybe he shouldn't rip just to start shit. I think these 2 deserve each other & I believe they have won the fucktard of year award for this blog LoL! THAN THE CRY BABY POSTS THIS BLOG... http://cherrytap.com/blog/87318/3696

This Is A Ribbon For Soldiers Fighting In Iraq . Pass It On To Everyone And Pray.
I HOPE I DO NOT HEAR OF ANYONE BREAKING THIS ONE OR SEE DELETED This is a ribbon for soldiers fighting in Iraq . Pass it on to everyone and pray. This is a ribbon for soldiers fighting in Iraq . Pass it on to everyone and pray. SLEEP LAST NIGHT? Bed a little lumpy... Toss and turn any... Wish the heat was higher... Maybe the a/c wasn't on... Had to go to the john.. Need a drink of water... ? ? ? Scroll down * * * * * * * Yes.. It is like that! Count your blessings, pray for them, Talk to your Creator and the next time when... the other car cuts you off and you must hit the brakes, or you have to p ark a little further from Walmart than you want to be, or you're served slightly warm food at the restaurant, or you're sitting and cursing the traffic in front of you, or the shower runs out of hot water, Think of them... Protecting your freedom! DO NOT DEL

Why????
Why must some people be a bitch. You see a pic you like and ask someone if you can rip it. They tell you sure. but with the new way they have the pics you cant tell if they have ripped that one from someone else. Anyway I got the total bitch out today from a someone just because i ripped a pic from another friend. and then she downrated the pic. how Juvenile is that. come on we are adults here. im not going to do like others do and put a link to her profile. that would put me on her level. just needed to vent.

Wanting....
Wrote this one a few years back too. I sit in your silence, scared. Waiting patiently for recognition. For a word, For a breath, For a touch But I am raw. Because I watch your hands instead of writing, and I listen to your breath instead of breathing. Its strange, how close I feel and the need I have to help you, to make you smile. And yet I'm still here waiting, for you to let me in. And this is where I will stay, until you come for me.

Could It Be You?
My Love Long ago I closed my heart. Others would knock and the door just got thicker. My heart, a vault of pain and anger, Never allowing anyone within its steely walls My soul, a pit Getting deeper and darker Occasionally a light would break the darkness Only to be shut out by my ever pressing need to wallow in my own despair Deeper, deeper I go Slowly losing myself In thoughts of revenge, hate, and self pity Then from nowhere A light slowly appeared No matter how I tried I couldn’t turn away The closer it got The further I shied away Closer Near blinding It came Until no longer could I deny Your beauty first struck me A grip on my soul that couldn’t be broken Then your voice, The sound of angels singing in my sleep Your touch, A tender relief from the searing pain That has enveloped my very being Making me a better person for just being in your presence These words I put together Can not begin to explain the emotions I feel just at the thought of

Now Is The Time To Get Your Copy Of Peter Britt's Book
I am aware that I can be long winded, I'm a writer you know. lol I wanted to share this with all my friends. Tomorrow evening I will be with my photographer doing the cover photo for my book. On Friday, it will be overnighted to my publisher. I've already received the gallies of my book for inspection, so we aren't far at all from it being in hand. Below are some excerpts you can read, but pre-ordering the book now (there are about 5 days left for this) and you will also receive an autographed copy of my cd, That's What Livingt's For along with your book, with your name in it. Just a few days left for you to get your name in it. Read below and click the paypal link or, contact me or, go to my personal web site for another link: www.peterbritt.us Everyone have a fabulous day :) Well this is something a little different, or extra if you will. There are only 35 copies of my book pre-ored left, so I am going to give the rest of the pre-orders a complimentary autographed cd along w

The Road To Wisdom
It's funny how we look at others and think how wise they are, or how much more someone might know than we do. When the reality is that we are all wise in our own way. What makes those that seem wise to us different from ourselves is that they lived more. It's not always about how long someone went to school, or how long they've been on their job, or even how old they are, but it is about how much they've lived. It is living that brings experience, and experience that brings wisdom. True a five year old shouldn't know more than a Fifty year old , but they will if that Fifty year old had never done more than gone to work each day , and watch television every night. I have had the privilege of doing things and going places that has given me knowledge that is immeasurable. It is those experiences that make it easy to help others, but I never forget that there is always more for me to learn, move life to live, more people to meet, and more places to see. Yes, there will always be some

Switch The Life Cycle And This Is What You Get!
Start out dead . Then you wake up in a nursing home, feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous, and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities. You become a baby, then, you spend your last 9 Months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa, Room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and finally you finish off as an orgasm.

Show Me
Show Me I Am what you are. Feel me. We ARE the same. We come from the very Same Source. The Beginning. The Divine. God. The She, the He. Understand You know my words are true. You feel them. You always knew them. Since you were young. The wind, the trees, your free flowing thoughts- without restraint, without form, or hesitation. THAT IS TRUTH. In it's barest form. Raw. With out restraint. Without care for outside the self. REAL...truth This IS what we all are. Free form, without conscious, contrived thought. Motion. It is the Beginning. And the end. They meet. Circle, circle, circling... Let it flow.

I Am Joy What Are You?
You scored as Joy, You are Joy!! Cheering people up is a talent you posses. Your warm smile brings joy to even the gloomiest. When you enter a room everyone is happy to see you. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Joy100% Courage92% Grace92% Love83% Hope83% Peace83% Wisdom75% Faith67% What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

My Baby
So yea.. my baby has been done in for good, permanent, kaput, fucker broke the nose off my longboard... what else can go wrong eh? Someone please shoot me before I find out! Kinda makes me wonder why the fuck I even try anymore...every last thing/person I love is always viciously torn away from me eventually. And I keep it pretty simple! What the hell did I do to deserve this kharma? Fuck it, I'll suck it up and keep trudging along as I always do, for I will NEVER give up! C'mon sucka bring it! You can't break my will and spirit, they are mine alone to control and decide when and for what reason I will stumble. MUCH LOVE ~Aaron

The Shower...
As soon as I can, I drive to your house..and knock hard on the door, so excited to see my baby.. but no answer. I knock harder..and nothing..hmm did she forget we had a date today? surely not.. so I try the knob, and it's unlocked, so I go inside..a little worried about being caught there, but oh well..I need my girl. I hear the shower, and instantly know where my sexy baby is..and I hear noises as I get closer... I walk silently into the bathroom, and find my gorgeous girl in the shower..I can't see you through the curtain, so easing the curtain open a tiny bit, I peek inside at you in the dim light. your eyes are closed.. so I take a good long look... and your body makes me tingle...I decide to close it, and sit and listen quietly to you in there..your moans and groans make me so hot..my desire builds so strongly..my god you are so sexy. I know your hands are moving all around, and your fingers are deep inside your hot dripping pussy...and I want to taste you so bad... but I ca

How Gay Are We?
This is a new thing to me....but is our main focus of life these days becoming a cherry fuckin ninja...or uber cherry... You guys need to roll outta the house and see the marble. HAHAHAHAH fuckin cherry.....its fun and all for like 5 min...after that you are no longer an uber cherry...you are an uber douche bag! much love

Nascar Its Great!!
In the race for riches in the sports world, NASCAR is on the right track. The National Association for Stock Car Auto Racing is one of the most popular and fastest-growing spectator sports in the US. NASCAR runs more than 100 races each year in three racing circuits: the Busch, Craftsman Truck, and its signature Nextel Cup Series. Featuring popular drivers such as Jeff Gordon and Dale Jarrett, the Nextel Cup alone draws more than 7 million fans to the tracks each year. In addition to organizing and promoting the races, the association negotiates broadcast rights and licenses the NASCAR brand for merchandise. NASCAR was founded in 1948 by Bill France Sr. and is still owned by the France family.

Please Come
hold me in your arms. closely. kiss my neck softly. i lick my lips to taste your sweetness, crave to taste you freshly. now. yesterday. tomorrow. last week. every day since. until. you are with me. i could make you happy. and for me, you already do. except. you are not here. why? please come save me from my misery please remove the reality of your absence.

Daddy's Little Girl
Daddy's Little Girl A father watched his young daughter playing in the > >garden. > > > >He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. > > > >Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of > >nature through such innocent eyes. > > > >Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. > > > >He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. > > > >He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. > > > >"Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. > > > >"They're mating," her Father replied. > > > >"What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. > > > >"That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. > > > >"So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. > > > >As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he > >replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs." > > > >The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then t

Where Egos Crash
If you hear me creeping throughout the night through the hallways of your mind do not fear, I'm only looking for a glass of water to wash down all the tears I have swallowed, shed for something much more shallow than that glass that never seems to get filled. Just close your ears and say a prayer; I'll feel better about myself tomorrow and you'll think of me no more.

Hello All!!!!!!
Well thing's are going fine right now and I think i'm getting over being mad at my hubby for the past few days since the last blog i wrote . Now we are having to move our home ( trailer home) as they are putting up our lot rent from $275.00 to $375.00 and to set that all off i don't even have a damn lot i have to share it with the person next to me and he is saying that the yard is all his . Now why should i pay all that money for a lot that i don't have. Well me being the bitch that i am i went off and told everyone of them off . I told them right out that until the shit get's taken care of i will not be paying my lot rent and i will put it into an account until then. So now what would u all do about something like that? I hope that none of u take offence of how i just speak my mind but that's just the way i am . If anyone feels offended please tell me . Well i guess i'm going to end for now and i hope that everyone has a wonderful weekend if i'm not online to tell you all that. hug's

Xtra > Xtra Read All About It!!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I MISS ALL OF YOU, HOPEFULLY SOON I'LL BE MOVED IN TO OUR NEW HOME!!! THX FOR THE LOVE WHILE I'M AWAY!! YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! HUGS ROBIN

Happiness..
This creature made of life and death Her wings fashioned from flame and tragedy Something perfected by flaws She is both the day and darkness Inside and out, nothing to behold but the light A fire that burns, a hot blue flame Like stars from a million miles away Flickering in the tiresome winds Blazing through the joy and the rain Walking the sands where ocean meets earth Leaving behind all that was.. and all that can never be..

Cd Sale!! Short Time Only!!
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Happy Fathers Day !!!!!
Hello to all of the Fathers out there in cherry tap land. just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and hope you have an awesome day. My father is deceased so I can celebrate his life while he was here, Going to have a little celebration in his honor. I had a plaque made for my ex from my sons, that reads. Any man that can create a child can be a father, but it takes a good man to uphold responsibility and be a daddy. Remember that ..... Love always. Lisa AkA sexual contents or Tequila muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Rebound Sex
I am guessing everyone on my friend list has done it lol Since they are on my friend list.... But why do we do it? does it help forget that one you can't forget? And MEN----tisk tisk, would you be upset if the girl is crying during the act? but you knew she was on the rebound? Hmmmm I'd like to know---seriously

Perfect Pain
An old poem of mine - still my personal favorite, on a very personal subject. Perfect Pain Crawling, prowling across the sheets Some animal, some wicked beast Primal urges pulse through hot flesh Forced and coarse, two bodies mesh Driven deep and wet with sin Pounding out the beat within Coming undone, unglued, unwired The saintly sweet tinged with Hell’s fire Curves and angles pulled and stretched Deep lines of the erotic etched Dragged across immoral ground Crying out with immortal sound Dive into me and fill my soul Kill the need and make me whole My body craves, my mind embraces My river flows and my heart races Harsh whispers bite into your ears My muscles ache, eyes filled with tears I’ve begged you to come desecrate This hallowed ground, this holy place Panting, paining, we pull apart And now it’s yours, this wretched heart With all the damage that I’d have you do Don’t you know that I love you?

Poem I Wrote For Maeve's Wiccan Blessing.
My poem for Maeve Because I fancy myself a lyrical soul, my gift comes in form of a poem. May you feel who a person is before you even know them. Empathy, my darling Maeve, the ability to read someone's soul... To divine whether their heart is true or false and remember the Empath's goal. Compassion, connection, feelings so strong. You may feel your heart has known for so long. Concern for how another feels, that overwhelming urge to hug can heal. To feel each emotion so deep and so true, that is what I bestow to you. I pass on my knowledge, my wisdom, my light. May you keep it alive in the darkness of night. May the flickering warmth and glow of that flame; empathy, true feelings and the absence of shame. Guide you, and protect you all through your days... From my soul to yours... Goddess bless you Maeve...

It's Just My Fuckin Week Huh?
Yesterday I had an interview..I had to get a shot before hand..so my arm is still killin me. But I still went to the interview....I had an interview today..I woke up today crying my eyes out because it felt like an eyelash or a pebble was stuck in my eye but nothing was there..we went to the doctor...I have scratches al ove rmy eye. So I'm stuck looking like a fucking pirate!!! I'm ot allowed to be in sunlight..i'm not allowed to watch t.v..I'm not allowed to read..Im kind abreaking that rule but I'm wearing the stupid eye patch over the bad eye....And I STILL went to the interview..I want that job at The YMCA..I want it..I need it...I just..I hate having no job...and things keepi going wrong before the interview but I always go!!! now I have a headache from using my left eye more than what Im used to..I'm not even suppose dot be on her ebut I dont care..Im bored and just...fuck....and someone added me which kinda freake dme out because i thought that person hated my guts...lets jus

Human Rights Campaign
When you've been fighting discrimination for as long as I have, you develop a fairly thick skin. But I'll admit, the first time I saw this video, I got chills. It was produced for Cyndi Lauper's True Colors tour benefiting HRC, and it's now showing at concerts across the country. Please watch the video, and share it with everyone you know. This stirring video has the power to motivate THOUSANDS MORE people to take action for the Matthew Shepard Act. And that's exactly what we need to do. As I write this, angry radical right-wing leaders are using scare tactics to fire up their base against the Matthew Shepard Act. They're saying it could "send pastors to prison for simply reading a part of the Bible." It's absurd. (I may be pagan, but I do not judge others). Even worse: despite our House victory, we're hearing from Senate staffers that opponents of the Matthew Shepard Act are still beating us five to one in emails, calls, and letters. Five to one. With the vote ap

To Shed That First Tear
MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY AS I LEARN OF THE DEATH OD YET ANOTHER BABY.ONE DUE TO LUKIMIA AND YET TWO OTHERS DUE TO NEGLECT AND VIOLANCE.LUKEMIA IS TRAGIC ENOUGH AND THE BRAVE YOUNG CHILD TOOK IT IN STRIDE,A TROOPER ALL THE WAY.I SALUTE THAT YOUNG BABIES BRAVERY,FOR EVEN AN ADULT WOULD FALTER IN THAT FEAR. ANOTHER ONE,A 5 YEAR OLD GIRL,WAS BEATEN AND RAPED BY HER RETARDED 15 YEAR OLD UNCLE WHO THEN HID THE GIRL IN A DEEP FREEZE SO NO ONE WOULD HEAR HER CRY.WHEN HE WNT BACK HOURS LATER,THE LITTLE GIRL WAS DEAD.HER PARENTS WERE NOT CHARGED FOR LEAVING HER WITH INADICUT SUPERVISSION EVEN THOUGH HE HAD A RECORD AS A JUVENILE SEX OFFENDER.THE BOY WAS CHARGED WITH ACCIDENTAL SUFFOCATION RESULTING IN DEATH.HE WAS FINED 250 DOLLARS AND 30 DAYS IN A MENTAL WARD.THE LAST REALLY HIT HOME BECOUSE IT HAPPENED TO AN 18 MONTH OLD CHILD BY HIS OWN FATHER.THE CHILD WAS THE GRANDBABY OF SOMEONE ID KNOWN FOR 25 YEARS.THE FATHER,23 WAS WATCHING THE BOY WHILE THE MOTHER WAS WORKING THE STREETS.HE BECAME HIGH

Your Lil Secrets
Here a lil test I found on someonelse's Blog,,,try it and maybe you'll find a lil about yourself. LET'S HAVE SOME FUN... AND LEAVE NO QUESTION UNANSWERED!!! DON'T BE SCARED!!..LOL 1.)Do you kiss in public? 2.)Do you fart in public?...is it loud or do you keep it to yourself? 3.)Do you pick your nose?...in public?...taste it? 4.)Do you hold hands in public? 5.)Sex in public? 6.)Would you date outside your race? 7.)Would you ever date anybody younger or older than you? 8.)How much younger/older? 9.)Are you attracted to the same sex? 10.)Do you smoke? 11.)Do you drink? 12.)What's the longest you ever went without sex? 13.)What makes a person sexy? 14.)1-10 rate yourself? 15.)Does size matter? 16.)What's your fantasy? 17.)What's your favorite position? 18.)What do you prefer(total honesty) Bareback or Condom. 19.)Do you kiss during sex? 20.)How far are you willing to go to live out your mate's fantasy? 21.)Should a fa

I'm Sorry
For all those Who have hurt me in the past This is for you: I'M SORRY I'M NOT PURFECT, I'M SORRY I'M NOT WHAT YOU WANTED, I'M SORRY I DIDNT DO WHAT YOU EXPECTED OF ME ALL THE TIME, I'M SORRY I DONT HAVE THE PURFECT BODY, I'M SORRY I DONT HAVE A PURFECT SMILE, I'M SORRY I LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT, BUT MOST OF ALL I'M SORRY I'M ME!

I Give The Hell Up!
Ok, With friends like some of you---who the hell needs enemy's? I have been fighting a losing battle it seems We are on a 100% adult sight. My pictures--some erotic--but NO WHERE NEAR PORN are constantly getting hit by people for NSFW---even ones that do not qualify as nsfw. Yes, yesterday I had one bouncer come in and approve, but then today had another call me a liar. SOOOOO to beat the ass's, I have changed ALL pictures to Family- IF you want to see my pics, you will have to ask to see them. I will add you to family, and then remove you. This is so dishearting. I have tried to sooo very hard here to walk the line, and have a blast--but someone has a problem with me, and will not stand up and say "hey its me!". If I do not lose my account over this, I will be flat amazed as now I am not only into it with a few bouncers--but now a "head" man. I am soooo tired of it. Why am I even still here?

Ponderous Ponderings.
How many of us really search deep inside to find who we are? How many of us reach for that unattainable grasp of self that eludes us all? I have wandered that path, alone, lost, and confused for most of my life. Every so often i found someone to guide me to a new, previously unfound trail on that path. And yet i still wonder, have i obtained my goal? Have i followed those precepts and standards that i set for myself so long ago? Oh how i loath questions with answers that lead to more questions. Jayden

The 1 And Only Cherry Express Rides Again!
~~CONDUCTOR'S MESSAGE~~ we ride again enjoy Justa - Club FAR Familia & BBG's Fan Train Rider@ CherryTAP **every time a new private cart is added all carts drop one space.this train costs 7 day blast to join. do not sendme anything.till we speak.if u would like to ride free contact me..ps jusr add and fan me ill try to do the same..but i rarley get to rate back.i have dial up and try not to leave my home page.but ido shout..so your selcome to say hi and ill respond If At Anytime, You Want Your Cart Moved To The Top...1 Sticky, also...if you want to be conductor again just schedule a day and sticky your train ************************************************* private cart reserved for 2 Justa - Club FAR Familia & BBG's Fan Train Rider@ CherryTAP ************************************************* PRIVATE CART RESERVED FOR ANGEL~BABY PLUS 2 ☆ANGEL~BABY☆ ®™ (CT BAD B*TCH) PLZ RATE MY PROFILE **TEAM SHOCKER**@ CherryTAP **PR Mamii****Team Shocker**@ Cherry

For My Soulmate
I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take the pain away. But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I’ll listen when you need to talk, I’ll wipe your tears away. I’ll share your worries when they come, I’ll help you face the day. I’m here and I will stand by you, Each hill you have to climb. So take my hand lets face the world, Live one day at a time. You’re not alone for I’m still here, I’ll go that extra mile, And when your grief is easier, I’ll help you learn to smile

Hey There Please Losing By 300
hey guys please i am on now and really need help please so please come and rate and bomb like crazy and have some fun Crazy FrogWe Are The Champions (Ding A Dang Dong)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Monday 06/25/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Given to pride is the mind which opens not and unto vanity does the selfish heart succumb. Only those eyes which are closed see not the beauty of life in all things. It is the hardened spirit the wonder of life evades, yet the open mind is free to learn. Humility does the giving heart know and only the open eyes truly see the light. Only From chance is the compassionate spirit alive with pain, and love. To drown in the shadows of truth, this is the moment which defines us and shows the fiber of who one truly is. Truth is frightening, to those who cannot look squarely in the mirror. To look and see, there is the true release, the truest sight." © 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

What Is Your Gift
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy, You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy94% You have the Gift of Wisdom81% You have the Gift of Discernment69% You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision69% You have the Gift of a Seer44% You sadly do not recognize your gift yet13% What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

I Have Learned
I HAVE LEARNED IF YOU CANT FORGET A HURT,YOU CAN FORGIVE THE PERSON WHO DELIVERED IT..THE HURT CAUSES YOU TO DO IN PEACE.YOU CANNOT,CHANGE CIRCUMSTANCES,BUT YOU ALWAYS CHANGE YOU REACTION TO THEM..LOVE WILL FIND YOU UNEXPECTEDLY...SELF PITTY IS YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY THE SILENT KILLER IS YOUR OWN SELF PITTY DONT WOLLOW GET OUT AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE..

Chris Benoit Kills Family Then Himself
MIAMI (Reuters) - Professional wrestling superstar Chris Benoit killed his wife and 7-year-old son before hanging himself from his weight machine, authorities said on Tuesday. Investigators said the murder-suicide happened over Friday and Saturday in the suburban Atlanta home where the bodies of Benoit, his wife and young son were found on Monday. Nicknamed "The Rabid Wolverine" and "The Canadian Crippler," Benoit had canceled two events in Texas over the weekend citing an undisclosed "family emergency," his employer, World Wrestling Entertainment, said on its Web site. Benoit then sent "several curious text messages" to friends early Sunday morning and this prompted authorities to check on him and his family at their home, the statement said. Autopsy results showed that Benoit first murdered his wife, Nancy. She was bound at the feet and wrists and died of asphyxiation sometime on Friday, Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard told a news conference. She w

It Is About Time
An Oregon woman who says she was wrongly accused of music piracy filed a federal lawsuit against the Recording Industry Association of America, claiming the trade group used abusive tactics in its effort to collect thousands of dollars. http://www.oregonlive.com/newsflash/regional/index.ssf?/base/news-20/1182933258180730.xml&storylist=orlocal It is about time!!!! Poeple, the biggest source of pirated music, videos, and software, is not you, me, or your buddies, but the People's Republic of China (PRC), with it's State Run Factories. 8% of the PRC's GDP comes from piracy/counterfeiting.

One Day I Will Know...just Not Right Now
ok so me and my ex got into an arguement yesterday and when i wrote my other blog i was totally pissed off cuz of something he had said and done...and i mean i guess now i can understand why he got mad at what i said too...that's what sucks about anger cuz things that are said come out the wrong way and they are taken the wrong way...seriously tho...i love my ex boyfriend...if i didn't love him then i wouldn't want him to be in my life...i wouldnt keep things around that remind me of him...at my desk at work the pictures he gave me for my b-day i have put up at my desk so when i'm just sitting there doing whatever i just look up and there is a pic of me and him...i turn around and i have the other pic of me and him...when i have to grab something from my overhead there is the flower he gave me when we first started dating...i seriously love being with him...i mean he is kinda goofy which is what i like but when he gets mad or starts acting mean sometimes i can deal with it but not alwa

I Just Found This Today....plz God I Neva Ask You For Ne Thing But Im Asking Now:p
I JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM MY DRAUGHTER MOM SHE BEEN TRYING TO GET AHOLD OF ME AND TELL ME THAT MY DRAUGHTER AND HER GRANNY WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT THEY GOT T BONE FROM A DRIVER THAT TRY TO BE A RED LIGHT MY EX GRANNY PASSAWAY AT THE SCENE AND MY DRAUGHTER IS IN CCU HOOK ON A MACHINE FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE...THIS HAS REALLY CAUGHT ME ALL BY SUPRISE PLZ GOD HEAR MY PRAYER PLZ DONT TAKE HER FROM ME SHE MINE ONLY CHILD SHE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE JUST TURN THREE LAST MARCH SHE GOT A WHOLE AHEAD OF HER WHY DO THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO HER ITS NOT FAIR WHY CANT IT BE ME NOT HER SHE DONT DESERVE THIS AT ALL AND FOR THE SOB TRYING TO BEAT A FUCKING REDLIGHT!!!! GOD REST YOUR SOUL YOU SO NEED IT RIGHT NOW WILL YALL PLZ PRAY FOR MY LIL GIRL SHE REALLY NEEDS IT MORE THAN NE THING OH GOD I WISH WOULD BE THERE FOR HER IM SO LOST AN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO:( ~BabyBoy J~

How To Be Politically Correct When Talking About Men...
How to be Politically Correct when talking about Men... He does not have a beer gut... He has developed a Liquid Grain Storage Facility. He is not quiet... He is a Conversational Minimalist. He is not stupid... He suffers from Minimal Cranial Development. He does not get lost all the time... He discovers Alternative Destinations. He is not balding... He is in Follicle Regression. He is not a cradle robber... He prefers Generationally Differential Relationships. He does not get falling-down drunk... He becomes Accidentally Horizontal. He does not have his head up his ass... He suffers from Rectal-Cranial Inversion. He is not short... He is Anatomically Compact. He does not have a rich daddy... He is a Recipient of Parental Asset Infusion. He does not constantly talk about cars... He has a Vehicular Addiction. He does not have a hot body... He is Physically Combustible. He is not unsophisticated... He is Socially Challenged.

And Baby Makes Two
When i anounced my webcam marrage on May 5th i kinda lied....i was in India with Ali and we got married there well i'm NOT to anyone going to go into it all but Ali is supose to have our marrage disolved but now is begging me back saying he made a mistake....today ( about ) 20 minutes ago i finaly got to tell him i am 6 1/2 weeks pregnate .... As of this moment i DON"T want any more drama brought to me by ANYBODY on my list NO stress nothing...I have lost 6 babys and had one still born i wont take another chance with any of it frist sign and i'm off ct for good I love all my friends but IF this baby makes it it's al good Blessings to all my friends and know i love you all UPDATE: After last fridays car wreck there isn't going to be any baby...phicaly i am healing fine and i wish to tank everyone for their suport and prayers and well wishing threw this

Not Yet Finished 3
The Miracale if birth though mom or animal A baby is born The sight so phoenominal Once brought into the world It clings to it's mother It cries aloud in pain As the mother soothes her They search in hunger For it's mother's breast They suckel for hours Unaware o the life long test All so Fraile and Innocent

The Perfect Worker
The Perfect Worker 1 Bob Smith, my assistant programmer, can always be found 2 hard at work in his cubicle. Bob works independently, without 3 wasting company time talking to colleagues. Bob never 4 thinks twice about assisting fellow employees, and he always 5 finishes given assignments on time. Often he takes extended 6 measures to complete his work, sometimes skipping coffee 7 breaks. Bob is a dedicated individual who has absolutely no 8 vanity in spite of his high accomplishments and profound 9 knowledge in his field. I firmly believe that Bob can be 10 classed as a high-caliber employee, the type which cannot be 11 dispensed with. Consequently, I duly recommend that Bob be 12 promoted to executive management, and a proposal will be 13 executed as soon as possible. Addendum: That idiot was standing over my shoulder while I wrote the report sent to you earlier today. Kindly re-read only the odd numbered lines.

Poetry
I write poetry, it is my passion.. I came up with this poem in about a ten minute period... Going Through Emotions... The envious nature of the jealous heart, Will engulf your soul and tear you apart. It ruins everything it gets its greedy hands on, It destroys your trust by building a wall of stone, Encircling your heart and letting no one in. The jealous nature of the foolish soul, Is a person, whose emotions are bitter and cold, Such a lonely person, no one can touch, They use every problem in their life as a useless crutch. Their problems are always another's fault, This excuses them to seal up tight like a vault. The foolish nature fo the kind-hearted, Leave them withered, used and discarded. No one can be trusted with their delicate emotions, They are lost in a sea of good intentions and notions. They don't see through your guise until it's too late, Leaving them wallowing in a precarious state. No one knows our hearts better than us, We either wear them

I'm Tired.....puff Puff
I'm getting so tired of everytime I turn around someone is attacking smokers.You people with your rude snotty remarks and looks,Your little bullshit facts,The laws being passed just because you listen to the media monkeys.What ever happend to freedom of choice? Your body do what you want with it.Not any more....whats next outlaw working because it causes stress.How would people make a living? If you read your history people one of this countrys first cash making crops was tabacco.Till this day a lot of government programs and things are funded from taxes on tabacco.Now because you say its a public health risk.Thats going to be less money to pay for scolarships,donations,funding...etc. Now where I have a problem with smokers is the just sit around and bitch insted of standing up for their rights.Example....abilene tx, When they went to pass the band it wasn't till it had passed and the time limit for the petition was almost up that smokers started signing.Because they took their sweet t

The Cruise !
DEAR DIARY. DAY ONE I am all packed and ready to get on the cruise ship. I've packed all my pretty dresses and makeup. I'm really excited. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY TWO We spent the entire day at sea. It was beautiful and we saw some whales and dolphins. What a wonderful vacation this has started to be. I met the Captain today and he seems like a very nice man. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY THREE I spent some time in the pool today. I also did some shuffle boarding and hit some golf balls off the deck. The Captain invited me to join him at his table for dinner. I felt honored and we had a wonderful time. He is a very attractive and attentive gentleman. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY FOUR Went to the ship's casino ... did OK ... won about $80. The Captain invited me to have dinner with him in his state room. We had a luxurious meal complete with caviar and cha

Help
Damnit...my music virgin downloading ass just realized that music i add to my playlist on imeem are switching to 30 second samples after I spent hours making sure the ones i added where the full length.... Does anyone know where i can get full length music for free? I have a friend who is a VP for Cingular and she was telling me about some big new product they came out with this week that is supposed to be a phone, music player and can fly you to the moon and all this other shit...i have no clue about those kind of things.

Mistress Of Fire
As the mists rise fro the sea so shall your pain, seek not what you know but what u can gain. Taken with the swiftness of night, together we shall stand and fight. Suffer unto me all your sorrow, This void in ur soul so hollow. Minutes seem like days when Mistress of Fire rides, now is your time to die. Wait for the switch of death, blackness my only real freind, The Gates of Hell welcomes you inn. With a mighty swipe of his cycle, the black blood starts to trickle. Slicing every memory close to death, as you take your last breath. You wont have to fight this one alone, no more flesh ripped from your bone. Just take of me inside and I will sheild, The darkest of wizzards will surely yeild. For we are one now in this tormenting Hell, cast upon you a wicked spell. Your baren soul now belongs to me, the greatest sacrafice upon you shall be. Your under my sinister command now, down on bloody knees you shall bow. I have saved you now from selected fate, to go back now is to lat

11 Rules
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is ! not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If you me

Salute Contest
Create me the best salute and win two happy hours and a million dollar mansion, be creative, be sexy, be funny, your choice but all it needs to say is Kayo and the winner gets to choose when they would like to have their happy hours as long as they are both before the end of July

On My Own Lyrics
Artist: Eponine Lyrics Song: On My Own Lyrics EPONINE And now I'm all alone again Nowhere to go no one to turn to, Did not want your money sir I came out here coz i was told to And now the night is near Now I can make believe he's here. Sometimes I walk alone at night When everybody else is sleeping I think of him and then I'm happy With the company I'm keeping The city goes to bed And I can live inside my head. On my own Pretending he's beside me All alone, I walk with him till morning Without him I feel his arms around me And when I lose my way I close my eyes And he has found me In the rain the pavement shines like silver All the lights are misty in the river In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight And all I see is him and me for ever and forever And I know it's only in my mind That I'm talking to myself and not to him And although I know that he is blind Still I say, there's a way for us I love him But when the night is over He i

Pissed Off
I recently was talking to a fellow CherryTap member(name will not be revieled) and they were telling me that thier spouse deleted every woman off thier account. What gives this person the right to delete friends? Does this person think they can control the living fuck out of someone? Or is it just some major JEALOUSY? I think the dumbass is just majorly jealous cause the fact that this person has both men and women on thier account. Holy fuck if my ole' man was that damn jealous....he would be seeing my back side. Hell this is the fucking internet. We should be able to choose who we want on our pages. Not some other snibbling wine bag who thinks that they wear the bloody pants in the house. oh well. I have blocked this persons spouse for thier stupid jealousy. If you want to know who this jealous biatch is, send me a message. Maybe if we send them enough bullshit.....they will change thier ways

This Week In My Life...
This past week has been..okay.nothing special..but nothing horrible well.actually..I found out that my boss more than likely doesnt wanna tell me that her boss practically hates me so I figure..lol why stay where people dont like me..bkuz of what i do (do good in their b'ness) whatever...haha so ima just leave that..as of July15th I wont be there at (walk in comfort) what else ohh..canada day...man was that slow :P had to work on freakin canada day! anywayz ohh ive also decided im going on tribal journey's as well, that'll be fun, my birthday is on july 31st and well obviously there isnt gonna be a celebration of anything haha..yay I turn 20 :P no more of these teenage years :( ohh well..anywayz..thats been my life this past week..decisions have been made!

"walking The Dog"
A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?" Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said "OK, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" (YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS!!!!!!! !! ) The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

Ways To Get Blocked....
1. annoy me about seeing my private pics.. (read my profile on how to see them) 2. Rip my personal photos 3. Bieng excessivly vulgar to me (ie... we should fuck...) had that sent three times today 4. Getting pissy when I return a shitty rate to you.

My List Of Downraters
FRIDAY----- 7-06-07 edmonton420@ CherryTAP · edmonton420 rated your photo a '7'! MONDAY 7-09-07 cowgirladams1@ CherryTAP · cowgirladams1 rated your photo a '4'! cowgirladams1 re-rated your photo a '1' from a '4' TUESDAY 7-10-07 bullredrun@ CherryTAP · bullredrun rated your photo a '7'! crazedaim@ CherryTAP · crazedaim rated your photo a '8'! DOWRATING SOMEONE I LOVE gotcha@ CherryTAP Downrated a friend shadow7057@ CherryTAP DOWNRATED ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS 07-14-07 Ruffdiemon@ CherryTAP countryboy09@ CherryTAP MONDAY JULY 16, 2007 bbygirl321@ CherryTAP bbygirl321 rated your photo a '9'! TUESDAY JULY 17,2007 Tina Marie@ CherryTAP Tina Marie rated your photo a '8'! sweet_4ng3l

What Is A American
Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghani

What We Say/what God Says
If the Lord has you on hold... hold on If the Lord has said "NO" to you... thank Him If the Lord is molding your heart and mind... go with His change If the Lord opens doors that you have been asking Him to open... Praise Him Be blessed wherever you are in your life today! God has His hands on the situation YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God

Bulletins/having Fun Or Trying Too
Ok, somebody had posted a bulletin about sex questions and that and I was trying to have fun which I did and when I responded to it, I did just that, I sent it to the person who had posted and then I reposted the bulletin which was fine but that person didn't respond back, probably because she doesn't know me that well, which I understand but when only one person responds to it after I reposted it and two other people either just look at it or don't respond to it, that makes me wonder, I'm here to have fun, just because I have a girlfriend doesn't mean I can't have fun and if people aren't going to respond to whatever I post, why am I bothering to repost it or respond to it? Give me a break here, if I didn't respond to it and that and somebody wanted me to have fun and I was grouchy, nobody would like me at all and I know it here! It's ridiculous, people loosen up and have fun my god, it's only a bulletin and a game, it's not like it's going to happen here anyhow! You know, it's really

Sick Sick People
well there it is...i guess everywhere you go there are bound to be a couple of sick people....not sick as in unhealthy, but sick as in something not right in their heads...it makes me sad as a woman that because i am a woman and i am online, some guys think that i am here for their pleasure...wether it is for them to "play" or cyber with or whatever...here's the thing, i have said this before in other blogs and i guess i will have to say it here as well...i am a real live person and i have real feelings...i am not one of those people who want to be used and abused, then thrown away like yesterdays garbage...i don't know why i should have to put this out here but apparently i do...so if anyone reading this is looking for a good time, i suggest they call one of those 976 or 1-900 numbers and get a girl that gets paid for that kind of thing...because if you cannot see beyond the script...or the font, then you will not get very far with me

How The Phone Should Be Answered In America
JUST SO WE CAN REMEMBER WHO WE ARE AND WHAT WE STAND FOR Subject: How the phone should be answered...... Rules for the phone. How ALL business phones SHOULD be answered! GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA . Press "1" for English. Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English And remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. If you agree......keep it going

I'm An "r" What Are You?
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

3 Women In A Sauna
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. "I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM." A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW-TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE, SO SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNAAND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID.........WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT...I'M GETTING A FAX!

Vic Membership!
I wanna do another contest! You can use whatever photo you'd like. It'll run for 2 weeks, and whoever has the most comments at the end gets a month free of VIC membership! 2nd place will get a 3 day blast as well. Anyone interested? Maybe everyone is burnt out on contests..But I'd like to try and do another one! Shoot me a messsage!

Each Man
Our bodies are both physical and spiritual. At our very center we are spiritual. Our bodies are built around the spiritual. The center is the unseen world. Therefore, we cannot see it with our eyes and we tend to judge the body because we can see it. The body is not who we are. We can see thes piritual if we are spiritual ourselves. We won't see this always with our physical eyes. Usually we will see it with our spiritual eye. We will hear ourselves say "I know this to be true." At the center of all human beings is the place of good. That includes myself. At my very core is good. I can find this place by staying free of resentments, fear, dishonesty and self-seeking motives. My Creator, keep me free this day of resentment, selfishness, dishonesty and fear.The human ego is a place that can do more harm than good. It is up to us to make sure our balance is in check daily Rebelbreed

Reno 911
Bought this today and just finished watching. I though it was god damn hilarious. I watch the show too though. So if you dont like the show you propably wont like the movie. If you do like the show I highly recommend a buy. The public service announcements in the special features section are great. Mainly the one with Trudy she cracks me up. I also picked up Blood For Chocolate which i will watch tomorrow. Its some shit about vampires and werewolves. I hope its not an Underworld ripoff that would suck. Well thats about it. Peace out.

I Pay Attention
I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Re-post if you are a true cherry tap frien

Malfuctions + Thievery Of Ct Crashes
Everytime CT has an Upgrade or a Meltdown as I call it.Something more Malfunctions.Todays Mail is Once again Out of Order.I keep sending my new Salutes an other Photos to CT mail.Real Funny Shit.Meassage says its there I go look it is not.If it's there,Unfortunately Invisiable An it can't be Found.These so called upgrades or Malfunctions also Erradicate Blogs of mine an Family Members.They steal Pictures as well.What the Fuck are these Peeps doing that are suppose to be Fixing things here on the Greatest Socialization Internet Play Palace in the World.After these Upgrades half my Morphs nolonger Morph.What the Fuck Baby J.Instead of Concentrateing on them Rude Disrespectful Error Messages.Get Off your Ass an fix the Enternal Problems of this Great Site.Actually my Bar Tab did work last night for the very first time Ever.But nothing Else fuckin did.That Hover Option on that Bit better Shoutbox is Fuckin useless.It works 1 time an HR. if I'm Lucky.You all need to get an Instant Messages

Pitty Owners....
The Pit Bull who Fights Drugs Summary of the December, 1997 Dog Fancy magazine: "$30 Million Sniffer Nabs Smugglers" "Taylor, a 4-year old pit bull mix, shows a real knack for his job. In his first two years on the job, he has sniffed out more than $30 million worth of narcotics...Out of more than 100 dogs in the San Diego [CA, USA] district K-9 unit, Taylor ranks as a top performer." The article went on to say that Taylor, a muscular, 86-pound light brown brindle, was rescued from a city shelter by a canine enforcement officer only two days before he was due to be euthanized. He was selected largely because of his intense focus on a tennis ball the officer, Robert Root, bounced in front of the dog to test, in his words, how strong his intent is. With intensity being a integral characteristic of American Pit Bull Terriers, it is surprising that they are not used more often in this work. However, the article stated that "Although Taylor's eagerness was unmistakable,

Another One From My Baby.... Dj Dynamite
WILL YOU HOLD ME AND TELL ME THESE FEELINGS ARE REAL WILL YOU TAKE YOUR LIPS AND PRESS THEM GENTLEY TO MINE WILL YOU TAKE MY HAND,WALK WITH ME,AND TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL WILL YOU BE MY FRIEND,MY LOVER,TELL ME EVERYTHING IS FINE WILL YOU LOVE ME,IF I GIVE YOU MY HEART TO KEEP WILL YOU SUPPORT ME WHEN I TRY SOMETHING NEW WILL YOU LAY IN MY ARMS TALKING AS WE DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP WILL YOU LOVE ME AND RESPECT ME AS MUCH AS I DO YOU WILL YOU SHARE YOUR SECRETS AND MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL EACH DAY WILL YOU LET ME LOVE YOU,AND TREAT YOU LIKE THE ANGEL YOU ARE WILL YOU OPEN YOUR HEART,LET ME LOVE YOU IN A SPECIAL WAY WILL YOU OR IS THIS JUST A WISH UPON A FALLING STAR.....

Beware!
Editing my photos today I noticed a personal photo of myself had been ripped. This man has mine and several other peoples pics in his profile. Random photos I put up that are off the internet I could less if someone rips them. However ripping someones actual photo without their permission and using it on their profile is crossing the line. http://fubar.com/user/979073

I'm Such A Loser
I need friends... nobody wants to be my friend but everybody wants to view my page... how come i only have 26 friends when i have almost 400 views? Well if you're reading this and you aren't my friend please add me... if you are already my friend... thanks... :)

Holding In The Soaking Sky
HOLDING IN THE SOAKING SKY -immersion of the mind, into the cold wet morning rise- -where seems to be the change...that never made this- -mourning son... -dredging tears into the dew -sustaining forces below the soil -cold deer to the end -suspension of time, while light filters through...bringing soon, the unkempt youth -unto a restful place he stumbles -harrowing sorrow -the weight of life. 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Suiside Watch
Ok now a days Sudiside is running rampied amungnst the depressed and people just plain pissed off at the world. But comeone people put some creativity into it. Let me give some examples: 1. Got to the top of an iron bridge. attach yourself to a bungie cord and the part that attaches to the jump platform make it an electrinic switch kind of like a licght chain. Attack some wires to some plastic explosives. that way when you reach the end and bounce it'll set off the plastic explosives. if the fall don't kill you the iron beams will. 2. Arsnic if done right will kill you slowley. for those of you who want your death llike your life. Slow and painful. now for those of you who prefer the triditonal methods here's some tips to make it fun. 1. if you hang yourself attach a note to your body that says Just hanging around. Or Please ring for service. 2. Shooting yourself in the head A. if the bullet to the brain attach one of those prop BANG flags to your head. B. if the eye

I Am Afraid To Love, And Yet I Love You
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you. My fear is like a wall I walk right through. The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me. I need it still, and yet I still need you. I know someday we will be in a field Surrounded by the blessing of the sky. I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy, Needing you without a reason why But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you, That you might not accept my desperate need. You make me laugh and cry and be completely. You are the flower, I the slender reed.

Yesterdays Adventures
Hi all, well today was a pretty good day. Got up late after Kyle had gone to bed so late last night, and then back up again so early this morning. Got up and it was raining a little outside. Grrrrrrrr I had left the windows down on my car overnight, and all the seats were wet!!! I had to run a few errands today, went to the bank, and Homeland to get a few things that we had forgotten on Friday. Saturday was a pretty good day. We went to the lake around 6:30 or so, and Darryl and Andrew went fishing, while Kyle and I went to the playground. Well somehow I went down to talk to Darryl, and ended up fishing with him. Well guess what I caught a fish!! The only one to catch one! Ha Ha!!! I have been doing these pay per click websites and I am hoping to be able to cash one out soon. I also read e-mails and such. Not too bad for a few seconds of time. The pay per click websites send you mail, then they have ads that you click on and you get paid per click. Pretty cool! :) I hurt my shoulder wh

Ultimate Female Joke
It has long been contended that there are male Jokes and there are female jokes, and there are unisex Jokes. Here is a joke I consider a true female joke. I Offer it to you in the hopes that women will love it And men will pass it along to a woman who will love it. A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after Work cocktail with her girlfriends when an Exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, Middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the Woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly Attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As All men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring So rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll Do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to Do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00......on one Condition" Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition Was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you Want me to do in just three words." Th

I Hope For Peace
glitter-graphics.com I see the world in turmoil and a tear falls. I see a rainbow in the sky and I feel a promise of hope. As I walk through my garden and stop to ponder. I reach down and gather a rose and bring it close to enjoy its beauty and touch my lips and feel the dew kissed petals. I smell the wonderful fragrance and I am reminded of a simpler time more peaceful time. We must wake up and join together so that all may know the beauty this world has to offer. by Saspanda 07252007

Help Please!
I've posted a link to a site that's trying (with others) to raise public awareness on the plight of former service personnel down in Ashtead (UK). Like many on CherryTap/Fubar, I am a former soldier. Unlike many, I was lucky to go through my tours, leaving with my bits and pieces intact and very few head problems (apart from I already had). There is a rehabilitation centre in the South of England called Headley Court, it is often the first port of call for servicemen and women returning home after being wounded in Iraq or Afghanistan. It is the only one the British have, (thanks to government cutbacks). Soldiers who may have lost limbs or suffered severe trauma spend months rebuilding their lives at the centre. An Armed Forces charity decided to buy a £ 1.7million six-bedroom house nearby so visiting relatives would have somewhere to stay, the well-heeled neighbours in Ashtead, Surrey, launched their own offensive. Basically telling these soldiers and their families, that they

The Bar
why we ain't got more shit to drink around here?????I like to change shit up sometimes, brown or white. I might feel like buying some cognac,gin,brandy,whatever different kinda jello shots, big ass daiquiris, where the bar if u want me to buy it

Poem
If I were to respond, respond to the taste, smell and touch of you The intensity of your sensuality making every fantasy true. Would it simply be lust, craving, hunger and need? Staggering like an overloaded farmer desperate to plant seed. Or would you take my to the depths of your warm, salty sea? And like a diver after treasure swimming in those depths you'd find me.

My Inner Power
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy, You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy100% You have the Gift of Discernment100% You sadly do not recognize your gift yet75% You have the Gift of Wisdom75% You have the Gift of a Seer63% You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision25% What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Feel Free To Snag/rip!!!! :)
Just lettin ya'll know you can snag/Rip and pics you like in my Albums.. You don't have to ask... I am just a person who always asks ppl before I snag and or RIPS some of their pics....Ask anyone.. :) Even when they says I don't have to ask.. LMAO!!!! I always send a SHOUT over to the other person and ask them.. hehhe.. :0) I know Im a PooteyHead!!!!! LMAO!!! Im just respectful of others property.... :)All I ask is PLEASE PLEASE.. ........................................ ...............DO NOT DO NOT SNAG/RIP/STEAL/RIGHT CLICK/SAVE AS etc. ON MY PERSONAL PICS/PICS OF ME/ OR /NSFW PICS OF ME.................... THATS ALL I ASK.. WHICH IS VERY LITTLE....................................................... Now back to our regularly scheduled program..... LMFAO!!!! :)

College
yea for me...today i got into culinary school and im hella excited about it...yep thats right by december im going to running the line in a 4 star restaurant and summer im gonna be sous chef over the same restaurant for a day...im nervous its been a few years since i was in school and its going to be hella expenisve...im so happy i could crap

Testing Day T Minus 1 Day
Good morning! Hope we are amazingly great on this wonderful Friday! Well unfortunately due to unforeseen circumstances I did not make it to class last night, however I will still go further into the Poomse as I said I would. One great piece of news however is my instructor called me late last night and asked if I would accompany him to the airport to pick up my Grandmaster and have lunch with them, so I am very excited! Now on to the Poomse! Poomse, as I have said previously, are set patterns of movements, attacks and such. they go from the very simple to the very difficult and can contain anywhere from 16 to more then 60 individual moves. In my school we have 9 forms leading to black belt and then there are at least 10 black belt forms (my instructor is testing for his 4th Dan, Master level, so he is the highest we have). The forms are as follows: Ki Bon 1 Tae Guek Il Jang Tae Guek Ee Jang Tae Guek Sam Jang Tae Guek Sa Jang Tae Guek Oh Jang Tae Guek Yok Jang Tae Guek

Me Today And Forever
I should stive for a friendliness and helpfulness that will affect all that come near me. I should try see something to love in them. I should welcome them and help them if they ask for help. I must send no one away without a word of cheer, a feeling that I really care about them. God may have put the impulse in some disparing persons to come to me. I must not fail them by repulsing them. They may not want to communicate with me unless they are sure of a warm welcome. I'll post the story of my life soon , I think youll be intrested. later days and better layes, lol. Take care

Confucious Sayings
Man who stand on toilet high on pot. Man who jump off cliff, jump to conclusion. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Virgin just like balloon ... one prick, all gone. Secretary not permanent until she screwed on desk. Man who put cock in Peanut Butter jar is F***ing Nuts. Man with tool in woman mouth May not necessarily be dentist. Couple on 7-day honeymoon make hole weak. Girl who marry Richard must kiss Dick. Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Man who excels at putting worm on hook is Master Baiter Man young when he snatches kisses, old when he kisses snatches. Man who loses key to lady's apartment get no new-key. Man who go to sleep with itchy butt, wake with smelly fingers... War do not determine who right, war determine who left. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok Schoolboy who play with schoolgirl during wrong period, get caught red-handed. Girl who sit on judge's lap get

Quickies!!!
Q. Did you hear about the guy who lost his left arm and leg in a car crash? A. He's all right now. Q. Did you hear about the man who was tap dancing? A. He broke his ankle when he fell into the sink. Q. What lies at the bottom of the ocean and twitches? A. A nervous wreck. Q. What's the difference between roast beef and pea soup? A. Anyone can roast beef. Q. Where do you find a no legged dog? A. Right where you left him. Q. Where do you get virgin wool from? A. Ugly sheep. Q. Why do bagpipers walk when they play? A. They're trying to get away from the noise. Q. What does Star Trek and toilet paper have in common? A. They both circle Uranus looking for Black Holes. Q. How do you double the value of a Geo Metro? A. Fill it with gas. Q. What's the definition of mixed emotions? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. Why do chicken coops have two doors? A. Because if it had four doors it's be a

Prayers Are Needed
MY BROTHER ALLEN WAS HIT BY 2 CARS WEDENSDAY NIGHT AT 10:50 PM. HE IS IN THE HOSPITAL IN CRITICAL BUT STABLE CONDITION, I AM ASKING EVERYONE TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM. HE WAS CROSSING OCEAN BLVD IN MYRTLE BEACH SC, WHEN HE WAS HIT.HE HAS 1 CHILD THAT IS GROWN, AND HE IS MOSTLY A LONER. HIS OWN SON HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM, BECAUSE HE IS WRAPPED UP IN HIS ON LIL WORLD OF BAD THINGS. PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR ME.

You Walked Lightly.....
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

A Lost Soul
A lost soul This past Friday was a normal day for me. I take great care and time to spend a lot of time near the front desk of the building I manage downtown. Nearly everyone that passes it the building has to go past me, I look at it as a chance to get to know my tenants and be able to answer question they have. One of my tenants sisters who I have gotten to know, passed by me and my co-worker, and we engaged in polite conversation. I was in a joking mood so we all shared a laugh, she left and we wished her well. That was not good enough as she was killed this past Saturday by her friends daughter. I was thunderstruck. This has happened to me before, my friends Mom had quit taking her meds after her husband died. The day before she died she took me out to eat, at dinner she made two request, 1. That I always look after her son, and 2. That I give god another listen. To be honest I have not either well. Her son, my best friend no longer lives in the area and I lost his phone

Pending Friend Requests
If you have a freind request in to me from the last two days and have not yet been approved its because i either havent been to your page and seen where you have fanned me or you havent yet fanned me. Im will start wading thru them soon. So if you want your friend request approved please fan me if not expect it to be rejected. NO EXCEPTIONS will be made. Sorry I dont play favotites I dont care how much you suck up in your request. kisses

The Best Day Of My Life...
The Best Day of My Life... You ran your fingers through my hair and gazed into my eyes you kissed me tender on the lips resistance was my demise Shivers ran straight down my spine as you softly stroked my skin I felt engulfed with empathy for your passion deep within Sumptuously my heart did race rhythmic with my furore submerged in a pool of ecstasy intense aspiration for more Saturated with fervour overwhelmed with my emotion flooding through my veins a compulsion to devotion From that very moment you had me mesmerized and then you took me by the hand and gave me a surprise You got down on one bended knee and asked me to be your wife I said 'Yes' and that day became the best day of my life! copyright Juliana Bond 2007

I Want Ur #
I want Your # don't care who you are. I bet you won't give it to me.. ;] Name:___________________ Number:___________________ Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. Repost as: "i want ur #"

Why Am I Blocked???
ah once again i find drama. i guess when i see a mum putting down the entire south.i have to ask,isnt that being a hater?which got nothing but insults as a response.then he ask his band of clones to hurl insults also.it was at the point it left mums an went to my page of pics.to have there cut and paste fun with. whatever. i blocked him and the bands of clones.one of which is a southerner.who probally has no idea why she is calling me a moron. sheep. kinda reminds me of the juggalos going after rev,but what ever,if your not reading this. this why you are banned from my page.and im still asking the question. why dont you think,.you are a hater?

“i Am A Witch”
“I Am A Witch” (repost ) Body: “I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’

Cute-o-meter
CUTE-O-METER (Come on Goddess help me out with this lol) Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Let Your Light Light Shine
if you take one little candle into a dark room, you too can fill it with light. All it takes is one little light, a little light that we all hold in our hearts. Let your light shine on all the people you see. Cast out the darkness of hate. http://www.peacenowar.net/newpeace/

Hello
these last few days have been really hard on me i lost my grandpa in april one of my best friends said he was glad that my grandma died and said it was the best thing that could happen and also said that been raped which i was that i wanted it to happen some people have no heart and are so mean they are willing to hurt others .as well you just dont say that about someones family for that matter or wish death on anyone because you never no it could happen to you i just wish people would be a lot nicer and understanding when it comes to that.

Hot Moms Train. If U Would Like To Hop Aboard, Contact Ginger, Thanks :)
...NOT REALLY!! But you do want in this one...Hop on board..Bout time the HOT MAMAs in here got some much deserved attention and respect... I LUV MY BABY MAMAS !!! MyHotComments :: HotFreeLayouts **ALL U HOT MOMS PLEASE ADD URSELF THEN FRIEND GINGER AND LET HER KNOW YOUR ON BOARD SO WE CAN KEEP THIS TRAIN UPDATED..DON'T FORGET TO REPOST.. AND ALL FUBAR MEMBERS...PLZZZ REPOST FOR ALL THE HOT MOMS ON HERE. THESE ARE JUST A FEW OF OUR SEXII MILF'S..SHOW LUV TO EM ALL...TY SOOO MUCH!! MWAHHHHH Ginger4Real...PLAY SAFE !!!@ fubar ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (FU BAD B*TCH) ★PLZ RATE MY PROFILE★TY★@ fubar Sultry™Princess*Wife/RL GF to BabyBoy-J*Manager For The Apocalypse Family Wifey 2 Jessi Yumms@ fubar Pain Is My Passion™ *Creator of LDC* ~ Syndicate Family ~ * DOP Owner *~@ fubar ~*ANGIE BABE~CONFEDERATE BOMBER~@ fubar Sexy_Shell member of the Godfather family

You Don't Know Me, And I Have A Gun!
You Don't Know Me, and I Have a Gun! You don't know me, or maybe you just don't know that you do. I am your neighbor, doctor, clergyman, nurse or just another nameless, faceless stranger in the crowd. I have a state authorized, court issued permit to carry a concealed handgun. I do so whenever possible. Though you don't know me, there are a few things, however, you should know about me. The local police fingerprinted me. The fingerprint cards were submitted to the FBI and a criminal background check was performed. Before that, I had to pass state and local background checks. I had to present evidence to the state of approved training in firearms laws, safety and marksmanship before my application would even be accepted. I am not a felon, junkie, drug dealer, stalker or even a shoplifter since any number of indiscretions including alcohol or other drug abuse or even simple assault or a restraining order would disqualify me from holding a permit. My classroom training cover

I Only Have Till Monday The 13th
Im in a support the troops contest only 3 days to go please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] Please tell your friends Thanks so much

My Son
well i have always tried to be the best mom i can b to him because his dad left me when he found out i was pregnant.i was 18 years old and scared to death.but i did it, graduated from high school, got a job, actually 2 just so we could get by. now he is 15 years old and acts as if he hates me and it tears me to pieces, i love him so much. sometimes i wonder if he blames me for his dads sorry ass leavin but that was his choice we got along gr8 back then. he has not once in 15 years seen my son nor tried supporting him so i think i did a pretty good job myself. if my parents did not help me through all of this i dont know what would have hapened. but i never had any regrets. he is my baby and always will b!

Meetin' People That Don't Show!
OK....so I am pretty new at this meet someone online...then go meet them in person stuff! I find it a little weird! Call me odd...old fashioned...whatever! But...if you say...."Hey...I don't live far from you...why don't you and I meet up in real person!" You better damned well show up! I was gonna be out and about and passin' through the town that one of my "friends" lives in and she and I were gonna meet up....she was a NO SHOW! *click* *click* DELETED!!!!!!!

Funny Ha Ha
heres another one to add to my collection!!! lmao dave plays...: im dave im in ny im 32,..i posted a mumm no one likes,.ok nwo you knwo me ->dave plays...: no, I dont know you dave plays...: dont^ dave plays...: you odnt hat eme do ya? dave plays...: lol,.all in funn,.no hard feelings ->dave plays...: ooh ur comment really hurt my feelings, agian STFU and get off my page dave plays...: why you so mean? lol

Please, Please, Please
I have one favor to ask of my friends... well, even those that are just acquaintances, DO NOT JUDGE ME BY MY PICTURES... those pics, all but the most recent one of me at my daughter's graduation, are older pics of me... Because of things being said and how I feel I'm treated after showing recent pictures of myself to others, I will NEVER show them again... Please, just accept me for who I am... that's all I've ever asked... I've never claimed to be gorgeous or even pretty, hell, I'm not even model thin... in fact, when guys tell me at this site that I'm pretty or beautiful or whatever, I ALWAYS say to them, "no I'm not, I'm just me" Anyway, that's it... just like me for who and what I am... not by pictures please...

Ashes Of Eden
ASHES OF EDEN ARE PLAYING THIS FRIDAY NITE OCTOBER 5TH AT SOUTHPORTS BAR AND GRILL IF U HAVE MISSED THERE SHOW BEFORE...NOW IS THE TIME TO COME OUT...FOR A KICK ASS SHOW NO COVER CHARGE....CHEAP DRINKS...AWESOME SHOW IF U NEED MORE INFORMATION...OR DIRECTIONS...PLS LET ME KNOW BELOW IS THE URL FOR THEIR MYSPACE PAGE: MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/ashesofeden1 UPCOMING SHOWS: 10/05/2007 09:00 PM - Southport Food & Spirits 629 Southport Rd, Spartanburg, South Carolina 29306 - Free 10/24/2007 06:30 PM - The Sylvia Theater York , SC, York, South Carolina - $8.00/$10.00 Big Time entertainment showcase See a band member for advance tickets for $8.00

Cauldron Of Lust
Cauldron of Lust by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Beneath the studied calm of my appearance, I have become a steaming cauldron of lust for you. Inside, I spin and cavort imagining your succulent body tangled in the web of my insatiable desire for you. Accept the eager worship of my mouth upon you. Voraciously concentrated on the prominent steel of your rigid sex. Shameless visions -- raw sucking you to thrashing crescendo. My ardent desire welling up inside of me. Dampening my panties, Beading the tips of my breasts. Making my lips pouty, As you feel the satin of my cheeks caressing you with tender strength. Relentlessly seeking your pleasure. Feasting upon your throbbing scepter. Reveling in your groans- Wallowing in pure bliss. My eyes locked in the request.... King of my passion Anoint me with your essence.

Road Trip To Kentucky
okay so in a week and a half, Im on my way up to Kentucky to see Jimmie for the first time. Im nervous as hell yet excited at the same time. We talk EVERY NIGHT and I'm falling more and more in love with him. He is sending me money so I can check my brakes, tire rotation, etc and gas up there. Ive told my family and most of them don't want me going because its a state Ive never been to to meet someone Ive never met before. Ive given them his SSN, Birthdate, Cell number, Address.. everything to help ease their minds. I know they are just concerned for my well being, but Im 27 years old, my mother said she realizes that and just doenst want me to get hurt. I love Jimmie Berryhill.. Im still falling for him. I would do anything for real love and I feel this IS REAL LOVE. Anyways.. Ill be gone for a week or two or three.. get at me if you dont have my cell and you want it to check up on me.. EEEEEEEEEEE!

It's Performance, Not Position That Counts
Priest dies and is waiting in line at the Pearly Gates. Ahead of him is a guy who's dressed in sunglasses, a loud shirt, leather jacket and jeans. Saint Peter addresses him, "Who are you, so that I may know whether or not to admit you into the Kingdom of Heaven ?" The guy replies, "I'm Joe Cohen, taxi driver, from New York ." Saint Peter consults his list. He smiles and says to the taxi driver, "Take this silken robe and golden staff and enter the Kingdom of Heaven ." Now it's the priest's turn. He stands erect and booms out, "I am the Right Reverend Joseph Snow, pastor of Saint Mary's for the last forty-three years." Saint Peter consults his list. He says to the priest, "Take this cotton robe and wooden staff and enter the Kingdom of Heaven ." "Just a minute," says the priest. "That man was a taxi driver. Why does he get a silken robe and golden staff?" "Results," shrugged Saint Peter........... "While you preached, peop

This Is Not A J0b Offer.
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One Of My Sayings
I say... "Life is being stressed, over worked and believing that it all is for some reason when it isn't. But LIVING is always being happy, enjoying yourself and not letting anything or anyone weigh you down and hold you back!" You can say whatever you want, but thats one of the many things I say

Marina's Deliverance....or...."gee, You Got Purdy Lips"
Due to the massive amount of fun facts, this blog will be in two sections. The vacation is finally over. I had it planned, then had it cancelled, then chose to go again. After the past few months, I felt like an egg shell ready to crack. So I needed to regroup and feel reborn. So off to Tennessee I went. What follows is a rapid run down of the things that happened. Day 1. Arrive in Seiverville, TN. Spent the previous night in Indy. After spending an invisible 10 bucks trying to get out of Illinois....God Bless the I-Pass.....I spent 3 hours in construction entering Indianapolis. Jeesh, those Hoosiers still blame it on the Colts winning the Super Bowl. Have they not noticed that the new season is about to begin? Now is not the time to be sitting back and resting on their laurels from last year. Apparently a Super Bowl Winner gets state funding for new road construction. The cabin is very rustic with all the comforts of home. Almost. There is a moose head mounted over th

Spring Wheat Nsfw
A little something I wrote about a year ago. This is adult content, so if you are offended by written erotica then you should not read further. Enjoy! ----------------------------------------------- Walking hand in hand thru an open field of wheat, with the sky surrounding us and ever so wide, as if to envelop us completely were it not for the firm earth at our feet. Dark clouds rolling in from the east, giving the hint of a storm moving over us. We are lost completely, nothing to be seen for miles around, save a small farmstead that is but a dot to our eyes in the distance. Just the waving of the wheat, dense, and fertile, as if the ground were alive, and we were walking in a shifting sea. The air so crisp and fresh arouses our senses to the feeling of perfection. You stop and turn, facing me you pull my hand around your waist and drape your arms around my neck. Looking deep into my eyes as if to say "I want you now, and here", your smile so suggesting. My lips long f

Alphabet Of Happiness...
A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way. H--Hope Hope for the best and never for

The Reasons Why I Love You
Your smile always brightens my day, While your words just blow me away. You make me feel like I can fly like a dove, There's no one else I adore, no one above. You love me when no one else is, When it feels like my life is over, you say I LOVE YOU and it all turns to bliss. You give me the confidence to go on...making no more sadness, Loving me...throwing away all of the badness. You're always there by my side, When I fall, your arms are open wide. Your love sets me free, So finally you can see the real me. Your heart lets me wish on stars, That someday I can be wherever you are. Late at night when I look up at the moon, The only thing I seem to think about is you. There's only one thing that I will never forget, And that's the day we finally met. When I gaze into your eyes, I know your the one that will never tell me any lies. I hate those nights when I'm trapped in a cell when all I can do is think about you, But then I feel free when I know y

I'ma Be An Aunt
Well its official. My 19 yr old bisexual sister is pregnant. I am going to be an Aunt. I am excited and concerned all at the same time.You'd have to know my sister to understand where I am coming from. She is a walking Jerry Springer/ Maury Povich show. I love my baby sister very much. Anyways thats my rant for the day! ***HUGSS 2 Skoobz***

Ignorance
Ignorance of the necessity for sexual intercourse to the health and virtue of both man and woman, is the most fundamental error in medical and moral philosophy. George Drysdale, The Elements of Social Science, 1854

Absolut Royal Fuck
Qty. Ingredients 1/2 oz. Absolut Vodka 1/2 oz. Crown Royal 1/2 oz. Peach Schnapps 1 big dash Grenadine 1 big dash Pineapple 1 dash 7-Up http://www.beveragewarehouse.com/images/blocks/BW-banner-logo.gif Glass type: Lowball Directions: Put in a mixing cup with ice, shake. Strain into a rocks glass.